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Episode Date: February 6, 2024The Greenstone Door by William Satchell audiobook. Genre: history In William Satchell's The Greenstone Door, an older Cedric Tregarthen looks back on a youth shaped by violence and belonging in mid-1...9th-century New Zealand. After his family is swept away in frontier conflict, Cedric is taken in by the trader Purcell and grows up under the protection of a powerful Maori community, sharing a wild, close-knit childhood with his foster sister Puhi-Huia and his fierce, complicated friend Rangiora. Deep in a hidden limestone cave, the children bind themselves to a vow of peace - the tatau pounamu, the greenstone door - a symbol meant to close the way to bloodshed forever. But as Cedric is sent to Auckland to be schooled in Pakeha society, the world widens and hardens: colonial politics tighten their grip, loyalties split along race and land, and war begins to press in on every relationship he values. Torn between the people who raised him, the culture he is expected to serve, and a growing love that ties him to the halls of power, Cedric must decide what honor, home, and peace can possibly mean when history itself is marching toward battle. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 00 (00:01:26) Chapter 01 (00:28:42) Chapter 02 (00:56:20) Chapter 03 (01:35:45) Chapter 04 (02:10:20) Chapter 05 (02:42:55) Chapter 06 (03:12:27) Chapter 07 (03:46:58) Chapter 08 (04:19:49) Chapter 09 (04:46:12) Chapter 10 (05:19:21) Chapter 11 (05:57:56) Chapter 12 (06:32:26) Chapter 13 (07:03:42) Chapter 14 (07:48:16) Chapter 15 (08:10:21) Chapter 16 (08:40:22) Chapter 17 (09:18:48) Chapter 18 (09:46:52) Chapter 19 (10:14:26) Chapter 20 (10:48:28) Chapter 21 (11:29:33) Chapter 22 (11:53:59) Chapter 23 (12:36:45) Chapter 24 (13:09:01) Chapter 25 (13:54:32) Chapter 26 (14:30:20) Chapter 27 (14:47:23) Chapter 28 (14:52:21) Chapter 29 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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The Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
The preface.
The Māori words used in this story are explained when they first occur,
and also for convenience sake in a glossary.
Certain of them are used so frequently that I am afraid the English reader
will hardly be able to avoid acquiring a knowledge of their meaning.
Such words are par, a fortified,
village, Toonga, a medicine man or magician, Pakiha, a white man as distinguished from a Māori,
Fari, a native house, and Kumara, the sweet potato. My excuse must be that these words have long
since been adopted into the English language as it is written and spoken in the Dominion,
The author, Auckland.
End of preface.
Chapter number one of the Greenstone Door.
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The Greenstone Door by William Satchel, Chapter 1.
I am lost and found.
In my earliest mental picture of myself, I figure as a small creature of unknown derivation,
conscious of no void behind me, sure of an eternity in front. Around me, tangling its fronds above my
head, is high fern, shutting out the hot rays of the March sun. There are strange creatures
moving on the soil, whizzing past among the leaves, and filling me with emotions at once fairfews
and delightful. Sturing uneasily within me is a sense of wrongdoing, yet I push my way on and on,
following the black cicadas and huge brown locusts as they leap before me, frustrating all efforts
at capture. But presently I become conscious of something lacking, wonderful as are the joys of this
newly found freedom. There is a thing here strange to my experience, and as oriental.
inspiring as novel, solitude. I become aware of the absence of human voices, of the need of that
mighty and comforting column, the parental leg. Here follows an interval of nothingness. Probably
sleep brought a respite to my fares, my futile efforts to escape from the tangle of fern,
for when I again became aware of myself, the sun no longer bright, and I, and I, the sun no longer bright
are leaves overhead. It is still light, but the day is ending, and a chill breeze,
harbinger of night, rustles the dry stalks. The insects have ceased their clamour,
and save for the rustling, all is still. All? No, there is a sound in the air,
slowly detaching itself from the silence. A booming, hollow sound, a rhythmic sound,
swelling and failing, shattering through the air, vibrating through the earth.
Surely I've heard such a sound before, or why does it conjure up in my brain a definite picture
that sets my teeth chattering and causes me to bury my face in the ground?
I can see the war party heartening itself for the attack, the rhythmic stamping of feet,
the rolling of eyes, the horrible grimaces. I can hear the threat.
staccato of the war song, the voice of the leader, the guttural response of the ta'uwa.
As a fire crackling from lip to lip, the fierce shout, the deep, blood-curdling gasp,
filling the air with a whisper of death.
Hey, hey, aha.
Footnote.
Ta'uwa.
A war party.
End of footnote.
After this, an interval of sight.
silence, the breezes died away, the very growth around me seems to stand expectant of fateful things to come.
At length there is a stealthy rush of footsteps, setting the earth a quake.
I hear the deep breathing of the warriors as they push onward on every hand, scaling the steep slopes of the par.
Footnote, par, a fortified village, usually on the summit of a hill.
End of footnote.
none comes near me and god alone knows whence i derive the wit to lie still and make no sound presently the last of them has sped on his way and i am left alone again with the silence and the falling night
But not for it long is their silence.
High up overhead breaks out the crack of a gun, then a volley,
shouts and screams pierce a year.
A voice harsh and dominating rises at intervals above the din
and is answered by the exultant, deep-chested,
ah, ha-ah, of the attacking warriors.
With a whimper of terror, I start from my hiding place,
toddle blindly through the fern, trip over the dense growth, and roll downwards into the arms of two men,
making their way with great strides up the hill.
Aloa, what is this?
A Pakiha child, by the look of him, Mr. Wake?
That he must be Tregarthens.
What is your name, my boy?
Footnote.
A Pakiha, a European.
End of footnote.
It is impossible I should remember all this, and I shall no longer make pretense of doing so.
But what I have been told is so firmly bound up with what I do remember, that it is hopeless to attempt to disassociate them.
The speaker's voice was masterful, but kindly.
He was a middle-aged man, with a pale face like my father's, and I remember that the circumstance that both men were white,
alarmed me and set me whimpering afresh. He carried his coat over his arm and heavy drops of perspiration
were running down his nose and trickling to the ground. What does he say, Purcell? he asked.
Erwick. Is it Eric, my little man? The other knelt down in front of me,
brushed the hair from my eyes with a large hand and told me not to cry. Why? He's only a baby,
Mr. Wake. Where's daddy, little man? What's that? Well, well, I can make nothing of it. Hark!
He broke off suddenly, lifting his face to the hill. Thar-in! All this time, the firing of guns,
the shouting and screaming, had gone on undiminished in the sky overhead.
We must go, said Mr. Wake anxiously, but what is to be done with the child? Stay here, Mr. Purcell,
and I will make the journey alone.
Purcell laughed and rose to his feet.
Yet, he said, regarding me with compunction,
we cannot leave the baby here for Tiwaha Roa's Umu.
What is to become of you, my fine fellow.
Footnote.
Umu, the Māori stone oven.
I look up into his smiling eyes and, for answer,
twined a chubby arm around his leg.
The hand of the Almighty, said Mr. Wake,
lifting the hat he had just replaced on his streaming head,
has led the child from the pit of death.
Come, it will be night before we enter the par.
Without more ado, Purcell picked me up
as a man plucks a leaf by the wayside,
and almost at a run, they continued the ascent of the hill.
But the way was steep,
and, when the fern was passed, slippery,
and presently there were terraces,
twice the height of a tall man to be surmounted,
and when these were overcome,
and as the first stars began to twinkle forth,
we came in sight of the shattered palisades.
Smoke and flame were issuing from the houses,
and the sound of firing had ceased.
The men of the attacking party had discarded their guns,
as though all concerted resistance were at an end,
and armed with Tomahawk and Miri,
were moving among the burning thorns.
Farris, shouting and laughing in the wild exhilaration of victory.
Footnote.
Miri.
A stone club.
Fari, the native house.
End of footnote.
On the farther side of the hill, against the sky, a dense crowd of warriors was assembled,
their plumed heads and naked limbs, showing black against the light beyond.
Mr. Wake led the way with a firm.
step into the par, followed by my protector, bearing me lightly in his great arms.
Probably it was due to the confident movements of the two men that their approach was at first
unnoticed by the triumphant war party. Between us and the second line of defence was a ditch
and a bank, and another between that and the Kiritangata, or innermost barricades. A low doorway in front of us
stood open and we crept through and stood among the huddled houses of the village.
No doubt it was a scene to inspire horror at which my two companions gazed so intently.
But for my part I only saw men and women and children lying asleep in the gathering light
of the burning huts.
Pity, pity, said I, extending a hand to the leaping flames.
"'Pity indeed,' said my bearer, looking gravely about him.
Mr. Wake's mouth trembled and set itself momentarily,
his pale face looking whiter than ever,
save where the flames tinged it with a ghastly yellow.
He moved forward, almost at a run,
and gathering me closer in his arms, Purcell followed.
Steady Mr. Wake, steady, sir, he cautioned,
Keep your shoulder against mine. We are too late in any case.
From somewhere close at hand came a shrill scream, followed by the laughter of men.
We may yet be in time, said Mr Wake, darting round the corner of a building.
Did I understand the scene that burst on my sight a moment later?
At least it lives clearly in my memory to this day, and definite memories,
even when they seem pointless and immaterial,
are the reflex of strong emotions.
A large fadi was burning merrily to one side,
and in the lurid light stood three figures.
The central was that of a young girl of 15,
her slim figure swaying in the grasp of two warriors.
She had ceased to cry out,
and was speaking rapidly and thickly,
her dark, terracedrican eyes,
turning eagerly from one to the other.
seeking some sign of relenting in the fierce yet amused faces.
Puna! I cried suddenly, Puna!
And stretching my arms out towards her.
The girl's face, beaded with the fine sweat of terror,
was turned quickly to us at the sound,
and in a moment she had slipped from the grasp of her captors
and was running fleetingly towards us.
So sudden had been our advent that surprised for a moment,
held the warriors spellbound.
But only for a moment.
In the next instant,
one had poised and thrown his tomahawk,
and the girl, with her skull split asunder,
lay dead and motionless at our feet.
My protector started, took a step forward,
then restrained himself,
looking at the still body of the young girl,
with a shake of his head.
Steady, Mr. Wake, he said sadly, under his breath,
We are too late.
The pale face of the missionary was set in stern lines
and his eyes flashed with a fierceness almost fanatical in its intensity
as he approached the warriors.
Shame on you, men of Ngati Ha'awa, he cried in Māori.
God will demand Utu for the blood of this young girl.
Footnote, Utu, payment and compensation or vengeance.
End a footnote.
The eyes of the two men shifted uneasily at this speech,
and for a moment there was silence.
Why are the Pakihas here?
Asked one of them coldly at length.
Do they desire to join cause with the Gatimaru,
the enemies of Tiwaha Roa?
We champion no cause save that of the god of humanity,
replied Wake sternly,
looking at the slayer of the girl.
The god who has said,
he who spills man's blood by man shall his blood be spilled.
The young brave's eyes swerved from the unflinching gaze of the missionary,
but an instant later, with a laugh of bravado,
he strode to the corpse of his latest victim,
and smiting the head from the body with one blow of his sharp tomahawk,
whirled it by its long hair into the centre of the blazing fari,
then, sillinging the trunk, warm and gouting blood over his shoulder, he moved off through the village.
Take me to your chief, said Wake, shuddering, addressing the other warrior, who had stood by,
incomplete indifference while this savage act was performed.
With a lift of the eyebrows that seemed intended to absolve him from all responsibility in the result,
the young warrior turned on his heel and guided us through the way.
the alternating glare and shadows of the par.
From the storehouses, slaves were busy,
removing the stores of food accumulated by the slaughtered villages,
and more ghastly burdens were also borne past us
in the direction in which we were moving.
Now and then, our guide paused to exchange a few words with a comrade,
and some of these came and stared at us in the face,
or fell in behind, laughing and chatting.
to one another. One hideous tattooed face was, I remember, thrust into mine and inspired me with a
terror that still returns in nightmare. It was an ancient, evil countenance with an eye that
smouldered and gloated and menaced unutterable things. Presently we came in sight of several
fires, differing from those we had already seen by the circumstance that they did not
roar up to a tremendous height, but burned fiercely close to the ground.
Dark figures were busy about them thrusting the burning wood more closely together with long
sticks. In the red light, other groups were at work, bending and chopping at things in
their midst. Our guide threaded his way through these groups with more appearance of haste and
uneasiness than he had yet shown, moving in the direction of a somewhat
larger fire, around which the main force of the war party appeared to be assembled.
As we neared the outskirts of the ring of warriors, Mr. Wake, apparently unable any longer
to control his horror and aversion at the scene, pushed past the guide and made his way
rapidly among the seated figures, with Purcell close at his heels, until, rounding the huge
fire, whose heat demanded the respect of a wide distance, we came on the leaders of the
Tawa, seated together on a slight mound. I have no actual recollection of the moment when these
two intrepid white men, the one sustained by his religious belief, the other by a sense of
comradeship and pride of race, thrust themselves unarmed on one of the most ruthless savages
the Māori race has known. Indeed, from the moment the hideous face glared at me, I doubt
have aught else of the happenings of that night impressed itself on my consciousness.
Tiwaha Roa, though he was not destined to live long after this event, was at the moment of which
I write, at the prime of his manhood and full of bloody honours. He had held back the mighty
and had been the means of driving him and the Nati Raukawas to migrate to cook straight.
He had cast down the pride of the Waikatoes in the Gatimaru,
and even those most inveterate of sportsmen, the Napaui,
who for long years never missed their annual shooting season in the Thames or Waikato,
had gone away disgusted, leaving five of their braves,
crucified to the posts of his pa.
In the flush of victory, it is conceivable that even a savage may show forbearance
in the discussion of a matter wherein opinions are likely to differ.
But it must be remembered that at the moment his unexpected visitors made their appearance,
Tiwaha Roa had no longer any interest to distract his attention
from the fact that he had not eaten since morning.
Moreover, his ovens were, or shortly would be, full of a delicacy which, so far from appealing to the Pakiha palate, was likely to prove a bone of contention between him and them.
The chief was seated on the ground, a great cloak of dogskin fastened at his right shoulder,
completely concealing the whole of his person and protecting him from the night air, which now, in the fall of his,
the year and on the hill's summit breathed keenly. He gave no greeting to the missionary,
who paused, breathless with the haste he had made in front of him. Nor for the space of several
minutes did he cease the low-toned conversation he had been carrying on with those around him.
Be it so, he said at last, and bend his eyes on his visitors.
Tenakorua, Pakiha, he said. Footnote.
"'Tenna Koroa, greeting to you too.'
"'End a footnote.
"'You have come far.
"'These are times when a man does well to stay where he belongs.
"'And these people,' retorted the missionary,
"'waving his hand in the direction of the burning Fadis.
"'Does the chief say that they did well to remain where they belong?
"'Tiwaha Roa, not at appreciation of the retort.
"'They offended me,' he said shortly.
They have ceased to offend, it is enough.
What is the Pakeha's business with me?
I come on God's business to O'Haroa, said Wake.
I know nothing of the cause of your enmity towards this people or of its justice.
I came to warn them of your approach,
and failing that to intercede with you in their behalf.
Surely the power to show mercy is the greatest privilege of the conqueror.
The words of the Pākehā are good, said Tiwahaoroa stolidly,
but his actions have lagged behind. The day is done. Let us now speak of other things.
I can well see that I am too late, Chief, Wake agreed, with more moderation in his tone,
but there is surely something I can yet do for my master.
Give me the slaves you have taken. The dead are past our help, nor do they need it.
but suffer the living to go free.
I have heard that the Pākehā is adverse to the making of slaves,
replied Tiwaharoa, grimly.
I have remembered his aversion and made none.
Then your prisoners, chief, let them be brought to me here,
and we will lead them from the par,
that the sight of their faces may not reawaken your vengeance.
The day is done, as you remind me,
let its deeds suffice and peace be established between you and those who remain.
Tiwajaroa sat for a while in silence, as though debating what reply he should make to this request.
Around him the principal men of the war party murmured to one another, with looks of amusement in their faces,
and presently one leaned forward and said a few words in his chief's ear.
Good, said the latter, a cruel smile flickering for a moment at the corners of his lips.
Let those who have taken prisoners bring them here, that we may see if the Pakiha's wish can be granted.
Go.
A number of young men sprang up from the ranks below and hurried around the circle of warriors.
Some passed through the lines into the shadows beyond, and for ten minutes or a quarter of an hour,
the two white men stood waiting, while Tiwaharoa, his eye and visage, unvisited by any sign of emotion,
preserved an inflexible silence. At length, one by one, the men began to return until the whole
of them were assembled, and seeing them thus, without an addition to their number, a mocking laugh
broke softly from the lips of the spectators. It is well, said Tiwajaroa calmly,
the lot of the prisoner is often less desirable than that of the slave.
Then all of these people, said Wake, in tones that faulted with emotion,
no man, woman or child remains.
For this deed, Tiwaharoa, his voice hardened, and his eyes flashed denunciation.
You shall yet answer, if not on earth, then at the dread day of judgment,
when every soul you have sent in blood to its doom shall cry out for vengeance upon you.
A murmur of wrath, even of horror, at words which, to their minds, spelt sacrilege as used against
their chief, ran through the group on the hill. But Tiwahara preserved his calm, unruffled.
Pakiha, he said, your words are as those of a child who babbles of he knows not what,
and therefore I take no heed of them.
Yet if children persist in wrongdoing, it becomes necessary to punish them.
Therefore I say to you, go now while the road is open.
I am tired of your talk.
The missionary, undaunted by a speech which, with its cold threat,
might have brought fear to the bravest heart,
was on the point of an impulsive reply.
when Purcell laid his hand on his sleeve.
Remember, Mr. Wake, he said in a low voice,
and not without a tinge of humour in his tones,
that God is a long way off,
while the lives of the three of us are in your very hands.
The missionary paused and seemed,
in obedience to the warning of the other,
to change what he had been on the point of saying.
There is one more word I must say to you,
Tihuaharoa, he said.
The dead are.
at peace and against their souls you can do no further harm but what of their bodies what is the
meaning of these fires the preparing of these great ovens the sights of horror we have seen as we drew near
all the great chief forgetting the word of his pachihar friends descend to a lower level than that of the
beasts become the perpetrator of a practice which disfigures his noble race and rouses the abhorrence of
mankind. Hitherto the missionary's words, but for the one exception I have noted, had been received
with indifference or half-scorned amusement. But at this bold indictment of an immemorial custom of the race,
their brows contracted, and every trace of good humour vanished from their countenances.
At this period the practice of cannibalism, though still invariably followed by the successful
war party had already received its death blow. The disgust of the white man, evidencing itself
on the lips of the missionary, and the escaped convict alike, had eaten its way less to the
conscience than the pride of the Māori. And just as the modern wave of temperance sweeping irresistibly
forward influences those who are not conscientiously in accord with it to a certain
furtiveness in the taking of drink, so was cannibalism becoming a right to be practiced,
if not actually in secret, at all events out of the sight of the white man.
From this infection, so to call it, of shame to a natural soul growth of distaste,
was a matter of a very few years, and at the time of which I write,
every act of cannibalism so far from confirming and prolonging the monstrous cancassism.
custom, brought it nearer to an end. Shame, however, is an emotion more likely at the offset
to inspire anger than repentance. And as my protector looked round the scowling faces of the
warriors and heard the mutterings as of a gathering storm, he knew that the lives of all
three hung on a thread. But no change came over Tiwaha Roa's face, nor did he appear influenced by
the anger of those about him. Only in the depths of his eyes a light burned ominously.
Pakiha, he said, you have said to me three things. I say to you only one. Go.
Whether the missionary would have obeyed this mandate without a further attempt to drive home to
the chief, the horror with which his deeds had inspired him, must always remain a matter of doubt.
for at that critical moment, while Purcell stretched out his hand to again touch the sleeve of his companion,
a warrior sprang suddenly to his feet and stepping out from among the others confronted my protector.
Wait, he said, and lifted a monetary forefinger.
End of chapter 1.
Chapter number two of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
this Libravox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter number two.
I am claimed in Uttu and become the little finger of Tawarroa.
He was an elderly gentleman, grey-haired and deeply lined about the face,
but live and active in movement.
As he rose, he threw his cloak from him
and now stood up clothed only in his war girdle.
In his hand was a hand.
a club or meri of greenstone, a thong from the handle of the weapon being caught in a loop round
his thumb. The old talk is done, Pakiha, he said. This is new talk. Observe the words of the chief.
They are considered words. Said he to you, go thou, or go all of you? No, go you too,
were the words of Tiwajaroa. But here are three persons.
Our talk relates to the third. Let us speak now of the child. Begin.
Whatever reply my protector might have made to the strange commencement was taken from his
lips by the missionary, who, with that lack of imagination, which so often renders futile the most
heroic effects of the single-minded, saw only the opportunity of turning my presence to account
in the framing of still another reproof.
Drawing back Purcell's coat
till the firelight fell on my unconscious form,
for by this time I was sound asleep.
He cried,
Yes, look!
Of all those who, when the morning sun dawned,
were alive and happy in this village,
only this one poor babe remains.
But the effect of his words
was far different from anything he could have anticipated.
A murmur, partly of astonishment, partly of wrath, ran round the circle, and several warriors
rose to their feet, crying out together. In that instant of confusion, the old man raised his weapon
and made a blow at me, which must have ended my career then and there, had it not been for the
vigilance of my protector. Frustrated in his first attempt, the savage drew back, his eyes gleaming
fiercely and began a watchful circling of the man and child, crouching low the while,
his weapon held ready for a thrust. The warriors restored to good humour by interest in the new event
were now all shouting their advice, mostly to the attacker, but not a few to the white man,
who stood like a great mastiff watching the snarling approach of some too daring cur.
Otu, a son for a son.
Be careful, O Nauru, his fist is as the knot of a kori tree.
The missionary, dismayed by this unexpected turn of events, drew near to Tiwaharoa,
and, in more humble tones than he had yet used, besought him to exert his authority
over the preservation of the white man and the child.
Friend Pakiha responded the chief, with grim,
irony. You have shown yourself a laggard, both in coming and going. On your own head be the
consequences. With that he waved the missionary aside and again turned his eyes upon the central
figures of the drama. Be wary, O'Naru, cried the warriors. Let your blow strike the child only,
now, now. With a faint that drew his adversary to shift his position, the old warrior bent and
sprang with surprising agility at his mark, but rapid as were his movements they were met by
others of equal quickness. The murderous thrust of the heavy merri glanced harmlessly aside,
and a mighty blow on the neck of the crouching figure sent Nauru rolling to the very feet of the
leader of the war party. Enough, said Tiwaharoa, now we will talk. Let the white men seat themselves.
The blow, which must have killed a man of less hardyhood,
seemed to have taken little effect on the old warrior.
Rising to his feet, he gave a twist to his neck,
as though to discover whether his head were still securely fixed on his shoulders,
and then began a measured pacing up and down the sword,
and coming to a standstill as he reached the distance most desirable for oratorical effect,
and speaking in brief sentences with long pauses between.
The gist of his remarks was to the effect that the child was the son of Tirikarani, Trigathan,
that the tribe had no quarrel with Trukathen or any other Pākehaha,
nor had they desired to injure him.
Nevertheless, Trigarthen, though warned of the mistake he was making,
had espoused the cause of the people with whom he resided,
He had fought desperately and no less than seven of their bravest warriors had fallen to his hand alone.
One of these warriors was the eldest son of the Speaker.
True that Trigarthen himself had been finally overpowered and slain.
Yet since he had ranked himself with their enemies, all of his blood became also their enemies,
and none should be suffered to remain alive.
The correct process in circumstances of this kind
was not to leave a blood feud to be carried on by the generation that followed
but to make an end by the simple process of annihilation
while the opportunity presented itself.
It was correct that the child should be given up to the speaker
as utu for his dead son.
A murmur of approval greeted this suggestion.
Nauru retired to his place
and another warrior took possession of the stage.
He also had lost a son at the hand of Trigarthen,
and therefore to him, equally with Nauru,
was the life of the child forfeited.
The fact that the whole of the hapoo had been destroyed was immaterial.
Footnote, hapu, sub tribe.
End of footnote.
Trigarthen was not of the hapoo.
He had begun a new quarrel.
all the advantage of which was as yet on his side.
For while they had lost seven, Trigarthen's hapoo had lost but one.
Even the killing of the child would not equalise matters.
Nevertheless, concluded the speaker magnanimously, let that suffice.
Several others followed, claiming Utu for the death of a brother, a father, or other relative.
Then came the other side.
but the fire that distinguished the speakers for the prosecution was lacking for those who assumed the role of defence.
It was evident that they were actuated by the love of debate and not at all by any feeling of humanity.
They were learned in the law of Utu and unfolded it in precedent and opinion as being adverse to the demands of the claimants.
presently the deadly eminence of the question seemed to withdraw into a mist of words for a full hour argument and counter-argument clashed and wrestled while i slept on and my protectors awaited the issue with what patience they might at length the audience hitherto ready to applaud any telling forensic speech gave evidences of surfeet
Hoi'anu, Kamutu, cried the throng.
Footnote.
Hoi'anu, Kamutu, enough, end it.
End a footnote.
All this time, the chief had sat perfectly still,
his eyes cast down,
giving no sign that he took any interest in the proceedings,
until the impatient cries of the warriors seemed to arouse him,
as from a reverie.
motioning the last speaker aside, he bent his eyes on my protector.
And the Pakiha, he asked, what has he to say in this matter?
Only this, Tewaharoa, said Purcell, rising to his feet.
It is not the life of one that is in question, but of two.
Nay, of three, cried the missionary springing to his companion's side.
Purcell's tone had been stern, but at this foot,
fiery support, his voice dropped and took on a quaint humorousness.
It is not chief, he said quickly and before weight could continue, that I venture to dispute
with these eloquent gentlemen on what is or is not in conformity with the law of Vutu,
that is a Māori law. I only know the law of the white man, which bids me stand by this
little one as long as I can. You would fight for the child.
than Pakiha, said Tiwahaara with cold contempt.
So, Chief, as for my friend, he is a man of God and of peace.
Whatever may be said of us others, the missionary seeks nothing for himself.
He asks nothing of you that is not for your own good in the doing.
It would be a lasting stain on the Māori race if he should come to harm because of this.
Therefore, let him go in peace.
With respect to the child, I claim him by a law stronger than your utu, the law of humanity.
He who would take his life must first take mine.
A dead silence followed this calmly spoken, yet resolute speech.
As there is no braver race in the Māori, so there is none more quick to see and admire courage.
But perception and appreciation of bravery are not necessarily
co-joined with the desire to spare the courageous, and while the resolution of the white man
awoke admiration, it aroused also in the warlike minds of Tiwaharoa's warriors, the desire to
match themselves against it. In an instant a score of warriors leapt to their feet, and with a cry
of defiance sprang toward the white men. Tiwajaroa also rose, his gleaming eyes fixed steadily,
and with curiosity on the central figure.
How, those eyes seemed to ask,
would he act when the crucial moment came?
Was this white man indeed daring enough to face alone and unarmed
the very flower of the Maori race?
So it seemed, for Purcell, having given utterance to his resolution,
stood silent and unmoved,
following with watchful eyes the motions of the howling mob around him.
As the armed warriors rushed upon them, the missionary had attempted to close in upon his
companion.
But, and as though acting in accordance with some concerted plan, the attackers without striking
a blow, drove between the two white men, thrusting wake back, until he stood with an arm's length
of the chief.
Tiwajaroa, he cried, breathlessly seizing his opportunity.
end this before it is too late.
If you think to frighten this man into surrendering the child,
then you misjudge him.
His blood will be on your hands
and you will bring down upon your head the execration of the Pachyaz.
The chief's brow contracted as he listened.
He vouchsafed no reply,
but turning to those about him uttered a curt command.
The missionary was immediately surrounded and,
forced, without actual violence, to the outskirts of the crowd, where he was bidden to seat himself
and remain quiet, under pain of instant death. Meanwhile, Purcell stood, surrounded at a distance
of a few yards by a grimacing and dancing ring, shouting jests and defiance. The jests
indeed predominated, and it would have been difficult for any person not conversant with the
character of the actors to have perceived, in a scene of so much apparent good humour, a savage
and relentless purpose. Yet the most barbarous races are not incapable of acts of chivalry. A young brave
whose magnificent proportions were not unworthy to be matched with the giant frame of Purcell
himself, suddenly cast his spear perpendicularly forward into the hand of the white man.
Defend thyself, O Pakiha, he cried, and seizing his miri, rushed to the attack.
Whether or no the fact that Purcell was unarmed had hitherto acted as a deterrent to the assault,
the spare had no sooner fallen into his hand than his assailants were upon him.
But the conflict, desperate indeed, as between one and twenty, was no longer of the impossible character that had first threatened.
The young brave had in fact put into the hand of his enemy
the only spare possessed by the attackers,
the one weapon which could be trusted to keep at a distance,
the short clubs and tomahawks of his assailants.
Purcell's wits had all this time been at work.
He had looked keenly about him for some object against which he could set us back,
but the ground for some distance around was destitute of post or tree.
There remained but the first.
fire and desperate as he recognized the position to be with roaring flames behind him and 20 enemies in front,
he did not hesitate to accept it. As the ring continued to dance around him, he had worked his way
with apparently purposeless movements nearer and nearer to the fire, hoping to provide himself
not only with an unassailable rear, but also a weapon of defence. Thus, when the spear came into
his grasp he was provided with a plan and lost not an instant in putting it in execution.
So close was he to the flames that the ring in that quarter was already broken.
He took one step forward and with a whirl of the spare that effectually cleared his ranks
faced about to meet the assault. It was impossible that he should long withstand it,
yet for the best part of a minute none got within the guard of that whirling point or reached to it without feeling its thrust.
Sideways he leapt, and with fingers glued to the staunch wood thrust and smote.
Once at a crucial moment he stepped right back into the fire and kicked hot ashes and flaming embers into the faces of his assailants,
falling on them before they could recover themselves and driving them ignominiously before him.
But when the spectators beheld this tremendous feat of arms
and realized a shame which threatened the Tawa,
they sprang up in their tens and scores and rushed to join in the conflict.
Scorched by the flames, perspiration streaming from his face,
but uninjured and with the child still safe in the bending.
of his arm, the dauntless white man caught his spear in a fresh grasp and looked with steady
gaze at the approaching death. No single arm could withstand even for a moment the multitude
that now came against him. Only a miracle could save him, and the miracle happened. One instant he was
gazing into the fierce, contorted faces of his enemies, and the next the whole scene was blotted
from his vision. Something had fallen, as from the sky, and enveloped him. Was it a ruse of the enemy?
Hampered by the child and the necessity of retaining possession of his spear, it was impossible that he could
free himself before the death blow fell, but the moments passed and nothing happened. He became aware
of a silence that, in contrast with the uproar of the preceding minutes, was his death itself.
Could that be the solution of the mystery?
Suddenly the obscuring veil was withdrawn
and he looked wonderingly about him.
Before him, as though arrested and petrified in mid-Korea,
were the enemies whose last seen motions had threatened to overwhelm him.
Their faces expressed chagrin, verging on anger,
but held in check by something approaching awe,
at a side holding his great mat of dogs,
dependent from one hand stood the chief Tiwaharoa.
Enough, oh warriors, he said quietly,
this Pākehya is the thumb of my right hand.
The child is my little finger.
Not a voice was raised.
As though the words possessed in themselves some magical charm
to steal the passions of men,
the attackers melted away and became merged in the rest of the war party.
Soon the chief and the white man, over whom he had cast the mantle of his protection, stood alone.
Pakiha said the formal, as concerns you and the child and the man of many words, be at ease.
Henceforth the tapu of Tiwaha Roa clothes and protects you.
Footnote. Tapu.
See note, page 400.
End a footnote.
For tonight, enough has been spoken.
my young men will guide you to a fadi where presently food shall be brought to you but see to it that the man of words does not trouble me again i shall do your bidding chief said percell for the protection you have given me and the child i thank you
is it permitted me without offence to speak one more word speak pakeha it concerns the body of the white man the father of this child it shall be sent to you
do with it as you please as for the food have no fair the Maldi follow the custom of his
forefathers but he is not prone as the man of words to thrust his observances on the stranger
with this parting thrust at the missionary the chief turned away while Paisal inwardly congratulating himself
on his narrow escape from death stood to await the arrival of the promised guide
he came in the person of the young chief who had so gallantly and opportunely thrown him his spare
and he brought wake with him come great warrior said the brave running his eye admiringly over the form of the
Englishman comrade said my protector extending his hand if it should ever chance to you to need the help
of a white man to me belongs the right let me know the name of the brave enemy
that I may remember it among those of my friends.
Paola responded the youth,
his face showing gratification.
The Pachia is a fighter of fighters.
He has given many wounds, yet received none.
What of the child?
Still sleeps on unharmed.
Truly, it is wonderful, commented Pao.
I and many others sought only the life of the child.
Such words sound harshly in the airs of your friend, Paa.
said my protector reprovingly.
Does it become a brave warrior to make war on an infant?
Power shrugged his shoulders.
What matter a life that knows not of itself, he said.
It is as a bird that falls in the thick bush and is remembered not at all.
Both the white men recognise that the moral aspect made no appeal to the savage mind
and refrained from continuing the argument.
He is now the little finger of Tiwaharoa, Purcell reminded him.
And the little finger may grow into the right hand of the chief's enemy, was a reply,
but come, let us go.
He led the way round the fire, and avoiding the groups of warriors making their way in the direction of the cooking fires,
set off at a brisk pace round the outskirts of the ravaged village.
The fires that for the best part of an hour,
had rocked and roared on the hill summit,
a beacon of terror and warning to the surrounding country,
were now dying down,
heaps of glowing ashes marking the spots
where the homes of the villages had so recently stood.
Purcell shuddered as he saw in imagination
the dismembered bodies of those villages,
now prisoned in the fiery stones of Tiwaharoa's ovens.
After proceeding at a rapid pace,
for something like half a mile,
their guide turned in towards the village
and a minute or two later stopped
before a group of buildings
which had escaped the fate of the rest.
These were three in number
and though with none of the adornments
that marked the more sacred edifices
of the Moripa
were yet apparently substantially built
and in good repair.
The largest of the three
built on piles to exclude vermin
was a storehouse of such dimensions that Purcell paused to ask their guide to whom it had belonged.
To the Pākehā, Pao O'uah replied briefly,
Then it is to the child's home that you have brought us?
The native made a gesture of assent, and sliding back the door of the building by which they stood, motioned them to enter.
Darting away at the same moment, he returned to air they were well inside the dark,
terrier with a flaming brand plucked from a burning building. A small lamp, still containing oil,
stood on a rough table, the legs of which were sunk into the earthen floor. And presently in its dim
light, the white men looked around on the rude home of a man of their race, who had fallen a victim
to the tribal wars of his adopted country. That the place had been raided by the conquerors
was evident by the confusion that prevailed.
The contents of chests and shelves,
or such part of them, as had not found favour with the raiders,
lay in heaps or scattered broadcast over the floor.
Little of economic value remained.
Books and papers formed the greater part of the litter.
The sleeping bunks were bare of coverings,
save for one tattered blanket,
in which, after a glance round,
my protector wrapped my still unconscious form,
subsequently depositing me on the bunk.
The missionary, overcome by the horrors he had witnessed,
sank to a seat,
and with his chin in his hands,
stared gloomily at the floor.
Come Mr. Wake, said Purcell, cheerfully,
let us rather thank God for the little we have accomplished
than lament over what we have failed to do.
Mr. Wake shuddered and shook himself,
as from a nightmare.
You are right, my friend, he said.
Forgive my weakness.
It is not to every man that there is given the greatness of soul
to face such scenes undismayed.
Now let us consider what is to be done for Dragathen's child.
Bawar, who, after lighting the lamp,
had carried his fire brand outside,
now returned with an armful of rugs,
which he sat down on the vacant bunk.
food and drink shall be sent for the parkyards he announced pausing in the doorway the storehouse has not been touched then my friend said persale indicating the rugs which had apparently never been in use no all therein is the war spoil of the chief friend bawa it seems to me that instead of utu being payable by the child he has a right to demand it of those who have bereft him of
father and possessions of all save the rags in which he lies the warrior's eyes followed the direction
of purcells to the little bundle on the bunk many chiefs and sons of chiefs fell in this quarrel he replied
their beds are not so soft as that of the child my protector nodded go then friend he said but he
continued to discuss the question with wake whose knowledge of native law and custom was
considerable. The missionary roused himself to the consideration of a problem beset with difficulties.
Having dismissed the claim of the other side and thus acknowledged me to be a non-combatant,
Tewaharoa had laid himself open to be preceded against in turn. But was there a moment to
enter a claim? If the motives that had actuated the chief in sparing my life were sufficiently
powerful, they might extend also to the preserving to me of the possessions of my father.
In short, it was impossible to entertain any action save an appeal to the clemency of the conqueror.
While this decision was been arrived at, the sound of voices and approaching footsteps brought both
men to the doorway. In the darkness, momentarily dispersed by the winking flame of the failing fires,
was a body of men moving in single file towards the hut.
A long pole rested on their shoulders
and sagging from the middle
was a mysterious bundle closely swathed and fern.
In this manner my father,
with the blood of seven warriors on his dead hands,
returned to his home.
End of chapter two.
Chapter number three of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording.
is in the public domain.
Chapter number three.
I find a haven.
They buried him that night,
digging his grave with spades
taken from the war spoil of Tiwajaroa
and laying him in the cool, dry earth
of that windy hilltop.
His bones have long since been transferred
to the other end of the earth,
where, in the tomb of his ancestors,
beside his girl-wife,
the mother I never knew.
They moulded to the English dust, from which they sprang.
But it is on the hilltop I love to think of him,
resting after a brief and stormy life,
full of wounds and honour,
high up under the great arch of the sky.
Sheep feed peacefully now on the wind-bitten heights,
and only the step of an occasional shepherd breaks the solitude of the Takuma par.
White men and brown alike are gone.
But for me it is peopled with the ghosts of that tragic night.
Its blood-drenched terraces still cry to the heaven.
Its burning fadis still red in the sky,
and in the midst of it, as though it were a monument raised in its honour,
for me the body of my father lies there still.
The Waharoa remained many days at Takuma, for the spoil taken at the capture of the par was great.
Crops had been harvested.
Potatoes, cumeras and corn filled the storehouses to repletion.
Visits from friendly parties were frequent, and none were suffered to depart,
without bearing with it evidences of the goodwill and hospitality of the conquerors.
Even with this assistance, there was one kind of food in almost too great abundance.
Slaves bearing baskets of human flesh were dispatched all through the Waikero,
carrying greetings to friendly chiefs and summoning war parties to join Tiwajaroa
in the prosecution of further schemes of conquest.
Even on the morning immediately following the capture of the par,
A whisper of his destination was abroad,
for Tiwaha'uara had a blood feud,
well nigh as old as himself,
which still remained unsatisfied.
It was this rumour that led,
ere the sun was well up in the heavens,
to the hurried departure of the missionary,
still bent on the salvation of the bodies,
not less than the souls, of his adopted people.
And when I myself awoke and rubbed
the sleep from my eyes, it was to find myself alone with my protector.
He was seated on a box in the centre of the Fadi, tying together the sheaves of letters
and papers he had collected from the floor, humming softly to himself for the while,
a habit, the meaning of which I was to know well by and by.
All I said on this occasion, however, was Dada?
He gave a great start, and his very start, and his very much.
blue eyes fell on my small figure sitting up, half buried in the rugs and pillows.
Dada, eh, he said musingly, as though he were confronted with a problem.
A moment later his expression changed, and putting his hand in his pocket, he drew out a
biscuit and held it out to me. It must have been an unusual number of hours since I had
partaken of any food, and I scrambled eagerly from my perch,
rolled to the floor, picked myself up, and toddled to his knees to receive the biscuit.
From that moment, what memories I have of my father became indissolubly mingled with those of my new
protector. To the man who gave me birth, my mind turns as toward some beloved figure of romance,
but the memory of Purcell can still stir me to a passion of love and reverence
as strong surely as can be raised in the breast of a human being.
It may be that you, my dear reader, will become impatient with this man,
that he may offend in his words and actions your lifelong and doubtless well-grounded opinions.
Sometimes, as you may discover, I have differed from him,
and alas at the end there rose between us a wall the most terrible and insurmountable
that can exist between man and man.
But never for an hour was my love for him or his for me diminished a degree by our differences.
His faults were no less lovable than his virtues,
and of this I am certain that his mistakes, if they were such,
sprang from the greatness and not the littleness of his soul.
But I am not yet out of the clutch of Tiwajaroa.
For long after the events I have described,
my memory is a jumble of incidents without definite order.
I have a confused memory of much talking and many figures,
all strange ones, in the Fari.
Then I am in a canoe.
It may have been the same thing.
same day or many days afterwards. There are numerous packages in the canoe, and I seem to be
wedged in now here, now there, amongst them. But I can always see the face of my protector and hear his
tumble out, or tumble in Cedric, a command doubtless obeyed literally, which announced the different
stages of our journey. We seem to be a long time in the canoe, and yet not all
all the time taken by the journey.
