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Starting point is 00:00:00 Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley Preface It was not in my heart to give my favorite child Elsie the sorrows of widowhood, but the public made the title and demanded the book, and the public, I am told, is autocratic. So what could I do but write the story and try to show how the love of Christ in the heart can make life happy even under sore bereavement? The Apostle says, I am filled with comfort, I am exceeding joyful in all our tribulation, and since troubled trial and affliction are the lot of all in this world of sin and sorrow,

Starting point is 00:00:35 what greater kindness could I do you, dear reader, than to show you where to go for relief and consolation? That this little book may teach the sweet lesson to many a tired and burdened soul is the earnest prayer of your friend, the author. End of Preface Chapter 1 of Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley This Libravox recording is in the public domain Recording by Sweet P Chapter 1 All love is sweet given or returned

Starting point is 00:01:10 Common as light is love And its familiar voice worries not ever Shelly Come in, vye darling, said Mrs. Trevilla's sweet voice We will be glad to have you with us Violet, finding the door of her mother's dressing-room had stepped in, then drawn hastily back, fearing to intrude upon what seemed a private interview between her and her namesake daughter, Elsie, being seated on the cushion at her

Starting point is 00:01:37 mama's feet, her face half hidden on her lap, while Mama's soft white hand gently caressed her hair and cheek. "'I feared my presence might not be quite desirable just now, Mama,' Violet said gaily, coming forward as she spoke. "'But what is the matter?' she asked in alarm, perceiving that tears were trembling in the soft brown eyes that were lifted to hers. Dear Mama, are you ill, or as Elsie? Is anything wrong with her? She shall answer for herself, the mother said, with a sort of tremulous gaiety of tone and manner. Come, Bonnie Lassie, lift your head and tell your sister of the calamity that has befallen you.

Starting point is 00:02:13 There was a whispered word or two of reply, and Elsie rose hastily and glided from the room. Mama, is she sick? asked Violet, surprised and troubled. No, dear child. It is the old story, and the mother sighed involuntarily. We cannot keep her always. Someone wants to take her from us. Someone? Oh, who, Mama?

Starting point is 00:02:35 Who would dare? But you and Papa will never allow it? Ah, my child, we cannot refuse, and I understand now, as I never did before, why my father looked so sad when yours asked him for his daughter. Light flashed upon Violet, Ah, Mama, is that it? And who?

Starting point is 00:02:54 But I think I know. it is lester la land is it not her mother's smile told her that her conjecture was correct violet sighed as she took the seat just vacated by her sister folded her arms on her mother's lap and looked up with loving eyes into her face dear mamma i am so sorry for you for papa too and for myself what shall i do without my sister how can you and papa do without her how can she i'm sure no one in the world can ever be so dear to me as my own precious father and mother and i wish i wish lester lalande had never seen her no darling we should not wish that these things must be god in his infinite wisdom and goodness has so ordered it i am sad at the thought of parting with my dear child yet how could i be so selfish as to wish her to miss the great happiness that i have found in the love of husband and children violet answered with a doubtful yes mamma but well dear her mother asked with a smile after waiting in vain for the conclusion of the sentence i am sure there is not another man in all the world like papa not one half so dear and good and kind and lovable ah you may change your mind about that some day it is precisely what i used to think and say of my dear father before I quite learned the worth of yours. Ah, yes, I forgot Grandpa. He is almost as nice and dear as Papa.

Starting point is 00:04:20 But there can't be another one. I'm very, very sure of that. Lester Leland is not half so nice. Oh, I don't see how Elsie can. How else he can what? asked her father, coming in at that moment, and regarding her with a half-quizzical look and smile. Leave you and Mama for somebody else, you dear, dear dearest father, returned by, springing up and running to him to put her arms about his neck and half smother him with kisses. "'Then we may hope to keep you for a good while yet,' he said interrogatively, holding her close and returning her caresses, in most tender fatherly fashion, the mother watching

Starting point is 00:04:57 them with beaming eyes. "'Yes, indeed, till you go quite, quite tired of me, Papa.' "'And that will never be my pet. Ah, little wife, how rich we are in our children, yet not rich enough to part with one without a pang of regret, but we will not trouble about that yet, since the evil day is not very near. Oh, isn't it? cried Violet joyously. No, Lester goes to Italy in a few weeks, and it will be one, two, or maybe three years before he returns to claim his bride. Ah, then it is not time to begin to fret about it yet, cried Viag gleefully, smiles chasing away the clouds from her brow. At her age,

Starting point is 00:05:37 a year seems a long while in anticipation. No, you know, daughter, nor ever will be, her father responded with gentle gravity. I hope my little girl will never allow herself to indulge in so useless and sinful a thing, as fretting over either what can or cannot be helped. Ah, you don't mean to let me fret at all, I see, you dear wise old papa, she returned with a merry laugh. Now I must find Elsie and pass the lesson over to her, for I shrewdly suspect she's fretting over Lester's expected departure. Away with you then, was the laughing rejoinder, and she went,

Starting point is 00:06:11 dancing and singing from the room the dear merry light-hearted child her father said looking after her would that i could keep her always thus would you if you could my husband mrs travilla asked with a tender smile a look of loving reverence as he sat down by her side no sweet wife i would not he answered emphatically for as rutherford says grace groweth best in winter and the master says as many as i love i rebuke and chasten yes and we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of god ah we could never choose for our precious children exemption from such trials and afflictions as he may see necessary to fit them for an eternity of joy and bliss at his right hand no nor for ourselves nor for each other my darling but how well it is that the choice is not for us how could i ever choose a single pang for you beloved feign of my heart my life my light my joy or i for you my dear dear husband she whispered as he drew her head to a resting-place upon his breast and pressed a long kiss of ardent affection on her pure white brow ah edward i sometimes fear that i lean on you too much love you too dearly what could i ever do without you husband friend counsellor guide everything in one violet went very softly into her sister's dressing-room and stood for several minutes watching her with a mixture of curiosity interest and amusement before elsie became aware of her presence she sat with her elbow on the window-seat her cheek in her hand eyes fixed on some distant point in the landscape but evidently with thoughts intent upon something quite foreign to it for the color came and went on the soft cheeks with every breath and conscious smiles played about the full red lips at last turning her head and catching her head and catching her her young sister's eye she crimson to the very forehead oh elsie don't mind me violet said springing to her side of putting her arms around her are you so very happy you look so and i am glad for you but but i can't understand it

Starting point is 00:08:16 what vi elsie asked half hiding her blushing face on her sister's shoulder how you can love anybody better than our own dear darling precious papa and mamma yes i-i don't wonder vi blushing more deeply than before, but they are not angry. Dear, dear Papa and Mama, it seems to me I never loved them half so dearly before, and they say it is quite natural and right. Then it must be, of course, but I wish it was somebody else's sister and not my. I can't feel as if a stranger has as much right to my own sister as I have,

Starting point is 00:08:51 and I don't know how to do without you. Oh, Elsie, can't you be content to live on always in just the way we have ever since we were little bits of things? Elsie answered with an ardent embrace and murmured, "'Darling, Vi, don't be vexed with me. "'I'm sure you wouldn't if you knew how dearly, dearly I love you.' "'Well, I do suppose you can't help it,' sighed by, returning the embrace. "'Can't help loving you?'

Starting point is 00:09:16 "'No, indeed, who could?' Elsie returned laughingly. "'You wouldn't wish it, surely? You value my affection?' "'Oh, you dear old goose,' laughed Violet. "'But that was a willful misunderstanding. none so stupid is those that won't comprehend. Now I'll run away and leave you to your pleasant thoughts. May I tell Molly? Yes, Elsie answered with some hesitation.

Starting point is 00:09:39 She'll have to know soon. Mama thinks it should not be kept secret, though it must be so long before... Ah, that reminds me that I was to pass over to you the lesson Papa just gave me, that fretting is never wise or right. I leave you to make the application, and she ran gaily away. so joyous of heart, so full of youthful life and animation was she,

Starting point is 00:10:02 that she seldom moved with sedateness and sobriety in the privacy of home, but went tripping and dancing from room to room, often filling the house with bird-like warblings of silvery laughter. Molly Percival sat in her own cheery, pleasant room, pen in hand, and surrounded by books and papers, over which she seemed very intent, though now and then she lifted her head and sent a sweeping glance through the open window. drinking in with delight the beauties of a panorama of hill and dale sparkling river cultivated field and wild woodland to which the shifting lights and shadows as now and again a fleecy wind-swept cloud partially obscured the brightness of the sun leant the charm of endless variety molly's face was bright with intelligence and good humor she enjoyed her work and her increasing success and she had still another happiness in the change that had come over her mother still feeble in intellect enna johnson had become as remarkable for gentleness and docility as she had formerly been for pride arrogance and self-will

Starting point is 00:11:05 she had grown very fond of molly too very proud of her attainments and her growing fame and asked no greater privilege than to sit in the room with her watching her at her work and ever ready to wait upon and do her errands and so she too had her home at ion made always welcome by its large-hearted generous master and mistress "'Busy as usual, I see,' remarked Violet as she came tripping in. "'Molly, you are the veriest bee, "'and richly deserve to have your hive full of the finest honey. "'I'm the bearer of a bit of news very interesting to Elsie and me. "'In fact, I suppose I might say to all the family. "'Have you time to hear it?' "'Yes, indeed, and to thank you for your kindness in bringing it,'

Starting point is 00:11:48 "'Molly answered, laying down her pen and leaning back in a restful attitude. "'But sit down first, won't you? "'Thank you, no. it's time to dress for dinner. I must just state the fact and run away, said Violet, pulling out a tiny gold watch set with brilliance. It is that Elsie and Lester Leland are engaged. And your father and mother approve? asked Molly in some surprise.

Starting point is 00:12:10 Yes, of course. Elsie would never think of engaging herself to anybody without their approval. But why should they be expected to object? I don't know, only he's poor, and most wealthy people would consider that a very great objection. violet laughed lightly what an odd idea if there is wealth on one side there's the less need of it on the other i should think and he is intelligent sensible talented amiable and good rather handsome too and so you are pleased by yes no i don't know and the bright face clouded slightly i wish but if people must marry he'll do as well as another to rob me of my sister i suppose she tripped away and mollie dropping her head upon her folded arms on the table sighed profoundly some one touched her on the shoulder and her mother's voice asked what's the matter molly you don't envy her that poor artist fellow do you you needn't there'll be a better one coming along for you one of these days

Starting point is 00:13:11 no no not for me not for me gasped the girl i've nothing to do with love or marriage except to picture them for others it's like mixing delicious draughts for other lips while i-i may not taste them may not have a single drop to cool my parched tongue or quench my burning thirst at the moment life seemed to stretch out before her as a dreary waist unbrightened by a single flower a long toilsome road to be trod in loneliness and pain her heart uttered the old plaint they seemed to have everything and i nothing then her cheek burned with shame and penitent tears filled her eyes as better thoughts came crowding into her mind had she not better than an earthly love to cheer comfort and sustain her on the way a love that would never fail a friend who would never leave nor forsake her whose sympathy was perfect who was always touched with the feeling of her infirmities and into whose ear she could ever whisper her every sorrow perplexity anxiety certain of help for his love and power were infinite and the minor blessings of her lot were innumerable the love of kindred and friends and the ability to do good and give pleasure by the exercise of her god-given talents not the least end of chapter one chapter two of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this liver-vox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet p chapter two marriage is a matter of more worth than to be dealt in by a tournorship shakespeare lester lalande would sail in a few weeks for europe he was going to italy to study the great masters and with the determination to spare no effort to spare no effort to so perfect himself in his art that his fame as the first of american sculptors should constitute a prize worthy to lay at the feet of his peerless elsie their engagement was presently made known to all the connection and with no pledge or request of secrecy her parents deeming such a course wisest and kindest to all parties

Starting point is 00:15:20 elsie had many suitors and it was but just to them to let it be understood that her selection was made the communication was by note to each family which note contained also an invitation to a family dinner at ion given in honor of the newly affianced pair of course the matter called forth more or less of discussion in each household every one feeling privileged to express an opinion in regard to the suitableness of the proposed match it created some surprise at the Oaks, but as Lester was liked and his genius admired by them all, there were no unfavorable comments. At Ashland, the news was received in much the same way, Herbert remarking, well, as it isn't by I don't care a pin. Everybody at Fairview was delighted. At Pine Grove, it was pronounced an odd affair, but just like the Trevillas, in choosing their friends and associates, they never seemed to look upon wealth as a recommendation, or the want of it as an objection. It was at breakfast time that the note of invitation addressed to old Mr. Dinsmore

Starting point is 00:16:26 reached Roselands. He glanced over it, then read it aloud. "'My great-granddaughter engaged to be married,' he remarked as he laid it down. "'I may well feel myself an aged patriarch, though few and evil have the days of the years of my life been,' he added low, amusingly, ending with a very heavy sigh. "'No such thing, father,' said Missing. Mrs. Conley, in a quick and patient tone, I'm not going to hear you talk so about yourself, you who have always been an honorable, upright, polished gentleman.

Starting point is 00:17:00 But what a wretched Miss Alliance is this, she commented, with covert delight, taking up the note and glancing over its contents. A poor artist, destitute of fame and money alike, to mate with an heiress, to hundreds of thousands. Why, poor as I and my children are, I should have rejected overtures from him for one of my girls, with scorn and indignation. Which would have been a decided mistake, I think, mother, remarked Calhoun respectfully. Leland is a fine fellow, of good family and very talented.

Starting point is 00:17:34 He'll make his mark some day, and you may live to take pride in saying that the wife of the famous sculpture Leland is a niece of yours. A half-grand-niece, she corrected, bridling. But I shall be an ancient dame indeed before that comes to pass. I have found him a very gentlemanly and intelligent fellow, remarked Arthur, and as for money, Elsie is likely to have enough for them both. So she is, said the grandfather. And he is thoroughly good, and will make a kind and appreciative husband, added Isidore. Virginia looked scornful and contemptuous.

Starting point is 00:18:09 He's too goody-goody for me, she said, but just like the Trevilla's in that, so we'll fit in exactly, I presume. Well, if people like to make me. fools of themselves i don't see that we need be unhappy about it we'll accept the invitation of course mamma turning to her mother and the next question is what shall we wear we must make handsome dinner toilets of course was the reply for though none but relatives and connections are to be present it will be a large company yes and i've no fancy for being outshone by anybody and aunt rose is sure to be very elegantly attired cousin rose lacy and cousin horace's wife no less so talk of my fondness for dress it's small compared to theirs it is principally the doing of the husbands said isidore both or i might say all three for uncle horace is no exception are very fond of seeing their wives well dressed an excellent trait in a gentleman the determination that his nearest female relatives shall make a good appearance remarked mrs conley significantly glancing from father to sons but the ability to bring it about is not always commensurate with the desire mother said isidore thank you isa said calhoun following her from the room for she had risen from the table with her last words my mother does not seem to comprehend the difference between our circumstances and those of some of our relatives and i am sure has no idea of the pain her words sometimes give to grandpa art and myself

Starting point is 00:19:42 no cal or she could never be so cruel isa answered laying her hand affectionately on his arm and looking lovingly into his eyes i know that my brothers deny themselves many and innocent gratification for the sake of their mothers and sisters and cal i do appreciate it i know you do isa now tell me what you will want for this nothing she interrupted with an arch smile up into his face do you suspect me of praising your generosity for a purpose i have everything i want for the occasion i do assure you but cal what do you suppose uncle horace will think of elsie's choice he will not object on the scorer llan's lack of wealth, unless I am greatly mistaken. But here he comes to speak for himself, he added, as a horseman was seen coming up the avenue at a brisk canter. They were standing in the hall, but now stepped out upon the veranda to greet Mr. Dinsmore as he alighted, giving his horse in charge to a young negro who came eagerly forward

Starting point is 00:20:45 to do the service, quite sure that he would be suitably rewarded. It was the lad's firm conviction that Massahoros possessed an inexhaust, a possible supply of small coin, some of which, was very apt to be transferred to the pockets of those who waited upon him. Greetings were exchanged, and Mr. Dinsmore said, I am on my way to Ion. Suppose you order your pony, Issa, and ride over with me. They will be glad to see you. I want a few moments chat with my father, and that will give you time to don your hat and habit. Isidore was nothing loath, and within half an hour they were on their way.

Starting point is 00:21:20 You have heard the news, her uncle remarked inquiringly. of elsie's engagement yes sir you were discussing it with grandpa and mamma were you not yes and he smiled slightly you don't think as she does about it uncle no i am fully satisfied that the young man is well-bred good amiable honest intelligent educated talented and industrious seems to be quite sufficient my only objection is that the engagement seems likely to be a long one and yet that has the advantage of leaving the dear child longer in her father's house house of which i for one am very glad said isa what a sweet girl she is uncle yes she strongly resembles her mother in person and character has always seemed to meet a sort of second edition of her they found the travilla's old and young all out on the veranda enjoying a family chat before scattering to their various employments for the day grandpa though seldom a day passed without a visit from him to ion was welcomed with all the effusion and delight that might reasonably have been expected if he had not been seen for a month. His daughter's eyes shone with filia, love, and pleasure as they exchanged their accustomed affectionate greeting, and as he took possession of the comfortable armchair Mr. Trevilla hastened to offer,

Starting point is 00:22:42 his grandchildren clustered about him, the little ones climbing his knees with the freedom and fearlessness of those who doubted neither their right nor their welcome. But in the meantime, Isidore was not forgotten or overlooked. She, too, was quite at home at ion, and always made to feel that her visits were esteemed a pleasure. There was a slight timidity of manner, a sweet half-shinness about the younger Elsie this morning that was very charming. Her eyes drooped under her grandfather's questioning look and smile, and the color came and went on her fair cheek. He said nothing to her, however, until the younger ones had been summoned away to their same. studies, then turned to her with the remark,

Starting point is 00:23:23 "'I must congratulate Lester Leland when next I see him. "'Well, my dear child, I trust you have not made a hasty choice.' "'I think not, Grandpa. "'We have known each other quite intimately for several years,' she answered, "'casting down her eyes and blushing deeply. "'You do not disapprove.' "'I have no right to object if your parents are satisfied,' he said. "'But there do not look uncomfortable.

Starting point is 00:23:47 "'I really think Lester, a fine fellow, and I'm quite willing to number him among my grandchildren. She gave him a bright, grateful look, then she and Issa stole away together for a little girlish confidence, leaving the older people to a more business-like discussion of the matter. On every subject of grave importance, Mr. Dinsmore was taken into the councils of his daughter and her husband. His approval on this occasion, though they had scarcely doubted it,

Starting point is 00:24:15 was gratifying to both. there were no declinations of the invitation to the family dinner-party and at the appointed time the whole connection gathered at ion a large and goodly troop the adults in the drawing-room and parlors the little ones in the nursery there was the roselands branch consisting of the old grandfather with his daughter mrs conley and her numerous progeny from the oaks came mr horace dinsmore senior and mr horace dinsmore junior with their wives and a bright beautiful rollicking year-old baby baby, whom the proud young father styled Horace Three, also Molly's half-brother and sister, Bob and Betty Johnson, to whom their uncle and aunt still gave a home in parental care and affection. All the howards of Pine Grove were there, too, three generations, two of the sons bringing wives and little ones with them. The Carrington's of Ashlands were also present for, though not actually related to the Trevillas,

Starting point is 00:25:13 the old and close friendship, and the fact that they were of Mrs. Roe's, Dinsmore's near kindred seemed to place them on the footing of relationship. But we are forgetting Mrs. Turvilla's sister Rose. She was now Mrs. Lacey of the Laurels, a handsome place some four miles from Ion, and mother of a fine son whom she and her husband brought with them to the family gathering and exhibited to the assembled company with no little joy and pride. It remains only to mention Lestor Leland and his relatives of Fairview, who were all there received and treated as honored guests by their entertainers,

Starting point is 00:25:51 with urbane politeness by all the others, except Mrs. Coney and Virginia, who saw fit to appear almost oblivious of their existence. They, however, took a sensible view of the situation, and were quite indifferent as to the opinions and behavior toward them of the two haughty women. No one else seemed to notice it. All was apparent harmony in goodwill, and Lester felt himself welcomed into the family, with at least a show of cordiality from the most of the relatives of his betrothed. She behaved very sweetly, conducting herself with a half-shy, modest grace that disarmed, even Aunt Conley's criticism.

Starting point is 00:26:31 A few happy weeks followed, weeks rosy and blissful with love's young dream, then Lester tore himself away and left his Elsie mourning, for half the brightness and bloom of life seemed to have gone with him. him. Ah, in after days she recalled it all, especially the gentle, tender persuasiveness of her father's looks and tones, the caressing touch of his hand, the loving expression of his eye, with a strange mixture of gladness and better sorrow, an unavailing remorseful regret that she had not responded more readily and heartily to these manifestations of his strong fatherly affection. There came a time when a caress from him was coveted far more than those of her absent lover.

Starting point is 00:27:16 End of Chapter 2. Chapter 3 of Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley. This Libravox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet Pea. Chapter 3. Faith is exceedingly charitable, and believeth no evil of God. Rutherford. Delicious September days had come. The air was soft and balmy.

Starting point is 00:27:43 A mellow haze filled the woods just beginning to show the touch of the frost king's fingers. The children could not content themselves within doors, and the wisely indulgent mother had given them a holiday, and spent the morning with them on the banks of the lake lit, and floating over its bright surface in their pretty pleasure-boat. Returned to the house. She was now resting in her broodoir, lying back in a large easy chair with a book in her hand. Suddenly it dropped into her lap. She started up, erect in her chair, and seemed to listen intently. was that her husband's step coming slowly along the hall it was like and yet unlike it lacking the firm elastic tread the door opened and she sprang to her feet edward you are ill for there was a deathly pallor on his face do not be alarmed little wife it is nothing a strange pain a sudden faintness he said trying to smile but tottered and would have fallen had she not hastened to give him the support of her arm she helped him to him to her arm she helped him to him to her she helped him to a couch placed a pillow beneath his head rang for assistance brought him a glass of cold water cologne and smelling salts from her dressing-table doing all with a deft quickness free from flurry though her heart almost stood still with terrible fear and dread

Starting point is 00:29:01 what meant this sudden seizure this anguish so great that it had bowed in a moment the strength of a strong man she had never known him to be seriously ill before he had seemed in usual health when he left her for his accustomed round over the plantation only a few hours ago and now he was nearly helpless with suffering servants were instantly despatched in different directions one to roselands to summon dr arthur conley another to the oaks for her father to whom she instinctively turned in every time of trouble and who was ever ready to obey the call both arrived speedily to find mr travilla in an agony of pain bearing it without a murmur almost without a moan or groan but with cold beads of perspiration standing on his brow elsie beside him calm quiet alert to anticipate every wish but pale as a marble statue and with a look of anguish in her beautiful eyes. It was so hard to stand by and see the suffering endured by him who was dearer than her own life. She watched Arthur's face as he examined and questioned his patient and saw it grow white to the very lips. Was her husband's doom then sealed? But Arthur drew her and Mr. Dinsmore aside. The case is a bad one, but not hopeless, he said. I am unwilling to take the

Starting point is 00:30:24 responsibility alone, but must call in Dr. Barton and also send to the city for the best advice to be had there. We have great confidence in your skill, Arthur, Elsie said. But let nothing be left undone. God alone can heal, but he works by means. And in the multitude of counselors there is safety, added Mr. Dinsmore. Dear daughter, be strong and of good courage. There shall no evil befall you, for your heavenly father knows and will do what is best.

Starting point is 00:30:54 Yes, Papa, I know. I believe it, she answered with emotion. ah pray for me that strength may be given me according my day and to him my dear dear husband no murmuring thoughts arise in either of our hearts the news had flown through the house that its master and head had been stricken down with sudden severe illness great were the consternation and distress among both children and servants so beloved was he so strange a thing did it seem for him to be ill for he had seldom had a day's sickness in all the years that they had known him elsie edward and violet hastened to the door of the sick-room begging that they might be admitted that they might share in the work of nursing the dear invalid their mamma came to them her sweet face very pale but calm no darlings she said in her gentle tender tones it will not do to have so many in the room while your dear father is suffering so much your grandpa mammy and i must be his only nurses for the present though after a time your services may be needed oh mamma it is very hard to have to stay away from him sobbed violet i know it dearest her mother said and my heart aches for you and all my darlings but i am sure you all love your dear father too well not to willingly sacrifice your own feelings when to indulge them might injure him or increase his pain oh mamma yes yes indeed they all cried well then dears go away now look after the younger ones and the servants i trust them all to your care and when the doctors say it will do you shall see and speak to your father and do anything for him that you can

Starting point is 00:32:34 so with a loving motherly caress bestowed upon each she dismissed them to the duties she had pointed out and returned to her station beside her husband's couch mr dinsmore arthur conley and aunt chloe were gathered about it engaged in efforts to relieve the torturing pain his features were convulsed with it but his eyes wandered restlessly around the room as if in search of something as elsie drew near they fixed themselves upon her face and his was lighted up with a faint smile. Darling, precious little wife, he murmured, drawing her down to him till their lips met in a long, loving kiss. Don't leave me for a moment. Nothing helps me to bear this agony like the sight of your sweet face. Ah, beloved, if I might bear it for you, she sighed, her eyes filling with tears, while her

Starting point is 00:33:24 soft white hand was laid tenderly upon his brow. No, no, he said, that were far worse, far worse. Her tears were falling fast. ah do not be so distressed it is not unendurable he hastened to say with a loving tender look and an effort to smile in the midst of his agony and he he is with me the lord my saviour i know that my redeemer liveth and the sense of his love is very sweet never so sweet before thank god that it is so ah he is faithful to his promises she said then kneeling by his side she repeated one sweet and precious promise after another the blessed words and loved tones seeming to have a greater power to soothe and relieve than anything else the other physicians arrived examined consulted used such remedies as were known to them everything was done that science and human skill could do but without avail they could give temporary relief by the use of the use of the use of it was done that science and human skill could do but without avail they could give temporary relief by the use of of opiates and anesthetics but were powerless to remove the disease which was fast hurrying its victim to the grave both mr travilla and elsie desired to know the truth and it was not concealed from them on mr dinsmore devolved the sad task of imparting it it was in the afternoon of the second day the doctors had held a final consultation and communicated their verdict to him moved to his very heart's court the thought of parting with his lifelong bosom friend

Starting point is 00:34:53 and more for the far sore bereavement awaiting his almost idolized child he waited a little to recover his composure then entered the sick-room and drew silently near the bed elsie sat close at her husband's side one hand clasped in his while with the other she dently fanned him or wiped the death-damp from his brow did she know it was that her face was colorless but quite calm mr travilla was at that moment entirely conscious and his eyes were gazing full into hers with an expression of unutterable love and the tenderest compassion at length they turned from her face for an instant and were uplifted to that of her father as he stood close beside her regarding them both with features working with emotion the dying man understood its cause is it so dinsmore he said feebly but with perfect composure elsie little wife and he drew her to him both tone and gesture full of exceeding tenderness oh love darling precious one must we part i go to the glory and bliss of heaven but you his voice broke her heart seemed riven and twain but she must comfort him one bursting sob as she hid her face upon his breast one silent agonized cry to heaven for help and lifting her head she gave him a long look of love then laid her cheek to his put her arm about his neck my darling my dear dear husband she said in her sweetest tones do not fear for me or for our children the lord even jesus will be our keeper do not let the thither husband do not let the thither husband she said in her sweetest tones do not fear for me or for our children the lord even jesus will be our keeper do not let the thither of us disturb you now or doubt the glad anticipation of the wondrous glory and bliss to which you go soon you will be with him forever with the lord and how glad our darling lily will be to see her beloved father dear mother to recover her son and what a little little while it will seem till we all shall join you there never never to part again

Starting point is 00:36:57 and neither she my dear daughter nor her children shall want for a father's love and care while i live my dear friend said mr dinsmore his voice tremulous with emotion i know it i know it and god be thanked that i leave them in such good and loving hands mr travilla answered looking gratefully at his friend you trusted your darling child to me he went on low and feebly with frequent pauses for breath and i give her back to you oh she has been a dear dear wife to me he exclaimed softly stroking her hair god bless you my darling god bless you for your faithful unselfish love you have been the sunshine of my heart and home and you my beloved oh what a husband you have been to me she sobbed covering his face with kisses never one unkind or impatient word or look or tone nothing but the tenderest love and care have i had from you since the hour we gave ourselves to each other and i thought oh i thought we had many more years to live and love together but god's will be done yes he said his will be done with me and mine darling he will never leave nor forsake you and though i am almost done with time we shall have all the ages of eternity to live and love together together silent caresses were all the past between them for some moments then mr dinsmore inquired if his friend had any directions to give about his affairs no he said all that was attended to long since elsie knows where to find all my papers and understands everything in regard to the property and my business matters as well as i do and my peace is made with god he continued after a pause speaking in a sweetly solemn tone his presence is with me i feel the everlasting arms underneath and around me all my hope and trust are in the blood and righteousness of christ my crucified and risen saviour all is peace i am a sinner saved by grace let me see my children and give them a father's blessing and i shall have nothing more to do but to fall asleep in jesus

Starting point is 00:39:11 else he and vi were together in a room across the hall from that in which their father lay sitting clasped in each other's arms waiting hoping for the promised summons to go to him when he should be sufficiently relieved to bear their presence ah there was in each young heart an unspoken fear that he would never rise from that couch of pain for they had seemed to read his doom in the grave anxious faces of grandfather and physicians but oh it was too terrible of fear for either to put into words even to her own conscience consciousness. How could life go on without the father, who had thus far constituted so large a part of it to them? A shuffling step drew near, and Aunt Chloe appeared before them. Her face swollen with weeping, her eyes filled with tears. Used to come now, Chillins. Oh, is Papa better, they cried, starting up in eager haste to obey the summons. The old nurse shook her head, tears bursting forth afresh. He's most there, Chillins. most there where they don't have no more pain no more sickness no more dying i see the glory shining in his face he's most there then as they sobbed and tears burst forth oh my mistis my breasted young mistis she cried throwing her apron over her head

Starting point is 00:40:27 you old mammy dada keep massa here for your sake but the lord's will must be done and he never makes no mistakes end of chapter three chapter four of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this this Liberbox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet P. Chapter 4 Death is Another Life, Bailey. Oh, Elsie, Elsie, what shall we do? But it can't, it can't be true, sobbed Violet, clinging to her sister, and a heartbreaking paroxysm of grief.

Starting point is 00:41:04 Oh, it will kill Mama, and we shall lose her, too. No, no, honey, not so, said Aunt Chloe. My blessed young missus will live for your sake. for her chilin's sake an he ain't goin to lose massa he's only goin home a little wafel de rest dear vi we must try to be composed for both their sakes whispered elsie scarcely able to speak for weeping dear breasted lord helped him help these poor chilins ejaculated aunt chloe come chilins we's losein precious time they wiped away their tears checked their sobs by a determined effort and hand in hand followed her to the sick-room perfect ease had taken the place of the agonizing pain which for many hours had racked mr travilla's frame but it was the relief afforded not by returning health but by approaching dissolution death's seal was on his brow even his children could read it as they gathered weeping about his bed he had a few words of fatherly counsel of tender loving farewell for each elsie violet edward to the last saying my son i commit your mother to your tender care you have almost reached man's estate take your father's place and let her lean on your young vigorous arm yet fail not in fill your reverence and obedience be ever ready to yield to her wise gentle guidance

Starting point is 00:42:28 i will father i will return the lad in a choking voice and may not i too and herbert papa sobbed harold yes dear son and all of you love and cherish mamma and try to fill my place to her and love and obey your kind grand grand grand grand grand grand as you have always loved and obeyed me one after another had received a last caress a special parting word till it had come to the turn of the youngest darling of all little four-year-old walter they lifted him on to the bed and creeping close to his father he softly stroked the dying face and kissing the lips the cheeks the brow cooed in sweet baby accent me so glad to see my dear papa papa dawn debt well now isn't you papa yes papa's dear pet i'm going where sickness and pain can never come my little boy must love the dearest saviour and trust in him and then one day he shall follow me to that blessed land ah little son you were too young to remember your father he will soon be forgotten no no dearest said his weeping wife not so your pictured face and our constant mention of you shall keep you in remembrance even with him thanks dearest he said turning a loving gaze on her it is a pleasant thought that my name will not be a forgotten sound among the dear ones left behind we shall meet again beloved wife meet again beyond the river i shall be waiting for you on the farther shore i am passing through the waters but he is with me he who hath washed me from my sins in his own blood and you dearest wife does he sustain you in this hour yes she said his grace is sufficient for me dear dear husband do not fear to leave me to his care tears were coursing down her white cheeks but the low sweet tones of her voice will calm and even

Starting point is 00:44:24 she was resolutely putting aside all thought of self and the sore bereavement that awaited her and her children that she might smooth his passage to the tomb she would not that he should be disturbed by one anxious thought of them He forgot none of his household. Molly and her mother were brought in for a gentle, loving, farewell word, than each of the servants. He lingered still for some hours, but his wife never left him for an instant. Her hand was clasped in his when the messenger came. His last look of love was for her. His last whisper, "'Precious little wife, eternity is ours!'

Starting point is 00:45:01 Friends carried him to his quiet resting place beside the little daughter who had preceded him to the better land, and widow and children returned without him to the home hitherto made so bright and happy by his loved presence. Elsie, leaning on her father's arm, slowly ascended the steps of the veranda, but on the threshold drew back with a shudder and a low, gasping sob. Her father drew her to his breast. My darling, do not go in. Come with me to the oaks. Let me take you all there for a time.

Starting point is 00:45:35 no dear papa twould be putting off the evil day the trial that must be borne sooner or later she said in trembling tearful tones but if you will stay with me surely dearest as long as you will i could not leave you now my poor stricken one let me assist you to your room you are completely worn out and must take some rest my poor children she faltered for their sakes you must take care of yourself he said your mamma is here she and i will take charge of everything until you are able to resume your duties as mother and mistress he led her to her apartments made her lie down on a couch darkened the room and sitting down beside her took her hand in his papa papa she cried starting up in a sudden burst of grief take me in your arms take me in your arms and hold me close as you used to do as he has done every day that he lived since you gave me to him my poor darling my poor darling he said straining her to his breast god comfort you may he be the strength of your heart and your portion forever remember that jesus still lives and that your beloved one is with him rejoicing with joy unspeakable and full of glory yes yes but oh the learning to live without him she moaned how can i how can i when thou passest through the waters i will be with thee and through the rivers they shall not overflow thee when thou walkest through the fire thou shalt not be burned neither shall the flame kindle upon thee for i am the lord thy god the holy one of israel thy saviour he repeated in low moved tones behold i have refined thee but not with silver i have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction dear daughter my heart bleeds for you and yet i know that he who has sent this sorrow loves you far better than i do and he means it for good faith is the better of the free air and of the sharp winter's

Starting point is 00:47:31 storm in its face grace withereth without adversity yes yes she whispered clinging to him go on dear papa you bring me comfort what so comforting is the love of christ he went on the assurance that in all our afflictions he is afflicted my darling the weightiest end of the cross of christ which is laid upon you lieth upon your strong saviour and he will never let me sink she said oh what love is his and how unworthy i am never very strong elsie was as her father plainly perceived greatly exhausted by the combined influence of the fatigue of nursing overwhelming sorrow and the constraint she had put upon herself to control its manifestations while her husband lived she must have rest from every care and responsibility must be shielded from all annoyance and as far as possible from every fresh reminder of her loss for several days he watched over her with unceasing care and solicitude doing all in his power to soothe to comfort and console allowing only short interviews with rose and the children and keeping every single to her with her ownceasing care and solicitude and keeping every power to soothe to soothe to comfort and console allowing only short interviews with rose in the children and the children and keeping every everyone else away except her old mommy. Never had father and daughter seemed nearer and dearer to each other than in these sorrowful days. To lay her weary head upon his breast, while his arms folded her close to his heart, gave some relief more than could anything else, to the unutterable

Starting point is 00:48:58 longing, to feel the clasp of those other arms whose loving embrace she could never know again on earth. But her nature was too unselfish and affectionate, to allow of long indulgence in this life of inactivity and nursing of her grief. She could not resist the anxious, pleading looks of her children. She, their only remaining parent, must now devote herself to them even more entirely than had been her wont. Grandma Rose was as kind as kind could be, but Mama's place could be filled by no one but herself. Dear Papa, she said when three days had passed, I am rested now, and you must please let me go back to my duties. My dear little ones need me, the older ones too. I cannot deprive them of their mother any longer.

Starting point is 00:49:45 Would it not be well to give yourself one more day of rest, he asked, gazing sadly at the wan cheeks and the mournful eyes that looked so unnaturally large? I do not think you are strong enough yet for anything like exertion. I think the sweet work of comforting and caring for my darlings, his children as well as mine, she said with a tremble in her voice, will do me some good. It is partly for their sakes that I want you to do you to do. take care of yourself, he said, putting his arm about her, while her head dropped on his shoulder.

Starting point is 00:50:17 Would it not have been his wish? Were you not always his first care? She gave a silent assent, the tears coursing down her cheeks. And he gave you back to me, making you doubly mine, my own darling, precious child, and your life, health, and happiness must be my special charge, he said, caressing her with exceeding tenderness. My happiness? Then, and papa you will not try to keep me for my darlings my dear dear father do not think i am ungrateful for your loving care ah it is very sweet and restful to lean upon you and feel the strong tender clasp of your arm but i must rouse myself and become a prop for others to lean upon yes to some extent when you were quite rested but he must bear no burdens dear daughter that your father can bear for you she looked her gratitude out of tear-dained eyes god has been very good to me in "'spaaring me, my father,' she said, "'and my children, my seven darlings,

Starting point is 00:51:15 "'all good and loving. "'How rich I ought to feel! "'How rich I do feel! "'Though so sorely bereaved! "'The tears burst forth afresh. "'You will let me go to them?' she said, "'when she could speak again. "'Tomorrow, if you will try to rest and gain strength to-day.

