Classic Audiobook Collection - The Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill ~ Full Audiobook [romance]

Episode Date: July 17, 2023

The Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill audiobook. Genre: romance In a quiet village still catching its breath after the Great War, gentle, hopeful Miss Marilla Chadwick prepares a grand homecoming dinner for her celebrated nephew, Lieutenant Richard (Dick) Chadwick, certain that his uniform and heroism will brighten her lonely household and even bring romance to her beautiful young neighbor, Mary Amber. But when a brusque telegram shatters her plans, Marilla refuses to waste the feast or her faith. Instead, she opens her door to a weary stranger she meets on the road: a tall, bedraggled soldier in blue, sick with exhaustion and carrying burdens he will not explain. Mary Amber prides herself on clear eyes and a cooler head; she mistrusts charming stories, hates being maneuvered toward any man, and is quick to challenge a soldier who seems to invite misunderstanding. Yet as days turn into weeks and the women nurse the wounded veteran, the small house fills with unanswered questions: who is he really, why is he sending urgent messages, and what will happen when the truth collides with gossip, pride, and the complicated pull of gratitude and love? A tender story of postwar healing, mistaken identity, and hard-won trust. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:19:03) Chapter 02 (00:33:27) Chapter 03 (00:52:39) Chapter 04 (01:13:14) Chapter 05 (01:30:48) Chapter 06 (02:00:17) Chapter 07 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

The Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill Chapter 1 And you don't think maybe I ought to have had lemon custard to go with the pumpkin instead of the mints? Miss Marilla Chadwick turned from her anxious watching at the kitchen window to search Mary Amber's clear young eyes for the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Oh no, I think mince is much better. All men like mince pie. It's so sort of comprehensive, you know. Miss Marilla turned back to her window, satisfied. Well, now, if he came on that train, he ought to be in sight around the bend of the road in about three minutes, she said tensely.

I've timed it often when folks were coming out from town, and it always takes just six minutes to get around the bend of the road. All through the months of the Great War, Miss Marilla had knitted and bandaged and emergencyed and canteened with an eager wistful look in her dreamy gray eyes, and many a sweater had gone to some needy lad with a little thrilling remark as she handed it over to the committee. I keep thinking what if my nephew Dick should be needing one and this just come along in time. But when the war was over and most people had begun to use pink and blue wool on their needles or else cast them aside altogether and tried to forget there had ever been such a thing as war and the price of Turkey had gone up so high that people forgot to be thankful the war was over. over, Miss Marilla still held that wistful look in her eyes, and still spoke of her nephew Dick

with bated breath and a sigh. For wasn't Dick among those favored few who were to remain and do patrol work for an indefinite time in the land of the enemy, while others were gathered to their waiting homes and eager loved ones? Miss Marilla spoke of Dick as one who still lingered on the borderland of terror, and who laid his young life a continuous sacrifice for the good of the great world. A neat paragraph to that effect appeared in the Springhaven Chronicle, a local sheet that offered scant news items

and fat platitudes at an ever-increasing rate to a gullible and conceited populace, who supported it because it was really the only way to know what one's neighbors were doing. The paragraph was the reluctant work of Mary Amber, the young girl who lived next door to Miss Marilla and had been her devoted friend since the age of four, when Miss Marilla used to bake sugar cookies for her, in the form of stodgy men with current eyes and outstretched arms.

Mary Amber remembered nephew Dick as a young imp of nine, who'd made a whole long beautiful summer ugly with his torments. She also knew that the neighbors all around had memories of that summer, when Dick's parents went on a Western trip and left him with his Aunt Marilla. Mary Amber shrank from exposing her dear friend to the criticisms of such readers, of the Springhaven Chronicle, as had memories of their cats tortured, their chickens chased, their flowerbeds trampled, their children bullied, and their windows broken by the youthful dick. But time had softened the memories of that fateful summer in Miss Marilla's mind, and besides, she was deeply in need of a hero. Mary Amber had not the heart to refuse to write the paragraph, but she made it as conservative as the circumstances allowed. But now at last

among the latest to be sent back, Lieutenant Richard Chadwick's division was coming home. Miss Marilla read in the paper what day they would sail, and that they were expected to arrive not later than the 29th, and as she read, she conceived a wild and daring plan. Why shouldn't she have a real-life hero herself? A bit belated, of course, but all the more distinguished for that. And why shouldn't Mary Amber have a whole devoted soldier boy of her own

for the village to see and admire. Not that she told Mary Amber that, oh no, but in her mind's vision she saw herself, Mary Amber and Dick, all going to church together on Sunday morning, the bars on his uniform gleaming like the light in Mary Amber's hazel eyes. Miss Marilla had one sudden pang of fear when she thought that perhaps he would not wear his uniform home, now that everybody else was in citizens' clothing. Then her sweet faith in the wholesomeness of all things came to her. her rescue, and she smiled in relief. Of course he would wear it to come home. That would be too

outrageous not to when he had been a hero. Of course he would wear it in the first few days, and that was a good reason why she must invite him at once to visit her, instead of waiting until he had been to his home and been demobilized. She must have him in his uniform. She wanted the glory of it for her own brief share in that great time of uplifting and sacrifice that was so fast going into history. So Miss Marilla had hastened into the city to consult a friend who worked in the Red Cross and went out often to the wharves to meet the incoming boats.

This friend promised to find out just when Dick's division was to land, to hunt him up herself, and to see that he had the invitation at once. See that he came, she put in, with a wise reservation in her heart that the dear loving soul should not be disappointed. And now, the very night before, this friend had called Miss Marilla on the telephone to say that she had information that Dick's ship would dock at eight in the morning. It would probably be

afternoon before he could get out to Springhaven, so she had better arranged to have dinner about half-past five. So Miss Marilla, with shining eyes and a heart that throbbed like a young girls, had thrown her shawl over her shoulders and hastened in the twilight through the hedge to tell Mary Amber. Mary Amber, trying to conceal her inward doubts, had congratulated Miss Marilla and promised to come over the first thing in the morning to help get dinner. Promised also, after much urging, almost with tears on the part of Miss Marilla, to stay and help eat the dinner afterward, in company with Miss Marilla and the young lieutenant. From this part of her promise, Mary Amber's soul recoiled, for she had no belief that the young leopard with whom she had played at the age of ten,

could have changed his spots in the course of a few years, or even covered them with a silver bar. But Mary Amber soon saw that her presence at the dinner was an intrinsic part of Miss Marilla's joy in the anticipation of the dinner, and as much as she disliked the position of being flung at the young lieutenant in this way, she promised. After all, what did it matter what he thought of her anyway, since she had no use for him. And then she could always quietly freeze him whenever Miss Marilla's back was turned. Mary Amber could freeze with her hazel eyes when she tried. So quite early in the morning, Miss Marilla and Mary Amber began a cheerful stir in Miss Marilla's big sunny kitchen. Steadily, appetizingly, there grew an array of salads and pies and cakes and

puddings and cookies and donuts and biscuits and pickles and olives and jellies while a great bird stuffed to bursting went through the seven stages of its final career to the oven but no it was five o'clock the bird with brown and shining breast was waiting in the oven done to a turn mashed potatoes sweet potatoes, squash, succotash, and onions, had received the finishing touches and had only to be served. Cranberries, pickles, celery, and jelly gave the final touches to a perfect table, and the sideboard fairly groaned under its load of pies and cake. One might have thought a whole regiment was to dine with Miss Marilla Chadwick that day, from the sights and smells that filled the house. Up in the spare room the fire glowed in the Franklin heater, and a geranium glowed in a west

window between spotless curtains to welcome the guest. Now there was nothing left for the two women to do but the final anxiety. Mary Amber had her part in that, perhaps even more than her hostess and friend, for she was jealous for Miss Marilla and was youthfully incredulous. She had no trust in Dick Chadwick, even though he was an officer and had patrolled an enemy country for a few months after the war was over. Mary Amber had slipped over to her own house when she finished mashing the potatoes and changed her gown.

She was putting little pats of butter on the bread and butter plates now, and the setting sun cast a halo of burnished light over her gold hair, and brightened up the silk of her brown gown with its touches of wood red. She was beautiful to look upon as she stood with her butter knife, deftly cutting the squares and dropping them in just the right spot on the plates. but there was a troubled look in her eyes as she glanced from time to time at the older woman over by the window. Miss Marilla had ceased all thought of work and was intent only on the road toward the station.

It seemed as if not until this moment had her great faith failed her, and the thought come to her that perhaps he might not come. You know, of course, he might not get that train, she said meditatively. The other leaves only half an hour later, but she said she'd tell him, to take this one. That's true, too, said Mary Amber cheerily, and nothing will be hurt by waiting. I've fixed those mashed potatoes so they won't get soggy by being too hot, and I'm sure they'll keep hot enough.

You're a good, dear girl, Mary Amber, said Miss Marilla, giving her a sudden impulsive kiss. I only wish I could do something great and beautiful for you. Miss Marilla caught up her shawl and hurried toward the door. I'm going out to the gate to meet him, she said. with a smile. It's time he was coming in a minute now, and I want to be out there without hurrying. She clambered down the steps, her knees trembling with excitement. She hoped Mary Amber had not looked out the window. A boy was coming on a bicycle, and if he should be a boy with a telegram or a special delivery letter, she wanted to read it before Mary Amber saw her. Oh, how awful if

anything had happened that he couldn't come today. Of course he might come later tonight or tomorrow, turkey would keep, though it was never so good as the minute it was taken out of the oven. The boy was almost to the gate now, and yes, he was going to stop. He was swinging one leg out with that long movement that meant slowing up. She panted forward with a furtive glance back at the house. She hoped Mary Amber was looking at the turkey and not out of the window. It seemed that her fingers had suddenly gone tired while she was writing her name in that boy's book, and they almost refused to tear open the envelope as the boy swung on his wheel again and vanished down the road. She had presence of mind enough to keep her back to the house and the telegram in front of her

as she opened it covertly, trying to keep the attitude of still looking eagerly down the road while the typewritten brief message got itself across to her tumultuous mind. Impossible to accept invitation. Have other engagements. Thanks just the same. Signed, Lieutenant Richard H. Chadwick. Marilla tore the yellow paper hastily and crumpled it into a ball in her hands as she stared down the road through brimming tears. She managed an upright position, but her knees were shaking under her, and an empty feeling came in her stomach. Across the sunset skies in letters of accusing sighs, there seemed to blaze the paragraphs from the Springhaven Chronicle, copied afterward in the

Country Gazette about Miss Marilla Chadwick's nephew. Lieutenant Richard H. Chadwick, who was expected at his aunt's home as soon as he landed in this country after a long and glorious career in other lands, and who would spend the weekend with his aunt and doubtless be heard from at the Springhaven Clubhouse before he left. Her throat caught with a strange little sound like a groan. Still, with her hand grasping the front gate convulsively, Miss Marilla stood and stared down the road. trying to think what to do, how to word a paragraph explaining why he did not come, how to explain to Mary Amber so that look of sweet incredulousness should not come into her eyes.

Then suddenly, as she stared through her blur of tears, there appeared a straggling figure coming around the bend of the road by the Hazard House, and Miss Marilla, with nothing at all in her mind but to escape from the watchful loving eyes of Mary Amber for a moment longer, till she could think of what to say to her, staggered out the gate and down the road toward the person, whoever it was, that was coming slowly up the road. On stumbled Miss Marilla, nearer and nearer to the oncoming man, till suddenly, through a blur of tears, she noticed that he wore a uniform. Her heart gave a leap, and for a moment she thought it must be Dick, that he had been playing her a joke by the telegram, and was coming on immediately to surprise her before

she had a chance to be disappointed. It was wonderful how the years had done their halo work for Dick with Miss Marilla. She stopped short, trembling, one hand to her throat. Then, as the man drew nearer and she saw his halting gait, saw too his downcast eyes and whole dejected attitude, she somehow knew it wasn't Dick. Never would he have walked to her home in that way. There had been a swagger about the little Dick that could not be forgotten. The older dick, crowned now with many honors, would not have forgotten to hold his head high.

Unconscious of her attitude of intense interest, she stood, with her hand still fluttering at her throat and eyes brightly on the man as he advanced. When he was almost opposite her, he looked up. He had fine eyes and good features, but his expression was bitter for one so young, and in his eyes there was a look of pain. Oh, excuse me, said Miss Marilla, looking around furtively to be sure Mary Amber could not see them so far away. Are you in a very great hurry? The young man looked surprised, amused, and slightly bored, but paused politely. Not specially, he said, and there was a tone of dry sarcasm in his voice.

Is there anything I can do for you? He lifted the limp little trench cap and paused to rest his lame knee. Why, I was wondering if you wouldn't mind coming in and eating dinner with me, spoke Miss Marilla eagerly, from a dry throat of embarrassment. You see, my nephew's a returned soldier, and I've just got word he can't come. The dinner's all ready to be dished up, and it needn't take long. Dinner sounds good to me, said the young man with a grim glimmer of a smile. I guess I can accommodate you, madam. I haven't had anything to eat since I left camp last night. "'Oh, you poor child,' said Miss Marilla, beaming on him with a welcoming smile. "'Now, isn't it fortunate that I should have asked you,

"'as if there had been a throng of passing soldiers "'from which she might have chosen. "'But are you sure I'm not keeping you "'from someone else who is waiting for you?' "'If there's anyone else waiting anywhere along the road for me, "'it's all news to me, madam, "'and anyhow, you got here first, "'and I guess you have first rights.'

"'He had swung into the evening, familiar vernacular of the soldier now and for the moment his bitterness was held in abeyance and the really nice look in his eyes shone forth well then we'll just go along in said miss marilla casting another quick glance toward the house and i think i'm most fortunate to have found you it's so disappointing to get dinner ready for company and then not have any must be almost as disappointing as to get all ready for dinner and then not have any said the soldier affably Miss Marilla smiled wistfully. I suppose your name does it happen to be Richard, does it? She asked, with that childish appeal in her eyes that had always kept her a young woman and a good company for Mary Amber, even though her hair had long been gray. Might just as well be that as anything else.

