Classic Audiobook Collection - Mount Royal Volume I by Mary Elizabeth Braddon ~ Full Audiobook [mystery]

Episode Date: November 16, 2023

Mount Royal Volume I by Mary Elizabeth Braddon audiobook. Genre: mystery At Mount Royal, an old manor perched above the Cornish coast near Boscastle, Christabel Courtenay has grown up sheltered, clev...er, and restlessly romantic under the watchful care of her aunt, Mrs. Tregonell. The household runs on memories: Mrs. Tregonell still cherishes the story of Captain Hamleigh, the widower she loved and lost, and she clings just as fiercely to her absent son Leonard, a charismatic heir whose wild youth and reckless temper have been forgiven again and again. When Mrs. Tregonell invites Captain Hamleigh's son, Angus Hamleigh, to visit, Christabel's quiet world tilts. Angus arrives not as a hearty country sportsman, but as an accomplished, world-weary man of the town, drawn to Mount Royal by sentiment and the faint hope of peace. Between Christabel's quickening curiosity, Jessie Bridgeman's sharp-eyed counsel, and Mrs. Tregonell's private determination to secure Christabel's future in the family, every conversation begins to feel like a test. In Volume I, Braddon threads romance with unease as old attachments, whispered reputations, and the pressure of duty gather around a young woman forced to decide what love should cost. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:35:38) Chapter 02 (01:13:39) Chapter 03 (01:48:03) Chapter 04 (02:15:00) Chapter 05 (02:31:15) Chapter 06 (02:58:37) Chapter 07 (03:29:59) Chapter 08 (04:00:34) Chapter 09 (04:25:43) Chapter 10 (04:50:44) Chapter 11 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 1 The Days That Are No More And he was a widower, said Christabel. She was listening to an off-told tale kneeling in the firelight at her aunt's knee, the ruddy glow tenderly touching her fair soft hair and fairer forehead, her big blue eyes lifting lovingly to Mrs. Tregonnell's face.
Starting point is 00:00:23 And he was a widower, Aunt Diana. She repeated with an expression of distaste as if something had set her teeth on edge. I cannot help wondering why you would care for a widower, a man who had begun life by caring for somebody else. Do you suppose anyone desperately in love ever thinks of the past? asked another voice out of the twilight. Those infatuated creatures called lovers
Starting point is 00:00:47 are too happy and contented with the rapture of the present. One would think you had tremendous experience, Jesse, by the way you lay down the law, said Christabel, laughing. But I want to know what Auntie has to say, about falling in love with a widower. If you had ever seen him and known him, I don't think you would wonder at my liking him, answered Mrs. Tregonel,
Starting point is 00:01:08 lying back in her armchair in talking of the story of her life in a placid way, as if it were the plot of a novel, so thoroughly does time smooth the rough edge of grief. When he came to my father's house, his young wife had been dead just two years. She died three days after the birth of her first child,
Starting point is 00:01:26 and Captain Hemley was very sad and grave, and seemed to take very little pleasure in life. It was in the shooting season, and the other men were out upon the hills all day. Murdering innocent birds, interjected Christabel, how I hate them for it. Captain Hemley hung about the house, not seeming to know very well what to do with himself,
Starting point is 00:01:48 so your mother and I took pity upon him and tried to amuse him, which effort resulted in his amusing us, for he was ever so much cleverer than we were. He was so kind and sympathetic, We had just founded a Dorcas Society, and we were muddling hopelessly in an endeavor to make good, sensible rules, so that we should do nothing to lessen the independent feeling of our people, and he came to our rescue, and took the whole thing in hand, and seemed to understand
Starting point is 00:02:15 it all as thoroughly as if he had been establishing Dorcas societies all his life. My father said it was because the captain had been sixth wrangler, and that it was the higher mathematics which made him so clever at making rules. But Claire and I said it was his kind heart that made him so quick at understanding how to help the poor without humiliating them. It was very nice of him, said Christabel, who had heard the story a hundred times before,
Starting point is 00:02:41 but who was never weary of it, and had a special reason for being interested this afternoon. And so he stayed a long time at my grandfather's, and you fell in love with him? I began by being sorry for him, replied Mrs. Tregenel. He told us all about his young wife, how happy they had been how their one year of wedded life seemed to him like a lovely dream they had only been engaged three months he had known her less than a year and a half altogether had come home from india had seen her at a friend's house fallen in love with her married her and lost her within those eighteen months everybody smiled upon us he said i ought to have remembered polychities and his ring he must have been rather a doleful person said christabel who had all the exact same
Starting point is 00:03:27 ideas of early youth in relation to love and lovers. A widower of that kind ought to perform Sotie and make an end of the business rather than go about the world posing to nice girls. I wonder more and more that you could have cared for him. And then, seeing her aunt's eyes shining with unshed tears, the girl laid her sunny head upon the matronly shoulder and murmured tenderly. Forgive me for teasing you, dear.
Starting point is 00:03:51 I am only pretending. I love to hear about Captain Hemley. and I am not very much surprised that you ended by loving him, or that he soon forgot his brief dream of bliss with the other young lady and felt desperately in love with you. It was not till after Christmas that we were engaged, continued Mrs. Tregonel, looking dreamily at the fire. My father was delighted,
Starting point is 00:04:14 so was my sister Clara, your dear mother. Everything went pleasantly. Our lives seemed all sunshine. I ought to have remembered polychities, for I knew Schiller's ballot about him by heart. But I could think of nothing beyond that perfect all-sufficing happiness. We were not to be married till late in the autumn when it would be three years since his wife's death.
Starting point is 00:04:37 It was my father's wish that I should not be married till after my 19th birthday, which would not be till September. I was so happy in my engagement, so confident in my lover's fidelity, that I was more than content to wait. So all that spring he stayed at Penn Leeds, Our mild climate had improved his health, which was not good at all when he came to us. Indeed, he had retired from the service before his marriage, chiefly on account of weak health.
Starting point is 00:05:05 But he spoke so lightly and confidently about himself in this matter that it never entered into my head to feel any serious alarm about him. Till early in May, when he and Clare and I were caught in a drenching rainstorm during a mountaineering expedition on rough tour, and then had to walk four or five miles in the rain before we came to the inn where the carriage was to wait for us. Clara and I, who were always about in all weather, were very little worse for the wet walk and the long drive home in damp clothes. But George was seriously ill for three weeks with cough and low fever.
Starting point is 00:05:38 And it was at this time that our family doctor told my father that he would not give much for his future son-in-law's life. There was a marked tendency to lung complaint, he said. Captain Hemley had confessed that several members of his family had died of consumption. My father told me this, urged me to avoid a marriage which must end in misery to me, and was deeply grieved when I declared that no such consideration would induce me to break my engagement, and to grieve the man I loved. If it were needful that our marriage should be delayed, I was contented to submit to any delay, but nothing could loosen the tie between me and my dear
Starting point is 00:06:15 love. Aunt and niece were both crying now. However familiar the story might be, they all always wept a little at this point. George never knew one word of this conversation between my father and me. He never suspected our fears, but from that hour my happiness was gone. My life was one perpetual dread, one ceaseless struggle to hide all anxieties and fears under a smile. George rallied, and seemed to grow strong again, was full of energy and high spirits, and I had to pretend to think him as thoroughly recovered as he fancied himself.
Starting point is 00:06:50 but by this time I had grown sadly wise. I had questioned our doctor, had looked into medical books, and I knew every sad sign and token of decay. I knew what the flushed cheek and the brilliant eye, the damp cold hand and the short cough meant. I knew that the hand of death was on him whom I loved more than all the world besides. There was no need for the postponement of our marriage.
Starting point is 00:07:16 In the long bright days of August, he seemed wonderfully well, as well as he had been before the attack in May. I was almost happy, for, in spite of what the doctor had told me, I began to hope. But early in September, while the dressmakers were in the house making my wedding clothes,
Starting point is 00:07:32 the end came suddenly, unexpectedly, with only a few hours warning. Oh, Christabel, I cannot speak of that day. No, darling, you shall not, you must not, cried Christabel, showering kisses on her aunt's pale cheek. And yet, you always, leader on to talk about Captain Hemley, said the sensible voice out of the shadow.
Starting point is 00:07:54 Isn't that just a little inconsistent of our sweet bell? Don't call me your sweet bell, as if I were a baby, exclaimed the girl. I know I am inconsistent. I was born foolish, and no one has ever taken the trouble to cure me of my folly. And now, Auntie dear, tell me about Captain Hemley's son, the boy who is coming here tomorrow. I have not seen him since he was at Eton. The squire drove me down on a fourth of June to see him. It was very good of Uncle Treconnell. The squire was always good,
Starting point is 00:08:25 replied Mrs. Tregenel with a dignified air. Christabel's only remembrance of her uncle was of a large, loud man who blustered and scolded a good deal, and frequently contrived, perhaps, without meaning it, to make everybody in the house uncomfortable. So she reflected inwardly upon that blessed dispensation, which, however poorly wives may think of living husbands,
Starting point is 00:08:46 provides that every widow should consider her departed spouse completely admirable. And was he a nice boy in those days? asked Christabel keenly interested. He was a handsome gentleman-like lad, very intellectual-looking, but I was grieved to see that he looked delicate, like his father,
Starting point is 00:09:04 and his dame told me that he generally had a winter cough. Who took care of him in those days? His maternal aunt, a baronet's wife, with a handsome house in Eden Square. All his mother's people were well-placed in life. poor boy hard to have neither father nor mother it was twelve years ago when you spent that season in london with the squire said christabel calculating profoundly with the aid of her finger-tips and angus hamley was then sixteen which makes him now eight-and-twenty dreadfully old and since then he has been at oxford and he got the nudgate what is the newde-gate and he did not hunt or drive tandem or have rats in his rooms or paint the doors for me like like the general run of young men said christabel reddening and hurrying on confusedly and he was altogether rather a superior person at the university he had not your cousin leonard's high spirits and powerful physique said mrs tregonel as if she were ever so slightly offended young men's tastes are so different
Starting point is 00:10:08 yes sighed christabel it's lucky they are is it not it wouldn't do for them all to keep rats in their rooms would it the poor old colleges would smell so dreadful. Well, with another sigh, it is just three weeks since Angus Hamley accepted your invitation to come here to stay, and I have been expiring of curiosity ever since. If he keeps me expiring much longer, I shall be dead before he comes. And I have a dreadful foreboding that, when he does appear, I shall detest him. No fear of that, said Miss Bridgman, the owner of the voice that issued now and again from the covert of a deep armchair, on the other side of the fireplace. Why not, Mistress Oracle? asked Christabel.
Starting point is 00:10:54 Because, as Mr. Hamley is accomplished and good-looking, and as you see very few young men of any kind, and none that are particularly attractive, the odds are fifty to one that you will fall in love with him. I am not that kind of person, protested Christabel, drawing up her long, full throat, a perfect throat, in one of the girl's chief beauties. I hope not, said Mr. I,
Starting point is 00:11:17 Mrs. Tregenel. I trust that Belle has better sense than to fall in love with a young man just because he happens to come to stay in the house. Christabel was on the point of exclaiming, Why, Auntie, you did it, but caught herself up sharply and cried out instead with an air of settling the question forever. My dear Jessie, he is eight and twenty. Just ten years older than I am? Of course, he's ever so much too old for her. A blaze man of the world, said Mrs.
Starting point is 00:11:47 Mrs. Tregonel. I should be deeply sorry to see my darling marry a man of that age and with such antecedence. I should like her to marry a young man, not above two or three years her senior. And fond of rats, said Jessie Bridgman to herself, for she had a shrewd idea that she knew the young man whose image filled Mrs. Tregonel's mind as she spoke. All these words were spoken in a goodly oak-paneled room in the manor house known as Mount Royal, on the slope of a Bosque hill about a mile and a half from the little town of Bocastle on the north coast of Cornwall. It was an easy matter, according to the Herald's office, to show that Mount Royal had belonged to the Tregonelles in the days of the Norman kings. For the Tregonels traced their descent
Starting point is 00:12:32 by a female branch from the ancient baronial family of Bauterelle or Boutreux, who once held a kind of court in their castle on Mount Royal, had their dungeons and their prisoners, and in the words of Carou, exercised some large jurisdiction. of the ancient castle hardly a stone remained but the house in which mrs tregonel lived was as old as the reign of james i and had all the rich and quaint beauty of that delightful period in architecture nor was there any prettier room at mount royal than this spacious oak-panelled parlour with curious nooks and cupboards a recessed fireplace or a cosy corner with a small window on each side of the chimney-breast and one particular alcove placed at an angle of the house over-lid, over-lustsafed, looking one of the most glorious views in England. It might be hyperbole, perhaps, to call those Cornish hills mountains, yet assuredly it was a mountain landscape over which the eye roved, as it looked from the windows of Mount Royal. For those wide sweeps of hillside, those deep clefts and gorges
Starting point is 00:13:34 and heathery slopes on which the dark red cattle grazed in silent peacefulness, and the rocky bed of the narrow river that went rushing through the deep valley, had all the grandeur of the Scottish Highlands, all the pastoral beauty, of Switzerland. And away to the right, beyond the wild and indented coastline, that horned coast which is said to give its name to Cornwall, Cornwalles, Stretch the Atlantic. The room had that quaint charm peculiar to rooms occupied by many generations, and upon which each age as it went by has left its mark. It was a room full of anachronisms. There was some of the good old Jacobean furniture left in it,
Starting point is 00:14:13 while spindlegged Chippendale tables and luxurious 19th-century chairs and sofas agreeably contrasted with those heavy oak cabinets and corner cupboards. Here, an old Indian screen or a china monster suggested a fashionable auction room, filled with ladies who wore patches and played omber, and squabbled for ideal ugliness in oriental pottery. There, a delicately carved cherry-wood prudziers with claw feet recalled the earlier beauties of the Stuart Court. Time had faded the stamped velvet curtains,
Starting point is 00:14:43 to that neutral withered leaf hue which painters love in a background, and against which bright yellow chrysanthemums and white asters in dark red and blue Japanese bowls seen dimly in the fitful fire glow made patches of light and color. The girl kneeling by the matron's chair
Starting point is 00:15:00 looking dreamily into the fire was even fairer than her surroundings. She was thoroughly English in her beauty, features not altogether perfect, but complexion of that dazzling fairness and wild rose bloom which is in itself a nether enough for loveliness, a complexion so delicate as to betray every feeling of the sensitive mind
Starting point is 00:15:19 and to vary with every shade of emotion. Her eyes were blue, clear as summer skies, and with an expression of childlike innocence, that look which tells of a soul whose purity has never been tarnished by the knowledge of evil. That frank, clear outlook was natural in a girl brought up as Christabel Courtney had been at a good woman's knee, shut in and sheltered from the rough world, reared in the love and fear of God, shaping every thought of her life by the teaching of the gospel. She had been an orphan at nine years old and had parted forever from mother and father before her fifth birthday, Mrs. Courtney leaving her only child in her sister's care, and going out to India to join her husband, one of the Sutter judges.
Starting point is 00:16:02 Husband and wife died of cholera in the fourth year of Mrs. Courtney's residence at Calcutta, leaving Christabel in her aunt's care. Mr. Courtney was a man of ample means, and his wife, daughter, Aunt Coerris with Mrs. Tregonel of Ralph Champernown, had a handsome dowry, so Christabel might fairly rank as an heiress. On her grandfather's death, she inherited half of the Champronown estate, which was not entailed. But she had hardly ever given a thought to her financial position. She knew that she was a ward in chancery and that Mrs. Tregenel was her guardian and adopted mother, that she had always as much money as she wanted, and never experienced the pain
Starting point is 00:16:39 of seeing poverty which she could not relieve in some measure from her well-supplied purse. The general opinion in the neighborhood of Mount Royal was that the Indian judge had accumulated an immense fortune during his twenty years' labor as a civil servant. But this notion was founded rather upon vague ideas about Warren Hastings and the pagoda tree, and the supposed inability of any Indian official to refuse a bribe than on plain facts or personal knowledge. Mrs. Tregenel had been left a widow at 35 years of age, a woman. A woman who was a woman who was a widow with one son whom she idolized, but who was not a source of peace and happiness. He was open-handed, had no petty vices, and was supposed to possess a noble heart,
Starting point is 00:17:20 a fact which Christabel was sometimes inclined to doubt when she saw his delight in the slaughter of birds and beasts, not having in her own nature that sportsman's instinct which can excuse such murder. He was not the kind of lad who would willfully set his foot upon a warm, but he had no thrill of tenderness or remorseful pity as he looked at the glazing eye, or felt against his hand the last feeble heartbeats of snipe or woodcock. He was a troublesome boy, fond of inferior company, and loving rather to be first fiddle in the saddle-room
Starting point is 00:17:51 than to mind his manners in his mother's pink and white-paneled saloon, among the best people in the neighborhood. He was lavish to recklessness in the use of money, and therefore was always furnished with followers and flatterers. His university career had been altogether a failure and a disgrace. He had taken no degree, had made himself notorious for those rough francs which have not even the merit of being original. The traditionary college misdemeanors handed down from generation to generation of undergraduates, and which, by their blatant folly, inclined the outside world to vote for the suppression of universities
Starting point is 00:18:26 and the extinction of the undergraduate race. His mother had known and suffered all this, yet still loved her boy with a fond excusing love, ever ready to pardon, ever eager to believe that these faults and follies were but the crop of wild oats, which must needs precede the ripe and rich harvest of manhood. Such wild youth, she told herself, fatuously, generally make the best men. Leonard would mend his ways before he was five and twenty, and would become interested in his estate, and develop into a model squire like his admirable father. That he had no love for scholarship mattered little,
Starting point is 00:19:02 A country gentleman with half a dozen manners to look after could be but little advantaged by a familiar acquaintance with the integral calculus, or a nice appreciation of the Greek tragedians. When Leonard Tregonel and the college dons were mutually disgusted with each other to a point that made any further residence at Oxford impossible, the young man graciously announced his intention of making a tour around the world, for the benefit of his health, somewhat impaired by university dissipations, and the widening of his experience in the agricultural line.
Starting point is 00:19:32 farming has been reduced to a science he told his mother i want to see how it works in our colonies i mean to make a good many reformations in the management of my farms and the conduct of my tenants when i come home at first loath to part with him very fearful of letting him so far out of her ken mrs tregonel ultimately allowed herself to be persuaded that sea voyages and knocking about in strange lands would be the making of her son and there was no sacrifice no loss of comfort and delight which she would not have endured for his benefit she spent many sad hours in prayer or on her knees before her open bible and at last it seemed to her that her friends and neighbours must be right in that it would be for leonard's good to go If he stayed in England, she could not hope to keep him always in Cornwall. He could go to London, and no doubt London vices would be worse than Oxford vices. Yes, it was good for him to go. She thought of Isau, and how, after a foolish and ill-governed youth, the son who had bartered his father's blessing, yet became an estimable member of society.
Starting point is 00:20:36 Why should not her boy flourish as Isau had flourished, but never without the parental blessing? That would be his to the end. he could not sin beyond her large capacity for pardon he could not exhaust an inexhaustible love so leonard who had suddenly found that wild cornish coast and even the long rollers of the atlantic contemptibly insignificant as compared with the imagined magnitude of australian downs and the granders of botany bay hurried on the preparations for his departure provided himself with everything expensive in gunnery fishing tackle porpoise high thigh boots and waterproof gear of every kind and departed rejoicing in the most admirably appointed australian steamer the family doctor who was one of the many friends in favour of this tour had strongly recommended the rough and tumble life of a sailing vessel but leonard preferred the luxury and swiftness of a steamer and suggesting to his mother that a sailing vessel always took out immigrants from whom it was more than likely he would catch scarlet fever or smallpox, instantly brought Mrs. Tregenel to perceive that a steamer which carried no second-class passengers was the only fitting
Starting point is 00:21:44 conveyance for her son. He was gone, and while the widow grieved in submissive silence, telling herself that it was God's will that she and her son should be parted, and that whatever was good for him should be well for her, Christabel and the rest of the household inwardly rejoiced at his absence. Nobody openly owned to being happier without him, but the knowledge that he was far away brought a sense of relief to everyone. Even to the old servants, who had been so fond of him in his childhood, when the kitchen and servants' hall had ever been a happy hunting-ground for him in periods of banishment from the drawing-room.
Starting point is 00:22:18 It is no good for me to punish him, Mrs. Tregonel had remonstrated, with assumed displeasure, you all make so much of him. Oh, ma'am, he is such a fine, high-spirited boy, the cook would reply on these occasions. "'Tisn't possible to be angry with him. He has such a spirit. Such a spirit was only a euphuism for such a temper. And as the years went on,
Starting point is 00:22:40 Mr. Tregonel's visits to the kitchen and servants' hall came to be less appreciated by his retainers. He no longer went there to be petted, to run riot and boyish liveliness, upsetting the housemaid's workboxes or make toffee under the cook's directions. As he became aware of his own importance, he speedily developed into a juvenile tyrant. He became haughty and overbearing,
Starting point is 00:23:02 Hectored and swore, befouled the snowy floors and flags with his muddy shooting boots, made havoc and work wherever he went. The household treated him with unfailing respect as their late master's son and their own master possibly in the future, but their service was no longer the service of love. His loud, strong voice, shouting in the passages and lobbies, scared the maids at their tea. Grooms and stable boys liked him, for with them he was always familiar and often friendly. He and they had tastes and occupations in common, but to the women's servants and the grave middle-aged butler his presence was a source of discomfort. Next to her son in Mrs. Tregonnell's affection stood her niece, Christabel. That her love for the girl who had never
Starting point is 00:23:48 given her a moment's pain should be a lesser love than that which she bore to the boy, who had seldom given her an hour's unalloyed pleasure, was one of the anomalies common in the lives of good women. To love blindly and unreasonably is as natural to a woman as it is to love. And happy she whose passionate soul finds its idle in husband or child instead of being lured astray by strange lights outside the safe harbor of home. Mrs. Treganelle loved her niece very dearly. But it was with that calm, comfortable affection which mothers are apt to feel for the child who has never given them any trouble. Christabel had been her pupil. All that the girl knew had been learned from Mrs. Tregnale.
Starting point is 00:24:27 and though her education fell far short of the requirements of Gerton or Harley Street, there were few girls whose intellectual powers had been more fully awakened without the taint of pedantry. Christabel loved books, but they were the books her aunt had chosen for her. Old-fashioned books for the most part. She loved music, but was no brilliant pianist, for when Mrs. Tregenel, who had taught her carefully up to a certain point, suggested a course of lessons from a German professor at Plymouth, the girl recoiled from the idea of being taught by a stranger.
Starting point is 00:25:01 If you are satisfied with my playing, Auntie, I am content never to play any better, she said. So the idea of six months' tuition and study at Plymouth involving residence in that lively port was abandoned. London was a faraway world, of which neither aunt nor niece ever thought. That wild northern coast is still two days' journey from the metropolis. Only by herculean labour in the way of posting across the moor in the grey dawn of morning can the thing be done in one day, and then scarcely between sunrise and sunset. So Mrs. Tregonel, who loved a life of placid repose, had never been to London since her widowhood, and Christabel had never been there at all. There was an old house in Mayfair which had belonged to
Starting point is 00:25:45 the Tregonelles for the last hundred years, and which had cost them a fortune in repairs, but it was either shut up and in the occupation of a caret, or let furnished for the season. And no Tregonel had crossed its threshold since the squire's death. Mrs. Tregonel talked of spending a season in London before Christabel was much older, in order that her niece might be duly presented at court, and qualified for that place in society which a young lady of good family and ample means might fairly be entitled to hold.
Starting point is 00:26:15 Christabel had no eager desire for the gaieties of a London season. She had spent six weeks in bath and had enjoyed an occasional fortune, night at Plymouth. She had been taken to theatres and concerts, had seen some of the best actors and actresses, heard a good deal of the finest music, and had been duly delighted with all she saw and heard. But she so fondly loved Mount Royal and its surroundings, she was so completely happy in her home life that she had no desire to change that tranquil existence. She had a vague idea that London balls and parties must be something very dazzling and brilliant, but she was content to abide her aunt's pleasure and convenience for the time in which she was to know
Starting point is 00:26:55 more about metropolitan revelries, then was to be gathered from laudatory paragraphs and fashionable newspapers. Youth, with its warm blood and active spirit, is rarely so contented as Christabel was. But then, youth is not often placed amidst such harmonious circumstances, so protected from the approach of evil. Christabel Courtney may have thought and talked more about Mr. Hamley during the two or three days that preceded his arrival and was absolutely necessary, or strictly in accordance with that common sense which characterized most of her acts and thoughts. She was interested in him upon two grounds. First, because he was the only son of the man her aunt had loved and mourned. Secondly, because he was the first stranger who had ever come as a guest
Starting point is 00:27:40 to Mount Royal. Her aunt's visitors were mostly people whose faces she had known ever since she could remember. There was such wide potentialities in the idea of a perfect stranger who was to be domiciled at the mount for an indefinite period. Suppose we don't like him, she said speculatively to Jesse Bridgman, Mrs. Tregonnell's housekeeper, companion and factotum, who had lived at Mount Royal for the last six years, coming there a girl of twenty, to make herself generally useful in small girlish ways, and proving herself such a clever manager, so bright, competent and far-seeing, that she had gradually been entrusted with every household care, from the largest to the most minute.
Starting point is 00:28:20 Miss Bridgman was neither brilliant nor accomplished, but she had a genius for homely things, and she was admirable as a companion. The two girls were out on the hills in the early autumn morning. Hills that were golden where the sun touched them, purple in the shadow. The heather was fading, the patches of furs blossom, were daily growing rarer. Yet the hillsides were alive with light and color, only less lovely than the translucent blues and greens of yonder wide-stretching sea. Suppose we should all dislike him, repeated Christabel, digging the point of her walking-stick
Starting point is 00:28:54 into a ferny hillock on the topmost edge of a deep cleft in the hills, on which commanding spot she had just taken her stand, after bounding up the narrow path from the little wooden bridge at the bottom of the glen, almost as quickly and as lightly as if she had been one of the deeply ruddled sheep that spent their lives on those precipitous slopes. Wouldn't it be too dreadful, Jesse? It would be inconvenient, answered Miss Bridgman coolly, resting both hands on the horny crook of her sturdy umbrella
Starting point is 00:29:21 and gazing placidly seaward, but we could cut him. Not without offending Auntie. She is sure to like him for the sake of Old Langs-Ein. Every look and tone of his will recall his father, but we may detest him. And if he should like Mount Royal very much and go on staying there forever,
Starting point is 00:29:41 Auntie asked him for an indefinite period, she showed me her letter. I thought it was rather too widely hospitable, but I did not like to say so. I always say what I think, said Jesse Bridgman doggedly. Of course you do, and go very near being disagreeable in consequence.
Starting point is 00:29:59 Miss Bridgman's assertion was perfectly correct. A sturdy truthfulness was one of her best qualifications. She did not volunteer unfavorable criticism, but if you asked her opinion upon any subject you got it without sophistication. It was her rare merit to have lived with Mrs. Tregonel and Christabel Cortney six years, dependent upon their liking or caprice for all the comforts of her life without having degenerated into a flatterer.
Starting point is 00:30:26 "'I haven't the slightest doubt as to your liking him,' said Miss Bridgman decisively. He has spent his life for the most part in cities and in good society. That I gather from your aunt's account of him. He is sure to be much more interesting and agreeable than the young men who live near here, whose ideas are, for the most part, strictly local. But I very much doubt his liking Mount Royal for more than one week. "'Jesse!' cried Christabel indignantly. "'How can he help liking this?'
Starting point is 00:30:55 She waved her stick across the autumn landscape, describing a circle which included the gold and bronze hills, the shadowy gorges, the bold headlands curving away to Heartland on one side, to tintatchel on the other. Lundy Island a dim line of dun color on the horizon. No doubt he will think it beautiful, in the abstract. He will rave about it, compare it with the Scottish Highlands, with Wales, with Cary, declare these Cornish hills the crowning glory of Britain,
Starting point is 00:31:25 but in three days he will begin to detest a place where there is only one post out and in, and where he has to wait till next day for his morning paper. What can he want with newspapers if he is enjoying his life with us? I am sure there are books enough at Mount Royal. He need not expire for want of something to read. Do you suppose that books, the best and noblest that ever were written, can make up to a man for the loss of his daily paper? If you do, offer a man Shakespeare when he is looking for the daily telegraph,
Starting point is 00:31:56 or Shaucer when he wants his times, and see what he will say to you. Men don't want to read nowadays, but to know, to be posted in the very latest movements of their fellow men all over the unit. universe. Reuters column is all anybody really cares for in the paper. The leaders and the criticism are only so much padding to fill the sheet. People would be better pleased if there were nothing but telegrams. A man who only reads newspapers must be a most vapid companion, said Christabel. Hardly, for he must be brim full of facts. I abhorre facts. Well, if Mr. Hamley is that kind of person, I hope he may be tired of the mount in less than a week.
Starting point is 00:32:37 She was silent and thoughtful as they went home by the monastic churchyard in the hollow, the winding lane and steep-billed street. Jessie had a message to carry to one of Mrs. Tregonnell's pensioners who lived in a cottage in the lane. But Christabel, who was generally pleased to show her fair young face in such abodes, waited outside on this occasion, and stood in a profound reverie, digging the point of her stick into the loose earth of the mossy bank in front of her, and seriously damaging the landscape.
Starting point is 00:33:04 I hate a man who does not care for books, who does not love our dear English poets, she said to herself. But I must not say that before Auntie. It would be almost like saying that I hated my cousin Leonard. I hope Mr. Hamley will be just a little different from Leonard. Of course he will, if his life has been spent in cities. But then he may be languid and supercilious, looking upon Jesse and Mia's inferior creatures.
Starting point is 00:33:32 And that would be worse than Leonard's roughness. for we all know what a good heart leonard has and how warmly attached he is to us somehow the idea of leonard's excellent heart and affectionate disposition was not altogether a pleasant one christabel shuddered ever so faintly as she stood in the lane thinking of her cousin who had last been heard of in the phogees she banished his image with an effort and returned to her consideration of that unknown quantity angus hamley i am an idiot to be making fancy pictures of him when at some seven o'clock this evening, I shall know all about him for good or evil,' she said aloud, as Jesse came out of the cottage which nestled low down in its little garden with a slate for a doorstep and a slate standing on end at each side of the door for boundary line or ornament. "'All that is to be known of the outside of him,' said Jesse, answering the girl's outspoken thought.
Starting point is 00:34:26 "'If he is really worth knowing, his mind will need a longer study.' "'I think I shall know at the first glance if he is likable,' replied Christabel. and then with a tremendous effort she contrived to talk about other things as they went down the high street of beaucastle which to people accustomed to a level world is rather trying with chrystabel the hills were only an excuse for flourishing a swiss walking stick the stick was altogether needless for support to that light well-balanced figure jesse who was very small and slim and sure-footed always carried her stout little umbrella winter or summer it was her Bady Meekam, good against rain or sun, or mad bulls or troublesome dogs. She would have scorned the affectation of Cain or Alpenstock, but the sturdy umbrella was very dear to her. End of Chapter 1
Starting point is 00:35:19 Chapter 2 of Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Librebox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 2 But then came 1, the lovelace of his day. although angus hamley came of a good old west country family he had never been in cornwall and he approached that remote part of the country with a curious feeling that he was turning his back upon england and english civilization and entering a strange wild land where all things would be different he would meet with a half-barbarous people perhaps rough unkempt ignorant brutal speaking to him in a strange language such men as inhabited pertshire and inverness before civilization travelled northward he had accepted mrs tregonel's invitation out of kindly feeling for the woman who had loved his father and who but for that father's untimely death might have been to him as a second mother there was a strong vein of sentiment in his character which responded to the sentiment betrayed unconsciously in every line of mrs tregonal's letter his only knowledge of the father he had lost in infancy had come to him from the lips of others and it pleased him to think that here was one whose memory must be fresher than that of any other
Starting point is 00:36:34 friend, in whose mind his father's image must needs be as a living thing. He had all his life cherished a regretful fondness for that unknown father, whose shadowy picture he had vainly tried to recall among the first recollections of babyhood, the dim dreamland of half-awakened consciousness. He had frankly and promptly accepted Mrs. Dregonel's invitation, yet he felt that in going to amure himself in an old manor house for a fortnight, anything less than a fortnight would have been uncivil, he was dooming himself to ineffable boredom. Beyond that pious pleasure in parental reminiscences, there could be no possible gratification
Starting point is 00:37:11 for a man of the world, who was not an ardent sportsman in such a place as Mount Royal. Mr. Hamley's instincts were of the town, towny. His pleasures were all of an intellectual kind. He had never degraded himself by vulgar profligacy, but he liked a life of excitement and variety. He had always lived at high pressure and among people posted up to the last moment of the world's history, people who drank the very latest pleasure cup with the spirit of the age, a spirit of passing frivolity, had invented were it only the newest brand of champagne, and who, in their eagerness to gather the roses of life, outstripped old time himself, and grew old in advance of their age.
