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Episode Date: December 13, 2022The Forsaken Inn by Anna Katharine Green audiobook. Genre: mystery Told from the perspective of a Mrs. Truax, the owner of an inn during the time of the American and French Revolutions, 'The Forsaken... Inn' is a locked-room mystery that keeps readers guessing about what has happened. A young couple stays at the inn for the night, and goes on their way in the morning ... and several years later, the bride's body is found in a secret room of the inn. Yet, many people saw that bride leave with her husband. How can this be? Green tells her tale through Mrs. Truax' diary, and through letters and discussions with other characters who were friends of the young couple. An entertaining and highly recommended read. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:22:28) Chapter 02 (00:36:25) Chapter 03 (01:00:39) Chapter 04 (01:14:07) Chapter 05 (01:22:49) Chapter 06 (01:37:14) Chapter 07 (02:00:57) Chapter 08 (02:08:13) Chapter 09 (02:23:30) Chapter 10 (02:30:45) Chapter 11 (02:37:30) Chapter 12 (02:43:29) Chapter 13 (02:57:44) Chapter 14 (03:09:07) Chapter 15 (03:22:26) Chapter 16 (03:33:55) Chapter 17 (03:45:01) Chapter 18 (04:07:23) Chapter 19 (04:18:52) Chapter 20 (04:35:08) Chapter 21 (04:56:52) Chapter 22 (05:22:20) Chapter 23 (05:36:04) Chapter 24 (05:50:21) Chapter 25 (05:57:40) Chapter 26 (06:12:11) Chapter 27 (06:16:35) Chapter 28 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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the forsaken inn by ann at catherine green chapter i the oak parlor i was riding between albany and
it was raining furiously and my horse already weary with long travel gave unmistakable signs of discouragement i was therefore greatly relieved when in the most desolate part of the road i espied rising before me the dim outlines of a house
and was correspondingly disappointed when upon riding forward i perceived that it was but a deserted ruin i was approaching whose fallen chimney and broken windows betrayed a dilapidation so great that i could scarcely hope to find so much as a temporary shelter therein
nevertheless i was so tired of the biting storm that i involuntarily stopped before the decayed and forbidding structure and was in truth withdrawing my foot from the stirrup when i heard an unexpected exclamation behind me
and turning saw a chaise from the open front of which leaned a gentleman of most attractive appearance what are you going to do he asked hide my head from the storm was my hurried rejoinder
i am tired and so is my horse and the town according to all appearances must be at least two miles distant no matter if it is three miles you must not take shelter in that charnel house he muttered and moved along in his seat as if to show me there was room beside him
why i exclaimed struck with sudden curiosity is this one of the haunted houses we hear of if so i shall certainly enter and be much obliged to the storm for driving me into so interesting a spot
i thought he looked embarrassed at all events i am sure he hesitated for a moment whether or not to ride on and leave me to my fate but his better impulses seemed to prevail for he suddenly cried get in with me and leave me to my fate-butt his better impulses seemed to prevail for he suddenly cried get in with me and leave me
mysteries alone. If you want to come back here after you have learned the history of that house,
you can do so, but first ride on to town and have a good meal. Your horse will follow easily enough
after he is rid of your weight. It was too tempting an offer to be refused, though thankfully
accepting his kindness, I alight it from my horse, and after tying him to the back of the chaise
got in with this genial stranger. As I did so, I caught another view of the
the ruin I had been so near entering.
Good gracious, I exclaimed, pointing to the structure that, with its projecting upper story
and ghastly apertures, presented a most suggestive appearance, if it does not look like a skull.
My companion shrugged his shoulders, but he did not reply. The comparison was evidently
not a new one to him. That evening, in a comfortable inn parlor, I read the following manuscript.
who was placed in my hands by this kindly stranger, who in so doing explained that it had been
written by the last occupant of the old inn I was so nearly on the point of investigating.
She had been its former landlady, and had clung to the ancient house long after decay,
had settled upon its doorstep, and desolation breathed from its gaping windows.
She died in its north room, and from under her pillow the discoloured leaves were taken.
the words of which I now place before you.
January 27, 1775.
I do not understand myself.
I do not understand my doubts, nor can I analyze my fears.
When I saw the carriage drive off, followed by the wagon, with its inexplicable big box,
I thought I should certainly regain my former serenity.
But I am more uneasy than ever.
I cannot rest, and keep going over and over in my wagon.
mind, the few words that pass between us and their short stay under my roof.
It is her face that haunts me. It must be that, for it had a strange look of trouble in
it, as well as sickness. But neither can I forget his so fair, so merry, and yet so unpleasant,
especially when he glanced at her and, as I could not help but think before they went
away, when he glanced at me. I do not like him, and the chills creep over.
me whenever I remember his laugh, which was much too frequent to be decent, considering how
poorly his young wife looked.
They are gone, and their belongings with them.
But I am as much afraid as if they were still here.
Why?
That is what I cannot tell.
I sit in the room where they slept, and feel as strange and terrified, as if I had encountered
a ghost there.
I dread to stay and dread the move, and write, because I must
relieve myself in some way, that is, if I am to have any sleep tonight. Am I ill, or was there
something unexplained and mysterious in their actions? Let me go over the past and see.
They came last evening about twilight. I was in the front of the house, and seeing such a good-looking
couple in the carriage, and such a pile of baggage with them that they had to have an extra
wagon to carry it. I ran out in all haste to welcome them. She had a veiled
drawn over her face, and it was so thick that I could not see her features.
But her figure was slight and graceful, and I took a fancy to her at once, perhaps because
she held her arms out when she saw me, as if she thought she beheld in me a friend.
He did not please me so well, though there is no gain saying that he is handsome enough
and speaks when he wishes to with a great deal of courtesy. But I thought he ought to give
his attention to his young and ailing wife, instead of being so concerned about his baggage.
Had that big box of his contained gold, he could not have looked at it more lovingly
or been more anxious about its handling. He said it held books, but Shaw. What is there in books
that a man should love them better than his wife, and watch over their welfare with the utmost
concern, while allowing a stranger to help her out of the carriage and up the end steps.
but i will not dwell any longer upon this men are strange beings and must not be judged by rules that apply to women let me see if i can remember when it was that i first saw her face ah yes it was in the parlor
She had taken a seat there while her husband looked through the house and decided which room to take.
There were four empty, and two of them were the choicest and ariest in the inn.
But he passed by these and insisted upon taking one that was stuffy with disuse,
because it was on the ground floor and so convenient for us to bring his great box into.
His great box.
I was so provoked at this everlasting concern about his great box,
that I ran to the parlor,
intending to ask the lady herself to interfere.
But when I got to the threshold I paused and did not speak.
For the lady, where Mrs. Urquart, as I presently found she called herself,
had risen from her seat and was looking in the glass
with an expression so sad and searching that I forgot my errand
and only thought of comforting her.
But the moment she heard my step, she drew down the veil,
which she had tossed back,
and coming quickly toward me asked if her husband had chosen a room i answered in the affirmative and began to complain that it was not a very cheerful one but she paid small attention to my words and presently i found myself following her to the apartment designated
she entered making a picture as she crossed the threshold which i shall not readily forget for in her short quick walk down the hall she had torn the bonnet from her head
and though she was not a strictly beautiful woman, she was sufficiently interesting to make
her every movement attractive.
But that is not all.
For some reason, the moment possessed an importance for her which I could not measure.
I saw it in her posture in the pallor of her cheeks and the uprightness of her carriage.
That sudden halt she made at the threshold, the half-startled exclamation she gave,
as her eyes fell on the interior, all shone.
showed that she was laboring under some secret agitation.
But what was the cause of that agitation?
I have not been able to determine.
She went in, but as she did so, I heard her murmur.
Oak walls, ah, my soul, it has come soon.
Not a very intelligible, exclamation you will allow,
but as intelligible has her whole conduct.
For in another moment every sign of emotion had left her,
and she stood quite calm and cold in the center of the room.
But her pallor remained,
and I could not make sure whether this betokened weary resignation
or some secret but half-recognized fear.
Had I looked at him instead of her,
I might have understood the situation better.
But though I dimly perceived this form,
drawn up in the empty space at the left of the door,
it was not until she had passed him
and flung herself into a chair that I thought to look in his direction.
Then it was too late, for he had turned his face aside and was gazing,
with rather an obtrusive curiosity, at the old-fashioned room,
murmuring as he did so, some such commonplaces to his wife as,
I hope you are not fatigued, my dear, fine old house this, quite English in style, huh?
To all of which she answered with a nod or word.
till suddenly, without look or warning, she slipped from her chair and lay perfectly insensible
upon the dark boards of the warm-eaten floor.
I uttered an exclamation, and so did he, but it was my arms that lifted her and later on the bed.
He stood as if frozen to his place for a moment, then he mechanically lifted his foot,
and set it with an air of proprietorship on the box before which he had been standing.
Strange and inexplicable conduct, thought I, and looked the indignation I could not but feel.
Instantly he left his position, and hastened to my side, offering his assistance and advice
with that heartless officiousness which is so unbearable when life and death are at stake.
I accepted as little of his help as was possible, and when after persistent effort on my part
I saw her lids fluttering, and her breast-heaving, I turned to him with as inoffensive air,
as my mingled dislike and distrust would admit, and asked how long they had been married.
He flushed violently, and with a sudden rage, that at once robbed him of that gentlemanly appearance,
which in him was but the veneer to a coarse and brutal nature, he exclaimed,
"'You, and by what right do you ask that?'
Before I could reply, he recovered himself and was all false polish again,
bowing with exaggerated politeness as he exclaimed,
"'Excuse me, I have had much to disturb me lately.
My wife's health has been very feeble for months, and I am worn out with anxiety and watching.
We are now on our way to a warmer climate where I hope she will be quite restored.'
And he smiled a very strange and peculiar smile,
that went out like a sudden extinguished candle,
as he perceived her eyes suddenly open,
and her gaze passed reluctantly around the room,
as if forced to a curiosity against which she secretly rebelled.
I think Mrs. Urquot will do very well now, was his hurried remark,
at this sight.
He evidently wished to be rid of me,
and though I hated to leave her,
I really found nothing to say in contradiction to his statement,
for she certainly looked completely restored.
I therefore turned away with a heavy heart toward the door,
when the young wife, suddenly throwing out her arms, exclaimed,
"'Do not leave me in this horrible room alone.
I'm afraid of it, actually afraid.
Couldn't you have found some spot in the house less gloomy, Edwin?'
I came back.
There are plenty of rooms I began,
but he interrupted me without any ceremony.
I chose this room, Honora, for his room,
for its convenience. There is nothing horrible about it, and when the lamps are lit you will find
it quite pleasant. Do not be foolish. We sleep here or nowhere, for I cannot consent to go upstairs.
She answered nothing, but I saw her eyes go traveling once again around the walls,
followed in a furtive way by his, whereupon I looked about me, too, and tried to get a stranger's
impression of the place. I was astonished at its effect upon my imagination.
Though I had been in and out of the room fifty times before, I had never noticed till now
the extreme dismalness and desolation of its appearance. Once used as an auxiliary parlor,
it had that air of uninhabitableness which clings to such rooms together with a certain
something else equally unpleasant to which at that moment I was.
could give no name, and for which I could neither find then nor now any sufficient reason.
It was paneled with oak far above our heads, and as the walls above had become gray with smoke,
there was absolutely no color in the room, not even in the hangings, on the gaunt-four
poster that loomed dreary and repelling from one end of the room. For here as elsewhere,
time had been at work, and tints that were once bright enough, had gradually been subdued
by dust and smoke into one uniform dimness.
The floor was black, the fireplace empty, the walls without a picture, and yet it was neither
from this grayness nor from this barreness that one recoiled.
It was from something else, something that went deeper than the lack of charm or color,
something that clung to the walls like a contagion, and caught at the hard strings, where they
are weakest, smothering hope and a waking horror, till in each faded chair a ghost seems sitting,
gazing at you with immovable eyes that could tell tales but would not.
There was but one window in the room, and that looked toward the west, but the light that
should have entered there was frightened also, and halted on the ledge without.
balked by the thick curtains that heavily enshrouded it.
A haunted chamber, or so it appeared at that moment, to my somewhat excited fancy,
and for the first time in my life here I felt a dread of my own house
and experienced the uncanny sensation of someone walking over my grave.
But I soon recovered myself.
Nothing of a disagreeable nature had ever happened in this room,
nor had we had any special reason for shutting it up, except that it was in and out-of-the-way
place, and not usually considered convenient.
Notwithstanding, Mr. Orquat's opinion to the contrary.
Never mind, said I, with the last effort to soothe the agitated woman, we will let in a little
light and dissipate some of these shadows, and I attempted to throw back the curtains of
the window, but they fell again immediately, and I experienced a sense of the same.
sensation, as of something ghostly passing between us and the light.
Provoked at my own weakness, I tore the curtains down and flung them into a corner.
A straggling beam of sunset color came in, but it looked out of place and forlorn upon that
black floor, like a stranger who meets with no welcome.
The poor young wife seemed to hail it, however, for she moved instantly to where it lay
and stood as if she longed for its warmth and comfort.
I immediately glanced at the fireplace.
I will soon have a rousing fire for you, I declared.
These old fireplaces hold a large pile of wood.
I thought, but I must be mistaken,
that he made a gesture as if about to protest.
But if so, reason must have soon come to his aid,
for he said nothing, though he looked uneasy,
as I moved the andirons forward and made some other trivial arrangements for the fire which I had promised them.
He thinks I am never going, I muttered to myself, and took pleasure in lingering.
For anxious as I was to have the room heated up for her comfort,
I knew that every moment I stayed there would be one less for her to spend with her surly husband alone.
At last I had no further excuse for remaining, and so with the final reason.
remark that if the fire failed to give them cheer we had a sitting-room, into which they could
come, I went out.
But I knew, even while saying it, that he would not grant her the opportunity of enjoying
the sitting-room's coziness, that he would not let her out of his sight if he did
out of the room, and that for her to remain in his presence was to be in darkness, solitude,
and gloom, no matter what walls surrounded her or in what light she stood.
My impressions were not far wrong.
Mr. and Mrs. Arquart came to supper, but that was all.
Before the others had finished their roast, they had eaten their pudding and gone.
And though he had talked and laughed and shown his white teeth,
the impression left behind them was a depressing one, which even Hetty felt,
and she has anything but a sensitive nature.
I went to the room once again in the evening.
I found them both seated, but I found them both seated, but
in opposite parts of the room. He by his great box, and she in an easy chair, which I had
caused to be brought down from my own room, for her as special use. I did not look at him,
but I did at her, and was astonished to see first how dignified she was, and next how pretty.
Had she been happy and at her ease, I should probably have been afraid of her,
for the firelight which now shone on her wan young cheek brought out evidences of character and culture in her expression which proved her to be by birth and training of a position superior to what one would be led to expect from her husband's aspect and manner
But she was not happy, nor at her ease, and war, instead of that quiet and commanding look of the great lady, such an expression of secret dread, that I almost forgot my position of landlady, and should certainly, if he had not been there, falling at her side and taken her poor forsaken head upon my breast.
But that silent, immovable form, sitting statue-like beside his big box smiling, for aught I knew, but if so,
breathing out a chill, that forbade all exhibition of natural feeling held me in check.
As it held her, so that I merely inquired whether there was anything I could do for her,
and when she shook her head, starting a tear down her cheek as she did so,
I dared do nothing more than give her one look of sympathetic understanding and start for the door.
A command from him stopped me.
My wife will need a slight supper before she goes to bed, said he,
Will you be good enough to see that one is brought?'
She roused herself up, with a quite startled look of wonder.
Why, Edwin she began, I never have been in the habit, but he hushed her at once.
I know what is best for you, said he, a small plate of luncheon, Mrs. Truex, and let it be nice
and inviting.
I curtsied, gave her another glance, and went out.
Her countenance had not lost its look of wonder.
Was he going to be considered?
it, after all. The lunch was prepared and taken to her. Not long after this the end quieted
down, and such guests as were in the house prepared for rest. Midnight came, all was dark in the
room and hall. I was sure of this, for I went through the whole building myself, contrary to my
usual habit, which was to leave this task to my man of all work, Burrett. All was dark, all was
quiet, and I was just dropping off to sleep when they shot up suddenly from below a shriek,
which was quickly smothered, but not so quickly that I did not recognize in it that tone,
which is only given by hideous distress or mortal fear.
It is Mrs. Urquart, I cried in terror to myself, and plunging into my clothes,
I hurried downstairs.
End of Chapter 1.
Section 2 of the Foraken End by End.
Anna Catherine Green.
This Libravox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 2. Burritt.
All was quiet in the halls, but as I proceeded toward their room, I perceived the figure
standing near the doorway, which, in another moment, I saw to be that of Burrott.
He was trembling like a leaf, and was bent forward, listening.
Hush, he whispered, they are talking.
All seemed to be right.
I just heard him call her darling.
I drew the man away and took his place.
Yes, they were talking, in subdued, but not unkindly tones.
I heard him bitter be composed and caught,
as I thought, a light reply that ought to have satisfied me,
that Mrs. Orquot had simply suffered from some nightmare horror
at which she was ready to laugh now as he.
But my nature is a contradictory one,
and I was not satisfied.
The echo of her cry was still ringing in my ears,
and I felt as if I would give the world
for a momentary peep into their room.
Influenced by this idea,
I boldly knocked,
and in an instant,
too soon for him not to have been standing near the door,
I heard his breath through the keyhole and the words,
Who is there, and what do you want?
We heard a cry was my response,
and I feared Mrs. Urquot,
was ill again.
Mrs. Erquod is very well, came hastily, almost gaily from within.
She had a dream, and was willing that everyone should know it.
Is that not all, he said, seemingly addressing his wife.
There was a murmur within, and then I heard her voice.
It was only a dream, dear, Mrs. Truex, it said,
and convinced against my will I was about to return to my room when I brushed against
Burrett.
He had not moved and did not look as if he intended to.
"'Come,' said I,
"'there is no use of our remaining here.'
"'Can't help it,' was his whispered reply.
"'In this hall I shall stay to morning.
"'When I see a lamb in the care of a wolf,
"'I find it hard to sleep.
"'There is a door between us,
"'but please God, there shan't be anything more.'
"'And knowing, Burrett, I did not try to argue,
but went quietly and somewhat thoughtfully to my room,
vaguely relieved that I had left him behind,
though convinced there would be no further need of his services.
And so it was.
No more sounds disturbed the house,
and when I came down, with the first streaks of daylight,
I found Burrett gone about his work.
Breakfast was served to the Urquots in their own room.
I had wished to carry it in myself,
but I found this inconvenient,
so I sent Hetty.
When she came back, I asked her how Mrs. Urquat looked.
Very well, ma'am, was the quick reply, and see,
I don't think she's as unhappy as we all thought last night,
where she wouldn't have given me a bright new crown.
I glanced at the girl's palm.
There was indeed a bright new crown in it.
Did she give you that, I inquired?
Yes, ma'am.
She herself, and she laughed when she did it.
and said it was for the good breakfast I had brought her.
I was busy at the time and could not stop
to give the girl's words much thought,
but as soon as I had any leisure,
I went to see for myself how Mrs. Urquat looked when she laughed.
I was five minutes too late.
She had just donned her traveling bonnet and veil,
and though I heard her laugh slightly once,
I did not see her face.
I saw his, however, and was surprised at the good day.
nature in it. He was quite the gentleman, and if he had not been in such a hurry, would have
doubtless made or endeavored to make himself very agreeable. But he was just watching his
great box carried out to the wagon, and while he took pains to talk to me, was it to keep me
from talking to her? He was naturally a little absent-minded. He was in haste, too, and insisted
upon placing his wife in the carriage before all his baggage was taken from the room.
and she seemed willing to go.
I watched her on purpose to see,
for I was not yet satisfied
that she was not playing a part at his dictation,
but I could discover no hint of reluctance in her manner.
But rather, a quiet alacrity,
as if she felt glad to quit the room,
to which she had taken a dislike.
When I saw this,
and noted the light step of her feet,
I said to myself,
that I had been a fool
and lost a little of the interest I had felt for her,
nor did I regain it till after they had driven away,
though she showed a consideration for me at the last,
which I had not expected,
leaning from the carriage to give me a goodbye pressure of the hand,
and even nodding again and again as they disappeared down the road.
For the fear which could be dissipated in a night
was not the fear with which I had credited her,
and of ordinary excitements in commonplace natures i had seen enough in my long experience as a landlady to make me unwilling to trouble myself with any more of them but when the carriage and its accompanying wagon had quite disappeared
and mr and mrs urquat were virtually as far beyond my reach as if they were already in new york i became conscious of a great uneasiness this was the more strange in that there seemed to be no especial cause for it
They had left my house in apparently better spirits than they had entered it,
and there was no longer any reason why I should concern myself about them,
and yet I did concern myself, and came into the house and into the room they had just vacated,
with feeling so unusual that I was astonished at myself and not a little provoked.
I had a vague feeling that the woman who had just left was somehow different from the one I had seen the night before.
But I am a busy woman, and I do not think that I should have let this trouble me long if it had not been for Burrett.
But when he came into the room after me and shut the door behind him and stood with his back against it,
looking at me, I knew I was not the only one who felt uncomfortable about the Urquots.
Rising from the chair where I had been sitting,
counting the cost of fitting up that room so as to make it look habitable,
I went toward him and met his gaze pretty sharply.
Well, what is it? I asked.
I don't know.
Was the somewhat sullen reply.
I don't feel right about those folks, and yet.
He stopped and scratched his head.
I don't know what I'm afraid of.
Are you sure they left nothing behind them?
The last words were uttered in such a tone.
I did not know for a minute what to say.
Left anything behind them, I replied.
they left their money, if that is what you mean. I don't know what else they could have left.
Notwithstanding, with your assertion, I involuntarily glanced about the room as if half
expecting to see one of their many belongings protruding from a hitherto unsearched corner.
His gaze followed mine, but presently returned, and we stood again looking at each other.
Nothing here, said I.
Where is it, then? he asked.
i frowned in displeasure where's what i demanded you speak like a fool explain yourself he took a step toward me and lowered his voice every one knows bert so i need not describe him you can all imagine how he looked when he said
did you see me handling of that big box ma'am i nodded yes saw how i was the one to help carry it in and also how i was the one to first take hold on it when he wanted it carried it
out? I again nodded yes. Well, ma'am, that box was a heavy load to lift into the wagon,
but, ma'am, and here his voice became quite sepulchral, it wasn't as heavy as it was when we
lifted it out, and it hadn't the same feel either. Now, what had happened to it, and where's
the stuff he took out of it? I own I had never in my life felt creepy before that minute,
but with his eyes staring at me so impressively, and his voice sunk to a depth that made me lean
forward to hear what he had to say, I do declare I felt as if an icy breath had been blown
across the roots of my hair.
"'Burd, you want to frighten me,' I exclaimed, as soon as I could get my voice.
The box seemed heavier to you than it did just now.
There was no change in it.
There could not be, or we should find something here to account for it.
Remember, you did not sleep last night, and lack of rest makes one fanciful.
It does not make a man feel stronger, though, and I tell you the box was not nearly so heavy
today as yesterday.
Besides, as I said before, it acted differently under the handling.
There was something loose in it today.
Yesterday it was packed tight.
I shook my head and tried to throw off the oppression caused by his manner,
but seeing his eyes travel to the window, I looked that way, too.
He didn't carry anything out of the door, declared Burrett, at this moment,
because I watched it and I know, but that window is only three feet from the ground,
and I remember now that at the instant I first laid my ear to the keyhole,
I heard a strange grating sound, just like that of a window being lowered by a very careful hand.
Shall I look outside it, ma'am?
I replied by going quickly to the window myself, lifting it, which I did with very little
trouble, and glancing out.
The familiar garden, with its path to the river, lay before me, but though I allowed myself
one quick look in its direction, it was to the ground immediately beneath the window
that I turned my attention, and it was here that I instantly, and to the satisfaction,
of both Bert and myself, discovered unmistakable signs of distinctions.
not only was there the impression of a finely booted foot imprinted into loose earth,
but there was a large stone lying against the house which we were both confident had not been
there to day before.
He went roaming through the garden last night, cried Burr, and he brought back that stone.
Why?
I shuddered instead of replying.
Then remembering that I had seen the young wife well and happy only a few minutes before,
felt confused and mystified beyond any power to express.
I will have a look at the stone, continued Burrett,
and without waiting for my sanction,
he vaulted out of the window and lifted the stone.
After a moment's consideration of it, he declared,
It came from the river bank, that is all I can make out of it,
and dropping the stone from his hand,
he suddenly darted down the path to the river.
He was not gone long when he came back,
he looked still more doubtful than before.
If I know that bank he declared,
there has been more than one stone taken from it
and some dirt.
Suppose we examined the floor, ma'am.
We did so, and just where the box had been placed,
we discovered some particles of sand
that were not brought in from the road.
What does it mean, I cried?
Burrett did not answer.
He was looking out toward the river.
Suddenly he turned his eyes upon me,
and said, in his former suppressed tone,
he filled the box with stone and earth,
and these were what we carried out and put into the wagon.
But it was full when it came, and very heavy.
Now, what was it filled with, and what has become of the stuff?
It was the question, then, it is the question now.
Burritt hints at crime,
and has gone so far as to spend all the afternoon searching the river banks,
but he has discovered nothing, nor can he explain, what it was he looked for or expected to find,
nor are my own thoughts and feelings any clearer.
I remember that the times are unsettled, and that the spirit of revolution is in the air,
and try to be charitable enough to suppose that it was treasure the young husband brought with him,
and that all the perturbations and distresses, which I imagine myself to have witnessed in his behavior
and that of his wife, were owing to the purpose that they had formed of burying in this spot,
the silver and plate, with which they perhaps were unwilling to risk the chances of war.
But when I try to stifle my graver fears with his surmise, I recall the fearful nature of the
shriek which startled me from my sleep, and repeat, trembling to myself, someone was in
mortal agony at the moment I heard that cry.
Was it the young wife?
Or was it?
End of Chapter 2
Section 3 of the Forsaken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 3 A Fearful Discovery
April 3, 1791.
It is 16 years since I wrote the preceding chapters
of this history of mystery and crime.
When the pen dropped from my hand, why did it drop?
Was it because some noise I heard?
I imagined so now and tremble.
I did not anticipate ever adding a line to the words I had written.
The impulse which had let me to put upon paper, my doubts concerning the two Urquots soon
passed, and as nothing ever occurred to recall this couple to my mind, I gradually allowed
their name and memory to vanish from my thoughts.
only remembering them when chance led me into the oak parlor.
Then, indeed, I recollected their manner and my fears,
and then I also felt, repeated,
though every time with fainter and fainter power,
the old thrill of undefined terror,
which stopped my record of that day
with a half-finished question
as to who had uttered the shriek
that had startled me the night before.
Today I again take up my pen. Why? Because today, and only since today, can I answer this question.
Sixteen years ago, which makes me sixteen years older, my house too has aged, and the oak parlor,
I have never refurnished it, is darker, gloomier, and more forbidding than it was then.
And in truth, why should it not be? When I remember what was revealed to me a week ago,
I wonder that its walls did not drop fungi, and its chill strike death through the man or woman
who is brave enough to enter it.
Horrible, horrible room.
You shall be torn from my house if the rest of the structure goes with you.
Neither I nor another shall ever enter your fatal portal again.
It was a week ago today that the coach from New York set down at my door a stranger of fine
and quaint appearance, whose white hair betokened, him to be aged, but whose alert and energetic
movements showed that, if he had passed, the line of four-score, he had still enough of the
fire of youth remaining, to make his presence welcome in whatever place he chose to enter.
As it happened sixteen years before, I was looking out of the window when the coach drove up,
and being at once attracted by the stranger's person and manner i watched him closely while he was alighting and was surprised to observe what intent and searching glances he cast at the house
he could not be more interested if he were returning to the home of his father's i murmured involuntarily to myself and hastened to the door in order to receive him he came forward courteously but after the first few words between us
he turned again and gazed with more curiosity up and down the road and again at the house you seem to be acquainted with these parts i ventured he smiled
this is an old house he answered and you are young i'm fifty-five there must have been owners of the place before you do you know their names i bought the place of dan forsyth and he of one harmon i don't know as i can go back any further than that
Originally, the house was the property of an Englishman.
There were strange stories about him, but it was so long ago that they are almost forgotten.
The stranger smiled again and followed me into the house.
Here his interest seemed to redouble.
Instantly a thought flashed through my brain.
He is its ancient owner, the Englishman.
I am standing in the presence of...
You wish to know my name, interrupted his genial voice.
It is Tamworth.
I am a Virginian, and hope to stay at your inn one night.
What kind of room have you to offer me?
There was a twinkle in his eyes I did not understand.
He was looking down the hall, and I thought his gaze rested on the corridor, leading to the oak parlor.
I should like to sleep on the ground floor, he added.
I have but one room I began.
And one is all I want, he smiled.
Then with a quick glance at my face,
i suppose you are a little particular whom you put into the oak parlor it is not every one who can appreciate such romantic surroundings i surveyed him completely puzzled
whereupon he looked at me with an expression of surprise and incredulity that added to the mystery of the moment the room is gloomy and uninviting i declared but beyond that i do not know of any especial claim it has upon our interest
you astonished me was his evidently sincere reply as he walked on very thoughtfully straight to the room of which we were speaking at the door he paused do you know the secret of this room he asked giving me a very bright and searching glance
if you mean anything concerning the urquots i began doubtfully urquots he carelessly repeated i do not know anything about them i'm speaking of an old tradition i was told let me see how long it is now
Well, it must be sixteen years, at least, that this house contained a hidden chamber,
communicating with a certain oak parlor in the west wing.
I thought it was curious.
And why, madam, I beg your pardon.
I did not mean to distress you.
Can it be possible that you were ignorant of this fact, you the owner of this house?
Are you sure it is a fact, I gasped.
I was trembling in every limb, but managed to close the door behind us before I sank into a chair.
have lived in this house twenty years. I know its rooms and halls, as I do my own face,
and never, never have I suspected that there was a nook or corner, in it which was not open
to the light of day. Yet, yet it is true that the rooms on this floor are smaller than those
above, this one especially, and I cast a horrified glance about me that reminded me,
even against my will, of the searching and peculiar look I had seen cast in the same direction
by Mr. Urquat sixteen years before.
I see that I have stumbled upon a bit of knowledge that has been kept from the purchaser of
this property, observed the old gentleman.
Well, that does not detract from the interest of the occasion.
When I knew I was to pass this way, I said to myself,
I shall certainly stop at the old inn, with a secret chamber in it,
but i did not think i should be the first one to disclose its secret to the present generation but my information seems to affect you strangely is it such a disturbing thing to find that one's house has held a disused spot within it that might have been made useful if you had known of its existence
i could not answer i was enveloped in a strange horror and was only conscious of the one wish that bird had lived to help me through the dreadful hour i saw before me
let me see if my information has been correct continued mr tamworth perhaps there has been some mistake the secret chamber if there is one should be behind this chimney shall i hunt for an opening
i managed to shake my head i had not strength for the experiment yet i wanted to prepare myself tell me first how you heard about this room i entreated
he drew his chair nearer to mine with the greatest courtesy there is no reason why i should not tell you he replied and as i see that you are in no mood for a long story i shall make my words as few as possible some years ago i had occasion to spend the night
in an inn not unlike this one on long island i was alone but there was a merry crowd in the tap-room and being fond of good company i presently found myself joining in the conversation the talk was of inns
and many a stirring story of adventure in out-of-the-way taverns did i listen to that night before the clock struck twelve each man present had some humorous or thrilling experience to relate
with the exception of a certain glum and dark-browed gentleman who sat somewhat apart from the rest and who said nothing his reticence was in such marked contrast to the volubility about him that he finally attracted universal attention
and more than one of the merry-makers near him asked if he had not some antidote to add to the rest but though he replied with sufficient politeness it was evident that he had no intention of dropping his reserve
and it was not until the party had broken up and the room was nearly cleared that he dained to address any one then he turned to me and with a very peculiar smile remarked a dull collection of tales sir bah if they had wanted to hear of hear of a-hearer
at the hearer of an inn that was really romantic, I could have told them.
What I involuntarily ejaculated! You will not torture me by suggesting a mystery you will not
explain. He looked very indifferent. It is nothing, he declared, only I know of an inn,
at least it used to be an inn, now, which has in its interior a secret chamber, so deathly
hidden away in the very heart of the house, that I doubt if even its present owner could find
it without the minutest directions from the man who saw it built.
