Classic Audiobook Collection - Lo, Michael! by Grace Livingston Hill ~ Full Audiobook [romance]
Episode Date: October 18, 2023Lo, Michael! by Grace Livingston Hill audiobook. Genre: romance When a gunshot cracks across a Madison Avenue doorway, a scrappy New York newsboy named Michael (called Mikky) reacts faster than anyon...e expects. In a single, reckless act of courage, he shields three-year-old heiress Starr Endicott and changes both their lives forever. The Endicotts' gratitude pulls Michael out of the streets and into a world of schooling, discipline, and opportunity, but the memories of hunger, crime, and forgotten children never leave him. Years later, educated and determined to live by a higher standard, Michael returns to the city that made him, intent on offering hope to the very people he once ran with. Meanwhile Starr grows up surrounded by wealth and expectation, unaware of how fragile safety can be behind polished doors. When Michael learns that Starr is drifting toward a dangerous future, old promises and buried feelings collide with hard questions about duty, love, and faith. Set against the stark contrast of tenement alleys and drawing-room privilege, Lo, Michael! is an uplifting story of sacrifice, redemption, and the cost of choosing the right path when the past refuses to stay quiet. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:27:18) Chapter 02 (00:49:22) Chapter 03 (01:14:49) Chapter 04 (01:36:48) Chapter 05 (02:09:27) Chapter 06 (02:27:42) Chapter 07 (02:47:08) Chapter 08 (03:08:57) Chapter 09 (03:36:20) Chapter 10 (03:58:14) Chapter 11 (04:21:34) Chapter 12 (04:38:42) Chapter 13 (05:00:42) Chapter 14 (05:18:43) Chapter 15 (05:38:31) Chapter 16 (05:49:53) Chapter 17 (06:07:28) Chapter 18 (06:29:14) Chapter 19 (07:03:32) Chapter 20 (07:27:43) Chapter 21 (07:47:57) Chapter 22 (08:11:01) Chapter 23 (08:29:01) Chapter 24 (08:45:23) Chapter 25 (09:13:05) Chapter 26 (09:40:26) Chapter 27 (10:05:56) Chapter 28 (10:19:37) Chapter 29 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Lowe Michael by Grace Livingston Hill
Chapter 1
But lo, Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me.
Daniel, chapter 10, verse 13.
Hi there, Mickey, look out!
It was an alert voice that called from a huddled group of urchins in the forefront of the crowd,
but the child flashed past without heating,
straight up the stone steps where stood a beautiful baby smiling on the crowd.
With his bundle of papers held high,
and the late morning sunlight catching his tangle of golden hair.
Mickey flung himself toward the little one.
The sharp crack of a revolver from the opposite curbstone
was simultaneous with their fall.
Then all was confusion.
It was a great stone house on Madison Avenue
where the crowd had gathered.
An automobile stood before the door,
having but just come quietly up,
and the baby girl, three years old,
in white velvet and ermines,
with her dark curls framed by an urban
trimmed hood, and a bunch of silk rosebuds poised coquettishly over the brow, vying with the
soft roses of her cheeks, came out the door with her nurse for her afternoon ride.
Just an instant the nurse stepped back to the hall for the rap she had dropped, leaving the
baby alone, her dark eyes shining like stars under the straight dark brows, as she looked gleefully
out in the world. It was just at that instant, as if by magic, that the crowd assembled.
Perhaps it would be better to say that it was just at that minute that the crowd focused itself upon the particular house where the baby daughter of the president of a great defaulting bank lived.
More or less all the morning, men had been gathering, passing the house, looking up with troubled or threatening faces toward the richly laced windows, shaking menacing heads, muttering imprecations.
But there had been no disturbance, and no concerted crowd until the instant the baby appeared.
the police had been more or less vigilant all the morning but had seen nothing to disturb them the inevitable small boy had also been in evidence with his natural instinct for excitement micky with his papers often found himself in that quarter of a bright morning
and the starry eyes and dark curls of the little child were a vision for which he often searched the great windows as he passed this particular house but the man with the evil face on the other side of the street resting a shaking hand at the little hand at the very side of the street resting a shaking hand
against the lamppost, and sighting the baby with a vindictive eye, had never been seen
there before.
It was Mickey who noticed him first.
Mickey, who, circling around him innocently, had heard his imprecations against the rich,
who caught the low, breathed oath as the baby appeared, and saw the ugly look on the man's
face.
With instant alarm he had gone to the other side of the street, his eye upon the offender, and
had been the first to see the covert motion, the flash of the hidden.
weapon, and to fear the worst.
But a second behind him, his streak companions saw his danger and cried out, too late.
Mickey had flung himself in front of the beautiful baby, covering her with his great bundle of
papers, and his own ragged, neglected little body, and receiving the bullet intended for her,
went down with her as she fell.
Instantly, all was confusion.
A child's cry, a woman's scream, the woodman's scream.
the whistle of the police, the angry roar of the crowd who were like a pack of wild animals
that had tasted blood.
Stones flew, flung by men whose wrongs had smothered in their breasts and bred a fury of
hate and murder.
Women were trampled upon.
Two of the great plate-glass windows crashed as the flying missiles entered the magnificent home,
regardless of costly lace and velvet hangings.
The chauffeur attempted to run his car around the corner, but was held up at once.
and discreetly took himself out of the way,
leaving the car in the hands of the mob who swarmed into it and over it,
ruthlessly disfiguring it in their wrath.
There was the loud report of exploding tires,
the ripping of costly leather cushions,
the groaning of fine machinery put to torture
as the fury of the mob took vengeance on the car
to show what they would like to do to its owner.
Gone into bankruptcy, he,
with a great electric car like that,
and servants to serve him?
With his baby attired in the trappings of a queen,
and his house swathed in lace
that had taken the eyesight from many a poor lace-maker,
he, gone into bankruptcy, and slipping away scot-free,
while the men he had robbed stood helpless on his sidewalk,
hungry and shabby and hopeless,
because the pittances they had put away in his bank,
the result of slavery and sacrifice were gone,
hopelessly gone.
and they were too old or too tired,
or too filled with hate to earn it again.
The crowd surged and seethed madly,
now snarling like beasts,
now rumbling portentously like a storm,
now babbling like an infant,
a great emotional frenzy,
throbbing with passion,
goaded beyond fear,
desperate with need,
leaderless, and therefore the more dangerous.
The very sight of that luxurious baby
with her dancing eyes and happy smiles, rolling in luxury,
called to mind their own little puny darling,
grimy with neglect, lean with want,
and hollowied with knowledge of whoretime.
Why should one baby be pampered, and another starved?
Why did the bank president's daughter have any better right to those wonderful furs
and that exultant smile than their own babies?
A glimpse into the depths of the rooms beyond the sheltering plate glass and drapery
showed greater contrast even than they had dreamed
between this home and the bare tenements they had left that morning,
where the children were crying for bread,
and the wife shivering with cold.
Because they loved their own, their anger burned the fiercer,
and for the love of their pitiful scrawny babies,
that flower-like child in the doorway was hated,
with all the vehemence of their untamed natures.
Their every breath cried out for vengeance,
and with the brute instinct they sought to hurt the man through his child,
because they had been hurt by the wrong done to their children.
The policeman's whistle had done its work, however.
The startled inmates of the house had drawn the beautiful baby
and her small preserver within the heavy carven doors
and borne them back to safety before the unorganized mob had time to force their way in.
Amid the outcry and the disorder, no one had noticed that Mickey had disappeared
until his small band of companions set up an outcry.
but even then no one heard.
The mounted police had arrived, and orders were being given.
The man who had fired the shot was arrested, handcuffed and marched away.
The people were ordered right and left, and the officer's horses rode ruthlessly through the masses.
Law and order had arrived, and there was nothing for the downtrodden but to flee.
In a very short time the square was cleared and guarded by a large force.
Only the newspaper men came and went without shone.
challenge. The threatening groups of men who still hovered about withdrew further and further.
The wrecked automobile was patched up and taken away to the garage. The street became quiet,
and by and by some workmen came hurriedly, importantly, and put in temporary protections where
the window-glass had been broken. Yet through it all, a little knot of ragged newsboys
stood their ground in front of the house. Until quiet was restored, the hit evaded each renewed
command of officer or passer-by, and stayed there, whispering now and again in excited groups
and pointing up to the house.
Finally, a tall policeman approached them.
Clear out of this, kids, he said, not unkindly.
Here's no place for you.
Clear out, do you hear me?
You can't stay here no longer.
Then one of them wheeled upon him.
He was the tallest of them all, with fierce little freckled face and flashing black eyes,
in which all the evil passions of four july.
generations back, looked out upon a world that had always been harsh. He was commonly known as
Fighting Buck. Mickey's in there. He's herded. We kids can't leave Mick alone. He might be dead.
Just at that moment, a physician's runabout drew up to the door, and the policeman fell back to let him
pass into the house. Hard upon him followed the bank president in a closed carriage,
attended by several men in uniform, who escorted him to the door, and touched their hats politely,
as he vanished within.
Around the corners,
scowling faces haunted the shadows,
and murmured imprecations were scarcely withheld
in spite of the mounted officers.
A shot was fired down the street,
and several policemen hurried away.
But through it all, the boys stood their ground.
Mickey's in there. He's hurted.
I've seen him fall.
Maybe he's deaded.
We kids want to take him away.
Mickey didn't do nothing.
Mickey just tried to save a little kid.
"'Micky's a good, and you get the folks to put Mickey out here.
We kids'll take him away.'
The policeman finally attended to the fierce pleading of the ragamuffins.
Two or three newspaper men joined the knot around them,
and the story was presently written up,
with all the racy touches that the writers of the hour know how to use.
Before night, Buck, with his fierce black brows drawn in healthless defiance,
was adorning the evening papers in various attitudes,
as the different snapshots ported.
portrayed him. And the little group of newsboys and boot blacks and good-for-nothings that stood around
him figured for once in the eyes of the whole city. The small band held their place until forcibly removed.
Some of them were barefoot, and stood shivering on the cold stones. Their little sickly,
grimy faces blew with anxiety and chill. The doctor came out of the house, just as the last one,
Buck, was being marched off with loud-voiced protest. He eyed the boy, and quickly,
understood the situation.
Look here, he called to the officer.
Let me speak to the youngster.
He's a friend, I suppose, of the boy that was shot?
The officer nodded.
Well, boy, what's all this fuss about?
He looked kindly, keenly into the defiant black eyes of Buck.
Mickey's hurted.
Maybe dead it.
I wants to take him away from there, he burst forth, sullenly.
We kids can't go off and leave Mickey and Dare with the rich guys.
Mickey didn't do no harm.
he's just trying to save a kid.
Mickey, is that the boy that took the shot in place of the little girl?
The boy nodded and looked anxiously into the kindly face of the doctor.
Yep, have you been in there? Did you see Mickey? He's got yellow hair. Is Mickey deaded?
No, he isn't dead, said the physician kindly, but he's pretty badly hurt.
The ball went through his shoulder and arm, and came mighty near some vital places.
I've just been fixing him up comfortably, and he'll be all right after a bit,
but he's got to lie very still right where he is and be taken care of.
We kids'll take care of Mickey, said Buck, proudly.
He took care of Ginny when she was sick, and we'll take care of Mickey, all right, all right.
You just brang him out, and we'll fetch a wheelberry and cart him off in your hands.
Mickey wouldn't want to be in there with your rich guys.
My dear fellow, said the doctor, quite touched by the earnestness in Buck's eyes.
That's very good of you, I'm sure.
and Mickey ought to appreciate his friends,
but he's being taken care of perfectly right where he is,
and he couldn't be moved.
It might kill him to move him,
and if he stays where he is, he will get well.
I'll tell you what I'll do, he added,
as he saw the lowering distress in the dumb eyes before him.
I'll give you a bulletin every day.
You be here tonight at five o'clock when I come out of the house,
and I'll tell you just how he is.
Then you needn't worry about him.
He's in a beautiful room lying on a great big white bed,
and he has everything nice around him.
And when I came away, he was sleeping.
I can take him a message for you when I go in tonight, if you like.
Half doubtfully, the boy looked at him.
Will you tell Mickey to drop us downward if he wants anything?
Will you ask him if he don't want us to get him out?
Sure, said the doctor, in kindly amusement.
You trust me, and I'll make good.
Be here at five o'clock sharp, and again tomorrow at quarter to eleven.
He's only a slum kid.
grumbled the officer. It ain't worthwhile to take so much trouble.
Sides, the folks won't want him bothering around.
Oh, he's all right, said the doctor. He's a friend worth having.
You might need one yourself someday, you know.
What's your name, boy? Who shall I tell Mickey sent the message?
Buck, said the child gravely. Fightin' buck, they calls me.
Very appropriate name, I should think, said the doctor, smiling.
Well, run along, Buck, and be here at five o'clock.
reluctantly the boy moved off.
The officer again took up his stand in front of the house, and quiet was restored to the street.
Meantime, in the great house, consternation reigned for a time.
The nursemaid had reached the door in time to hear the shot and see the children fall.
She barely escaped the bullet herself.
She was an old servant of the family, and therefore more frightened for her charge than for herself.
She had the presence of mother.
line to drag both children inside the house, and shut and locked the door immediately,
before the seething mob could break in. The mistress of the house fell in a dead faint,
as they carried her little laughing daughter up the stairs, and a man and a maid followed
with the boy who was unconscious. The servants rushed hither and thither. The housekeeper
had the coolness to telephone the bank president what had happened, and to send for the family
physician. No one knew yet just who was hurt or how much.
Mickey had been brought inside because he blocked the doorway, and there was need for instantly
shutting the door.
If it had been easier to shove him out, the nursemaid would probably have done that.
But once inside, common humanity bade them look after the unconscious boy's needs.
And besides, no one knew as yet just exactly what part Mickey had played in the small tragedy
of the morning.
Where shall we take him, said the man to the maid, as they reached the second floor with
their unconscious burden.
Not here, Thomas. Here's no place for him. He's as dirty as a pig. I can't think what come over
Morton to pull him inside, anyway. His own could have tended to him. Besides, such is better dead.
The hurried on passed the luxurious rooms belonging to the lady of the mansion.
Up the next flight of stairs. And Nora paused by the bathroom door, where the full light of the
hall windows fell upon the grimy little figure of the child they carried.
"'Nora the maid uttered in exclamation.
"'He's not fit for any place in this house.
"'Look at his clothes.
"'They'll have to be cut off on him,
"'and he needs to go in the bathtub before he can be laid anywhere's.
"'Let's put him in the bathroom, and do you go and call Morton?
"'She got him in here, and she'll have to bathe them.
"'And bring me a pair of scissors.
"'I'll maybe have to cut the clothes off in him.
"'They're so filthy.
"'Ah, the little beast!'
"'Thomas, glad to be rid of his burden,
"'drop the boy on the bathroom floor,
"'and made off to call Morton.
Nora, with little knowledge and less care, took no thought for the life of her patient.
She was intent on making him fit to put between her clean sheets.
She found the tattered garments none too tenacious in their hold to the little half-naked body.
One or two buttons and a string were their only attachments.
Nora pulled them off with gingerly fingers, and holding them at arm's length took them to the bathroom window,
whence she pitched them down into the paved court below.
that led to the kitchen regions.
Thomas could burn them,
or put them on the ash pile by and by.
She was certain they would never go on again,
and wondered how they had been made to hold together this last time.
Morton had not come yet,
but Nora, discovering a pool of blood under the little bare shoulder,
lifted him quickly into the great white bathtub,
and turned on the warm water.
There was no use wasting time,
and getting blood on white tiles that she would have to scrub.
She was not unkind, but she hated dirt, and partly supporting the child with one arm,
she applied herself to scrubbing him as vigorously as possible with the other hand.
The shock of the water, not being very warm at first, brought returning consciousness to the boy
for a moment, in one long, shuddering sigh.
The eyelashes trembled for an instant on the white cheeks, and his eyes opened,
gazed, dazedly, then wildly, on the strange surroundings, the water,
and the vigorous Irish woman who had him in her power.
He threw his arms up with a struggling motion,
gasped as if with sudden pain and lost consciousness again,
relaxing once more into the strong red arm that held him.
It was just at this critical moment that Morton entered the bathroom.
Morton was a trim, apple-cheeked Scotchwoman of about thirty years,
with neat yellow-brown hair coiled on the top of her head,
a cheerful tilt to her freckled nose.
an eyes so blue that in company with her rosy cheeks one thought at once of a flag.
Heather an integrity exhaled from her very being,
flamed from her cheeks, spoke from her loyal, stubborn chin,
and looked from her trustworthy eyes.
She had been with the bank president's baby
ever since the little star-eyed creature came into the world.
"'Ah, looky at the poor wean,' she exclaimed.
"'You heard him, Nora.
You shouldn't have bathed him the new.
you should have waited the doctor's coming.
You'll maybe can kill him.
Ah, get out with your soft talk, said Nora, scrubbing them more vigorously.
Did you suppose I'll be after having all this filth in the nice clean sheets?
Get ye to work and help me.
Do ye hold him while I scrub?
She shifted the boy into the gentler arms of the nurse,
and went to splashing all the harder.
Then suddenly, before the nurse could protest,
she had dashed a lot of foamy suds on the golden head,
and was scrubbing that with all the hard.
her might.
"'Ach, Nora!' cried the nurse in alarm.
"'You shouldn't have done that. You surely kill the Baron.
Look at his poor wee shoulder are bleeding, and his little face so white and still.
Have ye no mercy at all, Nora?
Rinse off that suds at once, and dry him softly.
What'll the doctor be saying to ye, for all this I can't think?'
"'There, my poor Barney,' she crooned to the child, softly drawing him closer,
as though he were conscious.
"'There, there, my Barney, it'll soon be over.'
It'll be all right in just a minute. Poor wee by. Poor we by. There, there.
But Nora did her perfect work, and made the little lean body glistening white as polished marble,
while the heavy hair hung limb, like pale, gold and silk. The two women carried him to a bed in a large room at the back of the house,
not far from the nursery, and laid him on a blanket, with his shoulder stanched with soft linen rags.
Morton was softly drying his hair and crooning to the child.
although he was still unconscious,
begging Nora to put the blanket over him
lest he catch cold.
And Nora was still vigorously drying his feet,
unmindful of Morton's pleading,
when the doctor entered with a trained nurse.
The boy lay white and still upon the blanket,
as the two women, startled,
drew back from their task.
The body, clean now, and beautifully shaped,
might have been marble,
except for the delicate blue veins in wrists and temples.
In spite of signs of privation and lack of nutrition, there was about the boy a showing of strength
in well-developed muscles, and it went to the heart to see him lying helpless so, with his drenched gold
hair and his closed eyes.
The white limbs did not quiver.
The lifeless fingers drooped limply.
The white chest did not stir with any sign of breath, and yet the tender lips that curved
in a cupid's bow were not altogether gone white.
What a beautiful child! exclaimed the nurse involuntarily as she came near the bed.
He looks like a young god.
He's far more likely to be a young devil, said the doctor grimly, leaning over him with practiced
eyes, and laying a listening ear to the quiet breast.
Then he started back.
He's cold as ice. What have you been doing to him?
It wasn't a case of drowning, was it?
You haven't been giving him a bath at such a time as this, have you?
Did you want to kill the kid outright?
"'Ah, the poor wee-bye!' sobbed Morton under her breath.
Her blue eyes drenched with tears that made them like blue lakes.
"'He's like to my own wee boy that I lost when he was a baby,'
she explained in apology to the trained nurse who was not, however, regarding her in the least.
Nora had vanished, frightened, to consult with Thomas.
It was Morton who brought the things the doctor called for,
and showed the nurse where to put her belongings.
And after everything was done, and the boy was done,
and the boy made comfortable and brought back to consciousness.
It was she who stood at the foot of the bed
and smiled upon him first
in this new world to which he opened his eyes.
His eyes were blue, heavenly blue, and dark,
but they were great with a brave fear
as he glanced about on the strange faces.
He looked like a wild bird,
caught in a kindly hand.
A bird whose instincts held him still
because he saw no way of flight,
but whose heart was beating frightfully
against his captor's fingers.
He looked from side to side of the room,
and made a motion to rise from the pillow.
It was a wild, furtive motion,
as of one who has often been obliged to fly for safety,
yet still has unlimited courage.
There was also, in his glance,
the gentle harmlessness and appeal of the winged thing that has been caught.
Well, youngster, you had a pretty close shave,
said the doctor jovially,
but you'll pull through all right.
You feel comfortable now?
The nurse was professionally quiet.
Poor wee-by, murmured Morton, her eyes drenched again.
The boy looked from one to another, doubtfully.
Suddenly, remembrance dawned upon him, and comprehension entered his glance.
He looked about the room and tore the door.
There was question in his eyes that turned on the doctor, but his lips formed no words.
He looked at Morton, and knew her for the nurse of his baby.
Suddenly he smiled, and that smile seemed to light up the whole room,
and filled the heart of Morton with joy unspeakable.
It seemed to her it was the smile of her own lost baby,
come back to shine upon her.
The tears welled up, and the blue lakes ran over.
The boy's face was most lovely when he smiled.
Where is the little kid?
It was Morton whose face he searched anxiously,
as he framed the eager question,
and the woman's intuition taught her,
out to answer.
She's safe in her own wee crib, taking her morning nap.
She's just new over, answered the woman, reassuringly.
Still the eyes were not satisfied.
Did she?
He began slowly, get...
Hurted?
No, my barney, she's all safe and sound as ever.
It was your own self that saved her life.
The boy's face lit up, and he turned from one to another contentedly.
His smile said,
Then I'm glad.
But not a word spoke his shy lips.
You're a hero, kid, said the doctor huskily.
But the boy knew little about heroes and did not comprehend.
The nurse by this time had donned her uniform and rattled up starchily to take her place at the bedside.
And Morton and the doctor went away.
The doctor to step once more into the lady's room below to see if she was feeling quite herself again after her faint.
The nurse leaned over the boy with a glass and spoon.
He looked at it curiously, unknowingly.
It was a situation entirely outside his experience.
Why don't you take your medicine? asked the nurse.
The boy looked at the spoon again as it approached his lips and opened them to speak.
Is...
In went the medicine, and the boy nearly choked.
But he understood and smiled.
A hospital? he finished.
The nurse laughed.
No, it's only a house.
"'They brought you in, you know, when you were hurt out on the steps.
"'You saved the little girl's life.
"'Didn't you know it?' she said kindly.
"'Her heart won by his smile.'
"'A beautiful look rewarded her.
"'Is the little kid, in this house?' he asked, slowly, wonderingly.
"'It was as if he had asked if you were in heaven.
"'There was so much awe in his tone.'
"'Oh, yes, she's here,' answered the nurse lightly.
"'Perhaps they'll bring her in to see you sometime.'
her father's very grateful he thinks it showed wonderful courage in you to risk your life for her sake but mickey comprehended nothing about gratitude he only took in the fact that the beautiful baby was in the house and might come there to see him
he settled to sleep quite happily with an occasional glad wistful glance toward the door as the long lashes sank on the white cheeks for the first sleep the boy had ever taken in a clean white soft bed
The prim nurse, softened for once from her precise attention to duties, stood and looked upon the lovely face of the sleeping child, wondered what his life had been, and how the future would be for him.
She half pitied him that the ball had not gone nearer to the vital spot and taken him to heaven ere he missed the way, so angel-like his face appeared in the soft light of the sick-room, with the shining gold hair fluffed back upon the pillow now, like a halo, and of,
Chapter 1. Chapter 2 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill. This Librevox recording is in the
public domain. Read by Brian Keenan. Chapter 2. Little Star Endicott, sleeping in her costly lace-draped
crib on her downy embroidered pillow, knew nothing of the sin and hate and murder that rolled in a
great wave on the streets outside, and had almost touched her own little life and plotted it out.
she knew not that three notable families whose names were interwoven in her own and whose blood flowed in her tiny veins represented the great hated class of the rich and that those upon whom they had climbed to this height looked upon them as an evil to be destroyed
nor did she know that she being the last of the race and in her name representing them all was hated most of all star delavan endicott it was graven
It was graven upon her tiny pins and locket, upon the circlet of gold that jewelled her finger, upon her brushes and combs.
It was broidered upon her dainty garments, and coverlets and cushions, and crooned to her by the adoring Scotch nurse who came of a line that knew and loved an aristocracy.
The pride of the house of Star, the wealth of the house of Delavan, the glory of the house of Endicott, were they not all hers, this one beautiful beautiful,
baby, who lay in her arms to tend and to love.
So mused Morton, as she hummed.
O hush thee, my baby, thy sire was a knight, thy mother a lady, both gentle and bright.
And what cared Morton, that the mother in this case was neither gentle nor bright,
but only beautiful and selfish?
It did but make the child the dearer that she had her love to herself.
And so the little star lay sleeping in her crib, and the boy,
Her preserver, from nobody knew where, and if nobody knew what name or fame, lay sleeping also.
And presently, Delavan Endicott himself came to look at them both.
He came from the swirl of the sinful, turbulent world outside, and from his fretting,
petted wife's bedside.
She had been fretting at him for allowing a bank in which he happened to be president
to do anything which should cause such a disturbance outside her home,
when he knew she was so nervous.
Not one word about the little step that had stood for an instant between her baby and eternity.
Her husband reminded her gently how near their baby had come to death,
and how she should rejoice that she was safe.
But her reply had been a rush of tears, and,
Oh, yes, you always think of the baby, never of me, your wife.
With a sigh the man had turned from his fruitless effort to calm her troubled mind,
and gone to his little daughter.
He had hoped that his wife would go with him, but he saw the hopelessness of that idea.
The little girl lay with one plump white arm thrown over her head,
the curling baby fingers just touching the rosy cheek, flushed with sleep.
She looked like a rosebud herself,
so beautiful among the rose and lacy draperies of her couch.
Her dark curls, so fine and soft and wonderful,
with their hidden purple shadows,
and the long dark curling lashes,
to match the finely-penciled brows,
brought out each delicate feature of the lovely little face.
The father, as he looked down upon her,
wondered how it could have been in the heart of any creature,
no matter how wicked, to put out this vivid little life,
his little star, his one treasure.
The man that had tried to do it,
could he have intended it, really?
Or was it only a random shot?
The testimony of those who saw judged it in tension.
The father's quickened heartbeats told him it was,
and he felt that the thrust had gone deep.
How they had meant to hurt him.
How they must have hated him to have wished to hurt him so.
How they would have hurt his life irretrievably if the shot had done its work,
if that other little atom of human life had not intervened.
Where was the boy who had saved his child?
He must go and see him at once.
The gratitude of a lifetime should be his.
Morton divined his thought as he stepped from the sacred crib softly after bending low to sweep his lips over the rosy velvet of Little Star's cheek.
With silent tread she followed her master to the door.
The poor wee-boys in the far room yawn, she said in a soft whisper, and her tone implied that his duty lay next in that direction.
The banker had often noticed this gentle suggestion in the nurse's voice.
It minded him of something in his child.
it, and he invariably obeyed it.
He might have resented it if it had been less humble,
less trustfully certain that, of course,
that was the thing that he meant to do next.
He followed her direction now without a word.
The boy had just fallen asleep when he entered,
and lay as sweetly beautiful as the little vivid beauty
he had left in the other room.
The man of the world paused and instinctively exclaimed in wonder.
He had been told that it was a little gammon
who had saved his daughter from the assassin.
But the features of this child were as delicately chiseled, his form as finely modeled,
his hair as soft and fine as any scion of a noble house might boast.
He, like the nurse, had the feeling that a young God lay before him.
It was so that Mickey always had impressed a stranger, even when his face was dirty and his
feet were bare.
The man stood with bowed head and looked upon the boy to whom he felt he owed a debt which he could
never repay. He recognized the child as a representative of that great unwashed throng of
humanity, who were his natural enemies, because by their oppression, and by stepping upon their rights
when it suited his convenience, he had risen to where he now stood, and was able to maintain his
position. He had no special feeling for them, any of them, more than if they had been a pack of
wolves whose fangs he must keep clear of, and whose hides he must get as soon as convenient. But this boy was
different. This spirit child with the form of Apollo, the beauty of Adonis, and the courage of a
hero. Could he have come from the hotbeds of sin and corruption? It could not be. Sure, there must be some
mistake. He must be of good birth. Inquiry must be made. Had anyone asked the child's name and where
he lived? Then, as if an answer to his thought, the dark blue eyes suddenly opened. He found them
looking at him, and started as he realized it, as if a picture on which he gazed had suddenly
turned out to be alive. And yet for the instant he could not summon words, but stood meeting that
steady, searching gaze of the child, penetrating, questioning, as if the eyes would see and
understand the very foundation principles on which the man's life rested. The man felt it, and had
the sensation of hastily looking at his own motives in the light of this child's look.
Would his life bear that burning, appealing glance?
Then, unexpectedly, the child's face lit up with his wonderful smile.
He had decided to trust the man.
Never before in all his proud and varied experience had Delavan Endicott
encountered a challenge like that.
It beat through him like a mighty army, and took his heart by storm.
It flashed into his eyes and dazzled him.
It was the challenge of childhood to the fatherhood of the man,
With a strange new impulse the man accepted it, and struggling to find words, could only answer with a smile.
A good deal passed between them before any words were spoken at all.
A good deal that the boy never forgot, and that the man liked to turn back to in his moments of self-reproach.
For somehow that boy's eyes called forth the best that was in him, and made him ashamed of other things.
Boy, who is your father? At last asked the man huskily.
He almost dreaded to find another father owning a noble boy like this,
and such a father as he would be if it were true that he was only a street gammon.
The boy still smiled, but a wistfulness came into his eyes.
He slowly shook his head.
Dead, is he? asked the man more as if thinking aloud.
But the boy shook his head again.
No, no father, he answered simply.
Oh, said the man, and a lump gathered in his thither.
throat. Your mother? No mother, never, came the solemn answer. It seemed that he scarcely felt
that either of these were deep lacks in his assets. Very likely fathers and mothers were not
on the average desirable kindred in the neighborhood from which he came. The man reflected and
tried again. "'Who are your folks? They'll be worried about you. We ought to send them word you're
doing well.' The boy looked amazed, then a laugh rippled out.
No folks, he gurgled, only just to kids.
Your brothers and sisters? asked Endicott, puzzled.
None of them, said Mickey. Buck and me are pards. We fight's for the other kids.
Don't you know what's wrong to fight? Mickey stared.
Endicott tried to think of something to add to his little moral homily, but somehow could not.
It's very wrong to fight, he reiterated lamely.
The boy's cherub mouth settled into firm lines.
"'It's wrong or not to, when do little kids is getting hurt,
"'and to big fellas what ought to work is stole away they bred, and they's hungry.'
"'It was an entirely new proposition.
"'It was the challenge of the poor against the rich,
"'of the weak against the strong, and from the lips of a mere babe.
"'The man wondered and answered not.
"'I'd fight for your little kid,' declared the young logician.
"'He seemed to know by instinct that this was the father of his baby.
Ah, now he had touched the responsive chord.
The father's face lit up.
He understood.
Yes, it was right to fight for his baby girl,
his little star, his one treasure,
and this boy had done it, given his life freely.
Was that like fighting for those other unloved,
uncared-for, hungry darlings?
Were they then dear children, too, of somebody?
Of God, if nobody else?
The boy's eyes were telling him plainly in one long, deep look,
that all the world of little children at least was kin,
and the grateful heart of the father felt that in mere decency of gratitude
he must acknowledge so much.
Poor little hungry babies.
What if his darling were hungry?
A sudden longing seized his soul to give them bread at once to eat.
But at least he would shower his gratitude upon this one stray defender of their rights.
He struggled to find words to let the child know of this feeling,
but only the tears gathering quickly in his eyes spoke for him.
Yes, yes, my boy, you did fight for my little girl.
I know, I'll never forget it of you as long as I live.
You saved her life, and that's worth everything to me.
Everything, do you understand?
At last the words rushed forth,
but his voice was husky,
and those who knew him would have declared him more moved than they had ever seen him.
The boy understood.
A slender, brown hand stole out from the white coverlet and touched his.
Its outline, long and supple and graceful, spoke of patrician origin.
It was hard for the man of wealth and pride to realize that it was the hand of the child of the common people,
the people who were his enemies.
Is there anything you would like to have done for you, boy? he asked at last,
because the depth of emotion was more than he could bear.
The boy looked troubled.
I was thinking, if Buck and them could see me, they'd know it was all right.
I'd like him fine to know how it is in here.
You want me to bring them up to see you?
Mickey nodded.
Where can I find them, do you think?
Buck, he won't go fur, till he knows what's come to me, said the boy with shining confidence
in his friend.
He'd know I'd do that for him.
Then it seemed there was such a thing as honor and loyalty among the lower ranks of men,
at least among the boys.
The man of the world was learning a great many things.
Meekly he descended the two flights of stairs
and went out to his own front doorsteps.
There were no crowds anymore.
The police were still on duty,
but curious passers-by dared not linger along.
The workmen had finished the windows and gone.
The man felt little hope of finding the boys,
but somehow he had a strange desire to do so.
He wanted to see that.
that face light up once more. Also, he had a curious desire to see these youngsters from the street
who could provoke such loving anxiety from the hero upstairs. Mickey was right. Buck would not go
far away until he knew how it was with his comrade. He had indeed moved off at the officer's word
when the doctor promised to bring him word later. But in his heart, he did not intend to let a
sole pass in or out of that house all day that he did not see.
And so he set his young pickets here and there about the block, each with his bunch of papers,
and arranged a judicious change occasionally, to avoid trouble with the officers.
Buck was standing across the street on the corner by the church steps, making a lively show of
business now and then, and keeping one eye on the house that had swallowed up his partner.
He was not slow to perceive that he was being summoned by a man upon the steps, and ran eagerly
up with his papers, expecting to receive his coin, and maybe a glimpse inside the door.
"'All about de chutein' of de bank millionaire's baby,' he yelled in his most finished voice of
trade, and the father, thinking of what might have been, felt a pang of horror at the careless
words from the gruff little voice.
"'Do you know a boy named Buck?' he questioned, as he deliberately paid for the paper
that was held up to him, and searched the unpromising little face before him.
then marvelled at the sullen sly change upon the dirty face.
The black brows drew down forebodingly.
The dark eyes reminded him of a caged lion ready to spring
if an opportunity offered.
The child had become a man with a criminal's face.
There was something frightful about the defiant look
with which the boy drew himself up.
What if I does?
Only that there's a boy in here, motioning toward the door,
would like very much to see him for a fact.
few minutes. If you know where he is, I wish you tell him. Then there came a change more
marvellous than before. It was as if the divine in the soul had suddenly been revealed through a rift in
the sinful humanity. The whole defiant face became eager. The black eyes danced with question.
The brows settled into straight, pleasant lines, and the mouth sweetened, as with pleasant thoughts.
"'Isd Mickey?' he asked in earnest voice. "'Can we get in? How caught you, kids, he'll want you,
him. He always wants to kids. He placed his fingers in his mouth, stretching it into a curious
shape, and there issued forth a shriek that might have come from the mouth of an exulting fiend,
so long and shrill and sharp it was. The man on the steps, his nerves already wrought to the
snapping point, started angrily. Then suddenly around the corner, at a swift trot,
emerged three ragged youngsters who came at their leader's command, swiftly and eagerly.
"'Micky wants us,' explained Buck.
"'And I use father me, and don't you say nothing, lest I tell you.'
They fell in line, behind the bank president,
and followed awed within the portal that unlocked a palace more wonderful than Aladdin's
to their astonished gaze.
Up the stairs they slunk, single-file,
the bare feet and the illy shod alike, going silently and sleuth-white over the polished stairs.
They skulked past open doors, with frightened, defiant glances.
the defiance of the very poor for the very rich,
the defiance that is born and bred in the soul
from a face-to-face existence with hunger and cold
and need of every kind.
They were defiant, but they took it all in,
and for many a day gave details highly embellished
of the palace where Mickey lay.
It seemed to them that heaven itself could show no grander sights.
In a stricken row against the wall,
with sudden consciousness of their own delinquencies of attire,
ragged caps in hands, grimy hands behind them.
They stood and gazed upon their fallen hero, comrade.
Clean! They had never perhaps seen his face before.
The white robe that was upon him seemed a robe of unearthly whiteness.
It dazzled their gaze.
The shining of his newly washed hair was a glory crown upon his head.
They saw him gathered into another world than any they knew.
It could have seemed no worse to them if the far heaven above the nearer
narrow city streets had opened its grim clouds and received their comrade from their sight.
They were appalled. How could he ever be theirs again? How could it all have happened in the
few short hours since Mickey flashed past them, and fell a martyr to his kindly heart,
and saved the wicked rich man his child? The brows of Buck drew together in his densest frown.
He felt that Mickey, there Mickey, was having some terrible change come upon him. Then Mickey turned,
and smiled upon them all, and in his dear familiar voice shouted,
"'Say, kids, ain't this grand? Say, I just wish you was all in it. If you, Buck, and the kids
was here and this year grand bed, I'd be having the time of me life.' That turned the tide.
Buck swallowed hard, and smiled his darker smile, and the rest grinned sheepishly.
Grandeur and riches had not spoiled their prince. He was there still, and he had wanted them.
He had sent for them.
they gained courage to look around on the spotlessly clean room on the nurse in her crackling dignity on the dish of oranges which she promptly handed to them and of which each in awe partook a golden sphere
on the handful of bright flowers that morden had brought but a few minutes before and placed on a little stand by the bed on the pictures that hung upon the walls the like of which they had never seen before and then back to the white white bed that held their companion
They could not get used to the whiteness and the cleanness of his clean, clean face and hands,
and bright gold hair.
It burned like a flame against the pillow, and Mickey's blue eyes seemed darker and deeper than ever before.
To Buck they had given their obedient following, and looked to him for protection,
but after all he was one like themselves, only a little more fearless.
To Mickey they all gave a kind of far-seeing adoration.
He was fearless and brave.
like Buck, but he was something more.
In their superstitious fear and ignorance, he seemed to them almost supernatural.
They skulked silently down the stairs, like frightened rabbits, when the interview was over,
each clutching his precious orange.
And not until the great doors had closed upon them did they utter a word.
They had said very little.
Mickey had done all the talking.
When they had filed down the street behind their leader,
and rounded the corner out of sight of the house,
Buck gathered them into a little knot and said solemnly,
"'Kids, I bet your make don't be coming out of this no more.
Didn't you take notice how he looked just like the angel
top of the monument down to the cemetery?'
The little group took on a solemnity that was deep and real.
"'Anyhow, he wanted us,' spoke up a curly-headed boy with old eyes in a thin face.
He was one whom Mickey had been wanted to defend.
He bore hump upon his ragged back.
"'Oh, he's all right for us, is Mick,' said Buck.
"'But he's different or us.
"'Old Aunt Sal, she said one day he were named for an angel,
"'and like his not, he'll go back where he belongs some day,
"'but he won't ever forget us.
"'He ain't like rich folks what don't care.
"'He's our part, all this.
"'Come on, fellas.'
"'Down the back alley went the solemn little procession, single file,
"'till they reached the rear of the Andicot house,
"'where they stood silent as before a shrine,
till at a signal from their leader, each grimy right hand was raised,
and gravely each ragged cap was taken off,
and held high in the air toward the upper window,
where they knew their hero comrade lay.
Then they turned and marched silently away.
They were all in place before the door,
whenever the doctor came thereafter,
and always went around by the way of the alley afterward,
for their ceremonial good-night,
sometimes standing solemnly beneath the cold stars,
while the shrill wind blew through their thin garments.
But always as long as the doctor brought them word,
or as long as the light burned in the upper window,
they felt their comrade had not gone yet.
End of Chapter 2.
Chapter 3 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
This Lebervox recording is in the public domain.
Read by Brian Keenan.
Chapter 3
Heaven opened for Mickey on the day when Morton,
with the doctor's permission,
brought baby star to see him. The baby, in her nurse's arms, gazed down upon her rescuer with the
unprejudiced eyes of childhood. Mickey's smile flashed upon her, and forthwith she answered with
a joyous laugh of glee. The beautiful boy pleased her ladyship. She reached out her rose-leaf hands
to greet him. The nurse held her down to the bed. Kiss the wee-bye, that's a good baby. Kiss the
wee-bye. He took care of baby and saved her life when the bad man tried to hurt her.
Kiss the wee-bye and say, I thank you, commanded Morton.
The saving of her life meant nothing to Little Star, but she obediently murmured,
I thank you, as the nurse had drilled her to do before she brought her, and then laid her
moist pink lips on cheeks, forehead, eyes, and mouth in turn, and Mickey, in ecstasy,
lay trembling with the pleasure of it. No one had ever kissed him before.
kissing was not in vogue in the street where he existed.
Thereafter, every day until he was convalescent,
Starr came to visit him.
By degrees he grew accustomed to her gay presence
enough to talk with her freely as child with child.
Her words were few,
and her tongue is yet quite unacquainted with the language of this world.
But perhaps that was all the better.
Further conversations were more of the spirit than of the tongue.
Mickey's language of circumstance being quite unlike that of Madison Avenue.
Star brought her wonderful electric toys and dolls, and Mickey looked at them with wonder,
yet always with a kind of rare indifference, because the child herself was to him the wonder of all wonders,
an angel's spirit stooped to earth.
And every day, when the nurse carried her small charge away after her frolic with the boy,
she would always lift her up to the bed and say,
Now kiss the wee boy, Baby Star, and thank him again for saving.
your life. And Star would lay her soft, sweet mouth on his, as tenderly and gravely as if she
understood the full import of her obligation. At such times Mickey would watch her bright face as it
came close to his, and when her lips touched his, he would close his eyes as if to shut out all
things else from this sacred ceremony. After Star and Morton were gone, the nurse was wont to look
furtively toward the bed, and note the still, lovely face of the boy, whose eyes were
were closed, as if to hold the vision and memory the longer.
At such times her heart would draw her strangely from her wanted formality,
and she would touch the boy with a tenderness that was not natural to her.
There were other times when Mr. Endicott would come and talk briefly with the boy,
just to see his eyes light and his face glow with that wonderful smile,
and to think what it would be if the boy were his own.
Always Mickey enjoyed these little talks,
and when his visitor was gone, he would think with satisfaction that this was just the right kind of a father for his little lovely star.
He was glad that baby star had a father.
He had often wondered what it would be like to have a father, and now he thought he saw what the height of desire in a father might be.
Not that he felt a great need for himself in the way of fathers.
He had taken care of himself since he could remember, and felt quite grown up, and fathers usually drank.
But a baby like that needed a father.
and he liked Starr's father.
But the dearest thing now in life for him was Little Starr's kisses.
To the father, drawn first by gratitude to the boy who had saved his child's life,
and afterwards by the boy's own irresistible smile.
These frequent visits had become a pleasure.
There had been a little boy before Starr came to their home,
but he had only lived a few weeks.
The memory of that golden, fuzzy head, the little appealing fingers,
the great blue eyes of his son still lingered bitterly in the father's heart.
When he first looked upon this waif, the fancy seized him that,
perhaps his own boy would have been like this had he lived,
and a strange and unexpected tenderness entered his heart for Mickey.
He kept going to the little invalid's room night after night,
pleasing himself with the thought that the boy was his own.
So strong a hold did this fancy take upon the man's heart,
that he actually began to consider the feasibility
of adopting the child, and bringing him up as his own.
This, after he had, by the aid of detectives,
thoroughly searched out all that was known of him,
and found that no one owned Mickey,
nor seemed to care what became of him,
except Buck and his small following.
And all the time, the child, well fed, well cared for,
happier than he had ever dreamed of being
in all his little hard life, rapidly convalessed.
Endicott came home one afternoon
to find Mickey down in the reception room,
dressed in black velvet and rare old lace,
with his glorious sheaf of golden hair,
which had grown during his illness, tortured into ringlets,
and an adoring group of ladies gathered about him,
as he stood with troubled, almost haughty mien,
and gravely regarded their maudlin sentimentalities.
Mrs. Endicott had paid no attention to the boy heretofore,
and her sudden interest in him came from a chance view of him
as he sat up in a big chair for the first time,
playing a game with Little Star.
His big eyes and beautiful hair
attracted her at once,
and she lost no time in dressing him up like a doll,
and making him a show at one of her receptions.
When her husband remonstrated with her,
declaring that such treatment would ruin the spirit of any real boy,
and spoil him for life,
she shrugged her shoulders indifferently and answered,
Well, what if it does?
He's nothing but a foundling.
He ought to be glad we are willing to dress him up
prettily and play with him for a while.
And what would you do with him after you were done using him for a toy?
Cast him aside?
Well, why not?
With another shrug of her handsome shoulders.
Or perhaps we might teach him to be a butler or footman, if you want to be benevolent.
You would be charming in a dark blue uniform.
The woman raised her delicate eyebrows, humming a light tune, and her husband turned from her in despair.
Was it nothing at all to her that this child had saved the love?
life of her baby? That settled the question of adoption. His wife would never be the one to bring up
the boy into anything like manhood. It was different with a girl. She must, of necessity, be frivolous,
he supposed. The next morning, an old college friend came into his office, a plain man with a pleasant
face, who had not gone from college days to a bank presidency. He was only a plain teacher in a little
struggling college in Florida, and he came soliciting aid for the college.
Endicott turned from puzzling over the question of Mickey
to greet his old friend whom he had not seen for 20 years.
He was glad to see him.
He had always liked him.
He looked him over critically, however,
with his successful businessman of New York point of view.
He noticed the plain cheap business suit,
worn shiny in places,
the shoes well polished but beginning to break at the side,
the plentiful sprinkling of gray hairs,
and then his eyes traveled to the kind, worn,
face of his friend. In spite of himself, he could not but feel that the man was happier than
himself. He asked many questions, and found a keen pleasure in hearing all about the little family of the
other, and their happy, united efforts to laugh off poverty, and have a good time anyway.
Then the visitor told of the college, its struggles, its great needs and small funds,
how its orange crop, which was a large part of its regular income, had failed that year on account of the
frost, and they were in actual need of funds to carry on the work of the immediate school year.
Endicott found his heart touched, though he was not, as a rule, a large giver to anything.
I'd be glad to help you, Harkness, he said at last, but I've got a private benevolence on my
hands just now that is going to take a good deal of money, I'm afraid.
You see, we've narrowly escaped a tragedy at our house, and he launched into the story of the
shooting, and his own indebtedness to Mickey.
I see, said the professor, you feel that you owe it to that lad to put him in the way of a better life,
seeing that he freely gave his life for your child's.
Exactly, said Endicott, and I'd like to adopt him and bring him up as my own, but it doesn't seem feasible.
I don't think my wife would feel just as I do about it, and I'm not sure I'd be doing the best after all for the boy.
To be taken from one extreme to another might ruin him.
Well, Andicott, why don't you combine your debt to the child with you?
benevolence and send him down to us for a few years to educate."
Endicott set up, interestedly.
Could I do that? Would they take so young a child? He can't be over seven.
Yes, we would take him, I think. He'd be well cared for, and his tuition in the prep
department would help the institution along. Every little helps, you know.
Endicott suddenly saw before him the solution of his difficulties.
He entered eagerly into the matter, talking over rates, plans, and so on.
An hour later, it was all settled.
Mickey was to take a full course with his expenses all prepaid,
and a goodly sum placed in the bank for his clothing and spending money.
He was to have the best room the school afforded,
at the highest price,
and was to take music, and art, and everything else that was offered,
for Endicott meant to do the handsome thing by the institution.
The failure of the bank of which he was president
had in no wise affected his own private fortune.
If the boy doesn't seem to develop,
an interest in some of these branches. Put some deserving one in his place, and put him at something
else, he said. I want him to have his try at everything, develop the best that is in him. So we'll pay for
everything you've got there, and that will help out some other poor boy, perhaps, for, of course,
one boy can't do everything. I'll arrange it with my lawyer that the payments shall be made regularly
for the next twelve years, so that if anything happens to me, or if this boy runs away,
or doesn't turn out worthy, you will keep on getting the money just the same, and someone
else can come in on it.
Professor Harkness went away from the office with a smile on his face, and in his pocket three
letters of introduction to wealthy, benevolent businessman of New York.
Mickey was to go south with him the middle of the next week.
Endicott went home that afternoon, with relief of mind, but he found in his heart a most
surprising reluctance to part with the beautiful boy.
When the banker told Mickey that he was going to send him to college
and explained to him that an education would enable him to become a good man
and perhaps a great one, the boy's face was very grave.
Mickey had never felt the need of an education,
and the thought of going away from New York gave him a sensation
as if the earth were tottering under his feet.
He shook his head doubtfully.
Can I take Buckingney kids? he asked, after a thoughtful pause,
and with a lifting of the cloud in his eyes.
"'No,' said Endicott.
"'It costs a good deal to go away to school,
"'and there wouldn't be anyone to send them.'
"'Micky's eyes grew wide with something like indignation,
"'and he shook his head.
"'And I couldn't go,' he said decidedly.
"'I couldn't take nothing great like that,
"'and I'd give the kids any.
"'We'll stick together.
"'I'll stay with the kids.
"'They needs me.'
"'But Mickey,' the man looked into the large, determined eyes,
"'and settled down for combat.
"'You don't understand, boy.
"'It would be impossible for them to go.
I couldn't send them all, but I can send you, and I'm going to, because you risked your
life to save Little Star.
That wasn't nothing tall, declared Mickey, with fine scorn.
It was everything to me, said the man, and I want to do this for you.
And, boy, it's your duty to take this.
It's everybody's duty to take the opportunities for advancement that come to them.
Mickey looked at him thoughtfully.
He did not understand the large words, and duty meant to him a fine sense of him a fine
sense of loyalty to those who had been loyal to him.
I got to stay with the kids, he said.
Day needs me.
With an exasperated feeling that it was useless to argue against this calmly stated fact,
Endicott began again gently.
But Mickey, you can help them a lot more by going to college than by staying at home.
The boy's eyes looked unconvinced, but he waited for reasons.
If you get to be an educated man, you will be able to earn money and help them.
You can lift them up to better things, build good houses for them to live in,
give them work to do that will pay good wages, and help them to be good men.
Are you educated?
Thinking he was making progress, and it got nodded eagerly.
Is that what you does for folks?
The bright eyes searched his face eagerly, keenly, doubtfully.
The color flooded the bank president's cheeks and forehead uncomfortably.
Well, I might, he answered.
Yes, I might do a great deal for people, I suppose.
I don't know as I'd do much, but I could if I had been interested in them.
He paused.
He realized that the argument was weakened.
Mickey studied his face.
But he needs me now, the kids does, he said gravely.
Jimmy, he don't have no supper most nights, less than I share.
And Bob's is so little, he can't fight them alley kids.
And sometimes that gets a flower off into florist's back door, for their little sick Jane.
Hers got a crutch and can't walk much anyhow.
And cold nights, me and Buck, we sleeps close.
We got a box hit away where we sleeps close and keeps warm.
The moisture gathered in the eyes of the banker as he listened to the innocent story.
It touched his heart, as nothing ever had before.
He resolved that after this, his education and wealth should at least help these little slum friends of Mickey to an occasional meal,
or a flower, or a warm bed.
Suppose you get Buck to take your place with the kids while you go to school and get an education,
and learned how to help them better.
Mickey's golden head
negated this slowly.
Buck, he's got all he can do
to get grub for his stuff and his sister Jane.
His father is bad, and kicks Jane,
and don't get her nothing to eat.
Buck, he has to see after Janie.
How would it be for you to pay Buck something
so that he could take your place?
I will give you some money that you may do as you like with,
and you can pay Buck as much as you think he needs every week.
You can send it to him in a letter.
"'Would it be as much as a quarter?'
"'Micky held his breath in wonder and suspense.
"'Two quarters, if you like.
"'Oh, could I do that?'
"'The boy's face fairly shone,
"'and he came and threw his arms about Endicott's neck
"'and laid his face against his.
"'The man clasped him close,
"'and would fain have kept him there,
"'for his well-ordered heart was deeply stirred.
"'Thus it was arranged.
"'Buck was invited to an interview,
"'but when the silver half-dollar
was laid in his grimy palm, and he was made to understand that others were to follow,
and that he was to step up into Mickey's place in the community of the children,
while that luminary went to college to be educated.
His face wore a heavy frown.
He held out the silver sphere as if it burned him.
What?
Take money in exchange for Mickey's bright presence?
Never.
It took a great deal of explanation to convince Buck that anything could be better for
to kids than Mickey, their own Mickey, now and for
He was quick, however, to see where the good lay for Mickey, and after a few plain statements
for Mr. Endicott, there was no further demur on the part of the boy.
Buck was willing to give up Mickey for Mickey's good, but not for his own.
But it was a terrible sacrifice.
The hard little face nodded itself into a fierce expression when he came to say goodbye.
The long, scrawny throat worked convulsively.
The hands gripped each other savagely.
It was like handing Mickey over to another world than theirs, and though he confidently promised to return to them, so soon as the college should have completed the mysterious process of education, and to live with them as of yore, sleeping in Buck's box alongside, and taking care of the others when the big Allie kids grew troublesome.
Somehow an instinct taught them that he would never return again.
They had had him, and they would never forget him, but he would grow into a being far above them.
They looked vindictively at the great rich man who had perpetrated this evil device of a college life for their comrade.
It was the old story of the helpless poor against the powerful rich.
Even heartbeats counted not against such power.
Mickey must go.
They went to the great station on the morning when Mickey was to depart,
and stood shivering and forlorn until the train was called.
They listened sullenly while Professor Harkness told them that if they wished to be fit to associate with their friend,
when he came out of college, they must begin at once to improve all their opportunities.
First of all, they must go to school, and study hard, and then their friend in college would be proud to call them friends.
They did not think it worthwhile to tell the kindly but ignorant professor that they had no time for school,
and no clothes to wear if they had the time or the inclination to go.
Schools were everywhere, free, of course, but it did not touch them.
They lived in dark places and casual crannies.
like weeds or vermin.
No one cared whether they went to school.
No one suggested it.
They would have as soon thought of entering a great mansion
and insisting on their right to live there
as to present themselves at school.
Why, they had to hustle for a mere existence.
They were the water rats, the bad boys,
the embryo criminals for the next generation.
The problem with any who thought of them was how to get rid of them.
But of course this man from another world did not
understand. They merely looked at him dully and wished he would walk away and leave Mickey to them
while he stayed. His presence made it seem as if their companion were already gone from them.
It was hard, too, to see Mickey dressed like the fine boys on Fifth Avenue, handsome trousers and
coat, and a great thick overcoat, a hat on his shining crown of hair that had always been
guiltless of cap, thick stockings and shining shoes on his feet that had always been bare and
soiled with the grime of the streets, gloves on his hands.
This was a new Mickey.
The kids did not know him.
In spite of their best efforts, they could not be natural.
Great lumps arose in their throats, lumps that never dared arise for hunger or cold
or curses at home.
They stood helpless before their own consciousness.
And Mickey, divining the trouble with that exquisite keenness of a spirit sent from heaven
to make earth brighter, conceived the bright idea of giving
each of his comrades some article of his apparel as a remembrance.
Mr. Endicott came upon the scene just in time to keep Mickey from taking off his overcoat
and enveloping Buck in its elegant folds. He was eagerly telling them that Bob's should have his
undercoat, Jimmy, his hat. They must take his gloves to Jane, and there was nothing left for
Sam but his stockings and shoes, but he gave them all willingly. He seemed to see no reason
why he could not travel hatless and coatless, bear afoot, and hatless, bear afoot, and
hand, for had he not gone that way through all the years of his existence?
It was a small thing to do, for his friends whom he was leaving for a long time.
The bright face clouded when he was told he could not give these things away,
that it would not be fair to the kind professor to ask him to carry with him a boy not properly
dressed.
But he smiled again trustfully when Endicott promised to take the whole group to a clothing
house and fit them out.
They bade Mickey goodbye.
pressing their grimy noses against the bars of the station gate,
to watch their friend disappear from their bare little lives.
Enda Gott himself felt like crying as he came back from seeing the boy aboard the train.
Somehow it went hard for him to feel.
He should not meet the bright smile that night when he went home.
But it was not the way of the kids to cry when tragedy fell among them.
They did not cry now.
When he came back to them, they regarded the banker with lowering brows,
as the originator of their bereavement.
They had no faith in the promised clothing.
Oh, what's he given us? Buck had breathed under his breath.
But to do Buck credit, he had not wanted to take Mickey's coat from him.
When their comrade went from them into another walk in life,
he must go proudly apparelled.
Endicott led the huddled group away from the station,
to a clothing-house, and amused himself by fitting them out.
The garments were not of as fine material, nor elegant a count.
as those he had pleased himself by purchasing for Mickey's outfit,
but they were warm and strong and wonderful to their eyes,
and one by one the grimy urchins went into a little dressing-room,
presently emerging with awe upon their faces to stand before a tall mirror,
surveying themselves.
Endicott presently bade the little company farewell,
and with a conscious at ease with himself and all mankind left them.
They issued from the clothing-house with scared expressions,
and walked solemnly a few blocks.
Then Buck called them to a halt before a large plate glass-show window.
"'Take a good look at yourselves, kids,' he ordered.
"'And we'll go up to the park and shine around, and see how their swells feels.
Then we'll go down to Sheenies and sell them.'
"'Sell them, can't we keep him?'
pitifully demanded Bobbs, who had never felt warm in winter in all his small life before.
"'You wouldn't have him long,' sneered Buck.
"'That father yearn would have him pawned afore night.
"'You better enjoy him a while, then get the money.
It's safer.
The children with wisdom born of their unhappy circumstances
recognized this truth.
They surveyed themselves gravely in their fleeting grandeur,
and then turned to walk up to the aristocratic part of town,
a curious little procession.
They finished by rounding the Madison Avenue block,
marched up the alley,
and gave the salute with new hats toward the window
where their prince and leader used to be.
He was no longer there,
but his memory was about them,
and the ceremony did their bursting little hearts good.
Their love for Mickey was the noblest thing that had so far entered their lives.
Jimmy suggested that they must let Jane see them
before they disposed forever of their elegant garments.
So Bob's, minus coat, hat, stockings, and shoes,
was sent to bid her to a secluded retreat at the far end of the alley.
Bob's hurried back ahead of her little tapping crutch
to don his fine attire once more before she arrived.
little jane sallow of face unkempt of hair tattered of clothing and shivering in the cold twilight stood and watched the procession of pride as it passed and repassed before her delighted eyes
The festivity might have been prolonged, but that the maudlin voice of Bob's father, reeling into the alley, struck terror to their hearts.
And with small ceremony, they scuttled away to the pawn shop, leaving Little Jane to hopple back alone to her cellar,
and wonder how it would feel to wear a warm coat like one of those.
Gee, said Jimmy, as they paused with one consent before the shop door,
and looked reluctantly down at their brief glory.
Gee, I wish we could keep just one coat for little Jane.
"'Couldn't we hide it some airs?' asked Sam, and they all looked at Buck.
Buck, deeply touched for his sister's sake, nodded.
"'Keep jims,' he said huskily.
"'It'll do her best.'
Then the little procession filed proudly in and gave up their garments to the human parasite
who lived on the souls of other men, and came away bearing the one coat they had saved
for Janie, each treasuring a pitiful bit of money, which seemed a fortune in their eyes.
Little Jane received her gift with true spirit when it was presented,
skillfully hid it from her inhuman father,
and declared that each boy should have a turn at wearing the coat
every Sunday at some safe hour,
whereat deep satisfaction reigned among them.
Their grandeur was not all departed after all.
Meantime, Mickey, in his luxurious berth in a sleeper,
smiled drowsily to think of the fine new clothes that his friends must be wearing,
and then fell asleep to dream of Little Star's kisses on his closed eyelids.
End of Chapter 3. Chapter 4 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 4
Into a new world came Mickey, a world of blue skies, songbirds, and high, tall pines with waving
moths and dreamy atmosphere.
A world of plenty to eat and wear, and light and joy and ease.
Yet it was a most bewildering world to the boy,
and for the first week he stood off and looked at it questioningly, suspiciously.
True, there were no dark cellars or freezing streets,
no drunken fathers or frightened children, or blows, or hunger, or privation.