Starting point is 00:37:52 He had been contemplating a fortnight in Paris as the first stage in his journey to Monaco, when Mrs. Tregenel's letter altered his plans. This was not the first time she had asked him to Mount Royal, but on previous occasions, his engagements had seemed to him too imperative to be foregone, and he had regretfully declined her invitations. But now the flavor of life had grown somewhat vapid for him, and he was grateful to anyone who would turn his thoughts and fancies into a new direction. I shall inevitably be bored there, he said to himself when he had littered the railway carriage with newspapers accumulated on the way, but I should be bored anywhere else.
Starting point is 00:38:30 When a man begins to feel the pressure of the chain upon his leg, it can not not much matter where his walks lead him. The very act of walking is this punishment. When a man comes to eight and twenty years of age, a man who has had very little to do in this life except to take his pleasure. A great weariness and sense of exhaustion is apt to close around him like a pall. The same man will be ever so much fresher in mind, will have ever so much more zest for life when he comes to be forty, for then he will have entered upon those calmer enjoyments of middle age which may last him till he is 80. But at eight and twenty there is a death-like calmness of feeling. Youth is gone. He has consumed all the first roots of life. Spring and
Starting point is 00:39:14 summer, with their wealth of flowers, are over. Only the quiet autumn remains for him, with her warm browns and dull grays and cool, moist breath. The fires upon youth's altars have all died out. youth is dead, and the man who was young only yesterday fancies that he might as well be dead also. What is there left for him? Can there be any charm in this life when the looker-on has grey hair and wrinkles? Having nothing in life to do except seek his own pleasure and spend his ample income, Angus Hamley had naturally taken the time of life's march, Prestissimo. He had never paused in his rose-gathering to wonder whether there might not be a few thorns among the flowers, and whether he might not find them afterwards. And now the blossoms were all withered,
Starting point is 00:40:01 and he was beginning to discover the lasting quality of the thorns. They were such thorns as interfered somewhat with the serenity of his days, and he was glad to turn his face westward away from everybody he knew or who knew anything about him. My character will present itself to Mrs. Tregonel as a blank page, he said to himself. I wonder what she would think of me if one of my club gossips had enjoyed a quiet evening's talk with her beforehand. A dear friend's analysis
Starting point is 00:40:29 of one's character and conduct is always so flattering to both. And I have a pleasant knack of offending my dearest friends. Mr. Hamley began to look a little about him when the train had left Plymouth. The landscape was wild and romantic, but had none of that stern ruggedness
Starting point is 00:40:47 which he expected to behold on the Cornish border. Deep glens and mooted dells, with hillsides steep and broken, but verdant to their topmost crest and the most wonderful oak coppices that he ever remembered to have seen. Miles upon miles of oak, as it seemed to him, now sinking into the depth of a valley, now mounting to the distant skyline, while from that verdant, undulating surface of young wood there stood forth the giants of the grove. Wide, spreading oak and towering beach,
Starting point is 00:41:17 the mighty growth of many centuries. Between Lidford and Lonseston, the scenery grew tamer. He had fancied those deep ravines and in wooded heights the prelude to a vast and awful symphony, but Mary Tavy and Lifton showed him only a pastoral landscape, with just so much wood and water as would have served for a Cresswick or a constable, and with none of these grand Salvatorish effects, which he had admired in the country round Tabistock. At Lancastern, he found Mrs. Tragonel's Lando waiting for him,
Starting point is 00:41:46 with a pair of powerful chestnuts and a couple of servants, whose neat brown liveries had nothing of that unsophisticated semi-savortry which Mr. Hamley had expected in a place so remote. Do you drive that way? he asked, pointing to the almost perpendicular street. Yes, sir, replied the coachman. Then I think I'll stroll to the top of the hill while you are putting in my portmanteau, he said, and ascended the rustic street at a leisurely pace looking about him as he went. The thoroughfare which leads from Launceston Station to the ruined castle at the top of the hill
Starting point is 00:42:19 is not an imposing promenade. Its architectural features might perhaps be best described like the snakes of Ireland as Nill, but here and there an old-fashioned lattice with a row of flower-pots, an ancient gable, or a bit of cottage garden hints at the picturesque.
Starting point is 00:42:37 Any late additions to the domestic architecture of Lonseston favor the unpretending usefulness of Camden Town, rather than the aspiring aestheticism of Chelsea or Bedford Park. But to Mr. Hamley's eye, the rugged old castle keep on the top of the hill made amends. He was not an ardent archaeologist, and he did not turn out of his way to see
Starting point is 00:42:56 Launceston Church, which might well have rewarded him for his trouble. He was content to have spared those good-looking chestnuts the labour of dragging him up the steep. Here they came springing up the hill. He took his place in the carriage, pulled the fur rug over his knees, and ensconced himself comfortably in the roomy back seat. This is a Cyberite-ish luxury which I was not prepared for, he said to himself. i am afraid i shall be rather more bored than i expected i thought mrs tregonel and her surroundings would at least have the merit of originality but here is a carriage that must have been built by peters and liveries that suggest the sartorial excellence of conduit street or savile row he watched the landscape with a critical eye prepared for disappointment and dissolution first a country road between tall ragged hedges and steep banks a road where every now and then the branches of the trees hung low over the carriage and threatened to knock the coachman's hat off.
Starting point is 00:43:55 Then they came out upon the wide waist of Moorland, a thousand feet above the sea level, and Mr. Hamley, acclimatized to the atmosphere of clubhouses, but in his overcoat, drew the black fur rug closer about him, and shivered a little as the keen breath of the Atlantic, sweeping over far-reaching tracks of Hill and Heather blew round him. Far and wide as his gaze could reach, he saw no sign of human habitation. Was the land utterly forsaken? No.
Starting point is 00:44:24 A little farther on, they passed a hamlet, so insignificant, so isolated, that it seemed rather as if half a dozen cottages had dropped from the sky, than that so lonely a settlement could be the result of deliberate human inclination. Never in Scotland or Ireland had Mr. Hamley seen a more barren landscape or a poorer soil. Yet, those wild waste of heath, those distant tours were passing beautiful, and the air he breathed was more inspiring in exilienable, than the atmosphere of any vaunted health resort which he had ever visited i think i might live to middle age if i were to pitch my tent on this cornish plateau he thought but then there are so many things in this life that are worth more than mere length of days he asked the names of the hamlets they passed this lonely church dedicated to st david whence ho whence came the congregation belonged to the parish of david's toe and here there was a holy well and here
Starting point is 00:45:21 a vicarage. And there, oh, crowning evidence of civilization, a post office. And there, a farmhouse. And that was the end of Davidstow. A little later they came to cross roads, and the coachman touched his hat and said, This is Victoria, as if he were naming a town
Starting point is 00:45:39 or settlement of some kind. Mr. Hamley looked about him and beheld a low-roofed cottage, which he assumed to be some kind of public house, possibly capable of supplying beer and tobacco. but other vestige of human habitation there was none he leaned back in the carriage looking across the hills and saying to himself why victoria was that unpretentious and somewhat dilapidated hostelry the victoria hotel or the victoria arms or was royalties honored name given in an arbitrary manner to the crossroads and the grounded finger-post he never knew the coachman said shortly victoria and as victoria he ever after heard that spot described. And now the journey was all downhill. They drove downward and downward, until Mr. Hamley began to feel as if they were traveling towards the center of the earth, as if they had got altogether below the outer crust of this globe, and must be gradually
Starting point is 00:46:37 nearing the unknown gulfs beneath. Yet, by some geographical mystery, when they turned out of the high road and went in at a lodge gate, and drove gently upward along an avenue of elms, in whose rugged tops the rooks were screaming, Mr. Hamley found that he was still high above the undulating edges of the cliffs that overtop the Atlantic, while the great waste of waters lay far below, golden with the last rays of the setting sun. They drove by a gentle ascent to the stone porch of Mount Royal, and here Mrs. Tregonnell stood, facing the sunset, with an Indian shawl wrapped round her, waiting for her guest. I heard the carriage, Mr. Hamley, she said, as Angus alighted. I hope you do not think me too impatient to see what change twelve years have made in you.
Starting point is 00:47:24 I'm afraid they have not been particularly advantageous to me, he answered lightly as they shook hands. How good of you to receive me on the threshold, and what a delightful place you have here. Before I got to Launceston, I began to be afraid that Cornwall was commonplace, and now I am enchanted with it. Your moors and hills are like fairyland to me. It is a world of our own, and we are very very very,
Starting point is 00:47:48 Very fond of it, said the widow. I shall be sorry if ever a railway makes Bo Castle open to everybody. And what a noble old house! exclaimed Angus, as he followed his hostess across the oak-panelled hall with its wide, shallow staircase, curiously carved balustrades and lantern roof. Are you quite alone here? Oh, no, I have my niece and a young lady who is a companion to both of us. Angus Hemley shuddered.
Starting point is 00:48:16 Three women. he was to exist for a fortnight in a house with three solitary females. A niece, rustic and gawky, the companion sour and frumpish. He began hurriedly to cast a bout in his mind for a convenient friend to whom he could telegraph to send him a telegram, summoning him back to London on urgent business. He was still meditating this when the butler opened the door of a spacious room lined from four to ceiling with books,
Starting point is 00:48:42 and he followed Mrs. Tregonnell in and found himself in the bosom of the the family. The simple picture of home comfort, of restfulness and domestic peace, which met his curious gaze as he entered, pleased him better than anything he had seen of late. Club life, with its too studious indulgence of man's native selfishness and love of ease, fashionable life, with its insatiable craving for that latter-day form of display which calls itself culture, art, or beauty, had afforded him no vision so enchanting as the wide hearth and high chimney of this sober, book-lined room, with the fair and girlish form kneeling in front of the old dog stove, framed in the glaring light of the fire.
Starting point is 00:49:24 The tea-table had been wheeled near the hearth, and Miss Bridgman sat before the bright red tea-tray and old brass kettle, ready to administer to the wants of the traveller, who would be hardly human if he did not thirst for a cup of tea after driving across the moor. Christabel knelt in front of the fire, worshipping and being worshipped by a sleek black and white sheep-dog, native to the soil and of a rare intelligence, a creature by no means approaching the Scotch-Colly and physical beauty, but of a fond and faithful nature born to be the friend of man. As Christabel rose and turned to greet the stranger, Mr. Hamley was agreeably reminded of an old picture, a lealy or a neller, perhaps. This was not in any wise the
Starting point is 00:50:06 rustic image which had flashed across his mind at the mention of Mrs. Tregonnell's niece. He had expected to see a bouncing, countrified maiden, Rosie, Bucksum, the picture of commonplace health and vigor. The girl he saw was nearer skin to the lily than the rose, tall, slender, dazzingly fair,
Starting point is 00:50:26 not fragile or sickly in any wise, for the erect figure was finely moulded, the swan-like throat was round and full. He was prepared for the florid beauty of a milkmaid, and he found himself, face to face with the elegance of an idea duchess, the picturesque loveliness of an old Venetian portrait. Christabel's dark brown velvet gown and square point lace collar, the bright hair,
Starting point is 00:50:50 falling in shadowy curls over her forehead, and rolled into a loose knot at the back of her head, sinned in no wise against Mr. Hamley's notions of good taste. There was a picturesqueness about the style which indicated that Miss Courtney belonged to that advanced section of womankind, which takes its ideas less from modern fashion plates than from old pictures. So long as her archaism went no further back than Van Dyck or Maroney he would admire and approve. But he shuddered at the thought that to-morrow she might burst upon him in a medieval
Starting point is 00:51:21 morning gown, with high-shouldered sleeves, a rough and a satchel. The picturesque idea was good within limits. But one never knew how far it might go. There was nothing picturesque about the lady sitting before the Teetre who looked up brightly and gave him a gracious bend of her small, neat head, in acknowledgment of Mrs. Tregonel's introduction. Mr. Hemley, Miss Bridgman. This was the companion, and the companion was plain. Not unpleasantly plain, not in any manner repulsive, but a lady about whose looks there could be hardly
Starting point is 00:51:54 any compromise. Her complexion was of a sallow darkness, unrelieved by any glow of color. Her eyes were gray, acute, honest, friendly, but not beautiful. Her nose was sharp and pointed, not at all a bad nose. But there was a bad nose. But there was a was a hardness about nose and mouth and chin as of features cut out of bone with a very sharp knife. Her teeth were good, and in a lovelier mouth might have been the object of much admiration. Her hair was of that nondescript monotonous brown, which has been unkindly called bottled reen, but it was arranged with admirable neatness, and offended less than many a tangled pate, upon whose locks of spurious gold the owner has wasted much time and money.
Starting point is 00:52:37 There was nothing unpardonable in Miss Bridgman's plainless, as a Angus Hamley said of her later. Her small figure was neatly made, and her dark grey gown fitted to perfection. "'I hope you like the little bit of Cornwall that you have seen this afternoon, Mr. Hamley,' said Christabel, seating herself in a low chair in the shadow of the tall chimney-piece, fenced in by her aunt's larger chair. "'I am enraptured with it. I came here with a desire to be intensely cornish. I am prepared to believe in witches, warlocks.' "'We have no warlocks,' said Christabel. they belong to the north. Well, then, wise women,
Starting point is 00:53:14 wicked young men who play football on Sunday, and get themselves turned into granite, rocking stones, magic wells, druids, and King Arthur. I believe the principal point is to be open to conviction about Arthur. Now I am prepared to swallow everything. His castle, the river where his crown was found
Starting point is 00:53:34 after the fight, was it his crown by the by or somebody else's, which he found, his hairbrushes, his boots, anything you please to show me. We will show you his quoit tomorrow on the road to Tintagel, said Miss Bridgman.
Starting point is 00:53:47 I don't think you would like to swallow that, actually. He hurled it from Tintagel to Trivalga in one of its portive moods. We shall be able to give you plenty of amusement if you are a good walker and are fond of hills. I adore them in the abstract, contemplated from one's windows or in a picture. But there is an incompatibility
Starting point is 00:54:07 between the human anatomy and a road set on end like a ladder, which I have never yet overcome. Apart from the outside question of my legs, which are obvious failures when tested by an angle of 45 degrees, I'm afraid my internal machinery is not quite so tough as it ought to be for a thorough enjoyment of mountaineering. Mrs. Tregonel sighed, ever so faintly, in the twilight. She was thinking of her first lover
Starting point is 00:54:33 and how that fragility, which meant early death, had showed itself in his inability to enjoy the Moorland walks, which were the delight of her girlhood. The natural result of bad habits, said Miss Bridgman, briskly. How can you expect to be strong or active when I dare say you have spent the better part of your life in handsome cabs and express trains? I don't mean to be impertinent,
Starting point is 00:54:55 but I know that is the general way with gentlemen out of the shooting and hunting season. And as I am, no sportsman, I am somewhat exaggerated example of the vice of laziness fostered by congenial circumstances, acting on a lymphatic temperament. if you write books as i believe most ladies do nowadays you should put me into one of them as an awful warning i don't write books and if i did i would not flatter your vanity by making you my model sinner retorted jessie but i'll do something better for you if christabel will help me i'll reform you a million thanks for the mere thought i hope the process will be pleasant i hope so too we shall begin by walking you off your legs
Starting point is 00:55:39 they are so indifferent as a means of locomotion that i could very well afford to lose them if you could hold out any hope of my getting a better pair a week hence if you submit to my treatment you will be as active as a chamois hunter in manfred enchanting always provided that you and miss courtenay will follow the chase with me depend upon it we shall not trust you to take your walks alone unless you have a pedometer which will bear witness to the distance you have done and which you will be content to submit to submit to you will be content to submit to your walks alone unless you have done and which you will be content to submit to you to our inspection on your return, replied Jesse sternly. I am afraid that you are a terribly severe high precess of this new form of culture, said Mr. Hamley, looking up from his teacup with a lazy smile, almost as bad as the dweller on the threshold in Bulwer Zanoni. There is a dweller on the threshold of every science and every admirable mode of life, and his name is idleness, answered Miss Bridgman.
Starting point is 00:56:35 The V. C. Nertier, the force of letting things alone, said Angus. Yes, that is a tremendous power, nobly exemplified by vestries and board of works, to say nothing of cabinets, bishops, and the High Court of Chancery. I delight in that verse of Scripture. Their strength is to sit still.
Starting point is 00:56:55 There shall be very little sitting still for you if you submit yourself to Christabel and me, replied Miss Bridgman. I have never tried the water-cure, the descriptions I have heard from adepts have been too repellent. But I have an idea, that this system of yours must be rather worse than hydropathy, said Angus musingly,
Starting point is 00:57:14 evidently very much entertained at the way in which Miss Bridgman had taken him in hand. I was not going to let him pose after La Martín's poet Moran, just because his father died of lung disease, said Jessie, ten minutes afterwards, when the warning gong had sounded and Mr. Hamley had gone to his room to dress for dinner, and the two young women were whispering together before the fire, while Mrs. Tregonel indulged in a placid doze. do you think he is consumptive like his father asked christabel with a compassionate look he has a very delicate appearance hollow-cheeked and prematurely old like a man who has lived on tobacco and brandy and soda and has spent his nights in club-house card-rooms we have no right to suppose that said christabel since we know really nothing about him major brie told me that he has lived a rackety life and that if it were not to pull up very soon he would be ruined both in health and fortune "'What can the Major know about him?' exclaimed Christabel contemptuously.
Starting point is 00:58:14 "'This Major Brie was a great friend of Christabel's, "'but there are times when one's nearest and dearest are too provoking for endurances. "'Mager Brie has been buried alive in Cornwall for the last twenty years. "'He is at least a quarter of a century behind the age,' she said impatiently. "'He spent a fortnight in London the year before last,' said Jessie. "'It was then that he heard such a bad account of Mr. Hamley.' did he go about to clubs and places making inquiries like a private detective said christabel still contemptuous i hate such fetching and carrying here he comes to answer for himself replied jessie as the door opened and a servant announced major mrs trekkadale started from her slumbers at the opening of the door and rose to greet her guest he was a very frequent visitor so frequent that he might be said to live at mount royal although his nominal abode was a cottage on the outskirts
Starting point is 00:59:09 skirts of Boe Castle. A stone cottage on the crest of a steep hillside with a delightful little garden perched as it were on the edge of a verdant abyss. He was tall, stout, elderly, grey and florid, altogether a comfortable-looking man, clean-s shaved, save for a thin grey moustache with a genuine calvary droop, iron-gray eyebrows, which looked like a repetition of the moustache on a somewhat smaller scale, keen grey eyes, a pleasant smile and a well-set-up figure. He dressed well with a sobriety becoming his ears and was always the pink of neatness. A man welcome everywhere on account of an inborn pleasantness, which prompted him always to say and do the right thing. But most of all welcome at Mount Royal as the first cousin of the late squires,
Starting point is 00:59:57 and Mrs. Tregonel's guide, philosopher, and friend in all matters relating to the outside world, of which, despite his twenty years hibernation at Boe Castle, the widow supposed him to be an acute observer and an infallible judge. Was he not one of the few inhabitants of that western village who took in the Times newspaper? Well, exclaimed Major Brie addressing himself generally to the three ladies.
Starting point is 01:00:22 He has come. What do you think of him? He is painfully like his poor father, said Mrs. Tregonel. He has a most interesting face and winning manner, and I'm afraid we shall all get ridiculously fond of him,
Starting point is 01:00:36 said Miss Bridgman decisively. Christabel said nothing. She knelt on the hearth rug, playing with Randy the black and white sheep-dog. And what have you to say about him, Christabel? asked the Major. Nothing. I have not had time to form an opinion, replied the girl. And then lifting her clear blue eyes to the Major's friendly face, she said gravely. But I think Uncle Oliver, it was very unkind and unfair of you to prejudice Jesse against him before he came here. "'Unkind, unfair.
Starting point is 01:01:08 "'Here's a shower of abuse. "'I prejudice. "'Oh, I remember. "'Mrs. Tregonel asked me "'what people thought of him in London, "'and I was obliged to acknowledge "'that his reputation was, well, "'no better than that of the majority
Starting point is 01:01:24 "'of young men who have more money than common sense. "'But that was two years ago. "'We've changed all that. "'If he was wicked, then, he must be wicked now. said Christabel. Wicked is a monstrously strong word, said the major. Besides, that does not follow. A man may have a few wild oats to sow and yet become a very estimable person afterwards.
Starting point is 01:01:50 Miss Bridgman is tremendously sharp. She'll be able to find out all about Mr. Hamley from personal observation before he has been here a week. I defy him to hide his weak points from her. What is the use of being plain and insignificant if one has not some advantage over one's superior fellow creatures, asked Jesse. Miss Bridgman has too much expression to be plain, and she is far too clever to be insignificant,
Starting point is 01:02:18 said Major Brie with a stately bow. He always put on a stately manner when he addressed himself to Jesse Bridgman, and treated her in all things with as much respect as if she had been a queen. He explained to Christabel that this was the homage which he paid to the royalty of intellect, but Christabel had a shrewd suspicion that the major cherished a secret fashion for Miss Bridgman, as exalted and as hopeless as a love that Chastelah bore for Mary Stewart. He had only a small pittance besides his half-pay, and he had a very poor opinion of his own merits. So it was but natural that, at 55, he should hesitate to offer himself to a young lady of six-and-twenty,
Starting point is 01:02:58 of whose sharp tongue he had a whole sumal. Mr. Hamley came back before much more could be said about him, and a few minutes afterwards they all went into dinner and in the brighter lamplight of the dining-room major brie and the three ladies had a better opportunity of forming their opinion as to the external graces of their guest he was good-looking that fact even malice could hardly dispute not so handsome as the absent leonard mrs tregonel told herself complacently but she was constrained at the same time to acknowledge that her son's broadly moulded features and florid complexion lacked the charm and interest which a woman's eye found in the delicate chisling and subdued tones of angus hamley's countenance his eyes were darkest gray his complexion was fair and somewhat pallid his hair brown with a natural curl which neither fashion nor the barber could altogether suppress his cheeks were more sunken than they should have been at eight-and-twenty and the large dark eyes were unnaturally bright all this the three ladies and major brie had ample time for observing during the leisurely course of dinner there was no flagging in the conversation from the beginning to the end of the repast mr hamley was ready to talk about anything and everything and his interest in the most trifling local subjects whether real or assumed made him a delightful companion in the drying-room after dinner he proved even more admirable for he discovered a taste for and knowledge of the best music which delighted jessie and christabel who were both enthusiasts he had read every book they cared for and a wide world of books besides and was able to add to their stock of information upon all
Starting point is 01:04:39 all their favorite subjects without the faintest touch of arrogance. I don't think you can help liking him, Jesse, said Christabel as the two girls went upstairs to bed. The younger lingered a little in Miss Bridgman's room for the discussion of their latest ideas. There was a cheerful fire burning in the large basket grate, for autumn nights were chill upon that wild coast. Christabel assumed her favorite attitude in front of the fire, with her faithful Randy, winking and blinking at her and the fire alternately. he was a privileged dog allowed to sleep on the sheepskin mat in the gallery outside his mistress's door and to go into her room every morning in company with the maid who carried her early cup of tea when after the exchange of a few remarks in baby language on her part and expressed on his by a series of curious grins and much wagging of his insignificant apology for a tale he would dash out of the room and out of the house for his morning constitutional among the sheep upon some distant hill coming home with an invigorated
Starting point is 01:05:39 in time for the family breakfast at nine o'clock. I don't think you can help liking him as a casual acquaintance, repeated Christabel, finding that Jesse stood in a dreamy silence twisting her one diamond ring, her birthday gift from Miss Courtney, round and round upon her slender finger. I don't suppose any of us can help liking him, Jesse answered at last, with her eyes on the fire. All I hope is that some of us will not like him too much. He has brought a new element into our lives, a new interest, which may end by being a painful one.
Starting point is 01:06:14 I feel distrustful of him. Why distrustful, why, Jesse, you, who are generally the very essence of flippancy, who make light of almost everything in life, except religion, thank God, you have not come to that yet, you to be so serious about such a trifling matter as a visit from a man who will most likely be gone back to London in a fortnight, gone out of our lives altogether,
Starting point is 01:06:37 perhaps for I don't suppose he will care to repeat his experiences in a lonely country house he may be gone perhaps yes and it is quite possible that he may never return but shall we be quite the same after he has left us will nobody regret him wish for his return yearn for it sigh for it die for it feeling life worthless a burden without him why Jesse you look like a pythinus bell my darling my innocent one you do not know what it is to care for a bright particular star and know how remote it is from your life never to be brought any nearer i felt afraid to-night when i saw you and mr hamley at the piano you playing he leaning over you as you played both seeming so happy see united by the sympathy of the moment if he is not a good man if but we have no reason to think ill of him You remember what Uncle Oliver said. He had only been a little rackety, like other young men, said Christabel eagerly. And then, with a sudden embarrassment, reddening and laughing shyly, she added, And indeed, Jessie, if it is any idea of danger to me that is troubling your wise head, there is no need for alarm.
Starting point is 01:07:57 I am not made of such inflammable stuff. I am not the kind of girl to fall in love with the first-comer. With the first-comer, no, but when the prince comes in a fairy-tale, it matters little whether he come first or last. Fate has settled the whole story beforehand. Fate has nothing to say about me and Mr. Hamley. No, Jesse, believe me, there is no danger for me. And I don't suppose that you are going to fall in love with him?
Starting point is 01:08:25 Because I am so old, said Miss Bridgman, still looking at the fire. No, it would rather be ridiculous, a person of my age, plain and passe, to fall in love with your alcibiades? No, Jesse, but because you are too wise ever to be carried away by a sentimental fancy. But why do you speak of him so contemptuously? One would think you had taken a dislike to him. We ought at least to remember that he is my aunt's friend, and the son of someone she once dearly loved.
Starting point is 01:08:57 Once, repeated Jesse softly, does not once in that case mean always? she was thinking of the squire's commonplace good looks and portly figure as represented in the big picture in the dining-room the picture of a man in a red coat leaning against the shoulder of a big bay horse and with a pack of harriers fawning round him and wondering whether the image of that dead man whose son was in the house to-night had not sometimes obtruded itself upon the calm plenitude of mrs tregonel's domestic joys don't be afraid that i shall forget my duty to your aunt or your aunt's guest dear she said suddenly as if awaking from a reverie you and i will do all in our power to make him happy and to shake him out of lazy london ways and then when we have patched up his health and the moorland air has blown a little colour into his hollow cheeks we will send him back to his clubs and his theatres and forget all about him and now good-night my christabel she said looking at her watch see it is close upon midnight dreadful dissipation for mount royal where half-past ten is the usual hour christabel kissed her and departed randy following to the door of her chamber, such a pretty room with old paneled walls painted pink and gray, old furniture, old china, snowy draperies and books, a girl's daintily bound books, selected and purchased by herself, in every available corner. A neat cottage piano in a recess, a low easy chair
Starting point is 01:10:25 by the fire with a five o'clock tea table in front of it. Desks, portfolios, work baskets, all the frivolities of a girl's life, but everything arranged with a womanly neatness. which indicated industrious habits and a well-ordered mind. No scattered sheets of music, no fancy work pitched and tossed about the room, no slovenliness, claiming to be excused as artistic disorder. Christabel said her prayers and read her accustomed portion of scripture, but not without some faint wrestlings with Satan,
Starting point is 01:10:55 who on this occasion took the shape of Angus Hamley. Her mind was overcharged with wonder at this new phenomenon in daily life, a man so entirely different from many of the men she had ever met hitherto, so accomplished, so highly cultured. Yet, taking his accomplishments and culture as a thing of course, as if all men were so. She thought of him as she lay awake for the first hour of the still night, watching the fire fade and die,
Starting point is 01:11:22 and listening to the long roll of the waves, hardly audible at Mount Royal amidst all the commonplace noises of day, but heard in the solemn silence of night. She let her fancy shape a vision of her aunt's vanished youth That one brief bright dream of happiness So miserably broken And wondered and wondered
Starting point is 01:11:42 How it was possible for anyone to outlive such a grief Still more incredible did it seem That anyone who had so loved and so lost Could ever listen to another lover And yet the thing had been done And Mrs. Tregonel's married life Had been called happy She always spoke of the squire as the best
Starting point is 01:12:01 of men, was never weary of praising him, loved to look up at his portrait on the wall, preserved every unpicturesque memorial of his unpicturesque life, heavy gold and silver snuff-boxes, clumsy hunting crops, spurs, guns, fishing rods.
Starting point is 01:12:18 The relics of his murderous pursuits would have filled an arsenal. And how fondly she loved the son who resembled the departed father, save in lacking some of his best qualities. How she doted on Leonard, the most commonplace and unattractive of young men. The thought of her cousin set Christabel on a new train of speculation.
Starting point is 01:12:39 If Leonard had been at home when Mr. Hamley came to Mount Royal, how would they two have suited each other? Like fire and water, like oil and vinegar, like the wolf and the lamb, like any two creatures most antagonistic by nature. It was a happy accident that Leonard was away. She was still thinking when she fell asleep with that uneasy sense of pain and trouble in the future,
Starting point is 01:13:03 which was always suggested to her by Leonard's image. A dim, unshapen difficulty waiting for her somewhere along the untrodden road of her life. A lion in the path. End of Chapter 2. Chapter 3 of Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 3
Starting point is 01:13:31 Tintagel. Half in sea and half on land. there was no sense of fear or trouble of any kind in the mind of anybody next morning after breakfast when christabel miss bridgman and mr hamley started in the young lady's own particular pony carriage for an exploring day attended by randy who was intensely excited and furnished with a picnic basket which made them independent of the inn at travina and afforded the opportunity of taking one's luncheon under difficulties upon a windy height rather than with the commonplace comforts of an hotel parlor guarded against wind and weather. They were going to do an immense deal upon this first day. Christabel, in her eagerness, wanted to exhibit all her lions at once. Of course, you must see Tintagel, she said. Everybody who comes to this part of the world is in a tremendous hurry to see King Arthur's castle. I have known people set out in the
Starting point is 01:14:26 middle of the night. And have you ever known any one of them who was not just a little disappointed with that stupendous monument of traditional royalty, asked Miss Bridgman with her most prosaic air. They expect so much, halls and towers and keep and chapel, and find only ruined walls and the faint indication of a graveyard. King Arthur is the name to conjure with,
Starting point is 01:14:49 and Tintagel is like Mont Blanc or the pyramids. It can never be so grand as the vision its very name has evoked. I blush to say that I have thought very little about Tintagel hitherto, said Mr. Hamley. it has not been an integral part of my existence so my expectations are more reasonable than those of the enthusiastic tourist i promise to be delighted with your ruins oh but you will pretend said christabel and that will be hateful i would rather have to deal with one of those provoking people who look about them blankly and exclaim is this all and who stand in the very centre of arthur's hall and ask and pray where is tintagull when are we to see the castle no give me the man who can take the grandeur of that wild height at a glance and whose fancy can build up those ruined walls recreate those vanished towers fill the halls with knights and shining armour and lovely ladies see guinevere herself upon her throne clothed in white samite mystic wonderful
Starting point is 01:15:52 and with lancelot in the background said mr hamley i think the less we say about grunovir the better and your snaky vivian and your senile merlin your prying Modrad. What a disreputable set these round-table people seem to have been altogether. They need have been dead thirteen hundred years for us to admire them. They were driving along the avenue by this time, the stout chestnut cob going gaily in the fresh morning air, Mr. Hamley sitting face to face with Christabel as she drove. What a fair face it was in the clear light of day.