There were intervals in the bush,
filled with delight by day,
but entirely opposite feeling at night,
when the cries of the moorp's
or the scuttling of kiwi in the break
set me clinging closer to my protector.
Footnote.
Moorp, the native owl.
Kiwi, a wingless bird.
End of footnote.
There were nights and long lazy days
in native villages
were bright-eyed maidens, of whom I had no fair at all,
would take me rubbing their soft noses against my face
in a way mysteriously pleasant and comforting to my babyhood.
But always I came back eventually to my protector,
and always a pair of us returned ultimately to the canoe full of packages.
No doubt there were many canoes, but to me it was always the same one.
I have no recollection of the journey coming to an end,
nor of what happened immediately thereafter,
nor indeed for many and many a day.
The small ship of my life had come into a quiet haven,
where the ordered sequence of events made no impression on my mind.
I ate and drank and slept and was greatly cared for,
for in addition to being that rare thing, a Pākeha child,
Was I not also the little finger of Tiwajaroa?
No doubt the first objects that impressed themselves on
and grew familiar to my infancy were the buildings of the Pa.
The mysterious Farikura.
Footnote.
Farikura.
The Māori College for the Education of the Sons of Great Chiefs.
End a footnote.
Fronting the rising sun in the midst of the Holy Ghost.
enclosure, where stood the sinister graven image of the rainbow god, with a huddled human sacrifice
mouldering in the earth beneath his footless body. The Fari of the supreme chief, little less sacred
and awe-inspiring, the Fari Maturo, which may be likened to the theatre or amusement hall of a
Pakiha town, and was to become eventually as full of pleasurable association.
The great storehouses carved from pile to apex,
a hundred threatening pearl-eyed images glaring from their outward walls,
the cooking houses of fernstem or scrub,
the huts of the villages, on a descending scale,
from the most elaborately carved houses to mere shelters of rush.
Lowest on the hill slope, half hidden in a fold of the ground,
was a dwelling of a Tohonga or Priest- Doctor.
From its doorway could be seen only the steep flank of the hill,
with the river swirling in a silver bend at its foot.
Not that for many a long day I stood in that doorway,
enough for me and my young companions,
if, scurrying past on the track below,
we saw not the dreaded figure crouching in the porch,
staring with brooding eyes at the river or on the bush beyond.
The Tohunga could look over the inner palisade of the par,
beside which the track lay.
If at such times he happened to move,
the biggest of us could pull back a sliding door at the foot of the fence
and be away from his sight in the trench below.
There were three fences beyond this,
increasing in strength until we came to the peasant,
Piquirangi, built of great trees sunk side by side, every sixth tree outtopping its fellows,
and carved at the summit with a hideous figurehead.
Footnote.
Pikirangi, the outer palisade of the Pa.
End of footnote.
Overlooking the river, as it flashed round the foot of the par, was the Waharawa.
The great and elaborately carved gate.
by which entrance to the fort village was gained.
But when I began to turn my eyes from the things in my immediate neighbourhood
and look around at the world into which I had come,
be sure the first thing to catch my childish eyes was the great bulk of Perongia.
Sometimes he was close at hand, a leap would land me on his bush-clad flanks,
and when I became learned in forest law,
on such occasions I could distinguish the trees and their kinds
as one who knows the words reads a book.
At others he was far off and inaccessible,
a long day's journey away.
Not seldom in the early morning or on a wet, wintry day,
he drew cloud and missed around him as a mantle.
And then all the world responded to his mood, became a place unknown and strange,
dwarfed in height, but extended into a flat infinitude, for he was no longer there.
Every hour he changed, in the morning greys and greens predominated.
As day advanced, the greens vanished and the grays deepened into blues,
into deeper blues, into thunderous purples and blacks,
and so against a background of golden glory,
where the sun sank into the ocean,
he passed into the night,
making of himself a starless cone in the heavens.
From the par, he was always majestic and stern,
calling on the heart of the beholder for strength and courage and endurance.
But I have also seen him from a third,
Tender as a cloud and blue as a sapphire,
beckoning his own back to their allegiance.
There were other things to be seen from the par,
the river, breaking suddenly with its broad silver from the dense bush,
sweeping in a great curve round the hill,
and disappearing as suddenly as it appeared.
The cultivations on the rich alluvial flat below,
Kumara and corn and potato,
and through a gap in the hills the wide green or yellow of springing or ripening wheat,
the beginnings of that new order which was to cover the limestone soils of Waiper,
with the staple food of the white man.
The rest was bush, billow on green billow, rolling almost to the foot of the par,
masking the hills and choking the valleys.
Such a riot of vegetable life as would daunt the stoutest heart,
in the attempt to penetrate it. Tracks were there to be sure, ancient ways, still deflected
from straightness by the ghost of trees whose bodies had dispersed in dust ages ago.
To step from their narrow limits was to begin a struggle, the end of which might well be exhaustion
and death. Such an appearance were the Matakiki Pa and its surroundings. At the time of
of my arrival, its inhabitants could scarce have numbered less than a thousand individuals.
It was situated in the territory of the Ngati Manipoto, with whom Tiwaha Roa had established a lasting
alliance. And to this country, as a safe harbourage, after the sack of the Tikuma Par,
he sent his thumb and little finger, commending their care to a lesser chief of that tribe
until the conclusion of the little affairs on which he was then engaged,
should afford him leisure to claim them.
This chief, then a man well advanced in years,
had proved himself a sagacious leader,
nursing his tribe to full membership,
and while not refusing the loan of a war party for the prosecution
of such of the schemes of his allies as promised a successful issue,
yet refrained from ventures that might commit him to a life of continuous warfare.
It was in keeping with this diplomatic policy
that he should welcome to his Kayanga, a white man of the stamp of Purcell.
Footnote.
Kayanga.
The home.
End a footnote.
While the Pakiya had by force of circumstance become all but a necessity to the Māori,
he was now dribbling into the country in sufficient numbers
to allow of the exercise of a little care in his selection.
No longer might the escaped convict or deserting whaler
pass at once into a sort of enslaved kingship
to balance himself giddily between power and sudden death.
The missionary, tramping alone and unarmed into the Paz,
accomplished at least the advantage of revealing to his savage but intelligent flock,
a standard by which their own Pākehā Māori might be judged.
Footnote.
Pākeha Māori, a European living as a Māori.
End of footnote.
And few there were that could satisfactorily survive the test.
Equally destitute of fear and morals to most of these,
The opening of the Waharoa was as the unclosing of the gates of a Mahamedian paradise,
for here were dark-eyed horries in abundance, to whom alliance with a white man lent a great,
if meretricious splendour.
But such a man as Purcell, bringing with him as he did, a load of goods belonging to my father,
for Tih Waharoa had eventually consented to divide as spoils with him.
with a dead man's son, not to speak of his ability to procure more,
was a treasure to be received anywhere in New Zealand with open arms.
It is true that the hapoo had possessed a Pākehā of sort several years previously,
but of him we discovered little and nothing to his advantage.
As to his end, there was a conspiracy of reticence,
and even his name has been distorted out of his own.
full recognition. There were, besides the chief, a score or more of others, who claimed authority
little below his own, an absolute for life or death, as was the power of Timoa Naroa.
He seldom or never exercised it without the full consent of the Council of Chiefs.
He was, as I remember him, a man of heavy build, shortened stature, but of immense
breadth of shoulder, never to be seen abroad without a war-spare in his hand.
He spoke seldom.
At the Council of Chiefs in the Marai, I have seen him sit for hours in complete silence,
and yet, in some mysterious way, enforce his will upon the speakers.
Footnote.
Marai, the village square.
End of footnote.
Not that I would claim for him any powers of four.
telepathy. I think it was rather a natural sagacity and deep knowledge of human nature that
enabled him to control the turbulent passions of his people. He was a believer in talk as a safety
valve. He would wait patiently for hours while the verbal contest raged around him, and not till it
had subsided into the calmness of exhaustion would he, in a few softly spoken words, disclose his
inflexible will. Of an importance, frequently greater than that of the chiefs with a toonga.
Whether it was due to the comparatively long peace enjoyed by the community, or because of a certain
love of mysticism in Timorna Roa himself, I cannot say, but at the time of which I write,
it is no misuse of words to say that the pa was infested with them.
I am not now speaking of the artists and the men of learning in astronomy,
agriculture, genealogy and such like,
who through the terrible centuries of Māori history
had kept the lamp of knowledge burning undimmed,
but of those followers of black magic with whom the name of Toonga
is more popularly associated.
These men usually, though not invariably of good birth,
possessed a power in the community
which must have felt an almost equal degree
by the slave and the sacred Ariki himself.
Footnote.
Ariki.
God descended chief.
End a footnote.
They were, at one and the same time,
hated, dreaded and revered.
Through their mouths spoke the gods or devils of Māori theology,
and from birth to death and afterwards there was no act of importance in the lives and death of the people,
whether it were the setting out of a war party or the planting of a seed,
which did not come under their direct control.
As I call to mind the terror of these men that possessed me in my childhood,
a terror founded on sights and sounds actually seen and heard,
and which now, as then, remain inexplicable,
I marvel at the discredit into which their kind has fallen.
Truly, the modern representatives of Tohongaism,
half-contemptuously tolerated by the villagers,
and ignominiously hustled by the Pākehā law,
are but a poor lot of degenerates.
Not with such men would Ti'Atua Mangu have daned,
to cast the new, or thrust the wands of life and death into the holy ground.
Footnote, new, divining rods, end of footnote.
The chief paramount, of him I shall have much to say presently,
was so by right of birth, the eldest son of the eldest son,
and grave indeed was the objection that might shake him from,
his seat. But the Tohunga was great by reason of his own greatness. A single act might lift him
into a position of eminence. A fortunate augury, or, if you prefer it, a lucky shot at the future,
might render him an object of veneration. And thus, during the first seven years of my life
at the Paa, there were several changes in the standing of the wizard doctors.
now one, now another, but for widely different reasons, gaining the favour of the tribe.
I know not how it was that during this time, the one of whom I went most in awe,
was the Tohunga whose place of residence I have already described.
He was certainly not among those on whose word the hapoo depended on great occasions,
and though by the Tohongas themselves he was highly regarded
on account of some extraordinary feat performed years before
which had earned him his name of Ti Atua Mangu,
the black spirit.
He had done little since to sustain the reputation he then gained
or to exalt his name with the tribe.
He was a man of deeply contemplative habits
shunning society, and given to fits of abstraction, as became the philosopher.
For days together his farri would be closed, and on such occasions it was impossible to tell
whether the magician were away on one of his solitary protracted rambles, or pursuing some
occult speculation in the unapproachable privacy of his hut.
It may be that what subsequently happened has unduly coloured my early memories of this man,
and yet I cannot but feel that there was an instinctive dread of him in my mind long before any action of his,
unless it were his ominous way of regarding me, justified the existence of any such feeling.
Let me now briefly recall the uneventful manner of my life during those first seven years,
years. My protector on his arrival had been given a farri close to that of the chief,
and on this spot, before the first winter set in, he had erected a building, framed of tea-tree
and wattled with rushes, large enough to serve as a store and dwelling-house combined.
Here was my home. The store faced the village square. Half the front opened. Half the front,
in a sliding door of human timber, which could be, and sometimes was, secured with a padlock.
Fronting this door was an opening in the back wall, giving admission to the house.
I remember it with four rooms, but at first there were but two, the kitchen and a small bedroom beyond.
There were a means of exit from the kitchen and some apertures in both rooms.
which a few years later were dignified by being fitted with glass.
To the rare of this building was a long store on piles,
sometimes full to repletion,
had others an empty shell.
I think Purcell must have taken to himself a wife immediately on arrival.
At all events I can remember no time when Roma was not a member of the household.
She was of one of the third.
fair-skinned Uri-Wera hapus, no darker than a South European, with small, regular features.
I fancy that she had been enslaved since childhood, but of this I am not certain,
the only confirmatory evidence being the absence of tattoo marks on both her lips and her calves,
and the circumstance that she was certainly an alien.
My recollections of her are such a blend of the tender and the comical
that I hesitate to put them on record lest the latter element should predominate.
All, or nearly all, that a child can owe to its mother, I owe to her.
She was, I should think, the humblest being of her sex ever existed.
despite a beauty that was real by any standard
and a natural intelligence of quite a respectable order
she remained forever at the feet of her husband
to her he was the most splendid and worshipful of created beings
and his lifelong efforts to lift her to a more exalted position
ended in complete failure
no man could be more consistently kind to a woman
than Purcell was to his wife.
And it seemed impossible that physical fear of him
could ever have dwelt in her mind.
Yet beneath the devotion in her eyes,
I seemed always to see an expression,
which I do not know how to describe by any other name.
She took nothing from his hand,
though it were but the salt to season her food,
without such humility of gratitude,
as no man would willingly demand from his hound.
I know that for years Purcell was restive and even unhappy
by reason of this attitude of his wives.
Once, happening to return unexpectedly after leaving the house,
I saw him holding her above his head
and shaking her with rough tenderness in his great arms.
The while a passion of protest poured from his lips,
but I do not know that any particular amount of humility was shaken out of her by this unusual
treatment. I think that he became at length reconciled to the position. At all events,
her self-effacement became a household jest, not less amusing for its mingling of pathos.
And though she appeared to share in our enjoyment, there is no doubt in my mind that the pathos
and the humour were alike concealed from her. But it was not only her husband who was thus exalted
into a species of God. There came a time when I also developed into an object of veneration. When my caresses
were received with trembling gratitude, and she was unable to approach me without evidences of
internal trepidation. Nor was this the climax of her mental malady, for later her humility was to stand
between her and her own daughter, and not even the demonstrative warmth of that tenderest of hearts
could avail aught against it. So at length I come to Puhi Huya. She was born within two years of our
arrival at the village. As the happy young mother held up the babe for the inspection of its father,
and on this occasion we may believe that pride and exultation ousted the humility from her eyes,
a bunch of the feathers of the royal Huya bird fell from its place on the wall,
and rested for a moment on the head of the child. Such an omen could not be disregarded.
Puhi Huya, plume of the Huya.
said the mother.
Behold the name,
and whether it were,
because this was the first occasion
on which his young wife
had taken the initiative,
or because he was himself indifferent,
the name established itself.
What a baby was Puhi Huya.
Surely never before or since
has there been her equal.
A fat smile was the soul of her.
She was most astonishingly
obedient. Perhaps the humility of the mother took this form in the child. I've set her down in the
fern with instructions not to move, and came back hours afterward to find her stool in her nest,
patiently with trubby hand, chasing the cricket she never succeeded in catching. Her disposition
was so sunny that even pain could scarce quench the light that shone in her face. If I
failed in an attempt to transport her on my back over some obstacle, for she was a heavy child,
inflicting bruises on her and myself, no whimper escaped her. She would pick herself up,
ready to be carried again, or to follow in my footsteps, according as I directed. The dangers into which
in my innocence I led that child, the bruises and wounds, I was the means of inflicting on her tender body,
have sent many a shiver through me in subsequent years.
And if I had not so often heard of the deceptions we practice to escape from supervision,
and of the wild outcry in the Kianga that followed our prolonged disappearance,
I could not avoid attaching some measure of blame to our guardians.
The ewes of the river or the tangles of the forest should have secreted our small bones,
not once but a score of times.
Better perhaps for one of us if they had.
To these escapades, in the absence of any harm resulting from them,
the village became in time anewed,
and as we increased in years and strength,
we were tacitly allowed the latitude to wander,
which we had in the first place wrestled by sheer persistence
from our unwilling guardians.
My protector was a man whose nerves had no power to play tricks with his imagination.
Danger had no existence for him until he was in the midst of it,
and the fact that he recognised its presence even then was only to be gathered
by an increase of cheerfulness in his manner,
that he should neglect to watch over our every footstep
and should laugh at rather than reprove our exploits was only in accordance with such a disposition.
But he could be adamant in other matters.
A certain part of the day was set aside for lessons,
and nimble as were my wits,
I never discovered a satisfactory way of evading these.
The methods I did try, however successful for the time being,
were always unsatisfactory in the end,
and I can still recall the figure of Puhi Huya in her little chair,
big tears, which could be drawn with difficulty from her on her own account,
rolling down her cheeks,
as she unwillingly witnessed the expiation of my offence.
But I should do myself an injustice
if I led the reader to suppose that in the end I learnt unwillingly,
once i had been fitted with the power to read easily i discovered that the same curiosity which led me to pass no new thing in the river or the track called me with equal force into the realm of books
fortunate indeed was i to have such a guide and instructor for though i can lay no claim to scholarship possessing nothing approaching exhaustive knowledge on any one subject yet i can lay no claim to scholarship possessing nothing approaching exhaustive knowledge on any one subject yet i can lay no claim to scholarship for though i can lay no claim to scholarship,
Yet I am free of so wide a domain and can wander so far without hindrance or stumbling blocks
that I have at least the delights, if not the profits, of learning.
And this equally with my life I owe to Bissell.
I have often wondered what was the true extent of his knowledge.
It certainly could not be so limitless as it appeared to me in my youth.
yet on the other hand not to the last hour of his life could i be certain that in any subject i had plumbed it to the bottom
he taught me three modern languages not to speak of Māori and english and would i doubt not have taught me as many more had not my appetite for this special branch of knowledge become surfeited with the third but the thing that still
at this day gives me the greatest surprise was his wide attainments in science.
At that date, and even for 50 years thereafter,
what was called education was limited to the facts of human history,
so that a man might be ignorant as a savage of the whole cosmos,
and yet, if he were fairly conversant with Greek and Latin,
he was regarded as an educated man.
On the other hand, whatever might be a man's attainments in science,
and however profound his acquaintance with natural laws,
he could lay no claim to scholarship unless he could add to them a smattering of the classics.
Even to this day the idea of the comparative unimportance of science lingers in certain quarters,
and we find men of reputed education,
confessing and even boasting that they are puzzled by the phases of the moon.
To me, the career of Purcell remains a romance as deeply clothed in mystery
as that of the man in the iron mask.
Whence did he come and why?
What tragedy was it that cut one so brilliant off from his kind
and thrust him into the arms of savagery?
All his actions, from the moment I first knew him, were those of a man who had definitely
determined his manner of life from that time forward.
Nor can I confidently say that I ever saw, in his manner, evidences of regret for the life he
had left behind him.
He had a warm heart for individuals.
But I have sometimes thought that his attitude towards mankind was misanthropy.
and that an intellectual impatience with man's social systems
might lie at the root of his choice of the simple, strenuous life.
But to return to Poohi Huya and myself,
while our expanding minds were thus nourished with the law of the old world,
there was no other difference in our manner of life
than that of the children of the same rank around us.
We played their games and spoke their language.
The ghosts of the bush and the gods of the sky were as real to us as to them.
In those days it never occurred to us to compare the knowledge we derived from such diverse sources.
Our minds were simply receptive, and curious indeed was muddle which creation presented to our mental vision.
The Taipo and the Tiger were monsters equally capable of verification,
but the former we heard daily and the latter only occasionally in our lessons.
Footnote.
Taipo, a supernatural being.
End of footnote.
It was not for some years that the suspicion came to me
that I was in any way different from my companions.
And I remember to this hour the sense of loss and degradation that overwhelmed me
with the knowledge that I was not of the Gatine Manipoto, nor even a Māori,
but a member of a distant and alien race.
It was not very long after this that I first encountered Rangiora.
End of Chapter 3
Chapter No. 4 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librivox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter number four. I meet Rangiora.
To account for Rangiora, I must extend my scene to appoint some 12 miles to the westward of the
par, where, within sight of the beautiful Kaffia Harbour,
dwelt the Ariki, or chief paramount of the tribe.
This par was neither so populous nor so prosperous as Mattaicester.
for brains are not a necessary concomitant of high lineage. And in this respect,
T. Moana Rowa was immeasurably the superior of his chief. Tih Huata was a savage of the old school,
fearsome bloodthirsty, a cannibal by choice, as well as by custom, and a hater of the Pakiha.
Of him, many dreadful stories were told me by my young,
companions. He had eaten up a whole tribe so recently that the memory of the deed was still
strong in men's minds. For a twelve-month he had lived on the tender flesh of infants,
following with that of young maidens and youths. The well-born of the subjected tribe had gone
to provide blood sacrifices at such ceremonies as launching of war canoes, the opening of buildings,
and in the end, with the exception of those who had fled to friendly tribes,
there to remain as long as they lived of little more account than slaves.
The tribe was extinct.
Of late years, on account of the spread of Pakiha ideas,
and the dwindling of his own immediate adherents,
Tihua had found the prosecution of such wars as these, difficult.
The mischievous doctrines of the mission,
had spread into places where they themselves had never set foot,
and there was a growing indisposition on the part of the young men to devote their lives to war.
Deprived of his favourite food, and conscious of a slow but continual decrease in his power,
Tihua Tis disposition increased in moroseness.
For all his dullness of wit, he could not see,
but whence came the spirit that was metamorphosing the ancient Māori customs,
and deep and unappeasable was his hatred of the white man.
Yet when Purcell, accompanied by T. Moana Roa and other high chiefs,
laid before him a proposition to establish a trading station in the midst of his tribe,
and thus secure to it a share of those new things which were transforming the whole country,
He yielded a grudging consent.
That he did so was a surprise to everyone.
Timo and Arowa had shaken his head
when the possibility of such an establishment was suggested to him.
Nevertheless, he used his influence with the chiefs far and wide
and spoke with such whiliness at the final council
that perhaps it was to him success was owing.
Does the white man seek to open a doorway for his tribe?
Ariki asked, fixing his fierce dark eyes on Purcell.
No, but for the treasures of the white man's country,
responded Timorna Rowa.
Guns are good and the things of iron, axes and knives.
Let our women have clothes that they may become as the birds in splendour.
Tobacco is a hard food to come by,
But the Pakiha shall make it easy.
Even I myself have paid much good greenstone for tobacco,
but now the common fellow shall get flax and the chief shall smoke,
and all will be well.
Footnote.
Greenstone Jade was highly prized by the Māori for the making of clubs and ornaments.
It is found only at one locality in the South Island.
End a footnote.
will one pakiha accomplish these things huata persisted one or two for there remains the little finger said tim moanaura easily
so long as the chief shall find workers persail corroborated i will seek none from elsewhere then be it so said the ariki bringing the discussion to an end but take heed pakiha how you deceive me
In the hour that you bring another Pakiha into my kaianga, you shall go to the oven.
I, will you not merely the thumb but the whole body of Tiwaharoa?
And he regarded the traitor with looks so threatening that few but he could have met their regard undismayed.
As for the chiefs, awed by a threat so daring and humiliated that their Riki should in his spleen,
have cast so gross an insult on their illustrious ally,
an insult for which, if it came to the years of Tiwajaroa,
they might yet have to pay in their life's blood.
They rose to their feet and dispersed in silence back to their homes.
But Purcell, nothing daunted by the attitude of the chief,
who he well knew had yielded to popular clamour and not conviction,
built his store and organised his bank,
of workers, and so rooted himself that long before the time at which I have arrived, he had
become indispensable to the tribe. True to his word, he had called no white man to his assistance,
relying entirely on the carefully selected staff of natives for the conduct of his affairs
and the safeguarding of his possessions. In time, a third store was established on the
shores of the harbour, and as business increased, and trading vessels, instead of being
visitors of chance, began to put in with some regularity, this station became shortly the most
flourishing of the three. It was not without difficulty, and regardless of several refusals,
that Purcell gained this further concession from the Eriki. But the trader had found an ally
in Tihua'uata's own household,
in the person of no other than the chief's principal wife.
Tuku-tuku, the spider's web,
was a Tepairo of lineage as illustrious as Tihua'uata's own.
Footnote.
Tapiru, a chieftainess descended as the Eriki from the gods.
End of footnote.
She was, moreover, a woman of much intense.
quick to see the advantages that must accrue to the tribe by the increase in wealth and standing
of its Pakiha, and equally resolute to secure them by every means in her power.
What arguments or persuasions she used to break down the dogged will of her spouse may be gleaned later.
Suffice it for the present that she gained her way, and the trader was permitted to extend his field of
operations. From that time my protector spent at least half his time away from the home,
and it became one of the greatest delights of our lives for Puhi Huya and myself to set forth at
those periods when his return was expected and meet him, either on the bush track or among
the ferny hills, or even in that dense and sunken forest which flanked the Eriki's par itself.
find that after all I have neglected to account for Ranghi-Ora. He was then the son, the first-born
son of Tihuaata and his wife Tuku-tuku, a youth of such godlike descent that even his parents
suffered extinguishment from his greatness. In his person were united strains of the proudest
blood in New Zealand. So exalted was his birth that his very existence
became almost a menace to his tribe.
At any moment some thoughtless childish action might, by reason of the powerful tapu,
that emanated from his person, plunged the tribe into serious difficulties.
Thus, day and night, attendants were deputed to watch and control his every action.
On the other hand, Māori custom allowed almost unlimited latitude to the young,
harshness or severity towards a child were things well-nigh unknown and thus it may be gathered that the responsibility resting on the attendance of a high-born youth of an adventurous nature was by no means a light one
Puhihuya and I had set out at daylight one morning on the mission of which I have spoken,
having secretly determined on an early start with the object of catching our father
on the very outskirts of Tihua'uata's par,
for to enter the stronghold of the dreaded cannibal chief itself was an exploit beyond even our daring.
It was a beautiful morning in the early spring,
and as, clear of the par, we ran gleefully down the well-defined bush track,
the morning carol of the bellbird still peeled among the branches overhead.
Flocks of parakeets flew with a whistling chatter from tree to tree,
and, in the dark boughs of the Tarare's unnumbered pigeons gobbled the purple fruits.
Now and then, with harsh cries, a troop of parrots would work,
upward into the blue sky, and circling in the air, drop again a mile away into the billowing foliage.
From every side came to us a sound of rushing water, now falling in cataracts down the rocks to some
deep-worn pool in the boulders, now racing over a shingly bed, almost hidden from view by
dense thickets of fern trees. The path was soft and wet.
often degenerating into mud, and many of the fords held deep water between the stepping-stones,
for the winter rains were still a thing of yesterday, but are the delights of that miry way.
The sweet scent of damp earth and fern-front, the unending variety of growth, and shades of green innumerable.
The flowers, the spaves of the taffara, sweet sub-acinacet,
of a taste indescribable, the Corfeus hung with gold, the snowy pillars, reethed and arches of
the climbing Clementus, and then to pause midstream, and chase the tommycod among the rocks.
Puhi-Huja keeping careful watch on one side while I groped for the slippery prey in the crevices of the
stone on the other. We scarce knew how chilly was the bush in the early morning,
till we came out on the Thurny Hill and stood sneezing and basking in the broad, warm sunshine.
But this place had its own peculiar delights.
Never was such a spot for an ambush.
Even father himself could stand upright in that giant break,
and no vestige of him would be visible to the keen eyes of his children.
Enumerable false tracks criss-crossed the hilltop, winding into one another,
and forming a maze to which no key existed.
Sometimes we would come on spots with the ground overthrown
and the tangled roots exposed,
or even suddenly confront the author of the mischief,
when waiting for no more than a grunt and hands interlocked,
we fled to safety.
There was no pig or sign of one on this particular morning,
indeed the only living occupant of the break
appeared to be a bird, coloured a lively brown, with checks and bars of darker hue,
who ran with wonderful agility up and down the fern stems, spreading and flaunting his long tail.
He was remarkably tame, as all the New Zealand birds seemed to be in those days,
flitting on his business quite regardless of our presence,
and scarce troubling to fly off even when we assumed the offensive.
What has become of all those confiding birds I remember in my youth?
Most of them were soberly coloured,
but they possessed a charm for which I look in vain among their successes.
The sturdy robins and native thrushes,
who would peck outside the fuddies and even venture on occasions over the threshold,
the hosts of bellbirds,
peopling every bush and rendering dawn and twilight vocal,
with their sweet notes.
Whither have they flown?
I rambled the bush a few years back,
and, save for the lonely voice of the toi,
all was silent.
Even the bold creatures who succeeded them
do not venture here.
The temple, empty of its choristers,
maintains a melancholy silence.
We'd come quickly through the bush,
leaving plenty of time for the remainder of our journey,
so not for the first time I became that one the nameless.
With a charred stick carried in my belt for that express purpose,
I laid off in black scrolls on my countenance, the tattoo marks of Tihuaata,
and arming myself with a straight fernstalk, repaired with stately stride,
to the spot where Cedric Targarten, the trader,
had shortly before concealed his wife, Puhi-Houy-Hoo.
With screams of terror, Mrs. Trigarthen fled. In and out the fern clumps she ran, doubling like a hair, and giving the nameless one. It must be confessed, quite as much work as he desired, before, tripping over a tangle of fallen fron, she is captured.
What is your name, woman? demands that one, in awful tones.
Arabella, says Mrs. Trigarthen, I can offer no ex-examptured.
explanation of Arabella.
Tonight you shall sleep in my oven.
Even now my slaves prepare a couch and readiness.
I shall eat you, smacking his lips, with potatoes and gumaras.
Spare me, cries the wretched Mrs. Trigarthen,
falling on her knees, her long curls hanging all about her.
Then disclose the hiding place of the Pākehah.
Never is my husband.
Then prepare to die, says the Eriki, drawing an imaginary merri from his girdle.
At that moment, I became aware of a sudden change in Puhi-Huyi's face.
Gibbering fear had given place to embarrassment, mingled with curiosity,
and her gaze became concentrated on a point behind me.
Turning sharply, my eyes fell on a boy, slightly bigger than myself,
who had evidently been a silent and interested spectator of the scene.
He was a well-proportioned lad, broad in the chest, slender and live at the hips,
and carrying himself with a quiet dignity which impressed me.
His hair had been carefully dressed and was decorated with two tail feathers of the hooya bird.
No tattoo marks disfigured the clear bronze of his skin,
which save for a belt and maro of embroidered flax was uncovered by clothing.
Footnote. Maro. Apron. End of footnote.
On his breast hung a valuable jade jewel of high antiquity,
and a light spear of red tea-tree wood was poised in his right hand.
For a while his eyes scanned us expectantly in silence.
proceed he said gravely at last enough i murmured sheepishly and sulkily it was but a game good he replied in the same tone proceed with the game
it is finished friend i replied and noted the comical discomfiture in puhihuyu's face my sulk's vanishing in a consciousness of the absurdity of the situation but the newcomer showed no sign of sharing in my amusement
On the contrary, his face took on an added cast of severity.
Does Trigarthen's woman consent to reveal the hiding place of her lord?
He inquired, turning to Puhi-Huja.
The young woman disclosed the red tip of a derisive tongue,
but thinking better of this impulse shook her head half pettishly
and glanced at me for further instructions.
It remains then for the great one to uphold his way,
word, said our inquisitor, with much deliberation. By this time the slaves will have the ovens and
readiness. Let us go forward. Puhi Huya's face at this proposal was such an absurd mingling of
defiance, derision and downright dread that I burst out laughing, for though the boy's manner
impressed me wonderfully, it certainly did not inspire me with fear. He looked at us with the same
unruffled attention for a long while in silence.
Pakiha, he said at length, it would be well to remove from your face a lines which
simulate greatness, for I perceive that you are but a light fellow.
I had forgotten my facial embellishment, and as thus reminded, I involuntarily raised my hand
to the marks. No doubt I presented to his eyes an extremely foolish appearance.
are the little finger of Tiwaharoa, he resumed after a pause.
Of you I have heard, but Tiwaharoa is dead, and what is the value of a little finger with
no body?
Delfst thou know who I am, Pakiha?
I suspect, I replied, looking at him with greater interest, the idea coming to my mind
even as I uttered the words.
You are Rangiora, the son of the great one, and the one.
the spider's web. He made a motion of assent, and for the first time something approaching a smile
lightened his face. It was gone in a moment, and he regarded me with the same meditative attention
as before. It is not well that a little finger should be without an owner, he recommenced.
Therefore, Pakiha, I have a mind to adopt you into my household. How say you? The day had gone by,
when the thought that I was a white man
could lend me a sense of shame
and inferiority.
So assured was I by this time
of the greatness of my race
that I could even smile
at his proposition.
Not so, Rangiora, I said.
Presently the Māori will be part
of the household of the Pākeha.
His face shadowed at this
and I saw his hand tighten its grasp
on the spear, but he
restrained himself.
As for the girl, he continued calmly, turning his gaze from me to my companion.
She shall become one of my wives.
Puhi Huya shook her curls defiantly at this pronouncement.
But it seemed to me that something in the nature of admiration lurked in the gaze she
turned on the bold youth.
She is the daughter of the thumb, I retorted, my voice expressing the annoyance I felt.
there is no chief in New Zealand
who is of a rank sufficient
to marry the daughter of the thumb
Mary, exclaimed Rangiora
contemptuously, I am of the blood
of the gods, it is not
for such to choose their consorts
among the daughters of thumbs.
Listen, Pakiha,
soon the great one will rise
and drive the white men into the sea.
He has said it,
but this maiden I shall keep
to be of the company of my slave wife.
He could no more do it, I said stubbornly, and sensed at this insult to my beloved foster-sister,
than you could drive me from the ground on which I am standing.
Do you say so, he cried, grasping his spear and poising it for a thrust, while his eyes gleamed,
lighting on me. What might have been the result of the conflict is not easy to say.
Beyond my fernstalk, which could scare support its own.
weight, I had nothing to offer against his spear. But I was as angry as he was, and Puhi Huya had already
begun to show her small teeth and hook her fingers in readiness for assault. But ere we could move,
I heard a sound of running feet and hard breathing close at hand. On the instant hour,
enemy's countenance underwent a complete transformation. His wrath turned to mortification,
and grounding his spear, he stood listening to the receding steps.
Kakino, he whispered viciously,
then after another moment of intense silence,
yet if my friend will help, I may still escape.
Footnote, Kakino.
Literally bad, but often as here with the force of an invective.
End of footnote.
So pleasantly was this spoken that all recollective.
that all recollection of our dispute melted on the instant from my mind.
What is it? I whispered in return.
My attendance, he said. I have avoided them, but now they come. Hark, it is the other.
The sound came closer this time, and we all held our breath as the searcher threaded the maze,
but a few yards from our hiding place.
Presently we heard their voices calling to one another in the distance.
Good, exclaimed Runk Yora, drawing a long breath of relief.
Yet presently they will return, and he looked vexedly about him.
For my part, I glanced inquiringly at Puhi Huya,
who nodded swift descent to my unspoken question.
Evidently the slight she had received were forgotten,
and her interest in our new acquaintance had returned to her full force.
The spider's web would allow me freedom,
said Rung Yora, but the great one forbids it. My soul is sick with longing for liberty.
Even my slaves have more freedom than I. Scarce an hour have I moved unhampered,
and behold they are upon me. There was such melancholy in his musical speech that Poohey's eyes
glistened suspiciously, and slipping her hand into mine she pressed my fingers entreatingly.
Then, said I, if I should show you a sort of,
spot where the great one and all his company might search for you in vain, will you promise to
keep the secret sacred?
I truly, he responded, his eyes sparkling with eagerness.
That shall be a bond between us two, nay, the three of us, forever.
Stepping to the densest part of the surrounding break, and the more quickly that the voices
were plainly again drawing nearer every moment, I pulled forth a bundle of dry brass.
and revealed a low tunnel which had been toilsomely hacked through the growth.
It represented indeed the labour of many odd hours over a period of months and even of years.
At a signal from me, Puhi slipped into the opening, Rangioro followed,
and I myself, drawing the dead fern back into the opening behind me, brought up the rare.
Hardly were we concealed from view, when the two were two.
two attendants burst into the little opening, which had been the scene of our encounter with
Rung Yora. I may as well explain here that this spot, both on account of its proximity to the
beginning of the tunnel, and certain natural advantages it possessed, had long been and continued
long thereafter, the stage of our mimic dramas. By a common instinct, we all three remain still,
listening to the voices of the men as they paused to discuss the situation.
That they were in much trepidation and inclined to be angry with one another
was evident from their speech.
If harm have befallen him, said one, we are as good as dead men.
The great one will not listen to our excuses.
With him it is ever the blow before the word.
What harm can have befallen him, stupid fellow, cried the other,
exasperated tones. The young dog, at this I felt my companion's body grow rigid and laid my hand
on his arm to restrain him. It's but eluding us as many times before he is attempted to do. But see,
he broke off and changed tones. Here are his footmarks, and here he is thrust his spare butt into
the ground. There are more marks, said the other voice after a pause, during which they
appeared to be searching the ground.
These are not the footprints of Rungiora alone,
but of other children also.
The marks are fresh, returned his comrade.
They cannot be far distant,
and inspired with fresh hope,
searches again moved away from our immediate neighbourhood.
Forward Poohee, I whispered,
and the three of us crept on,
on all fours through the green darkness.
So artfully did the course of the tunnel
take advantage of the nature of the ground, that though its protection was often lost to us
by the growth coming to an abrupt termination, yet this occurred generally in hollows of the
ground or in close proximity to other thickets, and we were thus able, at small risk of detection,
to traverse the hilltop almost from side to side. Our progress, no doubt, was toilsome
and even painful, for though the springing fronds gave easily beneath the springing,
our bodies, the remnants of the cut stems were by no means so compliant, and to this must be added
the discomfort of the dust which rose continually from the spores, and set our eyeballs smarting.
However, Rungiora endured it all without a murmur. Indeed, when we emerged from the first of
the tunnels, though his limbs showed numerous scratches, his face shone with a delight and excitement
that transfigured him.
When I sit in the place of the great one, he declared, as we hurried after Puhi-Huja into the second
tunnel, I shall come here every day. On we went, still hearing occasionally the voices of the two men,
calling shrilly to one another across the hilltop, until at last we emerged together on a sheer cliff
above the river. And now, what was the objective of this journey? What was the secret so
carefully guarded that such a work as the tunnel seemed to our childish minds, the only fit approach
to it. If we had desired to conceal ourselves from real or imaginary enemies, a burrow in the
break would have sufficed. What was the reason then of all this prodigious labour? You also,
reader, shall be taken into the secret. Though a strip of grass edged the ravine, the growth
through which we had passed was so dense that all risk of our discovery seemed to be at an end.
Look, Rangiora, I said, drawing him to the verge of the precipice.
It would not be easy for a man to descend this cliff and live.
It is an evil spot, he replied, drawing back with a shudder.
Even a rat could find no foothold for the venture.
Yet, I said, a girl can do it, and I nodded at Puhi-Houhi-Hou.
She ran from us some 20 yards along the edge of the chasm to where a low and twisted tree spread
its branches over the depths. Catching at one of these boughs with her hands she swung out over
the ravine and in the next instant vanished from sight. Rangiora rubbed his eyes as though he
doubted the correctness of his vision. It is nothing I said to reassure him. Come and together we hasten
towards a spot where we had seen Puhi Huyah disappear.
The thing, as I have said, was simple enough.
Beneath the tree a great limb of rock projected over the ravine,
and from this point a sort of giant stairway ran down to the bank of the river.
True that many of the steps were so huge that the return, if not the descent,
was only to be accomplished with difficulty.
yet it was nowhere perilous
and four men might have moved abreast on the narrowest part of it.
In addition, a wild growth of vines had broken out on the landward side of the crag,
and so tough were they that a full-grown man
might have trusted his weight to them in confidence.
Rangiora laughed in relief when the solution of the problem was revealed,
and from that moment Rank was forgotten,
and he became but a light-hearted boy.
See the curly hair?
He exclaimed, admiringly, pointing to where Puhuja,
her curls blown outward by the wind,
stood looking laughingly up at us from a rock 50 feet below.
His eyes flashed a challenge into mine,
and without a word spoken, we sprang down the rough stairway.
That was the only time I succeeded in accomplishing the feet more
quickly than Rangyora. And even then I had to bruise and batter myself to do it, so that when I reached
Puhi-Huja, my head was ringing like a wire, and I had to cling to her to prevent myself from falling.
Only the fact that I was familiar with the descent and knew when to leap, when to slide, and when to
seek the assistance of the vines, saved me from defeat. And as it was, he was on my heels as I
reached the winning post. From this point the descent, though still unaccompanied by much
danger, became more difficult, and I had a compact with Puhi Huya that she would never attempt
it alone. Several of the rock steps were high, and two or three of them overhung the landing
stages so far that care was needed in negotiating them. With Rangiora's assistance, however,
these difficulties were surmounted in record time,
and we stood at length on a broad ledge of limestone rock,
with the river thirty share feet below.
What now, Little Finger, demanded the young chief, looking down.
Truly, the last step is a mighty one.
Nay, I laughed.
That is not our road,
but first I have the word of Rangiora that he will not reveal our secret.
I have given it, he said, and drawing himself erect, he placed his hand with a proud gesture on his hair.
By my sacred head, I will tell no one, he said solemnly.
The action was impressive, and I hesitated no longer.
So, sharply recalling the attention of Puhi Huya, whose large eyes were fixed to the exclusion of
everything else on the face of our new acquaintance, I led the way in the way.
along the ledge. A few yards brought us to our destination, and putting aside the creepers,
which hung like a huge curtain down the cliff, I ushered my guest into the cave.