He responded affably, willing to step into whatever role was set for him in this most unexpected play. And you wouldn't mind if I should call you Dick, she asked, with a wistful look. in her blue eyes. Like nothing better, he assented glibly and found his own heart warming to this confiding, strange lady. That's beautiful of you. She put out a shy hand and laid it lightly on the edge of his cuff. You don't know how much obliged I am. You see, Mary Amber hasn't ever quite believed he was coming, Dick, I mean, and she's been so kind and helped me get the dinner and all. I just couldn't bear to tell her he wasn't coming. The young soldier stopped short in the middle

of the road and whistled. Horrors, he exclaimed in dismay, are there other guests? Who is Mary Amber? Why, she's just my neighbor who played with you, I mean with Dick, when he was here visiting as a child a good many years ago. I'm afraid he wasn't always as polite to her then as a boy ought to be to a little girl and, well, she's never liked him very well. I was afraid she would say I told you so if she thought he didn't come. It won't be necessary for me to tell any lies you know. I'll just say, Dick, this is Mary Amber. I suppose you don't remember her. And that will be all. You don't mind, do you? It won't take long to eat dinner. But I'm in a terrible mess to meet a girl. He exclaimed uneasily, looking down deprecatingly at himself. I thought it was just you. This uniform's

three sizes too large and needs a drink, besides. He passed a speculative hand over his smoothly shaven chin. I hate girls. There was a deep frown between his eyes, and the bitter look had come back on his face. Miss Marilla thought he looked as if he might be going to run away. Oh, that's all right, said Miss Marilla anxiously. Mary Amber hates men. She says they're all a selfish, conceited lot. You needn't have much to do with her. Just eat your dinner and tell anything you want to about the war. we won't bother you to talk much. Come, this is the house, and the turkey must be on the table getting cold by now. She swung open the gate and laid a persuasive hand on the shabby sleeve,

and the young man reluctantly followed her up the path to the front door. End of Chapter 1 Chapter 2 of The Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. recording by like many waters chapter two when leman gauge set sail for france three years before he left behind him a modest interest in a promising business enterprise a girl who seemed to love him dearly and a debt of several thousand dollars to her father who had advised him to go into the enterprise and furnished the funds for his share in the capital when he had returned from france three days before he had been met with news that the business enterprise had gone to smash during the war. The girl had become engaged to a dashing young captain with a well-feathered nest,

and the debt had become a galling yoke. Father says tell you, you need not worry about the money you owe him, wrote the girl sweetly, concluding her revelations. You can pay it at your leisure when you get started again. Lehman Gage lost no time in gathering every cent he could scrap up. This was more than he had at first hoped, because he owned two houses in the big city in which he had landed, and these houses, though old and small,

happened to be located near a great industrial plant that sprung up since the end of the war. And houses were going at soaring prices. They were snapped up at a fabulous sum in comparison with their real value. This, with what he had brought home and the bonus he received on landing, exactly covered his indebtedness to the man who was to have been his father-in-law. When he turned away from the service window, where he had been telegraphing the money to his lawyer in a far state, with instructions to pay the loan at once, he had just 46 cents left in his

pocket. Suddenly, as he reflected that he had done the last thing left he now cared to do on earth, the noises of the great city got hold upon his nerve and tore and racked it. He was filled with a great desire to get out and away from it. He cared not where, only so that the piercing and rumbling grind of the city traffic should not press upon the raw nerves and torture them. With no thought of getting anything to eat or providing for a shelterless night that was fast coming on, he wandered out into the train area of the great station and idly read the names up over the train gates. One caught his fancy, Perlingbrook. It seemed as if it might be quiet there, and a fellow could think. He followed the impulse and strode through the gates just

as they were about to be closed. Dropping into the last seat in the car as the train was about to start, he flung his head back and closed his eyes wearily. He did not care whether he got anywhere or not. He was weary in heart and spirit. He wished that he might just sink away into nothingness. He was too tired to think,

to bemoan his fate, to touch with torturing finger of memory, all the little beautiful hopes he had woven about the girl he thought he loved better than anyone else on earth. just passingly he had a wish that he had a living mother to whom he could go with his sick heart for healing but she had been gone long years and his father even longer there was really no one to whom he cared to show his face now that all he had counted deer on earth had been suddenly taken from him The conductor roused him from a profound sleep, demanding a ticket, and he had the good fortune to remember the name he had seen over the gate. Perlingbrook, how much? 56 cents.

Gage reached into his pocket and displayed the coins on his palm with a wry smile. Guess you better put me off here and I'll walk, he said, stumbling wearily to his feet. That's all right, son, sit down, said the conductor half roughly. You pay me when you come back. some time, I'll make it good. And he glanced at the uniform kindly. Gage looked down at his shabby self-helplessly. Yes, he was still a soldier, and people had not got over the habit of being kind to the uniform. He thanked the conductor and sank into sleep again, to be roused by the same kindly hand a few minutes later at Perlingbrook. He stumbled off

and stood, looking dazedly about him at the orderly little village. The sleep was not yet gone from his eyes, nor the ache from his nerves. But the clear quiet of the little town seemed to wrap him about soothingly like Sal, and the crisp bear entered into his lungs and gave him heart. He realized that he was hungry. It seemed to have been a popular afternoon train that he had traveled upon. He looked beyond the groups of happy homecomers to where it hurried away gustily down the track, even then preparing to stop at the next near suburban station to deposit a few more homecomers.

There, on that train, went the only friend he felt he had in the world at present, that grisly conductor, with his kindly eyes looking through great bifocals like a pleasant old grasshopper. Well, he could not remain here any longer. The air was biting and the sun was going down. Across the road the little drug store even then was twinkling out with lights behind its blue and green glass urns. Two boys and a girl were drinking something at the soda fountain through straws and

laughing a great deal. It somehow turned him sick. He could not tell why. He had done things like that many a time himself. There was a little stone church down the street with a spire and bells. The sun touched the bells with furnished crimson till they looked like Christmas cards. A youthful rural football team went noisily across the road, discoursing about how they would come out that night if their mothers would let them. And the station bus came down the street, full of passengers, and waited for a lady at the meat market. He could see the legs of a chicken sticking out of the basket as the driver helped her in. He began to wonder why he hadn't stayed in the city and spent his 46 cents for something to eat.

It would have bought a great many crackers, say, or even bananas. He passed the bakery, and a whiff of fresh-baked bread greeted his nostrils. He cast a wistful eye at the window. Of course, he might go in and ask for a job in payment for his supper. There was his soldiers' clothes. But no, that was equivalent to begging. He could not quite do that. Here in town they would have all the help they wanted. Perhaps farther out in the country. Perhaps.

He didn't know what. Only he couldn't bring himself to ask for food, even with the offer to work. He didn't care enough for that. What was hunger anyway? A thing to be satisfied and come again. What would happen if he didn't satisfy it? Die, of course, but what did it matter?

What was there to live for anyway? He passed a house, all windows, where children were gathered about a piano, with one clumsily playing an accompaniment. There was an open fire, and the long windows came down to the piazza floor. They were singing at the top of their lungs the old time-worn song made familiar to them by community songfests, still good to them because they all knew it so well. There's a long, long trail of winding until my dreams all. come true.

And it gripped his heart like a knife. He had sung that song with her, when it was new and tender, just before he had sailed away, and the trail had seemed so long, and now he had reached the end of it, and she had not been there to meet him. It was incredible, she, so fair and false. That was the hardest part of it, that she could have done it, and then explained so lightly that he had been away so long she was sure he would understand. and they both must have got over their childish attachment and so on through the long nauseating sentences of her repeal he shuddered as he said them over to his tired heart and then shuddered again with the keen air for his uniform was thin and he had no overcoat

what was that she had said about the money he needn't worry about it-a sort of bone to toss to the lone dog after he was kicked out ah well it was paid he was glad of that he was even grimly glad that he was even grimly glad that for his own destitution. It gave him a kind of sense of satisfaction to have gone hungry and homeless to pay it all in one grand lump, and to have paid it at once, and through his lawyer, without any word to her or her father either. They should not be even distant witnesses of his humiliation. He would never cross their path again if he had his way. They should be as completely wiped out of his existence as he out of theirs, as if the same universe did not hold them. He passed down the broad pleasant street and the crisp air, and every home on either hand gave him a thrust of memory that stabbed him to the heart. It was such a home as one of these as he had hoped to

have some day, although it would have been in the city, perhaps, for she always liked the city. He had hoped in the depths of his heart to persuade her to the country, though. Now he saw, as in a revelation, how futile such hopes had been. She would never have come to love sweet, quiet ways such as he loved. She couldn't ever have really loved him, or she would have waited, would not have changed. Over and over again he turned the bitter story, trying to get it settled in his heart so that the sharp edges would not hurt so. Trying to accustom himself to the thought that she, whom he had cherished through the blackness of the years that were passed, was not what he had thought her. He stopped in the road, beside a tall hedge that hid the hazard house from view,

and snatched out her picture that he had carried in his breast pocket till now. Snatched it out, gazed upon it with a look that was not good to see on a young face, and tore it across. He took a step forward, and with every step he tore a tiny fragment from the picture and flung it into the road, bit by bit, till the lovely face was mutilated in the dust, where the feet of passers-by would grind upon it, and where those great blue eyes that had gazed back at him from the pictures so long would be destroyed forever. It was the last thread that bound him to her that picture, and when the last scrap of picture had fluttered away from him, he put his head down and strode forward, like one who has

cast away from him his last hope. The voice of Miss Marilla roused him like a homely pleasant sound about the house of a morning when one has had an unhappy dream. He lifted his head and soldier-like dropped into the old habit of hiding his emotions. Her kindly face somehow comforted him, and the thought of dinner was a welcome one. The ugly tragedy of his life seemed to melt away for the moment, as if it could not stand the light of the setting sun and her wholesome presence. There was an appeal in her eyes that reached him, and somehow he didn't feel like turning

down her naive childlike proposition. Besides, he was used to being cared for because he was a soldier, and why not once more, now when everything else had gone so rotten. It was an adventure anyway, and what was there left for him but adventure? He asked himself with a little bitter sneer. But when she mentioned a girl, that was a different thing. Girls were all treacherous. It was a new conviction with him, but it had gone deep,

so deep that it had extended not only to a certain girl or class of girls, but to all girls everywhere. He had become a woman hater. He wanted nothing more to do with any of them. and yet at that moment his tired, disappointed, hurt man's soul was really crying out for the woman of the universe to comfort him, to explain to him this awful circumstance that had come to all his bright dreams. A mother, that was what he thought he wanted, and Miss Marilla looked as if she might make a nice mother, so he turned like a tired little hungry boy and followed her,

at least until she said girl, then he had almost turned and fled. Yet, while Miss Marilla coaxed and explained about Mary Amber. He stood facing again the lovely vision of the girl he had left behind at the beginning of the long, long trail, and whose picture he had just trampled underfoot on this end of the trail, which it now seemed to him would wind on forever alone for him. As he paused on Miss Marilla's immaculate front steps, he was preparing himself to face the enemy of his life in the form of woman, the one thing, really, that made him go into that house and meekly submit to Miss Marilla's guest, was that his soul had risen to battle. He would fight girl in the concrete. She should be his enemy from henceforth, and this strange, unknown girl who hated men

and thought them conceited and selfish, this cold inhuman creature was likely false-hearted too. Like the one he had loved and who had not loved him, he would show her what he thought of such girls, of all girls. What all men who knew anything about it thought of all girls. And thus reasoning, he followed Miss Marilla into the pleasant oilcloth-covered hall and up the front stairs to the spare room, where she smilingly showed him the towels and brushes prepared for his comfort, and left him, calling cheerily back that dinner would be on the table as soon as he was ready to come down. All the time he was bathing his tired, dirty face and cold rough hands in the warm, sweet-scent soap suds, and wiping them on the fragrant towel, even while he stood in front of the mirror,

all polished to reflect the visage of Lieutenant Richard H. Chadwick, and brushed his close-cropped curls till there was not a hint of wave left in them. He was hardening himself to meet Girl in the concrete and get back a return for what she had done to his life. Then, with a last final polish of the brush and a flick of the whisk broom over the discouraged-looking uniform, he set his lips grimly and went downstairs, taking the precaution to fold his cap and put it into his pocket, for he might want to escape at any minute, and it was best to be prepared. End of Chapter 2 Chapter 3 of The Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill.

This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Like Many Waters. Chapter 3 Mary Amber was carrying in the great platter of golden-brown turkey when he first saw her and had not heard him come down. She was entirely off her guard, with a sweet, serious intentness upon her work, and a stray wisp of gold hair set afloat across the kitchen-fleshed cheek. She looked so sweet and serviceable and true,

with her lips parted in the pleasure of completing her task, that the soldier was taken by surprise and thrown entirely off his guard, was this the false-hearted creature he had come to fight? Then Mary Amber felt his eyes upon her as he stood staring from the open hall door, and lifting her own clear ones, froze into the opponent at once. A very polite opponent, it's true, with all the grace of a young queen, but nevertheless an opponent, cold as a young icicle. Miss Marilla with bright eyes and preternaturally pink cheeks

spoken to the vast paws that suddenly surrounded them all and her voice sounded strangely unnatural to herself. Dick, this is Mary Amber, I suppose you don't remember her. And the young soldier, not yet quite recovered from that first sweet vision of Mary Amber, went forward with his belligerence to woman somewhat held in abeyance. You have changed a good deal since. then, haven't you? He managed to ask, with his native quickness, the right thing in an emergency. A good many years have passed, she said, coolly putting out a reluctant hand to please Miss Marilla.