Starting point is 01:16:27 How pure and delicate every tone, from the whiteness of the lily to the bloom of the white. wild rose. How innocent the expression of the large, liquid eyes, which seemed to smile at him as he talked. He had known so many pretty women. His memory was like a gallery of beautiful faces, but he could recall no face so completely innocent, so divinely young. It is the youthfulness of an unsullied mind, he said to himself. I have known plenty of girls as young in years, but not one perfectly pure from the taint of worldliness and vanity. The trail of the serpent was over the mall. They drove downhill into Bo Castle, and then straightway began
Starting point is 01:17:08 to ascend still steeper hills upon the other side of the harbor. You ought to throw a viaduct across the valley, said Mr. Hamley, something like Brunel's bridge at Sautash. But perhaps you have hardly traffic enough to make it pay. They went winding up the new road to Trevina, avoiding the village street, and leaving the church of the silent tower on its windy height on their right hand. The wide Atlantic lay far below them On the other side of those green fields Which bordered the road The air they breathed was keen with a soft breath of the sea
Starting point is 01:17:39 But autumn had hardly plucked a leaf From the low storm-beaten trees Or a flower from the tall hedge-grows Where the red blossom of the ragged robin Mixed with the pale gold of the hawkweed And the fainter yellow of the wild cistice The ferns had hardly begun to wither And Angus Hamley, whose last experiences
Starting point is 01:17:57 had been among the stone malls of Aberdeenshire, wondered at the luxuriance of this western world, where the banks were built up and fortified with boulders of marble-veined spar. They drove through the village of Travalga, in which there is never an inn or public house of any kind, not even a cottage licensed for the sale of beer. There was the wheelwright, carpenter, builder, jack-of-all-trades, with his shed and his yard, the blacksmith, with his forge going merrily, village school, steam-threshing machine at work, church, chapel, but never a drop of beer, and yet the people at Trevalca are healthy and industrious, and decently clad, and altogether comfortable-looking.
Starting point is 01:18:39 Someday we will take you to call on the rectory, said Christabel, pointing skywards with her whip. Do you mean that the rector has gone to heaven? asked Angus, looking up into the distant blue, or is there any earthly habitation higher than the road on which we are driving? "'Didn't you see the end of the lane just now?' asked Chrysabelle, laughing. "'It is rather steep, an uphill walk all the way, but the views are lovely.' "'We will walk to the rectory to-morrow,' said Miss Bridgman. "'This lazy mode of transit must not be tolerated after to-day.' Even the drive to Trevina was not all idleness, for after they had passed the entrance to the path
Starting point is 01:19:19 leading to the beautiful waterfall of St. Necton's Skiyev, hard by St. Pierin's Chapel and well, The former degraded to a barn in the latter, once of holy repute, now chiefly useful as a cool repository for butter from the neighboring dairy of Tretherby Farm. They came to a hill, which had to be walked down, to the lowest depth of the rocky valley, where a stone bridge spans the rapid brawling stream that leaps as a waterfall into the gorge of St. Nectanskyve, about a mile higher up the valley. And then they came to a corresponding hill, which had to be walked up,
Starting point is 01:19:51 because in either case it was bad for the cob to have a wait behind him, indeed the cobb was so accustomed to consideration in this matter that he made a point of stopping politely for his people to alight at either end of anything exceptional in the way of a hill i'm afraid you spoil your pony said mr hamley throwing the reins over his arm and resigning himself to a duty which made him feel very much like a sea-side flyman earning his day's wages toilsomely and saving his horse with a view to future fares better that than to spoil you answered miss bridgman as she and Christabel walked briskly beside him. But if you fasten the reins to the dashboard, you may trust Felix. Won't he run away? Not he, answered Christabel. He knows that he would never be so happy with anybody else as he is with us.
Starting point is 01:20:41 But mightn't he take a fancy for a short run? Just far enough to allow if he's reducing that dainty little carriage to match wood. A well-fed underworked pony so thoroughly enjoys that kind of thing. Felix has no such touch. diabolical suggestions. He is a conscientious person and knows his duty. Besides, he is not underworked. There is hardly a day that he does not carry us somewhere.
Starting point is 01:21:05 Mr. Hamley surrendered the reins, and Felix showed himself worthy of his mistress's confidence, following at her heels like a dog, with his honest brown eyes fixed on the tall, slim figure, as if it had been his guiding star. I want you to admire the landscape, said Christabel, when they were on the crest of the last hill. Is not that a lovely valourine?
Starting point is 01:21:25 Mr. Hamley willingly admitted the fact. The beauty of a pastoral landscape with just enough of rugged wildness for the picturesque could go no further. Creswick has immortalized Yonder Valley by his famous picture of the mill, said Miss Bridgman, but the romantic old mill of the picture has lately been replaced by that large, ungainly building quite out of keeping with its surroundings. Have you ever been in Switzerland? asked Angus of Christabel, when they had stood for some moments in silent contemplation of the
Starting point is 01:21:55 landscape. Never. Nor in Italy. No, I have never been out of England. Since I was five years old, I have hardly spent a year of my life out of Cornwall. Happy Cornwall, which can show so fair a product of its soil. Well, Miss Courtney, I know Italy and Switzerland by heart, and I like this Cornish landscape better than either. It is not so beautiful. It would not do as well for a painter or a poet, but it comes nearer in Englishman's heart. What can one have better than the hills and the sea? Switzerland can show you bigger hills, ghostly snow- shrouded pinnacles that mocked the eye, following each other like a line of phantoms, losing themselves in the infinite.
Starting point is 01:22:39 But Switzerland cannot show you that. He pointed to the Atlantic, the long, undulating line of the coast, rocky, rugged, yet verdant, with many a curve and promontory, many a daze, dip and rise. It is the most everlasting kind of beauty, is it not? asked Christabel, delighted at this little gush of warm feeling in one whose usual manner was so equable. One could never tire of the sea, and I am always proud to remember that our sea is so big, stretching away and away to the new world. I should have liked it still better before the
Starting point is 01:23:15 days of Columbus, when it led to the unknown. Ah, sighed Angus, youth always yearns for the undiscovered. Middle Age knows that there is nothing worth discovering. On the top of the hill they paused for a minute or so to contemplate the ancient borough of Bosony, which until disfranchised in 1832, returned two members to Parliament with a constituency of little more than a dozen, and which once had Sir Francis Drake for its representative. Here Mr. Hamley beheld that modest mount called the Castle Hill, on the top of which it was customary to read the Ritz before the elections. An hour later, they were eating their luncheon on that windy height where once stood the castle
Starting point is 01:23:57 of the great king. To Christabel, the whole story of Arthur and his knights was as real as if it had been a part of her own life. She had Tennyson's Arthur and Tennyson's Lancelot in her heart of hearts, and knew just enough of Sir Thomas Mallory's prose to give substance to the laureate's poetic shadows. Angus amused himself a little at her expense, as they ate their chicken and salad on the grassy mounds, which were supposed to be the graves of heroes, who died before Athelstein drove the Cornish across the Tamar, and made his victorious progress through the country
Starting point is 01:24:29 even to the Sili Isles after defeating Howell, the last king of Cornwall. Do you really think that gentlemanly creature in the laureate's epic, that most polished and perfect and most intensely modern English gentleman, self-contained, considerate of others, always the right man in the right place, is one wit like that half-naked six-century savage, the real Arthur, whose court costume was a coat of blue paint, and whose war shriek was the yell of a red Indian? What can be more futile than our setting up any one Arthur and bowing the knee before him, in the face of the fact that Great Britain teams with monuments of Arthur's? Arthur's seat in Scotland, Arthur's Castle in Wales, Arthur's round
Starting point is 01:25:10 table here, there and everywhere? Be sure that Arthur, Ard here, the highest chief, was a generic name for the princes of those days, and that there were more Arthur's than ever there were Cesar's. I don't believe one word you say, exclaimed Christabel indignantly. There was only one Arthur, the son of Euther and Egerne, who was born in the castle that stood on this very cliff on the first night of the year, and carried away in secret by Merlin, and reared in secret by Sir Anton's wife, the brave good Arthur, the Christian king, who was killed at the Battle of Camlin near Slaughter Bridge and was buried at Gladstambury.
Starting point is 01:25:48 and embalmed by tennyson the laureate invented arthur he took out a patent for the round table and his invention is only a little less popular than that other product of the age the sewing machine how many among modern tourists would care about tintagall if tennyson had not revived the old legend the butler had put up a bottle of champagne for mr hamley the two ladies drinking nothing but sparkling water and in this beverage he drank hail to the spirit of the legendary prince i am ready to believe anything now you have me up here he said for i have a shrewd idea that without your help i should never be able to get down again i should live and die on the top of this rocky promontory sweltering in the summer sun buffeted by the winter winds and unwilling simian stilights do you know that the very finest sheep in cornwall are said to be grown on that island said miss bridgman gravely pointing to the grassy top of the isolated crack in the foreground whereon once stood the dungeon keep i don't know why it should be so but it is a tradition among butchers said angus i suppose even butchers have their traditions and the poor sheep who are condemned to exile on that lonely rock the st helena of their woolly race do they know that they are achieving a posthumous perfection that they are straining towards the ideal in butcher's meat. There is room for much thought in the question. The tide is out, said Christabel, looking seaward.
Starting point is 01:27:19 I think we ought to do Trebarwith's sands today. Is Trebar with another of your lions? asked Angus placidly. Yes. Then please save him for tomorrow. Let me drink the cup of pleasure to the dregs where we are. This champagne has a magical taste, like the filter which Tristan and and Isult were so foolish as to drink while they sailed across from Ireland to this
Starting point is 01:27:42 corner shore. Don't be alarmed, Miss Bridgman. I am not going to empty the bottle. I am not an educated tourist. Have read neither black nor Murray, and I am very slow about taking in ideas. Even after all you have told me I am not clear in my mind as to which is the castle and which the chapel and which the burial ground. Let us finish the afternoon dawdling about tentagel.
Starting point is 01:28:06 Let us see the sun set from this spot Where Arthur must so often have watched it If the men of thirteen hundred years ago ever cared To watch the sun setting, which I doubt They belong to the night time of the world When civilization was dead in southern Europe And was yet unborn in the west Let us dawdle about till it is time to drive back to Mount Royal
Starting point is 01:28:27 And then I shall carry away an impression I am very slow at taking impressions I think you want us to believe that you are stupid said Christabel, laughing at the earnestness with which he pleaded. Believe me, no, I should like you to think me ever so much better than I am. Please let us dawdle. They dawdled accordingly, strolling about upon the short sea-beaten grass, so treacherous and slipper a surface in summertime when fierce Saul has been baking it.
Starting point is 01:28:58 They stumbled against the foundations of long-vanished walls. They speculated upon fragments of cyclopeon masonry, and talked a great place. deal about the traditions of the spot. Christabel, who had all the old authorities, Leland, Kourou and Norton, at her finger's ends, was delighted to expound the departed glories of the British fortress. She showed where the ancient dungeon-keep had reared its stony walls upon that high, terrible crag environed with the sea, and how there had once been a drawbridge
Starting point is 01:29:29 uniting yonder cliff with the buildings on the mainland. Now divorced, as Kourou says, by the downfall and steep cliffs on the farther side, which though it shut out the sea from his wanted recourse, hath yet more strengthened the island. For in passing thither you must first descend with a dangerous declining, and then make a worse ascent by a path through his stickleness occasioning, and through his steepness threatening, the ruin of your life with the falling of your foot. She told Mr. Hamley how, after the conquest, the castle was the occasional residence of some of our princes, and how Richard, king of the Romans, Earl of Cornwall, son of King
Starting point is 01:30:06 John, and retain here his nephew David, Prince of Wales, how in Richard the second's time this stronghold was made a state prison, and how a certain Lord Mayor of London was, for his unruly mayoralty, condemned thither as a perpetual penitentiary, which seems very hard upon the chief magistrate of the city, who thus did vicarious penance for the riot of his brief reign. And then they talked of Tristan and Isoult, and the tender old love story, which lends the glamour of old world fancies to those bare ruins of a traditional past. Christabel knew the old chronicle through Matthew Arnold's poetical version, which gives only
Starting point is 01:30:43 the pure and better side of the character of the knight in Chattelaine at the expense of some of the strongest features of the story. Who that knew that romantic legend could linger on that spot without thinking of King Mark's faithless queen? Assuredly not Mr. Hamley, who was a staunch believer in the inventor of sweetness and light, and who knew Arnold's version, by heart what have they done with the flowers and the terrace walks he said the garden where Tristan and his queen bast in the sunshine of their days and where they parted forever quote all the spring-time of their love is already gone and past and instead thereof is seen its winter which endureth still tintagel on its surge beat hill the pleasants walks the weeping queen the flying leaves the straining blast and and that long wild kiss, their last. End of quote. And where, oh, where, are those graves in the king's chapel
Starting point is 01:31:43 in which the tyrant, Mark, touched with pity, ordered the faded lovers to be buried? And behold, out of the grave of Tristan there sprung a plant which went along the walls, and descended into the grave of the queen, and though King Mark three several times, ordered this magical creeper to be cut off root and branch, it was always found growing again next morning, as if it were the very spirit of the dead night struggling to get free from the grave, and to be with his lady love again.
Starting point is 01:32:11 Show me those tombs, Miss Courtney. You can take your choice, said Jesse Bridgman, pointing to a green mound or two overgrown with long-rank grass in that part of the hill which was said to be the kingly burial place. But, as for your magical tree, there is not so much as a bramble to do duty for poor Tristan.
Starting point is 01:32:30 If I were Duke of the Duke of, Cornwall and Lord of Tintagel Castle, I would put up a granite cross in memory of the lovers. Though I fear there was very little Christianity in either of them, said Angus. And I would come once a year and hang a garland on it, said Christabel, smiling at him with, quote, eyes of deep, soft, loosened hue, eyes too expressive to be blue, too lovely to be grey, end quote. He had recalled those lines more than once when he looked into to Christabel's eyes. Mr. Hamley had read so much
Starting point is 01:33:05 as to make him an interesting talker upon any subject, but Christabel and Jesse noticed that of his own life, his ways and amusements, his friends, his surroundings, he spoke hardly at all. This fact Christabel noticed with wonder, Jesse was suspicion.
Starting point is 01:33:21 If a man led a good, wholesome life, he would surely be more frank and open. He would surely have more to say about himself and his associates. They dawdled and doddled, and dawdled till past four o'clock, and to none of the three did the hours so spent seem long. But they found that it would make them too late in their return to Mount Royal were they to wait for sundown before they turned their faces homewards. So while the day was still bright,
Starting point is 01:33:46 Mr. Hamley consented to be guided by steep and perilous path to the base of the rocky citadel, and then they strolled back to the Warncliffe farms, where Felix had been enjoying himself in the stable, and was now desperately anxious to get home, rattling up and down hill at an arming rate and not hinting at anybody's alighting to walk. This was only one of many days spent in the same fashion. They walked next day to Turbarwis' sands, up and down hills, which Mr. Hamley declared were steeper than anything he had ever seen in Switzerland. But he survived the walk, and his spirit seemed to rise with the exertion.
Starting point is 01:34:21 This time Major Brie went with them, a capital companion for a country ramble, being just enough of a botanist, archaeologist, angiologist, to leaven the lump of other people's ignorance without being obnoxiously scientific. Mr. Hamley was delighted with that noble stretch of level sand, with the long rollers of the Atlantic tumbling in across the low rocks and the bold headlands behind. Spot beloved of marine painters.
Starting point is 01:34:48 Spot where the gulls and the shags hold their rebels, and where man feels himself but a poor creature face to face with the lonely grandeur of sea and cliff and sky. So rarely is that long stretch of yellow sand vulgarized by the feet of earth's multitudes that one half expects to see a procession of frolicsome sea nymphs come dancing out of yonder cave and wind encircling measures towards the crested wavelets gliding in so softly under the calm, clear day. These were halcyon days, an Indian summer, balmy western zephyrs, sunny noontides, splendid sunsets, altogether the most beautiful autumn season that Angus Hamley had known, or at least so it seemed to him.
Starting point is 01:35:30 Nay, even more than this. Surely the most beautiful season of his life. As the days went on and day after day was spent in Christabel's company, almost as it were alone with her, for Miss Bridgman and Major Pree were but his figures in the background, Angus felt as if he were at the beginning of a new life. A life filled with fresh interest, thoughts, hopes, desires, unknown and undreamed of in the former stages of his being. Never before had he lived a life so uneventful, never before had he been so happy. It surprised him to discover how simple are the elements of real content, how deep the charm of a placid existence among thoroughly lovable people.
Starting point is 01:36:13 Christabel Cortine was not the loveliest woman he had ever known, nor the most elegant, nor the most accomplished, nor the most fascinating. but she was entirely different from all other women with whom his lot had been cast her innocence her unsophisticated enjoyment of all earth's purest joys her transparent purity her perfect trustfulness these were to him as a revelation of a new order of beings if he had been told of such a woman he would have shrugged his shoulders misbelievingly or would have declared that she must be an idiot but christabel was quite as clever as those brilliant creatures whose easy manners had enchanted him in days gone by she was better educated than many a woman he knew who passed for a wit of the first order she had read more thought more was more sympathetic more companionable and she was delightfully free from self-consciousness or vanity he found himself talking to christabel as he had never talked to any one else since those early days at the university the bright dawn of manhood when he confided freely in that second self the chosen friend of the hour and believed that all men lived and moved according to his own boyish standard of honour he talked to her not of the actualities of his life but of his thoughts and feelings his dreamy speculations upon the gravest problems which hedge round the secret of man's final destiny he talked freely of his doubts and difficulties and the half-belief which came so near unbelief the wide love of all creation the vague yet passionate yearning for immortality which fell so far short of the gospel's sublime certainty
Starting point is 01:37:54 he revealed to her all the complexities of a many-sided mind and she never failed him in sympathy and understanding this was in their graver moods when by some accidental turn of the conversation they fell into the discussion of those solemn questions which are always at the bottom of every man and woman's thoughts like the unknown depths of a dark water-pool for the most part their talk was bright and light as those sunny autumn days varied as the glorious and ever-changing hues of sky and sea at sunset Jesse was a delightful companion. She was so thoroughly easy herself that it was impossible to fill ill at ease with her. She played her part of confidants so pleasantly, seeming to think it the most natural thing in the world that those two should be absorbed in each other and should occasionally lapse into complete forgetfulness of her existence.
Starting point is 01:38:45 Major Brie, when he joined in their rambles, was obviously devoted to Jesse Bridgman. It was her neatly-gloved little hand which he was eager to clasp at the crossing style, and where the steepness of the hillside path gave him an excuse for assisting her. It was her stout little boot which he guided so tenderly, where the ways were ruggedest. Never had a plain woman a more respectful admirer, never was beauty in her peerless zenith more devoutly worshipped. And so the autumn days sped by, pleasantly for all, with deepest joy, joy ever waxing, never waning, for those two who had found the secret of perfect sympathy and
Starting point is 01:39:23 thought and feeling. It was not for Angus Hamley the first passion of a spotless manhood, and yet the glamour and the delight were as new as if he had never loved before. He had never so purely, so reverently loved. The passion was of a new quality. It seemed to him as if he had ascended into a higher sphere in the universe, and had given his heart to a creature of a loftier race. Perhaps it is a good old lineage which makes the difference, he said to himself once, while his feelings were still sufficiently novel and so far under his control as to the subject to analysis. The woman I have cared for in days gone by have hardly got over their early affinity with the gutter, or when I have admired a woman of good
Starting point is 01:40:08 family she has been steeped to the lips in wordliness and vanity. Mr. Hamley, who had told himself that he was going to be intensely bored at Mount Royal, had been Mrs. Tregonnell's guest for three weeks, and it seemed to him as if the time were brief and beautiful as one of those rare dreams of impossible bliss which haunt our waking memories and make actual life dull and joyless by contrast with the glory of shadowland no word had yet been spoken nay at the very thought of those words which most lovers in his position would have been eager to speak his soul sickened and his cheek paled for there would be no joyfulness in the revelation of his love indeed he doubted whether he had the right to reveal
Starting point is 01:40:51 it. Whether duty and honor did not alike constrain him to keep his converse within the strict limits of friendship, to bid Christabel goodbye, and turn his back upon Mount Royal, without having said one word more than a friend might speak. Happy as Christabel had been with him, tenderly as she loved him, she was far too innocent to have considered herself ill-treated in such a case. She would have blamed herself alone for the weakness of mine which had been unable to resist the fascination of his society. She would have blushed and wept in secret for her folly in having loved unwood. Has the eventful question been asked?
Starting point is 01:41:28 Jesse inquired one night as Christabel lingered after her wont by the fire in Miss Bridgman's bedroom. You too were so intensely earnest today as you walked ahead of the Major and me that I had said to myself, Now is the time, the crisis has arrived. There was no crisis, answered Christabel, crimsening. He has never said one word to me. that can imply that I am any more to him than the most indifferent acquaintance.
Starting point is 01:41:53 What need of words when every look and tone cries, I love you? Why, he idolizes you, and he lets all the world see it. I hope it may be well for you, both. Christabel was on her knees by the fire. She laid her cheek against Jessie's waistband and drew Jesse's arm around her neck, holding her hand lovingly. Do you really think he—cares for me? She faltered with her face hidden.
Starting point is 01:42:18 do i really think that i have two eyes and something which is at least an apology for a nose ejaculated jessie contemptuously why it has been patent to everybody for the last fortnight that you two are overhead and ears in love with each other there never was a more obvious case of mutual infatuation oh jessie surely i have not betrayed myself i know that i have been very weak but i have tried so hard to hide and have been about as successful as the ostrich while those drooping lashes have been lowered to hide the love-light in your eyes your whole countenance has been an illuminated calendar of your folly poor belle to think that she has not betrayed herself while albo castle is on tiptoe to know when the wedding is to take place why the parson could not see you two sitting in the same pew without knowing that he would be reading your bands before he was many sundays older and you-you really like him faltered christabel more shyly than before yes answered jessie with a provoking lack of enthusiasm i really like him i can't help feeling sorry for mrs tregonnell for i know she wanted you to marry leonard christabel gave a little sigh and a faint shiver poor dear leonard i wonder what traveller's hardships he is enduring while we are so snug and happy at mount royal she said kindly he has an excellent heart troublesome people always have i believe interjected jessie it is their redeeming feature the existence of which no one can absolutely disprove and i am very much attached to him as a cousin or as an adopted brother but as to our ever being married that is quite out of the question there never were two people less suited to each other those are the people who usually come together said jesse the divorce court could hardly be kept going if it were not so jessie if you are going to be cynical i shall say good-night i hope there is no foundation for what you said just now i hope that auntie's your auntie you are going to be cynical i shall say good-night i hope there is no foundation for what you said just now i hope that auntie
Starting point is 01:44:24 has no foolish idea about Leonard and me. She has, or had, one prevailing idea, and I fear it will go hard with her when she has to relinquish it, answered Jesse seriously. I know that it has been her dearest hope to see you and Leonard married, and I should be a wretch if I were not sorry for her disappointment when she has been so good to me. But she never ought to have invited Mr. Hamley to Mount Royal. That is one of those mistakes, the consequences of which last for a lifetime. I hope he likes me just a little, pursued Christabel with dreamy eyes fixed on the low wood fire,
Starting point is 01:44:59 but sometimes I fancy there must be some mistake that he does not really care a straw for me. More than once, when he has began to say something that sounded, business-like, suggested Jessie as the girl hesitated, he has drawn back, seeming almost anxious to recall his words. Once he told me, quite seriously, that he had to be the girl hesitated. made up his mind never to marry. Now, that doesn't sound as if he meant to marry me. That is not an uncommon way of breaking ground, answered Jesse with her matter-of-fact air.
Starting point is 01:45:34 A man tells a girl that he is going to die a bachelor, which makes it seem quite a favor on his part when he proposes. All women sigh for the unattainable, and a man who distinctly states that he is not in the market is likely to make a better bargain when he surrenders. I should be sorry to think Mr. Hamme capable of such petty ideas, said Christabel. He told me once that he was like Achilles. Why should he be like Achilles? He is not a soldier. Perhaps it is because he has a Grecian nose, suggested Miss Bridgman.
Starting point is 01:46:08 How can you imagine him so vain and foolish? cried Christabel, deeply offended. I begin to think you detest him. No, Belle, I think him charming, only too charming, and I had rather the man you loved were made of sterner metal, not such a man as Leonard, whose loftiest desires are centered in stable and gun-room, but a man of an altogether different type from Mr. Hamley. He has too much of the artistic temperament, without being an artist.
Starting point is 01:46:35 He is too versatile, too soft-hearted and impressionable. I am afraid for you, Christabel. I am afraid. And if it were not too late, if your heart were not wholly given to him, "'It is,' answered Christabel tearfully with her face hidden. "'I hate myself for being so foolish, but I have let myself love him. "'I know that I may never be his wife.
Starting point is 01:47:01 "'I do not even think that he has any idea of marrying me. "'But I shall never marry any other man. "'Oh, Jessie, for pity's sake, don't betray me. "'Never let my aunt or anyone else in the world learn what I have told you. I can't help trusting you. You wind yourself into my heart somehow, and find out all that is hidden there. Because I love you truly and honestly, my dear, answered Jesse tenderly, and now good night. I feel sure that Mr. Hamley will ask you to be his wife, and I only wish he were a better man.
Starting point is 01:47:38 End of Chapter 3. Chapter 4 of Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Librevox recording is in the public domain Chapter 4 Love Thou art leading me from wintery cold After this came to a three dull and showy days Which afforded no opportunity for long excursions or ramblings of any kind
Starting point is 01:48:08 It was only during such rambles that Mr. Hamley and Miss Courtney ever found themselves alone Mrs. Tregonnell's ideas of propriety were of the old-fashioned school and when her niece was not under her own wing, she expected Miss Bridgman to perform all the duties of a duena, in no wise suspecting how very loosely her instructions upon this point were being carried out. At Mount Royal there was no possibility of confidential talk between Angus and Christabel. If they were in the drawing room or library, Mrs. Tregonnell was with them. If they played billiards, Miss Bridgman was told off to mark for them.
Starting point is 01:48:44 If they went for a constitutional walk between the showers or wasted half an hour in the stable, looking at horses and dogs, Miss Bridgman was bidden to accompany them. And though they had arrived at the point of minding her very little and being sentimental and sympathetic under her very nose, still there are limits to the love-making that can be carried on before a third person, and a man would hardly care to propose in the presence of a witness. So for three days Christabel still remained in doubt as to Mr. Hamley's real feelings. That manner of making tender little speeches and then, as it were, recalling them, was noticeable many times during those three days of domesticity.
Starting point is 01:49:21 There was a hesitancy, an uncertainty in his attentions to Christabel, which Jesse interpreted ill. There is some entanglement, I dare say, she told herself. It is the evil of his past life which holds him in the toils. How do we know that he has not a wife hidden away somewhere? He ought to declare himself or he ought to go away. If this kind of shilly-shallying goes on much longer he will break Christabel's heart. Miss Bridgman was determined that, if it were in her power to hasten the crisis, the crisis should be hastened. The proprieties, as observed by Mrs. Tregenel, might keep matters in abey and still Christmas.
Starting point is 01:50:01 Mr. Hamley gave no hint of his departure. He might stay at Mount Royal for months sentimentalizing with Christabel and ride off at the last uncompromised. The fourth day was the feast of St. Luke. The weather had brightened considerably, but there was a high high. wind, a southwest wind with occasional showers. Of course you are going to church this morning, said Jessie to Christabel as they rose from the breakfast table. Church this morning, repeated Christabel vaguely.
Starting point is 01:50:31 For the first time, since she had been old enough to understand the services of her church, she had forgotten a saint's day. It is St. Luke's Day. Yes, I remember, and the service is at Minster. We can walk across the hills. May I go with you? asked Mr. Hamley. "'Do you like weekday services?' inquired Jesse, with a rather mischievous sparkle in her keen grey eyes. "'I adore them,' answered Angus, who had not been inside a church on a weekday since he was best man at a friend's wedding.
Starting point is 01:51:01 "'Then we will all go together,' said Jessie. "'May Brooke bring the pony carriage to fetch us home, Mrs. Tregonel? "'I have an idea that Mr. Hamley won't be equal to the walk home.' "'More than equal to twenty such walks,' answered Angus, Galey. you underestimate the severity of the training to which I have submitted myself during the last three weeks. The pony carriage may as well meet you in any case, said Mrs. Tregonel, and the order was straightway given. They started at ten o'clock, giving themselves an ample leisure for a walk of something over two miles, a walk by hill and valley, and rushing stream and picturesque wooden bridge, through a deep gorge
Starting point is 01:51:40 where the dark red cattle were grouped against the background of Gorse and Heather, a walk of which one couldn't, never grow weary. So lonely, so beautiful, so perfect a blending of all that is wildest and all that is most gracious in nature. An alpine ramble on a small scale. Mr. Church lies in a hollow of the hill, so shut in by the wooded ridge which shelters its gray walls, that the stranger comes upon it as an architectural surprise. How is it that you have never managed to finish your tower? asked Mr. Hamley, surveying the rustic fane with a critical air, as he descended to the churchyard by some rugged stone steps on the side of the grassy hill. You cannot be particularly devout people, or you would hardly have allowed your parish church to
Starting point is 01:52:25 remain in this stunted and stinted condition. There was a tower once, said Christabel naively. The stones are still in the churchyard, but the monks used to burn a light in the tower window, a light that shone through a cleft in the hills and was seen far out at sea. I believe that is geographically, or geometrically, impossible, said Angus, laughing, but pray, go on. The light was often mistaken for a beacon, and the ships came ashore and were wrecked on the rocks. Naturally, and no doubt the monks improved the occasion. Why should a Cornish monk be better
Starting point is 01:53:01 than his countrymen? One and all is your motto. They were not Cornish monks, answered Christabel, but a brotherhood of French monks from the monastery of St. Sergis at Angé. They were established in a priory here by William de in the reign of richard c'or de lyon and according to tradition the townspeople resented their having built the church so far from the town i feel sure the monks could have had no evil intention in burning a light but one night a crew of wild sailors attacked the tower and pulled the greater part of it down and nobody in beau castle has had public spirit enough to get it set up again where is your respect for those early christian martyrs st sergius and st bacchus to whose memory your temple is dead I don't suppose it was so much want of respect for the martyrs as want of money, suggested Miss Bridgman. We have too many chapel people in Boe Castle for our churches to be enriched or beautified. But Minster is not a bad little church after all.
Starting point is 01:54:02 It is the dearest, sweetest, most innocent little church I ever knelt in, answered Angus, and, if I could but assist at one particular service there? He checked himself with a sigh. But this unfinished speech amounted in Miss Bridgman's mind to a declaration. She stole a look at Christabel, whose fair face crimsoned for a moment or so, only to grow more purely pale afterwards. They went into the church and joined devoutly in the brief St. Day's service. The congregation was not numerous. Two or three village goodies, the schoolchildren, a tourist who had come to see the church and found himself, as it were,
Starting point is 01:54:38 entangled in saintly meshes, the lady who played the harmonium and the incumbent who read prayers. These were all besides the party from Mount Royal. There are plenty of people in country parishes who will be as pious as you please on Sunday, deeming three services not too much for their devotion, but who can hardly be persuaded to turn out of the beaten track of a weekday life to offer homage to the memory of evangelist or apostle. The pony carriage was waiting in the lane
Starting point is 01:55:05 when Mr. Hamley and the two ladies came out of the porch. Christabel and the gentleman looked at the equipage doubtfully. "'You slandered me, Miss Bridgman, by your suggestion "'that I should be done up after a mile or so across the hills,' said Mr. Hamley. "'I never felt fresher in my life. "'Have you a hankering for the ribbons?' to Christabel. "'Or will you send your pony back to his table and walk home?' "'I would ever so much rather walk.
Starting point is 01:55:31 "'And so would I.' "'In that case, if you don't mind, I think I'll go home with Felix,' said Jesse Richmond most unexpectedly. "'I am not feeling quite myself today, the walk has tired me. You won't mind going home alone with Mr. Hamley, will you, Christabel? You might show him the seals in Pentagon Bay. What could Christabel do?
Starting point is 01:55:53 If there had been anything in the way of an earthquake handy, she would have felt deeply grateful for a sudden rift in the surface of the soil, which would have allowed her to slip into the bosom of the hills among the gnomes and the pixies. That Cornish coast was undermined with caverns, yet there was not one for her to drop into. Again, Jesse Bridgman spoke in such an easy off-hand manner as if it were the most natural thing in the world for Christabel and Mr. Hamley to be allowed a lonely ramble. To have refused, or even hesitated, would have seemed affectation, mock modesty, self-consciousness.
