Aware & Aggravated - 61. After 3 Days Alone In The Woods I Stopped Resenting God

Episode Date: March 3, 2026

I ran away into the woods for 3 days to sit in silence and address my resentment I felt toward God. This is everything that came from it. Also the lil story of why I started shooting in the middle of... the night. Pop-up Store Details: 🛍️ March 28-29th📍 1125 Providence Street Houston, TX 77002WWLD Submissions: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FA... Merch & Sunglasses (MARCH 7TH) 🕶️ https://leoskepicollection.comSocial Media: https://www.instagram.com/leoskepihttps://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepihttps://www.snapchat.com/add/leoskepiSubstack: https://substack.com/@leoskepi?utm_so... My App Positive Focus:(Apple) https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311(Google) https://play.google.com/store/apps/detailsid=com.positivefocusapp&hl=en_US&gl=US&pli=1Business Inquiries:Team@leoskepi.com

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Starting point is 00:00:01 Hang on, I have to get dressed before we start the episode. Hang on. Okay, I'm ready. The sunglasses are done. I have so many things to tell you about. I ran away in the middle of the woods for like three days. Had some new awareness. Last time you saw me, I was like, not down in the dumps, but I've been going through a whole reconstruction of self, ego death.
Starting point is 00:00:25 I don't know how many ego deaths I got to go through. How many you got? Like, I've been through like 23, just about. I'm like how many ego deaths you gotta go through? How many egos got to die? We'll get to all the clarity I found in the woods. I also had to shoot at some animal. Scared the shit out of me.
Starting point is 00:00:40 But I have to tell you by the funglasses first. My excitement, my will to live is back and kicking. But my sunglasses are done. I have them on. For the people listening to the audio version of this, you have to go watch the video on my TikTok and my Instagram. I did an unboxing. But I want to leave this on the whole episode.
Starting point is 00:00:59 But let me show you what they come with, okay? Audio people, you're just going to have to hear me describe it. So we got a nice box that they come in. What a gold logo says LS Collection. So inside the box, we got the leather hard case. But it also says LS Collection and gold at the top of the hard case. Okay, there's more. Hang on.
Starting point is 00:01:16 So then I put you a little travel case. It's a little leather pouch. And it's got a big LS. DeBossed into it. The logo, nice to be. You can put whatever you want in here. And yes, it has gold little details on the corner. Duh.
Starting point is 00:01:30 but the opening of it it's like a magnetic kind of like springy thing so it's flat and then you got to squeeze the two edges and it pops open can you hear it next we got the little cleaning cloth with a gold ls logo on it and yes i put the logo at the corner so that you can use the cleaning cloth it's i hope people companies put it right in the fucking middle like girl i got to clean my glass it you know okay last but not least there's a little key chain that comes in it and it's a screwdriver in case any of the hinges get loose on the glasses over time. Like you know how you wear sunglasses and they loosen up? This is the little screwdriver you could tighten them. And this screwdriver also works for every pair of sunglasses. They all come with the same hinges and the same little screws. So I got you all prepared, ready to go. Those drop on my birthday, March 7th.
Starting point is 00:02:17 Now these are the actual glasses. I'm trying to move out of the camera so you could see. Damn it! I can't get the camera to focus. So I'm just going to insert some photos for you. But there's also these little gold tips on the back of the legs. And they're weighted little pieces on the back so they don't slide off your face. I hate when the glasses fall off or like you're out having a good time dancing and the glasses fall off.
Starting point is 00:02:38 Nope, I thought of everything. Also, they're polarized. And with the lenses, you can barely see your eyes if you're looking at someone wearing them. Because what I look at is my business. I like my privacy. Okay, one more thing. With the gold on the glasses. They took so long because I was such a stickler about the color.
Starting point is 00:02:57 I made sure that it matched 14-carat gold exactly. So it looks exactly like jewelry. And the way that the emblem is cut reflects like jewelry. Very me and now they're perfect. And now I'm happy. And now that I've held them and I like have them and I unboxed them the full experience you guys are going to get, I'm very confident and I'm very happy about it. I think you guys are going to fucking love them.
