Camp Gagnon - Pro Surfer on Almost Dying, Fighting Locals, & Surfing The Arctic | Ben Gravy Surfer Podcast
Episode Date: January 30, 2024Ben Gravy is the novelty wave king. He's on the hunt to surf in the most obscure places on earth, but today he's in the tent to talk about his deadliest wipeout, fighting locals, and surfing in the ar...ctic. WELCOME TO CAMP!Thanks to our sponsors BluechewMorgan & Morganedited and produced by @99OvrAll TIMECODES00:00 Intro01:08 Surfers are cr*ckheads + too much protein07:15 Guilty pleasures08:42 Mark loves boarding + step-offs v purists14:16 What are novelty waves? Surfing in Neb...
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Every single server will say it's the most dangerous wave in the world.
There have been four deaths at that spot.
That's the spot on the North Shore where the lifeguards can't see you.
You almost have to experience it to believe it.
Essentially what happened is took a wave, kicked out.
There was a set behind it.
There could be like 20 waves in a set.
I took like the first wave of the set, which you're never supposed to do.
Kicked out, bang, next wave hits me, breaks my leash.
I didn't have any flotation on, got pulled into the wave, thrown over.
Boom. Hold my breath, come up.
Another one on the head.
I can't get to the surface.
So I finally get up, boom.
Another one on the head.
I'm like, dude, this is...
I gave up and I was so winded, gas.
I was like fading black.
Essentially, I got stuck in like this 12, 15 wave set.
So this happened for like probably five minutes.
So this kid breaks his board.
I see the nose of his board.
I'm like, dude, can I please use that?
He's like, yeah, cool.
I grab it.
I'm like, finally have flotation.
And then this wave hits me, boom,
rips the board out from under a day.
I'm just like, dude, this is it, boys.
This is it.
Are you able to explain the obsession and the passion to people that don't surf?
Like, what is it about surfing if there's something that could help people understand that maybe have never surf before?
So, yeah.
Okay, so surfers are like crackheads.
Like, straight up, people will blow off work, lose their job.
They will get in fights with their wives.
like I don't know about if it goes this far
but pretty much like not pick their kids up at school
but like make no money like have a job
that facilitates them able to surf like
people will go the distance to surf
and uh so surfing
is a very spiritual thing
whether people
I don't know if everyone like connects with that aspect of it
but I think for the most part
that's what people are kind of chasing
like a feeling that
you only maybe get
the first time
or if you up the ante
so like the first time I wrote a wave
I was like this is me
everything makes sense
the speed
the feeling of floating
like not
not being in my body
and I was like
this is who I'm supposed to be
and then my first barrel
I was like
this is really it
like this is really who I'm supposed to be
and then like the first time
you do a turn on rail and you can feel the board
gliding through the water
and you're just
it takes you
out of your body
and I believe you
you get rid of anxiety
you get rid of negativity
all those worries that you've had
in the day
because like let's
I don't know
something like
commuting to work
like all you do is stress
commuting
like when I was commuting here
I just thinking
about stuff.
Yeah.
You know?
Anxious ruminations.
Yeah.
And surfing is something that ridge you of all of that.
And I truly believe that that is why it is what it is for people.
And yeah, you're right.
Like, I'm sure that's funny to look at from an outside perspective.
People are obsessed.
Too obsessed.
And then like, but then this other thing happens where people who don't get to surf a lot
we'll just talk about it all the time.
And that's pretty gnarly.
What do you mean?
Like hearing it.
Because people will just be like maybe they don't feed their obsession enough
or they don't put the time in to get like the barrel that they want or whatever.
So they just talk about it.
And then they take it out on whoever's around them being like, oh, I'd love serving.
And they're just explaining like, dude, this wave it broke.
And then people are like, what the fuck is wrong with this guy?
And then you're hearing about their wave in Costa Rica in 98 when they were, you know.
And you're like, well, maybe you should just go back.
You know what I mean?
But I think a lot of people have that experience where they meet servers and they're like,
yo, there's a crackhead addiction.
There's a real fucking addiction here.
And if you haven't done it or it hasn't hooked you, then it seems weird.
So my wife told me, like, so like when I first met her, she was like not really, she surfed a few times in her life.
And then I was like so stoked.
Like, oh, dude.
And I used to joke around and be like, you're going to be a Roxy girl.
She was like a Blue Crush fan and stuff when she was a kid.
And.
And she's terrified of the water, terrified of sharks, terrified of waves, terrified of everything.
And I push her into waves and like a couple of times I've gotten her.
Perfect.
And when she surfed at the scoot and pool, she got like the best wave of her life.
And I'm just like, how was it?
And she's just like, I don't know.
Like, I guess I don't get the feeling.
Like it's not, I don't get it.
It's weird how that happens, right?
I'm just like, what do you mean you don't get it?
Isn't that crazy?
So this is what's happened with me.
Like, I've surfed a handful of times.
Like, growing up, I would surf.
like foam tops at New Somerina like I would do I did that a lot like my wife actually surfed like
a decent amount even before me her dad was a big surfer so like we would go together I would try it
I'd get up I would go to scootons pool loved it I would get up but it never hooked me and it's like
so weird because like I would ask people I'm like what am I missing my brother surf like nonstop
my brother was obsessed with surfing and I remember asking him like dude what am I missing and he's
like yeah it just might not be for you
And it was one of the first times in my life where I tried something where I was like, oh, damn, it didn't hook me.
But, like, I'm still appreciative of the art of it.
But other things have grabbed me.
Like stand up.
First time I were just stand up, but I was like...
Stand up paddobording?
Standup comedy, bro.
See, for you, you're just only thinking board terms.
You're like, dude, it's paddleboard, right?
That's close.
But not, like, first time I would stand up, I was like, oh, yeah, this is it.
even like working out
I was like oh I like this like meditative process
of like being in the gym
feeling like tired like that kind of thing
I was like that's why you drink like nine power
power cores a day
despite being the skinniest least strong guy ever
I looked at the bottle and I was like it says
elite vanilla
it's like what about that vanilla is elite
no this is one of the most elite
that's actually oh it is
42 grams of protein that was my nickname in high school
elite vanilla yeah yeah there's some black kids
that would call me that
but yeah this is
42 grams, dude.
Sponsor me.
That's a lot.
Fair life.
Yo, come on.
How many grams do you need a day?
Do you need?
Yeah.
As a human being.
A hundred?
No, probably not.
Probably like 40.
Well, dude.
I'm doing 200 a day.
Okay.
I don't know if that's good.
I don't know.
My kidneys are a quagmire right now.
I'm in trouble, I think.
But I was just like...
Are you regular?
I ride goofy.
I mean, is that what you mean?
No, I'm...
My whole shit.
is fucked up. My stomach, lower
intestine. I don't know. I'm working on it.
Okay, dude, I'm in transition.
Too much protein, man.
Yeah, maybe. I got to look into that.
I don't know. Even not of carbs. I should eat
more candy, man. I'm going to work on.
Dude, I've been on a diet recently.
Really? Yeah, it feels good.
Wait, why? Because, dude, I've been working out since April.
And I definitely
toned up a little bit, but, like,
I didn't get skinny, really.
Because I'm, like, working
out really hard, but then just eating
like a maniac. You know what?
I deserve it because I've been working out.
Or like I'm about to pass out.
So then.
Wow, what's your guilty pleasure?
You're like a cookies guy?
You're like a, like, what's your sweets?
Like, what are you doing?
I eat ice cream.
I love ice cream.
It's so good.
But what are you talking about, though?
Like, what kind of...
Just chocolate.
Anything chocolate in life is...
You just go regular straight chalk?
Nah.
Like, if I have to...
But you're not going to go, like, I go to cookies and cream or something.
Coos and cream, okay.
Yeah.
I don't know.
I just like having, like, texture...
Like, if I had a death row ice cream.
it would be like a
Dairy Queen
like Blendini or whatever
The Hurricane or whatever
And it would be chocolate ice cream
With extra Recy peanut butter cups
Oh that's actually good
See because definitely you need texture
I feel like that's important
If you just get straight chocolate
I'm like are you six years old?
I was talking like desperation
Okay
You just finished a long workout
You're exhausted
You just got to crush a pint
Don't even
Oh dude then I'll just go Ben and Jerry
It's like the
Whatever they got
Yeah, yeah. Chocolate brownie?
Whatever, dude, I don't even care.
A mericon dream, you know what I mean?
Cherry Garcia?
I'll suck down some BJs.
I don't know about the cherry Garcia.
I thought that one was good.
Yeah, I never tried it, but I never trusted it.
Don't hate, bro. I didn't hate on surfing.
You know what I mean?
I tried it, though.
You kind of do, though.
I'm like low-key.
The thing is, bro, you got to understand.
I love every other board sport.
I love snowboarding.
I was going to ask you that.
I love skateboard.
I skated all the time as a kid.
Did it hooky, though?
Or did you just do it because it's easy to hop out?
Skateboarding was the thing closest.
And then wakeboarding was close also.
I grew up of Florida.
So I would be at OWC.
I would wakeboard all the time.
My brother would wakeboard.
I had friends with boats.
Wakeboard with them.
I loved wakeboarding.
You ever tried like weak surfing?
I did.
So like I was scurfed like and that was fun.
The thing that I didn't like about surfing
and tell me if I'm thinking about this the wrong way,
I never got into the Zen meditation.
So like I would go out and I would paddle
and I'd be like, man,
I'm pretty tired from all this.
trying to get past this break right here.
Like, this is kind of a lot.
And then I'd like try to line up.
And I'd be like, okay, the wave's coming.
I see it.
Paddle, paddle, kick, kick, kick.
Get up.
And I'd be like, boom, eight seconds, having a great time.
And I'd be like, all right, now what?
Okay.
I'm trying to figure it out.
Because it's like the time expenditure and the energy cost for the thrill.
I felt like that ratio was off.
That's part of the magic.
but that's also why I own a jet ski
that would be fun
getting towed into a wave would be really cool
I freaking invited Andrew so many times
dude really yeah you're welcome to come
Jersey but you can tow into waves in Jersey
I thought that was like a big wave thing
it's called a step off
so you don't need big waves
and these waves that I'm going to put you in
are going to be big for you
like you're going to be like what am I doing
but to like Garrett McName
Mara or the guys from 100 foot wave, they're not big.
But like for us, they're big.
They're like as tall as the tent.
Like 10 foot?
10 foot face.
Wow.
So over your head for sure.
Yeah.
So you, okay, so I'm driving the jet ski, right?
And you're behind me and you're sitting side saddle, both legs on one side, holding your
board.
So then I'm driving, drive and driving.
I come over the back of a wave, 10 footer.
We're looking down it before it even breaks.
I go, jump.
You jump, you land on your stomach, get in, you're in early, you're already up and riding, and then you pull into the barrel.
And like, it's called a step off. It's the best.
That sounds sick.
Because then once you're on the inside, no paddling, nothing, you go like this, I drive in, pick you up, take you over the white water, back out there.
Never miss a set wave, never get caught in a current, never get cold.
It's like.
That sounds awesome.
It's awesome.
Genuinely.
I'm like, that's everything I love about weightboarding.
I'm like, so you could jump on a wakeboard, like jump the wake a bunch of times, practice some 180s, like, it's constant stimulus.
And then you get tired, your legs kind of get sore, you jump on the boat, hang out, crush some Twizzlers, and then run it back in 30 minutes.
I guess I could put Twizzlers.
If there's Twizzlers involved, I'd be completely down.
That would be sick.
There's thick ones that like peel into one.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, the flat one, yeah, no, those are fine.
But don't give me Red Vines.
If it's Red Vines, I'm just like, what are we done?
Redvines used to sponsor the NSSA
that contest in California
No way
So like the beach was just packed with red vines
Are you like loyal now
Are you brand loyal?
No I thought those things were gone
I didn't even know they were still around
I think they are I don't know
Yeah I haven't seen if it's like a publicly traded company or anything
I don't know if they're publicly traded or what the deal is
They did all right for themselves because I still remember
Yeah right I guess it worked in that name
Yeah they killed it
But no that sounds fun actually
Getting like
Doing a step off would actually be really cool
Yeah
Is that frowned upon
the surf world? It is a little bit.
Why? Because
people that frown upon it
can't afford a jet ski.
You don't talk that shit,
no, it's
there's purists
that are like the art of surfing
is putting on a wetsuit,
paddling out, fighting the ocean, but then
I would say, then why don't you
just body surf? If you're
a true purist. Take the board out of it.
But like, I enjoy paddling.
paddle surfing. I enjoy big wave toe surfing, big wave paddle surfing, big wave paddle surfing, step-boss, whatever.
For me, it's wide open. I'll do anything. It's as long as I'm enjoying myself.
Yeah, you like being on a wave. But some people are just purists. Yeah. They need to do their ritual,
surf a certain way. A lot of people surf the same spot over and over. Only one spot.
Which makes sense. Like you were saying before, if this is like a meditative practice for you,
Like being in nature, paddling out, like getting kind of lost of the repetitiveness of like getting past a break,
getting up, having fun for 20 seconds and then start doing that over and over and over.
If that ritual is what you need to kind of like quell your anxiety to feel, you know, like you did something that day to like really feel accomplished to like whatever that grounding is for you,
it doesn't matter where you're at.
That just matters that you do it all the time.
I think that is what it is for a lot of people.
But and then for like me, it's, it's more about, I think I got enough of that when I was younger.
Yeah.
So for me, it's like, let's find a new wave.
Let's find a different type of wave.
Let's go on the jet ski today.
Let's surf big waves tomorrow.
Let's, you know, like keep it exciting.
You like the stimulus.
Yeah.
I like to keep it exciting.
Yeah.
And so I feel like, incredibly if I'm wrong, you've like really blown up your vlog and like your show through these like novelty waves.
For sure.
And can you explain to people what a novelty wave is?
So, yeah, so like normal surfing would happen out at your local beach,
a bunch of people out there, you see them floating, normal stuff, whatever.
A novelty wave is either a wave that doesn't happen often or is in a location that maybe people
wouldn't go and surf because there was this thing in surfing where we'd always be
like, oh, look at that.
Like, that looks rideable.
And, like, we always, like, look at mini waves and we look at maybe a way behind a boat
or whatever.
And people always looked at these waves.
But then, like, what I did was I just went the extra mile to go surf them.
Like, no matter how bullshit they were, no matter how small they were, junk, whatever.
So a novelty wave is, like, it's hard to say the Great Lakes now because it's very popular
surfing in the Great Lakes, but, like, a lake wave.
a wave in a river where you're doing a standing wave,
a wave behind a barge or like a ferry,
or maybe inside an inlet.
And like you look to your left and there's 30 people surfing here,
but then there's this mini wave peeling down the inside of the inlet
and there's no one on it.
Like that might be a novelty wave.
Anything that's different and maybe not,
maybe a little obscure and not normal, you know, novelty.
Yeah, I like that.
Just a little something different.
There was a wave.
that I saw I was with my family when I was like a kid we we went to I think it was somewhere in
Germany and they had there was a riverway Ikebach I think so yeah yeah yeah and like you go by
this bridge very popular and you would just see like this natural it's a river wave yeah standing
river wave so can you speak on like that have you have you surf that I haven't oh really but that's
an extremely famous thing now okay social media it's crazy social media has changed like surfing so much
and the novelty aspect,
there's almost like
those types of things
like the Munich River Wave or like
something new and different
is like almost competing with
regular surfing
because people are interested
in seeing this different world,
this different side to it.
Interesting. I wonder if it's similar like skate culture
where like street skaters will basically like be on the hunt
for like spots. Yeah.