Starting point is 01:56:27 Yet Christabel almost involuntarily made a step towards the carriage. I think I had better drive, she said. Aunt Diana will be wanting me. No, she won't, replied Jessie resolutely. and you shall not make a martyr of yourself for my sake. I know you love that walk over the hill, and Mr. Hamley is dying to see Pendergon Bay. Positively expiring by inches.
Starting point is 01:56:51 Only it is one of those easy deaths that does not hurt one very much, said Angus, helping Miss Bridgman into her seat, giving her the reins, and arranging the rug over her knees with absolute tenderness. Take care of Felix, pleaded Christabel, and if you trot down the hills, trot fast. I shall walk him every inch of the way. Their responsibility would be too terrible otherwise.
Starting point is 01:57:15 But Felix had his own mind in the matter and had no intention of walking when the way he went carried him towards his table. So he trotted briskly up the lane between tall, tangled blackberry hedges leaving Christabel and Angus standing at the churchyard gate. The rest of the little congregation had dispersed. The church door had been locked.
Starting point is 01:57:35 There was a grave-digger at work in the garden-like churchyard. amidst long grasses and fallen leaves, and the unchanged ferns and mosses of the bygone summer. Mr. Hamley had scarcely concealed his delight in Miss Bridgman's departure, yet now that she was gone, he looked, passing sad. Never a word did he speak, as they two stood idly at the gate, listening to the dull thud of the earth which the grave-diver threw out of his shovel onto the grass, and the shrill sweet song of a robin, piping to himself on a ragged thorn-bush near at hand, as if in ecstasy of gladness about things in general.
Starting point is 01:58:10 One sound so fraught with melancholy, the other so full of joy. The contrast struck sharply on Christabel's nerves, today at their utmost tension, and brought sudden tears in her eyes. They stood for perhaps five minutes in this dreamy silence, the robin piping all the while, and then Mr. Hamley roused himself seemingly with an effort. Are you going to show me the seals at Pantargan? he asked smilingly. I don't know about seals.
Starting point is 01:58:38 There is a local idea that seals are to be seen playing about in the bay, but one is not often so lucky as to find them there. People have been very cruel in killing them, and I'm afraid there are very few seals left on our coast now. At any rate, you can show me Pintargan if you're not tired. Tired, cried Christabel, laughing at such a ridiculous idea, being a damsel to whom ten miles were less than three to a town-bred young lady. embarrassed, though she felt by being left alone with Mr. Hamley,
Starting point is 01:59:08 she could not even pretend that the proposed walk was too much for her. I shall be very glad to take you to Pentargan, she said. It is hardly a mile out of our way, but I fear you'll be disappointed. There is really nothing particular to see. I shall not be disappointed. I shall be deeply grateful. They walked along the narrow hillside pass, where it was almost impossible for two to walk abreast.
Starting point is 01:59:32 yet Angus contrived somehow to be at Christabel's side, guiding and guarding her by ways which were so much more familiar to her than to him, that there was a touch of humor in this pretense of protection. But Christabel did not see things in their humorous aspect today. Her little hand trembled as it touched Angus Hamleys, when he led her across a craggy bit of path or over a tiny water-pool. At the styles in the valley on the other side of the bridge, which are civilized styles, and by no means difficult, was too quick and light afoot to give any opportunity for that assistance which her companion was so eager to afford and now they were in the depths of the valley and had to mount another hill on the road to budd till they came to a field gate above which appeared a sign-board and the mystic words to pentargant what is pentargon that they put up its name in such big letters asked mr hamley staring at the board is it a borough town or a cattle market or a cathedral city or what they seemed to remand proud of it. It is nothing, or only a shallow bay with a waterfall and a wonderful cave which I am always longing to explore. I believe it is nearly as beautiful as the cavern in Shalus Allistore. But you will see what Pantargan is like in less than five minutes.
Starting point is 02:00:49 They crossed a plowed field and then, by a big five-barred gate, entered the magic region which was said to be the paradise of seals. A narrow walk cut in a steep and rocky bank where the gorse and Heather grew luxuriously above slate and spar, described a shallow semicircle round one of the loveliest bays in the world. A spot so exquisitely tranquil in this calm, autumn weather, so guarded and fenced in by the mass of headlands that jutted out towards the main, a peaceful haven, seemingly so remote from that outer world to which belonged yonder white-winged ship on the verge of the blue, that Angus Hamley exclaimed involuntarily, Here is peace. Surely this must be a bay.
Starting point is 02:01:31 in that lotus land which Tennyson has painted for us. Hitherto their conversation had been desultory, more fragmentary talk about the landscape and the loveliness of the autumn day with its clear bright sky and soft west wind. They had been always in motion, and there had been a certain adventurousness in the way that seemed to give occupation to their thoughts.
Starting point is 02:01:52 But now Mr. Hamley came to a dead stop, and stood looking at the rugged amphitheatre and the low, weedy rocks washed smooth by the sea. would you mind sitting down for a few minutes he asked this pentargon of yours is a lovely spot and i don't want to leave it instantly i have a very slow appreciation of nature it takes me a long time to grasp her beauties christabel seated herself on the bank which he had selected for her accommodation and mr hamley placed himself a little lower almost at her feet her face turned seaward his half towards her as if that lily face with its wild rose bloom were even lovelier than the sunlit ocean in all its variety of colour "'It is a delicious spot,' said Angus. "'I wonder whether Tristan and Isult ever came here. "'I can fancy the queen stealing away from the court and court foolery
Starting point is 02:02:44 "'and walking across the sunlit hills with her lover. "'It would be a rather long walk, "'and there might be a difficulty about getting back in time for supper. "'But one can picture them wandering by flowery fields "'or by the cliffs above that everlasting sea, "'and coming here to rest, and talk of their sorrow and their love. can you not fancy her as matthew arnold paints her quote let her have her youth again let her be as she was then let her have her proud dark eyes and her petulant quick replies let her sweep her dazzling hand with his gesture of command and shake back her raven hair with the old imperious air end quote i have an idea that the hibernian isult must have been a tartar though matthew arnold glosses over her peccadillo so pleasantly i wonder whether she had a strong brogue and a sneaking fondness for usquabaw
Starting point is 02:03:40 please don't make a joke of her pleaded christabel she is very real to me i see her as a lovely lady tall and royal-looking dressed in long robes of flowered silk fringed with gold and tristan what of tristan is his image as clear in your mind how do you depict the doomed knight born to suffer and to sin destined to sorrow from the time of his forest birth motherless beset with enemies consumed by hopeless passion i hope you feel sorry for tristan who could help being sorry for him albeit he was a sinner i assure you in the old romance which you have not read which you would hardly care to read neither tristin nor isute are spot I have never thought of their wrongdoing. Their fate was so sad, and they loved each other so truly. And again, you can believe, perhaps, you who are so innocent and confiding, that a man who has sinned may forsake the old evil ways and lead a good life until every stain of that bygone sin is purified. You can believe, as the Greeks believed, in atonement and purification. I believe, as I hope all Christians do, that repentance can wash away sin.
Starting point is 02:04:54 even the accusing memory of wrongdoing and make a man's soul white and fair again that is a beautiful creed i think the gospel gives us warrant for believing as much not as some of the dissenters teach that one effort of faith an hour of prayer and ejaculation can transform a murderer into a saint but that earnest sustained regret for wrongdoing and a steady determination to live a better life yes that is real repentance exclaimed angus interrupting her common sense even without gospel light tells one that it must be good christabel may i call you christabel just for this one isolated half-hour of life here in pentargon bay you shall be miss courtney directly we leave this spot call me what you please i don't think it matters very much faltered christabel blushing deeply but it makes all the difference to me christabel i can't tell you how sweet it is to me just to pronounce your name if if, I could call you by that name always, or by a name still nearer and dearer. But you must judge. Give me half an hour. Half an hour of heartfelt earnest truth on my side, and pitying patience on yours.
Starting point is 02:06:10 Christabel, my past life has not been what a stain this Christian would call a good life. I have not been so bad as Tristan. I have violated no sacred charge, betrayed no kinsman. I suppose I have been hardly worse than the common ruffer. of young men who have the means of leading an utterly useless life. I have lived selfishly, unthinkingly, caring for my own pleasure, with little thought of anything that was to come afterwards, either on earth or in heaven. But all that is past and done with.
Starting point is 02:06:40 My wild oats are sown. I have had enough of youth and folly. When I came to Cornwall the other day I thought that I was on the threshold of middle age, and that middle age could give me nothing but a few years of pain and weariness. But, behold, a miracle. You have given me back my youth. Youth and hope and a desire for length of days and a passionate yearning to lead a new, bright, stainless life.
Starting point is 02:07:06 You have done all this, Christabel. I love you as I never thought it possible to love. I believe in you as I never before believed in woman. And yet, and yet. He paused with a long heart-broken sigh, clasped the girl's hand, which had been straying eyes. among the faded heather, and pressed it to his lips.
Starting point is 02:07:28 And yet, I dare not ask you to be my wife. Shall I tell you why? Yes, tell me, she faltered, her cheeks deadly pale, her lowered eyelids heavy with tears. I told you I was like Achilles, doomed to an early death. You remember with what pathetic tenderness Theta speaks of her son. Quote, Few years are thine, and not a lengthened term. at once too early death and sorrows doomed beyond the lot of man.
Starting point is 02:07:59 End quote. The fates have spoken about me quite as plainly as ever the sea nymph foretold the doom of her son. He was given the choice of length of days or glory, and he deemed fame better than long life. But my life has been as inglorious as it must be brief. Three months ago, one of the wisest of physicians pronounced my doom. The hereditary malady which for the last 50 years has been the curse of my family shows itself by the clearest indications in my case. I could have told the doctor this just as well as he told me, but it is best to have official information. I may die before I am a year older.
Starting point is 02:08:41 I may crawl on for the next ten years, a fragile hot-house plant sent to winter under southern skies. And you may recover and be strong and well again. said Christabel, in a voice choked with sobs. She made no pretense of hiding her pity or her love. Who can tell? God is so good. What prayer will he not grant us if we only believe in him? Faith will remove mountains. I have never seen it done, said Angus.
Starting point is 02:09:10 I'm afraid that no effort of faith in this degenerate age will give a man a new lung. No, Christabel, there is no chance of long life for me. if hope, if love could give length of days my new hope's born of you, my new love felt for you, might work that miracle. But I am the child of my century. I only believe in the possible. And knowing that my years are so few, and that during that poor remnant of life I may be a chronic invalid, how can I, how dare I be so selfish as to ask any girl, young, fresh and bright, with all the joys of life untasted, to be the companion of my decline?
Starting point is 02:09:49 The better she loved me, the sadder would be her life. The keener would be the anguish of watching my decay. But it would be a life spent with you. Her days would be devoted to you. If she really loved you, she would not hesitate, pursued Christabel. Her hands clasped passionately, tears streaming down her pale cheeks, for this moment to her was a supreme crisis of fate.
Starting point is 02:10:14 She would be unhappy, but there would be sweetness even in her sorrow if she could believe that she was a comfort to you. Christabel, don't tempt me. Ah, my darling, you don't know how selfish a man's love is, how sweet it would be to me to snatch such bliss, even on the brink of the dark gulf, on the threshold of eternal light, the eternal silence.
Starting point is 02:10:38 Consider what you would take upon yourself. You, who perhaps have never known what sickness means, have never seen the horrors of mortal disease. Yes, I have sat with some of our poor people when they were dying. I have seen how painful disease is, how cruel nature seems, and how hard it is for a poor creature racked with pain to believe in God's beneficence. But even then there has been comfort in being able to help them and cheer them a little. I have thought more of that than of the actual misery of the scene.
Starting point is 02:11:11 But to give all your young life, all your days and thoughts and hopes to a doomed man, think of that, Christabel. when you are happy with him to see death grinning behind his shoulder, to watch that spectacle which is of all nature's miseries the most awful. The slow decay of human life, a man dying by inches, not death, but dissolution. If my malady were heart disease and you knew then at some moment, undreamt of, unlooked for,
Starting point is 02:11:39 death would come, swift as an arrow from Hecate's bow, brief with no loathsome or revolting detail, then I might say, let us spend my remnant of life together. But consumption, you cannot tell what a painful ending that is. Poets and novelists have described it as a kind of euthanasia. But the poetical mind is rarely strong in scientific knowledge. I want you to understand all the horror of a life spent with a chronic sufferer,
Starting point is 02:12:08 about whom the cleverest position in London has made up his mind. Answer me one question, said Christabel, drying her tears and trying to steady her voice. Would your life be any happier if we were together, till the end? Happier? It would be a life spent in paradise. Pain and sickness could hardly touch me with their sting. Then let me be your wife.
Starting point is 02:12:34 Christabel, are you in earnest? Have you considered? I consider nothing, except that it may be in my power to make your life a little happier than it would be without me. I want only to be sure. of that. If the doom were more dreadful than it is, if there were but a few short months of life left for you, I would ask you to let me share them. I would ask to nurse you and watch you in
Starting point is 02:12:57 sickness. There would be no other fate on earth so full of sweetness for me. Yes, even with death and everlasting morning waiting for me at the end. My Christabel, my beloved, my angel, my comforter. I begin to believe in miracles. I often, almost feel as if you could give me length of years, as well as bliss beyond all thought or hope of mine. Christabel, Christabel, God forgive me if I am asking you to wed sorrow. But you have made this hour of my life an unspeakable ecstasy. Yet I will not take you quite at your word, love.
Starting point is 02:13:34 You shall have time to consider what you are going to do. Time to talk to your aunt. I want no time for consideration. I will be guided by no one. i think god meant me to love you and cure you i will believe anything you say yes even if you promised me a new lung god bless you my beloved you belong to those whom he does everlastingly bless who are so angelic upon this earth that they teach us to believe in heaven my christabel my own i promised to call you miss courtenay when we left pentargon but i suppose now you are to be christabel for the rest of my life "'Yes, always.' "'And all this time we have not seen a single seal,' exclaimed Angus Galey.
Starting point is 02:14:24 His delicate features were radiant with happiness. Who could at such a moment remember death and doom? All painful words which need be said had been spoken. End of Chapter 4. Chapter 5 of Mount Royal Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 5 The silver answer rang
Starting point is 02:14:55 Not death, but love Mrs. Tregonnell and her niece were alone together in the library Half an hour before afternoon tea When the autumn light was just beginning to fade And the autumn mist to rise ghost-like from the narrow little harbor of Boe Castle Miss Bridgman had contrived that it should be so Just as she had contrived the visit to the Seos that morning So, Christabel, kneeling by her aunt's chair in the fire glow
Starting point is 02:15:20 just as she had knelt upon the night before Mr. Hamley's coming, with faltering lips, confessed her secret. "'My dearest, I have known it for ever so long,' answered Mrs. Tregonil, gravely, laying her slender hand, sparkling with hereditary rings, never so gorgeous as the gems bought yesterday, on the girl's sunny hair. "'I cannot say that I am glad.' "'No, Christabel, I am selfish enough to be sorry, for Leonard's sake, that this should have happened. It was the dream of my life that you two should marry.
Starting point is 02:15:52 Dear Aunt, we could never have cared for each other as lovers. We had been too much like brother and sister. Not too much for Leonard to love you as I know he does. He was too confident, to secure of his power to win you. And I, his mother, have brought a rival here, a rival who has stolen your love from my son. Don't speak of him bitterly, dearest. Remember he is the son of the man you love.
Starting point is 02:16:18 but not my son Leonard must always be first in my mind i like angus hamley he is all that his father was yes it is almost a painful likeness painful to me who loved and mourned his father but i cannot help being sorry for leonard leonard shall be my dear brother always said christabel yet even while she spoke it it occurred to her that leonard was not quite the kind of person to accept the fraternal position and pleasantly, or indeed any secondary character whatever in the drama of life. And when are you to be married? asked Mrs. Tregonel, looking at the fire. Oh, Auntie, do you suppose I have begun to think of that yet a while? Be sure that he has, if you have not. I hope he is not going to be in a hurry. You were only nineteen last birthday. I feel tremendously old, said Christabel. We, we were talking a little about the future this afternoon in the billiard-room.
Starting point is 02:17:18 and Angus talked about the wedding being at the beginning of the new year. But I told him I was sure you would not like that. No, indeed. I must have time to get reconciled to my loss, answered the dowager with her arm drawn caressingly round Christabel's head as the girl leaned against her aunt's chair. What will this house seem to me without my daughter? Leonard far away, putting his life in peril for some foolish sport, and you living, heaven knows where,
Starting point is 02:17:46 for you would have to study your husband's taste, not mine in the matter. Why shouldn't we live near you? Mr. Hamley might buy a place. There is generally something to be had if one watches one's opportunity. Do you think he would care to sink his fortune, or any part of it in a Cornish estate, or to live amidst these wild hills?
Starting point is 02:18:06 He says he adores this place. He is in love and would swear as much of a worse place. No, Belle, I am not foolish enough to suppose that you and Mr. Hamley are to settle for. life at the end of the world. This house shall be your home whenever you choose to occupy it, and I hope you will come and stay with me sometimes, for I shall be very lonely without you.
Starting point is 02:18:29 Dear Auntie, you know how I love you. You know how completely happy I have been with you. How impossible it is that anything can ever lessen my love. I believe that, dear girl, but it is rarely nowadays that Ruth follows Naomi. Our modern moose go where their lovers go and worship the same gods. But I don't want to be selfish or unjust, dear.
Starting point is 02:18:52 I will try to rejoice in your happiness. And if Angus Hamley will only be a little patient. If he will give me time to grow used to the loss of you, he shall have you with your adopted mother's blessing. He shall not have me without it, said Christabel, looking up at her aunt with steadfast eyes. She had said no word of the early doom of which Angus had told her. For world she could not have revealed
Starting point is 02:19:17 that fatal truth. She had tried to put away every thought of it while she talked with her aunt. Angus had urged her beforehand to be perfectly frank, to tell Mrs. Tregenel what a mere wreck of a life it was which her lover offered her. But she had refused. "'Let that be our secret,' she said in her low, sweet voice. "'We want no one's pity. We will bear our sorrow together.' "'And, oh, Angus, my faith is so strong. God who has made me so happy by the gift of your love will not take you from me if if your life is to be brief mine will not belong my dearest if the gods will it so we will know no parting but be translated into some
Starting point is 02:20:01 new kind of life together a modern bosses and philemon i think it would be wiser better to tell your aunt everything but if you think otherwise i will tell her nothing except that you love me and that with her consent, I am going to be your wife. And with this determination, Christabel had made her confession to her aunt. The ice once broken, everybody reconciled herself or himself to the new aspect of affairs at Mount Royal. In less than a week, it seemed the most natural thing in life that Angus and Christabel should be engaged. There was no marked change in their mode of life. They rambled upon the hills and went boating on fine mornings, exploring that wonderful coast where the sea-birds congregate, on rocky aisles and fortresses rising sheer out of the sea. In mighty caves, the very tradition
Starting point is 02:20:50 whereof sounds terrible, caves that seem to have no ending but to burrow into unknown, unexplored regions towards the earth's center. With major brief with their skipper and a brace of sturdy boatmen, Angus, Christabel, and Jesse Bridgman spent several mild October mornings on the sea. Now towards Gambique, anon towards Trebarwith. Tintagel from the beach was infinitely grander than intagel in its landward aspect. Here, as Norton says, was that rocky and winding way up the steep sea cliff under which the sea waves wallow, and so assail the foundation of the aisle, as may astonish an unstable rain to consider the peril, for the least slip of the foot leads the whole body into the devouring sea. To climb these perilous paths, to spring from
Starting point is 02:21:38 rock to rock upon the slippery beach, landing on some long green slimy slab over which the sea washes, was Christabel's delight, and Mr. Hamley showed no lack of agility or daring. His health had improved marvelously in that invigorating air. Christabel, noteful of every change of hue in the beloved face, saw how much more healthy a tinged cheek and brow had taken since Mr. Hamley came to Mount Royal. He had no longer the exhausted look or the languid air of a man who had ultimately squandered his talk of life and health. His eye had brightened, with no hectic light, but with the
Starting point is 02:22:14 clear sunshine of a mind at ease. He was altered in every way for the better. And now the autumn evenings were putting on a wintry air. The lights were twinkling early in the Alpine Street of Beauchel. The Little Harbor was dark at five o'clock.
Starting point is 02:22:31 Mr. Hamley had been nearly two months at Mount Royal, and he told himself that it was time for leave-taking. Fain would he have stayed on, stayed until that blissful morning when Christabel and he might kneel side by side before the altar. in Minster Church, and be made one forever, one in life and death, in a union as perfect as that which was symbolized by the plant that grew out of Tristan's tomb and went down into the grave of his mistress. Unhappily, Mrs. Tregonel had made up her mind that her niece should not be
Starting point is 02:23:01 married until she was twenty years of age, and Christabel's twentieth birthday would not arrive till the following midsummer. To a lover's impatience so long an interval seemed an eternity, but Mrs. Tregonel had been very gracious in her consent to his betrothal, so he could not disobey her. Christabel has seen so little of the world, said the dowager. I should like to give her one season in London before she marries, just to rub off a little of the rusticity. She is perfect.
Starting point is 02:23:31 I would not have her changed for worlds, protested Angus. Nor I, but she ought to know a little more of society before she has to enter it as your wife. I don't think a London season. will spoil her, and it will please me to chaperone her, though I have no doubt I shall seem rather an old-fashioned chaperon. That is just possible, said Angus, smiling, as he thought how closely his divinity was guarded. The chaperons of the present day are very easy-going people, or perhaps I ought to say,
Starting point is 02:24:00 that the young ladies of the present day have a certain Yankee go-aheadishness, which very much lightens the chaperon's responsibility. In point of fact, the London chaperon has dwindled into a formula, and no doubt she will soon be improved off the face of society. So much the worse for society, answered the lady of the old school, and then she continued with a friendly air. I dare say you know that I have a house in Bolton Row. I have not lived in it since my husband's death, but it is mine, and I can have it made comfortable between this and the early spring. I have been thinking that it would be better for you and Christabel to be married in London. The law business would be easier settled, and you may have relations.
Starting point is 02:24:42 and friends who would like to be at your wedding, yet who could hardly care to come to Bo Castle. It is a long way, admitted Angus, and people are so inconsistent. They think nothing of going to Angadine, yet grumble consumedly at a journey of a dozen hours in their native land, as if England were not worth the exertion.
Starting point is 02:25:02 Then I think we are agreed that London is the best place for the wedding, said Mrs. Tregenel. I am perfectly content, but if you suggested Timbuktu, I should be just as happy. This being settled, Mrs. Tregonel wrote at once to her agent, with instructions to set the old house in Bolton Row in order for the season immediately after Easter, and Christabel and her lover had to reconcile their minds to the idea of a long, dreary winter of severance. Miss Courtney had grown curiously grave and thoughtful since her engagement,
Starting point is 02:25:32 a change which Jessie, who watched her closely, observed was some surprise. It seemed as if she had passed from girlhood into womanhood in the hour in which she pledged herself to Angus Hemley. She had forever done with the thoughtless gaiety of youth that knows not care. She had taken upon herself the burden of an anxious self-sacrificing love. To no one had she spoken of her lover's precarious hold upon life, but the thought of by how frail a tenure she held her happiness was ever present with her. How can I be good enough to him? How can I do enough to make his life happy, she thought, when it may be for so short a time.
Starting point is 02:26:12 With this ever-present consciousness of a fatal future went the desire to make her lover forget his doom and the ardent hope that the sentence might be revoked, that the doom pronounced by human judgment might yet be reversed. Indeed, Angus had himself begun to make light of his malady. Who could tell that the famous physician was not a false prophet after all? The same dire announcement of untimely death had been made to Lee Hunt, who contrived somehow, not always in the same.
Starting point is 02:26:40 smoothest waters, to steer his frail bark into the haven of old age? Angus spoke of this hopefully to Christabel, as they loitered within the roofless, crumbling walls of the ancient oratory above St. Nectons-Kiev one sunny November morning, Miss Bridgman rambling on the crest of the hill with the black sheep-dog Randy under the polite fiction of blackberry hunting, among hedges which had long been shorn of their last berry, though the freshness of the lichens and ferns still lingered in the sheltered nook. "'Yes, I know that cruel doctor was mistaken,' said Christabel, her lips quivering a little, her eyes wide and grave, but tearless, as they gazed at her lover.
Starting point is 02:27:18 "'I know it, I know it.' "'I know that I am twice as strong and well as I was when he saw me,' answered Angus. "'You have worked as great a miracle for me as ever was wrought at the grave of St. Murthy Riana in Minster Churchyard. "'You have made me happy, and what can cure a man better than perfect bliss?' but oh my darling what is to become of me when i leave you when i return to the beaten ways of london life and looking back at these delicious days ask myself if this sweet life with you is not some dream which i have dreamed and which can never come again you will not think anything of the kind said christabel with a pretty little air of authority which charmed him as all her looks and ways charmed him you know that i am sober reality and that our lives are to be spent together and you are not going back to london at least not to stop there you are going to the south of france indeed this is the first i have heard of any such intention did not that doctor say you were to winter in the south he did but i thought we had agreed to despise that doctor
Starting point is 02:28:25 we will despise him yet be warned by him why should any one who has liberty and plenty of money spend his winter in a smoky city where the fog blinds and stifles him and the frost pinches him, and the damp makes him miserable when he can have blue skies and sunshine and flowers, and ever so much brighter stars a few hundred miles away? We are bound to obey each other, are we not, Angus? Is not that among our marriage vows? I believe there is something about obedience, on the lady's side, but I wave that technicality. I am prepared to become an awful example of a hen-pecked husband. If you say I am to go southward with the swallows, I will go. "'Ye, verily, to Algeria, our tunis, if you insist. "'Though I would rather be on the Riviera,
Starting point is 02:29:12 "'whence a telegram, with a single word, come, "'would bring me to your side in 48 hours.' "'Yes, you will go to that lovely land "'on the shores of the Mediterranean, "'and there you will be very careful of your health, "'so that when we meet in London after Easter, "'your every look will gain, say, that pitiless doctor. "'Will you do this, for my sake, Angus?'
Starting point is 02:29:32 "'She pleaded, lovingly, nestling at his side "'as they stood together on a narrow path, that wound down to the entrance of the Kiev. They could hear the rush of the waterfall in the deep green hollow below them, and the faint flutter of loosely hanging leaves stirred lightly by the light wind and far away the joyous bark of a sheep-dog. No human voices, save their own, disturbed the autumnal stillness. This and much more would I do to please you, love.
Starting point is 02:29:59 Indeed, if I am not to be here, I might just as well be in the south. Nay, much better than in London or Paris, both of which cities I know by heart. But don't you think we could make a compromise, and that I might spend the winter at Torquay, running over to Mount Royal for a few days occasionally? No, Torquay will not do delightful as it would be to have you so near. I have been reading about the climate in the south of France, and I am sure, if you are careful, a winter there will do you worlds of good. Next year. Next year we can go there together and you will take care of me. Was that what you were going to say, Belle?
Starting point is 02:30:36 something like that yes he said slowly after a thoughtful pause i shall be glad to be away from london in old associations my past life is a worthless husk that i have done with forever end of chapter five chapter six part one of mount royal volume one by mary elizabeth brayden this lebrowox recording is in the public domain chapter six in society part one The Easter recess was over. Society had returned from its brief holiday, its glimpse of budding hedges and primrose dotted banks, blue skies and blue violets,
Starting point is 02:31:21 the snowy bloom of orchards, the tender green of young cornfields. Society had come back again and was hard at the London treadmill, yawning at old operas and damning new plays, sniggering at crowded soirees, laying down the law. Each man his particular branch thereof
Starting point is 02:31:37 at carefully planned dinner parties, quarreling and making friends again, eating and drinking, spending and wasting, and pretending to care very little about anything, for society is a salt that has lost its savour if it is not cynical and affected. But there was one debutante, at least that season for whom town pleasures had lost none of their freshness, for whom the old operas were all melody, and the new plays all wit, who admired everything with frankest wonder and enthusiasm, and without a thought of Horace or Pope or Creech or anybody,
Starting point is 02:32:11 except the lover who was always at her side, and who shed the rose-colored light of happiness upon the commonest things. To sit in the Green Park on the mild April morning, to see the guard turn out by St. James Palace after breakfast, to loiter away an hour or two at the picture gallery, was to be infinitely happy. Neither opera nor play, dinner nor dance,
Starting point is 02:32:33 race-course nor flower show was needed to complete the son of Christabel's bliss when Angus Hamley was with her. he had returned from yeah quietest among the southern towns wonderfully improved in health and strength even mrs tregonel and miss bridgman perceived the change in him i think you must have been very ill when you came to mount royal mr hamley said jessie one day you look so much better now my life was empty then it is full now he answered it is hope that keeps a man alive and i had very little to hope for when i went westward how strange the road of life is and how little a man knows what is waiting for him round the corner. The house in Bolton Row was charming, just large enough to be convenient,
Starting point is 02:33:17 just small enough to be snug. At the back, the windows looked into Lord's Somebody's Garden, not quite a tropical paradise, nay, even somewhat flavored with bricks and mortar, but still a garden where, by sedulous art, the gardeners kept alive ferns and flowers, and were trees warranted to resist smoke, put forth young leaves in the springtime,
Starting point is 02:33:37 and only languished and sickened in untimely decay when the London season was over, and their function as fashionable trees had been fulfilled. The house was furnished in a Georgian style, pleasant to modern taste. The drawing-room was of the spindle-legged order, satin-wood card tables, groups of miniatures in oval frames, Japanese folding screen, behind which Belinda might have played Bo Peep, China jars at whose fall Narcissa might have inly suffered while outwardly serene. The dining-room was sawed.
Starting point is 02:34:07 somber and substantial. The bedrooms had been improved by modern upholstery, for the sleeping apartments of our ancestors leave a good deal to be desired. All the windows were full of flowers. Inside and out there was the perfume and color of many blossoms. The three drawing-rooms, growing smaller to a diminishing point, like a practical lesson in perspective, were altogether charming. Major Bree had escorted the ladies to London and was their constant guest, camping out in a bachelor lodging in German Street, and coming across Piccadilly every day to eat his luncheon in Bolton Row and to discuss the evening's engagements. Long as he had been away from London, he acclimatized himself very quickly, found out everything about everybody, what singers were
Starting point is 02:34:52 best worth hearing, what plays best worth seeing, what actors should be praised, which pictures should be looked at and talked about, what horses were likely to win the notable races. He was a walking guide, a living handbook to fashionable London. All Mrs. Tregenel's old friends, all the Cornish people who came to London, called in Bolton Row. And at every house where the lady and her niece visited there were new introductions, whereby the widow's visiting list widened like a circle in the water. And cards for dances and evening parties, afternoons and dinners were super abundant.
Starting point is 02:35:28 Christabel wanted to see everything. She had quite a country girl's, taste and cared much more for the theater and the opera than to be dressed in a new gown, and to be crushed in a crowd of other young women in new gowns, or to sit still and be admired at a stately dinner. Nor was she particularly interested in the leaders of fashion, their ways and manners, the newest professed or professional beauty, the last social scandal. She wanted to see the great city of which she had read in history. The Tower, the Savoy, Westminster Hall, the Abbey, St. Paul's, the Temple, the London of Isles, the Temple, the London of a little.