Starting point is 00:03:18 So the Leo Scepey sunglasses are done and they're ready. But there is a little trick to launch because I'm only dropping a limited amount of sunglasses. on my actual birthday, which is March 7th. They're all here and ready to go. This is not a pre-order thing. Like, these are done and ready. I made sure of it. Okay?
Starting point is 00:03:35 So like I said, the drop on March 7th is going to be limited because I want to save most of the inventory for the pop-up store I'm doing in Houston, March 28th and 29. So I'm in kind of like a catch-22 because I want to sell the glasses, but I don't want people to come to the pop-up and then not be able to get them. So I want to make sure I have majority of the inventory for the in-person people who come all that way to come see me or people that live in the city and want to spend their time coming to the store. I want to make sure I have the products for you. So the online drop's going to be a little limited. We're just going to have to see what happens. If I have to order more, I'll order
Starting point is 00:04:09 more. But I'm very, very, very excited about them. I'll put the link in the description for my website. Yeah. Okay. So you want to talk about the cabin? Oh, God. So I got real overstimulated. really, really bad. And I was like, fuck this. I'm trying to travel less, but I just get home and I'm like, I resent the fuck out of my house. I hate it. Like I did hate it. Like I was so irritated with it because it's just the reflection of like my failure is what I was seeing it as. I'm like, no matter how hard I've tried to decorate this bitch, it doesn't look right. I hate it. I got this house as like a safety bet when I first moved here. Like I didn't know how I was doing financially and I take care of so many people and I
Starting point is 00:05:03 retired my mom. So I wanted to make sure I didn't overspend on a house. So I kind of settled and got like a house like a starter house for myself. See the area. See what I like. And then go from there. And then I made money last year. And I ended up giving half of it away.
Starting point is 00:05:22 half of what I made last year I gave away like a fucking idiot oh oh like I'm so mad at myself I'm irritated about it like yeah I gave it away and it's like okay good and great like yeah I did a lot of great things and I helped a lot of people but like I didn't prioritize for myself okay so like looking at this house I'm like I gave all this shit to all these people and it's like I'm still living in this house I'm unhappy with My neighbors, somebody's over here having singing lessons with the window open. And then the garbage truck comes by. And then the pest control people come.
Starting point is 00:06:02 And then my other neighbors doing something with the kids and they're up screaming down the block. And then there was just so many noises and so many things going on. And I couldn't hear myself. Like I felt like I couldn't hear what I was feeling or what I was thinking at all. I was so overstimulated in that moment too. But it's like I feel like I couldn't hear myself for a couple days. And I was like, what the fuck do I? do. I literally got so overstimulated. I came upstairs and I went in my closet because it's dead
Starting point is 00:06:27 silent and I could escape all the fucking noise. I get on Airbnb. I zoom in to just woods, forest, like anything green where there was no roads and no nothing. I zoomed into the bitch and all of a sudden it popped up a listing and I was like, I want to go to a cabin in the woods. I don't even care if it turns out like that movie and I die. I want to get away from civilization. Okay. So I was, I was, was like, should I do this? Like, I'm in the middle of like trying to plan this launch. You plan so many different things. And I have the Vegas trip coming up. I was like, you know what? Fuck this. I'm good for, I'm standing in my closet right now because I want to go outside and start shooting my gun off and scaring everybody so they shut the fuck up. So I'm like,
Starting point is 00:07:10 you've been pushed to this point, Leo. You can't hear yourself. You're irritating yourself. Let's just get out. Let's just go. Let's go run away. So I booked this cabin. I found it within like 10, 15 minutes, booked it. It was like an hour and a half drive from my house. So I've literally packed a couple of things. One little duffel bag. I'm a heavy packer. All right, I pack a lot of fuck shit.
Starting point is 00:07:32 I packed a duffel bag and three packs of cigarettes. I got in a car and hauled ass. I got to the cabin before they even approved the listing. But it was like God's timing because as soon as I pull in, oh, being approved, here's your checking instructions. I was like, thank God. Like, I was fully okay with it, though. I was like, even if I just get out to the middle of nowhere and I'm sitting outside the Airbnb
Starting point is 00:07:55 waiting on them to approve my reservation, so be it. I'll be at more peace. I want to go here some fuck of birds chirping and I want to just do nothing, you know? So this Airbnb is four miles from a main road and like where you could even go into town. This shit's far out and bum fuck nowhere. I loved it. So I pull up immediately I feel that peace. It's like one in Disney movies.
