Classic Audiobook Collection - A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay ~ Full Audiobook [scifi]

Episode Date: November 18, 2022

A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay audiobook. Genre: scifi Masquerading as a Victorian scientific romance and then detonating into something far stranger, A Voyage to Arcturus follows the brooding..., restless Maskull as he is drawn into an otherworldly expedition beyond Earth. Lured by a mysterious summons and guided by the enigmatic Krag, Maskull joins a journey to the distant planet Tormance, orbiting the binary stars Arcturus. There, the very laws of nature seem shaped by thought, desire, and moral force, and Maskull's body begins to change in unsettling ways as new senses awaken. Each region of Tormance becomes a living argument: landscapes and inhabitants embody competing philosophies of love, power, beauty, suffering, and truth. As Maskull encounters a procession of charismatic teachers, seductive ideals, and perilous adversaries, he is pushed to test every assumption he has carried from Earth. What begins as exploration becomes a relentless spiritual trial, forcing him to decide what kind of reality he can accept and what price he is willing to pay for meaning. Hallucinatory, provocative, and fiercely imaginative, Lindsay's cult classic is a quest not for conquest, but for the nature of the self. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:30:24) Chapter 02 (00:42:55) Chapter 03 (00:53:28) Chapter 04 (01:05:55) Chapter 05 (01:21:12) Chapter 06 (01:59:37) Chapter 07 (02:34:45) Chapter 08 (02:56:13) Chapter 09 (03:44:21) Chapter 10 (04:35:01) Chapter 11 (04:56:22) Chapter 12 (05:33:55) Chapter 13 (05:47:51) Chapter 14 (06:23:33) Chapter 15 (07:08:14) Chapter 16 (07:58:41) Chapter 17 (08:46:21) Chapter 18 (09:33:07) Chapter 19 (10:12:47) Chapter 20 (10:52:46) Chapter 21 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 A Voyage to Arc Tourists Chapter 1 The Seance On a March evening, at 8 o'clock, Backhouse, the medium, a fast-rising star in the psychic world, was ushered into the study at Prolans, the Hampstead residence of Montague Fall.
Starting point is 00:00:19 The room was illuminated only by the light of a blazing fire. The host, eyeing him with indolent curiosity, got up and the usual conventional greetings were exchanged. Having indicated, an easy-chair before the fire to his guest, the South American merchant sank back again into his own. The electric light was switched on. Falls' prominent, clear-cut features, metallic-looking skin, and general air of bored impassiveness, did not seem greatly to impress the medium, who was accustomed to regard men from a special angle. Backhouse, on the contrary, was a novelty to the merchant.
Starting point is 00:00:58 As he tranquilly studied him through half-clothes lids and the smoke of a cigar, he wondered how this little, thick-set person with the pointed beard contrived to remain so fresh and sane in appearance in view of the morbid nature of his occupation. "'Do you smoke?' drawled fall by way of starting the conversation. "'No, then will you take a drink?' "'Not at present I thank you.' A pause. "'Everything is satisfactory. The materialization will take place. "'I have no reason to doubt it. "'That's good, for I would not like my guest to be disappointed.
Starting point is 00:01:40 "'I have your check written out in my pocket. "'Afterward will do quite well. "'Nine o'clock was the time specified, I believe. "'I fancy so.' "'The conversation continued to flag. "'Fall sprawled in his chair. and remained apathetic. Would you care to hear what arrangements I have made?
Starting point is 00:02:04 I am unaware that any are necessary, beyond chairs for your guests. I mean the decoration of the seance room, the music, and so forth. Backhouse stared at his host. But this is not a theatrical performance. That's correct. Perhaps I ought to explain. There will be ladies present, and ladies, you know, are aesthetically inclined. In that case, I have no objection. I only hope they will enjoy the performance to the end.
Starting point is 00:02:37 He spoke rather dryly. "'Well, that's all right, then,' said Fall. Flicking his cigar into the fire, he got up and helped himself to whiskey. "'Will you come and see the room?' "'Thank you, no. I prefer to have nothing to do with it till the time arrives.' "'Then let's go to see my sister. Mrs. Jameson, who is in the drawing-room, she sometimes does me the kindness to act as my hostess, as I am unmarried.
Starting point is 00:03:06 I will be delighted, said Backhouse coldly. They found the lady alone, sitting by the open pianoforte in a pensive attitude. She had been playing Scriabin and was overcome. The medium took in her small, tight patrician features and porcelain-like hands, and wondered how fall came by such a sister. She received him bravely, with just a shade of quiet emotion.
Starting point is 00:03:35 He was used to such receptions at the hands of the sex, and knew well how to respond to them. "'What amazes me,' she half whispered, after ten minutes of graceful, hollow conversation, is, if you must know it, not so much the manifestation itself, though that will surely be wonderful, as your assurance that it will take place. Tell me the grounds of your confidence.
Starting point is 00:04:02 I dream with open eyes, he answered, looking around at the door, and others see my dreams. That is all. But that's beautiful, responded Mrs. Jameson. She smiled rather absently, for the first guest had just entered. It was Kent Smith, the ex-magistrate, celebrated for, his shrew judicial humor, which, however, he had the good sense not to attempt to carry into private life. Although well on the wrong side of seventy, his eyes were still disconcertingly bright.
Starting point is 00:04:38 With the selective skill of an old man, he immediately settled himself in the most comfortable of the many comfortable chairs. "'So we are to see wonders to-night?' "'Fresh material for your autobiography,' remarked Fall. "'Ah, you should not have mentioned my unfortunate book. "'An old public servant is merely amusing himself in his retirement, Mr. Backhouse. "'You have no cause for alarm. I have studied in the school of discretion.' "'I am not alarmed. There can be no possible objection to your publishing whatever you please.'
Starting point is 00:05:14 "'You are most kind,' said the old man, with a cunning smile. "'Trent is not coming to-night,' remarked Mrs. Jameson, throwing a curious little glance at her brother. I never thought he would. It's not in his line. Mrs. Trent, you must understand, she went on, addressing the ex-magistrate, has placed us all under a debt of gratitude. She has decorated the old lounge-hall upstairs most beautifully, and has secured the services of the sweetest little orchestra.
Starting point is 00:05:49 But this is Roman magnificence. Backhouse thinks the spirit should be treated with more deference, laughed fall. Surely, Mr. Backhouse, a poetic environment. Pardon me, I am a simple man, and I always prefer to reduce things to elemental simplicity. I raise no opposition, but I express my opinion. Nature is one thing, and art is another. And I am not sure that I don't agree with you, said the ex-magistrate. An occasion like this ought to be simple, to guard against the possibility of deception,
Starting point is 00:06:28 if you will forgive my bluntness, Mr. Backhouse. We shall sit in full light, replied Backhouse, and every opportunity will be given to all to inspect the room. I shall also ask you to submit me to a personal examination. A rather embarrassed silence followed. It was broken by the arrival of two more guests, who entered, together. These were Prior, the prosperous city coffee importer, and Lang, the stock-jobber, well known in his own circle as an amateur pressed a digitator. Backhouse was slightly acquainted with
Starting point is 00:07:05 the latter. Prior, perfuming the room with the faint odor of wine and tobacco smoke, tried to introduce an atmosphere of joviality into the proceedings. Finding that no one seconded his efforts, however, he shortly subsided and fell to examine the watercolors on the walls. Lang, tall, thin, and growing bald, said little, but stared at backhouse a good deal. Coffee, liquors, and cigarettes were now brought in. Everyone partook, except Lang and the medium. At the same moment, Professor Halbert was announced. He was an eminent psychologist, the author and lecturer on crime, insanity, genius, and so forth, considered in their mental aspects. His presence at such a gathering somewhat mystified the
Starting point is 00:07:54 other guests, but all felt as if the object of their meeting had immediately acquired additional solemnity. He was small, meager-looking, and mild in manner, but was probably the most stubborn brain of all that mixed company. Completely ignoring the medium, he had once sat down beside Kent Smith, with whom he began to exchange remarks. At a few minutes of the moment. At a few minutes of the past the appointed hour, Mrs. Trent entered, unannounced. She was a woman of about twenty-eight. She had a white, demure, saint-like face, smooth black hair, and lips so crimson and full that they seemed to be bursting with blood. Her tall, graceful body was almost expensively attired. Kisses were exchanged between her and Mrs. Jameson. She bowed to the rest of the assembly,
Starting point is 00:08:43 and stole half a glance and a smile at fall. The latter gave her a queer look, and Backhouse, who lost nothing, saw the concealed barbarian in the complacent gleam of his eye. She refused the refreshment that was offered her, and Fall proposed that, as everyone had now arrived, they should adjourn to the lounge hall. Mrs. Trent held up a slender palm. "'Did you, or did you not give me carte blanche, Montague?' "'Of course I did,' said Fall, laughing, but what's the man? matter?' "'Perhaps I have been rather presumptuous. I don't know. I have invited a couple of
Starting point is 00:09:25 friends to join us. No, no one knows them, the two most extraordinary individuals you ever saw, and mediums, I am sure.' "'It sounds very mysterious. Who are these conspirators?' "'At least tell us their names, you provoking girl,' put in Mrs. Jameson. One rejoices in the name of Maskell, and the other in that of Night Spore. That's nearly all that I know about them, so don't overwhelm me with any more questions. But where did you pick them up? You must have picked them up somewhere. But this is a cross-examination. Have I sinned against convention? I swear I will tell you not another word about them. They will be here directly, and then I will deliver them
Starting point is 00:10:16 to your tender mercy. "'I don't know them,' said Fall, "'and nobody else seems to, "'but, of course, we will all be very pleased to have them. "'Shall we wait, or what?' "'I said nine, and it's past that now. "'It's quite possible they may not turn up after all. "'Anyway, don't wait.'
Starting point is 00:10:38 "'I would prefer to start at once,' said Backhouse. "'The lounge, a lofty room, forty feet long by twenty wide, had been divided for the occasion into two equal parts by a heavy brocade curtain drawn across the middle. The far end was thus concealed. The nearer half had been converted into an auditorium by a crescent of armchairs. There was no other furniture. A large fire was burning halfway along the wall, between the chairbacks and the door. The room was brilliantly lighted by electric bracket lamps. A sumptuous carpet-sumptuous carpet-sorpearl. covered the floor.
Starting point is 00:11:16 Having settled his guests in their seats, Fall stepped up to the curtain and flung it aside. A replica, or nearly so, of the Drury Lane presentation of the temple scene in the magic flute, was then exposed to view. The gloomy, massive architecture of the interior, the glowing sky above it in the background, and, silhouetted against the ladder,
Starting point is 00:11:40 the gigantic-seated statue of the pharaoh. A fantastically carved wooden couch lay before the pedestal of the statue. Near the curtain, obliquely placed to the auditorium, was a plain oak armchair for the use of the medium. Many of those present felt privately that the setting was quite inappropriate to the occasion, and savored rather unpleasantly of ostentation. Backhouse, in particular, seemed put out. The usual compliments, however, were showered on Mrs. Trent as the divisor of so remarkable a theater.
Starting point is 00:12:16 Fall invited his friends to step forward and examine the apartment as minutely as they might desire. Pryor and Lang were the only ones to accept. The former wandered about among the pasteboard scenery, whistling to himself and occasionally tapping a part of it with his knuckles. Lang, who was in his element, ignored the rest of his party and commenced a patient, systematic search on his own account for secret apparatus. Fall and Mrs. Trent stood in a corner of the temple, talking together in low tones,
Starting point is 00:12:52 while Mrs. Jameson, pretending to hold backhouse in conversation, watch them as only a deeply interested woman knows how to watch. Lang, to his own disgust, having failed to find anything of a suspicious nature, the medium now requested that his own clothing should be searched. All these precautions are quite needless and beside the matter in hand, as you will immediately see for yourselves. My reputation demands, however, that other people who are not present would not be able to say afterward that trickery has been resorted to.
Starting point is 00:13:30 Toulang again felt the ungrateful task of investigating pockets and sleeves. Within a few minutes he expressed himself satisfied that nothing mechanical was in backhouse's possession. The guests receded themselves. Fall ordered two more chairs to be brought for Mrs. Trent's friends, who, however, had not yet arrived. He then pressed an electric bell and took his own seat. The signal was for the hidden orchestra to begin playing. A murmur of surprise passed through the audience as, without previous warning, the beautiful and solemn strains of Mozart's temple music pulsated through the air. The expectation of everyone was raised, while beneath her pallor and composure it could be seen
Starting point is 00:14:17 that Mrs. Trent was deeply moved. It was evident that aesthetically she was by far the most important person present. Fall watched her, with his face sunk on his chest, sprawling as usual. Backhouse stood up, with one hand on the back of his chair, and began speaking. The music instantly sank to Pianissimo and remained so for as long as he was on his legs. Ladies and gentlemen, you are about to witness a materialization. That means you will see something appear in space that was not previously there. At first it will appear as a vaporous form, but finally it will be a solid body,
Starting point is 00:15:01 which anyone present may feel and handle, and, for example, shake hands with. for this body will be in the human shape. It will be a real man or woman, which I can't say, but a man or woman without known antecedents. If, however, you demand from me an explanation of the origin of this materialized form, where it comes from whence the atoms and molecules composing its tissues are derived, I am unable to satisfy you. I am about to produce the phenomenon.
Starting point is 00:15:34 If anyone can explain it to me afterward, I shall be very great for. That is all I have to say. He resumed his seat, half turning his back on the assembly, and paused for a moment before beginning his task. It was precisely at this minute that the man-servant opened the door and announced in a subdued but distant voice, Mr. Maskell, Mr. Knights'paw. Everyone turned round. Fall rose to welcome the late arrivals. Backhouse also stood up and stared hard at them.
Starting point is 00:16:08 The two strangers remained standing by the door, which was closed quietly behind them. They seemed to be waiting for the mild sensation caused by their appearance to subside before advancing into the room. Maskell was a kind of giant, but a broader and more robust physique than most giants. He wore a full beard. His features were thick and heavy, coarsely modeled.
Starting point is 00:16:34 like those of a wooden carving. But his eyes, small and black, sparkled with the fires of intelligence and audacity. His hair was short, black, and bristling. Knights'-Bore was of middle height, but so tough-looking that he appeared to be trained out of all human frailties and susceptibilities.
Starting point is 00:16:55 His hairless face seemed consumed by an intense spiritual hunger. In his eyes were wild and distant. Both men were dressed in tweeds. Before any words were spoken, a loud and terrible crash of falling masonry caused the assembled party to start up from their chairs in consternation. It sounded as if the entire upper part of the building had collapsed. Fall sprang to the door and called to the servant to say what was happening. The man had to be questioned twice before he gathered what was required of him.
Starting point is 00:17:30 He said he had heard nothing. In obedience to his master's order, he went upstairs. Nothing, however, was amiss there. Neither had the maids heard anything. In the meantime, Backhouse, who was almost alone of those assembled, had preserved his sang-fois, went straight up to Nightspor, who stood gnawing his nails. "'Perhaps you can explain it, sir?'
Starting point is 00:17:58 "'It was supernatural.' said Knightsborough, in a harsh, muffled voice, turning away from his questioner. I guessed so. It is a familiar phenomenon, but I have never heard it so loud. He then went among the guests, reassuring them. By degrees they settled down, but it was observable that their former easy and good-humored interest in the proceedings was now changed to strained watchfulness. Maskell and Knights-Bore took the places allotted to them. Mrs. Trent kept stealing uneasy glances at them. Throughout the entire incident, Mozart's hymn continued to be played. The orchestra also had heard nothing. Backhouse now
Starting point is 00:18:44 entered on his task. It was one that began to be familiar to him, and he had no anxiety about the result. It was not possible to affect the materialization by mere concentration of will, or the exercise of any faculty. Otherwise, many people could have done what he had engaged himself to do. His nature was phenomenal. The dividing wall between himself and the spiritual world was broken in many places. Through the gaps in his mind,
Starting point is 00:19:15 the inhabitants of the invisible, when he summoned them, passed for a moment timidly and awfully into the solid, colored universe. He could not say how it was brought about. The experience was a rough one for the body, and many such struggles would lead to insanity and early death. That is why Backhouse was stern and abrupt in his manner. The coarse, clumsy suspicion of some of the witnesses,
Starting point is 00:19:43 the frivolous aestheticism of others, were equally obnoxious to his grim, bursting heart. But he was obliged to live, and to pay his way, must put up with these impertinences. He sat down facing the wooden couch, His eyes remained open, but seemed to look inward. His cheeks paled, and he became noticeably thinner. The spectators almost forgot to breathe.
Starting point is 00:20:10 The more sensitive among them began to feel, or imagine, strange presences all around them. Maskell's eyes glittered with anticipation, and his brows went up and down, but Nightspore appeared bored. After a long ten minutes, the pedestal of the statue was seen to become slightly blur, as though an intervening mist were rising from the ground. This slowly developed into a visible cloud, coiling hither and thither and constantly changing shape. The professor half rose and held his glasses with one hand
Starting point is 00:20:45 further forward on the bridge of his nose. By slow stages the cloud acquired the dimensions and approximate outline of an adult human body, although all was still vague and blurred. It hovered lightly in the air, a foot or so above the couch. Backhouse looked haggard and ghastly. Mrs. Jameson quietly fainted in her chair, but she was unnoticed and presently revived. The apparition now settled down upon the couch, and at the moment of doing so
Starting point is 00:21:19 seemed suddenly to grow dark, solid, and manlike. Many of the guests were as pale as a medium himself, but fall pretty much. preserved his stoical apathy and glanced once or twice at Mrs. Trent. She was staring straight at the couch and was twisting a little lace handkerchief through the different fingers of her hand. The music went on playing. The figure was by this time, unmistakably, that of a man lying down. The face focused itself into distinctness. The body was draped in a sort of shroud, but the features were those of a young man. One smooth hand fell over, nearly touching the floor, white and motionless.
Starting point is 00:22:03 The weaker spirits of the company stared at the vision in sick horror. The rest were grave and perplexed. The seeming man was dead, but somehow it did not appear like a death succeeding life, but like a death preliminary to life. All felt that he might sit up at any minute. Stop that music, muttered Backhouse, tottering from him. his chair and facing the party. Fall touched the bell. A few more bars sounded, and then total silence ensued. "'Anyone who wants to may approach the couch,' said Backhouse with difficulty.
Starting point is 00:22:44 Lang at once advanced, and stared awestruck at the supernatural youth. "'You are at liberty to touch,' said the medium. But Lang did not venture to, nor did any of the others, who one by one, one stole up to the couch until it came to Fall's turn. He looked straight at Mrs. Trent, who seemed frightened and disgusted at the spectacle before her, but then not only touched the apparition, but suddenly grasped the drooping hand in his own and gave it a powerful squeeze. Mrs. Trent gave a low scream. The ghostly visitor opened his eyes, looked at Fall strangely, and sat up on the couch. A cryptic smile started playing. over his mouth. Fall looked at his hand, a feeling of intense pleasure passed through his body.
Starting point is 00:23:36 Maskell caught Mrs. Jameson in his arms. She was attacked by another spell of faintness. Mrs. Trent ran forward and led her out of the room. Neither of them returned. The phantom body now stood upright, looking about him still with his peculiar smile. Pryor suddenly felt sick and went out. The other men more or less hung together for the sake of human society. But Nightspore paced up and down like a man weary and impatient
Starting point is 00:24:07 while Maskell attempted to interrogate the youth. The apparition watched him with a baffling expression, but did not answer. Backhouse was sitting apart, his face buried in his hands. It was at this moment
Starting point is 00:24:22 that the door was burst open violently and a stranger unannounced, half leaped, half strode a few yards into the room, and then stopped. None of Falls friends had ever seen him before. He was a thick, shortish man, with surprising muscular development, and a head far too large in proportion to his body. His beardless yellow face indicated, as a first impression, a mixture of sagacity, brutality, and humor.
Starting point is 00:24:53 "'A-hi, gentlemen!' he called out loudly. His voice was piercing and oddly disagreeable to the ear. "'So we have a little visitor here!' Nightsport turned his back, but everyone else stared at the intruder in astonishment. He took another few steps forward, which brought him to the edge of the theatre. "'May I ask, sir, how I come to have the honour of being your host?' asked Fall sullenly. He thought that the evening was not proceeding as smoothly as he, he had anticipated. The newcomer looked at him for a second and then broke into a great,
Starting point is 00:25:32 roaring guffaw. He thumped fall on the back playfully, but the play was rather rough, for the victim was sent staggering against the wall before he could recover his balance. "'Good evening, my host! And good evening to you, too, my lad!' he went on, addressing the supernatural youth, who was now beginning to wander about the room, in apparent unconsciousness of his surroundings. I have seen someone very like you before, I think. There was no response. The intruder thrust his head almost to the phantom's face.
Starting point is 00:26:09 You have no right here, as you know. The shape looked back at him with a smile full of significance, which, however, no one could understand. Be careful what you are doing, said Backhouse quickly. What's the matter? spirit usher? I don't know who you are, but if you use physical violence toward that,
Starting point is 00:26:33 as you seem inclined to do, the consequences may prove very unpleasant. And without pleasure, our evening would be spoiled, wouldn't it, my little mercenary friend? Humor vanished from his face, like sunlight from a landscape,
Starting point is 00:26:51 leaving it hard and rocky. Before anyone realized what he was doing, he encircled the soft white neck of the materialized shape with his hairy hands, and with a double turn, twisted it completely round. A faint, unearthly shriek sounded, and the body fell in a heap to the floor. Its face was uppermost. The guests were unutterably shocked to observe that its expression had changed from the mysterious but fascinating smile to a vulgar, sordid, bestial grin, which cast a cold shadow of moral nastiness,
Starting point is 00:27:25 into every heart. The transformation was accompanied by a sickening stench of the graveyard. The features faded rapidly away. The body lost its consistency, passing from the solid to the shadowy condition, and before two minutes had elapsed, the spirit form had entirely disappeared. The short stranger turned and confronted the party, with a long, loud laugh like nothing in nature. The professor talked excitedly to Kent Smith in low tones. Fall beckoned backhouse behind a wing of scenery and handed him his check without a word. The medium put it in his pocket, buttoned his coat, and walked out of the room. Lang followed him in order to get a drink.
Starting point is 00:28:11 The stranger poked his face up to Maskells. "'Well, giant, what do you think of it all? Wouldn't you like to see the land where this sort of fruit grows wild? "'What sort of fruit? That specimen goblin!' Maskell waved him away with his huge hand. "'Who are you? And how did you come here?' "'Call up your friend. Perhaps he may recognize me.' Nightspore had moved a chair to the fire,
Starting point is 00:28:44 and was watching the embers with a set fanatical expression. "'Let Craig come to me if he wants me,' he said in his strange voice. "'You see, he does know me,' uttered Craig, with a humorous look. Walking over to Nightspor, he put a hand on the back of his chair. "'Still the same old gnawing hunger?' "'What is doing these days?' demanded Nightspor
Starting point is 00:29:12 disdainfully, without altering his attitude. "'Searcher has gone, and we are to follow him.' "'How do you two come to know each other, and of whom are you speaking? asked Maskell, looking from one to the other in perplexity. Crague has something for us. Let us go outside, replied Nitespore. He got up and glanced over his shoulder. Maskell, following the direction of his eye,
Starting point is 00:29:39 observed that the few remaining men were watching their little group attentively. End of Chapter 1. Chapter 2. Of A Voyage to Arcturus By David Lindsay This Libravox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arc tourists Chapter 2 In the Street
Starting point is 00:30:13 The three men gathered in the street outside the house. The night was slightly frosty, but particularly clear, with an east wind blowing. The multitude of blazing stars caused the sky to appear like a vast scroll of hieroglyphic symbols. Maskell felt oddly excited. He had a sense that something extraordinary was about to happen. "'What brought you to this house to-night, Craig, and what made you do what you did? How are we to
Starting point is 00:30:45 understand that apparition?' "'That must have been Christelman's expression on its face,' muttered nightspour. "'We have discussed that, haven't we, Maskell? Maskell is anxious to behold that rare fruit in its native wilds. Maskell looked at Craig carefully, trying to analyze his own feelings toward him. He was distinctly repelled by the man's personality, yet, side by side with his aversion, a savage living energy seemed to spring up in his heart
Starting point is 00:31:18 that in some strange fashion was attributable to Craig. Why do you insist on this simile, he asked? Because it is a very much, Apropos. Night Spore is quite right. That was Christelman's face, and we are going to Crystalman's country. And where is this mysterious country? Torments. That's a quaint name, but where is it? Craig grinned, showing his yellow teeth in the light of the street lamp. It is the residential suburb of Arcturus. What is he talking about, Knightspor? Do you mean the star of that name? He went on to Craig.
Starting point is 00:32:03 "'Which you have in front of you at this very minute,' said Craig, pointing a thick finger toward the brightest star in the southeastern sky. There you see Arcturus, and Torman's is its one inhabited planet.' Maskell looked at the heavy gleaming star, and again at Craig. Then he pulled out a pipe and began to fill it. You must have cultivated a new form of humor, Craig. I am glad if I can amuse you, Maskell, if only for a few days. I meant to ask you, how do you know my name? It would be odd if I didn't, seeing that I only came here on your account, as a matter
Starting point is 00:32:47 of fact, Night Spore and I are old friends. Maskell paused with his suspended match. You came here on my account? "'Surely, on your account and night spores. We three are to be fellow travelers.' Maskell now lit his pipe and puffed away coolly for a few moments. "'I'm sorry, Craig, but I must assume you are mad.' Craig threw back his head and gave a scraping laugh.
Starting point is 00:33:17 "'Am I mad, Nitespor?' "'Has Sertr gone to torments?' ejaculated Nitespore in a strangled voice, fixing his eyes on Craig's face. Yes, and he requires that we follow him at once. Maskell's heart began to beat strangely. It all sounded to him like a dream conversation. And since how long, Craig, have I been required to do things by a total stranger? Besides, who is this individual?
Starting point is 00:33:50 Craig's chief, said Knightspor, turning his head away. The riddle is too elaborate for me. I give up. You are looking for mysteries, said Craig. So naturally you are finding them. Try and simplify your ideas, my friend. The affair is plain and serious. Maskell stared hard at him and smoked rapidly. Where have you come from now? demanded Night Spore suddenly. From the old observatory at Starkness.
Starting point is 00:34:25 Have you heard of the famous starkness observatory, Maskell? No, where is it? On the northeast coast of Scotland, curious discoveries are made there from time to time. As, for example, how to make voyages to the stars. So this surter turns out to be an astronomer. And you two, presumably? Craig grinned again.
Starting point is 00:34:51 How long will it take you to wind up your affairs? when can you be ready to start? You are too considerate, said Maskell, laughing outright. I was beginning to fear that I would be hauled away at once. However, I have neither wife, land, nor profession, so there's nothing to wait for. What is the itinerary? You are a fortunate man, a bold, daring heart, and no encumbrances.
Starting point is 00:35:21 Craig's features became suddenly grave and rigid. "'Don't be a fool and refuse a gift of luck. A gift declined is not offered a second time.' "'Crag,' replied Maskell simply, returning his pipe to his pocket, "'I ask you to put yourself in my place. Even if we're a man sick for adventures, how could I listen seriously to such an insane proposition as this? What do I know about you, or your past record? You may be a practical joker, or you have come out of a madhouse. I know nothing about it. If you claim to be an exceptional man and want my cooperation, you must offer me exceptional proofs.' "'And what proofs would you consider
Starting point is 00:36:08 adequate, Maskell?' As he spoke, he gripped Maskell's arm. A sharp, chilling pain immediately passed through the latter's body, and at the same moment his brain caught fire. A light burst in upon him like the rising of the sun. He asked himself for the first time if this fantastic conversation could by any chance refer to real things. "'Listen, Craig,' he said slowly, while peculiar images and conceptions started to travel in rich disorder through his mind. "'You talk about a certain journey. Well, if that journey were a possible one, and I were given the chance of making it, I would be willing never to come back. For 24 hours on that Arcturian planet,
Starting point is 00:36:57 I would give my life. That is my attitude toward that journey. Now, prove to me that you're not talking nonsense. Produce your credentials. Cragge stared at him all the time he was speaking, his face gradually resuming its jesting expression. Oh, you will get your 24 hours, and perhaps longer, but not much longer.
Starting point is 00:37:24 You're an audacious fellow, Maskell, but this trip will prove a little strenuous, even for you. And so, like the unbelievers of old, you want a sign from heaven? Maskell frowned. But the whole thing is ridiculous. Our brains are over-excited by what took place in there. Let us go home and sleep it off.
Starting point is 00:37:48 Cragge detained him with one hand. while groping in his breast pocket with the other. He presently fished out what resembled a small folding lens. The diameter of the lens did not exceed two inches. First, take a peep at Arcturus through this, Maskell. It may serve as a provisional sign. It's the best I can do, unfortunately. I am not a traveling magician.
Starting point is 00:38:14 Be very careful not to drop it. It's somewhat heavy. Maskell took the lens in his hand, struggled with it for a minute, and then looked at Craig in amazement. The little object weighed at least twenty pounds, though it was not much bigger than a crown piece. What stuff can this be, Craig? Look through it, my good friend. That's what I gave it to you for. Maskell held it up with difficulty, directed it toward the gleamy arcturus, and snatched as long and as steady a glance at the star, as
Starting point is 00:38:48 the muscles of his arm would permit. What he saw was this. The star, which to the naked eye appeared as a single yellow point of light, now became clearly split into two bright but minute suns, the larger of which was still yellow, while its smaller companion was a beautiful blue. But this was not all. Apparently, circulating around the yellow sun was a comparatively small and hardly distinguishable satellite,
Starting point is 00:39:17 which seemed to shine, not by its own, but by reflected light. Maskell lowered and raised his arm repeatedly. The same spectacle revealed itself again and again, but he was able to see nothing else. Then he passed back the lens to Craig without a word, and stood chewing his underlip. "'You take a glimpse, too,' scraped Craig, proffering the glass to Nightsbor. Knightsworth turned his back and began to pace up and down.
Starting point is 00:39:49 Craig laughed sardonically and returned the lens to his pocket. "'Well, Maskell, are you satisfied?' "'Arcturus, then, is a double sun, and is that third point the planet torments?' "'Our future home, Maskell.' "'Maskell continue to ponder. "'You inquire if I am satisfied.' "'I don't know, Craig. It's miraculous, and that's all I can say about it. But I'm satisfied of one thing. There must be very wonderful astronomers at Starkness, and if you invite me to your
Starting point is 00:40:27 observatory, I will surely come.' "'I do invite you. We set off from there.' "'And you, Nightspor?' demanded Maskell. "'The journey has to be made,' answered his friend in indistinct tones, though I don't see what will come of it. Craig shot a penetrating glance at him. More remarkable adventures than this would need to be arranged before we could excite Nightspor. Yet he is coming.
Starting point is 00:41:00 But not Kanamore. He is coming merely to bear you company. Maskell again sought the heavy, somber star, gleaming in solitary might in the southeastern heavens. And as he gazed, his heart swelled with grand and painful longings, for which, however, he was unable to account to his own intellect. He felt that his destiny was in some way bound up with this gigantic, far-distant sun. But still, he did not dare to admit to himself Craig's seriousness. He heard his parting remarks in deep abstraction, and only after the lapse of
Starting point is 00:41:41 several minutes, when, alone with Nightspor, did he realize that they refer to such mundane matters as traveling routes and times of trains? Does Craig travel north with us, Nightspor? I didn't catch that. No, we go on first, and he joins us at Starkness on the evening of the day after tomorrow. Maskell remained thoughtful. What am I to think of that man? For your information, replied Nights Spore wearily, I have never known him to lie.
Starting point is 00:42:20 End of Chapter 2. Chapter 3 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus. Chapter 3. Starkness A couple of days later, at 2 o'clock in the afternoon, Maskell and Nightsbor arrived at Starkness Observatory, having covered the seven miles from Hilar Station on foot. The road, very wild and lonely, ran for the greater part of the way near the edge of rather lofty cliffs within sight of the North Sea. The sun shone, but a brisk east wind was blowing, and the air was salt and cold. The dark green waves were flecked with white.
Starting point is 00:43:13 Throughout the walk they were accompanied by the plaintive, beautiful crying of the gulls. The observatory presented itself to their eyes as a self-contained little community, without neighbors, and perched on the extreme end of the land. There were three buildings, a small stone-built dwelling-house, a low workshop, and, about two hundred yards farther north, a square tower of granite masonry, 70 feet in height. The house in the shop were separated by an open yard, littered with waste. A single stone wall surrounded both, except on the side facing the sea,
Starting point is 00:43:54 where the house itself formed a continuation of the cliff. No one appeared. The windows were all closed, and Maskell could have sworn that the whole establishment was shut up and deserted. He passed through the open gate, followed by Nightsbore, and knocked vigorously on the front door. The knocker was thick with dust and had obviously not been used for a long time. He put his ear to the door, but could hear no movements inside the house. He then tried the handle. The door was locked.
Starting point is 00:44:29 They walked around the house looking for another entrance, but there was only the one door. "'This isn't promising,' growled Maskell. "'There's no one here. Now you try the shed, while I go over to the door. that tower. Knightsbor, who had not spoken half a dozen words since leaving the train, complied in silence, and
Starting point is 00:44:51 started off across the yard. Maskell passed out of the gate again. When he arrived at the foot of the tower, which stood some way back from the cliff, he found the door heavily padlocked. Gazing up, he saw six windows, one above the other
Starting point is 00:45:07 at equal distances, all on the east face, that is, overlooking the sea. Realizing that no satisfaction was to be gained here, he came away again, still more irritated than before. When he rejoined his friend, Nightspore reported that the workshop was also locked. "'Did we, or did we not receive an invitation?' demanded Maskell energetically. "'The house is empty,' replied Nightspour, biting his nails. "'Better break a window.' "'I certainly don't mean to camp out.
Starting point is 00:45:43 till Craig condescends to come. He picked up an old iron bolt from the yard, and retreating to a safe distance, hurled it against a sash window on the ground floor. The lower pane was completely shattered. Carefully avoiding the broken glass, Maskell thrust his hand through the aperture and pushed back the frame-fastening.
Starting point is 00:46:05 A minute later, they had climbed through and were standing inside the house. The room, which was a kitchen, was in an indescribably filthy and neglected condition. The furniture scarcely held together, broken utensils and rubbish lay on the floor, instead of on the dust heap. Everything was covered with a deep deposit of dust.
Starting point is 00:46:27 The atmosphere was so foul that Maskell judged that no fresh air had passed into the room for several months. Insects were crawling on the walls. They went into the other rooms on the lower floor, a scullery, a barely furnished dining-room, and a storing-place for lumber. The same dirt, mustiness, and neglect met their eyes. At least half a year must have elapsed since these rooms were last touched, or even entered. "'Does your faith in crag still hold?' asked Maskell.
Starting point is 00:47:02 "'I confess, mine is at a vanishing point. If this affair isn't one big practical joke, it has every promise of being one. Craig never lived here in his life. Come upstairs first, said Nightspur. The upstairs rooms proved to consist of a library and three bedrooms. All the windows were tightly closed, and the air was insufferable. The beds had been slept in, evidently a long time ago, and had never been made since. The tumbled, discolored bed-linen actually preserved the impressions of the sleepers.
Starting point is 00:47:40 There was no doubt that these impressions were ancient, for all sorts of floating dirt had accumulated on the sheets and coverlets. "'Who could have slept here, do you think?' interrogated Masco. "'The observatory staff?' "'More likely, travelers like ourselves. They left suddenly.' "'Masco flung the windows wide open in every room he came to and held his breath until he had done so. Two of the bedrooms faced the sea, the third, the library, the upward sloping Morland. This library was now the only room left unvisited, and unless they discovered signs of recent occupation here, Maskell made up his mind to regard the whole business as a gigantic hoax.
Starting point is 00:48:28 But the library, like all the other rooms, was foul with stale air and dust-laden. Maskell, having flung the window up and down, fell heavily into an armchair and looked disgustedly at his friend. Now what is your opinion of Craig? Knightsbor sat on the edge of the table which stood before the window. He may still have left a message for us. What message? Why?
Starting point is 00:48:56 Do you mean in this room? I see no message. Knights'pore's eyes wandered about the room, finally seeming to linger upon a glass-fronted wall cupboard, which contained a few old bottles on one of the shelves and nothing else. Maskell glanced at him and at the cupboard. Then, without a word, he got up to examine the bottles. There were four altogether, one of which was larger than the rest. The smaller ones were about eight inches long. All were torpedo-shaped, but had flattened bottoms, which enabled them to stand upright. Two of the smaller ones were,
Starting point is 00:49:35 were empty and unstoppered. The others contained a colorless liquid and possessed queer-looking, nozzle-like stoppers that were connected by a thin metal rod with a catch halfway down the side of the bottle. They were labeled, but the labels were yellow with age, and the writing was nearly undecipherable. Masco carried the filled bottles with him
Starting point is 00:49:57 to the table in front of the window in order to get better light. Knights'-Bore moved away to make room for him. He now made out on the larger bottles the words solar backrays, and on the other one, after some doubt, he thought that he could distinguish something like Arcturian back rays. He looked up to stare curiously at his friend. Have you been here before, Knightsbor? I guessed Craig would leave a message. Well, I don't know.
Starting point is 00:50:29 It may be a message, but it means nothing to us, or at all events to me. What are back rays? Light that goes back to its source, muttered Nitespore. And what kind of light would that be? Knightspor seemed unwilling to answer, but, finding Maskell's eyes still fixed on him, he brought out, Unless light pulled, as well as pushed, how would flowers contrive to twist their heads around after the sun? I don't know, but the point is, what are our eyes? these bottles for?'
Starting point is 00:51:04 While he was still talking, with his hand on the smaller bottle, the other, which was lying on its side, accidentally rolled over in such a manner that the metal caught against the table. He made a movement to stop it. His hand was actually descending when the bottle suddenly disappeared before his eyes. It had not rolled off the table, but had really vanished. It was nowhere at all. Maskell stared at the table.
Starting point is 00:51:35 After a minute, he raised his brows and turned to Nightsbor with a smile. The message grows more intricate. Knights'Bor looked bored. The valve became unfastened. The contents have escaped through the open window toward the sun, carrying the bottle with them. But the bottle will be burned up by the Earth's atmosphere, and the contents will dissipate and will not reach the sun.
Starting point is 00:51:59 Maskell listened attentively, and his smile faded. "'Does anything prevent us from experimenting with this other bottle?' "'Replace it in the cupboard,' said Knightspor. "'Orcturus is still below the horizon, and you would succeed only in wrecking the house.' Maskell remains standing before the window, pensively gazing out at the sunlit moors. "'Crague treats me like a child,' he remarked presently. "'And perhaps I really am a child. My cynicism must seem most amusing to Craig.
Starting point is 00:52:37 But why does he leave me to find out all this by myself? For I don't include you, Knights' Bor. But what time will Craig be here?' "'Not before dark, I expect,' his friend replied. End of Chapter 3. Chapter 4. Of a voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Librevox recording is in the
Starting point is 00:53:07 the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 4. The Voice It was by this time past 3 o'clock, feeling hungry, for they had eaten nothing since early morning. Maskell went downstairs to forage, but without much hope of finding anything in the shape of food. In a safe in the kitchen he discovered a bag of moldy oatmeal, which was untouchable,
Starting point is 00:53:34 a quantity of quite good tea in a little. an air-tight caddy and an unopened can of ox-tong. Best of all, in the dining-room cupboard, he came across an uncorked bottle of first-class Scotch whiskey. He had once made preparations for a scratch meal. A pump in the yard ran clear after a good deal of hard-working at it, and he washed out and filled the antique kettle. For firewood, one of the kitchen chairs was broken up with a chopper. The light, dusty wood, made a good blaze in the grate. The kettle was boiled, and cups were procured and washed. Ten minutes later, the friends were dining in the library.
Starting point is 00:54:16 Knights bore eight and drank little, but Maskell sat down with good appetite. There being no milk, whiskey took the place of it. The nearly black tea was mixed with an equal quantity of the spirit. Of this concoction, Maskell drank cup after cup, and after the tongue had disappeared, he was still imbibing. Nightspor looked at him queerly. Do you intend to finish the bottle before Craig comes? Craig won't want any, and one must do something.
Starting point is 00:54:48 I feel restless. Let us take a look at the country. The cup, which was on its way to Maskell's lips, remained poised in the air. Have you anything in view, Knightspor? Let us walk out to the gap of Sorgie. What's that? A show-play.
Starting point is 00:55:07 place, answered Nightspore, biting his lip. Maskell finished off the cup and rose to his feet. Walking is better than soaking at any time, and especially on a day like this. How far is it? Three or four miles each way. You probably mean something, said Maskell, for I'm beginning to regard you as a second crag. But if so, so much the better.
Starting point is 00:55:35 I am growing nervous and need incidents. They left the house by the door, which they left ajar, and immediately found themselves again on the Moorland Road that had brought them from Haler. This time they continued along it past the tower. Maskell, as they went by, regarded the erection with puzzled interest. What is that tower, Knightsbor? We sail from the platform on the top. Tonight, throwing him a quick look.
Starting point is 00:56:07 Yes. "'Maskell smiled, but his eyes were grave. "'Then we are looking at the gateway of Arcturus, "'and Crague is now travelling north to unlock it.' "'You no longer think it impossible, I fancy,' mumbled Nightsbore. "'After a mile or two, the road parted from the sea coast "'and swerved sharply inland across the hills. "'With Nightspore's guide, they left it and took to the grass.'
Starting point is 00:56:35 A faint sheep path marked the way along the cliff edge for some distance, but at the end of another mile it vanished. The two men then had some rough walking up and down hillsides and across deep gullies. The sun disappeared behind the hills, and twilight imperceptibly came on. They soon reached a spot where further progress appeared impossible. The buttress of a mountain descended at a steep angle to the very edge of the cliff, forming an impassable slope of slippery grass. Maskell halted, stroked his beard, and wondered what the next step was to be.
Starting point is 00:57:15 "'There's a little scrambling here,' said Nightsbor. "'We are both used to climbing, and there is not much in it.' He indicated a narrow ledge, winding along the face of the precipice a few yards beneath where they were standing. It averaged from fifteen to thirty inches in width. Without waiting for Maskell's consent to the undertaking, he instantly swung himself down and started walking along this ledge at a rapid pace. Maskell, seeing that there was no help for it, followed him.
Starting point is 00:57:48 The shelf did not extend for above a quarter of a mile, but its passage was somewhat unnerving. There was a sheer drop to the sea, 400 feet below. In a few places they had to sidle along without placing one foot before, another. The sound of the breakers came up to them in a low, threatening roar. Upon rounding a corner, the ledge broadened out into a fair-sized platform of rock, and came to a sudden end. A narrow inlet of the sea separated them from the continuation of the cliffs beyond. As we can't get any further, said Maskell, I presume this is your gap of Sorgie?
Starting point is 00:58:32 "'Yes,' answered his friend, first dropping on his knees and then lying at full length, face downward. He drew his head and shoulders over the edge and began to stare straight down at the water. "'What is there interesting down there, Nightsbor?' Receiving no reply, however, he followed his friend's example, and the next minute was looking for himself. Nothing was to be seen. The gloom had deepened. and the sea was nearly invisible. But while he was ineffectually gazing, he heard what sounded like the beating of a drum
Starting point is 00:59:11 on the narrow strip of shore below. It was very faint, but quite distinct. The beats were in four-four time, with the third beat slightly accented. He now continued to hear the noise all the time he was lying there. The beats were in no way drowned by the far louder sound of the sound
Starting point is 00:59:31 of the surf, but seemed somehow to belong to a different world. When they were on their feet again, he questioned Knightsbor. We came here solely to hear that? Knightsbor cast one of his odd looks at him. It's called locally the drumtaps of Sorgie. You will not hear that name again, but perhaps you'll hear the sound again. And if I do, what will it imply? demanded Maskell in amazement.
Starting point is 01:00:04 "'It bears its own message. "'Only try always to hear it more and more distinctly. "'Now it is growing dark, and we must get back.' "'Maskell pulled out his watch automatically and looked at the time. "'It was past six. "'But he was thinking of Knight Spore's words and not of the time. "'Night had already fallen by the time they regained the tower. The black sky was glorious with liquid stars.
Starting point is 01:00:35 Arcturus was a little way above the sea, directly opposite them in the east. As they were passing the base of the tower, Maskell observed with a sudden shock that the gate was open. He caught hold of Knightspore's arm violently. Look, Craig is back. Yes, we must make haste to the house. And why not the tower?
Starting point is 01:00:58 He's probably in there, as the gate is open. I'm going up to look. Knight's bore grunted, but made no opposition. All was pitch black inside the gate. Maskell struck a match, and the flickering light disclosed the lower end of a circuit or flight of stone steps. "'Are you coming up?' he asked. "'No, I'll wait here.' Maskell immediately began the ascent. Hardly had he mounted half a dozen steps, however, before he was compelled to pause to gain breath. He seemed to be carrying upstairs, not one maskell, but three.
Starting point is 01:01:40 As he proceeded, the sensation of crushing weight, so far from diminishing, grew worse and worse. It was nearly physically impossible to go on. His lungs could not take in enough oxygen, while his heart thumped like a ship's engine. Sweat coursed down his face. At the twentieth step he completed the first revolution of the tower, and came face to face with the first window, which was said in a high embrasure. Realizing that he could go no higher, he struck another match and climbed into the embrasure,
Starting point is 01:02:16 in order that he might at all events see something from the tower. The flame died, and he stared through the window at the stars. Then, to his astonishment, he discovered that it was not a window at all, but a lens. The sky was not a wide expanse of space containing a multitude of stars, but a blurred darkness, focused only in one part, where two very bright stars, like small moons in size, appeared in close conjunction, and near them a more minute planetary object, as brilliant as Venus and with an observable disk. One of the sun shone with a glaring white light,
Starting point is 01:02:59 the other was a weird and awful blue. Their light, though almost solar in intensity, did not illuminate the interior of the tower. Maskell knew at once that the system of spheres at which he was gazing was what is known to astronomy as the star Arcturus. He had seen the sight before, through Cragg's glass, But then the scale had been smaller.
Starting point is 01:03:25 The colors of the twin sons had not appeared in their naked reality. These colors seemed to him most marvelous, as if in seeing them through earth eyes he was not seeing them correctly. But it was at torments that he stared the longest and the most earnestly. On that mysterious and terrible earth, countless millions of miles distant, it had been promised him that he would set foot, even though he might leave his bones there. The strange creatures that he was to behold and touch were already living at this very moment. A low, sighing whisper sounded in his ear from not more than a yard away.
Starting point is 01:04:09 Don't you understand, Maskell, that you are only an instrument to be used and then broken? Night Spore is asleep now, but when he waved, you must die. You will go, but he will return. Maskell hastily struck another match with trembling fingers. No one was in sight, and all was quiet as the tomb. The voice did not sound again. After waiting a few minutes, he redescended to the foot of the tower. On gaining the open air, his sensation of weight was instantly removed, but he continued panting and palpitating, like a man who was lifted a far too heavy load. Night Spore's dark form came forward.
Starting point is 01:04:58 Was Craig there? If he was, I didn't see him, but I heard someone speak. Was it Crag? It was not Crag, but a voice warned me against you. Yes, you will hear these voices, too, said Nightspore enigmatically. End of Chapter 4. Chapter 5 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay This Libervox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 01:05:36 A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 5 The Night of Departure When they returned to the house, the windows were all in darkness, and the door was ajar, just as they had left it. Crague, presumably, was not there. Masco went all over the house, striking matches in every room. At the end of the examination, he was ready to swear
Starting point is 01:06:01 that the man they were expecting had not even stuck his nose inside the premises. Groping their way into the library, they sat down in the total darkness to wait, for nothing else remained to be done. Maskell lit his pipe and began to drink the remainder of the whiskey. Through the open window sounded in their ears the train-like grinding of the sea at the foot of the cliffs. "'Rag must be in the tower after all,' remarked Maskell, breaking the silence. "'Yes, he is getting ready.'
Starting point is 01:06:35 "'I hope he doesn't expect us to join him there. It was beyond my powers. But why, heaven knows. The stairs must have a magnetic pull of some sort.' "'It is tormented gravity,' muttered Knights' Boar. "'I understand you, or rather I don't, but it doesn't matter.' He went on smoking in silence, occasionally taking the mouthful of the neat liquor. "'Who is Sertor?' he demanded abruptly. "'We others are gropers and bunglers, but he is a master. Maskell digested this.
Starting point is 01:07:16 "'I fancy you are right, for though I know nothing about him, his mere name has an exciting effect on me. Are you personally acquainted with him?' "'I must. I forget. replied Nightsbore in a choking voice. Maskell looked up, surprised, but could make nothing out in the blackness of the room. Do you know so many extraordinary men that you can forget some of them? Perhaps you can tell me this. Will we meet him where we are going?
Starting point is 01:07:48 You will meet death, Masco. Ask me no more questions. I can't answer them. Then let us go on waiting for Craig, said Maskell. coldly. Ten minutes later the front door slammed, and a light, quick footstep was heard running up the stairs. Maskell got up with a beating heart. Craig appeared on the threshold of the door, bearing in his hand a feebly glimmering lantern. A hat was on his head, and he looked stern and forbidding. After scrutinizing the two friends for a moment or so, he strode into the room and thrust the lantern on the table. Its light hardly served to illuminate the walls.
Starting point is 01:08:30 You have got here, then, Maskell? So it seems, but I shan't thank you for your hospitality, for it has been conspicuous by its absence. Craig ignored the remark. Are you ready to start? By all means, when you are, it is not so entertaining here. Craig surveyed him critically. I heard you stumbling about in the tower.
Starting point is 01:08:57 You couldn't get up, it seems. It looks like an obstacle, for Night Spore informs me, that the start takes place from the top. But your other doubts are all removed? So far, Craig, that I now possess an open mind, I am quite willing to see what you can do. Nothing more is asked. But this tower business, you know that until you are able to climb to the top, you are unfit to stand the gravitation of torments? Then I repeat, it's an awkward obstacle, for I certainly can't get up.
Starting point is 01:09:33 Craig hunted about in his pockets, and at length produced a clasp-knife. Remove your coat and roll up your shirt-sleeve, he directed. Do you propose to make an incision with that? Yes, and don't start difficulties, because the effect is certain, and you can't possibly understand it beforehand. Still, a cut with a point. pocket-knife, began Maskell, laughing. It will answer, Maskell, interrupted Nightspor.
Starting point is 01:10:03 Then bear your arm, too, you aristocrat of the universe, said Craig. Let us see what your blood is made of. Knights'Bore obeyed. Craig pulled out the big blade of the knife and made a careless and almost savage slash at Maskell's upper arm. The wound was deep and blood flowed freely. Do I bind it up? asked Maskell, scowling with pain. Craig spat on the wound. Pull your shirt down. It won't bleed anymore. He then turned his
Starting point is 01:10:36 attention to Nightsbor, who endured his operation with grim indifference. Craig threw the knife on the floor. An awful agony emanating from the wound started to run through Maskell's body, and he began to doubt whether he would not have to faint. But it's a subsided almost immediately, and then he felt nothing but a gnawing ache in the injured arm, just strong enough to make life one long discomfort. "'That's finished,' said Craig. "'Now you can follow me.' Picking up the lantern, he walked toward the door.
Starting point is 01:11:12 The others hastened after him, to take advantage of the light, and a moment later their footsteps, clattering down the uncarpeted stairs, resounded through the deserted house. Craig waited till they were out, and then banged the front door after them with such violence that the window shook. While they were walking swiftly across to the tower, Maskell caught his arm. I heard a voice up those stairs. What did it say?
Starting point is 01:11:40 That I am to go, but Night Spore is to return. Craig smiled. The journey is getting notorious, he remarked after a pause. There must be ill-wishers about, "'Well, do you want to return?' "'I don't know what I want, but I thought the thing was curious enough to be mentioned.' "'It is not a bad thing to hear voices,' said Craig.
Starting point is 01:12:07 "'But you mustn't for a minute imagine that all is wise that comes to you out of the night world.' When they had arrived at the open gateway of the tower, he immediately set foot on the bottom step of the spiral staircase, and ran nimbly up bearing the lantern. Maskell followed him with some trepidation, in view of his previous painful experience on these stairs, but when, after the first half-dozen steps,
Starting point is 01:12:33 he discovered that he was still breathing freely. His dread changed to relief and astonishment, and he could have chattered like a girl. At the lowest window, Craig went straight ahead without stepping, but Maskell clambered into the embrasure, in order to renew his acquaintance, with the miraculous spectacle of the Arcturian group. The lens had lost its magic property.
Starting point is 01:12:57 It had become a common sheet of glass, through which the ordinary sky-field appeared. The climb continued, and at the second and third windows, he again mounted and stared out, but still the common sights presented themselves. After that he gave up and looked through no more windows. Craig and Nightspore, meanwhile, had gone
Starting point is 01:13:20 on ahead with the light, so that he had to complete the ascent in darkness. When he was near the top, he saw yellow light shining through the crack of a half-open door. His companions were standing just inside a small room, shut off from the staircase by rough wooden planking. It was rudely furnished and contained nothing of an astronomical interest. The lantern was resting on a table. Maskell walked in and looked around him with curiosity. "'Are we at the top?' "'Except for the platform over our heads,' replied Craig. "'Why didn't that lowest window magnify, as it did earlier in the evening?'
Starting point is 01:14:02 "'Oh, you missed your opportunity,' said Craig, grinning. "'If you had finished your climb then, you would have seen heart-expanding sights. From the fifth window, for example, you would have seen torments like a continent in relief. from the sixth you would have seen it like a landscape, but now there's no need. Why not? And what has need got to do with it? Things have changed, my friend, since that wound of yours. For the same reason that you have now been able to mount the stairs, there was no necessity to stop and gape at illusions en route. Very well, said Maskell, not quite understanding what he meant. But is this searcher's den?
Starting point is 01:14:47 He has spent time here. I wish you would describe this mysterious individual, Craig. We may not get another chance. What I said about the windows also applies to Surtur. There's no need to waste time over visualizing him because you are immediately going on to the reality. Then let us go, he pressed his eyeballs wearily. Do we strip? asked Knights' War.
Starting point is 01:15:17 "'Naturally,' answered Craig, and he began to tear off his clothes with slow, uncouth movements. "'Why?' demanded Maskell, following, however, the example of the other two men. Craig thumped his vast chest, which was covered with thick hairs, like an apes. "'Who knows what the Torman's fashions are like? We may sprout limbs. I don't say we shall.' "'Aha!' exclaimed Maskell. causing in the middle of his undressing. Craig smote him on the back. New pleasure organs possible, Maskell! You like that?
Starting point is 01:15:56 The three men stood as nature made them. Maskell's spirits rose fast, as the moment of departure drew near. A farewell drink to success, cried Craig, seizing a bottle and breaking its head off between his fingers. There were no glasses, but he poured the amber-colored wine into some cracked cups. Perceiving that the others drank, Maskell tossed off his cupful. It was as if he had swaddled a draft of liquid electricity. Craig dropped onto the floor and rolled around on his back, kicking his legs in the air.
Starting point is 01:16:31 He tried to drag Maskell down on top of him, and a little horseplay went on between the two. Night's-bore took no part in it, but walked to and fro like a hungry, caged animal. Suddenly, from out of doors, there came a single, prolonged, piercing wail, such as a banshee might be imagined to utter. It ceased abruptly and was not repeated. "'What's that?' called out Maskell, disengaging himself impatiently from Craig. Craig rocked with laughter. "'A Scottish spirit trying to reproduce the bagpipes of its earth life, in honor of our departure.' Nightsport turned to Craig.
Starting point is 01:17:16 Maskell will sleep throughout the journey. And you too, if you wish, my altruistic friend. I am pilot, and you passengers can amuse yourselves as you please. Are we off at last? asked Maskell. Yes, you are about to cross your Rubicon, Maskell. But what a Rubicon! Do you know that it takes light a hundred years or so to arrive here for Mark Turus? yet we shall do it in nineteen hours.
Starting point is 01:17:47 Then you assert that Surtr is already there? Searcher is where he is. He is a great traveller. Won't I see him? Craig went up to him and looked him in the eyes. Don't forget that you have asked for it and wanted it. Few people in torments will know more about him than you do, but your memory will be your worst friend. He led the way up a short iron ladder, mounting through a trap to the flat roof above.
Starting point is 01:18:19 When they were up, he switched on a small electric torch. Maskell beheld with awe the torpedo of crystal that was to convey them through the whole breadth of visible space. It was forty feet long, eight wide, and eight high. The tank containing the Arcturian back-rays was in front, the car behind. The nose of the torpedo was directed toward the southeastern sky. The whole machine rested upon a flat platform, raised about four feet above the level of the roof, so as to encounter no obstruction on starting its flight.
Starting point is 01:18:57 Craig flashed the light onto the door of the car to enable them to enter. Before doing so, Maskell gazed sternly once again at the gigantic, far-distant star, which was to be their son from now onward. He frowned, shivers slightly, and got in beside Nightsbor. Craig clambered past them onto his pilot's seat. He threw the flashlight through the open door, which was then carefully closed, fastened, and screwed up. He pulled the starting lever.
Starting point is 01:19:28 The torpedo glided gently from its platform, and passed rather slowly away from the tower seaward. Its speed increased sensibly, though not excessively, until the approximate limits of the Earth's atmosphere were reached. Craig then released the speed valve, and the car sped on its way with a velocity more nearly approaching that of thought than of light. Maskell had no opportunity of examining through the crystal walls the rapidly changing panorama of the heavens, and extreme drowsiness oppressed him.
