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Episode Date: October 8, 2026Emily Fox-Seton by Frances Hodgson Burnett audiobook. Genre: romance Emily Fox-Seton is a gentle, capable woman of modest means who has spent years making herself indispensable in the homes of the we...althy. At thirty-six, she has little money, no family to rely on, and few prospects beyond the endless round of errands, social obligations, and quiet humiliations expected of a well-bred companion. Yet Emily meets each demand with patience, dignity, and an unshakable instinct for kindness. When she is asked to help organize a grand country-house celebration, her competence brings her into the orbit of Lord Walderhurst, an influential and emotionally reserved aristocrat facing urgent pressures of his own. Their unlikely connection appears to offer Emily a new place in a world that has long overlooked her. But entry into privilege brings isolation as well as comfort, and Emily must confront social cruelty, manipulation, and dangers concealed beneath the polished manners of Edwardian high society. Frances Hodgson Burnett's Emily Fox-Seton is a moving portrait of resilience, moral courage, and a woman discovering that her quiet strength can be more powerful than anyone expects. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:26:48) Chapter 02 (00:45:59) Chapter 03 (01:24:19) Chapter 04 (01:36:51) Chapter 05 (01:51:37) Chapter 06 (02:12:21) Chapter 07 (02:59:58) Chapter 08 (03:07:48) Chapter 09 (03:21:07) Chapter 10 (03:32:39) Chapter 11 (03:49:51) Chapter 12 (04:03:55) Chapter 13 (04:16:24) Chapter 14 (04:27:55) Chapter 15 (05:07:30) Chapter 16 (05:22:22) Chapter 17 (05:34:04) Chapter 18 (05:52:54) Chapter 19 (06:04:02) Chapter 20 (06:24:30) Chapter 21 (06:36:24) Chapter 22 (06:55:01) Chapter 23 (07:21:16) Chapter 24 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Waldersh by Francis Hodgson Burnett,
Chapter 1
When Miss Fox Seton descended from the Tupinie Bus as it drew up, she gathered her trim tailor-made skirt about her with neatness and decorum,
being well used to getting in and out of Tupany Buses and to making her way across muddy London streets.
A woman whose tailor-made suit must last two or three years soon learns how to protect it from
splashes, and how to aid it to retain the freshness of its folds.
During her trudging about this morning in the wet, Emily Fox Seton had been very careful,
and in fact was returning to Mortimer Street as unspotted as she had left it.
She had been thinking a good deal about her dress, this particular fateful one which she
had already worn through a twelvemonth. Skirts had made one of their appalling changes,
and as she walked down Regent Street and Bond Street, she had stopped at the windows of more than one
shop bearing the sign, ladies tailor and habit-maker, and had looked at the totely attired
preternaturally slim models, her large, honest hazel eyes wearing an anxious expression.
She was trying to discover where seams were to be placed and how gathers were to be hung,
or if there were to be gathers at all, or if one had to be bereft of every seam in a style
so unrelenting as to forbid the possibility of the honest and semi-penelous struggling with the
problem of remodeling last season's skirt at all. As it is only quite an ordinary brown, she had murmured to
herself, I might be able to buy a yard or so to match it, and I might be able to join the gore near the
pleats at the back so that it would not be seen. She quite beamed as she reached the happy conclusion.
She was such a simple, normal-minded creature that it took but little to brighten the aspect of her
life for her, and to cause her to break into her good-natured childlike smile. A little kind of
kindness from anyone, a little pleasure or a little comfort, made her glow with nice-tempered enjoyment.
As she got out of the bus and picked up her rough brown skirt, prepared to tramp bravely through
the mud of Mortimer Street to her lodgings, she was positively radiant. It was not only her
smile which was childlike, her face itself was childlike for a woman of her age and size. She was
34 and a well-set-up creature, with fine square shoulders and a long small waist and good hips.
She was a big woman, but carried herself well, and having solved the problem of obtaining,
through marvels of energy and management, one good dress a year, wore it so well and changed
her old ones so dexterously that she always looked rather smartly dressed. She had nice,
round, fresh cheeks, and nice big, honest eyes, plenty of mouse-brown hair, and her. Plenty of mouse-brown hair,
and a short, straight nose.
She was striking and well-bred looking,
and her plenitude of good-natured interest in everybody,
and her pleasure in everything out of which pleasure could be rested,
gave her big eyes a fresh look which made her seem rather like a nice overgrown girl
than a mature woman whose life was a continuous struggle with the narrowest of mean fortunes.
She was a woman of good blood and of good education,
as the education of such women goes.
She had few relatives, and none of her.
of them had any intention of burdening themselves with her pennilessness. They were people of
excellent family, but had quite enough to do to keep their sons in the army or navy,
and find husbands for their daughters. When Emily's mother had died, and her small annuity
had died with her, none of them had wanted the care of a big, raw-boned girl, and Emily
had had the situation frankly explained to her. At 18, she had begun to work as assistant
teacher in a small school. The year following, she had taken a place.
as nursery governess. Then she had been reading companion to an unpleasant old woman in Northumberland.
The old woman had lived in the country, and her relatives had hovered over her like vultures
awaiting her decease. The household had been gloomy and gruesome enough to have driven into melancholy
madness any girl not of the samest and most matter-of-fact temperament. Emily Fox Seton had
endured it with an unfailing good nature, which at last had actually awakened in the breast of her mistress
array of human feeling. When the old woman at length died, and Emily was to be turned out into the
world, it was revealed that she had been left a legacy of a few hundred pounds, and a letter
containing some rather practical, if harshly expressed, advice. Go back to London, Mrs. Matham
had written in her feeble, crabbed hand. You are not clever enough to do anything remarkable in the way
of earning your living, but you are so good nature that you can make yourself useful to a lot of
helpless creatures who will pay you a trifle for looking after them, and the affairs they are too
lazy or too foolish to manage for themselves. You might get onto one of the second-class fashion
papers to answer ridiculous questions about housekeeping or wallpapers or freckles. You know the
kind of thing I mean. You might write notes or do accounts in shopping for some lazy woman.
You are a practical, honest creature, and you have good manners. I have often thought that you
had just the kind of commonplace gifts that a host of commonplace people want to find
at their service. An old servant of mine who lives in Mortimer Street would probably give you cheap,
decent lodgings and behave well to you for my sake. She has reason to be fond of me. Tell her I sent
you to her and that she must take you in for ten shillings a week. Emily wept for gratitude,
and ever afterward enthroned old Mrs. Mathem on an altar as a princely and sainted benefactor,
though after she had invested her legacy she got only £20 a year from it. It was so kind of her,
she used to say with heartfelt humbleness of spirit,
I never dreamed of her doing such a generous thing.
I hadn't a shadow of a claim upon her, not a shadow.
It was her way to express her honest emotions with emphasis
which italicised, as it were, her outpourings of pleasure or appreciation.
She returned to London and presented herself to the ex-serving woman.
Mrs. Cupp had indeed reason to remember her mistress gratefully.
At a time when youth and indiscreet affection had betrayed her disastrously,
she had been saved from open disgrace and taken care of by Mrs. Mathan.
The old lady, who had then been a vigorous, sharp-tongued, middle-aged woman,
had made the soldier-lover marry his despairing sweetheart,
and when he had promptly drunk himself to death,
she had set her up in a lodging house which had thriven
and enabled her to support herself and her daughter decently.
In the second story of a respectable dingy house,
a small room, which she went to some trouble to furnish up for her dead mistress's friend.
It was made into a bed-sitting-room with the aid of a cot, which Emily herself bought and disguised
decently as a couch during the daytime, by means of a red and blue coma blanket.
The one window of the room looked out upon a black little backyard, and a sooty wall on which
thin cats crept stealthily, or sat and mournfully gazed at fate. The combeau rug played a large part
in the decoration of the apartment.
One of them, with a piece of tape run through a hem,
hung over the door in the character of a portier.
Another covered a corner which was Miss Fox Seton's sole wardrobe.
As she began to get work,
the cheerful aspiring creature bought herself a Kensington carpet square,
as red as Kensington art would permit it to be.
She covered her chairs with turkey red cotton,
frilling them round the seats.
Over her cheap white muslin curtains,
eight and eleven a pair at Robsons, she hung turkey-red draperies.
She bought a cheap cushion at one of Liberty's sales, and some bits of Tupney-Hapney-Arts china
for her narrow mantelpiece.
A lacquered tea-tray and a tea set of a single cup and saucer, a plate and a teapot,
made her feel herself almost sumptuous.
After a day spent in trudging about in the wet or cold of the streets,
doing other people's shopping, or searching for dressmakers or servants' characters for her patron.
she used to think of her bed sitting room with joyful anticipation.
Mrs. Cup always had a bright fire glowing in her tiny grate when she came in,
and when her lamp was lighted under its homemade shade of crimson Japanese paper,
its cheerful air, combining itself with the singing of her little fat black kettle on the hob,
seemed absolute luxury to a tired, damp woman.
Mrs. Cup and Jane Cup were very kind and attentive to her.
No one who lived in the same house with her could have helped liking.
her. She gave so little trouble and was so expansively pleased by any attention that the cups,
who were sometimes rather bullied and snubbed by the professionals who generally occupied their other
rooms, quite loved her. Sometimes the professionals, extremely smart ladies and gentlemen who
did turns at the balls or played small parts at theatres, were irregular in their payments,
or went away leaving bills behind them. But Miss Fox Seton's payments were as regular as Saturday
night, and in fact there had been times when, luck being against her, Emily had gone extremely
hungry during a whole week, rather than by her lunches at the ladies' tea-shops with the money
that would pay her rent. In the honest minds of the cups, she had become a sort of possession,
of which they were proud. She seemed to bring into their dingy lodging house a touch of the
great world, that world whose people lived in Mayfair and had country houses where they
entertained parties for the shooting and the hunting. And in which also, you know, also, you know,
existed the maids and matrons who on cold spring morning sat amid billows of satin and tulle and lace surrounded with nodding plumes waiting shivering for hours in their carriages that they might at last enter buckingham palace and be admitted to the drawing-room
mrs cup knew that miss fox seton was well connected she knew that she possessed an aunt with a title though her ladyship never took the slightest notice of her niece jane cup took modern society and this
now and then had the pleasure of reading aloud to her young man, little incidents concerning some
castle or manner in which Miss Foxyton's aunt Lady Malfrey was staying, with earls and special
favourites of the princes. Jane also knew that Miss Fox Seton occasionally sent letters, addressed to
the right honourable the countess of so-and-so, and received replies stamped with coronets.
Once even a letter had arrived adorned with strawberry leaves, an incident which Mrs. Cupp and Jane had
disgust with deep interest over their hot-buttered toast and tea. Emily Fox Seton, however,
was far from making any professions of grandeur. As time went on, she had become fond enough of the
cups to be quite frank with them about her connections with these grand people. The countess
had heard from a friend that Miss Fox Seton had once found her an excellent governess, and she had
commissioned her to find for her a reliable young lady's serving maid. She had done some secretarial
work for a charity of which the Duchess was patroness. In fact,
In fact, these people knew her only as a well-bred woman who, for a modest remuneration,
would make herself extremely useful in numberless practical ways.
She knew much more of them than they knew of her, and in her affectionate admiration for
those who treated her with human kindness, sometimes spoke to Mrs. Capp or Jane of their
beauty or charity, with a very nice, ingenuous feeling.
Naturally, some of her patrons grew fond of her, and as she was a fine, handsome young woman
with a perfectly correct bearing.
They gave her little pleasures,
inviting her to tea or luncheon
or taking her to the theatre.
Her enjoyment of these things
was so frank and grateful
that the cups counted them
among their own joys.
Jane Cup, who knew something of dressmaking,
felt it a brilliant thing to be called upon
to renovate an old dress
or help in the making of a new one
for some festivity.
The Cups thought their tall,
well-built lodger something of a beauty,
and when they had helped her to dress for the evening,
bearing her fine, big, white neck and arms, and adorning her thick braids of hair with some sparkling, trembling ornaments.
After putting her in her four-wheeled cab, they used to go back to their kitchen and talk about her
and wonder that some gentleman who wanted a handsome, stylish woman at the head of his table
did not lay himself and his fortune at her feet. In the photograph shops in Regent Street,
you see many a lady in a coronet that hasn't got half the good look she has, Mrs. Cupp remarked frequently.
She's got a nice complexion and a fine head of air, and, if you ask me, she's got as nice a pair of clear eyes as a lady could have.
Then look at her figure, her neck and her waist.
That kind of big, long throat of hers would set off rows of pearls or diamonds beautiful.
She's a lady born, too, for all her simple everyday way, and she's a sweet creature, if ever there was one,
for kind-heartedness and good nature are never saw her equal.
Miss Fox Seton had middle-class patrons as well as noble ones.
In fact, those of the middle class were far more numerous than the duchesses,
so it had been possible for her to do more than one good turn for the Cup household.
She had got sewing and made a veil and Bloomsbury for Jane Cup many a time,
and Mrs. Cupp's dining-room floor had been occupied for years
by a young man Emily had been able to recommend.
Her own appreciation of good turns made her eager to do them for others.
She never let slip a chance to help anyone in ever.
any way. It was a good-natured thing done by one of her patrons who liked her, which made her so
radiant as she walked through the mud this morning. She was inordinately fond of the country,
and having had what she called a bad winter, she had not seen the remotest chance of getting
out of town at all during the summer months. The weather was beginning to be unusually hot,
and her small red room, which seemed so cosy in winter, was shut in by a high wall from all
chance of breezes. Occasionally she lay and panted a little in her cot, and felt that when all the
private omnibuses loaded with trunks and servants had rattled away and deposited their burdens at the
various stations, life in town would be rather lonely. Everyone she knew would have gone somewhere,
and Mortimer Street in August was a melancholy thing, and Lady Maria had actually invited her to
Mallow. What a piece of good fortune! What an extraordinary piece of kindness! She had
did not know what a source of entertainment she was to Lady Maria, and how the shrewd, worldly old
thing liked her. Lady Maria Bain was the cleverest, sharpest-tongued, smartest old woman in London.
She knew everybody, and had done everything in her youth, a good many things not considered
highly proper. A certain Royal Duke had been much pleased with her, and people had said some very
nasty things about it. But this had not hurt Lady Maria. She knew how to say nasty things herself,
and as she said them wittily they were usually listened to and repeated.
Emily Fox Seton had gone to her first to write notes for an hour every evening.
She had sent, declined, and accepted invitations,
and put off charities and dull people.
She wrote a fine, dashing hand,
and had a matter-of-fact intelligence and knowledge of things.
Lady Maria began to depend on her,
and to find that she could be sent on errands,
and depended on to do a number of things.
Consequently, she was often at South Ordly Street,
And once when Lady Maria was suddenly taken ill and was horribly frightened about herself,
Emily was such a comfort to her that she kept her for three weeks.
The creature is so cheerful and perfectly free from vice that she's a relief,
her ladyship said to her nephew afterward.
So many women are affected cats.
She'll go out and buy you a box of pills or a porous plaster,
but at the same time she has a kind of simplicity and freedom from spites and envies,
which might be the natural thing for a princess.
So it happened that occasionally Emily put on her best dress and most carefully built hat
and went to South Audley Street to tea.
Sometimes she had previously gone in buses to some remote place in the city
to buy a special tea of which there had been rumours.
She met some very smart people and rarely any stupid ones,
Lady Maria being encased in a perfect frank armour of good-humoured selfishness,
which would have been capable of burning dullness at the stake.
I won't have dull people, she used to say.
I'm dull myself.
When Emily Fox Seton went to her on the morning in which this story opens, she found her consulting
her visiting book and making lists.
I'm arranging my parties for Mallow, she said rather crossly.
How tiresome it is!
The people one once at the same time are always nailed to the opposite ends of the earth.
And then things are found out about people, and one can't have them till it's blown over.
Those ridiculous dexter's.
They were the nicest possible pair, both of them good-looking, and both of them ready to flirt with
anybody. But there was too much flirting, I suppose. Good heavens, if I couldn't have a scandal and
keep it quiet, I wouldn't have a scandal at all. Come and help me, Emily. Emily sat down beside her.
You see, it's my early August party, said her ladyship, rubbing her delicate little and old nose
with her pencil. And Walderhurst is coming to me. It always amuses me to have Walderhurst.
The moment a man like that comes into a room, the women begin to frisk about and swim and languish,
except those who try to get up interesting conversations they think likely to attract his attention.
They all think it is possible that he may marry them.
If he were a Mormon, he might have marchionesses of Walderhurst of all shapes and sizes.
I suppose, said Emily, that he was very much in love with his first wife, and will never marry again.
He wasn't in love with her any more than he was in love with his housemaid.
He knew he must marry, and thought it very annoying.
As the child died, I believe he thinks it is his duty to.
to marry again, but he hates it. He's rather dull, and he can't bear women fussing about
and wanting to be made love to. They went over the visiting book and discussed people and dates
seriously. The list was made, and the notes written before Emily left the house. It was not until
she had got up and was buttoning her coat that Lady Maria bestowed her boon. Emily, she said,
I'm going to ask you to Mallow on the second. I want you to help me to take care of people and
keep them from boring me and one another, though I don't mind they're boring one another half so much
as I mind they're boring me. I want to be able to go off and take my nap at any hour I choose.
I will not entertain people. What you can do is to lead them off to gather things or look at church
towers. I hope you'll come. Emily Fox Seton's face flushed rosily and her eyes opened and sparkled.
Oh, Lady Maria, you are kind, she said. You know how I should enjoy it. I have
heard so much of Mallow. Everyone says it is so beautiful, and that there are no such gardens in
England. They are good gardens. My husband was rather mad about roses. The best train for you to take
is the two-thirty from Paddington. That will bring you to the court just in time for tea on the lawn.
Emily could have kissed Lady Maria if they had been on the terms which lead people to make
demonstrations of affection, but she would have been quite as likely to kiss the butler when he
bent over her at dinner, and murmured indignified confidence,
Port or Sherry, Miss.
Bibsworth would have been no more astonished than Lady Maria would,
and Bibsworth certainly would have expired of disgust and horror.
She was so happy when she hailed the Tappany Bus,
that when she got into it, her face was beaming with the delight,
which adds freshness and good looks to any woman.
To think that such good luck had come to her,
to think of leaving her hot little room behind her,
and going as a guest to one of the most,
beautiful old houses in England. How delightful it would be to live for a while quite naturally
the life the fortunate people lived year after year. To be a part of the beautiful order and
picturesqueness and dignity of it. To sleep in a lovely bedroom, to be called in the morning by a
perfect housemaid, to have one's early tea served in a delicate cup, and to listen as one drank
it to the birds singing in the trees in the park. She had an ingenuous appreciation of the
simplest material joys, and the fact that she would wear her nicest clothes every day and dress
for dinner every evening was a delightful thing to reflect upon. She got so much more out of life
than most people, though she was not aware of it. She opened the front door of the house in Mortimer
Street with her latch key, and went upstairs, almost unconscious that the damp heat was dreadful.
She met Jane Cup coming down and smiled at her happily. Jane, she said, if you are not busy, I should
like to have a little talk with you. Will you come into my room? Yes, Miss, Jane replied,
with her usual respectful ladies' maids' air. It was in truth Jane's highest ambition to become
some daymaid to a great lady, and she privately felt that her association with Miss Fox Seton
was the best possible training. She used to ask to be allowed to dress her when she went out,
and had felt it a privilege to be permitted to do her hair. She helped Emily to remove her walking dress,
and neatly folded away her gloves and veil.
She knelt down before her as soon as she saw her seat herself to take off her muddy boots.
Oh, thank you, Jane, Emily exclaimed with her kind italicized manner.
That is good of you. I am tired, really.
But such a nice thing has happened.
I have had such a delightful invitation for the first week in August.
I'm sure you'll enjoy it, miss, said Jane.
It's so odd in August.
Lady Maria Bain has been kind enough to,
to invite me to Mallow Court, explained Emily.
Smiling down at the cheap slipper Jane was putting on her large, well-shaped foot.
She was built on a large scale, and her foot was of no Cinderella-like proportions.
Oh, Miss, exclaimed Jane. How beautiful! I was reading about Mallow in modern society the other day,
and it said it was lovely, and her ladyship's parties were wonderful for smartness.
The paragraph was about the Marquess of Walderhurst.
Here's Lady Maria's cousin, said Emily, and he will be a little.
there when I am. She was a friendly creature and lived a life so really isolated from any ordinary
companionship that her simple little talks with Jane and Mrs. Cup were a pleasure to her. The
Cups were neither gossiping nor intrusive, and she felt as if they were her friends. Once when she had
been ill for a week, she remembered suddenly realizing that she had no intimates at all, and that if she
died, Mrs. Cups and Jane's would certainly be the last faces, and the only ones she would see.
She had cried a little the night she thought of it,
but then as she told herself she was feverish and weak,
and it made her morbid.
It was because of this invitation that I wanted to talk to you, Jane, she went on.
You see, we shall have to begin to contrive about dresses.
Yes, indeed, miss.
It's fortunate that the summer sales are on, isn't it?
I saw some beautiful coloured linens yesterday.
They were so cheap and they do make up so smart for the country.
Then you've got your new to saw with the blue collar and waistband.
It does become you.
I must say I think that her tussure always looks fresh, said Emily, and I saw a really nice little tan toke, one of those soft straw ones for three and eleven.
And just a twist of blue chiffon and a wing would make it look quite good.
She was very clever with her fingers, and often did excellent things with a bit of chiffon and a wing, or a few yards of linen or muslin, and a remnant of lace picked up at a sail.
She and Jane spent quite a happy afternoon in careful united contemplation of the resources of her limited wardrobe.
They found that the brown skirt could be altered, and with the addition of new reveres and collar,
and a jabot of string-coloured lace at the neck would look quite fresh.
A black net evening dress, which a patron had good-naturedly given her the year before,
could be remodelled and touched up delightfully.
Her fresh face and her square white shoulders were particularly adorned,
by black. There was a white dress which could be sent to the cleaners, and an old pink one whose
superfluous breaths could be combined with lace and achieve wonders. Indeed, I think I shall be
very well off for dinner dresses, said Emily. Nobody expects me to change often. Everyone knows,
if they notice at all. She did not know she was humble-minded and of an angelic contentedness
of spirit. In fact, she did not find herself interested in contemplation of her own qualities,
but in contemplation and admiration of those of other people.
It was necessary to provide Emily Fox Seton with food and lodging
and such a wardrobe as would be just sufficient credit to her more fortunate acquaintances.
She worked hard to attain this modest end and was quite satisfied.
She found at the shops where the summer sales were being held
a couple of cotton frocks to which her height and her small long waist
gave an air of actual elegance.
A sailor hat with a smart ribbon and well-set quills.
a few new trifles for her neck, a bow, a silk handkerchief daringly knotted, and some fresh gloves,
made her feel that she was sufficiently equipped. During her last expedition to the sales,
she came upon a nice white duck coat and skirt, which she contrived to buy as a present for Jane.
It was necessary to count over the contents of her purse very carefully, and to give up the
purchase of a slim umbrella she wanted, but she did it cheerfully. If she had been a rich woman,
she would have given presents to everyone she knew, and it was actually a luxury to her to be able to do something for the cups, who she always felt were continually giving her more than she paid for.
The care they took of her small room, the fresh hot tea they managed to have ready when she came in, the penny bunch of daffodils they sometimes put on her table were kindnesses and she was grateful for them.
I am very much obliged to you, Jane, she said to the girl, when she got into the four-willed cab on the eventful day of her journey to Mallow.
I don't know what I should have done without you, I'm sure.
I feel so smart in my dress now that you have altered it.
If Lady Maria's maid ever thinks of leaving her, I am sure I could recommend you for her place.
End of Chapter 1
Chapter 2 of Emily Fox Seton.
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Driggs. Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady
Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett. There were other visitors to Mallow Court
travelling by the 230 from Paddington, but they were much smarter people than Miss Fox Seton,
and they were put into a first-class carriage by a footman with a cockade and a long drab coat.
who travelled third with some workmen with bundles, looked out of her window as they passed,
and might possibly have breathed a faint sigh if she had not felt in such buoyant spirits.
She had put on her revived brown skirt and a white linen blouse with a brown dot on it.
A soft brown silk tie was knotted smartly under her fresh collar, and she wore her new sailor hat.
Her gloves were brown, and so was her parasol.
She looked nice and taut and fresh, but notably inexpensive.
The people who went to sales and bought things at 3 and 11 or 4.3 a yard would have been able to add her up and work out her total, but there would be no people capable of the calculation at Mallow.
Even the servants' hall was likely to know less of prices than this one guest did.
The people the drab-coated footman escorted to the first-class carriage were a mother and daughter.
The mother had regular little features, and would have been pretty if she had not been much too plump.
She wore an extremely smart travelling dress and a wonderful dust cloak of cool, pale, thin silk.
She was not an elegant person, but her appointments were luxurious and self-indulgent.
Her daughter was pretty and had a slim, swaying waist, soft pink cheeks and a pouting mouth.
Her large picture hat of pale blue straw, with its big gauze-bone, crushed roses,
had a slightly exaggerated Parisian air.
It is a little too picturesque, Emily thought, but how lovely she looks in it.
I suppose it was so becoming she could not help buying it.
I'm sure it's Thoreau.
As she was looking at the girl admiringly, a man passed her window.
He was a tall man with a square face.
As he passed close to Emily, he stared through her head, as if she had been transparent or invisible.
He got into the smoking carriage next to her.
When the train arrived at Mallow Station, he was one of the first.
persons who got out. Two of Lady Maria's men were waiting on the platform. Emily recognized their
liveries. One met the tall man, touching his hat, and followed him to a high cart in the shafts of
which a splendid iron-gray mare was fretting and dancing. In a few moments the arrival was on the
high seat, the footman behind, and the mayor speeding up the road. Ms. Fox Seton found herself
following the second footman and the mother and daughter, who were being taken to the landau
waiting outside the station. The footman piloted them, merely touching his hat quickly to
Emily, being fully aware that she could take care of herself. This she did promptly looking after
her box and seeing it safe in the Mallow omnibus. When she reached the Landau, the two other
visitors were in it. She got in, and an entire contentment sat down with her back to the horses.
The mother and daughter wore for a few minutes a somewhat uneasy air. They were evidently
sociable persons, but were not quite sure.
how to begin a conversation with an as-yet-unintroduced lady who was going to stay at the
country house to which they themselves were invited. Emily herself solved the problem,
producing her commonplace with a friendly, tentative smile. Isn't it a lovely country, she said?
It's perfect, answered the mother. I've never visited Europe before, and the English country
seems to me just exquisite. We have a summer place in America, but the country is quite different.
She was good-natured and disposed to talk, and with Emily Foxyton's genial assistance,
conversation flowed. Before they were halfway to Mallow, it had revealed itself that they were from Cincinnati,
and after a winter spent in Paris, largely devoted to visits to Pacin, Doucet, and Viro,
they had taken a house in Mayfair for the season. Their name was Brooke.
Emily thought she remembered hearing of them as people who spent a great deal of money
and went incessantly to parties, always a new and loving.
clothes. The girl had been presented by the American minister, and had had a sort of success because
she dressed and danced exquisitely. She was the kind of American girl who ended by marrying a
title. She had sparkling eyes and a delicate tip-tilted nose, but even Emily guessed that she
was an astute little person. Have you ever been to Mallow Court before, she inquired? No, and I'm
so looking forward to it. It is so beautiful. Do you know Lady Maria very well?
"'I've known her about three years.
"'She has been very kind to me.
"'Well, I shouldn't have taken her
"'for a particularly kind person.
"'She's too sharp.'
"'Emily smiled.
"'She's so clever,' she replied.
"'Do you know the Marquess of Walderhurst?' asked Mrs. Brooke.
"'No,' answered Miss Foxyton.
"'She had no part in that portion of Lady Maria's life
"'which was illumined by cousins who were Marquess's.
"'Lord Walderhurst did not drop into afternoon tea.
he kept himself for special dinner parties.
Did you see the man who drove away in the high card?
Mrs. Brooke continued with a touch of fevered interest.
Cora thought it must be the Marquess.
The servant who met him wore the same livery as the man up there,
with a nod toward the box.
It was one of Lady Maria's servants, said Emily.
I have seen him in South Ordley Street,
and Lord Walderhurst was to be at Mallow, Lady Maria mentioned it.
There, mother, exclaimed Cora.
Well, of course, if he was,
to be there, it will make it interesting, returned her mother, in a tone in which lurked an admission
of relief. Emily wondered if she had wanted to go somewhere else, and had been firmly directed toward
Mallow by her daughter. We heard a great deal of him in London this season, Mrs. Brooks went on.
Miss Cora Brooke laughed. We heard that at least a half a dozen people were determined to marry him,
she remarked with pretty scorn. I should think that to meet a girl who is indifferent might be good for him.
"'Don't be too indifferent, Cora,' said her mother with ingenuous ineptness.
"'It was a very stupid bit of revelation, and Miss Brooke's eyes flashed.
"'If Emily Fox Seton had been a sharp woman, she would have observed that
"'if the role of indifferent and piquant young person could be made dangerous to Lord Walderhurst,
"'it would be made so during this visit.
"'The man was in peril from this beauty from Cincinnati and her rather indiscreet mother,
"'though upon the whole the indiscreet maternal parent might unconsciously form,
his protection. But Emily only laughed amiably as at a humorous remark. She was ready to accept
almost anything as humour. Well, he would be a great match for any girl, she said,
he's so rich, you know, he is very rich. When they reached Mallow and were led out upon the lawn,
where the tea was being served under embowering trees, they found a group of guests eating little
hotcakes and holding teacups in their hands. There were several young women, and one of them
a very tall, very fair girl, with large eyes as blue as forget-me-nots, and with a lovely, limp and long
blue frock of the same shade, had been one of the beauties of the past season. She was a Lady Agatha
Slade, and Emily began to admire her at once. She felt her to be a sort of added boon bestowed by
kind fate upon herself. It was so delightful that she should be of this particular house-party,
this lovely creature whom she had only known previously through pictures in ladies' illustrated papers.
If it should occur to her to wish to become the marchioness of Walderhurst,
what could possibly prevent the consummation of her desire?
Surely not Lord Walderhurst himself, if he was human.
She was standing, leaning lightly against the trunk of an Ilex tree,
and a snow-white borsoy was standing close to her,
resting his long, delicate head against her gown,
encouraging the caresses of her fair stroking hand.
She was in this attractive pose when Lady Maria turned in her seat and said,
There's Walter Hurst.
The man who had driven himself over from the station in the cart was coming towards them across the grass.
He was past middle life and plain, but was of good height and had an air.
It was perhaps on the whole rather an air of knowing what he wanted.
Emily Fox Seton, who by that time was comfortably seated in a cushioned basket chair,
sipping her own cup of tea, gave him the benefit of the doubt,
when she wondered if he was not really distinguished and aristocratic-looking.
He was really neither, but was well-built and well-dressed,
and had good greyish-brown eyes about the colour of his greyish-brown hair.
Among these amiably worldly people,
who were not in the least moved by an altruistic prompting,
Emily's greatest capital consisted in the fact that she did not expect to be taken the least notice of.
She was not aware that it was her capital,
because the fact was so wholly a part of the simple contendedness of her nature
that she had not thought about it at all.
The truth was that she found all her entertainment and occupation
in being an audience or a spectator.
It did not occur to her to notice that,
when the guests were presented to him,
Lord Walderhurst barely glanced at her surface as he bowed
and could scarcely be said to forget her existence the next second
because he had hardly gone to the length of recognizing it.
As she enjoyed her extremely nice cup of tea and little buttered scorn,
she also enjoyed looking at his lordship discreetly
and trying to make an innocent summing up of his mental attitudes.
Lady Maria seemed to like him and to be pleased to see him.
He himself seemed in an undemonstrative way to like Lady Maria.
He also was evidently glad to get his tea and enjoyed it as he sat at his cousin's side.
He did not pay very much attention to anyone else.
Emily was slightly disappointed to see that he did not glance at the beauty and the borsoy more than twice,
and then that his examination seemed as much for the borsoy as for the beauty.
She could not help also observing that since he had joined the circle, it had become more animated,
so far at least as the female members were concerned.
She could not help remembering Lady Maria's remark about the effect he produced on women when he entered a room.
Several interesting or sparkling speeches had already been made.
there was a little more laughter and chatiness, which somehow it seemed to be quite open to Lord
Waldehurst to enjoy, though it was not exactly addressed to him. Miss Cora Brooke, however,
devoted herself to a young man in white flannels with an air of tennis about him. She sat a little
apart and talked to him in a voice soft enough to even exclude Lord Walderhurst. Presently she and her
companion got up and sauntered away. They went down the broad flight of ancient stone steps which
led to the tennis court, lying in full view below the lawn.
There they began to play tennis. Miss Brooks skimmed and darted about like a swallow.
The swirl of her lace petticoats was most attractive.
That girl ought not to play tennis in shoes with ridiculous heels, remarked Lord Walderhurst.
She will spoil the court. Lady Maria broke into a little chuckle.
She wanted to play at this particular moment, she said, and as she has only just arrived,
it did not occur to her to come out to tea in tennis shoes.
She'll spoil the court all the same, said the marquis.
What clothes! It's amazing how girls dress now.
I wish I had such clothes, answered Lady Maria, and she chuckled again.
She's got beautiful feet.
She's got Louis Kins' heels, returned his lordship.
At all events, Emily Fox Seton thought Miss Brooke seemed to intend to rather keep out of his way
and to practice no delicate allurements.
when her tennis playing was at an end she sauntered about the lawn and terraces with her companion
tilting her parasol prettily over her shoulder so that it formed an entrancing background to her face and head
she seemed to be entertaining the young man his big laugh and the silver music of her own lighten merriment rang out a little tantalizingly
i wonder what cora is saying said mrs brooke to the group at large she always makes men laugh so
Emily Fox Seton felt an interest herself, the merriment sounded so attractive.
She wondered if perhaps to a man who had been so much run after, a girl who took no notice of
his presence and amused other men so much, might not assume an agreeable aspect.
But he took more notice of Lady Agatha Slade than of anyone else that evening.
She was placed next to him at dinner, and she really was radiant to look upon in palest green chiffon.
She had an exquisite little head with soft hair piled with one.
wondrous lightness upon it, and her long little neck swayed like the stem of a flower.
She was lovely enough to arousing the beholder's mind the anticipation of her being silly,
but she was not silly at all.
Lady Maria commented upon that fact to Miss Fox Seton when they met in her bedroom late that night.
Lady Maria liked to talk and be talked to for half an hour after the day was over,
and Emily Fox Seton's admiring interest in all she said, she found it once stimulating and soothing.
Her ladyship was an old woman who indulged and inspired herself with an Epicurean wisdom.
Though she would not have stupid people about her, she did not always want very clever ones.
They give me too much exercise, she said.
The epigrammatic ones keep me always jumping over fences.
Besides, I like to make all the epigrams myself.
Emily Fox Seton struck a happy meme, and she was a genuine admirer.
She was intelligent enough not to spoil the point of an epigram,
she repeated it, and she might be relied upon to repeat it and give all the glory to its originator.
Lady Maria knew there were people, who, hearing your good things, appropriated them without a
scruple. Tonight, she said a number of good things to Emily in summing up her guests and their
characteristics. Walderhurst has been to me three times when I made sure that he would not
escape without a new marchioness attached to him. I should think he would take one to put an end to the
annoyance of dangling unplucked upon the bow. A man in his position, if he has character
enough to choose, can prevent even his wife's being a nuisance. He can give her a good house,
hang the family diamonds on her, supply a decent elderly woman as a sort of lady-in-waiting,
and turn her into the paddock to kick up her heels within the limits of decorum. His own rooms can
be sacred to him. He has his clubs and his personal interests. Husbands and wives annoy each other
very little in these days. Married life has become.
comparatively decent. I should think his wife might be very happy, commented Emily. He looks very
kind. I don't know whether he's kind or not. It has never been necessary for me to borrow money from him.
Lady Maria was capable of saying odd things in her refined little drawling voice. He's more respectable
than most men of his age. The diamonds are magnificent, and he not only has three superb places,
but has money enough to keep them up. Now there are three aspirants at Mallow in the present
party. Of course, you can guess who they are, Emily? Emily Fox Seaton almost blushed. She felt a little
indelicate. Lady Agatha would be very suitable, she said, and Mrs. Ralph is very clever, of course,
and Miss Brooke is really pretty. Lady Maria gave vent to her small chuckle. Mrs. Ralph is the
kind of woman who means business. She'll corner Walderhurst and talk literature and roll her eyes at him
until he hates her. These writing women, who are intensely pleased with themselves, if they have
some good looks into the bargain, believe themselves capable of marrying anyone. Mrs. Ralph has fine
eyes and rolls them. Waldahurst won't be ogled. The Brooke girl is sharper than Ralph.
She was very sharp this afternoon. She began at once. I didn't see her, wondering.
Yes, you did, but you didn't understand. The tennis and the laughing with young Harriet on the terrace.
She is going to be the piquant young woman who aggravates by indifference and disdains rank and splendour.
The kind of girl who has her innings and novelettes, but not out of them.
The successful women are those who know how to toadie in the right way, and not, obviously.
Walderhurst has far too good an opinion of himself to be attracted by a girl who is making up to another man.
He's not five-and-twenty.
Emily Fox Seton was reminded, in spite of herself, of Mrs. Brooks' plaint,
don't be too indifferent, Cora.
She did not want to recall it exactly
because she thought the Brooks agreeable
and would have preferred to think them disinterested.
But after all, she reflected,
how natural that a girl who was so pretty
should feel that the Marquess of Walderhurst
represented prospects.
Chiefly, however, she was filled with admiration
at Lady Maria's cleverness.
How wonderfully you observe everything, Lady Maria,
she exclaimed.
How wonderfully!
I have had 47 seasons in London.
That's a good many, you know.
47 seasons of debutants and mothers tend toward enlightenment.
Now there is Agatha Slade, poor girl.
She's of a kind I know by heart.
With birth and beauty, she's perfectly helpless.
Her people are poor enough to be entitled to aid from the charity organisation,
and they have had the indecency to present themselves with six daughters.
Six!
All with delicate skins and delicate little noses and heavenly eyes.
most men can't afford them, and they can't afford most men.
As soon as Agatha begins to go off a little, she will have to step aside if she has not married.
The others must be allowed their chance.
Agatha has had the advertising of the illustrated papers this season, and she has gone well.
In these days a new beauty is advertised like a new soap.
They haven't given them sandwich men in the streets, but that is about all that has been denied them.
But Agatha has not had any special offer, and I know both she and her mother are a little
frightened. Alex must come out next season and they can't afford frocks for two. Agatha will have to be
sent to their place in Ireland, and to be sent to Castle Clare is almost like being sent to the Bastille.
She'll never get out alive. She'll have to stay there and see herself grow thin instead of slim and
colourless instead of fair. Her little nose will grow sharp and she will lose her hair by degrees.
Oh, Emily Fox Seton gave forth sympathetically. What a pity that would be.
I thought, I really thought, Lord Walderhurst seemed to admire her.
Oh, everyone admires her for that matter.
But if they go no further, that will not save her from the Bastille, poor thing.
There, Emily, we must go to bed. We have talked enough.
End of Chapter 2.
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Recording by Caroline Driggs. Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett. Chapter 3
To awaken in a still delicious room with the summer morning sunshine breaking softly into it through leafy greenness was a delightful thing to Miss Fox Seton, who was accustomed to opening her eyes upon four walls covered with cheap paper to the sound of the sound of her eyes.
of outside hammerings and the rattle and heavy roll of wheels. In a building at the back of her
bed-sitting room there lived a man whose occupation, beginning early in the morning, involved
banging of a persistent nature. She awakened to her first day at Malo, stretching herself
luxuriously with the smile of a child. She was so thankful for the softness of her lavender-fragrant
bed, and so delighted with the lovely freshness of her chint's hung room. As she lay upon her
pillow she could see the boughs of the trees and hear the chatter of darting starlings.
When her morning tea was brought, it seemed like nectar to her. She was a perfectly healthy
woman, with a palate as unspoiled as that of a six-year-old child in the nursery. Her enjoyment
of all things was so normal as to be in her day and time an absolute abnormality. She rose
and dressed at once, eager for the open air and sunshine. She was out upon the lawn before any
else but the borsoy, which rose from beneath the tree and came with stately walk toward her.
The air was exquisite. The broad, beautiful stretch of view lay warm in the sun. The masses of
flowers on the herbaceous borders showed leaves and flower cups adorned with glittering drops of dew.
She walked across the spacious sweep of short-cropped sod and gazed in raptured at the country
spread out below. She could have kissed the soft white sheep dotting the fields,
and lying in gentle, huddled groups under the trees.
The darlings, she said in a little effusive outburst.
She talked to the dog and fondled him.
He seemed to understand her mood,
and pressed close against her gown when she stopped.
They walked together about the gardens,
and presently picked up an exuberant retriever,
which bounded and wriggled and at once settled into a steady trot beside them.
Emily adored the flowers as she walked by their beds,
and at interval stopped to bury her face in bunches of spicy things.
She was so happy that the joy in her hazel eyes was pathetic.
She was startled as she turned into a rather narrow rosewalk
to see Lord Walderhurst coming toward her.
He looked exceedingly clean in his fresh light Knickerbocker suit,
which was rather becoming to him.
A gardener was walking behind, evidently gathering roses for him,
which he put into a shallow basket.
it. Emily Fox Seton cast about for a suitable remark to make if he should chance to stop to speak to her.
She consoled herself with the thought that there were things she really wanted to say about the beauty of
the gardens and certain clumps of heavenly blue campanulas, which seemed made a feature of in the
herbaceous borders. It was so much nicer not to be obliged to invent observations, but his lordship
did not stop to speak to her. He was interested in his roses, which she heard.
afterward were to be sent to town to an invalid friend. And as she drew near, he turned aside to speak
to the gardener. As Emily was just passing him when he turned again, and as the passage was narrow,
he found himself unexpectedly gazing into her face. Being nearly the same height, they were so near
each other that it was a little awkward. I beg pardon, he said, stepping back a pace and lifting his
straw hat. But he did not say, I beg pardon Miss Fox Seton, and Emma,
Emily knew that he had not recognise her again, and had not the remotest idea who she was or where
she came from. She passed him with her agreeable, friendly smile, and there returned to her mind
Lady Maria's remarks of the night before. To think that if he married poor pretty Lady Agatha,
she will be mistress of three places quite as beautiful as Mallow, three lovely old houses,
three sets of gardens, with thousands of flowers to bloom every year. How nice it would be for her!
She is so lovely that it seems as if he must fall in love with her.
Then, if she was marchioness of Walderhurst, she could do so much for her sisters.
After breakfast she spent her morning in doing a hundred things for Lady Maria.
She wrote notes for her and helped her to arrange plans for the entertainment of her visitors.
She was very busy and happy.
In the afternoon she drove across the moor to Mourndel, a village on the other side of it.
She really went on an errand for her hostess,
but as she was fond of driving and the brown cob was a beauty,
she felt that she was being given a treat on a level with the rest of her ladyship's generous
hospitality. She drove well, and her straight, strong figure showed to much advantage on the high-seated the car.
Lord Walderhurst himself commented on her as he saw her drive away.
She has a nice, flat, straight back, that woman, he remarked to Lady Maria.
What is her name? One never hears people's names when one is introduced.
Her name is Emily Fox Seton, her ladyship answered, and she's a nice creature.
That would be an inhuman thing to say to most men, but if one is a thoroughly selfish being,
and has some knowledge of one's own character, one sees that a nice creature might be a nice companion.
You are quite right, was Lady Maria's reply, as she held up her lorgnette and watched the cart spin down the avenue.