But this education he had come to seek that he might go back to his own world and better it,
was not a garment one put on, and exercised in service.
so many times a day. It was not a cup from which one drank, nor an atmosphere that one absorbed.
It was a strange, imperceptible thing got at in some mysterious way by a series of vague
struggles, followed by sudden and almost alarming perceptions. For a time it seemed to the boy,
keen though his mind, and quick, that knowledge was a thing only granted to the few,
and his was a mind that would never grasp it. How, for instance, did one know how to make just the right
figures under a line when one added a long perplexity of numbers.
Mickey the Newsboy could tell like a flash how much change he needed to return to the fat
gentleman who occasionally gave him a $5 bill to change on Broadway.
But Mickey the scholar, though he knew figures, and was able to study out with labor
easy words in his papers, had never heard of adding up figures in the way they did here,
long rows of them on the blackboard.
It became necessary that this boy should have some private instruction,
before he would be able to enter classes.
Professor Harkness himself undertook the task,
and gradually revealed to the child's neglected understanding
some of the simple rudiments that would make his further progress possible.
The sum that was paid for his tuition made it quite necessary
that the boy advance reasonably,
for his benefactor had made it understood
that he might someday visit the institution
and see how he was getting on.
So great pains were taken to enlighten Mickey's darkness.
There was another thing that the boy could not understand, and that was the discipline that ruled everywhere.
He had always been a law unto himself, his only care being to keep out of the way of those who would interfere with this.
Now he must rise with a bell, stay in his room until another bell, eat at a bell,
go to the hard bench in the schoolroom with another bell, and even play ball when the recreation bell rang.
It was hard on an independent spirit to get used to all this.
and while he had no mind to be disorderly,
he often broke forth into direct disobedience of the law
from sheer misunderstanding of the whole regime.
The boy's dormitory was presided over by a woman who,
while thorough in all housekeeping arrangements,
had certainly mistaken her calling as a substitute mother for boys.
She kept their clothes in order,
saw to it that their rooms were aired,
their stockings darned, and their lights out at exactly half-past nine.
But the grimness of her countenance forbade
any familiarity, and she never thought of gaining the confidence of her rough but affectionate charges.
There was no tenderness in her, and Mickey never felt like smiling in her presence.
He came and went with a sort of high, unconscious superiority that almost irritated the woman,
because she was not great enough to see the unusual spirit of the child, and as a consequence
she did not win his heart. But he did not miss the lack of motherliness in her, for he had never
known a mother and was not expecting it. The professors he grew to like, some more, some less,
always admiring most those who seemed to him to deal in a fair and righteous manner with their
classes. Fairness being judged by the code in use among the kids in New York. But that was before he
grew to know the president. After that, his code changed. His first interview with that dignitary
was on an afternoon when he had been overheard by the matron to use vile language among the boys at the noon hour.
She hauled him up with her most severe manner, and gave him to understand that he must answer to the President for his conduct.
As Mickey had no conception of his offense, he went serenely to his fate, walking affably beside her, only wishing she would not look so sour.
As they crossed the campus to the President's house, a bluejay flew overhead, and a mockingbird trilled in a live oak nearby.
The boy's face lighted with joy, and he laughed out gleefully,
but the matron only looked the more severe, for she thought him a hardened little sinner,
who was defying her authority, and laughing her to scorn.
After that, it was two years before she could really believe anything good of Mickey.
The president was a noble-faced, white-haired scholar, with a firm, tender mouth, a brow of wisdom,
and eyes of understanding.
He was not the kind who win by great athletic prowess.
He was an old-fashioned gentleman, well along in years.
years, but young in heart. He looked at the child of the slums and saw the angel in the clay.
He dismissed the matron with a pleasant assurance and took Mickey to an inner office,
where he let the boy sit quietly, waiting a few minutes till he had finished writing a letter.
If the pen halted and the kind eyes furtively studied the beautiful face of the child,
Mickey never knew it. The president asked the boy to tell him what he had said,
and Mickey, with sweet assurance, repeated innocently the terrible phrases he had used,
phrases which had been familiar to him since babyhood,
conveying statements of facts that were horrible,
but nevertheless daily happenings in the corner of the world where he had brought himself up.
With rare tact the president questioned the boy,
until he made sure there was no inherent rottenness in him,
and then gently and kindly, but firmly, laid down the law,
and explained why it was right and necessary,
that there should be a law. He spoke of the purity of God.
Mickey knew nothing of God, and listened with quiet interest.
The President talked of education and culture, and made manners very plain indeed.
Then, when the interview was concluded, and the man asked the boy for a pledge of good faith,
and clean language from that time forth, Mickey's smile of approval blazed forth,
and he laid his hand in that of the President readily enough,
and went forth from the room with a great seat.
secret admiration of the man, with whom he had just talked.
The whole conversation had appealed to him deeply.
Mickey sought his room, and laboriously spelled out, with lately acquired clumsiness,
a letter to Buck.
Dear Buck, we mustn't use an decent language any more nor swear.
God don't like it, and it ain't educated.
I want you and me to be educate.
I ain't gone, too.
Don't you ne'er let to kids.
Mickey.
In due time, according to previous arrangement about the monthly allowance, this letter reached Buck,
and he tracked the doctor for two whole days before he located him, and lay in wait till he came out to his carriage,
when he made bowl to hand over the letter to be read.
The doctor, deeply touched, translated as best he could.
Buck's education had been pitifully neglected.
He watched the mystic paper in awe as the doctor read.
What's indecent language, he asked with his heavy frown?
The doctor took the opportunity to deliver a brief sermon on purity, and Buck, without so much as an audible thank you, but with a thoughtful air that pleased the doctor, took back his letter, stuffed it into his ragged pocket, and went on his way.
The man watched him wistfully, wondering whether Mickey's appeal could reach the hardened little sinner, and, sighing at the wickedness of the world,
Went on his way, grimly trying to make a few things better.
That night, the kids were gathered in front of little Janie's window,
for she was too weak to go out with them.
And Buck delivered a lesson in ethical culture.
Whatever Mickey, their prince, ordered, that must be done.
And Buck was doing his level best,
although for the life of him, he couldn't see the sense in it.
But thereafter, none of the kids were allowed to use certain words and phrases,
and swearing gradually became a limit.
from their conversation.
It would have been a curious study for a linguist to observe just what words and phrases were
cut out, and what were allowed to flourish unrebuked.
But nevertheless, it was a reform, and Buck was doing his best.
With his schoolmates, Mickey had a curiously high position, even from the first.
His clothes were good, and he had always a little money to spend.
That had been one of Endicott's wishes, that the boy should be like other boys.
It meant something among a group of boys, most of whom were the sons of rich fathers, sent down
to Florida on account of weak lungs or throats.
Moreover, he was brave beyond anything they had ever seen before, could fight like a demon
in defense of a smaller boy, and did not shrink from pitching into a fellow twice his size.
He could tell all about the great baseball and football games of New York City, knew the
pitchers by name, and yet did not boast uncomfortably.
He could swim like a duck and dive fearlessly.
He could outrun them all by his lightness of foot,
and was an expert in gliding away from any hand that sought to hold him back.
They admired him from the first.
His peculiar street slang did not trouble him in the least,
nor his lack of class standing,
though that presently began to be a thing of the past,
for Mickey, so soon as he understood the way,
marched steadily, rapidly, up the hill of knowledge,
taking in everything that was handed out to him and assimilating it.
It began to look as if there would not be any leftover courses in the curriculum
that might be given to some other deserving youth.
Mickey would need them all.
The president and the professors began presently to be deeply interested in this boy without a past.
And everywhere, with every one, Mickey's smile won his way,
except with the matron, who had not forgiven him that her recommendation of his instant dismissal
from the college had not been accepted.
The boys had not asked many questions about him, nor been told much.
They knew his father and mother were dead.
They thought he had a rich guardian, perhaps a fortune some day coming.
They did not care.
Mickey never spoke about any of these things, and there was a strange reticence about him
that made them dislike to ask him questions, even when they came to know him well.
He was entered under the name of Endicott, because
on questioning him, Professor Harkness found he could lay no greater claim to any other surname,
and called him that until he could write to Mr. Endicott for advice.
He neglected to write at once, and then, the name having become fastened upon the boy,
he thought it best to let the matter alone, as there was little likelihood of Mr. Endicott's
coming down to the college, and it could do no harm.
He never stopped to think out possible future complications,
and the boy became known as Michael Endicott.
But his companions, as boys will, thought the matter over, and rechristened him Angel.
An Angel, or Angel Endy, he became, down to the end of his college course.
One great delight of his new life was the out-of-door freedom he enjoyed.
A beautiful lake spread its silver sheet at the foot of the campus slope,
and here the boy reveled in swimming and rowing.
The whole country round was filled with wonder to his city-bred eyes.
He attached himself to the teacher of natural sciences,
and took long, silent tramps for miles about.
They penetrated dense hammocks,
gathering specimens of rare orchids and exquisite flowers.
They stood motionless and breathless for hours,
watching and listening to some strange wild bird.
They became the familiar of slimy, coiling serpents, in dark bogs,
and of green lizards, and great birds.
black velvet spiders. They brought home ravishing butterflies and moths of pale green and gold
and crimson. Mickey's room became a museum of curious and wonderful things, and himself an authority
on a wide and varied range of topics. The new life with plenty of wholesome plain food,
plenty of fresh air, long nights of good sleep, and happy exercise were developing the young
body into strength and beauty, even as the study and contact with life
were developing the mind.
Mickey grew up tall and straight and strong.
In all the school, even among the older boys,
there was none suppler, none so perfectly developed.
His face and form were beautiful as Adonis,
and yet it was no pink and white feminine beauty.
There was strength, simplicity, and character in his face.
With the acceptance of his new code of morals,
according to the president,
had grown gradually a certain look of high moral purpose.
No boy in his presence dared use language not up to the standard.
No boy with his knowledge dared do a mean or wrong thing.
And yet, in spite of this, not a boy in the school but admired him, and was more or less led by him.
If he had been one wit less brave, one shade more conscious of self and self's interests,
one tiny bit conceited, this would not have been.
But from being a dangerous experiment in their midst, Mickey B.
became known as a great influence for good.
The teacher saw it and marvelled.
The matron saw it and finally, though grudgingly, accepted it.
The president saw it and rejoiced.
The students saw it not, but acknowledged it in their lives.
Mickey's flame of gold hair had grown more golden and flaming with the years,
so that when their ball team went to a nearby town to play,
Mickey was sighted by the crowd and pointed out conspicuously at one.
Who is that boy with the hair?
Someone would ask one of the team.
That? Oh, that's the angel.
Wait till you see him play, would be the reply.
And he became known among outsiders as the angel with a golden hair.
At a game a listener would hear.
Oh, see, see, there'll be something doing now.
The angel's at the bat.
Yet in spite of all this, the boy lived a lonely life.
Giving of himself continually to those about him.
receiving in return their love and devotion.
He yet felt in a great sense set apart from them all.
Every now and again some boy's father or mother, or both,
would come down for a trip through the south,
or a sister or a little brother.
Then that boy would be excused from classes,
and go off with his parents for perhaps a whole week,
or they would come to visit him every day,
and Michael would look on and see the love light beaming in their eyes.
That would never be for him.
No one had ever loved him in that way.
Sometimes he would close his eyes and try to get back in memory to the time when he was shot,
and the wonder of the soft bed, the sweet room, and little stars' kisses.
But the years were multiplying now, and room and nurse and all were growing very dim.
Only little star's kisses remained, a delicate fragrance of baby love,
the only kisses that the boy had ever known.
One day, when a classmate had been telling of the coming of his father and what it would mean to him,
Michael went into his room, and locking his door, sat down and wrote a stiff schoolboy letter to his benefactor,
thanking him for all that he had done for him.
It told briefly, shyly, of a faint realization of that from which he had been saved.
It showed a proper respect and desire to make good,
and it touched the heart of the busy man who had almost forgotten about the boy,
but it gave no hint of the heart hunger which had prompted its writing.
The next winter, when Michael was 17,
Delavan Endicott and his daughter's star took a flying trip through the south,
and stopped for a night and a day at the college.
The president told Michael of his expected coming.
Professor Harkness had gone north on some school business.
The boy received the news quietly enough, with one of his brilliant smiles,
but went to his room with a tumult of wonder, joy, and almost fear in his heart.
Would Mr. Endicott be like what he remembered, kind and interested and helpful?
Would he be pleased with the progress his protege had made, or would he be disappointed?
Would there be any chance to ask after a little star?
She was a baby still in the thoughts of the boy, yet, of course, she must have grown.
And so many things might have happened.
She might not be a living now.
No one would think or care to tell him.
Baby Star, his beautiful baby.
He exulted in the thought that he had flung his little useless life,
once, between her lovely presence and death.
He would do it again gladly now, if that would repay all that her father had done for him.
Michael, the youth, was beginning to understand all that that meant.
Those other friends of his, Buck, Jimmy, Bob's, and the rest,
were still enshrined in his faithful heart,
though their memory had grown dimmer with the full past.
years. Faithfully every month, the boy had sent Buck two dollars from his pocket money,
his heart swelling with pleasure that he was helping those he loved. But only twice had any word
come back from that far as city where he had left them. In answer to the letter which the doctor
had translated to them, there had come a brief laborious epistle, terse and to the point, written with
a stub of pencil on the corner of a piece of wrapping paper, and addressed by a kindly clerk at the post-office
where Buck bought the stamped envelope.
It was the same clerk who usually paid to the urchin his monthly money order, so he knew the address.
For the inditing of the letter, Buck went to night school two whole weeks, before he could
master enough letters and words to finish it to his satisfaction. It read,
Dear Mick, we want, Buck. The significant words filled the boy's heart with pride over his friend
whenever he thought of it, even after some time had passed.
He had faith in Buck.
Somehow in his mind it seemed that Buck was growing and keeping pace with him,
and he never dreamed that if Buck should see him now, he would not recognize him.
When Mickey had been in Florida several years, another letter had come from Buck,
addressed in the same way, and little better written than the other.
Night School had proved too strenuous for Buck.
Besides, he felt he knew enough for all of his own.
practical purposes, and it was not likely he would need to write many letters.
This, however, was an occasion that called for one.
Dear Mickey, Janie is dead.
She said tell you her love, buried her in our coat we give her.
There was an angle with pink winds on top of the white urs, and a white oars we got a lot
of flowers by your money, so you needn't send no more money, because we can got long now
till you come, buck.
After that, though Michael had written as you,
usual, every month for some time, no reply had come, and the money orders had been returned to him
as not called for. Buck, in his simplicity, evidently took it for granted, then Mickey would not send the
money, and so came no more to the office. At least that was the solution Michael put upon it. And deep down
in his heart, he registered a vow to go and hunt up Buck the minute he was through at college,
and free to go back to New York and help his friends. Meantime, though the years had dimmed
those memories of his old life, and the days went rapidly forward in study.
He kept always in view his great intention of one day going back to better his native community.
But the coming of Mr. Endicott was a great event to the boy.
He could scarcely sleep the night before the expected arrival.
It was just before the evening meal that the through-trained from New York reached the station.
Michael had been given the privilege of going down to meet his benefactor.
Tall and straight and handsome, he stood upon the platform as the train rushed into the town,
his cheeks glowing from excitement, his eyes bright with anticipation,
his cap in his hand, and the last rays of the setting sun glowing in his golden hair,
giving a touch like a halo round his head.
When Endicott saw him, he exclaimed mentally over his strength and manly beauty,
and more than one weary tourist leaned from the open car window and gazed.
for there was ever something strange and strong and compelling about Michael
that reminded one of the beauty of an angel.
End of Chapter 4
Chapter 5 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 5
Michael met Mr. Endicott, unembarrassed.
His early life in New York had given him a self-poise that nothing seemed to disturb.
But when the father turned to introduce his young daughter, the boy caught his breath and gazed at her with deepening color and intense delight.
She was here, then, his star.
She had come to see him, and she looked just as he would have her look.
He had not realized before that she would be grown up, but of course she would,
and the change in her was not so great as to shock his memory.
The clear white of her skin with its fresh coloring was the same.
New York life had not made it sallow.
The roses were in her cheeks as much as when she was a little child.
Her eyes were the same, dark and merry and looked at him straightly, unabashed,
with the ease of a girl trained by a society mother.
The dark curls were there, only longer, hanging to the slender waist,
and crowned with a fine, wide Panama hat.
She gave him a little gloved hand and said,
I'm afraid I don't remember you very well,
but Daddy has been telling me about you, and I'm very glad to see you.
She was only a little over twelve, but she spoke with ease and simplicity, and for the first time in his life Michael felt conscious of himself.
She was so perfect, so lovely, so finished in every expression and movement.
She looked at him intelligently, politely curious, and no longer with the baby eyes that wondered at nothing.
He himself could not help wondering what she must think of him, and for a few minutes he grew shy before her.
Mr. Endicott was surprised and pleased at the appearance of the boy.
The passing of the years had easily erased the tender feelings that Mickey the Little
Street Urchin had stirred in his heart.
This visit to the school and college was not so much on account of the boy, to whom he had
come to feel he had discharged his full duty, but because of the repeated invitations on
the part of Professor Harkness and the President.
It went not against him to see the institution to which he had from time to time contributed,
in addition to his liberal allowance for the education of the boy.
It was perfectly convenient for him to stop,
being on the regular route he had laid out for his southern trip.
His wife he had left at Palm Beach with her fashionable friends,
and with Star as his companion,
the father was going through the orange belt on a tour of investigation
with a view to investments.
It suited him perfectly to stop off and receive the thanks of the college,
therefore he stopped.
Not that he was a heartless man, but there were so many things in his world to make him forget,
and a little pleasant adulation is grateful to the most of us.
But when Michael, in all his striking beauty, stood before him with the deference of a more than sun,
his heart suddenly gave a great leap back to the day when he had first looked down upon the little
white face on the pillow, when the blue eyes had opened, and Mickey had smiled.
Michael smiled now, and Endicott became aware at
once of the subtle fascination of that smile.
And now the thought presented itself.
What if this were my son?
How proud I should be of him.
Michael was indeed good to look upon, even to the eyes of the city critic.
And Dakot had taken care to leave orders with his tailor for a full outfit to be sent to the boy,
spring and fall, of suitable plain clothing for a schoolboy,
little realizing how unnecessary it would have been to have dressed him so well.
The tailor, nothing loath, had taken the measurements which were sent to him from year to year
in answer to the letter of the firm, and had kept Michael looking as well as any rich man's son
need desire to look.
Not that the boy knew nor realized.
The clothes came to him, like his board intuition, and he took them well pleased, and wrote
his best letter of thanks each year, as Professor Harkness suggested.
But he had no idea that a part at least of his power of leadership, with all
the boys of the school was due to his plain, though stylishly cut garments.
This fact would not have counted for anything with boys who had been living in Florida for years,
for any plain decent clothes were thought fit, no matter how they were cut.
But the patronage of the school was at least one half made up of rich men's sons,
who were sent south for a few years to a milder climate for their health.
These, as a rule, when they came, had exaggerated ideas of the importance of clothes and prevailing
modes. And so it was that Michael did not look like a dowdy country boy to his benefactor,
but on the contrary, presented a remarkable contrast with many of the boys with whom
Endicott was acquainted at home. There was something about Michael, even when he was a small lad,
that commanded marked attention from all who saw him. This attention Endicott and his daughter
gave now as they walked beside him in the glow of the sunset, and listened, as he pointed out the
various spots of interest in the little college town.
The institution boasted of no carriage, and the single horse car that traveled to the station
belonged to the hotel and its guests.
However, the walk was not long, and gave the travelers an opportunity to breathe the clear
air, and feel the stillness of the evening, which was only emphasized by each separate sound
now and again.
Star, as she walked on the inside of the board sidewalk, and looked down at the small, pink
and white and crimson pea blossoms growing broadcast, and then up at the tallness of the great pines,
felt a kind of awe stealing upon her.
The one day she had spent at Palm Beach had been so filled with hotels and people and automobiles
that she had had no opportunity to realize the tropical nature of the land.
But here in this quiet spot, where the tiny station, the post office, the grocery,
and a few scattered dwellings with the lights of the great tourists' hotel gleaming in the
the distance, seemed all there was of human habitation.
And where the sky was wide even to bewilderment, she seemed suddenly to realize the difference
from New York.
Michael had recovered his poise as soon as she no longer faced him, though he was profoundly
conscious of her presence there on the other side of her father.
But he talked easily and well.
Yes, there was the hotel.
It held 500 guests and was pretty well filled at this season of the year.
There were some distinguished people stopping there.
The railroad president's private car was on the track for a few hours last week.
That car, over on the siding, belonged to a great steel magnet.
The other one had brought the wife of a great inventor.
Off there, at the right, toward the sunset, were the school and college buildings.
No, they could not be seen until one passed the Orange Grove.
Too bad there was no conveyance, but the one little car turned off toward the hotel at this
corner. And the one beast of burden belonging to the college, the college mule, minus by name,
because there were so many things that he was not, was lame today, and therefore could not be
called into requisition to bring the guests from the station. Mr. Endicott felt that he was
drawing nearer to nature in this quiet walk than he had been since he was a boy, and visited
his grandfather's farm. It rested and pleased him immensely, and he was charmed with the boy, his
protege. His frank, simple conversation was free from all affectation on the one hand,
or from any hint of his low origin on the other hand. He felt already that he had done a good
thing in sending this boy down here to be educated. It was worth the little money he had put into it.
Star watched Michael Shiley from the shelter of her father's side and listened to him.
He was not like the boys she met in New York. To begin with, he was remarkably fine-looking,
and added to that, there was a mingled strength and kindliness in his face,
and above all about his smile,
that made her feel instinctively that he was nobler than most of them.
She could not think of a boy of her acquaintance who had a firm chin like that.
This boy had something about him that made the girl know instantly
that he had a greater purpose in life than his own pleasure.
Not that she thought this all out analytically.
Star had never learned to think.
She only felt it as she looked at him,
and liked him at once.
Moreover, there was a sort of glamour over the boy in her eyes,
for her father had just been telling her the story of how he had saved her life
when she was barely two years old.
She felt a prideful proprietorship in him that made her shy in his presence.
At the college president's gate, just on the edge of the campus,
the president came out with apologies.
He had been detained on a bit of business at the county seat five miles away,
and had driven home with a friend whose horse was very very,
slow. He was sorry not to have done their honored guests the courtesy of being at the station on their
arrival. Endicott walked with the president after the greetings, and Michael dropped behind with
Starr, eagerly pointing out to her the buildings. That's the chapel, and beyond are the study and
recitation rooms. The next is the dining hall and servants' quarters, and over on that side of the
campus is our dormitory. My window looks down on the lake. Every morning I go before breakfast for a
swim. Oh, aren't you afraid of alligators? exclaimed Star, shivering prettily.
Michael looked down at her fragile loveliness with a softened appreciation, as one looks at the tender,
precious things of life that need protection. No, he answered, without laughing, as some of the other
boys would have done, at her girlish fears. They never bother us here, and besides, I'm sort of
acquainted with them. I'm not afraid of them. Nothing will hurt you if you understand it well
enough to look out for its rights.
Oh, said Star, eyeing him in wonder, as if an alligator had rights.
What a strange, interesting boy, the idea of understanding an alligator.
She was about to ask how understanding the creature would keep one from being eaten up,
when Michael pointed to the crimsoning west.
See, he said eagerly, as if he were pointing to a loved scene.
The sun is almost down.
Don't you love to watch it?
In a minute more it will be gone, and then it will be done.
dark. Hear that evening bird? Tidwuloo, tituloo, he sings sometimes late at night.
Star followed his eager words, and saw the sun slipping, slipping like a great ruby disc
behind the fringe of palm and pine and oak that bordered the little lake below the campus.
Saw the wild bird dart from the thicket into the clear amber of the sky above, utter its sweet
weird call, and drop again into the fine brown shadows of the living picture, watched,
as the sun slipped lower, lower, to the half now, and now less than half.
Breathless, they both stood and let the two men go on ahead, while they watched the wonder of the
day turn into night.
The brilliant liquid crimson poured itself away to other lands, till only a rim of wonderful
glowing garnet remained.
Then, like a living thing dying into another life, it too dropped away, and all was night.
Why, how dark it is! exclaimed Star, as she turned to her companion again,
and found she could scarcely see his face.
Why, how queer! Where is the twilight? Is anything the matter? I never saw it get dark all at
once like this. She peered around into the strange velvet darkness, with troubled eyes.
Michael was all attention at once.
No, that's all right, he assured her. That's the way we do here. Almost everybody from the
north speaks about it at first. They can't understand.
It's the difference in the position of the sun, nearer the equator, you know.
I'll show you all about it on the chart in the astronomical room if you care to see.
We haven't any twilight here.
I should think twilight would be queer.
You wouldn't just know when night began and day ended.
I don't remember about it when I lived in New York.
Look up there.
That's the evening star.
It's come out for you tonight to welcome another star.
Oh, Michael of unknown origin.
Whence came that skill of delicate compliment, that grace of courtesy, that you, plucked from the slime of the gutter, set apart from all sweetening influences of loving contact with womankind, should be able so gallantly and respectfully to guide the young girl through the darkness, touching her little elbow distantly, tactfully, reverently, exactly as the college president helps his wife across the road on Sabbath to the church?
Is it only instinct, come down from some patrician ancestor of gallant ways and kind,
or have you watched and caught the knack from the noble scholar,
who is your ideal of all that is manly?
They walked silently through the warm darkness,
until they came within the circle of light from the open door,
and matron and teachers came out to welcome the young stranger and bring her into the house.
Michael lingered for a moment by the door,
watching her as she went with the matron,
her sweet face wreathed in smiles,
the matron's thin arm around her,
and a new and gentle look upon her severe countenance.
Watched until they mounted the stairs out of sight.
Then he went out of doors.
Taking off his cap, he stood reverently looking up at the star,
communing with it, perhaps, about the human star
that had come back to him out of the shadows of the past.
And she was a star.
No one who saw her but acknowledged it.
He marveled as he recalled as he recalls,
the change wrought in the face of the matron, and because of her gentleness to the little
girl, forgave her all that she had not been to his motherless boyhood.
Starr came down to dinner in a few minutes, radiant in a little rosy frock of soft eastern silk,
girdled with a fringed scarf of the same, and a knot of coral velvet in her hair.
From the string of pearls about her white neck to the dainty point of her slipper,
she was exquisite, and Michael watched her with open admiration,
whereat the long lashes drooped shyly over the girl's rosy cheeks, and she was mightily pleased.
She sat at her father's side to the right of the president, with Michael across the table.
Well, he bore the scrutiny of Endicott's keen eyes, which, through all the conversation,
kept searching the intelligent face of the boy.
The evening passed like a dream, and Michael lay awake again that night, thinking of all the pleasure
in anticipation for the next day.
At last, at last, he had some people who, in a way, he might call his own.
They had cared to come and see him after all the years.
His heart swelled with joy and gratitude.
The guests attended chapel exercises with the students the next morning,
and Michael saw with pride the eyes of his companions turned toward the beautiful young girl,
and look at him almost with envy.
The color mounted into his strong young face,
but he sat quietly in his place, and no one would have guessed to look at him,
the tumult that was running riot in his veins.
He felt it was the very happiest day of his life.
After Chapel, the guests were shown about the college buildings and campus.
The President and Endicott walked ahead,
Michael behind with Starr, answering her interested questions.
They had been through all the classrooms, the gymnasium, the dining hall,
servants' quarters, and dormitories.
They had visited the athletic ground, the tennis courts, and gone down by the Little Lake,
where Michael had taken them out for a short row.
Returning, they were met by one of the professors, who suggested they were going to hear
some of the classes recite, and as Mr. Endicott seemed interested, they turned their steps
toward the recitation hall.
I think, said Star, as they walked slowly across the campus together, that you must be a very
brave boy.
To think of you saving my life that way when you were just a little fellow.
She looked up, her pretty face full of childish feeling.
Michael looked down silently and smiled.
He was wondering if any eyes were ever as beautiful as those before him.
He had never had even a little girl look at him like that.
The President's daughter was fat at a romp.
She never took time to look at the boys.
The few other girls he knew, daughters of the professors, were quiet and studious.
They paid little attention to the boys.
I want to thank you for what you did, went on, Star, only I can't think of any words great enough to tell you how I feel about it.
I wish there was something I could do to show you how I thank you.
She lifted her sweet eyes again to his.
They were entering the large hall of the college now.
This way, said Michael, guiding her toward the chapel door, which had just swung to behind the two men.
Isn't there something you would like that I could do for you? persisted Star earnestly,
following him into the empty chapel, where Mr. Endicott and the President stood,
looking at a tablet on the wall by the further door.
"'Your father has done everything for me,' said Michael, sonnily,
with a characteristic sweep of his hand that seemed to include himself,
his garments, and his mental outfit.
He turned upon her his blazing smile that spoke more eloquently than words could have done.
"'Yes, but that is Papa,' said Starr, half impatiently,
softly stamping her daintily shod foot.
He did that because of what you did for him in saving my life.
I should like to do something to thank you for what you did for me.
I'm worth something to myself, you know.
Isn't there something I could do for you?
She stood still, looking up into his face anxiously.
Her vivid, childish beauty seemed to catch all the brightness of the place,
and focus it upon him.
The two men had passed out of the further door and on to the recitation rooms.
The girl and boy were alone for the moment.
"'You have done something for me. You did a great deal,' he said.
His voice almost husky with boyish tenderness.
"'I think it was the greatest thing that anybody ever did for me.'
"'I did something for you. When? What?'
"'Questined Star, curiously.
"'Yes,' he said, "'you did a great thing for me.
"'Maybe you don't remember it, but I do.
"'It was when I was getting well from the shot there at your house,
"'and your nurse used to bring you up to play with me every day.
"'And always before you went away,
You used to kiss me. I've never forgotten that.
He said it quite simply, as if it were a common thing for a boy to say to a girl.
His voice was low as though the depths of his soul were stirred.
A flood of pretty color came into star's cheeks.
Oh, she said, quite embarrassed at the turn of the conversation.
But that was when I was a baby. I couldn't do that now.
Girls don't kiss boys, you know. It wouldn't be considered proper.
I know, said Michael, his own color heightening now.
I didn't mean that.
I wanted you to know how much you had done for me already.
You don't know what it is never to have been kissed by your mother, or any living soul.
Nobody ever kissed me in all my life that I know of, but you.
He looked down at the little girl with such a grave, sweet expression,
his eyes so expressive of the long, lonely years without woman's love,
that child though she was, star seemed to understand,
and her whole young soul went forth in pity.
tears sprang to her eyes.
Oh, she said, that is dreadful.
Oh, I don't care if it isn't proper.
And before he knew what she was about to do,
the little girl tilted to her tiptoes,
put up her dainty hands,
caught him about the neck,
and pressed a warm, eager kiss on his lips.
Then she sprang away frightened,
sped across the room,
and through the opposite door.
Michael stood still in a bewilderment of joy for the instant.
The compelling of her little hands,
the pressure of her friend,
lips still lingered with him. A flood tide of glory swept over his whole being. There were tears
in his eyes, but he did not know it. He stood with bowed head as though in a holy place.
Nothing so sacred, so beautiful, had ever come into his life. Her baby kisses had been half
unconscious. This kiss was given of her own free will, because she wanted to do something for him.
He did not attempt to understand the wonderful joy that surged through his heart
and pulsed in every fiber of his being.
His lonely, unloved life was enough to account for it,
and he was only a boy with a brief knowledge of life.
But he knew enough to enshrine that kiss in his heart of hearts as a holy thing,
not even to be thought about carelessly.
When he roused himself to follow her, she had disappeared.
Her father and the president were listening to a recitation,
but she was nowhere to be seen.
She had gone to her own room.
Michael went down by himself in a thicket by the lake.
She met him shyly at dinner, with averted gaze and a glow on her cheeks,
as if half afraid of what she had done, but he reassured her with his eyes.
His glance seemed to promise he would never take advantage of what she had done.
His face wore an exalted look, as if he had been lifted above earth,
and Star, looking at him, wonderingly, was glad she had followed her impulse.
They took a horseback ride to the college grove that afternoon,
Mr. Endicott, one of the professors, Starr and Michael.
The president had borrowed the horses from some friends.
Michael sat like a king upon his horse.
He had ridden the college mule bearback every summer,
and riding seemed to be as natural to him as any other sport.
Starr had been to a New York riding school,
and was accustomed to taking her morning exercise with her father in the park,
or accompanied by a footman.
But she sat her floor at a pony as happily as though he had been a shiny, well-groomed steed of priceless value.
Somehow it seemed to her an unusually delightful experience to ride with this nice boy,
through the beautiful shaded road of arching live oaks, richly draped with old gray moss.
Michael stopped by the roadside, where the shade was dense, dismounted and plunged into the thicket,
returning in a moment with two or three beautiful orchids and some long vines of the wonderful yellow jessamine,
whose exquisite perfume filled all the air about.
He wreathed the jessamine about the pony's neck,
and Starr twined it about her hat and wore the orchids in her belt.
Starr had never seen an orange grope before,
and took great delight in the trees heavily loaded with fruit,
green and yellow and set about by blossoms.
She tucked a spray of blossoms in her dark hair under the edge of her hat,
and Michael looked at her and smiled in admiration.
Mr. Endicott, glancing toward his daughter, caught the look,
and was reminded of the time when he had found the two children in his own drawing-room
being made a show for his wife's guests, and sighed half in pleasure, half in foreboding.
What a beautiful pair they were, to be sure, and what had the future in store for his little girl?
On the way back they skirted another lake, and Michael dismounted again to bring an armful of great white magnolia blossoms,
and dainty bay buds to the wandering star.
And then they rode slowly on through the wooded road,
the boy telling tales of adventures here and there,
pointing out a blue jay or calling attention to the mockingbird song.
I wish you could be here next week, said the boy, wistfully.
It'll be full moon, then.
There's no time to ride through this place like a moonlight evening.
It seems like fairyland, then.
The moonbeams make fairy ladders of the Gessamine vines.
"'It must be beautiful,' said Star, dreamily.
Then they rode for a few minutes in silence.
They were coming to the end of the overarched avenue.
Ahead of them the sunlight shone clearly, like the opening of a great tunnel, framed in living green.
Suddenly Star looked up gravely.
"'I'm going to kiss you goodbye to-night when we go away,' she said softly,
and touching her pony lightly with the whip rode out into the bright road.
The boy, his heart leaping with joy, not far away.
behind her. Before supper, Mr. Endicott had a talk with Michael that went further toward making
the fatherless boy feel that he had someone belonging to him than anything that had happened yet.
"'I think you've done enough for me, sir,' said Michael, respectfully opening the conversation,
as Endicott came out to the porch where the boy was waiting for him.
"'I think I ought to begin to earn my own living. I'm old enough now,' and he held his head up
proudly. "'It's been very good of you all these years. I never can repay you. I hope that
I hope you will let me pay the money back that you have spent on me,
someday when I can earn enough."
Michael had been thinking this speech out
ever since the President had told him of Endicott's expected visit.
But somehow it did not sound as well to him when he said it as he had thought it would.
It seemed the only right thing to do when he planned it,
but in spite of him, as he looked into Mr. Endicott's kind, keen eyes,
his own fell in troubled silence.
Had his word sounded ungrateful,
had he seen a hurt look in the man's eyes.
Son, said Endicott, after a pause, and the word stirred the boy's heart strangely.
Son, I owe you a debt you never can repay.
You gave me back my little girl, flinging your own life into the chance as freely as if you had another on hand for use any minute.
I take it that I have at least a father's right in you at any rate, and I mean to exercise it until you are 21.
You must finish a college course first.
When will that be? Three years? They tell me you are doing well.
The doctor wants to keep you here to teach after you have graduated, but I had thought perhaps
you would like to come up to New York and have your chance. I'll give you a year or two in business,
whatever seems to be you're bent when you were through, and then we'll see. Which would you
rather do? Or perhaps you'd prefer to let your decision rest until the time comes.
I think I'm bound to go back to New York, sir, said Michael, lifting his head with that peculiar
motion all his own, so like a challenge.
You know, sir, you said I was to be educated so that I might help my friends.
I have learned, of course, that you meant it in a broader sense than just those few boys,
for one can help people anywhere.
But still I feel as if it wouldn't be right for me not to go back.
I'm sure they'll expect me.
Endicott shrugged his shoulders half admiringly.
Loyal to your old friends still?
Well, that's commendable, but still I fancy you'll scarcely find them congenial now.
I wouldn't let them hang too closely about you.
They might become a nuisance.
You have your way to make in the world, you know.
Michael looked at his benefactor with troubled brows.
Somehow the tone of the man disturbed him.
I promised, he said simply.
Because there had been so little in his affections
that promise had been cherished through the years,
and meant much to Michael.
It stood for principle and loyalty in general.
Oh, well, keep your promise, of course, said the man of the world,
easily. I fancy you will find the discharge of it a mere form.
A fellow student came across the campus.
Endicott, he called. Have you seen Halliwell go toward the village within a few minutes?
He just went out the gate, responded Michael, pleasantly.
Mr. Endicott looked up, surprised.
Is that the name by which you were known?
Endicott? Yes, sir, Michael Endicott.
Was it not by your wish? I suppose they had asked you. I had no other name that I knew.
"'Ah, I didn't know,' pondered Endicott.
There was silence for a moment.
"'Would you—shall I—'
"'Do you dislike my having it?' asked the boy,
"'delegately sensitive at once.
But the man looked up with something like tenderness in his smile.
"'Keep it, son. I like it.
"'I wish I had a boy like you.
"'It is an old name and a proud one.
"'Be worthy of it.'
"'I will try, sir,' said Michael,
"'as if you were registering a vow.'
There was an early supper for the guests, and then Michael walked through another sunset to the station with Star.
He carried a small box carefully prepared, in which reposed a tiny green and blue lizard for a parting gift.
She had watched the lizards scuttling away under the board sidewalks at their approach,
or coming suddenly to utter stillness, changing their brilliant colors to gray, like the fence boards that they might not be observed.
She was wonderfully interested in them, and was charmed with her gift.
The particular lizard in question was one that Michael had trained to eat crumbs from his hand,
and was quite tame.
The two said little as they walked along together.
Each was feeling what a happy time they had spent in one another's company.
I shall write and tell you how the lizard is, said Star, laughing.
And you will tell me all about the funny and interesting things you were doing, won't you?
If I may, said Michael wistfully.
At the station a New York acquaintance of the end of account.
Huts invited them to ride in his private car, which was on the side track waiting for the train
to pick them up.
Michael helped Starr up the steps, and carried the lizard into the car as well as the great
sheaf of flowers she insisted on taking with her.
There were some ladies inside who welcomed Starr effusively, and Michael, suddenly abashed,
laid down the flowers, lifted his cap, and withdrew.
A sudden, blank had come upon him.
Starr was absorbed by people from another world in his.
He would have no opportunity to say goodbye, and she had promised.
But then, of course, he ought not to expect her to do that.
She had been very kind to him.
He was going down the steps now, an instant more, and he would be on the cinders of the track.
A sudden rush, a soft cry, caused him to pause on the second step of the vestibule car.
It was star, standing just above him, and her eyes were shining like her namesake, the evening star.
You were going without goodbye, she reproved, and her cheeks were rosy red,
but she stood her ground courageously.
Placing a soft hand gently on either cheek as he stood below her, his face almost on a level with hers.
She tilted his head toward her, and touched his lips with her own red ones,
delicately, as if a rose had swept them.
Simultaneously came the sound of the distant train.
Goodbye, you nice, splendid boy, breathed star.
and waving her hand darted inside the car.
Mr. Endicott, out on the platform, still talking to the president, heard the oncoming train,
and looked around for Michael.
He saw him coming from the car with his exalted look upon his face, his cap off,
and the golden beams of the sun again sending their halo, like a nimbus over his hair.
Catching his hand heartily, he said,
Son, I'm pleased with you. Keep it up, and come to me when you are ready.
I'll give you a start.
Michael gripped his hand and blundered out some words of thanks.
Then the train was upon them, and Endicott had to go.
The two younger ladies in the car, meantime, were plying Starr with questions.
Who is that perfectly magnificent young man, Star Endicott?
Why didn't you introduce him to us?
I declare I never saw such a beautiful face on any human being before.
A moment more, and the private car was fastened to the train.
and Star, leaning from the window, waved her tiny handkerchief,
until the train had thundered away among the pines,
and there was nothing left but the echo of its sound.
The sun was going down, but it mattered not.
There was sunshine in the boy's heart.
She was gone, his little star,
but she had left the memory of her soft kiss and her bright eyes,
and someday, someday, when he was done with college, he would see her again.
Meantime, he was content.
End of Chapter 5. Chapter 6 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 6
The joy of loving kindness in his life, and a sense that somebody cared,
seemed to have the effect of stimulating Michael's mind to greater energies.
He studied with all his powers.
Whatever he did, he did with his might, even his play.
The last year of his stay in Florida, a department of scientific farming was opened on a small scale.
Michael presented himself as a student.
What do you want a farming, Endicott? asked the president,
happening to pass through the room on the first day of the teacher's meeting with the students.
You can't use farming in New York.
There was, perhaps, in the kindly old president's mind, a hope that the boy would linger with them,
for he had become attached to him in a silent, undemonstrative sort of way.
I might need it sometime, answered Michael.
And anyway, I'd like to understand it.
You said the other day that no knowledge was ever wasted.
I'd like to know enough at least to tell somebody else.
The president smiled, wondered, and passed on.
Michael continued in the class, supplementing the study
by a careful reading of all the agricultural magazines
and government literature on the subject that came in his way.
Agriculture had had a strange fascination for him,
ever since a noted speaker from the north had come that way,
and in an address to the students told them that the new field for growth today
lay in getting back to nature and cultivating the earth.
It was characteristic of Michael that he desired to know if that statement was true,
and if so, why?
Therefore, he studied.
The three years flew by as if by magic.
Michael won honors, not a few,
and the day came when he had completed his course,
and as valedictorian of his class went up to the old chapel
for his last commencement in the college.
He sat on the platform, looking down on the kindly, uncritical audience that had assembled for the exercises,
and saw not a single face that had come for his sake alone.
Many were there who were interested in him, because they had known him through the years,
and because he bore the reputation of being the honor man of his class,
and the finest athlete in school.
But that was not like having someone of his very own who cared whether he did well or not.
He found himself wishing that even Buck might have been there.
Buck, the nearest to a brother he had ever had.
Would Buck have cared that he had one highest rank?
Yes, he felt that Buck would have been proud of him.
Michael had sent out three invitations to commencement,
one to Mr. Endicott, one to Star, and one addressed to Buck,
with the inner envelope bearing the words for Buck and the kids,
but no response had come to any of them.
He had received back the one addressed to Buck with Not Called for,
in big pink letters stamped across the corner.
It had reached him that morning, just before he came on the platform.
He wished it had not come till night.
It gave him a lonely, almost forsaken feeling.
He was educated now, at least enough to know what he did not know, and there was no one to care.
When Michael sat down, after his oration, amid a storm of hearty applause, prolonged by his comrades into something like an ovation, someone handed him a letter and a package.
There had been a mistake made at the post office in sorting the mail, and these had not been put into the college box.
One of the professors going down later found them and brought them up.
The letter was from Mr. Endicott, containing a business-like line of congratulations.
A hope that the recipient would come to New York if he still felt of that mind.
And a check for a hundred dollars.
Micah looked at the check awesomely.
Re-read the letter carefully and put both in his pocket.
The package was timed.
and addressed in Starr's handwriting.
Michael saved that till he should go to his room.
He did not want to open it before any curious eyes.
Starr's letters had been few and far between,
girlish little epistles,
and the last year they had ceased altogether.
Star was busy with life,
finishing school and dancing school,
and music lessons and good times.
Michael was a dim and pleasant vision to her.
The package contained a scarf pin of
exquisite workmanship.
Starr had pleased herself by picking out the very prettiest thing she could find.
She had her father's permission to spend as much as she liked on it.
It was in the form of an orchid, with a tiny diamond like a drop of dew on one pedal.
Michael looked on it with wonder, the first suggestion of personal adornment that had ever come to him.
He saw the reminder of their day together in the form of the orchid,
studied the beautiful name, Star, Delavan, Endicott.
engraved upon the card, then put them carefully back into their box and locked it into his
bureau drawer. He would wear it the first time he went to see Star. He was very happy that day.
The week after college closed, Michael drove the college mule to the county seat,
ten miles away, and bought a small trunk. It was not much of a trunk, but it was the best the town
afforded. In this he packed all his worldly possessions,
bagged goodbye to the precedent, and such of the professors,
as had not already gone north for their vacations, took a long tramp to all his old haunts,
and boarded the midnight train for New York.
The boy had a feeling of independence, which kept him from letting his benefactor know of his
intended arrival. He did not wish to make him any unnecessary trouble, and though he had now
been away from New York for fourteen years, he felt a perfect assurance that he could find his way
about. There are some things that one may learn even at seven that will never be forgotten.
When Michael landed in New York, he looked about him with vague bewilderment for a moment.
Then he started out with assurance to find a new spot for himself in the world.
Suitcase he had not, nor any baggage but his trunk to hinder him.
He had discovered that the trunk could remain in the station for a day without charge.
The handsome raincoat and umbrella, which had been a part of the outfit the Taylor had sent him that spring, were all his encumbrances.
So he picked his way unhampered across Liberty Street.
eyeing his former enemies, the policeman, and every little urchin or newsboy with interest.
Of course Buck and the rest would have grown up and changed some.
They wouldn't likely be selling papers now, but these were boys such as he had been.
He bought a paper off a little ragged fellow with a pinched face, and a strange sensation came over him.
When he left this city he was the newsboy, and now he had money enough to buy a paper,
and the education to read it.
what a difference.
Not that he wanted the paper at present,
though it might prove interesting later,
but he wanted the experience of buying it.
It marked the era of change in his life,
and made the contrast tremendous.
Immediately his real purpose in having an education,
the uplift of his fellow beings,
which had been most vague during the years,
took form and leapt into vivid interest,
as he watched the little skinny legs of the newsboy
nimbly scrambling across the muddy street
under the feet of horses and between automobiles, in imminent danger of his life.
Michael had thought it all out, just what he would do, and he proceeded to carry out his purpose.
He had no idea what a fine picture of well-groomed youth and manly beauty he presented as he marched down the street.
He walked like a king, and New York abashed him no more now that he had come back than it did before he went away.
There are some spirits born that way.
He walked like a gentleman on a fray.
He had decided not to go to Mr. Endicott until he had found lodgings somewhere.
An innate delicacy had brought him to this decision.
He would not put one voluntary burden upon his kind benefactor.
Born and bred in the slums, whence came this fineness of feeling.
Who shall say?
Michael threaded his way through the maze of traffic,
instinct and vague stirrings of memory guiding him to a quiet, shabby street,
where he found a dingy little room for a small price.
The dangers that might have beset a strange young man in the great city were materially
lessened for him, on account of his wide reading.
He had read up New York always whenever he found an article or book or story that touched upon it,
and without realizing it, he was well-versed in details.
He had even pondered for hours over a map of New York that he found in the back of an old magazine,
comparing it with his faint memories, until he knew the location of things with relation to one
another pretty well. A stranger, less first, might have gotten into most undesirable quarters.
The boy looked around his new home with a strange sinking of heart, after he had been out to get
something to eat, and arranged for his trunk to be sent to his room. It was very tiny and not over-clean.
The wallpaper was a dingy, flower-de-fare, quite ancient in design, and having to all appearances
far outlived a useful life. The one window looked out to brick walls,
chimneys and roofs. The noise of the city clattered in. The smells and the heat made it almost
stifling to the boy who had lived for thirteen years in the sunshine of the south, and the freedom of the
open. The narrow bed looked uninviting. The bureau washstand was of the cheapest, and the reflection
Michael saw in its warped mirror would have made any boy with a particle of vanity actually suffer.
Michael, however, was not vain. He thought little about himself.
But this room was depressing.
The floor was covered with a nondescript carpet, faded and soiled beyond redemption.
And when his trunk was placed between the bureau and the bed, there would be scarcely room
for the one wooden chair.
It was not a hopeful outlook.
The boy took off his coat and sat down on the bed to whistle.
Life, grim, appalling, spectra-like, uprose before his mental vision,
and he spent a bad quarter of an hour trying to adjust himself to his surroundings.
his previous sunny philosophy having a tough tussle with the sudden realities of things as they were.
Then his trunk arrived.
It was like Michael to unpack it at once, and put all his best philosophical resolves into practice.
As he opened the trunk, a whiff of the south exhaled.
He caught his breath with a sudden keen homesickness.
He realized that his school days were over, and all the sweetness and joy of that companionful life passed.
He had often felt alone in those days.
He wondered at it now.
He had never in all his experience known such a loneliness as now in this great strange city.
The last thing he had put into his trunk had been a branch of mammoth pine needles.
The breath of the tree brought back all that meant home to him.
He caught it up and buried his face in the plummy tassels.
The tray of the trunk was filled with flags, penance, photographs, and college paraphernalia.
Eagerly he pulled them all out and spread them over the bumpy little bed.
Then he grabbed for his hat and rushed out.
In a few minutes he returned with a paper of tacks, another of pins, and a small tack hammer.
In an hour's time he had changed the atmosphere of the whole place.
Not an available inch of bare wall remained, with its ugly, dirty wallpaper.
College colors, penance and flags were grouped about pictures,
and over the unwashed window was draped Florida moss.
Here and there, apparently fluttering on the moss or about the room,
were fastened beautiful specimens of semi-tropical moths and butterflies in the gaudiest of colors.
A small stuffed alligator reposed above the window, gazing apathetically down upon the scene.
A larger alligator skin was tacked on one wall.
One or two queer bird's nests fastened to small branches,
hung quite naturally here and there.
Michael threw down the hammer and sat down to survey his work,
drawing a breath of relief.
He felt more at home now with the photographs of his fellow students smiling down upon him.
Opposite was the baseball team, frowning and sturdy.
To the right, the Glee Club, with himself as their leader.
To the left, a group of his classmates, with his special chum in the midst.
As he gazed at that kindly face in the middle, he could almost hear the friendly voice calling to him.
Come on, Angel, you're sure to win out.
Michael felt decidedly better, and fell to hanging up his clothes and arranging his effects on clean papers in the rheumatic bureau drawers.
These were cramped quarters, but would do for the present, until he was sure of earning some money,
for he would not spend his little savings more than he could help now,
and he would not longer be dependent upon the benefaction of Mr. Endicott.
When his box of books arrived, he would ask permission to put some shelves over the window.
Then he would feel quite cozy and at home.
So he cheered himself as he went about getting into his best carmonds,
for he intended to arrive at Madison Avenue about the time that his benefactor reached home for the evening.
Michael knew little of New York ways, and less of the habits of society.
The few novels that had happened in his way being his only instructors on the subject.
He was going entirely on his dim memories of the habits of the Andicot home during his brief stay there.
As it happened, Mr. Endicott was at home when Michael arrived.
and the family were dining alone.
The boy was seated in the reception room, gazing about him,
with the ease of his habitual unconsciousness of self,
when Endicott came down, bringing Star with him.
A second time, the man of the world was deeply impressed
with the fine presence of this boy from obscurity.
He did not look out of place, even in a New York drawing-room.
It was incredible, though, of course a large part of it was due to his city-made clothing.
Still, that would not by any means account for ease of manner, graceful courtesy, and an instinct for saying the right thing at the right time.
Endicott invited the lad to dine with them, and Starr eagerly seconded the invitation.
Michael accepted as eagerly, and a few moments later found himself seated at the elegantly appointed table
by the side of a beautiful and haughty woman who stared at him coldly, almost insultingly,
and made not one remark to him throughout the whole meal.
The boy looked at her half-wonderingly.
It almost seemed as if she intended to resent his presence,
yet of course that could not be.
His idea of this whole family was the highest.
No one belonging to Starr could, of course, be aught but lovely of spirit.
Starr herself seemed to feel the disapproval of her mother,
and shrink into herself, saying very little,
but smiling shyly at Michael now and then when her mother was not noticing her.
Star was sixteen now,
slender and lovely as she had given promise of being.
Michael watched her satisfied.
At last he turned to the mother, sitting in her cold grandeur,
and with the utmost earnestness and deference in his voice said,
his glance still half-tourd star.
She is like you, and yet not.
He said it gravely, as if it were a discovery of the utmost importance to them both,
and he felt sure it was the key to her heart,
this admission of his admiration of the beautiful girl.
Mrs. Endicott froze him with her glance.
From the roots of his hair down to the tips of his toes and back again, he felt it,
that insulting resentment of his audacity in expressing any opinion about her daughter,
or in fact in having any opinion.
For an instant his self-possession deserted him,
and his face flushed with mingled emotions.
Then he saw a look of distress on Star's face,
as she struggled to make reply for her silent mother.
Yes, Mama and I are often set to resemble one another strongly,
and there was a tremble in Star's voice that roused all the manliness in the boy.
He flung off the oppression that was settling down upon him,
and listened attentively to what Endicott was saying,
responding gracefully, intelligently,
and trying to make himself think that it was his inexperience with ladies
that had caused him to say something inappropriate.
Henceforth during the evening he made no more personal remarks.
Endicott took the boy to his den after dinner, and later Starr slipped in, and they talked a little about their beautiful day in Florida together.
Starr asked him if he still rode and would like to ride with her in the park the next morning when she took her exercise,
and it was arranged in the presence of her father, and with his full consent, that Michael should accompany her in place of the groom who usually attended her rides.
Mrs. Zendekot came in as they were making this arrangement, and immediately called Starr sharply
out of the room. After their withdrawal, Endicott questioned the boy carefully about his college
course and his habits of living. He was pleased to hear that Michael had been independent enough
to secure lodgings before coming to his house. It showed a spirit that was worth helping,
though he told him that he should have come straight to him. As Endicott was going off on a business
trip for a week, he told Michael to enjoy himself looking around the city during his absence,
and on his return, present himself at the office at an appointed hour, when he would put him in
the way of something that would start him in life. Michael thanked him and went back to his hot little
room on the fourth floor, happy, in spite of heat and dinginess, and a certain homesick feeling.
Was he not to ride with Star in the morning? He could hardly sleep for thinking of it,
and of all he had to say to her.
End of Chapter 6
Chapter 7 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill
This Liebervox recording is in the public domain
Read by Brian Keenan
Chapter 7
When Michael presented himself at the appointed hour the next morning
He was shown into a small reception room by a mate
And there he waited for a full half hour
At the end of that time he heard a discreet rustle of garments in the distance
and a moment later became aware of a cold stare from the doorway.
Mrs. Endicott, in an elaborate morning frock,
was surveying him fixedly through a jeweled lorgnette.
Her chin tilted contemptuously,
and an expression of supreme scorn upon her handsome features.
Woman of the world that she was,
she must have noted the grace if his every movement
as he rose with his habitual courtesy to greet her.
Yet for some reason this only seemed to increase her dislike.
There was no welcoming,
hand held out in response to his good morning, and no answering smile displaced the severity of the
woman's expression as she stood confronting the boy, slowly paralyzing him with her glance.
Not a word did she utter. She could convey her deepest meaning without words when she chose.
But Michael was a lad of great self-control, and keen logical mind. He saw no reason for the woman's
attitude of rebuke, and concluded he must be mistaken in it. Rallying,
his smile once more, he asked,
"'Is Miss Starr ready to ride, or have I come too early?'
Again the silence became impressive, as the cold eyes looked him through, before the thin
lips opened.
"'My daughter is not ready to ride, with you, this morning, or at any other time.'
"'I beg your pardon, ma'am,' said Michael, now deeply astonished, and utterly unable
to fathom the woman's strange manner.
"'Have I misunderstood?
I thought she asked me to ride with her this morning.
may I see here, please?
No, you may not see Miss Endicott, said the cold voice,
and I have come down to tell you that I consider your coming here at all a great impertinence.
Certainly, my husband has fully discharged any obligations
for the slight service he is pleased to assume that you rendered a good many years ago.
And I have always had my doubts as to whether you did not do more harm than good at that time.
Of course you were only a child, and it was impossible that you should have done any very heroic thing at that age.
In all probability, if you had kept out of things, the trouble never would have happened,
and your meddling simply gave you a wound and a soft bed for a while.
In my opinion, you've had far more done for you than you ever deserved,
and I want you to understand that so far as my daughter is concerned, the obligation is discharged.
Michael had stood immovable while the cruel woman uttered her harangue,
her eyes growing wide with wonder, and dark with a kind of manly shame for her as she went on.
When she paused for a moment, she saw his face was white and still like a statue,
but there was something in the depth of his eyes that held her in check.
With the utmost calm and deference, although his voice rang with honest indignation,
Michael spoke.
I beg you pardon, Mrs. Endicott, he said, his tone clear and attention demanding.
I have never felt that there was the slightest obligation resting upon any of this family
for the trifling matter that occurred when, as you say, I was a child.
I feel that the obligation is entirely the other way, of course,
but I cannot understand what you mean.
How is my coming here at Mr. Endicott's invitation and impertinence?
The woman looked at him contemptuously,
as though it were scarcely worth the trouble to answer him.
Yet there was something about him that demanded an answer.
I suppose you are ignorant then, she answered, cuttingly,
as you seem to be honest.
I will explain.
You are not fit company for my daughter.
It is strange that you do not see that for yourself.
A child of the slums, with nothing but shame and disgrace for an inheritance, and brought up a pauper.
How could you expect to associate on a level with a gentleman's daughter?
If you have any respect for her whatever, you should understand that it is not for such as you
to presume to call upon her, and take her out riding.
It is commendable in you, of course, to have improved what opportunities have been given you,
but it is the height of ingratitude in a dependent to presume upon kindness and take on the airs of an equal and you might as well understand first as last that you cannot do it i simply will not have you here do you understand
michael stood as if rooted to the floor horror and dismay growing in his eyes and stupor trickling through his veins for a minute he stood after she had ceased speaking as though the full meaning of her words had been slow to read
his consciousness. Yet outwardly his face was calm, and only his eyes had seemed to change and
widen and suffer as she spoke. Finally, his voice came to him.
Madam, I did not know, he said in a stricken voice. As you say, I am ignorant. Then, lifting his head
with that fine motion of challenge to the world that was characteristic of him, whenever he had to
face a hard situation. His voice rang clear and undaunted.
madam i beg your pardon i shall not offend this way again it was because i did not understand i would not hurt your daughter in any way for she has been the only beautiful thing that ever came into my life but i will never trouble her again
the bow with which he left her and marched past her into the hall and out of the great door where once his boy life had been freely laid down for her child could have been no more gracefully or dramatically affected if he had been some great actor
It was natural.
It was full of dignity and reproach, and it left the lady feeling smaller and meaner than
she had ever felt in all of her rose-colored, velvet-lined existence.
Somehow all the contempt she had purposely prepared for the crushing of the lad,
he had suddenly flung from him as a hated garment and walked from her presence,
leaving it wrapped about herself.
"'Well, really,' she gasped at last, when she realized that he was gone,
and her eloquence not half-finished.
"'Well, really, what right had he to go away like that, without my permission?
"'Impertenant to the end.
"'One would suppose he was a Grand Duke.
"'Such airs.
"'I always told Delavan it was a mistake to educate the masses.
"'They simply don't know their place, and will not keep it.'
"'Nevertheless, the selfish woman was much shaken.
"'Michael had made her feel somehow as if she had insulted a saint or a supernal being.
"'She could not forget how the light had sifted through his wonderful hair,
and glinted through the depths of his great eyes, as he spoke those last words,
and she resented the ease with which she had left her presence.
It had been too much like the going of a victor,
and not like one crushed back into his natural place.
She was cross all day in consequence.
Star, meanwhile, was lingering upstairs waiting for Michael.
She had been purposely kept busy in a distant room at the back of the house by her mother,
and was not told of his coming.
As an hour went by beyond the appointed time, she grew restless and disappointed,
and then annoyed and almost angry that he should have so easily forgotten her.