Starting point is 00:51:32 "'I am quite sure it is what he would have wished, "'that you should rest a little longer. "'The children can come to you for an hour or two today. she yielded for that time and the next day he withdrew his opposition and himself led her down to the breakfast parlor where all were gathered to partake of the morning meal end of chapter four chapter five of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this libervox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet peep five weep not for him that dieth for he hath ceased from tears mrs norton there was much unselfish love for their mamma and for each other displayed but the young travillas in those sad days immediately following the death of their dearly loved father every heart ached sorely with its own burden of grief excepting that of little walter who was too young to understand or realize his loss yet was most solicitous to assuage that of the brothers and sisters but especially to comfort and help poor dear dear mamma they were filled with alarm as they saw their grandfather almost carry her to her room then closed the door upon them oh cried violet clinging to her older sister and giving way to a burst of terrified weeping

Starting point is 00:52:58 i knew it would be so mamma will die too oh mamma mamma mamma dear child no said rose laying a caressing hand on the young weeper's arm do not be alarmed your dear mother is worn out with grief and nursing she has scarcely slept for several days and nights but is not ill otherwise and i trust that rest and the consolations of god will still restore her to her wonted health and cheerfulness oh grandma sobbed elsie do you think mamma can ever be cheerful and happy again? I am sure she can never forget Papa. No, she will never forget him, never cease to miss the delight of his companionship, but she can learn to be happy in the thought of his eternal blessedness and the sure reunion that awaits them when God shall call her home, and in the love of Jesus and of her dear children. Rose had thrown one arm about Elsie's waist, the other around Violet, and drawn them to a seat, while Edward and the younger children grouped themselves about her, Rose and Walter, leaning on her lap.

Starting point is 00:54:01 They all loved her, and now hung upon her words, finding comfort in them, though listening with many tears and sobs. She went on to speak at length of the glory and bliss of heaven, of the joy of being with Christ and free from sin, done with sorrow and sighing, pain and sickness and death, of the delight with which their sister Lily, their grandmother Trevilla, and other dear ones gone before, must have welcomed the coming of the coming of the their father, and the glad greeting he would give to each of them, when they too should reach the gate of the celestial city.

Starting point is 00:54:35 Yes, Grandma, Papa told us all to come, said Little Rosie. I know he did, dear child, and do you know the way? Yes, Grandma. Jesus said, I am the way. He died to save sinners, and he will save all who love him and trust in him alone, not thinking anything they can do is going to help to save them. Save them from what, darling? from their sins, Grandma, and from going to live with Satan and his wicked angels, and wicked people that die and go there.

Starting point is 00:55:03 Yes, that is all so, and oh, what love it was that led the dear Savior to suffer and die upon the cross that we might live. Dear children, it was his death that bought eternal life for your beloved father, and has purchased it for all of us, if we will but take it as his free unmerited gift. But Grandma, sobbed Harold, why didn't he let our dear Papa stay with us alone? little longer oh i don't know how we can ever ever live without him this called forth a fresh burst of grief from all even little walter crying piteously i want my papa i want my rose lifted him to her lap and caressed him tenderly her cheers swelling fast dear children she said as the storm of grief subsided a little we must not be selfish in our sorrow we must try to rejoice that your beloved father is far far than he could ever be here. I think the dear Savior took him home because he loved him so much that he could no longer spare him out of heaven.

Starting point is 00:56:06 And he, Jesus, will be your father now even more than he was before. A father of the fatherless and a judge of the widows is God in his holy habitation. I'm very glad the Bible tells us that, remarked Herbert, checking his sobs. I have heard and read the words often, but they never seemed half so sweet before. No, said Harold, putting an arm about him. The two were very strongly attached, and almost inseparable. And we have Grandpa, too. Papa said he would be a father to us.

Starting point is 00:56:37 And he will, dear children, said Rose. I do not think he could love you much more than he does if he were really your own father, as he is your dear mamas. And I am to try to fill Papa's place, said Edward, with a strong but vain effort to steady his voice. I am far from competent, I know, but I shall try to do my very best. And God will help you if you ask him, said Rose,

Starting point is 00:57:01 help you to be a great comfort and assistance to your mother and younger brothers and sisters. Ah, if we might only go to Mama, sighed Violet when she and Elsie had withdrawn to the privacy of their own apartment, do you think we might venture now? Not yet a while, I think. I hope she is resting,

Starting point is 00:57:19 and Grandpa will let us know when it will not disturb her to see us. Oh, Elsie, can we ever? ever be happy again cried violet throwing herself into her sister's arms where where shall we go for comfort to Jesus and his word dear Vye let us kneel down together and ask him to bless us all and help us to say with our hearts thy will be done all of us children and our dear precious mama oh we can't pray for Papa anymore cried Vye in an agony of grief no dear Vye but he no longer needs our prayers he is so close

Starting point is 00:57:54 to the master, so happy in being forever with him, that nothing could add to his bliss. Violet hushed her sobs, and with their arms about each other they knelt, while in low pleading tones Elsie poured out their grief and their petitions into the ear of the ever-compassionate, loving savior. Fortunately for them in this hour of sore affliction, they were no strangers to prayer or to the scriptures, and knew where to turn to find the many sweet and precious promises suited to their needs. Some time was given to this, and then Elsie, mindful of the duty and privilege of filling to the best of her ability her mother's place to the little ones, went in search of them.

Starting point is 00:58:35 The tea hour brought them all together again. All the children, but father and mother were missing. Oh, this gathering about the table was almost the hardest thing of all. It had been wont to be a time of glad, free, cheerful, often mirthful intercourse between parents and children. No rude and noisy hilarity, but the most enjoyable social converse and interchange of thought and feeling, in which the young people, while showing the most perfect respect and deference to their parents, an unselfish consideration for each other, were yet under no galling constraint, but might ask questions and give free expression to their opinions if they wished, and were indeed encouraged to do so.

Starting point is 00:59:15 But what a change had a few days brought! There was an empty chair that would never again be filled by him to be, to whom one and all had looked up with the tenderest filial love and reverence. All eyes turned toward it, then were suffused with tears, while one and another vainly strove to suppress the bursting sobs. They could not sit down to the table. They drew close together in a little weeping group. The grandparents came in, and Mr. Dinsmore,

Starting point is 00:59:44 trying to gather them all in his arms, caressed them in turn, saying in broken tender tones, my dear children my poor dear children i will be a father to you i cannot supply his place but will do so as nearly as i can you know my darlings my sweet elsie's children that i have a father's love for you yes grandpa we know it dear grandpa we're glad we have you left to us sobbed one and another and mamma dear precious mamma oh grandpa is she sick not exactly sick my darlings he said but very much worn out we must let her rest can't we see her can't we go to her not now not to-night i think i left her sleeping and hope she will not wake for some hours at that the little ones seemed nearly heart-broken how could they go to their beds without seeing mamma but elsie comforted them she would help mammy put them to bed and oh it was the best of news that dear mamma was sleeping because if she did not she would soon be quite ill molly percival because of her crippled condition making locomotion so difficult seldom joined the family at table but took her meals in her own room a servant waiting upon her and her mother who in her new devotion to poor molly preferred to eat with her the appointments of their table were quite as dainty as those of the other the fair never less luxurious a very tempting repast was spread before them to-night but mollie could not eat for weeping her mother tasting one dish after another with evident enjoyment at length thought fit to expostulate with her

Starting point is 01:01:23 molly why do you cry so i do wish he would stop it and eat your supper i'm not hungry mother that's only because you're fretting so and what's the use mr mr Mr. Trevilla's better off, and besides he was nothing to you. Nothing to me! Oh, Mother! He was so good, so kind to me, to Dick, to everybody about him. He treated me like a daughter, and I loved him as well as if he had been my own father. He did not forget you or me while he was dying, Mother. No, and it was good of him. Still, crying doesn't do any good, and you'll get weak and sick if you don't eat. Molly's only answer was a burst of grief. oh poor poor cousin elsie her heart must be quite broken for she idolized her husband and the girls and all of them how they did love their father

Starting point is 01:02:13 the servant came in with a plate of hot cakes and a slender girlish figure presently stole softly after without knocking for the door stood open and to the side of mollie's chair it was violet looking oh so sad and sweet so fair and spiritual in her deep mourning dress in an instant she and mollie were locked in each other's arms mingling their sobs and tears together i'm afraid we have seemed to neglect you mollie dear violet said when she could speak but-no no no you have never done that cried mollie weeping afresh and how could i expect you to think of me at such a time oh why why mamma cannot come up for she is not not able to leave her room and oh molly i'm afraid she's going to be sick molly tried to comfort and reassure her aunt rose was in for a while this afternoon she said and she thinks it is not really sickness only that she needs rest and comfort and vi the lord will comfort her don't you remember those sweet words in isaiah as one whom his mother comforteth so i will comfort you and ye shall be comforted violet had come up to see mollie lest the poor afflicted cousin should feel neglected while elsie was engaged with the little ones taking Mama's place and seeing them to bed, with a little loving talk on some profitable theme. Tonight it was the glory and bliss of heaven, leaving in their young minds, instead of gloomy and dreadful thoughts of death and the cold, dark grave,

Starting point is 01:03:45 bright visions of angelic choirs, of white robes and palms of victory, of golden crowns and harps, of the river of the water of life, and the beautiful trees on its banks bearing twelve manner of fruits, of Papa with sweet lily by his side, both casting their crowns at Jesus' feet and singing with glad voices, Worthy as the lamb that was slain. Leaving them at length to their slumbers, she joined Violet and Molly for a few moments,

Starting point is 01:04:13 then Edward came to say that their mother was awake and Grandma had given permission for them to go to her, and just bid her good-night if they could be quite composed. They thought they could. They would try very earnestly. She was in her dressing-room, reclining in an easy-chair, looking oh so wan and sorrowful. She embraced each in turn, holding them to her heart

Starting point is 01:04:35 with a whispered word or two of tender mother love. God bless you, my dear, dear children. He will be a father to the fatherless and never leave or forsake you. Violet dared not trust herself to speak. Elsie only murmured, Dear, dearest Mama,

Starting point is 01:04:52 and Edward, darling, precious mother, don't grieve too sorely. The consolations of God are not small, all my dear son was all she said in reply and they withdrew softly and silently as they had come the next morning and each following day they were allowed a few moments with her until four days had passed on the fifth as we have said she came down to the breakfast-room leaning on her father's arm as they neared the door she paused trembling like a leaf and turning to him a white anguished face he knew what it meant she had not been in that room had not taken her place at that table since the morning of the day on which her husband was taken out he was with her then in apparently perfect health now the places which had known him on earth would know him no more for ever her head dropped on her father's shoulder a low moan escaping her pale lips dear child he said drawing her closer to him and tenderly kissing her brow think how perfectly happy how blessed he is you would not call him back oh no no came from the quivering lips the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak lean on your strong saviour he said and his grace will be sufficient for you she sent up a silent petition then lifting her head

Starting point is 01:06:11 i can bear it now he will help me she said and suffered him to lead her in her children gathered about her with a joy that was as cordial to her fainting spirit their love was very sweet but how her heart yearned over them because they were fatherless all the more so that she found her father's love so precious and sustaining in this time of sorrow and bereavement he led her to her accustomed seat bent over her with a whispered word of love and encouragement then took the one opposite once her husband's now his no more perhaps it was not quite so hard as to have seen it empty but it cost a heroic effort to restrain a burst of anguish 5. Chapter 6 of Elsie's Woodahoodahood by Martha Finley. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet Pea. Chapter 6. Happy he, with such a mother, faith in womankind, beats with his blood and trust in all things high, comes easy to him, and though he trip and fall, he shall not blind his soul with clay. tennyson life at ion moved on in its accustomed quiet course mr trevilla's removal seeming to outsiders to have made very little change except that mr and mrs dinsmore now took up their abode there for the greater part of the time leaving the younger horace and his wife in charge at the oaks an arrangement for which elsie was very thankful for her father's presence and his love were as balm to her wounded spirit her strongest support in this as in every trial of her life was in her almighty saviour on him she leaned every hour with a simple childlike faith and confidence in his unerring wisdom and infinite love but it was very sweet to lean somewhat upon the strength and wisdom of the earth

Starting point is 01:08:14 earthly father also, and to feel that the shield of his care and protection was interposed between her and the cold world. Both his and Rosa's companionship had ever been delightful to her, and were now a great solace and pleasure. She gave no indulgence to a spirit of repining, because her chief earthly treasure had been taking from her for the remainder of her life in this world, but was filled with gratitude for those blessings that were left, ever deeming God's goodness. to her far beyond her deserts and her own sorrow was often half forgotten in tender compassion for her fatherless children for their sakes as well as because such was her christian duty she strove after a constant abiding cheerfulness and not without success

Starting point is 01:09:02 but it was not sought in forgetfulness of the dear one gone they talked freely and tenderly of him his looks his words his ways his present happiness and the joy of the coming reunion with him he was not dead to them but living in the blessed land where death could never enter a land that grew more real and attractive because he was there elsie found great comfort in her children dear as her own offspring and dearer still because they were his also they were very good and obedient loving her so devotedly that the very thought of grieving her was pain her unselfish love seemed to call forth its counterport in them they vied with each other in earnest efforts to make up to her the loss of their father's love and ever watchful tender care they were very fond of their grandfather too and always yielded a ready obedience to his commands or directions he never had shown them the sternness that had been one of the trials of their mother's youthful days but was patient and gentle as well as firm and decided mr travilla's example as a father had not been wasted on him he was wont to say he had three reasons for loving them that they were the children of his friend elsie's children and his own grandchildren it was very evident that they were very dear to him and they loved him dearly in return mr travilla had left no debts no entanglements in his affairs his will was short plainly expressed and its conditions such as there was no difficulty in carrying out elsie and her father were joint executors and were associated in the guardianship of the children also the estate was left to her during her natural life to edward after her death

Starting point is 01:10:54 hitherto the education of all the sons and daughters had been carried on at home but now edward was to go to college it had been his father's decision and his wishes and opinions were sacred so neither the lad nor any one else raised an objection though all felt the prospect of parting sorely just at this time. There had been some talk of sending Harold and Herbert away also to a preparatory school, but to save them and their mother the pain of separation, Mr. Dinsmore offered to prepare them to enter college. Elsie was in fact herself competent to the task, but gladly accepted her father's offered assistance, desiring to increase as much as possible his good influence over her boys,

Starting point is 01:11:38 hoping that so they would learn to emulate all that was admirable in his school, character. They were of course leading a very quiet and retired life at Ion, but with her household cares and the superintendents of the education of her younger children to attend to, in addition to other and less pressing duties, Elsie was in no danger of finding time hanging heavy on her hands. One of the numerous demands upon her maternal responsibility and affection was found in the call to cheer, comfort, and console her namesake daughter under the trial of separation from her betrothed, delay in hearing from him, and a morbid remorse on account of having, as she expressed it, troubled, pored dear Papa, by grieving and fretting over Lester's departure. Dear child, the mother said, he sympathized with, but did not blame you, and would not have you blame yourself so severely now and embitter your life with unavailing regrets.

Starting point is 01:12:32 He loved you very, very dearly, and has often said to me, Elsie has been nothing but a blessing to us, since the hour of her birth. Oh, Mama, how sweet! Thank you for telling me, exclaimed the daughter, tears of mingled joy and sorrow filling her eyes. He said it once to me when I was quite a little girl. At the time, your grandpa and Aunt Anna were hurt, and you went to Roselands to nurse her,

Starting point is 01:12:57 leaving me at home to try to fill your place. Oh, I shall never forget how dear and kind he was when he came home from taking you there, how he took me in his arms and kissed me and said those very words. mamma i cannot recall one cross word ever spoken by him to me or to any one no daughter nor can i he was most kind patient forbearing loving as husband father master in all the relations of life what a privilege to have been his cherished wife for so many years the sweet vice was very tremulous and unbidden tears stole over the fair cheeks that had not quite recovered their bloom for scarce a month had passed since the angel of death had come between her beloved and herself dear mama he made him very happy whispered elsie clasping her close with loving caresses yes we were as

Starting point is 01:13:51 happy together I believe as it is possible for any to be in this world of sin and sorrow I bless God that he was spared to me so long and for the blessedness that now is his and the sure hope that this separation is but for a season mama it is It is that sweet hope that keeps you from sinking. Yes, dearest, that and the sweet love and sympathy of Jesus. My fathers and my dear children's love does greatly help me also. Ah, how great is the goodness of my heavenly father in sparing me all these. And keeping me from poverty, too, how many a poor widow has the added pang

Starting point is 01:14:29 of seeing her children suffering sore privations or scattered among strangers because she lacks the ability to provide them with food and clothing. mamma how dreadful cried elsie i had never thought of that how thankful we ought to be that we do not have to be separated from you or from each other to be sure edward is going away for a time she added with a sigh and a tear but it is not to toil for a livelihood or endure privations no but to avail himself of opportunities for mental culture for which we should be grateful as still another of the many blessings god has given us he will be exposed to temptations such as would never assail him at home but these he must meet and if he does so looking to god for strength he will overcome and be all the stronger for the conflict and we daughter must follow him constantly with our prayers thank god that we can do that to edward himself she spoke in the same strain in a last private talk had with him the night before he went away i know that you have a very strong will of your own my dear boy she added and are not easily led and because i believe it to be your earnest desire and purpose to walk in the way of god's commands that is a comfort to me you are right in regard to both mother he said with emotion and oh i could sooner cut off my right hand than do aught to grieve you and dishonor the memory of-of my sainted father i believe it my son but do not trust in your own strength be strong in the lord and in the power of his might yes mother i know i feel that otherwise i shall fail but i can do all things through christ which strengtheneth me mother he added turning over the

Starting point is 01:16:13 the leaves of his Bible they had been reading together in storing my memory with the teachings of this blessed book you have given me the best possible preparation for meeting the temptations and snares of life yes she said thy word is a lamp unto my feet and a light into my path thy testimonies also are my delight and my counselors let them ever be yours my son in doubt and perplexity go ever to them for direction not forgetting prayer for the teachings of the Holy Spirit, and you cannot go far astray. Make the Bible your rule of faith and practice, bring everything to the test of Scripture, to the law and the testimony. If they speak not according to this word, it is because there is no light in them. Mother, he said, I think I have a pretty

Starting point is 01:16:59 clear idea of some of the temptations of college life. Doubtless there are always a good many idle, profane, drinking, dissolute fellows among the students, but it does not seem possible that I shall ever find pleasure in the society of such. I hope not indeed, she answered with emphasis. It would be a sore grief to me. But I hardly fear it. I believe, my boy, is a Christian and loves purity, loves study too, for its own sake. What I most fear for you is that the pride of intellect may lead you to listen to the

Starting point is 01:17:30 arguments of skeptics and to examine their works. My son, if you should, you will probably regret it to your dying day. It can do you nothing but harm. If you feel your mind with such things, your spiritual foes will take advantage to it to harass you with doubts and fears. Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seed of the scornful. He who would rob you of your faith in God and His holy words is your greatest enemy. Study the evidences of Christianity, and be ever ready to give a reason for the hope that is in you. he said taking her hand in his I will heed your counsels but it seems to me that having seen Christianity so beautifully exemplified in your life and my father's I can never doubt its truth and power

Starting point is 01:18:21 then after a pause in which tears of mingled joy and sorrow fell freely from her eyes dear mother you have given me a very liberal allowance can you spare it I do not know I have never known the amount of your income I can spare it perfectly well my son, she answered, with a tender smile pleased at this proof of his thoughtful love. It is the sum your father thought best to give you, for we had consulted together about all these matters. I do not wish you to feel stinted, but at the same time would have you avoid waste and extravagance, remembering that they are inconsistent with our Savior's teachings, and that money is one of the talents for whose use or abuse we must render an account at the last. End of Chapter 6 Chapter 7 of Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley

Starting point is 01:19:14 This Libervox recording is in the public domain Recording by Sweet Pea Chapter 7 But oh for the touch of a banished hand And the sound of a voice that is still Tennyson It was a chill November day A day of lowering clouds, wind, rain, sleet, and snow

Starting point is 01:19:36 Arthur Cohnley coming into the drawing-room at Ion, and finding its mistress there alone, remarked as he shook hands with her, "'The beginning of winter, cousin Elsie, it is setting in early. It froze hard last night, and the wind today is cutting.' "'Yes,' she said, even Papa and my two big, hardy boys, found a short walk quite sufficient to satisfy them today. But you poor doctors can seldom consult your own comfort in regard to facing wind and storm. Take this easy-chair beside the fire. thank you no i shall find it quite warm enough on the sofa beside you i am glad to have found you alone for i want to have a little semi-confidential chad she gave him an inquiring look i am a little uneasy about grandpa he went on he seems feeble and has a troublesome cough and i think should have a warmer climate through the coming winter i think too cousin that such a change would be by no means hurtful to you or your children he continued

Starting point is 01:20:38 regarding her with a grave professional air you were a trifle thin and pale and need something to rouse and stimulate you what is it you wish arthur she asked with a slight tremble in her voice i should be glad if you would go to viamide for the winter and take our grandfather with you he paused for an answer her face was turned toward a window looking upon the grounds her eyes rested with mournful gaze upon a low mound of earth within a little enclosure not many rods away arthur read her thoughts and laying a gentle hand on hers said in low compassionate tones he is not there cousin and his spirit will be as near you in your lily's birthplace and your own as here is not that home also full of pleasant memories of him she gave a silent assent and you can take all your other dear ones with you except edward yes but in his case it will only involve a little delay in receiving letters. Your father and Aunt Rose, I am certain, will go with you, and our old grandpa—' "'Is it dear old Grandpa? And must not suffer anything I can save him from,' she interrupted. "'Yes, Arthur. I will go, if—if my father approves and will accompany us, of which I have, no doubt.' He thanked her warmly. It may be the saving of Grandpa's life, he said.

Starting point is 01:22:03 "'He is getting very old, Arthur.' "'Yes, past eighty, but with care he may live to be a hundred. He has a naturally vigorous constitution and how he mellows with age elsie he has become a very lovely christian as humble and simple-hearted as a little child yes she said turning toward him eyes filled with glad tears and he has become very dear to me i think he loves us all especially papa and that we shall have a happy winter together i don't doubt it in fact i quite envy you the prospect oh could you not go with us to stay at least if you few weeks we should all be very glad to have you quite impossible he said shaking his head rather ruefully i'm greatly obliged and should be delighted to accept your invitation but it isn't often a busy doctor can venture to take such a holiday i'm very sorry but do you think there is no doubt that grandpa will be willing to go he will not hesitate for a moment if he hears uncle horace is to go he clings to him now more than any other earthly creature papa is in the library shall we join him and hear what he thinks of your plan said elsie rising by all means said arthur and they did so mr dinsmore highly approved as did rose also on being called into the conference how soon do you think of starting she asked looking at elsie than at her husband papa should decide that elsie answered a slight tremble in her voice thinking of the absent one to whom that question should have been referred were his dear presence still with them

Starting point is 01:23:40 she caught a look of tenderest love and sympathy from her father how well he understood her however thoughtful of her feelings he was i think the decision should rest with you daughter he said though i suppose the sooner the better yes said arthur for grandpa especially i presume no great amount of preparation will be needful since it is but a change from one home to another suggested rose no said elsie and i think a week will suffer for mine. Papa, can business matters be arranged in that time? Oh, yes, so we will say this day a week. The door had opened very quietly a few moments before, admitting Little Rose and Walter, and stealing softly to their mother's side

Starting point is 01:24:26 they were now leaning on her lap, looking from one to another of their elders and listening with some curiosity to their conversation. "'What is it, Mama?' asked Rosie. "'We are talking of going to buy me, dear. oh that'll be nice but we tant do wist out papa paddled walter tan we mamma i wish my dear papa tum back quick rosy saw the pain in mamma's dear face the tears in her eyes as she pressed a silent kiss on the brow of the innocent questioner and with ready loving tact she seized the little fellow's hand and drawing him away come walter she said let us go and tell the rest about it they ran away together and arthur rose to take leave am i imposing upon your unselfish kindness of heart my dear cousin he asked in an undertone taking elsie's hand in his is it too great a sacrifice of your own feelings and inclinations

Starting point is 01:25:22 she answered with a text as was not unusual with her even christ pleased not himself mr and mrs dinsmore were conversing apart at the moment perhaps returned arthur musingly we might make some other arrangement grandpa might be willing to go without no no she interrupted i could not think of giving him the pain of separation from papa nor could i bear that myself but do not trouble about me there will be much pleasure mingled with the pain pleasure in ministering to the comfort and happiness of the dear old grandpa and in seeing viamide and the dear old servants i have always loved both the place and them her father had caught a part of her words separation from me he said turning toward her who talks of that it shall not be without my consent no papa nor with mine for either grandpa or myself she said with a look of affection and a slight smile arthur will you carry a message from me to isa with pleasure then tell her i should be very glad to have her spend the winter at viamide with us if she feels that she would enjoy the trip and the quiet life we shall lead there there will of course be no gaieties to tempt a young girl thank you he said his eyes shining i have not the slightest doubt that she will be delighted to accept the invitation and now i think of it aunt enna and mollie will of course find her home with us at roselands while you are away no no they will go with us returned elsie quickly unless indeed they prefer to be left behind. Arthur suggested that they would be a great charge, especially upon the journey,

Starting point is 01:27:00 but the objection was promptly overruled by Mr. Dinsmore, Rose, and Elsie. Molly Musco, they all said. She would be sure to enjoy the change greatly, and the poor child had so few pleasures, and the same was true of Anna also. She had never seen Viamed, and could not fail to be delighted with its loveliness, nor would it do to part her from molly who was now her chief happiness i trust they will appreciate your kindness molly will i'm sure arthur said as he went away

Starting point is 01:27:31 as the door closed on him elsie glided to the window and stood in a pensive attitude gazing out upon that lowly mound only faintly discernible now in the gathering darkness for night was closing in early by reason of the heavy clouds that obscured the sky a yearning importunate cry was going up from her almost breaking heart my husband oh my husband how can i live without you oh to hear once more the sound of your voice to feel once again the clasp of your arm the touch of your hand a sense of utter loneliness was upon her but in another moment she felt herself enfolded in a strong yet tender embrace a gentle caressing hand smoothing her hair my darling my precious one my own beloved child murmured her father voice in its most endearing accents as he drew her head to a resting-place on his breast she let it lie there her tears falling fast i fear this going away is to be too great a child to you he said no papa but i am very weak forgive my selfish indulgence of my sorrow my darling i can sympathize in it at least to some extent i remember even yet the anguish of the first months of my morning for your mother's mother. "'Papa, I feel that my wound can never heal. It is too deep, deep as the roots of my love for him, that had been striking farther and farther into the soul with every one of the many days and the years that we lived and loved together.' "'I fear it may be so,' he answered with tenderest compassion.

Starting point is 01:29:10 "'Yet time will dull the edge of your sorrow. You will learn to dwell less upon the pain of the separation, and more upon his present happiness and the bliss of the reunion that will be drawing nearer and nearer with each revolving day. Dear one, this aching pain will not last forever, as Rutherford says, Sorrow and the Saints are not married together, or suppose it were so heaven would make a divorce. They are very sweet words, she murmured, and sweeter still is the assurance given us in the scriptures that, our light affliction which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding an eternal weight of glory. yes said rose coming to her other side and speaking in low tender tones dear elsie let those words comfort you and these others also whom the lord loveth he chastenedeth and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth

Starting point is 01:30:04 but for that in similar text i should wonder much that trial of any kind was ever permitted to come nigh one who has been a loving disciple of jesus since her very early years was it that i loved my husband too well elsie queried in tremulous tones i do not think i made an idol of him for inexpressibly dear as he was the master was dearer still if that be so you did not love him your husband too well her father answered i hear my children's voices i must not let them see their mother giving away to grief like this she said lifting her head and wiping away her tears they came in the whole six proceeded by a servant bearing lights there was a subdued eagerness about the younger ones as they hastened to their mother asking mamma is it really so that we are going to viamide yes dears i believe it is quite settled grandpa approves and i hope you are all pleased oh yes yes if you are mamma the older girl said noticing with affectionate concern the traces of tears on her face if not we prefer to stay here thank you my darlings she answered smiling affectionately upon them for several reasons i shall be glad to go the principal being that our poor old grandfather needs the warm climate he will find there and of course we could not think of letting him go alone oh no they said he could not do without grandpa and neither could we and neither could grandpa do without his eldest daughter or her children added mr dinsmore playfully sitting down and taking walter upon one knee rosy upon the other so we will all go together and i trust we'll have a happy time in that lovely land of fruits and flowers they had not seen it for several years not since walter was a babe and rosy so young that she remembered but little about it

Starting point is 01:31:59 both were delighted with the prospect before them and plied their grandpa with many eager questions while their mother looked on with growing cheerfulness resolutely putting aside her grief that she might not mar their pleasure the other four had gathered about her vye on a cushion at her feet elsie seated close on one side herbert standing on the other and harold at the back of her chair leaning fondly over her now touching his lips to her cheek now softly smoothing her shining hair dear mamma how beautiful you are he whispered you might as well say it out loud remarked herbert overhearing the words because everybody knows it and nobody would want to contradict you we are very apt to think those beautiful whom we love their mother said with a pleased smile and the love of my children is very sweet to me yes mamma but you are beautiful insisted harold it isn't only my love that makes you look so to me though i do love you dearly dearly mamma knows we all do said violet we should be monsters of ingratitude if we did not as i should be if i were not filled with thankfulness to god that he has blessed me with such dutiful and affectionate children added their mother mamma how soon will we go to viamide asked violet and that question being answered another quickly followed we will not leave mollie behind no certainly not nor aunt enna if they will kindly consent to go with us consent mamma i'm sure they cannot help being delighted to go may i run and tell them yes my child i know you always enjoy being the bearer of pleasant news mollie heard it with great pleasure and gratitude to her cousin anna with even childish delight neither had a thought of declining is it or conley also was very much pleased and sure she should vastly enjoy the winter with her relations spite of many an envious prognostication to the contrary on the part of her mother

Starting point is 01:34:00 and Virginia. They would not go on any account, they have erred, and were glad they had been overlooked in the invitation, mean as it was in Elsie not to include them, for life at Viamed could not fail to be a very dull affair for that winter at least. But Elsie, of course, heard none of these unkind remarks, and seeing the happiness she was conferring not only upon more distant relations, but upon her children also, who showed increasing pleasure in the thought of the expected visit to their lovely southern home, as the time drew near. she felt fully repaid for the sacrifice of feeling she was making. End of Chapter 7.

Starting point is 01:34:43 Chapter 8 of Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet Peep. Chapter 8. Tis easier for the generous to forgive than for offense to ask it. Thompson. The only note where the incident of the journey of our friends took place at New Orleans, were they halted for a few days of rest to all, and sightseeing on the part of the young people.

Starting point is 01:35:10 Mr. Horace Dinsmore, who had some business matters to attend to in connection with Elsie's property in the city, was hurrying back to his hotel one afternoon, when a beggar accosted him asking for a little help, holding out a very forlorn hat to receive it. There seemed something familiar in the voice, and Mr. Dinsmore stopped and looked earnestly at its owner. a seamed scarred face thin cadaverous framed in with unkempt hair and scraggy beard an attenuated form clothed in rags these were what met his view surely for the first time for there was nothing familiar about either no not for the first time for with a start of recognition and a muttered curse the mendicant dropped his hat then stopped hastily snatched it from the ground and rushed away down an alley "'Ah, I know you now!' cried Mr. Dinsmore, giving instant pursuit. He could not be mistaken in the peculiarly maimed hand stretched out to regain the hat.

Starting point is 01:36:14 Its owner fled as if for his life, but weak from disease and famine, could not distance his pursuer. At last, finding the latter close at his heels, he stopped and faced him, leaning, panting and trembling against a wall. "'George, Boyd, isn't you? Reduced to such a condition. is this exclaimed mr dinsmore eyeing him searchingly you've mistaken your man sir panted the fugitive my name's brown sam brown at your service then why did you run away from me coolly inquired the gentleman no i cannot mistake that hand pointing to the maimed member and you'd like to hang me i suppose returned the other bitterly but i don't believe you could do it here besides what's the use i'll not cumber the grave much longer can't you see that travilla himself he added with a fierce oath can hardly wish me anything worse that i've come to i'm literally starving can hardly get enough food to keep soul and body together from one day to another then come with me and i will feed you mr dinsmore

Starting point is 01:37:20 said his whole soul moved with pity for the miserable wretch yonder is a restaurant let us go there and i will pay for all you can eat you don't mean it cried boyd in incredulous I do every word of it. Will you come? A strange question to ask a starving man. Of course I will, only too gladly. They crossed the street, entered the eating-house, and Mr. Dinsmore ordered a substantial meal sit before Boyd. He devoured it with wolfish veracity, his entertainer watching him for a moment, then turning away in pain disgust. Time after time, plate and cup were filled and emptied but at last he declared his appetite fully satisfied mr dinsmore paid the reckoning and they passed out into the street together well sir said boyd i'm a thousand times obliged shall be more so if you will accommodate me with a small loan or gift if you like for i haven't a scent in the world how much do you think you deserve at my hands asked mr dinsmore somewhat severely for the request seemed to him a bold one under the circumstances i leave that to your generosity sir was the cool reply

Starting point is 01:38:31 but you expect to be great enough to allow you to escape the justice that should have been meted out to you years ago i have never harmed a hair of your head nor of any one belonging to you though i owe a heavy scare to both you and travilla was the insolent rejoinder no your imprisonment was the due reward of your lawless and cruel deeds whatever i may have done retorted the wretch with savage ferocity it was nothing compared to the injury inflicted upon me i suffered inconceivable torture look at me and judge if i do not speak the truth look at these fearful scars these almost blinded eyes he finished with a torrents of oaths and curses directed at travilla stop said mr dinsmore authoritatively, you were speaking against the sainted dead and he entirely innocent of the cause of your sufferings. What? Is he dead? When? Where? How did he die? At Ion, scarce two months ago, calmly, peacefully, trusting without doubting faith in the atoning blood of Christ. Boyd stood leaning against the outer wall of the restaurant. He was evidently very weak. He seemed awestruck and did not speak again for a moment. Then, I did not know it, he said in a subdued tone.

Starting point is 01:39:46 so he's gone and his wife she was very fond of him she was indeed she is in this city with her family on her way to viamide i'm sorry for her never had any grudge against her said boyd and my aunt is still living and in good health but beginning to feel the infirmities of age she has long mourned for you as worse than dead you look ill able to stand let me help you to your home home i have none there was a mixture of scorn and despair in the tones but you must have some lodging-place yes sometimes it is a doorstep sometimes a pile of rotten straw and a filthy cellar on second thoughts dinsmore i rather wish you'd have me arrested and lodged in jail he added with a bitter laugh i'd at least have a bed to lay my weary limbs upon and something to eat and before the trial was over i'd be beyond the reach of any heavier penalty of human law added mr dinsmore significantly but do not forget that after death comes the judgment no boy i feel no resentment toward you and since your future career in this world is evidently very short i do not feel called upon to deliver you up to human justice also for your aunt's sake especially i am inclined to give you some assistance i will therefore give you the means to pay for decent lodging to-night and to-morrow will see what further can be done if you will let me know where to find you time and place were fixed upon money enough to pay for bed and breakfast was given to boyd and they parted company mr dinsmore hastening on his way to his hotel the very best the city afforded with a light free step while boyd slowly dragged himself to a very humble lodging in a narrow dirty street near at hand mr dinsmore found his whole party gathered in their private parlour and anxiously awaiting his coming

Starting point is 01:41:42 as he entered there was a general exclamation of relief and pleasure on the part of the ladies and his father and a joyous shout from rosy and walter as each hastened to claim a seat upon his knee my dears grandpa is tired said their mother not too tired for this he said caressing them with all a father's fondness are you not late my dear asked his wife we were beginning to feel a trifle anxious about you rather i believe i will explain the cause at another time he said pleasantly tea was brought in family worship followed the meal and shortly after that elsie retired with her little ones to see them to bed the others drew round the table each with a book or work harold pushing molly's chair up near the light and mr dinsmore seating himself beside his wife on a distant sofa gave her in subdued tones an account of his interview with boyd poor wretch she sighed what can we do for him it is too dreadful to think of his dying as he has lived it is indeed we will consult with elsie as to what can be done the very mention of his name must be a pain to her can she not be spared it i will consider that question you know i would not willingly paint her he said with a tenderly affectionate glance at his daughter as she re-answered the room then rising he paced the floor as was his habit when engaged in deep or perplexing thought. Elsie watched him a little anxiously, but without remark until all the others had retired,

Starting point is 01:43:10 leaving her alone with him and rose. Then going to him, where he sat, in a large easy-chair beside the table, looking over the evening paper. "'Papa,' she said, laying her hand affectionately on his arm, "'I fear you are finding my affair is troublesome.' "'No, my dear child, not at all,' he answered, throwing down the paper and drawing her to a seat upon his knee it seems quite like old old times she said with a smile gazing lovingly into his eyes then stealing an arm about his neck and laying her cheek to his

Starting point is 01:43:43 yes he said fondling her why should i not have you here as i used to twenty odd years ago you are no larger nor heavier nor i a wit less strong and vigorous than we were then how thankful i am for that last who returned softly stroking his face and it is very pleasant occasionally to imagine myself your own little girl again but something is giving you anxiety my dear father is it anything in which i can assist you yes but i fear i can hardly explain without calling up painful memories he felt her start slightly and a low-breathed sigh met his ear still say on dear papa she whispered tremulously can you bear it he asked not for me but for another an enemy yes the lord would give me strength of whom do you speak george boyd the would-be murderer of my husband she exclaimed with a start and a shiver while the tears coursed freely down her cheeks i thought him long since dead no i met him this evening but so worn and altered by disease and famine so seamed and scarred by aunt's icy scalding shower that I recognized him only by the mutilated right hand. Elsie, the man is reduced to the lowest depths of poverty and shame, and evidently very near his end.