I knew that man.
He was an Englishman, and he had a fancy to make his fortune
through the aid of smuggled goods.
He did it, and though always suspect it, was never convicted,
owing to the fact that he kept all his goods in this hidden room.
The place is sold now, but the room remains.
I wonder if any forgotten treasures lie in it.
imagination could easily run riot over the supposition do you not think so sir i certainly did especially as if i imagined myself to detect in every line of his able and crafty face that he bore a closer relation to the englishman than he would have me believe
i did not betray my feelings however but urged him to tell me how in a modern house a room or even a closet could be so concealed as to not awaken any one suspicion
he answered by taking out pencil and paper and showing me by a few lines the secret of its construction then seeing me deeply interested he went on to say
we find what we have been told to search for but here is a case where the secret has been so well kept that in all possibility the question of this room's existence has never arisen it is just as well
meantime i was studying the plan the hidden chamber lies said i between this room designating one with my forefinger and these two others from which is it entered
he pointed at the one i at first indicated from this he affirmed and a quaint old-fashioned room it is too with a wainscoting of oak all around it as high as a man's head
it used to be called the oak parlor and many a time as its floor rung to the tread of the king's soldiers who disappointed in their search for hidden goods consented to take a drink at their host's expense little reckoning that but a few feet away
behind the carved chimney-piece upon which they doubtless set down their glasses there lay heaps and heaps of the richest goods only awaiting their own departure to be scattered through the length and breadth of the land
and this house is now an inn i remarked yes curious i should like nothing better than to visit that inn you doubtless have it is not this one i suddenly cried looking uneasily about me
oh no it is on the hudson river not fifty miles this side of albany it is called the happy go lucky and is in a woman's hands at present but it prospers i believe
perhaps because she has discovered the secret and knows where to keep her stores and with a shrug of his shoulders he dismissed the subject with the remark i don't know why i told you this i never made it the subject the conversation before in my life
this was just before the outbreak at lexington sixteen years ago ma'am and this is the first time i have found myself in this region since that day
but i have never forgotten this story of a secret room and when i took the coach this morning i made up my mind that i would spend the night here and if possible see the famous oak parlor with its mysterious adjunct
and never dreaming that in all these years of your occupancy you would have remained as ignorant of its existence as he hinted and you have now declared
mr tanworth paused looking so benevolent that i summoned up my courage and quietly informed him that he had not told me what kind of a looking man the stranger was was a young i asked had he a blond complexion
on the contrary interrupted mr tamworth he was very dark and in years as old or nearly as old as myself i was disappointed i had expected a different reply
has he talked of the stranger i had rightfully or wrongfully with reason or without reason seen before me the face of mr erquot and this description of a dark and well-nigh aged man completely disconcerted me
are you certain this man was not in disguise i asked disguise are you certain that he was not young and blond and quite sure was a dry interruption no disguise could transform a young blood into the man i saw that night may i ask
in my turn i interrupted him pardon me i entreated but in anxiety i will presently explain forces another question from me were you and this stranger alone in the room-we were you and this stranger alone in the room
when you held this conversation, you say that it had been full a few minutes before.
Were there none of the crowd remaining beside your two selves?
Mr. Tamworth looked thoughtful.
It is sixteen years ago, he replied,
but I have a dim remembrance of a man sitting at a table, somewhat near us,
with his face thrown forward on his arms.
He seemed to be asleep.
I did not notice him particularly.
Did you not see his face?
No.
was he young i should say so and blond that i cannot say and he remained in that attitude all the time you were talking
yes madam and continued so when you left the room i think so was he within earshot near enough to hear all you said most assuredly if he listened
mr tanworth i now entreated try if possible to remember one other fact if each man present told a story that night you must have had ample opportunity of noting each man's face and observing how he looked
now of all that sat in the room was there not one of an age not exceeding thirty-five of fair complexion and gentlemanly appearance yet with a dangerous look in his small blue eyes and something in his smile
that took all the merriment out of it a short but-telling description commented my guest let me see was there such a man among them really i cannot remember
think think hair very thin above the temples mustache heavy when he spoke he invariably moved his hands seemed to be nervous and anxious to hide it i see him was mr tamworth's sudden remark that description of his hands recalls him to my mind
yes there was such a man in the room that night i even recollect his story it was coarse but not without wit i advanced and surveyed mr tamworth very earnestly
the man you thought asleep the man who was near enough to hear all the englishmen said was he or was he not the same we have just been talking about i never thought of it before but he did look something like him his figure i mean i did not see his face
it was he i murmured with intense conviction and the villain but how did i know he was a villain i paused and pointed to the huge mantle guarding the fireplace if you know how to enter the secret room do so
only i should like to have a few witnesses present beside myself will you wait until i call one or two of my lodgers he bowed with great urbanity if you wish to make the discovery public said he i of course have no objection
But I saw that he was disappointed.
I could never confront the secret of that room alone, I insisted.
I must have Dr. Canyon here at least.
And without waiting for my impulses to cool, I sent a message to the doctor's room,
and was rewarded in a moment by the appearance at the door of that excellent man.
It did not take many words for me to explain to him our intentions.
We were going to search for a secret chamber, which we had been told opened in.
into the room in which we then found ourselves. As I did not wish to make any mystery of the
affair, and as I naturally had my doubts as to what the room might disclose, I asked the
support of his presence. He was gratified. The doctor's always gratified at any token of appreciation,
and perceiving that I had no further reason for delay, I motioned to Mr. Tamworth to proceed.
how he discovered the one movable panel in the old-fashioned wainscoting i have never inquired when i saw him turn toward the fireplace and lay his ear to the wall i withdrew in haste to the window
feeling as if i could not bear to watch him or be the first to catch a glimpse of the mysterious depths which in another moment must open before his touch what i feared i cannot say as far as i could reason on the subject
subject, I had no cause to fear anything, and yet my shaking frame and unevenly throbbing
heart wore but the two sure tokens of excessive and uncontrollable agitation.
The view from the window increased it. Before me lay the river, from whose banks sand and
stone, had been taken sixteen years before to replace what? I knew no more this minute
than I did then. I might know in the next. By the faint tapings.
that came to my ears, I must, and it was this thought that sent a chill through me,
and made it so difficult for me to stand. And yet, why should it? It was not that old theory
of ours, that the Urquots had brought treasure in their great box, still a plausible one?
Nay, more, was it not even a probable one, since we had discovered that the house had so
excellent a hiding-place, unknown to the world at large, but known to this man,
as Mr. Tanwar's story so plainly showed.
Yes, and yet I started with uncontrollable forebodings,
when I heard an exclamation of satisfaction behind me,
and hardly found courage to turn around,
even when I knew that an opening had been affected,
and that they were only waiting for my approach to enter it.
And it took courage, both on my part and on theirs,
for the air which rushed from the high and narrow slit of darkness before us,
was stifling and almost deadly but in a few minutes after one or two experiments with a lighted candle dr canyon stepped through the opening followed by mr tamworth and in a long minute afterward myself
shall i ever forget my emotions as i looked about me and saw by the lamp which the doctor carried nothing more startling than an old oak chest in one corner a pile of faded clothing in another
and in a third, heavens, what is it? We all stare, and then a shriek escapes my lips as piercing
and terror-stricken, as any that ever disturbed those fearful shadows, and I rushed blindly from
the spot, followed by Mr. Tamworth, whose face, as I turned to look at him, gives me another
pang of fear, so white and sick it looks in the sudden glare of day.
Worse than I had thought, worse than I had dreamed.
I cannot speak and fall into a chair, waiting in mortal terror for the doctor, who stayed
some minutes behind.
When as kindly, but not undisturbed countenance showed itself again in the gap at the side
of the fireplace, I could almost have thrown myself at his feet.
What is it, I gasped, tell me at once.
It is a man or a woman, or—
It is a woman, see, here is a lot of.
of her hair. Beautiful, is it not? She must have been young. I stared at it like one demented.
It was of a peculiar reddish-brown, with a strange little kink and curl in it. Where had I seen
such hair before? Somewhere I remembered perfectly how the whole bright head looked, with a firelight
playing over it. Oh, no, no, no. It was not that of Mrs. Urquot.
Mrs. Urquot went away from this house well and happy.
I am mad, where this strand of gleaming hair is a dream.
It is not of her head, it recalls to me, and yet, my soul, it is.
The doctor, knowing me well, did not try to break the silence of that first gruesome minute,
but when he saw me ready to speak, he remarked,
it is an old crime, perpetrated probably, before you came into the house.
I would not make any more of it than you can help, Mrs. Truax.
I scarcely heeded him.
Is there no bit of clothing or jewelry left upon her,
by which we might hope to identify her, I asked, shuddering,
as I caught Mr. Tamworth's eye,
and realized the nature of the doubts I there beheld.
Here's a ring I found upon the wedding finger, he replied.
It was doubtless, too small to be drawn off at the time of her death,
but it came away easily enough now.
as he held out a plain gold circlet which i eagerly took looked at and fell at their feet as senseless as a stone on the inner surface i had discovered this legend
e u to h d january twenty seventh seventeen seventy five end of chapter three section four of the forsaken inn by anna catherine green this librovoc's recording is in the public domain
Chapter 4. Questions and Answers
Never have I felt such a relief as when, upon my resuscitation, I remembered that I had put
upon paper all the events and all the suspicions which had troubled me during that fatal night
of January 28, 16 years before.
With that in my possession, I could confront any suspicion which might arise,
and it was this thought which lent to my bearing at this unhappy time.
a dignity and self-possession which evidently surprised the two gentlemen.
You seem more shocked than astonished, was Mr. Tamlors' first remark.
As mistress once more of myself, I led the way out of that horrible room into one,
breathing less of death and the charnel-house.
You are right, said I, mysteries which have troubled me for years,
are now in the way of being explained by this discovery.
I knew that something either fearful or precious had been left in the keeping of this house or grounds,
but I did not know what this something was, and least of all did I suspect that its hiding-place was
between the walls, whose turns and limitations I thought I knew as well as I do the paths of my gardens.
You speak riddles, Dr. Canyon now declared.
You knew that something fearful or precious had been left in your house?
Pardon me, I interrupted.
I said house or grounds.
I thought it was in the grounds,
for how could I think
that the house could, without my knowledge,
hold anything of the nature I have just suggested.
You knew then that a person had been murdered?
No, I persisted with strange calmness,
considering how agitated I was,
both by my memories and the fears,
I could not but entertain for the future.
I know nothing, nor can't.
and I, even with the knowledge of this discovery, understand or explain what took place in my
house sixteen years ago.
And in a few hurried words, I related the story of the mysterious couple who had occupied
that room on the night of January 27, 1775.
They listened to me as if I were repeating a fairy tale.
And as I noted, the sympathizing air with which Dr. Kenyon had tried to hide his
his natural incredulity, I again congratulated myself that I had been a weak enough woman
to keep an account of the events which had so impressed me.
You think I am drawing upon my imagination, I quietly remarked, as silence fell upon my narration.
By no means the doctor began hurriedly, but the details you give are so open to question,
and the conclusions you expect us to draw from them are so serious that I wish for your own.
own sake, we had heard something of Uquarts and of your doubts and suspicions in their regard
before we had made the discovery which points to death and crime. You see, I speak plainly, Miss Truex.
You cannot speak too plainly, Dr. Canyon, and my opinion so entirely coincides with yours,
that I'm going to furnish you with what you ask, and without heeding their looks of astonishment,
I rang the bell for one of the girls, and sent her to a certain drawer in my death. And,
for the folded paper which she would find there.
Here I exclaimed, as the paper was brought,
read this, you will soon see how I felt about the Urquots
on the evening of the day they left us,
and I put into their hands the record I had made
of that day's experience.
While they were reading it, I puzzled myself with questions.
If this body, which we had just found,
sepulacred in my house, was,
as the initials in the ring seemed to declare,
that of honorah urquat who was the woman who passed for her at the time of the departure of this accused couple from my doors i was with them and saw the lady and supposed her to be the same i had entertained at my table the night before
but then i chiefly noted her dress in height and did not see her face which was hidden by her veil and did not hear her voice beyond the short and somewhat embarrassed laugh she gave at some little incident which had occurred
but hetty had seen her and had even received money from her hand and hetty could not have been deceived nor was hetty a girl to be bribed how was i then to understand the matter and where in case another woman had taken mrs erquist's herquist her
What's place had that woman come from?
I thought of the low window and the ease with which anyone could climb into it,
and then with a flash of startled conviction I thought of the huge box.
Great heavens I ejaculated, feeling the hair stand anew on my forehead.
Can it be that he brought her in that?
That she was with them all the time?
And that the almost hellish tragedy to which this ring points
was the scheme of two vile and murderous lovers to suppress an unhappy wife that stood in their way
of their desires?
I could not think it, I could not believe, that any man could be so void of mercy or any woman
so lost to every instinct of decency as the plan and then coolly carry out to the end
a crime so unheard of in its atrocity.
There might be some other explanation of the facts before us.
Why, the date in the ring is enough.
if that speaks true, the marriage between Edward Urquat and the gentle Hanora was but a day old,
and even the worst of men take time to weary of their wives, before they take measures against them.
Yet the look and manner of the man, his affection for the box, and his manifest indifference for his wife,
and lastly and most convincing of all, this awful token in the room beyond.
What should I, and what could I think?
at this point in my surmises i grew so faint that i turned the doctor kenyon and mr tanworth for relief they had just finished my record of the past and were looking at each other in surprise and horror
it surpasses the most atrocious deeds of the middle ages quoth mr tanworth in a country deemed civilized finished a doctor then you think i tremblingly began
that you have harbored two demons under your roof mrs truex there seems to be no doubt that the woman who went away with mr erquot was not the woman who came with him she lies here while the other he paused and mr tamworth took up the word it seems to have been a strange
triumphant piece of villainy the woman who profited by it must have had great self-control and force of character don't you think so doctor unquestionably was the firm reply you do not say how you account for her presence here i now reluctantly intimated
i think she was hidden in the great box it was large enough for that was it not mrs truex i nodded much agitated his care of it his call for a supper the change in its weight and the fact that its contents were of a different character
and going than coming all point to the fact of its having been used for the purpose we intimated it strikes one as most horrible but history furnishes us with precedence of attempts equally daring
and if the box was well furnished with holes did you notice any breathing places in it no i returned but i did not cast two glances at the box i was jealous of it for the young wife's sake though as god knows i had little idea of what it contained
and merely noticed that it was big and clumsy and capable of holding many books you must have noticed even in a cursory glance whether its top or sides were broken by holes
they were not but but what i do remember now that he flung his travelling cloak across it just as the men were to lift it from the wagon and that cloak remained upon it all the time it was in their hands and until after we had left the room
but it was taken away later for when i went in the second time i saw it lying across the chair and the box was hidden by the foot of the bed behind which he had dragged it
and the cloak was it over the box when it went out no but i have thought since we have been talking that the box might have been turned over after its occupant left it the holes if there were any would thus be on the bottom and would escape our detection
very possible but the sand with which we suppose the box had been filled would have sifted through not if a good firm piece of stuff was laid in first and there was plenty of such in the secret chamber
that is true but burrett you right was listening at the door and yet you mentioned no remark of his concerning any noise heard by him from within and noise must have been made if this was done it must have had to been done after the truth
I do not know, was a hurried reply, but Burritt probably did not remain at the door all the time.
There's a window seat at the end of the corridor, and upon it he probably lulled during the few hours of his watch.
Besides, you must remember, that Burrett left his post sometime before daylight.
He had his duties to attend to, some of which necessitated his being in the stables by four o'clock, at least.
I see, and so the affair prospered.
As most daring deeds do, and they escaped without suspicion,
or rather without suspicion, pointed enough, to lead to their being followed.
I wonder where they escaped to, and if in all the years that have elapsed,
they have for one moment imagined that they were happy.
Happy was my horrified exclamation,
Oh, if I could find them, if I could drag them both to this room,
and make them keep company with their victim for a week, I should feel it too slight a retribution
for them.
Heaven has had its eye upon them.
We have been through fearful crises since that day, and much unrighteous, as well as righteous
blood, has been shed in this land.
They may both be dead.
I do not believe it, I muttered.
Such wretches never die.
Then, with a renewed remembrance of Hetty, I remarked,
curses on the duties that kept me out of this room on that fatal morning had i seen the woman's face this horrid crime would at least have been spared its triumph
but i was obliged to send hetty and she saw nothing strange in the woman though she received money from her hand and-where is hetty interrupted the doctor she is married and lives in the next town so so well we must hunt her up to-morrow and see what she has to say about the matter
matter now. But we soon found ourselves too impatient to wait till the morrow. So after we had eaten
a good supper in a cheerful room, Dr. Canyon mounted his horse and rode away to the farmhouse
where he had he lived. While he was gone, Mr. Tamworth summoned up the courage to enter that
cave of horror, and bringing out the contents of the oak chest we had seen there. These were
mostly stuffs in a more or less good state of preservation, and all the assistance of the
they lent to the understanding of the tragedy that mystified us was the fact that the
chest contained nothing, nor the room itself, of sufficient substance, to help the wicked
Urquat in giving weight to the box which he had emptied of its living freight.
This is doubtless the reason he resorted to the garden for the sand and stone he found there.
Dr. Kenyon returned about midnight and was met at the door by Mr. Tanworth and myself.
Well, I cried in great excitement.
Just as I supposed, he returned, she did not see the lady's face either.
The latter was in bed, and the girl took it for granted,
that the arm in hand which reached her out a silver piece from between the bed-curtains
or those of Mrs. Urquot.
My house is cursed was my sudden exclamation.
It is not only lent itself to the success of the most demoniacal scheme that ever entered
into the heart of man, but it has kept its secret so long that all hope of explaining
its details or reaching the guilty must be abandoned.
Not so, quote, Mr. Tamworth.
Though an old man, I dedicate myself to this task.
You will hear again of the Urquots.
End of Chapter 4.
Section 5 of the Foraken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
This Librevox recording is in the public.
domain chapter v an interim of suspense may fifth seventeen ninety one how fearful to hear a spade in the night and know that this spade is digging a grave
i sit at my desk and listen to hear if any one in the house has been aroused or as suspicious and then i turn to the window and try to pierce the gloom to see if anything can be discerned from the house of the gruiceomac now be
performed in the garden. For after much consultation and several conferences with the authorities,
we have decided to preserve from public knowledge, not only the secret of the room hidden in my
house, but of the discovery which has lately been made there. But while much harm would accrue to me,
by revelations which would throw a pall of horror over my inn, and make it no better than a place
of morbid curiosity forever, the purposes of justice would be rather hindered than helped by a publicity
which would give warning to the guilty couple, and prevent us from surprising them in the imagined
security which the lapse of so many years must have brought them. And so a grave is being dug in the
garden, where, at the darkest hour of night, the remains of the sweet and gentle bride
are to be placed without tablet or mound.
Meanwhile, do there hide in any part of this wicked world
two hearts which throb with unusual terrors this night,
or does there pass across the mirror of a guilty memory
any unusual shapes of horror,
prognostic of detection and coming punishment,
it would comfort my uneasy heart to know,
for the spirit of vengeance has seized upon me,
and my house will never seem washed of its stain or my conscience be quite at rest as to the past till that vile man and woman pay in some way the penalty of their crime
that we know nothing of them but their names lends an interest to their pursuit the very difficulty before us the hopelessness almost of the task we have set ourselves have raised in me a wild and well-nigh superstitious reliance on providence
and the eternal justice so that it seems natural for me to expect aid even from such sources as dreams and visions and make the inquiry in which i have just indulged the reasonable expression of my belief in the mysterious forces of right and wrong
which will yet bring this long triumphant but now secretly threatened pair to justice dr canyon who is as practical as he is pious smiles at my confidence
but Mr. Tanworth neither mocks nor frowns. He has shouldered the responsibility of finding this man
and has often observed in his long life that a woman's intuition goes as far as a man's reasoning.
Tomorrow he will start upon his travels.
June 12, 1791. It is foolish to put every passing thought on paper,
but these sheets have already served me so well that I cannot resist.
the temptation of making them the repositories of my secret fears and hopes.
Mr. Tamworth has been gone a month, and I have heard nothing from him.
This is all the more difficult to bear that Dr. Canyon also has left me,
thus taking from my house all in whom I can confide or to whom I can talk,
for I will not place confidence in servants, and there are no guests here at present,
upon whose judgment I can rely concerning even a lesser matter than this which occupies all my thoughts.
I must talk, then, to the unknown reader of these lines, and declare on paper what I have said
a thousand times to myself. What a mystery this whole matter is, and how little probability there is
of our ever understanding it. Why was it that Edwin Urquot, if he loved one woman so well,
that he was willing to risk his life to gain her,
would subject himself to the terrors which must follow any crime,
no matter how secretly performed.
By marrying a woman, he must kill in 24 hours.
Marriage is not compulsory in this country,
and anyone must acknowledge that it would be easier for a strong man,
and he certainly was no weakling,
to refuse a woman at the nuptial altar
than to undertake and carry out a scheme so full of revolting,
details, and involving so much risk as this which we have been forced to ascribe to him.
Then the woman, the unknown and fearful creature, who had allowed herself to be boxed up
and carried.
God knows how many fearful miles, just for the purpose of assuming a position which she seemingly
might have obtained in ways much less repulsive and dangerous.
Was it in human nature to go through such an ordeal, and if it were, what could
The circumstances have been that would drive even the most insensible nature into such an
adventure.
I question and try to answer my own inquiries, but my imagination falters over the task,
and I am no nearer to the satisfaction of my doubts than I was in the harrowing minute
when the knowledge of this tragedy first flashed upon me.
I must have patience.
Mr. Tamworth must write to me soon.
August 10, 1791.
news news and such news how could i ever have dreamed of it but let me transcribe mr tamworth's letter to miss colissa trueax mistress of the happy go lucky inn respected madam
after a lengthy delay occupied in researches made doubly difficult by the changes which have been wrought in the country by the late conflict i have just come upon a fact that has the strongest bearing upon the
the serious tragedy which we are both so interested in investigating. It is this, that every year
the agent of a certain large estate at Albany, New York, forwards to France a large sum of money
for the use and behoof of one Honora Quentin Urquot, daughter of the late Cyrus Dudley
of Albany, and wife of one Edwin Urquot, a gentleman of the same city, to whom she was married
in her father's house on January 27, 1775, and with whom she at once departed for France,
where she and her husband have been living ever since.
Thus by chance, almost, have I stumbled upon an explanation of the tragedy we found so inexplicable,
and found the clue to the whereabouts of the wretched pair, which is so essential to their
apprehension and the proper satisfaction of the claims of justice.
With great consideration I signed myself your obedient servant, Anthony Tamworth.
August 11th, 8 o'clock.
I was so overwhelmed by the above letter that I found it impossible at the time to comment upon it.
Today it is too late, for this morning a packet arrived from Mr. Tamworth,
containing another letter of such length that I am sure it must be one of complete explanation.
I burn to read it, but I have mirrored.
had time to break the seal and glance at the first opening words.
Will my guests be so kind as to leave me in peace tonight,
so that I may satisfy a curiosity, which has become almost insupportable?
Midnight.
No time to-night, too tired almost to write this.
August 12th.
The packet is read.
I am all of a tremble.
What a tale, what a!
But why encumber these sheets with words of mine?
I will insert the letter and let it tell its own portion of the strange and terrible history which time is slowly unrolling before us.
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Part 2 An Old Albany Romance
Chapter 6 The Recluse
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is a true axe of the happy-go-lucky inn respected madam appreciating your anxiety i hasten to give you the particulars of an interview which i have just had with a person who knew edwin erquot they must be acceptable to you and i shall make no excuse for the length of my communication knowing that each detail in the lives of the three persons connected with this crime must be of interest to one who is brooded by the
upon the subject as long as you have.
The person to whom I allude is a certain mark felt, a most eccentric and unhappy being,
now living the life of a recluse amid the forests of the cat-skills.
I became acquainted with his name at the time of my first investigation into the history
of the Dudley and Urquot families, and it was to him, I was referred,
when asked for such particulars as mere neighbors and public officials.
found it impossible to give.
I was told, however, at the same time,
that I should find it hard to gain his confidence,
as for sixteen years now he has avoided the companionship of men
by hiding in the caves and living upon such food
as he could procure through the means of gun and net.
A disappointment in love was said to be at the bottom of this,
the lady he was engaged to, having thrown herself into the river,
at about the time of the marriage of his friend.
He was notwithstanding a good-hearted man,
and if I could once break through the reserve
he had maintained for so many years,
they thought I would be able to surprise facts from him,
which I could never hope to reach in any other way.
Interested by these insinuations,
and somewhat excited, for an old man,
at the prospect of bearding such a lion in his den,
I at once made up my mind to seek this felt, and accordingly one bright day last week
crossed a river and entered the forest.
I was not alone.
I had taken a guide who knew the location of the cave which felt was supposed to inhabit.
And through his efforts my journey was made as little fatiguing as possible.
Fallen brambles were removed from my path, limbs lifted,
and where the road was too rough for passage of such faltering feet as mine,
I found myself lifted bodily in arms as strong and steadfast as steel, and carried like a child
to where it was smoother.
Thus I was enabled to traverse paths that at first view appeared inaccessible, and finally reached
a spot so far up the mountain-side that I gazed behind me in terror, least I should never
be able to return again the way I had come.
My guide seeing my alarm assured me that her
destination was not far off. And presently I perceived before me a huge overhanging cliff
from the upper ledges of which hung down a tangle of vines and branches that veiled without wholly
concealing the yawning mouth of a cave. This is where the man we are seeking lives,
eats and sleeps, quoth my guide, as we paused for a moment to regain our breath.
And immediately upon his words, and as if called forth by them, we perceived that,
unkept and dishevelled head, slowly upreared itself through the black gap before us, then
hastily disappear again behind the vines.
It had for a moment disturbed.
I will encounter him alone, I therefore declared, and leaving the guide behind me, I pushed
forward to the cliff, and pausing before the entrance of the cave I called aloud,
Mark felt, do you want to hear news from your friend Erquart?
For a moment all was still, and I began to think of the cave.
fear that my somewhat daring attempt had failed in its effect. But this was only for an instant,
for presently something between a growl and a cry issued from the darkness within.
And the next moment the wild and dishevelled head showed itself again, and I heard distinctly
these words. He is no friend of mine, dear Edwin Urquot.
Then I returned, without a moment's hesitation, do you want to hear news of your enemy,
for I have some, and of the rarest nature, too.
The wild eyes flashed as of a flame of fire had shot from them,
and the head that held them advanced till I could see the whole bearded countenance of the man.
Is he dead, he asked, with an eagerness in underlying triumph in the voice that argued well
for the presence of those passions upon the rousing of which I had relied for the revelations I sought.
No, said I, but death is looking his way, with a little more knowledge of his early life,
and a little more insight into his character.
At the time he married Onora Dudley, the law will have so firm hold upon him
that I can safely promise anyone who longs to see him pay the penalty of his evil deeds
a certain opportunity of doing so.
The vines trembled and suddenly parted their full length,
and Mark Velt stepped out into the sunshine and confronted me.
What he wore, I cannot say, for his personality was so strong, I received no impression of
anything else.
Not that he was tall or picturesque, or even rudely handsome.
On the contrary, he was as plain a man as I had ever seen, with eyes to which some defect
meant a strange fixed glare, and a mouth whose under jaw protruded so markedly beyond
the upper that his profile gave you a shock when any slight note.
noise or stir drew his head to one side and thus revealed it to you.
Yet in spite of all this, in spite of the tangled blocks and a wide, rough beard,
half-brown, half-white, his face held something that fixed the attention and fascinated the
eye that encountered it.
Did it lie in his eyes?
How could it, with one looking like a fixed stone of agate, and the other like a rolling
ball of fire?
Was it in his smile?
How could it be when his smile had no joy in it, only a satisfaction, that was not of good
but evil, and promised trouble rather than relief or sympathy?
It must be in the general expression of his features, which seemed made only to mirror
the emotion of a soul full of vitality and purpose, a soul which, if clouded by wrong and
embittered by heavy memories, possessed at least a characteristic of force and the charm
of an unswerving purpose.
He seemed to recognize the impression he had made,
for his lips smiled with a sort of scornful triumph before he said.
These are peculiar words for a stranger.
May I ask your name and whose interest you represent?
His speech was quick, and it had an odd halt in it,
such as might be expected from one
who's not conferred with his fellows for years,
but there was no rudeness in its tone,
nor was there any mistaking the fact that he was, both by nature and education, a gentleman.
I began to take an interest in him apart from my mission.
Mr. Felt, I replied, my name is Tamworth, I'm from Virginia,
and only by chance have I become involved in a matter near to you,
and the man who, you tell me, is or was your enemy.
And as for the interest I represent,
they are those of justice and justice only, and it is in her behalf, and for the triumph of law
and righteousness, that I now ask you for your confidence, and such details concerning your
early intercourse with Edwin Urquot, as will enable me to understand the past that will
certainly yield us a clue to the present. Are you willing to give them?'
"'Will I give them?' he laughed.
Will I break the seal which guards the tablet of my youth, and let a strand of my strength
strangers eyes read lines to which I have shut my own for these many years.
Do you not know that for me to tell you what I once knew of Edwin Urquat
is to bear my own breasts to view, and to subject to new sufferings, a heart that it has
taken fifteen years of solitude to render callous?
I gave no answer to this, only looked at him, and stood waiting.
You have hunted me out. You have touched the last string that ceases to vibrate in a
man's breast, that of a wild desire for vengeance, and now you ask me, to ease your memories
of a burden, to drag into light the skeleton of old days, and by the light thus thrown upon it,
to see that it is only a skeleton that once beheld should be buried and its old bones forgotten.
You are too much of a man felt to waste away in these wilds.
Come forget I am a stranger, and relieve yourself and me by opening those tablets you speak of,
even if it does cost you a pang of the old sorrow.
The talk we have had has already made a flutter in the long-closed leaves,
and should I leave you this minute you could not smother the thoughts and memories
to which our conversation has given rise.
Then why not think to purpose and—'
He raised one hand and stopped me.
The gesture was full of fire, and so was the eye he now turned away from me to gaze up at the overhanging steeps above, with their great gorgeous and magnificent play of light and shadow at the valley beneath, with its broad belt of shining water, winding in and out through the fertile banks and growing towns, and finally at the blue dome of the sky across which great clouds went sailing, in shapes so varied, and of size so majestic,
that it was like a vision of floating palaces on a sea of translucent azure gasping in a strange mood between delight and despair he flung up his arms
ah i have loved these hills of all the longings and affections that one by one have perished from my heart the solitary passion for nature has alone remained
unlessened and undisturbed i love these trees with her countless boughs these rocks with her hidden pitfalls and sudden precipices the sky that bends above me here is bluer than any other sky
And when it frowns and gathers its storms together, and hurls them above these ledges, and upon my uncovered head, I throw up my arms, as I do now, and exult in the tumult, and become a part of it till the hunger in my soul is appeased, and the blood in my veins runs mildly again.
And now I must quit all this. I must give the men thoughts that have been closely wedded to nature.
I must tear her image from my heart, and in her pure place substitute interests in a life I thought forever sacrifice to her worship.
It is a bitter task, but I will perform it.
There are other calls than those which reverberate from yon peaks.
I've just heard one, and my feet go down once more into the valleys.
His arms fell with the last words, and his eyes returned again to my face.
come into the cave, said he, I cannot tell my story in sight of these pure skies.
I followed him without a word. He had affected me, the invocation in which he had indulged,
and which from another man and other circumstances, would have struck me as a theatrical attempt
upon my sympathy, as forced as it was unnatural, was in him so appropriate, and in such keeping
with the grandeur of the scene by which we were surrounded that I was disarmed of criticism
and succumbed without resistance to his power.
The cave once entered was light enough, on the ground were spread in profusion, leaves and
twigs of the sweet-smelling cedar, making a carpet as pleasing as it was warm and healthful.
On one side I saw a mound of the same, making a couch, across which a great cloak,
was spread, while beyond the half-defined forms of a rude seat and table appeared, lending
an air of habitableness to the spot which from the exterior had hardly expected to find.
A long slab of stone served as a hearth, and above it I perceived a hole in the rock, toward which
a thin column of smoke was rising from a few smouldering embers that yet remained burning upon
the great stone below.
together it was a home. I had entered, and awed a little at the remembrance that it had been
the refuge of the solitary man, three years pregnant with events forever memorable, in the history
of the world, as those which gave birth to a new nation, I sank down upon the pile of cedar,
he pointed out to me, and waited, in some impatience, for him to begin his tale.