Starting point is 02:36:02 Elizabeth, the still older London of Edwards and Henry's, the house in which Milton was born, the organ on which he played, the place where Shakespeare's theatre once stood, the old inn, whence Chaucer's pilgrim started on their journey. Even Dickens' London, the London of Pickwick and Winkle, the Saracens' head at which Mr. Squeers put up, had charms for her. "'Is everything gone?' she asked piteously after being told how improvement had to face the brick-and-mortar background of English history. Yet there still remained enough to fill her mind with solemn thoughts of the past. She spent long hours in the abbey with Angus and Jessie, looking at the monuments and
Starting point is 02:36:41 recalling the lives and deeds of long-vanished heroes and statesmen. The tower and the old ends of court were full of interest. Your curiosity about old houses and streets was insatiable. No one less than Macaulay could satisfy you, said Angus one day when his memory was at fault, a man of infinite reading and infallible memory but you have read so much and you remember a great deal they had been prowling about the whitehall end of the town in the bright early morning before fashion had begun to stir herself faintly among her down pillows christabel loved the parks and streets while the freshness of sunrise was still upon them and these early walks were an institution where is the decoy she asked angus one day in st james's park and on being interrogated it appears feared that she meant a certain piece of water described in feverell of the peak. All this part of London was peopled with Scots heroes and heroines
Starting point is 02:37:37 or with suggestions of Goldsmith. Here, Fenella danced before good-natured loose-l living Rowley. Here, Nigel stood aside amidst the crowd to see Charles, Prince of Wales, and his ill-fated favorite Buckingham go by. Here, the citizen of the world met Bo Tibbs and the gentleman in black. For Christabel, the park was like a scene in a stage play. then after breakfast there were long drives into fair suburban haunts where they escaped in some degree from london smoke and london restraints of all kinds where they could charter a boat and row up the river to a still fairer scene and picnic in some rushy creek out of Kennaf society,
Starting point is 02:38:16 and be almost as recklessly gay as if they had been at Tintagil. These were the days Angus loved best. The days upon which he and his betrothed turned their backs upon London society, and seemed as far away from the outside world as ever they had been upon the wild western coast. Like most men educated at Eton and Oxford, and brought up in the neighborhood of the metropolis, Angus loved the Thames with a love that was almost a passion, It is my native country, he said. I have no other. All the pleasantest associations of my boyhood and youth are interwoven with the river. When I die, my spirit ought to haunt these shores like that ghost of the scholar gypsy which you have read about in Arnold's poem. He knew every bend and reach of the river, every tributary, Greek, and Ayat, almost every row of pallard willows, standing stunted and grim along the bank like a line of rugged old men.
Starting point is 02:39:12 he knew where the lilies grew and where there were chances of trout the haunts of monster pike were familiar to him indeed he declared that he knew many of these gentlemen personally that they were as old as the fontainebleau carp and bore a charmed life when i was at eton i knew them all by sight he said there was one which i set my heart upon landing but he was ever so much stronger and cleverer than i if i had caught him i should have worn his skin ever after in the pride of my heart like hercules with his lion but he still inhabits the same creek still sulks among the same rushes and devours the gentler members of the finny race by shoals we christened him dr parr for we knew he was preternaturally old and we thought he must from mere force of association be a profound scholar mr hamley was always finding reasons for these country excursions which he declared were the one sovereign antidote for the poisoned atmosphere of crowded rooms and the evil effects of late hours you wouldn't like to see christabel fade and languish like the flowers in your drawing-room he urged when mrs tregonel wanted her niece to make a round of london visits instead of going down to maidenhead on the coach to lunch somewhere up the river not at skindles or at any other hotel but in the lazy sultory quiet of some sequestered nook below the hanging woods of clive eden i am sure you can spare her for just to-day such a perfect spring day it would be a crime to waste such sunlight and such balmy air in town drawing-rooms could you not strain a point, dear Mrs. Tregonnell and come with us? Aunt Diana shook her head. No, the fatigue would be too much. She had lived such a quiet life at
Starting point is 02:40:53 Mount Royal that a very little exertion tired her. Besides, she had some calls to make. And then there was a dinner at Lady Baltiels, to which she must take Christabel and an evening party afterwards. Christabel shrugged her shoulders impatiently. I am beginning to hate parties, she said. they are amusing enough when one is in them but they are all alike and it would be so much nicer for us to live our own lives and go wherever angus likes don't you think you might defer the cause and come with us to-day auntie dear auntie dear shook her head even if i were equal to the fatigue bell i couldn't defer my visits thursday is lady onslow's day and mrs trevanion's day and mrs van sit starts day and when people have been so wonderfully kind to us it would be uncivil not to call and you will sit in stifling drawing-rooms with the curtains lowered to shut out the sunlight and you will drink ever so much more tea than is good for you and hear a lot of people prosing about the same things over and over again epsom and the office opera and misses this and miss that and misses somebody's new book which everybody reads and talks about just as if there were not another book in the world or as if the old book counted for nothing concluded christabel contemptuously having by this time discovered the conventional quality of kettle-drum conversation
Starting point is 02:42:16 wherein people discourse authoritatively about books they have not read plays they have not seen and people they do not know mr hemley had his own way and carried off christabel and miss bridgman to the white horse cellar with the faithful major in attendance you will bring bell home in time to dress for lady ball teal's dinner said mrs tregonel impressively as they were departing mind major i hold you responsible for her return you are the only sober person in the party i believe jesse bridgman is as wild as a hawk when she gets out of my sight jessie's shrewd gray eyes twinkled at the reproof i am not very sorry to get away from bolton row and the fine ladies who come to see you and who always look at me as much as to say who is she what is she how did she come here and who are obviously surprised if i say anything intelligent first at my audacity in speaking before company, and next that such a thing as I should have any brains. Nonsense, Jesse, how thin-skinned you are. Everybody praises you, said Mrs. Tregonel, while they all waited on the threshold for Christabel to fasten her eight-buttoned gloves, a delicate operation in which she was assisted by Mr. Hamley.
Starting point is 02:43:29 How clever you are at buttoning gloves, exclaimed Christabel. One would think you had served an apprenticeship. That's not the first pair he had. button doll wager cried the major in his loud hearty voice and then seeing angus redden ever so slightly and remembering certain rumors which he had heard at his club the kindly bachelor regretted his speech happily christabel was engaged at this moment in kissing her aunt and did not observe mr hamley's heightened color ten minutes later they were all seated outside the coach bowling down piccadilly hill on their way westward in the good old days this is how you would have started for cornwall said angus i wish we were going to cornwall now so do i if your aunt would let us be married at that dear little church in the glen christabel when i die if you have the ordering of my funeral be sure that i am buried in minster churchyard angus don't murmured christabel piteously dearest we must all die tis an inevitable chance the first statute in max Agnacarta, it is an everlasting act of Parliament. That's what he says of death, dear, who jested at all things, and laid his cap and bells down one day in a lodging in Bond Street,
Starting point is 02:44:44 the end of which we passed just now, sad and lonely, and perhaps longing for the kindred whom he had forsaken. You mean stern, said Christabel. Jesse and I hunted for that house yesterday. I think we all feel sorrier for him than for many a better man. In the early afternoon they had reached their destination, a lovely creek shaded by chestnut and alder, a spot known to few and rarely visited. Here, under green leaves, they moored their boat, and lunched at the contents of a basket which had got ready for them at Skindles, dawdling over the meal, taking their ease, full of talk and laughter. Never had Angus looked better or talked more gaily. Jesse too was at her brightest and had a great deal to say. It is wonderful how well you two get on, said
Starting point is 02:45:33 Christabel, smiling at her friend's prompt capping of some bitter little speech from Angus. You always seem to understand each other so quickly. Indeed, Jessie seems to know what Angus is going to say before the words are spoken. I can see it in her face. Perhaps that is because we are both cynics, said Mr. Hamley. Yes, that is no doubt the reason, said Jessie, reddening a little. The bond of sympathy between us is founded on our very poor opinion of our fellow creatures. But after this, Miss Bridgman became more silent, and gave way much less than usual to those sudden impulses of sharp speech which Christabel had noticed.
Starting point is 02:46:12 They landed presently and went wandering away into the inland, a strange world to Christabel, albeit very familiar to her lover. Not far from here there is Adel which is the most wonderful place in the world for Bluebells, said Angus, looking at his watch. I wonder whether we should have time to walk there. Let us try if it is not very, very far. urged Christabel. I adore bluebells and skylarks and the cuckoo and all the dear country flowers and birds. I have been surfeited with hot-house flowers and caged canary since I came to London. The skylark was singing in the deep blue far aloft over the little wood in which they were wandering. It was the loneliest, loveliest spot, and Christabel felt as if it would be agony to leave it. She and her lover seemed ever so much nearer, dearer, more entirely.
Starting point is 02:47:01 united here than in London drawing-rooms, where she hardly dared to be civil to him less society should be amused or contemptuous. Here she could cling to his arm. It seemed a strong and helpful arm now, and look up at his face with love irradiating her own countenance, and feel no more ashamed than even the garden. Here they could talk without fear of being heard. Poor Jesse and the Major followed at a most respectful distance, just keeping the lovers in view, and no more. Christabel ran back from presently to say they were going to look for bluebells. You'll come, won't you? she pleaded.
Starting point is 02:47:37 Angus says the dell is not far off. I don't believe a bit in his topography, said the Major. Do you happen to know that it is three o'clock and that you are due at a state dinner? At eight, cried Christabel, ages away. Angus says the train goes at six. We are to have some tea at Skindles at five. We have two hours in which to do what we like. There is the row back to Skindles.
Starting point is 02:48:01 say half an hour for that, which gives us 90 minutes for the bluebells. Do you count life by minutes, child? asked the major. Yes, Uncle Oliver, when I am utterly happy. For then every minute is precious. And then she and her lover went rambling on, talking, laughing, poeticing under the flickering shadows and glancing lights, while the other two followed at a leisurely pace, like the dull foot of reality following the winged heel of romance.
Starting point is 02:48:30 Jesse Bridgman was only 27, yet in her own mind it seemed as if she were the matress contemporary. Nay, indeed his senior, for he had never known that grinding poverty which ages the eldest daughter in a large shabby, genteel family. Jesse Bridgman had been old in care before she left off pinafores. Her childish pleasure in the shabbiest of dolls had been poisoned by a precocious familiarity with poor rates and water rates. A sickening dread of the shabby man in pepper and salt tweed, with the end of an oblong account book protruding from his breast pocket, who came to collect money that was never ready for him, and departed leaving a printed notice, like the trail of the serpent behind him.
Starting point is 02:49:13 The first twenty years of Jesse Bridgman's life had been steeped in poverty, every day, every hour flavored with the bitter taste of deprivation in the world's contempt, the want of common comforts, the natural longing for fairer surroundings, the ever-present dread of a still lower deep in which pinching should become starvation, and even the shabby home should be no longer tenable. With a father whose mission upon this earth was to docket and file a certain class of accounts in Somerset House for a salary of 180 pounds a year, and a biannual rise of five, a harmless man, whose only crime was to have married young and made himself responsible
Starting point is 02:49:50 for an unanticipated family. How could a young fellow of two and twenty know that God was going to afflict him with ten children. Mr. Bridgman used to observe plaintively, with a mother whose life was one long domestic drudgery, who spent more of her days in a back kitchen than is consistent for the maintenance of personal dignity, and whose only chance of an airing was that stern necessity which impelled her to go and interview the tax-gatherer in the hope of obtaining time. Jesse's opportunities of tasting the pleasures of youth had been of the rarest. Once in six months or so, perhaps, a shabby, genteel friend gave her father an order from some theatre,
Starting point is 02:50:28 which was in that palpable stage of ruin when orders are freely given to the tavern loafer and the stage door hanger on. And then, oh, what rapture to trudge from shepherd's bush to the west end, and to spend a long, hot evening in the gassy paradise of the upper boxes. Once in a year or so,
Starting point is 02:50:46 Mr. Bridgman gave his wife and Alda's daughter a dinner at an Italian restaurant near Leicester Square. A cheap little pinchy dinner, in which the meager modicum of meat and poultry was eked out by much sauce, redolent of garlic by delicious foreign bread, and two odorous foreign cheese. It was a tradition in the family
Starting point is 02:51:03 that Mr. Bridgman had been a great dinner-giver in his bachelor days, and knew every restaurant in London. They don't forget me here, you see, he said, when the sleek Italian waiter brought him extra knives and forks the dual portion which was to serve for three. Such had been the utmost limit of Jesse's pleasures
Starting point is 02:51:21 before she answered an advertisement in the Times, which stated that a late. living in a retired part of Cornwall required the services of a young lady who could write a good hand, keep accounts, and had some knowledge of housekeeping, who was willing, active, cheerful, and good-tempered, salary, thirty pounds per annum. It was not the first advertisement by many that Jesse had answered. Indeed, she seemed to her own mind to have been doing nothing but answering advertisements, and hoping against hope for a favorable reply since her 18th birthday, when it had been born in upon her, as the evangelicals say, that she ought to go out into the world and do
Starting point is 02:51:58 something for her living, making one mouth less to be filled from the family breadpan. There's no use, talking, mother, she said when Mrs. Bridgman tried to prove that the bright, useful eldest daughter cost nothing. I eat and food costs money. I have a dreadfully healthy appetite, and if I could get a decent situation, I should cost you nothing, and should be able to send you half my salary. And now that Millie is getting a big girl, "'She hasn't an idea of making herself useful,' sighed the mother. "'Only yesterday she let the milkman ring three times "'and then march away without leaving us a drop of milk,
Starting point is 02:52:34 "'because she was too proud or too lazy to open the door, "'while Sarah and I were up to our eyes in the wash.' "'Perhaps she didn't hear him,' suggested Jessie charitably. "'She must have heard his spails if she didn't hear him,' said Mrs. Bridgman. "'Besides, he youped, for I heard him, and relied upon that idle child for taking in the milk. But put not your trust in princes, concluded the overworked matron rather vaguely.
Starting point is 02:53:02 Salary thirty pounds per annum, repeated Jesse, reading the Cornish lady's advertisement over and over again as if it had been a charm. Why, that would be a perfect fortune. Think what you could do with an extra fifteen pounds a year. My dear, it would make my life heaven. But you would want all the money for your dress. You would always.
Starting point is 02:53:22 have to be nice. There would be dinner parties, no doubt, and you would be asked to come into the drawing-room of the evening, said Mrs. Bridgman, whose ideas of the governess's social status were derived solely from Jane Eyre. Jesse's reply to the advertisement was straightforward and succinct, and she wrote a fine, bold hand. These two facts favorably impressed Mrs. Tregonnell, and of the three or four dozen answers which her advertisement brought forth, Jesse's pleased her most. The young lady's references to her father's landlord and the incumbent of the nearest church were satisfactory. So, one bleak, wintry morning, Miss Bridgman left Paddington in one of the great western's almost luxurious third-class carriages, and travelled straight to Lancastert, once a carriage, the very first private carriage she had ever sat in,
Starting point is 02:54:12 and every detail of which was a wonder and a delight to her, conveyed her to Mount Royal. That fine old Tudor Manor House after the shabby ten-roomed villa at Shepard's Bush badly built, badly drained, badly situated, badly furnished, always smelling of yesterday's dinner, always damp and oozy with yesterday's rain, was almost too beautiful to be real.
Starting point is 02:54:36 For days after her arrival, Jesse felt as if she must be walking about in a dream. The elegancies and luxuries of life were all new to her. The perfect quiet and order of this country home, the beauty in every detail. From the old silver urn in Worcester, China, which greeted her eyes on the breakfast table, to the quaint little Queen Anne candlestick which she carried up to her bedroom at night, seemed like a revelation of a hitherto unknown world. The face of nature, the hills and the moors, the sea and the cliffs, was as new to her as all that
Starting point is 02:55:09 indoor luxury. An occasional week at Ramsgate or South End had been all her previous experience of this world's loveliness. Happily, she was not a shy or awkward young person. She accommodated herself with wonderful ease to her altered surroundings, was not tempted to drink out of a finger-glass, and did not waver for a moment as to the proper use of her fish-knife and fork, took no wine, and ate moderately of that luxurious and plentiful fare which was as new and wonderful to her as if she had been transported
Starting point is 02:55:40 from the barren larder of Shepard's bush to that fabulous land where the roasted piglings ran about with knives and porks in their backs, squeaking in pig language, come eat me, come eat me. Often in this paradise of pasties and clotted cream, mountain mutton and barn-dorf owls, she thought with a bitter pang of the hungry circle at home, with whom dinner was the exception rather than the rule, and who made believe to think tea and bloaters an ever so much cozier meal than a formal repast of roast and boiled. On the very day she drew her first quarter salary. Not for worlds would she have anticipated it by an hour. Jessie ran off to a farm she knew of and ordered a monster hamper to be sent to Rosalind Villa,
Starting point is 02:56:21 Shepherds Bush, a hamper full of chickens and goose and cream and butter, with a big saffron-flavored cake for its crowning glory. Such a cake as would delight the younger members of the household. Nor did she forget her promise to send the overtast housemother have her earnings. You needn't mind taking the money, dearest, she wrote in the letter which enclosed the post-office order. Mrs. Tregenel has given me a lovely grey silk gown, and I have bought a brown marino at Lanchiston and a new hat and jacket. You would stare to see how splendidly your homely little Jessie is dressed. Christabel found out the date of my birthday and gave me a dozen of the loveliest gloves, my favorite grey with four buttons. A whole dozen. Did you ever see a
Starting point is 02:57:06 dozen of gloves all at once, Mother. You have no idea how lovely they look. I quite shrink from breaking into the packet, but I must wear a pair at church next Sunday in compliments of the dear little giver. If it were not for thoughts of you and the brood, dearest, I should be intensely happy here. The house is an ideal house. The people are ideal people, and they treat me ever so much better than I deserve. I think I have the knack of being useful to them, which is a great comfort, and I am able to get on with the servants, old servants who had a great deal too much of their own way before I came, which is also a comfort.
Starting point is 02:57:44 It is not easy to introduce reform without making oneself detested. Christabel, who has been steeping herself in French history lately, calls me Tiergo in petticoats, by which you will see she has a high opinion of my ministerial talents. If you can remember Tiergo, poor dear, amidst all your worries, added Jessie, be thinking herself that her mother's book learning had gone to seed in an atmosphere of petty domestic cares, mending, washing, pinching, contriving.
Starting point is 02:58:13 End of Chapter 6, Part 1. Chapter 6, Part 2 of Mount Royal Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 6 In Society, Part 2. This and much more had Jesse Bridgman written seven years ago while Mount Royal was still new to her. the place and the people, at least those two whom she first knew there, had grown dearer as time went on. When Leonard came home from the university, he and his mother's fact-todum did not get on quite so well as Mrs. Tregonel had hoped. Jesse was ready to be kind and obliging to the air of the house, but Leonard did not like her.
Starting point is 02:58:59 In the language of the servants' hall, he put his back up at her. He looked upon her as an interloper and a spy, especially suspecting her in the latter capacity, perhaps from a lurking consciousness that some of his actions would not bear the fierce light of unfriendly observation. In vain did his mother plead for her favourite. You have no idea how good she is, said Mrs. Tregenel. You're perfectly right there, mother, I have not, retorted Leonard. And so useful to me, I should be lost without her.
Starting point is 02:59:30 Of course, that's exactly what she wants. Creeping and crawling and pinching and saving, docking your tradesman's accounts, grinding your servants, fingering your income, till by and by she will contrive to finger a good deal of it into her own pocket. That's the way they all begin. That's the way the man in the play, Sir Giles overreach's man began, you may be sure, till by and by he got Sir Giles under his thumb. And that's the way Miss Bridgman will serve you? I wonder you are so short-sighted. Weak as Mrs. Tregonel was in her love for her son, she was too staunch to be said against a person
Starting point is 03:00:07 she liked by any such assertions as these. She was quite able to form her own opinion about Miss Bridgman's character, and she found the girl straight as an arrow, candid almost to insolence, yet pleasant with all, industrious, clever, sharp as a needle in all domestic details, able to manage pounds as carefully as she had managed pence and six pences. Mother used to give me the housekeeping purse, she said, and I did what I liked. I was always chancellor of the exchequer.
Starting point is 03:00:35 It was a very small exchequer, but I learnt the habit of spending and managing and keeping accounts. While active and busy about domestic affairs, verifying accounts, settling supplies and expenditures with a cook housekeeper, making herself a veritable clerk of the kitchen, and overlooking the housemaids in the finer details of their work, Miss Bridgman still found ample leisure for the improvement of her mind. In a quiet country house where family prayers are bed at eight o'clock every morning, the days are long enough for all things. Jessie had no active share in Christabel's education, which was Mrs. Tregenel's delight and care.
Starting point is 03:01:12 But she contrived to learn what Christabel learnt, to study with her and read with her, and often to outrun her in the pursuit of a favorite subject. They learned German together, they read good French books together, and were companions in the best sense of the word. It was a happy life, monotonous, uneventful, but a placid, busy, all-satisfying life, which Jesse Bridgman led during those six years and a half which went before the advent of Angus Hamley at Mount Royal. The companion's salary had long again been doubled, and Jesse, who had no caprices and whose wants were modest, was able to send forty pounds a year to Shepherd's Bush, and found a rich reward in the increased cheerfulness of the letters from home.
Starting point is 03:01:53 Just so much for Jesse Bridgman's history as she walks by Major Bree's side in the sunlight with a sharply cut face, impressed with a gravity beyond her years, and marked with precocious lines that were drawn there by the iron hand of poverty before she had emerged from girlhood. Of late, even amidst the elegant luxuries of Mayfair, in a life given over to amusement among flowers and bright scenery, and music and pictures, those lines have been growing deeper. Lines that hinted at a secret care. "'Isn't it delightful to see them together?' said the Major, looking after those happy
Starting point is 03:02:27 lovers with a benevolent smile. Yes, I suppose it is very beautiful to see such perfect happiness, like Juan and Hadee before L'ambrose sweep down upon them, returned Miss Bridgman, who was too outspoken to be ashamed of having read Byron's epic. Major Brie had old-fashioned notions about the books women should and should not read, and Byron, except for elegant extracts, was in his index expurgatory. If a woman was allowed to read the Jower, she would inevitably. read Don Juan, he argued. There would be no restraining her after she had tasted blood,
Starting point is 03:03:03 no use in offering her another poet, and saying, now you can read Thalaba or Peter Bell. They were so happy, said Jessie dreamily, so young, and one so innocent. And then came fear, severance, despair, and death for the innocent sinner. It is a terrible story. Fortunately, there is no tyrannical father in this case, replied the cheerful major. everybody is pleased with the engagement. Everything smiles upon the lovers. No, it is all sunshine, said Jessie. There is no shadow.
Starting point is 03:03:37 If Mr. Hamley is as worthy of his betrothed as we have all agreed to think him, yet there was a time when you spoke rather disparagingly of him. My gossiping old tongue should be cut out for repeating club scandals. Hamley is a generous-hearted, noble-natured fellow, and I am not afraid to trust him with the fate of a girl whom I love almost as well as if she were my own daughter. I don't know whether all men love their daughters, by the by. There are daughters and daughters.
Starting point is 03:04:08 I have seen some that it would be tough work to love. But for Christabel, my affection is really parental. I have seen her bud and blossom, a beautiful living flower, a rose in the garden of life. And you think Mr. Hamley is worthy of her? said Miss Bridgman, looking at her. him searchingly with her shrewd gray eyes, in spite of what you heard at the clubs. "'A feco for what I heard at the clubs,' exclaimed the major,
Starting point is 03:04:35 blowing the slander away from the tips of his fingers as if it had been thistledown. "'Every man has a past and every man outlives it. The present and the future are what we have to consider. It is not a man's history but the man himself that concerns us. And I say that Angus Hamley is a good man, a right meaning man, a brave and generous man. if a man is to be judged by his history where would david be i should like to know and yet david was the chosen of the lord added the major conclusively i hope said jesse earnestly with vague visions of intrigue and murder conjured up in her mind that mr hamley was never as bad as david no no murmured the major the circumstances of modern times are so different don't you see an advanced civilization a greater respect for human life. Napoleon I did a good many queer things, but you would not get a monarch and a
Starting point is 03:05:32 commander-in-chief to act as David and Joe acted nowadays. Public opinion would be too strong for them. They would be afraid of the newspapers. Was it anything very dreadful that you heard at the club three years ago? asked Jesse, still hovering about a forbidden theme with a morbid curiosity strange in one whose acts and thoughts were for the most part ruled by common sense. The Major, who would not allow a woman to read Don Juan, had his own ideas of what ought and ought not to be told to a woman. My dear Miss Bridgman, he said, I would not, for worlds, pollute your ears with the ribbled trash men talk in a club smoking-room?
Starting point is 03:06:12 Let it suffice for you to know that I believe in Angus Hamley, although I have taken the trouble to make myself acquainted with the follies of his youth. They walked on in silence for a little while after this, and then the Major said in a voice full of kindness. I think you went to see your own people yesterday, did you not? Yes, Mrs. Tregenel was kind enough to give me a morning, and I spent it with my mother and sisters. The Major had questioned her more than once about her home, in a way which indicated so kindly
Starting point is 03:06:41 an interest that it could not possibly be mistaken for idle curiosity. And she had told him, with perfect frankness, what manner of people her family were, in no wise hesitating to admit their narrow means and the necessity that she should earn her own living. I hope you found them well and happy. I thought my mother looked thin and weary. The girls were wonderfully well, great hearty, overgrown creatures. I felt myself a wretched little shrimp among them.
Starting point is 03:07:10 As for happiness, well, they are as happy as people can expect to be who are very poor. Do you really think poverty is incompatible with happiness? asked the major with a philosophical air. I have had a particularly happy life, and I have never been rich. Ah, that makes all the difference, exclaimed Jesse. You have never been rich, but they have always been poor. You can't conceive what a gulf lies between those two positions.
Starting point is 03:07:38 You have been obliged to deny yourself a great many of the mere idle luxuries of life, I dare say, hunters, the latest improvements in guns, valuable dogs, continental traveling. But you have had enough for all the needful things. For neatness, cleanliness, and orderly household. a well-kept flower garden everything spotless and bright about you no slipshod made of all work printing her greasy thumb upon your dishes nothing out at elbows your house is small but of its kind it is perfection and your garden well if i had such a garden in such a situation i would not envy eve the eden she lost is that really your opinion cried the enraptured soldier or are you saying this just to please me to reconcile me to my job trot life, my modest surroundings.
Starting point is 03:08:27 I mean every word I say. Then it is in your power to make me richer in happiness than Rothschild or bearing. Dearest Miss Bridgman, dearest Jessie, I think you must know how devotedly I love you. Till today I have not dared to speak, for my limited means would not have allowed me to maintain a wife as the woman I love ought to be maintained. But this morning's post brought me the news of the death of an old admiral of the blue, who was my father's first cousin. He was a bachelor like myself,
Starting point is 03:08:59 left the Navy soon after the signing of Sir Henry Pottinger's Treaty at Nankan in 42, never considered himself well enough off to marry, but lived in a lodging at Devonport and hoarded and hoarded and hoarded for the mere abstract pleasure of accumulating his surplus income, and the result of his hoarding,
Starting point is 03:09:17 combined with the little dodging of the investments in stocks and shares is that he leaves me a solid four hundred a year in great westerns. It is not much from some people's point of view, but, added to my existing income, it makes me very comfortable. I could afford to indulge all your simple wishes, my dearest. I could afford to help your family. He took her hand. She did not draw it away, but pressed it gently, with a grasp of friendship. Don't say one word more. You are too good. You are the best and kindest man I have ever known, she said, and I shall love an
Starting point is 03:09:54 honor you all my life, but I shall never marry. I made up my mind about that, oh, ever so long ago. Indeed, I never expected to be asked, if the truth must be told. I understand, said the Major terribly dashed. I am too old. Don't suppose that I have not thought about that. I have, but I fancy the difficulty might be got over. You are so different from the common run of girls. So stayed, so sensible. of such a contented disposition. But I was a fool to suppose that any girl of... Seven and twenty, interrupted Jessie.
Starting point is 03:10:32 It is a long way up the hill of girlhood. I shall soon be going down on the other side. At any rate, you are more than twenty years my junior. I was a fool to forget that. Dear Major Bree, said Jessie very earnestly. Believe me, it is not for that reason I say no. If you were as young, as young as Mr. Hamley, the answer would be just the same.
Starting point is 03:10:55 I shall never marry. There is no one, prince or peasant, whom I care to marry. You are much too good a man to be married for the sake of a happy home, for status in the world, kindly companionship, all of which you could give me.
Starting point is 03:11:09 If I loved you as you ought to be loved, I would answer proudly, yes, but I honour you too much to give you half-love. Perhaps you do not know with how little I could be satisfied, urged the Major, opposing what he imagined to be a romantic scruel. with a shrewd common sense of his fifty years experience i want a friend a companion a helpmate and i am sure you could be all those to me if i could only make you happy you could not interrupted jesse with cruel decisiveness
Starting point is 03:11:39 pray never speak of this again dear major brie your friendship has been very pleasant to me it has been one of the many charms of my life at mount royal i would not lose it for the world and can we always be friends if you if you will only remember that I have made up my mind irrevocably, never to marry. I must needs obey you, said the Major, deeply disappointed, but too unselfish to be angry. I will not be importunate, yet one word I must say. Your future, if you do not, Mary, what is that to be? Of course, so long as Mrs. Tregonnell lives, your home will be at Mount Royal, but I fear that does not settle the question for long. My dear friend does not appear to me a long-lived woman. I have seen traces of premature decay. When Christabel is married and Mrs. Tragonel is dead, where is your home to be?
Starting point is 03:12:34 Providence will find me one, answered Jesse, cheerfully. Providence is wonderfully kind to plain little spinsters with a knack of making themselves useful. I have been doing my best to educate myself ever since I have been at Mount Royal. It is so easy to improve one's mind when there are no daily worries about the tax-gatherer and the milkman, and when I am called upon to seek a new home, I can go out as a governess, and drink the cup of life as it is mixed for governesses, as Charlotte Bronte says. Perhaps I shall write a novel as she did, although I have not her genius. I would not be sure of that, said the major. I believe there is some kind of internal fire burning you up, although you are outwardly so quiet. I think it would have been your salvation to
Starting point is 03:13:20 accept the jog-trot life and peaceful home I have offered you. Very likely, replied Jesse with a shrug and a sigh. But how many people reject salvation? They would rather be miserable in their own way than happy in anybody else's way. The major answered never a word. For him, all the glory of the day had faded. He walked slowly on by Jesse's side, meditating upon her words, wondering why she had so resolutely refused him.
Starting point is 03:13:49 There had not been a bit of him. been the least wavering. She had not even seemed to be taken by surprise. Her mind had been made up long ago. Not him, nor any other man would she wed. Some early disappointment, perhaps, mused the Major. A curate at Shepherd's Bush. Those young men have a great deal to answer for. They came to the hyacinth dell, an earthly paradise to the two happy lovers who were sitting on a mossy bank in a sheet of azure bloom, which, seen from the distance, Hathworth, Youngst, trees looked like blue, bright water. To the major the hazel copse and the bluebells, the young oak plantation, and all the lovely details of mosses and flowering grasses, and starry
Starting point is 03:14:32 anemones, were odious. He felt in a hurry to get back to his club and steep himself in London pleasures. All the benevolence seemed to have been crushed out of him. Christabel saw that her old friend was out of spirits and contrived to be by his side on their way back to the boat, trying to cheer him with sweetest words and loveliest smiles. Have we tired you, she asked. The afternoon is very warm. Tired me. You forget how I ramble over the hills at home. No, I am just a trifle put out, but it is nothing. I had news of a death this morning, a death that makes me richer by four hundred a year. If it were not for respect for my dead cousin who so kindly made me his heir, I think I should go to-night to the most
Starting point is 03:15:17 rowdy theatre in London just to put myself in spirits. Which are the rowdy theatres, Uncle Oliver? Well, perhaps I ought not to use such a word. The theatres are all good in their way, but there are theatres and theatres. I should choose one of those to which the young men go night after night to see the same piece, a burlesque or an opera booth, plenty of smart jokes and pretty girls. Why have you not taken me to those theatres? We have not come to them yet.
Starting point is 03:15:48 You have seen Shakespeare and modern comedy, which is rather a weak material as compared with Sheridan, or even with Coleman and Morton, whose plays were our staple entertainment when I was a boy. You have heard all the opera singers? Yes, you have been very good. But I want to see Cupid and Syke. Two of my partners last night talked to me of Cupid and Syke,
Starting point is 03:16:10 and were astounded that I had not seen it. I felt quite ashamed of my ignorance. i asked one of my partners who was particularly enthusiastic to tell me all about the play and he did to the best of his ability which was not great and he said that a miss maine stella main who plays psych is simply adorable she is the loveliest woman in london he says and was greatly surprised that she had not been pointed out to me in the park now really uncle oliver this is very remiss in you "'You who are so clever in showing me famous people when we are driving in the park?' "'My dear, we have not happened to see her, that is all,' replied the Major, without any responsive smile at the bright young face smiling up at him. "'You have seen her, I suppose?'
Starting point is 03:16:59 "'Yes, I saw her when I was last in London.' "'Not this time.' "'Not this time.' "'You most unenthusiastic person.' "'But I understand your motive. "'You have been waiting an opportunity to take Jessie and me to take Jessie and me to see this divine psych. Is she absolutely lovely? Lovelyness is a matter of opinion. She is generally accepted as a particularly pretty woman. When would you take me to see her? I have no idea.