Starting point is 01:45:05 "'Papa, what would you have me do?' she asked in quivering tones. "'Could you bear to have him removed to Viamed? Could you endure his presence there for the few weeks he has yet to live?' She seemed to have a short struggle with herself. Then the answer came in low, agitated tones. Yes, if neither my children nor I need look upon him or hold any communication with him. That would not be at all necessary, her father answered, holding her close to his heart, and indeed I could not consent to it myself.

Starting point is 01:45:39 He is a loathsome creature, both morally and physically, yet for his aunt's sake, and still more for his sake, who bids us, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you. I shall gladly do all in my power for the wretched prodigal. And who can tell, but there may yet be mercy in store for him. God's mercy and power are infinite, and he has no pleasure in the death of him that dieth, but would rather that he churned from his evil way and live.

Starting point is 01:46:08 There was a little pause. Then Elsie asked if her father had arranged any plans in regard to Boyd's removal. Yes, he said, Subject, of course, to your approval. I have thought it would be well to send him, mom at once and let him be settled in his quarters before the arrival of your own party you must decide what room he is to occupy she named one situated in a wing of the mansion and quite distant from the apartments which would be used by the family what more papa she asked he must have an attendant a nurse and shall we not write to his aunt inviting her to come and be with him while he lives remain through the winter with us if she can find it convenient and agreeable to do so "'Yes, oh, yes!

Starting point is 01:46:53 "'Poor dear Mrs. Carrington, "'it will be but a melancholy pleasure to her. "'But I think if anyone can do him good, "'it will be she. "'I will write at once. "'Not to-night. "'It is too late. "'You are looking weary,

Starting point is 01:47:06 "'and I want you to go at once to bed. "'Tomorrow morning will be time enough for the letter.' "'What, sending me to bed, Papa?' "'she said with a slightly amused smile. "'I must be indeed your little girl again. "'Well, I will obey as I used to in the old intervie. time for i still believe you know what is best for me so good-night my dear dear father good-night my darling he responded caressing her with all the old fatherly tenderness may god bless and keep you and your dear children end of chapter eight chapter nine of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this librivox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet pea chapter nine she led me for me for her

Starting point is 01:47:57 first to god her words and prayers were my young spirits do pierpont elsie's letter to mrs carrington was despatched by the first morning mail and directly after breakfast mr dinsmore went in search of boyd hardened as the man was he showed some sense of gratitude toward the new-made widow of his intended victim when informed of her kind intentions toward himself some remorse for his attempt to injure him whom she had so dearly loved it is really a great deal more than i had the least right to expect even for my aunt's sake he said why sir it will be like getting out of hell into heaven it is not for mrs carrington's sake alone or principally strong as is the tie of friendship between them replied mr dinsmore but rather for the sake of the master she loves and serves and who bids his followers return good for evil can't sneered Boyd to himself then aloud well sir I wish it were in my power to make some suitable return to Mrs. Trevilla but that can never be and unfortunately I cannot even undo the past no and that is a thought which might well deter us from evil deeds now the next thing is to provide you with a bath decent clothing and a suitable attendant and get you and him aboard the boat which leaves a few hours hence All this was done, and Mr. Dinsmore returned to his daughter with a satisfactory report to that effect. Their party remained a few days longer in the Crescent City, then embarked for Viamid, where they arrived in due season, having met with no accident or detention by the way.

Starting point is 01:49:45 As on former occasions they were joyfully welcomed by the old servants, but many tears mingled with the rejoicings, for Mr. Trevilla had been greatly beloved by the servants. all, and they wept for both their own loss and that of their dear Brescent Mrs, as they were wont to call her whom his death had widowed. She was much overcome at the first, memory vividly recalling former arrivals, when he, her dearest earthly friend, was by her side, giving her support of his loved presents, and sharing her happiness. Her thoughts dwelt particularly upon the glad days of their honeymoon, and she seemed to see herself again a loved loving cherished bride now wandering with him through the beautiful orange groves or over the velvety flower bespangled lawn

Starting point is 01:50:37 now seated by his side in the veranda the parlor the library or on some rustic seat under the grand old trees his arm encircling her waist his eyes looking tangily into hers or it might be gliding over the waters of the lakelet or galloping or driving or driving from her waist his eyes looking tangially into hers or it might be gliding over the waters of the lakelet or galloping or driving or driving from her through the woods, everywhere and always the greatest delight of each the love and companionship of the other. Ah, how often now she caught herself listening for the sound of his voice, his step, waiting, longing, to feel the touch of his hand! Could she ever cease to do so, ever lose that weary homesickness of heart, that at times seemed almost more than mortal strength could endure. But she had more than mortal strength to sustain her. The everlasting arms were underneath and around her. The love that can never die, never change, was her unfailing support and consolation. She indulged in no spirit of repining, no nursing of her grief, but gave herself

Starting point is 01:51:44 with cheerful earnestness to every good work the careful, prayerful instruction and training of her children as her first duty, then kindly attentions to her old grandfather, to parents and guests, and after that the care of house servants, field hands, and the outside poor of the vicinity, neglecting neither their bodies nor their souls, also helping the cause of Christ in both her own and foreign lands, with untiring efforts, earnest, believing prayer, and liberal gifts, striving to be a faithful steward of the ample means God had committed to her trust, and rejoicing with the ability to relieve the wants of his people, and to assist in spreading abroad the glad news of salvation through faith in Christ.

Starting point is 01:52:35 There was no gaiety at Viamid that winter, but the atmosphere of the house was eminently cheerful, its walls often echoing to the blithe voices and merry laughter of the children, never checked or reproved by Mama, the days gliding peacefully by in a varied round of useful and pleasant employment and delightful recreation that left no room for Ennoy, riding, driving, walking, boating for all, and healthful play for the children. Lester Leland had been heard from was well and wrote in so hopeful a strain that the heart of his affiance grew light and joyous. she was almost ashamed to find she could be so happy without the dear father so lightly removed her mother reassured her on that point it was right for her to be happy as she could it was what her papa would have highly approved and wished and then in being so and allowing it to be perceived by those around her she would add to their enjoyment we are told to rejoice in the lord always concluded the mother and a christian's heart should never be be the abode of gloom and sadness dear mamma what an unfailing comfort and blessing you are to me and all your children cried the young girl oh i do thank god every day for my mother's dear love my mother's wise counsels

Starting point is 01:53:59 it was very true and to mamma each one of the six or we might say seven for edward did the same by letter carried every trouble great or small every doubt fear and perplexity no two of them were exactly alike in disposition each required a little different management from the others but attentively studying each character and asking wisdom from above the mother succeeded wonderfully well in guiding and controlling them in this her father assisted her and she was most careful and decided in upholding his authority never in any emergency opposing hers to it mamma said harold coming to her one day in her dressing-room herby is in trouble with grandpa i am very sorry she said with a look of concern but if so it must be by his own fault your grandpa's commands are never unreasonable no i suppose not mamma harold returned doubtfully but herbie is having a very hard time over his latin lesson and says he can't learn it it is too difficult mamma with some hesitation if you would speak to grandpa perhaps he would let him off this once do you think that would be a good plan she asked with a slight smile herbert's great fault is lack of perseverance he is too easily discouraged too ready to give up and say i can't do you think it would really be kind to indulge him in doing so perhaps not mamma but i feel very sorry to see him in such distress grandpa has forbidden him to leave the schoolroom or have anything to eat but bread and milk till he can recite his lesson quite perfectly and we had planned to go fishing this afternoon if you should give permission mamma

Starting point is 01:55:53 my son she said with an affectionate look into the earnest face of the pleader i am glad to see your sympathy and love for your brother but i think your grandpa love for your brother but i think your grandpa love loves him quite as well and knows far better what is for his good and i cannot interfere between them my children must all be as obedient and submissive to my father as they are to me yes mamma i know and indeed we never disobey him how could we when papa bade us not and made him our guardian too mrs travilla sat thinking for a moment after harold had gone then rose and went to the schoolroom herbert sat there alone idly drumming on his desk his open book pushed aside his face was flushed and wore a very disconsolate and slightly sullen expression he looked up as his mother came in but dropped his eyes instantly blushing and ashamed mamma he stammered i-i can't learn this lesson it's so very hard and i'm so tired of being cooped up here mayn't i go out and have a good run before i try any more if your grandpa gives permission not otherwise but he won't and it's a hateful old lesson and i can't learn it he cried with angry impatience my boy you are grieving your mother very much she said sitting down beside him and laying her cool hand on his heated brow oh mamma i didn't mean to do that he cried throwing his arms about her neck i do love you dearly dearly i believe it my son she said returning his caress but i want you to prove it by being obedient to your kind grandpa as well as to me and by trying to conquer your faults

Starting point is 01:57:42 mamma i haven't been naughty only i can't learn such hard lessons as grandpa gives my son i know you do not mean to be untruthful but to say that you cannot learn your lesson is really not the truth the difficulty is not so much in the ability as in the will and are you not indulging a naughty temper mamma he said hanging his head you don't know how hard latin is why what do you mean my son she asked in surprise you certainly know that i have studied latin yes mamma but wasn't it easier for you to learn than it is for me i think not she said with a smile though i believe i had more real love for study and was less easily conquered by difficulties and yet shall i tell you a little secret oh yes ma'am please do he answered turning a bright interested face to hers well i disliked latin at first and did not want to study it i should have coaxed very hard to be excused from doing so but that i dared not because my papa had strictly forbidden me to coax or tease after he had given his decision and he said latin was to be one of my studies there was one day though that i cried over my lesson and insisted that i could not learn it and what did grandpa do to you he asked with great interest treated me just as he does you told me i must learn it and that i could not dine with him and mamma or leave my room until i knew it and my boy i see now that he was wise and kind and i have often been thankful since that he was so firm and decided with me but did you learn it yes nor did it take me long when once i gave my mind to it with determination that is exactly what you need to do the great fault of your disposition is lack of energy and perseverance a fault grandpa and i must help you to conquer or you will never be of much use in the world

Starting point is 01:59:47 but mamma it seems to me i shall not need to do much when i am a man he remarked a little shamefacedly haven't you a great deal of money to give us all it may be all gone before you are grown up she said gravely i shall be glad to lose it if its possession is to be the ruin of my sons but i do not intend to let any of you live in idleness for that would be a sin because our talents must be improved to the utmost and used in god's service whether we have much or little money or none at all therefore each of my boys must study a profession or learn some handicraft by which he can earn his own living or make money to use in doing good now i am going to leave you she added rising and if you do not want to give me a sad heart you will set to work at that lesson with a will and soon have it ready to recite to your grandpa mamma i will to please you he returned drawing the book toward him do it to please god your kind heavenly father even more than to make me happy she answered laying her hand caressingly on his head mamma what is the text that says it will please him he asked looking up inquiringly for it had always been a habit with her to enforce her teachings with the passage of scripture there are a great many that teach it more or less directly she said we are to be diligent in business to improve our talents and use them in god's service children are to obey their parents and both your grandpa and i have directed you to learn that lesson mamma i will do my very best he said cheerfully and she saw as she left the room that he was really trying to redeem the promise an hour later he came to her with a very bright face to say that grandpa had pronounced his recitation quite perfect and released him from confinement

Starting point is 02:01:42 her pleas look her smile her kiss were a sweet reward and a strong incentive to continuance in well-doing end of chapter nine chapter ten of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this libervox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet peep chapter ten to the law and to the testimony if they speak not according to this word it is because there is no light in them isaiah eight twenty some years before this elsie had built a little church on the plantation entirely at her own expense for the use of her dependents and of her own family when sojourning at viamide the membership was composed principally of blacks a few miles distant was another small church of the same denomination attended by the better class of whites planters and their families to these two congregations conjointly mr mason had ministered for a long while preaching to the one in the morning to the other in the afternoon of each sabbath he had however been called to another field of labor a few weeks previous to the arrival of our friends leaving the two congregations pastoralists and the pretty cottage built for him at viamide without a tenant still they were not entirely without the preaching of the work heard, now one and now another coming to supply the pulpits for a Sunday or two. At present they were filled by a young minister who came as a candidate,

Starting point is 02:03:27 and whose services had been engaged for several weeks. Elsie and her family were paying no visits now in this time of morning, but nothing but sickness or a very severe storm ever kept them from church. They attended both services, and in the evening the older ones gathered about the table in the library with their Bibles. and with Cruden's concordance and other helps at hand spent an hour or more in the study of the word. Mama, said Little Rosie one Sunday, as they were walking slowly homeward from the nearer church. Why don't we have a minister that believes the Bible?

Starting point is 02:04:04 My child, don't you think Mr. Jones believes it? No, Mama, most emphatically, because he contradicts it. He said there's only one devil, and my Bible says Jesus cast out devils. seven out of Mary Magdalene, and ever so many out of one man, besides other ones out of other folks. And last Sunday, when he was preaching about Jonah, he said it was a wicked and foolish practice to cast lots, remarked Harold, while the Bible tells us that the Lord commanded the Israelites to divide their land by lot, and that the apostles cast lots to choose a successor to Judas. Yes, said Violet, and when a Khan had sinned, didn't they cast lots to find them?

Starting point is 02:04:47 out who it was that troubled Israel and to choose a king in the days of the prophet Samuel added their older sister how strange that anyone should say it was a foolish and wicked practice I don't think his mother can have brought him up on the Bible as ours does remarked Herbert mama what do we to believe asked Rosie the minister or the Bible bring everything to the test of scripture answered the mother's gentle voice to the law and the testimony if they speak not according to this word it is because there is no light in them i want you to have great respect for the ministry yet never to receive any man's teachings when you find them opposed to those of god's holy word when the bibles were brought out that evening isa proposed that they should take up the question of the correctness of that assertion of mr jones which had led rosy to doubt his belief in the inspiration of the scriptures

Starting point is 02:05:46 yes let us do so said her uncle it is an interesting subject yes i think it is said mollie but do you consider it a question of any importance uncle i do no bible truth can be unimportant all scripture is by inspiration of god and is profitable for doctrine for reproof for correction for instruction and righteousness that the man of god may be perfect thoroughly furnished unto all good works and if we have spiritual foes we surely need to know it that we may be on our guard against them and we have not been left without warning against them observed old mr dinsmore put on the whole armor of god that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil for we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities against powers against the rulers of the darkness of this world against spiritual wickedness in high places how absurd the idea that principalities and powers can mean but one creature david prays lead me in a plain path because of mine enemies and again lead me o lord in thy righteousness because of mine enemies make thy way straight before my face said mrs travilla it seems evident to me that it was spiritual foes he meant that he feared to be left to pray to their temptations their deceit the snares and traps they would set for his soul undoubtedly returned her father on any other supposition some of the psalms would seem to be very bloodthirsty and unchristian i rather took mr jones to task about it as we came out of church said old mr dinsmore and he maintained that he was in the right on the ground that the name devil comes from the greek diabolos which is applied only to the prince of devils and what of that said his son the hebrew name satan has the hebrew name satan has the

Starting point is 02:07:46 very same signification, an adversary, an accuser, colluminator, or slanderer, and Christ called the devils he had just cast out Satan. How can Satan cast out Satan? If Satan rise up against himself and be divided, he cannot stand. If they are so like him, so entirely one with him, as to be called himself, and that by him who has all knowledge and who is the truth, I cannot see that there is any occasion to deny them the name of devil. or anything to be gained by doing so, while, on the other hand, there is danger of positive harm,

Starting point is 02:08:22 as it seems to throw doubt and discredit upon our English translation. A very serious responsibility to assume, since the vast majority of the people must depend upon it, remarked Mrs. Trevilla, I think anyone who makes the assertion we are discussing, should give a very full explanation, and strong warning against the lesser evil spirits

Starting point is 02:08:45 we call devils. If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do? Yes, said her father, and I have very strong faith in the learning, wisdom, and piety of the translators. Is Satan a real person, and were the devils whom Christ and his disciples cast out real persons? asked Isidore? I have heard people talk of Satan as if he were an imaginary creature, a myth, and of the others with which persons were possessed in those days as probably nothing more than bad tempers. To the law and to the testimony, replied her uncle, opening his Bible. We will consider your questions in the order in which they were asked. Is Satan a real person?

Starting point is 02:09:28 There can be no difficulty in proving it to anyone who believes the Bible to be the inspired word of God. The difficulty is rather in selecting from the multitude of texts that teach it. Some time now was spent in searching a word. out, with the help of Bible textbook and concordance, a very long list of text bearing on the question, giving the titles, the character and the doings of Satan, showing that he sinned against God, and was cast out of heaven down to hell, that he was the author of the fall, that he perverts Scripture, opposes God's work, hinders the gospel, works lying wonders,

Starting point is 02:10:06 that he tempted Christ, is a liar and the father of lies, is a murderer, yet a appears as an angel of light here said mr dinsmore is a summing up of what he is by cruden who was without question a thorough bible scholar and remember as i read it that the description applies not to satan alone but also to those wicked spirits under him he is surprisingly subtile his strength is superior to ours his malice is deadly his activity and diligence are equal to his malice and he has a mighty number of principalities and powers under his command yes said old mr dinsmore meditatively the rulers of the darkness of this world the word is plural it seems there must be several orders of them composing a mighty host i find both my queries already fully answered said isa nevertheless let us look a little farther into that second question her uncle answered i will give the references as before while the rest of you turn to and read them when this had been done now said he let us sum up the evidence as to their personality character works and write to the name of devil as to the first they sinned hell is prepared for them they believe and tremble they spoke new christ and testified to his divinity jesus thou son of god i know thee who thou art the holy one of god wicked tempers could not do any of these things as to the second their character they are called in the bible unclean spirits foul spirits and since christ called them satan himself the description of his character as i have before remarked is a faithful description of theirs also this last proves also their right to the title of devil

Starting point is 02:12:03 the scripture christ himself calls them the devil's angels his messengers for that is the meaning of angel they do satan's behests go on his errands and help him in the work of destroying souls and tempting and tormenting those whom they cannot destroy well vi what is it for she had given him a perplexed troubled look there is just one difficulty that i see grandpa here in jude we are told and the angels which kept not their first estate but left their own habitation he hath reserved in everlasting chains under darkness into the judgment of the great day the apostle peter says the same thing my difficulty is to reconcile this statement with the other teaching, that they are going about the world on their wicked cruel errands. To the law and to the testimony, repeated Mr. Dinsmore. Since the infalliable word of God makes both statements, we must believe both, whether we can reconcile them or not, but I doubt not we shall be able to do so, if we diligently search the word with prayer for the teachings of the Holy Spirit.

Starting point is 02:13:14 He then offered a short, fervent petition to that end, after which they resumed their investigation. Let us remember, he said, that the same word often has many significations, and that hell may be a state or condition rather than a place. I mean that the word may sometimes be used in that sense, so with chains and with darkness. We use the expression, the chains of habit, suggested his daughter. A spirit could not be bound with a material chain, but in Proverbs we are told, His own iniquities shall take the wicked himself,

Starting point is 02:13:51 and he shall be holden with the cords of his sins. Think of the awful wickedness and utter despair of those lost spirits, no space for repentance, no hope or possibility of salvation, and I think we have chains on them of fearful weight and strength. The cords of sin are the consequences of crimes and bad habits. Sin never goes unpunished, and the bad habits contracted are, as it were indissoluble bands from which it is impossible to get free read mr dinsmore from the concordance adding and to those lost spirits it is utterly impossible yes here in their wicked tempers

Starting point is 02:14:33 malignant desires and utter despair we have i think the chains that bind them but the darkness grandpa queried harold we are coming to that cruden tells us here-that But darkness sometimes signifies great distress, perplexity, and calamity, as in Isaiah 822, Joel 2.2. Sometimes sin or impurity, 1. John 1.5. The devil have all these. How great is their sin? How great must be their distress and anguish, and the sure prospect of eternal destruction from the presence of God, eternal torment, dense and fearful must it be beyond the power of words to express. They are darkness for our Savior calls the exercise of Satan's power, The power of darkness.

Starting point is 02:15:23 This is your hour, and the power of darkness. By the gates of hell, Matthew, 1618, is meant the power and policy of the devil and his instruments. It would seem that they carry their chains, their darkness, their hell, with them wherever they go. And now for the application. The lesson we should learn from all this. What do you think it is, Harold? that we should be constantly on our guard against the wiles of these adversaries is it not sir yes and ever looking to the captain of our salvation for strength and wisdom to do so effectually putting on the whole armor of god added old mr dinsmore the shield of faith the helmet of salvation the sword of the spirit which is the word of god what else herbert

Starting point is 02:16:11 the breastplate of righteousness sir and the loins are to be girt about with truth the feet shodd with the preparation of the gospel of peace there is yet another lesson said mrs travilla her face all will glow with holy joy and love how it should quicken our zeal for the master our gratitude our joy and love when we think of his salvation offered to us as his free gift the purchase of his own blood when he might justly have left us in the same awful state of horror and despair that is the portion of the angels that sins and how should we cling to him who alone is able to keep us from falling into the traps and snares they are constantly spreading for our unwary feet ah my dear children there is no safety but in keeping close to christ but there we are safe added her father he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto god by him he says of his sheep i give unto them eternal life and they shall never perish neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand he saves his people from sin from hell and destruction can't we find some text about the good angels asked little rosy who had been permitted to sit up beyond her usual bed-time to share in the bible lesson yes said her grandpa we may be thankful for them because they are kind and good and loving taking delight in our salvation and administering to God's people as they did to the master when on earth. Which of you can name some instances given in the Bible?

Starting point is 02:17:47 One fed Elijah when he fled from the wicked Jezebel, answered Rosie promptly. They carried Lazarus to heaven, said Herbert. And stopped the lion's mouths when they would have eaten Daniel, added Harold. The others went on. One comforted Paul when he was in danger of shipwreck. one delivered peter from prison now who can quote a promise or assurance that we if the true children of god shall have help or protection from them he shall give his angels charge over thee to keep thee in all thy ways they shall bear thee up in their hands lest thou dash thy foot against a stone repeated the younger elsie and her mother added in low sweet tones full of joy and thankfulness the angel of the lord encampeth round round about them, that fear him, and delivereth them.

Starting point is 02:18:40 Is it not a sweet assurance? she exclaimed. He is not a transient visitor, but in camps as intending to remain, and not upon one side alone, leaving the others exposed to the enemy, but round about. Blessed are they who have the Lord of hosts for their keeper! They united in a song of praise. Old Mr. Dinsmore led in prayer, then with an exchange of affectionate good nights they separated mamma said the younger elsie lingering for a little in her mother's boudoir to-night's study of the word has done me good i want to live nearer to jesus to love him more to serve him better i too said violet i want to give him the service of my whole heart and life time talents money everything it rejoices my heart to hear it darlings the mother answered folding them in her arms

Starting point is 02:19:36 while glad tears shone in her eyes it is what i desire above all things for you for all my dear ones and for myself end of chapter ten chapter eleven of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this liberfax recording is in the public domain recording by sweet p chapter eleven tis not the whole of life to live nor all of death to die montgomery mrs carrington obeyed with all speed the court called to come to the aid of her unworthy nephew and her arrival was not delayed many days after that of her kind entertainers she received a cordial welcome but since that first day the ladies and children of the family had seen very little of her for boy it had taken to his bed and she devoted herself to him the gentleman frequently spent a little time in his room induced thereto by motives of kindness but the others never approached it else looked upon him as the would-be murderer of her husband and could be scarcely think of him without a shudder. She was willing, even anxious, to give him every comfort that money could buy, and that every effort should be made by her father and others to lead him to repentance and faith in Christ to the saving of his soul, but she shrank from seeing him, though she made kind inquiries, sent messages, and offered many sincere and fervent

Starting point is 02:21:02 prayers on his behalf. Strolling about the grounds one afternoon with her little ones, she saw her father coming towards her. Suttling in the expression of his countenance as he drew rapidly nearer, startled her with a vague fear. "'What is it, Papa?' she asked tremulously. "'Take my arm,' he said, offering it. "'I have something to say to you. "'Rosie, do you and Walter go to your mammy?' The children obeyed while he and their mother turned into another path.

Starting point is 02:21:31 Elsie's heart was beating very fast. "'Papa, is—is anything wrong with—' "'With any of your loved ones? No, daughter. They are all safe and well, so far as I know. but I have a message for you, a request which it will not be easy or pleasant for you to grant or to refuse. Boyd is drawing very near his end, and with a mindful of horror and despair. He says there is no hope, no mercy for him, nothing but the blackness of darkness forever.

Starting point is 02:21:58 Elsie's eyes overflowed. Poor, poor fellow! Papa can nothing be done for him? Could you bear to go to him? he asked tenderly, forgive me, dear child, her paining you with such a suggestion but the poor wretch thinks he could die easier if he heard you say that you forgive him there was a shudder a moment's struggle with herself then she said very low and sadly yes papa i will go at once how selfish i have been and staying away so long but oh edward my husband my husband he soothed her very tenderly for a moment then asked gently would he not have bidden you to go oh yes yes he would have forgiven you to go oh yes he would have forgiven He did forgive him with all his great generous heart. And, God helping me, so will I.

Starting point is 02:22:45 I am ready to go. Lost, lost, lost, lost. No hope, no help, the blackness of darkness forever, were the words uttered in piercing tones, full of anguish and despair that greeted Elsie's ears as her father softly opened the door of Boyd's room and led her in. At those sounds, the sight that met her view, the wretched man with the seal of death on his haggard,

Starting point is 02:23:09 and massated face, seemed and scarred beyond all recognition, tossing restlessly from side to side, while he went the air with his cries. She turned so sick and faint that she staggered, and but for the support of her father's arm would have fallen to the floor. Call up all your courage, my dear child, he whispered, leaning over her. Look to the Lord for strength, and who shall say you may not be able to do the poor, dying wretch some good? She struggled determinedly with her faintness, and they drew near the bed. Boyd started up at sight of her, thrusting the maimed hand into the bedclothes, and holding out the other with a ghastly smile. "'You're an angel, Mrs. Trevilla,' he gasped.

Starting point is 02:23:49 "'An angel of mercy to a miserable wretch whom you have a good right to hate.' "'No,' she said, taking the hand in a kindly grasp, "'I have no right to hate you, or anyone. "'I whose sins against my lord are far, far greater than yours against me or mine. "'I forgive you, as I hope to be forgiven. May God forgive you also. No, no, it is too late, too late for that, he groaned. I have sinned against light and knowledge.

Starting point is 02:24:16 He is called, and I refuged many, many times, and now the door is shut. It is your adversary of the devil who tells you that, she said, tears streaming from her eyes. He would destroy your soul. But the words of Jesus are, Him that cometh to me, I will in no wise cast out. Whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely. Ah, but he also says, Because I have called and ye refused, I have stretched out my hand, And no man regarded, but ye have said it not all my counsel, and would none of my reproof, I also will laugh at your calamity, I will mock when your fear cometh as desolation,

Starting point is 02:24:53 and your destruction cometh as a whirlwind, when distress and anguish cometh upon you. Then shall they call upon me, but I will not answer. Oh, it's all true, every word of it, he cried with a look of horror. and despair, but none who saw it could ever forget. I feel it in my inmost soul. There was a time when Mercy's door was open to me, but it's shut now or shut forever. Oh, George, George, sobbed his aunt. The invitation is without limit.

Starting point is 02:25:21 Whosoever will? If you have a will to come, it cannot be that it is even now too late. But those words, those dreadful words, he said, turning eagerly toward her, then shall they call upon me that I will not answer. are addressed to those who desire deliverance not from sin itself but only from its punishment said mr dinsmore if you have any desire to be saved from your sins to be cleansed from their pollution to be made holy it is not too late but whosoever will is for you he shook his head sadly i don't know i don't know a death-bed is a poor place to analyze one's feelings oh warn men everywhere not to put it off not to put it off tell them it's running a-for fearful risk we will we will said his aunt but oh george think of yourself cry to jesus he is able to save the uttermost and he has no pleasure in the death of any soul

Starting point is 02:26:16 he would have you turn now and live oh cry to him for mercy too late too late he muttered faintly the door is shut they knelt about his bed and poured out fervent prayers for him they repeated promise after promise invitations and assurances from the word of god's willingness to save at last i'm going going he gasped oh god be merciful to me a sinner and with the last word the spirit shook its light mrs carrington sank half into elsie's arms and mr duncemore and the doctor bore her from the room it was elsie's sad task to try to comfort and console but there was so little to build hope upon she could but dwell upon god's great mercy his willingness to save and the possibility that that last dying cry came from a truly penitentent heart. I must try to believe it, else my heart would break, cried the old lady. Oh, Elsie, my heart has bled for you, but your sorrow is not likened to my sorrow.

Starting point is 02:27:16 You can rest in the sure and certain hope of a blissfully reunion. You know that your beloved is rejoicing before the throne, while I, alas, alas, I know not where my poor boy is, and I am tortured with the fear that some of his blood may be found in my skirts. that i did not guide and instruct and want and entreat him as i might that my prayers were not frequent and fervent enough my example all that it should have been my dear friend who is sufficient for these things elsie answered weeping who has not reason for such self-reproach i think not you more than the rest of us ah sighed the old lady i wish that were so had i but then to him and to my own children the mother you are to yours my conscience would not now trouble me as it does mrs travilla had caused a room to be fitted up as a studio for her older daughters and here they were spending their afternoon vi painting elsie modeling and thinking the while of her absent lover perchance busy in his studio with hammer and chisel the sun is setting exclaimed violet at length throwing down her brush what can have become of mamma that she has not been in to watch her progress i hope she has been taking a drive elsie answered ceasing work also come let us go and dress for tea vi it is high

Starting point is 02:28:33 time they hastened to do so and had scarcely completed their toilet when harold rapped and asked if mamma were there no where can she have gone he said herby and i came in from fishing a little while ago and we have hunted for her almost everywhere except in the nursery suggested herbert let's go and see if she's there the carriage is driving up said viya glancing through the window probably mamma is in it and all four hurried down to the front veranda eager to meet and welcome her. Their old grandfather alighted, handed out Grandma Rose, Aunt Anna, Issa, and then, with the help of one of the servantmen, Molly. The carriage door closed. Mama was not there. Indeed, their grandma and Issa were asking for her as they came up the steps, and childish voices were now heard in their rear, making the same inquiry. Rosie and Walter coming from the nursery in search of the mother they never willingly lost sight of for an hour. Why, what can have become of Mama?

Starting point is 02:29:35 Rosie, when did you see her last? asked Harold. Out on the lawn, she was walking with us, and Grandpa came and took her away. Where, too? I don't know, answered the child, bursting into tears. There, there, don't cry. Dear Mama's sure to be safe along with Grandpa, Harold said, putting his arms around his little sister. And here he comes to tell us about her, he added joyously, as Mr. Dinsmore was seen coming down the hall.

Starting point is 02:30:05 They crowded about him the same question on every tongue. She's with Mrs. Carrington, he said, patting the heads of the weeping Rosie and Walter. Don't cry, my children. She may not be able to join us at tea, but you shall see her before you go to your beds. Then to the older ones speaking in a subdued tone, Boyd is gone, and his aunt is much overcome.

Starting point is 02:30:29 Gone, Horace! exclaimed his wife, looking shocked and awestruck. How did he die? Was there any ground for hope? Very little, he sighed, that is the saddest part of it. The body will be sent away tonight, he added in answer to a question from his father. He is to be buried with the rest of his family. Mrs. Carrington will not go with it, will probably remain here through the winter. All felt it a relief, that the burial was not to be near at hand,

Starting point is 02:30:57 or the corpse to remain many hours in the house. A wicked man's corpse! as harold said with a shudder but all were saddened and horrors struck at the thought that he had gone leaving so little reason for hope of his salvation they gathered at the supper-table a very quiet solemn company few words were spoken the little ones missed their mother and were glad to get away to the nursery where she presently came to them looking sad and with traces of recent tears about her eyes but she smiled very sweetly upon them kissed them tenderly and sitting down took walter on her lap and put an arm round rosy as she stood by her side they were curious to know about mr boyd asking if he had gone to heaven where dear papa and lily were i do not know my darlings she answered the tears coming into her eyes again he is there if he repented of his sins against god and trusted in his own in Jesus. Then she talked, as often before, of the dear Savior, the great love wherewith he loves his people, and the many mansions he is preparing for them. She spoke to them, too, of God's hatred of sin and the need of watchfulness and prayer. The devil hates us, my darlings, she said. He goes

Starting point is 02:32:09 about like a roaring lion, seeking to kill our souls, but Jesus loves us. He is stronger than Satan, and if we keep close to him, we are safe. having seen them safe in bed she went to her dressing-room to find the other four there waiting for her they gathered about her with glad loving looks and words each eager to anticipate her wishes and to be the first to wait upon her my dear children she said smiling through glistening tears your love is very sweet to me and what do you think yours is to us mamma exclaimed violet kneeling at her mother's feet and clasping her arms about her waist while she lifted to hers a third and her arms about her waist while she lifted to hers a face glowing with ardent affection and admiration. Just the same I hope and believe, and with the words the mother's hand passed caressingly over the golden curls. Mama, you have been crying very much, remarked Harold sorrowfully.

Starting point is 02:33:05 I wish—well, my son, as he paused, leaving his sentence unfinished, I wish I could make you so happy that you would never want to shed a tear. When I get to heaven, my dear boy, it will be so with me. God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain. And that is where your dear Papa is now. Oh, how glad we ought to be for him, she said with mingled smiles and tears. Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord, but, oh, it is not so my children, with those who have not chosen him for their portion, for to them is reserved the blackness of darkness forever. There was a slight solemn pause, all thinking of them.

Starting point is 02:33:48 the wretched man who had passed away from earth that afternoon. "'Mama,' said Harold at last, speaking in a subdued tone, "'Do you think it is so with Mr. Boyd?' "'My son,' she said gently, "'that is a question we are not called upon to decide. "'We can only leave him in the hands of God, "'in full confidence that the judge of all the earth will do right.' "'Mama, would you like to tell us about it?'

Starting point is 02:34:12 "'As Herbert.' "'It is a painful subject,' she sighed. "'But yes, I will tell you. that it may be a warning to you all your lives. They listened with awestruck faces and with tears of pity, as she went on to give a graphic picture of that death scene so different from the one they had witnessed a few short months ago. Oh, my children, she said,

Starting point is 02:34:35 live not for time but for eternity, remembering that this life is but a preparation for another and endless existence. Seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus our Lord. Choose his service now while youth and health are yours, and when death comes you will have nothing to fear. The wicked is driven away in his wickedness, but the righteous hath hope in his death. Be not deceived, God is not mocked, for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.

Starting point is 02:35:09 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption, but he that soweth to the spirit shall of the spirit reap life everlasting. Yes, Mama, Elsie said in a half-whisper, the tears stealing down her cheeks. Surely we have seen it fulfilled in these last few months. Our beloved fathers sowed to the spirit, and what a joyous reaping is his. How calmly and sweetly he fell asleep in Jesus. Yes, the mother said, mingling tears with theirs, for all were weeping now, yet with a light shining in her eyes.

Starting point is 02:35:44 I am full of joy and thankfulness tonight in the midst of my grief. Oh, how should we love and rejoice in this dear Savior, who through his own death has given eternal life to him and to us, and to as many as God has given him, to all that will come to him for it? End of Chapter 11. Chapter 12 of Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley. This Librava's recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet Pea.

Starting point is 02:36:17 chapter twelve if any man speak let him speak as the oracles of god first peter four eleven mamma can we elsie and i have a little private talk with you asked violet as they left the dinner-table the next sunday certainly daughter if it be suited to the sacredness of the day quite so mamma answered elsie it is at least in part a question of conscience then we shall want our bibles to help decide it let us take them and go out upon the lawn to the inviting shade of yonder group of magnolias do you intend to be so selfish as to monopolize your mother's society asked her father playfully just for a little while grandpa i answered with coaxing look and chone please all of you let us two have mamma quite ourselves for a few minutes well daughters what is it mrs travilla asked as she seated herself under the trees with one on each side. Mama, Elsie began, you saw a young lady talking with us after church. She is Miss Miriam Petit. She says she and several other young girls belonging to the church, used to hold a weekly prayer meeting in Mrs. Mason's parlor. It is the most central place they can find, and she will be very glad, very much obliged, if you will let them use it still. She has understood

Starting point is 02:37:42 that nearly all of the furniture of the cottage belongs to you and is still there. "'Yes, that is so, and they are very welcome to use any of the rooms. "'But that is not all you and Vi had to say?' "'Oh, no, Mama. She wants us to join them and take part in the meetings, "'I mean not only to sing and read, but also to lead in prayer. "'Well, my dears, I should be glad to have you do so, "'and you surely cannot doubt that it would be right.' "'No, Mama,' Violet said in her sprightly way,

Starting point is 02:38:11 "'but we should like to have you tell us, at least I should, "'that it would not be wrong to refuse.' My child, do you not believe in prayer as both a duty and a privilege, social and public, as well as private prayer? Oh, Mama, yes, but is it not enough for me to pray at home in my closet, and to unite silently with the prayers offered by ministers and others in public? Are we not told to pray without ceasing? Oh, yes, Mama, and I did not mean to omit silent, ejaculatory prayer, but is it my duty to lead the devotions of others? our saviour gave us a precious assurance to those who unite in presenting their petitions at a throne of grace where two or three are gathered together in my name there am i in the midst of them some one must lead there ought always to be several to do so and why should you be excused more than another elsie is willing mamma and miss pete too i am glad to hear it the mother said with an affectionate look at her eldest daughter i know it will be something of a trial to elsie and doubtless

Starting point is 02:39:16 it is to Miss Patee, too. It is to almost everyone. But what a light cross to bear for Jesus, compared to that he bore for us, or those born by the martyrs of old, or even by the missionaries who leave home and dear ones to go far away to teach the heathen. I had hoped my vie was ready to follow her master wherever his providence called her, that she would not keep back any part of the price, but give him all. Oh yes, yes, Mama, she cried, the tears starting in her eyes. I want to be altogether his. I have given him all, and I don't want to keep back anything. I will try to do this if you think he calls me to it, though it seems almost impossible. My child, he will help you if you ask him, will give His Holy Spirit to teach you how to pray

Starting point is 02:40:05 and what to pray for. Try to get your mind and heart full of your own and others' needs, to forget their presence and remember his. Then words will come, and you will find that in trying to do the master's work and will, you have brought down a rich blessing upon your own soul. And why should we feel at a trial, to speak aloud to our father in the presence of others of his children, or of those who are not? I don't know, Mama, it does seem very strange that we should. I should like to attend your meetings, but hardly suppose I should be welcome, Mrs. Trevilla said with a smile.