And be like, oh, these steps outside this bank,
I don't think anyone's ever jumped them
excuse me but it's like perfect it's like a perfect like little like five step that I could go jump
I think the niche is more way more niched in novelty waves or new different waves
than street skating but yeah it's the same idea because that's how I am and now I believe there's
a culture of people that think like me kind of like we're like dude look at that wave it's perfect
no one would ever surf that but I'm going to go surf it so for you the thrill is twofold it's
not only surfing it, which is obviously fun, we've established, like, there's like a meditative,
spiritual, like, excitement to jumping on a wave and, like, just going after it. But then there's
also the speculation of being like, can you even surf that thing? For sure. For me, personally,
absolutely. That's what I chase. That's what I love. I'm more interested, like, I don't know if
you saw my Nebraska video, but I went and surfed in a, on Lake McCona, McConaughey, Lake McConaughey
in the middle of Nebraska during a windstorm. No one's ever even thought about it,
before. And I swear that's my most underrated content I've ever made because like you can't
surf in Nebraska. But like I fully found like a three foot wave in Nebraska because of wind swell
fetch coming across the lake. And like for me, I flew to Denver and drove four hours to the
lake. Like that is commitment. Yeah, it's insane. People wouldn't even do that travel to guarantee
themselves a wave. To go to an actual beach with great waves.
So for me, it was like, that's what it's about for me.
How do you even find that there's a, what do you call it, a fetch?
Fetch, wind fetch.
So that's when wind is basically hitting the water.
It's blowing, yeah, and it blows long enough.
I think it was 40 hours across in the same direction long enough to create rolling waves.
Wow.
And then those ways have to find somewhere to break.
And then like, there's no buoy information on Lake McConaughey because,
No one's ever surfed there.
Yeah.
So it's just, it was, it was wind finder.
And I was like, okay, 38 miles an hour sustained from the, you know, I think it was the north.
For 40 hours, we should be good.
No way.
Like, why not?
So you're literally just looking at like a wind map.
Yes, there's this app called windy and you can look.
Yeah.
And it's like green, yellow, red, purple.
Like purple's the stuff.
Yeah.
I love this, dude.
So that was like a big Bill Nye moment for me.
I was like, dude, I can really expand on this.
Like this changes everything.
When was that wave?
2020, actually.
This is pretty recent.
Pretty recent.
So I had already finished the 50 states.
I had already done so much novelty.
But it was like, is there more out there?
You know, like I scratched the surface.
I went to these ways that kayakers knew about that this guy knew about,
this guy DM me, this guy showed me.
But you were never discovering waves.
The Nebraska wave was all in my mind.
It was imagination.
And my friend Dan Setsky, this guy from Colorado, he texted me.
He's like, hey, Lake McConaughey is 180 miles long, just putting it out there.
And I was like, okay, I can figure this out.
So then three years later, we went together and did it.
And there was a full wave.
So it was literally a three-year journey.
Yeah.
of like speculating on whether or not it's even possible.
And then like I'm watching windstorms like getting anxiety on my couch like,
I should be there.
It's yellow right now.
I should be there.
You've literally done that where you're like, what if I get on a flight?
Like looking at flights being like,
if I make it tomorrow, there should still be wind and I can try to get it.
Yeah.
So and then like picture trying to explain that to your wife.
She's like, yo, it's my sister's wedding.
You're like, but it's purple on Lake McConaughey right now.
I don't know how to explain this to you because you're afraid of the water
Now you're getting it
Dude am I getting hooked
Oh this is sick
Right that's actually really cool
So you're literally speculating
So wait but you already surfed in Nebraska before
I did but it was a wave pool
But I literally thought
It wasn't possible to surf in Nebraska
So you're like I'm gonna do this kind of like cheat
They invited me to go
They saw what I was doing
And I was like I'll do it
I'll count it like
Because you did surf in Nebraska
Yeah counts
It counts.
But you want to be in the ship.
So now there's no wave pulls in my 50 states.
And like, yeah, I will say I accomplished the 50 states.
I did it.
I surfed in every state.
But there's more for me.
Like I have ideas about North Dakota, South Dakota.
I have ideas about other states that I'm like,
I can make this more surfing.
I can make this better.
I can, this can become more than what it is.
And like that is,
not something for anyone else but myself because, yeah, sure, I'm going to make a vlog of it.
It's going to be fun.
But like, I don't expect to go surf North Dakota and do it better than I did it before.
And people to be like, wow, you know, the new frontier.
For me, it's just like personal.
Okay, the wave I surf to North Dakota is okay, but I want it to be like this.
Oh, I love it.
I want it to be better.
That's so cool that you're genuinely like, yeah, people might not give a shit that I surf North Dakota
up better than I did before.
Yeah.
But it's a personal mission that I want to be natural waves in every state.
So that's the Nebraska thing.
I was like, dude, I'm not, I'm not happy with that.
So we're going to figure this out.
Because it's technicality.
Yeah.
Wow.
And are those the states that are generally the toughest to like find novelty waves in?
Flat in the middle of the country so far from the ocean.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Anything with coastline, pretty straightforward.
Easy street.
Yeah.
And then anything with a big lake
Like anything on the Great Lakes
That's like probably second tier
Yeah
And then just flat
And then rivers
So like mountainous areas have
Like Wyoming has great rivers
Like Montana has great rivers
Gotcha
Like yeah there's a couple riverways in Montana
That are probably better than some of the breaking ways
Like not better but taller
Than some of the breaking ways I counted for
Like Connecticut was fun
Why?
Because it's landlocked
Well it's not landlocked
It's blocked by Long Island
So I actually had to get south wind blowing
South, right?
So I had to get wind blowing
from essentially like New York City-ish area
out through, because like Long Island goes around, you know?
And then the Long Island Sound blocks Connecticut from the ocean.
So there's no swell coming in.
So I had to get South Wind.
And then I went all the way to the end in Connecticut
to like not, I think it was like near stoning,
I'm not exactly sure.
It was a state park,
but I went as far as I possibly could
so then the fetch could be the biggest
and I served.
So it was wind swell,
same idea as the lake.
Wow.
But it's cool.
It was like a really,
it was a crazy experience
because it's like,
is this going to work?
Yeah.
And then it worked.
What about like Rhode Island?
Is that like?
Rhode Island is just ocean.
Ocean.
Rhode Island gets great waves, dude.
Really?
Yeah.
Trying to think of like weird outlier way,
like outlier like areas.
Like Alaska, obviously on the water.
Alaska.
Freezing?
I surfed.
there's a tidal bore in Anchorage.
So there's this river called the Turnigan Arm.
And like in the northern parts of our country, the world,
I guess it's far away from the equator.
So like think about this.
Like Hawaii and like the Caribbean have like these very relaxed tides.
They're like two feet, one foot.
So like if you go from the Caribbean all the way up like Anchorage, Alaska, even Maine and like Canada, northern areas have these like crazy 30 foot, 40 foot tide swings.
So essentially all this tide will go in and it'll be a 30 foot difference.
Like you can see it on the, if you're in the turnig and arm, which is this river that the tide pulls into and it pulls all the way back into the mountains.
And it's just normal.
can't tell it happened over a six hour period so you're just like whatever okay cool there's a goat
some mountains we're in alaska yeah and then all the sudden the tide switches and it comes flooding back
and that 30 foot difference can create it creates a wave on the front of the tide and it's not a 30 foot
wave but the tide difference 30 feet it could be like a four or five foot wave so like we went there
and like the white water was just rushing down the river the front of the tide and we caught you have to go
out into the middle of the river and just stand there
and be like, oh God, like here it
comes the time. Well, you can see it coming. Oh, you can
see it coming for minutes and you just
stress the whole time.
And then
and the water's like pretty calm
that you're standing. Oh, it's dead calm and then it
starts pulling. Starts pulling
back towards the, where
it's rushing from. And the current's coming
towards you. The wave is coming
towards you and the current is pulling you into the
wave. Oh, wow. But it's only like this
deep. So we were standing knee deep.
Here comes the wave.
and then it comes
and they were saying like
you don't know it could be powerful
it could not
so I've done this three
or four times
and the most recent time I did it
the wave was way more powerful
than the other times
so like I was standing there
and I was showing my friend
we went on like a boat trip in Alaska
and I was like dude we got to hit this
I was being Bill Nye
I was like we got to hit this on the way to the boat
like we're not missing this opportunity
so then I brought my friend Blair out
into the middle of the turnigan arm and he's like dude what is going on and so this thing hit us and
we were just like boom like dude it like hammered us but then you ride the wave for 10 minutes 15 minutes
because it's going down the river it's trying to work its way to the ocean all that tide so we were
on the wave carving back and forth like it's going to close out oh it's opening up that way go that way
so like 10 minutes riding riding right like dude it's mental it sounds like like in
movies, you know when a volcano happens and you ride
like the piece of the volcano like down on the
magma, but you're just going down the mountain for like
an hour? That's what it sounds like. You're literally
in this thing, dodging rocks
and shit. It's cool. Cruising through the river.
And how fast are you going?
10, 12?
It picks up and slows down.
You're moving. Yeah, you're moving. That is wild.
It probably could get up to like 15 miles and a half. And if you
miss it. Oh, you're done.
That's it.
Except.
What happens if you miss it?
So, all right. So like,
the first time I went there
they told me about this thing
it's called getting mud fucked
so like these people were like
apparently this lady sunk into the mud
and like
she got stuck
and then like the wave hit her
and they were like trying to pull her out
with a helicopter or something
and then like once the tide went over her
like she was just gone
so like they were just like constantly
like don't get mud fucked
don't get mud fucked like it's pretty gnarly dude
um
and that's when you're standing waiting for the wave
Yeah. Wow.
So less gnarly than that, it happens a lot. People miss it.
Or they get hit and thrown.
Or like, my buddy Mackey, you met Mackey.
He rode the wave, but he only wrote it for like three minutes and then fell, and then he was just done.
And we just kept going.
So if you fall, you're just back there.
But, like, you can swim out.
Yeah, like, it'll throw you around for a little bit and you'll get sucked with it.
Because the whole ocean's going back out.
So, like, you'll get sucked with it.
But it's not as, like, you can get smoked,
but, like, for the most part, you're fine.
And then when I was in England, did I watch this old headlike?
So there's a title bar in England.
And we were riding, and he fell.
And then, like, I watched, he flipped his board backwards
so the fin was in the front, and he started paddling sideways.
Because there's this area in the white foam that, like, it'll keep you in it.
And you're not in the wave, but you're just behind it.
And if you keep paddling, you'll stay with it.
You'll never catch up.
but he paddled to the shoreline
and then the shoreline like
explodes around because
it's where it's pinching the tide in
so then he like exploded around
and he was on like the mud like this deep
and then he when he got back into the wave
he flipped his board around and got back up
I was like this guy's a wizard dude
and is this a guy that must like ride that
that bore all the time
dude England was so wild
like I met these guys
and the coolest thing about novelty waves is like
they'll just reach out to me
because they'll just see my novelty wave videos
and they'll be like, dude, you gotta come surf like here.
So I got, I hung out with this, this group of guys
they call themselves the Muddy Brothers
because like it's all these mud flats
and like classic English dudes.
And they took me to like a secret spot
and I wasn't allowed to film the first wave.
So like we rode this wave for like 25 minutes
and I wasn't allowed to film.
No way.
And it's like, so that was cool.
It was like spiritual.
Because they didn't want to blow the spot up.
Yeah, yeah.
Because they had, there's the spot that's blown up
that everyone knows about.
everyone serves and then there's the secret spot like different area and how was that one is sick really
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That must be so cool to be able to touch
the culture and all these little places.
Yeah, dude, that is... That are just obsessed
with getting on a wave. That is
the best part of my job, the most amazing thing I get to see because
you got this group of dudes in England
who surf, now they have a wave pool nearby too, but
they surf a tidal bore and a wave pool. And they don't even
they're like ocean
surfing? Who cares?
You know what I mean?
But then like, and then I can go, I've served in the Great Lakes
with guys that are just like, yeah, lake surfing, that's it.
That's what it's all about.
Wow.
And then like people that are just like ocean surfing is the only way.
But it's all surfing.
So it's like, it's very cool.
And you like seeing every little flavor.
I love seeing it all.
Oh, that's so cool.
And that's what like I always, I have to keep it changing up, keep it interesting.
How do you find river waves?
Like obviously if someone tells you, but like have you found any on your own
where you're just like walking down a river and be like...
Yeah, I found a couple...
Like, there was one in Vermont that, like, we pretty much saw it from...
My buddy actually saw it, and he was like, let's go check it out.
And then, like, the first time it was flat.
Then, like, two years later, we saw it again, and we were like, do, let's go check it.
And he just saw it, like, just near his house.
Just Google mapping.
Oh, on Google Maps.
Because he knew I was coming out there to try to surf, and he was, like, looking up the river.
And he found it, and I wrote it the one time.
And then it's...
So rivers are gauged on cubic feet per second, the CFS reading.
And for what I was doing the 50 States, a lot of it was kayak websites,
kayak forums.
I was reading through like, oh, whatever.
I don't know.
The centaur is not good unless it's 80,000 CFS.
You've got to make sure it's raining or they release the dam or this or that, whatever.
So it was all this, like, crazy research.
And it's like one of those things at first you're like, what are they talking about?
and then when you start getting into it at all,
starts clicking, making sense.
Yeah, yeah.
Because, like, the river,
you don't have to worry about the wind,
you know, the lakes, ocean, everything else.
Yeah.
And so how does a river wave get formed?
Is it like a rapid?
It's a drop.
Yeah, it's like,
this part of the river is this tall,
this part's this tall,
drops down, but it also has some type of hook.
So, like, a lot of times
there's, like, a big rock,
big boulder,
and then, like,
it'll drop down in the bowl,
and create white foam here so like you don't want to surf there you would die but if you're
over here it's like safer white foam and then like a clean face so then you can go in that foam to
catch it it's called the pile they call it um and sometimes the pile disappears like right as you're
paddling it's like oh no pile i'm gonna miss it just get washed down through and you're down the
river um but then you can get on the wave and say there's foam here and the clean face here they call it the
green wave or the green part of the wave
and then you can mimic ocean surfing
and like our goal with river surfing always is to mimic
like do a turn
totally different sport though but you have to make it
look like you're riding a regular wave
yeah so that's interesting it's fun and so
for those river waves you can ride those indefinitely
yeah as long as you like your legs will let you I mean that sounds
kind of sick too like you could just be like kicking turns
like on that all day yeah so you can
like we went to this
One, like, in Montana, that was just like, dude, you could ride for 10 minutes, and then you'd go lay down and someone else could ride next to you.
And then, like, maybe they fall and you get back up, do a couple more turns, and then you go sit back on your board, truck driver style.
What do you mean to sit on your board?
Like?
So, like, you could be surfing.
And then, like, we have this trick we call the truck driver.
It's a joke.
It's like a joke.
But, like, you sit on your butt and then you put your feet, like, on the nose of your board, and then you, like, go like this, like, drive the truck.
While you're on the wave.
Yeah.
Wow.
That's so sick
It's cool
And so this would be
I mean correct if I'm wrong
Like the actual physics of it is like
I've seen it like
Like cruises will have it sometimes
We're like they'll have like a little fake wave
Floor rider
Yeah exactly
We're like they're shooting water up a hill
And then you're riding down the water
On this little like ramp
Yeah but the flow rider is what they call
A shallow water wave
And like
In my opinion that has nothing to do a surfing
Because like they ride like the skate deck style thing
Yeah yeah
And then they have deep water ones now they invented.
But yeah, the river surfing is the same idea as that.
But it's deep.
So you can ride your fins.
Right.
And you can get more traction and get more turns.
You can do like real committed maneuvers.
Interesting.
Are people like airing out on these?
Yeah.
Oh yeah.
Especially in Munich, dude.
The one that you were looking at.
Yeah, yeah.
They do it, dude.
Oh, that's so cool.
It's sick.
And so what places have like thriving surf communities that you wouldn't expect?
Like when I think surfing, I'm obviously thinking like, you know, Hawaii,
I'm thinking like Florida parts of it
I'm thinking like Portugal
like parts of like you know
the coast like off Africa
like where are the spots where you're like
you know you would not believe it
there's a community here that love surfing
like Erie Pennsylvania
Really?