Starting point is 03:17:28 You have so many engagements. Your aunt is always making new ones. I can do nothing without her permission. Surely you like dancing better than sitting in a theatre. No, I do not. Dancing is delightful enough, but to be in a theater is to be in fairyland. It is like going into a new world. I leave myself and my own life at the doors, and go to live and love and suffer and be glad with the people in the play. To see a powerful play, really well acted, such acting as we have seen, is to live a new life from end to end in a few hours. It is like getting the essence of a lifetime without any of the actual pain, for when the situation is too terrible, one can pinch oneself and say,
Starting point is 03:18:12 It is only a dream, an acted dream. If you like powerful plays, plays that make you tremble and cry, you would not care two pence for Cuban and Syke, said Major Brie. It is something between a burlesque and a fairy comedy,
Starting point is 03:18:27 a most frivolous kind of entertainment, I believe. I don't care how frivolous it is. I have set my heart upon seeing it. I don't want to be out of the fashion. If you won't get me a box at the where is it? The Goliad is it?
Starting point is 03:18:41 Theater. At the kaleidoscope, I shall ask Angus. Please don't. I shall be seriously offended if you do. Let me arrange the business with your aunt. If you really want to see the piece, I suppose you must see it, but not unless your aunt likes. Dearest, dearest, kindest Uncle Oliver, cried Christabel, squeezing his arm. From my childhood upwards, you have always fostered myself will by the blindest indulgence. I was afraid that all at once you were going to be unkind and thwart me major brie was thoughtful and silent for the rest of the afternoon and although jessie tried to be as sharp-spoken and vivacious as usual the effort would have been obvious to any two people properly qualified to observe the actions and expressions of others but angus and christabel being completely absorbed in each other saw nothing amiss in their companions the river and landscape were divine a river for gods a wood for nymphs altogether too lovely for mortals.
Starting point is 03:19:44 Tea, served on a little round table in the hotel garden, was perfect. "'How much nicer than the dinner to-night!' exclaimed Christabel. "'I wish we were not going.' "'And yet it will be very pleasant, I dare say. A table decorated with the loveliest flowers, well-dressed women, clever men, all talking as if there was not a care in life, and perhaps we shall be next to each other,' added the happy girl looking at Angus.
Starting point is 03:20:10 "'What a comfort to me that I am out of it,' said Jessie. "'How nice to be an insignificant young woman "'whom nobody ever dreams of asking to dinner!' "'A powdered old dowager did actually hint at my going "'to her musical evening the other day when she called in Bolton Row. "'Be sure you come early,' she said gushingly, "'to Mrs. Tregonel and Christabel, "'and then in quite another key, glancing at me,' she added,
Starting point is 03:20:34 "'and if Miss Err would like to hear my singers, I should be, er, delighted, no doubt mentally, adding, I hope she won't have the impertinence to take me at my word. Jesse, you are the most evil-thinking person I ever knew, cried Christabel. I am sure Lady Millamott meant to be civil. Yes, but did she not mean me to go to her party, retorted Jessie. The happy days, the society evening slipped by, dining, music, dancing, and now came the bright season of rustic
Starting point is 03:21:08 entertainments, more dancing, more music, lawn tennis, archery, water parties, every device by which the summer hours may chime in tune with pleasure. It was July. Christabel's birthday had come and gone, bringing a necklace of single diamonds and a basket of June roses from Angus, and the most perfect thing in park hacks from Mrs. Tregonnell. But Christabel's wedding day, more fateful than any birthday except the first, had not yet been fixed, albeit Mr. Hamley pressed for a decision upon this vital point. It was to have been at midsummer, he said one day when he had
Starting point is 03:21:43 been discussing the question Tate-a-Tade with Mrs. Treganol. Indeed, Angus, I never said that. I told you that Christabel would be twenty at midsummer, and that I would not consent to the marriage until after then. Precisely, but surely that meant soon after. I thought
Starting point is 03:21:59 we should be married early in July, in time to starve for the Tyrol in golden weather. I never had any fixed date in my mind, and answered Mrs. Tregonel, with a pained look. Struggle with herself as she might, this engagement of Christabel's was a disappointment and a grief to her. I thought my son would have returned before now.
Starting point is 03:22:19 I should not like the wedding to take place in his absence. And I should like him to be at the wedding, said Angus, but I think it will be rather hard if we have to wait for the caprice of a traveler who, from what Bell tells me of his letters. Has Belle shown you any of his letters? asked Mrs. Tregenel with a vexed look. no i don't think he has written to her has he no of course not his letters are always addressed to me he is a wretched correspondent i was going to say that from what bell tells me your son's movements appear most uncertain and it really does not seem worth while to wait when the wedding day is fixed i will send him a message by the atlantic cable we must have him at the wedding mr hamley did not see the necessity but he was too kind to say so he pressed for settlement as to the day or week or at least the month in which his marriage was to take place,
Starting point is 03:23:12 and at last Mrs. Tregonel consented to the beginning of September. They were all agreed now that the fittest marriage temple for this particular bride and bridegroom was the little old church in the heart of the hills, the church in which Christabel had worshipped every Sunday, morning or afternoon ever since she could remember. It was Christabel's own desire to kneel before that familiar altar on her wedding day, in the solemn peacefulness of that loved hillside, with friendly, honest country faces round her, rather than in the midst of a fashionable crowd, attended by bridesmaids after Gainsborough and pageboys after Van Dyke, in an atmosphere heavy with the scent of S. Bocay. Mr. Hamley had no near relations, and, albeit a whole
Starting point is 03:23:53 bevy of cousins and a herd of men from the clubs, would have gladly attended to witness his excision from the ranks of gilded youth, and to bid him Godspeed on his voyage to the domestic haven. Their presence at the sacrifice would have given him no pleasure. on the other hand, there was one person resident in London whose presence would have caused him acute pain. Thus, each of the lovers, pleading for the same favor, Mrs. Tregonel had forgotten her idea of a London wedding, and had come to see that it would be very hard upon all the kindly inhabitants of Forberry and Minster, Bocastle, Travalga, Bosnia, and Trevina, to deprive them of the pleasurable excitement to be derived from Christabel's wedding.
Starting point is 03:24:32 early in September, in the golden light of that lovely time, they were to be quietly married in the dear old church, and then away to Tyrolean Woods and Hills, scenes which for Christabel seemed to be the chosen background of poetry, legend, and romance, rather than an actual country provided with hotels and accessible by tourists. Once having consented to the naming of an exact time,
Starting point is 03:24:57 Mrs. Tregenel felt there could be no withdrawal of her word. She telegraphed to Leonard, who was somewhere in the rocky mountains with a chosen friend a couple of english servants and three or four canadians and who were he so minded could be home in a month and having despatched this message she felt the last wrench had been endured nothing that could ever come afterwards save death itself could give her a sharper pain poor leonard she replied it will break his heart in the years that were gone she had so identified herself with her son's hopes and schemes had so projected her her thoughts into his future, seeing him in her waking dreams as he would be in the days to come, a model squire, possessed of all his father's old-fashioned virtues, with a great deal of modern cleverness superadded, a proud and happy husband, the father of a noble race. She had kept this vision of the future in her mind so long, had dwelt upon it so fondly,
Starting point is 03:25:53 had colored it so brightly, that to forego it now to say to herself, this thing was but a dream which I dreamed, and it can never be realized. was like relinquishing a part of her own life. She was a deeply religious woman, and if called upon to bear physical pain, to suffer the agonies of a slow and curable illness, she would have suffered with the patience of a Christian martyr, saying to herself, as brave Dr. Arnold said in the agony of his sudden fatal malady, whom he loveth, he chastineth. But she could not surrender the daydream of her life without bitterest repining. In all her love of Christabel, in all her careful education and moral training of the niece to whom she had been as a mother,
Starting point is 03:26:35 there had been this leban of selfishness. She had been rearing a wife for her son, such a wife as would be a man's better angel, a guiding, restraining, elevating principle, so interwoven with his life that he should never know himself in leading strings, an influence so gently exercised that he should never suspect that he was influenced. Leonard has a noble heart and a fine manly character. The mother had often told herself, but he wants the association of a milder nature than his own. He is just the kind of man to be guided and governed by a good wife, a wife who would obey his lightest wish, and yet rule him always for good. She had seen how, when Leonard had been disposed to act unkindly or illiberally by a tenant, Christabel had been able to persuade
Starting point is 03:27:20 him to kindness or generosity, how, when he had set his face against going to church, being minded to devote Sunday morning to the agreeable duty of cleaning a favorite gun, or physicking a favorite spaniel, or greasing a cherished pair of fishing boots, Christabel had taken him there. How she had softened and toned down his small social discurtecies, checked his tendency to strong language, and as it were, expurgated, edited, and amended him. And, having seen and rejoiced in this state of things, it was very hard to be told that another had won the wife she had molded, after her own fashion, to the gladness of and glory of her son's life. All the harder because it was her own short-sighted folly which had
Starting point is 03:28:01 brought Angus Hamley to Mount Royal. All through that gay London season, for Christabel a time of unclouded sadness, Car King Care had been at Mrs. Tregonnell's heart. She tried to be just to the knees whom she dearly loved, and who had so tenderly and fully repaid her affection. Yet she could not help feeling as if Christabel's choice was a personal injury, nay, almost treachery and ingratitude. She must have known that I meant her to be my son's wife, she said to herself, yet she takes advantage of my poor boy's absence and gives herself to the first comer. Surely September is soon enough, she said pettishly, when Angus pleaded for an earlier date.
Starting point is 03:28:43 You will not have known Christabel for a year even then. Some men love a girl for half a lifetime before they win her. But it was not my privilege to know Christabel at the beginning, of my life, replied Angus, I made the most of my opportunities by loving her the moment I saw her. It is impossible to be angry with you, sighed Mrs. Tregenil. You are so like your father. That was one of the worst hardships of the case. Mrs. Tregenel could not help liking the man who had thwarted the dearest desire of her heart. She could not help admiring him and making comparisons between him and Leonard, not to the advantage of her son. Had not her first
Starting point is 03:29:23 love been given to his father, the girl's romantic love, ever so much more fervid and intense than any later passion, the love that sees ideal perfection in a lover. End of Chapter 6. Chapter 7 of Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Libravox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 7. Cupid and Psych. In all the bright June weather, Christabel had been too busy and too happy to remember her caprice about Cupid and Syke.
Starting point is 03:30:01 But just after the Henley Week, which to some thousands and to these two lovers had been as a dream of bliss, a magical mixture of sunlight and balmy airs and flowery meads, fine gowns and fine luncheons, nigger singers, stone-breaking athletes, gypsy sorceresses eager to read high fortunes on any hand for half a crown, rowing men, racing men, artists, actors, poets, critics, swells. Just after the wild excitement of that watery satire, Turnalia. Mr. Hamley had occasion to go to the north of Scotland to see an ancient kinswoman of his father, an eccentric maiden aunt, who had stood for him by proxy at the baptismal font, and at the same time announced her intention of leaving him her comfortable fortune,
Starting point is 03:30:44 together with all those snuffed mulls, quaves, knives, and forks, spoons and other curiosities of Caledonia, which had been in the family for centuries, provided always that he grew up with a high opinion of Mary Stewart, and religiously believed the casket-legged, to be the vile forgeries of George Buchanan. The old lady, who was a kindly soul with a broad, scotch tongue, had an inconvenient habit of sending for her nephew at odd times and seasons, when she imagined herself on the point of death, and he was too kind to turn a deaf ear to this oft-repeated cry of wolf, lest after making light of her summons he should hear that the real wolf had come and devoured the harmless affectionate old lady. So now,
Starting point is 03:31:25 just when London life was at its gayest and brightest, when the moonlit city after midnight looked like fairyland and the Thames embankment, with its long chain of glittering lamps gleaming golden above the sapphire river was a scene to dream about, Mr. Hamley had to order his portmanteau and a handsome and drive from the Albany to one of the great railway stations in the Euston Road, and to curl himself up in his corner of the limited mail, scarcely to budge till he was landed at Inverness. It was hard to leave Cristobel, though it were only for a week. He swore to her that his absence should not outlast a week, unless the grisly wolf, called death,
Starting point is 03:32:00 did indeed claim his victim. "'I know I shall find the dear old soul up and hearty,' he said lightly, devouring Scotch Collops or Haggis, or Coquiliki, or something equally loathsome, and offering me some of that extraordinary soup which she always talks of in the plural. Do have a few more broth, Angus.
Starting point is 03:32:19 They're very good the day. But she is a sweet old woman, despite her barbarities, and one of the happiest days of my life will be that on which I take you to see her. And if—if she is not very ill, you will come back soon, won't you, Angus?' pleaded Cristobel. As soon as ever I can tear myself away from the call-ups and the few broth. If I find the dear old imposter in rude health, as I quite expect, I will hob and knob with her over one glass of toddy, sleep one night under her roof, and then across the water as fast as the express will carry me.
Starting point is 03:32:52 So they parted. and Angus had scarcely left Bolton Row an hour when Major Bree came in and by some random flight of fancy, Christabel remembered Cupid and Syke. The three ladies had just come upstairs after dinner. Mrs. Tregenel was enjoying 40 winks in a low capacious chair near an open window in the first drawing room, softly lit by shaded Carcel lamps,
Starting point is 03:33:14 scented with tea roses and Stephanotus. Christabel and Jessie were in the tiny third room where there was only the faint light of a pair of wax candles on the mantelpiece. Here, the Major found them when he came creeping in from the front room where he had refrained from disturbing Mrs. Tregenel. "'Auntie's asleep,' said Christabel. "'We must talk in subdued murmurs.
Starting point is 03:33:36 She looked sadly tired after Mrs. Dulcemer's garden party. "'I ought not to have come so early,' "'apologized the Major. "'Yes, you ought. We are very glad to have you. "'It is dreadfully dull without Angus.' "'What? You begin to miss him already?' "'Already!' echoed Christabel. "'I missed him before the sound of his cab-wheels was out of the street.
Starting point is 03:33:59 "'I have been missing him ever since.' "'Poor little Bell!' "'And he is not halfway to Scotland yet,' she sighed. "'How long and slow the hours will be! "'You must do all you can to amuse me? "'I shall want distractions, dissipation even. "'If we were at home I should go and wander up by Willa Park "'and talk to the girls.
Starting point is 03:34:21 here there's nothing to do. Another stupid garden party at Twickenham tomorrow, exactly opposite the one day at Richmond, the only variety being that we shall be on the north bank of the river instead of the south bank. A prosy dinner in Regent's Park the day after. Let me see, said Christabel, suddenly animated. We are quite free for tomorrow evening.
Starting point is 03:34:45 We can go and see Cupid and Syke, and I can tell Angus all about it when he comes back. Please get us a nice sea-e-eat-a-es-a-and-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a. table box like a dear obliging Uncle Oliver as you are? Of course I am obliging, groaned the major, but the most obliging person that ever was can't perform impossibilities. If you want a box at the kaleidoscope, you must engage one for tomorrow month or tomorrow six weeks. It is a mere bandbox of a theatre, and everybody in London wants to see this parago of nonsense illustrated by pretty women. You have seen it, I suppose.
Starting point is 03:35:19 "'Yes, I dropped in one night with an old naval friend who had taken a stall for his wife which she was not able to occupy.' "'Major, Bree, you are a very selfish person,' said Christabel, straightening her slim waist and drawing herself up with mock dignity. "'You have seen this play yourself, and you are artful enough to tell us it is not worth seeing, just to save yourself the trouble of hunting for a box.' "'Uncle Oliver, that is not chivalry.' "'I used to think you were a chivalrous person.' "'Is there anything improper in the play?' asked Jessie, striking with her usual bluntness, never afraid to put her thoughts into speech.
Starting point is 03:35:57 "'Is that your reason for not wishing Christabel to see it?' "'No, the piece is perfectly correct,' stammered the Major. "'There is not a word.' "'Then I think Bell's whim ought to be indulged,' said Jessie, "'especially as Mr. Hamley's absence makes her feel out of spirits.' The Major murmured something vague about the difficulty of getting places with less than six weeks' notice, whereupon Christabel told him, with a dignified air, that he need not trouble himself any further. But a young lady who has plenty of money,
Starting point is 03:36:29 and who has been accustomed, while dutiful and obedient to her elders, to have her own way in all essentials, is not so easily satisfied as the gileless major supposed. As soon as the West End shops were open next morning, before the jewelers had set out their dazzling wares, those diamond perours and reveres which are always inviting the casual lounger to step in and buy them. Those goodly chased claret jugs and Queen Anne tea-kettles, and mighty venison dishes, which seem to say, this is an age of luxury, and we are indispensable to a gentleman's table. Before those still more attractive shops, which deal in hundred guinea dressing-cases, Jasper inkstands, or Molu paperweights, lapis lazuli blotting-books, and coral-powder boxes,
Starting point is 03:37:12 had laid themselves out for the tempter's work. Miss Cortine and Miss Bridgman, in their neat morning attire were tripping from library to library in a quest of a box at the kaleidoscope for that very evening. They found what they wanted in Bond Street. Lady Somebody had sent back her box by a footman just ten minutes ago on account of Lord Somebody's attack of gout. The librarian could have sold it word fifty boxes, and at a fabulous price, but he virtuously accepted four guineas, which gave him a premium of only one guinea for his trouble, and Christabel went home rejoicing. "'It will be such fun to show the Major that we are cleverer than he,' she said to Jessie.
Starting point is 03:37:52 Miss Bridgman was thoughtful and made no reply to this remark. She was pondering the Major's conduct in this small matter, and it seemed to her that he must have some hidden reason for wishing Christabel not to see, Cupid and Syke. That he, who had so faithfully waited upon all their fancies, taking infinite trouble to give them pleasure, could in this matter be so disobliging or indifferent, seemed hardly possible.
Starting point is 03:38:14 There must be a reason. And yet, what reason could there be to taboo a piece which the Major distinctly declared to be correct and which all the fashionable world went to see? Perhaps there is something wrong with the drainage of the theatre, Jesse thought, speculating vaguely, a suspicion of typhoid fever which the Major had shrunk from mentioning out of respect for feminine nerves?
Starting point is 03:38:37 Did you ever tell Mr. Hamley you wanted to see Cupid and Syke? asked Miss Bridgman at last, sorely exercised in spirit, fearful less Christabel was incurring some kind of peril by her persistence. Yes, I told him, but it was at a time when we had a good many engagements and I think he forgot all about it. Hardly like Angus was it to forget one's wishes when he is generally so eager to anticipate them. A strange coincidence, thought Jessie. Mr. Hamley and the Major had been unanimous in their neglect of this particular fancy of Christabel's. At luncheon Miss Courtney told her aunt the whole story.
Starting point is 03:39:14 how Major Brie had been most disobliging, and how she had circumvented him. "'And my revenge will be to make him sit out, Cupid and Sake, for the second time,' she said lightly, for he must be our escort. "'You will go, of course, dearest, to please me.' "'My pet, you know how the heat of a theatre always exhausts me,' pleaded Mrs. Tregenel, whose health, long delicate, had been considerably damaged by her duties as chaperone. "'When you are going anywhere with Angus, I like to be seen with you. "'But to-night, with the Major and Jessie, I shall not be wanted.
Starting point is 03:39:47 I can enjoy an evening's rest.' "'But do you enjoy that long, blank evening, Auntie?' asked Christabel, looking anxiously at her aunt's somewhat care-worn face. People who have one solitary care make so much of it, nurse and fondle it, as if it were an only child. "'Once or twice, when we have let you have your own way and stay at home, you have looked so pale and melancholy when we came back, as if you had been brooding upon sad thoughts all the evening.'
Starting point is 03:40:13 "'Sad thoughts will come, Belle.' "'They ought not to come to you, Auntie. "'What cause have you for sadness?' "'I have a dear son far away, Belle. "'Don't you think that is cause enough? "'A son who enjoys the wild sports of the West "'ever so much better than he enjoys his home, "'but who will settle down by and by
Starting point is 03:40:33 "'into a model country squire. "'I doubt that, Christabel. "'I don't think you will ever settle down now.' "'There was an emphasis, an almost angry emphasis, upon the last word which told Christabel only too plainly what her aunt meant. She could guess what disappointment it was that her aunt sighed over in the long, lonely evenings. And, albeit the latent resentfulness in Mrs. Tregonol's mind was an injustice, her niece could not help being sorry for her.
Starting point is 03:41:02 Yes, dearest, he will, he will, she said resolutely. He will have his fill of shooting byzance in all manner of big and small game, out yonder, and he will come home and marry some good good sweet girl, who will love you only just a little less than I do, and he will be the last grand example of the old-fashioned country squire, a race fast-dying out, and he will be as much respected as if the power of the Norman Botterrell still ruled in the land, and he had the right of dealing out high-handed justice, and immuring his fellow creatures in a dungeon under his drawing-room.
Starting point is 03:41:35 I would rather we would not talk about him, answered the widow gloomily. You turn everything into a joke. You forget that in my uncertainty. about his fate every thought of him is fraught with pain. Belle hung her head and the meal ended in silence. After luncheon came dressing and then the drive to Twickenham with Major Bree in attendance. Christabel told him of her success as they drove through the park to Kensington.
Starting point is 03:42:00 I have the pleasure to invite you to a seat in my box at the kaleidoscope this evening, she said. What box? A box was Jesse and I secured this morning before you had finished your breakfast. A box for this evening? For this evening. I wonder you care to go to a theatre without Hamley. It is very cruel of you to say that, exclaimed Christabel, her eyes brightening with girlish tears which her pride checked before they could fall.
Starting point is 03:42:29 You ought to know that I am wretched without him, and that I want to lose the sense of my misery in dreamland. The theatre is for me what opium was for Coleridge and Equincey. I understand, said Major Brue. You are not merry, but you do beguiled the thing you are by seeming otherwise. You will go with us? Of course, if Mrs. Tregonel does not object. I shall be very grateful to you for taking care of them, answered the dowager languidly
Starting point is 03:42:57 as she leaned back in no carriage. A fine example of handsome middle age. Gracious, elegant, bearing every mark of good birth, yet with a worn look, as of one for whom fading beauty and decline of strength would come too swiftly. I know I shall be tired to death when we get back to town. I don't think London society suits you so well as the monotony of Mount Royal, said Major Brie. No, but I am glad Christabella's had her first season. People have been extremely kind.
Starting point is 03:43:29 I never thought we should have so many invitations. You did not know that beauty is the ace of trumps in the game of society. The garden party was as other parties of the same genus. strawberry ices and iced coffee in a tent under a spreading Spanish chestnut music and recitations in a drawing room with many windows looking upon the bright swift river and the picturesque roofs of Old Richmond just that one little picturesque group of bridge and old tiled gables which still remains fine gowns fine talk a dash of the aesthetic element
Starting point is 03:44:02 strange colors strange forms and fashions pretty girls in grandmother bonnets elderly women in limpophilia gowns with tumbled frills and lank hair. Christabel and the Major walked about the pretty garden, and criticized all the eccentricities, she glad to keep aloof from her many admirers, safe under the wing of a familiar friend. Five o'clock, she said. That makes twenty-four hours. Do you think he will be back tomorrow? He, might I ask whom you mean by that pronoun? Angus. His telegram this morning. said that his aunt was really ill, not in any danger, but still quite an invalid,
Starting point is 03:44:43 in that he would be obliged to stay a little longer than he had hoped might be needful in order to cheer her. Do you think he will be able to come back tomorrow? Hardly, I fear. Twenty-four hours would be a very short time for the cheering process. I think you ought to allow him a week. Did you answer his telegram? Why, of course. I told him how miserable I was without him, but that he must do whatever was right and kind for his aunt. I wrote him a long letter before luncheon to the same effect. But, oh, I hope the dear old lady will get well very quickly.
Starting point is 03:45:18 If usquibal can mend her, no doubt the recovery will be rapid, answered the major laughing. I dare say that it is why you are so anxious for Hamley's return. You think if he stays in the north he may become a confirmed toddy-drinker. By the by, when his return is so uncertain, Do you think it is quite safe for you to go to the theatre tonight? He might come to Bolton Row during your absence. That is hardly possible, said Christabel,
Starting point is 03:45:44 but even if such a thing should occur, he would come and join us at the kaleidoscope. This was the Major's last, feeble and futile effort to prevent a willful woman having her own way. They rejoined Mrs. Tregonnell and went back to their carriage almost immediately, where, in Bolton Row in time for a seven o'clock dinner, and were seated in the box of the kaleidoscope,
Starting point is 03:46:04 minutes after eight. The kaleidoscope was one of the new theatres which had been added to the attractions of London during the last 20 years. It was a small house, and of exceeding elegance. The inspiration of the architect thereof seemingly derived rather from the Bonbonier of Cerrode and Boisier than from the severer exemplars of high art. Somebody said it was a theater which looked as if it ought to be filled with glassy chestnuts or crystallized violets, rather than with substantial flesh and blood. The draperies thereof were of the palest dove-colored poplin and cream-white satin. The foetés were upholstered in velvet of the same dove-color,
Starting point is 03:46:43 with a monogram in dead gold. The pilasters and moldings were of the slenderest and most delicate order, no heavy masses of gold or color, all airy, light, graceful. The sweeping curve of the auditorium was in itself a thing of beauty. Every fold of the voluminous dove-colored curtain, lined with crimson satin, which flashed among the dove tints here and there like a gleam of vivid color in the breast of a tropical bird, was a study. The front of the house was lighted with old-fashioned wax candles, a recurrence to obsolete fashion which reminded the few survivors
Starting point is 03:47:18 of the d'orsay period of Her Majesty's Majesty's in the splendid days of pasta and Malabran, and which delighted the court and livery of the Tallow Chandler's company. What a lovely theatre! cried Christabel, looking round the house, which was crowded with a brilliant audience. And how cruel have you not to bring us here? It is the prettiest theatre we have seen yet. Yes, it is a nice little place, said the Major feebly. But, you see, they've been playing the same piece all the season.
Starting point is 03:47:48 No variety. What did that matter when we had not seen the piece? Besides, a young man I danced with told me he had been to see it fifteen times. That young man was a gnass, grumbled the Major. well i can't help thinking so too assented christabel and then the overture began a dreamy classical compound made up of reminiscences of mozart beethoven and webber a melodious patchwork dignified by scientific orchestration christabel listened dreamily to the dreamy music thinking of angus all the while wondering what he was doing in the far-away scottish land which she knew only from sir walter's novels the dove-coloured curtains were drawn apart to a strain of plaintive sweetness and the play half-poem half satire began the scene was a palace garden in some unsuspected isle in far-off seas the personages were syke her sisters and the jealous goddess whose rest had been disturbed by rumors of an earthly beauty which surpassed her own divine charms,
Starting point is 03:48:53 and who approached the palace disguised as a crone, dealing in filters and simples, ribbons and perfumes, a kind of female atollicus. First came a dialogue between Venus and the elder sisters, handsome women both, but of a coarse type of beauty, looking too large for the frame in which they appeared. Christabel and Jesse enjoyed the smartness of the dialogue, which sparkled with Aristophanian hits at the follies of the hour,
Starting point is 03:49:18 and yet had a poetical grace which seemed the very favor of the old Greek world. At last, after the interest of the fable had fairly begun, there rose the faint melodious breathings of a strange music within the palace, the quaint and primitive harmonies of a three-stringed allier, and Sike came slowly down the marble steps, a slender gracious figure in classic drapery, Canova's statue incarnate. Very pretty face, muttered the Major looking at her through his,
Starting point is 03:49:48 opera-glass, but no figure. The slim, willowy form, delicately and lightly molded as a young fawns, who was assuredly of a type widely different from the two young women of the fleshy school who represented Sykes' jealous sisters. In their case, there seemed just enough mind to keep those sleek, well-favored bodies in motion. In Stellomaine, the soul, or, at any rate, an ethereal essence, a vivid beauty of expression, an electric brightness which passes for the soul, so predominated over the sensual, that it would have scarcely surprised one if this fragile butterfly creature had verily spread a pair of filmy wings and floated away into space. The dark, liquid eyes, the small, chiseled features exquisitely Greek, were in most perfect
Starting point is 03:50:33 harmony with the character. Amongst the substantial sensuous forms of her companions, this psych moved like a being from the spirit world. Oh, cried Christabel, almost with a gasp. How perfectly lovely! Yes, she's very pretty, isn't she? muttered the Major, tugging at his grey moustache, and glaring at the unconscious Syke from his lurking place at the back of the box. Pretty is not the word.
Starting point is 03:51:02 She is the realization of a poem. Jesse Bridgman said nothing. She had looked straight from Syke to the Major as he grunted out his acquiescence, and the troubled expression of his face troubled her. It was plain to her all in a moment. that his objection to the kaleidoscope theatre was really an objection to Syke. Yet, what harm could that lovely being on the stage even were she the worst and vilest of her sex
Starting point is 03:51:27 due to anyone so remote from her orbit as Christabel Cortine? The play went on. Sykes spoke her graceful lines with a perfect intonation. Nature had in this case not been guilty of cruel inconsistency. The actress's voice was as sweet as her face. Every movement was harmonious. every look lovely. She was not a startling actress,
Starting point is 03:51:51 nor was there any need of great acting in the part that had been written for her. She was psych, the loved, the loving, pursued by jealousy, persecuted by women's unwomanly hatred, afflicted, despairing, yet loving always, beautiful in every phase of her gentle life.
Starting point is 03:52:08 Do you like the play? asked the Major grimly when the curtain had fallen on the first act. I never enjoyed anything so much, it is so different from all other plays we have seen said Christabel and psych Miss Tellermaine is she not is the loveliest creature I ever saw in my life you must allow a wide margin for stage makeup paint and powder and darkened lashes grumbled the major but I have been studying her face through my class it is hardly at all made up just compare her
Starting point is 03:52:40 with the faces of the two sisters which are like china plates badly fired Jesse what are you dreaming about? You haven't a particle of enthusiasm. Why don't you say something? I don't want to be an echo, said Miss Bridgman curtly. I could only repeat what you are saying. I can't be original enough to say that Miss Maine is ugly. She is simply the loveliest creature we have seen on the stage or off it, exclaimed Christabel, who was too rustic to want to know who Miss Maine was, and where the manager had discovered such a pearl as a London playgoor might have done. Hark, said Jesse, there's a knock at the door. Christabel's heart began to beat violently. Could it be Angus?
Starting point is 03:53:24 No, it was more likely to be some officious person offering Isis. It was neither, but a young man of the languid, elegant type, one of Christabel's devoted admirers, the very youth who had told her of his having seen Cupid and Syke fifteen times. Why, this makes the sixteenth time, she said, smiling at him as they shook hands. I think it is nearer the twentieth, he replied. It is quite the jolliest piece in London. Don't you agree with me? I think it is, remarkably jolly, answered Christabel, laughing. What odd words you have in London for the expression of your ideas, and so few of them. A kind of shorthand, said the major, arbitrary characters. Jolly means anything you like,
Starting point is 03:54:09 awful means anything you like. That kind of language gives the widest scope for the exosurricular. size of the imagination. How is Mrs. Tregonel? asked the youth not being given to the discussion of abstract questions, frivolous or solemn. He had a mind which could only grasp life in the concrete, an intellect that required to deal with actualities. People, coats, hats, boots, dinner, park hack, just as little children require actual counters to calculate with. He subsided into a chair behind Miss Courtney, and the box being a large one, remained there for the rest of the play. To the despair of a companion youth in the stalls, who looked up ever and an on, vacuous and
Starting point is 03:54:50 wondering, and who resembled his friend as closely as a well-matched carriage-horse resembles his fellow, grooming and action precisely similar. "'What brilliant diamonds!' said Christabel, noticing a collet necklace which Syke wore in the second act, and which was a good deal out of harmony with her Greek drapery. not by any means resembling those simple golden ornaments which patient Dr. Shliman and his wife dug out of the hill at his Sarlick. But of course they are only stage jewels, continued Christabel, yet they sparkle as brilliantly as diamonds of the first water. Very odd, but so they do, muttered young Fitzpellum behind her shoulder, and then a Sotovoche to the major, he said. That's the worst of giving these women jewels, they will wear them.