Starting point is 02:40:41 To us, Mama, both answered. But perhaps not to the others. Miss Patea said there were to be none but young girls. Asa is invited, I presume? Yes, Mama, and says she will attend, but can't promise anything more. I think she will, though, if you will talk to her as you have to us, while it added, as they rose to return to the veranda, where the rest of the family still lingered.

Starting point is 02:41:07 And she was not mistaken. Issa was too true and earnest a Christian, too full of love for the master and zeal for the upbuilding of his cause and kingdom, them, to refuse to do anything that she saw would tend to that, however much it might cost her to attempt it. "'Well, cricket,' Mr. Dinsmore said, giving Violet a pet name he had bestowed upon her when she was a very little girl, come sit on my knee and tell me if we are all to be kept in the dark in regard to the object of this secret conference with Mama.

Starting point is 02:41:37 "'Oh, Grandpa,' she said, taking the offered seat and giving him a hug and a kiss, gentlemen have no curiosity you know still now it's settled we don't care if you do hear all about it both he and his wife highly approved and the latter seeing it interested yet regretful look on poor molly's face asked why should we not have in addition a female prayer-meeting of our own we have more than twice the number necessary to claim the promise the suggestion was received with favour by all the ladies present time and place for fixed for upon, and then that they might be better prepared to engage in this new effort to serve the master, they agreed to take the subject of prayer for that evening's Bible study. But once entered upon, they found it so interesting, comprehensive, and profitable a theme, that they devoted several evenings to it. The children, as well as their elders, were continually finding discrepancies between the teachings

Starting point is 02:42:36 of the Bible and those of Mr. Jones, and Elsie was not a little relieved to learn that the time for which his services had been engaged had now been nearly expired. She hoped there was no danger that he would be requested to remain. One day, as she was leaving the quarter, where she had been visiting the sick, Uncle Ben, now very old and feeble, accosted her respectfully. Mrs. I'd be very thankful to have a little conversation with you when it suits your convenience to talk to this child. What is it, Uncle Ben? she asked. May I walk alongside a the missis up to the house he returned certainly uncle ben if you feel strong enough to do so thank you mrs though these old limbs's good to stretch em bout that much it's about massa jones as want to converse with you mrs i hear daze talking about inviting him to stay and i want to ascertain if you intends to put him over this church i uncle ben she exclaimed i put a minister over your church i have no right and certainly no wish to do any such thing it is for the members to choose whom they will have

Starting point is 02:43:44 but you pays de money and provides de house for him mrs that is true but it does not give me the right to say who he shall be only if you should choose one whose teachings i could not approve one who was not careful to teach according to god's word i should feel that i could not take the responsibility of supporting him i's glad of dat mrs he said with a gleam of satisfaction in his eyes cause i's wa'n't de bible truth an nothin else an young massa jones he preach very nice sometimes but sometimes it appears like he disremembers what's in de breasted book and contradicts it with some of his own notions then you don't wish him to stay no mrs dat i don't hoping you won't be displeased with me for sayin it not at all uncle ben i find the very same objection to you that you do on reaching the house she bade the old man a kindly good-bye and directed him to go to the kitchen and tell the cook from her to give him a good dinner with plenty of hot strong coffee rosy and walter were on the back veranda looking out for mamma oh we're so glad you've come home mamma cried walter running to meet her and claim a kiss yes mamma it seems so long to wait said rosy and now there's a strange gentleman in the drawing-room waiting to see you he's been here a good while and both grandpas are out then i must go to him at once but i think he is not likely to detain me long from you darlings the mother said she found the gentleman a handsome man of middle-aged looking not at all annoyed or impatient but seemingly well entertained by Issa and Violet, who were there chatting sociably together over some pretty fancy work when he was shown in by the servants. They withdrew after Issa had introduced Mrs. Trevilla

Starting point is 02:45:36 and Mr. Embry. The former thought it a little singular when she learned that her callers' errand was the same with that of Uncle Ben, i.e. to talk about Mr. Jones, of the propriety of asking him to take permanent charge of the two churches, yet with this difference that he was personally not unfavorable to the idea. I like him very well. Though he is not by any means Mr. Mason's equal as a preacher, he said, and I think our little congregation can be induced to give him a call, but we are too few to support him, unless by continuing the union with this church, so that the small salary we can give will still be

Starting point is 02:46:13 supplemented by the very generous one you pay, and the use of the cottage you built for Mr. Mason. i am taking for granted my dear madame that you intend to go on doing for your retainers here as you have hitherto i do she said in case they choose a minister whose teachings accord with those of the inspired word i cannot be responsible for any other and do those of mr jones not come up to the standard i regret to have to say that they do not his preaching is far from satisfactory to me he makes nothing of the work of the spirit or the danger of grieving him away forever nothing of the danger of self-deception instructing those who are in doubt about the genuineness of their conversation that they must not be discouraged instead of advising them to go to christ now and be saved just like any other sinner must i fear his teaching may lead some to be content with a false hope then he often speaks in a half-hesitating way which shows doubt and uncertainty on his part of truths which are taught most plainly and forcibly in the scripture in a word His preaching leaves the impression upon me that he has no very thorough acquaintance with the Bible, and no very strong confidence in the infallibility of its teachings. Indeed, so glaring are his contradictions of Scripture that even my young children have noticed them more than once or twice.

Starting point is 02:47:41 Really, Mrs. Trevilla, you make out a strong case against him, remarked her interlocutor, after a moment's thoughtful silence, and upon reflection I believe a true one. i am surprised at myself that i have listened with so little realization of the important defects in his system of theology i was not ardently in favour of calling him before now i am decidedly opposed to it he was about to take leave but the two mr dinsmore's coming in at that moment resumed his seat and the subject was reopened they soon learned that they were all of substantially the same opinion in regard to it in the course of the conversation some account was given mr embery of the sunday evening bible study at viamide he seemed much interested and at length asked if he might be permitted to join them occasionally my boys are away at school he said my two little girls go early to bed and my evenings are often lonely since my dear mare left me now two years ago he added with a sigh may i come mrs travilla yes she said reading approval in the eyes of her father and grandfather while her own tender heart sympathized with the bereaved husband though at the same time her sensitive nature shrank from the invasion of their family circle by a stranger he read it all in her speaking countenance but could not deny himself the anticipated pleasure of making the acquaintance of so lovely a family group to say nothing of the intellectual or spiritual prophet to be expected from sharing in the searching of the scriptures

Starting point is 02:49:19 mr embery was a man of liberal education and much general information one who read and thought a good deal and talked well the conversation turned upon literature and mr dinsmore presently carried him off to the library to show him some valuable books recently purchased by himself and his daughter they were still there when the tea-bell rang and being hospitably urged to remain and partake of the meal with the family mr embery accepted the invitation with unfeigned pleasure all were present even down to little walter and not accepting poor molly her apartments of viamide being on the same floor with dining-room library and parlors she joined the family gatherings almost as frequently as any one else indeed whenever she preferred the society of her relatives to the seclusion of her own room mr emberry had occasionally seen her at church her bright intellectual face and crippled condition had excited his interest and curiosity and in one way in another he had learned her story truth to tell one thing that had brought him to viamide was the desire to make her acquaintance though mollie and the rest were far from suspecting it at the time he had no definite move for seeking to know her except that his large generous heart was drawn out in pity for her physical infirmity, and filled with admiration of her cheerfulness under it, and the energy and determination she had shown in carving out a career for herself,

Starting point is 02:50:55 and steadily pursuing it in spite of difficulties and discouragements that would have daunted many a weaker spirit. She had less of purely physical beauty than any other lady present, her mother accepted, yet there was something in her face, but would have attracted attention anywhere, and her conversational powers were enviable, as Mr. Embry discovered, in the course of the evening, for so delightful did he find the society of these new friends, both ladies and gentlemen, that he lingered among them, until nearly ten o'clock, quite oblivious of the flight of time, until reminded of it by the striking of the clock.

Starting point is 02:51:34 "'Really, Mrs. Trevilla,' he said, rising to take leave, I owe you an apology for this lengthened visit, which has somehow taken the place of my intended call, but I must beg you to lay the blame where it should fall on the very great attractiveness of your family's circle. The apology is quite out of proportion to the offence, sir, she returned, with a kindly smile, so we grant you pardon, and shall not refuse it for a repetition of the misdeed. I wish, he said, glancing round from one to another, that you would all make me a return in kind. I will not say that Magnolia Hall is equal to Viamed, but it is called a fine place,

Starting point is 02:52:15 and I can assure you of at least a hearty welcome to its hospitalityes. End of Chapter 12. Chapter 13 of Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet Pea. Chapter 13. I preached as never sure to preach again, as a dying man to dying men, Richard Baxter. There was a stranger in the pulpit the next Sunday morning, one whose countenance, though youthful, by its intellectuality, its earnest thoughtfulness, and a nameless something that told of communion with God, and a strong sense of the solemn responsibility of thus standing as an ambassador for Christ, to expound his word and will to sinful dying men, gave promise of a discourse

Starting point is 02:53:10 that should send empty away no attentive hearer, hungering and thirsting for the bread and the water of life. Nor was the promise unfulfilled, taking as his text the master's own words, they hated me without a cause. He dwelt first upon the utter helplessness, hopelessness and wretchedness of that estate of sin and misery into which all mankind were plunged by Adam's fall.

Starting point is 02:53:37 Then upon God's offered mercy through a redeemer, even his only begotten and well-beloved son upon the wondrous love of christ in offering himself a sacrifice to satisfy divine justice and reconcile us to god as shown first in what he resigned the joy and bliss of heaven the glory which he had with the father before the world was secondly in his birth and life on earth of which he gave a rapid but vivid sketch from the manger to the cross showing the meekness patience gentleness benevolence self-denial humility and resignation of jesus how true guileless innocent loving and compassion he was describing the miracles he wrought every one an act of kindness to some poor sufferer from bereavement accident disease or satan's power then the closing scenes of that wondrous life the agony in the garden the cruel mockery of a trial the scourging the crucifixion the expiring the expiring agony upon the cross. He paused, the audience almost held their breath for the next words, the silent tears were stealing down many a cheek. Leading over the pulpit with outstretched hand, with features working with emotion, I have set before you, he said, in tones thrilling with

Starting point is 02:55:00 pathos, this Jesus in his life and in his death. He lived not for himself, but for you, he died not for his own sins, but for yours and mine. He offers you this salvation as a free gift purchased with his own blood. Yea, risen again, and ever at the right hand of God, he maketh intercession for you. If you hate him, is it not without a cause? The preacher had wholly forgotten himself in his subject, nor did self-intrude into the prayer that followed the sermon. Truly he seemed to stand in the immediate presence of him who died on Calais. and rose again, as he poured out his confessions of sins, his gratitude for redeeming love, his earnest petitions for perishing souls, blindly, wickedly hating without a cause, this matchless,

Starting point is 02:55:51 this loving, compassionate Savior, and for Christ's own people that their faith might be strengthened, though love increased, that they might be very zealous for the master, abounding in gifts and prayers and labors for the upbuilding of his cause and kingdom. The very man we should have here, if he can be induced to come,' Mr. Dinsmore said in a quiet aside to his daughter, as the congregation began to disperse, going out silently, or conversing in subdued tones, for the earnest solemn discourse had made a deep impression. "'Yes, Papa. Oh, I should rejoice to hear such preaching every Sabbath,' was Elsie's answer. "'And I,' Mr. Embury said, overhearing her remark,

Starting point is 02:56:35 but Mr. Keith gave us expressly to understand that he did not come as a candidate. He is here for his health or recreation, being worn out with study and pastoral work, as I understand. Keith! exclaimed Mr. Dinsmore. I thought there was something familiar in his face, Elsie. I think he must belong to our Keith's. We must find out, Papa, she said. Oh, I shall be glad if he does. Shall I bring him up and introduce him, Mr. Embry,

Starting point is 02:57:05 asked, ah, here he is, as, turning about, he perceived the young minister close at hand. "'Dinsmore, Trevilla! Those are family names with us,' the latter said, with an earnest, interested look, from one to the other as the introductions were made. "'As Keith is with us,' Mr. Dinsmore answered, grasping his hand, "'I opine that I am speaking to a grandson of my cousin Marcia Keith and her husband, Stuart Keith, "'Of pleasant plains, Indiana?' "'Yes, sir, I am the son of Cyril, their second son, and bear the same name. "'And you, sir, are the cousin Horace, of whom I have so often heard my grandmother and Aunt

Starting point is 02:57:46 "'Miltred's beak.' "'The same. "'And Mrs. Trevella is cousin Elsie, turning to her with a look of great interest and pleasure, "'mingled with admiration, but which quickly changed to one of intense, sorrowful sympathy "'as he noticed her widow's weeds. "'He had often heard of the strong and the strong... attachment between herself and husband, and this was the first intimation he had had of her bereavement. She read his look and gave him her hand silently, her heart too full for speech.

Starting point is 02:58:18 "'You will go home with us, of course,' said Mr. Dinsmore, after introducing his wife and the other ladies of the family. "'And stay as long as you possibly can,' added Elsie, finding her voice. "'Pap and I shall have a great many questions to ask about our cousins.' i shall be most happy to accept your cogent invitation if mr embray will excuse me from a prior engagement to dine and lodge with him replied mr keith turning with a smile to the proprietor of magnolia hall who was still standing near in awaiting attitude i am loth to do so he said pleasantly but relatives have the first claim i will waive mine for the present in your favor mrs travilla if you will indemnify me by permission to call frequently at viamide while mr keith's stay and afterward if you don't find me a bore i might as well make large demands while i am about it being in a gracious mood i grant them large as they are she responded in the same playful tone that he had used come whenever it suits your convenience and pleasure mr embery viamed said mr keith meditatively as they drove homeward i remember hearing aunt mildred talk the visit she paid there many years ago when she was quite a young girl and you cousin elsie were a mere baby

Starting point is 02:59:37 yes said old mr dinsmore it was i who brought her horace was away in europe at the time and the death of cameron elsie's guardian made it necessary for me to come on and attend to matters mildred was visiting us at roselands that winter and i was very glad to secure her as a travelling companion do you remember anything about it elsie not very much grandpa she said a little of cousin mildred's kindness and affection something of the pain of parting from my dear home and the old servants but i have a very vivid recollection of a visit made to pleasant plains with papa as she turned to him with a deeply affectionate look shortly before his marriage i then saw aunt marcia as both she and papa made me call her and cousin mildred and all the others not forgetting uncle stuart we had a delightful visit had we not papa yes i remember we enjoyed it greatly i was just then very happy in the prospect of a new mamma elsie went on with a smiling glance at her loved stepmother and papa was so very good as to allow me to tell of my happiness to the cousins your father was quite a tall lad at that time cousin Cyril, and very kind to his little cousin, who considered him a very fine young gentleman. He is an elderly man now, remarked his son. You have seen Aunt Meldred and some of the others of the family since then? Yes, several times. She and a good many of the others were with us at different

Starting point is 03:01:05 times during the centennial. But why did you not let us know of your coming, cousin, Cyril? Why not come directly to us? It was a sudden move on my part, he said, and indeed I was not aware that I was coming into the neighborhood of Viamede, or that you were there. But I am delighted that it is so, but I have the opportunity to become acquainted with you, and to see the place which Aunt Mildred described as a paradise upon earth. We think it almost that, but you shall judge for yourself, she said with a pleased smile. Beautiful, enchanting! The half had not been told me, he exclaimed in delight, as a few moments later he stood upon the veranda,

Starting point is 03:01:47 gazing out over the emerald velvet of the lawn, spangled with its many hewed and lovely flowers, and dotted here and there with giant oaks, graceful magnolias, and clusters of orange trees laden with their delicate, sweet-scented blossoms, and golden fruit, to the lakelet whose waters glittered in the sunlight, and the fields, the groves, and hills beyond. Ah, if earthly scenes are so lovely, what must heaven be? he added, turning to Elsie a face full of joyful anticipation.

Starting point is 03:02:20 Yes, she responded in low-moved tones, How great is their blessedness who walk the streets of the celestial city? How their eyes must feast upon its beauties. And yet, ah, methinks it must be very long, e'er they can see them, for gazing upon the lovely face of him whose blood has purchased the right to enter there. Even so, he said, oh, for one glimpse of his face! dear cousin and he took her hand in his let the thought of the exceeding and eternal weight of glory your loved one is now enjoying and which you will one day share with him comfort you in your loneliness and sorrow it does it does she said tremulously that and the sweet sense of his abiding love and presence who could never die and never change i am far from unhappy cousin cyril i have found truth in those beautiful words

Starting point is 03:03:14 then sorrow touched by thee grows bright with more than rapture's ray as darkness shows us worlds of light we never saw by day they had been comparatively alone for the moment no one near enough to overhear the low-tone talk between them the young minister was greatly pleased with viamide the more so the more he saw of it and with his new-found relatives the more and better he became acquainted with them while they found him all his earnest scriptural preaching had led them to expect. His religion was not a mask or a garment to be worn only in the pulpit or on the Sabbath, but permeated his whole life in conversation, as was the case, with most, if not all, of those, with whom he now sojourned, and like them, he was a happy Christian, content with the allotments of God's providence, walking joyously in the light of his countenance, making it the one purpose and effort of his life to live to God's glory and bring others to share in the blessed service.

Starting point is 03:04:15 He was strongly urged to spend the winter at Viamed as his cousin's guest and preacher to the two churches. He took a day or two to consider the matter, then to the great satisfaction of all concerned, consented to remain, thanking his cousins warmly for their kindness and giving him so sweet a home, for they made him feel that he was entirely one of themselves, always welcome in their midst, yet at perfect liberty to withdraw and to, to the seclusion of his own apartments, whenever duty or inclination called him to do so. The well-stocked library supplied him with all needed books. There were servants to wait upon him, horses at his disposal, in short, nothing wanting for purposes of work or recreation.

Starting point is 03:05:00 Again and again he said to himself, or in his letters to those in the home he had left, that the lines had fallen to him in pleasant places. In the meantime, Elsie found, the truth as expounded by him from sabbath to sabbath and in the week-day evening service and the family worship most comforting and sustaining while his intelligent agreeable conversation and cheerful companionship were most enjoyable at other times cousin cyril soon became a great favorite with those who claimed the right to call him so and very much liked and looked up to by isidore molly and the rest to whom he was simply mr keith in common with all others who knew them he admired his young cousins elsie and violet extremely and found their society delightful molly's sad affliction called forth from the first his deepest commiseration her brave endurance of it her unity formed cheerfulness under it, his strong admiration and respect. Yet he presently discovered that Isidore Codley had stronger attractions for him than any other woman he had ever met. It was not her beauty alone, her refinement, her many accomplishments, but principally her noble

Starting point is 03:06:15 qualities of mind and heart, gradually opening themselves to his view, as day after day they met in the unrestrained familiar intercourse of the home circle, or walked and rode out together, sometimes in the company of others, sometimes alone. Mr. Embry made good use of the permission Mrs. Trevilla had granted him, and occasionally forestalling Cyril's attentions, led the latter to look upon him as arrival. Molly watched it all, and though now one and now the other devoted an hour to her, sitting by her side in the house, doing his best to entertain her with conversation, or pushing her wheelchair about the walks and the beautiful grounds, or taking her out for a drive, thought both were in pursuit of Issa. It was their pleasure to wait upon Issa, Elsie, and Vye, while pity and benevolence alone led them to bestow some time and effort upon herself, a poor cripple whom no one could really enjoy taking about.

Starting point is 03:07:12 She had but a modest opinion of her own attractions, and would have been surprised to learn how greatly she was really admired by both gentlemen, for her good sense, her talent, energy, and perseverance, in her chosen line of work, and her constant cheerfulness, how brilliant and entertaining they often found her talk, pronouncing it bright, sparkling, witty, how attractive her intellectual countenance and her bright, dark, expressive eyes. End of Chapter 13 Chapter 14 of Elsie's Widowhood by Martha Finley This Libravox recording is in the public domain

Starting point is 03:07:54 Recording by Sweet Peath Chapter 14 Something the heart must have to cherish Must love and joy and sorrow learn Something with passion clasp or perish And in itself to ashes burn Longfellow Molly how you do work

Starting point is 03:08:14 "'A great deal too hard, I am sure,' said the younger Elsie, "'coming into her cousin's room, to find her at her writing desk, "'pen in hand, as usual, an unfinished manuscript before her, "'and books and papers scattered about. "'Molly looked up with a forced smile. "'She was not in mirthful mood. "'It is because I am so slow "'that I must keep at it or I get nothing done.'

Starting point is 03:08:40 "'Well, there's no need,' said Elsie. "'And really, Molly, dear, I do be. I do believe you would gain time by resting more and oftener than you do. Who can work fast and well when brain and body are both wary? I have come to ask you if you will take a drive with our two grandpas, Grandma and Mrs. Carrington. Thank you kindly, but I can't spare the time today. But don't you think you ought?

Starting point is 03:09:04 Your health is of more importance than that manuscript, I am sure. Molly, you need the rest. I have noticed that you are growing thin and pale of late, and looked tired almost all the time. I was out for an hour this morning. An hour, and the weather is so delightful, everything out of doors looking so lovely that the rest of us find it next to impossible

Starting point is 03:09:26 to content ourselves within doors for an hour. Some of us are going to play croquet. If you will not drive, won't you let one of the servants wheel you out there near enough to enable you to watch the game? Please don't think me ungracious, Molly answered, coloring, but I really should prefer to stay here and work.

Starting point is 03:09:45 I think Aunt Anna is going with us, and you will be left quite alone, unless you will let me stay, or send a servant to sit with you, Elsie suggested. But Molly insisted that she would rather be alone. And you know, she added, pointing to a silver handbell on the table before her, I can ring if I need anything. So Elsie went rather sadly away,

Starting point is 03:10:08 more than half suspecting that Molly was grieving over her in a bit ability to move about as others did, and take part in the active sports they found so enjoyable and healthful. And, indeed, she had hardly closed the door between them, when the tears began to roll down Molly's cheeks. She wiped them away and tried to go on with her work, but they came faster and faster, till, throwing down her pen, she hid her face in her hands and burst into passionate weeping, sobs shaking her whole frame. A longing so intense had come over her to leave that chair, to walk, to run, to leap and dance,

Starting point is 03:10:46 as she had delighted to do in the old days before that terrible fall. She wanted to wander over the velvety lawn beneath her windows, to pluck for herself the many huge, sweet-scented flowers, growing here and there in the grass. Kind hands were always ready to gather and bring them to her, but it was not like walking about among them, stooping down and plucking them with her own fingers oh to feel her feet under her and wander at her own sweet will about the beautiful grounds over the hills and through the woods oh to feel that she was a fit mate for some one who might some day love and cherish her as mr travilla had loved and cherished her whom he had so fondly called his little wife

Starting point is 03:11:31 she pitied her cousin for her sad bereavement her heart had often often bled for her because of her loss but ah it were better to have loved and lost than never to have loved it all never to love never to be loved that was the hardest part of it all there was dick to be sure the dear fellow how she did love him and she believed he loved her almost as well but the time would come when another would have the first place in his heart perhaps it had already come her mother's affection was something but it was the love of a stronger nature than her own that she craved a staff to lean upon a guiding protecting love a support such as is the strong stately oak to the delicate clinging vine there were times when she keenly enjoyed her independence perfect liberty to control her own actions and choose her own work her ability to earn a livelihood for herself but at this moment all that was nothing usually she was submissive under her affliction now her heart rebelled fiercely against it she called it a hard and cruel fate to which she could not would not be resigned she was frightened at herself as she felt that she was so rebellious and that she was envying the happiness of the cousins who had for years treated her with unvarying kindness that her lot seemed the harder by contrast with theirs and yet how well she knew that theirs was not perfect happiness that the death of the husband and father had been a sore trial to them all through the open window she saw the handsome easy-rolling family carriage drive away and disappear among the trees on the fire farther side of the lawn, then the croquet party, setting out for the scene of their proposed

Starting point is 03:13:20 game, which was at some little distance from the mansion, though within the grounds. She noticed that Issa and Mr. Keith walked first, very close together, and looking very like a pair of lovers, she thought, then Mr. Embry, with Violet's graceful, girlish figure by his side, she walking with a free springing step that once poor Molly might have emulated, as she called to mind with a bitter groan and an almost frantic effort to rise from her chair ah what was it that so sharpened the sting brought by the thought of her own impotence as she saw vye's bright beautiful face uplifted to that of her companion a sudden glimpse into her own heart sent a crimson tide all over the poor girl's face oh mollie percival what a foo you are she exclaimed half aloud then burst into hysterical weeping but calming herself almost instantly no i will not will not be so weak she said turning resolutely from the window i have been happy in my work happy and content and so will i be again no foolish impossible dreams for you mollie percival no dog in the manger feelings either you shall not indulge in them but the thread of thought was broken and lost and she tried in vain to recover it a distant hum of blithe voices came now and again to her ear with disturbing influence she could not rise and go away from it

Starting point is 03:14:49 again the pen was laid aside and lying back in her chair with her head against its cushions she closed her eyes with a weary sigh a tear trickling slowly down her cheek i cannot work she murmured ah if i could only stop thinking these miserable wicked thoughts mrs travilla returning from a visit to the quarter stopped a moment to watch the croquet players where is mollie she asked of her eldest daughter did she go with your grandpa and the others no mamma she is in her room hard at work as usual poor thing she is altogether too devoted to her work she ought to be out enjoying this delicious weather surely you did not neglect to invite her to join you here elsie no mamma i did my best to persuade her i can hardly bear to think she is shut up there alone while all the rest of us are having so pleasant an afternoon it is too bad mr emberry remarked and i was strongly tempted to venture into her sanctum and try my powers of persuasion but refrained lest i should but disturb the flow of thought and get myself into disgrace without accomplishing my end have you the courage to attempt the thing mrs i think i must try she answered with a smile as she turned away in the direction of the house she found molly at work busied over a translation for which she had laid aside the unfinished story interrupted by the younger elsie's visit she welcomed her cousin with a smile but not a very bright or mirthful one and traces of tears about her eyes were very evident my dear child elsie said in tones as tender and compassionate as she would have used to one of her own darlings and laying her hand affectionately on the young girl's shoulder i do not like to see you so hard at work while everyone else is out enjoying this delightful weather how can you resist the call of all the bloom and beauty you can see from your window there

Starting point is 03:16:48 it is attractive cousin mollie answered i could not resist it if-if i could run about as the others do she added with a tremble in her voice my poor poor child elsie said with emotion bending down to press a kiss on the girl's forehead mollie threw her arms about her and burst into tears and sobs oh it is so hard so hard so cruel that i must sit here a helpless cripple all my days how can i bear it for years and years it may be dear child sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof let us live one day at a time leaving the future with our heavenly father trusting in his promise that as our day our strength shall be rotherford says these many days i have had no morrow at all if it were so with all of us how the burdens would be lightened for a very large part of them is apprehension for the future is it not yes and i am ashamed of my weakness and cowardice dear child i have often admired your strength and courage under a trial i fear i should not bear half so well mollie lifted to her cousins a face full of wonder surprise and gratitude then it clouded again and tears trembled in her eyes and in her voice as she said but cousin elsie you must let me work it is my life my happiness the only kind i can ever hope for ever have others may busy themselves with household cares may fill their hearts with the sweet loves of kind husbands and dear little children but these things are not for me oh cousin forgive me she cried as she saw the pained look in elsie's face i did not mean i did not intend to remind me of the past elsie whispered struggling with her tears it is full of sweet memories but i would not be without for anything oh true indeed is that tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all

Starting point is 03:18:50 oh cousin elsie your faith and patience are beautiful cried mollie impulsively you never murmur at your cross you are satisfied with all god sands i wish it were so with me but-i "'Oh, cousin, cousin, my very worst trouble is that I am afraid I am not a Christian, "'that I have been deceiving myself all these years.' "'She ended with a burst of bitter weeping. "'Molly, dear,' Elsie said, folding her in her arms, "'and striving to soothe her with caresses. "'You surprise me very much, for I have long seen the lovely fruit of the spirit "'in your life and conversation.

Starting point is 03:19:26 "'Do you not love Jesus and trust in him alone for salvation? "'I thought I did, and oh I can't. cannot bear to think of not belonging to him, it breaks my heart. Then why should you think so? Because I find so much of evil in myself. If you knew the rebellious thoughts and feelings I have had this very day, you would not think me a Christian. I have hated myself because of them.

Starting point is 03:19:50 You have struggled to cast them out. You have not encouraged or loved them. Is that what they do who have no love to Christ? No desire after conformity to His will? It is the child of God who hates sin and struggle. against it but it is not necessary to decide whether you have or have not been mistaken in your past experience since you may come to Jesus now just as if you had never come before give yourself to him and accept his offered salvation without stopping to ask whether it is for the first or the ten thousandth time oh that is always my comfort when assailed by doubts and fears behold now is the accepted time behold now is the day of salvation jesus says to-day and every day come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy laden and i will give you rest him that cometh unto me i will in no wise cast out glad tears glistened in mollie's eyes and he will pardon my iniquity though it is so great she murmured with trembling lip and half averted face he will forgive all my transgressions and my sins cleanse me from them and love me freely yes dear child he will and now put away your word

Starting point is 03:21:02 for the rest of this day and come out into the pure sweet air if we weary out our poor weak bodies too much satan is but too ready to take advantage of our physical condition to assault us with temptations doubts and fears i will do as you think best cousin was the submissive reply elsie at once summoned a servant and in a few moments molly's chair was rolling along the graveled walks underneath the grand old trees a gentle breeze from the lakelet laid laden with the scent of magnolias and orange blossoms gathered in its passage across the lawn softly fanning her cheek her cousin walking by her side and entertaining her with pleasant chat rosy and walter came running to meet them they were glad to see molly out they filled her lap with flowers and her ears with their sweet innocent prattle her heart growing lighter as she listened and drank in beside all the sweet sights and scents and sounds of nature in her most bountiful mood they made a partial circuit of the grounds that at last brought them to the croquet players who one and all greeted molly's arrival with expressions of satisfaction or delight each brought an offering of bud or blossom the loveliest and sweetest of flowers were scattered so profusely on every hand mr emberys was a half-blown rose and elsie furtively watching her charge noted the quick blush with which it was received the care with which it was stealthily treasured afterward a suspicion stirred in her breast a fear that made her heart tremble and ache for the poor girl mr emberys spent the evening at the evening at the evening at the poor girl mr emberry spent the evening at viamide mollie was in the parlor with the rest and the greater part of the time he was close at her side both talked more than usual often addressing each other and seemed to outdo themselves in sparkling wit and brilliant repartee

Starting point is 03:22:59 molly's cheeks glowed and her eyes shone she had never been so handsome or fascinating before and mr embery hung upon her words elsie's heart sank as she saw it all saw it all. My poor child, she sighed to herself. I must warn him that her affections are not to be trifled with. He may think her sad affliction is her shield, raising a barrier that she herself must know to be impassable. But when was heart controlled by reason? The next morning, Anna, putting her head in at the door of the dressing-room where her niece was busy with her little ones, said, Elsie, I wish you'd come and speak a word to Molly. She'll hear reason from you, maybe, though she thinks I haven't sense enough to give her any advice. "'What is it?' Elsie asked, obeying the summons at once, leaving Rosie and Walter and

Starting point is 03:23:48 at Chloe's charge. "'Just come to her room, won't you?' Anna said, leading the way. "'I don't see what possesses the child to act so. He's handsome and rich, and everything a reasonable woman could ask. I want you to—' But there, he's gone, and it's too late!' Elsie, following her glance through a window they were passing, saw Mr. Embry's carriage driving away. Did he ask Molly to go with him, she inquired. Yes, and she wouldn't do it, though I did all I could to make her. Come and speak to her, though, so she'll know better next time.

Starting point is 03:24:20 Molly sat in an attitude of dejection, her face hidden in her hands, and did not seem conscious of their entrance, until Elsie's hand was softly laid on her shoulder, while the pitying voice asked, What is the matter, Molly, dear? Then the bowed head was lifted, and Elsie saw that her eyes were full of tears, her cheeks wet with them. "'Oh, Cousin Elsie!' she sobbed.

Starting point is 03:24:44 "'Don't ask me to go with him. I must not. I must try to keep away from him. Oh, why did we ever meet? Shall I ever be rid of this weary pain in my heart?' "'Yes, dear child, it will pass away in time,' her cousin whispered, putting kind arms about her. "'He must stay away, and you will learn to be happy again in your work, and better still in the one love that can never fail you in this world or the next. He's a good man. Don't blame him, murmured the poor girl, hiding her blushing face on her cousin's shoulder. I will try not, but such selfish thoughtlessness is almost unpardonable. He must not come here anymore. No, no, don't tell him that. Don't let him suspect that I—that I—that I—care whether he does or not.

Starting point is 03:25:33 And he enjoys it so much. He's so lonely in his own. his own house. Do not fear that I will betray you, poor, dear, unselfish child, Elsie said, but I must protect you somehow. And Molly, dear, though I believe married life is the happiest, where there is deep, true love, founded on respect and perfect confidence, I am quite sure that it is possible for a woman to be very happy, though she lives single all her days. There is my dear old aunt wealthy, for example. She must be now nearly ninety. I have known her for more than twenty years and always is one of the cheeryest and happiest people i ever saw did she ever meet anyone she cared for mollie asked still hiding her face yes she had a sore disappointment in her young days as she told me herself but the wound healed in time anna had seated herself in a low rocking-chair by a window and with hands folded in her lap was keenly eyeing her daughter and niece what are you two saying to each other she demanded you talk so low i can only catch a word now and then but i don't believe elsie that you are coaxing molly to behave as i want her to

Starting point is 03:26:43 poor mother sighed mollie she can't understand it end of chapter fourteen chapter fifteen of elsie's widowhood by Martha Finley. This Libra Fox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet P. Chapter 15. Man's love is of man's life, a thing apart, to his woman's whole existence. Byron. Finding her own thoughts full of Molly and her troubles to the exclusion of everything else, Elsie presently dismissed her little ones to their play, spent a few moments in consulting her best friend, then went in search of her father.

Starting point is 03:27:26 She would not betray Molly even to him, but it would be safe, helpful, comforting to confide her own doubts, fears, and anxieties. She found him in the library and alone. He was standing before a window with his back toward her as she entered and did not seem to hear her light footsteps till she was close at his side, and, turning hastily, he caught her in his arms, drained her to his breast,

Starting point is 03:27:52 and kissed her again and again with passionate fondness. "'What is it, Papa?' she asked in surprise, "'looking up into his face and seeing it full of emotion "'that seemed a strange blending of pain and pleasure. "'My darling! My darling!' he said in low tremulous tones, "'holding her close and repeating his caresses. "'How shall I ever make up to you for the sorrows of your infancy "'the culpable, heartless neglect with which your father treated you then?

Starting point is 03:28:20 "'I see I surprise you by referring it to it now, but i have been talking with one of the old servants who retains a vivid remembrance of your babyhood here and your heartrending grief when forced away from your home and almost all you had learned to love such a picture of it she has given me that i have fairly long to go back to that time and take my baby girl to my heart and comfort her dear papa i hardly remember it now she said laying her head down on his breast and oh i have the sweetest memories of years and years of the tenderest fatherly love and care love and care that surround me still and form one of my best and dearest earthly blessings if the lord will may be long be spared to each other my dear dear father his response was a fervent amen and sitting down upon a sofa he drew her to a seat by his side "'I have come to you for help and advice in a new difficulty, Papa,' she said. "'I fear I have made a sad mistake in allowing Mr. Embry's visits here, and yet I cannot exclude from my house gentlemen visitors of unexceptionable character.' "'No, and he appears to be all that and more, a sincere earnest Christian.