You don't look at all as you did. I never should have known you. The girl was looking keenly at him, studying his face closely. If a soldier just home from an ocean trip could get any redder, his face would have grown so under her scrutiny. Also, Now that he was face to face with her, he felt his objection to girl in general receding before the fact of his own position. How had that ridiculous old woman expected him to carry off a situation like this without giving it away? How was he supposed to converse with a girl he had never seen before about things he had never

done, with a girl whom he was supposed to have played with in his youth? Why had he been such a fool as to get into this corner just for the sake of one more dinner? Why, tomorrow he would need another dinner, and all the tomorrows through which he might have to live. What was one dinner more or less? He felt in his hip pocket for the comforting assurance of his cap and gave a furtive glance toward the hall door. It wouldn't be far to bolt back to the road, and what would be the difference? He would never see either of the two again. Then the sweet, anxious eyes of his hostess met his with an appealing smile,

and he felt himself powerless to move. The girl's eyes had swept over his ill-fitting uniform, and he seemed to feel every crease and stain. I thought they told us you were an officer, but I don't see your bars. She laughed mockingly and searched his face again accusingly. This is another fellow's uniform, he answered lamely. Mine got shrunk so I could hardly get into it, and another fellow who was going home changed with me.

He lifted his eyes frankly, for it was the truth that he told, and he looked into her eyes, but saw that she did not believe him. Her dislike and distrust of the little boy Dick had come to the front. He saw that she believed that Dick had been boasting to his aunt of honors that were not his. A wave of anger swept over his face. Yet somehow he could not summon his defiance. Somehow he wanted her to believe him. They sat down at the beautiful table, and the turkey got in its work on his poor,

human sensibilities, the delicate perfume of the hot meat as it fell in large flaky slices from Miss Marilla's sharp knife, the whiff of the summer savory and sage and sweet marjoram in the stuffing, the smoothness of the mashed potatoes, the brownness of the candied sweet potatoes, all cried out to him and held him prisoner. The odor of the food brought giddiness to his head and the faintness of hunger attacked him. A pallor grew under the tan of his face, and there were dark shadows under his nice eyes that quite touched Miss Marilla, and almost softened the hard look of distrust that had been growing around Mary Amber's gentle lips. This certainly is great, he murmured.

I don't deserve to get in on anything like this, but I'm no end grateful. Mary Amber's questioning eyes recalled him in confusion to his role of nephew in the house, and he was glad of the chance to bend his head while Miss Marilla softly asked the blessing on the meal. He had been inclined to think he could get away with any situation, but he began to feel now as if his recent troubles had unnerved him, and he might make a mess of this one. Somehow that girl seemed as if she could see into a fellow's heart. Why couldn't he show her how he despised the whole race of false-hearted womankind? They heaped his plate with good things, poured him amber coffee, rich with cream, gave him cranberry sauce and pickles and olives, and passed little delicate biscuits and butter with the fragrance of roses. With all this before him he suddenly felt as if he could not swallow a mouthful. He lifted his eyes to the opposite wall, and a neatly framed sentence in quaint old English lettering met his eye.

who crowneth you with loving kindness and tender mercies so that thy youth is renewed like the eagles. An intense desire to put his head down on the table and cry came over him. The warmth of the room, the fragrance of the food had made him conscious of an ache in every part of his body. His head was throbbing too, and he wondered what was the matter with him. After all the hardness of the world and the bitterness to meet a kindness like this seemed to unnerve him. But gradually the food got in its work, and the hot coffee stimulated him. He rose to the occasion greatly. He described France, spoke of the beautiful cathedrals he had seen, the works of art,

the little children, the work of reconstruction that was going on. Spoke of Germany, too, when he saw they expected him to have been there, although this was a shoal on which he almost wrecked his role before he realized. He told of the voyage over and the people he had met. and he kept most distinctly away from anything personal, at least as far as Mary Amber would let him. She, with her keen questioning eyes, was always bringing up some question that was almost impossible for him to answer directly without treading on dangerous ground, and it required skill indeed to turn her from it. Mary listened and marveled, trying continually to trace in his face

the lines of that fat-faced arrogant child who used to torment her. Mary rose to take the plates, and the young soldier insisted on helping. Miss Marilla pleased to see them getting on so nicely, sat smiling in her place, reaching out to brush away a stray crumb on the tablecloth. Mary, lingering in the kitchen for a moment to be sure the fire was not being neglected, lifted the stove lid, and with the draught a little flame leaped up around a crumpled smouldering yellow paper with a familiar Western Union telegraph heading. Three words stood out distinctly for a second, impossible to accept, and then were enveloped by the

flame. Mary stood and stared with the stove lid in her hand, and then as the flame curled the paper over, she saw Lieutenant Richard revealed and immediately licked up by the flame. It lay a little crisp black fabric, with its message utterly illegible, but still Mary stood and stared and wondered. She had seen the boy on the bicycle ride up and go away. She had also seen the approaching soldier almost immediately, and the thought of the telegram had been at once erased. Now it came back forcefully. Dick then had sent a telegram, and it looked as if he had declined the invitation. Who then was this stranger at the table? Some comrade working Miss Marilla for dinner, or Dick himself, having changed his mind or playing a practical joke, in any case Mary felt she ought to disapprove of him utterly.

It was her duty to show him up to Miss Marilla, and yet how could she do it when she did not know anything herself? Hurry, Mary, and bring the pie, called Miss Marilla. We're waiting. Mary put the stove lid down and went slowly, thoughtfully back to the dining room carrying a pie. She studied the face of the young soldier intently as she passed him his pie, but he seemed so young and pleasant and happy she hadn't the heart to say anything just yet. She would bide her time. Perhaps somehow it was all explainable, so she said to asking him questions. By the way, Dick, whatever became of Barker, she requested, fixing her clear eyes on his face.

Barker, said Lehman Gage, puzzled and polite, then remembering his role. Oh yes, Barker, he laughed. Great old Barker, wasn't he? He turned in troubled appeal to Miss Marilla. Barker certainly was the cutest little guinea-pig I ever saw, beamed Miss Marilla. Although at the time I really wasn't as fond of it as you were, you would have it around in the kitchen so much. There was a covert apology in Miss Marilla's voice for the youthful character of the young man he was supposed to be. I should judge I must have been a good deal of a nuisance in those days, hazarded the soldier, feeling that he was treading on dangerous ground. Oh, no, sighed Miss Marilla, trying to be truthful and at the same time polite.

Children will be children, you know. All children are not alike. It was as near to snapping as sweet Mary Amber ever came. She had memories which time had not dimmed. Was it as bad as that? The young man laughed. I'm sorry. Mary had to laugh.

His frankness certainly was disarming, but there was that telegram, and Mary grew serious again. She did not intend to have her gentle old friend deceived. Mary insisted on clearing off the table and washing the dishes, and the soldier insisted on helping her. So Miss Marilla, much disturbed that domestic duties should interfere with the evening, put everything away and made the task as brief as possible,

looking anxiously at Mary Amber every trip back from the refrigerator and pantry to see how she was getting on with the strange soldier, and how the strange soldier was getting on with her. At first she was a little troubled, lest he shouldn't be the kind of man she would want to introduce to Mary Amber, but after she had heard him talk and expressed such thoroughly wholesome views on politics and national subjects, she almost forgot he was not the real dick, and her doting heart could not help wanting Mary Amber to like him. He was, in fact, the personification of the dick she had dreamed out for her own, as different, in fact, from the real Dick as could have been imagined, and a great deal better.

His frank eyes, his pleasant manner, his cultured voice all pleased her, and she couldn't help feeling that he was Dick come back as she would have liked him to be all the time. I'd like to have a little music, just a little, before Mary has to go home. Miss Marilla said wistfully, as Mary Amber hung up the dish towel with an air that said plainly without words, that she felt her duty toward the stranger was over, and she was going to depart at once. Sure, said the stranger. You sing, don't you, Miss Mary? There was no alternative, and Mary resigned herself to another half hour.

They went into the parlor, and Mary sat down at the old square piano and touched its asthmatic keys that sounded the least bit tinny, even under such skilled fingers as hers. What shall I play? questioned me. Mary. The long, long trail. There was a bit of sarcasm in her tone. Mary was a classical musician and hated ragtime. No, never, said the soldier quickly. I mean, not that, please. A look of such bitter pain swept over his face that Mary glanced up surprised and forgot to be disagreeable for several minutes while she pondered his expression. Excuse me, he said, but I loathe it. Give us something else,

Sing something real. I'm sure you can. There was a hidden compliment in his tone, and Mary was surprised. The soldier had almost forgotten that he did not belong there. He was acting as he might have acted in his own social sphere. Mary struck a few chords tenderly on the piano and then broke into the delicious melody of the spirit flower. And Lehman Gage forgot that he was playing a part in a strange home with a strange girl, forgot that he hadn't a scent in the world, and his girl was gone. on, and sat watching her face as she sang. For Mary had a voice like a thrush in the summer evening, that liquid appeal that always reminds one of a silver spoon dropped into a glass of water, and Mary had a face like the spirit flower itself, as she sang she could not help living, breathing, being the word she spoke. There was nothing, absolutely nothing about Mary to remind him of the girl he had lost, and there was something in her sweet, serious demeanor as she sang to call his better nature. A wholesome, serious sweetness that was in itself a kind of antiseptic against bitterness and sweeping denunciation.

Lehman Gage, as he listened, was lifted out of himself and set in a new world where men and women thought of something besides money and position and social prestige. He seemed to be standing off apart from himself and seeing himself from a new angle, an angle in which he was not the only one that mattered in this world, and in which he got a hint that his plans might be only hindrances to a large life for himself and everyone else. Not that he exactly thought these things in so many words. It was more as if, while Mary sang,

a wind blew freshly from a place where such thoughts were crowding and making him seem smaller in his own conceit than he had thought he was. And now sing, laddie, pleaded Miss Marilla. A wave of annoyance swept over Mary Amber's face. It was plain she did not wish to sing that song. Nevertheless, she sang it, forgetting herself and throwing all the pathos and tenderness into her voice that belonged to the beautiful words. Then she turned from the piano decidedly and rose. I must go home at once was written in every line of her attitude.

Miss Marilla rose nervously and looked from one of her guests to the other. Dick, I wonder if you haven't learned. to sing. Her eyes were so pathetic that they stirred the young man to her service. Besides, there was something so contemptuous in the attitude of that human spirit flower standing on the wing, as it were, in that done with him forever attitude that spurred him into a faint desire to show her what he could do. Why, sure, he answered lazily, and with a stride transferred himself to the piano stool, and struck a deep, strong cord or two. Suddenly there poured out a wonderer, baritone, such was seldom heard in Perlingbrook, and indeed is not coming anywhere. He had a feeling

that he was paying for his wonderful dinner and must do his best. The first song that had come to his mind was a big blustery French patriotic song, and the very spirit of the march was in its cadence. Out of the corner of his eye he could see Mary Amber still poised but waiting in her astonishment. He felt that he had already scored a point. When he came to the grand climax, she cried out with pleasure and clapped her hands. Miss Marilla had sunk into the mahogany rocker, but was sitting on the edge, alert to prolong this gala evening, and two bright spots of colorful delight shone on her faded cheeks. He did not wait for them to ask him for another. He dashed to a minor key and began to sing a wild sweet sobbing song of love and loss till Mary entranced,

softly slipped into a chair and sat breathless with clasped hands and shining eyes. It was such an artistic perfect thing that song that she forgot everything else while it was going on. When the last sob died away and the little parlor was silent with deep feeling, he whirled about on the piano stool and rose briskly. Now I've done my part, am I to be allowed to see the lady home? He looked at Miss Marilla instead of Mary for permission, and she smiled, half frightened. It isn't necessary at all, spoke Mary crisply rising and going for a wrap. It's only a step.

Oh, I think so, surely, answered Miss Marilla, as if a great point of etiquette had been decided. She gave him a look of perfect trust. It's only across the garden and through the hedge, you know, She said in a low tone, but I think she would appreciate it. Certainly, he said, and turned with perfect courtesy as Mary looked in at the door and called, Good night. He did not make a fuss about attending her. He simply was there close beside her as she sped through the dark without a word to him.

It's been very pleasant to meet you, he said as she turned with a motion of dismissal at her own steps. Again, he added lamely, i i've enjoyed the evening more than you can understand i enjoyed your singing oh my singing flung back mary why i was like a sparrow beside a nightingale it wasn't quite fair of you to let me sing first without knowing you had a voice it's strange you know you never used to sing it seemed to him her glance went deep as she looked at him through the shadows of the garden he thought about it as he crept back through the hedge shivering now for the night was keen and his uniform thin well what did it matter what she thought he would soon be far away from her and never likely to see her again yet he was glad he had scored a point one point against girl in the concrete now he must go in and bid his hostess good-bye and then away to where End of Chapter 3 Chapter 4 of the Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill. This Lipervox recording is in the public domain.

Recording by Like Many Waters Chapter 4 As Lehman Gage went up the steps to Miss Marilla's front porch, A sick thrill of cold and weariness passed over his big frame. Every joint and muscles seemed to cry out in protest. and his very vitals seemed sore and racked the bit of bright evening was over and he was facing his own gray life again with a future that was void and empty but the door was not shut miss marilla was hovering anxiously inside with the air of just having retreated from the porch she gave a little relieved gasp as he entered oh i was afraid you wouldn't come back she said eagerly And I did so want to thank you and tell you how we, how I, yes, I mean we, for I know she loved

that singing. How very much we enjoyed it. I will always thank God that he sent you along just then. Well, I certainly have cause to thank you for that wonderful dinner, he said earnestly, as he might have spoken to a dear relation. And for all this, he waved his big hand toward the bright room. This pleasantness, it was like coming home, and I haven't any home to come to now. Oh, haven't you? said Miss Marilla caressingly. Oh, haven't you? She said again wistfully. I wonder why I can't keep you a little while then. You seem just like my own nephew, as I had hoped he would be. I haven't seen him in a long time. Where were you going when I stopped you? The young man lifted heavy eyes that were bloodshot and sore to the

turning, and tried to smile. To save his life he couldn't lie blithely when it seemed so good to be in that warm room. Why, I was, I don't know, I guess I just wasn't going anywhere. To tell you the truth, I was all in and down on my luck, and as blue as indigo when you met me. I was just tramping anywhere to get away from it. You poor boy, said Miss Marilla, putting out her fine little blue-veined hands and caressing the old khaki sleeve. Well, then you're just going to stay with me and get rested. There's no reason in the world why you shouldn't. No, indeed, said Lehman Gage, drawing himself up bravely.