Starting point is 03:55:36 "'And that emerald butterfly on her shoulder,' pursued Christabel. "'One would suppose it were real.' "'A real butterfly? "'No, real emeralds.' "'It belonged to the Empress of the French and was sold for three hundred and eighty guineas at Christie's,' said Fitzpellum. "'Whereupon Major Bree's substantial boot came down heavily on the youth's Queen Anne's shoe. "'At least the Empress has one like it,' stammered Fitzpellum,
Starting point is 03:56:03 saying to himself in his own vernacular that he had hoofed it. How do you like Stella Main? he asked by and by when the act was over. I was charmed with her. She is the sweetest actress I ever saw. Not the greatest. There are two or three who far surpass her ingenious, but there is a sweetness, a fascination. I don't wonder she is the rage. I only wonder Major Brie could have deprived me of the pleasure of seeing her all this time. You could stand the piece a second time, couldn't you? certainly or a third time it is so poetical it carries one into a new world pretty foot and ankle hasn't she murmured fitzbellum to which frivolous comment miss courtney made no reply her soul was wrapped in the scene before her the mystic wood whither syke had now wandered with her divine lover the darkness of a summer night in the greek archipelago fireflies flitting athward alex and olive bushes a glimpse of the distant starlet
Starting point is 03:57:03 see. Here, goaded by her jealous sisters to a fatal curiosity, Sake stole with her lap to the couch of her sleeping lover, gazing spellbound upon that godlike countenance, represented in actual flesh by a chubby round face and round brown eyes, and in her glad surprise, letting fall a drop of oil from her lap on Cupid's winged shoulder, whereon the God leaves her, wounded by her want of faith. Had he not told her they must meet only in the darkness, and that she must never seek to know his name. So ends the second act of the fairy drama. In the third, poor Syke is an ignoble bondage,
Starting point is 03:57:41 a slave to Venus in the goddess's palace at Scythira, a fashionable fine lady Venus, who leads her gentle handmaid in a sorry life till the god of love comes to her rescue. And here, in the tiring chamber of the goddess, the playwright makes sport of all the arts by which modern beauty is manufactured. Here, poor Syke,
Starting point is 03:58:02 tearful despairing has to toil at the creation of the queen of beauty whose charms of face and figure are discovered to be all falsehood from the topmost curl of her tope to the arched instep under her jewelled throughout this scene psych alternates between smiles and tears and then at the last cupid appears claims his mistress defies his mother and the happy lovers linked in each other's arms floats skyward on a shaft of limelight and so the graceful mythic drama ends, fanciful from the first line to the last, gay and lightly touched as burlesque, yet with an element of poetry which burlesque for the most part lacks. Christabel's interest had been maintained throughout the performance. How extraordinarily silent you have been all the evening, Jessie, she said as they were putting on their cloaks. Surely you like the play?
Starting point is 03:58:54 I like it pretty well. It is rather thin, I think. But then perhaps that is because I have twelfth night still in my memory, as we heard Mr. Brandram recited last week at Willis's rooms. Nobody expects modern comedy to be as good as Shakespeare, retorted Christabel. You might as well find fault with the electric light for not being quite equal to the moon. Don't you admire that exquisite creature? Which of them? asked Jessie, stolidly buttoning her cloak.
Starting point is 03:59:22 Which of them? Oh, Jessie, you have generally such good taste. Why, Miss Maine, of course? It is almost painful to look at the others. "'They are such common earthy creatures compared with her.' "'I have no doubt she is very wonderful, "'and she is the fashion which goes for a great deal,' answered Miss Bridgman.
Starting point is 03:59:42 "'But never a word and praise of Stella Mayne "'could Christabel extort from her. "'She, who, educated by Shepherd's Bush and poverty, "'was much more advanced in knowledge of evil "'than the maiden from beyond Tamar, "'suspected that some sinister influence "'was to be feared in Stella Mayne. "'Why else had the major so
Starting point is 04:00:01 doggedly oppose their visit to this particular theatre. Why else did he look so glum when Stelomaine was spoken about? End of Chapter 7. Chapter 8 Part 1 of Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 8 Le Secre de Polychinelle Part 1 The next day but one was Thursday,
Starting point is 04:00:34 an afternoon upon which Mrs. Tregonnell in the habit of staying at home to receive collars, and a day on which her small drying-rooms were generally filled with more or less pleasant people, chiefly of the fairer sex, from four to six. The three rooms, small by degrees and beautifully less, the old-fashioned furniture and profusion of choicest flowers, lent themselves admirably to gossip and afternoon tea, and were even conducive to mild flirtation, for there was generally a sprinkling of young men of the Fitzpellum type, having nothing particular to say, but always fought. in their dress and well-meaning as to their manners. On this afternoon, which to Christabel seemed
Starting point is 04:01:12 a day of duller hue and colder atmosphere than all previous Thursdays, on account of Angus Hamley's absence, there were rather more callers than usual. The season was ripening towards its clothes. Some few came to pay their last visit, and to inform Mrs. Tregenel and her niece about their holiday movements, generally towards the Engadine or some German spa, the one spot of earth to which their constitution could accommodate itself at this time of year. I am obliged to go to Pontresina before the end of July, said a ponderous middle-aged matron to Miss Courtney. I can't breathe anywhere else in August and September. I think you would find plenty of air at Boe Castle, said Christabel, smiling at her earnestness,
Starting point is 04:01:56 but I dare say the Angadine is very nice. Five thousand feet above the level of the sea, said the matron proudly. I like to be a little nearer the sea. to see it and smell it and fill its spray upon my face, answered Christabel. Do you take your children with you? Oh, no, they all go to Ramsgate with the governess and a maid. Poor little things, and how sad for you to know that there are all those mountain passes, a three-day's journey between you and your children.
Starting point is 04:02:27 Yes, it is very trying, sighed the mother, but they are so fond of Ramsgate, and the Angadine is the only place that suits me. You have never been to Chagford? Chagford. No. What is Chagford? A village upon the edge of Dartmoor, all among the Devonshire hills. People go there for the fine bracing air.
Starting point is 04:02:49 I can't help thinking it must do them almost as much good as the Angadine. Indeed. I have heard that Devonshire is quite too lovely, said the matron, who would have despised herself had she been familiar with her native land. But what have you done with Mr. Hamlet? I am quite disappointed as not seeing him this afternoon. He is in Scotland, said Christabel, and then went on to tell as much as was necessary
Starting point is 04:03:14 about her lover's journey to the north. How dreadfully dull you must be without him, said the lady sympathetically and several other ladies, notably a baronet's widow who had been a friend of Mrs. Tregenel's girlhood, a woman who never said a kind word of anybody, yet was invited everywhere, and who had the reputation of giving a better dinner on a small scale, than any other lonely woman in London. The rest were young women, mostly of the gushing type,
Starting point is 04:03:41 who were prepared to worship Christabel because she was pretty, an heiress, and engaged to a man of some distinction in their particular world. They had all clustered round Mrs. Tregonnell and her niece in the airy front drawing-room, while Miss Bridgman poured out tea at a Japanese table in the middle room, waited upon sedulously by Major Bree, Mr. Fitzpelham, and another youth, a Somerset house young man, who wrote for the society papers, or believed that he did, on the strength of having had an essay on tame cats, accepted in the big gooseberry season, and gave himself to the world as a person familiar with the undercurrents of literary and dramatic life. The ladies made a circle round Mrs. Tregonel and these three gentlemen circulating with teacups,
Starting point is 04:04:24 sugar basins, and cream pots, joined spasmodically in the conversation. Christabel owned to finding a certain emptiness in life without her lover. She did not parade her devotion to him, but was much too unaffected to pretend indifference. We went to the theatre on Tuesday night, she said. Oh, how could you? cried the oldest and most gushing of the three young ladies. Without Mr. Hamley? That was our chief reason for going. We knew we should be dull without him.
Starting point is 04:04:54 We went to the kaleidoscope and were delighted with psych. All the three young ladies gushed in chorus. Stella Main was quite too lovely. A poem, a revelation, and so on and so on. Lady Cumberbridge, the Baronet's widow, pursed her lips and elevated her eyebrows, which, on a somewhat modified form, resembled Lord Thurlowe's, but said nothing.
Starting point is 04:05:18 The Somerset house young man stole a glance at Fitzpellum and smiled meaningly, but the amiable Fitzpellum was only vacuous. "'Of course you have seen this play,' said Mrs. Tregonel, turning to Lady Cumberbridge. "'You see everything, I know.' "'Yes, I make it my business to see everything good, bad, and indifferent,' answered the strong-minded dowager, in a voice which would have hardly shamed the Lord Chancellor's wig, which those thorough-like eyebrows so curiously suggested.
Starting point is 04:05:48 It is the sole condition upon which London life is worth living. If one only saw the good things one would spend most of one evening at home, and we don't leave our country places for that. I see a good deal that bores me, an immense deal that disgusts me, and a little, very little, that I can honestly admire. Then I am sure you must admire Cupid and Syke, said Christabel. My dear, that piece, which I am told has brought a fortune to the management, is just one of the things that I don't care to talk about before young people. I look upon it as the triumph of vice, and I will. And I will. Wonder. Yes, very much wonder, that you were allowed to see it.
Starting point is 04:06:31 There was an awfulness about the dowager's tone as she uttered these final sentences which out-thurloughed Thurlow. Christabel shivered, hardly knowing why, but heartily wishing there had been no such person as Lady Cumberbridge among her aunt's London acquaintance. But surely there is nothing improper in the play, dear Lady Cumberbridge, exclaimed the eldest gusher, too long in society to shrink from sifting any question of that kind. There is a great deal that is improper, replied the dowager sternly. Surely not in the language, that is too lovely, urged the gusher. I must be very dense, I'm afraid, for I really did not see anything objectionable. You must be very blind as well as dense if you didn't seize Teletelamain's diamonds, retorted the dowager.
Starting point is 04:07:20 Oh, of course I saw the diamonds. One could not help see. them. And do you think there is nothing improper in those diamonds or their history? demanded Lady Cumberbridge, glaring at the damsel from under those terrific eyebrows. If so, you must be less experienced in the ways of the world than I gave you credit for being. But I think I said before that this is a question which I do not care to discuss before young people, even advanced as young people are in their ways and opinions nowadays. The maiden blushed this reproof, and the comrade. conversation steered judiciously by Mrs. Tregenel, glided on to safer topics.
Starting point is 04:07:59 Yet calmly as that lady bore herself, and carefully as she managed to keep the talk among pleasant ways for the next half-hour, her mind was troubled not a little by the things that had been said about Stella Mayne. There had been a curious significance in the dowager's tone when she expressed surprise at Christabel having been allowed to see this play. That significant tone, in conjunction with Major Breeze, marked opposition to Bell's wish upon her. on this one matter, argued that there was some special reason why Bell should not see this actress. Mrs. Tregonel, like all quiet people, very observant, had seen the Somerset House young man's meaning smile as the play was mentioned. What was this peculiar something
Starting point is 04:08:39 which all these people had in their minds? And of which she, Christabel's aunt, to whom the girl's welfare and happiness were vital, knew nothing. She determined to take the most immediate and direct way of knowing all that was to be known by questioning that parapetetic chronicle of fashionable scandal, Lady Cumberbridge. This popular personage knew a great deal more than the society papers, and was not constrained like those prints to disguise her knowledge in Delphic hints and dark sayings. Lady Cumberbridge, like John Knox, never feared the face of man, and could be as plain spoken and as coarse as she pleased.
Starting point is 04:09:17 I should so like to have a few words with you by and by, if you'd don't mind waiting till these girls are gone, murmured Mrs. Tregonel. Very well, my dear. Get rid of them as soon as you can, for I have some people coming to dinner, and I want an hour's sleep before I put on my gown. The little assembly dispersed within the next quarter of an hour, and Christabel joined Jessie in the smaller drawing-room. You can shut the folding doors, bell, said Mrs. Treganel carelessly. You and Jesse are sure to be chattering, and I want a quiet talk with Lady Cumberbridge. Christabel obeyed, wondering a little what the quiet talk would be about, and whether by any chance it would touch upon the play last night.
Starting point is 04:09:58 She, too, had been struck by the significance of the dowager's tone, and then it was so rarely that she found herself excluded from any conversation which her aunt had part. Now, said Mrs. Tregonel, directly the doors were shut. I want to know why Christabel should not have been allowed to see that play the other night. What? cried Lady Cumberbridge. Don't you know why? Indeed, no, I did not go with them, so I had no opportunity of judging as to the play. My dear soul, exclaimed the deep voice of the dowager, it is not the play. The play is well enough.
Starting point is 04:10:33 It is the woman. And do you really mean to tell me that you don't know? That I don't know what? Stella Main's history. What should I know of her more than of any other actress? They are all the same to me. like pictures which I admire or not from the outside. I am told that some are women of fashion who go everywhere, and that it is a privilege to know them,
Starting point is 04:10:58 and that someone ought hardly to speak about, though one may go to see them, while there are others, who hover like stars between two worlds, said Lady Cumberbridge. Yes, that's all true, and nobody has told you anything about Stella Maine. No one. Then I'm very sorry I mentioned her name to you. I dare say you will hate me if I tell you the truth. People always do. Because in point of fact, truth is generally hateful.
Starting point is 04:11:26 We can't afford to live up to it. I shall be grateful to you if you will tell me all that there is to be told about this actress, who seems in some way to be concerned. In your niece's happiness? Well, no, my dear, we will hope not. It is all the thing of the past. Your friends have been remarkably discreet. It is really extraordinary.
Starting point is 04:11:48 that you should have heard nothing about it. But on reflection, I think it is really better you should know the fact. Stella Mayne is the young woman for whom Mr. Hamley nearly ruined himself three years ago. Mrs. Tregonel turned weighed as death. Her mind had not been educated to the acceptance of sin and folly as a natural element in a young man's life. In her view of mankind, the good men were all Bayards, fearless, stainless. The bad were a race apart, to be shunned by all. all good women. To be told that her niece's future husband, the man for whose sake her whole
Starting point is 04:12:24 scheme of life had been set aside, the man whom Christabel and she had so implicitly trusted, was a fashionable libertine, the lover of an actress, the talk of the town, was a revelation that changed the whole color of life. Are you sure that this is true? she asked falteringly. My dear creature, do I ever say anything that isn't true? There is no need to invent things. god knows that things people do are bad enough and wild enough to supply conversation for everybody but this about hamley and stella main is as well known as the albert memorial he was positively infatuated about her took her off the stage she was in the back row of the ballet at drury lane salary seventeen and sixpence a week he lived with her in italy for a year then they came back to england and he gave her a house in st john's wood squandered his money upon her had her educated worshipped her in fact and i am told would have married her if she had only behaved herself fortunately these women never do behave themselves they show the clovenfoot too soon our people only go wrong after marriage but i hope my dear you will not allow yourself to be worried by this business it is all a thing of the past and hamley will make just as good a husband as if it had never happened
Starting point is 04:13:47 Better perhaps, for he will be all the more able to appreciate a pure-minded girl like your niece. Mrs. Tregonel listened with a stony visage. She was thinking of Leonard, Leonard, who had never done wrong in this way within his mother's knowledge, who had been cheated out of his future wife by a flashy trickster, a man who talked like a poet, and who yet had given his first passionate love and the best and brightest years of his life to a stage dancer. How long is it since Mr. Hamley,
Starting point is 04:14:17 has ceased to be devoted to Miss Main, she asked in a cold, dull voice. I cannot say exactly. One hears so many different stories. There were paragraphs in the Society papers last season. A certain young sprig of fashion, a general favorite, whose infatuation for a well-known actress has been a matter of regret among the Hout-Volet, is said to have broken his bonds. The lady keeps her diamonds and threatens to publish his letters, and so on and so forth. know the kind of thing? I do not, said Mrs. Tregonel. I have never taken any interest in such paragraphs.
Starting point is 04:14:55 Ah, that is the consequence of vegetating at the fag end of England. All the pungency is taken out of life for you. Mrs. Tregenel asked no further questions. She had made up her mind that any more detailed information which she might require must be obtained from another channel. She did not want this battered woman of the world to know how hard she would. was hit. Yes, albeit there was a far-off gleam of light amidst this darkness. She was profoundly hurt by the knowledge of Angus Hamley's wrongdoing. He had made himself
Starting point is 04:15:29 very dear to her, dear from the tender association of the past, dear for his own sake. She had believed him a man of scrupulous honour, of pure and spotless life. Perhaps she had taken all this for granted in her rustic simplicity, seeing that all his ideas and instincts were those of a gentleman. She had made no allowance for the fact that the Willow the Whist's passionate love may lure even a gentleman into swampy ground, and that his sole superiority over profligates of coarser clay will be to behave himself like a gentleman in those morasses wither on air and fancy has beguiled him.
Starting point is 04:16:05 I hope you will not let this influence your feelings towards Mr. Hamley, said Lady Cumberge. If you did so, I should really feel sorry for having told you. but you must inevitably have heard the story from somebody else before long. No doubt. I suppose everybody knows it. Why, yes, it was tolerably notorious. They used to be seen everywhere together. Mr. Hamley seemed proud of his infatuation,
Starting point is 04:16:32 and there were plenty of men in his own set to encourage him. Modern society has adopted Danton's motto, don't you know? De l' audace, "'Agore de l' audace, and "'toujure de l'adess. "'And now I must go and get my siesta, "'or I shall be as stupid as an owl "'all all the evening.
Starting point is 04:16:50 "'Good-bye.' "'Mrs. Tregonel sat like a statue, "'absorbed and thought, "'for a considerable time "'after Lady Cumberbridge's departure. "'What was she to do?' "'This horrid story was true, no doubt. "'Major Brie would be able to confirm it presently
Starting point is 04:17:07 "'when he came back to dinner as he had promised to come. "'What was she? she to do? Allow the engagement to go on. Allow an innocent and pure-minded girl to marry a man whose infatuation for an actress had been town talk, who had come to Mount Royal fresh from that evil association, wounded to the core, perhaps by the base creature's infidelity, and seeking consolation wherever it might offer, bringing his second-hand feelings with all the bloom worn off them to the shrine of innocent young beauty, dedicating the mere ashes of burned-out fire, to the woman who was to be his wife,
Starting point is 04:17:43 perhaps even making scornful comparisons between her simple rustic charms and the educated fascinations of the actress, bringing her the leavings of a life, the mere dregs of youth's wine-cup. Was Christabel to be permitted to continue under this shameful delusion? To believe that she was receiving all
Starting point is 04:18:02 when she was getting nothing? No, ten thousand times no. It was womanhood's stern duty to come to the rescue of Gile two-trusting girlhood. Bitter as the ordeal must needs be for both, Christabel must be told the whole cruel truth. Then it would be for her own heart to decide.
Starting point is 04:18:22 She would still be a free agent. But surely her own purity of feeling would teach her to decide rightly, to renounce the lover who had so fooled and cheated her, and, perhaps, later to reward the devotion of that other adorer who had loved her from boyhood upwards with a steady unwavering affection. chiefly demonstrated by the calm self-assured manner in which he had written of Christabel, in his letters to his mother, has his future wife, the possibility of her rejection of that honor never having occurred to his rustic intelligence.
Starting point is 04:18:53 Christabel peeped in through the half-open door. Well, Aunt Die, is your conference over? Has her ladyship gone? Yes, dear. I am trying to coax myself to sleep, answered Mrs. Tregonnell from the depths of her armchair. Then I'll go and dress for dinner. ah how i only wish there was a chance of angus coming back to-night sighed christabel softly closing the door major brey came in ten minutes afterwards come here and sit by my side said mrs tregonel i want to talk to you seriously the major complied feeling far from easy in his mind how pale you look he said is there anything wrong yes everything is wrong you have treated me very badly you have been very badly you have been very very very false to me and to Christabel.
Starting point is 04:19:41 That is rather a wide accusation, said the Major calmly. He knew perfectly what was coming, and that he should require all his patience, all that sweetness of temper which had been his distinction through life, in order to leaven the widow's wrath against the
Starting point is 04:19:57 absent. Perhaps you won't think it too much trouble to explain the exact nature of my offense. Mrs. Tregenal told him Lady Cumberbridge's story. Did you or did you not know this last October, she asked. I had heard something
Starting point is 04:20:13 about it when I was in London two years before. And you did not consider it your duty to tell me? Certainly not. I told you at the time when I came back from town that your young protege's life had been a trifle wild. Miss Bridgman remembered the fact, and spoke of it the night Hamley came to Mount Royal. When I saw how matters were going with Bell and Hamley,
Starting point is 04:20:35 I made it my business to question him, considering myself Bell's next friend, and he assured me, as between man and man, that the affair with Stella Main was over, that he had broken with her formerly and finally. From first to last, I believe he acted wonderfully well in the business. Acted well, acted well, to be the avowed lover of such a woman, to advertise his devotion to her, associate his name with hers irrevocably, for you know that the world never forgets these alliances. and then to come to Mount Royal, and practice upon our provincial ignorance,
Starting point is 04:21:11 and offer his battered life to my niece? Was that well? You could hardly wish him to have told your niece the whole story. Besides, it is a thing of the past. No man can go through life with the burden of his youthful follies hanging round his neck and strangling him. The past is as much a part of a man's life as the present. I want my niece's husband to be a man of an unstained past.
Starting point is 04:21:37 Then you will have to wait a long time for him. My dear Mrs. Tregonel, pray be reasonable, just commonly reasonable. There is not a family in England into which Angus Hamley would not be received with open arms if he offered himself as a suitor. Why should you draw a hard and fast line, sacrifice Bell's happiness, to a chimerical idea of manly virtue? You can't have King Arthur for your niece's husband, and if you could, perhaps you wouldn't care about him.
Starting point is 04:22:07 Why not be content with Lancelot who has sinned and is sorry for his sin? And of whom may be spoken praise almost as noble as those famous words Sir Bohort spoke over his friend's dead body. I shall not sacrifice Bell's happiness. If she were my daughter, I should take upon myself to judge for her, and while I lived she should never see Angus Hamley's face again. But she is my sister's child, and I shall give her the liberty of judgment. You don't mean that you will tell her this story? Most decidedly.
Starting point is 04:22:42 For God's sake, don't. You will spoil her happiness forever. To you and me, who must have some knowledge of the world, it ought to be a small thing that a man has made a fool of himself about an actress. We ought to know for how little that kind of folly counts in a lifetime. But for a girl brought up like Christabel, it will mean disenchantment, doubt, perhaps a lifetime of jealousy and self-torment. For mercy's sake, be reasonable in this matter.
Starting point is 04:23:11 I am talking to you as if I were Christabel's father, remember. I suppose that old Harriton, Lady Cumberbridge, told you this precious story. Such women ought to be put down by Act of Parliament. Yes, there should be a law restricting every unattached female over five and forty to a twenty-mile radius of her country house. after that age their tongues are dangerous. My friend Lady Cumberbridge told me facts which seemed to be within everybody's knowledge, and she told them at my particular request.
Starting point is 04:23:44 Your rudeness about her does not make the case any better for Mr. Hamley or for you. I think I had better go and dine at my club, said the Major, perfectly placid. No, stay, please. You have proved yourself a broken reed to lean upon. But still you are a read. "'If I stay, it will be to persuade you to spear bell the knowledge of this wretched story.' "'I suppose he has almost ruined himself for the creature,' said Mrs. Tregenel, glancing at the subject for the first time from a practical point of view. "'He spent a good many thousands, but as he had no other vices, did not raise her gamble.
Starting point is 04:24:22 "'His fortune survived the shock. "'His long majority allowed for considerable accumulations, you see. "'He began life with a handsome capital in hand. I dare say Miss Main sweated that down for him. I don't want to go into details. I only want to know how far he deceived us. There was no deception as to his means, which are ample, nor as to the fact that he is entirely free
Starting point is 04:24:47 from the entanglement we have been talking about. Everyone in London knows that the affair was over and done with more than a year ago. The two girls came down to the drawing-room and dinner was announced. It was a very dismal dinner, the dreariest that had ever been eaten in that house, Christabel thought. Mrs. Tregenel was absorbed in her own thoughts, absent, automatic in all she said and did. The Major maintained a forced hilarity which was more painful than silence. Jesse looked anxious.
Starting point is 04:25:18 End of Chapter 8, Part 1. Chapter 8 Part 2 of Mount Royal Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 8. the secre de polychinelle part two i'll tell you what girls said major brie as the mournful meal languished toward its smelling collie clothes we seem all very doleful without hamley i'll run round to bond street right after dinner and see if i can get three stalls for lohen grin they are often to be had at the last moment please don't said chrystabel earnestly i would not go to a theatre again without angus i am sorry i went the other night it was a-night it was a little bit of the other night it was a little obstinate and foolish of me to insist upon seeing that play, and I was punished for it by that horrid old woman this afternoon. But you liked the play?
Starting point is 04:26:16 Yes, while I was seeing it, but now I have taken a dislike to Miss Main. I feel as if I had seen a snake, all grace and lovely color, and had caught hold of it only to find that it was a snake. The Major stared and looked alarmed. Was this an example of instinct superior to reason? Let me try for the opera. he said, I am sure it would do you good to go. You will sit in a front drawing-room listening for handsoms all the evening, fancying that every pair of wheels you hear is bringing Angus back to you. I would rather be doing that than be sitting at the opera thinking of him.
Starting point is 04:26:51 But I'm afraid there's no chance of his coming to-night. His letter to-day told me that his aunt insists upon his tain two or three days longer, and that she is ill enough to make him anxious to oblige her. The evening passed in placid dreariness. Mrs. Tregenel sat brooding in her arm-chair, pondering whether she should or should not tell Christabel everything, knowing but too well how the girl's happiness was dependent upon her undisturbed relief in her lover, yet repeating to herself, again and again, that it was right and fair that Christabel should know the truth. Nay, ever so much better that she should be told it now, when she was still free to shape her own future,
Starting point is 04:27:27 and that she should make the discovery later when she was Angus Hamley's wife. This last consideration, the thought that a secret which everybody's secret must inevitably sooner or later become known to Christabel, weighed heavily with Mrs. Tregonel, and through all her meditations there was interwoven the thought of her absent son and how his future welfare might depend upon the course to be taken now. Christabel played and sang while the Major and Jessie Bridgman sat at Bazique. The friendship of these two had been in no wise disturbed by the Major's offer and the lady's rejection. It was the habit of both to take life pleasantly.
Starting point is 04:28:04 Jessie took pains to show the major how sincerely she valued his esteem, how completely she appreciated the fine points of his character, and he was too much a gentleman to remind her by one word or tone of his disappointment that day in the wood above maidenhead. The evening came to its quiet end at last. Christabel had scarcely left her piano in the dim little third room. She had sat there in the faint light, playing slow, sleepy nocturns and leader, and musing, using, using sadly, with a faint sick dread of coming sorrow. She had seen it in her aunt's face. When the old bull clock chimed the half-hour after tea, the major got up and took his leave, bending over
Starting point is 04:28:42 Mrs. Tregenel as he pressed her hand at parting to murmur. Remember, with an accent as solemn as Charles the martyrs when he spoke to Juxon. Mrs. Tregonel answered never a word. She had been pondering and wavering all the evening, what had come to know for. fixed conclusion. She bad the two girls' good-night directly the major was gone. She told herself that she had the long, tranquil night before her for the resolution of her doubts. She would sleep upon this vexed question. But before she had been ten minutes in her room, there came a gentle knock at the door, and Christabel stole softly to her side. Auntie, dear, I want to talk to you before you go to bed if you are not very tired. May Dormer
Starting point is 04:29:23 go for a little while? Dormer, gravest and most discreet of handmaids, whose name seemed to have been made on purpose for her, looked at her mistress, and, receiving a little nod, took up her work and crept away. Dormer was never seen without her needlework. She complained that there was so little to do for Mrs. Tregenel, that unless she had plenty of plain sewing she must expire for want of occupation, having long outlived such frivolity as sweethearts and afternoons out. When Dormer was gone, Christabel came to her aunt's chair and knelt down beside.
Starting point is 04:29:54 just as she had done at Mount Royal when she told her of August Hamley's offer. Aunt Diana, what has happened, what is wrong? She asked, coming at the heart of the question at once. There was no shadow of doubt in her mind that something was sorely amiss. How do you know that there is anything wrong? I have known it ever since that horrible old woman, Medusa and a bonnet-all-over-flowers, pansies instead of snakes, talked about Cupid and Syke.
Starting point is 04:30:21 And you knew it, and made her stop to tell you all about it. there is some cruel mystery something that involves my fate with that of the actress i saw the other night mrs tregonel sat with her hands tightly clasped her brows bent she felt herself taken by storm as it were surprised into decision before she had time to make up her mind since you know so much perhaps you had better know all she said gloomily and then she told the story shaping it as delicately as she could for a girl's ear christabel covered her face with her clasped hands and listened without a sigh or a tear. The pain she felt was too dull and vague as yet for the relief of tears. The horrible surprise, the sudden darkening of the dream of her young life, the clouding over of every hope. These were shapeless horrors which she could hardly realize at first.
Starting point is 04:31:11 Little by little this serpent would unfold its coils. Drop by drop this poison would steal through her veins until its venom filled her heart. He, whom she had supposed all her own, with whose every thought she had fancied herself familiar. He, of whose heart she had believed herself the soul and sovereign mistress, had been one little year ago the slave of another. Loving was so passionate to love that he had not shrunk from letting all the world know his idolatry. Yes, all those people who had smiled at her and said sweet things to her,
Starting point is 04:31:44 and congratulated her on her engagement, had known all the while that this lover, up whom she was so proud, was only the cast-off idolater of an actress. had come to her only when life's master passion was worn threadbare and had become a stale and common thing for him at the first womanly pride felt the blow as keenly as womanly love to be made a mock of by the man she had so loved kneeling there in dumb misery at her aunt's feet answering never a word to that wretched record of her lover's folly christabel's thoughts flew back to the still gray autumn noontide at pentargon bay and the words then spoken words which then had only vaguest meaning now rose out of the dimness of the past and stood up in her mind as if they had been living creatures he had compared himself to tristan to one who had sinned and repented he had spoken of himself as a man whose life had been more than half lived already he had offered himself to her with no fervid passion with no assured belief in her power to make him happy nay he had rather forced from her the confession of her love by his piteous representation of himself as a man doomed to early death he had wrung from her the offer of a life's devotion she had given herself to him almost unmood never before had her betrothal appeared to her in this humiliating aspect but now enlightened by the knowledge of that
Starting point is 04:33:09 that former love, a love so reckless and self-sacrificing, it seemed to her that the homage offered her had been of the coldest, that her affection had been placidly accepted, rather than passionately demanded of her. Fool, fool, fool, she said within herself, bowed to the dust by this deep humiliation. My darling, why don't you speak to me? said Mrs. Tregonnell tenderly, with her arm around the girl's neck, her face leaning down to touch that drooping head. What can I say? I feel as if my life had suddenly come to an end, and there was nothing left for me to do,
Starting point is 04:33:44 except just to sit still and remember what has been. You mean to break with him? Break with him? Why, he has never been mine? There is nothing to be broken. It was all a delusion and a dream. I thought he loved me, loved me exactly as I loved him, with the one great and perfect love of a lifetime.
Starting point is 04:34:05 And now I know that he never loved me. How could he, after having only just left off loving this other woman if he had left off loving her and how could he when she is so perfectly lovely why should he have ever ceased to care for her she had been like his wife you say his wife in all but the name and all the world knew it what must people have thought of me for stealing away another woman's husband my dear the world does not see it in that light she never was really his wife she ought to have been "'answered Christabel resolutely yet with quivering lips. "'If he cared for her so much as to make himself the world's wonder for her sake, "'he should have married her. "'A man should not play fast and loose with love.'
Starting point is 04:34:51 "'It is difficult for us to judge,' said Mrs. Tregenel, "'believing herself moved by the very spirit of justice. "'We are not women of the world. "'We cannot see this matter as the world sees it.' "'God forbid that I should judge as the world judges,' exclaimed Christabel. lifting her head for the first time since that story had been told her. That would be a sorry end of your teaching. What ought I to do?
Starting point is 04:35:18 Your own heart must be the arbiter, Christabel. I made up my mind this afternoon that I would not seek to influence you one way or the other. Your own heart must decide. My own heart? No. My heart is too entirely his. Too weakly, fondly, foolishly devoted to him? No.