Starting point is 00:08:20 Like when people like come home for like the holidays or something and they just open the door and they like breathe in the fresh air of like That was me dramatic ass me get into the third cabin in the wood I fucking get out the car I breathe and I could just hear the birds chirping the sun's out And I was like oh wow Like my nervous system finally got to like just Relax and let go I walk into Airbnb cute it's fucking thing I have thing it's like a studio type thing in the living room where like the bedroom was. I posted a TikTok, you can go watch. But there was also like a separate secluded bedroom.
Starting point is 00:08:56 I was so at peace. That's my favorite thing to do is just go be in the middle of nature. I was outside. I was talking to the birds. I have a cigarette. I just enjoy. It's like it's so quiet, your ears start ringing. Oh my God.
Starting point is 00:09:11 I loved it. Oh my God. I loved it so bad. Like this is what I want. And then I started getting irritated. like with my house. I'm like, this is what I want. And I'm pissed off like with last year.
Starting point is 00:09:26 I did all this and so much for so many people. And it's like I still don't have like a house that I'm comfortable in or happy. And it's like most of the people I did so much for I'm not on great terms with anymore. I would have a lot of heartbreak last year that wasn't talked about. It's like just so many people. I've lost faith in people. I have it back a little. A little.
Starting point is 00:09:47 But like I last year was. a rough year. Like, it was so many great things happened, but it was just, I gave so much and did so much and just got shit on. Like, why is violence illegal? I'll question that every single
Starting point is 00:10:05 day of my life, but I'm out here in the cabin, okay? So I brought a journal with me, a blank notebook. I didn't want to do anything but just sit with myself and write, because I resented God so
Starting point is 00:10:20 bad and I could not understand why I felt like I needed to listen to myself but I couldn't I couldn't hear myself so I escaped to a cabin in the middle of bump fuck nowhere I'm like you know what God it's you and me all right put your gloves on he knocked this shit out of me
Starting point is 00:10:38 with some awareness oh my God yeah you God swings back he does hurts my feeling so I was having a lot of resentment toward God I was. I was just like irritated like how the fuck can I do so much for so many people and do so much just in general and go in line with my integrity and there's no there's nobody that looks after me there's nobody that takes care of me there's nobody that like comes through for me really
Starting point is 00:11:05 and I was just so confused because like I have my mom and have my family just in general I felt like God turned his back on me I felt like I like must have done something like what the Like, you don't fuck with me no more. You don't like me no more. What happened? But that's why I don't like feeling blessed, because I don't know what's going on. Like, I don't know why you love me or why you hate me. I don't like that.
Starting point is 00:11:30 I like control a little. Yeah, I just felt really like forgotten about. But before I went out to the cabin, I didn't realize resentment can like really like work a number on you. Like, I was stuck in the two emotional states of hopefully. and anger, like rage. I just kept going back and forth between like irritated and hopeless, didn't want to get out to bed. That's not nice.
Starting point is 00:12:00 That's not fun. And I didn't understand what was going on. And like I said, I could feel like an awareness coming to me, but I couldn't hear myself. I felt like. And this is why I always say, and I personally believe screaming at God is better than no relationship at all. Because if you have this thing that's all knowing and knows that. everything and he's looking down at you he she it whatever source itself source is everything it's
Starting point is 00:12:25 looking at you and you're just throwing a tantrum god understands that you only see your limited perspective and you're upset you pissed off he's looking at you like yeah yeah okay right yeah like you're irritated it's because you don't see everything yet like god is just going to look at you and be like oh he's not going to get mad of you if we're getting mad at him he's so much bigger than you so it's literally just like a little two-year-old coming up to me and throwing a tantrum. It's like me throwing a tantrum at God. I'm like, oh, you just don't see it yet. Oh, wait a minute. Just wait. Just wait. That's how I think God looks at people. That's how I think he looks at me. It's like just a little kid who don't know what the fuck's going on. So whenever I have a problem, I just like give it to him. And sometimes I'm really mad and sometimes I'm not. But when I just let him have it, I always get the awareness. It's like talking and having my attention. attention to my awareness on that source and on God, it's like, it kind of like links like a channel for information to fall through to me in a weird way. It's like you access that higher perspective by having your like your awareness and your attention fixed on it and like being irritated. If you're
Starting point is 00:13:33 irritated, if you're irritated, if you upset heartbroken, be heartbroken. Tell him. Tell him about it. I just look at it like it like makes a link with like consciousness so you can like receive more shit. So that's kind of what happened. And I have a just. just kind of letting God have it a little. And I was writing. And I realized, like, what I was feeling was resentment, like, bad. And that was the reason that I was feeling all the ways that I was feeling. But when I say God punches back, you knocked the shit out of me.