I am selfish myself, and I realise that is the reason why Emily Fox-Siton,
is becoming the load star of my existence. There is such comfort in being pandered to by a person
who is not even aware that she is pandering. She doesn't suspect that she is entitled to thanks for
it. That evening Mrs. Ralph came shining to dinner in amber satin, which seemed to possess
some quality of stimulating her to brilliance. She was witty enough to collect an audience,
and Lord Walderhurst was drawn within it. This was Mrs. Ralph's evening. When the
Then returned to the drawing-room, she secured his lordship at once and managed to keep him.
She was a woman who could talk pretty well, and perhaps Lord Walderhurst was amused.
Emily Fox Seton was not quite sure that he was, but at least he listened.
Lady Agatha Slade looked a little listless and pale.
Lovely as she was, she did not always collect an audience, and this evening she said she had a headache.
She actually crossed the room, and taking a seat by Miss Emily Foxx's,
Seton, began to talk to her about Lady Maria's charity knitting, which she had taken up.
Emily was so gratified that she found conversation easy.
She did not realize that at that particular moment she was a most agreeable and comforting
companion for Agatha Slade.
She had heard so much of her beauty during the season, and remembered so many little things
that a girl who was a thought depressed might like to hear referred to again.
Sometimes to Agatha the balls where people had collected in groups to watch her down,
the flattering speeches she had heard, the dazzling hopes which had been raised, seemed a little
unreal, as if, after all, they could have been only dreams. This was particularly so, of course,
when life had dulled for a while, and the atmosphere of unpaid bills became heavy at home.
It was so today, because the girl had received a long, anxious letter from her mother, in which
much was said of the importance of an early preparation for the presentation of Alex.
who had really been kept back a year and was in fact near a 20 than 19.
If we were not into Brett and Burke, one might be reserved about such matters,
poor Lady Claraway wrote,
but what is one to do when all the world can buy one's daughter's ages at the booksellers?
Miss Fox Seton had seen Lady Agatha's portrait at the Academy,
and the way in which people had crowded about it.
She had chance to hear comments also,
and she agreed with a number of persons who had not thought
the picture did the original justice. Sir Bruce Norman was standing by me with an elderly lady the
first time I saw it. She said as she turned a new row of the big white wolf scarf her hostess was
knitting for a deep-sea fisherman's charity. He really looked quite annoyed. I heard him say,
It is not good at all. She's far, far lovelier. Her eyes are like blue flowers. The moment I
saw you, I've found myself looking at your eyes. I hope I didn't seem rude. Lady Agatha smiled.
She had flushed delicately and took up in her slim hand a skein of the white wool.
There are some people who are never rude, she sweetly said, and you are one of them, I am sure.
That knitting looks nice. I wonder if I could make a comforter for a deep-sea fisherman.
If it would amuse you to try, Emily answered, I will begin one for you.
Lady Maria has several pairs of wooden needles. Shall I?
Do, please, how kind of you.
In a pause of her conversation, Mrs. Ralph, a little later, looked across the room at Emily Fox Seton bending over Lady Agatha and the knitting, as she gave her instructions.
What a good-natured creature, that is, she said.
Lord Walderhurst lifted his monocle and inserted it in his unillumined eye.
He also looked across the room.
Emily wore the black evening dress which gave such opportunities to her square white shoulders and firm column of throat.
The country air and sun had deepened the colour on her cheek, and the light of the nearest
lamp fell kindly on the big twist of her nut-brown hair and burnished it.
She looked soft and warm, and so generously interested in her pupil's progress that she
was rather sweet.
Lord Walderhurst simply looked at her.
He was a man of but few words.
Women who were sprightly found him somewhat unresponsive.
In fact, he was aware that a man in his position need not exert himself.
the women themselves would talk. They wanted to talk because they wanted him to hear them.
Mrs. Ralph talked. She is the most primeval person I know. She accepts her fate without a trace of
resentment. She simply accepts it. What is her fate? asked Lord Walderhurst, still gazing in his
unbiased manner through his monocle and not turning his head as he spoke. It is her fate to be a woman
who is perfectly well-born, and who is as penniless as a charwoman, and works like one.
She is at the beck and call of anyone who will give her an odd job to earn a meal with.
That is one of the new ways women have found of making a living.
Good skin, remarked Lord Walderhurst irrelevantly.
Good hair, quite a lot.
She has some of the nicest blood in England in her veins,
and she engaged my last cook for me, said Mrs. Ralph.
Hope she was a good cook.
Very. Emily Fox Seaton has a faculty of finding decent people. I believe it is because she is so decent herself, with a little laugh.
Looks quite decent, commented Walderhurst. The knitting was getting on famously. It was odd you should see Sir Bruce Norman that day, Agatha Slade was saying.
It must have been just before he was called away to India. It was. He sailed the next day. I happened to know because some friends of mine met me only a few yards from your
picture and began to talk about him. I had not known before that he was so rich. I had not heard about his
collieries in Lancashire. Oh, opening her big eyes in heartfelt yearning, how I wish I owned
colliery. It must be so nice to be rich. I never was rich, answered Lady Agatha with a bitter little
sigh. I know it's hideous to be poor. I never was rich, said Emily. And I never shall be. You, a little
Shiley are so different. Lady Agatha flushed delicately again. Emily Foxseaton made a gentle joke.
You have eyes like blue flowers, she said. Lady Agatha lifted the eyes like blue flowers,
and they were pathetic. Oh, she gave forth almost impetuously. Sometimes it seems as if it does not
matter whether one has eyes or not. It was a pleasure to Emily Foxyton to realize that after this
the beauty seemed to be rather drawn toward her.
Their acquaintance became almost a sort of intimacy
over the wool scarf for the deep-sea fisherman,
which was taken up and laid down,
and even carried out on the lawn
and left under the trees for the footmen to restore
when they brought in the rugs and cushions.
Lady Maria was amusing herself
with the making of knitted scarfs and helmets just now,
and bits of white or grey knitting were the fashion at Mallow.
Once Agatha brought hers to Emily's room in the afternoon
to ask that a dropped stitch might be taken
up, and this established a sort of precedent. Afterward, they began to exchange visits.
The strenuousness of things was becoming, in fact, almost too much for Lady Agatha.
Most unpleasant things were happening at home, and occasionally Castle Clare loomed up
grayly in the distance like a spectre. Certain tradespeople who ought, in Lady Claraway's opinion,
to have kept quiet and waited in patience until things became better, were becoming hideously persistent.
in view of the fact that Alex's next season must be provided for, it was most awkward.
A girl could not be presented and properly launched in the world, in a way which would give her a proper chance without expenditure.
To the Claraway's expenditure meant credit, and there were blots as of tears on the letters in which Lady Claraway reiterated that the tradespeople were behaving horribly.
Sometimes, she said once in desperation, things looked as if they would all be obliged to shut themselves up in Castle
Clare to retrench, and then what was to become of Alex in her season? And there were Millicent,
and Hilda, and Eve. More than once there was the mist of tears in the flower-blue eyes,
when Lady Agatha came to talk. Confidence between two women establishes itself through processes
at once subtle and simple. Emily Fox Seton could not have told when she first began to know that
the beauty was troubled and distressed. Lady Agatha did not know when she first slipped into
making frank little speeches about herself.
But these things came about.
Agatha found something like comfort in her acquaintance with the big, normal, artless creature,
something which actually raised her spirits when she was depressed.
Emily Fox Seton paid constant kindly tribute to her charms and helped her to believe in them.
When she was with her, Agatha always felt that she really was lovely, after all,
and that loveliness was a great capital.
Emily admired and revered it so, and evidently never dreamed of doubting its omnipotence.
She used to talk as if any girl who was a beauty was a potential duchess.
In fact, this was a thing she quite ingenuously believed.
She had not lived in a world where marriage was a thing of romance, and for that matter
neither had Agatha.
It was nice if a girl liked the man who married her, but if he was a well-behaved,
agreeable person of good means, it was natural that she would end by
liking him sufficiently, and to be provided for comfortably or luxuriously for life,
and not left upon one's own hands or one's parents, was a thing to be thankful for in any case.
It was such a relief to everybody to know that a girl was settled, and especially it was such a
relief to the girl herself. Even novels and plays were no longer fairy stories of entrancing
young men and captivating young women who fell in love with each other in the first chapter,
and after increasingly picturesque incidents were married in the last one in the absolute surety
of being blissfully happy forevermore.
Neither Lady Agatha nor Emily had been brought up on this order of literature,
nor in an atmosphere in which it was accepted without reservation.
They had both had hard lives and knew what lay before them.
Agatha knew she must make a marriage or fade out of existence in prosaic and narrowed dullness.
Emily knew that there was no prospect for her of desirable marriage at all.
She was too poor, too entirely unsupported by social surroundings,
and not sufficiently radiant to catch the roving eye.
To be able to maintain herself decently,
to be given an occasional treat by her more fortunate friends,
and to be allowed by fortune to present to the face of the world
the appearance of a woman who was not a pauper was all she could expect,
but she felt that Lady Agatha had the right to more.
She did not reason the matter out and ask herself why she had the right to more,
but she accepted the proposition as a fact.
She was ingenuously interested in her fate and affectionately sympathetic.
She used to look at Lord Walderhurst quite anxiously at times when he was talking to the girl.
An anxious mother could scarcely have regarded him with a greater desire to analyze his sentiments.
The match would be such a fitting one.
he would make such an excellent husband, and there were three places, and the diamonds were magnificent.
Lady Maria had described to her a certain tiara which she frequently pictured to herself as glittering above Agatha's exquisite low brow.
It would be infinitely more becoming to her than to Miss Brooke or Mrs. Ralph, though either of them would have worn it with spirit.
She could not help feeling that both Mrs. Ralph's brilliancy and Miss Brooke's insoucients prettiness were not unworthy of being.
encountered in the running, but Lady Agatha seemed somehow so much more completely the thing wanted.
She was anxious that she should always look her best, and when she knew that disturbing letters were
fretting her, and saw that they made her look pale and less luminous, she tried to raise her spirits.
Suppose we take a brisk walk, she would say, and then you might try a little nap. You look a little
tired. Oh, said Agatha one day, how kind you are to me. I believe you actually care about my
complexion about my looking well. Lord Waldehurst said to me the other day, was Emily's angelically
tactful answer, that you were the only woman he had ever seen who always looked lovely.
Did he? exclaimed Lady Agatha and flushed sweetly. Once Sir Bruce Norman actually said that to me,
I told him it was the nicest thing that could be said to a woman. It is all the nicer,
with a sigh, because it isn't really true. I am sure Lord Walder. I am sure Lord
Wolderhurst believed it true, Emily said.
He is not a man who talks, you know.
He is very serious and dignified.
She had herself a reverence and admiration for Lord Wolderhurst bordering on tender awe.
He was indeed a well-mannered person, of whom painful things were not said.
He also conducted himself well towards his tenetry, and was patron of several notable charities.
To the unexacting and innocently respectful mind of Emily Fox Seton, this was at once impressed.
and attractive. She knew, though not intimately, many noble personages quite unlike him.
She was rather early Victorian and touchingly respectable. I have been crying, confessed Lady Agatha.
I was afraid so, Lady Agatha, said Emily. Things are getting hopeless in Curson Street. I had a letter
from Millicent this morning. She is next in age to Alex, and she says, oh, a number of things.
When girls see everything passing by them, it makes the
irritable. Millison is 17, and she is too lovely. Her hair is like a red-gold cloak,
and her eyelashes are twice as long as mine. She sighed again, and her lips, which were like
curved rose petals, unconcealedly quivered. They were all so cross about Sir Bruce Norman
going to India, she added. He will come back, said Emily benignly. But he may be too late. Has he,
ingenuously, seen Alex? Agatha flushed oddly this time. Her delicate skin registered every emotion
exquisitely. He has seen her, but she was in the schoolroom, and I don't think. She did not
finish, but stopped uneasily and sat and gazed out of the open window into the park. She did not
look happy. The episode of Sir Bruce Norman was brief and even vague. It had begun well. Sir Bruce had
met the beauty at a ball, and they had danced together more than once. Sir Bruce had attractions
other than his old baronetcy and his coal mines. He was a good-looking person, with a laughing
brown eye and a nice wit. He had danced charmingly and paid gay compliments. He would have done
immensely well. Agatha had liked him. Emily sometimes thought she had liked him very much.
Her mother had liked him, and had thought he was attracted. But after a number of occasions of
agreeable meetings. They had encountered each other on the lawn at Goodwood, and he had announced
that he was going to India. Forthwith he had gone, and Emily had gathered that somehow Lady Agatha
had been considered somewhat to blame. Her people were not vulgar enough to express this,
frankly, but she had felt it. Her younger sisters had upon the whole made her feel it most. It had been
born in upon her that if Alex, or Millicent with the red-gold cloak, or even Eve, who was a gypsy,
had been given such a season and such Doucette frocks,
they would have combined them with their wonderful complexions
and lovely little chins and noses
in such a manner as would at least have prevented desirable acquaintances
from feeling free to take P&O's steamers to Bombay.
In her letter of this morning,
Melissa's temper had indeed got somewhat the better of her taste and breeding,
and lovely Agatha had cried large tears,
so it was comforting to be told that Lord Walderhurst
had said such an extremely amiable thing.
If he was not young, he was really very nice, and there were exalted persons who absolutely had rather a fad for him.
It would be exceptionally brilliant.
The brisk walk was taken, and Lady Agatha returned from it blooming.
She was adorable at dinner, and in the evening gathered an actual court about her.
She was all in pink, and a wreath of little pink wild roses lay close about her head,
making her with her tall, young slimness, look like a Botticelli nymph.
Emily saw that Lord Walderhurst looked at her a great deal.
He sat on an extraordinarily comfortable corner seat and stared through his monocle.
Lady Maria always gave her Emily plenty to do.
She had a nice taste in floral arrangement,
and early in her visit it had fallen into her hands as a duty to do the flowers.
The next morning she was in the gardens early,
gathering roses with the dew on them,
and was in the act of cutting some adorable Mrs. Sharman Crawford's,
when she found it behoved her to let down her carefully tucked up petticoats
as the Marquess of Walderhurst was walking straight toward her.
An instinct told her that he wanted to talk to her about Lady Agatha Slade.
You get up earlier than Lady Agatha, he remarked, after he had wished her good morning.
She is oftener invited to the country than I am, she answered.
When I have a country holiday, I want to spend every moment of it out of doors,
and the mornings are so lovely.
They are not like this in Mortimer Street.
Do you live in Mortimer Street?
Yes. Do you like it?
I'm very comfortable.
I am fortunate in having a nice landlady.
She and her daughter are very kind to me.
The morning was indeed heavenly.
The masses of flowers were drenched with dew,
and the already hot sun was drawing fragrance from them
and filling the warm air with it.
The Marquess, with his monocle fixed,
looked up into the cobalt blue sky,
and among the trees, or a wood-dove or two, cooed with musical softness.
Yes, he observed with a glance which swept the scene.
It is different from Mortimer Street, I suppose.
Are you fond of the country?
Oh, yes, sighed Emily.
Oh, yes.
She was not a specially articulate person.
She could not have conveyed in words all that her, oh, yes,
really meant of simple love for and joy in rural sights and sounds and sense,
but when she lifted her big, kind hazel eyes to him,
the earnestness of her emotion made them pathetic,
as the unspeakableness of her pleasures often did.
Lord Walderhurst gazed at her through the monocle,
with an air he sometimes had of taking her measure
without either unkindliness or particular interest.
Is Lady Agatha fond of the country? he inquired?
She is fond of everything that is beautiful, she replied.
Her nature is as love.
lovely as her face, I think. Is it? Emily walked a step or two away to a rose climbing up the
grey-red wall and began to clip off blossoms which tumbled sweetly into her basket. She seems lovely
in everything, she said, in disposition and manner and everything. She never seems to disappoint
one or make mistakes. You are fond of her? She has been so kind to me. You often say people are
kind to you. Emily paused and felt a trifle confused. Realizing that she was not a clever person,
and being a modest one, she began to wonder if she was given to a parrot phrase which made her tiresome.
She blushed up to her ears. People are kind, she said hesitatingly. I, you see, I have nothing to give,
and I always seem to be receiving. What luck, remarked his lordship, calmly gazing at her.
He made her feel rather awkward, and she was at once relieved and sorry when he walked away to
join another early riser who had come out upon the lawn. For some mysterious reason, Emily Foxseaton
liked him. Perhaps his magnificence and the constant talk she had heard of him had warmed her imagination.
He had never said anything particularly intelligent to her, but she felt as if he had.
He was a rather silent man, but never looked stupid. He had made some good speeches in the
House of Lords, not brilliant, but sound and of a dignified respectability. He had also written
two pamphlets. Emily had an enormous respect for intellect, and frequently it must be admitted
for the thing which passed for it. She was not exacting. During her stay at Mallow in the summer,
Lady Maria always gave a village treat. She had given it for 40 years, and it was a lively
function. Several hundred wildly joyous village children were fed to repletion with exhilarating
buns and cake and tea in mugs, after which they ran races for prizes and were entertained in various
ways, with the aid of such of the House Party as were benevolently inclined to make themselves
useful. Everybody was not so inclined, though people always thought the thing amusing.
Nobody objected to looking on, and some were agreeably stimulated by the general sense of festivity.
but Emily Fox Seton was found by Lady Maria to be invaluable on this occasion.
It was so easy, without the least sense of ill-feeling, to give her all the drudgery to do.
There was plenty of drudgery, though it did not present itself to Emily Fox Seton in that light.
She no more realised that she was giving Lady Maria a good deal for her money, so to speak,
than she realized that her ladyship, though an amusing and delightful, was an absolutely selfish, inconsiderate old woman.
So long as Emily Fox Seton did not seem obviously tired, it would not have occurred to Lady Maria that she could be so, that after all her legs and arms were mere human flesh and blood, that her substantial feat were subject to the fatigue unending trudging to and fro inducers.
Her ladyship was simply delighted that the preparations went so well, that she could turn to Emily for service and always find her ready.
Emily made lists and calculations. She worked out plans and made purchases. She interviewed the village.
matrons who made the cake and buns and boiled the tea in bags in a copper. She found the women
who could be engaged to assist in cutting cake and bread and butter and helping to serve it. She ordered
the putting up of tents and forms and tables, the innumerable things to be remembered she called
to mind. Really, Emily, said Lady Maria, I don't know how I have done this thing for 40 years
without you. I must always have you at Mallow for the treat. Emily was of the genial nature which
rejoices upon even small occasions, and is invariably stimulated to pleasure by the festivities
of others. The festal atmosphere was a delight to her. In her numberless errands to the village,
the sight of the excitement in the faces of the children she passed on her way to this cottage and
that, filled her eyes with friendly glee and wreathed her face with smiles. When she went into the
cottage where the cake was being baked, children hovered about in groups and nudged each other
giggling. They hung about, partly through thrilled interest, and partly because their joy made them eager
to curtsy to her as she came out. The obeisance seeming to identify them even more closely with the
coming treat. They grinned and beamed rosily, and Emily smiled at them and nodded, uplifted by a
pleasure almost as infantile as their own. She was really enjoying herself so honestly that she did not
realize how hard she worked during the days before the festivity. She was really ingenious and invented a
number of new methods of entertainment. It was she who, with the aid of a couple of gardeners,
transformed the tents into bowers of green boughs, and arranged the decorations of the tables and the
park gates. What a lot of walking you do, Lord Walderhurst said to her once as she passed the group
on the lawn. Do you know how many hours you've been on your feet today? I like it, she answered,
and as she hurried by, she saw that he was sitting a shade nearer to Lady Agatha than she had ever
seen him sit before, and that Agatha, under a large hat of white gauze frills, was looking like
a seraph, so sweet and shining were her eyes, so flower fair her face. She looked actually
happy. Perhaps he has been saying things, Emily thought. How happy she will be. He has such a
nice pair of eyes. He would make a woman very happy. A faint sigh fluttered from her lips.
She was beginning to be physically tired and was not yet quite aware of it. If she had not been
physically tired. She would not even vaguely have had at this moment recalled to her mind the fact
that she was not of the women to whom things are said and to whom things happen.
Emily Fox Seton, remarked Lady Maria, fanning herself as it was frightfully hot, has the most
admirable effect on me. She makes me feel generous. I should like to present her with the smartest
things from the wardrobes of all my relations. Do you give her clothes? asked Waldahurst.
I haven't any to spare, but I know they would be useful to her.
The things she wears are touching.
They are so well contrived, and produce such a decent effect with so little.
Lord Walderhurst inserted his monocle, and gazed after the straight, well-set-up back of the disappearing Miss Fox Seton.
I think, said Lady Agatha gently, that she is really handsome.
So she is, admitted Walderhurst, quite a good-looking woman.
That night Lady Agatha repeated the amiable.
to Emily, whose grateful amazement really made her blush.
Lord Walderhurst knows Sir Bruce Norman, said Agatha.
Isn't it strange? He spoke of him to me today. He says he's clever.
You had a nice talk this afternoon, hadn't you? said Emily.
You both looked so, so as if you were enjoying yourselves when I passed.
Did he look as if he were enjoying himself? He was very agreeable. I did not know he could be so
agreeable. I have never seen him look as much pleased, answered Emily Fox Seton,
though he always looks as if he liked talking to you, Lady Agatha. That large white,
Gaugh's garden hat, reflectively, is so very becoming. It was very expensive, sighed lovely
Agatha, and they last such a short time. Mama said it really seemed almost criminal to buy it.
How delightful it will be, remarked cheering Emily, when you need not think of things like that.
Oh, with another sigh, this time a catch of the breath.
It would be like heaven.
People don't know.
They think girls are frivolous when they care, and that it isn't serious.
But when one knows one must have things, that they are like bread, it is awful.
The things you wear really matter.
Emily was bringing all her powers to bear upon the subject, and with an anxious kindness which was quite angelic.
Each dress makes you look like another sort of picture.
Have you, contemplatively, anything quite different to wear tonight and tomorrow?
I have two evening dresses I have not worn here yet, a little hesitatingly.
I, well, I saved them.
One is a very thin black one with silver on it.
It has a trembling silver butterfly for the shoulder and one for the hair.
Oh, put that on tonight, said Emily eagerly.
When you come down to dinner, you will look so, so new.
I always think that to see a fair person suddenly for the first time all in black
gives one a kind of delighted start, though start isn't the word quite.
Do put it on.
Lady Agatha put it on.
Emily Fox Seton came into her room to help to add the last touches to her beauty before she went
down to dinner.
She suggested that the fair hair should be dressed even higher and more likely than usual,
so that the silver butterfly should poise the more airily over the knot, with its quivering
outstretched wings. She herself poised the butterfly high upon the shoulder. Oh, it is lovely,
she exclaimed, drawing back to gaze at the girl. Do let me go down a moment or so before you do,
so that I can see you come into the room. She was sitting in a chair quite near Lord Wolderhurst
when her charge entered. She saw him really give something quite like a start when Agatha appeared.
His monocle, which had been in his eye, fell out of it, and he picked it up by its thin cord and
replaced it. Psychie, she heard him say in his odd voice, which seemed merely to make a statement
without committing him to an opinion. Psychie. He did not say it to her or to anyone else. It was simply a
kind of exclamation, appreciative and perceptive without being enthusiastic, and it was curious.
He talked to Agatha nearly all the evening. Emily came to Lady Agatha before she retired,
looking even a little flushed. What are you going to wear at the treat tomorrow? she asked.
muslin with entre d'oe of lace and the gauze garden hat and a white parasol in shoes. Lady Agatha
looked a little nervous. Her pink fluttered in her cheek. And tomorrow night, said Emily,
I have a very pale blue. Won't you sit down, dear Miss Foxyton? We must both go to bed and sleep.
You must not get tired. But she sat down for a few minutes because she saw the girl's eyes
asking her to do it. The afternoon post had brought a more than usually depressing letter from
Curzon Street. Lady Claraway was at her motherly wits ends, and was really quite touching in her
distraction. Her dressmaker was entering a suit. The thing would get into the papers, of course.
Unless something happens, something to save us by staving off things, we shall have to go to
Castle Clare at once. It will be all over. No girl could be presented with such a thing in the air.
They don't like it.
They, of course, meant persons whose opinions made London's society's law.
To go to Castle Clare, faltered Agatha, will be like being sentenced to starve to death.
Alex and Hilda and Millicent and Eve and I will be starved quite slowly,
for the want of the things that make girls' lives bearable when they have been born in a certain class,
and even if the most splendid thing happened in three or four years,
it would be too late for us for, almost too late for each.
Eve, if you are out of London, of course, you are forgotten. People can't help forgetting.
Why shouldn't they when there are such crowds of new girls every year? Emily Fox Seton was sweet.
She was quite sure that they would not be obliged to go to Castle Clare. Without being indelicate,
she was really able to bring hope to the fore. She said a good deal of the black gauze dress
and the lovely effect of the silver butterflies. I suppose it was the butterflies which made Lord
Waldehurst say psyche, psyche, when he first saw you, she added en passant. Did he say that?
And immediately Lady Agatha looked as if she had not intended to say the words.
Yes, answered Emily, hurrying on with a casual air, which had a good deal of tact in it,
and black makes you so wonderfully fair and aerial. You scarcely look quite real in it. You might
float away, but you must go to sleep now. Lady Agatha went with her to the door of the room to bid her
good night. Her eyes looked like those of a child who might presently cry a little.
Oh, Miss Fox Seton, she said in a very young voice, you are so kind.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness,
and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett, Chapter 4.
The parts of the park nearest to the house already presented a busy aspect
when Miss Fox Seton passed through the gardens the following morning.
Tables were being put up, and baskets of bread and cake and groceries
were being carried into the tent where the tea was to be prepared.
The workers looked interested in good.
humoured. The men touched their hats as Emily appeared, and the women curtsied smilingly.
They had all discovered that she was amiable, and to be relied on in her capacity of her
ladyship's representative. She's a worker, that Miss Fox Eaton, one said to the other,
I never seen one that was a lady full, too, as she does. Ladies, even when they means well,
has a way of standing about and telling you to do things without seeming to know quite how they
ought to be done. She's coming to help with the bread and butter cutting herself this morning,
and she put up all them packages of sweets yesterday with her own hands.
She did him up in different coloured papers and tied him with bits of ribbon
because she said she know children was prouder of coloured things and plain.
They was like that.
And so they are. A bit of red or blue goes a long way with a child.
Emily cut bread and butter and cake and placed seats and arranged toys on tables all the morning.
The day was hot, though beautiful, and she was so busy that she had scarcely time for her breakfast.
The household party was in the gayest spirits.
Lady Maria was in her most amusing mood.
She had planned to drive to some interesting ruins for the afternoon of the next day,
and a dinner party for the evening.
Her favourite neighbours had just returned to their country seat five miles away,
and they were coming to the dinner to her great satisfaction.
Most of her neighbours bored her,
and she took them in doses at her dinners,
as she would have taken medicine.
But the lock years who are young and good-looking and clever,
and she was always glad when they came to Loach during her stay at Mallow.
There is not a frump or a boar among them, she said.
In the country people are usually frumps when they are not boars,
and boars when they are not frumps,
and I am in danger of becoming both myself.
Six weeks of unalloyed dinner parties composed of certain people I know
would make me begin to wear moreen petticoats
and talk about the deplorable condition of London society.
She led all her flock out onto the lawn under the Ilex trees
after breakfast. Let us go and encourage industry, she said. We will watch Emily Fox Seaton working.
She is an example. Curiously enough, this was Miss Cora Brooks day. She found herself actually
walking across the lawn with Lord Walderhurst by her side. She did not know how it happened,
but it seemed to occur accidentally. We never talked to each other, he said. Well, answered
Cora, we have talked to other people a great deal. At least I have. Yes, you have talked a good
deal, said the Marquess. Does that mean I have talked too much? He surveyed her prettiness through his
glass. Perhaps the holiday stir in the air gave him a festive moment. It means that you haven't
talked enough to me. You have devoted yourself too much to the laying low of young Harriet. She laughed
to trifle sorcery. You are a very independent, young lady, remarked Walderhurst, with a lighter man of
unusual. You ought to say something deprecatory, or a little coy perhaps. I shan't, said
Cora composedly. Shant or won't, he inquired. They are both bad words for little girls,
or young ladies, to use to their elders. Both said Miss Cora Brooke with a slightly pleased
flush. Let us go over to the tents and see what poor Emily Fox Seton is doing. Poor Emily
Fox Seton, said the Marquist noncommittally. They went, but they did not stay long.
The treat was taking form. Emily Fox Seton was hot and deeply engaged. People were coming to her for orders. She had a thousand things to do and to superintend the doing of. The prizes for the races and the presents for the children must be arranged in order. Things for boys and things for girls. Presence for little children, presents for big ones. Nobody must be missed and no one must be given the wrong thing. It would be dreadful, you know, Emily said to the two when they came into her tent and began to.
to ask questions, if a big boy should get a small wooden horse, or a little baby should be given
a cricket bat and ball. Then it would be so disappointing if a tiny girl got a workbox,
and a big one got a doll. One has to get things in order. They look forward to this so,
and it's heartbreaking to a child to be disappointed, isn't it? Walderhurst gazed uninspiringly.
Who did this for Lady Maria when you were not here? he inquired. Oh, other people, but she says it was
tiresome. Then with an illuminated smile, she has asked me to Mallow for the next 20 years for the
treats. She is so kind. Maria is a kind woman, with what seemed to Emily delightful amiability.
She is kind to her treats and she is kind to Maria Bain. She is kind to me, said Emily. You don't know
how I am enjoying this. That woman enjoys everything, Lord Waldehurst said when he walked away with
Cora. What a temperament to have. I would give 10,000 a year for it. She has so little, said
Cora, that everything seems beautiful to her. One doesn't wonder either. She's very nice. Mother and I
quite admire her. We are thinking of inviting her to New York and giving her a real good time.
She would enjoy New York. Have you ever been there, Lord Wolderhurst? No. You ought to come really.
So many Englishmen come now and they all seem to like it. Perhaps
I will come, said Waldershurst. I have been thinking of it. One is tired of the continent,
and one knows India. One doesn't know Fifth Avenue in Central Park on the Rocky Mountains.
One might try them, suggested pretty Miss Cora. This certainly was her day. Lord
Walderhurst took her and her mother out in his own particular High Fayton before lunch.
He was fond of driving, and his own Faiton and horses had come to Mallow with him. He took only his
favorites out, and though he bore himself on this occasion with a calm air, the event caused a little
smiling flurry on the lawn. At least, when the Fayton spun down the avenue with Miss Brooke and her
mother looking slightly flushed and thrilled in their high seats of honour, several people exchanged
glances and raised eyebrows. Lady Agatha went to her room and wrote a long letter to Curson Street.
Mrs. Ralph talked about the problem play to young Harriet and a group of others. The afternoon, brilliant,
and blazing, brought new visitors to assist by their presence at the treat.
Lady Maria always had a large house party, and added guests from the neighbourhood to make for
gaiety. At two o'clock a procession of village children and their friends and parents, headed
by the village band, marched up the avenue and passed before the house on their way to their
special part of the park. Lady Maria and her guests stood upon the broad steps and welcomed
the jock and crowd as it moved by, with hospitable bows and
nods and becks and wreathed smiles. Everybody was in a delighted good humour.
As the villagers gathered in the park, the house party joined them by way of the gardens.
A conjurer from London gave an entertainment under a huge tree, and children found
white rabbits taken from their pockets and oranges from their caps with squeals of joy
and shouts of laughter. Lady Maria's guests walked about and looked on, laughing with the children.
The great affair of tea followed the performance. No treat is fairly underway until the children
are filled to the brim with tea and buns and cake, principally cake in plummy wedges.
Lady Agatha and Mrs. Ralph handed cake along rows of children seated on the grass.
Miss Brooke was talking to Lord Walderhurst when the work began. She had poppies in her hat and
carried a poppy-coloured parasol and sat under a tree looking very alluring.
I ought to go and help to hand cake, she said.
My cousin Maria ought to do it, remarked Lord Walderhurst, but she will not.
Neither shall I.
Tell me something about the elevated railroad in 550,000th Street.
He had a slightly rude, gracefully languid air, which Cora Brooke found somewhat impressive
after all.
Emily Fox Seton handed cake and regulated supplies with cheerful tact and good spirits.
When the older people were given their tea, she moved about their tables attending to everyone.
She was too heart-hole in her interest in her hospitality's to find time to join Lady Maria and her party at the table under the Ilex trees.
She ate some bread and butter and drank a cup of tea while she talked to some old women she had made friends with.
She was really enjoying herself immensely, though occasionally she was obliged to sit down for a few moments just to rest her tired feet.
The children came to her as to an omnipotent and benign being.
She knew whether toys were kept and what prizes were to be given for the races.
She represented law and order and bestowal.
The other ladies walked about in wonderful dresses, smiling and exalted.
The gentleman aided the sports in an amateurish way and made patrician jokes among themselves.
But this one lady seemed to be part of the treat itself.
She was not so grandly dressed as the others.
dress was only blue linen with white bands on it, and she had only a sailor hat with a buckle and bow.
But she was of her ladyship's world of London people nevertheless, and they liked her more than they had ever
liked a lady before. It was a fine treat, and she seemed to have made it so. There had never been
quite such a varied and jovial treat at Mallow before. The afternoon waxed and waned. The children
played games and raced and rejoiced until their young limbs began to fail them. The
The older people sauntered about or sat in groups to talk and listen to the village band.
Lady Maria's visitors, having had enough of rural festivities, went back to the gardens in excellent spirits, to talk and to watch a game of tennis which had taken form on the court.
Emily Fox Seton's pleasure had not abated, but her colour had done so.
Her limbs ached and her still smiling face was pale as she stood under the beech tree regarding the final ceremonies of the festal day, to preside over with her.
which Lady Maria and her party returned from their seats under the Ilex trees. The National Anthem
was sung loudly, and there were three tremendous cheers given for her ladyship. They were such
joyous and hearty cheers that Emily was stirred almost to emotional tears. At all events,
her hazel eyes looked nice and moistly bright. She was an easily moved creature. Lord Walderhurst
stood near Lady Maria and looked pleased also. Emily saw him speak to her ladyship and saw Lady Maria
a smile. Then he stepped forward with his non-committal air and his monocle glaring calmly in his eye.
Boys and girls, he said in a clear, far-reaching voice, I want you to give three of the biggest
cheers you are capable of for the lady who has worked to make your treat the success it has been.
Her ladyship tells me she has never had such treat before. Three cheers for Miss Fox Seton.
Emily gave a gasp and felt a lump rise in her throat.
She felt as if she had been without warning suddenly changed into a royal personage,
and she scarcely knew what to do.
The whole treat, juvenile and adult, male and female, burst into three cheers which were roars and bellows.
Hats and caps were waved and tossed into the air,
and every creature turned toward her as she blushed and bowed in tremulous gratitude and delight.
Oh, Lady Maria, oh Lord Walderhurst, she said, when she managed to get to them.
How kind you are to me!
End of Chapter 4.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Waldersh by Francis Hodgson Burnett, Chapter 5.
After she had taken her early tea in the morning, Emily Fox Seton lay upon her pillows and gazed out upon the tree branches near her window in a state of bliss.
She was tired but happy. How well everything had gone off. How pleased Lady Maria had been, and how kind of Lord Waldehurst to ask,
the villagers to give three cheers for herself. She had never dreamed of such a thing.
It was the kind of attention not usually offered to her. She smiled her childlike smile and
blushed at the memory of it. Her impression of the world was that people were really very
amiable as a rule. They were always good to her, at least, she thought, and it did not occur to her
that if she had not paid her way so remarkably well by being useful, they might have been less
agreeable. Never once had she doubted that Lady Maria was the most admirable and generous of human
beings. She was not aware in the least that her ladyship got a good deal out of her. Injustice to her
ladyship, it may be said that she was not wholly aware of it herself, and that Emily absolutely
enjoyed being made use of. This morning, however, when she got up, she found herself more tired
than she ever remembered being before, and it may be easily argued that a woman who runs about London
on other people's errands often knows what it is to be aware of aching limbs.
She laughed a little when she discovered that her feet were actually rather swollen,
and that she must wear a pair of her easiest slippers.
I must sit down as much as I can today, she thought,
and yet with the dinner party and the excursion this morning,
there may be a number of little things Lady Maria would like me to do.
There were indeed numbers of things Lady Maria was extremely glad to ask her to do.
The drive to the ruins was to be made before lunch, because some of the guests felt that an afternoon
jaunt would leave them rather fagged for the dinner party in the evening.
Lady Maria was not going, and as presently became apparent, the carriages would be rather crowded
if Miss Fox Seton joined the party. On the whole, Emily was not sorry to have an excuse for remaining
at home, and so the carriages drove away comfortably filled, and Lady Maria and Miss Foxx Seton
watched their departure. I have no intention of having my mind.
venerable bones rattled over hill and dale the day I give a dinner party, said her ladyship.
Please ring the bell, Emily. I want to make sure of the fish. Fish is one of the problems of
country life. Fishmongers are demons, and when they live five miles from one, they can arouse the
most powerful human emotions. Malo Court was at a distance from the country town, delightful in
its effects upon the rusticity of the neighbourhood, but appalling when considered in connection
with fish. One could not dine without fish. The town was small and barren of resources,
and the one fishmonger of weak mind and unreliable nature. The footman who obeyed the summons of
the bell informed her ladyship that the cook was rather anxious about the fish as usual.
The fishmonger had been a little doubtful as to whether he could supply her needs, and his cart
never arrived until half-past twelve. Great goodness! exclaimed her ladyship when the man retired.
what a situation if we found ourselves without fish. Old General Barnes is the most
ferocious old Gormond in England, and he loathes people who give him bad dinners. We are all rather
afraid of him, the fact is, and I will own that I am vain about my dinners. That is the last charm
nature leaves a woman, the power to give decent dinners. I shall be fearfully annoyed if any
ridiculous thing happens. They sat in the morning room together writing notes and talking, and as half-past
twelve, junior, watching for the fishmonger's cart. Once or twice Lady Maria spoke of Lord
Walderhurst. He has an interesting creature to my mind, she said. I have always rather liked him.
He has original ideas, though he's not in the least brilliant. I believe he talks more freely
to me, on the whole, than to most people, though I can't say he has a particularly good opinion
of me. He stuck his glass in his eye and stared at me last night in that weird way of his,
and said to me, Maria, in an ingenuous fashion of your own, you are the most abominably selfish
woman I ever beheld. Still, I know he rather likes me. I said to him, that isn't quite true, James.
I am selfish, but I'm not abominably selfish. Abominably selfish people always have nasty tempers,
and no one can accuse me of having a nasty temper. I have the disposition of a bowl of bread and milk.
Emily, as wheels rattled up the avenue, is that the fishmonger's cart?
No, answered Emily at the window. It is the butcher. His attitude toward the women here has made my joy, Lady Maria proceeded, smiling over the deep-sea fisherman's knitted helmet she had taken up. He behaves beautifully to them all, but not one of them has really a leg to stand on as far as he is responsible for it. But I will tell you something, Emily. She paused.
seat and waited with interested eyes. He is thinking of bringing the thing to an end and marrying
some woman. I feel it in my bones. Do you think so? exclaimed Emily. Oh, I can't help hoping,
but she paused also. You hope it will be Agatha Slade, Lady Maria ended for her. Well, perhaps it will
be. I sometimes think it is Agatha, if it's anyone. And yet I'm not sure. One never could be
sure with Walderhurst. He has always had a trick of keeping more than his mouth shut. I wonder if he could
have any other woman up his sleeve. Why do you think? began Emily. Lady Maria laughed. For an odd reason.
The Walderhursts have a ridiculously splendid ring in the family, which they have a way of giving to the
women they become engaged to. It's ridiculous because, well, because a ruby as big as a trousers button is
ridiculous. You can't get over there. There is a story connected with this one, centuries and things,
and something about the woman the first Walderhurst had it made for. She was a dame, something or other,
who had snubbed the king for being forward, and the snubbing was so good for him that he thought
she was a saint, and gave the ruby for her betrothal. Well, by the merest accident, I found
Walderhurst had sent his man to town for it. It came two days ago. Oh, how interesting, said
Emily, thrilled. It must mean something. It is rather a joke. Wheels again, Emily, is that the fishmonger?
Emily went to the window once more. Yes, she answered if his name is Buggle. His name is Buggle, said Lady Maria,
and we are saved. But five minutes later, the cook herself appeared at the morning room door.
She was a stout person who panted and respectfully removed beads of perspiration from her brow with a clean
handkerchief. She was as nearly pale as a heated person of her weight, maybe.
And what has happened now, Cook? asked Lady Maria.
That bugle, your ladyship, said Cook. Says your ladyship can't be no sorrier than he is,
but when fish goes bad in a night, it can't be made fresh in the morning. He brought it that
I might see it for myself, and it is in a state as could not be used by anyone. I was that
upset, your ladyship, that I felt like I must come and explain myself. What can be done? exclaimed,
Lady Maria. Emily do suggest something. We can't even be sure, said the cook, that Batch has what
would suit us. Batch sometimes has it, but he's the fishmonger at Mordle, and that's four miles away,
and we are short-ended your ladyship, now the house is so full, and not a servant that could be
spared. Dear me, said Lady Maria, Emily, this is really enough to drive one quite mad.
If everything was not out of the stables, I know you would drive over to Mordle.
You are such a good walker, catching a gleam of hope.
Do you think you could walk?
Emily tried to look cheerful.
Lady Maria's situation was really an awful one for a hostess.
It would not have mattered in the least if her strong healthy body had not been so tired.
She was an excellent walker, and ordinarily eight miles would have meant nothing in the way of fatigue.
She was kept in good training by her walking in town.
Springy moorlands swept by fresh breezes,
was not like London streets.
I think I can manage it, she said nice temperately.
If I had not run about so much yesterday, it would be a mere nothing.
You must have the fish, of course.
I will walk over the moor to Mordle and tell Batch it must be sent at once.
Then I will come back slowly.
I can rest on the heather, by the way.
The moor is lovely in the afternoon.
You dear soul, Lady Maria broke forth.
What a boon you are to a woman.
She felt quite grateful.
There arose in her mind an impulse to invite Emily Fox Seton to remain the rest of her life with her,
but she was too experienced an elderly lady to give way to impulses.
She privately resolved, however, that she would have her a good deal in South Ordly Street,
and would make her some decent presence.
When Emily Fox Seton attired for her walk in her shortest brown linen frock and shadiest hat passed through the hall,
the postboy was just delivering the midday letters to a footman.
servant presented his salver to her with a letter for herself lying upon the top of one,
addressed in Lady Claraway's handwriting, to the Lady Agatha Slade.
Emily recognised it as one of the epistles of many sheets, which so often made poor Agatha
shed slow and depressed tears. Her own letter was directed in the well-known hand of Mrs.
Cup, and she wondered what it could contain. I hope the poor things are not in any trouble,
she thought. They were afraid the young man in the sitting-room was engaged.
If he got married and left them, I don't know what they would do. He has been so regular.
Though the day was hot, the weather was perfect, and Emily having exchanged her easy slippers
for an almost equally easy pair of tan shoes, found her tired feet might still be used.
Her disposition to make the very best of things inspired her to regard even an eight-mile walk
with courage. The moorland air was so sweet. The sound of the bees droning as they stumbled about
in the heather was such a comfortable, peaceful thing, that she convinced herself that she should
find the four miles to Mourndle quite agreeable. She had so many nice things to think of, that
she temporarily forgot that she had put Mrs. Cupp's letter in her pocket, and was halfway
across the moor before she remembered it. "'Dear me!' she exclaimed when she recalled it,
"'and must see what has happened.' She opened the envelope and began to read as she walked.