I couldn't think of it. It wouldn't be right, but I certainly thank you with all my heart for what you have done for me tonight. I really must go at once. But where? She asked pathetically, as if he belonged to her, sliding her hands detainingly down to his big rough ones. Oh, anyway.

it doesn't matter, he said, holding her delicate little old hand in his with a look of sacred respect, as if a nice old angel had offered to hold hands with him. I'm a soldier, you know, and a few storms more or less won't matter. I'm used to it. Good night. He clasped her hands a moment and was about to turn away, but she held his fingers eagerly. You shall not go that way, she declared. Out into the cold without any overcoat and no home to go to. Your hands are hot, too. I believe you have a fever. You're going to stay here tonight and have a good sleep and a warm breakfast, and then, if you must go, all right. My spare bed is all made up, and there's a fire in the Franklin heater. The room's all warm as toast, and Mary put a big

bouquet of chrysanthemums up there. If you don't sleep there, it will be all wasted. You must stay. No, it wouldn't be right. He shook his head again and smiled wistfully. What would people say? Say, why, they've got it in the paper that you're to be here, at least that dick's to be here. They'll think you're my nephew and think nothing else about it. Besides, I guess I have a right to have company if I like. If there was any way I could pay you, said the young man, but I haven't assent to my name and no telling how long before I will have anything.

I really couldn't accept any such hospitality. Oh, that's all right, said Miss Marilla. cheerily. You can pay me if you like some time when you get plenty, or perhaps you'll take me in when I'm having a hard time. Anyhow, you're going to stay. I won't take no for an answer. I've been disappointed and disappointed about Dick's coming, and me having no one to show for all the years of the war, just making sweaters for the world it seemed like, with no one belonging to me. And now I've got a soldier and I'm going to keep him at least for one night. Nobody's to know but you're my own nephew, and I haven't got to go around the town, have I,

telling that Dick didn't care enough for his old country aunt to come out and take dinner with her. It's nothing to them as it if they think he came and stayed overnight, too. For even a few days, nobody'll be any the wiser and I'll take a lot more comfort. I'd like to accommodate you, alter the soldier. But you know I really ought. Suddenly the big fellow was seized with a fit of sneezing, and the sick, sore thrills danced all down his back and slapped him in the face, and pricked him in the throat, and banged against his head.

He dropped weakly down in a chair and got out the discourages-looking handkerchief that ever a soldier carried. It looked as if it might have washed the decks on the way over, or wiped off shoes, and doubtless it had. And it left a dull streak of olive drab dust on his cheek and chin, when he had finished polishing off the last sneeze and lifted his chest. suffering eyes to his hostess. You're sick, declared Miss Marilla, with a kind of satisfaction, as if now she had got something she could really take hold of. I've thought it all the evening. I first laid it to the wind in your face, for I knew you weren't the drinking kind,

and then I thought maybe you'd had to be up all last night or something. Lack of sleep makes eyes look that way, but I believe you've got the grip, and I'm going to put you to bed and give you some homeopathic medicine. Come, tell me the truth. Aren't you chilly? With a half-sheepish smile, the soldier admitted that he was, and a big involuntary shudder ran over his tall frame with the admission. Well, it's high time we got to work. There's plenty of hot water, and you go up to the bathroom and take a hot bath. I'll put a hot water bag in the bed and get it good and warm. And I've got a long, warm flannel nightgown I guess you can get on. It was made for my grandmother, and she was a big woman.

Come, we'll go right upstairs. I can come down and shut up the house while you're taking your bath. The soldier protested, but Miss Marilla swept all before her. She locked the front door resolutely and put the chain on. She turned out the parlor light

and chubbed the young man before her to the stairs. But I oughtn't to. He protested again, with one foot on the first step. I'm an utter stranger. Well, what's that? said Miss Marilla crisply. I was a stranger and ye took me in. When it comes to that we're all

strangers. Come, hurry up, you ought to be in bed. You'll feel like a new man when I get you tucked up. You're awfully good, he murmured, stumbling up the stairs with a sick realization that he was giving way to the little imps of chills and thrills that were dancing over him, that he was all in, and in a few minutes more he would be a contemptible coward, letting alone old woman fuss over. him this way. Miss Marilla turned up the light and threw back the covers of the spare bed, sending a whiff of lavender through the room. The Franklin heater glowed cheerfully, and the place was as warm as toast. There was something sweet and home-like in the old-fashioned room, with its strange ancient-framed photographs of people long gone, and its plain but fine old

mahogany. The soldier raised his bloodshot eyes and looked about with a thankful wish that he was well enough to appreciate it all. Miss Marilla had pulled open a drawer and produced a long, fine flannel garment of nondescript fashion, and from a closet she drew out a long pink bathrobe and a pair of felt slippers. There, I guess you can get those on. She bustled into the bathroom, turned on the hot water, and heaped big white bath towels and sweet-scented soap upon him. In a kind of days of thankfulness, he stumbled into the bathroom and began his bath.

He hadn't had a bad bathed. bath like that in, was it two years? Somehow the hot water held down the nasty little sick thrills and cut out the chills for the time. It was wonderful to feel clean and warm and smell the freshness of the towels and soap. He climbed into the big nightgown, which also smelled of lavender, and came out presently with the felt slippers on his feet and the pink bathrobe trailing around his shoulders. There was a meek conquered expression on his face, and he crept gratefully into the warm bed according to directions and snuggled down with that sick, sore thrill of thankfulness that everybody who has ever had flu knows. Miss Marilla bustled up from downstairs with a second

hot water bag in one hand and a thermometer in the other. I'm going to take your temperature, she said briskly and stuck the thermometer into his unresisting mouth. Somehow it was wonderfully sweet to be fussed over this way, almost like having a mother. He hadn't had such care since he was a little fellow in the hospital at prep school. I thought so, said Miss Marilla, casting a practiced eye at the thermometer a moment later. And you've got to lie right still and do as I say, or you'll have a time of it. I hate to think of what would have happened to you if I'd been weak enough to let you go off into the cold without any overcoat tonight. Oh, I'd have walked it off likely. Faintly spoke the old Adam in the sleepy sick soldier, but he knew as he spoke that he was

lying, and he knew Miss Marilla knew it also. He would have laughed if it hadn't been too much trouble. It was wonderful to be in a bed like this and be warm, and that ache in his back against the hot water bag, it almost made his head stop aching. In almost no time at all he was asleep. He never realized when Miss Marilla brought a glass and fed him medicine. He opened his mouth, when she told him and went right on sleeping. Bless his heart, she said. He must have been all worn out, and she turned the light low, and gathering up his chair full of clothes,

slipped away to the bathroom, where presently they were all except the shoes soaking in strong hot soap suds. Miss Marilla had gone downstairs to stir up the fire and put on irons, but she took the precaution to close all the blinds on the amber side of the house and pull down the shades. Mary had no need ever to find out what she was doing. The night wore on and Miss Marilla wrought with happy heart and willing hands. She was doing something for somebody who really needed it,

and who, for the time being, had no one else to do it for him. He was hers exclusively to be served this night. It was years since she had had anybody of her own to care for, and she luxuriated in the service. Every hour she slipped up to feel his forehead, listen to his breathing and give him his medicine, and then slipped down to the kitchen again to her ironing. Garmet by garment the soldier's meager outfit came from the steaming suds, then was conveyed

to the kitchen, where it hung on an improvised line over the range and got itself dry enough to be ironed and patched. It was a work of love, and therefore it was done perfectly. When morning dawned the soldier's outfit, thoroughly renovated and pressed almost beyond recognition, lay on a chair by the spare room window, and Miss Marilla, in her dark blue surge morning dress, lay tidily down on the outside of her bed to take forty winks. But even then she could hardly get to sleep. She was so excited thinking about her guest and wondering whether he would feel better when

he awoke or whether she ought to send for a doctor. A hoarse cough roused her an hour later, and she went with speed to her patient and found him tossing at battling in his sleep with some imaginary foe. I don't owe you a cent any longer, he declared fiercely. I paid it all, even to the interest while I was in France, and there's no reason why I shouldn't tell you just what I think of you. You can go to thunder with your kind offers. I'm off you for life, and then the big fellow turned with a groan of anguish and buried his face in his pillow. Miss Marilla paused in horror, thinking she had intruded upon

some secret meditation, but as she waited on tiptoe and breathless in the hall, she heard the steady horse breathing keep on and knew he was still asleep. He did not rouse more than to open bloodshot unseeing eyes and closed them again when she loudly stirred his medicine in the glass and held the spoon to his lips. As before, he obediently opened his mouth and swallowed and went on sleeping. She stood a moment anxiously watching him. She did not know just what she ought to to do. Perhaps he was going to have pneumonia. Perhaps she ought to send for the doctor, and yet there were complications about that. She would be obliged to explain a lot, or else lie to the neighborhood, and he might not like it for her to call a doctor while he was asleep, if she only had someone

with whom to advise. On ordinary question she always consulted Mary Amber, but by the very nature of the case, Mary Amber was out of this. Besides, in half an hour Mary Amber very discreetly put herself beyond a question, outside of any touch with Miss Marilla's visitor, by taking herself off in her little car for a short visit to a college friend over in the next county. It was plain that Mary Amber did not care to subject herself to further contact with the young soldier. He might be Dick, or he might not be Dick. It was none of her business while she was visiting Jeanette Clark, so she went away quite hurriedly. Miss Marilla heard the purr of the engine, and the little brown car started down the hedged driveway,

and watched the flight with a sense of satisfaction. She had an intuition that Mary Amber was not in favor of her soldier, and she had a guilty sense of hiding the truth from her dear young friend that made her breathe more freely as she watched Mary Amber's flight. Moreover, it was with a certain self-reproachful relief that she noted the little brown suitcase that lay at Mary Amber's feet as she slid past Miss Marilla's house without looking up. Mary Amber was going away for the day at least, probably overnight, and by that time the question of the soldier would be settled

one way or the other without Mary Amber's having to worry about it. Miss Marilla ordered a piece of beef and brewed a cup of the most delicious broth, which she took upstairs. She managed to get her soldier awake enough to swallow it, but it was plain that he did not in the least realize where he was and seemed well content to close his eyes and drows away once more. Miss Marilla was deeply troubled. Some pricks from the old time-worn adage beginning, Oh, what a tangled web we weave, began to stab her conscience. If only she had not allowed those paragraphs to go into the county paper.

No, that was not the real trouble at all. If only she had not dragged in another soldier and made Mary Amber believe he was her nephew. Such an old fool, just because she couldn't bear the mortification of having people know her nephew, hadn't cared enough for her to come and see her when he was close at hand. But she was well punished. Here she had a strange sick man on her hands and no end of responsibility. Oh, if only, she hadn't asked him in. Yet, as she stood watching the quick little throb in his neck above the old flannel nightgown

and the long curly sweep of the dark lashes on his hot cheek as he slept. her heart cried out against that wish. No, a thousand times no, if she had not asked him in, he might have been in some hospital by this time, cared for by strangers. And she would have been alone with empty hands, getting her own solitary dinner, or sewing on the aprons for the orphanage, with nothing in the world to do that really mattered for anybody. Somehow her heart went out to this stranger boy with a great yearning, and he had come to mean what her own, or what her own ought to have been to her. She wouldn't have him elsewhere for anything.

She wanted him right where he was for her to care for, something at last that needed her, something she could love and tend, even if it were only for a few days. And she was sure she could care for him. She knew a lot about sickness. People sent for her to help them out, and her wonderful nursing had often saved a life

where the doctor's remedies had failed. She felt sure this was only a severe case of flu. that had taken a fierce hold on the system. Thorough rest, careful nursing, nourishing broth, and some of her homeopathic remedies would work the charm. She would try it a little longer and see. If his temperature wasn't higher than the last time, it would be perfectly safe to get along without a doctor.

She put the thermometer between his relaxed lips and held it there firmly round it until she was sure it had been there long enough. Then she carried it softly over to the front window and studied it. No, it had not risen. In fact, it might be a fifth of a degree lower. Well, she would venture it a little while longer. For two days, Miss Marilla cared for her stranger soldier as only a born nurse like herself could care, and on the third morning he rewarded her by opening his eyes and looking about. Then, meeting her own anxious gaze, he gave her a weak smile.

I've been sick, he said, as if stating an astonishing fact to himself, I must have given you a lot of trouble. Not a bit of it, you dear child, said Miss Marilla, and then stooped and brushed his forehead with her lips in a motherly kiss. I'm so glad you're better. She passed her hand like soft old fallen rose leaves over his forehead and it was moist. She felt of his hands and they were moist, too. She took his temperature and it had gone down all. almost to normal. Her eyes were shining with more than professional joy and relief. He had become to her in these hours of nursing and anxiety as her own child, but at the kiss the boy's eyelashes had swept down upon his cheek, and when she looked up from reading the thermometer, she saw a tear glisten unwillingly beneath the lashes. The next two days were a time of untold

joy to Miss Marilla while she pampered and nursed her soldier boy back to some degree of his normal strength. She treated him just as if he were a little child who had dropped from the skies to her loving ministrations. She bathed his face and puffed up his pillows and took his temperature and fed him and read him to sleep. Miss Marilla could read well too. She was always asked to read the chapter at the fortnightly club whenever the regular reader whose turn it was failed. And while he was asleep, she cooked dainty appetizing little dishes for him. They had a wonderful time together and he enjoyed it.

as much as she did. The fact was he was too weak to object. For the little red devils that get into the blood and kick up the fight commonly titled Grip had done a thorough work with him, and he was, as he put it, Allend and then some. He seemed to have gone back to the days of his childhood since the fever began to abate, and he lay in a sweet days of comfort and rest. His troubles and perplexities and loneliness had dropped away from him, and he felt no desire to think of them. He was having the time of his life. Then suddenly, wholly unannounced and not altogether desired at the present stage of the game, Mary Amber arrived on the scene. End of Chapter 4. Chapter 5 of The Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill. This Librevox recording is in the public domain,

recording by Like Many Waters. Chapter 5 Mary was radiant as the sunny morning in a little red tam, and her cheeks as red as her hat from the drive across country. She appeared at the kitchen door, quite in her accustomed way, just as Miss Marilla was lifting the dainty tray to carry her boy's breakfast upstairs. And she almost dropped it in her dismay. I've had the grandest time, breathed Mary. You don't know how beautiful the country is, all wonderful bronze and brown, with a purple haze and a frost-like silver lace this morning when I started. You've simply got to put on your wraps and come with me for a little while.