But she did not tell her mother, and the old Scotch nurse, who would have been her confidant,
had been sent on an errand to another part of the city.
Thus as the days went by, and Michael came no more to the house,
the girl grew to think he did not want to come,
and her slight disappointment and mortification were succeeded by a haughty,
resentment, for her mother's teaching had not been without some result in her character.
Michael had gone into the door of the Endicott mansion a boy with a light heart and a happy
vision of the future. He came out of there an hour later, a man, with a heavy burden on his heart,
and a blank vision of the future. So much had the woman wrought. As he walked from the house,
his bright head drooped, and his spirit was troubled within him. He went as one in a terrible dream.
His face had the look of an angel newly turned out of paradise, and for no fault of his own,
an angel who bowed to the supreme mandate, but whose life was crushed within him.
People looked at him strangely, and wondered as they passed him.
It was as if sorrow were embodied suddenly, and looking through eyes intended for love.
For the first time, Michael, beloved of all his companions for his royal unselfishness,
was thinking of himself.
Yet even so there was no selfishness in his thought.
It was only as if that which had always given him life,
and the breath of gladness, had suddenly been withdrawn from him,
and left him panting, gasping in a wide and unexpected emptiness.
Somehow he found his way to his room and locked the door.
Then the great spirit gave way, and he flung himself upon the bed in supreme exhaustion.
He seemed not to have another atom of strength left wherewith,
to move or think or even breathe consciously.
All his physical powers had oozed away and deserted him,
now in this great crisis when life's foundations were shaken to their deaths,
and nothing seemed to be any more.
He could not think it over or find a way out of the horror.
He could only lie and suffer it,
fact by fact, as it came and menaced him slowly,
cruelly throughout that length of day.
Gradually it became distinct and separated itself into thoughts
so that he could follow it, as if it were the separate parts of some great dragon come to twine
its coils about him, and claw and crush and strangle the soul of him.
First, there was the fact like a great knife which seemed to have severed soul from body,
the fact that he might not see Star, or have ought to do with her any more.
So deeply had this interdiction taken hold upon him that it seemed to him in his agitation
he might no longer even think of her.
Next, following in stern and logical sequence, came the reason for this severing of soul
from all it knew when loved, the fact of his lowly birth.
Coming as it did, out of the blue of a trustful life that had never questioned much about his
origin, but had sunnily taken life as a gift, and thought little about self.
With the bluntness and directness of an unloving kindness, it had seemed to cut and back in every
direction, all that was left of either soul or body, so that there came no hope of ever catching
things together again. That was the way it came over and over again, as the boy without a friend
in the whole wide world, to whom he could turn, in his first great trouble, lay and took it.
Gradually, out of the blackness, he began to think a little. Think back to his own beginning.
Who was he? What was he? For the first time in his life, though he knew life more than most of the
boys with whom he had associated. The thought of shame in connection with his own birth came to him,
and burrowed and scorched its way into his soul. He might have thought of such a possibility,
before, perhaps, had not his very youngest years been hedged about by a beautiful fancy that sprang
from the brain of an old Irish woman in the slums, whose heart was wide as her ways were
devious? And who said one day, when little Mickey had run her inerrant? Sure and then, Mickey,
you're an angel straight from heaven and no mistake.
You're no just humans like the rest of us.
You must have dropped ruin from the sky.
And from that, it had gone forth that Mickey was the child of the sky.
And that was why no one knew who were his parents.
The bit of a fancy had guarded the boy's weird babyhood,
and influenced more than he knew his own thought of existence,
until life grew too full to think much on it.
Out of the darkness and murk of the slums,
the soul of Mickey had climbed high, and his ambitions reached up to the limitless blue above him.
It had never occurred to him once that there might be an embargo put upon his upward movements.
He had taken all others to be as free-hearted and generous as himself.
Air of all things, he had breathed the atmosphere of culture as though it were his right.
Now, he suddenly saw that he had no business climbing.
He had been seized just as he was about to mount a glorious height, from which he was sure other
heights were visible, when a rude hand had brushed him back, and dropped him as though he had been
some crawling reptile, down, down, down, at the very bottom of things. And the worst of all was that he
might not climb back. He might look up, he might know the way up again, but the honor in him,
the only bit of the heights he had carried back to the foot with him, forbade him to climb to
the dizzy heights of glory, for they belonged to others, those whom fortune favored.
and on whose escutcheon there was no taint of shame.
And why should it be that some souls should be more favor than others?
What had he, for instance, to do with his birth?
He would not have chosen shame, if shame there was.
Yet, shame or not, he was branded with it for life,
because his origin was enveloped in mystery.
The natural conclusion was that sin had had its part.
Then, through the boy's mind, there tumbled a confusion of questions,
all more or less unanswerable.
in the midst of which he slept.
He seemed to have wandered out into the open again
with the pines he loved above him,
and underneath the springy needles
with their slippery, rosinous softness,
and he lay looking up into the changeless blue
that covered all the heights,
asking all the tumultuous questions
that throbbed through his heart,
asking them of God.
Silently the noises of the city slunk away
and dropped into the ceaseless calm
of the southland he had left.
The breeze fan-hast.
his cheek. The pines whispered, and a rippling bird-song touched his soul with peace.
A quietness came down upon his troubled spirit, and he was satisfied to take the burden
that had been laid him and to bear it greatly. The peace was upon him when he awoke, far into the next
morning. The hot June sun streamed into his stuffy room and fell aslant the bed. He was sodden
and heavy with the heat and the oppression of his garments. His head ached, and he
He felt as nearly ill as he had ever felt in his life.
The specter of the day before confronted him in all its torturing baldness.
But he faced it now, and looked it squarely in the eyes.
It was not conquered yet, not by any means.
The sharp pain of its newness was just as great,
and the deep conviction was still there that it was because of wrong that this burden
was laid upon him.
But there was an adjustment of his soul to the inevitable that there had not been at first.
The boy lay still for a few minutes.
looking out upon a new life, in which everything had to be readjusted to the idea of himself
and his new limitations.
Herefore in his mind, there had been no height that was not his for the climbing.
Now the heights were his, but he would not climb because the heights themselves might be
marred by his presence.
It was wrong.
It was unfair, that things should be so.
But they were so, and as long as sin and wrong were in the world, they would be so.
He must look upon life as he had looked upon every contest through his education.
There were always things to be born, hard things, but that only made the conquest greater.
He must face this thing and win.
And what had he lost that had been his before?
Not the beautiful girl who had been the idol of his heart all these years.
She was still there, alive and well, and more beautiful than ever.
His devotion might yet stand between her and harm, if neither or her.
rose. True he had lost the hope of companionship with her, but that had been the growth of a day.
He had never had much of it before, nor expected it when he came north. It would have been a
glory and a joy beyond expression, but one could live without those things and be true.
There was some reason for it all somewhere in the infinite, he was sure. It was not like the ordinary
boy to philosophize in this way. But Michael had never been an ordinary boy. Ever, his soul had
open to the greatness of the universe, and sunny toward the most trying surroundings.
He had come out of the hardest struggle his soul had yet met, but he had come out a man.
There were lines about his pleasant mouth that had not been there the day before,
which spoke of strength and self-control.
There were new depths in his eyes as of one who had looked down, and seen things unspeakable,
having to number himself with the lowly.
A new thought came to him while he lay there, trying to take in the change that it
come to him. The thought of his childhood companions, the little waifs like himself, who came from
the off-scourings of the earth. They had loved him, he knew. He recalled slowly, laboriously,
little incidents from his early history. They were dim and uncertain, many of them, but little kindnesses
stood out. A bag cut on his foot once, and how Buck had bathed it, and bounded up in dirty rags,
doing double duty with the newspapers for several days to save his friend from stepping.
There was a bitter cold night way back, as far as he could remember, when he had had bad luck,
and came among the others supperless and almost freezing.
Buck had shared a crust and found a warm boiler room where they crawled out of sight and slept.
There were other incidents, still more blurred in his memory,
but enough to recall how loyal the whole little gang had been to him.
He saw once more their faces when they heard he was going away to college, blanched with
horror at the separation, lighting with pleasure when he promised to return.
The years how they had changed and separated.
Where were they?
These who really belonged to him.
Who were his rightful companions?
What had the years done to them?
And he had a duty toward them, unperformed.
How was it that he had been in the city all these hours, and not even thought of
going to look for those loyal souls who had stood by him so faithfully when they were all
mere babies.
He must go at once.
He had lost his head over attempting to reach things that were not for him, and this shock
had come to set him straight.
Gravely he rose at last, these thoughts surging through his brain.
The heat, the stifling air of the room, his recent struggling and the exhausting stupor made him
real dizzily as he got up.
but his medal was up now, and he set his lips and went about making himself neat.
He longed for a dip in the crystal waters of the Little Lake at college.
The tiny washbowl of his room proved a poor substitute with its tepid water and diminutive towel.
He went out and breakfasted carefully, as if it were a duty, and then, with his map in his pocket, started out to find his old haunts.
End of Chapter 7.
Chapter 8 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill
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Chapter 8
13 years in New York had brought many changes
Some of the well-remembered landmarks were gone
And new buildings in their places
A prosperous-looking saloon, quite palatial in its entrance,
marked the corner where he used to sell papers.
It used to be a corner grocery store.
Saloons. Always and everywhere there were saloons.
Michael looked at them wonderingly.
He had quite forgotten them in his exile,
for the college influence had barred them out from its vicinity.
The boy Mickey had been familiar enough with saloons,
looking upon them as a necessary evil,
where drinking fathers spent the money that ought to have bought their children food.
He had been in and out of them commonly enough,
selling his papers, warming his feet,
and getting a crust now and then from an uneaten bit
on the lunch counter.
Sometimes there had been glasses to drain,
but Mickey, with his observing eyes,
had early decided that he would have none of the stuff
that sent men home to curse their little children.
College influence, while there had been little set in the subject,
had filled the boy with horror for saloons and drunkards.
He stood appalled now as he turned at last into an alley
where familiar objects, doorsteps, turnings, cellars,
met his gaze, with grog-shops all along the way,
and sentineling every corner.
A strange feeling came over him
as memory stirred by long-forgotten sights awoke.
Was this really the place?
And was that opening beyond the third steps
the very blind alley where Janie used to live?
Things were so much dirtier,
so much worse in every way than he remembered them.
He hurried on,
not noticing the attention he was attracting
from the wretched little children in the gutters,
though he scanned them all eagerly,
hurriedly, with the wild idea that Buck and the rest might be among them.
Yes, the alley was there, dark and ill-smelling as ever, and in its dim recesses on a dirty step,
a woman's figure hunched. A figure he knew at once that he had seen before, and in that very
spot. Who was she? What did they call her? Sally? Aunt Sal? He hurried up to where she sat,
looking curiously, apathetically at him. Her gray hair straggling.
down on her dirty cotton frock, open at the neck, over shriveled yellow skin,
soiled old hands hanging carelessly over slatternly garments,
stockingless feet stuck into a great tattered pair of men's shoes.
Nothing seemed changed since he saw her last, save that the hair had been black then,
and the skin not so wrinkled.
Aunt Sally had been good-natured always, even when she was drunk.
Her husband, when he came home, was always drunk also, but never good-natured.
These things came back to the boy as he stood looking down at the wreck of a woman before him.
The bleary eyes looked up unknowing, half resentful of his intrusion.
Aunt Sally, impulsively cried the boyish voice.
Aren't you, Aunt Sally?
The woman looked stupidly surprised.
I be, she said thickly, but what's that to use?
I be no, aunt of yorn.
Don't you remember Mickey, he asked almost anxiously.
For now, the feet of you.
had seized him that he must make her remember.
He must find out if he could whether anything was known of his origin.
Perhaps she could help him.
Perhaps, after all, he might be able to trace his family,
and find at least no disgrace upon him.
Mickey, the woman repeated dully.
She shook her head.
Mickey, she said again stolidly.
What's Mickey?
Don't you remember Mickey, the little boy that sold papers,
and brought you water sometimes?
"'Once you gave me a drink of soup from your kettle.
"'Think!'
A dim perception came into the sodden eyes.
"'There was a Mickey long ago,' she mused.
"'He had hair like an angel, bless the sweet child.
"'But he got shot and never come back.
"'That war long ago.'
"'Michael took off his hat,
"'and the little light in the dark alley
"'seemed to catch and tangle in the gleam of his hair.
"'The old woman started as though she had seen a vision.
"'The saints preserve us, she seemed.
cried aghast, shrinking back into her doorway with raised hands. And who be is? He looks enough
like the boy to be the father of him. He'd hear like the very sunshine itself. Who be
is? Speak quick. Be he man, boy, or angel? There was something in the woman's tone that went to
the heart of the lonely boy, even while he recoiled from the repulsive creature before him.
I'm just Mickey, the boy, grown a little older, he said gently, and I've come back to see the
place where I used to live, and find the people I used to know.
You've lost your way then, for sure, said the woman slightly recovering her equilibrium.
The likes of yous never lived in this place, for a few St. Angel used gentlemen, and no
gentleman ever come from the likes of this. And besides, the boy Mickey, I told you's, was shot
and never come back no more. He's luckily up with the angels where he belongs.
Yes, I was shot, said Michael, but I wasn't killed. A good man sent me to college.
and I've just graduated and come back to look at my friends.
Friends is it you'll be after a find it.
Then you'd best look elsewhere,
for there's no one in this alley fit to be friends with the likes of you.
If that's what they does with bars at college,
a pity tis more of him can't get shot and go there.
But if all you tell is true,
my advice to you is,
just bait it as hard as ever you can't out in here,
and don't you never set eyes in this alley again.
You'd be better to stay to college all the days of your life
than set foot here again,
for just let him get hold.
of you and I'll spoil the pretty face of you.
Look there, she pointed tragically toward a wreck of humanity that reeled into the alley just
then.
Would he's like to be like that?
My man come home like that every day of his life, rest his bones, and he never knowed when
he died.
Maudlin tears rolled down the poor creature's cheeks, for they could be no tears of affection.
Her man's departure from this life could have been but a relief.
Michael recoiled from the sight with a sickening sadness.
Nevertheless, he meant to find out if this woman knew ought of his old friends, or of his origin.
He rallied his forces to answer her.
"'I don't have to be like that,' he said.
"'I've come down to look at my friends, I tell you, and I want you to tell me if you know anything about my parents.
Did you ever hear anything about me?
Did anybody know who I was or how I came to be here?'
The old woman looked at him only half-comprehending, and tried to gather her scattered faculties.
but she shook her grizzled head hopelessly.
I never laid eyes on you before,
and how could I know where you's come from,
nor how you's came to be here, she answered.
He perceived that it would require patience
to extract information from this source.
Try to think, he said more gently.
Can you remember if anyone ever belonged to the little boy they called Mickey?
Was there ever any mother or father
or anybody that belonged to him at all?
Again she shook her head.
Never is oi-nose-on.
The city just come to wee babby to the court
To wanderin with the other children,
With scarce a rag to his back,
And a smile on him like the archangel.
And some said as how he never had no father and her mother,
But dropped straight from the place where the angels live.
But did no one take care of him or ever try to find out about him?
Questioned Michael wistfully.
Find out, is it?
Whist, and who would take time to find out when there's so many
of their own. Mickey was always welcomed to a bite and a sup, if any of us had it by.
There was old Granny Bain with the rheumatics. She gave him a bed and a bite now and again,
till she died, and after that he made out to shift for his stuff. He was a mighty independent babby.
But had he no other name? Mickey what? What was his whole name? Pursued Michael, with an
eagerness that could not give up the sought-for information. The old woman only stared stupidly.
didn't he have any other name there was almost despair in his tone another shake of the head joyced mickey she said and her eyes grew dull once more can you tell me if there are any other people living here now that used to know mickey had there any other men or women who might remember
how can i tell snarled the woman impatiently oh i can't be bothered michael stood in troubled silence and the woman turned her head to watch a neighbor coming down the street with a basket
in her hand.
It would seem that her visitor interested her no longer.
She called out some rough ribaldry to the woman who glanced up fiercely and
dained no further reply.
Then Michael tried again.
Could you tell me of the boys who used to go with Mickey?
No, I can't, she answered, crossly.
I can't be bothered.
I don't know who they was.
There was Jimmy and Sam and Bob's and Buck.
Surely you remember Buck, and Little Janie?
Janie, who died after Mickey went away?
The bleared eyes turned full upon him again.
Janie?
Fine, I remember, Janie.
They had a white hearse to her.
Foy near an any ever come to the court before.
The boy stayed up two nights selling to get the money for it.
And Buck, he stayed steady while she was alive.
Pity she died.
Where is Buck?
demanded Michael, with a sudden twinging of his heartstrings
that seemed to bring back the old love and loyalty to his friend.
Buck had needed him perhaps all these years, and he had not known.
That's what the police would like for you to answer, I'm thinking, laughed old Sal.
They wanted him bad for breaking into a house, and most killing the lady, and getting off with the jury.
He beat it that night, and ain't none of us seen him these two years.
He were a slick one.
He were awful smart at breaking and stealing.
Maybe Jimmy knows, but Jimmy he's in jail, serving his time for shooting a man in the hand during a drunken fight.
Jimmy, he's no good.
never was. He's just like his father.
Bob's, he got both legs cut off, being runned over by a big truck, and he died in a hospital.
Bob's he were better dead. He'd have gone like the rest.
Sam, he's round these parts, mostly nights. You'll have to come at night if he's want to see him.
Maybe he knows more about Buck and he'll tell.
Sick at heart, Michael put question after question, but no more information was forthcoming,
and the old woman showed signs of impatience again.
Again.
Carefully noting what she said about Sam, and getting a few facts as to the best time and place to find him, Michael turned and walked sadly out of the alley.
He did not see the alert eyes of Old Sal following him, nor the keen expression of her face as she stretched her neck to see which way he turned as he left the alley.
As soon as he was out of sight, she shuffled down from her doorstep to the corner and peered after him through the morning sunshine.
Then she went slowly, thoughtfully, back to her doorstep.
Now what on the devil could he be wanted with Buck and Sammy?
She muttered to herself.
All that story about his being Mickey was putting it on my eye.
I'll give warning to Sammy this night.
And if Buck's and these parts, he better get out west some airs.
The police have got onto him.
But however did they know he knowed Mickey?
Poor little angel, Mickey.
I give him the straight about Bob's and Jimmy,
for they was beyond his troubling, but he'll be able to him.
never find Sammy from the direction I sayed."
Michael, sorrowing, horror-filled, conscience-stricken, took his way to a restaurant and
ate his dinner, thinking meanwhile what he could do for the boys.
Could he perhaps visit Jimmy in prison and make his life more comfortable in little ways?
Could he plan something for him when he should come out?
Could he help Sam?
The old woman had said little about Sam's condition.
Michael thought he might likely by this time have built up.
up a nice little business for himself.
Perhaps he had a prosperous newsstand in some frequented place.
He looked forward eagerly to meeting him again.
Sam had always been a silent child dependent on the rest,
but he was one of the little gang,
and Michael's heart warmed toward his former comrade.
It could not be that he would find him so loathsome and repulsive
as the old woman's cell.
She made him heart sick.
Just to think of drinking soup from her dirty kettle,
how could he have done it?
And yet, he knew no better life then, and he was hungry, and a little child.
So Michael mused, and all the time with a great heart-hunker, to know what had become of Buck.
Could he and Sam together plan some way to find Buck and help him out of his trouble?
How could Buck have done anything so dreadful?
And yet, even as he thought it, he remembered that pinching had not been a crime in his childhood days,
not unless one was found out.
How had these principles, or lack of principles, been replaced gradually in his own life,
without his realizing it at all?
It was all strange and wonderful.
Practically now, he, Michael, had been made into a new creature since he left New York,
and so gradually, and pleasantly, that he had not at all realized the change that was going on in him.
Yet as he thought and marvelled, there shot through him a thought like a pang,
that perhaps after all it had not been a good thing,
this making him into a new creature, with new desires and aims, and hopes that could never be
fulfilled.
Perhaps he would have been happier, better off, if he had never been taken out of that environment
and brought to appreciate so keenly another one where he did not belong, and could never
stay, since this old environment was the one where he must stay whether he would or no.
He put the thought from him as unworthy at once, yet the sharpness of the pang lingered,
and with it a vision of stars' vivid face,
as he had seen her two nights before in her father's home,
before he knew that the door of that home was shut upon him forever.
Michael passed the day in idly wandering about the city,
trying to piece together his old knowledge, and the new,
and know the city in which he had come to dwell.
It was nearing midnight, when Michael, by the advice of old Sal,
and utterly fearless in his ignorance,
entered the court where his babyhood had been spent.
The alley was dark and murky with the humidity of the summer night,
night. But unlike the morning hours, it was alive with a writhing, chattering, fighting mass of
humanity. Doorways were overflowing. The narrow alley itself seemed fairly thronging with
noisy, unhappy men and women. Horse laughs mingled with rough cursing, shot through with an occasional
scream. Stifling odors lurked in cellar doorways and struck one full in the face unawares.
Curses seemed to be the setting for all conversation, whether angry or jolly.
Babies tumbled in the gutter, and older children fought over some scrap of garbage.
Appalled, Michael halted, and almost turned back.
Then, remembering that this was where he had come from, where he belonged,
and that his duty, his obligation, was to find his friends, he went steadily forward.
There sat old Sal, a belligerent gleam in her small sodden eyes.
Four men on a step opposite, with a candle.
stood between them, were playing cards.
Sal muttered a word as Michael approached, and the candle was suddenly extinguished.
It looked as if one had carelessly knocked it down to the pavement.
But the glare knickered into darkness, and Michael could no longer see the men's faces.
He had wondered if one of them was Sam.
But when he rubbed his eyes and looked again in the darkness, the four men were gone,
and the step was occupied by two children holding a sleeping baby between them,
and staring at him in open-mouthed adamant.
The flickering weird light of the distant street lamps, the noise and confusion, the odors and
curses filled him anew with a desire to flee, but he would not let himself turn back.
Never had Michael turned from anything that was his duty from fear or dislike of anything.
He tried to enter into conversation with old Sal again, but she would have none of him.
She had taken a wee drap and was alert and suspicious.
In fact, the whole alley was on the alert for this elegant stranger who was none of theirs,
and who, of course, could have come but to spy on someone.
He wanted Sam, therefore Sam was hidden well,
and at that moment playing a crafty game in the back of a cellar on the top of an old beer barrel,
by the light of a wavering candle,
well guarded by Sentinels all along the difficult way.
Michael could have no more found him under those circumstances than he could have hoped to find a needle in a haystack,
the size of the whole city of New York.
He wandered for two hours back and forth, through the alley, seeing sights long since forgotten,
hearing words unspeakable, following out this and that suggestion of the interested bystanders,
always coming back without finding Sam.
He had not yet comprehended the fact that he was not intended to find Sam.
He had taken these people into his confidence, just as he had always taken everyone into his confidence,
and they were playing him false.
If they had been the dwellers on Fifth Avenue, he would not have expected them to be interested
in him and his plans and desires.
But these were his very own people, at least the onest he had in the world, and among them
he had once gone freely, confidently.
He saw no reason why they should have changed toward him, though he felt the antagonism in
the atmosphere as the night wore on, even as he had felt it in the Anacot House the day
before.
Heart sick and baffled at last.
He took his way slowly, looking back.
back many times, and leaving many messages for Sam.
He felt as if he simply could not go back to even so uncomfortable a bed as he called his
own in his new lodgings, without having found some clue to his old comrades.
Standing at the corner of the alley, opposite the flaunting lights of the saloon,
he looked back upon the swarming darkness of the alley, and his heart filled with a great
surging wave of pity, love and sorrow.
Almost at his feet in a dark shadow of a doorway,
a tiny white-faced boy crouched fast asleep on the stone threshold.
It made him think of little bobs, and his own barren childhood,
and the mist came before his eyes as he looked up,
up at the sky, where the very stars seemed small and far away,
as if the sky had nothing to do with this part of the earth.
Oh, God, he said under his breath.
Oh, God, I must do something for them.
and then as if the opportunity came with the prayer,
they reeled into view a little group of people,
three or four men and a woman.
The woman was talking in a high, frightened voice and protesting.
The men caught hold of her roughly,
laughing and flinging out coarse jests.
Then another man came stealing from the darkness of the alley
and joined the group,
seizing the woman by the shoulders,
and speaking words to her too vile for repetition.
In terrible fear, the girl turned,
for Michael could see, now that she was nearer, that she was but a young girl, and that she was pretty.
Instantly he thought of Star, and his whole soul rose in mighty wrath that any man should dare treat any girl as he had seen these do.
Then the girl screamed and struggled to get away, crying,
"'It ain't true, it ain't true. Let me go. I won't go with you.'
Instantly Michael was upon them, his powerful arms and supple body, dashing the men right and left.
and because of the suddenness of the attack, coming from this most unexpected quarter,
for Michael had stood somewhat in the shadow,
and because of the cowardliness of all bullies,
for the moment he was able to prevail against all four,
just long enough for the girl to slip like a wraith from their grasp and disappear into the shadows.
Then, when the men, dazed from surprise, though not seriously hurt,
discovered that their prey was gone,
and that a stranger from the higher walks of life had frustrated their plans,
they fell upon him in their wrath.
Michael, brave always, and well-trained in athletics,
parried their blows for an instant.
But the man, the one who had come from the shadows of the alley,
whose face was evil, stole up behind and stabbed him in the shoulder.
The sudden faintness that followed made him less capable of defending himself.
He felt he was losing his senses,
and the next blow from one of the men sent him reeling into the street
where he fell heavily, striking his head against the curbing.
There was a loud cry of murder from a woman's shrill voice, the padded rush of the villains
into their holes, the distant ring of a policeman's whistle, and then all was quiet as a city
night could be.
Michael lay white and still, with his face looking up to the faint pitying moon, so far away,
and his beautiful hair wet with the blood that was flowing out on the pavement.
There he lay on the edge of the world that was his own, and would not own him.
He had come to his own, and his own received him not.
End of Chapter 8.
Chapter 9 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 9
Michael awoke in the hospital with a bandage around his head
and a stinging pain in his shoulder whenever he tried to move.
Back in his inner consciousness, there sounded the last words he heard
before he fell, but he could not connect them with anything at first.
Hit him again, Sam.
Those were the words.
What did they mean?
Had he heard them or merely dreamed them?
And where was he?
A glance about the long room, with its rows of white beds,
each with an occupant, answered his question.
He closed his eyes again to be away from all those other eyes and think.
Sam.
He had been looking for Sam.
Had Sam then come at last?
Had Sam hit him? Had Sam recognized him? Or was it another Sam?
But there was something queer the matter with his head, and he could not think.
He put up his right arm to feel the bandage, and the pain in his shoulder stung again.
Somehow to his feverish fancy, it seemed the sting of Mrs. Endicott's words to him.
He dropped his hand feebly, and the nurse gave him something in a spoon.
Then, half-dreaming, he fell asleep, with a vision of Star's face as he had seen her
last. Three weeks he lay upon that narrow white bed, and learned to face the battalion of eyes
from the other narrow beds around him. Learn to distinguish the quiet sounds of the marble-lined
room from the rumble of the unknown city without. And when the rumble was the loudest,
his heart ached with the thought of the alley, and all the horrible sights and sounds that seemed
written in letters of fire across his spirit. He learned to look upon the quiet, monotonous
world of ministrations as a haven from the world outside into which he must presently go.
And in his weakened condition, he shrank from the new life.
It seemed to be so filled with disappointments and burdens of sorrow.
But one night, a man in his ward died and was carried, silent and covered from the room.
Some of his last moaning utterances had reached the ears of his fellow sufferers with a swift
vision of his life and his home, and his mortal agony for the past.
now that he was leaving it all.
That night Michael could not sleep, for the court and the alley,
and the whole of sunken humanity were pressing upon his heart.
It seemed to be his burden that he must give up all his life's hopes to bear,
and there he added out with himself and accepted whatever should come to be his duty.
Meantime the wound on his head was healed,
the golden halo had covered the scar, and the cut in his shoulder,
which had only been a flesh wound, was doing nicely.
michael was allowed to sit up and then to be about the room for a day or two it was in those days of his sitting up when the sun which crept in for an hour a day reached and touched to flame his wonderful hair that the other men of the ward began to notice him
he seemed to them all as somehow set apart from the rest one who was lifted above what held them down to sin and earth his countenance spoke of strength and self-control the two things that many of those men lacked
either through constant sinning, or through constant fighting with poverty and trouble.
And so, as he began to get about, they sent for him to come to their bedsides.
And as they talked, one and another of them poured out his separate tale of sorrow and woe,
till Michael felt he could bear no more.
He longed for power, great power to help.
Power to put these wretched men on their feet again, to lead a new life.
Power to crush some of the demons in human form who were grinding them down to earth.
Oh, for money and knowledge and authority.
Here was a man who had lost both legs in a defective machine he was running in a factory.
He was a skilled workman and had a wife and three little ones.
But he was useless now at his trade.
No one wanted a man with no legs.
He might better be dead.
Damages?
No, there was no hope of that.
He had accepted three hundred dollars to sign a release.
He had to.
His wife and children were starved.
and they must have the money then or perish.
There was no other way.
Besides, what hope had he in fighting a great corporation?
He was a poor man, a stranger in this country, with no friends.
The company had plenty who were willing to swear it was the man's own fault.
Yonder was another who would try to asphyxiate himself
by turning on the gas in his wretched little boarding-house room,
because he had lost his position on account of ill health,
and the firm wished to put a younger man in his own.
his place. He had almost succeeded in taking himself out of this life.
Next him was one, horribly burned by molten metal which he had been compelled to carry without
adequate precautions, because it was a cheaper method of handling the stuff, and men cost
less than machinery. You could always get more men. The man across from him was wasted away from
insufficient food. He had been out of work for months, and what little money he could pick up in
odd jobs had gone mostly to his wife and children.
And so it was throughout the ward.
On almost every life, sin, somebody's sin, had left its mark.
There were one or two cheery souls who, though poor, were blessed with friends and a home
of some kind, and were looking forward to a speedy restoration.
But these were the exception.
Nearly all the others blamed someone else for their unhappy condition, and in nearly
every case someone else was undoubtedly to blame.
even though in most cases each individual had been also somewhat responsible.
All this Michael gradually learned, as he began his practical study of sociology.
As he learned story after story, and began to formulate the facts of each, he came to three conclusions.
First, that there was not room enough in the city for these people to have a fair chance at the great and beautiful things of life.
Second, that the people of the cities who had the good things were getting them all for themselves,
and cared not a straw whether the others went without.
Third, that somebody ought to be doing something about it, and why not he?
Of course it was absurd for a mere boy just out of college, with scarcely assent to his name,
and not a whole name to call his own, to think of attempting to attack the great problem of the people single-handed.
But still he felt he was called to do it, and he meant to try.
He hadn't an idea at this time whether anybody else had seen it,
just this way or not. He had read a little of city missions and charitable enterprises,
but they had scarcely reached his inner consciousness. His impression gathered from such
desultory reading had been that the effort in that direction was sporadic and ineffective.
And so, in his gigantic ignorance and egotism, yet with his exquisite sensitiveness to the inward
call, Michael henceforth set himself to espouse the cause of the people.
Was he not one of them?
Had he not been born there that he might be one of them, and know what they had to suffer?
Were they not his kindred so far as he had any kindred?
Had he not been educated and brought into contact with higher things,
that he might know what these other human souls might be if they had the opportunity?
If he had known a little more about the subject, he would have added,
and if they would.
But he did not.
He supposed all souls were as willing to be uplifted as he had been.
Michael went out from the hospital feeling that his life work was before him.
The solemn pledge he had taken as a little child to return and help his former companions
became a voluntary pledge of his young manhood.
He knew very little indeed about the matter, but he felt much, and he was determined to do,
wherever the way opened.
He had no doubt but that the way would open.
Now young man take care of yourself, said the doctor, in parting from his patient
a few days later. And for the land's sake, keep away from back alleys at night.
When you know a little more about New York, you'll learn that it's best to keep just as far away
from such places as possible. Don't go fooling around under the impression that you can convert
any of those black cards. They need to be blown up, every one of them, and the place obliterated.
Mind, I say, keep away from them. Michael smiled and thanked the doctor, and walked unsteadily down the
hospital steps on feet that were strangely wobbly for him.
But Michael did not intend to obey the doctor.
He had been turning the matter over in his mind, and he had a plan.
And that very night, about ten o'clock, he went back to the alley.
Old Sal was sitting on her doorstep a little more intoxicated than the last time,
and the young man's sudden appearance by her side startled her into an Irish howl.
The Saints preserve us, she cried, tottering to her feet.
He's come back to us again, as sure he has.
There's no killing him. He's an angel, sure. Boys, run. Bait it, bait it. The angels here again.
There was a sound of scurrying feet, and the place seemed to suddenly clear of the children that had been underfoot.
One or two scowling men, or curiously apathetic women, in whose eyes the light of life had died and been left unburied, peered from dark doorways.
Michael stood quietly, until the howling of sail had subsided, and then he spoke in a clear tone.
"'Can you tell if Sam has been around here tonight?
Is he anywhere near here now?'
There was no answer for a minute, but someone growled out the information that he might,
and then he might not have been.
Someone else said he had just gone away, but they didn't know where.
Michael perceived that it was a good deal as it had been before.
"'I brought a message for him, a letter,' he said,
and he spoke so that anyone nearby might hear.
"'Will you give it to him when he comes?
You will want to see it, I'm sure.
It is important.
I think it will be glad to get it.
It contains good news about an old friend of his.
He held out the letter courteously to Old Sal,
and she looked down at its white crispness,
as though it had been a message from the lower regions
sent to call her to judgment.
A letter, white, square-cornered and clean,
with clear, firm inscription,
had never come within her gaze before.
Old Sal had never learned to read.
The writing meant nothing to her, but the whole letter represented a mystic communication from
another world.
Instinctively, the neighbors gathered nearer to look at the letter, and Sal, seeing herself
the center of observation, reached forward a dirty hand, wrapped in a corner of her apron,
and took the envelope as though it had been hot, eyeing it all the while, fearfully.
Then with his easy bow, and touching his hat to her as though she had been a queen,
Michael turned and walked away out of the alley.
Old Sal stood watching him, a kind of wistful wonder in her bleary eyes.
No gentleman had ever tipped his hat to her, and no man had ever done her reverence.
From her little childhood she had been brought up to forfeit the respect of men.
Perhaps it had never entered her dull mind before that she might have been ought but what she was,
and that men might have given her honour.
The neighbours too were awed for the moment,
and stood watching in silence, till when Michael turned the corner out of sight,
Sal exclaimed,
Now that's the angel, shore.
No gentleman would have ever tipped his hat to the loyks of Sal.
Saints preserve us, that we should have an angel in this alley.
When Michael reached his lodging,
he found that he was trembling, so from weakness and excitement,
that he could scarcely drag himself up the three flights to his room.
So had his blended strength been reduced by trouble
and the fever that came with his wounds.
He lay down weakly and tried to think.
Now he had done his best to find Sam.
If Sam did not come in answer to his letter,
he must wait until he found him.
He would not give up.
So he fell asleep with the burden on his heart.
The letter was as follows.
Dear Sam,
You can't have forgotten Mickey who slept with you in the boiler room,
and with whom you shared your crusts.
You remember I promised when I went away to college I would come back
and try to make things better for you all.
And now I have come, and I am anxious to find the fellows,
and see what we can do together, to make life better in the old alley,
and make up for some of the hard times when we were children.
I've been down to the alley, but can get no trace of you.
I spent the best part of one night hunting you,
and then a slight accident put me in the hospital for a few days.
But I'm well now, and am anxious to find you all.
I want to talk over old times, and find out where Buck and Jim are,
and hear all about Janie and Little Bob's.
I'm going to leave this letter with Aunt Sally, hoping she will give it to you.
I have given my address below, and should be glad to have you come and see me at my room.
Or if you would prefer, I will meet you wherever you say, and we will go together, and have something to eat and celebrate.
Hoping to hear from you very soon, I am, as always, your brother and friend, Mickey.
Address Michael Endicott, number blank, West 23rd Street.
days later, a be-grimed envelope, addressed in pencil, was brought to the door by the postman.
Michael, with sinking heart, opened it. It read,
Mickey, if you be really him, come to Kelly's Corner at ten tomorrow night. If you are Mickey,
use the old whistle and don't bring no one with you, if you do, I won't be there. Sam.
Michael, seated on his lumpy bed, puzzled this out, word by word, until he made fairly good
sense of it. He was to go to Kelly's Corner. How memory stirred at the words.
Kelly's Corner was beyond the first turn of the alley. It was at the extreme end of an alley within an
alley, and had no outlet, except through Kelly's Saloon. Only the gang knew the name Kelly's Corner,
for it was not really a corner at all, only a sort of pocket or hiding place, so entitled by
Buck for his own Endy Kids' private purpose. If Michael had been at all inclined to be a coward,
since his recent hard usage in the vicinity of the alley,
he would have kept away from Kelly's Corner.
For once in there with enemies, and alone,
no policeman's club nor hospital ambulance would ever come to help.
The things that happened at Kelly's Corner never got into the newspapers.
Memory and instinct combined to make this perfectly clear to Michael's mind,
and if he needed no other warning, those words of the letter,
don't bring no one with you. If you do, I won't be there.
were sufficient to make him wise.
Yet Michael never so much has thought of not keeping the appointment.
His business was to find Sam,
and it mattered as little to him now that danger stood in the way
as it had the day when he flung his neglected little body in front of Star-Indicot
and safer from the assassin's bullet.
He would go, of course, and go alone.
Neither did it occur to him to take the ordinary precaution
of leaving his name and whereabouts at the police station
to be searched for in case he did not turn up in reasonable time.
It was all in the day's work,
and Michael thought no more about the possible peril he was facing
than he had thought of broken limbs and bloody noses
the last hour before a football scrimmage.
There was something else in the letter that interested Michael
and stirred the old memories.
That old whistle.
Of course he had not forgotten that,
although he had not used it much among his college companions.
It was a strange, weird, penetrating.
sound, between a call and whistle.
He and Buck had made it up between them.
It was their old signal.
When Michael went to college he had held it sacred as belonging strictly to his old friends,
and never, unless by himself in the woods, where none but the birds in the trees could hear,
had he let its echoes ring.
Sometimes he had flung it forth and startled the mockingbirds, and once he had let it ring
into the midst of his astonished comrades in Florida when he was hidden from their view,
and they knew not who had made the sound.
He tried it now, softly, and then louder and louder,
until with sudden fear he stopped,
lest his landlady should happen to come up that way and think him insane.
But undoubtedly he could give the old signal.
The next night at precisely ten o'clock,
Michael's ringing steps sounded down the alley.
Firm, decisive, secure.
Such assurance must Daniel have worn as he faced the den of lions,
and so went the three Hebrew children
into the fiery furnace.
"'It's him, it's the angel,' whispered old Sal, who was watching.
"'Oh, I told you's he'd come for sure.'
"'He's got his nerve with him,' murmured a girl, with bold eyes and a coarse kind of beauty,
as she drew further back into the shadow of the doorway.
"'He ain't coming out again so pretty, I guess.
Not if Sam don't like.
Maybe he ain't coming out tall.'
"'Angles has ways, me, darling,' chuckled Sal.
"'He'll come back all right, you'll see.'
on walked michael down the alley to the narrow opening that to the uninitiated was not an opening between the buildings at all and slipped in the old way he had thought it all out in the night he was sure he knew just how far beyond sal's house it was
on into the fetid air of the close dark place, the air that struck him in the face like a hot,
wet blanket as he kept on.
It was very still all about when he reached the point known as Kelly's Corner.
It had not been so as he remembered it.
It had been the place of plots, the hatching of murders and robberies.
Had it so changed that it was still to-night?
He stood for an instant, hesitating.
Should he wait a while, or knock on some door?
Would it be any use to call?
But the instinct of the slums was upon him again, his birthright.
It seemed to drop upon him from the atmosphere, a sort of stealthy patience.
He would wait.
Something would come.
He must do as he had done with the birds of the forest when he wished to watch their habits.
He must stand still, unafraid, and show that he was harmless.
So he stood three, perhaps five minutes.
Then softly at first, and gradually growing clearer, he gave the call that he had given
years before, a little barefoot, hungry child in that very spot many times.
The echo died away. There was nothing to make him know that a group of curious alley-dwellers
huddled at the mouth of the trap in which he stood, watching with eyes accustomed to the darkness,
to see what would happen, to block his escape, if escape should be attempted.
Then out of the silence a sigh seemed to come, and out of the shadows, one shadow unfolded itself,
and came forward till it stood beside him.
Still, Michael did not stir,
but softly, through half-open lips,
breathed the signal once more.
Sibbolent, rougher,
with a hint of menace as it issued forth
the signal was answered this time,
and with a thrill of wonder,
the mantle of the old life fell upon Michael once more.
He was Mickey, only grown more wise.
Almost the old vernacular came to his tongue.
"'Ay, Sam, that you?'
The figure in the darkness seemed to stiffen with sudden attention.
The voice was like, and yet not like, the Mickey of Old.
"'What you's want?' questioned a voice, gruffly.
"'I want you, Sam.
I want to see if you look as you used to, and I want to know about the boys.
Can't we go where there's light and talk a little?
I've been days hunting you.
I've come back because I promised you know.
You expected me to come back someday, didn't you, Sam?'
Michael was surprised to find how eager he was for the answer to this question.
"'Ah, what you given us?' responded the suspicious, Sam.
"'Do you suppose I believe all that gag about your coming here to help weans?
What would a guy like ewes with all them togs and all them fine looks want with us?
Use of God above us.
Use ain't no good to us no more.'
Sam scratched a match on his trousers and lit an old pipe that he held between his teeth.
But as the match flared up and showed his own face, a lowering brow,
Shifty eyes, a swarthy, unkempt visage, sullen and sly.
The shifty eyes were not looking at the pipe, but up at the face above him,
which shone out white and fine with its gold halo, in the little gleam in the dark court.
The watchers crowding at the opening of the passage saw his face,
and almost fancied there were soft, shadowy wings behind him.
It was thus with old sales help that Michael got his name again, the angel.
It was thus he became the angel of the alley.
"'Sam,' he said, and his voice was very gentle,
although he was perfectly conscious that behind him there were two more shadows of men,
and more might be lurking in the dark corners.
"'Sam, if you remember me, you will know I couldn't forget, and I do care.
I came back to find you.
I've always meant to come all the time I was in college.
I've had it in mind to come back here and make some of the hard things easier for—'
he hesitated and—for us all.
"'How did he's figure you was going to do that?' Sam asked, his little shifty eyes narrowing on Michael, as he purposely struck another match to watch the effect of his words.
Then Michael's wonderful smile lit up his face, and Sam, however much he may have pretended to doubt, knew in his deepest heart that this was the same Mickey of old.
There was no mistaking that smile. I shall need you to help me in figuring that out, Sam. That's why I was so anxious to find you.
A curious grunt from behind Michael warned him that the audience was being amused at the expense of Sam.
Sam's brows were lowering.
Huff, he said, ungraciously striking a third match just in time to watch Michael's face.
Where's your pile?
What?
Got the dough?
Oh, said Michael, comprehendingly.
No, I haven't got money, Sam.
I have only my education.
And what good's it I like to know?
Tell me those.
"'So much good that I can't tell it all in one short talk,' answered Michael, steadily.
"'We'll have to get better acquainted, and then I hope I can make you understand how it has helped.
"'Now, tell me about the others. Where is Buck?'
There was a dead silence.
"'It's hard to say,' at last muttered Sam, irresponsibly.
"'Don't you know? Haven't you any kind of an idea, Sam? I'd so like to hunt him up.'
The question seemed to have produced a tensity in the very atmosphere.
Michael felt it.
I might, then again, I might not, answered Sam, in that tone of his that barred the way for further questions.
Couldn't you and I find him and help him, Sam?
Aunt Sally said he was in trouble.
Another match was scratched and held close to his face, while the narrow eyes of Sam seemed to pierce his very soul,
before Sam answered with an ugly laugh.
Oh, he don't need none of your help, you bet. He's lit out.
You don't need to worry about Buck. He can take care of his stuff.
time.
But won't he come back sometime?
Can't say, it's hard to tell, non-committally.
In Jim?
Michael's voice was sad.
Jim, he's doing time, sullenly.
I'm sorry, said Michael, sadly, and a strange hush came about the dark room.
Now why should this queer chap be sorry?
No one else cared, unless it might be Jim, and Jim had got caught.
It was nothing to them.
"'Now tell me about Janie, and Little Bob's,' the questionnaire paused.
His voice was very low.
"'Ah, cut it out,' snarled Sam, irritably.
"'Don't come any high strikes on their account.
They're dead, and you can't dig him up and weep over him.
Hustle up and tell us what you're wanting to do.'
"'Well, Sam,' said Michael, trying to ignore the natural repulsion he felt at the last words
of his one-time friend.
"'Suppose you take lunch with me to-morrow at twelve.
Then we can talk over things and get back old times.
I will tell you all about my college life, and you must tell me all you were doing.
Sam was silent from sheer astonishment.
Take lunch.
Never in his life had he been invited out to luncheon.
Nor had he any desire for an invitation now.
Where, he asked, after a silence so long that Michael began to fear he was not going to answer at all.
Michael named a place not far away.
He had selected it that morning.
It was clean somewhat, yet not too clean.
The fair was far from Prince Lee, but it would do,
and the locality was none too respectable.
Michael was enough of a slum child still to know that his guest would never go with him
to a really respectable restaurant.
Moreover, he would not have the wardrobe nor the manners.
He waited, Sam's answer, breathlessly.
Sam gave a queer little laugh, as if taken off his guard.
The place named was so much.
entirely harmless, to his mind, and the whole matter of the invitation took on the form of a
great joke.
"'Well, I might,' he drawled indifferently.
"'I won't make no promises, but I might, and then again I might not.
It's just as it happens.
If I ain't there by twelve sharp you needn't wait.
Just go ahead and eat.
I wouldn't want to spoil your digestion for my movements.'
"'I shall wait,' said Michael, decidedly, with his pleasant voice ringing clear with satisfaction.
"'You will come, Sam.
I know you will.
night. And then he did a most extraordinary thing. He put out his hand, his clean, strong hand,
warm and healthy, and groping with the keenness of low, found the hardened, grimy hand of his
one-time companion, and gripped it and a hearty grasp. Sam started back with the instant
and then stood shamelessly still for an instant. The grip of that firm, strong hand, the touch of
brotherhood, a touch such as had never come to his life before, since he was a little child,
completed the work that the smile had begun.
And Sam knew that Mickey, the real Mickey, was before him.
Then Michael walked swiftly down that narrow passage.
At the opening of which, the human shadows scattered silently and fled, to watch from other
furtive doorways, down through the alley unmolested, and out into the street once more.
The Saints preserve us, what did I tell you, whispered Sal.
It's the angel all right for sure.
I wonder what he done to Sam, remembered the girl.
He's got his nerve all right. He sure has.
Ain't he beautiful?
End of Chapter 9.
Chapter 10 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Read by Brian Keenan.
Chapter 10
Michael went early to his lunch party.
He was divided between wondering if his strange guest would put in an appearance at all.
if he did what he should talk about and how he would pilot him through the embarrassing experience of the meal one thing he was determined upon he meant to find out if possible whether sam knew anything about his michael's origin
It was scarcely likely, and yet Sam might have heard some talk by older people in the neighborhood.
His one great longing was to find out and clear his name of shame, if possible.
There was another thing that troubled Michael.
He was not sure that he would know Sam even supposing that he came.
The glimpse he had caught the night before, when the matches were struck, was not particularly illuminating.
He had a dim idea that Sam was below the medium height, with thin, sallow face.
small, narrow eyes, a slouching gait, and a head that was not wide enough from front to back.
He had a feeling that Sam had not room enough in his brain for seeing all that ought to be seen.
Sam did not understand about education.
Would he ever be able to make him understand?
Sam came shuffling along, ten minutes after twelve.
His sense of dignity would not have allowed him to be on time.
Besides, he wanted to see if Michael would wait as he had said.
It was a part of the testing of Michael.
Not to prove if he were really Mickey, but to see what stuff he was made of,
and how much he really had meant of what he said.
Michael was there, standing anxiously outside the eating house.
He did not enjoy the surroundings, nor the attention he was attracting.
He was too well-dressed for that locality, but these were the oldest clothes he had.
He would have considered them quite shabby at college.
He was getting worried, lest after all his plan had failed.
Then Sam slouched along, his hat drawn down, his hands in his pockets, and wearing an air of indifference that almost amounted to effrontery.
He greeted Michael as if there had been no previous arrangement, and this were a chance meeting.
There was nothing about his manner to show that he had purposely come late to put him to the test, but Michael knew intuitively it was so.
Shall we go in now? said Michael, smiling happily.
He found he was really glad that Sam had come.
repulsive in appearance, though he was, hard of countenance and unfriendly in manner.
He felt that he was getting on just a little in his great object of finding out and helping his old friends,
and perhaps learning something more of his own history.
"'Oh, I don't know as I care about it,' drawled Sam,
just as if he had not intended going in all the time,
nor had been thinking of the feed all the morning in anticipation.
"'Yes, you better,' said Michael, putting a friendly hand on the other's shoulder.
If he felt a repugnance to touching the tattered, greasy coat of his one-time friend,
he controlled it, remembering how he had once worn garments far more tattered and filthy.
The greatness of his desire to uplift made him forget everything else.
It was the absorption of a supreme task that had come upon the boy
to the exclusion of his own personal tastes.
It was not that Michael was so filled with love for this miserable creature who used to be his friend,
nor so desired to renew old associations after these long years of separation.
It was the terrible need, the conditions of which had been called vividly to his experience,
that appealed to his spirit like a call of authority to which he answered proudly
because of what had once been done for him.
It had come upon him without his knowledge, suddenly, with the revival of old scenes and memories.
But as with all workers for humanity, it had gone so deeply into his soul as to make him forget
even that there was such a thing as sacrifice.
They passed into the restaurant.
Michael, in his well-made clothing,
and with his strikingly handsome face and gold hair,
attracting at once every eye in the place.
Sam, with an insolent air of assurance,
to cover a sudden embarrassment of pride at the company he was in.
Michael gave a generous order,
and talked pleasantly as they waited.
Sam sat in low-browed silence, watching him furtively,
almost disconcertingly.
It was when they had reached the course of three kinds of pie and a dab of dirty-looking pink ice cream, professing to be fresh strawberry,
that Michael suddenly looked keenly at his guest and asked,
What are you doing now, Sam? In business for yourself?
Sam's eyes narrowed, until they were almost eclipsed, though a keen steel glitter could be seen beneath the colorless lashes.
A kind of mask, impenetrable as lead, seemed to have settled over his face,
which had been gradually relaxing during the meal into a half-indulgent grin of interest in his queer host.
Yes, I'm in business for myself, he drawled at last, after carefully scrutinizing the other's face,
to be sure there was no underlying motive for the question.
Newstand? asked Michael.
Not exactly.
What line?
Sam finished his mince pie and began on the pumpkin before he answered.
Well, there's several.
Is that so? Got more than one string to your bow? That's a good thing. You're better off than I am.
I haven't looked around for a job yet. I thought I'd get at it tomorrow.
You see, I wanted to look you fellows up first, before I got tied down to anything where I couldn't get off when I wanted to.
Perhaps you can put me on to something. How about it?
It was characteristic of Michael that he had not once thought of going to Endicott for the position and help offered him,
since the setting down he had received from Mrs. Endicott.
The time appointed for his going to Endicott's office was long since passed.
He had not even turned the matter over in his mind once, since that awful night of agony and renunciation.
Mrs. Endicott had told him that her husband had done enough for him, and he realized that this was true.
He would trouble him no more.
Sometime perhaps the world would turn around, so that he would have opportunity to repay Endicott's kindness, that he might not repay in money.
But until then, Michael would keep out of his way.
It was the one poor little rag of pride he allowed himself
from the shattering of all his hopes.
Sam narrowed his eyes and looked Michael through,
then slowly widened them again,
an expression of real interest coming into them.
Say, do you mean it? he asked doubtfully.
Be you straight goods.
Would you come back into the gang and not snitch on us or nothing?
I'm straight good, Sam, and I won't snitch, said Michael quickly.
He knew that he could hope for no fellow's confidence,
if he snitched.
Well, say, I have a notion to tell you.
Sam attacked his ice cream contemplatively.
How would a bluff game strike you?
He asked suddenly, as the last delectable mouthful of cream disappeared,
and he pulled the fresh cup of coffee toward him,
that the waiter had just set down.
What sort? said Michael,
wondering what he was coming on in the way of revelation,
but resolving not to be horrified at anything.
Sam must not suspect until he could understand
what a difference education had made in the way of looking at things.
Well, there's different ways.
Cripples pretty good.
Foot all tied up in bloody rags.
Arm and hand tied up.
A couple of old crutches.
I could lend the clothes.
They'd be short for you, but that'd be all the better, gag.
We could swap, and I'd do the gentleman act a while.
He looked covetously at Michael's handsome brown tweeds.
Then you goes from house to house, or you stands on a corner?
Begging, said Michael, aghast.
His eyes were on his plate, and he was trying to control his voice.
But something of his horror crept into his tones.
Sam felt it and hastened on apologetically.
Or if you want to go it one better, keep on your good clothes and have the asthma bad.
I know a fellow what'll teach you how, and sell you the whistles to put in your mouth.
You've no notion how it works.
You just go around in the suburbs telling that you've only been out of the hospital two days.
And you walked all this way to get work, and couldn't get it.
And you want five cents to get back.
See?
Why, I know a fellow, of course he's been added for years, and he has his regular beats.
Folks don't seem to remember.
And he could work the ground over about once in six months or so,
and he's made highs thirty-eight dollars in a day at asthma work.
Sam paused, triumphant, to see what effect the statement had on his friend.
But Michael's face was toward his coffee cup.
Seemed sort of a small business for a man, he said at last.
His voice steady with control.
Don't believe I'd be good at that.
Haven't you got something that's real,
work? Sam's eyes narrowed.
If I thought he was up to it, he murmured.
You'd be great with that angel facie-horn.
Nobody'd ever suspect you. You could wear them clothes, too.
But it's work all right, and mighty resky.
If I thought he was up to it...
He continued to look keenly at Michael.
And Michael, with innate instinct, felt his heartbeat and discouraged thumps.
What new devil-try was Sam about to propose?
You used to be game, all right, murmured Sam, and terracitively.
You never used to scare easy.
Well, I'll tell you, in answer to Michael's questioning eyes, which searched his little sharp, wizened face.
Michael was wondering if there was anything in that face to redeem it from utter repulsiveness.
You see, it's a regular business, and you have to learn, but I give you pointers, all you need to know, and I'm pretty slick myself.
There's tools to open things, and you have to be ready to explain how you come there and jolly up a parlor made, perhaps.
It's easy to have made a mistake in the house, or be a gas man.
or a plumber what the boss sent up to look at the pipes?
But night work's best pay after you get on to things.
There's houses where he can lay your hands on things going into the thousands,
and lots of him easy to get rid of, without anybody finding out.
There's Buck. He used to be great at it.
He taught all the gang.
The day he lit out, he bagged a bit of glass with $3,000,
besides a whole handful of fivers and tens what he found lying on a dressing table.
Pretty easy, please.
Buck, he were a slick one at it.
He'd be pleased to know you took up the work.
Sam paused and eyed Michael with the first friendly gleam he had shown in his eyes.
And Michael, with his heart in a tumult of varied emotions,
and the quick color flooding brow and cheek, tried to hold himself in check.
He must not speak too hastily.
Perhaps he had not understood Sam's meaning.
Where is Buck?
Michael looked Sam straight in the eye.
The small pupils seemed to contract and shut out even his gaze.
They never got a trace of Buck, he said,
evasively.
But don't you know?
There was something in Michael's look that demanded an answer.
I might, and I might not, responded Sam sullenly.
Michael was still for several seconds watching Sam, each trying to understand the other.
Do you think you will come back where I can see him?
He asked at length.
He might, and he might not.
Depends.
If he was in the business, he might.
It's hard to say.
It depends.
Michael watched Sam again thoughtfully.
Tell me more about the business, he said at last.
His lips compressed.
His brows drawn down into a frown of intensity.
There ain't much more to tell, said Sam, still, Selwyn.
I ain't sure you're up to it.
What do you mean by that?
Ain't sure you got to sand.
You might turn faint and snitch.
Sam leaned forward and spoke in low, rapid sentences.
When we got a big hall,
"'Sposing you got into a house and done de Pynch,
"'and we got the stuff safe hid, and you got took up.
"'Would you snitch?
"'Or would you take your pill like a man?
"'That's what I'd want to be sure.
"'Mickie would have stood by the gang, but you,
"'you've had an education.
"'They might go soft at college.
"'I ain't much use for educated persons myself.
"'But I'll give you a show if you promised stiff not to snitch.
"'We've got a big game on tonight up on Madison Avenue,
"'and we're a man short.
"'There's dough in it if we make it go all right.
"'rich man, girl going out to a party tonight,
"'she's going to wear some diamonds worth a penny.
"'Had it into paper.
"'Brung him home from the bank this morning.
"'Wanted a gang wanted a fellow come out at a bank.
"'It's all straight so far.
"'It's a pretty big haul to let you in to first try,
"'and you'll have to run all the risks.
"'But if you show your game, we'll make it a bargain.'
Michael held himself tensely
"'and fought the desire to choke the fellow before him.
"'Try to remember that he was the same Sam
"'who had once divided a crust with him.
and whom he had come to help,
reflected that he might have been as bad himself
if he had never been taken from the terrible environment of the slums,
and shown a better way,
knew that if he, for one fraction of a second,
showed his horror at the evil plot,
or made any attempt to stop it,
all hope of reaching Sam or Buck,
or any of the others, was at an end,
and with it all hope of finding any stray links of his own past history.
Besides, though Honor was strong in him,
and he would never snitch on his companions,
It would certainly be better to find out as much as possible about the scheme.
There might be other ways besides snitching of stopping such things.
Then suddenly his heart almost stopped beating.
Madison Avenue.
Sam had said Madison Avenue, and a girl.
What if it were Star's jewels they were planning to take?
He knew very little about such matters, save what he had read.
It did not occur to him that Star was not yet out in society,
that she would be too young to wear costly jewels
and ever cost him put in the paper.
He only knew that his heart was throbbing again painfully,
and that the fellow before him seemed too vile
to live longer on the same earth with star.
Little beautiful, exquisite star.
He was quite still when Sam had finished.
His face was white with emotion,
and his eyes were blazing blue flames when he raised them to look at Sam.
Then he became aware that his answer was awaited.
"'Sam, do you mean burglary?'
He tried to keep his voice low and steady as he spoke,
but he felt as if he had shouted the last word.
The restaurant was almost empty now,
and the waiters had retired behind the scenes amid a clatter of dishes.
"'That's about as pretty word as you can call it, I guess,' said Sam,
drawing back with a snarl as he saw the light in Michael's eyes.
Michael looked him through for an instant,
and if a glance can burn,
then surely Sam's little soul shrank,
scorching into itself.
But it was so brief that the brain which was only keen to things of the earth had not analyzed it.
Michael dropped his glance to the table again,
and began playing with the spoon and trying to get calm with a deep breath,
as he used to when he knew a hard spot in a ballgame was coming.
"'Well, why don't you speak? You afraid?'
It was said with a sneer that the devil from the pit might have given.
Then Michael sat up calmly.
his heart was beating steadily now, and he was facing his adversary.
No, I'm not afraid, Sam, if there were any good reason for going.
But, you know, I could never feel comfortable in getting my living off somebody else.
It doesn't seem fair to the other fellow.
You see, they've got her right to the things they own, and I haven't.
And because I might be smart enough to catch them napping and sneak away with what they prize,
doesn't make it right either.
Now that girl probably thinks a lot of her diamonds, you see,
and it doesn't seem quite the manly thing
for a big strong fellow like me
to get them away from her, does it?
Of course you may think differently,
but I believe I'd rather do some good, hard work
that would keep my muscles and trim
than to live off someone else.