But she had not taken many steps before she uttered an exclamation and stopped.
"'How very nice for them!' she said.
But she turned rather pale.
From a worldly point of view, the news the letter contained was indeed very nice for the Cups,
but it put a painful aspect upon the simple affairs of poor Miss Fox Seton.
"'It is a great piece of news in one way,' wrote Mrs. Cup,
"'and yet me and Jane can't help feeling a bit low at the thought of the changes it will make
and us living where you won't be with us, if I may take the liberty, miss.'
My brother William made a good bit of money in Australia,
but he's always been homesick for the old country, as he always calls England.
His wife was a colonial, and when she died a year ago,
he made up his mind to come home to settle in Chichester where he was born.
He says there's nothing like the feeling of a cathedral town.
He's bought such a nice house a bit out, with a big garden,
and he wants me and Jane to come and make an home with him.
He says he's worked hard all his life, and now he means to be comfortable,
and he can't be bothered with housekeeping.
He promises to provide well for a housekeeping.
us both, and he wants us to sell up Mortimer Street and come as quick as possible.
But we shall miss you, Miss. And though her Uncle William keeps a trap and everything according,
and Jane is grateful for his kindness, she broke down and cried hard last night and says to me,
Oh, mother, if Miss Fox Seton could just manage to take me as a maid, I would rather be it than
anything. Traps don't feed the art, mother, and I have a feeling for Miss Fox Seaton,
as is perhaps unbecoming to my station. But we've got the men in the house ticketing things,
is miss, and we want to know what we should do with the articles in your bed-sitting-room.
The friendliness of the two faithful cups and the humble turkey-red comforts of the bed-sitting
room had meant home to Emily Fox Seton. When she had turned her face and had tired feet away
from discouraging errands and small humiliations and discomforts, she had turned them toward the
bed-sitting room, the hot little fire, the small, fat, black kettle singing on the hob,
and the two-and-eleven-penny T-set.
Not being given to crossing bridges before she reached them,
she had never contemplated the dreary possibility
that her refuge might be taken away from her.
She had not dwelt upon the fact that she had no other real refuge on earth.
As she walked among the sun-heated heather and the luxuriously droning bees,
she dwelt upon it now with a suddenly realising sense.
As it came home to her soul, her eyes filled with the,
big tears, which brimmed over and rolled down her cheeks. They dropped upon the breast of her
linen blouse and left marks. I shall have to find a new bed-sitting room somewhere, she said,
the breast of the linen blouse lifting itself sharply. It would be so different to be in a
house with strangers. Mrs. Cupp and Jane, she was obliged to take out her handkerchief at that moment.
I am afraid I can't get anything respectable for ten shillings a week.
It was very cheap, and they were so nice.
All her fatigue of the early morning had returned.
Her feet began to burn and ache,
and the sun felt almost unbearably hot.
The mist in her eyes prevented her seeing the path before her.
Once or twice she stumbled over something.
It seems as if it must be farther than four miles, she said.
And then there is the walk back.
I am tired, but I must have.
get on, really?
End of Chapter 5.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walders
by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
The drive to the ruins had been a great success.
It was a drive of just sufficient length to put people in spirits without fatiguing them.
The party came back to lunch with delightful appetites.
Lady Agatha and Miss Cora Brooke had pink cheeks.
The Marquess of Walderhurst had behaved charmingly to both of them.
He had helped each of them to climb about among the ruins,
and had taken them both up the steep, dark stairway of one of the towers
and stood with them looking over the turrets into the courtyard and the moat.
He knew the history of the castle, and could point out the banquet hall and the chapel and the serving places, and new legends about the dungeons.
He gives us all a turn, mother, said Miss Cora Brooke. He even gave a turn yesterday to poor Emily Fox Seton. He's rather nice.
There was a great deal of laughter at lunch after their return. Miss Cora Brooke was quite brilliant in her gay little sallies, but though she was more talkative than Lady Agatha, she did not look more brilliant.
The letter from Curzon Street had not made the beauty shed tears.
Her face had fallen when it had been handed to her on her return,
and she had taken it upstairs to her room with rather a flagging step.
But when she came down to lunch, she walked with the movement of a nymph.
Her lovely little face wore a sort of tremulous radiance.
She laughed like a child at every amusing thing that was said.
She might have been ten years old instead of twenty-two.
Her colour, her eyes, her spirit seemed of a farmy.
freshness so infantine. She was leaning back in her chair laughing enchanting at one of Miss
Brooke's sparkling remarks when Lord Walderhurst, who sat next to, has said suddenly, glancing
round the table, but where is Miss Fox Seton? It was perhaps a significant fact that up to this moment
nobody had observed her absence. It was Lady Maria who replied, I am almost ashamed to answer,
she said, as I have said before, Emily Fox Seton has become the load star of my existence. I cannot
live without her. She has walked over to Mourndel to make sure that we do not have a dinner party without
fish tonight. She has walked over to Mourndel, said Lord Walderhurst, after yesterday. There was not a pair
of wheels left in the stable, answered Lady Maria. It is disgraceful, of course, but she is a splendid
walker, and she said she was not too tired to do it. It is the kind of thing she ought to be
given the Victoria Cross for, saving one from a dinner party without fish. The markwell, the mark
of Walderhurst took up the cord of his monocle and fixed the glass rigidly in his eye.
It is not only four miles too Mordle, he remarked, staring at the tablecloth, not at Lady Maria,
but it is four miles back. By a singular coincidence, said Lady Maria. The talk and laughter
went on and the lunch also, but Lord Walderhurst, for some reason best known to himself, did not
finish his. For a few seconds he stared at the tablecloth, then he pushed aside his nearly disposed off
cutlet, then he got up from his chair quietly.
Excuse me, Maria, he said, and without further ado went out of the room and walked toward
the stables.
There was excellent fish at Mordle.
Batch produced it at once, fresh, sound, and desirable.
Had she been in her normal spirits, Emily would have rejoiced at the sight of it and have retraced
her four miles to Mallow in absolute jubilation.
She would have shortened and beguiled her return journey by depicting to herself,
Lady Maria's pleasure and relief, but the letter from Mrs. Cup lay like a weight of lead in her pocket.
It had given her such things to think of as she walked that she had been oblivious to heather and bees and fleece-bedecked summer blue sky,
and had felt more tired than in any tramp through London streets that she could call to mind.
Each step she took seemed to be carrying her farther away from the few square yards of home
the bed-sitting room had represented under the dominion of the Cups.
Every moment she recalled more strongly that it had been home.
Home! Of course it had not been the third-floor-back room so much as it had been the cups who made it so,
who had regarded her as a sort of possession, who had liked to serve her and had done it with actual affection.
I shall have to find a new place, she kept saying. I shall have to go among quite strange people.
She had suddenly a new sense of being without resource. That was one of the proofs of the
curious heaviness of the blow the simple occurrence was to her. She felt temporarily almost as if
there were no other lodging houses in London, though she knew that really there were tens of
thousands. The fact was that though there might be other cups or their counterparts, she could
not make herself believe such a good thing possible. She had been physically worn out before she had
read the letter, and its effect had been proportionate to her fatigue and lack of power to rebound.
She was vaguely surprised to feel that the tears kept filling her eyes and falling on her cheeks in big, heavy drops.
She was obliged to use her handkerchief frequently, as if she was suddenly developing a cold in her head.
I must take care, she said once, quite prosaically, but with more pathos in her voice than she was aware of,
or I shall make my nose quite red.
Though Batch was able to supply fish, he was unfortunately not able to send it to Mallow.
His cart had gone out on a round just before Miss Foxyton's arrival,
and there was no knowing when it would return.
Then I must carry the fish myself, said Emily.
You can put it in a neat basket.
I'm very sorry, Miss, I am indeed, Miss, said Batch, looking hot and pained.
It will not be heavy, returned Emily,
and her ladyship must be sure of it for the dinner party.
So she turned back to recross the moor with a basket of fish on her arm,
and she was so pathetically unhappy,
that she felt that so long as she lived, the odour of fresh fish would make her feel sorrowful.
She had heard of people who were made sorrowful by the odor of a flower,
or the sound of a melody,
but in her case it would be the smell of fresh fish that would make her sad.
If she had been a person with a sense of humour,
she might have seen that this was a thing to laugh at a little.
But she was not a humorous woman, and just now,
Oh, I shall have to find a new place she was thinking,
and I have lived in that little room for years.
The sun got hotter and hotter,
and her feet became so tired
that she could scarcely drag one of them after another.
She had forgotten that she had left Mallow before lunch,
and that she ought to have got a cup of tea at least at Mourndel.
Before she had walked a mile on her way back,
she realized that she was frightfully hungry and rather faint.
There is not even a cottage where I could get a glass of water, she thought.
The basket, which was really comparatively light, began to feel heavy on her arm, and at length
she felt sure that a certain burning spot on her left heel must be a blister which was being rubbed by
her shoe. How it hurt her, and how tired she was! How tired! And when she left Mallow, lovely, luxurious
mallow, she would not go back to her little room all fresh from the cup's autumn house cleaning,
which included the washing and ironing of her turkey red hangings and chair covers,
she would be obliged to huddle into any poor place she could find,
and Mrs. Cupp and Jane would be in Chichester.
But what good fortune it is for them, she murmured.
They need never be anxious about the future again.
How wonderful it must be to know that one need not be afraid of the future.
I—indeed, I think I really must sit down.
She sat down upon the sun-warmed Heather,
and actually let her tear-wet face drop upon her hands.
Oh, dear, oh dear, oh dear, she said helplessly.
I must not let myself do this.
I mustn't.
Oh, dear, oh dear, oh dear.
She was so overpowered by her sense of her own weakness
that she was conscious of nothing but the fact that she must control it.
Upon the elastic Morland Road,
wheels stole upon one without a sound,
so the wheels of a rapidly driven high cart approached her, and were almost at her side before
she lifted her head, startled by a sudden consciousness that a vehicle was near her.
It was Lord Walderhurst's cart, and even as she gazed at him with alarmed wet eyes,
his lordship descended from it, and made a sign to his groom who at once impassibly drove on.
Emily's lips tried to tremble into a smile.
She put out her hand fumblingly toward the fish-basket, and having secured it began to
rise. I sat down to rest, she faltered, even apologetically. I walked to Mordle, and it was so hot.
Just at that moment a little breeze sprang up and swept across her cheek. She was so grateful
that her smile became less difficult. I got what Lady Maria wanted, she added, and the childlike
dimple in her cheek endeavored to defy her eyes. The Marquess of Walderhurst looked rather odd.
Emily had never seen him look like this before.
He took a silver flask out of his pocket in a matter-of-fact way
and filled its cup with something.
That is Sherry, he said.
Please drink it.
You are absolutely faint.
She held out her hand eagerly.
She could not help it.
Oh, thank you, thank you, she said.
I am so thirsty.
And she drank it as if it were the nectar of the gods.
Now, Miss Foxyton, he said.
Please sit down again.
I came here to drive you back to Mallow,
and the cart will not come back for a quarter of an hour.
You came on purpose, she exclaimed, feeling in truth somewhat awe-struck.
But how kind of you, Lord Walderhurst, how good!
It was the most unforeseen and amazing experience of her life,
and at once she sought for some reason which could connect with his coming
some more interesting person than mere Emily Foxyton.
Oh, the thought flashed upon her.
He had come for some reason connected with Lady Agatha.
He made her sit down on the heather again, and he took a seat beside her.
He looked straight into her eyes.
You have been crying, he remarked.
There was no use denying it.
And what was there in the good grey-brown eye, gazing through the monocle,
which so moved her by its suggestion of kindness and some new feeling?
Yes, I have, she admitted.
I don't often, but, well, yes, I have.
What was it?
It was the most extraordinary thump her heart gave at this moment.
She had never felt such an absolute thump.
It was perhaps because she was tired.
His voice had lowered itself.
No man had ever spoken to her before like that.
It made one feel as if he was not an exalted person at all,
only a kind, kind one.
She must not presume upon his kindness and make much of her prosaic troubles.
She tried to smile in a proper casual way.
Oh, it was a small thing, really, was her effort at treating the matter lightly.
But it seems more important to me than it would to anyone with a family.
The people I live with, who have been so kind to me, are going away.
The cups, he asked.
She turned quite round to look at him.
How, she faltered, did you know about them?
Maria told me, he answered.
I asked her.
It seemed such a human sort of interest to him.
have taken in her. She could not understand, and she had thought he scarcely realized her existence.
She said to herself that was so often the case. People were so much kinder than one knew.
She felt the moisture welling in her eyes and stared steadily at the heather, trying to wink it
away. I am really glad, she explained hastily. It is such good fortune for them. Mrs. Cupp's
brother has offered them such a nice home. They need never be anxious again. But they will leave
Mortimer Street, and you will have to give up your room. Yes, I must find another. A big drop got the
better of her and flashed on its way down her cheek. I can find a room perhaps, but I can't find.
She was obliged to clear her throat. That was why you cried? Yes, after which she sat still.
You don't know where you will live? No. She was looking so straight before her and trying so hard to
behave discreetly, that she did not see that he had drawn nearer to her. But a moment later,
she realized it because he took hold of her hand. His own closed over it firmly. Will you? He said,
I came here, in fact, to ask you if you will come and live with me. Her heart stood still,
quite still. London was so full of ugly stories about things done by men of his rank,
stories of transgressions, of follies, of cruelties.
So many were open secrets.
There were men who, even while keeping up an outward aspect of respectability,
were held accountable for painful things.
The lives of well-born, struggling women were so hard.
Sometimes such nice ones went under because temptation was so great.
But she had not thought, she could not have dreamed.
She got on her feet and stood upright before him.
He rose with her, and because she was a tall woman, their eyes were on a level.
Her own big and honest ones were wide and full of crystal tears.
Oh, she said in helpless woe.
Oh!
It was perhaps the most effective thing a woman ever did.
It was so simple that it was heartbreaking.
She could not have uttered a word, he was such a powerful and great person, and she was
so without help or stay.
Since the occurring of this incident, she has often been.
spoken of as a beauty, and she has, without doubt, had her fine hours. But Walderhurst has never
told her that the most beautiful moment of her life was undoubtedly that in which she stood upon
the heather, tall and straight and simple, her hands hanging by her sides, her large, tear-filled
hazel eyes gazing straight into his. In the femininity of her frank defenselessness, there was an
appeal to nature's self in man, which was not quite of earth, and for several seconds they stood so
and gazed into each other's souls, the usually unilluminated nobleman and the prosaic young woman
who lodged on a third floor back in Mortimer Street. Then quite quickly something was lighted in his eyes
and he took a step towards her. Good heavens, he demanded, what do you suppose I'm asking of you?
I don't know, she answered. I don't know. My good girl, he said even with some irritation. I am
asking you to be my wife. I am asking you to come and live with me in an entirely
respectable manner as the marchioness of Walderhurst. Emily touched the breast of her brown
linen blouse with the tips of her fingers. You are asking me, she said. Yes, he answered.
His glass had dropped out of his eye, and he picked it up and replaced it. There is black with
the cart, he said, I will explain myself with greater clearness as we drive back to Mallow.
the basket of fish was put in the cart and emily foxseaton was put in then the marquess got in himself and took the reins from his groom you will walk back black he said by that path with a wave of the hand in a diverging direction
as they drove across the heather emily was trembling softly from head to foot she could have told no human being what she felt only a woman who had lived as she had lived and who had been trained as she had been trained
could have felt it. The brilliance of the thing which had happened to her was so unheard of and so
undeserved, she told herself. It was so incredible that even with the splendid grey mares high-held
head before her, and Lord Walderhurst by her side, she felt that she was only part of a dream.
Men had never said things to her, and a man was saying them. The Marquess of Walderhurst was saying them.
They were not the kind of things every man says or said in every man's way,
but they so moved her soul that she quaked with joy.
I am not a marrying man, said his lordship,
but I must marry, and I like you better than any woman I have ever known.
I do not generally like women.
I am a selfish man, and I want an unselfish woman.
Most women are as selfish as I am myself.
I used to like you when I heard Maria speak of you.
I have watched you and thought of you ever since I came here.
"'You are necessary to everyone, and you are so modest that you know nothing about it.
"'You are a handsome woman, and you are always thinking of other women's good looks.'
"'Emily gave a soft little gas.
"'But Lady Agatha,' she said, "'I was sure it was Lady Agatha.'
"'I don't want a girl,' returned his lordship.
"'A girl would bore me to death.
"'I am not going to dryness a girl at the age of 54.
"'I want a companion.'
"'But I am so far from clever,' faltered Emily.
The mark was turned in his driving seat to look at her. It was really a very nice look he gave her.
It made Emily's cheeks grow pink and her simple heart beat. You are the woman I want, he said.
You make me feel quite sentimental. When they reached Mallow, Emily had upon her finger the ruby which
Lady Maria had graphically described as being as big as a trouser button. It was indeed so big
that she could scarcely wear her glove over it.
It was still incredible, but she was blooming like a large rose.
Lord Walderhurst had said so many things to her
that she seemed to behold a new heaven and a new earth.
She had been so swept off her feet
that she had not really been allowed time to think
after that first gasp of Lady Agatha.
When she reached her bedroom,
she almost returned to earth as she remembered it.
Neither of them had dreamed of this.
Neither of them.
What could she see?
say to Lady Agatha. What would Lady Agatha say to her, though it had not been her fault?
She had not dreamed that such a thing could be possible. How could she? Oh, how could she?
She was standing in the middle of her room with clasped hands. There was a knock upon the door,
and Lady Agatha herself came to her. What had occurred? Something. It was to be seen in the
girl's eyes, and in a certain delicate shyness in her manner. Something very nice has happened.
she said. Something nice, repeated Emily. Lady Agatha sat down. The letter from Curzon Street was in her
hand half unfolded. I have had a letter from Mama. It seems almost bad taste to speak of it so soon,
but we have talked to each other so much and you are so kind that I want to tell you myself.
Sir Bruce Norman has been to talk to Papa about me. Emily felt that her cup filled to the brim at that
moment. He is in England again? Agatha nodded gently. He only went away to, well, to test his own
feelings before he spoke. Mama is delighted with him. I'm going home tomorrow. Emily made a little
swoop forward. You always liked him, she said. Lady Agatha's delicate mountain color was
adorable. I was quite unhappy, she owned, and hid her lovely face in her hands.
In the morning room, Lord Walderhurst was talking to Lady Maria.
You need not give Emily Fox Seton any more clothes, Maria, he said.
I am going to supply her in future.
I have asked her to marry me.
Lady Maria lightly gasped and then began to laugh.
Well, James, she said.
You have certainly much more sense than most men of your rank and age.
End of Chapter 6.
Chapter 7 of Emily Fox Seton.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walderhurst,
by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
When Miss Emily Fox Seton was preparing for the extraordinary change in her life,
which transformed her from a very poor, hard-working woman
into one of the richest marchionesses in England,
Lord Walderhurst's cousin, Lady Maria Bain, was extremely good to her.
She gave her advice, and though advice is a cheap present as far as the giver is concerned,
there are occasions when it may be a very valuable one to the recipient.
Lady Marius was valuable to Emily Fox Seton, who had but one difficulty,
which was to adjust herself to the marvellous fortune which had befallen her.
There was a certain thing Emily found herself continually saying.
It used to break from her lips when she was alone in her room, when she was on her way to her dressmakers, and in spite of herself sometimes when she was with her Willem patroness.
I can't believe it's true. I can't believe it. I don't wonder, my dear girl, Lady Maria answered the second time she heard it, but what circumstances demand of you is that you should learn to.
Yes, said Emily, I know I must, but it seems like a dream. Sometimes, passing her hand over her forehead,
with a little laugh. I feel as if I should suddenly find myself wakened in the room in Mortimer Street
by Jane Cup bringing in my morning tea, and I can see the wallpaper and the turkey-red cotton curtains.
One of them was an inch or so too short. I never could afford to buy the new bit, though I always
intended to. How much was the stuff a yard? Lady Maria inquired. Seven pence? How many yards did you
need? Two. It would have cost one and tuppence, you see, and I really could get on without
it. Lady Maria put up her lorgnette and looked at her protégé with an interest which bordered on
affection. It was so enjoyable to her epicurean old mind. I didn't suspect it was as bad as that,
Emily, she said. I should never have dreamed it. You managed to do yourself with such
astonishing decency. You were actually nice, always. I was very much poorer than anyone knew,
said Emily. People don't like one's troubles, and when one is earning one's living as I was,
one must be agreeable, you know. It would never do to seem tiresome.
There's cleverness in realizing that fact, said Lady Maria. You were always the most cheerful
creature. That was one of the reasons Walderhurst admired you. The future marchioness blushed
all over. Lady Maria saw even her neck itself blush, and it amused her ladyship greatly.
She was intensely edified by the fact that Emily could be made to blush by the mere mention of her
mature fiancée's name. She's in such a station.
mind about the man that she's delightful, was the old woman's internal reflection.
I believe she's in love with him, as if she was a nursemaid and he was a butcher's boy.
You see, Emily went on in her nice, confiding way. One of the most surprising privileges
of her new position was that it made it possible for her to confide in old Lady Maria.
It was not only the living from day to day that made one anxious, it was the future.
Lady Maria knew that the word began in this case with a capital letter.
No one knows what the future is to poor women.
One knows that one must get older, and one may not keep well.
And if one could not be active and in good spirits,
if one could not run about on errands and things fell off,
what could one do?
It takes hard work, Lady Maria,
to keep up even the tiniest, nice little room
and the plainest presentable wardrobe if one isn't clever.
If I had been clever, it would have been quite different, I dare say.
I have been so frightened sometimes in the middle of the night
when I wakened and thought about living to be 65, that I have lain and shaken all over.
You see, her blush had so far disappeared that she looked for the moment pale at the memory,
I had nobody, nobody.
And now you're going to be the marchioness of Walderhurst, remarked Lady Maria.
Emily's hands, which rested on her knee, wrung themselves together.
That is what it seems impossible to believe, she said, or to be grateful enough for two,
two, and she blushed all over again.
Say James, put in Lady Maria, with a sinful of amiable sense of comedy.
You will have to get accustomed to thinking of him as James sometimes at all events.
But Emily did not say James.
There was something interesting in the innocent fineness of her feeling for Lord Walderhurst.
In the midst of her bewildered awe and pleasure, the material splendors looming up in her horizon,
her soul was filled with a tenderness as exquisite as the religion of a child.
It was a combination of intense gratitude and the guileless passion of a hitherto wholly unawakened woman,
a woman who had not hoped for love or allowed her thoughts to dwell upon it,
and who therefore had no clear understanding of its full meaning.
She could not have explained her feeling if she had tried, and she did not dream of trying.
If a person less inarticulate than herself had translated it to her, she would have been amazed and abashed.
So would Lord Walderhurst have been amazed.
So would Lady Maria.
But her ladyship's amazement would have expressed itself after its first opening of the eyes, with a faint elderly chuckle.
When Miss Fox Seton had returned to town, she had returned with Lady Maria to South Audley Street.
The Mortimer Street episode was closed, as was the Cupp's house.
Mrs. Cupp and Jane had gone to Chichester,
Jane leaving behind her a letter the really meritorious neatness of which was blotted by two or three distinct tears.
Jane respectfully expressed her affectionate rapture at the wondrous news
which modern society had revealed to her before Miss Fox Seton herself had time to do so.
I am afraid, Miss, she ended her epistle,
that I am not experienced enough to serve a lady in a grand position,
but hoping it is not a liberty to ask it,
If at any time your own maid should be wanting a young woman to work under her,
I should be grateful to be remembered.
Perhaps having learned your ways and being a good needlewoman and fond of it
might be a little recommendation for me.
I should like to take Jane for my maid, Emily had said to Lady Maria.
Do you think I might make her do?
She would probably be worth half a dozen French minxes who would amuse themselves
by getting up intrigues with your footmen,
was Lady Maria's astute observation.
I would pay an extra ten-pound.
a year myself for slavish affection, if it was to be obtained at agency offices.
Send her to a French hairdresser to take a course of lessons, and she will be worth anything.
To turn you out perfectly will be her life's ambition.
To Jane Cupp's rapture, the next post brought her the following letter.
Dear Jane, it is just like you to write such a nice letter to me,
and I can assure you I appreciated all your good wishes very much.
I feel that I have been most fortunate, and am of course very happy.
I have spoken to Lady Maria Bain about you, and she thinks that you might make me a useful maid if I gave you the advantage of a course of lessons in hairdressing.
I myself know that you would be faithful and interested, and that I could not have a more trustworthy young woman.
If your mother is willing to spare you, I will engage you.
The wages would be £35 a year, and beer, of course, to begin with, and an increase later as you became more accustomed to your duties.
I am glad to hear that your mother is so well uncomfortable.
remember me to her kindly. Yours truly, Emily Fox Seton. Jane Cupp trembled and turned pale with joy as she read her letter.
Oh, mother, she said breathless with happiness. And to think she is almost a marchioness this very minute, I wonder if I shall go with her to Ostwyth Castle first, or to Mowbray or to Hurst.
My word, said Mrs. Cup, you are in luck, Jane, being as you'd rather be a lady's maid than live private in Chichester.
You needn't go out to service, you know.
Your uncle's always ready to provide for you.
I know he is, answered Jane,
a little nervous, lest obstacles might be put in the way of her achieving her long-cherished ambition.
And it's kind of him, and I'm sure I'm grateful.
But, though I wouldn't hurt his feelings by mentioning it,
it is more independent to be earning your own living,
and there's more life, you see, in waiting on a titled lady,
and dressing her for drawing rooms and parties and races and things,
and travelling about with her to the grand places she,
lives in and visits. Why mother I've heard tell that the society in the servants' halls is almost
like I live. Butler's and footmen and maids to high people have seen so much of the world
and gets such manners. Do you remember how quiet and elegant Susan Ill was that made to Lady
Cosburn? And she'd been to Greece and to India. If Miss Fox Seton likes travel and his lordship
likes it, I may be taken to all sorts of wonderful places. Just think! She gave Mrs. Cup a little
clutch in her excitement. She had always lived in the basement kitchen of a house in Mortimer Street,
and had never had reason to hope she might leave it. And now, you're right, Jane, her mother said,
shaking her head. There's a great deal in it, particular when you're young, there's a great deal in it.
When the engagement of the Marquess of Walderhurst had been announced, to the consternation of many,
Lady Maria had been in her element. She was really fine at times in her attitude towards the indiscreetly or
tactlessly inquiring. Her management of Lady Malfrey in particular had been a delightful thing.
On hearing of her niece's engagement, Lady Malfrey had naturally awakened to a proper and well-behaved,
if belated, interest in her. She did not fling herself upon her breast after the manner of
worldly aunts in ancient comedies, in which Cinderella attains fortune. She wrote a letter of
congratulation, after which she called at South Ordley Street, and with not too great obviousness, placed her
and her house of the disposal of such female relatives as required protection during the period of
their preparation for becoming marchionesses. She herself could not have explained exactly how it was that,
without being put through any particular process, she understood before her call was half over,
that Emily's intention was to remain with Lady Maria Bain, and that Lady Maria's intention was to
keep her. The scene between the three was far too subtle to be of the least use upon the stage,
but it was a good scene nevertheless.
Its expression was chiefly, perhaps, a matter of inclusion and exclusion,
and may also have been largely telepathic.
But after it was over, Lady Maria chuckled several times softly to herself,
like an elderly bird of much humour, and Lady Malfrey went home feeling exceedingly cross.
She was in so perturbed to humour that she dropped her eyelids and looked rather coldly down the bridge of her nose,
when her stupidly cheery little elderly husband said to her,
"'Well, Geraldine?'
"'I beg pardon,' she replied.
"'I don't quite understand.'
"'Of course you do.
"'How about Emily Fox-Saton?'
"'She seems very well, and of course she is well satisfied.
"'It would not be possible for her to be otherwise.
"'Lady Maria Bain has taken her up.
"'She's Walderhurst's cousin.
"'Well, well, it will be an immense position for the girl.'
"'Immense,' granted Lady Malfrey with a little flush.
"'A certain tone in her voice conveyed that discussion was terminated,
Sir George knew that her niece was not coming to them, and that the immense position would
include themselves but slightly. Emily was established temporarily at South Audley Street,
with Jane Cup as her maid. She was to be married from Lady Maria's lean old arms, so to speak.
Her ladyship derived her usual epicurean enjoyment from the whole thing,
from two obviously thwarted mothers and daughters, from Walderhurst who received congratulations
with the civilly inexpressive countenance which usually baffled the observer, from Emily,
who was overwhelmed by her emotions, and who was of a candour in action such as might have appealed to any
heart, not adapted by the flintiness of its nature to the macadamising of Rhodes. If she had not been
of the most unpretentious, nice breeding, and unaffected taste, Emily might have been ingenuously
funny in her process of transformation. I keep forgetting that I can afford things, she said to Lady
Maria. Yesterday I walked such a long way to match a piece of silk, and when I was tired I got into a
penny bus. I did not remember until it was too late that I ought to have called a handsome.
Do you think, a shade anxiously, that Lord Walderhurst would mind? Just for the present, perhaps it would
be as well that I should see that you shop in the carriage, her ladyship answered with a small
grin. When you are a marchioness, you may make penny buses a feature of the distinguished insouciance
of your character, if you like. I shouldn't, my sister. I shouldn't my
because they jolt and stopped pick up people, but you can, with originality and distinction,
if it amuses you.
It doesn't, said Emily, I hate them. I have longed to be able to take handsoms.
Oh, how I have longed when I was tired.
The legacy left her by old Mrs. Mayhem had been realised and deposited as a solid sum in a bank.
Since she need no longer hoard the income of twenty pounds a year, it was safe to draw upon
her capital for her present needs.
The fact made her feel comfortable.
She could make her preparations for the change in her life with a decent independence.
She would have been definitely unhappy if she had been obliged to accept favours at this juncture.
She felt as if she could scarcely have borne it.
It seemed as if everything conspired to make her comfortable, as well as blissfully happy in these days.
Lord Walderhurst found an interest in watching her and her methods.
He was a man who, in certain respects, knew himself very well,
and had few illusions respecting his own character.
He had always been rather given to matter-of-fact analysis of his own emotions,
and at Mallow he had once or twice asked himself,
if it was not disagreeably possible that the first moderate glow of his St. Martin's summer
might die away and leave him feeling slightly fatigued and embarrassed
by the new aspect of his previously regular and entirely self-absorbed existence.
You might think that you would like to marry a woman,
and then you might realize that there were objections,
that even the woman herself, with all her desirable qualities, might be an objection in the end, that any woman might be an objection.
In fact, that it required an effort to reconcile oneself to the fact of a woman's being continually about.
Of course, the arriving at such a conclusion after one had committed oneself would be annoying.
Walderhurst had, in fact, only reflected upon this possible aspect of affairs before he had driven over the heath to pick Emily up.
afterwards he had in some remote portion of his mentality vaguely awaited developments.
When he saw Emily day by day at South Audley Street, he found he continued to like her.
He was not clever enough to analyse her. He could only watch her,
and he always looked on at her with curiosity and a novel sensation rather like pleasure.
She wakened up at sight of him, when he called, in a way that was attractive even to an unimaginative man.
Her eyes seemed to warm, and she often looked flushed and softly appealing.
He began to note vaguely that her dresses were better, and often a change than they had been at Malo.
A more observant man might have been touched by the suggestion that she was unfolding, petal by petal, like a flower,
and that each carefully chosen costume was a new petal.
He did not in the least suspect the reverent eagerness of her care of herself as an object
hoping to render itself worthy of his qualities and tastes.
His qualities and tastes were of no exalted importance in themselves, but they seemed so to Emily.
It is that which by one chance or another so commends itself to a creature as to incite it to the emotion called love, which is really of importance, and which, not speaking in figures, holds the power of life and death.
Personality sometimes achieves this. Circumstances always aid it, but in all cases the result is the same and sways the world it exists in,
during its existence.
Emily Fox Seton had fallen deeply and touchingly in love with this particular, prosaic,
well-behaved nobleman, and her whole feminine being was absorbed in her adoration of him.
Her tender fancy described him by adjectives such as no other human being would have assented to.
She felt that he had condescended to her with a generosity which justified worship.
This was not true, but it was true for her.
As a consequence of this, she thought out and posed,
her wardrobe, with a solemnity of purpose such as might well have been part of a religious
ceremonial. When she consulted fashion plates and Lady Maria, or when she ordered a gown at her
ladyship's dressmakers, she had always before her mind, not herself, but the marchioness of
Walderhurst, a marchioness of Walderhurst whom the Marquis would approve of and be pleased with.
She did not expect from him what Sir Bruce Norman gave to Lady Agatha.
Agatha and her lover were of a different world. She saw them in a
occasionally, not often, because the simple selfishness of young love so absorbed them that they
could scarcely realize the existence of other persons than themselves. They were to be married and to
depart for fairyland as soon as possible. Both were fond of travel, and when they took ship
together their intention was to girdle the world at leisure, if they felt so inclined. They could do
anything they chose, and was so blissfully sufficient for each other that there was no reason
why they should not follow their every errant fancy.
The lines which had been increasing in Lady Claraway's face
had disappeared and left her blooming with the beauty
her daughters had reproduced.
This delightful marriage had smoothed away every difficulty.
Sir Bruce was the most charming fellow in England.
That fact acted as a charm in itself, it seemed.
It was not necessary to go into details
as to the mollifying of tradespeople
and rearranging of the entire aspect of life at Curzon Street.
When Agatha and for Emily Fox Seton met in town for the first time, it was in the drawing-room at South Ordley Street, they clasped each other's hands with an exchange of entirely new looks.
You look so, so well, Miss Fox Seton said Agatha with actual tenderness. If she had not been afraid of seeming a little rudely effusive, she would have said handsome instead of well, for Emily was sweetly blooming.
Happiness is becoming to you, she added. May I say how glad I am?
Thank you, thank you, Emily answered.
Everything in the world seems changed, doesn't it?
Yes, everything.
They stood and gazed into each other's eyes for a few seconds,
and then loosed hands with a little laugh and sat down to talk.
It was, in fact, Lady Agatha who talked most,
because Emily Fox Seton led her on
and aided her to delicate expansion by her delight in all
that in these days made up her existence of pure bliss.
It was as if an old-time fairy story were being enacted
before Emily's eyes. Agatha without doubt had grown lovelier, she thought. She seemed even fairer,
more willowy. The forget-me-not eyes were of a happier blue, as forget-me-nots growing by clear
watersides are bluer than those grown in a mere garden. She appeared perhaps even a little taller,
and her small-haired had, if such a thing were possible, a prettier, flower-like poise.
This at least Emily thought, and found her own happiness added to by her belief in her fancy.
She felt that nothing was to be wondered at when she heard Agatha speak of Sir Bruce.
She could not utter his name or refer to any act of his, without a sound in her voice which
had its parallel in the light floating haze of blush on her cheeks.
In her intercourse with the world in general, she would have been able to preserve her customary
sweet composure, but Emily Fox Seton was not the world.
She represented as something which was so primitively of the emotions that one's heart spoke
and listened to her.
Agatha was conscious that Miss Fox Seton had seen at Mallow.
She could never quite understand how it had seemed so naturally to happen,
a phase of her feelings which no one else had seen before.
Bruce had seen it since, but only Bruce.
There had actually been a sort of confidence between them,
a confidence which had been like intimacy,
though neither of them had been a fusip.
Mama is so happy, the girl said,
It is quite wonderful.
And Alex and Hilda and Millicent and Eve,
oh, it makes such a difference to them,
I shall be able, with a blush which expressed a world of relieved affection,
to give them so much pleasure.
Any girl who marries happily and well
can alter everything for her sisters if she remembers.
You see, I shall have reason to remember.
I know things from experience,
and Bruce is so kind and gay and proud of their prettiness.
Just imagine their excitement at all being bridesmaids.
Bruce says we shall be like a garden of sports,
spring flowers. I am so glad, her eyes suddenly quite heavenly in their joyful relief,
that he is young. The next second the heavenly relieved look died away. The exclamation had been
involuntary. It had sprung from her memory of the days when she had dutifully accepted,
as her portion, the possibility of being smiled upon by Walderhurst, who was two years
older than her father, and her swift realization of this fact troubled her. It was indelicate to
have referred to the mental image even ever so vaguely.
But Emily Foxseaton was glad, too, that Sir Bruce was young, that they were all young,
and that happiness had come before they had had time to tire of waiting for it.
She was so happy herself that she questioned nothing.
Yes, it is nice, she answered, and glowed with honest sympathy.
You will want to do the same things.
It is so agreeable when people who are married like to do the same things.
Perhaps you will want to go out a great deal and to travel, and you could not enjoy it.
it if Sir Bruce did not. She was not reflecting in the least upon domestic circles whose male
heads are capable of making themselves extremely nasty under stress of invitations it bores
them to accept, and the inclination of wives and daughters to desire acceptance. She was not
contemplating with any premonitory regrets, a future in which when Walderhurst did not wish to go out
to dinner or disdained a ball, she should stay at home. Far from it. She simply rejoiced with
Lady Agatha, who was 22, marrying 28.
You are not like me, she explained further.
I have had to work so hard and contrive so closely that everything will be a pleasure to me.
Just to know that I never need starve to death or go into the workhouse is such a relief that,
oh! exclaimed Lady Agatha, quickly and involuntarily laying a hand on hers,
startled by the fact that she spoke as if referring to a wholly matter-of-fact possibility.
Emily smiled, realizing her feeling.
Perhaps I want not to have said that.
I forgot.
But such things are possible when one is too old to work and has nothing to depend on.
You could scarcely understand.
When one is very poor, one is frightened,
because occasionally one cannot help thinking of it.
But now, now!
Oh, how different! exclaimed Agatha with heartfelt earnestness.
Yes, now I need never be afraid.
It makes me so grateful to.
Lord Walderhurst. Her neck grew pink as she said it, just as Lady Maria had seen it grow pink on
previous occasions. Moderate as the words were, they expressed ardour. Lord Walderhurst came in half an
hour later and found her standing smiling by the window. You look particularly well, Emily.
It's that white frock, I suppose. You ought to wear a good deal of white, he said. I will,
Emily answered. He observed that she wore the nice flush and the soft appealing look as well as the white frog.
I wish—here she stopped feeling a little foolish. What do you wish? I wish I could do more to please you than wear white or black when you like.
He gazed at her, always through the single eyeglass. Even the vaguest approach to emotion or sentiment invariably made him feel stiff and shy.
Realizing this, he did not quite understand why he rather liked it in the case.
case of Emily Fox Seton, though he only liked it remotely and felt his own inaptness a shade
absurd.
"'Weir yellow or pink occasionally,' he said with a brief awkward laugh.
"'What large, honest eyes the creature had, like a fine retrievers or those of some nice
animal one saw in the zoo.'
"'I will wear anything you like,' she said, the nice eyes meeting his not the least stupidly,
he reflected.
"'The women who were affectionate often looked stupid.
"'I will do anything you like.
"'You don't know what you have done for me, Lord Walderhurst.'
They moved a trifle nearer to each other, this inarticulate pair.
He dropped his eyeglass and patted her shoulder.
"'Say Walderhurst, or James, or, my dear,' he said.
"'We are going to be married, you know,
and he found himself going to the length of kissing her cheek with some warmth.
"'I sometimes wish,' she said feelingly,
"'that it was the fashion to say, my lord,
"'as Lady Castlewood used to do in Esmond.
"'I always thought it nice.'
women are not so respectful to their husbands in these days, he answered with his short laugh,
and men are not so dignified. Lord Castlewood was not very dignified, was he? He chuckled a little.
No, but his rank was in the reign of Queen Anne. These are democratic days. I'll call you,
my lady, if you like. Oh, no, no, with fervour. I wasn't thinking of anything like that.
I know you were not, he reassured her. You are not that kind of woman. Oh, how could I be?
you couldn't, good-naturedly, that's why I like you.
Then he began to tell her his reason for calling at this particular hour.
He came to prepare her for a visit from the Osbournes,
who had actually just returned from India.
Captain Osborne had chosen, or Chance had chosen for him,
this particular time for a long leave.
As soon as she heard the name of Osborne, Emily's heart beat a little quickly.
She had naturally learned a good deal of detail from Lady Maria since her engagement.
Alec Osborne was the man who, since Lord Walderhurst's becoming a widower, had lived in the
gradually strengthening belief that the chances were that it would be his enormous luck to inherit
the title and estates of the present Marquess of Walderhurst. He was not a very near relation,
but he was the next of kin. He was a young man and a strong one, and Walderhurst was 54 and could
not be called robust. His medical man did not consider him a particularly good life, though he was
not often ill. He's not the kind of chap who lives to be 150, I'll say that for him.
Alec Osborne had said at mess after dinner had made him careless of speech, and he had grinned
not too pleasantly when he uttered the words. The only thing that would completely wipe my eyes
isn't as likely to happen to him as to most men. He's unsentimental and level-headed
and doesn't like marriage. You can imagine how he's chivied by women. A fellow in his position
couldn't be let alone, but he doesn't like marriage, and he's a man who knows jolly well what he
likes and what he doesn't. The only child died, and if he doesn't marry again, I'm in a safe place.
Good Lord, the difference it would make, and his grin extended itself. It was three months after
this that the Marquess of Walderhurst followed Emily Fox Seton out upon the heath, and finding
her sitting, foot-saw and depressed in spirit beside the basket of Lady Maria's fish,
asked her to marry him. When the news reached him, Alec Osborne went and shut himself up in his
quarters and blasphemed until his face was purple and big drops of
sweat ran down it. It was black bad luck. It was black bad luck and it called for black curses.
What the articles of furniture in the room in the bungalow heard was rather awful, but Captain
Osborne did not feel that it did justice to the occasion. When her husband strode by her to
his apartment, Mrs. Osborne did not attempt to follow him. She had only been married two years,
but she knew his face too well, and she also knew too well all the meaning of the fury contained
in the words he flung at her as he held himself past her.
Waldrethurst is going to be married.
Mrs. Osborne ran into her own room
and sat down clutching at her hair
as she dropped her face in her little dark hands.
She was an Anglo-Indian girl who had never been home
and had not had much luck in life at any time,
and her worst luck had been in being handed over by her people
to this particular man,
chiefly because he was the next of kin to Lord Walderhurst.
She was a curious, passionate creature, and had been in love with him in her way.
Her family had been poor and barely decently disreputable.
She had lived on the outskirts of things, full of intense girlish vanity and yearnings for social recognition,
poorly dressed, passed over, and snubbed by people she aspired to know socially,
seeing other girls with less beauty and temperament, enjoying flirtations with smart young officers,
biting her tongue out with envy and bitterness of thwarted spirit.
So when Captain Osborne cast an eye on her and actually began a sentimental episode,
her relief and excitement at finding herself counting as other girls did,
wrought itself up into a passion.
Her people were prompt and sharp enough to manage the rest,
and Osborne was married before he knew exactly whether he was tending.
He was not pleased with himself when he wakened to face facts.
He could only console himself for having been cleverly led
and driven into doing the thing he did not want to do
by the facts that the girl was interesting and clever
and had a good deal of odd un-English beauty.
It was a beauty so un-English
that it would perhaps appear to its greatest advantage
in the contrasts afforded by life in England.
She was so dark, of heavy hair and drooping-lidded eyes
in fine-grained skin,
and so sinuous of lithe, slim body,
that among native beauty
she seemed not to be sufficiently separated by marks of race,
she had tumbled up from childhood among native servants who were almost her sole companions and who had taught her curious things she knew their stories and songs and believed in more of their occult beliefs than any one but herself knew
She knew things which made her interesting to Alec Osborne, who had a bullet-haired and a cruel lower jaw, despite a degree of the ordinary good looks.