Starting point is 01:20:02 He opened his eyes violently ad-dusts. dozen times, but on the 13th attempt he failed. From that time forward, he slept heavily. The bored, hungry expression never left Knight's Boar's face. The alterations in the aspect of the sky seem to possess not the least interest for him. Craig sat with his hand on the lever, watching with savage intentness his phosphorescent charts and gauges. End of Chapter 5. Chapter 6 Of A Voyage to Arcturus
Starting point is 01:20:44 by David Lindsay This Librevox recording is in the public domain A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 6 Joy Wind It was dense night when Maskell awoke from his profound sleep A wind was blowing against him
Starting point is 01:21:05 Gentle but wall-like Such as he had never experienced on earth He remained sprawling on the ground, as he was unable to lift his body because of its intense weight. A numbing pain, which he could not identify with any region of his frame, acted from now onward as a lower sympathetic note to all his other sensations. It gnawed away at him continuously. Sometimes it embittered and irritated him. At other times he forgot it.
Starting point is 01:21:37 He felt something hard on his forehead. Putting his hand up, he discovered there a fleshy protuberance, the size of a small plum, having a cavity in the middle, of which he could not feel the bottom. Then he also became aware of a large knob on each side of his neck, an inch below the ear. From the region of his heart, a tentacle had budded. It was as long as his arm, but thin, like whip-cord, and soft and flexible. As soon as he thoroughly realized the significance of these new organs, his heart began to pump. Whatever might or might not be their use, they proved one thing, that he was in a new world.
Starting point is 01:22:21 One part of the sky began to get lighter than the rest. Masco cried out to his companions, but received no response. This frightened him. He went on shouting out at irregular intervals, equally alarmed at the silence. and at the sound of his own voice. Finally, as no answering hail came, he thought it wiser not to make too much noise, and after that he lay quiet,
Starting point is 01:22:48 waiting in cold blood for what might happen. In a short while he perceived dim shadows around him, but these were not his friends. A pale, milky vapor over the ground began to succeed the black night, while in the upper sky, rosy tints appear, on earth one would have said that day was breaking. The brightness went on imperceptibly increasing for a very long time.
Starting point is 01:23:17 Maskell then discovered that he was lying on sand. The color of the sand was scarlet. The obscure shadows he had seen were bushes, with black stems and purple leaves. So far, nothing else was visible. The day surged up. It was too misty for direct sunshine. but before long the brilliance of the light was already greater than that of the midday sun on earth.
Starting point is 01:23:43 The heat, too, was intense, but Maskell welcomed it. It relieved his pain and diminished his sense of crushing weight. The wind had dropped with the rising of the sun. He now tried to get onto his feet, but succeeded only in kneeling. He was unable to see far. The mists had no more than partially dissolved, and all that he could distinguish was a narrow circle of red sand dotted with ten or twenty bushes. He felt a soft, cool touch on the back of his neck. He started forward in nervous fright, and in doing so tumbled over onto the sand. Looking up over his shoulder quickly, he was astounded to see a woman standing beside him.
Starting point is 01:24:31 She was clothed in a single, flowing, pale green garment. rather classically draped. According to Earth standards, she was not beautiful, for, although her face was otherwise human, she was endowed, or afflicted, with the additional disfiguring organs that Maskell had discovered in himself. She also possessed the heart tentacle.
Starting point is 01:24:56 But when he sat up, and their eyes met and remained in sympathetic contact, he seemed to see right into a soul that was the home of love, warmth, kindness, tenderness, and intimacy. She was the noble familiarity of that gaze that she thought he knew her. After that, he recognized all the loveliness of her person. She was tall and slight. All her movements were as graceful as music. Her skin was not of a dead, opaque color, like that of an earth beauty, but was opalescent.
Starting point is 01:25:30 Its hue was continually changing, with every thought and motion, but none of these tints was vivid. All were delicate, half-toned, and poetic. She had very long, loosely plated flaxen hair. The new organs, as soon as Maskell had familiarized himself with them, imparted something to her face that was unique and striking. He could not quite define it to himself, but subtlety and inwardness seemed added. The organs did not contradict the love of her eyes or the angelic purer. of her features. But nevertheless sounded a deeper note,
Starting point is 01:26:09 a note that saved her from mere girlishness. Her gaze was so friendly and unembarrassed that Maskell felt scarcely any humiliation at sitting at her feet, naked and helpless. She realized his plight and put into his hands a garment that she had been carrying over her arm. It was similar to the one she was wearing, but of a darker, more masculine color.
Starting point is 01:26:34 "'Do you think you can put it on by yourself?' He was distinctly conscious of these words, yet her voice had not sounded. He forced himself up to his feet, and she helped him to master the complications of the drapery. "'Poor man! How you are suffering!' she said in the same inaudible language. This time he discovered that the sense of what she said was received by his brain through the organ on his forehead. "'Where am I? Is this torments?' he asked. As he spoke, he staggered. She caught him and helped him to sit down.
Starting point is 01:27:15 "'Yes, you are with friends.' Then she regarded him with a smile and began speaking aloud in English. Her voice somehow reminded him of an April day. It was so fresh, nervous, and girlish. I can now understand your language. It was strange at first. In the future, I'll speak to you with my mouth. This is extraordinary. What is this organ?
Starting point is 01:27:42 He asked, touching his forehead. It is named the brief. By means of it we read one another's thoughts. Still, speech is better, for then the heart can be read too. He smiled. They say that, speech has given us to deceive others. One can deceive with thought, too, but I'm thinking of the best, not the worst. Have you seen my friends? She scrutinized him quietly before answering. Did you not come
Starting point is 01:28:17 alone? I came with two other men in a machine. I must have lost consciousness on arrival, and I haven't seen them since. That's very strange. No, I haven't seen them. They can't be here, or we would have known it, my husband and I. What is your name and your husband's name? Mine is Joy Wind. My husband's is Panaw. We live a very long way from here.
Starting point is 01:28:47 Still, it came to us both last night that you were lying here insensible. We almost quarreled about which of us should come to you, but in the end I won. Here she laughed. I won, because I am the stronger-hearted of the two. He is the pure in perception. Thanks, Joy Wind, said Maskell simply. The colors chased each other rapidly beneath her skin. Oh, why do you say that?
Starting point is 01:29:18 What pleasure is greater than loving kindness? I rejoice at the opportunity. But now we must exchange blood. What is this? He demanded, rather puzzled. It must be so. Your blood is far too thick and heavy for our world. Until you have an infusion of mine, you will never get up.
Starting point is 01:29:43 Maskell flushed. I feel like a complete ignoramus here. Won't it hurt you? If your blood pains you, I suppose it will pain me, but we shall share the pain. This is a new kind of hospital. hospitality to me, he muttered. Wouldn't you do the same for me? asked Joy Wind, half smiling, half agitated.
Starting point is 01:30:09 I can't answer for any of my actions in this world. I scarcely know where I am. Why, yes, of course I would, Joy Wind. While they were talking, it had become full day. The mists had rolled away from the ground, and only the upper atmosphere remained fog-charged. The desert of scarlet sand stretched in all directions except one, where there was a sort of little oasis, some low hills, clothed sparsely with little purple trees from base to summit. It was about a quarter of a mile distant. Joy Wind had brought with her a small flint knife. Without any trace of nervousness she made a careful, deep incision on her upper arm. Maskell expostulated. Really, "'This part of it is nothing,' she said, laughing.
Starting point is 01:31:00 "'And if it were, a sacrifice that is no sacrifice, "'what merit is there in that? "'Come now, your arm.' "'The blood was streaming down her arm. "'It was not red blood, but a milky, opalescent fluid.' "'Not that one,' said Maskell, shrinking. "'I have already been cut there.' "'He submitted the other, and his blood poured forth.
Starting point is 01:31:25 Joy wind delicately and skillfully placed the mouths of the two wounds together, and then kept her arm pressed tightly against Maskells for a long time. He felt a stream of pleasure entering his body through the incision. His old lightness and vigor began to return to him. After about five minutes a duel of kindness started between them. He wanted to remove his arm, and she'd to continue. At last he had his way, but it was none too soon. She stood there, paled, and dispirited. She looked at him with a more serious expression than before,
Starting point is 01:32:03 as if strange depths had opened up before her eyes. What is your name? Maskell. Where have you come from, with this awful blood? From a world called Earth. The blood is clearly unsuitable for this world, Joy Wind, but after all, that was only to be expected. I am sorry I let you have your way.
Starting point is 01:32:27 oh don't say that there was nothing else to be done we must all help one another yet somehow forgive me i feel polluted and well you may for it's a fearful thing for a girl to accept in her own veins the blood of a strange man from a strange planet if i had not been so dazed and weak i would never have allowed it but i would have insisted are we not all brothers and sisters Why did you come here, Maskell?' He was conscious of a slight degree of embarrassment. "'Will you think it foolish, if I say, I hardly know? I came with those two men. Perhaps I was attracted by curiosity, or perhaps it was the love of adventure.'
Starting point is 01:33:16 "'Perhaps,' said Joy Wind, "'I wonder, these friends of yours must be terrible men. Why did they come?' That I can tell you. They came to follow Sertr. Her face grew troubled. I don't understand it. One of them at least must be a bad man,
Starting point is 01:33:37 and yet if he is following Sertrter, or shaping as he is called here, he can't be really bad. What do you know of Surtr? asked Mascall in astonishment. Joy Wynne remained silent for a time, studying his face. His brain moved rest,
Starting point is 01:33:55 as though it were being probed from outside. "'I see, and yet I don't see,' she said at last. "'It is very difficult. Your God is a dreadful being, "'bodied, unfriendly, invisible. Here we don't worship a God like that. "'Tell me, has any man set eyes on your God?' "'What does all this mean, Joy Wind? Why speak of God?' I want to know. In ancient times, when the earth was young and grand,
Starting point is 01:34:31 a few holy men are reputed to have walked and spoken with God, but those days are past. Our world is still young, said Joy Wind. Shaping goes among us and converse us with us. He is real and active, a friend and lover. Shaping made us, and he loves his work. Have you met him? demanded Maskell, hardly believing his ears.
Starting point is 01:34:57 No, I have done nothing to deserve it yet. Someday I may have an opportunity to sacrifice myself, and then I may be rewarded by meeting and talking with shaping. I have certainly come to another world. But why do you say he is the same as Surtur? Yes, he is the same. We women call him shaping, and so do most men, but a few name him surter.
Starting point is 01:35:26 Maskell bit his nail. Have you ever heard of Kristallman? That is shaping once again. You see, he has many names, which shows how much he occupies our minds. Crystalman is a name of affection. It's odd, said Maskell. I came here with quite different ideas about Crystalman.
Starting point is 01:35:49 Joy Wyn shook her hair. In that grove of trees over there stands a desert shrine of his. Let us go and pray there, and then we'll go on our way to pooling dread. That is my home. It is a long way off, and we must get there before Bloodsomber. Now, what is Bloodsomber? For about four hours in the middle of the day, Branch Spells rays are so hot that no one can endure them. We call it Bloodsomber. Is Branch Spell another name for Arcturus? Joy went through off her seriousness. and laughed.
Starting point is 01:36:25 Naturally, we don't take our names from you, Maskell. I don't think our names are very poetic, but they follow nature. She took his arm affectionately and directed their walk towards the tree-covered hills. As they went along, the sun broke through the upper mists and a terrible gust of scorching heat, like a blast from a furnace, struck Maskell's head. He involuntarily looked up, but lowered his eyes again like lightning. All that he saw in that instant was a glaring ball of electric white, three times the
Starting point is 01:36:58 apparent diameter of the sun. For a few minutes he was quite blind. "'My God!' he exclaimed, "'if it's like this in early morning, you must be right enough about blood-sobber!' When he had somewhat recovered himself, he asked, "'How long are the days here, Joy Wind?' Again he felt his brain being probed. At this time of the year, for every hour's daylight that you have in summer, we have two. The heat is terrific, and yet somehow I don't feel so distressed by it as I would have expected. I feel it more than usual. It's not difficult to account for it. You have some of my blood,
Starting point is 01:37:41 and I have some of yours. Yes, every time I realize that I— Tell me, Joy Wind, will my blood alter if I stay here long and enough? I mean, will it lose its redness and thickness and become pure and thin and light-colored like yours? Why not? If you live as we live, you will assuredly grow like us. Do you mean food and drink? We eat no food, and drink only water. And on that you manage to sustain life? Well, Maskell, our water is good water, replied Joy Wind, smiling. As soon as we're as he could see again, he stared around at the landscape. The enormous scarlet desert extended everywhere to the horizon, except where it was broken by the oasis. It was roofed by a cloudless,
Starting point is 01:38:32 deep blue, almost violet sky. The circle of the horizon was far larger than on Earth. On the skyline, at right angles to the direction in which they were walking, appeared a chain of mountains, apparently about forty miles distant. One, which was high, higher than the rest, was shaped like a cup. Masca would have felt inclined to believe he was traveling in dreamland, but for the intensity of the light, which made everything vividly real. Joy Wyn pointed to the cup-shaped mountain. That's pooling dread. "'You didn't come from there,' he exclaimed, quite startled.
Starting point is 01:39:11 "'Yes, I did indeed, and that is where we have to go now.' "'With the single object of finding me?' Why, yes. The color mounted to his face. Then you are the bravest and noblest of all girls, he said quietly after a pause. Without exception, why, this is a journey for an athlete. She pressed his arm while a score of unpaintable, delicate hues stained her cheeks in rapid transition. Please, don't say any more about it, Masco.
Starting point is 01:39:46 It makes me feel unpleasant. Very well. But can we possibly get there before midday? Oh, yes, and you mustn't be frightened at the distance. We think nothing of long distances here. We have so much to think about and feel. Time goes all too quickly. During their conversation they had drawn near the base of the hills, which sloped gently and were not above fifty feet in height. Maskell now began to see strange specimens of vegetable life. What looked like a small patch of purple grass, above
Starting point is 01:40:21 five feet square, was moving across the sand in their direction. When it came near enough, he perceived that it was not grass. There were no blades, but only purple roots. The roots were revolving, for each small
Starting point is 01:40:37 plant on the whole patch, like the spokes of a rimless wheel. They were alternately plunged in the sand and withdrawn from it, and by this means, the plant proceeded forward. Some uncanny, semi-intelligent instinct was keeping all the plants together, moving at one pace in one direction, like a flock of migrating birds in flight. Another remarkable plant was a large feathery ball, resembling a dandelion fruit,
Starting point is 01:41:06 which they encountered sailing through the air. Joy Wint caught it with an exceedingly graceful movement of her arm, and showed it to Maskell. It had roots, and presumably lived in the air and fed on the chemical constituents of the atmosphere. But what was peculiar about it was its color. It was an entirely new color, not a new shade or combination, but a new primary color, as vivid as blue, red, or yellow, but quite different. When he inquired, she told him that it was known as Ulfair. Presently he met with a second in new color. This, she designated, jail. The sense impressions caused in Maskell by these two additional primary colors can only be vaguely hinted at by analogy. Just as blue is delicate and mysterious,
Starting point is 01:41:59 yellow, clear and unsubtle, and red, sanguine, and passionate, so he felt ulfire to be wild and painful, and jail, dreamlike, feverish, and voluptuous. The hills were composed of a rich, dark, mold. Small trees, of weird shapes, all differing from each other, but all purple-colored, covered the slopes and top. Maskell enjoy when climbed up and through. Some hard fruit, bright blue in color, of the size of a large apple and shaped like an egg, was lying in profusion underneath the trees. "'Is the fruit here poisonous, or why don't you eat it?' asked Maskell. She looked at him tranquilly. We don't eat living things. The thought is horrible to us. I have nothing to say against that
Starting point is 01:42:50 theoretically, but do you really sustain your bodies on water? Supposing you could find nothing else to live on, Maskell, would you eat other men? I would not. Neither will we eat plants and animals, which are our fellow creatures. So nothing is left to us but water, and as one can really live on anything, water does very well. Masco picked up one of the fruits and handled it curiously. As he did so, another of his newly acquired sense organs came into action. He found that the fleshy knobs beneath his ears were in some novel fashion acquainting him with the inward properties of the fruit.
Starting point is 01:43:34 He could not only see, feel, and smell it, but could detect its intrinsic nature. This nature was hard, persistent, and melancholy. Joy Wind answered the questions he had not asked. Those organs are called poins. Their use is to enable us to understand and sympathize with all living creatures. What advantage do you derive from that, Joy Wind? The advantage of not being cruel and selfish, dear Maskell. He threw the fruit away and flushed again.
Starting point is 01:44:08 Joy Wynne looked into his swarthy, bearded face without embarrassment, and slowly smiled. "'Have I said too much? Have I been too familiar? Do you know why you think so? It's because you are still impure. By and by you will listen to all language without shame. Before he realized what she was about to do, she threw her tentacle around his neck, like another arm. He offered no resistance to its cool pressure. The contact of her soft flesh with his own was so moist and sensitive that it resembled another kind of kiss. He saw who it was that embraced him, a pale, beautiful girl. Yet, oddly enough, he experienced neither voluptuousness nor sexual pride. The love expressed by the caress was rich, glowing, and personal, but there was not the least trace
Starting point is 01:45:08 of sex in it, and so he received it. She removed her tentacle, placed her two arms on his shoulders, and penetrated with her eyes right into his very soul. Yes, I wish to be pure, he muttered. Without that, what can I ever be but a weak squirming devil? Joy Wynne released him. This we call the Magin, she said, indicating her tentacle. By means of it, what we love already, we love more, and what we don't love at all we begin to love. A godlike organ. It is the one we guard most jealously, said Joy Wind. The shade of the trees afforded a timely screen
Starting point is 01:45:54 from the now almost insufferable rays of Branch Spell, which was climbing steadily upward to the zenith. On descending the other side of the little hills, Maskell looked anxiously for traces of Nightspor and Crag, but without result. After staring about him for a few minutes, he shrugged his shoulders, but suspicions had already begun to gather in his mind.
Starting point is 01:46:18 A small, natural amphitheater lay at their feet, completely circled by the tree-clad heights. The center was of red sand. In the very middle shot up a tall, stately tree, with a black trunk and branches and transparent crystal leaves. At the foot of this tree was a natural, circular well, containing dark green water. When they reached the bottom, Joy Wind took him straight over to the well.
Starting point is 01:46:46 Maskell gazed at it intently. Is this the shrine you talked about? Yes, it's called Shaping's Well. The man or woman who wishes to invoke shaping must take up some of the knoll water and drink it. Pray for me, said Maskell. Your unspotted prayer will carry more weight. "'What do you wish for?' "'For purity,' answered Maskell, in a troubled voice.
Starting point is 01:47:16 Joywin made a cup of her hand and drank a little of the water. She held it up to Maskell's mouth. You must drink too.' He obeyed. She then stood erect, closed her eyes, and in a voice like the soft murmurings of spring, prayed aloud. "'Shaping, my father, I am hoping you can hear me. A strange man has come to us weighed down with heavy blood. He wishes to be pure. Let him know the meaning of love. Let him live for others.
Starting point is 01:47:49 Don't spare him pain, dear shaping, but let him seek his own pain. Breathe into him a noble soul. Maskell listened with tears in his heart. As Joywin finished speaking, a blurred mist came over his eyes, and, half buried in the scarlet sand, appeared a large circle of dazzlingly white pillars.
Starting point is 01:48:14 For some minutes, they flickered to and fro, between distinctness and indistinctness, like an object being focused. Then they faded out of sight again. "'Is that a sign from shaping?' asked Maskell in a low, awed tone. "'Perhaps it is. It is a time mirage.' "'What can that be, Joy Wind?' "'You see, dear Maskell, the temple does not yet exist,
Starting point is 01:48:42 but it will do so because it must. What you and I are now doing in simplicity, wise men will do hereafter in full knowledge.' "'It is right for man to pray,' said Maskell. "'Good and evil in the world don't originate from nothing. God and devil must exist, and we should pray to one and fight the other.' "'Yes, we must fight Crag.'
Starting point is 01:49:09 "'What name did you say?' asked Maskell in amazement. "'Crag, the author of evil and misery, whom you call devil.' He immediately concealed his thoughts. To prevent Joywin from learning his relationship to this being, he made his mind a blank. "'Why do you hide your mind from me?' she demanded, looking at him strangely and changing color. In this bright, pure, radiant world, evil seems so remote, one can scarcely grasp its meaning. But he lied. Joy Wind continued gazing at him, straight out of her clean soul. The world is good and pure, but many men are corrupt. Panaw, my husband, has traveled,
Starting point is 01:49:56 and he has told me things I would almost rather have not heard. One person he met believed the universe to be, from top to bottom, a conjurer's cave. I should like to meet your husband. Well, we are going home now. Maskell was on the point of inquiring whether she had any children, but was afraid of offending her and checked himself. She read the mental question. What need is there?
Starting point is 01:50:25 Is not the whole world full of lovely children? Why should I want selfish possessions? An extraordinary creature flew past, uttering a plaintive cry of five distinct notes. It was not a bird, but had a balloon-shaped body, paddled by five webbed feet. It disappeared among the trees. Joy Wyn pointed to it as it went by. I love that beast, grotesque as it is, perhaps all the more for its grotesqueness. But if I had children of my own, would I still love it?
Starting point is 01:51:00 it, which is best to love two or three, or to love all. Every woman can't be like you, Joy Wind, but it is good to have a few like you. Would it be as well, he went on, since we've got to walk through that sun-baked wilderness to make turbans for our heads out of some of those long leaves? She smiled rather pathetically. You will think me foolish, but every tearing off of a leaf would be a wound in my heart. We have only to throw our robes over our heads. No doubt that we'll answer the same purpose. But tell me, weren't those very robes once part of a
Starting point is 01:51:41 living creature? Oh, no, no. They are the webs of a certain animal, but they have never been in themselves alive. You reduce life to extreme simplicity, remarked Maskell meditatively, but it is very beautiful. climbing back over the hills, they now, without further ceremony, began their march across the desert. They walked side by side. Joy Wind directed their course straight toward pooling dread. From the position of the sun, Masco judged their way to lie due north. The sand was soft and powdery, very tiring to his naked feet. The red glare dazed his eyes and made him semi-blind. He was hot, parched and tormented with the cravings to drink.
Starting point is 01:52:30 His undertone of pain emerged into full consciousness. I see my friends nowhere, and it is very queer. Yes, it is queer, if it is accidental, said Joy Wind, with a peculiar intonation. Exactly, agreed Maskell. If they had met with a mishap, their bodies would still be there. It begins to look like a piece of bad, work to me. They must have gone on and left me. Well, I am here, and I must make the best of it. I will trouble no more about them. I don't wish to speak ill of anyone, said Joy Wind,
Starting point is 01:53:10 but my instinct tells me that you are better away from those men. They did not come here for your sake, but for their own. They walked on for a long time. Maskell was beginning to feel faint. She twined her magun lovingly around his waist, and a strong current of confidence and well-being instantly coursed through his veins. Thanks, Joy Wind, but am I not weakening you? Yes, she replied with a quick, thrilling glance, but not much, and it gives me great happiness. Presently they met a fantastic little creature, the size of a newborn lamb, waltzing along on three legs. Each leg in turn moved to the front, so the little monstrosity proceeded by means of a series of complete rotations. It was vividly colored, as though it had been dipped into pots of bright blue and yellow paint.
Starting point is 01:54:10 It looked up with small, shining eyes as they passed. Joy Wyn nodded and smiled to it. That's a personal friend of mine, Maskell. Whenever I come this way, I see it. It's always waltzing and always in a hurry, but it never seems to get anywhere. It seems to me that life is so self-sufficient here that there is no need for anyone to get anywhere. What I don't quite understand is how you manage to pass your days without on we. That's a strange word.
Starting point is 01:54:45 It means, does it not, craving for excitement? Something of the kind, said Maskell. That must be a disease brought on by rich food. But are you never dull? How could we be? Our blood is quick and light and free. Our flesh is clean and unclogged, inside and out. Before long, I hope you will understand what sort of question you have asked.
Starting point is 01:55:13 Farther on, they encountered a strange phenomenon. In the heart of the desert, a fountain rose perpendicularly, fifty feet into the air, with a cool and pleasant hissing sound. It differed, however, from a fountain in this respect, that the water of which it was composed did not return to the ground, but was absorbed by the atmosphere at the summit. It was, in fact, a tall, graceful column of dark green fluid, with a capital of coiling and twisting vapors.
Starting point is 01:55:46 When they came closer, Maskell perceived that this water column was the continuation and termination of a flowing brook, which came down from the direction of the mountains. The explanation of the phenomenon was evidently that the water at this spot found chemical affinities in the upper air, and consequently forsook the ground. "'Now let us drink,' said Joy Wind. She threw herself unaffectedly at full length on the sand, faced downward by the side of the brook, and Masco was not long in following her example. She refused to quench her thirst until she had seen him drink. He found the water heavy, but bubbling with gas. He drank copiously. It affected his palate in a new way. With the
Starting point is 01:56:36 purity and cleanness of water was combined the exhilaration of a sparkling wine, raising his spirits. But somehow the intoxication brought out his better nature, not his lower. We call it gnawled water, said Joy Wind. This is not quite pure, as you can see by the color. At pooling dread, it is crystal clear. But we would be ungrateful if we complained. After this, you'll find we'll get along much better. Maskell now began to realize his environment, as it were for the first time. All his sense organs started to show him beauties and wonders that he had not hitherto suspected. The uniform glaring scarlet of the sands
Starting point is 01:57:22 became separated into a score of clearly distinguished shades of red. The sky was similarly split up into different blues. The radiant heat of Brantz-Bell he found to affect every part of his body with unequal intensities. His ears awakened. The atmosphere was full of murmurs. The sands hummed. Even the sun's rays had a sands.
Starting point is 01:57:46 sound of their own, a kind of faint, eolian harp. Subtle, puzzling perfumes assailed his nostrils. His palate lingered over the memory of the gnaw water. All the pores of his skin were tickled and soothed by hitherto unperceived currents of air. His poins explored actively the inward nature of everything in his immediate vicinity. His Magan touched joy wind and drew from her person a stream of love. and joy. And lastly, by means of his brief, he exchanged thoughts with her in silence. This mighty, sense symphony stirred him to the depths, and throughout the walk of that
Starting point is 01:58:30 endless morning he felt no more fatigue. When it was drawing near to blood somber, they approached the sedgy margin of a dark green lake, which lay underneath pooling dread. Panaw was sitting on a dark rock waiting for them. End of Chapter 6. Chapter 7 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libravox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus. Chapter 7. Panaw.
Starting point is 01:59:17 The husband got up to meet his wife and their guest. He was clothed in white. He had a beardless face with breathe and poins. His skin, on face and body alike. was so white, fresh, and soft, that it scarcely looked like skin at all. It rather resembled a new kind of pure, snowy flesh, extending right down to his bones. It had nothing in common with the artificially whitened skin of an over-civilized woman. Its whiteness and delicacy aroused no voluptuous thoughts. It was obviously the manifestation of a cold and almost cruel chastity of nature.
Starting point is 01:59:57 His hair, which fell to the nape of his neck, also was white, but again from vigor, not decay. His eyes were black, quiet, and fathomless. He was still a young man, but so stern were his features that he had the appearance of a lawgiver, and this in spite of their great beauty and harmony. His magin and joy winds intertwined for a single moment, and Maskell saw his face soften with love, while she looked exultant. She put him in her husband's arms with gentle force, and stood back, gazing, and smiling.
Starting point is 02:00:37 Maskell felt rather embarrassed at being embraced by a man, but submitted to it. A sense of cool, pleasant languor passed through him in the act. The stranger is red-blooded, then? He was startled by Pannaw speaking in English, and the voice, too, was extraordinary. It was absolutely tranquil, but its tranquility seemed in a curious fashion to be an illusion, proceeding from a rapidity of thoughts and feeling so great that their motion could not be detected.
Starting point is 02:01:10 How this could be he did not know. How do you come to speak in a tongue you have never heard before? demanded Maskell. Thought is a rich, complex thing. I can't say if I am really speaking your tongue. by instinct, or if you yourself are translating my thoughts into your tongue as I utter them. Already you see that Panaugh is wiser than I am, said Joy Wind gaily. What is your name? asked the husband. Maskell. That name must have a meaning, but again thought is a strange thing.
Starting point is 02:01:49 I connect that name with something, but with what? "'Try to discover,' said Joy Wind. "'Has there been a man in your world who stole something from the maker of the universe in order to ennoble his fellow creatures?' "'There is such a myth. The hero's name was Prometheus.' "'Well, you seem to be identified in my mind with that action. But what it all means, I can't say, Maskell.' "'Except it as a good omen, for Panon never lies, and never speak
Starting point is 02:02:23 speaks thoughtlessly. There must be some confusion. These are heights beyond me, said Maskell calmly, but looking rather contemplative. Where did you come from? From the planet of a distant sun called Earth. What for? I was tired of vulgarity, returned Maskell laconically. He intentionally avoided mentioning his fellow voyagers
Starting point is 02:02:50 in order that Crague's name should not come to light. That's an honorable motive, said Pannaw. And what's more, it may be true, though you spoke it as a prevarication. As far as it goes, it's quite true, said Maskell, staring at him with annoyance and surprise. The swampy lake extended for about a half a mile from where they were standing to the lower buttresses of the mountain, Feathery purple reeds showed themselves here and there through the shallows. The water was dark green. Maskell did not see how they were going to cross it.
Starting point is 02:03:30 Joy Wind caught his arm. Perhaps you don't know that the lake will bear us? Panna walked onto the water. It was so heavy that it carried his weight. Joy Wind followed with Maskell. He instantly started to slip about. Nevertheless, the motion was amusing. and he learned so fast by watching and imitating Pannaw
Starting point is 02:03:52 that he was soon able to balance himself without assistance. After that, he found the sport excellent. For the same reason that women excel in dancing, joy winds half-falls and recoveries were far more graceful and sure than those of either of the men. Her slight draped form, dipping, bending, rising, swaying, twisting upon the surface of the dark water, this was a picture
Starting point is 02:04:19 Maskell could not keep his eyes away from. The lake grew deeper. The gnaw water became green-black. The crags, gullies, and precipices of the shore could now be distinguished in detail. A waterfall was visible, descending several hundred feet. The surface of the lake grew disturbed, so much so that Maskell had difficulty in keeping his balance.
Starting point is 02:04:45 He therefore threw himself down and started swimming on the face of the water. Joywin turned her head and laughed so joyously that all her teeth flashed in the sunlight. They landed in a few more minutes on a promontory of black rock. The water on Maskell's garment and body evaporated very quickly. He gazed upward at the towering mountain, but at that moment some strange movements on the part of Panaw
Starting point is 02:05:12 attracted his attention. His face was working convulsively. and he began to stagger about. Then he put his hand to his mouth and took from it what looked like a bright-colored pebble. He looked at it carefully for some seconds. Joy Wint also looked over his shoulder, with quickly changing colors.
Starting point is 02:05:33 After this inspection, Panol let the object, whatever it was, fall to the ground and took no more interest in it. May I look? asked Maskell, and without waiting for permission, he picked it up. It was a delicately beautiful egg-shaped crystal of pale green. "'Where did this come from?' he asked queerly. Panaugh turned away, but Joy Wend answered for him. "'It came out of my husband. That's what I thought, but I couldn't believe it. But what is it?'
Starting point is 02:06:08 I don't know that it has either name or use. It is merely an overflowing of beauty. Beauty? Joy Wynne smiled. If you were to regard nature as the husband and Pannaa as the wife, Maskell, perhaps everything would be explained. Maskell reflected. On earth, he said after a minute, men like Panaugh are called artists, poets, and musicians. Beauty overflows into them too and out of them again.
Starting point is 02:06:42 The only distinction is that their productions are more human and intelligible. Nothing comes from it but vanity, said Panaw, and taking the crystal out of Maskell's hand, he threw it into the lake. The precipice they now had to climb was several hundred feet in height. Maskell was more anxious for Joywin than for himself. She was evidently tiring, but she refused all help, and was, in fact, still the nimbler of the two. She made a mocking face at him.
Starting point is 02:07:16 Pannaw seemed lost in quiet thoughts. The rock was sound and did not crumble under their weight. The heat of Brantzbell, however, was by this time almost killing. The radiance was shocking in its white intensity, and Maskell's pain steadily grew worse. When they got to the top, a plateau of dark rock appeared, bare of vegetation, stretching in both directions as far as the eye could see. It was of a nearly uniform width of five hundred yards, from the edge of the cliffs to the lower slopes of the chain of hills inland.
Starting point is 02:07:51 The hills varied in height. The cup-shaped pooling dread was approximately a thousand feet above them. The upper part of it was covered with a kind of glittering vegetation which he could not comprehend. Joy Wynne put her hand on Maskell's shoulder and pointed upward. Here you have the highest peak in the whole land, That is, until you come to the If Don Marist. On hearing that strange name, he experienced a momentary, unaccountable sensation
Starting point is 02:08:22 of wild vigor and restlessness, but it passed away. Without losing time, Panol led the way up the mountainside. The lower half was of bare rock, not difficult to climb. Halfway up, however, it grew steeper, and they began to meet bushes and small trees. The growth became thicker as they continued to ascend, and when they neared the summit,
Starting point is 02:08:47 tall forest trees appeared. These bushes and trees had pale, glassy trunks and branches, but the small twigs and leaves were translucent and crystal. They cast no shadows from above, but still the shade was cool. Both leaves and branches were fantastically shaped. What surprised mask of the most, however, was the fact that. that as far as he could see, scarcely any two plants
Starting point is 02:09:15 belong to the same species. Won't you help Maskell out of his difficulty, said Joy Wind, pulling her husband's arm. He smiled. If he'll forgive me for again trespassing in his brain, but the difficulty is small. Life on a new planet, Maskell, is necessarily energetic and lawless,
Starting point is 02:09:38 and not sedate and imitative. Nature is still fluid, not yet rigid, and matter is plastic. The will forks and sports incessantly, and thus no two creatures are alike. Well, I understand all that, replied Maskell, after listening attentively. But what I don't grasp is this. If living creatures hear sport so energetically, how does it come about that human beings wear much the same shape as in my world. I'll explain that, too, said Panaw.
Starting point is 02:10:17 All creatures that resemble shaping must of necessity resemble one another. Then sporting is the blind will to become like shaping? Exactly. It is most wonderful, said Maskell. Then the Brotherhood of Man is not a fable invented by idealists, but a solid fact. Joy Wynne looked at him. and changed color. Panao relapsed into sternness.
Starting point is 02:10:48 Maskell became interested in a new phenomenon. The jail-colored blossoms of a crystal bush were emitting mental waves, which, with his breathe, he could clearly distinguish. They cried out silently, To me! To me! While he looked, a flying worm guided itself through the air to one of these blossoms,
Starting point is 02:11:11 and began to suck its nectar. The floral cry immediately ceased. They now gained the crest of the mountain, and looked down beyond. A lake occupied its crater-like cavity. A fringe of trees partly intercepted the view, but Masco was able to perceive that this mountain lake was nearly circular and perhaps a quarter of a mile across. Its shore stood a hundred feet below them.
Starting point is 02:11:39 observing that his host did not propose to descend, he begged them to wait for him, and scrambled down to the surface. When he got there, he found the water perfectly motionless and of a colorless transparency. He walked onto it, laid down at full length, and peered into the depths. It was weirdly clear. He could see down for an indefinite distance,
Starting point is 02:12:04 without arriving at any bottom. Some dark, shadowy objects, almost out of reach of his eyes, were moving about. Then a sound, very faint and mysterious, seemed to come up through the knoll water from an immense depth. It was like the rhythm of a drum. There were four beats of equal length, but the accent was on the third.
Starting point is 02:12:29 It went on for a considerable time, and then ceased. The sound appeared to him to belong to a different world from that in which he was traveling. The latter was mystical, dreamlike, and unbelievable. The drumming was like a very dim undertone of reality. It resembled the ticking of a clock in a room full of voices, only occasionally possible to be picked up by the ear. He rejoined Pannaw and Joy Wind, but said nothing to them about his experience.
Starting point is 02:13:02 They all walked round the rim of the crater and gazed down on the opposite side. precipices similar to those that had overlooked the desert here formed the boundary of a vast moorland plain, whose dimensions could not be measured by the eye. It was solid land, yet he could not make out its prevailing color. It was as if made of transparent glass, but it did not glitter in the sunlight. No objects in it could be distinguished, except a rolling river in the far distance, and farther off still, on the horizon, a line of dark mountains of strange shapes. Instead of being rounded, conical, or hog-backed, these heights were carved by nature into the semblance of castle battlements,
Starting point is 02:13:50 but with extremely deep indentations. The sky, immediately above the mountains, was of a vivid, intense blue. It contrasted in a most marvelous way with the blue of the rest of the heavens. It seemed more luminous and radiant, and was in fact like the afterglow of a gorgeous blue sunset. Masco kept on looking. The more he gazed, the more restless and noble became his feelings. What is that light? Panaw was sterner than usual, while his wife clung to his arm. It is all pain, our second son, he replied. Those hills are the if Don Marist. Now let us get to our shelter. Is it imagination, or am I really being affected, tormented by that light?
Starting point is 02:14:46 No, it's not imagination, it's real. How can it be otherwise when two sons, of different natures, are drawing you at the same time? Luckily, you are not looking at Alpane itself. It's invisible here. You would need to go at least as far as Ifdon to set eyes on it. it. Why do you say luckily? Because the agony caused by those opposing forces would perhaps be more than you could bear, but I don't know. For the short distance that remained of their walk, Maskell was very thoughtful and uneasy. He understood nothing. Whatever object his
Starting point is 02:15:28 eye chanced to rest on changed immediately into a puzzle. The silence and stillness of the mountain peak seemed brooding, mysterious, and waiting. Pannaw gave him a friendly, anxious look, and without further delay, led the way down a little track, which traversed the side of the mountain and terminated in the mouth of a cave. This cave was the home of Pannaw and Joy Wind. It was dark inside. The host took a shell, and filling it with a liquid from a well, carelessly sprinkled the sandy floor of the interior. A greenish, phosphorescent light gradually spread to the furthest limits of the cavern, and continued to illuminate it for the whole time they were there. There was no furniture.
Starting point is 02:16:16 Some dried, fern-like leaves served for couches. The moment she got in, joy wind fell down in exhaustion. Her husband tended her with calm concern. He bathed her face, put drink to her lips, energized her with his Magin, and finally laid her down to sleep. At the side of the noble woman, thus suffering on his account, Maskell, was distressed. Pannaw, however, endeavored to reassure him. It's quite true this has been a very long, hard double journey, but for the future it will lighten all her other journeys for her. Such is the nature of sacrifice.
Starting point is 02:16:59 I can't conceive how I have walked so far. far in a morning, said Maskell, and she has been twice the distance. Love flows in her veins instead of blood, and that's why she is so strong. You know she gave me some of it? Otherwise, you couldn't have even started. I shall never forget that. The languorous heat of the day outside, the bright mouth of the cavern, the cool seclusion of the interior, with its pale green glow, invited Maskell to sleep. But curiosity got the better of his lassitude. Will it disturb her if we talk?
Starting point is 02:17:41 No. But how do you feel? I require little sleep. In any case, it's more important that you should hear something about your new life. It's not all as innocent and idyllic as this. If you intend to go through, you ought to be instructed about the dangers. Oh, I guessed as much.
Starting point is 02:18:04 But how shall we arrange? Shall I put questions, or will you tell me what you think is most essential? Panaw motioned to Maskell to sit down on a pile of ferns, and at the same time reclined himself, leaning on one arm with outstretched legs. I will tell you some incidents of my life. You will begin to learn from them what sort of place you have come to.
Starting point is 02:18:31 I shall be grateful, said Maskell, preparing himself to listen. Panaw paused for a moment or two, and then started his narrative in tranquil, measured, yet sympathetic tones. Panaw's story. My earliest recollection is of being taken, when three years old, that's equivalent to fifteen of your years, but we develop more slowly here. by my father and mother to see Broodviel, the wisest man in torments. He dwelt in the great Womb-flash forest.
Starting point is 02:19:09 We walked through trees for three days, sleeping at night. The trees grew taller as we went along, until the tops were out of sight. The trunks were of a dark red color, and the leaves were of pale ulfire. My father kept stopping to think. If left undeterrupted, he would remain for half a day in deep abstraction. My mother came out of pooling dread and was of a different stamp. She was beautiful, generous, and charming, but also active. She kept urging him on.
Starting point is 02:19:47 This led to many disputes between them, which made me miserable. On the fourth day we passed through a part of the forest which bordered on the sinking sea. This sea is full of pouches of water that will not bear a man's weight, and as these light parts don't differ in appearance from the rest, it is dangerous to cross. My father pointed out a dim outline on the horizon and told me it was Swaylon's island. Men sometimes go there, but none ever return. In the evening of the same day we found Brudeville standing in a deep, miry pit in the forest, surrounded on all sides by trees three hundred feet high. He was a big, gnarled, rugged,
Starting point is 02:20:35 wrinkled, sturdy old man. His age at that time was a hundred and twenty of our years, or nearly six hundred of yours. His body was trilateral. He had three legs, three arms, and six eyes, placed at equal distances all around his head. This gave him an aspect of great watchful and sagacity. He was standing in a sort of trance. I afterward heard this saying of his, "'To lie is to sleep, to sit is to dream, to stand is to think. My father caught the infection and fell into meditation, but my mother roused them both thoroughly. Brutville scowled at her savagely and demanded what she required. Then I too learned for the first time, the object of our journey.
Starting point is 02:21:28 I was a prodigy, that is to say, I was without sex. My parents were troubled over this, and wished to consult the wisest of men. Old Brudville smoothed his face and said, This perhaps will not be so difficult. I will explain the marvel. Every man and woman among us is a walking murderer. If male, he has struggled with and killed with and killed. killed the female, who was born in the same body with him. If a female, she has killed the
Starting point is 02:22:02 male. But in this child, the struggle is still continuing. How shall we end it? asked my mother. Let the child direct its will to the scene of the combat, and it will be of whichever sex it pleases. You want, of course, to be a man, don't you? said my mother to me earnestly. "'Then I shall be slaying your daughter, and that would be a crime.' Something in my tone attracted Brudevile's notice. That was spoken not selfishly, but magnanimously. Therefore, the male must have spoken it, and you need not trouble further. Before you arrive home, the child will be a boy.
Starting point is 02:22:50 My father walked away out of sight. My mother bent very low before Broodviole for about ten minutes, and he remained all the time looking kindly at her. I heard that shortly afterward Alpain came into that land for a few hours daily. Brudviole grew melancholy and died. His prophecy came true. Before we reached home, I knew the meaning of shame. But I have often pondered over his words since, in later years, when trying to understand
Starting point is 02:23:22 my own nature, and I have come to the conclusion that, wisest of men as he was, he still did not see quite straight on this occasion. Between me and my twin sister, enclosed in one body, there never was any struggle, but instinctive reverence for life withheld both of us from fighting for existence. Hers was the stronger temperament, and she sacrificed herself, though not consciously, for me. As soon as I comprehended this, I made a vow never to eat or destroy anything that contained life, and I have kept it ever since. While I was still hardly a grown man, my father died.
Starting point is 02:24:06 My mother's death followed immediately, and I hated the associations of the land. I therefore made up my mind to travel into my mother's country, where, as she had often told me, nature was most sacred, and solitary. One hot morning I came to Shaping's Causeway. It is so called, either because Shaping once crossed it, or because of its stupendous character. It is a natural embankment, twenty miles long,
Starting point is 02:24:36 which links the mountains bordering my homeland with the If-dawn Marist. The valley lies below at a depth varying from eight to ten thousand feet, a terrible precipice on either side. The knife edge of the ridge is generally not much over a foot wide. The causeway goes due north and south. The valley on my right hand was plunged in shadow. That on my left was sparkling with sunlight and dew. I walked fearfully along this precarious path for some miles.
Starting point is 02:25:10 Far to the east, the valley was closed by a lofty table-land, connecting the two chains of mountains, but overtopping even the most of the most of the mountain. towering pinnacles. This is called the Saint-Levels. I was never there, but I have heard two curious facts concerning the inhabitants. The first is that they have no women. The second, that, though they are addicted to traveling in other parts, they never acquire habits of the peoples with whom they reside. Presently, I turned giddy, and lay at full length for a great while, clutching the two edges of the path with both hands, and staring at the ground I was lying on
Starting point is 02:25:52 with wide open eyes. When that passed, I felt like a different man, and grew conceited and gay. About halfway across, I saw someone approaching me a long way off. This put fear into my heart again, for I did not see how we could very well pass. However, I went slowly on, and presently, we drew near enough together for me to recognize the walker. It was Slow Fork, the so-called sorcerer. I had never met him before, but I knew him by his peculiarities of person. He was of a bright, gamboge color, and possessed a very long, proboscis-like nose, which appeared to be a useful organ, but did not add to his beauty, as I knew beauty.
Starting point is 02:26:42 He was dubbed sorcerer from his wondrous skill in budding limbs and organs. The tale is told that one evening he slowly sawed his leg off with a blunt stone, and then lay for two days in agony while his new leg was sprouting. He was not reputed to be a consistently wise man, but he had periodical flashes of penetration and audacity that none could equal. We sat down and faced one another, about two yards apart. Which of us walks over the other? asked Slow Fork. His manner was as calm as the day itself, but to my young nature, terrible with hidden terrors.
Starting point is 02:27:27 I smiled at him, but did not wish for this humiliation. We continued sitting thus in a friendly way for many minutes. What is greater than pleasure? he asked suddenly. I was at an age when one wishes to be thought equal to any emergency, so, concealing my surprise, I applied myself to the conversation, as if it were for that purpose we had met. Pain, I replied, for pain drives out pleasure. What is greater than pain?
Starting point is 02:28:02 I reflected. Love, because we will accept our loved one's share of pain. But what is greater than love, he persisted. Nothing, slow fork. And what is nothing? That you must tell me. Tell you I will. This is Shaping's world.
Starting point is 02:28:28 He that is a good child here knows pleasure, pain, and love, and gets his rewards. But there is another world, not Shaping's, and there all this is unknown, and another order of things reigns. That world we call nothing. But it is not nothing, but something. There was a pause. I have heard, said I, that you are good at growing and ungrowing organs? That's not enough for me.
Starting point is 02:29:03 Every organ tells me the same story. I want to hear different stories. Is it true what men say, that your wisdom flows and ebbs in pulses? Quite true, replied Slow Fork. But those you had it from did not add that they have always mistaken the flow for the ebb. "'My experience is,' said I sententiously, "'that wisdom is misery.' "'Perhaps it is, young man, but you have never learned that and never will.
Starting point is 02:29:38 For you, the world will continue to wear a noble, awful face. You will never rise above mysticism. but be happy in your own way. Before I realized what he was doing, he jumped tranquilly from the path down into the empty void. He crashed with ever-increasing momentum toward the valley below. I screeched, flung myself down on the ground, and shut my eyes. Often have I wondered which of my ill-considered juvenile remarks it was
Starting point is 02:30:14 that caused this sudden resolution on his part to commit suicide. Whichever it might be, since then, I have made it a rigid law never to speak for my own pleasure, but only to help others. I came eventually to the Marist. I threaded its mazes in terror for four days. I was frightened of death, but still more terrified at the possibility of losing my sacred attitude toward life. When I was nearly through and was beginning to congratulate myself, I stumbled across the
Starting point is 02:30:50 third extraordinary personage of my experience, the grim mirror-maker. It was under horrible circumstances. On an afternoon, cloudy and stormy, I saw, suspended in the air, without visible support, a living man. He was hanging in an upright position in front of a cliff, a yawning gulf, a thousand, feet deep lay beneath his feet. I climbed as near as I could and looked on. He saw me and made a rye grimace, like one who wishes to turn his humiliation into humor. The spectacle so astounded me that I could not even grasp what had happened. "'I am your maker!' he cried in a scraping
Starting point is 02:31:38 voice which shocked my ears. "'All my life I have so robbed others. "'I have soared others. I have sorbed others. Now I am sorbed. New Clamp and I fell out over a woman. Now No Clamp holds me up like this. While the strength of his will lasts, I shall remain suspended. But when he gets tired, and it can't be long now, I drop into those depths. Had it been another man, I would have tried to save him. But this ogre-like being was too well known to me.
Starting point is 02:32:15 as one who passed his whole existence in tormenting, murdering, and absorbing others, for the sake of his own delight. I hurried away and did not pause again that day. In Pooling Dread, I met Joy Wind. We walked and talked together for a month, and by that time we found that we loved each other too well to part. Panaw stopped speaking. That is a fascinating story, remarked Maskell. Now I begin to know my way around better. But one thing puzzles me.
Starting point is 02:32:55 What's that? How it happens that men here are ignorant of tools and arts, and have no civilization, and yet contrive to be social in their habits and wise in their thoughts. Do you imagine, then, that love and wisdom spring from tools? But I see how it arises. In your world you have fewer sense organs, and to make up for the deficiency,
Starting point is 02:33:23 you have been obliged to call in the assistance of stones and metals. That's by no means a sign of superiority. No, I suppose not, said Maskell. But I see I have a great deal to unlearn. They talk together a little longer, and then gradually fell asleep. Joy Wind opened her eyes, smiled, and slumbered again. End of Chapter 7.
Starting point is 02:34:03 Chapter 8 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus. Chapter 8. The Lusion Plain Maskell awoke before the others. He got up, stretched himself, and walked out into the sunlight. Branch Bell was already declining.
Starting point is 02:34:29 He climbed to the top of the crater edge and looked away toward If-Dawn. The afterglow of Alpane had by now completely disappeared. The mountain stood up wild and grand. They impressed him like a simple musical theme, the notes of which are widely separated in the scale. A spirit of rashness, daring, and adventure seemed to call to him from them. It was at that moment that the determination flashed into a his heart to walk to the merest and explore its dangers.
Starting point is 02:35:01 He returned to the cavern to say goodbye to his hosts. Joy Wyn looked at him with her brave and honest eyes. Is this selfishness, Maskell, she asked, or are you drawn by something stronger than yourself? We must be reasonable, he answered, smiling. I can't settle down in pooling dread before I found out something about this surprising new planet of yours. "'Remember what a long way I have come,
Starting point is 02:35:28 "'but very likely I shall come back here.' "'Will you make me a promise?' Maskell hesitated. "'Ask nothing difficult, for I hardly know my powers yet.' "'It is not hard, and I wish it. "'Promise this. "'Never to raise your hand against a living creature, "'either to strike, pluck, or eat, "'without first recollecting its mother who suffered for it.'
Starting point is 02:35:54 "'Perhaps I won't promise that,' said Maskell slowly. "'But I'll undertake something more tangible. I will never lift my hand against a living creature without first recollecting you, Joy Wind.' She turned a little pale. "'Now, if Panaw knew that Panaw existed, he might be jealous.' Panah put his hand on her gently. "'You would not talk like that in Shaping's presence,' he said.
Starting point is 02:36:24 "'No, forgive me. I'm not quite myself. Perhaps it is Maskell's blood in my veins. Now let us bid him ado. Let us pray that he will do only honorable deeds, wherever he may be.' "'I'll set Maskell on his way,' said Panaw. "'There's no need,' replied Maskell. "'The way is plain.' "'But talking shortens the road.' "'Maskell turned to go. "'Joy went pulled him around toward her. softly. You won't think badly of other women on my account.
Starting point is 02:36:59 You are a blessed spirit, answered he. She trod quietly to the inner extremity of the cave and stood there, thinking. Panaw and Maskell emerged into the open air. Halfway down the cliff face, a little spring was encountered. Its water was colorless, transparent, but gaseous. As soon as Maskell had satisfied his thirst, he felt himself different. His surroundings were so real to him in their vividness and color, so unreal in their phantom-like mystery, that he scrambled downhill like one in a winter's dream. When they reached the plain,
Starting point is 02:37:37 he saw in front of them an interminable forest of tall trees, the shapes of which were extraordinarily foreign-looking. The leaves were crystalline, and, looking upward, it was as if he were gazing through a roof of glass. The moment they got underneath the trees, the light rays of the sun continued to come through, white, savage, and blazing, but they were gilded of heat. Then it was not hard to imagine that they were wandering through cool, bright elfin glades. Through the forest, beginning at their very feet and avenue, perfectly straight and not very wide, went forward as far as the eye could
Starting point is 02:38:18 sea. Maskell wanted to talk to his traveling companion, but was somehow unable to find words. Panaw glanced at him with an inscrutable smile, stern, yet enchanting, and half-feminine. He then broke the silence, but strangely enough, Maskell could not make out whether he was singing or speaking. From his lips issued a slow, musical restative, exactly like a bewitching adagio from a low-tone stringed instrument. But there was a difference. Instead of the repetition and variation of one or two short themes, as in music, Panos theme was prolonged. It never came to an end, but rather resembled a conversation in rhythm and melody. And at the same time, it was no restative, for it was not declamatory. It was a long, quiet stream of lovely emotion.
Starting point is 02:39:18 listened entranced, yet agitated. The song, if it might be termed a song, seemed to be always just on the point of becoming clear and intelligible, not with the intelligibility of words, but in the way one sympathizes with another's moods and feelings, and Maskell felt that something important was about to be uttered, which would explain all that had gone before. But it was invariably postponed. He never understood. and yet, somehow, he did understand. Late in the afternoon they came to a clearing, and there Panos ceased his restative. He slowed his pace and stopped, in the fashion of a man who wishes to convey that he intends to go no farther.
Starting point is 02:40:06 "'What is the name of this country?' asked Maskell. "'It is the Lusian plain. "'Was that music in the nature of a temptation? Do you wish me not to go on?' Your work lies before you and not behind you. What was it then? What work do you allude to? It must have seemed like something to you, Maskell. It seemed like shaping music to me.
Starting point is 02:40:34 The instant he had absently uttered these words, Maskell wondered why he had done so, as they now appeared meaningless to him. Panah, however, showed no surprise. Shaping will find. you everywhere. Am I dreaming or awake? You are awake.
Starting point is 02:40:55 Maskell fell into deep thought. So be it, he said, rousing himself. Now I will go on. But where must I sleep tonight? You will reach a broad river. On that you can travel to the foot of the Maris tomorrow. But tonight you had better sleep where the forest and river meet. Adieu, then, Panaugh.
Starting point is 02:41:17 but do you wish to say anything more to me? Only this, Maskell, wherever you go, help to make the world beautiful and not ugly. That's more than any of us can undertake. I am a simple man, and have no ambitions in the way of beautifying life. But tell Joy Wind, I will try to keep myself pure.
Starting point is 02:41:41 They parted rather coldly. Maskell stood erect where they had stopped and watched Panaw out of sight. He sighed more than once. He became aware that something was about to happen. The air was breathless. The late afternoon sunshine, unobstructed, wrapped his frame in voluptuous heat.
Starting point is 02:42:03 A solitary cloud, immensely high, raced through the sky overhead. A single trumpet note sounded in the far distance from somewhere behind him. It gave him an impression of being several miles away, at first, but then it slowly swelled and came nearer and nearer at the same time that it increased in volume. Still, the same note sounded, but now it was as if blown by a giant trumpeter immediately over his head. Then it gradually diminished in force and traveled away in front of
Starting point is 02:42:38 him. It ended very faintly and distantly. He felt himself alone with nature. A sacred stillness came over his heart. Past and future were forgotten. The forest, the sun, the day, did not exist for him. He was unconscious of himself. He had no thoughts and no feelings. Yet never had life had such an altitude for him.