There's a kind of pretty grey moss that grows
where I went to college.
It floats along a little seed blown in the air first
and lodges on the limb of a tree
and begins to fasten itself into the bark,
and grow and suck life from the big tree.
It doesn't seem much at first, and it seems as if the big tree might spare enough juice to the little moss.
But wait a few years, and see what happens.
The moss grows and drapes itself in great long festoons all over that tree,
and by and by, the first thing you know, that tree has lost all its green leaves,
and stands up here stark and dead with nothing on its bare branches but that old gray moss,
which has to die too, because it has nothing to live on any longer.
It never learned to gather any juice for itself.
They call the moss a parasite.
I couldn't be a human parasite, Sam.
You may feel differently about it, but I couldn't.
I really couldn't.
Michael's eyes had grown dreamy and lost their fire,
as he remembered the dear Southland,
and dead sentinel pines with their waving grey festoons
against the ever-blue sky.
As he talked, he saw the whole great out-of-doors again,
where he had wandered now so many years, free and happy,
free from burdens of humanity,
which were pressing him now so sorely.
A great longing to fly back to it all,
to get away from the sorrow and the degradation
and the shame which seemed pressing so hard upon him,
filled his heart, leaped into his eyes,
caught and fascinated the attention of the listening Sam,
who understood very little of the peroration.
He had never heard of a parasite.
He did not know he had always been a human parasite.
He was merely astonished,
and a trifle fascinated by the passion and appeasions.
heel in Michael's face as he spoke.
Gosh, he said, in a tone almost of admiration.
Gosh, is that what education done for you?
Perhaps, said Michael pleasantly,
though I rather think, Sam, that I always felt a bit that way.
I just didn't know how to say it.
While you always was queer, muttered Sam half apologetically.
I couldn't see it that way myself, as you say.
But of course, it's your funeral.
If you can scratch up enough grub being a tree,
why that's your own lookout.
Moss is good enough for me at pretty present.
Michael beamed his wonderful smile on Sam and answered,
"'Perhaps you'll see it my way someday, Sam,
and then we can get a job together.'
There was so much camaraderie in the tone,
and so much dazzling brilliancy in the smile
that Sam forgot to be sullen.
"'Well, maybe,' he chuckled,
"'but I'd see no education coming my way this late day,
so I guess I'll get along the way I be.
It isn't too late yet, Sam.
There's more than one way of getting an education.
It doesn't always come through college.
After a little more talk in which Sam promised to find out
if there was any way for Michael to visit Jim
in his temporary retirement from the law-abiding world,
and Michael promised to visit Sam in the alley again
at an appointed time.
The two separated.
Then Michael went forth to reconnoitre
and to guard the House of Endicott,
with no thought of any personal danger,
Michael laid his plans.
Before sundown, he was on hand,
having considered all visible and invisible means of ingress to the house.
He watched from a suitable distance all who came and went.
He saw Mr. Endicott come home.
He waited till the evening drew near,
when a luxurious limousine stopped before the door,
assured himself that only Mrs. Endicott had gone out.
A little later, Mr. Endicott also left the house.
Star had not gone out.
He felt that he had double need to watch now as she was there alone with only the servants.
Up and down he walked.
No one passed to Endicott House, unwatched by him.
None came forth or went in, of whom he did not take careful notice.
The evening passed, and the master and mistress of the house returned.
One by one the lights went out.
Even in the servants' rooms, all was dark at last.
The night deepened, and the stars thickened overhead.
The policeman's whistle.
sounded through the quiet streets, and the city seemed at last to be sinking into a brief repose.
It was long past midnight, and still Michael kept up his patrol.
Up this side of the street, down that, around the corner, through the alley at the back where
the kids had stood in silent respect uncovered toward his window years ago.
Back to the avenue again, and on around.
With his cheery whistle and his steady ringing step, he awakened no suspicion, even when he came
near to a policeman, and besides, no lurkers of the dark would steal out while he was so
noisily in the neighbourhood. And so he watched the night through, till the morning broke, and sunshine
flooded the window of the room where Star, unconscious of his vigil, lay asleep.
Busy milk wagons were making their rounds, and sleepy workmen with dinner-pail slung over their
arms were striding to their day's work, through the cool of the morning, as Michael turned
his steps toward his lodging.
Broad morning was upon them, and deeds of darkness could be no more.
The night was passed.
Nothing had happened.
Star was safe.
He went home, and to sleep, well pleased.
He might not companion with her, but it was his privilege to guard her from unsuspected evils.
That was one joy that could not be taken from him by the taint that was upon him.
Perhaps his being a child of the slums might yet prove to be a help, to guard her
life from harm.
End of Chapter 10.
Chapter 11 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
This Librebox recording is in the public domain.
Read by Brian Keenan.
Chapter 11.
It was the first week in September that Michael, passing through a crowded
thoroughfare, came face to face with Mr. Endicott.
The days had passed into weeks, and Michael had not gone near his benefactor.
He had felt that he must drop out of his old.
old friend's life, until a time came that he could show his gratitude for the past.
Meantime, he had not been idle. His winning smile and clear eyes had been his passport,
and after a few preliminary experiences, he had secured a position as a salesman in a large department
store. His college diploma and a letter from the college president were his references.
He was not earning much, but enough to pay his absolute expenses and a trifle over.
meantime he was gaining experience.
This Saturday morning of the first week of September
he had come to the store as usual,
but had found that, on account of the sudden death of a member of the firm,
the store would be closed for the day.
He was wondering how he should spend his holiday
and wishing that he might get out into the open
and breathe once more the free air under waving trees,
and listen to the birds, and the waters and the winds.
He was half tempted to squander a few cents and go to conione,
or up the Hudson, somewhere, anywhere to get out of the grinding, noisy, tempestuous city,
whose sin and burden pressed upon his heart night and day, because of that from which he had been
saved, and of that from which he had not the power to save others.
Then out of an open doorway rushed a man, going toward awaiting automobile, and almost knocking
Michael over in his progress.
Oh, it is you, young man, at last.
Well, I should like to know what you have done with yourself all these weeks.
and why you didn't keep your appointment with me.
Oh, said Michael, pleasure and shame striving together in his face.
He could see that the other man was not angry, and was really relieved to have found him.
Where are you going, son?
Endicott's tone had already changed from gruffness to kindly welcome.
Jump in and run down to the wharf with me while you give an account of yourself.
I'm going down to see Mrs. Endicott off to Europe.
She is taking Starr over to school this winter.
I'm late already, so jump in.
Michael seemed to have no choice and stepped into the car,
which was whirled through the intricate maze of humanity and machinery,
down toward the regions where the ocean-going steamers harbor.
His heart was in a tumult at once,
both of embarrassed joy to be in the presence of the man who had done so much for him,
and of eager anticipation.
Star! Would he see Star again?
That was the thought uppermost in his mind.
He had not as yet realized that she was going,
away for a long time.
All the springtime he had kept guard over the house in Madison Avenue.
Not all night, of course, but hovering about there now and then, and for two weeks after he had
talked with Sam, nightly.
Always he had walked that way before retiring, and looked toward the window where burned a soft
light.
Then they had gone to the seashore and the mountains, and the house had put on solemn shutters
and lain asleep.
Michael knew all about it from a stray paragraph in a society-commoner, and the house had gone.
of the Daily Paper, which he happened to read.
Toward the end of August he had made a round through Madison Avenue every night to see if they had returned home,
and for a week the shutters had been down and the lights burning as of old.
It had been good to know that his charge was back there safely, and now he was to see her.
Well, give an account of yourself.
Were you trying to keep out of my sight?
Why didn't you come to my office?
Michael looked him straight in the eye, with his honest, clear gaze, that you were
showed no sewing of wild oats, no dissipation or desire to get away from friendly espionage.
He decided, in a flash of a thought, that this man should never know the blow his beautiful,
haughty wife had dealt him. It was true, all she had said, and he, Michael, would give the real
reason why he had not come. Because I thought you had done for me far more than I deserved already,
and I did not wish to be any further burden to you. The Dickens you did, and you did, and
exclaimed Endicott. You good for nothing, rascal. Didn't you know you would be far more of a burden
running off in that style without leaving a traits of yourself behind, so I could hunt you up?
Then if you had behaved yourself and done as I told you? Here I've been doing a lot of unnecessary
worrying about you. I thought you had fallen among thieves or something, or else gone to the dogs.
Don't you know that it is a most unpardonable thing to do? Run off from a man who has told you he wants
to see you? I thought I made you understand that I had more than a passing interest in your welfare.
The color came into the fine, strong face, and a pained expression in his eyes.
I'm sorry, sir. I didn't think of it that way. I thought you felt some kind of an obligation.
I never felt so, but you said you did. And I thought, if I got out of your way, I would trouble you no
more. Trouble me, trouble me. Why, son, I like to be troubled once in a while. I'd like to be troubled
once in a while by something besides getting money and spending it.
You never gave me a shadow of trouble, except these last weeks when you've disappeared,
and I couldn't do anything for you.
You've somehow crept into my life, and I can't get you out.
In fact, I don't want to.
But, boy, if you felt that way, what made you come to New York at all?
You didn't feel that way the night you came to my house to dinner.
Michael's eyes owned that this was true, but his firm lips showed that he would never be
betrayed the real reason for the change.
I didn't realize, sir.
Realize?
Realize? Realize what?
I didn't realize the difference between my station and yours, sir.
There had never been anything during my years in school to make me know.
I am a child of the slums.
Unconsciously, he drifted into quotations from Mrs. Endicott's speech to him.
And you belong to a fine old family.
I don't know what terrible things are in my blood.
"'You have riches and a name beyond reproach.'
He had seen the words in an article he had read the evening before,
and felt that they fitted the man and the occasion.
He did not know that he was quoting.
They had become a part of his thoughts.
"'I might make the riches if I tried hard,' he held up his head proudly,
but I could never make the name.
I will always be a child of the slums, no matter what I do.'
"'Child of the fiddle-sticks,' interrupted Endicott.
"'Where ever did you get all that rot?
"'It sounds as if you had been attending
"'society functions and listening to their twaddle.
"'It doesn't matter what you are the child of,
"'if you're of a mind to be a man.
"'This is a free country, son,
"'and you can be and climb where you please.
"'Tell me, where did you get all these ideas?'
"'Michael looked down.
"'He did not wish to answer.
"'In a number of places,' he answered evasively.
"'Where?'
For one thing, I've been down to the alley where I used to live.
The eyes were looking into his now, and Endicott felt a strange swelling of pride that he had had a hand in the making of this young man.
Well?
I know from what you've taken me, I can never be what you are.
Therefore you won't try to be anything, is that it?
Oh, no, I'll try to be all that I can, but I don't belong with you.
I'm of another class.
Oh, Bosch, cut that out.
son. Real men don't talk like that. You're a better man now than any of the pedigree dudes I know of,
and as for taints in the blood, I could tell you of some of the sons of great men who have taints
as bad as any child of the slums. Young man, you can be whatever you set out to be in this world.
Remember that. Everyone does not feel that way, said Michael with conviction, though he was conscious
of great pleasure in Endicott's hearty words.
Who, for instance? asked Endicott.
looking at him sharply.
Michael was silent.
He could not tell him.
Who? asked the insistent voice once more.
The world, evaded Michael.
The world is brainless.
You can make the world think what you like, son. Remember that.
Here we are. Would you like to come aboard?
But Michael stood back.
I think I will wait here, he said gravely.
It had come to him, then Mrs. Endicott would be there.
He must not intrude.
not even to see Star once more.
Besides, she had made it a point of honor for him to keep away from her daughter.
He had no choice but to obey.
Very well, said Endicott, but see you don't lose yourself again.
I want to see you about something.
I'll not be long.
It must be nearly time for starting.
He hurried away, and Michael stood on the edge of the throng looking up at the great floating village.
It was his first view of an ocean-going steamer at close range,
and everything about it interested him.
He wished he might have gone aboard and looked the vessel over.
He would like to know about the engines and see the cabins,
and especially the steerage about which he had read so much.
But perhaps there would be an opportunity again.
Surely there would be.
He would go to Ellis Island, too, and see the emigrants as they came into the country,
seeking a new home where they had been led to expect to find comfort and plenty of work,
and finding none.
landing most of them inevitably in the slums of the cities where the population was already congested,
and where vice and disease stood ready to prey upon them.
Michael had been spending enough time in the alleys of the metropolis to be already deeply
interested in the problem of the city, and deeply pained by its sorrows.
But his thoughts were not altogether of the masses and the classes,
as he stood in the bright sunlight and gazed at the great vessel, about to plow its way over the bright waters.
He was realizing that somewhere within those many little windowed cabins was a bright-faced girl,
the only one of womankind in all the earth about whom his tender thoughts had ever hovered.
Would he catch a glimpse of her face once more before she went away for the winter?
She was going to school, her father had said.
How could they bear to send her across the water from them?
A whole winter was a long time, and yet it would pass.
Thirteen years had passed since he went away from New York, and he was back.
It would not be so long as that.
She would return and need him, perhaps.
He would be there, and be ready when he was needed.
The fine lips set in a strong line that was good to see.
There were the patient, fearless lines of a soldier in the boy's face,
and rugged strength, in spite of his unusual beauty of countenance.
It is not often one sees a face like Michael's.
There was nothing womanish in his looks.
It was rather the completeness of strength and
courage, combined with mighty modeling and perfection of coloring, that made men turn and look after
him, and look again, as though they had seen a god, and made women exclaim over him.
If he had been born in the circles of aristocracy, he would have been the idol of society,
the spoiled of all who knew him. He was even now being stared at by everyone in sight,
and more than one pair of marine glasses from the first cabin deck were pointed at him.
But he stood deep in his thoughts, and utterly,
unconscious of his own attraction. It was only a moment before the first warning came,
and people crowded on the wharf side of the decks, while others hurried down the gangplank.
Michael watched the confusion with eagerness, his eyes searching the decks for all possible
chance of seeing Star. When the last warning was given, and just as the gangplank was about to be
hauled up, Mr. Andicott came hurrying down, and Michael suddenly saw her face in the crowd on the deck above.
her mother's haughtily pretty face just behind her.
Without in the least realizing what he was doing,
Michael moved through the crowd until he stood close behind Star's father,
and then all at once he became aware that her starry eyes were upon him,
and she recognized him.
He lifted his hat and stood in reverent attitude,
as though in the presence of a queen,
his eyes glowing eloquently,
his speaking face paying her tribute as plainly as words could have done.
The noonday sun burnished his hair with its oriole flame,
and more than one of the passengers called attention to the sight.
"'See that man down there?' exclaimed a woman of the world,
close behind Mrs. Endicott.
"'Isn't he magnificent? He has a head and shoulders like a young god.'
She spoke as if her acquaintance with gods was wide,
and her neighbors turned to look.
"'See Mama,' whispered Star, glowing rosily with pleasure.
"'They are speaking of Michael.'
Then the haughty eyes turned sharply and recognized him.
You don't mean to tell me that upstart has dared to come down and see us off.
The impudence of him.
I'm glad your father had enough sense not to bring him on board.
He would probably have come if he had let him.
Come away, Star.
He simply shall not look at you in that way.
What?
Come away while Papa is standing there watching us out of sight?
I simply couldn't.
What would Papa think?
And besides, I don't see what?
why Michael shouldn't come if he likes. I think it was nice of him. I wonder why he hasn't been to the
house to explain why he never came for that horseback ride. You're a very silly, ignorant little girl,
or you would understand that he has no business presuming to come to our house, and he knows it
perfectly well. I want you to stop looking in that direction at once. I simply will not have him
devouring you with his eyes in that way. I declare I would like to go back and tell him what I think of him.
"'Star! Stop, I tell you, Star!'
But the noise of the starting drowned her words.
And Star, her cheeks like roses, and her eyes like two stars,
was waving a bit of a handkerchief and smiling and throwing kisses.
The kisses were for her father, but the smiles and the starry glances,
and the waving bit of Cambrick were for Michael,
and they all travelled through the air quite promiscuously,
drenching the bright, uncovered head of the boy with sweetness.
His eyes gave her greeting and thanks and parting all in one in that brief moment of her passing,
and her graceful form and dainty, vivid face were graven on his memory, in quick, sweet blows of pain,
as he realized that she was going from him.
Slowly the great vessel glided out upon the bright waters and grew smaller and smaller.
The crowd on the wharf were beginning to break away, and hurry back to business or home or society.
still Michael stood with bared head gazing, and that illumined expression upon his face.
Endicott, a mist upon his own glasses at parting from his beloved baby, saw the boy's face as it were the face of an angel,
and was half startled, turning away embarrassedly, as though he had intruded upon a soul at prayer,
then looked again.
"'Come, son,' he said almost huskily, "'it's over. We better be getting back.
step in the ride back to the office was a silent one somehow andicot did not feel like talking there had been some differences between himself and his wife that were annoying and a strange belated regret that he had let star go away for a foreign education was eating into his heart
michael on his part was living over again the passing of the vessel and the blessing of the parting back in the office however all was different among the familiar walls and gloomy desks and chairs
and Dakot was himself, and talked business.
He put questions, short, sharp, and in quick succession.
What are you doing with yourself? Working?
What at?
Hmm, how'd you get there?
Like it?
Satisfied to do that all your life?
You're not.
Well, what's your line?
Any ambitions?
You ought to have got some notion in college of what you're fit for.
Have you thought what you'd like to do in the world?
Michael hesitated, then looked up with his clear.
clear, direct, challenging gaze.
There are two things, he said.
I want to earn money and buy some land in the country,
and I want to know about laws.
Do you mean you want to be a lawyer?
Yes.
What makes you think you'd be a success as a lawyer?
Oh, I might not be a success, but I need to know law.
I want to try to stop some things that ought not to be.
Hmm, grunted Endicott disapprovingly.
Don't try the reform game.
It doesn't pay.
However, if you feel that way, you'll probably be all right to start.
That'll work itself off and be a good foundation.
There's no reason why you shouldn't be a lawyer if you choose,
but you can't study law selling Calico.
You might get there someday, if you stick to your ambition.
But you'd be pretty old before you were ready to practice
if you started at the Calico counter and worked your way up through everything you came to.
Well, I can get you into a law office right away.
How soon can you honorably get away from where you are?
"'Two weeks? Well, just wait a minute.'
Endicott called up a number on the telephone by his side, and there followed a conversation,
brief, pointed, but in terms that Michael could barely follow. He gathered that a lawyer named
Holt, a friend of Mr. Endicott's, was being asked to take him into his office to read law.
"'It's all right, son,' said Endicott, as he hung up the receiver and whirled round from the phone.
"'You're to present yourself at the office as soon as you were free.'
This is the address, hurriedly scribbling something on a card and handing it to him.
Oh, thank you, said Michael, but I didn't mean to have you take any more trouble for me.
I can't be dependent on you any longer.
You have done so much for me.
Bosch, said Dendicot, I'm not taking any trouble.
And you are not dependent on me.
Be as independent as you like.
You're not quite twenty-one yet, are you?
Well, I told you you were my boy until you were of age.
And I suppose there's nothing to hinder me,
doing as I will with my own.
It's paid well all I've done for you so far, and I feel the investment was a good one.
You'll get a small salary for some office work while you're studying.
So after you were twenty-one, you can set up for yourself if you like.
Till then, I claim the privilege of giving you a few orders.
Now that's settled.
Where are you stopping?
I don't intend to lose sight of you again.
Michael gave him the street a number.
Endicott frowned.
"'That's not a good place. I don't like the neighborhood.
If you're going to be a lawyer, you must start in right.
Here, try this place. Tell the woman I sent you. One of my clerks used to board there.'
He handed Michael another address.
"'Won't that cost a lot?' asked Michael, studying the card.
"'Not any more than you can afford,' said And remember, I'm giving orders until your majority.'
Michael beamed his brilliant smile at his benefactor.
It is like a real father, said the boy, deeply moved.
I can never repay you.
I can never forget it.
Well, don't, said Andekot.
Let's turn to the other thing.
What do you want land for?
Michael's face sobered instantly.
For an experiment I want to try, he said, without hesitation.
And then, his eyes lighting up.
I'll be able to do it now, soon perhaps, if I work hard.
You see, I studied agriculture in college.
The Dickens you did, exclaimed Bendicott.
what did you do that for?
Well, it was there, and I could, and I wanted to know about it.
Hmm, said Andacott, I wonder what some of my pedigreed million-dollar friend's sons would think of that.
Well, go on.
Why, that's all, laughed Michael happily.
I studied it, and I want to try it, and see what I can do with it.
I want to buy a farm.
How would you manage to be a farmer and a lawyer, both?
Well, I thought there might be a little time after hours to work, and I can't.
could tell others how—' "'Oh, I see you want to be a gentleman farmer,' laughed Endicott.
"'I understand that's expensive business.'
"'I think I could make it pay, sir,' said Michael, shutting his lips with that firm challenge of his.
"'I'd like to try.'
Endicott looked at him quizzically for a minute, and then, whirling around in his office chair,
he reached out his hand to a pigeonhole and took out a deed.
"'I've a mind to let you have your try,' said Endicott, chuckling as if it were a good joke.
Here's a little farm down in Jersey.
It's swampy and thick with mosquitoes.
I understand it won't grow a beanstalk.
There are twelve acres and a tumbled-down house on it.
I've had to take it in settlement of a mortgage.
The man's dead, and there's nothing but the farm to lay hands on.
He hasn't even left a chick or child to leave his debt to.
I don't want the farm, and I can't sell it without a lot of trouble.
I'll give it to you.
You may consider it a birthday present.
"'If you'll pay the taxes, I'll be glad to get it off my hands.
That'll be something for you to be independent about.'
He touched a bell, and a boy appeared.
Take this to Jowit and tell him to have a deed made out to Michael Endicott,
and to attend to the transfer of the property, nominal sum.
Understand?'
The boy said,
"'Yes, sir,' and disappeared with the paper.
"'But I can't take a present like that from you after all you have done for me,'
gasped Michael,
a granite determination showing in his blue eyes.
Nonsense, said Endicott.
Other men give their son's automobiles when they come of age.
May it I give you a farm if I like?
Besides, I tell you it's of no account.
I want to get rid of it, and I want to see what you'll make of it.
I'd like to amuse myself, seeing you try your experiment.
If you let me pay you for it, little by little.
Suit yourself after you've become a great lawyer, laughed Endicut.
But not till then, remember.
"'There, cut it out, son. I don't want to be thanked.
Here's the description of the place and directions how to get there.
It isn't many miles away.
If you've got a half-holiday, run down and look it over.
It'll keep you out of mischief.
There's nothing like an ambition to keep people out of mischief.
Run along now. I haven't another minute to spare.
But mind you, turn up at Holt's office this day two weeks,
and report to me afterwards how you like it.
I don't want to lose sight of you again.
The entrance of another man on business cut short the interview,
and Michael, bestowing an agonizingly happy grip on Endicott's hand,
and a brilliant smile like a benediction, took his directions, and hurried out into the street.
End of Chapter 11.
Chapter 12 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 12
With the precious paper in his hand,
Michael took himself with all swiftness to the Debross's ferry.
Would there be a train?
It was almost two o'clock.
He had had no lunch, but what of that?
He had that in his heart, which made mere eating seem unnecessary.
The experiences of the past two hours had lifted him above earth and its necessities for the time.
And a farm. A real farm! Could it be true?
Had his wish come true so soon?
He could scarcely wait for the car to carry him or the boat to
Puffet's way across the water. He felt as if he must fly to see his new possession.
And Mr. Andicott had said he might pay for it some time when he got to be a great lawyer.
He had no doubt but that he would get there, if such a thing were possible, and anyhow,
he meant to pay for that ground. Meantime, it was his. He was not a poor nobody, after all.
He owned land, and a house. His face was a mingling of delightful emotions, as he stood by the rail
of the ferry boat, and let his imagination leap on ahead of him.
The day was perfect.
It had rained the night before, and everything.
Even the air seemed newly washed for a fresh trial at living.
Every little wavelet sparkled like a jewel,
and the sunlight shimmered on the water in a most alluring way.
Michael forgot for the moment the sorrow and misery of the crowded city he was leaving behind him.
For this afternoon at least, he was a boy again, wandering off into the open.
His train was being called as he stepped from the ferry boat.
The next boat would have missed it.
He hurried aboard and was soon speeding through the open country,
with now and again a glimpse of the sea, as the train came closer to the beach.
They passed almost continuously beautiful resorts, private villas, great hotels,
miles of cottages set in green terrace with glowing autumn flowers in boxes or bordering the paths.
Michael watched everything with deep and
interest. This was the land of his new possession. Whatever was growing here would be likely to grow
on his place if it were properly planted and cared for. Ere this, flowers had had little part in his
farming scheme. But so soon as he saw the brilliant display, he resolved that he must have some of those
also. And flowers would sell as well, if not better, than vegetables, if properly marketed.
That vivid hedge of scarlet and gold. Great heavy-headed dollies they were. He did not know
the name, but he would find it out somehow. They would take up little room, and would make his
new place a thing of beauty. Farther on, one great white cottage spread its veranda wings on either side
to a tall fringe of pink and white and crimson cosmos, and again a rambling, grey stone piece
of quaint architecture, with low sloping roofs of mossy green, and velvet lawn creeping down
even to the white beach sands, was set about with flaming scarlet sage.
It was a revelation to the boy whose eyes had never looked upon the like before.
Nature in its wildness and original beauty had been in Florida.
New York was all pavements and buildings with a window box here and there.
He as yet knew nothing of country homes in their luxury and perfection,
save from magazine pictures.
All the way along he was picking out features that he meant someday to transfer to his own little farm.
It was after three when he reached the station,
and a good fifteen minutes walk to the farm,
but every step of it was a delight.
Pearl Beach, they called the station.
The beach was half a mile from the railroad,
and a queer little straggling town,
mostly cottages and a few stores,
hovered between railroad and beach.
A river, broad and shallow,
wound its silver way about the village
and lost itself in the wideness of the ocean.
Here and there a white sail flew across its gleaming center,
and fishermen in little boats sat at their idle task.
What if his land should touch somewhere this bonny stream?
Too eager to wait for investigation.
He stopped a passing stranger and questioned him.
Yes, the river was salt.
It had tides with the sea, too.
There was great fishing and sailing,
and some preferred bathing there to the ocean.
Yes, old orchard farm was on its bank.
It had a river frontage of several hundred feet,
but it was over a mile back from the beach.
The stranger was disposed to delay and gossip about the death of the former owner of Old Orchard,
and its probable fate, now that the mortgage had been foreclosed.
But Michael, with a happy light in his eyes, thanked him courteously, and hurried on.
Wings were upon his feet, and his heart was light and happy.
He felt like a bird set free.
He breathed in the strong salt air with delight.
And then the burden of the city.
came to him again, the city with all its noise and folly and sin, with its smells and heat,
and lack of air, with its crowded, suffering, awful humanity, herded together like cattle,
and living in conditions worse than the beasts of the fields.
If he could but bring them out here, bring some of them at least, and show them what
God's earth was like, ah.
His heart beat wildly at the thought.
It was not new.
He had harbored it ever since his first visit to the alley.
It was his great secret, his much-hoped-for experiment.
If he might be able to do it sometime, this bit of a farm would open the way.
There would be money needed, of course, and where was it to come from?
But he could work.
He was strong.
He would give his young life for his people, save them from their ignorance and despair.
At least he could save some.
Even one would be worthwhile.
So he mused as he hurried on, eyes and mind opened to all he saw.
There was no fence in front of old orchard farm.
A white road bordered with goldenrod and wild asters
met the scraggly grass that matted and tangled itself beneath the gnarled apple trees.
A grassy rutted wagon track curved itself in vistas between the trees
up to the house which was set far back from the road.
A man passing identified the place for Michael,
and looked him over apprisingly.
wondering, as did all who saw him, at the power and strength of his beauty.
The house was weather-beaten, unpainted clapboards, its roof of curled and mossy shingles,
possessing undoubted leakable qualities, patched here and there.
A crazy veranda ambled across the front.
It contained a long, low room with a queer, old-fashioned chimney-place, wide enough to sit in.
A square south room that must have been a dining-room, because of the painted cupboard,
whose empty shelves gazed ghastly between half-open doors,
and a small kitchen, not much more than a shed.
In the long, low room, a staircase twisted itself up oddly to the four rooms under the leaky roof.
It was all empty and desolate, save for an old cot bed and a broken chair.
The floors had a sagged, shaky appearance.
The doors quaked when they were opened.
The windows were cobwebby and dreary, yet it looked to the eyes of the new house,
householder like a palace. He saw it in the light of future possibilities, and gloried in it.
That chimney-place now. How would it look with a great log burning in it, and a rug and rocking-chair
before it? What would Aunt Sally, perhaps, say to it when he got it fixed up? Could he ever coax her
to leave her dirty doorstep and her drink, and come out here to live? And how would he manage it all,
if he could? There would have to be something to feed her with, and to buy the rug and the rocking-sacred.
chair. And first of all, there would have to be a bathtub.
Aunt Sally would need to be purified before she could enter the portals of this ideal cottage,
when he had made it as he wanted it to be.
Paint and paper would make wonderful transformations he knew, for he had often helped at
remodeling the rooms at college during summer vacations.
He had watched and been with the workmen and finally taken a hand.
This habit of watching and helping had taught him many things.
But where were paper and paint and time to use it coming from?
Ah, well, leave that to the future.
He would find a way.
Yesterday he did not have the house, nor the land for it to stand upon.
It had come, and the rest would follow in their time.
He went happily about planning for a bathroom.
There would have to be water power.
He had seen windmills on other places as he passed.
That was perhaps the solution of this problem.
But windmills cost money, of course.
Still, all in good time.
There was a tumbled-down barn and chicken-house, and a frowsy attempt at a garden.
A strawberry bed, overgrown with weeds, a sickly cabbage lifting its head bravely,
a gaunt row of current bushes, another wandering, outreaching row of raspberries,
a broken fence, a stretch of soppy bogland to the right,
and the farm trailed off into desolate neglect, ending in a little.
in a charming grove of thick trees that stood close down to the river's bank.
Michael went over it all carefully, noted the exposure of the land,
kicked the sandy soil to examine its unpromising state,
walked all around the bog, and tried to remember what he had read about cranberry bogs.
Wondered if the salt water came up here, and if it were good or bad for cranberries.
Wondered if cow peas grew in Jersey, and if they would do for a fertilizing crop, as they did in Florida.
Then he walked through the lovely woods, scenting the breath of pines, and drawing in long whiffs of life as he looked up to the green roof over his head.
They were not like the giant pines of the Southland, but they were sweeter and more beautiful in their form.
He went down to the brink of the river and stood looking across.
Not a soul was in sight, and nothing moved, save a distant sail fleeing across the silver sheen to the sea.
He remembered what the man had said about bathing
and yielding to an irresistible impulse
was soon swimming out across the water.
It was like a new lease of life
to feel the water brimming to his neck again
and to propel himself with strong, graceful strokes
through the element where he would.
A bird shot up into the air with a wild sweet note
and he felt like answering to its melody.
He whistled softly in imitation of its voice
and the bird answered
and again and again they called across the water.
But to look toward the west, where the water was crimsoning already with the setting sun,
warned him that his time was short.
So he swam back to the sheltered nook where he had left his clothes,
and, improvising a towel from his handkerchief, he dressed rapidly.
The last train back left at seven.
If he did not wish to spend the night in his new and uninhabitable abode,
he must make good time.
It was later than he supposed, and he wished,
wished to go back to the station by way of the beach, if possible, though it was out of his way.
As he drew on his coat and ran his fingers through his hair in lieu of a brush, he looked wistfully
at the bright water, dimpling now with hues of violet, pink and gold, and promising a rare treat
in the way of a sunset. He would like to stay and watch it. But there was the ocean waiting for him.
He must stand on the shore once and look out across it, and know just how it looked near his own
house. He hurried through the grove and across the farm to the eastern edge, and looking beyond
the broken fence that marked the bounds of the bogland over the waste of salt grass, he could see the
white waves dimly tumbling, hurrying, ever to get past one another. He took the fence at a bound,
made good time over the uncertain footing of the marsh grass, and was soon standing on the broad,
smooth beach, with the open stretch of ocean before him. It was the first time he had ever stood on the seashore,
and the feeling of awe that filled him was very great.
But beyond any other sensation came the thought that star,
his beautiful star, was out there on that wide, vast ocean, tossing in a tiny boat.
For now the great steamer that had seemed so large and palatial
had dwindled in his mind to a frail toy,
and he was filled with a nameless fear for her.
His little star out there on that fearful deep,
with only that cold-eyed mother to take care of her.
A wild desire to fly to her and bring her back possessed him.
A thrilling, awesome something he had never known before.
He stood speechless before it.
Then raised his eyes to the rosy it already purpling in streaks for the sunset,
and looking solemnly up, he said aloud,
Oh, God, I love her.
He stood, facing the thought, with solemn joy and pain for an instant,
then turned and fled from it, down the purpling sands,
fleeing, yet carrying his secret with him.
And when he came opposite the little village,
he trod its shabby, straggling, ill-paved streets
with glory in his face,
and walking thus with hat in hand,
and face illumined toward the setting sun.
Folks looked at him strangely,
and wondered who and what he was,
and turned to look again.
In that half-light of sunset,
he seemed a being from another world.
A native watching,
dropped his whip, and climbing down from his rough wagon,
spoke the thought that all the bystanders felt in common.
Gosh, hang it, I thought he was one of them glass angels,
stepped out of a churchwinder over to Elizabethtown.
We don't see them kind much.
I wonder now how he'd be to live with.
Think I'd feel kind of creepy having him around all the time, wouldn't you?
All the way home, the new thought came surging over him.
He loved her, and she could never be his.
It was deluging.
It was beautiful.
but it was agonizing.
He recalled how beautiful she had been as she waved farewell.
And some of her smiles had been for him, he was sure.
He had known, of course, that the kisses were for her father,
and yet they had been blown freely his way,
and she had looked her pleasure at his presence.
There had been a look in her eyes,
such as she had worn that day in the college chapel,
when she had thrown precautions to the winds,
and put her arms about his neck and kissed him.
his young heart thrilled with a deep joy over the memory of it.
It had been wonderful that she had done it, wonderful,
when he was what he was, a child of the slums.
The words seemed burned upon his soul now, a part of his very life.
He was not worthy of her, not worthy to receive her favor.
Yet he closed his eyes, leaning his head against the window frame
as the train hurried along through the gathering darkness,
and saw again the bright lovely face,
the dainty fingers, blowing kisses,
the lips wreathed in smiles,
and knew some of the farewell had been surely meant for him.
He forgot the beautiful villas along the way,
forgot to watch for the twinkling lights,
or to care how the cottages looked at evening.
Whenever the track veered toward the sea
and gave a glimpse of gray sky and yawning ocean,
with here and there a point of light to make the darkness blacker,
He seemed to know instinctively, and opening his eyes, strained them to look across it.
Out there in the blackness somewhere was his star, and he might not go to her, nor she come to him.
There was a wide stretch of unfathomable sea between them.
There would always be that grey, impassable sky, and sea of impossibility between them.
As he neared New York, however, these thoughts dropped from him,
and standing on the ferry boat with the million-twenty-twenty-yearer.
winkling lights of the city, and the looming blackness of the huddled mass of towering buildings
against the illuminated sky.
The call of the people came to him.
Over there in the darkness, swarming in the fetid atmosphere of a crowded court were thousands
like himself.
Yes, like himself, for he was one of them.
He belonged there.
They were his kind, and he must help them.
Then his mind went to the farm and his plans, and he entered back into the grind of life,
and assumed its burdens, with the sweet pain of his secret locked in his inmost heart.
End of Chapter 12.
Chapter 13 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 13.
Sam, have you ever been in the country?
It was Michael who asked the question.
They were sitting in a small, dismal room that Michael had found he could afford to rent in a house on the edge of the alley.
Not that he had moved there, oh no, he could not have endured life if all of it that he could call his own had to be spent in that atmosphere.
He still kept his little fourth floor back in the dismally respectable street.
He had not gone to the place recommended by Endicott, because he found that the difference he would have to pay would make it possible for him to rent this sad little room near the alley.
And for his purposes, this seemed to him an absolute necessity at present.
The weather was growing too cold for him to meet with his new old acquaintances of the alley out of doors,
and it was little better indoors, even if he could have endured the dirt and squalor of those apartments that would have been open to him.
Besides, he had a great longing to show them something brighter than their own forlorn homes.
There was a settlement house three or four blocks away, but it had not drawn the dwellers in this particular alley.
They were sunken too low, perhaps.
or there were so many more hopeful quarters in which to work,
and the city was so wide and deep and dark.
Michael knew little about the settlement house.
He had read of such things.
He had looked shyly toward its workers now and then,
but as yet knew none of them,
though they had heard now and again of the angel man of the alley,
and were curious to find him out.
But Michael's enterprise was all his own,
and his ways of working were his own.
He had gone back into the years of his child,
childhood, and found out from his inner consciousness what it was he had needed, and now he was going
to try to give it to some other little kids who were as forlorn and friendless as he had been.
It wasn't much that he could do, but what he could, he would do, and more as soon as possible.
And so he had rented this speck of a room, and purified it.
He had literally compelled Sam to help him.
That compelling was almost a modern miracle, and wrought by radiant smiles.
and a firm grip on Sam's shoulder when he told him what he wanted done.
Together they had swept and scrubbed and literally scraped the dirt from that room.
I don't see what you're making such a darn fuss about dirt for,
grumbled Sam as he arose from his knees after scrubbing the floor for the fourth time.
It's what we're all made of, they say, and nobody'll know what a difference.
Just see if they won't, Sam, encouraged Michael, as he polished off the door he had been cleaning.
See there how nice they're they're not they say they're not they're done.
that looks? You didn't know that paint was great, did you? It looked brown before. It was so thick with
dirt. Now we're ready for paint and paper. And so, in an atmosphere of soap and water, they had worked
night after night till very late. And Sam had actually let a well-planned and promising raid go by,
because he was so interested in what he was doing. And he was ashamed to tell Michael of his
engagement. Sam had never assisted at the papering of a room before. In fact, it is doubtful
if he ever saw a room with cleaned fresh paper on its walls in all his life, unless in some
house he had entered unlawfully.
When this one stood arrayed at last in its delicate newness, he stood back and surveyed it
in awed silence.
Michael had chosen paper of the color of the sunshine, for the court was dark and the alley
was dark, and the room was dark.
The souls of the people, too, were dark.
They must have light and brightness if he would win them to better things.
Besides, the paper was only five cents a row, the cheapest he could find in the city.
Michael had learned at college during vacations how to put it on.
He made Sam wash and wash and wash his hands, before he was allowed to handle any of the delicate paper.
The paper'll just get dirty right away, grumbled Sam sullenly, albeit he washed his hands,
and his eyes glowed as they used to when a child at a rare find in the gutter.
What do you do when it gets dirty?
demanded Sam, belligerently.
Put on some clean, said Michael, sonnily.
Besides, we must learn to have clean hands and keep it clean.
I wish we had some curtains, said Michael, wistfully.
They had thin, white curtains at college.
Are you making a college for we? asked Sam, looking at him sharply.
Well, in a way, perhaps, said Michael, smiling.
You know, I want you to have all the advantages I had as far as I can get them.
Sam only whistled in a little.
looked perplexed, but he was doing more serious thinking than he had ever done in his life before.
And so the two had worked, and planned. And now, tonight, the work was about finished.
The walls reflected the yellow of the sunshine. The woodwork was painted white enamel.
Michael had just put on the last gleaming coat.
We can give it another coat when it looks a little soiled, he had remarked to Sam.
And Sam, frowning, had replied,
They better have their hands clean.
The floor was painted gray.
There was no rug.
Michael felt its lack and meant to remedy it as soon as possible,
but rugs cost money.
There was a small coal stove set up and polished till it shone,
and a fire was laid ready to start.
They had not needed it while they were working hard.
The furniture was a wooden table painted gray with a cover of bright carton,
two wooden chairs and three boxes.
Michael had collected these furnishings carefully and economically,
for he had to sacrifice many little comforts that he might get them.
On the walls were two or three good pictures, fastened by brass tacks,
and some of the gray moss and pine branches from Michael's own room.
In the central wall appeared one of Michael's beloved college penance.
It was understood by all who had yet entered the sacred precincts of the room
to be the symbol of what made the difference between them and the angel,
and they looked at it with awe, and mentally crossed themselves in its presence.
At the windows were two lengths of snowy cheesecloth, crudely hemmed by Michael,
and tacked up in pleats with brass-headed tacks.
They were tied back with narrow yellow ribbons.
This had been the last touch, and Sam sat looking thoughtfully at the stiff angular bows
when Michael asked the question,
Have you ever been in the country?
Sure, said Sam, scornfully, went with to fresh air,
folks when I were a kid.
What did you think of it?
Don't take much, shrugged Sam. Too empty.
Nothing doing. Good enough for kids. Never again for me. It was three months since Michael had
made his memorable first visit down to Old Orchard Farm. For weeks he had worked shoulder to
shoulder every evening with Sam, and as yet no word of that plan which was nearest his heart
had been spoken. This was his first attempt to open the subject, that Sam had come to have a certain
kind of respect and fondness for him, he was sure, though it was never expressed in words.
Always he either objected to any plan Michael suggested, or else he was extremely indifferent
and would not promise to be on hand. He was almost always there, however, and Michael had come to
know that Sam was proud of his friendship, and at least to a degree interested in his plans
for the betterment of the court. There are things in the country, other things, that make up for the
stir of the city, said Michael thoughtfully.
This was the first unpractical conversation he had tried to hold with Sam.
He had been leading him up, through the various stages from dirt and degradation,
by means of soap and water, then paper and paint,
and now they had reached the doorway of nature school.
Michael wanted to introduce Sam to the great world of out-of-doors,
for, though Sam had lived all his life out of doors,
it had been a world of brick walls and stone pavements,
with little sky and almost no one.
water. Not a green thing in sight. Not a bird, nor a beast except a burden.
The first lesson was waiting in a paper bundle that stood under the table.
Would Sam take it, Michael wondered, as he rose and brought it out unwrapping the papers carefully,
while Sam silently watched and pretended to whistle, not to show too much curiosity.
What tings, at last asked Sam.
Things like this, answered Michael eagerly,
setting out on the table an earthen pot containing a scarlet geranium in bloom.
It glowed forth its brilliant torch at once,
and gave just the touch to the little empty, clean room that Michael had hoped it would do.
He stood back and looked at it proudly,
and then looked at Sam to see if the lesson had been understood.
He half expected to see an expression of scorn on the hardened, sallow face of the slum boy,
but instead, Sam was gazing open-mouthed, with unmitigated and unmitigated and,
admiration.
"'Say, that's all right,' he ejaculated.
"'Where'd you make de raise?'
"'Say, that makes the paper and the paint show off fine,'
taking in the general effect of the room.
Then he arose from the box on which he had been sitting,
and went and stood before the blossom.
"'Say, I wish Jim would see that there,' he ejaculated after a long silence,
and there was that in the expression of his face
that brought the quick moisture to Michael's eyes.
It was only a common red geranium bought for fifteen cents,
but it had touched with its miracle of bright life the heart and soul of the young burglar,
and opened his vision to higher things than he had known.
It was in this moment of open vision that his heart turned to his old companion,
who was uncomplainingly taking the punishment which rightfully belonged to the whole gang.
"'We will take him one tomorrow,' said Michael, in a low voice husky with feeling.
It was the first time Sam had voluntarily mentioned Jim,
and he had seemed so loath to take Michael to see him in jail
that Michael had ceased to speak of the matter.
There's another one just like this, where I bought this one.
I couldn't tell which to take.
They were both so pretty.
We'll get it the first thing in the morning, before anybody else snaps it up.
And then, when could we get in to see Jim?
Would they let us in after my office hours,
or would we have to wait till Sunday?
You look after that, will you?
I might get off at four o'clock, if that's not too late.
Delet us in on Sunday, if you ask, I reckon, said Sam, much moved.
But it's awful dark in prison.
It won't live, will it?
There's only one streak of sun shines in Jim's cell a few minutes every day.
Oh, I think it'll live, said Michael, hastily.
A strange, choking sensation in his throat at thought of his one-time companion shot into a dark prison.
Of course he deserved to be there.
He had broken the laws, but then no one had ever made him understand how wrong it was.
If someone had only tried, perhaps Jim would never have done the thing that put him in prison.
I'm sure it will live, he said again cheerfully.
I've heard that geraniums are very hardy.
The man told me they would live all winter in the cellar if he brought them up again in the spring.
Jim will be out again in the spring, said Sam softly.
It was the first sign of anything like emotion in Sam.
"'Isn't that good,' said Michael heartily.
"'I wonder what we can do to make it pleasant for him when he comes back to the world.
"'We'll bring him to this room, of course, but in the spring this will be getting warm.'
"'And that makes me think of what I was talking about a minute ago.
"'There's so much more in the country than in the city.'
"'More?' questioned Sam, uncomprehendingly.
"'Yes, things like this to look at.
"'Growing things that you get to love and understand.
wonderful things.
There's a river that sparkles and talks as it runs.
There are trees that laugh and whisper when the wind plays in their branches.
And there are wonderful birds, little live breaths of air with music inside,
that make splendid friends when you're lonely.
I know, for I made lots of bird friends when I went away from you all to college.
You know I was pretty lonely at first.
Sam looked at him with quick, keen wonder,
and a lighting of his face that made him,
almost attractive, and sent the cunning in his eyes slinking out of sight.
Had this fine, great-hearted creature really missed his old friends when he went away?
Had he really need of them yet, with all his education and difference?
It was food for thought.
Then there's the sky, so much of it, went on Michael, and so wide and blue, and sometimes soft white clouds.
They make you feel rested when you look at them, floating lazily through the blue,
and never seeming to be tired.
Not even when there's a storm, and they have to hurry.
And there's the sunset.
Sam, I don't believe you ever saw the sunset.
Not right, anyway.
You don't have sunsets here in the city.
It just gets dark.
You ought to see one I saw not long ago.
I mean to take you there someday, and we'll watch it together.
I want to see if it will do the same thing to you that it did to me.
Sam looked at him in awe, for he wore his exalubal.
and when he spoke like that, Sam had a superstitious fear that perhaps after all he was,
as old Sal said, more of angel than of man. And then there's the earth, all covered with green,
plenty of it to lie in if you want to, and it smells so good, and there's so much air,
enough to breathe your lungs full, and with nothing disagreeable in it, no ugly smells nor sounds.
And there are growing things everywhere.
Oh, Sam, wouldn't you like to make things like this grow?
Sam nodded, and put forth his rough forefinger, shamedly, to touch the velvet of a green leaf.
As one unaccustomed might touch a baby's cheek.
You'll go with me, Sam, to the country sometime, won't you?
I've got a plan, and I'll need you to help me carry it out.
Will you go?
Sure, said Sam, in quite a different voice from any reluctant assent he had ever given before.
Sure, I'll go.
"'Thank you, Sam,' said Michael, more moved than he dared show.
"'And now that's settled. I want to talk about this room.
"'I'm going to have five little kids here tomorrow, early in the evening.
"'I told them I'd show them how to whittle boats, and we're going to sail them in the scrub bucket.
"'Thereabout the age you and I were when I went away to college.
"'Perhaps I'll teach them a letter or two of the alphabet, if they seem interested.
"'They ought to know how to read, Sam.'
"'I never learned to read,' muttered Sam, half-believed.
"'That so,' said Michael, as if it were a matter of small moment.
"'Well, what if you were to come in and help me with the boats?
Then you could pick it up when I teach them.
You might want to use it someday.
It's well to know how, and a man learns things quickly, you know.'
Sam nodded.
"'I don't know as I care about it,' he said indifferently.
But Michael saw that he intended to come.
"'Well, after the kids have gone, I won't keep them late, you know.
I wonder if you'd like to bring some of the fellows in to see this.
Michael glanced around the room.
I have some pictures of alligators I have a fancy they might like to see.
I'll bring them down if you say so.
Sure, said Sam, trying to hide his pleasure.
Then tomorrow morning, I'm going to let that little woman that lives in the cellar under Aunt Sally's room
bring her sewing here and work all day.
She makes buttonholes in vests.
It's so dark in her room she can't see, and she's almost ruined her eyes working
by candlelight.
She'll mess it all up, grumbled Sam.
And she might let other folks in, and they'd pinch the pictures and a posy.
No, she won't do that.
I've talked to her about it.
The room is to be hers for the day, and she's to keep it looking just as nice as it did when
she found it.
She'll only bring her work over, and go home for her dinner.
She's to keep the fire going, so it will be warm at night, and she's to try it for a
day, and see how it goes.
I think she'll keep her promise.
We'll try her anyway.
Sam nodded as to a superior officer, who nevertheless was awfully foolish.
Maybe, he said.
Sam, do you think it would be nice to bring Aunt Sally over now a few minutes?
No, said Sam shortly.
She's too dirty.
She'd put her fingers onto all first thing.
But Sam, I think she ought to come.
And she ought to come first.
She's the one that helped me find you.
Sam looked sharply at Michael, and one.
and wondered if he suspected how long that same Aunt Sally had frustrated his efforts to find his friends.
We could tell her not to touch things, perhaps.
Well, you let me tell her.
Here, I'll go fix her up and bring her now.
And Sam hurried out of the room.
Michael waited, and in a few minutes Sam returned with Aunt Sally.
But it was a transformed Aunt Sally.
Her face had been painfully scrubbed in a circle out as far as her ears,
and her scragy gray hair was twisted in a tight knot at the back of her neck.
Her hands were several shades cleaner than Michael had ever seen them before,
and her shoes were tied.
She wore a small, three-cornered plaid shawl over her shoulders,
and entered cautiously as if half afraid to come.
Her hands were clasped high across her breast.
She had evidently been severely threatened against touching anything.
The saints be praised, she ejaculated warmly,
after she had looked around in silence for a moment.
To think I should ever see the likes of this in the alley.
It looks like a palace.
Making you're an angel me by.
And a rail curtain, to be sure.
I ain't seen a curtain in the alley since I come.
And will you look at the pretty posy a blow on as fine as he plays?
Me Mither had the like in her cottage window when I was a little gal.
Oh, me poor old Mither!
And suddenly, to Michael's amazement, and the disgust of Sam,
old Sal sat down on the one chair and wept aloud,
with the tears streaming down her seamed and sin-scarred face.
Sam was for putting her out at once,
but Michael soothed her with his cheery voice,
making her tell of her old home in Ireland,
and the kind mother whom she had loved,
though it was long years since she had thought of her now.
With rare skill he drew from her the picture of the little Irish cottage,
with its thatched roof,
its peat fire, and well-swept heart.
the table with the white cloth, the cat in the rocking-chair, the curtain starched stiffly at
the window, the bright posy on the deep window ledge, and lastly, the little girl with clean
pinafore and curly hair who kissed her mother every morning and trotted off to school.
But that was before the father died, and the potatoes failed.
The school days were soon over, and the little girl with her mother came to America.
The mother died on the way over, and the judge,
child fell into evil hands. That was the story, and as it was told, Michael's face grew tender and wistful.
Would that he knew even so much of his own history as that?
But Sam stood by, struck dumb, and trying to fancy that this old woman had ever been the
bright, rosy child she told about. Sam was passing through a sort of mental and moral earthquake.
Perhaps someday we'll find another little house in the country where you can go and live, said Michael.
but meantime, suppose you go and see if you can't make your room look like this one.
You scrub it all up, and perhaps Sam and I will come over and put some pretty paper on the walls for you.
Would you like that?
How about it, Sam?
Sure, said Sam, rather grudgingly.
He had much faith in Aunt Sally, and didn't see what Michael wanted with her anyway.
But he was loyal to Michael.
Irish blessings mingled with tears, and garnished with curses in the most extraordinary way,
we're showered upon Michael, and at last when he could stand no more, Sam said.
Ah, cut it out, Sal, you'd go home and scrub. Come on now. And he bundled her off in a hurry.
Late as it was, old Sal lit a fire, and by the light of a tallow candle, got down on her
stiff old knees and began to scrub. It seemed nothing short of a miracle that her room could ever look
like that one she had just seen. But if scrubbing could do anything toward it, scrubbed she would.
It was ten years since she had thought of scrubbing her room.
She hadn't seemed to care.
But tonight, as she worked with her trembling old drink-shaken hands,
the memory of her childhood's home was before her vision,
and she worked with all her might.
So the leaven of the little white room in the dark alley began to work.
The angel's quarters it was named,
and to be called to go within its charmed walls
was an honor that all coveted as time went on.
And that was how Michael began the salvation of his native alley.
End of Chapter 13.
Chapter 14 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 14
Michael had been three months with the new law firm,
and was beginning to get accustomed to the violent contrast
between the day spent in the atmosphere of low-voiced,
quiet stepping, earnest men,
who moved about in their environment of polished floors,
oriental rugs, leather chairs, and walls lined with leather-covered law books,
in the evening down in the alley where his bare little white-and-gold room
made the only tolerable spot in the neighborhood.
He was still occupying the fourth floor back at his original boarding-house,
and had seen Mr. Endicott briefly three or four times,
but nothing had been said about his lodgings.
One morning he came to the desk set apart for him in the lowings,
law office, and found a letter lying there for him.
"'Son,' it said,
"'your board is paid at the address given below, up to the day you are 21.
"'If you don't get the benefit, it will go to waste.
"'Mr. Semple will make you quite comfortable, and I desire you to move to her house at once.
"'If you feel any obligation toward me, this is the way to discharge it.
"'Hope you were well. Yours, Delavan Endicott.'
Michael's heartbeat faster with varied emotions.
It was pleasant to have someone care,
and of course if Mr. Endicott wished it so much, he would manage it somehow.
Perhaps he could get some night work or copying to do,
but he would never let him bear his expenses.
That could not be.
He hurried off at the noon hour to find his benefactor
and make this plane with due gratitude.
He found, however, that it was not so easy to change this man's mind,
once made up.
Endicott would not hear to any change in arrangements.
He had paid the board for the remaining months of Michael's minority,
and maintained his right to do so if he chose.
Neither would he let Michael refund him any of the amount.
So Michael moved, bag and baggage, and found the change good.
The regular, well-cooked meals gave zest to his appetite,
which had been going back on him for some time, under his own economical regime.
and the larger room with better outlook and more air, to say nothing of a comfortable bed with
adjoining bathroom, and plenty of heat and light, made life seem more worthwhile.
Besides, there were other borders with whom he now came in pleasant contact,
and there was a large pleasant parlor with easy-chairs, and an old-fashioned square piano,
which still retained much of its original sweetness of tone.
Mrs. Semple had a daughter Hester,
an earnest, grey-eyed girl with soft brown hair, and a firm little chin,
who had taken an art course in Cooper Institute and painted very good pictures,
which, however, did not sell.
Hester played the piano.
Not very well, it is true, but well enough to make it pleasant to a lonely boy
who had known no music in his life, except the birds, or his own whistle.
She played hymns on Sunday after church while they waited
for the dinner to be ready.
And evenings after supper she played other things.
Old ballads and tender, touching melodies from old masters, simplified, for such as she.
Michael sometimes lingered a half hour before hurrying away to the alley, and joined his rich,
natural tenor with her light pretty soprano.
Sometimes Will French, a young fellow who was in the same law office, and also boarded at
Mrs. Semple's, stayed a while and sang bass.
It was very pleasant, and made it seem more as if he were living in a home.
All this time, Michael was carrying on his quiet work in the alley,
saying nothing about it to anybody.
In the first place, he felt shy about it because of his personal connection with the place.
Not that he wished to hide his origin from his employers,
but he felt he owed it to Mr. Endicott, who had recommended him,
to be as respectable in their sight as possible.
And so long as they neither knew nor cared, it did not matter.
Then, it never occurred to Michael that he was doing anything remarkable with his little white
room in the blackness of the stronghold of sin.
Night after night he gathered his newsboys and taught them whittling, basketry, reading,
arithmetic and geography, with a little philosophy and botany thrown in unawares.
Night after night the older fellows dropped in, one or two at a time, and listened to the
stories Michael told.
Sometimes if college,
life and games in which they were of course interested.
Sometimes of nature and his experiences in finding an alligator, or a serpent, or watching some
bird.
It was wonderful how interesting he managed to make those talks.
He never realized that he was preparing in the school of experience to be a magnificent
public speaker.
With an audience as difficult as any he could have found in the whole wide city, he managed
to hold them every time.
and the favorite theme often was agriculture.
He would begin by bringing a new little plant to the room,
setting it up and showing it to them,
talking about conditions of soil and how plants were being improved.
It was usually the resume of some article on agriculture
that he had taken time to read at noon, and was reviewing for their benefit.
They heard all about Burbank and his wonderful experiments
in making plants grow and develop,
and as they listened, they went and started.
stood around the blossom that Michael had just brought to them and looked with new wonder at it.
A flower was a strange enough sight in that court, but when they heard these stories, it became
filled with new interest. For a little while they forgot their evil plotting, and were lifted above
themselves. Another night the talk would be on fertilizers, and how one crop would sometimes
give out something that another crop planted later needed. Little by little, because he talked about
the things in which he himself was interested.
He was giving these sons of ignorance a dim knowledge of and interest in the culture of life,
and the tilling of the ground, getting them ready for what he had hardly as yet dared to put into words,
even to himself.
And one day he took Sam down to Old Orchard.
It was the week before Christmas.
They had made their second visit to Jim the week before,
and he had spoken of the spring, and when he should get out into the world again.
He seemed to be planning to get even.
with those who had confined him for his wrongdoing.
Michael's heart was filled with anxiety for him.
There was something about Jim that appealed to Michael from the first.
He had seen him first standing behind the grating of his cell,
a great unkempt hulk of a fellow with fiery red hair and brown eyes
that roved restlessly, hungrily through the corridor.
He would have been handsome, but for his weak, girlish chin.
Jim had melted almost to tears at sight of the scarlet
uranium they had carried him on that first visit, and seemed to care more for the appearance of his
old comrade, Mickey, than ever Sam had cared. Jim was to get out in April. If only there were
some place for him to go. They talked of it on the way down. Sam seemed to think that Jim would find
it pretty hard to leave New York. Sam himself wasn't much interested in the continued hints of Michael
about going to the country.
Nothing doing was his constant refrain,
when Michael tried to tell him how much better it would be
if some of the congested part of the city
could be spread out into the wide country,
especially for the poor people,
how much greater opportunity for success in life there would be for them.
But Sam had been duly impressed with the wideness of the landscape,
on this his first long trip out of the city.
And as Michael unfolded to him the story of the gift of the farm,
and his own hopes for it.
Sam left off his scorn
and began to give replies that showed
he really was thinking about the matter.
Say, said he suddenly,
if Buck was to come back,
would you let him live down to your place,
help do all them things you're planning?
I surely would, said Michael happily.
Say, Sam, do you,
or do you not know where Buck is?
Sam sat, thoughtfully, looking out of the window.
At this point he turned his gaze down to his feet,
and slowly, cautiously, nodded his head.
I thought so, said Michael eagerly.
Sam, is he in hiding for something he has done?
Still more slowly, cautiously,
Sam nodded his head once more.
Sam, will you send him a message from me?
Another nod.
Tell him that I love him.
Michael breathed the words eagerly.
His heart remembered kindness from Buck more than any other lighting of his sad childhood.
Tell him that I want him, that I need him.
Tell him that I want him to make an appointment to meet me somewhere,
and let us talk this plan of mine over.
I want him to go in with me and help me make that farm into a fit place
to take people who haven't the right kind of homes,
where they can have honest work and good air, and be happy.
Will you tell him?
And Sam nodded his head emphatically.
and Jim will help too if Buck goes, that's dead sure. Sam volunteered.
And Sam, I'm counting on you.
Sure thing, said Sam.
Michael tramped all over the place with Sam, showing him everything and telling all his plans.
He was very familiar with his land now.
He had planned the bog for a cranberry patch, and had already negotiated for the bushes.
He had trimmed up the berry bushes in the garden himself during his various
holiday trips, and had arranged with a fisherman to dump a few haulings of shellfish on one field,
where he thought that kind of fertilizer would be effective.