The fact that his chances were good for becoming Marquess of Walderhurst and taking her home to a life of English luxury and splendour was a thing she never forgot.
It haunted her in her sleep. She had often dreamed of Oswith Castle, and of standing amidst great people on the broad lawns her husband had described feelingly during tropical days when they had sat together panting for breakfast.
When there had been mention made of the remote, awful possibility that Waldehurst might
surrender to the siege laid to him, she had turned sick at the thought. It made her clench her
hands until the nails almost pressed into the skin of her palms. She could not bear it.
She had made Osborne burst into a big harsh laugh one day when she had hinted to him that
there were occult things to be done which might prevent ill luck. He had laughed first and scowled afterwards.
cynically saying that she might as well be working them up.
He had not come out to India followed by regrets and affection.
He had been a black sheep at home, and had rather been hustled away than otherwise.
If he had been a more admirable kind of fellow,
Waldahurst would certainly have made him an allowance,
but his manner of life had been such as the Marquess had no patience with
the men of any class, and especially abhorred in men whom the accident of birth connected with good names.
He had not been lavish in his demonstrations of interest in the bullet-headed young man.
Osborne's personableness was not of a kind attractive to the unbiased male observer.
Men saw his cruel young jowl and low forehead, and noticed that his eyes were small.
He had a good, swaggering military figure to which uniform was becoming,
and a kind of animal good looks which would deteriorate early.
His colour would fix and deepen with the aid of steady daily drinking,
and his features would coarsen and blur, until by the time he was 40, the young jowl would have grown
heavy and would end by being his most prominent feature. While he had remained in England,
Walter Hurst had seen him occasionally, and had only remarked and heard unpleasant things of him,
a tendency to selfish bad manners, reckless living, and low flirtation. He once saw him on the top of a bus
with his arm round the waist of an awful, giggling, shop-girl kind of person, who was a daughter,
with tremendous feathers and a thick fringe coming unfrizzled with the heat and sticking out here and there in straight locks on her moist forehead.
Osborne thought that the arm business had been cleverly managed with such furtiveness that no one could see it,
but Walderhurst was driving solemnly by in his respectable barouche,
and he found himself gazing through his monocle directly at his relative,
and seeing from the street below the point at which the young man's arm lost itself under the profusely beaded short cape.
A dull flush rose to his countenance, and he turned away without showing any sign of recognition.
But he was annoyed and disgusted, because this particular kind of blatantly vulgar bad taste was the sort of thing he loathed.
It was the sort of thing which made duchesses of women who did alluring turns at music halls, or sang suggestive songs in comic opera,
and transformed into the chattelains of ancient castles, young persons who had presided at the ribbon counter.
He saw as little as possible of his heir presumptive after this, and if the truth were told,
Captain Alec Osborne was something of a factor in the affair of Miss Emily Fox Seton.
If Walderhurst's infant son had lived, or if Osborne had been a refined, even if dull fellow,
there are ten chances to one his lordship would have chosen no second marchioness.
Captain Osborne's life in India had not ended in his making no further debts.
He was not a man to put the break on in the matter of self-indulgence.
He got into debt so long as a shred of credit remained to him,
and afterwards he tried to add to his resources by cards and betting at races.
He made and lost by turn, and was in a desperate state when he got his lead.
He applied for it because he had conceived the idea that his going home as a married man
might be a good thing for him.
Hester, it seemed not at all improbable, might accomplish something with Walderhurst.
If she talked to him in her interesting semi-oriental way, and was fervid and picturesque in her
storytelling, he might be attracted by her. She had her charm, and when she lifted the heavy
lids of her long black eyes, and fixed her gaze upon her hearer as she talked about the
inner side of native life, of which she knew curious, intimate things, people always listened,
even in India, but the thing was not so much of a novelty, and in England she might be a sort
of sensation. Osborne managed to convey to her gradually, by a process of his own, a great deal of
what he wanted her to do. During the months before the matter of the leave was quite decided,
he dropped a word here and there which carried a good deal of suggestion to a mind used to seizing
on passing intimations. The woman who had been Hester's ire when she was a child had become her
maid. She was a woman with a wide, silent acquaintance with her own people. She was seldom seen
talking to anyone and seldom seemed to leave the house, but she always knew everything.
Her mistress was aware that if at any time she chose to ask her a question about the secret
side of things concerning black or white peoples, she would receive information to be relied upon.
She felt that she could have heard from her many things concerning her husband's past,
present and future, and that the matter of the probable succession was fully comprehended by her.
When she called her into the room after recovering outwardly from her blow of desperation,
She saw that the woman was already aware of the blow that had fallen upon the household.
What they said to each other need not be recorded here,
but there was more in the conversation than the mere words uttered,
and it was one of several talks held before Mrs. Osborne sailed for England with her husband.
He may be led into taking into consideration the fact that he has cut the ground from under a fellow's feet
and left him dangling in the air, said Osborne to his wife.
Best thing will be to make friends with the woman hang her.
"'Yes, Alec, yes,' Hester Osborne answered just a little feverishly.
"'We must make friends with her.
"'They say she is a good sort and was frightfully poor herself.'
"'She won't be poor now, hang her,' remarked Captain Osborne with added fervour.
"'I should like to break her neck.
"'I wonder if she rides.'
"'I'm sure she has not been well off enough to do anything like that.'
"'Good I did. Begin to teach her!'
"'And he laughed as he turned on his heel and began to walk the deck.
with a fellow passenger.
It was these people
Lord Walderhurst had come
to prepare her for.
Maria has told you about them,
I know, he said.
I dare say she has been definite enough
to explain that I consider Osborne
altogether undesirable.
Under the veneer of his knowledge
of decent customs, he is a cad.
I am obliged to behave civilly to the man,
but I dislike him.
If he had been born in a low class of life,
he would have been a criminal.
Oh, Emily exclaimed.
any number of people would be criminals of circumstances did not interfere.
It depends a good deal on the shape of one's skull.
Oh, exclaimed Emily again, do you think so?
She believed that people who were bad were bad from preference,
though she did not at all understand the preference.
She had accepted from her childhood everything she had ever heard said in a pulpit.
That Walderhurst should propound ideas such as ministers of the Church of England might regard as hereticals startled her.
but he could have said nothing startling enough to shake her affectionate allegiance.
Yes, I do, he answered, Osborne's skull is quite the wrong shape.
But when a short time after, Captain Osborne brought the skull in question into the room,
covered in the usual manner with neatly brushed, close-cropped hair,
Emily thought it a very nice shape indeed,
perhaps a trifle hard and round-looking and lower forehead,
but not shelving or bulging as the heads of murderers in illustrated papers generally did.
She owned to herself that she did not see what Lord Walderhurst evidently saw,
but then she did not expect of herself an intelligence profound enough to follow his superior mental flights.
Captain Osborne was well-groomed and well-mannered,
and his demeanour towards herself was all that the most conventional could have demanded.
When she reflected that she herself represented in a way the possible destruction of his hopes of magnificent fortune,
she felt almost tenderly towards him and thought his easy politeness wonderful.
Mrs. Osborne, too.
How interesting and how beautiful in an odd way Mrs. Osborne was.
Every movement of her exceeding slimness was curiously graceful.
Emily remembered having read novels whose heroines were described as undulating.
Mrs. Osborne was undulating.
Her long, drooping and dense black eyes were quite unlike other girl's eyes.
Emily had never seen anything like them,
and she had such a lovely, slow, shy way of lifting them to look at people.
She was obliged to look up at tall Emily. She seemed a schoolgirl as she stood near her. Emily was the kind of mistaken creature whose conscience, awakening to unnecessary remorces, causes its own at once to assume all the burdens which fate is laid upon the shoulders of others. She began to feel like a criminal herself, irrespective of the shape of her skull. Her own inordinate happiness and fortune had robbed this unoffending young couple. She wished that it had not been so,
and vaguely reproached herself without reasoning the matter out to a conclusion.
At all events, she was remorsefully sympathetic in her mental attitude towards Mrs. Osborne,
and being sure that she was frightened of her husband's august relatives,
felt nervous herself because Lord Walderhurst bore himself with undated courtesy
and kept his monocle fixed in his eye throughout the interview.
If he had let it drop and allowed it to dangle in an unbiased manner from its cord,
Emily would have felt more comfortable because she was sure his demeanour would have appeared a degree more encouraging to the Osbournes.
Are you glad to be in England again? she asked Mrs. Osborne.
I never was here before, answered the young woman. I have never been anywhere but in India.
In the course of the conversation she explained that she had not been a delicate child,
and also conveyed that even if she had been one, her people could not have afforded to send her home.
Instinct revealed to Emily that she had not had many of the good things.
things of life, and that she was not a creature of buoyant spirits. The fact that she had spent a good
many hours of most of her young days in reflecting on her ill luck had left its traces on her face,
particularly in the depths of her slow-moving black eyes. They had come, it appeared in the course
of duty, to pay their respects to the woman who is to be their destruction. To have neglected
to do so would have made them seem to assume an indiscreet attitude towards the marriage. They can't
like it, of course, Lady Maria summed them up afterwards, but they have made up their minds to lump
it as respectably as possible. I am so sorry for them, said Emily. Of course you are, and you will
probably show them all sorts of indiscreet kindnesses, but don't be too altruistic, my good Emily.
The man is odious, and the girl looks like a native beauty. She rather frightens me. I don't think
Captain Osborne is odious, Emily answered, and she is pretty, you know. She's frightened of us, really.
Remembering days when she herself had been at a disadvantage with people who were fortunate enough to be of importance, and recalling what her secret tremor before them had been, Emily was very nice indeed to little Mrs. Osborne.
She knew from experience things which would be of use to her, things about lodgings and things about shops.
Osborne had taken lodgings in Duke Street, and Emily knew the courted thoroughly.
Walderhurst watched her being nice through his fixed eyeglass, and he decided that she had really a very good manner.
Its goodness consisted largely in its directness.
While she never brought forth unnecessarily recollections of the days when she had done other people's shopping
and had purchased for herself articles at sales marked 11 shillings three and fourpence,
she was interestingly free from any embarrassment in connection with the facts.
Walderhurst, who had been much bored by himself and other people in time past,
actually found that it gave a Philip to existence to look on at a woman who,
having been one of the hardest worked of the genteel laboring classes,
was adapting herself to the role of marchioness by the simplest of processes,
and making a very nice figure at it too in her entirely unbrilliant way.
If she had been an immensely clever woman, there would have been nothing special in it.
She was not clever at all, yet Walderhurst had seen her.
produce effects such as a clever woman might have laboured for and only attained by a stroke of genius.
As for instance, when she had met for the first time after her engagement, a certain particularly
detestable woman of rank, to whom her relationship to Walderhurst was peculiarly bitter.
The Duchess of Merwold had counted the Marquis as her own, considering him fitted by nature
to be the spouse of her eldest girl, a fine young woman with projecting teeth who had hung fire.
She felt Emily Fox Seton's incomprehensible success to be a piece of impudent presumption,
and she had no reason to restrain the expression of her sentiments,
so long as she conveyed them by methods of inference and inclusion.
You must let me congratulate you very warmly, Miss Foxyton, she said,
pressing her hand with maternal patronage.
Your life has changed greatly since we last saw each other.
Very greatly indeed, Emily flushed frankly in innocent gratitude as she answered,
you are very kind. Thank you. Thank you. Yes, a great change. Walderhurst saw that her smile was
feline and asked himself what the woman was going to say next. The last time we met, you called to
ask me about the shopping you were to do for me. Do you remember? Stockings and gloves, I think.
Walderhurst observed that she expected Emily to turn red and show herself at a loss before the
difficulties of the situation. He was on the point of cutting into the conversation and disposing
of the matter himself, when he realized that Emily was neither gaining colour nor losing it, but was
looking honestly into her Grace's eyes with just a touch of ingenuous regret. It was stockings,
she said. There were some marked down to one and elevenpence-haepin at Barrett's. They were really
quite good for the price, and you wanted four pairs, and when I got there they were all gone, and
those at two and three were not the least bit better. I was so disappointed. It was too bad.
Waldershurst fixed his monocle firmly to conceal the fact that he was verging upon a cynical
grim. The woman was known to be the stingiest of small, great persons in London. Her economies
were noted, and this incident was even better than many others' society had already rejoiced over.
The picture raised in the minds of the hearers of her grace foiled in the purchase of stockings
marked down to one in elevenpence haepney,
would be a source of rapture for some time to come.
And Emily's face!
The regretful kindness of it,
the retrospective sympathy and candid feeling.
It was incredibly good.
And she did it quite by accident,
he repeated to himself in his inward glee.
She did it quite by accident.
She's not clever enough to have done it on purpose.
What a brilliantly witty creature she would be
if she had invented it.
As she had been able,
reluctantly to recall her past upon this occasion, so she was able to draw for Mrs. Osborne's
benefit from the experience that had afforded her. She wanted to make up to her in such ways as she
could, for the ill turn she had inadvertently done her. As she had at once arranged herself as an
aid on the side of Lady Agatha, so she arranged herself entirely without unobtrusiveness on the
side of the Osbournes. It's true that she's a good sword, Hester said when they went away.
her days of being hard up are not far enough away to be forgotten.
She hasn't any affectation at any rate.
It makes it easier to stand her.
She looks like a strong woman, said Osborne.
Waldahurst got a good deal for his money.
She'll make a strapping British matron.
Hester winced and a dusky red shot up in her cheek.
So she will, she sighed.
It was quite true, and the truer it was,
the worse for people who despairingly hung on
and were foolish enough to hope against hope.
End of Chapter 7.
Chapter 8 of Emily Fox Seton.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness
and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
The marriage of Lady Agatha came first and was a sort of pageant.
The female writers for fashion papers lived upon it for weeks before it occurred, and for some time after.
There were numberless things to be written about.
Each flower of the Garden of Girls was to be described with her bridesmaid's dress and the exquisite skin and eyes and hair,
which would stamp her as the beauty of her season when she came out.
There yet remained five beauties in Lady Claraway's possession, and the fifth was,
was a baby thing of six, who ravished all beholders as she toddled into church carrying
her sister's train, aided by a little boy page in white velvet and point lace. The wedding
was the most radiant of the year. It was indeed a fairy pageant of youth and beauty and happiness
and hope. One of the most interesting features of the occasion was the presence of the future
marchioness of Walderhurst, the beautiful Miss Fox Seton. The fashion papers were very strenuous
on the subject of Emily's beauty.
One of them mentioned that the heightened poise of her majestic figure and the cut of her profile
suggested the Venus of Mila.
Jane Cup cut out every paragraph she could find,
and after reading them aloud to her young man,
sent them in a large envelope to Chichester.
Emily, faithfully endeavouring to adjust herself to the demands of her approaching magnificence,
was several times alarmed by descriptions of her charms and accomplishments,
which she came upon accidentally in the course of her reading of their own.
periodicals. The Waldershurst wedding was dignified and distinguished, but not radiant.
The emotions Emily passed through during the day, from her awakening almost at dawn to the silence
of her bedroom at South Audley Street, until evening closed in upon her sitting in the private
parlour of an hotel in the company of the Marquis of Walderhurst, it would require too many
pages to describe. Her first realization of the day brought with it the physical consciousness that
her heart was thumping, steadily thumping, which is quite a different matter from the ordinary beating,
at the realization of what had come at last. An event which a year ago the wildest dream could not
have depicted for her was today an actual fact. A fortune, such as he would have thought of with
awe if it had befallen another woman, had befallen her and pretending self. She passed her hand
over her forehead and gasped as she thought of it. I hope I shall be able to get accustomed to it and not be
a disappointment, she said. Oh, with a great rising wave of a blush, how good of him!
How can I ever! She lived through the events of the day in a sort of dream within a dream.
When Jane Cup brought her tea, she found herself involuntarily making a mental effort to try to look as if she was really awake.
Jane, who was an emotional creature, was inwardly so shaken by her feelings that she herself had stood outside the door a few moments,
biting her lips to keep them from trembling, before she dared entirely trust herself to come in.
Her hand was far from steady as she sat down the tray.
Good morning, Jane, Emily said by way of trying the sound of her voice.
Good morning, Miss, Jane answered. It's a beautiful morning, miss. I hope you are very well.
And then the day had begun. Afterwards, it marched on with solemn thrill and stately movement
through hours of wondrous preparation for an imposing function,
through the splendid gravity of the function itself,
accompanied by brilliant crowds collected and looking on in a fashionable church,
and motley crowds collected to look on outside the edifice.
The latter pushing and jostling each other,
and commenting in more or less respectful with excited undertones,
but throughout devouring with awe-struck or envious eyes,
great people whom Emily had only known
through the frequent mention of their names in newspapers,
or through their relationship or intimacy with her patrons,
came to congratulate her in the role of bride.
She seemed to be for hours the centre of a surging, changing crowd,
and her one thought was to bear herself with an outward semblance of composure.
No one but herself could know that she was saying internally over and over again
to steady herself, making it all seem real,
I am being married.
This is my wedding.
I am Emily Fox Seton,
being married to the Marquess of Walderhurst.
For his sake, I must not look stupid or excited.
I am not in a dream.
How often she said this after the ceremony was over and they returned to South Audley Street,
for the wedding breakfast, could scarcely be computed.
One Lord Walderhurst helped her from the carriage,
and she stepped onto the strip of red carpet,
and saw the crowd on each side of it and the coachman and footmen with their big white wedding favours,
and the line of other equipages coming up, her head world.
That's the Marchioness.
A young woman with a bandbox exclaimed,
nudging her companion.
That's her!
Looks a bit pale, doesn't she?
But, oh, gold!
Look at them! Diamonds and pearls!
Just look at them!
cried the other.
Wish it was me!
The breakfast seemed splendid and glittering and long.
People seemed splendid and glittering and far off.
And by the time Emily went to change her bridal magnificence
for her travelling costume,
she had borne as much strain as she was equal to.
She was devoutly grateful to.
for the relief of finding herself alone in her bedroom with Jane Cut.
Jane, she said, you know exactly how many minutes I can dress in and just when I must get into the carriage.
Can you give me five minutes to lie down quite flat and dab my forehead with odicologne?
Five minutes, Jane, but be quite sure.
Yes, Miss, I do beg your pardon, my lady, you can have five safe.
She took no more.
Jane went into the dressing room and stood near its door holding the watch in her hands.
but even five minutes did her good. She felt less delirious when she descended the stairs and
passed through the crowds again on Lord Walderhurst's arm. She seemed to walk through a garden in
resplendent bloom. Then there were the red carpet once more, and the street people, and the
crowd of carriages and liveries and big white favours. Inside the carriage, and moving away to the
echo of the street people's cheer, she tried to turn and look at Lord Walderhurst with an unalarmed,
if faint smile.
Well, he said, with the originality which marked him,
it is really over.
Yes, Emily agreed with him,
and I never can forget Lady Maria's goodness.
Walderhurst gazed at her with a dawning inquiry in his mind.
He himself did not know what the inquiry was,
but it was something a trifle stimulating.
It had something to do with the way in which she had carried herself
throughout the whole thing.
Really few women could have done it as well.
The pale violet of her travelling costume,
which was touched with Sable was becoming to her fine straight figure,
and at the moment her eyes rested on his with the suggestion of trustful appeal.
Despite the inelasticity of his mind, he vaguely realized his bridegroom honours.
"'I can begin now,' he said with stiff lightness, if such a paradox can be,
to address you as the man in Esmond addressed his wife.
"'I can call you, my lady.'
"'Oh,' she said, still trying to smile, but quivering.
"'You look very nice,' he said.
"'Upon my word you do.
and kissed her trembling, honest mouth almost as if he had been a man,
not quite, but almost.
End of Chapter 8.
Chapter 9 of Emily Fox Seton.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson-Bernet.
They began the new life at Palsdry Manor, which was ancient and most beautiful.
Nothing Walderhurst owned was as perfect an example of olden-time beauty and as wonderful for that reason.
Emily almost wept before the loveliness of it, though it would not have been possible for her to explain or particularize the grounds for her emotion.
She knew nothing whatever of the venerable wonders of the architecture.
To her the place looked like an immense, low-built, rambling fairy palace.
the palace of some sleeping beauty, during whose hundred years of slumber rich dark green creepers
had climbed and overgrown its walls and towers, infolding and festooning them with leaves
and tendrils and actual branches. The huge park held an enchanted forest of trees, the long
avenue of giant lines, their writhen limbs arching and interlocking, their writhen roots deep in velvet
moss, was an approach suited to a fairy story. During her first month at Palsry, Emily
went about still in her dream. It became more a dream every day. The old house was part of it,
the endless rooms, the wonderful corridors, the gardens with their revelations of winding walks,
labyrinths of evergreens and grass paths leading into beautiful unexpected places, where one suddenly
came upon deep, clear pools, while water plants grew and slow carp had dreamed centuries away.
The gardens caused Emily to disbelieve in the existence of Mortimer Street, but the house
times caused her to disbelieve in herself. The picture gallery especially had this effect upon her.
The men and women, once as alive as her everyday self, now gazing down at her from their
picture frames, sometimes made her heart beat as if she stood in the presence of things eerie.
Their strange, rich, ugly or beautiful garments, their stolid or fervid, ugly or beautiful faces,
seemed to demand something of her. At least she had just enough imagination to feel somewhat as if they
did. Walderhurst was very kind to her, but she was afraid she might bore him by the exceeding
ignorance of her questions about people whom he had known from his childhood as his own
kith and kin. It was not unlikely that one might have become so familiar with a man in armour,
or a woman in a farthingale, that questions connected with them might seem silly.
Persons whose ancestors had always gazed intimately at them from walls might not unnaturally
forget that there were other people to whom they might wear only the farry.
away aspect of numbers and catalogues of the academy or exhibitions of that order. There was a very
interesting catalogue of the Peltry Pictures, and Emily found and studied it with deep interest.
She cherished a touching secret desire to know what might be discoverable concerning the women
who had been marchionesses of Walderhurst before. None of them but herself, she gathered,
had come to their husbands from bed-sitting rooms in obscure streets. There had been noble
Hursts in the reign of Henry I, and the period since then elapsed had afforded time for numerous
bridles. Lady Walderhurst was overcome at moments by her reflections upon what lay behind and
before her. But not being a complex person, or a fervid imagination, she was spared by nature the
fevers of complex emotions. In fact, after a few weeks had passed, she came out of her dream,
and found her happiness enduring and endurable. Each day's awakening was a delight to her, and would
probably be so to the end of her existence, absolutely because she was so sane and uncomplex
a creature. To be deftly assisted in her dressing by Jane Cup, and to know that each morning she
might be fittingly and becomingly attired, without anxiety as to where her next gown was to come from,
was a lovely thing. To enjoy the silent, perfect workings of the great household, to drive herself
or to be driven, to walk and read, to loiter through walled gardens and hot houses at will.
Such things to a healthy woman with an unobstured power of enjoyment were luxuries which
could not poor. Walderhurst found her an actual addition to his comfort. She was never in the
way. She seemed to have discovered the trick of coming and going undisturbingly. She was docile and
affectionate, but not in the least sentimental. He had known men whose first years of marriage,
not to speak of the first months, had been rendered unbearable by the fact that their wives were
constantly demanding or expecting the expressions of sentiments which unsentimental males had not
at their fingers' ends. So the men had been annoyed or bored and the women had been dissatisfied.
Emily demanded nothing of the sort and was certainly not dissatisfied. She looked very handsome and
happy. Her looks positively improved. And when people began to call and she to pay visits,
she was very much liked. He had certainly.
been quite right in deciding to ask her to marry him. If she had a son, he should congratulate
himself greatly. The more he saw of Osborne, the more he disliked him. It appeared that there
was a prospect of a child there. This last was indeed true, and Emily had been much touched and awakened
to sympathy. It had gradually become revealed to her that the Osbournes were poorer than they could
decently admit. Emily had discovered that they could not even remain in the lodgings in Duke Street,
though she did not know the reason, which was that Captain Osborne had been obliged to pay certain monies to stave off a scandal,
not entirely unconnected with the young woman his arm had encircled, the day Walderhurst had seen him on the top of the bus.
He was very well aware that if he was to obtain anything from Lord Walderhurst, there were several things which must be kept entirely dark.
Even a scandal belonging to the past could be made as unpleasant as an error of today.
Also, the young woman of the bead cape knew how to manage him.
but they must remove to cheaper lodgings, and the rooms in Duke Street had been far from desirable.
Lady Waldersd came in one morning from a walk with a fresh colour and bright eyes,
and before taking off her hat went to her husband's study.
May I come in? Walderhurst had been writing some uninteresting letters and looked up with a smile.
Suddenly, he answered, what a colour you have! Exercise agrees with you. You ought to ride.
That was what Captain Osborne said. If you don't mind, I should.
you'd like to ask you something. I don't mind. You are a reasonable woman, Emily, once safe with you.
It is something connected with the Osbournes. Indeed, chilling slightly. I don't care about them,
you know. You don't dislike her, do you? No, not exactly. She's, the truth is, she's not at all
well, with a trifle of hesitance. She ought to be better taken care of than she is in lodgings,
and they are obliged to take very cheap ones.
If he had been a more respectable fellow,
his circumstances would have been different, rather stiffly.
Emily felt alarmed.
She had not dreamed of the temerity of any remark suggestive of criticism.
Yes, hastily, of course, I'm sure you know best,
but I thought perhaps Walderhurst liked her timidity.
To see a fine, tall, upstanding creature colour in that way
was not disagreeable,
when one realised that she coloured because she feared she might have
end one. What did you think, perhaps, was his lenient response? Her colour grew warmer,
but this time from a sense of relief, because he was evidently not as displeased as he might have been.
I took a long walk this morning, she said. I went through the high wood and came out by the place
called the Kennel Farm. I was thinking a good deal of poor Mrs. Osborne, because I had heard from
her this morning, and she seemed so unhappy. I was looking at her letter again when I turned into
the lane leading to the house. Then I saw that no one was living there, and I could not help
going in to look. It is such a delightful old building, with its queer windows and chimneys,
and the ivy, which seems never to have been clipped. The house is so roomy and comfortable,
I peeped in at windows and saw big fireplaces with benches inside them. It seems a pity that such
a place should not be lived in, and, well, I thought how kind it would be of you to lend it to the
Osbournes while they are in England. It would indeed be kind, remarked his lordship, with
fervor. Her momentary excitement led Emily to take the liberty of putting out her hand to touch his.
She always felt as if connubial familiarities were rather a liberty. At least she had not so far
been able to overcome a feeling rather of that order. And this was another thing Walderhurst
by no means disliked. He himself was not aware that he was a man with a good deal of internal
vanity, which enjoyed something good. In fact, he had not a sufficiently large brain to know very
much about himself or to be able to analyze his reasons for liking or disliking people or things.
He thought he knew his reasons for his likes and dislikes, but he was frequently very far away
from the clear impersonal truth about them. Only the brilliant logic and sensitiveness of genius
really approaches knowledge of itself, and as a result it is usually extremely unhappy.
Waldershurst was never unhappy. He was sometimes dissatisfied or annoyed, but that was as far as his
emotions went. Being pleased by the warm touch of Emily's hand, he patted her wrist and looked
agreeably marital. The place was built originally for a family huntsman, and the pack was kept there.
That's why it's called the Kennel Farm. When the last lease fell out, it remained unlet because
I don't care for an ordinary tenant. It's the kind of house that is becoming rare, and the
bumpkin farmer and his family don't value antiquities. If it were furnished as it could be
furnished, said Emily. It would be beautiful. One can get old things in London if one can afford them.
I've seen them when I've been shopping. They are not cheap, but you can get them if you really search.
Would you like to furnish it? Walter Hurst inquired. The consciousness that he could if he chose
do the utmost thing of its kind in this way, at the moment assumed a certain proportion of
interest to him under the stimulation of the wonder and delight which leaped into Emily's eyes as the
possibility confronted her. Having been born without imagination, his wealth had not done for him
anything out of the ordinary everyday order. Would I like to do it? Oh dear, she exclaimed,
why in all my life I have never dreamed of being able to do such things. That, of course,
was true, he reflected, and the fact added to his appreciation of the moment. There were, of course,
many people to whom it would be impossible to contemplate the spending the sum of money of any
importance in the indulgence of a wish founded on mere taste. He had not thought of the thing
particularly in detail before, and now that he realized the significance of the fact as a fact,
Emily had afforded him a new sensation. You may do it now, if you wish, he said. I once went
over the place with an architect, and he said the whole thing could be made comfortable,
and the atmosphere of the period wholly retained for about a thousand pounds. It is not really
dilapidated, and it is worth saving. The gables and chimneys are very fine.
"'I will attend to that, and you can do the rest in your own way.'
"'It may take a good deal of money to buy the old things,' gasped Emily.
"'They are not cheap in these days. People have found out that they are wanted.'
"'It won't cost twenty thousand pounds,' Waldhurst answered.
"'It is a farmhouse, after all, and you are a practical woman.
"'Restore it. You have my permission.'
Emily put her hands over her eyes.
"'This was being the marchioness of Walderhurst,
"'and made Mortimer Street a thing still more incredible.
When she dropped her hands, she laughed even a trifle hysterically.
I couldn't thank you, she said.
It is as I said.
I never quite believed there were people who were able to think of doing such things.
There are such people, he said.
You are one of them.
And, and?
She put it to him with a sudden recollection of the thing her emotions had momentarily swept away.
Oh, I must not forget because I'm so pleased.
When it is furnished?
Oh, the Osbournes.
well we will let them have it for a few months at any rate.
They will be so thankful emotionally.
You will be doing them such a favour.
I am doing it for you, not for them.
I like to see you pleased.
She went to take off her hat with moisture in her eyes,
being overpowered by his munificence.
When she reached her room,
she walked about a little because she was excited
and then sat down to think of the relief her next letter would carry to Mrs. Osborne.
suddenly she got up and going to her bedside knelt down.
She respectfully poured forth devout thanks to the deity she appealed to
when she aided in the intoning of the litany on Sundays.
Her conception of this power was of the simplest conventional nature.
She would have been astonished and frightened if she had been told that she regarded the
omnipotent being as possessing many of the attributes of the Marquess of Walderhurst.
This was in fact true, without detracting from her reverence in either case.
End of Chapter 9
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Emily Fox Seton
Being the Making of a Marchioness
and the Methods of Lady Walderhurst
By Francis Hodgson Burnett
The Osbournes were breakfasting in their unpleasant
sitting room in Duke Street, when Lady Walderhurst's letter arrived. The toast was tough and smoked,
and the eggs were of the variety labelled 18 a shilling in the shops. The apartment was also
redolent of Kippard Herring, and Captain Osborne was scowling over the landlady's weekly bill,
when Hester opened the envelope stamped with a coronet. Each time Emily wrote a note and found
herself confronting the coronet on the paper, she blushed a little and felt that she must
presently awake from her dream.
Mrs. Osborne herself was looking far from amiable.
She was ill and nervous and irritable,
and had in fact just been crying and wishing that she was dead,
which had given rise to unpleasantness between herself and her husband,
who was not in the mood to feel patient with nerves.
Here's one from the Marchioness, she remarked slightingly.
I have had none from the Marquis, sneered Osborne.
He might have condescended a reply, the cold-blooded beggar.
Hester was reading her letter.
As she turned the first page, her expression changed.
As has previously been suggested, the epistolary methods of Lady Walderhurst were neither
brilliant nor literary, and yet Mrs. Osborne seemed to be pleased by what she read.
During the reading of a line or so, she wore an expression of slowly questioning wonder,
which a little later on settled into relief.
I can only say I think it's very decent of them, she ejaculated at last, really decent.
Alec Osborne looked up still scowlingly.
I don't see any check, he observed.
That would be the most decent thing.
It's the thing we want most with this damned woman sending in bills like this for the fourth-rate things we live on, and for her confounded tenth-rate rooms.
This is better than checks.
It means our having something we couldn't hope for checks enough to pay for.
They are offering to lend us a beautiful old place to live in for the rest of our stay.
What?
Osborne exclaimed?
Where?
Near Paltry Manor, where they're staying now?
Near Pulsory?
How near?
He had been slouching in his chair and now sat up and leaned forward on the table.
He was eager.
Hester referred to the letter again.
She doesn't say it's a sort of antiquity, I gather.
It's called the Kennel Farm.
Have you ever been to Pulsory?
Not as a guest.
He was generally somewhat sardonic when he spoke of anything connected
with Waldohurst. But once I was in the nearest county town by chance and rode over.
By Jove, starting a little, I wonder if it can be a rum-old place I passed in Rained in to have a look at.
I hope it is. Why? It's near enough to the manner to be convenient. Do you think, hesitating,
that we shall see much of them? We shall if we manage things decently. She likes you,
and she's the kind of woman to be sympathising and make a fuss over another woman.
particularly one who's under the weather and can be sentimentalized over.
Hester was pushing crumbs about on the tablecloth with her knife,
and a dull red showed itself on her cheek.
I'm not going to make capital of circumstances, she said sullenly.
I won't.
She was not a woman easily managed,
and Osborne had had reason on more than one occasion
to realize a certain wicked stubbornness in her.
There was a look in her eye now which frightened him.
It was desperately necessary that she should be kept in a
tractable mood. As she was a girl with affections, and he was a man without any, he knew what to do.
He got up and went to her side, putting his arm round her shoulders as he sat in a chair near her.
Now, little woman, he said, now, for God's sake, don't take it that way. Don't think I don't understand how you feel.
I don't believe you know anything about the way I feel, she said, setting her narrow white teeth and looking more like a native woman than he had ever seen her.
a thing which did not aid his affection for her such as it was happened to be that in certain moods she suggested a hindoo beauty to him in a way which brought back to him memories of the past he did not care to have awakened
yes i do yes i do he protested getting hold of her hand and trying to make her look at him there are things such a woman as you can't help feeling it's because you feel them that you must be on your metal lord knows you've got pluck enough and stand by a fellow now
"'What shall I do, my God, if you don't?'
"'He was, in fact, in such straits
"'that the ring of emotion in his voice
"'was not by any means assumed.
"'My God,' he repeated,
"'what shall we all do if you won't?'
"'She lifted her eyes then to look at him.
"'She was in a sufficiently nervous condition
"'to be conscious that tears were always near.
"'Are there worse things than you have told me?' she faltered.
"'Yes, worse things than it would be fair to bother you with.
"'I don't want you to be tormented.
"'I was a deuced fool before I met you and began to run straight.
"'Things pile in now that would have lain quiet enough if Walderhurst had not married.
"'Hang it all. He ought to do the decent thing by me.
"'He owes something to the man who may stand in his shoes, after all.'
Hester lifted her slow eyes again.
"'You've not much of a chance now,' she said.
"'She's a fine, healthy woman.'
"'Osworn sprang up and paced the floor, set upon by a sudden
spasm of impotent rage. He snapped his teeth rather like a dog. Oh, curse her, he gave forth,
the great, fresh-coloured, lumping brute. What did she come into it for? Of all the devilish things
that can happen to a man, the worst is to be born to the thing I was born to. To know through your
whole life that you're just a stone's throw from rank and wealth and splendor, and to have to live
and look on as an outsider. Upon my word, I felt more of an outsider just because of it. There's a
dream I've had every month or so for years. It's a dream of opening a letter that tells me he's dead,
or of a man coming into the room or meeting me in the street and saying suddenly,
Waldahurst died last night. Wolderhurst died last night. They're always the same words.
Wolderhurst died last night. And I wake up shaking and in a cold sweat for joy at the gorgeous
luck that's come at last. Hester gave a low cry like a little howl and dropped her head on her
arms on the table among the cups and saucers. She'll have a son, she cried, and then it won't
matter whether he dies or not. Ugh, was the sound wrenched from Osborne's fury, and our son might have been
in it. Ours might have had it all. Damn, damn. He won't. He won't now, even if he lives to be
born, she sobbed, and clutched at the dingy tablecloth with her lean little hands.
It was hard on her.
She had had a thousand feverish dreams he had never heard of.
She had lain awake hours at night and stared with wide open eyes at the darkness,
picturing to her inner soul the dream of splendour that she would be part of,
the solace for past miseries, the high revenges for past slights that would be hers
after the hour in which she heard the words Osborne had just quoted.
Walterhurst died last night.
Oh, if luck had only her,
helped them. If the spells her ire had taught her in secret had only worked as they would have
worked if she'd been a native woman and had really used them properly, there was a spell she had
wrought once which a mirror had sworn to her was to be relied on. It took ten weeks to accomplish
its end. In secret she had known of a man on whom it had worked. She had found out about it partly
from the remote hints which had aided her half-knowledge of strange things, and by keeping a close watch.
The man had died. He had died. She herself, and with her own eyes, had seen him begin to ail,
had heard of his fevers and pains and final death. He had died. She knew that, and she had tried the
thing herself in dead secrecy. And at the fifth week, just as with the native who had died,
she heard that Waldersd was ill. During the next four weeks, she was sick with the tension of combined
horror and delight. But he did not die in the tenth week. They heard that he had gone to Tangiers
with a party of notable people, and that his slight indisposition had passed, leaving him in
admirable health and spirits. Her husband had known nothing of her frenzy. She would not have dared
to tell him. There were many things she did not tell him. He used to laugh at her native stories of
occult powers, though she knew that he had seen some strange things done, as most foreigners had.
He always explained such things contemptuously
On grounds which presupposed in the performers of the mysteries
Powers of agility, dexterity, and universal knowledge
Quite as marvelous as anything our cult could have been
He did not like her to show belief in the tricks of natives, as he called them.
It made a woman look a fool, he said to be so credulous.
During the last few months, a new fever had tormented her.
Feelings had awakened in her which were new.
She thought things she had never thought before.
She had never cared for children or suspected herself of being the maternal woman.
But nature worked in her after her weird fashion.
She began to care less for some things and more for others.
She cared less for Osborne's moods and was better able to defy them.
He began to be afraid of her temper, and she began to like at times to defy his.
There had been some fierce scenes between them,
in which he had found her meat with a flare of fury, words she would have once been cowed by.
He had spoken one day with the coarse slightingness of a selfish, irritable brute of the domestic event which was before them. He did not speak twice. She sprang up before him and shook her clenched fist in his face so near that he started back. Don't say a word, she cried. Don't dare, don't dare. I tell you, look out if you don't want to be killed. During the outpouring of her frenzy, he saw her in an entirely new light and made discovery.
She would fight for her young as a Tigris fights for hers.
She was nursing a passion of secret feeling of which he had known nothing.
He had not for a moment suspected her of it.
She had not seen that kind of girl.
She had been of the kind that cares for finery and social importance and the world's favour,
not for sentiments.
On this morning of the letter's arrival,
he watched her sobbing and clutching the tablecloth and reflected.
He walked up and down and pondered.
There are a lot of things to be thought over.
We may as well accept the invitation at once, he said.
Grovel as much as you choose.
The more the better. They'll like it.
End of Chapter 10.
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Emily Fox Seaton being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
The Osbournes arrived at the kennel farm on a lovely rainy morning.
The green of the fields and trees and hedges was sweetly drenched and the flowers held drops which sparkled when the fitful sun broke forth and searched for the hidden light in them.
A paltry carriage comfortably met them and took them to their destination.
As they turned into the lane, Osborne looked at the line.
looked out at the red gables and chimneys showing themselves among the trees.
"'It's the old place I looked at,' he said,
"'and a jolly old place it is.'
Hester was drinking in the pure sweetness of the fresh air,
and filling her soul with the beauty of such things as she had never seen before.
In London she had grown hopeless and sick of spirit.
The lodgings in Duke Street,
the perpetual morning haddock and questionable eggs and unpaid bills,
had been evil things for her.
she had reached a point at which she had felt she could bear them no longer.
Here at all events there would be green trees and clean air and no landlady.
With no rent to pay there would be freedom from one torment at least.
She had not expected much more than this freedom, however.
It had seemed highly probable that there might be discomforts in an ancient farmhouse of the kind likely to be lent to impecunious relatives.
But before they crossed the threshold, it was plain to her that for some reason they had been given
more. The old garden had been put in order, a picturesque and sweet disorderly order, which had allowed
creepers to luxuriate and toss, and flowers to spring out of crannies, and clumps of things to
mass themselves without restraint. The girl's wretched heart lifted itself as they drove up to the
venerable brick porch, which had somewhat the air of a little church vestibule. Through the opened door,
she saw a quaint comfort she had not dreamed of. She had not the knowledge of things which
would have told her what wonders Emily had done with the place, but she could see that its quaint
furnishings were oddly beautiful in their harmony. The heavy chairs and benches and settles
seemed to have been part of centuries of farmhouse life, and to belong to the place as much
as the massive beams and doors. Hester stood in the middle of the hall and looked about her.
Part of it was oak-panelled and part was whitewashed. There were deep, low windows cut in the thick
walls. I never saw anything the least like it, she said. You wouldn't expect to see anything like it
in India, her husband answered, and you won't find many places like it in England. I should like a look at
the stables. He went out almost immediately and took the look in question, finding the result
unexpectedly satisfactory. Walders had lent him a decent horse to ride, and there was a respectable
little cart for Hester. Pastery Manor had done them very well. This was a good deal more. We're
more than he had expected. He knew such hospitality would not have been shown him if he had come
to England unmarried. Consequently, his good luck was partly a result of Hester's existence
in his life. At the same time, there awakened in him a consciousness that Hester would not have been
likely to produce such results, unless in combination with another element in the situation.
The element of another woman who was sympathetic and had some power, the new Lady Wolderhurst, in fact,
and yet confound her confound her, he thought, as he walked into the loose box to look the mare over and pat her sleekness.
The relations which established themselves between paltry and the kennel farm were marked by two characteristic features.
One of these was that Lord Walderhurst did not develop any warmer interest in the Osbournes, and that Lady Walderhurst did.
Having exceeded to Emily's wishes, and really behaved generously in the matter of providing for his heir presumptive and his wife,
life, Lord Walderhurst felt impelled to no further demonstration of feeling.
I don't like him any better than I did, he remarked to Emily, and I cannot say that Mrs. Osborne
attracts me. Of course, there is a reason why a kind-hearted woman like yourself should be
specially good to her just now. Do anything you wish for them while they're in the neighbourhood.
But as for me, the fact that a man is one's air presumptive is not enough in itself alone to
endear him to one, rather the contrary. Between these two, it is to be a man. Between these two, it is
to be confessed there existed that rancour which is not weakened by the fact that it remains
unexpressed and lurks in the deeps of the inward being. Wolderhurst would not have been
capable of explaining to himself that the thing he chiefly disliked in this robust, warm-blooded
young man was that when he met him striding about with his gun over his shoulder and a keeper
behind him, the almost unconscious realization of the unpleasant truth that he was striding over
what might prove to be his own acres, and shooting birds which in
the future he would himself possess the right to preserve, to invite other people to shoot,
to keep less favoured persons from shooting as Lord of the Manor.
This was a truth sufficiently irritating to accentuate all his faults of character and breeding.
Emily, whose understanding of his nature developed with every day of her life,
grew into a comprehension of this by degrees.
Perhaps her greatest leap forward was taken on the day when, as he was driving her in the cart
which had picked her up on the moor, they saw Oz.
born tramping through a cover with his gun. He did not see them, and a shade of irritation swept
Walderhurst's face. He seems to feel very much at home, he commented. Then he was silent for a
space during which he did not look pleased. If he were my son, he said, it would be a different matter.