I know a place where the shadows melt slowly and the frosts will not be gone yet. Come quick, I want you to see it before it's too late. You're not just eating your breakfast, Auntie Rill, and on a tray too. Are you sick? Miss Marilla glanced guiltily down at the tray, too transparent even to evade the question. No, why I, he, my nephew. Then she stopped in hopeless confusion, remembering her resolve not to tell a lie about the matter whatever came. Mary Amber stood up and looked at her, her keen young eyes searching and finding the truth.

You don't mean to tell me that man is here yet, and you waiting on him. There was both sorrow and scorn in the fine young voice. In the upper hall the sick soldier in a bathrobe, was hanging over the banisters in a panic, wishing some kind of fairy would arrive and waft him away on a breath. All his perfidy in getting sick on a strange gentlewoman's hands and lying lazily in bed, letting her wait on him, was shown up in Mary Amber's voice. It found its echo in his own strong soul. He had known all along that he had no business there, that he ought to have gone out on the road to die rather than betray the sweet hospitality

of Miss Marilla by allowing himself to be a selfish, lazy slob. That was what he called himself as he hung over the banisters. Mary, why, he has been very sick. Sick? There was a covert sneer in Mary Amber's incredulous young voice. And then the conversation was suddenly blanketed by the closing of the hall door, and the sick soldier patted disconsolately back to bed, weak and dizzy but determined. This was as good a time as any, he ought to have gone before. He trailed across the floor in the big flannel nightgown, which hung out from him with the outlines of a fat old ante, and dragged down from one bronzed shoulder rakishly. His hair was sticking up wildly, he felt of his chin fiercely and realized that he was wearing a growth of several days. In a neat pile on a chair,

he found his new clean garments and struggled into them. His carefully ironed uniform hung in the closet. He braced himself and struggled into the trousers. It seemed a tremendous effort. He longed to drop back on the pillows, but wouldn't. He sat with his head in his hands, his elbows on his knees, trying to get courage to totter to the bathroom and subdue his hair and beard. When he heard Miss Marilla coming hastily up the stairs, the little coffee pot sending on a delicious odor, and the glass of milk tinkling against the silver spoons as she came. He had managed his leggings by this time and looked up with an attempt at a smile, trying to pass it off in a jocular way.

I thought it was high time I was getting about, he said and broke down coughing. Miss Marilla paused in distress and looked at his hollow eyes. Everything seemed to be going wrong this morning. Oh, why hadn't Mary Amber stayed away just one day longer? But of course he had not heard her. Oh, you're not fit to be up yet, she exclaimed. Do lie down and rest till you've had your breakfast. I can't be a baby having you wait on me any longer, he said.

I'm ashamed of myself. I ought not to have stayed here at all. His tone was savage, and he reached for his coat and jammed it on with a determined air in spite of his weakness and the sore shivers that crept shankily up his back. I'm perfectly all right and you've been wonderful, but it's time I was moving on. He pushed past her hurriedly to the same. the bathroom, feeling that he must get out of her sight before his head began to swim. The water on his face would steady him. He dashed it on and shivered sickly, longing to plunge

back to bed, yet keeping on with his ablutions. Miss Marilla put down her tray and stood with tears in her eyes, waiting for him to return, trying to think of what she could say to persuade him back to bed again. Her anxious expression softened him when he came back, and he agreed to to eat his breakfast before he went anywhere. He sank gratefully into the big chair in front of the Franklin heater, where she had laid out his breakfast on a little table. She had lined the chair with a big comforter, which she drew unobtrusively about his shoulders now, slipping a cushion under his feet and quietly coddling him into comfort again.

He looked at her gratefully and setting down his coffee cup, reached out and patted her hair as she rose from tucking in his feet. You're just like a mother to me. He choked, trying to keep back the emotion from his voice. It's been great. I can't tell you. You've been just like a dear son. She beamed touching the dark hair over his forehead shyly.

It's like getting my own back again to have you come for this little while and to be able to do for you. You see, it wasn't as if I really had anybody. Dick never cared for me. I used to hope he would when he grew up. I used to think of him over there in danger and pray for him, and love him, and send him sweaters.

But now I know it was really you I thought of and prayed for. Dick never cared. He looked at her tenderly and pressed her hand gratefully. You're wonderful, he said. I shall never forget it. That little precious time while he was eating his breakfast made it all the harder for what he meant to do. He saw that he could never.

hope to do it openly either, for she would fling herself in his path to prevent him from going out until he was well. So he let her tuck him up carefully on the spread-out bed, and pull down the shades for him to take a nap after the exertion of getting dressed. And he caught her hand and kissed it fervently as she was leaving him, and cherished her murmured, dear child, and the pressure of her old rosely fingers and parting. Then he closed his eyes and let her slip away to the kitchen where he knew she would be some time preparing something delicious for dinner. When she was safely out of hearing, rattling away at the kitchen stove, he threw back the covers vigorously, set his grim determination against the swimming head,

stalked over to the little desk, and wrote a note on the fine note paper he found there. Dear wonderful little mother, he wrote, I can't stay here any longer, it isn't right, but I'll be back someday to thank you if everything goes all right. sincerely your boy he tiptoed over and laid it on the pillow then he took his old trench cap which had been nicely pressed and was hanging on the corner of the mirror and stealthily slid out of the pleasant warm room down the carpeted stairs and out the front door into the crisp cold morning the chill air met him with a challenge as he closed the front door and dared him not to cough but with an effort he held his breath and crept down the front walk to the road holding in control as well the long violent shivers that seized him in their grasp the sun met him and blinded his sensitive eyes and the wind with a tang of winter jeered at his thin uniform and trickled up his sleeves and down his collar penetrating every seam but he stuffed his hands into his pockets and strode grimly ahead on the way he had been going when miss marilla met him passing the tall hedge where mary amber lived and trying to hold his head high He hoped Mary Amber saw him going away.

For perhaps half a mile past Mary Amber's house, his courage and his pride held him, for he was a soldier who had slept in a muck pile under the rain, held his nerve under fire, and gone on foot ten miles to the hospital after he was wounded. What was a little flu and a walk in the cold to the neighboring village? He wished he knew how far it was, but he had to go, for it would never do to send the telegram he must send from the town where Miss Marilla lived. The second half-mile he lagged and shivered with not energy enough to keep up circulation. The third half-mile and the fourth were painful, and the fifth was completed in a sick days of weakness,

or the cold, though stimulating at first, had been getting in its work through his uniform, and he felt chilled to the very soul of him. His teeth were chattering, and he was blue about the lips when he staggered into the telegraph office of Little Silverton. His fingers were almost too stiff to write, and his thoughts seemed to have congealed also. Though he had been repeating the message all the way, word for word, with a vague feeling that he might forget it forever if he did not keep going. Will you send that, collect? He asked the operator when he had finished writing.

The girl took the form and read it. carefully. Arthur J. Watkins, Esquire, LaSalle Street, Chicago, Illinois. Please negotiate a loan of $500 for me, using Old House as collateral. Wire money immediately, Little Silverton, entirely out of funds, have been sick. Lehman Gage. The girl read it through again and then eyed him cautiously. What's your address? She asked, giving a slow speculative chew of her gum. I'll wait here. said the big blue soldier, sinking into a rush-bottomed chair by the desk. It might be some wait, said the girl dryly, giving him another curious once over.

I'll wait, he repeated fiercely, and dropped his aching head into his hands. The little instrument clicked away vigorously. In his fevered brain he fancied it writing on a typewriter at the other end of the line, and felt a curious impatience for his lawyers to read it and reply, how he wished it would hurry. The morning droned on and the telegraph instrument chattered breezily with the monotony of a sunny child that knows no larger world and is happy. Sometimes it seemed to gauge as if every click pierced his head and he was going crazy. The shivers were keeping in time, running up and down his back and chilling his very heart. The room was cold, cold, cold, cold. How did that fool of it?

a girl standing in a pink transparent blouse, showing her fat arms huskily. He shivered, Oh, for one of Miss Marilla's nice thick blankets and a hot water bag. Oh, for the soft, warm bed, the quiet room, and Miss Marilla keeping guard. But he was a man and a soldier, and every now and then would come Mary Amber's keen accusing voice. Is that man here yet? And are you waiting on him? It was that that that kept him up. when he might have given way. He must show her he was a man after all. That man, what had she meant? Did she then suspect him of being a fraud and not the real nephew? Well, shiver, shiver, what did he care? Let Mary Amber go to thunder, or if she didn't want to go, he would go to thunder

himself. He felt himself there already. Two hours went by. Now and then someone came in with a message and went out again. The girl behind the desk got out a pink sweater she was knitting and chewed gum in time to her needles. Sometimes she eyed her companion curiously, but he did not stir nor look up. If there hadn't been prohibition, she might have thought him drunk.

She began to think about his message and weave a crude little romance around him. She wondered whether he had been wounded. If he had given her half a chance, she would have asked him questions, but he sat there with his head in his hands like a stone image and never seemed to know she was in the room. After a while it got on her nerves, and she took up her telephone and carried on a gallery conversation with a fellow laborer somewhere up the line, giggling a good deal and telling about a movie

she went to the night before. She used rare slang with a furtive glance at the soldier for developments, but he did not stir. Finally, she remarked loudly that it was getting news. time and so longed her friend, clicking the receiver into place. I gotta go to lunch now, she remarked in an impersonal tone. I have an hour off. This office is closed at noontime. He did not seem to hear her, so she repeated it, and Gage looked up with bloodshot heavy eyes. What becomes of the message if it comes while you're away? He asked feverishly. Oh, it'll be repeated, she replied easily.

You can come back by and by. about two o'clock or later and maybe it'll be here. I got a lock up now. Lehman Gage dragged himself to his feet and looked dazedly about him. Then he staggered out on the street. The sun hit him in the eyes again in a way that made him sick, and the wind caught his sleeves and ran down his collar gleefully. The girl shut the door with a click and turned the key, eyeing him doubtfully. He seemed to her very stupid for a soldier. If he had given her half a chance, she would have been friendly to him. She watched him drag down the street with an amused contempt, then turned to her belated lunch. Lehmann Gage walked on down the road a little way, and then began

to feel as if he couldn't stand the cold a second longer, though he knew he must. His heart was behaving strangely, seeming to be absent from his body for whole seconds at a time, and then returning with leaps and bounds that almost suffocated him. He paused and looked around for a place to sit down, and finding none dropped down on the frozen ground at the roadside. It occurred to him that he ought to go back now while he was able, for he was fast getting where from sheer weariness he couldn't walk. He rested a moment and then stumbled up and back toward Little Silverton. Automobiles passed him,

and he remembered thinking if he weren't so sick and strange in his head, he would try to stand in the road and stop one and get them to carry him somewhere. He had often done that in France or even in this country during the war, but just now it seemed that he couldn't do that either. He had set out to prove to Mary Amber that he was a man and a soldier, and holding up automobiles wouldn't be compatible with that idea. Then he realized that all this was crazy thinking, that Mary Amber had gone to thunder, and so had he, and it didn't matter anyway. All that mattered was for him to get that money and go back and pay Miss Marilla for taking care of him. And then for him to take the next train back to the city and get to a hospital,

if he could only hold out long enough for that. But things were fast getting away from him. His head was hot and in a whirl, and his feet were so cold he thought they must be dead. Without realizing it, he walked by the telegraph office and on down the road toward Perlingbrook again. The telegraph girl watched him from the window of the tiny bakery where she ate her lunch. There goes that poor boob now, she said, with her mouthful of pie a la mode. He gets my goat. I hope he doesn't come back.

He'll never get no answer to that telegram he sent. People ain't going round picking up $500 to send to broke soldiers these days. They got them all in Liberty Bonds. Say, Jess, give me one more of them chocolate declares, won't you? I got to get back. About that time, Lehman Gage had found a log by the wayside and sunk down permanently upon it. He had no more breath to carry him on, and no more ambition. If Mary Amber had gone to thunder, why should he care whether he got an answer to his telegram or not?

She was only another girl anyway, girl, his enemy, and he sank into a blue stupor with his elbows on his cold, cold knees, and his face hidden in his hands. He had forgotten the shivers now. They had taken possession of him and made him one with them. It might be, after all, that he was too hot and not too cold, and there was a strange burning pain in his chest when he tried to breathe, so he wouldn't breathe. What was the use? End of Chapter 5 Chapter 6 of the Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill. This Libervox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Like Many Waters

Chapter 6 Miss Marilla tiptoed softly up the hall. and listened at the door of the spare bedroom. It was time her soldier boy woke up and had some dinner. She had a beautiful little treat for him today, chicken broth with rice and some bits of tender breast meat on toast with a quivering spoonful of current jelly. It was very still in the spare room,

so that a falling coal from the grate of the Franklin heater made a hollow sound when it fell into the pan below. If the boy was asleep, she could usually tell by his regular breathing. But though she listened with a keen ear, she could not hear it today. Perhaps he was awake, sitting up. She pushed the door open and looked in. Why, the bed was empty. She glanced around the room, and it was empty too.