Starting point is 03:29:31 "'But what is it that you regret her fear? "'Elsey is engaged, Violet very young, and for Issa, "'supposing there were any such prospect, it would be a most suitable match.' but molly molly he exclaimed with a start poor child she could never think of marriage no papa but hearts don't reason and love comes unbidden and you think she cares for him it would not be strange if she should he is a very agreeable man and did you notice them last night i thought his actions decidedly lover-like and there was something in her face that made me tremble through the poor girl's future peace of mind poor child he echoed poor poor child i am glad you called my attention to it i must give embray a hint he cannot of course be thinking what he is about for i am sure he is not the heartless wretch he would be if he could wreck her happiness intentionally thank you dear papa you will know exactly how to do it without the least compromise of the dear girl's womanly pride and delicacy of feeling or offending or hurting him you spoke just now of isa she went on presently i should be glad if she and mr emberry fancied each other such a match would be very pleasing to aunt louise on account of his wealth and social position little as she would like his piety but

Starting point is 03:30:54 well daughter have you noticed how constantly cyril seeks her companionship how naturally the others leave those two to pair off together they sit and read or chat together by the hour out yonder under the trees scarce a day passes without its long, lonely ramble or ride. He talks to her of his work, too, in which his whole heart is engaged, listens attentively to all she says, turning in the most interested way to ask her for an opinion, no matter what subject is broached, listens with delight to her music, too,

Starting point is 03:31:27 and sometimes reads his sermons to her for the benefit of her criticism, or consults her in regard to his choice of a text. Mr. Dinsmore's countenance expressed extreme satisfaction. I am glad of it, he said, said, they seem made for each other. But Aunt Louise, Papa, will not fancy a poor clergyman for a son-in-law, yet will consider even that better than not seeing her daughter married at all,

Starting point is 03:31:51 and if the two most intimately concerned are happy and content, what matter for the rest? Oh, Papa, Elsie returned with a smile that had something of old-time archness in it, have not your opinions in regard to the rights of parents and the duties of children, changed somewhat since my early girlhood, circumstances alter cases he answered with a playful caress i should never have objected to so wise a choice as i says always supposing that she has made the one we are talking of and you will not mind if aunt louise blames you or me i shall take all the blame and not mind it in the least yes sile keith and isidore conley were made for each other and had become conscious of the fact though no word of love had yet been spoken to him she was the sweetest of her and loveliest of her sex, in whom he found a stronger union of beauty, grace, accomplishments,

Starting point is 03:32:44 sound sense, and earnest piety than in any other young lady of his acquaintance, while to her he was the impersonation of all that was truly noble, manly, and Christian. They were dreaming Love's young dream, and found intense enjoyment in the other's society, especially amid all the loveliness of nature that surrounded them. Cyril's was a whole-hearted consecration to his divine master and that loved master's work, but this human love interfered not in any way with that, for it is of God's appointment. And the Lord God said, it is not good that the man should be alone. I will make him a help-meet for him.

Starting point is 03:33:24 Whoso findeth a wife findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favor of the Lord. How like you that is, Papa dear, Elsie said, but it would be easier for me to bear blame myself than to have it heaped upon you i suppose though that it would be useless to attempt any interference with the course of true love yes we will simply let them alone mr dinsmore rode over to magnolia hall that afternoon to seek an interview with its owner but learned that he was not at home and might not be for a day or two no one knew just when he would return so the only course now left seemed to be to wait till he should call again at viamide he had been almost a daily visitor of late and often sent some token of remembrance by a servant fruit flowers game or fish or it might be a book from his library which was not found in theirs But now one, two, three days passed, and nothing was seen or heard of him. Sad, wearisome days they were to Molly. Mental labor was next to impossible.

Starting point is 03:34:28 She could not even read with any enjoyment. Her heart was heavy with grief and unsatisfied longing, intensified by her mother's constant reiteration. You've offended him, and he'll never come again. You've thrown away the best chance a girl ever had, and you'll never see another like it. then it was unusually long since she had heard from dick and she had waited for news from a manuscript which had cost her months of hard work and on which great expectations were based till her heart was sick with hope deferred it was on the morning of the fourth day that mollie having persuaded her mother to go for a walk with her grandfather and mrs carrington summoned a servant and desired to be taken out into the grounds she sat motionless in her chair gazing in mournful silence on all the luxuriant beauty that surrounded her, while the man wheeled her up one walk

Starting point is 03:35:18 and down another. At length, that will do, Joe, she said. You may stop the chair under that magnolia yonder, and leave me there for an hour. I was afraid you get tired, Miss Mollie, and nobody round for to wait on you, he remarked when he had placed her in the desired spot. No, I have the bell here, and it can be heard at the house. I have a book, too, to amuse myself with, and the gardener yonder is with. in sight. You need not fear to leave me. He walked away and she opened her book,

Starting point is 03:35:49 but she scarcely looked at it. Her thoughts were busying themselves with something else, and her eyes were full of tears. A quick, manly step on the gravel walk behind her, startled her, and sent a vivid color over face and neck. Good morning, Miss Percival. I am fortunate indeed in finding you here alone, a voice said, close at her side. Good morning, Mr. Embry. She returned. with a vain effort to steady her tones and without looking up. He took possession of a rustic seat close to which her chair was standing.

Starting point is 03:36:22 "'Molly, my dear Miss Molly,' he said in some agitation, "'I fear I have unwittingly offended.' "'No, no, no,' she answered, bursting into tears in spite of herself. "'There, what a baby I am!' dashing them angrily away. "'I wish you wouldn't come here and start me to crying.' "'Let me tell you something. Let me ask you one question, and then if you bid me, I will go away and never come near you again, he said, taking her hand and holding it fast.

Starting point is 03:36:52 Molly, I love you. I want you to be my wife. Will you? Oh, you don't mean it. You can't mean it. No man in his sense is want to marry me. A poor helpless cripple, she cried, trying to pull the hand away. And it's a cruel, cruel jest. Oh, how can you? and covering her face with the free hand she sobbed as if her heart would break don't don't dear molly he entreated i am not jesting nor am i rushing into this thing hastily or thoughtlessly your very helplessness draws me to you and makes you doubly dear i want to take care of you my poor child i want to make up for your loss to you as far as my love and sympathy can to make your life bright and happy in spite of your terrible trial you are the noblest most unselfish man i ever heard of she said wiping away her tears to give him a look of amazement and admiration but i cannot be so selfish as to take all when i can give nothing in return do you call yourself with your sweet face cheery disposition brilliant talents and conversational powers that render you the most entertaining and charming of companions nothing i think you a greater prize than half the women who have the free use of all their limbs you are very kind to say it no i'm not for it is the simple unvarnished truth molly if you can love me i should rather have you than any other woman on earth

Starting point is 03:38:23 how your presence would brighten my home i give all indeed you will be worth more to me than all i have to give in return oh molly have you no love to bestow upon poor me she had ceased the struggle to free her hand from the strong yet tender clasp in which it was held but her face was averted and tears were falling fast his words had sent a thrill of exquisite joy to her heart but instantly it changed to bitter sorrow you cannot have counted the cost she said i am poor i have nothing at all but the pittance i earned by my pen and think i can never walk by your side i cannot go about your house and see that your comfort is not neglected or your substance wasted i cannot nurse you in sickness or wait upon you in health as another woman might oh cannot you see that i have nothing to give you in return for all you and your wonderful generosity are offering to me your love dear girl and the blessed privilege of taking care of you are all i ask all i want can you not give me these oh why do you tempt me so she cried tempt you would it be a sin to love me to give yourself to me when i want you so much so very much it seems to me it would be taking advantage of the most unheard of generosity what woman's heart could stand out against it ah then you do love me he exclaimed in accents of joy and lifting her hand to his lips you will be mine my own dear wife a sweet mother to my darlings i have brought them with me that their beauty and sweetness their pretty innocent ways may plead my cause with you for i know that you love little children he was gone before she could reply and the next moment was at her side again bearing in his arms two little creatures of three and five these are my babies he said sitting down with one upon each knee korena to the eldest

Starting point is 03:40:19 Don't you want this sweet lady to come and live with us and be your dear mama? The child took a long, searching look into Molly's face before she answered, then with a bright glad smile breaking like sunlight over her own. Yes, Papa, I do, she said emphatically. Won't you come, pretty lady? Mady and I will be good children and love you ever so much. And she held up her rosebud mouth for a kiss. Molly gave it very heartily.

Starting point is 03:40:46 Me too, you mustn't forget to Tis Mady. the little one said. Molly motioned the father to set the child in her lap, and, putting an arm about Corina, petted and fondled them both for a little, the mother instincts stirring strongly within her the while. "'There, that will do, my pets. We must not tire the dear lady,' Mr. Ambry said presently,

Starting point is 03:41:07 lifting his youngest and setting her on feet beside her sister. "'Go back now, tear mountain. See, yonder she is, waiting for you.' "'What darlings they are,' Molly said, following them with wistful longing eyes yes ah can your heart resist their appeal how could i chained to my chair do a mother's part by them she asked mournfully and with a heavy sigh their physical needs are well attended to he said again taking her hand while his eyes sought hers with wistful pleading tenderness it is motherly counsels sympathy love they want is it not in your power to give them all these i would throw no burdens on you you love i only aim to show you that the giving need not necessarily be all on my side the receiving all on yours how kind how noble you are she said in moved tones but your relatives your other children how would they feel to see you join for life to a don't say it he interrupted in tones of tenderest compassion my boys will be drawn to you by your helplessness while they will be very proud of your talents and your sweetness i have very proud of your talents and your sweetness i have

Starting point is 03:42:18 no other near relatives but two brothers, who have no right to concern themselves in the matter, nor will be likely to care to do so. But, oh, dearest girl, what shall I, what can I say, to convince you that you were my heart's desire, that I want you, your love, your dear companionship, more than tongue can tell? Will you refuse them to me? She answered only with a look, but it said all he wished. "'Bless you, darling,' he whispered, putting his arm about her, while her head

Starting point is 03:42:48 dropped upon his shoulder. You have made me very happy." Molly was silent, was weeping, but for very gladness, her heart sang for joy, not that a beautiful home, wealth, and all the luxury and ease it could purchase, would now be hers, but that she was loved by one so noble and generous, so altogether worthy of her highest respect, her warmest affection, the devotion of her whole life which she inwardly vowed should be his she would strive to be to him such a wife as elsie had been to her husband such a mother to his children as her sweet cousin was to hers end of chapter fifteen chapter sixteen of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this librivax recording is in the public domain recording by sweet p chapter sixteen i saw her and i loved her i sought her and i won across the threshold led and every tear kissed off as soon as shed his house she enters there to be a light shining within when all without his night a guardian angel o'er his life presiding doubling his pleasure and his care is dividing roger

Starting point is 03:44:05 you declined to drive with me the last time i asked you mr ambury remarked breaking a momentary silence that had fallen between them but will you not be more gracious to-day my carriage is near at hand and i have a great desire to take you for an airing you and the babies blushing deeply mollie said yes if you wish it and will bring me back before i am missed i shall take good care of you as who would not of his own he said bending down to look into her face with a proud fond smile yes if you will bring me back before i am missed i shall take good care of you as who would not of his own he said bending down to look into her face with a proud fond smile yes yes you are mine now dearest, and I shall never resign my claim. Ah, as he lifted his head again, here comes your uncle, and I fancy he eyes me with distrust. Mr. Dinsmore, and he stepped forward with outstretched hand, How do you do, sir? What do you say to receiving me into the family? I trust you will not object, for this dear girl intends to give me the right to call you uncle.

Starting point is 03:44:59 Mr. Dinsmore grasped the hand, looking in silent astonishment from one to the other. He read the story of their love in both faces. Molly's downcast and blushing, yet happy, Mr. Embry's overflowing with unfeigned delight. "'I assure you, sir,' he went on, "'I am fully aware that she is a prize any man might be proud to win. "'Your niece is no ordinary woman. "'Her gifts and graces are many and great.' "'She is all that you have said, and even more,' her uncle returned, finding his voice.

Starting point is 03:45:30 "'And yet you are quite sure that this is not a sudden impulse, you may some day be sorry he had stepped to mollie's other side and taken her hand in his in a protecting fatherly way it would wreck her happiness he added in moved tones and that is very dear to me it cannot be dearer to you sir than it is to me the lover answered and rest assured your fears are groundless it is noticed that an impulse on my part but deliberate action taken after weeks of careful and prayerful consideration you seem to stand in the place of a father to her will you give her to me mr embery you are the noblest of men and must forgive me that i had some suspicion that you were thoughtlessly trifling with the child's affections i see you have won her heart and may you be very happy together mr dinsmore was turning away but mr emberry stopped him let me thank you sir he said again holding out his hand we are going for a little drive he added and please let no one be anxious about miss percival i am responsible for her safe return molly's chair rolled on with rapid steady movement to the entrance to the grounds where mr embery's carriage stood then she felt herself carefully tenderly lifted from one to the other and comfortably established on a softly cushioned seat how like a delightful dream it all seemed the swift pleasant motion through the pure sweet fragrant air beautiful scenery on every hand the prattle of infant voices and the whispers of love in her ear should she not awaken presently to its unreality awake to find herself still the lonely unloved woman she was in her own esteem but an hour ago and who by reason if her sad affirmity could look forward to nothing else through life

Starting point is 03:47:11 they turned in at an open gateway and mollie suddenly rousing herself said in surprise we are entering some one's private grounds are we not yes was the quiet reply but there is no objection the owner and i are on the most intimate terms i admire the place very much and want you to see it so we will drive all around the grounds and he gave the order to the coachman mollie looked and admired charming almost if not quite equal to viamide his eyes shone your taste agrees with my mind with mine he said look this way we have a good view of the house from here what do you think of it that it is just suited to its surroundings and must be a delightful residence so it is and i want to show you the inside too there is no objection as he read hesitation and disapproval in her face the master and mistress are not there and in fact i have charge of the place just now and am quite at liberty to show it to strangers the next moment they drew up before the front entrance mr emberry hastily alighted and lifted out the little ones saying in a low tone something which mollie did not hear as he set them down they ran in at the open door and turning to her again he took her in his strong arms and bore her into a lordly entrance hall then on through one spacious elegantly furnished room after another parlors library dining and drawing-rooms moving slowly that she might have time to gaze and admire and now and then setting her down for a few moments in an easy-chair on a luxurious sofa usually before a rare painting or some other beautiful work of art which he thought she would particularly enjoy the children had disappeared and they were quite alone he had reserved a charming boudoir for last open doors cave tempting glimpses of a dressing-room and bedrooms beyond these he said placing her in a delightfully easy velvet cushioned

Starting point is 03:49:07 chair and standing by her side are the apartments of the mistress of the mansion as you have doubtless already conjectured what do you think of them they are very beautiful very luxurious and oh what a lovely view from yonder window and from this is it not he says stepping aside and turning her chair a little that she might see through a vista of grand old trees the lagoon beyond sparkling in the sunlight oh that is finer still she cried i should think one might almost be content to live a close prisoner here. Then I may hope my dear wife will not be unhappy here, will not regret leaving the beauties of Viamed and the charming society there for this place and the companionship of its owner? Molly, dearest, this is Magnolia Hall. You are its mistress, and these are your own rooms, he said, kneeling by her side to fold her to his heart with tenderest caresses. It is too much. Oh, you're so good to me, she sobbed as her head dropped upon his shoulder. On leaving my mr embrey and molly mr dinsmore hastened to join his wife and daughter who were sitting together on the lawn the interview between the lovers having taken place in a part of the grounds not visible from where they sat they had seen nothing of it

Starting point is 03:50:20 "'You look like the bearer of glad tidings, my dear,' Rose remarked, glancing inquiringly at her husband as he seated himself at her side. "'And so I am, wife,' he answered joyously. "'Elsey, you may spare yourself any further regrets because of your kindness to Mr. Embry. "'He is a noble, generous-hearted fellow, and very much in love with our poor dear Molly. "'They are engaged.' "'Engaged?' echoed both ladies simultaneously, as much surprised and pleased as he had hoped to see them. "'Yes,' he said, "'and went on to repeat what had passed between himself

Starting point is 03:50:53 "'and the nearly affianced pair. "'Dear Molly,' Elsie said with tears trembling in her eyes, "'I trust there are many very happy days in store for her. "'And how pleased Aunt Anna will be, "'she was so desirous to bring about the match. "'Molly herself should have the pleasure of telling her. "'Yes, indeed, Papa.' "'There is something else,' Mr. Dinsmore said.

Starting point is 03:51:15 "'At Mr. Embris's suggestion, "'I wrote to Dick two or three weeks ago, telling him that there was a good opening for a physician here, and asking if he would not like to come and settle if pleased with the country. His answer came this morning, and he will be with us in a few days. "'How glad I am!' was Elsie's exclamation. Molly's cup of happiness will be full to overflowing. Rose, too, was rejoiced,

Starting point is 03:51:38 but she had heard before of the invitation to Dick, and was less surprised at this news than Elsie was. The ladies had their work, Mr. Dinsmore the morning paper, and the three were still sitting there when Mr. Embry's carriage returned. Molly's face was radiant with happiness, Mr. Embry's also, and the faces of the friends who gathered about them in the library, whither he carried her, seemed to reflect the glad light in theirs. Everybody was rejoiced at Molly's good fortune,

Starting point is 03:52:07 and pleased to receive Mr. Embry into the family, for they all respected and liked him. Anna's delight on hearing the news was unbounded. She half-smothered her daughter with kisses, and exclaimed over and over again, I knew he wanted you, and didn't I tell you there'd be somebody better worth having that Elsie's love are coming after you someday,

Starting point is 03:52:27 and I'm as glad as can be that my girl's going to be married the first of all, before Louise's girls, or Elsie's either. I can't see that that makes the least difference, Mother, Molly said, laughing for very gladness, but oh, what a good and kind man he is, and what a lovely home here to have. For Mother, he says you were to live with us, always if you like. Now that is nice, Anna said, much gratified. And is it as pretty as Viameen?

Starting point is 03:52:56 It is almost, if not quite as beautiful as Viameen, they're not quite so large. Both house and grounds are, I believe, a little smaller. How soon are you going to be married? I don't know just when, Mother, the day has not been set. I hope it will be soon, just as soon as we can get you ready. This was in a little private chat in Molly's room after Mr. Embry had gone away. she had asked to have her chair wheeled in there and to be left alone with her mother while she told the news of her engagement i must consult with uncle and aunt and cousin elsie about that she said in answer to her mother's last remark will you please open the door now and ask them to come in i don't care if the rest come too well mollie when where and by whom is the knot to be tied asked mr dinsmore playfully as he stood by her side looking down with a kindly smile at her blushing happy face oh uncle so many questions at once well when at time then when that foolishly impatient man wanted me to say to-night she answered laughing and when i told him how absurd an idea that was he insisted that a week was quite long enough for him to go on living alone a week exclaimed her aunt you surely did not consent to that no aunt rose but i believe i have consented to try to make my preparations in two weeks i doubt if we can quite settle that question now

Starting point is 03:54:20 there must be time allowed for furnishing you with a handsome trousseau my dear child elsie said but possibly it can be accomplished in a fortnight as to the next question where you will surely let it be here in my house gladly cousin if pleasing to you mollie answered with a grateful loving look and mr keith shall officiate if he will of course it must be a very quiet affair i should prefer that under any circumstances you will invite dick will you not her uncle asked with a twinkle in his eye dick oh the dear fellow i ought to have him i wonder if i could persuade him to leave his practice long enough to come two weeks would give him enough time to get here if i write at once no need her uncle replied providence permitting he will be here in less than half that time then the whole story came out in answer to molly's look of astonished inquiry and her cup of happiness was indeed full to overflowing where did you drive molly asked isa but i suppose you hardly know you could see nothing but your companion "'Ah, Issa, do you judge me of yourself?' queried Molly gleefully. "'By the way, though, I have three companions. "'But don't I know where I went?' Then, smiling, laughing, blushing, rosy and happy, as they had never seen her before,

Starting point is 03:55:36 she described the darling baby girls and the beautiful house. But the sweet words of love that had been as music to her ear were too sacred for any other. she had quite a large and certainly very attentive and interested audience the whole family having gathered in the room enna and the young girls were especially delighted with the tale she had to tell it's just like a story the very nicest kind of a story cried by clapping her hands in an ecstasy of delight when mollie came to that part of her narrative where she learned that she herself was to be the mistress of the lordly mansion she had entered as a stranger visitor with all its wealth of luxury and beauty The next two or three weeks were full of pleasant bustle and excitement, preparations for the wedding, being pushed forward with all possible dispatch, Mr. Embry pleading his loneliness and that he wanted Molly's relatives and friends to see her fairly settled in her new home before they left Viamed for the north. Mr. and Mrs. Dinsmore, with Anna, Issa, the younger Elsie and Violet, took a trip to New Orleans

Starting point is 03:56:40 and spent several days in shopping there, laying in great store of rich, co-esawaited. costly and beautiful things for Molly's adornment. Mr. Embry, too, paid a flying visit to the city, which resulted in an elegant set of jewels for his bride and some new articles of furniture for her apartments. Dick arrived at about the expected time and was joyfully welcomed. His surprise and delight in view of Molly's prospects were quite sufficient to satisfy her, and so greatly was he pleased with the country that in a few days he announced his purpose to remain. Sirel had received a unanimous call from the two churches, and after mature deliberation accepted it upon which Elsie doubled the salary, she had formerly paid, and told him playfully

Starting point is 03:57:25 and in private, that if he would get a wife whom she could approve, she would repair enlarge and refurnish the cottage. "'You're extremely kind and generous cousin,' he stammered, coloring deeply, and I would only be too glad to follow out your suggestion. Well, she returned in the same playful tone. What is there to hinder? The only woman I can fancy, could love, is so beautiful, fascinating, accomplished, so altogether attractive in every way that I fear she could hardly be expected

Starting point is 03:57:58 to content herself with a poor minister. I cannot say how that is, Elsie answered with a smile. But judging by myself, I should think she would give her hand wherever her heart has gone, and if I were a man I should not despair until I would. had asked and been refused. And, Cyril, though not rich in this world's goods, I consider you a fit match for the highest, you who are a son of the king.

Starting point is 03:58:20 That sonship is more to me than all the world has to give, he said, looking at her with glistening eyes, but to others it may seem of little worth. Not to anyone who is of the right spirit to be truly a help meet to you. I think I know where your affections are set, my dear cousin, and that by her the true riches are esteemed as by you and me. He thanked her warmly by word and look for her kind sympathy and encouragement, and there the interview ended.

Starting point is 03:58:47 But that night, when Elsie was about retiring, Issa came to her, all smiles, tears, and blushes to tell the story of love given and returned. She and Cyril had spent the evening wandering about the grounds alone together in the moonlight, and he had wooed and won his heart's choice. Dear Issa, I am very, very glad for you and for Cyril, Elsie whispered. clasping her cousin close and kissing again and again the blushing cheek i cannot wish anything better for you than that you may be as happy in your wedded life as my dear husband and i were nor could i ask a better wish i so returned with emotion but ah i fear i can never be the perfect wife you were and cousin i can hardly hope for mamma's approval of my choice do not trouble about that now i think we shall find means to win her consent i think grandpa and uncle are sure to approve.

Starting point is 03:59:43 Yes, and they will be powerful advocates with Aunt Louise, so I think you need not hesitate to be as happy as you can, Elsie answered the smile. Do you wish the matter kept secret? Mr. Keith is with Grandpa and Uncle now, Issa said blushing, and I don't care how soon Aunt Rose and the girls and Dick know it, but if you please, the rest may wait until Mama is heard from. Molly was delighted, though not greatly astonished,

Starting point is 04:00:09 when Issa told her the next morning. how nice that we shall be near neighbors she exclaimed i wish you would just decide to make it a double wedding thank you laughed isa do you forget that it is now just one week from your appointed day or do you think my trousseau could be gotten up in a week though it takes three for yours i really didn't stop to think mollie acknowledged with a happy laugh but isa you are so beautiful that you need no finery to add to your attractions while my plainness requires a good deal mollie isa said standing before her and gazing fixedly and admiringly into the glad blooming face i think you have neglected your mirror of late or you wouldn't talk so a great surprise came to mollie on the morning of her wedding-day her cousin elsie gave her ten thousand dollars and mr embery settled fifty thousand upon her beside presenting to her with the jewels he had purchased a set of diamonds and pearls also she received many handsome presents from uncle aunt brother and cousins and from mr emberry's children he had sent for his two boys fine manly fellows of ten and twelve to be present at the marriage which was to take place in the evening and had brought them that morning for a short call upon his chosen bride she and they seemed mutually pleased and mollie who had been somewhat apprehensive lest they should dislike the match felt as if the last stone were removed from her path she gratified mr emory greatly by a request that the baby girls and all the servants from magnolia hall might be present and that he would let louis his eldest son stand up with them as third groomsman dick and harold trevilla being first and second i saw the younger elsie and violet were the bridesmaids all wearing white for the occasion

Starting point is 04:01:55 it was a very quiet wedding indeed no one at all present but the members of the two families servants included these last grouping themselves about the open door into the hall mollie sat in her chair looking very sweet and pretty in white silk point lace and abundance of orange blossoms freshly gathered from the trees on the lawn. The bridesmaids looked very lovely also, groom and groomsmen, handsome and happy. Mr. Keith made the ceremony short but solemn and impressive. The usual greetings and congratulations followed, Elsie's to the bride a whispered hope, accompanied with tears and smiles, that every year might find herself and husband nearer and dearer to each other. An elegant banquet succeeded, and shortly after the happy bridegroom bore his new maid wife away to her future home. end of chapter sixteen chapter seventeen of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this liber fox recording is in the public domain recording by sweetby chapter seventeen but happy they the happiest of their kind whom gentler stars unite and in one fate their hearts their fortunes and their beings blend for not but love can answer love and render bliss secure thomson seasons

Starting point is 04:03:18 as no invitations to the wedding were to be sent to relatives at a distance it was thought quite as well not to inform them of mollie's engagement until after the marriage had taken place beside as the preparations were so hurried no one had much time for correspondence is that her conley did not once during the three weeks write to rosalind's excusing herself on the double plea that her last letter remained unanswered and that she was particularly busy about the trousseau she found little time to spare from that which was not taken up in walking or riding with cyril he proposed writing to her mother immediately after declaring his love but she begged him to delay a little till her grandfather and uncle should have time to consider how to bring their influence to bear upon mrs conley in the way most likely to win her approval of his suit. The day after the wedding saw a number of letters directed to Roselands, dropped into the Rhymede mailbag, and a few days later they reached their destination. The family, consisting of Mrs. Conley, Calhoun, Arthur, Virginia, Walter,

Starting point is 04:04:22 who was at home for a few days on a furlough, being now a lieutenant in the U.S. Army, and several younger ones, were at breakfast when Pomp came in with the mailbag. Calhoun opened it and distributed the contents. letters from viamied at last he remarked three for you mother from grandpa uncle and somebody else one for walter dick's handwriting i didn't know he was there and one for virginia from isa virginia said as she glanced at the superscription then tearing open the envelope and glancing down the first page molly is married to a rich planter too well wonders never cease a simultaneous exclamation of surprise from all present nonsense ayesis is hoaxing you said walter stirring his coffee here let me see the letter no open your own that's not in ices line remarked arthur but it really is very astonishing news what does dick say wall he went down there to attend the wedding i presume no didn't know a word about it till he got there walter said giving a hasty perusal to the not very lengthy epistle went to settle a good opening for a doctor splendid country everything lovely likes brother-in-law immensely is overjoyed at

Starting point is 04:05:34 Molly's good luck, says she's as happy as a queen. Which may mean much or little, remarked Calhoun. His mother cleared her throat emphatically, and all eyes turned to her. She held an open letter in her hand, and her face looked flushed and angry. Issa, too, it seems, has lost her heart, she said in a bitter, sarcastic tone, and with her usual good sense, has bestowed it upon a poor clergyman. Della's he has heard of her Aunt Dellaford's intentions. Elsie perhaps has given him the hint, he being a relative.

Starting point is 04:06:04 of hers and thinks he is securing a fortune but if isa throws herself away in such fashion sister delaford may change her mind calhoun and arthur both repelled with warmth the insinuation against elsie the latter adding that he thought isa's personal charms were quite sufficient of themselves to captivate a man who was not in pursuit of wealth and isa remarked calhoun is so unworldly that wealth would be a matter of small consideration to her or her heart was concerned "'A fact that should make her friends the more careful "'how they encourage her in taking a poor man,' said the mother. "'But my father and brother are both strongly in favor of this adventurer's suit. "'Adventurer, mother, I thought you said he was a clergyman.' "'Well, Calhoun, I don't see any contradiction there. "'But his name is Keith, and that explains it all,

Starting point is 04:06:54 "'for my father was always very partial to those relatives of his first wife, "'horis too, of course. "'But as Issa is a good deal more nearly related to him. them. They are very fond of her, and men, not easily deceived or taken in. I think we may safely trust to their judgment. You won't oppose what they so highly approve, Mother. I don't know. Must take time to think it over. Do you and Arthur come with me to the library, she said, rising with the letter in her hand. I see you have both finished your breakfast. They rose instantly and followed her from the room. Walter looking after them and muttering

Starting point is 04:07:29 discontentedly, I think Mother might take me into her counsels, too. are too young and foolish," said Virginia. "'The first objection doesn't lie against you, though the second May,' he retorted. "'You'd better look to your laurels. "'Iassa and Molly are both well ahead of you.' "'What of that?' she said, reddening with vexation. "'Isa's two years older than I, and taking a poor minister whom I wouldn't look at.' "'Sour grapes,' suggested her brother, teasingly.

Starting point is 04:07:58 "'And Molly's not a year older than you, and has married rich?' a second-hand husband sneered virginia at which walter laughed uproariously oh virgy virgy those grapes are terribly sour he said but do let us hear what isa has to say about it i haven't finished the letter but there i take it what do i care about her fine dresses and presents and the splendors of magnolia hall well he cried presently cousin elsie did the thing handsomely and he's a splendid fellow if he is second-hand no wonder dick's pleased i only wish my sisters might all do as well in the library calhoun was saying as he laid down his uncle's letter which he had just read aloud cousin elsie is certainly the most generous of women mother you could not have read this when you uttered that insinuation against her a few moments since. Mrs. Conley colored violently under her son's searching gaze. "'Twenty-five thousand is a mere trifle to her,' she said, bridling, "'and you perceive she promises Issa that dower

Starting point is 04:09:00 "'in the event of her marrying that poor relation of her own.' "'It is extremely generous, nevertheless,' exclaimed both her sons in a breath. "'And I did not think it by any means a bad match for Issa,' Arthur went on, a good man of fine talent receiving a very comfortable salary a lovely home rent free very little expense except for clothing seeing they are as uncle says to have all the fruit vegetables nearly the whole living in fact from the viamide fields and orchards use of carriages and horses too whenever they like no it isn't so bad their mother acknowledged and if she gets her aunt delaford's money she will be really very far from poor but i dislike the thought of having her with her beauty and talbot's money she will be really very far from poor but i dislike the thought of having her with her beauty and talents, buried, as one might say, and that out-of-the-way corner of the world. But she chooses for herself, and ought to be the best judge of what is for her own happiness, Calhound said.

Starting point is 04:09:56 So you will consent, mother? Oh, yes, yes, of course! But I'll take no blame from your Aunt Delaford, nor from Asa, either, if ever she sees cause to repent. So a letter was sent that made glad the hearts of the lovers, spite of some ungraciousness of tone. ass's letter giving as it did a minute description of the trousseau the wedding magnolia hall mr embery and his children and telling of the generous settlements upon the bride made by him and her cousin elsie was read and re-read by mrs conley and virginia with great interest which was yet not altogether pleasurable they were glad that molly had now a good home of her own and particularly that her mother was to share it a home so far away from roselands that anna was not likely to trouble them any more for her feebleness of intellect made her something of a mortification to them of late years yet the good fortune of the poor crippled niece and cousin was too great too strongly in contrast with their own rather strained circumstances not to arouse some feelings of envy and jealousy in persons of their haughty and overbearing disposition

Starting point is 04:11:04 dear me i wonder why some people have all the good fortune and others none exclaimed virginia angrily i should say fifty thousand is quite enough for molly especially in addition to the rich husband and loads of handsome presents and that ten thousand would have been much better bestowed upon you or me mamma you have only to get married sis and probably she'll do the same handsome thing by you remarked walter who happened to be within hearing not she i never had the good fortune to be one of her favorites well isa can't say that for she's certainly doing the handsome thing by her what so mother hasn't told you she's promised that the day isa marries her cousins cyril keith she'll hand over twenty-five thousand dollars to them that was to get mamma's consent "'Mama, I wouldn't be bought if I were you,' Virginia said scornfully. "'You wouldn't?' laughed Walter. "'I tell you you'd sell yourself to any man worth half a million or even something less.' "'Walter! You are perfectly insulting!' cried Virginia, her eyes flashing in her cheek flushing hotly. "'I wish your furlough ended to-day.'

Starting point is 04:12:14 "'Thank you, my very affectionate sister,' he said, bowing low as he stood before her. "'Why don't you wish I'd get shot in the next fight with the Indians?' "'Well, I'll tell you what it is,' he went on presently. "'If I were one of Cousin Elsie's children, Ed, for instance, "'I'd enter a pretty strong protest against these wholesale acts of benevolence "'toward poor relations.' "'She can afford it,' said his mother loftily, "'and I must say I should have a much higher appreciation of her generosity

Starting point is 04:12:43 "'if she had given Issa the money without any conditions attached.' "'But I so wouldn't, or I greatly mistake.' "'Do you mean to say you think there's, has been a conspiracy between them, demanded his mother, growing very red and angry. "'No, no, mother, nothing of the kind. "'But Cousin Elsie is a woman of keen observation, "'delicate tact and great discernment, "'and she had Issa's happiness, much at heart.'

Starting point is 04:13:08 "'Really?' she sneered. "'I have but just made the delightful discovery that I have a Solomon among my sons.' "'I think it was mean not to invite us to the wedding,' said Virginia. "'No, that was right enough,' corrected her mother, being in deep mourning for her husband, she could not, of course, give Molly anything but the quietest sort of wedding. Well, Issa will come home to be married? Of course, and I shall insist upon time to have everything done properly, and without anyone being hurried to death.

Starting point is 04:13:40 Immediately upon the reception of Mrs. Conley's letter, giving consent to the match between her daughter and Cyril Keith, the work of adding to, repairing and improving the cottage, destined to be the future home of the young couple, was begun. it was a matter of great interest not to cyril and issa alone but to the whole family of dinsmore's and travillas and their departure from viamide was delayed some weeks that elsie and her father and grandfather might oversee and direct to the workmen it was going to be a really commodious and beautiful residence when completed elsie determined that it should be prettily furnished too and found great pleasure in planning for the comfort and enjoyment of these cousins and molly's happiness was a constant delight to her there was daily intercourse between viamete and magnolia hall mr emberray driving molly over almost every day to see her relatives and dick bringing his mother usually on horseback dick was making his home with his sister for the present at mr emberra's urgent request and was showing himself a good and affectionate son to anna the visits were returned too even elsie going over frequently for a short call because she saw that molly very cute

Starting point is 04:14:49 enjoyed being a position to extend hospitality to all her friends and especially herself as one to whom she had long been indebted for a happy home oh cousin mollie said to her one day when they were alone together in her beautiful boudoir i am so happy my husband is so kind so affectionate i cannot understand how it is that he is so fond and even proud of me helpless cripple that i am but i have learned to be thankful even for that she added tears springing to her eyes because he says it was so fond and even proud of me helpless cripple that i am but i have learned to be thankful even for that she added tears springing to her eyes because he says it was that that first drew his attention to me, and strangely enough his pity soon turned to admiration and love. Oh, he has such a big, generous heart! He has indeed, Elsie said. But Molly, dear, you underrate yourself. I do not wonder that he admires and is proud of your brave, cheerful courage under your hard trial, and of your talents and the name you are making for yourself as both a translator and original writer. I hope you will not give up your work entirely, now that there is no pecuniary necessity

Starting point is 04:15:51 for it, for I think it is bringing a blessing to yourself and to others. No, oh no, I shall not give it up while I can believe it is doing something for the master's cause. Louis does not wish me to while I enjoy it, and I find he is just the critic I need to help me improve. I had a letter from Virgie yesterday, she went on with a happy laugh, congratulating me on being no longer compelled. to work, yet pitying me because I am a stepmother. "'That does not trouble you,' Elsie said, inquiring me. "'Oh, no! The boys, Louis and Fred, are so much like their father, seeming to love me all the better for my helplessness—by the way,

Starting point is 04:16:30 Louis, my husband, says it is a positive delight to him to take me in his arms and lift me about, and the baby girls are as lovely and dear as they can be. I wouldn't for anything part with one of the whole four.' "'Dear child,' Elsie said, embracing her with full heart. and eyes, I am so glad, so happy for you that it is so, and how your mother and brother seem to enjoy your good fortunes. Yes, Dick is such a dear fellow, and Mother, really, it is just a pleasure to see how she delights in it all, and I think she couldn't be fonder of the children if she were their

Starting point is 04:17:02 own grandmother. "'How glad, how thankful I am that we came to Viameen this winter,' Elsie said, after a moment's silent musing. "'Grandpa has so entirely recovered his health in consequence, a favorable opening has been found for dick, and four other people are made happy in a mutual love, who might, perhaps, never have met otherwise. All this, beside dear Mrs. Carrington, having the melancholy pleasure of nursing her poor nephew through his last illness, how true is the promise, in all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. You take a very unselfish delayed in other people's

Starting point is 04:17:36 happiness, cousin, Molly remarked, and Issa is very happy. Yes, and Cyril too, Elsie answered with a smile i sometimes think my elsie half envies them thinking of lester so far away but her turn will come too i trust poor dear child may was well advanced the weather already very warm in the tech country when at last our friends set out upon their return to their more northern homes everything was looking very lovely on their arrival friends kindred and servants rejoiced over their return all in good health elsie and her children took up again the old quiet life at ion missing molly not a little and feeling afresh for a time the absence of one far nearer and dearer mr and mrs dinsmore spent some weeks with their other children done again made their home at ion at elsie's urgent solicitation in the loneliness of her widowhood she knew not how to do without her father in order to secure her cousin elsie's presence at her wedding assa insisted upon a very quiet one only relatives and her father she knew not how to do without her father in order to secure her cousin elsie's presence at her wedding assay insisted upon a very quiet one only relatives and her husband and very intimate friends to be invited to witness the ceremony but to please her mother in virginia there was afterward a brilliant reception the marriage took place the last of june and the next two months were spent principally among sarah's relatives at the north end of chapter seventeen chapter eighteen of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this librivox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet p chapter eighteen the sea the sea the open sea the blue the fresh the ever free proctor the summer vacation brought edward travilla home just in time for his cousin isa's wedding he had grown so manly and so like his father in appearance that at sight of him his mother was much of

Starting point is 04:19:32 come. His first, his warmest, tenderest greeting was for her. He held her to his heart, his own toothful for speech, while she wept upon his shoulder. But only for a moment, lifting her head, she gazed long and searchingly into his face. Then with a sigh of relief, Thank God, she whispered, that I can believe my boy has come back to me as pure and innocent as he went. I hope so, mother, your love, your teachings, and my father. have been my safeguard in many an hour of temptation, he answered with emotion. Did you not seek help from above my son? she asked gently. Yes, mother, you had taught me to do so, and I knew that you too were daily seeking it for me.