Starting point is 00:14:01 I mean, with a little two-piece. My resentment is toward myself. It's not at God. Like, way to piss me off. I was the problem. I was, I was. So, yeah, I realize my resentments toward me. And my whole, all my feelings of feeling forgotten about and feeling like God turned his back on me.
Starting point is 00:14:25 And it's like, I can't do anything to get something to look after me. And I just kept seeing it all over my life. It's like, if there's ever a ball to drop, I never drop it. Everything in my life goes wrong because other people fuck it up. And I'm so, I get, that happens. That reflects in my reality. And I get mad at God because I'm like, everybody want to make violence illegal. I could correct a lot of fucking behavior real fast, a lot of stupidity.
Starting point is 00:14:53 And a lot of people just not giving the fuck about quality and service and just people in general. I could handle it. I could fix a lot of problems to myself. But unfortunately, for me to stay out from behind bars, I have to play in a fucking little game, playing these little laws we have. Oh, please. But basically, all of the things that I was feeling about God was my, I turn my back on my tail. That's my relationship to me.
Starting point is 00:15:21 And I did an exercise that I heard Teal Swan talk about. It's a video she made called Letters to God. And you write a letter to God. However you feel and you just write it out. Like I feel like you've turned your back on me. Let me just read it to you. So I said, dear God, I don't know what the fuck is going on. I feel like you turn your back on me.
Starting point is 00:15:43 This is because things out of my control. go wrong as fuck. There must be more at play besides my actions alone because those are in check. People don't honor me or care to treat me good. I can't get them to do shit right for me. I hate them. Everyone is a fucking disappointment. You cut me no slack. I don't know how you expect me to trust you. I feel abandoned by you. I feel like you don't give a fuck about me. I do all that I can and I get no help. You sit back and watch. I don't know how to earn your love. I don't think you'll ever love me in a way I will feel. You can feel. You can feel. fuse me. Sometimes shit's good, but there's always some kind of catch. I don't know why the shit
Starting point is 00:16:20 that happens to me happens. I get plenty of clarity around the unwanted and you keep hitting me with more. I'm not in control clearly. I feel alone and I'm ready to give up. Part of me already has. So the whole thing with the letters to God is you're supposed to switch every single time you and put me. So let me re-read you this letter. And this is what is really going on. Dear me, I don't know what the fuck is going on. I feel like I turned my back on me.
Starting point is 00:16:52 This is because things are out of my control and go wrong as fuck. There must be more at play besides my actions alone because those are in check. People don't honor me or care to treat me good. I can't get them to do shit right for me. I hate them. Everyone's a fucking disappointment. I cut me no slack. I don't know how I expect me to.