If Audrey's child had lived, he stopped and gave the tall mare a light cut with his whip. He was
evidently annoyed with himself for having spoken. A hot wave of colour. A hot wave of colour.
submerged, Emily. She felt it rush over her whole body. She turned her face away, hoping
Wolderhurst would not observe her. This was the first time she had heard him utter his dead wife's
name. She had never heard anyone speak it. Audrey had evidently not been a much beloved or regretted
person, but she had had had a son. Her primitive soul had scarcely dared to approach, even with
awe, the thought of such a possibility for herself. As in the past, she had not had the temerity
to dream of herself as a woman who possessed attractions likely to lead to marriage, so she was
mentally restrained in these days. There was something spinster-like in the tenor of her thoughts,
but she would have laid down her life for this dull man's happiness, and of late she had more
than once blamed herself for accepting so much unthinkingly. I did not realize things
properly, she had said to herself in humble pain,
I ought to have been a girl, young and strong and beautiful.
His sacrifice was too great, it was immense.
It had been nothing of the sort.
He had pleased himself and done what was likely to tend,
and had tended, altogether to his own ease and comfort.
In any case, Emily Foxyden was a fine creature, and only 34,
and with Alec Osborne at the other side of the globe,
the question of leaving an air had been less present,
and consequently had dwindled in importance.
The nearness of the Osbournes fretted him just now.
If their child was a son, he would be more fretted still.
He was rather glad of a possibility, just looming,
of his being called away from England through affairs of importance.
He had spoken to Emily of this possibility,
and she had understood that, as his movements and the length of his stay would be uncertain,
she would not accompany him.
There is one drawback to our marriage, he said.
"'Is it—is it anything I can remove?' Emily asked.
"'No, though you are responsible for it.
"'People seldom can remove the drawbacks they are responsible for.
"'You have taught me to miss you.'
"'Have I? Have I?' cried Emily.
"'Oh, I am happy.'
"'She was so happy that she felt that she must pass on
"'some of her good fortune to those who had less.
"'She was beautifully kind to Hester Osborne.
"'Few days passed without the stopping of a Walderhurst carriage
before the door of the kennel farm.
Sometimes Emily came herself to take Mrs. Osborne to drive.
Sometimes she sent for her to come to lunch
and spend the day or night at Paltry.
She felt an interest in the young woman,
which became an affection.
She would have felt interested in her
if there had not existed a special reason
to call forth sympathy.
Hester had many curious and new subjects for conversation.
Emily liked her descriptions of Indian life
and her weird little stories of the natives.
She was charmed with a mirror,
whose nose-rings and native dress,
combining themselves with her dark, mystic face,
rare speech and gliding silent movements,
awakened awe and rustics,
and mingled distrust and respect
in the servants' hall at Paltry.
She's most respectably behaved, my lady,
though foreign and strange in her manners,
was Jane Cupp's comment.
But she has a way of looking at a person,
almost stealthy,
that's upset me many a time when I've noticed it suddenly.
They say that she knows things like fortune-telling
and spells and love potions, but she will only speak of them quite secret.
Emily gathered that Jane Cup was afraid of the woman, and kept a cautious eye upon her.
She is a very faithful servant, Jane, she answered.
She is devoted to Mrs Osborne.
I'm sure she is, my lady.
I've read in books about the faithfulness of black people.
They say they're more faithful than white ones.
Not more faithful than some white ones, said Lady Maldahurst with her good smile.
A mirror is not more faithful than you, I'm very sure.
Oh, my lady, ejaculated Jane, turning red with pleasure.
I do, hope not, I shouldn't like to think she could be.
In fact, the tropic suggestion of the Iyer's personality had warmed the imagination of the servants' hall,
and there had been much talk of many things, of the Osbournes as well as of their servants,
and thrilling stories of East Indian life had been related by Walderhurst's man, who was a travelled person.
Captain Osborne had good sport on these days, and sport was the thing he best loved.
He was of the breed of men who can fish, hunt or shoot all day, eat robust meals and sleep heavily
all night, who can do this every day of a year, and in so doing reach his highest point of
desire in existence. He knew no other aspirations in life than such as the fortunes of a man like
Walderhurst could put him in possession of. Nature herself had built him after the model of the
primeval type of English country landowner. India, with her blasting and stifling hot seasons and her
steaming rains, gave him nothing that he desired, and filled him with revolt against fate
every hour of his life. His sanguine body loathed and grew restive under heat. Of the kennel farm,
when he sprang out of his bed in the fresh sweetness of the morning and plunged into his tub,
he drew every breath with a physical rapture. The air which swept in through the diamond-pained ivy-hung
hastenance was a joy. Good Lord, he would cry out to Hester through her half-open door.
What mornings! How a man lives and feels the blood rushing through his veins!
Rain or shine, it's all the same to me. I can't stay indoors. Just to tramp through wet or dry
heather or under dripping or shining trees is enough. How can one believe one has ever lain
sweating with one's tongue lolling out and listen to the whining creaker the punker through nights too
deadly hot to sleep in. It's like remembering hell while one lives in paradise.
We shan't live in paradise long, Hester said once with some bitterness. Hell is waiting for us.
Damn it, don't remind a man. There are times when I don't believe it. He almost snarled the answer.
It was true that his habit was to enhance the pleasure of his days by thrusting into the background
all recollections of the reality of any other existence than that of the hour. As he tramped through,
Fern and Heather, he would remember nothing but that there was a chance. There was chance,
good lord. After a man, not overstrong, reached 54 or five, there were more chances than there had
been earlier. After hours spent in such moods, it was not pleasant to come by accident upon
Waldershurst riding his fine chestnut, erect and stayed, and be saluted by the grave raising of his
whip to his hat. Or to return to the farm, just as the paltry Baruch turned in at the gate,
with Lady Walderhurst sitting in it glowing with health,
and that enjoyable interest in all things which gave her a kind of radiance of ironed colour.
She came at length in a time when she did not look quite so radiant.
This, it appeared, was from a reason which might be regarded as natural under the circumstances.
Her more ardent man than Lord Walderhurst might have felt that he could not undertake a journey to foreign lands,
which would separate him from a wife comparatively new.
But Lord Walderhurst was not ardent, and he had married.
married a woman who felt that he did all things well, that in fact a thing must be well because
it was his choice to do it. His journey to India might, it was true, be a matter of a few months,
and involved diplomatic business for which a certain unimpeachable respectability was required.
A more brilliant man, who had been less respectable in the most decorous British sense,
would not have served the purpose of the government. Emily's skin had lost a shade of its
healthful freshness that struck Hester when she saw her. There was a suggestion that,
of fullness under her eyes, yet with the bright patience of her smile she defied the remote
suspicion that she had shed a tear or so before leaving home. She explained the situation
with an affectionately reverent dwelling upon the dignity of the mission, which would temporarily
bereave her of her mate. Her belief in Walderhurst's intellectual importance to the welfare
of the government was a complete and touching thing. It will not be for very long, she said,
and you and I must see a great deal of each other. I am so glad you are here.
here, you know how one misses, breaking off with an admirable air of determined cheer.
I must not think of that.
Walterhurst congratulated himself seriously during the days before his departure.
She was so exactly what he liked a woman to be.
She might have made difficulties or have been sentimental.
If she had been a girl, it would have been necessary to set up a sort of nursery for her,
but this fine, amenable, sensible creature could take perfect care of herself.
It was only necessary to express a wish, and she not only knew how to carry it out, but was ready to do so without question.
As far as he was concerned, he was willing to leave all to her own taste.
It was such decent taste.
She had no modern ideas which might lead during his absence to any action likely to disturb or annoy him.
What she would like best to do would be to stay at Paltry and enjoy the beauty of it.
She would spend her days in strolling through the gardens, talking to the gardener,
who had all grown fond of her, or paying little visits to old people or young ones in the village.
She would help the vicar's wife in her charities.
She would appear in the man-of-pew at church regularly, make the necessary dull calls,
and go to the unavoidable dull dinners with a faultless amiability and decorum.
As I remarked when you told me you had asked her to marry you, said Lady Maria on the occasion of his lunching with her on running up to town for a day's business.
You showed a great deal more sense than most men of your age and rank.
if people will marry they should choose the person's least likely to interfere with them emily will never interfere with you she cares a great deal more about your pleasure than her own and as to that she's so much like a big healthy good child that she would find pleasure wheresoever you dropped her
this was true yet the healthy childish creature had in deep privacy cried a little and was pathetically glad to feel that the osborns were to be near her and that she would have hester to think of and take care of during the summer
It was pathetic that she should cherish an affection so ingenuous for the Osbournes, for one of them at least had no patience with her.
To Captain Osborne, her existence and presence in the near neighbourhood were offences.
He told himself that she was of the particular type of woman he most disliked.
She was a big, blundering fool, he said, and her sighs in very good nature itself got on his nerves and irritated him.
She looked so deucedly prosperous with her first-rate clothes and her bouncing health, he said.
said. The tread of her big feet makes me mad when I hear it. Hester answered with a shrill little laugh.
Her big feet are a better shape than mine, she said. I ought to hate her, and I would if I could,
but I can't. I can, muttered Osborne between his teeth as he turned to the mantle and
scratched a match to light his pipe. End of Chapter 11. Chapter 12 of Emily Fox Seton.
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of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett. When Lord Walderhurst took his departure for India,
his wife began to order her daily existence as he had imagined she would. Before he had left her,
she had appeared at the first drawing room, and had spent a few weeks at the townhouse,
where they had given several imposing and serious dinner parties,
more remarkable for dignity and good taste than liveliness.
The duties of social existence in town would have been unbearable for Emily without her husband.
Dressed by Jane Cup with a passion of fervour, fine folds sweeping from her small, long waist,
diamonds strung round her neck, and a tiara or a big star in her full brown hair.
Emily was rather superb when supported by the consciousness that Walderhurst's well-carried maturity,
and long-accustomedness were near her.
With him she could enjoy even the un-lively splendor of a function,
but without him she would have been very unhappy.
At Paltry she was ceasing to feel new,
and had begun to realise that she belonged to the world she lived in.
She was becoming accustomed to her surroundings
and enjoyed them to the utmost.
Her easily roused affections were warmed
by the patriarchal atmosphere of village life.
Most of the Paltry villagers had touched their forelocks or curtsy to Wolderhurst for
generations. Emily liked to remember this, and had at once conceived of fondness for the simple
folk, who seemed somehow related so closely to the man she worshipped. Waldersth had not the faintest
conception of what this worship represented. He did not even reach the length of realizing its
existence. He saw her ingenuous reverence for and belief in him, and was naturally rather
pleased by them. He was also vaguely aware that if she had been a more brilliant woman, she would
have been a more exacting one and less easily impressed. If she had been a stupid woman or a clumsy one,
he would have detested her and bitterly regretted his marriage. But she was only innocent and
gratefully admiring, which qualities, combining themselves with good looks, good health and good
manners, made of a woman something he liked immensely. Really, she had looked very nice and
attractive when she had bidden him goodbye, with her emotional flush and softness of expression and the
dewy brightness of her eyes. There was something actually moving in the way her strong hand had wrung
his at the last moment. I only wish, she had said. I only do so wish that there was something I could
do for you while you were away, something you could leave me to do. Keep well and enjoy yourself,
he had answered. That will really please me. Nature had not so built him that he could suspect that
she went home and spent the rest of the morning in his rooms, putting away his belongings.
with her own hands, just for the mere passion of comfort she felt in touching the things he had
worn, the books he had handled, the cushions his head had rested against. She had indeed
mentioned to the housekeeper at Berkeley Square that she wished his lordship's apartments to remain
untouched until she herself had looked over them. The obsession which is called love is an emotion
past all explanation. The person susceptible to its power are as things beneath a spell. They see
hear and feel, that of which the rest of their world is unaware and will remain unaware
forever. To the endearing and passion-inspiring qualities Emily Waldahurst saw in this more
than middle-aged gentleman, an unstirred world would remain blind, deaf, and imperceptive
until its end transpired. This, however, made not the slightest difference in the reality of these
things that she saw and felt and was moved to her soul's centre by them. Bright youth in Agatha Norman,
at present joyously girdling the globe with her bridegroom, was moved much less deeply, despite its
laughter and love. A large lump swelled in Emily's throat as she walked about the comfortable,
deserted apartments of her Jane's. Large tears dropped on the breast of her dress, as they had
dropped upon her linen blouse when she walked across the moor to mourndle. But she bravely smiled,
as she tenderly brushed away with her hand two drops, which fell upon a tweed waistcoat she had picked up.
Having done this, she suddenly stooped and kissed the rough cloth fervently,
burying her face in it with a sob.
I do love him, so, she whispered hysterically.
I do so love him, and I shall so miss him, with the italicised feelingness of old.
The outburst was in fact so strongly italicised that she felt the next moment
almost as if she had been a little indecent.
She had never been called upon by the strenuousness of any occasion
to mention boldly to Lord Waldehurst that she loved him, it had not been necessary,
and she was too little used to it not to be abashed by finding herself proclaiming the fact to his very waistcoat itself.
She sat down, holding the garment in her hands, and let her tears fall.
She looked about her at the room, and across the corridor through the open door at his study which adjoined it.
They were fine rooms, and every book and bust and chair looked singularly suggestive of his personality.
The whole house was beautiful and imposing in Emily's eyes.
He has made all my life beautiful and full of comfort and happiness, she said trembling.
He has saved me from everything I was afraid of, and there is nothing I can do.
Oh, suddenly dropping a hot face on her hands, if I were only Hester Osborne, I should be glad to suffer anything or die in any way.
I should have paid him back just a little if I might.
For there was one thing she had learned through her yearning fervour,
not through any speech of his.
All the desire and pride in him would be fed full and satisfied
if he could pass his name onto a creature of his own flesh and blood.
All the heat his cold nature held had concentrated itself in a secret passion centered on this thing.
She had begun to awaken to a suspicion of this early in their marriage,
and afterwards by processes of inclusion and exclusion, she had realised the proud intensity of his
feeling, despite his reserve in silence. As for her, she would have gone to the stake, or have allowed
her flesh to be cut into pieces to form that which would have given him reason for exaltation
and pride. Such was the helpless, tragic, kindly love and yearning of her. The thing filled her
with a passion of tenderness for Hester Osborne.
She yearned over her, too.
Her spinster life had never brought her near to the mystery of birth.
She was very ignorant and deeply awed by the mere thought of it.
At the outset, Hester had been coldly shy and reticent.
But as they saw each other more, she began to melt before the unselfish warmth of the other
woman's overtures of friendship.
She was very lonely and totally inexperienced.
As Agatha Slade had gradually fallen into intimacy of speech, so did.
she. She longed so desperately for companionship that the very intensity of her feelings
impelled her to greater openness than she had at first intended. I suppose men don't know,
she said to herself sullenly in thinking of Osborne, who spent his days out of doors.
At any rate, they don't care. Emily cared greatly, and was so full of interest and sympathy
that there was something like physical relief in talking to her. You two have become great pals,
Alex said on an afternoon when he stood at a window watching Lady Walderhurst's carriage drive away.
You spend hours together talking. What's it all about? She talks a good deal about her husband.
It is a comfort to her to find someone to listen. She thinks he's a guard. But we principally talk about
me. Don't discourage her, laughed Osborne. Perhaps she will get so fond of you that she will not
be willing to part with us, as she will be obliged to take both to keep one. I will
wish she would, I wish she would, sighed Hester, tossing up her hands in a languid yet fretted gesture.
The contrast between herself and this woman was very often too great to be equably born.
Even her kindness could not palliate it. The simple perfection of her country clothes,
the shining skins of her horses, the smooth roll of her carriage, the automatic servants who
attended her were suggestive of that ease and completeness in all things, only
to be compassed by long-possessed wealth. To see every day the evidences of it while one lived on
charitable sufferance on the crumbs which fell from the master's table was a galling enough thing,
after all. It would always have been galling. But it mattered so much more now, so much more to Hester
than she had known it could matter, even in those days when as a girl she had thirstily longed for it.
In those days she had not lived near enough to it all to know the full meaning and value of it,
the beauty and luxury, the stateliness and good taste, to have known it in this way, to have
been almost part of it and then to leave it, to go back to a hugger-monger existence in a wretched
bungalow hounded by debt, pinched and bound hard and fast by poverty, which offered no future
prospect of bettering itself into decent good luck. Who could bear it? Both were thinking the
same thing as their eyes met. How are we to stand it after this? She
cried out sharply. We can't stand it, he answered. Confound it all, something must happen.
Nothing will, she said, nothing but that we shall go back worse off than before. At this period,
Lady Walderhurst went to London again to shop and spent two entire happy days in buying beautiful
things of various kinds, which were all to be sent to Mrs. Osborne at the Kennel Farm Paltry.
She had never enjoyed herself so much in her life as she did during those two days
when she sat for hours at one counter after another, looking at exquisite linen and flannel and lace.
The days she had spent with Lady Maria in purchasing her trousseau had not compared with these two.
She looked actually lovely as she almost fondled the fine fabrics,
smiling with warm softness at the pretty things shown her.
She spent, in fact, a good deal of money.
and luxuruated in so doing, as she would never have luxuruated in spending it in finery for herself.
Nothing indeed seemed too fairy-like in its fineness. No quantity of lace seemed in excess. Her heart
positively trembled in her breast sometimes, and she found strange tears rising in her eyes.
They are so sweet, she said plaintively to the silence of her own bedroom as she looked some of her purchases over.
I don't know why they give me such a feeling. They look so little.
and helpless, and as if they were made to hold in one's arms. It's absurd of me, I dare say.
The morning the boxes arrived at the kennel farm, Emily came too. She was in the big carriage
and carried with her some special final purchases she wanted to bring herself. She came because
she could not have kept away. She wanted to see the things again, to be with Hester when she
unpacked them, to help her, to look them all over, to touch them and hold them in her hands.
She found Hester in the large, low-ceilinged room in which she slept.
The big four-post bed was already snowed over with a heaped-up drift of whiteness,
and open boxes were scattered about.
There was an odd expression in the girl's eyes,
and she had a red spot on either cheek.
I did not expect anything like this, she said.
I thought I should have to make some plain little things myself,
suited to its station, with a wry smile.
They would have been very ugly.
I don't know how to sew in the least.
You forget that you were not buying things for a prince or princess, but for a little beggar.
Oh, don't, cried Emily, taking both her hands.
Let us be happy.
It was so nice to buy them.
I never liked anything so much in my life.
She went and stood by the bedside, taking up the things one by one,
touching up frills of lace and smoothing out tucks.
Doesn't it make you happy to look at them, she said?
You look at them, said.
Hester staring at her, as if the sight of them made you hungry,
or as if you had bought them for yourself?
Emily turned slightly away.
She said nothing.
For a few moments there was a dead silence.
Hester spoke again.
What in the world was it in a mere look of the tall,
straight body of the woman to make her feel hot and angered?
If you had bought them for yourself, she persisted,
they would be worn by a Marquess of Wolderhurst.
Emily laid down the robe she had been holding.
She put it on the bed and turned round to look at Hester Osborne with serious eyes.
They may be worn by a Marquess of Walderhurst, you know, she answered.
They may.
She was remotely hurt and startled,
because she felt in the young woman something she had felt once or twice before,
something resentful in her thoughts of herself,
as if for the moment she represented to her an enemy.
The next moment, however, Hester Osborne fell upon her with embraces.
You are an angel to me, she cried.
You are an angel, and I can't thank you.
I don't know how.
Emily Walders had patted her shoulder as she kindly enfolded her in warm arms.
Don't thank me, she half whispered emotionally.
Don't.
Just let us enjoy ourselves.
End of Chapter 12.
Chapter 13 of Emily Fox Seton.
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Alec Osborne wrote a good deal in these days. He also walked a good deal, sometimes with a gun over his shoulder and followed by a keeper, sometimes alone.
There was scarcely a square yard of the Paltry Manor lands he had not tramped over.
he had learned the whole estate by heart its woods its farms its moorlands a morbid secret interest in its beauties and resources possessed him he could not resist the temptation to ask apparently casual questions of keepers and farmers when he found himself with them
he managed to give his inquiries as much the air of an accident as possible but he himself knew that they were made as a result of a certain fevered curiosity he found that he had fallen into the habit of contentiously
continually making plans connected with the place. He said to himself, if it were mine, I would do this,
or that. If I owned it, I would make this change or that one. I would discharge this keeper,
or put another man on such a farm. He tramped among the heather thinking these things over,
and realizing to the full what the pleasure of such powers would mean to a man such as himself,
a man whose vanity had never been fed, who had a desire to control and a longing for active out of
door life. If it were mine, if it were mine, he would say to himself, oh, damn it all, if it
were only mine. And there were other places as fine, and finer places he had never seen.
Osworth, Hurst and Towers, all Walderhursts, all belonging to this one respectable elderly
muff. Thus he summed up the character of his relative. As for himself, he was young, strong,
and with vain swelling with the insistent longing for joyful, exultant life. The
sweating, panting drudgery of existence in India was a thought of hell to him. But there it was,
looming up nearer and nearer with every heavenly English day that passed. There was nothing for it
but to go back, go back, thrust one's neck into the collar again, and sweat and be galled to the
end. He had no ambitions connected with his profession. He realized loathingly in these days
that he had always been waiting, waiting. The big, bright-faced woman who was always,
hanging about Hester, doing her favours, he actually began to watch feverishly. She was such a fool.
She always looked so healthy and she was specially such a fool over Waldershurst. When she had news
of him it was to be seen shining in her face. She had a sentimental schoolgirl fancy that
during his absence she would apply herself to the task of learning to ride. She had been intending
to do so before he went away. They had indeed spoken of it together and Walderhurst had given her a
handsome, gentle, young mare. The creature was as kind as she was beautiful. Osborne, who was
celebrated for his horsemanship, had promised to undertake to give the lessons. A few days after her
return from London with her purchases, she asked the husband and wife to lunch with her at
Paltry, and during the meal broached the subject. I should like to begin soon if you can spare the
time for me, she said. I want to be able to go out with him when he comes back. Do you think I shall be
slow in learning. Perhaps I ought to be lighter to ride well. I think you will be pretty sure to have a
first-class seat, Osborne answered. You will be likely to look particularly well. Do you think I
shall? How good you are to encourage me. How soon could I begin? She was quite agreeably excited.
In fact, she was delighted by innocent visions of herself as Walders' equestrian companion.
Perhaps if she sat well and learned find control of her horse, he might be pleased.
and turned to look at her as they rode side by side, with that look of approval and dawning warmth which brought such secret joy to her soul.
When may I take my first lesson? she said quite eagerly to Captain Osborne, for whom a footman was pouring out a glass of wine.
As soon, he answered, as I have taken out the mare two or three times myself, I want to know her thoroughly.
I would not let you mount her until I had learned her by heart.
They went out to the stables after lunch and visited the mayor in her loose box.
She was a fine beast and seemed as gentle as a child.
Captain Osborne asked questions of the head groom concerning her.
She had a perfect reputation, but nevertheless she was to be taken over to the kennel stables a few days before Lady Walderhurst mounted her.
It is necessary to be more than careful, Osborne said to Hester that night.
There would be the devil and all to pay if anything went wrong.
The mayor was brought over the next morning.
She was a shining bay and her name was Faustine.
In the afternoon Captain Osborne took her out.
He rode her far and learned her thoroughly before he brought her back.
She was as lively as a kitten, but as kind as a dove.
Nothing could have been better tempered and safer.
She would pass anything.
Even the unexpected appearance of a road mending engine turning corner did not perceptibly disturb her.
Is she well behaved? Hester asked at dinner time.
Yes, apparently, was his answer.
But I shall take her out once or twice again.
he did take her out again and had only praise for her on each occasion.
But the riding lessons did not begin at once.
In fact, he was, for a number of reasons, in a sullen and unsociable humour
which did not incline him towards the task he had undertaken.
He made various excuses for not beginning the lessons, and took Faustine out almost every day.
But Hester had an idea that he did not enjoy his rides.
He used to return from them with a resentful, somber look, as if his reflections had not been
pleasant company for him. In truth, they were not pleasant company. He was beset by thoughts he did not
exactly care to be beset by, thoughts which led him farther than he really cared to go, which did not
incline him to the close companionship of Lady Walderhurst. It was these thoughts which led him on his
long rides. It was one of them which impelled him one morning, as he was passing a heap of broken stone
piled for the mending of the ways by the roadside, to touch for steam with heel and whip.
The astonished young animal sprang aside cavetting.
She did not understand, and to horse nature the uncomprehended is alarming.
She was more bewildered and also more fretted when in passing the next stone heap,
she felt the same stinging touches.
What did it mean?
Was she to avoid this thing?
To leap at sight of it?
To do what?
She tossed her delicate head and snorted in her trouble.
the country road was at some distance from paltry and was little frequented no one was in sight osborne glanced about him to make sure of this fact a long stretch of road lay before him with stone heaps piled at regular intervals
he had taken a big whisky and soda at the last wayside inn he had passed and drink did not make him drunk so much as mad he pushed the mare ahead feeling in just the humour to try experiments with her
"'Aleck is very determined that you shall be safe on for steam,' Hester said to Emily.
"'He takes her out every day.'
"'It is very good of him,' answered Emily.
Hester thought she looked to trifle nervous and wondered why.
She did not say anything about the riding lessons,
and in fact had seemed to have laid less eager and interested.
In the first place it had been Alec who had postponed.
Now it was she.
First one trifling thing and then another seemed to interpose.
"'The mayor is as safe as a featherbed,' Osborne said to her one afternoon when they were taking tea on the lawn at Paltry.
"'You had better begin now if you wish to accomplish anything before Lord Walderhurst comes back.
"'What do you hear from him as to his return?'
Emily had heard that he was likely to be detained longer than he had expected.
It seemed always to be the case that people were detained by such business.
He was annoyed, but it could not be helped.
There was a rather tired look in her eyes, and she was paler than usual.
I'm going up to town tomorrow, she said.
The riding lesson might begin after I come back.
Are you anxious about anything?
Hester asked her as she was preparing for the drive back to the kennel farm.
No, no, Emily answered.
Only, only what?
I should be so glad if he were not away.
Hester gazed reflectively at her suddenly quivering face.
I don't think I ever saw a woman so fond of a man, she said.
Emily stood still. She was quite silent. Her eyes slowly filled. She had never been able to say much about what she felt for Walderhurst. Herse was a large, dumb, primitive affection. She sat at her open bedroom window a long time that evening. She rested her chin upon her hand and looked up at the deeps of blue powdered with the diamond dust of stars. It seemed to her that she had never looked up and seen such myriads of stars before. She felt far away from earthly things, and tremble.
She was tremulously uplifted. During the last two weeks she had lived in a tumult of mind, of amazement, of awe, of hope and fear. No wonder that she looked pale and that her face was full of anxious yearning. There were such wonders in the world, and she, Emily Fox Seton, no, Emily Waldahurst, seemed to have become part of them. She clasped her hands tight together and leaned forward into the night with her face turned upwards. Very large drops began to roll fast down her cheeks.
one after the other. The argument of scientific observation might have said she was hysterical,
and whether with or without reason is immaterial. She did not try to check her tears or wipe them away,
because she did not know that she was crying. She began to pray, and heard herself saying the Lord's
prayer like a child. Our father who art in heaven, our father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name,
she murmured imploringly. She said the prayer to the end, and then began it over again.
She said it three or four times, and her appeal for daily bread and the forgiveness of trespasses
expressed what her inarticulate nature could not have put into words.
Beneath the entire vault of heaven's dark blue that night, there was nowhere lifted to the
unknown a prayer more humbly, passionful, and gratefully imploring than her final whisper.
For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory, for ever and ever, amen. Amen.
When she left her seat at the window and turned towards the room again,
Jane Cupp, who was preparing for the morrow's journey and was just entering with a dress over her arm,
found herself restraining a start at sight of her.
I hope you're quite well, my lady, she faltered.
Yes, Lady Walderhurst answered.
I think I am very well, very well, Jane.
You will be quite ready for the early train tomorrow morning?
Yes, my lady, quite.
I have been thinking, said Emily gently, almost in a turner,
of reverie, that if your uncle had not wanted your mother so much, it would have been nice to
have her here with us. She is such an experienced person and so kind. I never forget how kind
she was to me when I had the little room in Mortimer Street. Oh, my lady, you was kind to us,
cried Jane. She recalled afterwards with tears how her ladyship moved nearer to her and took her
hand with what Jane called a wonderful good look, which always brought a lump to her throat.
"'But I always count on you, Jane,' she said.
"'I count on you so much.'
"'Oh, my lady!' Jane cried again.
"'It's more comfort to believe it.
"'I'd lay down my life for your ladyship I would indeed.'
Emily sat down, and on her face there was a soft, uplifted smile.
"'Yes,' she said.
"'And Jane Cupp saw that she was reflective again,
"'and the words were not addressed exactly to herself.
"'One would be quite ready to lay down one's life
"'for the person one loved.
It seems even a little thing, doesn't it?
End of Chapter 13.
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lady walderhurst remained in town a week and jane cup remained with her in the house in berkeley square which threw open its doors to receive them on their arrival quite as if they had never left it
the servants hall brightened temporarily in its hope that livelier doings might begin to stir the establishment but jane cup was able to inform inquirers that the visit was only to be a brief one we're going back to paltry next monday she explained my lady prefers the country and she's very fond of paltry and no one
it doesn't seem at all likely she'll come to stay in london until his lordship gets back we ear said the head housemaid though a ladyship is very kind to captain osborne and his wife and that mrs osborne's in a delicate state of elf
it would be a fine thing for us if it was in our family remarked an under housemaid who was pert jane cup looked extremely reserved is it true the pert housemaid persisted that the osborn's can't abide her it's true
said Jane severely, that she's goodness itself to them, and they ought to adore her.
We're they don't, put in the tallest footman. And who wonders? If she was an angel, there's just a chance
that she may give Captain Osborne a wipe in the eye, though she is in her thirties. It's not for us,
said Jane stiffly, to discuss thirties or forties or fifties either, which are no business of ours.
There's one gentleman and Emma Marquist, as chose her over the heads of two beauties in their teens at least,
"'Well, for the matter of that,' admitted the tall footman,
"'I'd have chosen myself, if she's a fine woman.'
Lady Maria was just on the point of leaving South Ordly Street
to make some visits in the north,
but she came and lunched with Emily and was in great form.
She had her own opinion of a number of matters,
some of which she discussed, some of which she kept to herself.
She lifted her gold lorgnette and looked Emily well over.
"'Upon my word, Emily,' she said,
"'I am proud of you.
You are one of my successes.
Your looks are actually improving.
There's something rather etherealized about your face today.
I quite agree with Walderhurst and all the sentimental things he says about you.
She said this last partly because she liked Emily
and knew it would please her to hear that her husband went to the length of dwelling on her charms
in his conversation with other people,
partly because it entertained her to see the large creature's eyelids flutter
and a big blush sweep her cheek.
He really was in great luck when he was.
he discovered you. Her ladyship went on briskly. As for that, I was in luck myself.
Suppose you had been a girl who could not have been left. As Walderhurst is short of female
relatives, it would have fallen to me to decently dry nurse you. And there would have been the
complications arising from a girl being baby enough to want to dance about to places,
and married enough to feel herself entitled to defy her chaperone. She couldn't have been trusted
to chaperone herself. As it is, Walderhurst can go where duty calls, etc., and I can make my
visits and runabout, and you dear thing are quite happy at Paltry playing Lady Bountiful and
helping the little half-breed woman to expect her baby. I dare say you sit and make dolly
shirts and christening robes hand in hand. We enjoy it all very much, Emily answered, adding imploringly,
please don't call her a little half-breed woman. She's such a dear little thing, Lady Maria.
Lady Maria indulged in the familiar chuckle and put up her lawn yet to examine her again.
There's a certain kind of early Victorian saintliness about you, Emily Walderhurst, which makes my joy, she said.
You remind me of Lady Caserwood, Helen Pendennis, and Amelia Sedley, with the spitefulness and priggishness and catty ways left out.
You are as nice as Thackeray thought they were, poor mistaken man.
I am not going to suffuse you with blushes by explaining to you that there is what my nephew would call a jolly good reason why,
if you were not an early Victorian and improved Thackeray and saint, you would not be best
pleased at finding yourself called upon to assist at this interesting occasion. Another kind of
woman would probably feel like a cat towards the little Osborne. But even the mere reason itself
as a reason has not once risen in your benign and pellucid mind. You have a pellucid mind, Emily.
I should be rather proud of the word if I had invented it myself to describe you, but I didn't. It was
Waldahurst, you have actually wakened up the man's intellects such as they are. She evidently had a
number of opinions of the Osbournes. She liked neither of them, but it was Captain Osborne she especially
disliked. He is really an underbred person, she explained, and he hasn't the sharpness to know
that is the reason Walderhurst detests him. He had vulgar, cheap sort of affairs, and nearly got
into the kind of trouble people don't forgive. What a fool a creature in his position is to offend the
taste of the man he may inherit from, and who if he were not antagonistic to him would regard him
as a sort of duty. It wasn't his immorality particularly. Nobody is either moral or immoral in these
days, but penniless persons must be decent. It's all a matter of taste and manners. I haven't
any morals, myself, my dear, but I have beautiful manners. A woman can have the kind of manners
which keep her from breaking the commandments. As to the commandments, they are awfully easy things not to
break. Who wants to break them? Good lord. Thou shall do no murder, thou shalt not steal, thou shalt not
commit, et cetera. Thou shalt not bear false witness. That's simply gossip and lying, and they are
bad manners. If you have good manners, you don't. She chatted on in her pungent little worldly
good-humoured way, through the making of a very excellent lunch. After which she settled her
smart bonnet with clever touches, kissed Emily on both cheeks, and getting into her brow
rolled off smiling and nodding.
Emily stood at the drawing-room window
and watched her equipage roll round the square
and into Charles Street,
and then turns away into the big stately empty room,
sighing without intending to do so while she smiled herself.
She's so witty and so amusing, she said,
but one would no more think of telling her anything
than one would think of catching a butterfly
and holding it while one made it listen.
She would be so bored if she was confided in,
which was most true.
never in her life had her ladyship allowed herself the indiscretion of appearing a person in whom confidences might be reposed she had always had confidences enough of her own to take care of without sharing those of other people good heavens she had exclaimed once i should assume think of assuming another woman's wrinkles
on the first visit lady walderhurst made to the kennel farm the morning after her return to paltry when alec osborne helped her from her carriage he was not elated by the fact that he had never seen her look
so beautifully alive and blooming during his knowledge of her. There was a fine rose on her cheek,
and her eyes were large and happily illumined. "'How well you look!' broke from him with an
involuntariness he was alarmed to realize as almost spiteful. The words were an actual exclamation
which he had not meant to utter, and Emily Waldershurst even started to trifle and looked at him
with a moment's question. "'But you look well, too,' she answered. Paltry agrees with both of us.
such a color. I've been riding, he replied. I told you I meant to know Faustine thoroughly before I
let you mount her. She's ready for you now. Can you take your first lesson tomorrow? I don't
quite know, she hesitated. I will tell you a little later. Where is Hester? Hester was in the
drawing room. She was lying on a sofa before an open window and looking rather haggard and miserable.
She had, in fact, just had a curious talk with Alec, which had ended in something like a scene.
as hester's health grew more frail her temper became more fierce and of late there had been times when a certain savagery concealed with difficulty in her husband's moods affected her horribly this morning she felt a new character in emily's manner
she was timid and shy and a little awkward her childlike openness of speech and humour seemed obscured she had less to say than usual and at the same time there was a suggestion of restless unease about her
Hester Osborne, after a few minutes, began to have an odd feeling that the woman's eyes held a question or a desire in them.
She had brought some superb roses from the manor gardens, and she moved about arranging them for Hester and vases.
It is beautiful to come back to the country, she said.
When I get into the carriage at the station and drive through the sweet air, I always feel as if I were beginning to live again, and as if in London I had not been quite alive.
It seemed so heavenly in the Rose Garden at Paltry today
to walk about among those thousands of blooming, lovely things,
breathing scent and nodding their heavy, darling heads.
The roads are in a beautiful condition for riding, Hester said,
and Alex says that Forstein is perfect.
You ought to begin tomorrow morning, shall you?
She spoke the words somewhat slowly,
and her face did not look happy,
but then it never was a really happy face.
The days of her youth had been too full of the ironies of disappointment.
There was a second silence, and then she said again,
Shall you, if it continues by?
Emily's hands were full of roses, both hands,
and Hester saw both hands and roses tremble.
She turned round slowly and came towards her.
She looked nervous, awkward, abashed,
and as if for that moment she was a big girl of sixteen,
appealing to her and overwhelmed with queer feelings.
and yet the depths of her eyes held a kind of trembling, ecstatic light.
She came and stood before her, holding the trembling roses as if she had been called up for confession.
I—I mustn't, she half whispered.
The corners of her lips drooped and quivered, and her voice was so low that Hester could scarcely hear it.
But she started and half set up.
You mustn't? she gasped.
Yes, really, it was gasped.
Emily's hand trembled so that the roses began to fall one by one,
scattering a rain of petals as they dropped.
I mustn't, she repeated low and shakily.
I had reason.
I went to town to see somebody.
I saw Sir Samuel Brent, and he told me I must not.
He is quite sure.
She tried to calm herself and smile,
but the smile quivered and ended in a pathetic contortion of her face.
In the hope of gaining decent self-control, she bent down to pick up the dropped roses.
Before she had picked up, too, she let all the rest fall,
and sank kneeling among them her face in her hands.
Oh, Hester! Hester! she panted, with sweet, stupid unconsciousness of the other woman's heaving
chest and glaring eyes.
It has come to me, too, actually, after all.
End of Chapter 14.
Chapter 15 of Emily Fox Seton.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Waldahurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
The Pulsory Manor carriage had just rolled away carrying Lady Walderhurst home.
The big, low-ceilinged, oak-beamed farmhouse parlour was full of the deep golden sunlight of the late afternoon.
The air was heavy with the scent of roses and sweet peas and mignonette,
the adorable fragrance of English country-house rooms.
Captain Osborne inhaled it at each breath as he stood and looked out of the diamond-pained window,
watching the Landau out of sight.
He felt the scent and the golden glow of the sunset light as intensely as he felt the dead silence which rained
between himself and Hester, almost with the effect of a physical presence.
Hester was lying upon the sofa again,
and he knew she was staring at his back with that sardonic widening of her long eyes,
a thing he hated, and which always forboded things not pleasant to face.
He did not turn to face them until the footman's cockade had disappeared finally behind the tall hedge,
and the tramp of the horse's feet was deadening itself in the lane.
When he ceased watching and listening, he wheeled round suddenly.
What does it all mean? he demanded.
Hang up, foolish airs and graces.
Why won't she ride?
For she evidently does not intend to.
Hester laughed a hard, short, savage little unmerthful sound it was.
No, she doesn't intend to, she answered.
For many a long day, at least for many a month.
She has Sir Samuel Brent's orders to take the greatest care of herself.
Brent's?
Brent's? Hester struck her lean little hands together and laughed this time with a hinted,
hysteric shrillness. I told you so, I told you so, she cried. I knew it would be so. I knew it.
By the time she reaches her 36th birthday, there will be a new Marquess of Wolderhurst, and he won't be
either you or yours. And as she finished, she rolled over on the sofa and bit the cushions with
her teeth as she lay face downwards on them. He won't be you or belong to you.
she reiterated, and then she struck the cushions with her clenched fist.
He rushed over to her, and seizing her by the shoulders, shook her to and fro.
You don't know what you're talking about, he said.
You don't know what you're saying.
I do, I do, I do, she screamed under her breath and beat the cushions at every word.
It's true, it's true.
She's driveling about it, driveling.
Alec Osborne threw back his head, drawing in a hard breath,
almost a snort of fury. By God, he cried. If she went out on Faustine now, she would not come back.
His rage had made him so far beside himself that he had said more than he intended, far more than he
would have felt safe. But the girl was as far beside herself as he was, and she took him up.
Serve her right, she cried, I shouldn't care. I hate her, I hate her. I told you once I couldn't,
but I do. She's the biggest fool that ever lived. She knew nothing.
of what I felt. I believe she thought I would rejoice with her. I didn't know whether I should
shriek in her face or scream out laughing. Her eyes were as big as sources, and she looked at me as if
she felt like the Virgin Mary after the enunciation. Oh, the stupid, inhuman fool! Her words rushed
forth faster and faster. She caught her breath with gasps, and her voice grew more shrill at
every sentence. Osborne shook her again. Keep quiet, he ordered her.
You're going into hysterics, and it won't do.
Get hold of yourself.
Go for a mirror, she gasped.
Or I'm afraid I can't.
She knows what to do.
He went for a mirror, and the silently gliding creature came bringing her remedies with her.
She looked at her mistress with stealthy questioning but affectionate eyes,
and sat down on the floor rubbing her hands and feet in a sort of soothing massage.
Osborne went out of the room, and the two women were left together.
Amira knew many ways of calming her mistress's nerves, and perhaps one of the chief ones was to
lead her by subtle powers to talk out her rages and anxieties. Hester never knew that she was
revealing herself and her moods until after her interviews with the ire were over, sometimes an hour
or so had passed before she began to realize that she had let out things which she had meant
to keep secret. It was never a mirror who talked, and Hester was never conscious that she talked
very much herself. But afterwards she saw that the few sentences she had uttered were such
as would satisfy curiosity if the eye felt it. Also, she was not on the whole at all sure that the
woman felt it. She showed no outward sign of any interest other than the interest of a deep
affection. She loved her young mistress today, as passionately as she had loved her as a child
when she had held her in her bosom as if she had been her own. By the time Emily Walderhurst had
reached paltry, a mirror knew many things. She understood that her mistress was as one who,
standing upon the brink of a precipice, was being slowly but surely pushed over its edge,
pushed, pushed by fate. This was the thing imaged in her mind when she shut herself up in her room,
and stood alone in the midst of the chamber, clenching her dark hands high above her white,
veiled head, and uttering curses which were spells and spells which were curses. Emily was glad that she had
elected to be alone as much as possible, and had not invited people to come and stay with her.
She had not invited people in honest truth, because she felt shy of the responsibility of
entertainment while Wolderhurst was not with her. It would have been proper to invite his friends,
and his friends were all people she was too much in awe of, and too desirous to please to be able
to enjoy, frankly, as society. She had told herself that when she had been married a few years,
she would be braver. And now her gladness was so debout that it was pure rejoicing.
How could she have been calm? How could she have been conversational? While through her whole
being there surged but one thought? She was sure that while she talked to people, she would have
been guilty of looking as if she was thinking of something not in the least connected with
themselves. If she had been less romantically sentimental in her desire to avoid all semblance
of burdening her husband, she would have ordered him home at once, and demanded as a right
the protection of his dignity and presence. If she had been less humble, she would have felt the
importance of her position and the gravity of the claims it gave her to his consideration,
instead of being lost in prayerful gratitude to heaven. She had been rather stupidly mistaken
in not making the confidant of Lady Maria Bain, but she had been in her big girl shyness
entirely like herself. In some remote part of her nature she had shrunk from a certain look of
delighted amusement which she had known would have betrayed itself, despite her ladyship's good
intentions, in the eyes assisted by the smart gold-lornette. She knew she was inclined to be
hyper-emotional on this subject, and she felt that if she had seen the humour trying to conceal
itself behind the eyeglasses, she might have been hysterical enough to cry even while she tried to
laugh and pass off her feeling lightly. Oh no, oh no, somehow she knew that at such a moment,
for some fantastic if subtle reason, Lady Maria would only see her as Emily Fox Seton,
that she would have actually figured before her for an instant as poor Emily Fox Seton making an
odd confession. She could not have endured it without doing something foolish. She felt that she would
not indeed. So Lady Maria went gaily away to make her rounder visit,
and be the amusing old life and soul of house party after house party,
suspecting nothing of a possibility, which would actually have sobered her for a moment.
Emily passed her days at Paltry in a state of happy exultation.
For a week or so they were spent in wondering whether or not she should write a letter to Lord
Walderhurst, which should convey the information to him which even Lady Maria would have
regarded as important.