End of Chapter 4. Chapter number 5 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel. This Librevox
recording is in the public domain. Chapter 5. Cave and River
The portal was some 10 feet in width at the base, narrowing as it extended upwards, until 20 feet above the ledge, it became a mere crack.
A yard or so above this was an opening, more or less round in outline, over which no creepers grew.
It was plainly visible inside, resembling the rose window of a cathedral and illuminating the cavern,
which must else owing to the thick curtain of greenery have remained in total darkness.
Though I have often from various points on the river and its banks
endeavoured to catch a view of the window in the cliff,
I never succeeded and doubt if, in fact, it would be possible to do so.
Had nature intended at once to reveal and conceal the wondrous work
with which she had amused herself for thousands and even tens of thousands of years,
she could not have selected a better spot than that in which she had placed the opening,
whereby the glories of the cavern were displayed to our awed and enchanted vision.
From the impenetrable obscurity of the roof far overhead,
huge stalactites flashed into the light,
while beneath them like sheeted ghost,
the stalic mites rose from the cavern floor. Of all sizes and the most fantastic shapes,
they gleamed around us, as though the spirits of the dead summoned from their long sleep
were bursting the chrysalis of the tomb. Here the curve of an arm seemed to develop and thrust aside
its covering even as we gazed. Here a shadowy face was on the point of breaking through
some distorted veil.
The suggestion of something human in the figures was everywhere.
The spacious cavern might have been the workroom of a sculptor
who had dimly conceived humanity and sought to fashion from a knowledge of human history
the physical characteristics of a being his eyes had never seen.
Pain and passion and adoration, sin that writhed and,
horror that transfixed, a tragedy, yes, and the comedy of humanity, struggling for expression
in the glittering stone. Nor did the perception of this aspect of the cavern make a heavy
call on the imagination, vanishing on minute examination of the isolated growths. It blazed forth
in astonishing strength as the eyes swept the scene and took in the solitary figures. The singular
groups, gaining in force as they receded into the distance where the light failed.
It was, then, to me, no matter for surprise, when Rangiora, after taking a few steps forward,
stood rooted to the floor, looking around him with perplexed and fearful eyes.
Kehua, ghosts, he muttered under his breath.
Puhi Huya, in whom Euse had inspired confidence, was moving calmly forward when the young chief caught her by the arm.
Wait, curly one, he whispered, these are things of evil. It is well that we disarm them by an offering of cooked food.
Stay you behind, and the little finger and I will undertake the matter.
But they are stones, said I doubtfully, for his air of confident knowledge and the
distrust he showed impressed me in spite of the better information I possessed.
Water drips from the roof and builds up the stone.
How shall water build up stone, foolish one he replied. Rather, it will wear it away until the
rock becomes but sand. These are carehua, though of a form unknown to our wizards.
Let us then offer them cooked food and they will disappear. As he spoke, he spoke, he
drew from his girdle a small carved box containing karl, a sweepmeat prepared from the kumera,
and advancing cautiously towards the neristallic might thrust it forward to the full length of his arm.
Nothing happened, and he proceeded to the next and the next, until some half-dozen or more had received
an offer of the dainty.
The stone is in the water, said I, with restored confidence in the,
the explanation my father had given me. The water dries away but the stone remains.
Truly, it is strange, said he. Yet now I remember to have heard the wise men say that there
are places in the country of the Arawa where the clear water builds terraces of stone, yet the
water is hot, and that is a thing conceivable. Maybe these Kehua are but slaves and have no
power against the descendant of the gods. And as this explanation occurred to him, he restored the box
to his belt and looked proudly round upon the sheeted shapes. By this time we had advanced well into the cave
and came in sight of the most singular object, or rather assemblage of objects it contained.
As Rangiora gazed about him with a newborn contempt in his gaze, I saw his eyes rest of
on this and the perplexity returned to them.
We had come to a spot where, between us and the walls of the cavern, hung a curtain of stone,
hair depending in opaque folds, and here a fretwork so delicate that the eye penetrated
as through a veil of mist, to that which lay beyond.
There were times when, owing to the position of the sun in the heavens, the scene portrayed on that
mysterious stage, stood forth as under the rays of limelight. There were others when it was
peopled with uncertain shadows, yielding nothing definite to the vision, and others again when
beyond the curtain all was indecipherable darkness. What scene was it that was being enacted
there continually in the changing lights? What meant the crowded, struggling figures, the kneeling girl,
empty gird. Even as we turned our eyes upon it, a shaft of sunlight struck the window in the rock
and fell, not through the curtain, but behind it. I heard Rangiora draw a sharp breath, and my eyes
followed the direction of his outstretched finger. Poo-hi-hoya, he exclaimed. It was true,
though I had never before noticed it. There was in the kneeling figure with the long
curls flowing round its drooping head. A suggestion of my foster-sister come to womanhood.
At her knees, and plainly the object of her regard and the source of her despair,
was a shapeless thing, more than half shrouded from view by the heavy folds of the curtain.
In her hand was an empty gourd. So much was clear and unmistakable. It needed no pointing out.
It was there as surely as if the sculptor had begun a representation of those very objects.
But the rest was enigmatic, changing its meaning with the shifting shadows,
and capable of numerous interpretations.
The war party is engaged, said Runghiora, in amusing voice,
and as though speaking to himself.
See how one side sways back, and the braves are hurled over,
the hill. One by one their spirits seek te renga. True, said I, and wonder is the war chief,
his wounds are many, and a fierce thirst consumes him. Why dost thou not give him water? Rangiora asked
softly, turning his gaze on my foster-sister. Buhi-hu's eyes were bent on the mimic stage,
and it was evident that her imagination had responded to the drama we
created. The gourd is empty, she said dreamily, and there is no water in the par.
Rangiora bent his head in agreement. Stubborn has been the fight, he said. Water and food are gone,
and the long night approaches. Behold it is here. As he spoke, the ray of sunlight, which had
passed imperceptibly downwards, from the head of the girl to the shapeless thing at her feet,
vanished as suddenly as it had appeared.
Even after the lapse of nearly 70 years,
that scene remains undimmed.
But now I see not only that mysterious play in stone
slowly unfolding itself to our imagination,
I see also as a not less vital part of the drama,
the three children who gazed.
Puhihuya, her eyes full of strange dreams,
Rangiora, resting on his spear, his face half sad, half exultant, and myself, observant of all, my mind shifting
rapidly from the light of knowledge to the twilight of superstition. There was to come a time,
many years afterwards, when the recollection of our words on that day should rise to
startle and confound me.
Was it merely by blind chance that we blundered on the hour that was to be?
Or can it be that the curtain was rarely rent to our childish vision?
Even to this hour I can offer no opinion.
The thing must remain forever inexplicable.
For an hour or more we remained in the cave,
exploring its wonders to the last limits of the light.
Beyond this we did not venture.
I noticed as we wandered farther and farther from the opening
that Rangiora, despite his suggestion of the slavish origin of the Kerhuah,
got out his little box and once, when he happened to bump against a stalact mite,
the offering was presented with such salarity that I could not forbear from laughter.
Wait, Pakiha, he said severely,
we may yet come on the chief, at whose obsequities all the slaves were sacrificed.
Hitherto we had spoken in whispers, but now, probably because his pride was offended by my mirth,
and he wished to lend emphasis to his reproof, he spoke aloud.
Ere his words died away, a sound of fiendish laughter broke crackling overhead,
and a moment later such a rumble of sounds,
having in them the articulateness of speech shook their heavy air that startled beyond measure we caught puhihuya between us and rushed frantically for the light nor did we pause until we had gained the sunlit ledge without now little finger cried rungiora breathlessly and with a note of triumph in his voice what do you say of your stones do stones then speak
with voices which shake the earth? And as regards a cow, I remember that no fire has touched it,
being dried by the heat of the sun alone. Had it been truly cooked food, you would have seen
your stones vanish away. But I had had time to recover from my panic, and an explanation of the
sounds occurred to me by no means in accordance with this view of the supernatural origin.
It was but the echo of our voices, I said,
for if you notice, my laughter was repeated first,
and the sound of your words followed in proper order.
I could see he was convinced of the truth of my explanation
as soon as he heard it,
but nonetheless he affected to treat the solution with contempt.
When I come here again, he said,
it shall be with cooked food in my hand,
and so shall we clear the cave of the east,
evil things that inhabit it. But alas, I must go. Should my attendance return to the great one
and report that I am lost, then of a certainty he will kill them, and though that is not in itself
an undesirable thing, still I doubt not that others, and perhaps worse, will be appointed in their
place. I too was reminded of the object of our journey, which in the excitement of our new
companionship had escaped me, and together we made the ascent of the stairway.
On the way, Rangiora chatted of his scheme for exercising the cave ghosts, though I am convinced
he had by this time as little belief in the supernatural character of the stalactites as I
had myself, and merely sought a convenient pretext for a repetition of the delights of the morning.
However, we arranged a time for the expedition
and a form of signal to be scratched on the ground at the tunnel entrance,
which would indicate the previous passage of either of us.
Farewell, Puhihoia, he said as we stood again on the spot where we had first encountered.
To you I give my box of cow.
For you, little finger, he continued turning to me.
I have at this time no gift.
But wait, Rangiora does not forget.
A, he drew a deep breath into his lungs.
Sweet have you made my hour of freedom?
As I write, the little carved box lies on the desk before me.
But where are he who gave and she who received?
Can it be that it is given to this inanimate thing to stand the test of time,
while those beauteous spirits perish forever from the universe.
Surely it is but the blindness of our senses
that withholds their future from our vision.
If death ends all, it is because it transcends all.
We heard his voice calling shrullly on his attendance far away in the bush
before we ourselves resumed our journey,
and as presently it was responded to by answering cries.
It was evident that the men had continued the search
and not returned with direful news to Tihuata.
Except for the events of one day,
I need only speak generally of our visits to the cavern at this time.
Our father's frequent absences made for great irregularity in the hours devoted to study.
for naturally Roma could not in any way be looked upon as a substitute.
The mayor gabble of our voices, repeating such lessons as had to be committed to memory,
appeared to stun her, and her manner was never more fearfully humble
than when the air of the cabin reeled from a broadside of conjugations or the like,
discharged point-blank from the grammatarian's guns.
But though their lessons themselves were irregular, often indeed springing on me unawares in some such fashion as,
it would be well for you, Cedric, to really understand the reason why Orion is visible in the summertime and not in the winter,
always examine yourself for loose knowledge, my boy, and tighten the nuts.
Now we will suppose, etc., etc.
yet there were fixed hours for preparation and our freedom at other times depended on a proper observance of them.
On the days when father was at home and we were allowed to enter the store and assist in the unpacking and shelving of goods,
neither Puhi Huya nor myself cared to be absent from home.
Omitting altogether the delight of being with him, there was always something new and strange in the
packages, the use of which had to be explained and exemplified. But there was hardly a day of
the others that did not find us in company with Rangiora in the cave of the stalact mites.
The young chief, after alarming his attendance again and again, had ended up making a compact
with them, the which they were more ready to enter into for the reason that the manner of
his disappearances remained to them inexplicable.
On their part they agreed, for so much tobacco paid and delivered,
I am afraid it was purloined from the stores of Tuku-tuku, the spider's web, who was a great
smoker, to grant him liberty for a period, not exceeding a certain number of hours.
He, on his part, agreeing to supply such tobacco and surrender his person to their guard,
on or before the time stated.
How many and merry were the hours we spent together in the cave and its approaches,
and later on, when, after much labour, we discovered a practicable route on the banks of the river beneath.
Usually Puhi-Huya was with us, but not always, for as time went by,
there grew up in her a desire to help her mother, which was only
slightly deterred from its purpose by the obstacles the humility of the lady put in the way of her doing so.
The charm of the cooked food was duly tried on the stalact mites, needless to say without effect,
and Rung-eura had eventually to admit that, however improbable my theory of their origin,
his was at least as much so.
It was many months before we came to a complete understanding of one another,
and despite the fact that we like to be together and were continually plotting towards that end,
there were occasions when only the presence of Puhi-Huja saved us from coming to blows.
He had never, since the hour of our first encounter, cast a slight on the birth or standing of either of us.
To Puhi-Huja, he was uniformly gentle and courteous, watching her footsteps with a care,
that sometimes seemed to me unnecessary and to savour of a feminine weakness of character.
Of our parents he also always spoke with respect,
and however he might choose to conceal it,
his admiration of the great trader evidently knew no bounds.
But on the general question of the two races,
we were often at variance.
Often I have heard him repeat as threat
that the Great One would drive the white man into the sea.
He couldn't, said I, on one occasion.
No man could. It is too late.
The Great One is the greatest chief in the land of the long light.
What he says will be done.
Footnote.
Land of the Long Light equals New Zealand.
End of footnote.
There is a greater than he, I rejoined.
Captain Hobson.
is greater. I speak not of white men, he replied coldly. The white men are but the subjects of the
great one. That is not so, I said hotly. This is the country of the white men, and all in it
are alike subjects of the great queen. Who made them her subjects? Is she of the blood of the
Māori gods? Away with such foolishness. Shall one possess what one has never seen? Why not? I
retorted. Sovereignty was granted to her by the chiefs themselves. They seated the country to her
in the Treaty of Waitangi, and so it is written. That cannot be, he said, though I noticed a gleam
of uneasiness in his eyes. Even the chiefs dare not give away the country of the race. But I was
full of detail, for it was but an affair of yesterday, and only the night before my father had
explained to me the whole business. But it is true, I added, that the great one has not signed.
He alone, of all the chiefs of New Zealand, refuses to confirm the deed.
Said I not so? He exclaimed triumphantly, and by what right should the Pakiha claim sovereignty
over this country? Have they fought with and defeated the tribes? Nay, that were a task beyond
their strength, what of these recreant chiefs received for bowing their necks to the white queen?
There was real curiosity in his tones, yet I could see that the matter was not so new to him
as he attempted to make out. Have they bartered the lands of their ancestors for iron and tobacco?
It is not the land, I explained, somewhat repenting myself of the spitefulness of my previous mood,
all that the Māori possess remains their own.
It is but the mana which has passed from many equal chiefs
who now make war upon and destroy one another
to the white queen of the English,
who will hold the land in peace.
Footnote.
Manna.
This word includes not merely authority,
but the recognition of it.
End of footnote.
As there are many tribes of the monies.
Māori so are there also of the Pākiha to my tribe that of the English the chiefs have given the
right to hold the country against the others that else might be here in thousands and put your
race to the sword it is for the protection of their people against such inroads that the
chiefs have ceded the sovereignty of the country to the English it is well little
finger replied Rangiora with fine irony. But who will protect us from you English? Truly there may come
a day when the people shall cry to the great one, wise wert thou and foolish were we, rise up now and drive
these our protectors into the sea. And on that day I shall stand at a side, the war-girdle about my loins,
and great shall be the fight and long, and many shall pass to Teranga before the end is accomplished,
and Māori or Pākehah possess the land and peace.
Well, do I remember the manner in which these bickeringes were brought to an end?
It was a grey morning in the late autumn or early winter.
The crops were safely harvested, and though the fear of raids was fading from men's mind
by reason of many years immunity.
The stockades had received their usual annual overhauling.
Their year's work was at an end.
Rangiora and I had discovered a spot in the river
where eels abounded and could be easily secured.
With a supply of fishhooks and lines
and a tin of freshly dug worms for bait,
we descended from the ledge to the river bank.
Hitherto Puhi Huya in spite of,
of continual pleadings, had not been allowed to make the perilous descent,
but this was so great an occasion that we yielded to her importunities.
And down she went, clinging to the vines,
and dropping from point to point with such agility,
sure-footedness and self-confidence,
that the glow of pleasure with which she had received our permission
had not faded from her eyes when she stood safe and sound on the margin of the river.
We were soon established at the spot we had chosen and had our lines cast out in the water.
There were unexpected difficulties, however, in the way of successful sport.
And the greatest of these were the weeds and snags with which the riverbed was encumbered.
Twice I had succeeded in drawing in my line only after long-continued effort,
and on the third throw it became so firmly entangled in the growth that there was nothing for,
it but to follow the hook in person under the water. We were all expert swimmers and divers.
What child who has given the opportunity to become so is not, and no remark was made as I threw
off my muddle and slipped down into the water. I found that the line itself was caught as well as the hooks,
and by the time I had freed this from the black splintered branch, round which it was looped, I had to return to
the surface for breath. Again I dived and finding the original cause of the trouble quickly set
matters to rights. To do this I had crouched down, thus throwing my weight on the hinder part of my feet,
and I was dimly conscious of one foot, sinking through the weeds and mud and pressing tightly
against some hard object on the river floor. I say I had only a dim consciousness of this,
attaching no importance to the fact.
What then was my horror when I rose to find that my heel was securely wedged in some cleft of a submerged tree,
and that by no effort could I dislodge it?
I have been near to death before and since, but that stands out,
as the moment of my life when the grim spectre drew nearest.
What ages seemed to elapse before the water above me lightened in a sudden sense,
flash and Rangiora sank down beside me, and yet it must have been brief indeed, for I had not yet
discharged the breath with which I had filled my lungs on descending. He looked at me with eyes
it bulged, fish-like, made a futile effort to release me, and to my dismay vanished upwards. I could
endure no more. My head seemed swollen to bursting point, and with an explosive cough, a long train of
diminishing bubbles burst from my lips. It seemed but a dream after this to find him there again
beside me, to feel his arm close around my waist and wrench at me. He had in fact but returned to
the surface to fill his lungs for the effort, to know that at last he had torn me free from the
grip of death. I remember my foster sister's white face and horror-stricken eyes, and I remember being
dragged above the reach of the water, and then for a time I remember no more.
Rangiora broke his compact with his attendance that day, and no doubt an extra supply of
Tuku Tuckoo's tobacco was required to set matters right between them, for it was some hours
before I was sufficiently restored to venture on the climb to the ledge.
He was very silent on the return journey, scarcely taking his eyes from me.
me, offering his aid with a sort of shy embarrassment at the difficult spots, and plainly rejoicing
when I accepted it. As for Puhihuya, she clung to my hand, starting now and again as from a dream,
and looking wildly into my face. When we had parted from Rangiora and had entered on the bush track,
she put her arms around my neck and shed a few rare tears.
How kind and brave is Rangiora, she said.
Kind and brave, I answered,
gulping down some obstruction in my throat.
If he be not truly descended from the god, she continued,
at least he acts as if he were.
I fear I had sometimes thrown doubt on Rangiora's theory of his origin,
but I was completely silent now.
it was three or four days before i saw him again in his eyes were still that intentness of reflective regard with which he had last looked at me he was very silent and quiet in his manner and for a while we sat on the ledge outside the cave without exchanging a word
For my part, I was seeking to overcome the shame-facedness of boyhood,
which prevented me uttering my thanks and words,
and at last I so far got the better of it as to mutter in a voice half sullen, half shy.
I shall never forget it, Rangiora, nor I, he answered.
I mean what you did.
He said nothing to that.
For a while, we talked aimlessly of various matters,
touching at length accidentally on something that suggested the old quarrel of the races.
Suddenly he stopped in what he'd been on the point of saying and turned towards me.
Little finger, he said softly, let that talk die between us forever.
In the hour that I found you in the water, my eyes were opened,
and I saw how deep the plant of friendship had rooted itself in my heart.
Had you died then, to me also death had been welcome.
So it is with me.
I pray that it may be so with you also.
His musical voice had taken on a bewitching charm,
and for a moment my eyes were dim,
so that I could scarcely see him.
Let us forget that we are of two races, he continued,
and remember that we are also of one.
the race of mankind. Never shall my hand be raised against you and yours. Let not your hand be lifted
against me and mine. Let us rather make between us a compact of the Tatao Ponamu, and if in the years to come,
one of us should reopen that which is shut, on his head be the loss and the shame. Behold,
the greenstone door is closed.
It is closed, said I.
Ah, me.
End of chapter 5.
Chapter number six of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
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Chapter number six.
I visit the par of the cannibal chief.
One day, there came a missionary to the par.
The children ran to me with the great news
as I returned weary from one of my expeditions.
A Pakiha, I asked.
Yes, truly, an apakiha of sorts.
The head of him was like the full moon when it was in full,
and around his face a hair stood off white,
as it were the moon's rays.
He had gone to the fari of the chief,
and Timo Ana Roa had become a Christian.
What, already, I demanded, stopping short,
for I had been but some three hours gone, and up till that time there had been no word of the missionary.
A Christian, they assured me. Moreover, all were to become Christians.
The ceremony of the water was for the next day, and men had gone forth with their dogs and guns to secure pork.
Let the little finger smell around. That was the odour of the bread which the women were cooking for the
feast. Truly, the religion of the Christians was a good thing, except, perhaps, the ceremony of the
water, and of that they desired to question me, the whereabouts of the Pakiha? He was in the
fari of the thumb. Pushing through the chattering crowd, I made my way hastily in the direction of the
house. In the square, a goodly number of natives were assembled, evidently keeping watch on the building,
in which the missionary was then secluded.
Taking no notice of their calls to me to stay and discuss the business,
I passed round to the back of the store and entered the living room of the house.
My eyes fell first on the figure of Roma,
squatting on the ground in safe proximity to the doorway,
her face showing a mingling of embarrassment and terror.
The missionary was seated on a stool,
with my foster-sister at his knees.
His appearance was very much as the children had led me to anticipate,
and so remarkable to me was his bald head,
a thing quite new in my experience,
that at first I had eyes for nothing else.
What tragedy accounted for that absence of hair?
The only idea that occurred to me
was that he had been sculpt in battle,
but the whiteness and substance.
smoothness of his head seemed against the ghastly supposition.
However caused, he bore his disfigurement cheerfully, and with an apparent unconsciousness
of its extraordinary nature, which I could not but think affected.
Ah, he exclaimed in English in a pleasant booming voice, as his eye fell on me, and this is your
son, Mrs Purcell?
Aye, Cahorri, replied.
Roma, blushing and wriggling, and looking pleadingly in my direction.
Footnote. I. Yes. Cahori. No. End a footnote.
Now which, asked the missionary smiling. Your name, my boy?
Sedrick Trigarthin, sir. Then Cahore. Suddenly he looked at me more attentively.
Yes, yes, he said musingly. It is there in the old.
eyes and the poise of the head. I knew your father, Cedric. His name also was Cedric. Yes, sir.
Faithful unto death, for such are they who put their trust in the Lord. Their seed shall not be
lost, for he shall shelter it. He shall snatch them from the jaws of the tiger and bring them into safe
places, that they may grow and multiply. Suddenly his voice boomed forth,
till the tins on the walls rang, and Roma made a spasmodic movement nearer to the door.
Who made you, Cedric?
God, sir.
And who saved you, Cedric?
Jesus, the son of God, sir.
It is well, he said his voice softening magically,
and drawing Puhi-Huja, of whose intense regard he could not have remained unconscious,
into the circle of his arms.
He playfully squeezed the lobe of her ear.
It is well. The Almighty causes springs to rise even in the desert. That's so, in his time,
it may be turned into a garden. But I fear your schooling will have been neglected, Cedric. Can you
read? Yes, sir. Read to me then. I went to the well-fuelled bookshelf and, taking out the first
volume that came to hand, opened it and began to read. It happened that the book,
was montaigne and my eyes lit on the fascinating passage which pictures the writer at work in his tower.
I'd read a few lines and was myself becoming absorbed in the theme when something caused me to look up
and never shall I forget the expression of astonishment that sat on our visitors' countenance.
Just a seel! he exclaimed,
How have you
Aprile French?
D'amon pi, monsieur.
Votra pi,
it's impossible.
Ah, relapsing into English.
It is Purcell the trader of whom you speak.
Yes, sir.
I have heard much of him from Mr. Wake,
a man of great force of character and much learning.
Yet, and he looked at me doubtfully.
Nevertheless, he has explained to you the great truths of Christianity?
Yes, sir.
We will have a church here, Cedric, and in the fullness of God's time, a school.
He rose to his feet and began energetically to pace of Fadi.
For a quarter of a century we have laboured, preparing the soil and sowing the seed,
and weak has been the growth, but the hour of better things is at hand.
What say you, boy?
Will you become an instrument of the good work, a servant of our Lord Jesus Christ?
Will you carry the Rong or Pai into the dark places?
Footnote.
Wrong or pie, the good word.
End a footnote.
I don't know, sir, I said.
How, he cried, stopping short and regarding me with looks that for the moment were almost fierce.
Not no, when it may be your immortal soul turns on the issue.
It is for my father to say, I replied.
True, he agreed, vexedly, scratching his chin.
Obey such as are placed in authority over you.
Yet must the will of the heavenly father take precedence over that of the earthly?
Well, well, these are early days for discussion of the matter,
for as yet you are but a child.
and again his countenance relaxed into its habitual expression of masterful benevolence.
It was late that night before my father arrived, hurried home by the news of his guest's arrival,
and as I had been in bed and asleep for several hours, I was not a witness to their meeting.
It was evident to me early in the following day that some hitch had occurred in the carrying out of the missionary's proposals.
The ceremony of baptising the converts was to be deferred,
and more regrettable still, in the view of my informants,
preparations for a feast had come to a standstill.
A spirit of restlessness pervaded the village.
Work of every kind had ceased, the square was thronged, and more significant still.
The tonga moved to and fro among the people,
here and there exchanging a word with a chief of rank,
but for the most part absorbed and silent.
My father had bidden me leave the Fari
immediately after breakfast,
while he himself remained in close confabulation with the missionary.
As I wandered hither and thither,
pausing now and again to listen to what was being said,
I gathered two facts.
The first was that Tihuaata had vetoed the proceedings
and called upon the chief of the house.
Hapu to dismiss the missionary. The second, that Timuana Roa was likely to disobey him.
Presently, a party of armed warriors marched with swinging gate through the crowd,
and enclosed a portion of the square in front of the chief's dwelling.
Into this enclosure passed the chiefs, singly or in small groups.
Every man wearing his thrummed and embroidered cloak of flax,
his plume of feathers, his air pendant and family jewels.
In perfect silence they seated themselves out of airshot of the grim visaged guard,
and then my father and the missionary were sent for.
For the best part of three hours, the grave deliberations continued,
and then, as silently as they came, the chiefs and guard withdrew.
A conclusion had been reached.
and presently it was known to the expectant people.
A middle course had been decided upon.
Timoa noro would neither yield to nor disobey the commands of his Riki.
He would attempt, as many times before, he had attempted and often successfully,
to bend the will of the Great One.
With this object, he himself, together with the missionary in a party of chiefs,
would proceed to Pahua T'a, there to reopen the matter in the presence of the Eriki.
A swift runner was dispatched to announce a coming of the party,
and preparations immediately began.
My father had already returned to the Fari when I entered.
Roma was busy spreading the table for the midday meal.
The missionary had remained behind with Timoa Narawa.
but I gathered from the haste made by my foster-mother and her nervous glances at the door
that he was momentarily expected.
With the assistance of Puhi-Huja, she had set on the table a loaf of bread of her own baking,
a boiled leg of pork and a dish of butter-coloured kumaras,
forming together a picture very pleasing to the eye of a growing youth.
But all thought of the Vianz,
was at once dispelled by my father's first words.
Sedrake, he said,
on your bunk you will find a suit of clothes.
Dress yourself quickly, my boy, for you are coming with us.
Never were words more welcome.
Waiting for no second bidding, I flew to the bunk
and in a few minutes stood arrayed in the costume of my race.
Very stiff and uncomfortable,
but extremely proud I felt as I returned.
to the table, where the missionary was already seated.
Ah, bien, Monsieur Trigathan, said he,
"'A carchus malher ebon.'
"'Tut,' said my father, laughing.
"'Everything is for the best, Mr. Hall.
"'If we succeed, you will have accomplished more than you attempted.'
"'True,' replied the missionary gravely.
"'In the hands of the Lord, evil itself becomes an instrument for good.
Now, as regards Tihuaata, or the great one, as they call him,
and the pair turned to a discussion of the Eriki.
Excited as I was, I think Puhi Huya was even more so,
but it was all on my account.
When dinner was over, I rose from the table and was rushing off
to air my new importance in the eyes of my brown-skinned companions,
when she caught my hand and drew me to a stand.
still. Sedrick, she began. You are going to the par of the great one. Yes, Poo-hee, I replied,
hastily kissing her cheek, for there was a mournful look in her eyes, and I wish to console her for
having to stay behind. I wish you were coming too, but you see it is too far for you, and the party
will travel quickly. It is not of myself I am thinking, but of you was her response. You will
keep beside our father, Cedric, and be good?
Remember how terrible is the great one, and that if you should anger him, he will kill you.
And shall you see Rangiora?
Yes, I hope so.
Now see how thoughtless you are, for you must not speak to him.
I nodded agreement, recognising the wisdom of her words.
She looked at me wistfully from her great brown eyes.
You will not have the care of me to.
to hold you back, Cedric, when you were tempted to do something reckless.
Oh, I wish today and tomorrow were gone, and I was saying the haire-em-may instead of the
Hayre-Rah.
Footnote.
Hiere-mai, welcome.
Hayre-rah, farewell.
End a footnote.
To me, the expedition appealed so entirely as an affair of pleasure that I was taken
back at the serious light in which she evidently regarded it,
and I put my arm around her, and mingling the Hongi with the kiss,
promised to be cautious and keep with my father,
and so to some extent consoled her.
Footnote.
Hongy.
The act of rubbing noses.
End a footnote.
Not many hours were to elapse before I had reason to ask myself
if there had not been in her distrust,
some premonition of the danger I was to incur.
It was a dull afternoon in the early winter
as our large party descended the hill
and in single file struck the forest trail.
In front, March 20 young warriors,
armed with the gun and tomahawk,
the chiefs with my foster father,
the missionary and myself followed.
The tale of the procession were being brought up by some 50 or 60 persons of both sexes,
who attended mainly out of curiosity, but also I expect, in the hope that the Great One's ovens
might contain some unwanted delicacy to reward their exertions.
The track was in good order, for so far we had had but light showers,
and the tireless slope of the travellers quickly left,
the miles behind.
Though for my part
most of the journey had to be accomplished
at a trot. I was so hardened
by use as to be
incapable of fatigue.
Indeed, had I
yielded to my inclinations,
I should have broken rank
and joined the merry fellows in front
or even fled on in advance.
I could tell from the cries
which floated back to us
that the young brave's fame to be on a war-part.
A log across the path was a flying fish crossing the bows of a canoe, and him, as in duty bound,
they slew to propitiate the god of war. I saw the marks of their tomahawks as I stepped over it in my turn.
But when we had crossed the familiar fern hills and entered the shadow of the sunken bush,
the chief's voice was raised in reproof, and thenceforward the advance was to be more.
made in decorous silence.
Black darkness had fallen before we left the forest trail
and set our feet to the precipitous hill on the summit of which stood the par.
But there was still some lingering daylight outside,
and I gazed with interest and awe upwards to where,
etched on the gloomy sky,
where the palisades and balconies,
and the lofty watchtowers of the Great One's citadel.
As our party came into view of those on the hilltop,
we could hear the cries of the sentinels,
followed by the booming notes of the great slab drum
and the weird wail of the Titeri.
Footnote, Teteri, war trumpet, end of footnote.
A strange silence fell on our ranks.
Even the masterful voice of the missionary ceased,
and naught was to be heard save the did,
deep breathing of the visitors as they scaled the steep mountain side.
At times the par was lost to sight, shortly to become visible again, each time nearer at hand.
Lights or flares gleamed through the palisades.
At length, the last slope was breasted, and rounding the Picirangi, we stood beneath the
massive carved gateway of the par.
A challenge was given and replied to, and with a waving of shawls and welcoming shouts, we passed into the fortress.
In a moment our hundred was inextricably mingled with the occupants of the par.
Noses were being rubbed on every side.
Ancient crones wailed, sang and wept over the newcomers,
confused by the pandemonium of sounds and the flaring lights,
which seemed to mix a whole village up in a devil's dance.
I suffered myself to be dragged hither and thither,
catching sight every now and then of a familiar face,
but always, as I sought to reach it,
finding myself the victim of a fresh hongy.
At length, however, it became clear to me
that I must use sterner measures,
and kicking myself free from an old woman
who was smothering me under the impression
that I was the second son of her daughter, who had died in childbirth,
I flew into the midst of a bevy of girls, watching the scene with open mouths.
Pa, said I, wiping my face on the sleeve of my new jacket,
Kakino to Hongi. Footnote. Hongi.
The Māori method of rubbing noses.
The Hongi Pakiha, European Hongi, is of course kissing.
Kakino te hongi.
Confound the hongy.
End a footnote.
I, agreed one of my new companions,
a merry-looking girl,
some years older than myself.
Kapai te hongi, Pakiha,
I show you.
The whole band laughed and closed around me.
Well, it was certainly an improvement
on the form of greeting,
from which I had just escaped.
And I bore their kisses with such resignation.
that presently they tired of the sport,
but they did not turn me over again
to the mercies of the elder people.
On the contrary, they kept me in their midst,
and it was in their company that I ate the evening meal
and spent the rest of the night.
As for my father and the missionary,
I saw them no more until the next day,
nor despite Puhi-Huya's warning
did I feel the need of them.
So pleasant and free from,
care, indeed, was the time that I found it difficult to realise that I was veritably shut up
in the stronghold of the dreaded cannibal chief. After supper, a few of the older girls,
among whom was Pepepe, the merry-eyed maiden, smuggled me into the Farimatoro, a beautiful
carved building, long since destroyed by fire. It was crowded almost to the doors. I know
noticed some of our own chiefs among the audience, from which I concluded that the discussion of
our business had been deferred until the morrow. But I saw no sign of the missionary or my father,
nor of Timoana-Roa. In vain also my eyes traversed the crowd for a sight of my friend Rangiora.
Young people were in the majority. The elders who were present took little or no part in the
proceedings, though their frequent coughs of applause showed them to be interested observers of what
was going forward. No doubt were I to come upon such a scene now, my impressions would be vastly
different from what they were at the time. To my young eyes, the place was a blaze of magnificence,
and so my memory recalls it. The wealth of beautiful cloaks, the embroidered vests, the rustling waist-mats,
the black and snow-white plumes, the jade air pendants and tickies.
Even the calabash caps and dog-skin wigs of the old women were objects of grandeur.
And as I watched the supple figures of the young girls posturing in the dance,
everyone dressed to her best, her face brightened with red ochre.
Even Pepepe, beside me, had managed to coax enough from her elder sisters,
to cause her round cheeks to glow with a spot of vermilion.
It seemed to me that the climax of the beautiful had been reached.
There was one girl from whom I did not take my eyes.
So perfect was her acting.
She rolled her body at the hips,
so that it seemed on the point of falling in two.
Her twisting shoulders were independent of the rest of her.
She withdrew her nose and waved her ears.
She grimaced and squinted and thrust out her tongue.
There was not a young man in the room
whose heart could withstand her appeal of perfection.
And when she ceased dancing and her face stilled
as water that had been shaken
and her smiling eyes looked down on the audience,
a deep sigh of admiration filled the building.
Dance and song followed in swift alternation,
till at last everyone found a seat and there was an expectant pause.
Here and there the girls whispered and laughed among themselves,
while the young men, their faces wearing an air of embarrassment,
nudged one another, as though each sought to incite his neighbour to action.
At length one of the latter arose and amid a complete silence said,
I intend to have kahehe.
The dancing girl stood up in her place
and turning her bright eyes on this would-be lover,
replied,
Your head has not been at the knees of the Tohongata.
Footnote.
Tohongata.
The tattooer.
End of footnote.
A laugh greeted the reply and the Papataea retired.
Footnote.
Papataea.
One not.
tattooed, end of footnote.
A silence followed, broken at length by the voice of a girl,
who stood bravely up from her companions.
I take ticky for mine, she said.
There was no answer, and a cough of approval confirmed the engagement,
the happy girl sinking back in her place,
to receive the more special congratulations of those around her.
So the game, that was no game but,
deadly earnest went on, with increasing boldness as the young people gained confidence.
Many a youth and maiden, who had carried desire secreted in their heart for a twelve-month,
put their fate to the test that night, to win or lose on a word.
Refusals there were in plenty, soft and equivocal,
carrying no sting when they fell from the lips of the men,
but frequently of a shrewish quality in the mouths of the girls.
Caheha, the dancer, was by no means to be won from her state of single blessedness.
Many whose hearts she had fired claimed her,
only to sit down discomfited beneath the gay raillery of her replies.
At last a youth of 18 sprang to his feet and said,
my pet shall be the butterfly.
Pe'er, sitting close beside me, looked blankly around her,
then finding every eye turned in her direction
and realizing that she was really intended
that this glory of a public asking
had suddenly lifted her, a child,
into the dignity of womanhood,
rose shyly to her feet,
and looking at her young lover, answered,
perhaps next year I shall reply to you, but at this time I am too young.
That her reply, however disappointing to her suitor, met with general approval,
was evidenced by the cough that followed her words.
And will you marry Ruka next year, Butterfly, I inquired later on the night
as I settled myself in the Faripuni.
Footnote.
Faripuni.
Sleeping house.
End of footnote.
Pepepe laughed. If you will have me Pakiha, she said, I will wait for you. Should you like me for a Wahini?
Footnote. Wahini. Wife. End a footnote. Alas, how unfortunate I replied with much seriousness.
I like you greatly, for though you did set the girls on to kiss me, you have been nice to me since.
but Puhi-Hu-ya is my singing bird.
I have heard of her that she is beautiful, said Pair-Pepere.
But she will never be your wife.
Why not? I asked.
Because she is your foster-sister.
Someday another girl will come.
She may not be so lovely as plume of the hoo-ya,
but the newness of her will bewitch you,
and you will think of Puhi-Hu-ya no more.
I heard this assertion with incredulity,
but could think of no argument strong enough to controvert it.
Peer-pe-peer drew her blanket about her.
Tell me a story, Little Finger, she commanded.
I rather prided myself on my powers as a storyteller,
having earned some reputation on that score
among the children of my own village.
What shall it be about, I asked,
mentally turning over my repertory.
A love story of the Pakihas, said the butterfly, sleeper.
I had been reading lately some of the delightful tales of Musius, and I chose that one in which the lover
seeks to take advantage of the story of the family ghost, to elope with his bride. I had reached
that thrilling moment when the hero, glowing with love's ardors, stepped into the waiting
carriage and clasps in his arms, not human youth and loveliness, but the grim spectre itself. When
pausing with the intention of heightening the effect, I was made aware by the deep breathing of my
bedfellow that she had fallen asleep. End of chapter 6. Chapter number 7 of the Greenstone
Door by William Satchel. This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 7. The War of Light and Darkness
It was scarcely daylight the next morning when you,
I awakened my sleeping companion and proposed that she should take me on a visit of exploration
through the village. Père-Pere was by no means willing to be aroused, and it was not until my repeated
pinchings had brought her into a state of complete wakefulness that she yielded a half-rothful, half-loughing
ascent to my desires. We stepped over our still-slumbering companions, and making our way silent
between the two rows of sleepers, were soon drawing the fresh air of the morning into our lungs.
The first thing that attracted me, bringing me to a standstill, was Perongia.
There above me, brightening with the growing day, fully within reach at last he stood.
Nay, I was already on him. The great rounded summit of the par was in fact a terrace on his mighty flank.
I had but to descend a slope of some 60 or 70 feet, and I was at the foot of a scarf,
which seemed to plunge uninterruptedly down from his towering pinnacles.
With a sigh I turned my eyes from the sight. The mountain bewitchment was on me,
how I longed for freedom and the companionship of Rangiora.
Together we would dash down the slope and plunge into the gloom of the forest,
not to emerge again until the last peak was surmounted, and Perongia lay vanquished beneath us.
But it was not to be, and I turned my eyes elsewhere.
To the westward, beautiful Carthia glistened like a pearl in the morning light.
To the southward, league on league, over hill and valley and plain,
stretched the ancient territories of the tribe.
Their fisheries and hunting grounds, their village,
and cultivations, their battlefields and burial places, and there was not a hill or gully,
a ridge or creek, scarce even a stone or mighty tree, that was not named and consecrated
in the poetry, romance, legends, or history of the descendants of the Tainui voyages.
Although Tihua'ata's par was not, as I have said, so populous as our own,
its palisades probably enclosed a greater area.
The marae was considerably larger,
and while our houses were crowded together,
so that the pathways were narrow and torturous,
there was about Pahua'ata an air of spaciousness.
The communal buildings were large and beautiful,
with a wealth of splendid carvings inside and out,
and although I was unable to obtain a glimpse of the interior,
of the great food stores in armory. I know from later observation that in the latter was a store of
arms and ammunition, native and European, sufficient in the hands of resolute men, to establish the
prestige of the great one in the fatherist outposts of New Zealand. For all the Erikes' deep-seated
hatred of the Pakiha and the exclusiveness of his policy, he had nevertheless profited,
greatly by him in the matter of guns and ammunition. The musket was the one thing of Pākeha
manufacture that seemed entirely good and desirable in his eyes. He merely tolerated the axe
and tomahawk, refusing to acknowledge that they possessed any advantages over the stone tools
which had served the Māori nation so long, admitted that their use resulted in a gain of time
until the arrival of the Pākehā, his people had no need of time, for they belonged to eternity,
and moreover, quick work was bad work, as witness the slovenly output of the woodcarvers,
as contrasted with that of their forefathers.