She passed her hand across her eyes as if they had deceived her and went over to look at the bed. Surely he must be there somewhere, and then she saw the note. Dear Wonderful Little Mother Her eyes were too blurred with quick, tears and apprehension to read any further. Mother, he had called her that. She could never feel quite alone in the world again. But where was he? She took the corner of her white apron and wiped the tears away vigorously to finish the note. Then, without pausing to think, and even in the

midst of her great gasp of apprehension, she turned swiftly and went downstairs, out the front door, across the frozen lawn, and threw the hedge to Mary Amber's house. mary mary amber she called as she panted up the steps the note grasped tightly in her trembling hand she hoped oh she hoped mary ambers mother would not come to the door and ask questions mary's mother was so sensible and miss marilla always felt as if mrs amber disapproved of her just a little whenever she was doing anything for anybody not that mary amber's mother was not kind herself to people but she was always so very sensible. her kindness and did things in the regular way and wasn't impulsive like Miss Marilla. But Mary Amber herself came to the door with pleasant forgetfulness of her old friend's recent coolness and tried to draw her into the hall. This Miss Marilla firmly declined, however, she threw her apron over her head and shoulders as a concession to Mary's fears for her

health and broke out. Oh, don't talk about me, Mary. Talk about him. He's gone. I thought he was asleep, and I went up to see if he was ready for his dinner, and he's gone, and he's sick, Mary, he's not able to stand up. Why, he's had a fever. It was 103 for two days and only got down to below normal this morning for the first time. He isn't fit to be out either, and that little thin uniform with no overcoat. The tears were streaming down Miss Marilla's sweet, dressed in China face, and Mary Amber's heart was touched in spite of herself. She came and put her arm around Miss Marilla's shoulder and drew her down the steps and over to her own home, closing the door carefully first so her mother needn't be troubled about it.

Mary Amber always had tact when she wanted to use it. Where was he going, dear? She asked sympathetically, with a view to making out a good case for the soldier, without Miss Marilla's bothering further about him. I don't know, sobbed Miss Marilla. He just thought he ought not to stay. and bother me. Here, see his note. Well, I'm glad he had some sense, said Mary Amber with satisfaction. He was perfectly right about not staying to bother you. She took the little crumpled note and smoothed it out.

Oh, my dear, you don't understand, sobbed Miss Marilla. He's been such a good, dear boy, and so ashamed he had troubled me. And really, Mary, he'll not be able to stand it. Why, you ought to see how little clothes he had. so thin and cotton underwear. I washed them and mended them, but he ought to have an overcoat. Oh, well, he'll go to the city and get something warm and go to a hospital if he falls sick, said Mary Amber comfortably. I wouldn't worry about him. He's a soldier.

He's did lots worse things than a little cold. He'll look out for himself. Don't, said Miss Marilla fiercely. Don't say that, Mary. You don't understand. He is sick, and he's all the soldier boy I'm. got. He can't be gone very far, and he really isn't able to walk. He's weak. I just can't stand it to have him go this way. Mary Amber looked at her with a curious light in her eyes. And yet,

Auntie Rill, you know it was fine of him to do it, she said, with a dancing dimple in the corner of her mouth. Well, I see what you want, and much as I hate to, I'll take my car and scour the country for him. What time did you say he left? Oh, Mary Amber. Miss Marilla smiled through her tears. You're a good girl. I knew you'd help me. I'm sure you can find him if you try. He can't have been gone over an hour, not much, for I've only fixed the chicken and put my bread in the pan since I left him. I suppose he went back to the village, but there hasn't been any train since ten, and you say he was still there at ten. He's likely waiting at the station for the 12 o'clock. I'll speed up and get there before it comes.

I have fifteen minutes, I, glancing at her wristwatch. I guess I can make it. I'm not so sure he went that way, said Miss Marilla, looking up the road past Mary Amber's house. He was on his way up that way, when—and then Miss Marilla suddenly shut her mouth and did not finish the sentence. Mary Amber gave her another curious, discerning look and nodded brightly. You go in and get warm, Auntie Rill. Leave that soldier to me. I'll bring her. him home. Then she sped back through the hedge to the little garage, and in a few minutes was speeding down the road toward the station. Miss Marilla watched her in troubled silence, and then, putting on her cape that always hung handy by the hall door, walked a little distance up the road, straining her

old eyes but seeing nothing. Finally, in despair, she turned back, and presently just as she reached her own steps again, she saw Mary's car come flying back with only Mary in it. but Mary did not stop nor even look toward the house. She sped on up the road this time, and the purring of the engine was sweet music to Miss Marilla's ears. Dear Mary Amber, how she loved her. The big blue soldier, cold to the soul of him and full of pain that reminded him of the long horror of the war, was still sitting by the roadside

with his head in his hands when Mary Amber's car came flying down the road. She stopped before him with a little triumphant, and purr of the engine, so close to him that it roused him from his lethargy to look up. I should think you'd be ashamed of yourself, running away from Miss Marilla like this and making her worry herself sick. Mary Amber's voice was as keen as icicles, and the words went through him like red-hot needles. He straightened up, and the light of battle came back to his eyes. This was girl again, his enemy, his firm upper lip moved sensitively and came to straight and strong against the lower one, showing the nice line of character that made his

mouth beautiful. Thank you, he said coldly. I'm only ashamed that I stayed so long. His tone further added that he did not know what business of hers it was. Well, she sent me for you, and you'll please to get in quickly, for she's very much worked up about you. Mary Amber's tone stated that she herself was not in the least worked up about a great hulking soldier that would let a woman wait on him for several days hand and foot, and then run away

when her back was turned. Kindly tell her that I am sorry I troubled her, but that it is not possible for me to return at present. He answered stiffly. I came down to send a business telegram, and I am waiting for an answer. A sudden shiver seized him and rippled involuntarily over his big frame. Mary Amber was eyeing him contemptuously, but a light of pity stole the into her eyes as she saw him shiver. You are cold, said Mary Amber, as if she were charging him with an offense. Well, that's not strange, is it? On a day like this, I haven't made connections yet with an overcoat and gloves, that's all. Look here, if you are cold you've simply got to get into

this car and let me take you back to Miss Marilla. You'll catch your death of cold sitting there like that. Well, I may be cold, but I don't have to let you take me anywhere. When I get ready to go, I'll walk. As for catching my death of cold, that's strictly my own affair. There's nobody in the world would care if I did. The soldier had blue lights like steel in his eyes, and his mouth looked very soldier-like indeed. His whole manner showed there wasn't the least use in the world trying to argue with him.

Mary Amber eyed him with increasing interest and thoughtfulness. You're mistaken, she said grudgingly. There's one, there's Miss Marilla. She's like that, and she hasn't much to care for in the world either, which makes it all the worse what you've done. Oh, I don't see how you could deceive her. Deceive her, said the astonished soldier. I never deceived her.

Why, you let her think you were Dick Chadwick, her nephew, and you know you're not. I knew you weren't the minute I saw you, even before I found Dick's telegram in the stove saying he couldn't come. And then I asked you a lot of questions to find out for sure. And you couldn't answer one of them right. Her eyes were sparkling, and there was an eager look in her face, like an appeal, almost as if she wanted him to prove what she was saying was not true. No, I'm not Dick Chadwick, said the young man with fine dignity.

But I never deceived Miss Marilla. Well, who did then? There was disappointment and unbelief in Mary Amber's voice. Nobody, she isn't deceived. It was she who tried to deceive you. What do you mean? I mean, I guess, she wanted you to think I was her nephew. She was mortified, I guess, because he didn't turn up, and she didn't want you to know.

So she asked me to dinner to fill in. I didn't know anybody was there till just as I was going in the door. Then I had to go and get sick in the night and ruin the whole thing. I was a fool to give in to her, of course, and stay that night. But it did sound good to have a real night's sleep in a bed. I didn't think I was such a softy as to get out of my head and be on her hands like that, but you needn't worry. I intend to make it up to her fully, just as soon as I can lay my hands on some funds. He suddenly broke into a fit of coughing, so hoarse and creepy as to alarm even Mary Amber's cool contempt.

She reached back in the car and grasping a big fur coat, sprung out on the hard ground and through the coat about him, tucking it around his neck and trying to fasten a button under his chin against his violent protest. Your very kind, he gasped loftily as soon as he could recover his breath. But I can't put that on, and I'm going down to the telegraph office now to see if my wire has come yet. Look here, said Mary Amber in quite a different tone. I'm sorry I was so suspicious, I see I didn't understand, I ask your pardon, and won't you

Please put on this coat and get into this car and let me take you home quick. I'm really very much troubled about you. The soldier looked up in surprise at the gentleness, and almost his heart melted. The snarly look about his mouth and eyes disappeared, and he seemed a bit confused. Thank you, he said simply. I appreciate that, but I can't let you help me, you know. Oh, please, she said, a kind of little girl alarm springing into her eyes. I won't know what to say to Miss Marilla, I promised her to bring you back, you know.

His eyes and lips were hardening again. She saw he did not mean to yield, and Mary Amber was not used to being balked in her purposes. She glanced down the road, and a sudden light came into her eyes and brought a dimple of mischief into her cheek. You'll have to, for my sake, she said hurriedly in a lower tone. There's a car coming with some people in it, I know, and they were. will think it awfully strange for me to be standing here on a lonely roadside talking to a strange soldier sitting on a log on a day like this, hurry. Lehman Gage glanced up, saw the car coming swiftly, saw too the dimple of mischief, but with an answering light of gallantry in his own eyes,

he sprang up and helped her into the car. The effort brought on another fit of coughing, but as soon as he could speak, he said, You can take me down to that little telegraph office if you please and drop me there, then nobody will think anything about it. I'll take you to the telegraph office if you'll be good, and put that coat on right and button it, said Mary Amber commandingly. She had him in the car now, and she knew she could go so fast he could not get out. But I won't stop there unless you promise me on your honor as a soldier that you won't get out or make any more trouble about my taking you back to Miss Marilla. The soldier looked very bulky indeed, and his firm mouth got itself into fine shape again, till he looked into Mary Amber's

eyes and saw the saucy beautiful lights there, and then he broke down laughing. "'Well, you've caught me by Gile,' he said, and I guess we're about even. I'll go back and make my addues myself to Miss Marilla. A little curve of satisfaction settled about Mary Amber's mouth. "'Put that coat on, please,' she said, and the soldier put it on gratefully. He was beginning to feel a reaction from his battle with Mary Amber, and now that he was defeated, the coat seemed most desirable. Don't you think it would be a good idea if you would tell me who you really are? Asked Mary Amber.

It might save some embarrassment. Why certainly, said the soldier in surprise. It hadn't occurred to me, that's all. I'm Lehman Gage of Chicago. He named also his rank and regiment in the army, then looking at it. at her curiously, he said hesitating. I'm perfectly respectable, you know. I don't really make a practice of going around sponging on unprotected ladies.

Her cheeks flamed a gorgeous scarlet and her eyes looked rebuked. I suppose I ought to apologize, she said, but really, you know it looked rather peculiar to me. She stopped suddenly, for he was seized with another fit of coughing, which had so shrill a sound that she involuntarily turned to look at him with anxious eyes. I suppose it did look strange, he managed to say at last. But, you know, that day when I came in, I didn't care a hang. He dropped his head wearily against the car and closed his eyes for just a second,

as if keeping them open was a great effort. You're all in now, she said sharply, and you're shivering, you ought to be in bed this minute. Her voice held deep concern. where is that telegraph office we'll just leave word for them to forward the message if it hasn't come and then we'll fly back oh i must wait for that message he said straightening up with a hoarse effort and opening his eyes sharply it is really imperative she stopped the car in front of the telegraph office the little operator sensing a romance scuttled out the door with an envelope in her hand and a different look on her face from the one she had worn when she went to her lunch. To tell the truth, she had not much faith in that soldier, nor in the message he had sent collect. She hadn't believed any answer would come, or at least a favorable one. Now she hurried across the pavement to the car, studying Mary Amber's red Tam as she talked and wondering whether

she could make one like it out of the red lining of an old army cape she had. Your message is come, she announced affably. Come just after I got back, and I got your check I'll make. I'll make out for you. You sign here, see. Got anybody to identify you? Ain't necessary, see. I can wave identification. I can identify him, spoke up Mary Amber with cool dignity, and the soldier looked at her wonderingly. That was a very different tone from the one she had used when she came after him. After all, what did Mary Amber know about him? He looked at the check half wonderingly, as if it were not real. His head felt very strange. The words of the message seemed. seemed all jumbled. He crumpled it in his hand.

Ain't you going to send an answer? Put in the little operator aggrievedly, hugging the thin muslin sleeve of her little soiled shirt-waist to keep from shivering. He says to wire him immediately. He says it's important. I guess he didn't take notice to the message. The soldier tried to smooth out the crumpled paper with his numb fingers, and Mary Amber, seeing that he was feeling very miserable, took it from him and Capably put it before him. I'm sending you a thousand. Wire me your post office address immediately.

Good news, important. Signed, Arthur J. Watkins. I guess I can't answer that now, said the soldier, trying his best to keep his teeth from chattering. I don't just know. Here, I'll write it for you, said Mary with sudden understanding. You better have it sent in Aunt Rills' care, and then you can have it forward it anywhere, you know.

I'll write it for you. and she took a silver pencil from the pocket of her coat and wrote the telegram rapidly on a corner she tore from the first message, handing it out for his inspection and then passing it on to the operator, who gathered it in capably. Send this collect too, I suppose. She called after the car as it departed. Yes, all right, anything, answered Lehman Gage, we're really sinking back in the seat. It doesn't matter anyway. You are sick, said Mary Amber anxiously. And we are going to get right home. Miss Marilla will be wild. The soldier sat up, holding his precious check.

I'll have to ask you to let me out, he said, trying to be dignified under the heavy stupor of weariness that was creeping over him. I've got to get to a bank. Oh, must you today? Couldn't we wait till tomorrow or till you feel better? said Mary anxiously. no i must go now he insisted doggedly well there's a bank on the next corner she said and it must be about closing time she shoved her sleeve back and glanced at her watch just five minutes of three we'll stop but you'll promise to hurry won't you i want to get you home i'm worried about you leman gauge cast her another of those wondering looks like a child unused to kindness suddenly being spoiled it made her feel as if she wanted to cry all the mother in her came to her eyes she drew up in front of the bank and got out after him i'll go in with you she said they know me over here and it may save you trouble "'You're very kind,' he said almost curtly. "'I dislike to make you so much trouble.'