But the more she argued the question with herself, the less she wavered from her first intention.
Lady Maria's frank congratulation of herself and Lord Walderhurst and his wife's entire unexactingness
had indeed been the outcome of a half-formed intention to dissipate amiably even the vaguest inclination
to verge on expecting things from people. While she thought Emily unlikely to allow herself
to deteriorate into an encumbrance, her ladyship had seen women in her position before,
whose marriages had made perfect fools of them through causing them to lose their heads completely
and require concessions and detention from their newly acquired relations which bored everybody.
So she had lightly patted and praised Emily for the course of action she preferred to keep her up to.
She's the kind of woman ideas sink into if they're well put, she had remarked in times gone by.
She's not sharp enough to see that things are being suggested to her, but a suggestion acts upon her delightfully.
Her suggestions acted upon Emily as she walked about the gardens at Poustery,
pondering in the sunshine and soothed by the flower scents of the warmed borders.
Such a letter written to Walderhurst might change his cherished plans,
concerning which she knew he held certain ambitions.
He had been so far absorbed in them that he had gone to India at her time of the year,
which was not usually chosen for the journey.
He had become further interested and absorbed after he had reached the country,
and he was evidently likely to prolong his stay, as he had not thought of prolonging it.
He wrote regularly, though not frequently, and Emily had gathered from the tone of his letters,
but he was more interested than he had ever been in his life before.
I would not interfere with his work for anything in the world, she said.
He cares more for it than he usually cares for things.
I care for everything.
I have that kind of mind.
An intellectual person is different.
I am perfectly well and happy here, and it will be so nice to look forward.
She was not aware how Lady Maria's suggestions had sunk in.
in. She would probably have reached the same conclusion without their having been made,
but since they had been made, they had assisted her. There was one thing of all others she felt
she could not possibly bear, which was to realize that she herself could bring to her James's
face an expression she had once or twice seen others bring there, Captain Osborne notably,
an expression of silent boredom on the verge of irritation. Even radiant domestic joy might not be
able to overrule this. If just at this particular juncture, he found himself placed in the position
of a man whom decency compelled to take the next steamer to England. If she had felt tenderly towards
Hester Osborne before, the feeling was now increased tenfold. She went to see her oftener. She began to try
to persuade her to come and stay at Paltry. She was all the more kind because Hester seemed less well
and was in desperate ill spirits. Her small face had grown thin and yellow. She had dark rings under
her eyes, and her little hands were hot and looked like birds' claws. She did not sleep
and had lost her appetite. You must come and stay at Pulsory for a few days, Emily said to her.
The mere change from one house to another may make you sleep better. But Hester was not inclined
to avail herself of the invitation. She made obstacles and delayed acceptance for one reason
and another. She was, in fact, all the more reluctant because her husband wished her to make
the visit. Their opposed opinions had resulted in one of their scenes,
"'I won't go,' she had said at first.
"'I tell you, I won't.
"'You will,' he answered.
"'It will be better for you.'
"'Will it be worse for me if I don't?'
She laughed feverishly.
"'And how will it be better for you if I do?
"'I know you're in it.'
He lost his temper and was indiscreet,
"'as his temper continually betrayed him into being.
"'Yes, I am in it,' he said through his teeth,
"'as you might have the sense to see.
"'Everything is the better for us
"'that throws us with them
"'and makes them familiar with the thought of us
and our rights. Our rights? The words were a shrill torn. What rights have you likely to be
recognised unless you kill her? Are you going to kill her? He had a moment of insanity. I'd kill her,
and you two if it was safe to do it, you both deserve it. He flung across the room, having lost his wits
as well as his temper. But a second later, both came back to him as in a revulsion feeling.
I talk like a melodramatic fool, he cried.
Oh, Hester, forgive me.
He knelt on the floor by her side, caressing her imploringly.
We both take fire in the same way.
We're both driven crazy by this damn blow.
We're beaten.
We may as well own it and take what we can get.
She's a fool, but she's better than that pompous, stiff brute, Waldahurst,
and she has a lot of pull over him he knows nothing about.
The smug animal is falling in love with her in his way.
she can make him do the decent thing let us keep brens with her the decent thing would be a thousand a year wailed hester giving in to his contrition in spite of herself because she had once been in love with him and because she was utterly helpless five hundred a year wouldn't be indecent let us keep on her good side he said fondling her with a relieved countenance tell her you will come and that she's an angel and that you are sure a visit to the man i will save your life they went to paltry of you
days later. Amira accompanied them in attendance upon her mistress, and the three settled down into a
life so regular that it scarcely seemed to wear the aspect of a visit. The Osbournes were given
some of the most beautiful and convenient rooms in the house. No other visitors were impending,
and the whole big place was at their disposal. Hester's boudoir overlooked the most perfect nooks
of garden, and its sweet chint's draperies and cushions and books and flowers made it a luxurious
abode of peace. What shall I do? She said on the first evening in it as she sat in a soft chair
by the window, looking out at the twilight and talking to Emily. What shall I do when I must go away?
I don't mean only from here, I mean away from England to loathly India. Do you dislike it so?
Emily asked, roused to do a new conception of her feeling by her tone. I could never describe to
you how much fiercely. It is like going to the place which is the opposite of heaven.
I did not know that, pityingly. Perhaps, I wonder if something might not be done. I must talk to my husband. Amira seemed to develop an odd fancy for the Society of Jane Cup, which Jane was obliged to confess to her mistress had a tendency to produce in her system the creeps. You must try to overcome it, Jane, Lady Walderhurst said. I'm afraid it's because of her colour. I felt a little silly and shy about her myself, but it isn't nice of us. You
I thought to read Uncle Tom's cabin, and all about that poor religious Uncle Tom and Legree, and Eliza crossing the river on the blocks of ice.
I have read it twice, your ladyship, was Jane's earnestly regretful response, and most awful it is, and made me and mother cry beyond words.
And I suppose it is the poor creature's colour that's against her, and I'm trying to be kind to her, but I must own that she makes me nervous.
She asks me such a lot of questions in her queer way, and stares at me so quiet.
She actually asked me quite sudden the other day if I loved the big memso.
I didn't know what she could mean at first,
but after a while I found it was her Indian way of meaning your ladyship.
And she didn't intend disrespect,
because she spoke of you most humble afterwards and called his lordship the Evan Bourne.
Be as kind as you can to her Jane, instructed her mistress,
and take her a nice walk occasionally.
I dare say she feels very homesick here.
What Amira said to her mistress was that these English servant women were pigs and devil,
and could conceal nothing from those who chose to find out things from them.
If Jane had known that the Iyer could have told her of every movement she made during the day or night,
of her upgettings and down-lyings, of the hour and moment of every service done for the Big Mamsai,
of why and how and when and where each thing was done, she would have been frightened indeed.
One day it is true she came into Lady Walderhurst's sleeping apartment to find a mirror
standing in the middle of it, looking round its contents, with restless timid and,
bewildered eyes. She wore indeed the manner of an alarmed creature who did not know how she had got there.
What are you doing here? demanded Jane. You have no right in this part of the house. You're taking a
great liberty and your mistress will be angry. My Mem Saib asked me for a book. The eye
quite shivered in her alarmed confusion. Your Mem Saib said it was here. They did not order me,
but I thought I would come to you. I did not know it was forbidden. What was the book? inquired Jane
severely. I will take it to her ladyship. But Amira was so frightened that she had forgotten the name,
and when Jane knocked at the door of Mrs. Osborne's boudoir, it was empty, both the ladies having gone
into the garden. But Amira's story was quite true, Lady Walderhurst said in the evening when Jane spoke of
the matter as she dressed for dinner. They had been speaking of a book containing records of certain
historical Walderhurst. It was one Emily had taken from the library to read in her bedroom. We did not
ask her to go for it. In fact, I did not know the woman was within hearing. She moves about so
noiselessly one frequently does not know when she's near. Of course she meant very well,
but she does not know our English ways. No, my lady, she does not, said Jane respectfully but firmly.
I took the liberty of telling her that she must keep to her own part of the house
unless required by your ladyship. You mustn't frighten the poor creature, laughed her mistress.
She was rather touched indeed by the slavish desire to please induce
service swiftly, which the eye as blunder seemed to indicate. She had wished to save her
mistress even the trouble of giving the order. That was her oriental way, Emily thought, and it
was very affectionate and childlike. Being reminded of the book again, she carried it down
herself into the drawing-room. It was a volume she was fond of, because it recorded romantic
stories of certain noble dames of Walderhur's lineage. Her special predilection was a dame
Elinor, who being left with but few servitors in attendance during her lord's absence from his castle
on a foraging journey into an enemy's country, had defended the stronghold boldly against the
attack of a second enemy, who had adroitly ceased the opportunity to forage for himself.
In the cellars had been hidden treasure recently acquired by the usual means, and knowing this,
Dame Eleanor had done splendid deeds, marshalling her small forces in such way as deceived the
attacking party, and showing herself in scorn upon the battlements, a fierce, beauteous woman
about to give her lord an air, yet fearing naught, and only made more fierce and full of courage
by the spect. The son, born but three weeks later, had been the most splendid and savage
fighter of his name, and a giant in build and strength. I suppose, Emily said when they
discussed the legend after dinner. I suppose she felt that she could do anything with her italics.
I dare say nothing could make her afraid, but the thought that.
that something might go wrong while her husband was away, and strength was given her. She was so thrilled
that she got up and walked across the room with quite a fine sweep of heroic movement and her
momentary excitement. She held her head up and smiled with widening eyes. But she saw Captain Osborne
drag at his black mustache to hide an unattractive grin, and she was at once abashed into feeling
silly and shy. She sat down again with awkward self-consciousness. I'm afraid I'm making you laugh at me.
apologize, but that story always gives me such a romantic feeling. I like her so. Oh, not at all,
not at all, said Osborne. I was not laughing really, oh no, but he had been, and had been secretly
calling her a sentimental, ramping idiot. It was a great day for Jane Cup when her mother
arrived at Paltry Manor. It was a great day for Mrs. Cupp also. When she descended from the train at
the little country station, warm and somewhat flushed by her emotions and the bugled splendours
of her best bonnet and black silk mantle.
The sight of Jane, standing neatly upon the platform,
almost overcame her.
Being led to his lordship's own private bus
and seeing her trunk surrounded by the attentions
of an obsequious stationmaster and a liveryed young man,
she was conscious of concealing a flutter with dignified reserve.
My word, Jane, she exclaimed after they'd taken their seats in the vehicle.
My word, you look as accustomed to it,
as if you've been born in the family.
But it was when, after she had been introduced,
used to the society in the servants' hall, she was settled in her comfortable room next to Jane's
own, that she realised to the full that there were features of her position, which marked it
with importance almost startling. As Jane talked to her, the heat of the genteel bonnet and beaded
mantle had nothing whatever to do with the warmth which moistened her brow.
I thought I'd keep it till I saw you, mother, said the girl decorously. I know what her ladyship
feels about being talked over. If I was a lady myself, I shouldn't like it. And I know how
deep you'll feel it, that when the doctor advised her to get an experienced married person to be
at end, she said in that dear way of hers, Jane, if your uncle could spare your mother,
how I should like to have her. I've never forgot her kindness in Mortimer Street. Mrs. Cupp
fanned her face with a handkerchief of notable freshness. If she was her majesty, she said she couldn't
be more sacred to me, nor me more happy to be allowed the privilege. Jane had begun to put
her mother's belongings away. She was folding and patting a skirt on the bed.
She fussed about a little nervously and then lifted a rather embarrassed face.
I'm glad you are, ear, mother.
She said, I'm thankful to have you.
Mrs. Cupp ceased fanning and stared at her with a change of expression.
She found herself involuntarily asking her next question in a half-whisper.
Why, Jane, what is it?
Jane came nearer.
I don't know, she answered, and her voice also was low.
Perhaps I'm silly and over-anxious, because I am so fond of her.
But they're a mirror.
I actually dream about her.
What, the black woman?
If I was to say a word, or if you did, and we was wrong, how should we feel?
I've kept my nerves to myself till I've nearly screamed sometimes,
and my lady would be so hurt if she knew, but, well, in a hurried outburst,
I do wish his lordship was here, and I do wish the Osbournes wasn't, I do wish it,
I'll tell you that.
Good Lord, cried Mrs. Cote, and after staring with alarmed eyes a second or so,
She wiped a slight dampness from her upper lip.
She was of the order of female likely to take a somewhat melodramatic view of any case offering her an opening in that direction.
Jane, she gasped faintly.
Do you think they'd try to take her life?
Goodness, no, ejaculated Jane with even a trifle of impatience.
People like them damn, but suppose they was to try to, well, to upset her in some way.
What a thing for them there would be?
after which the two women talked together for some time in whispers, Jane bringing a chair to place opposite her mothers.
They sat knee to knee, and now and then Jane shed a tear from pure nervousness.
She was so appalled by the fear of making a mistake which, being revealed by some chance,
would bring confusion upon and pain of mind to her lady.
At all events was Mrs. Cupp's weighty observation when their conference was at an end.
ear we both are, and two pairs of eyes and ears and ends and legs is a fat look better than one, where there's things to be looked out for.
Her training in the matter of subtlety had not been such as the mirrors, and it may not be regarded as altogether improbable, that her observation of the ire was at times not too adroitly concealed.
But if the native woman knew that she was being remarked, she gave no sign of her knowledge.
She performed her duties faithfully and silently. She gave no trouble, and showed a gentle subserval.
and humbleness towards the white servants which won immense approbation her manner towards mrs cup's self was marked indeed by something like a tinge of a deference which it must be confessed mollified the good woman and awakened in her a desire to be just and lenient even to the dark of skin and alien of birth
she knows her betters when she sees them and has pretty enough manners for a black the object of her respectful obeisance's remarked i wonder if she's ever heard of her maker and if a little brown testament with her
with good print wouldn't be a good thing to give her. This boon was, in fact, bestowed upon her as a gift.
Mrs. Cupp bought it for a shilling at a small shop in the village. A mirror in whose dusky being was
incorporated the occult faith of lost centuries, and whose gods had been gods through mystic ages,
received the fat little brown book with down-dropped lids and grateful obeisance. These were her
words to her mistress. The fat old woman with protruding eyes bestowed it upon me. She says it is the
book of her God. She has but one. She wishes me to worship him. Am I a babe to worship such a goddess
would please her? She is old and has lost her mind. Lady Walderhurst's health continued all that could
be desired. She arose smiling in the morning and bore her smile about with her all day. She walked
much in the gardens and spent long happy hours sewing in her favourite sitting-room. Work which she might
have paid other women to do, she did with her own hands for the mere sentimental bliss of it. Sometimes she
sat with Hester and sewed, and Hester lay on a sofa and stared at her moving hands.
You know how to do it, don't you? she once said. I was obliged to sew for myself when I was so
poor, and this is delightful, was Emily's answer. But you could buy it all and save yourself the
trouble. Emily stroked her bit of Cambrick and looked awkward. I'd rather not, she said. Well as she
was, she began to think she did not sleep quite so soundly as had been habitual with her. She
started up in bed now and again as if she had been disturbed by some noise. But when she waited
and listened, she heard nothing. At least this happened on two or three occasions. And then one
night, having been lying folded in profound sweet sleep, she sprang up in the black darkness,
wakened by an actual physical reality of sensation, the soft laying of a hand upon her naked
side, that and nothing else. What is that? Who is there? She cried. Someone is in the room.
Yes, someone was there. A few feet from her bed she heard a sobbing sigh, then a rustle, then followed silence. She struck a match and getting up lighted candles. Her hand shook, but she remembered that she must be firm with herself. I must not be nervous, she said, and looked the room over from end to end. But it contained no living creature, nor any sign that living creature had entered it since she had lain down to rest. Gradually the fast beating of her.
heart had slackened, and she passed her hand over her face in bewilderment.
It wasn't like a dream at all, she murmured. It really wasn't. I felt it. Still, as absolutely
nothing was to be found, the sense of reality diminished somewhat, and being so healthy a creature,
she regained her composure, and on going back to bed slept well until Jane brought her early
tea. Under the influence of fresh morning air and sunlight, of ordinary breakfast and breakfast
talk with the Osbournes, her first convictions receded so far that she laughed to the
little as she related the incident. I never had such a real dream in my life, she said,
but it must have been a dream. One's dreams are very real sometimes, said Hester.
Perhaps it was the paltry ghost, Osborne laughed. It came to you because you ignore it.
He broke off with a slight sudden start and stared at her a second, questioningly.
Did you say it put its hand on your side? he asked. Don't tell her silly things that will frighten her.
"'How ridiculous of you!' exclaimed Hester sharply.
"'It's not proper.'
Emily looked at both of them wonderingly.
"'What do you mean?' she said.
"'I don't believe in ghosts.
"'It won't frighten me, Hester.
"'I have never even heard of a paltry ghost.'
"'Then I am not going to tell you of one,' said Captain Osborne a little brusquely,
"'and he left his chair and went to the sideboard to cut cold beef.
"'He kept his back towards them,
"'and his shoulders looked uncommunicative and slightly obstinate.
Hester's face was sullen.
Emily thought it sweet of her to care so much,
and turned upon her with grateful eyes.
I was only frightened for a few minutes, Hester, she said.
My dreams are not vivid at all, usually.
But howsoever bravely she ignored the shock she had received,
it was not without its effect,
which was that occasionally there drifted into her mind,
a recollection of the suggestion that Paltry had a ghost.
She had never heard of it,
and was in fact of an orthodoxy so ingenuously entire,
as to make her feel that belief in the existence of such things was a sort of defiance of ecclesiastical laws still such stories were often told in connection with old places and it was natural to wonder what features marked this particular legend
Did it lay hands on people's sides when they were asleep?
Captain Osborne had asked his question as if with a sudden sense of recognition.
But she would not let herself think of the matter, and she would not make inquiries.
The result was that she did not sleep well for several nights.
She was annoyed at herself because she found that she kept lying awake as if listening or waiting,
and it was not a good thing to lose one's sleep when one wanted particularly to keep strong.
Jane Cup during this week was, to use her own words,
given quite a term by an incident which, though a small matter, might have proved untoward
in its results. The house at Poulstery, despite its age, was in a wonderful state of preservation,
the carved oak balustrades of the stairways being considered particularly fine.
What but Providence, said Jane piously, in speaking to her mother the next morning,
made me look down the staircase as I passed through the upper landing just before my lady was going down to dinner.
What but Providence, I couldn't say.
It certainly wasn't because I've done it before that I remember,
but just that one evening I was obliged to cross the landing for something,
and my eye just lowered itself by accident, and there it was.
Just where it would have tripped her up.
Good Lord, it makes my heart turn over to where you tell it.
How big a bit of carving was it?
Mrs. Cupp's opulent chest trimmings heaved.
Only a small piece had broken off from old age and wormytoness, I suppose,
but it had dropped to just where she wouldn't have caught sight of it,
and ten to one she would have stepped on it and turned her ankle and been thrown from the top to the bottom of the old flight.
Suppose I hadn't seen it in time to pick it up before she went down.
Oh, dear, oh dear, mother!
I should say so.
Mrs. Cupp's manner approached the devout.
This incident it was, which probably added to Jane's nervous sense of responsibility.
She began to watch her mistress's movements with hypersensitive anxiety.
She fell into the habit of going over her bedroom two or three years.
times a day, giving a sort of examination to its contents. Perhaps I'm so fond of it that it's
making me downright silly, she said to her mother. But it seems as if I can't help it. I feel as if
I'd like to know everything she does and go over the ground to make sure it before she goes anywhere.
I'm so proud of a mother. I'm just as proud as if I was some connection to the family instead
of just her maid. It will be such a splendid thing if she keeps well and everything goes as it should.
even people like us can say what it means to be a gentleman that can go back nine hundred years.
If I was Lady Maria Bain, I'd be here and never leave her.
I'll tell you nothing could drive me from her.
You are well taken care of, Hester had said.
That girl is devoted to you.
In her lady's maid's way, she'd fight for your life.
I think she is as faithful to me as Amira is to you, Emily answered.
I feel sure Amira would fight for you.
Amira's devotion in these days took the form of a deep-seated hatred.
of the woman whom she regarded as her mistress's enemy.
It is an evil thing that she should take this place, she said.
She is an old woman.
What right hath she to think she may bear a son?
Ill luck will come of it.
She deserves any ill fortune which may befall her.
Sometimes Lady Walderhurst once said to Osborne,
I feel as if a mirror disliked me.
She looks at me in such a curious, stealthy way.
She's admiring you, was his answer.
She thinks you're something a little supernatural,
because you're so tall and have such a fresh colour.
There was in the park at Pulsory Manor a large ornamental pool of water,
deep and dark and beautiful,
because of the age and hugeness of the trees which closed around it,
and the water plants which encircled and floated upon it.
White and yellow flags and brown velvet brushes grew thick about its edge,
and water lilies opened and shut upon its surface.
An avenue of wonderful lines led down to a flight of mossy steps,
by which in times gone by people had descended to the boat which rocked idly in the soft green gloom.
There was an island on it, on which roses had been planted and left to run wild.
Early in the year, daffodils and other spring flowers burst up through the grass and waved, scented heads.
Lady Walderhurst had discovered the place during her honeymoon, and had loved it fondly ever since.
The avenue leading to it was her favourite walk.
A certain seat under a tree on the island her favourite resting place.
It is so still there, she had said to the Osbournes.
No one ever goes there but myself.
When I have crossed the little old bridge and sit down among the greenness with my book or work,
I feel as if there was no world at all.
There is no sound but the rustle of the leaves and the splash of the moorhens who come to swim about.
They don't seem to be afraid of me, neither do the thrushers and robins.
They know I shall only sit still and watch them.
Sometimes they come quite near.
She used, in fact, to take her letter-writing and sewing to the sweet secluded place
and spend hours of pure, restful bliss.
It seemed to her that her life became more lovely day by day.
Hester did not like the pool.
She thought it too lonely and silent.
She preferred her beflowered boudoir or the sunny garden.
Sometimes in these days she feared to follow her own thoughts.
She was being pushed, pushed towards the edge of her precipice,
and it was only the working of nature that she should lose her breath,
and snatch at strange things to stay herself.
Between herself and her husband a sort of silence had grown.
There were subjects of which they never spoke,
and yet each knew that the other's mind was given up to thought of them day and night.
There were black midnight hours when Hester,
lying awake in her bed, knew that Alec lay awake in his also.
She had heard him many a time turn over with a caught breath and a smothered curse.
She did not ask herself what he was thinking of.
She knew.
She knew because she was thinking of the same things herself,
of big, fresh, kind Emily Waldersd,
lost in her dreams of exultant happiness,
which never ceased to be amazed and grateful to prayerfulness.
Of the broad lands and great comfortable houses,
of all it implied to be the Marquess of Walderhurst or his son,
of the long, sickening voyage back to India,
of the hopeless muddle of life in an ill-kept bungalow,
of wretched native servants at once servile and stubborn and given to lies and thefts.
More than once she was forced to turn on her face that she might smother her frenzied sobs in her pillow.
It was on such a night, she had awakened from her sleep to notice such stillness in Osborne's adjoining room,
that she thought him profoundly asleep, that she arose from her bed to go and sit at her open window.
She had not been seated there many minutes before she became singularly conscious, she did not know how,
of some presence near her among the bushes in the garden below.
It had indeed scarcely seemed to be sound or movement which had attracted her attention,
and yet it must have been one or both, for she involuntarily turned to a particular spot.
Yes, something someone was standing in a corner hidden by shrubbery.
It was the middle of the night and people were meeting.
She sat still and almost breathless.
She could hear nothing and saw nothing but between the leaf,
a dim gleam of white. Only a mirror wore white. After a few seconds waiting, she began to think a
strange thing, though she presently realized that taking all things into consideration it was
not strange at all. She got up very noiselessly and stole into her husband's room. He was not
there. The bed was empty, though he had slept there earlier in the night. She went back to her
own bed and got into it again. In ten minutes' time, Captain Osborne crept upstairs and returned to
bed also. Hester made no sign and did not ask any questions. She knew he would have told her nothing,
and also she did not wish to hear. She had seen him speaking to a mirror in the lane a few days
before, and now that he was meeting her in the night, she knew that she need not ask herself
what the subject of their consultation might be, but she looked haggard in the morning.
Lady Walderhurst herself did not look well. For the last two or three nights she had been
starting from her sleep again with that eerie feeling of being wakened by some of the morning.
someone at her bedside, though she had found no one when she had examined the room on getting up.
I am sorry to say, I'm afraid I'm getting a little nervous, she had said to Jane Cup,
I will begin to take Valerian, though it is really very nasty. Jane herself had a somewhat
harried expression of countenance. She did not mention to her mistress that for some days she had
been faithfully following a line of conduct she had begun to mark out for herself.
She had obtained a pair of list slippers, and had been learning to go about softly.
she had sat up late and risen from her bed early though she had not been rewarded by any particularly marked discoveries she had thought however that she observed that a mirror did not look at her as much as had been her habit and she imagined she rather avoided her all she said to lady walderhurst was yes my lady mother thinks a great deal of valerian to quiet the nerves will you have a light left in your room to-night my lady i'm afraid i could not sleep with a light her mistress answered i'm not used to one
She continued to sleep disturbedly some nights in the dark.
She was not aware that on some of the nights Jane Cup either slept or laid awake in the room nearest to her.
Jane's own bedroom was in another part of the house, but in her quiet goings about in the list shoes,
she now and then saw things which made her nervously determined to be within immediate call.
I don't say it isn't nervous, mother, she said, and that I ain't silly to feel so suspicious of all sorts of little things,
but there's nights when I couldn't stand it not to be quite nearer.
End of chapter 15.
Chapter 16 of Emily Fox Seton.
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net. The Lyme Avenue was a dim, if lovely place at twilight. When the sun was setting, broad lances
of gold slanted through the branches and glorified the green spaces with mellow depths of light.
But later when the night was drawing in, the lines of grey tree trunks, shadowed and canopied
by boughs, suggested to the mind the pillars of some ruined cathedral, desolate and ghostly.
Jane Cupp, facing the gloom of it during her lady's dinner hour, and glanced at her last
dancing furtively from side to side as she went, would have been awed by the grey stillness,
even if she had not been in a timorous mood to begin with. In the first place, the Lyme Avenue,
which was her ladyship's own special and favourite walk, was not the usual promenade of servingmaids.
Even the gardeners seldom set foot in it, unless to sweep away dead leaves and fallen wood.
Jane herself had never been here before. This evening she had gone absolutely because she was
following a mirror. She was following a mirror because during the afternoon tea hour in the
servants hall, she had caught a sentence or so in the midst of a gossiping story which had made
her feel that she should be unhappy if she did not go down the walk and to the waterside,
see the water, the boat, the steps, everything. My word, mother, she had said,
it's a queer business for a respectable girl that's made in a great place to be feeling as if
she had to watch black people, same as if she was in the police and not daring to say a word,
for if I did say a word, Captain Osborne's clever enough to have me sent away from here in a jiffy,
and the worst of it is, twisting her hands together, there mayn't be anything going on, really.
If they were as innocent as lambs, they couldn't act any different, and just the same things might have happened by accident.
That's the worst of it, was Mrs. Cupp's fretted rejoinder.
Any old piece of carving might have dropped out of a balustrade,
and any lady that wasn't at well might have nightmares and be disturbed in her sleep.
Yes, admitted Jane anxiously, that is the worst of it.
Sometimes I feel so foolish, I'm all upset with myself.
The gossip in servants' halls embraces many topics.
In country houses there is naturally much to be said of village incidents,
of the scandals of cottages and the tragedies of farms.
This afternoon at one end of the table,
the talk had been of a cottage scandal which had verged on tragedy.
A handsome, bouncing, flaunting village girl had got into that trouble
which had been anticipated for her by both friends and enemies for some time.
Being the girl she was, much venomous village social stir had resulted.
It had been predicted that she would go up to London,
or that she would drown herself,
having an impudent high spirit which brought upon her much scornful
and derisive flouting on her evil day.
The manor servants knew a good deal of her,
because she had been for a while a servant at the Kennel Farm,
and had had a great fancy for a mirror,
whom it had pleased her to make friends' bruce.
when she fell suddenly ill and for days lay at the point of death there was a stealthy general opinion that amira with her love spells and potions could have said much which might have been enlightening if she had chosen the girl had been in appalling danger
the village doctor who had been hastily called in had at one moment declared that life had left her body it was in fact only a mirror who had insisted that she was not dead
After a period of prostration, during which she seemed a corpse, she had slowly come back to earthly existence.
The graphic descriptions of the scenes by her bedside, of her apparent death, her cold and bloodless body,
her lagging and ghastly revival to consciousness, aroused in the servants' hall of fevered interest.
Amira was asked questions, and gave such answers as satisfied herself, if not her interlocutors.
She was perfectly aware of the opinions of her fellow servitors.
She knew all about them while they knew nothing whatsoever about her.
Her limited English could be used as a means of baffling them.
She smiled and fell into Hindustani when she was pressed.
Jane Cupp heard both questions and answers.
Amira professed to know nothing but such things as the whole village knew.
Towards the end of the discussion, however, in a mixture of broken English and Hindustani,
she conveyed that she had believed that the girl would drown herself,
asked why, she shook her head,
then said that she had seen her by the Memseib's lake at the end of the trees.
She had asked if the water was deep enough near the bridge to drown.
Amira had answered that she did not know.
There was a general exclamation.
They all knew it was deep there.
The women shuddered as they remembered how deep they had been told it was at that particular spot.
It was said that there was no bottom to it.
everybody rather reveled in the gruesomeness of the idea of a bottomless piece of water.
Someone remembered that there was a story about it.
As much as 90 years ago, two young labourers on the place had quarreled about a young woman.
One day in the heat of jealous rage, one had seized the other and literally thrown him into the pond.
He had never been found.
No drags could reach his body.
He had sunk into the blackness forever.
A mirror sat at the table with downcast eyes.
She had a habit of sitting silent with dropped eyes which Jane could not bear.
As she drank her tea, she watched her in spite of herself.
After a few moments had passed, her appetite for bread and butter deserted her.
She got up and left the hall looking pale.
The mental phases through which she went during the afternoon
ended in her determination to go down the avenue and to the water's side this evening.
It could be done while her ladyship and her guests were at dinner.
This evening the vicar and his wife and daughter were dining at the manor.
Jane took in emotionally all the mysterious silence and dimness of the long tree-pillared aisle
and felt a tremor as she walked down it, trying to hold herself in hand by practical
reflections half whispered.
I'm just going to have a look to make sure, she said.
Silly or not, I've got upset through not being able to help watching that woman, and the
way to steady my nerves is to make sure I'm just given into foolishness.
She walked as fast as she could towards the water.
She could see its gleam in the dim light, but she must pass a certain tree before
she could see the little bridge itself.
My goodness, what's that?
She said suddenly.
It was something white which rose up as if from the ground,
as if from the rushes growing at the water's edge.
Just a second, James stood and choked,
and then suddenly darted forward running as fast as she could.
The white figure merely moved slowly away among the trees.
It did not run or seem startled,
and as Jane ran she caught it by its white drapery,
and found herself, as she had known she would,
dragging up the garments of Amira.
But Amira only turned round and greeted her with a welcoming smile,
mild enough to damp any excitement.
What are you doing here? Jane demanded,
why do you come to this place?
Amira answered her with simple fluency in Hindustani,
with the manner of not realising that she was speaking to a foreigner
who could not understand her.
What she explained was that having heard that Jane's Memseib
came here to meditate on account of the stillness,
she herself had formed the habit of coming to indulge
prayer and meditation when the place was deserted for the day. She commended the place to Jane and
Jane's mother, whom she believed to be holy persons given to devotional exercises. Jane shook her.
I don't understand a word you say, she cried. You know I don't speak in English.
Amira shook her head slowly and smiled again with patience. She endeavored to explain in English,
which Jane was sure was worse than she had ever heard her use before. Was it forbidden that a servant
should come to the water? She was far too much for Jane, who was so unnerved that she burst into tears.
You are up to some wickedness, she sobbed. I know you are. You're past bearing. I'm going to
write to people that's got the right to do what I'm damn. I'm going back to that bridge. Amira looked
at her with a puzzled amiability for a few seconds. She entered into further apologies and explanations
in Hindustani. In the midst of them, her narrow eyes faintly gleamed and she raised a hand.
They come to us. It is your Memsayibun her people. Hear them? She spoke truly.
Jane had miscalculated as to her hour, or the time spent at the dinner table had been shorter than usual.
In fact, Lady Walderhurst had brought her guests to see their young moon peer through the lime trees,
as she sometimes did when the evening was warm. Jane Cup fled precipitately. A mirror disappeared also,
but without precipitation or any sign of embarrassment.
You look as if you had not slept well, Jane, Lady Walderhurst remarked in the morning as her hair was being brushed.
She had glanced into the glass and saw that it reflected a pale face above her own,
and that the pale face had red rims to its eyes.
I have been a bit troubled by headache, my lady, Jane answered.
I have something like a headache myself, Lady Walderhurst's voice had not its usual cheerful ring.
Her own eyes looked heavy.
I did not rest well. I have not rested well for a week.
That habit of starting from my sleep, feeling that some sound has disturbed me, is growing on me.
Last night I dreamed again that someone touched my side.
I think I shall be obliged to send for Sir Samuel Brent.
My lady, exclaimed Jane feverishly, if you would, if you would!
Lady Walderhurst's look at her was nervous and disturbed.
Do you—does your mother think I am not as well as I should be, Jane? she said.
Jane's hands were actually trembling.
Oh, no, my lady, oh no, but if Sir Samuel could be sent for, or Lady Maria Bain, or his lordship?
The disturbed expression of Lady Walderhurst's face changed something verging on alarm.
It was true that she began to be horribly frightened.
She turned upon Jane, pallor creeping over her skin.
Oh, she cried, a sound of almost childlike fear and entreaty in her voice.
I'm sure you think I'm ill.
I'm sure you do.
What is it?
She leaned forward suddenly and rested her forehead on her hands, her elbows supported by the dressing table.
She was overcome by a shock of dread.
Oh, if anything should go wrong, in a faint half-wale.
If anything could happen.
She could not bear the mere thought.
It would break her heart.
She had been so happy.
God had been so good.
Jane was inwardly convulsed with contrition co-mingled with anger at her heart.
own blundering folly. Now it was she herself who had upset her ladyship, given her a fright that
made her pale and trembling. What did she not deserve for being such a thoughtless fool she might
have known? She poured forth respectfully affectionate protestations. Indeed, I beg your
pardon, my lady, indeed, it's only my silliness. Mother was saying yesterday that she had never
seen a lady so well and in his good spirit. I have no right to be here if I make such mistakes.
please, my lady, oh, might mother be allowed to step in a minute to speak to you?
Emily's colour came back gradually.
When Jane went to her mother, Mrs. Cup almost boxed her ears.
It's just the way with girls, she said.
No more sense than a pack of cats.
If you can't keep quiet, you better just give up.
Of course she'd think you meant they were to be sent for because we were so she was a dying woman.
Oh, my Jane Cup, getaway.
She enjoyed her little interview with Lady Walderhurst greatly.
A woman whose opinion was of value at such a time
had the soundest reasons for enjoying herself.
When she returned to her room,
she sat and fanned herself with a pocket handkerchief
and dealt judicially with Jane.
What we've got to do, she said,
is to think, and think we will.
Tell her things outright we must not
until we've got something sure and prude.
Then we can call on them that's got the power in their hands.
We can't call on them till we can show them a thing
no one can't deny.
As to that bridge, it's old enough to be,
easy managed and look accidental if it broke.
You say she ain't going there today.
Well, this very night, as soon as it's dark enough,
you and me will go down and have a look at it.
And what's more, we'll take a man with us.
Jud could be trusted.
Worse comes to worse, we're only taking the liberty
of making sure it's safe because we know it is old
and we're over-careful.
As Jane had gathered from her,
by careful and apparently incidental inquiry,
Emily had had no intention of visiting her retreat.
In the morning, she had in fact not felt quite well
enough. Her nightmare had shaken her far more in its second occurring. The stealthy hand had seemed
not merely to touch, but to grip at her side, and she had been physically unable to rise for some
minutes after her awakening. This experience had its physical and mental effects on her. She did not
see Hester until luncheon, and after luncheon she found her to be in one of her strange humours.
She was often in these strange humours at this time. She wore a nervous and strained
look and frequently seemed to have been crying. She had new lines on her forehead between the eyebrows.
Emily had tried in vain to rouse and cheer her with sympathetic feminine talk. There were days
when she felt that for some reason Hester did not care to see her. She felt it this afternoon,
and not being herself at the high water mark of cheerfulness, she was conscious of a certain
degree of discouragement. She had liked her so much. She had wanted to be friends with her and to make
her life an easier thing, and yet she appeared somehow to have failed. It was because she was so far
from being a clever woman. Perhaps she might fail in other things because she was not clever. Perhaps
she was never able to give to people what they wanted and what they needed. A brilliant woman had
such power to gain and hold love. After an hour or so spent in trying to raise the mental
temperature of Mrs. Osborne's beflowered boudoir, she rose and picked up her little work-basket.
"'Perhaps you would take a nap if I left you,' she said.
"'I think I will stroll down to the lake.'
She quietly stole away, leaving Hester on her cushions.
End of Chapter 16.
Chapter 17 of Emily Fox Seton.
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A few minutes later, a knock at the door being replied to by Hester's Kurt,
Come in!
Produced the modest entry of Jane Cup, who had come to make a necessary inquiry of her mistress.
Her ladyship is not here. She has gone out.
Jane made an altogether involuntary step forward.
Her face became the colour of her clean white apron.
out? she gasped. Hester turned sharply round.
To the lake, she said. What do you mean by staring in that way?
Jane did not tell her what she meant. She incontinently ran from the room without any shadow of a pretense at a lady's maid's decorum.
She fled through the rooms to make a shortcut to the door opening onto the gardens.
Through that she darted and flew across paths and flowerbeds towards the avenue of limes.
She can't get to the bridge before me, she panted.
She shan't, she shan't, I won't let her.
Oh, if my breath will only hold out.
She did not reflect that gardeners would naturally think she had gone mad.
She thought of nothing whatever but the look in a mirror's downcast eyes
when the servants had talked of the bottomless water,
the eerie, satisfied, sly look.
Of that and of the rising of the white figure from the ground last night, she thought,
and she clutched her neat side as she ran.
The Lyme Avenue seemed a mile long,
and yet when she was running down it,
she saw Lady Walderhurst walking slowly under the trees carrying her touching little basket of sewing in her hand.
She was close to the bridge.
My lady! My lady!
She gasped out as soon as she dared.
She could not run screaming all the way.
Oh, my lady, if you please!
Emily heard her and turned round.
Never had she been much more amazed in her life.
Her maid, her well-bred Jane Cup, who had not drawn an indecorous breath since assuming her duties,
was running after her, calling out to her, waving her hands, her face distorted, her voice hysteric.
Emily had just been on the point of stepping onto the bridge.
Her hand had been outstretched towards the rail.
She drew back a step in alarm and stood staring.
How strange everything seemed today.
She began to feel choked and trembling.
A few seconds a Jane was upon her clutching at her dress.
She had so lost her breath that she was almost speechless.
Lady, she panted.
Don't set foot on her. Don't, don't, don't, who we're sure. On, on what? Then Jane realized how mad she looked, how insane the whole scene was, and she gave way to her emotions.
Partly through physical exhaustion and breathlessness, and partly through helpless terror, she fell on her knees.
The bridge, she said, I don't care what happens to me, so that no arm comes to you. There's things being plotted and planned that looks like accidents.
Bridge would look like an accident if part of it broke.
There's no bottom to the water.
They were saying so yesterday, and she sat listening.
I found her here last night.
She, her.
Emily felt as if she was passing through another nightmare.
A mirror!
Whaled poor Jane.
White ones have no chance against black.
Oh, my lady!
Her sense of the possibility that she might be making a fool of herself after all was nearly killing her.
I believe she would drive you to your death if she would.
she could do it. Think what you will of me. The little basket of needlework shook in Lady
Walderhouse's hand. She swallowed hard, and without warning sat down on the roots of a fallen tree,
her cheeks blanching slowly. Oh, Jane, she said in simple woe and bewilderment. I don't
understand any of it. How could—how could they want to hurt me? Her innocence was so fatuous
that she thought that because she had been kind to them, they could not hate or wish to injure her.
but something for the first time made her begin to quail.
She sat and tried to recover herself.
She put out a shaking hand to the basket of sewing.
She could scarcely see it because suddenly tears had filled her eyes.
Bring one of the men here, she said after a few moments.
Tell him that I am a little uncertain about the safety of the bridge.
She sat quite still while Jane was absent in search of the man.
She held her basket on her knee, her hand resting on it.
her kindly slow-working mind was wakening to strange thoughts.
To her they seemed inhuman and uncanny.
Was it because good, faithful, ignorant Jane had been rather nervous about Amira
that she herself had of late got into a habit of feeling as if the eye was watching and following her?
She had been startled more than once by finding her near when she had not been aware of her presence.
She had, of course, heard Hester say that native servants often startled one by their silent, stealthy-seeming ways,
But the woman's eyes had frightened her, and she had heard the story about the village girl.
She sat and thought and thought. Her eyes were fixed upon the moss-covered ground,
and her breath came quickly and irregularly several times.
I don't know what to do, she said. I'm sure. If it is true, I don't know what to do.
The undergardener's heavy step and Jane's lighter one roused her.
She lifted her eyes to watch the pair as they came. He was a big young man with a
simple rustic face and big shoulders and hands.
The bridge is so slight and old, she said to him,
that it has just occurred to me that it might not be quite safe.
Examine it carefully to make sure.
The young man touched its forehead and began to look the supports over.
Jane watched him with bated breath when he rose to his feet.
They're all right on this side, my lady, he said.
I shall have to get in the boat to make sure of them that rest on the island.
He stamped upon the end nearest it, and it remained firm.
"'Look at the railing well,' said Lady Wolderhurst.
"'I often stand and lean on it and watch the sunset.
"'She faltered at this point,
"'because she had suddenly remembered that this was a habit of hers
"'and that she had often spoken of it to the Osbournes.
"'There was a point on the bridge at which, through a gap in the trees,
"'a beautiful sunset was always particularly beautiful.
"'It was the right-hand rail facing these special trees she rested on
"'when she watched the evening sky.
"'The big young gardener looked at the left-hand.
handrail and shook it with his strong hands.
That's safe enough, he said to Jane.
Try the other one, said Jane.
He tried the other.
Something had happened to it.
It broke in his big grasp.
His sunburnt skin changed colour by at least three shades.
Lord mighty, Jane heard him gasp under his breath.
He touched his cap and looked blankly at Lady Wolderhurst.
Jane's heart seemed to herself to roll over.
She scarcely dared look at her mistress, but when she took courage to do so, she found her so white that she hurried to her side.
"'Thank you, Jane,' she said rather faintly.
"'The sky is so lovely this afternoon that I meant to stop and look at it.
"'I should have fallen into the water, which they say has no bottom.
"'No one would have seen or heard me if you had not come.'
She caught Jane's hand and held it hard.
Her eyes wandered over the avenue of big trees, which no one but herself came near at this hour,
it would have been so lonely, so lonely.
The gardener went away, still looking less ruddy than he had looked when he arrived on the spot.
Lady Walderhurst rose from her seat on the mossy tree trunk.
She rose quite slowly.
Don't speak to me yet, Jane, she said,
and with Jane following her at a respectful distance,
she returned to the house and went to her room to lie down.
There was nothing to prove that the whole thing was not mere chance, mere chance.
It was this which turned her cold.
It was all impossible.
The little bridge had been entirely unused for so long a time.