Very picturesque and pleasant to me was the appearance of some of these houses,
as they were glimpsed among the foliage of the Karaka and Ti-i-toki.
For in our part there were no trees, nor could we have found room for them in our land-hungry village.
There was, however, among so many things, which seemed to me admirable, one unenviable characteristic.
Death had evidently been busy.
Time and again in our wanderings I would pause, and with lowered voice inquire the name of some chief,
whose sealed cabin, painted with red ochre,
denoted his departure to Tereanga.
Who dwelt there, Pepepe?
Tawari, an aged man, the uncle of the Eriki.
And there,
Ah, go not so close.
It is the fari of Di Aohikuraki, the Tohunga.
At length we came on the outskirts of the village,
and in view of a solitary hovel on the edge of a dense thicket,
There was something in the appearance of the place, which suggested that it was not entirely uninhabited,
and I was on the point of putting a question to my companion,
when from the doorway emerged a figure so startling that the words were struck unuttered from my lips.
The creature was human in shape, and from its flat dugs it was possible also to determine its gender,
but there was little else of humanity to teach me that she was of the race and sex of the blooming creature beside me.
Naked, but for a dirty rag round her loins, smeared with grease and red ochre.
Her iron-grey hair, uncombed and tangled about her shoulders, emaciated,
with fearful fingernails in her claw-like hands,
muttering and mowing to herself as one possessed.
She formed altogether a sight so horrible that I needed not Peer-Pepa-Per's restraining hand on my arm,
nor the threatening gestures of the creature as she caught sight of us,
to cause me to turn and flee frantically as for my life.
I must have nearly crossed the village before I ceased running,
and it was only on making the discovery that Peer-Per-Per was laughing that I did so.
What was it, Peer, I asked, when I had found sufficient breath.
Teke Ta-tang-o-Atua, the village undertaker, replied Butterfly.
If you had stayed but a while, we would have thrown earth at her,
and then indeed she would have been a sight to remember.
But have you no undertakers in your Kaanga?
We have one, I assented, but he is sometimes tapu and sometimes not.
Why don't your tohongs make her clean?
Footnote. Tapu.
Sacred, not to be touched.
Noa, cleansed from tapu.
End a footnote.
Of what use, asked the blooming pepapa,
indifferently.
There are still many old people to die,
and soon she would be tapu again.
By this time, the village had begun to stir.
Women were blowing up the cooking fires,
A band of slaves carrying utensils, mostly of European manufacture,
set forth to replenish the store of water from a spring far down the hillside.
One of the company, a fair-skinned copper-haired girl was 17,
smiled pleasantly at me as she went by with her laughing and chattering companions.
I was to remember her pretty pathetic face for a dreadful reason.
Pepepe left me presently,
in response to a shrill call from the cookhouses,
her place being taken by a number of boys,
whose faces, as they regarded me,
expressed a mingling of racial antipathy and curiosity.
I write racial antipathy,
but how much is it, in truth, a matter of difference in language?
No sooner did they discover that my Māori was as fluent as their own,
that they accepted me joyously into their own,
merry company. It might have been expected that the youth of a race of warlike cannibals,
capable of acts of ferocity and treachery, would themselves be of a fierce and intractable
disposition. But this was very far from being the case. So far indeed that I cannot in all my
memories of them recall one instance of a blow struck in anger. Gentle, affectionate and good-tempered,
they stand in strange contrast to the boyhood of the Anglo-Saxondom
and in still more anomalous relation to their own manhood
as exemplified in many affairs into tribal raid.
With eager delight they led me on a second round of the par.
This time my attention was called to the lofty angle towers,
the fighting platforms, with their heaps of boulders ready to be hurled on besiegers.
to the huge drum, a slab of mutt I would,
between twenty and thirty feet in length,
hung between two trees,
to the weather-worn heads,
many with the white skull showing through the tattered scalp,
crowning the posts of the palisade.
Quick-witted, bubbling with sly humour,
my merry escort hailed me hither and thither,
until at last I had seen everything,
and we stood together in the lofty gateway by which I had entered the par the previous night.
A party of about a dozen men were coming slowly up the steep track in single file.
Ngatoonga Pia, said a boy of my own age who stood beside me.
They are coming to bewitch the little finger.
Footnote.
Nathahonga Pia.
The witch doctors, I expect.
End a footnote.
Though this suggestion was received with mirth,
I noticed that the merry-makers drew back
as the procession began to file through the gateway.
But desiring to show that I was not afraid,
I stood my ground.
And probably, for a similar reason,
or because he saw that I did so,
the boy who had spoken stood with me.
The priest filed by in silence,
looking neither to right nor left,
their duet cloaks drawn closely around them.
The last of them walked several paces behind the others,
and muffled as he was, I recognised him at once for Teatuwa Mangu.
Now, in my allusions to this man,
I have omitted so far to mention that,
either from prenatal malformation or from the severing of some sinew,
his left foot was deformed.
the toes appearing to be contracted and drawn in beneath the instep so that he moved with a peculiar limp.
As he approached, so strong was my instinctive dread of the man
that I had to call to my aid all the pride I possessed to enable me to hold my ground.
What then was my horror when I heard my companion,
to whom the Tohonga was evidently quite well known, say,
here comes Hoppy with the bird's claw.
The words were not loudly spoken, being intended for my ear alone,
but any hope I may have entertained that they had failed to reach the consciousness of the wizard,
was dispelled in one flash of his black and glittering eyes.
Drawing back the maligned foot, he spurned towards us a cloud of dust.
A strange paralysis came over my limbs,
With all the will in the world to fly, I stood rooted to the ground.
The dust arose and as though influenced by some sharp air current,
flicked past me, sending a violent shock through my body.
For a moment all around me was dim.
Then, with restored vision,
I saw the back of the Tohonga as he limped calmly on his way,
and at my feet, foam issuing from his mouth,
the rush boy, whose insulting words had met
with such instant and terrible retribution.
Not I, but he, had fallen under the Maakutu, of the Tohunga.
Footnote.
Maakutu, witchcraft.
End a footnote.
As I shall again have occasion to refer to this incident,
I will only say now that the boy did not die,
After lying for many hours unconscious, he regained the use of his limbs, but not that of his mind.
Little better than an idiot, he lived for many years to evidence the powers of the magician,
to whose spell he had fallen a victim in his boyhood.
Sobered and frightened by what had occurred, I began to bethink me of my promise to Puhi-Huya,
and how little regard I had paid to it.
since my arrival in the par i had seen nothing of my father or the missionary and i reflected that for all i knew to the contrary they might be at this very moment roasting for the chief's breakfast
looking about for a fellow villager i soon learned enough to set this fear at rest the thumb and the missionary were royally housed in a farri adjoining that of the great one yonder was the house
They had been courteously and hospitably received, and though the Eureki had as yet refused to discuss the object of their visit,
the speaker was in high hopes that consent would be given to the establishment of Christianity as a tribal faith,
and that the interrupted feasting would go forward.
Repairing to the Fadi indicated, I found my father and Mr Hall straightening their toilette
after a night's repose in their clothes.
Stay with us now, Cedric, said my father,
after listening to an account of my doings.
It may be that you will carry away with you from today
memories that will be of deep interest to other men in days to come.
Yes, agreed Mr Hall,
though the end is assured,
and New Zealand will come to God
as surely as the sun will rise on the morrow,
yet the passing of heathendom in any part of it marks an historic moment.
Listen and watch, and it may chance that someday you will record your memories
for the improvement of men in less strenuous times,
and to the glorifying of God's goodness.
Well, he was a true prophet, in one respect at least.
The day had opened cloudily, but by 11 o'clock the sun was shining,
with but an occasional passing cloud to temper his beams. The council was accordingly held
in the open square, a few steps outside the door of the chief's house. A party of armed warriors
first took up their position in a great square, and into this the high chiefs walked, seated
themselves in a double row. It was some time before they and the priest Tohongs were assembled,
for everything was done in a grave, leisurely fashion.
But at length my father, keeping watch at the door of the Fari,
decided that we might appear without loss of dignity,
and we accordingly took the places reserved for us at the end of the row,
where also was seated our own chief and sponsor, Timor Narowa.
There was a low murmur as we appeared,
and as many eyes were bent on me,
I took it, rightly or wrongly, to allude, probably with disapproval, to my inclusion in the party.
Scarcely were we seated when figures appeared in the doorway of the Yeriki's Fari,
and at once the splendid bronze statues that surrounded us sprang to life.
Whirling up their weapons as one man they proclaimed the great one with cries of,
E titanafa, e titanafa, subsiding immediately.
afterwards into their previous rigidity.
Footnote.
The Tanifa was a greatly to be feared fabulous monster.
By this title, the guard proclaims the arrival of the dread son of the gods.
End a footnote.
Tihuata, when I thus first set eyes upon him, was a man little past the prime of life.
Though his skin was fairer than that of the generality,
of his race, his face was so heavily lined with the scrolls of the Tohongatar's chisel as to appear
at a distance almost blue-black. His thick hair was drawn through a ring and being again caught
there under formed a large knot or pad on the crown of his head. His eyes were small, fierce and
rat-like, and there was something also of the rat in the fang-like character of his eye-teeth.
which gleamed forth on any quick movement of his mouth.
For the rest he was a man of great stature and apparently huge strength.
As he seated himself and his eye falling down the length of the row,
lighted and lingered on my person,
I was aware of a quickening in my heart beats.
Would those terrible teeth ever meet in the tender flesh of my body?
A moment later my pulse quickened again,
but this time from a very different cause.
A fresh figure had appeared from the chief's Fari,
and with a careless glance round,
cast itself on the grass at the feet of the ariki.
It was Rangiora, my comrade.
Behind him walked a woman whom I regarded with interest,
for in her person I had little doubt I saw the famous Tuku-tuku,
or Spider's Web, the mother of Rangiora.
and the equal by birth of the proudest chief in New Zealand.
She was not a good-looking woman.
Her high features, thin cheeks and heavy brows,
gave her indeed an aspect of the grimaced.
Yet there was something in her appearance that pleased me.
Perhaps it was the breadth and serenity of her forehead.
Perhaps, and more probably, it was her eyes.
Clear, wide and full of intelligence.
She stood a while her eye roving meditatively from face to face down one rank,
dwelling a moment on our little group at the bottom,
and returning with the same thoroughness along the other.
Then she crouched slightly behind her lord, her lips convenient to his ear.
It seemed to me that her coming gave satisfaction.
A breath of relief swept down the rose,
and the grave faces of the chiefs relaxed something, yet only a little, of their gravity.
Well known was the power of Tuku Tuku over the fierce nature of her husband,
yet it might be that on this occasion the web of the spider would be all too frail to restrain him.
Therefore all men waited with furrowed brows the opening of the proceedings.
At length, Timoa Narowa raised its heavy bulk from the ground,
and taking a few steps forward, a gentle smile on his wily countenance,
began his address.
Hanied and flattering words fell from his lips,
but, watching the dark face of Tihuaata,
I saw that on this occasion they failed of their effect.
The body of the Eriki swayed impatiently,
and at last losing that restraint which courtesy dictated, he raised his closed hand.
Chief, he cried bitterly, pleasant are your words as a rustling of leaves,
but afterwards comes the southwest gale.
Alas, responded Timornaroa, the words of the great one are just,
yet lay not on your friend the responsibility of those things which are in truth,
the acts of the gods. Our religion teaches us that in the beginning were chaos and night.
In the void was darkness. Darkness of the heights, darkness of the depths, darkness of the
right hand and the left hand, darkness palpable and darkness drawn out, unnumbered ages
of darkness. Then, as the dawn creeps upward to the earth,
so came the light, the light above, the light below, the light on the right hand, the light on the left hand,
light palpable, and light drawn out, uncounted ages of light. And as it was in the beginning,
so it is today, higher and higher, deeper and deeper spreads the light,
and higher and higher, deeper and deeper, retires the darkness.
bend the tree to the earth and its point will turn upwards to the light.
Is man less sensitive than the tree?
Can we command the light, that it come no further?
Shall we say to it, enough we prefer the darkness?
Now this is the meaning of the coming of the white men,
of the coming of the new religion,
not in disdain of the ancient gods,
but a brightening and enhancing of the light.
Here we stand in the land of the shadows, the place that divides.
Shall we go back into the regions of darkness,
or forward with our Pagihar brothers into the realm of eternal light?
A murmur of delighted admiration followed this noble speech.
Stern faces relaxed and cries of,
True, true, oh, Timoanaroa, were audible on every hand.
but there came no softening to the countenance of the Yeriki.
Darker and fiercer it grew,
as he read in the faces of his tribesmen the doom of his policy of exclusion.
As a thunder cloud he brooded over the scene,
a cloud from which the bolt might flash to burn and destroy.
There was, however, one party of some dozen individuals
whose faces had remained unmoved by the eloquence of Timonoara.
Seated close together on the right hand of the Eriki,
beneath a withered tree,
whose decaying branches and few sere leaves
might be regarded as typical of their own fallen estate,
the priests of the ancient religion observed the scene in silence.
Now, as the countenance of Tihuaata grew momentarily,
more ominous. I saw one of the Tohunga lean forward and speak a few words into the ear of the chief.
Instantly the Great One's features relaxed and his eye-teeth gleamed in a slow and cruel smile.
Beautiful are your words, O Timorna-roa, he said. Yet beauty may mislead us. What of this light?
Is it a safe thing? True that the tree lifts its arms to the sun and the sun for
bids it not. The moth flies also into the flame. The flame endures, but where is the moth?
The speaker paused, and for a moment of uneasiness showed that the telling point had gone home.
You speak of the religion of our fathers, O chief, let us continue to speak of it. Tarnay created
his creatures in many likenesses. For some the light, for some the day. For some the
darkness. Well may it be that for the white man the light is good and for the Māori evil.
What of the bat and the owl, the things that move by night? So has he made the Māori for the shadows.
Well have you said, go not back into the darkness. That is a wise saying, but go not forward also
into the light, lest as the moth you will be consumed. And a disaster of the mould.
Where is he?
The result of this speech was to place a discussion in a position of, as you were.
Metaphor struck against metaphor, and both fell pointless to the ground.
Nevertheless, it was already evident in which direction lay the desires of the majority,
and as speech followed speech, this was rendered still more manifest.
Speaker after speaker concluded with a suggestion that the Pakiha should be heard.
So far they had been as birds beating the air.
Let the flight now begin.
But Tihuaata, the thunder cloud back on his face, maintained a sullen silence.
Meantime, Mr Hall, never, I should imagine a man capable of the exercise of much patience,
had been kept in his place with difficulty.
Mystical and elusive, as was much of his own language,
he had no sympathy for the light qualities in the oratory of the heathen.
Their allusions to light and darkness as spiritual beings
seem to him so much meaningless jargon,
nor could he appreciate their indirect method of arriving at reason to conclusions
by a system of values in allegory and metaphor.
I could hear him pishing and shoring under his breath
for a long time before the inevitable happened.
Let us be practical, he said,
not for the first time to my father,
who was humming softly to himself,
as was his way when things troubled him.
A few plain words will clear away this mental muddle.
Wait, repeated my father,
Your battle is being fought for you.
They have their own methods,
and muddle, I can assure you,
is very far from being descriptive of their state of mind.
More than a mere religious belief turns on the outcome of this meeting.
If they break Tihua to now, he is broken for good and all.
But at length the limit of Mr Hall's endurance was reached,
Taking advantage of a temporary lull in the discussion, he sprang to his feet,
and regardless of the malign gaze and closed, upraised hand of the Eureki,
launched his bark on the sea of talk.
It would have been better if he had spoken in English,
for I am bound to say that he had but a plain Anglo-Saxon knowledge of the vernacular.
The beautiful native speech fell crippled from his blast,
as I have seen the gay finches of Australia fall before the shotgun.
Surprise, disappointment were manifest in the faces of his adherence,
and a corresponding triumph gathered in those of his opponents.
It had one good effect, however.
Tehuata, after a moment of hesitation, lowered his hand,
and thence forward he sat in grim and scornful silence.
So far as the gist of the mission of the mission of,
speech went, it could probably not have been bettered. He confined himself to the truths of
Christ's teaching, which appeal inevitably and at once to all humankind. He gave them that
message of love, which has captured the imaginations, and may yet in some far-off future
control the actions of men. And so glorious was his theme, that even his broken and often
absurd speech could not entirely destroy, however much it detracted from its beauty.
Alas, he closed with a grammatical blunder so comical that even those who had best caught the
inwardness of his meaning could scarce forbear to smile. And, as was to be expected, of a nation
of practised orators, it was this defect in his speech, of which his opponents took advantage.
Rising from his seat among the Tohonga, Ti'atu Mangu limped into the arena.
So much for the light, said he, now let us return to the darkness.
This tremendous irony coming on the suppressed mirth of the previous moment proved irresistible.
The gravity of the gathering was upset and it abandoned itself to merriment.
Well have the gods of darkness served the multination,
continued Ti'atuamangu, when peace was restored,
and carefully should we look and examine,
ere we abandon them, and take to ourselves others that are new.
And in this matter, it is simple for the Pakiha to help us.
Living eyes have seen the wonders wrought by our gods through their mediums, the Tohunga.
Have any seen the wonders of Christ through his Pachyha?
her priest. I do not profess to work miracles, said the missionary. The day for miracles has passed.
Not so, was the answer. We are still close to the gods of our fathers, but I have heard of your
Crayiti, Christ. Is it not said of him that he walked upon the sea and that he changed the water
into Waiperol? Footnote, Waiperl. Any alcoholic liquor. End of
note. Mr. Hall made a gesture of assent, smiling, though uneasily, the while, for there was a methodical
forward movement in the reasoning of the black spirit which compelled attention. We have water,
said the Tohonga easily. Will the Pākeha oblige us? I have already said that I am no worker of miracles,
responded the missionary impatiently. In the days of our Lord, darkness covered the earth,
and it was necessary that he should reveal his deity to the few in some special and faith-compelling manner.
We are told that here also is darkness persisted diatuamangu.
If creiti be indeed God, let him show us a sign.
It is said of him that he raised up the dead.
We have no dead at this time, but death is a spirit who comes at call.
If the Pākeh will do so, a slave shall be killed, that he may show the power of his God over death.
Or, should that be too troublesome a proceeding, behold this tree withered and decayed, all but leafless.
It would be a simple thing for his God to give back to it the vigour of its youth.
Command it then, that it be restored.
Enough, said Mr. Hall, neither to me nor any man is so.
power given. Say you so, Pakiha, returned the wizard. Speak of your own gods, for you shall learn
that Tane is yet a living spirit who hears the prayers of his children. As I write these lines,
I can see now what escaped me at the time, that the discussion had been carefully
manoeuvred to the point which it had now reached. The priest of the light had confessed his
inability to work miracles. He of the darkness was now to show his powers. On the issue,
hung for the moment the fate of the new faith. End of chapter 7. Chapter number 8 of the
Greenstone Door by William Satchel. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Chapter
Number 8. The triumph of love and of darkness. As Tiatuamangu, thus indirectly accepted the equally
indirect challenge of the missionary, he turned towards a blighted tree, and with a movement of his arm,
indicated that all should retire from its neighbourhood. The command was quickly obeyed, the priests moving off
with dignified steps, while such of the chiefs, as considered themselves in danger from the
spreading branches or the falling shadow, lost no time in seeking a safer resting place.
In a very few moments the magician was alone.
His first act was to throw from him his cloak, when it was seen that with the exception
of a small apron of coarse flax, he was naked.
With slow steps he began to encircle the tree, moving spirally towards it until at last he reached the trunk.
From this point he stepped outward in a straight line, arriving at length on the circumference of his circle,
his face towards us in his eyes looking, or so it seemed to me, directly into mine.
All this time his lips had been moving, but with the exception of an occasion,
hissing whisper, I could hear nothing. Now, however, as he came to a standstill,
these indistinguishable sounds grew and took to themselves the articulateness of speech.
It seemed to me that I caught here and there the sound of a familiar word, yet always in a strange
incomprehensible connection, where a snake endowed with the gift of speech in some such
hissing and whistling voice he might speak, and as the eyes of a snake, glittering and piercing,
were the eyes that looked into mine and held me constrained, fascinated and incapable of movement.
How long this lasted, I have no idea, though I know it was long enough for the growing up in my
mind of a belief that if it continued many moments longer, I should die.
I had surely reached the limit of endurance, when, with a sudden flick of his hand, he released me.
Behold, he cried, and pointed a long forefinger to the tree.
Believe me or not, I tell you what my own eyes saw.
It was green, yes, from the first branch to the last,
with all the vigour and luxuriance of its prime,
and beneath it, in place of the network's same.
of light and shadows, was a pool, a blot of inky blackness.
Makutu, makutu, cried the assembled chiefs, springing to their feet and scattering in all directions
over the square. Footnote. Markutu. Witchcraft. End of footnote.
I was dimly conscious of the missionary's eyes, round and incredulous, of my father stroking
his chin and reflectively watching the excited crowd, of many persons passing and hustling me as they went,
of a voice raised in sharp command, and then, with gaze back on the wondrous circle of the
rejuvenated tree, of hands laid suddenly and with violence on my two shoulders. With a start,
I came to myself and looked quickly around. I was in the grasp of the gun. I was in the grasp of the
Thumb, it was the voice of the Eriki I heard.
Said I not to you years ago that in the day you brought more Pachihar to the village,
you should go to the oven?
Some such threat you made, O great one, returned to my father, but...
Then listen, went on Tihua ta.
Be gone, you and the white man who barks like a dog.
Your lives I give you.
Have a care that you bring no more of your tribe within reach of my merry,
for next time you shall not escape.
As for the little finger, he shall pay the penalty,
so that the spoken word of an oriki may not become as the babble of the child,
carrying no significance.
My father stood speechless, so suddenly had the position come about,
whether in accordance with some pre-arranged plan or springing in savage completeness on the opportunity,
that he might well be pardoned if he were for the moment at a loss how to act.
Between him and me stood the guard, armed and ready for any emergency.
Our own party was almost weaponless.
Moreover, its members were scattered,
and thus did not even provide the advantage of consolidated
if ineffective resistance.
A single word patu from Tihua'uata's lips
would have ended the matter then and there,
and presently an opening in the crowd
permitted me to discover the reason why it remained unspoken.
Tuku Tuku had intervened on my behalf.
Her lips were at the air of her lord,
and though he did not refuse to listen,
I took but little hope from the glare in his somber eyes.
Footnote. Patu. Strike. End of footnote.
It was at this moment, while my fate hung in the balance,
that Rangiora for the first time, deliberately turned his eyes upon me.
During the early part of the discussion,
he had laid face downwards on the grass, idly plucking the shoots,
and taking apparently no interest in the proceedings.
Later on, when Ti'atuamangu had begun his incantations to the gods,
he drew himself into a sitting posture and moving backwards on his hands
until he was on the side of the Eriki most distant from the tree,
and here, so far as I know, he had remained until the moment of which I speak.
At last, however, he rose, scanned me deliberately, yawned, stretched himself,
and retired with an air of boredom into the fudy.
Never shall I forget the shock of misery and disillusionment which came over me
as I watched what I conceived to be this heartless desertion.
Yet it had one good effect. It stung my pride.
Cold anger took the place of the hopeless fear,
with which I had hitherto met this critical moment in my life,
and stiffening my muscles I resolved,
since resistance was out of my power,
to meet death with the calmness fitted to one of my race.
Do not continue to hold me friends, I said, turning to my captors,
kill me or release me.
Have you no fair that your fingers will fall off at the joints
and your hands wither at the wrists,
that you handle the little finger of Tiwaharoa in this fashion?
Heaven knows what instinct in extremity it was
that inspired my brain to speak these words,
but as the event proved, none could have been better chosen.
The two young Toa dropped my arms as though they had suddenly become red-hot.
Footnote, Toa, Braves,
End a footnote.
I waited for no better opportunity,
but, darting through the legs of the guard,
and dodging a spare thrust with every breath I drew,
I made as directly as I could for the spot where I had last heard my father's voice.
But I was not to escape so easily.
There were many famous runners among Tihua'a's young men,
and time and again I had to share away from my objective,
with the result that I drew ever nearer to the seat of the Great One.
He had spoken the word now,
Patu, patu, he cried,
while from his eyes flashed lightnings of wrath.
Footnote, Patu, patu, strike, end of footnote.
Yet as I darted breathlessly hither and thither,
dodging between the legs and under the arms of my would-be captors,
feeling the tips of their fingers on my body at every other moment.
I became aware that my friends vastly outnumbered my enemies.
From all sides came cries of encouragement.
Run, little finger, run! Ah, good indeed!
He is an eel for slipperiness.
Away, you great fellow, behold the hunter of mosquitoes.
To thy right, little finger, to thy right.
Yet however great their sympathy, it did not go to the length of actively espousing my cause.
Do what I would, every moment seemed to bring me nearer to the spot I most sought to avoid.
But it was not, I think, until I espied the claw-footed wizard rise,
Mery in hand, to join the number of my hunters, that I lost heart.
him I dreaded above all created beings,
and it was no longer with quick eye and a defined purpose,
but in sheer mad panic that I turned,
and with a blood-red light in my eyes,
and a loud buzzing in my ears,
dashed as a stag at the hill,
straight on my fate,
as personified in the figure of the Eriki.
Then, at that supreme moment,
my purplined eyes caught sight of rangiora again.
His figure danced and brightened and grew dim,
yet it was truly he,
and no figment of a distorted imagination.
No longer bored and indifferent,
but with eyes full of fire and passion he gazed upon me.
On his shoulders was a cloak of white dogskin,
a royal mantle composed of the tails alone,
and very splendid and noble he seemed to me, even in that moment of despair.
I could see his lips moving, but no word reached my consciousness.
Nevertheless, I swerved towards him.
He was my last hope.
If he could not save me, at least it was something to die in the arms of a comrade.
But now I had eyes no longer for the young warriors at my heels,
and even as I changed my direction,
I was aware of a grip of steel on my shoulder,
and whether the result of a push or a blow,
I lay an instant later at the feet of the Eriki.
I had done all that there was in me to do,
and being no longer capable of terror or indeed of any other emotion,
I lay still and waited the death blow.
The seconds passed and still,
Still I lay there unharmed.
A strange silence had fallen on the multitude.
I could hear a voice, dimly reminiscent of my father's,
yet new and terrible to my ears.
What it said I could not hear for the beating of my heart
and the gasping of my exhausted lungs.
But at last the power of thought returned to me.
Wonder filled my mind.
I lifted my head and lifted my head,
and looked into the face of the great one.
His eyes, lit with blood-red lights,
were staring into the distance beyond,
and on his face was an expression of rage and fear so awful
that it looked rather like some devilish carving
than the countenance of a human being.
Instinctively my eyes followed the direction of his concentrated gaze,
and there I saw a scene so sweet.
strange that without further thought of the danger in which I had so recently and perhaps still stood,
I rose to my feet and stared with all my vision. In the centre of the guard, holding them arrested
at a distance of a few yards by the threatening of his upraised hand, stood my father.
In his right hand was a heavy pistol, and his temple against a muzzle stood a redact. He stood a
Rangiora, clothed in his cloak of dogskin, his head erect, his eyes calm and steadfast.
No hand of violence rested upon him. He stood there, as my heart plainly told me,
in the cause of a friendship that passed the love of women, offering his life for mine.
What had occurred was this. Seeing no better means of saving me in my desperate situation,
he had entered the Fari, seized the loaded firearm and placed it,
together with his own body, draped in the royal cloak,
as became one of his proud lineage in the hands of my father.
The rest was no affair of his.
Between his own father and the white trader lay the issue.
No wonder the crowd stood spellbound and silent,
no wonder if with bated breath and beating hearts they waited the outcome of an act of heroism,
the like of which they might never hope to behold again.
For myself, I can say without boast that all thoughts of my own safety had swept from my mind
in face of the terrible peril of my comrade.
In my father's eyes gleamed a relentless purpose, and scarcely daring to breathe,
lest any act of mind should precipitate the climax,
I stood as one petrified, still within reach of the Eriki.
Speak then, Tihua-a, said the voice I'd heard before,
and now I knew that it was really my father who had spoken,
As surely as we both live, you shall pay me blood for blood.
Whether in the madness of his rage,
Tihua-Aum might not have persisted in his deadly purpose,
must remain a matter for conjecture,
but at that moment a hand fell on my wrist,
and looking up I found Tuku-tuku beside me.
Come, she said,
and never taking her eyes from the figures of my father
and her only son led me towards them.
A sigh of relief burst from the pent bosoms of the observers,
as step by step we drew near to the couple in the centre.
With satisfaction I observed the sinking of the weapon
that threatened my comrade's life,
and with joy I reached him and cast my arm over his shoulder.
White or brown or black, what mattered it?
to me. I knew then, as I know today, that no brighter spirit ever inhabited a tabernacle of human flesh.
But while we too thus rejoiced in each other's safety, my father, after a few gentle words to
Tuku-tukutuku, had turned again, his anger nothing abated on the oriki.
Well for you, O chief, he cried, that in the breast of your son beats a heart.
of a hero. Had the boy come to harm, learn from me that your own bloodthirsty soul and not that of the noble
youth would have followed him to Terenga. Tihuata made no answer. His fierce eyes were fixed
on my hunters, who, having been forced to remain paralysed witnesses of the scene I had just
described, now stood embarrassed in a resolute, waiting his command.
"'Away weaklings,' he cried.
"'It is fitting that women and children should rule over a race
"'whose warriors are without skill in arms.
"'As for you, Pakiha,' he continued,
"'turning his gaze on my father,
"'your lives I have given you.
"'Also it has seemed fit to my son to redeem the boy
"'who was already dead.
"'Truly his gods watch over him.
Twice has he been covered from the sharp weapon of death.
Now be gone all of you and trouble me no more.
But my father made no motion to obey.
In his face continued the look I had never seen there before
and I think only once since.
It was plain that he, infinitely slow to anger, was angry now.
His features were set in flexibility.
and his grey eyes were dark and cold and terrible.
By this time a fresh disposition had come to the gathering.
The great square no longer existed,
and practically the whole of the village was assembled in the Marai.
The Eureki alone still held his original position.
Beside him on one hand were the priests,
on the other, most of the principal chiefs of his home.
and as the moments went by, I could see the dispersed guard gradually reassembling in a dense mass
to the rear of the chief. On our side, some four or five yards distant, stood in the forefront,
Mr Hall, my father and myself, while behind us, mustering probably a hundred all told,
were the familiar faces of my fellow visitors. It must be understood,
that very few minutes had elapsed from the moment when I was seized by the guard
to that at which I have now arrived, probably three or four at the outset,
yet they sufficed for the complete division of the previously mingled villages
and bringing of them into a perilous state of opposition.
Such then was the position of affairs when my father,
yielding to the great wrath that possessed him,
turned his terrible eyes on the areiki
and answered his curt command to be gone.
Chief, he said,
hear my words.
If I go now, I go forever.
Long and patiently have I born with you,
and for what?
Have I sought to become possessed of your lands?
Have I bartered my goods for women or slaves?
or for heads, or the ancestral relics of your tribe?
No man can say so, my hands are clean of any offence against you.
They have been gift-bringers, fruit trees border your plantations, mine was the seed.
In a few years, food plants of all kinds will cover these wild acres.
But for me, they had no existence.
I have brought you peace, for I have made successful attack on you impossible.
I have supplied you with implements of industry, turned your labours into child's play,
and for these things, what return do you make me?
I come today into your par, bringing with me a teacher of that religion
which many believe to be the final flower of our civilization, and assuredly to see.
such as you, I could bring no gift more needful than the gospel of love. And how do you receive me?
Before my eyes I have seen my son hunted, as he were a leprous dog, a child, moreover,
whose adversities and the evil he has suffered at the hands of your race,
should have rendered him forever sacred to the Maldian. Is that treatment to give to the
son of the heroic defender of Tecuma, the white man who scorned to fly or surrender,
but gave his life for the people of your blood, with whom he had made his home?
Not on you, O'eriki, would I waste such words, but here are a multitude of years,
and my speech shall sink into many hearts, to your undoing.
But for your air what follows?
These things I demand of you.
Freedom to come and go unquestioned through all the territories of the Matimaniapoto,
to have my good faith acknowledged so that bring with me whom I will,
white man or brown or black.
He shall also pass unmolested,
for it shall suffice that I am answerable for his deeds.
The right of a voice in your counter,
on all matters affecting the well-being of the tribe,
and more especially in councils of war,
whether the quarrel be with men of my own blood or of yours.
Such shall be the privileges you accord me.
On my part, I will guarantee these things,
to protect you against the greed of men of my race,
to be your voice in their councils,
and to lift your children to the knowledge,
of the new world, in whose dawn we stand. No harm shall spring upon you in the darkness.
No treachery shall work your undoing in the daylight. I will be your eyes and ears,
the man on the watchtower, the scout far afield. So shall your tribe endure and pass onward
into the light co-equal with the Pakiha.
He paused and in the murmur of approval that followed,
the Eriki could not but have heard the footsteps of the inevitable.
These are grave matters, he resumed,
and should not be determined on the instant.
Seven suns shall go by,
and on the eighth at this hour I shall come for your answer.
In the meantime the missionary biddy
me say that he will remain at my house, where such of you as desire to join the Christian faith
may find him. And be not led away by false prophets in league with the father of evil,
interjected Mr. Hall. Behold, the tree is again withered. His words were true. Nothing of its green
luxuriance remained. As it stood at first, seer and decaying, so it was.
now. But even so, the last word lay with the priest of the ancient faith. So often as I bid it,
so often will it return to life, said Tiatua Mangu. Does the missionary know how long afterwards
lived those whom is Christ raised from the dead? Well well, said my father impatiently,
for the hot mood was still upon him. Mr. Hall deals not in
such trickery. It is in your savage hearts he proposes to work his miracles.
Come to him at my Fari, and he promises that there shall grow up in you a new spirit,
beautiful and destined for eternity.
Is this a word of Timoanaroa? asked Tihua, turning his fiery eyes on the chief.
Behold, O great one, how the matter stands, replied Timoana Roa.
mildly. No consent have I given to this, nor refusal. Let those who wish test the matter and report.
Many pleasing things have come to us from the Pakiha. The Eureki may remember how, on the first
coming of the tobacco, a common fellow was selected to partake of the food.
Excellent, said he, but by and by, ah, how egregiously sick he was.
Then said the chiefs, well indeed that we did not eat of the pipe smoke,
nevertheless a man tried again and once again, and he was no more sick.
Good, it was a food for the chiefs.
So with this religion, it may not rank with tobacco,
it may not rise above the common people,
yet it is well that the things of the Pakiha be tested each as it arrives.
Timo and Arowa wiped the sweat from his face, for exertion of any kind, made him perspire profusely,
and glanced at my father out of the corner of his eye.
But the great one sat unmoved, the knowledge that his power was dying ate into his vitals.
Even his wife and child were against him.
Chiefs looked coldly on his policy, and only a handful of priests stood by him.
him. Exasperated to the verge of insanity, his slow mind moved cloudily through the darkness,
seeking some way back which might be seductive to his people. He hated the cold, white glare
that came over life with the advent of the Pakiha. He hated the never-to-be-entied-fitted
feeling of inferiority to the white-faced interloper. Oh, for the comfortable old days,
when no doubt and unrest disturbed the well-ordered lives.
O for the return of the time when every autumn brought the excitement of war,
the glories of the stricken field,
with its flaming thurries and multitudinous dead.
Meat.
His stomach hungered for the sweet-tasting ancestral food.
Suddenly an idea came to him, and he raised his drooping head.
Let those who would go on,
into the pallid light, for him the homely darkness.
He would revive the ancient customs here and now,
so would he answer the missionary, with his back of new religions.
An evil gleam came into his eyes, and the canine teeth stood momentarily forth.
Some such train of thought must have passed through the mind of the Eriki,
ere he turned and beckoned to him the captain of the king.
guard, gave him an order in a low voice. I saw the man start and hesitate, and slipped my hand into
my father's, determined that this time no ruse should part us, but it was not on us that his new
thought was bent. The man, after some further whispered speech with the Eureki, moved off, and
selecting a companion, the two of them slipped away into the crowd. A few moments. A few moments. A few
Once later, the air was rent by a piercing scream.
My blood curdled in my veins, for even my innocent ears, could not mistake the sound of the
death cry.
For a minute or more we all stood stricken dumb, knowing not what to think, and many of us
no doubt, preparing ourselves for the worst, when the crowd parted and the two warriors returned,
bearing a burden to the feet of the great one.
The body was that of the girl.
She had been knifed downwards from the throat,
as I had often seen done with the village pigs,
and her lifeblood still gouted from the wound.
Shuddering, I looked at the face.
It was that of the fair slave girl
who had smiled at me as she passed down to the spring in the early morning.
See, said Tihua-ta,
Thus do I answer you, you and your friend the priest.
His gods listen, not to him.
Let the women and children, and the men who have never known war,
follow in your footsteps.
Let them yield to the Pakiha, their lands, the labour of their hands.
Their women, their children and their children's children,
born and reared in slavery.
I remain with my forefathers, their gods,
suffice me, I will maintain their customs.
Away with it.
To the priests, the heart, let the ovens be made ready.
These words were followed by a confused murmur,
in which I seemed to read a reflection of my own horror and disgust.
So strong indeed were the expressions of disapproval around me
that I cannot doubt, but if the victim had been one of our own party,
weaponless as we were, an attempt would have been made to avenge her.
Even as it was, it was perhaps fortunate that we were unarmed,
for many a hand went clutching to its girdle,
and our numerical weakness could only have led to the heating of many ovens in place of one.
But this rage was only for the instant.
In the next, as with one accord, the visitors turned,
and fled in terror from the par.
In vain our chiefs sought by word and example
to allay the ignominious panic.
In vain my father and the missionaries stood their ground
and lent their persuasions to the efforts of Timoanaroa.
Nothing could stay the route
and with what dignity we could muster
we finally followed in their wake.
The sun was sinking over the shoulder of Perra,
Looking back from the great gateway, I could see the villages scattered in knots over the square,
excitedly discussing the events of the day.
A denser throng marked the spot where lay the poor victim of the Great One's spleen.
The Eriki himself had retired, and the door of his fari was shut.
End of Chapter 8.
Chapter number nine of the great great.
Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter number nine, I am set at Liberty.
Tihua Tis' triumph, if such it can be called, was brief.
So far from reviving the custom of cannibalism, he had dealt its death blow,
and never again did it lift its hideous head in the territory of the Nati Manipoto.
My father, long-suffering and of infinite patience, was roused now to show how great was the power he had accumulated and so long held in abeyance.
North and south, east and west sped his messengers, calling together the heads of the hapus for the appointed day.
And at his summons they came, from every village and outpost of the tribe, bringing with them gifts,
but carrying also arms in their hands,
that due weight might be given to their opinions.
Stormy was the beginning,
but calm as an evening sky,
the end of the meeting.
Chief after chief espoused the cause of the trader.
For every voice on the other side,
a dozen were eager to respond.
Item by item,
the trader's demands were debated
and upheld. White men had deceived them in the past, but this was a man alone. What he said
came to pass, in vain Tihua ta, curbing his fierce nature with difficulty, painted for them
a picture of the Māori race subjected and enslaved. It is but the beginning, he declared,
granted the rewards that go with a beginning. What of the end? What of the day when you are
in travail with the monster you have so lightly conceived.
They met his images, with a dozen as potent.
Allowing grounds for uneasiness in the increase of the Pakiha population,
it was now a thing past remedy.
The Māori nation was impossible of combination,
and did he desire that the Nāati Manipoto should alone,
of all the tribes, refuse the patent advantage of.
which accrued from the goodwill of the whites?
In vain the Eriki threatened.
They had heard him in stony silence.
He bethought him of his godly lineage and denounced them,
as from the high heavens.
They shuddered, but stood firm.
And in the end he yielded, yielded completely,
conceding every privilege my father had claimed,
and thus saved himself from that deposition from chieftain.
which was otherwise inevitable.
From that hour I dated the beginning of the new order and the passing away of the old.
Every change in our manner of life and the changes were far reaching was referable to that momentous
assembly. In the first place Christianity was accepted as the faith of the tribe.
Missions were established and schools sprang into being as mushrooms
in a single night.
Very quaint, though full of a fiery enthusiasm,
were many of these institutions.
Village vied with village in the providing of scholastic advantages.
Youths who had been sent by the more far-sighted of the parents
to be trained at outside missions
were hastily recalled and placed at the head of affairs.
An unappeasable demand arose
for Bibles, for the Maudi language in its new and wonderful garb of print,
and old men and children, husbands and wives, sat daily at the feet of the teacher,
imbibing such knowledge as he possessed.
Nothing short of the dire necessity for providing tobacco
suffice to cause a gap in the ranks of the pupils.
And truly wonderful, all things considered, was the progress they made.
Their memories trained and strengthened by centuries of oral learning
held the new facts gathered by their quick intelligence,
and not many years passed before there were scores, even hundreds,
who were able to quote the Bible to the frequent discomfiture of their Pagihar neighbours.
Another change inaugurated by my father,
who himself set the example,
was the abandonment of the par as a place of abhor.
Even Timoanaroa could not be brought to see the wisdom of this step.