Starting point is 04:20:20 Yes, my dear boy, I think there was scarce a waking hour in which I did not ask a blessing on my absent son. The mother dried her tears. Grandparents, brothers, and sisters drew near and embraced the lad. servants shook him by the hand and ion was filled with rejoicing as never before since the removal of its master and head tongues ran nimbly as they sat about the tea-table and on the veranda afterward so much had happened to the young collegian so many changes had taken place in the family connection since he went away that there was a great deal to tell and to hear on both sides the voices were blithe and there was many a silvery peal of laugh mingled with the pleasant cheery talk. Issa's and Molly's matches were discussed in a most kindly way, for Edward was quite curious to hear all about them and the preparations for the approaching wedding.

Starting point is 04:21:15 Cyril had arrived earlier in the day, was taking tea at Roselands, but would pass the night at Ion, which Edward was glad to hear, as he wished to make his acquaintance. A summer at the seashore had been decided upon some weeks ago, and Edward, to his great gratification, had been empowered to select a cottage for the family to occupy during the season his aunt adelaide and her husband assisting him with their advice he announced with much satisfaction

Starting point is 04:21:43 that he had secured one that he thought would accommodate them well several guests in addition if mamma cared to invite any of her friends and please everyone it is large convenient well even handsomely furnished and but a few yards from the shore he said the country is pretty about there too pleasant walks and drives through green lanes fields and woods but where is it edward asked violet not far from long branch and there are some half-dozen other seaside places within easy driving distance there were exclamations of delight and impatience to be there from the younger ones while the mother covered up with a smile and a few words of commendation to edward the pain in her heart at the thought that her best beloved would not be with his wife and children beside the sea the sea the same thing to edward the pain in her heart at the thought that her best beloved would not be with his wife and children beside the sea the sea the sea the same summer, as in former years. Her father and Rose were thinking of that too with deep sympathy for her. In a moment the same thought presented itself to Edward and Violet, and they drew closer to their mother with loving, caressing looks and words. But memories of Lester, and their walks and talks together when last she was at the seashore, were filling the mind of the younger Elsie with emotions, half of pleasure, half of pain. When should they meet again? Then the sudden

Starting point is 04:23:02 silence that had fallen upon the group about her mother, and a glance at that loved mother's face reminded her also of the father who had returned no more, and whose companionship had been so dear a delight to her and to them all. It was Rosie who broke the silence at length. Mama, can we not go pretty soon? Yes, daughter, in about a week. The journey was made without accident. The cottage and its vicinity found to be all that Edward had represented. they had brought some of their own servants with them and had nothing to do with hotel or boarding-house life elsie had always loved the quiet and seclusion of home and clung to it now more than ever yet for her children's sake she would not shut out society entirely both edward and his sisters were free to invite their young friends to partake of the hospitalities of their mother's house but without noise or revelry for which indeed they themselves had no heart for a while the society of his mother and sisters was quite sufficient for edward and his for them they were all so strongly attached to each other and he had been so long away from home that it was very delightful to be together once more

Starting point is 04:24:15 mr and mrs dinsmore were at that time visiting relatives in philadelphia and its vicinity and his grandfather's absence gave edward the long coveted opportunity to try how nearly he could fill his father's place as his mother's earthly prop it was a dear delight to have her lean upon his arm rely upon his strength consult him about business or friendly matters he was very proud and fond of his lovely sisters prouder and fonder still of his sweet and beautiful mother he quite longed to show her to all his college friends yet would not for the world have her grief intruded upon by them with their thoughtless gaiety during these weeks that they were entirely alone she gave herself up wholly to her children seeking to secure to them the greatest possible amount of innocent enjoyment no tasks were set there was no attempt at regular employment and almost the whole day was spent in the open air together they sported in the surf strolled on the beach or sat in the sand revelling in the delicious sea-breeze and the sight of the ever restless ever-changing beautiful ocean with its rolling tumbling dashing waves they were there early in the morning sometimes in season to watch the sun rise out of the water and often again when the silvery moonlight lent its witchery to the scene but there came a day when the rain poured down so continuously and heavily that they were glad to take refuge from it in the house they gathered in a room overlooking the sea the ladies with their fancy work rosy with their doll while harold and herbert helped little walter to build blockhouses and edward read aloud a story selected by the mother, as entertaining and at the same time pure and wholesome.

Starting point is 04:26:02 She was careful in choosing their mental food. She would no sooner have suffered her children's minds to be poisoned than their bodies. As Edward closed the book upon the completion of the story, Mama, said the younger Elsie, do you quite approve of all the teachings the author has given there? Or perhaps I should rather say the sentiments she has expressed. Not quite, but what is it you did not approve? The mother answered with an affectionate and pleased look at the earnest face of the questioner. I am glad to see that you are not ready to be carried about with every wind of doctrine.

Starting point is 04:26:38 It is her comment upon her heroine's effort to escape from her trouble by asking help from God. She speaks as if, had the girl been older and wiser, she would have known that God had the welfare and happiness of other people to consult as well as hers, and couldn't be expected to sacrifice them for her sake. well daughter it seems to me to show a very low estimate of god's power and wisdom since he is infinite in both can he not so order events as do secure the best good to all his creatures yes my child i am sure he can and we need never fear that he is not able and willing to help his people in every time of trouble the name of the lord is a strong tower the righteous runneth to it and is safe the righteous cry and the lord heareth and delivereth them out of all their trouble troubles. He does not always answer just as we desire. It is true, but often in a better way, for we in our folly and short-sightedness, sometimes ask what would prove in the end a curse instead

Starting point is 04:27:37 of a blessing. Mama, how happy we would be, if we had perfect faith and trust, said Valet. Yes, if we fully believed the inspired assurance, we know that all things work together for good to them that love God. We should not fret or grieve over losses, crosses, or disbursed, appointments, strive after such faith, my children, and pray constantly for it, for it is the gift of God. There was a little pause broken only by Walter's prattle, the plash of the rain and the murmur of the sea. Edward seemed deep in thought, taking a low seat at his mother's knee, Mama, he said, I want to have a talk with you, and perhaps this is as good a time as any. Well, my dear boy, what is it?

Starting point is 04:28:25 do you think mamma that i ought to go into the ministry my son she said looking at him in some surprise that is not a question to be decided in a moment or without asking god's guidance you would be willing mother more than willing glad and thankful if i saw reason to believe that you were called of god to do that work to be truly an ambassador of christ is in my esteem to stand higher than any of earth's potentates yet If your talents do not lie in that direction, I would not have you there. It is every man's duty to serve God to the utmost of his ability, but all are not called to the ministry. Some can do far better service in other walks of life, and I should prefer to have a son of mine a good carpenter, mason, or shoemaker, rather than a poor preacher.

Starting point is 04:29:16 You do not mean poor in purse, Mama, queried Harold, joining the little group. No, a poor sermonizer, one lacking the requisite talent, diligence or piety to proclaim God's truth with faithfulness and power. How can one tell to what work he is called, Mama? Edward asked with an anxious, perplexed look. By watching the leadings of God's providence and by earnest prayer for his direction. Also, I think if a lad has a decided bias for any one profession or employment,

Starting point is 04:29:48 it is a pretty sure indication that that is what he is called to, for we can almost always do best what we most enjoy doing. "'Then I think I should study medicine,' said Harold, "'for I should greatly prefer that to anything else. "'And don't you think, Mama, that a doctor may do really as much good as a minister?' "'Quite as much if he is a devoted earnest Christian, "'ready to do good as he has opportunity, "'therefore I entirely approve your choice.'

Starting point is 04:30:16 "'Thank you, Mama, so I consider it quite settled,' "'herald returned with a look of great satisfaction. "'Now, Ed and Herbie, what will you be? as Herbert never likes to be separated from you, I presume he too will choose medicine, the mother remarked, with a smiling glance at her third son, as he too came and stood by her side. I don't know, Mama. It seems to me doctors have a dreadfully hard life. Ah, I fancy a life of elegant leisure would suit you best, my laddie, laughed his eldest brother. But the mother's look was grave and a little anxious. Herbert saw it.

Starting point is 04:30:55 Don't be troubled about me, Mama, dear, he said, putting his arms around her neck and looking lovingly into her eyes. I do mean to fight against my natural laziness, but do you think I ought to choose so very hard a life as Harold means to? Not if you have talent for something useful which would better suit your inclinations. Can you think of any such thing? Couldn't I be a lawyer? You could never rise to eminence in that profession without a great deal of hard work. An author then? The same answer will fit again.

Starting point is 04:31:28 His mother returned with a slight smile. Has not your cousin Molly worked very hard for a number of years? Herbert drew a long, deep sigh, then brightening. I might be a publisher, he said. I don't suppose they work very hard, and they can have all the new books to read. Oh, Herbie, said Violet. Think of the great number of letters they must have to write,

Starting point is 04:31:51 and manuscripts to read, besides many other things. "'No, my boy, you cannot do or be anything worthwhile without work, "'and a good deal of it,' said his mother. "'So I hope you will make it your earnest, constant prayer, "'that you may have grace to overcome your besetting sin of indulance, "'and to be not slothful in business, "'vervent in spirit serving the Lord, "'the Bible bids us,

Starting point is 04:32:15 "'whatever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might. "'Whatever ye do it heartily as to the Lord and not unto men.' "'Edward, you have not told us yet what you wish to be,' said his sister, Elsie. "'My inclination,' he answered in grave earnest tones, "'is to take my father's place in every way possible, "'first in the care of my darling, precious mother, "'taking her hand and lifting it to his lips, "'after that, in cultivating the ion plantation

Starting point is 04:32:47 "'and making myself a good, upright, useful church member and citizen. "'A worthy ambition, my boy, the mother said with emotion my strong desire is that you may follow as closely as possible in the footsteps of your honored father i never knew a better man in the pulpit or out of it his was a truly christian manhood and like his master he went about doing good then mother with your approval my choice is made and with your permission i shall spend some time in an agricultural college after finishing the course where i am you shall do as you wish you shall have every advantage i can give you my other boys also if they will improve them your girls too mamma asked rosy yes indeed mamma answered bestowing a smile and a kiss upon the young questioner at that moment the tea-bell summoned them to their evening meal edward took his father's seat at the table his father's place in asking a blessing upon the food as they left the table they perceived that the rain had ceased the clouds had broken away from the setting sun and its red light streamed over the dark waters like a pathway of fire they were all gathered on the porch watching as usual the changing beauty of the sea and the clouds when a young man in the undressed uniform of a lieutenant in the army opened their gate and came with a brisk manly step up the walk leading to the house

Starting point is 04:34:20 as he drew near he lifted his military cap bowed low to the ladies then stepping upon the porch added a card to mrs travilla donald keith she read aloud and holding out her hand with a sweet welcoming smile how do you do cousin she said i am very glad to see you but to which branch do you belong i am a younger brother of the reverend cyril keith lately married to a miss conley the young officer answered as he took the offered hand he wrote me of your great kindness to him and when i learned a few hours since who were the occupants of this cottage i felt that i must come and thank you i hope i do not intrude cousin no indeed we are always ready to welcome relatives now let me introduce these other cousins my boys and girls the young man spent the whole evening in the company of these new-found relatives and went away highly delighted with the young young man spent the whole evening in the company of these new-found relatives and went away highly delighted with them all he had several weeks furlough was staying at a hotel near by and promised himself great enjoyment in the society of the dwellers in the cottage and they were pleased with him he seems a very nice clever fellow-mother edward remarked yes she said he has very agreeable manners and talks well and knowing that he comes of a godly race i hope we shall find him in all respects a suitable companion for you and your sisters i am glad of us coming for your sakes for i fear you may have felt the want of young society oh no mamma they all protested we could not have enjoyed ourselves better it has been so nice to have you quite to ourselves end of chapter eighteen chapter nineteen of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this liber fox's recording is in the public domain recording by sweet p elsie's widowhood by martha finley chapter nineteen a mother

Starting point is 04:36:25 is a mother still the holiest thing alive coleridge the next morning's mail brought a letter from mr dinsmore announcing his speedy coming with his wife father mr and mrs edward allison and several of their children there's an end to our good times sighed violet shall you be so very sorry to see your grandpa her mother asked with a slight smile knowing that her father was dearly loved by all her children and by none more than by violet herself oh no mamma nor grandma nor any of them was the quick reply only it was so nice to have you so entirely to ourselves haven't you enjoyed it too mamma asked several voices while every face turned eagerly and inquiringly to hers yes indeed my darlings she said and yet so dearly do i love my father that my heart bounds at the very thought that he will be with me again in a few hours then mamma we are all glad for you elsie said violet adding and for ourselves too for it is nice to have grandpa and grandma with us and aunt adelaide also she is always so kind very different from aunt louise remarked edward who would ever think they were sisters isa and virginia are quite as unlike too though they are sisters i hope aunt louise and her old-maid daughter won't visit us this summer edward his mother said in the tone of reproof excuse me mother he said but if i dislike them it is because they have always treated you so badly they have never done me any injury my son she answered with gentle gravity and i would not have you feel unkindly toward them much less i am willing to hear you speak of them as you did just now virginia is not an old maid and if she were i should be sorry to have you apply that epithet to her. She is several years older than I am, mother, he said blushing,

Starting point is 04:38:15 about three, and you are only a boy. Edward felt this as the most cutting rebuke his gentle mother had ever administered to him, for he had begun to think of himself as a man, old enough and strong enough to be his mother's stay and support, and a guide to his younger brothers and sisters. But sensible that he had deserved the reproof, he bore it in silence, yet could not resist until seizing an opportunity to speak to her without being overheard by others dear mamma he whispered looking beseechingly into her eyes will you not forgive my thoughtless uncharitable speech of this morning certainly my dear boy she answered with one of her sweetest smiles and i trust you will try to cultivate more kindly feelings toward your grandpa's sister and niece for his sake mr dinsmore and his party arrived that afternoon and the next day were followed by mrs conley and virginia we thought we would give you a surprise was the greeting of the former the heat and threats of yellow fever drove us north i scattered the younger children about among other relatives leaving several at your house adelaide then came on here with virgie knowing that elsie would of course have room enough for us too we will find room for you aunt louise elsie said with pleasant cordiality and trying hard to

Starting point is 04:39:32 feel rejoiced at their coming. A very difficult task, as they never were at the slightest pains to make themselves agreeable, and the house was already comfortably filled. Edward waited only to shake hands hastily with his aunt and cousin, then slipped away for a solitary stroll on the beach while he should fight down his feelings of disgust and irritation at this unwelcome and unwarrantable invasion of his mother's dwelling. He had asked that morning if he might invite his college chum, Charlie Perrine, to spend a week or two with him and had received a prompt and kind permission to do so it seemed hard enough to have to entertain instead these relatives between whom and himself there had always been a cordial dislike for from early childhood he had perceived and strongly resented the envy jealousy and ill-will indulged in by them toward his mother he paced hurriedly to and fro for some minutes striving with but indifferent success to recover his equanimity then stood still gazing out to sea half inclined to wish himself on board an outward bound vessel in the offing presently a hand took quiet possession of his arm and turning his head he found his mother standing by his side

Starting point is 04:40:46 i am grieved to see my boy's face so clouded she said in her sweet and gentle tones then mother it shall not be so any longer he answered resolutely forcing a smile i have been really trying to feel good-natured but it is not easy under the circumstances not to me i mean i wish i had inherited your sweet disposition ah you can judge only from outside appearances she said with a sigh and a smile no one knows what a battle his neighbor may be fighting in his own heart while outwardly calm and serene i know you are disappointed because you fear you must give up inviting your friend for the present but that will not be necessary my dear boy we can still manage to make room for him by a little crowding which will hurt no one my room is so large that i can easily take walter and all your sisters in with me and if necessary we will pitch a tent for the servants or for charlie and me mother he exclaimed in delight we should not mind it in the least indeed it would be good fun to live so for a while at this moment they were joined by elsie and violet both full of sympathy for edward and anxious to consult mamma as to the possibility of still making room for the comfortable accommodation of his friend they listened with delight to her proposed arrangement it would be a great pleasure to them to share her room if it would not inconvenience her and she assured them it would not i was afraid said elsie that aunt adelaide might hurry away to make room for the others but now i hope she will not for we all enjoy having her with us no mrs travilla said we will keep her as long as we can ah here come my father and grandfather i think we shall astonish them with the news of the arrival cousin donald is with them too remarked elsie mamma i think virginia will be rather pleased to see so fine in the looking and gentlemen haunting the house

Starting point is 04:42:37 her sister's brother-in-law said vi perhaps she will claim him as more nearly related to her than to us the young man had found favor with both mr dinsmore's and the three were just returning from a pretty long tramp together which had caused them to miss seeing the arrival of mrs and miss conley the news seemed to give more surprise than pleasure it was very thoughtless in louise the old gentleman said with some vexation but it is just like her i think we must find rooms for them at one of the very thoughtless in louise the old gentleman said with some vexation but it is just like her i think we must find rooms for them at one of the the hotels elsie for i don't see how your house is to accommodate us all i do grandpa was her smiling rejoinder so make yourself perfectly easy on that score i hope our excursion is not to be interfered with cousin donald said inquiringly for arrangements had been made for a long drive that afternoon taking in several of the neighboring seaside resorts and as his three lady cousins had promised to be of the party he was loth to give it up no she said aunt adelaide and aunt louise will doubtless be well pleased to be left alone together for a few hours after a separation of several years besides both my aunt and cousin will need a long nap to refresh them after the fatigue of their journey remarked edward the young people exchanged congratulatory glances they were all eager for the drive it was just the day for it they had all decided the roads in excellent condition after the late rain a delicious sea-breeze blowing and light fleecy clouds were all the drive it was just the day for it they had all decided the roads in excellent condition after the late rain a delicious sea-breeze blowing and light fleecy clouds tempering the heat of the July sun. They set off directly after an early dinner, all the dinsmores and Trevillas,

Starting point is 04:44:10 Mr. Allison and his children, and Mr. Keith, in two covered carriages, and well provided with waterproofs for protection against the possible shower. They were a pleasant, congenial party, the older people cheerful and companionable, the children full of life and spirits.

Starting point is 04:44:26 They had visited Seagirt, Spring Lake, and Asbury Park, and were passing through Ocean Beach, when Edward, catching sight of a year, young couple sauntering Luglia Long on the sidewalk uttered an exclamation, Why, there's Charlie Perrine! Then, calling to the driver to stop, he sprang out and hurried toward them. His college chum, and how glad they are to meet, Ballot said, as the two were seen shaking hands in the most cordial manner.

Starting point is 04:44:52 Then Perrine introduced Edward to his companion, and the lad's sisters noticed that his face lighted up with these surprise as he grasped her hand. "'Why, I know her,' said Donald. "'Excuse me one moment, ladies!' And he too sprang out and hastened to join the little group on the sidewalk. He and the lady met like very intimate friends, greeting each other as Donald and Mary. Then he led her to the side of the carriage and introduced her. My cousin Mary Keith, Uncle Donald's daughter, our cousins, Miss Elsie and Miss Violet Trevilla.

Starting point is 04:45:24 The girls shook hands and exchanged glances of mutual interest and admiration. Mary had a very bright, pleasant face, dark eyes, and hair, plenty of color, ladylike manners, and a stylish figure well set off by inexpensive but tasteful attire. The other carriage, containing the older people, had now come up and halted beside the first. There were more introductions than Mary was persuaded to take Edward's place in the carriage with her young cousins and drive with them to the Colorado House, where she was staying, while he and his friend followed on foot. Here the whole party alighted, seated themselves on the porch, and chatted to them. together for a half hour.

Starting point is 04:46:04 "'How long do you stay here, Cousin Mary?' Mrs. Trevilla asked. "'Another week, Cousin Elsie, I have engaged my room for that length of time, and I wish you would let one of your girls stay with me, or both if they will, though I'm afraid that would crowd them. I should be so glad if you would. I want to become acquainted with them, and besides I have just lost my roommate, and I don't like to be left alone.'

Starting point is 04:46:26 After a little consultation between the elders of the party, it was decided that Violet should accept the invitation, her mother promising to send her a trunk in the morning, and Mary agreeing to return the visit later in the season, when her cousin's cottage would have parted with some of its present occupants. Edward, too, would remain and room with Charlie Perrine on the same floor with the girls, so that Violet would feel she had a protector.

Starting point is 04:46:50 "'I hope it will be a pleasant change for you, dear child,' the mother whispered in parting from Violet, "'and if you grow tired of it, you know you can come home at any time.' and edward she added turning to him i trust your sister to your care particularly in bathing don't let her go in without you and don't either of you venture far out or into any dangerous spot we will be very careful mamma they both replied so do not feel in the least uneasy i shall owe you a grudge for this donald was saying in a rueful aside to mary why you needn't she returned you can come too if you wish unless you object to my society that wouldn't men matters he answered with a glance at the younger elsie nonsense i've found out that she's engaged didn't you know it not i well it takes a woman to find out the secrets of her sex then you own that a woman can keep a secret was her laughing rejoinder but do tell me in a still lower tone his cousin lost her husband lately within a year and they were devotedly attached oh poor thing but isn't she sweet yes indeed it didn't take even me long to find that out the carriages rolled away amid much waving of handkerchiefs by the travellers and the little party left behind then mary carried violet off to her room for a long talk before it should be time to dress for tea

Starting point is 04:48:12 while the lads strolled away together along the beach their tongues quite busy as the other two for there were various college matters to discuss beside plans for fishing voting riding and driving and edward must sound his mother's praises and learn whether charlie did not think her the very loveliest woman he ever saw yes charlie said with a sigh you are a lucky fellow ned i hardly remember my mother was only five years old when she died that i pity you with all my heart edward exclaimed for there's nothing like a mother to love you and stand by you through thick and thin he turned his head away to hide the tears that sprang unbidden to his eyes for along with his pity for his friend came a sudden recollection of that dreadful event in his childhood, when by an act of disobedience he had come very near killing his dearly loved father. Ah, he should never forget his agony of terror and remorse, his fear that his mother could never love him again, or the tenderness with which she had embraced him,

Starting point is 04:49:12 assuring him of her forgiveness and continued affection. Meantime Donald was speaking in glowing terms of Cousin Mary. One of the best girls in the world, he pronounced her, so kind-hearted so helpful and industrious uncle's circumstances are moderate he said aunt's health has been delicate for years and mary is the eldest of eight or nine children has had her hands full i am very glad she is taking a rest now for she needs it a maiden sister of her mother's is filling her place for a few weeks she told me else she could not have been spared from home you make me glad that i left violet with her mrs travilla said with a look of pleased content edward and his chum returned from their walk made themselves neat and were waiting on the piazza before the open door as mary and violet came down at the call to tea the dining-room was furnished with small tables each accommodating eight persons our four young friends found seats together the other four places at their table were occupied by two couples a tall gaunt sour-visaged elderly man in green spectacles and his meek little wife and a small thin invalid old gentleman, who wore a look of patient resignation, and his wife, taller than himself by half

Starting point is 04:50:26 a head. A fine head of beautiful gray hair was the only attractive thing about her. Her features recourse and her countenance was fretful. She occupied herself in filling and emptying her plate with astonishing rapidity, and paid little or no attention to her husband, who was so crippled by rheumatism as to be almost helpless, having entirely lost the use of one hand, and so nearly that of his lower limbs that he could not walk without assistance. He had a nurse, a young German, who was with him constantly day and night, helped him about and waited upon him, but in a very awkward fashion. The man's clumsiness was, however, born with patience by the sufferer, and did not seem to trouble the wife. She eyed violet curiously between her immense mouthfuls, and whispered to her

Starting point is 04:51:12 husband, loud enough for the child to hear. Isn't that a pretty girl, William? Such a handsome complexion. she paints. The sudden crimsoning of eyes cheek contradicted that suspicion instantly, and the woman corrected herself. No, she don't, I see. I wonder who she is. Hush, Hush, Maria, whispered her husband. Don't you see she hears you? And he gave the young girl such a fatherly look, gentle and tender, that quick tears sprang to her eyes. It was so strong a reminder of one whose look of parental love she could never meet again on earth. People at other tables were noticing her too, remarking upon her beauty and grace and asking each other who she was. "'We'll soon find out, Mama. Don't you see she is with Miss Keith? And she will be sure to introduce her to us,'

Starting point is 04:51:58 said a nice-looking girl about Vi's age, addressing a sweet-faced lady by whose side she sat. They all met in the parlour shortly afterward, and Vi, Mrs. Perkins, her daughter, Susie, and her son, Fred, a lad of nineteen or twenty, were formally presented to each other. I don't want to get into a crowd, "'I don't care to make acquaintances,' Vy had said half tearfully. "'Mary understood and respected the feeling, but answered, "'Yes, dear cousin, I know, but do let me introduce Mrs. Perkins and her children. "'She is so sweet and lovely, a real Christian lady, and her son and daughter are very nice. "'We have been together a good deal, and I feel as if they were old friends.'

Starting point is 04:52:38 "'Vyad did not wonder at it, after talking a little with Mrs. Perkins, "'who had made room for her on the sofa by her side, Her thought was, She's a little like Mama, not quite so sweet or half so beautiful, though she is very pretty. Several other ladies had come in by this time, the invalid gentleman's wife, among the rest. Mrs. Moses, Vye had heard someone call her.

Starting point is 04:53:00 "'How do you do, Miss?' she said, drawing forward an armchair and seating herself directly in front of Violet. "'You're a newcomer, ain't you?' "'I came this afternoon,' Vye answered, and turned to Mrs. Perkins with a remark about the changing beauty of the seeing clouds, for they were near an open window that gave them a view of the old ocean. "'Where are you from?' asked Mrs. Moses.

Starting point is 04:53:21 "'The south, madame.' "'Ah, I should hardly have suspected it. You've such a lovely complexion, and how beautiful your hair is, like spun gold.' The German servant-man appeared in the doorway. "'Mrs. Moses, Hare wants to see you.' "'Yes, I hear.' "'I'm turning to vie again. "'Well, you must have had a long tiresome journey, and I said,

Starting point is 04:53:42 suppose you didn't come all alone. Violet and crewy pass unnoticed, but the woman went on, "'I've never been south, but I'd like to go. Perhaps I shall next winter. It might help William's rheumatism.' "'Your husband wants you, Mrs. Moses,' remarked Mary Keith. "'Oh, yes, he's always wanting me. I'll go presently. "'Cousin,' said Mary.

Starting point is 04:54:03 "'Shall we take a stroll on the beach?' Violet caught at the suggestion with Alacrity, and they went at once the rest of their party and Mrs. Perkins and hers, accompanying them. "'That poor man,' sighed Mary, "'I thought if we all left her, perhaps she would go to him.' "'Isn't it strange?' said Susie. "'He seems to love her dearly, and she to care nothing about him.

Starting point is 04:54:24 "'And he is so nice and good and patient, "'and she so disagreeable.' "'A very poor sort of wife, I think,' pursued Mary. "'She will not even sleep on the same floor with him "'for fear of being disturbed when pain keeps him awake. "'Day and night he has left to the care of that awkward blundering German, "'but there I ought to be able to be "'and there, I ought to be able to be "'hears.' to be ashamed of myself for talking about an absent neighbor i don't think you are doing any harm cousin mary said charlie for we can all see how utterly selfish the woman is what are you two cousins asked edward in surprise first cousins sir returned charlie laughing sisters children can't you and i claim kin seeing she's cousin to both of us

Starting point is 04:55:03 a sudden dash of rain prevented edward's reply and sent them all screying into the house end of chapter nineteen chapter twenty chapter twenty of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this librivox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet p chapter twenty a little more than kin and a little less than kind shakespeare our little party had scarcely seated themselves in the parlor where a number of guests of the house were already gathered when the invalid gentleman was assisted in by his servant and took possession of an easy-chair which miss perkins hastened to offer him he thanked her courteously as he sank back in it with a slight sigh as of one in pain violet close at his side regarded him with pitying eyes i fear you suffer a great deal sir she said low and feelingly when mary her next neighbor had introduced them yes a good deal but less than when i came then the sea air is doing you good i hope i'm thankful to say i think it is there's an increase of pain to-that is always to be expected in rainy weather you are very patient mr moses mary remarked and why shouldn't i be patient he returned didn't christ suffer far more than i do and he comforts you in the midst of it all does he not asked mrs perkins he does indeed ma'am i have always found him faithful to his promises she said and i remarked another lady sitting here strength has always been given me according to my day in the past and i am glad to leave the future with him humph it's plain to be seen that you two don't know what trouble is put in mrs moses glancing fretfully at her crippled spouse whereat the poor man burst into tears vi's tender heart ached for him and countenances of all within hearing of the remark expressed sincere pity and sympathy

Starting point is 04:57:01 a child began drumming on the piano and mr moses sent a helpless half-desparing glance in that direction that spoke of tortured nerves vye saw it and as he turned to her way to her way don't you sing my dear you look like it and i should be much gratified to hear you she rose and went at once to the instrument thinking of nothing but trying to bring help and comfort to the poor sufferer will you let me play a little she said to the child with a look and tone of winning weakness and the piano stool was promptly vacated seating herself she touched a few chords and instantly a hush fell upon the room she played a short prelude then in a voice rich and sweet, she sang. Oh Jesus' friend unfeeling, how dear art thou to me? And cares or fears assailing, I find my rest in thee.

Starting point is 04:58:05 Why should my feet grow weary of this my pilgrim way rough though the path and dreary it ends in perfect day knot knot i count as treasure compared o christ with thee thy sorrow without measure and peace and joy for me i love to own lord jesus thy claims o'er me and my bought with thy blood most precious whose can i be but thine for every tribulation for every sore distress in christ i full salvation sure help and quiet rest no fear of those prevailing i triumph lord in thee o jesus rendon oh dear are thou author's note i know not who is the author of these beautiful lines end author's note edward had made his way to her side as soon as he perceived her purpose

Starting point is 04:59:57 you have left out half he whispered leaning over her and the words are all so sweet yes i know but i feared it was too long there were murmurs of admiration as he led her back to her seat how well she plays such an exquisite touch what a sweet voice highly cultivated and and every word distinct. Yes, and what a beauty she is! Some of these remarks reached Violet's ears and deepened the color on her cheek, but she forgot them all in the delight of having given pleasure

Starting point is 05:00:28 to the invalid. He thanked her with tears in his eyes. The words are very sweet and comforting, he said. Are they your own? Oh, no, sir, she answered. I did not know whose they are, but I have found comfort in them

Starting point is 05:00:41 and hoped that you might also. Edward and Mary were conversing in low earnest tones. I am delighted, Mary said. With what? Words, music, voice, everything. The music is her own, composed expressly for words

Starting point is 05:00:58 which she found in a religious newspaper. Indeed, she's a genius, then. The tune is lovely. Yes, she is thought to have a decided genius for both music and painting. I must show you some of her pictures when you pay us that promised visit. Mr. Moses presently found himself

Starting point is 05:01:15 in too much pain to remain where he was, and, summoning his servant, retired to his own room. His wife, paying no regard to a wistful longing look he gave her, as he moved painfully away, remained where she was and entertained the other ladies

Starting point is 05:01:31 with an account of the family pedigree. We are lineal descendants of Moses, the Hebrew lawgiver, she announced, but don't suppose we are Jews, for we are not at all. Belonged to the lost ten tribes, I suppose, remarked Charles Perrine. dryly. The morning sun shone brightly in a clear sky, and on leaving the breakfast table our

Starting point is 05:01:52 little party went down to the beach and sat in the sand, watching the incoming tide before which they were now and then obliged to retreat, sometimes in scrambling haste that gave occasion for much mirth and laughter. Mrs. Moses came down presently and joined them, an uninvited and not over-welcome companion, but of course the beach was as free to her as to them. how's your husband this morning inquired mrs perkins oh about as usual i do believe it would do him good to sit here a while with us sunning himself too damp no the dampness here is from the salt water and will harm nobody where is he asked fred getting on his feet on the porch yonder the wife answered in a tone of indifference come boys let's go and bring him said fred and at the word the other two rose with alacrity and all three hurried and all three hurried to the house they found the poor gentleman sitting alone save for the presence of the uncouth servant standing in silence at the back of his chair and watching with wistful longing eyes the merry groups moving hither and thither to and fro between the houses and the ocean some going down to bathe others coming dripping from the water some sporting among the waves and others still like our own party sunning themselves on the beach we have come to ask you to join us sir fred said in respectful but hearty tones

Starting point is 05:03:12 won't you let us help you down to the beach the ladies are anxious to have you there the poor man's face laid it up with pleased surprise then clouded slightly i should like to go indeed he said if i could do so without troubling others but that is impossible we should not feel it any trouble sir the lads returned but a pleasure rather if you will let us help you there i ought not to ask it of you jacob here can give me an arm no said edward let jacob take this opportunity for a bath and we will fill his place in waiting upon you the invalid yielded and found himself moved with far more ease and comfort than he had believed possible the ladies his wife perhaps accepted greeted him with smiles and pleasant words of welcome they had arranged a couch with their waterproofs and shawls far enough from the water's edge to be secure from the waves and here the lads laid him down with gentle carefulness mrs perkins seated herself at his head and shaded his face from the sun with her umbrella while the others grouped themselves about near enough to carry on a somewhat disjointed conversation in spite of the noise of the waters i think a sun-bath will really be good for you mr moses said miss keith it's worth trying anyhow he answered with a patient smile and it's a real treat to do so in such pleasant company but don't any of you lose your bath for me i've seen a number go in and i suppose this is about the best time just as the ladies say was the gallant rejoinder of the young men i did not care to bathe to-day violet said the decision the rest of you may go and i will stay and take care of mr moses well i'll go then he'll not be wanting anything said his wife eat the rest of you coming ladies and gentlemen after some discussion all went but mrs perkins and violet and they were left alone with the invalid vi had conceived a great pity for him great disgust for the selfish and sympathizing wife

Starting point is 05:05:08 how different from mamma she said to herself she would never have worried of waiting upon papa if he had been so afflicted she would have wanted to be beside him comforting him every moment and how sweetly it would have been done little lady the old man said with a longing look into the sweet girlish face will you sing me that song again it was the most delightful consoling thing i've heard for many a day yes indeed sir i would do anything in my power to help you forget your pain she said colouring with pleasure she sang the whole of the one he had asked for then perceiving how greatly he enjoyed it several others of like character he listened intently sometimes with tears in his eyes and thanking her warmly again and again finding that the old gentleman felt brighter and more free from pain during the rest of the day and thought he had received benefit from his visit to the beach the lads helped him there again the next day they set him down to the day then wandered away, leaving him in the care of the same group of ladies who had gathered around him the day before. Each one was anxious to do something for his relief or entertainment, and he seemed both pleased with their society and grateful for their attentions.

Starting point is 05:06:24 Mrs. Perkins suggested that the lame hand might be benefited by burying it in the sand while he sat there. No harm in trying it anyhow, he said. Just turn me around a little bit, Maria, if you please. His wife complied promptly with the request. but in a way which the other ladies thought rough and unfeeling, seizing him by the collar of his coat and jerking him round to the desired position. But he made no complaint.

Starting point is 05:06:48 I think it does ease the pain, he said after a little. I'm only sorry I can't try it every day for a while. What is there to hinder? asked Mrs. Perkins. Why we're going tomorrow, replied Mrs. Moses shortly. Oh, why not stay longer? You have been here but a week, and Mr. Moses has improved quite a good deal in that time. well he can stay as long as he chooses but i'm going to new york to-morrow to visit my sister the ladies urged her to stay for her poor husband's sake but she was not persuaded and he was unwilling to remain without her take some sand with you then to bury his hand in won't you said mrs perkins i haven't anything to carry it in was the ungracious reply those newspapers i want to read them well if we find something to put it in and get it all ready for you will you take it in your trunk yes i'll do that

Starting point is 05:07:39 i have a good-sized paper box which will answer the purpose i think said mary keith i'll get it she hastened to the house returned again in a few moments with the box and they proceeded to fill it sifting the sand carefully through their fingers to remove every pebble you are taking a great deal of trouble for me ladies the old gentleman remarked no trouble at all sir said mary it's a real pleasure to do anything we can for you especially remembering your master's words inasmuch as you have done it and to one of the least of my brethren you have done it unto me end of chapter twenty chapter twenty one of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this liver fox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet p chapter twenty one how happy they who from the toil and tumult of their lives steal to look down were not but ocean strives baron valet was alone lying on the bed resting after her bath not asleep but thinking dreamers of home and mother. Only one more day and my week here will be up, she was saying to herself. I've had a delightful time, but oh, I want to see Mama and the rest. Just then the door opened and Mary came in with a face all smiles.

Starting point is 05:09:01 Oh, why, I'm so glad, she exclaimed, seating herself on the side of the bed. What about, cousin? Valet asked, rousing herself and with a keen look of interest. I have just had the offer of a furnished cottage for two or three weeks. To keep housing, you understand, and I can invite several friends to stay with me, and it won't cost half so much as boarding here, beside being great fun, Mary answered, talking very fast in her excitement and delight. Charlie will stay with me, I think, and I hope you and Edward will,

Starting point is 05:09:34 and I have two girlfriends at home whom I shall invite. One is an invalid and needs the change oh so badly, but though they are not exactly poor people, not the kind one would dare offer charity to. Her father couldn't afford to give her even a week at any of these hotels or boarding-houses, and she did look so wistful and sad when I bade her goodbye. I can hardly keep envying you, Mary, she said, though I am ever so glad you were going. But I have such a longing to get away from home for a while,

Starting point is 05:10:04 to go somewhere, anywhere for a change. I'm so weak and miserable, and it seems to me that if I could only go away I should get well. I haven't been outside of this town for years. Violet's eyes filled with tears. Poor thing, she said. I have always traveled about so much and enjoyed it greatly. I wonder why it is. I have so many more pleasures and blessings than other people.