Starting point is 02:43:08 A man stood with crossed arms right in his path. He was so clothed that his limbs were exposed while his body was covered. He was young rather than old. Maskell observed that his countenance possessed none of the special organs of torments, to which he had not even yet become reconciled. He was smooth-faced. His whole person seemed to radiate an excess of life, like the trembling of air on a hot day. His eyes had such force that Maskell could not meet them. He addressed Masco by name in an extraordinary voice. It had a double tone. The primary one sounded far away. The second was an undertone, like a sympathetic tanging string. Maskell felt a rising joy as he continued standing in the
Starting point is 02:44:00 presence of this individual. He believed that something good was happening to him. He found it physically difficult to bring any words out. Why do you stop me? Maskell look well at at me. Who am I? I think you are shaping. I am surter. Maskell again attempted to meet his eyes, but felt as if he were being stabbed. You know that this is my world. Why do you think I have brought you here? I wish you to serve me. Maskell could no longer speak. Those who joke at my world, continued the vision, those who make a mock of its stern, eternal rhythm, its beauty and sublimity, which are not skin deep, but proceed from fathomless roots. They shall not escape. I do not mock it. Ask me your questions, and I will answer them. I have nothing. It is necessary for you
Starting point is 02:45:09 to serve me, Maskell. Do you not understand? You are. You are. You are. You are. You are. You are, you very for you, are my servant and helper. I shall not fail. This is for my sake and not for yours. These last words had no sooner left Sertor's mouth than Mascal saw him spring suddenly upward and outward. Looking up at the vault of the sky, he saw the whole expanse of vision filled by Surturter's form,
Starting point is 02:45:36 not as a concrete man, but as a vast, concave cloud image, looking down and frowning at him. Then the spectacle vanished as a light goes out. Maskell stood inactive, with a thumping heart. Now he again heard the solitary trumpet note. The sound began this time faintly in the far distance in front of him, traveled slowly toward him with regularly increasing intensity, passed overhead at its loudest,
Starting point is 02:46:06 and then grew more in more quiet, wonderful, and solemn, as it fell away in the rear, until the note was merged in the death-like silence of the forest. It appeared to Maskell like the closing of a marvelous and important chapter. Simultaneously, with the fading away of the sound, the heaven seemed to open up with the rapidity of lightning into a blue vault of immeasurable height. He breathed the great breath, stretched all his limbs, and looked around him with a slow smile. After a while he resumed his journey. His brain was all dark and confused,
Starting point is 02:46:48 but one idea was already beginning to stand out from the rest, huge, shapeless, and grand, like the growing image in the soul of a creative artist, the staggering thought that he was a man of destiny. The more he reflected upon all that had occurred since his arrival in this new world, and even before leaving earth, the clearer and more indisputable it became
Starting point is 02:47:12 that he could not be here for his own purposes, but must be here for an end. But what that end was he could not imagine. Through the forest he saw a branch spell at last sinking in the west. It looked a stupendous ball of red fire. Now he could realize at his ease what a sun it was. The avenue took an abrupt turn to the low, left and began to descend steeply. A wide, rolling river of clear and dark water was visible in
Starting point is 02:47:44 front of him, no great way off. It flowed from north to south. The forest path led him straight to its banks. Maskell stood there and regarded the lapping, gurgling waters pensively. On the opposite bank, the forest continued. Miles to the south, pooling dread could just be distinguished. On the northern skyline, the If-Dawn mountains loomed up, high, wild, beautiful, and dangerous. They were not a dozen miles away. Like the first mutterings of a thunderstorm, the first faint breaths of cool wind, Maskell felt the stirrings of passion in his heart. In spite of his bodily fatigue, he wished to test his strength against something. This craving he identified with the crags of the merest. They seemed to have the same magical attraction for his will as the lodestone for iron.
Starting point is 02:48:40 He kept biting his nails as he turned his eyes in that direction, wondering if it would not be possible to conquer the heights that evening. But when he glanced back at Poolingdread, he remembered Joy Wind and Panaw and grew more tranquil. He decided to make his bed at this spot and to set off as soon after daybreak as he should awake. He drank at the river, washed himself and laid down on the bank to sleep. By this time, so far had his idea progressed that he cared nothing for the possible dangers of the night. He confided in his star. Branch spell set. The day faded. Night with its terrible weight came on, and through it all, Maskell slept. Long before midnight, however, he was awakened by a crimson glow in the sky. He opened
Starting point is 02:49:32 his eyes and wondered where he was. He felt heaviness and pain. The red glow was a terrestrial phenomenon. It came from among the trees. He got up and went toward the source of the light. Away from the river, not a hundred feet off, he nearly stumbled across the form of a sleeping woman. The object which admitted the crimson rays was lying on the ground, several yards away from her. It was like a small jewel, throwing off sparks of red light. He barely threw a glance at that, however. The woman was clothed in the large skin of an animal. She had big, smooth, shapely limbs, rather muscular than fat. Her magon was not a thin tentacle, but a third arm, terminating in a hand. Her face, which was upturned, was wild, powerful, and exceedingly handsome.
Starting point is 02:50:28 But he saw with surprise that in place of a brieve on her forehead she possessed another eye. All three were closed. The color of her skin in the crimson glow he could not distinguish. He touched her gently with his hand. She awoke calmly and looked up at him without stirring a muscle. All three eyes stared at him, but the two lower ones were dull and vacant, mere carriers of vision. The middle upper one alone
Starting point is 02:51:01 expressed her inner nature. Its haughty, unflinching glare had yet something seductive and alluring in it. Maskell felt a challenge in that look of lordly, feminine will, and his manner instinctively stiffened. She sat up. "'Can you speak my language?' he asked. "'I wouldn't put such a question, but others have been able to.'
Starting point is 02:51:24 Why should you imagine that I can't read your mind? Is it so extremely complex? She spoke in a rich, lingering, musical voice, which delighted him to listen to. No, but you have no breathe. Well, but haven't I a sorb, which is better? And she pointed to the eye on her brow. What is your name? Oshyaks.
Starting point is 02:51:52 And where do you come from? If dawn. These contemptuous replies began to irritate him, and yet the mere sound of her voice was fascinating. "'I am going there to-morrow,' he remarked. She laughed, as if against her will, but made no comment. "'My name is Maskell,' he went on. "'I am a stranger, from another world. So I should judge from your absurd appearance.'
Starting point is 02:52:23 "'Perhaps it would be as well to say at once,' said Maskell bluntly. "'Are we, or are we not to be friends?' She yawned and stretched her arms, without rising. "'Why should we be friends? If I thought you were a man, I might accept you as a lover.' "'You must look elsewhere for that.' "'So be it, Maskell. Now go away and leave me in peace.' She dropped her head again to the ground, but did not at once close her eyes. "'What are you doing here?' he interrogated.
Starting point is 02:53:04 "'Oh, we if, dawn folk, occasionally come here to sleep, for there, often enough, it is a night for us which has no next morning. Being such a terrible place, and seeing that I am a total stranger, it would be merely courteous if he were to warn me what I have to expect in the way of dangers. "'I am perfectly and utterly indifferent to what becomes of you,' retorted Oshyaks. "'Are you returning in the morning?' persisted Maskell. "'If I wish—' "'Then we will go together.'
Starting point is 02:53:40 She got up again on her elbow. Instead of making plans for other people, I would do a very necessary thing. Pray, tell me. Well, there's no reason why I should. but I will. I would try to convert my women's organs into men's organs. It is a man's country. Speak more plainly. Oh, it's plain enough. If you attempt to pass through If-Don without a sorb, you are simply committing suicide, and that Magin, too, is worse than useless. You probably know what you are talking about, Osiacs. But what do you advise me to do?
Starting point is 02:54:22 She negligently pointed to the light-emitting stone lying on the ground. There is the solution. If you hold that Drew to your organs for a good while, perhaps it will start the change, and perhaps nature will do the rest during the night. I promise nothing. Oceax now really turned her back on Maskell. He considered for a few minutes, and then walked over and to where the stone was lying and took it in his hand.
Starting point is 02:54:54 It was a pebble the size of a hen's egg, radiant with crimson light, as though red-hot, and throwing out a continuous shower of small blood-red sparks. Finally deciding that Oceax's advice was good, he applied the drood first to his magan and then to his breathe. He experienced a cauterizing sensation, a feeling of healing pain. End of Chapter 8.
Starting point is 02:55:23 Chapter 9. Of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 9, Osiacs Maskell's second day on torments dawned. Brandspell was already above the horizon when he awoke. He was instantly aware that his organs had changed during the night. His fleshy-breeve was altered into an eye-like sorb. His magan had swelled and developed into a third arm, springing from the breast. The arm gave him at once a sense of greater physical security, but with the sorb he was obliged to experiment, before he could grasp its function. As he lay
Starting point is 02:56:19 there in the white sunlight, opening and shutting each of his three eyes in turn, he found that the two lower ones served his understanding, the upper one, his will. That is to say, With the lower eyes he saw things in clear detail, but without personal interest. With the Sorb, he saw nothing as self-existent. Everything appeared as an object of importance or non-importance to his own needs. Rather puzzled as to how this would turn out, he got up and looked about him. He had slept out of sight of Oceax. He was anxious to learn if she were still on the spot.
Starting point is 02:56:57 But before going to ascertain, he made up his mind. to bathe in the river. It was a glorious morning. The hot white sun already began to glare, but its heat was tempered by a strong wind which whistled through the trees. A host of fantastic clouds filled the sky. They looked like animals and were always changing shape. The ground, as well as the leaves and branches of the forest trees, still held traces of heavy dew or rain during the night. A poignantly sweet smell of nature entered as a nostrils. His pain was quiescent, and his spirits were high. Before he bathed, he viewed the mountains of the If-Don Marist. In the morning sunlight,
Starting point is 02:57:42 they stood out pictorially. He guessed that they were from five to six thousand feet high. The lofty, irregular, castellated lines seemed like the walls of a magic city. The cliffs fronting him were composed of gaudy rocks, vermilion, emerald, yellow, all-fire, and black. As he gazed at them, his heart began to beat like a slow, heavy drum, and he thrilled all over. Indescribable hopes, aspirations, and emotions came over him. It was more than the conquest of a new world which he felt. It was something different. He bathed and drank, and as he was reclothing himself, Oceac strolled indolently up. He could now perceive the color of her skin. It was a vivid, yet delicate mixture of Carmen, white, and jail. The effect was startlingly unearthly.
Starting point is 02:58:37 With these new colors, she looked like a genuine representative of a strange planet. Her frame also had something curious about it. The curves were womanly, the bones were characteristically female, yet all seemed somehow to express a daring, masculine, underlying will. The commanding eye on her forehead set the same puzzle in plainer language. Its bold, domineering egotism was shot with undergleams of sex and softness. She came to the river's edge and reviewed him from top to toe. Now you are built more like a man, she said in her lovely, lingering voice. You see, the experiment was successful, he answered, smiling gaily.
Starting point is 02:59:24 Oshacks continued to look him over. Did some woman give you that ridiculous robe? A woman did give it to me, dropping his smile, but I saw nothing ridiculous in the gift at the time, and I don't now. I think I'd look better in it. As she drawled the words, she began stripping off the skin, which suited her form so well, and motioned to him to exchange garments. He obeyed, rather shamefacedly, for he realized that the proposed exchange was in fact more appropriate to his sex. He found the skin a freer dress.
Starting point is 03:00:03 Oceax and her drapery appeared more dangerously feminine to him. "'I don't want you to receive gifts at all from other women,' she remarked slowly. "'Why not? What can I be to you?' "'I have been thinking about you during the night.' Her voice was retarded, scornful, viola-like. She sat down on the trunk of a fallen tree and looked away.
Starting point is 03:00:28 In what way? She returned no answer to his question, but began to pull off pieces of the bark. Last night you were so contemptuous. Last night is not today. Do you always walk through the world with your head over your shoulder? It was now Maskell's turn to be silent. Still, if you have male instincts, as I suppose you have, you can't go on resisting me forever. But this is preposterous, said Maskell, opening his eyes wide.
Starting point is 03:01:03 Granted that you are a beautiful woman, we can't be quite so primeval. Oshak sighed and rose to her feet. It doesn't matter. I can wait. From that I gather that you intend to make the journey in my society. I have no objection. In fact, I shall be glad, but only on condition that you drop this language. Yet you do think me beautiful. Why shouldn't I think so, if it is the fact?
Starting point is 03:01:33 I fail to see what that has to do with my feelings. Bring it to end, Oshacks. You will find plenty of men to admire and love you. At that she blazed up. Does love pick and choose, you fool? Do you imagine I am so hard put to it that I have to hunt for lovers? Is not Crim Typhon waiting for me at this very moment? "'Very well. I am sorry to have hurt your feelings. Now carry the temptation no farther,
Starting point is 03:02:03 for it is a temptation where a lovely woman is concerned. I am not my own master.' "'I'm not proposing anything so very hateful, am I? Why do you humiliate me so?' Masco put his hands behind his back. I repeat, I am not my own master. Then who is your master? "'Yesterday I saw Sertr, and from today I am serving him.' "'Did you speak with him?' she asked curiously. "'I did. Tell me what he said.' "'No, I can't. I won't. But whatever he said, his beauty was more tormenting than yours, Oceax, and that's why I can look at you in cold blood.'
Starting point is 03:02:50 "'Did Sertrater forbid you to be a man?' Maskell frowned. Is love such a manly sport, then? I should have thought it effeminate. It doesn't matter. You won't always be so boyish. But don't try my patience too far. Let's talk about something else. And above all, let us get on the road.
Starting point is 03:03:13 She suddenly broke into a laugh, so rich, sweet and enchanting, that he grew half-inflamed and half-wished to catch her body in his arms. Oh, Masco, Maskell, what a fool you are. In what way am I a fool? He demanded, scowling, not at her words, but at his own weakness.
Starting point is 03:03:35 Isn't the whole world a handiwork of innumerable pairs of lovers? And yet you think yourself above all that. You try to fly away from nature, but where will you find a hole to hide yourself in? Besides beauty, I now credit you with a second quality. Persistence. "'Read me well, and then it is natural law that you'll think twice and three times before throwing me away. And now, before we go, we had better eat.' "'Eat,' said Maskell thoughtfully.
Starting point is 03:04:08 "'Don't you eat? Is food in the same category as love?' "'What food is it?' "'Fish from the river.' Maskell recollected his promise to Joy Wind. At the same time, he felt hungry. "'Is there nothing milder?' She pulled her mouth scornfully. "'You came through pulling dread, didn't you? All the people there are the same.
Starting point is 03:04:33 They think life is to be looked at and not lived. Now that you are visiting If-Don, you'll have to change your notions.' "'Go catch your fish,' he returned, pulling down his brows. The broad, clear waters flowed past them with swelling undulations from the direction of the mountains. Oshaks knelt down on the bank and peered into the depths. Presently, her look became tense and concentrated. She dipped her hand in and pulled out some sort of little monster.
Starting point is 03:05:05 It was more like a reptile than a fish, with its scaly plates and teeth. She threw it on the ground, and it started crawling about. Suddenly, she darted all her will into her sorb. The creature leaped into the air and fell down dead. She picked up a sharp-edged slate, and with it removed the scales and entrails. During this operation her hands and garment became stained with the light scarlet blood. "'Find me the drood, Maskell,' she said with a lazy smile. "'You had it last night.'
Starting point is 03:05:39 He searched for it. It was hard to locate, for its race had grown dull and feeble in the sunlight. But at last he found it. Oshacks placed it in the interior of the monster, and then left the body lying on the ground. While it's cooking, I'll wash some of this blood away, which frightens you so much. Have you never seen blood before? Maskell gazed at her in perplexity. The old paradox came back, the contrasting sexual characteristics in her person.
Starting point is 03:06:12 Her bold, masterful, masculine egotism of manner seemed quite incongrued. with the fascinating and disturbing femininity of her voice. A startling idea flashed into his mind. In your country, I am told there is an act of will called absorbing. What is that? She held her red dripping hands away from her draperies, and uttered a delicious, clashing laugh. You think I am half a man?
Starting point is 03:06:43 Answer my question. I am a woman through and through, Maskell. to the marrowbone, and that's not to say I have never absorbed males. And that means, new strings for my harp, maskell, and a wider range of passions, a stormier heart. For you, yes, but for them? I don't know. The victims don't describe their experiences, probably unhappiness of some sort,
Starting point is 03:07:12 if they still know anything. This is a fearful business, he exclaimed. named regarding her gloomily. One would think Ifon a land of devils! Oshacks gave a beautiful sneer as she took a step toward the river. Better men than you, better in every sense of the word, are walking about with foreign wills inside them. You may be as moral as you like, Maskell,
Starting point is 03:07:38 but the fact remains, animals were made to be eaten, and simple natures were made to be absorbed. And human rights count for nothing. She had bent over the river's edge to wash her arms and hands, but glanced up over her shoulder to answer his remark. They do count, but we only regard a man as human for just as long as he's able to hold his own with others. The flesh was soon cooked, and they breakfasted in silence.
Starting point is 03:08:09 Maskell cast heavy, doubtful glances from time to time towards his companion. Whether it was due to the strange quality of the food, or, to his long abstention, he did not know, but the meal tasted nauseous and even cannibalistic. He ate little, and the moment he got up he felt defiled. "'Let me bury this drood, where I can find it some other time,' said Oceyaks. "'On the next occasion, though, I shall have no masca with me to shock. Now we have to take to the river.' They stepped off the land onto the water.
Starting point is 03:08:46 It flowed against them with a sloth. sluggish current, but the opposition, instead of hindering them, had the contrary effect. It caused them to exert themselves, and they moved faster. They climbed the river in this way for several miles. The exercise gradually improved the circulation of Maskell's blood, and he began to look at things in a far more way. The hot sunshine, the diminished wind, the cheerful, marvelous cloud scenery, the quiet crystal forests, all was soothing and delightful.
Starting point is 03:09:17 They approached nearer and nearer to the gaily painted heights of Ifton. There was something enigmatic to him in those bright walls. He was attracted by them, yet felt a sort of awe. They looked real, but at the same time very supernatural. If one could see the portrait of a ghost painted with a hard, firm outline in substantial colors, the feelings produced by such a sight would be exactly similar to Maskell's impressions as he studied the If-Don precipices. He broke the long silence.
Starting point is 03:09:53 Those mountains have most extraordinary shapes. All the lines are straight and perpendicular, no slopes or curves. She walked backward on the water in order to face him. That's typical of If-Don. Nature is all hammer-blows with us, nothing soft and gradual. I hear you, but I don't understand you.
Starting point is 03:10:17 All over the merest, you'll find patches of ground plunging down or rushing up. Trees grow fast. Women and men don't think twice before acting. One may call if-don a place of quick decisions. Maskell was impressed. A fresh, wild, primitive land. How is it where you come from? asked Oceyaks. Oh, mine is a decrepit world, where nature takes a hundred years to move a
Starting point is 03:10:47 foot of solid land. Men and animals go about in flux. Originality is a lost habit. Are there women there? As with you, and not very differently formed. Do they love? He laughed. So much so that it has changed the dress, speech, and thoughts of the whole sex.
Starting point is 03:11:09 Probably they are more beautiful than I? No, I think not, said Maskell. There was another romew. rather long silence as they traveled unsteadily onward. "'What is your business in Ifdon?' demanded Oceac suddenly. He hesitated over his answer. "'Can you grasp that it's possible to have an aim right in front of one, so big that one can't see it as a whole?'
Starting point is 03:11:38 She stole a long, inquisitive look at him. "'What sort of aim?' "'A moral aim. Are you proposing to set the world right? I propose nothing. I am waiting. Don't wait too long, for time doesn't wait, especially in if-dawn. Something will happen, said Maskell. Oceax drew a subtle smile.
Starting point is 03:12:04 So you have no special destination in the Marist? No, and if you'll permit me, I will come home with you. Singular man, she said with a short, thrilling laugh. That's what I've been offering all the time. Of course you will come home with me. As for a crim-typhon. You mentioned that name before. Who is he? Oh, my lover, or, as you would say, my husband. This doesn't improve matters, said Maskell. It leaves them exactly where they were. We merely have to remove him. We are certainly misunderstanding each other, said Maskell, quite startled. Do you by any chance imagine that I am making a compact with you?
Starting point is 03:12:49 You will do nothing against your will, but you have promised to come home with me. Tell me, how do you remove husbands and if-dawn? Either you or I must kill them. He eyed her for a full minute. Now we are passing from folly to insanity. Not at all, replied Oscex. It is the too sad truth, and when you have seen Crim Typhon, you will realize it. I'm aware I am on a strange planet, said Maskell slowly, where all sorts of unheard of things may
Starting point is 03:13:27 happen, and where the very laws of morality may be different. Still, as far as I am concerned, murder is murder, and I'll have no more to do with a woman who wants to make use of me to get rid of her husband. You think me wicked, demanded Oshak steadily, or mad. Then you would better leave me, Maskell. Only... Only what? You wish to be consistent, don't you?
Starting point is 03:13:56 Leave all other mad and wicked people as well. Then you'll find it easier to reform the rest. Maskell frowned, but said nothing. Well, demanded O'Shacks with a half-smile, I'll come with you, and I'll see Crim Typhon, if only to warn him. Oshacks broke into a cascade of rich, feminine laughter, but whether at the image conjured up by Maskell's last words or from some other cause he did not know, the conversation dropped.
Starting point is 03:14:29 At a distance of a couple of miles from the now-towering cliffs, the river made a sharp right-angled turn to the west, and was no longer of use to them on their journey. Maskell stared up doubtfully. "'It's a stiff climb for a hot morning.' "'Let's rest here a little,' said she, indicating a smooth flat island of black rock, standing up just out of the water in the middle of the river.
Starting point is 03:14:54 They accordingly went to it, and Maskell sat down. Oceaks, however, standing gracefully indirect, turned her face toward the cliffs opposite and uttered a piercing and peculiar call. "'What is that for?' She did not answer. After waiting a minute, she repeated the call. Maskell now saw a large bird detach itself from the top of one of the precipices
Starting point is 03:15:20 and sail slowly down toward them. It was followed by two others. The flight of these birds was exceedingly slow and clumsy. "'What are they?' he asked. She still returned no answer, but smiled rather, peculiarly and sat down beside him. Before many minutes he was able to distinguish the shapes and colors of the flying monsters. They were not birds, but creatures with long, snake-like bodies, and ten reptilian legs apiece, terminating in fins which acted as wings. The bodies were of bright
Starting point is 03:15:58 blue, the legs and fins were yellow. They were flying without haste, but in a somewhat ominous fashion, straight toward them. He could make out a long, thin, spiking projection from each of the heads. "'They are Shroutks,' explained Oshacks at last. "'If you want to know their intention, I'll tell you. "'To make a meal of us. "'First, all of their spikes will pierce us,
Starting point is 03:16:25 "'and then their mouths, which are really suckers, "'will drain us dry of blood. "'Pretty thoroughly, too. "'There are no half-measures with Shrowks. "'They are toothless beasts, so don't eat flesh. As you show such admirable sang-fois, said Maskell dryly,
Starting point is 03:16:43 I take it there's no particular danger. Nevertheless, he instinctively tried to get onto his feet, and failed. A new form of paralysis was chaining him to the ground. Are you trying to get up? asked Osiac smoothly. Well, yes, but those cursed reptiles seem to be nailing me down to the rock with their wills. May I ask if you had any special object in view in waking them up? I assure you the danger is quite real, Maskell. Instead of talking and asking questions,
Starting point is 03:17:18 you had much better see what you can do with your will. I seem to have no will, unfortunately. Osiacs was seized with a paroxysm of laughter, but it was still rich and beautiful. It's obvious you aren't a very heroic protector, Masco, It seems I must play the man and you the woman. I expected better things of your big body. Why, my husband would send those creatures dancing all around the sky by way of a joke before disposing of them. Now watch me.
Starting point is 03:17:54 Two of the three I'll kill. The third we will ride home on. Which one shall we keep? The Shrouches continued their slow, wobbling flight toward them. Their bodies were of huge size. They produced in Maskell the same sensation of loathing as insects did. He instinctively understood that as they hunted with their wills, there was no necessity for them to possess a swift motion.
Starting point is 03:18:21 "'Choose which you please,' he said shortly. "'They are equally objectionable to me.' "'Then I'll choose the leader, as it is presumably the most energetic animal. Watch now.' She stood upright, and her sorb suddenly blazed with fire. Maskell felt something snap inside his brain. His limbs were free once more. The two monsters in the rear staggered and darted head foremost toward the earth,
Starting point is 03:18:50 one after the other. He watched them crash on the ground and then lie motionless. The leader still came toward them, but he fancied that its flight was altered in character. It was no longer menacing, but tamed. and unwilling. Oshacks guided it with her will to the mainland shore opposite their island rock. Its vast bulk lay there extended, awaiting her pleasure. They immediately crossed the water. Maskell viewed the Shrout at close quarters. It was about thirty feet long. Its bright-colored skin was shining, slippery, and leathery. A mane of black hair covered its long neck.
Starting point is 03:19:31 Its face was awesome and unnatural, with its carnivorous eyes, frightful stiletto, and blood-sucking cavity. There were true fins on its back and tail. "'Have you a good seat?' asked Oceax, patting the creature's flank. "'As I have to steer, let me jump on first.' She pulled up her gown, then climbed up and sat astride the animal's back, just behind the main, which she clutched. between her and the fin that was just room for Maskell. He grasped the two flanks with his outer hands, his third, new arm, pressed against Oceax's back,
Starting point is 03:20:12 and for additional security he was compelled to encircle her waist with it. Directly he did so, he realized that he had been tricked, and that this ride had been planned for one purpose only, to inflame his desires. The third arm possessed a function of its own, of which hitherto he had been ignorant. It was a developed magin, but the stream of love which was communicated to it was no longer pure and noble. It was boiling, passionate, and torturing.
Starting point is 03:20:43 He gritted his teeth and kept quiet, but Oshacks had not plotted the adventure to remain unconscious of his feelings. She looked around with a golden, triumphant smile. The ride will last some time, so hold on well. Her voice was soft like a flute, but rather malicious. Maskell grinned and said nothing. He dared not remove his arm. The Shroutes straddled onto its legs. It jerked itself forward and rose slowly and uncouthly in the air.
Starting point is 03:21:17 They began to paddle upward toward the painted cliffs. The motion was swaying, rocking, and sickening. The contact of the brute's slimy skin was disgusting. All this, however, was merely background to Maskell, as he sat there with closed eyes, holding on to Oceaks. In the front and center of his consciousness was the knowledge that he was gripping a fair woman, and that her flesh was responding to his touch like a lovely harp. They climbed up and up.
Starting point is 03:21:49 He opened his eyes and ventured to look around him. By this time they were already level with the top of the outer rampart of the precipices. There now came in sight a wild archipelago of islands, with jagged outlines emerging from a sea of air. The islands were mountain summits, or, more accurately speaking, the country was a high tableland, fissured everywhere by narrow and apparently bottomless cracks. These cracks were in some cases like canals, in others like lakes, in others merely holes in the ground, closed in all round. The perpendicular sides of the islands, that is the upper visible parts of the innumerable cliff faces,
Starting point is 03:22:32 were of bare rock, gaudily colored, but the level surfaces were a tangle of wild plant life. The taller trees alone were distinguishable from the shroud's back. They were of different shapes and did not look ancient. They were slender and swaying, but did not appear very graceful. They looked tough, wiry, and savage. As Masco continued to explore the landscape, he forgot Oceax and his passion. Other strange feelings came to the front. The morning was gay and bright.
Starting point is 03:23:07 The sun scorched down, quickly changing clouds sailed across the sky, and the earth was vivid, wild, and lonely. Yet he experienced no aesthetic sensations. He felt nothing but an intense longing for action and possession. When he looked at anything, he looked at anything, he immediately wanted to deal with it. The atmosphere of the land seemed not free, but sticky. Attraction and repulsion were its constituents.
Starting point is 03:23:38 Apart from his wish to play a personal part in what was going on around and beneath him, the scenery had no significance for him. So preoccupied was he that his arm partly released its clasp. Oshacks turned around to gaze at him. Whether or not she was satisfied with what she saw, she uttered a low laugh, like a peculiar chord. "'Cold again so quickly, Maskell?' "'What do you want?' he asked absently, still looking over the side.
Starting point is 03:24:11 "'It's extraordinary. How drawn I feel to all this!' "'You wish to take a hand?' "'I wish to get down.' "'Oh, we have a good way to go yet. So you really feel different?' "'Different from what? What are you talking about?' said Maskell, still lost in abstraction. Oshacks laughed again. "'It would be strange if we couldn't make a man of you, for the material is excellent.'
Starting point is 03:24:39 After that she turned her back once more. The air islands differed from water islands in another way. They were not on a plain surface, but sloped upward, like a succession of broken terraces, as the journey progressed. The Shrach had hitherto been flying well above the ground, but now, when a new line of towering cliffs confronted them, Oshaks did not urge the beast upward, but caused it to enter a narrow canyon,
Starting point is 03:25:09 which intersected the mountains like a channel. They were instantly plunged into deep shade. The canal was not above thirty feet wide. The wall stretched upward on both sides for many hundred feet. It was as cool as an ice-tubeau. chamber. When Maskell attempted to plumb the chasm with his eyes, he saw nothing but black obscurity. "'What is at the bottom?' he asked. "'Death for you, if you go to look for it.' "'We know that. I mean, is there any kind of life down there?'
Starting point is 03:25:42 "'Not that I have ever heard of,' said Osiacs, but of course all things are possible.' "'I think very likely there is life,' he returned, thought. "'I thought of course. "'I'm not'all things are possible.' "'I think very likely there is life,' he returned thoughtfully. Her ironic laugh sounded out of the gloom. "'Shall we go down and see?' "'You find that amusing?' "'No, not that. What I do find amusing is the big stranger with the beard, who is so keenly interested in everything except himself.'
Starting point is 03:26:14 Maskell then laughed too. I happen to be the only thing in torments, which is not a novelty for me. Yes, but I am a novelty for you. The channel went zigzagging its way through the belly of the mountain, and all the time they were gradually rising. At least I have heard nothing like your voice before, said Maskell, who, since he had no longer anything to look at, was at last ready for conversation. What's the matter with my voice?
Starting point is 03:26:46 It's all that I can distinguish of you now. That's why I mentioned it. Isn't it clear? Don't I speak distinctly? Oh, it's clear enough, but it's inappropriate. Inappropriate? I won't explain further, said Maskell, but whether you are speaking or laughing,
Starting point is 03:27:06 your voice is by far the loveliest and strangest instrument I have ever listened to. And yet I repeat, it is inappropriate. "'You mean that my nature doesn't correspond?' He was just considering his reply, when their talk was abruptly broke off by a huge and terrifying, but not very loud sound, rising up from the Gulf directly underneath them. It was a low, grinding, roaring thunder. "'The ground is rising under us,' cried Oceax. "'Shall we escape?'
Starting point is 03:27:42 She made no answer, but urged the Shrouch's flight upward, at such a steep gradient that they retained their seats with difficulty. The floor of the canyon, upheaved by some mighty subterranean force, could be heard and almost felt coming up after them, like a gigantic landslip in the wrong direction. The cliffs cracked, and fragments began to fall. A hundred awful noises fill the air, growing louder and louder each second, splitting, hissing, cracking, grinding, booming, exploding,
Starting point is 03:28:14 roaring. When they still had fifty feet or so to go to reach the top, a sort of dark, indefinite sea of broken rocks and soil appeared under their feet, ascending rapidly, with irresistible might, accompanied by the most horrible noises. The canal was filled up for 200 yards before and behind them. Millions of tons of solid matter seemed to be raised. The Shrouch in its ascent was caught by the uplifted debris. Beast and riders experienced in that moment all the horrors of an earthquake. They were rolled violently over
Starting point is 03:28:51 and thrown among the rocks and dirt. All was thunder, instability, motion, confusion. Before they had time to realize their position, they were in the sunlight. The upheaval still continued. In another minute or two, the valley floor had formed a new mountain, a hundred feet or more higher than the old.
Starting point is 03:29:11 Then its movement ceased suddenly. Every noise stopped, as if by magic. Not a rock moved. Osiaks and Maskell picked themselves up and examined themselves for cuts and bruises. The Shrout lay on its side, panting violently and sweating with fright. "'That was a nasty affair,' said Maskell, flicking the dirt off his person. Oshiecks staunched a cut on her chin with a corner of a robe.
Starting point is 03:29:40 It might have been far worse. I mean, it's bad enough to come up with, but it's death to go down, and that happens just as often. Whatever induces you to live in such a country? I don't know, Masco, habit, I suppose. I have often thought of moving out of it. A good deal must be forgiven you
Starting point is 03:30:02 for having to spend your life in a place like this, where one is obviously never safe from one minute to another. You will learn by degrees, she answered, smiling. She looked hard at the monster and got it heavily to its feet. Get on again, Maskell, she directed, climbing back to her perch. We haven't too much time to waste. He obeyed. They resumed their interrupted flight, this time over the mountains, and in full sunlight. Maskell settled down again to his
Starting point is 03:30:35 thoughts. The peculiar atmosphere of the country continued to soak into his brain. His will became so restless and uneasy that merely to sit there in inactivity was a torture. He could scarcely endure not to be doing something. "'How secretive you are, Maskell,' said Osiacs quietly, without turning her head. "'What secrets? What do you mean?' "'Oh, I know perfectly well what's passing inside you. Now I think it wouldn't be amiss to ask you. Is friendship still enough?
Starting point is 03:31:14 Oh, don't ask me anything, growled Maskell. I far too many problems in my head already. I only wish I could answer some of them. He stared stonily at the landscape. The beast was winging its way toward a distant mountain of singular shape. It was an enormous natural quadrilateral pyramid, rising in great terraces and terminating in a broad flat top, on which what looked like green snow still lingered.
Starting point is 03:31:43 "'What mountain is that?' he asked. "'Discorn, the highest point in Ifdon. "'Are we going there?' "'Why should we go there? "'But if you are going on farther, "'it might be worth your while to pay a visit to the top. "'It commands the whole land as far as the sinking sea "'and Sway Lone's Island and beyond.
Starting point is 03:32:06 "'You can also see Alpane from it.' "'That's a sight I mean to see before I have finished.' "'Do you, Maskell?' She turned around and put her hand on his wrist. "'Stay with me, and one day we'll go to discord together.' He grunted unintelligibly. There were no signs of human existence in the country under their feet. While Masco was still grimly regarding it,
Starting point is 03:32:32 a large tract of forest, not far ahead, bearing many trees and rocks, suddenly subsided with an awful roar and crashed down into an invisible gulf. What was solid land one minute became a clean-cut chasm the next. He jumped violently up with the shock. This is frightful. Oshyaks remained unmoved. Why, life here must be absolutely impossible, he went on when he had somewhat recovered himself.
Starting point is 03:33:05 A man would need nerves of steel. Is there no means at all of foreseeing a catastrophe like this? Oh, I suppose we wouldn't be alive if there weren't, replied Osiacs with composure. We are more or less clever at it, but that doesn't prevent our often getting caught. You had better teach me the signs. We'll have many things to go over together, and among them, I expect, will be whether we are to stay in the land at all. But first, let us get home.
Starting point is 03:33:37 "'How far is it now?' "'It is right in front of you,' said Oshyaks, pointing with her forefinger. "'You can see it.' He followed the direction of her finger, and after a few questions, made out the spot she was indicating. It was a broad peninsula, about two miles distant. Three of its sides rose sheer out of a lake of air, the bottom of which was invisible. Its fourth was a bottleneck, joining it to the mainland. It was overgrown with bright vegetation, distinct in the brilliant atmosphere.
Starting point is 03:34:12 A single tall tree, shooting up in the middle of the peninsula, dwarfed everything else. It was wide and shady, with sea-green leaves. I wonder if Crim Typhon is there, remarked Osceyaks. Can I see two figures, or am I mistaken? I also see something, said Maskell. In twenty minutes they were directly above. of the peninsula, at a height of about fifty feet. The shroud slackened speed, and came to earth on the mainland, exactly at the gateway of the isthmus. They both descended,
Starting point is 03:34:49 maskell with aching thighs. "'What shall we do with the monster?' asked Oceax. Without waiting for a suggestion, she patted its hideous face with her hand. "'Fly away home. I may want you some other time.' It gave a stupid grunt, elevated itself on its legs again, and after half running, half flying for a few yards, rose awkwardly into the air and paddled away in the same direction from which they had come. They watched it out of sight, and then Osiac started to cross the neck of the land, followed by Maskell. Branch spells white rays beat down on them with pitiless force. The sky had by degrees become cloudless.
Starting point is 03:35:34 and the wind had dropped entirely. The ground was a rich riot of vividly colored ferns, shrubs, and grasses. Through these could be seen here and there the golden chalky soil, and occasionally a glittering, white, metallic boulder. Everything looked extraordinary and barbaric. Maskell was at last walking in the weird, if Don Marist, which had created such strange feelings in him when seen from a distance. And now he was at last walking in the weird, if Don Marist, which had created such strange feelings in him when seen from a distance. And now he felt no wonder or curiosity at all, but only desired to meet human beings,
Starting point is 03:36:10 so intense had grown his will. He longed to test his powers on his fellow creatures, and nothing else seemed of the least importance to him. On the peninsula all was coolness and delicate shade. It resembled a large copse, about two acres in extent. In the heart of the tangle of small trees and undergrowth was a partially cleared space. Perhaps the roots of the giant tree, growing in the center, had killed off the smaller fry all around it. By the side of the tree sparkled a little bubbling fountain, whose water was iron-red.
Starting point is 03:36:49 The precipices on all sides, overhung with thorns, flowers, and creepers, invested the enclosure with an air of wild and charming seclusion. A mythological mountain god might have dwelt here. Maskell's restless eye left everything to fall on the two men who formed the center of the picture. One was reclining, in the ancient Grecian fashion of banqueters on a tall couch of mosses, sprinkled with flowers. He rested on one arm and was eating a kind of plum with calm enjoyment. A pile of these plums lay on the couch beside him. The overspreading branches of the tree
Starting point is 03:37:29 completely sheltered him from the sun. His small boyish form was clad in a rough skin, leaving his limbs naked. Maskell could not tell from his face whether he were a young boy or a grown man. The features were smooth, soft, and childish. Their expression was seraphically tranquil. But his violet upper eye was sinister and adult.
Starting point is 03:37:55 His skin was of the color of yellow ivory. His long curling hair matched his sorb. It was violet. The second man was standing erect before the other, a few feet away from him. He was short and muscular. His face was broad, bearded, and rather commonplace. But there was something terrible about his appearance. The features were distorted by a deep-seated look of pain, despair, and horror. Oceacs, without pausing, strolled lightly and lazily up to the outermost shadows of the tree, some distance from the couch.
Starting point is 03:38:33 "'We have met with an uplift,' she remarked carelessly, looking toward the youth. He eyed her, but said nothing. "'How is your plant-man getting on?' Her tone was artificial, but extremely beautiful. While waiting for an answer, she sat down on the ground, her legs gracefully, thrust under her body and pulled down the skirt of her robe. Maskell remained standing just behind her, with crossed arms. There was silence for a minute.
Starting point is 03:39:05 "'Why don't you answer your mistress, Satcher?' said the boy in the couch, in a calm, treble voice. The man addressed did not alter his expression, but replied in a strangled tone, "'I am getting on very well, Oshacks. There are already buds on my feet. "'Tomorrow, I hope to take root.' "'Masco felt a rising storm inside him. "'He was perfectly aware that although these words were uttered by Satcher, "'they were being dictated by the boy.'
Starting point is 03:39:36 "'What he says is quite true,' remarked the latter. "'Tomorrow roots will reach the ground, "'and in a few days they ought to be well established. "'Then I shall set to work to convert his arms into branches and his fingers into leaves. It will take longer to transform his head into a crown, but still, I hope, in fact, I can almost promise that within a month you and Iosciaks will be plucking and enjoying fruit
Starting point is 03:40:06 from this new and remarkable tree. I love these natural experiments, he concluded, putting out his hand for another plum. They thrill me. This must be a joke. "'Soke,' said Maskell, taking a step forward. The youth looked at him serenely. He made no reply, but Maskell felt as if he were being thrust backward by an iron hand on his throat. The morning's work is now concluded, Sacher. "'Come here again after blood somber. After to-night, you will remain here permanently,
Starting point is 03:40:42 I expect, so you had better set to work to clear a patch of ground for your roots. "'Never forget, however fresh and charming these plants appear to you now, in the future they will be your deadliest rivals and enemies. Now you may go.' The man limped painfully away across the isthmus, out of sight. Osiacs yawned. Maskell pushed his way forward as if against a wall. "'Are you joking, or are you a devil?'
Starting point is 03:41:14 "'I am crim typhan. I never... joke. For that epithet of yours, I will devise a new punishment for you. The duel of wills commenced without ceremony. Oshyaks got up, stretched her beautiful limbs, smiled, and prepared herself to witness the struggle between her old lover and her new. Krimtyphon smiled too. He reached out his hand for more fruit, but did not eat it. Maskell's self-control broke down, and he dashed at the boy, choking with red fury. His beard wagged, and his face was crimson. When he realized with whom he had to deal, crimped Typhon left off smiling, slipped off the couch, and threw a terrible and malignant glare into his sorb. Maskell staggered. He gathered together all the brute
Starting point is 03:42:03 force of his will, and by sheer weight continued his advance. The boy shrieked and ran behind the couch, trying to get away. His opposition suddenly collared. lapsed. Maskell stumbled forward, recovered himself, and then vaulted clear over the high pile of mosses to get at his antagonist. He fell on top of him with all his bulk. Grasping his throat, he pulled his little head completely around so that the neck was broken. Krimtyphon immediately died. The corpse lay underneath the tree with its face upturned. Maskell viewed it attentively, and as he did so, an expression of awe and wonder came into his own countenance. In the moment of death, Crempt Typhon's face had undergone a startling and even shocking alteration. Its personal character
Starting point is 03:42:57 had wholly vanished, giving place to a vulgar, grinning mask which expressed nothing. He did not have to search his mind long to remember where he had seen the brother of that expression. It was identical with that on the face of the apparition at the seance, After Craig had dealt with it. End of Chapter 9. Chapter 10. Of a Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libervox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 03:43:41 A Voyage to Arcturus. Chapter 10. Tidaman. Oceac sat down carelessly on the couch of mosses and began eating the plums. You see, you had to kill him, Maskell. she said in a rather quizzical voice. He came away from the corpse and regarded her, still red and still breathing hard. It's no joking matter. You especially ought to keep quiet.
Starting point is 03:44:10 Why? Because he was your husband. You think I ought to show grief when I feel none? Don't pretend, woman. Oshack smiled. From your manner, one would think you were killed. accusing me of some crime. Maskell literally snorted at her words. "'What? You live with filth. You live in the arms of a morbid monstrosity, and then—' "'Oh, now I grasp it,' she said in a tone of perfect detachment.
Starting point is 03:44:45 "'I'm glad.' "'Well, Maskell,' she proceeded after a pause, "'and who gave you the right to rule my conduct? Am I not mistress of my own person? He looked at her with disgust, but said nothing. There was another long interval of silence. I never loved him, said Oshyaks at last, looking at the ground. That makes it all the worse. What does all this mean? What do you want? Nothing from you, absolutely nothing, thank heaven. She gave a hard laugh. You come here with your fore and preconceptions and expect us all to bow down to them.
Starting point is 03:45:30 What preconceptions? Just because Krimtyphon sports are strange to you, you murder him, and you would like to murder me. Sports! That diabolical cruelty! Oh, you're sentimental, said Osiacs contemptuously. Why do you need to make such a fuss over that man? life is life all the world over, and one form is as good as another.
Starting point is 03:46:00 He was only to be made a tree like a million other trees. If they can endure the life, why can't he? And this is if-dawn morality. Oshacks began to grow angry. It's you who have peculiar ideas. You rave about the beauty of flowers and trees. You think them divine. But when it's a question of taking on this divine, fresh, pure, enchanting loveliness yourself
Starting point is 03:46:30 in your own person, it immediately becomes a cruel and wicked degradation. Here we have a strange riddle, in my opinion. Ocex, you're a beautiful, heartless, wild beast, nothing more. If you weren't a woman— Well, curling her lip, let us hear what would happen if I weren't a woman. "'Maskell bit his nails. "'It doesn't matter. I can't touch you, "'though there's certainly not the difference of a hair
Starting point is 03:47:00 "'between you and your boy husband. "'For this you may well thank my foreign preconceptions. "'Farewell.' "'He turned to go. "'Osiacs's eyes slanted at him through their long lashes. "'Where are you off to, Maskell?' "'That's a matter of no importance. "'For wherever I go,
Starting point is 03:47:22 it must be a change for the better. You walking whirlpools of crime! Wait a minute. I only want to say this. Bloodsumber is just starting, and you had better stay here till the afternoon. We can quickly put that body out of sight, and as you seem to detest me so much, the place is big enough, we needn't talk, or even see each other.
Starting point is 03:47:47 I don't wish to breathe the same air. "'Singular man!' "'She was sitting erect and motionless, "'like a beautiful statue. "'And what of your wonderful interview with Searcher "'and all the undone things which you set out to do?' "'You aren't the one I shall speak to about that. "'But,' he eyed her meditatively,
Starting point is 03:48:11 "'while I'm still here, you can tell me this. "'What's the meaning of the expression on that corpse's face?' "'Is that another crime, maskell? "'All dead people look like that. "'Ought they not to?' "'I once heard it called "'Christelman's face. "'Why not?
Starting point is 03:48:32 "'We are all daughters and sons of Christelman. "'It is doubtless the family resemblance. "'It has also been told me that Sertr and Christelman "'are one and the same. "'You have wise and truthful acquaintances.' "'Then how well? could it have been Sertor whom I saw, said Maskell, more to himself than to her. That apparition was something quite different.
Starting point is 03:48:59 She dropped her mocking manner, and, sliding imperceptibly toward him, gently pulled his arm. You see, we have to talk. Sit down beside me, and ask me your questions. I'm not excessively smart, but I'll try to be of assistance. "'Maskell permitted himself to be dragged down with soft violence. "'She bent toward him as if confidentially, "'and contrived that her sweet, cool, feminine breath "'should fan his cheek. "'Aren't you here to alter the evil to the good, Maskell?
Starting point is 03:49:34 "'Then what does it matter who sent you? "'What can you possibly know of good and evil?' "'Are you only instructing the initiated?' "'Who am I to instruct anybody? "'However, you're quite right. "'I wish to do what I can, "'not because I am qualified, but because I am here.' "'Osiak's voice dropped to a whisper.
Starting point is 03:50:00 "'You're a giant, both in body and soul. "'What you want to do, you can do. "'Is that your honest opinion, "'or are you flattering me for your own ends?' "'She sighed. Don't you see how difficult you are making the conversation? Let's talk about your work, not about ourselves.' Maskell suddenly noticed a strange blue light glowing in the northern sky.
Starting point is 03:50:29 It was from Alpane, but Alpane itself was behind the hills. While he was observing it, a peculiar wave of self-denial, of a disquieting nature, passed through him. He looked at Oceax, and it struck him for the first time, that he was being unnecessarily brutal to her. He had forgotten that she was a woman and defenseless. Won't you stay? She asked all of a sudden, quite openly and frankly. Yes, I think I'll stay, he replied slowly. And another thing, Oshacks, if I've misjudged your character, pray forgive me. I'm a hasty, passionate man. There are enough easy-going men.
Starting point is 03:51:17 Hard knocks are a good medicine for vicious hearts. And you didn't misjudge my character, as far as you went. Only every woman has more than one character. Don't you know that? During the pause that followed, a snapping of twigs was heard, and both looked around, startled. They saw a woman stepping slowly across the neck that separated them from the mainland.
Starting point is 03:51:42 "'Tydaman,' muttered Oceaxe in a vexed, frightened voice. She immediately moved away from Maskell and stood up. The newcomer was of middle height, very slight and graceful. She was no longer quite young. Her face wore the composure of a woman who knows her way about the world. It was intensely pale, and under its quiescence there was just a glimpse of something strange and dangerous. It was curiously alluring, though not exactly beautiful. Her hair was clustering and boyish, reaching only to the neck. She was of a strange indigo color. She was quaintly attired
Starting point is 03:52:25 in a tunic and breeches, pieced together from the square, blue-green plates of some reptile. Her small ivory-white breasts were exposed. Her sorb was black and sad, rather contemplative. Without once glancing up at Osiacs and Maskell, she quietly glided straight toward Krimtyphon's corpse. When she arrived within a few feet of it, she stopped and looked down with arms folded. Osiacs drew Maskell a little way, and whispered, It's Krimtyphon's other wife, who lives under discord. She's a most dangerous woman.
Starting point is 03:53:03 Be careful what you say. If she asks you to do anything, refuse it outright. The poor soul looks harmless enough. Yes, she does, but the poor soul is quite capable of swallowing up Craig himself. Now play the man. The murmur of their voices seemed to attract Tidomin's notice, for she now slowly turned her eyes toward them. Who killed him? she demanded.
Starting point is 03:53:34 Her voice was so soft, low and refined, that Maskell hardly was able to catch the words. The sounds, however, lingered in his ears, and, curiously enough, seemed to grow stronger instead of fainter. Osiacs whispered, Don't say a word, leave it all to me. Then she swung her body around to face Tidaman squarely, and said aloud, I killed him.
Starting point is 03:54:02 Tidaman's words by this time were ringing in Maskell's head, like an actual physical sound. There was no question of being able to be able to be able to. able to ignore them. He had to make an open confession of his act, whatever the consequences might be. Quietly taking Osiacs by the shoulder and putting her behind him, he said, in a low, but perfectly distinct voice, it was I that killed Krimtyphon. Osiacs looked both haughty and frightened. Maskell says that, so as to shield me as he thinks, I require no shield, Maskell. I killed him, Tidomim. I believe you, Oshak's. You did murder him. Not with your own strength, for you brought this man along for the purpose.
Starting point is 03:54:51 Maskell took a couple of steps toward Tidaman. It's of little consequence who killed him, for he's better dead than alive, in my opinion. Still, I did it. Osiacs had no hand in the affair. Tidaman appeared not to hear him. She looked beyond him. She looked beyond him. at Oceax musingly. When you murdered him, didn't it occur to you that I would come here to find out? I never once thought of you, replied Osiacs with an angry laugh. Do you really imagine that I carry your image with me wherever I go? If someone were to murder your lover here, what would you do?
Starting point is 03:55:34 Lying, hypocrite, Oceax spat out. You never were in love with Cremtefan, "'You always hated me, and now you think it an excellent opportunity to make it good, now that Crim Typhon's gone, for we both know he would have made a footstool of you if I had asked him. He worshipped me, but he laughed at you. He thought you ugly.' Tidaman flashed a quick, gentle smile at Maskell. "'Is it necessary for you to listen to all this?' Without question, and feeling it the right thing to do, he walked away out of earshot.
Starting point is 03:56:15 Tidaman approached Osiacs. Perhaps, because my beauty fades, and I'm no longer young, I needed him all the more. Osiacs gave a kind of snarl. Well, he's dead, and that's the end of it. What are you going to do now, Tidaman? The other woman smiled faintly and rather pathetically. There's nothing left to do except mourn the dead. You won't grudge me that last office.
Starting point is 03:56:45 Do you want to stay here? demanded Osiacs, suspiciously. Yes, Oceax, dear, I wish to be alone. Then what is to become of us? I thought that you and your lover, what is his name? Maskell. I thought that perhaps you too would go to discord and spend blood somber at my home.
Starting point is 03:57:09 home. Oceaxe called out aloud to Maskell. "'Will you come with me now to discord?' "'If you wish,' returned Maskell. "'Go first, Oceax. I must question your friend about Krimptiathan's death. I won't keep him.' "'Why don't you question me, rather?' demanded Osiacs, looking up sharply. "'Tidaman gave a shadow of a smile. We know each other too well.' "'Play no tricks,' said Oshyaks, and she turned to go.
Starting point is 03:57:44 "'Surely you must be dreaming,' said Tidaman. "'That's the way, unless you want to walk over the cliffside.' The path Osiacs had chosen led across the isthmus. The direction which Tidomond proposed for her was over the edge of the precipice into empty space. "'Shaping, I must be mad!' cried Oceax with a last. and she obediently followed the other's finger. She walked straight on toward the edge of the abyss, twenty paces away.
Starting point is 03:58:17 Maskell pulled his beard around and wondered what she was doing. Tidaman remained standing with outstretched finger, watching her. Without hesitation, without slackening her step once, Oshack strolled on, and when she had reached the extreme end of the land, she still took one more step. Maskell saw her limbs wrench as she stumbled, over the edge. Her body disappeared, and as it did so, an awful shriek sounded.
Starting point is 03:58:46 Disillusionment had come to her an instant too late. He tore himself out of his stupor, rushed to the edge of the cliff, threw himself on the ground recklessly, and looked over. Oshack's had vanished. He continued staring wildly down for several minutes, and then began to sob. Tidaman came up to him, and he got to his feet. The blood kept rushing to his face and leaving it again. It was some time before he could speak at all. Then he brought out the words with difficulty. "'You shall pay for this, Tidaman.
Starting point is 03:59:22 But first I want to hear why you did it.' "'Hadn't I cause?' she asked, standing with downcast eyes. "'Was it pure fiendishness?' It was for Crimtaifan's sake. She had nothing to do with that death. I told you so. You are loyal to her, and I am loyal to him. Loyal? You've made a terrible blunder. She wasn't my mistress? I killed Krimpt Typhon for quite another reason. She had absolutely no part in it. Wasn't she your lover? asked Tidaman slowly.
Starting point is 04:00:02 You've made a terrible mistake, repeated Maskell. I can't. killed him because he was a wild beast. She was as innocent of his death as you are. Tidaman's face took on a hard look. So, you are guilty of two deaths. There was a dreadful silence. Why couldn't you believe me? asked Maskell, who was pale and sweating painfully. Who gave you the right to kill him? demanded Tidon sternly. He said nothing, and perhaps, did not hear her question. She sighed two or three times and began to stir restlessly. Since you murdered him, you must help me bury him.
Starting point is 04:00:51 What's to be done? This is a most fearful crime. You are the most fearful man. Why did you come here to do all this? What are we to you? "'Unfortunately, you are right.' Another pause ensued. "'It's no use standing here,' said Tidaman. "'Nothing can be done. You must come with me.'
Starting point is 04:01:17 "'Come with you? Where to?' "'To discord. There's a burning lake on the far side of it. He always wished to be cast there after death. We can do that after blood somber. In the meantime, we must take him home. "'You're a callous, heartless woman. "'Why should he be buried, when that poor girl must remain unburied?' "'You know that's out of the question,' replied Tidaman quietly. Maskell's eyes roamed about agitatedly, apparently seeing nothing. "'We must do something,' she continued.
Starting point is 04:01:55 "'I shall go. You can't wish to stay here alone.' "'No, I couldn't stay here. and why should I want to? You want me to carry the corpse? He can't carry himself, and you murdered him. Perhaps it will ease your mind to carry it. Ease my mind, said Maskell, rather stupidly. There's only one relief for remorse, and that's voluntary pain.
Starting point is 04:02:25 And you have no remorse? He asked, fixing her with a heavy eye. "'These crimes are yours, Maskell,' she said in a low but incisive voice. They walked over to Crim Typhon's body, and Maskell hoisted it onto his shoulders. It weighed heavier than he had thought. Tidaman did not offer to assist him to adjust the ghastly burden. She crossed the isthmus, followed by Maskell. Their path lay through sunshine and shadow.
Starting point is 04:02:57 Branch spell was blazing in a cloudless sky. The heat was insufferable. Streams of sweat coursed down his face, and the corpse seemed to grow heavier and heavier. Tidaman always walked in front of him. His eyes were fastened in an unseeing stare on her white, womanish calves. He looked neither to right nor left.
Starting point is 04:03:20 His features grew sullen. At the end of ten minutes, he suddenly allowed his burden to slip off his shoulders onto the ground, where it lay sprawled every which one, way. He called out to Tidaman. She quickly looked around. Come here. It has just occurred to me, he laughed. Why should I be carrying this corpse? And why should I be following you at all? What surprises me is why this has never struck me before. She at once came back to him. I suppose you're tired, Maskell. Let us sit down. Perhaps you have come a long way this morning.
Starting point is 04:04:00 Oh, it's not tiredness, but a sudden gleam of sense. Do you know of any reason why I should be acting as your porter? He laughed again, but nevertheless sat down on the ground beside her. Tidaman neither looked at him nor answered. Her head was half bent, so as to face the northern sky, where the Alpane light was still glowing. Maskell followed her gaze, and also watched the glow for a moment or two in silence. "'Why don't you speak?' he asked at last.
Starting point is 04:04:33 "'What does that light suggest to you, Maskell?' "'I'm not speaking of that light.' "'Doesn't it suggest anything at all?' "'Perhaps it doesn't. What does it matter?' "'Not sacrifice?' Maskell grew sullen again. "'Sacrifice of what? What do you mean?' "'Hasn't it entered your head yet?' said Tidaman,
Starting point is 04:04:58 looking straight in front of her. and speaking in her delicate, hard manner. That this adventure of yours will scarcely come to an end until you have made some sort of sacrifice? He returned no answer, and she said nothing more. In a few minutes' time, Masco got up of his own accord, and irreverently, and almost angrily, threw Krimtyphon's corpse over his shoulder again.
Starting point is 04:05:25 "'How far do we have to go?' he asked in a surly tone. An hour's walk. Lead on. Still, this isn't the sacrifice I mean, said Tidaman quietly, as she went on in front. Almost immediately they reached more difficult ground. They had to pass from peak to peak, as from island to island. In some cases they were able to stride or jump across,
Starting point is 04:05:54 but in others they had to make use of rude bridges of fallen timber. It appeared to be a frequented path. Underneath were the black, impenetrable abysses. On the surface were the glaring sunshine, the gay-painted rocks, the chaotic tangle of strange plants. There were countless reptiles and insects. The latter were thicker built than those of earth, consequently still more disgusting, and some of them were of enormous size.
Starting point is 04:06:24 One monstrous insect, as large as a horse, stood right in the center of their path without budging. It was armor-plated, had jaws like scimitars, and underneath its body was a forest of legs. Tidaman gave one malignant look at it, and sent it crashing into the Gulf. "'What have I to offer except my life?' Maskell suddenly broke out. "'And what good is that? It won't bring that poor girl back into the world.' "'Sacrifice is not for utility. It's a penalty which we pay. I know that.
Starting point is 04:07:01 The point is whether you can go on enjoying life after what has happened. She waited for Maskell to come even with her. Perhaps you imagine I'm not man enough. You imagine that because I allowed poor Oshax to die for me. She did die for you, said Tidomin, in a quiet, emphatic voice. That would be a second blunder of yours, returned Maskell just as firmly. I was not in love with Oshaks, and I'm not in love with life. Your life is not required.
Starting point is 04:07:37 Then I don't understand what you want or what you are speaking about. It's not for me to ask a sacrifice from you, Maskell. That would be compliance on your part, but not sacrifice. You must wait until you feel there's nothing else for you to do. It's all very mysterious. The conversation was abruptly cut short by a prolonged and frightful crashing, roaring sound, coming from a short distance ahead. It was accompanied by a violent oscillation of the ground in which they stood.