Many years of profound peace had not entirely allayed the old dread of attack.
Though Matakiki had gone unscathed, other places within a few days' journey had suffered again and
again from raiders, and the Queen's law did not as yet control the actions of the
Maldis among themselves. Who was to say that when the news of the defencelessness of the new village
was spread abroad, some ancestral enemy might not see therein his God-given opportunity. Nevertheless,
my father persisted in his design. So far as he was concerned, the heavy labour of transporting
goods into the par should cease. His store should be on the flat above the river,
accessible for both land and water carriage, and as customers to east and west,
should no longer be required to carry their flax and produce to the top of a hill,
whence it must shortly be re-carried to the plain below.
To my eyes the new store was an immense and beautiful building,
and great and widespread was the interest that attended its erection.
Raffs of timber were brought from the vicinity,
of Auckland, overland to the Waikato, thence up that river and the Waiper to our doors.
A journey so prodigious that the emerging of the first raft from the dense shadow of the bush
into view of the par seemed the most romantic event of my life.
Roma heard the decision to vacate our old premises with dismay
and she entered into the possession of her new and splendid dwelling with its chest
and tables, its bedsteads and floor covers and pictures on the wall with fear and trembling.
I do not think she was ever happy there. For months she was continually finding excuses for a return
to her old home, and uncounted times one or another of us found her after an absence sufficiently
long to rouse inquiry, sitting by the cold hearth of the dismantled kitchen.
or endeavouring to repair the damages of time in its rush walls.
Perhaps she lived in the hope that some happy day the Napaui would descend upon us,
burn the new mansion and drive us back on the old abode.
At any rate, it was not until the whole place fell into decay
and rain and wind entered at will that she finally ceased to visit it.
What other change is there to record,
before I again take up the thread of my story among scenes very different from those with which I have so far dealt.
White men were invading the chief native settlements, almost daily.
A count reached us of their doings, their land purchases, or attempted purchases.
Mr Hall became a frequent visitant, often renewing the subject he had broached on the first day of our acquaintance.
It was clear, he said, that God had marked me out for some special destiny, what more likely
than that it was his service for which I was intended. My reply was always, as it had been at first,
a reference to my foster father. I believe the attitude of the latter greatly puzzled him.
Men who were truly broad-minded in their theological matters are by no means common even now.
and in those days they were extremely rare.
An atheist Mr Hall had heard of and could properly abhor.
But Mr Huxley had not yet invented agnosticism,
and there was no word to denote the mental view of a man
who was alternately helpful and indifferent.
However, I was a constant attendant at the Mission School,
where, in addition to my part of committing to memory chunks of
collect and catechism. The same mystical jumble of words that is still, I believe,
served up to Sunday school scholars. I was myself also a teacher. My own schooling at this period
began also to occupy more of my time. I had learnt so far, as my father was careful to point out,
as a parrot learns. Henceforth, reason must be brought to bear on the matter. Memory,
said he, will enable you to pursue a trial.
Only reason can give you the power of hewing out a fresh one.
Of books we had plenty, and new, or better, old, ones were constantly arriving.
Books formed indeed my father's one extravagance,
and now I think of it, he was probably induced to change his quarters in the first place
by the inordinate accumulation of volumes
and the necessity that they should be more suitably housed.
The second summer following the Great Assembly
was scarcely sped ere I lost the comradeship of Rangiora.
He had derived his advantage from the new order
in a greater measure of freedom.
Hardly a day passed,
but I encountered him somewhere in my rambles,
and later on, after I had once induced him,
to break the ice, he became a frequent visitor at the house. For some time past, Puhi
and I had been teaching him English. His memory was perfect and his intelligence keen,
but he found the language beset with pitfalls into which he was continually floundering. What a relief
it was to me when on our expeditions, after starting with the proviso that no language should be
spoken save English, he would break into his own musical tongue with its wealth of poetic and
legendary allusion. But with an increase in opportunity, the matter was taken up with thoroughness
and so rapid was his progress that before very long, though his speech for some reason continued
full of defects, he could read fluently and even write with considerable correctness. My father had taken
a great fancy to him. The day following the affair described in the last chapter,
he had sent him by special messenger a fine sporting gun, forwarding also gifts for Tuku-tuku,
for as he said, it was a grievous thing he had been called upon to do, against that mother's
heart, in defence of my life. And now as a boy began to pay his shy visits, he made him welcome
with all the simple kindliness of his nature.
But more pronounced changes were in store for Rangiora.
Though Tihua had yielded to the will of his fellow tribesmen,
as concerned the Pākehā, he had lost no jot of his belief
in the sanctity and wisdom of the ancient customs.
Concerning the rearing of an ariki,
these were of much detail and in flexibility.
The direct descendants of the greek,
gods was not to be suffered to grow up as any common fellow, with a mere smattering of genealogies
picked up at the fireside and such knowledge of practical science as was necessary every man should know.
He must be carefully trained and fitted for the great position he would one day occupy.
He must learn and store in his memory as securely as a book has its subject matter stored in its pages,
the history of the tribe and of all the tribes from the beginning,
and as a mouthpiece of the gods,
he must be familiar with every nook and corner of the Mori mythology.
We'd been looking one day at a number of drawings my father had made
of remarkable facial tattooings he had come across in his journeyings,
when Rangiora startled us all by saying that he must shortly submit himself to the tattooer,
A supreme artist belonging to the Nati Ha'a tribe had been requisitioned for the work and would shortly put in an appearance.
But surely you won't allow it, Rangiora, I said hotly.
I shall hate to see you transfigured out of all likeness to yourself.
Won't you, sir?
But my father was silent.
I shall, said Puhi-Huja, I am never able to recognise any of the boys again after they have been tattooed.
Besides, it is very ugly.
I noticed that he seemed to pay more attention to my foster-sister's words than to mine.
There was anxiety in his eyes as he looked at her.
I had thought that the Wahini took pleasure in it, he urged.
Footnote, Wahini, women-folk.
End a footnote.
I should not, said Poohi-Huya.
He sat a while, wistful reflection in his eyes.
It is a thing that must be, he said at last.
It would be a disgrace to my tribe if there a Riki should be as a common fellow with a plain face.
There you are wrong, Rangiora, said my father, gathering together his drawings.
The tattoo is not a mark of rank, though some of its finest examples may be found on the faces of high chiefs.
There are men of descent as good as your own,
whose faces have not been disfigured by a single line.
He looked incredulous at first,
but presently, whether or no some instance in support of my father's statement had occurred to him,
he became thoughtful.
Yet the great one wills it, he said with a sigh at last.
Then my father brought his mind to bear fully upon the matter.
Do you desire to be tattooed? he asked directly,
and receiving an answer in the negative,
made the boy hold out.
They cannot operate on you against your will, he said.
Speak to your mother and enlist her sympathies.
There are a dozen precedents for refusing,
and if there were none, it would be a good thing to make one.
Whether he were influenced by my father's encouragement or Poohi Huya's objection,
and on this point she showed what was for her surprising resolution,
Rangiora took a firm stand.
and neither his father's pleadings nor his anger succeeded in shaking him from it.
He had gathered together a list of the great men living and dead,
whose faces had escaped the scarification of the chisel,
and this was his sole argument.
The learning and eloquence of the par could not affect the unalterable facts on which he relied,
however much they might seek, by their explanations, to minimize,
their importance, and he had his way.
But the Farikura was another matter.
Footnote.
Farikura.
Māori College.
End of footnote.
No precedent existed for the avoidance by a high-born youth of the curriculum of this
College of Mysteries, even if Rangiora had any such desire.
He passed into it in the autumn, and not until the recess arrived with the
following spring, and he was once more at liberty, did any of us behold him again?
A tapu of an awful character clothed him and his fellow pupils.
Secrecy attended their doings, and only from the remarks he occasionally let slip,
and from other sources, was I able to form some idea of his manner of life through the long winter.
Study claimed the night and sleep the day.
Priest after priest took up the tale of work,
reciting the tribal history and its mythology
and calling upon the pupils to commit their lessons to memory.
Incantations and spells,
the art and practice of Makutu or witchcraft,
the names and positions of the heavenly bodies,
with the times of their appearance and decline,
made up the main portion of the syllabus and gave employment to the scholars during the four or five years over which the full course extended. Periodical tests took the place of the examinations of the colleges of civilization and weird and even terrible as some of these tests were they yet contained the germ of an idea remarkable in its sagacity.
The young student standing for his examination was not called upon to repeat the lessons he had been taught.
They were merely the means to an end.
Let him show the real inwardness of his learning by accomplishing something.
Then, if he succeeded, it was evident that his teaching had borne fruit.
Thus and only thus, mighty pass into the higher classes and eventually come forth the holder of a degree.
in the mysteries. Here then, in charge of the priests, and more especially of Ti'atuamangu,
who had come to great honour since a display of his powers recorded in the last chapter,
I will, for the present, leave Rangiora and return to my own affairs. As with the passing of years,
I grew in strength and intelligence, and there grew up also in my mind a vague unrest and dissatisfaction,
No doubt my reading was largely responsible for this, though as I shall presently show you,
the mystery that clouded my parentage had its share.
To open the pages of a book, almost irrespective of its subject matter,
was to pass into the great world of which, at first hand, I knew nothing.
Objects familiar to the infant of civilization were often to me mere words.
My mind was a firmament of hazy outlines, sometimes resplendent, sometimes repellent,
taking definite form one by one as I encountered some pictorial representation.
I looked on civilisation from the outside, dazzled by its glitter,
awed by its undercurrent of horrors.
Yet the horrors attracted me no less than the delights.
The romance of the world was bad.
bound up with its wickedness, and it was the romantic for which I thirsted.
It was certainly not with the consent of my will that my father gained a knowledge of my feelings.
Absorbed as he seemed to be at every moment of the day, either in his business or his books,
it was marvellous how quick he was to conceive and even forestall our desires.
He and I were returning one summer's evening from a trip down the river,
where a branch store in charge of a white man had lately been established,
when, without any kind of prelude, he announced his intention of sending me to Auckland in the winter.
We must go through a course in manners, he went on, without giving me time to speak.
What books have we? However, it doesn't matter. The root of the thing is in you.
What is the root, sir, I asked, not that I cared.
But I fared if I spoke of the greater matter the delight his words had given me
would be too evident.
A kind heart, Cedric, and at the top is a quick intelligence.
There also you are fitted.
Convention for the sake of convention is an abomination,
and sincerity brings all manners, however exquisite their polish, into contempt.
If you cannot feel kindness, do not attempt to express it.
You may meet the governor, Captain Grey or Sir George,
as yesterday's post informs us.
Address him as you do me.
He will ask no better.
Yes, sir, thank you.
You will board with my agent, Mr. Brompart.
It is his own suggestion.
He tells me that there are young ladies in the family
and that they move in the best circles, New Zealand circles.
Never take less than the best, Cedric.
If you do not think that the best alone is good enough for you,
you are a mean-spirited fellow.
How long shall I be in Auckland, sir?
As long as it amuses you, six months, a year, two or three years,
you are your own master.
Am I to work for Mr Brompart, father?
No, no, you will be his guest, his paying guest.
Consider that I have struck every chain from you.
You are free.
But father?
Well, it will be a great expense, and how?
That is my affair.
Such money as you need, you will ask Mr. Brompart for.
He has my instructions to honour any demand you may make on him.
Oh, father, why should you do all?
all this for me. Why? He echoed smiling. Must one have a reason for everything he does?
You have taught me to think so, sir, I answered. He burst out laughing at that, and taking the
oars from my hands, sent the boat hissing through the calm water. You can manage a boat,
swim and wrestle, he said musingly presently. Your boxing, however, is deficient, and must be
attended to. Better learn here than be taught by necessity in Auckland. What else? In scholarship,
I doubt not, you will be more than a match for any boy of your age. Yes, and for the majority of your
seniors, figs from thistles, and he chuckled at some idea that occurred to him. The light was fading
as we came in sight of the house, set in its green plantations and young orchard trees.
with the river wheeling past and the mass of the par behind.
I could see Puhi Huya with a watering can among her rose bushes,
and Roma standing in the doorway on the lookout for us.
What great news I had to communicate.
My father held me with a word or two till the boat was safely secured,
then we walked up together.
It is a pleasant spot, Cedric, he said,
laying his hand on my shoulder,
with those we love around us,
and work and books,
one should be happy here.
The trees are springing up.
In a year or two,
there will be fruit and shade in abundance.
Even now it has a charm in the soft light?
Yes, sir, I said soberly.
And it will increase in beauty.
Memory will beautify it.
He was silent a moment.
You asked me a question.
child. There will be no need to put it again, for I shall answer it once and for all.
I love you. That is the why and the wherefore. His hand came against my cheek, and I held it there,
not trusting myself to make any kind of reply. Well, well, he said gently,
it is a poor spirited bird that does not wish to try its wings. Heaven forbid that I should say one
word to daunt or dissuade you. Only remember that here is your home. Remember it as you see it now.
Well, Mother, here we are, and as hungry as hunters. Come little hoo-yabird and set the dishes on the
table. Then we will give you our news. End of Chapter 9. Chapter number 10 of the Greenstone
Door by William Satchel. This Librevox recording is in the public.
to Maine. Chapter number 10. I make acquaintance with a horse and a white girl.
It was certainly unfortunate that my first introduction to the Society of Men of My Own Race
should have occurred on shipboard, and more especially on a vessel as the Matilda. Captain Granger
was not, I am now convinced, the most profane or brutal man that ever
lived, but he certainly appeared so to me at the time.
I was familiar with speech that meant death, with beautifully enunciated metaphors,
which paved the way to the oven and the conversion of one's bones into fish hooks.
But the rough tonguing, the brutal word-wipping, the savage unmerited blows,
which distinguished life on board ship, filled me with disgust and horror.
in all my life save when my existence was threatened no hand had been lifted against me in anger that it should seem expedient to one man to take the life of another even though that other were myself appeared natural and reasonable but this senseless infliction of pain and ignominy without any object that i could discover made me feel ashamed of my kind
If this were civilization, then give me savagery.
No doubt my mind exaggerated what I saw.
Half the actions that seemed to me sheer brutality were possibly mere horseplay.
The oaths which brought the blush of shame to my cheeks
were merely an italicising or underlining of speech,
bearing no reference to their original meaning.
But I can only speak of things as a word.
they affected me. Not that I myself received anything but kindness from Captain Granger and the
rough company of the Matilda. On the contrary, whether in the cabin or on the foxel, I was made welcome.
Indeed, before I left, for we were delayed for two days by heavy seas on the Manacal Bar,
I had gone through the story of my life several times and made heavy inroads on the history of the
Nati Maniapoto. How they ain't Edom beats me, said the admiring forecastle.
That old T. Watters got an eye on him, O pined an old salt, he's saving them up for Christmas or such
like. Now you got away, you stay away, was the advice they tended me first and last.
I tried my utmost to like these men, and especially Captain Granger, of whom my father had spoken
highly. But I drew a breath of relief when I was quit of them all. I could not get accustomed to their
violent changes or apparent changes of mood. I would be standing beside the captain, listening to his
sailor yarns, blouderising, no doubt, in respect for my years, when of a sudden he would
roar out in a voice that brought my heart to my mouth some such criticism as this. Get off!
that gaff there. What the B-Hall are you doing? Call yourself a sailor. Wait till I get you, my man,
and I'll teach you. What sort of a damned counter-jumper is that, Mr. Long? Picked him up in Sydney,
sir, replies the mate. Seemed willing enough, but I doubt if he knows as much of seamanship as he
made out. Very good, Mr. Long, says Captain Granger stiffly. Then if he falls into the water,
you will be well pick him out of that too.
What the hell things are coming to
when you can't get a decent sailor man out of Sydney Cove, devil knows.
However, after two days of waiting,
we slipped through the smother
and let down our anchor in the wide shallow haven of the Manakal.
That our arrival had been anxiously awaited
was evidenced by the fleet of canoes
that surrounded us as soon as the Matilda swung out.
on her moorings. I looked eagerly around for some indication of Mr Brompart, but there was no sign of him
among the white men and the Maldis in the canoe. It was not till over an hour later when he arrived
in a small boat with a single lug sail, and coming briskly aboard, picked me out with one glint
of his queer nearset eyes. Sedrick Trigarthen? Yes, sir. Not such a savage,
after all. Come, where are your things? We must make haste if we are to reach Auckland before dark.
I pointed out my trunk, and while he handed it down to a half-cast in the boat, I ran off to say
goodbye to my shipmates. It was a surprise to me to find that I was sorry to part with them,
and they showed concern in parting with me. Captain Granger suggested that I should run over
and see him on his next visit, which would be in six weeks' time,
and seemed gratified by my fervent promise to do so.
Yet, as I have said, I was relieved to find myself out of hearing of their rough speech,
and very pleasant in my ears, after the lingo of the ship,
sounded the cultivated tongue of my new companion.
Mr. Brompart spoke in rapid jerks, seldom taking the trouble
to finish his sentences, but completing his meaning with sharp movements of the head and a cocking of his queer,
shrewd eyes. I judged him to be of alert understanding, for though he put many questions to me during our journey
to the capital, he seldom waited the end of my replies, picking up not merely facts, but feelings
from a few halting words, in a manner that astonished me, and,
and confused me. Only once was he at fault, and as the occasion had its element of humour,
I may set down the manner of it. A few minutes suffice to land us on the beach and transport us and our
belongings on the higher ground, where a number of wooden buildings and some in different
fuddies formed all there was in the nature of a settlement. The sun was sinking across the harbour.
In the chilly winter air a few fires were blazing, and round them the Māori housewives were busy preparing the evening meal.
There was surely nothing alarming in such a scene, nothing in the attitude of these people to daunt one who had stood in front of the Great One in his wrath.
Yet I took a hasty step backwards, and but that no one set me the example, I should have turned tail and bolted for the boat.
The reader may guess for a 12-month before lighting on the cause of my alarm.
What-what? exclaimed Mr Brompart.
Left something on.
No?
Then what is it?
What is it?
And he looked vacantly around him.
I was too proud to explain, and summoning up resolution, I again moved forward.
I knew very well that the animals were horses,
for had I not poured over pictures of them and other strange creatures
for hours together. But truly the creature was both larger and more vigorous than I had imagined.
He moved differently and made a noise through his nose, of which no warning had been given me.
Also, though these particular animals were at present engaged in eating grass, they tore it up
with such terrific energy, and their great teeth gleamed in such a sinister manner between their
blubbery black lips, that their selection of food appeared to me rather a temporary mania than
an act in keeping with their great estate. But Mr Brompart's keen wits were not long at fault.
As we drew nearer and as I fell on the horses, he half paused and gave me a searching sideways
glance. You can ride, Mr Trigarthen, he asked. No, sir, I've never even seen a horse to
this moment? That brought him completely to a standstill, an act in which I gladly followed his
example, for as we approached the animals, their attitude became extremely threatening, and I could
not but reflect on the fact that I was entirely unarmed. Never seen a, never, well well,
and he gave a little screaming, ho-ho of a laugh, which caused me to dislike him fixedly and for a long
time afterwards. Neither have I seen a lion or a tiger, said I, for there are none of these in
the Carfeyer country. No offence, Mr Trigarthen, he said quickly, smothering his amusement.
Never seen a lion myself except behind bars in the Tower of London when I was a little boy,
but we must get to Auckland, and the horses must carry us. You are not afraid, boy, what?
I was, but I flattered myself that even his keen eyes.
could discern no sign of it.
Show me how to mount the brute, said I,
and I shall do my best to keep up with you.
That's the spirit, said Mr Brompart, approvingly.
We will travel slowly, you'd better take the bay.
As he indicated the animal with a gesture,
I was able to discover which one he meant,
for as yet the fearsome brutes were all alike to me,
and presently George, the half-cast,
coming along on a nag of his own,
with my trunk on the saddle before him, I was assisted to a seat, and we set out on our journey.
No sooner was I ensconced in the saddle, with my feet in the stirrups, then an entire change came over my feelings.
Fear gave place to exultation. The mere fact that the monster had suffered me to bestride him
suffice to set me at my ease. His head went down for a last nibble at the grass,
and with a pull of the reins I brought it up again. He showed impatience and some resistance,
but he obeyed. He acknowledged me as his master. How I wished that my comrades of the Kahinga
might see me now a full-blown Pakiha on horseback. My fancy showed me the eyes of Puhi-huya,
regarding me with terror and admiration.
Whether Mr Brompart had forgotten my disability
or was desirous of getting some amusement out of the occasion,
I cannot say, but he refrained from making any remark to George,
who seeing us both mounted, set off at a fleet canter,
rain hand down, his right steadying my box and shortly disappeared in the scrub.
Waiting for no bidding at all of his.
from me, our horses dashed off in pursuit, and in a moment we were all thundering along the road.
That moment remains for me still one of the most glorious in life. I feel the sweet chill air on my
face as I write. I thrill again to the sense of power and lightness, so exultingly commingled.
Again, I am conscious of delight in my ability and prowess, but alas! The heart of the heart
Trotten road lasted but a little way, and without warning, my steed changed his step.
On the instant I was bumped lifelessly hither and thither, now on the horse's neck,
now on his rump. I was conscious of jogging past some other travellers, of the sound of a low,
merry laugh. My feet lost the stirrups, and with a final slither that seemed to embrace every
part of my steed, from his tail to his ears, I found myself sitting safely and not without a feeling of
satisfaction mingling with my humiliation on the muddy road.
Oh, I hope you are not hurt, said a voice in which compassion sought to quell amusement.
I started to my feet, and every feeling of humiliation, indeed self-consciousness itself,
was stricken from me at the wondrous vision on which my eyes rested.
I am afraid the reader who has been familiar with amazing things from his birth
can never penetrate to the depths of my sensations.
In the space of half an hour I was destined to behold for the first time a horse and a white girl.
Imagine yourself a youth of 15 who is beheld neither.
How would you act?
Would you be in complete possession of all your faculties?
Able at once to enter into calm conversation?
Perhaps not with the horse, but with the girl?
All I know is that I stood and stared,
as I have stared at the sunset from Perongia,
or a moonlit glimpse of the Waiper.
You were at that time, Helenaora, 12 years of age,
but why add to your vanity by describing you
as at that moment you appeared to me.
Let it suffice that your eyes were blue.
Ah, how blue.
And your hair, a cloak of gold.
Neither of these colours had I so seen before,
nor had I beheld a skin like yours,
nor lips so dainty and so red,
nor, but I am describing you after all.
Let me return to the young lady on horseback,
with whom I am entirely unenegrored,
acquainted, and who has merely paused in passing to commiserate with me on my mishap.
A peony blush, itself a miracle, has developed on her round cheek. Her straight brows show signs
of contraction, dare I write, her nose, is taking an upward curl.
This boy is very stupid, said the young lady clearly, and then for the first time I noticed her
companion. He was a man of between 30 and 40, young and active looking, with clear blue eyes.
At the moment my gaze rested on him, he was laughing at the girl's words, and yet there was something
about him, an air of dignity, that impressed and held me, and finally drew me to doff my cap.
You are not accustomed to travelling on horseback, my young friend? He said,
humidly, and with a slight inclination of the head in response to my salute.
No, sir, I replied.
And yet, I dare promise, Helenaora, that in a month's time the young gentleman will be as
proficient as yourself.
He continued, half turning to the girl, but keeping one partly closed eye on me.
You are a recent emigrant, I suppose?
No, sir, I was brought here as an infant.
Indeed, and you have not yet learned to ride?
Either I was tacitly to allow myself lacking in spirit,
or I must again make my ignominious confession.
I chose the latter alternative.
I have lived where there are no animals except pigs, sir, I said,
and I have never seen a horse until a few minutes ago.
Helenaora laughed and merry surprise,
dismissing every shade of annoyance from her face.
And you got on, at the moment you saw it, she said, opening her eyes.
The moment I saw someone else do it, I corrected,
the gentleman appeared to recognise the distinction,
for I saw his blue eyes twinkle.
Where is this benighted country, he asked.
We must see to it that the variety of their livestock is increased.
Property, he added abstract.
That is the secret to civilization. The first man who possessed himself of a stick started on a path to the stars.
He repeated the phrase musingly under his breath, a dreamy smile in his eyes. Then an air of restlessness
came over him. Come Helen, he said, gently pinching her ear. We must write on, my dear.
He had apparently forgotten the question he put to me.
At this moment Mr. Brompart, who had ridden after my horse, returned, leading the animal by the bridle.
The bend of the road concealed us from him until he was close at hand, and then I saw him pull himself erect and off his hat to the saddle.
Good evening, Your Excellency, he said, his head only narrowly falling short of the humility of his hat.
A pleasant evening, Sir George, your servant, Miss Wilde?
The governor, for the reader, will already have penetrated to the identity of the stranger,
returned the salute somewhat coldly, and for the first time I noticed the square strength of the jaw,
which contrasted so strangely with the upper part of the face.
I judged that he was not pleased to meet with my companion,
with whose name, however, he showed himself acquainted.
He looked at the girl, and moving his horse a few paces, sat tapping his boot with his riding-whip.
But Miss Wilde absorbed in my manoeuvres, was by no means disposed to tear herself away
until they had been brought to some kind of issue. Once more in possession of my horse,
I had, it appeared, attempted to mount him from the wrong side,
that such a trivial detail should disturb the equanimity of,
of the animal was incomprehensible to me, and yet I have no doubt that it was the last argument
necessary to convince my steed that I was a novice in whom no self-respecting animal should place
trust. Round and round he went, backing into the other horses, and starting under the cuts from
Mr Brompart's whip.
"'Now, now!' gurgled Helenaora.
"'Oh, what a stupid!' her pretty little.
musical speech disturbed me no wit. My whole attitude towards her was abject.
Say what she would, do what she would, no question of right or wrong arose. No question of liking
or disliking. She had come in the first instant a principle as fixed as gravitation,
a religion once for all determined. And so she remained. But when Mr. Brompart losing patience
muttered that I was a bucolic dunderhead, then indeed hot rage took the place of dogged endeavour.
I listened no more to their conflicting instructions, but taking the matter in my own hands
was almost instantly in the saddle. Moreover, I achieved this result, as Miss Wilde wonderingly
remarked, from the wrong side after all. How Sir George had broke the delay I was too occupied to
observe, but he moved off as soon as I gained my seat, and Mr. Brompart, wasting no further time
on his troublesome charge, trotted off to his side. I saw the governor look quickly behind him,
and had Helenaura chance to catch his eye, I make no doubt that much of this story would not
have been written. Whether it were that the young lady expected to see me fall off again,
or had developed an interest in the boy who had lived so long without seeing a horse,
I have never had the courage to ask her.
But though, warned by her previous reproof, I kept my own gaze in order,
I was aware that her eyes were fixed upon me,
and that she continued to watch me silently for several minutes.
I can never have seen you before, boy, she said questioningly at last.
I turned to her then and saw a look in her eyes,
as though she were puzzled.
No, I replied.
That is quite impossible.
I have never been in the white man's country before.
Sometimes you look like somebody,
and sometimes you don't, she explained.
Somebody?
That is a curious part of it.
I can't remember who it is I am reminded of.
It must be only one of my fowls, she continued.
Possibly my gaze had again grown too persistent.
I am always seeing likenesses to them, and I have a lame blackbird at home who looks so exactly like our vicar that,
well, I suppose you could tell them apart.
Don't sit so stiffly.
You want to be all softened up so that you can feel every movement of the horse.
You're not like the Bromparts, so it can't be any of them.
Is Mr. Brompart your uncle?
He is no relation of mine.
My father, Mr. Purcell, has put me in his...
charge while I remain in Auckland. Then your name is Purcell? No, Mr Purcell is not my father.
He took me out of the Takuma Par when it was sacked by Tiwaharoa. My own father was killed then.
He was the last man to fall, and he killed seven of their greatest chiefs before he died.
Halanora shivered daintily. Was your mother killed too? She asked. No, I know nothing about my mother.
she must have died very soon after I was born. Perhaps she was never even in New Zealand,
for my father was an Englishman. Eleanor was silent a moment. He must mind when we come to the
good road, she said presently, don't let your horse trot or you will come off again. That is how
I came to grief, I explained. I thought, because I could keep on when he was going at full speed
that I had mastered the whole secret, so Euclid was wrong.
and the greater doesn't always include the less.
Why does he keep moving his ears like that?
The reader must understand that my attention
was about equally divided between the girl and the horse.
The gaze, which she turned on me,
was perhaps as searching and long
as those for which I had earned reproof.
He is listening to what you were saying about Euclid,
she said slowly.
I am not so simple as that, Miss Wilde.
Her blue eyes scanned me doubtfully.
Oh, of course, she said presently.
You heard Mr. Brompart.
Would it be rude to ask what your name is?
I was only too delighted to tell her.
She looked at me with slowly widening eyes.
What?
She exclaimed.
Cedricarthen, I repeated.
I flush, as of excitement, came into her cheeks,
and for a moment I thought she would have ridden away and left me.
but if she had such an impulse she did not follow it, but kept her eyes fixed on me,
one expression following another in her blue depths.
In vain I sought to elicit from her some hint of the nature of the discovery she had evidently made.
A shake of the head and a roguish dimple was all she vouchsafed me.
Had my name put her on the track of the recollection that had hitherto evaded her?
and was I mistaken in thinking that there was one expression almost amounting to defiance
which shone in her eyes more often than any other.
Are you going to live with the Bromparts?
She asked musingly, presently.
Yes, I replied.
But you speak of the Bromparts, and so far I only know of one.
There is a Mrs. Brompart and two girls and some young men, she replied indifferently.
They have a section on the top of the hill above the cemetery, about a mile from Government House.
Mr Brompart is a farmer then.
Oh no, said the girl.
His sons are supposed to be, I believe, but he is a businessman.
He does things about the ships, she continued vaguely, but mostly he has to do with an English land company.
We don't like him at Government House because he annoys Sir George.
sometimes his excellency gets very angry with him,
but since you are going to be one of his family,
I ought not to have said anything about that.
I assured her that I would respect her confidence.
You are fond of his excellency, I suggested?
Indeed, yes, she said fervently.
He is the kindest and cleverest of all men.
I write down her words, for, as you will learn presently,
all men were not in accord as to the character of the governor,
and not many hours passed before I heard words spoken of him as full of hatred,
as hers were of affection.
I am afraid I shall have to ride on, she said presently,
in a voice that mingled matronly anxiety and childish reluctance.
His excellency is being annoyed now.
Indeed, for some minutes I had been conscious,
that all was not quite well in front.
And now, in the silence it followed her words,
I heard the governor say,
You are mistaken, Mr Brompart.
If your principles have sold what they did not possess,
that is their affair.
It is for them to recompense the innocent
who have suffered by it,
and in no way the concern of the British government.
But your excellency, replied Mr Brompart hastily,
surely possession is a necessary,
part of the agreement to purchase, as I've already explained to your excellency.
I must go, said the voice of Helena beside me.
Hold your horse tight, or he will follow me.
I am sorry I called you stupid.
Why did you? I asked quickly as she gathered up her reins.
The colour came again into her cheek as she looked at me,
because I thought you were rude.
You stared at me so.
But there was a reason for that, I said, and I should like to tell it,
you. She nodded, regarding me with a mingling of doubt and curiosity.
Because, I said significantly, a horse is not the only new thing I have seen today.
If I stared at you, no doubt, I also stared at the horse.
I am the first girl you have ever seen, she said, wonderingly.
The first white girl. Oh, Marys, her red lips curled disdainfully.
Then the wonder returned.
How funny and incredible that seems, she observed regarding me with speculative eyes.
It accounts for my staring, I summed up.
The sound of Mr George's voice cold and incisive floated back to us,
and she pulled a horse to attention.
The haze of speculation in her eyes had changed into a gleam of shy roguery.
What did you think of the horse? she asked, and, waiting no reply, cantered away.
I saw her ride alongside the governor, heard the sound of her voice and his reply,
and watched him start off at a canter, leaving Mr Brompart to look impatiently behind
at my more plotting efforts at horsemanship.
But as distemper, if I had rightly judged his looks, was gone when I reached him,
and he accosted me cheerily with,
Well, Mr Troucathen, you and your steed are becoming on better terms with one another, what?
When I get accustomed to the ways of the animal, Mr Brompart, I began.
Just so, just so, he said.
Rome was not built in a day, and what thank you, of the beautiful Miss Wild?
There was a ring of spite in the tone he gave to the adjective,
which would have silenced me, even if I had felt disposed to reveal my feelings.
I contented myself with remarking that she had been extremely civil to a stranger.
Yes, he said grudgingly.
and then as though I'd give an expression to my inmost thoughts,
she is beautiful, and so is her mother, Lady Dora Wild.
He mailed the words as though in mockery.
But do not exalt yourself on the casual civilities of Government House.
Like as not the young lady will have entirely forgotten the meeting on your next encounter.
Did she ask your name?
I answered him in the affirmative.
He seemed surprised at that.
It is a well-sounding name.
said he such as might belong to a gentleman it did i told him surely he agreed with a grimace yet it may be expedient to conceal the upbringing of the gentlemen's eh to have lived in a molly village master
trigarthen is hardly a recommendation to the higher circles you understand me if mrs brompart or the girls are to introduce you at government house as my esteemed client mr percell desires
You will perceive that reticence, eh, what?
I am afraid your advice comes too late, Mr Brompart.
I replied in no great good humour.
I've already divulged the humble facts of my origin,
and so, if your surmise is correct,
I have saved Mrs. Brompart from suffering any humiliation on my account.
He interrupted me in his usual fashion.
Era was halfway through,
but I was resolved to speak even if I was not to be heard
and therefore continued doggedly and an aloud voice
to the completion of what I had to say.
He made no remark but urged his horse to a trot
and as mine followed suit and the whole of my attention
was immediately required to keep my balance
I suppose he may be considered to have got the advantage
in the little difference between us.
I'd scarcely recovered myself by an affectionate embrace of my steed's neck
when two young men came galloping up from behind through the sticky mud.
Lo Brompart, one of them shouted without drawing rain.
His Excellency on ahead!
My companion gave a gesture of ascent and gazed after the retreating horseman with a sour
face.
Mr. He-Haw and Sir Gregory Adalpate, he remarked.
those are surely not their names i objected no but their natures said he with his brief screaming laugh the governor's aide dukamp
sir gregory applethwaite and mr wilde yes mr trigarth and her step-brother the thought had occurred to me but i had made no motion to put the question there was something almost uncanny in such intuition by this time darkness had fallen but we were not far far
from our destination. From the higher ground we had gained, I could already see the pale gleam of
white matter, the glittering water, and on the near bank a few dim and scattered lights, which I guessed
to be all that the night left unconcealed of the white men's city. End of chapter 10.
Chapter number 11 of the greenstone door by William Satchel. This Librevox
recording is in the public domain.
Chapter number 11. I enter the White Men's City.
We left the wide away, almost immediately afterwards, and plotting down a muddy track
through dense tea tree scrub, came presently on some slip rails, which gave admittance
to a paddock. The lights of a house shone forth at the farther end, and towards these, Mr. Brompart
his way after having dismounted and closed the slip rails.
Have you ever seen a cow, Master Trigarthen?
No, sir. There is one yonder. You can see her horns against the sky.
I looked and saw her, as he stated, her head and shoulders appearing against the pale background
over the low hill. It was a thrilling sight, and for all the years of familiarity that have intervened
between that day and this, my first cow rises before me as I write the word,
a veritable creature of romance.
A few yards from the building Mr Brompart told me to dismount,
and bidding me go inside, led the horses away.
For what I believe was the first time in my life,
I was seized with that strange, causeless trepidation of the mind,
from which youth often suffers untold miseries.
I made my way to the veranda,
and though the house door stood invitingly open,
and I could plainly hear the voices of the folk engaged in conversation inside,
my will was paralysed and not a step farther could I go.
In vain I reasoned with myself,
called up the hair-breath escapes of my life,
More easily could I have faced the great one than these harmless people of my own race.
As the minutes passed and my terror, or whatever it was, increased rather than diminished,
I sat down on the step and presently found myself listening to what was being said inside.
Mr Brompart had evidently gained the interior through another entrance,
for his was the voice that first drew my attention.
What? he exclaimed.
Is it boy not come in?
There was an unanimous negative and a chorus of questions
as to my whereabouts from the men and my appearance from the women.
As to where he is, said the master of the house,
probably he has mistaken the cowshed for the dwelling house,
and John had better seek him there before he turns in with the other calf.
This raised a gifor, which John,
interrupted to declare that he would not be saddled with the responsibility of looking after me.
I know how it will be if I make a beginning, said he. He will be shoved on me all the time.
I am not going to have him hanging around, with everyone making fun of his wild manners in his broken English.
As to his English, Mr Brompart admitted, he speaks well, and there is no great fault to be found with his manners.
get me my slippers, Sarah, and you, Richard, go and see what has become of him.
Not me, said Richard, let Fred go.
It would have been so simple to have brought the boy in yourself, William, said a new voice,
instead of troubling the boys to do so.
As to that, Jane, returned Mr Brompart with unexpected mildness.
I have done a day's work, but let it be.
The boy, no doubt, will manage well enough in the open air.
"'I will go farther,' said an eager treble.
"'He can't be very far away.'
"'Sit down, Sarah.
"'I wonder at you,' reprimanded her mother.
"'Fred can go as far as a veranda and call out.'
"'The sound of advancing footsteps brought me hastily to my feet,
"'the flattering allusions to which I just listened,
"'had served one good purpose by bracing my nerves,
"'and moving my feet noiselessly on the veranda.
I saved Master Fred the trouble of coming any farther by myself entering the house.
I set down this conversation, not because I imagine it will possess any interest for the reader,
but for the reason that it introduces the bromparts to me in a characteristic way,
and may serve the like purpose with him.
The first thing that struck me in the personal appearance of my new housemates
was their pronounced likeness to their father.
All had the same near-set eyes,
only avoiding a squint by a narrow margin.
Softened, it is true, in the face of the two girls,
but still perceptible.
Yet they were not ill-looking girls,
and but that Halanora had already delineated in my mind
an imperishable image of female beauty in its perfection,
I should, no doubt, have beheld them with deeper sensations than I actually experienced.
Janet, the elder girl, possessed the better features,
but her expression was too cold to be pleasing,
and I liked better the looks of her sister Sarah,
who had sufficient naturalness to regard me with interest,
and enough good nature to frown on the rude antics of her three brothers.
As for these young men, for the youngest of them was scarcely older than myself,
I came from a land of savages, it is true, but not such savages as they were.
The Māori was, I doubt not he still is, a pattern host.
To him, courtesy and hospitality to the guest was a religion.
There was a ceremoniousness and reserve about him which flattered and elevated,
and though no doubt his manners might on occasion be not altogether free from hypocrisy,
yet better that than insult, and never have I seen a guest however slight is rank in reputation,
subjected to ridicule and buffoonery.
The eldest son, Richard, was at the moment of my entrance engaged with a book.
He looked up, stared at me deliberately, and without any form of greeting,
turned to his reading. The second son, Fred, approached me with his tongue in his cheek,
and making a sign to his sisters to observe his cleverness, spoke with a vile accent a number of
disconnected Māori words, which he had no doubt picked up promiscuously on the beach.
John, the youngest, burst into a laugh and stamped his feet rapturously on the floor.
Come, come boys, no tricks, said Mr Brompart, mild.
amused and sit down, Master Trigarthen, or Cedric, since you are to be one of the family,
Mrs. Brompart, Miss Brompart, Miss Brompart, now you know us.
Angry and confused as I was, by the, to me, extraordinary nature of my reception,
I still sufficiently recollected my father's lessons in the conventions to bow to the ladies.
Miss Brompart favoured me with an inclination of her head in return.
Mrs Brompart gave me a languid hand,
taken from between the leaves of a fashion journal,
and returned there too,
and only Sarah warmed my chilled blood with a smile.
Tea will be ready soon, Pa, she said.
Perhaps Cedric would like to go to his room first?
The use of my Christian name seemed to cause her brother's exquisite.
amusement and I saw the angry red flame in her cheeks. You should speak to John and Fred,
Pa, she said warmly. They don't possess the manners of savages. The temptation to strike and strike
home was irresistible. Indeed, Miss Sarah, you are wrong, I said. That is exactly what they do
possess. Had a bombshell burst in the room, I doubt if its occupants could have looked more
astonished. Richard threw down his book and with a sneering laugh at his discomforted
brothers, said it was the best he had heard in a long while. Mr. Brompart said nothing,
but he regarded me shrewdly and speculatively for several moments. He mustn't mind my brothers,
Sarah said, as she conducted me to my room. They don't mean any harm. Then I'm sorry I spoke
as I did was my reply.
Oh, as to that, it will do them good. I mean that you are not to let anything they say or do hurt your feelings. Here is your room. Do you think you will be comfortable in it? I had been too much occupied with my new acquaintances to take note of the contents of the room I first entered, but now I looked with interest around me. I have slept in many handsomely appointed bedrooms since that day, but I have never again had.
the sense of luxurious comfort, which came over me at the sight of that little chamber,
with its single white-curtained window, its simple brass-mounted bedstead,
its washstand, mirror, and chest of drawers.
Indeed, it is a beautiful room, I said fervently.
She laughed gaily, checking her mirth when she saw that I was in earnest.