It had been so slight a structure from the first.
It was old, and she remembered now that Waldehurst had once said
that it must be examined and strengthened if it was to be used.
She had leaned upon the rail often lately.
One evening she had wondered if it seemed quite as steady as usual.
What could she say?
Whom could she accuse because a piece of rotten wood had given away?
she started on her pillow it was a piece of rotten wood which had fallen from the balustrade upon the stairs to be seen and picked up by jane just before she would have passed down on her way to dinner
And yet what would she appear to her husband, to Lady Maria, to anyone in the decorous world,
if she told them that she believed that in a dignified English household, an English gentleman,
even a deposed air presumptive, was working out a subtle plot against her such as might adorn a melodrama.
She held her head in her hands as her mind depicted to her Lord Waldahurst's countenance,
Lady Maria's dubious, amused smile.
She would think I was hysterical, she cried under her breath.
He would think I was vulgar and stupid, that I was a fussy woman with foolish ideas which made him ridiculous.
Captain Osborne is of his family.
I should be accusing him of being a criminal.
And yet I might have been in the bottomless pond, in the bottomless pond, and no one would have known.
If it all had not seemed so incredible to her, if she could have felt certain herself,
she would not have been overwhelmed with this sense of being baffled, bewildered, lost.
the ire who so loved Hester might hate her rival.
A jealous native woman might be capable of playing stealthy tricks,
which to her strange mind might seem to serve a proper end.
Captain Osmore might not know.
She breathed again as this thought came to her.
He could not know.
It would be too insane, too dangerous, too wicked.
And yet if she had been flung headlong down the staircase,
if the fall had killed her,
where would have been the danger for the man who would only have deployed,
a fatal accident. If she had leaned upon the rail and fallen into the black depths of water below,
what could have been blamed but a piece of rotten wood? She touched her forehead with her
handkerchief because it felt cold and damp. There was no way out. Her teeth chattered. They may be
as innocent as I am, and they may be murderers in their hearts. I can prove nothing. I can
prevent nothing. Oh, do come home. There was but one thought which remained clear in her mind.
she must keep herself safe. She must keep herself safe. In the anguish of her trouble she confessed by
putting it into words, a thing which she had not confessed before, and even as she spoke she did not
realize that her words contained confession. If I were to die now, she said with a touch in gravity,
he would care very much. A few moments later she said, it does not matter what happens to me,
how ridiculous or vulgar or foolish I seem if I can keep myself safe until after.
I will write to him now and ask him to try to come back.
It was the letter she wrote after this decision which Osborne saw, among others,
awaiting postal, and which he stopped to examine.
End of Chapter 17.
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Hester sat at the open window of her boudoir in the dark.
She had herself put out the wax candles because she wanted to feel herself surrounded by the soft blackness.
She had sat through the dinner and heard her husband's anxious inquiries about the rotten handrail,
and had watched his disturbed face in Emily's pale one.
She herself had said but little,
and had been glad when the time came that she could decently excuse herself and come away.
As she sat in the darkness and felt the night breath of the flowers in the garden,
she was thinking of all the murderers she had ever heard of.
She was reflecting that some of them had been quite respectable people,
and that all of them must have lived through a period
in which they gradually changed from respectable people
to persons in whose brains a thought had worked which once they would have believed impossible to them,
which they might have scouted the idea of their giving room to.
She was sure the change must come about slowly.
At first it would seem too mad and ridiculous, a sort of angry joke.
Then the angry joke would return again and again,
until at last they let it stay and did not laugh at it, but thought it over.
Such things always happened because someone wanted or did not want something very much.
something it drove them mad to think of being forced to live without or with men who hated a woman and could not rid themselves of her who hated the sight of her face her eyes her hair the sound of her voice and step and were rendered insane by her nearness and the thought that they could never be free from any of these things had before now commonplace or comparatively agreeable men by degrees reached the point where a knife or a shot or a heavy blow seemed not only possible
but inevitable. People who had been ill-treated, people who had faced horrors through want and desire,
had reached the moment in which they took by force what fate would not grant them. Her brain so whirled
that she wondered if she was not a little delirious as she sat in the stillness, thinking such
strange things. For weeks she had been living under a strain so intense that her feelings had
seemed to cease to have any connection with what was normal. She had known too much, and yet she had been
certain of nothing at all. But she and Alec were like the people who began with a bad joke,
and then were driven and driven. It was impossible not to think of what might come, and of what
might be lost forever. If the rail had not been tried this afternoon, if big, foolish Emily
Walderhurst had been lying peacefully among the weeds tonight. The end comes to everyone, she said.
It would have been all over in a few minutes. They say it isn't really painful.
Her lips quivered and she pressed her hands tightly between her knees.
That's a murderous thought, she muttered querulously.
And yet I wasn't a bad girl to begin with.
She began to see things.
The chief thing was a sort of vision of how Emily would have looked
lying in the depths of the water among the weeds.
Her brown hair would have broken loose
and perhaps tangled itself over her white face.
Would her eyes be open and glazed or half shut?
and her childish smile, the smile that looked so odd on the face of a full-grown woman,
would it have been fixed and seem to confront the world of life with a meek question as to what
she had done to people, why she had been drowned? Hester felt sure that was what her helpless
stillness would have expressed. How happy the woman had been. To see her go about with her
unconsciously joyous eyes had sometimes been maddening, and yet, poor thing, why had she not the
right to be happy. She was always trying to please people and help them. She was so good that she was
almost silly. The day she had brought the little things from London to the kennel farm, Hester remembered
that despite her own morbid resentment, she had ended by kissing her with repentant tears.
She heard again in the midst of her delirious thoughts the nice prosaic emotion of her voice as she
said, don't thank me, don't, just let us enjoy ourselves. And she might have been
lying among the long, thick weeds of the pond, and it would not have been the accident it would
have appeared to be, of that she felt sure. Brought face to face with this definiteness of
situation she began to shudder. She went out into the night feeling that she wanted air.
She was not strong enough to stand the realization that she had become part of a web into which
she had not meant to be knitted. No, she had had her passionate and desperate moments, but she
had not meant things like this. She had almost hoped that disaster might before. She had almost
thought it possible that she would do nothing to prevent it, almost, but some things were too bad.
She felt small and young and hopelessly evil as she walked in the dark along a grass path
to a seat under a tree. The very stillness of the night was a horror to her, especially when
once an owl called, and again a dreaming bird cried in its nest. She sat under the tree in the
dark for at least an hour. The thick shadow of the drooping branches hid her in actual blackness
and seclusion. She said to herself later that some one of the occult powers she believed in had made
her go out and sit in this particular spot, because there was a thing which was not to be,
and she herself must come between. When she at last rose it was with panting breath.
She stole back to her room and lighted with an unsteady hand a bedroom candle, whose flame flickered
upon a distorted little dark face.
For as she had sat under the tree she had, after a while,
heard whispering begin quite near her,
had caught even in the darkness, a gleam of white,
and had therefore deliberately sat and listened.
There could be to the purely normal geniality of Emily Waldahurst's nature,
no greater relief than the recognition that a cloud had passed from the mood of another.
When Hester appeared the next morning at the breakfast table,
she had emerged from her humour of the day before and was almost affectionate in her amiability.
For meal at an end, she walked with Emily in the garden.
She had never shown such interest in what pertained to her as she revealed this morning.
Something she had always before lacked Emily recognised in her for the first time,
a desire to ask friendly questions, to verge on the confidential.
They talked long and without reserve, and how pretty it was of the girl, Emily thought,
to care so much about her health and spirits, to be so interested in the details of her everyday life,
even in the simple matter of the preparation and serving of her food, as if the merest trifle was of consequence.
It had been unfair, too, to fancy that she felt no interest in Walderhurst's absence in return.
She had noticed everything closely, and actually thought he ought to come back at once.
Send for him, she said quite suddenly.
Send for him now.
There was an eagerness expressed in the don't.
dark thinness of her face which moved Emily.
It is dear of you to care so much, Hester, she said.
I didn't know you thought it mattered.
He must come, said Hester.
That's all.
Send for him.
I wrote a letter yesterday, was Lady Wolderhurst's meek rejoinder.
I got nervous.
So did I get nervous, said Hester.
So did I.
That she was disturbed, Emily could see.
The little laugh she ended her words with had an excited ring in it.
during the Osborne's stay at Pulsory, the two women had naturally seen a good deal of each other,
but for the next two days they were scarcely separated at all.
Emily, feeling merely cheered and supported by the fact that Hester made herself so excellent a companion,
was not aware of two or three things.
One was that Mrs. Osborne did not lose sight of her, unless at such times as she was in the hands of Jane Cut.
I may as well make a clean breast of it, the young woman said.
I have a sense of responsibility about you that I haven't liked to speak.
of before. It's half hysterical, I suppose, but it has got the better of me.
You feel responsible for me? exclaimed Emily with wondering eyes.
Yes, I do, she almost snapped. You represent so much. Waldo Hurst ought to be here. I'm not
fit to take care of you. I ought to be taking care of you, said Emily with gentle gravity.
I am the older and stronger. You are not nearly so well as I am. Hester startled her by bursting
into tears. Then do as I tell you, she said, don't go anywhere alone. Take Jane cup with you.
You have nearly had two accidents. Make Jane sleep in your dressing room. Emily felt a dreary chill
creep over her. That which she had felt in the air when she had slowly turned an amazed face
upon Jane in the Lyme Avenue. That sense of the strangeness of things again closed her in.
I will do as you wish, she answered. But before the next day closed, always made plain to her,
all the awfulness, all the cruel, inhuman truth of things,
which seemed to lose their possibility in the exaggeration of proportion,
which made their incongruousness almost grotesque.
The very prettiness of the flowered boudoir,
the very softness of the piece in the velvet spread of gardens before the windows,
made it even more unreal.
That day, the second one, Emily had begun to note the new thing.
Hester was watching her. Hester was keeping guard.
and as she realized this, the sense of the abnormality of things grew, and fear grew with it.
She began to feel as if a wall were rising around her, built by unseen hands.
The afternoon, an afternoon of deeply golden sun, they had spent together.
They had read and talked, Hester had said most.
She had told stories of India, curious, vivid, interesting stories which seemed to excite her.
At the time when the sunlight took its deepest gold, the tea-tray was born.
brought him. Hester had left the room a short time before the footman appeared with it, carrying it
with the air of disproportionate solemnity with which certain male domestics are able to surround
the smallest service. The tea had been frequently served in Hester's boudoir of late. During the last
week, however, Lady Walderhurst's share of the meal had been a glass of milk. She had chosen
to take it because Mrs. Cupp had suggested that tea was nervous. Emily sat down at the table and
filled a cup for Hester. She knew she would return in a few moments.
so set the cup before Mrs. Osborne's place and waited.
She heard the young woman's footsteps outside,
and as the door opened, she lifted the glass of milk to her lips.
She was afterwards absolutely unable to describe to herself clearly what happened the next moment.
In fact, it was the next moment that she saw Hester spring towards her,
and the glass of milk had been knocked from her hand and rolled, emptying itself upon the floor.
Mrs. Osborne stood before her, clenching and unclenching her hands.
Have you drunk any of it? she demanded.
No, Emily answered, I have not.
Hester Osborne dropped into a chair and leaned forward, covering her face with her hands.
She looked like a woman on the verge of an outbreak of hysteria,
only to be held in check by a frenzied effort.
Lady Walderhurst quite slowly turned the colour of the milk itself,
but she did nothing but sit still and gaze at Hester.
Wait a minute. The girl was trying to recover her breath.
Wait till I can hold myself still.
still, I'm going to tell you now, I'm going to tell you.
Yes, Emily answered faintly.
It seemed to her that she waited 20 minutes before another word was spoken,
that she sat quite that long looking at the thin hands which seemed to clutch the hidden face.
This was a mistake arising from the intensity of the strain upon her nerves.
It was scarcely five minutes before Mrs. Osborne lowered her hands and laid them,
pressed tightly palm to palm, between her knees.
She spoke in a low voice, such a voice as a listener outside could not have heard.
Do you know, she demanded what you represent to us, to me and to my husband as you sit there?
Emily shook her head.
The movement of disclaimer was easier than speech.
She felt a sort of exhaustion.
I don't believe you do, said Hester.
You don't seem to realize anything.
Perhaps it's because you are so innocent.
Perhaps it's because you are so foolish.
represent the thing that we have the right to hate most on earth.
Do you hate me? asked Emily, trying to adjust herself mentally to the mad
extraordinarilyness of the situation, and at the same time scarcely understanding why she
asked her question. Sometimes I do. When I do not, I wonder at myself. The girl paused a
second, looking down as if questioningly at the carpet, and then lifting her eyes again,
went on in a dragging, half-bewildered voice.
I do not. I actually believe it is because we are both women together, before it was different.
The look which Waldershurst had compared to, that of some nice animal in the zoo,
came into Emily's eyes as two honest drops fell from them.
Would you hurt me? she faltered. Could you let other people hurt me?
Hester leaned further forward in her chair, widening upon her such hysterically insistent,
terrible young eyes has made her shudder.
Don't you see?
She cried.
Can't you see?
But for you, my son would be what Waldersd is.
My son, not yours.
I understand, said Emily.
I understand.
Listen, Mrs. Osborne went on through her teeth.
Even for that, there are things I haven't the nerve to stand.
I have thought I could stand them, but I can't.
It doesn't matter why.
I am going to tell you the truth.
You represent too much.
You have been too great a temptation.
Nobody meant anything or planned anything at first.
It all came by degrees.
To see you smiling and enjoying everything
and adoring that stilted prig of a Waldahurst
put ideas into people's heads and they grew
because every chance fed them.
If Walders would come home,
Lady Waldersd put out her hand to a letter which lay on the table.
I heard from him this morning, she said,
and he has been sent to the hills because he has a little fever.
He must be quiet.
So you see he cannot come yet.
She was shivering, though she was determined to keep still.
What was in the milk? she asked.
In the milk there was the Indian root a mirror gave the village girl.
Last night, as I sat under a tree in the dark, I heard it talked over.
Only a few native women know it.
There was a singular gravity in the words, poor Lady Walderhurst,
and reply. That, she said, would have been the cruelest thing of all. Mrs. Osborne got up and came
close to her. If you had gone out on Fosteen, she said, you would have met with an accident.
It might or might not have killed you, but it would have been an accident. If you had gone
downstairs before Jane Cups or the bit of broken balustrade, you might have been killed,
by accident again. If you had leaned upon the rail of the bridge, you would have been drowned,
and no human being could have been accused or blamed.
Emily gasped for breath and lifted her head as if to raise it above the wall
which was being slowly built round her.
Nothing will be done which can be proved, said Hester Osborne.
I have lived among native people and no.
If Amira hated me and I could not get rid of her, I should die,
and it would all seem quite natural.
She bent down and picked up the empty glass from the carpet.
It is a good thing it did not break, she said as she put it on the.
the tray. Amira will think you drank the milk and that nothing will hurt you. You escape them
always. She will be frightened. As she said it, she began to cry a little like a child.
Nothing will save me, she said. I shall have to go back. I shall have to go back.
No, no, cried Emily. The girl swept away her tears with the back of a clenched hand.
At first when I hated you, she was even petulant and plaintively resentful. I thought I could
let it go on. I watched and watched and bore it, but the strain was too great. I broke down. I think
I broke down one night when something began to beat like a pulse against my side. Emily got up and
stood before her. She looked perhaps rather as she had looked when she rose and stood before the
Marquess of Walderhurst on a memorable occasion, the afternoon on the moor. She felt almost
quiet and safe. What must I do? She asked as if she was speaking to a friend. I am afraid.
Tell me. Little Mrs. Osborne stood still and stared at her. The most incongruous thought came to her mind. She found herself at this weird moment observing how well the woman held her stupid head, how finally it was set on her shoulders, and that in a modern Royal Academy way, she was rather like the Venus of Milo. It is quite out of place to think such things at such a time, but she found herself confronted with them.
"'Go away,' she answered.
"'It is all like a thing in a play,
"'but I know what I'm talking about.
"'Say you are ordered abroad.
"'Be cool and matter of fact.
"'Simply go and hide yourself somewhere
"'and call your husband home as soon as he can travel.'
"'Emily Walderhurst passed her hand over her forehead.
"'It is like something in a play,' she said with a baffled,
"'wondering face.
"'It isn't even respectable.'
"'Hester began to laugh.
"'No, it isn't even respectable.'
she cried, and her laughter was just in time. The door opened and Alec Osborne came in.
What isn't respectable? he asked. Something I've been telling, Evely, she answered, laughing even
a trifle wildly. You are too young to hear such things. You must be kept respectable at any cost.
He grinned, but faintly scowled at the same time. You've upset something, he remarked,
looking at the carpet. I have indeed, said Hester, a cup of tea which was half milk. It
will leave a grease spot on the carpet. That won't be respectable. When she had tumbled about among
native servants as a child, she had learned to lie quickly, and she was very ready of resource.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
As she heard the Brahm draw up in the wet street before the door,
Mrs. Warren allowed her book to fall closed upon her lap,
and her attractive face wakened to an expression of agreeable expectation,
in itself denoting the existence of interesting and desirable qualities,
in the husband at the moment inserting his latch-key in the front door,
preparatory to mounting the stairs and joining her.
The man who, after 25 years of marriage, can call by his return to her side this expression to the countenance of an intelligent woman, is without question or argument, an individual whose life and occupations are as interesting as his character and points of view.
Dr. Warren was of the mental build of the man whose life would be interesting and full of outlook if it was spent on a desert island or in the Bastille.
He possessed the temperament which annexes incident and adventure, and the perceptiveness of imagination
which turns a light upon the merest fragment of event.
As a man whose days were filled with the work attendant upon the exercise of a profession
from which can be withheld few secrets, and to which most mysteries explain themselves,
his brain was the recording machine of impressions which might have stimulated to vividness
of imagination a man duller than himself, and roused to feeling one of four.
far less warm emotions. He came into the room smiling. He was a man of 50, of strong build and
masculine. He had good shoulders and good colour, and the eyes, nose and chin of a man it would
be a stupid thing to attempt to deal with in a black, godly manner. He sat down in his chair by the
fire and began to chat, as was his habit before he and his wife parted to dress for dinner.
When he was out during the day, he often looked forward to these chats and made notes of things he would
like to tell his Mary. During her day, which was given to feminine duties and pleasures, she frequently
did the same thing. Between seven and eight in the evening, they had delightful conversational
opportunities. He picked up her book and glanced it over. He asked her a few questions and answered a
few, but she saw it was with a somewhat preoccupied manner. She knew a certain remote look in his eye,
and she waited to see him get up from his chair and begin to walk to and fro with his hands in his pockets and his head thrown back.
When, after having done this he began in addition to whistle softly and draw his eyebrows together,
she broke in upon him in the manner of merely following an established custom.
I am perfectly sure, was her remark, that you have come upon one of the extraordinary cases.
The last two words were spoken as with inverted commas.
Of many deep interests he added to her existence,
the extraordinary cases were among the most absorbing.
He had begun to discuss them with her during the first year of their married life.
Accident had thrown one of them into her immediate personal experience,
and her clear-headed comprehension and sympathy in summing up singular evidence
had been of such value to him that he had turned to her in the occurrence of others,
for the aid straightforward mutual logic could give.
She had learned to await the extraordinary case with something like eagerness.
Sometimes it was true its incidents were painful, but invariably they were absorbing in their interest,
and occasionally illuminating beyond description.
Of names and persons it was not necessary she should hear anything, the drama, the ethics were enough.
With an absolute respect for his professional reserves, she asked no questions he could not reply to freely,
and avoided even the innocent following of clues.
The extraordinary case was always quite enough as it stood.
When she saw the remotely speculative look in his eyes, she suspected one.
When he left his chair and paced the floor with that little air of restlessness
and ended with unconscious whistling, which was scarcely louder than a breath,
she felt that evidence enough had accumulated for her.
He stopped and turned round.
My good Mary, he owned at once,
its extraordinaryness consists in its baffling me by being so perfectly ordinary.
Well, at least that is not frequent.
What is its nature?
Is it awful? Is it sad? Is it eccentric? Is it mad or sane? Criminal or domestic? It is nothing but suggestive. And that it suggests mystery to me makes me feel as if I myself, instead of a serious practitioner, am a professional detective. Is it a case in which you might need help? It is a case in which I am impelled to give help if it proves that it is necessary. She is such an exceedingly nice woman, good, bad or indifferent.
of a goodness i should say of a goodness which might prevent the brain acting in the manner in which a brutal world requires at present that the human brain should act in self-defence of a goodness which may possibly have betrayed her into the most pathetic trouble of the kind
was mrs warren's suggestion of that kind with a troubled look but she is a married woman she says she is a married woman no she does not say so but she looks it that's the chief feature of the case
any woman bearing more obviously the stamp of respectable British matrimony than this one does it has not fallen to me to look upon.
Mrs. Warren's expression was intrigue in the extreme. There was a freshness in this least.
But if she bears the stamp as well as the name, do tell me all it is possible to tell. Come and sit down, Harold.
He sat down and entered into details. I was called to a lady who, though not ill, seemed fatigued from a hurried journey,
and as it seemed to me the effects of anxiety and repressed excitement.
I found her in a third-class lodging-house in a third-class street.
It was a house which had the air of a place hastily made inhabitable for some special reason.
There were evidences that money had been spent, but that there had been no time to arrange things.
I have seen something of the kind before, and when I was handed into my patient sitting-room,
thought I knew the type I should find.
It is always more or less the same, a girl or a very young woman, pretty and refined and
frightened, or pretty and vulgar and carrying it off with transparent pretences and airs and graces.
Anything more remote from what I expected you absolutely cannot conceive?
Not young and pretty?
About 35 or 6, a fresh, finely built woman with eyes as candid as a six-year-old girls,
quite unexplanatory and with the best possible manner, only sweetly angrily.
about her health. Her confidence in my advice and the earnestness of her desire to obey my least
instructions were moving. Ten minutes' conversation with her revealed to me depths of long-secreted
romance in my nature. I mentally began to swear fealty to her. Did she tell you that her husband
was away? What specially struck me was that it did not occur to her that her husband required
stating, which was ingenuously impressive. She did not explain her mother or her uncles,
Why her husband?
Her mental attitude had a translucent clearness.
She wanted a medical man to take charge of her,
and if she had been an amiable, unbrilliant lady
who was a member of the royal house,
she would have conversed with me exactly as she did.
She was so respectable.
She was even a little mid-Victorian, dear Mary,
a sort of clean, healthy mid-Victorian angel.
There's an incongruousness in the figure
in connection with being obviously
in hiding in a lodging-house street,
and Mrs. Warren gave herself to reflection.
I cannot make it as incongruous as she was.
I have not told you all.
I have saved to the last the feature which marked her most definitely as an extraordinary case.
I suppose one does that sort of thing from a sense of drama.
What else? inquired Mrs. Warren roused from her speculation.
What respectable conclusion could one deduce from the fact that a letter lay on the table near her
sealed with an imposing coat of arms?
"'one's eye having accidentally fallen on it,
"'one could, of course, only avoid glancing at it again,
"'so I recognised nothing definite.
"'Also when I was announced unexpectedly,
"'I saw her quickly withdraw her hand from her lips.
"'She had been kissing a ring she wore.
"'I could not help seeing that afterwards.
"'My good Mary, it was a ruby of a size and colour
"'which recalled the Arabian knights.'
"'Mrs. Warren began to resign herself.
"'No, there is no respectable conclusion,
to be drawn. It is tragic but prosaic. She has been governess or companion in some great house.
She may be a well-born woman. It is ten times more hideous for her than if she were a girl.
She has to writhe under knowing that both her friends and her enemies are saying that she had not the
excuse of not having been old enough to know better. That might all be true, he admitted promptly.
It would be true if, but she is not writhing. She is no more unhappy than you or I. She is
anxious, and I could swear that she's only anxious about one thing. The moment in which I swore
fealty to her was when she said to me, I want to be quite safe until after. I do not care for
myself. I will bear anything or do anything. Only one thing matters. I shall be such a good
patient. Then her eyes grew moist, and she closed her lips decorously to keep them from trembling.
They're not usually like that, Mrs. Warren remarked.
have not found them so, he replied. Perhaps she believes the man will marry her. There was odd
unexpectedness in the manner in which Dr. Warren suddenly began to laugh. My dear wife, if you could see
her, it is the incongruity of what we are saying which makes me laugh. With her Ruby and her
coronets and her lodging house street, she is of an impeccableness. She does not even know she could
be doubted. Fifteen years of matrimony spent in South Kensington, three girls in the schoolroom and
four boys at Eton could not have crystallized a more unquestionable serenity. And you are saying
gravely, perhaps she believes the man will marry her. Whatsoever the situation is, I am absolutely
sure that she has never asked herself whether he would or not. Then Mrs. Warren answered,
it is the most extraordinary case we have had yet. But I have sworn fealty to her, was Warren's
conclusion, and she will tell me more later. He shook his head with an air of certainty.
Yes, she will feel it necessary to tell me later. They went upstairs to dress for dinner,
and during the remainder of the evening which they spent alone, they talked almost entirely of the
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Emily Fux Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
Lady Walderhurst's departure from paltry, though unexpected, had been calm and matter of fact.
All the Osbournes knew was that she had been obliged to go up to London for a day or two,
and that when there her physician had advised certain German baths.
Her letter of explanation and apology was very nice.
She could not return to the country before beginning her journey.
It seemed probable that she would return with her husband,
who might arrive in England during the next two months.
Has she heard that he's coming back?
Captain Osborne asked his wife.
She has written to ask him to come.
Osborne grinned.
He will be obliged to her.
He's tremendously pleased with his importance at this particular time,
and he's just the sort of man, as we both know, to be delighted at being called back to
preside over an affair which is usually a matter for old women. But the letter he had examined,
as it lay with the rest awaiting postal, he had taken charge of himself. He knew that one,
at least, would not reach Lord Walderhurst. Having heard in time of the broken bridge rail,
he had been astute enough to guess that the letter written immediately after the incident
might convey such impressions as might lead even his lordship to feel that it was
be well for him to be at home. The woman had been frightened, and would be sure to lose her head and
play the fool. In a few days she would calm down, and the affair would assume smaller proportions.
At any rate, he had chosen to take charge of this particular letter. What he did not know,
however, was that chance had played into his hands in the matter of temporarily upsetting Lord
Walderhurst's rather unreliable digestion, and in altering his plans by a smart, though not
dangerous, attack of fever, which had ended in his being ordered to a part of the
hill country not faithfully reached by letters, as a result of which several communications from
his wife went astray and were unduly delayed. At the time Captain Osborne was discussing him with
Hester, he was taking annoyed care of himself with the aid of a doctor, irritated by the untoward
disturbance of his arrangements, and giving it is true comparatively little thought to his wife,
who being comfortably installed at Pulsory manner was doubtless and joyably absorbed in little
Mrs. Osborne. What German Bars does she intend going to, Alec Osborne inquired? Hester consulted the
letter with a manner denoting but languid interest. It's rather like her that she doesn't go to the
length of explaining, was her reply. She has a way of telling you a great many things you don't
care to know, and forgetting to mention those you are interested in. She's very detailed about
her health and her affection and mine. She evidently expects us to go back to the kennel farm,
and deplores her in-hospitality with adjectives.
She did not look as if she was playing a part,
but she was playing one and doing it well.
Her little way was that of a nasty-tempered, self-centred woman
made spiteful by being called upon to leave a place which suited her.
You are not really any fonder of her than I am,
commented Osborne after regarding her speculatively for a few moments.
If he had been assured of her as he had been of a mirror,
I don't know of any reason for my being particularly.
fond of her, she said,
it's easy enough for a rich woman to be good-natured.
It doesn't cost her enough to constitute a claim.
Osborne helped himself to a stiff whiskey and soda.
They went back to the kennel farm the next day,
and though it was his habit to consume a large number of pegs daily,
the habit increased until there were not many hours in the day
when he was normally sure of what he was doing.
The German baths to which Lady Walderhurst had gone
were nearer to paltry than anyone knew.
They were only at a few hours distance by rail.
When after a day spent in a quiet London lodging,
Mrs. Cupp returned to her mistress with the information
that she had been to the house in Mortimer Street
and found that the widow who had bought the lease in furniture
was worn out with ill luck and the uncertainty of lodgers
and only long for release which was not ruin,
Emily cried a little for joy.
Oh, how I should like to be there, she said.
It was such a dear house.
No one would be.
ever dream of my being in it. And I need have no one but you and Jane. I should be so safe and
quiet. Tell her you have a friend who will take it as it is for a year and pay her anything.
I won't tell her quite that, my lady, Mrs. Cup made sagacious answer. I'll make her an offer in
ready money down and no questions asked by either of us. People in her position sometimes gets a
sudden let that pays them better than lodgers. All classes as their troubles, and sometimes a decent
house is wanted for a few months, where money can be paid, I'll make her an offer. The outcome of
which was that the widowed householder walked out of her domicile the next morning with a heavier purse
and a lighter mind than she had known for many months. The same night, ingenuously oblivious of
having been called upon to fill the role of a lady in genteel trouble, Gordon Deckerous Emily Walderhurst
arrived under the cover of discreet darkness in a cab, and when she found herself in the best bedroom,
which had once been so far beyond her means, she cried a little for joy again,
because the four dull walls, the mahogany dressing table and ugly frilled pincushions
looked so un-melo-dramatically normal and safe.
"'It seems so home-like,' she said, adding courageously,
"'it is a very comfortable place, really.'
"'We can make it much more cheerful, my lady,' Jane said with grateful appreciation,
"'and the relief makes it like paradise.'
she was leaving the room and stopped at the door there's not a person black or white can get across the doormat past mother and me until his lordship comes she allowed herself the privilege of adding emily felt a little nervous when she pictured to herself lord walderhurst crossing the doormat of a house in mortimer street in search of his marchioness she had not yet had time to tell him the story of the episode of the glass of milk and hester osborne's sudden outburst every moment had been given to careful
managed arrangement for the journey which was to seem so natural. Hester's cleverness had suggested
every step and had supported her throughout. But for Hester she was afraid she might have betrayed
herself. There had been no time for writing. But when James received her letter, of late she had
more than once thought of him as James, he would know the one thing that was important, and she had
asked him to come to her. She had apologised for suggesting any alteration of him.
his plans, but she had really asked him to come to her. I think he will come, she said to herself.
I do think he will. I shall be so glad. Perhaps I have not been sensible. Perhaps I have not done the
best thing. But if I keep myself safe until he comes back, that really seems what is most important.
Two or three days in the familiar rooms, attended only by the two friendly creatures she knew so well,
seemed to restore the balance of life for her.
Existence became comfortable and prosaic again.
The best bedroom and the room in which she spent her days
were made quite cheerful through Jane's enterprise
and memories of the appointments of Palshry.
Jane brought her tea in the morning.
Mrs. Cupp presided over the kitchen.
The agreeable doctor, whose reputation they had heard so much of,
came and went, leaving his patient feeling that she might establish a friendship.
He looked so clever and so kind.
She began to smile her childlike smile again.
Mrs. Cupp and Jane told each other in private
that if she had not been a married lady,
they would have felt that she was Miss Foxyton again.
She looked so like herself with her fresh colour
and her nice cheerful eyes,
and yet to think of the changes there had been
and what they had gone through.
People in London know nothing, or everything, of their neighbours.
The people who lived in Mortimer Street
were of the hard-worked lodging housekeeping class,
and had too many anxieties connected with butchers, bills, rent, and taxes,
to be able to give much time to their neighbours.
The life in the house which had changed hands had nothing noticeable about it.
It looked from the outside as it had always looked.
The doorsteps were kept clean,
milk was taken in twice a day,
and local tradesman's carts left things in the ordinary manner.
A doctor occasionally called to see someone,
and the only person who had inquired about the patient,
She was a friendly creature who met Mrs. Cupp at the grocer's and exchanged a few neighbourly words,
was told that ladies who lived in furnished apartments and had nothing to do,
seemed to find an interest in saying a doctor about things working women had no time to bother about.
Mrs. Cupp's view seemed to be that doctor's visits in medicine bottles furnished entertainment.
Mrs. Jameson had, as good a colour and as good an appetite as you or me,
but she was one who thought she caught cold easy and she was afraid of fresh air.
Dr. Warren's interest in the extraordinary case increased at each visit he made.
He did not see the ruby ring again.
When he had left the house after his first call,
Mrs. Cupp had called Lady Walderhurst's attention to the fact that the ring was on her hand
and could not be considered compatible with even a first-floor front in Mortimer Street.
Emily had been frightened and had removed it.
But the thing that upsets me when I and him in, Jane said to her mother anxiously in private,
it's the way she can't help look in.
You know what I mean, mother?
A nice, free, good look.
And we never could talk to her about it.
We should have to let her know that it's more than likely
thinks she's just what she isn't.
It makes me mad to think of it.
But as it had to be, if she only looked a little awkward,
or not such a lady, or a bit uppish and fretful,
she would seem so much more real.
And then there's another thing.
You know, she always did carry her Ed well,
even when she was nothing but poor Miss Foxyton,
tramping about shopping with
muddy feed, and now having been a marchion else too she's got used to it, and knowing that she is
one, gives you an innocent stately look sometimes. It's a thing she doesn't know of herself,
but I do declare that sometimes as she sat there talking just as sweet as could be, I felt as if I
ought to say, oh, if you please, my lady, if you could look not quite so much as if you got on a
tiara. Ah, and Mrs. Cupp shook her head, but that's what a maker did for her. She was born just what
she looks and she looks just what she was born, a respectable female, whereby Dr. Warren continued
to feel himself baffled. She only goes out for exercise after dark, Mary, he said. Also, in the
course of conversation, I have discovered that she believes every word of the Bible literally,
and would be alarmed if one could not accept the Athanasian creed. She is rather wounded and
puzzled by the curses it contains, but she feels sure that it would be wrong to question
anything in the church service. Her extraordinaryness is wholly her incompatibleness.
Gradually they had established the friendship Emily had thought possible.
Once or twice Dr. Warren took tea with her. Her unabashed and accustomed readiness of hospitality
was as incompatible with her circumstances as all the rest. She had the ease of a woman
who had amiably poured out tea for afternoon callers all her life. Women who were uncertain of themselves
were not amiably at ease with small social amenities.
Her ingenuous talk and her fervent italics
were an absolute delight to the man who was studying her.
He too had noticed the carriage of her head Jane Cup had deplored.
I should say she was well-born, he commented to his wife.
She holds herself as no common woman could.
Ah, I haven't a doubt that she is well-born, poor soul.
No, not poor soul.
No woman who is as happy as she is, needs to be.
pity. Since she has had time to rest, she looks radiant. In course of time, however, she was
less radiant. Most people know something of waiting for answers to letters written to foreign lands.
It seems impossible to calculate correctly as to what length of time must elapse before the
reply to the letter one sent by the last mail can reach one. He who waits is always
premature in the calculation he makes. The mail should be due at a certain date one is so sure.
The letter could be written on such a day and posted at once.
But the date calculated for arrival passes.
The answer has not come.
Who does not remember?
Emily Waldershurst had passed through the experience and knew it well.
But previously the letters she had sent had been of less vital importance.
When the replies to them had lingered on their way,
she had, it is true, watched eagerly for the postman,
and had lived restlessly between the arrivals of the males.
But she had taught herself resuscary.
nation to the inevitable. Now life had altered its aspect and its significance. She had tried,
with the aid of an untried imagination, to paint to herself the moments in which her husband would
read the letter which told him what she had told. She had wondered if he would start, if he would
look amazed, if his grey-brown eyes would light with pleasure. Might he not want to see her?
Might he not perhaps write at once? She never could advance farther in her imagined reading of this
reply than the first lines,
My dear Emily, the unexpected good news your letter contains has given me the greatest
satisfaction.
You do not perhaps know how strong my desire has been.
She used to sit and flush with happiness when she reached this point.
She so wished that she was capable of depicting to herself what the rest would be.
She calculated with the utmost care the probable date of the epistles arrival.
She thought she made sure of allowing plenty of time for,
all possible delays. For safety of her letters she had managed with Hester's aid to arrange for,
they were forwarded to her bankers and called for. Only the letters from India were of any importance,
and they were not frequent. She told herself that she must be even more than usually patient this time.
When the letter arrived, if he told her he felt it proper that he should return, no part of
the strange experience she had passed through would be of moment. When she saw his decorous well
red face and heard his correctly modulated voice, all else would seem like an unnatural dream.
In her relief at the decent composure of the first-floor front in Mortimer Street, the days did not
seem at first to pass slowly, but as the date she had counted on drew near, she could not
restrain a natural restlessness. She looked at the clock and walked up and down the room a good
deal. She was also very glad when night came and she could go to bed. Then she was glad when the
morning arrived because she was a day nearer to the end. On a certain evening, Dr. Warren said to his
wife, she is not so well today. When I called, I found her looking pale and anxious. When I commented
on the fact and asked how she was, she said that she had had a disappointment. She had been
expecting an important letter by a male arriving yesterday, and it had not come. She was evidently
in low spirits. Perhaps she has kept up her spirits before because she believed the letter would
come, Mrs. Warren speculated. She has certainly believed it would come. Do you think it will,
Harold? She thinks it will yet. She was pathetically anxious not to be impatient. She said she knew
there were so many reasons for delay when people were in foreign countries and very much occupied.
There are many reasons, I dare say, said Mrs. Warren with a touch of bitterness, but they are not
usually the ones given to waiting, desperate women. Dr. Warren stood upon the hearth-rug and gazed
into the fire knitting his brows. She wanted to tell or ask me something this afternoon, he said,
but she was afraid. She looked like a good child in great trouble. I think she will speak before long.
She looked more and more like a good child in trouble as time passed. Mail after mail came in
and she received no letter. She did not understand and her fresh colour died away.
She spent her time now in inventing reasons for the non-arrival of her husband.
letter. None of them comprised explanations which could be disparaging in any sense to Walderhurst.
Chiefly, she clung to the fact that he had not been well. Anything could be considered a reason
for neglecting letter-writing if a man was not well. If his illness had become serious, she would, of
course, have heard from his doctor. She would not allow herself to contemplate that. But if he was
languid and feverish, he might so easily put off writing from day to day. This was all the more
plausible as a reason, since he had not been a profuse correspondent. He had only written when he had
he had leisure, with decent irregularity, so to speak. At last, however, on a day when she had felt
the strain of waiting greater than she had courage for, and had counted every moment of the
hour which must elapse before Jane could return from her mission of inquiry, as she rested on the
sofa, she heard the girl mount the stairs with a step whose hastened lightness wakened in her and excited
hopefulness. She sat up with brightened face and eager eyes. How foolish she had been to fret.
Now, now everything would be different. Ah, how thankful she was to God for being so good to her.
I think you must have a letter, Jane, she said the moment the door opened. I felt it when I heard
your footstep. Jane was touching in her glow of relief and affection. Yes, my lady, I have
indeed, and they said at the bank that it had come by a steamer that was delayed by bad weather.
Emily took the letter. Her hand shook, but it was with pleasure. She forgot Jane and actually kissed the envelope before she opened it. It looked like a beautiful long letter. It was quite thick. But when she had opened it, she saw that the letter itself was not very long. Several extra sheets of notes or instructions, it did not matter what, seemed to be enclosed. Her hand shook so that she let them fall on the floor. She looked so agitated that Jane was.
was afraid to do more than retire discreetly and stand outside the door. In a few minutes she
congratulated herself on the wisdom of not having gone downstairs. She heard a troubled exclamation
of wonder and then a call for herself. Jane, please, Jane! Lady Waldahurst was still sitting
upon the sofa, but she looked pale and unsteady. The letter was in her hand which rested weakly
in her lap. It seemed as if she was so bewildered that she felt helpless. She spoke in a
tired voice. Jane, she said, I think you will have to get me a glass of wine. I don't think I'm
going to faint, but I do feel so, so upset. Jane was at her side, kneeling by her.
Please, my lady, lie down, she begged, please do. But she did not lie down. She sat trembling
and looking at the girl in a pathetic, puzzled fashion. I don't think, she quavered,
that his lordship can have received my letter.
He can't have received it. He doesn't say anything. He doesn't say one word.
She had been too healthier woman to be subject to attacks of nerves. She had never fainted before
in her life. And as she spoke, she did not at all understand why Jane seemed to move up and down,
and darkness came on suddenly in the middle of the morning. Jane managed by main strength to keep her
from falling from the sofa, and thanked Providence for the power vouchsafed to her.
She reached the bell and rang it violently, and hearing it Mrs. Cupp came upstairs with heavy swiftness.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis.
Hodgson Burnett.
Naturally, a perceptive and closely reasoning woman, Mrs. Warren's close intellectual intimacy with
her husband had in giving her the benefit of intercourse with a wide experience added greatly
to her power of reasoning by deduction. Warren frequently felt that his talk with her was
something like a consultation with especially clever and sympathetic professional confrere.
Her suggestions or conclusions were invariably worth consideration. More than once his reflection
upon them had led him to excellent results.
She made one night a suggestion with regard to the extraordinary case, which struck him as being
more than usually astute.
Is she an intellectual woman, she inquired?
Not in the least.
An unsparingly brilliant person might feel himself entitled to the right to call her stupid.
Is she talkative?
Far from it.
One of her charms is the nice respect she seems to feel for the remarks of others.
And she is not excitable?
Rather the reverse, if excitability is liveliness, she is dull.
I see, slowly.
You might have not yet thought it possible that she might, well, be under some delusion?
Warren turned quickly and looked at her.
It is wonderfully brilliant of you to have thought of it.
A delusion?
He stood and thought it over.
Do you remember, his wife assisted him with,
the complications which arose from young Mrs. Gerald's running away under similar circumstances,
answers, to Scotland, and hiding herself in a shepherd's cottage under the impression that her husband
was shadowing her with detectives? You recollect what a lovable woman she was, and what horror
she felt of the poor fellow. Yes, yes, that was an extraordinary case, too. Mrs. Warren warmed
with her subject. Here is a woman obviously concealing herself from the world in a lodging house,
plainly possessing money, owning a huge ruby ring, receiving documents stamped with imposing seals,
taking exercise only by night, heart wrung over the non-arrival of letters which are due.
Every detail points to one painful, dubious situation. On the other hand, she presents to you
the manner and aspect of a woman who is absolutely not dubious, and who is merely anxious on the
one point a dubious person would be indifferent to. Isn't it then possible that overwrought
physical condition may have driven her to the belief that she is hiding from danger? Dr. Warren was
evidently following the thought seriously. She said, reflecting, that all that mattered was that she
should be safe. I want to keep safe. That was it. You are very enlightening, Mary, always. I will go and
see her again tomorrow, but, as the result of another memory, how sane she seems. He was thinking
of this possible aspect of the matter as he mounted the staircase of the house in Mortimer Street
the next day. The stairway was of the ordinary lodging house type, its dinginess somewhat alleviated
by the fact that the cups had covered the worn carpet with clean, warm-coloured felting. The yellowish marbled
paper on the walls depressed the mind as one passed it. The indeterminate done paint had defied
fog for years. The whole house presented only such features as would encourage its proprietors
to trust to the sufficing of infrequent redecoration.
Jane had, however, made efforts in behalf of the drawing-room in which her mistress spent her days.
She had introduced palliations by degrees and with an unobtrusiveness,
which was not likely to attract the attention of neighbours unaccustomed to lavish delivery by means of furniture vans.
She had brought in a rug or so, and had gradually replaced objects with such as were more pleasant to live with and more comfortable to use.
Dr. Warren had seen the change wrought and had noted evidence as that money was not unobtainable.
The maid also was a young woman whose manner towards her mistress was not merely respectful and well-bred,
but suggestive of watchful affection bordering on reverence.