Starting point is 04:35:38 I must think of something beyond my foolish love for him. His honour and mine are at stake. We must be true to ourselves, he and I. But I want to know what you think, Auntie. I want to know what you would have done in such a case. If, when you were engaged to his father, you had discovered that he had been within only a little while, these last words were spoken with inexpressible pathos,
Starting point is 04:36:02 as if here the heart wound were deepest. The lover of another woman, bound to her by ties which a man of life, honor should hold sacred, what would you have done? Would you have shut your eyes resolutely upon that past history? Would you have made up your mind to forget everything and to try to be happy with him? I don't know, Belle, Mrs. Tregonnell answered helplessly. Very anxious to be true and conscientious, and if she must needs be guide to guide to guide the girl aright through this perilous passage in her life. It is so difficult at my age to know what one would have done in one's
Starting point is 04:36:36 girlhood. The fires are all burnt out. The springs that moved one then are all broken. Judging now, with the dull deliberation of middle age, I should say would be a dangerous thing for any girl to marry a man who had been notoriously devoted to another woman, that woman still living, still having power to charm him. How can you ever be secure of his love? How be sure that he would not be lured back to the old madness? These women are so full of craft, it is their profession to tempt men to destruction. You remember what the Bible says of such.
Starting point is 04:37:11 They are more bitter than death. Their feet go down to death. Their steps take hold on hell. Don't, Auntie, faltered Christabel. Yes, I understand. Yes, he would tire of me and go back to her very likely. I am not half so lovely, nor half so fascinating. Or, if he were true to honor and duty, he would regret her all his life.
Starting point is 04:37:35 He would be always reprimed. that he had not broken down all barriers and married her. He would see her sometimes on the stage or in the park, and just the sight of her face flashing past him would spoil his happiness. Happiness? She repeated bitterly. What happiness? What peace could there be for either of us, knowing of that fatal love?
Starting point is 04:37:56 I have decided, Auntie, I shall love Angus all the days of my life, but I will never marry him. Mrs. Tregonel clasped the girl in her arms, and they wept together. One with the slow, silent tears of life that was well-nigh worn out, the other with youth's passionate sobs, sobs that shook the slender frame. My beloved, you have chosen wisely and well, said the widow, her heart throbbing with new hopes. It was not of Angus Hamley's search and loss, she thought, but of her son Leonard's probable gain. You have chosen wisely.
Starting point is 04:38:29 I do not believe that you could ever have been really happy with him. Your heart would have been consumed with jealous fears. suspicion would have haunted your life that evil woman's influence would have darkened all your days don't say another word pleaded christabel in low hoarse tones i have quite made up my mind nothing can change it she did not want to be encouraged or praised she did not want comfort or consolation even her aunt's sympathy jarred upon her fretted nerves she felt that she must stand alone in her misery aloof from all human succor good-night she said, bending down to touch her aunt's forehead with tremulous lips. Won't you stay, dear? Sleep with me tonight. Sleep? echoed the girl. No, auntie, dear. I would rather be in my own room.
Starting point is 04:39:21 She went away without another word and went slowly back to her own room, the pretty little London bedchamber, bright with new satinwood furniture and pale blue cotton hangings, clouded with creamy Italian muslin, a bower-like room, with flowers and books, miniature piano in a convenient recess by the fireplace. Here she sat gravely down before her Davenport and unlocked one particular drawer, a so-called secret drawer, but as obvious as a secret panel in a melodrama, and took out Angus Hamley's letters.
Starting point is 04:39:52 The long, animated letters written on thin paper, letters which were a journal of his thoughts and feelings, almost as fully recorded as in those voluminous epistles which were there dispatched to his friend, letters which had bridged over the distance between Cornwall in southern France, and had been the chief delight of Christabel's life through the long, slow winter, making her lover her daily companion. Slowly, slowly, with tears dropping unnoticed every now and then, she turned over the letters, one by one, now pausing to read a few lines, now a whole letter. There is no loving folly of which she had not been guilty with regard to these cherished letters. She had slept with them under
Starting point is 04:40:32 her pillow. She had read them over and over again, had done. garnered them in a perfume desk and gone back to them after the lapse of time, had compared them in her own mind with all the cleverest letters that ever were given to the world, with Walpole, with Beckford, with Byron, with Deffant, and Aspinas, Savignet, Carter, and found in them a grace and a charm that surpassed all these. She had read elegant extracts to her aunt who confessed that Mr. Hamley wrote cleverly, wittily, picturesquely, poetically, but did not perceive that immeasurable superiority to all previous letter-writers. Then came briefer letters, dated from the Albany. Notes dashed off
Starting point is 04:41:11 hastily in those happy days when their lives were spent for the most part together. Notes containing suggestions for some new pleasure. Appointments, sweet nothings, hardly worth setting down except as an excuse for writing, with here and there a longer letter written after midnight. A letter in which the writer poured out his soul to his beloved, enlarging on their conversation of that day, that happy talk about themselves and love. Who would think, reading these, that he never really cared for me, that I was only an afterthought in his life, she said to herself bitterly. Did he write just such letters to Stella Mayne, I wonder?
Starting point is 04:41:49 No, there was no need for writing. They were always together. The candles on her desk had burnt low by the time her task was done. Faint gleams of morning stole through the striped blinds, as she sealed the packet in which she had folded that lengthy history of Angus Hamley's courtship, a large square packet, tied with stout red tape, and sealed in several places.
Starting point is 04:42:11 Her hand hardly faltered as she set her seal upon the wax. Her purpose was so strong. Yes, she said to herself, I will do what is best and safest for his honor and for mine. And then she knelt by her bed and prayed long and fervently,
Starting point is 04:42:27 and remained upon her knees reading the gospel as the night melted away, and the morning sun flooded her room with light. She did not even attempt to sleep, trusting to her cold bath for strength against the day's ordeal. She thought all the time she was dressing of the task that lay before her, the calm, deliberate cancelment of her engagement with the least possible pain for the man she loved, and for his ultimate gain in this world and the next. Was it not for the welfare of a man's soul that
Starting point is 04:42:55 he should do his duty and repair the wrong that he had done, rather than that he should conform to the world's idea of the fitness of things and make an eminently respectable marriage? christabel contemplated herself critically in the glass as she brushed her hair her eyelids were swollen with weeping her cheeks pallid her eyes lustreless and at this disadvantage she compared herself with that vivid and sylph-like beauty she had seen at the kaleidoscope how could he ever forget her for my sake she thought looking at the sad colourless face and falling into the common air that only the most beautiful woman are loved with perfect love that perfection of feeling answers to perfection of form forgetting how the history of life shows that upon the unlovely also there have been poured treasures of deepest, purest love, that, while beauty charms and wins all, there is often one best worth the winning, who is to be vanquished by some subtler charm, held by some less obvious chain than Aphrodite's rosy garlands. Perhaps, if Miss Courtney had been a plain woman, skilled in the art of making the most
Starting point is 04:43:57 of small advantages, she would have had more faith in her own power. But being a lovely woman who had been so trained and taught as to think very little of her own beauty, she was all the more ready to acknowledge the superior loveliness of a rival. Having worshipped that other fair face, how could he care from me? she asked herself, and then brooding upon every detail of their betrothal, she came to the bitter conclusion that Angus had offered himself to her out of pity, touched by her too obvious affection for him, love which she had hardly tried to hide from him, when once he had told her of his early doom. That storm of pity and regret which had swept over her heart had annihilated her womanly pride.
Starting point is 04:44:37 She forgot all that was due to her own dignity, and was only too eager to offer herself as the companion and consoler of his brief days. She looked back and remembered her folly, thinking of herself as a creature caught in a trap. No, assuredly, there was but one remedy. One doubt, one frail straw of hope to which she might cling, yet remained. That tried all was disdain. decided. Was this story true? Completely and positively a fact? She had heard so much in society about baseless scandals. She had been told so many versions of the same story, as unlike as black to
Starting point is 04:45:16 white or false to true, and she was not going to take this one bitter fact for granted upon the strength of any fashionable Medusa who might try to turn her warm beating heart to stone. Before she accepted Medusa's sentence, she would discover for herself how far this story was true. i will give no one any trouble she thought i will act for myself and judge for myself it will be the making or marring of three lives in her wide charity in that power to think and feel for others which was the highest gift of her rich sweet soul stella mayne seemed to christabel as important a factor in this life problem as herself or angus she thought of her tenderly picturing her as a modern gretchen tempted by an early and intense love much more than by the devil's lure of splendor and jewels. A poor little Gretchen at seventeen and sixpence a week, living in a London garret, with no mother to watch and warn, and with wicked old Marthas in plenty to whisper bad advice. Christabel went down to breakfast as usual. Her quiet face and
Starting point is 04:46:19 manner astonished Mrs. Tregonel, who had slept very little better than her niece. But when the servant came in to ask if she would ride, she refused. Do, dear, pleaded her aunt. A nice long country ride by Finchley and Hendon would do you good. No, Aunt Die, I would rather be at home this morning, answered Christabel. So the man departed with an order for the carriage at the usual hour in the afternoon. There was a letter from Angus. Cristobel only glanced at the opening lines, which told her that he was to stay at hillside a few days longer, and then put the letter in her pocket.
Starting point is 04:46:54 Jesse Bridgman looked at her curiously, knowing very well that there was something sorely amiss, but waiting to be told what this sudden cloud of sorrow meant. Christabel went back to her own room directly after breakfast. Her aunt forbore any attempt at consolation, knowing it was best to let the girl bear her grief in her own way. You will go with me for a drive after luncheon, dear, she asked. Yes, Auntie, but I would rather we went a little way in the country, if you don't mind, instead of through the park.
Starting point is 04:47:24 With all my heart, I have had quite enough of the park. "'The booing and booing and booing,' said Jesse, "'and the straining ones every nerve to see the princess drive by, "'only to discover the humiliating fact "'that she is one of the very few respectable-looking women in the park, "'perhaps the only one who can look absolutely respectable "'without being a dowdy. "'Shall I go to her room and try if I can be of any comfort to her?'
Starting point is 04:47:49 "'Mused Jessie as she went up to her own snug little den on the third floor. "'Better not, perhaps. "'I'd like to hug my sorrows.' I should hate anyone who thought their prattle could lessen my pain. She will bear hers best alone, I dare say. But what can it be? Not any quarrel with him? They could hardly quarrel by telegraph or post.
Starting point is 04:48:11 They who are all honey when they are together. It is some scandal. Something that old demon with the eyebrows said yesterday. I am sure of it. A talk between two elderly women with closed doors always means Satan's own mischief. All three ladies went out in the carriage after luncheon. A dreary, dusty drive towards edgeware.
Starting point is 04:48:33 Past everlasting bricks and mortar, as it seemed to Christabel's tired eyes, which gazed at the houses as if they had been phantoms. So little human meaning had they for her. So little did she realize that in each of those brick and plaster packing cases human beings lived, and in their turn suffered some such hard agony as this which she was enduring today. That is St. John's Wood up yonder, isn't it? she asked as they passed carlton hill speaking for almost the first time since they left mayfair yes isn't it somewhere about there miss telemaine lives the actress we saw the other night asked christabel carelessly
Starting point is 04:49:09 her aunt looked at her with intense surprise how could she pronounce that name and to ask a frivolous question yes she has a lovely house called the rosary mr fitzellum told me about it answered jessie christabel never said a word more as the carriage rolled on by cricklewood and the two welsh harps and turned into the quiet lanes about hendon and so home by the finchley road she had found out what she wanted to know when afternoon tea was served in the little third drawing-room where mrs tregonel sat resting herself after the dust and weariness of the drive christabel was missing dormer brought a little note for her mistress miss courtinor gave me this just before she went out ma'am "'Out? Has Miss Cortney gone out?' "'Yes, ma'am. Daniel got her a cab five minutes ago.' "'To her dressmaker, I suppose,' said Mrs. Tregonel, trying to look indifferent. "'Don't be uneasy about me, Auntie,' wrote Christabel. "'I am going on an errand about which I made up my mind last night.
Starting point is 04:50:11 "'I may be a little late for dinner, but as I shall go and return in the same cab, you may feel sure that I shall be quite safe. Don't wait dinner for me.' End of Chapter 8 Chapter 9 of Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden. This Liebervox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 9 Love is Love Forever More The Rosary, St. John's Wood.
Starting point is 04:50:41 That was the address which Christabel had given the cabman. Had any less distinguished person than Stella Mayne lived at the rosary, it might have taken the cabman all the evening to find that particular house, with no more detailed address as to road and number. but a brother whip on a rank near Hamilton Terrace was able to tell Christabel's cabman the way to the rosary. It was a house of which handsoms were often wanted at unholy hours between midnight and sunrise, a house whose chief hospitality took the form of chablis and oysters after the play, a house which seldom questioned poor cabby's claim or went closely into mileage,
Starting point is 04:51:16 a house which deserved and commanded respectful mention on the rank. The rosary, yes, that's where Miss May lives. "'Beach-Tree Road. A low house with veranders all round. You can't miss it.' The cabman rattled away to Grove End Road and thence to the superior quietude and seclusion of Beech-Tree Road, where he drew up at a house with a glazed entrance. He rang the bell, and Christabel alighted before the summons was answered. "'Is Miss Main at home?' she asked a servant in plain clothes. "'A servant of unquestionable respectability.' "'Yes, ma'am,' he replied, and preceded her along the corridor, glass-roofed, richly carpeted, and with a bank of hot-house flowers on either side.
Starting point is 04:51:59 Only at this ultimate moment did Christabel's courage begin to falter. She felt as if she were perhaps entering a den of vice. Innocent, guileless as she was, she had her own vague ideas about vice, exaggerated as all ignorant ideas are apt to be. She began to shiver as she walked over the dark, subdued velvet pile of that shadowy corridor. If she had found Miss Mayne engaged in giving a masked ball, or last night's supper party only just finishing, or a party of young men playing blind hockey, she would hardly have been surprised. Not that she knew anything about masked balls, or late suppers, or gambling,
Starting point is 04:52:38 but that all these would have come within her vague notions of an evil life. He loved her, she said to herself, arguing against this new terror, and he could not love a thoroughly wicked woman? No, the Gretchen idea. purity fallen simplicity led astray was more natural but one could hardly imagine gretchen in a house of this kind this subdued splendor this all-pervading air of wealth and luxury Miss Courtney was shown into a small morning room, a room which on one side was all window, opening on to a garden where some fine old trees gave an idea of space, and where the foreground showed a mass of flowers, roses, roses, roses everywhere, trailing over arches, clustering round tall iron rods, bush roses, standard roses, dwarf roses, all shining in the golden light of a western sun. The room was elegantly simple, an esquitre in the Sheraton style, two or three book tables crowded with small volumes in exquisite binding, vellum, creamy calf, brown russia, red edges, gold edges, painted edges, all the prettiness of book binding, half a dozen low chairs, downy nests covered with soft, tawny, Indian silk, with here and there a brighter patch of color in the shape of a plush pillow or an old brocade anti-McCassar. voluminous curtains of the same soft tawny silk embroidered with poppies and cornflowers,
Starting point is 04:54:03 a few choice flowers in old Venetian vases, a large peacock feather fan thrown beside an open book upon a low, pillow-shaped ottoman. Christabel gazed round the room in blank surprise. Nothing gaudy, nothing vulgar, nothing that indicated sudden promotion from the garret to the drawing-room, an air of elegant luxury, of supreme fashion in all things, but no glare of gilding, no discords in form of colour. Your name, if you please, madam, said the servant, a modem of decorum in well-brushed black.
Starting point is 04:54:35 Perhaps you had better take my card. I am not personally known to Miss Main, answered Christabel, opening her card-case. Oh, she exclaimed suddenly as with a cry of pain. I beg your pardon, said the servant alarmed. It's nothing. A picture startled me, that was all. Be good enough to tell Miss Mayne, that I shall be very much obliged to her if she will see me.
Starting point is 04:54:58 Certainly, madam, said the man, as he retired with the card, wondering how a young lady of such distinguished appearance happened to call upon his mistress, whose feminine visitors were usually of a more marked type. I dare say she's collecting funds for one of their everlasting churches, thought the butler. I, low, or jack, as I call them. I church, low church, or John Wesley.
Starting point is 04:55:20 Ever so many predominations, and all of them equally keen after money. but why did she almost threak when she clapped her eyes on mr amley's portrait i wonder just as if she had seen a scorpion clistabel stood motionless with a man left her looking at a photograph on a brass easel upon an old ebony table in the middle of the room a cluster of stephanotus in a low venetian vase stood in front of the portrait like flowers before a shrine it was an exquisitely painted photograph of angus hamley angus at his best and brightest before the flush and glory of youth had faded from eyes and brow, Angus, with a vivacity of expression which she had never seen in his face, she who had known him only since the fatal hereditary disease had set its mark upon him. Ah, she sighed. He was happier when he loved her than he ever was with me. She stood gazing at that pictured face, her hands clasped, her heart beating heavily.
Starting point is 04:56:17 Everything confirmed her in her despair, in her iron resolve. At last, with a long-drawn sigh, she had. withdrew her eyes from the picture and began to explore the room. No, there was no trace of vulgarity, no ugly indications of a vicious mind. Christabel glanced at the open book on the Ottoman, half expecting to find the trail of the serpent there, in some shameful French novel, the very name of which she had not been allowed to hear. But the book was only the last contemporary review, open at an article of Gladstone's. Then, with faintly tremulous hand, she took one of the vellum-bound du decimos from a shelf of the revolving book-table. Selections from
Starting point is 04:56:59 Shelley. And on the title page, Angus, to Stella, Rome, and a date just three years old in the hand she knew so well. She looked in other books, all choicest flowers of literature, and in each there was the same familiar penmanship, sometimes with a brief sentence that made the book a souvenir, sometimes with a passionate line from Shakespeare or Dante, Hein or de Mousse. Christabel remembered with a sharp pang of jealousy that her lover had never so written in any book he had given her. She ignored the change which a year or two may make in a man's character when he has reached one of the turning points of life, and how a graver, deeper phase of feeling, less eager to express itself in other people's flowery language,
Starting point is 04:57:42 succeeds youth's fervid sentiment. Had Werther lived and loved a second Charlotte, assuredly he would have loved her after a wiser and graver fashion. But Christabel had believed herself her lover's first and only love, and finding that she was but the second volume in his life, abandoned herself at once to despair. She sank into one of the low, luxurious chairs, just as the door opened and Miss Main came into the room.
Starting point is 04:58:08 If she had looked lovely a syke in her classic drapery with the emerald butterfly on her shoulder, she looked no less beautiful in the costly simplicity of her home toilette. She wore a sack-shaped tea-gown of soft French-gray silk, lined with palest pink satin over a petticoat that seemed a mass of cream-colored lace. Her only ornaments were three half-whoop rings, rubies, diamonds, and sapphires, too large for the slender third finger of her left hand, and half-concealing a thin wedding ring, and a star-shaped brooch,
Starting point is 04:58:39 one large cat's-eye with diamond rays which fastened the lace handkerchief at her throat. Christabel, quick to observe the woman whose existence had ruined her life, noted everything, from the small, perfectly shaped head, shaped for beauty rather than mental power, to the little arched foot in its pearl-colored silk stocking and gray hat and slipper. For the first time in her life,
Starting point is 04:59:00 she beheld a woman whose chief business in this world was to look her loveliest, at all times and seasons for a friend or foe, for whom the perfection of costume was the study and delight of life, who lived and reigned by the divine right of beauty. Pray, sit down, said Miss Main with a careless wave of her hand,
Starting point is 04:59:19 so small, so delicate and fragile looking under the lace ruffle. I am quite at a loss to guess to what I am indebted for the honor of this visit. She looked at her visitor scrutinizingly with those dark, too lustrous eyes. A hectic flush burned in her hollow cheeks. She had heard a good deal about this Miss Courtney of Mount Royal and Mayfair, and she came prepared to do battle. For some moments Christabel was dumb. It was one thing to have come into this young lioness's den,
Starting point is 04:59:48 and another to know what to say to the lioness. But the straightness and purity of the girl's purpose upheld her, and her courage hardly faltered. I have come to you, Miss Main, because I will not consent to be governed by common report. I want to know the truth, the whole truth, however bitter it may be for me, in order that I may know how to act.
Starting point is 05:00:10 Miss Maine had expected a much sharper mode of attack. She had been prepared to hear herself called Scorpion or Viper, the pest of society. a form of address to which she would have been able to reply with a startling sharpness but to be spoken to thus gravely gently pleadingly and with that sweet girlish face looking at her in unspeakable sorrow was something for which she had not prepared herself you speak to me like a lady like a good woman she said falteringly what is it you want to know i have been told that mr hamley angus hamley was one to your lover is that true true as the star is the star is in heaven, the stars by which we swore to love each other to the end of our lives, looking up at them with our hands clasped,
Starting point is 05:00:55 as we stood on the deck of the steamer between Dover and Calais. That was our marriage. I used to think that God saw it and accepted it, just as if we had been in church. Only it did not hold water, you see. She added, with a cynical laugh which ended in a hard little cough. He loved you dearly. I can see that by the lines that he wrote in your books.
Starting point is 05:01:16 I ventured to look at them while I waited for you. you. Why did he not marry you? Stella Main shrugged her shoulders and played with a soft lace of her fichue. It is not the fashion to marry a girl who dances in short petticoats and lives in an attic, she answered. Perhaps such a girl might make a good wife if a man had the courage to try the experiment. Such things have been done, I believe, but most men prefer the safer course. If I had been clever, I dare say Mr. Hamley would have married me, but I was an ignorant little fool.
Starting point is 05:01:48 and when he came across my path he seemed to me like an angel of light. I simply worshipped him. You've no idea how innocent I was in those days. Not a carefully educated ladylike innocence. Like yours, don't you know, but absolute ignorance. I didn't know any wrong, but then I didn't know any right. You see, I am quite candid with you. I thank you with all my heart for your truthfulness.
Starting point is 05:02:14 Everything, for you, for me, for Angus, depends on our perfect truthfulness. I want to do what is best, what is wisest, what is right, not for myself only, but for Angus, for you. Those lovely liquid eyes looked at her incredulously. What? cried Stella Mayne with her mocking little laugh, a musical little laugh trained for comedy and unconsciously artificial.
Starting point is 05:02:38 Do you mean to tell me that you care a straw what becomes of me? That it matters to you whether I die in the gutter where I was born, or pitch myself into the regent's canal some night when I have a fit of the blue devils. I care very much what becomes of you. I should not be here if I did not wish to do what is best for you. Then you come as my friend and not as my enemy, said Stella. Yes, I am here as your friend, answered Christabel with an effort. The actress, a creature all impulse and emotion, fell on her knees at Miss Courtney's feet and pressed her lips upon the lady's gloved hand.
Starting point is 05:03:13 "'How good you are!' she exclaimed. "'How good! How good!' "'I have read of such women. They swarm in the novels I get from muddy. They and fiends. There's no middle distance. But I never believed in them. When the man brought me your card,
Starting point is 05:03:31 I thought you had come to black card me.' Christabel shuddered at the coarse word, so out of harmony with that vellum-bound Shelley and all the graciousness of Miss Main's surroundings. "'Forgive me,' said Stella. seeing her disgust. I am horribly vulgar. I never was like that while, while Angus cared for me. Why did he leave off caring for you? asked Christabel, looking gravely down at the lovely upturned face, so exquisite in its fragile sensitive beauty. Now, Stella Mayne was one of those complex creatures,
Starting point is 05:04:02 quite out of the range of a truthful woman's understanding. A creature who could be candor itself could gush and prattle with the innocent expansiveness of a child, so long as there was nothing she particularly desired to conceal, yet who could lie with the same sweet air of childlike simplicity when it served her purpose, lie with the calm stolidity, the invincible assurance of an untruthful child. She did not answer Christabel's question immediately, but looked at her thoughtfully for a few seconds, wondering how much of her history this young lady knew and to what extent lying might serve. She had slipped from her knees to a sitting position on the Persian hearth rug, her thin, semi-transparent hands clasped upon her knee, the triple circlet of gems flashing in the low sunlight.
Starting point is 05:04:46 Why did we part, she asked, shrugging her shoulders? I hardly know. Temper, I suppose. He has not too good a temper, and I—well, I am a demon when I am ill, and I am off to nil. You keep his portrait on your table, said Christabel. Keep it. Yes, and round my neck, answered Stella, jerking a gold locket out of her loose gown, and, opening it to show the miniature inside. I have worn his picture against my heart ever since he gave it to me, during our first Italian tour. I shall wear it so when I am dead. Yes, when he is married and happy with you, and I am lying in my grave in Hendon Churchyard. Do you know I have bought and paid for my grave? Why did you do that? Because I wanted to make sure of not being buried in a cemetery,
Starting point is 05:05:34 a city of the dead, streets and squares and alleys of gravestones. I have chosen. I have chosen. I have chosen a spot under a great spreading cedar in a churchyard that might be a hundred miles from London, and yet it is quite near here, and handy for those who will have to take me. I shall not give anyone too much trouble. Perhaps, if you will let him, Angus may come to my funeral and drop a bunch of violets on my coffin. Why do you talk like that? Because the end cannot be very far off. Do you think I look as if I should live to be a grandmother? The hectic bloom, the unnatural light in those lovely eyes, the transparent hands and purple-tinted nails
Starting point is 05:06:12 did not indeed point to such a conclusion. If you are really ill, why do you go on acting? asked Christabel gently. Surely the fatigue and excitement must be very bad for you. I hardly know. The fatigue may be killing me, but the excitement is the only thing that keeps me alive. Besides, I must live. Thirty pounds a week is a consideration.
Starting point is 05:06:34 But you are not in want of money. exclaimed Christabel. Mr. Hamley would never. Leave me to starve, interrupted Stella hurriedly. No, I have plenty of money. Well, while we were happy, Mr. Hamley lavished his money upon me.
Starting point is 05:06:50 He was always absurdly generous. And if I wanted money now, I should have but to hold out my hand. I have never known the want of money since I left my attic, four and sixpence a week, with the use of the kitchen fire to boil a kettle or cook a chop.
Starting point is 05:07:04 When my resources rose to a chop, It was oftener, a bloater. Do you know, the other day when I was dreadfully ill, and they had been worrying me with invalid turtle, jellies, oysters, caviar, all kinds of loathsome daintinesses, and the doctor said I should die if I didn't eat. I thought, perhaps, I might get back the old appetite for bloater and bread and butter. I used to enjoy a bloater tea, so in those old days.
Starting point is 05:07:29 But it was no use. The very smell of the thing almost killed me. The whole house was poisoned with it. She prattled on, looking up at Christabel with a confiding smile. The visit had taken quite a pleasant turn. She had no idea that anything serious was to come of it. Her quantum lover's affianced wife had taken it into her head to come and see what kind of stuff Mr. Hamley's former idol was made of. That was all.
Starting point is 05:07:54 And the lady's amiability was making the interview altogether agreeable. Yet in another moment, the pain and sorrow in Christabel's face showed her there was something stronger than frivolous curiosity in the lady's mind. "'Pray, be serious with me,' said Christabel. "'Remember that the welfare of three people depends upon my resolution in this matter. "'It would be easy for me to say, "'I will shut my eyes to the past. "'He has told me that he loves me, and I will believe him. "'But I will not do that.
Starting point is 05:08:24 "'I will not live a life of suspicion and unrest, "'just for the sweet privilege of bearing him company "'and being called by his name, dear as that thought is to me. "'No, it shall be all or nothing.' If I cannot have his whole heart, I will have none of it. You confess that you wear his picture next to your heart. Do you still love him? Yes, always, always, always, answered the actress fervently.
Starting point is 05:08:49 This, at least, was no bold-faced lie. There was truth's divine accent here. There is no man like him on this earth. And then in low impassioned tones, she quoted those passionate lines of Mrs. Brownings. There is no one beside thee, and no one above thee. Thou standest alone as the nightingale sings,
Starting point is 05:09:10 and my words that would praise thee are impotent things. And do you believe that he has quite left off loving you? No, answered the actress, looking up at her with flashing eyes. I don't believe it. I don't believe he could, after all, we have been to each other. It isn't in human nature to forget such love as ours. And you believe, if he were free, if he had not engaged himself to me, perhaps hardly intending it he would come back to you yes if he knew how ill i am if he knew what the doctor says about me i believe he would come back and marry you asked christabel deadly pale
Starting point is 05:09:50 that's as may be retorted the other with her parisian shrug christabel stood up and laid her clenched hand on the low draperied mantelpiece almost as if she were laying it out on an altar to give emphasis to an oath then he shall come back Then he shall marry you, she said in a grave earnest voice, I will rob no woman of her husband. I will doom no fellow creature to lifelong shame. What? cried Stella Mayne with almost a shriek. You will give him up for me? Yes, he has never belonged to me as he has belonged to you. It is no shame for me to renounce him.
Starting point is 05:10:27 Grief and pain. Yes, grief and pain, unspeakable, but no disgrace. He has sinned, and he must have sinned, and he must. atone for his sin. I will not be the impediment to your marriage. But if you were to give him up he might not marry me. Men are so difficult to manage, faltered the actress, aghast at the idea of such a sacrifice, seeing the whole business in the light of circumstances unknown to Miss Courtney. Not men with conscience and honor, answered Christabel with unshaken firmness. I feel very sure that if Mr. Hamley were free he would
Starting point is 05:11:00 do what is right. It is only his engagement to me that hinders his making atonement to you? He has lived among worldly people who have never reminded him of his duty, who have blunted his finer feelings with their hideous worldliness. Oh, I know how worldly women talk, as if there were neither hell nor heaven, only Belgravia and Mayfair, and no doubt worldly men are still worse. But he, he whom I have so loved and honored, cannot be without honor and conscience. He shall do what is just and right. She looked almost inspired as she stood there with pale cheeks and kindling eyes, thinking far more of that broad principle of justice than of the fragile emotional creature trembling before her. This comes of feeding a girl's
Starting point is 05:11:44 mind with Shakespeare and Bacon, Carlisle, and Plato, to say nothing of that still broader and safer guide, the gospel. Just then there was the sound of footsteps approaching the door. A measured masculine footfall. The emotional creature flew to the door, opened it, murmured a few words to some person without, and closed it, but not before a whiff of Latakia had been wafted into the flower-cented room. The footsteps moved away in another direction, and Christabel was much too absorbed to notice that faint breath of tobacco. "'There's not the least used in you're giving him up,' said Stella resolutely. "'He would never marry me. You don't know him as well as I do.'
Starting point is 05:12:24 "'Do I not? I have lived only to study his character for the best part of a year. I know he will do what is just.' stella main suddenly clasped her hands before her face and sobbed aloud oh if i were only good and innocent like you she cried piteously how i detest myself as i stand here before you how loathsome how hateful i am no no murmured christabel soothingly you are not hateful it is only impenitent sin that is hateful you were led into wrongdoing because he were ignorant of right there was no one to teach you "'No one to uphold you. "'And he who tempted you is in duty bound to make amends. "'Trust me. Trust me. "'It is better for my peace as well as for yours that he should do his duty.
Starting point is 05:13:14 "'And now, good-bye. "'I have stayed too long already.' "'Again, Stella Mayne fell on her knees and clasped this divine visitant's hand. "'It seemed to this weak yet fervid soul, "'al almost as if some angel guessed across her threshold. "'Christabelle stooped and would have kissed the actress's forehead. No, she cried hysterically. Don't kiss me, don't, you don't know.
Starting point is 05:13:38 I should feel like Judas. Goodbye then. Trust me. And so, they parted. A tall man with an iron-gray moustache and a soldier-like bearing came out of a little study, cigarette in hand as the outer door closed on Christabel. Who the deuce is that Thorbread-looking girl? asked this gentleman. Have you got some of the neighboring swells to call upon you at last? Why, what's the role, Fischke?
Starting point is 05:14:05 You've been crying. Fischke was the stage carpenters, dressers, and supernumeraries' pronunciation of the character which Miss Mayne acted nightly, and had been sportively adopted by her intimates as a pet name for herself. That lady is Miss Courtney. The Lady Hamley is going to marry.
Starting point is 05:14:23 What the devil is she doing in this galaire? I hope she hasn't been making herself unpleasant. She is an angel. With all my heart, Hamley is very welcome to her, so long as he leaves me, my dear little demon, answered the soldier, smiling down from his altitude of six feet two at the sylph-like form in the Wato gown. Oh, how I wish I had never seen your face, said Stella. I should be almost a good woman, if there were no such person as you in the world. End of Chapter 9. End of Mount Royal, Volume 1 by Mary Elizabeth Braden.

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