Starting point is 05:10:31 I hope they may never be fewer, Mary said, caressing her. But isn't it nice? now i can give poor amy fletcher for that is her name two or three weeks here at the seashore yes indeed but you haven't even told me how it happens in reply to this mary went on to say that a married friend who had rented the cottage she had spoken of for the year now found that he must take his family away for a short time mountain air being recommended for his wife who was in poor health and it would cost no more to have the cottage occupied in their absence than to leave it empty he had offered her the use of it rent-free he saw father and mother last week she added in conclusion and talked it over with them and they have written me to accept his offer by all means and stay as long at the shore as i can but you are to visit us you know yes afterward if that will do i don't intend to miss that pleasure if i can help it mary answered gleefully now about my other friend ellen f she is not an invalid but she teaches for her support and i know such a change would do her a world of good she wanted to come with me but couldn't afford it yet i'm sure she can in this way for beside the difference of board there will not be the same necessity for fine dress i should never have thought of that said vi no of course not you fortunate little lassie you have never known anything about the pinchings of poverty or the pleasures of economy she added merrily for i do assure you there is often real enjoyment in finding how nicely you can contrive to make one dollar do the work of two

Starting point is 05:12:05 or all clays look amiss dees wheels the new but oh don't you think it will be fun to keep house to our own cooking and all yes violet said yes indeed and you'll stay won't you don't you think you'd enjoy it Oh, ever so much! But I don't believe I can wait any longer than till tomorrow to see Mama. Besides, I don't know whether she would approve. Well, if you should spend a day at home and get her consent to come back, how would that do? Vye thought that the plan might answer, if Edward were willing to make one of the party at the cottage. We must consult the lads at once, said Mary. Let me help you dress, and we'll go in search of them.

Starting point is 05:12:45 Vye sprang up and with her cousin's assistance made a rapid toilet. They found Edward and Charlie in the summer house just across the road waiting for the call to dinner. Fortunately no one was within hearing, and Mary quickly unfolded her plan. It was heard with delight. Splendid! Capital! Of course we'll be glad to accept your invitation, they said. Edward, however, putting in the provision, if Mama sees no objection. "'Or Grandpa,' added Violet. "'All the same,' said Edward.

Starting point is 05:13:18 "'Mama never approves of anything that he does not.' "'Where is the cottage? Can we look at it?' asked Charles. "'Yes, the family left this morning, and I have the key,' Mary answered. "'We could take possession tonight if we chose, "'but I must lay in some provisions first. "'Let's walk up, or down, whichever it is, after dinner, and look at it.' "'Yes, Charlie, if Edward and Veyer agreed, "'it is up on this street about two blocks.

Starting point is 05:13:43 blocks from here directly in front of the ocean that's all right or the ocean directly in front of it mary returned laughingly all the same don't be too critical miss keith said charlie they did not linger long over dinner or dessert but made haste to the cottage eager to see what accommodations it afforded it was small the room's few in number and mere boxes compared to those edward and violet had been accustomed to at ion and viamide and very much more contracted than those of the cottage their mother was occupying. Yet all four were quite satisfied to take up their residence in it for a season. Four bedrooms remarked Mary reflectively, two will do for the lads and two for the lasses. Parlor and dining-room are not very spacious, but will hold us all when necessary.

Starting point is 05:14:33 I don't suppose we'll spend much of the daytime within doors. By the way, I think we must add Don Keith to our party, if he'll come. The boys said, by all means, and Vire raised no objection. "'When do you expect Ella and Amy?' asked Charles, who was well acquainted with both. I telegraphed to mother at once to invite them, and she'll expect to see them about day after tomorrow.

Starting point is 05:14:56 "'What sort of provisions do you propose to lay in, Miss Keith?' inquired Charlie. "'I am personally interested in that.' "'I do not doubt that in the least, Mr. Perrine,' she answered demurely. "'I intend to buy some of the best flour and groceries I can find.' flour can't you buy bread here yes but perhaps i may choose to exhibit my skill in its manufacture also in that of cake and pastry ah well no objection to that except we don't want you shut up in the kitchen while the rest of us are off pleasuring what about other supplies i see you have some idea of what is necessary in housekeeping charlie and i'll give you a good recommendation to the first nice girl who asks me if you'll make a good husband mary returned looking at her cousin with laughing eyes. Am I to have an answer to my question, Miss Keith? he inquired with dignity. Yes, when I see fit to give it. The Marston's were, of course, served with butter, eggs,

Starting point is 05:15:54 milk, and cream, fish, flesh, and fowl, and Mr. Marston told me he had spoken to the persons thus serving him and his, to do likewise by me and mine. Does this explanation leave your mind, Mr. Perrine? Entirely, I am satisfied that we are not invited to share starving rations, which I am morally certain would give me the dyspepsia. I think we are very fortunate, Mary remarked, resuming her ordinary tone. They have left us bedding, table and kitchen furniture, and we have nothing whatever to provide except our food, drink, and clothing. I shall order a carriage for an early hour tomorrow morning, said Edward,

Starting point is 05:16:30 and drive over to see my mother. Vi will, of course, go along, and I wish, Cousin Mary, that you and Charlie would go too. Thank you very much, Mary said. I should enjoy it extremely, but there are some few arrangements to be made here. The girls may come tomorrow evening, and I must be here and ready to receive them. Then Charlie decided that he must stay and take care of Mary, so it was finally agreed that Violet and Edward should go alone, and the former attend to ordering of the groceries,

Starting point is 05:16:59 and anything else he could think of that was desirable and did not require to be fresh. When the carriage containing Edward and Violet drove up to their mother's door, nearly all the family and their guests were out upon the beach. There was an instantly glad shout from Harold, Herbert, and Walter. There they are! And they, their sisters and grandfather, started at once for the house, while Mrs. Dinsmore and Mrs. Trevilla, who were within, hastened to the door. Mrs. Coneley and Virginia, slowly sauntering along with inside of the cottage,

Starting point is 05:17:32 looked after those who were hurrying towards it with smiles of contempt. "'Such a hugging and kissing as there will be now,' sneered Virginia. "'They will make as much fuss as if they hadn't seen each other for five years.' "'Yes,' returned her mother, "'and I don't wish to be a spectator of the sickening scene. "'Thank fortune I'm not of the overly affectionate kind.' "'Mama, Mama!' cried Violet, "'springing into the dear arms so joyfully open to receive her.

Starting point is 05:18:02 "'Oh, I'm so glad, so glad to see you again!' not more glad than mamma is darling elsie said clasping her close with tender caresses and you've come home a day sooner than you were expected how good in you the younger elsie exclaimed taking her turn yes but not to state that is i mean if mamma consents to but the sentence remained unfinished for a while there were so many claiming a hug and kiss from both herself and edward indeed i am afraid virginia was so far correct in her prediction that there was as much embracing and rejoicing perhaps even more than there would have been in the conley family in receiving a brother and sister who had been absent for years but when all that had been attended to and the pleasant little excitement began to subside it did not take many minutes for mamma and grandpa and grandma to learn all about the proposed essay in housekeeping on the part of the young folks what does fie want to leave her mother again so soon mrs travilla said with half-reproachful tenderness putting an arm about the slender girlish waist and pressing another kiss on the softly rounded blooming cheek no mamma dearest fys said blushing and laying her head down on her mother's shoulder but the house here is as full as ever isn't it yes but that makes no difference there is plenty of room well mamma i don't like to be away from you or any of the dear ones but i do think it would be great fun for a little while don't you wouldn't you have liked when you were of my age yes i dare say i should and i see no great objection if you and edward wished to try it what do you say papa that i think their mother is the right person to decide the question and that i do not suppose they can come to any harm mr dinsmore answered with a kindly look and smile directed to edward and violet

Starting point is 05:19:53 i doubt if i should allow you to do such a thing at vise age elsie he added but i believe i grow more indulgent with advancing years perhaps more foolish no papa i cannot think that she said lifting her soft eyes to his with a world of filial tenderness and reverence in their brown depths i lean very much upon the wisdom of your decisions well dears since grandpa does not disapprove you have my full consent to do as you please in this matter they thanked her warmly cousin mary would be delighted if elsie would come too said violet looking wishfully at her sister and so would i i don't suppose mamma you could spare us both at once but if elsie would like to go i will stay and not feel at least bit of hardship either she added turning to her mother with a bright affectionate smile i should be very lonely with both my older daughters away the mother said but i will not be selfish to my love elsie may go too if she wishes dear kind mamma selfishness is no part of your nature her namesake daughter responded promptly but elsie has not the slightest desire to go yet i thank my sweet sister all the same for her very kind and unselfish offer she added giving violet a look of strong affection but what is grandpa to do without his merry little cricket asked mr dinsmore drawing vi down upon his knee for how long is it one two or three weeks i don't know grandpa perhaps i shall grow tired and homesick and want to come back directly well no one will be sorry to see you come when you may you will always be joyfully welcomed added mamma nor edward less so now let us consider what you will need and how best to provide it i claim the privilege of furnishing all the groceries and everything else for the larder that need not be procured upon the spot oh thank you mamma said edward but i knew you would violet asked and obtained permission to sleep with her mother that night and all day long was scarcely absent from her side evidently the child had a divided heart and was at times more than half inclined to stay at home

Starting point is 05:22:00 but edward urged that he would not half enjoy himself without her that she had promised to go if mamma did not withhold consent and that mary would be sadly disappointed if she failed to return with him donald keith too who was still there and had accepted mary's invitation added his persuasions he was sure they would have a very pleasant time and if she grew homesick she could drive home any day in a couple of hours he would be glad to bring her over himself if she would let him or she could come in less time by the cars then her mother came to her help i think it will be best for you to go dear even if you should stay but a day or two she said and if your grandpa likes he and i will drive over with you and see your snug little cottage and whether there is anything we can do to add to the comfort or enjoyment of those who are to occupy it for a season a very good idea daughter mr dinsmore said and vye's rather troubled face grew bright oh how nice mamma she exclaimed i will go without any more foolish hesitation although i do not think edward is quite correct in saying i promised foolish enough sneered virginia who prided herself on her audacity in making disagreeable remarks i should be very much ashamed of myself if i were half the mother baby you are and i remarked mr dinsmore severely irritated out of all patience by the pained look in by's face should be more ashamed of my sweet little granddaughter if she were as heartless and ready to wound the feelings of others as a certain niece of mine seems to be will you come to my house-warming mrs perkins you and fred and susie asked mary keith as they left the breakfast-table of the colorado house the next morning i expect my cousins the travilla is about dinner-time and the morning train may bring the other guests i mean to be all ready for them at any rate the dinner is to be prepared with my own hands and though it will be on a small scale compared with those served here you shall at least have a hearty welcome

Starting point is 05:24:02 thank you we would be delighted but are already engaged for the picnic mrs perkins said so they parted with mutual good wishes each hoping the other would have an enjoyable day charles and mary made themselves busy in seeing to the removal to the cottage of their own and cousin's luggage making some purchases at the provision stores and some rearrangements of furniture then about the dinner mary pressing charlie into her service as sheller of peas husker of corn and beater of eggs they had a very merry time over their work though charlie protested vigorously against being set at such menial tasks and declared that ed should be made to do a fair share of them in future mary sent him to the train to meet the girls while she stayed behind to watch over the dinner he had scarcely gone when a carriage drew up at the door and mr and mrs dinsmore mrs travilla edward and violet and donald keith alighted therefrom and came tripping in most of them laden with parcels while the driver brought up the rear carrying a large hamper that seemed to be well filled and heavy mary's first emotion on seeing the arrival was delight the second a sudden fear that her dinner would not suffice for so many but that fear was relieved at the sight of the hamper and a whisper from vi who headed the procession, that it contained such store of provision as would obviate the necessity of much cooking for several days to come. "'Oh, how good and kind in your mother!' Mary exclaimed in a like low tone, then hastened to welcome her guests with unmixed pleasure. "'Oh, Cousin Elsie, how nice I knew to come and bring Edward and Violet!

Starting point is 05:25:39 You are going to let them stay, I am sure, and I am so glad. So glad to see you, too, Cousin Rose and Cousin Horace. "'It seems as if I ought to call you aunt and uncle, though.' "'Then suppose you do,' Mr. Dinsmore said, shaking hands with her and kissing her rosy cheek. "'You have my permission.' "'I shall then, and thank you,' she returned in her bright merry tone. "'Oh, Dawn!' turning to Mr. Keith with outstretched hands. "'So here you are! That's a good boy!'

Starting point is 05:26:07 "'Yes, and so good a boy must not be put off with less than others get,' he said, following Mr. Dinsmore's example. "'Well, as you are only cousin it doesn't. doesn't matter she remarked indifferently please all make yourselves at home oh there's the stage stopping at the gate the girls have come and she flew out to welcome them the little parlor was quite inconveniently crowded but that afforded subject from mirth as mary introduced her friends and bustled about trying to find seats for them all we shall have to take dinner in relays or else set a table in here besides the one in the dining-room she said laughing let amy and me go to our room and dress while you first set eat and give us our dinner afterwards suggested ella neff yes i should much prefer it miss fletcher said for we are really too dusty and dirty to sit down to your table now and i shall act as waiter to the first table and eat with these ladies at the second said charlie very well i can manage to seat the rest mary said and so it was arranged the dinner proved very nice and very abundant with the help of the contents of the hamper mary's cooking received many praises in which charlie's cooking received many praises in which charlie's claimed to share because as he said he had assisted largely end of chapter twenty one chapter twenty two of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this librivox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet pea chapter twenty two

Starting point is 05:27:41 oh spirits gay and kindly heart precious the blessings ye impart jelanna bailey well cricket are we to carry you back with us mr den's asked with a smiling look at violet if so tis time to be tying on your hat for the carriage is at the door no grandpa i am going to stay she answered holding up her face for a parting kiss i am well satisfied with your decision dear child her mother said when bidding her good-bye as they and edward stood alone together for a moment on the little porch i think these young people are all safe associates for you and your brother turning to him and taking a hand of each and that you will enjoy yourselves very much with them but my darlings never forget in the midst of your mirth and gaiety or in trouble if that should come that god's eyes upon you and that you have a christian character to maintain before men let me give you a parting text whether therefore ye eat or drink or whatsoever ye do all to the glory of god and yet another for your joy and comfort the lord god is a son and shield the lord will give grace and glory no good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly was there ever such another dear good mother as ours violet said to her brother as together they watched the carriage out of sight i wish there were thousands like her he answered ever since i can remember it has been plain to me that what she desired most for all her children was that they might be real true earnest christians why if we are not all that we can never lay the blame at our mother's door nor papa's either violet said with a sigh and a tear to his memory for he was just as careful as she is to train us up for god in heaven

Starting point is 05:29:28 yes edward assented with emotion oh why if i could but be the man he was they went into the house in the little parlor amy fletcher reclined on a sofa gazing out through the open door upon the sea i have had my first sight of old ocean to-day she said gazing up at them as they came in and oh how beautiful it is how delicious this breeze coming from it it surely must bring health and strength to any one who is not very ill indeed i hope it will to you ballet said sitting down by her side i hope so she returned with a cheerful look and smile for the doctors tell me i have no organic disease and that nothing is more likely to build me up than sea air and sea bathing amy was small and fragile in appearance but not painfully thin she had large dark gray eyes brown hair a sweet patient expression a clear complexion and though usually rather too pale and quiet when excited or greatly interested the color would come and go on her cheek her eyes shine and her whole face light up in a way that made her decidedly pretty she was weary now with her journey and a visit to the beach though she had only walked to a summer house near by and sat there while the rest drolled about mary sounds of jest and laughter were coming from the kitchen the girls are washing the dishes amy said with a smile and the lad's helping or hindering i don't know which the dinner dishes asked violet yes mary set them aside for the time that she might enjoy the company of your friends while they stayed do you think i could be of any assistance out there queried edward with gravity i have an idea that the place is quite full now amy said with a merry glance up into his face i wish there was room for us all for they seemed to be having a great deal of sport just hark how they are laughing while our turn will come don't you think we are going to have a jolly time here the door opened and the two young men came in you don't know what you've missed ed said charlie helping himself to a chair near amy's couch

Starting point is 05:31:36 "'Houseworks jolly good fun.' "'When you don't have too much of it,' remarked Amy. "'And do it in pleasant company,' added Donald. "'And under a capable and kind instructress,' "'supplemented Mary, speaking from the kitchen. "'What are your terms for tuition, Miss Keith?' inquired Edward, "'as she and L.NF. joined the circle in the parlour. "'Bginers get their board, which is sometimes more than they earn.'

Starting point is 05:32:00 "'Is that all?' said Donald. "'Then I think I shall retire from the service.' i advise you to do no such thing said ella the knowledge you gain may prove invaluable in some future emergency some time when you find yourself out on the plains or buried in the forests of the far west with no gentle loving woman at hand to prepare your meals in that case there would doubtless be an ungentle and obedient orderly to do so rejoined donald with gravity well women are often lectured by newspaper writers and others on the paramount duty of making themselves acquainted with the culinary art as well as everything else pertaining to housewifery in order that they may be fully capable of directing the labors of their servants and i see no reason why the rule shouldn't hold good for men remarked ella there sir you're cornered donald laughed charlie now that we are all here together suppose we make such arrangements as are necessary to constitute ourselves a tolerably orderly household said mary i understood that you were commanding officer and the rest of us had nothing to do but obey orders said donald quite a mistake this is not an army but a democracy in which the majority rules all important questions therefore such as the bill of fare for dinner suggested charlie excuse the hint ma'am are to be put to vote mary went on not deigning to notice the interruption mr keith i propose that you as the eldest of the party take the chair which he asked with serious air that large easy one which each of us is politely leaving for somebody else

Starting point is 05:33:37 donald promptly took possession is the meeting ready for business he said ready responded charles and edward somebody make a motion then i move that miss mary keith be elected housekeeper extraordinary and cook plenipitentiary said ella i second the motion said edward you have all heard the motion and to save useless repetition i put it to vote all in favor a simultaneous ay from all present mary accepted who are to be my assistance she asked all of us i suppose said charles no not amy she is the invalid and must be taken care of by the heartiest and strongest which is probably your humble servant ladies and gentlemen doubtful that said edward with a downward glance at his own stout limbs i think we should all help in that and with the housework remarked vi modestly cousin mary i can make beds sweep and dust very nicely mamma says it was her wish that i should learn and i did so can i said ella and we'll undertake that part of the work together if you like miss call me violet or vi yes said charlie i move that everybody be called by the christian name or some abbreviations thereof, as a saving of trouble, and showing a friendly disposition toward each other. Agreed, said Donald, but let it be understood that there's no objection to the prefix of cousin.

Starting point is 05:35:05 At what hours shall we take our meals? asked Mary. Make a motion, said Donald. Breakfast at eight, dinner at one, tea at six. Will these hours suit all? If not, let us have an objection. Speak now or forever hold your peace, said Charlie. They suit me well enough if the rule be not too rigidly enforced. so as to interfere with pleasuring i didn't mean they should do that said mary they are only to be a general guide and if anybody happens to indulge in an extra morning nap what's to be the penalty a cold and lonely breakfast i suppose perhaps to wash his own dishes besides all in favor of the hours named for meals please signify it by saying aye said donald aye from every tongue anything else miss keith he asked just one thing more

Starting point is 05:35:54 she answered speaking with a sudden seriousness and in a low almost tremulous tone that sobered them all instantly she went on with an effort we all profess to be christians shall we live together even for the short space of two or three weeks like heathen or mere worldlings a moment's silence then donald said with quiet gravity surely not mary we will not partake of the food god provides for our nourishment and enjoyment without asking his blessing upon it or begin or end the day without prayer and praise will we she asked oh no came softly from the lips of amy and violet and was echoed by the other voices then which of you my three cousins don edward and charlie will take the lead in these acts of worship a longer silence than before than vi turned a wistful pleading look upon her brother there was no mistaking its meeting and his mother's parting words were ringing in his ears if no one else is willing he said i will do it thank you edward said charlie rising and grasping his hand but it would be too selfish to leave you to do it alone so i will take my turn i too said donald it should never be said of a soldier that he refused to stand by his colours or of a follower of Christ that he was shamed of his master's service added Edward. So it was arranged that they should take turns day about according to their age. Five o'clock, just an hour to tea-time, Charlie said, consulting his watch.

Starting point is 05:37:29 What shall we do with it? Amy, do you feel equal to a stroll on the beach, with the support of my arm? Thank you, it would be very nice, but I am tired enough to think it's still nicer just to lie here and look at the sea, she said. I shall not mind being left alone, though, so please, all the rest of you go. And tomorrow I shall be able to join you, I hope. Ah, no, we won't leave you here all alone, said several voices. No, said Mary, for I am going to stay with her. I am weary enough just now to prefer resting in this easy chair,

Starting point is 05:38:03 to a ramble in the beach or anywhere else. And beside, I want to chat with Amy. Secrest to tell, eh? said Charlie, picking up his hat. Goodbye, then. don't forget to speak well at the absent oh i am so glad to be alone with you for a little while mary amy said when the others had all gone i want to thank you for your kindness and asking me to come here such a blessed relief as it was for it seemed to me the very monotony of my life was killing me the thanks hardly belonged to me mary said between a smile and a tear as she leans over amy gently smoothing back the hair from her forehead i think they should be given first to our heavenly father and second to Mr. Marston.

Starting point is 05:38:46 Yes, and third to you, Mary. I used to wonder over that text in Isaiah, He that believeth shall not make haste. I didn't know what it meant, but I believe I do now. Well, dear, what is your explanation? I think it means that he that is strong in faith will patiently and calmly wait God's time for the fulfillment of his promises

Starting point is 05:39:08 and for relief from trouble and trial. Oh, if I could but do it always. And I, sighed Mary, but oh, how often I am guilty of making haste for myself or for others, my dear ones especially. There is poor mother so often sick, and it is so hard to see her suffer when she is so good, too, so patient and cheerful and resigned. Yes, I know, that must be far harder than suffering yourself. Amy, said Mary, after a pause, you must not forget.

Starting point is 05:39:40 that it is a very great pleasure to me to have you here, and that if you and the others had refused to come and stay with me, I could not have accepted Mr. Marston's offer. "'It is very generous in you to set it in that light,' Amy answered, with a grateful look and smile. "'They found so much to talk about that time flew very fast, and they were greatly surprised on seeing "'Ella and Violet coming up the path from the gate to the house. "'Surely it is not six yet,' Mary exclaimed. "'No, only half-past five,' Vy said, taking out her watch, "'but you were tired, and Ella and I want you to let us get the tea.'

Starting point is 05:40:19 "'Good girls,' returned Mary gaily. "'I feel quite rested now, but you may help if you like. "'I'm not going to cook much, though, only to make tea and stew a few oysters.' "'Tee and the clearing up after it, well over, "'they all gathered on the porch where they had the full benefit of the breeze and could get a glimpse of the sea by the light of the stars, and listened to its ceaseless murmur, while amusing themselves with cheerful chat

Starting point is 05:40:45 and in making arrangements for various pleasure excursions about the vicinity. It was unanimously decided to reserve the long walks until Amy should grow stronger, in order that she might share the enjoyment. In the meanwhile, they would fill up the time with bathing, lounging, short strolls, driving, and boating. They finished the evening with, the singing of hymns a chapter of the bible read aloud by donald and a short earnest prayer well suited to their needs offered by him the next day their plans were interfered with by a constant steady rainfall but no one fretted or looked dull

Starting point is 05:41:22 most of them took their bath in spite of it and there were books and games with which to while away the time within doors the second day was bright and clear amy felt herself already so greatly improved that she was eager for a proposed boating experience on shark river breakfast was prepared eaten and cleared away in good season mary was an excellent manager working rapidly and well herself and skillfully directing the labors of others they took the stage down to the river hired a boat large enough to carry the whole party spent a couple of hours in rowing back and forth up and down then returned home as they had come reaching there in season for their bath and the preparation of a good though not very elaborate dinner mary pressing ella and the lads into her service while amy and rilett were ordered to lie down and rest after their bath what's the programme for this afternoon asked charlie finishing his dessert and pushing his plate aside dish-washing a long lounge on beds and couches then tea in the second chapter of cleansing of the utensils followed by an evening stroll on the beach answered mary and what for to-morrow queried donald ah that reminds me said edward that mrs perkins told me she expects her husband by the evening train and wants us to join them to-morrow in getting up a fishing party the plan is to drive over to monasquan hire a boat there and go out on the ocean what do you all say about it the young men were highly in favor of the trip amy would see how she felt in the morning violet demurred lest there might be danger in going upon the ocean and because she could not see any pleasure in catching fish it seemed so cruel but you eat them reasoned her brother yes i know and i suppose it is very inconsistent to object to catching them but i do i could not enjoy seeing them suffer

Starting point is 05:43:13 you can go with us without feeling obliged to share in that can you not asked donald needn't even go out in the boat unless you choose put in charlie we'll find a shady spot under the trees near the shore where you can sit and watch us violet thought that plan would do very well she could take a book along and the time would not seem tedious but mary has not spoken said donald turning to her i see no objection to your going any or all of you she answered brightly but i must be excused but why they all asked in various tones of disappointment and inquiry because to-morrow is saturday and the cook and housekeeper must make ready for the sabbath rest by doing two days work and one can't we manage that somehow asked donald mary shook her head no but i shan't mind it at all go and enjoy yourselves my children and leave me to attend to my duties at home the rest can go if they choose but if you stay at home cousin i shall stay with you announced violet with decision they rose from the table mary said charlie let the dishes stand a bit i'm going to the post-office and seizing his hat he disappeared followed by the laughter of the others quick now lads and lasses let's have them all out of the way before he gets back said ella beginning to clear the table in hot haste the heat of the sun was too great to allow a very fast walking, and Charlie was gone a full half-hour. When he returned, he found them all sitting at their ease in the parlour. "'I think we'll leave those dishes till the cool of the evening, Mary,' he said, wiping the perspiration from his forehead. "'No, I can't consent to that. Not on ordinary

Starting point is 05:44:56 occasions,' she answered demurely. "'Then back to the post-office goes this letter,' he cried threateningly, holding aloft one with her address upon it. "'Silly boy, the dishes are done without your help give it to me she cried springing up and catching it out of his hand a fortunate day nobody neglected by uncle sam's messengers he said pulling several more from his pocket and distributing them the tongues were silent for a moment then vi uttered a joyous exclamation oh mary you needn't stay at home to-morrow mamma says she will send a hamper by the evening train to-morrow with provision to last us over sunday so that you need not be troubled with saturday cooking everybody was glad everybody thankful but to-morrow's dinner said mary presently shall we get back in time for me to cook it i don't know said edward but there are hotels where we can dine and i invite you all to be my guests at whichever one the party may select now cousin mary as he read hesitation in her face i shall be hurt if anybody refuses my invitation so no one ventured an objection the day proved auspicious amy was unusually well everybody else in good health and spirits no excuse for staying at home so all went and spent the entire day taking an early start and not returning till late in the afternoon end of chapter twenty two chapter twenty three of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this librivox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet pea chapter twenty three macbeth if we should fail lady and

Starting point is 05:46:45 we fail but screw your courage to this sticking place and we'll not fail shakespeare sunday morning came and our young friends met at the breakfast-table not in our usual jesting mirthful mood but with cheerful gravity of demeanor suited to the sacredness of the day there is no preaching no sort of religious service within our reach to-day edward remarked then shall we not have one of our own asked mary i have a book of sermons one might be read aloud then we can have three prayers and as many hymns as we please we all sing and we might have a bible reading also suggested ella and suppose we take up the international sunday-school lesson and study it all these propositions were received with favor and eventually carried out they did not think it wrong to stroll quietly along the shore or to sit there watching the play of the billows and thus they ended their afternoon the evening was pleasantly spent in serious talk and the singing of hymns on the front porch where they could feel the breeze and see the foam-crested waves by the light of a young moon they retired early feeling that they had had an enjoyable restful day and roseby times full of life in vigor except amy and even she felt equal to a longer stroll than she had yet taken the days slew by on swift wings each bringing its duties and enjoyments with it and so pleasant was the gay free life they led that at times they half regretted that it must come to an end yet there were other times when some if not all of them anticipated with real satisfaction the return to the more serious business of life there was very frequent exchange of visits between their party and the one to which edward and violet more properly belonged

Starting point is 05:48:43 sometimes by way of the cars and others by riding or driving so that violet was never very many days without sight and speech of her mother and some of the other dear ones at home and that reconciled her to a longer absence from it at length the younger elsie was persuaded to come and spend a few days with mary and her party the mother consenting to spare both daughters for that length of time the sweet girl's presence added much to the enjoyment of all especially her sister for their mutual attachment had always been very strong. One day there was a large fishing party, composed principally of guests from other houses, which both Elsie and Violet declined to attend, but Vi fired with a laudable ambition to emulate her cousin Mary's skill in the culinary art,

Starting point is 05:49:32 volunteered to get dinner, and have it ready by the time the others returned. Each one of them offered to stay and assist, but she would not hear of it, laughingly asserting that she would, He wanted all the honor and glory, and wouldn't have anybody with her but Elthy, who knew nothing about cooking, but would keep her from being lone and lorn, and perhaps help a little in those things which were so easy that even the lads could do them," she concluded, with a merry glance from one to the other.

Starting point is 05:50:01 Edward was not there, some errand having taken him home by the morning train. "'Can you stand that insinuation, Donald?' asked Charlie. "'I vote that you and I stay at home to-morrow and get dinner, just to prove our skill that line agreed said donald but what's to be done with the lassus in the meantime we can't let them go off pressuring alone oh edward can take care of them all for once he's to be back by dinner-time to-day you know so we'll be on hand here to-morrow thank you said ella laughing and with a mock courtesy but we are entirely capable of taking care of ourselves as perhaps we may prove to you one of these days but here's the carriage at the gate come amy i'll help you win let us show these lords of creation that they are not quite of so great importance as they are pleased to imagine she ran gaily out amy following a little more slowly with a regretful good-bye to the two who were to remain at home the lads hurried after in season to forestall ella and assisting amy into the vehicle which the former had hastily entered unaided before they could reach it mary lingered behind a moment to say to elsie and violet that she did not in the least care to go, indeed would prefer to stay with them.

Starting point is 05:51:17 No, no, cousin Mary, they both said, we would not have you missed the sport, or deprive the rest of the pleasure of your society. Besides, added Violet, with a merry look and smile, if you were here I know very well I should miss the opportunity to distinguish myself as a capable and accomplished cook. So away with you, fair lady, see the lads are waiting to hand you into the carriage.

Starting point is 05:51:41 Goodbye, then, but don't attempt in a little. elaborate dinner mary returned as she hastened away the sisters stood on the little porch watching the departure till the carriage was out of sight just then a boy carrying a large basket opened the gate and came in that's right you are just in good time was viz greeting please carry them into the kitchen have you brought all i ordered yes some potatoes corn beans tomatoes cabbage lettuce and young beef all right fresh and nice valet paid him and he left there i shall have a sufficient variety of vegetables she remarked viewing her purchase with satisfaction oh why sighed elsie with a look of apprehension do you in the least know what you are about why of course you dear old goosey haven't i watched cousin mary's cooking operations for over two weeks oh i assure you i'm going to have a fine dinner there's a chicken all ready for the oven cousins showed me how to make the stuffing in a little bit of my own all that. I've engaged fresh fish and oysters. They'll be coming in directly. I shall make an oyster pie and broil the fish. I mean to make a boiled pudding and sauce for dessert, and have bought nuts, raisins, and almonds, oranges, bananas, and candies besides, and engaged ice cream

Starting point is 05:53:02 and cake. Your bill of fare sounds very good, but what if you should fail in the cooking? Oh, no such word is fail for me, laughed by. I've screwed my. I've screwed my. I've screwed my courage to the sticking-place and don't intend to fail now we must don our big aprons and to work you'll help me with the vegetables i know willingly if you'll show me how violet felt very wise and important as she gave her older sister the requested instruction then went bustling about making her pudding and pastry first she decided to add tarts to her bill of fare and the oyster pie must have a very nice crust but as she proceeded with her preparations she discovered that her knowledge was deficient in regard to many of the details of the business in hand she did not know exactly how much time to allow for the cooking of each dish how long it would take the chicken to roast pie and tarts to bear egg, putting in vegetables to boil. She grew anxious and nervous in her perplexity. There was no one to give her the needed information.

Starting point is 05:54:03 The cookery books did not supply it, and in sheer desperation she filled her oven, her pots and kettles as fast as possible, saying to Elsie it would surely be better to have food a little overdone than not sufficiently cooked. It proved an unfortunate decision, especially as the fishing party were an hour later in returning than had been expected. poor violet was too much mortified to eat when she discovered that there was no sweetness left in the corn that her potatoes were water-soaked her oysters tough as leather the chicken scorched and very much overdone the fish burnt almost to a cinder and oh worst of all cooked with the scales on she had forgotten they had any her friends all comforted her however taking the blame on themselves if they had not been so late things would not have been so overdone it was their fault and the lettuce the cold salt and bread and butter were all very nice the tarts too but as soon as she tasted them violet knew she had forgotten the salt in her crust and that it was tough compared to her cousin mary's and the pudding oh why did it turn out so heavy ah she had made it with sour milk and put in no soda

Starting point is 05:55:15 oh what shall i do she said despairingly to mary who was helping her to dish it up there's hardly anything fit to eat and i know you are all very hungry indeed dear little cuss there's a great deal that's fit to eat mary's a very good good good good's fit to eat mary's very good good said, glancing toward the table on which the last course was set out, except the ice-cream, which had not yet been taken out of the freezer. Yes, those are nice, but the substantial part of the meal, just what are most needed, are all spoiled. Oh, what's that? With a sudden change of tone, as a man bearing a large hamper, appeared at the open door. Something from Mama, I do believe. Yes, said Edward, stepping in after. the man as the latter set the hamper down and as it's more than an hour past dinner-time i suppose it's very well i didn't come empty-handed oh ned ned you dear good fellow cried violet springing to his side and throwing her arms around his neck

Starting point is 05:56:15 yes you may well say that he returned laughing as he gave her a kiss then put her aside and stoop to open the basket for i told mother what you are attempting to-day and she said the poor dear child she will surely fail so i'll send some provision with you when you go and here they are all of the best of course for mama never does anything by halves he added beginning to hand out the viands a pair of cold roast fowls a boiled tongue pickles jellies pies and cakes in variety mary and rye receiving them with exclamations of satisfaction delight and thankfulness which quickly brought the others upon the scene just as the bearer of the hamper who had gone out on setting it down re-entered with a basket full of beautiful, luscious-looking peaches and grapes. "'Hello!' exclaimed Charlie in high glee. "'What's all this? A second dinner?' "'Yes,' returned Violet. "'My dear good mother's atonement for her conceited daughter's failure.

Starting point is 05:57:14 "'No, we don't call it failure, nor the cook conceited,' cried a chorus of voices. "'Some things are very nice, and others were spoiled by our fault in coming home so late.' "'Well, please come back to the table, and we'll begin again,' said Violet, carrying the fowls into the dining-room mary following with the tongue elsie and ella with other edibles please some of you help me carry away dinner number one in order to make room for dinner number two said vi replacing the dish containing her unfortunate chicken with the one on which she had put the new arrivals upon that everybody seized one or more of the dishes and hurried back to the kitchen and so with a great rushing to and fro and made much laughter and many merry jests they respread the board violet spirits and appetite had returned and she joined the others in making a hearty meal the next morning was cloudy and cool for the season all agreed it was just the day for a long stroll inland and shortly after breakfast they set out in a body mary ella and edward leading the van. Donald and Edward's two sisters coming next, Charlie and Amy bringing up the rear. There seemed to be a tasted understanding that those two were always to be together, and no

Starting point is 05:58:30 remark was ever made about it, but Charlie always quietly took position of the fragile little lady, just as if he had entered into bonds, to be her caretaker and entertainer, accommodating his pace to hers, which was so much slower than that most natural to the others, that they often unintentionally left her far behind. They presently met Mrs. Perkins, Fred, and Susie, who were also starting out for a walk, and the two parties joined their forces. They passed through the village and sat down for a little while on some rustic benches under the trees on the riverbank,

Starting point is 05:59:06 to rest and enjoy the pleasing prospect. The village lay behind them, before green slopes dotted here and there with trees standing, singly or in groups, then the sparkling river to the left beyond the bridge, widening into a lake-like expanse, to the right pouring its waters into the great ocean, on whose broad bosom many ships, steamers, and smaller craft could be seen, some near others far away in the distance.

Starting point is 05:59:34 The surface of the river, too, was enlivened by a number of small sailboats, slowly moving before the wind, and skiffs that darted hither and thither. On the further bank the scene was diversified by woods and fields with here and there a farmhouse, then the sandy beach bordering the wide blue sea. Are you quite tired out, Amy? Charlie asked after a little. Oh, no, I'm quite rested, she answered gaily, and feel able to walk a good deal farther. I am really surprised to find out how strong and well I am. The seashore is the place for you evidently, he said.

Starting point is 06:00:10 then as she sprang up nimbly to join the others as they rose and moved on again but i don't know that it would be best to keep here here too long you might grow so strong as to feel capable of dispensing with any help from other folks which would be very delightful indeed she returned with an arch look and smile as she accepted his offered arm they hastened on after the rest of their party over a bridge and along the roadside for some distance then they all struck into a narrow footpath on the farther side of their side of their side of the fence, the young men letting down the bars to give the ladies easy ingress, and followed that through a bit of woods, crossing a little stream by a broken bridge, where again the lads had the pleasure of giving assistance to their companions of the weaker sex, then across them cornfields, making a circuit that brought them back to the river. The path now ran along its bank, and still pursuing it, they came at length to a little inlet where there was neither bridge nor boat.

