Classic Audiobook Collection - Sentry of the Sky by Evelyn E. Smith ~ Full Audiobook [scifi]

Episode Date: December 26, 2022

Sentry of the Sky by Evelyn E. Smith audiobook. Genre: scifi Clarey is a low-ranking Sub-Archivist in a rigid future society where your job classification can define your entire life, and his private... dream of becoming a musician feels more impossible every year. Then, during what he expects to be yet another disappointing visit to the Classification Center, Clarey is abruptly reassigned - not to the artistic post he imagined, but to something far more dangerous: an intelligence assignment off-world. Sent to the alien planet Damorlan, he must learn to survive in a place where social cues are unfamiliar, loyalties are hard to read, and a single mistake can expose him as an outsider. As Clarey is pulled deeper into interstellar intrigue, he faces a constant pressure to perform a role he never asked for while trying to hold onto the parts of himself the system has tried to file away. Witty, sharp, and tense, Sentry of the Sky blends espionage stakes with satirical observations about bureaucracy, ambition, and the uneasy gap between who we are and who we are permitted to be. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:35:35) Chapter 02 (01:08:13) Chapter 03 (01:36:17) Chapter 04 (02:08:04) Chapter 05 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Sentry of the Sky Part 1 Clary had checked in at Classification Center so many times that he came now more out of habit than hope. He didn't even look at the card that the test machine dropped into his hand until he was almost to the portway. And then he stopped. Report to Room 33 for reclassification, it said. Ten years before, Clary would have been ecstatic, sure that the reclassification could be only in one direction. The machine had not originally given him a job commensurate with his talents. Why should it suddenly recognize them? He'd known of people who had been reclassified,
Starting point is 00:00:42 always downward. I'm a perfectly competent sub-archivist, he told himself, I'll fight. But he knew fighting wouldn't help. All he had was the right to refuse any job he could claim was not in his line. The government would then be obligated to continue his existence. There were many people who did subsist on the government dole, the agent and the deficient and the defective, and creative artists who refused to tremble their spirits and chose to be ranked as unemployables. Clary didn't fit into those categories. Dispiritedly, he passed along innumerable winding corridors and up and down ramps that twisted and turned to lead into other ramps and corridors. That was the way all public buildings
Starting point is 00:01:30 were designed. It was forbidden for the government to make any law-abiding individual think the way it wanted him to think. But it could move him in any direction it chose, and sometimes that served its purpose as well as the reorientation machines. So the corridors he passed through were in constant eddying movement, with a variety of individuals bent on a variety of objectives. For the most part, they were of low echelon status, though occasionally an upper echelon flashed his peremptory way past. Even though most L.E.s attempted to ape the U.E. dress and manner, you could always tell the difference. You could tell the difference among the different levels of L.E. too. And there was no mistaking the unemployables in their sober gray
Starting point is 00:02:19 habits, devoid of ornament. It was, Clary sometimes thought, when guilty of the way of the feelings bothered him, the most aesthetic of costumes. The machine in Room 33 extracted whatever information it was set to receive, then spewed Clary out and sent him on his way to rooms 34, 35, and 36, where other machines repeated the same process. Room 37 proved to be that rare thing in the hierarchy of rooms, a destination. There was a human employment commissioner in it, splendidly garbed in crimson's Silvett and Alexandrites, very upper echelon indeed. He wore a gold mask, a common practice with celebrities who were afraid of being overwhelmed by their admirers, and even more common
Starting point is 00:03:07 practice with U.E. non-celebrities who enjoyed the thrill of distinguished anonymity. Then Clary stopped looking at the commissioner. There was a girl sitting next to him, on a high-backed chair like his. Clary had never seen a U.E. girl so close before. Only the greater archivists had direct contact with the public, and Clary wasn't likely to meet a U.E. socially, even if he'd had a social life. The girl was too fabulous for him to think of her as a woman, a female, but he would have liked to have her in his archives, in the glass case with the rare editions.
Starting point is 00:03:46 "'Good morning, sub-archivist Clary,' the man said mellily. "'Good of you to come in. There's rather an unusual position open, and the machines tell us you're the one man who can fill it. Please sit down.' He indicated a small, hard stool. Clary remained standing. "'I've been a perfectly competent sub-archivist,' he declared. "'If McFingell has—if there has been any complaints—'
Starting point is 00:04:16 I should have been told first. There have been no complaints. The reclassification is upward. You mean, I've made it as a musician, Clary cried, sinking to the hard little stool in joyful agony. Well, no, not exactly a musician, but it's a highly artistic type of job with possible musical overtones. Clary became a hollow man once more.
Starting point is 00:04:45 No matter what it was, if it wasn't as duly accredited musician, it didn't matter. The machine could keep him from putting his symphonies down on tape, but it couldn't keep them from coursing in his head, that it could never take away from him, or the resultant headache either. What is the job then? He asked Dully. A very important position, sub-archivist. In fact, the future welfare of this planet may depend on it. "'It's a trick to make me take a job nobody else once,' Clary sneered.
Starting point is 00:05:21 "'And it must be a pretty rotten job for you to go to so much trouble.' The girl, whom he'd almost forgotten, gave a little laugh. Her eyes, he noticed, were Hazel. There were L.E. girls, he supposed, who also had hazel eyes, but a different hazel. "'Perhaps this will convince you of the job's significance,' the interviewer. said, huffily. He took off his mask and looked at Clary with anticipation. He had a sleek, ordinary, middle-aged to elderly face. There was an awkward interval. "'Don't you recognize me?' he demanded. Clary shook his head. The girl laughed again. "'A blow to my ego, but proof that you're the right man for this job. I'm General Spano. This
Starting point is 00:06:11 is my mistress, Secretary Han Vallard.' The girl inclined her head. "'At least you must know my name,' Spano said querulously. "'I've heard it,' Clary admitted. "'The fiend of Fomelhot, they call you.' He went on before he could catch himself and stop the words. The girl clapped her hand over her mouth, but the laughter spilled out over and around it. Pretty U.E. laughter.
Starting point is 00:06:40 Spano finally laughed, too. It's a phrase that might be used about any military man. One carries out one's orders to the best of one's ability. Besides, Clary observed in a non-archivistic manner, what concern have I with your military morality? He's absolutely perfect for the job, Steph, she cried. I didn't think the machines were that good. We mustn't underestimate the machines, Han, Spano said.
Starting point is 00:07:10 They're efficient, very efficient. Someday they'll take over from us. There are some things they'll never be able to do, she said. Her hazel eyes lingered on Clary's. Aren't you glad, archivist? Sub-archivist, he corrected her frostily. And I hadn't really thought about it. That's not what the machine say, sub-archivist, she told him, her voice, Candy Sweet.
Starting point is 00:07:40 They deprobed your mind. You don't do anything, but you've thought about it a lot, haven't you?' Carrie felt the blood surge up. "'My thoughts are my own concern. You haven't the right to use them to taunt me.' "'But I think you're attractive,' she protested. "'Honestly I do. In a different way. Just go to a good tailor, put on a little weight, dye your hair, and—' And I wouldn't be different anymore.
Starting point is 00:08:10 Larry finished. That wasn't true. He would always be different. Not that he was deformed, just unappealing. He was below average height, and his eyes and hair and skin were too light. In the past, he knew, there had been pale races and dark races on Earth. With the discovery of other intelligent life-forms to discriminate against together, the different races had fused into a swarthy unity. Of course he could hide his etulation with dye and cosmetics, but those of really good quality cost more than he could afford, and cheap maculage was worse than none. Besides, why should his appearance mean anything to anybody but himself? He'd had enough beating around the bush. Would you mind telling me exactly what the
Starting point is 00:08:57 job is?" "'Intelligence agent,' said Spano. "'Isn't it exciting?' she put in. "'Aren't you thrilled?' Clary bounced angrily from his chair. I won't sit here and be ridiculed. Why ridiculed, Spano asked. Don't you consider yourself an intelligent man? Being an intelligence agent has nothing to do with intelligence, Clary said furiously. The whole thing's silly, straight out of the trides.
Starting point is 00:09:31 What do you have against the trides, subarchivist? Spano's voice was very quiet. "'Don't you like any of them?' the girl said. "'I just adore Centries of the sky.' Her enthusiasm was tinged obscurely with warning. "'Well, I enjoy it too,' Clary said, sinking back to the stool. "'It's very entertaining, but I'm sure it isn't meant to be taken seriously.' "'Oh, but it is sub-archivist, Clary,' Spano said.
Starting point is 00:10:04 "'Centries of the sky happens to be produced by my bureau.' We want the public to know all about our operations, or as much as it's good for them to know, and they find it more palatable in fictionalized form. Documentaries always get low ratings, the girl said, and you can't really blame the public. Documentaries are dull. Myself, I like a love interest. Her eyes rested lingeringly on Clary's. They must think I'm a fool, Clary thought.
Starting point is 00:10:34 Yet why would they bother to fool me? "'But am I given to understand,' he said to Spano, "'even by the trides that an intelligence agent needs special training, special qualifications?' "'In this case, the special qualifications outweigh the training, "'and you have the qualifications we need for DeMorland.' "'According to the machines, all I'm qualified for is human filing cabinet. "'Is that what you want?'
Starting point is 00:11:04 Spano was growing impatient. Look, Clary, the machines have decided that you are not a musician. Do you want to remain a sub-archivist for the rest of your days, or will you take this other road? Once you're on a U.E. level, you can fight the machines. Tape your own music if you like. Clary said nothing, but his initial hostility was ebbing slowly away. I wanted to be a writer, Spano said. the machines said no. So I became a soldier, rose to the top. Now, this is in strictest
Starting point is 00:11:42 confidence, I write most of the episodes of Centries of the Sky myself. There's always another route for the man with guts and vision, and above all, faith. Why don't we continue the discussion over lunch?" It was almost unthinkable for L.E. and U.E. to eat together. For Clary, this was an honor, too great an honor, and there was no way out of it. Spano and the girl put on their masks. The general touched a section of the wall and it slid back. There was a car waiting for them outside. It skimmed over the delicately wrought, immensely strong bridges, that together with the tunnels linked the great glittering metropolis into a vast, efficient hole. Spano was not really broad-minded. Although they went to the Aurora Borealis, it was through
Starting point is 00:12:33 a side door, and they were served in a private dining-room. Clary was glad and nettled at the same time. The first few mouthfuls of the food tasted ambrosial. Then it cloyed and Clary had to force it down with a thin, almost a stringent pale blue liquid. In itself the liquor had only a mild, slightly pungent taste, but it made everything else increasingly delightful. The warm, luxurious little room, the perfume that wafted from the air-conditioning ducts. Han vollered. Martian mountain wine, she warned him. Rather overwhelming if you're not used to it, and sometimes even if you are. Her eyes rested on the general.
Starting point is 00:13:19 But there are no mountains on Mars, Clary said, startled. "'That's it,' Span Chortle. "'When you've drunk it, you see mountains.' And he filled his glass again. While they ate, he told Clary about DeMorland, its beautiful climates, light gravity, intelligent and civilized natives. Though the planet had been known for two decades, no one from Earth had ever been there except a few selected government officials, and, of course, the regular staff posted there. You mean it hasn't been colonized yet?
Starting point is 00:13:56 Clary was relieved, because he felt he should, as an archivist, have known more about the planet than its name and coordinates. Why? It sounds like a splendid place for a colony. The natives, Spano said. There were natives on a lot of the planets we colonized. You disposed of them somehow. By coexistence in most cases sub-archivist, Spano said dryly. We found it best for Terrans and natives to live side-by-side in harmony. We dispose of a race only when it's necessary for the
Starting point is 00:14:31 greatest good. And we would especially dislike having to dispose of the Damolanti." "'What's wrong with them?' Clary asked, pushing away his half-finished creme brulee a la Baiteljuice with a sigh. Are they excessively belligerent then? No more belligerent than any intelligent life-form that has pulled itself up by its bootstraps. "'Rid?' Clary suggested. "'Unadaptable? Intolerance? Indolent? Personally offensive? Spano smiled.
Starting point is 00:15:06 He leaned back with half-shut eyes, as if this were a guessing game. None of those. Then why consider disposing of them? Clary asked. They sound pretty decent for natives. Don't wipe them out. Even an ilk has a right to live. Clary, the girl said, you're drunk.
Starting point is 00:15:29 I'm in full command of my feet. faculties, he assured her. My wits are all about me, moving me to ask how you could possibly expect to use a secret agent on de Moran if there are no colonists. What would he disguise himself as? A Turing Earth official? He laughed with modest triumph. Spano smiled. He could disguise himself as one of them. They're humanoid. That humanoid? That humanoid. That humanoid. So, there you have the problem in a nutshell. But Clary still couldn't see that there was a problem. I thought we, the human race, that is,
Starting point is 00:16:14 were supposed to be the very apotheosis of life species. So we are, and that's the impression we've conveyed to such other intelligent life-forms as we've taken under our egos. What we're afraid of is that the other iffs might become "'Hm—' confused when they see the Damolanti. Think they're the ruling race.' Leaning forward, he pounded so loudly on the table, both the others jumped. "'This is our galaxy, and we don't intend that anyone, humanoid or otherwise, is going to forget it.' "'You're drunk, too, Steph,' the girl said. She had changed completely. Her coquetry had
Starting point is 00:16:55 had dropped as if it were another mask. And it had been, Clary thought. an advertising mask. An offer had been made, and if he accepted it, he would get probably not hand herself, but a reasonable facsimile. He tried to sort things out in his whizzing brain. But why should the other ilfs ever see a Damorlant, he asked, enunciating very precisely. I've never seen another life-form to speak of. I thought the others weren't allowed off-planet, except the balutes, there's no mistaking them, is there? For the balutes, although charming, were unmistakably non-human, being purplish, amiable, and octopoid. We don't forbid the ills to go off planet, Spano proclaimed. That would be tyrannical.