He had determined to use his $100 graduation present in fertilizer and seed.
It would not go far, but it would be a beginning.
The work he would have to get some other way.
He would have but little time to put it to himself until late in the summer, probably,
and there was a great deal that ought to be done in the early spring.
He would have to be contented to go slow, of course,
and must remember that unskilled labor is always expensive and wasteful.
Still, it would likely be all he could get.
Just how he would feed and house even unskilled labor was a problem yet to be solved.
It was a day of many revelations to Sam.
For one thing, even the bare snowy stretch of wide country
had taken on a new interest to him, since Michael had been telling all these wonderful things about the earth.
Sam's dull brain, which up to this time had never busied itself about anything,
except how to get other men's goods away from them,
had suddenly awakened to the wonders of the world.
It was he that recognized a little colony of cocoons
on the underside of leaves and twigs, and called attention to them.
Say, ain't them some of the critters he was showing to fellers the other night?
And Michael fell upon them eagerly.
They happened to be rare specimens,
and he knew from college experience that such could be sold to advantage to the museums.
He showed Sam how to remove them without injuring them.
A little further on, they came to a wild growth of holly,
crazy with berries and burnished thorny foliage,
and near at hand a mistletoe bow, loaded with tiny white, transparent berries.
Ain't them what they sell for christen greens?
Sam's city eyes picked them out at once.
Of course, said Michael, delighted.
How stupid of me not to have found them before.
We'll take a lot back with us and see if we can get any price for it.
Whatever we get we'll devote to making the house livable.
Holly and Mistletoe ought to have a good market about now.
That's another idea.
Why not cultivate a lot of this stuff right in this tract of land?
It seems to grow without any trouble.
See, there are lots of little bushes.
We'll encourage them, Sam.
And say, Sam, if you hadn't come along, I might never
have thought of that. You see, I needed you. Sam grunted in a pleased way.
When they came to the house, it looked to Michael still more desolate, in the snowy stretch of setting,
than it had when the grass was about it. His heart sank. I don't know as we can never do anything
with the old shack, he said, shaking his head wistfully. It looks worse than I thought.
Tain't so bad, said Sam cheerfully. Guess it's watertight. He placed a speculative out.
at the dusty window pane he had wiped off with his coat sleeve.
Looks dry inside.
It'd be a heap better in sleeping on the pavement for some.
That there a fire hole would take in a big lot of wood,
and I guess there's a plenty round to place without robbing to woods none.
Michael led him to the seashore and bade him look.
He wanted to see what effect it would have upon him.
The coast swept wild and bleak in the cold December day,
and Sam shivered in his thin garments.
A look of awe and fear came into his sense.
face. He turned his back upon it.
Too big, he said sullenly, and Michael understood that the sea and its vastness oppressed him.
Yes, there's a good deal of it, he admitted. But after all, it's sort of like the geranium flower.
Sam turned back and looked.
Hmm, I don't see nothing like, he grunted despairingly.
Why, it's wonderful. It's beyond us. We couldn't make it. Look at that motion.
see the white tossing rim of the waves.
See that soft, green, gray?
Isn't it just the color of the little down on the geranium leaf?
See the silver light playing back and forth,
and look how it reaches as far as you can see.
Now, doesn't it make you feel as little as it did when you first looked at the geranium?
Michael looked down at Sam from his greater height, almost wistfully.
He wanted him to understand, but Sam looked in vain.
Not for mine, he shrugged.
Give me the posy every time.
They walked in silence along the beach, toward the flowing of the river,
and Sam eyed the ocean furtively, as if he feared it might run up and engulf them suddenly
when they were not looking.
He had seen the ocean from wharfs, of course, and once stole a ride in a pilot-boat
out into the deep a little way.
But he had never been alone thus with the whole sea at once as this seemed.
It was too vast for him to comprehend.
Still, in a misty way, he knew what Michael was trying to make him understand, and it stirred him
uncomfortably. They hired a little boat for a trifle, and Michael, with strong strokes, rode them
back to the farm, straight into the sunset. The sky was purple and gold that night, and in purple the
golden river, whose ripples blended into pink and lavender and green. Sam sat huddled in the prow of the boat,
facing it all. Michael had planned it so. The oars dipped very,
quietly, and Sam's small eyes changed and widened, and took it all in.
The sun slipped lower in a crimson ball, and a flood of crimson light broke through the
purple and gold for a moment, and left a thin, clear line of flame behind.
There, exclaimed Sam, pointing excitedly.
That's like the posy. I can see that, all right.
And Michael rested on his oars and looked back at the sunset, well pleased with this day's work.
They left the boat at a little landing where its owner had promised to get it,
and went back through the wood, gathering a quantity of holly branches and mistletoe.
And when they reached the city, Michael found a good market for it,
and received enough for what he had brought to more than cover the price of the trip.
The best of it was that Sam was as pleased with the barkin as if it were for his personal benefit.
When they parted, Sam wore a sprig of mistletoe in his ragged buttonhole,
and Michael carried several handsome branches of Holly back to his boarding place.
Most of this he gave to Hester Semple to decorate the parlor with,
but one fine branch he kept and carried to his room and fastened it over his mirror.
Then after looking at it wistfully for a long time,
he selected a glossy spray containing several fine large berries,
cut it off and packed it carefully in a tiny box.
This without name or clue to send her,
he addressed in printing letters to Star.
Mr. Endicott had asked him to mail a letter to her
as he passed by the box the last time he had been in the office,
and without his intention, the address had been burned into his memory.
He had not expected to use it ever,
but there could be no harm, surely,
and sending the girl this bit of Christmas greeting
out of the nowhere of a world of possible people.
She would never know he had sent it,
and perhaps it would please her to get a piece of Christmas holly from home.
She might think her father had sent it.
It mattered not, he knew,
and it helped him to think he might send this much of his thoughts over the water to her.
He pleased himself with thinking how she would look when she opened the box.
But whether she would be pleased or not, he must only surmise,
for she would never know to thank him.
Ah, well, it was as near as he dared hope for touching life's happiness.
He must be glad for what he might have,
and try to work and forget the rest.
End of Chapter 14.
Chapter 15 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 15.
Now about this time, the law firm, with whom Michael worked,
became deeply interested in their new boy.
He studied hard, and seemed to know what he was about all day.
They saw signs of extraordinary talent in him,
Once or twice, thinking to make life pleasant for him, they had invited him to their club,
or to some evening's entertainment, and always Michael had courteously declined, saying that he had
an engagement for the evening.
They casually questioned Will French, the other student, who was a happy go lucky,
in the office, because his father wished him to study something, and not because he wanted to.
Will said that Michael went out every evening and came in late.
Mrs. Simple had remarked that she often didn't know whether he came in at all
until she saw him come down to breakfast.
This report, and a certain look of weariness about the eyes some mornings,
led the senior member of the firm to look into Michael's affairs.
The natural inference was that Michael was getting into social life too deeply,
perhaps wasting the hours in late revelry when he should have been sleeping.
Mr. Holt liked Michael, and dreaded to see the signs of dissipation appear on that fine face.
He asked Will French to make friends with him
and find out if he could where he spent his evenings.
Will readily agreed, and at once entered on his mission with a zeal which was beyond all baffling.
Hello, Andicod, called Will, as Michael reached the front door on his way to his mission that same evening.
Where are you going?
Wait, can you, and I'll walk along with you.
I was going to ask you if you wouldn't go to a show with me this evening.
I haven't done anything on for it tonight, and it's slow.
As he spoke, he seized his coat and hat, which he had purposely left in the hall near at hand, and put them on.
Thank you, said Michael, as they went out together.
I'd be glad to go with you, but I have something that can't be put off.
Well, go tomorrow night with me, will you?
I like you, and I think we ought to be friends.
Will's idea was that they would get to talking at a show, and he could find out a good deal in that way.
He thought it must be a girl.
He had told the senior Holt that it was a girl, of course, and he wouldn't take long to spot her.
It must be either a girl or revelry to take the fellow out every night in the week so late.
Well, I'm sorry, said Michael again, but I'm afraid I have an engagement every night.
It's rather a permanent job I'm engaged in.
What do you do with your evenings?
Will launched into a gay description of parties and entertainments to which he had been bidden,
and nice girls he knew, hinting that he might be.
introduce Michael if he was so inclined. And Michael talked on, leading his unsuspecting companion
further and further from the subject of his own evenings. Finally, they came to a corner, and Michael halted.
I turn here, he said. Which way do you go? Why, I turn too, laughed French. That is, if you don't
object. I'm out for a walk, and I don't care much what I do. If I'm not welcome, just tell me,
and I'll clear out. Of course, you're quite welcome, said Michael. I'm glad you're
glad to have company, but the quarter I'm walking to is not a pleasant one for a walk.
And indeed, you mightn't like to return alone, even so early in the evening, if you walk far.
I had an unpleasant encounter myself once, but I know the ways of the place now, and it's different.
Will I'd him curiously.
Is it allowable to ask where we're going? he asked in a comical tone.
Michael laughed, certainly. If you're bound to go, I'll have to tell you all about it.
But I strongly advise you to turn back now.
for it isn't a very savory neighborhood, and I don't believe you'll care for it.
Where thou goest I will go, mocked will.
My curiosity is aroused. I shall certainly go.
If it's safe for you, it is for me.
My good looks are not nearly so valuable as yours, nor so noticeable.
As I have no valuables in the world, I can't be knocked down for booty.
You see, they all know me, explained Michael.
Oh, they do, and can you introduce me, or don't you like to?
I suppose I can, laughed Michael, if you really want me to, but I'm afraid you'll turn and run when you see them.
You see, they're not very handsome.
They're not what you're used to.
You wouldn't want to know them.
But you do.
I had to, said Michael desperately.
They needed something, and I had to help them.
Up to this point, Will French had been sure that Michael had fallen into the hands of a set of sharpers.
But something in his companion's tone made him turn and lulling.
look, and he saw Michael's face uplifted in the light of the street lamp, glowing with a kind
of intent earnestness that surprised and awed him.
"'Look here, man,' he said.
"'Tell me who they are, and what you were doing anyway.'
Michael told him in a few words, saying little about himself, or his reason for being
interested in the alley in the first place.
There were a few neglected newsboys, mere kids.
He was trying to teach them a few things, reading and figures and a little manual
training. Something to make life more than a round of suffering and sin.
Is it settlement work? asked French. He was puzzled and interested.
No, explained Michael. There's a settlement, but it's too far away, and got too big a district
to reach this alley. It's just my own little work. Who pays you for it? Who pays me? Yes, who's
behind the enterprise? Who forks over the funds and pays you for your job? Michael laughed,
long and loud.
Well, now, I hadn't thought about pay, but I guess the kitties themselves do.
You can't think how they enjoy it all.
Hmm, said French. I think I'll go along, and see how you do it.
I won't scare him out, will I?
Well, and now I hadn't thought of that, said Michael.
In fact, I didn't suppose you'd care to go all the way, but if you think you do,
I guess it will be all right.
Not a very warm welcome, I must say, laughed Will.
But I'm going just the same.
You get me in, and I'll guarantee not to scare the crowd.
Have any time left over from your studies for amusement?
If you do, I might come in on that.
I can do tricks.
Can you? said Michael, looking at his unbidden guest doubtfully.
Well, we'll see.
I'm afraid you'll be disappointed.
It's very informal.
Sometimes we don't get beyond the first step in a lesson.
Sometimes I have to stop and tell stories.
Good, said Will. I'd like to hear you.
Oh, you wouldn't enjoy it, but there are a few books there.
You might read if you get tired looking around the room.
And so Michael and his guest entered the yellow and white room together.
Michael lit the gas, and Will looked about, blinking in amazement.
Coming through the alley to the room had taken away Will's exclamatory powers,
and exhausted his vocabulary.
The room, in its white simplicity, immaculately kept,
and constantly in touch with fresh paint to hide any stray finger-marks.
stood out in startling contrast with the regions round about it.
Will took it all in, paint, paper, and pictures,
the tiny stove glowing warmly,
the improvised seats, the blackboard in the corner,
and the bits of life as manifested in geranium,
butterfly cocoons and birds' nests.
Then he looked at Michael,
tall and fine and embarrassed, in the center of it all.
Great Scott, he exclaimed,
Is this an enchanted island, or am I in my right mind?
But before he could be answered, there came the sound of mattering young feet,
and a tumult outside the door.
Then eager, panting, but decorous, they entered,
some with clean faces, most of them with clean hands, or moderately so,
all with their caps off in homage to their prince.
And Michael welcomed them as if he stood in a luxurious drawing-room on Fifth Avenue,
and these were his guests.
He introduced them, and Will entered into the spirit of the affair,
and greeted them chumily.
They stood shyly off from him at first, with great eyes of suspicion, huddled together in a group
near Michael.
But later, when the lesson on the blackboard was over, and Michael was showing a set of pictures,
Will sat down in a corner with a string from his pocket, and began showing two of the boldest
of the group some tricks.
This took at once, and when he added Odle's sleight of hand, pulling pennies from the hair
and pockets and hands of the astonished youngsters, and allowing them to keep them after
the game was over. They were ready to take him into their inner circle at once.
When, however, Sam, who was most unaccountably late that night, sidled in alone,
he looked at the stranger with eyes of belligerence, and when Michael introduced him as his
friend, Sam's eyes glinted with a jealous light. Sam did not like Michael to have any
friends of that sort. This new man had shiny boots, fine new clothes, wore his hair nicely brushed,
and manipulated a smooth handkerchief with fingers as white as any gentleman.
To be sure, Michael was like that, but then Michael was Michael. He belonged to them,
and his clothes made him no worse. But who was this intruder? A gentleman? All gentlemen were
natural enemies to Sam. Come outside, said Sam, to Michael gruffly, ignoring the white hand Will
held out cordially. Michael saw there was something on his mind. Will, can you amuse
these kids a minute or two while I step out, I'll not be long.
Sure, said Will, heartily.
He hadn't had such a good time in months, and what a story he would have to tell the
senior partner in the morning.
Ever try to lift a fellow's hand off the top of his head?
Here, you, kid, sit in that chair and put your right hand flat on the top of your head.
Now, Sonny, you lift it off.
Pull with all your might.
That's it.
Michael's eyes shone.
And even Sam grinned surreptitiously.
"'He'll do,' he said to Sam, as they went out.
"'He was lonesome this evening, and wanted to come along with me.'
"'Lonesome? A fellow like that.'
It gave Sam a new idea to think about.
"'Did people who had money and education, and were used to living in clothes like that get lonesome?'
Sam cast a kindlier eye back at will as he closed the door.
Alone in the dark, cold entry, where the wind whistled up from the river,
and every crack seemed a conductor of a blast.
Sam and Michael talked in low tones.
Say, he's lit out.
Sam's tone conveyed dismay as well as apology.
It was a sign of Michael's real eagerness that he knew at once who was meant.
Buck?
Sam grunted assent.
When?
Day or so ago, I took your word to him, but he'd gone.
Left word he had a big deal on, and if it came true all right, he'd sent for us.
You see, it wasn't safe round here no more.
The police was onto his game.
There weren't no more hiding for him.
He was powerful, sorry not to see you.
He'd always thought a heap of Mickey.
How long had he known I was here?
Michael's face was grave in the darkness.
Why had Buck not sent him some word?
Made some appointment.
Since you first come back.
Why?
Oh, Sam, why didn't he let me come and see him?
It weren't safe, said Sam earnestly.
Sure thing, it weren't.
Sides.
"'Besides what, Sam?'
The question was eager.
"'Sides, he knowed you'd had education,
and he knowed how you look on his way a living.
He didn't know, but—'
"'You mean he didn't trust me, Sam?'
Sam felt the keen eyes upon him, even in the darkness.
"'No, he didn't think you'd snitch on him or nothing.
But he didn't know, but you might think you had to do some things
what might kick it all up with him.
You'd been out of things for years.
You didn't know de ways of a city.
Sides, he ain't seed you like I done.'
I see, said Michael. I understand. It's a long time, and of course he only knows what you have told him,
and if there was danger. But, oh, Sam, I wish he could go down to Old Orchard. Did you ever tell
him about it, and about my plans? Sure, ting, I did. Tell him all you told me. He said,
twere all right. If he comes out on distil, he'll be back in a while, and he'll go down there if you
want him. He said he'd bring a little wad back to make things go if distil went true.
Do you know what the deal is?
Sam? Sure.
Is it dis... Is it...
He paused for a word that would convey his meaning and yet not offend.
Is it dangerous, Sam?
Sure, admitted Sam solemnly, as though it hurt him to pain his friend.
Do you mean it will make more hiding for him?
Sure, emphatically grave.
I wish he hadn't gone. There was sharp pain in Michael's voice.
I wish so, too, said Sam.
with a queer little choke to his voice.
Maybe it won't come off after all.
Maybe it'll get blocked.
Maybe he'll come back.
The anxiety in Sam's tone touched Michael.
But another thought had struck him hard.
Sam, said he, plucking at the other's sleeve in the darkness.
Sam, tell me.
What was Buck doing?
Before he went away?
Was it all straight?
Was he in the same business with you?
Sam breathed heavily, but did not answer.
At last, with difficulty, he answered a gruff.
Nope.
What was it, Sam?
Won't you tell me?
It would be snitching.
Not to me, Sam.
You know I belong to you all.
But you've got new notions.
Yes, admitted Michael.
I can't help that.
But I don't go back on you, do I?
No, you don't go back on weans, that's so.
But you don't like wee's doings.
Never mind.
Tell me, Sam.
I think I must know.
He kept a game in den.
Oh, Sam.
Michael's voice was stricken, and his great athletic hand gripped Sam's hard, skinny one.
And Sam, in the darkness, gripped back.
I know what you'd feel that way, he mourned, as if the fault were all in his telling.
I wished I hadn't had you told you.
Never mind, Sam.
You couldn't help it.
And I suppose I wouldn't have known the difference myself if I hadn't gone away.
We mustn't judge Buck harshly.
he'll see it the other way by and by.
Sam straightened perceptibly.
There was something in this speech that put him in the same class with Michael.
He had never before had any qualms of conscience concerning gambling,
but now he found himself almost unawares arrayed against it.
I guess maybe, he said comfortingly.
And then, seeking to change the subject.
Say, is that guy in there going along to the farm?
Who?
Why, that Ike left in the room.
"'Is he going down long when wees go?'
"'Oh, Will French. No, Sam. He doesn't know anything about it yet. I may tell him
sometime, but he doesn't need that. He is studying to be a lawyer. Perhaps someday if he gets interested,
he'll help do what I want for the alley, and all the other alleys in the city.
Make better laws, and see that they're enforced.'
"'Laws,' said Sam, in a startled voice. "'What laws?'
"'Laws were his natural enemies,' he thought.
laws for better tenement houses more room more windows better air cleaner streets room for grass and flowers pure milk and meat and less crowding and dirt understand
it was the first time michael had gone so deep into his plants with sam and he longed now to have his comradeship in this hope too oh sure said sam much relieved that michael had not mentioned laws about gambling dens and pickpockets
Sam might be willing to reform his own course in the brilliant wake of Michael,
but as yet he had not reached the point where he cared to see vice and dishonesty swept off the globe.
They went slowly back to the white room,
to find Will French leading a chorus of small urchins in the latest popular melody,
while they kept time with an awkward shuffle of their ill-shod feet.
Sam growled.
Cut it out, kids, you scratched a floor.
And Will French subsided, with apologies.
I never thought of the floor, and a cut.
"'Say, you ought to have a gymnasium and a swimming pool here.'
Michael laughed.
"'I wish we had,' he declared.
But I'd begin on a bathroom.
We need that, first of all.
"'Well, let's get one,' said Will eagerly.
"'That wouldn't cost so much.
We could get some people to contribute a little.
I know a man that has a big plumbing establishment.
He'd do a little something.
I mean to tell him about it.
Is there any place it could be put?'
Sam followed them, wondering, listening, interested.
as they went out into the hall to see the little dark hole,
which might, with ingenuity, be converted into a bathroom.
And while he leaned back against the door jam, hands in his pockets,
he studied the face of the newcomer.
Guess that guy's all right, he reassured Michael,
as he helped him turn the lights out a little later,
while Will waited on the doorstep,
whistling a new tune to his admiring following.
Will had caught to kids.
I say, Andicot, he said,
as they walked up the noisy midnight street
and turned into the avenue.
Why don't you get Hester to go down there and sing sometime?
Sunday afternoon.
She'd go, ask her.
And that night was the beginning of outside help for Michael's mission.
Hester fell into the habit of going down Sunday afternoons,
and soon she had an eager following of sad-eyed women and eager little children,
and Will French spent his leisure hours in hunting up tricks and games and puzzles for the kids.
Meantime, the account he had given to Holtet,
and Holt of the way Michael spent his evenings, was not without fruit.
About a week after French's first visit to the alley,
the senior Mr. Holt paused beside Michael's desk one afternoon,
just before going out of the office, and laid a bit of paper in his hand.
French tells me you are interested in work in the slums, he said,
in the same tone he used to give Michael an order for his daily routine.
I'd like to help a little if you can use that.
He passed on out of the office, before Michael had fully comprehended.
handed what had been said. The young man looked down at the paper and saw it was a check made out to
himself for $100. With a quick exclamation of gratitude, he was on his feet, and out into the
hall after his employer. That's all right, Endicott. I don't get as much time as I like to look
after the charities, and when I see a good thing, I like to give it a boost. Call on me if you
need money for any special scheme. And I'll mention it to some of my clients occasionally, said the
old lawyer, well pleased with Michael's gratitude.
He did, and write royally to the clients respond.
Every little while, a $10 bill or a five, and now and then a check for 50 would find its way
to Michael's desk.
For Will French, thoroughly interested, kept Holt and Holt well supplied with information
concerning what was needed.
End of Chapter 15.
Chapter 16 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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public domain.
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Chapter 16. Before the winter was over, Michael was able to put in the bathroom, and had bought a plow
and a number of necessary farm implements, and secured the services of a man who lived near
old orchard to do some early plowing and planting. He was able also to buy seeds and fertilizer,
enough at least to start his experiment. And towards spring, he took advantage of a holiday,
and with Sam and a carpenter went down to the farm
and patched up the old house to keep out the rain.
After that a few cots,
some boxes for chairs and tables,
some cheap comfortables for cool nights,
some dishes and cooking utensils from the 10-cent store,
and the place would be ready for his alley colony
when he should dare to bring them down.
A canvas cot and a wadded comfortable
would be luxury to any of them.
The only question was,
would they be contented
out of the city.
Michael had read many articles about the feasibility of taking the poor of the cities into the
country, and he knew that experience had shown they were, in most cases, miserable to get back
again. He believed in his heart that this might be different if the conditions were made right.
In the first place, they must have an environment full of new interest to supply the place of the
city's rush, and then they must have some great object which they would be eager to attain.
He felt, too, that they should be prepared beforehand for their new life.
To this end, he had been for six months, spending two or three hours a week with five or six young fellows Sam had told in.
He had brought the agricultural papers to the room, and made much of the illustrations.
The boys, as a rule, could not read, so he read to them, or rather translated into their own slangful English.
He told them what wonders had been attained by farming in the right way.
As these fellows had little notion about farming in any way,
or little knowledge of farm products,
save as they came to them through the markets in their very worst forms,
it became necessary to bring cabbages and apples,
and various other fruits and vegetables for their inspection.
One night he brought three or four gnarled, little green-skinned, sour, speckled apples,
poorly flavored.
He called attention to them very carefully,
and then, because an apple was a treat,
however poor it might be.
He asked them to notice the flavor as they ate.
Then he produced three or four magnificent specimens of applehood,
crimson and yellow, with polished skin and delicious flavor,
and set them in a row on the table beside some more of the little speckled apples.
They looked like a sunset beside a ditch.
The young men drew around the beautiful apples admiringly,
feeling of their shiny streaks as if they half-thought them painted,
and listening to the story of their development from the little sour ugly specimens they had just been eating when it came to the cutting up of the perfect apples every man of them took an intelligent pleasure in the delicious fruit
other nights with the help of will and hester michael gave demonstrations of potatoes and other vegetables with regular lessons on how to get the best results with these particular products hester managed in some skilful manner to serve a very tasty refreshment from roast
potatoes, cooked just right, at the same time showing the difference in the quality between the
soggy potatoes full of dry rot, and those that were grown under the right conditions.
Occasionally a cup of coffee or some delicate sandwiches helped out on a demonstration,
of lettuce or celery or cold cabbage in the form of slaw, and the light refreshments served with
the agricultural lessons became a most attractive feature of Michael's evenings.
More and more young fellows dropped in to listen to the lesson
and enjoy the plentiful eats, as they called them.
When they reached the lessons on peas and beans,
the split pea soup and good rich bean soup were ably appreciated.
Not that all took the lessons with equal eagerness,
but Michael began to feel toward spring that his original five,
with Sam as their leader, would do comparatively intelligent work on the farm,
the story of which had been gradually told them from night to night,
until they were quite eager to know if they might be included in those who were to be pioneers in the work.
Will French faithfully reported the condition of the work,
and more and more friends and clients of the office would stop at Michael's desk
and chat with him for a moment about the work,
and always leave something with him to help it along.
Michael's eyes shone, and his heart beat high with hopes in these days.
But there was still a further further
work for him to do before his crude apprentices should be ready to be sent down into the wilds of
nature. So Michael began one evening to tell them of the beauty and the wonder of the world.
One night he used a cocoon as illustration, and for three evenings they all came with bated breath
and watched the strange little insignificant role, almost doubting Michael's veracity, yet full of
curiosity. Until one night it burst its bonds and floated up into the white ceiling. It's
its pale green, gorgeously marked wings, working a spell upon their hearts, that no years
could ever make them quite forget.
It was the miracle of life, and they had never seen it, nor heard of it before.
Another night he brought a singing bird in a cage, and pictures of other birds who were
naturally wild.
He began to teach them the ways of the birds they would see in New Jersey, how to tell their
songs apart, where to look for their nests.
All the queer little wonderful things that a bird-lovered.
knows, and that Michael, because of his long habits of roaming about the woods, knew by heart.
The little bird in its cage stayed in the yellow and white room, and strange to say, thrived,
becoming a joy and a wonder to all visitors, and a marvel to those who lived in the court,
because of its continuous volume of brilliant song, bursting from a heart that seemed to be too
full of happiness, and must bubble over into music. The kids and even the older fellows felt a
proprietorship in it, and like to come and stand beneath the cage and call to it as it answered,
peep, and peeked between the gilded bars to watch them. One night, with the help of Will French,
who had some wealthy friends, Michael borrowed a large picture of a sunset, and spoke to them about the
sunlight and its effects on growing things, and the wonder of its departure for the night.
By this time they would listen in awed silence to anything Michael said, though the picture was perhaps
one too many for most of them.
Sam, however, heard with approval,
and afterwards went up reverently,
and laid his finger on the crimson
and the purple and the gold of the picture.
Sam knew, and understood,
for he had seen the real thing.
Then he turned to the others and said,
"'Say, fellas, it's all right.
You wait till you see one.
Fine as silk, and twice as natural.'
One big, dark fellow,
who had lately taken to coming to the gatherings,
turned scornfully away, and replied,
"'Ah, shucks, I don't see nothing in it.'
But loyalty to Michael prevented others who might have secretly favored this view from expressing it,
and the big, dark fellow found himself in the minority.
And so the work went on.
Spring was coming, and with it the end of Jim's term,
and the beginning of Michael's experiment on the farm.
Meantime Michael was working hard at his law,
and studying half the night when he came back from the alley work,
If he had not had an iron constitution, and thirteen years behind him of healthy outdoor life,
with plenty of sleep and exercise and good food, he could not have stood it.
As it was, the hard work was good for him, for it kept him from brooding over himself,
and his own hopeless love of the little girl who was far across the water.
Some weeks after Christmas there had come a brief note from Star,
his name written in her hand, the address in her father's.
Dear Michael, I am just almost sure that I am indebted to you for the lovely little sprig of Holly that reached me on Christmas.
I've tried and tried to think who the Sunder might be, for, you see, I didn't know the writing, or rather printing.
But today it fell down from over the picture where I had fastened it on the wall, and I noticed what I had not seen before.
a happy Christmas in the very tiny little letters of the message cut or scratched on the underside of the stem.
And the letters reminded me of you, and the charming little surprises you used to send me long ago, from Florida, when I was a little girl.
Then all at once I was sure it was you who sent the holly, and I'm sitting right down to write and thank you for it.
You see, I was very lonesome and homesick that Christmas morning.
For most of the girls in the school had gone home for Christmas.
and Mama, who had been intending to come and take me away to Paris for the holidays,
had written that she was not well and couldn't come after all,
so I knew I would have to be here all through the gay times by myself.
I was feeling quite doleful, even with the presents that Mama sent me,
until I opened the little box and saw the dear little bright holly berries.
That cheered me up and made me think of home.
I kept it on my desk all day so that the bright berries would make me feel Christmassy,
And just before dinner that night, what do you think happened?
Why, my dear daddy came to surprise me, and we took the loveliest trip together,
to Venice and Florence and Rome.
It was beautiful.
I wish you could have been along and seen everything.
I know you would have enjoyed it.
I must not take the time to write about it, because I ought to be studying.
This is a very pleasant place, and a good school, but I would rather be at home,
and I shall be glad when I am done and allowed to come.
back to my own country.
Thanking you ever so much for the pretty little Christmas reminder, for you see,
I am sure you sent it, and wishing you a belated happy new year.
I am, your friend, Star, Delavan, Endicott.
Michael read and re-read the letter, treasured the thoughts and visions it brought him, pondered
the question of whether he might answer it, and decided that he had no right.
Then he put it away with his own heartache.
plunging into his work with redoubled energy
and taking an antidote of so many pages of blackstone
when his thoughts lingered on forbidden subjects.
So the winter fled away,
and spring came stealing on a pace.
End of Chapter 16.
Chapter 17 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Read by Brian Keenan.
Chapter 17.
as Michael had no definite knowledge of either his exact age
or what month his birthday came,
there could be no day set for his coming of age.
The little information that could be gathered from his own memory
of how many summers and winters he had passed
showed that he was approximately seven years old
at the time of the shooting, affray.
If that were correct, it would make him between 19 and 20
at the time of his graduation.
On the first day of July following his first winter in New York,
Michael received a brief letter from Mr. Endicott,
containing a check for a thousand dollars,
with congratulations on his majority,
and a request that he call at the office the next day.
Michael, eager, grateful, overwhelmed,
was on hand to the minute appointed.
The wealthy businessman,
whose banking affairs had long since righted themselves,
turned from his multifarious duties,
and rested his eyes upon the young fellow,
listening half amused to his eager thanks.
The young man, in truth, was a sight to rest weary eyes.
The winter in New York had put new lines into his face, and deepened the wells of his blue eyes.
They were the work of care and toil and suffering, but they had made a man's face out of a boy's fresh countenance.
There was power in the fine brow, strength in the firm, well-molded chin,
and both kindliness and unselfishness in the lovely curves of his pleasant lips.
The city barber had been artist enough not to cut the glorious hair too short,
while yet giving it the latest clean cut curve behind the ears and in the neck.
By instinct, Michael's hands were well cared for.
Endicott's tailor had looked out for the rest.
That's all right, son.
Endicott cut Michael's sentence short.
I'm pleased with the way you've been doing.
Holt tells me he never had a more promising student in his office.
He says you're cut out for the law.
and you're going to be a success.
But what's this they tell me about you spending your evenings in the slums?
I don't like the sound of that.
Better cut that out.
Michael began to tell in earnest protesting words of what he was trying to do,
but Endicott put up an impatient hand.
That's all very well, son.
I have no doubt they appreciate your help and all that,
and it's been very commendable in you to give your time.
But now you owe yourself something,
and you owe the world something.
You've got to turn out of your help.
a great lawyer, and prove to the world that people from that district are worth helping.
That's the best way in the long run to help those people.
Give them into somebody else's hands now.
You've done your part.
When you get to be a rich man, you can give them something now and then if you like,
but it's time to cut out the work now.
That sort of thing might be very popular in a political leader,
but you've got your way to make, and it's time you gave your evenings to culture,
and to going out into society somewhat.
Here's a list of concerts and lectures for next winter.
You ought to go to them all.
I'm sorry I didn't think of it this winter,
but perhaps it was as well not to go too deep at the start.
However, you ought to waste no more time.
I've put your application in for season tickets for those things on that list,
and you'll receive tickets in due time.
There's an art exhibition or two where there are good things to be seen.
You've got to see and hear everything if you want to be a thoroughly educated
man. I said a word or two about you here and there, and I think you'll receive some invitations
worth accepting pretty soon. You'll need a dress suit, and I had words sent to the tailor about it this
morning, when it occurred to me. But, said Michael, amazed and perturbed, I do not belong in society.
People do not want one like me there. If they knew, they would not ask me.
Bosch, all Bosch. Didn't I tell you to cut that out?
People don't know, and you've no need to tell it.
They think you are a distant relative of mine, if they think anything about it,
and you're not to tell them you are not.
You owe it to me to keep still about it.
If I guarantee you're all right, that ought to suit anybody.
I couldn't go where people thought I was more than I was, said Michael.
Head up, eyes shining, his firmest expression on his mouth,
but intense trouble in his eyes.
It was hard to go against his benefactor.
You got all those foolish notions from working down there in the slums.
You've got a false idea of yourself, and a false notion of right and wrong.
It's high time you stopped going there.
After you've been to a dancer to, and a few theatre suppers,
and got acquainted with some nice girls who will invite you to their house parties,
you'll forget you ever had anything to do with the slums.
I insisted you give that work up at once.
Promise me you will not go near the place again.
Write them a letter.
I couldn't do that, said Michael, his face expressive of anguish, fighting with duty.
Couldn't?
Nonsense.
There is no such word.
I say I want you to do it.
Haven't I proved my right to make that request?
You have, said Michael, dropping his sorrowing eyes slowly, and taking out the folded
check from his pocket.
You have the right to ask it, but I have no right to do what you ask.
I have begun the work, and it would not be.
right to stop it. Indeed, I couldn't. If you knew what it means to those fellows.
But I cannot keep this if you feel that way. I was going to use it for the work. But now...
Michael's pauses were eloquent. Endicott was deeply touched, but he would not show it.
He was used to having his own way, and it irritated, while it pleased him in a way, to have Michael
so determined. As Michael stopped talking, he laid the check sadly on the desk.
"'Nonsense,' said Endicott, irritably.
"'This has nothing to do with the check.
"'That was your birthday present.
"' Use it as you like.
"'What I have given, I have given,
"'and I won't take back,
"'even if I have nothing more to do with you
"'from this time forth.
"'I have no objection to your giving away
"'as much money as you can spare
"'to benevolent institutions.
"'But I say that I do object
"'to you are wasting your time
"'and your reputation in such low places.
"'It will injure you eventually.
"'It can't help it.
I want you to take your evenings for society, and for lectures and concerts.
I will go to the concerts and lectures gladly, said Michael gravely.
I can see they will be fine for me, and I thank you very much for the opportunity.
But that will not hinder my work.
It begins always rather late in the evening, and there are other times.
You've no business to be staying out in places like that, after the hour of closing, of decent places of amusement.
Michael refrained from saying that he had several times.
noticed society ladies returning from balls and entertainments when he was on his way home.
I simply can't have it if I'm to stand back of you.
I'm sorry, said Michael.
You won't ever know how sorry I am.
It was so good to know that I had somebody who cared a little for me.
I shall miss it very much.
It has been almost like having a real father.
Do you mean that you will have to give up the fatherliness?
Endicott's voice shook with mingled emotions.
It couldn't be that this young upstart, who professed to be so grateful, and for whom he had done so much,
would actually, for the sake of a few wretched beings and a sentimental feeling that he belonged in the slums,
and not to do something for them, run the risk of angering him effectually.
It could not be.
It means that I shall not do any of the things I had planned to do for you,
if you persist in refusing my most reasonable request.
Listen, young man.
Michael noticed with keen pain that he had dropped the cut of the cut of the country.
customary son from his conversation, and it gave him a queer, choky sensation of having been
cut off from the earth.
I had planned.
The keen eyes searched the beautiful, manly face before him, and the man's voice took on an
insinuating tone.
The tone he used when he wished to buy up some political pull.
The tone that never failed to buy his man.
Yet even as he spoke, he felt an intuition that here was a man whom he could not buy.
I had planned to do a good many things for you.
You will be through your studies pretty soon, and be ready to set up for yourself.
Had you thought ahead enough to know whether you would like a partnership in some old firm,
or whether you want to set up for yourself?
Michael's voice was grave and troubled, but he answered at once.
I would like to set up for myself, sir.
There are things I must do, and I do not know if a partner would feel as I do about them.
Very well, said Endicott with satisfaction.
He could not but be pleased with the straightforward, decided way in which the boy was going ahead
and shaping his own life.
It showed he had character.
There was nothing Mr. Anticott prized more than character, or what he called character.
Very well, when you get ready to set up for yourself, and I don't think that is going to be
so many years off from what I hear, I will provide you an office, fully furnished, in the
most desirable quarter of the city, and start you off as you ought to be started in order
to win. I will introduce you to some of my best friends, and put lucrative business in your way,
business with the great corporations that will bring you into immediate prominence. Then I will
propose your name for membership in two or three good clubs. Now those things I will do,
because I believe you have it in you to make good, but you'll need the boosting. Every man in this city
does. Genius alone can't work you up to the top. But I can give you what you need, and I mean to do it.
Only I feel that you, on your part, ought to be willing to comply with the conditions.
There was a deep silence in the room. Michael was struggling to master his voice, but when he spoke,
it was husky with suppressed feeling. It is a great plan, he said. It is just like you.
I thank you, sir, for the thought, with all my heart. It grieves me more than anything I
ever had to do to say no to you, but I cannot do as you ask. I cannot give up what I'm trying to do.
I feel it would be wrong for me. I feel that it is imperative, sir.
Cannot? Huh! Cannot. You were like all the little upstart reformers, filled with conceit,
of course. You think there is no one can do the work but yourself. I will pay someone to do what
you were doing. Will that satisfy you? Michael slowly shook his head.
No one could do it for pay, he said, with conviction.
It must be done from,
Perhaps it is love, I do not know.
But anyway, no one was doing it, and I must, for they are my people.
As he said this, the young man lifted his head,
with that angel-proud look of his,
that defied a universe to set him from his purpose.
An Andacot, while he secretly reveled in the boy's firmness and purpose,
yet writhed that he could not control this strength as he would.
"'Your people, Bosch. You don't even know that. You may be the son of the richest man in New York for all you know.'
"'The more shame mine, then, if he left me where you found me. Mr. Andekot, have you ever been down in the alley where I used to live? Do you know the conditions down there?'
"'No, nor I don't want to go. And what's more, I don't want you to go again. Whatever you were or are, you ought to see that you are mine now.
Why, youngster, how do you know but you were kidnapped for a ransom, and the game went awry?
There are a thousand explanations for your unknown presence there.
You may have been lost.
Then have I not adept to the people with whom I lived?
Oh, poppycock! exclaimed the man, angrily.
We'd better close the conversation.
You understand how I feel.
If you think it over and change your mind, come back and tell me within the week.
I sail Saturday for Europe.
I may not be back in three or four months.
If you don't make up your mind before I go,
you can write to me here at the office,
and my secretary will forward it.
You have disappointed me beyond anything I could have dreamed.
I'm sure when you think it over,
you will see how wrong you are, and change your mind.
Until then, goodbye.
Michael arose, dismissed,
but he could not go that way.
I shall not change my mind, he said sadly.
But it is terrible not to have you understand.
"'Won't you let me tell you all about it?
"'Won't you let me explain?'
"'No, I don't want to hear any explanations.
"'There is only one thing for me to understand,
"'and that is that you think more of a set of vagabonds in an alley
"'than you do of my request.'
"'No, that is not true,' said Michael.
"'I think more of you than of any living man.
"'I do not believe I could love you more if you were my own father.
"'I would give my life for you this minute.'
"'There's an old word somewhere that says,
To obey is better than sacrifice.
Most people think they would rather be great heroes
than do the simple everyday things demanded of them.
The test does not always prove that they would.
Michael's head went up almost haughtily,
but there were great tears in his eyes.
Endicott dropped his own gaze from that sorrowful face.
He knew his words were false and cruel.
He knew that Michael would not hesitate a second to give his life.
But the man could not bear to be withstood.
If you feel that way, I cannot take this.
Michael sadly, proudly, held out the check.
As you please, said Endicott currently, there's the wastebasket.
Put it in if you like.
It isn't mine any longer.
You may spend it as you please.
My conditions have nothing to do with what is past.
If you do not prize my gift to you, by all means, throw it away.
With a glance it would have broken Endicott's heart, if he had not been so stubborn to look up.
Michael slowly folded the check and put it back into his pocket.
I do prize it, he said, and I prize it because you gave it to me.
It meant an always-will-mean a great deal to me.
Hmm.
There's one more thing perhaps I ought to tell you, hesitated Michael.
The farm.
I'm using it in my work for those people.
Perhaps you will not approve of that.
I have nothing further to do with the farm.
You bought it, I believe.
You desire to pay for it.
for it when you were earning enough money to be able to do so. That time has not yet come.
Therefore nothing further need be said. It is your farm, and you may use it as a pleasure
park for pigs, if you like. I don't go back on my bargains. Good afternoon.
Endicott turned to the phone, took up the receiver, and called up a number.
Michael saw that the conversation was ended. Slowly, with heavy step and heavier heart,
he went out of the office.
There were new lines of sadness on Michael's face that day,
and when he went out to the alley that evening,
his gentleness with all the little kids,
and with the older ones, was so great
that they looked at him more than once
with a new kind of awe and wonder.
It was the gentleness of sacrifice,
of sacrifice for them,
that was bringing with it the pain of love.
Old Sel, who came over to look in that evening, as she put it,
shook her head as she stumped back to her rejuvenated room,
with its gaudy flowered wall, bit of white curtain and pot of flowers in the window,
all the work of Michael and his follower Sam.
I'm thinking he'll disappear one of these days.
You'll wake up and he'll be gone.
He's not of this world.
He'll spread his wings and away.
He's a man-angel.
That's what he is.
Michael went home that night and wrote a letter to Mr. Endicott
that would have broken a heart of stone, telling his inmost thought,
showing his love and anguish in every sentence.
and setting forth simply and unassumingly the wonderful work he was doing in the alley.
But though he waited in anxiety day after day, he received not a word of reply.
Endicott read the letter every word, and fairly gloated over the boy's strength,
but he was too stubborn to let it be known.
Also he rather enjoyed the test to which he was putting him.
Michael even watched the outgoing vessels on Saturday, looked up the passenger lists,
went down to the wharf and tried to see him before he sailed.
But for some reason was unable to get in touch with him.
Standing sadly on the wharf as the vessel sailed, he caught sight of Andicot.
But though he was sure he had been seen, he received no sign of recognition.
And he turned away sick at heart, and feeling as if he had, for conscience's sake,
stabbed one that loved him.
End of Chapter 17.
Chapter 18 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 18.
Those were trying days for Michael.
The weather had turned suddenly very warm.
The office was sometimes stifling.
The daily routine got upon his nerves.
He who had never before known that he had nerves.
There was always the aching thought that Star was gone from him forever.
And now he had, by his own word, cut loose from her father, forever.
His literal heart saw no hope in the future.
About that time, too, another sorrow fell upon him.
He was glancing over the paper one morning on his way to the office,
and his eye fell on the following item.
Lone-trained bandit hurt in fight after getting loot,
captured by conductor after he had rifled mailbags on Union Pacific Express.
Topeka, Kansas, July blank.
A daring bandit was captured last night after he was,
he had robbed the mail car on Union Pacific train, number blank, which left Kansas City for Denver
at 10 o'clock. The train, known as the Denver Express, carrying heavy mail, was just leaving Kansas
City, when a man ran across the depot platform and leaped into the mail car through the open door.
The clerk in charge faced the man, who aimed a revolver at him. He was commanded to bind and gag
his five associates and obeyed. The robber then went through all the registered pouches,
stuffing the packages into his pockets.
Then he commanded the clerk to untie his comrades.
At Bonner Springs, where the train made a brief stop,
the bandit ordered the men to continue their work,
so as not to attract the attention of persons at the station.
When Lawrence was reached, the robber dropped from the car
and ran toward the rear of the train.
The conductor summoned two Lawrence policemen, and all three followed.
After a quick race and a struggle during which the bandit's arm was broken,
he was captured.
It appears that the prisoner is an old offender, for whom the police of New York have been searching in vain for the past ten months.
He is known in the lower districts of New York City as Fighting Buck, and has a list of offenses against him too numerous to mention.
Michael did not know why his eye had been attracted to the item, nor why he had read the article through to the finish.
It was not the kind of thing he cared to read.
Yet of late, all crime and criminals had held a sort of sorrowful fascination for him.
It is what I might have done if I had stayed in the alley, he would say to himself,
when he heard of some terrible crime that had been committed.
But when he reached the end of the article and saw Buck's name, his heart seemed to stand still.
Buck, the one of all his old comrades whom he had loved the most, who had loved him, and sacrificed for him,
to whom he had written and sent money, whose brain was brighter and whose heart bigger than any of the others,
for whom he had searched in vain, and found only to lose before he had seen him, whom he had hoped
yet to find and to save. Buck had done this, and was caught in his guilt. And a government offence,
too, robbing the mailbags. It would mean long, hard service. It would mean many years before
Michael could help him to the right kind of life, even if ever. He asked permission to leave the
office that afternoon, and took the train down to the farm where Sam had been staying.
for some weeks.
He read the article to him, hoping, against hope, that Sam would say there was some mistake,
would know somehow that Buck was safe.
But Sam listened with lowering countenance, and when the reading was finished, he swore a
great oath, such as he had not uttered before in Michael's presence.
And Michael knew that the story must be true.
Nothing could be done now.
The law must have its course.
But Michael's heart was heavy with the weight of what might have been, if he had been.
could but have found Buck sooner. The next day he secured permission to begin his vacation at once,
and in spite of great need of his presence at Old Orchard, he took the train for Kansas. He felt
that he must see Buck at once. All during that long dismal ride, Michael's heart was beating
over and over with the story of his own life. I might have done this thing. I would have dared
and thought it brave if I had not been taught better. I might be even now in jail with a broken
an arm and a useless life.
The story of my crime might be bandied through the country in the newspapers, if it had not been
for Mr. Endicott.
And little star.
And yet I've hurt his feelings and alienated his great kindness by refusing his request.
Was there no other way?
Was there no other way?
And always his conscience answered, there was no other way.
Michael, armed with a letter from the senior Holt to a powerful member of Western
municipal affairs, found entrance to Buck in his miserable confinement quite possible.
He dawned upon his one-time friend, out of the darkness of the cell, as a veritable
angel of light.
Indeed, Buck, waking from a feverish sleep on his hard little cot, moaning and cursing with
the pain his arm was giving him, started up and looked at him with awe and horror.
The light from the corridor caught the gold in Michael's hair, and made his halo perfect.
And Buck thought for the moment that some new terror had befallen him,
and he was in the hands of the angel of death, sent to summon him to a final judgment for all his misdeeds.
But Michael met his old friend with tenderness, and a few phrases that had been wont to express their childish loyalty.
And Buck, weakened by the fever and the pain, and more than all by his own defeat and capture.
broke down and wept, and Michael wept with him.
It might have been me instead of you, Buck.
If I'd stayed behind, I'd have done all those things.
I see it clearly.
I might have been lying here and you out and free.
Buck, if it could give you my chance in life,
and help you see it all as I do, I'd gladly lie here and take your place.
Mickey, Mickey, cried Buck.
It's me own Mickey.
You was always willing to take to rubs.
but Mickey, if you'd had to train him, you'd have made a fine robber.
You'd have been a peach and no mistake.
Michael had found a soft spot in the warden's heart, and succeeded in doing a number of little things for Buck's comfort.
He hunted up the chaplain, and secured a promise from him to teach Buck to read and write,
and also to read to him all letters that Buck received, until such a time as he should be able to read them for himself.
He sent a pot of roses with buds and full bloom to perfume that.
dark cell, and he'd promise to write often.
While Buck, on his part, could only say over and over,
Oh, Mickey, Mickey!
If we was only kids again, oh, Mickey, I'll get out of here yet and find you.
You'll not be ashamed to me.
If I only hadn't a bungled a job.
It were a bum job, Mickey, a bum job.
Michael saw that there was little use in talking to Buck about his sin.
Buck had nothing whatever to build upon in the line of morals.
To be loyal to his friends, and to do his work so that he would not get caught,
were absolutely the only articles in his creed.
To get ahead of the rich, to take from them that which was theirs if he could,
regardless of life or consequences.
That was virtue.
The rich were enemies, and his daring code of honor gave them the credit of equal courage with himself.
They must outwit him or lose.
If they died, it was all in the day's work and their loss.
When his turn came, he would take his medicine calmly.
But the trouble with Buck now was that he had bungled the job.
It was a disgrace on his profession.
Things had been going against him lately, and he was down on his luck.
Michael went back from the West, feeling that the brief time allowed him with Buck
was all too short for what he wanted to do for him.
Yet he felt that it had been worth the journey.
Buck appreciated his sympathy if he did not have an adequate sense of his own sinfulness.
Michael had talked and pitied and tried to make Buck see, but Buck saw not,
and Michael went home to hope and write and tried to educate Buck through sheer love.
It was all he saw to do.
It was about this time that Michael began to receive money and small sums, anonymously, through the mail.
For your work, the first was labeled, and the remittances that followed had no inscriptions.
They were not always addressed in the same hand, and never did he know the writing.
Sometimes there would be a $10 bill, sometimes a $20, and often more, and they came irregularly,
enclosed in a thin, inner envelope of foreign-looking paper.
Michael wondered sometimes if Starr could have sent them, but that was impossible, of course,
for she knew nothing of his work, and they were always postmarked New York.
He discovered that such thin, foreign-looking envelopes could be had in New York,
and after that he abandoned all ideas.
of trying to solve the mystery.
It was probably some queer, kind person who did not wish to be known.
He accepted the help gladly, and broadened his plans for the farm accordingly.
Sam and his five friends had gone down early in the spring,
bunking in the old house, and enjoying the outing immensely.
Under Sam's captaincy, and the tutelage of an old farmer whom Michael had found,
who could not work much himself but could direct,
the work had gone forward.
Michael himself coming down Saturdays, and such of the tail-ends of the afternoons as he could get.
It is true that many mistakes were made through ignorance, and more through stupidity.
It is true that no less than five times the whole gang went on a strike,
until Michael should return to settle some dispute between the new scientific farming that he had taught them,
and some old superstition, or clumsy practice of the farmers.
But on the whole, they did tolerably good work.
The farm colony had been meantime increasing.
Michael picked them up in the alley.
They came to him and asked to be taken on for a trial.
They had heard of the experiment through Sam,
or one of the other boys who had come back to the city for a day
on some errand for the farm.
One glorious summer morning Michael took ten small eager newsboys down
to pick wild strawberries for the day,
and they came back dirty, tired, strawberry streaked, and happy,
and loudly sang the praises of old orchard,
as though it had been a heaven.
After that, Michael had no trouble in transplanting anyone he wished to take with him.
He found a poor wretch who had lightly moved with his family to one of the crowded tenements in the alley.
He was sodden in drink, and going to pieces fast.
Michael sobered him down, found that he used to be a master carpenter,
and forthwith transplanted him to old orchard, family and all.
Under the hand of the skilled carpenter, there sprang up immediately
a colony of tents, and later small one-room shacks or bungalows.
Michael bought lumber and found apprentices to help, and the carpenter of the colony repaired
barns and outhouses, fences, or built shacks, whenever the head of affairs saw fit to need another.
The only person in the whole alley whom Michael had invited, in vain to the farm, was Old Sally.
She had steadily refused to leave her gaily papered room, her curtained window, and her geranium.
It was a symbol of old Ireland to her, and she felt afraid of this new place of Michael's.
It seemed to her superstitious fancy like an immediate door to a heaven, from which she felt herself barred by her life.
It assumed a kind of terror to her thoughts.
She was not ready to leave her little bit of life and take chances even for Michael.
And so old Sal sat on her doorstep and watched the alley-dwellers come and go, listening with interest to each new account of the
but never willing to see for herself.
Perhaps the secret of her hesitation, after all, went deeper than superstition.
She had received private information that old orchard had no rum shop around the corner.
Old Sally could not run any risks, so she stayed at home.
But the carpenter's wife was glad to cook for the men when the busy days of planting and
weeding and harvesting came, and the colony grew and grew.
Two or three other men came down with their families
and helped the carpenter to build them little houses,
with a bit of garden back, and a bed of flowers in front.
They could see the distant sea from their tiny porches,
and the river wound its salty silver way on the other hand.
It was a great change from the alley.
Not all could stand it, but most of them bore the summer test well.
It would be when winter set its white distance upon them,
chilled the flowers to slumber,
and stopped the labor that the testing time would come.
And Michael was thinking about that.
He began hunting out helpers for his purposes.
He found a man skilled in agricultural arts
and secured his services to hold a regular school of agriculture
during the winter for the men.
He found a poor student at Princeton
who could run up on the train daily
and give simple lessons in reading and arithmetic.
He impressed it upon Sam and the other young men
that unless they could read for themselves,
enough to keep up with the new discoveries in the science
other farmers would get ahead of them,
and grow bigger potatoes and sweeter ears of corn than they did.
He kept up a continual sunny stream of eager converse with them
about what they were going to do,
and how the place was going to grow,
until they felt as if they owned the earth,
and meant to show the world how well they were running it.
In short, he simply poured his own spirit of enthusiasm into them,
and made the whole hard summer of unaccustomed labor
one great game. And when the proceeds from their first simple crops came in, from the sale of such
products as they did not need for their own use in the colony, Michael carefully divided it among his
various workmen, and at his wish they went in a body, and each started a bank account at the
little National Bank of the town. It was a very little, of course, absurdly little, but it made the
workers feel like millionaires, and word of the successes went back to the city, and more and more
more the people were willing to come down. Until by fall, there were 38 men, women and children,
all told, living on the farm. Of course, that made little appreciable difference in the population
of the alley. For as soon as one family moved out, another was ready to move in, and there was
plenty of room for Michael's work to go on. Nevertheless, there were 38 souls on the way to a better
knowledge of life, with clean and wholesome surroundings, and a chance to learn how to read, and how to work.
The carpenter was set to get ready more tiny houses for the next summer's campaign.
The tents were folded away.
The spring wheat was all in.
The fall plowing and fertilizing completed,
and whatever else ought to be done to a farm for its winter sleep.
Half a dozen cows were introduced into the settlement,
and a roomy chicken house and run prepared.
Sam said about studying incubators, and teaching his helpers.
Then when the cranberries were picked,
the colony settled down to its study.
The Princeton student and the agricultural student
grew deeply interested in their motley school,
and finally produced a young woman
who came down every afternoon for a consideration
and taught a kindergarten,
to which many of the prematurely grown-up mothers
came also with great delight and profit,
and incidentally learned how to be better,
cleaner, wiser mothers.
The young woman of her own accord
added a cooking school for the women and girls.
Once a week, Michael brought down someone from New York
to amuse these poor childish people.
And so the winter passed.
Once a wealthy friend of Mr. Holt
asked to be taken down to see the place,
and after going the rounds of the farm
and making himself quite friendly,
roasting chestnuts around the great open fire,
in the big house, as the original cottage was called,
returned to New York with many congratulations for Michael.
A few days afterward, he mailed to Michael the deed of the adjoining farm of 100 acres,
and Michael, radiant, wandering, began to know that his dreams for his poor downtrodden people
were coming true.
There would be room enough now for many a year to come for the people he needed to bring down.
Of course, this had not all been done without discouragements.
Some of the most hopeful of the colonists had proved unmanageable, or unwilling to work.
Some had run away, or smuggled in some whiskey.
There had been two or three incipient rows, and more than double that number of disappointing enterprises.
But yet, the work was going on.
And still, there came no word for Mr. Endegot.
Michael was holding well with his employers, and they were beginning to talk to him of a partnership with them when he was done,
for he had far outstripped French in his studies, and seemed to master everything he touched with an
eagerness that showed great intellectual appetite.
He still kept up his work in the little white room in the alley, evenings,
though he divided his labors somewhat with Will French, Miss Semple and others who had heard
of the work, and had gradually offered their services.
It had almost become a little settlement or mission in itself.
The one room had become two and a bath, then the whole first floor, with a small gymnasium.
French was the enthusiastic leader in this.
and Hester Semple had done many things for the little children and women.
The next set of colonists for Michael's farm were always being got ready,
and were spoken of as eligible by the workers.
Hester Semple had proved to be a most valuable assistant,
ever ready with suggestions, tireless and as enthusiastic as Michael himself.
Night after night the three toiled, and came home happily together.
The association with the two was very sweet to Mike.
Michael, whose heart was famished for friends and relations who belonged.
But it never occurred to Michael to look on Miss Semple in any other light than friend and fellow worker.
Will French and Michael were coming home from the office one afternoon together,
and talking eagerly of the progress at the farm.
When you get married, Endicott, said Will, you must build a handsome bungalow or something for your summer home,
down there on that knoll, just overlooking the river, where you can see the sea in the distance.
Michael grew sober at once.
"'I don't expect ever to be married, Will,' he said after a pause,
with one of his faraway looks and his chin up, showing that what he had said was an indisputable fact.
"'The Dickens,' said Will, stopping in his walk and holding up, Michael.
"'She hasn't refused you, has she?'
"'refused me.
"'Who? What do you mean?' asked Michael, looking puzzled.
"'Why, Hester, Miss Semple.
"'She hasn't turned you down, old chap?
"'Miss Semple? Why, Will, you never thought—'
"'You don't think she ever thought—' "'Well, I didn't know,' said Will, embarrassedly.
"'It looked pretty much like it sometimes.
"'There didn't seem much show for me.
"'I've thought lately you had it all settled and were engaged, sure.'
"'Oh, Will,' said Michael, in that tone that showed his soul was moved to its depth.
"'I say, old chap,' said Will,
"'I'm fiercely sorry I butted into your affairs.
"'I never dreamed you'd feel like.'
this. But seeing I have, would you mind telling me if you'll give me a good send-off with Hester?
Sort of bless you, my son, you know? And tell me you don't mind if I go ahead and try my luck.
With all my heart, Will. I never thought of it, but I believe it would be great for you both.
You seem sort of made for each other.
It's off the good of you to say so, said Will. But I'm afraid Hester doesn't think so.
She's all taken up with you.
Not at all, said Michael eagerly.
Not in the least. I've never noticed it. I'm sure she likes you best.
And it was so from that night that Michael almost always had some excuse for staying later at the room,
or for going somewhere else for a little while, so that he would have to leave them halfway home.
And Hester and Will, from that time forth, walked together more and more.
Thus Michael took his lonely way, cut off from even this friendly group.
and the summer and the winter made the second year of the colony at Old Orchard.
Then the following spring, Star Endicott and her mother came home, and things began to happen.
End of Chapter 18.
Chapter 19 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 19.
Star was 18 when she returned, and very beautiful.
society was made at once aware of her presence.
Michael, whose heart was ever on the alert to know of her,
and to find out where Mr. Endicott was, saw the first notice in the paper.
Three times had Endicott crossed the water to visit his wife and daughter
during their stay abroad,
and every time Michael had known and anxiously awaited some sign of his return.
He had read the Society columns now for two years,
solely for the purpose of seeing whether anything would be set about the Endicott family,
and he was growing wondrously wise in the ways of the society world.
Also, he had come to know society a little in another way.
Shortly after his last interview with Endicott, Miss Emily Holt,
daughter of the senior member of the firm of Holt and Holt,
had invited Michael to dine with her father and herself,
and following this had come an invitation to a house party at the Holt's country seat.
This came in the busy season of the farm work.
But Michael, anxious to please his employers, took a couple days off and went,
and he certainly enjoyed the good times to the full.
He had opportunity to renew his tennis in which he had been a master hand,
and to row and ride, in both of which he excelled.