Starting point is 04:08:12 They looked up, startled, just in time to witness the final disappearance of a huge mass of forestland, not two hundred yards in front of them. Several acres of trees, plants, rocks, and soil, with all its teeming animal life, vanished before their eyes, like a magic story. The new chasm was cut, as if by a knife. Beyond its farther edge, the alpane glow burned blue just over the horizon. Now we shall have to make a detour, said Tidaman, halting. Maskell caught hold of her with his third hand. Listen to me, while I try to describe what I'm feeling. When I saw that landslip, everything I've heard about the last destruction
Starting point is 04:08:57 of the world came into my mind. It seemed to me as if I were actually witnessing it, and that the world were really falling to pieces. Then, where the land was, we now have this empty, awful gulf, that's to say, nothing, and it seems to me as if our life will come to the same condition, where there was something, there will be nothing. But that terrible blue glare on the opposite side is exactly like the eye of fate. It accuses us and demands what we have made of our life, which is no more. At the same time, it is grand and joyful. The joy consists in this, that it is in our power to give freely what will later on
Starting point is 04:09:43 be taken from us by force. Tidaman watched him attentively. Then your feeling is that your life is worthless, and you make a present of it, to the first one who asks? No, it goes beyond that. I feel that the only thing worth living for is to be so magnanimous
Starting point is 04:10:05 that fate itself will be astonished at us. Understand me, it isn't cynicism, or bitterness, or despair, but heroism. It's hard to explain. Now you shall hear what sacrifice I offer you, Maskell. It's a heavy one, but that's what you seem to wish.
Starting point is 04:10:25 "'That is so. In my present mood, it can't be too heavy. "'Then, if you are in earnest, resign your body to me. Now that crimp-typhins dead, I'm tired of being a woman. I fail to comprehend. "'Listen, then. I wish to start a new existence in your body. I wish to be a male. I see it isn't worthwhile being a woman. I mean to dedicate my own body to Crim Typhon. I shall tie his body and mine together and give them a common funeral in the burning lake.
Starting point is 04:11:04 That's the sacrifice I offer you. As I said, it's a hard one. So, you do ask me to die. Though how you can make use of my body is difficult to understand. No, I don't ask you to die. you will go on living. How is that possible without a body? Tidon gazed at him earnestly.
Starting point is 04:11:30 There are many such beings, even in your world. There you call them spirits, apparitions, phantoms. They are in reality living wills, deprived of material bodies, always longing to act and enjoy, but quite unable to do so. Are you noble-minded enough to accept? accept such a state, do you think? If it's possible, I accept it, replied Maskell quietly. Not in spite of its heaviness, but because of it.
Starting point is 04:12:02 But how is it possible? Undoubtedly, there are many things possible in our world, of which you have no conception. Now let us wait till we get home. I don't hold you to your word, for unless it's a free sacrifice, I will have nothing to do with it. i am not a man who speaks lightly if you can perform this miracle you have my consent once and for all then we'll leave it like that for the present said tidomond sadly they proceeded on their way owing to the subsidence tidon seemed rather doubtful at first as to the right road but by making a long divergence they eventually got around to the other side of the newly formed chasm a little later on in a little later on in a
Starting point is 04:12:50 narrow copse crowning in a miniature insulated peak, they fell in with a man. He was resting himself against a tree and looked tired, overheated, and despondent. He was young. His beardless expression bore an expression of unusual sincerity, and in other respects he seemed a hearty, hard-working youth, of an intellectual type. His hair was thick, short, and flaxen. He possessed neither a sorb, nor a third arm, so presumably he was not a native of Ifton. His forehead, however, was disfigured by what looked like a haphazard assortment of eyes, eight in number, of different sizes and shapes. They went in pairs, and whenever two were in use, it was indicated by a peculiar shining. The rest remained dull until their turn came.
Starting point is 04:13:44 In addition to the upper eyes, he had the two lower ones, but they were vacant and lifeless. This extraordinary battery of eyes, alternatively alive and dead, gave the young man an appearance of almost alarming mental activity. He was wearing nothing but a sort of skin kilt. Maskell seemed somehow to recognize the face, though he had certainly never set eyes on it before. Tidaman suggested to him to set down the corpse, and both sat down to rest in the shade. Question him, Maskell, she said, rather carelessly, jerking her head toward the stranger. Maskell sighed, and asked aloud, from his seat on the ground, What's your name, and where do you come from?
Starting point is 04:14:34 The man studied him for a few moments, first with one pair of eyes, then with another, then with a third. He next turned his attention to Tidaman, who occupied him a still longer time. He replied at last in a dry, manly, nervous voice. I am Digrung. I have arrived here from Matterplay. His color kept changing, and Maskell suddenly realized of whom he reminded him. It was of Joy Wind. "'Perhaps you're going to pooling dread, Digrung,' he inquired, interested. "'As a matter of fact, I am, if I can find my way out of this accursed country.
Starting point is 04:15:16 "'Possibly you're acquainted with Joy Wynn there?' "'She's my sister. I'm on my way to see her now. Why do you know her?' "'I met her yesterday.' "'What is your name, then?' "'Maskell. I shall tell her I met you. This will be our first meeting for four years. "'Is she well and happy?' "'Both, as far as I could judge. "'You know, Pannaw?'
Starting point is 04:15:42 "'Her husband, yes. "'But where do you come from? "'I've seen nothing like you before.' "'From another world. "'Where is Matterplay?' "'It's the first country one comes to "'beyond the sinking sea.' "'What is it like there?
Starting point is 04:16:00 "'How do you amuse yourselves? "'The same old murders and sudden deaths?' "'Are you ill?' asked Degrung. "'Who is this woman? Why are you following at her heels like a slave? She looks insane to me. "'What's that corpse? Why are you dragging it around the country with you?' Tidomin smiled. "'I've already heard it said about Matterplay that if one sows an answer there, a rich crop of questions immediately springs up. But why do you make this unprovoked attack on me, digrung.
Starting point is 04:16:36 I don't attack you, woman, but I know you. I see into you, and I see insanity. That would matter, but I don't like to see a man of intelligence like Maskell caught in your filthy meshes. I suppose even you clever matter-play people sometimes misjudge character. However, I don't mind. Your opinion's nothing to me, Digrung. You'd better answer his questions, Maskell.
Starting point is 04:17:04 Not for his own sake, but you're not for his own sake, but you're not. Your feminine friend is sure to be curious about your having been seen carrying a dead man. Maskell's underlip shot out. Tell your sister nothing, Digrung. Don't mention my name at all. I don't want her to know about this meeting of ours. Why not? I don't wish it.
Starting point is 04:17:27 Isn't that enough? Digrung looked impassive. Thoughts and words, he said, which don't correspond with the real event. of the world are considered most shameful in matter play. I'm not asking you to lie, only to keep silent. To hide the truth is a special branch of lying. I can't exceed to your wish. I must tell Joy wind everything as far as I know it.
Starting point is 04:17:57 Maskell got up, and Tideomond followed his example. She touched Digrung on the arm and gave him a strange look. The dead man is my husband, and Maskell murdered him. Now you'll understand why he wishes you to hold your tongue. I guess there was some foul play, said Digrung. It doesn't matter. I can't falsify facts. Joywin must know.
Starting point is 04:18:24 You refuse to consider her feelings, said Maskell, turning pale. Feelings which flourish on illusions and sicken and die. on realities aren't worth considering. But Joy Wins are not of that kind. If you decline to do what I ask, at least return home without seeing her. Your sister will get very little pleasure out of the meeting when she hears your news.
Starting point is 04:18:50 What are these strange relations between you? demanded Digrung, eyeing him with sudden aroused suspicion. Maskell stared back in a sort of bewilderment. Good God! You don't doubt your own sister. "'That pure angel?' "'Tydaman caught hold of him delicately. "'I don't know Joy Wind,
Starting point is 04:19:12 "'but whoever she is and whatever she's like, "'I know this. "'She's more fortunate in her friend "'than in her brother. "'Now, if you really value her happiness, Maskell, "'you will have to take some firm step or other. "'I mean to. "'Digrung, I shall stop your journey.
Starting point is 04:19:33 "'If you intend a second murder, no doubt you are big enough. Maskell turned around to Tidoman and laughed. I seemed to be leaving a wake of corpses behind me on this journey. Why a corpse? There's no need to kill him. Thanks for that, said Digrung dryly. All the same, some crime is about to burst. I feel it. What must I do, then? asked Maskell.
Starting point is 04:20:04 It is not my business, and to tell the truth, I am not very interested. If I were in your place, Maskell, I would not hesitate long. Don't you understand how to absorb these creatures who set their feeble, obstinate wills against yours? That is a worse crime, said Maskell. Who knows? He will live, but he will tell no tales. Diggrung laughed, but changed color.
Starting point is 04:20:33 I was right then. The monster has sprung into the light of day. Maskell laid a hand on his shoulder. You have the choice, and we are not joking. Do as I ask. You have fallen low, Maskell. But you are walking in a dream, and I can't talk to you. As for you, woman, sin must be like a pleasant bath to you.
Starting point is 04:21:00 There are strange ties between Maskell and Myxel and Myrtle. myself. But you are a passer-by, a foreigner. I care nothing for you. Nevertheless, I shall not be frightened out of my plans, which are legitimate and right. Do as you please, said Tidon. If you come to grief, your thoughts will hardly have corresponded with the real events of the world, which is what you boast about. It is no affair of mine. I shall go on and not back. exclaimed Digrung with angry emphasis. Tidomond threw a swift, evil smile at Maskell. Bear witness that I have tried to persuade this young man.
Starting point is 04:21:44 Now you must come to a quick decision in your own mind as to which is of the greatest importance, Digrung's happiness or joy wins. Digrung won't allow you to preserve them both. It won't take me long to decide. Digrung, I give you a last chance to change your mind. As long as it's in my power, I shall go on and warn my sister against her criminal friends. Maskell again clutched at him, but this time, with violence.
Starting point is 04:22:17 Instructed in his actions by some new and horrible instinct, he pressed the young man tightly to his body with all three arms. A feeling of wild, sweet delight immediately passed through him. Then, for the first time, he comprehended that triumphant joys of absorbing. It satisfied the hunger of the will, exactly as food satisfies the hunger of the body. Digrung proved feeble.
Starting point is 04:22:44 He made little opposition. His personality passed slowly and evenly into Maskell's. The latter became strong and gorged. The victim gradually became paler and limper, until Maskell held a corpse in his arms. He dropped the body, and stood trembling. He had committed his second crime.
Starting point is 04:23:07 He felt no immediate difference in his soul, but... Tidaman shed a sad smile on him, like winter sunshine. He half expected her to speak, but she said nothing. Instead, she made a sign to him to pick up Krimtyphon's corpse. As he obeyed, he wondered why Degroong's dead face did not wear the frightful Christelman mask. "'Why hasn't he altered?' he muttered to himself. "'Tydaman heard him.
Starting point is 04:23:38 "'She kicked Digrung lightly with her little foot. "'He isn't dead, that's why. "'The expression you mean is waiting for your death.' "'Then is that my real character?' She laughed softly. "'You came here to carve a strange world, "'and now it appears you are carved yourself. "'Oh, there's no doubt about it, Masco.
Starting point is 04:24:01 You needn't stand there gaping. You belong to shaping, like the rest of us. You are not a king or a god. Since when have I belonged to him? What does that matter? Perhaps since you first breathe the air of torments, or perhaps since five minutes ago. Without waiting for his response,
Starting point is 04:24:24 she set off through the cops and strode on to the next island. Maskell followed, physically distressed, and looking very grave. The journey continued for half an hour longer, without incident. The character of the scenery slowly changed. The mountaintops became loftier and more widely separated from one another. The gaps were filled with rolling white clouds, which bade the shores of the peaks like a mysterious sea.
Starting point is 04:24:53 To pass from island to island was hard work. The intervening spaces were so wide. Tidaman, however, knew the way. The intense light, the violet blue sky, the patches of vivid landscape emerging from the white vapor ocean, made a profound impression on Maskell's mind. The glow of Alpane was hidden by the huge mass of discord, which loomed up straight in front of them. The green snow on the top of the gigantic pyramid had by now completely melted away. The black, gold, and crimson of its mighty cliffs stood out with terrific brilliance. They were directly beneath the bulk of the mountain,
Starting point is 04:25:35 which was not a mile away. It did not appear dangerous to climb, but he was unaware on which side of it their destination lay. It was split from top to bottom by numerous straight fissures. A few pale green waterfalls descended here and there, like narrow, motionless threads. The face of the mountain was rugged and bare. It was strewn with detourable, boulders and great jagged rocks projected everywhere like iron teeth. Tidaman pointed to a small black hole near the base, which might be a cave. That is where I live. You live here alone? Yes.
Starting point is 04:26:17 It's an odd choice for a woman, and you're not unbeautiful either. A woman's life is over at twenty-five, she replied, sighing. and I am far older than that. Ten years ago it would have been I who lived yonder and Nadociacs. Then all this wouldn't have happened. A quarter of an hour later they stood within the mouth of the cave. It was ten feet high, and its interior was impenetrably black. Put down the body in the entrance out of the sun, directed Tidaman.
Starting point is 04:26:53 He did so. She cast a keenly scrutinizing glance at it. him. Does your resolution still hold, Maskell? Why shouldn't it hold? My brains are not feathers? Follow me then. They both stepped into the cave. At that very moment, a sickening crash, like heavy thunder just over their heads, set Maskell's weakened heart thumping violently. An avalanche of boulders, stones, and dust swept past the cave entrance from above. If they're going in had been delayed by a single minute they would have been killed. Tidaman did not even look up. She took his hand in hers and started walking with him into the
Starting point is 04:27:37 darkness. The temperature became as cold as ice. At the first bend, the light from the outer world disappeared, leaving them in absolute blackness. Maskell kept stumbling over the uneven ground, but she kept tight hold of him and hurried him along. The ton of him. The tunnel seemed of interminable length. Presently, however, the atmosphere changed, for such was his impression. He was somehow led to imagine that they had come to a larger chamber. Here, Tidaman stopped, and then forced him down with quiet pressure.
Starting point is 04:28:14 His groping hand encountered stone, and, by feeling it all over, he discovered that it was a sort of stone slab, or couch, raised a foot or eighteen inches from the ground. She told him to lie down. Has the time come? asked Maskell. Yes. He lay there waiting in the darkness, ignorant of what was going to happen. She felt her hand clasping his. Without perceiving any gradation, he lost all consciousness of his body. He was no longer able to feel his limbs or internal organs. His mind remained active and alert. Nothing particular appeared to be taking place. Then the chamber began to grow light, like very early morning.
Starting point is 04:29:05 He could see nothing, but the retin of his eyes was affected. He fancied that he heard music, but while he was listening for it, it stopped. The light grew stronger, the air grew warmer. He heard the confused sound of distant voices. Suddenly, Tidon gave his hand a powerful squeeze. He heard someone scream faintly, and then the light leaped up, and he saw everything clearly. He was lying on a wooden couch, in a strangely decorated room, lighted by electricity. His hand was being squeezed, not by Tidaman, but by a man dressed in the garments of civilization,
Starting point is 04:29:47 with whose face he was certainly familiar, but under what circumstances he could not recall. Other people stood in the background. They too were vaguely known to him. He sat up and began to smile, without any especial reason, and then stood upright. Everybody seemed to be watching him with anxiety and emotion. He wondered why. Yet he felt that they were all acquaintances. Two in particular he knew. The man at the farther end of the room, who paced restlessly backward and forward, his face transfigured by stern, holy grandeur. And that other
Starting point is 04:30:29 big bearded man, who was himself? Yes, he was looking at his own double. But it was just as if a crime-riddled man of middle age were suddenly confronted with his own photograph as an earnest, idealistic youth. His other self spoke
Starting point is 04:30:49 to him. He heard the sounds but did not comprehend the sense. Then the door was abruptly flung open, and a short, brutish-looking individual leaped in. He began to behave in an extraordinary manner to everyone around him, and after that he came straight up to him, Maskell. He spoke some words, but they were incomprehensible. A terrible expression came over the newcomer's face, and he grasped his neck with a pair of hairy hands. Maskell felt his bones bending and breaking, excruciating pains passed to all the nerves of his body, and he experienced a sense of impending death. He cried out and sank helplessly on the floor in a heap.
Starting point is 04:31:36 The chamber and the company vanished. The light went out. Once more he found himself in the blackness of the cave. He was this time lying on the ground, but Tidaman was still with him, holding his hand. He was in horrible bodily agony, but this was only a setting for the despairing anguish that filled his mind. Tidaman addressed him in tones of gentle reproach. "'Why are you back so soon? I have not had time yet. You must return.' He caught hold of her and pulled himself up to his feet.
Starting point is 04:32:14 She gave a low scream, as though in pain. What does this mean? What are you doing, Maskell? Crag! began Maskell, but the effort to produce his words choked him, so that he was obliged to stop. Crag? What have, Crag?
Starting point is 04:32:31 Tell me quickly, what has happened? Free my arm. He gripped her arm tighter. Yes, I've seen Crag. I'm awake. Oh, you are awake, awake. And you, you. must die, said Maskell in an awful voice.
Starting point is 04:32:51 But why? What has happened? You must die, and I must kill you, because I am awake, and for no other reason. You blood-stained, dancing, mistress! Tidaman breathed hard for a little time, then she seemed suddenly to regain herself possession. You won't offer me violence, surely, in this black cave. "'No, the sun shall look on, for it is not a murder. But rest assured that you must die. You must expiate your fearful crimes.' "'You have already said so, and I see you have the power.
Starting point is 04:33:32 You have escaped me. It is very curious. Well, then, Maskell, let us come outside. I am not afraid. But kill me courteously, for I have also been courteous to you.' I make no other supplication. End of Chapter X. Chapter 11.
Starting point is 04:34:05 Of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus. Chapter 11. On Discorn. By the time they had regained the mouth of the cavern, Bloodsumber was at its height. In front of them, the scenery sloped downward,
Starting point is 04:34:27 a long succession of mountain island. in a sea of clouds. Behind them, the bright, stupendous crags of discord loomed up for a thousand feet or more. Maskell's eyes were red, and his face looked stupid. He was still holding the woman by the arm. She made no attempt to speak or to get away. She seemed perfectly gentle and composed.
Starting point is 04:34:52 After gazing at the country for a long time in silence, he turned toward her. Whereabouts is the fiery lay. you spoke of? It lies on the other side of the mountain. But why do you ask? It is just as well if we have some way to walk. I shall grow calmer, and that's what I want.
Starting point is 04:35:12 I wish you to understand that what is going to happen is not a murder, but an execution. It will taste the same, said Tidaman. When I have gone out of this country, I don't wish to feel that I have left a demon behind me, wandering at large. That would not be fair to others. So we will go to the lake, which promises an easy death for you.' She shrugged her shoulders. We must wait till blood somber is over. Is this a time for luxurious feelings? However hot it is now, we will both be cool by evening.
Starting point is 04:35:51 We must start at once. Without doubt, you are the master, Maskell. May I not carry crimped hyphen?" Maskell looked at her strangely. I grudge no man his funeral. She painfully hoisted the body on her narrow shoulders, and they stepped out into the sunlight. The heat struck them like a blow on the head. Maskell moved aside to allow her to precede him, but no compassion
Starting point is 04:36:19 entered his heart. He brooded over the wrongs the woman had done him. The way went along the south side of the Great Pyramid, near its base. It was a rough road, clogged with boulders and crossed by cracks and water gullies. They could see the water, but could not get at it. There was no shade. Blisters formed on their skin, while all the water in their blood seemed to dry up. Maskell forgot his own tortures, in his devil's delight at Tidomans. Sing me a song, he called out presently, a characteristic one. She turned her head and gave him a long, peculiar look.
Starting point is 04:37:00 Then, without any sort of expostulation, started singing. Her voice was low and weird. The song was so extraordinary that he had to rub his eyes to ascertain whether he was awake or dreaming. The slow surprises of the grotesque melody began to agitate him in a horrible fashion. The words were pure nonsense, or else they're singing. significance was too deep for him.
Starting point is 04:37:27 Where in the name of all unholy things did you acquire that stuff, woman? Tidaman shed a sickly smile, while the corpse swayed about with ghastly jerks over her left shoulder. She held it in position with her two left arms. It's a pity we could not have met as friends, Maskell. I could have shown you a side of torments, which now perhaps you will never see. The wild, mad side. But now it's It's too late, and it doesn't matter. They turned the angle of the mountain and started to traverse the western base. "'Which is the quickest way out of this miserable land?' asked Maskell.
Starting point is 04:38:07 "'It is easiest to go to Saint.' "'Will we see it from anywhere?' "'Yes, though it is a long way off. "'Have you been there?' "'I am a woman and interdicted. "'True, I have heard something of the sort. But don't ask me any more questions, said Tidaman, who was becoming faint. Maskell stopped at a little spring. He himself drank, and then made a cup of his hand for the
Starting point is 04:38:34 woman, so that she might not have to lay down her burden. The Nolwater acted like magic. It seemed to replenish all the cells of his body, as though they had been thirsty sponge pores, sucking up liquid. Tidon recovered her self-possession. About three-quarters of an hour later they worked around the second corner and entered into full view of the north aspect of Discorn. A hundred yards lower down the slope in which they were walking, the mountain ended abruptly in a chasm. The air above it was filled with a sort of green haze, which trembled violently, like the atmosphere immediately over a furnace. The lake is underneath, said Tidaman. Maskell looked curiously about him.
Starting point is 04:39:18 Beyond the crater, the country sloped away in a continuous descent to the skyline. Behind them, a narrow path channeled its way up through the rocks toward the towering summit of the pyramid. Miles away, in the northeast quarter, a long, flat-topped plateau raised its head far above all the surrounding country. It was sent, and there and then he made up his mind that that should be his destination that day. Tidaman, meanwhile, had walked straight to the Gulf and set down Krimtyphon's body on the edge. In a minute or two, Maskell joined her. Arrived at the brink, he immediately flung himself
Starting point is 04:39:58 at full length on his chest to see what could be seen of the lake of fire. A gust of hot, asphyxating air smote his face and set him coughing. But he did not get up until he had stared his fill at the huge sea of green molten lava, tossing and swirling at no great distance below, like a living will. A faint sound of drumming came up. He listened intently, and as he did so, his heart quickened, and the black cares rolled away from his soul. All the world and its accident seemed at the moment false and without meaning.
Starting point is 04:40:37 He climbed abstractedly to his feet. Tidaman was talking to her dead husband. She was peering into the hideous face of ivory and fawning his violet hair. When she perceived Maskell, she hastily kissed the withered lips and got up from her knees. Lifting the corpse with all three arms, she staggered with it to the extreme edge of the Gulf, and, after an instant's hesitation, allowed it to drop into the lava. It disappeared immediately, without sound. A metallic splash came up.
Starting point is 04:41:09 That was Crim Typhon's funeral. Now I am ready, Maskell. He did not answer, but stared past her. Another figure was standing, erect and mournful, not far behind her. It was Joy Wind. Her face was wan, and there was an accusing look in her eyes. Maskell knew that it was a phantasm and that the real Joy Wind was miles away at Pooling Dread. Turn around, Tidaman, he said. oddly, and tell me what you see behind you.
Starting point is 04:41:44 I don't see anything, she answered, looking around. But I see Joy Wind. Just as he was speaking, the apparition vanished. Now I present you with your life, Tidaman. She wishes it. The woman fingered her chin thoughtfully. I little expected I should ever be beholden for my life to one of my own sex, but so be it. What really happened to you in my cavern? I really saw Crag. Yes, some miracle must have taken place.
Starting point is 04:42:21 She suddenly shivered. Come, let us leave this horrible spot. I shall never come here again. Yes, said Maskell, it stinks of death and dying. But where are we to go? What are we to do? "'Take me to Sant. I must get away from this hellish land.' "'Tydaman remained standing, dull and hollow-eyed. Then she gave an abrupt, bitter little laugh.
Starting point is 04:42:50 "'We make our journey together in singular stages. Rather than be alone, I'll come with you. But you know that if I set foot in Sant, they will kill me. At least set me on the way. I wish to get there before night. Is it possible? If you are willing to take risks with nature, and why should you not take risks today? Your luck holds, but some day or other it won't hold, your luck. Let us start, said Maskell. The luck I've had so far is nothing to brag about. Bloodsumber was over when they set off. It was early afternoon, but the heat seemed more stifling than ever. They made no more pretense at conversation. Both were buried in their own painful thoughts. The land fell away from discord in all other directions, but towards Sant there
Starting point is 04:43:46 was a gentle, persistent rise. Its dark, distant plateau continued to dominate the landscape, and after walking for an hour they seemed none the nearer to it. The air was stale and stagnant. By and by, an upright object, apparently the work of man, attracted Maskell's notice. It was a slender tree-stem, with the bark still on, embedded in the stony ground. From the upper end, three branches sprang out, pointing aloft at a sharp angle. They were stripped to twigs and leaves, and getting closer, he saw that they had been artificially fastened on, at equal distances from each other. As he stared at the object, a strange sudden flush of confident vanity and self-sufficiency
Starting point is 04:44:33 seemed to pass through him, but it was so momentary that he could be sure of nothing. What may that be, Tidaman? It is Hator's triforque. And what is its purpose? It's a guide to Sant. But who or what is Hator? Hator is the founder of Sant, many thousands of years ago. He laid down the principles they all live by, and that triforke is his symbol.
Starting point is 04:45:03 When I was a little child, my father told me the legends, but I've forgotten most of them. Maskell regarded it attentively. Does it affect you in any way? And why should it do that, she said, dropping her lips scornfully. I am only a woman, and these are masculine mysteries. A sort of gladness came over me, said Mammy. but, perhaps, I am mistaken. They passed on. The scenery gradually changed in character. The solid parts of the land grew more continuous. The fissures became narrower and more infrequent. There
Starting point is 04:45:44 were now no more subsidencees or upheavals. The peculiar nature of the Ifdon Marist appeared to be giving place to a different order of things. Later on, they encountered a flock of pale blue jellies floating in the air. They were miniature animals. Tidaman caught one in her hand and began to eat it, just as one eats a luscious pear plucked from a tree. Masco, who had fasted since early morning, was not slow in following her example. A sort of electric vigor at once entered his limbs and body. His muscles regained their elasticity. His heart began to beat with hard, slow, strong throbs. "'Food and body seem to agree well in this world,' he remarked, smiling. She glanced toward him.
Starting point is 04:46:35 Perhaps the explanation is not in the food, but in your body. "'I brought my body with me. You brought your soul with you, but that's altering fast, too.' In a copse they came across a short, wide tree, without leaves, but possessing a multitude of thin, flexible branches, like the tenets, of a cuttlefish. Some of these branches were moving rapidly. A furry animal, somewhat resembling a wildcat, leaped about among them in the most extraordinary way. But the next minute, Maskell was shocked to realize that the beast was not leaping at all, but was being thrown from
Starting point is 04:47:14 branch to branch by the volition of the tree, exactly as an imprisoned mouse is thrown by a cat from paw to paw. He watched the spectacle a while with morbid interest. "'That's a gruesome reversal of roles, Tidaman.' "'One can see you are disgusted,' she replied, "'stifling a yawn. But that is because you are a slave to words. If you called that plant an animal, you would find its occupation perfectly natural and pleasing. And why should you not call it an animal?' "'I am quite aware that, as long as I remain in the Ifdon Marist, I shall go on listening to
Starting point is 04:47:53 this sort of language.' They trudged along for an hour or more without talking. The day became overcast. A thin mist began to shroud the landscape, and the sun changed into an immense ruddy disk which could be stared at without flinching. A chill, damp wind blew against them. Presently, it grew still darker.
Starting point is 04:48:16 The sun disappeared, and, glancing first at his companion and then at himself, Maskell noticed that their skin and clothing were coated by a kind of green. whorefrost. The land was now completely solid. About half a mile in front of them, against a background of dark fog, a moving forest of tall water spouts, gyrated slowly and gracefully hither and thither. They were green and self-luminous, and looked terrifying. Tidaman explained that they were not water-spouts at all, but mobile columns of lightning. Then they are dangerous?
Starting point is 04:48:53 So we think, she answered, watching them closely. Someone is wandering there who appears to have a different opinion. Among the spouts, and entirely encompassed by them, a man was walking with a slow, calm, composed gate, his back turned toward Maskell and Tidaman. There was something unusual in his appearance. His form looked extraordinarily distinct, solid, and real. If there's danger,
Starting point is 04:49:23 "'He ought to be warned,' said Maskell. "'He who is always anxious to teach will learn nothing,' returned the woman coolly. She restrained Maskell by a pressure of the arm and continued to watch. The base of one of the columns touched the man. He remained unharmed, but turned sharply around, as if for the first time made aware of the proximity of these deadly waltzers. Then he raised himself to his full height, and stretched out both arms along, above his head, like a diver. He seemed to be addressing the columns.
Starting point is 04:49:58 While they looked on, the electric spouts discharged themselves with a series of loud explosions. The stranger stood alone, uninjured. He dropped his arms. The next moment he caught sight of the two and stood still, waiting for them to come up. The pictorial clarity of his person grew more and more noticeable as they approached.
Starting point is 04:50:21 His body seemed to be composed of the two. of some substance heavier and denser than solid matter." Tidaman looked perplexed. He must be a Sant-Man. I have seen no one quite like him before. This is a day of days for me." He must be an individual of great importance," murmured Maskell. They now came up to him.
Starting point is 04:50:45 He was tall, strong, and bearded, and was clothed in a shirt and breeches of skin. As turning his back to the wind, the green deposit on his face and limbs had changed to a streaming moisture, through which his natural color was visible. It was that of pale iron. There was no third arm. His face was harsh and frowning, and a projecting chin pushed the beard forward. On his forehead there were two flat membranes, like rudimentary eyes, but no sorb. These membranes were expressionless, but in some strange way seemed to add vigor to the stern
Starting point is 04:51:24 eyes underneath. When his glance rested on Maskell, the latter felt as though his brain were being thoroughly traveled through. The man was middle-aged. His physical distinctness transcended nature. By contrast with him, every object in the neighborhood looked vague and blurred. Tidomans' person suddenly appeared faint, sketch-like. without significance, and Masco realized that it was no better with himself.
Starting point is 04:51:54 A queer, quickening fire began running through his veins. He turned to the woman. If this man is going to Sant, I shall bear him company. We can now part. No doubt you will think at high time. Let Tidaman come too. The words were delivered in a rough foreign tongue, but were as intelligible to Maskell as if spoken in English.
Starting point is 04:52:21 "'You who know my name also know my sex,' said Tidaman quietly. "'It is death for me to enter Sant. "'That is the old law. I am the bearer of the new law.' "'Is it so, and will it be accepted?' "'The old skin is cracking. The new skin has been silently forming underneath. the moment of sloughing has arrived. The storm gathered. The green snow drove against them as they stood talking,
Starting point is 04:52:53 and it grew intensely cold. None noticed it. What is your name? asked Maskell with a beating heart. My name, Maskell, is spade evil. You, a voyager across the dark ocean of space, shall be my first witness and follower. You, Tidaman, a daughter of the descent, despised sex shall be my second.
Starting point is 04:53:17 The new law, but what is it? Until I seize, of what use it is for ear to hear. Come both of you to me. Tidaman went to him unhesitatingly. Spade Evil pressed his hand on her sorb and kept it there for a few minutes, while he closed his own eyes. When he removed it, Maskell observed that the Sorb was transformed into twin membranes like Spade Evil's own.
Starting point is 04:53:47 Tidomin looked dazed. She glanced quietly about for a little while, apparently testing her new faculty. Then the tear started to her eyes, and snatching up Spade Evil's hand, she bent over and kissed it hurriedly many times. "'My past has been bad,' she said. "'Numbers have received harm from me, and none good.
Starting point is 04:54:09 I have killed and worse. But now I can throw all that away, and laugh. Nothing can now injure me. Oh, Maskell, you and I have been fools together. Don't you repent your crimes? asked Maskell. Leave the past alone, said Spade Evil. It cannot be reshaped. The future alone is ours. It starts fresh and clean from this very minute. Why do you hesitate, Maskell? Are you afraid? What is the name of those organs? And what is their fun? They are probes, and they are the gates opening into a new world.
Starting point is 04:54:52 Maskell lingered no longer, but permitted spade-evil to cover his sorb. While the iron hand was still pressing his forehead, the new law quietly flowed into his consciousness, like a smooth running stream of clean water, which had hitherto been damned by his obstructive will. The law was duty. End of Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay
Starting point is 04:55:26 This Libervox recording is in the public domain A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 12 Spade Evil Mascal found that his new organs had no independent function of their own but only intensified and altered his other senses. When he used his eyes, ears or
Starting point is 04:55:47 nostrils. The same objects presented themselves to him, but his judgment concerning them was different. Previously, all external things had existed for him. Now he existed for them. According to whether they served his purpose or were in harmony with his nature, or otherwise, they had been pleasant or painful. Now these words pleasure and pain simply had no meaning. The other two watched him while he was making himself acquainted with his new mental outlook. He smiled at them. "'You are quite right, Tidaman,' he said in a bold, cheerful voice. "'We have been fools. So near the light all the time, and we never guessed it.
Starting point is 04:56:31 Always buried in the past or future, systematically ignoring the present, and now it turns out that, apart from the present, we have no life at all.' Thank Spade Evil for it, she answered, more loudly than usual. Maskell looked at the man's dark, concrete form. Spade Evil, now I mean to follow you to the end. I can do nothing less. The severe face showed no sign of gratification, not a muscle relaxed. Watch that you don't lose your gift, he said gruffly. Tidaman spoke.
Starting point is 04:57:09 You promised that I should enter Sant with you. Attach yourself to the truth, not to me, for I may die before you, but the truth will accompany you to your death. However, now that us journey together, all three of us. The words had not left his mouth before he put his face against the fine driving snow and pressed onward toward his destination. He walked with a long stride. Tidaman was obliged to half run in order to keep up with him.
Starting point is 04:57:42 The three traveled abreast, Spade Evil in the middle. The fog was so dense that it was impossible to see a hundred yards ahead. The ground was covered by the green snow. The wind blew and gusts from the Sant Highlands and was piercingly cold. "'Spate Evil, are you a man or more than a man?' asked Maskell. "'He that is not more than a man is nothing. "'Where have you now come from?' "'From brooding, Maskell.
Starting point is 04:58:13 "'Out of no other mother can truth be born. "'I have brooded and rejected, and have brooded again. "'Now, after many months' absence from Sant, "'the truth at last shines forth for me "'in its simple splendor, like an upturned diamond.' "'I see it shining,' said Maskell. "'But how much does it owe to ancient Hator?' knowledge has its seasons the blossom was to hator the fruit is to me hator also was a brooder but now his followers do not brood
Starting point is 04:58:49 in saint all is icy selfishness a living death they hate pleasure and this hatred is the greatest pleasure to them but in what way have they fallen off from hator's doctrines For him, in his sullen purity of nature, all the world was a snare, a limed twig. Knowing that pleasure was everywhere, a fierce, mocking enemy, crouching and waiting at every corner of the road of life, in order to kill with its sweet sting, the naked grandeur of the soul, he shielded himself behind pain. This also his followers do, but they do not do it for the sake of the soul, but for the sake of vanity and pride. What is the triforque?
Starting point is 04:59:40 The stem maskell is hatred of pleasure. The first fork is disentanglement from the sweetness of the world. The second fork is power over those who still writhed in the nets of illusion. The third fork is the healthy glow of one who steps into ice-cold water. From what land did Hator come?
Starting point is 05:00:03 It is not said, He lived in Ifdon for a while, that are many legends told of him while there. "'We have a long way to go,' said Tidaman. "'Relate some of these legends, Spade Evil.' The snow had ceased. The day brightened. Brant's bell reappeared like a phantom sun, but bitter blasts of wind still swept over the plain. "'In those days,' said Spade Evil, there existed in Ifdon a mountain island separated
Starting point is 05:00:34 by wide spaces from the land around it. A handsome girl, who knew sorcery, caused a bridge to be constructed across which men and women might pass to it. Having by a false tale drawn Hator on to this rock, she pushed at the bridge with her foot until it tumbled into the depths below. You and I, Hator, are now together,
Starting point is 05:00:57 and there is no means of separating. I wish to see how long the famous Frostman can withstand the breath, smiles, and perfume of a girl. Haitor said no word, either then or all that day. He still stood till sunset like a tree-trunk and thought of other things. Then the girl grew passionate and shook her curls. She rose from where she was sitting, she looked at him and touched his arm, but he did not
Starting point is 05:01:26 see her. She looked at him, so that all the soul was in her eyes, and then she fell down dead. Hater awoke from his thoughts and saw her lying still warm at his feet, a corpse. He passed to the mainland, but how it is not related. Tidomond shuddered. You too have met your wicked woman, Spade Evil, but your method is a nobler one. Don't pity other women, said Spade Evil, but love the right. Hater also once conversed with shaping.
Starting point is 05:02:00 "'With the maker of the world?' said Maskell thoughtfully. "'With the maker of pleasure. It is told how shaping defended his world, and tried to force Hator to acknowledge loveliness and joy. But Hator, answering all his marvelous speeches in a few concise iron words, showed how this joy and beauty was but another name for the bestiality of souls wallowing in luxury and sloth. Shaping smiled and said, How comes it that your wisdom is greater than that of the master of wisdom?
Starting point is 05:02:36 Hator said, My wisdom does not come from you, nor from your world, but from that other world, which you, shaping, have vainly tried to imitate. Shaping replied, What then do you do in my world? Hater said, I am here falsely, and therefore I am subject to your false pleasures. But I wrap myself in pain, not because it is good, but because I wish to keep myself as far from you as possible.
Starting point is 05:03:07 For pain is not yours. Neither does it belong to the other world, but it is the shadowed cast by your false pleasures. Shaping then said, What is this faraway other world of what you say? This is so, this is not so. How happens it that you alone of all my creatures have knowledge of it? But Hater spat at his feet and said, You lie, Shaping, all have knowledge of it,
Starting point is 05:03:35 You with your pretty toys alone obscure it from our view. Shaping asked, What then am I? Hater answered, You are the dreamer of all impossible dreams. And then the story goes that shaping departed, you pleased with what had been said. What other world did Hator refer to? asked Maskell. One where grandeur reigns, Maskell, just as pleasure reigns here.
Starting point is 05:04:05 Whether grandeur or pleasure, it makes no difference, said Maskell. The individual spirit that lives and wishes to live is mean and corrupt-natured. Guard you your pride, returned Spade Evil. Do not make law for the universe and for all time, but for yourself and for this small, false life of yours. "'In what shape did death come to that hard, unconquerable man?' asked Tidaman. "'He lived to be old, but went upright and free limb to his last hour. When he saw that death could not be staved off longer, he determined to destroy himself.
Starting point is 05:04:45 He gathered his friends around him, not from vanity, but that they might see to what lengths the human soul can go in its perpetual warfare with a voluptuous body. Standing erect, without support, he died by withholding his breath. A silence followed, which lasted for perhaps an hour. Their minds refused to acknowledge the icy winds, but the current of the thoughts became frozen. When Branch Bell, however, shone out again, though with subdued power, Maskell's curiosity rose once more.
Starting point is 05:05:21 "'Your fellow countrymen, then spade evil, are sick with self-love?' "'The men of other countries,' said Spade Evil, "'are the slaves of pleasure and desire knowing it, "'but the men of my country are the slaves of pleasure and desire not knowing it.' "'And yet that proud pleasure, which rejoices in self-torture, "'has something noble in it. "'He who studies himself at all is ignoble. "'Only by despising soul as well as body
Starting point is 05:05:54 can a man enter into true life? On what grounds do they reject women? Inasmuch as woman has ideal love and cannot live for herself. Love for another is pleasure for the loved one and therefore injurious to him. A forest of false ideas is waiting for your axe, said Maskell. But will they allow it?
Starting point is 05:06:21 Spade evil nose, Maskell, said Tidaman. "'that, be it today, or be it tomorrow, "'love can't be kept out of a land, "'even by the disciples of Hator.' "'Beware of love, beware of emotion!' exclaimed Spade Evil. "'Love is but pleasure once removed. "'Think not of pleasing others, but of serving them.' "'Forgive me, Spade Evil, if I am still feminine.
Starting point is 05:06:50 "'Right, has no sex. "'So long, Tidoman, as you remember, that you are a woman, so long you will not enter into the divine apathy of soul. But where there are no women, there are no children, said Maskell. How came there to be all these generations of Hator men? Life breeds passion. Passion breeds suffering. Suffering breeds the yearning for relief from suffering. Men throng to sant from all parts in order to have the scars of their souls healed. In place of hatred of pleasure, which all can understand, what simple formula do you offer?
Starting point is 05:07:33 Iron obedience to duty, answered spade evil. And if they ask, how far is this consistent with hatred of pleasure, what will your pronouncement be? I do not answer them, but I answer you, Maskell, who asked the question. Hatred is passion, and all passion springs from the test. dark fires of self. Do not hate pleasure at all, but pass it by on one side, calm and undisturbed. What is the criterion of pleasure? How can we always recognize it in order to avoid it? Rigidly follow duty, and such questions will not arise.
Starting point is 05:08:16 Later in the afternoon, Tidomond timidly placed her fingers on spade evil's arm. Fearful doubts are not. in my mind, she said. This expedition to Saint may turn out badly. I have seen a vision of you, Spade Evil, and myself lying dead and covered in blood, but Maskell was not there. We may drop the torch, but it will not be extinguished, and others will raise it. Show me a sign that you are not as other men, so that I may know that our blood will not be wasted. Spade evil regarded her sternly. I am not a magician. I don't persuade the senses, but the soul. Does your duty call you to Saint, Tidon? Then go there. Does it not call you to
Starting point is 05:09:07 Sant? Then go no farther. Is not this simple? What signs are necessary? Did I not see you dispel those spouts of lightning? No common man could have done that. Who know, who know, what any man can do. This man can do one thing, that man can do another. But what all men can do is their duty, and to open their eyes to this, I must go to Saint, and, if necessary, lay down my life. Will you not still accompany me?' "'Yes,' said Tidaman, "'I will follow you to the end. It is all the more essential, because I keep on displeasing you with my remarks, and that means I have not yet learned my lesson properly. Do not be humble, for humility is only self-judgment, and while we are thinking of self,
Starting point is 05:10:00 we must be neglecting some action we could be planning or shaping in our mind. Tidaman continued to be uneasy and preoccupied. Why was Maskell not in the picture, she asked? You dwell on this foreboding because you imagine it is tragical. There is nothing tragical in danger. death, Tidaman, nor in life. There is only right and wrong. What arises from right or wrong action does not matter. We are not gods, constructing a world, but simple men and women, doing our immediate duty. We may die in Sant, so you have seen it, but the truth will go
Starting point is 05:10:41 on living." Spade Evil, why do you choose Sant to start your work in? asked Maskell. these men with fixed ideas seem to me the least likely of any to follow a new light. Where a bad tree thrives, a good tree will flourish, but where no tree at all can be found, nothing will grow. I understand you, said Maskell. Here, perhaps, we are going to martyrdom, but elsewhere we should resemble men preaching to cattle. Shortly before sunset, they arrived at the extremity. of the upland plain, above which towered the black cliffs of the sant levels.
Starting point is 05:11:25 A dizzy, artificially constructed staircase of more than a thousand steps of varying depth, twisting and forking in order to conform to the angles of the precipices, led to the world overhead. In the place where they stood they were sheltered from the cutting winds. Brantzpell, radiantly shining at last, but on the point of sinking, filled the cloudy sky with violent lurid colors, some of the combinations of which were new to Maskell. The circle of the horizon was so gigantic that had he been suddenly carried back to earth, he would by comparison have fancied himself to be moving beneath the dome of some little closed-in cathedral. He realized that he was on a foreign planet, but he was not stirred or uplifted
Starting point is 05:12:14 by the knowledge. He was conscious only of moral ideas. Looking backward, he saw the plain, which, for several miles past, had been without vegetation, stretching back away to discord. So regular had been the ascent, and so great was the distance, that the huge pyramid looked nothing more than a slight swelling on the face of the earth. Spade Evil stopped, and gazed over the landscape in silence. In the evening, his form looked more dense, dark, and real than ever before. His features were set hard in grimness. He turned around to his companions.
Starting point is 05:12:56 "'What is the greatest wonder in all this wonderful scene?' he demanded. "'Aquaintus,' said Maskell. "'All that you see is born from pleasure and moves on from pleasure to pleasure. Nowhere is right to be found. It is shaping's world.' There is another wonder, said Tidon, and she pointed her finger toward the sky overhead. A small cloud, so low down that it was perhaps not more than five hundred feet above them, was sailing along in front of the dark wall of cliff. It was in the exact shape of an open
Starting point is 05:13:33 human hand, with downward pointing fingers. It was stained crimson by the sun, and one or two tiny cloudlets beneath the fingers looked like four. falling drops of blood. Who can doubt now that our death is close at hand, said Tidaman. I have been close to death twice today. The first time I was ready, but now I am more ready, for I shall die side by side with the man who has given me my first happiness. Do not think of death, but of right persistence, replied Spade Evil.
Starting point is 05:14:12 I am not here to tremble. before shaping's portents, but to snatch men from him. He at once proceeded to lead the way up the staircase. Tidaman gazed upward after him for a moment, with an odd, worshipping light in her eyes. Then she followed him the second of the party. Masco climbed last. He was travel-stained, unkempt, and very tired, but his soul was at peace. As they steadily ascended the almost perpendicular stairs, the sun got higher in the sky. Its light dyed their bodies a ruddy gold. They gained the top. There they found rolling in front of them, as far as the eye could see, a barren desert of white sand, broken here and there by large, jagged masses of black rock. Tracks
Starting point is 05:15:06 of the sand were reddened by the sinking sun. The vast expanse of sky was filled by evil-shaped clouds and wild colors. The freezing wind, flurring across the desert, drove the fine particles of sand painfully against their faces. "'Where now do you take us?' asked Maskell. "'He who guards the old wisdom of sant must give up that wisdom to me, that I may change it. What he says, others will say, I go to find mulgur.' "'And where will you seek him in this bare country?' Spade Evil struck off toward the north unhesitatingly. "'It is not far,' he said.
Starting point is 05:15:48 "'It is his custom to be in that part where Saint overhangs the womb-flash forest. Perhaps he will be there, but I cannot say.' Masco glanced toward Tidaman, her sunken cheeks and the dark circles beneath her eyes told of her extreme weariness. "'The woman is tired, Spade Evil,' he said. She smiled. It's but another step into the land of death. I can manage it. Give me your arm, Maskell.
Starting point is 05:16:19 He put his arm around her waist and supported her along that way. The sun is now sinking, said Maskell. Will we get there before dark? Fear nothing, Maskel, and Tidomond. This pain is eating up the evil in your nature. The road you are walking cannot remain unwalked. We shall arrive before dark.
Starting point is 05:16:42 The sun then disappeared behind the far distant ridges that formed the western boundary of the If-dawn Marist. The sky blazed up into more vivid colors. The wind grew colder. They passed some pools of colorless gnaw water, round the banks of which were planted fruit trees. Maskell ate some of the fruit. It was hard, bitter, and astringent. He could not get rid of the taste. but he felt braced and invigorated by the downward flowing juices. No other trees or shrubs were to be seen anywhere. No animals appeared, no birds or insects. It was a desolate land.
Starting point is 05:17:24 A mile or two passed when they again approached the edge of the plateau. Far down, beneath their feet, the great womb-flash forest began. But daylight had vanished there, Maskell's eyes rested only on a vague dark. He faintly heard what sounded like the distant sighing of innumerable tree-tops. In the rapidly darkening twilight, they came abruptly on a man. He was standing in a pool on one leg. A pile of boulders had hidden him from their view. The water came as far up as his calf. A triforke, similar to the one maskell had seen on Discorn, but smaller, had been stuck in the mud close by his hand.
Starting point is 05:18:08 They stopped by the side of the pond and waited. Immediately he became aware of their presence. The man sat down his other leg and waited out of the water toward them, picking up his triforke in doing so. That is not Mulgur, but Catais, said Spade Evil. Malgar is dead, said Catais, speaking the same tongue as Spade Evil, but with an even harsher accent, so that the tympanum of Masco's ear was affected painfully.
Starting point is 05:18:38 The latter saw before him a bowed, powerful individual, advanced in years. He wore nothing but a scanty loincloth. His trunk was long and heavy, but his legs were rather short. His face was beardless, lemon-colored, and anxious-looking. It was disfigured by a number of longitudinal ruts, a quarter of an inch deep, the cavities of which seemed clogged with ancient dirt. The hair of his head was black and sparse. Instead of the twin-memberous organs of Spade-Evil, he possessed but one, and this was in the center of his brow.
Starting point is 05:19:17 Spade-evil's dark, solid person stood out from the rest like a reality among dreams. Has the triforque passed to you? He demanded. Yes. Why have you brought this woman to Scent? I have brought another thing to Scent. I have brought another thing to scent. I have brought the new faith. Had I stood motionless and looked troubled. State it. Shall I speak with many words or few words? If you wish to say what is not, many words will not suffice. If you wish to say what is, a few words would be enough.
Starting point is 05:19:54 Spadeeval frowned. To hate pleasure brings pride with it. Pride is a pleasure. To kill pleasure, we must attach ourselves to duty. While the mind is planning right action, it has no time to think of pleasure. Is that the whole? asked Catice. The truth is simple, even for the simplest man. Do you destroy Hattor and all his generations with a single word? I destroy nature and set up law.
Starting point is 05:20:30 A long silence followed. "'My probe is double,' said Spade Evil. "'Suffer me to double yours, and you will see as I see.' "'Come you here, you big man,' said Caddice to Maskell. Maskell advanced a step closer. "'Do you follow Spade Evil in his new faith?' "'As far as death,' exclaimed Maskell. "'Kadice picked up a flint.
Starting point is 05:21:00 "'With this stone I strike. out one of your two probes. When you have but one, you will see with me, and you will recollect with spade-evil. Choose you, then, the superior faith, and I shall obey your choice. Endured this little pain, Maskell, for the sake of future men, said Spade-Eval. The pain is nothing, replied Maskell, but I fear the result. "'Permit me, although I am only a woman, to take his place, Ket-Eyce,' said Tidaman, stretching out her hand. He struck at it violently with the flint, and gashed it from wrist to thumb. The pale Carmen blood spouted up.
Starting point is 05:21:45 "'What brings this kiss-lover to Sant?' he said. "'How does she presume to make the rules of life for the sons of Hator?' She bit her lip and stepped back. "'Well, then, Maskell, except, I certainly should not have played false to Spade Evil, but you hardly can. "'If he bids me, I must do it,' said Maskell. "'But who knows what will come of it?' "'Spate Evil spoke.
Starting point is 05:22:13 "'Of all the descendants of Heter, Kattice is the most whole-hearted and sincere. "'He will trample my truth underfoot, "'thinking me a demon sent by shaping to destroy the work of this land. But a seed will escape, and my blood, aneurstaedomun, will wash it. Then men will know that my destroying evil is their greatest good. But none here will live to see that. Maskell now went quite close to Caddice and offered his head. Caddice raised his hand, and after holding the flint poised for a moment,
Starting point is 05:22:49 brought it down with a draitness and force upon the left-hand probe. Maskell cried out with the pain. The blood streamed down, and the function of the organ was destroyed. There was a pause while he walked to and fro, trying to staunch the blood. "'What now do you feel, Maskell? What do you see?' inquired Tidaman anxiously. He stopped and stared hard at her. "'I now see straight,' he said slowly. "'What does that mean?' He continued to wipe the blood from his forehead. He looked troubled.
Starting point is 05:23:27 Henceforward, as long as I live, I shall fight with my nature and refuse to feel pleasure, and I advise you to do the same. Spade Evil gazed at him sternly. Do you renounce my teaching? Maskell, however, returned the gaze without dismay. Spade Evil's image-like clearness of form had departed for him. His frowning face he knew to be the deceptive portico of a weak and confused intellect. It is false. Is it false to sacrifice oneself for another? demanded Tidon.
Starting point is 05:24:05 I can't argue as yet, said Maskell. At this moment, the world, with its sweetness, seemed to me a sort of charnel house. I feel a loathing for everything in it, including myself. I know no more. "'Is there no duty?' asked Spade Evil in a harsh tone. "'It appears to me but a cloak under which we share the pleasure of other people.' Tidaman pulled at Spade Evil's arm. "'Maskill has betrayed you, as he has so many others. Let us go.'
Starting point is 05:24:41 He stood fast. "'You have changed quickly, Maskell.' Maskell, without answering him, turned to Cat-Eyce. Why do men go on living in this soft, shameful world when they can kill themselves? Pain is the nature of Surtur's children. To what other air do you wish to escape? Searcher's children is not Sertor's shaping? It is the greatest of lies.
Starting point is 05:25:09 It is Shaping's masterpiece. Answer, Maskell, said Spade Evil. Do you repudiate right action? "'Leave me alone. Go back. I am not thinking of you and your ideas. I wish you no harm.' The darkness came on fast. There was another prolonged silence. Cat-Eyce threw away the flint and picked up his staff. "'The woman must return home,' he said. "'She was persuaded here and did not come freely. You, spade-evil must die, backslider as you are.' Tidomond said quietly,
Starting point is 05:25:49 "'He has no power to enforce this. Are you going to allow the truth to fall to the ground, spade evil?' "'I will not perish by my death, but by my efforts to escape from death. Katois, I accept your judgment.' Tidaman smiled. For my part, I am too tired to walk farther today, so I shall die with him. Kadae said to Maskell, "'Prove your sincerity.
Starting point is 05:26:17 Kill this man and his mistress, according to the laws of Hator. I can't do that. I have traveled in friendship with them. You denied duty, and now you must do your duty, said Spade Evil, calmly stroking his beard. Whatever law you accept, you must obey, without turning to right or left. Your law commands that we must be stoned, and it will soon be dark. "'Have you not even this amount of manhood?' exclaimed Tidaman. Maskell moved heavily.
Starting point is 05:26:53 "'Be my witness, Cat-Eise, that the thing was forced on me.' "'Hator is looking on and approving,' replied Cat-Eyes. Maskell then went apart to the pile of boulder scattered by the side of the pool. He glanced about him and selected two large fragments of rock, the heaviest that he thought he could carry. With these in his arms, he staggered back. He dropped them on the ground and stood, recovering his breath. When he could speak again, he said, "'I have a bad heart for the business. Is there no alternative?
Starting point is 05:27:29 Sleep here tonight, Spade Evil, and in the morning, go back to where you have come from. No one shall harm you.' Spade Evil's ironic smile was lost in the gloom. "'Shall I brood again, Maskell, for still another, year, and after that, come back to Saint with other truths. Come, waste no time, but choose the heavier stone for me, for I am stronger than Tidaman. Maskell lifted one of the rocks and stepped out four full paces. Spadeevil confronted him, erect, and waited tranquilly.
Starting point is 05:28:04 The huge stone hurtled through the air. Its flight looked like a dark shadow. It struck Spade Evil full in the face, crushing his features. and breaking his neck. He died instantaneously. Tidaman looked away from the fallen man. Be very quick, Maskell, and don't let me keep him waiting. He panted and raised the second stone.
Starting point is 05:28:29 She placed herself in front of Spade Evil's body and stood there, unsmiling and cold. The blow caught her between breast and chin, and she fell. Maskell went to her, and kneeling on the ground, half-raised her in his arm. arms. There she breathed out her last sighs. After that he laid her down again and rested heavily on his hands while he peered into the dead face. The transition from its heroic, spiritual expression to the vulgar and grinning mask of Christelman came like a flash, but he saw it. He stood up in the darkness and pulled cat-eyes toward him. Is that the true likeness of shaping? It is shaping stripped of illusion.
Starting point is 05:29:17 How comes this horrible world to exist? Cadice did not answer. Who is Sertor? You will get nearer to him tomorrow, but not here. I am waiting through too much blood, said Maskell. Nothing good can come of it. Do not fear change and destruction, but laughter and joy. Maskell meditated.
Starting point is 05:29:44 Tell me, Cadice, if I had elected to follow Spade Evil, would you really have accepted his faith? He was a great-souled man, replied Catice. I see that the pride of our men is only another sprouting out of pleasure. Tomorrow I too shall leave Sant to reflect on all this.
Starting point is 05:30:07 Maskell shuddered. Then these two deaths were not a necessity, but a crime. His part was played, and henceforward, the woman would have dragged down his ideas with her soft love and loyalty. Regret nothing, stranger,
Starting point is 05:30:25 but go away at once, out of the land. Tonight, where shall I go? To Womflash, where you'll meet the deepest minds. I will put you on the way. He linked his arm in Maskells, and they walked away into the night. For a mile or more they skirted the edge of the precipice. The wind was searching and drove grit into their faces.
Starting point is 05:30:50 Through the rifts of the clouds, stars, faint and brilliant, appeared. Maskell saw no familiar constellations. He wondered if the sun of earth was visible, and if so which one it was. They came to the head of a rough staircase, leading down the cliffside. It resembled the one by which he had come up, but this descended to the womb-flash forest. "'That is your path,' said Cat-Eyce. "'I shall not come any farther.'