Starting point is 00:17:48 We simply don't allow them passage in our spaceships. Since they don't have any of their own, they can't leave. Then you're afraid that Damourland, will develop space travel on their own, Clary cried. Superior race, seeking after knowledge, spread their wings and soared to the stars. He flapped his arms and fell off the stool. Really, Steph, Han said, motioning for the servo mechanism to pick Clary up. This is no way to conduct an interview. I am a creative artist, the general said thickly.
Starting point is 00:18:27 I believe in suiting the interview to the occasion. Clary understands, for he too is an artist. The General sneezed and rubbed his nose with his silver sleeve. Listen to me, boy. The Dammerlanti are a fine, creative, productive race. It isn't generally known, but they developed the outfasner for evening wear. Two of the new sense on the roster came from DeMorland, and the Snedis is an adaptation of a DeMorland original.
Starting point is 00:18:58 Would you want a species as artistic as that to be annihilated by an epidemic? Do our germs work on them? Clary wanted to know. That hasn't been established yet, but their germs certainly work on us. The General sneezed again. That's where I got to sinus trouble, last voyage to DeMorland. But you'll be inoculated, of course. Now we know what to watch out for, so you'll be perfectly safe.
Starting point is 00:19:29 That is, as far as disease is concerned." His face assumed a stern, noble aspect. Naturally, if you're discovered as a spy, we'll have to repudiate you. You must know that from the trite eyes. "'But I haven't said I would go,' Clary howled. "'And I can't see why you'd want me anyway.' "'Modest,' the general said, lighting a smoke-stick. "'An admirable trade in a young intelligence operative, or indeed anyone. Have a
Starting point is 00:20:03 smoke-stick?' Clary hesitated. He had never tried one. He had always wanted to. "'Don't, Clary,' the girl advised. "'You'll be sick.' She spoke with authority and reason. Clary shook his head. The General inhaled and exhaled a cloud of smoke in the shape of a bonnet. The Demerlenty look like us, but because they look like us, that doesn't mean they think like us. They may not have the least idea of developing space travel, simply be interested in developing thought, art, ideals, splendid cultural things like that. We don't know enough about them.
Starting point is 00:20:44 We may be making mountains out of molehills. Martian mole hills, Clary snickered. Precisely, the General agreed, except that there are no moles on Mars either. But I still can't understand. Why me? The General leaned forward and said in a confidential tone, We want to understand the true DeMorland. Our observations have been too superficial, couldn't help being.
Starting point is 00:21:16 There we come, blasting out of the skies with the the devil of a noise, running all over the planet as if we owned it. You know how those sky-boys throw their gravity around?" Clary nodded. Centries of the sky had kept him well-informed on such matters. So what we want is a man who can go to DeMorland for five or ten years and become a DeMorlet in everything but basic loyalties. A man who will absorb the very spirit of the culture. But in terms our machines can understand and interpret." Spano stood erect. You, Clary, are that man. The girl applauded.
Starting point is 00:21:59 Well done, Steph. You finally got it right side up. But I've lived twenty-eight years on this planet, and I'm not a part of its culture, Clary protested. I'm a lonely, friendless man. You must know that if you've deep-probed me. So why should I put up a front and be brave and proud about it?" Then he gave a short, bitter laugh. "'I see. That's the reason you want me. I have no roots. No ties. I belong nowhere. Nobody loves me. Who else you think, but a man like me would spend ten years on an alien planet as an alien?'
Starting point is 00:22:43 A patriot, subarchivist, the General said sternly. By God, sir, a patriot. There's nothing I'd like better than to see Terra and all this colonies go up in smoke. Mind you, Clary added quickly, for he was not as drunk as all that. I've nothing against the government. It's a purely personal grievance. The General unsteadily patted his arm. You are detached, my boy. You can against you. examine an alien planet objectively, without trying to project your own cultural identity upon
Starting point is 00:23:20 it, because you have no cultural identity. "'How about physical identity?' Clary asked. "'They can't be exactly like us—against the laws of nature.' "'The laws of man are higher than the laws of nature,' the general said, waving his arm. A gout of smoke curled around his head and became a halo. Very slight matter of plastic surgery. We'll change you back as soon as you return."
Starting point is 00:23:50 Then he sat down heavily. How many young men in your position get an opportunity like this? Permanent U.E status, 100,000 credits a year, and, of course, on DeMorland, you'll be on an expense account. Our money's no good there. By the time you got back, there be about a million a half waiting for you. with interest. You could buy all the instruments and tape all the music you wanted. And if the Musician's Guild puts up a fuss, you could buy it, too. Don't let anybody kid you about the wheel, son. Money was mankind's first significant invention. But ten years? That's a long time away from
Starting point is 00:24:35 home. Home is where the heart is, and you wanting to see your own planet go up in a puff of smoke? Why, Even an ilf wouldn't say a thing like that." Spano shook his head. That's too detached for me to understand. You'll find the years will pass quickly on DeMorland. You'll have stimulating work to do. Every moment will be a challenge. When it's all over, you'll be only 38, the very prime of life.
Starting point is 00:25:05 You won't have aged even that much, because you'll be entitled to longevity treatments at regular intervals. So think it over, my boy!" he rose waveringly and clapped Clary on the shoulder, and take the rest of the afternoon off. I'll fix it with archives. We wouldn't want you coming back from classification intoxicated. He winked. Make a very bad impression on your co-workers. Handed massed herself and escorted Clary to the restaurant portway. Don't believe everything he says, but I think you'd better accept the offer. I don't have to, Clary said.
Starting point is 00:25:45 No, she agreed. You don't. But you'd better. Clary took the cheap underground route home. His antiseptic little two-room apartment seemed even bleaker than usual. He dialed a dispep pill from the auto-spenser. The lunch was beginning to tell on him. And that evening he could even take an interest in sentries of the sky. which, though he'd never have admitted it, was his favorite program. He had no friends.
Starting point is 00:26:18 Nobody would miss him if he left Earth or died or anything. The General's right, he thought, I might as well be an alien on an alien planet. At least I'll be paid better. And he wondered whether, in lighter gravity, his spirits might not get a lift. He dragged himself to work the next day. He found someone did care after all. Well, sub-archivist, Clary, Chief Section Archivist McFingle snarled.
Starting point is 00:26:50 I would have expected to see more sparkle in your eye, more pep in your step, after a whole day of nothing but sweet rest. But General Spano said it would be all right if I didn't report back in the afternoon. Oh, it's all right, sub-archivist. question of that. How could I dare to complain about a man who has such powerful friends? I suppose if I gave you the Sagittarius files to reorganize, you go running to your friend, General Spano, sniveling about cruel and unfair treatment. So Clary started reorganizing the Sagittarius files, a sickeningly dull task, which should by rights have gone to a junior archivist.
Starting point is 00:27:37 All morning he couldn't help thinking about De Morland, its invigorating atmosphere, its pleasant climate, its presumed absence of archives and archivists. During his lunch-stop, he looked up the planet in the files. There was only a small part of a tape on it. There might be more in the classified files. It was, of course, forbidden to view secret tapes without a direct order from the chief archivist, but the tapes were locked by the same code as the rare editions. After all, he told himself,
Starting point is 00:28:14 I have a legitimate need for the information. So he punched for DeMorland in the secret files. He put the tape in the viewer. He saw the natives. Cold shock filled him, and then hot fury. They were humanoid all right, pallid, pale-haired creatures. Objective viewpoint, he thought furiously, Detachment be damned. I was picked because I look like one of them."
Starting point is 00:28:44 He was wrenched away from the viewer. Sub-archivist Clary, what is the meaning of this? Chief Section Archivist McFingle demanded. You know what taking a secret tape out without permission means? Clary knew. The reorientation machine. Ask General Spano, he said in a constricted voice. He'll tell you it's all right."
Starting point is 00:29:12 General Spano said that it was indeed all right. "'I'm so glad to hear that you've decided to join us. Splendid career for an enterprising young man. Smokestick?' Clary refused. He no longer had any interest in trying one. "'Doh look so grim,' Spano said jovially. "'You'll like the Damorlante once you get to know them.
Starting point is 00:29:36 very affectionate people. Haven't had any major wars for several generations. Currently, there are just a few skirmishes at the polls, and you ought to be able to keep away from those easily. And they'll simply love you. But I don't like anyone, Clary said. And I don't see why the Damolanti should like me, he added fairly. I'll tell you why.
Starting point is 00:30:02 Because it'll be your job to make them like you. You've got to be friendly and outgoing if it kills you. Anyone can develop a winning personality if he sets his mind to it. I thought you said you watched the tried eyes. I... I don't always watch the commercials, Clary admitted. Oh, well, we all have our little failings. Spano leaned forward. His voice now pitched to persuasive decibels. Normally, of course, you wouldn't stoop to hippoccur.
Starting point is 00:30:36 to gain friends, and quite right, too. People should accept you as you are, or they wouldn't be worthy of becoming your friends. But this is different. You have to be what they want, because you want something from them. You'll have to suffer rebuffs and humiliations and never show resentment. In other words, Clary said, a secret agent is supposed to forget all about such concepts as self-respect. If necessary, yes. But here, self-respect doesn't enter into it. These aren't people, and they don't really matter.
Starting point is 00:31:16 You wouldn't be humiliated, would you, if you tried to pat a dog and it snarled at you? Steph, he's got to think of them as people until he's definitely given them a clean bill of health. Han Vollard protested. Otherwise, the whole thing won't work. Well, the General temporized, think of them as people then, but as inferior people. Let them snoop and pry and sneer. Always, at the back of your mind, you'll have the knowledge that this is all a sham, that someday they'll get whatever it is they deserve. You might even think of it as a game, Clary. No more personal than when you fail to get the
Starting point is 00:31:58 Gardet ball into the loop. I don't happen to play Gardep General, "'Clarry reminded him coldly. Gardip was strictly a U.E. pastime. And in any case, Clary was not a gamesman. He was put through intensive indoctrination, given accelerated courses in the total secret agent curriculum, self-defense and electronics, decoding and resourcefulness,
Starting point is 00:32:25 xenopsychology and acting. There are eight cardinal rules of acting,' the roboccoach told him. The first is, never identify. You'll never be able to become the character you're playing, because you aren't that character. The playwright gave birth to him, not your mother. Therefore...
Starting point is 00:32:47 But I'm only going to play one role, Clary Broke in. All I need to know is how to play that role well and convincingly. My life may depend on it. I teach acting. Robocote said loftily. I don't run a charm school. If you come to me, you learn, or at least are exposed to, all I have to offer. I refuse to tailor my art to any occasional need. Now, the second cardinal rule. Clary was glad he could absorb the languages and social structure of the planet through the impersonal hypnotapes. He had to learn more than one language because the
Starting point is 00:33:29 planet was divided into several national units, each speaking a different tongue. Inefficient as far as planetary operation went, but advantageous to him, Han Valor pointed out, because, though he'd work in Vangor, he would be supposed to have originated in Ventimore, hence his accent. "'Work?' Clary asked. "'I thought I was going to be an undercover agent.' "'You'll have a cover job,' she explained wearily. You can't just wander around with no visible source of income, unless you're a member of the nobility,
Starting point is 00:34:05 and it would be risky to elevate you to the peerage. What kind of a job will I have?' Clary asked, brightening a little at the idea of possibly having something interesting to do. They call it librarian. I'm not exactly sure what it is, but Colonel Blin, he's our chief officer on the planet, says that after indoctrination you ought to be to handle it. Clary already knew that jobs on Demorland weren't officially assigned, but that employer and employee somehow managed to find each other and work out arrangements themselves. Sometimes, and now explained, employers would advertise for employees.
Starting point is 00:34:49 Colonel Blinn had answered such a job in Vangor on his behalf from an accommodation address in Ventimore. You were hired sight unseen, because you came cheap. so they probably won't check your references. Let's hope not anyway. End of Part 1. Part 2 of Sentry of the Sky by Evelyn E. Smith. This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 00:35:25 Sentry of the Sky. Part 2. The trip to DeMoran was one long aching agony. Since luxury liners naturally didn't touch on D'Moron, he was sent out on a service freighter, built for maximum stowage rather than comfort. Most of the time he was space-sick. The only thing that comforted him was that it would be ten years before he'd have to go back. They landed on the Earthmen's spaceport, the only spaceport, of course, at Barshot,
Starting point is 00:35:57 and he was hustled off to Earth headquarters in an animal-drawn cart that made him realize that there were other ailments besides space-sickness. "'Afraid you're going to have to hold up in my suite while you're with us,' Colonel Blinn apologized when Clary was safely inside. The rest of the establishment is crawling with native servants, daytimes anyway. They sleep out, but they have orders never to come near my quarters.' He looked interestedly at Clary. "'Amazing how the plasta surgeons got you to look exactly like a native.