Also, he met a number of pleasant people who accepted him for the splendid fellow he looked to be,
and asked not who he was.
men of his looks and bearing came not in their way every day,
and Michael was good company wherever he went.
However, when it came to the evenings, Michael was at a loss.
He could not dance nor talk small talk.
He was too intensely in earnest for society's ways,
and they did not understand.
He could talk about the books he had read and the things he had thought,
but they were great thoughts,
and not at all good form for a frivolous company to dwell upon.
One did not want a problem in economics, or a deep philosophical question thrust upon one at a dance.
Michael became a delightful but difficult proposition for the girls present,
each one undertaking to teach him how to talk in society,
but each in turn making a miserable failure.
At last, Emily Holt herself set out to give him gentle hints on like conversation,
and found herself deep in a discussion of Wordsworth poems about which she knew absolutely nothing.
and in which Michael's weary soul had been steeping itself lately.
Miss Holt retired in laughing defeat at last,
and advised her protege to take a course of modern novels.
Michael, always serious, took her at her word,
and with grave earnestness proceeded to do so.
But his course ended after two or three weeks.
He found them far from his taste,
the most of them too vividly portraying the sins of his alley
in a setting of high life.
Michael had enough of that sort of thing in real life, and felt he could not stand the strain of modern fiction,
so turned back to his wordsworth again, and found soothing and mental stimulus.
But there followed other invitations, some of which he accepted, and some of which he declined.
Still, the handsome, independent young Adonis was in great demand, in spite of his peculiar habit of always being an earnest about everything.
Perhaps they liked him and ran after him, but the more because of his inaccessibility,
and the fact that he was really doing something in the world.
For it began to be whispered about among those who knew,
and perhaps Emily Holt was the originator,
that Michael was going to be something brilliant in the world of worthwhile things, one of these days.
The tickets that Endicott promised him had arrived in due time,
and anxious to please his benefactor, even in his alienation,
Michael faithfully attended concerts and lectures, and enjoyed them to the full,
borrowing from his hours of sleep to make up what he had thus spent,
rather than from his work or his study.
And thus he grew in knowledge of the arts, and in love of all things great,
whether music or pictures or great minds.
Matters stood thus when Star appeared on the scene.
The young girl made her debut that winter,
and the papers were full of her pictures and the entertainments given in her honor.
She was dined and danced and recepted day after day and night after night,
and no debutante had ever received higher praise of the critics for beauty, grace, and charm of manner.
Michael read them all, carefully cut out and preserved a few pleasant things that were written about her,
looked at the pictures, and turned from the pomp and pride of her triumph to the little snapshot of herself on horseback,
in the park with her groom, which she had sent to him when she was a little girl.
That was his, and his alone, but these others belonged to the world,
the world in which he had no part, for from all this gaiety of society, Michael now held aloof.
Invitations he received, not a few, for he was growing more popular every day,
but he declined them all.
A fine sense of honor kept him from going anywhere that Star was sure to be.
He had a right, of course, and it would have been pleasant in a way to have her see that he was welcome in her world.
But always there was before his mental vision the memory of her mother's biting words,
as she put him down from the glorified presence of her world,
into an existence of shame and sin and sorrow.
He felt that Star was so far above him that he must not hurt her by coming too near.
And so, in deference to the vow that he had taken,
when the knowledge of his unworthiness had first been presented to him, he stayed away,
Star, as she heard more and more of his conquests in her world, wondered and was piqued that he came not
near her.
And one day meeting him by chance on Fifth Avenue, she greeted him graciously and invited him
to call.
Michael thanked her with his quiet manner, while his heart was in a tumult over her beauty,
and her dimpled smiles that blossomed out in the old childish ways, only still more
beautifully, it seemed to him.
He went in the strength of that smile many days, but he did not go to call upon her.
The days passed into weeks and months, and still he did not appear, and Starr, hearing more
of his growing inaccessibility, determined to show the others that she could draw him out of his
shell.
She humbled her Endicott pride, and wrote him a charming little note, asking him to call on one
of the afternoons when she and her mother held court.
But Michael, though he treasured the note, wrote a graceful but decided refusal.
This angered the young woman exceedingly, and she decided to cut him out of her good graces entirely.
And indeed the whirl of gaiety in which she was involved scarcely gave her time for remembering old friends.
In occasional odd moments when she thought of him at all, it was with a vague kind of disappointment,
that he, too, with all the other things of her childhood, had turned out to be not what she had
thought. But she met him face to face one bright Sunday afternoon, as she walked on the avenue
with one of the many courtiers who eagerly attended her every step. He was a slender, handsome young
fellow, with dark eyes and hair and reckless mouth. There were jaded lines already around his
youthful eyes and lips. His name was Stuyvesen Carter. Michael recognized.
him at once. His picture had been in the papers but the week before, as leader with star of the
cotillion. His presence with her in the bright sunny afternoon was to Michael like a great cloud of
trouble looming out of a perfect day. He looked and looked again, his expressive eyes
searching the man before him to the depths, and then going to the other face, beautiful, innocent,
happy. Michael was walking with Hester Semple.
Now Hester, in her broadcloth tailored suit, and big black hat with plumes, was a pretty sight,
and she looked quite distinguished walking beside Michael, whose garments seemed somehow always to set him off,
as if they had been especially designed for him, and after whom many eyes were turned as he passed by.
Had it been but the moment later, or even three minutes before, Will French would have been with them,
and Michael would have been obviously a third member of the party, for he was most careful in these days,
to let them both know that he considered they belonged together.
But Will had stopped a moment to speak to a business acquaintance,
and Hester and Michael were walking slowly ahead,
until he should rejoin them.
Look, said Hester excitedly.
Isn't that the pretty Miss Endicott,
whose picture is in the papers so much?
I'm sure it must be,
though she's ten times prettier than any of her pictures.
But Michael needed not his attention called.
He was already looking with all his soul,
in his eyes.
As they came opposite, he lifted his hat, with such marked deference to Starr,
that young Stuyvesant Carter turned and looked at him, insolently, with a careless motion
of his own hand toward his hat.
But Starr, with brilliant cheeks, and eyes that looked straight at Michael, continued
her conversation with her companion, and never so much as by the flicker of an eyelash recognized
her former friend.
It was but an instant in the passing, and Hester was so taken out.
with looking at the beauty of the idol of society,
that she never noticed Michael's lifted hat
until they were passed.
Then Will French joined them breezily.
Gee whiz, but she's a peach, isn't she?
He breathed, as he took his place beside Hester,
and Michael dropped behind.
But I suppose it'll all rub off.
They say most of those swells aren't real.
I think she's real, declared Hester.
Her eyes are sweet, and her smile is charming.
The color on her cheeks wasn't put on,
like paint. I just love her. I believe I'd like to know her. She certainly is beautiful,
and she doesn't look a bit spoiled. Did you ever see such eyes? They aren't half as nice as a pair of
grey ones I know, said Will, looking meaningfully at them, as they were lifted, smiling to his.
Will, you mustn't say such things, on the street anyway. And Michael just behind. Why, where is Michael?
See, he has dropped away behind and is walking slowly. Will, does
Michael know Miss Endicott? I never thought before about their names being the same, but he lifted
his hat to her, and she simply stared blankly at him, as if she had never seen him before.
The little snob, said Will indignantly, I told you they were all artificial. I believe they
are some kind of relation or other. Come to think of it, I believe old Endicott introduced Michael
into our office. Maybe she hasn't seen him in a long time and has forgotten him.
No one who had once known Michael could ever forget him, said Hester with conviction.
No, I suppose that's so, sighed Will, looking at her a trifle wistfully.
After the incident of this meeting, Michael kept more and more aloof from even small entrances into society.
And more and more he gave his time to study and to work among the poor.
So the winter passed in a round of gaieties, transplanted for a few weeks to Palm Beach,
then back again to New York, then to Tuxedo for the summer.
And Michael knew of it all, yet had no part any more in it.
For now she had cut him out of her life herself,
and he might not even cherish her bright smiles and words of the past.
She did not wish to know him.
It was right, it was just, it was best, but it was agony.
Michael's fresh color grew white that year,
and he looked more like the man-angel than ever as he came and
went in the alley. Old Sally from her doorstep, drawing nearer and nearer to her own end,
saw it first, and called daily attention to the spirit look of Michael as he passed. One evening early
in spring, Michael was starting home, weary, and unusually discouraged. Sam had gone down to the
farm with Jim to get ready for the spring work, and find out just how things were going, and what
was needed from the city. Jim was developing into a tolerably dependable fellow, save for
his hot temper, and Michael missed them from the alley-work, for the rooms were crowded now every
night. True, Hester, and Will were faithful, but they were so much taken up with one another in
these days that he did not like to trouble them with unusual cases, and he had no one with whom to
counsel. Several things had been going awry, and he was sad. Hester and Will were ahead walking slowly,
as usual. Michael locked the door with a sigh, and turned to follow them.
when he saw in the heavy shadows on the other side of the court,
two figures steal from one of the openings between the houses,
and move along toward the end of the alley.
Something in their demeanor made Michael watch them instinctively.
As they neared the end of the alley toward the street,
they paused a moment, and one of the figures stole back lingeringly.
He thought he recognized her as a girl,
cursed with more than the usual amount of beauty.
She disappeared into the darkness of the tenement,
but the other, after looking back a moment, kept on toward the street.
Michael quickened his steps and came to the corner at about the same time,
crossing over as the other man passed the light and looking full in his face.
To his surprise, he saw that the man was Stuyvesant Carter.
With an exclamation of disgust and horror,
Michael stepped full in the pathway of the man and blocked his further passage.
What are you doing here?
He asked in tones that would have made a brave man,
and tremble.
Stovesant Carter glared at the vision that had suddenly stopped his way,
drew his hat down over his evil eyes, and snarled.
Get out of my way, or you'll be sorry.
I'm probably doing the same thing that you're doing here.
Probably not, said Michael, with meaning tone.
You know you can mean no good to a girl like that one you were just with.
Come down here again at your peril.
And if I hear of your having anything to do with that girl,
I'll take means to have the whole thing made public.
"'Indeed,' said young Carter insolently.
"'Is she your girl?'
"'I think not.
"'And who are you, anyway?'
"'You'll find out if you come down here again,' said Michael.
"'His finger is fairly aching to grip the gentlemanly villain before him.
"'Now get out of here at once, or you may not be able to walk out.'
"'I'll get out when I like,' sneered the other,
nevertheless backing rapidly away through the opening given him.
When he had reached a safe distance, he added, tantalizingly.
and I'll come back when I like, too.
Very well. I shall be ready for you, Mr. Carter.
Michael's tones were clear and distinct,
and could be heard two blocks away in the comparative stillness of the city night.
At sound of his real name spoken fearlessly in such environment,
the leader of society slid away into the night,
as if he had suddenly been erased from the perspective.
Nor did sound of footsteps linger from his going.
Who is Dachai?
It was a small voice that spoke at Michael's elbow.
Hester and Will were far down the street in the other direction, and had forgotten Michael.
Michael turned and saw one of his smallest kids, crouching in the shadow beside him.
Why, Tony, are you here yet?
You ought to have been asleep long ago.
Was that to Ike what comes to see Lizzie?
See her, Tony. What do you know about this?
Whereupon Tony proceeded to unfold a tale that made Michael's heart sick.
Lizzie, she's got swells since she went away to work to a restaurant at the she-soe.
She ain't leaving her ma have her wages, and she wears fierce doughs like the swells.
Finished Tony solemnly, as if these things were the worst of all that he had told.
So Michael sent Tony to his rest, and went home with a heavy heart,
to wake and think through the night long what he should do to save Star,
his bright, beautiful Star, from the clutches of this human vampire.
When morning dawned, Michael and knew.
what he was going to do. He had decided to go to Mr. Endicott and tell him the whole story.
Starr's father could and would protect her, better than he could.
As early as he could get away from the office, he hurried to carry out his purpose.
But on arriving at Mr. Endicott's office, he was told that the gentleman had sailed for
Austria, and would be absent some weeks, even months, perhaps, if his business did not mature
as rapidly as he hoped.
Michael asked for the address.
But when he reached his desk again, and tried to frame a letter that would convey the truth
convincingly to the absent father, who could not read it for more than a week at least,
and would then be thousands of miles away from the scene of action, he gave it up as useless.
Something more effectual must be done, and done quickly.
In the first place, he must have facts.
He could not do anything until he knew beyond a shadow of doubt that what he feared was true
absolutely. If he could have told Mr. Endicott all would have been different, he was a man,
and could do his own investigating if he saw fit. Michael might have left the matter in his hands,
but he could not tell him. If there was some other male member of the family to whom he could go
with the warning, he must be very sure of his ground before he spoke. If there were no such
man-friend or relative of the family, he must do something else. What? He shrank from thinking.
And so, with the sources open to a keen lawyer, he went to work to ferret out the life and doings of Stuyvesant Carter.
And it is needless to say that he unearthed a lot of information that was so sickening in its nature that he felt almost helpless before it.
It was appalling, and the more so because of the rank and station of the man.
If he had been brought up in the slums one might have expected, but this, the second day, Michael, haggard and worn,
with the responsibility, started out to find that useful male relative of the Endicott family.
There seemed to be no such person.
The third morning he came to the office determined to tell the whole story to Mr. Holt,
Sr., and ask his advice and aid in protecting Starr.
But to his dismay, he found that Mr. Holt, Sr., had been taken seriously ill with heart
trouble, and it might be weeks before he was able to return to the office.
Deeply grieved and utterly baffled, the young man,
tried to think what to do next.
The junior Mr. Holt
had never encouraged confidences,
and would not be likely to help in this matter.
He must do something himself.
And now Michael faced two alternatives.
There were only two people to whom the story could be told,
and they were Starr herself and her mother.
Tell Starr all he knew, he could not.
To tell her anything of this story would be Gall and Wormwood.
to have to drop a hint that would blacken another man's character
would place him in a most awkward position.
To think of doing it was like tearing out his heart for her to trample upon.
Yet on the other hand, Michael would far rather go into battle
and face a thousand bristling cannon mouths
than meet the mother on her own ground,
and tell her what he had to tell,
while her steel-cold eyes looked him through and through,
or burned him with scorn and unbelief.
He had an instinct of feeling that he should fail,
if he went to her.
At last he wrote a note to Star.
Dear Miss Sendicott,
Can you let me have a brief interview at your convenience,
and just as soon as possible?
I have a favor to ask of you,
which I most earnestly hope you will be willing to grant.
Sincerely yours, Michael.
He sent the note off with fear and trembling.
Every word had been carefully considered,
and yet it haunted him continually
that he might have written differently.
Would she grant the note the note of him,
interview? If she did not, what then should he do? The next day, he received a ceremonious
little note on creamy paper, crested with a silver star, monogrammed in blue. Miss Endicott
will receive Mr. Endicott tomorrow morning at eleven. A shiver ran through him as he read,
and consigned the elegant communication to his waistbasket. It was not from his star. It was
from a stranger. And yet, the subtle perfume that stole forth from the envelope reminded him of her.
On second thought, he drew it forth again, and put it in his pocket. After all, she had granted the
interview, and this bit of paper was a part of her daily life. It had come from her. She had written it,
and sent it to him. It was therefore precious. Star had been more than usually thoughtful when
she read Michael's note. It pleased her that at last she had brought him to her feet,
though not for the world would she let him know it. Doubtless he wished her influence for some
position or other that he would have asked her father instead if he had been at home. Star knew
nothing of the alienation between her father and Michael. But Michael should pay for his request,
in humility at least. Therefore, she sent her cool little stab of ceremony to call him to her. But
Michael did not look in the least humiliated, as he entered the luxurious library where Star
had chosen to receive him. His manner was grave and assured, and he made no sign of the tumult
it gave him to see her thus, in her own home once more, where all her womanliness and charm were
but enhanced by the luxury about her. He came forward to greet her, just as if she had not
cut him dead the very last time they met. And Star, as she regarded him, was struck with wonder over
the exalted beauty of manhood that was his
unique dower.
Thank you for letting me come, he said simply.
I will not intrude long upon your time.
Star had a strange sensation of fear, lest he was going to slip away from her again before
she was willing.
Oh, that is all right, she said graciously.
Won't you sit down?
I am always glad to do a favor for a friend of my childhood.
It was a sentence she had rehearsed many times in her mind, and it was meant to convey
reproach and indifference in the extreme.
But somehow as she fluttered into a great leather chair, she felt that her voice was trembling,
and she had miserably failed in what she had meant to do.
She felt strangely ashamed of her attitude, with those two dear soulful eyes looking straight at her.
It reminded her of the way he had looked when he told her in the Florida Chapel long ago
that nobody but herself had ever kissed him, and she had kissed him then.
Suppose he should be going to ask her to do it again?
The thought made her cheeks rosy.
and her society heir deserted her entirely.
But, of course, he would not do that.
It was a crazy thought.
What was the matter with her anyway?
And why did she feel so unnerved?
Then Michael spoke.
May I ask, if you know a man by the name of Stuyvesen Carter?
Starr looked startled, and then stiffened slightly.
I do, she answered graciously.
He is one of my intimate friends.
Is there anything he can do for you that you would like my intercession?
Star smiled graciously.
She thought she understood the reason for Michael's call now,
and she was pleased to think how easily she could grant his request.
The idea of introducing the two was stimulating.
She was pondering what a handsome pair of men they were,
and so different from each other.
But Michael's clear voice startled her again out of her complacence.
Thank God there is not, he said,
and his tone had that in it that made Starr sit up
and put on all her dignity.
Indeed, she said with disparity, her eyes flashing.
Pardon me, Miss Endicott, Michael said sadly.
You do not understand my feeling, of course.
I certainly do not.
All Star's icicle sentences were inherited from her mother.
And I cannot well explain, he went on, sadly.
I must ask you to take it on trust.
The favor I have come to ask is this,
that you will not have anything further to do with that young man.
until your father's return.
I know this may seem very strange to you,
but believe me, if you understood,
you would not hesitate to do what I have asked.
Michael held her with his look, and with his earnest tones.
For a moment she could not speak from sheer astonishment at his audacity.
Then she froze him with a look copied from her mother's haughty manner.
And what reason can you possibly give for such an extraordinary request?
She asked at last, when his look compelled an answer.
answer. "'I cannot give you a reason,' he said gravely.
"'You must trust me that this is best. Your father will explain to you when he comes.'
Another pause, and then Star haughtily asked,
"'And you really think that I would grant such a ridiculous request, which in itself implies a lack of
trust in the character of one of my warmest friends?'
"'I most earnestly hope that you will,' answered Michael.
In spite of her hauteur, she could not but be impressed.
by Michael's manner.
His grave tones and serious eyes
told her heart that here was something out of the ordinary.
At least she gave Michael credit for thinking there was.
I certainly shall not do anything of the kind, without a good reason for it.
Star's tone was determined, and cold.
And I can give you no reason beyond telling you that he is not such a man as a friend of yours
should be.
What do you mean?
Please do not ask me.
"'Please trust me, and give me your promise.
"'At least wait until I can write to your father.'
"'Star rose with a look of her father's stubbornness now in her pretty face.
"'I wish to be told,' she demanded angrily.
"'You would not wish to be told if you knew,' he answered.
She stood looking at him steadily for a full moment.
Then with a graceful toss of her lovely head, she said haughtily,
I must decline to accede to your request, Mr. Endicott.
You will excuse me. I have a luncheon engagement now.
She stood aside for him to go out the door.
But as he rose with pleading still in his eyes, he said,
You will write to your father and tell him what I have said.
You will wait until you hear from him?
It is impossible, Mr. Anticott.
Star's tone was freezing now, and he could see that she was very angry.
Mr. Carter is my friend.
She flung at him.
as he passed her and went out into the hall.
Another night of anguish brought Michael face to face
with the necessity for an interview with Starr's mother.
Taking his cue from the hour Starr had set for his call,
he went a little before 11 o'clock
and sent up the card of the firm with his own name written below,
for he had very serious doubts of obtaining an interview at all,
if the lady thought he might be there on his own business.
It is doubtful whether Mrs. Endicott recognized the former Mickey
under the title written below his most respectable law firm's name.
Any representative of Holt and Holt was to be recognized, of course.
She came down within a half hour, quite graciously, with Lorgnette in her hand,
until she had reached the center of the reception room where he had been put to await her.
Then Michael arose, almost from the same spot where she had addressed him nearly four years before,
the halo of the morning shining through the high window on his hair,
and with a start and stiffening of her whole form, she recognized him.
Oh, it is you!
There was that in her tone that argued ill for Michael's mission.
But with grave and gentle bearing, he began.
Madam, I beg your pardon for the intrusion.
I would not have come if there had been any other way.
I tried to find Mr. Endicott, but was told he had sailed.
You needn't waste your time and mine.
I shall do nothing for you.
As I told you before, if I remember,
I think far too much already has been done for you,
and I never felt that you had the slightest claim upon our bounty.
I must refuse to hear any hard luck stories.
Michael's face was a study.
Indignation, shame and pity,
struggled with a sudden sense of the ridiculousness of the situation.
What he did was to laugh.
A rich, clear, musical laugh that stopped the ladies' tirade
better than he could have done it in any other way.
"'Well, really, have you come to insult me?' she said angrily.
"'I will call a servant,' and she stepped curtly toward the bell.
"'Madam, I beg your pardon,' said Michael quickly, grave at once.
"'I intended no insult, and I have come to ask no favor of you.
I came because of a serious matter, perhaps a grave danger to your home,
which I thought you should be made acquainted with.'
"'Indeed. Well, make haste,' said Mrs. Santa Cod, half-mullified.
"'My time is valuable. Has someone been planning to rob the house?'
Michael looked straight in her face, and told her briefly a few facts,
delicately worded, forcefully put, which would have convinced the heart of any true mother
that the man before her had none but pure motives.
Not so this mother. The more Michael talked, the stiffer, haughtier, more hateful,
grew her stare. And when he paused, thinking not to utterly old,
overwhelm her with his facts. She remarked, superciliously,
How could you possibly know all these things, unless you had been in the same places where you
claim Mr. Carter has been? But, oh, of course, I forgot. Your former home was there, and so, of course,
you must have many friends among those people. She drew her mental skirts away from
contaminating contact, as she spoke the last two words, and punctuated them with a
contemptuous look through the lorgnette.
But, my dear fellow, she went on, adopting the most outrageously patronizing manner.
You should never trust those people.
Of course you don't understand that, having been away from them so many years among respectable folks,
but they really do not know what the truth is.
I doubt very much whether there is a grain of foundation for all that you have been telling me.
Madam, I have taken pains to look into the matter,
and I know that every word which I have been telling you is true.
Two of the most noted detectives of the city have been making an investigation.
I would not have ventured to come if I had not had indisputable facts to give you.
Mrs. Seneca arose, still holding the lorgnette to her eyes,
though she showed that the interview was drawing to a close.
Then young man, she said,
It will be necessary for me to tell you that the things you have been saying
are not considered proper to speak of before ladies in respectable society.
I remember, of course, your low origin and lack of breeding, and forgive what otherwise I should
consider an insult. Furthermore, let me tell you that it is not considered honorable to investigate a
gentleman's private life too closely. All young men sow their wild oats, of course, and are
probably done the worse for it. In fact, if a man has not seen life, he really is not worth much.
It is his own affair, and no business of yours. I must ask you to refer
from saying anything of this matter to anyone.
Understand?
Not a word of it.
My husband would be deeply outraged to know that a young friend of his daughters,
a man of refinement and position,
had been the object of scandal by one who should honor anyone whom he honors.
I really cannot spare any more time this morning.
But, madam, you certainly do not mean that you will not investigate this matter for yourself?
You would not let your daughter accept such a man as her friend?
The Lorne yet came into play again, but its stare was quite ineffectual upon Michael's white, earnest face.
His deep eyes lit with horror at this monstrous woman, who seemed devoid of mother love.
The time has come for you to stop.
It is none of your business what I mean.
You've done what you thought was your duty by telling me.
Now put the matter entirely out of your mind.
Desist at once.
With a final stare, she swept out of the room.
and up the broad staircase, and Michael, watching her until she was out of sight,
went out of the house with bowed head and burdened heart.
Went out to write a letter to Starr's father,
a letter which would certainly have performed its mission as his other efforts had failed,
but which, because of a sudden and unexpected change of address,
just missed him at every stopping place,
as it traveled its silent, unfruitful way about the world after him,
never getting anywhere until too late end of chapter nineteen chapter twenty of lowell michael by grace livingstone hill this lebrvox recording is in the public domain read by brian keenan chapter twenty star was very angry with michael when he left her
There was perhaps more hurt pride and peak in her anger than she would have cared to own.
He had failed to succumb to her charms.
He had not seemed to notice her as other men did.
He had even lost the look of admiration he used to wear when they were boy and girl.
He had refused utterly to tell her what she had a great curiosity to know.
She had been sure, was sure yet,
that if Michael would tell her what he had against Stuyvesen Carter,
she could explain it satisfactorily.
Her flattered little head was almost turned at this time with the adoration she had received.
She thought she knew almost everything that Stuyvesant Carter had ever done.
He was a fluent talker, and had spent many hours detailing to her incidents and anecdotes of his eventful career.
He had raced a good deal, and still had several expensive racing cars.
There wasn't anything very dreadful about that, except, of course, it was dangerous.
He used to gamble a great deal, but he had promised her he would never
do it anymore, because she thought it unrefined.
Of course it wasn't as though he hadn't plenty of money.
And her mother had told her that all young men did those things.
No, not her father, of course, for he had been unusual.
But times were different nowadays.
Young men were expected to be a little wild.
It was the influence of college life and a progressive age, she supposed.
It didn't do any harm.
They always settled down and made good husbands after they were married.
Michael, of course, did not understand these things.
He had spent a great many years in Florida with a dear old professor and a lot of good little boys.
Michael was unacquainted with the ways of the world.
Thus she reasoned.
Yet nevertheless, Michael's warning troubled her, and finally she decided to go to the best source of information and ask the young man himself.
Accordingly, three days after Michael's visit, when he dropped in to ask if she would go to the opera that evening with him,
him, instead of something else they had planned to do together.
She laughingly questioned him.
What in the world can you ever have done, Mr. Carter, that should make you unfit company for me?
She asked the question lightly, yet her eyes watched his face most closely as she waited for the answer.
The blood rolled in dark waves over his handsome face, and his brows grew dark with anger,
which half hid the start of almost fear with which he regarded her.
What do you mean, Star?
He looked at her keenly, and could not tell if she were in earnest or not.
Just that, she mocked, half gravely.
Tell me what you have been doing that should make you unfit company for me.
Someone has been trying to make me promise to have nothing to do with you,
and I want to know what it means.
Who has been doing that?
There were dangerous lights in the dark eyes,
lights that show the brutality of the coward and the evil-doer.
Oh, a man, said Star, provokingly.
but if you look like that, I shan't tell you anything more about it.
I don't like you now.
You look as if you could eat me.
You make me think there must be something in it all.
Quick to take the warning, the young man brought his face under control and broke into a hoarse, artificial laugh.
A sudden vision of understanding had come to him, and a fear was in his heart.
There was nothing like being bold and taking the bull by the horns.
I'll wager I can explain the riddle for you, he said, airily.
I lost my way the other evening, coming home late.
You see, there had been some mistake, and my car didn't come to the club for me.
I started on foot, leaving word for it to overtake me.
He lied, as he went along.
He had had a short lifetime of practice, and did it quite naturally and easily.
And I was thinking about you, and how soon I dared ask you a certain question.
When all at once I noticed that things seemed sort of unfamiliar.
I turned to go back, but couldn't for the life of me tell which way I had turned to
at the last corner. You see what a dangerous influence you have over me. And I wandered on and on,
getting deeper and deeper into things. It wasn't exactly a savory neighborhood, and I wanted to get out
as soon as possible, for I suspected that it wasn't even very safe down there alone at that hour
of the night. I was hesitating under a streetlight, close to a dark alley, trying to decide which
would be the quickest way out, and meditating what I should do to find a policeman. When suddenly
there loomed up beside me in the dark out of the depths of the alley, a great tall brute of a fellow,
with the strangest-looking yellow hair, and a body that looked as if he could play football with the
universe if he liked, and charged me with having come down there to visit his girl.
Well, of course, the situation wasn't very pleasant. I had tried to explain that I was lost,
that I had never been down in that quarter of the city before, and didn't even know his girl.
But he would listen to nothing. He began to threaten me. Then I took out my card and
handed it to him, most unwisely, of course, but then I am wholly unused to such situations,
and I explained to him just who I was, and that, of course, I wouldn't want to come to see his
girl, even if I would be so mean and all that. But do you believe me, that fellow wouldn't take
a word of it? He threw the card on the sidewalk, ground as he leant to it, and used all sorts of
evil language that I can't repeat. And finally, after I thought he was going to put me in the ditch
and pummel me, he let me go, shouting after me that if I ever came near his girl again,
he would publish it in the newspapers. Then, of course, I understood what a foolish thing I had done
in giving him my card. But it was too late. I told him as politely as I knew how, that if he would
show me the way to get home, I would never trouble him again, and he finally let me go.
Star's eyes were all this time quizzically searching his face. Was the man intoxicated?
she asked.
Oh, I presume so, more or less.
They all are down there, though he was not of the slums himself, I should say.
He was rather well-dressed, and probably angry that I had discovered him in such haunts.
When did this happen?
About a week ago.
Why didn't you tell me about it before?
Oh, I didn't want to distress you.
And besides, I've had my mind too full of other things.
Star, darling, you must have seen all these weeks how much I love you.
and how I have only been waiting the proper opportunity to ask you to be my wife.
Star was, in a measure, prepared for this proposal.
Her mother had instructed her that the alliance was one wholly within the pale of wisdom,
and her own fancy was quite taken up with this handsome new admirer,
who flattered her hourly and showered attentions upon her,
until she felt quite content with herself, the world, and him.
There was a spice of daring about Star that liked what she thought was the wide,
Wildness and gaiety of young Carter, and she had quite made up her mind to accept him.
One week later, the Society Papers announced the engagement, and the world of gaiety was all in a
flutter over the many functions that were immediately set a-going in their honor.
Michael, at his desk in the busy office, read and bowed his head in anguish.
Star, his bright, beautiful star, to be sacrificed to a beast like that.
would that he might once more safer to life and happiness.
For the next few days, Michael went about in a state that almost bordered on the frantic.
His white face looked drawn, and his great eyes burned in their clear setting, like live coals.
People turned to look after him on the street and exclaimed,
Why, look at that man.
And yet he seemed more like an avenging angel dropped down for some terrible errand than like a plain, ordinary man.
Mr. Holt noticed it and spoke to him about it.
You ought to drop work and take a good vacation, and a cot, he said kindly.
You're in bad shape. You'll break down and be ill.
If I were in your place, I'd cancel the rent of that office, and not try to start out for
yourself until fall. It'll pay you in the end. You're taking things too seriously.
But Michael smiled and shook his head. He was to open his own office the following week.
It was already, with its simple furnishings, in marked contrast.
to the rooms that would have been his if he had acceded to his benefactor's request.
But Michael had lost interest in office and work alike,
and the room seemed now to him only a refuge from the eyes of men
where he might hide with his great sorrow,
and try to study out some way to save Starr.
Surely, surely, her father would do something when he received his letter.
It was long past time for an answer to have come.
But then there was the hope that he was already doing something.
though he was unwilling to afford Michael the satisfaction of knowing it.
He gave much thought to a possible cablegram that he might send,
that would tell the story to the father while telling nothing to the world,
but abandon the idea again and again.
Sam came up from the farm and saw Michael's face and was worried.
Say, Pard, what have you been doing to yourself? Better come down to the farm and get a bit of fresh air.
The only two people who did not notice the change in Michael's appearance,
were Hester and Will.
They were too much engrossed in each other by this time to notice even Michael.
They had fallen into the habit of leaving the rooms in the alley earlier than Michael,
and going home by themselves.
They left him thus one night about three weeks after Starr's engagement had been announced.
Michael stayed in the room for an hour after all the others had gone.
He was expecting Sam to return.
Sam had been up from the farm several times lately,
and this time without any apparent reason he had lingered in the city.
He had not been to the room that night, save for ten minutes early in the evening,
when he had mumbled something about a little business,
and said he would be back before Michael left.
Michael sat for a long time, his elbow on the table,
his head in his hands, trying to think.
A way had occurred to him which might or might not do something
to prevent Starr from throwing away her happiness.
The morning paper had hinted that plans for a speedy wedding were on foot.
It was rumored that Miss Endicott was to be married as soon as her father reached home.
Michael was desperate.
He feared that now the father would arrive too late for him to get speech with him.
He had begun to know that it was hard to convince people of the evil of those they had chosen as friends.
It would take time.
There was a way.
He might have the whole story published.
in the papers. A public scandal would doubtless delay, if not altogether put a stop to this alliance.
But a public scandal that touched Mr. Carter would now also touch and bring into publicity,
the girl, whose life was almost linked with his. Not until the very last resort would Michael
bring about that publicity. That such a move on his part would beget him the eternal enmity
of the entire Endicott family, he did not doubt. But that factor figured not at all in
Michael's calculations. He was not working for himself in this affair.
Nothing that ever happened could make things right for him, he felt.
And what was his life, or good name even, beside Star's happiness? Wearily at last,
his problem unsolved. He got up and turned out the lights. As he was locking the door,
his attention was arrested by two figures standing between himself and the streetlight at the
end of the alley. It was a man and a woman, and the woman seemed to be clinging to the man,
and pleading with him. Such sights were not uncommon in the alley. Some poor woman often thus
appeal to all that used to be good in the man she married, to make him stay away from the saloon,
or to give her a little of his money to buy food for the children. More than once in such
instances, Michael had been able successfully to add his influence to the wives and get the man
to go quietly home.
He put the key hastily in his pocket, and hurried toward the two.
You shan't, you shan't. You shan't. You shan't never go back to her. He heard the woman cry
fiercely. You promised me.
Shut up, will you? I don't care what I promised, said the man, in a guarded voice,
that Michael felt sure he had heard before. I shan't shut up. I'll holler if you go,
so the police will come. You've got a right to stay with me. You shan't do me no
wrong, nor you shan't go back to that stuck-up piece.
You're mine, I say, and you promised.
With a curse, the man struck her a cruel blow across the mouth, and tried to tear her
clinging hands away from his coat.
But they only clung the more fiercely.
Michael sprang to the woman's side, like a panther.
Look out, he said in clear tones.
You can't strike a woman.
His voice was low and calm, and sounded as it used to sound on the ball field, when he
was giving directions to his team, at some times.
crisis in the game.
Who says I can't?
Snarled the man.
And now Michael was sure he knew the voice.
Then the wretch struck the woman between her eyes, and she fell heavily to the ground.
Like a flash, Michael's great arm went out and felled the man.
And in the same breath, from the shadows behind, there sprang out the slender,
wiry figure of Sam, and flung itself upon the man on the ground, who, with angry imprecations,
was trying to struggle to his feet.
His hand had gone to an inner pocket as he fell,
and in a moment more there was a flash of light,
and Michael felt a bullet whizzed by his ear.
Nothing but the swerving of the straggling figures
had saved it from going through his brain.
It occurred to Michael in that instant
that that was what had been intended.
The conviction that the man had also recognized him
gave strength to his arm as he wrenched the revolver
from the hand of the would-be assassin.
Nobody knew better than Michael
how easy it would be to plead self-defense if the fellow got into any trouble.
A man in young Carter's position, with wealth and friends galore, need not fear to wipe an unknown fellow out of existence.
A fellow whose friends, with few exceptions, were tufts and jailbirds and ex-criminals of all sorts.
It was just as he gave Carter's wrist the twist that sent the revolver clattering to the ground beside the unconscious woman,
that Michael heard the hurried footsteps of the officer of the law, accompanied by a
curious, motley crowd who had heard the pistol shot, and come to see what new excitement
life offered for their delectation. He suddenly realized how bad matters would look for Sam,
if he should be found in the embrace of one of society's pets, who would all too surely have a
tale to tell that would clear himself, regardless of others. Michael had no care for himself.
The police all about that quarter knew him well, and were acquainted with his work.
They looked upon him with almost more respect than they gave the priests and deaconesses
who went about their errands of mercy.
For Michael's spirit look of being more than man, and the stories that were attached to his
name in the alley filled them with a worshipful awe.
There was little likelihood of trouble for Michael with any of the officers he knew.
But Sam was another proposition.
His life had not all been strictly virtuous in the past,
and of late he had been away in New Jersey so much that he was little known,
and would be at once suspected of having been the cause of the trouble.
Besides, the woman lay unconscious at their feet.
With a mighty effort, Michael now reached forth and plucked Sam,
struggling fiercely from the arms of his antagonist,
and put him behind him in the doorway, standing firmly in front.
Carter, thus released, sprawled for an instant in the road,
then taking advantage of the momentary release,
police struggled to his feet and fled in the opposite direction from that in which the officers were
approaching.
Let me go, I must get him, muttered Sam, pushing fiercely to get by Michael.
No, Sam, stay where you are, and keep quiet. You'll gain nothing by running after him.
You'll only get into trouble yourself.
I don't care, said Sam frantically. I don't care what happens to me. I'll kill him. He stole my
girl. But Michael stood before him like a wall of adamant in the strength that was his for the
extremity. "'Yes, Sam, my poor fellow, I know,' said Michael gently, sadly.
"'I know, Sam. He stole mine, too.'
Sam subsided as if he had been struck, a low, awful curse upon his lips, his face pale and baleful.
"'You too?'
The yearning tenderness went to Michael's heart, like sweet salve.
even in the stress of the moment.
They were brothers in sorrow,
and their brotherhood saved Sam from committing a crime.
Then the police and crowd swept up, breathless.
What does all this mean?
panted a policeman, touching his cap respectfully to Michael.
Someone'd been shooting?
He stooped and peered into the white face
of the still unconscious woman,
and then looked suspiciously towards Sam,
who was standing sullenly behind Michael.
He's all right, smiled Michael,
throwing an arm across Sam's shoulder.
He only came in to help me
when he saw I was having a hard time of it.
The fellow made off in that direction.
Michael pointed after Carter,
whose form had disappeared in the darkness.
Any of the gang? asked the officer,
as he hurried away.
No, said Michael.
He doesn't belong here.
One officer hurried away,
accompanied by a crowd.
The other stayed to look after the woman.
He touched the woman with his foot,
as he might have tapped a dying dog,
to see if there was still life there.
A low growl, like a fierce animal, came from Sam's closed lips.
Michael put a warning hand upon his arm.
Steady, Sam, steady, he murmured,
and went himself and lifted the poor pretty head of the girl from its stony pillow.
I think you'd better send for the ambulance, he said to the officer.
She set a heavy blow on her head.
I arrived just in time to see the beginning of the trouble.
Ain't she dead?
said the officer indifferently.
Best get her into her house.
Don't reckon they want to mess up the hospital with such cattle as this.
Michael caught the fierce gleam in Sam's eyes.
A second more would have seen the officer lying beside the girl in the road,
and a double tragedy to the record of that night.
For Sam was crouched and moving stealthily like a cat toward the officer's back,
a look of almost insane fury upon his small, thin face.
It was Michael's steady voice that recalled him to sanity once more,
Just as many a time in the midst of a game, he had put self-control and courage into the hearts of his team.
Sam, could you come here and hold her head a minute while I try to get some water?
Yes, officer, I think she is living, and she should be got to the hospital as soon as possible.
Please give the call at once.
The officer sauntered off to do his bidding.
Michael and Sam began working over the unconscious girl, and the crowd stood idly round, waiting,
until the ambulance rattled up.
They watched with awe as the form of the woman was lifted in,
and Michael and Sam climbed up on the front seat with the driver and rode away.
Then they drifted away to their several beds,
and the street settled into its brief night respite.
The two young men waited at the hospital for an hour
until a white-capped nurse came to tell them that Lizzie had recovered consciousness,
and there was hope of her life.
Then they went out into the late night together.
Sam, you're coming home with me tonight.
Michael put his arm affectionately around Sam's shoulders.
You never would come before, but you must come tonight.
And Sam, looking into the other's face for an instant, saw that in Michael's suffering eyes that made him yield.
I ain't fit, Sam murmured, as they walked along silently together.
It was the first hint that Sam had ever given that he was not every wit as good as Michael.
and Michael, with rare tact, had never by a glance let Sam know how much he wished to have him cleaner, and more suitably garbed.
"'Oh, we'll make that all right,' said Michael fervently thankful, that at last the time had come for the presentation of the neat and fitting garments,
which he had purchased some weeks before, for a present for Sam, and which had been waiting for a suitable opportunity of presentation.
The dawn was hovering in the east when Michael led Sam up to his own room, and throwing wide the
the door of his own little private bathroom, told Sam to take a hot bath. It would make him feel
better. While Sam was thus engaged, Michael made a compact bundle of Sam's old garments, and stealing
softly to the back hall window, landed them by a neat throw on the top of the ash barrel in the
court below. Sam's clothes might see the alley again by way of the Ashman, but never on Sam's back,
quite late that very same morning, when Sam, clothed and in a new and righter mind than ever before in his
life, walked down with Michael to breakfast, and was introduced as my friend and Mr. Casey to the landlady,
who was hovering about the now-deserted breakfast table. He looked every inch of him a respectable
citizen, not handsome and distinguished like Michael, of course, but quite unnoticeable,
and altogether proper as a guest at the respectable breakfast table of Mrs. Semple.
Michael explained that they had been detained out late the night before by an accident,
and Mrs. Semple gave special orders.
for a nice breakfast to be served to Mr. Endicott and his friend, and said it wasn't any trouble at all.
People always thought it was no trouble to do things for Michael.
While they ate, Michael arranged with Sam to take a trip out to see Buck.
I was expecting to go this morning, he said. I had my plans all made.
They write me that Buck is getting uneasy, and they wish I'd come. But now, he looked meaningly at Sam.
I think I ought to stay here for a little.
"'Could you go in my place?
"'There are things here I must attend to.'
Sam looked, and his face grew dark with sympathy.
He understood.
"'I'll keep you informed about Lizzie,' went on, Michael, with delicate intuition.
"'And anyway, you couldn't see here for some time.
"'I think if you try, you could help Buck as much as I.
"'He needs to understand that breaking laws is all wrong,
"'that it doesn't pay in the end,
"'and that there has got to be a penalty.
"'You know.'
You can make him see things in a new way if you try.
Are you willing to go, Sam?
I'll go, said Sam briefly, and Michael knew he would do his best.
It might be that Sam's change of viewpoint would have more effect upon Buck than anything Michael could say.
For it was an open secret between Sam and Michael now,
that Sam stood for a new order of things, and that the old life, so far as he was concerned,
he had put away. And so Sam was got safely away.
from the danger spot, and Michael stayed to face his sorrow, and the problem of how to save
Star. End of Chapter 20. Chapter 21 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill. This Librevox recording is in the
public domain. Read by Brian Keenan. Chapter 21. The papers the next morning announced that Mr.
Stuyvesant Carter, while taking a shortcut through the lower quarter of the city, have been cruelly
attacked, beaten and robbed, and had barely escaped with his life.
He was lying in his rooms under the care of a trained nurse, and was recovering as rapidly
as could be expected from the shock.
Michael, reading it next morning, after seeing Sam off to Kansas, lifted his head with that
quiet show of indignation.
He knew that the message must have been telephoned to the paper by Carter himself, shortly
after he had escaped from the police.
He saw just how easy it was for him.
him to give out any report he chose.
Money and influence would buy even the public press.
It would be little use to try to refute anything he chose to tell about himself.
The days that followed were to Michael one long blur of trouble.
He haunted Mr. Endicott's office in hopes of getting some news of his return,
but they told him the last letters had been very uncertain.
He might come quickly, and he might be delayed a month yet, or even longer,
and a cablegram might not reach him much sooner than a letter, as he was traveling from place to
place.
After three days of this agony, knowing that the enemy would soon be recovering from his bruises
and be out again, he reluctantly wrote a note to Star.
My dear Miss Endicott,
At the risk of offending you, I feel that I must make one more attempt to save you from what I feel cannot but be great misery.
The young man of whom we were speaking has twice, to my knowledge, visited a young woman of the slums within the last month,
and has even since your engagement been maintaining an intimacy with her, which can be nothing but an insult to you.
Though you may not believe me, it gives me greater pain to tell you this than anything I ever had to do before.
I have tried in every way I know to communicate with your father, but have thus far failed.
I am writing you thus, plainly and painfully,
hoping that though you will not take my word for it,
you will at least be willing to find some trustworthy, intimate friend of your family,
in whom you can confide,
who will investigate this matter for you,
and give you his candid opinion of the young man.
I conferner such a man with information as to where to go to get the facts.
I know that what I have said is true.
I beg for the sake of your future happiness,
that you will take means to discover for yourself.
Faithfully yours, Michael.
To this note, within two days,
he received a condescending, patronizing reply.
Michael, I am exceedingly sorry that you have lent yourself to means so low to accomplish
your end, whatever that may be.
It is beyond me to imagine what possible motive you can have
for all this ridiculous calumny that you were trying to cast
on one who is shown a most noble spirit toward you.
Mr. Carter has fully explained to me his presence at the home of that girl,
and because you seem to really believe what you have written me,
and because I do not like to have anyone think evil of the man whom I am soon to marry,
I am taking the trouble to explain to you.
The young woman is a former maid of Mr. Carter's mother,
and she is deeply attached to her.
She does up Mrs. Carter's fine laces exquisitely.
and Mr. Carter has twice been the bearer of laces to be laundered,
because his mother was afraid to trust such valuable pieces to a servant.
I hope you will now understand that the terrible things you have tried to say
against Mr. Carter are utterly false.
Such things are called blackmail,
and bring terrible consequences in court I am told if they become known.
So I must warn you never to do anything of this sort again.
It is dangerous.
If my father were at home, he would explain it to you.
Of course, having been in that out-of-the-way Florida place for so long,
you don't understand these things.
But for Papa's sake, I would not like you to get into trouble in any way.
There is one more thing I must say.
Mr. Carter tells me that he saw you down in that questionable neighborhood,
and that you are yourself interested in this girl.
It seems strange when this is the case that you should have thought so ill of him.
Trusting that you will cause me no further annoyance in this magic,
S. D. Endicott. When Michael had read this, he bowed himself upon his desk as one who had been stricken
under death. To read such words from her whom he loved, better than his own soul, was terrible.
And he might never let her know that these things that had been said of him were false.
She would probably go always with the idea that his presence in that alley was a matter of shame to him.
So far as his personal part in the danger to herself was concerned,
he was from this time forth powerless to help her.
If she thought such things of him,
if she had really been made to believe them,
then of course she could credit nothing he told her.
Some higher power than his would have to save her if she was to be saved.
To do star justice, she had been very much stirred by Michael's note,
and after a night of wakefulness and meditation,
had taken the letter to her mother.
Not that Star turned naturally to her most unnatural mother for help, in personal matters, usually.
But there seemed to be no one else to whom she could go.
If only her father had been home.
She thought of cabling him, but what could she say in a brief message?
How could she make him understand?
And then there was always the world standing by to peer curiously over one's shoulder when one sent a message.
She could not hope to escape the public eye.
She considered showing Michael's note to Morton, her faithful nurse.
But Morton, wise in many things, would not understand this matter, and would be powerless to help her.
So Starr had gone to her mother.
Mrs. Endicott, shrewd to perfection, masked her indignation under a very proper show of horror,
told Starr that of course it was not true, but equally, of course, it must be investigated,
gave her word that she would do so immediately, and her daughter need have no further thought of
the matter. Sent at once for young Carter, with whom she held a brief consultation, at the end of which
Star was called, and cheerfully given the version of the story which she had written to Michael.
Stuyvesen Carter could be very alluring when he tried, and he chose to try.
The stakes were a fortune, a noble name, and a very pretty girl with whom he was as much in love at
present as he ever had been in his checkered career, with any girl.
Moreover, he had a nature that held revenge long.
He delighted to turn the story upon the man who pretended to be so righteous,
and who would dare to give him orders about a poor, worthless girl of the slums.
He set his cunning intellect to devise a scheme whereby his adversary should be caught in his own
net and brought low.
He found a powerful ally in the mother of the girl he was in.
to marry. For reasons of ambition, Mrs. Endicott desired supremely an alliance with the House of Carter,
and she was most determined that nothing should upset her plans for her only daughter's marriage.
She knew that if her husband should return and hear any hint of the story about Carter,
he would at once put an end to any relations between him and Starr.
He had always been queer about such things, and particular, as she phrased it.
It would be mortifying beyond anything to have any balk in the arrangements after things had gone thus far.
And there was that hateful Mrs. Waterman, setting her cap for him so odiously everywhere, even since the engagement had been announced.
Mrs. Endicott intended to risk nothing.
Therefore she planned with the young people for an early marriage.
She was anxious to have everything so thoroughly cut and dried, and matters gone so far that her husband could not possibly upset.
set them when he returned. Finally, she cabled him, asking him to set a positive date for his
homecoming as the young people wished to arrange for an early wedding. He cabled back a date not so
very far off, for in truth, though he had received none of Michael's warnings, he was uneasy about
this matter of his daughter's engagement. Young Carter had, of course, seemed all right, and he saw
no reason to demur when his wife wrote that the two young people had come to an understanding.
But somehow it had not occurred to him that the marriage would be soon.
He was troubled at thought of losing the one bright treasure of his home,
when he had but just got her back again from her European education.
He felt that it was unfortunate that imperative business had called him abroad,
almost as soon as she returned.
He was in haste to be back.
But when his wife followed her cable message with a letter,
speaking of an immediate marriage,
and setting a date but four days after the time set for his arrival.
He cabled to her to set no date until his return,
which would be as soon as he could possibly come.
However, Mrs. Sendicott had planned well.
The invitations had been sent out that morning.
She thought it unnecessary to cable again, but wrote,
I'm sorry, but your message came too late.
The invitations are all out now, and arrangements going forward.
I knew you would not want to stop Starr's plan.
and she seems to have her heart set on being married at once.
Dear Stovesant finds it imperative to take an ocean trip,
and he cannot bear the thought of going without his wife.
I really do not see how things could possibly be held off now.
We should be the laughing stock of society,
and I am sure you would not want me to endure that.
And Starr, dear child, is quite childishly happy over her arrangements.
She is only anxious to have you properly home in time,
so do hurry and get an earlier boat, if possible.
Over this letter, Mr. Endicott frowned, and looked troubled.
His wife had ever taken things in her own hands where she would.
But concerning Star, they had never quite agreed,
though he had let her have her own way about everything else.
It was like her to get this marriage all fixed up while he was away.
Of course it must be all right, but it was so sudden,
and his little star, his one little girl.
then with his usual abrupt action he put the letter in his inner pocket and proceeded to hurry his business as much as possible that he might take an earlier boat than the one he had set
and he finally succeeded by dint of working night as well as day and leaving several important matters to go as they would the papers at last announced that mr delavan endicott who had been abroad for three months on business had sailed for home and would reach new york nearly a week before the date set for the wedding
The papers were also filled with elaborate foreshadowings of what that event was likely to mean to the world of society.
And Michael, knowing that he must drink every drop of his bitter cup, knowing that he must suffer and endure to the end of it,
if perchance he might yet savor, in some miraculous way, read every word, and knew the day and the hour of the boat's probable arrival.
He had it all planned to meet that boat himself.
If possible, he would go out on the pilot and meet his man before he landed.
Then the silence of the Great Deep fell about the traveler,
and the days went by with the waiting one in the city.
The preparations hurried forward by trained and skillful workers.
The Indicot home was filled with comers and goers.
Silks and satins and costly fabrics.
Laces and jewels and rare trimmings from all over the world were brought together
by hands experienced in costuming the great of the earth.
Over the busy machinery which she had set going,
Mrs. Zendikot presided with the calmness and positive determination
of one who had a great purpose in view and meant to carry it out.
Not a detail escaped her vigilant eye.
Not an item was forgotten of all the millions of little necessities
that the world expected, and she must have forthcoming.
Nothing that could make the wedding unique, artistic, perfect,
was too hard or too costly to be carried out.
This was her pinnacle of opportunity to shine,
and Mrs. Endicott intended to make the most of it.
Not that she had not shown throughout her worldly career,
but she knew that with the marriage of her daughter,
her life would reach its zenith point,
and must henceforth begin to decline.
This event must be one to be remembered in the annals of the future,
so long as New York should continue to marry and be given in marriage.
Star's wedding must surpass all others in wonder and beauty and elegance.
So she planned, wrought, carried out,
and day by day the gleam in her eyes told that she was nearing her triumph.
It did not disturb her when the steamer was overdue one whole day, and then two.
Star, even amid the round of gaieties in her young set, all given in her honor,
found time to worry about her father.
But the wife only found in this.
fact a cause for congratulation.
She felt instinctively that her crucial time was coming when her husband reached home.
If Michael had dared to carry out his threats, or if a breath of the stories concerning
young Carter's life should reach him, there would be trouble, against which she had no power.
It was not until the third morning, with still no news of the vessel, that Mrs. Endicott
began to feel uneasy.
It would be most awkward to have to put off the ceremony, and of course it would not
do to have it without the bride's father, when he was hurrying to be present.
If he would arrive just in time, so much the better, but late, ah, that would be dreadful.
She tightened her determined lips, and looked like a Napoleon, saying to herself,
there shall be no alps. In like manner, she would have said, if she could, there shall be no
sea if I wish it. But the anxiety she felt was only manifested by her closer vigilance over her
helpers, as swiftly and hourly, the perfected preparations glided to their finish.
Star grew nervous and restless and could not sleep, but hovered from room to room in the daytime,
looking out of the windows, or fitfully telephoning the steamship company for news.
Her fiancée found her most unsatisfactory, and none of the plans he proposed for her diversion
pleased her. Dark rings appeared under her eyes, and she looked at him with a troubled expression
sometimes, when she should have been laughing in the midst of a round of pleasures.
Star deeply loved her father, and some vague pre-sentiment of coming trouble seemed to shadow
all the brightness of life. Now and then, Michael's face, with its great, true eyes, and pleading expression,
came between her and Carter's face, and seemed to blur its handsome lines, and then, indefinite
questions haunted her. What if those terrible things Michael had said were true? Was she
sure, sure? And at times like that she fancied she saw a weakness in the lines about Carter's
eyes and mouth. But she was most unused to studying character, poor child, and had no guide to help her
in her lonely problem of choosing. For already she had learned that her mother's ways and hers were
not the same, and her father did not come. When he came, it would be all right. It had to be, for there was
no turning back, of course, now. The wedding was but two days off. Michael, in his new office,
frankly acknowledged to himself these days that he could not work. He had done all that he could,
and now was waiting for a report of that vessel. When it landed, he hoped to be the first man
on board. In fact, he had made arrangement to go out to meet it before it landed. But it did not come.
Was it going to be prevented until the day was put off? Would that make man,
matters any better? Would he then have more time? And could he accomplish anything with Mr.
Endicott, even supposing he had time? Was he not worse than foolish to try? Mr. Endicott was
already angry with him for another reason. His wife and Starr, and that scoundrel of a Carter,
would tell all sorts of stories. Of course he would believe them in preference to his.
He groaned aloud sometimes when he was alone in the office, and wished that
there were but a way he could fling himself between Star and all evil, once for all.
Give his life for hers.
Gladly, gladly would he do it, if it would do any good.
Yet there was no way.
And then there came news.
The vessel had been heard from, still many miles out to sea, with one of her propellers broken,
and laboring along at great disadvantage.
But if all went well, she would reach her dock at noon of the following day,
eight hours before the time set for the wedding.
Star heard, and her face blossomed into smiles.
All would go well after all.
She telephoned again to the steamship company a little while later,
and her utmost fears were allayed by their assurances.
Mrs. Zendikot heard the news with intense relief.
Her husband would scarcely have time to find out anything.
She must take pains that he had no opportunity to see Michael before the ceremony.
The young man heard, and his heart beat wildly.
Would the time be long enough to save her?
Noon of the next day came, but the steamer had not yet landed, though the news from her was good.
She would be in before night.
There was no doubt of it now.
Mr. Endicott would be in time for the wedding, but just that and no more.
He had sent reassurances to his family, and they were going forward happily in the whirl of the last things.
But Michael, in his lonely office, hung up the telephone receiver with a heavy heart.
There would be no time now to save Star.
Everything was against him.
Even if he could get speech of Mr. Endicott, which was doubtful now,
was it likely the man would listen at this the last minute?
Of course his wife and daughter and her fiancé could easily persuade him all was well,
and Michael a jealous fool, as he sat thus with bowed head before his desk,
He heard footsteps along the stone floor of the corridor outside.
They halted at his door, and hesitating fingers fumbled with the knob.
He looked up, frowning, and was about to send any chance client away,
with the explanation that he was entirely too much occupied at present to be interrupted.
When the face of the woman who opened the door caught his attention.
End of Chapter 22 of Lowell by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 22
It was Lizzie, with her baby in her arms.
The girl he had defended in the alley,
and whose face he had last seen,
lying white and unconscious in the moonlight,
looking ghastly enough with the dark hair flung back
against the harsh pillow of stone.
The face was white now,
but softened with the beauty of motherhood.
The bold, handsome,
features had somehow taken on a touch of gentleness, though there glowed and burned in her dark
eyes a fever of passion and unrest. She stood still for a moment, looking at Michael, after she had
closed the door, and was holding the baby close, as if fearing there might be someone there who
was minded to take it from her. As Michael watched her, fascinated, cut to the heart by the dumb
suffering in her eyes. He was reminded of one of the exquisite madonnas he had seen in an exhibition
not long ago.
The draperies had been dainty and cloud-like,
and the face refined and wonderful in its beauty,
but there had been the same sourful mother anguish in the eyes.
It passed through his mind that this girl and he were kin
because of a mutual torture.
His face softened, and he felt a great pity for her,
swelling in his heart.
His eyes wandered to the little upturned face of the baby,
wrapped close in the shabby shawl against its head.
mother's breast. It was a very beautiful little sleeping face, with the look still of the spirit
world from which it had but recently come. There was something almost unearthly in its loveliness,
appealing even in its sleep, with its innocent baby curves and outlines. A little stranger's
soul, whose untried feet had wandered into unwelcome quarters, where sorrows and temptations
were so thickly strewn that it could not hope to escape them. What had the baby
come for. To make one more of the swarming mass of sinful wretches who crowded the alley.
Would those cherub lips half-parted now in a seraphic smile live to pour forth blasphemous curses,
as he had heard even very small children in the alley? With that tiny seashell hand,
resting so trustingly against the coarse cloth of its mother's raiment, looking like a rosebud
gone astray, live to break open safes and take their contents?
Would the lovely little soft, round body, whose tender curves showed pitifully beneath the thin old shawl, grow up to lie in the gutter some day?
The problem of the people had never come to Michael so forcibly, so terribly as in that moment before Lizzie spoke.
Be you a real lawyer? she asked.
Can you tell what the law is about folks and things?
Michael smiled and rose to give her a chair, as courteously as though she had been a lady born.
"'Sit down,' he said.
"'Yes, I am a lawyer.
"'What can I do for you?'
"'I suppose you charge a lot,' said the girl,
"'with a meaning glance around the room.
"'You've got things fixed fine, a silk here.
"'But I'll pay anything you asked
"'if it takes me a lifetime to do it,
"'if you just tell me how I can get my rights.'
"'Your rights?' questioned Michael, sadly.
"'Poor child.
"'Had she any rights in the universe
"'that he could help her to get?
"'The only rights he knew for such as she
"'were room and a quiet
graveyard and a chance to be forgotten.
Say, ain't it against the law for a man to marry a woman when he's already got one wife?
It is, said Michael, unless he gets a divorce.
Well, I ain't going to give him no divorce, you bet, said the girl fiercely.
I worked hard enough to get a real marriage, and I ain't going to give up to no fashionable swell.
I'm as good as she is, and I've got my rights, and I'll have him.
And besides, there's baby.
Her face softened and took on a love light.
And immediately Michael was reminded of the Madonna picture again.
I've got to think of him.