Starting point is 06:01:09 there they stopped and held a consultation no one wanted to go back by the way they had come it was too long and roundabout if they could but cross this inlet they could soon reach one of the life-saving stations on the other side and there probably finds someone who would carry them across the river in a boat when a short walk along the beach would take them to their temporary homes the water is not deep i think said donald i propose that we lads strip off boots and stockings wade through and carry the ladies over i will wade across first and try its depth he did so spite of some protest from the more timid of the ladies and found it hardly knee-deep all then agreed to his proposition edward and i will make a chair by clasping hands he said gaily and fred and charlie can do likewise if they will and we will divide the honor of carrying the ladies over dryshod donald had a purpose in selecting edward as his companion and helper in the undertaking feeling pretty certain that elsie and violet would choose to be carried by their brother which they did i see through you young man charlie said to donald in a laughing aside while making ready for the trip but i don't care very much if you leave miss fletcher for me all right returned donald i intend to for i see which way the wind blows she's light too my lad and will be the better suited to your strength strength man i am as able to lift and carry as lieutenant keith if i'm not greatly mistaken charlie said with pretended wrath and to prove it i speak for the carrying of mrs perkins and miss neff who must be a trifle heavier than any of the other ladies all right but fortunately there isn't one in the party heavy enough to be any great burden to either of us so amid a good deal of mirth and laughter and some timidity and shrinking on the part of the younger girls the short journey was made and that without mishap or loss

Starting point is 06:03:07 then a short though toilsome walk through the soft yielding sand brought them to the life-saving station a small two-story frame building standing high on the sandy beach the restless billows of old ocean tossing and tumbling not many rods away they were courteously treated by the brave fellows who make this their abode during eight months of the year were shown the room on the lower floor where they cook and eat the two above where they sleep and also all the apparatus for saving the shipwreck and any others who may be in danger of drowning within reach of their aid our friends were all greatly interested in looking at these things the colored lamps and flags for signaling the lifeboat the breeches boy and the life-car this last especially it was of metal shaped like a rowboat but covered in over the top except a square opening large enough to admit one passenger at a time and having a sliding door the closing of which after the passengers are in makes the car completely water-tight how many will it hold asked edward six or seven grown folks if they are not very large-sized oh i should think they would smother cried violet it is only about three or four minutes they'd have to stay in it said the exhibit then he showed them the thick strong rope or hawser on which it runs and the mortar by means of which they send a line to the distressed vessel with a tally-board attached on which are printed directions english on one side french on the other for the proper securing of the hawser to the rack the other end is made fast on shore i suppose said amy inquiringly yes miss and when they have made their end fast and got into the car then we pull him ashore not a particular a really pleasant ride to take, I imagine, remarked Donald.

Starting point is 06:04:56 "'Not so very, sir. She's apt to be tossed about pretty roughly by the big waves. Turn over several times, like her than not.' "'Yes, I suppose so.' "'Oh!' cried Amy with a shudder. "'I think I'd almost rather drown.' "'No, miss,' said the man, "'I guess you'd find even that better in drowning.' Having fully satisfied the curiosity,

Starting point is 06:05:18 our friends inquired if there was anybody out there who would take them across the river. "'Yes, sir, I'll row you across half of you at a time,' answered the man, addressing Donald, who had acted as spokesman for the party. All of you at once would be too big a load for the boat. It was but a short walk to the river, a few minutes row across it,

Starting point is 06:05:39 and soon they were all on the farther side, and walking along the beach toward home. "'Dinertime!' exclaimed Ella, looking at her watch, "'what's to be done about it?' her question seemed to be addressed to mary don't ask me was the demure reply it's none of my concern to-day didn't you hear the agreement between charlie and don yesterday there mr charles perrine see the scrape you have got yourself and me into exclaimed donald with a perplex and rueful look what in the world are we to do cried charlie stopping short with his hand upon the gate and turning so as to face the others get in out of the sun for the first thing replied his cousin yes yes of course and he stepped back and held the gate open for the ladies to pass in we are all hungry as bears i suppose he said when they were fairly in the house come mary be good and tell us what to do shall we go to one of the hotels no make the fire set the table and grind some coffee she answered laughing i foresaw that i'd have to come to the rescue and am prepared we'll have coffee stewed oysters

Starting point is 06:06:48 cold fowl left from yesterday, plenty of good bread, rolls and butter, fruits and cake, and it won't take many minutes to get it ready. Mary, you're a jewel! Charlie returned, catching her about the waist and kissing her on both cheeks. Be gone, you impertinent fellow, she said laughingly, as she released herself and pushed him away. Even a cousin shouldn't take such liberties. End of Chapter 23 Chapter 24 of Elsie's Widahood by Martha Finley.

Starting point is 06:07:22 This Libravox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Sweet Pee. Chapter 24 Oh, Pilate, Tis a fearful night. There is danger on the deep. Bailey. Elsie had gone home, and in a few days our little party would break up entirely. Ella and Amy returned to their homes. Mary, Donald, and Charlie go with Edward and Rowlett to their mother's cottage to spend some time

Starting point is 06:07:47 as Mrs. Trevillo's guests. The Allison's had gone, and there was now abundance of room, though the Conley's mother and daughter still lingered, loath to leave the delightful sea-breezes. The quiet life led under her cousin Elsie's roof was not much to Virginia's taste, but nothing better had offered as yet. Breakfast was over, the morning tasks the girls had set themselves were all done, and the whole floor came trooping out upon the porch where the three lads, were standing apparently very intent upon some object out at sea edward was looking through a spy-glass which he handed to donald just as the girls joined them saying see if you can make out the name not quite but she is certainly a yacht was donald's reply after a moment steady gaze at one of the many vessels within sight for they had counted more than forty of various sorts and sizes some outward bound others coming in

Starting point is 06:08:46 the one which so excited their interest was drawing nearer let me look said mary i have the reputation of being very far-sighted donald handed her the glass and pointed out the vessel she sighted it and in another moment said yes i can read the name the curlew aha cried edward in a very pleased tone i was correct it is will talus's yacht and really it looks as if he meant to call at ocean beach added charlie must have heard ned that you and i are here doubtless laughed edward will talus repeated violet inquiring me is he a friend of yours edward why yes have you never heard me speak of him he is a splendid fellow one whom i should very willingly introduce to my mother and sisters and has a yacht of his own yes he is very rich and delights in being on the sea inherits the taste i suppose his father was a sea captain he told us charlie and me that he meant to go yachting this season and wished he could persuade us to go with him and i for one should like nothing better said charlie why ned he is got to go this season and wished he could persuade us to go with him and i for one should like nothing better said charlie why ned he's coming ashore see they have dropped anchor and are pulling off from the yacht in a boat yes here they come pulling straight for this beach where's my hat let's run down boys and meet them as they land cried the lad greatly excited amy had found his hat and silently handed it to him edward and donald seized theirs and all three rushed to the beach come girls said ella let us go too why should we miss the fun if there is to be any they put on their hats took their sun umbrellas and started they however went only as far as to the sidewalk in front of the colorado house so many people were thronging the beach to witness the landing which was now evidently to take place just below there and our modest refined young ladies did not like to be in a crowd

Starting point is 06:10:48 mrs perkins and susy joined them fred was away having gone over to new york expecting to return by the evening train not much to be seen by us but the waves in the crowd remarked ella a little impatiently nor much to be heard but the murmur of their voices they must have landed i think mrs perkins said yes here they come our lads i mean and a stranger with them a very nice-looking fellow he is too the four young men junior and edward introduced my friend mr talus to the lady he was very gentlemanly in appearance and had a pleasant open countenance a cordial hardy manner as he shook hands with the matronly married lady and lifted his hat to the younger ones i am happy to make your acquaintance ladies he said with a genial smile and an admiring glance at violet and have come to ask the pleasure of your company on board my yacht i am bound for boston on the coasts of near hampshire and maine a short sea voyage which i trust you will find enjoyable if i can but persuade you to try it mrs perkins declined with thanks for herself and susie violet did likewise the other three hesitated but finally yielded to the persuasions of the lads oh edward you will not go surely whispered violet drawing her brother aside and why not he returned with some impatience because you haven't mamma's consent or grandpa's either no but that's only because they are not here to give it i'm sure there's nothing objectionable "'Will's the very sort of fellow they would approve.

Starting point is 06:12:26 "'The vessel is new and strong, "'and the captain and crew understand their business. "'But a storm might come up. "'Why, bye! How silly! "'There's no appearance of a storm, "'and we are not intending to go far out to sea. "'Besides, you might just as well bring that objection "'to any trip I see.

Starting point is 06:12:44 "'Yes, but if you had Mama's consent, it would be different.' "'I don't see that. "'I'd ask it, of course, if I could. "'And be sure to get it, too, I think. think, but there isn't time. They don't want to lose this favorable wind and fine weather, and we'll be off again within an hour. Come, make up your mind to go with us. I want you along, for I think it will be a delightful little voyage. Thank you, brother, but I don't wish to go, and couldn't enjoy it if I went without Mama's knowledge and consent, and I do wish you would not go.

Starting point is 06:13:16 "'Why, I never knew you so absurd and unreasonable. "'But if you will not go along, perhaps I ought to stay to take care of you. "'I had not thought of that before. "'Mother left you in my charge. "'But I am sure she would not want me to lose this pleasure, "'and it strikes me as a trifle selfish in you to make it necessary for me to do so. "'I don't want you to stay on my account,' she said, tears springing to her eyes, "'and I don't think you need.

Starting point is 06:13:45 "'I can go home this out. afternoon by the cars. Probably Mama would not mind my taking so short a ride alone. I don't know, but I should enjoy the voyage far more with you along. What is the matter? asked Mrs. Perkins, overhearing a part of the talk. I will take charge of your sister, Mr. Trevilla, if she prefers to stay behind. Thank you, Edward responded, with brightening countenance. But, Vi, you will not care to bathe while we are gone. No, Ned, I shall not go in without. you as mama desired me not and you were willing for me to go not quite i wish you

Starting point is 06:14:23 wouldn't only don't stay to take care of me edward looked a good deal vexed and annoyed mrs perkins he said turning to her if fred were here would you object to his going no not at all i should leave him to follow his own inclination but as edward turned triumphantly to violet i'm not meaning to encourage you to go if your sister thinks your mother might object. All mothers do not see a like, you know. Well, he said, I imagine I am as competent to judge of that as Violet is.

Starting point is 06:14:57 I feel well-nigh certain that she would bid me to go and enjoy myself. She's not one of the fussy kind of mothers who are afraid to let their children go out of their sight. Then you will go, said Mr. Tallis. Yes, Edward answered, resolutely avoiding Violet's pleading looks. I wish we could persuade yourself. sister, Mr. Talas said, turning to her, Are you timid about venturing on the sea, Miss Trevilla?

Starting point is 06:15:23 Not particularly, she said, colouring slightly. Then do come with us, the more the merrier, you know, and I should be so happy. I do not feel quite comfortable to carry off all the rest of your party and leave you alone. The girls joined their entreaties to his, but Violet was firm in her resolution to remain on shore. Then Mary offered to stay with her, but as Vivalent was firm in her resolution to remain on shore. to stay with her, but as Violet felt convinced that it would involve a sacrifice on her cousin's part, she would not consent. They now all hastened back to the cottage to make such preparations as might be needful. It was not much to any of them as they expected to return the next day or the following.

Starting point is 06:16:03 Edward, can I be of any assistance to you? Violet asked, going to the door of his room. Yes, if you like to pack this police, maybe you would do it better than I. I'm alone, so come in. Violet accepted the invitation and did the little service quite to his satisfaction. "'You are a nice handy girl, if I do say it that shouldn't,' he remarked laughingly. "'But what's the matter?' as he saw that her eyes were full of tears. "'Oh, Edward, don't go away vexed with me,' she exclaimed, putting an arm around his neck. "'Suppose a storm should come up, and we should never see each other again!' the last words came with an irrepressible burst of tears and sobs the loving young heart was sore from recent bereavement and ready to fear for all its dear ones

Starting point is 06:16:51 come don't fret about possibilities he said kindly i'm not vexed now and you must forgive me for calling you selfish you don't think i am no indeed but just the darlingest little sister ever a fellow had i shouldn't like if anything should happen to have you remember that as one of the last things i had said to you no i was the selfish one now good-bye and don't worry about me he said holding her close and kissing her several times you know vi dear that we are under the same protecting care on sea and land. Yes, she whispered, but with some hesitation and drawing a deep sigh. Ah, he said, you doubt whether I shall be taken care of because I'm going without permission. Are you not forgetting that we have always been trained to think and decide for ourselves in all cases where it is right and proper for us to do so? And why should I need permission to go on the sea in a yacht any more than in a fishing boat?

Starting point is 06:17:49 Can you answer me that? he concluded, half-laughingly. No, she said with a slight smile, and I dare say you were in the right about it. Then you won't change your mind, tis a woman's privilege, you know. And go along, it's not yet too late. No, thank you, I did not care to claim all the woman's privileges yet, she answered with a playful look and tone.

Starting point is 06:18:12 Hello, Ned, most ready? shouted Charlie from below. Time's about up. They went down at once. The other girls were on the porch quite ready to start, Donald standing with them. Mrs. Perkins and Susie could be descried down on the beach, waiting to see them off, Mr. Talus, too, chatting with the ladies. The young men gathered up the lady's statutes and their own. Charlie offered his arm to Amy, but she declined it with a laughing assurance,

Starting point is 06:18:41 but she was now strong enough to walk without support. Miss Neff, he sighed, turning to Ella, i've lost my situation will you and you and the rest of us will maybe lose something else if we don't hurry she answered lightly time and tide wait for no man so let us make haste before they feel us these three were very merry the other three sober almost to absolute quietness as they made their way to the waiting-boat edward kissed his sister again as he was about to step into it and she clung to his neck for a moment whispering ah i shall pray that you may come back safely don't borrow trouble you dear little goose he said as he let her go at the last moment it appeared that donald was not going there were various exclamations of surprise and a little goose he said as he let her go at the last moment it appeared that donald was not going there were various exclamations of surprise and disappointment from the voyagers when his purpose to remain behind became apparent they had understood he was going why did he change his mind well he said with a quiet smile a man is not bound to give all his reasons but the fact is mrs perkins has held out strong inducements to me to stay where i am and he couldn't be in better company could he was her laughing addition violet was as much taken by surprise as the others but in her secret heart not at all sorry it would be so much less lonely with cousin donald there they stood on the beach waving their handkerchiefs to their departing friends until the latter had reached the deck of the yacht

Starting point is 06:20:13 nor did they cease to watch the vessel so long as the smallest portion of it was visible as it faded quite out of sight violet felt a strong inclination to indulge in a hearty cry but putting a determined restraint upon herself chatted cheerfully instead yet her friends perceived her depression and exerted themselves for her entertainment it seems to me donald said with a glance at violet but addressing mrs perkins as they went into a summer-house near by and sat down that this little lady has less of inquisitiveness than most people i will not say most of her sex for i think my own is by no means deficient in the characteristic or she would have made some inquiry in regard to the strong inducements i spoke of what were they violet asked you have roused my sleeping curiosity mrs perkins has kindly offered to come to the cottage and help us with our hostkeeping while the rest of the lads and lassies are away and to bring miss susie and her brother with her vye's face lighted up with pleasure it is very kind she said now i shall not mind the absence of the others half so much as i had expected i like my little room at the cottage i do not fancy living in a crowd as i must anywhere else then you will not go home donald said inquiringly no upon second thought i have decided against that plan because if i did go i must tell mamma how it happened and then if a storm should come up she would be tortured with useless anxiety about my brother you are very thoughtful of your mother as any one would be who had such a mother as ours cousin donald she is certainly very lovely and lovable he said now about our meals cousin do you object to taking them in a crowd at one of the public houses here no i think it the least of two evils she answered with a smile for i own to being somewhat tired of the fun of housework and cooking then we will settle upon that plan mrs perkins said sleep and live at the cottage breakfast

Starting point is 06:22:15 dine and sup elsewhere mrs perkins was a very good talker full of general information anecdote and entertaining reminiscences a delightful companion even to one as young as violet time passed swiftly to them all life at the cottage because it took them out of the crowd was more enjoyable than that at the hotels which were all very full at this season and as a consequence very noisy the cottage seemed very peaceful and quiet by contrast indeed it was far quieter now than it had been at any time in the past two or three weeks and violet who was beginning to weary of so much sport and mirthfulness really found the change agreeable by the middle of the afternoon of the next day they began to watch for the reappearance of the curlew but night closed in again without the sight there was a very fresh and stormy breeze from the north-east when they went to bed in the morning it blew almost a gale and as violet's eyes turned seaward her face wore a very anxious expression no sign of the curlew yet she sighed as she stood at the parlor window gazing out upon the wind-tossed billows plunging leaping roaring foaming as if in furious passion no and we may well thank god that we do not said donald's voice close at her side for the wind is just in the quarter to drive them ashore i hope they are giving the land a wide berth she looked up into his face with frightened eyes do not be alarmed he said let us not anticipate evil they may be safe in port somewhere and at all events we know who rules the winds and waves yes she murmured in low tremulous tones the stormy wind fulfils his word and no real evil shall befall any of his children

Starting point is 06:24:06 there was a moment of silence then it is about breakfast-time now he said but you will not venture out in this gale surely shall i not have your meal sent in to you thank you but i prefer to make the effort to go she said i want to get a nearer view of the sea the others felt the same desire and presently they all started out together the ladies found it as much as they could do to keep their feet even with the assistance of their stronger companions and the great wind-driven waves sometimes swept across the sidewalk it was clearly dangerous if not impossible to approach nearer to the surging waters the gale was increasing every moment the sky had grown black with clouds and distant mutterings of thunder and an occasional lightning flash gave warning that the worst was yet to come evidently it would be no day for outdoor exercise or amusement regaining the cottage with difficulty after eating their breakfast they brought out books games and fancy work resolved to make the best of circumstance chances yet anxious as they were for the fate of their friends the voyagers in the yacht they did little but gaze out upon the sea looking for the curlew but glad that neither she nor any other vessel was in sight the curlew's cabin was comfortably even luxuriously furnished her larder well supplied with all the delicacies of the season favored with beautiful weather and propitious winds our friends found their first day out from ocean beach most enjoyable They passed the greater part of their time on deck, now promenading, now reclining in extension chairs, chatting, laughing, singing to the accompaniment of flute and violin, the one played by Edward, the other by Charlie. The yacht was a swift sailor, her motion easy, and until the afternoon of the second day they were scarcely troubled with seasickness.

Starting point is 06:26:02 Most of the time they kept within sight of the land, touching at Boston, Portsmouth, and several other of the New England seaports, and, continuing on their course until the wind changed, when they turned with the purpose of going directly back to Ocean Beach. For some hours all went well, a stiff breeze carrying them rapidly to the desired direction, but it grew stronger and shifted to a dangerous quarter, while the rough and steady motion of the vessel made all passengers so seasick that they began to heartily wish themselves safe on land. The ladies grew frightened, but the captain assured them that there was as yet little cause for alarm. He had shortened sail and put out to sea fearing the dangers of the coast.

Starting point is 06:26:46 But the wind increased constantly until by night it was blowing a gale, and though every stitch of canvas had been taken in and furled, they were being driven landward. All night long the seaman fought against the storm, striving to keep out to sea but conscious that their efforts were nearly futile. There was little sleep that night for passengers or crew. morning broke amid a heavy storm of rain accompanied by thunder and lightning while the wind seemed to have redoubled its fury blowing directly toward the shore the girls conscious that they were in peril of shipwreck had gone to their berths without undressing amy had been very sick all night and the other two who stood it better had done their best to wait upon her though it was little that could be done for her relief and the pitching and rolling of the vessel frequently threw them with violence against each other's

Starting point is 06:27:36 or the furniture it is morning said Ella at length see it grows light in spite of the storm and I hear voices in the saloon shall I open the door yes said Mary let us learn the worst and try to be prepared for it the three young men were in the saloon and the girls joined them Amy looking like the ghost of herself Charlie who had stationed himself near her door instantly gave her the support of his arm putting it about her waist while he held fast to the furnace with the other hand and her head dropped on his shoulder with death staring them in the face they did not care for the eyes of their companions in peril who indeed were too full of the danger and solemnity of their own position to pay any attention to the matter oh darling charlie said hoarsely if i could only put you safe on shore never mind she answered looking lovingly into his eyes if we die we shall die together and oh charlie as we both trust in jesus it will only be going home together to be forever with the lord never never to part again yes there's comfort in that he said and if you are to go i'm glad i'm here to go with you but life is sweet amy and we will not give up hope yet mary and edward had clasped hands each gazing silently into the sad and anxious face of the other she was thinking of her invalid mother her father brothers and sisters and how they would miss her loving ministrations he too thought of his tender mother so lately widowed her sorrow over the loss of her first-born son and of other dear ones especially violet away from all the rest the only one conscious of his danger he was glad now that she had refused to come with them but he knew the terrible anxiety she must feel the almost heart-breaking sorrow his loss and the sight of their mother's grief would be to her

Starting point is 06:29:34 mr talus i know we must be in great danger ella said as he took her hand to help her to a seat is there any hope at all oh surely miss neff he replied we will not give up hope yet though we are indeed in a fearful peril the greatest danger is that we shall be driven ashore but we are still some distance off the coast and the wind may change or lull sufficiently for an anchor to hold when we are in water shallow enough for trying that expedient and even should we be wrecked there will still be a chance for us in the good offices and the members of the life-saving service ah yes she said a gleam of hope shining in her eyes the brave fellows will not leave us to perish if they can help us and we will put our trust in god added mary what a day it was to them all the storm raging throughout the whole of it with unabated fury and their hope of escape from the dangers of the deep growing less and less the patrolmen were out and towards sundown one of them described the mass of a vessel far away in the distance it was seen by others also for all day long many glasses had been at frequent intervals sweeping the whole field of vision seaward the news spread like wildfire creating a great excitement among the multitude of people gathered in hotels and boarding-houses, as well as among the dwellers by the sea, not accepting the brave surfmen whose aid was likely to be in speedy requisition. Hundreds of pairs of eyes watched the vessel battling with the storm, yet spite of every effort

Starting point is 06:31:08 sweeping nearer and nearer the dreadful breakers. She seemed doomed to destruction, but darkness fell, while yet she was too far away for recognition. Violet and her companions had gazed the upon her with fast beating hearts from the time of her appearance until they could no longer catch the faintest outline of her figure in the gathering gloom donald had nearly satisfied himself of her identity but would not for any consideration have had violet know that he believed her to be the curlew even without that confirmation of her fears the anxiety of the poor child was such that it was painful to witness it was indeed the curlew and about the time she was described by those on land the captain remarked aside to her owner the jersey shore is in sight mr tellus and nothing short of a miracle can save us from wreck for we are driving right on to it in spite of all it can be done but curlew is doomed she has dragged her anchor and will be in the breakers before many hours it will be a heavy loss to me captain was the reply but if all our lives are saved i shall not grumble shall on the contrary be filled with thankfulness well sir will hope for the best was the cheerful rejoinder soon all on board knew the full extent of the danger and our young friends gave themselves to solemn preparation for eternity also in view of the possibility of some being saved while others were lost made an exchange of parting messages to absent loved ones it was again a sleepless night to them sleepless to our ocean beach friends at the cottage also and to many others whose hearts were filled with sympathy for those in the doomed vessel

Starting point is 06:32:48 about midnight the report of the signal gun of distress sent all rushing to the beach she had struck not a quarter of a mile from the shore and as the clouds broke away the dark outline of her hull could be distinctly discerned among the foam-tipped breakers the rain had ceased and there was a slight low in the tempest of the wind so that it was possible to stand on the beach but so furious still was the action of the waves that the patrolman having instantly answered the gun by burning his signal light and now rushing in amongst his mates reported that the surf boat could not be used so the mortar-car was ordered out. There was not an instant's delay, gallantly the men bent to their work, dragged the car toilsomely over the low sand-tails, to a spot directly opposite the wreck, and by the light of a lantern placed it in every part of the apparatus, the shot-line box, hauling lines, and hazer for running,

Starting point is 06:33:43 with the breeches buoy attached, in position, put the tackles in place ready for hauling, and with pick and spade dug a trench for the sand anchor. Each man having his particular part of the work assigned him, and knowing exactly what he was to do and how to do it, and all acting simultaneously, the whole thing was accomplished in such a short space of time after reaching the desired spot. An anxious, excited crowd was looking on. Apart from the throng and a little higher up the beach were our friends, Fred in charge of his mother and Susie, Donald with Violet, under his protection. she had begged so hard to come because it might be the curlew so how could she stay away that he had no heart to resist her entreaties and he felt that she would be safe in his care while mrs perkins's presence made it perfectly proper all being in readiness the gun was fired and the shot flew through the rigging of the ill-fated vessel edward now standing on her deck understood just what was to be done and no time was lost with a glad shout heard by those on shore

Starting point is 06:34:48 the line was seized by the sailors and rapidly hauled in ere long the hazer was stretched straight and taut between the beach and the wreck the shore end being raised several feet in the air by the erection of a wooden crotch and the breeches buoy was ready to be drawn to and fro upon it will you try it first sir the captain of the curlew said to mr tallus no i should be the last man to leave the wreck go go will cried edward imperatively go and tell them to send the life-car for there are ladies to be saved yes go sir don't waste precious time in disputing cried the captain and thus urged the young man went he reached the shore and safety was welcomed with a glad shout and instantly the words circulated among the crowd the owner of the curlew it is she violet had nearly fallen fainting to the ground but donald supporting her with his arms said in her air courage my brave lassie and they shall all be saved take care of my mother and sister for a moment keith exclaimed fred and plunging into the crowd he quickly made his way to the side of the rescued man this way if you please he said touching him on the shoulder a lady miss travilla would be glad to speak to you oh yes i know and all dripping and panting as he was but having already delivered his message and seen the man on the way for the safety-car he went to her it is mr tallus fred said miss travilla my mother and sister and mr keith for it was too dark for a distinct view of each other's faces my brother faltered violet holding out her hand is uninjured thus far my dear young lady and i trust will be with you in a few minutes the vessel must i presume go to pieces finally but will undoubtedly hold together long enough for all on board to be brought safely ashore men from among the crowd had volunteered to assist in bringing the car

Starting point is 06:36:49 and while awaiting its coming the breeches buoy travelled back and forth bringing the sailors for neither edward or charlie would leave the ladies and the captain insisted that he should be the last man to be rescued from the hour of their early morning meeting in the saloon the curleys passengers were almost constantly together a very sober solemn and nearly silent company mary in speaking of it afterward said she felt as if she were attending her own funeral and listening to the sighs and sobs of her bereaved friends and yet she added with a bright glad smile it was not all sadness and gloom for the consolations of god were not small with me and the thought of soon being with christ in glory and yet she added with a bright glad smile it was not all sadness and gloom for the consolations of god were not small with me and the thought of soon being with christ in glory was at times very sweet when the vessel struck charlie started up with a sharp cry we are lost then all immediately fell on their knees while edward poured out a fervent prayer that they might be saved from a watery grave if such were the will of god if not prepared for a death and a glorious immortality adding a final petition for the dear ones who would grieve for their loss just as they rose from their knees the signal gun was fired then the captain came down the companionway and looking upon them said don't despair ladies and gentlemen things are not quite so bad as they might be we have grounded very near the shore and a life-saving station and my signal gun was immediately replied to by the patrolman with his red signal light so we may feel assured that prompt and efficient help is near at hand hope revived in their breasts as they listened then will tell us and edward ventured upon deck leaving the girls in charge charlie's charge the warning lights on shore gave to the anxious watchers on the deck an inkling of what was being done for their relief and when the shot was fired from the mortar and came whizzing through the rigging edward cried out in delight the line the line now we shall be helped ashore

Starting point is 06:38:45 as the vessel was now without motion save a shiver as now and again a great wave struck her the girls were pretty comfortable and did no immediate danger and as they urged it charlie two at length ventured upon deck he soon returned with an encouraging report the better understood by the girls because of their late visit to the life-saving stations the sailors were hauling in the line he said and soon the work of transporting them all to land would begin amy shuddered at the thought of a ride in the life-car yet as the surfman had predicted felt that even that would be far preferable to drowning the next report brought them was of mr tallis's safe landing and the next that the life-car waited for them edward the captain and two sailors helped mary and ella across the wind's-wept deck and into the car charlie and another sailor following with amy they put her in after the other two and charlie stepped in next calling to edward to come also no was the quiet reply i'll go by the breeches bully the sliding door was hastily shut and amy gasped for breath as she felt the car gliding swiftly along the hawser while the great waves dashed over it rocking it from side to side charlie's arm was round her holding her close but she grew deafly sick and fainted quite away the minutes seemed ours but at last they heard above the thunder of the breaking waves a great shout and at the same instant felt the car great upon the sand the door was pushed open charlie the nearest to it stepped out drew amy after him apparently more dead than alive and leaving it to the others to assist mary and ella bore her in his arms and almost frantic haste to the nearest house.

Starting point is 06:40:36 Mary was in Vye's arms almost before she knew that she had actually reached sore, Vi kissing her with tears and sobs, and crying, Edward, Edward, where is he? Coming, Mary said, the brave, generous fellow would see us all saved first. It was not long now till Violet's anxiety was fully relieved, and her heart sending up glad thanksgivings, as she found herself clasped to her brother's breast,

Starting point is 06:41:01 all dripping wet though he was and great was the joy of the young owner of the curlew when he learned that though she was a total wreck not a single soul had been lost in her end of chapter twenty four chapter twenty five of elsie's widowhood by martha finley this libri fox recording is in the public domain recording by sweet pea chapter twenty five those that he loved so long and sees no more loved and still loved and still loves not dead but gone before he gathers rant him rogers the morning was but dull and dreary for though the storm had spent itself the sky was obscured with clouds and the sea still wrought tempestuously but its sullen roar may perchance have been as favorable to the prolonged slumbers of our worn-out friends whom the tempest had robbed of so many hours of their accustomed sleep as the lack of brightness in the sky and atmosphere fear. However that might have been, most of them, retiring about dawn of day, slept on till noon, or near it. In Mrs. Trevilla's cottage, the family gathered around the breakfast table at the usual hour. The meal was nearly concluded when a servant brought in the morning paper and handed it to Mr. Dinsmore. I fear that brings news of many disasters caused by the storm, especially on the Atlantic seaboard, remarked his daughter, as he took it up,

Starting point is 06:42:36 altogether likely was his rejoinder then as he ran his eye down the long list of casualties why what is this he exclaimed and went on to read aloud went to shore last night at ocean beach the curlew a pleasure yacht belonging to w v tallus captain collins she is a total wreck but no lives were lost passengers and crew being taken off by the men of life-saving station number list of passengers mr w v tallus mr edward travilla mr charles perrine miss mrs mary keith miss amy fletcher and miss ella neff there was a moment of astonished silence then violet gasped the mother turning deathly pale she was evidently not on board mr dinsmore hastened to reply or else her name was carelessly admitted in the list for it says distinctly no lives were lost i hope you are right horace mrs coenly remarked but if she were my child i shouldn't have any peace till i knew all about it there isn't the least probability that if a life had been lost the reporter would have failed to say so returned mr dinsmore with some severity of tone of course you are in the right horace you always are she said bridling well remarked virginia i am astonished i must own that such pattern good children should go off on such an expedition without so much as saying by your leave to either mother or guardian i have just said that i am morally certain violet did not go said mr dinsmore and i do not blame edward that he did added the mother in her sweet gentle tones he is old enough now to decide such matters for himself in the absence of his natural guardians also he knows me well enough to judge pretty correctly whether i would approve or not and i should not have objected had i been there

Starting point is 06:44:34 shall we drive over and see about the children asked her father yes papa if you please and let us start as soon as the necessary arrangements can be made valet had scarcely completed her morning toilet though it was a little past noon when glancing from the window she saw a carriage at the gate and her grandfather in the act of assisting her mother to alight from it with a low joyous exclamation she flew to meet and welcome them mamma mamma i am so glad so glad you have have come my darling my darling thank god that i have you safe in my arms the mother said holding her close with kisses and tears what is this i hear of danger and shipwreck it is a long story mamma but we are all safe edward charlie and the girls are still sleeping i believe for they were worn out with anxiety and the loss of two nights rest and you dear child was not with them but of course slept but little last night in indeed not at all until after daybreak when they were all safe on shore and have only just risen then we will hear the story after you have breakfasted her grandfather said they did not get the whole of it however until edward joined them an hour or two later it was to them a deeply interesting and thrilling account that he gave he had also much to say in violet's praise but was relieved and gratified to learn that neither mother nor grandfather blamed him for the course he had taken he brought in his friend talus and introduced him and was glad to see that the impression on both sides was favorable edward had already urged talus to pay him a visit and mr dinsmore and elsie repeated the invitation but the young man declined it for the present on the plea that the loss of his vessel made it necessary for him to give his attention to some pressing business matters elsie proposed taking her son and daughter home with her and they were nothing loth

Starting point is 06:46:32 she would have had all the rest of the young party come at once to her cottage and remain as long as they found a degree able to do so but all declined with banks however except donald mary and charlie who promised to come in a few days amy was not quite able to travel they would stay with her until she was sufficiently recruited to undertake the journey to her own home charlie would see her and ella safely there and follow mary to the cottage home of the travillas before leaving ocean beach elsie and her father visited the life-saving station and the latter insisted upon bestowing a generous reward upon each of the brave surfmen also he contributed largely to the making good their losses to the poor shipwrecked sailors most joyously was the return of edward and violet welcomed by grandmother brothers and sisters edward was the hero of the hour especially with harold and herbert who in fact quite envied him his adventure now that it was safely over violet found home and its beloved occupants dearer and more delightful than ever the presence there of her aunt and cousin seemed the only jaw-back upon her felicity yet that occasionally proved a serious one both to herself and cousin donald with whom virginia was determined to get up a flirtation he did not admire her and would not fall in with her plans perceiving which she turned against him became his bitter foe and made him and violet both uncomfortable by sly hints that he was seeking her and that simply because she was an heiress old mr dinsmore had gone to visit his daughter at adelaide and most sincerely did violet wish that aunt louise and virginia would follow mrs travilla was as we have said living a very retired life not mingling in general society at all but an old friend of her husband and father who had been a frequent and welcome guest at the oaks and ion had taken up his temporary residence at a hotel near by

Starting point is 06:48:31 and now and then joined their party on the beach or dropped in at the cottage for a friendly chat with mr dinsmore sometimes mrs travilla was present and took part in the conversation once or twice it had happened that they had been alone together for a few moments she neither avoided intercourse with the gentleman nor sought it though he was a widower and much admired by many of her sex perhaps mrs conley and virginia were the only persons who had any sinister thoughts in connection with the matter but they after the manner of human race judged others by themselves one day violet accidentally overheard a little talk between them that struck her first with indignation and astonishment than with grief and dismay what brings mr ford here do you suppose mamma inquired virginia in a sneering tone what a question virginia for a girl of your sense replied her mother he's courting elsie of course isn't she a rich and beautiful widow i had almost added young for she really looks hardly older than her eldest daughter well do you think he'll succeed yes i do sooner or later he is certainly a very attractive man and she can't be expected to live single all the rest of her days but what a foolish will that was of trevilla's leaving everything in her hands why mamma because ford may get it all into his possession and make way with it by some rash speculation men often do those things violet was alone in a little summer-house in the garden back of the cottage with a book she had been very intent upon it until roused by the sound of the voices of her aunt and cousin who had been pacing up and down the walk and now paused for an instant close to her though a thick growth of vines hid her from sight they moved on with mrs conley's last word and the young girl sprang to her feet her cheeks aflame her eyes glittering her small hand clenched till the nails sank into the soft flesh how dare they talk so of mamma and papa too dear dear papa she exclaimed half aloud

Starting point is 06:50:34 then her anger and grief found vent in a burst of bitter weeping as she cast herself down upon the seat from which she had risen and bowed her head upon her hands the storm of feeling was so violent that she did not hear a light approaching footsteps did not know that anyone was near until she felt herself taken into loving arms that clasped her close while her mamma's sweet voice asked in tenderest tones my poor darling what can have caused you such distress mamma mamma don't ask me please don't ask me she cried hiding her blushing tearful face on her mother's bosom has my dear viven secrets from her mamma she asked in tones of half-reproachful tenderness "'Only because it would distress you to no, dearest, Mama. "'Oh, I could not bear to hurt you so,' sobbed the poor girl. "'Still tell me, dearest,' urged the mother. "'Nothing could hurt me so sorely as the loss of my child's confidence. "'Then, Mama, I will, but, oh, don't think that I believe one word of it.'

Starting point is 06:51:40 "'Then with a little hesitation, "'I think, Mama, that I am not doing wrong to tell you, "'though the words were not meant for my ear.' I think not, my dear child, since it seems it is something that concerns both you and me. The short colloquy had burnt itself into Violet's brain, and she repeated it verbatim. It caused her loved listener a sharper pang than she knew or supposed. Elsie was deeply hurt, and for a moment her indignation waxed hot against her ungrateful, heartless relations. Then her heart sent up a strong cry for help to forgive, even as she would be forgiven.

Starting point is 06:52:18 but she must comfort vie and how vividly at this moment did memory recall a little scene in her own early childhood when she was in like sort of stress from a similar fear roused in very nearly the same manner and her father comforted her "'By, darling,' she said in quivering tones, and with a tender caress, "'it is altogether a mistake, and you need never fear anything of the kind. "'Your beloved father is no more dead to me than though he were but in the next room. "'His place is not now, can never be, vacant, in either my home or my heart. "'We are separated for time by the stream, the narrow stream of death. but when i two have crossed it we shall be together never to part again the end end of chapter twenty five end of elsie's widowhood by martha finley

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