Starting point is 00:36:34 Those boys really know their stuff. Maybe I will have my nose fixed the next time I go earth's side." Clary glared venomously at the tall, handsome, dark young officer. Don't worry, Blin soothed him. I'm sure when you go back they'll be able to make you look exactly the way you were before. He gave Clary a general briefing and explained to him that the additional allowance he'd be receiving, since he couldn't be expected to live on a demorland salary, would come from an alleged rich aunt in Barshot."
Starting point is 00:37:09 "'Well, you get the native currency?' Clary asked. "'We do some restricted trading with the natives. Bring materials that they're in short supply, salt, breakfast cereals, pigments, thread, stuff like that. Nothing strategic, nothing they could possibly use against us, unless they decide to strangle us with our own string.' He guffawed ear-splittingly. One rainy evening, a couple of Earth officers hustled Clary into a hacks cart. A little later,
Starting point is 00:37:42 equipped with a native kit, an itinerary, and a ticket purchased in Ventimore, he was left a short distance from a large track car station. He was so numb with fright, he had to force himself to move in the right direction, leg by leg. He gained a little confidence when he was able to find the terminus without needing to ask directions. He even managed to find a moment. He even managed to find the right chain of cars and a place to sit in one of them. He didn't realize that this was something of an achievement until he discovered that certain later arrivals had to stand. He wondered why more tickets were issued than there were seats available,
Starting point is 00:38:20 then realized the answer was simple. Primitives couldn't count very accurately. Creakily and slowly the chain got underway. Clary's terror mounted. Here he was, wearing strange, clothes on a strange world surrounded by strange creatures. They weren't really repulsive, he told himself. They look like people.
Starting point is 00:38:44 They look like me. Some of the natives seemed to be staring at him. His heart began to beat loudly. Could they hear it? Did their hearts beat the same way? Was their hearing more acute than his? The tapes had seemed so full of information. Now he saw how full of whole of heart.
Starting point is 00:39:04 holes they'd been. Then he noticed that the natives were staring at each other. His heart quieted. Only a local custom. After a while, little conversational groups formed. No one spoke to him, for he spoke to no one. He was not yet ready to thrust himself upon them. He had enough to do to reach his destination successfully. He tried to follow the conversations for practice and to keep his mind off his fears. The male next to him was talking to the male opposite about the weather and its effect on the surtles. The three females on his other side were telling each other how their respective offspring were doing in school. Some voices he couldn't identify with owners were complaining how much Sagar and Tittlewort cost these days. I don't know why the government is so worried,
Starting point is 00:39:58 he thought. They're not really very human at all. The chain has been. The chain has been been scheduled to reach the end of its run in three hours. It took closer to five. He got off at what would have been around midnight on earth, and the terminus where he was supposed to take the next chain was almost empty of people, completely empty of cars. Although it was still a few minutes before his car was due, he was worried. Finally, he approached a native. Is this—is this not where the 39-12 to Zrig is destined to to to appear," he asked, conscious as he uttered Zanktort aloud for the first time, that his phrasing was not entirely colloquial.
Starting point is 00:40:43 The native stared at him with small pale eyes and bit his middle finger. "'Strager, eh?' he asked in a small, pale voice. "'Yes,' the native waited. "'I come from Ventimore,' Clary told him. "'Nosey native,' he thought furiously. Prying primitive. "'You don't have to shout,' the native said. "'I'm not deef.'
Starting point is 00:41:10 Clary realized what he hadn't noticed consciously before. The natives spoke much more softly than Earthmen. Local custom, too. "'You'll be finding things a lot different here in Vang Tor,' the native told him. "'Livelier, more up to date. For instance, do the cars always run on time in Ventimore?' Yes, Clary said firmly. Well, they don't hear.
Starting point is 00:41:38 Know why? That's because we've got more than one chain of them. He made a noise like a wounded Tershey. He was laughing. Clary smiled until his gums ached. About the 39-12, it is rather important to me, as I understand the next chain does not leave for several days. The native lifted a chronometer hanging around his neck. "'Ot to get in around forty or so,' he said. "'Why'd you get yourself a female or a bite to eat?' He waved his hand toward the two trade booths that were still open for business.
Starting point is 00:42:17 Clary was very hungry, but as he got near the food booth, the stench and the side of the utensils were too much for him. He went back to the carways and sat huddled on a banquet until his chain. came in at forty-nine. The car he picked was empty, so he stretched out on the seat and slept until it got to Zrig, very early in the morning. When he got out, day was dawning, and a food booth hadn't had time to accumulate odors, so he climbed to one of the perches and pointed to something that looked like a lopsided
Starting point is 00:42:51 pie and something else that looked like coffee. Neither was what it appeared to be, but the pseudo-pie was edible, and the soup or coffee was good. Somehow the food seemed to diminish his fright. It made the world less strange. "'Where you going, stranger?' the native asked, resting his arms on the top of the booth. "'Katund,' Clary said. The other looked puzzled. "'It is a village near Zrig.'
Starting point is 00:43:22 "'That a fact,' the native bit his little finger. "'You look like a city feller to me.' That is correct," Clary said patiently. I come from Quartet. It is a place of some size." He waited a decent interval before collapsing his smile. Now why would a smart-looking young fellow like you want to go to a place like this Khatund, eh?"
Starting point is 00:43:51 Clary started to shrug, then remembered that was not a demoralit gesture. I have received employment there. I should think you'd be able to do better than that." The native nibbled at his thumb. What did you say you worked at? I didn't. I am a librarian. The native turned away and began to rinse his utensils. In that case, I guess Caton's as good a place as any.
Starting point is 00:44:22 Surely, Clary thought, even a demurlant would at this point rise up and smite the food merchant with one of his own platters. Then he forgot his anger in apprehension. What in the name of whatever gods they worshipped on this planet could a librarian possibly be? He got up and was about to go. Then he remembered to be friendly and outgoing. I have never tasted better food, he told the native. Not even in Barshat.
Starting point is 00:44:52 The native picked up the coin Clary had left by way of a tip and bit it. Apparently it passed the test. "'Stop here next time you're passing this way,' he advised, "'and I'll really serve you something to write home about.' The omnibus for Kutund proved to be nothing but a large cart drawn by a team of hacks. Clary waited for internal manifestations as he rode. None came. "'I found my land legs,' he thought, or rather my land stomach.
Starting point is 00:45:26 And with the hacks jogging along the quiet lanes of Vangor, he found himself almost at peace. Earth was completely urbanized. There were great metropolises. There were the parks, there were the oceans, that was all. So to him, the vanktort countryside looked like a huge park, with grass and trees and flowers that were slightly unrealistic in color, but beautiful just the same, even more perhaps.
Starting point is 00:45:57 It was idyllic. There's bound to be some catch, he thought. The other passengers, who'd been talking together in low tones, turned toward Clary. You'll be the new librarian, I take it, the tallest observed. He was a bulky creature, wearing a rich but sober cloak that came down to his ankles. For a moment, Clary couldn't understand him. The local dialect seemed to thicken the words. Why, yes.
Starting point is 00:46:28 How did you know that? The native wiggled his ears. Not many folks come to Catun and a new librarian's expected, so it wasn't hard to figure. Except you don't look my idea of a librarian. Clary nervously smoothed the dark red cloak that covered him from shoulder to mid-calf. Was it too loud? Too quiet? Too short?
Starting point is 00:46:54 What'd give you the idea of couple of us? to Ketund," the oldest and smallest of the three asked in a whistling voice. "'It's no place anybody who wasn't born here'd choose.' "'Most young fellas favored the city.' The third, a barrel-shaped individual agreed. "'I'd have gone there myself when I was a lad, if Dad hadn't needed somebody to take over the purple fur-bush when he was gone.' "'Maybe he's running away,' the ancient similated.
Starting point is 00:47:28 When I was a boy, there was a feller from the city came here. Turned out to be a thief. All three stared at Clary. I—I replied to an advertisement in the Dordineck District Bulletin, he said carefully. I wished for a position that was peaceful and quiet. I am recovering from an oversight of the nervous system. The oldest one said, That I count for it right enough.
Starting point is 00:47:56 Clary gritted his teeth and beamed at them. Typical idiot smile, the ancient whispered. Notice it myself right off, but I didn't like to say. Is it right to have a librarian that isn't all there? The proprietor of the fur-bush asked. Foreigner, too. I mean to say, the young ones use him more and most. We've got to take what we can get, the biggest native said. Caton's funds are running mighty low.
Starting point is 00:48:30 "'What can you expect when you ballot yourself a salary raise every year?' the old man whistled. The other two made animal noises. Clary must not jump. He must learn to laugh like a tertiary if he hoped to be the life of any dormant party. The big one stood up as well as he could in the swaying cart. "'Guess I'd better introduce myself,' he said, holding out a stir-stir-one. shod foot. I'm Malasor, headman of Kutund.
Starting point is 00:49:01 This is Peek. He deals in blots and snarls. And Hanksie here is the innkeeper. My name is Balt, Clary said. I am honored by this meeting. And he went through the conventional toe-touching with each one. As you'll be putting up with me until you found permanent quarters, Till, Bolt, Hanksie said.
Starting point is 00:49:25 Not that you could do much better. than to make your permanent home at the purple firbush, you'll find life more comfortable than if you lodge with a private family. Being a young, unmarried man, he twisted his nose suggestively, you'd naturally want a bit of freedom, excitement. Remember, he's a librarian, pick whistled. He might not appreciate as good a time as most young Fellers." Clary was glad when a cluster of domes appearing over the horizon indicated that they reached Kutund.
Starting point is 00:49:59 He looked about him curiously. The countryside he'd been able to equate with a park, but this small aggregate of detached dwellings bore no relationship to anything in his experience. His kit was dexterously removed from his hand. "'Guess you'll want to check in first,' Hanksie said. so I'll just take your gear over to the inn for you." He pointed out a small dome, shading from lavender at the bottom to rose pink on the top. Over the door were glittering symbols which Clary was able to decipher after a moment's
Starting point is 00:50:35 concentration as Dordanek District Public Library, Catund Branch, and underneath in smaller letters, please blow nose before entering. Hesidently he touched the screen that covered the portway. It rolled back. He went inside. At his first sight of what filled the shelves from floor to topmost curve of the dome, Clary became charged with fury. The ancient books in the glass cases back on earth were of a different shape and substance, but—
Starting point is 00:51:08 "'My God!' he cried aloud. "'It's nothing but another archive!' The female in charge glared at him. Silence, please! Suddenly the anger left him and the fear. He was no longer a stranger on a strange world. He was an archivist in an archive. She took a better look at him
Starting point is 00:51:32 and the local equivalent of a bright smile shone on her face. May I help you tell? She asked in a softer, sweeter voice. I am Balt, Till, he said. I am the new librarian. She came out from behind the desk to offer the ceremonial toe-touch. I'm M. Bilsyra, the head librarian, and I'm very glad to see you. Her tone was warm. She really seemed to mean it. Everything's in such a mess, she went on. I've needed help so very badly, so very long.
Starting point is 00:52:10 She looked up at him. for she was a good deal shorter than he. So glad, she murmured, so very, very glad to see you, really. Well, now you have help, he said with quiet strength. Where are the files? They were written instead of punched of an alien design in an alien language, arranged according to alien patterns, but he understood them at a glance. These will need to be reorganized from top to bottom, he said.
Starting point is 00:52:47 Yes, Tilbalt, she said demurely. Whatever you say. Once every six months, Clary went for a long weekend to visit his aunt Eskidash in Barshot. Barshot was the largest city on DeMorland. It was the capital of Vintnor, the greatest nation. Earthmen, Clary thought, as he traveled there in the comparative luxury of a first-class compartment. As a rich nephew, he saw no real reason to travel third class, were disgustingly obvious. That first time he was five hours late, and Blin was a nervous wreck.
Starting point is 00:53:26 "'I was afraid you've been killed or discovered or God knows,' he babbled, practically embracing Clary in a fervency of relief. I was afraid. "'Come, come, Colonel,' Clary interrupted, striding past him. You know how inefficient DeMorlet Transport is, and I had to make two chain connections. Of course, the Colonel said, wiping the perspiration off his forehead. Of course. And you must be dead tired. Sit down. Let me take your cloak. How about the servants? Clary asked. This is their weekend off. Blin pulled himself together. Really, my dear fellow, I've been in this business longer than you. I know what precautions to take.
Starting point is 00:54:13 Never can be too careful. I see you've got yourself another cloak, the Colonel said as he hung it in the guest's nap. Very handsome. I've never seen one like it. Yes, as a matter of fact, several people on the chains wanted to know where I'd got it. Where did you get it? asked Blin, feeling the material. Might go well as an export.
Starting point is 00:54:38 "'Afraid it couldn't be exported. It's a custom job, you see. Hand-woven, hand-decorated. It was a birthday present.' The Colonel stared at him. "'Well,' Clary said, "'if you didn't expect me to get birthday presents, you shouldn't have put a birth-date on my identity papers. My boss baked me a milk-sane. "'Your boss!' The relationship between employer and employee is much different from the way it is on earth. Clary explained. Reaching over, he flipped the switch on the recorder and repeated the statement, adding,
Starting point is 00:55:14 "'Embil Sira is kind, considerate, helpful. She can't do enough for me.' He put his mouth close to the mechanism. "'Be sure to tell McFingle that.' "'Now, now,' the Colonel said, turning the switch off. He pushed a small tea-wagon over to Clary. "'You must be starving. Have some sandwiches and coffee. I'm sure you'll be glad to take it.