Michael marveled to see that the girl was reveling in her possession,
of the little helpless burden who had been the cause of her sorrow.
Tell me about it.
His voice was very gentle.
He recalled suddenly that this was Sam's girl.
Poor Sam, too.
The world was a terribly tangled mess of trouble.
Well, there ain't much to tell the counts,
only he kept company with me, and I wouldn't have anything else but a real marriage.
And so he'd give in.
And we had a couple of rooms in a real respectable house, and had it fine till he had to go away on business, he said.
I never believed that.
Why, he was downright rich.
He's a real swell, you know.
What kind of business could he have?
Lizzie strained herself proudly, and held her head high.
About whom are you talking? asked Michael.
Why, my husband, course.
Mr. Stuyves and Carter.
You can see his name in the paper real often.
He didn't want me to know his real name.
He had me call him Dan Hunt for two months,
but I caught on, and he was real mad for a while.
He said his ma didn't like the match,
and he didn't want folks to know he'd got married.
It might hurt him with some of his swell friends.
You don't mean to tell me that Mr. Stuyvesant Carter ever really married you,
said Michael, incredulously.
Sure, said Lizzie, proudly.
Married me just like any sort of a man.
well. Got me a diamond ring and a silk-lined suit and a willer-plume and everything.'
Lizzie held up a grimy hand, on which Michael saw a showy glitter of jewelry.
"'Have you anything to show for it?' asked Michael, expecting her, of course, to say no.
"'Have you any certificate or paper to prove that you were married, according to law?'
"'Sherer said Lizzie, triumphantly, drawing forth a crumpled roll from the folds of her dress,
and smoothing it out before his astonished eyes.
There it was, a printed wedding certificate, done in blue and gold, with a colored picture of two clasped hands under a white dove, with a gold ring in its beak.
Beneath was an idealized boat, with silken sails, bearing two people down a rose-lined river of life.
And the whole was bordered with orange blossoms.
It was one of those old-fashioned affairs that country ministers used to give their parishioners, in the years gone by,
and are still to be had in some dusty corners of a forgotten drawer in country bookstores.
But Michael recognized at once that it was a real certificate.
He wrote it carefully.
The blanks were all filled in.
The date she gave of the marriage was there,
and the name of the bridegroom, though evidently written and a disguised hand,
could be deciphered, Stey Carter.
Michael did not recognize the names of either the witnesses or the officiating minister.
How'd he happen to have Mr. Carter's real name here, when you say he married you under an assumed name?
He asked, moving his finger thoughtfully over the blurred name that had evidently been scratched out and written over again.
I made him put it in after I found out who he was, said Lizzie.
He couldn't come in over me that way.
He was awful gone on me then, and I could do most anything with him.
It was for she'd come home from Europe.
She just went for him and turned his head.
If I'd a note in time, I'd gone.
and told her, but land sakes, I don't suppose twould have done much good.
I would have been to her before, only I was fool enough to promise him I wouldn't say
nothing to her, if he'd keep away from her.
You see, I needed money awful bad for baby.
He don't take a living awful good.
He cries a lot, and I bet to have thins for him, so I threatened him if he didn't do
something, I'd go tell her, and he up and forked over, but not till I promised.
But now they say the papers is telling he's to marry her tonight, and I got to stop it
somehow. I got my rights and babies to look after. Promise or no promise. Can I get him arrested?
I am not sure what you can do until I look into the matter, Michael said gravely.
Would the paper he held help, or would it not, in his mission to Starr's father? And would it be
too late? His heavy heart could not answer. Do you know these witnesses?
Sure, said Lizzie confidently. They're all swells. They come down with him when he come to be
married. I never seen him again, but they was real jolly and nice. They gave me a bouquet of real
roses, and a bracelet made like a snake with green-glass eyes. And the minister? Which is his church?
I'm sure I don't know, said Lizzie. I never asked. He'd come along and it was as jolly as any of him.
He drank more and all of them put together. He was off a game for a preacher.
Michael's heart began to sink. Was this a genuine marriage after all?
Could anything be proved?
He questioned the girl carefully, and after a few minutes sent her on her way, promising to do all in his power to help her,
and arranging to let her know as soon as possible if there was anything she could do.
That was a busy afternoon for Michael.
The arrival of the steamer was forgotten.
His telephone rang vainly on his desk to a silent room.
He was out tramping over the city in search of the witnesses, and the minister who had signed Lizzie's marriage certificate.
meantime the afternoon papers came out with a glowing account of the wedding that was to be,
headed by the pictures of Star and Mr. Carter, for the wedding was a great event in society circles.
Lizzie, on her hopeful way back to the alley, confident that Michael, the angel of the alley,
would do something for her, heard the boys crying the afternoon edition of the paper,
and was seized with a desire to see if her husband's picture would be in again.
She could ill spare the penny from her scanty store that.
that she spent for it. But then, what was money in a case like this?
Michael would do something for her, and she would have more money.
Besides, if worst came to worst, she would go to the fine lady and threatened to make it all
public, and she would give her money. Lizzie had had more advantages than most of her
class in the alley. She had worked in a seashore restaurant several summers, and could read a little.
From the newspaper account, she gathered enough to rouse her half-soothed frenzy.
Her eyes flashed fire as she went about her dark little tenement room,
making baby comfortable.
His feeble wail and his sweet eyes looking into hers
only fanned the fury of her flame.
She determined not to wait for Michael,
but to go on her own account at once to that girl
that was stealing away her husband,
her baby's father, and tell her what she was doing.
With the cunning of her kind,
Lizzie dressed herself in her best,
a soiled pink silk shirt-waist with elbow sleeves,
a spotted and torn black skirt that showed a tattered orange silk petticoat beneath its ungainly length.
A wide white hat with soiled and draggled willow plume of Alice Blue,
and high-heeled pumps run over on their uppers.
If she had but known it, she looked ten times better in the old Madonna shawl she had worn to Michael's office.
But she took great satisfaction in being able to dress appropriately when she went to the swells.
The poor baby she wrapped in his soiled little best,
and pinned a large untidy pink satin bow on the back of his dirty little blanket.
Then she started on her mission.
Now Star had just heard that her father's vessel would be at the dock in a trifle over an hour,
and her heart was light and happy.
Somehow all her misgivings seemed to flee away, now that he was coming.
She flew from one room to another like a wild bird,
trilling snatches of song and looking prettier than ever.
Oh, the wee sweet barney, murmured the old Scotch nurse.
If only her man would be good to her.
There was some special bit of Star's attire for the evening that had not arrived.
She was in a Twitter of expectancy about it.
To be sure, it pleased her.
And when she heard the bell, she rushed to the head of the stairs,
and was halfway down to see if it had come,
when the servant opened the door to Lizzie and her baby.
One second more in the door.
door would have closed hopelessly on poor Lizzie.
For no servant in that house would have thought of admitting such a creature to the presence of
their lady, a few hours before her wedding.
But Starr, poised halfway on the landing, called,
What is it, Graves? Someone to see me?
But she's not the sort of person.
Miss Starr, protested Graves, with the door only open a crack now.
Never mind, Graves, I'll see her for a minute.
I can't deny anyone on my wedding day, you know, and father, almost safely here.
her. Show her into the little reception room.
She smiled a ravishing smile on the devoted graves, so with many qualms of conscience and
misgivings as to what the mistress would say if she found out. Graves ushered Lizzie and her
baby to the room indicated, and Star fluttered down to see her. So it was Starr's own doings
that Lizzie came into her presence on that eventful afternoon.
Oh, what a sweet baby! exclaimed Starr eagerly. Is he yours?
Lizzie's fierce eyes softened.
Sit down and tell me who you are.
Wait, I'll have some tea brought for you.
You look tired.
And won't you let me give that sweet baby a little white shawl of mine?
I'm to be married tonight, and I like to give him a wedding present, she laughed gaily.
And Morton was sent for the shawl, and another servant for the tea,
while Starr amused herself by making the baby crow wet her.
Lizzie sat in wonder.
Almost for the moment she forgot her errand.
watching this sweet girl in her lovely attire, making much of her baby.
But when the tea had been brought, and the soft white wool shawl wrapped around the smiling baby,
Starr said again.
Now, please tell me who you are, and what do you have come for?
I can't give you but a minute or two more.
This is a busy day, you know.
Lizzie's brow darkened.
I'm Mrs. Carter, she said, drawing herself up with conscious pride.
Carter, said Starr, politely.
"'Yes, I'm the wife of the man you're going to marry tonight, and this is his child.
I thought I'd come and tell you for it was too late.
I thought if you had any goodness in you, you'd put a stop to this and give me my rights,
and you seem to have some heart.
Can you call it off?
You wouldn't want to take my husband away from me, would you?
You can get plenty others, and I'm just a plain working girl, and he's mine anyhow,
and this is his kid.'
Star had started to her feet, her eyes wide, her hand fluttering to her heart.
"'Stop,' she cried.
"'You must be crazy to say such things.
"'My poor girl, you have made a great mistake.
"'Your husband is some other Mr. Carter, I suppose.
"'My Mr. Carter is not that kind of a man.
"'He has never been married.'
"'Yes, he has,' interposed Lizzie, fiercely.
"'He's married all right, and I got the certificate all right, too,
"'only I couldn't bring it this time, because I left it with my lawyer.
"'But you can see it if you want to.
"'With his name all straight, Stivey's and Carter, all really,
it out. I see to it that he rid it himself. I can read myself pretty good, so I know it.
I am very sorry for you, said Starr sweetly, though her heart was beating violently in spite of her
efforts to be calm, and to tell herself that she must get rid of this wretched impostor without making
a scene for the servants to witness. I'm very sorry, but you have made some great mistake.
There isn't anything I can do for you now. But later, when I come back to New York, if you care to
Look me up. I will try to do something for baby.
Lizzie stood erect in the middle of the little room,
her face slowly changing to a stony stare,
her eyes fairly blazing with anger.
Do you mean to tell me you're going to go on and marry my husband,
just as if nothing had happened?
Ain't you going to ask him if it's true nor nothing?
Ain't you going to find out what's true about him?
Or do you want him so bad you don't care who you hurt?
Or what he is, so long as you make a big splurge before folks.
Ain't you going to ask him about him,
it? "'Oh, why, certainly, of course,' said Starr, as if she were pacifying a frantic child.
"'I can ask him. I will ask him, of course, but I know that you were mistaken.
Now, really, I shall have to say good afternoon. I haven't another minute to spare. You must go.'
I shan't stir a step till you promised me that you asked him right straight away.
And you all got no telephone? Well, you can call him up and asked him. Just asked him why he didn't
never speak to you of his wife Lizzie, and where he was the evening of August 4.
That's the date on the certificate.
Tell him you've seen me and then see what he says.
Tell him my lawyer is it going to fix him if he goes on.
It'll be in all the papers tomorrow morning if he goes on.
And you can say I shan't never consent to no divorce.
They ain't respectable, and I got to think of that on baby's account.
If you will go quietly away now and say nothing more about this to anyone,
I will tell Mr. Carter all about you.
said Starr, her voice trembling with the effort at self-control.
Do you promise you will?
Certainly, said Starr with dignity.
Will you do it right off straight?
Yes, if you will go at once.
Cross your heart?
What?
Cross your heart, you will?
That's a sort of oath to make you keep your promise, explained Lizzie.
A lady needs no such thing to make her keep her promise.
Don't you know that ladies always keep their promises?
I wasn't so sure, said Lizzie.
You can't most always tell.
It is best to be on the safe side.
Will you promise me you won't marry him if you find out he's my husband?
Most certainly I will not marry him if he is already married.
Now go, please, at once.
I haven't a minute to spare.
If you don't go at once, I cannot have time to call him up.
You sure I can trust you?
Star turned on the girl,
such a gaze of mingled dignity and indignation,
that her eye quailed before it.
"'Well, I suppose I gotta,' she said,
dropping her eyes before Star's righteous wrath.
"'But no wedding bells for you tonight if you keep your promise.
So long!'
Star shuddered as the girl passed her.
The whiff of unwashed garments, stale cooking,
an undefinable tenement odor that reached her nostrils sickened her.
Was it possible that she must let this creature have a hold
even momentarily upon her last few hours?
Yet she knew she must.
She knew she would not rest, until she had been reassured by Carter's voice,
and the explanation that he would surely give her.
She rushed upstairs to her own private phone, locking the door on even her old nurse,
and called up the phone in Carter's private apartments.
Without owning it to herself, she had been a little troubled all the afternoon,
because she had not heard from Carter.
Her flowers had come, magnificent in their costliness and arrangement,
and everything he was to attend to was done, she knew.
but no word had come from himself.
It was unlike him.
She knew that he had given a dinner the evening before
to his old friends who were to be his ushers,
and that the festivities would have lasted late.
He had not probably arisen very early, of course,
but it was drawing on toward the hour of the wedding now.
She intended to begin to dress at once,
after she had phoned him.
It was strange she had not heard from him.
After much delay, an unknown voice answered the phone,
and told her Mr. Carter,
could not come now. She asked who it was, but got no response, except that Mr. Carter
couldn't come now. The voice had a muffled, thick sound. Tell him to call me then as soon as
possible, she said, and the voice answered, all right. Reluctantly, she hung up the receiver,
and called Morton to help her dress. She would have liked to get the matter out of the way before
she went about the pretty ceremony, and submitted herself to her nurse's hands with an ill-grace
and troubled thoughts.
The coarse beauty of Lizzie's face haunted her.
It reminded her of an actress that Carter had once openly admired,
and she had secretly disliked.
She found herself shuddering inwardly
every time she recalled Lizzie's harsh voice and uncouth sentences.
She paid little heed to the dressing process, after all,
and let Morton have her way in everything,
starting nervously when the phone bell rang,
or anyone tapped at her door.
A message came from her father, finally.
He hoped to be with her in less than an hour now,
and as yet no word had come from Carter.
Why did he not know she would be anxious?
What could have kept him from his usual greeting of her,
and on their wedding day?
Suddenly, in the midst of Morton's careful draping of the wedding veil,
which she was trying in various ways to see just how it should be put on at the last minute,
Starr started up from her chair.
I cannot stand this, Morty.
That will do for now. I must telephone, Mr. Carter. I can't understand why he doesn't call me.
Oh, but the poor man is that busy, murmured Morton, excusingly, as she hurried obediently out of the room.
Now, mind you, don't must that beautiful veil. But after a half-hour a futile attempt to get into
communication with Carter, Star suddenly appeared in her door, calling for her faithful nurse again.
Morty, she called excitedly, come here quick. I've ordered the electric.
It's at the door now.
Put on your big cloak and come with me.
I've got to see Mr. Carter at once, and I can't get him on the phone.
But Miss Starr, protested Morton,
you've no time to go anywhere now, and look at your pretty veil.
Never mind the veil, Morty, I'm going.
Hurry, I can't stop to explain.
I'll tell you on the way.
We'll be back before anyone has missed us.
But your mama, Miss Starr, she'll be very angry with me.
Mama must not know.
and anyway, I must go.
Come.
If you won't come with me, I'm going alone.
Star, with these words, grasped a great cloak of dark green velvet,
soft and pliable as a skin of fur, threw it over her white bridle robes,
and hurried down the stairs.
Oh, Miss Star, darling, moaned Morton,
looking hurriedly around for a cloak with which to follow.
You'll spoil your veil, sure.
Wait till I take it off in you.
But Star had opened the front door,
and was already getting into the great luxurious car that stood outside.
End of Chapter 22.
Chapter 23 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 23
Michael, as he went about on his search, kept crying over and over again in his heart.
Oh, God, do something to save her.
Do something to save my living.
little star. Over and over the prayer prayed itself, without seeming thought or volition on his
part, as he went from place to place, faithfully, keenly, step by step, searching out what he needed to know.
At last, towards six o'clock, his chain of evidence led him to the door of Stovesant Carter's
apartments. After some delay the door was opened, reluctantly, a little way, by a servant
with an immobile mask of a face, who stared at him stupidly.
but finally admitted that the three men whose names he mentioned were inside.
He also said that Mr. Carter was in, but could not be seen.
He closed the door on the visitor, and went inside again to see if any of the others would come out.
There ensued an altercation, and loud in somewhat unsteady tones,
and at last the door opened again, and a fast-looking young man,
who admitted himself to be Theodore Brooks, slid out, and closed it carefully behind him.
The air that came with him was thick with tobacco smoke, and heavy with liquor.
And the one glimpse Michael got of the room showed a strange radiance of some peculiar light
that glowed into the dusky hall, weirdly.
The heavy-eyed youth, who stood, braced against the wall uncertainly, looked into Michael's face
with an impudent laugh.
"'Well, Parsons, what's the grouch?
Are you the devil or an angel sent to bring retribution?'
He ended with a silly laugh that told the experienced ear of the young lawyer that the young man
had been drinking heavily.
And this was the man whose name was signed as Reverend Theodore Brooks, D.D.,
on the tawdry little marriage certificate that Michael held in his hand.
His heart sank at the futility of the task before him.
Are you a minister? asked Michael briefly.
Am I a minister, drawled young Brooks.
But my minster! Well, now that gets my goat.
Say, boys, he wants to know if I'm a minster.
Minster of what?
"'Minster Plampage and Cherry?'
"'Did you ever perform a marriage?' asked Michael sharply,
to stop the loud guffaw that was re-eching
through the polished corridors of the apartment.
"'Performer marriage, do you say?
"'No, but I'm going to perform to marriage tonight,
"'if the dead wakes up in time.
"'Go to be best man.
"'Say, boys, got him awake yet.
"'Getting late.'
Michael, in despair, took hold of the other's arm
"'and tried to explain what he wanted to know.
Finally, he succeeded in bringing the matter into the fellow's comprehension.
Wedding. Oh, yes, I remember. Peach of a girl.
Stovie awfully fond of her. No harm meant. Good joke.
Yes, I borrow grandfathered Brooks's old gown and bands.
Awfully good disguise. No harm meant. Only good joke.
Girl awfully said on getting married.
Stovie wanted to please her. Awfully good joke.
A ghastly joke, I should say, sir, said Michael sternly.
and then the door was flung open by hands from inside, loud, angry voices protesting,
while another hand sought unavailingly to close the door again.
But Michael came, and planted himself in the open door,
and stood like an avenging angel come to call to judgment.
The scene that was revealed to him was too horrifying for words.
A long banquet table stood in the midst of the handsome room,
whose furnishings were of the costliest.
amid the scattered remains of the feast,
napkins lying under the table,
upset glasses still dripping their ruby contents
down the damask of the tablecloth.
Broken china, scattered plates and silver,
stood a handsome silver-bound coffin,
within which, pallid and deathwike,
lay the handsome form of the bridegroom of the evening.
All about the casket in high sconces
burned tall tapers, casting their spectral life,
light over the scene.
Distributed about the room, lounging in chairs, fast asleep on the couches, lying under the
table, fighting by the doorway, one standing on a velvet chair, raising an unsteady glass of
wine, and making a flabby attempt at a drinking song, were ten young men, the flower of society,
the expected ushers of the evening's wedding, Michael with his white face, his golden hair
aflame in the flickering candlelight, his eyes are in the flickering candlelight, his eyes
full of shocked indignation, stood for a moment surveying the scene, and all at once he knew
that his prayer was answered. There would be no wedding that night. Is this another of your
ghastly jokes? He turned to Brooks, who stood by as master of ceremonies, not in the least
disturbed by the presence of the stranger. That's just what it is, stuttered Brooks. A joke, a
practical joke. No harm meant, only Stovi's hard to wake up. Never did like getting up in the
morning. Wake him up, boys, wake him up. Time to get dressed for the wedding. Has anyone sent word
to Miss Endicott? Sent word to Mish Anticot? No, I knows they have. Think she'd care to come? Say,
boys, that's a good joke. This old fellow, don't know who he is. Devil and all his angels, perhaps.
He suggests we send word to Mish Endicott to come to the funeral. I said nothing of the kind,
said Michael, fiercely. Have you no sense of decency? Go and wash your
face and try to realize what you've been doing.
Have someone telephone for a doctor.
I will go and tell the family.
And Michael strode out of the room to perform the hardest task that had ever yet fallen to his lot.
He did not wait for the elevator, but ran down the flights of stairs, trying to steady his
thoughts, and realized the horror through which he had just passed.
As he started down the last flight, he heard the elevator door clang below.
And as it shot past him, he caught a glimpse of white garments,
and a face with eyes that he knew.
He stopped short and looked upward.
Was it?
Could it be?
But no, of course not.
He was foolish.
He turned and compelled his feet to hurry down the rest of the stairs.
But at the door, his worst fears were confirmed.
For there stood the great electric car,
and the familiar face of the Endicot chauffeur assured him
that someone of the family had just gone to the ghastly spectacle upstairs.
In sudden panic he turned and fled up the same.
stairs. He could not wait for elevators now. He feign would have had wings, the wings of a
protecting angel, that he might reach her ere she saw that sight of horror. Yet even as he started,
he knew that he must be too late. Star stopped, startled in the open doorway, with Morton,
protesting, apprehensive, just behind her. The soft cloak slid away from her, down the satin of her gown,
and left her revealed in all her wedding whiteness.
Her eyes like stars.
Her beautiful face flushed excitedly.
Then the eyes rested on the coffin,
and it's death-like occupant,
and her face went white as her dress,
while a great horror grew in her eyes.
Brooks, more nearly sober than the rest,
saw her first, and hastened to do the honors.
Say, boy, she's come, he shouted.
Brides come.
Get up, Bobby Traskham.
Don't you know you,
mustn't lie down when there's her lady present.
Van, get out from under that table.
Help me pick up these things.
Place all in a mess.
Glad to see him, Mish Endicott.
He bowed low and staggered as he recovered himself.
Starr turned her white face toward him.
Mr. Brooks, she said, in a tone that sobered him somewhat.
What does it mean?
Is he dead?
Not at all, not at all, Mish Endicott, he tried to say, gravely.
Have him all right in plenty time.
just a little joke missandakot he's merely slightly intoxicated but star heard no more with a little stifled cry and a groping motion of her white-clad arms she crumpled into a white heap at the feet of her horrified nurse
it was just as she fell that michael appeared at the door like the rescuing angel that he was and with one withering glance at the huddled group of men he gathered her in his arms and sped down the stairs faithful morton puffing after
him. Neither of them noticed a man who got out of the elevator, just before Star fell,
and walking rapidly toward the open door, saw the whole action. In a moment more, Mr. Endicott
stood in the door, surveying the scene before him, with stern, wrathful countenance.
Like a dash of cold water, his appearance brought several of the participants in the disgraceful
scene to their senses. A few questions, and he was possessed of the whole shameful story.
the stag dinner growing into a midnight orgy the foolish dare and the reckless acceptance of it by the already intoxicated bridegroom the drugged drinks and the practical joke carried out by brains long under the influence of liquor
carter's man who had protested had been bound and gagged in the back room the jokers had found no trouble in securing the necessary tools to carry out their joke money will buy anything
even an undertaker for a living man.
The promise of secrecy and generous fees brought all they needed.
Then when the ghastly work was completed,
and the unconscious bridegroom lying in state in his coffin,
amid the debris of the table,
they drowned the horror of their deed in deeper drinking.
Mr. Endicott turned from the scene,
his soul filled with loathing and horror.
He had reached home to find the house in a tumult, and star gone.
Morton, as she went out the door after her young mistress, had whispered to the butler their destination,
and that they would return at once.
She had an innate suspicion that it would be best for someone to know.
Mr. Endicott at once ordered the runabout and hastened after them, arriving but a moment or two later.
Michael had just vanished up the apartment stairs as he entered the lower hallway.
The vague, indefinite trouble that had filled his mind concerning his daughter's marriage to a man he little knew
except by reputation,
crystallized into trouble, dear and distinct,
as he hurried after his daughter.
Something terrible must have come to Star,
or she would never have hurried away,
practically alone at a time like this.
The elector car was gone by the time Mr. Endicott reached the lower hall again,
and he was forced to go back alone as he came,
without further explanation of the affair than what he could see.
But he had time in the rapid trip to become profoundly thankful
that the disgraceful scene he had just left had occurred before and not after his daughter's marriage.
Whatever alleviating circumstances there were to excuse the reckless victim of his comrades' joke,
the fact remained that a man who could fall a victim to a joke like that
was not the companion for his daughter's life.
She who had been shielded and guarded at every possible point,
and loved as the very apple of his eye.
His feelings toward the perpetrators of this gruesome sport,
were such that he dared not think about them yet.
No punishment seemed too great for such.
And she, his little star, had looked upon that shameful scene,
had seen the man she was expecting to marry lying as one dead.
It was too awful.
And what had it done to her?
Had it killed her?
Had the shock unsettled her mind?
The journey to his home seemed longer than his whole ocean voyage.
Oh, why had he not left?
left business to go to the winds, and come back long ago to shield his little girl.
Meantime, Michael, his precious burden in his arms, had stepped into the waiting car,
motioning Morton to follow and sit in the opposite seat. The delicate Paris frock trailed
unnoticed underfoot, and the rare lace of the veil fell back from the white face.
But neither Michael nor the nurse thought of satin and lace now, as they bent anxiously above the girl
to see if she still breathed.
All the way to her home, Michael held the lovely little bride in his arms,
feeling her weight no more than a feather,
fervently thankful that he might bear her thus for the moment,
away from the danger that had threatened her life.
He wished, with all his heart,
he might carry her so to the ends of the earth,
and never stop, until he had her safe from all harm that earth could bring.
His heart thrilled wildly with the touch of her frail sweetness.
even while his anxious face bent over her to watch for signs of returning consciousness.
But she did not become conscious before she reached the house.
His strong arms held her as gently as though she had been a baby,
as he stepped carefully out and carried her to her own room,
laying her upon the white bed,
where but two hours before the delicate wedding garments had been spread,
ready for her to put on.
Then he stood back, reverently looked upon her dear face,
and turned away.
It was in the hall that he met her mother,
and her face was fairly disfigured with her sudden recognition of him.
What? Is it you that have dared come into this house?
The impertinence.
I shall report all your doings to my husband.
He will be very angry.
I believe that you are at the bottom of this whole business.
You shall certainly be dealt with as you deserve.
She hissed the words after him, as Michael descended the stairs,
with bowed head and closed lips.
It mattered not now what she said or thought of him.
Star was saved.
He was about to pass out into the world again,
away from her, away even from knowledge of how she came out of her swoon.
He had no further right there now.
His duty was done.
He had been allowed to save her in her extremity.
But just as he reached it, the door opened,
and Mr. Endicod hurried in.
He paused for an instant.
"'Son,' said he,
"'it was you who brought her home.
It was as if that conviction had but just been revealed to his perturbed mind.
"'Son, I'm obliged.
"'Sit here till I come.
"'I want to speak with you.'
The doctor came with a nurse,
and Michael sat and listened to the distant voices in her room.
He gathered from the sounds by and by that Star was conscious, was better.
Until then no one had thought of the wedding.
or of the waiting guests that would be gathering.
Something must be done.
And so it came about that, as the great organ sounded forth,
the first notes of the wedding march,
for by some blunder the bride's signal had been given to the organist
when the endicot car drew up at the church.
That Michael, bare-headed, with his hat in his hand,
walked gravely up the aisle,
unconscious of the battery of eyes,
and astonished whispers of,
Who is he?
Isn't he magnificent?
what does it mean i thought the ushers were to come first until he stood calmly in the chancel and faced the wondering audience if an angel had come straight down from heaven and interfered with their wedding they could not have been more astonished for as he stood beneath the many soft lights in front of the wall of living green and blossoms with his white face and grave sweet dignity they forgot for once to study the fashion of his coat and
and sat awed before his beautiful face.
For Michael wore tonight the look of transport, with chin uplifted, glowing eyes,
and countenance that showed the spirit shining through.
The organist looked down, and instinctively hushed his music.
Had he made some mistake?
Then Michael spoke.
Doubtless he should have gone to the minister who was to perform the ceremony,
and given him the message.
But Michael little knew the ways of weddings.
It was the first one he had ever attended, and he went straight to the point.
On account of the sudden and serious illness of the groom, he said,
it will be impossible for the ceremony to go on at this time.
The bride's family asked that you will kindly excuse them from further intrusion or explanation this evening.
With a slight inclination of his head to the breathless audience,
Michael passed swiftly down the aisle and out into the night,
and the organist, by a tremendous,
self-control, kept on playing softly, until the excited people, who had drifted usherless into
the church, got themselves out into their carriages once more. Michael walked out into the night,
bareheaded still. His eyes lifted to the stars shining so far away above the city,
and said softly, with wondering, reverent voice.
Oh, God, oh God! End of Chapter 23. Chapter 24 of Lowe Michael
by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 24.
Following hard upon the interrupted wedding
came other events that not only helped to hush matters up,
but gave the world a plausible reason why the ceremony did not come off as soon as the groom
was convalescent, from what was reported in the papers to be an attack of acute indigestion,
easily accounted for by the round of banquets and entertainments, which usually proceed
a society wedding.
During that eventful night, while Star still lay like a crushed lily torn rudely from its stem,
her mother, after a stormy scene with her husband, in which he made it plain to her just
what kind of a man she was wanting her daughter to marry, and during which she saw the fall
of her greatest social ambitions, was suddenly stricken with apoplexy.
The paper's next morning told the news as sympathetically as a paper can tell one's innermost
secrets. It praised the wonderful ability of the woman who had so successfully completed all the
unique arrangements for what had promised to be the greatest wedding of the season, if not of all seasons,
and upon whose overtaxed strength the last straw had been laid in the illness of the bridegroom.
It stated that now, of course, the wedding would be put off indefinitely, as nothing could be thought
of while the bride's mother lay in so critical a state. For a week there were daily bulletins of her
condition published always in more and more remote corners of the paper, until the little
ripple that had been made in the stream of life passed, and no further mention was made of the matter,
save occasionally when they sent for some famous specialist, when they took her to the shore
to try what sea air might do, or when they brought her home again.
But all the time the woman lay locked in rigid silence.
Only her cold eyes followed, whoever came into her room.
She gave no sign of knowing what they said, or of caring who came near her.
Her husband's earnest pleas, stars' tears, drew from her no faintest expression that might
have been even imagined from a fluttering eyelash.
There was nothing but that stony stare, that almost unseeing gaze, that yet followed,
wherever one would move.
It was a living death.
And when one day the release came, and the eyes were closed,
forever from the scenes of this world. It was a sad relief to both husband and daughter.
Starr and her father stole away to an old New England farmhouse, where Mr. Endicott's elderly
maiden sister still lived in the old family homestead. A mild-eyed, low-voiced woman with plain
gray frocks and soft white laces at wrists and neck and rooshed about her sweet old face
above the silver of her hair. Star had not been there since she was a little child, and her sad heart
found her aunt's home restful.
She stayed there through the fall
and until after the first of the year,
while her father came and went as business dictated,
and the Andicot home on Madison Avenue
remained closed, except for the caretakers.
Meanwhile, young Carter had discreetly
escorted his mother to Europe,
and was supposed by the papers to be going to return
almost immediately.
Not a breath of gossip, strange to say,
stole forth.
Everything seemed to rain,
to quiet any suspicion that might arise.
Early in the fall he returned to town, but Starr was still in New England.
No one knew of the estrangement between them.
Their immediate friends were away from town still,
and everything seemed perfectly natural in the order of decency.
Of course, people could not be married at once when there had been a death in the family.
No one but the two families knew of Carter's repeated attempts to be reconciled to Starr,
of his feeble endeavor at explanation.
of her continued refusal even to see him, and the decided letter she wrote him, after he had written her the most abject apology he knew how to frame, nor of her father's interview with the young man, wherein he was told some facts about himself more plainly than anyone, even in his babyhood, had ever dared to tell him.
Mr. Endicott agreed to keep silence for star's sake, provided the young man would do nothing to create any gossip about the matter, until the intended wedding had been forgotten.
gotten, and other events should have taken the minds of society from their particular case.
Carter, for his own sake, had not cared to have the story get abroad, and had sullenly acceded
to the command. He had not, however, thought it necessary to make himself entirely miserable while
abroad, and there were those who more than once spoke his name and company with that of a young
and dashing divorcee. Some even thought he returned to America sooner than he intended, in order to
travel on the same steamer that she was to take. However, those whispers had not as yet crossed
the water. And even if they had, such things were too common to cause much comment. Then one Monday morning,
the papers were filled with horror over an unusually terrible automobile accident,
in which a party of seven, of whom the young D'Vorsee was one, and Stuyvesant Carter was another,
went over an embankment, sixty feet in height, the car landing upside down on the rocks,
below, and killing every member of the party.
The paper also stated that Mr. Theodore Brooks, intimate friend of Carter's, who was to have been
best man at the wedding some months previous, which was postponed on account of the sudden
illness and death of the bride's mother, was of the party.
Thus ended the career of Stuyvesant Carter, and thus the world never knew exactly why Star and
Akkad did not become Mrs. Carter.
Michael, from the moment that he went forth from delivering his message in the church, saw no more of the Endicots.
He longed inexpressibly to call and inquire for Starr, to get some word of reconciliation from her father,
to ask if there was not some little thing that he might be trusted to do for them.
But he knew that his place was not there, and his company was not desired.
Neither would he write, for even a note from him could but seem to Starr, a reminder of the
terrible things of which he had been witness, that is, if anybody had ever told her it was he
that brought her home. One solace alone he allowed himself. Night after night, as he went
home late, he would walk far out of his way to pass the house and look up at her window,
and always had comforted him a little to see the dim radiance of her soft nightlight.
Behind the draperies of those windows, somewhere safe she lay asleep. The dear little
white-faced girl that he had been permitted to carry to her home and safety, when she had
almost reached the brink of destruction.
About a week after the fateful wedding day, Michael received a brief note from Star.
My dear Mr. Anticott, I wish to thank you for your trouble in bringing me home last week.
I cannot understand how you came to be there at that time.
Also, I am deeply grateful for your kindness in making the announcement at the church.
Very sincerely, S-D-E, Michael felt the covert question in that phrase.
I cannot understand how you came to be there at that time.
She thought, perhaps, that to carry his point and stop the marriage, he had had a hand in that miserable business.
Well, let her think it.
It was not his place to explain, and really, of course, it could make little difference to her what she believed about him.
As well to let it rest.
He belonged out of her world, and never would he try to force his way into it.
And so with the whiteness of his face still lingering from the hard days of tension,
Michael went on, straining every nerve in his work, keeping the alley-room open nightly,
even during hot weather, and in constant touch with the farm, which was now fairly on its feet,
and almost beginning to earn its own living.
Though the contributions still kept coming to him quietly, here and there,
and helped in the many new plans that grew out of the many new necessities.
The carpenter had built and built,
until there were pretty little bungalows of one and two and three rooms
dotted all about the farm to be rented at a low price to the workers.
It had come to be a little community by itself,
spoken of as old orchard farms,
and well respected in the neighborhood.
For in truth, the motley company that Michael and Sam gathered there
had done far better in the way of law and orderliness than either had hoped.
They seemed to have a pride that nothing that could hurt the boss's reputation as a landowner
should be laid to their charge.
If by chance there came into their midst any sordid being who could not see matters in that light,
the rest promptly taught him better, or else put him out,
and now the whole front yard was aflame with brilliant flowers in their season.
The orchard had been pruned and trimmed and grafted,
and in the spring presented a foreground of wonderful pink and white splendor.
And at all seasons of the year, the grassy drive wound its way up to the old house,
through a vista of branches, green or brown.
It had long men in Michael's heart to build over the old house,
for what he did not know.
Certainly he had no hope of ever using it himself, except as a transitory dwelling.
Yet it pleased his fancy to have it as he dreamed it out.
perhaps someday it might be needed for some supreme reason, and now was the time to get it ready.
So one day he took a great and simple-hearted architect down to the place to stay overnight and get an idea of the surroundings,
and a few weeks later he was in possession of a plan that showed how the old house could be made into a beautiful new house,
and yet keep all the original outlines.
The carpenter, pleased with the prospect of doing something really fine, had undertaken
the work, and it was going forward rapidly. The main walls were to be built around with stone.
Old stone bought from the ruins of a desolated barn of forgotten years. Stone that was rusty and golden and
green, in lovely mellow tones. Stone that was grey with age and mossy in place. Now and then a stone that was
dead black to give strength to the coloring of the hole. There were to be windows everywhere,
wide, low windows that would let the sunlight in,
and windows that nestled in the sloping, rambling roofs that were to be stained green,
like the moss that would grow on them someday.
There was to be a piazza across the entire front with rough stone pillars,
and a stone paved floor up to which the orchard grass would grow in a gentle terrace.
Even now Sam and his helpers were at work, starting rose vines of all varieties,
to train about the trellises and twine about the pillars.
Sam had elected that it should be called Rose Cottage.
Who would have ever suspected Sam of having any poetry in his nature?
The great stone fireplace with its ancient crane and place to sit inside was to be retained,
and built about with more stone,
and the partitions between the original sitting-room and dining-room and hall were to be torn down,
to make one splendid living-room of which the old fireplace should be the same.
center, with a great window at one side looking toward the sea, and a deep seat with bookcases
in the corner. Heavy beams were somehow to be put in the ceiling to support it, and fine wood
used in the wainscoting and paneling, with rough, soft-toned plaster between and above. The floors
were to be smooth, wide boards of hard wood, well-fitted. A little gable was to be added on the
morning side of the house for a dining room, all windows, with a view of the sea on one side and the
river on the other. Upstairs there would be four bedrooms and a bathroom, all according to the plan to
be white wainscoting halfway up and delegately vined or tinted papers above. Michael took great pleasure
in going down to look at the house, and watching the progress that was made with it, as indeed the whole
colony did. They called it the boss's cottage, and when they laid off work at night always took a trip to see
what had been done during the day, men, women, and children.
It was a sort of sacred pilgrimage,
wherein they saw their own highest dreams coming true
for the man they loved,
because he had helped them to a future of possibilities.
Not a man of them but wistfully wondered
if he would ever get to the place
where he could build him a house like that,
and resolved secretly to try for it.
And always the work went better the next day
for the visit to the shrine.
But after all, Michael would turn from his house
with an empty ache in his heart.
What was it for?
Not for him.
It was not likely he would ever spend happy hours there.
He was not like other men.
He must take his happiness in making others happy.
But one day a new thought came to him,
as he watched the laborers working out the plan,
and bringing it ever nearer and nearer to the perfect hole.
A great desire came to him to have Star see it someday,
to know what she would think about it,
and if she would like it.
The thought occurred to him that perhaps sometime, in the changing of the world, she might chance near that way,
and he have opportunity to show her the house that he had built, for her.
Not that he would ever tell her that last.
She must never know, of course, that she was the only one in all the world he could ever care for.
That would seem a great presumption in her eyes.
He must keep that to himself.
But there would be no harm in showing her the house.
and he would make it now as beautiful as if she were to occupy it.
He would take his joy in making all things fair,
with the hope that she might one day see and approve it.
So, as the work drew near its completion,
he watched it more and more carefully,
matching tints in rooms,
and always bringing down some new idea,
or finding some particular bit of furniture
that would someday fit into a certain niche.
In that way, he cheated the lonely ache in his heart,
and made believe he was happy,
and another winter drew its white mantle about its shoulders,
and prepared to face the blast.
It bad fared to be a bitter winter for the poor,
for everything was high,
and unskilled labor was poorly paid.
Sickness and death were abroad,
and lurked in the milk supply,
the food supply,
the unsanitary tenements about the alley,
which, because it had not been so bad
as some other districts had been left uncondemned,
yet it was bad enough, and Michael's hands were full to keep his people alive, and tried to keep
some of them from sinning. For always, where there is misery, there is the more sinning. Old
Sal sat on her doorstep, shivering, with her tattered shawl about her shoulders, or when it
grew too cold peered from her little muslin-curtained window behind the geranium, to see the dirty
white hearse, with its pink-winged angel atop, pass slowly in and out with some little fragment
of humanity, and knew that one day her turn would come to leave it all and go.
Then she turned back to her little room, which had become the only heaven she knew,
and solaced herself with the contents of a black bottle.
End of Chapter 24.
Chapter 25 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Read by Brian Keenan.
Chapter 25.
During the years of his work in the alley, Michael had become known more and more among workers for the poor,
and he found strength in their brotherhood, though he kept mainly to his own little corner,
and had little time to go out into other fields.
But he had formed some very pleasant, distant friendships among workers,
and had met prominent men who were interested in reforms of all sorts.
He was hurrying back to his boarding-place one evening, late in January,
with his mind full of the old problem of how to reach the mass of humanity,
and help them to live in decency,
so that they might stand some little chance of being good, as well as being alive.
At the crossing of another avenue, he met a man whose eloquence as a public speaker
was only equalled by his indefatigable tirelessness as a worker among men.
"'Good evening, Andekot,' he said cordially, halting in his rapid walk.
"'I wonder if you're not the very man I want.
Will you do me a favor?'
I'm in great straits and no time to hunt up anybody.
Anything I can do, doctor, I am at your service, said Michael.
Good, thank you, said the great man.
Are you free this evening for an hour?
I can be, said Michael, smiling.
The other man's hearty greeting and warm, thank you, cheered his lonely heart.
Well, then you'll take my place at Madison Square Garden tonight, won't you?
I've just had a telegram that my mother is very ill, perhaps dying,
and I feel that I must go at once.
I'm on my way to the station now.
I thought Patton would be at his rooms, perhaps, and he might help me out,
but they tell me he's out of town on a lecture tour.
Take your place, said Michael, aghast.
That I'm sure I could never do, Doctor.
What were you going to do?
Why, there's a mass meeting at Madison Square Garden.
We're trying to get more playgrounds and roof gardens for poor children, you know.
I was to speak about the tenement district.
Give people a general idea of what the need is, you know.
I'm sure you're well acquainted with the subject.
They're expecting some big men there who can be big givers if they're touched in the right way.
You're very good to help me out.
You'll excuse me if I hurry on.
It's almost train time.
I want to catch the six o'clock express west.
But doctor, said Michael in dismay, striding along by his side down the street.
I really couldn't do that.
I'm not a public speaker, you know.
I never addressed a big audience in my life.
Isn't there someone else I could get for you?
It was odd that while he was saying it,
the vision of the church filled with the fashionable world,
waiting for a wedding which did not materialize,
came to his thoughts.
Oh, that doesn't make the slightest difference in the world, said the worried man.
You know the subject from A to Z,
and I don't know another available soul tonight, who does?
Just tell them what you know.
You needn't talk long.
it'll be all right anyway.
Just smile your smile, and they'll give all right.
Good night, and thank you from my heart.
I must take this cab.
And he hailed a passing cab, and sprang inside,
calling out above the city's din.
Eight o'clock the meeting is.
Don't worry, you'll come out all right.
It'll be a good practice for your business.
Michael stood still in the middle of the crowded pavement,
and looked after the departing cab in dismay.
If ever in all his life had he come to a spot,
where he felt so utterly inadequate to fill a situation.
Frantically, he tried as he started down the street again, to think of someone else to ask.
There seemed to be no one at all who was used to speaking that knew the subject.
The few who knew were either out of town or at a great distance.
He did not know how to reach them in time.
Besides, there was something about Michael that just would not let him shirk a situation,
no matter how trying it was to him.
It was one of the first principles he had been taught with football,
and before he reached his boarding place, his chin was up, and his lips firmly set.
Anyone who knew him well would have felt sure Michael was going into a scrimmage
and expected the fighting to be hard.
It was Will French who dug it out of him after dinner,
and laughed and slapped him gleefully on the shoulder.
Will was engaged to Hester now, and he was outrageously happy.
Good work, old fellow. You've got your chance.
give it to him. I don't know. Anybody can do it better. I'd like to bring a millionaire or two to
hear you. You've been there. Now tell him. Don't frown like that, old fellow. I tell you, you've got
the chance of your life. Why don't you tell him about the tenement in the alley? Michael's face cleared.
I hadn't thought of it, Will. Do you think I could? It isn't exactly on the subject. I understood
him I was to speak of the tenement in relation to the playground. The very thing, said Will.
Didn't he tell you to say what you knew?
Well, give it to him straight, and you'll see those rich old fellows open their eyes.
Some of them own some of those old rickety shacks, and probably don't know what they own.
Tell him.
Perhaps the old man who owns our tenement will be there.
Who knows?
By the way, said Michael, his face all alight.
Did I tell you that Millbourne told me the other day that they think they're on track of the real owner of our tenement?
The agent let out something the last time they talked with him, and they think they
may discover who he is, though he's hidden himself well behind agents for years.
If we can find out who he is, we may be able to help him understand what great need there is
for him to make a few changes.
Yes, a few changes, sneered Will.
Tear down the whole rotten death-trap and build a new one with light and air and a chance
for human beings to live.
Give it to him, old man.
He may be there tonight.
I believe I will, said Michael, thoughtfully.
the look of winning beginning to dawn on his speaking face,
and he went up to his room and locked his door.
When he came out again, Will, who was waiting to accompany him to the meeting,
saw in his eyes the look of the dreamer, the man who sees into the future and prophesies.
He knew that Michael would not fail in his speech that night.
He gave a knowing look to Hester as she came out to go with him, and Hester understood.
They walked behind him quietly for the first.
most part, or speaking in low tones.
They felt the pride in the anxiety of the moment, as much as if they had been going to make
the speech themselves.
The angel in the man had dominated them also.
Now it happened that Starr had come down with her father for a week's shopping the last time
he ran up to his sisters, and on this particular evening she had claimed her father's society.
Can you stay at home, Daddy, dear? she asked, wistfully.
I don't want to go to Aunt Francis's quiet little evening, one bit.
I told her you needed me tonight, as we've only a day or two more left before I go back.
Anne Francis was Starr's mother's sister, and as the servants of the two families agreed mutually, just like her, only more so.
Star had never been quite happy in her company.
Come with me for a little while, daughter. I'm sorry I can't stay at home all the evening,
but I rather promised I'd drop into a charitable meeting at Madison Square for a few minutes this evening.
they're counting on my name i believe we won't need to stay along and if you're with me it will be easier to get away agreed said star eagerly and got herself ready in a twinkling
and so it came about that as the role of martial music poured forth from the fine instruments secured for the occasion and the leaders and speakers of the evening together with the presidents of this society and that army or settlement or organization for the belief and benefit of the poor
file down to the great platform.
That star and her father occupied prominent seats in the vast audience,
and joined in the enthusiasm that spread like a wave
before the great American flag
that burst out in brilliant electric lights of red and white and blue.
A signal that the hour and the moment was come.
Michael came in with the others,
as calmly as though he had spent his life preparing for the public platform.
There was fire in his eyes,
the fire of passion for the people,
of the slums who were his kin.
He looked over the audience with a throb of joy to think he had so mighty an opportunity.
His pulses were not stirred, because he had no consciousness of self in this whole performance.
His subject was to live before the people. He himself was nothing at all.
He had no fear, but he could tell them, if that was all they wanted.
Burning sentences, hot with the blood of souls, had been pouring through his mind,
ever since he had decided to talk of his people.
He was only in a hurry to begin, lest they would not give him time to tell all he knew.
All he knew, could it ever be told?
It was endless as eternity.
With a strange stirring of her heart, Star recognized him.
She felt the color stealing into her face.
She thought her father must notice it, and cast a furtive glance at him,
but he was deep in conversation about some banking business.
So she sat and watched Michael during the opening exercises
and wondered how he came to be there, and what was his office in this thing.
Did lawyers get paid for doing something to help along charitable institutions?
She supposed so.
He was probably given a seat on the platform for his pains.
Yet she could not help thinking how fine he looked, sitting there in the center,
the place of honor it would seem.
How came he there?
He was taller than all the other.
whether sitting or standing, and his fine form and bearing made him exceedingly noticeable.
Stark could hear women about her, whispering to their escorts,
Who is he?
And her heart gave strange little throbs to think that she knew.
It seemed odd to her that she should be taken back by the sight of him, now, through all the years,
to that morning in Florida, when she had kissed him in the chapel.
Somehow there seemed something sweet and tender in the memory, and she dwelt upon it,
while she watched him looking calmly over the audience rising and moving to let another pass him bowing and smiling to a noted judge who leaned over to grasp his hand did young lawyers like that get to know noted judges
and wherever did he get his grace.
There was rhythm and beauty in his every motion.
Star had never had such a splendid opportunity to look at him before.
For in all that sea of faces, she knew hers would be lost to him,
and she might watch him at her will.
Daddy, did you know that Michael was up there?
She asked, after a while, when her father's friend went back to his seat.
Michael? No, where? On the platform?
I wonder what in the world he is doing there.
He must be mixed up in this thing somehow.
I understand he stuck at his mission work.
I tried to stop him several years ago.
Told him it would ruin his prospects, but he was too stubborn to give up.
So he's here.
And Mr. Andekot searched out Michael and studied the beautiful face keenly,
looking in vain for any marks of degradation or fast living.
The head was lifted with its conquering look.
The eyes shone forth like jewels.
Michael was a man, a son, to be proud of, he told himself, and breathed a heavy sigh.
That was one time when his stubbornness had not conquered, and he found himself glad, in spite of himself,
that it had not. The opening exercises were mere preliminary speeches and resolutions,
mixed with music, and interspersed by the introduction of the mayor of the city,
and one or two other notables, who said a few apathetic words of commendation for the work in hand,
and retired on their laurels.
"'I understand this Dr. Glidden, who was to speak, is quite an eloquent fellow,' said Starr's father,
as the president got up to introduce the speaker of the evening, whom all had come to hear.
The man who was just talking with me says he is really worth hearing.
If he grows tiresome, we will slip out.
I wonder which one he is. He must be that man with the iron-gray hair over there.
Oh, I don't want to go out, said Starr. I like it.
I never was in a great meeting like this.
I like to hear them cheer.
Her cheeks were rosy, for in her heart she was finding out that she had a great longing to stay there and watch Michael a little longer.
I'm sorry to have to tell you that our friend, an advertised speaker for the evening, was called away by the sudden and serious illness of his mother,
and left for the west on the six o'clock express, said the chairman, in his inadequate little voice,
that seemed always straining beyond its height, and never accomplishing anything in the way of being heard.
A sigh of disappointment swept over the part of the audience near enough to the platform to hear.
And some men reached for their hats.
Well, now that's a pity, whispered Enda Cut.
I guess we better go before they slip in any dry old substitutes.
I've been seen here, that's enough.
But Starr laid a detaining hand under father's arm.
Wait a little, Daddy, she said softly.
But he is sent a substitute, when on the chairman.
a man whom he says is a hundred percent better able to talk on the subject than himself.
He spoke to me from the station phone just before he left,
and told me that he felt that you would all agree he had done well to go
when you had heard the man whom he assent in his place.
I have the pleasure to introduce to you Mr. Michael Endicott,
who will speak to you this evening on the needs of the tenement dwellers.
Mr. Andicot.
Amid the silence that ensued after the feebly polite applause,
Michael rose. For just an instant he stood, looking over the audience, and a strange,
subtle thrill ran over the vast assemblage. Then Michael, insensibly measuring the spacious hall,
flung his clear, beautiful voice out into it, and reached the uttermost bounds of the room.
Did you know that there are in this city now 71,877, totally dark rooms? Some of them connected
with an air shaft, 28 inches wide, and 70 feet deep.
Many of them absolutely without access to even a dark shaft.
And that these rooms are the only place in the whole wide, beautiful world
for thousands of little children, unless they stay in the street.
The sentence shot through the audience like a great deliberate bolt of lightning
that crashed through the hearts of the hearers,
and tore away every vestige of their complacency.
The people sat up and took notice.
Star thrilled and trembled, she knew not why.
There is a tenement with rooms like this,
a dumb-bell tenement it is called, in the alley,
where, for aught I know, I was born.
Oh, the sound swept over the listeners in a great wave, like a sob of protest.
Men and women raised their opera-glasses, and looked at the speaker again.
They asked one another,
Who is he?
And settled quiet to hear what more he had to say.
then Michael went on to tell of three dark little rooms in his tenement
where a family of eight, accustomed to better things,
had been forced by circumstances to make their home,
and where in the dark the germs of tuberculosis had been silently growing,
until the whole family were infected.
He spoke of a little ten-year-old girl,
living in one of these little dark rooms,
pushed down on the street by a playmate,
an accident that would have been thought nothing of in a healthy child.
but in this little one it produced tubercular meningitis,
and after two days of agony the child died.
He told of a delicate girl,
who with her brother were the sole wage earners of the family,
working all day and sewing far into the night
to make clothes for the little brothers and sisters
who had fallen prey to the white plague.
He told instance after instance of sickness and death,
all resulting from the terrible conditions in this one tenement,
until a delicate, refined-looking woman down in the audience who had dropped in with her husband for a few minutes on the way to some other gathering, drew her soft mantle about her shoulders with a shiver and whispered,
Really, Charles, it can't be healthy to have such a terrible state of things in the city where we live.
I should think germs would get out and float around to us.
Something ought to be done to clean such low creatures out of a decent community.
Do let's go now.
I don't feel as if I could listen to another word.
I shan't be able to enjoy the reception.
But the husband sat frowning and listening to the end of the speech,
vouchsafing to her whisper only the single growl.
Don't be a fool, Selina.
On and on Michael went, literally taking his audience with him,
through room after room of his tenement,
showing them horrors they had never dreamed,
giving them now and again a glimmer of light
when he told of a curtained window
with fifteen minutes of sun every morning,
where a little cripple sat to watch for her sunbeam,
and push her pot of geraniums along the sill
that it might have the entire benefit of its brief shining.
He put the audience into peals of laughter
over the wit of some poor creatures in certain trying situations,
showing that a sense of humor is not lacking in the other half,
and then set them weeping over a little baby's funeral.
He told them forcibly how hard the workers were trying to clean out
and improve this terrible state of things.
How cruelly slow the owner of this particular tenement was,
even to cut windows into dark air shafts.
How so far it had been impossible to discover the name of the true owner of the building,
because he had for years successfully hidden behind agents who held the building in trust.
The speech closed in a mighty appeal to the people of New York,
to rise up in a mass and wipe out this curse of the tenements,
and build in their places light,
light, airy, clean, wholesome dwellings, where people might live and work, and learn the lessons
of life aright, and where sin could find no dark hole in which to hatch her loathsome offspring.
As Michael sat down amid a burst of applause, such as is given to few speakers, another man
stepped to the front of the platform, and the cheers of commendation were hushed somewhat,
only to swell and break forth again. For this man was one of the city's great minds, and always
welcome on any platform. He had been asked to make the final appeal for funds for the playgrounds.
It had been considered a great stroke of luck on the part of the committee to secure him.
My friends, said he, when the hush came at last and he could be heard. I appreciate your feelings.
I would like to spend the remainder of the night in applauding the man who has just finished speaking.
The clamor showed signs of breaking forth again.
This man has spoken well because he has spoken from his heart.
and he has told us that he knows whereof he speaks, for he has lived in those tenement rooms himself,
one of the little children, like those for whom he pleads.
I am told that he has given almost every evening for four years out of a busy life,
which is just opening into great promise, to help these people of his.
I am reminded, as I have been listening to him, of Lanier's wonderful poem,
The Marshes of Glyn.
Do you recall it?
ye spread and span like the Catholic man,
who hath mightily one God out of knowledge,
and good out of infinite pain,
and sight out of blindness,
and purity out of a stain.
Let us get to work at once and do our duty.
I see you do not need urging.
My friends, if such a man is this,
a prince among men,
can come out of the slums,
then the slums are surely worth redeeming.
The audience thundered and clamored,
and thundered again.
Women sobbed openly,
while the ushers hurried about,
collecting the eager offerings of the people.
For Michael had won the day,
and everybody was ready to give.
It sort of helped to get the burden
of such a state of things off their consciences.
Star had sat through the whole speech
with glowing cheeks and lashes wet.
Her heart throbbed with wonder,
and a kind of personal pride in Michael.
Somehow all the years that had passed between
seemed to have dropped away,
and she saw before her the boy who had told her of the Florida sunset,
and filled her with childish admiration over his beautiful thoughts.
His story appealed to her.
The lives of the little ones about whom he had been telling
were like his poor neglected existence before her father took him up,
the little lonely life that had been freely offered to save her own.
She forgot now all that had passed between.
Her anger had his not coming to ride,
and after her return from abroad, not coming to call, nor accepting her invitations,
her rage at his interference in her affairs.
Her persistence in her own folly seemed now unspeakable.
She was ashamed of herself.
The tears were streaming down her cheeks, but of this she was quite unaware.
When the speeches were over, and the uproar of applause had somewhat subsided,
Star turned to her father, her face aglow, her lashes still dewy.
with tears.
Her father had been silent and absorbed.
His face was inscrutable now.
He had a way of masking his emotions, even to those who knew him best.
Daddy, dear, whispered Star, couldn't we buy that tenement and build it over?
I should so love to give those little children happy homes.
And Dakot turned and looked at his treasured child.
Her lovely face all eagerness now.
She had infinite faith in her father's ability to
to purchase anything she wanted.
The father himself had been deeply stirred.
He looked at her searchingly at first, then yearningly, tenderly, but his voice was almost gruff,
as he said,
"'Hmph, I'll see about it.'
"'Couldn't you let Michael know now, Daddy?
I think it would be such a help to him to know that his speech has done some good.'
The voice was very sweet and appealing.
Couldn't you send him word by one of the ushers?
"'H'm, I suppose I could.'
Endicott took out his fountain pen and a business card and began to write.
"'You don't suppose, Daddy, that the owner will object to selling?
There won't be any trouble about it that way, will there?'
"'No, I don't think there'll be any trouble.'
Endicott slipped the card into an envelope he found in his pocket,
and calling an usher, asked him to take it to the platform to Michael.
What he had written was this.
I suppose you've been talking about my property.
Pull the tenement down if you like, and build a model one.
I'll foot the bills.
D.E.
When Michael, surprised at receiving a communication on the platform, tore the envelope open, and read,
His face fairly blazed with glory.
Star was watching him, and her heart gave a queer little throb of pleasure at the light in his eyes.
The next instant he was on his feet, and with a whispered word,
to the chairman, came to the front of the platform. His raised hand brought instant silence.
I have good news. May I share it with you? The owner of that tenement is in this house,
and has sent me word that he will tear it down and build a model one in its place.
The ring in Michael's voice, and the light on his face was equivalent to a dozen votes of
thanks. The audience rose to its feet and cheered.
Daddy! Oh, Daddy! Are you?
you the owner? There was astonishment, reproof, excuse, and forgiveness all mingled in
Starr's voice. "'Come, Star,' said her father abruptly, "'we better go home. This is a hot, noisy
place, and I'm tired.' "'Daddy, dear. Of course you didn't know how things were,' said Starr, sweetly.
"'You didn't, did you, Daddy?'
"'No, I didn't know,' said Endicott evasively, "'that Michael has a great gift of gab.
"'Would you like to stop and have an ice somewhere, daughter?'
No, Daddy, I'd rather go home and plan how to make over that tenement.
I don't believe I'd enjoy an ice after what I've heard tonight.
Why is it some people have so much more than others to start with?
Hmm, deep question, child.
Better not trouble your brains with it.
And Starr saw that her father, though deeply moved, did not wish to discuss the matter.
The next day Michael called at Endicott's office but did not find him in,
and wrote a letter out of the overwhelming joy of his heart,
asking permission to call and thank his benefactor and talk over plans.
The following day he received the curt reply.
Son, make your plans to suit yourself.
Don't spare expense within reason.
No thanks needed.
I did it for Star.
You made a good speech.
Michael choked down his disappointment over this rebuff,
and tried to take all the joy of it.
He was not forgiven yet.
He might not enter the sacred precincts of intercourse again, but he was beloved.
He could not help feeling that, because of that sun with which the communication began.
And the grudging praise his speech received was more to Michael than all the adulation
that people had been showering upon him since the night of the mass meeting.
But Starr, Star, knew about it.
He did it for Star.
She had wanted it.
She had perhaps been there.
She must have been there, or how else would she have known?
The thought thrilled him, and thrilled him anew.
Oh, if he might have seen her before him!
But then perhaps he would not have been able to tell his story,
and so it was just as well.