This he seemed in no a hurry to do. He waited so long,
with his chin sunk in his two hands, and his eyes fixed upon vacancy, that I grew restless,
and was about to break the silence myself, when, without moving, he suddenly spoke.
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Chapter 7. Two Women
You want to hear about Edwin Urquot?
well you shall but first i promise you that i shall talk much less of him than of another person why because it is on account of this other person that i hate him
and solely because of this other person that i avenge myself or seek to assist others in avenging the justice you say he has outraged we were friends from boyhood reared in the same town and under the same influences there was a community of interest
between us, that threw us together and made us what is called friends.
But I never liked him, that is, I never felt a confidence in him, which is essential to a mutual
understanding.
And though I accepted his companionship, and was much with him, at the most critical time
of my life, I always kept one side, and that the better side of my nature closed to him.
He was a gentleman with no expectations.
I, the inheritor of a small fortune, that made my friendship of temporary use to him,
even if it did not offer him much to rely on in the future.
We lived, he with an uncle, who was ready to throw him off the moment he was assured
that he would not marry one of his daughters, and I in my own house, which, if no,
manner, was at least my own, and for the present free from debt.
i myself thought that urquat intended to marry one of the girls to whom i have just alluded but it seems that he never meant to do this and only encouraged his uncle to think so because he was not yet ready to give up the shelter he enjoyed with him
but of this as i say i was ignorant and was consequently very much astonished when one nightfall in passing the great dudley place he remarked how would you like to drink a glass with me and yonder
Better than in the Fairfax kitchen, huh?
I thought he was joking.
Tis a fine old house, I observed.
No doubt its wines are good,
but it is no tavern,
and I question if Miss Dudley
would make either of us very welcome.
You do?
Then you don't know Miss Dudley, he vaunted,
and, with a proud swelling of his person,
and a lift of his head
that almost took my breath away,
for although he was a handsome fellow,
too handsome for a man no worse,
than he, I should no more have presumed to have associated him in my thoughts with Miss Dudley
than if he had been a worker in her fields. Not so much because she was rich, very rich for that
day and place, or that her family was an old one, and his but a mushroom stock, as that she
was a being of the gentlest instincts and the purest thoughts, while he was what you may
have gathered from my words, vain, coarse, cowardly, and mean.
an abject cur beside her, who was and is one of the sweetest women the sun has ever shown upon.
All this expression of admiration on the part of the hermit, which proved him to be an entire ignorance of the crime,
which had been perpetrated against this woman, I found myself struck so aghast that I could not forbear showing it.
But he was too engrossed in his reminiscences to notice my emotion, and presently continued his
story by saying,
I probably betrayed my astonishment to Urquot, for he gave a great laugh,
and forced me about toward the gates.
We will not be turned out, he said, let us go in and pay our respects.
But I stammered.
Oh, it's all right, he pursued.
The fair lady is of age, and has the privilege of choosing her future husband.
I shall live in Clover, huh?
Well, it is time I lived in something.
I have had a hard enough time of it so far.
for a none too homely fellow.
I was overwhelmed, more than that,
I was sickened by these words,
whose import I understood only too well,
not that I had any special interest in Miss Dudley,
indeed I hardly knew her.
But any such woman inspires respect,
and I could not think of her as allied to this man
without a spasm of revolt that almost amounted to fear.
You are going to marry her, this white rose, I exclaimed.
I should as soon have thought of you marrying a princess of the royal house.
I hope you appreciate your unbounded good fortune.
He pointed to the great chimneys, an imposing facade of the fine structure before us.
Do you think I am so blind as not to know the advantage of being the master in a house like that?
You must not think me quite a fool, if I am not as clever, a fellow as you are.
Remember that I am a poorer one, and like my ease better.
But Miss Dudley, oh, she's a trifle piqued and dull, but she's fond and not too exacting.
I was angry, but had no excuse for showing it. Righteous indignation he could never have
understood, and to have provoked a quarrel without any definite end in view would have been folly.
I remained silent, therefore, but my heart burned within me. It had not lost its heat
when we entered her house, and when my eyes fell upon her seated at her spinet,
in front of a latticed window that brought out her gentle figure in all its sweet simplicity i felt like clutching and flinging back over the threshold
which his desecrating foot should never have crossed the hallow-hearted being at my side who could neither see her beauty nor estimate the worth of her innocent affection there was an aunt or some such relative in the room with her but this did not hinder the glad smile from rising to her living in her
as she saw us, or rather him, for she hardly seemed to notice my presence.
I learned afterwards that this aunt had been greatly instrumental in bringing these two
incongruous natures together, that for reasons of her own, which I have never attempted
the phantom, she thought Edwin Urquot the best husband that her niece could have,
and not only introduced him into the house, but stood so much his friend during the first days
of his courtship that she gradually imparted to her niece her own enthusiasm, to the poor girl
saw, or thought she saw, the ideal of her dreams in this base and shallow being whom I called
my friend.
However that may be, she certainly rose from her spin at that night in a pretty confusion
that made her absolutely lovely and advancing with the mingled dignity of the heiress
and the tender bashfulness of the maiden in the presence of her.
of him she loved. She tended us a curtsey, whose grace put me out of ease with myself,
so much it expressed the manners of people removed from the sphere in which had hitherto been
my lot to move. But Urquot showed no embarrassment. His fine figure, he had that, bent forward
with the most courtly of boughs, and after the introduction of my humble self to her notice
he entered into a conversation which, if shallow, was at least bright and for the moment
interesting.
As I had no wish to talk, I gave up to watching her, and came away at last, more fixed than ever
in my belief, of her extreme worthiness and of his extreme presumption in thinking of calling
so perfect a creature his.
Would to God she was as poor as Janet Fairfax, I thought to myself, then she would never
have attracted his attention, and might have known what happiness was with some man who
could appreciate her.
Now she is doomed, and being fatherless and motherless will rush to her fate, and no one can stop
her.
Thus I thought, and thus I continued to think, as Chance and Erquot's stubborn will, led me
more and more to her house, and within the radius of her gentle influence.
But my thoughts never went further.
I never saw her even in my dreams, fostered by me, or soothed of an old grief by my love
and affection.
For though she was a dainty and gracious being, with beauty enough to delight the eyes and warm
the heart, she was not the one destined to move me, and awakened the tumultuous passions
that lay dormant in my own scarcely understood nature.
Urquat, therefore, was not acting unwisely in taking me there so often, though if I
I could foreseeing what was likely to be the result of those visits, I should have leaped
from my house's roof onto the stones below before I'd passed again under those fatal portals.
And yet would I?
Do we fear suffering or apathy most?
Is it from experience or the monotony of a commonplace existence that we quickest flee?
A man with passions like mine must love, and if that love comes grit with flame and
mysterious death, you must still embrace it, and rise and fall as the destiny's will.
But I talk riddles. I have not yet told you of her, and yet speak of fire and death.
I will try to be more coherent, if only to show that the years have brought me some mastery
over myself. One day it was a fall day, and beautiful as limpid sunshine, and a world of
yellowing wood could make it. I want the Miss Dudley's house to apologize for my friend.
who had wished to improve the gorgeous sunshine elsewhere.
I had by this time lost all fear of her,
as well as her rich and spacious surroundings,
and passed through the hospitable door,
and along the wide halls to the especial room
in which we were wont to find her,
with that freedom engendered by an intimacy,
as cordial as it was sincere.
It was the room where I had first seen her,
the room with a wide latticed window,
at her back and the spinnet beneath it, and the old carving-chair of oak, in which her white-clad
form had always looked so ethereal, and I entered it smiling, expecting to see her delicate figure
rise from the window, and advanced toward me with that look of surprise and possible disappointment,
which the absence of Urquot would be apt to arouse in this too-loving nature.
But the room was empty, and the spinet closed, and I was about turning to find
a servant when I felt an influence dealing over me so subtle and so peculiar that I stood
petrified and enthralled, hardly knowing if it were music that held me spellbound,
or some unknown and subduing perfume, that filling my senses, worked upon my brain,
and made me feel like a man transported at a breath from the land of reality into a land of
dreams. So potent the spell, so inexplicable its action,
that minutes may have elapsed before I wrenched myself free from its power, and looked to see
what it was that so moved me. When I did, I found myself at a loss to explain it.
Whether it was music or perfume, or just the emanation from an intense personality I have
never determined. I only know that when I turned I saw standing before me in an attitude
of waiting, a woman of such marvelous attractions, and yet of an order of beauty so bizarre
and out of keeping with the times and the place in which she stood that I forgot to question
everything but my own sanity and the reality of a vision so unprecedented in all my experience.
I therefore simply stood like her, speechless and lost, and only came to myself
when the figure before me suddenly melted from a statue into a woman, and, with a deep and graceful
curtsy, almost daring in its abandonment, said,
You must be master felt, I take it.
Master Urquot would never be so thrown off his balance by a simple girl like me.
There are voices that pierce like arrows and sink deep into the heart, which closes over their sweetness
forever.
So it was with this voice.
From its first sound to its last, it held me enthralled, and had she shown but half the beauty
she did, those accents of hers would have made me her slave, as it was I was more than her slave.
I instantly became all in everything to her. I breathed, but as she breathed, and in the
absorbing delight from which that moment took hold of me, I lost all sense of the proprieties
and conventionalities of social intercourse, and only thought of drinking in it one draft,
the strange and mysterious loveliness which I saw revealed before me.
She was not a tall woman, no taller than Miss Dudley, nor was she of marked carriage or
build.
Her form, indeed, seemed only made to express suppleness and passion, and was, as speaking,
in its slight proportions, as if it had breathed forth the nobler attributes of majesty and
strength. Her dress was dark and clung to every curve with a loving persistence, bewildering in its
effect upon an eye like mine. Upon the bust, and just below the white throat, burned a mass of gorgeous
flowers as ruddy as wine, and from one delicate hand a long vine frailed to the floor. But it was
in her face that her power lay. In her eyes, possibly, though I scarcely think so, for there were
curves to her lips such as I had never seen in any other, and a delicate turn to her nostril
that at times made me feel as if she were breathing fire. Her skin was pale, her forehead broad
and low, her nose straight, and her lips of a brilliant vermilion. I, however, saw only her eyes,
though I may have been influenced by the rest of her bewildering, physiognomy. They were so large,
so changeful, so full of alternating flames and languor,
so indeterminate in color, and yet so persistent in their effect
upon the eye and the feelings.
Looking at them, I swore she was an anomaly.
Gazing into them I resolved that she was this only
because she let herself be natural and sought the smother
none of the fires which had been enkindled by a bountiful nature within her soul.
While I was reasoning thus she made me another mock curtsy, and explaining her presence by saying
she was a cousin of Miss Dudley's, ventured to remark that, if Master Felt would be kind
enough to state as Erin, she would be glad to carry it to Miss Dudley.
I answered confusedly, but with a fervor she could not fail to understand, and following up
this effort by another led her into a conversation in which my responses gradually became such
as she should expect from a gentleman and an equal.
For with her, notwithstanding her beauty,
and the sense of splendor and luxury,
which breathed from her mysterious presence,
I never felt that sense of personal inferiority
I experienced at first with Miss Dudley,
whether I recognized, then, as now,
the lack of those high qualities
which lift one mortal above another I do not know.
I am only certain that,
while i regarded her as a woman to be obeyed to be loved to be followed through life through death into whatsoever regions of horror danger and pain she might lead me
I never looked upon her as being out of my world or beyond my reach except so far as her caprice might carry her.
It was therefore with the fixed determination the force from her some of the interests she had awakened in me
that I grasped at this first opportunity of conversation, and in spite of her unrest she did not want to linger,
held her to this spot till I made her feel that a man had come into her life whose will meant something,
and to whom if she did not subdue the light of her glances she must give account for every added throb she caused a beat in his proud heart this done i let her go for miss dudley was not well and needed her
and the door closed behind her mysterious smile and the sound of her steps died out in the hall and in fancy only could i behold her supple dark-clad form go up the broad staircase projecting itself now
against the golden daylight falling through one window and now against the clustering vines that screened another till she disappeared in regions of which i knew nothing and whither even my daring imagination presumed not to follow
and the vision never left my eyes nor her form my heart and i went out in my turn burning eager determined man where in a short half-hour before i had entered cold and self-satisfied without hope
and without exaltation.
This was the beginning.
In a week, the earth and sky held nothing for me but that woman.
Her name, which I had not learned at our first interview,
was Mara Lighten, a fitting washword for a struggle
that could terminate only with my life.
For I'd got to the past that this woman must be mine.
I would have her for my wife or see her dead.
She should never leave the town with another.
yet homely as I was, without recommendation of family, or more means than enough to keep a wife
from want, I boldly entered upon this determination, and in the face of some dozen lovers,
that at first revelation of her beauty began the swarm about her steps, pressed my claim,
and pushed forward my suit till I finally gained a hearing, and after that a promise which,
if vague, was more than any of her other lovers could boast of.
or why did they all gradually withdraw from the struggle,
leaving me alone in my homage?
The uncertainties of her position,
she was an orphan,
and depended upon Miss Dudley for subsistence,
had added greatly to my tenderness for her.
It also added to my hope,
for if I were poor she was poorer,
and ought to find in the managing of my humble home a satisfaction
she could not experience in the enjoyment
of a relative's bounty, even if that relative was a woman like Honora Dudley.
And yet one doubts in exultant happiness.
And as I grew to know her better, I realized that if I ever did succeed in making her mine,
I must see to it that my fortune's better,
as she would never be happy as a poor man's wife,
even if that man brought her independence and love.
She loves splendor, she loved distinction,
she loved the frivolities of life, not with a childish pleasure or even a girlish enthusiasm,
but with a woman strong and determined spirit.
I have seen her pace through and through those great halls just for the pleasure of realizing
their spaciousness.
And though the sight made my heart cringe, I have admired her step in the poise of her head
as much as if she had been the queen of it all, and I her humble vassal.
than her luxury it showed as plainly in her poverty as it could have done in wealth if it were flowers she handled it was as a goddess would handle them none were too beautiful or too costly or too rare for her restless fingers to pluck or her dainty feet to tread on
had she possessed jewels she would have worn them like roses and flung them away almost as freely if they had displeased her or she had grown weary of them
love to her was a jewel and she wore it just now because it suited her fancy to do so but would not the day come when she would grow tired of it or demand another and so fling it and me to the dogs
i did not ask i was permitted to walk at her side and pay her my court and now and then when the humor took her to press her hand or drop a kiss upon the rosy palm and while i could do this was it for me to question her to question her hand and now and then was it for me to question her hand or to press her hand or drop a kiss upon the rosy palm
and while i could do this was it for me to question a future which seemed more likely to hold fewer pleasures than more but i grow diffuse i must return the facts
anora dudley who saw my devotion encouraged it i wondered at it sometimes for she knew the smallness of my fortune and must have known the nature of the woman i expected to share it but as time passed i wondered less for her woman's intuition for her woman's intuition
She must have told her what observation had yet failed to tell me that there was trouble in the air,
and that Mara needed a protector.
That day I first recognized this fact made an error in my life.
I had been so happy so at ease with myself, so sure of her growing confidence and of my coming happiness,
that I had caused for this the conduct of her friends and the jealousy of her lover seemed to prove,
though she gave no visible token of her regard she clung to me as to a support and allowed my passion the constant feast of her presence and the stimulation of her voice
her enchantments and they were innumerable were never spared me nor did she stint herself of a smile that could allure nor of a glance that could arouse or perplex i was happy and questioned only the extent of my patience which i felt fast giving
way as the preparation for Miss Dudley's marriage proceeded without my seeing any immediate prospect
of my own.
You can realize, then, the maddening nature of the shock which I received, when coming quietly
into the house as I did one day, I beheld her face disappearing through one of the doorways,
with that look upon it which I had always felt was natural to it, but which no passion
of mine had ever been able to evoke, and then perceived in the shadow,
from which she had just glided, Edwin Urquot, pale, as excessive feelings could make him,
and so shaken by the first real emotion, which had ever probably moved his selfish soul,
that he not only failed to see me when I advanced, but hastened by me and away into the solitudes of the garden,
without noticing my existence or honoring with a reply the words of wrath and confusion
which, in my misery and despair, I threw after him.
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chapter eight a sudden betrothal as for myself continued mark felt i stood crushed and after the first torrent of emotion had swept by lifted my head like a drowning man and looked wildly about as if in the catastrophe which overwhelmed me
all nature must have changed and i should find myself in a strange place the sight of the door through which mara lighten had passed stung me into tortured existence again
with a roar of passion and hate i sprang toward it bursted open and passed in instantly silence and semi-darkness fell upon me through which i felt her presence exhaling its wonted perfume though i could see nothing but the dim shape
of unaccustomed articles of furniture grouped against a window that was almost completely closed from the light of day advancing i gazed upon chair after chair
they were all empty and not till i reached a further corner did i find her thrown at full length upon a couch with her head buried in her arms and motionless as any stone
confused, appalled even, for I had never seen her otherwise any wrecked in mocking, I stumbled
back and would have fled, but that she suddenly arose, and flinging back her head, gave me one look
which I felt rather than saw, and bursting into a peal of laughter, called me to account
for disturbing the first minute of rest she had known that day. I was dumbfounded, if she had
consulted all her wiles, and sought for the one best way to silence me,
she could not have chanced upon one surer than this.
I gazed at her quite helpless and forgot,
actually forgot, what had drawn me into her presence,
and only asked to get a good glimpse of her face,
which, in the dim light,
was more like that of a spirit than of a woman,
a mocking spirit in whom no love could lodge,
whatever my fancy might have pictured
in the delirium of the moment that had just passed.
She seemed to comprehend my mood,
for she flung back the curtain and drew herself up to her full height before me do you think i was playing the coquette she asked well perhaps i was women like me must have their amusements but
oh the languishment in that butt i shut my eyes as i heard it i could neither bear its sound nor the sight of her face you listened to him he was making love to you he the promised husband of another and you-you
she forced me to open my eyes and i she repeated with an indescribable emphasis that called up the blushes to my cheek
and you i went on answering her demand without hesitation the beloved of an honest man who would die to keep you true and will die if you play him false she sighed softness took the place of scorn she involuntarily held out her hand
i was amazed she had never done so much before i seized that hand i pressed it wildly hungrily and with lingering fondness do you know that you are everything to me i asked that the when you i am ready to do everything barter anything suffer anything but shame
you are my fate mara will you not let me be yours she was silent she had drawn her hand from mine and had locked it in its fellow and now stood with them hanging down before her fixed as a statue and reverie i could neither phantom nor break
you are beautiful i went on too beautiful for me but i love you you are proud also and would grace the noblest palaces of the old world but they are far away and my home is near and eager to welcome you
you are dainty and you have never taught your hands to toil or your feet to walk our common earth but there are affections that sweeten labor and under my roof you will be so honored so aided and so beloved
that you will soon learn there are pleasures of the fireside that can compensate for its cares and triumphs of the affections that are beyond the dignities of outside life
her lip curled and her hands parted she lifted one rosy palm and looked at it then she glanced at me i shall never work she said my heart contracted but i could not give her up madness as it was to put faith in life in the grasp of the grass
of such a woman. I was too little of a man, or too much of one, to turn my back upon a hope,
which, even in its realization, could bring me nothing but pain. You shall not work, I declared,
and I meant it. If I died, she should not handle anything harsher than rose-leaves in her new home.
You want me, she breathed it. I stood in a gasp of hope and fear. More than I want heaven,
or rather you are my heaven. We will be married before her.
Honora, she murmured, and gliding from my side before I had recovered from the shock of a
promise so unexpected, a bliss so unforeseen and immediate, she vanished from my sight,
and nothing but the perfume which lingered behind her remained to tell me that it was not all
a dream, and I, the most presumptuous being alive. And so the hour that opened in disaster
ended in joy, and from the heart of what I deemed an irredeemable disaster,
rose a hope that for several days put wings to my feet.
Then something began to tarnish my delight.
An impalpable dread seized me,
and though I worked with love and fury upon my house,
which I had begun adorning for my bride,
I began the question if she had played the coquette
in smiling upon Edwin Urquot,
and whether in the mockery of the laugh,
with which she had dismissed my accusations,
there had been some regret for a love she dared not entertain.
but yet suffered to lose the memory of the glow in her eyes as she turned away from him at my step returned with growing power and i decided that if this were coquetry it were sweeter than love
and longed to ask her to play the coquette with me but she never did and though she did not smile upon him again in my presence i felt that her beauty was more bewildering her voice more enchanting when he was in the room with us than when chance or my purpose found us alone
to settle my doubts i left watching her and began to watch him and when i found that he betrayed nothing i turned my attention from them both and bestowed it upon miss dudley
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Chapter 9 Mara
Great Heaven! Why had I not noticed Miss Dudley before?
In her changed face in the wasting of her delicate form.
I saw that my fears were not all vain, inasmuch as they were shared by her,
and shocked at evidences so much beyond.
on my expectations, I knew not whether to shed the bitter tears, which rose to my eyes in pity
for her or in rage for myself. We were sitting altogether, and I had a full opportunity to observe
the mournful smile, that now and then crossed her lips, as Mara uttered some brighter Sally,
than common or broke, as she often did, into song that rippled for a minute through the heavy
air, and then ceased as suddenly as it had begun.
She looked much oftener at Mara than at Urquot, and seemed to be asking in what, by the
charm that subdued everybody, even herself.
And when she seemed to receive no answer to her secret questioning, her eyes fell, and
a sigh stirred her lips, which, if unheard by the preoccupied man at her side, rang on in
my ears long after, I had bidden farewell to her.
and the siren, who smiles intentionally or unintentionally,
seemed destined to bring shipwreck into three lives.
It was not the last time I heard that sigh.
As the weeks progressed, it fluttered oftener and oftener
from between those pale lips, and at last the change in Miss Dudley became so marked
that people stopped in the midst of their talk about the Stamp Act
to remark upon Miss Dudley's growing weakness,
and venture assertions that she would never live to be a bride.
And yet the preparations for her bridal and for mine went on.
And the day set apart for the latter drew bewilderingly nearer.
Mara saw my perplexity and her cousin's grief but did nothing
to dispel the one or assuage the other.
She seemed to be too busy.
She was embroidering a famous stomacher for herself,
And while a sprig of it remained unworked, she had neither eyes nor attention for anything
else, even the bleeding hearts around her.
She would smile—oh, yes, smile upon me, smile upon Honora, and not smile upon him.
But she would not meet her cousin's true eyes, nor would she grant me one minute apart
from the rest in which I could utter my fears, or demand the breaking of that spell whose
effects were so visible, even if its workings were secret and imperceptible.
But at last the stomacher was finished, and as it dropped from her hands, I threw myself at her
feet, and from this position, looking into her eyes, I whispered,
"'This is the last thing that shall ever flaunt itself between us. You are to be mine now,
and in token of your truth, come with me into the conservatory, for I have words to utter that
will not be put off.
You are cruel, she murmured.
You are tyrannical.
This is a time of revolt.
Shall I revolt, too?
Maddened, for her eyes were not looking at me, but at him.
I leaped to my feet, and regardless of everything,
but my determination to end this uncertainty then and there,
I lifted her and carried her out of the room into another,
where I could have her alone, and without the humiliating sense of his presence.
My bold act seemed to frighten her, for she stood very still where I had placed her, only trembling
slightly when I looked at her and cried, did you ask that question of me, am I to understand that
you want to break your fetters?
She plucked a rose from her breast and crumpled it into atoms between her hands.
Oh, why are they not golden ones? she asked.
I am miserable, because we must be poor.
Because? Because I want to ride in a carriage. Because I want to wear jewels and own a dozen servants,
and trample on the pride of woman planer than myself. I hate your humble home. I hate your
stiff Dutch kitchen. I hate your sword ways and a decent respectability. That is all you can offer me.
Were you as beautiful as Adonis, it would make no difference. I was born to drink wine and not
water, and I shall never forgive you for forcing me to take your crystal goblet in my hands.
While, if I had waited, she stopped panting. I let my whole pent-up jealousy out in a word.
Edwin Urquot has not even a crystal goblet to offer you. He is poorer than I am, and will remain
so till he is actually married Miss Dudley. Don't I know it? She flashed on. If it had been
otherwise, do you think? She had the grace or the wisdom to
falter. I regret it now. I regret that she did not go on and reveal her whole soul to me in
one fell burst of feeling. As it was, I trembled with jealousy and passion, but I did not cast her
from me. Then you acknowledge, I cried. But she would acknowledge nothing. I love no one, she asserted.
No one. I want what I want, but none of you can give it to me. Then blame me as you will.
I took a great resolve.
I determined to give her what she craved, convinced of her sord nature, convinced of her heartlessness,
and the folly of ever thinking she could ever understand, much less reciprocate my passion.
I was so much under her sway at that moment that I would have flung at her feet kingdoms had I possessed them.
Flushing, I seized her hand.
You do not know what a man in love can do, I cried, trust me.
Give me yourself, as you have promised.
And sooner or later, I will give you what you have asked.
I am not a weak man or an incompetent one.
Politics opens a vast field to an ambitious nature.
And if war breaks out, as we all expect it will,
you will see me rise to the front if I have you for my wife and inspiration.
The scorn in her eyes did not abate.
Oh, you men, she cried,
You think you give us everything with a promise, a war?
What is the history of wars?
demolished homes broken fortunes rack ruin and desolation is there gold or honor or ease in these a war it will not be a war it will be a struggle in which men will fight barefoot and on empty stomachs for the privilege of calling themselves free
i have no sympathy with such a war it robs us of comfort in the present and brings nothing worth waiting for in the future were i to have my will i would take the arm of the first officer returning to england and remain there
i hate this country so new so crude so democratic i should like to live where i could ride over the necks of common people a tory and an aristocrat another gulf between us i looked at her in horror but alas
the horror was strangely mixed with admiration she was such a burning embodiment of pride her peculiar beauty the source of which i have never to this day been able to phantom lent itself so readily to the expression of fury and disdain
that recoil as i would from her principles i could not shut my eyes to the fascination of her glance or the torturing charm that hid in the corners of her pouting lips she was a queen oh yes but the queen of some strange realm in a distant oriental land
where right and wrong were only words and the soul end of beauty was delight without reference to god or once fellows i saw it all i felt it all yet i lingered
She was to be my wife in three days, and the intoxication of this prospect was in my blood and brain.
You will do so-and-so, were her next words.
You will give me what I ask when you have won it, but I cannot wait for the winning.
I want it now.
Do you know what I would do to get the wealth I was born to?
I would risk life.
I would walk on burning plow shares.
I would.
She stopped, and I saw the lines come out in her forehead.
She was thinking, thinking deeply.
I felt the shadow of a great horror creeping over me.
I caught her impetuously in my arms.
I kissed her passionately to drive away the demons.
I begged and implored her to forget her evil thoughts
and be the woman I could love and cherish, and finally I moved her.
She shook herself free, but she also shook the shadow from her brow.
She even found a smile to bestow upon me,
and was it a tear?
Could it have been a tear I saw for a moment glistening in her eye, as she turned half petulantly,
half imperiously away? I have never known, but the very suspicion filled my heart the overflowing,
and the great sobs rose in my breast. And, fool that I was, I was about to beg her pardon
when she gave me one other look, and I merely faltered out. Where will you find another love like
mine, Mara. If you got your gold, you would soon miss something which only comes with love.
You would be unhappy and cursed the day you left my arms. I am your master, Mara. Why not make me a
happy one? I expect, she murmured, to marry you. And then, I could not help it. The word sprang
from my lips involuntarily. Her eyes opened wide. She literally flashed them upon me. I felt
their lightnings play all about my doubtful nature and scorch it.
I will be your wife, she uttered gravely.
I fell at her feet, I kissed the hem of her robe.
In that moment I adored her.
O best and fairest, I cried, I will make you happy.
I will fill your hopes to the full.
You shall ride in a carriage, and your will shall be a law
to those who smile and scorn upon you now, and you will be.
mistress felt, of most honorable degree she finished, with a half-laughing disdain she could never
keep long out of her words.
And thus I became again her slave, and lived in that sweet, if servile condition, to the hour
of our nuptials came, and I went to conduct her to the church where, inside of half the town,
she was to be made, my wife.
Shall I ever forget that morning?
It was a December day, but the heavens were blue.
and the earth white, and not a cloud bespoke a rising storm.
As for me, I walked on air, all the more that I knew Urquot was out of town,
and would not be present at the wedding.
He had gone away on some behest of Miss Dudley's immediately after the last interview I have mentioned,
and would not come back, or so I'd been told, till after Miss Layton had been Mistress felt for a week.
So there was nothing to mar my day, or make my entrance into Miss Dudley's house,
anything but one of promise.
I saw Miss Dudley first.
She was standing in the vast colonial hall,
when I entered, and in her gala robes.
And, with the sunshine on her head,
she looked almost happy,
yet she was greatly changed from her old self,
and I felt much like pouring out my soul to her
and bidding her to break a tie
that would never bring her peace or even honor.
But I feared to shatter my own hopes,
selfish being that I was, I dreaded to have her made free, least what.
My thoughts did not interpret my fears, for at that moment the sunbeam struck down the stairs,
and through my heart, and looking up, I saw Mara descending, and thought and reason flew to greet
her. She had been robed by her cousin's bounteous hand, and her dress a stiff yellow brocade,
burned in the morning light with almost as much brilliance as the sunshine itself.
Folded across her bust was the wonderful stomacher, under whose making I had suffered
so many emotions that each sprig of work upon it seemed to have its own tail of misery for my eyes,
and fixed against this and her white throat were those masses of flowers without which her beauty
never seemed quite complete. In her hair, which was piled high above her forehead,
flashed a huge golden comb, and upon her arm gleamed at two bracelets,
whose exquisite workmanship was well known to me,
for they had been heirloom in my family for years.
She was fair as a dream, proud as a queen, cold as a statue, but she was mine.
Was not the minister waiting for us at the church,
and were not the horses that were to take us there,
even now champing their bits before the door?
She rode with me, four white horses had been,
been attached to Miss Dudley's coach, and behind these we passed in state out through the
noble park that separated this lordly house from the rest, into the closely packed streets,
where hundreds waited to catch a glimpse of the most beautiful woman in Albany, going to be
made a bride.
Miss Dudley rode behind us in another coach, and the murmur which greeted our appearance did not
die out till after she had passed, for they knew she would soon be riding the same road,
with even greater state.
If not with so much beauty,
and the people of Albany
loved Hanora Dudley,
for she was ever a beneficent spirit to them,
and more than ever,
since a shadow had fallen upon her happiness,
and she had come to know what misery was.
And thus we passed on,
Mara with a glowing flush of triumph,
burning on her cheek,
an eye in one of those moods of happiness,
whose rapture was so unalloyed
that I scarcely heard the half-laughing comments of those who saw with wonder how plain was the man
who had succeeded in carrying off this well-known beauty, and the greater part of the way
was traversed, and the bells of the old North Church became audible, and in a moment more
we should have seen the belfry of the church itself rising before us, when suddenly the woman
that I loved, the woman whose nuptials the minister was waiting to celebrate, gave a great start,
and turning quickly toward me cried turn the horse's heads i do not go to the church with you to-day not if you kill me mark felt you have heard of stray bullets coming singing from some unknown quarter and striking a person seated at a feast
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Chapter 10. At the foot of the stairs.
You think I am playing with you, she murmured. I am not.
I have sickened of these nuptials, and am going back.
If you want to, you may kill me where I sit.
You carry a dagger, I know.
One more red blossom will not show in my breast.
Give it to me, if you will, but turn the horses.