Starting point is 00:55:38 good earth food again." "'Yes, indeed,' Clary said, trying not to make a face. "'Ur, shouldn't we start recording while everything's fresh in my mind?' "'Might as well,' the Colonel said, flipping the switch again. "'Pity we don't have a probe here, which saves so much time. But, of course, it's an expensive installation. All right, Clary, over to you.' Clary choked on a mouthful of sandwich and hesitated.
Starting point is 00:56:08 "'Bing with your very first impressions,' the Colonel urged. "'Well, the Archives, the library, was in a real mess. "'Took me over two weeks to get it in even roughly decent shape. "'Three different systems of classification, and, added to that, "'not so much the library, old chap. "'Leave the technical stuff for later. "'What I met was your first impressions of the natives. "'Is something wrong with the coffee?
Starting point is 00:56:36 and you've hardly touched your sandwich. Maybe you like another kind. I have several varieties here. Ham and cheese and... Oh, no, Clary protested. The one I have is fine. It's just that I'm... Well, to tell you the truth, he confessed.
Starting point is 00:56:53 I've grown accustomed to D'Morland food. Don't see how you could, the Colonel said. Nauseating stuff, to my way of thinking, he added politely. He opened a sandwich and inspected the filling. You've only eaten at public places. Even the better restaurants don't put themselves out for Earthmen. Say they have no... Pallets, I guess the word would be.
Starting point is 00:57:17 But you ought to taste my landlady's cooking. All this is being taped, you know. They'll have to listen to every word on Earth. If only I could convey the true picture through words. Her raguos are rhapsodies, her soufflays, symphonies. I'm using rough terrestrial equivalence, of course. The cuisine comes later, please. Overall impressions first.
Starting point is 00:57:42 Well, Clary began again. At first I was a bit surprised that you'd stuck me in a quarter-credit place like Catan. Naturally, in a village, the people would be more backward than in the cities, so you'd have a poorer idea of how they were developing. Then I realized that you couldn't help putting me there, that you probably couldn't write a letter good enough to get me a job in any of the big centers. Ambil Cyrus said she was surprised to find me so much more literate than she would have expected from the letter. The colonel said erect huffily.
Starting point is 00:58:15 I've never pretended to be a philologist. And anyway, DeMorland isn't like Earth. Here, the heartbeat of the planet is in its villages. Earth hasn't any villages, so the comparison doesn't apply. Clary cleared his throat. Don't you have anything to drink except coffee? Tea? That would be better. Do you know the Katundi have a special variety of tea, or something very like it, which is, tell me what they think of Earthmen, the Colonel interrupted desperately.
Starting point is 00:58:49 Not much. What I mean is nobody in Katun's actually had any contact with them, though they've heard of them, of course. Every now and then there's a little article in the Dorda Neck Bulletin from their Bar-Swatt correspondent, and sometimes, if there isn't any of real news, he gives a couple of inches to the Earthmen. Exactly, how do they regard us? The Colonel asked as he spooned tea into the pot. Demigods? Superior beings? Are they in great awe of us? They regard us as visitors from another planet, Clary said.
Starting point is 00:59:26 They don't realize from quite how far away we hail. Think it's only a matter of a solar system or two, but they've got the general idea. Don't forget, they may not be a mechanical people, but they do have some idea of astronomy. They're not illiterate clods. What do they think of our spaceships? Great silver birds, something like that? Sying deeply, Clary said. They think our spaceships are cars that fly through the sky without tracks, and they think it's silly, our having machines to fly in the sky and none to go on the ground.
Starting point is 01:00:02 There's an old Doordyneck proverb. "'One must run before one must fly.' Originally applied to birds, but—' "'But what else do they think about us?' "'Clarry was hurt. "'That's what I was getting to, if you only give me time. "'After all, I've been speaking Vang-Tort for six months, "'and it's a little hard to go back to Taryn
Starting point is 01:00:24 "'and organize my thoughts at the same time.' "'Terribly sorry,' the Colonel apologized, handing him a cup of tea. "'Carry on.' "'Thank you. They say, if you, if we, are so smart, why do we use hacks or the chains like anybody else? They think somebody else must have given us the starships, or else we stole them. That's mostly Picks idea. He's the village lawyer, and of course, lawyers are apt to think in terms like that. Um, the colonel said.
Starting point is 01:00:58 We didn't think it would be a good idea to introduce ground cars, upset their traffic and caused dissatisfy. satisfied yearnings. They're satisfied with their hacks carts. They're not in any hurry to get anywhere. But Katon's a village. Attitudes may be different in the cities. You stick with your village, old chap. If you feel a wild urge for city life,
Starting point is 01:01:21 you can always take a weekend trip to Zrig. Stay at the Zrig grashed. It's the only decent inn. By the way, you spoke of a landlady. Do you mean at the inn? No, Clary told him. At first he had put up at the inn, but he found the place noisy, the cooking poor, and the pallet covers dirty.
Starting point is 01:01:41 Besides, Hankssey had kept impertuning him to go on visits to a nearby township where he promised him a good time. I was wondering, though, Clary finished, if it would be possible for an earthman and a delormant to, uh, have a good time together. Been wondering myself, the colonel said eagerly. I didn't dare ask on my own. my own behalf, but it's your job, isn't it? I'll check back with the XT boys on Earth.
Starting point is 01:02:10 Go on with your story. As a resident of the inn, Clary told Colonel Blinn, he'd been found that he was expected to join the men in the bar parlor every evening, where they'd drink and exchange appropriate stories. But he choked on the squaffer and was insufficiently familiar with the local mores to be able to appreciate the stories, let alone tell any. He'd concentrated on smiling and agreeing with whatever anybody said, with the result that the others began to agree with Pick that he was a bit cracked. They were, for the most part, polite enough to me, but I could sense the gulf. I was a stranger, a cityman, and probably a bit of a lunatic. A few of the younger ones hadn't even been polite.
Starting point is 01:02:56 They used to insult me obliquely, Clary went on, and whisper things I only half heard. I pretended I didn't hear at all. I stood them drinks and told them what a lovely place Katand was, so much cleaner and prettier and friendlier than the city. That just seemed to confirm their impression that I was an idiot. He stopped, took a sip of tea, and continued. The females were friendly enough, though. Every time they came into the library, they'd always stopped for a chat.
Starting point is 01:03:27 And they were very hospitable, invited me to outdoor luncheons, temple gatherings, things like that. Imbel Sira, she's the chief librarian, got quite annoyed because she said they made so much noise when they all gathered around my desk. He paused and blushed. I have an idea that, well, the ladies don't find me unattractive. I mean, they're not really ladies. That is, they're perfect ladies.
Starting point is 01:03:55 They're just not women. I'm not a bit surprised, the colonel nodded sagely. Very well-set-up young fellow for a native. Only natural they should take a liking to you. And only natural the men shouldn't. Clary gave an embarrassed grin. One evening I was sitting in the bar-parlour, talking to Kuqwal and Gadsmore, two of the older men.
Starting point is 01:04:19 And then Mundus comes in. He's the town muscle boy. You know the type. One in every try-dye series. He was rather unpleasant. I pretended to think he was joking. I've learned to laugh like one of them. Listen. He gave a creditable imitation of an agonized Tershey.
Starting point is 01:04:38 The Colonel shuddered. I'm sure if anything would convince the chaps back on earth that the Damerlante aren't human, that would do it. What then? Finally, he made a remark impugning the virility of librarians that I simply could not ignore, so I empty my mug of squuffer in his face. Stout fellow. I knew he'd attack me and probably beat me up,
Starting point is 01:05:04 but I thought that perhaps if I put up a show of courage, they'd respect me. There was something like that in a sentries of the sky a year or so ago, but of course you'd have missed that episode. You were up here. Anyhow, as I expected, he hit me. And then I hit him. He smiled reminiscingly into his cup of tea.
Starting point is 01:05:26 And then? I beat him, Clary said simply. I still can't figure out how I did it. I think it must be because my muscles are heavier gravity type. He smiled again. And I beat him good. He couldn't dance at the temple for weeks. The colonel's jaw dropped.
Starting point is 01:05:47 He's a temple dancer? Chief Temple dancer. I was a little worried about that because I didn't want to get in bed theologically, so I went to the priest and apologized for any inconvenience I might have caused. He said, not to worry, Mundus had had it coming to him for a long time, and his one regret was that he hadn't been there to see it. Then we touched toes, and he said he'd like to see a young fellow with Braun,
Starting point is 01:06:14 who also took an interest in cultural pursuits like reading. He trusted I'd have a beneficial effect on the youth of the village. And then he asked me to fill in for Mundus as a man. chief temple dancer, until he, um, recovered. "'It's a great honor, you know,' he said sharply, as the colonel seemed more moved to mirth than awe. But I've never been much of a dancing man, and that's what I told him. "'Very well done,' the colonel said approvingly.
Starting point is 01:06:45 "'But you still haven't explained where you got lodgings and a landlady.' "'She's Ample Cyrus's mother. I was invited over for dinner from time to time. It's a local custom,' he explained as Blin's eyebrows went up. "'So when Emble Siret told me her mother happened to have a compartment to let with meals included, I jumped at it. Blin, you really ought to taste those pastries of hers.' The Colonel managed to divert him onto some of the other aspects of Catanut life. When he'd finished taping everything he had to say, the Colonel gave him a list of artifacts
Starting point is 01:07:22 and small-sized flora and fauna. The specialists on Earth wanted him to collect for his next trip, providing he could do so without arousing attention or violating taboos. They shook hands. Clary, the colonel said, you've done splendidly. Earth will be proud of you. And you might bring along one or two of those pastries, by the way. End of Part 2. Part 3 of Century of the Sky by Evelyn E. Smith. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. Century of the Sky
Starting point is 01:08:03 Part 3 When Clary got back to Catund, Imble Sirea and her mother gave a little welcome home party for him. Nothing elaborate, the widow said, just a few neighbors and friends, some simple refreshments. The tiny residential dome was packed with people. The refreshments, Clary thought, as he munched industriously, were magnificent. But then he'd been forced to live on earth food
Starting point is 01:08:31 for a weekend, so he was no judge. After they'd finished eating, the young people folded the furniture, and while one of the boys played upon a curious instrument that was string and percussion and brass all at once, the others danced. Clary made no attempt to participate. In his early youth, he'd flopped at the earth-hops, and the Damerlante had a distinctly more Dionysian culture than his home world. He stood and watched them leaping and twirling. When they dropped, temporarily exhausted, he made his way over to the musician, whom he recognized as one of Peake's numerous grandsons. This one was Rini, he thought. "'Is that difficult to learn?' he asked, touching the instrument.
Starting point is 01:09:17 "'The Eulerin is extremely difficult,' the boy said importantly. "'It takes years and years of practice. And you've got to have the touch to begin with. Not many do. All our family have the touch. My brother Iric most of all. He's in Barshot, studying to be a famous musician. Clary looked at the Eulerin with unmistakable wistfulness. Care to try it? The boy asked. But mind, you have to pay for any bladders you burst. I shall be very careful, Clary said, taking the instrument reverently in his hands.
Starting point is 01:09:54 He had never touched a musical instrument before. An earth instrument would have been no less unfamiliar, no more wonderful. gently he began to pluck and bang and blow in imitation of the way the boy had done, and though the sounds that came out didn't have the same smoothness, still they didn't fall harshly on his ears. The others stopped talking and listened. It would have been difficult for them to do otherwise as he was unable to find the muting device. "'Sounds like the death wail of a hicks,' Pick simulated, but he added grudgingly. "'Foreener or not, I have to say this for him. He's got the touch.'
Starting point is 01:10:35 "'Yes, he's got the touch,' others agreed. You can always tell.' Reney smiled at Clary. "'I believe you do. I'll teach you to play if you like.' "'I would, very much.' Clary was about to offer to pay for the lessons. Then he remembered that, though this would have been the right thing on Earth, it would be wrong on DeMorland. "'If it is not too much trouble,' he finished. "'It's the kind of trouble I like.' The boy twisted his nose at Clary. "'Somime, you can hide the reserved books for me.'
Starting point is 01:11:13 After the guests had gone, Clary insisted on helping the women with the pudding away. "'Well, as long as Am Belcira has a pair of brawny arms to help her,' the widow yawned, I might as well be getting along to my palate. I seem to get more and more tired these days, old age I expect. One day I'll be so tired, I'll never wake up, and Amble Sire'll be alone, and what'll she do, poor thing? Who can live on a librarian salary? Now on two librarian salaries.
Starting point is 01:11:48 Mother! Amble Sira interrupted furiously. You go to bed. She did hurriedly. "'Don't worry, Imbo Sirea,' Clary said. "'She will be weaving away for decades yet. Everybody says she's the best weaver in the district,' he added, to change the subject. "'Yes,' Amble Sira said, as they gathered all the augments the guests had left. She's been offered a lot of money to go to work in Zrig, but she won't leave Ketund.