Yeah
Lake Erie
and they're lake waves
Yeah and they're sick
And you go out there and you're like
Oh this is like a beach town
Yeah it's sick
It's rad
But the thing about lake surfing is
For the most part
They don't get to surf
board charts. A couple times a year maybe.
They're surfing in a six millimeter
wetsuit, boots, boots, gloves,
full hood, like the whole deal.
So like... Lake surfing is that much colder.
It's just when they get the waves, it's cold.
I see. So if it's summertime.
Chances are the lake's just
flat.
Wow. So when you say a beach town,
it's a little different.
Mm-hmm. But
I would say like Montana,
and now they've created ways like Idaho.
They have like a wave and there's a surf shop and I've been to the surf shop and I guess it was in Boise, Idaho.
I can't remember.
I've been to so many, dude.
But yeah, there's like surfers, surfboards, like a surfboard rack.
And it's like, whoa, that's crazy.
What about Antarctica?
Yeah, I was trying to get that at the end of my seven seas thing, but Red Bull wasn't into the, it's a lot.
There's waves.
Yeah, oh yeah, there's waves.
Has anyone done it?
Yeah, there's a guy that surfed it.
There's a documentary about it on the Red Bull surfing app.
Oh, really?
Yeah.
I think he's a...
He might be from Argentina, the guy.
He's like a big wave surfer.
And what would go into doing something like that?
Dude, you got to ride.
You got to ride the shipping boat to Antarctica.
Or take the...
There is a plane,
but I don't know if you can even bring, like, bags.
And, like, I think a lot of the trips are...
they're like
tourist trips.
So like you go to Antarctica for six days
and like you pay 15 grand
and they take you to see
penguins and this and that.
It's very organized and structure.
It sounds like a cruise.
So it's impossible to break away.
Yeah.
But I think you can ride the ship over
but you need to be in touch with a country
because you know how like Antarctica
is divided into like
different countries?
Politically it's like a whole word thing.
Yeah.
So you have to be like representing
I'm a part of a U.S.
You have to work with those people
and they have to give you military people
that will take you around to waves
and you need
you'll probably need a 6 million meter
wetsuit boots, gloves, the whole deal
and then you could probably be stuck inside
for a couple days because of the wind
and the storms and I definitely want to do it though
that's on the bucket list.
Yeah for sure.
I was trying to figure it out
I was trying to just convince Red Bull
to let me just get a plane ride
because they have planes
for the 7 Cs
but they're like
I don't think we're
need it. I was like, yeah, but we need it. You know what I mean? Yeah. How are the
the seven Cs that you did? Seven Cs, seven days. Yeah. Where'd you go? Um, Cheba, Japan.
Bally, Indonesia, Bells Beach, Australia, Melbourne, Australia, Texas, which is the Gulf of Mexico.
I subbed that in for the South Atlantic. Then I went home, North Atlantic, and then I went to Norway
for the Arctic?
That's so far.
It was sick.
Yeah, I mean, it's just conceptually, it's such a good idea.
Thanks, dude.
Appreciate it.
I was even listening to you say it to, on a different show.
You were like, I've heard the seven Cs my whole life.
Yeah.
What are the seven Cs?
Yeah.
I have no idea.
Oh, you don't.
I've heard that term like, oh, he sailed the seven Cs.
But like, I didn't even really ever think, you know, how many Cs are there?
Yeah.
So, well, so the seven Cs have changed throughout time.
Right.
And like, I had so many.
different ideas like talk about anxiety did that project was like because i produced the whole thing
like front to back conceptually everything um and i was like okay so what do we do do do i involve
shipping routes is it this is it that like what do we want to do so at the end red bull was kind of like
just do the seven Cs that you want to do so then i found like surf spots i really wanted to go to
and then i connected them but it was north pacific in japan
then it was the Indian Ocean in Bali, Indonesia.
Then it was the southern ocean in Bells Beach,
which is the ocean that's connected to Antarctica.
But only Australia counts that as the southern ocean as that part.
The rest of the world doesn't.
So that was a nice loophole, like a fun.
So then Sydney was South Pacific.
Then the Gulf of Mexico, we subbed in for the South Atlantic,
then North Atlantic, Jersey, then Arctic.
Wow.
So they divide the Pacific and the Atlantic.
into two, which like I wasn't the biggest fan of when we first went into it.
I wanted more names, make it fun.
But it's whatever.
It was more about the location, showing the culture, showing, I don't know.
Yeah.
And what about Oslo Arctic surfing?
So sick.
Really?
Best thing of the whole trip.
Really?
Why?
Dude, it was awesome.
First of all, we saw the Northern Lights.
And like the first night we pulled up and we were just like, ah, my buddy J.T.
one kid film and he was like, I think there's a shot at the Northern Lights and we rolled up
at like 930 at night and dude, by 10, 10.30 they were just like blasting. And that's surreal,
dude. Like that's something you hear about your whole life too. Yeah. And I was, that's one of those
things. Like the 70s is really special to me. Not only was it a massive project that I got to
come up with the idea, do the whole thing and I actually got to follow through with it, but like
surfing there's certain points in my life when I'm like wow surfing got me to see the northern lights
like that's crazy that's crazy how cool is that it's like out of body the shit blew your mind huh
blew my mind dude yeah I really want to go see those it's it's amazing and how long it just goes like
for hours hours like all night dude and then like I think it went the first night the second night
and then it didn't go so like that was one of those things too like I get pretty like
spiritually connected to stuff that I do.
Yeah.
So when we rolled up and saw that,
I was like, damn, I was meant to be here.
Yeah, that was a moment.
This is it.
Like, this is what it's all about.
Did it look anything like you had seen before?
Like, is there any, like, analog for it?
Or is it like...
There's one thing I can tell you
is that it looks cooler on an iPhone than in real life.
Which is kind of a bummer.
No way.
I swear to God, you can hold your iPhone up
and look at the North
than lights and you're like, huh.
Wow.
It's pretty crazy, dude.
Okay, I'll just watch your video then.
I'll just be like, all right.
I feel like you kind of covered it.
But like, dude, the kid J.T. that was filming,
he like stayed up for hours, like time lapse.
He's like, oh, if I film this time lapse at this speed, I'll do this, I'll do that.
Like he did all different angles.
And he got some amazing footage.
Oh, that's so safe.
Like mind-blowing.
Yeah, I would love to see that.
Pretty cool.
Yeah.
And then...
It seems just so wild.
It's just like the whole sky lit up.
Yeah, it's something, dude.
It really is.
And it's just like, I don't know.
Life's so weird nowadays.
Like, uh, I like to like stop and appreciate stuff.
And like I feel like the Northern Lights is just one of those things you could just forget about that it ever exists.
It doesn't really matter that much.
But then like when you see it, it's like, holy shit.
Yeah, it's a real thing.
This is for real.
The earth is crazy.
Like, no wonder people are talking about this.
You know?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah, get what the hype is about.
Everyone's been talking about this for so long.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Because, like, I always say, like, cliches are cliches for a reason.
Yeah.
Because, like, you know, your parents always tell you bullshit, and you're like, shut out there.
Like, I get it.
But then, like, you get older and you're like, oh.
Yeah, they were completely right.
Yeah.
Northern Lights is one of those things.
You're like, damn.
What is, which spot?
Can you explain, like, local culture?
Like, locals culture in surfing and, like, what that means?
Yeah, it varies.
But, yeah, essentially, localism in surfing is, like,
people protecting their surf spot.
And there's so many different rules and so many different things that happen around the world.
And like, for the most part, like, you can, for the most part, everyone in surfing is very friendly.
But there are people that are agro.
And there's certain places, like, I guess kind of what I was saying.
before about people are very like stuck in their mindset about how surfing is and how it should be
and I feel like at a certain point surfing was so influenced by this like Hawaii localism thing
that it spread to certain parts of the world maybe where like it doesn't need to be interesting
and like I've experienced localism like on the great lakes and the biggest thing about localism
in this day and age is that most of it happens on Instagram so like they'll just wait until
you leave and then they'll attack you on Instagram
and it's like, bro.
Oh, really? It's like gone digital.
It's gone digital. That's crazy. Because like the stories
you would hear back in the day is like, oh, if you go to this
surf spot in Hawaii, you got to like check
in with someone that like is a local
and if you just go out there and no one knows you, then like
they'll fight you. And like you'll get your ass beat on the beach.
Which like if you don't know serving it seems crazy, it'd be like,
wait, how, like these guys are like chill. Why are they
fighting people? So for the most part,
it's kind of like
if you are
respectful of like
the unwritten rules of the lineup
you're fine
like so in Hawaii for
instance like the North Shore is like
the spot where everybody serves
north shore of Oahu
but then like there's other places around
the
island where like you just don't film
and it's not like and no one needs to argue about it
it's just like we get it
Like everyone's cool with the North Shore being the place that you film.
But then what that does create like crowded, a lot of cameras, like the North Shore gets crazy.
And if you go out to the North Shore and you act like you paddle out to pipeline and maybe you're inexperienced or you're not as experienced as you think you are and you go out there and you just turn around and take like the first wave, like someone's probably going to say something to you or you're.
you're probably going to end up going over the falls and getting injured.
So for the most part, like in Hawaii, the waves kind of keep the surfers in check.
They kind of police the surfers.
They police because they're so gnarly.
So, like, I've seen situations where, like, a guy's taking off and then, like, there's a guy on the shoulder of the wave, which is, like, further down the line.
And, like, the guy taking off clearly has priority.
and like he's in a better, safer spot.
But then, like, in Hawaii,
there's pipeline locals.
And, like, you just know that, like, if they want to wave,
like, they're going to get it.
Like, I'm very respectful in surfing
because, like, obviously I don't live in Hawaii.
I have a ton of friends there.
I love going, love visiting.
I get some ways when I go.
But, like, I'm not going to paddle out and try to get in, like,
I'm not going to go out and try to be the man
and, like, try to paddle battle a guy that's been surfing there
his whole life. Like, it's his spot. He deserves it.
So, localism really only ever comes into play, like, if you are completely oblivious to
the rules and regulations of just surfing. Because surfing is basically, like, the wave breaks,
there's a surfer closest to the curl, they call it, and, like, they have priority on the wave.
Don't take off next to them. Don't try to push foam down the face. Don't get in their way.
That's called snaking.
Yeah, snaking someone.
Dropping in, snaking, taking off on.
But then like the other form of localism that like I've run into a few times, like I was saying with the Great Lakes, there's this crazy mother.
There's crazy dude from Michigan that was just like he was gnarly.
I had to block him because he was like going, he was going nuts on my Facebook page and stuff.
And he was like, don't be coming here and filming this and belittling calling this a novelty wave and all this stuff.
And I'm just like, bro, I don't know.
Because like, I'm just like, I always, I always link up with like the nice, cool.
Yeah, people like you.
Yeah, like normal people.
Yeah.
And then like there's definitely, there's, it's weird to think about, but like this guy's a meth head.
You know what I mean?
So he's just like going wild.
So then there are places around the world where like there's localism for no reason.
And like there's a place in Oregon.
It's called Seaside.
And like, I would probably.
just never surf out there because like apparently like the locals will like actually throw rocks at you and like attack you and like I don't even know if the way's that good I haven't really seen that much footage of it's an ocean wave yeah and it's in the ocean and it's like it's interesting dude because like they're just taking it too far for what reason yeah and for the most part what I've come across is like these violent crazy local people that I've run into like people that will actually say something to you um
They're like terrible surfers.
So it's like a really weird.
Yeah.
Because like if you're a talented, good surfer, you're competent and your skills, like you're not really going to have any issues in the lineup.
Like you're not going to be cutting people off.
You're not going to be running people over because you know how to turn your board.
So like a lot of like the heavy locals are like usually not the best surfers.
Yeah. It's really, it's strange, man.
No, that makes sense actually.
That makes me happy to hear that like that because I've just heard these stories where it's like, yeah, the locals will fuck with you if you.
you're not from there or whatever.
And I was like, damn, that just seems like territorial.
But it makes me happy to know that it's like, no, it's just the insecure guys that are the worst.
Oh, for sure.
Yeah.
That have nothing.
Definitely.
That are like, okay, this is one thing that I have.
I live near a wave and this is my thing.
Even though it's not your thing.
But you get to own something.
Yeah.
And then when someone else comes in, especially if they're better than you, then it's like, fuck that guy.
I'm going to take away the thing that he wants is to be on the wave.
Yeah.
Wow.
So, yeah, you nailed it.
It's odd.
And like I actually had someone pretty much like yell at me when I was in Florida.
I went out and I was on the Gulf Coast of Florida that ways were this big.
And it was the exact type of person you're talking about.
Yeah.
Because I have a GoPro on the front of my board.
And like, he's like, don't be putting that camera at me.
And I was like, what?
And he's like, don't be putting that camera at me.
I was like, I'm not.
And he's like, well, good.
That's what's happening.
Don't point it at me.
I'm like, dude, I would never point this camera at you.
Trust me.
And he was just so mad.
He just like went in.
And then like I walked by later.
I heard him talking shit.
And I was just like, I heard him say something like,
I wish fucking Ben Grave would go back to Jersey, whatever.
And I'm like, no way.
He knew you.
Yeah, yeah.
Well, dude, sometimes like it makes you a target.
You know what I mean?
Of course.
But it's like.
I mean, at this point,
your profile has gotten so big, specifically within the surf world.
Like, if you got on a wave, I'm sure one out of like probably two or three people know,
like, oh, that's been graving.
So, yeah, so like, I don't know.
It was weird, though, because he, like, got out of the water.
Or, like, he got out.
Like, he didn't want to surf near me nothing.
I was trying to be cool.
I was like, oh, what board are you riding?
He's like, you don't matter.
I'm like, okay, dude.
So then he got out, though.
And I'm like, okay, so you just got so mad you had to get out.
And then like what did that solve?
Like I would have shared ways with you.
Like it's all good.
Like plus like I'm not
I'm not gonna film the spot and be like
Yo everyone go here.
Yeah,
I'm gonna fuck with this guy.
I'm gonna protect the spot.
I'm not gonna show the street sign.
Right.
Because like that's another thing in surfing too.
Like I don't go places.
Like I have to film a lot.
I don't film every session.
But I don't go places and I'm like, yo this is in this spot in this town.
Like come here.
coordinates here.
You know I'm like dude like I film just the way.
and I don't show anything else.
Right.
It's just the town.
But those types of people that you mentioned earlier are they'll use any excuse to.
I mean, you know how Instagram has, dude.
It's nuts.
And so you've seen it happen now, like, on Instagram where people will be like, they'll tag
people specifically or will it just be like a rant into like the ether?
Yeah, rant, tagging, all kinds of stuff.
And it's just...
And you see it all the time.
All the time.
And it's just getting worse.
Like Instagram's just getting worse in general, I believe.
Yeah.
I just choose to not even engage.
I don't care.
Sometimes I'm just.
throw like a funny comment.
But like if they come back, I'm just like, dude, I'm not wasting my time with this.
And so have you seen people that are like tagging pros?
Like, yo, this pro came in here?
Or like, is there more reverence and respect for like tour guys?
It depends.
It's, I've seen it.
I've seen both.
During COVID, I feel like a lot of stuff.
I remember there was this just this specific situation with this guy, Kanoa Igarashi.
He's a Japanese pro surfer on the tour.
And he was in Port.
I guess during COVID and he went to a spot and everyone was like freaking out that he drove three hours to go serve. I don't know
Because he was like bringing COVID or something shit? I don't know. I don't know. It seems kind of racist, right? What the hell?
Come on, dude, let the Asian dude serve. Like, what's wrong with this? That's crazy. But like, yeah, that's like bullshit. That's generally speaking, localism is like stupid.
Yeah, generally speaking. Is there ever an excuse for it? Like, is there ever a need for localism? For sure.
In what sense?
But the crazy thing is whenever I've seen a situation where a local,
someone who's competent at surfing, talented,
had to say something to someone else,
the local was respectful.
They were like, hey, man, just want you to know.
You just paddled out here.
None of us know who you are.