She meant it.
however much my lost heart might cry out for its happiness and honor leaning forward i told the pompous driver that miss lighton had been taken very ill and bade him drive back and then with the calmness born of utter despair and loss i said to her
in pity for my pride drop your head upon my shoulder i have said you were sick and sick you must be it is the least you can do for me now
she obeyed me the head on which in fancy i had set the crowns of empires for whose every hair my heart had given a throb sank coldly down till it rested upon the heart she had broken and while i steadied my nerves to meet the changed faces of the crowd
the carriage gave a sudden turn and amid murmurings that fell almost unheeded on my benumb senses we wheeled about and faced again the gates through which we had so lately issued
she is ill i shouted to miss dudley as we passed her carriage but she gave no reply she was gazing over the heads of the crowd at some distant object that enthralled her every look and sense and moved by her expression
as i thought never to be moved by anything again i followed her glance and there on the outskirts of the crowd crouching amid the branches that yet refused to hide him i saw edwin
and the miserable truth smote home to my heart that it was he who had stopped my marriage he whom i had thought far distant but who had now come to hinder by some secret gesture or glance my bride on her path to the altar
a dagger was hidden in my breast and i still wondered that i did not leap from the carriage berths through the crowd and slay him where he crouched in cowardly ambush
but i let the moment go by perhaps because i dreaded to bring the shadow of another woe into miss dudley's white face and almost immediately the throng had surged in thickly between us and miss dudley's carriage had turned after ours
and there was nothing further to do but ride back with the false face pressed in seeming insensibility to my breast and that false heart beating out its cold throbs of triumph upon mine
i bore it glancing down but once upon her had the ride before me been one of miles i should have gone on in the same mechanical way for my very being was petrified rage fear sorrow and despair
all seemed like dreams to me i wondered that i had ever felt anything and stared on and on at the blue sky before me conscious of but one haunting thought that repeated itself again and again in my brain
that her power lay not in her eyes as i had always been assured but in those strange curves about her mouth for her eyes were closed now and yet i was coldly conscious of the fact
that she had never looked more beautiful or more fitted to move a man if a man had any heart left to be moved the stopping of the carriage before the great door of miss dudley's house roused me to the necessity for action
i must carry you in i whispered i beg your pardon for it but it is necessary to the farce and following up my words by action i lifted her from the seat cold and unresponsive as a stone
and carried her into the house and set her down before the astonished eyes of such servants as had remained to guard the house in our absence miss lighton has not been married i cried she was taken ill on the way to church and i have brought her back she needs no attendance and i wave them all back
for their startled, gapping countenance infuriated me,
and threatened to shatter the dreadful calmness,
which was my only strength.
As they disappeared, murmuring and peering,
Miss Dudley entered, I gave her one glance and dropped my eyes.
She and I could not bear each other's looks yet.
Meantime, Mara stood erect in the center of the hall.
Her face pale, her lips set,
her eyes fixed upon vacancy.
Not a word passed our three mouths.
At last a petulant murmur broke the dreadful silence, and Mara, tossing her head and disdain,
turned away before our eyes and began the mount the stairs.
I felt my blood, which for many minutes, had seemed at a standstill,
poor with a rush through vein and artery, and darting to her side,
I caught her by the hand and held her to her place.
You shall not go up, I cried, till you and I have understood each other.
You have refused to marry me today?
Was it some caprice that moved you, or?
I paused and looked behind me.
Miss Dudley had shrunk from sight into one of the rooms,
or because you saw Edwin Urquat in the crowd
and followed his commanding gesture.
The hand, which I held, grew cold as ice.
She drew it away and looked at me haughtily,
but I saw that I had frightened her.
Edwin Erquot is nothing to me, came in low,
but emphatic tones from her lips.
I did not want to marry anyone, and I said so.
It would be better if more brides hesitated on the threshold of matrimony
instead of crossing it to their ruin.
I could have killed her, but I subdued myself.
I knew that I had lost her, that in another moment she would be gone.
Never to enter my presence again is my promised wife.
But I uttered no word, honored her with no glance,
merely made her a low bow, and stepped back.
as I thought master of myself again.
But in that final instant one last arrow entered my breast,
and darting back to her side I whispered,
in what must have been a terrible voice,
Go falseness of the false.
I have done with you,
but if you have lied to me,
if you think to trip up Edwin Arquot in his duty
and break Honora Dudley's noble heart and shame my honor,
I will kill you as I would a snake in the grass.
You shall never approach the altar with another,
as nearly as you have this day with me and with that last mockery of look in which every detail of her beauty flashed with almost an unbearable insistence upon my eyes i turned my back upon her and strolled toward the outer door
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But I did not pass it.
A sound struck my ear.
It was that of a smothered sob,
and it came from the room where I first seen Miss Dudley.
Instantly a vision of that sweet form,
bowed in misery, struck upon my still palpitating heart,
and moved out of grief I knew to be well nigh as bitter as my own.
I stopped before the half-closed door and gently pushed it open.
Miss Dudley at once advanced to meet me.
Tears were on her cheeks, but she walked very firmly, and took my hand with an inquiry
in her soft eyes that almost drove me distracted.
What shall I do, I cried to myself, tell this woman to beware, or leave her to fight her
battles alone.
No answer came from my innermost soul.
I was appalled by her weakness and my own selfishness, and bowed my head and said nothing.
The strange ending to the hopes of this day were the words,
that thereupon fell from her lips is is mara ill or did one of her strange moods overtake her i do not understand miss lighton i replied the time i have spent in the study of her character has been wasted i shall never undertake to open the book again
then she faltered and an absolute terror grew in her eyes you are going to leave her she is going to be free and-the white cheeks grew scarlet she evidently feared
that she has shown me her heart.
Affected by irresolute still,
I took her hand and carried it to my lips.
Let me thank you, said I,
for glimpses into a nature so noble and womanly
that I am saved in this hour
from cursing all womankind.
Ah, how she sighed.
You are good, she murmured.
You have deserved a better fate.
But it is a lot of goodness and truth ever
to meet with misappreciation and disdain.
here, here only, and she struck her breast with her clenched right hand,
lie the rewards for honesty, long-suffering, and tenderness.
In the world, without there is nothing.
Tears which I could not restrain welled up to my eyes.
I could never have wept for my own suffering, but for hers it seemed both natural and real.
Ah, why had she thrown the treasure of her heart away upon a fool?
Why had she given the trust of her heart to a villain?
I opened my lips to speak.
She saw his name faltering on my tongue and stopped me.
Don't she breathe?
I know what you would say, and I could not bear it.
I was motherless, fatherless, almost friendless,
and I relied upon the wisdom of an ant,
whose judgment was, perhaps,
not all that it should have been.
But it is too late now for regrets.
I have launched my boat, and it must sail on, only,
You are an honest man, and will respect my confidence.
Was it Mr. Urquat I saw, on the outskirts of the crowd today?
I bowed.
I knew she had not asked because she had any doubts as to the fact of his being there,
but because she wanted to see if I had recognized him
and owed any of my misery to that fact.
It was he, said I, and said no more.
The mask fell from her countenance.
She clasped her hands together, till they showed white as marble.
oh we are four miserable ones she cried he it was my turn to stop her i would rather you did not say it i exclaimed i can bear much but not to hear another person utter words that will force me to think of the dagger i carry always in my breast
besides we may be mistaken i did not believe it but i forced myself to say it she declares he has nothing to her and if that is so you might wish to have kept silent
She says, ah, can you believe her, do you?
I must or go mad.
Then I will believe her, too.
I'm so slightly tied to this world that has tried to deceive me,
that I will trust on a little while longer, even if my trust lands me in my grave.
I'd rather died than discovered deceit where I had looked for honesty and gratitude.
I was a coward, perhaps, but I did not try to dissuade her,
though she was fatherless and motherless and loverless and friendly.
I let her grasp at the wisp of hope and cling to it, though I knew it would never hold,
and that her only chance for happiness was passing from her.
If he were not poor, she now breathed rather than whispered,
I would find it easier to rend myself free, but he has nothing but what lies in my future,
and if I should make a mistake and do injustice to a man that is merely suffering under a temporary
intoxication, I should rob him of his only hope without adding one chance to my own.
I bowed and made a movement toward the door. I could not stand much more of this strain.
You are going, she cried, well, I cannot keep you, but that dagger, you will promise me to
throw it away. You do not need it in defense, and you do not want to kill me before my time.
No, no, I did not want to kill her. Grief was going to do that fast enough.
So I thought at that time, shuddering but resolute, I drew the tiny steel from my breast
and laid it in her hand.
It is all I can give you to show you my appreciation for your goodness, and not trusting myself
to linger longer, at least I should take it again from her hand.
I went out and walked hastily from the house.
If you asked me what road I took, or through what streets I passed, or whose eyes I
encountered in my next hours walking through the town, I could not tell you.
If jeers followed me, I heard them not.
If I was the recipient of sympathizing looks and wondering conjectures,
they were all lost upon eyes that were blind and ears that were death.
I did not even feel and did not realize till night
that I had been wondering for hours without my cloak,
which I had left in the carriage and forgotten to take again when I went out.
The first knowledge I had of my surroundings was when I found an obstruction in my path,
and looking up saw myself in my own.
front of my own door, and not two feet from me, Edwin Urquot.
End of Chapter 11.
Section 12 of the Foraken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
This Libravox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 12, Edwin Erquat
In that moment Mark felt paused and cast a glance toward the Hudson far below us.
Then he resumed his narrative.
I drew back, he said.
and clenched my hands to keep myself from strangling Urquot.
Then I broke into hurried pants that subsided gradually into words of perplexity and amazement
as I met as I, and realized that it contained nothing but a rude sort of sympathy and good
fellowship.
How, why?
What do you mean by coming back, I cried.
You said you would be gone a week, you swore.
A gay laugh interrupted me, and must a man keep every oath?
he makes, especially when it separates him from a charming betrothed, and a friend who swore
that he would make this day his wedding one.
Urquart?
Felt.
Are you a monster?
Or are you?
A self-possessed man who's going to take in charge a crazy one?
Come into the house, Mark, a dozen eyes can see us here.
He took me in charge.
He piloted me into my own dwelling.
He whose whole body I'd always see.
esteemed weaker than my little finger, my enemy, too, or so I considered him, the cause of half
my grief, all of my shame, the beginning and end of my hatreds.
When we were closeted, as we soon were, in the room I had expended so much upon, to make
worthy of my bride, he came and stood before me and uttered these unexpected words.
"'Felt I like you. You are the only friend I have, and I am indebted to you.
now what have you against me i was astonished his whole look and bearing was so different from what i had expected so different from anything i'd ever seen in him before i began to question my doubts and drop my eyes as he pursued
You have been disappointed in your marriage, I hear, but that need not make you as downcast as this.
A woman as capricious as Miss Lighten might easily imagine she was too ill to go through the ceremony today,
but she must have repented of her folly by this time, and in a week will reward you as your patience deserves.
But what have I got to do with it? For incredible as it appears, your every look and tone assures me that you blame me.
me for this mishap.
Was he daring me, if so, he should find me his equal.
I raised my eyes and surveyed him.
Shall I tell you why this is so?
Why I associate Miss Lighten's caprice with your return,
and regard both with suspicion,
because I have seen you look on her with love,
because I have surprised that passion in your face,
and beheld her?
Well, the tone was indescribable.
It was as if a hand.
had taken me by the throat and choked me.
I drew off and was silent.
He seized the word at once.
You have seen nothing.
If you think you have, then you have deceived yourself.
Mara Lighten has beauty, but it is not the kind that moves me.
He paled.
Was it horror of the lie he was uttering?
I have never known, never shall know.
The woman I'm going to marry is Honora Dudley.
I gazed at him, determined to find the truth,
if it were in him. He bore my look unflinchingly, though his color did not return,
and his hands trembled nervously. You lover, I asked. I love her, he returned,
and your wedding day is set. May it have no interruptions, I remarked. He laughed an uneasy laugh,
I thought, but jealousy was not yet dead within me. And yours he inquired,
I've had mine, I returned. I shall never have another.
he shook his head and looked at me inquisitively i repeated my assertion i shall never approach the altar again with a woman i am done with such things and done with love
he finished his laugh wait till you see mara lighten smile again he cried and with the first reappearance of his old manner that i had seen in him since the beginning of this interview he caught up a wine-glass off the table and filling it with wine exclaimed jovally here's to our future
your wives, may they be all that love paints them. I thought his mirth indecent, his manner
out of keeping with the occasion, and the whole situation atrocious. But I saw he was about
to leave and said nothing, but I did not drink his toast. When he was gone, I broke his glass
by flinging it at my own reflection in a glass I had bought to mirror her beauty, and before
the day was spent I had destroyed every destructible article in the house.
whose value or whose prettiness spoke of the attempt i had made to alter my home from a bachelor's abode to the nest i had thought in keeping with the dove i had failed to place there
as i did it i filled the house with mocking laughter that i should have thought that this or that would please her who would have found the palace open to criticism and the splendors of a throne room scarce grand enough for her taste
i was but suffering the stings of a lifetime compressed into a day and was miserable because i could see no prospect but further addition to my suffering
end of chapter twelve section thirteen of the forsaken inn by anna catherine green this librivox recording is in the public domain chapter thirteen before the wedding
Two weeks after this I was sitting beside my solitary hearth, musing upon my misery, and longing
for the blessed relief of sleep.
There was no one with me in the house.
I had dismissed every servant, for I would have no spies about me, prying into my misery, and
though I could not keep the world of men and women from my doors, I could at least refuse
to admit them, and this I did, living the life of a recluse almost as much as I do here.
with less ease because the wind would bring whispers, and the walls were not thick enough
to shut out from my fancy the curious glances I felt to be cast upon them by every passer-by
that wandered through the street. On this night I had been thinking of Miss Dudley, of whose
visibly failing health various murmurs had reached me, and I felt, notwithstanding my determination,
to hold myself aloofed from everyone and everything that could in any way reopen to you.
my still smarting wound, I could more easily find the sleep I long for if some word from
the great house would relieve the suspense in which my ignorance kept me. But I would not go there
if I died of my anxiety, nor would I stoop to question any of the marketmen or women who
are the only persons admitted now within my doors. The clock was striking, and the strange
sense of desolation, which is inseparable from this sound to a solitary
man, you see I have no clocks here, was stealing over me, when I heard a tap on one of the
windows overlooking my small garden, and a voice came through the lattice, crying,
Massa, Massa felt.
I knew the voice at once.
It was that of one of Miss Dudley servants, an honest black who had always been devoted to me
from the day he did me some trifling service with Miss Lighten.
Hearing it now, and after such thoughts, I was so moved by the
promise it gave of news from the one quarter I desired that I stumbled as I rose and found
difficulty in answering him, nor did I recover my self-possession for hours, for the story
he had to tell, after numerous apologies for his presumption and disturbing me, was so significant
of coming evil that my mind was thrown again into turmoil, and the passions which I had tried
to smother were roused again into action.
It was simply this.
That one evening after Mr. Urquat's departure,
and the extinguishing of all the lights in the house,
he had occasion to cross the garden.
That in doing this he had heard voices,
and stepping cautiously forward, perceived,
lying upon the snow-covered ground,
near a certain belt of evergreens,
the shadows of two persons,
whose forms were hidden from his sight.
Being both curious and concerned,
he halted before coming too close,
in listening heard mr erquat's voice and presently that of miss lighton both speaking very earnestly will you undertake it can you go through with it without shrinking was what the former had said
i will undertake it and i can go through with it was what the latter had replied frightened at a discovery which might mean nothing and which might mean misery to a mistress a day of whose marriage was scarcely a month away
the negro held his breath determined to hear more he was immediately rewarded by catching the words you are a brave girl and my queen and then something like a prayer for a kiss or some such favor
has a seal to their compact but to this she returned a vigorous no followed by the mysterious sentence i shall give you nothing till i am dead and then i will give you everything
after which they made a move as if to separate which action so alarmed the now deeply disconcerted negro that he drew back in haste hiding behind some neighboring bushes till they had passed him and disappeared
he out of the gate and she threw a small side entrance into the house this was the previous night and for nearly twenty-four hours the poor negro had tortured himself as to what he should do with his information thus surreptitiously gained and for nearly twenty-four hours the poor negro had tortured himself as to what he should do with his information thus surreptitiously gained
He lacked a courage to tell his mistress, and finally he had thought of me, who was her
best friend, and who must have known there was something to miss with Miss Lighten, or why had I not
married her when everything was ready, and the minister waiting with his book in his hand.
Not answering this insinuation, I put to him one or two of the many questions that were
burning in my brain.
Had he told any of the other servants what he had seen, and did Miss Dudley look as if she
suspected there was anything wrong. He answered that he had not dared to speak a word of it
even to his wife. And as for Miss Dudley, she was ill so much of the time that it was hard to tell
whether she had any other cause for uneasiness or not. He only knew that she was greatly changed
since this miserable deceiver came into the house. I believed him, and amid all my struggle
and wrath tried to fix my mind upon her alone. I succeeded only partially, but enough to enable me
to write this line, which I entreated him to carry to her.
Honored Miss Dudley, you will forgive me if I overstepped the bounds of friendship in yielding
to the inner voice which compels me to say that if before on your marriage day you need
advice or protection you make man both from your respectful servant, Mark felt.
i did not expect a reply to this note and i did not receive any i thought i went as far as my position toward her aloud but i have questioned it since questioned if i should not have told her what the negro had heard and seen and let her own judgment decide her fate
but i was not in my right mind in those days i was too much a part of all this misery to be a fair judge on my own duty and then the mysterious nature of miss lighton's remark
the incomprehensibility of the words i shall give you nothing till i am dead and then i shall give you everything added such unreality to the scene and awaken such curious conjectures that i did not know where any of us stood or to what a special misery the future pointed
till she was dead what could she what did she mean she would then give him everything ah when she was dead well so be it meanwhile there was no prospect of death for any one unless it was for miss dudley
whom rumor acknowledged to be still fading though everything was being done for her comfort and physician after physician employed i saw caesar once again in these days i met him in the street seemingly greatly to his delight
for he smiled to his teeth shone from ear to ear and made haste to remark in quite a jovial voice i suspect it's all right massa massa urquit never looks at miss lighten now but always doing his best for mrs
making her smile quite happy when she isn't coughing that dreadful cough.
We will have a gay wedding yet.
Yes, Miss Lighton seems to spec that,
for she all the time making pretty things and trying them on misses,
and laughing and cheering her up just as if she didn't expect anyone to die.
Yes, but this change of manner frightened me.
I grew feverishly anxious and spent night and day in asking myself unanswerable questions,
nor did these in any way abate when one day I was startled by the tidings that all preparations for refitting the great house had stopped, that the doctors had decided that Miss Dudley must remove to a warmer climate, and that accordingly, upon her marriage, she and her husband would set sail for the Bermudas, there to take up their abode till her health was quite restored.
I doubted my ears. I doubted the facts. I doubted Erquot, and I doubt at one other most devouted.
whose name I find it hard to mention even to myself.
Yet I should not have doubted her.
I should have remembered the flame
that was always burning in the depths of her eyes
and had confidence in that, if nothing else.
What if she had always been cold to me?
She was not cold to him,
and I should have known this and prepared myself.
But I did not.
I knew neither the extent of his villainy
nor that of her despair.
Had I done so, I might not have been crouching,
crouching here, a disappointed and hopeless man, while she—
But I am running beyond my tail.
After the news I had just imparted, I heard nothing more till the very week of the wedding.
Then one of Miss Dudley servants came to me with a note, the result of which was,
that I walked out in the afternoon, and that she passed me in her carriage and seeing me
stopped the horses and took me in, and that we rode on a short distance together.
I wish to talk to you, she said.
I wish to proffer you a request, to beg of you a favor.
I want you, she stammered, and her eyes filled with tears, to see me married.
I opened my eyes with a quick denial, but I close them again without speaking.
After all, why not please her?
Could I suffer more at this wedding than in thinking over it in my dungeon of a room at home?
She would be there, of course, but I need not look at her.
And if he or she meditated any treachery, where ought I to be but in the one place
where my presence would be most useful.
I decided to gratify Miss Dudley, almost before the inquiry in her eyes, had changed to a look
of suspense.
Yes, I will come, said I.
She drew a deep breath and smiled with tender sweetness.
I thank you, she rejoined.
I thank you most deeply and most truly.
I do not know why I desired it so much.
possibly because i feel something like a sister to you possibly because i feel afraid she stopped blushing i do not mean afraid why should i feel afraid edwin is very good to me very good i did not know he could be so attentive and she sighed
i felt that sigh go through and through me looking at her i took a sudden resolution honora i said i'd never call her by her first name before do not give your happiness to edwin erquat's keeping you have yet three days before you for reconsideration
break your bonds and unhampered by uncongenial ties seek in another climate for that peace of mind you'll never enjoy here or elsewhere has his wife
she stared at me for a moment with wide open and appealing eyes then she shook her head and answered quietly one broken off wedding in the family is enough i cannot shock society with another but oh mark why did you not warn me at first i think i would have listened i think so
forgive me i entreated you know it would have been presumptuous in me at first afterward she stood in the way i know she answered and turned away her head
I saw she did not wish me to leave her yet, so I said,
You are going away, you are going to leave Albany?
I must, or so Edwin thinks.
He says I will never recover in this climate.
Do you wish to go?
Yes, I think I do.
I can never be happy here, and perhaps, when we are far away,
and have only each other to think of,
the love and confidence of which I have dreamed may come.
At all events, I comfort myself with that hope.
But it is a long, long sea voyage.
Have you strength enough to carry you through?
If I have not, she intimated, with a mournful smile, he will be free, and I released without scandal from a marriage that fills you with apprehension.
Oh, I cried, would I worry your brother indeed?
This should never go on.
Then impelled by what I thought to be my duty, I inquired, and your money, honora?
She flushed, but answered in the same spirit in which I had spoken.
As little of it as may be will remain with him.
That much my old guardian insisted upon.
Do not ask me any more questions, Mark.
None of a nature so personal, I promised, but there is one thing.
Can you not guess what it is, which I ought to know?
It is about Mara.
The words came with effort, and heard her as much as me,
but she answered bravely.
She returns to Schenectady the same day that we depart.
I hoped she would not linger to the wedding,
but she seems to have a strange desire
to face again the people who have talked about her so freely
these last few weeks.
So what can I say to dissuade her?
Let her stay, I muttered, but let her beware
how she behaves on the day,
for there will be two eyes watching her,
prompt to see any treachery,
and prompt too to avenge it.
you will have nothing to avenge murmured honora that is all in the past i prayed to heaven she might be right and ere long bowed in ado and left her
i saw neither herself nor any one else again till i entered the dudley mansion three days later to witness her nuptials end of chapter thirteen section fourteen of the forsaken inn by anna catherine green
this librivox recording is in the public domain chapter fourteen a cassandra at the gate miss dudley moved perhaps by the unpleasant
which had followed the broken-off marriage of her cousin chose to celebrate her own wedding in her own house and with as little ceremony as possible only her most intimate friends therefore were invited
but these were numerous enough to fill the halls and most of the lower rooms when i entered there was a sudden cessation of conversation but this i had expected
if anything could add to the interest of the occasion certainly it was my presence and feeling this i made them all a profound obeisance and neither shirking their glances nor inviting them i took my place in the spot i had chosen for myself and waited
with a face as impassive as a mask but with a heart burning with fury and love not for the coming of the bride but of her who in this hour ought to have been standing at my side as my wife
but i miscalculated if i thought she would enter with them even her bold and arrogant spirit shrank from a position so conspicuous and it was not until they had presented themselves and taken their places in front of the latticed window so associated with my past
that i felt that peculiar sensation which always followed the entrance of mara into the same room with myself and yielding to the force that constrained me i searched the throng with eager looks
and there, where the crowd was thickest, and the shadow deepest, I saw her.
She was gazing straight at me, and there was in her great eyes a look which I did not then
understand, and about which I have since tortured myself by asking again and again if it were
remorse, entreaty, farewell, or despair that spoke through it.
Sometimes I have thought it was fear, sometimes, but why, conjecture?
It was an unreadable expression to me then, and even in remembrance it is no clearer.
Whatever it bettokened my pride bet before it, and a flood of the old feeling rushed over my heart,
making me quite weak for a moment.
But I conquered myself, as far as all betrayal of my feelings, were concerned.
And turning from the spot that so enthralled me, I fixed my gaze upon the bride.
She was looking beautiful, more beautiful, than anyone had seen her look.
for weeks. A bright color suffused her delicate cheeks, and in her eyes burned a strange excitement,
which did the work of happiness in lighting up her face, but it was a transient glow which faded
imperceptibly but surely as the ceremony proceeded, and passed completely away as the last inexorable
words were uttered, which made her the wife of the false being at her side.
He, on the contrary, was pale up to that same critical moment, very pale, when one remembers
his naturally florid complexion, but as her color went, his rose, and when the minister withdrew,
and friends began the crowd around them, he grew so jovial and so noisy, that more than one
person glanced at him with suspicion, and cast pitying looks at the now quiet and immobile
young wife.
Meantime, I sought with eager anxiety to catch one more glimpse of Mara, but she had shrunk from
sight and was not to be found, and the gaiety ran high and the wine was poured freely,
and the bridegroom drank with ever-increasing excitement, toasting his bride, but never
looking at her, though her eyes turned more than once upon him with an appeal that affected
painfully more than one person in the crowd.
At last she rose, and, at this signal, he put down his glass, and, with a low bow to the
company, prepared the follower from the room.
They passed close to the place where I stood, and I caught one glance from his eyes.
It was a laughing one, but there was an uneasiness in it.
There might have been something more, but I had not the time to search for it,
for at that moment I felt her dress brushing her.
against my sleeve, and turned to give her the smile which I knew her friendly heart demanded.
"'You will wait till we go,' fell in a whisper from her lips, and I nodded with another smile,
and they went on, and I stood where they had left me, in one of those moods, which made me,
as far as all human intercourse is concerned, as much of an isolated being as I am in these
mountains. I did not wake again from this abstraction, till that same premonitory feeling of which I had
so often spoken told me that something in which I was deeply interested was about to happen.
Looking up, I found myself in the room alone. During the hour of my abstraction, the guests had
gone out, and I had neither noticed their departure nor the gradual cessation of a noise which
at one time had filled my ears with hubbub.
But the bride had not gone.
She was at that moment coming down the stairs, and it was this fact which had pierced to my inner consciousness and aroused once more in me a vivid sense of my surroundings.
He was with her, and behind them, gliding like a wraith from landing to landing, came Mara, clad like the bride in a traveling dress, but without the bonnet which betokened an instant departure.
her. Not anticipating her presence so near, I felt my courage fail, and pushing forward,
joined the group of servants at the door. They, seeing in this departure of their mistress,
a possibly endless separation, were weeping and uttering exclamations that not only showed
their devotion, but their fears. Shocked lest these words should reach her ears, I quieted them,
and then seeing that the carriage which stood outside had a strange,
for a driver and that there were no accompanying wagon filled with her body servants and baggage i asked a friendly caesar who had pressed close to my side if mrs erquot was not going to take a maid with her the negro at once growled out and injured no and when i expressed my astonishment he explained that there was no one here good enough to please massa erquot that he was going to pick up with someone in new york that though mrs was sick
he would not even let her have her own gal to go with her as far as the city said he would do everything for her himself as if any man could do for mrs like her own sally who had been with her ever since before she was born
and the baggage i asked troubled more than i can say by what certainly argued anything but favorably for her future well massa sent that round to his house he got books and a lot of things to add to it
there's enough of that and then more went down the river on a sloop a week and more ago so-so and they are going to ride yes sir you see they want to catch the ship that sails for the bermudas and got to hurry so mass it says
by this time erquod and his bride had reached the door he was still gay and she was still quiet but in her eyes glistened a tear while in his there gleamed nothing softer than that vague spark of triumph
which one might expect to see in a man who had just married the richest heiress in albany good-bye good-bye good-bye came in soft tones from her lips
and she was just stepping over the threshold when there suddenly appeared at the foot of the steps an old crone so seemed and bowed with age so weird and threatening of aspect that we all started back appalled and were about to draw mrs erquot out of her path when the unknown creature raised her voice
and pointing with one skinny hand straight at the bride's face shrieked,
Beware of oak walls, beware of oak walls.
They are more dangerous to you than fire and water.
Beware of oak walls.
A shriek interrupted her.
It came not from the bride,
but from the interior of the well-nigh-forsaken hall behind us.
Instantly the old crone drew herself up
into an attitude more threatening and more terrible than before.
And you, she cried, pointing now beyond us, toward a figure which I could feel shrinking,
in inexplicable terror against the wall.
And you cannot trust them either.
There is death within oak walls.
Beware, beware.
The curse a rush, and Edward Urquat had flung himself at the old witch's throat.
But he fell to the pavement without touching her.
With the utterance of her last word, she had slipped from before our eyes.
and melted into the crowd, which curiosity and interest had drawn within the gates,
to watch this young couple's departure.
Who was that creature?
Let me have her.
Give her up, I say, leaped from the infuriated bridegroom's lips,
as he rushed up and down before the crowd with threatening arms and flashing eyes.
But there was no response from the surging throng,
while from his frightened wife such an appealing cry rang out
that he returned from the vain pursuit and regaining his place that honorah's side put her into the carriage but as he did so he could not refrain from casting a stealthy look behind him
which betrayed to me if to no one else that his anger was more on account of the words uttered to mara than to the tender being clinging to his arm
and a jealous fury took hold of me also and i should not have been sorry if i had seen him fall then and there the victim of a thunderbolt more certain if not more terrible than that which had just overwhelmed the two women nearest to our hearts
good-bye good-bye good-bye came again from the bride's pale lips and this time i felt that the words were for me and i waved my hand in response but could not speak and so they rode away followed by the lamentations of the servants
for whom the old crone's ominous outburst had torn the last semblance of self-control another carriage from miss lighton i now heard uttered somewhere like a command
and startled at the pang it caused me i darted back into the house determined to have one parting word with my lost love she was not there nor could she be found by any searching
end of chapter fourteen section fifteen of the forsaken inn by anna catherine green this librivox recording is in the public domain chapter fifteen the catastrophe
i have but little more to tell mark felt continued but that little is everything to me when we became positively assured that miss lighton had disappeared from the house and would not be on hand to take the stage to schenectady
the excitement which had been increasing on all sides since the ceremony culminated and the whole town was set agog the finder if only to solve the mystery of a nature whose actions had now become inexplicable
i was the first to start the pursuit haunted by her last look and thrilled to every extremity by the terror of the shriek she had uttered i did not wait for the alarm to become public but rushed immediately upstairs at the first intimation of her disappearance
though i had never pierced those regions before my good or evil fate took me at once to a room which i saw at one glance to be hers the box is waiting to be carried down the tale was but i had never pierced the town.
and ends of ribbons that I recognized, the nameless something which speaks of one particular
personality, and no other, all were there to assure me that I stood in the chamber, which for
six months or more had palpitated with the breath of the one being I loved.
But of that I dared not think.
It was no time for dreams, and only stopping to see that her bonnet had been taken, but her
gloves left, I hurried down again and out of the house.
An impulse, which I cannot understand, took me to Edwin Urquat's house, or rather,
to that portion of a house which he had hired for his use, since he had been looking forward
to his marriage with Miss Dudley.
Why I should go there I cannot say, unless jealousy whispered, that only in this place
could she hope for one final word with him, as he and his bride stopped at the door for his
portion of the baggage. Be that as it may, I turned neither to the right nor left till I came to
his house, and when I reached it I found that with all my haste I was too late, for not a soul was in
its empty rooms. While far down the street which leads to the bridge, I saw a carriage
disappearing, which, from the wagon following it closely, I knew to be the one containing Urquot
and his bride. She had not been there, thought I, or I. I had not been there, thought I, or I.
I should have met her, unless, and my eyes stole with a certain shrinking terror toward
the river which skirted along the garden at the back, unless, but even my thoughts stopped
here.
I would not, could not, think of what, if it were true, would end all things for me.
Leaving this place, I wandered aimlessly through the streets, studying each face that I met
for intimations which should guide me in my search, if not a madman.
man, I was near enough to one, to make the memory of that hour hideous to me, and when at last,
worn out, as much by my emotions, as by the countless steps I had taken, I returned to my
house for a bite and sup. Something in the sight of its desolation overpowered me, and yielding
to a despair which assured me that I should never again see her in this world, I sank on the
floor inert and powerless, and continued thus till morning without movement.
and almost without consciousness.
Fatal repose, and yet I do not know if I should call it so.
It only robbed me of a few hours less of conscious misery.
For when I roused, when I became again myself
and looked about my house there on the floor,
underneath a curtained window which had been left unlatched,
I saw a letter containing these words.
Honored and much abused friend.
When you read this, Mara,
will be no more. After all that has passed, after our broken marriage, and the departure of my
cousin, life has become insupportable. And believing that you would rather know me dead than
miserable, I ventured to write you these words, and ask you to forgive me now that I am gone.
I loved him. Let that explain everything. Despairingly yours, Mara Lighten. With shrieks I tore from
the house, Mara dying, Mara dead, I would.
would see about that. Racing down to the gate, I paused. Someone was leaning on it. It was
Caesar, and at the first glimpse I had of his face I knew I was too late, that all was over
and that the whole town knew it. Oh, Massa, I wanted to go in, but I was frightened. I
had been waiting here an hour, sir, and when they told me that the Edg Founder Bonnet floating
on the river, I knowed how you feel, sir, so I come here and—'
question. When was as found and where? This morning, sir, at daybreak, it was caught by one of the
strings, to that old log, sir, that lies on the river back of, he hesitated. Massa Urquat's house, sir.