Starting point is 00:17:09 trust myself. I feel abandoned by myself. I feel like I don't give a fuck about me. I've done all I can and I get no help. I sit back and watch. I don't know how to earn my love. I don't think I'll ever love me in a way I will feel. I confuse me. Sometimes shit's good, but there's always some kind of catch. I don't know why the shit that happens to me happens. I get clarity of the unwanted, but I keep hitting myself with more. I'm not in control, clearly. I feel alone and I'm ready to give up. Part of me already has. So that it'll exothize revealed the truth. My resentment is toward myself because I have been so busy trying to earn everyone else's love that I haven't earned my own. What I've been talking about in the past few episodes, this whole eagle death
Starting point is 00:17:57 around like earning people's love and then you lose a scale of how to base your self-worth on and then you perceive, you have no way to perceive self-worth so you feel worthless. And then it's the resentment for yourself of how you've discarded yourself and turned your back on yourself. It's like last year, I still live in the house that I live in because I didn't set aside money for myself to make sure I was okay. I was giving it to my friends. I was giving it to my family. I was making sure everybody was taking care of. Giving it to strangers. Donating it. Helping so many more people, half a million dollars I gave away last year. That's close to half of what I made. So that's not even including setting aside money for taxes.
Starting point is 00:18:40 I didn't leave myself with shit. And if you could buy love, I'd have plenty. It don't come from the external is the hard pill I've had to swallow. And the worst part is I resent myself because I didn't even fucking realize I was doing this. I'm too smart for this shit at this point. I've been through this situation too many times. I'm so irritated with myself that I went through it. but I'm happy that I've gotten this awareness now
Starting point is 00:19:08 because everything that I felt toward God showed me everything that I need to fix my relationship with myself. And after sitting with that and journaling for two days straight, no phone, no nothing. The third day I checked my phone and I posted a TikTok being at the cabin because I got to ski it at night.
Starting point is 00:19:26 I'll tell you the story in a second. I've had a whole lot of perspectives shift and like the way that I see myself and the way that I feel about myself and the way that I feel spending time with myself, I don't know how to describe the peace that I feel. I feel like I can breathe again. I feel like I trust God again.
Starting point is 00:19:46 I feel like I trust myself again because my actions can control me being taken care of. And that's not something that I've done. It's like I was so busy taking care of everybody else, everything else. Like the place that I'm in right now is not because of God. God gave me money and I gave it away. God gave me money and I didn't take it. take care of myself with it.
Starting point is 00:20:05 So, of course, I don't feel cared about. That's on me. And I love when things are my fucking fault. Thank you, God, for making it my fault because I can fix it. God forbid I leave something up in somebody else's hands, they'll fuck it up. I love when things are my fault. Ooh, ooh, give me a little piece of control. Please, I will take it.
Starting point is 00:20:24 I will take gladly. I love when things are my fault. Because this year, I'm going to be a selfish dick. I'm going to give when I feel truly. like my soul wants to give and help certain people. Everybody else eats shit. There's so many times that I thought my soul was guiding me to do something, but it was like my ego and like other things trying to earn love and earn approval.
Starting point is 00:20:50 And it's like now I know how to discern between the two after sitting in silence for two fucking days and hearing nothing but a bird sharp. It's crazy. I feel like I've like re-met myself again. And I like, ooh, you're fun. like inside and out like I'm I feel really good and I feel very at peace because I just trust things again and I trust myself again and I love that this is my fault thank God it's my thank you lot thank you thank you for letting me see that it's my fault not mad at you no way but yeah I know exactly what to do I know exactly what to change and I feel very at peace and I experienced what
Starting point is 00:21:30 our nervous systems are supposed to be like, being out in nature, I want that. That's my goal this year is I want to go do my pop-up. I want to do my sunglasses launch, go to Vegas, do my pop-up at the end of the month. And then I have my truck and I've been traveling around doing shit, but it's like now I'm on the hunt for, I want to go stay in a bunch of cabins and a bunch of random places.
Starting point is 00:21:53 I love being in the middle of fucking nowhere. And I want to figure out what area I want to live in because I want a mountain. Like I want a little mountain view. something. A little cabin in the middle of nowhere. I'm talking 100 acres minimum. I want to look out the door and not fucking see a single soul. I want to be alone. And then I'll go into the city or I'll go like fly somewhere if I want to be around shit. Like I just need that escape. Because when I can't escape people, that is when I lose my mind. I have to come back to me. I like to hang out with my top.