You're back paddling us and you're taking too many waves
and just want you to know, like,
we're, like, someone will snake you eventually if you keep doing that.
And then the guy's like, oh, man, I didn't even notice, you know?
Like, and then they're like, all good.
Don't even worry about it.
Like, let's just surf.
So, like, that, because, like, if you're, like, say you just come from California,
you go to Hawaii, you paddle out, or the East Coast, you go to Hawaii,
or anywhere, dude.
You paddle out and you just take a wave, and then you just, everyone's sitting,
and then you just go back out and you take another one.
and then like maybe other people wanted it,
but you went deeper than them,
then you're kind of breaking
the unwritten rules of surfing.
But for the most part,
if you mention something,
it's, I mean, I pretty much never care.
I'm not that type of guy.
Even on your local spots?
Nah, whatever.
I'm just whatever.
Have you ever gotten in a fight
even in your argument over a wave?
Like an argument or anything physical?
Either.
with my brothers
but no
I mean
nah
I just don't care
I just I don't care
Have you ever seen a fist fight?
Yeah
What happened?
It's usually just
Not as exciting as anyone
Would expect it to be
You know what I mean
And then it's usually just sad
You know it's just like
What are you guys doing?
Yeah come on
Stupid
We're 40
Yeah you're at the beach
Because like
Your favorite thing
Because like yeah
Remember guys like once
Like we leave this like
Surf spot
that you're clamming?
Like, the real world is, like, right there.
15 feet away on the beach over there.
Like, let's remember that.
There's, like, a weird bubble that I think people get lost.
They just, like, they think surfing.
I think surfing is one of those things, too,
where, like, people don't get to do it as much as they want,
so they have this whole fantasy world that they live in.
And there's so much pressure on each experience.
Yeah.
Like, when the experience happens, it's like, it has to be perfect.
Because I only get to do this once every two months.
And if I don't get the thing that I need,
people are going to have to pay.
And they literally take it out.
And it's probably smaller spots, too.
They get, like, the most localism.
Or, like, smaller waves or, like, more, like, novice waves
because more people can access them.
Like, Mavericks, like, no, like, you have to be so talented to do that.
You're spot on.
And if you're able to do that, then everyone's like, oh, yeah, that's the dude from,
you know, Long Island or the dude from Jersey.
They're, like, he's cool.
So you're 100% right because that's how I'm,
same. Most ways regulate themselves.
Because that crazy, stupid way over aggressive localism
happens at point breaks that peel down the line for a really long time
that are usually no consequence waves.
They're just mellow ways that peel down the line.
I don't know.
I just don't get involved in any of it.
It's just like I just don't care.
And I would rather just be on a novelty wave anyway.
Ain't no one going out there.
Yeah, exactly.
Yeah, there's no localism on novelty waves, right?
Or I guess like lake waves and stuff.
But like, I can't imagine you're finding like a breeze coming across some water in Nebraska.
People are like, dude, that's my breeze.
Why are you getting on my fetch?
It's my gust of wind.
No, but and for me, like, I'm trying to just go find the final frontier.
Like, I don't want, pretty much in my personal opinion, if like there's a million people out, I don't even really care for it that much, you know?
Like some people thrive on the fact that they drive down to the beach
They get out of their truck
They put their board on the back of their truck
They look like the man
They talk to these guys
And then they paddle out and think they're ripping
Yeah that's not your deal
Let me wear my pineapples
I'm just like fucking river
Yeah like if anyone's if all the boys are going over here
Like for the most part like
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Like I want to go find something that no one's ever written
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Dude, I'm doing it.
Did you know about that or no?
I think I heard you mention it.
Okay.
And what's the status with that?
Status is I'm like 10% finished.
I have, I'm like 22 countries in.
I actually haven't done the count.
Dude, it's way harder than, I thought.
Well, yeah.
I can imagine.
I can imagine.
Explain why.
Money.
Yeah.
50 states was like, 50 states probably cost me like,
like relatively, let's just say,
if I averaged it out, maybe $300 a state, $500 a state,
because I would go, you know, like I went Jersey, Delaware, Maryland, Virginia,
North Carolina, and like that whole trip's like $800.
Yeah.
But then like I do one drive that cost me a couple hundred dollars in gas and then that sets me back.
So the average-
You're sleeping?
You're getting hotels and stuff?
I was sleeping in my van when I did that.
Oh, really? Yeah.
I had a nice bed in my van.
Oh, that must be so nice.
Yeah. So like, okay, so like we did a trip to Germany and cost me like six grand. So, but we did Germany, Belgium, the Netherlands, Switzerland. Did I get five? It was four or five countries. And I was like, okay, so the country's just going to average out to like a thousand bucks a country. Not 200, 300. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And there's also way more countries. So yeah, there's like 193 countries.
44 landlocked countries
but so my plan is to chisel away at all the
coastline countries and then be like okay
I did 150 countries
that's pretty good let's knock out these
landlocked countries yeah
chances are there's rivers lakes
I'm thinking like the people's republic of the Congo
might get a little
it's just like a flat desert
how you looked into that? I've looked into some stuff
like the lake of Chad
wow like some just been like
what am I going to do when I get here?
You know what I mean?
Wow.
But that must be like part of the thrill.
Like that must be the most fun part now.
Yeah.
Because now you're looking at countries and you're like,
yeah.
Okay, there's like like an old well.
Like over here in Namibia.
Like I might be able to get on that.
That's so cool.
So Namibia actually has an amazing wave.
Oh really?
Yeah.
A skeleton coast.
Oh, really?
Yeah, there's all these like really interesting surf spots like
like off the
was it the west coast of Africa?
Yeah. Oh for sure.
That I never knew about.
Yeah.
Like, uh, Nazare.
Oh yeah.
Portugal.
Oh, that's Portugal.
No.
But yeah, like Morocco.
What's the big one that's, uh,
I forgot where it's at?
There's like,
there's like a new famous one that like popped off on the West.
Skeleton Bay?
Maybe.
They were talking about?
Is it a left like crazy long left?
Maybe.
So like,
well,
like Portugal,
obviously and is connected to France.
Uh-huh.
Spain and then Africa's right there.
Yeah. So like Morocco is a great waves and then like everything I actually don't know what's below that
In order yeah, but yeah there's waves all down all down that coast but um
Europe's good too Europe has great waves yeah which is like you just wouldn't expect it like there's no surf culture like are you discovering that there's like historical search
surf culture in all these different areas like oh people have been like riding these waves for like yeah a thousand years like Vikings but like we don't even talk about it dude it's
crazy to
think about
like yeah
because you do
like France is a place
where
first of all
the waves are amazing
and like I went there
and I was like
wow
like surfing is
for real in France
like as a kid
you're not like
you know
you think Paris
it's baguettes
and mimes
and Eiffel towers
and shit
and like there's a
full booming surf culture
the whole thing
in France
it's pretty mind blowing
even though like
there's always
been a pro contest
there I knew about
it everything
but like
when you
go there, you have to experience it to see.
One thing I do
want to tell you about Europe, which is really cool.
So, like, you know when a hurricane
comes up the East Coast, and
it spins, and, like, you see it off the coast
on the news or whatever, and we get ways from it.
Those are some of our best ways. Then it
goes up into, like, Canada. Then it
spins around, and
goes to, like, Ireland,
England, France. Like, it goes like
this, like around the Atlantic
and then down. So, like, that storm
just hits the East Coast of the U.S. and then
builds, builds, builds.
And they just get like bigger waves from like the same cycle.
Wow.
It's pretty sick.
I had no idea.
It's cool.
Everything's connected.
That's something that surfing has taught me.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Because you're in the ocean.
You're like, yeah, this water's kind of the same water as that war.
That's part of my game, like with the 50 states and the countries and the oceans and stuff because I'm like, really it's one.
Yeah.
But like these dudes just decided to like.
Yeah, I guess this is different.
South Dakota is different than North Dakota for some reason.
ever got in the position to be able to make that claim.
Yeah.
Like that was their claim.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's pretty interesting.
Yeah.
You did surf in 50 different pieces of land that are apparently the same thing.
Same one.
Even though it's not, like even though they're not different at all.
Yeah.
Except Hawaii is completely different.
But that is a part of the same thing.
Yeah.
But and then like cultures are funny too.
Like things are just different in different places everywhere.
Do you find that people have a different mentality towards surfing?
Like I know like in Hawaii you have a very like spiritual like, like,
surf culture that has been there for thousands of years and people canoeing and standing up on canoes and
stuff like did you find remnants of that in different places yeah i think surfing the one thing about it
that's amazing is that like you take a surfer from all these different parts anywhere lakes
rivers oceans whatever and they're all standing on a beach together they're all going to be
able to talk and get along and chat and speak about the energy that we're riding
even though it's different
energy everywhere
and there's some crazy connection
between all surfers
which is why that localism thing is such a bummer
and it's like
why does surfing attract
like how did those people get attracted
to surfing?
Because like all these other people
for the most part are just like
like I can stand on the beach like with
anyone I've ever surfed with
no matter where they're from
and just be like
look at that one.
Like we'll just watch the wave break
and they'll be like, whoa, that's a sick one.
Yeah, there's like a purity to it.
Yeah.
And it's like, how did these like cooks
that are just like fucking up the whole vibe for everyone?
Why are they also into it?
The good thing is they don't.
Because it's such a small amount of people
that they don't end up
fucking up the vibe for everyone.
Yeah.
But yeah.
But it must be so cool to see it cross-culture.
Like a Hawaiian dude, a kid from Jersey
and then a Japanese guy
can all like connect.
Yeah.
And like, dude, that's the crazy thing
because we were in Japan for the seven
season. Like, I don't even, could never even communicate with some of the guys that I was surfing
with, but I would paddle out. And we knew that we were there for the same reason. So, like, I take
off on a wave and they're like, hooting for me. You know, like, yeah. That's so cool. And we're like,
and I'm like, dude, it's good. And they're like, yeah, it's good. And like, that's it. Like,
we don't have to know anymore. It's just like, that's...
Feel the stoked. Yeah, we're stoked. And so I'm curious, like, with Japanese guys, like,
obviously Japan is a very distinct culture. You know what I mean? It's like, there's a very
precise, like, excellent version of Japanese culture.
It's like everything they do, do they do extremely technically to the best of their ability.
It seems like across everything, right?
For sure.
So I'm curious, does that transcend into surfing?
Do they surf in a way that's like very technical?
Yeah, like that guy, Kanoa Agarashi, he's actually like more, he was born and raised in
California, but he like has roots in Japan.
But we've noticed like Asian countries are getting better.
better really fast. But Brazil dude is the spot. All the good surfers are coming from Brazil.
Like when I was a kid 20 years ago, there was like two Brazilian surfers on tour. Now it's like a
majority of the tour. And they're the strongest, the most powerful, the most skilled, the biggest
airs, the most technical. It's pretty crazy. And what is it? Is it just the geography of having
the best waves? Is it the culture? I think it has a lot to do with like the fact there's this guy
name's Adriana DeSuzza and he's a Brazilian surfer he's a world champion I think 2015
he was on the world tour forever and like he's from the favela like he's from like the poorest
part of I think either Sao Paulo or Rio de Janeiro and it's like I think they want it the most
a lot of those guys so and I think that that's what makes the difference interesting and it's
it's pretty some of their stories are amazing like I brought that guy up because he's like
one of my favorite surfers and by no means is he one of the most skilled surfers that's ever
won world titles or whatever there's so many good people but his story is like my favorite it's
awesome so he was like raised in a favela like yeah basically poverty yeah poverty like making
money growing up like doing whatever yeah i can imagine and then just found surfing at a young age
yeah that and that that's a lot of the Brazilian guys stories like they found surfing and it changed
their life.
Wow.
Then they end up on the world tour
and making millions of dollars.
Yeah.
It's like,
whoa.
And it even,
like,
there's even an element of that
that might even go a long way
because like,
even if you can get into like a lower level tour
and make like,
you know,
$20,000 bucks.
Yeah.
Like,
if you're living in a favela in Brazil,
like that's 20,000 goes a long way.
For sure.
You know what I mean?
So like for him,
it changes his life.
Whereas like,
you know,
for you,
you were making $7,000 at year,
you're like,
I'm living in Jersey.
Like, I'm 18.
This is not going to cut it.
But if you're living in a favela, it's like,
this is already working.
I made it.
Yeah.
And so now you're just like triple down and then who knows where it goes.
Well, yeah, because and then they have that killer instinct to be like,
dude, if I make $20 grand, I can make, you know, I can make this a life.
Exactly.
Yeah, I can live off five.
Totally.
Whereas like a kid from Jersey or California, their parents are going to be like, dude, seven grand.
Yeah, yeah.
What are you doing?
And then the kid like feels like shit.
He's like, yeah, I guess surfing sucks.
I'll sell insurance or whatever.
I'm supposed to do. Yeah, that's
crazy. That's actually a really interesting mentality.
So you come from nothing, so you're willing
to hustle. And then
on top of, I guess, the barrier to entry for surfing
is probably pretty low. Like, if you're trying
to play, like, you know, like, if you're trying
to go skiing, you need to, like, live
near snow. You need to have a snowboard.
You need to have snow equipment. You have to buy a lift
ticket. Yeah. Like, just to try
it out, you're dropping like at least
four, 500 bucks. Yeah, for sure. That's tough for
most people. And surfing, like,
well, now it's even better because there's
There's guys that have grown up and surfed and they will help the younger generation.
But yeah, you can still find a surfboard for $100, $150, and it'll get you out there.
And it's going to be a piece of shit, but it'll get you out there.
Yeah.
And like, you ever see those videos of the kids in like Indonesia or Africa surfing on planks of wood?
Oh, yeah.
It's amazing.
Yeah, it's insane.
It's like the most beautiful thing ever.
Like, just purity, dude.
Yeah.
And they're more stoked than any guy trying to localize.
a knee highway in Florida.
You know what I'm like that's what surfing's about for me, dude.
Yeah.
Like just that purity is the magic of it.
Making it work with what you've got.
I think that's why novelty ways is such a thing for me
because it's like every time you go to a wave that no one's ever ridden
and you have to watch it and figure it out,
you go back to that like figuring out how to ride a surfboard as a kid
or figuring out your first wave or whatever.
like it's like that childhood like adventure to make it magical and because at a certain point like going
out at the pier every single day and trying to do the sickest top turn isn't that magical for me
for whatever reason yeah for some people it's enough some people love it yeah yeah yeah do you think
there's going to be a wave of surfers that come out of like the west coast of africa oh for sure like
are there already some where it's like sullanoly senegal has like the booming surf scene there's one guy
I took them up to a standing wave in, there's a standing wave in Albany, New York.
And they literally DM me on Instagram and they're like, hey, we're going to this wave.
Can you give us a ride?
And I like drove to the JFK airport.
And I picked out like 15 Senegalese surfers like straight and took them up to Albany, New York.
And I like didn't really know what I was signing up for.
But I rolled out.
Thank God I had the van.
And I was like, all right, we're doing this.
Oh, that's so sick. Let's go.
Because I was just like, I don't know, for whatever reason, I do certain things.
Like, you know how Instagram is.
Like, a million people could reach out to you.
But then, like, for some reason, I was like, I should do this.
Like, I should help these guys out.
These guys are coming from across the world.
Yeah.
And they just want a ride to find this spot.
Yeah, so it was cool.
It was cool.
That's so cool.
But there's this one guy.
Okay, his name is Sharif Fall.
And he's like six foot four, just like big dude.
And he's from Sanagal.
and he is gnarly, dude, throws huge airs, like, rips.
Really?
So, yeah, there's definitely going to be, like, it's common.
I wonder if in the way that Brazil had this huge come up.
I'm sure, dude.
Like, those areas can have, like, Senegal.
Like, you have, like, guys winning, you know, tour from Senegal.
There's no reason, like, there's no reason why not.
Oh, that's so cool.
No, it's cool.
Surfing is, it's progressing.
I mean, there's more surfers than ever.
There's more technology than ever.
There's more ability access.
more access than ever.