Jane Cupp herself was a certificate of decorum in good standing.
It was not such young women who secluded themselves with questionable situations.
As she laid her hand on the drawing-room door to open it and announce him,
it occurred to dr warren that he would tell mary that evening that if mrs jamieson had been the heroine of any unconventional domestic drama it was an unmistakable fact that jane kup would have felt it her duty as a young woman to leave this day month if you please mom
quite six months ago and there she was in a neat gown and apron evidently a fixture because she liked her place her decent young face full of sympathetic interest the day was dull and cold but the front room was warm and made cheerful by
fire. Mrs. Jameson was sitting at a writing table. There were letters before her, and she seemed to
have been rereading them. She did not any longer bloom with normal health. Her face was a little
dragged, and the first thing he noted in the eyes she lifted to him was that they were bewildered.
She has had a shock, he thought, poor woman. He began to talk to her about herself with the kindly
perception which was inseparable from him. He wondered if the time had not come when she would
confide in him. Her shock, whatsoever it had been, had left her in the position of a woman
wholly at a loss to comprehend what had occurred. He saw this in her ingenuous, troubled face.
He felt as if she was asking herself what she should do. It was not unlikely that presently
she would ask him what she should do. He had been asked such things before by women, but they
usually added trying detail accompanied by sobs, and appealed to his chivalry for impossible aid.
Sometimes they implored him to go to people and use his influence.
Emily answered all his questions with her usual sweet good sense.
She was not well.
Yesterday she had fainted.
Was there any disturbing reason for the faint?
He inquired?
It was because I was very much disappointed, she answered, hesitating.
I had a letter which it was not what I expected.
She was thinking desperately.
She could understand nothing.
It was not explainable that what she had written did not matter at all, that James should have made no reply.
I was awake all night, she added.
That must not go on, he said.
I was thinking and thinking nervously.
I can see that, was his answer.
Perhaps she ought to have courage to say nothing.
It might be safer, but it was so lonely not to dare to ask anyone's advice that she was getting frightened.
India was thousands and thousands of miles away, and letters took so long to come and go.
Anxiety might make her ill before she could receive a reply to a second letter,
and perhaps now in her terror she had put herself into a ridiculous position.
How could she send for Lady Maria to Mortimer Street and explain to her?
She realised also that her ladyship's sense of humour might not be a thing to confide in safely.
Warren's strong, amiable personality was good for her.
It served to aid her to normal reasoning.
Though she was not aware of the fact, her fears, her simplicity, and her timorous adoration of her husband,
had not allowed her to reason normally in the past.
She had been too anxious and too much afraid.
Her visitor watched her with great interest and no little curiosity.
He himself saw that her mood was not normal.
She did not look as poor Mrs. Gerald had looked, but she was not in a normal state.
He made his visit a long one purposely.
Tea was brought up, and he drank it with her.
He wanted to give her time to make up her mind about him.
When at last he rose to go away, she rose also.
She looked nervously undecided, but let him go towards the door.
Her move forward was curiously sudden.
No, no, she said, please come back.
I... Oh, I really think I ought to tell you.
He turned towards her wishing that Mary were with him.
She stood trying to smile and looking so entirely nice and well-behaved,
even in her agitation.
If I were not so puzzled,
or if there was anybody, she said,
if you could only advise me,
I must, I must keep safe.
There is something you want to tell me,
he said quietly.
Yes, she answered,
I am so anxious,
and I am sure it must be bad for one to be anxious always.
I have not dared to tell anyone.
My name is not, Mrs. James and Dr. Warren.
I am Lady Walderhurst.
He barely managed to restrain a start.
He was obliged to admit to himself that he had not thought of anything like this,
but Mary had been right.
Emily blushed to her ears with embarrassment.
He did not believe her.
But I am. Really, she protested, I really am.
I was married last year.
I was Emily Fox Seton.
Perhaps you remember?
She was not flighty or indignant.
Her frank face was only a little more troubled than it had been before.
before. She looked straight into his eyes without a doubt of his presently believing her.
Good heavens! If! She walked to the writing-table and picked up a number of letters. They were all
stamped with the same seal. She brought them to him almost composedly. I ought to have remembered
how strange it would sound, she said in her amenable voice, I hope I'm not doing wrong in speaking.
I hope you won't mind my troubling him. It seemed as if I couldn't bear it alone any longer.
after which she told him her story.
The unadorned straightforwardness of the relation made it an amazing thing to hear,
even more amazing than it would have been made by a more imaginative handling.
Her obvious inability to cope with the unusual and villainous,
combined with her entire willingness to obliterate herself in any manner
in her whole soul tenderness for the one present object of her existence,
where things a man could not be unmoved by,
even though experience led him to smile at the lack of knowledge of the world, which had left her without practical defence.
Her very humbleness and candour made her a drama in herself.
Perhaps I was wrong to run away.
Perhaps only a silly woman would have done such a queer, unconventional thing.
But I could think of nothing else so likely to be quite safe until Lord Walderhurst could advise me.
And when his letter came yesterday, and he did not speak of what I had said,
her voice quite failed her.
Captain Osborne has detained your letter.
Lord Walderhurst has not seen it.
Life began to come back to her.
She had been so horribly bewildered as to think at moments
that perhaps it might be that a man who was very much absorbed in affairs.
The information you sent him is the most important and moving
a man in his position could receive.
Do you think so really?
She lifted her head with new courage and her colour
returned. It is impossible that it should be otherwise. It is, I assure you, impossible,
Lady Walderhurst. I am so thankful, she said devoutly. I am so thankful that I have told you.
Anything more touching and attractive than her full eyes and her grown-up child smile
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and the methods of Lady Walderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett. The attack of fever, which
had seemed to begin lightly for Lord Walderhurst, assumed proportions such as his medical man
had not anticipated. His annoyance at finding his duties interfered with fretted him greatly.
He was not, under the circumstances, a good patient, and partly as a result of his state of mind,
he began in the course of a few weeks to give his doctor's rather serious cause for anxiety.
On the morning following Emily's confession to Dr. Warren, she had received a letter from her husband's physician,
notifying her of his new anxieties in connection with his patient.
His lordship required extreme care and absolute freedom from all excitement.
everything which medical science and perfect nursing could do would be done.
The writer asked Lady Wolderhurst's collaboration with him
in his efforts at keeping the invalid as far as possible in unperturbed spirits.
For some time it seemed probable that letter-writing and reading would be out of the question,
but if when correspondence might be resumed,
Lady Wolderhurst would keep in mind the importance of serenity to the convalescent,
the case would have all in its favour.
This, combined with expressions of sympathetic encouragement and assurances that the best might be hoped for, was the gist of the letter.
When Dr. Warren arrived, Emily handed the epistle to him and watched him as he read it.
You see, she said when he looked up, that I did not speak too soon.
Now I shall have to trust to you for everything.
I could never have borne it all by myself, could I?
Perhaps not, thinking it over, but you are very brave.
I don't think I'm brave, thinking it over on her own part.
But it seemed as if there were things I must do, but now you will advise me.
She was as biddable as a child, he told his wife afterwards,
and that a woman of her height and carriage should be as biddable as she might have been at six years old was an effective thing.
She will do anything I tell her.
She will go anywhere I advise.
I advise that she should go to her husband's house in Berkeley Square,
and that together you and I will keep unobtrusive guard over her.
All is quite simple, really.
All would have been comparatively simple at the outset,
if she had felt sure enough of her evidence
to dare to confide in some practical person,
but she was too uncertain and too much afraid of scandal,
which might annoy her husband.
She is deeply in awe of Lord Walderhurst and deeply in love with him.
When one realises how unnecessary qualities and charms
seem to be to the awakening of the tender emotion,
it is rather dull perhaps to ask why.
Yet one weekly asks it, was Mrs. Warren's summation.
And one cannot supply the answer.
But the mere devotion itself in this nice creature is a thing to be respected.
She will control even her anxieties and reveal nothing
while she writes her cheerful letters as soon as she is allowed to write them.
Lord Walderhurst will be told nothing.
Nothing until his recovery is complete.
Now that she has made a clean breast of everything to me
and given herself into my hands,
I believe that she finds a sentimental pleasure
in the thought of keeping her secret until he returns.
I will confess to you, Mary,
that I think that she has read of
and tenderly sympathised with heroines
who have done the like before.
She does not pose to herself as a heroine,
but she dwells affectionately
on ingenuous mental pictures
of what Lord Walderhurst will say.
It is just as well that it should be so.
It is better for her than fretting would be.
Experience helped me to gather
from the medical man's letter that his patient is in no condition to be told news of any kind,
good or bad. The house in Berkeley Square was reopened. Lady Walderhurst returned to it,
as it was understood below stairs, from a visit to some German health resort. Mrs. Cupp and Jane
returned with her. The wife of her physician in attendance was with her a great deal. It was most
unfortunate for her ladyship that my lord was detained in India by illness. The great household,
having presented open shutters to the world, went on in the even tenor of its way.
They're brooded over it, however, a sort of hushed dignity of atmosphere.
The very housemates wore an air of grave discretion.
Their labours assumed the proportions of confidential interested service
in which they felt a private pride.
Not one among them had escaped becoming attached to Lady Walderhurst.
Away from Paltry, away from Mortimer Street,
Emily began to find reality in the fact that everything had already become quite simple after all.
The fine rooms looked so well-ordered and decent in a stately way.
Melodramatic plotting ceased to exist as she looked at certain dignified sofas and impressive candelabra.
Such things became even more impossible than they had become before the convincingness of the first-floor front bedroom in Mortimer Street.
She began to give a good deal of thought to the summer at Mallow.
There was an extraordinary luxury in living again each day of it, the morning when she had taken the third-class carriage which provided her with hot laboring men in corduroys as companions, that fleeting moment when the tall man with the square face had passed the carriage and had looked straight through her without seeming to see her at all.
She sat and smiled tenderly at the mere reminiscent thought,
and then the glimpse of him as he got into the high fathen at the station,
and the moment when Lady Maria had exclaimed,
There's Walderhurst,
and he had come swinging with his leisurely step across the lawn.
And he had scarcely seemed to see her then,
or notice her really when they met,
until the morning he had joined her as she gathered the roses
and had talked to her about Lady Agatha.
But he had actually been noticing her a little,
from the first. He had been thinking about her a little all the time. And how far she had been
from guessing it when she had talked to Lady Agatha, how pleased she had been the morning of the
rose-gathering when he had seemed interested only in Agatha's self. She always liked to recall,
however, the way in which he had asked the few questions about her own affairs. Her simplicity never
worried of the fascination of the way in which he had looked at her, standing on the pathway with
that delightful non-committal fixing of her with the monocle, when she had said,
People are kind.
You see, I have nothing to give, and I always seem to be receiving.
And he had gazed at her quite unmovedly and answered only,
What luck!
But since then, he had mentioned this moment as one of those in which he had felt that he might
want to marry her, because she was so unconscious of the fact that she gave much more to
everybody than she received, that she had so much to give and was totally unaware of the value of
her gifts. His thoughts of me are so beautiful very often, was her favourite reflection,
though he always has that composed way of saying things. What he says seems more valuable
because he is like that. In truth, his composed way of saying things, it was which seemed to her
incomparable. Even when without understanding its own longing for a thing it lacked, her heart had felt
itself a little unsustained, she had never ceased to feel the fascination of his entire freedom
from any shadow of interest in the mental attitude of others towards himself.
When he stood and gazed at people through the glass neatly screwed into his eye,
one felt that it was he whose opinion was of importance, not the other persons.
Through sheer chill imperviousness, he seemed entirely detached from the powers of criticism.
What people said or thought of his fixed opinion on a subject was not of the least
consequence, in fact, did not exist. The entities of the persons who cavilled at such opinions
themselves ceased to exist so far as he was concerned. His was the immovable temperament.
He did not snub people. He cut the cord of mental communication with them and dropped them into space.
Emily thought this firmness and reserved dignity, and quailed before the thought of airing in such a manner
as would cause him to so send her solar drift. Her greatest terror during the past months had
the fear of making him ridiculous, of putting him in some position which might annoy him by objectionable
publicity. But now she had no further fears, and could wait in safety and dwell in peace upon her
memories and her hopes. She even began to gain a kind of courage in her thoughts of him.
The atmosphere of the Barclay Square Mansion was good for her. She had never felt so much its
mistress before the staff of servants of whose existence she was the centre, who so plainly served her
with careful pleasure, who considered her least wish or inclination as a royal command,
increased her realization of her security and power. The Warren's who understood the dignity and
meaning of mere worldly facts her nature did not grasp, added subtly to her support.
Gradually she learned to reveal herself in simple talk to Mrs. Warren, who found her when so
revealed a case more extraordinary than she had been when enshrouded in dubious mystery. She is
absolutely delicious, Mrs. Warren said to her husband, that an adoration such as hers could exist
in the 19th century is almost degenerate, he laughed. Perhaps it is regenerate, reflecting. Who knows?
Nothing earthly or heavenly would induce me to cast a doubt upon it. Seated opposite to a portrait
of her James, I hear her opinions of him when she is not in the least aware of what her simplest observation
conveys. She does not know that she is including him when she is talking of other things,
that one sees that while she is too shy to openly use his name much, the very breath of her life
is a reference to him. Her greatest bliss at present is to go unobtrusibly into his special
rooms and sit there dwelling upon his goodness to her. In fact, Emily spent many a quiet hour
in the apartments she had visited on the day of her farewell to her husband. She was very happy there,
Her soul was uplifted by her gratitude for the peace she had reached.
The reports of Lord Walderhurst's physician were never alarming, and generally of a reassuring nature.
But she knew that he must exercise great caution, and that time must elapse before he could confront his return voyage.
He would come back as soon as was quite safe, and in the meantime her world held all that she could desire, lacking himself.
Her emotion expressed itself in her earnest performance of her reverent daily devotions.
She read many chapters of the Bible, and often sat happily absorbed in the study of her book of common prayer.
She found solace and happiness in such things, and spent her Sunday mornings, after the ringing of the church bells,
quite alone in Walderhurst's study following the service and reading the collects and lessons.
The room used to seem so beautifully still, even Berkeley Square wearing its church hour,
aspect suggested devout aloofness from worldly things.
I sit at the window and think, she explained to Mrs. Warren.
It is so nice there.
She wrote her letters to India in this room.
She did not know how far the new courage in her thoughts of her husband expressed herself in these letters.
When Walterhurst read them, however, he felt a sense of change in her.
Women were sometimes spoken of as coming out amazingly.
He began to feel that Emily was, in a measure at least.
coming out. Perhaps her gradually increasing feelings of accustomedness to the change in her life was
doing it for her. She said more in her letters and said it in a more interesting way. It was perhaps
rather suggestive of the development of a girl who was on the verge of becoming a delightful
sort of woman. Lying upon his back in bed, rendered it may be a trifle susceptible by the weakness
of slow convalescence, he found a certain habit growing upon him, a habit of reading her letters
several times, and of thinking of her as it had not been his nature to think of women.
Also, he slowly awakened to an interest in the arrival of the English males.
The letters actually raised his spirits, and had an excellent physical effect.
His doctor always found him in good condition after he had heard from his wife.
Your letters, my dear Emily, Waldahurst once wrote, are a great pleasure to me.
You are today exactly as you were at Malo, the creature of amiable good cheer, your
comfort stimulates me.
How dear, how dear, Emily cried to the silence of the study,
and kissed the letter with impassioned happiness.
The next epistle went even farther.
It absolutely contained things,
and referred to the past which it was her joy to poor libations before in secret thought.
When her eye caught the phrase,
The Days at Mallow in the middle of a sheet,
she was almost frightened at the rush of pleasure which swept over her.
men who were less aloof from sentimental moods used such phrases in letters she had read and heard it was almost as if he had said the dear old days at mellow or the happy days at mellow and the rapture of it was as much as she could bear i cannot help remembering as i lie here she read in actual letters as she went on of the many thoughts which passed through my mind as i drove over the heath to pick you up i had been watching you for days i always liked particularly your
clear, large eyes. I recall trying to describe them to myself and finding it difficult.
They seemed to me then to resemble something between the eyes of a very nice boy and the eyes of a
delightful sheepdog. This may not appear so romantic a comparison as it really is.
Emily began most softly and sweetly to cry. Nothing more romantic could she possibly have imagined.
I thought of them in spite of myself as I drove across the moor, and I could scarcely express to you
how angry I was at Maria.
It seemed to me that she had brutally imposed on you
only because she had known she might impose on a woman
with such a pair of eyes.
I was angry and sentimental at one
in the same time.
And to find you sitting by the wayside,
absolutely worn out with fatigue and in tears,
moved me really more than I had anticipated being moved.
And when you mistook my meaning and stood up,
your nice eyes looking into mine
in such ingenuous appeal and fear and trouble,
I have never forgotten it, my dear, and I never shall.
His mood of sentiment did not sit easily upon him,
but it meant a real and interesting, quite human thing.
Emily sat alone in the room and brooded over it
as a mother might brood over a newborn child.
She was full of tremulous bliss,
and dwelling with reverent awe upon the wonder of great things
drawing nearer to her every hour,
wept for happiness as she sat.
The same afternoon Lady Maria Bain arrived.
She had been abroad taking in no dull fashion various cures,
which involved drinking mineral waters while promenading to the sounds of strains of outdoor music
and comparing symptoms wittily with friends equal to amazing repartee in connection with all subjects.
Dr. Warren was an old acquaintance, and as he was on the point of leaving the house as she entered it,
she stopped to shake hands with him.
It's rather unfortunate for a man
when one can only be glad to see him
in the house of an enemy, she greeted him with.
I must know what you're doing here.
It's not possible that Lady Walderhurst is spreading herself
into fiddlestrings because her husband chooses
to have a fever in India.
No, she is behaving beautifully in all respects.
May I have a few minutes talk with you, Lady Maria,
before you see her?
A few minutes talk with me means something either amusing or portentious.
Let us walk into the morning room.
She led the way with a rustle of silk petticoats and a suggestion of lifted eyebrows.
She was inclined to think that the things sounded more portentious than amusing.
Thank heaven! It was not possible for Emily to have involved herself in annoying muddles.
She was not that kind of woman.
When she came out of the room some twenty minutes later, she did not look quite like herself.
Her smart bonnet set less well upon her delicate little old face,
and she was agitated and cross and pleased.
It was ridiculous of Walter Hurst to leave her, she was saying.
It was ridiculous of her not to order him home at once.
It was exactly like her, dear and ridiculous.
In spite of her agitation, she felt a little grotesque as she went upstairs to see Emily.
Grotesque because she was obliged to admit to herself that she had never felt so curiously excited in her life.
She felt as she supposed women did when they allowed themselves to shed tears through excitement.
Not that she was shedding tears, but she was upset. That was what she called it.
As the door opened, Emily rose from a chair near the fire and came slowly towards her,
with an awkward but lovely smile. Lady Maria made a quick movement forward and caught hold of both her hands.
My good Emily, she broke forth and kissed her, my excellent Emily, and kissed her again.
I am completely turned upside down. I never heard such an insane story in my life.
I have seen Dr. Warren.
The creatures were mad.
It is all over, said Emily.
I scarcely believe it was true now.
Lady Maria being led to a sofa, settled herself upon it,
still wearing her complex expression of crossness, agitation and pleasure.
I am going to stay here, she said obstinately.
There shall be no more folly.
But I will tell you that they have gone back to India.
The child was a girl.
It was a girl?
"'Yes, absurdly enough.'
"'Oh,' sighed Emily sorrowfully,
"'I'm sure Hester was afraid to write to me.
"'Rubbish,' said Lady Maria.
"'At any rate, as I remarked before,
"'I am going to stay here until Walderhurst comes back.
"'The man will be quite mad with gratified vanity.'
"'End of Chapter 22.
"'Chapter 23 of Emily Fox Seton.
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It was a damp and depressing day on which Lord Walderhurst arrived in London.
As his carriage turned into Barclay Square, he sat in the corner of it, rather huddled in his travelling wraps and looking pale and thin.
He was wishing that London had chosen to show a more exhilarity.
countenance to him. But he himself was conscious of being possessed by something more nearly
approaching a mood of eagerness than he remembered experiencing at any period of his previous existence.
He had found a voyage home long and had been restless. He wanted to see his wife. How agreeable
it would be to meet when he looked across the dinner table the smile in her happy eyes.
She would grow pink with pleasure like a girl when he confessed that he had missed her.
He was curious to see in her the changes he had felt in her letters.
Having time and opportunities for development, she might become an absolutely delightful companion.
She had looked very handsome on the day of her presentation at court.
Her heightened carriage had made her even impressive.
She was a woman, after all, to be counted on in one's plans.
But he was most conscious that his affection for her had warmed.
A slight embarrassment was commingled with the knowledge, but that was the natural result.
of his dislike to the sentimental.
He had never felt a shadow of sentiment for Audrey,
who had been an extremely light, dry, empty-headed person,
and he had always felt she had been adroitly thrust upon him
by their united families.
He had not liked her and she had not liked him.
It had been very stupidly trying,
and the child had not lived an hour.
He had liked Emily from the first and now.
It was an absolute truth that he felt a slight movement
in the cardiac region when the carriage took.
turned into Barclay Square. The house would look very pleasant when he entered it. Emily would in some
subtle way have arranged that it should wear a festal greeting air. She had a number of nice
little feminine emotions about bright fires and many flowers. He could picture her childlike
grown-up face as it would look when he stepped into the room where they met. Someone was ill
in Barclay Square, evidently very ill. Straw was laid thick all along one side of it, depressing, damp,
fresh straw, over which the carriage rolled with a dull drag of the wheels. It lay before the
door of his own house, he observed as he stepped out. It was very thickly scattered. The door
swung open as the carriage stopped. Crossing the threshold, he glanced at the face of the
footman nearest to him. The man looked like a mute at a funeral, and the expression was so little
in accord with his mood that he stopped with a feeling of irritation. He had not time to speak, however,
before a new sensation arrested his attention,
a faint odour which filled the place.
The house smells like a hospital, he exclaimed in great annoyance.
What does it mean?
The man he addressed did not answer.
He turned a perturbed, awkward face to his superior in rank,
an older man who was house steward.
In the house of mortal pain or death,
there is but one thing more full of suggestion
than the faint smell of antiseptics,
the gruesome, cleanly unpleasant odour.
that is the unnatural sound of the whispering of hushed voices lord walderhurst turned cold and felt it necessary to stiffen his spine when he heard his servant's answer and the tone in which it was made
o ladyship my lord a ladyship is very low the doctors do not leave her her ladyship the man stepped back deferentially the door of the morning-room had been opened and old lady maria bain stood on the threshold
Her worldly air of elderly gaiety had disappeared.
She looked at a hundred.
She was almost dilapidated.
She had allowed to relax themselves the springs which held her together
and ordinarily supplied her with sprightly movement.
Come here, she said.
When he entered the room, aghast, she shut the door.
I suppose I ought to break it to you gently, she said shakily.
But I shall do no such thing.
It's too much to expect of any woman who has gone through what I have
during these last three days.
The creature is dying.
She may be dead now.
She sank on the sofa and began to wipe away pouring tears.
Her old cheeks were pale,
and her handkerchief showed touches of rose pink on its dampness.
She was aware of their presence, but was utterly indifferent.
Waldahurst stared at her haggard disorder and cleared his throat,
finding himself unable to speak without doing so.
Will you have the goodness to tell me?
he said with weird stiffness, what you are talking about.
About Emily Waldershurst, she answered,
the boy was born yesterday,
and she has been sinking ever since.
She cannot possibly last much longer.
She, he gasped turning lead colour.
Cannot possibly last?
Emily?
The wrench and shock were so unnatural
they reached that part of his being,
where human feeling was buried under selfishness
and inhuman conventionality.
He spoke and actually thought of Emily first.
Lady Maria continued to weep shamelessly.
I am over 70, she said,
and the last three days have punished me quite enough
for anything I may have done since I was born.
I have been in hell too, James.
And when she could think at all,
she has only thought of you and your miserable child.
I can't imagine what is the matter with a woman
when she can care for a man to such an extent.
Now she has what she wants.
She's dying for you.
Why wasn't I told?
He asked still with the weird and slow stiffness.
Because she was a sentimental fool and was afraid of disturbing you,
she ought to have ordered you home and kept you dancing attendance
and treated you to hysterics.
No one would have resented such a course of action more derisively than Lady Maria herself,
but the last three days had reduced her to something like hysteria
and she had entirely lost her head.
She has been writing cheerfully too much,
me. She would have written cheerfully to you if she had been seated in a cauldron of boiling oil,
it is my impression, broke in her ladyship. She has been monstrously treated, people trying to
murder her, and she afraid to accuse them for fear that you would disapprove. You know you have
a nasty man or James when you think your dignity is interfered with. Lord Walderhurst stood
clenching and unclenching his hands as they hung by his sides. He did not like to believe that
his fever had touched his brain, but he doubted.
his senses hideously.
"'My good Maria,' he said,
"'I do not understand a word you say,
"'but I must go and see her.
"'And kill her if she has a breath left.
"'You will not stir from here.
"'Thank heaven, here is Dr. Warren.'
"'The door had opened and Dr. Warren came in.
"'He had just laid down upon the coverlet
"'of a bed upstairs what seemed to be the hand of a dying woman,
"'and no man like himself can do such a thing
"'and enter a room without a singular look on his face.'
people in a house of death inevitably whisper whatsoever their remoteness from the sick room.
Lady Maria cried out in a whisper,
Is she still alive?
Yes, was the response.
Waldershurst went to him.
May I see her?
No, Lord Walderhurst, not yet.
Does that mean that it is not yet the last moment?
If that moment had obviously arrived, you would be called.
What must I do?
There is absolutely nothing to be done but to wait.
Brent Forsyth and Blunter with her.
I am in the position of knowing nothing.
I must be told.
Have you time to tell me?
They went to Walderhurst's study,
the room which had been Emily's Holy of Holies.
Lady Walderhurst was very fond of sitting here alone,
Dr. Warren remarked.
Walderhurst saw that she must have written letters at his desk.
Her own pen and writing tablet lay on it.
She had probably had a fancy for writing her letters to himself in his own chair.
it would be like her to have done it.
It gave him a shock to see on a small table a thimble and a pair of scissors.
I ought to have been told, he said to Dr. Warren.
Dr. Warren sat down and explained why he had not been told.
As he spoke, interest was awakened in his mind by the fact that Lord Walderhurst
drew towards him the feminine writing tablet and opened and shut it mechanically.
What I want to know, he said, is if I shall be able to speak to her.
I should like to speak to her.
That is what one most wants, was Dr. Warren's non-committal answer at such a time.
You think I may not be able to make her understand?
I'm very sorry it is impossible to know.
This, slowly, is very hard on me.
There is something I feel I must tell you, Lord Walderhurst.
Dr. Warren kept a keen eye on him, having in fact felt far from attracted by the man in the past,
and wondering how much he would be moved by certain truth.
or if he would be moved at all.
Before Lady Walderhurst's illness,
she was very explicit with me
in her expression of her one desire.
She begged me to give her my word,
which I could not have done without your permission,
that whatsoever the circumstances,
if life must be sacrificed, it should be hers.
A dusky red shot through Walderhurst's leaden pallor.
She asked you that, he said.
Yes, and at the worst she did not forget.
when she became delirious and we heard that she was praying,
I gather that she seemed to be praying to me
as to a deity whom she implored to remember her fervent pleading.
When her brain was clear, she was wonderful.
She saved your son by supernatural endurance.
You mean to say that if she had cared more for herself
and less for the safety of the child,
she need not have been as she is now?
Warren bent his head.
Lord Walderhurst's eyeglass had been dangling weak,
from its cord. He picked it up and stuck it in his eye to stare the doctor in the face.
The action was a singular, spasmodic, hard one, but his hands were shaking.
By God, he cried out. If I had been here, it should not have been so. He got up and
supported himself against the table with shaking hands. It is very plain, he said, that she has
been willing to be torn to pieces upon the wreck to give me the thing I wanted, and now, good God in
heaven, I feel that I would have strangled the boy with my own hands rather than lose her.
In this manner, it seemed, did a rigid, self-encast and conventional elderly nobleman reach
emotion. He looked uncanny. His stiff dignity hung about him in rags and tatters. Cold sweat stood
on his forehead and his chin twitched. Just now, he poured forth, I don't care whether there is a
child or not. I want her. I care for nothing else. I want to look at her. I want to speak to
her, whether she's alive or dead. But if there is a spark of life in her, I believe she will hear me.
Dr. Warren sat and watched him wondering. He knew curious things of the human creature,
things which most of his confrars did not know. He knew that life was a mysterious thing,
and that even a dying flame of it might sometimes be fanned, flickering anew, by powers
more subtle than science usually regards as applicable influences. He knew the nature of the half-dead woman,
lying on her bed upstairs, and he comprehended what the soul of her life had been,
her divinely innocent passion for a self-centered man.
He had seen it in the tortured courage of her eyes in hours of mortal agony.
Don't forget, she had said.
Our father, which are it in heaven, don't let anyone forget.
Hallowed be thy name.
The man leaning upon his shaking hands before him stood there,
for these moments at least a harrowed thing,
not a single individual of his acquaintance would have known him.
I want to see her before the breath leaves her, he gave forth in harsh, broken whisper.
I want to speak, let me see her.
Dr. Warren left his chair slowly.
Out of a thousand chances against her might this one chance before her,
the chance of her hearing and being called back to the shores she was drifting from
by this stiff conventional fellow's voice.
There was no knowing the one of the one.
wondrousness of a loving human thing, even when its shackles were loosening themselves to set
it free.
I will speak to those in charge with me, he said.
Will you control every outward expression of feeling?
Yes.
Adjoining Lady Walderhurst's sleeping apartment was a small boudoir where the medical men
consulted together.
Two of them were standing near the window conversing in whispers.
Walders merely nodded and went to wait apart by the fire.
Ceremony had ceased to exist.
Dr. Warren joined the pair at the window.
Lord Walderhurst only heard one or two sentences.
I'm afraid that nothing now can matter at any moment.
Those who do not know from experience what he saw when he entered the next room
have reason to give thanks to such powers as they put trust in.
They ruled in the large, dim chamber an awful order in silence.
The faint flickering of the fire was a marked sound.
There was no other but a fainter and even more irregular one.
heard as one neared the bed.
Sometimes it seemed to stop.
Then with a weak gasp began again.
A nurse in uniform stood in waiting.
An elderly man sat on a chair at the bedside,
listening and looking at his watch,
something white and lifeless lying in his grasp.
Emily Waldersh's waxen unmoving hand.
The odour of antiseptics filled the nostrils.
Lord Waldersd drew near.
The speaking sign of the moment was that neither
the nurse nor doctor stirred.
Emily lay low upon a pillow.
Her face was as bloodless as wax
and was a little turned aside.
The shadow was hovering over it
and touched her closed lids
in the droop of her cheek
and corners of her mouth.
She was far, far away.
This was what Waldahurst felt first,
the strange remoteness,
the lonely stillness of her.
She had gone alone far from the place he stood in,
and which they too familiarly knew.
She was going alone farther still.
As he stood and watched her closed eyes,
the nice, easily pleased eyes,
it was they themselves closed on him
and all prosaic things and pleasures,
which filled him most strangely
with that sense of her loneliness.
Weirdly enough, hers, not his.
He was not thinking of himself, but of her.
He wanted to withdraw her from her loneliness
to bring her back.
He knelt down carefully, making no sound, stealthily, not removing his eyes from her strange, aloof face.
He slowly dared to close his hand on hers which lay outside the coverlet.
And it was a little chill and damp, a little chill.
A power, a force which hides itself in human things in which most of them know not of, was gathering within him.
He was warm and alive, a living man.
His hand as it closed on the chill of hers was warm.
his newly awakened being sent heat to it.
He whispered her name close to her ear.
Emily.
Slowly, Emily.
She was very far away and lay unmoving.
Her breast scarcely stirred with the faintness of her breath.
Emily.
Emily!
The doctor slightly raised his eyes to glance at him.
He was used to deathbed scenes, but this was curious
because he knew the usual outward aspect of Lord Walderhurst,
and its alteration at this moment suggested abnormal things.
He had not the flexibility of mind which revealed to Dr. Warren
that there were perhaps abnormal moments for the most normal and inelastic personages.
Emily, said his lordship, Emily!
He did not cease from saying it,
in a low yet reaching whisper at regular intervals for at least half an hour.
He did not move from his knees,
and so intense was his absorption that the presence of those who came near
was as nothing. What he hoped or intended to do, he did not explain to himself. He was of the order
of man who coldly waves aside all wanderings on the subjects of occult claims. He believed in
proven facts, in professional aid, in the abolition of absurdities, but his whole narrow being
concentrated itself on one thing. He wanted this woman back. He wanted to speak to her. What power
he unknowingly drew from the depths of him, what exquisite answering thing he reached at could not be
said. Perhaps it was only some remote and subtle turn of the tide of life and death which chanced
to come to his aid. Emily, he said again after many times. Dr. Warren at this moment met the lifted
eyes of the doctor who was counting her pulse, and in response to his look went to him,
It seems slightly stronger, Dr. Forsyth whispered.
The slow, faint breathing changed a shade.
There was heard of breath slightly, very slightly deeper, less flickering than another.
Lady Walderhurst slightly stirred.
Remain where you are, whispered Dr. Warren to her husband.
And continue to speak to her.
Do not alter your tone.
Go on.
Emily Walderhurst, drifting out on a still border.
white sea, sinking gently as she floated, sinking in peaceful painlessness deeper and deeper in her
drifting, until the soft, cruel water leapt her lips, and as she knew without fear would soon cover
them, and her quiet face, hiding them forever, heard from far, very far away, across the whiteness
floating about her, a faint sound which at first only fell upon the stillness without meaning.
everything but the silence had been left behind eons ago.
Nothing remained but the soundless white sea
and the slow drifting and sinking as one swayed.
It was more than sleep, this still peace,
because there was no thought of waking to any shore.
But the far-off sound repeated itself again, again, again and again monotonously.
Something was calling to something.
She was so given up to the soft,
drifting that she had no thoughts to give and gave none. In drifting so one did not think. Thought was
left in the far-off place the white sea carried one from. She sank quietly a little deeper,
and the water touched her lip. But something was calling to something. Something was calling
something to come back. The call was low, low and strange, so regular and so unbroken and
insistent that it arrested, she knew not what? Did it arrest the floating and the swaying
in the unfolding sea? Was the drifting slower? She could not rouse herself to think she wanted
to go on. Did she no longer feel the water laughing against her lip? Something was calling to something
still. Once eons ago, before the white sea had borne her away, she would have understood,
Emily, Emily, Emily!
Yes, once she would have known what the sound meant.
Once it had meant something a long time ago.
It had even now disturbed the water
and made it ceased to lapse so near her lip.
It was at this moment that one doctor had raised his eyes to the other
and Lady Walderhurst had stirred.
When Walderhurst left his place beside his wife's bed,
Dr. Warren went with him to his room,
He made him drink brandy and called his man to him.
You must remember, he said, that you are an invalid yourself.
I believe, was the sole answer given with an abstracted knitting of the brows.
I believe that in some mysterious way I have made her hear me.
Dr. Warren looked grave.
He was a deeply interested man.
He felt that he had been looking on at an almost incomprehensible thing.
Yes, was his reply.
I believe that you have.
About an hour later, Lord Walderhurst made his way downstairs to the room in which Lady Maria Bain sat.
She still looked a hundred years old, but her maid had redressed her toupee, and given her a
handkerchief neither damp nor tinted with rubbed off rouge. She looked at her relative a shade more
leniently, but still addressed him with something of the manner of a person undeservedly chained to a
malefactor. Her irritation was not modified by the circumstance that it was extremely difficult to be
definite in the expression of her condemnation of things which had made her hideously uncomfortable.
Having quite approved of his going to India in the first place, it was not easy to go thoroughly
into the subject of the numerous reasons why a man of his years and responsibilities ought to her
realise that it was his duty to remain at home and take care of his wife.
Incredible as it seems, she snapped, the doctors think there is a slight change for the better.
Yes, Waldahurst answered.
He leaned against the mantle and gazed into the fire.
She will come back, he added in a monotone.
Lady Maria stared at him.
She felt that the man was eerie,
Waldershurst of all men on earth.
Where do you think she has been?
She professed to make the inquiry with an air of reproof.
How should one know, rather with the old stiffness?
It is impossible to tell.
Lady Maria Bain was not the person
possessing the temperament to incline him to explain him to explain.
that, wheresoever the outer sphere might be to which the dying woman had been drifting,
he had been following her as far as living man could go.
The elderly house steward opened the door and spoke in the hollow whisper.
The head nurse wished to know if your ladyship would be so good as to see Lord Osweth before he goes to sleep.
Waldehurst turned his head towards the man.
Lord Osweth was the name of his son.
He felt a shock.
I will come to the nursery, answered Lady Maria.
you have not seen him yet turning to walderhurst how could i then you had better come now if she becomes conscious and has life enough to expect anything she will expect you to burst forth into praises of him you would better at least commit to memory the colour of his eyes and hair i believe he has two hairs he has a huge fat overgrown thing with enormous cheeks when i saw his bloated self-indulgent look yesterday i confess i wanted to slap him her description was not wholly accurate but i saw his
he was a large and robust child, as Waldahurst saw when he beheld him.
From kneeling at the pillow on which the bloodless statue lay, and calling into space to the
soul which would not hear, it was a far cry to the warmed and lighted orris-pourfumed room
in which life had begun. There was the bright fire before which the high brass Nasri
fender shone. There was soft linen hanging to be warmed. There was a lace-hung cradle swinging
in its place, and in a lace-draped basket, silver and gold boxes, and velvet brushes and sponges
such as he knew nothing about. He had not been in such a place before and felt awkward,
and yet in secret abnormally moved, or it seemed abnormally to him. Two women were in attendance,
one of them held in her arms what he had come to see. It was moving slightly in its coverings
of white. Its bearer stood waiting in respectful awe as Lady Maria uncovered its
face. Look at it, she said, concealing her relieved elation under a slightly caustic manner.
How he will relish the situation when Emily tells you that he is like you, I can't be as sure as I
should be of myself under the same circumstances. Walderhurst applied his monocle and gazed for
some moments of the object before him. He had not known that men experienced these curiously
unexplainable emotions at such times. He kept a strong hold on himself. Would you like to
hold him, inquired Lady Maria. She was conscious of a benevolent effort to restrain the irony in her
voice. Lord Walderhurst made a slight movement backward. I should not know how, he said, and then felt
angry at himself. He desired to take the thing in his arms. He desired to feel its warmth. He
absolutely realized that if he had been alone with it, he should have laid aside his eyeglass and
touched his cheek with his lips. Two days afterwards he was sitting by his wife's
pillow, watching her shut lids when he saw them quiver and slowly move until they were wide open.
Her eyes looked very large in her colourless, more sharply chiseled face.
They saw him and him only, as light came gradually into them.
They did not move, but rested on him.
He bent forward, almost afraid to stir.
He spoke to her as he had spoken before.
Emily, very low, Emily!
Her voice was only a friend.
fluttering breath, but she answered,
It was you, she said.
End of chapter 23.
Chapter 24 of Emily Fox Seton.
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Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady Walder,
by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
Such individuals, as had not already thought it expedient to gradually loosen and drop
the links of their acquaintance with Captain Alec Osborne, did not find on his return to his
duties in India that the leave of absence spent in England among his relatives had improved
him.
He was plainly consuming enormous quantities of brandy, and was steadily going physically and
mentally to seed.
He had put on flesh, and even his always dubious good look.
were rapidly deserting him. The heavy young jowl looked less young and more pronounced,
and he bore about him an evil countenance. Disappointment may have played the devil with him,
it was said by an elderly observer, but he has played the devil with himself. He was a wrong on
to begin with. When Hester's people flocked to see her and hear her stories of exalted life in
England, they greeted her with exclamations of dismay. If Osborne had lost his looks, she also had
lost hers. She was yellow and haggard, and her eyes looked overgrown. She had not improved in
the matter of temper, and answered all effusive questions with a dry, bitter little smile.
The baby she had brought back was a puny, ugly, and tiny girl. Hester's dry little smile when
she exhibited her to her relations was not pretty. She saved herself disappointment by being a
girl, she remarked. At all events, she knows from the outset that no one can rob her of the chance.
of being the marquis of Walderhurst.
It was rumoured that ugly things went on
on the Osborne bungalow.
It was known that scenes occurred
between the husband and wife
which were not of the order
admitted as among the methods of polite society.
One evening Mrs. Osborne walked slowly down the mall,
dressed in her best gown and hat
and bearing on her cheek a broad, purpling mark.
When asked questions, she merely smiled
and made no answer,
which was extremely awkward for the well-meaning inquirer.
The question
was the wife of the colonel of the regiment, and when the lady related the incident to her husband
in the evening, he drew in his breath sharply and summed the situation up in a few words.
That little woman, he said, lives every day through 24 hours of hell. One can see it in her eyes,
even when she professes to smile at the brute for decency's sake. The awfulness of a woman's
forced smile at the devil she is tied to, loathing him and bearing in her soul the thing blooded
could not wipe out. Ugh, I've seen it once before, and I recognized it in her again. There will be a
bad end to this. There probably would have been, with the aid of unlimited brandy and unrestrained
devil, some outbreak so gross that the social laws which rule men who are officers and gentlemen
could not have ignored or overlooked it. But the end came in an unexpected way, and Osborne was
saved from open ignominy by an accident. On a certain day when he had
had drunk heavily and had shut Hester up with him for an hour's torture. After leaving her writhing
and suffocating with sobs, he went to examine some newly-bought firearms. In 20 minutes it was he
who lay upon the floor writhing and suffocating, and but a few minutes later he was a dead man.
A charge from a gun he had believed unloaded had finished him. Lady Walderhurst was the kindest of
women, as the world knew. She sent for little Mrs. Osborne and her child,
and was tender goodness itself to them. Hester had been in England four years, and Lord Osworth had a
brother as robust as himself, when one heavenly summer afternoon, as the two women sat on the lawn
drinking little cups of tea, Hester made a singular revelation, and made it without moving a muscle
of her small countenance. I always intended to tell you, Emily, she began quietly, and I will tell you
now. What, dear, said Emily, holding out to her a plate of tiny buttered scones,
have some of these nice little hot ones. Thank you. Hester took one of the nice little hot ones,
but did not begin to eat it. Instead, she held it untouched and let her eyes rest on the brilliant
flower terraces spread out below. What I meant to tell you was this. The gun was not loaded,
the gun Alex shot himself with when he laid it aside. Emily put her teacup down hastily. Emily put her teacup
down hastily. I saw him take out the charge myself two hours before. When he came in, mad with
drink, and made me go into the room with him, Amira saw him. She always listened outside. Before we
left the kennel farm, the day he tortured and taunted me until I lost my head and shrieked out to him
that I had told you what I knew and had helped you to go away, he struck me again and again. Amira
heard that. He did it several times afterwards, and she always knew. She always always. She always
intended to end it in some way. She knew how drunk he was that last day, and it was she who
went in and loaded the gun while he was having his scene with me. She knew he would go and begin to
pull the things about without having the sense to know what he was doing. She had seen him do it
before. I know it was she who put the load in. We have never uttered a word to each other about it,
but I know she did it, and that she knows I know. Before I married, Alec, I did not understand how one
human being could kill another. He taught me to understand, quite, but I had not the courage to do it
myself, Amira had. And while Lady Wolderhurst sat gazing at her with a paling face,
she began quietly to eat the little buttered scorn. End of Chapter 24. Recording by Caroline
Driggs, End of Emily Fox Seton, being the making of a marchioness and the methods of Lady
Wolderhurst by Francis Hodgson Burnett.