Starting point is 00:22:23 You know, I have to be isolated in the middle of 100 acres. So be it. I'll get a chicken or something. I don't want a chicken I want some birds to tweet Wake me up in the morning Be nice But yeah I got clarity around like What is my part to do
Starting point is 00:22:36 And how to kind of like Deal with myself Oh I can't believe I felt all those ways toward myself Like after the reading that now I haven't read that since I left the cabin Like I was really really down And it's like after reading that After spending the three days of myself
Starting point is 00:22:53 Like in nature I'm like I'm so glad this happened I'm happy I met myself and if you needed a retreat or you need an escape, go. But let me tell you about this story about this animalized shot act. I didn't shoot it. I don't think. But I'm outside this cabin.
Starting point is 00:23:09 It's beautiful during the day, okay? There's little rocking chairs. Like, I'm outside on my rocking chair. There's one day I spent all day from sunup to sundown outside in the chair, writing. Just writing my thoughts, meeting myself, talking myself, and you know with the birds, and smoked a pack of cigarettes sitting there by myself. During the day, beautiful. I feel very at peace.
Starting point is 00:23:31 The birds is chirping. The wind is blowing. The sun is out. Nice. At night. Fucking horror movie. Terrifying. So dark.
Starting point is 00:23:41 Can't see your hand up on your fucking face. And it gets so quiet. It's so quiet during the day. But it's nice because the birds is out. And they, it's peaceful. You feel like a fucking little Disney princess or something. At night, nothing.
Starting point is 00:23:56 Horror. Horror. pitch dark. I don't know how to like describe how I feel like I was in a horror movie. And I just had to like nut up and deal with it. But like I was in the middle of the woods and I brought my gun with me. Duh. So one night I'm up till like midnight.
Starting point is 00:24:11 And so I step outside to have my last cigarette before I go to bed. I'm like, you know what? This is nice. Just smoking my last cigarette. All of a sudden I start hearing footsteps. And there's not the brightest porch lights outside. You can't see 10. feet away from you. So I hear footsteps walking toward me. And it was one of those moments where
Starting point is 00:24:34 like fighter flight mode kicks on and I felt like I was on that show naked and afraid. I had clothes on, but just like vulnerable, exposed out in the middle of nothing. And I was like relying on my hearing to kick up so I could hear and my eyes and I couldn't like everything. All my like survival instincts like the hunter killer came out. Ah, it was not. flight it was fight so i'm like who if this is a person it sounded like a person walking i'm like if this is a person you're fucking dead okay i was in middle of nowhere and i was in a bad spot so i was like let's take it there bitch if you thought some random person was coming to an air bamb and if this was like one of them hills have eyes type shit or people like try and come
Starting point is 00:25:17 like mess with you or like rob you or attack you wrong one i was very excited i was in a dark spot with myself, have my gun on me, fully loaded, 17 bullets, and I was ready to go. You thought he was going to come get me? Come try it. Please, come try it. Walk close enough where I can make a figure, like, of your body. If I can see the whites of your eyes, you're fucking done. Ha!
Starting point is 00:25:39 I was so excited. But I hear these footsteps. I cocked the gun. I'm like, if it's a human being, they're going to realize, yeah, wrong person to try and get in this cabin. Let me go ahead and go on my fucking way. No. I cocked the gun.
Starting point is 00:25:53 footsteps keep coming. And then I started to pay attention. And I can hear like the walking pattern. It's like four. It's four legged. Whatever it is, four legged. And it ain't little for someone trying to say,
Starting point is 00:26:05 oh, he's really a raccoon. There was no fucking raccoon. All right? It wasn't a bunny. It wasn't hopping. It was like something walking. And I could hear the steps.
Starting point is 00:26:15 And I was like, oh my God, it's coming faster and faster and faster. And I was like, I'm going to shoot it. And then I was like, wait, because I'm on a,
Starting point is 00:26:23 farm. Is this potentially like the owner's dog or something? Did it like come out? I'm like, I can't shoot it because what if it's this person's dog? Imagine somebody comes to reach your Airbnb, shoot your dog because they got scared. Not happening. I'm not doing that. So I'm like, you know what? I'm going to wait till I can see the whites if it dies. Like whenever it walks up, I'm like, I'm just going to wait until I'm like, make out what it is. But it starts moving a little fast. And so I like walk out away from the door. Like, you need to. idiot, but I wanted the clearer view. So I'm trying to see it fucking growls. And it was not a dog. And I was like, bear game. So I shot directly where I could hear it, but like a foot next to it.