Mr. Purcell is very rich, isn't he?
she asked.
I don't know, I answered.
We used to live in a rush fatty,
and though we have a good house now,
it is nothing to this.
To tell the truth,
the idea suggested by her words,
was almost new to me.
My reading, of course,
had acquainted me with the fact that there was,
though in other lands,
a wide disparity between the possessions of individuals.
But it had never seemed to me
a fact in which I was or was like
to be personally interested. Even a great chief like Tihua T'ata had beyond his clothes,
his weapons, and a few hereditary ornaments, no personal possessions, and only my foster
father owned more of this world's goods than he could immediately use or consume. Yet it would
have seemed to me a ludicrous suggestion that Tihua T'uata was poor. My eyes were shortly to be
opened on this and many other matters. I never learned with certainty to what rank in life the
Bromparts had belonged previous to their emigration from England. From the number of titled
names on the lips of Mrs Brompert, when later on she condescended, for reasons of her own, to take
notice of me, I could only conclude that she had moved in the highest circles. But as Mr Brompart never
supported her by word or look and seemed indeed to possess a sneering contempt for titles of every kind.
I judged it unlikely that he himself was a person of distinction in the country he came from.
On the other hand, there seemed to be no lack of money.
The sons made merely a pretense at working on the farm, leaving all the laborious work to hired
assistance and spending their time either idling in town or riding over the countryside.
On that night of my coming they went out after tea, disappearing one at a time,
and I noticed that both Mr and Mrs Brompart looked annoyed when the discovery was made
that they had gone.
Jeanette merely curled her proud lip when asked if she knew where they were.
She rarely addressed a word to her brothers, or indeed to any occupant of the house,
and later on I could not but discover that she held every member of her family,
with the exception of her mother and disdain.
At breakfast the following morning, Mr Brompart,
after vainly endeavouring to enlist the services of one of his sons to relieve him of the task,
announced that he would take me into town and show me the son.
nights. You will be able to dispatch a letter to your foster father tomorrow, he said thoughtfully.
There is a schooner leaving, well, to have something to write about.
I cordially agreed, for I was all agog to see the splendid city of the white men,
of which for years past I had heard so many reports.
It was a fine, bright morning as we rode our horses onto the muddy highway
and turned our faces towards the shining island-studded waters of the capital of the colony.
I had supposed the residents of the Bromparts to be at the nearest on the outskirts of the inhabited district,
but as I looked around, I could see in every direction the homes of the settlers dotting the grasslands,
not merely in the direction of the water, but along the ridge of Remuera and towards a beautiful ancient par,
which the white men had re-christened Mount Eden.
In front of us standing out against the sky were several large buildings,
and thence westward I could see them clustering ever more thickly together
as the land fell away to the harbour.
Inside the double rail there to your right, said my guide,
are the government house grounds.
House itself was burnt down four or five years ago,
Royal Hotel to Left, the old post office and customs house, Master Trigarthen.
A bugle call rang out sweetly on the morning air, sending a thrill of pleasure through my body.
The barracks explained Mr Brompert, you'll be interested in the red coats, or boys are, and women,
the 58th Regiment, Lieutenant Colonel Winyard in command.
The city of Auckland at that time had its centre in point.
Point Brito Mart, to the left was Commercial Bay, to the right official bay.
The early settlers, in establishing themselves, fixed on the sunny slopes to the eastward
in preference to those which were subjected to the force of the prevailing winds on the west,
and thus the first intention of the town was towards what is now known as Parnell.
Already, however, the greater physical advantages of the western side were making themselves felt,
and into the muddy channel of Queen Street was rapidly flowing all the enterprise of the budding city.
From the check of this westward expansion, the east never recovered.
To this day, there is about Parnell an air,
let me not write of stagnation, but of village quietude,
nor will it awake to activity till a viaduct spans the intervening valley that proved its undoing.
Giving a name to every object which he saw attracted my attention and hastening me along meanwhile,
Mr Brompart turned into Shortland Crescent and pushed on down the hill.
Even at that date, I think there must have been well nigh a dozen vessels lying out in commercial bay,
while standing across from the round green hill called North Head on the opposite shore
came an object of such majesty and beauty that I drew rain
and lost to everything else of the wonders around me had eyes only for this.
It was a full-rigged ship, one of those emigrant vessels of which I had so often heard
in my native home, one of those wondrous floating palaces which were bringing the
people of my race in hundreds and thousands to the land of the Māori. How great and glorious were the
people who could fashion and control an object so transcendent. Tears of pride and delight came into my eyes
as I watched her. Up aloft I could clearly see the figures of the sailor men taking in the royals
and the top gallant sails. Not by any possibility could such privileged beings be of the drinking
swearing class of the Matilda.
Meanwhile, Mr. Brompart had ridden on,
till, missing the sound of my horse's footsteps behind,
he turned, and he himself, beheld the vessel.
The Esmeralda, he cried, gathering up the reins.
Put up your horse at the Osprey in High Street.
I have business to be seen to at once,
and waiting no reply, he went off at a trot down the hill.
High Street and the Osprey Inn.
proved easy to find, and giving my horse in charge of the stableman,
I set off on all but dancing feet to explore the town.
Auckland is larger now, but it does not seem to me quite so fine,
nor so densely populated as it did then.
Its single or two-storied shops, with their small windows,
its veranded residences, its public houses,
I think I counted eight in Queen Street alone,
represented to me the last word in civilization.
I wondered at the people,
men and women, boys and girls, military and civilian,
who passed me without a word and with only here and there
among the younger folk a look of inquiry.
The children moved together in twos and threes,
and sometimes a couple of soldiers,
very smart and dashing in their uniforms,
would come along the street at Broward.
but I was impressed, as I have never been impressed among the Māori,
by a sense of the isolation of the human unit.
It was only the rebound of my keyed up emotions,
but seeing so many men moving alone,
exchanging merely a word or nod with others here and there,
and all with a strange air of intentness on their faces,
a sudden chill came over the warmth of my feelings.
Unknown to myself, I had come face to face,
with the barrier of cold reserve, which the Anglo-Saxon raises between himself and all but a chosen
few. I have still a vivid recollection of the novel scenes I saw that day. Sale by auction
struck me as a magical way of disposing of goods, and I wondered that it had never occurred to my
father to adopt it. I resolved as I stood in Connell and riding sailroom on Queen Street, and
watched the celerity with which the auctioneer disposed of his stock,
that my first letter should carry to him full directions for the carrying out of this new idea.
In front of the rostrum was a table piled with drapery and goods,
muslins and silks and velvets of the finest texture and most delicate hues imaginable.
They were mostly in short-length pieces,
being, as the auctioneer told us, dress lengths,
and so taken was I with their beauty that I could not resist the temptation of buying a couple of pieces for Poo-hi-Huja,
and also a large sunbonnet of genuine leghorn straw,
which things are duly sent to her the next afternoon by the 17-ton schooner gazelle.
I observed Fred Brompart, he was the second son, among the crowd of onlookers,
but he took no notice of me until after I had made my purchases.
when he came up and fingered the stuff and asked me with more civility than I had looked for
what I intended to do with them. I was grateful for his recognition, for by this time I was tired of
my own company, and I launched out into a description of my foster sister, all the more fervent
that I'd had no one to speak with of her since I dried her eyes on the riverbank. I came to a
conclusion abruptly, expecting to see a sneer on his face, but he merely nodded.
You paid enough for them, Cedric, he remarked.
You mean I've paid too much?
No, the price is right enough, as the things are going, but it's a good deal to give for
presents to a girl.
Don't you give presents to your sisters? I asked, wondering.
For the moment, Fred looked embarrassed.
Oh, that's right enough, he said, recovering himself.
but you don't want to be too free with your money till you know the ropes.
If you've finished, let's get out of this.
I'll tell the man to put your things aside till later on,
and we'll go for a stroll round.
What do you say?
My reply was that I was only too glad of his company,
and this was the absolute truth.
Fred led the way briskly down the street,
till we came in front of one of the public houses I have spoken of,
the crown and anchor, I think it was,
when he came to a halt
and proposed that we should go inside
and undertake the operation he defined as
whetting our whistles.
I wished to be companionable,
and there was no doubt also an element of curiosity
in my consent,
for I had a very exaggerated idea
of the wickedness of these places.
However, I followed him in,
and pushing our way through the,
noisy crowd which surrounded the bar. We were presently served with two glasses of English
beer. Fred was greatly tickled when he found, after an exhaustive search of his pockets,
that he had come out without any money. After inviting you in and all, said he,
lucky it was one of the family. However, I was glad of the opportunity of paying for the beer
and begged that he would keep the change for a sovereign,
the girl handed him unto another occasion,
for, as I wisely observed,
he would certainly need some more money before the day was out.
As for the beer, one mouthful was enough for me.
Anything more nauseous had never passed my lips,
and despite the whispered remonstrances of my companion,
not another drop would I take.
Nor have I drunk beer from that day
to this. Finding I was not to be moved, Fred kindly exchanged glasses with me,
swallowing the contents of mine, with the dual purpose of hiding my shame, and avoiding such a
flagrant insult to the house as I had projected. Old Sheehan gets nothing but the best,
and he's pretty touchy about it, he told me. I thought this would have terminated our visit,
but Fred's whistle, it appeared, was not yet properly moistened,
and as I could not be induced to try any other kind of drink,
he fell back on a young man of his own age,
with whom he had exchanged a nod on entering.
Presently he was in the midst of a laughing group,
everyone with a glass in his hand.
I think that was my first insight into the power of money.
I could not but reflect that if I had kept my change,
in my own possession, he would have been obliged to come away with me, as he had first intended.
I was agreeably surprised with the good humour and friendliness of the men around me.
In pronounced contrast with the people in the street, everyone addressed me as if I were an
old and familiar friend. They asked no questions. They knew me and called me by my name.
Jack or Bill or young Larkins here, as one individual.
persisted in designating me, with such perfect confidence that the name presently ousted the
others. Nor did they make an embarrassing demand on me for conversation in my turn. It was enough that I wore
the appearance of listening and continued to smile amiably. Such was my innocence that it did not at
first occurred to me that I was witnessing the early stages of intoxication. I doubt I knew that
intoxication had stages and it was only after I had made an earnest but quite unsuccessful effort
to understand what they were talking about that a suspicion of the truth began to form in my mind.
After that I was all eagerness to be gone and finding myself unable to get any answer from Fred
as to how long he intended to stay, I finally worked myself to the door and took advantage of its opening
to slip out into the street. By this time it was past midday and I repaired to the Osprey in for lunch.
Here I came on Mr Brompert, just finishing his meal and evidently in a great hurry.
I must return to the office, were his first words as he caught sight of me, but come down to
the beach. Where have you been, boy? The shops? Come down to the fine ship, the Esmeralda,
like to go aboard, perhaps? I said that I would extremely, and 20 minutes later, having
dispatched my dinner, I hastened down to official bay, and was soon, together with Mr. Brompart,
and one or two other gentlemen being pulled out to the ship. The cabin passengers had already
come ashore, but the red tape of official dim had tied up the emigrants who still remained on the
vessel. They were now, as I understand, about to be released. Upwards of a score of boats and canoes
hung on the flanks of the big weather-worn ship, some of them touting for passengers, some laden with
fresh provisions, strings of fish, little baskets of vegetables and fruit. Through these we made our way,
and reaching the gangway, presently gained the deck.
I am bound to confess that, impressed as I was by the size of this great ocean voyager,
I was still more impressed by the darkness, the noisome odours,
the general air of filth and squalor that characterised the hold in which the emigrants were confined.
Much of the disorder was, no doubt, due to the fact that the voyages had collected together their belongings.
longings prior to leaving the vessel. But even when due allowance was made for this, there remained
a good deal unaccounted for. In spite of the depressing character of their surroundings,
the emigrants were in good spirits. The women sat chatting among their household goods,
keeping a watchful eye on their surrounding bundles and the sturdy children, who played hide-and-seek
among the litter. The men also were much happier than they were aware of in drawing comparisons,
disastrous to the colony, between the New Zealand officials and those of the land they had left.
But now word was passed down that they were free, and in a moment all was activity. I fancy that the
majority of the men were military pensioners, who had been granted an acre of land with a cottage
and the right of preemption over five more acres, being in return liable for active service
if required. But there was also one considerable batch who seemed to look to Mr Brompert for
instructions, or to possess the right to call on him for assistance. I may say at once that I never
arrived at a clear understanding of this branch of Mr Brompart's business. Of his own affairs he never
spoke to me, and it was chiefly from chance words let fall by other people, that I gathered the
idea that he represented some group of land speculators, whose enormous claims were disputed by
the natives and remained so far unsupported by the government. How these claims were finally
adjusted, if they ever were, or how far Mr Brompert was himself responsible for the trouble and
distress that ensued, I have no knowledge. But I do know that for many years he was rarely
free from the importunities of the settlers for a week together, that he often took trips to the
southern settlements to avoid receiving deputations, and that even after the lapse of 40 years,
I have occasionally heard his name spoken with invective. I lingered so long on the ship,
taking stock of its proportions and method of construction,
for I had resolved to have one exactly like it,
but cleaner, at an early date,
that but for a native canoe which still lingered,
I was in risk of having to spend the night on board.
I found its proprietor among the crew
endeavouring to effect a sale of a few trivial articles
of Māori workmanship,
and waiting till his business was transacted,
I told him that I wanted to go offshore and asked his terms.
He looked me over thoughtfully, scanned the empty water,
and having thus taken stock of the position,
announced that the charge was five bob.
I have no idea what was a fair price for the proposed service,
and had I been dealing with a white man,
whether I suspected him of overcharging me or no,
I should have closed the bargain at once.
but the Māori was nearer to my heart than the Pākehā.
I could not bear that he should cheat me,
and I knew by the fellow's manner that he proposed to take advantage of my necessities.
After all, it would be a perfectly simple matter to swim ashore.
So I gave him a proverb in use in our country,
when it was considered one sought to make gain out of another's need.
The effect on his face was instantaneous,
Cunning and greed gave place to a look of astonishment,
and that in its turn to one of shame.
Friend, said he, your words are correct.
In the Māori sayings live the wisdom of our ancestors.
The canoe is yours.
I found that my new acquaintance belonged to a hapoo
whose place of residence was somewhere in the neighbourhood of the Tamaki.
His name was Titeri.
He had been familiar with Auckland,
from its beginning, and both then and later I learned from him much of the feeling that attended
the intercourse of the two races. On one side was humiliation, tempered or held in leash by greed
of gain, on the other at the best tolerance. At the worst, a scurrilous contempt that enveloped
the whole native race in the epithet, bloody Māoris. I am not now speaking of those hardy and
courageous settlers, tree-chips of the ancient Anglo-Saxon block, who taking their lives in their
hands had gone forth into the wilderness, there to hew out for themselves, the homes the old land
denied them. They at least were compelled by their necessities to hold the original owners of the
soil in respect, nor of the men of culture and understanding, who were able to pierce the dark
skin of ignorance and observe with admiration the natural strength of the brain beneath.
But the mass of the townsmen, themselves of no particular education, of narrow, insular views,
and absorbed in the petty issues of trade.
Many of these had come direct from the cities of England or from Sydney, hired or
purchased a shop or office immediately on landing, and entered on business as though they
had merely shifted from one street to another, never moving from the narrow limits of the
town, seeing only the worst side of the natives in their midst. They could form no adequate
conception of the qualities of that race without whose continued forbearance and goodwill.
Their lives were not worth an hour's purchase. It is true that a share in the blame for
this misunderstanding must be laid at the door of the natives.
I think there was nothing in the early days of my residence in Auckland
that so puzzled and even shocked me as the manner of the Māori visitors.
I'd been accustomed to dignity and reserve, too courteous speech, to honourable dealing.
Here I could see little of any of them.
The men were boisterous and tricky, the women bold and worse.
Their lack of pride angered me.
I have seen, this was in the days before the establishment,
of the Māori
men and women lying wrapped in their blankets,
asleep in doorways and at corners of streets,
the winter rain falling on them.
Yet they must have known that no white man
had ever so lain within reach of shelter of a Māori Fari.
Keen as were their wits,
their whole attitude towards Apakia was a mistake.
Nay, it was their very keenness that led them astray,
in their manner was a reflection of the manner of those who addressed them.
He who came with boisterous jest found a boister to receive him.
The speech underlined with senseless oaths was responded to in like fashion,
what the Pakiha gave, that he did receive.
But though, as I have said, a measure of blame must attach to the native on this account,
The initial fault lay with the white man, who, satisfied with his formula of bloody Māori's,
neither doubted nor attempted to conceal his immense mental superiority.
But I am anticipating.
Only a faint suggestion of some irritating soreness came to me from Titri's words on that occasion.
I was aware of a cloud in the bright sunlight of that winter's afternoon.
a cloud far off and impelpable.
Would it melt away in the blue heavens,
or grow till the whole fair land darkened under its shadow?
Very pretty and peaceful looked at this youngest of cities
from the calm waters of the bay.
Neatly painted cottages gleamed from their orchards and gardens round the shore.
The highly prized pines and signus,
destined before long to change the whole aspect of the surrounding country,
rose in the first splendour of its vigorous youth.
Flowers were not wanting, even at that season.
Great white trumpets of Dutura hung from the fences.
Bushes of yellow jasmine enlivened the gardens,
and most conspicuous of all,
glowing as though it itself originated the light it reflected.
There is splendid bogan villia of Australia,
made of some unpretentious dwelling a shrine of beauty.
From the high land over our heads an unbroken series of buildings,
beginning with a little church of St Paul's,
descending the steep gradient westward to the beach at its foot.
Over the point rose the masts of the trading vessels then in port,
and on the still air I could hear the shanties of the sailors,
as they loaded timber for the port of Sydney,
Auckland was not yet in her teens, but already so much was accomplished.
Truly the men of my race loitered not on the way.
Ever present in their minds were the mighty cities they had left,
no time to be lost, no time for dalliance,
as they were so it must be.
Swift they built, would the things they built endure?
Breaking the silence was startling, saddling,
came a bugle call, several bugles ringing out together.
Tateri lifted his eyes to the cliff.
The soldiers, he said, and a brooding look gathered on his face.
Alas, if therein lay the answer.
Alas, if to the arbitrament of what was suggested by those sounds
should be submitted the question of the endurance of the works of the white man.
End of chapter 11.
Number 12 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter number 12. I learn my origin.
Mr. Brompart was detained late in town, looking after his immigrants.
He told me, I remember, that cholera was raging in the city of London,
two or three thousand persons dying from this dread scourge
every week. A suspicious death had occurred on the Esmeralda, and though this was the solitary case of
sickness among the emigrants, I understood that it wasn't part responsible for the delay which had
occurred in their landing. None of the men had returned when I reached home. Mrs Brumpert, to my surprise
and pleasure, smiled pleasantly at me as I entered the drawing room, and Janet, who was seated
at the piano, running her white fingers lightly over the treble keys, asked me if I liked
music. I do not know if her playing was good or bad. I do know that it filled me with delight,
and when Sarah burst into the room and came eagerly towards me, I was lost in such a dream
world that what she said failed to reach my consciousness. To be sure, said Mrs. Brompart brightly,
as Janet closed the piano.
How did I come to forget it?
And rising, she took a small sealed envelope from the mantelpiece and handed it to me.
The governor's aide de camp brought it, she explained.
Lieutenant Wilde.
He was disappointed that you were not at home, added Sarah,
looking with curiosity at the unopened note in my hand.
Lieutenant Wilde is brother to that child, Helenaora, said Jan.
it. Sedrick must have made a great impression, added Mrs. Brompart gaily. Mr. Brompart had related the
circumstances of my first ride. It is quite evidently the writing of a very young lady.
The same thought had occurred to me, and to conceal my embarrassment at her banter, I hastened
to occupy myself in opening and reading the letter. It is yellow with age now, but the childish
writing remains as legible as ever. Here it is, word for word. Government House, my dear Cedric,
my mother wishes me to write to you. She would be very pleased to see you here and will be at home
all today and tomorrow. Please come, because it is important. If you have any letters or
momentos, there had apparently been a difficulty with this word, of your family, she would
like you to bring them. I suppose you've seen a great many wonderful things by this time.
I remain yours truly, Helena Wild. To describe the effect of this missive upon me is almost impossible.
For years I had pondered over the mystery that enveloped my origin. No ray of light had ever come
to pierce the darkness which descended that fateful night on the Takuma Par, who were,
my father and mother. Was the latter perhaps still living? How came it that my father emigrated to New Zealand
and from what part of the old land did he come? It was well nigh a certainty that people nearly
related to me by blood must be living in some part of England. Then where were they to be
looked for and if discovered with what feelings would they regard me? These questions
and a hundred like them were constantly in my mind.
I could never read works of fiction
in which the origin of the principal character was unknown
without the deepest interest and sympathy.
Yet the motives of these heroes in their search differed from mine.
I desired not wealth, but ancestors.
Among the natives, except occasionally in wartime,
when a great strategist might force his way up
from among the common people, rank counted for everything.
To have no knowledge of your forefathers was a state almost inconceivably ignominious.
Only my white blood saved me from suffering the full effects of my disability.
The very children could patter backwards into the generations,
making their way shore-footed for hundreds of years.
I alone was compelled to remain silent.
Now, however, and at last, the long night showed signs of breaking,
for how else could I construe Lady Wilde's desire to see me,
coupled with the surprise shown by Helenaora on first learning my name?
If to this cause for excitement be added the fact that I was again to meet,
and meet perhaps on terms of acknowledged friendship,
the girl whose beautiful face and winning manners had remained ever since I first saw,
her constantly present to my mental vision, that reader can form some idea of the state of
expectancy into which I was thrown. Mrs. Brompart continued to take notice of me all that evening,
plying me with questions, which I answered freely to the best of my ability. I was extraordinarily
innocent in some ways, and probably I found nothing to wonder at in her suddenly
developed interest in my affairs. I should not have been less frank with her if I had.
My first white girl had not only established herself as the most perfect of created beings.
She had lifted her whole sex up to a height, which criticism could reach only with difficulty.
My importance was enhanced the following morning, when shortly before the time I had appointed to myself
for visiting government house, Lieutenant Wilde again appeared.
I was summoned from the cow shed to find him in gay conversation with Miss Brompart,
who, with a bright colour in her cheeks, and no trace of the Houtur, which usually
characterised her, seemed quite a different creature.
This is Cedric Trigarth and Mr Wilde, she said.
He proposed waiting on Lady Wilde, in any case this morning.
The young soldier rose to his feet and making a swift military salute stood looking steadily at me for some moments.
Glad to meet you, Mr Trigarthen, he said at last.
My stepmother was looking for you with some anxiety yesterday that I thought I would drop in on my way from parade
and see if you could manage to come back with me.
To this I readily agreed, and hastening to the stable, I saddled and bridled.
the horse I had already twice ridden. Lieutenant Wilde was on the veranda when I returned.
Though I looked hastily away, I did not fail to observe that he held Miss Brompart's hand
for a length of time, which seemed to me to exceed the usual courtesies of leave-taking.
However, he swung into his seat as I came up and led the way to the slip-rail.
as dazzling a vision in his uniform of an officer of cavalry as my eye had ever rested upon.
Without any clear reason, I was aware of a feeling of uneasiness in the thought that this splendid personage was Helena's half-brother.
You were making a long stay in Auckland, Mr Trigathan?
The lieutenant asked as we reached the highway.
I was admiring the action of his horse, which, in concoctur.
Contrast to the heavy lurch of the animal I bestrode seemed a creature of air and fire,
distending its red nostrils and lifting its feet daintily from the mud of the road,
as if in disdain of its surroundings.
A similar daintiness and disdain appeared to characterize the rider.
Even when he addressed me, he had an absent air, as though his thoughts were elsewhere.
He had a habit of humming musically to himself, which however pleasant to listen to in the intervals of speech,
was apt to prove disconcerting when it transversed speech itself.
I shall probably be here a year, I replied.
My foster father desires me to see a good deal of the white people.
He nodded, still humming, and then, as though the sense of my words had only just reached him,
turned suddenly and looked at me.
What white people? he asked.
The people of Auckland, the white settlers.
He continued to regard me for some moments,
but at length the puzzled look vanished from his face.
Of course, he observed, I had forgotten,
you are Helena norah's New Zealander,
and he resumed his humming.
In such desultry and broken conversation,
we traversed the short distance separated us from the residence of the governor.
I think the young soldier's interest in me was only of the mildest description,
and that in what he did say, he was influenced almost entirely by politeness.
My admiration for him knew no bounds,
and though I was aware that for the most part my replies to his questions fell on deaf airs,
I attributed this lack of attention to the cares and responsibilities of his high position.
Absorbed in matters which affected the destiny of the young colony,
my petty affairs must seem to him trivial indeed.
Since the disastrous fire which had swept away the original government house,
Sir George and Lady Grey had established themselves in a mansion recently completed
for one of New Zealand's leading merchants.
For those days it was a fine building, constructed, I think,
of the lava rock which covers the country round the base of Mount Eden,
and standing on the ridge above Queen Street,
which is now known as Kaharangha Happy Road.
Wilde gave me into the charge of a man in livery,
who conducted me to the drawing room
where I sat distracted by the splendour of my surroundings
until Lady Wilde appeared.
I had been impressed by Mrs. Brompart,
but she sank into the commonplace in comparison
with this chieftainess of the best blood of England,
tall and slender, fair-skinned,
her hair only lightly touched with grey.
She might have been 20 years younger than her actual age,
which I suppose at that time was about 40 years.
Closing the door, she came forward,
soundlessly but for the soft swish of her skirts and paused directly in front of me without any form
of greeting scanned me with a breathless eagerness that was full of the suggestion of pain
your father is dead cedric she said at last he was killed by tihwaharoa lady wilde at the sack of the
Takumapa.
Tiwaharoa? A savage?
Her tremulous lips closed in a sharp line.
There were many killed there, men and women and children.
My father was the last to die.
I was proud of the heroic story and spared her, I fear,
but few of the terrible details.
She had sunk into a seat and her face was white before,
I became aware of the depth of her emotion.
but he is there, she said in a whisper.
They didn't.
A shudder shook her frame.
No, Tiwaharoa did not wish to kill him.
It was his own fury that brought him to his death wounds.
And when he was dead, they gave up his body.
They gave up most of his property, too,
and his was the only fari that was not burnt.
I was reminded of her desire for something
that would establish my relationship with,
the dead and pulled from my pocket the only thing I had with me in Auckland, a copy of the poems
of William Wordsworth, with my father's name in the fly leaf. She waved it away at first, but
subsequently stretched out her hand and took it. There is no need, she said, I am reminded
of your father with every word you speak. There is a likeness in your face, but it is
strongest in your voice and the way you lift your head. Who was my father, Lady Wilde, I asked eagerly.
He was the younger son of the present Lord Trigarthen of Penrith. My grandfather? Yes, your grandfather.
A peer of England? Of a very ancient, noble English family. Shall I become a peer of England?
You might, she said slowly. It is not impossible.
A wave of exultation flushed my veins.
Even my boldest imaginings had hardly transported me so far as I was carried by these few words.
To have a grandfather living was something to know that he was a rangatira of the proud aristocracy of England,
was, to one brought up as I had been, vastly more.
Footnote, Rangatira, a chief.
End a footnote.
Probably also I had many other relations.
Even now I might be in the presence of one.
For how else could I account for the deep interest Lady Wilde took in my affairs?
No, she replied when I ventured on the question.
Our families have been on terms of intimate friendship for many years,
but we are not connected by blood.
And my mother? I asked.
She had opened the book on her lap and was looking at the inscription on the front page.
I thought I had noticed a change come over her face, the faintest hardening of the soft lines.
And when she lifted her eyes, I was sure of it.
Hitherto her manner had been intensely human and natural,
so much so that from the first moment I had been as completely at ease with her,
as if I had known her all my life.
But now her eyes were cold and searching.
They seemed to put me away from her
until the gulf between a lady of rank
and the foundling of an obscure native village
lay deep and wide between us.
I can trace no likeness to her, she said.
It will please your grandfather to find
that you are holy Tregathan.
She is dead, Lady Wilde?
She died soon after you were born.
I had been fancying what it might be to discover a mother such as a lady before me, and her reply fell cold on my heart.
You knew her, I asked. I knew her, yes, yet in a sense I never knew her.
There was a suppressed vehemence in the words, and she rose as she spoke, as though to put an end to the interview.
I followed her example, dimly associating the mention of my mother,
with the blight that had fallen on her original friendliness.
No, no, she said, with a quick return of her first manner,
as I made a motion to take my leave.
You must not go yet.
I wish to speak with you, but not immediately.
Can you amuse yourself here?
Go where you please, or stay.
I will send Helenaora to you.
You have already made the acquaintance of my little girl?
Yes, I said, and no doubt the pleasure her will.
words gave me was plainly visible on my face. She smiled graciously, a very tender, womanly smile,
but still with that look of suffering beneath it, and with my book still in her hand, left the room.
I was absorbed in a great war picture. I think it represented the closing scene in the Battle of
Waterloo, when a slight sound caused me to turn suddenly, and there almost with a moment.
reach was Helena. I could take delight in describing her to you again as she appeared on the occasion
of our second meeting. Nothing would give me a greater pleasure than to accompany her every entrance on
the stage with pages of description, but what use. I could never penetrate to the heart of the
mystery and lay bare to your gaze the source of her perennial, ever-changing charm,
humble and proud tender and callous reasonable and utterly illogical earnest and flippant her words and actions never to be foreseen i can give her to you best thus in negations and antithesis but i am keeping the young lady waiting good morning miss wilde good morning my mother says that you may call me helenora it is a beautiful name
It might almost be a Māori name, change the L into an R, Hiri Nora, and there it is.
I suppose it would be much improved by that, she said, with a pout and a laugh.
I love the Māori language, but it would not be possible to improve on Halanora.
She eyed me sharply and suggested abruptly that we should go into the open air.
This room is stuffy, she declared.
I had not noticed it and could have spent a very pleasant hour
learning the names and uses of the various strange objects which surrounded me.
But the room became stuffy as soon as she said so
and I followed her out into the grounds.
As I expressed an interest in the flowers and plants,
nearly all of them new to me,
she led me around the beds,
deriving much amusement from my ignorance and occasional astonishment
when the flower named was not in accord with my preconceived idea of it.
And this one? Narcissus.
The boy that died of love of its image in the water.
No, that is the poet's narcissist.
Fancy any boy being so stupid and so conceited.
That's not so wonderful in a boy.
There could have been no Helena norris in those days, I said,
or he would have died sooner. This is the English daffodle.
Wordsworth's daffodle. Yes, Mr. Wordsworth is dead, did you know?
The news came through by the Esmeralda. I heard Sir George Grey telling Mr Swainson.
That doesn't interest you? Oh, but it does. I know hardly anything from personal experience.
Books have been everything to me.
How funny, she said. I keep on forgetting.
what the world must be like to you after being buried so long in that Māori village.
What is it like? There are so many things it is hard to describe. It seems pettier than I had imagined,
more feverish, aimless, not so intelligent. I thought the white men were immensely superior to the Māoris.
Mr Purcell, my foster father, is a giant in knowledge beside the natives, but I did not really see how great
he is till I came to Auckland. Oh but Auckland is very small and a very new place she said you
mustn't take it as an example of a great city. No of course the fault is in me if I could see
clearly into things no doubt my opinion would be different I had exaggerated expectations of
everything however some things have not disappointed me. Helena turned her clear eyes away
but curiosity finally overcame her.
What thing, she asked?
A great ship on the water, a galloping horse and a white girl.
Both the Mrs. Brompart's pretty girls.
Yes, but I was not thinking of more than one.
Which one?
Neither.
She laughed merrily, but her cheeks were brighter.
Who taught you how to pay compliments?
I hope you are not like my brother.
Your brother, I hope or maybe, I cannot express how much I admire him.
He completely fills my idea of the hero of romance.
He is nice to look at, she agreed.
But it is not merely his looks, it is his, what shall I call it?
His intellectuality, his courtesy, his mind absorbed in matters of state.
He can still interest himself in the little affairs of the casual stranger.
You are the casual stranger?
Helena's pretty mouth had been gradually opening.
He might have left a message and written away, but he waited for me,
and though it was plain that he had other matters to think of, he gave me his attention.
He did? Well, but you believe he had other matters to think of?
I was puzzled at the note of mockery in her tones.
In his position, I began.
He is one of the governor's aides, she broke in. He has to do what he is told. The reason why is nothing to him,
nor has he any responsibility for the consequences. Yet you are right. He was probably thinking
of something else. I think I must tell him of this conversation. He will pull his moustache and look
annoyed. Please don't make him annoyed with me. She laughed wicketts.
Shall I tell you of what he was thinking?
You can't possibly know.
I can tell you in one word.
Well then?
But shall I?
Yes, you have excited my curiosity.
Then girls.
What girls?
You mean?
Just girls?
How do you know?
Because he used to make me his messenger
till I got sense.
He thinks only,
of three things, his clothes, his appearance and girls. Somebody will be bound to tell you, so I have shattered
your hero before he grows bigger. I am not sure that you have shattered him. The hero of romance is not
unlike that. Oh, set him up again if you can. I admire him as much as you do. He is so splendid.
I can't help thrilling when he comes into a room in all his war paint. And
I see the flutter he causes, but I want to laugh too. You see, he carries on so many flirtations
that he is always in a dreadful fix when he has to meet more than one or two of them together.
He was very annoyed with me one day, because when I found him studying a book on strategy,
I told him he was wasting his time, for he was already a born strategist. He told me that I was
too sharp for my years and that nobody likes sharp girls. Then he does take an interest in his profession.
Oh yes, he loves soldiering as much as I hate it. Why do you hate it? Because it has already
cost me one brother and a father. There is Sir George. Would you like to speak to him?
The governor stood with his back towards us, looking downwards in the direction of the town and the
harbour. He was alone. His figure, for all its suggestion of youth and activity, had a droop to
one side, and I noticed that the hand pressed to his hip moved as though he were endeavouring to
still some physical pain. He is suffering from his wounds, poor dear, said Helenaura, in a voice
of tender concern. He ought not to stand on the damp grass. Perhaps the sound of her voice reached him,
for he turned at that moment and came towards us.
Though I was to meet the governor many times after that,
to become indeed on terms of intimacy with him,
I think I remember him best as he appeared then,
with none of the cold dignity, the reserve, the absoluteness,
that so frequently characterized his manner,
but completely his attractive and natural self,
kindly good-humid, brimming over with,
boyish roguery and playfulness. He listened to Helenaora's stately introduction of myself
with a whimsical smile. Then it was a case of love at first sight, he said to her, as he gave
me his hand. I hope you are conscious of the honour this young lady has done you, Mr Trigarthen,
in summoning you so promptly. I am, sir, I said, mistaking his meaning, till I caught sight of
Halinora's rosy face, and then I doubt not, I blushed as deeply as she.
Tat, said his excellency, what is it, governor, in comparison?
Until your appearance, I can assure you, she is evinced interest in no man.
Your excellency is facetious, said Halanora with great dignity, and you have no business to stand
on the damp grass. Well, well, said he, laughing at this conjunction.
of reproofs. We will sit on a wooden seat in the sunshine and be as grave as owls.
But, he added, stopping short, three is reputed to be an unlucky number.
There is no owl-like gravity about that, remarked Hallanora, resigning herself to his teasing
humour. But when we had seated ourselves, he remained for some time silent, looking down
at the little township, as he had been doing when we were.
we first caught sight of him. His arm was round Helenaora's waist, and presently as though to draw
me into their companionship, he laid a hand on my shoulder. What will it be like in 50 years,
Cedric, he said, A great city, your excellency. These hills and veils, covered with buildings,
spires and domes, villas and parks and gardens. Never was a spot better situated for the
establishing of a city beautiful. They must take advantage of the hills, crown them with splendid edifices,
construct noble viaducts and spacious streets. What should you say to streets so wide that there is
room for a footpath and lofty trees in the centre of them? Beautiful, said Helenaura. Why don't you
make them do it? I, he said lightly, I am the man who is to make grass grow in the streets,
not trees.
It is a lie, she said, and drew his arm closer around her.
I wish I could burn all the southern crosses before they are printed.
He laughed gaily at her bull and presently resumed his musings on the city to be.
They must reserve the foreshaws.
The whiter must run through the streets and through no man's back garden.
Here must be the great pleasure way,
tree planted, fronted by noble buildings, open parks and reserves. The citizen should drive for miles
along the banks of the island studded waters. Yes, if its men are great enough, Auckland may
become the wonder city of the world. Why Auckland? said Helenaura. What have the Edens done
that this place should be called after them? Someday, perhaps, when there are no more southern
crosses, the citizens of Auckland will rename it grey city or grey town. Beware of her flattery
Cedric, he said with mock gravity, yet they may give me a public house or even a street.
I was encouraged by his kindly manner and good nature to put a question suggested by his
imaginings of the white man's city in days to come. Was there any place in the city beautiful for the
dark-skinned natives of the soil? For them also, he said, turning eagerly towards me,
God forbid that there should be more than one road for the inhabitants of these islands. God forbid
that they should not travel it together. You are interested in the Māori's, but of course you have
lived amongst them. You are from the benighted spot where there are no horses and cattle.
Who is the head chief? I told him.
he said, knitting his brows. I have heard of him, a stubborn fellow. His mana is declining, sir,
I said hastily, unwilling that my tribe should be prejudiced in the eyes of the governor by the misdeeds
of Tihua. Besides, he does not live at the par I come from, where we have a chief of the very
highest intelligence, Timoanoroa. He has always protected my foster father,
sometimes at great risk to himself.
He is a loyal subject of the Queen.
I spoke eagerly, for I was anxious to clear the frown from his face, and I succeeded.
He was looking at me attentively, and with great curiosity as I finished.
You have attended a mission school? he asked.
No, sir, the narrowest school is many miles away.
My foster father is a great scholar, and he taught me himself.
The Governor smiled indulgently at my use of the word scholar.
What has he taught you? he asked.
His indulgence had turned into astonishment, however,
before I had come to the end of my items.
Helenaora laughed gleefully at his expression of bewilderment.
If your life has known misfortune, Cedric, he said.
It has known good fortune, too.
I hope you appreciate that.
As for you, Miss, I suppose,
you were aware of all this?
No, I only guessed it, said Helenaura.
I should like to meet your foster father, the governor said.
Is he often in town?
He has never been here, sir, but I believe he will come now on my account.
Do not fail to let me know when he does.
As for your chief, he shall have horses and cattle, a present from the Queen's government.
May I write and tell him so, your ex-exam.
I asked eagerly. You may, Cedric, he said, pressing my arm. You may tell them also that you have
made a friend who hopes to see a good deal of you, one who appreciates highly your loyalty to themselves.
You speak the native language, of course? Yes, sir, I replied blushing hotly at his kind words.
Have you taken any interest in the tribal songs, folklore and traditions?
Yes, sir, I know more than a hundred Waiata, I replied.
Footnote, Waiata, songs.
End of footnote.
His face lit up with enthusiasm.
We must go through them, he said, rubbing his hands.
Sometimes soon, if they will let me.
Ah dear, how much a do about so little,
and the really great things the Waiata must wait.
An aide, not Helena nor his brother, appeared, conducting a gentleman towards us over the grass.
His excellency rose to his feet, and we both followed his example.
The expression of his face had altered.
The kindly, simple gentleman was gone.
In his place stood the Governor of New Zealand, the representative of the Queen, grave, dignified, reserved.
I stood with bed head, while Helena
bent her knee in a curtsy.
The governor lifted his hat and turned to the approaching couple.
End of Chapter 12.
Chapter number 13 of The Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 13. The past repeats itself.
I am afraid our conversation was a little grandiloquent after the governor's departure.
Of all the men I have met, said Helenaura, Sir George is the knightliest and kindest.
Nightliest, I agreed, with enthusiasm.
That is the word.
I could fancy him cold and haughty with the nobles of the land,
but gentle with children and simple and kind to the lowly.
Oh, Helena, after all, it is that that makes the great rangatira.
What is a rangatira? Helena asked suspiciously.
Rangatira, a chief.
The Māori words seem so homely and more expressive than the English.
I explained apologetically.
You may use French, said Helena.
Or ordinary German vocabulary words, or Latin, but no Māori or any.
of those because I don't understand them and it is not polite to use words people don't
understand I expressed my regret and added the wish that if the young lady
detected any other solacism in my manners she would immediately call my attention to
it she relented on the instant your manners are good she said most boys your age
have none at all that is why I lie don't mind entertaining you and it wouldn't have
been a bit surprising if your ways had been horrid instead of what they are.
As for foreign words, if I were as clever as you are, I wouldn't mind whether it was polite
or not. I'd stagger people with them. Would you like me to teach you Māori? I asked.
She thanked me doubtfully. I don't think it would be worthwhile, she said,
except that I should be glad to know something Miss Temple couldn't pretend to. But in England
no one speaks Māori, so I should not even be able to show off with it.
Her words startled me, for they disclosed the thinness of the stuff of which my dreams were made.
Helenaora had come into my life and glorified it.
Now I saw how certainly, and at no distant date, she would slip out of it, taking the glory with her.