"'Perhaps it was owing to Mary's presence that the transaction went through without question, and in a few minutes more they were back in the car again, Mary tucking in her big patient fussily. "'You're going to put this around your neck,' she said, "'drawing a bright willy scarf from her capacious coat pocket. "'And around your head,' she added, "'drawing a fold comfortingly. around his ears and the back of his head.

And keep it over your nose and mouth. Breathe through it. Don't let this cold air get into your lungs. She finished with a business-like air as if she were a nurse. She drew the ends of the scarf around, completely hiding everything but his eyes and tucked the ends into the neck of the fur coat. Then she produced another blanket from some region beneath her feet

and tucked that carefully around him. It was wonderful being taken care of him. in this way. If he only had not been so cold, so tired, and so sore all over, he could have enjoyed it. The scarf had a delicate aroma of spring and violets, something that reminded him of pleasant things in the past, but it all seemed like a dream. They were skimming along over the road up which he had come at so laborious a pace, and the icy wind cut his eyeballs. He closed his eyes, and a hot curtain seemed to shut him out from a weary world. Almost he seemed to be spinning away into space.

He tried to open his mouth under the woolen fragrance and speak, but his companion ordered him sharply to be still till he got where it was warm, and a sharp cough like a knife caught him. So he sank back again into the perfumed silence of the fierce heat and cold that seemed to be raging through his body, and continued the struggle to keep from drifting into space. It did not seem quite gallant or gentlemanly to say nothing, nor soldierly to drift away like that when she was being so kind.

And then a curious memory of the other girl drifted around in the frost of his breath, mockingly, as if she were laughing at his situation, almost as if she had put him there and was glad. He tried to shake this off by opening his eyes and concentrating them on Mary Amber as she sat sternly at her wheel, driving her little machine for all it was worth, her eyes anxious and the flush on her cheek bright and glowing. The fancy came to him that she was in league with him against the other girl. He knew it was foolish, and he tried to drive the idea away, but it stayed till she passed her own hedge and stopped the car at Miss Marilla's gate. Then it seemed to clear away and common sense reigned for a few brief moments, while he stumbled out of the car and staggered

into Miss Marilla's parlor, and into the warmth and cheer of that good woman's almost tearful affectionate welcome. I want you to take that, he said hoarsely, pressing into her hand the roll of bills he had got at the bank, and then he slid down into a big chair and everything whirled away again. Miss Marilla stood aghast, looking at the money and then at the sick soldier, till Mary Amber took command. He never remembered just what happened, nor knew. how he got upstairs and into the great warm, kind bed again, with hot broth being fed him,

and hot water bags in places needing them. He did not hear them call the doctor on the telephone, nor know just when Mary Amber slipped away down to her car again and rode away. But Mary Amber knew this was the afternoon when the Perling Brook Chronicle went to press, and she had an item that must get in. Quite demurely she handed the envelope to the woman editor. just as she was preparing to mail the last of her copy to the printer in the city. The item read, Miss Marilla Chadwick of Shirley Road is entertaining over the weekend Sergeant Lehman Gage of Chicago, but just returned from France.

Sergeant Gage is a member of the same division and came over in the same ship with Miss Chadwick's nephew, Lieutenant Richard Chadwick, of whom mention has been made in a former number and has seen long and interesting service abroad. Mary Amber was back at the house almost before she had been missed, and just as the doctor arrived, ready to serve in any capacity whatever. Do you think I ought to introduce him to the doctor? Asked Miss Marilla of Mary in an undertone at the head of the stairs, while the doctor was divesting himself of his big fur overcoat.

She had a drawn and anxious look, like one about to be found out in a crime. He doesn't look to me as if he were able to acknowledge the introduction, said Mary, with a glance in at the spare bed, where the young man lay sleeping heavily and breathing noisily. But, ought I to tell him his name? That's all right, Auntie Rill, said Mary easily. I told him his name was Gage when I phoned and said he was in the same division with your nephew.

It isn't necessary for you to say anything about it. Miss Marilla paused and eyed Mary strangely with you. with a frightened appealing look, and then with growing relief. So Mary knew, she sighed and turned back to the sick room with a comforted expression growing round her mouth. But the comforted expression changed once more to anxiety, and self was forgotten utterly when Miss Marilla began to watch the doctor's face as the examination progressed. What has this young man been doing?

He growled, rising from a position on his knees where he had been listening to the soul breathing with an ever-increasing frown. Miss Marilla looked at Mary quite frightened, and Mary stepped into the breach. He had a heavy cold when he came here, and Miss Chadwick nursed him, and he was doing nicely, but he ran away this morning. He had some business to attend to and slipped away before anybody could stop him. He got very much chilled, I think. I should say he did, exclaimed the doctor. Young fool, I suppose he thought he could stand anything.

because he went through the war. Well, he'll get his now. He's in for pneumonia. I'm sorry, Miss Chadwick, but I'm afraid you've got a bad case on your hands. Would you like to have me phone for an ambulance and get him to the hospital? I think it can be done at once with a minimum of risk. Oh, no, no, said Miss Marilla, clasping one pale hand and then the other nervously. I couldn't think of that, at least, not unless you think it's necessary, not unless you think it's a risk to stay here. You see he's my, that is, he's almost like, my own nephew. She lifted a peeling eyes. Oh, I beg your pardon, he said with a look of relief. In that case he's to be congratulated, but, madam, you'll have your hands full before you are through. He's made a very bad start, a very bad

start indeed. When these big husky fellows get sick, they do it thoroughly, you know. Now, if you'll just step over here, Miss Mary. I'll explain to you both about this medicine. Give this every half hour till I get back. I'll run up here again in about two hours. I've got to drive over to Plush Mills now to an accident case. But I'll be back as quick as I can. I want to watch this fellow pretty closely for the first few hours. When the doctor was gone, Mary Amber and Miss Marilla stood one on each side of the bed and looked at each other, making silent covenant together over the sick soldier. Now, said Mary Amber softly, I'm going down to the kitchen to look after things. You just sit here and watch him. I'll run over first to put the car away and tell Mother I'll

stay with you tonight. Oh, Mary Amber, you mustn't do that, said Miss Marilla anxiously. I never meant to get you into all this scrape. Your mother won't like it at all. I'll get along all right, and anyway, if I find I can't, I'll get Molly Polk to come and help me. Mother will be perfectly satisfied to have me help you in any way I can, said Mary Amber with a light in her eyes. And as for Molly Polk, if I can't look after you better than she can, I'll go and hide my head. You can get Molly Polk when I fail, but not till then. Now, Auntie Rill, go sit down in the rocking chair and rest. Didn't I tell you I'd help get that turkey dinner? Well, the dinner isn't over yet, that's all.

And I owe the guest an apology for misjudging him. He's all right, and we've got to pull him through, Auntie Rill, so here goes. Mary Amber gave Miss Marilla a loving squeeze and sped down the stairs. Miss Marilla sat down to listen to the heavy breathing of the sick soldier and watched the long dark lashes on the sunken-tanned cheeks. End of Chapter 6. Chapter 7 of the Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill The Slibervox recording is in the public domain.

Recording by Like Many Waters Chapter 7 For three weeks the two women nursed Lehman Gage, with now and then the help of Molly poke in the kitchen. There were days when they came and went silently, looking at each other with stricken glances, and then at the sick man with pity. And Mary Amber went and looked at the letter lying on the bureau and wondered whether she ought to telegraph that man who had sent the soldier the money that day. Another letter had arrived and then a telegram, all from Chicago.

Then Mary Amber and Miss Marilla talked it over and decided to make some reply. By that time the doctor had said that Lehman Gage would pull through, and he had opened his eyes once or twice and smiled weakly upon them. Mary Amber went to the telegraph office and sent a message to the person in Chicago, whose name was written at the left-hand corner of the envelopes, the same that had been signed to the first telegram. Lehman Gage very ill at my home, pneumonia, not able to read letters or telegram, slight improvement a day, signed Marilla Chadwick. Within three hours an answer arrived.

Much distressed at news of Gage's illness cannot come. on account of fractured bone, automobile accident, please keep me informed and let me know if there is anything I can do. Signed, Arthur J. Watkins. Mary wrote a neat little note that night before she went on duty in the sick room, stating the invalid had smiled twice that day and asked what day of the week it was. The doctor felt that he was on the high road to recovery now, and there was nothing to do but be patient. They would show him his mail as soon as the doctor was willing, which would probably be in a few days now. The day they gave Lehman Gage his mail to read, the sun was shining on a new fall of snow, and the air was crisp and clear. There were geraniums blossoming in the spare

room windows between the sheer white curtains, and the Franklin heater was glowing away and filling the place with the warmth of summer. The patient had been fed what he called, a real breakfast milk toast and a soft-boiled egg, and the sun was streaming over the foot of the bed cheerfully, as if to welcome him back to life. He seemed so much stronger now that the doctor had given permission for him to be bolstered up with an extra pillow while he read his mail. He had not seemed anxious to read the mail, nor at all curious, even when they told him it was postmarked Chicago. Miss Marilla carried it to him as if she were bringing him a bouquet, but Mary eyed him with curious misgiving. Perhaps after all there would not be good news. He seemed so very apathetic.

She watched him furtively as she tidied the room, putting away the soap and towels and pulling a dry leaf or two from the geraniums. He was so still, and it took him so long to make up his mind to tear open the envelopes after he had them in his thin pale hand. It almost seemed as if he dreaded them like a blow and was trying to summon courage to meet them. Once, as she looked at him, his eyes met hers with a deprecatory smile, and to cover her confusion she spoke impulsively. You don't seem deeply concerned about the news, she said brightly. He smiled again, almost sadly.

Well, no, he said thoughtfully. I can't say I am. There really isn't anything much left in which to be interested. You see, about the worst things that could happen have happened, and there's no chance for anything else. You can't always tell, said Mary Amber cheerfully as she finished dusting the bureau and took herself downstairs for his morning glass of milk and egg. Slowly Lehman Gage tore the envelope of the topmost letter and took out the written sheet. In truth, he had little curiosity. It was likely an account of how his lawyer friend had paid back the money

to Mr. Harrow or else the details of the loan on the old Chicago house. Housing, how it was likely an account houses and loans and such things seemed far from his world just now he was impatient for mary amber to come back with that milk and egg not so much for the milk and egg as for the comfort it gave and the cheeriness of her presence presently miss marilla would come up and tell over some little incident of mary's childhood exactly as if he were dick the real nephew and he liked it not that he liked dick the villain he found himself hopelessly jealous of him sometimes yet he knew in a feeble far-away sense that this was only a foolish foible of an invalid and he would get over it and laugh at himself when he got well he smiled at the pleasantness of it all this getting well business and then turned his indifferent attention to the letter dear gage it read what in the world did you hide yourself away in that remote corner of the world for i've scoured the country to get trace of you without a single result till your telegram came there's good news to tell you the unexpected has happened and you are a rich man old fellow don't let it turn your head for there's plenty of business to occupy you as soon as you are able to return to make a long story short the old tract of land in which you put all you had and a good deal more has come to the front in great shape at last you will remember that the ore was found to be in such shape when they came to the mining of it and that it would cost fabulous sums for the initial operations And it fell through because your company couldn't afford to get the proper machinery.

Well, the government has taken over the whole tract and is working it. I am enclosing the details on another paper, and you will perceive when you have looked it over how very much you are needed at home just now to decide numerous questions that have taxed my ingenuity to the limit to know just what you would want done. There is a great deal of timber on those lands also, very valuable timber it seems. And that is another source of wealth for you. Oh, this war has been a great thing for you, young man,

and you certainly ought to give extra thanks that you came out alive to enjoy it all. Properly managed, your property ought to keep you on Easy Street for the rest of your life and then some. I took pains to let Mr. Hara know how the wind blew when I paid him the money you had borrowed from him. He certainly was one surprised man. Of course I don't speak officially, but from what he said, I should judge that this might make a big difference with Miss Eleanor, so you'd better hurry home old man and get busy. The sun is shining and the war is over. Yours fraternally as well as officially, Arthur J. Watkins.

Over the first part of the letter, Lehman Gage dallied comfortably, as he might have done with his grapefruit or the chicken on toast they had promised him for lunch. He had lost his sense of world values for the time being, and just now a fortune was not more than a hot water bag when one's feet were cold. It merely gave him a sense that he needn't be in a hurry getting well, and that he could take things easy because he could pay for everything and give his friends a good time after he was on his feet again. In short, he was no longer a beggar on Miss Marilla's bounty, with only $1,000 between him and debt, or even the poor house. But when he came to that last paragraph, his face suddenly hardened, and into his eyes,

there came a glint of steel as of old. While his jaw set sternly and lines came around his mouth, hard bitter lines. So it was that that had been the matter with Eleanor, was it? She had not grown tired of him so much, but had wanted more money than she thought he would be able to furnish for a long time. He stared off into the room not seeing its cozy details for the first time since he began to get well. He was looking at the vision of the past, trying to conjure up a face whose loveliness had held for him no imperfections.