I knew, and I had glanced that way, just as her bright head was perhaps sinking under the
water. I threw up my arms in anguish, and stumbled back into the house. Then everyone knows,
I managed to say on the threshold, that she cared for him.
them, yes, sir, I fear so. How could they help it, sir? More than one person saw her run down
the street and go into Mass's old house, just before the carriage stopped there.
And she didn't come out again. I expect it was from that big log, at the foot of the garden
she jumped into the river. All the folks pity you very much, sir. I choked him off with a look,
and who has been sent after Mr. and Mrs. Urquot to inform them of what has happened?
No one yet, sir, but Massah Hatton.
Mr. Hatton is an old man.
We must have a young one for this business.
Go saddle me the quickest horse in your stables.
I will ride after them and overtake them, too,
before they could reach Poughkeepsie, he shall know.
A glance from the negro's eye warned me to be careful.
I smothered my impatience, and let only my earnestness appear.
Mrs. Erquot ought to know that her cousin is dead, I declared.
i'll tell messa hutton said the black but my caution was now too much aroused for me to make mr hatton the medium of my request he was mrs erquot's old guardian and future agent in subduing the extreme fury of my feeling i obtained his permission to act as his messenger
had he known of the letter which had been thrown into my window he might not have given his consent so freely but i told no man of that and he and others saw me right away without seeming suspicion of the murderous thoughts that struggled with my grief and almost overwhelmed it
for to me her death if she were dead was the result of a compact entered into with the despicable erquot who if he could not have her for himself was willing she should go where no other man could have her
though the idea seemed quixotic though it had been an anomaly in human experience for a woman thus to sacrifice herself i could not ascribe any other motive to her deed for the memory of that interview she had held with her cousin's future husband
in the garden was still fresh in my mind.
Do you remember the words, as told me by the negro who overheard them?
First, the question from his lips,
Will you undertake it?
Can you go through with it without shrinking and without fear?
And the reply from hers,
I will undertake it, and I can go through with it,
followed by that assurance which struck me as being so inexplicable at the time,
and which, with all the light this late horrible event,
has thrown upon it, still preserves its mystery for me. I shall give you nothing till I am dead,
and then I will give you everything. If the conclusions I drew seemed wild, were they not warranted
by these words, did she not speak of death, and did he not encourage her? If she were not dead,
and sometimes this thought would cross my burning brain, then she was with him, forced into
the company of his unwilling wife in that last interview which they must have held in his cottage.
In either case he was a villain and a coward, deserving of death and death he should have,
and from the hand of him whom he had doubly outraged.
But as I rode out of town and came inside of the river, I found myself seized by terrifying thoughts.
Should I have to ride by the place where I could see them stooping with boat-hooks and bending with peering eyes
over some stag they had brought up from the river bottom, could I endure to face this picture,
then to pass it, then to ride on, feeling it ever at my back, blackening the morning,
destroying the noontide, making more horrible the night?
Could I go from this place till I knew whether or not the sullen waters would yield up
their beautiful prey, and would my body proceed while my heart was on this river bank,
and my jealousy divided between the wretch who had urged her,
on to her death, and those other men who might yet touch her unconscious form, and gaze upon her
disfigured beauty.
And the answer, which welled up from within me, was yes.
I could go, I could pass that picture, I could feel it glooming ever and ever upon me
from behind my back, and never turned my head.
Such an impetus of hate was upon me, driving me forward, after the wretch fleeing in
self-complacency and triumph into a future of the hatred.
of wealth and social consideration.
But when I had done all this, when my two-fleet horse had carried me beyond sight of the
city and nature, with its irresistible beauty, had begun to influence my understanding,
other thoughts came trooping in upon me.
And a vision of Honora Dudley's face as she took the dagger from my hands, an implied
promise from my lips, rose before me to like to see nothing else.
honor, Hanora, Hanora, who trusted me, who had suffered everything but the sight of blood,
who was a bride, and whom it would be, base in gratitude for me, to plunge into the depths of
dishonor and despair, and the struggle was so fierce, and the torture of it so keen, that ere long
my brains has scum to the strain, and from the height of anguished feeling I sank into apathy,
and from apathy into unconsciousness,
till I no longer knew where I was
or possessed power to guide my horse.
In this condition I was found,
wandering in a field and thence carried to a farmhouse,
where I remained a prey to fever.
When I returned the consciousness,
three weeks had elapsed.
As soon as I could be moved,
I went back to Albany.
I found the community there settled into the belief
that I had joined in death,
the woman I had so much loved,
and was shown a letter which had been sent me and which had been opened by the authorities after all hope had been given up of my return it was from mrs erquot and related how they had changed their plans upon reaching new york
having found a ship on the point of sailing for france they had determined to go there instead of to the bermudas and consequently requested me to inform mr hatton of the fact and also assure him that he would hear from them personally
as soon as a letter could reach him from the other side as she was in haste in truth was writing this in the post-office on the way to the ship
and she would only add that her health had been improved by her long journey down the river and that when i heard from her again she was sure she would be able to write that all her fondest hopes had been fully realized and so mara was in the river and erquat on the seas
i had been robbed of everything even vengeance and life had nothing for me and i was determined to leave it not in the vulgar way of suicide but by cloistering myself in the great forests as no one said me nay i had once carried out this scheme
and to show you how dead i had become to the world i will tell you that as i turned a lock on my door and took my first forward step on the road which led to this spot a great shout broke out in the market-place
The farmers of Lexington have fired upon the king's troops, and I did not even turn my head.
End of Chapter 15. Section 16 of the Forsaken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
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Chapter 16, A Dream, ended.
There was silence in the cave. Mark felt story was at an end.
For a moment I sat and watched him, then as I realized all that I must yet gather from his
lips, I broke the stillness by saying, in my lowest and most suggestive tone, these two words.
And Mara?
The name did not seem unwelcome.
Strike in his breast, he cried.
She lies here.
Though she despised me, deceived me, broke my heart, in life and in death, betrayed a devotion
for another.
That was at once my deceit.
honor and the downfall of my every hope, I have never been able to cast her out of my heart.
I love her, and shall ever love her, and so I am never lonely, for in my dreams I imagine
that death has changed her, that she can now see where truth and beauty lie, that she would
fain come back to them and me, and that she does, walking with softened steps, through the forest,
beaming upon me in the moon rays, and smiling upon me in the sunshine till,
Great sobs broke from the man's surcharged breast.
He flung himself down on the floor of the cave,
and hid his face in his hands.
He had forgotten that I had come on an errand of vengeance.
He had forgotten the object of that vengeance.
He had forgotten everything but her.
I saw the mistake I had made,
and for the moment I quailed before the prospect of rectifying it.
He had shown me his heart.
I had peered into its steps,
and it seemed an impossible thing to tear the last hope from his broken life,
to show her in her true light to his horrified eyes,
to tell him she was not dead, that it was Honora Urquat who was dead,
and that the woman he mourned and beheld in his visions,
as a sanctified spirit, was not only living upon the fruits of a crime,
but triumphing in them,
that in short he had thrown away communion with men to brood upon a demon.
My feelings were so strong, my shrinking so manifest, that he noticed them at last.
Rising up, he surveyed me with a growing apprehension.
How you look at me, he cried,
It is not only pity for the past I see in your eyes, but fear for the future.
What is it?
What can threaten me now of importance enough to call up such an expression in your face,
since Mara is dead?
Wait, I cried.
First let me ask if Mara is dead.
dead. His face, which was turned toward me, grew so pale, I felt my own heart contract.
If Mara is dead, he gasped, growing huskier with each intonation, till the last word was almost
unintelligible. Yes, I continued, ignoring his glance, and talking very rapidly. Her body was
never found. You have no proof that she perished. The letter that she wrote you may have been a blind.
such things have happened.
Try and remember that such things have happened.
He did not seem to hear me, turning away.
He looked about him with wide open and questioning eyes,
like a child lost in a wood.
I cannot follow you, he murmured.
Mara living.
His own words seemed to give him life.
He turned upon me again.
Do you know that she is living?
He asked.
Is it this, you have come to tell me?
If so, speak, speak.
i can bear the news i have not lost all firmness i-i he stopped and looked at me piteously i saw i must speak and summoned up my courage
mara may not be living i said but she did not perish in the river it would have been better for you though and infinitely better for her if she had she only lived to do evil mr felt in bemoaning her you have wasted a noble manhood
oh the cry came suddenly and rang through the cavern like a knell i could not bear it and hurried forward my revelation you tell me that you received a letter from mrs erquat before she set sail for france
was it the only letter which she had ever sent you have you never heard from her since never he looked at me almost in anger i did not want to i bade the postmaster to destroy any letters which came for me
I'd cut myself loose from the world.
Have you that letter? Did you keep it?
No, I gave it back to the men who opened it.
What was it to me?
Mark felt, I now asked.
Did you know Hennora Dudley's writing?
Of course, why should you question it? Why?
And was this letter in her writing written by her hand?
Of course, of course, wasn't it signed with her name?
But the handwriting.
Couldn't it have been an imitation?
Wasn't it one?
Was it not written by Mara and not Honora?
She was a clever woman, and?
Written by Mara? By Mara? Great heavens! Did she go with them, then?
Were my secret doubts right?
Is she lost to me in eternity as well as here?
Is she living with him?
She was living with him, and there is good reason to believe she is doing so still.
There is a Mr. Urquat in Paris and a Mrs. Urquot,
and Mara is the woman he loved.
She must be this latter.
Must be?
I do not see.
Why, you should say must be,
is Hanora dead, is?
Hanora is dead.
Has been dead for sixteen years.
The woman who sailed with Mr. Urquot
called herself Hanora,
but she was not Hanora.
She who rightfully bore this name
was dead and hidden away.
It is of crime that I am speaking.
Edwin Erquot is a murderer,
and his victim was...
It was not necessarily,
necessary to say more, in the sudden outstretched hand, with its open palm, in the white face
so drawn that his mother would not have known it, the gradual sinking and collapsing of the whole
body, I saw that I had driven the truth home at last, and that silence now was the only mercy
left to show him. I was silent, therefore, and waited, as we wait beside a deathbed for
the final sigh of a departing spirit. But life and not death was in the soul of this man before,
for me ere long he faintly stirred then a smothered moan left his lips followed by one word and that word was the echo of my own murder
the sound it made seemed to awake whatever energy of horror lay dormant within him bestirying himself he lifted his head and repeated again that fearsome word murder then he leaped to his feet and his aspect grew terrible as he looked up and shouted as it were into the heavens
that same dread word.
Murder?
Filled with horror, I endeavored to take him by the arm.
But he shook me off and cried in a terrible voice.
A fiend, a demon, a creature of the darkest hell.
I have worshipped her, pardoned her,
dreamed of her for fifteen years in solitudes,
dedicated to God.
O creator of all good, what sacrilege have I committed?
How shall I ever atone for a manhood wasted on a dream?
and for thoughts that must have made the angels of heaven veil their faces in wonder and pity.
You must have a story to tell, he said now, turning toward me,
with the first look of natural human curiosity which I had seen in his face since I came.
Yes, I said I have, but it will not serve the lessen your horror, it will only add to it.
Nothing can add to it was his low reply, and yet I thank you for the warning.
Encourced by his manner, which had become strangely self-possessed,
I immediately began and told him of the visit of this bridal party at your inn.
Then as I saw that he had judged himself correctly,
and that he was duly prepared for all I could reveal,
I had at first your suspicions, and then a full account of our fatal discovery in the secret chamber.
He bore it like a man upon whom emotion has spent all its force,
Only when I had finished he gave one groan, and then, as if he feared I would mistake the
meaning of this evidence of suffering, he made haste to exclaim.
Poor Hanora!
My heart owes her, only one cry of pity, one tear of grief.
I shall never weep for anyone else, though, if I could, it would be for myself and the wasted
years with which I have mocked God's providence.
Relieved to find him in this mood, I rose, and shook.
his hand cordially.
"'You will come back to Albany with me, I entreated.
We have need of you, and this spot will never be a home to you again.'
"'Never.'
The echo was unexpected but welcome.
I led the way out of the cave.
"'See, it is late,' I urged.
He shook his head and cast one prolonged look around him.
"'What do I not leave behind me here?
Love, grief, dreams?
And to what do I go forward?
Can you tell me?
Has the future in it anything for a man like me?
It has vengeance.
He gave a short cry.
In which she is involved?
Talk to me, not of that.
And yet, he presently added,
What it is my duty to do I shall do.
It is all that is left to me now.
But I will do nothing for vengeance.
That would be to make a slave of myself again.
I had no answer for this, and therefore gave none.
Instead I shouted to my guide, and after receiving from him such refreshments, as my weary
condition demanded, I gave notice that I was ready to descend, and asked the recluse if he was
ready to accompany me.
He signified an instant acquiescence, and before the sun had quite finished its course in
the west, we found ourselves at the foot of the mountains.
As civilization broke upon us, Mr. Felt drew himself up, and began to question me about
the changes which the revolution had made in our noble country.
I will not weary you, my dear Mrs. Truex, with the formalities which followed upon our
return to Albany.
I will merely add, that you may expect, a duly authorized person to come to you presently,
for such testimony in this matter as it may be in your power to give, after which a suitable
person who proceed to France with such papers, as may lead to the delivering up of these
guilty persons to the United States authorities, in which case justice must follow, and your
inn will be avenged for the most hideous crime which has ever been perpetrated within our borders.
Most respectfully, Anthony Tamworth.
End of Chapter 16. Section 17 of the Forsaken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
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Part 3, Retribution.
Chapter 17 Strange Guests
September 29, 1791
Two excitements today,
First the appearance at my doors of the person
Of whose coming I was advised by Mr. Tamworth.
He came in his own carriage,
And is a meager, hatchet-faced man,
Whose eye makes me restless,
But has not succeeded in making me lose myself to Zwerp.
possession. He stayed three hours, all of which he made me spend with him in the oak parlor,
and when he had finished with me and got my signature to a long and complicated affidavit,
I felt that I would rather sell my house and flee the place than to go through such another
experience. Happily, it is likely to be a long time before I shall be called upon to do so.
A voyage to France, and back is no light matter. And what would be a long time. And what was
complications and delays, a year or more is likely to elapse before the subject needs to be
opened again in my hearing.
I thank God for this, for not only shall I have the opportunity of regaining my equanimity
which has been sorely shaken by these late events, but I shall have the chance of adding
a few more dollars to my store against a time when scandal will be busy with this spot,
and public reprobation ruin its excellent character and custom.
The oak parlor I have shut and locked.
It will not soon be entered again by me.
The other excitement to which I referred
was the coming of two new guests from New York,
elegant ladies, whose appearance and manners quite overpowered me
in the few minutes of conversation I held with them
when they first entered my house.
Good God, what is that?
i thought i felt something brushed my sleeve yet there is no one near me and nothing astir in the room and why should such a sudden vision of the old oak-poller rise before my eyes
and why if i must see it should it be the room as it looked to me on that night when the two erquots sat within it and not the room as i saw it to-day positively i must throw away the key of that room his very presence in my desk
makes me the victim of visions october fifth seventeen ninety one why is it that we promise ourselves certain things even swear that we will perform such and such acts and yet never keep our promises or hold to our oaths
sixteen years ago i expressed the determination to refit the oak parlor and make it look more attractive to the eye i never did it a year since i declared in language as strong as i knew how to employ not that i would refit the oak parlor
but that i would tear it from the house even at the cost of demolishing the whole structure and now only a week since i promised myself as my diary will testify that i would throw away the key of the key of the whole structure and now only a week since i promised myself as my diary will testify that i would throw away the key of the key of the house
this place, if only to rid
myself, of unpleasant reminders.
But the key is still with me,
and the room intact.
I have neither the power nor the inclination
to touch it.
The ghost of the woman who perish there
restrains me. Why?
Because we have not done with that room.
The end of its story is not yet.
This I feel, and I feel something further.
I feel that it will be entered soon,
and that the person who is to enter it
is already in my house.
i have spoken of two ladies god knows with but little realization of the fatal interest they would soon possess for me they came without servants some four days ago and saying they wished to remain for a short time in this beautiful spot
at once accepted the cheerful south room which i reserve for such guests as these as they are very handsome and distinguished looking i felt highly gratified at their patronage
and was settling down to a state of complacency over the prospect of a profitable week when something i cannot tell what roused in me a spirit of suspicion
and i began to notice that the elder lady was of a very uneasy disposition exhibiting a proneness to wander about the house and glide through its passages especially those on the ground floor which at first made me question her sanity and then led me to wonder
if through some means unknown to me she had not received a hint as to our secret chamber i watched but cannot yet make out meanwhile a description of these women may not come amiss
they are both beautiful the younger especially when i first saw them seated in my humble parlor i thought them the wife and daughter of one of our great generals they look so handsome and carried themselves so proudly
but i was presently undeceived for the name they gave was a foreign one which my english tongue finds it very hard even yet to pronounce
it was written letellier with a simple madame before it for the mother and mademoiselle for the daughter but how to speak it well that is a small matter i do speak it and they never smile though the daughter's eye lights up at times with a spark of what i should call mirth
if her lips were not so grave and her brow so troubled yes troubled is the word though she is so young i find it difficult to regard her in any other light than that of a child
though she endeavours to appear indifferent and has a way of carrying herself that is almost noble there is certainly grief in her eye and care on her brow i see it when she is alone or rather before she becomes aware of another's presence i see it when she is with her mother
but when strangers come in or she assembles with the rest of the household in the parlor or at the table then it vanishes and a sweet charm comes that reminds me
but this is folly sheer folly how could she look like mrs erquot imagination carries me too far equal innocence and a like gentle temper have produced a like result in sweetening the expression
that is all and yet i remember the one woman when i look at the other and shudder for the woman who calls this child daughter has her eye on the oak parlor and may meditate evil must if she knows its secret
and yet wishes to enter it but my imagination is carrying me too far again this woman whatever her faults loves her daughter and where love is there cannot be danger yet i shudder
madame let to lay her merits the description of an abler pen than mine i like her and i hate her i admire her and i fear her i obey her and yet hold myself in readiness for rebellion
if only to prove to myself that i will be strong when the time comes that no influence however exerted or however hidden under winning smiles or quietly controlling glances shall have power to move me from what i may consider my duty
or from the exercise of such vigilance as my secret fears seem to demand i hate her let me remember that and i distrust her she is here for evil and her eye is on the oak parlor though it is locked and the key hidden on my person
she will find means to possess herself of that key and open that door how we will see meantime all this is not a description of madame lettelayer
she is finely formed she is graceful she is youthful she dresses with a taste that must always make her conspicuous wherever she may be you could not enter a room in which she was without seeing her for her glance has a strange power that irresistibly draws your glances to it
though her eyes are lambent rather than brilliant and if large they rarely open to their full extent her complexion is dark that is in comparison with her daughters which is of a marble-like purity but it has strange flushes in it
and at times seems almost to sparkle her hair is brown and worn high with a great comb in it setting off the contour of her face which is almost perfect but it is in the expression of her mouth
that her fascination lies without sweetness except when it smiles upon her daughter without mirth without any expression speaking of good-will or tenderness there is yet a turn to the lips that moves a gazer peculiarly
making it dangerous to watch her long unless you are hardened by doubts as i am her hands are exquisite and her form beauty itself the daughter is statuess not in the sense of coldness or immobility
but in the regularity of her features and the absence of any coloring in her cheeks she is lovely and there breathes through every trait a gentle soul that robs my admiration of all awe and makes my old and empty heart long to serve her
her eyes are gray and her hair a reddish-brown with kinks and curls in it like but shaw there comes that dream again was honora erquat's hair so very unique
that I had a wavy brown here should bring her up so startingly to my mind.
They are stopping here on their way to Albany, so the elder lady says. They came from
New York, so they did, but if my intuitions are not greatly at fault, the place they started
from was France. The fact that the marks and labels have all been effaced from their baggage
is suspicious in itself. Can they be friends of the two miserable wretches who dishonored my
house with a ghastly crime? Is it from them that madam's knowledge comes, if she has any knowledge?
The thought awakens my profoundest distrust. Would that Mr. Tamworth were within reach?
I think I will write him, but what could I write that would not look foolish on paper?
I had better wait a while till I see something or hear something more definite.
End of Chapter 17.
Section 18 of a Foraken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
this librivox recording is in the public domain chapter eighteen mrs truex talks october seventh seventeen ninety one
this morning i was exceedingly startled by one of my guests suddenly asking me before several of the others if my inn had a ghost a ghost i cried for the moment quite aghast yes was the reply it has the look of a house which could boast such a luxury
Don't you think so, Mr. Westgate?
This is a newcomer who had just been introduced.
Well observed the latter, as I have seen only this room,
and as this room is anything but ghostlike at the present moment,
I hardly consider myself competent to judge.
But the exterior, surely you notice the exterior,
such a rambling old structure,
such a beetling top to it,
as if it had settled down here to brood over a mysterious
past. I never see it, especially at twilight, that I don't wonder what lies so heavily upon
its conscience. Is it a crime? There would be nothing strange about it if it was. Such old houses
rarely have a clean past. It was nonchalantly said, but it sank deep into my heart. Not that I felt
that he had any motive in saying it. I knew the youngscape grace too well, but that I was
conscious from his first word of two eyes burning on my face.
which robbed me of all self-possession, that I think I sat without movement, and only
paled the slightest in the world.
A house that dates back to a time, when the white men and the red fought every inch of the
territory on which it stands would be an anomaly if it did not have some drops of blood
upon it, I ventured to say, as soon as I could command my emotions.
True broke in a low, slow voice, that of Madame La Teller.
do you know of any special tragedy that makes the house memorable i turned and gave her a look before replying she was seated in the shadows of a remote corner and had so withdrawn herself behind her daughter that i could see nothing of her face
but her hands were visible and from the force with which she held them clasped in her lap i perceived that the subject we were discussing possessed a greater interest for her than for any one else in the room
she has heard something of the tragedy connected with this house was my inward comment as i prepare to answer her there is one i began and paused something of the instinct of the cat with the mouse had entered into me
i felt like playing with her suspense cruel as it may seem hotelis broke in the daughter a sudden flush of interest suffusing for a moment her white cheek
that is if it's not too horrible i never like horrible stories they frighten me as for a ghost if i thought you kept such a creature about your house i should leave it at once we have no ghosts i answered with a gravity that struck even myself unpleasantly
it was in such contrast to her mellow and playful tones ghosts are commonplace we countenance nothing commonplace here good broke in a voice from the crowd of young men the houses above such follies it must have some wonderful secret then
what is it mrs trueaxe do you own a banshee have you a mamma you heard me the cry was involuntary madame had caught her daughter by the hand and was probably unaware what passion she put into her clasp
mademoiselle letellier blushed again at the sound of her own voice and prayed her mother's pardon with the most engaging of smiles as she did so i caught a glimpse of that mother's face it was white as death
decidedly she knows more than she ought to thought i and yet she wants to know more why the happy-go-lucky inn i observed as soon as the flutter caused by this incident subsided
is no more haunted by a banshee than by a ghost but that is not saying it should not be it is old enough it is respectable enough it has traditions enough i could tell you tales of its owners an incident connected with the coming and going
of the innumerable guests who have frequented it both before and during the revolution that will keep you here till morning but the one story i will tell must suffice
we should lose our character of mystery if i told you all besides how could i tell all who could ever tell the complete story of such a house as this here here cried another young man
years ago i stopped again wickedly stopped madame will you not come forward where it is lighter i thank you madame la tellier responded
she rose deliberately and came forward tall mute and commanding she sat down in the light she looked at me in the face she robbed me even of my doubts i felt my heart turn over in my breast and wondered you do not proceed she murmured
pardon me said i assuming anonchalance i was far from feeling i commenced again i had played with her fears i would play with them further i would see how much she could bear i resumed
years ago when i was younger and had been mistress of this place but a short time there entered this place one evening at nightfall a young couple did you speak madame excuse me it was your daughter then
yes chimed in the latter coming forward and taking her stand by the mother greatly to the delight of the young gentleman present who asked for nothing better than an opportunity to gaze upon her modest but exquisite face yes it was i i am interested that is all
i began to hate my role but went on stolidly they were a handsome pair and i felt an interest in them at once but this interest immeasurably heightened when the young man almost before the door had closed upon them drew me apart and said
madam we are an unhappy couple we have been married just four hours here i paused for breath and to take a good look at madam
she was fixed as a stone but her eyes were burning evidently she expected the relation of a story which she knew i would disappoint her i would cause in her first a shock of relief and then i would reawaken her fears and probe her very soul
slowly as if it were a matter of course i proceeded to say it was a runaway match and as the young husband remarked a great disappointment to my wife's father who was a runaway match and as the young husband remarked a great disappointment to my wife's father
who is an english general and a great man my wife loves me and will never allow herself to be torn from me but she is not of age and her father is but a few minutes ride behind us
will you let us come in we dare not risk the encounter on the road he would shoot me down like a dog and that would kill my young wife if we see him here he may take pity on our love and-he needed to say no more my own compassion and-and he needed to say no more my own compassion and-and
had been excited, as much by her countenance as by his words, and I threw open the doors
of this very room.
"'Go in,' said I.
"'I have a woman's heart, and cannot bear to see young people in distress.
Whence the general comes?'
"'We shall hear him,' cried the girl.
"'He has half a dozen horsemen with him.
We saw them when we were on the brow of the hill.
"'Take comfort, then, I cried as I closed the door, and went to sea after the solitary horse
which had brought them to this place.
But before I could provide the meal,
with which I meant to strengthen them,
for the scene that must presently ensue,
I heard the anticipated clattering of hoofs,
and simultaneously with it,
the unclosing of this door,
and the cry of the young wife to her husband.
I cannot bear it, at his first words,
I should fall in a faint,
and how could I resist them then?
No, let me fly, let me hide myself,
and when he comes in swear that you are here alone that you brought no bride that she left you at the altar anything that baffled his rage and give us time
and the young thing sprang out before me and lifting her hands prayed with great wide-open eyes that i would assist the lie and swear to her father when he came in that her husband had ridden up alone
i was not as old then as i am now i say and i was very tender toward youthful lovers though i thought the scheme a wild one and totally impractical
she so governed me by her looks and tones that i promised to do what she asked saying however that if she hid herself she must do it well for if she were found my reputation for reliability would be ruined and standing there where you see that jog in the wall she promised
and giving just one look of love to her companion who stood white but firm on the threshold she sped from her sight down the hall a moment later the general's foot was where hers had been and the general's voice was filling the house asking for his daughter
she is not here came from the young man in firm and stern accents you have been pleased to think she was with me all these miles but you will not find her you can search if you please i have nothing to say against that but it will be time wasted
we will see about that the girl is here is she not the father asked turning to me no is my firm reply she is not i do not know how i managed to lie but i did something in the young man's aspect had nerved me
i began to think she would not be found though i could see no good reason for this conclusion scatter he now shouted to his followers searched the house well do not leave a nook or cranny unpenetrated
i am not general b for nothing and turning to me he added you have brought this on yourself by a lie i saw my daughter in this fellow's arms as they passed over the ridge of the hill she is here and in half an hour will be in my hands
but the clock on the staircase struck not only the half-hour but the hour and yet though every room in corridor the cellar and the garret were searched no token was found of the young wife's presence
meanwhile the husband stood like a statue on the threshold waiting with what seemed to me a strange certitude for the return of the father from his fruitless search
as she escaped from one of the windows i asked moved myself to a strange curiosity he looked at me but made no reply it is dark it is late if the general chooses to remain here to-night he will not find her was the reply
i was frightened i know not why but i was frightened the young man had a supernatural air i began to think of demon lovers and was glad when the general finally appeared storming and raving
it is a conspiracy was his cry you were all in league to deceive me where is my daughter mrs truex i ask you because you have a character to lose it is impossible for me to tell you as my reply if she was to be found in my house
You must have found her.
And as you have not, there is but one conclusion to draw.
She is not within these walls.
She is not outside them.
I set a watch in the beginning, at the four corners of the house.
None of my men have seen so much as a flutter of her dress.
She is here, I say, and I ask you to give her up.
This I am perfectly willing to do, I rejoined,
but I don't know where to find her.
Let that but once be done, and I shall not stand in the way
of your rights.
Very well, he cried, I will not search further tonight but tomorrow.
A meaning gesture finished his sentence.
He turned to the young man.
As for you, he cried, you will remain here.
Unpleasant as it may be for us both, we will keep each other company till morning.
I do not insist upon conversation, and without waiting for a reply,
the sturdy old soldier took up his station in the doorway, by which action he
not only shut the young man in, but gave himself a position of vantage from which he could survey
the main hall and the most prominent passages. The rest were under charge of his followers,
whom he had stationed all through the house, just as if it were in a state of siege. One guard at
the east door, another the west, and on each landing of the staircase a sentinel stood,
silent but alert, like a pair of living statues. I did not sleep. I did not sleep. I was
that night the mystery of the whole affair would have kept me awake even if my indignation had let me rest i sat in the kitchen with my girls and when the morning came i joined the general again with offers of a breakfast
but he would eat nothing till he had gone through the house again nor would he in fact eat here at all for a second search ended as vainly as his first and he was by this time so wrought not only at the failure to recover his child
but at the loss which his dignity had suffered by this failure that he had no sooner reached this spot and found the young husband still standing where he had left him then with a smothered
execration levelled not only at him but the whole house he strolled out through the doorway and finding his horse ready saddled in front mounted and rode away followed by all his troop and now comes the strangest part of the tale
he was no sooner gone and the dust from his horse's hoofs lost in the distance then i turned to the young husband and cried and now where is she let us have her here at once she must be hungry and she must be cold bring her my good sir
i do not know where she is we must be patient she will return herself as soon as she thinks it's safe i could not believe my ears you do not know where she is i repeated how could you be so self-possessed
through all these hours and all this maddened searching,
if you did not know she was safe.
I did know she was safe.
She swore to me before she set foot on your doorstep
that she could hide herself in these walls,
that no one could ever find her
till she chose to reveal herself,
and I believed her and felt secure.
I did not know what to say.
But she is a stranger, I murmured.
What does she know about my house?
She is a stranger to you, he retorted,
but she may not be a stranger to the house.
How long have you lived here?
I could not say long.
It was at the most but a year,
so I merely shook my head,
but I felt strangely non-plussed.
This feeling, however, soon gave way to one
much more serious,
as the moments fled by and presently the hours,
and she did not come.
We tried to curb our impatience,
tried to believe that her delay
was only owing to extra caution.
But as morning waxed to noon,
alarm took the place of satisfaction in our breasts,
and we began to search the house ourselves,
calling her name up and down the halls
and through the empty rooms,
till it seemed as if the very walls must open
and reveal us the being so frantically desired.
She's not in the house, I now asserted,
to the almost frenzied bridegroom.
Our lies have come
back upon her heads, and it is in the river we must look for her.
But he would not agree with me in this, and repeat it again and again.
She said she would hide here.
She would not deceive me, nor would she have sought death alone.
Leave me to look for her another hour.
I must, I can.
I will find her yet.
But he never did.
After that last fond look, with which she turned down that very hall you see before you,
we saw her no more, and if my house owns no ghost and never echoes to the sound of a banshee's warning,
it is not because it does not own a mystery, which is certainly thrilling enough to give us either.
Oh, cried out several voices as I ceased as that all, and what became of the poor bridegroom,
and did the father ever come back, and haven't you ever really found out where the poor thing went to,
and do you think she died?
for reply I rose. I had never taken my eyes off, madam, and the strain upon us both had been
terrible, but I let my glance wander now, and smiling genially into the eager faces, which had
crowded around me, I remarked. I never spoil a good story by too many explanations. You have heard
all you will from me to-night. So do not question me further. Am I not right, madam?
perfectly came in her even tones, and I am sure we're all very much obliged to you.
I bowed and slipped away into the background.
I was worn out.
An hour later I was passing through the hall, above, on my way to my own room.
As I passed Madame's door I saw it open, and before I had taken three steps away,
I felt her soft hand on my arm.
Your pardon, Mrs. Turex, were her words, but my dearly, but my dearer.
daughter has been peculiarly affected by the story you related to us below.
She said it is worse than any ghost stories, and she cannot rid herself of the picture
of the young wife flitting out of sight down the hall.