Starting point is 05:31:21 Maskell detained him. "'Say just this. Before we part company, "'Why does pleasure appear so shameful to us?' "'Because in feeling pleasure we forget our home.' "'And that is, Muspel,' answered Cat-Eyce. Having made his reply, he disengaged himself, and turning his back, disappeared into the darkness. Maskell stumbled down the staircase as best he could. He was tired, but contemptuous of his pains. His uninjured probe began to discharge matter. He lowered himself from step to step during what seemed an interminable time.
Starting point is 05:32:04 The rustling and sighing of the trees grew louder as he approached the bottom. The air became still. and warm. He at last reached level ground. Still attempting to proceed, he began to trip over roots and to collide with tree trunks. After this had happened a few times, he determined to go no farther that night. He heaped together some dry leaves for a pillow, and immediately flung himself down to sleep. Deep and heavy unconsciousness seized him almost instantly. End of Chapter 12. of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libravox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 05:33:01 A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 13 The Womb Flash Forest He awoke to his third day on torments. His limbs ached. He lay on his side, looking stupidly at his surroundings. The forest was like night. But that period of the night when the gray dawn is about to break, and objects begin to be guessed
Starting point is 05:33:26 at rather than seen. Two or three amazing shadowy shapes, as broad as houses, loomed up out of the twilight. He did not realize that they were trees until he turned over on his back, and followed their course upward. Far overhead, so high up that he dared not calculate the height, he saw their top of, he saw their tops glittering in the sunlight against a tiny patch of blue sky. Clouds of mist, rolling over the floor of the forest, kept interrupting his view. In their silent passage they were like phantoms flitting among the trees. The leaves
Starting point is 05:34:09 underneath him were sodden, and heavy drops of moisture splashed onto his head from time to time. He continued lying there, trying to reconstruct the events of the preceding day. His brain was lethargic and confused. Something terrible had happened, but what it was, he could not for a long time recollect. Then, suddenly, there came before his eyes that ghastly closing scene at dusk on the Sant Plateau. Spadeevils crushed and bloody features, and Tidomans, dying sighs. He shuddered convulsively and felt sick. The peculiar moral outlook that had dictated these brutal murders had departed from him during the night, and now he had recognized
Starting point is 05:35:01 what he had done. During the whole of the previous day, he seemed to have been laboring under a series of heavy enchantments. First, Osiacs had enslaved him, then Tidomin, then spade evil, and lastly, Cadice. They had forced him to murder and violate. He had guessed nothing, but had imagined that he was traveling as a free and enlightened stranger. What was this nightmare journey for? And would it continue in the same way?
Starting point is 05:35:37 The silence of the forest was so intense that he heard no sound except the pumping of blood through his arteries. Putting his hand to his face, he found that his remaining probe had disappeared, and that he was in possession of three eyes. The third eye was on his forehead, where the old Sorb had been. He could not guess its use. He still had his third arm, but it was nerveless. Now he puzzled his head for a long time,
Starting point is 05:36:11 trying unsuccessfully to recall that name which had been the last, last word spoken by cat-ice. He got up with the intention of resuming his journey. He had no toilet to make and no meal to prepare. The forest was tremendous. The nearest tree appeared to him to have a circumference of at least a hundred feet. Other dim bowls looked equally large. But what gave the scene its aspect of immensity was the vast spaces separating tree from tree.
Starting point is 05:36:44 It was like some gigantic supernatural hall in a life after death. The lowest branches were fifty yards or more from the ground. There was no underbrush. The soil was carpeted only by the dead wet leaves. He looked all around him to find his direction, but the cliffs of sand which he had descended were invisible. Every way was like every other way. He had no idea which quartered to attack.
Starting point is 05:37:14 He grew frightened and muttered to himself. Craning his neck back, he stared upward and tried to discover the points of the compass from the direction of the sunlight, but it was impossible. While he was standing there, anxious and hesitating, he heard the drum taps. The rhythmical beats proceeded from some distance off. The unseen drummer seemed to be marching through the forest away from him. "'Sert her,' he said, under his breath. The next moment he marveled at himself for uttering the name. That mysterious being had not been in his thoughts,
Starting point is 05:37:55 nor was there any ostensible connection between him and the drumming. He began to reflect, but in the meantime the sounds were traveling away. Automatically he started walking in the same direction. The drumbeats had this peculiarity. Though odd and mystical, there was nothing awe-inspiring in them. But on the contrary, they reminded him of some place and some life with which he was perfectly familiar. Once again they caused all his other sense impressions to appear false.
Starting point is 05:38:32 The sounds were intermittent. They would go on for a minute or for five minutes, and then cease for perhaps quarter of an hour. Maskell followed them as well as he could. He walked hard among the huge, indistinct trees, in the attempt to come up with the origin of the noise, but the same distance always seemed to separate them. The forest from now onward descended. The gradient was mostly gentle, about one foot in ten,
Starting point is 05:39:02 but in some places it was much steeper, and in other parts again it was practically level ground for quite long stretches. There were great swampy marshes, through which Maskell was obliged to splash. It was a matter of indifference to him how wet he became, if only he could catch sight of that individual with the drum. Mile after mile was covered, and still he was no nearer to doing so. The gloom of the forest settled down upon his spirits. He felt despondent, tired, and savage.
Starting point is 05:39:39 He had not heard the drum-beats for some sort of. some while and was half inclined to discontinue the pursuit. Passing around a great columnar tree trunk, he almost stumbled against a man who was standing on the farther side. He was leaning against the trunk with one hand in an attitude of repose. His other hand was resting on a staff. Maskell stopped short and started at him. He was nearly naked, and of gigantic build. He overtopped Maskell by, and he overtopped Maskell by, a head. His face and body were faintly phosphorescent. His eyes, three in number, were pale green and luminous, shining like lamps. His skin was hairless, but the hair of his head was piled up
Starting point is 05:40:27 in thick black coils and fastened like a woman's. His features were absolutely tranquil, but a terrible, quiet energy seemed to lie just underneath the surface. addressed him. Did the drumming come from you? The man shook his head. What is your name? He replied in a strange, strange, strained, twisted voice. Maskell gathered that the name he gave was Dream Center.
Starting point is 05:40:59 What was that drumming? Sertr, said Dreamcenter. Is it advisable for me to follow it? Why? Perhaps he intends me to. He brought me here from Earth. Dreamcinter caught hold of him, bent down, and peered into his face. Not you, but Nightsbor.
Starting point is 05:41:27 This was the first time that Maskell had heard Nightsbor's name since his arrival on the planet. He was so astonished that he could frame no more questions. Eat this! said Dreamcinter. "'Then we will chase the sound together.' He picked something up from the ground and handed it to Maskell. He could not see distinctly, but it felt like a hard, round nut of the size of a fist.
Starting point is 05:41:59 "'I can't crack it!' Dreamcinter took it between his hands and broke it into pieces. Maskell then ate some of the pulpy interior, which was intense. intensely disagreeable. What am I doing in torments, then? he asked. You came to steer Musper fire, to give a deeper life to men, never doubting if your soul could endure that burning. Masca could hardly decipher the strangled words.
Starting point is 05:42:34 Muspel! That's the name I've been trying to remember ever since I awoke. Dreamcinter suddenly turned his head sideways and appeared to listen for something. He motioned with his hand to Muskell to keep quiet. Is it the drumming? Hush! They come! He was looking toward the upper forest. The now-familiar drum rhythm was heard,
Starting point is 05:43:01 this time accompanied by the tramp of marching feet. Maskell saw, marching through the trees, and heading toward them, three men in single file, separated from one another by only a yard or so. They were traveling downhill at a swift pace, and looked neither to left nor right. They were naked. Their figures were shining against the black background of the forest with a pale, supernatural light, green and ghostly. When they were abreast of him, about twenty feet off, he perceived who they were were. The first man was himself, Maskell. The second was Crag. The third man was Nightsbor.
Starting point is 05:43:48 Their faces were grim and set. The source of the drumming was out of sight. The sound appeared to come from some point in front of them. Maskell and Dream Center put themselves in motion to keep up with the swiftly moving marchers. At the same time, a low, faint music began. Its rhythm stepped with the drumbeats, but, unlike the latter, it did not seem to proceed from any particular quarter of the forest. It resembled the subjective music heard in dreams, which accompanies the dreamer everywhere, as a sort of natural atmosphere, rendering all his experiences emotional. It seemed to issue from an unearthly orchestra, and was strongly troubled, pathetic, and tragic. Maskell marched and listened, and as he listened, it grew louder and stormier.
Starting point is 05:44:47 But the pulse of the drum interpenetrated all the other sounds, like the quiet beating of reality. His emotion deepened. He could not have said if minutes or hours were passing. The spectral procession marched on, a little way ahead, on a path parallel with his own and dream centers. The music pulsated violently. Cragg lifted his arm and displayed a long, murderous-looking knife. He sprang forward and raising it over the Phantom Maskell's back, stabbed him twice, leaving the knife in the wound the second time.
Starting point is 05:45:25 Maskell threw up his arms and fell down dead. Craig leaped into the forest and vanished from sight. Night-Spoor marched on alone, stern and unmoved. The music rose to Crescendo. The whole dim, gigantic forest was roaring with sound. The tones came from all sides, from above, from the ground under their feet. It was so grandly passionate that Maskell felt his soul loosening from its bodily envelope. He continued to follow Nightspor.
Starting point is 05:45:59 A strange brightness began to glow in front of them. It was not daylight, but a radiance such as he had never seen before, and such as he could not have imagined to be possible. Nights bore moved straight toward it. Maskell felt his chest bursting. The light flashed higher. The awful harmonies of the music followed hard one upon another, like the waves of a wild, magic ocean.
Starting point is 05:46:26 His body was incapable of enduring such shocks, and all of a sudden he tumbled over in a faint, that resembled death. End of Chapter 13. Chapter 14 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 14, Pole Crab The morning slowly passed.
Starting point is 05:47:02 Masco made some convulsive movements and opened his eyes. He sat up, blinking. All was night-like and silent, in the forest. The strange light had gone. The music had ceased. Dreamcinter had vanished. He fingered his beard, clotted with Tidomans' blood, and fell into a deep muse. According to Pannaw and Cat-Eice, this forest contains wise men. Perhaps Dreamcinter was one. Perhaps that vision I have just seen was a specimen of his wisdom. It looked almost like an answer to my question.
Starting point is 05:47:41 I ought not to have asked about myself, but about Surtr. Then I would have got a different answer. I might have learned something. I might have seen him. He remained quiet and apathetic for a bit. But I couldn't face that awful glare, he proceeded. It was bursting my body.
Starting point is 05:48:03 He warned me, too. And so, Sertr does really exist, and my journey stands for something. But why am I here, and what can I do? Who is Sertor? Where is he to be found? Something wild came into his eyes. What did Dream Center mean by his, not you, but Night Spore?
Starting point is 05:48:26 Am I a secondary character? Is he regarded as important, and I as unimportant? Where is Nightspor, and what is he doing? Am I to wait for his time and pleasure? Can I originate nothing? He continued sitting up with straight extended legs. I must make up my mind that this is a strange journey, and that the strangest things will happen in it.
Starting point is 05:48:54 It's no use-making plans, for I can't see two steps ahead. Everything is unknown. But one thing's evident, nothing but the wildest audacity will carry me through, and I must sacrifice everything else to that. And therefore, if Searcher shows himself again, I shall go forward to meet him, even if it means death. Through the black, quiet aisles of the forest, the drumbeats came again.
Starting point is 05:49:23 The sound was a long way off and very faint. It was like the last mutterings of thunder after a heavy storm. Maskell listened without getting up. The drumming faded into silence and did not. not return. He smiled queerly and said aloud, "'Thanks, Sertr, I accept the omen.' When he was about to get up, he found that the shrivelled skin that had been his third arm was flapping disconcertingly with every movement of his body. He made perforations in it all around, as close to his chest as possible with the fingernails
Starting point is 05:49:59 of both hands. Then he carefully twisted it off. In that world of rapid growth and ungrowth, he judged that the stump would soon disappear. After that, he rose and peered into the darkness. The forest at that point sloped rather steeply, and without thinking twice about it, he took the downhill direction, never doubting it would bring him somewhere. As soon as he started walking, his temper became gloomy and morose. He was shaken, tired, dirty, and languid with hunger. Moreover, he realized that the walk was not going to be a short one. But that as it may, he determined to sit down no more until the whole dismal forest was at his back. One after another, the shadowy, house-like trees were observed, avoided, and passed.
Starting point is 05:50:52 Far overhead, the little patch of glowing sky was still always visible. Otherwise, he had no clue to the time of day. He continued tramping sullenly down the slope for many, damp, slippery miles, in some places, through bogs. When presently the twilight seemed to thin, he guessed that the open world was not far away. The forest grew more palpable and gray, and now he saw its majesty better. The tree trunks were like round towers, and so wide were the intervals that they resembled natural amphitheaters. He could not make out the color of the bark. Everything he saw amazed him, but his admiration was of the growling, grudging kind.
Starting point is 05:51:38 difference in light between the forest behind him and the forest ahead became so marked that he could no longer doubt that he was on the point of coming out. Real light was in front of him. Looking back, he found he had a shadow. The trunks acquired a reddish tint. He quickened his pace. As the minutes went by, the bright patch ahead grew luminous and vivid. It had a tinge of blue. He also imagined that he heard the sound of surf. All that part of the forest toward which he was moving became rich with color. The bowls of the trees were of a deep, dark red. Their leaves, high above his head, were o'l-fire-hued.
Starting point is 05:52:20 The dead leaves on the ground were of a color he could not name. At the same time, he discovered the use of his third eye. By adding a third angle to his sight, every object he looked at stood out in greater relief. The world looked less flat, more realistic, and significant. He had a stronger attraction to his surroundings. He seemed somehow to lose his egotism and to become free and thoughtful. Now through the last trees he saw full daylight. Less than half a mile separated him from the border of the forest,
Starting point is 05:52:56 and eager to discover what lay beyond he broke into a run. He heard the surf louder. It was a peculiar hissing sound that could proceed only from water, yet was unlike the sea. Almost immediately he came within sight of an enormous horizon of dancing waves, which he knew must be the sinking sea. He fell back into a quick walk, continuing to stare hard. The wind that met him was hot, fresh, and sweet.
Starting point is 05:53:26 When he arrived at the final fringe of forest, which joined the wide sands of the shore without any change of level, he leaned with his back to a great tree and gazed his fill, motionless at what lay in front of him. The sands continued east and west in a straight line, broken only here and there by a few creeks. They were of a brilliant orange color, but there were patches of violet. The forest appeared to stand sentinel over the shore
Starting point is 05:53:55 for its entire length. Everything else was sea and sky. He had never seen so much water. The semicircle of the skyline was so vast that he might have imagined himself on. a flat world, with a range of vision determined only by the power of his eye. The sea was unlike any sea on earth. It resembled an immense liquid opal.
Starting point is 05:54:21 On a body color of rich, magnificent emerald green, flashes of red, yellow, and blue were everywhere shooting up and vanishing. The wave motion was extraordinary. Pinnacles of water were slowly formed until they attained a height of perhaps ten or twenty feet, when they would suddenly sink downward and outward, creating in their descent a series of concentric rings for long distances around them. Quickly moving currents, like rivers in the sea, could be seen racing away from land. They were of a darker green and bore no pinnacles.
Starting point is 05:54:56 Where the sea met the shore, the waves rushed over the sands far in, with almost sinister rapidity, accompanied by a weird hissing, spitting sound, which was a very, and a weird hissing, spitting sound, which was what Maskell had heard. The green tongues rolled in without foam. About twenty miles distant, as he judged, directly opposite him a long low island stood up from the sea, black and not distinguished in outline. It was Swaylon's island.
Starting point is 05:55:26 Maskell was less interested in that than in the blue sunset that glowed behind his back. Alpane had set, but the whole northern sky was plunged into the mind, minor key by its afterlight. Brandt spelled in the zenith was white and overpowering. The day was cloudless and terrifically hot. But where the blue sun had sunk, a somber shadow seemed to overhang the world.
Starting point is 05:55:51 Maskell had a feeling of disintegration, just as if two chemically distinct forces were simultaneously acting upon the cells of his body. Since the afterglow of Alpane affected him like this, he thought it more likely that he would never be able to face that sun itself and go on living. Still, some modification might happen to him that would make it possible. The sea tempted him. He made up his mind to bathe and at once walked toward the shore. The instant he stepped outside the shadow line of the forest trees,
Starting point is 05:56:25 the blinding rays of the sun beat down on him so savagely that for a few minutes he felt sick and his head swam. He trod quickly across the sands. The orange-colored parts were nearly hot enough to roast food, he judged, but the violet parts were like fire itself. He stepped on a patch in ignorance, and immediately jumped high into the air with a startled yell. The sea was voluptuously warm. It would not bear his weight, so he determined to try swimming.
Starting point is 05:56:57 First of all, he stripped off his skin garment, washed it thoroughly with sand and water and laid it in the sun to dry. Then he scrubbed himself as well as he could and washed out his beard and hair. After that he waited in a long way until the water reached his breast and took to swimming, avoiding the spouts as far as possible. He found it no pastime. The water was everywhere of unequal density. In some places he could swim.
Starting point is 05:57:25 In others he could barely save himself from drowning. In others again he could not force himself beneath the surface at all. There were no outward signs to show what the water ahead held in store for him. The whole business was most dangerous. He came out, feeling clean and invigorated. For a time he walked up and down the sands, drying himself in the hot sunshine and looking around him. He was a naked stranger in a huge, foreign, mystical world, and whichever way he turned, unknown and threatening forces were glaring at him.
Starting point is 05:58:02 The gigantic, white, withering branch spell, the awful, body-changing all-pane, the beautiful, deadly, treacherous sea, the dark and eerie Swaylon's island, the spirit-crushing forest, out of which he had just escaped, to all these mighty powers surrounding him on every side, what resources had he, a feeble, ignorant traveler to a oppose, from a tiny planet on the other side of space, to avoid being utterly destroyed. Then he smiled to himself. I've already been here two days, and still I survive.
Starting point is 05:58:42 I have luck, and with that one can balance the universe. But what is luck? A verbal expression or a thing? As he was putting on his skin, which was now dry, the answer came to him, and this time he was grave. Surtr brought me here, and Surtr is watching over me. That is my luck. But what is Sertrter in this world?
Starting point is 05:59:08 How is he able to protect me against the blind and ungovernable forces of nature? Is he stronger than nature? Hungry as he was for food, he was hungrier still for human society, for he wished to inquire about all these things. He asked himself which way he should turn his steps. There were only two ways, along the shore, either east or west. The nearest creek lay to the east, cutting the sands about a mile away. He walked toward it.
Starting point is 05:59:40 The forest face was forbidding and enormously high. It was so squarely turned to the sea that it looked as though it had been plain by tools. Maskell strode along in the shade of the trees, but kept his head. head constantly turned away from them, toward the sea. There, it was more cheerful. The creek, when he reached it, proved to be broad and flat banked. It was not a river, but an arm of the sea. It's still, dark green water curved around a bend out of sight into the forest. The trees on both banks overhung the water so that it was completely in shadow. He went as far as the bend, beyond which another short beach appeared. A man was sitting on a narrow shelf of bank with
Starting point is 06:00:26 his feet in the water. He was clothed in a coarse rough hide, which left his limbs bare. He was short, thick, and sturdy, with short legs and long, powerful arms, terminating in hands of an extraordinary size. He was oldish. His face was plain, slab-like, and expressionless. It was full of wrinkles, and walnut-colored. Both face and head were bald, and his skin was tough and leathery. He seemed to be some sort of peasant or fisherman. There was no trace in his face of thought for others, or delicacy of feeling. He possessed three eyes of different colors, jade green, blue, and ulfire. In front of him, riding on the water, moored to the bank, was an elementary raft, consisting of the branches of trees, clumsily corded together.
Starting point is 06:01:19 Maskell addressed him. Are you another of the wise men of the Womb-flash forest? The man answered him in a gruff, husky voice, looking up as he did so. I'm a fisherman. I know nothing about wisdom. What name do you go by? Pole crab. What's yours? Maskell. If you're a fisherman, you ought to have fish. I'm famishing.
Starting point is 06:01:47 "'Pole Crabb grunted and paused a minute before answering. "'There's fish enough. My dinner is cooking in the sands now. It's easy enough to get you some more.' Masco found this a pleasant speech. "'But how long will it take?' he asked. The man slid the palms of his hands together, producing a shrill screeching noise. He lifted his feet from the water and clambered onto the bank. In a minute or two a curious little beast came crawling up to his feet, turning its face and eyes up affectionately, like a dog.
Starting point is 06:02:25 It was about two feet long and somewhat resembled a small seal, but had six legs, ending in strong claws. "'Arg! Go fish!' said pole crab hoarsely. The animal immediately tumbled off the bank into the water. It swam gracefully to the middle of the creek and made a pivotal dive beneath the surface, where it remained a great while. Simple fishing, remarked Maskell. But what's the raft for?
Starting point is 06:02:55 To go to sea with. The best fish are out at sea. These are eatable. That arg seems a highly intelligent creature. Whole crap grunted again. I've trained close on a hundred of them. The bigheads learn best, but they're slow swimmers. The narrow heads swim like eels.
Starting point is 06:03:15 but can't be taught. Now I've started interbreeding them. He's one of them. Do you live here alone? No, I've got a wife and three boys. My wife's sleeping somewhere, but where my lads are, shaping nose. Maskell began to feel very much at home with this unsophisticated being. The raft's all crazy, he remarked, staring at it. If you go far out in that, you've got more plucked than I have. "'I've been to matter-play on it,' said Polkrab.
Starting point is 06:03:51 The Ark reappeared and started swimming to shore, but this time clumsily, as if it were bearing a heavy weight under the surface. When it landed at its master's feet, they saw that each set of claws was clutching a fish, six in all. Polkrab took them from it. He proceeded to cut off the heads and tails with a sharp-edged stone which he picked up. These he threw to the Argue, which devoured them without a edge of, any fuss. Polkrab beckoned to Maskell to follow him, and, carrying the fish, walked toward
Starting point is 06:04:23 the open shore by the same way that he had come. When they reached the sands, he sliced the fish, removed the entrails, and, digging a shallow hold in a patch of violet sand, placed the remainder of the carcasses in it, and covered them over again. Then he dug up his own dinner. Maskell's nostrils quivered at the savory smell, but he was not yet to dine. Crab, turning to go with the cooked fish in his hand, said, "'These are mine, not yours. When yours are done, you can come back and join me, supposing you want company.' "'How soon will that be?'
Starting point is 06:04:59 "'About twenty minutes,' replied the fisherman over his shoulder. Maskell sheltered himself in the shadows of the forest and waited. When the time had approximately elapsed, he disinterred his meal, scorching his fingers in the operation, although it was only the surface of the sand which was so intensely hot. Then he returned to Pole Crab. In the warm, still air and cheerful shade of the inlet, they munched in silence,
Starting point is 06:05:29 looking from their food to the sluggish water and back again. With every mouthful, Masco felt his strength returning. He finished before Polkrab, who ate like a man for whom time has no value. When he had done, he stood up. "'Come and drink,' he said in his husky voice. Maskell looked at him inquiringly. The man led him a little way into the forest and walked straight up to a certain tree.
Starting point is 06:05:58 At a convenient height in its trunk, a hold had been tapped and plugged. Polecrab removed the plug and put his mouth to the aperture, sucking for quite a long time, like a child at its mother's breast. Masco, watching him, imagined that he saw his eyes growing brighter. When his own turn came to drink, he found the juice of the tree somewhat like coconut milk in flavor, but intoxicating. It was a new sort of intoxication, however, for neither his will nor his emotions were excited, but only his intellect, and that only in a certain way.
Starting point is 06:06:36 His thoughts and images were not freed and loosened, but on the contrary, kept laboring and swelling painfully, until they reached the full beauty. of an apper-su, which were then flame up in his consciousness, burst and vanish. After that the whole process started over again. But there was never a moment when he was not perfectly cool and master of his senses. When each had drunk twice, Polkrabb re-plugged the hole and they returned to their bank. "'Is it blood-somber yet?' asked Maskell, sprawling on the ground, well content. Pole Crabb resumed his old upright sitting posture with his feet in the water.
Starting point is 06:07:19 "'Just beginning,' was his horse response. "'Then I must stay here till it's over. Shall we talk?' "'We can,' said the other, without enthusiasm. Masco glanced at him through half-closed lids, wondering if he were exactly what he seemed to be. In his eyes he thought he detected a wise light. Have you traveled much, Polkrab? Not what you would call traveling.
Starting point is 06:07:48 You tell me you've been to Matterplay. What kind of country is that? I don't know. I went there to pick up flints. What countries lie beyond it? Threel comes next, as you go north. They say it's a land of mystics. I don't know.
Starting point is 06:08:06 Mystics? So I'm told. Still farther north, there's Litch Storm. Now we're going far afield. There are mountains there, and altogether it must be a very dangerous place, especially for a full-blooded man like you. Take care of yourself. This is rather premature, Paul Crabb.
Starting point is 06:08:28 How do you know I'm going there? As you've come from the south, I suppose you'll go north. Well, that's right enough, said Maskell, staring hard at him. But how do you know I've come from the south? Well, then, perhaps you haven't, but there's a look of If-Don about you." "'What kind of look?' "'A tragical look,' said Polkrab. He never even glanced at Maskell, but was gazing at a thick spot on the water with unblinking
Starting point is 06:08:59 eyes. "'What lies beyond Litchstorm?' asked Maskell, after a minute or two. "'Barry, where you have two sons instead of one, but beyond that fact, I know nothing about it. Then comes the ocean. And what's on the other side of the ocean? That you must find out for yourself, for I doubt if anybody has ever crossed it and come back." Maskell was silent for a little while. How is it that your people are so unadventurous? I seem to be the only one traveling from curiosity. What do you mean by your people?
Starting point is 06:09:39 True, you don't know that I don't belong to your planet at all. I've come from another world, Polkrab. What to find? I came here with Craig and Nightspor, to follow Sertr. I must have fainted the moment I arrived. When I sat up, it was night, and the others had vanished. Since then I've been traveling at random. Polkrab scratched his nose.
Starting point is 06:10:07 You haven't found Surtur yet? I've heard his drumtaps frequently. In the forest this morning I came quite close to him. Then, two days ago, in the Lusian plain, I saw a vision, a being in man's shape, who called himself Sertr. Well, maybe it was Sertr. No, that's impossible, replied Mascall reflectively. It was Christelman.
Starting point is 06:10:35 And it isn't a question of my suspecting it. I know it. How? Because this is Christelman's world, and Sertr's world is something quite different. "'That's queer, then,' said Polkrab. "'Since I've come out of the forest,' proceeded Maskell, talking half to himself, "'a change has come over me, and I see things differently. Everything here looks much more solid and real in my eyes, than in other places, so much so that I can't entertain the least doubt of its existence.
Starting point is 06:11:12 It not only looks real, it is real, and on that I would stake my life. But at the same time that it's real, it is false. Like a dream? No, not at all like a dream, and that's just what I want to explain. This world of yours, and perhaps of mine too, for that matter, doesn't give me a dream. the slightest impression of a dream, or an illusion, or anything of that sort. I know it's really here at this moment, and it's exactly as we're seeing it, you and I. Yet, it's false. It's false in this sense, Polkrab. Side by side with it another world exists, and that other
Starting point is 06:11:56 world is the true one, and this one is all false and deceitful to the very core. And so it occurs to me that reality and falseness are two words for the same thing. Perhaps there is such another world, said Polkrab huskily. But did that vision also seem real and false to you? Very real, but not false then. For then, I didn't understand all this. But just because it was real, it couldn't have been Surtur, who has no connection with reality. Didn't those drumtaps sound real to you? I had to hear them with my ears, so they sounded real to me.
Starting point is 06:12:40 Still, they were somehow different, and they certainly came from Sertrter. If I didn't hear them correctly, that was my fault and not his. Polkrab growled a little. If Sertr chose to speak to you in that fashion, it appears he's trying to say something. What else can I think? But Polkrab, what's your opinion? Is he calling me to the life after death? The old man stirred uneasily.
Starting point is 06:13:11 I'm a fisherman, he said after a minute or two. I live by killing, and so does everybody. This life seems to me all wrong. So maybe life of any kind is wrong, and searcher's world is not life at all, but something else. Yes, but will death lead me to me? me to it, whatever it is?" "'Ask the dead,' said Polkrab, and not a living man."
Starting point is 06:13:38 Maskell continued, "'In the forest I heard music and saw a light which could not have belonged to this world. They were too strong for my senses, and I must have fainted for a long time. There was a vision as well, in which I saw myself killed, while Nightspore walked on toward the light alone.' Polkrab uttered his grunt, "'You have enough to think over.'
Starting point is 06:14:04 A short silence ensued, which was broken by Maskell. "'So strong is my sense of the untruth of this present life that it may come to my pudding an end to myself.' The fisherman remained quiet and immobile. Maskell lay on his stomach, propped his face on his hands, and stared at him. "'What do you think, Polkrab? Is it possible for any man, while in the body, to gain a closer view of that other world than I have done?
Starting point is 06:14:36 I am an ignorant man, stranger, so I can't say. Perhaps there are many others like you who would gladly know. Where? I should like to meet them. Do you think you are made of one stuff and the rest of mankind of another stuff? I can't be so presumptuous. Possibly all men are reaching out toward Muspel, in most cases, without being aware of it. "'In the wrong direction,' said Polkrab. Maskell gave him a strange look. "'How so?' "'I don't speak from my own wisdom,' said Polkrab,
Starting point is 06:15:14 for I have none. But I have just now recalled what Brood-Vyot once told me, when I was a young man and he was an old one. He said that Christelman tries to turn all things into one, and that whichever way his shapes march in order to escape from him, they find themselves again face to face with crystallmen, and are changed into new crystals, and that this marching of shapes, which we call forking,
Starting point is 06:15:42 springs from the unconscious desire to find Sertr, but is in the opposite direction to the right one. For Sertrter's world does not lie on this side of the one, which is the beginning of life, but on the other side, and to get to it we must repass through the right one. the one. But this can only be by renouncing our self-life, and reuniting ourselves to the whole of Christelman's world. And when this has been done, it is only the first stage of the journey, though many good men imagine it to be the whole journey. As far as I can remember, that is what
Starting point is 06:16:15 Brutvio said. But perhaps, as I was then a young and ignorant man, I may have left out words which would explain his meaning better. Maskell, who had listened attentively to all this, remained thoughtful at the end. "'It's plain enough,' he said. "'But what did he mean by our reuniting ourselves to Christelman's world? "'If it is false, are we to make ourselves false as well?' "'I didn't ask him that question, and you are as well qualified to answer it as I am.' He must have meant that, as it is, we are each of us living in a
Starting point is 06:16:55 a false, private world of our own, a world of dreams and appetites and distorted perceptions. By embracing the great world, we certainly lose nothing in truth and reality. Polkrab withdrew his feet from the water, stood up, yawned, and stretched his limbs. "'I've told you all I know,' he said in a surly voice. "'Now let me go to sleep.' Maskell kept his eyes fixed on him, but made no reply. The old man let himself down stiffly onto the ground and prepared to rest. While he was still arranging his position to his liking, a footfall sounded behind the two men,
Starting point is 06:17:36 coming from the direction of the forest. Maskell twisted his neck and saw a woman approaching them. He had once guessed that it was Pole Crabb's wife. He sat up, but the fisherman did not stir. The woman came and stood in front of them, looking down from what appeared, a great height. Her dress was similar to her husbands, but covered her limbs more. She was young, tall, slender, and strikingly erect. Her skin was lightly tanned, and she looked strong, but not at all peasant-like. Refinement was stamped all over her. Her face had too much energy
Starting point is 06:18:14 of expression for a woman, and she was not beautiful. Her three great eyes kept flashing and glowing. She had great masses of fine yellow hair, coiled up and fastened, but so carelessly that some of the strands were flowing down her back. When she spoke, it was in a rather weak voice, but full of lights and shades, and somehow intense passionateness never seemed to be far away from it. "'Forgiveness is asked for listening to your conversation,' she said, addressing Maskell. "'I was resting behind the tree and heard it all.' He got up slowly. Are you Polkrab's wife?
Starting point is 06:18:57 She is my wife, said Polkrab, and her name is Glemyel. Sit down again, stranger, and you two, wife, since you are here. They both obeyed. I heard everything, repeated Glemyl, but what I did not hear was where you were going to, Maskell, after you have left us. I know no more than you do. Listen, then. There is only one place for you to go, and that is Swaylon's Island. I will ferry you across myself before sunset.
Starting point is 06:19:31 What shall I find there? He may go, wife, putting the old man hoarsely, but I won't allow you to go. I will take him over myself. No, you have always put me off, said Glemyl, with some emotion. This time I mean to go. When Teargeld shines at night, and I sit on the shore here, listening to Earthred's music travelling faintly across the sea, I am tortured, I can't endure it. I have long since made up my mind to go to the island, to see what this music is.
Starting point is 06:20:06 If it's bad, if it kills me, well. What have I to do with the man and his music, Glemyo? demanded Maskell. I think the music will answer all your questions better than Polecrab has done, and possibly in a way that will surprise you. What kind of music can it be to travel all those miles across the sea? A peculiar kind, so we are told, not pleasant, but painful, and the man that can play the instrument of Earth-rid would be able to conjure up the most astonishing forms, which are not
Starting point is 06:20:45 phantasms, but realities. "'That may be so,' growled Polcrab. but I have been to the island by daylight, and what did I find there? Human bones, new and ancient. Those are Earthred's victims, and you wife shall not go. But will that music play tonight? asked Maskell. Yes, replied Glemyl, gazing at him intently. When tear gelt rises, which is our moon.
Starting point is 06:21:17 If Earthred plays men to death, it appears to me that his own death is due. In any case, I should like to hear those sounds for myself. But as for taking you with me, Glemyl, women die too easily in torments. I have only just now washed myself clean of the death-blood of another woman. Glemyl laughed, but said nothing. "'Now go to sleep,' said Polkrab. "'When the time comes, I will take you across myself.' He laid down again and closed his eyes.
Starting point is 06:21:50 Maskell followed his example, but Glemyl, remained sitting erect with their legs under her. Who was that other woman, Maskell? She asked presently. He did not answer, but pretended to sleep. End of Chapter 14. Chapter 15 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libervox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 06:22:28 A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 15. Swaylon's Island When he awoke the day was not so bright, and he guessed it was late afternoon. Polkrab and his wife were both on their feet, and another meal of fish had been cooked and was waiting for him. "'Is it decided who is to go with me?' he asked before sitting down. "'I go,' said Glemyl.
Starting point is 06:22:58 "'Do you agree, Polkrab?' The fisherman growled a little in his throat and motioned to the others to take their seats. He took a mouthful before answering. Something strong is attracting her, and I can't hold her back. I don't think I shall see you again, wife, but the lads are now nearly old enough to fend for themselves. Don't take dejected views, replied Glemyel sternly. She was not eating.
Starting point is 06:23:27 I shall come back and make amends to you. It's only for a night. Maskell gaze from one to the other. in perplexity. Let me go alone. I would be sorry if anything happened. Glemyl shook her head. Don't regard this as a woman's caprice, she said. Even if you hadn't passed this way, I would have heard that music soon.
Starting point is 06:23:52 I have a hunger for it. Haven't you any such feeling, Pole Crab? No. A woman is a noble and sensitive creature, and there are attractions in nature too subtle for males. Take her with you, since she is set on it. Maybe she is right. Perhaps Earthrid's music will answer your questions, and hers, too. What are your questions, Glemyel? The woman shed a strange smile. You may be sure that a question which requires music for an answer can't be put into words. If you are not back by the morning, remarked her husband, I will know you are dead.
Starting point is 06:24:34 The meal was finished in a constrained silence. Polecrab wiped his mouth and produced a seashell from a kind of pocket. "'Will you say goodbye to the boys? Shall I call them?' She considered a moment. "'Yes, yes, I must see them.' He put the shell to his mouth and blew. A loud, mournful noise passed through the air. A few minutes later there was a sound of scurring footsteps,
Starting point is 06:25:04 and the boys were seen emerging from the forest. Maskell looked with curiosity at the first children he had seen on torments. The oldest boy was carrying the youngest on his back, while the third trotted some distance behind. The child was let down, and all the three formed a semicircle in front of Maskell, standing, staring up at him with wide open eyes. Polkrab looked on stolidly, but Glemyl glanced away from them, with proudly raised head and a baffling expression.
Starting point is 06:25:38 Masco put the ages of the boys at about nine, seven, and five years, respectively. But he was calculating according to Earth time. The eldest was tall, slim, but strongly built. He, like his brothers, was naked, and his skin from top to toe was all-fire-colored. His facial muscles indicated a wild and daring nature, and his eyes were like green fire. fires. The second showed promise of being a broad, powerful man. His head was large and heavy and drooped. His face and skin were reddish. His eyes were almost too somber and penetrating
Starting point is 06:26:17 for a child's. "'That one,' said Polkrab, pinching the boy's ear, "'may perhaps grow up to be a second brood vial.' "'Who was that?' demanded the boy, bending his head forward to hear the answer. A big old man of marvelous wisdom. He became wise by making up his mind never to ask questions, but to find things out for himself. If I had not asked this question, I should not have known about him. That would not have mattered, replied the father.
Starting point is 06:26:53 The youngest child was paler and slighter than his brothers. His face was most tranquil and expressionless, but it had this peculiarity about it that every few minutes, without any apparent cause, it would wrinkle up and look perplexed. At these times his eyes, which were of a tawny gold, seemed to contain secrets difficult to associate with one of his age. "'He puzzles me,' said Polkrab. "'He has a soul-like sap, and he's interested in nothing.
Starting point is 06:27:27 He may turn out to be the most remarkable of the bunyan.' Mascall took the child in one hand and lifted him as high as his head. He took a good look at him, and set him down again. The boy never changed countenance. "'What do you make of him?' asked the fisherman. "'It's on the tip of my tongue to say, but it just escapes me. Let me drink again, and then I shall have it. Go and drink then.' Maskell strode over to the tree, drank and returned. In ages to come, he said, speaking deliberately,
Starting point is 06:28:07 he will be a grand and awful tradition, a seer possibly, or even a divinity. Watch over him well. The eldest boy looked scornful. I want to be none of those things. I would like to be like that big fellow. and he pointed his finger at Maskell. He laughed and showed his white teeth through his beard.
Starting point is 06:28:31 Thanks for the compliments, old warrior, he said. He's great and brawny, continued the boy, and can hold his own with other men. Can you hold me up with one arm as you did that child? Maskell complied. That is being a man, exclaimed the boy. Enough, said Pole Crabbe impatiently. I called you lads here to say goodbye to your mother.
Starting point is 06:28:58 She is going away with this man. I think she may not return, but we don't know. The second boy's face became suddenly inflamed. Is she going of her own choice, he inquired? Yes, replied the father. Then she is bad. He brought the words out with such force and emphasis that they sounded like the crack of a whip.
Starting point is 06:29:23 The old man cuffed him twice. Is it your mother you are speaking of? The boy stood his ground without change of expression, but said nothing. The youngest child spoke for the first time. My mother will not come back, but she will die dancing. Polecrab and his wife looked at one another.
Starting point is 06:29:47 Where are you going to, mother? asked the eldest lad. Glamille bent down and kissed him. To the island. Well, then, if he don't come back by tomorrow morning, I will go and look for you. Maskell grew more and more uneasy in his mind. This seems to me to be a man's journey, he said. I think it would be better for you not to come, Glemyel. I will not be dissuaded, she replied.
Starting point is 06:30:16 He stroked his beard in perplexity. Is it time to start? It wants four hours to sunset, we shall need all that." Maskell sighed. "'I'll go to the mouth of the creek and wait there for you and the raft. You will wish to make your farewells, Glamille.' He then clasped pole crab by the hand. "'Ado, fisherman.'
Starting point is 06:30:41 "'You have repaid me well for my answers,' said the old man gruffly. "'But it's not your fault, and in Shaping's world the worst things happen.' The eldest boy came close to Maskell and frowned at him. "'Farewell, big man,' he said. "'But guard my mother well, as well as you are able to, or I shall follow you and kill you.' Maskell walks slowly along the creek bank till he came to the bend. The glorious sunshine and the sparkling, brilliant sea, then met his eyes again, and all melancholy was swept out of his mind.
Starting point is 06:31:19 He continued as far as the seashore, and issued a while. out of the shadows of the forest, strolled on to the sands, and sat down in the full sunlight. The radiance of Alpane had long since disappeared. He drank in the hot, invigorating wind, listened to the hissing waves, and stared over the colored sea with its pinnacles and currents at Swaylon's Island. "'What music can that be, which tears a wife and mother away from all she loves the most?' He meditated. It sounds unholy.
Starting point is 06:31:55 Will it tell me what I want to know? Can it? In a little while he became aware of a movement behind him, and, turning his head, he saw the raft floating along the creek toward the open sea. Pole Crabb was standing upright, propelling it with a rude pole. He passed by Maskell without looking at him, or making any salutation and proceeded out to sea. While he was wondering at this strange behavior,
Starting point is 06:32:25 Glamille and the boys came in sight, walking along the bank of the inlet. The eldest born was holding her hand and talking, and the other two were behind. She was calm and smiling, but seemed abstracted. "'What is your husband doing with the raft?' asked Maskell. "'He's putting it in position, and we shall wait out and join it,' She answered in her low-toned voice.
Starting point is 06:32:51 "'But how shall we make the island, without oars or sails?' "'Don't you see that current running away from land? See, he is approaching it. That will take us straight there. But how can you get back?' "'There is a way, but we need not think of that to-day.' "'Why shouldn't I come, too?' demanded the eldest boy. "'Because the raft won't carry three. "'Maskell is a heavy man.'
Starting point is 06:33:20 "'It doesn't matter,' said the boy. "'I know where there is wood for another raft. "'As soon as you have gone, I shall set to work.' Polkrab had by this time maneuvered his flimsy craft to the position he desired, within a few yards of the current, which at that point made a sharp bend from the east. He shouted out some words to his wife and Maskell. Glemyel kissed her children convulsively. and broke down a little. The eldest boy bit his lip till it bled, and tears glistened in his
Starting point is 06:33:54 eyes, but the younger children stared wide-eyed and displayed no emotion. Glamille now walked into the sea, followed by Maskell. The water covered first their ankles, then their knees, but when it came high as their waists they were close on the raft. Polkrab led himself down into the water and assisted his wife to climb over the side. When she was up, she was up, She bent down and kissed him. No words were exchanged. Maskell scrambled up onto the front part of the raft. The woman sat cross-legged in the stern and seized the pole.
Starting point is 06:34:32 Polecrabbed shoved them off toward the current while she worked her pole until they got within its power. The raft immediately began to travel swiftly away from land with a smooth, swaying motion. The boys waved from the shore. Gleemiel responded, but Maskell turned his back. back squarely to land, and gazed ahead. Polkrab was waiting back to the shore. For upward of an hour, Maskell did not change his position by an inch. No sound was heard,
Starting point is 06:35:02 but the splashing of the strange waves all around them, and the stream-like gurgle of the current, which threaded its way smoothly through the tossing, tumultuous sea. From their pathway of safety, the beautiful danger surrounding them were an exhilarating experience. The air was fresh and clean, and the heat from Brantzbell, now low in the West, was at last endurable. The riot of sea-colors had long since banished all sadness and anxiety from his heart. Yet he felt such a grudge against the woman for selfishly forsaking those who should have been dear to her that he could not bring himself to begin a conversation. But when, over the now in large shape of the dark island he caught sight of a long chain of lofty distant mountains,
Starting point is 06:35:52 glowing salmon pink in the evening sunlight, he felt constrained to break the silence by inquiring what they were. "'It is Litch Storm,' said Glemyel. Maskell asked no questions about it, but in turning to address her, his eyes had rested on the rapidly receding womb-flash forest, and he continued to stare at that. They had traveled about eight miles, and now he could better estimate the enormous height of the trees. Over-topping them, far away, he saw set, and he fancied, but was not quite sure, that he
Starting point is 06:36:28 could distinguish discord as well. "'Now that we are alone in a strange place,' said Glemyl, averting her head, and looking down over the side of the raft into the water, tell me what you thought of Polcrab. Masco paused before answering. He seemed to me like a mountain wrapped in a cloud. You see the lower buttresses and think that is all. But then, high up, far above the clouds, you suddenly catch sight of more mountain,
Starting point is 06:37:01 and even then it is not the top. You read character well and have great perception, remarked Glemyel quietly. Now, say what I am. am. In place of a human heart, you have a wild harp, and that's all I know about you. What was that you said to my husband about two worlds? You heard? Yes, I heard, and I also am conscious of two worlds. My husband and boys are real to me, and I love them fondly. But there is another world for me, as there is for you, Maskell, and it makes my real world appear.
Starting point is 06:37:42 all false and vulgar. Perhaps we are seeking the same thing. But can it be right to satisfy our self-nature at the expense of other people? No, it's not right. It is wrong and base. But in that other world, these words have no meaning. There was a silence.
Starting point is 06:38:06 It's useless to discuss such topics, said Maskell. The choice is now out of our hands, and we must go where we are taken. What I would rather speak about is what awaits us on the island. I am ignorant, except that we shall find Earthrid there. Who is Earthrid? And why is it called Swaylon's Island? They say Earthrid came from Thriel,
Starting point is 06:38:32 but I know nothing else about him. As for Swaylon, if you like, I will tell you his legend. If you please, said Maskell. In a far back back. Age, began gleamial, when the seas were hot and clouds hung heavily over the earth, and life was rich with transformations, Swaylon came to this island, of which men had never before set foot, and began to play his music, the first music in torments. Nightly, when the moon shone, people used to gather on this shore behind us and listen to the faint, sweet strains,
Starting point is 06:39:11 floating from over the sea. One night, Shaping, whom you call Crystalman, was passing this way in company with Craig. They listened a while to the music, and Shaping said, Have you heard more beautiful sounds? This is my world and my music. Craig stamped with his foot and laughed. You must do better than that, if I am to admire it.
Starting point is 06:39:37 Let us pass over and see this bungler at work. Shaping consented, and they passed over to the island. Swaylon was not able to see their presence. Shaping stood behind him and breathed thoughts into his soul, so that his music became ten times lovelier, and people listening on that shore went mad with sick delight. Can any strains be nobler? demanded Shaping. Craig grinned and said,
Starting point is 06:40:07 You are naturally effeminate. Now let me try. Then he stood behind Swaylon and shot ugly discords fast into his head. His instrument was so cracked that never since has it played right. From that time forth Swaylon could utter only distorted music. Yet it called to folk more than the other sort. Many men crossed over to the island during his lifetime to listen to the amazing tones, but none could endure them. All died. After Swaylon's death, another musician took up the
Starting point is 06:40:46 tale, and so the light has passed down from torch to torch, till now Earthrid bears it. An interesting legend, commented Maskell. But who is Cragg? They say that when the world was born, Craig was born with it. A spirit compounded of those vestiges of Muspel, which Shaping did not know how to transform. Thereafter, nothing has gone right with the world, for he dog's shaping's footsteps everywhere, and whatever the latter does, he undoes. To love, he joins death, to sex, shame, to intellect, madness, to virtue, cruelty, and to fair exteriors, bloody entrails. These are Cragg's actions.
Starting point is 06:41:38 So the lovers of the world call him devil. They don't understand, Maskell, that without him, the world would lose its beauty. "'Crag? And beauty?' exclaimed he with a cynical smile. "'Even so. That same beauty which you and I are now voyaging to discover. That beauty, for whose sake I am renouncing husband, children, and happiness. Did you imagine beauty to be so pleasant? Surely. That pleasant beauty is an insipid compound of shaping.
Starting point is 06:42:16 To see beauty in its terrible purity, you must tear away the pleasure from it. Did you say I am going to seek beauty, gleamial? Such an idea is far from my mind. She did not respond to his remark, After waiting for a few minutes to hear if she would speak again, he turned his back on her once more. There was no more talk until they reached the island.
Starting point is 06:42:45 The air had grown chill and damp by the time they approached its shores. Branspell was on the point of touching the sea. The island appeared to be some three or four miles in length. There were first of all broad sands. Then low, dark cliffs, and behind these a wilderness of insignificant swelling hills, entirely devoid of vegetation. The current bore them to within a hundred yards of the coast, when it made a sharp angle and proceeded to skirt the length of the island.
Starting point is 06:43:18 Glamille jumped overboard and began swimming to shore. Masco followed her example, and the raft, abandoned, was rapidly borne away by the current. They soon touched ground and were able to wade the rest of the way. By the time they reached dry land, the sun had set. Glamille made straight for the hills, and Maskell, after casting a single glance at the low, dim outline of the Womb-flash forest, followed her. The cliffs were soon scrambled up.
Starting point is 06:43:49 Then the ascent was gentle and easy, while the rich, dry brown mold was good to walk upon. A little way off, on their left, something white was shining. You need not go to it, said the woman. It can be nothing else than one of those skeletons pole crab talked about. And look, there is another one over there. This brings it home, remarked Maskell, smiling.
Starting point is 06:44:16 There is nothing comical in having died for beauty, said Glamille, bending her brows at him. And when in the course of their walk he saw the innumerable human bones, from gleaming white to dirty yellow, lying scattered about, as if it were a naked graveyard among the hills, he agreed with her, and fell into a somber mood. It was still light when they reached the highest point, and could set eyes on the other side. The sea to the north of the island was in no way different from that which they had crossed, but its lively colors were fast becoming invisible.
Starting point is 06:44:54 "'That is matter-play,' said the woman, pointing her finger toward some low land on the horizon, which seemed to be even farther off than womb-flash. I wonder how Digrung passed over, meditated Maskell. Not far away, in a hollow enclosed by a circle of little hills, they saw a small circuit or lake, not more than half a mile in diameter. The sunset colors of the sky were reflected in its waters. That must be iron-tick, remarked Glemyo. What is that?
Starting point is 06:45:28 I have heard that it's the instrument Earthrid plays on. We are getting close, responded he. Let us go and investigate. When they drew nearer, they observed that a man was reclining on the farther side in an attitude of sleep. If that's not the man himself, who can it be? said Maskell. Let's get across the water, if it will bear us, it will save us time. He now assumed the lead and took running-south.
Starting point is 06:45:58 strides down the slope which bounded the lake on that side. Gleemiel followed him with greater dignity, keeping her eyes fixed on the recumbent man as if fascinated. When Maskell reached the water's edge, he tried it with one foot, to discover if it would carry his weight. Something unusual in its appearance led him to have doubts. It was a tranquil, dark, and beautifully reflecting sheet of water. It resembled a mirror of liquid metal. Finding that it would bear him and that nothing happened, he placed his second foot on its surface. Instantly, he sustained a violent shock throughout his body, as from a powerful electric current, and he was hurled in a tumbled heap back onto the bank.
Starting point is 06:46:43 He picked himself up, brushed the dirt off his person, and started walking around the lake. Gleemiel joined him, and they completed the half-circuit together. They came to the man, and Masco prodded him with his foot. He woke up and blinked at them. His face was pale, weak, and vacant looking, and had a disagreeable expression. There were thin sprouts of black hair on his chin and head. On his forehead, in place of a third eye,
Starting point is 06:47:12 he possessed a perfectly circular organ, with elaborate convolutions, like an ear. He had an unpleasant smell. He appeared to be of young middle age. "'Wake up, man,' said Maskell Sharpe, and tell us if you are earth-red. What time is it? Counter-questioned the man. Does it want long to moon-rise?
Starting point is 06:47:36 Without appearing to care about an answer, he sat up and, turning away from them, began to scoop up the loose soil with his hand and to eat it half-heartedly. Now, how can you eat that filth? demanded Muskell in disgust. Don't be angry, Maskell, said Glemyel, laying hold of his arm and flushing a little. "'It is Earthrid, the man who is to help us.'
Starting point is 06:48:00 "'He has not said so.' "'I am Earthred,' said the other, in his weak and muffled voice, which, however, suddenly struck Maskell as being autocratic. "'What do you want here? Or rather, you had better get away as quickly as you can, for it will be too late when tear-geld rises.' "'You need not explain,' exclaimed Maskell, We know your reputation, and we have come to hear your music. But what's that organ for on your forehead?'
Starting point is 06:48:34 Earth-red glared and smiled and glared again. "'That is for rhythm, which is what changes noise into music. Don't stand and argue, but go away. It is no pleasure to me to people the island with corpses. They corrupt the air and do nothing else.' Darkness now crept swiftly on over the landscape. "'You are rather big-mouthed,' said Maskell coolly. "'But after we have heard you play, perhaps I shall adventure a tune myself.'
Starting point is 06:49:08 "'You, are you a musician, then? Do you even know what music is?' A flame danced in Glemyle's eyes. Maskell thinks music reposes in the instrument, she said in her intent. way. But it is the soul of the master. Yes, said Earthred, but that is not all. I will tell you what it is. In Thriel, where I was born and brought up, we learn the mystery of the three in nature. This world, which lies extended before us, has three directions. Length is the line which shuts off what is, from what is not. Breath is the surface which shows us.
Starting point is 06:49:53 in what manner one thing of what is lies with another thing. Depth is the path which leads from what is to our own body. In music it is not otherwise. Tone is existence without which nothing at all can be. Symmetry and numbers are the manner in which tones exist, one with another. Emotion is the movement of our soul toward the wonderful world that is being created. Now, men, when they make music, are accustomed to build beautiful tones, because of the delight they cause. Therefore, their music world is based on pleasure. Its symmetry is regular and charming, its emotion is sweet and lovely. But my music is founded on painful tones, and thus its symmetry is wild and difficult to discover, its emotion is bitter and terrible.
Starting point is 06:50:53 If I had not anticipated its being original, I would not have come here, said Maskell. Still, explain. Why can't harsh tones have simple symmetry of form? And why must they necessarily cause more profound emotions in us who listen? Pleasures may harmonize. Pains must clash. And in the order of their clashing lies the symmetry. The emotions follow the music, which is rough and earnest. "'You may call it music,' remarked Maskell thoughtfully, "'but to me it bears a closer resemblance to actual life. "'If Shaping's plans had gone straight,
Starting point is 06:51:37 "'life would have been like that other sort of music. "'He who seeks can find traces of that intention in the world of nature. "'But as it has turned out, real life resembles my music, and mine is the true music. Shall we see living shapes? I don't know what my mood will be, returned Earthrid. But when I have finished, you shall adventure your tune and produce whatever shapes you please,
Starting point is 06:52:08 unless, indeed, the tune is out of your own big body. The shocks you are preparing may kill us, said Glemyl in a low, taught voice, "'But we shall die, seeing beauty.' Earthred looked at her with a dignified expression. "'Nither you, nor any other person, can endure the thoughts which I put into my music. Still, you must have it your own way. It needed a woman to call it beauty. But if this is beauty, what is ugliness?'
Starting point is 06:52:42 "'That I can tell you, master,' replied Glemyle, smiling at him. "'Ugliness is old, stale life, "'while yours every night issues fresh from the womb of nature.' "'Earthred stared at her without response. "'Tyrgyld is rising,' he said at last, "'and now you shall see, though not for long.' "'As the words left his mouth, "'the full moon peeped over the hills in the dark eastern sky.
Starting point is 06:53:16 "'They watched it in silence, and soon it was wholly up. It was larger than the moon of Earth, and seemed nearer. Its shadowy part stood out in just as strong relief, but somehow it did not give Maskell the impression of being a dead world. Brand spells shone on the whole of it, but Alpane only on a part. The broad crescent that reflected Brandspells rays alone was white and brilliant, but the part that was illuminated by both suns shone with a greenish radiance that had almost solar power and yet was cold and cheerless. On gazing at that combined light, he felt the same sense of disintegration
Starting point is 06:53:57 that the afterglow of Alpane had always caused in him, but now the feeling was not physical, but merely aesthetic. The moon did not appear romantic to him, but disturbing and mystical. Earthrid rose and stood quietly for a minute. In the bright moonlight his face seemed to have undergone a change, It lost its loose, weak, disagreeable look, and acquired a sort of crafty grandeur. He clapped his hands together meditatively two or three times and walked up and down. The others stood together, watching him.
Starting point is 06:54:35 Then he sat down by the side of the lake, and, leaning on his side, placed his right hand, open palm downward, on the ground, at the same time stretching out his right leg, so that the foot was in contact with the water. While Maskell was in the act of staring at him and at the lake, he felt a stabbing sensation right through his heart, as though he had been pierced by a rapier. He barely recovered himself from falling, and as he did so he saw that a spout had formed on the water and was now subsiding again. The next moment he was knocked down by a violent blow in the mouth, delivered by an invisible hand. He picked himself up, and observed that a second spout had formed. No sooner
Starting point is 06:55:22 was he on his legs than a hideous pain hammered away inside his brain as if caused by a malignant tumor. In his agony he stumbled and fell again, this time on the arm Craig had wounded. All his other mishaps were forgotten in this one, which half stunned him. At last it only a moment, and then sudden relief came, and he found that Earthrid's rough music had lost its power over him. He saw him still stretched out in the same position. Spouts were coming thick and fast on the lake, which was full of lively motion. But Glemyl was not on her legs. She was lying on the ground in a heap without moving. Her attitude was ugly, and he guessed she was dead. When he reached her, he discovered that she was dead.