Starting point is 00:27:11 Because I was like, I want it to, I don't want to kill it. If it's like a mountain lion or something, they're cute. Like a little mountain lion. Like what if it was like a hog or something? I don't eat pork. If I kill something, I'm going to eat it. Unless it's a person. Like, that's how I was raised. Like with hunting, if you're going to hunt, you're going to fucking eat what you kill. So like, I don't eat pork. I don't want to kill the hog. But it growled the real like, intimately. I was like, it's got to be a bear. I have to make it in my mind. It was a bear because as scared as I was. If it was just a little mountain lion girl, uh-uh. If I could make you friends with you by a can of tuna, shut the fuck up. No,
Starting point is 00:27:45 it's for me. It was a big, it was a big scary bear. I had bear spray in the car. Whole time. I didn't bring it inside. Stupid. Oh my God. At least I was prepared. But to me, it was a bear. So I'm going on with the story. It was a bear. So I shoot at it.
Starting point is 00:28:01 One bullet. That's like a warning shot. Because if it started running toward me, I was going to unload the whole clip. But it stops. Dead stop. Doesn't run. Doesn't get skit. I was like, oh shit.
Starting point is 00:28:20 What if it's a skin walker? That's the thing. first thing that popped into my head. I'm like, oh my God, if it's a skin walker, oh my God. Are they real? I don't know, but I'm out here alone. And now I have 16 bullets left. So I considered that a truce and I took off front and inside. Lock the door. I didn't hear it again. I did sleep in the bed with my hand on my gun the whole night. I put the safety back on while I slept. But that's how I knew. I didn't want to unalive myself. That was a good clarity that dropped in. I didn't contemplate that, but it was like a very like reaffirming yeah that's not even a question right now even
Starting point is 00:28:59 even though i was like really down because like i wanted to protect myself and make sure i was okay yeah i was scared but like protector me took over and he was there he was day every day and then i thought i was a skin walker and we both hauled ass moral of a story i feel my soul very strongly again i feel better so yeah and then all that and then i came home to the final product of my sunglasses and I got to unbox it and it's like the joy that I felt the hope that I feel oh I'm very happy about it I'm very excited for you guys to get them if you order them if you want them get them right seven and if you can't get them online if they sell out or anything or if you just want to wait the pop up I'm going to have a lot of inventory so yeah I'm so
Starting point is 00:29:47 excited. Like genuinely, I'm so giddy. How I'm supposed to go to sleep tonight? I have things to do tomorrow. Ah, I need to stop talking about this because I get myself all amped up, worked up. For everybody who made it this far, comment a tree emoji or a bird. No, I want a bird. Comment a bird. If you made it this far on the episode, comment on the bird. Okay. Next week, I want to do what would Leo do? So I'm going to record it before I leave for Vegas. So I want to do like a fun, light-hearted, have a good time. So I'll put the link for the what would Leo do submissions in the description. They're all anonymous.
Starting point is 00:30:23 And keep it to the point, okay? Like, I get like 10,000. So like, keep it to the fucking point, please. I want to get through as many as I can. So if there needs to be details, you can add them. But like, keep it to the point. I wonder how the advice has changed. We'll see.
Starting point is 00:30:42 I also want to kind of do some fun ones too. Ask me anything. It can be like a Q&A, but also like a what would Leo do? So submit it. I'll put the description. I'm also going to put my website. But March 7th, sunglasses drop. I've said it 100 times.
Starting point is 00:30:54 I'm excited. Can you tell? I'm proud of them too. But I'll leave the link for my website in the description. I'm going to be posting some teaser picks and things like that on Instagram and stuff. You got to give me a second, okay? I'm getting it. I'm working on.
Starting point is 00:31:07 It's coming. I'll also add the details in the description for the pop-up event in Houston, Texas. So, yeah. That's going to be March 28th and 29th. That's all I got for this week. Thanks for hanging out with me. Love you so bad. Everybody be safe.
Starting point is 00:31:22 Take care of yourself. And I'll talk to you guys next Sunday.

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