I am really afraid it has produced a very bad effect upon her, and that she will not sleep.
Is it—was it a true story, Mrs. Truex?
Or were you merely weaving fancies out of a too fertile brain?
I smiled, for she was smiling, and shook my head, looking directly into her eyes.
Your daughter need not lose her sleep, I said, on account of any story of mine.
I saw they wanted something, blood-curdling, so I made up a tale to please them.
It was all imagination, madam, all imagination.
I should not have told it, if it had been otherwise.
I think too much of my house.
And you had nothing to found it upon?
just drew upon your fancy.
I smiled, her light tone did not deceive me,
as to the anxiety underlying all this,
but it was not in my plan to betray my powers of penetration.
I preferred that she should thank me her dupe.
Oh, I returned, as ingenuously,
as if I had never had a suspicious thought,
I do not find it difficult to weave a tale.
Of course such a story could not be true.
Why I should be afraid to stay in the end myself,
if it were. I could never abide anything mysterious. Everything with me must be as open as the day.
And with me, she laughed, but there was a false note in her mirth, though I did not appear to notice it.
I did not suppose the story was real, but I thought you must have some old tradition to found it upon,
some old wives tale, or some secret history which is part and parcel of the house, and came to you with it.
but i shook my head still smiling and answered quite at my ease no old wives tale that i have ever heard amounts to much i can make up a better story any day than those which come down with a house like this it was all the work of my imagination i assure you
i tried to please them and i hoped i did it her face changed at once it was if a black veil had been drawn away from it
my daughter will be so relieved she affirmed i don't mind such lugubrious tales myself but she is young and sensitive and so tender hearted i am sure i thank you mrs truex for your consideration and beg leave to wish you a good night
i returned her civility and we passed into our several rooms would i could know with what thoughts for my own were as much a mystery to me as were hers
october ninth seventeen ninety one madam never addresses her daughter by her first name consequently we do not know it this is a matter of surprise to the whole house and many are the conjectures uttered by the young men as the what it can be
i have no especial curiosity about it i would much rather know the mothers and yet i frequently wonder for it seems unnatural for a mother always to address her child as mademoiselle
is she her mother i sometimes think she is not if the interest in the oak-parlour is what i think it is then she cannot be for what mother would wish to bring peril to her child
and peril lies at the bottom of all interests there peril to the helpless the trusting and the ignorant but as she is interested there as i thought her i have observed nothing lately to assure me of it perhaps after all i have been mistaken
end of chapter eighteen section nineteen of the forsaken inn by anna catherine green this librovoc's recording is in the public domain
chapter nineteen in the halls at midnight october tenth seventeen ninety one i was not mistaken madam is not only interested in but has serious designs upon the oak parlor
not content with roaming up and down the hallway leading to it she was detected yesterday morning trying to open its door and when politely questioned as to whom she was seeking answered that she was looking for the sitting-room which by the way is on the other side of the house
and that is not all as i lay in my bed last night resting as only a weary woman can rest i heard a light tap at my door rising i opened it and was astonished to see standing before me the light figure of mademoiselle
excuse me for troubling you she said in her pure english they both speak good english though with a foreign accent i am sorry to wake you but i am so anxious about my mother she went to bed with me and we fell asleep but when i awoke a little while ago she was missing
and though i have waited for her a long time she does not return i am not well and easily frightened oh how cold it is i drew her in wrapped the shabye and she did not yet yet i am not well and easily frightened oh how cold it is
i drew her in rapped the shaw about her and led her back to her room your mother will return speedily i promised doubtless she felt restless and is taking a turn or two up and down the hall
perhaps for her dressing-gown and slippers are gone but she never did anything like this before and in a strange house the slight trembling stopped the young lady from continuing
urging her to get into bed i spoke one or two further words of a comforting nature at which the lovely girl seemed to forget her pride for she threw her arms about my neck with a low sigh and then pushing me softly from her observed
you are a kind woman you make me feel happier whenever you speak to me touched i made some loving reply and withdrew i longed to linger long to tell her how truly i was her friend
but i feared the mother's return feared to miss the knowledge of madame's whereabouts which my secret suspicion made important so i subdued my feelings and hastened quickly to my room where i wrapped myself in a long dark cloak
thus equipped i stole back to the hall and gliding with as noiseless a step as possible found my way back to the stairs down which i crept holding my breath and listening intently
to many who read these words the situation of those back stairs is well known but there may be others who will not understand that they lead directly after a couple of turns to that hall upon which opens the oak parlor
five steps from the lower floor there is a landing and upon this landing there is a tall dutch clock so placed as to offer a very good hiding-place behind it to any one anxious to gaze unobserved down the hall
but to reach the clock one has to pass a window and as this looks south and was upon this night open to the moonlight i felt that the situation demanded circumspection
i therefore paused when i reached the last step above the platform and listened intently before proceeding further there was no noise all was quiet as a respectable house should be it two o'clock in the morning
yet from the hall below came an undefinable something which made me feel that she was there a breathing influence that woke every nervous sensibility within me and made my heart beats so irregular that i tried to stop
them, least my own presence should be betrayed. She was there, a creeping, baleful figure,
blotting the moonshine with her tall shadow, as she passed, panther-like, to and fro before
the closed door, or crouched against the wall in the same attitude of listing, which I myself assumed.
Or so I pictured her as I clung to the balustrade above, asking myself how I could cross
that strip of moonlight, separating me from that vantage point I longed again.
For that I knew her to be there was not enough.
I must see her and learn, if possible, what the attraction was which drew her to this fatal door.
But how, how, how?
If she were watching, as secrecy ever watches, I could not take a step upon that platform
without being discerned.
Not even if a friendly cloud came to obscure the brightness of the light.
of the moon. Could I hope to project my dark figure into that belt of light without discovery?
I must see what was to be seen from the step where I stood, and to do this I knew but one way.
Taking up the end of my long cloak, I advanced it the merest trifle beyond the edge of the
partition that separated me from the hall below. Then I listened again, no sound, no stir.
I breathed deeply and thrust my arm still further, the long cloak hanging from it, dark and
impenetrable, to the floor below.
Then I waited.
The moonlight was not quite as bright as it had been.
Surely that was a cloud I saw, careening over the face of the sky above me, and in
another moment, if I could wait for it, the hall would be almost dark.
I let my arm advance an inch or so further, and satisfied now,
that i had got the slit which answers for an armhole into a position that would afford me full opportunity of looking through the black wall i had thus improvised i watched the cloud for the moment of comparative darkness which i so confidently expected
it came and with it a sound the first i had heard it was from far down the hall and was as near as i could judge of a jingling nature which for an instant i found it hard to understand
then the quick suspicion came as to what it was and unable to restrain myself longer i separated the slit i have spoken of with the fingers of my right hand and looked through
there she was standing before the door of the oak parlor fitting keys i knew it at my first glimpse both from her attitude and the slight noise which the keys made taken aback for i had not expected this i sank out of sight
cloak and all asking myself what i should do i finally decided to do nothing i would listen and if the least intimation came to prove that she had succeeded in her endeavour
i would then spring down the steps that separated us and hold her back by the hair of her head meanwhile i congratulated myself that the lock of that room was a peculiar one and that the only key i knew of that would unlock it was under the pillow of the bed i had just left
she worked several minutes then the moon came out instantly all was still i knew whither she had gone near the door she was tampering with is a short passageway leading to another window into this she had slipped
and i could look out now with impunity sure that she would not see me but i remained immovable there was another cloud rushing up from the south and in another moment i was confident that i should hear again the slight clatter of the keys against the lock
and i did not only once but several times which fact assured me that she had not only brought a handful of keys with her but that these keys must have come from some more distant quarters
than the town, that indeed she had come provided to the happy-go-lucky for this nocturnal
visit, and that any doubts I might cherish were likely to have a better foundation,
in fact, than as usual, with women, circumstanced, like myself.
She did not succeed in her efforts.
Had she brought burglar's tools, I hardly think she would have been able to open that lock,
as it was.
There was no hope for her, and presently she seemed to comprehend that.
this, for the slight sound ceased, and presently I heard a step, and peeking recklessly from
my corner, I perceived her gliding away toward the front stairs. I smiled, but it could not
have been in any way she would have possibly enjoyed seeing, and crept noiselessly to my own
room, and our doors closed simultaneously. This morning I watched with some anxiety for her first
look. It was slightly inquiring, summoning up my best smile, I gave her a cheerful, good morning,
and then observed. I'm glad to see you look so well this morning. Your daughter seemed to be
concerned about you in the night because you had left your bed, but I told her I was sure all
was right, that you were feeling nervous and only one of the breath of fresh air you would find
in the halls. And my glance did not flinch, nor my mouth loosed its smile, though she surveyed,
me keenly with eyes whose look might penetrate a stone.
"'You understand your own sex,' was her light reply,
after this short study of my face.
"'Yes, I was very nervous.
I have cares on my mind, and though my daughter does not realize it,
I often lie awake at her side,
longing for space to breathe in,
and freedom to move as freely as my uneasiness demands.
Last night my feelings were too much for my self-control,
and i arose i hope i did not seriously disturb you or awaken anybody with my restless pacing up and down the hall i assured her that it took more than this to disturb me
and that after quieting her daughter i had immediately fallen asleep all of which she may have believed or may not i had no means of reading her mind as she had no means of reading mine
but whether she was deceived or whether she was not she certainly looked relieved and after some short remarks about the weather turned from me with the most cheerful air in the world to greet her daughter
as for me i have made up my mind to change my room i shall not say anything about it or make any fuss on the subject but to-night and for some nights to come i intend to take up my abode in a certain small room in the west wing
not very far removed from the dreadful oak parlor end of chapter nineteen section twenty of the forsaken inn by anna catherine green
this librivox recording is in the public domain chapter twenty the stone in the garden october eleventh seventeen ninety one this morning the post brought two letters for my strange guests being anxious to see how they would be received i carry to my strange guests i carried to see how they would be received i carry
them up to madame let the lair's room myself the ladies were sitting together the daughter embroidering at the sight of the letters in my hand they both rose the daughter reaching me first let me have them she cried a glad bright color showing for a moment on her cheek
from your father asked the mother in a tone of nonchalance that did not deceive me the girl shook her head a smile as exquisite as it was sad
made her mouth beautiful. From she began, but stopped, whether from an instinct of maidenly
shame, or some secret signal from her mother I cannot say.
Well, never mind, the mother exclaimed, and turned away toward the window in a manner
that gave me my dismissal. So I went out, having learned nothing, save the fact that Mademoiselle
had a lover and that her lips could smile.
They did not smile again, however. Next day she looked white.
than ever, and Langwood has a broken blossom. She is ill, declared madam, the stairs she has to climb
her too much for her. Ha, ha, thought I to myself, that is the first move, and waited for the
next development. It has not come as soon as I expected. Two days have passed, and though
mademoiselle that the layer grows paler and thinner, nothing more has been said about the stairs,
but the time has not passed without its incident, and as serious a serious matter of the stairs.
enough one too if these women are as i fear in the secret of the hidden chamber it is this in the garden is a white stone it is plain finished but unlettered it marks the resting-place of honorah urquot
for reasons which we all thought good we have taken no uninterested person into the secret of this grave any more than we have into that of the hidden chamber
consequently no one in the house but myself could answer madame leitleur when stopping in her short walk up and down the garden path she asked what the white stone meant and what it marked
i would not answer her i had seen from the window where i stood the quick surprise with which she had come to a standstill at the sight of this stone and i had caught the tremble in her usually steady voice as she made the inquiry i have mentioned above
I therefore hastened down and joined her before she had left the spot.
You are wondering what this stone means, I observed,
with an indifferent tone calculated to set her at ease.
Then suddenly, and with a changed voice,
and a secret look into her face, I added,
it is a headstone, a dead body lies here.
She quivered, and her lids fell.
For all her self-possession,
and she is the most self-possessed person I ever saw in my life,
she showed a change that gave me new thoughts and made me summon up all the strength i am mistress of in order to preserve the composure which her agitation had so deeply shaken
you shock me were her first words uttered very slowly and with a transparent show of indifference it is not usual to find a garden used for a burial place may i ask whose body lies here that of some faithful black or a favorite horse
it is not that of a horse i returned calmly and greatly pleased to find that i had placed her in a position where she would be obliged to press the question if she would learn anything more and i walked slowly on convinced that she would follow me
she did giving me short side-glances which i bore with an equanimity that much belied the tempest of doubt repugnance and horror that were struggling blindly in my breast
but she did not renew the subject of the grave instead of that she opened one of her most fascinating conversations endeavoring by her wiles and graces to get at my confidence and insure my good will
and i was hypocrite enough to deceive her in the thinking she had done so though i showed her no great warmth i carefully restrained myself from betraying my real feelings allowing her to talk on and giving her now and then an encouraging word or an inviting smile
for i felt that she was a serpent and must be met as such if she were the woman i thought her i should gain nothing and lose all by betraying my distrust
while if she felt me to be her dupe i might yet light upon the secret of her interest in the oak parlor her daughter was waiting for us in the doorway when we reached the house
at the sight of her pure face with its tender gray eyes and faultless features a strong revulsion seized me and i found it difficult not to raise my arms in protest between her beauty and winning womanliness and the subtle and the treacherous heart at being who glide it so smooth
toward her. But the movement, had I made it, would have been in vain. At the sight of each other's
faces a lovely smile arose on the daughter's lips, while on the mothers flashed the look of love,
which would be unmistakable even on the countenance of a tiger, and which was at this moment so
vivid and so real that I never doubted again, if I had ever doubted before, that Mademoiselle
was her own child, flesh of her flesh and bone of her.
her bone.
Ah, Mama, cried the soft voice, I have been so lonesome.
Darling returned the other in tones, as true and caressing.
I will not leave you again, even for a walk, till you are quite well.
And taking her by the waist, she led her down the hall toward the stairs, looking back
at me as she did so, and saying, I cannot take her to Albany until she is better.
You must think what we can do to make her strong again, Mrs. Truex, and she should
sighed as she looked up the short flight of stairs her daughter had to climb.
October 15, 1791. That stone in the garden seems to possess a magnetic attraction for
madam. She is over it or near it half the time. If I go out in the early morning to gather
grapes for dinner, there she is before me, pacing up and down the paths, converging to that
spot, and gazing with eager eyes at that simple stone, as if by the force of her will
she would extract its secret and make it tell her what she evidently burns to know.
If I want flowers for the parlor mantle and hurry into the garden during the heat of the day,
there is madam, with a huge hat on her head, plucking asters, or pulling down apples
from the low-hanging branches of the trees. It is the same at nightfall, suspicious,
always suspicious now, I frequently stop in passing through the upper western hall to take a peep from
the one window that overlooks this part of the garden. I invariably see her there, and remembering that
her daughter is ill, remembering that in my hearing she promised that daughter that she would never
leave her again. I feel impelled at times to remind her of the fact, and see what reply will follow.
But I know she will say that she is not well herself, that the breeze from the river does her good,
that she loves nature and sleeps better after a ramble under the stars.
I cannot disconcert her not for long.
I cannot compete with her invulubility and conversational addresses,
so I will continue to play a discreet part and wait.
October 17, 1791.
madame has become bolder or her curiosity more impatient hitherto she has been content with haunting the garden and walking over and about that one place in it which possesses peculiar interest for her and me
But this evening, when she thought no one was looking, went after a hurried survey of the house and grounds,
she failed to detect my sharp eyes behind the curtain of the upper window.
She threw aside discretion, and knelt down on the sod of that grave,
and pushed aside the grass that grows about the stone, doubtless to see if there was any mark or inscription upon it.
There are none, but I determined that she should not be sure of this,
So before she could satisfy herself, I threw up the window behind which I stood,
making so much noise that it alarmed her, and she hastily rose.
I met her hasty look with a smile, which it was too dark for her to see,
and a cheerful good evening, which I presume fell with anything,
but a cheerful sound upon her ears.
It is a lovely evening, I cried.
Have you been admiring the sunset?
Ah, so much was her quick reply, and she began to be,
began the saunter in slowly, but I knew she had left her thoughts out there with that mysterious
grave.
Twelve midnight.
Another midnight adventure, late as it is, I must put it down, for I cannot sleep, and
tomorrow will bring its own story.
I have gone to bed, but not to sleep.
The anxieties under which I now labor, the sense of mystery which pervades the whole house,
and the secret but ever-present apprehension of some impending conventing.
catastrophe, which has followed me ever since these women came into my house, lay heavily on my mind,
and prevented all rest. The change of room may also have added to my disturbance. I am wedded to
old things, old ways, and habitual surroundings. I was not at home in this small and stuffy apartment,
with its one narrow window and wretched accommodations. Nor could I forget near where it lay,
or rid myself of the horror, which its walls gave me, whenever I realized, as I invariably did at night, that only a slight partition separated me from the secret chamber, with its ghastly memories and ever to be remembered horrors.
I was lying, then, awake, when some impulse, was it a magnetic one, caused me to rise and look out of the window. I did not see anything unusual, not at first, and I had not at first, and I had a moment.
I drew back, but the impulse returned, and I looked again, and this time perceiving among
the shadows of the trees something stirring in the garden, though what I could not tell,
for the night was unusually dark, and my window very poorly situated for seeing.
But that there was something there was enough, and after another vain attempt to satisfy
myself as to its character, I dressed, and went out into the hall, determined to ascertain
if any outlet to the house was open.
I did not take a light, for I knew the corridors as I do my own hand,
but I almost wished I had as I sped from door to door and window to window,
for the events which had blotted my house, with mystery,
were beginning to work upon my mind,
and I felt afraid, not of my shadow,
for I could not see it, but of my step and the great gulfs of darkness
that were continually opening before my eyes.
However, I did not draw back, and I did not delay.
I tried the front door and found it locked.
Then the south door, and finally the one in the kitchen.
This last was ajar.
I knew then what had happened.
Madam has had more than one talk with Chloe lately,
and the good negress had not been proof against her wiles,
and had taught her the secret of the kitchen lock.
I shall talk to Chloe to-morrow, but meantime,
I must follow, madam.
But should I?
I know what she is doing in the garden.
She is wandering round and round that grave.
If I saw her, I could not be any surer of the fact,
and I would but reveal my own suspicions to her
by showing myself as a spy.
No, I will remain here in the shadows of the kitchen,
and wait for her to return.
The watch may be weird, but no weirder
than that of a previous night.
Besides, it will not be a long one.
The air is too chilly outside for her to risk a lengthy stay in it.
I shall soon perceive her dark figure glide in through the doorway.
And I did, almost before I had withdrawn into my corner,
I heard the faint fall of feet on the stone without,
then the subdued but unmistakable sound of the opening door,
and lastly the locking of it, and the hasty tread of footsteps as she glide
it across the brick flagging, and disappeared into the hall beyond.
She has laid the ghost of her unrest for tonight, I thought.
Tomorrow it will rise again, and I felt my first movement of pity for her.
Alas, does that unrest spring from premeditated or already accomplished guilt?
Whichever it may be, and I am ready to believe in either or both,
she is a burdened creature, and the weight of her fears or her intentions
lies heavily upon her, but she hides the fact with consummate address, and when under the
eyes of people, smile so brightly, and conducts herself with such a charming grace, that half
the guests that come and go consider her as lovely, and more captivating than her daughter.
What would they think, if they could see her, as I do, rising in the night to roam about
a grave, the unmarked headstone of which baffles her scrutiny?
october eighteenth seventeen ninety one this morning i rose at daybreak and going into the garden surveyed the spot which i had imagined traversed by madame let lear the night before
I found it slightly trampled, but what interested me a great deal more than this was the fact that,
on a certain portion of the surface of the stone, I have so often mentioned,
there were to be seen small particles of a white substance which I soon discovered to be wax.
Thus the mystery of her midnight visit is solved.
She has been taking an impression of what, in her one short glimpse of yesterday evening,
she had thought to be an inscription.
What a wonderful woman she is!
What skills she shows, what secrecy and what purpose.
If she cannot compass her end in one way, she will in another.
And I begin to have, notwithstanding my repugnance and fear,
a wholesome respect for her ability,
and relentless determination which she shows in every action she performs.
When she finds that her wax shows her nothing,
but the natural excreances and roughness of an unhewn stone.
Will she persist in her visit to the garden?
I think not.
October 9th, 1791.
My last surmise was a true one.
Madam has not spent a half-hour, all told, in the garden, since that night.
She has turned her attention again to the oak parlor,
and soon we shall see her make some decided move in regard to it.
End of Chapter 20.
Section 21 of the Forsaken End by Anna Catherine Green.
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Chapter 21 In the Oak Parlor, Part 1.
October 20, 1791.
The long-expected move has been made.
This morning, the madam asked me if I had not some room on the ground floor,
which I could give to her, daughter, and her in exchange, for the one they know.
now occupy. Her daughter had been accustomed to living on one floor, and felt the stairs keenly.
I answered at first no, then I appeared to bethink me, and told her, with seeming reluctance,
that there was one room below which I sometimes opened to guests, but that just now it was
in such a state of dilapidation, I had shut it up till I could find the opportunity of repairing
it. Oh, she replied, subduing her eagerness to the way of the way of the opportunity to the
the proper point. You need not wait for that. We are not particular persons. Only let me see the
roses come back to my daughter's cheeks, and I can bear any amount of discomfort. Where is this
room? I pretended not to hear her. It would take two days to get it into any sort of condition
fit for sleeping in, I murmured reflectively. The floor is so loose in places that you cannot walk
across it without danger of falling through. Then there is the chimney. She was standing near me,
and I heard her draw her breath quickly, but she gave no other sign of emotion, not even in the
sound of her voice, as she interrupted me with the words. Oh, if you have got to make that room all
over, we might as well not consider the subject, but I am sure it is not necessary. Do let me see
it, and I can soon tell you whether we could be comfortable there or not.
I had sworn to myself never to enter that room again, but such oaths are easily broken.
Leaving her for a moment, I procured my key, and taking her with me down the West Hall.
I unlocked the fatal door and bade her enter.
She hesitated for an instant, but only for an instant.
Then she walked coolly in, and stood waiting, while I crossed the floor to the window and
threw it open. Her first glance flashed to the mantle and its adjacent wainscoting.
Then, finding everything satisfactory in that direction, it flew over the desolate walls and
stiff, high-backed chairs, till it rested on the bare-four poster denuded of its curtains and coverlets.
A gloomy place, she declared, but you can easily make it look inviting, with fresh curtains
and its cheerful fire. I am sure that, dismal as it is, it will be a gloomy place, she declared, but you can easily make it look inviting, but you can easily make it look inviting,
be more welcome to my daughter than the sunny room upstairs.
Besides, the window looks out on the river, and that is always interesting.
You will let us come here, will you not?
I am sure, if we are willing, you ought to be.
I gasped inwardly and agreed with her.
Yet I made a few more objections, but as I intended that she should sleep in this room,
I finally cleared my brow and announced that the room should be ready for her occupancy
on Friday, and with this she had to be content.
October 21st.
Bless God that I am mistress in my own house.
I can order.
I can have performed whatever I choose
without fuss, without noise, and without gossip.
This is very fortunate just now,
for while I am openly having the floor mended in the oak parlor,
I am secretly having another piece of work done,
which, if once known, would arouse suspicion
and awakened conjectures that would destroy all my plans concerning the mysterious guests
who insist upon inhabiting the accursed oak parlor.
What this work is can be best understood by a glance at the accompanying diagram,
which is a copy of the one drawn up by the Englishman for Mr. Tamworth.
Here you see that the secret chamber lies between rooms A and B.
A is the parlor, and B is the small room.
in which i had put up my bed after the nocturnal adventure of october tenth it has always been used as a storeroom until now and as no one handles the keys of this house but myself
the fact of my using it for any other purpose is known only to marjorie and a certain quiet and resident workman from kruger's shop to whom i have entrusted the task of opening a passage at d through the wall
for i must have proper means of communication with this room before i can allow madame letelier and her daughter to take up their abode in it though the former's plans are a mystery to me
though i feel that she loves her daughter and therefore cannot meditate evil against her still my doubts of her are so great that i must know her intentions if possible
and to do this i contemplate keeping a watch over that den of wicked memories which will be at once both unsuspected and vigilant the flooring of the parlor is nearly completed and to-night will see the door of communication between my room and the secret chamber hung
and ready for use.
October 22nd.
A month ago, if anyone had told me,
that I would not only walk of my own free will
into the secret chamber,
but take up my abode in it,
eat in it, and sleep in it,
I would have said that person was mad,
and yet this is just what I have done.
The result of my first vigil was unexpected.
I had looked for, well,
I hardly know what I did look for,
my anticipations were vague, but they did not lead me in the right direction.
But let me tell the story.
After I had installed my guests in their new apartment, I informed them that I would have
to say goodbye for a season, as I had an affection of the eyes, which was true enough,
which at times compelled me to shut myself up in a dark room and forego all company.
That I felt one of these spells coming on, which was not true, and that by a speedy
resort to darkness and quiet, I hope to prevent the attack from reaching its usual point of distress.
Mademoiselle, let the lair look disappointed, but Madame ill-disguised her relief and satisfaction.
Convinced now, beyond all doubt, that she had some plan in mind, which made her dread my watchfulness,
I made such final arrangements as were necessary, and betook myself at once to my new room.
Once there, I moved immediately into the dark chain.
chamber, and walking with the utmost circumspection, crossed to the wall, adjoining the oak parlor,
and laying my ear against the opening into that room, I listened.
At first I heard nothing, probably because its inmates were still.
Then I caught an exclamation of weariness and soon some words of desultory conversation.
Relieved beyond expression, not only because I could hear, but because they talked in English,
I withdrew again into my own room.
The most difficult problem in the world was solved.
I had found the means by which I could insinuate myself,
unseen and unsuspected, into the secret confidences of two women,
at moments when they felt themselves alone
and at the mercy of no judgment but that of God.
Should I learn enough to pay me for the humiliation of my position?
I did not weary myself by questioning.
I knew my motive was pure and fixed my mind upon that.
Several times before the day was over did I return to the secret chamber and bend my ear to the wall.
But in no instance did I linger long, for if the two ladies spoke at all, it was on trivial subjects,
and in such tones has indicated that neither their passion nor their particular interests were engaged.
For such talk I had no ear.
It will not always be so, I thought to myself.
When night comes and the heart opens, they will speak of what lies upon their minds.
And so it happened.
As the inn grew quiet and the lights began to disappear from the windows,
I crept again to my station against the partition,
and in a darkness and atmosphere that at any other time in my life would have completely unnerved
me, hearkened to the conversation within.
oh mamma were the first words i heard uttered in english as all their talk was when they were moved or excited if you would only explain if you would only tell me why you do not wish me to receive letters from him
but this silence this love and this silence are killing me i cannot bear it i feel like a lost child who hears its mother's voice in the darkness but does not know how to follow that voice to the refuge it bespeaks
Time was when daughters found it sufficient to know that their parents disapproved of an act without inquiring into their reasons for it.
Your father has told you that the Marquis is not eligible as a husband for you, and he expects this to content you.
Have I the right to say more than he?
Not the right, perhaps, Mama. I do not appeal to your sense of right, but to your love.
I am very unhappy. My whole life's peace is to your life.
trembling in the balance. You ought to see it. You do see it. Yet you let me suffer without
giving me one reason why I should do so. The mother's voice was still. You see the daughter
went on again after what seemed like a moment of helpless waiting. Though my arms are about
you and my cheek pressed close to yours you will not speak. Do you wonder that I am heartbroken
that I feel like turning my face to the wall and never looking up again? I wonder at
nothing.
Was that madam's voice?
What boundless misery?
What unfathomable passion?
What hopeless despair?
If he were unworthy, her daughter, here exclaimed,
If you could point to anything he lacks, but he has wealth a noble name, a face so handsome
that I have seen both you and Papa look at him in admiration.
And as for his mind and attainments, are they not superior to those of all the young men
who have ever visited us.
Mama, Mama, you are so good
that you require perfection
in a son-in-law?
But is he not as near it as a man may be?
Tell me, darling,
for in my dreams he always seems so.
I heard the answer,
though it came slowly and with apparent effort.
The Marquis is an admirable young man,
but we have another suitor in mind
whose cause we more favor.
We wish you to marry Armand Thiery.
A shopkeeper and a revolutionist, oh mama!
That is why we brought you away.
That is why you are here.
That you might have opportunity to bethink yourself
and learn that the parents' views in these matters are the truest ones.
And that where we make choice, there you must plight your trough.
I assure you that our reasons are good ones.
If we do not give them, it is not from tyranny.
Here the set-strain voice stopped,
and his sudden movement in the room beyond showed that the mother had risen in fact i presently heard her steps pacing up and down the floor i know it is not tyranny the daughter finished and the soft tones that were so great a contrast to her mothers
tyranny i could have understood but it is mystery and that is not so easily comprehended why should you and papa be mysterious what is there in our simple life to create secrecy between persons
who love each other so dearly.
I see nothing, know nothing, and yet?
Hanora.
The word struck me like a blow, Hanora, great heavens.
Was that the name of this young girl?
You are giving too free range to your imagination, you?
I did not hear the rest.
I was thinking of the name I had just heard,
and wondering if my suspicions were at fault.
They would never have called their child Hanora.
Who were these women, then?
Friends of the Dudleys, Avengers of the Dead, I glued my ear closer to the wall.
We have cherished you, the mother was still speaking. We have given you all you craved,
and more than you asked. From the moment you were born, we have both lavished all the tenderness
of our hearts upon you. And all we ask in return is trust. The hard voice, hard because
of emotion, I truly believe, quavered a little over that word, but spoke it and went
what we do for you now as always is for your best good will you not believe it honora the last appeal was uttered in a passionate tone it seemed to move the daughter for her voice had a sob in it as she replied
yes yes but why not enlighten me as to your reasons for a course so remarkable most parents desire their daughters to do well but you on the contrary not only wish but urge me to do it
ill. A noble lover
sues for my hand,
and his cause is slighted.
An ignoble one requests the same favor,
and you run to grant it.
Is there love in this?
Is there consideration?
Perhaps, but if so,
you should be able to show me where it lies.
I am not a child, young as I am.
I will understand any reason you may advance.
Then let me have your confidence.
It is all I ask, and surely it is not much.
when you see how I suffer from my disappointment.
The restless steps ceased.
I heard a groan close to my ear.
The mother was evidently suffering frightfully.
Papa is prosperous, the daughter pleadingly continued.
I know your decision cannot be the result of financial difficulties.
And then, if it were, the Marquis is rich, and—
Honora, the mother had turned.
I heard her advance toward her daughter.
Do you really love the Marquis?
he you have seen him but a few times have held hardly any intercourse with him and at your age fancy often takes the place of love you do not love him honora my child you cannot you will forget oh mamma oh mamma
The tone was enough silence reigned, broken at last by Mademoiselle Letleir, saying,
It is not necessary to see such a man as he is very many times in order to adjudge him to be the best and noblest that the world contains.
But Mama, you are not correct in saying that I scarcely know him.
Though you will not be frank with me, I am going to be frank with you,
and tell you something that I have hitherto kept closely buried in my breast.
i did not think i should ever speak of it to any one not even to you some dreams are so sweet to brood upon alone but the shadow which your silence has caused the fall between us has taught me the value of openness and truth
i shall never hide anything from you again so listen sweet mamma while i opened to you my heart and learn as you can only learn from me how your honorah first came to know and appreciate the marquis de la
Rosha Glyan.
Was it not interrupted the mother at the Great Ball, where he was formally introduced to us?
No, Mama.
Madame sighed.
Girls are all alike, she cried.
You think you know them, and lo.
There comes a day, when you find that it is in a stranger's hand, you must look for a key to their natures.
And is not this what God wills suggested the child?
Indeed, indeed.
You must blame nature and not me.
I did not want to deceive you. I only found it impossible to speak.
Besides, if you had looked at me closely enough, you would have seen yourself that I had met the Marquis before.
Such blushes do not come with a first introduction. I remember their burning heat yet.
Are my cheeks warm now? I feel as if they ought to be, but there is nothing to grieve you in these blushes.
It is only the way a loving heart takes to speak. There is no wicked shame in them, not.
None, none.
Oh, God!
Did the daughter hear that bitter exclamation?
She did not appear to, for her voice was quite calm, though immeasurably loving, as she proceeded
in these words.
I was always a mother-girl, from the first day I can remember.
I have known nothing sweeter than to sit within reach of your fondling hand.
You were always so tender with me, Mama, even when I must have grieved you or disappointed
your hopes or your pride.