My thoughts turned back to my own affairs and the recent interview with Lady.
wild. I suppose you knew who I was as soon as I told you my name, Helenaora, I said. Yes,
she replied, I was tempted to tell you, but I decided it would be better fun to keep you in suspense.
It was the likeness to the trigarthens that I first noticed in you. You are like your grandfather,
but still more like your uncle. Is your home near my grandfathers? Only a few miles away.
then if i were there i could see you often you could i suppose if you wanted to i should want to i said with such complete confidence that she let the statement pass in silence
we were back on the bench again in the warm sunlight helenora primly upright her glossy booted toe tracing a pattern in the soft gravel of the path her fair curls screening her face
on the side nearer to me.
What did my mother tell you of your family?
She asked presently.
Just that I had a grandfather and an uncle living.
If your uncle does not marry again,
someday you will be Lord Trigarthen,
but he is almost certain to marry again,
unless,
unless, I asked as she paused,
unless you come to England.
Why should that make a difference?
The Chugarthans are a very proud race.
If your father had been alive, they would have forgiven him,
but they are afraid of his child.
Forgiven him? Was there something to forgive?
Then why should they fear me?
Not you, but what you might be.
What it is very strange, you are not.
Ignorant, almost a savage.
Don't you see?
I nodded.
A great dream.
read, struggled with my curiosity. Was there a stain on the shield of the gallant night,
sleeping so peacefully on the windy hilltop? Or tweed to speak of these things, Helenaora, I asked.
You have to know, she said hesitatingly. Mother is not well. She told me to speak to you.
Then you will tell me the story? She assented mutely, the screen of hair still over her face.
Well, your grandfather objected to your mother, she began rapidly,
and when your father defied him and married her, he closed his doors upon him.
What was wrong with my mother? I asked in a whisper.
There was nothing wrong except that your grandfather did not want her.
Why didn't he want her?
You mustn't catachise me, said Helena unae easily.
He didn't wish her for a daughter-in-law.
and that is all. Perhaps she was a person of low rank? She was not an Earl's daughter,
but she belonged to a good family. And my grandfather turned them out? He refused to receive them.
He did not reply to their letters. He was very deeply offended. I pondered the story,
and an idea, born of my recent experiences, came to me. Was my mother poor, Helenaora? I think she must
have been. But my father had plenty. He was dependent on your grandfather. I don't think he had very much.
They fell into poverty. Yes, I am afraid so. Dyer and awful poverty? Don't talk like that.
It is an old, old story. And I was born and my mother died. What happened then?
Your grandfather relented. He wrote to your father and bade him.
return and bring his son, you with him.
A laughter laugh that sounded odd even to my ears, and my father answered, with a curse.
So says his son, O Cedric, may my feet rot off before I cross the threshold of the man
who sent my mother and my father to their graves.
Oh, you mustn't, listen, I have told you the story all wrong.
You prompted me, you made me tell it you that way.
You have told me the truth.
No, for I haven't told you all the truth.
There was something else, something which made all the difference.
What was it?
You mustn't speak of it again even to me.
Why not?
Because I don't want you to speak of it again.
Very well.
At the time your father ran away and married your mother,
he was betrothed to someone else.
A suspicion of the truth flashed through my mind.
To whom? I asked quickly.
To my mother.
That was why you said my mother was not an Earl's daughter.
Yes, how quick you are.
I noted that because it seemed irrelevant.
Tell me everything.
The marriage was arranged when they were children.
But they were lovers?
Helena shook her curls till again they
concealed her. Then they were, she said, when they were children. Yes, until your mother appeared.
Then it was a boy and girl love. They did not know their own minds. Suddenly, Helena returned her
eyes full upon me. They were very bright and steady. You were going to defend your father,
she asked. I understood what she meant, and great as was my pride.
It quailed before the threat in the depths of her gaze.
He mistook the nature of his feelings, I urged.
Very well, my mother was of no consequence.
He could do as he pleased.
Her feelings were nothing.
I was silent.
You know that I am telling you the truth now, she continued.
And you don't like it.
Don't think I am proud of my mother on account of this.
I would sooner she had been as fickle as,
your father. She loves him still. It was true. Only thus could I interpret what had passed
between Lady Wilde and myself. But my mother, I exclaimed, grasping blindly at any hope in my dismay.
She at least was guiltless of any wrong to my grandfather. She was my mother's friend,
said Helenaura inexorably. She met your father at my mother's house. She knew all about the
relations between them. Was she very beautiful? I asked.
Helenaora tossed her curls with a motion of disdain. Of course you think that will excuse everything,
she said. No, I was only seeking to explain it. It is incomprehensible to me. Why? How could he have
looked at any other woman? Then you think my mother pretty? She must have been very like you,
Helenora when she was as old as you are, the same bright curls, the same Kanohi Tiahal.
What is that? Shining eyes. Oh, I told you not to speak Māori. Yes, I apologise, nor English either.
You asked me why it was incomprehensible. Yes, but that had nothing to do with my eyes.
I was thinking, but you will be cross with me.
Well, if you are afraid.
No, I am not afraid.
I was thinking, if we were sweethearts, you and I,
there would be no other girl in life for me.
If you had ever said you loved me, I should be yours for always.
I do not know how my voice sounded,
whether it had the ease I sought to give to it,
but I was in deadly earnest.
My great fear was that she would laugh,
but she did not. I thought I detected a slight rigidity come into the poise of her averted head.
Did it indicate anger? For quite a minute she was silent.
I wonder if those were the words your father used to my mother, she said at last.
How strange if they were! The fatal past rose darkly in front of me,
but I persevered. Will you be my sweetheart, Hallinora?
Though her face was invisible, I knew that her thoughts had in a degree forestalled my words.
She did not move. Her chin was lifted, and she appeared to be gazing at some point far off in the sky.
Suddenly her head came down and was concealed in her hands. Her shoulders shook and a low laugh escaped her.
It was not a giggle.
Helena never giggled. Neither was it a laugh of amusement, much less of pleasure. If there be a laugh of
discovery than hers was one. I had an unhappy feeling of a note of threatening in the sound,
but it was gone in a moment. She spoke through her hands. You have only seen me twice,
but I loved you when I first saw you. From the direction of the house,
came the sound of a bell. I doubt if I should have noticed it, but for the effect on her.
She sprang to her feet, and abandoning all concealment, turned her face directly towards me.
Her cheeks were bright, her eyes full of the mystery of her thoughts.
Shyness, mischief, defiance, fear, compunction, chased one another and mingled in their depths.
Slowly and gravely, she nodded her head.
Does that mean you will, Helenaora? I asked eagerly.
Again she nodded.
Will you be my sweetheart, I repeated, scarce daring to believe in my good fortune.
There was a touch of impatience in her third ascent,
and she drew a watchful step away from me.
A dozen literary presidents for actions the most extravagant surged through my mind,
But there was no precedent for this child with her angel's beauty and her woman's brain.
Thank you, Helenaora, I said in the end.
As long as I live, I shall love you and you only.
Her eyes fell, and for a while she stood in silence, moving her foot hither and thither.
Once her lips parted quickly, as though she were on the point of speech,
but if so, she thought better of it.
When she did speak, it was in a matter-of-fact tone.
That was the luncheon bell, she said,
and I'm as hungry as a hunter.
But even then, she did not look at me.
I have tried to portray this love scene,
rather as I saw it many years afterwards,
than as it seemed then.
Had I thought of recording it on the moment of its occurrence,
it would have consisted only of one continuous expression
of delight and exaltation,
as one in a dream I followed my Helenaora to the house door and thence to the dining room.
I heard her whisper that I was to put on my best manners, that I was to meet Lady Grey,
that there would be two or three gentlemen present, and her little proprietary whisper
thrilled me to the exclusion of the verbal contents of it.
I could have faced the queen herself with a perfect calm at that moment,
I was indeed on an elevation beside which the loftiest earthly rank became insignificant.
When at the door she squeezed my hand, either in mourning or encouragement,
I was in a condition to extend patronage to the governor himself.
And there was no need for nervousness.
Lady Grave received me kindly, with a few words which showed she already knew of my existence.
while the gentlemen there were only two nodded good-naturedly and absorbed me with a jest into their company.
Helena's flame, you know, said Sir Gregory Applethwaite, turning to the governor's private secretary.
I wish I were young enough to contest the point, said the latter.
Helenaora merely lifted her chin in disdain and made her way to her mother's side.
The governor entered a moment later, and we all remained standing until he was seated.
That was the only formality there was. A homelier and more cheerful little party would have been
difficult to find. I sat between Helenaora and her mother, and though no word passed between
the former and myself, I was subtly aware that she was nervous on my account. My greatest, indeed
my only difficulty was the apparent superfluity of cutlery and glasses with which I was provided.
However, by carefully imitating Helenaora's actions, I managed to allay her anxiety,
and presently she returned to her natural self.
I am only allowed in to lunch sometimes, when there is no company present, she told me.
Usually I have dinner with Miss Temple.
She has a holiday today.
I like being with grown-up people, better than children, don't you?
Is Miss Temple a child?
Stupid.
Isn't Lady Grey beautiful?
All the white women are beautiful.
I think you must be a little like Arthur.
Did you think all the Māori girls beautiful?
No, but some of them are.
Puhi-Huya is beautiful.
Who is Poo-hi-hooia? she asked quickly.
I will tell you about her by and by.
Do the Māoris have sweethearts?
She is my foster-sister.
No care that I could perceive brooded over the governor's table.
The young men chatted lightly of current events,
mingling politics and pleasure as they mingled their wines,
and imparted the effiniscence of humour to either indifferently.
It occurred to me that the colony was not, in their eyes,
so important a place, nor so complex a problem, as it appeared in mine.
So George might be aware of reasons for anxiety,
but there was no reflection of that knowledge in the faces of his subordinates.
They were concerned with the management of a new colony of the British Empire.
It was rather a lark, and in any event it was merely an interlude,
which so far as they were concerned
would probably come to an end
within the next year or two.
I like their strong, clear-cut faces,
their method of speech,
their imperturbable good humour,
their ready wit and strong sense,
but I did not again make the mistake
of attributing to them
any responsibility in the course of the colony's events.
The governor himself was rather sultan.
silent, and even abstracted.
Yet he had that peculiar alertness in his abstraction,
which I have since frequently noticed in men of intellect.
All that did not concern or interest him passed unheard,
but a witticism, an apposite remark,
a little item of news, perhaps, was sufficient to disperse the mist from his blue eyes,
to call up a smile of amusement, or a quietly-spirmed,
spoken question of remark. On the conclusion of the meal, Lady Wilde took me to her own
sitting room. I have only a very hazy recollection of what passed between us, and that I attribute
to the confused and conflicting character of my emotions. She wished me to say that I would
return with her to England. When, or perhaps even before, Sir George Gray's term of office
expired. She painted my grandfather and my uncle in the attractive light of her long and intimate
friendship. She attempted to arouse in me motives of ambition and cupidity, and no doubt to some
extent she succeeded. And the strongest argument of all, my love for Helenaora, enforced and lent
a glamour to every plea she used. But if I can boast of any virtue,
strong in my childhood, and of whose tenacity the reader may judge in the sequel, is that of
loyalty to faiths once formed. Unable as I was to explain or excuse the apparently heartless conduct of
my father, I could not admit or believe that no satisfactory explanation or excuse existed.
Call it a mental squint, if you will. It persists with the
me to the sour, but that was not all. Even if the conduct of my father and mother be allowed to be
dishonourable on high moral counts, it stood absolved in the courts of love, for that they too
dearly loved one another, there could be no doubt, and it could in no case relieve from responsibility
the man who refused to accept the inevitable, who kept the fire of his anger bright,
for a whole 12-month, and only suffered it to die out before the cold blast of death,
when it may be said that his vengeance had achieved consummation.
I do not know that this or any of it was evident in my replies to Lady Wilde,
nor do I say that I had reached any fixity of determination.
I could not gladly contemplate the idea of leaving New Zealand forever,
and the thought of a final abandonment of my foster-father and sister raised a mist in my eyes.
But Lord Trigarthen is your own flesh and blood, Cedric.
Yes, I know. But, but, you see, if it were not for my foster-father, I should not even be alive.
But you would like to go home? You would like to see England and the great places you have read about?
Yes, he taught me to read about them. He spent a great deal of pains on me. There was nothing in it for him except care and trouble. Nothing? What could there be? She stared at me for a long time from under her brows. I shall write to him, she said. You must give me his address. I do not know why this bit should stand out while the rest is nebulous and unresolvable.
unless it be because Helenaura had come in a moment or two before and was seated on a rug,
her head thrown back on her mother's knees, her eyes fixed on my face.
Has he told you about Puhi-huya mother?
I was surprised that Helenaura, who had hitherto found a difficulty with the simplest
Māori words, should enunciate my foster sister's name so correctly.
I hastened to reply to her mother's mute look of interrogation
with an inventory of the charms and virtues of my life's playmate.
She also provided a bond I could not lightly sever.
But you must remember, Cedric, that your whole career is at stake.
Then if these people have been kind to you,
it may be in your power to recompense them.
Your grandfather is extremely well.
wealthy. Nothing could recompense them. You see, they love me. If they love you, child, and of course
they do, they can wish nothing better for you than such an opportunity as this. I am not saying I will
not go, Lady Wilde. I must have time to think, and I must learn what my foster father wishes.
Yes, she agreed. You must write to him, and I will.
will write also. There, we will talk no more about it at present. I offered to take my leave,
but to this Lady Wilde would not listen. I am sorry I have no boys to entertain you, she said,
but Helenaora will do her best. Come to the house as often as you please, every day if you will.
Fancying some reluctance in Helenaora's manner as she accompanied me from the room,
I paused outside the closed door and spoke of it.
Would you sooner I went? I asked directly.
Not if you don't speak about stupid things, she replied uneasily.
Stupid, sweethearts and all that.
But it is such a great thing.
When may I speak to your mother?
She came to a dead stop and regarded me with startled, angry eyes.
If you say one word to my mother, I will never speak to you again,
she declared. But I objected, crestfallen, she ought to know that you have promised to become my
wife. I? I never promised anything of the kind. Didn't you say that you would be my sweetheart?
I may have said that, she temporised, but that's nothing, besides triumphantly. Your father and my mother
were sweethearts and they never got married. Oh, Helena. Well, did you not speak
contemptuously of boy and girl love? I could not possibly love you any more if I were a hundred.
By this time we had arrived at the schoolroom. A cheerful log fire was burning brightly on the hearth,
but it caused no relaxing of Helenaora's countenance as she seated herself beside it.
I did not propose that we should be married immediately, I continued gravely, as I took up a position
opposite to her.
I think you really are stupid, she said with a sniff.
Whoever was married at 12 years old.
I know of at least two, I replied.
Oh, what are? Your marries, I suppose.
Yes, Maudi girls.
Now I understand.
Don't you know that the custom of the white people was quite different?
Yes, I do know that.
I only want you to say that someday you will be my wife.
Why should have you?
I? she asked rebelliously. I don't know why you should, I replied humbly. I don't know why you
consented to be my sweetheart, but the one reason will do for both. Will it? She asked and fell to
musing her eyes on the fire. Ten years is a long time, she continued presently. Long before then,
you will love someone else, as your father did. I will wait all my life for you if you say so.
no no you will grow tired try me then if you dare me i will i do dare you if i say yes will you help me with my german exercise
it is due to helenora to say that she denies that she surrendered on any such terms yet the german exercise is an improbable invention and there is no dispute as to our being engaged upon it immediately afterwards
Shillard's song of the bell.
We are just starting it, said Helenaora, cutting short my eager reply with a multiplicity of words.
And of all the flat, unpoetical things ever written in a foreign language,
and that is to say a good deal, it is the flattest and unpoeticalist.
I mean to look at, fancy so many pages about a bell.
What is it all about?
It is a sort of summary of human life.
It is not so much the bell itself as the accompaniment it plays to the life of man.
Marriage bells, death bells and so on.
Give me the book and let me see how far you have gone.
Whatever Halanora might prove to be as a sweetheart,
as a pupil, she was humble and obedient, quick to grasp a meaning
and apt to put it into clear words.
It seemed to me that Miss Temple must have a delightful task,
but later on I found that it was not so.
There was a species of hidden war between them,
never entirely emerging, but also never ceasing.
With a less keen-witted child,
the governess's pretense to finality and knowledge
might have passed muster.
She claimed to be, as it were, armed in knowledge.
But Helenaora, having once discovered,
a flaw in her armour, delighted in a subtle probing of it at all points, until I fear, in the view of the
pupil, it was but a thing of tatters. If she only wouldn't pretend, I hate pretense, don't you?
She is really sound in the rudiments, and she speaks French beautifully, but beyond that,
I am always in doubt of her. Take German, for instance, I'm quite sure she has only a very
small vocabulary, but she never admits a need for consulting a dictionary on her own account.
I know she does it on the sly because I've caught her at it. And then, when we've got all the
meanings of the words, they don't make sense. She pretends to understand them, and that makes me
wicked. I suppress all my brains and make my face look like a cow's. She explains over and
over again and I become more cow-like with each repetition. Would you like to see me make a face like a cow?
I record all this because it serves to explain the footing on which I stood with Hallinora
during the next three years. If I have never found cause to bless my foster father for the care he
had taken in educating me, I did so now. It enabled me to establish a whole,
over my sweetheart, from which she was unwilling to free herself. By her greed for knowledge
far more than any depth of liking, I maintained my position as her acknowledged lover. It was
that that won me the right, on rare occasions, to hold her hand. To that I owe her frugal,
furtive kisses, and the repetition of the promise that someday she would be my wife.
End of Chapter 13
Chapter number 14 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 14, three years.
Although, or perhaps because, the three years I spent in Auckland
have left memories as tender and delightful as any I can call up,
I pass rapidly over them here.
They formed that period of life,
which comes to most save the most unfortunate,
when the parental rule has worn away to a thread
or is voluntarily relaxed,
and youth steps out from the shelter of childhood
and gazes with anamid anticipatory eyes
on the glittering pageant of life.
True that my wonder-yard
began when most boys of my race are still children at school.
It is on experience and not on time that the brain feeds.
And few though were my years,
they had contained incidents as strenuous,
as full to the lot of most men in a lifetime.
Childhood in the Kaanga is not of long duration,
apart from the fact that the Māori develops rapidly in body and mind,
There is, in their society, none of the reserve in speech,
which holds our own youth back as by invisible hands.
I had at first mingled, uninterruptedly, with the Māori children.
Their games, their thoughts, their interests were mine.
But as time went on and the teachings of my foster father began to show,
however unintentionally, in my words and ways,
a change came over my relationship with them.
They made me old, they made me stayed and grave,
for though still contending with me physically,
they pushed me into a dominant position
in relation to things of the mind,
making of me a sort of oracle,
whether I would or no.
Nor did my residence in the white men's city
affect any great change in this respect.
I had expected,
without just reason perhaps to find the white men universally wise and brilliant,
whereas on the contrary, I found them ignorant and dull.
A few hours sufficed for the Brompart family.
Even Mr. Brompart, mentally alert as he was,
I discovered to be grossly ignorant on quite simple matters.
The same number of months further afield were enough to complete my disillusion.
So far from education being the rule, it was the exception. A thousand years of facilities had
accomplished no more than this. I cannot absolve myself of priggishness at that time.
There was so much that I did not take into consideration, and much of which I was myself ignorant.
Yet my disappointment at least was real and bitter. I hoped in place of the teacher I had
lost, a thousand would spring up around me. I found, at the most, three or four. I saw much of Sir George
Gray and gave him such assistance as I could in his study of native legends and mythology.
Of his goodness to me, words are inadequate to tell. Half measures were not in his nature.
He could not see me daily and make use of my services without extending me.
in return an affectionate interest that embraced my life present and future.
No moment found him too busy or too tired to listen to my troubles,
and every power of his mind was at my service in their removal.
It was in response to no theory of duty that he acted so,
willingly and gladly at any time he would put aside his own affairs
to take up those of another.
The question of my going to England was one that was often discussed between us.
I think he made it his business to ascertain every particular of the life story of my parents
in order that he might advise me.
His judgment, when he did give it, was in favour of my accepting the overtures of my grandfather.
Do not rouse again the fire that has burnt itself out, he said.
let the past die and turn your eyes to the future.
This brings me to the visit of my foster father.
I think I had been four or five months in Auckland
before finally and after much persuasion from me, he came.
Never shall I forget the sight of his giant figure
striding down the street one morning in the early spring
or the hot wave of pleasure that surged into my face
as my eyes lighted upon him.
Man, as I deemed myself,
I was glad that he did not hesitate to kiss me in the busy street,
and to march down it, holding my hand.
In the end, he had come unexpectedly,
the conjunction of a departing vessel,
and an urgent letter from me,
having mastered his irresolution.
Disdaining any means of conveyance,
he had travelled the distance from,
from Onihanga on foot.
This then is Auckland, he said,
and looked neither to the right nor the left.
Did you bring Puhi-Huja father?
No, Cetric.
This is but a flying journey.
We must make the most of the hours,
but she is well and her mother.
They sent you their love and many messages,
which I shall no doubt recall by and by.
So this is what they have been about?
Though he looked deliberately at nothing, he seemed to notice a good deal, commenting on things I thought he had passed without a glance.
All the old institution, Cedric, man can never wipe the slate clean and begin anew.
He carries all his lumber with him, good, bad and indifferent.
I could detect the old impatience in his tone.
Will you come to Mr. Brompart's father?
No, my son, I shall tell you.
take mine ease at an inn. No man's guest I. There is one virtue in money, only one. By it,
a man is independent. He can live his own life. And that reminds me, you do not spend enough.
Youth should be free-handed. If I have ever counseled thrift, forget it. It is a poor virtue at all times,
and it is none in a youth. I took him to the royal royal. I took him to the royal,
in order that he might be near government house, for I was determined that Sir George Gray and he
should know and like one another. At the same time that I looked forward to their meeting,
I was nervous and anxious over it. Two proud a man never lived. Neither by his office nor by nature
was the governor fitted to take a subservient part. On the other hand, I could not conceive my father
bending his kingly head in humility to any office or man alive.
A dozen dread possibilities presented themselves to my mind.
I was in a fever of anxiety till the actual moment of their meeting arrived.
Then to my inexpressible relief, I found that I had harassed myself without cause.
In all my cogitations, I had overlooked Sir George's kindly feelings towards myself.
and also the fact that I had spoken of my father so often
that I had managed to create some kind of favourable idea of him in the governor's mind.
I had received permission to bring the guest at an hour in the afternoon,
which Sir George usually devoted to purely private matters,
and thus when we had once passed the threshold, the three of us were alone.
I doubt if either heard my stammer.
words of introduction. Their eyes were fixed on one another to the exclusion of my palpitating personality,
and in a moment their hands had met in a hearty grasp. What was said I do not know. I was glowingly
conscious that the tone of both voices was exactly right, that there was an absence of chilly
formality, that both men were deeply interested in the meeting. There were. There was a chance of chilly formality.
Then silently I turned the handle of the door and stole away to find Helenaura.
I had taken counsel with her on the matter so often that I ended by imbuing her with my own fears of disaster.
Two such men cannot possibly like one another.
She echoed me.
There cannot be two sons in one.
What do you call it?
Yes, there can, I said, taking heart.
there are plenty of binary stars.
Oh, then take courage.
They will revolve around one another in harmony.
We went together to the door of the room
where we might hear their voices
and decided, I do not know on what ground,
for nothing was audible, that all was well.
That any part of their talk should bear relation to myself
certainly never occurred to me.
Yet, when two hours later,
I received a summons to the governor's room, it was to find myself confronted with the necessity
of coming to a decision on the matter that had so long perplexed me. They were standing together
at a table near the window, their four eyes fixed on the pages of a book, the leaves of which
Sir George was turning with reverent care. It was evidently one of those literary treasures
in which the governor, as became a scholar, delighted,
and which he was in the habit of securing at every favourable opportunity
throughout his long life.
The minds of the two men were evidently in sympathy,
but their physical contrast between them forced itself strongly on my notice.
Sir George, slender, upright, finally proportioned,
my father, huge and rugged,
and with a slouch forward of the head
which came of dwelling in habitations too small for him.
None would have been likely to guess the man of learning in the latter.
A poet of nature perhaps, a thinker, but scarcely a scholar.
There were moments, on the other hand, and this is one of them,
when it was difficult to think of the governor as a soldier and a man of action,
when he seemed, on the contrary, born and fitted for the life of a student.
Beyond a glance, as I entered the room, they took no notice of me until the last page was turned.
No individual man should possess such a treasure, said my father,
or if so, he should be compelled to safeguard it as he would a life
and be held responsible for its loss.
That is true, replied.
Sir George, his face clouding, as I have already learned to my cost.
Someday, however, I hope to do more than verbally agree with you.
Well, well, said my father, I intended nothing personal.
They cannot be better placed than in the hands of those who love them
and possess the key to their mysteries.
I have to give your excellency hearty thanks, he broke off,
for the kindness you have shown to my boy here.
"'On the contrary,' said the governor,
"'it is I who am indebted to him.
"'I fear his good nature has led me into ruthlessness at times.'
"'Is that not so, Cedric?'
"'No, sir, I have spent none but hours of happiness here.'
"'His excellency has also expressed interest in your career, Cedric,' went on my father,
"'and especially in the question which has lately arisen.
"'We have sent for you, not as though,
those to whom you owe obedience,
but as two simple men who wish you well
and would aid you with honest advice.
There was such kindness expressed in their faces
that I could not trust myself
to more than a murmured word of thanks and reply.
In the first place, my father continued,
we are quite agreed that,
from a worldly point of view,
there is no room for hesitation at all.
You must accept your grandfather,
overtures. That done, a career possibly, probably, a great one, is secured to you. So much is as clear as
daylight. Everything that ordinary men covet, wealth and station, and all that they entail,
are yours at a word. You pass from a life which offers for one of your talents, and as this is a time
for plain speaking, I may tell you that you have great talents,
nothing or little to one whose possibilities are practically boundless.
Against all these advantages you offer, as I understand, a scruple?
I have hesitated, father, I replied, but if you tell me to go, I will do so.
For a while he made no answer, and for all the confidence in his tones,
I, who could read every expression of his countenance, knew that he would.
was ill at ease. To me, indeed, convincing as his arguments appeared on the surface,
there was something lacking. I was aware of a reservation that made all the difference.
His mind spoke, but his heart remained silent. What is your scruple, my boy? Tell me in plain words.
I had never put my feelings into language, and I began doubtfully now. But as I went on,
a scruple, as he called it, began from something vague and dully passionate to take shape and glow.
It must be less than 16 years, I said, since all these advantages were pointed out to my father,
and he refused them. He was a man then, ten years older than I am now,
and thus better qualified to form a true judgment.
No, interrupted Sir George gently.
He was not so fit to judge.
His reason was thrown out of equilibrium by sorrow
and the belief that he had been treated harshly and unjustly.
You can bring a clear mind to bear on the matter.
He had only passion.
Even if that were so at first, sir, I replied.
He had time to change his mind afterwards, but he never did.
My grandfather could offer him nothing but
worldly advantages. He could not undo the distress he had made my parents suffer, or call up my
mother from her grave. Sedrick, said my foster father, with a note of sternness in his tones,
have you allowed the savage law of Utu to get hold of you? Footnote, Utu, vengeance.
End of footnote. Then he added more gently, it is a pure assumption that your grandfather was the
only sinner. Remember too, my boy, that the more tragic facts of your parents' story were pure
accidents. Your father's inability to support himself and your mother's death, whether or no it was
attributed to the same cause, were events only indirectly consequent on your grandfather's anger,
and certainly unlikely to have been foreseen by him. If I could think so, come, come, my
boy. It was so. Would you make a monster of your grandfather? There is something on the boy's mind,
said the governor, regarding me attentively. Let him show us his whole heart. I do not suppose that my
grandfather foresaw or calculated on the consequences, I explained. But he knew of my parents' distress,
and took no measures to relieve it. So far, he was responsible for what followed. In the
depths of his misery, my father wrote to him a letter that should have moved a heart of stone.
He initialed and returned it without one word. Where did you learn this? From Lady Wilde, father.
Lady Wilde is an injudicious woman, said Sir George, leaning back in his chair, with an expression of
annoyance. I had the story from her in fragments, sir, I said quickly. She read the letter and she
was moved, though in her case it might well have been otherwise. She begged for mercy,
but my grandfather was adamant. In the end, she attempted to help alone, but by that time it was
too late. Then it was probably too late in any case, commenced my foster father. Am I to go then,
father? I asked. Sedrick, he replied, are you aware that all the world will dub you a fool?
It was in such a spirit of quixotism that Cedricarthen, your father,
refused quarter from his savage foes.
In what light, think you, would Mr. Brompart and the worthy businessman of this city
regard such abnegation?
I made no reply.
For all the somberness he sought to give to his tones,
I fancied I could detect a note of exultation beneath.
Can you not find you not find you not?
forgiveness for your grandfather the governor asked regretfully after a moment forgiveness sir I answered
doubtfully what is forgiveness I would not harm him if I had the opportunity nor is there any
malice in my heart towards him if that be forgiveness then he is forgiven but to
forget is not in my power and until I forget I don't want to take a benefit
at his hands.
I do not know how long we sat after that,
and only fragments of what was said remain in my memory.
But I know that I, who went into the room full of doubt,
drawn with equal force in opposite directions,
yet in a state of welcome compulsion,
came forth confirmed in a resolution
to accept nothing from my grandfather,
and desperately unhappy,
in that resolve. One thing to me more desirable than rank or wealth, it had been in his power to give me,
and that was the companionship of the girl in whom, even then, my very existence came to centre.
Was my pride then greater than my love? No, I could not have withstood the certain prospect of losing
Halanora irretrievably. Yet, at the worst, I saw in front of me a long parting and the risk that
attends the separation of lovers. But that, in the end, I should subdue all difficulties and
accomplish my desires, I never doubted. Nevertheless, it was in low spirits that I entered the
schoolroom to communicate my final decision. By this time, Miss Temple had fully adopted me as a member of
her staff. I had been careful not to arouse her jealousy, and I fear in my desire to stand well
in her eyes, I had even been guilty of referring needlessly to a dictionary and similar acts
of hypocrisy difficult to justify. Give Mr Trigarthen, she only once in all the time I knew her,
adopted the familiarity of my Christian name, Your Shiller, Halanora. He will read
and translate the passage you find so difficult, on what grounds I am unable to imagine.
This was a familiar ruse with the teacher when she arrived at some impenetrable obstacle,
and I was always extremely careful to remain unconscious of the pupil's sniffs and nudges,
and to enter on my task with a becoming hesitation.
Possibly Miss Temple, among her many studies, had not entirely neglected,
that of the human heart. I think she guessed the state of my feelings and attempted to reward me for my
assistance by frequently leaving me alone with Helenaura. For that reason, if no other, she holds a
kindly place in my recollections of those days. When the governess had retired, I seated myself
on the sofa beside my betrothed and as a preliminary to the distressing intelligence
I had to communicate, endeavored to take her hand.
Oh, don't, she said pettishly.
Then aware of my mournful expression,
these bothering German genders,
Madshin can't be masculine.
Even the Germans wouldn't be so mad,
yet it must be masculine or feminine.
Well, then, if you tell me which it is?
Neither, I said, it is neuter.
How absurd!
but I was permitted to retain possession of the coveted hand.
The Germans are so ridiculous.
What do they want all these sexes for?
Heaven knows, too is enough.
It comes to them from primitive times.
Early man regarded everything as possessing a spirit,
and it was natural to suppose a sex too.
I expect the neuters came in later on,
when he was beginning to have doubts on the matter.
As time goes on, we may expect.
Oh, shut up.
I came to tell you, Helena,
that I have decided not to go to England.
I knew you wouldn't go all along.
How could you possibly know
when I've only just made up my mind?
I have known it from the day Mother first asked you.
Well, there is an end to it.
I have told my father I am not going.
I do not know how a person so clever
as you can be so stupid,
Helena said after a moment,
attempting to withdraw her hand.
You think I have done wrong?
Anyway, she replied, evading the direct question,
it brings all this to an end,
and she sprung her hand and mine
to give meaning to her words.
It can make no difference
if you go on loving me, Helena, I said.
Oh yes, if I keep on,
so as long as you have your puhi-huyas, you are quite willing not to see me for years and years.
If you loved me, you wouldn't care for anyone or anything but me, and you would have decided differently.
I let this doctrine of love go unchallenged.
I was too unhappy either to argue with her or defend myself.
Perhaps also I knew her in this mood and had learned that silence was best.
At any rate, presently, I felt her hand to creep more closely into mine.
We may be here for years yet, she said, by and by.
If you only love me truly, Helenaura, I ventured, following my own train of thought.
Of course I love you, and Cedric coaxingly.
Will you show me how to do these bothering quadratic equations?
Truly, the Germans were right after all.
I have spoken of these three years as a time of joy, but they were also a time of fear.
The dependence was on the continuation of Sir George Gray in office as Governor of New Zealand.
I touched the politics of those days with a distasteful hand.
They are dead and forgotten, and are only briefly revived here in explanation of my own story.
When Sir George, then Captain Gray, arrived in the colony,
Honi Hecce, was at the height of his triumph.
He had defeated the soldiers of the Queen,
sack the capital of the colony,
and was considering fresh and more ambitious schemes of conquest.
The native mind, even that of our strongest adherence, was disturbed.
The white man then was not invincible in war.
It was still, perhaps, possible by force of arms, to thrust him back into his original subservient position of Pakiha Māori.
To such ideas, as well as to the fears of the settlers, the energetic action of the new governor gave instant denial.
Prompt and stern measures against Hone Heké, followed by immediate leniency on their success,
retrieved the position, recaptured the Moldi,
imagination and called forth from the settlers' universal gratitude and praise.
But not for long.
The Māori remained constant.
To him this was a great man, strong in battle, merciful and victory, wise and knowledge.
A protector, a father, a true representative of the white queen,
that sublime Farov goddess whom their eyes were never to see.
But the settlers took a different view.
here was a man who could lift them out of their difficulties,
provide them with landed estates and the means of making money rapidly,
solve the native problem,
and all by the simple expedient of recommending
that the government of the country should be placed in their own hands.
Few men will doubt now that war, bloody and long,
would have followed the handing over of 120,000 warlike,
and highly intelligent natives to the government of 20,000 mostly untrained and undisciplined white men.
The majority of whom, moreover, had not yet developed any affection for the country
and merely desired to make money rapidly in order that they might leave it.
This is to cast no reflection on them.
It is merely tantamount to the statement that they were ordinary human beings.
So when the wished-for constitution arrived, the hopes and the expectations of the settlers
on the very eve of fulfilment were dashed to the ground by the action of the governor,
who, foreseeing nothing but disaster as the result of such a measure,
and calling to the confirmation of his judgment, Bishop Selwyn and the Chief Justice,
caused it to be suspended for five years.
If to this unpopular act be added the attitude he assumed on the question of native lands,
the very apple in the eye of the emigrant, and more especially towards the New Zealand Land Company,
it is unnecessary to seek further cause for the bitterness that followed.
How petty and sordid it all appeared to me.
I hated the noisy group of would-be politicians who yelped and clamoured around him.
him. If Sir George had only been my old enemy, Tihua, already the dreaded one, was veiling
himself in the tenderness of memory, how speedily would they have found a cosy quietude in his
umus? Verily, I was a savage when some fresh deed or allegation of theirs came to my knowledge.
The great New Zealand Land Company did its utmost, both openly and in secret, to come to
cast down the man who stood like a rock in its path.
Petitions for his recall were hulked about and dispatched to the home government,
and for months and years we lived in a state of uncertainty.
But here let me, once for all, draw a distinction.
I have spoken of a noisy group of politicians.
Let me not be too hard either on them.
No doubt they persuaded themselves.
that their actions were conceived in the best interests of the colony,
that their allegations of despicable motives were true,
that the governor was, in truth,
the obstinate, power-loving autocrat of their conceptions.
Honest men have deluded themselves before and since,
and noise, even at this day,
is not unknown in the political world.
But outside their circle,
siding definitely neither,
with one party nor the other. The true empire builders continue silently on their way.
What reeked they of the political turmoil? Work lay ready to their hands, and they did it.
I have shown the reason for my trepidation. Never a male arrived, but I went in fear and trembling
till its contents were divulged. But the months passed and the years, Earl Grey stood firm
and the expected recall did not arrive.
What was I doing in those three years?
Let me run over them rapidly,
recalling only such events as seem important or of interest.
In the first place,
my foster father's idea
that I might be attracted towards some commercial
or professional life in the city
was not realised.
My education, as the reader may long ago have decided,
was of an eminently unpractical kind.
It by no means fitted me to compete with men of my own race in their common activities,
nor had it even provided me with any incentive to do so.
But for vague ambitions that drew to no focus,
I might have perceived the danger I was in
of developing into a drone in the human hive, a mere onlooker,
and worse still at a same.
satisfied one. But the reader must not suppose that I was idle. On the contrary, no day was long
enough for the work I desired to perform. The possession of the quick-witted pupil,
inclined to be critical, caused me to make an examination of my own accoutrements,
with the result that I consumed much time and oil in mending, extending and polishing them.
It pleased me to be without a flaw and.
in Halinora's eyes, as my foster father was in mine, to be a universal work of reference,
to have this one absolute and irreducible superiority over my sweetheart.
I was studiously priggish with her.
I cared not if I exasperated her with my sir absolute, and I often did.
It was her character to feel a deep respect for knowledge, and by luring or grisperated,
goading her into fresh fields, I rendered myself at once admirable and indispensable.
Besides the time devoted to Helenaora and my own studies, three or four hours of nearly every
day were at the service of the governor. Sir George was a busy man, and in a hundred and one ways,
in addition to the special subject I have already alluded to, I was glad to find that I could help him.
He had a very large circle of correspondence, not merely in political, but also in scientific and artistic circles.
As time went on, much and finally, nearly all this came to be my special task to deal with.
Requests for information came in shoals, and however great the labour involved in answering them, none was neglected.
My department could not be said to suffer from monotony.
Now we would be collecting information on volcanic outbursts as discoverable in Māori tradition,
now considering the feasibility of stocking the New Zealand rivers with trout.
Sir George liked to be abreast of the times in all matters.
I remember an illusion by one of his correspondence, I think it was Professor Huxley,
that caused the sending of an order to Europe for books.
He had little time to read them when they came,
and this was the beginning of a new form of employment for me.
My task it became to read and digest the works
and then talk them over to, or rather, at him.
We would have presented a curious reversal in the natural order,
had any stranger been permitted to come on us at those moments.
His excellency, mildly receptive, myself bristling with knowledge, and doubtless didactic in its delivery.
Many a time have I opened Helenaora's blue eyes or received an order to shut up with gleaning's
ponderous pages. As I lift my eyes, I can see many of those identical volumes, still fresh and well-preserved
after the lapse of half a century.
Some are yet living thoughts,
others have been superseded or become discredited,
but all alike are endeared to me
by the memory of the giver.
I was not a paid secretary,
although I might have been so at any time.
The whole charm of the connection to me
was comprised in the fact that no bonds
save admiration and affection held me. But Sir George was not one to suffer obligation lightly,
and I think he only reached complete contentment in our partnership, when after the arrival of a
male he would place a pile of books on my table with my name written in the fly leaf.
Did I do any other work? A little for Mr Brompart, business in connection with the money matters,
for, as I think I have said, he was my foster father's agent,
frequently took me to his office.
He kept no staff of clerks, doing everything himself,
with the occasional, and I am afraid, very occasional,
help of one of his boys.
After a while he took to confiding in me,
so far as his naturally secretive nature would allow.
He spoke despondingly of his sons,
Indeed, without enthusiasm of his whole family.
They want to return to England, Master Cedric.
That's their constant cry, he would say.
In the end, I found something lonely and pathetic in the little man,
which moderated the dislike I had first felt for him.
It was in this mood that finding him harassed by the necessity of doing a great many things at once,
I gave him an offer of assistance with his books.
which was greedily accepted.
After this I would drop in for an hour or so two or three times a week,
and so far as my ability permitted,
put the financial side of his affairs into some order.
But there were times occasionally extending into months
when these employments were suspended or curtailed
by the absence of the governor on visits to other parts of the colony.
Sometimes he went almost alone,
that is with his secretary, possibly an aide or myself. At others his whole suite, including
Lady Wilde and Helenaora, accompanied him, and at those times I never failed to receive an invitation
to join the party. In this manner I visited Wellington and Nelson and acquainted myself with
the doings of the white men in both islands. But the journeys I loved best, after allowing for the
disadvantage of being separated from my beloved were those in which Sir George and I were alone,
or if with one other, that other, Bishop Selwyn. On foot, attended by a few Māori beaers and guides,
we covered long distances, suffered many misadventures and were happy. Many a time have we arrived,
jaded and hungry, at some native village, the born of our travels. To find us
inspired with fresh vigor by the gracious hospitality of its inhabitants.
Many a time have I seen the teeth of the huge palisades drawn
that the distinguished travellers might enter by no common gateway.
I cannot say that I ever developed that enthusiastic affection
for the bishop that I felt for the governor,
yet he was a man worthy of devotion, if ever there were one.