Starting point is 01:12:19 She was born here, and so were her parents.' "'I do not blame her for one of course. to stay, he said. It's a very home-like place. She sighed. To us it is, but I don't suppose someone whose city-born and bred would feel the same way. I know you won't let yourself stay buried here forever, and what will I—what will Mother and I ever do without you?' "'It is very kind of you to say so,' he replied. "'I am honored.' girl. She was still young enough to be called a girl, though no longer in her first youth, looked up at him. Blue eyes could be pleasing in their way. Why are you always so stiff,
Starting point is 01:13:07 so cold? I am not cold, he said honestly. I am afraid. There is nothing to be afraid of. You're safe among friends, no matter what you may have done back where you came from. But I have done nothing back there, he said. Nothing at all. Perhaps that is the trouble with me. She looked up at him, and then away. Then, isn't it about time you started to do something? The next time he went to Barshwat, he took a lot of luggage with him, because, besides the artifacts and the flora and fauna, he brought cold pastries for the
Starting point is 01:13:50 colonel. The colonel ate one in silence, then said, "'Tried to get the recipe.' "'By the way,' said Clary, "'the XT boys made a few mistakes. "'The bug isn't an insect, it's a bird. "'And the lule isn't a bird, it's a flower. "'And the paparoon isn't a flower, it's an insect.'
Starting point is 01:14:12 "'Oh, well, I guess they'll be able to straighten that out,' the colonel said, licking crumbs from his thick fingers. "'We do our jobs, and they do theirs.' He reached for another pastry. "'Take good care of the bug,' Clary said. "'He likes his morning seed mixed with milk, his evening seed with wine. "'His name is Murty. He's very tame and affectionate. "'I—'
Starting point is 01:14:38 "'said I was bringing him to my aunt.' "'He paused. "'You are going to take him back alive, aren't you? "'You get so much more information that way.' "'Wouldn't dream of hurting a hair—a feather—' "'No, it's a hair, isn't it? of the little fellow's head. Clary looked out of the window at the purple night sky.
Starting point is 01:15:00 Then he turned back to the colonel. "'I've been taking music lessons,' he said defiantly. "'Fine. Every man should have a hobby. But I've no music license. Come now, Clary. You still don't seem to realize you're on DeMorland, not Earth. Not a blooded intelligence man yet. There aren't any guilds on DeMorland,
Starting point is 01:15:24 so enjoy yourself. Speaking of that, did you find out about Earthmen and... Yes, I'd meant to drop you a note, but it seemed rather odd information for your aunt to be giving you. It's absolutely all right, old chap. Go ahead. Have your bit of fun. Clary was unreasonably annoyed. I wasn't thinking of what you're thinking.
Starting point is 01:15:54 I mean, well, Caton is a village, and the native morality is very strict in these matters. Afraid I don't quite follow you. Clary bit his finger. Well, he finally admitted, the truth of the matter is, I'd like to get married. The colonel was extremely surprised. A legal arrangement. Is it absolutely necessary? How about the females that the in-kewerexed? so anxious to have you, ah, meat.
Starting point is 01:16:28 Clary didn't know how to explain. Their standards of cleanliness, he began and stopped. Then he started again. I suppose I'd like a permanent companion. I don't suppose there's any real reason why you shouldn't enter into a legal liaison while you're here, said the Colonel. After all, it isn't as if the two races could interbreed. That could be decidedly awkward.
Starting point is 01:16:57 Who's the lucky little lady? My landlady's daughter, Clary said. Your boss, eh? Flying high, aren't you, old chap? His massive hand descended on Clary's shoulder. Then he grew serious. Can she cook like her mother? Even better.
Starting point is 01:17:17 My boy, the colonel said solemnly, you have my unqualified blessing. and when I ask you to save me a piece of the wedding cake, I ask from the heart. So, when Clary went back to Catund, he asked Mblesyira to marry him, and she accepted. The whole village turned out for the wedding. Clary managed to take some Vok-picks of the ceremonies for the XTs with a finger unit. I ought to get a handsome wedding present for this, he thought. And, to his surprise, on the wedding day, an elaborate, jewel-studded
Starting point is 01:17:52 toilet service did arrive from Barshot, with the affectionate regards of his aunt, who was too ill to travel. They tie up everything, he thought, but he knew it was a little more than simply remembering to pick up a loose end. The toilet set was vulgar, ostentatious, hideous, obviously selected with loving care and terrestrial taste. Everybody in Catun and a lot of people from the surrounding country came to look at it. It seemed to establish his eligibility beyond a doubt. Never thought Belsaird'd do it, and at her age, too, Peake was heard to comment, but it looks like she really got herself a catch. What's a little weakness in the domptop when there's money, too? The first three years of Clary's marriage were happy ones. He and M. Belsaira
Starting point is 01:18:46 got on very nicely together, and since he was fond of her mother, he didn't mind her constant presence too much. Once a week he took a euleran lesson from Rini. He practiced assiduously and made progress that he himself could see was sensational. He did wish that Rini would accept money. It would have been so much less of a nuisance than replacing the music books the boy stole from the library, but he couldn't expect local customs to coincide with his own. The money, of course, didn't matter.
Starting point is 01:19:18 He still wasn't living up to his allowance. although he was beginning to spread himself on elaborate custom-made cloaks and tunics. On earth, he had dressed soberly, according to his status, but here he felt entitled to cut a dash. At the colonel's request, on his next trip to Barshot, he brought his eulnerin and taped some native melodies. "'I like them,' the colonel said, nodding his head emphatically. "'Catchy! Very catchy!
Starting point is 01:19:48 Hope the XTs appreciate them. They don't usually like music if it sounds at all human. And catching the look on Clary's face, Well, you know what I mean. To them, if a tune can be hummed, it isn't authentic. News of Clary's skill on the Eulerin spread through the countryside. When he played in the temple concerts, people sometimes came from as far away as Zrig to hear him.
Starting point is 01:20:15 Clary was a little disturbed about this, because he didn't subscribe to the local faith. But the high priest said, My son, music knows no religious boundaries. Besides, when you play, we always get three times as much in the collection nets. At the time, Clary got word from Barshwat that General Spano and the staff ship were expected shortly. He had risen to the post of chief librarian. Imble Sire had retired to keep Dome and wait for the young ones who would, of course, never come.
Starting point is 01:20:47 Clary had hired a Hickshead of an assistant from Zrig to assist him. He saw now why the village had originally been grateful to get even a foreigner of doubtful background for the job. "'I'm going to have to stay at least a week with Aunt Ascush this time,' he told his wife. "'Legal matters. I think she's drawing up a will or some such,' he added, hoping that this would keep Embo Sirea happy and convinced. Maybe it worked too well. But why can't I come with you? I've always wanted so much to meet her. I keep telling you her illness is a disfiguring one. She won't meet strangers. And don't say you're not a stranger. You'd understand, but she's the one who wouldn't.
Starting point is 01:21:37 Please, don't nag me, Bilser. Sometimes I think you're a stranger bolt. "'Mble Sire declared emotionally. "'Yes, dear, I'm a stranger, anything you say, but let me get packed.' He started folding a robe crookedly, hoping it would distract her into taking over the job. But she leaned against the lintel, staring at him. "'Balt, sometimes, I wonder if you really have an aunt!' The only thing he allowed himself to do was put down the rope he was holding.
Starting point is 01:22:13 Do you think I send expensive toilet seats to myself? You must think Picks right. I'm just playing crazy. Pick doesn't think you're crazy anymore. He and the other old ones say, You have a woman in Barshot. But I don't believe that. Maybe I do, Imbalsyra.
Starting point is 01:22:34 A man's a man, even if he is a librarian. I know it isn't true. I think it's... Something else entirely. You're so strange sometimes, Balt. How could somebody who comes only from the other side of the same world be so strange? He forced a grin. Suddenly you've become very cosmic.
Starting point is 01:22:59 What do you know of our... Of the world. It's a big place. And nobody else in Catan seems to be so impressed by my strangeness. They think of foreigners entitled to his queer ways. Nobody in Catan knows you as well as I do, and I've seen foreigners before. They're not different in the way you are.' She looked intently at him.
Starting point is 01:23:23 It's not a shameful kind of strangeness, just a strange kind of strangeness. Fascinating in its way. I don't want you to think I just married the first stranger who came along. I'm sure you had many offers, dear. Come, help me for you. fold this cloak, or I'll never make the bus. You know what I'm reminded of, she said, coming forward and taking the cloak. Of the old tale about the lovely village maiden who marries the handsome stranger and promises
Starting point is 01:23:57 she'll never look into his eyes, and then one day she forgets and looks into his eyes and sees. What does she see? The worst thing of all, the greatest horror. She sees nothing. She sees emptiness. He laughed. The moral's clear. She shouldn't have looked into his eyes. But how can you help looking into the eyes of the man you love? Maybe that's the moral. That it was an impossible task, he said her. In those tales, it's always the man's fault, isn't it?
Starting point is 01:24:37 Not much doubt who made them up. Now, Belser, please. I've got to finish packing. It'll be just my luck to have today be the day the bus to Zriggs on time. A couple of weeks ago I was in Zrigue shopping, and I saw an Earthman, she said, folding his cloak into the kit. The way he walked, the way he moved, reminded me a little of you. It was a long moment before he could speak.
Starting point is 01:25:07 Do I look to you like a dark-faced, dark-haired, brown-eyed, brown-eyed, I didn't say you were an earthman, but if Earthmen can travel through the sky, they might be able to do other things, too, maybe even change the way a man looks. He snapped the kit-fastner. If you really believe that, you should be careful. Creatures as clever as that might be able to pluck your words from my brain. What if they did? I'm not ashamed, or afraid either. He reached out and patted her arm.
Starting point is 01:25:44 Maybe she wasn't afraid, but he was. For her. And for the people of DeMorland. If there was a deep probe on the staff ship... If only something could happen to him, so he could never reach Barshot, Spano wouldn't know. He might guess, but he wouldn't know. He'd have to start all over again, and maybe things would turn out better next time. General Spano and his secretary were waiting in Blin's office.
Starting point is 01:26:16 Clary stretched out his foot in greeting, then recollected himself and reached out his hand. "'You see, sir,' he said with a too hearty laugh, "'I'm really living my part!' Spano beamed. "'Demorland certainly seems to agree with you, my boy. You look positively blooming, doesn't he, Han?' She nodded grave agreement. The General sniffed. "'What's that you two are smoking?'
Starting point is 01:26:44 "'Maric leaves,' Clary said. "'A native product. Care to try one?' He extended his pouch to Spano. "'Don't mind if I do,' the General said, taking a roll. "'Which part do you light? And why don't you offer one to Secretary Volert?' "'Oh, sorry, I didn't think of it. The women here don't use it. Care to try one, secretary?' As she took a roll, she looked at him searchingly.
Starting point is 01:27:11 She was still beautiful in an Amazonian way, but he preferred in Belcira's way. He could never imagine hand-valored warm and tender. "'Well, Clary,' Spano said, "'you seem to be doing a splendid job. I've been absolutely enthralled by your reports.' He settled himself behind Blinn's desk. Pity the information's top secret. It could make a fortune on the try-dyes.
Starting point is 01:27:40 "'Clarry bowed. "'And those music tapes you sent back "'created quite a stir. "'We've brought along some superior equipment. "'The rig here is good enough for routine work, "'but we need better fidelity for this. "'And it would be appreciated "'if the colonel didn't beat time with his foot while you played.
Starting point is 01:27:59 "'No offense, Blin.' "'He turned back to Clary. "'Do you think you can pick up some of those, "'what do you call them's eularenes for us, too? "'Or is there a taboo of you? some kind. Not eularenes, Clary corrected. Eulerin. And you can walk up to any marketplace and get as many as you like,
Starting point is 01:28:19 providing you have the cash, of course. I told you the job had musical overtones. I'll bet that makes up for some of the discomforts and privations. It's not too uncomfortable. There speaks a true patriot, Spano approved. Hand-measured Clary with a little bit. her eyes. "'You're quiet, secretary,' he said nervously.
Starting point is 01:28:45 "'You used to talk a lot more.' Glinn stared at him. She smiled. "'You're the one who has things to tell now, Clary.' "'And show,' the general said, almost licking his lips. Every one of your tapes made my mouth fairly water. I trust you brought an ample and varied supply of those delicacies.' Clary's smile was unforced this time.
Starting point is 01:29:13 I got your message and brought along a large hamperful, but it'll be hard to make the people back home keep thinking my aunts and invalid if she eats like a team of hacks. My wife baked some pastries, which I especially recommend to your attention. I think we ought to get business over before we start on refreshments, hand suggested. Yes, Spano agreed reluctantly. I suppose you had better be deep-probed first, Clary.
Starting point is 01:29:42 Not even one taste beforehand, Han? Well, I suppose not. Clary tensed. You've got a probe on the ship? He asked, as if the possibility had never occurred to him. That's right, Hand-Valdard said. It's an up-to-date model. The whole thing will take you less than an hour
Starting point is 01:30:01 and will have the information coldated by morning. I... I would prefer not to be deprobed. You never can tell. It might upset all the conditioning I've received here. It let us worry about that, Clary, she said. He didn't sleep that night. He sat looking out of the window, knowing there was nothing he could do.