If I were in the way, I never saw it, nor can I remember, of all the looks which have
some time puzzled me in your face, one that spoke of impatience or lack of sympathy with
my pleasure or my griefs.
With Papa it was not always so.
No, don't stop me.
You must let me speak of him.
Though he has never been unkind to me, he has a way of frowning at times that frightens
me.
Whether he is displeased or simply isn't.
ill, I cannot say, but I've always felt a dread of Papa's presence, which I never felt of yours,
and yet you frowned too at times, though never upon me, Mama, dear, never upon me.
A pause that was filled in by a kiss, and then the tender voice went on.
You can imagine then what a turmoil was aroused in my breast, when one day, while leaning from
the window, I saw a face in the street below that awakened within me such strong.
strange feelings, I could not communicate them even to my mother. I, who had hitherto confessed
to her, every trivial emotion of my life, shrank in a moment, as it were, from revealing
a secret no deeper than that I had looked for one half-minute upon the form of a passing stranger,
and in that minute learn more of my own heart and of the true meaning of life than in all the
16 years I had hitherto lived.
You have seen him since, and you know he possesses every grace that can render a man
attractive.
But to me that day he did not look like a man at all.
Or if I thought of him as such, I thought of him as one who set a pattern to his fellows,
while retaining his own immeasurable superiority.
He did not see me.
I do not know that I wished him to.
I was quite content to watch him from where I stood.
and know his lordly walk and kindly mame and dream oh what did i dream that day the memory of your own girlhood must tell you mamma
i did not know his name i did not suspect his rank but from his youth i judged him to be single from his bearing i knew him to be noble and from his look which called out a reflected brightness on every face he chanced to pass i was assured that he was happy and that he was good
and what does a girl's fancy need more still a glimpse so short might not have had such deep consequences if it had not been followed by an event which rendered those first impressions indelible an event honora yes mamma you remember the day you sent me with cecile to take my first lessons in tambour work at madame dule
remember oh my child that awful day when you came near losing your life when the house fell with you in it and-yes yes mamma and i came home looking so pale you thought i was hurt and fainted away and would have died yourself if i had not kissed you back to life
well mamma dear i was hurt but not in my body it was my heart that had received a wound a wound from which i shall never recover for it was made by the greatness the goodness the noble self-sacrifice of the marquis
honorah and you never mentioned his name never i know i know mamma but you have already forgiven me for that you know it was from no unworthy motive think how you felt when you first saw papa think
A hurried movement from the mother interrupted her.
Do not keep me in suspense, she pleaded.
Let me hear what you have to tell.
But you are cold, you shudder, let me get a shaw.
No, no, child, I'm not cold only impatient.
Go on with your story.
Go on.
How came you to meet the marquis in that place?
End of Chapter 21, Part 1.
this librivox recording is in the public domain chapter twenty one in the oak parlor part two ah cried the daughter it was a strange occurrence it all came about through a mistake of cecil's
madame duet as we were told by the concierge lived on the fourth floor but cecile made a miscount and we went up to the fifth and as there was a madame duet there also
we did not detect our error but went into her apartments and were seated in the small salon to await madam's presence we had not told our errand so we could not blame the maid who admitted us nor
though madam failed to appear did we ever remember to blame any one for presently through the open window near which we sat there came the sound of voices from the room above and a drama began of such startling interest that we could think of nothing else
Two men were talking, young men, they seemed, though I could not see them.
I could tell from the fresh, fine voice of the one, that he was a true man,
and from the sneering, smothered tones of the other, that he was not only a cynic,
but of vicious tendencies.
The first one was saying, I never suspected this, when my attention was first called to their words,
and the answer which came was as follows.
If you had, I should not have had the pleasure of seeing you here.
Men are not apt to rush voluntarily upon their deaths,
and that you are, a dead man, you already know,
for I have sworn to kill you as the clock strikes three,
and it is but ten minutes of that time,
and you have not a weapon with which to defend yourself.
Mama, can you imagine my feelings at hearing these words,
though they were uttered by a person I could not see
to another person equally unknown to me.
I looked at Cecile, and she looked at me,
but we could neither of us move.
Every faculty seemed paralyzed, save that of hearing.
We held our breaths and listened for the reply.
It came instantly, and without a thrill, in its clear accents.
You are a gentleman and no common assassin.
How can you reconcile such an act as this with your honor,
or with what sophistry is quiet the strings of
your conscience, when time shall have shown you the sin of so unprovoked an onslaught.
It is not unprovoked, was a harsh and bitter reply. You promised to marry Mademoiselle
de Fontaine, and yesterday at three o'clock, ah, I was there, you formally renounced your claim.
This is an insult that calls for blood, and blood it shall have. Twenty-four hours have elapsed,
less ten minutes, since you cast this slur upon a noble lady's good name.
When the hour is ripe, you will pay the penalty it requires with your life.
But urged as young companion, Mademoiselle Defontaine had herself requested the breaking off of this contract.
I am but following the lady's behest, in withdrawing from a position, forced upon us against our will,
and in direct opposition to her happiness.
And by what right do you presume to follow the behest of a lady still under age?
Has she not guardians to consult?
Should not I?
You?
Pardon me?
I have not introduced myself, it seems.
I am the Marquis de la Roche-Goyan.
Honora paused.
Her mother's exclamation had stopped her.
The Marquis?
Oh, Honora!
And you have always said he was so good.
Wait, Mama.
Remember, it is the cynical voice which is speaking,
and the Marquis' voice is not cynical.
The words have always.
however, are what I have told you. I am the Marquis de la Roche-Goyon. Of course, not knowing either party,
nor this name, least of all realizing that it was one by which the gentleman addressed
was himself known, I did not understand why it should create so great an impression.
But that it did, was evident, not only from the momentary hush that followed,
but from the violent exclamation that burst from the young man's lips.
You scoundrel was his cry, but instantly he seemed to regret the word, for he said almost
with the same breath, Your pardon, but there is but one man in the world besides myself,
who could, under any circumstances, have a right to that name.
And that man is my cousin, the deceased Marquis son, long-esteemed dead also, and now legally
accepted as such.
And what assures you that I am not he, your own?
eyes, well, I am changed, dewe, but not so changed that a good look should not satisfy you
that I am the man I claim to be.
Besides, you should know this mark on my forehead.
You gave it to me.
Isidore?
I could not comprehend it then, but I have learned since that the Marquis, our Marquis, I mean,
had only just come in to his title, and that the son of the preceding Marquis de la Roche-Goyon
had been so long missing that the courts had finally had judged him dead and given up his inheritance to his cousin.
That the first act of the new Marquis was to liberate the Demoiselle de Fontaine
from an engagement that stood in the way of her marriage with one more desirable to her,
and that the unexpected appearance of the real heir in this sudden and mysterious manner
was as great a surprise to him as any mortal circumstance could be.
yet to me who waited with palpitating heart and anxious ears for what should be said next there was no evidence of this in his tone with the politeness we are accustomed to in frenchmen he observed
you are welcome isador and then as if struck himself by the incongruity between this phrase and the look and manner of his companion he added in slow tones even if you do bring a sword with you
The other, the real Marquis, as I suppose, seemed to hesitate at this, and I began to hope that
he was ashamed of his dreadful threats and would speedily beg the other's pardon.
But I did not know the man or realize the determination which lay at the bottom of his
furious and uncompromising words, but he soon made it evident to us.
Louis, exclaimed, you have always been my evil genius.
From our childhood you have stood in my way, with your superior strength
beauty, prowess, and address. When I was young I simply shrank from you, in shame and distaste,
but as I grew older, I learned to detest you, and now that I see you again, after five years
of absence, handsome as ever, taller than ever, and radiant, notwithstanding your nearness to death,
with memories such as I have never known, nor can know, and beliefs such as I have never
cherished nor will cherish. I hate you so that I find it difficult to wait for the five minutes,
yet to elapse, before my word, will let me lift my pistol and fire upon you.
Then it is your hate of me, and not your fondness for your sister, that has led you to lay this
trap for me, exclaimed the other, I should think your hate would be satisfied by the change
which your return will make in my prospects. From the Marquisette of La Roche-Goyon,
To a simple captaincy in Her Majesty's guards is quite a step, Isidore.
Will it not suffice to soothe an antagonism, which I never shared?
Nothing can soothe it, not even your death.
You have robbed me of too much, first of the world's esteem,
and then of my mother's confidence, and lastly of my father's love.
Yes, deny it, if you will.
My father loved you better than he did me.
This was the reason he sent me from home.
and when shipwrecked and captured by savages,
I found myself thrown into it Eastern Dungeon.
Half my misery and all my rage
were in the thought that he would not consider my loss of misfortune,
but die in greater peace and hope
from knowing that his family honors would devolve upon one
more after his own heart than myself.
Oh, I have had cause, and I have had time to nourish my hate.
Five years in a dungeon affords one leisure,
and on every square stone of that wall, upon every inch of its relentless pavement, I have beaten
out this determination with my bare hands and manacled feet, that if I ever did escape and ever
did return to the home of my father's, I would have full pay for the suffering you have caused
me, even if I had it in your blood. I have returned, and I find my father dead, and in his
place yourself, happy, insolent, and triumphant. Can you blame me for you.
remembering my vows, for resenting what will ever seem an insult to my sister, and for wishing
to hurry the time that moves so slowly toward the fatal stroke of three.
I do not blame you because you are a madman.
I do not fear you, because, having no one in the world to love, I do not greatly dread a sudden
release from it.
But I pity you because you have suffered, and will defend myself because your suffering
will be increased rather than diminished by the success of your crazy intentions.
The answer came, quick and furious.
I do not want your pity, and I scorn any defense which you can make.
Do you think I have not made my calculations well?
There is nothing here which can give you hope.
We are alone on the sick story.
Beneath us are only women, and if you call from the window,
I can shoot you dead before your voice can reach the street.
Perhaps, though, you do not think of saving yourself, but of ensnaring me, bah, as if the sight of the headsman would stop me now.
Besides, I am prepared for flight.
Have you looked at this house?
It is not like other houses.
It is double.
And the room in which we stand has other foundations and walls from this one behind me, which I guard with my pistol.
Let the deed be once done, and the clock, as you see, gives us but one minute.
minute more, and I leap into this other apartment, down another flight of stairs from those you
came up, and so to another door that opens upon another street.
Then shout, if you will, I am safe. As to your life, it is as much at my command as if
my bullet were already in your heart. We will see, was a thundering reply, and with these
words a rush was made that shook the floor above our heads, and scattered bits of plaster
down upon us.
Released by the action from the fearful spell, which had been numbed my limbs, I felt that
I could move at last, and leaping to my feet, I uttered scream after scream.
But they perished in my throat, smothered by a new fear, for at this moment my arm was caught
by Cecile, and following with horrified gaze the pointing of her uplifted hand, I saw the
straight line of the window-ledged before me dip and curve, and yielding to the voice.
force of her agonized strength, I let myself be dragged across the floor, while before us,
beneath us, above us, was all one chaos of heaving and crashing timbers, which in another
instant broke into a thunder of confused sounds, and we beheld beneath us a pit of darkness,
death, and tumult where, but an instant before, were all the appurtenances of a comfortable
and luxurious home. We were safe, for we had reached the flooring,
of the second house before that of the first had completely fallen.
But I could not think of myself, narrow as my escape had been,
and marvelous as was the warning, which had revealed to Cecile the only path of safety,
for in the clouded space above me, overhanging a gulf I dared not measure with my eyes
or sound with my imagination, I saw clinging by one arm to a beam the awful figure of a man,
While crouching near him on a portion of flooring that still clung intact to the wall,
I beheld another in whose noble traits, distorted though they were by the emotions of the moment,
I recognized him who but a month before had changed the world for me with his look.
Ah, Mama, and a thousand deaths lay between us, and we could neither reach him nor give any alarm.
For the space in which we found ourselves was small, and shut from the outer world,
by a door which was locked.
How it became locked, I never knew.
But I have thought that the maid in flying
might have turned the key behind her,
under some wild impression that by this means
she was shut out destruction.
However that may be, we were helpless
and threatened by death.
But our own situation did not alarm us,
for theirs was so much more terrible,
especially that of a man whose straining arm
clung so frantically to his support
that threatened every moment to slip from his grasp.
I could not look at him, and scarcely could I look at the other.
But I did, for in his face there was such a high and noble resolve
that it made me forget his danger,
till suddenly I heard him speak high above the sounds
that arose in a tempest from the street.
Do not despair, Isadore, I think I can reach you,
and pull you up upon the beam.
You shall not die a dog's death if I can help it,
hold on and i will come and he began the move and raise himself upon the narrow platform on which he stood and i saw that he meant what he said and involuntarily and with but little reason i cried
don't do it he's your enemy save yourself he is but a murderer let him go i said that i who never had a cruel thought before in my life but he without looking to see whence this voice came answered boldly
it is because he is my enemy that i wish to save him i could never enjoy a safety one at the expense of his death is the door you must live so hold on my cousin
and without saying anything further this brave man set about a task that seemed to me at that moment not only superhuman but impossible gathering himself up he prepared to make a spring and in another instant would have launched himself toward that rocking beam
if cecile driven to extremity by the slow tottering of the floor upon which we stood had not shrieked and to save him you would leave us to perish
he paused and gave one look yes he cried god help you but you look like innocent women while he the leap was made he lay clinging to the beam his cousin who had not fallen cast one glance up their eyes met and isodore as he was called
gave one great sob oh louis he murmured and was silent and then mamma there began a struggle for rescue such as i dared not even recall i saw it because i could not look elsewhere
but i crushed its meaning from my consciousness least i should myself perish before i saw him safe and all the while the figure hanging over a swade with a rocking of the beam
and gave no help until that last terrible moment when his cousin reaching down was able to sustain him under the arm till he could get his other hand up and clasp it round the beam then it all looked well and we began to hope when suddenly and without warning
Their nearly rescued man gave a great shriek and crying,
You have conquered, unloosed his grasp, and fell headlong into the abyss.
Mama, I did not faint.
An unnatural strength seemed given to me.
But I looked at the marquis, and for the first time he looked at me,
and I saw the expression of horrified amaze,
with which he had beheld his cousin, disappeared gradually,
changed the one of the softest and divinest looks that ever visited,
a noble visage, and knew that even out of that pit of death love had arisen for us too,
and that henceforth we belong to each other, whether our span of life should be cut short in a
moment or extended into an eternity of years. His own heart seemed to assure him of the same
sweet fact for the next moment he was renewing his superhuman efforts, but this time for our
rescue and his own. He worked himself along that beam. He gave another,
leap he landed at our side and tore away for us through that closed door.
In another five minutes we were in the street with half Paris surging about us.
But before the crowd had quite seized upon me, he found time to whisper in my ear,
I am the Marquis de la Roche-Guyon.
It will always be a matter of thankfulness to me that I was not left to sacrifice
the fairest woman in the world to the rescue of a thankless coward.
I wondered.
Mama, do you blame me for giving such a man my heart?
And do you wonder that what I have dedicated to this hero I can never yield to any other man?
The mother was silent, for a long time silent.
Was she horror-stricken at the story of a danger she never fully comprehended till now?
Or were her thoughts busy with her own past, and its possible incommunicable secrets of blood and horror?
her. The cry she gave at last betrayed anguish, but did not answer this question.
My child, my child, my child, that was all, but it seemed torn from her heart that bled after it.
He was not long in seeking me out, Mama dear. With grace and consideration he paid me his court,
and I was happy till I saw that you and Papa frowned upon an alliance that the me seemed laden
with promise. I could not understand it, nor could I understand it. Nor could I understand
our hurried departure from France, nor our secret journey here. All has been a mystery to me,
but your will is my will, and I dare not complain. Pure heart broke from the mother's lips,
would the God, what, dear Mama, that you had been moved by a lesser man than the Marquis
di La Rocha Goyon, a lesser man? With Armand theory, since he is the one you'll have to marry.
I shall not marry him.
Shall not?
If I cannot give my hand where my heart is,
I remain unmarried.
I dishonor no man with unmeaning marriage vows.
Hanora, I may never be happy, but I will never be base.
You yourself cannot wish me to be that.
You who married for love must understand
that a woman loses her title to respect
when she utters vows to one man
while her heart is with another.
but you did marry for love didn't you sweet mamma i like to think so i like to think that papa never cared for any other woman in all the world but you and that from that moment you first saw him you knew him to be the one man capable of rousing every noble instinct within you
It is so sweet to enshrine you in such a pure romance, Mama.
Though you have been married sixteen years, ah, how old am I?
I see you sit and look at Papa sometimes, for a long, long time without speaking.
And though you do not smile, I think, she is dreaming of the days when life was pure joy,
because it was pure love, and I long to ask you to tell me about those days,
because I am sure if you did you would tell me the sweetest story of mutual love and devotion.
Isn't it so, Mama Mine?'
"'Would that mother answer, could she?
I seemed to behold her figure,
"'pausing, petrified in the darkness,
drawing deep breaths and scarcely knowing
whether to curse or pray.
I listened and listened,
but it was long before the answer came.
Then it was short and hurried,
like the pants of one dying.
"'Honora, you hurt me, another silence.
You make my task too hard.'
If I know what love is, she found it hard to go on, but she did.
All the more anguish it must cost me to deny you what is so deeply desired.
I, I would make you happy if I could.
I will make you happy if it is in my power to do so, but I can hold out no hope.
None, none.
Nor tell me why, nor tell you why.
Mama, you suffer, I see it now, and somehow it makes it easier for me to bear my
own suffering. You do not willfully deny me what is as much as my life to me.
Willfully, Hanora, listen. The mother had stopped in her walk, for I heard her restless tread
no more. You say that I suffer, child, I have never had one happy day. Whatever romance you
have woven about me, I have never known. From the hour of my birth till now, one moment of such
delight as you experienced, when you saw the character of the Marquis unfold before you so grandly.
The nearest I have ever come, to bliss, was when you were first placed in my arms.
Then, indeed, for one wild moment, I felt the baptism of true love.
I looked at you, and my heart opened.
Alas, it was to take in pain as well as joy.
You had the face, O heaven, what am I saying?
This darkness unnerves me, Hanora.
Let us have light, light, anything to keep my reason from faltering.
Mother, mother, you are ill.
No, I'm simply weak.
I always am when I recall your birth and the first few days that followed it.
I was so glad to have something I could really love,
so glad to feel that my heart beat,
and to know that it beat for one so innocent, so sweet, so helpless as yourself.
What if I had pains and hours of darkness?
Did I not have your smile?
also, and later on your love, child, if there has been any good thing in my life, and sometimes I
have thought there was a little it came from you. So never even question again if I could hurt
you willfully. I not only could not do this and live, but to save you from pain I would dare.
What would I not dare? Let a man or angel say. Before such a passion as this, young Hanora
sank helpless.
Oh, Mama, Mama, Mama, she moaned, forgive me.
I did not know.
How could I know?
Don't sob, Mama, dear, let me hold you.
So now, lay your cheek against mine and simply love me.
I will lie quite still and ask no questions.
And you will rest, too, and God will bless us,
as he always blesses the loving and the true.
But Madam did not comply with its endearing request,
satisfying her daughter with a few kisses and some words that the paroxysm of her grief was past,
she resumed her walk up and down the room, pausing every now and then as if to listen,
and hastily resuming her walk, as some slight exclamation from the bed assured her
that Mademoiselle was not yet asleep.
As these pauses always took place when she was near the wall, behind which I crouched,
I frequently heard her breath, which came heavily,
and once the rustle of her gown.
But I did not stir, as long as her uneasy form flitted about the room.
I clung to the partition, listening, determined that nothing should move me,
not even my own terrors.
And though night presently merged into midnight,
the silence and horror of the spot became frightful, I kept my post.
For the stealthy tread continued,
and so did the desolatory scraps of conversation,
which proved that if the mother was waiting for the daughter to sleep,
the daughter was equally waiting for the mother to retire.
And so daylight came, and with it exhaustion,
to more than one of us three watchers.
And this is the record of the first night spent by me in the secret chamber.
End of Chapter 21, Part 2.
Section 23 of the Foraken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
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Chapter 22. A Surprise for Honora
October 22, 1791.
Events crowd. This morning the one girl I have taken into my confidence
came to my room with a strange tale. A stranger had arrived,
an elegant young gentleman of foreign appearance,
who had not yet given his name, but who must be a person of important.
if bearing an address go for anything. He came on horseback, attended by his valet,
and his first word, after some directions in regarding his horse, was a request to see the landlady.
When told she was ill, he asked for the clerk, and to him was about to put some questions
when an exclamation from the doorway interrupted them.
Turning, they saw madam, standing there, her face petrified into an expression of the
to an expression of terrified surprise.
Mrs.
Hush, sprang from the lady's lips,
before he could finish his exclamation,
and advancing she laid her hand on his arm,
saying in French,
which, by the way, my clerk understands,
if you hope anything from us,
do not speak the name that is faltering on your tongue.
For reasons of our own,
for reasons of a purely domestic nature,
we are traveling incognito.
let me ask you as a gentleman to humour our whim and to know us at present as mademoiselle let the lair he bowed but flushed with embarrassment
and mademoiselle she is well i trust quite well and yourself quite well also may i ask what has brought you into these parts whom we thought in another and somewhat distant country
need you ask they had drawn a little apart by this time and the clerk heard no more but their manner the ladies especially was so singular that he thought i ought to know that she was here under a false name
and so it sent margery to me with the news as for the gentlemen and madame let to leer they were still conversing in the lowest tones together
interested intensely in this new development in the drama hourly unfolding before my eyes i dismissed marjorie with an instruction or two and passed in to the hidden chamber where i again laid my ear to the wall
the mother would have something to say when she returned and i determined to hear what it was i had to wait a long time but was rewarded at last by the sound of voices and the distinct exclamation from the daughter's lips
oh mamma what has happened the mother's reply was delayed but it came at last my face is becoming strangely communicative you will read all my thoughts next what makes you think anything has happened is this a
place for occurrences.
Oh, Mama, you cannot deceive me.
Your very limbs are trembling.
See, you can hardly stand.
And then, how you look at me.
Oh, Mama, dear, is it good news or bad?
For from your eyes it might be either.
Has he?
He, he, always he, the mother passionately interrupted.
Do you not love your mother?
You are thinking always of one
whom you never saw till a year ago.
My doubts, my fears, my sufferings are nothing to you.
I might die.
Hush, hush.
Whenever did you speak like this before, Mama,
love you, did ever a child love her mother more?
But our affection is sure,
while that of him, you do not like me to mention,
is threatened, and its existence forbidden.
I cannot help but think, Mama, and of him,
if I could, I wore a traitor to the noblest instincts,
that sway a woman's heart i may not marry him you say i never will but think of him i must and pray for him i will till the last breath has left my lips so what's your news dear mamma has papa written
it is too early for the mail true true someone has come then a messenger perhaps from new york monsieur dubois d'boubou is a traitor he has not kept the secret of our whereabouts we have to settle with monsieur
and Madame Dubot.
Meanwhile?
What?
Honor, can I trust you?
Trust me?
Ah, who is trembling now?
Aye, I, I, but how can I help it?
You glanced toward the door.
You seem afraid someone will come.
You?
You?
Tut, do not mind me.
Answer what I ask.
Could you see the Marquis?
Talk to him.
Hear him urges love and plead for yours.
without forgetting that your obedience is mine, and that you are not to give him so much as the
encouragement of a glance, till I either give you permission to do so, or command from you,
his immediate and unqualified dismissal.
See him?
It was all the poor girl had heard.
Yes, see him.
You have come from Paris.
Why not he?
Since Dubot has proved himself a traitor?
Oh, Mama came now in great sobs.
You are not playing with me.
He has come.
He is here.
The horse I heard stop at the door.
Was that of the Marquis, acknowledged the mother.
He is in the sitting-room, child, but he does not expect you at present.
This evening you shall see him if you will promise me what I have asked.
Otherwise he must go.
I will have no complications arising out of a secret betrothal.
If you have not sufficient strength.
Oh, I have strength, Mama, I have strength.
Only let me see him, and prove to myself, that he is not worn by trouble and suspense,
and I will do all you ask of me.
Ah, how well I feel.
What a beautiful, what a lovely day this is.
Must I not go out till evening?
May I not take one way walk in the garden?
Not one, my child, at nine o'clock.
You may go to the sitting-room for half an hour.
Till then, think over what I have said, and prepare your lips to be dumb,
and your eyes to remain downcast for i am firm in my demands and nothing will make me change them you may trust me there was despair in the tones now
as they talked but little after this and as i was greatly interested in seeing the young man who had been heralded by such glowing descriptions i stole back to my room and putting on a green shade hastened to join my guests in the front parlor of the house
one glance from beneath my hurriedly uplifted shade was sufficient to assure me as to which of the gentlemen there assembled was the one i sought
so frank the face so firm a form so attractive a manner were not often seen in my inn and prepossessed that once in his favour i advanced to the owner of all these graces and calling him by name bade him welcome to my house
he must understand our language well for he immediately turned with gentle urbanity and discerning perhaps something in my face which assured him of my sympathy and respect entered into a fluent conversation with me
that at once increased my admiration and awakened my pity for i saw that his nature was strong and his feelings deep and as the future could have nothing but shame and misery i instinctively felt oppressed by the face of his feelings deep and as the future could have nothing but shame and misery i instinctively felt oppressed by the face
which awaited him. He did not seem to feel any apprehension himself. His eyes were bright,
his smile beaming, his bearing full of hope. Now and then his glance would steal toward the door
or through the open windows, as if he longed to catch a glimpse of some passing face or form.
And at last, swayed by that sympathy which we women all feel for true love in man or woman,
I asked him to accompany me into the garden,
promising him a view that would certainly delight him.
As the garden was plainly visible from the oak parlor,
you can readily understand to what view I alluded,
but he had no suspicion in my meaning
and followed me with some reluctance.
But his aspect changed, materially,
when, in walking up and down the pass, I casually remarked,
this is the least inhabited side of the inn,
only one room is occupied, and that by two foreigners.
"'Madame and mademoiselle let to leer.
"'Yet, it has a pleasant outlook,
"'as you yourself can see.'
"'Is she, are they behind those windows?' he asked.
"'With an impetuosity I could not but admire in a man
"'with so much to recommend him to the consideration of others.
"'I beg your pardon,' he added, a moment later,
"'after a stolden glance at the house.
"'I know those ladies, and anything in connection with them
"'is interesting to me.'
i believed it and had hard work to hide my secret trouble but his preoccupation assisted me and at length i found courage to remark they're from paris i understand a fine woman madame letteleur must be much admired in her own land
he seemed to have no reason for resenting my curiosity she is was his quick reply she is not only admired but respected i have never heard her name mentioned but with honour
I am happy to be known as her friend.
I gave him one quick look, good God,
what lay before this man,
and he's so unconscious.
I felt like wishing the inn
would fall to Adams before our eyes,
crushing beneath it the sin of the past
and his false hopes for the future.
He saw nothing.
He was smiling upon a rose,
which he had plucked and was holding in his hand.
This inn is one of the antiquities,
I now observed, anxious to know, if any hint of its secrets, had ever reached his ears.
They say it is one of the first structures reared on the river. Have you ever heard of any of the
traditions connected with it? Oh, no, he smiled. The happy-go-lucky is quite a stranger to me.
You cherish up all its legends, though, I have no doubt. Are there any tales of ghosts
among them? I can easily imagine certain disembodied spirits, wandering through
its narrow halls and up and down its winding staircases.
What spirits, I asked, convinced, however, by his manner that he was talking at random,
with the probable aim of prolonging our walk within view of the window behind which his
darling might stand concealed.
Madam must inform me, I have too little acquaintance with this country to venture among its
traditions.
There's a story I began, but here the finally modulent.
but piercing voice rang musically down the paths from the house, and we heard.
Your eyes will certainly suffer, Mrs. Truex, if you let the hot sun glare upon them so
mercilessly. And turning, we saw Madame's smiling face, looking from her casement,
with a meaning that struck us both dumb, and led me to shorten our walk, lest my interest in
the romance than going on should be suspected, and my usefulness thus become abridged.
Was it to forestall my suspicion, rid herself of my vigilance, or to ensure herself against any forgetfulness on her daughter's part, that madam, some two hours later, sent me the following note.
Dear Mrs. Truex, I can imagine that after your walk in the blazing sunlight you do not feel very well this evening.
I must nevertheless request of you a favor, my need being great, and you being the only person,
who can assist me. The Marquis de la Roche-Goyon, with whom I saw you promenading,
has come to this place with the express intention of paying court to my daughter.
As I am not prepared, the frown upon his suit, and, equally unprepared the favorite,
I do not feel at liberty to refuse him the pleasure of an interview with my daughter,
and yet do not desire them to enjoy such an interview alone.
As I am ill, quite ill, with a sudden and excruciating attack of pain in my right hip,
may I ask if you will fulfill the office of chaperone for me,
and without embarrassment to either party, take such measures as will prevent an absolute confidence between them,
till I have obtained the sanction of my husband to an intimacy which I myself dare not encourage.
Very truly your debtor, if you accomplish this, Madam Lettelear.
End of Chapter 22.
Section 24 of the Forsaken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
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Chapter 23 in the Secret Chamber
Have only 24 hours elapsed.
It is but yesternight that all the terrible events took place
the memory of which are now making my frame tremble.
So the clock says, and yet how hard it is to believe it.
Madam Let the lair, but I will preserve my old method.
I will not anticipate events, but relate them as they occurred.
To go back to the note which I received from Madam,
I did not like it.
I did not see its consistency, and I did not mean to be its dupe.
If she intended remaining in the oak parlor,
then over the oak parlor i would keep watch for from her alone breathed whatever danger there might be for any of us and to her alone did i look for the explanation of her mysterious presence in a spot that should have held a thousand repellent forces for her and hers
as for her sudden illness that was nonsense she was as well as i was myself had i not seen her standing at the window an hour or two before
but here i made a mistake madam was really ill as i presently had occasion to observe for not only was a physician summoned but word came that she wished to see me
also and when i went to her room i found her in bed her face pallid and distorted with pain and her whole aspect betraying the greatest physical suffering it was a rheumatic attack affecting mainly her right limb and made her so helpless that she was her heart-auntless that she was a rheumatic attack affecting mainly her right limb
and made her so helpless that for a moment i stood aghast at what looked to me like a dispensation of providence but in another instant i began to doubt again
for though i knew it was beyond anybody's power to simulate the suffering under which she evidently labored i was made to feel by her penetrating in restless looks that her mind retained its hold upon its purpose whatever that purpose might be
and that for me to relax my vigilance now would be to give her an advantage that would be immediately seized upon i therefore held my sympathies in check and while acting the part of the solicitous landlady watched for that glance or word which should reveal her secret intentions
her daughter whose eyes were streaming with tears stood over her like a pitying angel and not until we had done all we could to relieve her mother
and subdue her pain that she allowed her longing eyes to turn toward the clock that beat out the passing moments with mechanical precision it was just a quarter to nine
the mother saw that glance and hid her face for a moment then she took mademoiselle by the hand and drawing her down to her whispered audibly i expect you to keep your appointment mrs trewax will send one of the girls to sit with me besides i feel better
and as if i could sleep only remember your promise dear no look no hint of your feelings mademoiselle flushed scarlet stealing a look at me she drew back embarrassed but oh how joyous
I felt my old heart quiver as I surveyed her, and in spite of the dread form of the redoubtable woman stretched before me,
in spite of the gruesome room, and its more than gruesome secrets, something of the fairy light of love seemed to fall upon my spirit,
and lift the darkness from the place for one short and glowing moment.
Look in the glass, the mother now commanded.
You need to tie up your curls again, and put a fresh floor.
flower at your throat. I do not wish you to show weariness, Mrs. Truex. These words to me in low tones,
as her daughter withdrew to the other side of the room. You received my note? I nodded. You
will do what I ask? I nodded again. Deliberate falsehood it was, but I showed no faltering.
Then I will excuse you now. I rose. And do not send anyone to me I wish to sleep,
and in others presence would disturb me. See, the pain is almost gone.
She did look better. Your wishes shall be regarded, I assured her. If you do feel worse,
ring this bell, and Marjorie will notify me. And placing the bell rope near her hand,
I drew back and presently quitted the room. Lingering in the hall just long enough
to see the lovely Hanora flit across the threshold of the sitting-room,
which I had purposely ordered vacant.
For her use, I hurried to my room.
It was dark, dark as the secret chamber,
into which I now stole,
with the lightest and wariest of steps.