He was looking at it clearly now as it rose dimly in vision against the gray of Miss Marilla's spare-room wall. And for the first time he saw the spoiled underlip with the selfish droop at its corners. The pout when she could not have her own way, the frown of the delicate brows, the petulant tapping of a dainty foot, the proud lifted shoulder, the haughty stare, the cold tones and crushing contempt that were hers sometimes. These had seldom been for him, and when he had seen them he had called them beautiful, and had gloried in them, fool that he was, why had he been so blind, when there were girls in the world like, well, say like Mary Amber,

misjudging Eleanor, well, perhaps, but somehow he did not believe he was, something had cleared his vision. He began to remember things in Eleanor Harrow. that he had never called by their true names before. It appeared more than likely that Eleanor had deliberately left him for a richer man and that it was entirely possible, under the changed circumstances, that she might leave the richer man for him if he could prove he was the richer of the two. Bah, what a thing to get well to. Why did there have to be things like that in the world? Well, it mattered very little to him what Eleanor did. It might make a difference with her,

but it would make no difference to him. There were things in that letter of hers that had cut too deep. He could never forget them. No, never, not even if she came crawling to his feet and begging him to come back to her. As for going back to Chicago, business be hanged. He was going to stay right here and get well. A smile melted out on his lips and comfort settled down about him as he heard Mary Amber's step on the stairs. And the soothing clink of the spoon in the glass of egg and the...

milk. Good news, asked Mary Amber, as she shoved up the little serving table and prepared to administer the egg and milk. Oh, so-so, he answered with a smile, sweeping the letters away from him and looking at the foaming glass with eager eyes. Why, you haven't opened them all? Mary Amber laughed. Oh, haven't I? He said impatiently, sweeping them up and tearing them open wholesale with only a glance at each, then throwing them back on the coverlet again. Nothing but the same old thing, hounding me back to Chicago, he grinned. I'm having much too good a time to get well too fast, you may be sure. Somehow the room seemed cozier after that, and his sleep the sweeter when he took his nap.

He ate his chicken on toast slowly to prolong the happy time, and he listened and smiled with deep relish at the little stories Miss Marilla told of Mary Amber's childhood. The gingerbread men with current eyes, the naughty dick who stole them. This world he was in now was such a happy, clean little world, so simple and so good. Oh, if he could have known a world like this earlier in his life, if only he could have been the hapless dick in reality. Molly Polk was established in the kitchen downstairs now, and Miss Marilla hovered over her anxiously, leaving the entertaining of the invalid much to marry Amber, who wrote neat business letters for him, telling his lawyer friend to do just as he pleased with everything till he got back,

and who read stories and bits of poems and played chess with him as soon as the doctor allowed. Oh, they were having a happy time the three of them. Miss Marilla hovered over the two as if they had been her very own children. And then one lovely winter afternoon, when they were discussing how perhaps they might take the invalid out for a ride in the car someday next week. The fly dropped into the ointment. It was as lovely a fly as ever walked on tiny French heels, and came in a limousine lined with gray divotene and electrically heated, and graced with hot-house rosebuds in a slender glass behind the chauffeur's right ear. She picked her way daintily up the snowy

walk, surveyed the house and grounds critically as far as the amber hedge, and rang the bell perimptorily. Miss Marilla went to the front door, for Molly Polk was busy making cream puffs and couldn't stop. When she saw the little fly, standing haughtily on the porch, swathed in a gorgeous mole-skin cloak with a voluminous collar of tailless ermine, and a little toque made of coral velvet embroidered in silver, she thought right away of a spider, a very beautiful spider, it's true, but all the same a spider. And when the beautiful red lips opened and sprued, spoke, she thought so all the more. I have come to see Leman Gage, she announced freezingly,

looking at Miss Marilla with a glance one gives to a servant. Miss Marilla cast a frightened glance of discernment over the beautiful little face, for it was beautiful, there was no mistaking that, very perfectly beautiful, though it might have been only superficially so. Miss Marilla was not used to seeing skin that looked like soft rose-leaves in baby perfection on a person of that age. Great baby eyes of blue set wide, with curling dark lashes, eyebrows that seemed drawn by a fairy brush,

lips of such ruby red pout, and a nose chiseled in warm marble. Peaches and cream floated through her startled mind, and it never occurred to her that it was not natural. Oh, the vision was beautiful, there was no doubt about that. Miss Marilla closed the door and stood with her back to the stairs, a look of defiance upon her face. She had a fleeting thought of Mary and whether she ought to be protected. She had a spasm of fierce jealousy and a frenzy as to what she should do.

You can step into the parlor. She said in a tone that she hoped was calm, although she knew it was not cordial. I'll go up and see if he's able to see you. He's been very sick. The doctor hasn't let him see any. She paused and eyed the girl defiantly. Any strangers? Oh, that'll be all right.

The girl laughed with a disagreeable tinkle. I'm not a stranger. I'm only his fiancé. But she pronounced fiancé in a way that Miss Marilla didn't recognize at all, and she looked at her hand. It wasn't wife anyway, and it hadn't sounded like sister or cousin. Miss Marilla looked at the snip. That was what she began to call her in her mind,

and decided that she didn't want her to see Leman. at all. But, of course, Lehman Gage must be the one to decide that. What did you say your name was? She asked bluntly. For an answer, the girl brought out a ridiculous little silk bag with a clattering clasp and chain and took from it a tiny gold card case, from which she handed Miss Marilla a card. Miss Marilla adjusted her spectacles and studied at a moment with one foot on the lower stairs. Well, she said reluctantly, he hasn't seen anyone yet, but I'll go and find out if you can see him. You can sit in the parlor. She waved her hand again toward the open door and started upstairs. The blood was beating excitedly through her ears, and her heart pounded in pitiful thuds.

If this snip belonged to her soldier boy, she was sure she could never mother him again. She wouldn't feel at home. And her thoughts were so excited. that she did not know that the fur-clad snip was following her close behind, until she was actually within the spare bedroom and holding out the card to her boy with a trembling little withered rose-leaf hand. The boy looked up with his wide, pleasant smile like a benediction and reached out for the card interestedly. He caught the look of panic on Miss Marilla's face and the inscrutable one on Mary Amber's.

Mary had heard the strange voice below and had arisen from her reading a laugh. to glance out the window. She now beat a precipitate retreat into the little sewing room, just off the spare bedroom. Then Leman Gage realized another presence in the room, and looked beyond to the door where stood Eleanor Harrower, her big eyes watching him jealously from her swathing of gorgeous furs while he slowly took in the situation. It had been a common saying among his friends that no situation, however unexpected, ever found Lehman Gage off his guard, or ever saw him give away his own emotions. Like lightning, there flitted over his face now a sudden cloud, like a curtain,

shutting out all that he had been the moment before, putting under lock and seal any like or dislike he might be feeling, allowing only the most cool courtesy to appear in his expression. Miss Marilla, watching him like a cat, could not tell whether he was glad or sorry, surprised or indignant or pleased. He seemed none of these. He glanced with cool indifference toward the lovely vision smiling in the doorway now, ready to gush over him, and a stern dignity grew in the set of his jaws, but otherwise he did not seem to have changed, and most casually, as if he had seen her but the

week before, he remarked, Oh, is that you, Eleanor? Seems to me you have chosen a cold day to go out, won't you sit down? He motioned toward a stiff little chair that stood against the wall, though Mary Amber's rocker was still waving back and forth from her hasty retreat. Miss Marilla simply faded out of the room, although Gage said politely, Don't leave us, please. But she was gone before the words were out of his mouth, and with a sudden feeling of weakness, he glanced around the room wildly and realized that Mary Amber was gone too. Mary Amber stood in the sewing room and wondered what she ought to do,

for the other door of the sewing room was closed and barred by a heavy iron bed that had been put up for convenience during the soldier's illness, and the only spot that was long enough to hold it was straight across the hall door. Obviously Mary Amber could not get out of the sewing room without moving the bed, and she knew by experience of making it every morning that it squeaked most unmercifully when it was moved. Neither could she go out through the spare room, for she felt that her appearance would cause no end of explanations. And equally, of course, she dared not shut the door because it would make a noise and

call attention to her presence. So Mary Amber tiptoed softly to the farthest end of the little room, and stood rigidly silent, trying not to listen, yet all the more attuned and sensitive to whatever was going on in the next room. She fairly held her breath lest they should hear her and pressed her fingers upon her hot eyeballs as if that would shut out the sound. That's scarcely the way I expected you to meet me, Limey, in the sweet lilt of Eleanor Harrow's pampered voice. I was scarcely expecting you, you know, after what has happened, came chillingly in Lehman Gage's voice, a bit high and hollow

for his illness, and all the cooler for that. I couldn't stay away when I knew you were ill, lymie dear. The voice was honeyed sweet now. What had that to do with it? The tone was almost vicious. You wrote that we had grown apart and it was true. You are engaged to another man. Well, can't I change my mind? The tone was playful, kittenish. It smote Lehman Gage's memory that he had been want to call it teasing and enjoy it in her once upon a time. You've changed your mind once too often. The sick man's voice was tense in. his weakness, and his brow was dark. While Leman Gage, I think you are horrid, cried the girl with a hint of indignant tears in her

voice. Here I come a long journey to see you when you're sick, and you meet me that way and taunt me. It's not like you. You don't seem a bit glad to see me. Perhaps there's someone else. The voice had a taunt in it now and an assurance that expected to win out in the end, no matter to what she might have to descend to gain her point. But she had reckoned without knowledge,

for Lehman Gage remembered the picture he had torn to bits in the dying light of the sunset and trampled in the road, those same brilliant eyes that soft-tinted cheek, those painted lips that had smiled impudently up at him that way as he had ground them beneath his heel. And this was girl, his natural enemy, who would play with him at her pleasure, and toss him away when he was no longer profitable to her, expecting to find him ready at a word again

when circumstances changed. He straightened up with sudden strength and caught her words with a kind of joyful triumph. Yes, there is someone else. Mary, Mary Amber. Mary Amber, trying not to hear, caught her name, heard the sound in his voice like to the little chick that calls its mother when the hawk appears, and suddenly her fear vanished. She turned and walked with steady step and bright eyes straight into the spare bedroom, a smile upon her lips and arose upon her cheeks that needed no cosmetics to enhance its beauty. Did you call me, Lehman? She said, looking straight at him with rescue in her eyes. He put out his hand to her and she went and stood by the bed, over across from the visitor, who had turned and was staring amazedly, insolently at her now.

Lehman Gage put out his big, wasted hand and gathered Mary Amber's hand in his, and she let him. Mary, said Leiman Gage possessively, and there was both boldness and appeal in his eyes as he looked at her. I want Miss Harrower to know you, Miss Amber, Miss Harrower. Eleanor Harrow had risen, with one hand on the back of her chair and her crimson lips parted. a startled expression in her eyes. Her rich furs had fallen back and revealed a rich and vampish little frock beneath.

But she was not thinking of her frock just then. She was looking from one to the other of the two before her. I don't understand, she said haughtily. Did you know her before? Lehman Gage flashed a look at Mary for indulgence and answered happily. Our friendship dates back to when we were children and I spent a summer with my aunt Marilla, teasing Mary and letting the sawdust out of her dolls.

He gave a daring glance at Mary and found the twinkles in her eyes playing with the dimples at the corner of her mouth, and his fingers clung more warmly around hers. The two were so absorbededly interested in this little comedy they were enacting that they had quite failed to notice its effect upon the audience. Eleanor Harrow had gathered up her fur robes about her and was fastening them proudly at her throat. Her dark eyes were two points of steel, and the little white teeth that bit into the pouting crimson underlip looked vicious and suggestive. I did not understand, said Eleanor haughtily. I thought you were among strangers and needed someone.

I will leave you to your friends. You always did like simple countryways I remember. And she cast a withering glance around. Why, where is Aunt Rilla Mary? asked Lehman, innocently ignoring the sneer of his guest. Aunt Marilla, he raised his voice looking toward the door. Aunt Marilla, won't you please come here? Miss Marilla, her heart a perfect tumult of joy to hear him call her that way, straightened up from her ambush outside the door and entered precipitately. Just as the haughty guest was about to stalk from the room,

if one so small and exquisite as Eleanor can be said to stalk. The result was a collision that quite tally. spoiled the effect of the exit. And the two ladies looked at each other for a brief instant, much as two cats might have done under similar circumstances. Mary Amber's eyes were dancing, and Lehman Gage wanted to laugh, but he controlled his voice. Aunt Marilla, this is Miss Harrower, a girl who used to be an old friend of mine, and she thinks she can't stay any longer. Would you mind taking her down to the door? Goodbye, Eleanor. Congratulations, and I hope you'll be very happy. He held out his free hand, the other still held Maryambers, and the smile upon his lips was full of merriment.

But Eleanor Harrow ignored the hand and the congratulations, and drawing her fur mantle once more about her small haughty shoulders, she sailed from the room, her coral and silver toke held high, and her little red mouth drooping with scorn and defeat. Miss Marilla, all hospitality now that she understood, offered tea and cake, but was given no answer whatever, and so in joyous, wondering silence, she attended her soldier's guest to the door. Lehman Gage lay back on his pillows, his face turned away from Mary Amber, listening. But his hand still held Mary Amber's. And Mary Amber, standing quietly by his side, listening too, seemed to understand that the

curtain had not fallen yet, not quite, upon the little play, for a smile wove in and out among the dimples near her lips, and her eyes were dancing little happy lights of mirth. It was not until the front door shut upon the guest, and they heard the motors soft purr as the car left the house that they felt the tinseness of the moment relax, and consciousness of their position stole upon them. Mary, Mary Amber, whispered Lehmengage softly, looking up into her face. Can you ever forgive me for all this? He held her hand and his eyes pleaded for him. But it's all true. There is another one. I love you, and oh, I'm so tired. Mary Amber, can you forgive me and, and love me just a little bit? Down upon her knees went Mary Amber beside the

bed and gathered her soldier boy within her strong young arms, drawing his tired head upon her firm, sweet shoulder. When Miss Marilla trotted back upstairs on her weary glad feet and put her head in at the door fearfully to see how her boy had stood the strain of the visitor, and to berate herself for having allowed a stranger to come up without warning, she found them so. Mary Amber soothing her patient to sleep by kisses on his tired eyelids, and the soldier's big pale hand in folding Mary's little one contentedly, while the man's low voice growled tenderly. Mary, you are the only girl I ever really loved. I didn't know there was a girl like you when I knew her. So Miss Marilla drew the door closed softly, lest Molly Polk should come snooping round that

way, and trotted off to the kitchen to see about some Charlotte Ruse for supper, a great thankful gladness growing in her heart, for, oh, suppose it had been that other, hussy. End of Chapter 7. End of the Big Blue Soldier by Grace Livingston Hill.