Starting point is 01:30:26 Emble Sira was in danger. Her people were in danger, and he couldn't lift a finger to save them. When he came down to breakfast, he saw that the reports had been cold, and red. So, your wife suspects, does she? The general asked. Shrew, little creature. You must have picked one of the more intelligent ones.
Starting point is 01:30:49 Clary struggled on the pin. Wives often have strange fancies about their husbands. You mustn't take it too seriously. How often have you been married, Clary? Han asked. Or even linked in liaison? How many married people do you? did you know well back on Earth?
Starting point is 01:31:09 There was no need to answer. She knew all the answers. I think Clary did a rattling good job, Blin said stoutly. It wasn't his fault that she suspects. Of course not, the general agreed. Feminine intuition isn't restricted to human females. In fact, in some female ilfs it's even stronger than in humans. The precognitive faculties in the Grua, for example.
Starting point is 01:31:36 "'What are you going to do?' Clary interrupted bluntly. Han Valord answered him. "'Nothing yet. You've got us a lot of information, but it's not enough. You'll have to keep on as you are for another three years or so.' It was all Clary could do to keep from trembling visibly with relief. "'It doesn't even matter too much that one of the native suspects,' Hand went on, as long as she doesn't definitely know. She doesn't, Clary said, and she won't. And she won't tell anybody. She'd be afraid for me.
Starting point is 01:32:13 But he wasn't all that sure. The Damolanti didn't hate Earthmen and they didn't fear them, and so M. Bulsair wouldn't think it was a shameful thing to be. He was glad he'd already been deep-probed. At least this thought would be safe for three years or so. At any rate, they don't seem antagonistic toward Earthmen. The General said, almost as if he'd read part of Clary's mind. I think that's nice. Hand Valdard looked at him. It's not their attitude toward us that matters.
Starting point is 01:32:49 They couldn't do anything if they tried. It's what they are that matters, what they will be that matters even more. I take back what I said before, Clary flared. You talk too damn much! There was a chilling silence. "'Nurves,' said Blinn nervously. "'Every agent lets go when he's back among his own kind.
Starting point is 01:33:13 Nothing but release of tension. Several days later, the staff ship was ready to go back to Earth. "'Don't forget to tell your wife how much I enjoyed the pies,' Spano said. Then—' "'Oh, I was forgetting. You could hardly do that. But do see if you can work out something with a dehydro-freeze. I'd hate to have to wait three years before tasting them again. You can keep your Merack rolls, though. I'll take my smoke sticks.
Starting point is 01:33:45 Try not to get any more involved, Clary, Han, Valdred said as they stood outside the airlock. Maybe you ought to move on, to a city, perhaps, another country. When I want your advice, I'll ask for it, he snapped. After they'd gone, Blin turned on him. Man, you must be out of your mind talking to Secretary Voltered like that. Why does she have to keep meddling? It's none of her business. None of her business? Secretary of the Space Service, and you say it's none of her business?
Starting point is 01:34:22 Clary blinked. I thought she was Spano's secretary. Blin laughed until the tears dampened his dark cheeks. Spano's only head of intelligence. She's his mistress. Of course. Mistress. Feminine of Master. I should have realized that before.
Starting point is 01:34:44 Then Clary laughed too. I'm a real all-round alien. I can't even understand my own language. On the way back home, he couldn't help thinking that if Han Valord might be right. It could be the best thing for him to disappear now, the best thing for himself, the best thing for Mbel Sira. He could pretend to desert her. Better yet, Blin could fake some kind of accident, so her feelings wouldn't be hurt. A pension of some kind would be arranged. She could marry
Starting point is 01:35:16 again, have the children she wanted so much. If he waited the full ten years, she might never be able to have them. He had no idea at what age D'Amorlet female ceased to be fertile. But she wasn't just a DeMorland female. She was his wife. He didn't want to leave her. Maybe he never would have to. Had Spano said that when his term was over he could pick his planet? He would pick DeMorland. End of Part 3. Part 4 of Century of Century of the Sky by Evelyn E. Smith. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. Century of the Sky Part 4
Starting point is 01:36:08 When Clary came home from Barshwat Imbil Syra said nothing more about her suspicions but greeted him affectionately and prepared a special supper for him. Afterward, he wondered if making love to an earth-girl could be as pleasant. He wondered how it would be to make love to Han Valord. The days passed and he forgot about Han Valord. After much persuasion, he agreed to give a serious serious thing. of concerts at Zrig, but only on condition that Rini played with him, and had one solo each
Starting point is 01:36:41 performance. He was embarrassed at having so far outstripped his teacher, but Rini seemed unperturbed. "'My technique still better than yours will ever be,' he said. "'It's this new style of yours that gets them. I understand it's spreading. It's reached as far as Barshot. You should see the angry letters Iric writes about it.' Rini chris. cuckled. "'And he hasn't the least idea it started right here in his own home village that he's always sneered at for being so backward.' Clary smiled and clapped the boy on the neck. If it made Reney feel better to think Clary had a new style, rather than that Clary played better than he did, Clary had no objection. Clary was offered the post of head librarian
Starting point is 01:37:28 at Zrig, but M. B. L. Caird didn't want to leave Caton, and when he thought about it, he really didn't want to either. So he refused the job and didn't bother mentioning the matter to headquarters. As he grew more sure of himself and his position, he allowed his wealth to show. He and M. Belsairaer moved to a larger dome. Instead of sending to Zrig or even Barshot for the furnishings, they hired local talent. Tavann, the carpenter, made them some exquisite blackwood pieces, inlaid with opalescent stone that everyone said was the equal of anything in Barshwat. A talented nephew of Hanksis painted glowing murals. Emble Cyrus' mother wove rugs and draperies in muted water tones. The dome became the
Starting point is 01:38:14 district showplace. Clary realized he now had a position to keep up, but sometimes it annoyed him when perfect strangers asked to see the place. He was invited to run against Malasor as headman, but declined. He didn't want to be brought into undue prominence. Trouble was, as he became popular, he also aroused animosity. There were the girls who felt he should have married them instead of M. Belsaira, and their mothers and subsequent husbands. A lot of people resented Clary because they felt he should have decorated his house differently, dressed differently, spent his money differently. A man can live ignored by everyone, he discovered, but he can't be liked by some without
Starting point is 01:39:00 finding himself disliked by others. Matters came to a head in his fourth spring there. He thought of it as spring, although on DeMorland the seasons had no separate identities. They blended into one another without its ever being very hot or very cold, very rainy, or very dry. The reason he called this time of the year's spring was that it seemed closest to perfection. It was less perfect that year, because it was then that Reney's brother Iric came back from Barshot after a six years' absence. He was very much the cityman, far more so than anyone Clary had seen in Barshot itself. His tunics were shorter than his fellow villagers, and his cloaks iridesced restlessly from one vivid
Starting point is 01:39:47 color to another. He wore a great deal of jewelry and perfume, neither of the best quality, and the toes of his boots were divided. Clary described this in detail to emble the night Iric put in his first appearance at the fir-bush. You should have seen the little horror. That's the way citymen dress, and Balsaira told him. It's fashionable. But, dear, I've been to Barshot. You don't have an eye for clothes.
Starting point is 01:40:17 You never notice when I put on anything new. And I think it's unfair to take a dislike to Iric just because you don't care for the way he dresses. It's more than that, Belsairaira. And yet, how could he explain to her what he couldn't quite understand himself, that Iric was vain, stupid, hostile, hence dangerous? I swear to you, Bolt, Ambel Cyrus said demurely, that whatever there was between me and Iric, it all ended six years ago.
Starting point is 01:40:50 Clary gave a start and then held back a smile. I believe you, dear, and he kissed her nose. Irick held forth in the furbush every evening of his stay in Catund. He had grievances, and he erred them generously. He hated everything, the government, taxes, modern music, and earthmen, whom he seemed to consider in some way responsible for the modern music, or at least its popularization. Barbarians!
Starting point is 01:41:20 Slept completely through my concerts! But people are always falling asleep during my time. concerts, Irik?" Malthusor pointed out reasonably. And how could you expect barbarians to appreciate good music? What do you care for Earthmen's opinions as long as your own people like your music?' Iric hesitated. But the Earthmen have taken up the new kind of music.
Starting point is 01:41:45 They stay awake during that. And... A lot of people seem to think that whatever strange is good, so whatever the Earthmen like eventually becomes fashionable. Hanksie wiggled his ears. Fashions change. Well, who's ready to have his mug refilled? But the Earthmen will keep on setting the fashions, Iric snarled.
Starting point is 01:42:08 Many people think the Earthmen know everything, just because they're aloof and have skycars. Well, Matasor said, the Skycar certainly prove they know something we don't. Better stick to your music, boy. The smoky little bar-parlour resounded with laughter, and Iric's face. turned a nasty red. They don't know anything about music, and they don't know everything about machinery. We might surprise them yet. A friend of mine knows Gouhack, the fellow who invented that new break for the track car a few years
Starting point is 01:42:41 ago. We know about that break, Peake observed. It stops a car so good, the chains are twice as late nowadays as they used to be, and you couldn't strictly say they were ever on time. Everybody laughed again. I re-quivered with anger. Gouhack has invented a car that doesn't need to go on tracks. It can run whenever it wants, wherever it wants, and one car will be able to go faster than three hacks teams. That I'll believe when I've ridden on it, Kukwal grinned.
Starting point is 01:43:16 Even the chains aren't that fast. The others bit their thumbs and nodded, except Clary, who was rigidly keeping out of the conversation. conversation. He forced squuffer down his tightening throat and said nothing. "'You're backward clods!' I regraged. "'If the Earthmen can have cars that go through the sky without tracks, why shouldn't we have cars that run on the ground the same way? Have we tried?' "'Doesn't seem to me it's worth the effort,' Malasur said. "'Our cars can get us where we're going as fast as we need to go already. Why bother?'
Starting point is 01:43:51 Whatever an Earthman can do, we can do better. Soon, Gouhack will get his ground cars on the road. After that, it'll only be a short step to cars that go in the sky. Then we'll find out where the Earthmen come from and why they're here. We'll be as powerful as they are. We'll get rid of them and their rotten music. The bar-parter was silent, except for the clink as Clary put his mug on the table. If he held it an instant longer, he was afraid he would spill it.
Starting point is 01:44:24 One or two of the men looked at him uneasily out of the corners of their eyes. Malasor spoke, "'In the first place, you don't know how powerful earthmen are. In the second place, who wants to be powerful anyway? The earthmen haven't done us any harm, and they're a good thing for the economy.' My cousin in Zrigue tells me one of them comes into his store a couple of months ago and bought out his whole stock, every bolt of cloth, paid twice what it was worth, too. Live and let live, I say, the others murmured restlessly.
Starting point is 01:45:00 If there are ways of doing things better, Reney suggested, why shouldn't we have them too? His eyes darted quickly toward Clary's and then as quickly away. Iric turned his head and looked directly at Clary for the first time. You're a silent stranger. What do you think of the Earthmen?" Clary picked up his drink, finished the squuffer, and set the mug back down on the table. "'I don't know much about Earthmen. An ugly-looking lot, true, but there doesn't seem to be any harm in them. Of course, living in Barshot, you probably know a lot more about them than I do.'
Starting point is 01:45:40 "'I doubt that,' Iric said. "'You have an ant in Barshot.' Clary allowed himself to look surprised before he said courteously, "'I'm glad you find me and my family so interesting. Yes, it so happens I do have an aunt there, but she's rather advanced in years and doesn't enjoy hanging around the starship field the way the children do.' Iric's face darkened. "'What's your aunt's name?'
Starting point is 01:46:10 This time everyone looked surprised. The question itself was not too out of the way, but his tone decidedly was. "'She's a great-grandmother,' Clary said. "'She would be too old for you. And I assure you, it's difficult to part her from her money. I've tried.' Everybody laughed. Iric was furious. "'I understand that your aunt lives very close to Earth headquarters.'
Starting point is 01:46:39 "'Somebody must have followed him on one or more of his trips to Barshot,' Clary realized. If the Earthmen chose to establish themselves in the best residential section of Barshwat, then, probably, my aunt does live near them. She's not the type to leave a comfortable dome simply because foreigners move into the neighborhood. Perhaps she has more than neighborhood in common with Earth men. The room was suddenly very quiet again. She does sometimes go to sleep at concerts, Clary conceded. Irick opened his own. mouth, Malasor held up a hand. "'Before you say anything more against the earth, men, Iric,' he advised.
Starting point is 01:47:20 "'You ought to find out more about them. Their cars move faster and higher than ours. Maybe their catapults do, too.' No one looked at Clary. Malasor had averted a showdown he knew, but this was the beginning of the end. And he had a suspicion who was responsible, innocently perhaps, perhaps not. Love does not always imply. trust. And when he told M. Belsaira what had happened in the fir-bush, she too couldn't meet his eye. "'That Iric,' she said, "'I never liked him.' "'I wonder how he knows so much about me.'
Starting point is 01:47:59 "'Raney writes him very often,' she babbled. He must have told him you were responsible for the new music. That would make him hate you. Rini loves to irritate Iric, because he's always been jealous of him. But the whole thing's silly. How could you possibly make over the world's music, even if you were? Her voice ran down. An earthman? He finished coldly. I suppose you went around telling everybody your suspicions, and Rini wrote that to Iric, too.