Horror, gloom, and apprehension
were in the air, which brooded stifingly,
in the narrow spot,
and had it not been for the righteous purpose
sustaining me, I should have fallen at this critical moment,
crushed beneath the terrible weight of my own feelings.
But one who has to listen, straining every faculty to catch the purport of what is going on
behind an impenetrable wall, soon forgets himself and his own sensations.
As I pressed my ear to the wall and caught the sound of a prolonged and painful stir within,
I only thought of following the movements of madam, who I was now sure,
had left her bed and was dragging herself with what difficulty in distress I could but faintly judge
by the involuntary groans which now and then left her across the floor toward the door,
the key of which I presently heard turn.
This done, a heavy silence followed, then the slow, dragging sound began again,
interrupted now by weary pence and heavy sobs that at first chilled me and then shook
me with such fear that it was with difficulty that I could retain my place against the wall.
She was crawling in my direction, and at each instant I heard the pants grow louder.
I gradually withdrew step by step till I found myself pressed up against the wall in the
remotest corner I could find, and here I was standing, enveloped in the darkness and dread,
when the sounds changed to that of a shuddering, rushing noise, which I had heard once before.
in my life, and from a narrow gap, through which the faint light in the room beyond dimly shone,
in a thread of lesser darkness, the aperture grew, till I could feel rather than see her form,
crawling, not walking, through the opening, and here, distinct enough, her horrible, gurgling tones,
as she murmured, I shall have to grope for what I want, touch it, feel it, for I cannot see.
Oh, God, oh God, what horror, what punt!
punishment.
Nearer, nearer over the floor she came, dragging her useless limb behind her.
Her outstretched arm groped, groped about the floor, while I stood trembling and agonized,
with horror, till her hand touched the skirt of my dress, when, with a great shriek of suddenly
liberated feeling, I pushed her from me and crying out, "'Murterous, do you seek the bones
of your victim?'
i flung open the door against which i stood and let the light from my own room stream in upon us too her faces i saw it at that moment has never left my memory
she had fallen in a heap at my first move and now lay crushed before me with only her wide staring eyes and shaking lips to tell me that she lived you thought i did not know you i burst forth you thought because i had never seen your face you could come back here
bringing your innocent daughter with you and cast yourself into the very atmosphere of your crime without awakening the suspicion of the woman whose house you had made a sepulchre of for so many years
but crime was written too plainly on your brow the spirit of honora erquat breaking the bounds of this room has walked ever beside you and i knew you from the first moment that you strayed down this hall
broken sounds unintelligible murmurings were all that greeted me you are punished i went on in the misery of your daughter nemesis has reached you the blood of honora erquot has called aloud from these walls and not yourself only
but still the viler being whose name you have so falsely shared must answer to man and god for the life you have so heartlessly sacrificed and the rights you have so falsely usurped
mercy came in one quick gasp from the crushed heap of humanity before me but i was inexorable i remembered honora erquot's sweet face and at that moment could think of nothing else so i went on
you have had your years of triumph you have borne your victim's name worn your victim's clothes sported with your victim's money and he her husband has looked on and smiled
day after day month after month year after year you have gone in and out before your friends unmolested and unafraid but god's vengeance though it halts is sure and keen
across land and across water the memories of this room have drawn you and not content with awakening suspicion you must make suspicion certainty by moving a spring unknown even to myself and entering this spot from which the bones
of your victim were taken only two months ago. Mara, Lighten.
Moved by the name she stood up, tottering and agonized with pain, but firm once more
and determined. She towered before me, her face turned toward the room she had left. Her
hand lifted, her whole attitude, that of one listening. Hark, she cried. It was a knock,
a faint low, trembling knock that we heard. Then the word, Mama, came in muffled
accents from the hallway. A convulsion crossed the countenance of the miserable woman before me.
Oh, God, my daughter, my daughter, she cried, and falling at my feet, she groveled in anguish as she
pleaded. Will you kill her? She knows nothing, suspects nothing. The whole fifteen years of her life
are pure. She is a flower. I love her, I love her, though she looks like the woman I hated and
killed. She bears her name. Why? I do not know. I could not call her anything else. She is my
living reproach, and yet—I love her. Do you not see it was for her? I crossed the water.
For her I plunged my living hand into this tomb, to learn if our secret had ever been discovered,
and if there was any hope that she might yet be made happy. Ah, woman, woman, you are not a wretch,
a demon. You will not sentence this innocent soul to disgrace and misery, even if I must die,
and I swear that I will die if you say so. Leave to my child her hopes, keep secret my sin,
and take the blessing of the most miserable being that crawls upon the earth as a solace
for your old age. Hear me. Hear a wretched mother's plea.
It is too late I broke in. Even were I silent. There are a unethful. There are
others upon your track. I doubt if your husband does not already know that the day of his prosperity
is at an end. She gave a low cry and tottered from the place. Entering her own room,
she threw herself upon the bed. I followed, drawing the curtains about her, then closing
the door of communication between the oak parlor and the chamber beyond, I passed to the door
behind which we could yet hear her daughter's soft voice calling, and, unlike the door. And
knocking it, let the radiant creature in.
"'Oh, Mama,' she began,
"'I could not keep my word.
But here I held up my hand, and drawing her softly out,
told her that her mother needed rest just now,
and that if she would come to my room for a little while,
it would be best, and so prevailed upon her
that she promised to do what I asked,
though I saw her cast longing glances
through the partly open door toward the somber bed,
so like a tomb, and which at that moment was a tomb. Had she known it, a tomb of hope, of joy,
of peace forevermore. I was just going out when a slight stir detained me. Looking back,
I saw a hand thrust out from between the falling curtains. Just a hand, but how eloquent it was,
pointing it out to Mademoiselle, I said,
your mother's hand give it a kiss mademoiselle but do not part the curtains she smiled and crossed to that ominous bed kneeling she kissed the hand which thereupon raised itself and rested upon her head
in another instant it was drawn slowly away and with a startled look the half-weeping daughter rose and glided again to my side as i closed the door i thought of the words and the sins of the words and the sins of the
the father shall be visited upon the children to the third and fourth generation.
End of Chapter 23.
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Chapter 24.
The Marquis
But the events of the night are not over.
As soon as I had seen Mademoiselle, comfortably ensconced in my old room upstairs,
I returned to the sitting-room, where the marquis still lingered. He was standing in the window
when I entered, and turned with quite a bright face to greet me. But that brightness soon vanished
as he met my glance, and it was with something like dismay that he commented upon my paleness
and asked if I were ill. I told him I was ill at ease, that events of a most serious nature
were transpiring in the house, that he was concerned in them. That he was concerned in them.
him, heavily, grievously, that I could not rest till I had taken him into my confidence,
and shown him upon what a precipice he was standing.
He evidently considered me demented, but as he looked at me longer, and noted my steady
and unflinching gaze, he gradually turned pale and uttered an irrepressible anxiety the one
word, a Nora.
Miss Erquot as well I began, and is as ignorant as yourself,
of the shadows that hover over her she is all innocence and truth sir honor candor and purity dwell in her heart and happiness in her eyes yet it is that happiness threatened by the worst calamity that can befall a sensitive human being and if you hold her in esteem
ma foi i broke in with violent impetuosity i do not esteem her i love her what are these dreadful secrets how is her happiness threatened tell me without hesitation for i have entreated her to be my wife and she
she thinks it is a parent's whim alone which keeps her from responding fully to your wishes i finished but madam's objections have deeper grounds than that miserable woman as she is she has some eyes
idea of honor left. She knew her daughter could not safely marry into a high and noble family,
and so. What is this you say, came again, in the quick and hurried tones of despair,
Mrs. Urquot? Wait, I broke in. You call her Mrs. Urquot, but she has no claim to that title.
She and Edwin Erquot have never been married. He recoiled sharply with a gesture of complete disbelief.
How do you know, he demanded. There are a stranger.
to you. I have known them in their own home. All the world credits their marriage and—
All the world does not know what transpired in this house sixteen years ago, when Edwin Urquat stopped
here with his bride on his way to France. He stared, seemed shaken, but presently hastened to
remark. Ah, madame, you acknowledge that she is his wife. You said bride. One does not call a woman
by that name without acknowledging a marriage service.
The woman he brought here was his bride.
Edwin Urquat is no common criminal, Marquis de la Roche-Goyon.
It was hard to make him understand.
It was hard to undermine his trust step by step, inch by inch,
till he found no hope, no shred of doubt, to cling to.
But it had to be done, if only to avert worse calamities, and more heart-rending
scenes. He must know at once, and before he took another step in relation to Miss Urquat,
just what her position was, and to what shame and suffering he was subjecting himself by accepting
her love and pledging his own. The task was not done till I had shown him this diary of mine,
and relayed it all that had just occurred in the room below. Then, indeed, he seemed to
comprehend his position, and completely crushed and horror-stricken,
subsided into a dreadful silence before me the lines of years coming into his face as i watched him till he became scarcely recognizable for the lordly and light-hearted cavalier whose dreams of love i had so fearfully interrupted some half-hour or so before
from this lethargy of despair i did not seek to rouse him i knew when he had anything to say he would speak until he had faced the situation and made up his mind to his duty i could wait his decision with perfect confidence in his fine nature and nice sense of honor
you may therefore imagine my feelings when after a long delay an hour at least he suddenly remarked we have been a proud family from time immemorial we have held ourselves aloof from whatever could be thought to stain our honor
or impeach our good name i cannot drag the unfantomable disgrace of all these crimes into a record so pure as that of the roche-gayon race though i had wished to bestow upon my wife and name
and position of which she could be proud, I must content myself with merely giving her the comfort
of a true heart and such support as can be provided by a loving but unaccustomed hand.
Marquis, I commenced, but he cut my words short with a firm and determined gesture.
My name is Louis de Fontaine, he explained.
Henceforth, my cousin will be known as the Marquis.
It is the least I can do for the old French arm.
honor. "'Twas so simply, so determinedly done, that I stood aghast, as much at the serenity of his
manner, as the act which required such depths of sacrifice from one of his traditions and rearing.
Then you continue to consider yourself the suitor of Mrs. Urquot,' I stammered.
"'You will marry her, though her parents may be called upon to perish upon the scaffold,
in an ignominy as great as ever befell to guilty mortals.'
The answer came brokenly, but with unwavering strength.
Did you not say that she was innocent?
Is she to be crushed beneath the guilt of her parents?
It might have taken the last prop from one so soon to be bereft,
of all the supports upon which she has learned from infancy.
If I cling to her, she may live through her horror and shame.
But should I fail her, great heavens,
would we not have another life to answer for before God?
besides, he added, with a simplicity which marked his whole bearing, I love her, I could not do
otherwise, if I would. To this final word I could make no rejoinder. With a reverence unmingled
with a taint of compassion, I took my departure, and being anxious by this time to know how my
young charge was bearing her seclusion, I went to the room where I had left her and softly
opened the door. End of Chapter 24.
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Chapter 25 Mark Felt
Subjected as I have been in the last three hours,
to distress and turmoil,
I was delighted to find Mademoiselle asleep,
and to behold her peaceful face,
gazing at it, and noting the happy smile,
which unconsciously lingered on her lips,
i could not but feel that despite the hideous revelations which lay before her her lot was an enviable one allied as it promised to be with that of one of such high principles as the marquis
though i am old now and have had my day the love of the innocent and pure is sacred to me and in this case it certainly has the charm of a spotless lily blooming in the jaws of hell
as it was late and i was almost exhausted i began to think of rest but my uneasiness in regard to madam would not let me sleep till i had made another visit to her room so leaving the gentle sleeper lapped in serenest dreams
i proceeded to descend once more as i passed a great clock on the stairs i noticed that it was almost midnight and began to hasten my steps when i heard a loud knock at the front door
this is not an infrequent sound with us but it greatly startled me this night i even remember pausing and looking helplessly up and down the hall as if it were a question whether i should obey the unwelcome summons
but such knocking as speedily followed could not be long ignored so subduing my impatience i hastened to the door and unlocking it threw it open a gust of rain and wind greeted me
this was my first surprise for i had not even noticed that the weather was unpleasant so completely had i been absorbed by what had been going on in the house my next was the bearing and appearance of the stranger who demanded my hospitality for though both face and form were unknown to me
there was that in his aspect which stirred recollections not out of keeping with the unhappy subject then occupying all my thoughts yet i could not speak his name or put in the words the anticipations that vaguely agitated me
and led him through the hall and into the comfortable sitting-room so lately vacated by the marquis with no more distinct impression in my mind than that something was about to happen which would complete rather than interrupt the horrors of this eventful night
and when the light fell full upon him and i could see his eager eyes this feeling increased and no sooner had his cloak fallen from his shoulders and his hat left his head
then i recognized a prominent jaw and earnest face and putting no curb into my impetuosity i exclaimed at once and without a doubt mr felt the utterance of this name seemed to cause no surprise to my new guest
the same he replied and you are mrs truex of course mr tamworth has described you to me and also this inn till i feel as if i knew its every stone
i did not wish to visit it but i could not help myself an unknown influence has been drawing me here for days and though i resisted it with all my strength it finally became so powerful that i rose from my bed at night saddled my horse and started in this direction
i have been twenty-four hours on the road but part of these i have spent in the thicket just over against you on the opposite side of the road for the sight of the house awakened in my mind such a disturbance that i feared to show myself at the door
a voice out of the air seemed to cry not yet not yet nevertheless i could not go back nor leave the spot which once seen possessed for me a fatal fascination
i was speechless good god were the old psychological influences at work and had they acted upon him at forty miles distance you come from albany i at last stammered forth you must have had a wet time of it it storms heavily i see
storms he repeated glancing at the cloak he had thrown off great heaven my cloak is saturated and i did not even know it rained a touch of the old spell he murmured something is about to happen to me something has drawn me with purpose to this house
i felt awestruck would he guess next what that something was at eleven o'clock he went on with the abstracted air of one recalling and experience i felt a pang
shoot through my breast. I had been looking steadfastly at these walls, and somewhere about the
building a light seemed to go out, for a pall of darkness suddenly settled upon it, simultaneously,
with a cessation of that imaginary cry which had hitherto detained me. Where was that light, Mrs. Truex,
and what has happened here that I should feel myself so called upon to cross this threshold to
night. I did not answer at once, for I was trembling, was I to be subjected to another such ordeal
as I had experienced earlier in the evening, and be forced to prepare, by such means as lay in my
power a much abused man for a most dreadful revelation. It began to look so.
What has called me here, he repeated, danger to her or death to him. They are thousands of
miles away, and Tamworth could not have yet reached them. But peril of some deadly nature
menaces them, I know. A stroke has gone home to him or her, and it is in this place I am to
learn it. Is it not so, Mrs. Truex?'
"'Perhaps, I trembling assented. There is a gentleman here from France, who may be able to tell
you something of the man and woman you mean. Would it affect you very much to hear disastrous news
of them? I cannot say, he answered, it should not. Mr. Tamworth tells me that he has
acquainted you with the story of my life. Do you think I should feel overwhelmed at any
retribution, following a crime that was committed, almost as much against me, as against a
pure a noble being, who was a visible sufferer? I shrink from answering, I returned.
The human heart is a curious thing. If he alone were to suffer. Ah, he,
he was the bitter ejaculation.
Or if she, I proceeded,
were bound by no ties appealing
to the sympathies, but she
is a mother. Good God!
I had not thought it would affect
him so, and stood appalled.
A mother, he repeated,
she, she, the tigress,
the heartless one, with no
more soul than the naked dagger,
I should have plunged into her breast
and did not.
Great heaven, and this child has lived,
I suppose, it is
grown up, and, and, is the sweetest, purest, most unworldly, of beautiful women that
these eyes have ever rested upon.
I thought he would spring upon me.
He leaned forward with so much impetuosity.
How do you know, he asked, and my heart stood still at the question.
Because I have seen her, I presently rejoined, because I have had opportunities for studying
her heart.
She is called Honora, and she is like Miss Dudley, only.
more beautiful and with more claims to what is called character.
He did not seem to take in my words.
You have been the france, he declared?
No, I corrected.
Miss Erquat has been here.
He fell back, then started forward again,
opened his lips, and stared wildly, half fearfully, about the room.
Here, he repeated, evidently overcome at the idea.
Why did they send her here?
I should as soon have expected them,
send her into the murk of the bottomless pit a girl an innocent girl you say and sent here they had reason besides she did not come alone
this time he understood me oh he shrieked she's in the house i might have known it he went on more calmly i did only i would not believe it her crime has drawn her to the place of its perpetration she could not resist the magnetic influence which all places of blood have upon the guilty
she has come back and he i shook my head the man is less courage i declared perhaps because he was more guilty perhaps he has had less love
love it was love for the daughter which drew the mother here not the spell of her crime or the accusing spirit of the dead the woman who wronged you has some heart she is willing to risk detection and with it her reputation and life
to see if by any possibility she could venture to give happiness to the one being whom she really loves explain i do not understand how could she hope to find happiness for her child here
by settling the question which evidently tortured her by determining once and for all whether the crime of sixteen years back had ever been discovered and if she found it had not to satisfy at once her own pride and her daughter's heart by giving that daughter's heart by giving that daughter's daughter's
to as noble a gentleman has ever carried a sword are they here now they are here and as she discovered the futility of all her hopes he drew back and his heavy breath echoed in deep pants through the room
what an end for mara lighton he gasped what an end and she is here he went on after a moment of silent emotion under this roof no wonder i felt myself called hither and she was here he went on after a moment of silent emotion under this roof no wonder i felt myself called hither and she was
she knows her crime is detected, how came she to know this? Did you recognize her and tell her?
I recognized her and told her, there was no other course we met in the secret chamber,
whither she had come to make her own terrible investigations, and the sight of her there
on the spot where she had left the innocent to die was too much for my sense of justice.
I accused her to her face, and she crouched before me as under the lash. There was no possibility
of denial after that, and now she lies.
Wait, he cried, catching me painfully by the arm.
When was this day?
Today, tonight?
Not two hours ago.
His brow took on a look of awe.
You see, he murmured, she has power over me yet.
When her hope broke, something snapped within me here.
I abhor her, but I feel her grief.
She was once all the world to me.
I recognized his right to emotion.
and did not profane it by any words of mine instead of that i sought to leave him but he would not let me go till they had asked me another question and the daughter he urged does she know of the opprobrium which must fall upon her head
she sleeps i replied with a smile of the shyest delight upon her lips her love has followed her to this place and the last words she heard to-night were those of his devotion her suffering must come
tomorrow, yet it will be mitigated, for he will not forsake her, whatever shame may follow his
loyalty.
I have his word for that.
Then the earth holds two lovers was Mark Felt's rejoinder.
I thought it held but one, and with a sigh he let go my arm and turned to the window,
with its background of driving rain and pitiless flashes of lightning.
I took the opportunity to excuse myself for a few minutes, and hurrying again, and hurrying again.
again into the hall, hastened, with nervous fear and agitation greatly heightened by the
unexpected interview I had just been through, to the now off-open door leading into the oak parlor.
I found it closed but not locked, and pushing it open, listened for a moment, then took a glance
within. All was quiet and ghostly. A single candle guttering on the table at one end of the room
lent a partial light by which I could discern the funeral bed,
and the other heavy and desolate-looking articles of furniture
with which the room was encumbered.
Honor's flowers, withering on the window-seat,
spoke of tender hopes not yet vanished from her tender dreams,
but elsewhere all was hard, all was dreary, all was inexorably forbidding and cold.
I shuddered as I looked and shuddered still more,
as I approached the bed and paused firmly before it.
Madame Lethleer, it was the only name by which I could bring myself to address her at that instant.
There is one gleam of brightness in your sky.
The Marquis knows the story of your guilt, yet consents to marry your daughter.
I received no reply, shaken by fresh doubts, and moved by an inexplicable terror.
I stood still for a moment, gathering up my strength, then I was a moment.
I repeated my words, this time with sharp emphasis and scarcely concealed in portunity.
Madam, said I, the Marquis knows your guilt, yet consents to marry your daughter.
But the silence within remained unbroken, and not a movement displaced the somber,
falling curtains. Agitated beyond endurance, I stretched forth my hand and drew those curtains
aside. An unexpected sight met my eyes.
There was no madam there. The bed was empty.
End of Chapter 25.
Section 27 of the Forsaken Inn by Anna Catherine Green.
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Chapter 26. For the last time.
My eyes turned immediately in the direction of the secret chamber.
Its entrance was closed, but I knew she was hidden there,
as well as if the door had been open and I had seen.
seen her. What should I do? For a moment I hesitated. Then I rushed from the room and hastened
back to Mr. Felt. I found him standing with his face to the door, eagerly awaiting my return.
What has happened, he asked importunately? Your face is as pale as death. Because death is in the
house. Madame? Ah, lies not in her bed, nor is she to be found in her room. There's another place, however,
in which instinct tells me we shall find her, and if we do, we shall find her dead.
In her daughter's room at her daughter's bedside?
No, in the secret chamber.
He gazed at me with wild and haggard aspect.
You are right, he hoarsely assented.
Let us go.
Let us seek her.
It may not be too late.
The entrance to this hidden room was closed.
As I have said, and as I had never assisted at its opening,
I did not know where to find the hidden spring by means of which the panel was moved.
We had, therefore, to endure minutes of suspense, while Mr. Felt fumbled at the wainscoting.
The candle I held shook with my agitation, and though I heard nothing of the storm before,
it seemed now as if every gust, which came swooping down upon the house,
tore its way through my shrinking consciousness, with a force and menace that scattered the last
remnant of self-possession.
Not an instant in the whole terrible day had been more frightful to me.
No, not the moment when I first heard the sliding of this very panel and the sound of her
crawling form approaching me through the darkness.
The vivid flashes of lightning that shot every now and then through the cracks of the
closely shuttered window, making a skeleton of its framework, added not a little to its
terror.
There being no other light in the room, save them.
that, and the flickering almost dying flame, with which I strove to aid Mr. Felt's endeavors,
and only succeeded in lighting up his anxious and heavily bedewed forehead.
Oh, oh, was my moan, this is terrible. Let us quit it or go around to my own room where
there is an open door. But he did not hear me. His efforts had become frantic, and he tore at
the wainscoting, as if he would force it open by main strength.
you cannot reach her that way i declared perhaps my hand may be more skilful let me try but he only increased his efforts i am coming mara i am coming he called and at once as if guided by some angel's touch his fingers slipped upon the spring immediately it yielded
and the opening so eagerly sought for was made go in he gasped go in and so it was that the fate which had forced me against my will and in despite of such intense shrinking to pass so infrequently into that hideous spot
where death held its revel and nemesis awaited her victim drove me thither once again and as i now hoped for the last time for there upon the floor and almost in the same spot where we had found lying the remains of innocent honora
we saw as my premonition had told me we should the outstretched form of the unhappy beam who had usurped her place in life and now in retribution of that act had laid her head down upon the same couch in death
she was pulseless and quite cold upon her mouth her left hand lay pressed as if with her last breath she had sought to absorb the pure kiss which had been left there by the daughter she so much loved
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did mara lighten will the coming of her old lover to my inn on that fatal night that is the question i asked when with the first breaking of the morning light i discovered lying on the table under an empty file a letter addressed when a letter addressed when with the first breaking of the morning light i discovered lying on the table under an empty file a letter addressed
not to her husband, nor to her child but to him, Mark felt.
It is a question that will never be answered,
but I know that he comforts himself with the supposition
and allows the trembling hope that pass at times across his troubled spirit,
that in the bitterness of those last hours some touch of the divine mercy
may have moved her soul and made her fitter for his memory to dwell upon.
The letter I afterward read, it was as follows, to the man who gave all, bore all,
and reaped nothing but suffering.
I am not worthy to write you, even with the prospect of death before me.
But an influence I do not care to combat drives me to make you, of all men, the confidant
of my remorse.
I did not perish sixteen years ago in the Hudson River.
I lived the share in and profit by a crime that is left,
left an indelible stain upon my life and an ineffaceable darkness within my soul.
You know, or soon will know, what that crime was, and how we prospered in it.
Daring as it was dreadful, I heard its fearful details planned by his lips, without a shudder,
because I was mad in those days, mad for wealth, mad for power, mad for adventure.
The only madness I did not feel was love.
this i say to comfort of pride that must have been sorely wounded in those days as sorely wounded as your heart edwin erquot
could make my eyes shine and my blood run swiftly but not so swiftly as to make me break my troth with you had he not sworn to me that through him i should gain what moved me more than any man's love how was he to accomplish this i could not see in the beginning
and was so little credulous at his being able to keep his oaths that i let myself be drawn by you almost to the church door but i got no further there in the crowd he stood with a command in his eyes which forbade me any further advance
though i comprehended nothing then i obeyed his look and went back for my heart was not in any marriage and it was in the hopes to which his looks seemed to point
later he told me what those hopes were he had been down to long island and while there had chanced to hear in some tavern of the happy go lucky inn and its secret chamber and he saw or thought he saw how he could make me his without losing the benefit of an alliance with miss dudley
and i thought i saw also and entered into his plans though they compromised crime and entailed horrors upon me from which woman naturally shrinks i was as hard as the nether millstone of which the bible speaks
and went determinedly on in the path of dissimulation and crime which has been marked out for me till we came to this inn then owing perhaps to my long imprisonment in the dreadful box i began to feel qualms of physical fear
and such harrowing mental forebodings that more than once during that terrible evening i came near shouting for release but i was held back by apprehensions as great as any from which a premature release
from my place of hiding could have freed me. I dared not face, Hanora, and I dared not
subject Edwin Urquot to the consequences of public recognition of our perfidity. So I let my
opportunity go by, and became the sharer, as I was already the instigator, of the unheard-of-crime,
by which I became, in the eyes of the world, his wife. What I suffered during its
Perpetration no word of mine can convey.
I cringed to her moans.
I shook under the blow that stifled them,
and when all was over and the bolts which confined me were shot back,
and I found myself once more on my feet, and in the free air,
of this most horrible of rooms,
I looked about, not for him but her,
and when I did not see her or any token of her death,
I was seized by such an agony of revulsion
that I uttered a great and irreprepared,
impressible cry, which filled the house and brought more than one startled inquirer to our
door.
For retribution and remorse were already busy within me, and in the lurking shadows about
the fireplace, I thought I saw the long and narrow slit, made by the half-closed panel
standing open between me and the secret place of her entombment.
And though it was but an optical delusion, the panel being really closed, it might as well
been the truth, for I have never been able to rid myself of the sight of that
chimerical strip of darkness, with its suggestions of guilt and death.
It haunted my vision, it ruined my life, it destroyed my peace.
If I shut my eyes at night, it opened before me.
If I arrayed myself in jewels and rich raiment, and paused to take but a passing look
at myself in the glass, this horror immediately came between me and my own image,
blotting the vision of wealth from my eyes, so that I went into the homes of the noble,
or the courts of the king, a clouded, miserable thing, seeing nothing but that black and narrow slit,
closing upon youth and beauty and innocence, forever and forever, and forever.
My child came, ah, that I should have to mention her here.
I do it in penance, I do it in despair, since with her my heart wot,
and for her that heart is now broken never to be healed again oh if the knowledge of my misery wakens in you one thought that is not of revenge cast a pitying eye upon this darling one left in a hateful country without friends without lover without means
for friends and lover and means will all leave her with the revelations which this morning will bring and unless heaven is merciful to her innocence as it has been just to my guilt she will have no other goal before her than that which has opened its refuge to me
as for her father let heaven deal with him he gave me this darling child so i may not curse him even if i cannot bless mara
October 23, 1791. I have seen one bright thing to-day, and that was the faint and almost unearthly gleam,
which shot for a moment from beneath Hanora's falling lids, as I told her what love was,
and how the Marquis only awaited her permission, to speak to assure her of his boundless affection
and his undying purpose to be true to her, even to the point of assuming her griefs and taking
upon himself the protection of her innocence.
If it had not been for this, I should have felt that the world was too dark to remain in,
and life too horrible to be endured.
November 30th, 1791.
I thought that when Honora Urquat left my house to be married to Monsieur de la Fontaine,
in the church below the hill, peace would return to us once more,
for there is no peace, this morning, another horrible tract.
I was sitting in the open porch waiting for the mail coach, for it seemed to me that it was about time I received some word from Mr. Tamworth.
It was yet some minutes before the time when the rumble of the coach is usually heard, and I was brooding, as was natural, over the more than terrible occurrences of the last few weeks.
When I heard the clatter of horses' hoofs, and looking up and down the road, saw a small party of men approaching from the south.
As they came nearer I noticed that one of the riders was white-haired and presumably aged,
and was interesting myself in him when he came near enough for me to distinguish his features,
and I perceived it was none other than Mr. Tamworth.
Rising in perturbation, I glanced at the men behind and abreast of him,
and saw that one of those rode with lowered head an oppressed mane,
and was just about to give that person a name in my mom.
mind, when the horsey bestrode suddenly reared, bolted, and dashed forward to where I sat,
flinging its rider at the very threshold of my house, where he lay senseless as the stone
upon which his head had fallen.
For an instant both his companions and myself paused aghast at the sight, so terrible
and bewildering.
Then, amid cries from the road and one wild shriek from within, I rushed forward and turning over
the head looked upon the face of the fallen man. It was not a new one to me. Though changed
and seemed, and white now in death, I recognized it at once. It was that of Edwin Urquot.
This noon I took down the sign which has swung for twenty years over my front door.
Happy go lucky is scarcely the name for an inn accursed by so many horrors.
February 3, 1792. This week I have fulfilled.
of the threat of years ago.
I've had the oak parlor and its hideous adjunct torn from my house.
Now perhaps I can sleep.
March 16th.
News from Hanora.
The distant relative who succeeded to the estates and the title of the Marquis de la Roche-Goyan
has fallen a victim to the guillotine.
Would this have been the fate of Anora's husband?
Had he forsaken her and returned home, there is reason to believe it.
at all events she finds herself greatly comforted by this news for the sacrifice with which her husband made to his love and no longer regrets the exile to which he has been forced to submit for her sake wonderful wonderful providence
i view its working with renewed awe every day september fifth seventeen ninety five i have been from home i have been on a visit to new york i have tasted of change of brightness of free and cheerful living
and i can settle down now in this old and fast decaying in with something else to think about than ruin and fearful retribution i have been visiting madame de fontaine
she wishes me to come i think that i might see how amply her married life has fulfilled the promise of her courtship days though she and her noble husband live in peaceful retirement and without many of the appurtenances of wealth they find such resource of delight in each other's companionship
that it would be hard for the most exacting witness of their mutual felicity to wish them any different fate or to desire for them any wider field of social influence
the marquis i shall always call him thus has found a friend in general washington and though he has never seen at the president's receptions or mingles his voice in the councils of his adopted country there are evidences constantly appearing of the confidence reposed in him by this
great man, which cannot but add to the exile's contentment and satisfaction.
Honora has developed into a grand beauty.
The melancholy, which her unhappy memories have necessary infused into her countenance,
have given depth to her expression, which was always sweet and frequently touching.
She looks like a queen, but like a queen, who has known not only grief but love.
There is nothing of despair in her glance, rather, a lofty hope.
hope, and when her affections are touched or her enthusiasm roused, she smiles with such a heavenly
brightness in her countenance that I think there is no fairer woman in the world, as I am assured
there is none worthier.
Her husband agrees with me in this opinion, and is so happy that she said to me one day,
I sometimes wonder how my heart succeeds in holding the joy which heaven has seen fit
to grant me.
In it I read the forgiveness of God.
God for the unutterable sins of my parents, and though the shadows will come, and do come,
when I think upon the past or see a face which, like yours, recalls memories as bitter as ever,
overwhelmed an innocent girl in her first youth, I find that with every year of love and peaceful
living the darkness grows less, as if somewhere in the boundless heavens the mercy of God
was making itself felt in the heart of her who once called herself my mother.
After hearing her speak thus, I felt my own breast lose something of the oppression which
had hitherto weighed it down, and as the days passed and I experienced more and more of the
true peace that comes with perfect love and perfect trust, I found my tears turned to rejoicing
and the story of my regrets in the songs of hope. And so I have come back comforted and at
rest. If there are yet ghosts haunting the old inn, I do not see them. And though its walls are
dismantled, its custom gone, and its renown a thing of the past, I can still sit on its grass-grown
doorstep and roam through its fast-decane corridors, without discovering any blacker shadow
following in my wake than that of my own figure, that now with age, and only held upright
by the firmness of the little cane with which I strive to give aid to my tottering and uncertain steps.
The grace of God has fallen at last upon the happy-go-lucky inn.
End of Chapter 27.
End of The Forsaken End by Anna Catherine Green.