But Star was interested in his work, his plans.
What a wonderful thing to have her work with him, even in this indirect way.
Oh, if someday.
If!
But right here, Michael shut down his thoughts, and went to a while.
work. End of Chapter 25. Chapter 26 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill. This Libravox
recording is in the public domain. Read by Brian Keenan. Chapter 26. Late in January, Michael was
taking his nightly walk homeward by way of the Endicott home. He was convinced that Star was still
away from home, for he had seen no lights now for several weeks in the room that he knew was her own.
but there was always the chance that she might have returned.
He was nearing the house when he saw from the opposite direction a man turned the corner,
and with halting gate come slowly toward the house and pause before the steps uncertainly.
Something familiar in the man's attitude caused Michael to hasten his steps,
and coming closer he found that it was Mr. Anticott himself,
and that he stood looking up the steps of his home as though they had been a difficult hill
which he must climb.
Michael stopped beside him, saying good evening, the thrill of his voice conveying his own joy in the meeting in addition to a common greeting.
Is that you, son? asked the older man, swaying slightly toward him.
I'm glad you came. I feel strangely dizzy. I wish you'd help me in.
Michael's arm was about the other's shoulders at once, and his ready strength almost lifted his benefactor up the steps.
His steady hand with the key made short work of the night latch,
and without waiting to call a servant,
he helped Mr. Anticott up to his room and to his bed.
The man sank back wearily with a sigh and closed his eyes,
then suddenly roused himself.
Thank you, son, and will you send a message to Starr
that I am not able to come on tonight as I promised?
Teller I'll likely be all right tomorrow, and we'll try to come then.
You'll find the address at the head of the night.
the telephone list in the hall there. I guess you'll have to phone for the doctor. I don't seem to
feel like myself. There must be something the matter. I think I've taken a heavy cold. Michael hurried to the
phone and called up the physician, begging him to come at once, for he could see that Mr. Andicott
was very ill. His voice trembled as he gave the message to the Western Union over the phone.
It seemed almost like talking to Starr, though he sent the telegram in her father's name.
The message sent, he hurried back to the sick man, who seemed to have fallen in a sort of stupor.
His face was flushed and hot.
The veins in his temples and neck were throbbing rapidly.
In all his healthy life, Michael had seen little of illness, but he recognized it now and knew it must be a violent attack.
If only he knew something to do until the doctor should arrive.
Hot water used to be the universal remedy for all diseases at college.
The matron always had someone bring hot water when anyone was ill.
Michael went downstairs to find a servant, but they must all be asleep,
for he had been unusually late in leaving the alley that night.
However, he found that the bathroom would supply plenty of hot water.
So he set to work to undress his patient,
wrap him in a blanket and soak his feet in hot water.
But the patient showed signs of faintness and was unable to sit up.
A footbath under such conditions was difficult to administer.
The unaccustomed nurse got his patient into bed again with arduous labor,
and was just wondering what to do next when the doctor arrived.
Michael watched the grave face of the old doctor as he examined the sick man,
and knew that his intuitions had been right.
Mr. Andicot was very seriously ill.
The doctor examined his patient with deliberation,
his face growing more and more serious.
At last he stepped out of the room and motioned Michael to follow him.
Are you a relative, young man? he asked, looking at Michael keenly.
No, only one who is very much indebted to him.
Well, it's lucky for him if you feel that indebtedness now.
Do you know what is the matter with him?
No, said Michael. He looks pretty sick to me. What is it?
Smallpox, said the doctor.
doctor, laconically, and a tough case at that.
Then he looked keenly at the fine specimen of manhood before him, noting with alert
eye that there had been no blanching of panic in the beautiful face, no slightest movement
as if to get out of the room.
The young man was not a coward, anyway.
How long have you been with him? he asked abruptly.
Since I telephoned you, said Michael, I happened to be passing the house, and saw him
trying to get up the steps alone.
He was dizzy, he said.
and seemed glad to have me come to his help.
Have you ever been vaccinated?
No, said Michael, indifferently.
The wisest thing for you to do would be to get out of the room at once,
and let me vaccinate you.
I'll try to send a nurse to look after him as soon as possible.
Where are the family?
Not at home?
And the servants will probably scatter as soon as they learn what's the matter.
A pity he hadn't been taken to the hospital,
but it's hardly safe to move him now.
The fact is,
He is a very sick man, and there's only one chance in a hundred of saving him.
You've run some big risks, taking care of him this way.
Any bigger than you were running, Doctor?
Michael smiled gravely.
Hmm. Well, it's my business, and I don't suppose it is yours.
There are people who are paid for those things.
Come, get out of this room, or I won't answer for the consequences.
The consequences will have to answer for themselves, Doctor.
I'm going to stay here till somebody better.
comes to nurse him.
Michael's eyes did not flinch as he said this.
Suppose you take the disease.
Michael smiled. One of his brilliant smiles
that you could almost hear it was so bright.
Why, then I will, said Michael,
but I'll stay well long enough to take care of him
until the nurse comes anyway.
You might die.
Of course, in a tone with not a ruffle in the calm purpose.
Well, it's my mind.
duty to tell you that you'd probably be throwing your life away, for there's only a chance that
he won't die.
Not throwing it away if I made him suffer a little less.
And you said there was a chance.
If I didn't stay, he might miss that chance, mightn't he?
Probably.
Can I do anything to help or ease him?
Yes.
Then I stay.
I should stay anyway, until someone came.
I couldn't leave him so.
Very well, then. I'm proud to know a man like you. There's plenty to be done. Let's get to work.
The hour that followed was filled with instructions and labor.
Michael had no time to think what would become of his work or anything.
He only knew that this was the present duty, and he went forward in it step by step.
Before the doctor left, he vaccinated Michael, and gave him careful directions how to take all necessary precautions for his own safety.
But he knew from the lofty look in the young man's face,
that these were mere secondary considerations with him.
If the need came for the sake of the patient,
all precautions would be flung aside as not mattering one wit.
The doctor roused the servants and told them what had happened,
and tried to persuade them to stay quietly in their places,
and he would see that they ran no risks if they obeyed his directions.
But to a man and a woman they were panic-stricken, gathering their effects.
They, like the Arabs of old, folded their tents,
and silently stole away in the night.
Before morning dawned, Michael and his patient were in sole possession of the house.
Early in the morning there came a call from the doctor.
He had not been able to secure the nurse he hoped to get.
Could Michael hold the fort a few hours longer?
He would relieve him sooner, if possible,
but experienced nurses for contagious cases were hard to get just now.
There was a great deal of sickness.
He might be able to get one this morning, but it was doubtful.
He had telephoned everywhere.
Of course, Michael would hold the fort.
The doctor gave explicit directions, asked a number of questions, and promised to call as soon as possible.
Michael, alone in the great silence that the occasional babble of a delirious person emphasizes in an otherwise empty house,
began to think of things that must be done.
Fortunately, there was a telephone in the room.
He would not have to leave his patient alone.
He called up Will French and told him in a few words what had happened.
Laughed pleasantly at Will's fears for him.
Asked him to look after the alley work and to attend to one or two little matters
connected with his office work, which could not be put off.
Then he called up Sam at the farm,
for Michael had long ago found it necessary to have a telephone put in at Old Orchard.
The sound of Sam's voice cheered his heart, when,
after Michael's brief simple explanation of his present position,
as trained nurse for the head of the house of Endicott, who lay sick of smallpox.
Sam responded with a dismayed...
For Dullabba, Mike.
When Michael had finished all his directions to Sam,
and received his partner's promise to do everything, just as Michael would have done it,
Sam broke out with...
Say, does that I know what he's taken off in you?
Who, Mr. Endicott?
No, Sam. He doesn't know anything. He's delirious.
"'Hm,' grunted Sam, deeply troubled.
"'Well, you better find out when he gets hisself again,
"'or there'll be something coming to him.'
"'He's done a great deal for me, Sam.'
"'Hum, well, you're getting it back on him, sure thing now, all right.
"'Say you take care of yourself, Mickey.
"'We all can't do nothing without you.
"'You let me know every day how you be.'
"'Sure, Sam,' responded Michael,
"'deeply touched by the choking sound of Sam's voice.
"'Don't you worry.
I'm sound as a nut.
Nothing will happen to me.
The doctor vaccinated me, and I'll not catch it.
You look after things for me, and I'll be on deck again someday, all the better for the rest.
Michael sat back in the chair after hanging up the receiver, his eyes glistening with moisture.
To think the day had come when Sam should care like that.
It was a miracle.
Michael went back again to the bed to look after his patient, and after he had done everything
that the doctor had said, he decided to her.
reconnoiter for some breakfast. There must be something in the house to eat, even if the servants had all
departed, and he ought to eat so that his strength should be equal to his task. It was late in the
morning, nearly half-past ten. The young man hurried downstairs and began to ransack the pantry.
He did not want to be long away from the upper room. Once, as he was stooping to search the
refrigerator for butter and milk, he paused in his work and thought he heard a sound at the front door.
But then all seemed still, and he hurriedly put a few things on a tray and carried them upstairs.
He might not be able to come down again for several hours.
But when he reached the top of the stairs, he heard a voice, not his patience, but a woman's voice, sweet and clear and troubled.
Daddy, oh, Daddy, dear, why don't you speak to your little girl?
What is the matter? Can you understand me?
Your face and your poor hands are so hot they burn me.
Daddy, Daddy, dear.
It was Starr's voice, and Michael's heart stood still with the thrill of it, and the instant horror of it.
Star was there in the room of death with her father.
She was exposed to the terrible contagion.
She, the beautiful, frail treasure of his heart.
He set the tray down quickly on the hall table, and went swiftly to the door.
She sat on the side of the bed, her arms about her father's unconscious form, and her head buried
in his neck, sobbing.
For an instant Michael was frozen to the spot with horror at her dangerous situation.
If she had wanted to take the disease, she could not have found a more sure way of exposing
herself.
The next instant, Michael's senses came back, and without stopping to think, he sprang forward
and caught her up in his arms, bearing her from the room and setting her down at the
bathroom door.
Oh, Star, what have you done? he said. A catch in his voice, like a sob, for he did not know what he was
saying. Star, frightened, struggling, sobbing, turned and looked at him.
Michael, how did you come to be here? Oh, what is the matter with my father?
Go wash your hands and face quickly, with this antiseptic soap, he commanded, all on the
alert now, and dealing out the things the doctor had given him for his own safety.
And here, rinse your mouth with this quickly, and gargle your throat.
Then go and change your things as quick as you can.
Your father has the smallpox, and you have been in there close to him.
The smallpox?
Hurry, commanded Michael, handing her the soap, and turning on the hot water.
Star obeyed him, because when Michael spoke in that tone, people always did obey.
But her frightened eyes kept seeking his face for some reassurance.
"'The smallpox! Oh, Michael! How dreadful! But how do you know? Has the doctor been here? And how did you happen to be here?'
"'I was passing last night, when your father came home, and he asked me to help him in.
"'Yes, the doctor was here, and will soon come again and bring a nurse. Now hurry. You must get away from the vicinity of this room.'
"'But I'm not going away,' said Starr, stubbornly. "'I'm going to stay by my father. He'll want,
me. Your father would be distressed beyond measure if he knew that you were exposed to such
terrible danger. I know that he would far rather have you go away at once. Besides, he is delirious,
and your presence cannot do him any good now. You must take care of yourself, so that when he gets
well, you will be well too, and able to help him get back into health again. But you are staying?
It does not matter about me, said Michael. There is no one to care.
besides, I am a man, and perfectly strong.
I do not think I will take the disease.
Now please take off those things you wore in there,
and get something clean that has not been in the room,
and go away from here as quickly as you can.
Michael had barely persuaded her to take precautions
when the doctor arrived with a nurse,
and the promise of another before night.
He scolded Star thoroughly for her fool-heartedness
and going into her father's room.
He had been the family.
physician ever since she was born, knew her well, and took the privilege of scolding when he
liked. Star meekly succumbed. There was just one thing she would not do, and that was to go away
out of the house, while her father remained in so critical a condition. The doctor frowned and
scolded, but finally agreed to let her stay. And indeed it seemed as if perhaps it was the only thing
that could be done, for she had undoubtedly been exposed to the disease, and was some of the
subject to quarantine.
There seemed to be no place to which she could safely go, where she could be comfortable,
and the house was amply large enough for two or three parties to remain in quarantine in
several detachments.
There was another question to be considered.
The nurses would have their hands full with their patient.
Someone must stay in the house and look after things, see that they needed nothing,
and get some kind of meals.
Starr, of course, knew absolutely nothing about cooking.
and Michael's experience was limited to roasting sweet potatoes around a bonfire at college,
and cooking eggs and coffee at the fireplace on the farm.
But a good cook to stay in a plague-stricken dwelling would be a thing of time, if procurable at all.
So the doctor decided to accept the willing services of these two.
Star was established in her own room upstairs,
which could be shut away from the front part of the house by a short passageway and two doors,
with access to the lower floor by means of the back stairs.
And Michael made a bed of the soft couch in the tiny reception room,
where he had twice passed through trying experiences.
Great curtains kept constantly wet with antiseptics,
shut away the sick room, and adjoining apartments from the rest of the house.
It was arranged that Michael should place such supplies as were needed at the head of the stairs,
just outside the guarding curtains,
and the nurses should pass all dishes through an antiseptive.
septic bath before sending them downstairs again.
The electric bells and telephones with which the house was well supplied
made it possible for them to communicate with one another, without danger of infection.
Starr was at once vaccinated, and the two young people received many precautions and injunctions,
with medicine and a strict regime.
And even then the old doctor shook his head dubiously.
If those two beautiful faces should have to pass through the ordeal of that dread disease,
his old heart would be quite broken.
All that skill and science could do to prevent it should be done.
So the house settled down to the quiet of a daily routine.
The busy city humming and thundering outside,
but no more a part of them than if they had been living in a tomb.
The card of warning on the door sent all the neighbors in the block
scurrying off in a panic to Palm Beach or Europe.
And even the strangers passed by on the other side.
The grocery boy and the milkman.
left their orders hurriedly on the front steps, and Michael and Starr might almost have used
the street for an exercise ground if they had chosen, so deserted had it become. But there was no need
for them to go farther than the door in front, for there was a lovely side and backyard,
screened from the street by a high wall, where they might walk at will when they were not too
busy with their work, which for their unskilled hands was hard and laborious. Nevertheless, their
orders were strict, and every day they were out for a couple of hours at least.
To keep from getting chilled, Michael invented all sorts of games when they grew tired of just walking.
And twice, after a new fall of snow, they went out and had a game of snowballing,
coming in with glowing faces and shining eyes, to change wet garments and hurry back to their
kitchen work. But this was after the first few serious days were passed, and the doctor had given them
hope that if all went well, there was a good chance of the patient pulling through.
They settled into their new life like two children who had known each other a long time.
All the years between were as if they had not been.
They made their blunders, were merry over their work, and grew into each other's companionship
charmingly.
Their ideas of cooking were most primitive, and had it not been possible to order things sent in
from caterers, they and the nurses might have been in danger of starving to death.
But as it was, what with telephoning to the nurses for directions,
and what with studying the recipes on the outside of boxes of cornstarch and farina and oatmeal
and the like that they found in the pantry, they were learning day by day to do a little more.
And then one blessed day.
The dear nurse Morton walked in, and took off her things and stayed.
Morton had been on a long delayed visit to her old father in Scotland that winter.
But when she saw in the papers the notice of the calamity that had befallen the house of
old employer. She packed her trunk and took the first steamer back to America. Her baby,
and her baby's father needed her, and nothing could keep Morton away after that. Her coming
relieved the situation very materially, for though she had never been a fancy cook, she knew all
about good old-fashioned scotch dishes, and from the first hour took up her station in the kitchen.
Immediately comfort and orderliness began to rain, and Starr and Michael had time on
their hands that was not spent in either eating, sleeping, working, or exercise.
It was then that they began to read together, for the library was filled with all the
treasures of literature, to many of which Michael had never had access, save through the public
libraries, which, of course, was not as satisfactory as having books at hand, when one
had a bit of leisure in a busy life.
Star had been reading more than ever before this winter while with her aunt, and entered into
the pleasant companionship of a book together with zest.
Then there were hours when Star played softly and sang,
for the piano was far from the sick-room and could not be heard upstairs.
Indeed, if it had not been for the anxious struggle going on upstairs,
these two would have been having a beautiful time.
For all unknowing to themselves, they were growing daily into a dear delight
in the mere presence of one another.
Even Michael, who had long ago laid down the lines between which he must walk through life,
and never expected to be more to star than a friend and protector,
did not realize whither this intimate companionship was tending.
When he thought of it at all, he thought that it was a precious solace for his years of loneliness.
A time that must be in joyed to the full,
and treasured in memory for the days of barrenness that must surely follow.
Upstairs the fight went on day after day.
Until at last one morning, the doctor told them that it had been won,
that the patient, though very much enfeebled, would live and slowly get back his strength.
That was a happy morning.
The two caught each other's hands and whirled joyously round the dining room when they heard it.
And Morton came in with her sleeves rolled up,
and her eyes like two blue lakes all blurred with raindrops in the sunlight.
Her face seemed like a rainbow.
The next morning the doctor looked the two over before he went upstairs
and set a limit to their quarantine.
If they kept on doing well,
they would be reasonably safe
from taking the disease.
It would be a miracle,
almost, if neither of them took it.
But it began to look as if they were going to be all right.
Now these two had been so absorbed in one another
that they had thought very little
about the danger of their taking the disease themselves.
If either had been alone in the house
with nothing to do but brood,
it would have probably been the sole topic of thought.
But their healthy, busy,
hours had helped the good work on, and so they were coming safely out from under the danger.
It was one bright morning when they were waiting for the doctor to come, that Michael was glancing
over the morning paper, and Starr trying a new song she had sent for that had just come in the mail
the evening before. She wanted to be able to play it for Michael to sing. Suddenly Michael gave a little
exclamation of dismay, and Starr, turning on the piano stool, saw that his face was white,
and he was staring out of the window with a drawn, sad look about his mouth and eyes.
What is it, she asked, in quick, eager tones of sympathy?
And Michael, turning to look at her vivid beauty, his heart thrilling with the sound of her voice,
suddenly felt the wide gulf that had always been between them,
for what he had read in the paper had shaken him from his happy dream,
and brought him back to a sudden realization of what he was.
The item in the paper that had brought about this rude awakening
was an account of how Buck had broken jail and escaped.
Michael's great heart was filled with trouble about Buck,
and instantly he remembered that he belonged to the same class with Buck,
and not at all in the charmed circle where Star moved.
He looked at the girl with grave, tender eyes,
that yet seemed to be less intimate than they had been all these weeks.
Her sensitive nature felt the difference.
at once.
He let her read the little item.
Star's face softened with ready sympathy, and a mingling of indignation.
He was one of those people in your tenements.
You've been trying to help?
She questioned, trying to understand his look.
He ought to have been ashamed to get into jail after you had been helping him.
Wasn't he a sort of a worthless fellow?
No, said Michael, in quick defense.
He never had a chance.
And he was not just one of those.
people, he was the one. He was the boy who took care of me when I was a little fellow,
and who shared everything he had, hard-crust or warm cellar door, with me. I think he loved me.
There was something in Michael's face and voice that warned Star these were sacred precincts,
where she must tread lightly if she did not wish to desecrate. Tell me about him, she breathed softly.
So Michael, his eyes tend to.
her, his voice gentle, because she had cared to know, told her eloquently of Buck, till when he had
finished her eyes were wet with tears, and she looked so sweet that he had to turn his own eyes away
to keep from taking the lovely vision into his arms and kissing her. It was a strange, wild
impulse he had to do this, and it frightened him. Suppose some day he should forget himself,
and let her see how he had dared to love her. That must never be.
he must put a watch upon himself this sweet friendship she had vouchsafed him must never be broken by word look or action of his and from that morning there came upon his manner a change subtle intangible but a change
they read and talked together and michael opened his heart to her as he had not yet done about his work in the alley his farm colony and his hopes for his people star listened and entered eagerly into his
plans, yet felt the change that had come upon him, and her troubled spirit knew not what it was.
End of Chapter 26.
Chapter 27 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Read by Brian Keenan.
Chapter 27
All this while Michael had been in daily communication with Sam, as well as with Will French,
who, with Hester's help, had kept the rooms in the alley going.
though they reported that the head had been sorely missed.
Sam had reported daily progress with the house,
and about two weeks before Michael's release from quarantine,
announced that everything was done,
even to the papering of the walls and the oiling of the floors.
A fire had been burning in the furnace and fireplaces for several weeks,
so the plaster was thoroughly dry,
and it was Michael's plan that Starr and her father were to go straight down to the farm
as soon as they were free to leave the house.
To this end, Hester and Will had been given daily commissions to purchase this and that
needful article of furniture.
Until now, at last, Michael felt that the house would be habitable for Starr and her precious
invalid.
During the entire winter, Michael had pleased himself in purchasing rugs here and there,
and charming, fitting, furniture for the house he was building.
A great many things, the important things, had already been selected,
and Michael knew he could trust Hester's taste for the rest.
For some reason he had never said much to Starr about either Hester or Will,
perhaps because they had always seemed to him to belong to one another,
and thus were somewhat set apart from his own life.
But one morning, Starr,
coming into the library where Michael was telephoning Hester
about some last purchases she was making,
overheard these words.
All right, Hester, you'll know best of course,
but I think you better make it a dozen instead of a half.
It's better to have too many than too few,
and we might have company, you know.
Now, of course, Star couldn't possibly be supposed to know
that it was a question of dishes that was being discussed so intimately.
In fact, she did not stop to think what they were talking about.
She only knew that he had called this other girl Hester,
and she suddenly became aware that during all these weeks of pleasant intercourse,
although she had addressed him as Michael, he had carefully avoided using any name at all for her,
except on one or two occasions, substituting pronouns wherever possible.
She had not noticed this before, but when she heard that Hester and his pleasant tones,
her heart brought the fact before her at once for invoice.
Who was this girl Hester?
And why was she Hestered so carelessly as though he had a right?
Could it be possible that Michael was engaged?
to her? Why had she never thought of it before? Of course it would be perfectly natural.
This other girl had been down in his dear alley, working shoulder to shoulder with him all these
years, and it was a matter, of course, that he must love her. Star's bright morning that but a moment
before had been filled with so much sunshine seemed suddenly to cloud over with a blackness
that blotted out all the joy. And though she strove to hide it even from herself, her spirit was heavy
with something she did not understand.
That evening Michael came into the library, unexpectedly.
He had been out in the kitchen, helping Morton to open a box that was refractory.
He found the room entirely dark, and thought he heard a soft sound like sobbing in one corner
of the room.
Star, he said.
Star, is that you?
Nor knew that he had called her by her name, though she knew it very well indeed.
She kept quite still for an instant, and then she rose from the little crumpled heap
in the corner of the leather couch, where she had dropped for a minute in the dark to cry out
the strange ache of her heart, when she thought Michael was safely in the kitchen for a while.
Why, yes, Michael, she said, and her voice sounded choky, though she was struggling to make it natural.
Michael stepped to the doorway and turned down the hall lights so that he could dimly see her
little figure standing in the shadow. Then he came over toward her, his whole heart yearning over
her, but a mighty control saw.
upon himself.
What is the matter, dear?
He breathed the last word almost under his breath.
He actually did not realize that he had spoken it aloud.
It seemed to envelop her with a deep tenderness.
It broke her partial self-control entirely,
and she sobbed again for a minute before she could speak.
Oh, if he but dared to take that dear form into his arms and comfort her!
If he but dared!
But he had no right.
Michael stood still and struggled with his heart, standing quite near her, yet not touching her.
Oh, my dear, he breathed to himself, in an agony of love and self-restraint.
But she did not hear the breath.
She was engaged in a struggle of her own, and she seemed to remember that Hester girl, and know her duty.
She must not let him see how she felt, not for anything in the world.
He was kind and tender.
He had always been.
He had denied himself and come here to stay with them in their need,
because of his gratitude toward her father for all he had done for him.
And he had breathed that dear,
as he would have done to any little child of the tenement whom he found in trouble.
Oh, she understood, even while she let the word comfort her lonely heart.
Why, oh, why, had she been left to trifle with a handsome scoundrel?
Why hadn't she been worthy to have won the love of a great man,
like this one. These thoughts rushed through her brain so rapidly that they were not formulated at all.
Not until hours afterwards did she know they had been thought. But afterwards she sorted them out,
and put them in a ray before her troubled heart. A minute she struggled with her tears,
and then in a sweet little voice, like a tired, naughty child, she broke out.
Oh, Michael, you've been so good to me. To us, I mean. Staying here all these weeks and not showing a bit
of impatience when you had all that great work in the world to do, and I've just been thinking
how perfectly horrid I was to you last winter, the things I said and wrote to you, and how I treated
you when you were trying to save me from an awful fate. I'm so ashamed, and so thankful. It all came over
me to-night what I owed you, and I can't ever thank you. Can you forgive me for the horrid way I acted,
and for passing you on the street that Sunday without speaking to you? I'm so ashamed.
"'Will you forgive me?'
She put out her little hands with a pathetic motion toward him, in the half-light of the room,
and he took them in both his great warm ones, and held them in his firm grasp,
his whole frame thrilling with her sweet touch.
"'Forgive you, little star,' he breathed.
"'I never blamed you.'
And there is no telling what might not have happened, if the doctor had not just then unexpectedly
arrived, to perfect the arrangements for their going to the farm.
when Michael returned from letting the doctor out,
Starr had fled upstairs to her room.
When they met the next morning,
it was with the bustle of preparation upon them,
and each cast shy smiling glances toward the other.
Starr knew that she was forgiven,
but she also knew that there was a wall reared between them
that had not been there before,
and her heart ached with the knowledge.
Nevertheless, it was a happy morning,
and one could not be absolutely miserable in the company of Michael.
with a father who was recovering rapidly,
and the prospect of seeing him and going with him
into the beautiful out-of-doors within a few hours.
Michael went about the work of preparing to go with a look of solemn joy.
Solem because he felt that the wonderful companionship he had had alone with Star
was so soon to end.
Joyful, because he could be with her still,
and know she had passed through the danger of the terrible disease,
and come safely out of the shadow, with her beauty as vivid as ever.
Besides, he might always serve her, and they were friends now, not enemies.
That was a great deal.
The little world of old orchard stood on tiptoe that lovely spring morning when the party came down.
The winding road that led to the cottage was arched all over with bursting bloom,
for the apple trees had done their best at decorating for the occasion,
and made a wondrous canopy of pink and white for star to see as she passed under.
Not a soul was in sight as they drove up to the cottage, save Sam,
standing respectfully to receive them in front of the piazza and lizzie vanishing around the corner of the cottage with her pretty boy toddling after for lizzie had come down to be a waitress at rose cottage for the summer but every soul on the farm was watching at a safe distance
for sam without breathing a word had managed to convey to them all the knowledge that those who were coming as their guests were beloved of michael their angel-hearted man
as though it had been a great ceremony they stood in silent adoring groups behind a row of thick hedges and watched them arrive each one glorying in the beauty of her whom in their hearts they called the boss's girl the room stood wide and inviting to receive them
there is a fire of logs on the great hearth and a deep leather chair drawn up before it with a smaller rocker at one side and a sumptuous leather couch for the invalid just to the side of the fireplace where the light of the flames
would not strike the eyes.
Yet the warmth would reach him.
Soft greens and browns were blended in the silk pillows that were piled on the couch
and on the seats that appeared here and there about the walls, as if they grew by nature.
The bookcase was filled with Michael's favorites.
Will French had seen to this, and a few were scattered on the big table where a green-shaded
lamp of unique design, a freshly cut magazine, and a chair drawn at just the right angle,
suggested a pleasant hour in the evening.
There were two or three pictures.
These Michael had selected at intervals
as he learned to know more about art
from his study at the exhibitions.
Oh, breathed Star, how lovely!
It is a real home!
And the thought struck her
that it would probably be Michael's and Hester's someday.
However, she would not let shadows come spoiling her good time now,
for it was her good time, and she had a right to it.
And she too was happy in the thought
that she and Michael were friends.
The kind of friends that can never be enemies again.
The invalid sank into the cushions of the couch
with a pleased light in his eyes and said,
Son, this is all right.
I'm glad you bought the farm.
And Michael turned with a look of love
to the man who had been the only father he had ever known.
It was good, good to be reconciled with him,
and to know that he was on the road to health once more.
The doctor who had come down with them looked about with satisfaction.
"'I don't see what you were fixed,' he said to Andacott.
"'I wouldn't mind being in your shoes myself.
Wish I could stay and help you enjoy yourself.
If I had a pair of children like those, I'd give up work and come by a farm alongside,
and settle down for life.
The days at the farm passed in a sort of charmed existence for Star and her father.
Everything they needed seemed to come as if by magic.
Every wish of Stars was anticipated, and she was waited upon, devotedly, by Lizzie.
who never by so much as a look tried to win recognition.
Star, however, always keen in her remembrances, knew and appreciated this.
After the first two days, Michael was back and forth in the city.
His business, which had been steadily growing before his temporary retirement from the world,
had piled up and was awaiting his attention.
His work in the alley called loudly for him every night,
yet he managed to come down to the farm often and spent all his
Sundays there. It was one Saturday evening, about three weeks after their arrival at the farm,
when they were all seated cozily in the living room of the cottage, the invalid resting on the
couch in the shadow, Star seated close beside him, the firelight glowing on her face,
her hand in her father's, and Michael by the table with a fresh magazine which he was about to read
to them. The Danak came at the door, opening the door, Michael found Sam standing on the
piazza, and another dark form huddled behind him.
Come out here, can you? Buck's here, whispered Sam. Buck.
Michael spoke the word with a joyful ring that thrilled Star's heart with sympathy,
as she sat listening, her ears alert with interest.
I'm so glad, so glad, said Michael's voice again, vibrant with real welcome.
Come in, Buck. I have a friend in here who knows all about you.
No, don't be afraid. You're perfectly safe. You're perfectly.
safe. What, through the windows? Well, we'll turn the light out and sit in the firelight.
You can go over in that corner by the fireplace. No one will see you. The shades are down.
Michael's voice was low, and he stood within the doorway. But Starr, because she understood the need,
heard every word. There was descent and a low whisper outside, and then Sam's voice growled.
Go on in, Buck, if he says so. And Buck reluctantly entered.
followed by Sam.
Buck was respectively dressed in an old suit of Sam's,
with his hands and face carefully washed and his hair combed.
Sam had imbibed ideas and was not slow to impart them.
But Buck stood dark and frowning against the closed door.
His hunted eyes like black coals in a setting of snow,
went furtively around the room in restless vigilance.
His body wore the habitual air of crouching alertness.
He started slightly when anyone moved or spoke to him.
Michael went quickly over to the table and turned down the lamp.
You won't mind sitting in the firelight, will you?
He said to Starr in a low tone, and her eyes told him that she understood.
Come over here, Buck, said Michael,
motioning toward the sheltered corner on the other side of the fireplace from where Star was sitting.
This is one of my friends, Miss Endicott, Mr. Endicott.
Will you excuse us if we sit here and talk a few?
minutes?
Miss Sendekot, you remember my telling you of Buck?
Star, with sudden inspiration, born of the moment, got up and went over to where the
dark-browed Buck stood frowning and embarrassed in the chimney-corner, and put out her
little rose-leaf of a hand to him.
Buck looked at it in dismay and did not stir.
Why don't you shake?
whispered Sam.
Then with a grunt of astonishment, Buck put out his rough hand and underwent the unique
experience of holding a lady's hand in his.
The hunted eyes looked up startled to stars, and like a flash he saw a thought.
It was as if her eyes knew Browning's poem, and could express his thought to Buck in language he
could understand.
All I could never be, all men ignored in me.
This I was worth to God, whose wheel the pitcher shaped.
Somehow, Star, with her smile and her eyes, and her gentle manner, unknowingly convinced.
evade that thought to Buck.
Poor, neglected, sinful, Buck.
And Michael, looking on, knew what she had done, and blessed her in his heart.
Buck sat down in the chimney corner, half in shadow with the lights from the great log
flaring over his face.
The shades were all drawn down.
The doors were closed.
He was surrounded by friendly faces.
For a few minutes, the hunted eyes ceased their roving round the room,
and rested on Star's sweet face.
as she sat quietly, holding her father's hand.
It was a sight such as poor Buck's eyes had never rested upon
in the whole of his checkered existence.
And for the moment he let the sweet wonder of it filter into his dark, scarred soul,
with blessed healing.
Then he looked from Star to Michael's fine face nearby,
tender with the joy of Buck's coming,
anxious with what might be the outcome.
And for a moment the heavy lines in forehead and brow
that Buck had worn since babyhood, softened with a tender look.
Perhaps tis given, once to even the dullest soul to see,
no matter how low fallen, just what he might have been.
They had been sitting thus for about fifteen minutes, quietly talking.
Michael intended to take Buck upstairs soon and question him.
But first he wanted time to think what he must do.
Then suddenly a loud knock startled them all.
And as Michael rose to go to the door,
there followed him the resounding clatter of the tongs falling on the hearth.
A voice, with a knife edge to it, cut through the room, and made them all shiver.
Good evening, Mr. Andicot, it said.
I'm sorry to trouble you, but I've come on a most unpleasant errand.
We're after an escaped criminal, and he was seen to enter your door a few minutes ago.
Of course I know your goodness of heart.
You take them all in, but this one is a jailbird.
He'll excuse me if I take him off your hands.
I'll try to do it as quietly and neatly as possible.
The big, blustery voice ceased, and Michael, looking at the sinister gleam of dull
metal in the hands of the men who accompanied the county sheriff, knew that the crisis was
upon him.
The man, impatient, was already pushing past him into the room.
It was of no sort of use to resist.
He flung the door wide, and turned with the saddest look Star thought she had ever seen
on the face of a man.
I know, he said, and his voice was filled with sorrow.
I know, but he was one whom I loved.
Wasted love, Mr. Andicod, wasted love.
Not one of them worth it, blustered the big man, walking in.
Then Michael turned and faced the group around the fireplace,
and looking from one to another, turned white with amazement.
For Buck was not among them.
Starr sat beside her father in just the same attitude,
she had held throughout the last 15 minutes.
His hand in hers.
Her face turned, startled toward the door,
and something inscrutable in her eyes.
Sam stood close beside the fireplace,
the tongs which he had just picked up in his hands,
and a look of sullen rage upon his face.
Nowhere in the whole wide room was there a sign of Buck,
and there seemed no spot where he could hide.
The door into the dining room was on the opposite wall,
and behind it the cheerful clatter of the clearing off of the table could be plainly heard.
If Buck had escaped that way, there would have been an outcry from Morton or the mate.
Every window had its shade closely drawn.
The sheriff looked suspiciously at Michael, whose blank face plainly showed he had no part in making way with the outlaw.
The men behind him looked sharply round, and finished with a curious gaze at Starr.
Star, rightly interpreting the scene, rose to the occasion.
Would they like to look behind this couch, she said, moving quickly to the other side of the fireplace over toward the window, with a warning glance toward Sam.
Then while the men began a fruitless search around the room, looking in the chimney closet and behind the furniture, she took up her stand beside the corner window.
It had been Michael's thoughtfulness that it arranged that all the windows should have springs worked by the pressing of a button, like some car windows, so that a touch would send them up at will.
Only Sam saw Starr's hand slide under the curtain a second, and unfastened the catch at the top,
then quickly down and touch the button in the windowsill.
The window went up without a noise, and in a moment more the curtain was moving out,
gently puffed by the soft spring breeze, and Starr had gone back to her father's side.
I cannot understand it, said Michael. He was here a moment ago.
The sheriff, who had been nosing about the fireplace, turned in,
came over to the window, sliding up the shade with a motion and looking out into the dark orchard.
"'Hum, that's where he went, boys,' he said.
"'After him quick.
We ought to have had a watch at each window as well as at the back.
"'Thank you, Mr. Andacott.
Sorry to have troubled you.
Good night.'
And the sheriff clattered after his men.
Sam quickly pulled down the window, fastening it, and turned a look of almost worshipful understanding
on Star.
"'Isn't that fire getting pretty hot for such a warm night?' said Star,
pushing back the hair from her forehead and bright cheeks.
Sam, suppose you get a little water and pour over that log.
I think we will not need any more fire tonight anyway.
And Sam quickly hastened to obey, his mouth stretching in a broad grin as he went out the door.
She'd make a peach of a burglar, he remarked to himself, as he filled a bucket with water,
and hurried back with it to the fire.
Michael, in his strait, betwixt law and love, was deeply
troubled, and had followed the men out into the dark orchard.
Daddy, I think you better get up to your room.
This excitement has been too much for you, said Starr decidedly.
But Mr. Endicott demurred.
He'd been interested in the little drama that had been enacted before him,
and he wanted to sit up and see the end of it.
He was inclined to blame Michael for bringing such a fellow into Starr's presence,
but Starr laughingly bundled him off to bed, and sat for an hour reading to him.
Her heart all the time in a flutter to know how things came out,
wondering if Sam surely understood, and put out the fire,
and if it would be safe for her to give him any broader hint.
At midnight, Michael lay broad awake with troubled spirit,
wondering over and over if there was anything he might have done for Buck,
if he had only done it in time,
anything that would have been right to do.
Softly, cautiously, a man stole out of the darkness of the orchard,
until he came and stood close to the old chimney.
And then, softly stealing on the midnight summer air,
there came a peculiar sibilant sound,
clear, piercing, yet blending with the night,
and leaving no trace behind of its origin.
One couldn't tell from whence it came.
But Michael, keeping vigil, heard,
and rose upon his elbow, alert, listening.
Was that Buck calling him?
It came again, softer this side.
time, but distinct.
Michael sprang from his bed and began hastily throwing on his garments.
That call should never go unanswered.
Stealthily, in the light of the low, late moon, a dark figure stole forth from the old chimney-top,
climbed down on the ladder that had been silently tilted against it, helped to lay the ladder
back innocently in the deep grass again, and joining the figure on the ground crept away
toward the river where waited a boat.
Buck lay down in the bottom of the boat,
covered with a piece of sacking,
and Sam took up the oars,
when a long, sibilant whistle like a nightbird,
floated keenly through the air.
Buck started up and turned suspicious eyes on Sam.
What's that?
It's Mickey, I reckon, said Sam, softly, reverently.
He couldn't sleep. He's hunting you.
Buck lay down with a sound,
that was almost a moan, and the bow took up its silent glide toward safety.
"'It's fierce to leave him this away,' muttered Buck.
"'You's tell him, won't you? And her? She's a lady, she is. She's all white.
Tell her, Buck'll do as much for her some day, if he ever gets the chance.'
"'And doing for her, you'd be. Doing for him, I speculate,' said Sam, after a long pause.
"'So,' said Buck.
"'So,' answered Sam.
And that was the way Sam told Buck of the identity of Star.
Now Star, from her darkened window beside the great chimney, had watched the whole thing.
She waited until she saw Michael come slowly, sadly, back from his fruitless search through the mist, before the dawning, alone, with bowed head.
And her heart ached for the problem that was filling him with sorrow.
End of Chapter 27.
Chapter 28 of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 28.
Star was coming up to the city for a little shopping on the early morning train with Michael.
The summer was almost upon her, and she had not prepared her apparel.
Besides, she was going away in a few days to be bridesmaid at the wedding of an old school friend
who lived away out west.
And secretly, she told herself she wanted the pleasure of this little trip to town with Michael.
she was treasuring every one of these beautiful days filled with precious experiences like jewels to be strung on memory's chain with a vague unrest lest some close drawing future was to snatch them from her forever
she wished with all her heart that she had given a decided refusal to her friend's pleading but the friend had put off the wedding on her account to wait until she could leave her father and her father had joined his insistence that she should go away
and have the rest and change after the ordeal of the winter.
So Starr seemed to have to go, much as she would rather have remained.
She had made a secret vow to herself that she would return at once after the wedding,
in spite of all urgings to remain with the family who had invited her to stay all summer with them.
Star had a feeling that the days of her companionship with Michael might be short.
She must make the most of them.
It might never be the same again after her going,
away. She was not sure even that her father would consent to remain all summer at the farm,
as Michael urged, and on this lovely morning she was very happy at the thought of going with Michael.
The sea seemed sparkling with a thousand gems as the train swept along its shore,
and Michael told her of his first coming down to see the farm, called her attention to the flowers
along the way, and she assured him old orchard was far prettier than any of them, now that the roses
were all beginning to bud.
It would soon be Rose Cottage, indeed.
Then the talk fell on Buck and his brief passing.
I wonder where he can be, and what he is doing, sighed Michael.
If he only could have stayed, long enough for me to have a talk with him.
I believe I could have persuaded him to a better way.
It is the greatest mystery in the world how he got away with those men watching the house.
I cannot understand it.
Star, her cheeks rosy, her eyes.
eyes shining mischievously, looked up at him.
"'Haven't you the least suspicion where he was hiding?' she asked.
Michael looked down at her with a sudden start, and smiled into her lovely eyes.
"'Why, no. Have you?' he said, and could not keep the worship from his gaze.
"'Of course, I knew all the time. Do you think it was very dreadful for me not to tell?
I couldn't bear to have him caught that way before you'd had a chance to help him.
and when he used to be so good to you as a little boy.
Besides, I saw his face, that terrible, hunted look.
There wasn't anything really wrong in my opening that window and throwing them off the track, was there?
Did you open the window?
Star nodded, saucily.
Yes, and Sam saw me do it.
Sam knew all about it.
Buck went up the chimney right through that hot fire.
Didn't you hear the tongs fall down?
He went like a flash before you opened the door, and one foot was still in sight when that sheriff came in.
I was so afraid he'd see it. Was it wrong?
I suppose it was, he said, sadly. The law must be maintained.
It can't be set aside for one fellow who was touched one's heart by some childhood's action.
But right or wrong, I can't help being glad that you cared to do something for poor buck.
I think I did it mostly for—you?
She said softly, her eyes still down.
For answer, Michael reached out his hand and took her little gloved one that lay in her lap in a close pressure for just an instant.
Then, as if a mighty power were forcing him, he laid it gently down again and drew his hand away.
Starr felt the pressure of that strong hand, and the message that it gave through long days afterward.
And more than once it gave her strength and courage and good.
cheer. Come what might, she had a friend, a friend strong and true as an angel. They spoke no more
till the train swept into the station, and they had hurried through the crowd, and were standing on the
front of the ferry-boat, with the water sparkling before their onward gliding, and the whole
great, wicked, stirring city spread before their gaze, the light from the cross on Trinity
Church steeple, flinging its glory in their faces. "'Look,' said Michael, pointing.
Do you remember the poem we were reading the other night?
Wordsworth's Upon Westminster Bridge.
Doesn't it fit this scene perfectly?
I've often thought of it when I was coming across in the mornings.
To look over there at the beauty,
one would never dream of all the horror and wickedness and suffering
that lies within those streets.
It is beautiful now.
Listen.
Do you remember it?
Earth has not anything to show more fair.
Dull would he be of soul,
who could pass by a sight so touching in its majesty.
This city now doth like a garment wear the beauty of the morning.
Silent bear.
Ships, towers, domes, theaters, and temples lie open unto the fields, and to the sky,
all bright and glittering in the smokeless air.
Never did sun more beautifully steep in his first splendor, valley, rock, or hill.
Nair saw I, never felt a calm so deep.
The river glidedeth at its own sweet will.
Dear God, the very houses seem asleep,
and all that mighty heart is lying still.
Star looked long at the picture before her,
and then at the face of her companion,
speaking the beautiful lines, word by word,
as one draws in the outlines of a well-loved picture.
Michael's hat was off,
and the beauty of the morning lay in sunlight on his hair,
and cheek and brow.
Her heart swelled within her,
she looked, and great tears filled her eyes. She dared not look longer, lest she show her deep
emotion. The look of him, the words he spoke, and the whole wonderful scene would linger in her
memory as long as life should last. Two days later, Star started west, and life seemed empty for Michael.
She was gone from him, but still she would come back. Or would she come back after all?
How long could he hope to keep her if she did?
Sad foreboding filled him, and he went about his work with set, strained nerves.
For now he knew that right or wrong, she was heart of his heart, part of his consciousness.
He loved her better than himself, and he saw no hope for himself at all in trying to forget.
Yet never, never would he ask her to share the dishonor of his heritage.
The day before Star was expected to come back to Old Orchard, Michael took up the morning paper,
and with rising horror, read,
Bandit wounded as four hold-up train.
Express Messenger protects cash during desperate revolver duel in car.
Fort Smith, Arkansas.
Four bandits bungled the hold-up of a Kansas City passenger train,
between Hatfield and Mina, Arkansas, early today.
One was probably fatally wounded.
and captured, and the others escaped after a battle with the express messenger,
in which the messenger exhausted his ammunition and was badly beaten.
When the other robbers escaped, the wounded bandit eluded the conductor,
and made his way into the sleeper, where he climbed into an empty berth.
But he was soon traced by the drops of blood from his wound.
The conductor and a brakeman hauled him out and battled with him in the aisle amid the screams of passengers.
The bandit aimed his revolver at the conductor and fired,
but a sudden unsteady turn of his wrist sent the bullet into himself instead of the conductor.
The wounded bandit received the bullet in his left breast near the heart, and will probably die.
The express messenger is in the hospital at Mina and may recover.
Had the bullet of the bandit gone as intended, it would more than likely have wounded one or two women passengers,
who, at the sound of trouble, had jumped from their berths into the east.
aisle, and were directly in the path of the bullet. There is some likelihood that the captured
bandit may prove to be the escaped convict named Buck, who was serving long sentence in the
state penitentiary, and for whom the police had been searching in vain for the last three months.
Michael was white and trembling when he had finished reading this account. And was this then to be the
end of Buck? Must he die a death like that? Disgrace and sin and death, and no chance to make
good? Michael groaned aloud and bowed his head upon the table before him.
His heart too heavy even to try to think it out. That evening a telegram reached him from Arkansas.
A man named Buck is dying here, and calls incessantly for you. If you wish to see him alive,
come at once. Michael took them in night train.
Starr had telecrafted her father she would reach Old Orchard in the morning. It was hard to have to go
when she was just returning.
Michael wondered if it would always be so now.
Buck roused at Michael's coming and smiled feebly.
Mickey, I know you'd come, he whispered feebly.
I'm done for, partner.
I ain't long for here, but I couldn't go without you knowing.
I'd mean to get just this one hall and get away to some other country where it was safe.
Then I was going to try and keep straight like you would want.
I would have got true all right, but I seen her.
The pretty lady.
your girl standing in the aisle right behind the conductor.
Just as I was pulling the trigger, no-der-right off,
if their eyes shining like two stars,
and I couldn't run no risks.
I ain't never been no bungler at my trade,
but I had to bungle this time, because I couldn't shoot your girl.
So I turned it just in time, and took it myself.
She's seen how twaseth me at that time at your house,
and she helped me get away.
I sent her word I do the same for her Sunday.
Bless her.
And now, you tell her we're square.
I'd done the bungleyn for her sake.
But I'd done it for you, too, Pard.
Little Pard.
Mickey.
Oh, Buck.
Michael knelt beside the poor bed, and buried his face in the coverlet.
Oh, Buck.
If you'd only had my chance, he moaned.
Never you mind, Mickey.
I ain't squealing.
I knows how to take my dose.
And maybe there'll be some kind of a college where I'm going.
and I can get a try at yet.
Don't you fret, little part.
If I get my chance, I'll take it for your sake.
The life breath seemed to be spent with the effort,
and Buck sank slowly into unconsciousness,
and so passed out of a life that had been all against him.
Michael, after doing all the last little things that were permitted him,
sadly took his way home again.
He reached the city in the morning,
and spent several hours putting to rights his business affairs.
but by noon he found himself so unutterably weary that he took the two o'clock train down to the farm.
Sam met him at the station.
Sam somehow seemed to have an intuition when to meet him,
and the two gripped hands and walked home together across the salt grass,
Michael telling in low, halting tones all that Buck had said.
Sam kept his face turned the other way,
but once Michael got a view of it, and he was sure there were tears on his cheeks.
to think of sam having tears for anything arrived at the cottage sam told him he thought that mr endicott was taking his afternoon nap upstairs and that miss endicott had gone to ride with some kind of a fancy woman in an auto who would call to see her
being very weary and yet unwilling to run the risk of waking mr endicott by going upstairs michael asked sam to bolt the dining-room door and give orders that he should not be disturbed for an hour then he lay down on the leather-cock
in the living room.
The windows were open all around, and the sweet breath of the opening roses stole in with the
summer breeze, while the drone of bees and the pure notes of a song sparrow lulled him to
sleep.
End of Chapter 29 of Lowell Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
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Chapter 29.
Michael had slept perhaps an hour.
when he was roused by the sound of voices, a sharp, hateful one, with an unpleasant memory in it,
and a sweet, dear one that went to his very soul.
Sit down here, Aunt Francis. There is no one about. Papa is asleep, and Michael has not yet
returned from a trip out west. You can talk without fear of being heard.
Michael, Michael, sniffed the voice. Well, that's what I came to talk to you about.
I didn't want to say anything out there where the chauffeur could hear. He is altogether
too curious and might talk with the servants about it. I wouldn't have it get out for the world.
Your mother would have been mortified to death about all this, and I can't see what your father is
thinking about. He never did seem to have much sense where you were concerned.
Aunt Francis. Well, I can't help it. He doesn't. Now take this matter of your being down here,
and the very thought of your calling that fellow, Michael, as if you were a cousin or something.
Why, it's simply disgusting. I hoped you were going to stay out west. I hoped you were going to stay out
west until your father was well enough to go away somewhere with you.
But now that you have come back, I think you ought to leave here at once.
People will begin to talk, and I don't like it.
Why, the fellow will be presuming on it to be intimate with you.
Michael was suddenly roused to the fact that he was listening to a conversation not intended for his ears,
and yet he had no way of getting out of hearing without passing the door,
in the front of which the two women were seated.
Both the dining room door and the stairs were on the other side of the room from him.
him, and he would have to run the risk of being seen, by either or both of them, if he attempted
to cross to them.
The windows were screened by wire, nailed over the whole length, so he could not hope to get
successfully out of any of them.
There was nothing for it but to lie still, and pretend to be asleep if they discovered him
afterwards.
It was an embarrassing situation, but it was none of his choosing.
There was a slight stir outside.
Star had risen, and was standing with her back.
back to the doorway.
Aunt Francis, what do you mean?
Michael is our honored and respected friend, our protector, our host.
Think what he did for Papa, risked his life.
Stuff and nonsense, risked his life.
He took the risk for perfectly good reasons.
He knew how to worm himself into the family again.
Aunt Francis, I will not hear you say such dreadful things.
Michael is a gentleman, well-educated, with the highest ideals and principles.
if you knew how self-sacrificing and kind he is.
Kind, yes, kind, sniffed the ant.
And what will you think about it when he asks you to marry him?
Will you think he is kind to offer you a share in the inheritance of a nobody,
a charity, dependent, a child of the slums?
If you persist in your foolishness of staying here,
you will presently have all New York gossiping about you,
and then, when you were in disgrace,
I suppose you will turn to me to help you out of it.
"'Stop,' cried Starr,
"'I will not listen to another word.
"'What do you mean by disgrace?
"'There could be no disgrace in marrying Michael.
"'The girl who marries him
"'will be the happiest woman in the whole world.
"'He is good and true and unselfish to the heart's core.
"'There isn't the slightest danger
"'if is ever asking me to marry him, Aunt Francis,
"'because I am very sure he loves another girl
"'and is engaged to marry her,
"'and she is a nice girl, too.
"'But if it were different,
If you were free and asked me to marry him, I would feel as proud and glad as if a prince of the highest realm had asked me to share his throne with him.
I would rather marry Michael than any man I ever met, and I don't care in the least whether he is a child of the slums or a child of a king.
I know what he is, and he is a prince among men.
Oh, really, has it come to this?
Then you are in love with him already, and my warning comes too late, does it?
Answer me.
"'Do you fancy yourself in love with him?'
"'Aunt Francis, you have no right to ask me that question,' said Starr steadily.
Her cheeks very red, and her eyes very bright.
Michael was sitting bolt upright on the couch now, utterly forgetful of the dishonor of eavesdropping,
fairly holding his breath to listen, and straining his ears that he might lose no slightest word.
He was devouring the dear, straight little form in the doorway with his eyes,
enter every word fell on his tired heart like raindrops in a thirsty land,
making the flowers of hope spring forth, and burst into lovely bloom.
"'Well, I do ask it,' snapped the ant, hatefully.
"'Come, answer me. Do you love him?'
"'That, Aunt Francis, I shall never answer to anybody but Michael.
I must refuse to hear another word on this subject.
"'Oh, very well, good-bye. I'll leave you to your silly fate.
But don't expect me to help you out of trouble if you get into it.
I've warned you, and I wash my hands of you.
And the angry woman flouted out to her waiting car.
But the girl stood still in the doorway and said with dignity,
Good afternoon, Anne Francis.
I shall never ask your help in any way.
Star watched the car out of sight,
great tears welling into her eyes and rolling down her cheeks.
Michael sat breathless on the couch and tried to think what he ought to do.
while his very being was rippling with the joy of the words she had spoken.
Then she turned and saw him, and he stood up and held out his arms.
Star, my little Star, my darling, did you mean all you said?
Would you really marry me?
I've loved you, always, Star, since first I saw you a tiny little child.
I've loved your soft baby kisses, and those others you gave me later when you were a little girl,
and I an awkward boy.
You never knew how dear they were,
nor how I used to go to sleep at night,
dreaming over and over again,
those kisses on my face.
Oh, Star, answer me.
Did you mean it all?
And could you ever love me?
You said you would answer that question
to no one else but me.
Will you answer it now, darling?
For answer, she came and stood within his arms.
Her eyes down drooped,
her face all tears and smiles, and he folded her within his strong clasp and stooping,
whispered softly,
"'Star, little darling, my life, my love, my wife.'
And then he laid his lips against hers and held her close.
Three weeks later, when the roses were all a burst of bloom over the porch at Rose Cottage,
and June was everywhere with her richness and perfection of beauty.
Star and Michael were married on the piazza under an arch of roses,
and a favored few of society's cream motored down to Old Orchard to witness the ceremony.
In spite of all her disagreeable predictions and ugly threats,
Aunt Francis was among them, smiling and dominating.
Yes, so sensible of her not to make a fuss with her wedding just now,
when her father is getting his strength back again.
Of course she could have come to my house and been married.
I begged her to. Naturally, she shrank from another wedding in connection with the old home,
you know. But her father seemed to dread coming into town, and so I advised her to go ahead and be married here.
Isn't it a charming place? So rustic, you know, and quite simple and artistic, too, in its way.
Michael has done it all. Planned the house and everything, of course with Star's help. You know it's
quite a large estate. Belonged to Michael's great-grandfather once, several hundred acres,
and he is used part of it for charitable purposes,
as a farm school or something for poor slum people,
and is really teaching them to be quite decent.
I'm sure I hope they'll be duly grateful.
See those roses, aren't they perfectly dear?
It was so, she chattered to those in the car with her all the way down to the farm,
and to see her going about among the guests and smiling and posing to Michael
when he happened to come near her.
You would have thought the match all of her making.
and never have dreamed that it was only because Michael's great forgiving heart had said,
Oh, forgive her and ask her down.
She is your mother's sister, you know, and you'll be glad you did it afterwards.
Never mind what she says.
She can't help her notions.
It was her unfortunate upbringing, and she's as much to be pitied as I for my slum education.
The pretty ceremony under the roses was over,
and Starr had gone upstairs to change the simple embroidered muslin for her traveling
frock and motor coat. For Michael and Starr were to take their honeymoon in their own new car,
a wedding gift from their father. And Endicott himself was to go to his sisters by rail in the company
of Will French, to stay during their absence and be picked up by them on their homeward route.
Michael stood among his friends on the piazza, giving last directions to French, who was to look after
his law business also during his absence, and who was eager to tell his friend how he and Hester had
plan to be married early in the fall, and were to go to housekeeping in a five-roomed flat
that might have been a palace from the light in Will's eyes.
Hester was talking with Lizzie, who had edged near the porch, with her pretty boy hiding shyly
behind her.
But the smile that Hester threw in Will's direction now and then showed she well knew what
was the subject of conversation.
All the little colony had been gathered in the orchard in front of the Rose Arch to watch
the wedding ceremony, and many of them still lingered there to see the departure of the beloved bride
and groom. Aunt Francis levelled her lorgnette at them with all the airs of her departed
sister, and exclaimed, "'Aren't they picturesque? It's quite like the old country to have so many
servants and retainers gathered about adoring, now isn't it?' And a young and eager debutante,
who was a distant cousin of stars, replied, "'I think it's perfectly peachy, Aunt Francis.'
Suddenly, in one of Will's eager perirations about the flat and its outlook,
Michael noticed the shy, eager look of Sam's face, as he waited hungrily for notice.
"'Excuse me, Will, I must see Sam a minute,' said Michael, hurrying over to where the man
stood.
"'Say Mickey,' said Sam, shyly, grasping Michael's hand convulsively.
"'Me and Lizzie sort of made it up as how we'd get tied,
and we thought we'd do it now whilst everybody's at it, and things is all fixed.'
Lizzie, she wanted me to ask you if you supposed she'd mind,
if we and stood there on the verandie where you did, after you was gone?
Sam looked at him anxiously, as though he had asked the half of Michael's kingdom,
and scarcely expected to get it.
But Michael's face was filled with glory as he clasped the small, hard hand of his comrade,
and gripped it with his mighty, hearty grip.
Mind? She'd be delighted, Sam.
Go ahead. I'm sorry we didn't know it before.
We'd have liked to give you a present, but I'll send you the deed of the little white cottage at the head of the lane,
the one that looks toward the river and the sunset, you know.
Will you two like to live there?
Sam's eyes grew large with happiness, and a mist came over them, as he held tight to the great hand that enclosed his own,
and choked and tried to answer.
Amid a shower of roses and cheers, Michael and Starr rode into the sweet June afternoon, alone together at last.
And when they had gone beyond the little town, and were on a stretch of quiet,
Woodsy Road, Michael stopped the car and took his bride into his arms.
Dear, he said, as he tenderly kissed her.
I've just been realizing what might have happened if Buck hadn't seen you in time,
and taken the shot himself, that I might have you.
My life. My dear, precious wife.
Then Star looked up with her eyes all dewy with tears, and said,
Michael, we must try to save a lot of others for his sake.
And Michael smiled and pressed his lips to hers again, with deep, sweet understanding.
Then when they were riding along again, Michael told her of what Sam had asked,
and how another wedding was to follow theirs.
Oh, Michael, said Star, all eagerness at once.
Why didn't you tell me sooner? I would have liked to stay and see them married.
Couldn't we turn around now and get there in time if you put you,
put on high speed?'
"'We'll try,' said Michael, reversing the car.
And in an instant more it was shooting back to Old Orchard, arriving on the scene,
just as Sam and Lizzie were shyly taking their place, hand in hand, under the roses,
in as near imitation of Michael and Starr as their unaccustomedness could compass.
It was Jim who discovered the car coming up the Orchard Lane.
"'For de luba Mike,' he exclaimed aloud,
if here don't come Mickey as Seff, and her.
Hold up there, Mr. Preacher. Don't hide a knot till they gets here.
And a cheer arose loud and long, and echoed through the trees and over the river to the sea.
Three cheers for the love of Michael.
Sam and Lizzie bloomed forth with smiles, and the ceremony went forward with alacrity,
now that the real audience was present.
An hour later, having done their part to make the wedding festivities as joyous as their own had been,
michael and star started out again into the waning day a light on their faces and joy in their hearts star her heart very full laid her hand upon michael's and said with shining eyes
michael do you know i found a name for you listen and at that time shall michael stand up the great prince which standeth for the children of thy people and at that time thy people shall be delivered every one that shall be
found written in the book.
Michael, you are my prince.
And Michael, as he stooped and kissed her, murmured,
My Star.
End of Chapter 29.
End of Low Michael by Grace Livingston Hill.