Starting point is 06:56:15 In what state of mind she had died he did not know, for her face wore the vulgar Christelman grin. The whole tragedy had not lasted five minutes. He went over to Earthrit and dragged him forcibly away from his playing. "'You have been as good as your word, musician,' he said. "'Glemyl is dead.' Earthrid tried to collect his scattered senses. I warned her, he replied sitting up.
Starting point is 06:56:45 Did I not beg her to go away? But she died very easily. She did not wait for the beauty she spoke about. She heard nothing of the passion, nor even of the rhythm. Neither have you. Maskell looked down at him in indignation, but said nothing. You should not have interrupted me, went on Earthrid. When I am playing, nothing else is of importance.
Starting point is 06:57:14 I might have lost the threat of my ideas. Fortunately, I never forget. I shall start over again. If music is to continue, in the presence of the dead, I play next. The man glanced up quickly. That can't be. It must be, said Maskell decisively. I prefer playing to listening.
Starting point is 06:57:39 Another reason is that you will have every night, but I have only tonight. Earthread clenched and unclenched his fist and began to turn pale. With your recklessness, you are likely to kill us both. Iron tick belongs to me, and until you have learned how to play, you would only break the instrument. Well, then, I will break it, but I am going to try. The musician jumped to his feet and confronted him. Do you intend to take it from me by violence? Keep calm. You will have the same choice that you offered us. I shall give you time to go away somewhere.
Starting point is 06:58:22 How will that serve me if you spoil my lake? You don't understand what you are doing. Go or stay, responded Maskell. I give you till the water gets smooth again. After that, I begin playing. Earthrid kept swallowing. He glanced at the lake and back to Maskell. Do you swear it? How long that will take, you know better than I, but till then you are safe.
Starting point is 06:58:55 Earthred cast him a look of malice, hesitated for an instant, and then moved away, and started to climb the nearest hill. Halfway up, he glanced over his shoulder apprehended. as if to see what was happening. In another minute or so he had disappeared over the crest, traveling in the direction of the shore that faced matter play. Later, when the water was once more tranquil, Maskell sat down by its edge, in imitation of Earth-Rid's attitude. He knew neither how to set about producing his music, nor what would come of it. But audacious projects
Starting point is 06:59:33 entered his brain, and he willed to create physical shapes, and above all, one shape, that of Surtur. Before putting his foot to the water, he turned things over a little in his mind. He said, What themes are in common music, shapes are in this music. The composer does not find his theme by picking out single notes, but the whole theme flashes into his mind by inspiration. So it must be with shapes. When I start playing, if I am worth anything, the undivided ideas will pass from my unconscious mind to this lake, and then, reflected back in the dimensions of reality,
Starting point is 07:00:19 I shall be, for the first time, made acquainted with them. So it must be. The instant his foot touched the water, he felt his thoughts flowing from him. He did not know what they were, but the mere act of flowing created a sensation of joyful mastery. With this was curiosity to learn what they would prove to be. Spouts formed on the lake in increasing numbers,
Starting point is 07:00:47 but he experienced no pain. His thoughts, which he knew to be music, did not issue from him in a steady, unbroken stream, but in great rough gushes, succeeding intervals of quiescence. When these gushes came, the whole lake broke out in an eruption of spouts. He realized that the ideas passing from him did not arise in his intellect, but had their source in the fathomless depths of his will. He could not decide what character they should have, but he was able to force them out, or retard them by the exercise of his volition.
Starting point is 07:01:27 At first, nothing changed around him. Then the moon, The moon grew dimmer, and a strange new radiance began to illuminate the landscape. It increased so imperceptibly that it was some time before he recognized it as the musple light, which he had seen in the Womb-flash forest. He could not give it a color or a name, but it filled him with a sort of stern and sacred awe. He called up the resources of his powerful will. The spouts thickened like a forest, and many of them were
Starting point is 07:02:01 were twenty feet high. Teargel looked faint and pale. The radiance became intense, but it cast no shadows. The wind got up, but where Maskell was sitting, it was calm. Shortly afterward, it began to shriek and whistle like a full gale. He saw no shapes and redoubled his efforts. His ideas were now rushing out onto the lake so furiously that his whole soul was possessed, by exhilaration and defiance. But still, he did not know their nature. A huge spout shot up, and at the same moment the hills began to crack and break. Great masses of loose soil were erupted from their bowels, and in the next period of quietness he saw that the landscape had altered. Still, the mysterious light intensified. The moon disappeared entirely. The noise of the unseen tempest
Starting point is 07:03:00 was terrifying, but Maskell played heroically on, trying to urge out ideas which would take shape. The hillsides were cleft with chasms. The water escaping from the tops of the spouts swamped the land, but where he was it was dry. The radiance grew terrible. It was everywhere, but Maskell fancied that it was far brighter in one particular quarter. He thought that it was becoming localized, preparatory to the world. to contracting into a solid form. He strained and strained. Immediately afterward, the bottom of the lake subsided. Its waters fell through, and his instrument was broken. The musple light vanished. The moon shone out again, but Maskell could not see it. After that, unearthly shining,
Starting point is 07:03:53 he seemed to himself to be in total blackness. The screaming wind ceased. There was a dead silence. His thoughts finished flowing toward the lake, and his foot no longer touched water, but hung in space. He was too stunned by the suddenness of the change to either think or feel. While he was still lying dazed, a vast explosion occurred in the newly-open depths beneath the lake bed. The water in its descent had met fire. Maskell was lifted bodily in the air, many yards high, and came down heavily. He lost consciousness. When he came to his senses again, he saw everything. Teargeld was gleaming brilliantly. He was lying by the side of the old lake, but it was now a crater, to the bottom of which
Starting point is 07:04:47 his eyes could not penetrate. The hills encircling it were torn, as if by heavy gunfire. A few thunder-clouds were floating in the air at no great. height, from which branched lightning descended to the earth incessantly, accompanied by alarming and singular crashes. He got on his legs and tested his actions. Finding that he was uninjured, he first of all viewed the crater at closer quarters, and then started to walk painfully toward the northern shore. When he had attained the crest above the lake, the landscape sloped gently down for
Starting point is 07:05:25 two miles to the sea. everywhere he passed through traces of his rough work. The country was carved into scarps, grooves, channels, and craters. He arrived at the line of low cliffs overlooking the beach, and found that these also were partly broken down by landslips. He got down onto the sand and stood looking over the moonlit, agitated sea, wondering how he could contrive to escape from this island of failure. Then he saw Earthrid's body, lying quite close to him.
Starting point is 07:06:00 It was on its back. Both legs had been violently torn off and he could not see them anywhere. Earthred's teeth were buried in the flesh of his right forearm, indicating that the man had died in unreasoning physical agony. The skin gleamed green in the moonlight, but it was stained by darker discolourations which were wounds. The sand about him was dyed by the pool of blood which had long since filtered through. Maskell left the corpse in dismay and walked a long way along the sweet-smelling shore.
Starting point is 07:06:36 Sitting down on a rock, he waited for daybreak. End of Chapter 15. Chapter 16 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 16 Lee Hall-Fay At midnight, when Tiergale was in the south,
Starting point is 07:07:15 throwing his shadow straight toward the sea and making everything nearly as bright as day, he saw a great tree floating in the water, not far out. It was thirty feet out of the water, upright and alive, and its roots must have been enormously deep and wide. It was drifting along the coast through the heavy seas. Maskell eyed it incuriously for a few minutes. Then it dawned on him that it might be a good thing to investigate its nature.
Starting point is 07:07:47 Without stopping to weigh the danger, he immediately swam out, caught hold of the lowest branch, and swung himself up. He looked aloft and saw that the main stem was thick to the very top, terminating in a knob that somewhat resembled a human head. He made his way toward this knob through the multitude of boughs which were covered with tough, slippery marine leaves, like seaweed. Arriving at the crown, he found that it actually was a sort of head, for there were membranes like rudimentary eyes all the way around it,
Starting point is 07:08:25 denoting some form of low intelligence. At that moment the tree touched bottom, though some way from the shore and began to bump heavily. To steady himself, Maskell put his hand out, and in doing so accidentally covered some of the membranes. The tree sheared off the land as if by an act of will. When it was steady again, Maskell removed his hand. They at once drifted back to shore. He thought a bit, and then started experimenting. experimenting with the eye-like membranes. It was, as he had guessed, these eyes were stimulated
Starting point is 07:09:04 by the light of the moon, and whichever way the light came from, the tree would travel. A rather defiant smile crossed Maskell's face as it struck him that it might be possible to navigate this huge plant animal as far as matter play. He lost no time in putting the conception into execution, tearing off some of the long, tough, leaves, he bound up all the membranes except the ones that faced the north. The tree instantly left the island and definitely put out to sea. It traveled due north. It was not moving it more than a mile an hour, however, while Matterplay was possibly 40 miles distant. The great spout waves fell against the trunk with mighty thuds. The breaking seas hissed through the lower
Starting point is 07:09:53 branches. Masco rested high and dry, but was more than a little apprehensive about their slow rate of progress. Presently, he sighted a current racing along toward the northwest, that put another idea into his head. He began to jungle with the membranes again, and before long had succeeded in piloting his tree into the fast-running stream. As soon as they were fairly in its rapids, he blinded the crown entirely, and thence forward the current acted in the double capacity of road and steed. Masco made himself secure among the branches and slept for the remainder of the night. When his eyes opened again, the island was out of sight.
Starting point is 07:10:38 Teargeld was setting in the western sea. The sky in the east was bright with the colors of the approaching day. The air was cool and fresh. The light over the sea was beautiful, gleaming, and mysterious. Land, probably Matterplay, lay ahead, a long, dark line of low cliffs, perhaps a mile away. The current no longer ran toward the shore, but began to skirt the coast without drawing any closer to it. As soon as Masker realized the fact, he maneuvered the tree out of its channel and started drifting
Starting point is 07:11:15 it in-shore. The eastern sky blazed up suddenly with violent eyes, and the outer rim of branch-spell lifted itself above the sea. The moon had already sunk. The shore loomed nearer and nearer. In physical character it was like Swaylon's Island, the same wide sands, small cliffs, and rounded insignificant hills inland, without vegetation. In the early morning sunlight, however, it looked romantic.
Starting point is 07:11:46 Maskell, hollow-eyed and morose, cared nothing for all that, but the moment the tree grounded, clambered swiftly down through the branches and dropped into the sea. By the time he had swam ashore, the white, stupendous sun was high above the horizon. He walked along the sands toward the east for a considerable distance, without having any special intention in his mind. He thought he would go on until he came to some creek or valley, and then turn up it. The sun's rays were cheering and began to relieve him of his oppressive night-weight.
Starting point is 07:12:23 After strolling along the beach for about a mile, he was stopped by a broad stream that followed into the sea out of a kind of natural gateway in the line of cliffs. Its water was of a beautiful, limpid green, all filled with bubbles. So ice-cold, airated, and enticing did it look that he flung himself face downward on the ground and took a prolonged draft.
Starting point is 07:12:49 When he got up again, his eyes started to play pranks. They became alternately blurted and clear. It may have been pure imagination, but he fancied that Digrung was moving inside him. He followed the bank of the stream through the gap in the cliffs, and then for the first time he saw the real matter play. A valley appeared like a jewel. enveloped by naked rock.
Starting point is 07:13:18 All the hill country was bare and lifeless, but this valley, lying in the heart of it, was extremely fertile. He had never seen such fertility. It wound up among the hills, and all that he was looking at was its broad lower end. The floor of the valley was about half a mile wide. The stream that ran down its middle was nearly a hundred feet across, but was exceedingly shallow.
Starting point is 07:13:44 In most places, not more than a few inches deep. The sides of the valley were about 70 feet high, but very sloping. They were clothed from top to bottom with little bright-leaved trees, not of varied tints of one color, like earth-trees, but of widely diverse colors, most of which were brilliant and positive. The floor itself was like a magician's garden, Densely interwoven trees, shrubs, and parasitical climbers fought everywhere for possession of it.
Starting point is 07:14:18 The forms was strange and grotesque, and each one seemed different. The colors of leaf, flower, sexual organs, and stem were equally peculiar. All the different combinations of the five primary colors of torments seemed to be represented, and the result, for Maskell, was a sort of eye chaos. So rank was the vegetation that he could not fight his way through it. He was obliged to take to the riverbed. The contact of the water created an odd tingling sensation throughout his body, like a mild electric shock.
Starting point is 07:14:56 There were no birds, but a few extraordinary-looking winged reptiles of small size kept crossing the valley from hill to hill. Swarms of flying insects clustered around him, threatening mischief, but in the end it turned out that his blood was disagreeable to them, for he was not bitten once. Repulsive, crawling creatures resembling centipedes, scorpions, snakes, and so forth, were in myriads on the banks of the stream, but they also made no attempt to use their weapons on his bare legs and feet, as he passed through them into the water. Presently, however, he was confronted in midstream by a hideous monster, of the size of a
Starting point is 07:15:39 pony, but resembling in shape, if it resembled anything, a sea crustacean. And then he came to a halt. They stared at one another, the beast with wicked eyes, maskell with cool and wary ones. While he was staring, a singular thing happened to him. His eyes blurred again. And when in a minute or two this blurring passed away, he saw clearly once more. His vision had shaped. He changed in character. He was looking right through the animal's body and could distinguish all its interior parts. The outer crust, however, and all the hard tissues were misty and semi-transparent. Through them, a luminous network of blood-red veins and arteries stood out in startling distinctness. The hard parts faded away to nothingness, and the blood system alone was left. Not even the
Starting point is 07:16:37 fleshy ducks remained. The naked blood alone was visible, flowing this way and that, like a fiery, liquid skeleton in the shape of the monster. Then his blood began to change, too. Instead of a continuous liquid stream, Masco perceived that it was composed
Starting point is 07:16:57 of a million individual points. The red color had been an illusion caused by the rapid motion of the points. He now saw clearly that they resembled minute suns in their scintillating brightness. They seemed like a double drift of stars, streaming through space. One drift was traveling toward a fixed point in the center, while the other was moving away from it.
Starting point is 07:17:23 He recognized the former as the veins of the beast, the latter as the arteries, and the fixed point as the heart. While he was still looking, lost in amazement, the starry network went out suddenly, like an extinguished flame. Where the crustacean had stood, there was nothing. Yet, through this nothing, he could not see the landscape. Something was standing there that intercepted the light, though it possessed neither shape, color, nor substance. And now, the object, which could no longer be perceived by vision, began to be felt like emotion, A delightful, spring-like sense of rising sap, of quickening pulses of love, adventure, mystery, beauty,
Starting point is 07:18:13 femininity, took possession of his being, and, strangely enough, he identified it with the monster. Why that invisible brute should cause him to feel young, sexual, and audacious, he did not ask himself, for he was fully occupied with the effect. But it was as if flesh, bones, and blood had been discovered. started, and he were face to face with naked life itself, which slowly passed into his own body. The sensations died away. There was a brief interval, and then the streaming, star-like skeleton rose up again out of space. It changed to the red blood system. The hard parts of the body
Starting point is 07:18:56 reappeared, with more and more distinctness, and at the same time the network of blood grew fainter. Presently, the interior parts were entirely concealed by the crust. The creature stood opposite Maskell in its old formidable ugliness, hard, painted, and concrete. Disliking something about him, the crustacean turned aside, and stumbled awkwardly away on its six legs, with laborious and repulsive movements toward the other bank of the stream. Maskell's apathy left him after this adventure. He became uneasy and thoughtful. He imagined that he was beginning to see things through Digrung's eyes, and that there were strange troubles immediately ahead. The next time his eyes started to blur, he fought it down with his will, and nothing happened. The valley ascended with
Starting point is 07:19:53 many windings toward the hills. It narrowed considerably, and the wooded slopes on either side grew steeper and higher. The stream shrunk to about twenty feet across, but it was deeper. It was alive with motion, music, and bubbles. The electric sensations caused by its water became more pronounced, almost disagreeably so, but there was nowhere else to walk. With its deafening confusion of sounds from the multitude of living creatures, the little valley resembled a vast conversation hall of nature. The life was still more prolific than before. Every square foot of space was a tangle of struggling wills, both animal and vegetable. For a naturalist, it would have been paradise, or no two shapes were alike, and all were fantastic, with no individual character.
Starting point is 07:20:49 It looked as if life forms were being coined so fast by nature that there was not physical room for all. Nevertheless, it was not as on earth, where a hundred seeds are scattered in order that one may be sown. Here, the young form seemed to survive, while to find accommodation for them the old ones perished. Everywhere he looked, they were withering and dying, without any ostensible cause. They were simply being killed by new life. Other creatures sported so wildly, in front of his very eyes that they became of different kingdoms altogether. For example, a fruit was lying on the ground, of the size and shape of a lemon, but with a tougher skin. He picked it up, intending to eat the contained pulp, but inside it was a fully formed
Starting point is 07:21:44 young tree, just on the point of bursting its shell. Maskell threw it away upstream. It floated back toward him. By the time he was a very young tree, just on the point of bursting its shell. Maskell threw it away upstream. even with it, its downward motion had stopped, and it was swimming against the current. He fished it out and discovered that it had sprouted six rudimentary legs. Maskell sang no peons of praise in honor of the gloriously overcrowded valley. On the contrary, he felt deeply cynical and depressed. He thought that the unseen power, whether it was called nature, life, will, or God, that was so frantic to rush forward and occupy this small, vulgar, contemptible world,
Starting point is 07:22:29 could not possess very high aims and was not worth much. How this sordid struggle for an hour or two of physical existence could ever be regarded as a deeply earnest and important business was beyond his comprehension. The atmosphere choked him. He longed for air and space. Thrusting his way through to the side of the ravine, He began to climb the overhanging cliff, swinging his way up from tree to tree. When he arrived at the top, Brandt Spell beat down on him with such brutal, white intensity
Starting point is 07:23:04 that he saw that there was no staying there. He looked around, to ascertain what part of the country he had come to. He had traveled about ten miles from the sea as the crow flies. The bare, undulating wolves sloped straight down toward it. The water glittered in the distance, and on the horizon he was just able to make out Swelon's Island. Looking north, the land continued sloping upward as far as he could see. Over the crest, that is to say, some miles away, a line of black, fantastic, shaped rocks
Starting point is 07:23:41 of quite another character showed themselves. This was probably Thriel. Behind these again, against the sky, perhaps fifty or even. even a hundred miles off, were the peaks of Litchstorm, most of them covered with greenish snow that glittered in the sunlight. They were stupendously high and of weird contours. Most of them were conical to the top, but from the top great masses of mountain balanced themselves at what looked like impossible angles, overhanging without apparent support. A land like that promised something new, he thought,
Starting point is 07:24:21 extraordinary inhabitants. The idea took shape in his mind to go there, and to travel as swiftly as possible. It might even be feasible to get there before sunset. It was less the mountains themselves that attracted him than the country which lay beyond, the prospect of setting eyes on the blue sun, which he judged to be the wonder of wonders in torments. The direct route was over the hills, but that was the world. was out of the question, because of the killing heat and the absence of shade. He guessed,
Starting point is 07:24:56 however, that the valley would not take him far out of his way, and decided to keep to that for the time being, much as he hated and feared it. Into the hotbed of life, therefore, he once more swung himself. Once down, he continued to follow the windings of the valley for several miles through sunlight and shadow. The path became increasingly difficult. The cliffs closed in on either side until they were less than a hundred yards apart, while the bed of the ravine was blocked by boulders, grade and small, so that the little stream, which was now diminished to the proportions of a brook, had to come down where and how it could.
Starting point is 07:25:39 The forms of life grew stranger. Pure plants and pure animals disappeared by degrees, and their place was filled by singular creatures that seemed to partake of both characters. They had limbs, faces, will, and intelligence, but they remained for the greater part of their time rooted in the ground by preference, and they fed only on soil and air. Maskell saw no sexual organs and failed to understand how the young came into existence. Then he witnessed an astonishing sight. A large and fully developed plant animal appeared suddenly in front of him, out of empty space. He could not believe his eyes, but stared at the creature for a long time in amazement. It went on calmly moving and burrowing
Starting point is 07:26:30 before him, as though it had been there all its life. Giving up the puzzle, Maskell resumed his striding from rock to rock up the gorge, and then, quietly, and without warning, the same phenomenon occurred again. No longer could he doubt that he was seeing miracles, that nature was precipitating its shapes into the world without making use of the medium of parentage. No solution of the problem presented itself. The brook, too, had altered in character. A trembling radiance came up from its green water, like some imprisoned force escaping into the air. He had not walked in it for some time. Now he did so to test its quality. He felt new life entering his body from his feet upward. It resembled a slowly moving cordial rather than mere heat. The sensation was quite new
Starting point is 07:27:27 in his experience, yet he knew by instinct what it was. The energy emitted by the brook was ascending his body, neither as friend nor foe, but simply because it happened to be the direct road to its objective elsewhere. But although it had no hostile intentions, it was likely to prove a rough traveler. He was clearly conscious that his passage through his body threatened to bring out some physical transformation, unless he could do something to prevent it. Leaping quickly out of the water, he leaned against a rock, tightened his muscles, embraced himself against the impending charge. At that very moment, the blurring again attacked his sight. and while he was guarding against that, his forehead sprouted out into a galaxy of new eyes.
Starting point is 07:28:17 He put his hand up and counted six, in addition to his old ones. The danger was passed, and Maskell laughed, congratulating himself on having got off so easily. Then he wondered what the new organs were for, whether they were a good or a bad thing. He had not taken a dozen steps up the ravine before he found out. Just as he was in the act of jumping down from the top of a boulder, his vision altered, and he came to an automatic standstill. He was perceiving two worlds simultaneously. With his own eyes, he saw the gorge as before, with its rocks, brook, plant animals,
Starting point is 07:28:58 sunshine, and shadows. But with his acquired eyes, he saw differently. All the details of the valley were visible, but the light seemed turned down. and everything appeared faint, hard, and uncolored. The sun was obscured by masses of cloud which filled the whole sky. This vapor was in violent and almost living motion. It was thick in extension, but thin in texture. Some parts, however, were far denser than others,
Starting point is 07:29:31 as the particles were crushed together or swept apart by the motion. The green sparks from the brook, when closely watched, could be distinguished individually, each one wavering up toward the clouds, but the moment they got within them a fearful struggle seemed to begin. The spark endeavored to escape through to the upper air, while the clouds concentrated around it whichever way it darted, trying to create so dense a prison that further movement would be impossible. As far as Masco could detect, most of the sparks succeeded eventually in finding their way out
Starting point is 07:30:10 after frantic efforts, but one that he was looking at was caught, and what happened was this. A complete ring of cloud surrounded it, and, in spite of its furious leaps and flashes in all directions, as if it were a live, savage creature caught in a net, nowhere could it find an opening, but it dragged the enveloping cloud stuff with it, wherever it went. The vapors continued to thicken around it until they resembled the black, heavy, compressed sky masses seen before a bad thunderstorm. Then the green spark, which was still visible in the interior,
Starting point is 07:30:49 ceased its efforts, and remained for a time quite quiescent. The cloud shape went on consolidating itself and became nearly spherical. As it grew heavier and stiller, it started slowly to descend toward the valley floor. When it was directly opposite Maskell, with its lower end only a few feet off the ground, its motion stopped altogether, and there was a complete pause for at least two minutes. Suddenly, like a stab of forked lightning, the great cloud shot together, became small, indented, and colored, and, as a plant animal, started walking around on the lake, legs and rooting up the ground in search of food.
Starting point is 07:31:32 The concluding stage of the phenomenon he witnessed with his normal eyesight. It showed him the creatures appearing miraculously out of nowhere. Maskell was shaken. His cynicism dropped from him, and he gave place to curiosity and awe. That was exactly like the birth of a thought, he said to himself. But who was the thinker? Some great living mind is at work in this spot. He has intelligence, for all his shapes are different, and he has character, for all
Starting point is 07:32:07 belong to the same general type. If I'm not wrong, and if it's the force called shaping or crystalline, I've seen enough to make me want to find out something more about him. It would be ridiculous to go on to other riddles before I've solved these. A voice called out to him from behind, and, turning around, he saw a human figure hastening toward him from some distance down the ravine. It looked more like a man than a woman, but was rather tall, but nimble, and was clothed in a dark, frock-like garment that reached from neck to below the knees. Around his head was rolled a turban. Maskell waited for him, and when he was nearer went a little way to meet him. Then he experienced another surprise. For this person, although clearly a human being, was neither man nor woman, nor anything between the two, but was unmistakably of a third positive sex, which was remarkable to behold and
Starting point is 07:33:13 difficult to understand. In order to translate into words the sexual impression produced in Maskell's mind by the stranger's physical aspect, it is necessary to coin a new pronoun, for none in earthly use would be applicable. Instead of he, she, or it, therefore A will be used. He found himself incapable of grasping at first why the bodily peculiarities of this being should strike him as springing from sex and not from race, and yet there was no doubt about the fact itself. Body, face, and eyes were absolutely neither male nor female, but something quite different. Just as one can distinguish a man from a woman at the first glance by some indefinable difference of expression and atmospheres,
Starting point is 07:34:03 altogether apart from the contour of the figure, so the stranger was separated in appearance from both. As with men and women, the whole person expressed a latent sensuality, which gave body and face alike their peculiar character. Maskell decided, that it was love. But what love? Love for whom? It was neither the shame-carrying passion of a male, nor the deep-rooted instinct of a female to obey her destiny. It was as real and irresistible as these, but quite different. As he continued staring into those strange, archaic eyes, he had an intuitive feeling that her lover was no other than shaping himself. It came to him that the design of this love was not the continuance of the race, but the
Starting point is 07:34:57 immortality on earth of the individual. No children were produced by the act. The lover-air self was the eternal child. Further, A. sought like a man, but received like a woman. All these things were dimly and confusedly expressed by this extraordinary being, who seemed to have dropped out of another age, when creation was different. Of all the weird personalities Maskell had so far met in torments, this one struck him as infinitely the most foreign, that is, the farthest removed from him in spiritual structure.
Starting point is 07:35:36 If they were to live together for a hundred years, they could never be companions. Maskell pulled himself out of his trance-like meditations, and, viewing the newcomer in greater detail, tried with his understanding to account for the marvelous things told him by his intuitions. A. possessed broad shoulders and big bones, and was without female breasts, and so far A. resembled a man. But the bones were so flat and angular that air flesh presented something of the character of a crystal, having plain surfaces in place of curves. The body's He really looked as if it had not been ground down by the sea of ages into smooth and rounded regularity, but had sprung together in angles and facets as the result of a single, sudden
Starting point is 07:36:30 idea. The face, too, was broken and irregular. With his racial prejudices, Maskell found little beauty in it, yet beauty there was, though neither of a masculine nor of a feminine type, for it had the three essentials of beauty. Character, intelligence, and repose. The skin was copper-colored, and strangely luminous, as if lighted from within. The face was beardless, but the hair of the head was as long as a woman's, and dressed in a single plate, fell down behind as far as the ankles.
Starting point is 07:37:10 A. possessed only two eyes. That part of the turban which went across the forehead protruded so far in front that it evidently concealed some organ. Maskell found it impossible to compute air age. The frame appeared active, vigorous, and healthy. The skin was clear and glowing. The eyes were powerful and alert. A. might have been in early youth. Nevertheless, the longer Maskell gazed, the more an impression of unbelievable ancientness came upon him. Air real youth seemed as far away as the view observed through a reversed telescope. At last, he addressed the stranger, though it was just as if he were conversing with a dream. "'To what sex do you belong?' he asked.
Starting point is 07:38:03 The voice in which the reply came was neither manly nor womanly, but was oddly suggestive of a mystical forest horn, heard from a great distance. Nowadays there are men and women, but in the olden times the world was peopled by fain's. I think I am the only survivor of all those beings who were then passing through Fassany's mind. Fassany? Who is now miscalled Shaping or Crystalman? The superficial names invented by a race of superficial creatures. What's your own name?
Starting point is 07:38:46 "'Lehalfe.' "'What?' "'Lehalfe.' "'And yours is Maskell. "'I read it in your mind that you have just come through some wonderful adventures. "'You seem to possess extraordinary luck. "'If it lasts long enough, perhaps, I can make use of it.' "'Do you think that my luck exist for your benefit?
Starting point is 07:39:12 "'But never mind that now. It is your sex that interests me. How do you satisfy your desires?' The Hulfei pointed to the concealed organ on air brow. "'With that, I gather life from the streams that flow in all the hundred matter-play valleys. The streams spring direct from Fassany. My whole life has been spent trying to find Fassany himself. I've hunted so long that if I were to stay the same,
Starting point is 07:39:44 the number of years, you would believe I lied." Maskell looked at the feign slowly. In If-Dawn, I met someone else from Matterplay. A young man called Digrung. I absorbed him. You can't be telling me this out of vanity. It was a fearful crime. What will come of it? Lee Halfei gave a curious, wrinkled smile. In Matterplay, he will stir inside you, for he smells the air.
Starting point is 07:40:19 Already you have his eyes, I knew him, take care of yourself, or something more startling may happen. Keep out of the water. This seems to me a terrible valley, in which anything may happen. Don't torment yourself about digrung. The valleys belong by right to the The men here are interlopers. It is a good work to remove them.' Masco continued thoughtful. "'I say no more, but I see I will have to be cautious. What do you mean about my helping you with my luck?'
Starting point is 07:40:59 "'Your luck is fast weakening, but it may still be strong enough to serve me. Together we will search for thrill.' "'Search for Threel.' Thrill. Why? Is it so hard to find? I have told you that my whole life has been spent in the quest. You said, fascine, L'Halfeigh. The Fayon gazed at him with queer ancient eyes, and smiled again. This stream, Maskell, like every other life stream in Matterplay, has its source in fascany. But as all these streams issue from Thrill, it is a stream. It is a in Thrill that we must look for fascine."
Starting point is 07:41:44 But what's to prevent you from finding Thriel? Surely it's a well-known country. It lies underground. Its communications with the upper world are few, and where they are, no one that I have ever spoken to knows. I have scoured the valleys and the hills. I have been to the very gates of Litch-storm. I am old, so that you have been to the very gates of Litch-storm.
Starting point is 07:42:08 I am old, so that your aged men would appear newborn infants beside me, but I am as far from Thrill as when I was a green youth, dwelling among a throng of fellow-feyans. Then, if my luck is good, yours is very bad. But when you have found Fassany, what do you gain?' Lee Halphae looked at him in silence. The smile faded from air face, and in its place was taken by such a look of unearthly pain and sorrow that Masco had no need to press his question. A. was consumed by the grief and yearning of a lover eternally separated from the loved one,
Starting point is 07:42:55 the sense and traces of whose person were always present. The passion stamped her features at that moment with a wild, stern, spiritual beauty. far transcending any beauty of woman or man. But the expression vanished suddenly, and then the abrupt contrast showed Maskell the real Lee Hall-Fay. Air sensuality was solitary, but vulgar. It was like the heroism of a lonely nature, pursuing animal aims with untiring persistence.
Starting point is 07:43:30 He looked at the feign askance, and drummed his fingers against his thigh, Well, we will go together. We may find something, and in any case I shan't be sorry to converse with such a singular individual as yourself. But I should warn you, Masco, you and I are of different creations. A phaian's body contains the whole of life, a man's body contains only the half of life, the other half is in woman. Fassany may be too strong a draught for your body to endure. Do you not feel this? I am dull with my different feelings. I must take what precautions I can and chance the rest. He bent down, and, taking hold of the feyent's thin and ragged robe, tore off
Starting point is 07:44:23 a broad strip, which he proceeded to swath and folds around his forehead. I am not forgetting your advice, Lehalfe, I would not like to start the walk as maskell and finishing it as digrung. The feyenne gave a twisted grin, and they began to move upstream. The road was difficult. They had to stride from boulder to boulder and found it warm work. Occasionally a worse obstacle presented itself, which they could surmount only by climbing. There was no more conversation for a long time.
Starting point is 07:45:00 Maskell, as far as possible, adopted his companion's counsel to avoid the water. but here and there he was forced to set foot in it. The second or third time he did so, he felt a sudden agony in his arm, where it had been wounded by crag. His eyes grew joyful, his fears vanished, and he began deliberately to tread the stream. Lee Hall-Face stroked air chin and watched him with screwed-up eyes,
Starting point is 07:45:30 trying to comprehend what had happened. As your luck speaking to you, Maskell, Or, what is the matter? Listen, you are a being of antique experience, and not to know if anyone does. What is Muspel? The Fayian's face was blank. I don't know the name.
Starting point is 07:45:51 It is another world of some sort. That cannot be. There is only this one world, Fassanese. Masco came up to air, linked arms, and began to talk. "'I'm glad I fell in with you, Lee Halfe. "'For this valley, and everything connected with it, "'need a lot of explaining. "'For example, in this spot there are hardly any organic forms left.
Starting point is 07:46:18 "'Why have they all disappeared?' "'You call this brook a life-stream, "'yet the near its source we get, "'the less life it produces. "'A mile or two lower down, "'we had those spontaneous plant animals "'appearing out of nowhere, while right down by the sea, plants and animals were tumbling over one another.
Starting point is 07:46:40 Now, if all this is connected in some mysterious way or other with your fascine, it seems to me he must have a most paradoxical nature. His essence doesn't start creating shapes until it has become thoroughly weakened and watered. But perhaps both of us are talking nonsense. Lee Halfei shook air head. Everything hangs together. The stream is life, and it is throwing off sparks of life all the time. When these sparks are caught and imprisoned by matter, they become living shapes.
Starting point is 07:47:19 The nearer the stream is to its source, the more terrible and vigorous is its life. You'll see for yourself when we reach the head of the valley that there are no living shapes there at all. That means that there is no kind of matter tough enough to capture and hold the terrible sparks that are to be found there. Lower down the stream, most of the sparks are vigorous enough to escape to the upper air, but some are held when they are a little way up, and these burst suddenly into shapes. I myself am of this nature. Lower down still, toward the sea, the stream has been a little bit of the sea, the stream has been
Starting point is 07:48:01 has lost a great part of its vital power, and the sparks are lazy and sluggish. They spread out, rather than rise into the air. There is hardly any kind of matter, however delicate, that is incapable of capturing these feeble sparks, and they are captured in multitudes. That accounts for the innumerable living shapes you see there. But not only that, the sparks or pass from one body to another by way of generation, and can never hope to cease being, so until they are worn out by decay. Lowest of all, you have the sinking sea itself. There, the degenerate and enfeebled life of the matter-place streams has for its body the whole sea. So weak is its power, that it can't succeed in creating any shapes at all, but you can see
Starting point is 07:48:54 its ceaseless, futile attempts to do so in those spouts. So the slow development of men and women is due to the feebleness of the life-germ in their case? Exactly. It can't attain all its desires at once. And now you can see how immeasurably superior are the phaens, who spring spontaneously from the more electric and vigorous sparks. But where does the matter come from that imprisons these sparks. When life dies, it becomes matter. Matter itself dies, but its place is constantly taken by new matter. But if life comes from Fassany, how can it die at all? Life is the thoughts of Fassany, and once these thoughts have left his brain, they are nothing, mere dying embers. This is a true.
Starting point is 07:49:56 cheerless philosophy, said Maskell. But who is Fassany himself, then? And why does he think at all? Lee Halfei gave another wrinkled smile. That I'll explain too. Fassany is of this nature. He faces nothingness in all directions. He has no back and no sides, but is all face. And this face is his shape. It must necessarily be so, for nothing else can exist between him and nothingness. His face is all eyes, for he eternally contemplates nothingness. He draws his inspirations from it. In no other way could he feel himself. For the same reason, Phelan's, and even men love to be in empty places and vast solitudes, for each one is a little Fassany."
Starting point is 07:50:54 "'That rings true,' said Maskell. "'Thoughts flow perpetually from Fassany's face backward. Since his face is in all sides, however, they flow into his interior. A draft of thought thus continuously flows from nothingness to the inside of Fassany, which is the world. The thoughts become shapes and people the world. His outer world, therefore, which is lying all around us, is not outside at all as it happens, but inside.
Starting point is 07:51:31 The visible universe is like a gigantic stomach, and the real outside of the world we shall never see. Masco pondered deeply for a while. Lee Halfei, I fail to see what you personally have to hope for, since you are nothing more than a discarded, dying thought. "'Have you never loved a woman?' asked the fan, regarding him fixedly. "'Perhaps I have.' "'When you loved, did you have no high moments?' "'That's asking the same question, in other words.
Starting point is 07:52:11 "'In those moments you were approaching Fassany. "'If you could have drawn near still, would you have not done so?' "'I would, regardless of the consequences.' "'Even if you personally had nothing to hope for?' "'But I would have that to hope for.' Lehalfei walked on in silence. "'A man is the half of life,' A broke out suddenly. A woman is the other half of life.
Starting point is 07:52:42 But a feign is the whole of life. Moreover, when life becomes split into halves, something else has dropped out of it, something that belongs only to the whole. Between your love and mine, there is no comparison. Even if your sluggish blood is drawn to fascany, without stopping to ask what will come of it, how do you suppose it is with me?'
Starting point is 07:53:08 "'I don't question the genuineness of your passion,' replied Maskell. "'But it's a pity you can't see your way to carry it forward into the next world.' "'Lee Halphae gave a distorted way. it grin, expressing heaven knows what emotion. Men think what they like, but fans are so made that they can see the world only as it really is. That ended the conversation. The sun was high in the sky, and they appeared to be approaching the head of the ravine.
Starting point is 07:53:42 Its walls had still further closed in, and except at those moments when Branch Bell was directly behind them, they strode along all the time in deep shape. shade. But still, it was disagreeably hot and relaxing. All life had ceased. A beautiful, fantastic spectacle was presented by the cliff faces, the rocky ground and the boulders that choke the entire width of the gorge. They were a snow-white crystalline limestone, heavily scored by veins of bright, gleaming blue. The rivulet was no longer green, but a clear, transparent crystal. Its noise was musical, and altogether it looked most romantic and charming. But Lee Hall-Fay seemed to find something else in it.
Starting point is 07:54:30 Air features grew more and more set and tortured. About half an hour after all the other life-forms had vanished, another plant animal was precipitated out of space in front of their eyes. It was as tall as Maskell himself, and had a brilliant and vigorous appearance, as befitted a creature just out of nature's mint. It started to walk about, but hardly had it done so when it burst silently asunder. Nothing remained of it. A whole body disappeared instantaneously into the same invisible mist from which it had sprung.
Starting point is 07:55:10 That bears out what you said, commented Maskell, turning rather pale. Yes, answered Lee Halfei. We have now come to the region of the... terrible life. Then, since you're right in this, I must believe all that you've been telling me. As he uttered the words, they were just turning a bend of the ravine. They're now loomed up straight ahead, a perpendicular cliff about three hundred feet in height, composed of white, marbled rock.
Starting point is 07:55:42 It was the head of the valley, and beyond it they could not proceed. In return for my wisdom, said the fan, you will now live. lend me your luck." They walked up to the base of the cliff, and Maskell looked at it reflectively. It was possible to climb it, but the ascent would be difficult. The now tiny brook issued from a hole in the rock only a few feet up. Apart from its musical running, not a sound was to be heard. The floor of the gorge was in shadow, but about halfway up the precipice the sun was shining. What do you want me to do?
Starting point is 07:56:26 demanded Maskell. Everything is now in your hands, and I have no suggestions to make. Now it's your luck that must help us. Masco continued gazing up a little while longer. We had better wait till the afternoon, the Halfei. I'll probably have to climb to the top,
Starting point is 07:56:46 but it's too hot at present, and besides, I'm tired. I'll snatch a few hours sleep. After that, we'll see. Lee Halfei seemed annoyed, but raised no opposition. End of Chapter 16. Chapter 17 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 07:57:26 A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 17. Corpang. Maskell did not awaken till long. after blood somber. Le Halfei was standing by his side, looking down at him. It was doubtful whether A had slept at all.
Starting point is 07:57:45 What time is it? Maskell asked, rubbing his eyes and sitting up. The day is passing, was the vague reply. Maskell got onto his feet and gazed up at the cliff. Now I'm going to climb that. No need for both of us to risk our necks, so you wait here. and if I find anything on top, I'll call you."
Starting point is 07:58:10 A. L'Ele Fein glanced up at him strangely. "'There's nothing up there except a bare hillside. I've been there often. Have you anything special in mind?' Heights often bring me inspiration. Sit down and wait. Refreshed by his sleep, Maskell immediately attacked the face of the cliff and took the first twenty feet at a single rush. Then it grew precipitous, and the ascent demanded greater circumspection and intelligence.
Starting point is 07:58:43 There were few hand or footholds. He had to reflect before every step. On the other hand, it was sound rock, and he was no novice at the sport. Branch Bell glared full on the wall, so that it half-blinded him with its glittering whiteness. After many doubts and pauses he drew near the top. He was hot, sweating copiously, and rather dizzy.
Starting point is 07:59:09 To reach a ledge, he caught hold of two projecting rocks, one with each hand, at the same time scrambling upward, legs between the rocks. The left-hand rock, which was the larger of the two, became dislodged by his weight, and flying like a huge dark shadow past his head, crashed down with a terrifying sound to the foot of the precipice, followed by an avalanche of smaller stones. Maskell steadied himself as well as he could, but it was some moments before he dared to look down behind him.
Starting point is 07:59:43 At first he could not distinguish Lee Halphae. Then he caught sight of his legs and hindquarters a few feet up the cliff from the bottom. He perceived that the fan had airhead in a cavity and was scrutinizing something and waited for air to reappear. A. emerged, looked up to Maskell, and called out in air horn-like voice, The entrance is here. I'm coming down, roared Maskell. Wait for me! He descended swiftly, without taking too much care, for he thought he recognized his luck in this discovery,
Starting point is 08:00:20 and within twenty minutes was standing beside the fan. What happened? The rock you dislodged struck this other rock just above the spring. It tore out of its bed. See, now there's room for us to get in. Don't get excited, said Maskell. It's a remarkable accident, but we have plenty of time. Let me look.
Starting point is 08:00:45 He peered into the hole, which was large enough to admit a big man without stooping. Contrasted with the daylight outside, it was dark, yet a peculiar glow pervaded the place, and he could see well enough. A rock tunnel went straight forward into the boughs of the hill, out of sight. The valley brook did not flow along the floor of this tunnel, as he had expected, but came up as a spring just inside the entrance. Well, the Halfe, not much need to deliberate, eh? Still, observe that your stream parts company with us here.
Starting point is 08:01:21 As he turned around for an answer, he noticed that his companion was trembling from head to foot. Why? What's the matter? Lehalfe pressed a hand to air heart. The stream leaves us, but what makes the stream what it is continues with us. Fassany is there. But surely, you don't expect to see him in person. Why are you shaking? Perhaps it will be too much for me after all. Why? How is it affecting you?' The Phayan took him by the shoulder and held him at arm's length,
Starting point is 08:01:59 endeavoring to study him with air unsteady eyes. Fascine's thoughts are obscure. I am his lover, you are a lover of women, yet he grants to you what he denies to me. What does he grant to me? To see him and go on living. I shall die, but it's immaterial. Tomorrow, both of us will be dead. Maskell impatiently shook himself free. Your sensations may be reliable in your own case, but how do you know I shall die?
Starting point is 08:02:36 Life is flaming up inside you, replied Lehalfe, shaking airhead. But after it has reached its climax, perhaps tonight, it will sink rapidly and you'll die tomorrow. As for me, if I enter Thriel, I shan't come out again. A smell of death is being wafted to me out of this hole. You talk like a frightened man. I smell nothing. I am not frightened, said Lee Halfei quietly. A. had been gradually recovering air tranquility.
Starting point is 08:03:14 But when one has lived as long as I have, it is a serious me. matter to die. Every year one puts out new roots. Decide what you're going to do, said Maskell with a touch of contempt, for I'm going in at once. The fan gave an odd, meditative stare down the ravine, and after that walked into the cavern without another word. Maskell, scratching his head, faddled close at air heels. The moment they stepped across the bubbling spring, the atmosphere altered. Without becoming stale or unpleasant, it grew cold, clear, and refined, and somehow suggested austere and tomb-like thoughts.
Starting point is 08:04:03 The daylight disappeared at the first bend in the tunnel. After that, Masco could not say where the light came from. The air itself must have been luminous, for though it was as light as full moon on Earth, neither he nor Lee Halfei cast a shadow. Another peculiarity of the light was that both the walls of the tunnel and their own bodies appeared colorless. Everything was black and white, like a lunar landscape. This intensified the solemn, funereal feelings created by the atmosphere.
Starting point is 08:04:38 After they had proceeded for about ten minutes, the tunnel began to widen out. The roof was high above their heads, and six men could have walked side by side. Lehal Faye was visibly weakening. A dragged air-self along slowly and painfully with sunken head. Maskell caught hold of air. You can't go on like that. Better let me take you back.
Starting point is 08:05:05 The Féin smiled and staggered. I'm dying. Don't talk like that. It's only a passing indisposition. Let me take you back to the day. daylight. No, help me forward. I wish to see, Fassany. The sick must have their way, said Maskell. Lifting air bodily in his arms, he walked quickly along for another hundred yards or so. They then emerged from the tunnel and faced
Starting point is 08:05:36 a world, the parallel of which he had never set eyes upon before. Set me down, directed Lalfay feebly. Here I'll die." Maskell obeyed and laid air down at full length on the rocky ground. The feign raised air-self with difficulty on one arm, and stared with fast glazing eyes at the mystic landscape. Maskell looked too, and what he saw was a vast, undulating plain, lighted as if by the moon, but there was of course no moon,
Starting point is 08:06:13 and there were no shadows. He made out running streams in the distance. Beside them were trees of a peculiar kind. They were rooted in the ground, but the branches also were aerial roots, and there were no leaves. No other plants could be seen. The soil was soft, porous rock, resembling pumice. Beyond a mile or two in any direction, the light merged into obscurity.
Starting point is 08:06:42 At their back, a great rocky wall extended. on either hand. But it was not square like a wall, but full of bays and promontories, like an indented line of sea cliffs. The roof of this huge underworld was out of sight. Here and there, a mighty shaft of naked rock, fantastically weathered, towered aloft into the gloom, doubtless serving to support the roof. There were no colors. Every detail of the landscape was black, white, or gray. The scene appeared so still, so solemn, and religious, that all his feelings quieted down to absolute tranquility.
Starting point is 08:07:26 Le Halfei fell back suddenly. Maskell dropped on his knees and helplessly watched the last flickering of air spirit going out like a candle in foul air. Death came. He closed the eyes. The awful grievous. Rhin of Christelman immediately fastened upon the Fane's dead features. While Masco was still kneeling, he became conscious of someone standing beside him.
Starting point is 08:07:53 He looked up quickly and saw a man, but did not at once rise. "'Another Fain dead,' said the newcomer in a grave, toneless, and intellectual voice. Masco got up. The man was short and thick-set, but emaciated. His forehead was not disfigured by any organs. He was middle-aged. The features were energetic and rather coarse, yet it seemed to maskell as though a pure, hard life
Starting point is 08:08:24 had done something toward refining them. His sanguine eyes carried a twisted, puzzled look. Some unanswerable problem was apparently in the forefront of his brain. His face was hairless. The hair of his head was short and manly. His brow was wide. He was clothed in a black, sleeveless robe, and bore a long staff in his hand.
Starting point is 08:08:50 There was an air of cleanness and austerity about the whole man that was attractive. He went on speaking dispassionately to Maskell, and while doing so, kept passing his hand reflectively over his cheeks and chin. "'They all find their way here to die. They come here for matter-play. There they live to an incredible age, partly on that account, and partly, because of their
Starting point is 08:09:17 spontaneous origin, they regard themselves as the favored children of Fassany. But when they come here to find him, they die at once. I think this one is the last of the race. But whom do I speak to? I am Corpang. Who are you, and where do you come from? and what are you doing here? My name is Maskell.
Starting point is 08:09:45 My home is on the other side of the universe. As for what I am doing here, I accompanied the Halphae that feign for Matterplay. But a man doesn't accompany a feign out of friendship. What do you want in Thriel? Then this is Thriel? Yes. Maskell remained silent.
Starting point is 08:10:09 Corpeng studied his same. face with rough, curious eyes. Are you ignorant or merely reticent, Maskell? I came here to ask questions and not to answer them. The stillness of the place was almost oppressive. Not a breeze stirred, and not a sound came through the air. Their voices have been lowered as though they were in a cathedral. Then, do you want my society or not?
Starting point is 08:10:39 asked Corpang. Yes, if you can fit in with my mood, which is not to talk about myself. But you must at least tell me where you want to go to. I want to see what it is to be seen here, then go on to Litchstorm. I can guide you through, if that's all you want. Come, let us start.
Starting point is 08:11:05 First, let's do our duty and bury the dead if possible. possible. Turn around, directed Corpang. Maskell looked around quickly. The Halphae's body had disappeared. What does this mean? What has happened? The body has returned to whence it came. There was nowhere here for it to be, so it has vanished. No burial will be required. Was the feign an illusion then?
Starting point is 08:11:37 In no sense. Well, explain quickly, then, what has taken place. I seem to be going mad. There's nothing unintelligible in it, if you'll only listen calmly. The feign belonged, body, and soul, to the outside, visible world, to fascine. This underworld is not Fassonys world, but thires, and Fassonese creatures cannot breathe its atmosphere. And this applies not only to whole bodies,
Starting point is 08:12:08 but even to the last particles of bodies, the feign has dissolved into nothingness. But don't you and I belong to the outside world, too? We belong to all three worlds. What three worlds? What do you mean? There are three worlds, said Corpang composedly. The first is fascinies, the second is amfuses, the third is thires, From him, Thriel gets its name. But this is mere nomenclature. In what sense are there three worlds?
Starting point is 08:12:48 Corpang passed his hand over his forehead. All this we can discuss as we go along. It's a torment to me to be standing still. Maskell stared again at the spot where Lee Halfe's body had lain, quite bewildered at the extraordinary disappearance. He could scarcely tear himself away from the place, so mysterious was it? Not until Corpang called to him a second time, did he make up his mind to follow him. They set off from the rock wall, straight across the air-lit plain, directing their course toward the nearest trees. The subdued light, the absence of shadows, the massive shafts,
Starting point is 08:13:32 springing gray-white out of the jet-like ground, the fantastic trees, the absent of the absence of of a sky, the deathly silence, the knowledge that he was underground, the combination of all these things predisposed Maskell's mind to mysticism, and he prepared himself with some anxiety to hear Corpang's explanation of the land and its wonders. He already began to grasp that the reality of the outside world and the reality of this world were two quite different things. In what sense are there three worlds? He demanded, repeating his former question. Corpank smote the end of his staff on the ground.
Starting point is 08:14:16 First of all, Maskell, what is your motive for asking? If it's mere intellectual curiosity, tell me, for we mustn't play with awful matters. No, it isn't that, said Maskell slowly. I'm not a student. my journey is no holiday tour. Is there blood on your soul? asked Corpang, eyeing him intently. The blood rose steadily to Maskell's face, but in that light it caused it to appear black.
Starting point is 08:14:52 Unfortunately, there is, and not a little. The other's face was all wrinkles, but he made no comment. And so you see, went on Masco with a short laugh, I'm in the very best condition for receiving your instruction. Corpang still paused. Underneath your crimes, I see a man, he said after a few minutes. On that account, and because we are commanded to help one another, I won't leave you at present, though I little thought to be walking with a murderer.
Starting point is 08:15:30 Now, to your question, whatever a man sees with his eyes, Maskell, he sees in three ways. Length, breadth, depth. Length is existence. Breath is relation. Depth is feeling. Something of the sort was told me by Earthrit, the musician, who came from Thriel. I don't know him. What else did he tell you?
Starting point is 08:15:58 He went on to apply it to music. Continue, and pardon the interruption. These three states of perception are the three worlds. Existence is Fassonys' world. Relation is Amphus's world. Feeling is Thier's world. Can't we come down to hard facts, said Maskell, frowning? I understand no more than I did before what you mean by three worlds.
Starting point is 08:16:27 There are no harder facts than the ones I am giving you. The first world is visible, tangible nature. It was created by fascine out of nothingness, and therefore we call it existence. That I understand. The second world is love, by which I don't mean lust. Without love, every individual would be entirely self-centered, and unable deliberately to act on others. Without love, there would be no sympathy, not even. even hatred, anger, or revenge would be possible. These are all imperfect and distorted forms
Starting point is 08:17:08 of pure love. Interpenetrating Fasney's world of nature, therefore, we have Amfuse's world of love or relation. What grounds have you for assuming that this so-called second world is not contained in the first? They are contradictory. A natural man lives for himself. A lover, lives for others. It may be so. It's rather mystical. But go on. Who is Thire? Length and breath together without depth give flatness. Life and love without feeling produce shallow, superficial natures. Feeling is the need of men to stretch out toward their creator. You mean prayer and worship? I mean intimacy with Thire. This feeling is not to be found in either the first or second world.
Starting point is 08:18:06 Therefore, it is a third world. Just as depth is the line between object and subject, feeling is the line between Thayer and man. But what is Thire himself? Thire is the after-world. I still don't understand, said Maskell. Do you believe in three separate gods? Or are these merely three ways of regarding one God?
Starting point is 08:18:35 There are three gods, for they are mutually antagonistic. Yet they are somehow united. Maskell reflected a while. How have you arrived at these conclusions? None other are possible in Thriel, Maskell. Why in Thriel? What is there peculiar here? I will show you presently.
Starting point is 08:19:03 They walked on for above a mile in silence, while Maskell digested what had been said. When they came to the first trees, which grew along the banks of a small stream of transparent water, Corpang halted. That bandage around your forehead has long been unnecessary, he remarked. Maskell removed it. He found that the line of his brow was smooth and unethical, interrupted, as it had never yet been since his arrival in torments. How has this come about? And how did you know it? They were Fassanese organs. They have vanished, just as the Féon's body vanished. Maskell kept rubbing his forehead. I feel more human without them. But why isn't the rest of my body affected? Because its living will contains
Starting point is 08:19:59 the element of thire. Why are we stopping here? Corpang broke off the tip of one of the aerial roots of a tree and proffered it to him. Eat this, Maskell. For food or something else? Food for body and soul. Maskell bit into the root. It was white and hard.
Starting point is 08:20:24 Its white sap was bleeding. It had no taste, but after eating it, He experienced a change of perception. The landscape, without alteration of light or outline, became several degrees more stern and sacred. When he looked at Corpang, he was impressed by his aspect of Gothic awfulness, but the perplex expression was still in his eyes. Do you spend all your time here, Corpang?
Starting point is 08:20:54 Occasionally I go above, but not often. What fastens you to this gloomy world? The search for thire. Then it's still a search? Let us walk on. As they resume their journey across the dim, gradually rising plain, the conversation became even more earnest in character than before. Although I was not born here, proceeded Corpang,
Starting point is 08:21:25 I've lived here for twenty-five years, and during all that time I have been drawing nearer to Thire as I hope. But there is this peculiarity about it. The first stages are richer in fruit and more promising than the later ones. The longer a man seeks Thayer, the more he seems to absent himself. In the beginning he is felt and known, sometimes as a shape, sometimes as a voice, sometimes an overpowering emotion. Later on, all is dry, dark, and harsh in the soul.
Starting point is 08:22:01 Then you would think that fire was a million miles off. How do you explain that? When everything is darkest, he may be nearest, Maskell. But this is troubling you? My days are spent in torture. You still persist, though. This day darkness can't be the ultimate state. My questions will be answered.
Starting point is 08:22:29 A silence ensued. What do you propose to show me? asked Maskell. The land is about to grow wilder. I am taking you to the three figures, which were carved and erected by an earlier race of men. There we will pray. And what then? If you are true-hearted, you will see things you will not eat easily forget. They have been walking slightly uphill in a sort of trough between two parallel, gently sloping downs. The trough now deepened, while the hills on either side grew steeper. They were in an ascending valley, and as it curved this way and that, the landscape was
Starting point is 08:23:16 shut off from view. They came to a little spring, bubbling up from the ground. It formed a trickling brook, which was unlike all other brooks in that it was flowing up the valley instead of down. Before long, it was joined by other miniature rivulets, so that in the end it became a fair-sized stream. Mascoe kept looking at it and puckering his forehead. Nature has other laws here, it seems. Nothing can exist here that is not a compound of the three worlds. Yet the water is flowing somewhere. I can't explain it, but there are three wills in it. Is there no such thing as pure thire matter?
Starting point is 08:24:03 Thire cannot exist without amfews, and amfews cannot exist without fascine. Maskell thought this over for some minutes. That must be so, he said at last. Without life there can be no love, and without love there can be no religious feeling. In the half-light of the land, the tops of the hills containing the valley presently attained such a height that they could not be seen. The sides were steep and craggy, while the bed of the valley grew narrower at every step.
Starting point is 08:24:39 Not a living organism was visible. All was unnatural and sepulchral. Maskell said, I feel as if I were dead and walking in another world. "'I still do not know what you are doing here,' answered Corpeng. "'Why should I go on making a mystery of it? I came to find Surtur.' "'That name I've heard, but under what circumstances?' "'You forget?'
Starting point is 08:25:10 Corpeng walked along, his eyes fixed on the ground, obviously troubled. "'Who is Sertor?' Maskell shook his head and said nothing. The valley shortly afterward narrowed, so that the two men, touching fingertips in the middle, could have placed their free hands on the rock walls on either side. It threatened to terminate in a cul-de-sac, but just when the road seemed least promising, and they were shut in by cliffs on all sides, a hitherto, unperceived bend brought them suddenly into the open. They emerged through a mere crack in the line of precipices. A sort of huge natural corridor was running along at right angles to the way they had come.