So surfing, it could just keep growing and keep blossoming and just keep being like, who knows.
Are there any like Arab waves or like Middle Eastern waves?
Yeah, for sure.
Lebanon for sure.
Pakistan.
Really?
Yeah.
Because, wait, is Pakistan right above India, right?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, so there's ways there.
I think access is pretty tough.
But, dude, there's, there's ways in the Dead Sea.
In the Dead Sea?
Yeah.
Dude, there's, yeah.
There's waves in the Dead Sea?
I thought there was like barely any tide.
Wind chop, dude.
Really?
Just from the wind.
Just from the fetch.
That must make it also hard for you to try to get to every country because like you
probably got to move pretty quickly.
Like if you're in New York and you see there's, you know, a wave in Nebraska, like you
could get there by tomorrow and it might cost you a couple hundred bucks but like it's doable.
Yeah.
Whereas if you see that there's like wind in, you know, Pakistan, like it's going to be tough
to get over there by the time the wind's still going.
So like here's my hope
that I start chipping away
so much
that some brand or someone
is like, dude, he's going to do it.
Like I'm going to back this.
So then it becomes
easier for me to make it happen
whereas like maybe I don't have to like
get there. Like we can plan like
the best time to go and figure it out
because like juggler right now
juggling YouTube videos, my normal
life, my blue collar life in New Jersey.
It's like, it's rough to think like, oh, I'm going to go serve every country.
But that's also the beauty of it, you know, being like, okay, how can I do this?
Dude, what if North Korea has like the best ways?
Oh, they got waves, dude.
There's some photos.
Really?
I've seen them.
I've seen, I was in the, you know, there's like an overlook between North and South
Korea.
So I looked over and I was just staring down the coast, like zooming in.
Like the DMZ or whatever?
Yeah, there's wait.
There's, well, I surfed in the DMZ, but actually North Korea, there's, I saw like all kinds of waves.
And it's like, dude, if I could get in there, I could surf so easily.
You surf, like, raid on the demilitarized, like, partition?
My friend took me, like, as close as you could possibly get.
So we were actually, like, in, we were in the DMZ.
And he kept, my friend was freaking out.
And he's from South Korea.
And he was like, dude, we're north of Kim Jong.
Moon's vacation house.
Because the border goes like this, you know what I mean?
And he was like freaking out.
But there's like beaches where it's cool.
And then there's a certain point where it's like, okay, we're not going over there.
I mean, you basically surfed in North Korea.
That's what he was saying, but I'm not counting it.
That's crazy.
If you're above his vacation house.
Yeah, it's cool.
It's a good experience.
I mean, that's wild.
It's fun.
Okay, what's the sketchiest, like, experience you've had trying to find a wave?
You can give me a couple because I have a feeling there's probably a handful.
of situations you've gotten yourself into, Mr. Gravy.
Man, I'm trying to think.
Well, there was one time when I was in Missouri,
and they had this wave, it's called the Centaur shoot,
and, like, it only flows at, like, 80,000 CFS.
And, like, I went there by myself before I was good at river surfing.
And I had my seven-foot board, which was a mistake.
And, like, I went out, pretty much went out and, like, nose dove.
and like I got like stuck in the what do they call it it's called a whatever the the wave pretty much keeps flowing over in the same spot it's called a hydraulic and it's like really dangerous but I ended up like stuck in it and thank God I was holding like the tail on my board but it was pretty much trying to pull me under like over and over and I like dude I like pooled every muscle in my body like keeping myself above water like pretty much it was trying to drown me.
and like I was by myself dude filming like with a tripod from the shoreline and it was and I was in Missouri like in the summer it was hot and it was just like flies biting me it was like one of the most like brutal experiences to where like I had PTSD.
What's that?
PTSD from it when I was on the I didn't even like realize that till like weeks later but I was on the bank of the river like damn if I died in Missouri that would have been pathetic.
It's all the ways to die as a surfer.
Like, yeah, he died surfing.
You're like, dude, big wave.
He's like, man, Missouri.
What?
Missouri River Wave?
It was brutal, dude.
That's crazy.
And so literally, like, it creates, like, that little hydrologic.
And it pin you...
And you can get sucked under it.
It can pin you in it, and you can't get out.
It just keeps whipping you around.
So then I found out there had been four deaths at that spot.
Specifically that one.
Not surfers, but, like, fishermen getting pulled out.
Wow.
Yeah, pretty crazy.
I haven't gone back
I just went somewhere else to check off Missouri
But um
Because that one freaked you out pretty
It freaked me out
Yeah
And then what's funny is like my buddy
This Grom
From like my hometown
His name's Brian Gorberg
He was just like
I'm driving cross country dude
Can you tell me where that wave is
And like
He like
Took a bunch of acid
And like went and surfed it
And he was just like ripping
Rip it
The one that almost killed you
And your boy
Like 16 year old kids
Just crushing it
I was just like, you should have dropped.
If you had done ass, he would have made it.
The problem is you were too sober.
That's really what the issues is.
That's my problem, dude.
You got to do more drugs.
What's wrong with you?
Dude, but like, it was, that is so funny to me, dude.
Like, he just, like, went and made it happen.
And I think, like, I think he, like, visualized what I couldn't see.
Because when I went there, it was only, like, the third river I ever tried to surf.
Yeah.
And then over the years, I've gotten good at river surfing.
But then I had no idea what I was doing.
but I think he was able to like watch river surfing and like visualize it so when he went he was ready for it
so if you went now like had you never done it so you don't have the mental block if you just went now for the first time
it would be a great wave yeah good spot but it's just see it in your brain it's not worth it so how'd you let go your board
I what would I eventually oh if I let go I just would have gone down and once you go like down in the certain spot
it'll just pin you like if the drops to like 90
to 90 degrees
and what was happening is
it was going down a shelf
and then it hit like all this debris
and it was going over the back of the debris
and that created that 90 degree drop
and that's what pins you
like for some reason when it's flowing like this
it just keeps going
and like I'm not an expert
but there are like kayakers and
people that can be like, they can look at it and be like, oh, you're good.
Or like, oh, you're, yeah, don't go in.
But that, like, I couldn't, I didn't know anything.
So, like, I would have gone down and then just not been able to come back up.
Like, it just holds you in that hydraulic underwater.
Is that the most dangerous situation you've been in surfing, you think?
Um, dude.
Up until I got, so there's this, like, rip at pipeline.
So, like, you know, Pipeline is a left.
Can you explain Pipeline for people that I know?
So Pipeline is the world's most famous wave
and probably the world's most dangerous wave.
People literally make livings off of surfing this one wave.
Like my friend, Jamie O'Brien, he's a huge YouTuber,
legendary server, Pipemaster.
He has made his whole career surfing this wave.
And it gets 20, 25 feet tall, massive barrel.
And it pitches over, super-shunders.
shallow reef and it's really dangerous and they hold like the they used to hold the end of the year
event for the world championship at pipeline now it's the first stop of the year I think to try to make
the tour more exciting or something in the beginning but it's like the spot it's the spot out of
all surfing so there's a left which is pipeline and then on the same wave it breaks at the same time
there's a right, which is like, if you're standing on the beach,
a left would actually be going right,
and a right would be going left,
like if you're looking at it.
But if you're out in the water.
It's correct.
Yeah.
So there's a wave called Backdoor, which is the right,
and then there's a wave called Off the Wall,
which is the next reef down, and it's pretty close.
But in between those, there's this, like, circular suction thing on the reef,
and it's like a phenomenon that happens.
And essentially,
what happened is I took a wave at, I guess I was at backdoor or somewhere over there. The thing about
reef waves is like you see them on video and they look perfect, like they land in the same spot
every time. They're a little different every time. They can be eight feet to the left, eight feet
to the right. It's not exact. So like it looks a lot easier than it is. But I was somewhere in that
zone between back door and off the wall and I took a wave, kicked out. There was a set behind
it and when so there's there's different types of waves there's waves that are a long period
swell and they've come from thousands of miles away and they come in sets so if it's like 18 seconds
of period between the waves there is like there could be like 20 waves in a set so when it's long period
that's called long period a set can last forever then it'll go flat for like 10 minutes 20 minutes
but short period ways it never goes flat
there's always ways breaking everywhere
like all the time
so this was a long period swell
and essentially I took like the first wave of the set
which you're never supposed to do
but in Hawaii like because there's always ways behind it
so like if you don't make it
all those waves are gonna hit you
gotcha
so I took the first wave of the set
because I'm in Hawaii and it's hard to get ways
and I wanted to get a wave kicked out
bang next wave hits me
breaks my leash
So now I'm at backdoor
Between backdoor and off the wall in this vortex
So I didn't have any flotation on
It was like a small day
It was like small out there
There's like 10 foot faces
So I got pulled into the wave
Thrown over boom
I'm like okay cool hold my breath
Come up got this
Another one on the head
So then I'm like okay I'm in the foam
I'm in this weird foam like I can't get to the surface
And I'm like what the hell's going on
So I finally get up
Boom, another one on the head.
And I'm like, dude, this is fucked.
So essentially, I got stuck in like this 12, 15 wave set in this foam.
Like, I couldn't, I would get sucked out.
And the next wave wouldn't pull me up it.
And it wouldn't let me be far away from it to where the wave would land.
It would pull me to the perfect spot every time and land on my head.
Take me down.
And then the foam had, like, air pockets in it because it was very turbulent.
and I was fighting to get up,
fighting, fighting,
and then as soon as I got up,
the next one would land on me.
So this happened for like probably five minutes.
No.
And it doesn't seem long, right?
Five minutes,
but if you're,
you're exacerbating every physical thing you have left,
out of breath,
the whole thing.
So this kid breaks his board.
I see the nose of his board.
I'm like,
dude,
can I please use that?
He's like,
yeah, cool.
I grab it.
I'm like finally have flotation
and then this wave hits me
boom,
rips the board out from one or eight
dude, I'm just like, dude
this is it boys
this is it
it was my last day in Hawaii
it was my last surf session
like
so now I'm literally about to die
I'm a little superstitious now
about surfing out there
like the last day
so I was literally about to die
and I told
my filmmaker and everyone
I was like dude
I gave up
and I was so winded
gas, I was like fading black
and my toe touched the sand.
And like as soon as my toe like touched the sand
I was like, I got this.
And like I felt the beach and I was like,
dude, I can do it. So like
it might be weird to hear
but like as soon as my toe touched
I was like, okay,
I swam down because I knew
it was only like five feet deep or whatever.
Swam down and then pushed
dug my feet in and pushed in towards
the beach underwater.
So then, like, I broke out of the current.
And then, like, I was like, okay, I'm home free.
And then I drifted in.
And I was just, like, totally out of breath.
Just laid on the beach.
Like, dude, I just almost died.
And then this guy, Nathan Florence, he's like a pipeline specialist guy.
He, like, made a video about my video.
And he was saying, like, that's the spot on the North Shore
where the lifeguards can't see you.
And he was like, that's the spot.
Like, all of us have been.
stuck in it and then I was staying at Jamie's house and he's a pipeline specialist and I came in
and told him about it he's like all the boys have been stuck there all the boys have almost
drowned there like so it is it was eye opening eye opening because it was like perfect blue water
perfect barrels offshore wind looks beautiful small day it's not big and it just almost died and I was just
like mind blood fuck it's narly that's crazy it's not I mean you think there would be like more
combo about that.
People should talk about that more like,
yo, there's this wave is sick, this wave is sick,
but just so you know, don't do this because you can die in this little.
Yeah.
It's one of those things where like every single server will say it's the most dangerous
wave in the world and you almost have to experience it to believe it.
Yeah.
Because I'm always thinking my whole thing was always like,
it's the most dangerous wave in the world for sure for G.
for Jamie who's going to go out there
and surf the 20 footer
and I'm going out there
and hoping to get a wave
that I'm pretty reasonable with
like I'm the novelty guy
like I don't need the 20 footer
I don't need the wave of the day
like you know
but then that opened my eyes
to like
just the overall experience
of like how dangerous it can be
yeah
and just getting caught in that cycle
is like so scary
and it's like you're not even surfing
it's it's so
with big wave surfing, the biggest, the scariest part is actually waiting.
Like, riding the wave is fine.
Really?
Waiting?
You see sets coming?
And they're always long period.
Like I said, like 20 wave sets, because it's long period swells are always the big wave swells.
You see them coming.
You don't know if they're going wide, deep, tall, breaking in front of you.
If you're far enough in, far enough out.
And you're just sitting there kind of like, all right, here we go, boys.
That's sketchy.
It's nilely.
Because if the set comes in and you're in the wrong spot,
it could just break on you and then...
You can get hit with one, push deeper, and then...
And now you're just getting crushed on.
Crushed.
Yeah.
Damn.
So you've got to really know where to position.
It's less about knowing how to ride
and more knowing like where to be and not get sucked in.
Yeah.
So like that's when knowing a spot is...
Like being a local is like the meaningful.
Or being with people that are local.
Yeah, yeah.
Because then, like, Jamie tells me exactly, like, he's like, your best bet is to sit right there, in there where no one catches, like, and there's going to be a wide one every now and then.
And then I'm like, oh, perfect, you know, which is, is, it's crazy, like, the knowledge of, because every surspot's different.
But when you're in Hawaii in those situations, it's like, the severity is high.
Yeah, the stakes are so high, you have to trust.
local guy. You have to trust the people you're with
or just look around and be like, yeah, I'm the only
one sitting over here. Like, is there ever
like, would people ever just holler at a stranger
and be like, yo? Yeah, oh yeah.
Get over this way. Yeah, yeah. You're going to get
crushed over here. And then rip currents are
a real thing too. Have you been caught one?
Um, no, but like, so
like, if I get caught in rip current,
I'll just get out of it.
Like, for like, just
like, some guy who comes
down to the Jersey Shore on a boogie board or whatever
and he gets caught in a rip current, like, they
don't know and it can happen in a second like how so those situations and and with inexperienced
surfers is where you're usually like yo just so you know yeah it's a crazy rip current day yeah like
there's a writ like you're in it like come over here or like just so you know like ways are
going to break on you if you hang out there or like yeah so that happens a lot bro it's so sad i mean
florida where i was growing up like we got taught early like here these are rip currents these
how they work, like this is how you get out of them, but like, I forget that not everyone grows up hearing about them.
So people go, most people go to the beach and they can just get sucked out in one.
And if you don't know, like, yo, swim, like parallel with the beach, like perpendicular to the rip current, like you'll get out pretty easily and then swim back.
If you don't know, you just get taken out to the ocean.
Yeah.
It's an insane thing.
Like, I'm assuming everyone knows what it is, but it's literally just like you get a current that will just go directly out into the middle of the ocean that can take you pretty quick.
Yeah. And if you swim against it, which is what most people do is they kind of feel themselves getting pulled out and they'll be like, oh, you got to swim. And I assume that they think that the whole beach is doing that or something. Yeah. And so they go, okay, I just got to swim against the current and I'll make it back to the shoreline. And then they just get gassed out because you can't beat the current. Yeah, that's the thing that most people die. They just use all their energy. Yeah. But yeah, usually rib currents are like 20 feet wide. Literally. Like, and you could just swim to the side and be.
good. But if you don't know it, it's like
yeah, you just think you got to go back against
it. I had, I saved a kid in
like, me and my buddy Kalani
like we saved this kid in Ocean City
Maryland who was like
he was literally like five feet from the beach
but he was in the rip current and that same thing was happening.
The wave kept landing on his head and then he would be in
the current again and get hit and it was like a
11 year old kid or something so he didn't know what was going on
and we just literally grabbed him and like
pulled him and then like I was just
we pulled him in and it was like crazy like just that little bit of knowledge like changed his
whole situation yeah right because like no one else was helping him at all he just like stuck
if you're not aware of it as a lifeguard like you just get stuck in there yeah that's crazy
pretty wild what do you think is the biggest wave you ever caught um so i went big wave surfing in
oregon um with my friend will scudin who is like he was just in the nazary contest yeah the other day
He's like a, he's from New York, Big Wave Surfer
Oh, he was just in it recently.