Starting point is 01:48:31 I didn't tell anybody, she protested indignantly. Not a soul, she met his eye. Except mother, of course. Your mother? you might as well have published it in the district bulletin. You have no right to speak of mother like that, even if it's true, and Belcira began to sob. I had to tell her bald.
Starting point is 01:48:55 She kept asking why there weren't any young ones. You could have told her to mind her own business, he snapped, before he could catch himself. Five years, and he still made slips. It was her business. On to Morland, it was a woman's duty. not only to have children, but to see that her children had children and their children had children. He made himself look grave and self-reproachful. I have a confession to make, Belser. I should have told you when I married you. I can't have
Starting point is 01:49:28 children. I never heard of such a thing. Everybody has children, unless they're not married, of course, she said primly. It's an affliction sent by the gods. The gods would never do anything like that, she declared confidently. How primitive she is, he thought, and then, angrily, how provincial I am. He had never stopped to think about it, but he knew of no married couple who had not at least one offspring. He and M. Belsaira were the only ones. It hadn't occurred to the XT specialists that a species whose biological assets were roughly the same might have different handicaps, Apparently, there was no such thing as sterility on DeMorland.
Starting point is 01:50:16 "'Are you really an Earthman, then, Balt?' she asked timidly. She had spread the news around, ruined him, ruined the work Earth had been doing, perhaps ruined even more than that, and she hadn't even been sure to begin with. But it was too late for recriminations. He had to salvage what little he could. Time, maybe. That was all. Are you going to tell? he asked. She hesitated. Do you swear you don't mean my people any harm?
Starting point is 01:50:47 I swear, he said. Then I swear not to tell, she said. He kissed her. After all, he thought, it isn't a lie. I don't mean her people any harm. Besides, sooner or later, her mother will get it out of her, so she won't be keeping her part of the bargain. The next time he went to Barshot, he knew he would be followed.
Starting point is 01:51:13 He tried to shake the follower or followers off, but he couldn't be sure he'd succeeded. He found the colonel looking out of the window with an expression of quiet melancholy. If there had been any earthwomen on DeMorland, Clary would have thought he'd been crossed in love. Things are taking a bad turn, Clary, Blin said. There have been certain manifestations of hostility from the natives. Get any hint of it? No, Clary said, taking his usual chair. Not a whisper.
Starting point is 01:51:47 The Colonel sat down heavily. Katun's too out of the way. We should have moved you to a city once you got the feel of things. But you do go to Zrig occasionally. Haven't you heard anything there? Only that an Earthman bought out a cloth merchant's entire stock at one blow. Blin grinned weakly. Maybe it was rather an ostentatious thing to do, but the fabric's beautiful stuff."
Starting point is 01:52:15 He rubbed his nose reflectively. Fact is, I've been hearing disturbing rumors. They say some fellow named Cuhak invented a ground car they can run without tracks. Clary almost said Gouhack, but caught himself in time. Nonsense, he scoffed. The more I know of them, the more surprised I am they ever got as far as inventing the chains. But they did. No getting around that.
Starting point is 01:52:44 That is what Earth's afraid of, you know. He reminded Clary, unnecessarily. This is why you were sent here. And, if the rumor's true, it looks as if you weren't needed at all. I got the bad news by myself. But why should it be that upsetting? Clary tried to laugh. You look as if it were the end of the world! The Colonel gave him a long, level look. I consider that remark in the worst of taste.
Starting point is 01:53:14 Clary stopped laughing. Remember, the Colonel reminded Clary, again unnecessarily. This is the way we ourselves got started. But the Damerlante don't have to move in the same direction. They may look human and even act human, but they don't think human. The Colonel clasped his hands behind his head and sighed. There have been articles against us in the paper, and whenever we go out in the street, people, natives, I mean, make nasty remarks and sometimes even faces at us.
Starting point is 01:53:49 And what have we done to them? Carefully minded our own business, avoided all cultural contacts, except for trade purposes, paid them much more than the going price for their goods, and gave them one or two tips on health and sanitation. As a result, they're beginning to hate us. But if you send a report, it'll bring the staff ship in ahead of time. Maybe the whole thing will blow over. This way you're not giving it a chance to. The Colonel chewed his lip.
Starting point is 01:54:20 Well, he finally said. I might as well wait and see if the rumors verified before I report it. Clary went back to Catun. The months went by. The friendly atmosphere in the fir bush had vanished, and not as many people stopped and chatted when they came. to the library. But there wasn't any actual incident, until the evening Clary was walking home after late night at the library and a stone struck him between the shoulder blades.
Starting point is 01:54:49 "'Dirty Earth-Man!' a voice called, and several pairs of feet scuttled off. He didn't mention the incident to Ambilsyra, not wanting to worry her, but the next morning he went to the village dome and informed Malasor. "'Very bad,' the headman muttered. "'Very bad. "'Whoever did it will be punished.' "'You won't be able to catch them,' Clary said. "'And there'd be no point in punishment anyway.
Starting point is 01:55:16 "'Look at it like this, Mal. "'Suppose I had been an Earth-Man. "'Don't you see how dangerous this would be, "'not for me, but for you? "'Can't you imagine the inevitable results?' "'Mallessor nodded. "'The Earth-man's catapults do go farther and faster then?' "'And maybe deeper,' Clary agreed.
Starting point is 01:55:37 pretending not to notice that it had been a question. After the way Iric talked, I couldn't help drifting over to the starfield when I was in Barshot and watching an Earthship come. You've no idea how incredibly powerful a thing it was. Anyone who has power in one direction is likely to have it in another. I wonder if the Earthmen always had power,
Starting point is 01:56:01 Malasor mused. If they weren't like us once. If, given time, we couldn't be able to be. like them?" Clary didn't say anything. Malasor's pale face turned gray. You mean we might not be given time? Clary wiggled his ears.
Starting point is 01:56:20 Who can tell what's in the mind of an earth man? Matasor looked directly at him. Why do you tell me this? Because I'm one of you, Clary said stoutly. Malasor shook his head. You're not. You never can be. but thanks for the warning, stranger.
Starting point is 01:56:41 Never identify, the robococh had said. You'll never be able to become the character you're trying to play. He was talking only of the stage, Clary told himself angrily, as he left the dome. Reports trickled in from the cities. Earthmen have been stoned twice in Zrig, more often than that in Barshot. Clary got an agitated letter from his aunt.
Starting point is 01:57:04 Watch out for yourself, nephew. she warned, they may take it into their heads to attack all foreigners. Remember, come what may, you'll always have a home with me.' Then everything broke open. A group of natives attacked Earth headquarters in Barshot. The Earthmen sprayed them with a gas which made the attackers lose consciousness without harming them. That is, it was intended to work that way. However, one of them hit his head on the wall when he fell and he died the next day.
Starting point is 01:57:35 The people of Vintnor were aroused. They milled angrily around Earth headquarters, carrying banners that said, Go home, Earth murderers! The headman of Barshot called upon Colonel Blin. The Colonel courteously refused to withdraw his men from the planet. I'm under orders, old chap, he said, but I'll report your request back to Earth. It isn't a request, the headman said. Colonel Blin smiled and said,
Starting point is 01:58:03 we'll treat it as one, shall we? Clary knew what happened, because the headman gave a report of the conversation to the Barshot Prime Bulletin. He also got a letter from his aunt, describing the incident as vividly as if she had been there herself. The Barshot Prime ran a series of increasingly intemperate editorials, calling upon all the nations of DeMorland to unite against the Earthmen. It was spirit that counted it said, rather than technology. Malasor wrote a letter asking how superior spiritual values could compete against presumably superior weapons. He read it aloud in the purple furbush before he sent it to the editor of the Barshwat Prime,
Starting point is 01:58:45 which was lucky because the Prime never printed it, although the Dardanek Bulletin ran a copy. However, the Barshwatt Prime did print letters from editors in different countries. All of them pledged firm moral support. It also printed a letter from an anonymous correspondent in Catund, which alleged that there was an Earth spy in that village, disguised as a DeMorland, and it was this spy who was personally responsible for the decline of musical taste on the whole planet. But the bulletins seemed to consider this merely as an emanation from the lunatic fringe. It would be as easy to disguise a Hicks as one of us as an Earthman, and although we could certainly not minimize the importance of music,
Starting point is 01:59:29 in our culture, it is hardly likely that Earth would be attempting to achieve fell purposes through undermining that art. No, the decline in musical taste represents part of the general decline in public morality which has left us an easy prey. Irick went back to Barshwa to help riot, but he left the Katundi convinced that Clary was, if not actually an Earthman, at least a traitor. When he came into the fir-bush, everybody got up and left. Nobody patronized the branch library anymore. The constant readers went to the main library at Zrig, and since the trip was expensive, their books were usually overdue, and they had to pay substantial fines. Sometimes they never returned the books at all, and messengers had to be sent from the city.
Starting point is 02:00:18 Finally, the chief librarian at Zrig issued a regulation that only those resident within the city limits could take books out. All others in the district had to read them on the premises. The Katundi blamed that on Clary, too. One night they broke into his library and stole all the bestsellers. A couple of days later, he came home and found all the windows of his dome broken. Best sellers are often disappointing, he thought. He found a note from Ambel Sira saying, I have gone home to mother.
Starting point is 02:00:50 He knew she expected him to go after her, but he wrote her a note saying he was going to see his aunt, who was terrified by all the riots, and put it in the mail, so she wouldn't get it too soon. He packed his kit with his most important possessions and took his eularin under his arm. When he reached Barshot, he had some difficulty getting through the crowd in front of Earth headquarters. All the windows were boarded up and the garbage hadn't been collected for a considerable length of time. Just as he reached the door, a familiar voice called, "'That's the Earth's spy!'
Starting point is 02:01:25 "'Don't be silly,' another voice said. "'He's obviously.' He's obviously one of us. But a traitor! cried another voice. Otherwise, why go in there? Stone splattered against the door, followed by impartial cries of, Spy! Trader! Fool!
Starting point is 02:01:44 The last seemingly addressed to each other rather than Clary. Blin was haggard and anxious-looking. I've been wondering when you'd show up. Afraid maybe they'd got you. I'm all right, Clary interrupted. but what are we going to do? Blin laughed without stopping for a full minute.
Starting point is 02:02:04 Do! I'll tell you what we're going to do. We're going to sit tight and wait for the staff ship. Two months later, the staff ship came. Blin radioed for the general and the secretary to come in a closed ground car. But why? The general's voice crackled plaintively over the comm unit. I thought we didn't want them to know about ground cars. They know.
Starting point is 02:02:28 Blin said crisply. They've got one of their own now, maybe more. Crazy-looking thing, but it works. You'll see it outside headquarters when you get here. The letters on the side mean Earthmen go. Form imperative, impolite, emphatic. Han Valards strode into headquarters, eyes ablaze. Why didn't you send a report before trouble started? How could you allow an emergency situation to happen? Neither Blin nor Carrie said anything. Very distressing thing, Spano declared.
Starting point is 02:03:03 Maybe it hit them so suddenly they didn't know it was building. You and Blin get over to the ship right away for deep probing, hand-vald ordered, as both began to speak at once. It's the only way I'll be able to get a coherent report. After the results came through, her anger was cold, searing, unwomanly. You knew a year ago that things were beginning to go wrong, and you didn't even mention it on the tapes. I could have both of you broken for this.
Starting point is 02:03:34 If only that were all there was to worry about, Clary sighed wistfully. She whirled on him. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. The sudden loss of control in that dark Amazon was more threatening than anything that had happened yet. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. He said.
Starting point is 02:03:54 It's the Damorlanti I feel sorry for. You feel sorry for them because you identify with them. That makes you sorry for yourself. She misunderstood his motives, as she misunderstood everything he did or said, but their rapport wasn't at stake now. What are you going to do? He forced himself to ask. The decision will have to be made on earth.
Starting point is 02:04:19 Unless you mean what's going to happen to you, that's simple. You'll go back. with us. Blin will stay here, pending orders." The Colonel saluted. "'But I thought I was going to stay here ten years,' said Clary. "'Five to ten years,' she corrected. Apparently, five was enough.' She cut herself short. "'What's the matter with me?' she suddenly exclaimed. "'I've been letting myself think in the same woolly way you do.'
Starting point is 02:04:49 Suddenly, almost frighteningly, she smiled. "'Clarry, you did the job we set you out to do. You did it better than we expected. What threw me off was that we set you out to act as an observer. Instead, you became a catalyst.' She seized his hand and wrung it warmly. "'Clarie, I apologize. You've done a splendid job.' He wrenched his hand from her grasp. "'I didn't act as a catalyst. It would have happened anyway.' His voice rang in his own horrified ears, a voice begging for reassurance. And she was a woman. She had maternal instincts. She reassured him. It would have happened anyway, she said soothingly, but it would have dragged on for years,
Starting point is 02:05:39 cost the taxpayers billions. And now, he whispered, still unable to believe that the thing had really happened, will you dispose of everyone on DeMorland? She smiled and threw herself into a chair, her body limp and tired and contented looking. "'Come, Clary, we're not that ruthless. Some kind of quarantine will probably be worked out. We just made the whole thing sound more drastic to appeal to your patriotism.' The General beamed. "'So everything has worked out all right, after all?