Starting point is 08:25:57 Both ends faded into obscurity after a few hundred yards. Right down the center of this corridor ran a chasm with perpendicular sides. Its width varied from thirty to a hundred feet, but its bottom could not be seen. On both sides of the chasm, facing one another were platforms of rock, twenty feet or so in width. They, too, proceeded in both directions out of sight. Maskell and Corpeng emerged onto one of these platforms. The shelf opposite was a few feet higher than that on which they stood.
Starting point is 08:26:33 The platforms were backed by a double line of lofty and unclimable cliffs, whose tops were invisible. The stream, which had accompanied them through the gap, went straight forward, but instead of descending the wall of the chasm as a waterfall, it crossed from side to side like a liquid bridge. It then disappeared through a cleft in the cliffs on the opposite side. To Masco's mind, however, even more wonderful than this unnatural phenomenon was the absence of shadows, which was more noticeable here than on the open plain. It made the place look like a hall of phantoms.
Starting point is 08:27:13 Corpang, without delay, led the way along the shelf to the left. When they had walked about a mile, the Gulf widened to 200 feet. Three large rocks loomed up on the ledge opposite. They resembled three upright giants, standing motionless side by side on the extreme edge of the chasm. Corpang and Maskell drew nearer, and then Maskell saw that they were statues. Each was about thirty feet high, and the workmanship was of the rudest. They represented naked men, but the limbs and trunks had been barely chipped into shape. The faces alone had had care bestowed on them, and even these faces were merely generalized.
Starting point is 08:27:59 It was obviously the work of primitive artists. The statue stood erect with knees closed and arms hanging straight down on their sides. All three were exactly alike. As soon as they were directly opposite, Corpang halted. "'Is this a representation of your three beings?' asked Maskell, awed by the spectacle in spite of his constitutional audacity. "'Ask no questions, but kneel,' replied Corpang. He dropped onto his own knees, but Maskell remained standing.
Starting point is 08:28:36 Corpang covered his eyes with one hand. and prayed silently. After a few minutes, the light sensibly faded. Then Maskell knelt as well, but he continued looking. It grew darker and darker, until all was like the blackest night. Sight and sound no longer existed. He was alone with his own spirit. Then one of the three colossi came slowly into sight again,
Starting point is 08:29:05 but it had ceased to be a statue, It was a living person. Out of the blackness of space, a giant head and chest emerged, illuminated by a mystic rosy glow, like a mountain peak bathed by the rising sun. As the light grew stronger, Maskell saw that the flesh was translucent and that the glow came from within. The limbs of the apparition were reed in mist. Before long, the features of the face stood out distinctly.
Starting point is 08:29:38 It was that of a beardless youth of twenty years. It possessed the beauty of a girl and the daring force of a man. It bore a mocking, cryptic smile. Maskell felt the fresh, mysterious thrill of mingled pain and rapture of one who awakes from a deep sleep in midwinter and sees the gleaming, dark, delicate colors of the half-dawn. The vision smiled, kept still, and looked. looked beyond him. He began to shudder, with delight and many emotions. As he gazed, his poetic
Starting point is 08:30:16 sensibility acquired such a nervous and indefinable character that he could endure it no more. He burst into tears. When he looked up again, the image had nearly disappeared, and in a few moments more he was plunged back into total darkness. Shortly afterward, a second statue reappeared. It, too, was transfigured into a living form, but Maskell was unable to see the details of its face and body because of the brightness of the light that radiated from them. This light, which started as pale gold, ended as flaming golden fire.
Starting point is 08:30:58 It illumined the whole underground landscape. The rock ledges, the cliffs, himself, and Corpang on their knees, the two unlighted statues all appeared as if in sunlight, and the shadows were black and strongly defined. The light carried heat with it, but a singular heat. Maskell was unaware of any rise in temperature, but he felt his heart melting to womanish softness. His male arrogance and egotism faded imperceptibly away. His personality seemed to disappear. What was left behind was not a freedom of spirit or light-heartedness, but a passionate and nearly savage mental state of pity and distress.
Starting point is 08:31:45 He felt a tormenting desire to serve. All this came from the heat of the statue and was without an object. He glanced anxiously around him and fastened his eyes on Porpang. He put a hand on his shoulder and aroused him from his praying. You must know what I am feeling, Corpang. Corpang smiled sweetly, but said nothing. I care nothing for my own affairs anymore. How can I help you?
Starting point is 08:32:17 So much the better for you, Maskell, if you respond so quickly to the invisible worlds. As soon as he had spoken, the figure began to vanish, and the light to die away from the landscape. Mascals' emotion slowly subsided, but it was not until he was once more in complete darkness that he became master of himself again. Then he felt ashamed of his boyish exhibition of enthusiasm, and thought ruefully that there must be something wanting in his character. He got up onto his feet. The very moment that he arose, a man's voice sounded, not a yard from his ear.
Starting point is 08:32:59 It was hardly raised above a whisper, but he could distinguish that it was not Corpangs. As he listened, he was unable to prevent himself from physically trembling. "'Maskill, you are to die,' said the unseen speaker. "'Who is speaking?' "'You have only a few hours of life left. Don't trifle the time away.' Maskell could bring nothing out. You have despised life, went on the low-toned voice.
Starting point is 08:33:34 Do you really imagine that this mighty world has no meaning and that life is a joke? What must I do? Repent your murders, commit no fresh ones, pay honor to... The voice died away. Masca waited in silence for it to speak again. All remained still, however. and the speaker appeared to have taken his departure. Supernatural horror seized him. He fell into a sort of catalepsy.
Starting point is 08:34:08 At that moment he saw one of the statues fading away, from a pale white glow to darkness. He had not previously seen it shining. In a few more minutes the normal light of the land returned. Corpan got up and shook him out of his trance. Maskell looked around, but saw no third person. "'Whose statue was the last?' he demanded. "'Did you hear me speaking?' "'I heard your voice, but no one else's. "'I've just had my death foretold, so I suppose I have not long to live.'
Starting point is 08:34:48 Lehalfei prophesied the same thing.' Corpeng shook his head. "'What value do you set on life?' he asked. Very little, but it's a fearful thing all the same. Your death is? No, but this warning. They stopped talking. A profound silence reigned.
Starting point is 08:35:12 Neither of the two men seemed to know what to do next, or where to go. Then both of them heard the sound of drumming. It was slow, emphatic, and impressive, a long way off and not loud, but against the background of quietness, very marked. It appeared to come from some point out of sight, to the left of where they were standing, but on the same rock shelf. Maskell's heart beat quickly. What can that sound be? asked Corpang, peering into the obscurity.
Starting point is 08:35:47 It is Surtur. Once again, who is Sertor? Maskell clutched his arm and pressed him, into silence. A strange radiance was in the air, in the direction of the drumming. It increased in intensity, and gradually occupied the whole scene. Things were no longer seen by Thier's light, but by this new light. It cast no shadows. Corpeng's nostrils swelled, and he held himself more proudly. What fire is that? It is muspel light. They both glanced instinctively at the three statues.
Starting point is 08:36:30 In the strange glow they had undergone a change. The face of each figure was clothed in the sordid and horrible crystallman mask. Corpang cried out and put his hand over his eyes. "'What can this mean?' he asked a minute later. "'It must mean that life is wrong, and the creator of life too, whether he is one person or three. Corpeng looked again like a man trying to accustom himself to a shocking sight. Dare we believe this?
Starting point is 08:37:06 You must, replied Maskell. You have always served the highest, and you must continue to do so. It has simply turned out that fire is not the highest. Corpang's face became swollen with a kind of coarse anger. Life is clearly false. I have been seeking thire for a lifetime, and now I find... This. You have nothing to reproach yourself with.
Starting point is 08:37:35 Crystalman has had eternity to practice his cunning in, so it's no wonder if a man can't see straight, even with the best intentions. What have you decided to do? The drumming seems to be moving away. Will you follow it, Maskell? "'Yes. But where will it take us? Perhaps out of Thrill altogether.' "'It sounds to me more real than reality,' said Corpeng. "'Tell me. Who is Sertor?'
Starting point is 08:38:09 "'Sertor's world, or Muspel, we are told, is the original of this world, which is a distorted copy. Crystalman is life, but Sertor is other than life.' How do you know this? It has sprung together somehow, from inspiration, from experience, from conversation with the wise men of your planet. Every hour it grows truer for me and takes a more definite shape. Corpang stood up squarely, facing the three figures with a harsh, energetic countenance, stamped all over with resolution.
Starting point is 08:38:50 I believe you, Maskell. No better proof is required than that. Thire is not the highest. He is even, in a certain sense, the lowest. Nothing but the thoroughly false and base could stoop to such deceits. I am coming with you, but don't play the traitor. These signs may be for you, and not for me at all. And if you leave me—
Starting point is 08:39:16 I make no promises. I don't ask you to come with me. If you prefer to stay in your little world, or if you have any doubts about it, you had better not come. "'Don't talk like that. I shall never forget your service to me. Let us make haste, or we shall lose the sound.' Corpeng started off more eagerly than Maskell. They walked fast in the direction of the drumming. For upward of two miles the path they went along the ledge without any change of level. The mysterious radiance gradually departed, and was replaced by the normal light of
Starting point is 08:39:53 Thriel. The rhythmical beats continued, but a very long way ahead. Neither was able to diminish the distance. "'What kind of man are you?' Corpang suddenly broke out. In what respect? How do you come to be on such terms with the invisible? How is it that I've never had this experience before I met you, in spite of my never-ending prayers and mortifications. In what way are you superior to me?' "'To hear voices, perhaps, can't be made a profession,' replied Maskell. "'I have a simple and unoccupied mind. That may be why I sometimes hear things that up to the present you have not been able to.' Corpeng darkened and kept silent, and then Maskell saw
Starting point is 08:40:46 through to his pride. The ledge presently began to rise. They were high above the platform on the opposite side of the Gulf. The road then curved sharply to the right, and they passed over the abyss and the other ledge as by a bridge, coming out upon the top of the opposite cliffs. A new line of precipices immediately confronted them. They followed the drumming along the base of these heights, but as they were passing the mouth of a large cave, the sound came from its recesses, and they turned their steps inward. This leads to the outer world, remarked Corpang. I have occasionally been there by this passage.
Starting point is 08:41:28 Then that's where it is taking us, no doubt. I confess I shan't be sorry to see sunlight once more. Can you find time to think of sunlight? asked Corpang with a rough smile. I love the sun, and perhaps, I'm rather lacking in the spirit of a zealot. Yet, for all that, you may get there before me. Don't be bitter, said Maskell.
Starting point is 08:41:57 I'll tell you another thing. Muspel can't be willed, for the simple reason that Muspel does not concern the will. To will is a property of this world. Then what is your journey for? It's one thing to walk to a destination and to linger over the world. the walk, and quite another to run there at top speed. "'Perhaps I'm not so easily deceived as you think,' said Corpang with another smile. The light persisted in the cave. The path narrowed and became a steep ascent.
Starting point is 08:42:34 Then the angle became one of forty-five degrees, and they had to climb. The tunnel grew so confined that Maskell was reminded of the confined dreams of his childhood. Not long afterward, daylight appeared. They hastened to complete the last stage. Maskell rushed out first into the world of colors, and, all dirty and bleeding from numerous scratches, stood blinking on a hillside, bathed in the brilliant late-afternoon sunshine.
Starting point is 08:43:07 Corpang followed closely at his heels. He was obliged to shield his eyes with his hands for a few minutes, so unaccustomed was he to branch spells blinding rays. The drumbeats have stopped, he exclaimed suddenly. You can't expect music all the time, answered Maskell dryly. We mustn't be luxurious. But now we have no guide. We're no better off than before. Well, Torments is a big place.
Starting point is 08:43:39 But I have an infallible rule, Corpang. As I come from the south, I always go due north. That will take us to Litchstorm. Maskell gazed at the fantastically piled rocks all around them. I saw these rocks from Matterplay. The mountains look as far off now as they did then, and there's not much of the day left. How far is Litchstorm from here?
Starting point is 08:44:09 Corpang looked away to the distant range. I don't know, but unless a miracle happens, we shan't get there tonight. I have a feeling, said Maskell, that we shall not only get there tonight, but that tonight will be the most important in my life. And he sat down passively to rest. End of Chapter 17. Chapter 18. of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay.
Starting point is 08:44:54 This Libravox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 18. Haunt. While Maskell sat, Corpang walked restlessly to and fro, swinging his arms. He had lost his staff. His face was inflamed with suppressed impatience, which accentuated its natural coarseness.
Starting point is 08:45:20 At last, he stopped short. in front of Maskell and looked down at him. What do you intend to do? Maskell glanced up and idly waved his hand toward the distant mountains. Since we can't walk, we must wait. For what? I don't know. How's this, though?
Starting point is 08:45:42 Those peaks have changed color, from red to green. Yes, the lich wind is traveling this way. The lich wind? It's the atmosphere of Litchstorm. It always clings to the mountains, but when the wind blows from the north, it comes as far as Thriel. It's a sort of fog, then?
Starting point is 08:46:04 A peculiar sort, for they say it excites the sexual passions. So, we are to have love-making, said Maskell, laughing. Perhaps you won't find it so joyous, replied Corpang a little grimly. But tell me, these peaks, how do they preserve their balance? Corpang gazed at the distant, overhanging summits, which were fast fading into obscurity. Passion keeps them from falling.
Starting point is 08:46:38 Maskell laughed again. He was feeling a strange disturbance of spirit. What, the love of rock for rock? It is comical, but true. We'll take a closer peep at them presently. Beyond the mountains is Barry, is it not? Yes. And then the ocean. But what is the name of that ocean? That is told only to those who die beside it.
Starting point is 08:47:09 Is the secret so precious Corpang? Brantspell was nearing the horizon in the west. There were more than two hours of daylight remaining. The air all around them became murky. It was a thin mist, neither damp nor cold. The litch storm range now appeared only as a blur on the sky. The air was electric and tingling, and was exciting in its effect. Maskell felt a sort of emotional inflammation,
Starting point is 08:47:42 as though a very slight external cause would serve to overturn his self-control. Corpang stood. silent with a mouth like iron. Maskell kept looking toward a high pile of rocks in the vicinity. That seemed to me a good watchtower. Perhaps we shall see something from the top. Without waiting for his companion's opinion, he began to scramble up the tower, and in a few minutes was standing on the summit. Corpang joined him. From their viewpoint, they saw the whole countryside sloping down to the sea.
Starting point is 08:48:19 which appeared as a mere flash of far-off, glittering water. Leaving all that, however, Maskell's eyes immediately fastened themselves on a small, boat-shaped object, about two miles away, which was traveling rapidly toward them, suspended only a few feet in the air. "'What do you make of that?' he asked in a tone of astonishment. Corpang shook his head and said nothing. Within two minutes, the flying object, whatever it was, had diminished the distance between them
Starting point is 08:48:53 by one half. It resembled a boat more and more, but its flight was erratic rather than smooth. Its nose was continually jerking upward and downward, and from side to side. Maskell now made out a man sitting in the stern, and what looked like a large dead animal lying amid ships. As the aerial craft drew nearer, he observed a thick blue haze underneath it, and a similar haze behind, but the front facing them was clear. He must be what we are waiting for, Corpang. But what on earth carries it? He stroked his beard contemplatively, and then, fearing that they had not been seen,
Starting point is 08:49:38 stepped on to the highest rock, bellowed loudly, and made wild motions with his arm. The flying boat, which was only a few hundred yards distant, slightly altered its course, now heading toward them in a way that left no doubt that the steersman had detected their presence. The boat slackened speed until it was traveling no faster than a walking man, but the irregularity of its movements continued. It was shaped rather queerly. About twenty feet long, its straight sides tapered off from a flat bow, four feet broad, to a sharp-angled stern.
Starting point is 08:50:18 The flat bottom was not above ten feet from the ground. It was undecched and carried only one living occupant. The other object they had distinguished was really the carcass of an animal, of about the size of a large sheep. The blue haze trailing behind the boat appeared to emanate from the glittering point of a short, upright pole, fastened in the stern. When the craft was within a few feet of them, and they were looking down at it in wonder from above, the man removed this pole and covered the brightly shining tip with a cap.
Starting point is 08:50:53 The forward motion then ceased altogether, and the boat began to drift hither and thither, but still it remained suspended in the air, while the haze underneath persisted. Finally, the broad side came gently up against the pile of rocks in which they were standing. The steersman jumped ashore and immediately clambered up to meet them. Maskell offered him a hand, but he refused it disdainfully. He was a young man of middle height. He wore a close-fitting fur garment. His limbs were quite ordinary, but his trunk was disproportionately long,
Starting point is 08:51:29 and he had the biggest and deepest chest that Maskell had ever seen in a man. His hairless face was sharp, pointed, and ugly, with protruding teeth and a spiteful, grinning expression. His eyes and brow sloped upward. On his forehead was an organ, which looked as though it had been mutilated. It was a mere disagreeable stump of flesh. His hair was short and thin. Masco could not name the color of his skin, but it seemed to stand in the same relation to jail as green to red.
Starting point is 08:52:07 Once up, the stranger stood for a minute or two, scrutinizing the two companions through half-closed lids, all the time, smiling insolently. Maskell was all eagerness to exchange words, but did not care to be the first to speak. Corpang stood moodily, a little in the background. "'What men are you?' demanded the aerial navigator at last. His voice was extremely loud, and possessed a most unpleasant timber. It sounded to Maskell like a large volume of air, trying to force its way through a narrow orifice. I am Maskell. My friend is Corpang. He comes from Thriel, but where I come from, don't ask.
Starting point is 08:52:53 I am Haunt, from Sarklash. Where may that be? Half an hour ago I could have shown it to you, but now it has got too murky. It is a mountain in Litchstorm. Are you returning there now? Yes. And how long will it take to get there in that boat? Two, three hours? Will it accommodate us too? What? Are you for Litchstorm as well? What can you want there? To see the sights, responded Maskell with twinkling eyes. But first of all, to dine. I can't remember having eaten all day.
Starting point is 08:53:34 You seem to have been hunting to some purpose, so we won't lack for food.' Haunt eyed him quizzically. "'You certainly don't lack impudence. However, I'm a man of that sort myself, and it is the sort I prefer. You, friend, now, would probably rather starve than ask a meal of a stranger.
Starting point is 08:53:56 He looks to me, just like a bewildered toad, dragged up out of a dark hole. Maskell took Corpang's arm and constrained him to silence. Where have you been hunting, Hunt? Matterplay. I had the worst luck. I speared one wool horse, and there it lies. What is Litch Storm like? There are men there, and there are women there, but there are no men-women as with you. What do you call men-women?
Starting point is 08:54:29 persons of mixed sex like yourself. In Litchstorm, the sexes are pure. I have always regarded myself as a man. Very likely you have, but the test is, Do you hate and fear women? Why, do you? Haunt grinned and showed his teeth. Things are different in Lickstorm.
Starting point is 08:54:54 So, you want to see the sights? I confess, I am cured. to see your women, for example, after what you say. Then I'll introduce you to Sullenboad. He passed a moment after making this remark, and then suddenly uttered a great bass laugh, so that his chest shook. Let us share the joke, said Maskell.
Starting point is 08:55:20 Oh, you'll understand it later. If you play pranks with me, I won't stand on ceremony with you. Haunt laughed again. I won't be the one to play pranks. Salon Bowd would be deeply obliged to me. If I don't visit her myself as often as she would like, I'm always glad to serve her in other ways. Well, you shall have your boat ride.
Starting point is 08:55:47 Maskell rubbed his nose doubtfully. If the sexes hate one another in your land, is it because passion is weaker or stronger? In other parts of the world there is soft passion, but in Litchstorm there is hard passion. But what do you call hard passion? Where men are called to women by pain and not pleasure. I intend to understand before I finished. Yes, answered Hont with a taunting look.
Starting point is 08:56:22 It would be a pity to let the chance slip since you're going to Lichstorm. It was now Corpang's turn to take Maskell by the arm. This journey will end badly. Why so? Your goal was Muspel a short while ago. Now it is women. Let me alone, said Maskell. Give luck a slack rain.
Starting point is 08:56:46 What brought this boat here? What is this talk about Muspel? demanded Hunt. Corpeng caught his shoulder roughly and stared straight into his eyes. "'What do you know?' "'Not much, but something, perhaps. "'Ask me at supper. "'Now it is high time to start.
Starting point is 08:57:09 "'Navigating the mountains by night isn't child's play. "'Let me tell you.' "'I shall not forget,' said Corpang. "'Masco gazed down at the boat. "'Are we to get in?' "'Gently, my friend, it's only cane-work and skin.' First of all, you might enlighten me as to how you have contrived to dispense with the laws of gravitation. Haunt smiled sarcastically.
Starting point is 08:57:38 A secret in your ear, Maskell. All laws are female. A true male is an outlaw, outside the law. I don't understand. The great body of the earth is continually giving out female particles, and the male parts of rocks and living bodies are equally continually trying to reach them. That's gravitational. Then how do you manage with your boat?
Starting point is 08:58:06 My two male stones do the work. The one underneath the boat prevents it from falling to the ground. The one in the stern shuts it off from solid objects in the rear. The only part of the boat attracted by any part of the earth is the bow, for that's the only part the light of the maelstones does not fall on. So in that direction, the boat travels. And what are these wondrous male stones? They really are male stones.
Starting point is 08:58:38 There is nothing female in them. They are showering out male sparks all the time. These sparks devour all the female particles rising from the earth. No female particles are left over to attract. the male parts of the boat, and so they are not in the least attracted in that direction. Masco ruminated for a minute. With your hunting and boat-building and science, you seem a very handy, skillful fellow-hunt, but the sun's sinking, and we'd better start.
Starting point is 08:59:14 Get down first, then, and shift that carcass farther forward. Then you and your gloomy friend can sit amid ships. Maskell immediately climbed down and dropped himself into the boat. But then he received a surprise. The moment he stood on the frail bottom, still clinging to the rock, not only did his weight entirely disappear, as though he were floating in some heavy medium like salt water, but the rock he held on to drew him, as by a mild current of electricity,
Starting point is 08:59:45 and he was able to withdraw his hands only with difficulty. After the first moment's shock, he quietly accepted the new order of things and said about shifting the carcass. Since there was no weight in the boat, this was affected without any great labor. Corpang then descended. The astonishing physical change had no power to disturb his settled composure, which was founded on moral ideas. Haunt came last, grasping the staff which held the upper male stone. He proceeded to erect it after removing the cap. Maskell then obtained his first near view of the mysterious light,
Starting point is 09:00:27 which, by counteracting the forces of nature, acted indirectly, not only as elevator, but as motive force. In the last ruddy gleams of the great sun, its rays were obscured, and it looked little more impressive than an extremely brilliant, scintillating blue-white jewel, but its power could be gauged by the visible, colored mist that it threw out for many yards around. The steering was affected by means of a shutter attached by a cord to the top of the staff, which could be so manipulated that any segment of the maelstone's rays, or all the rays,
Starting point is 09:01:05 or none at all, could be shut off at will. No sooner was the staff raised than the aerial vessel quietly detached itself from the rock to which it had been drawn, and passed slowly forward in the direction of the mountains. Brandtspell sank below the horizon. The gathering mist blotted out everything outside a radius of a few miles. The air grew cool and fresh. Soon the rock masses ceased on the great rising plain. Haunt withdrew the shutter entirely, and the boat gathered full speed.
Starting point is 09:01:43 You say that navigation among the mountains is difficult, at night, exclaimed Maskell. I would have thought it impossible. Haunt grunted. You will have to take risks and think yourself fortunate if you come off with nothing worse than a cracked skull. But one thing I can tell you, if you go on disturbing me with your chit-chat, we can't get as far as the mountains. Thereafter, Maskell was silent. The twilight deepened. The murk grew denser. There was little to look at, but much to feel. The motion of the boat, which was due to the never-ending struggle between the male stones and the force of gravitation, resembled in an exaggerated fashion the violent tossing of a small craft on a choppy sea.
Starting point is 09:02:33 The two passengers became unhappy. Haunt, from his seat in the stern, gazed at them sardonically with one eye. The darkness now came on rapidly. About ninety minutes after the commencement of the voyage, they arrived at the foothills of Litchstorm. They began to mount. There was no daylight left to sea by. Beneath them, however, on both sides of them and in the rear, the landscape was lighted up for a considerable distance by the now vivid blue rays of the twin male stones. Ahead, where these rays did not shine, haunt was guided by the self-luminous nature of the rocks, grass, and trees. These were faintly phosphorescent.
Starting point is 09:03:19 The vegetation shone out more strongly than the soil. The moon was not shining, and there were no stars. Maskell, therefore, inferred that the upper atmosphere was dense with mist. Once or twice, from his sensations of choking, he thought that they were entering a fog-bank, but it was a strange kind of fog, for it had the effect of doubling the intensity of every light in front of them. Whenever this happened, nightmare feelings attacked him.
Starting point is 09:03:52 He experienced transitory, unreasoning fright and horror. Now they passed high above the valley that separated the foothills from the mountains themselves. The boat began an ascent of many thousands of feet, and as the cliffs were near, Haunt had to maneuver carefully with the rear light, in order to keep them clear of them. Maskell watched the delicacy of his movements, not without admiration. A long time went by.
Starting point is 09:04:21 It grew much colder. The air was damp and drafty. The fog began to deposit something like snow on their persons. Maskell kept sweating with terror, not because of the danger they were in, but because of the cloud banks that continued to envelop them. They cleared the first line of precipices. still mounting, but this time with a forward motion, as could be seen by the vapors illuminated
Starting point is 09:04:48 by the male stones through which they had passed, they were soon altogether out of sight of solid ground. Suddenly, and quite unexpectedly, the moon broke through. In the upper atmosphere, thick masses of fog were seen crawling hither and thither, broken in many places by thin rifts of sky, through one of which tear-geld was shining. Below them, to their left, a gigantic peak, glittering with green ice, showed itself for a few seconds, and was then swallowed up again. All the rest of the world was hidden by the mist. The moon went in again. Maskell had seen quite enough to make him long for the aerial voyage to end. The light from the male stones presently illuminated the face of a new cliff. It was grand, rugged,
Starting point is 09:05:39 and perpendicular. Upward, downward, and on both sides, it faded imperceptibly into the night. After coasting it a little way, they observed a shelf of rock jutting out. It was square, measuring about a dozen feet each way. Green snow covered it to a depth of some inches. Immediately behind it was a dark slit in the rock, which promised to be the mouth of a cave. Haunt skillfully landed the boat on this platform. standing up he raised the staff bearing the keel light and lowered the other, then removed both male stones, which he continued to hold in his hand. His face was thrown into strong relief by the vivid, sparkling, blue-white rays.
Starting point is 09:06:28 It looked rather surly. "'Do we get out?' inquired Maskell. "'Yes, I live here.' "'Thanks for the successful end of a dangerous journey.' "'Yes, it has been touch and go.' Corpang jumped onto the platform. He was smiling coarsely. "'There has been no danger, for our destinies lie elsewhere. "'You are merely a ferryman, Haunt.'
Starting point is 09:06:55 "'Is that so?' returned Haunt with a most unpleasant laugh. "'I thought I was carrying men, not gods.' "'Where are we?' asked Maskell. "'As he spoke, he got out. but Haunt remains standing a minute in the boat. This is Sarklash, the second highest mountain in the land. Which is the highest, then? Adage.
Starting point is 09:07:24 Between Sarklash and Adage, there is a long ridge, very difficult in places. About halfway along the ridge, at the lowest point, lies the top of the Mourd Stab Pass, which goes through to Bury. Now you know the lay of the land. "'Does the woman's sullenbow live near here?' "'Near enough,' haunt grinned. He leaped out of the boat, and, pushing past the others without ceremony, walked straight into the cave. Maskell followed with Corpang at his heels.
Starting point is 09:07:59 A few stone steps led to a doorway, curtained by the skin of some large beast. Their host pushed his way in, never offering to hold the skin aside for them. Maskell made no comment, but grabbed it with his fist and tugged it away from its fastenings to the ground. Haunt looked at the skin and then stared hard at Maskell with his disagreeable smile, but neither said anything. The place in which they found themselves was a large oblong cavern, with walls, floor, and ceiling of natural rock. There were two doorways, that by which they had entered, and another of smaller size directly opposite. The cave was cold and cheerless. A damp draught pass from door to door.
Starting point is 09:08:45 Many skins of wild animals lay scattered on the ground. A number of lumps of sun-dried flesh were hanging on a string along the wall, and a few bulging liquor-skins reposed in a corner. There were tusks, horns, and bones everywhere. Resting against the wall were two short hunting spears, having beautiful crystal heads. Haunt set down the two male stones on the ground, near the farther door. Their light illuminated the whole cave. He then walked over to the meat, and snatching a large
Starting point is 09:09:22 piece, began to gnaw it ravenously. "'Are we invited to the feast?' asked Maskell. Haunt pointed to the hanging flesh and to the liquor skins, but did not pause in his chewing. "'Where's a cup?' inquired Maskell, lifting one. one of the skins. Haunt indicated a clay goblet lying on the floor. Maskell picked it up, undid the neck of the skin, and, resting it under his arm, filled the cup. Tasting the liquor, he discovered it to be a raw spirit. He tossed off the draft, and then felt much better. The second cupful he proffered to Corpang. The latter took a single sip, swallowed it,
Starting point is 09:10:05 and then passed the cup back without a word. He refused to drink again, as long as they were in the cave. Maskell finished the cup and began to throw off care. Going to the meat line, he took down a large double handful, and sat down on a pile of skins to eat at his ease. The flesh was tough and coarse, but he had never tasted anything sweeter. He could not understand the flavor,
Starting point is 09:10:31 which was not surprising in a world of strange animals. The meal proceeded in silence. Corpang ate sparingly, standing up, and afterward lay down on a bundle of furs. His bold eyes watched all the movements of the other two. Haunt had not drunk as yet. At last, Maskell concluded his meal. He emptied another cup, sighed pleasantly, and prepared to talk. Now explain further about your women, Haunt. Haunt fetched another skin of liquor and a second cup. He tore off the string with his teeth and poured out and drank cup after cup in quick succession.
Starting point is 09:11:12 Then he sat down, crossed his legs, and turned to Maskell. "'Well?' "'So they are objectionable?' "'They are deadly.' "'Deadly? In what way can they possibly be deadly?' "'You will learn. I was watching you in the boat, Maskell. You had some bad feelings, eh?' "'I don't conceal it. There were times when I
Starting point is 09:11:38 felt as if I were struggling with a nightmare. What caused it? The female atmosphere of Litchstorm, sexual passion. I had no passion. That was passion, the first stage. Nature tickles your people into marriage, but it tortures us. Wait till you get outside. You'll have a return of those sensations, only ten times worse. The drink you've had will see to that. How do you, you'll you suppose it will all end? If I knew, I wouldn't be asking you questions. Haunt laughed loudly. Solenbowed!
Starting point is 09:12:19 You mean it will end in my seeking sullenbode? But what will come of it, Maskell? What will she give you? Sweet, fainting, white-armed, feminine voluptuousness? Maskell coolly drank another cup. And why should she give all that to a passer-by? "'Well, as a matter of fact, she hasn't it to give. "'No, what she will give you and what you'll accept from her
Starting point is 09:12:46 "'because you can't help it is anguish, insanity, possibly death.' "'You may be talking sense, but it sounds like raving to me. "'Why should I accept insanity and death? "'Because your passion will force you to.' "'What about yourself?' Maskell asked. biting his nails. Oh, I have my male stones. I am immune.
Starting point is 09:13:15 Is that all that prevents you from being like other men? Yes, but don't attempt any tricks, Maskell. Maskell went on drinking steadily and said nothing for a time. So men and women here are hostile to each other, and love is unknown, he proceeded at last. That magic word! Shall I tell you what love is, Maskell? Love between male and female is impossible. When Maskell loves a woman, it is Maskell's female ancestors who are loving her.
Starting point is 09:13:50 But here in this land, the men are pure males. They have drawn nothing from the female side. Where do the male stones come from? Oh, they are not freaks. They must be whole beds of the stuff somewhere. It is all that prevents the world from. being a pure female world. It would be one big mass of heavy sweetness without individual's shapes. Yet, this same sweetness is torturing to men? The life of an absolute male is fierce.
Starting point is 09:14:25 An excess of life is dangerous to the body. How can it be anything else than torturing? Corpang now sat up suddenly, an addressed haunt. "'I remind you of your promise to tell about Muspel.' Haunt regarded him with a malevolent smile. "'Ha! The underground man has come to life.' "'Yes, tell us,' put in Maskell carelessly. Haunt drank and laughed a little. "'Well, the tale's short and hardly worth telling,
Starting point is 09:14:58 but since you're interested, a stranger came here five years ago, inquiring after Muspel-light. His name was Lod. He came from the east. He came up to me one bright morning in summer, outside this very cave. If you asked me to describe him, I can't imagine a second man like him. He looked so proud, noble, superior, that I felt my own blood to be dirty by comparison. You can guess I don't have this feeling for everyone. Now that I'm recalling him, he was not so much superior as different. I was. I was so impressed that I rose and talked to him standing. He inquired the direction of the mountain
Starting point is 09:15:40 adage. He went on to say, they say Muspel Light is sometimes seen there. What do you know of such a thing? I told him the truth, that I knew nothing about it, and then he went on, well, I am going to Adage, and tell those who come after me on the same errand that they had better do the same thing. That was the whole conversation. He started a little bit of a day, he started a little bit of on his way, and I've never seen him or heard of him since. So, you didn't have the curiosity to follow him? No, because the moment he had turned his back, all my interest in the man somehow seemed to vanish. Probably because he was useless to you.
Starting point is 09:16:23 Corpeng glanced at Muskell. Our road is marked out for us. So it would appear, said Maskell indifferently. The talk flagged for a time. Maskell felt the silence oppressive and grew restless. "'What do you call the color of your skin, Haunt, as I saw it in daylight? It struck me as strange.' "'Dome,' said Haunt. "'A compound of all fire and blue,' explained Corpang. "'Now I know. Those colors are puzzling for a stranger.'
Starting point is 09:16:58 "'What colors have you in your world?' asked Corpang. "'Only three primary ones, but here you seem to have five, though how it comes about, I can't imagine.' "'There are two sets of three primary colors here,' said Corpang. "'But as one of the colors, blue, is identical in both sets. Altogether, there are five primary colors.' "'Why, two sets?' "'produced by the two sons. Brandspell produces blue, yellow, and red.
Starting point is 09:17:32 Alpine, Ulfire, Blue, and Jail. It's remarkable that explanation has never occurred to me before. So here you have another illustration of the necessary Trinity of nature. Blue is existence. It is darkness seen through light, a contrasting of existence and nothingness. Yellow is relation. In yellow light we see the relation of objects in the clearest way. Red is feeling.
Starting point is 09:18:04 When we see red, we are thrown back on our personal feelings. As regards the alpane colors, blue stands in the middle and is therefore not existence, but relation. Alphire is existence, so it must be a different sort of existence. Haunt yawned. There are marvelous philosophers in your underground hole. Masco got up and looked about him. Where does that other door lead to? Better explore, said Haunt.
Starting point is 09:18:37 Maskell took him at his word and strolled across the cave, flinging the curtain aside, and disappearing into the night. Haunt rose abruptly and hurried after him. Corpang, too, got to his feet. He went over to the untouched spirit skins, untied the necks, and allowed the contents to gush out onto the floor. Next he took the hunting spears and snapped off the points between his hands. hands. Before he had time to resume his seat, Haunt and Maskell reappeared. The host's quick,
Starting point is 09:19:09 shifty eyes at once took in what had happened. He smiled and turned pale. "'You haven't been idle, friend!' Corpang fixed Haunt with his bold, heavy gaze. "'I thought it well to draw your teeth.' Maskell burst out laughing. "'The toads come into the light to some purpose, Haunt. "'Who would have expected it?' Haunt, after staring hard at Corpang for two or three minutes, suddenly uttered a strange cry, like an evil spirit, and flung himself upon him. The two men began to wrestle like wildcats.
Starting point is 09:19:47 They were as often on the floor as on their legs, and Maskell could not see who was getting the better of it. He made no attempt to separate them. A thought came into his head, and, snatching up the two male stones, he ran with them laughing through the upper doorway into the open night air. The door overlooked an abyss on another face of the mountain. A narrow ledge, sprinkled with green snow, wound along the cliff to the right. It was the only available path.
Starting point is 09:20:17 He pitched the pebbles over the edge of the chasm. Although hard and heavy in his hand, they sank more like feathers than stones, and left a long trail of vapor behind. While Maskell was still watching them disappear, Haunt came rushing out of the cavern, followed by Corpang. He gripped Maskell's arm excitedly. What in Craig's name have you done? Overboard they have gone, replied Maskell, renewing his laughter. You a cursed madman!
Starting point is 09:20:49 Haunt's luminous color came and went, just as though his internal light were breathing. Then he grew suddenly calm, by a surprise. supreme exertion of his will. You know this kills me. Haven't you been doing your best this last hour to make me ripe for sullenbode? Well then, cheer up and join the pleasure party. You say it as a joke, but it is the miserable truth. Haunt's jeering malevolence had completely vanished.
Starting point is 09:21:22 He looked a sick man, yet somehow his face became nobler. I would be very sorry for you, Haunt, if it did not entail my being also very sorry for myself. We are now all three together on the same errand, which doesn't appear to have struck you yet. But why this errand at all? asked Corpang quietly. Can't you men exercise self-control till you have arrived out of danger? Haunt fixed him with wild eyes. No, the phantoms come trooping in on us. me already! He sat down moodily, but the next minute was up again. And I cannot wait. The game
Starting point is 09:22:04 is started. Soon afterward, by silent consent, they began to walk the ledge, haunt in front. It was narrow, ascending, and slippery, so that extreme caution was demanded. The way was lighted by the self-luminous snow and rocks. When they had covered about a half a mile, Maskell, who went second of the party, staggered, caught the cliff, and finally sat down. "'The drink works. My old sensations are returning, but worse.' Haunt turned back. Then you are a doomed man. Maskell, though fully conscious of his companions and situation, imagined that he was being oppressed by a black, shapeless, supernatural being,
Starting point is 09:22:52 who was trying to clasp him. He was filled with horror, Trembled violently, yet could not move a limb. Sweat tumbled off his face in great drops. The waking nightmare lasted a long time, but during that space it kept coming and going. At one moment the vision seemed on the point of departing. The next it almost took shape, which he knew would be his death. Suddenly it vanished altogether. He was free.
Starting point is 09:23:22 A fresh spring breeze fanned his face. He heard the sun. slow, solitary singing of a sweet bird, and it seemed to him as if a poem had shot together in his soul. Such flashing, heartbreaking joy he had never experienced before in all his life. Almost immediately, that too vanished. Sitting up, he passed his hand across his eyes and swayed quietly, like one who has been visited by an angel. Your color changed to white, said Corpang. What happened? I passed through torture to love, replied Maskell simply. He stood up. Haunt gazed at him somberly. Will you not describe that passage? Maskell answered slowly and thoughtfully.
Starting point is 09:24:16 When I was in matter play, I saw heavy clouds discharge themselves and changed to colored living animals. In the same way, my black, chaotic pangs just now seem to consolidate themselves and spring together as a new sort of joy. The joy would not have been possible without the preliminary nightmare. It is not accidental. Nature intends it so. The truth had just flashed through my brain. You men of Litch Storm don't go far enough. You stop at the pangs without realizing that They are birth pangs. If this is true, you are a great pioneer, muttered Haunt. How does this sensation differ from common love?
Starting point is 09:25:05 Interrogated Corpang. This was all that love is, multiplied by wildness. Corpang fingered his chin a while. The Litchstorm men, however, will never reach this stage, for they are too masculine. Haunt turned pale. Why should we alone suffer? Nature is freakish and cruel, and doesn't act according to justice. Follow us, Haunt, and escape from it all.
Starting point is 09:25:37 I'll see, muttered Haunt. Perhaps I will. Have we far to go, to Sullenboad, inquired Maskell. No, her home's under the hanging cap of Sarklash. What is it? to happen tonight. Maskell spoke to himself, but Haunt answered him. Don't expect anything pleasant in spite of what just has occurred. She is not a woman, but a mass of pure sex. Your passion will draw her out into human shape, but only for a moment.
Starting point is 09:26:12 If the change were permanent, you would have endowed her with a soul. Perhaps the change might be made permanent. To do that, it is not enough to desire her. She must desire you as well. But why should she desire you?' "'Nothing turns out as one expects,' said Masco, shaking his head. "'We had better get on again.' They resumed the journey. The ledge still rose, but on turning a corner of the cliff, Haunt quitted it and began to climb a steep gully, which mounted directly to the upper heights. Here they were compelled to use both hands and feet. Maskell thought all the while of nothing but the overwhelming sweetness he had just experienced.
Starting point is 09:27:00 The flat ground on top was dry and springy. There was no more snow, and bright plants appeared. Haunt turned sharply to the left. "'This must be under the cap,' said Maskell. "'It is, and within five minutes you will see Sullenbowed.' When he spoke his words, Maskell's lips surprised him by their tender sensitiveness. Their action against each other sent thrills throughout his body. The grass shone dimly. A huge tree, with glowing branches, came into sight. It bore a multitude of red fruit, like hanging lanterns, but no leaves. Underneath this tree, sullenbowed
Starting point is 09:27:44 was sitting. Her beautiful light, a mingling of jail and white, gleam softly through the darkness. She sat erect on crossed legs, asleep. She was clothed in a singular skin garment, which started as a cloak thrown over one shoulder and ended as loose breeches, terminating above the knees. Her forearms were lightly folded, and in one hand she held a half-eaten fruit. Maskell stood over her and looked down, deeply interested.
Starting point is 09:28:17 He thought he had never seen anything half so feminine. Her flesh was almost melting in its softness. So undeveloped were the facial organs that they looked scarcely human. Only the lips were full, pouting, and expressive. In their richness, these lips seemed like a splash of vivid will on a background of slumbering protoplasm. Her hair was undressed, its color could not be distinguished. It was long and tangled, and had been tucked into her garment behind for convenience. Corpang looked calm and sullen, but both the others were visibly agitated.
Starting point is 09:28:58 Maskell's heart was hammering away under his chest. Haunt pulled him and said, My head feels as if it were being torn for my shoulders. What can that mean? Yet there's a horrible joy in it, added Haunt with a sickly smile. He put his hand on the woman's shoulder. She awoke softly, glanced up at them, smiled, and then resumed eating her fruit.
Starting point is 09:29:26 Maskell did not imagine that she had intelligence enough to speak. Haunt suddenly dropped on his knees and kissed her lips. She did not repulse him. During the continuance of the kiss, Maskell noticed with a shock that her face was altering. The features emerged from their indistinctness and became human and almost powerful. The smile faded. A scow took its place.
Starting point is 09:29:52 She thrust Haunt away, rose to her feet, and snared beneath bent brows at the three men, each one in turn. Maskell came last. His face, she studied for quite a long time, but nothing indicated what she thought. Meanwhile, Haunt again approached her, staggering and grinning. She suffered him quietly, but the instant lips met lips the second time he felt backward with a startled cry, as though he had come in. contact with an electric wire. The back of his head struck the ground, and he lay there,
Starting point is 09:30:28 motionless. Quirpang sprang forward to his assistance, but when he saw what had happened, he left him where he was. Maskell, come here quickly. The light was perceptibly fading from haunt's skin as Maskell bent over. The man was dead. His face was unrecognizable. The head had been split from the top downward into two halves, streaming with strange colored blood, as though it had received a terrible blow from an axe. This couldn't be from the fall, said Maskell. No, Sullenbo did it. Maskell turned quickly to look at the woman. She had resumed her former attitude on the ground.
Starting point is 09:31:14 The momentary intelligence had vanished from her face, and she was again smiling. End of Chapter 18. Chapter 19. Of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libravox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus. Chapter 19. Sullenbowd.
Starting point is 09:31:51 Sullenboad's naked skin glowed softly through the darkness, but the clothed part of her person was invisible. Masco watched her senseless, smiling face, and shivered. Strange feelings ran through his body. Corpang spoke out of the night. She looks like an evil spirit filled with deadliness. It was like deliberately kissing lightning. Haunt was insane with passion.
Starting point is 09:32:20 So am I, said Maskell quietly. My body seems full of rocks, all grinding against one another. This is what I was afraid of. It appears I shall have to kiss her too. Corpang pulled his arm. Have you lost all manliness? But Maskell impatiently shook himself free. He plucked nervously at his beard and stared at sullenbowed.
Starting point is 09:32:48 His lips kept twitching. After this had gone on for a few minutes, he stepped forward, bent over the woman, and lifted her bodily in his arms. Setting her upright against the rugged tree trunk, he kissed her. A cold, knife-like shot. passed down his frame. He thought that it was death and lost consciousness. When his sense returned, Sullen-Bode was holding him by the shoulder with one hand at arm's length, searching his face with gloomy eyes. At first he failed to recognize her. It was not the
Starting point is 09:33:24 woman he had kissed, but another. Then he gradually realized that her face was identical with that which haunts action had called into existence. A great calmness came upon him. His bad sensations had disappeared. Sullenboat was transformed into a living soul. Her skin was firm, her features were strong, her eyes gleamed with the consciousness of power. She was tall and slight,
Starting point is 09:33:52 but slow in all her gestures and movements. Her face was not beautiful. It was long and paley light. while the mouth crossed the lower half like a gash of fire. The lips were as voluptuous as before. Her brows were heavy. There was nothing vulgar in her. She looked the kingliest of all women.
Starting point is 09:34:15 She appeared, not more than twenty-five. Growing tired, apparently, of his scrutiny, she pushed him a little way and allowed her arm to drop, at the same time curving her mouth into a long, bow-like smile. Whom have I to thank for this gift of life? Her voice was rich, slow, and odd. Maskell felt himself in a dream. My name is Maskell.
Starting point is 09:34:43 She motioned to him to come a step nearer. Listen, Maskell. Man after man has drawn me into the world, but they could not keep me there, for I did not wish it. But now you have drawn me into it for all time, for good or evil. Maskell stretched a hand toward the now-invisible corpse and said quietly, What have you to say about him?
Starting point is 09:35:08 Who was it? Haunt. So, that was haunt. The news will travel far and wide. He was a famous man. It's a horrible affair. I can't think that you killed him deliberately. We women are endowed with terrible power, but it is our only protection. We do not want these visits. We loathe them.
Starting point is 09:35:33 I might have died, too. You came together? There were three of us. Corpang still stands over there. I see a faintly glimmering form. What do you want of me, Corpang? Nothing. Then go away and leave me with Maskell. No need, Corpang, I am coming with you. This is not that. That pleasure, then, demanded the low, earnest voice out of the darkness. No, that pleasure has not returned. Sullenboat gripped his arm hard. What pleasure are you speaking of? A presentiment of love, which I felt not long ago.
Starting point is 09:36:16 But what do you feel now? Calm and free. Sullenboat's face seemed like a pallid mask, hiding a slow, swelling sea of elemental passions. I do not know how it will end, Maskell, but we will still keep together a little. Where are you going? To Adage, said Corpang, stepping forward.
Starting point is 09:36:39 But why? We are following the steps of Lod, who went there years ago to find Muspel Light. It's the light of another world. The quest is grand, but cannot women see that light? "'On one condition,' said Corpang, "'they must forget their sex. "'Womenhood and love belong to life,
Starting point is 09:37:03 "'while Muspel is above life.' "'I give you all other men,' said Selenbode. "'Maskell is mine.' "'No, I am not here to help Maskell to a lover, "'but to remind him of the existence of nobler things. "'You are a good man, "'but you two alone will never strike the risk, road to Adage.
Starting point is 09:37:25 Are you acquainted with it? Again the woman gripped Maskell's arm. What is love which Corpang despises? Maskell looked at her attentively. Sullenbowed went on. Love is that which is perfectly willing to disappear and become nothing for the sake of the beloved. Corpang wrinkled his forehead.
Starting point is 09:37:49 A magnanimous female lover is new in my experience. Maskell put him aside with his hand and said to Sullen Mode, "'Are you contemplating a sacrifice?' She gazed at her feet and smiled. "'What does it matter what my thoughts are? Tell me, are you starting at once, or do you mean to rest first? It's a rough road to Adage.' "'What's in your mind?' demanded Maskell. "'I will guide you a little. When we reach the ridge between Sarklash and Adage,
Starting point is 09:38:23 perhaps I shall turn back. And then? Then, if the moon shines, perhaps you will arrive before daybreak. But if it is dark, it's hardly likely. That's not what I meant. What will become of you after we have parted company? I shall return somewhere, perhaps here.
Starting point is 09:38:45 Masco went close up to her in order to study her face better. Shall you sink back into the old state, "'No, Maskell, thank Heaven. Then how will you live?' Sullenbeau calmly removed the hand which he had placed on her arm. There was a sort of swirling flame in her eyes. And who said I would go on living?' Maskell blinked at her in bewilderment. A few moments passed before he spoke again. "'You women are a sacrificing lot. You know I can't leave you like this.' Their eyes met. Neither are.
Starting point is 09:39:23 withdrew them, and neither felt embarrassed. You will always be the most generous of men, Maskell. Now let us go. Corpang is a single-minded personage, and the least we others, who aren't so single-minded can do, is to help him to his destination. We mustn't inquire whether the destination of single-minded men is, as a rule, worth arriving at. If it is good for Maskell, it will be good for me. Well, no vest-a-lawful. can hold more than its appointed measure." Corpang gave a wry smile.
Starting point is 09:39:59 "'During your long sleep, you appear to a picked-up wisdom.' "'Yes, Corpang, I have met many men and explored many minds.' As they moved off, Maskell remembered Haunt. "'Can we not bury that poor fellow?' "'By this time to-morrow we shall need burial ourselves. But I do not include Corpang. We have no tools, so you must have your way. You killed him, but I am the real murderer. I stole his protecting light. Surely, that death is balanced by the life you have given me.
Starting point is 09:40:39 They left the spot in the direction opposite to that by which the three men had arrived. After a few steps, they came to green snow again. At the same time, the flat ground ended, and they started to traverse a steep, pathless mountain slope. The snow and rocks glimmered, their own body shone. Otherwise, everything was dark. The mists swirled around them, but Maskell had no more nightmares. The breeze was cold, pure, and steady. They walked in file, sullenbow leading.
Starting point is 09:41:13 Her movements were slow and fascinating. Corpang came last. His stern eye saw nothing ahead. but an alluring girl and a half-infatuated man. For a long time, they continued crossing the rough and rocky slope, maintaining a slightly upward course. The angle was so steep that a false step would have been fatal. The high ground was on their right.
Starting point is 09:41:40 After a while, the hillside on the left hand changed to level ground, and they seemed to have joined another spur of the mountain. The ascending slope on the right hand persisted for a few hundred yards more. Then, Sullenbowed bore sharply to the left, and they found level ground all around them. "'We are on the ridge,' announced the woman, halting. The others came up to her, and at the same instant the moon burst through the clouds, illuminating the whole scene. Maskell uttered a cry.
Starting point is 09:42:12 The wild, noble, lonely beauty of the view was quite unexpected. Tear-Geld was high in the sky to their left, shining down on them from behind. Straight in front, like an enormously wide, smoothly descending road, lay the great ridge which went on to Adage, though Adage itself was out of sight. It was never less than two hundred yards wide. It was covered with green snow, in some places entirely, but in other places the naked rock showed through like black teeth. From where they stood they were unable to see the sides of the ridge, or what lay underneath. On the right hand, which was north, the landscape was blurred and indistinct.
Starting point is 09:42:57 There were no peaks there. It was the distant, low-lying land of Barry. On the left hand appeared a whole forest of mighty pinnacles, near and far, as far as the eye could see in moonlight. All glittered green, and all possessed the extraordinary hanging caps that characterized the Litch Storm Range. These caps were of fantastic shapes, and each one was different. The valley directly opposite them was filled with rolling mist. Sarklash was a mighty mountain mass in the shape of a horseshoe. Its two ends pointed west, and were separated from each other by a mile or more of
Starting point is 09:43:36 empty space. The northern end became the ridge on which they stood. The southern end was the long line of cliffs on that part of the mountain where Haunt's cave was situated. The connecting curve was the steep slope they had just traversed. One peak of Sarklash was invisible. In the southwest, many mountains raised their heads. In addition, a few summits, which must have been of extraordinary height,
Starting point is 09:44:02 appeared over the south side of the horseshoe. Maskell turned round to put a question to Sullenbode, but when he saw her for the first time in moonlight, the words he had framed died on his lips. The gash-like mouth no longer dominated her other features, and the face, pale as ivory and most femininely shaped, suddenly became almost beautiful. The lips were a long, womanish curve of rose-red. Her hair was a dark maroon. Maskell was greatly disturbed. He thought that she resembled a spirit rather than a woman.
Starting point is 09:44:40 "'What puzzles you?' she asked, smiling. "'Nothing. But I would like to see you by sunlight.' "'Perhaps you never will.' "'Your life must be most solitary.' She explored his features with her black, slow, gleaming eyes. "'Why do you fear to speak your feelings, Maskell?' "'Things seem to open up before me like a sunrise, "'but what it means, I can't say.' Sullenbow laughed outright.
Starting point is 09:45:13 "'It assuredly does not mean the approach of night.' Corpeng, who had been staring steadily along the ridge, here abruptly broke in. "'The road is plain, now, Maskell. If you wish it, I'll go on alone.' "'No, we'll go on together. Solenbowl will accompany us.' "'A little way,' said the woman, but not to adage, to pit my strength against unseen powers, that light is not for me. I know how to renounce love, but I will never be a traitor to it. Who knows what we shall find on adage, or what will happen? Corpang is as ignorant as myself." Corpeng looked him full in the face.
Starting point is 09:46:00 Maskell, you are quite well aware that you never dare approach that awful fire in the society of a beautiful woman. Masco gave an uneasy laugh. What Corpang doesn't tell you, Sullenbode, is that I am far better acquainted with Muspel-Light than he, and that, but for a chance meeting with me, he would still be saying his prayers in Thriel. Still, what he says must be true, she replied, looking from one to the other. And so I am not allowed to—so long as I am with you, I shall urge you onward and not backward, Maskell. We need not quarrel yet, he remarked with a forced stout.
Starting point is 09:46:44 smile. No doubt, things will straighten themselves out. Sullenboat began kicking the snow about with her foot. I picked up another piece of wisdom in my sleep, Corpang. Tell it to me, then. Men who live by laws and rules are parasites. Others shed their strength to bring these laws out of nothing into the light of day. But the law abiders live at their ease. They have conquered nothing for themselves.
Starting point is 09:47:14 It is given to some to discover and to others to preserve and perfect. You cannot condemn me for wishing Maskell well. No, but a child cannot lead a thunderstorm. They started walking again along the center of the ridge. All three were abreast, sullenbowed in the middle. The road descended by an easy gradient, and was, for a long distance, comparatively smooth. The freezing point seemed higher than, and it. on earth, for the few inches of snow through which they trudged felt almost warm to their naked feet.
Starting point is 09:47:51 Maskell's souls were by now like tough hides. The moonlit snow was green and dazzling. Their slanting, abbreviated shadows were sharply defined, and red-black in color. Maskell, who walked on Sullivan-Bode's right hand, looked constantly to the left, toward the galaxy of glorious, distant peaks. You cannot belong to this world, said the woman. Men of your stamp are not to be looked for here. No, I have come here from Earth. Is that larger than our world?
Starting point is 09:48:27 Smaller, I think, small and overcrowded with men and women. With all those people, confusion would result but for orderly laws, and therefore the laws are of iron. As adventure would be impossible without encroaching on these laws, there is no longer any spirit of adventure among the earthmen. Everything is safe, vulgar, and completed. Do men hate women there and women men? No, the meeting of the sexes is sweet, though shameful. So poignant is the sweetness that the accompanying shame is ignored with open eyes. There is no hatred, or only among a few eccentric persons.
Starting point is 09:49:11 That shame surely must be the rudiment of our Litch-storm passion. But now say, why did you come here? To meet with new experiences, perhaps, the old ones no longer interested me. How long have you been in this world? This is the end of my fourth day. Then tell me what you have seen and done during those four days. You cannot have been inactive. Great misfortunes have happened to me."
Starting point is 09:49:42 He proceeded briefly to relate everything that had taken place from the moment of his first awakening in the scarlet desert. Sullenbow listened, with half-closed eyes, nodding her head from time to time. Only twice did she interrupt him. After his description of Tidaman's death, she said, speaking in a low voice, None of us women ought by right of nature to fall short of Tidaman in sacrifice. For that one act of hers, I almost love her, although she brought evil to your door. Again, speaking of Glimil, she remarked,
Starting point is 09:50:19 That grand-souled girl, I admire the most of all. She listened to her inner voice and to nothing else besides. Which of us others is strong enough for that? When his tale was quite over, Sullen Bode said, "'Does it not strike you, Maskell, that these women you have met have been far nobler than the men?' I recognize that. We men often sacrifice ourselves, but only for a substantial cause. For you women, almost any cause will serve. You love the sacrifice for its own sake, and that is because you are naturally noble.'
Starting point is 09:50:58 Turning her head a little, she threw him a little. She threw him a a smile so proud, yet so sweet, that he was struck into silence. They tramped on quietly for some distance, and then he said, "'Now you understand the sort of man I am. Much brutality, more weakness, scant pity for anyone. Oh, it has been a bloody journey!' She laid her hand on his arm. I, for one, would not have it less rugged. Nothing good can be said of my crimes. To me, you seem like a lonely giant, searching for you know not what, the grandest that life holds.