Yeah, he was in it yesterday.
Yesterday?
I think it was yesterday.
Oh, shit.
I can't remember what police they got.
I watched their heat, but, um, I don't remember the overall.
But, um, I went surfing with him, paddle wave.
So there's a difference.
You can tow surf with a rope and you get pulled into the way by a jet ski,
which is very common in big wave surfing, or there's paddle surfing, which is way gnarlier.
Like I said, like you can get caught in the wrong spot, whatever.
but he told me I caught a 33-foot wave paddling
like when we measured it and I trust his judgment
how does that feel?
It felt pretty cool when I was doing it
Did it feel bigger than any other wave you done?
Not really
So like I've surfed like 15, 20
I've surfed 30 foot waves a few times
They all kind of feel the same to me
That's really interesting
Like it's big you know
Yeah
So like for that one
the cool thing about that wave was
this guy like
this local guy
um
got a good story about this by the way
he was paddling for it
and like I could tell he wasn't going to catch it
and uh
I'm going to take it
I'm going to take it back to the beginning
so Will Scootin took me to Oregon
and uh we rolled up and like
we like I was filming vlogs obviously
So like we filmed the vlog like the day I got there and I like released it right away and like Will Scootin got like a phone call from one of his like local friends like heavy local friends and he's like what the fuck you guys do it?
What do you, Ben Grave?
He's just going to come here and like just blow up our spots like all this stuff and the guy's like we got to meet you guys like we gotta have a talk like we're gonna meet you guys at the coffee shop and like Will was like yeah yeah you're fucking out my program.
Like, the locals are calling me.
What are you dropping videos already?
So anyway, we end up going to this local shop.
This one guy is super cool.
Like, we roll in.
He's like, look, guys, the ocean belongs to everybody.
Like, we just want to know, like, sorry my buddy overreacted,
but we just want to know, like, what your intentions are.
Because, like, I get it, too.
Like, we rolled out there.
They might just think I'm some douchebag.
It's like a protective father.
Yeah.
What are your intentions with my wave?
Exactly.
Because they might just think I'm like fucking Johnny YouTube.
Like, yeah, like, oh, here's the spot.
Like, making a mockery of big wave surfing or whatever.
Which, like, that's never my intention.
Of course.
And it's like, I feel like some people might not watch my videos.
And they just think, like, whatever, this guy filmed everything.
He's a tool.
But, like, I guess I feel like if you watch my videos, you'll realize.
Yeah, you get the intention.
You understand your spirit.
Yeah.
But if you see a title and a YouTube video and you're like a local surf guy,
you're like, what's this guy's?
Yeah.
What's this guy's problem?
Yeah.
So anyway, we end up having like the heavy meeting and with the boys, like the heavy locals.
And they're pretty much like, what are you guys doing?
I'm like, look, guys, like I have no intention of blowing up the spot.
I have no intention of disrespecting it.
I don't want to make a mockery.
I literally just want to ride some big ways.
Like, I've never done it before.
Like, I want to experience this.
Like, I'm good friends with Will.
Like, whatever.
And we just talked it out.
And then the other guy, the guy that was freaking out showed up.
he was like snapping in the beginning, like all gnarly.
And then, but like, I don't know.
I feel like my sense of humor.
Like, we were like kind of just being like, you guys got it.
Like whatever he needs, but like being funny about it.
You know what I mean?
So like eventually like we smoothed it over with all the boys.
Like they were fine.
But then we went out for the session and then like you get out there and everyone's like high
fiving and broing down and like everyone's hooting for each other and whatever.
As soon as that anger.
guy got his wave, he is cool for the rest of the day. He freaking went out, paddled into like a 25
footer right first wave of the day and then he's like, yeah, like now he's like cool. And like,
dude, all he wanted, he was just stressing. Yeah, he just wanted to get the bomb. That's it.
He thought, I'm like, dude, I'm never taking the bomb from me. I respect you guys. You guys got it.
So they all ended up being super cool. And then the one guy, the first guy we met at the coffee shop,
that wave that I got, the 33 footer, he was paddling for. And it was.
kind of a moment because he knew he couldn't get it and he kind of like went like go ben you know so like
the heavy local like gave me the biggest wave of my life so it ended up being a really cool experience
but i dropped in and this thing was towering over me six times over my head whatever and then like
i got cocky and i'm like drawing a line up and i thought i could get barreled and do the thing just
axed no axed and then dude the crazy thing about big wave surfing is it sends you like
sent me like 20 feet underwater
and then like you pop up
and you're like oh my God
where was I
I was in a vortex
but
super classic
situation
grateful for that
so thanks Will
that's crazy
so when you get crushed by a big wave
you're still obviously leashed
you get you get sent 20 feet down
sent down yeah you need
do you need to know how to fall
like do you practice this
we're like okay I'm about to get clipped
super deep breath
close my eyes
and then wait for my board
to bring me up
So serving's really weird
Like the things that you think
Are gonna just
Absolutely destroy your body
Don't and then the things that you don't
Do
Like I don't know if you saw
When I broke my collarbone last year
It was on like a two foot wave
And I literally
Dropped in and the wave
Just threw me over
And I hit the sand
Oh fuck
But then like in
Yeah I broke it in like three pieces
Dude it was like standing off
No
But like that
wave like 20 feet of water
to landing on my head
sent me down and like I came back up
and I was just like
I'm amped amped like let's go
crazy but I will tell you this
before I even caught a wave that day
we did toe surfing in the morning before everyone
was out there that's how you get like reps
you get a bunch of waves under your belt
and then we went for the paddle session
and I'm thinking like oh I caught a bunch of waves
towing earlier like I know where the waves break
I'm gonna sit further in than everyone else
And that's where I learned my big, big wave surfing lesson of the sets break further out as the swells getting bigger.
So I was sitting like where the waves were pitching because I thought that was the spot because I was just toe surfing all morning when really not realizing you have to paddle super hard from out the back and get in it way early and all this stuff.
So I ended up catching before I even took a wave of that day.
I caught like a 25 footer on the head and I had to stand up and you.
stand on your board and dive
because you paddle
towards the wave as fast as you can and then
you have enough speed where you can stand up
on the board on flat water and then you
dive to try to get more
depth
and I got rocked
I got like toss turn
and that's like where like
you can feel the wave like take your body
and like it'll bend your arm and you're like
oh is this about to be bad
and then like your knee will be sideways
and then like
Like, like, people can get hurt.
That much water is moving you.
And it does this.
Like, it, like, it, like, it like, it whips around underwater and it will just, it can mess your body up.
But, like, for the most part, I feel like what I've put my body through, I've been lucky, but it can get nuts.
I mean, that's crazy.
Have you been out there where someone, like, really got hurt?
I've seen a few just, like, I think pretty minor injuries.
Yeah.
I broke my nose surfing, too.
My board, like, hit me.
I saw this kid like really mess up his knee
He dove off and I think he hit the bottom
And his knee was like sideways
But for the most part
I haven't seen like anything too gnarly
But this year at pipeline there was like a lot of people
That got super injured
I wasn't there for any of it but
Does that mess the vibe up like if you're like
You know this guy like almost drowned?
Yeah yeah it's not it's because everyone's protective
And they want to save the person you know
And like so for like
for like hours after or that day like a lot of people probably i don't know
for me that's like a kind of a sign i think what i mean to be like okay this guy got smoked like
i'll probably take it easy the rest of the day but like i haven't really witnessed it but i would
think that's how i would feel i guess um but uh would you say generally big wave is the most
dangerous type of surfing um
I would say waves like pipe or like Jopu in Tahiti,
like waves where it doesn't have to be the biggest wave ever,
but it ledges on the reef.
Like a lot of big waves,
well Mavericks is kind of a different story
because you've seen videos of Mavericks
where it's like 50 foot and barreling.
That's dangerous.
But like waves like pipeline,
where it goes from deep to shallow
and it stands up and ledges and barrels,
that's where people get hurt.
Because if it's a wave, like, let's say the wave I was surfing in Oregon,
like, yeah, it's 30 foot.
But if you get hit by it, chances are you're going to get pummeled,
dragged around, flipped upside down,
and you have a better chance of drowning,
then you do, like, hitting the bottom or breaking a bone or something.
And that's the most dangerous thing is getting hit or, like, hitting the reef.
The most dangerous thing would be going over, hitting the reef,
hitting your head, getting knocked down.
And then that's it.
That's how a lot of people.
get hurt at pipeline.
Because, like, yeah, the big wave, you're just getting washed in and tossed.
But you're going to come up.
Yeah, for the most part, with the flotation and for the most part, you should be good.
So, waves like pipeline.
And how close is the reef on pipe?
Dude, it can be like a foot.
I mean, that's crazy.
Yeah, it can be like, because pipe is like this, it's like a super flat shallow reef in the
takeoff area.
And then the reason it tapers off is because it gets a little deeper or turn.
into sand, it kind of depends on like the time of the year.
But right at the takeoff and usually going back door when people go right, I feel like a lot of
people get hurt because if you get taken over right at the top and slammed under that lip,
that's when it can be like three feet deep, a foot deep.
Like it can be super gnarly.
Like I've hit the reef at backdoor a few times.
Really?
Just like your shoulder?
Shoulder, side slam.
And just on smaller ways and whatever.
And then, like, a few times I've gone out, and this one time in particular I went out and, like, I was just feeling it, you know?
So, like, I just swung on, like, a way that no one wanted.
And, like, that's usually a bad sign.
No one wants it.
And I took it.
And it was, like, a big backdoor barrel.
And, like, I'm regular foot.
So I like backdoor and I like rights.
So I was just, like, feeling it.
And it just bottomed out.
And, like, it sucked me.
up and like as I went up I like saw the reef and I was like now I see I know I wanted this one
but it like tossed me a couple times around like in the barrel before I hit and I hit and I just
didn't hit the reef or anything I just hit the water and got lucky and I kind of popped up and I was
like thank you God like thanks for the wake-up call yeah that's a little now I know what I need to be
doing out here and it's not taking the first wave of the set like that so like it's a lot of
spiritual signs and I feel like just trying to like read the situation in front of you.
What are some of the superstitions that you abide by when it comes to surf?
Is there ever like, oh, I don't wear this color or I don't put on this thing?
Or if I see this, I got to go.
I think for me it's mostly just all feeling.
Like there's not certain rituals that I do really, but like sometimes it just feels sharky and you're out of there.
Are there general rituals that like people abide by?
Like there's like a thing with like fishing like no banana.
on the boat. Oh yeah. You've heard this?
Yeah, I've had to throw some bananas off too.
Sounds like a classic fishing thing. Is there anything like that with surfing where it's like
no X when you're doing Y?
Dude, I might be tripping, but I can't think of anything like that.
Like always wax your board.
Always waxed your board.
But like, yeah, I mean, I think it's just more stuff that like maybe
people don't talk about really.
Or it's like every break is unique.
but it's like, yeah, don't take the first wave of the set at certain breaks, like, or don't.
Yeah.
But that's more like a practical thing.
Yeah.
Like there's something associated with that still.
But as far as like that kind of thing, like superstitions, I can't really think of anything.
And I don't really practice anything.
I just always am just feeling it out.
Yeah.
And sometimes like a session could be like super dangerous, but I'm just like in a good mode.
My head's working and like it's good.
Like I'm charging.
Yeah.
I'm ready for the danger.
Yeah.
And I feel good.
and then like other times, like, it's not even that sketchy
and I'm just like, this ain't for me.
Mm-hmm.
And like, I think you have to just believe and follow that.
Yeah.
And I think that's the,
definitely the best, like, way to go about it.
Because, yeah, if you're turned on all the time trying to charge
and trying to prove something, that's, I feel like we're going to hit a wall.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah. At a New Smyrna, which is like the beach I was always at,
just even just like hanging out, just like in high school,
we just got like drink on the beach or, you know,
just parties and shit at New Smyrna.
but that was the shark bike capital of the world oh yeah the sharks everywhere everywhere like
it was like the number one spot there are sharks absolutely everywhere and but it's like
spinner sharks it was like little little spinner guys yeah and so these are like little sharks that
are probably like I don't know two three feet they like jump out of the water and they actually
do this cool thing where like they'll sit at the bottom see little fish and then jump up grab the
fish and jump out of the water and then land and that's why they call spinner sharks like they're
like they're spinning out of the water but they're super cool but they're like
little and they're just like nibbling on people all day.
They like knit people, right?
So like I have so many friends that have shark bites.
It's like no one really loses any limbs or nothing or like even a toe, but it'll just be like, oh yeah, on my calf, there's this little scar.
It's like that big of just like a little shark bite.
So in the times you've been surfing, have you seen sharks like that?
Like what is the vibe and the sense when it comes to sharks or sea creatures?
All right.
The only time I've ever seen a shark eye is that seaside reef in California.
and it's in San Diego
and it was like
it was like a
there's a certain word for it is a baby
great white juvenile great white
and the fin was up
and I literally I don't know what is wrong with me
but I was like dude there's a shark
I like rolled my GoPro and just started paddling towards it
and I was like
this is sick there's a shark
so then I got like five or six feet away from it
I was like, yo, what am I doing?
What's wrong with me?
And I just took a wave in.
Like I got like a shivered down my spine and like freaked out, like went in.
How big was it?
It was like seven feet.
What?
Seven feet long.
But like someone told me after that if you can see the fin above the water like that,
they're not hunting.
So like I was safe and I was like,
could have got a shot.
So you were just chilling with a great wife for a little?
I was super stoked when I saw it.
And then I like quickly earlier.
that I'm insane.
Like, what was I thinking?
Did you get any footage of it?
I got, like, kind of some footage,
but my freaking camera was in Superview
because I was filming surfing
and you want it wide.
So, like, you can see the fin,
but it's so, you know how it is
with those cameras, dude?
It wasn't what I was looking for.
Oh, that's crazy.
But then it's one of those things
where, like, if I dipped it underwater,
I definitely would have gotten a shot,
but I wasn't thinking.
I was thinking I was too far away to dip it.
Yeah.
But it was cool.
I got a little bit of footage of it.
That's sketch.
It's pretty cool.
And then I've been in the water a few times when people thought they saw sharks and stuff.
But it's more of a general vibe for me.
Like, if I feel like there's a shark, I'll get out.
If someone says they saw one and I still don't feel like I don't feel the vibe, I'll stay in.
Oh, crazy.
I don't know.
What about dolphins?
You ever see dolphins?
A lot of dolphins.
Really?
Yeah.
They're kind of sick, right?
Like, you ever surf with them?
Yeah.
Dude, like on the wave.
Yeah.
It's rad.
happens. It's like magical.
It's like we were surfing
Hurricane Larry like three years ago.
We were surfing this outer shoal.
Like in New Jersey and in between some of the
inlets there's a sandbar that's like a mile out.
And dude,
we were doing the step-boss with the jet ski
because it's like far out.
And I just got a couple ways where I was riding.
And out on the shoals like the waves will pitch
but they won't like break for a while.
They'll just like pitch
like the lip like you can see the lip
but it's not breaking but you can like ride them and carve
and it was sick because we were riding the rights
and the dolphins would just be in the wave diving in front of us
and it was just like magical experience dude
and you're just like dude I'm in the right spot
right now because like this is
that's a good sign universal yeah like universal energy
or whatever like they're riding the wave
we're sharing that energy yeah
I don't know how to like it was good for the dolphins
is good for me yeah I mean like they live here
yeah if it's like those are the locals
Those are the heavy locals.
Like so local.
You know what I mean?
And then I got a friend
who's afraid of dolphins, dude.
No.
How?
His name's Palm Beach Perry.
I don't know.
When we go on the jet ski,
he's like,
I'm not going near those dolphins,
dude.
I'm just like,
dude.
Well,
you know,
did these dolphins be,
you know,
they be,
you know,
have you heard about this?
No.
You never heard about this, dude?
No.
The dolphins can, like,
get after it.
Like, they're like,
sexually deviant.