Starting point is 02:06:16 I knew it would. I always had the utmost confidence in you, Clary.' She was busily planning. We'll arrange some kind of heroic accident. I have it. You died saving your aunt from the flames. What flames? The flames of the fire that burned down her house. She died of the local equivalent of shock.
Starting point is 02:06:40 Amblesyra will be rich, so she'll want to believe the story. She'll be able to find herself another husband. She'll have children. She'll be better off, Clary. He looked at her, his misery welling out of his eyes. "'Oh, I don't mean it that way, man. All I meant was that you're a human being, she's not. I'm not saying one is better than the other.
Starting point is 02:07:04 I'm saying they're different.' "'But I felt less different with her, with the Damorlante than with anyone on earth,' he said. She walked across to the window and looked out at the Damorlante rioting ineptly below. Most of us are happier in our dream world, she said at last, but society couldn't function if we were allowed to stay there. De Morland wasn't a dream world. But it will be, she said. End of Part 4. Part 5. Of Sentry of the Sky by Evelyn E. Smith. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. Century of the Sky
Starting point is 02:07:55 Part 5 And so Clary went back to Earth on the staff ship. Once its luxury would have given him pleasure. Now the cabin with its taps that gave out plain water, salt water, mineral water, and assorted cordials held no charm. Neither did the self-contained trie-projector receiver. The only reason he stayed there most of the time was to avoid the others. However, he couldn't avoid turning up in the dining salon for meals.
Starting point is 02:08:25 The greater his sorrow, the greater his appetite. One day after lunch, Hans stopped him forcibly grasping his arm. "'I've got to talk to you. Afterward, you can go off and sulk if you want to, but we're going to make planet fall in a few days. It's necessary to discuss your future now.' "'I have no future,' he said. "'Come this way, Clary. That's a way, Clary. That's a little bit of my life. in order. Obediently he followed her into a lounge that was a dazzle of color and
Starting point is 02:08:56 splendor. There were eight pseudo-windows, each framing a pseudo-scene of a different planet at a different season. The harsh barren summer of Mars, the cold, bleak winter of Cassud, the gentle green spring of Earth. It must be a park he knew. In no other place on Earth could spring be manifest, and yet it gave him a little pang to look at it.
Starting point is 02:09:20 He tore his eyes away to turn them toward the others, and then up at the domed ceiling, fashion to resemble a blue sky with clouds drifting across it. A domed ceiling. And he thought of the domes of De Morland, light years away among the stars. I'm afraid the decor's a bit gaudy. Han apologized. We didn't check the decorator's past performance until it was too late. But it's comfortable anyway.
Starting point is 02:09:49 Try one of these chairs. They accommodate themselves to the form. She threw herself on a chaise-long that accommodated itself perfectly to her form. She wasn't wearing her usual opulent secretarial garb, but something simple of clinging stuff that occasionally went transparent. So we're back to the first movement, Clary thought wearily. He made sure that the chair opposite her was old-style before he lowered himself into it. "'Where's the General?'
Starting point is 02:10:19 "'I thought he always sat in on these conferences.' "'The formalities are over now,' she said, smiling up at him. "'Besides,' she added. "'If he doesn't take a nap after lunch, it wreaks havoc with his digestion. "'Afraid to be alone with me, Clary?' she asked huskily. "'Yes,' he said, rising. "'As a matter of fact, I am, now that you mention it.' She sat up.
Starting point is 02:10:46 Sit down. He sat down. She didn't recline again. Her dress went opaque, but her voice grew silken once more. Listen, Clary, I don't want you to think we're cheating you out of anything we promised. Even though you stayed only five years, you're going to have it all. You'll have U.E. status. What do I want that for? Doesn't it mean anything to you anymore, Clary? It used to mean a lot, though you denied it even to yourself. Did it? He forced his thoughts back through time. I suppose it did.
Starting point is 02:11:24 But I've changed. You know, those five years on DeMorland seemed like... Like a lifetime, she finished. Couldn't we dispense with the clichés? On DeMorland, the things I said were fresh and interesting. On DeMorland, I was somebody pretty special. I'd rather be a big second-hand fish, in a small, primitive puddle.
Starting point is 02:11:47 Isn't there some way? No way at all, Clary. The puddle's drying up. We've got a nice aquarium ready for you. Why not dive in gracefully? It was my puddle, he said. I belonged. She closed her eyes and sank back into the chair,
Starting point is 02:12:05 which arched to meet the arch of her body. Lying down, she didn't look nearly as tall. All right, let's give the whole opera one final run through. Nobody cared for you on earth. On DeMorland, your friends liked you. Your wife loved you. On Earth, you never felt welcome and or appreciated. On DeMorland, you felt both welcome and appreciated. On earth, he was stung out of his apathy. That's right. I'm not saying I'm unique, only that I fitted. How about trying to look at it from another point of view? Did it ever occur to you that if the Damolanti accepted you, so might your own people, if you approach them in the same
Starting point is 02:12:51 way. Did you ever try to make friends on earth? But on earth I shouldn't have to. They were my own people. Aha! she cried gleefully. I mean, well, General Spano said it would be wrong to stoop to hypocrisy to win the friendship of my own people, that if I did, their friendship wouldn't be worth anything. You can't buy friendship. You bought your euleran. Does it play any of the worse because you paid for it? Does it mean any the less to you? What you're getting at, he said cautiously, is that that's the way to make friends? By being a hypocrite? Was it a sham with the Damorlanti? He had to stop for a moment before he could bring out an answer. It started a
Starting point is 02:13:44 out as a sham, but I really got to like them afterward. Then it was real. So then you weren't a hypocrite, Clary. Her voice grew more resonant. Open yourself to people. Show them that you want to be friends. Basically, everybody's shy and timid inside. Like you, he said, casting an ironical glance at her dress. That's still the outside, she smiled, making no move to adjust to it. Listen to me, Clary, and don't go off on sidetracks. The people of Earth are your own people. Your loyalties have always been with them. She had almost had him convinced, but this he couldn't swallow. If my loyalties had been with Earth, I would have sent back reports of the trouble. But I didn't. I tried to stop it from happening. There just wasn't anything I could do. The deep probe
Starting point is 02:14:44 never lies, Clary. You didn't really try to stop it. She paused and then went on deliberately. Because you could have stopped it, you know quite easily. There was nothing I could have done, he stated. Nothing. Remember the first time the staff ship came? Just before you left for Barshot, the woman told you she suspected you were an earthman. You were afraid for her. Do you remember that?" He nodded. Yes, he remembered how terrified he had been then, how relieved afterward, thinking everything was going to be all right. Luckily, he hadn't realized the truth, or he wouldn't have had those extra years of happiness. Han went on remorselessly. And you thought, if only something would happen to you en route, she would be safe? We might guess
Starting point is 02:15:40 why it had happened, but we couldn't know for sure. We'd don't. We'd don't. We'd have had to start all over again. He could move, couldn't speak, couldn't think. She spaced each word carefully, sweetly. You were quite right, because you were the only man on earth, Clary, who had the particular physical requirements and the particular kind of mental instability that we needed for the job. You just said you weren't unique, Clary.
Starting point is 02:16:08 You were too modest. You are. If you'd killed yourself then, your death was. would have served a purpose. You would have died a hero. Kill yourself now, and you die a coward. But at least I'd be dead. I wouldn't have to live with a coward for the rest of my life. You're not a coward, Clary, she said. You wouldn't admit it, but you are and always have been a patriot. To you, Earth came first. It's as simple as that. She had deep-probed his mind. She must know his true feelings. There was no gain saying that. He could know only his surface thoughts. She
Starting point is 02:16:51 knew what lay behind and beneath. And, he reminded himself, at the end, the Damolanti were actually turning on him. Try to think of the whole thing as a course in charm that you've passed with flying colors, she said. It seems rather an expensive way of making me charming, he couldn't help saying, with the last struggle of something that was dying in him, something alien that perhaps should never have been there in the first place. Whole civilizations have been sacrificed for nothing at all. This one will not be sacrificed, only quarantined. But its contribution could be of cosmic magnitude.
Starting point is 02:17:33 Now what are you trying to sell me? he asked drearily. Are you saying that the essence of the Dormorlet civilization is going to live on in me? that I carry its heritage inside myself, and so I have a tremendous responsibility to the Damorlante on my shoulders." She laughed. "'You're really getting sharp, Clary. If you stayed in the service, you could be one of our best operatives. But you're not going to stay in the service. Yours is a higher destiny. Here, catch.' She tossed him something that glittered as it arched through the air. It was a U.E. Ident cube, made out in his name. He had only seen them at a distance, and now he was holding one warm and
Starting point is 02:18:18 gleaming in his hand, with his name and his face in it. His face, and yet not his face. That's what you're going to look like when the plaster surgeons get through, she explained. They'll pigment your eyes and skin and hair, and they may be able to add a few inches to your height, though I think you actually have grown a little. Something about the air. or more likely the food. Embo-Syra thought I was handsome the way I was. Emble-Syra! But Amble-Cyra was light years away.
Starting point is 02:18:53 Emble-Syra was part of a fading dream, and he was awakening now to reality. Look at the cube. Look at your status symbol. He looked at it and kept on looking at it. He couldn't tear his eyes away. He was hypnotized by the golden glitter of it, the golden meaning of it.
Starting point is 02:19:12 of it. Musician, he said aloud. Musician! A dream word, a magic word. He hadn't thought of it for years, but this he didn't have to reach back for. Once touched on, it surged over him, complete with its memories. But she had made it meaningless, too. He managed to tear a laugh out of his throat. Spano said, I'd be able to buy the Musician's Guild when I had my million and a half. Apparently, you've been able to bargain them down. This costs nothing except the standard initiation fee, she told him. You came by it honestly, through your music, nothing else. And you have more than a million and a half credits, Clary, nearly ten times that, with more pouring in every day.
Starting point is 02:20:05 She touched a boss on the side of her chair, and a white light hazed around them. I think we're close enough to Earth to get some of the high-power Trides, she said, although we can't expect perfect reception. Blurily, a show formed, a variety show. At first it seemed the sort of thing that he remembered dimly, more interesting now because it had almost the character of novelty. Then an ornate young man appeared and it took deeper significance. He was carrying a musical instrument, refined, machined, carefully pitched. He played music on the Eulerin while it trio sang insipid terrestrial words. Love is a guiding star, they called it, but that didn't
Starting point is 02:20:49 matter. It was one of the tunes Clary had taped. She touched another boss. The blur reformed to a symphony orchestra, playing as background music to a soloist with another eularin. That's your first eulorin concerto, she said. There are three more. Another program was beginning, an account of the tribulations of an unfortunate at Plutonian family. It faded in to the strains of eulery music, to a tune of clary's. If they could have endured it to the end, she told him, it would have faded out the same way. Every time they play it, she said, somewhere on earth a cash register rings for you, and this one's a daily program. He watched transfixed and transfigured as program after program
Starting point is 02:21:38 featured his music, his euloran. "'Not just on Earth,' Han said, but on all the civilized planets, even in a few of the more sophisticated, primitive ones. You're a famous man, Clary. Earth is waiting for you, literally and figuratively. There'll be Eulerin orchestras to greet you at the field.
Starting point is 02:21:59 We sent a relay ahead to let them know you were coming.' But his mind was slowly alerting itself. And, where am I supposed to be coming? from then, since they're never to hear about De Morland. They've been told that you retired to a lonely asteroid to work, to perfect your art and its instrument. Of course they couldn't divulge the truth about DeMorland. It seems a little unfair, though, he said. Why unfair? After all, Clary, the music is yours. You took DeMorland's melodies and made them into music. You took their euleran and made it into a
Starting point is 02:22:36 musical instrument. They're all yours, every note and bladder of them. She reached over and put out a hand to him. "'And I'm yours, too, Clary, if you want me,' she breathed. There was obviously no doubt in her mind that he did want her. And in his, too, one did reject the Secretary of Space. He took the chilly hand in his. The skin was odd in texture. I'm imagining things, he thought. It's a long time since I touched a human female's hand. I must be a very important musician, he said aloud.
Starting point is 02:23:15 She nodded, not pretending to misunderstand. Yes, important enough to rate the original and not a reasonable facsimile. You're a lucky man, Clary. And then she smiled up at him. I can be warm and tender, I assure you. It took him a moment to realize what she meant. for a moment he had that pang again. She would never be the same as M. Belsaira,
Starting point is 02:23:41 but a man needed change to develop. He was still troubled, though. I want to do something. Even an empty gesture's better than none at all. The last few months I started putting together a longer thing. I guess it could be a symphony. When I finish it, I'd like to call it the Dormorlet Symphony. Why not, she said.
Starting point is 02:24:05 He thought she was humoring him, but she added, They'll think you just pick the name from an astrogation chart. In a final burst of irony, he dedicated the DeMorland Symphony to the human race, but as usual he was misunderstood. In fact, one of the music critics, all of whom were enthusiastic over the new work, wrote, At last we have a great musician who is also a great humanist. Eventually, Clary forgot his own.
Starting point is 02:24:35 original intent and came to believe it himself. The end of Century of the Sky by Evelyn E. Smith.

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