Starting point is 09:51:38 You at least have no cause to look up to women. Thanks, Sullenbode, he responded with a troubled smile. When Maskell passes, let people watch. Everyone is thrown out of your road. You go on, looking neither to right nor left. Take care that you are not thrown as well. said Corpang gravely. "'Maskell shall do with me whatever he pleases, old skull.
Starting point is 09:52:07 And for whatever he does, I will thank him. In place of a heart, you have a bag of loose dust. Someone has described love to you. You have had it described to you. You have heard that it is a small, fearful, selfish joy. It is not that. It is wild and scornful and sportive and bloody. How should you know?
Starting point is 09:52:33 Selfishness has far too many disguises. If a woman wills to give up all, what can there be selfish in that? Only do not deceive yourself. Act decisively, or fate will be too swift for you both. Sullenboat studied him through her lashes. Do you mean death, his death as well as mine? You go too far, Corpang, said Maskell. turning a shade darker.
Starting point is 09:53:02 I don't accept you as the arbiter of our fortunes. If honest counsel is disagreeable to you, let me go on ahead. The woman detained him with her slow, light fingers. I wish you to stay with us. Why? I think you may know what you are talking about. I don't wish to bring harm to Maskell. Presently, I'll leave you.
Starting point is 09:53:28 That will be best. said Corpang. Maskell looked angry. I shall decide. Sullenbowed, whether you go on or back, I stay with you. My mind is made up. An expression of joyousness overspread her face, in spite of her efforts to conceal it.
Starting point is 09:53:48 Why do you scowl at me, Maskell? He returned no answer, but continued walking onward with puckered brows. After a dozen paces or so, he halted abruptly. Wait, Sullenbode. The others came to a standstill. Corpang looked puzzled, but the woman smiled. Maskell, without a word, bent over and kissed her lips. Then he relinquished her body and turned around to Corpang. How do you, in your great wisdom, interpret that kiss? It requires no great wisdom to interpret kisses, Maskell. Hereafter, never dare to come between us. Sullenbode, belong. belongs to me. Then I say no more, but you are a fated man. From that time forward, he spoke
Starting point is 09:54:37 not another word to either of the others. A heavy gleam appeared in the woman's eyes. Now things are changed, Maskell. Where are you taking me? Choose you. The man I love must complete his journey. I won't have it otherwise. You shall not stand lower than Corpang. Where you go, I will go. And I, as long as your love endures, I will accompany you, even to adage. Do you doubt it's lasting? I wish not to. Now I will tell you what I refuse to tell you before.
Starting point is 09:55:15 The term of your love is the term of my life. When you love me no longer, I must die. And why? asked Maskell slowly. Yes, that's the responsibility you incurred when you kissed me for the first time. I never meant to tell you. Do you mean that if I had gone on alone, you would have died? I have no other life but what you give me.
Starting point is 09:55:44 He gazed at her mournfully, without attempting to reply, and then slowly placed his arms around her body. During this embrace he turned very pale, but Sullen-Bode grew as white as white as. as chalk. A few minutes later, the journey toward adage was resumed. They had been walking for two hours. Teargeld was higher in the sky and nearer the south. They had descended many hundred feet, and the character of the ridge began to alter for the worse. The thin snow disappeared and gave way to moist, boggy ground. It was all little grassy hillocks and marshes. They began to slip about
Starting point is 09:56:24 and become draggled with mud. Conversations ceased. Sullenbowled led the way, and the men followed in her tracks. The southern half of the landscape grew grander. The greenish light of the brilliant moon, shining on the multitude of snow-green peaks, caused it to appear like a spectral world. Their nearest neighbor towered high above them on the other side of the valley, due south, some five miles distant.
Starting point is 09:56:51 It was a slender, inaccessible, dizzy, spire of black rock, the angles of which were too steep to retain snow. A great, upward-curving horn of rock sprang out from its topmost pinnacle. For a long time, it constituted their Clues landmark. The whole ridge gradually became saturated with moisture. The surface soil was spongy and rested on impermeable rock. It breathed in the damp mists by night and breathe them out again by day, under branch-spelled. raise. The walking grew first unpleasant, then difficult, and finally dangerous. None of the party could distinguish firm ground from bog. Sullenboats sank up to her waist in a pit of slime.
Starting point is 09:57:40 Maskell rescued her, but after this incident took the lead himself. Corpeng was the next to meet with trouble. Exploring a new path for himself, he tumbled into liquid mud up to his shoulders and narrowly escaped a filthy death. After Maskell had got him out, at great personal risk, they proceeded once more. But now the scramble changed from bad to worse. Each step had to be thoroughly tested before weight was put upon it, and even so, the test frequently failed.
Starting point is 09:58:12 All of them went in so often that in the end they no longer resembled human beings, but walking pillars plastered from top to toe with black filth. The hardest work fell to Maskell. He not only had the exhausting task of beating the way, but was continually called upon to help his companions out of their difficulties. Without him, they could not have got through. After a peculiarly evil patch, they paused to recruit their strength.
Starting point is 09:58:40 Corpang's breathing was difficult. Sullenbowed was quiet, listless, and depressed. Maskell gazed at them doubtfully. "'Does this continue?' he inquired. "'No. I think,' replied the woman. "'We can't be far from the Mornstab pass. After that we shall begin to climb again, and then the road will improve, perhaps.
Starting point is 09:59:04 "'Can you have been here before? Once I have been to the pass, but it was not so bad then.' "'You are tired out, Sullen Bode.' "'What of it?' she replied, smiling faintly. "'When one has a terrible lover, one must pay the price.' "'We cannot get there tonight, so let us stop at the first shelter we come to.' "'I leave it to you.' He paced up and down while the others sat.
Starting point is 09:59:35 "'Do you regret anything?' he demanded suddenly. "'No, Maskell, nothing. I regret nothing. Your feelings are unchanged. Love can't go back. It can only go on.' "'Yes, eternally on. It is so. So. No, I don't mean that. There is a climax, but when the climax has been reached, love, if it still wants to ascend, must turn to sacrifice. That's a dreadful creed, he said in a low voice, turning pale beneath his coating of mud. Perhaps my nature is discordant. I am tired. I don't know what I feel.
Starting point is 10:00:17 In a few minutes they were on their feet again, and the journey recommenced. Within half an hour they had reached the Mornstab Pass. The ground here was drier. The broken land to the north served to drain off the moisture of the soil. Sullenboat led them to the northern edge of the ridge to show them the nature of the country. The pass was nothing but a gigantic landslip on both sides of the ridge, where it was the lowest above the underlying land. A series of huge broken terraces of earth and rock descended toward Barry.
Starting point is 10:00:52 They were overgrown with stunted vegetation. It was quite possible to get down to the lowlands that way, but rather difficult. On either side of the landslip to east and west, the ridge came down in a long line of sheer, terrific cliffs, a low haze-concealed barry from view. Complete stillness was in the air, broken only by the distant thundering of an invisible waterfall. Maskell and Sullenbow sat down on a boulder, facing the open, country. The moon was directly behind them, high up. It was almost as light as an earth day. "'Tonight is like life,' said Sullenboad. "'How so?'
Starting point is 10:01:35 "'So lovely above and around us, so foul underfoot.' Maskell sighed. "'Poor girl, you are unhappy.' "'And you—are you happy?' He thought for a while, and then replied. No, no, I'm not happy. Love is not happiness. What is it, Maskell? Restlessness, unshed tears, thoughts too grand for our soul to think. Yes, said Sullenbode.
Starting point is 10:02:09 After a time she asked, Why were we created, just to live for a few years and then disappear? We are told that we shall live again. Yes, Maskell? Perhaps in Muspel,' he added thoughtfully. "'What kind of life will that be?' "'Surely we shall meet again. Love is too wonderful and mysterious a thing to remain uncompleted.'
Starting point is 10:02:35 She gave a slight shiver and turned away from him. "'This dream is untrue. Love is completed here.' "'How can that be? When, sooner or later, it is brutally interrupted by fate?' It is completed by anguish. Oh, why must it always be enjoyment for us? Can't we suffer?
Starting point is 10:02:58 Can't we go on suffering forever and ever? Maskell, until love crushes our spirit, finely and without remedy, we don't begin to feel ourselves. Maskell gazed at her with a troubled expression. Can the memory of love be worth more than its presence and reality? You don't understand. Those pangs are more precious than all the rest beside." She caught at him.
Starting point is 10:03:26 "'Oh, if you could only see inside my mind, Maskell, you would see strange things. I can't explain. It is all confused, even to myself. This love is quite different from what I thought.' He sighed again. Love is a strong drink. Perhaps it is too strong for human beings. and I think that it overtures our reason in different ways.
Starting point is 10:03:53 They remain sitting side by side, staring straight before them with unseeing eyes. "'It doesn't matter,' said Sullen Boat at last, with a smile getting up. Soon it will be ended, one way or another. Come, let us be off.' Maskell, too, got up. "'Where's Corpang?' he asked listlessly. They both looked across the ridge in the direction of adage.
Starting point is 10:04:22 At the point where they stood, it was nearly a mile wide. It sloped perceptibly toward the southern edge, giving all the earth the appearance of a heavy list. Toward the west, the ground continued level for a thousand yards, but then a high, sloping, grassy hill went right across the ridge from side to side, like a vast billow on the verge of breaking. It shut out all further view beyond. The whole crest of this hill, from one end to the other, was crowned by a long row of
Starting point is 10:04:54 enormous stone posts, shining brightly in the moonlight against a background of dark sky. There were about thirty in all, and they were placed at such regular intervals that there was little doubt that they had been set there by human hands. Some were perpendicular, but others dipped so much that an aspect of extreme antiquity was given to the entire colonnade. Corpang was seen climbing the hill, not far from the top. "'He wishes to arrive,' said Maskell, watching the energetic ascent with a rather cynical smile. "'The heavens won't open for Corpang,' returned Sullenvode.
Starting point is 10:05:33 "'He need not be in such a hurry. What do these pillars seem like to you?' "'They might be the entrance to some mighty temple. "'Who can have planted them there?' She did not answer. They watched Corpang gain the summit of the hill and disappear through the line of posts. Maskell turned again to Sullenboad. Now we too are alone in a lonely world.
Starting point is 10:05:59 She regarded him steadily. Our last night on this earth must be a grand one. I am ready to go on. I don't think you are fit to go on. It will be better to go down the pass a little and find shelter. She half smiled. "'We won't study our poor bodies tonight. I mean you to go to adage, Maskell.
Starting point is 10:06:23 Then, at all events, let us rest first, for it must be a long, terrible climb, and who knows what hardships we shall meet.' She walked a step or two forward, half turned, and held out her hand to him. "'Come, Maskell.' When they had covered half the distance that separated them from the foot of the hill,
Starting point is 10:06:44 Maskell heard the drum taps. They came from behind the hill and were loud, sharp, almost explosive. He glanced at Sullenbowed, but she appeared to hear nothing. A minute later, the whole sky behind and above
Starting point is 10:07:00 the long chain of stone posts on the crest of the hill began to be illuminated by a strange radiance. The moonlight in that quarter faded. The post stood out black on a background of fire. It was the light, of Muspel. As the moments passed, it grew more and more vivid, peculiar, and awful. It was of no color and resembled nothing. It was supernatural and indescribable. Maskell's spirit swelled. He stood fast, with expanded nostrils and terrible eyes. Sullenbo touched him lightly.
Starting point is 10:07:37 What do you see, Maskell? Muspel light. I see nothing. The light shot up, until Maskell scarcely knew where he stood. It burned with a fiercer and stranger glare than ever before. He forgot the existence of sullenbode. The drumbeats grew deafeningly loud. Each beat was like a rip of startling thunder, crashing through the sky and making the air tremble. Presently, the crash is coalesced, and one continuous roar of thunder rocked the world.
Starting point is 10:08:12 But the rhythm persisted. The four beats, with a third accented, still came pulsing through the atmosphere, only now against a background of thunder and nod of silence. Maskell's heart beat wildly. His body was like a prison. He longed to throw it off, to spring up and become incorporated with the sublime universe which was beginning to unveil itself. Sullenboat suddenly enfolded him in her arms and kissed him,
Starting point is 10:08:41 passionately, again and again. He made no response. He was unaware of what she was doing. She unclasped him, and with a bent head and streaming eyes, went noiselessly away. She started to go back toward the Mornstab pass. A few minutes afterward, the radiance began to fade. The thunder died down. The moonlight reappeared. The stone posts and the hillside were again bright. In a short time, the supernatural light had entirely vanished, but the drumtap still sounded faintly, a muffled rhythm from behind the hill. Maskell started violently and stared around him like a suddenly awakened sleeper. He saw Sullenboat walking slowly away from him a few hundred yards off.
Starting point is 10:09:30 At that sight, death entered his heart. He ran after her, calling out. She did not look around. When he had lessened the distance between them by a half, he saw her suddenly stumble and fall. She did not get up again, but lay motionless where she fell. He flew toward her and bent over her body. His worst fears were realized. Life had departed. Beneath its coating of mud, her face bore the vulgar, ghastly, crystallman grin. But Maskell saw nothing of it.
Starting point is 10:10:04 She had never appeared so beautiful to him as a little bit. at that moment. He remained beside her for a long time, on his knees. He wept, but between his fits of weeping, he raised his head from time to time and listened to the distant drumbeats. An hour passed, two hours. Teargeld was now in the southwest. Maskell lifted Sullenboe's dead body onto his shoulders and started to walk toward the pass. He cared no more for Muspel. He intended to look for water in which to wash the corpse of his beloved, an earth in which to bury her. When he had reached the boulder overlooking the landslip on which they had sat together, he lowered his burden, and, placing the dead girl on the stone, seated himself beside her for a time,
Starting point is 10:10:53 gazing over toward Barry. After that he commenced his descent of the Mornstab Pass. End of Chapter 19. Chapter 20 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 20, Barry The day had already dawned, but it was not yet sunrise
Starting point is 10:11:34 when Maskell awoke from his miserable sleep. He sat up and yawned feebly. The air was cool and sweet. Far away down the landslip, a bird was sick. singing. The song consisted of only two notes, but it was so plaintive and heartbreaking that he scarcely knew how to endure it. The eastern sky was a delicate green, crossed by a long, thin band of chocolate-colored cloud near the horizon. The atmosphere was blue-tinted, mysterious, and hazy. Neither Sarklash nor adage was visible. The saddle of the pass was five hundred feet
Starting point is 10:12:14 above him. He had descended that distance overnight. The landslip continued downward, like a huge flying staircase, to the upper slopes of Bury, which lay perhaps fifteen hundred feet beneath. The surface of the pass was rough, and the angle was excessively steep, though not precipitous. It was above a mile across. On each side of it, east and west, the dark walls of the ridge descended sheer. At the point where the pass sprang outward, they were two thousand feet from top to bottom. But as the ridge went upward, on the one hand toward adage, on the other toward Sarklash, they attained almost unbelievable heights. Despite the great breadth and solidity of the pass, Maskell felt as though he were suspended in mid-air.
Starting point is 10:13:06 The patch of broken rich brown soil observable not far away marked Sullen Bode's grave. He had interred her by the light of the moon with a long flat stone for a spade. A little lower down, the white steam of a hot spring was curling about in the twilight. From where he sat he was unable to see the pool into which the spring ultimately flowed, But it was in that pool that he had last night washed first of all the dead girl's body, and then his own. He got up, yawned again, stretched himself, and looked around him dully. For a long time he eyed the grave.
Starting point is 10:13:49 The half-darkness changed by imperceptible degrees to full day. The sun was about to appear. The sky was nearly cloudless. The whole wonderful extent of the might, Ridge behind him began to emerge from the morning mist. There was a part of Sarklash and the ice-green crest of gigantic adage itself, which he could only take in by throwing his head right back. He gazed at everything in weary apathy, like a lost soul. All his desires were gone forever. He wished to go nowhere and to do nothing. He thought he would go to Barry. He
Starting point is 10:14:31 He went to the warm pool to wash the sleep out of his eyes. Sitting beside it, watching the bubbles, was Crague. Maskell thought that he was dreaming. The man was clothed in a skin shirt and breeches. His face was stern, yellow, and ugly. He eyed Maskell without smiling or getting up. "'Where in the devil's name have you come from, Crag?' "'The great point is, I am here.'
Starting point is 10:15:01 "'Where's Nightspor?' "'Not far away.' "'It seems a hundred years since I saw you. "'Why did you two leave me in such a damnable fashion?' "'You were strong enough to get through alone.' "'So it turned out. "'But how were you to know? "'Anyway, you've timed it well.
Starting point is 10:15:22 "'It seems I am to die today.' "'Crag scowled. "'You will die this morning.' "'If I am to, I should. But where have you heard it from? You are ripe for it. You have run through the gamut. What else is there to live for?' "'Nothing,' said Maskell, uttering a short laugh. "'I am quite ready. I have failed in everything. I only wondered how you knew. So, now you've come to rejoin me. Where are we going?'
Starting point is 10:15:56 "'Through Barry.' "'And what about Nightspor?' Craig jumped to his feet with clumsy agility. "'We won't wait for him. He'll be there as soon as we shall.' "'Where?' "'At our destination. Come! The sun's rising!' As they started clambering down the pass side by side, branch-spell, huge and white, leaped fiercely into the sky. All the delicacy of the dawn vanished, and another vulgar day began. They passed some time.
Starting point is 10:16:30 trees and plants, the leaves of which were all curled up as if in sleep. Maskell pointed them out to his companion. How is it the sunshine doesn't open them? Brant spell is a second night to them. Their day is all pain. How long will it be before that sun rises? Some time yet. Shall I live to see it, do you think? Do you want to?
Starting point is 10:16:58 At one time I did, but now I'm indifferent. Keep in that humor, and you'll do well. Once for all, there's nothing worth seeing on torments. After a few minutes, Maskell said, Why did we come here, then? To follow Surtur. True, but where is he? Closer at hand than you think, perhaps.
Starting point is 10:17:26 Do you know that he is regarded a... as a god here, Craig? There is a supernatural fire, too, which I have been led to believe, is somehow connected with him. Why do you keep up the mystery? Who and what is Sertor? Don't disturb yourself about that. You will never know. Do you know? I know, snarled Craig. The devil here is called Craig, went on Maskell, peering into his face. As long as pleasure is worshipped, Craig will always be the devil. Here we are, talking face to face,
Starting point is 10:18:05 two men together. What am I to believe of you? Believe your senses. The real devil is Christelman. They continued descending the landslip. The sun's rays had grown insufferably hot. In front of them, down below in the far distance, Maskell saw water and land intermingled.
Starting point is 10:18:26 It appeared that they were traveling toward a lake district. What have you and Knightsbor been doing during the last four days, Craig? What happened to the torpedo? You're just about on the same mental level as a man who sees a brand-new palace and asks what has become of the scaffolding. What palace have you been building, then? We have not been idle, said Craig. While you have been murdering and love-making,
Starting point is 10:18:55 "'We have had our work.' "'And how have you been made acquainted with my actions?' "'Oh, you're an open, book. "'Now you've got a mortal heart wound on account of a woman you knew for six hours.' Maskell turned pale. "'Snear away, Craig. "'If you lived with a woman for six hundred years and saw her die, "'that would never touch your leather heart.
Starting point is 10:19:22 "'You haven't even the feelings of an insect.' "'Behold the child defending its toys,' said crag, grinning faintly. Maskell stopped short. "'What do you want with me? And why did you bring me here?' "'It's no use stopping, even for the sake of theatrical effect,' said Cragg, pulling him into motion again. "'The distance has got to be covered, however often we pull up.' When he touched him, Maskell felt a terrible shooting pain through his heart.
Starting point is 10:19:55 I can't go on regarding you as a man, Craig. You're something more than a man. Whether good or evil, I can't say. Craig looked yellow and formidable. He did not reply to Maskell's remark, but, after a pause, said, "'So, you've been trying to find Surtur on your own account during the intervals between killing and fondling?' "'What was that drumming?' demanded Maskell.
Starting point is 10:20:27 You needn't look so important. We know you had your ear to the keyhole. But you could join the assembly. The music was not playing for you, my friend. Maskell smiled rather bitterly. At all events, I listened through no more keyholes. I have finished with life. I belong to nobody and nothing anymore, from this time forward.
Starting point is 10:20:52 Brave words, brave words. We shall see. Perhaps Crystal Man will make one more attempt on you. There is still time for one more. Now I don't understand you. You think you are thoroughly disillusioned, don't you? Well, that may prove to be the last and strongest illusion of all. Conversations ceased.
Starting point is 10:21:20 They reached the foot of the landslip an hour later. Brantzpell was steadily mounting the cloudless sky. It was approaching Sark-Rexam. clash, and it was an open question whether or not it would clear its peak. The heat was sweltering. The long, massive, saucer-shaped ridge behind them, with its terrific precipices, was glowing with bright morning colors. Adage, towering up many thousands of feet higher still, guarded the end of it like a lonely colossus. In front of them, starting from where they stood, was a cool and enchanting wilderness of little lakes and
Starting point is 10:21:57 forests. The water of the lakes was dark green. The forests were asleep, waiting for the rising of Alpane. "'Are we now in Barry?' asked Maskell. "'Yes, and there is one of the natives.' There was an ugly glint in his eyes he spoke the words, but Maskell did not see it. A man was leaning in the shade against one of the first trees, apparently waiting for them to come up. He was small, dark, and beardless, and was still in early manhood. He was clothed in a dark blue, loosely flowing robe, and wore a broad-brimmed slouch hat. His face, which was not disfigured by any special organs, was pale, earnest, and grave, yet somehow remarkably pleasing. Before a word was spoken, he warmly grasped Maskell's hand, and even while he was in the act
Starting point is 10:22:55 of doing so, he threw a queer frown at Crag. The latter responded with a scowling grin. When he opened his mouth to speak, his voice was a vibrating baritone, but it was at the same time, strangely womanish in its modulations and variety of tone. "'I've been waiting for you here since sunrise,' he said. "'Welcome to Barry, Maskell. Let's hope you'll forget your sorrows here, you over-tested man.' Maskell stared at him, not without friendliness. "'What made you expect me, and how do you know my name?' The stranger smiled, which made his face very handsome.
Starting point is 10:23:39 "'I'm gangnet. I know most things.' "'Haven't you a greeting for me, too, gangnet?' asked Craig, thrusting his forbidding features almost into the other's face. "'I know you, Craig. There are a greeting. There are a few places where you are welcome. And I know you, Gangnet, you man-woman. Well, we are here together, and you must make what you can of it. We are going down to the ocean.
Starting point is 10:24:09 The smile faded from Gangnet's face. I can't drive you away, Craig, but I can make you the unwelcome third. Craig threw back his head and gave a loud, grating laugh. That bargain suits me all right. As long as I have the substance, you may have the shadow, and much good may it do you.' "'Now that it's all arranged so satisfactorily,' said Maskell with a hard smile, "'permit me to say that I don't desire any society at all at present. "'You take too much for granted, Craig. You have played the false friend once already.
Starting point is 10:24:48 I presume I'm a free agent.' "'To be a free man, one must have a universe of one's own. said Craig with a jeering look. What do you say, Gagnet? Is this a free world? Freedom from pain and ugliness should be every man's privilege, returned Gagnet, tranquilly.
Starting point is 10:25:10 Maskell is quite within his rights, and if you'll engage to leave him, I'll do the same. Maskell can change face as often as he likes, but he won't get rid of me so easily. Be easy on that point, Maskell. "'It doesn't matter,' muttered Maskell. "'Let everyone join in the procession.
Starting point is 10:25:31 "'In a few hours I shall finally be free anyhow, if what they say is true.' "'I'll lead the way,' said Gangnet. "'You don't know this country, of course, Maskell. "'When we get to the flatlands, some miles farther down, "'we shall be able to travel by water. "'But at present we must walk, I fear.' "'Yes, you fear, you fear. broke out Craig, in a high-pitched, scraping voice,
Starting point is 10:25:59 "'You, eternal, luller!' Maskell kept looking from one to the other in amazement. There seemed to be a determined hostility between the two, which indicated an intimate, previous acquaintance. They set off through a wood, keeping close to its border, so that for a mile or more they were within sight of the long, narrow lake that flowed beside it. The trees were low and thin. Their dome-colored leaves were all folded. There was no underbrush. They walked on clean, brown earth. A distant waterfall sounded.
Starting point is 10:26:37 They were in shade, but the air was pleasantly warm. There were no insects to irritate them. The bright lake outside looked cool and poetic. Gangnet pressed Maskell's arm affectionately. If the bringing of you from your world had fallen to me, Maskell, it is here I would have brought you, and not to the scarlet desert. Then you would have escaped the dark spots, and torments would have appeared beautiful to you. And what then, Gangnet, the dark spots would have existed all the same?
Starting point is 10:27:14 You could have seen them afterward. It makes all the difference whether one sees darkness through the light or bright, through the shadows. A clear eye is the best. Torments is an ugly world, and I greatly prefer to know it as it really is. The devil made it ugly, not Christelman. These are Christelman's thoughts which you see around you. He is nothing but beauty and pleasantness. Even Craig won't have the effrontery to deny that. "'It's very nice here,' said Craig. looking around him malignantly.
Starting point is 10:27:54 "'Wanelie wants a cushion and a half a dozen Harries to complete it.' Masco disengaged himself from Gangnet. Last night, when I was struggling through the mud and the ghastly moonlight, then I thought the world beautiful. "'Poor sullenbode,' said Gangnet, sighing. "'What? You knew her? I know her through you. By mourning for a noble woman you, you'll
Starting point is 10:28:21 show your own nobility. I think all women are noble. There may be millions of noble women, but there's only one sullenbode. If sullenbode can exist, said Gangnet, the world cannot be a bad place. Change the subject. The world's hard and cruel, and I am thankful to be leaving it. On one point, though, you both agree, said Craig, smiling evilly. Pleasure is good, and the cessation of pleasure is bad. Gangnet glanced at him coldly. We know your peculiar theories, Craig. You are very fond of them, but they are unworkable. The world could not go on being without pleasure. So, Gangnet thinks, jeered Craig. They came to the end of the wood, and found themselves overlooking a little cliff.
Starting point is 10:29:21 At the foot of it, about fifty feet below, a fresh series of lakes and forests commenced. Barry appeared to be one big mountain slope, built by nature into terraces. The lake along whose border they had been traveling was not banked at the end, but overflowed to the lower level in half a dozen beautiful thread-like falls,
Starting point is 10:29:43 white and throwing off spray. The cliff was not perpendicularly, and the men found it easy to negotiate. At the base they entered another wood. Here it was much denser, and they had nothing but trees all around them. A clear brook rippled through the heart of it. They followed its bank. It has occurred to me, said Maskell, addressing gangnet, that Alpane may be my death. Is that so? These trees don't fear Alpane, so. So why should you you. Alpane is a wonderful, life-bringing sun.
Starting point is 10:30:23 The reason I ask is, I've seen its afterglow, and it produced such violent sensations that a very little more would have proved too much. Because the forces were evenly balanced. When you see Alpane itself, it will reign supreme, and there will be no more struggling of wills inside you. "'And that I may tell you beforehand, Maskell,' said Craig, grinning, "'is Christelman's trump card.' "'How do you mean? "'You'll see. You'll renounce the world so eagerly
Starting point is 10:30:59 "'that you want to stay in the world merely to enjoy your sensations.' Gangnet smiled. "'Crag, you see, is hard to please. "'You must neither enjoy nor renounce.' What are you to do?" Maskell turned toward Craig. "'It's very odd, but I don't understand your creed even yet. Are you recommending suicide?' Craig seemed to grow saluer and more repulsive every minute.
Starting point is 10:31:31 "'What? Because they have left off stroking you?' he exclaimed, laughing and showing his discolored teeth. "'Whoever you are, and whatever you want,' said Maskell. You seem very certain of yourself. Yes, you would like me to blush and stammer like a booby, wouldn't you? That would be an excellent way of destroying lies. Gangnet glanced toward the foot of one of the trees. He stooped and picked up two or three objects that resembled eggs. To eat? asked Maskell, accepting the offered gift.
Starting point is 10:32:07 Yes, eat them. You must be hungry. I want none myself, and one now. mustn't insult Craig by offering him a pleasure, especially such a low pleasure. Maskell knocked the ends off two of the eggs and swallowed the liquid contents. They tasted rather alcoholic. Craig snatched the remaining egg out of his hand and flung it against a tree trunk, where it broke and stuck, a splash of slime. I don't wait to be asked, Gangnet.
Starting point is 10:32:38 Say, is there a filthier sight than a smashed pleasure? Gangnet did not reply, but took Maskell's arm. After they had alternately walked through forests and descended cliffs and slopes for upward of two hours, the landscape altered. A steep mountainside commenced, and continued for at least a couple of miles, during which space the land must have dropped nearly four thousand feet, at a practically uniform gradient. Maskell had seen nothing like this immense slide of country anywhere.
Starting point is 10:33:12 The hill slope carried an enormous forest on its back. This forest, however, was different from those they had hitherto passed through. The leaves of the trees were curled up in sleep, but the boughs were so close and numerous that, but for the fact that they were translucent, the rays of the sun would have been completely intercepted. As it was, the whole forest was flooded with light. and this light, being tinged with the color of the branches, was a soft and lovely rose. So gay, feminine, and dawn-like was the illumination that Maskell's spirits immediately started to rise,
Starting point is 10:33:52 although he did not wish it. He checked himself, sighed, and grew pensive. "'What a place for languishing eyes and necks of ivory, Maskell!' rasped Craig mockingly. Why isn't sullenbowed here?' Maskell gripped him roughly and flung him against the nearest tree. Craig recovered himself and burst into a roaring laugh, seeming not a wit discomposed. "'Still what I said, was it true or untrue?' Maskell gazed at him sternly.
Starting point is 10:34:29 "'You seem to regard yourself as a necessary evil. I am under no obligation to go on with you any farther.' I think we had better part. Craig turned to Gangnet with an air of grotesque, mock earnestness. What do you say? Do we part when Maskell pleases, or when I please? Keep your temper, Maskell, said Gangnet, showing Craig his back. I know the man better than you do. Now that he has fastened onto you, there's only one way of making him lose his hold, by ignoring him.
Starting point is 10:35:05 "'Despise him. Say nothing to him. Don't answer his questions. If you refuse to recognize his existence, he is as good as not here.' "'I'm beginning to be tired of it all,' said Maskell. "'It seems as if I shall add one more to my murders before I have finished.' "'I smell murder in the air,' exclaimed Craig, pretending to sniff. "'But whose?' "'Do as I say, Maskell. To bandy words with him is to throw oil on fire. I'll say no more to anyone. When do we get out of this a cursed forest?' "'It's some way yet, but when we're once out we can take to the water, and you will be able to rest and think.' "'And brood comfortably over your sufferings,' added Craig. None of the three men said anything more
Starting point is 10:36:03 until they emerged into the open day. The slope of the forest was so steep that they were forced to run rather than walk, and this would have prevented any conversation even if they had otherwise felt inclined toward it. In less than half an hour they were through. A flat, open landscape lay stretched in front of them as far as they could see.
Starting point is 10:36:25 Three parts of this country consisted of smooth water. It was a succession of large, low-shored lakes, divided by narrow strips of tree-covered land. The lake immediately before them had its small end to the forest. It was there about a third of a mile wide. The water at the sides and end was shallow, and choked with dome-colored rushes. But in the middle, beginning a few yards from the shore, there was a perceptible current away from them. In view of this current, it was difficult to decide whether it was a lake or a river. Some little floating islands were in the shallows.
Starting point is 10:37:02 Is it here that we take to the water? inquired Maskell. Yes, here, answered Gangnet. But how? One of those islands will serve. It only needs to move it into the stream. Maskell frowned. Where will it carry us to?
Starting point is 10:37:21 Come get on, get on, said Craig, laughing uncouthly. The morning's wearing away, and you have to die before noon. We are going to the ocean. If you are omniscient, Craig, what is my death to be? Gangnet will murder you. You lie, said Gangnet. I wish Maskell nothing but good. At all events, he will be the cause of your death.
Starting point is 10:37:50 But what does it matter? The great point is you are quitting this futile world. Well, Gangnet, I see you're as slack as ever. I suppose I must do the work. He jumped into the lake and began to run through the shallow water, splashing it about. When he came to the nearest island, the water was up to his thighs. The island was lozen-shaped, and about fifteen feet from end to end. It was composed of a sort of light brown peat. There was no form of living vegetation on its surface.
Starting point is 10:38:25 Crague went behind it and started shoving it toward the current. apparently, without having unduly to exert himself. When it was within the influence of the stream, the others waited out to him, and all three climbed on. The voyage began. The current was not traveling at more than two miles an hour. The sun glared down on their heads mercilessly, and there was no shade or prospect of shade.
Starting point is 10:38:51 Maskell sat down near the edge, and periodically splashed water over his head. Gangnet sat on his haunches next to him. Cragge paced up and down with short, quick steps, like an animal in a cage. The lake widened out more and more, and the width of the stream increased in proportion, until they seemed to themselves to be floating on the bosom of some broad, flowing estuary. Craig suddenly bent over and snatched off Gangnet's hat, crushing it together in his hairy fist, and throwing it far out into the stream.
Starting point is 10:39:26 "'Why should you disguise yourself like a woman?' he asked with a harsh guffaw. "'Show Maskell your face. Perhaps he has seen it somewhere.' Gagnet did remind Maskell of someone, but he could not say of whom. His dark hair curled down to his neck, his brow was wide, lofty, and noble, and there was an air of serious sweetness about the whole man that was strangely appealing to the feelings. Let Maskell judge, he said with proud composure, whether I have anything to be ashamed of. There can be nothing but magnificent thoughts in that head, muttered Maskell, staring hard at him. A capital valuation. Gagnet is the king of poets. But what happens when poets try to carry through
Starting point is 10:40:18 practical enterprises? What enterprises? asked Maskell, in astonish. "'What have you got on hand, Gangnet? Tell Maskell.' "'There are two forms of practical activity,' replied Gangnet calmly. "'One may either build up or destroy. "'No, there's a third species. One may steal, and not even know one is stealing. One may take the purse and leave the money.' Maskell raised his eyebrows.
Starting point is 10:40:51 Where have you two met before? I'm paying Gangnet a visit today, Maskell, but once upon a time, Gangnet paid me a visit. Where? In my home, whatever that is, gangnet is a common thief. You are speaking in riddles, and I don't understand you. I don't know either of you, but it's clear that if Gangnet is a poet, you're a buffoon.
Starting point is 10:41:20 Must you go on talking, I want to be quiet. Craig laughed, but said no more. Presently, he lay down at full length, with his face to the sun and in a few minutes was fast asleep, and snoring disagreeably. Maskell kept glancing over at his yellow, repulsive face, with strong disfavor.
Starting point is 10:41:42 Two hours passed. The land on either side was more than a mile distant. In front of them, there was no land at all. Behind them, the lit-storm mountains were blotted out from view by a haze that had gathered together. The sky ahead, just above the horizon, began to be of a strange color. It was an intense jail blue. The whole northern atmosphere was stained with all fire. Maskell's mind grew disturbed.
Starting point is 10:42:12 Alpane is rising, Gangnet. Gangnet smiled wistfully. It begins to trouble you. It is so solemn, tragical almost, yet it recalls me to Earth. Life was no longer important, but this is important.
Starting point is 10:42:30 Daylight is night to this other daylight. Within half an hour you will be like a man who has stepped from a dark forest into the open day. Then you will ask yourself how you could have been blind. The two men went on watching the blue sunrise, The entire sky in the north, halfway up to the zenith, was streaked with extraordinary colors, among which jail and dome predominated. Just as the principal character of an ordinary dawn is mystery,
Starting point is 10:43:02 the outstanding character of this dawn was wildness. It did not baffle the understanding but the heart. Maskell felt no inarticulate craving to seize and perpetuate the sunrise, and make it his own. Instead of that, it agitated and tormented him, like the opening bars of a supernatural symphony. When he looked back to the south, Brandt Spell's day had lost its glare, and he could gaze at the immense white sun without flinching. He instinctively turned to the north again, as one turns from darkness to light. If those were Christelman's thoughts that you showed me before Gangnet, these must be his feelings. I mean it literally.
Starting point is 10:43:47 What I am feeling now, he must have felt before me. He is all feeling, Maskell. Don't you understand that?' Maskell was feeding greedily on the spectacle before him. He did not reply. His face was set like a rock, but his eyes were dim with the beginning of tears. The sky blazed deeper and deeper.
Starting point is 10:44:11 It was obvious that Alpane was about to lift itself above the sea, The island had by this time floated past the mouth of the estuary. On three sides they were surrounded by water. The haze crept up behind them and shut out all sight of land. Craig was still sleeping, an ugly, wrinkled monstrosity. Maskell looked over the side at the flowing water. It had lost its dark green color and was now of a perfect crystal transparency. Are we already on the ocean, Gangnet?
Starting point is 10:44:47 Yes. Then nothing remains except my death. Don't think of death, but life. It's growing brighter, at the same time, more somber. Crag seems to be fading away. There is Alpane, said Gangnet, touching his arm. The deep, glowing disc of the blue sun peeped above the sea. Masco was struck to silence.
Starting point is 10:45:14 He was hardly so much looking as feeling. His emotions were unutterable. His soul seemed too strong for his body. The great blue orb rose rapidly out of the water, like an awful eye watching him. It shot above the sea with a bound, and Alpane's day commenced. "'What do you feel?' Gangnet still held his arm.
Starting point is 10:45:39 "'I have set myself, against the infinite, muttered Maskell. Suddenly, his chaos of passion sprang together, and a wonderful idea swept through his whole being, accompanied by the intensest joy. Why, gangnet, I am nothing. No, you are nothing. The mist closed in all around them.
Starting point is 10:46:06 Nothing was visible except the two suns and a few feet of sea. The shadows of the three men cast by Alpane were not black, but were composed of white daylight. Then nothing can hurt me, said Maskell with a peculiar smile. Gangnet smiled too. How could it? I have lost my will. I feel as if some foul tumor had been scraped away, leaving me clean and free. Do you now understand life, Maskell? Gangnet's face was transfigured with an extraordinary spiritual beauty.
Starting point is 10:46:47 He looked as if he had descended from heaven. I understand nothing, except that I have no self anymore. But this is life. Is Gangnet expatiating on his famous blue sun? said a jeering voice above them. Looking up, they saw that crag had got to his feet. They both rose. At the same moment, the gathering mist began to obscure Alpane's disc,
Starting point is 10:47:15 changing it from blue to a vivid jail. "'What do you want with us, Craig?' asked Maskell with a simple composure. Craig looked at him strangely for a few seconds. The water lapped around them. "'Don't you comprehend, Maskell, that your death has arrived?' Maskell made no response. Krag rested an arm lightly on his shoulder, and suddenly he felt sick and faint. He sank to the ground near the edge of the island raft.
Starting point is 10:47:49 His heart was thumping heavily and queerly. Its beating reminded him of the drum taps. He gazed languidly at the rippling water, and it seemed to him as if he could see right through it, away, away down, to a strange fire. The water disappeared. The two suns were extinguished. The island was transformed into a cloud, and Maskell, alone on it, was floating through the atmosphere.
Starting point is 10:48:18 Down below, it was all fire, the fire of Muspell. The light mounted higher and higher until it filled the whole world. He floated toward an immense perpendicular cliff of black rock, without top or bottom. Halfway up it, crag, suspended in mid-air. was dealing terrific blows at a blood-red spot with a huge hammer. The rhythmical, clanging sounds were hideous. Presently, Maskell made out that these sounds were the familiar drum beats.
Starting point is 10:48:53 "'What are you doing, Craig?' he asked. Craig suspended his work and turned around. "'Beating on your heart, Maskell,' was his grinning response. The cliff and Craig vanished. Maskell saw Gangnet struggling in the air, but it was not Gangnet. It was Kristolman. He seemed to be trying to escape from the Muspel Fire, which kept surrounding and licking him whichever way he turned. He was screaming. The fire caught him. He shrieked horribly. Maskell caught one glimpse of a vulgar, slobbering face, and then that too disappeared.
Starting point is 10:49:32 He opened his eyes. The floating island was still faintly illuminated by Alpane. Craig was standing by his side, but Gangnet was no longer there. "'What is this ocean called?' asked Maskell, bringing out the words with difficulty. "'Sertar's Ocean!' Maskell nodded and kept quiet for some time. He rested his face on his arm. "'Where's Nightspor?' he asked suddenly. Craig bent over him with a grieve expression. You are Knights'Bore. The dying man closed his eyes and smiled, opening them again a few moments later. With an effort, he murmured,
Starting point is 10:50:18 Who are you? Crague maintained a gloomy silence. Shortly afterward, a frightful pang passed through Maskell's heart, and he died immediately. Craig turned his head around. The night is really past at last, Night Spore. The day is here. Knightspore gaze long and earnestly at Maskell's body.
Starting point is 10:50:44 Why was all this necessary? Ask Christelman, replied Craig sternly. His world is no joke. He has a strong clutch, but I have a stronger. Maskell was his, but Nightspor is mine. End of Chapter 20. Chapter 21 of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay. This Libravox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 10:51:24 A Voyage to Arcturus Chapter 21 Must Bell The fog thickened so that the two sons wholly disappeared And all grew as black as night. Knightsbor could no longer see his companion. The water lapped gently against the side of the island raft. You say the night is past, said Knights' Bor,
Starting point is 10:51:49 but the night is still here. Am I dead or alive? You are still in Crystalman's world, but you belong to it no more. We are approaching Muspel. Nightspor felt a strong, silent throbbing of the air, a rhythmical pulsation in four-four time. There's the drumming, he exclaimed.
Starting point is 10:52:12 Do you understand it, or have you forgotten? I half understand it, but I'm all confused. It's evident, Crystalman has dug his claws into you pretty deeply, said Craig. The sound comes from Muspel, but the rhythm is caused by its traveling through Christelman's atmosphere. His nature is rhythm, as he loves to call it, or dull, deadly repetition, as I name it. I remember, said Nightspur, biting his nails in the dark. The throbbing became audible. It now sounded like a distant drum.
Starting point is 10:52:47 A small patch of strange light in the far distance, straight ahead of them, began faintly to illuminate the floating island and the glassy sea around it. Do all men escape from that ghastly world, or only I and a few like me? asked Nightspor. If all escaped, I shouldn't sweat, my friend. There's hard work and anguish and the risk of total death waiting for us yonder. Nightsport's heart sank. Have I not yet finished, then? If you wish it, you have got through.
Starting point is 10:53:24 But will you wish it? The drumming grew loud and painful. The light resolved itself into a tiny oblong of mysterious brightness in a huge wall of night. Cragg's grim and rock-like features were revealed. I can't face rebirth, said Knights'pore. The horror of death is nothing to it. You will choose.
Starting point is 10:53:49 I can do nothing. Crystalman is too powerful. I barely escaped with my own soul. You are still stupid with earth fumes and see nothing straight, said Craig. Knightsborough made no reply, but seemed to be trying to recall something. The water around them was so still, colourless and transparent, that they scarcely seemed to be borne up by liquid matter at all. Maskell's corpse had disappeared.
Starting point is 10:54:20 The drumming was now like the clanging of iron. The oblong patch of light grew much bigger. It burned, fierce and wild. The darkness above, below and on either side of it, began to shape itself into the semblance of a huge black wall without bounds. Is that really a wall we are coming to? You will soon find out. What you see is Muspel, and that light is the gate you have to enter.
Starting point is 10:54:50 Nightsepur's heart beat wildly. Shall I remember? he muttered. Yes, you'll remember. Accompany me, Craig, or I shall be lost. There is nothing for me to do in there. I shall wait outside for you. You are returning to the struggle, demanded Nightspor, gnawing his fingertips.
Starting point is 10:55:12 Yes. I dare not. The thunderous clangor of the rhythmical beats struck on his head like actual blows. The light glared so vividly that he was no longer able to look at it. It had the startling irregularity of continuous lightning. But it possessed this further peculiarity,
Starting point is 10:55:33 that it seemed somehow to give out not actual light, but emotion, seen as light. They continued to approach the wall of darkness, straight toward the door. The glass-like water flowed right against it, its surface reaching up almost to the threshold. They could not speak any more. The noise was too deafening. In a few minutes they were before the gateway. Nightsport turned his back and hid his eyes in his two hands, but even then he was blinded by the light. So passionate were his feelings that his body seemed to enlarge itself. At every frightful beat of sound, he quivered violently.
Starting point is 10:56:17 The entrance was doorless. Craig jumped onto the rocky platform and pulled Nitespore after him. Once through the gateway, the light vanished. The rhythmical sound blows totally ceased. Knights'bore dropped his hands. All was dark and quiet as an open, too. room. But the air was filled with grim, burning passion, which was to light and sound, what light itself is to opaque color. Knightsbor pressed his hand to his heart.
Starting point is 10:56:50 "'I don't know if I can endure it,' he said, looking toward Crag. He felt his person far more vividly and distinctly than if he had been able to see him. "'Go in and lose no time, Knights'bor. Time here is more precious. than on earth. We can't squander the minutes. There are terrible and tragic affairs to attend to, which won't wait for us. Go in at once. Stop for nothing. Where shall I go to? muttered Nightspor. I have forgotten everything. Enter! Enter! There is only one way. You can't mistake it. Why do you bid me go in if I am to come out again? To have your wounds healed.
Starting point is 10:57:36 Almost before the words had left his mouth, Craig sprang back onto the island raft. Knightsbor involuntarily started after him, but at once recovered himself and remained standing where he was. Craig was completely invisible. Everything outside was black night. The moment he had gone, a feeling shot up in Knightsbor's heart like a thousand trumpets. Straight in front of him, almost at his feet, was the lower end of a steep, narrow, circular flight of stone steps. There was no other way forward. He put his foot on the bottom stair, at the same time peering aloft. He saw nothing, yet as he proceeded upward, every inch of the way was perceptible to his inner feelings. The staircase was cold, dismal, and deserted,
Starting point is 10:58:28 but it seemed to him in his exaltation of soul like a ladder to heaven. After he had mounted a dozen steps or so, he paused to take breath. Each step was increasingly difficult to ascend. He felt as though he were carrying a heavy man on his shoulders. It struck a familiar chord in his mind. He went on, and ten stairs higher up, came to a window set in a high embrasure. On to this he clambered and looked through. The window was a sort of glass, but he could see nothing.
Starting point is 10:59:03 Coming to him, however, from the world outside, a disturbance of the atmosphere struck his senses, causing his blood to run cold. At one moment it resembled a low, mocking, vulgar laugh, traveling from the ends of the earth. At the next, it was like a rhythmical vibration of the air, the silent, continuous throbbing of some mighty engine. The two sensations were identical, yet different. They seemed to be related in the same manner as soul and body. After feeling them for a long time, Knightsbor got down from the embrasure, and continued his ascent, having meanwhile grown very serious. The climbing became still more laborious, and he was forced to stop every third or fourth step to rest his muscles and regain breath. When he had mounted another twenty stairs in this way,
Starting point is 10:59:57 he came to a second window. Again he saw nothing. The laughing disturbance of the air too had ceased, but the atmospheric throb was now twice as distant as before, and its rhythm had become double. There were two separate pulses. One was in the time of a march, the other in the time of a waltz. The first was bitter and petrifying to feel, but the second was gay, enervating and horrid. horrible. Nightspor spent little time at that window, for he felt that he was on the eve of a great discovery, and that something far more important awaited him higher up. He proceeded aloft. The ascent grew more and more exhausting, so much so that he had frequently to sit down, utterly crushed by his own dead weight. Still he got to the third window. He climbed into the
Starting point is 11:00:54 embrasure. His feelings translated themselves in division, and he saw a sight that caused him to turn pale. A gigantic, self-luminous sphere was hanging in the sky, occupying nearly the whole of it. This sphere was composed entirely of two kinds of active beings. There were a myriad of tiny green corpuscles, varying in size from the very small to the almost indiscernible. They were not green, but he somehow saw them so. They were all striving in one direction, toward himself, toward Muspel, but were too feeble and miniature to make any headway. Their action produced the marching rhythm he had previously felt, but this rhythm was not intrinsic in the corpuscles themselves, but was a consequence of the obstruction they met with. And surrounding these atoms
Starting point is 11:01:50 of life and light were far larger worlds of white light. light that gyrated hither and thither, carrying the green corpuscles with them wherever they desired. Their whirling motion was accompanied by the waltzing rhythm. It seemed to Nightspor that the green atoms were not only being danced about against their will, but were suffering, excruciating shame, and degradation in consequence. The larger ones were steadier than the extremely small. A few were even almost stationary, and one was advancing in the direction it wished to go. He turned his back to the window, buried his face in his hands, and searched in the dim recesses of his memory for an explanation of what he had just seen. Nothing came straight, but horror and wrath
Starting point is 11:02:39 began to take possession of him. On his way upward to the next window, invisible fingers seemed to be squeezing his heart and twisting it about here and there. He never dreamed of turning back. His mood was so grim that he did not once permit himself to pause. Such was his physical distress by the time that he had clambered into the recess, that for several minutes he could see nothing at all. The world seemed to be spinning round him rapidly. When at last he'd looked, he saw the same sphere as before, but now all was changed. on it. It was a world of rocks, minerals, water, plants, animals, and men. He saw the whole world at one view, yet everything was so magnified that he could distinguish the smallest details of life.
Starting point is 11:03:31 In the interior of every individual, of every aggregate of individuals, of every chemical atom, he clearly perceived the presence of the green corpuscles. But according to the degree of dignity of the life form, they were fragmentary or comparatively large. In the crystal, for example, the green, imprisoned life was so minute as to be scarcely visible. In some men it was hardly bigger, but in other men and women it was twenty or a hundred times greater. But great or small, it played an important part in every individual. It appeared as if the worlds of white light, which were the individuals, and plainly showed themselves beneath the enveloping bodies, were delighted with existence, and wished only to enjoy it.
Starting point is 11:04:20 But the green corpuscles were in a condition of eternal discontent, yet blind and not knowing which way to turn for liberation, kept changing form, as though breaking a new path by way of experiment. Whenever the old grotesque became metamorphosed into the new grotesque, it was in every case the direct work of the green atoms, trying to escape toward Muspel, but encountering immediate opposition. These subdivided sparks of living, fiery spirit were hopelessly imprisoned in a ghastly mush of soft pleasure.
Starting point is 11:04:57 They were being effeminated and corrupted, that is to say, absorbed in the foul, sickly enveloping forms. Night Spore felt a sickening shame in his soul as he looked on at that spectacle. His exhalation had long since vanished. He bit his nails and understood why Craig was waiting for him below. He mounted slowly to the fifth window. The pressure of air against him was as strong as a full gale, defested of violence and irregularity, so that he was not for an instant suffered to relax his efforts.
Starting point is 11:05:33 nevertheless not a breath stirred. Looking through the window, he was startled by a new sight. The sphere was still there, but between it and the Muspel world in which he was standing, he perceived a dim, vast shadow, without any distinguishable shape, but somehow throwing out a scent of disgusting sweetness. Knightsbourne knew that it was crystalline. A flood of fierce light, but it was not light, but passion, was streaming all the time from Muspel to the shadow and through it.
Starting point is 11:06:07 When, however, it emerged on the other side, which was the sphere, the light was altered in character. It became split, as by a prism, into the two forms of life which he had previously seen, the green corpuscles, and the whirls. What had been fiery spirit but a moment ago was now a disgusting mass of crawling, wriggling individuals, each whirl of plurl of plurl of pleasure-seeking will having, as nucleus, a fragmentary spark of living green fire. Knights'-Bore recollected the back-rays of starkness, and it flashed across him with the certainty of truth that the green sparks were the back-rays, and the whorls the forward rays of Muspell. The former were trying desperately to return to their place of origin, but
Starting point is 11:06:58 were overpowered by the brute force of the latter, which wished only to remain where they were. The individual whirls were jostling and fighting with, and even devouring each other. This created pain, but whatever pain they felt, it was always pleasure that they sought. Sometimes the green sparks were strong enough for a moment to move a little way in the direction of Muspell. The whirls would then accept the movement, not only without demur, but with pride and pleasure, as if it were their own handiwork. But they never saw beyond the shadow. They thought that they were traveling toward it. The instant the direct movement wearied them, as contrary to their whirling nature, they fell again to killing, dancing, and loving.
Starting point is 11:07:47 Knightsborough had a foreknowledge that the sixth window would prove to be the last. Nothing would have kept him from ascending to it, for he guessed that the nature of Crystal Man himself would there become manifest. Every step upward was like a bloody life and death struggle. The stairs nailed him to the ground. The air pressure caused blood to gush from his nose and ears. His head clanged like an iron bell. When he had fought his way up a dozen steps, he found himself suddenly at the top. The staircase terminated in a small, bare chamber of cold stone, possessing a single window. On the other side of the apartment, another short flight of stairs mounted through a trap, apparently to the roof of the building.
Starting point is 11:08:36 Before ascending these stairs, Knights bore hastened to the window and stared out. The shadow form of Christelman had drawn much closer to him and filled the whole sky, but it was not a shadow of darkness, but a bright, shadow. It had neither shape nor color, yet in some way suggested the delicate tints of early morning. It was so nebulous that the sphere could be clearly distinguished through it. In extension, however, it was thick. The sweet smell emanating from it was strong, loathsome, and terrible. It seemed to spring from a sort of loose, mocking slime, inexpressibly vulgar and ignorant. The spirit stream from Muspel flashed with complexity and variety.
Starting point is 11:09:27 It was not below individuality, but above it. It was not the one or the many, but something else far beyond either. It approached Christelman and entered his body, if that bright mist could be called a body. It passed right through him, and the passage caused him the most exquisite pleasure. The Muspel stream was Christelman's food. food. The stream emerged from the other side onto the sphere in a double condition. Part of it reappeared intrinsically unaltered, but shivered into a million fragments. These were the green corpuscles. In passing through crystalline, they had escaped absorption
Starting point is 11:10:10 by reason of their extreme minuteness. The other part of the stream had not escaped. Its fire had been abstracted. Its cement was withdrawn. And, after being fouled and softened by the horrible sweetness of the host, it broke into individuals, which were the worlds of living will. Knightsborough shuddered. He comprehended at last how the whole world of will was doomed to eternal anguish, in order that one being might feel joy. Presently, he set foot on the final flight leading to the roof, for he remembered vaguely
Starting point is 11:10:49 that now only that remained. Halfway up he fainted. But when he recovered consciousness, he persisted as though nothing had happened to him. As soon as his head was above the trap, breathing the free air, he had the same physical sensation as a man stepping out of water.
Starting point is 11:11:09 He pulled his body up and stood expectantly on the stone-floored roof, looking round for his first glimpse of Muspel. There was nothing. He was standing upon the table. top of a tower, measuring not above 15 feet each way. Darkness was all around him. He sat down on the stone parapet, with a sinking heart. A heavy foreboding possessed him. Suddenly, without seeing or hearing anything, he had the distinct impression that the darkness around him on all four
Starting point is 11:11:43 sides was grinning. As soon as that happened, he understood that he was wholly surrounded by Christelman's world, and that Muspel consisted of himself and the stone tower on which he was sitting. Fire flashed in his heart. Millions upon millions of grotesque, vulgar, ridiculous, sweetened individuals. Once Spirit were calling out from their degradation and agony for salvation from Muspel. To answer that cry, there was only himself, and Crague waiting below, and CERT. But where was Sertr? The truth forced itself on him in all its cold, brutal reality. Muspel was no all-powerful universe, tolerating from pure indifference the existence, side-by-side with it, of another false world which had no right to be.
Starting point is 11:12:37 Muspel was fighting for its life, against all that is most shameful and frightful, against sin masquerading as eternal beauty, against, Against baseness masquerading as nature, against the devil masquerading as God. Now he understood everything. The moral combat was no Machuan, no Valhalla, where warriors are cut to pieces by day and feast by night. But a grim death struggle in which what is worse than death, namely spiritual death, inevitably awaited the vanquished of Muspel. By what means could he hold back from this horrible war?
Starting point is 11:13:20 During those moments of anguish, all thoughts of self, the corruption of his life on earth, were scorched out of night's poor soul, perhaps not for the first time. After sitting a long time, he prepared to descend. Without warning, a strange, wailing cry swept over the face of the world. Starting an awful mystery, it ended with a moment. such a note of low and sordid mockery that he could not doubt for a moment whence it originated. It was the voice of Christelman. Craig was waiting for him on the island raft. He threw a stern glance at Knightsborough.
Starting point is 11:14:01 Have you seen everything? The struggle is hopeless, muttered Knightspor. Did I not say I am the stronger? You may be the stronger, but he is the most. mightier. I am the stronger and the mightier. Crystalman's empire is but a shadow on the face of my spell. But nothing will be done without the bloodiest blows. What do you mean to do?' Knightsbrough looked at him strangely. "'Are you not, Sir Ter, Craig?' "'Yes.'
Starting point is 11:14:35 "'Yes,' said Knights'pore in a slow voice without surprise. "'But what is your name on earth?' It is pain. That, too, I must have known. He was silent for a few minutes. Then he stepped quietly onto the raft. Crague pushed off, and they proceeded into the darkness. The End of A Voyage to Arcturus by David Lindsay.

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