Really?
Yeah, dude.
I've like heard stories about it.
This isn't from South Park?
Also from Southwere, that's where I learned a lot of the science from
But no dolphins will get up there and they'll start fucking wiggling on you
Really?
They're little creeps
That would
Okay, wait
I don't want to generalize all dolphins
Dude something
Was it a dolphin?
There's probably some dolphin
Shill ones
Something like lobbed up on my board once
I don't think it was a dolphin
I can't remember
What was it like a
Maybe like a Puerto Rican guys
What you're talking about?
I do you not know what it was
Dude because like you know you ever have like a distant memory that you're like
Oh dude that happened
but like I care.
Oh yeah,
it's kind of foggy.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You might need to recess.
Some type of animal.
You might need to do some ketamine therapy.
Find it.
You can get that.
You love ketamine therapy, huh?
Die.
Oh, yeah.
The fur?
Do they know about that?
Yeah.
Actually, I don't know.
I haven't really talked about that.
Should like insert like a...
Yeah.
There's got to be a way to use it,
but for now it's just like,
if I ever get kicked out,
I'm just going to sleep in the tree house.
Did you build that?
Yeah.
Why?
Just for vibes.
For vibes?
Yeah.
Couldn't think anything else?
No.
Sometimes you just need a treehouse, dude.
It's true.
What else you're going to do with that?
This set is like a little bit of, I don't know,
maybe you didn't get to have this when you were a kid or something?
Like I had a big-ass tree house when I was a kid.
Why are you psychoanalyzed?
You're like, oh yeah, maybe you got molested or what do you think?
Bringing up dolphins, dude.
Maybe just want to be a kid forever?
Yeah, basically.
That's what surfing is.
Yeah, damn near.
No, I just, honestly, the set is just like,
what is the best way for human beings to communicate?
Yeah. And it's like being out in the woods. Camping. Camping, dude. Genuinely. Like,
it's the best way. I've felt good the whole time I was here, dude.
Yeah. That's what I'm saying, dude. Have you gone, like, surfing, camping? Like, where you just camp out?
No, but like... Wake up and then go. I always, like, dreamed about that. But that's what I was doing the van life thing for.
Like, I would just park and be like, all right, we're waking up. And the only thing I have to worry about is, like, surfing a state tomorrow. And, like, I'd wait.
up in the van and be like dude going to serve Arkansas that's a nice little lifestyle
huh it's cool it's fun what was it like why could you not do that forever I probably
could but the only thing that would be holding me back is like how could I
could I continue to keep people interested in the 50 states mm-hmm you know for
views yeah it's like at the end of the day I gotta get views yeah to continue my
career. So we got to keep pushing it. We got to keep finding the frontier. So I got to keep chaining it up.
Yeah. Yeah. It was cool for a while though. I think it was the everything happened in the
perfect time because like I feel like if I was doing that now like people now expect me to surf like
better waves. They expect me to go on crazier adventures. But then it was perfect. Yeah.
It's it's been like a slow growing process, you know. And all the times you've been traveling,
not even including like not even looking at the surfing component.
what's the most dangerous thing that's happened to you on your travels have you ever been robbed has
anyone ever been like oh you're sleeping in your van like are you on drugs been arrested i got woke up
by the police one time banging on the thing and dude that was the scariest thing ever it's sketchy right
and then another time i was with my wife and i was like let's just sleep in the van let's just sleep in the van
and she's like no she forced me to get a hotel room this is in massachusetts because it was
going to be like freezing right so she made me get a hotel room woke up the next morning
van window was smashed.
They stole $3 in cash
like out of my little thing.
You could barely see it. I don't even know how
they saw the money sitting there.
$3? $3.
And I was like, good thing we didn't sleep in the van.
Like robbers must feel so dumb.
Sometimes.
So it's so good. I see cash.
Then they're like three bucks.
What can you get with three bucks?
McDonald's?
Barely.
They want crack though.
Yeah.
Right.
But what's crack going for?
Like what's the market rate on crap?
Probably more than $3.
That's what I'm saying.
In this economy?
How many cars you got to break
just to get like $30?
10 cars just to get $30.
And that was the only broken window in the whole row.
So they obviously saw like the three bucks
and they're like...
I wonder if they saw your van and they're like,
there's probably crack in here.
Like they were really looking for crack
and they're like, damn, it's just money.
So a picture if I made my wife sleep in there
we got the windows smashed, dude,
that would be so heavy.
You'd wake up just glass hitting it?
You're like, what the fuck?
And then the guy would be like,
yo, where's the money?
Take the $3.
Yeah, you have to give it to him.
And then you have to try to go back to sleep
after your windows got crushed in.
Oh, dude.
Yeah, that would suck.
But never anything dangerous.
We were just like traveling around,
people fuck with you.
Nah, not really, dude.
Honestly.
That's cool, actually.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I feel like
I'm just like out there.
Maybe I'm just like in my own world or something.
Do you believe in God?
Yeah.
Like, is it a religious God or is it like a...
No.
It's just like higher being.
Okay, so like I just, I went from like, I went from like Christianity.
Yeah.
I grew up Protestant, United Methodist.
Mom forced me to go to church.
And then like when I got old enough where I could say no, I like, I like, like, God was out, dude.
Didn't believe in it at all.
And then when I got...
So I quit drinking.
I got completely sober from everything, but drinking was my issue.
You were drinking a lot?
I drank every day in my life.
Oh, really?
Every day.
From when to when?
Probably from 18 or not.
I probably started drinking.
I was introduced to alcohol at like 13.
Started partying heavy at 15.
Probably from like 18 or 19 to like 25.
I probably, it just was a slow, slippery slope.
So by the time I was 25, 26, I drank every day.
I'd buy a 30 pack of bush light every day in my life, dude.
Bush lights, dude.
Natty light, bushline.
Boozing off light beers.
Back in the day, dude, back in my day, dude, that shit was like $15 a 30 pack.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So you were just a, you were an economic drinker.
You were like, what can I get for 30 bucks?
You're breaking windows trying to find $3.
Just like, yeah, let me get a bush.
Never got that bit.
But I do remember there was a point
when I had $60 in my bank account
and I remember
my dad was like ripping on me
he's like what are you gonna do?
And I was like
I can go to Maynard's three nights
with 60 bucks dude
I'm good. Wow.
Like I can go to the bar for three nights
bro. And you literally saw
like the amount of nights you could go out
and get fucked up. Yeah. Are you blacking out
most of these times?
Man I never really was like a big
I never blacked out that much
because I drank a lot of beer
I would be like two shots at the bar guy
but a lot of brownouts
Yeah you know like where you're kind of foggy
Oh that thing happened
Yeah
And then like
Just like for me it was it was
I don't know
I'm like pretty spiritual
And for me it just crushed my spirit
Crush my soul
Crush my ambitions
And it wasn't necessarily
I don't think the physical dependency
Like a lot of people say
like if they're an alcoholic, like,
they're physically dependent on the alcohol.
I don't know if it was that.
Because, like, I definitely had withdrawals.
I'd go through depression and stuff if I didn't drink,
but it was more so the lifestyle, I think, I was addicted to, like that.
Just, like, being around people like that, like.
And I don't know.
There's something about, like, I was talking about it a little bit earlier,
but, like, when I had to not surf and I had to,
to be like a normal person,
I really hated myself
and like I kind of hated like
the fact that I couldn't do
what I wanted to do with my life.
But that was a block that I put on my own brain,
I feel like.
I was like, well, if I can't be a pro server,
fuck it.
You know what I mean?
What was the point of anything?
Yeah.
So I was kind of just going through
the motions of college and life
and I loved video production,
but I didn't find a way to do it passionately for myself.
I was always working for someone else,
and I think it, I don't know,
it was just like a lot of,
I hated myself at that point in my life.
But in those days, I really got away from God
and spirituality and everything.
So when I decided to get sober,
which was Christmas morning, 2015,
I sobriety was a crazy wake-up call for me spiritually emotionally like for someone like me who
numbed themselves for years getting sober like did I would just like cry I'd be like fuck do like
I would just be like how beautiful is life like I forgot that this existed and that's how I started
my vlog I started surfing every day because I missed it so much and I because of drinking and my
life and everything I was away from it.
So I started surfing and vlogging and the vlog was kind of, what do you call that?
It was like therapy for me.
It cathartic.
Yeah, it was like, and it kept me, I guess it kept me honest, the vlog.
Because I vlogged every day when I first started.
And I'd be like, all right, I'm not drinking today because I'm going to vlog.
And how many views you were getting at this point?
Negative five.
Like it started real slow, 50, 60 views.
That's awesome.
And then 300, 400,
by the end of the first year,
I was getting like a thousand views of vlog.
And you were stuck on that?
Super stoked.
Did I remember the first time I made $1,000 in one month?
I was like,
this is it.
That's when I quit editing.
Oh, really?
A thousand bucks a month.
That's pretty sick.
That's sick.
Yeah, this will do.
Looking back, I feel like I'm nuts.
But like the Ben today,
looking at that Ben,
I'm like, you're a dreamer, buddy.
Yeah.
You know.
You needed that, though.
Good for you, though.
You needed that.
But being there, that was everything to me.
Yeah.
And the sober high, it was like two years, I feel like.
And then I remember when, I feel like reality hit me at a certain point.
And my wife, who is also in, she's in the program, she's been clean for like 10 years.
She told me like, that's called the pink.
I think she called it like the pink.
cloud or the pink balloon popping or something like when reality sets in after you're sober it took
like a year and a half or two years or whatever um but like like i was saying like i'd just be like
i was so emotional and like i connected back with spirituality and i just believed in the universe
and i saw the oneness of everything and i just believed in like i felt like everyone could win
and like it is looking back it's it was a magical time because now i'm a little bit
bit more like, I guess, beaten down by society and normalcy and everything. And I'm a little more
cynical. Yeah. But back then, I thought everyone could win. It was beautiful. The world was magic.
Like, we could all do this. And it was a great time in my life, dude. And the vlog would never have been
if I didn't have that mindset. I couldn't have done the 50 states. I couldn't have done everything I've done.
Because you got a second chance kind of. Like you feel like you were like reborn. Well, yeah. And
surfing, I accidentally became a pro surfer.
Well, I semi-pro surfer, but I accidentally became able to surf for a living.
Right.
From that whole sober experience and everything.
Because once my videos got popular, then I got sponsors again and stuff.
And then like, it's kind of all just been like a fun experiment.
Because when you started making the vlog, you never thought like, oh, I'll do this and then I'll get views and then I'll make the money and then I'll convert to.
No.
It was literally just to keep yourself on.
I was like, dude, if I do this, I'll stay sober.
That's it.
Wow.
So it was a very honest, like, very pure thing.
Because, like, now I'm like, okay, well, I got to, now it's more business, you know?
Yeah, of course.
But back then it was like, yeah, it was pure.
It was like, all I have to do is make it to tomorrow.
Yeah.
You know, and that's why the 50 states is beautiful.
It was like a checklist for me.
And then, like, by the end of the 50 states, like, I had, like,
sponsors and it's fucking crazy dude and how early in that process you do the 50 states um
i started the 50 states in 2017 okay so like a year after you got a year and some change yeah
but then i already had like i think i had like 14 states done by accident because i was like
driving around and like trying to surf and stuff and uh yeah i forget where this whole story started
but no this is like this is the kind of stuff that i'm really interested in like that that
journey of like, okay, I'm like alcohol is ruining me, getting disconnected from spirituality.
Oh yeah, that's what we're talking about.
This vlog connects you back to who you are, to yourself, keeps you honest.
Yeah.
And then that honesty, I think, ultimately probably merges you with like your spirit.
Yeah.
And then, yeah, then I was all into like universal energy and stuff.
And then I don't know.
I've just, I've just slowly as I've gotten older been like, I think I've seen evil kind of show
itself in weird ways in my life
and like temptation and stuff and I'm
like I feel like there is
like
you know it's not the Jesus with a beard
but there's a force there's a negative
force and a positive force there's like a
god and like a devil I think
yeah I don't know
I choose to just like
live like
positively
and try to do good things and like
I think everyone knows what's good and bad
right so like
you know
for the most part
but like I
know what's good and bad
and I know what hurts people
and doesn't
and I just try to stay
on the path of righteousness
just like the good side of things
and when I pray
I talk to God
I'm like hey God
like we've got to chat about this
not getting enough views dude
yeah
I don't know if you know the people at Google
but maybe you could talk to them
Jesus, please put me back in the algorithm.
Do I need to make shorts?
What do I need to do?
I really hate short-form content.
I feel like it's the devil.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, I just want to surf and show people what it's like.
That's so funny.
But, yeah, I feel like I just got driven back to that.
And are you completely sober?
Do you, like, smoke weed, mushrooms?
Nothing.
Really?
Coffee.
Caffeine.
Did you ever do, like, psychedelic drugs, like, early on?
No, but.
But I feel like weed affects everyone differently.
And I've had full-blown hallucinations from weed.
I never liked weed.
Every time I smoked it, I'd hallucinate and hear voices and bug out and see colors and shit.
Yeah.
And I'd always ask my friends and they're like, dude, what are you talking about?
And I'm like, dude, I think it affects me differently than, like, because weed can be like a psychedelic.
Yeah, yeah.
From the research I've done.
I feel that way.
And so I quit smoking weed probably a year before I quit drinking.
Because I was just like, you know what, it's been too many, I don't like it.
That's how I feel.
I'm like 50-50.
I've like smoked weed probably like, let's say 20 times.
Ten of the times have been so fun.
It's like me and my friends just laughing, like watching a movie, like the best movie ever.
Then the other 10 times are like pretty heavy, like weird, paranoid, like kind of seeing shit, like having these thoughts that are like scare me where I'm like, dude.
Yeah, okay.
Dude.
So maybe you're a little bit similar.
Type shit.
I'm like, literally one time I smoked with my buddy over here and then I would just like,
immediately, it was like, hey, dude, I got to go home.
Just like immediately.
Like the thing that happened.
I know the feeling.
Bro, like, I even told him, I was like, I don't really do well with weed, so I'm
going to do a really small amount.
He was like, all right, cool.
So I did this, like, I couldn't even explain to you how small it was.
Immediately, I'm like, well, I'm going to go home.
And he was like, you go?
I was like, no.
And so I immediately text my wife, like, as like I feel like kind of coming on.
like oh I'm about to be too high when it sets in it's gnarly I text her I'm just like hey just so you know I smoked my buddy I just need you to kind of just bring me down okay and she was like all right let's go and so I'm climbing the steps to my place it's like a three story walk up up up I'm going I finally hit the top step at this point I'm just too high I'm just like so anxious I'm thinking about the planets I'm like our planets even real like how are they even up there like just losing it and then I was like human beings like we're just apes I guess like we're like primates that just walk around like
with language. And I saw my wife and I was like, you're not even a person, you're just another
primate. We're all primates, dude. And I'm just, and that was freaked me out because I was like,
is everything alive? Is God real? Like if we're primates, like, is there a guy? And I was,
dude, not having a good time. And then my wife was like laying there like petting my hair and I was
like, this is exactly what a primate would do. This is exactly what like a chimpanzee would do right now.
Like, we're definitely chimps. And I was like, fuck. And I was like writing it down in my notes.
just being like, let's see if this makes sense tomorrow.
And I fell asleep, woke up,
felt like super kind of foggy the next day,
but came back.
And I was like, yeah, I'm good.
And that was the last time I ever smoked.
That was like a year ago.
Yeah.
I'm good.
I don't need all this, dude.
Think about primates and shit.
It's too much, dude.
Too much reality.
Maybe not enough.
I don't know if it's too much or not enough.
All I know is that the weed that were smoking,
God had nothing to do with them.
This is not real weed.
That's true.
This is science weed, dude.
There's something else going on.
There's too much science.
In the wheat, right?
It's crazy.
But that's interesting,
you had all these, like,
realizations of oneness
and, like,
universal sort of, like,
global unity
without, like,
any psychedelic drugs.
I hear that,
and people have,
like,
mushroom experiences.
Yeah,
I think,
I think I,
I suppressed my understanding
for so long.
Because I literally,
like, dude,
I would not,
like,
I would drink a lot.
Yeah.
And it's, like,
72 hours.
before alcohol is completely out of your system.
And I think I
had it suppressed for so long.
And yeah, dude, I got everything I wanted
that I was chasing
by drinking from getting sober.
What do you mean about it?
Like all those, the feelings I wanted
from drinking and being around
people and partying.
Confidence, acceptance,
feeling like you're a part of the thing that's happening
and that you're actually cool and that people like you.
Well, I just dropped all that
as soon as like a couple months into being
sober I was like I want to be lame
fucking this rules
let me get a wife and a house
and like a dog and like let me just surf as much as I can
dude there's there's there's beauty to
like living a normal life yeah
like it's fucking awesome I don't like
I've been able to experience some
awesome stuff from like what I do for a living
but like I don't want anything to do with like
being like a rock star lifestyle at
all. Zero percent.
Yeah, it's an interesting thing. I was actually talking to a friend of mine.
He was like, you know, like, how do I make my kids like great?
You know what I mean? Like, if I'm, you know, if like they're too coddled, like, they won't be
great. But if like, you know, they're like they need a little bit of like, you know, toughness
and like bad things to happen to make them resilient. Like, how do you balance that, yada yada?
And I was thinking about it. I was like, if your kid like grows up to like live a regular
life and like three kids that love them and like a job, he really loves.
likes.
Fucking won.
He's like,
he's great.
Yeah.
You know what I mean?
He did something truly great.
Like,
that is like,
that's borderline harder to do
than like being,
I don't know,
like disordinately successful
in a career,
I guess,
which sounds inverse.
Like,
you would think,
like,
no,
living regular life is easier than,
and by regular life,
I mean,
like,
happy.
Yeah.
Like,
there's this guy,
I forget his name,
Neval,
something.
He's on Twitter at Naval.
He's like,
a tech startup guy that's just like a genius genuinely he has like all these like Twitter storms
where he just like tweets life advice very wealthy like very smart worked in all these companies like
in the startup space like but just really really well thought out and is one of these guys
that like in Silicon Valley like tech world that actually has his head on straight and like has
like really cool life advice and he said these three things he's like look the way i see the world
everything else is kind of irrelevant if you don't have these three things
And he was like, he described them this way.
And I think the way he described it was actually important.
He's like a calm mind, calm specifically.
I thought it was like such a great way to put it.
A calm mind, fit body, a house full of love.
And I was like, I've heard versions of that before.
Yeah.
But that, the way he described that was like so precise that I was like, that's really all you need, dude.
Everything else is kind of super fit.
Like it's like the other things around that are great.
but calm mind
like just being at peace
how hard is that
alone you know what I mean fit body
like with everything
fit body you can't even control
like if you get sick
like that's not on you
yeah and then a house full of love
like kids and a wife
that like really love you
like that's
if you get those three things
that's so hard
yeah
yeah so true
well like in this day and age too
like not only like just
I mean your area specifically
New York but like
where I'm
live to the Jersey Shore, it's like we see
like wealth, right? And then
not only that, we see Instagram where
like people are just flexing. Yeah.
And then like,
I'm just grateful that like none of that affects
me. But like I have friends that
just like they just don't stop.
And like their mental
health is affected by what they see around
them and the thought that they'll never get it.
And I'm like, dude, you got to stop.
Most of it's fake. And just you got
to not give a fuck about that. You got to give a fuck
about what's right in front of you. What you
have and be grateful for, because you might have things that people that you are jealous of don't have.
Yeah.
It's tricky to have that perspective if you haven't been around it.
You know what I mean?
Like growing up, I grew up in like a pretty like well off little community.
I went to like a private school.
Like the college I went to was like very wealthy.
Like it was like kids of like tech CEOs type shit.
Yeah.
Like some of these kids that I knew, I wasn't really tight with them.
But like some of the kids that I was in class with were like taking private jets on the weekend type of shit.
And it was through that.
experience of seeing extreme wealth and how like still kind of miserable they were.
Yeah.
That I was like, oh, God.
I understand the depth of the game here.
Yeah.
Like I was an RA for a couple of years when I was in college.
So I could live on campus.
Yeah, yeah.
And so I would like do like low-key counseling sessions with some of the kids.
Yeah, I'm sure.
And so I'm having like heart-to-heart conversations with a kid whose dad is like running
some major company that you would know of.
Yeah.
the kid is every all access to everything and it's just like fucking measurable damn money means nothing
ambition means nothing i have everything i want everything i thought i wanted but his mind is not
calm he's smoking all the time and like drinking the fuck ton to feel something his body's not fit
and he doesn't have a girlfriend he doesn't want to get married and i don't know like if you can
have a house full of love without that so it's like damn those three things that seem like the easiest
things, the cheapest things, even with all the money in the world, it actually makes it harder
to get.
Yeah.
Dude, it's just like, I mean, we adopted a rescue dog last year, Dennis.
And it did I truly believe it's the greatest thing I've ever done?
Like, he was eight years old, surrendered to the ACCCT in Philadelphia, the kill shelter.
He was rescued from that shelter by another shelter, and then we adopted him.
We brought him home for Thanksgiving.
We were only supposed to have him for four days, and I adopted him the same.
second day. No. And um, dude, it's like the house full of love thing just like
clicking with me right now because like he's the reason like I've, you know, I'm in love with
my wife. Love of my life. I'm married her for a reason, but like bringing that dog into my
life, dude, changed everything. It really does. He made us a family, dude. Like it's crazy.
But, uh, yeah, it is. But what I was going to say to your point is like small practices every day that
like people would either see as meaningless
or never even think about, but like just
getting up, taking Dennis out,
taking them for a walk, doing these small
things at home are like these
tiny little practices that create
that environment,
I believe, for like a happy life.
Yeah. And it's so weird because you just skip right
over all that stuff in your mind. You never think about it.
Yeah. That's the beauty of stuff like that
and responsibility and taking out responsibility.
Yeah, for sure. I don't have any kids myself yet,
but like all my siblings have kids. I have like
14, little nieces and nephews.
And I think about them so much because anytime I go home and I do stuff, I always try to bring a kid with me
So like yeah gotta go to the store all right, who's coming with me? Like and I enjoy the practice
One because they're not my kids so I can just like you feel around with them
Yeah, there's no responsibility like we just like talk shit
But kids anytime you do something with kids they slow you down
Yeah, which is annoying yeah, but it's also the point absolutely you know what I mean like
You go do an errand with kids like it takes twice and much time just like put them in a
cars you have to get them out like they're asking questions like they're you have to get the stroll you
got to put them in it like they're grabbing stuff like it slows down everything and the maybe that's
the reason that they're there for you just to slow shit down you know what I mean like Dennis is
stuff that you have to deal with yeah well even like when we were in florida this past week like
we rolled up to the beach this one time and like I didn't expect there to be waves but I just had Dennis and
Jordan with me. And like there was like this perfect little wave peeling down the line and I was like,
well, I can't surf because I got Dennis. I can't leave him in the car. It's too hot. And then I'm like,
but who gives a fuck? The point of all this is for me to be on this beautiful beach right here with
Jordan and my dog. It's just as perfect because the 2017 band would have ran to the car, got the
board, went out, got a couple GoPro shots. Fuck everybody. I don't care what you guys need. I'm doing what I need.
And it's like, and then like I was thinking.
Like even if I went out there and caught a couple ways, like, yeah, would I even be as fulfilled as I am now?
And I was like, no.
And it's kind of crazy.
Like, but like you're saying, responsibility really is that thing that makes you like, I guess whole would be the word.
Yeah.
It's crazy, man.
But I think it scares a lot of people because they're like, for sure.
Once I have responsibility, then my life is going to be way different because I can't do what I want.
Yeah.
But sometimes the things you want is to be in charge of something and be responsible for
something yeah I don't know man I think like the perspective you have on this stuff is
really really cool thanks bro I think it's like a major contributing factors to like all the
success you've had like it's for me at least it really comes through in the vlogs
thanks dude like there's a purity to it like it's not overdone it's not I don't
feel like you're like trying to sell me on something you know what I mean thanks
it feels honest I appreciate it yeah gotta give a lot of credit to my wife did
because I'll be like hey kind of looks like there's gonna be some pretty good ways in
France. And she's like, cool, have fun. You know, I'll watch the dog. It's fucking amazing,
dude. Yeah, what is your general, like, advice for people that want to try to turn a hobby into a
career? Fuck what everybody else thinks. Because the only way that you're ever going to make anything
happen is by going, there's 100% and there's trying. And then there's wanting it more.
more than anything else.
Because, like we talked about before,
mine was half, like, almost a mistake.
But I wanted, what I cared about was my clarity and all that.
And it just so happened that vlogs was part of that.
But as this had become a business for me,
and the novelty thing in the 50 states
and all these things that I've accomplished,
I wanted them.
I put in 100% to get 10% back
and you can't be scared of that.
You have to be ready to put in everything
that you have and fail.
And the thing about life is that
everything that you do happens one step at a time.
You're not going to go from starting your YouTube channel
to having a million subscribers.
You're going to earn those subscribers one at a time,
one foot in front of the other,
and by putting yourself out there truly
and trying.
Like, you can't second guess what you believe in.
If you believe in it, you can make it happen.
And you can't be thinking, oh, what if this guy doesn't think I'm cool?
What if I get there and the waves aren't good?
What if, you know, you just have to be like, I'm going to try as hard as I can and see what happens.
And that's everything that I've accomplished, literally just.
just being like, I'm going to try as hard as I can.
I don't care what anybody thinks.
Bad stuff's going to happen to me, but what are you going to do?
Yeah.
I'm going to try as hard as I possibly can.
I like that point of like, yo, I'm going to give everything.
And even if I get nothing back, it's still worth it.
Yeah.
Will you learn?
Yeah.
And if there's something that you're considering, like, okay, I'm going to dedicate a lot of time
and energy to this.
And if I get nothing back, like, that would be heartbreaking and, like, crushing for me,
and I'd probably quit.
It's like, I don't know if that's the thing.
thing you should dedicate to.
Yeah, well, I have a couple friends who asked me for advice
when they started their YouTube channels and this and that.
And they're like, if it's not working after six months, you know,
and I'm just like, what do you mean working?
I didn't have, like, this wasn't a choice for me.
This wasn't working or not working.
Yeah.
It was.
Yeah.
There was no, oh, I'm going to bail.
It was just like, this is it.
So, yeah.
Yeah, there's no other way that it could go.
I'm just going to do this until the wheels fall until the end of time.
Like until I can't do them anymore physically, I'm just going to keep on making them.
Exactly.
And if a million people are watching or 100 people are watching, like, I'm still making them.
And I think expectations can hurt you too.
Because like there's this thing like if you're living in the past, you're depressed, if you're living in the future, you have anxiety or something like that.
That's funny.
I like that.
You know what I mean?
I like that.
Like expectations are just putting anxiety.
on what you're doing.
Like, for me, it's just like, I'm here right now.
I'm going to try as hard as I can.
And I feel like I just maybe just have a super blue-collar mindset towards everything
because of how I was raised.
And I got to give a lot of credit to my dad for just...
I meant to bring him up multiple times through the...
When we were talking, but just he's...
He did landscaping and he built driveways and he's done like...
development and a bunch of just like construction type stuff and he's just instilled like so much like
never give up spirit like just every day just one foot in front of the other just not entitled to
anything no he's the man dude yeah guy still works really he's the man oh that's so cool yeah
have you ever bought him anything have really like got him a gift or like i won't take it really
he's that kind of got yeah oh that's so like a trip or something like hey dad we're gonna go on
i tried to take him to Costa rica did he
He's just like, he might let me one day.
That's sick.
Because I want to take him with like a really long wave, you know, where he can just cruise.
Because he likes surfing.
Yeah, he loves surfing.
He never gets to do it.
But, yeah, he instilled so much just like blue collar fucking.
And is he happy that you get to do this and not have to work construction?
He can't even believe it.
He blows his mind, right?
He's mind blood.
He doesn't even understand half of it.
And then like.
But he's like, you surf.
And if you just film.
it, then you get to keep on surfing.
Well, he watches YouTube now.
Like, he watches everyone's videos and stuff.
Oh, that's sick.
And, like, he's, like, it's funny, though,
because he, like, analyzes it and stuff.
Like, he's still got the old school mindset.
You know, he analyzes it so differently.
What do you mean?
And, like, sometimes he takes stuff, like, way heavier than he shows.
You know what I mean?
He's like, are people mad at you?
You know?
Oh, yeah, like, he'll read comments.
And he'll be, like, this video sucks.
And he's like, yo, do you know Penguin Guy?
Yeah.
Penguin Guy 46 is, like, talking mad shit.
Yeah, yeah.
But then like, yeah, he, he kind of gets it the, it's funny, man.
But, yeah, dude, it's a different world.
This whole thing is fucking crazy.
Yeah.
It's cool to try to, like, explain to your parents.
Like, yo, it's working.
Like, I'm able to really do this.
Yeah.
And I think more and more, I hope that people can do that where, like, they really can just focus in on, like, what they really care about.
And try to, and be able to turn that into a way to live a life.
Yeah, for sure.
A lifestyle.
Well, like I brought up, people online looking at other stuff and just wanting it or being jealous or whatever.
And like, I think the biggest thing for me has always been like, I guess just working on being comfortable in my own skin.
And like, just like being very happy about what I have or what I've accomplished or like just enjoying the work.
I think because the work's never over.
and I think if you enjoy that ride and that grind and that.
There's a lot of beauty to it, dude.
Yeah.
Like embracing that.
Because if you want to skip to the finish line, like, what's the point?
You know?
I don't know.
No, I do think about that.
Someone even told me that idea.
Like, what is the point of watching a movie?
You know what I mean?
Like, is the point to, like, finish it?
Is the point to, like, know what happens at the end?
Or is the point to watch the movie?
The point of the thing is to experience the thing itself.
And so if you're so focused on getting to the end of the movie,
it's like, well, you're missing the point of what the movie's actually for
is to enjoy the really stressful part
where you think the main character is done.
Yeah.
Or the really, like, cool part where they, you know, win the thing.
Like, the whole point is to experience it.
Yeah, and I guess if you're winning, like, if you're winning every day,
like, you're not going to win every hour or every minute.
Like, there's no shot.
Actually, you might not even win every day.
But if you're winning for yourself or like you're taking every loss and being like,
I can come back from this or like this is a good lesson for me or like maybe that's just straight up sucks.
And I got to move on.
Yeah, yeah.
But like if you're winning along the way every as you go, then like you're winning.
If it all gets stripped away from you, whatever.
Yeah.
The experience was great.
Exactly.
So like.
And trying to look at the experience positively.
Like I always think about this like whenever I work out.
whenever I'm lifting the small weights that I was.
I literally always think, like, man, there's someone out there
that wishes they could experience the pain that I'm feeling.
Like, there's probably a dude that was in the military.
They got his legs fucking blown off.
That's like, man, I wish I could, like, do a squat.
And I'm over here being like, I don't feel like squatting today.
But I think about that guy and I'm like, man, he,
I'm so grateful for my problems.
I'm so grateful for the pain I get to feel.
I'm so grateful for, like, the things I get to endure.
Because there's so many people that wish they could endure those things.
They wish they could even get the chance to feel that pain.
So all of a sudden you start thinking less about the pain and more about how grateful you are.
You even get to do it in the first place.
Calm mind, fit body, house full of love.
I think we figured it out.
Mr. Gravy.
I appreciate you, brother.
This was very fun.
At this point, everyone knows you.
Everyone on the wave knows you.
You're a household name.
Thanks, brother.
But then specific households.
Okay.
but Ben Gravy
vlogs all over
dropping shit all the time
merch line going crazy
people should check it out
thank you so much for being here man
thanks dude I appreciate it
let's do it again I enjoy camp
let's do it again baby
peace