Perhaps the trend of his mind was too stern and unconstitutional,
compromising for my youth.
Climbing the fern hills or trudging along the bush tracks,
I would listen to the conversation of my companions
and note the difference between them.
Sir George was naturally a religious man.
He had an unshakable belief in a controlling providence.
And yet, in matters of detail,
he was almost certainly a latitudinarian.
He could converse for hours amically with my foster-fassified.
the bishop could scarce be civil for five minutes together.
Another point of difference lay in the variety of Sir George's interest.
He could encounter nothing new without having the whole of his attention attracted towards it.
A tree had to have a native and a botanical name.
The note of a bird needed to be identified.
If a beera picked up a vegetative caterpillar or a pupulangi,
He would keep the party waiting till more were discovered.
Footnote.
Pupu-urangi, a large snail.
End of footnote.
A passing illusion by his Māori hosts would send him, keen-centred, on the trail of a new legend.
The bishop, on the other hand, kept his mind resolutely fixed on the matter in hand.
He would draw the conversation back again and yet again to the object.
of the journey, and be forever urging the advance. Oh, what a man he was, how truly, with all his
mind, and it was no mean one, and with all his strength, he served his master. Nothing could stop
him in his work, neither rivers, nor mud, nor weariness of the flesh, nor angry men. He spared no one,
least of all himself. If I count these among my labours, then a few words will
suffice for my pleasures, riding and boating with the chief of them. I'd soon outgrow on the
poor nag, which Mr. Brompart assigned to my use, and a few months found me with a horse
and trappings of my very own. From that time I spent nearly every available moment on horseback,
usually especially in the summertime, in company with Helenaora, but sometimes with one of
the junior offices of the garrison, or alone.
Among my friends of those days, I must not forget the 58th Regiment.
There were few men in it, from Lieutenant Colonel Wyniard in command, to the last of the ranks,
with whom I was not on speaking terms.
I loved the simple good-natured privates, while I deplored their partiality for beer and its consequences.
I could understand them a great deal better than I could the townsmen, with their shabler.
sharp, money-hungry faces. For the gallant Colonel, I had a strong regard, and he, I think,
had a liking for me. At all events, I was a frequent guest at his house, and in its precincts
Helenora and I spent many happy hours. I think it was not very long after my arrival in Auckland
that Colonel and Mrs. Wyniard gave a fancy dress ball to the elite of the city. Though we were regarded
as too young to share in the festivities, we were permitted to witness them surreptitiously.
Helenaora told me that the whole affair was a very moderate one indeed,
but for my part it dimmed into insignificance the splendours of the native meeting house at its best.
The Colonel received his guest as an old-time landlord of a country inn,
but as I seem to remember him also very distinctly,
as Sir Brian de Boy Gilbert, he probably changed his dress during the evening.
That night was rendered memorable by the burning of the Windsor Castle Hotel in Mechanics Bay,
an event which brought the gays scene to a premature end and sent us all,
not accepting the governor, post-haste to the work of fighting the conflagration.
I am afraid that the heroic efforts to salvage, made by the crowd,
were not always entirely disinterested,
for I saw cans of spirit flit by me in the red light
and met many unsteady and excessively noisy people
on my road home in the darkness just before dawn.
But if I begin on these old memories, I shall never have done.
Ah, reader, no doubt you have discovered already why I delay
and am reluctant to get to the end of those three years.
End of Chapter 14
Chapter number 15 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Libreveauk's recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 15. Parted
After my father's first hasty visit, he paid several others at no very long intervals.
He told me that business, our business, he was careful to call it,
had expanded greatly. He had purchased a schooner of his own, and already there was need for another.
The decline of the mana of Tihuaata had led to the establishment of branch stores in many fresh districts,
and correspondence with an agent would no longer suffice to the proper carrying out of the business
of Purcell and Trigathen. I already knew much of this from the
multi-farious accounts in Mr. Brompart's books, with which my father's name was connected.
But even when the fact had been given weight, I fancy that a reborn desire to meet men who were his
mental equals exerted a superior influence. Sir George was always told of his visits,
and so far as his duties allowed, he welcomed him to his intimate society.
Night after night would the two engage in high discourse,
with perhaps none to note save Helenaora and myself,
but I am coming to the end of D. Scheunzit.
It only remains to record the end itself.
As with a fearful joy I gathered each month into my harvest,
I knew that its passage brought me inevitably nearer
to the time when my life would life
fellow, yet a blow seldom falls where or when it is anticipated.
No recall came for Sir George Gray. Mr Fox and his partisans petitioned in vain.
Earl Grey, to his everlasting credit, stood firm.
It was the bad report the Governor received on the health of his mother
that achieved what his enemies had found themselves powerless to perform.
The end came suddenly.
Sir George applied for leave of absence,
and in the same moment began his preparations for departure.
It was Helenaora who gave me the news.
I had parted from her unsuspectingly but a few hours before,
and now she launched this bombshell.
Her eyes were bright and her cheeks flushed with excitement.
We are going, she said.
It is all arranged.
We are going.
by the Commodore. I suppose there was something in my manner that received the news that brought
her to a full stop, and then set her stammering that, of course, for some reasons, she would be
very sorry to go. Ah, don't, I said in the bitterness of my misery. I can bear your delight,
but not your mock regrets. Mock, she began half angrily, then continued more gently. But Cedric,
you knew that I should have to go soon. Oh yes, I knew it. I know that someday I shall have to die,
but that will not make it any easier when it comes. I am sorry, truly, truly sorry, she said tremulously.
Now, don't you believe me? Yes, dear, yes, I was a brute to speak as I did. No, it was my fault.
I was a brute. I was so excited, I didn't think. And the bishop is going.
and Mrs. Selwyn. Won't it be lovely to have Mrs. Selwyn? Yes, I am glad she is going. That is,
I am glad you will have her company. I'm very fond of Mrs. Selwyn. There was a dull feeling in my head,
as though my brains had been turned into cotton wall. And your great friend, Sergeant Major Freeman,
is going with all his family. Freeman, oh yes, a Commodore, you say. Oh,
I do wish you were coming too.
That came from her heart and fell warm on mine,
restoring my courage.
Why won't you?
I could only come on your account, Helenaora.
We have thrashed it all out.
You have said that I would not be the same to you
if I yielded because I loved you.
Yes, but now I am not so sure.
Would you come if I told you?
Tell me in three years' time.
She was silent.
Every day and often several times in the day we returned to the subject,
but Helenaora was not always in the same mood.
Sometimes I was aware of far-off lightning and the threatening of a storm that never broke.
As the day of our parting drew near,
a strange thoughtfulness and abstraction developed in her manner.
For my part, I could feel.
think and speak of nothing but my approaching loss, and the distant future, which was to compensate
me for present sufferings. She heard me restlessly, often endeavouring to change the topic,
and when I would not be moved, giving signs of irritation. For these, however, she was ready to
apologise humbly if I complained. Forget me. What is the use? It is all
so far off. A million years couldn't make me. Why do you love me? I have been hateful to you.
Yes, don't deny it. I have, I have. How could you be so blind?
Helenora, it was because of what you could give me. You could not be so dishonorable if your life
hung upon it. Dumbfounded at this outburst, I could think of nothing but to take her hand.
After a moment's surrender, she snatched it away.
I wish I was made of steel, she declared.
I suppose it is the stuff we are formed from that causes us to be so fickle.
It changes from one thing to another at a touch.
But I am worse than other girls.
They can avenge an injury weeks afterwards and enjoy it.
You would never forget an injury.
All this was so much Greek to me.
I could only follow her lead and hope to come on the thought that underlay her words.
I do not think that mine is a revengeful nature, I replied.
Why, you are revenging your father now.
You don't care what it costs you so that you might be revenged.
No, it is not vengeance.
I don't wish to hurt my grandfather.
merely I cannot bring myself to take anything from him.
Do you think the knowledge of that can please him?
You couldn't devise any way of hurting him more.
If it be so, I am not responsible.
That is the nemesis of wrongdoing.
Your grandfather did no wrong, she flashed.
Often in the past she had thrown out such a challenge
and once or twice I'd been moved to take it up.
But now nothing was of moment to me
save the fact that I was about to lose her.
When will the Commodore reach England? I asked resolutely dismissing the subject.
Captain Broadfoot says we may not be there till May. Then it will be seven or eight months before I can hear of you.
The terrors of space may become accentuated when expressed in quantities of time.
Involuntarily the words escaped my lips. How can I endure it?
She gazed at me, and I saw her eyes dilate and her lips tremble.
Is love like that, she whispered, in a tone that blended curiosity and pity?
Yes, I said in my desperation.
God knows if at that moment a dim gleam of comprehension had come to me.
It is misery, all misery.
For a moment she sat still, her face working, then, with a sound of,
like a sob in her throat she rose and fled from the room.
Lady Wilde had never entirely abandoned hope
that eventually I would change my mind,
and now as a time of departure approached,
she renewed her efforts to induce me to join them on the Commodore.
There is still time to arrange with Mr Purcell, she said.
Do you think that I have any motive, save a desire for your welfare?
No, no, I cry.
and taking her hand, I covered it with kisses. Is there nothing that will move you, child?
How can there be if I refuse the kindest heart in the world? Yet there may be something.
I wonder if you have considered one thing, a delicate colour mantled in her cheeks,
for even now Lady Wilde would blush like a young girl, but she continued to regard me steadily.
Cedric, I have never spoken to you about it, yet of course I have seen.
Everyone has teased Helenaora for years.
You know best what is in your own heart.
Have you considered?
Oh, Lady Wild, I answered, as red as she.
It would be like death to lose her, for I love her till nothing seems of value in comparison.
But if, because of my love for her, I do something,
which makes me a traitor to myself. Would that help me to win her? Do you think that
Helena loves you? She likes me. She is fond of me. So much was inevitable and she will miss you,
more perhaps than she realizes. But love? You do not even think so. Then what is to come of it?
Do you suppose that she will not attract others as she has attracted you, that the men will
leave her alone. In three or four years she will be a woman. How do you propose to recover her
if you will let her go out of your life now? She is promised to be my wife. You cannot bind a woman
by the promise of a child. Some way I will get her back I must. I will never give up fighting for her.
I admire your courage, but not your good sense. Perhaps you are
hoping that Sir George will return?
I do not think so for a moment.
His work here is done,
and he is destined for greater affairs.
But even if he did return,
we should not be with him.
Captain Wilde is anxious to join his regiment in the Crimea,
and Helenaura will need two or three years in a finishing school.
She is educated already, I said despondently.
Yes, thanks to you, dear.
and without you I should have been compelled to send her home long ago.
But there are other things besides Greek and German
that a young lady has to learn before she is fit to go out in the world.
I doubt if until that moment I had fully realised the difficulties which lay in front of me.
Probably I had exaggerated the value of Helenaora's promises.
I had failed to recognise how much of my hopes,
depended on her and how little on anything I could do myself.
Lady Wilde's words had conjured up for me the great world to which my beloved was going.
I saw myself returning to the darkness of the native village,
from which I had suddenly emerged as a butterfly from its chrysalis.
I saw Helenaora passing into the city of lights, of music and,
dancing and gaiety. It opened its arms to receive her. Noble men and beautiful women surrounded her.
On she went smiling and radiant and so vanished from my gaze forever. Can't you come, dear?
Dumbly I shook my head. Why not? I don't know. I want to come, but there is something in me
strong as death that bids me stand fast. That was the last struggle. From that time, save for a word
at the very end, no one attempted to shake my resolution. I was free to inflict on myself
what suffering I would. It was on a hot December morning, the last day of the year, that I stepped
into the canoe held in readiness for me by my friend Titeri.
our acquaintance had ripened into friendship since the day he had pulled me ashore from the esmeralda and refused payment for the service three years before
care was on his brow as he dipped his paddle in the stool water for this as he observed briefly and thereafter maintained silence was a sad day for the tribes you who cry out that the maori is incapable of gratitude
not bethinking how rare a virtue that is in any people study first the attitude of the natives on this occasion become a witness of the gloom and sorrow which descended upon them when those bulwarks of their nation
grey and selwyn were thus at one moment withdrawn the town was full of sad-voiced natives come to say farewell to their father
Through the midst of them I had come, greeting many old friends on the way,
and hearing from the lips of all the same expression of regret.
The governor was holding an undress levy that morning,
being due to reach the ship immediately afterwards,
but Lady Wilde and Helenaora were already on board the Commodore,
and thither in silence over the glassy waters,
Titiri transported me.
Will you wait for me to tear, I asked, as I caught a rope on the vessel's side.
Forever, friend, he answered.
I drew myself up and stood on the decks, all newly holly-stoneed,
in preparation for the reception of the distinguished voyages.
A short distance away stood a group of ladies, Mrs. Selwyn, Miss Temple, Lady Wilde,
Helena, tall and slim, at her mother's side.
Ah, how dare to me she was, how dare. Slowly and gravely she came up to me, and we stood together in silence, looking towards the shore. The governor will be here in half an hour, Helena. Yes, I should like you to take me over the ship. But you have been all over it several times. Still, I want you to show it to me. Of course. I do not know that for the half hour we spoke of
more than a dozen words. I'm convinced that during the whole of that time, though my eyes never left
her, she did not look at me once in return. She took me to the part of the ship which she would
inhabit for so many months, showing me the cabin, the state rooms, and her own birth and bunk.
The noise of the governor's arrival broke on my misery as a triumph of doom. Will you wait here,
Halinora, I asked, I want to say goodbye to you, last of all. She nodded without speaking,
and leaving her standing against the bunk, I rushed up on deck. The first person I encountered
was Miss Temple. She was on the point of descending the companion way as I ran up.
Goodbye, Miss Temple, I cried in as cheerful a voice as I could muster, extending my hand.
Goodbye, Mr. Dragathen, she responded, or if you will allow me to say,
Goodbye, Cedric, it will better express my feelings.
I used to hate poise, my dear, but I shall love them all for the sake of your
gentleness and kindness.
I am sure you will grow into a very noble man.
And Cedric, the good creature went on, placing the corner of her handkerchief,
in each eye alternately,
what I can do for you, I will.
You shall not be forgotten, my dear.
I had not expected this from Miss Temple,
being unconscious that I had done anything to deserve it,
and there was a dimness in my own eyes as I went forward
to bid my adieu to the rest.
The Governor's last words were that I must not fail
to join his army of correspondence,
and in my case the oftener he heard from me the better he would be pleased.
The bishop wrung my hand until it was numb, said he should see me again,
and that we would have many a bush ramble together yet.
Lady Wilde drew me to her, and with one of her pretty blushes kissed me on the forehead.
Even now it is not too late, she whispered.
Then, after a wistful searching of my face,
kissed me again. Captain Broadfoot, ruddy and hearty of voice,
firmly planted with legs apart on his snowy deck, gave me a hand that did not disgrace his name,
and in response to my question, said he would anchor up in a quarter of an hour,
and that if I were not off the ship, then he would take me to England.
So when the last goodbye had been said, I returned to Helenaora.
I must go in a few minutes, I said, but before I bid you goodbye, there is one thing I must say.
It was a chance word of your mothers that suggested it to me.
Perhaps, but for that I should have failed to see that I ought to say it.
For the first time that day, she lifted her eyes and looked at me steadily.
When I first saw you, dear, I continued, my heart sinking in my breast.
I was only a boy, and you were only a girl.
and you are only a girl.
Even now, we are not much better.
So I want to say,
to tell you that I,
I do not hold you to any promise
you made me when you were a child,
or have repeated since.
I should not think you dishonourable
if, if by and by,
you should change your mind.
I know that if you had not meant what you said,
you would not have said it.
And if I lose you,
you, I shall at least be able to remember that once you liked me enough to wish to become my wife.
What it cost me to stammer through this, only my leaden heart knew. I ceased, having no more to say,
and my eyes on her downcast face stood expecting a reply. But still she neither moved nor answered.
The minutes allowed me by the captain were flying apace.
What spirit was it that had risen up and stood between us at the very last?
If love looks coldly on age, he frequently meets an enemy in youth.
I must go, Helenaora.
There is only to say goodbye.
She gave a little shiver and lifted her eyes quickly with a sort of fear to my face.
Goodbye, dear, dearest.
Her hand crept timidly into mine.
Goodbye, Cedric.
I have brought three kisses from you in three years, Helena.
I have nothing to offer you for one now.
The expression of her eyes changed then.
I saw the tears well up and flood them,
and sure at last that our hearts beaten unison,
I gathered her in my arms.
For long we clung together,
mingling our tears with kisses and broken utterances.
From overhead there came a sharp cry of,
command, followed by a shrill whistle and the rapid scuffling of feet.
I did not know it would be like this, she sobbed, as I tore myself away, or I would never
have consented to your staying behind. So my beloved stirred in her sleep. So in that moment
I lost her.
End of chapter 15.
Chapter number 16 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel
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Chapter 16
I fight a battle
I will pass lightly over the days weeks and months
which immediately followed
Even the gold where with memory guilds surpassed
Will scarcely bear rubbing at this point
My mind took no cognizant
of the passing hours, day and night followed each other unnoted, while I lived again,
the three years of my happiness. Interest was dead in me. I was, as one numbed by a heavy blow.
It through this muffled half-life shot fierce flashes. There was the nightmare of the receding ship,
a black speck in the infinite turbulent waters. How far had she voyaged?
now and now, are the pitiable smallness of that speck and its infinite importance to me.
By an effort of imagination I would cross the intervening leagues to be rid of that appalling
sense of littleness. I would penetrate to the heart of the ship and find her, silent and a little
pale with downcast eyes, weeping softly in my arms, or gay and light-footed,
frank of speech, passing hither and thither among the rough sailor men, the idol of the ship.
But always in the end, winds blew, the sea arose, and the darkness fell like a pall.
Then, were it day or night, I would spring up and hasten to the stable,
saddle my horse and dash away into the wilds.
Riding was the one solace left me,
the one relief to my misery.
During those unhappy months,
there was not an outlying settlement
or lonely farm within 50 miles of the town
that did not learn to know me,
scarce a settler with whom I was not on terms of friendship.
They were good to me,
those simple, hard-working folk,
asking no questions, glad only to see the face of a white man, the good wife setting her homely fare before me,
with apology in her eyes, or pressing me to the acceptance of a couch for the night.
I was not too far sunk in my self-absorption to neglect, after a while, to carry in my pocket
such little trinkets and favours as bring brightness to a woman's eyes, wherewith to my
my gratitude. I hated the town with a mortal hatred, yet I could not bring myself to leave it
for good, for as yet my old home was scarcely less repugnant to me. No question, but that it would
have been well for me if, at that time, stern necessity had compelled me to labour for a living,
or even if some employment, taken up for amusement, had been ingrained as a house.
habit. But the departure of Sir George had bereft me of all occupation, saving only the writing-up of
Mr Brompart's books, which I might do or neglect at will. Both sons failing him. He had long
since expressed the desire that I should come into the business definitely as a partner.
Two hundred and fifty pounds, he thought, was a ridiculously low sum for the good will of a half-share.
But though my old dislike had died out, I had no wish for a closer association with him than already existed.
Indeed, I had often reflected on the desirability of severing all connection with the family.
And had it not been for Sarah, I would probably have already done so.
A more self-absorbed pair than Janet and her mother surely never existed.
Clothes and government house comprised.
the whole of their interests. They were forever scheming to extort money from the harassed head of
the house, so that they might clothe themselves in fresh splendours. And from me, they sought to
extract little odds and ends of information concerning the private life of the governor and Lady Grey,
which might satisfy their curiosity, or be of use as small talk in other circles. Possibly it was
owing to my disinclination to gratify them in this respect that I eventually fell in their good graces,
for after a brief period in which I could do no wrong, I sank into a condition of mere tolerance,
from which I never again arose. As for the sons, their manner towards me was either
fawningly cheerful, in which case I knew what to expect, or out surly or viciously
insulting. No matter that one or both of them had borrowed a sovereign from me overnight,
it by no means protected me from being baited with senseless insults at the breakfast table.
You may wonder that in such circumstances I continue to lend them money,
without, as I very well knew, the faintest prospect of having it returned.
Yet I am probably not the only person who is found at once a
refinement of vengeance and a solace to his pride at the expense of his pocket.
With what keenness of silent disdain did I supply the needs of these two mean-spirited men,
and how often, within a few hours of doing so, have I need to call on my pride,
least I should be aroused into personal violence against them.
But of Sarah I have little but good to say.
She was my champion from the first day to the last.
I am bound to admit that she had many of the Brompart characteristics.
She had no power of endurance,
but must needs resent the most trifling innuendo as fiercely as if it were a blow.
She permitted herself to be drawn into rangles with her brothers and sister,
when by remaining silence she might have disarmed them.
In the family quarrels and they were of daily occurrence, she took her share as blithely as the rest.
It was not, I think, merely my partiality that made her appear to me always in the right.
When she erred, it was from excess of feeling rather than from the lack of it.
She was the only person in the house I ever heard speak of Mr Brompert in terms of affection, yet she was.
was also the only one he ever reproved.
If I had had any doubts of Sarah's kindness of heart,
it must have vanished in the light of her conduct
when my great trouble came upon me.
I have never spoken to her of my love for Helenaura.
Yet in sundry ways she made me conscious
that she was aware of it.
In the black days, which followed the sailing of the Commodore,
the most refined lady in the land
could not have shown me a more delicate sympathy.
She watched my comings and goings,
as a mother might watch over her child.
She fought pitched battles with,
and worsted her mother and sister
on the question of my meals.
No matter what hours I kept,
food was to be in readiness on my appearance.
Did not the boys keep all hours and nothing said,
though John was no older than Cedric?
night after night I have found her waiting for me
with a dainty little supper selected by her own hands
spread on the corner of the table
you shouldn't do it Sarah you make me feel ashamed
why it is not late I've been reading Mr Dickens new book
just look at my eyes I wouldn't have gone to bed for anything
he has no business to make you cry but I wish you wouldn't go
to all this bother, I have rarely any appetite for supper, nor for breakfast, nor for dinner.
Well, but I eat like a horse outside, cold-boiled pork and loaves of bread. Oh yes. Don't do it again.
There's a dare. Well then, eat something now. Even when I had worn out her patience,
she would frequently steal from her bedroom at the sound of my step to pour water into the little
teapot waiting on the half. It was this that led to the incident which brought my intimate
connection with the bromparts to a close. The favourite form of witticism with the young men
was to affect that I was a Māori and to speak to me in what they represented to be that
language. I do not know why they should have made me their butt and it is scarcely worthwhile to inquire.
Probably any youth set down in their midst would have fared the same.
But it is possible that their humour took on added malignity
from the facts that I was better educated and I trust better behaved than themselves.
On the particular morning at which I have arrived,
Richard, the eldest son, a man of five or six and twenty,
had been particularly offensive in his manner.
and as was her want, Sarah had taken up the cudgels on my behalf.
I had far rather she had followed my example of contemptuous silence,
but it was not in her nature to sit still when her feelings were aroused.
Mr and Mrs Brompart, together with Janet and the youngest boy, John,
had finished breakfast and retired.
Richard and Fred and I, having appeared later,
had detained Sarah in the room to attend to our needs.
For a while the battle of taunt and counter-torned went merrily on,
making little impression, except that of noise on my dull airs.
Then I heard Sarah say,
Fancy a man of your age borrowing money from Cedric.
John told me, and I shall tell father about it.
All right, my girl, responded Richard, his brows darkening,
and I shall have something to tell him also.
You think your little games in the middle of the night have no witnesses?
You take care, or.
And he concluded with a remark so gross
that in an instant the red blood dyed her face from brow to neck.
Then, with the single exception of his shallow, sneering countenance,
all the room became to me a black darkness.
A half rose and leaning across the table,
table struck him before he was aware with the palm of my hand on the side of the face so sound and satisfactory
was the blow that his head and freds rang together like the two hollow bones they were and for the first time since the sailing of the commodore
i recognized that the wallet of life was not left entirely empty sarah still rosy and shrinking with shame
clapped her hands in glee and turned on me a pair of eyes wondrously bright and admiring.
You young dog! cried Richard, white with rage, with the exception of one air,
which stood out like a great red danger flag.
I will wring your neck for that.
If he had done as much to me, I'd thrash him within an inch of his life, said Fred,
eyeing me viciously and still fingering the side of his head.
head. But life had returned to me in no meagest dream. You would? I cried, springing to my feet.
Then come outside and I will give you such another. Come both of you one at a time or together,
and putting Sarah who attempted to stay me aside, I moved around the table towards him.
In a moment they were on their feet and we were all struggling from the room to the passage
and thence to the open air.
behind the stable cried Richard, calling a momentary truce in the hostilities.
Good, said I, there or anywhere.
Don't you call anyone, Sarah, warned Fred savagely.
If she does, I added, I will never speak to her again.
Her red cheeks were white now, and she followed us with steps that at one moment hung back
and in the next came quickly forward,
crying out at her brothers for cowards all the while.
Go back, you fool, cried Fred, as we neared our destination,
and he raised a threatening hand as if to strike her.
Back yourself, said I, thrusting hard against his chest,
so that he reeled against his stable, but run and Sarah all the same.
They will kill you between them, she cried, two to one.
Oh, cowards, cowards!
possibly her words were not without effect on Richard,
for when we had thrown aside our coats and vests,
he glanced doubtfully from his brother to me,
and asked what it was to be.
Toss up which of you I shall thrush first, I suggested.
At that, they hesitated no longer,
but came at me both together,
striking wildly in their blind, revengeful fury.
Joyously I met,
them, life had come back to me as a river returns to its long, dry course.
The black rage, with which I had heard the older Brompats asperse the character of his
sister, had turned into a white flame, that rage of battle which counts no odds, and is capable
of achieving miracles. Yet, however high my spirit, it must have proved of little avail without the
training in self-defense, my foster father had given me, and after the first violent encounter,
during which I managed by a lucky blow to rid myself temporarily of the younger brother,
the latter adopted tactics less easy to deal with, attacking me from the rare and striking me
behind the ears with blows that set my head ringing. Again and again I manoeuvred to get the
wall of the stable behind me, but such a guard, though excellent in defence, is a hindrance to
attack, and as sure as ever I abandoned it in response to the call of some favourable opportunity,
I was subjected again to this assault from behind. At length I became convinced that if I were
to succeed, I must dispose in the first place of the younger brother. Hitherto my strongest efforts had
been directed against a more scientific fighter, for it had been quickly evident to me that
Richard Brompart knew something of the art of self-defense. But now, as the knowledge of my
misjudgment was brought home to me, I turned in a flash on my other assailant, forcing him
backward with the fury of my onslaught and breaking down what defense he assayed. I planted right
and left squarely in his face, sending him to earth,
his head, in falling, striking the stable wall,
with a violence that completely incapacitated him
from taking any further part in the proceedings.
But quickly as this was accomplished,
Richard was upon me before I could prepare to meet him.
Stars that never shone in any firmament
flashed suddenly in my eyes,
and reeling from the force of the force of the moment,
the blow, I stumbled over Fred's legs and measured my length on the ground. All this, while I had been
dimly aware of the girl hovering around us, now wringing her hands, now pressing them over her
eyes, but attempting no interference. As I fell, however, and lay for the moment stunned,
and at the mercy of my antagonist, she darted forward and thrust herself between him and my prostrate
body. But for that I truly believe he might in his black fury have kicked the senses out of me,
and as it was, I bore the mark of his boot in my ribs for many a day.
Quick, Cedric, quick, she cried. Oh, you unspeakable coward. No, no, no more. Oh my God,
what shall I do? I was on my feet again at last, my head whirling like a teetotum.
but a steadfast resolution in my heart.
I had lived amongst savages and learned of what wickedness they were capable,
but it was left for me to behold a white man strike a woman.
Bright on her pale cheek was a mark of his cowardly hand,
and I should have been no better than he if I had cried enough then.
Stand back, Sarah, I said,
this has got to be fought out. I can beat him and I will. Shudderingly and with fixed gaze she withdrew,
leaving us once again facing one another. Slowly my eyes were clearing and the numbness caused by the
blow I had received was passing away from my muscles. Yet I knew that for some moments longer,
I was in a condition to act only on the defensive. Brumpart, for his part,
was not without judgment in his rage.
He had learned that I was not the unskilled antagonist he had expected
and probably recognized that he must immediately follow up the advantage he had gained
if he hoped to come successfully out of the battle.
At any rate, he wasted no time in preliminaries,
but as soon as the girl withdrew came at me with redoubled fury
seeking with all the knowledge he possessed to deliver a knockout blow.
Wharily I watched and parried and bided my time.
His exertions had taken effect on him.
For ten minutes the contest had raged almost without pause.
And grandman, as he was, with the advantage of weight,
he was no match for me in endurance.
His manner of life was telling against him.
Even the sovereigns I had loaned him were now returning me interest.
His face was contorted, his breath coming short and sharp.
Judgment failed from his attack.
He fought with a wild desperation that invited catastrophe.
On my side, each moment found me better fitted for the encounter,
save for a cut lip and increasing dimness due to the gradual closing of one eye,
and a singing in the ears, I was as fit as ever.
At last, confident of myself, I began to attack in my turn.
But his bolt was shot.
Twice I felled him to the earth, and twice he staggered to his feet,
teeth set and eyes gleaming,
blackguard and brute as he was,
treacherous and mean as I afterwards found him,
that he had none of the physical timidity of the coward.
Enough, I cried, relenting, I am satisfied. But he was past reason. Like a maimed wolf he sprang at me again and yet again, and half unwillingly and yet of necessity, I struck him, full on the point of the chin, laying him motionless at my feet.
few but I was hot and thirsty.
Out of the hot glare of the March sun,
Fred Brompart sat up, sick and white,
and witnessed the overthrow of his brother.
Sarah had hastened away to the horse tank for a billy of water.
Come, Fred, I said, approaching him.
All the lack of the affair has been mine.
Give me your hand in peace,
as soundly as you gave it me in war,
and I promise we will not be long in forgetting the whole business.
Get away, you boasting prig, he retorted, rising shakily to his feet.
We held you too cheap, or it would have ended differently.
I'll forget it when I have paid you back with interest, not before.
Please yourself, I responded with a shrug.
If you choose to be melodramatic on account of a blow or two,
exchanged an fair fight, that is your affair.
He went off without further speech,
scarcely glancing at his brother,
who by this time was beginning to show signs of returning animation.
The blow he had received,
though inducing complete paralysis for the moment,
had no after effects.
And in a few minutes Richard was able to rise to his feet.
He did not look at me, nor did he speak,
and I did not again lay myself open to a rebuff.
Picking up his coat and vest,
he departed in the direction of the house.
It was five years and over
before I saw either of them again,
and then it was to a dreadful purpose,
as you shall hear.
Sarah, the billy in her hand,
stood looking after him till he disappeared.
Then she turned her eyes on me
and lifted the vessel to her.
my lips.
Drink, my hero, she said, smiling and breathless, and yet with something sombre and untranslatable
in her eyes, was any girl so unhappy as to be compelled to rejoice in the defeat of her
brothers?
The pity of it, I agreed, but could I remember that they were your brothers when, when?
Drink, she interrupted, flushing.
May you win your heart's desire.
You will, you must. How can she prevent you?
Who knows the delight of quenching his thirst, who is not drunk water from a billy,
the cold, dewy feel of the vessel, the sparkle of the liquid on the bright metal,
the curled, cold edge of the tin against your teeth, a satisfying sense that,
be your thirst ever so deep, here is a draft that will suffice to allay it.
That was good, Sarah, I said.
now I must go and pack my things.
Why? she exclaimed coming to a dead stop.
Where are you going? I scarcely know, I replied,
but I can find a lodging at the Osprey till I have made up my mind what to do.
But Cedric, why should you go? I must.
For what reason? They are not likely to touch you again,
and Father will be very angry with them when he hears.
It is not that, Sarah, I have never been afraid of your brothers, though I have borne much from them,
nor am I ashamed of what just happened.
But, well, do you not also feel that there is no alternative?
No, she said slowly.
I don't.
Then you do not guess what is in my mind?
Yes, I do, she said, averting your eyes.
Richard is mad.
I don't want you to go.
nor do I desire to go, but Sarah, there is nothing else to be done.
Why, she said again rebelliously, do you think I am in love with you?
No, no, I cried aghast, I am not such a vainful, but...
Well then, she said with a sudden, indescribable change in her manner,
you are wrong, I do love you.
I was stricken completely silent.
Of course I love you, she went on.
flushing but unfaltering. How can I help it when I see the contrast between you and my brothers?
I have never received kindness or consideration from anyone but you. It is not your fault. I knew all along
that it was your nature and no more, but my heart is not a stone, and now if you go, I shall be wretched.
We arrived beneath the shade of a pine near the back of the house, and here by mutual
consent we stood still out of sight and hearing of everyone.
I must go, Sarah, I repeated unhappily.
Don't you see that it is still more impossible that I should stay now?
Why is it?
If you do not love me and I know you do not, why should you not stay?
But even in the confusion and embarrassment of my mind,
I saw and pointed out the fallacy of her argument.
If I did love you, Sarah, that would be reason for my staying.
I know that you love Miss Wilde.
I shall not try to displace her.
Only if you go, the days will be all dreary.
Are you afraid of me?
I looked into her heart and saw the answer written there plainly.
Not of what you may attempt, Sarah, but of what you may accomplish unwittingly, I replied.
Every man, I said.
suppose has reason to fear what is within him, and I, more than most men, for they say that my father
before me was a traitor in love. I ask nothing of you, only that you will stay for a little while.
I know not how the discussion was ever brought to an end. Possibly someone appeared to interrupt it,
or it may be, that merely a sense of that long time we had spent over it brought it to a futile close.
It left a feeling of dissatisfaction in both of us.
Again and again we transversed the same ground,
using the same vain arguments.
I knew that there was but one course open to me,
and that was to go, and in the afternoon I went.
Some tale of the morning's doings had evidently been told to Mrs. Brompart,
for she refused to see me for the purpose of saying goodbye,
and I had to leave under the ban of her displeasure.
Janet, however, took on this occasion a stand different from her mothers.
I found her at the piano.
She wheeled around, quickly, and surveyed me from head to foot
as she gave me her beringed white hand.
You thrashed them both, she said.
At all events they didn't beat me, I answered.
You thrashed them, she repeated, and both at once I should have
like to see you do it. Goodbye. Sarah stood waiting within the doorway of Mr. Brompart's
workroom in the front of the house as I went down the passage on my way out. Her eyes and her tear-stained
face drew me in spite of myself and I went to her with a wildly beating heart. Think ill of me
of you must reader, but not of her. She was no older than I. I should have had the strength
depart from her with a handshake. I should have remembered Helena's pure kisses, rare and star-like,
and held my lips sacred. How miserable was I as I went my way? What a traitorous wretch I seemed to my own
heart. I had sworn lifelong loyalty to one girl, and here, within a few months of losing her,
I had exchanged passionate kisses with another. Helenora had sworn no oaths, yet I dare stake my
life that no compassion might open a way to her dainty lips. Never again, I told myself,
should any girl get within the guard of my reason to make a traitor of her.
my heart.
End of chapter 16.
Chapter number 17 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
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Chapter 17.
I return home.
Within a week after severing my connection with the Bromparts, I set out for home,
and not until the first step was taken did peace and contentment of mind
returned to me. I had thought that with the loss of Helenaura, I had plumbed the depths of wretchedness.
But those few days before my resolution was taken were surely the most miserable of my existence.
For all youth's weakness, life has no sterner moralist. I can smile now in my old age and find excuse for
my conduct, but I held myself despicable then.
I could not dismiss the thought of Sarah from my mind,
her warm kisses still clung to my lips,
the salt of her tears was in my mouth.
I hated her for the hold she had on my imagination.
Yet day after day I haunted the streets
in the hope that I might see her again.
I did not admit to myself that this was so,
yet the hateful knowledge was there,
deep down, covered with the multiplicity of self-deceits.
Mr Brompert was very anxious that the breach with his family should be healed.
When he became convinced of the impossibility of this,
he still urged the advantages of a partnership,
going to the length of reducing his terms from 250 to a mere £100.
It is simply because I like you, Cedric, that I make the offer.
We could work well together, and there is money to be made, my boy.
This is going to be a great city.
The hundred pounds is neither here nor there.
I don't especially need it, but Mr Purcell would naturally prefer to pay something.
What?
I am afraid it is of no use, Mr. Brompart.
I am very much obliged to you all the same.
Now, now, he exclaimed, with a persuasive cock of his head,
You are hip, you know.
I have said that it was a scoundrely thing for the boys to do.
I have apologised for everything.
I never was sorrier and more annoyed.
And by the way, Sarah has told me something about you lending the money.
That was wrong of you.
Come, come, how much?
And he began to fumble with his cash box.
Sarah was probably misinformed on that point, I replied.
At all events, I have forgotten all about it.
it. You are a strange lad, he said, medited to flee, and bit his forefinger, a habit he had
when puzzled. You won't change your mind. Harken your ear. This will be a great city. I know what will
make it so. What, sir, I asked, and then added bitterly. It had a great man in its midst and
practically cast amount. Will its citizens grow in prosperity by making drafts on the future?
"'Can they rise to greatness by selling one another building allotments?'
"'Tush,' he exclaimed half angrily.
"'You are cranky on that subject.
"'Sir George Grey, may he never return, has poisoned your mind.
"'But we'll let that be.
"'Ockland will be great in spite of him,
"'and I know what will make it so.
"'Gold, he breathed the word in a whisper,
"'his sharp eyes fixed on my face.
"'Gold! Come in with me. I know something.'
But I shook my head. I had not lived the life that gives that word a supreme charm for the
sons of men. "'Bah!' he exclaimed, leaning back,
"'You are an ass. What will you do then?'
"'I shall go home and help my father,' I replied.
And even as I spoke the words, the will and desire to be gone flooded my mind and heart.
At once my plans were made.
Already I was burning to put them in execution.
I shall start tomorrow, I continued,
and held out my hand to bid him farewell.
How? he asked.
There is no boat for the best part of a month.
I shall walk, Mr Brompart.
The trails are good, or I can pick up a canoe
and do nine-tenths of the journey on the rivers.
I shall be there in under a week.
If you don't get shot or tomahawked on the road, he supplemented.
That is a townsman's idea, I assured him.
The Māoris are not the savages, you citizens imagine them.
If I die of anything, it will be from the excess of their hospitality.
I wish I had your knowledge of them, he said enviously.
I could make a fortune.
The whole trouble comes from not knowing them.
It is more than probable that behind those words lurked the reason why he was so anxious that I should join him in business.
He'd thrown out many hints on the subject of land purchases during the years I had been with him,
but I invariably threw cold water on the idea that I could in any way assist him in his desires.
Well, it is no use talking. He broke off with a sigh.
you are an impractical young man and your mind is made up.
Give my respects to your foster father.
And by the way, I hope your little difference with the boys won't affect A?
I assured him that his business relations with my father would not be injured by what had occurred.
For so far as I was concerned, the affair was already forgotten.
And so we parted.
I left my luggage in care of the land.
in the inn, to be dispatched by the first boat, and with a light pikow on my back, and a strong
pair of souls on my feet, set out at daylight the following morning on my journey.
Footnote, pikau, package, end of footnote.
I shall not recall the incidents of that long tramp, well as I remember them.
I had done longer and more strenuous travels with Sir George Grey and Bishop.
Selwyn, but never before had I taken the track alone. Solitude was what I desired. I was sick of the
noise and bustle of the town, the never-ending hurry for wealth so incomprehensible to me. I wanted to be
alone with myself, that new other self which had sprung into prominence from some unsuspected
depth or shallow of my nature and lowered my pride and confidence.
I would have it out with him in the wide silent spaces of nature, whose children we both
were. Depend upon it, there is no medicine for the mind that is sick, equal to the lonely
tramp amid new scenes. The physical effort, not violent but continuous, the health-giving air,
the deep dreamless, well-earned sleep.
These are the things that renew the body and refresh the soul.
The weather was perfect.
Nature seemed at a standstill, dreaming of the past summer,
forgetful as yet of the winter.
I did but little of the journey on the water,
the end and a stretch in the middle only.
The remainder was over the fern-clad hills,
or along the route-crossed echoing forest trail.
I steered by the stars, by the beckoning summit of Perongya,
and by the knowledge picked up from the natives of the direction of the ancient ways.
At night I yielded to the mood of the moment,
either seeking the hospitality of the neighbouring village,
or avoiding it and making my bed beneath the starry counterpame,
and as my body grew in it,
health, my mind gained sanity. Sarah's kisses cooled on my lips. As a comet she had come,
appearing suddenly from the unknown, as a comet she faded from my vision. At last she was gone,
and there in the sky, clear and steadfast and undimmed, was the star of Halanora. So when the journey was
accomplished, I rounded the bend of the river, where I had seen the timber rafts emerge from the
gloom of the bush years before, and saw the evening planet shining in the sky, and the fresh-lit
lamps of my home below. Why had I waited so long? How came it that in my misery I had forgotten my
father's words, spoken on just such an evening as this? Wherefore do we hasten with our trivial
injuries to those we love, yet bear out our deepest wounds in silence. A flood of tender
recollections came over me as I moored the boat to the tying post, and on eager feet hastened up
to the house. The veranda doors stood open, and there, as I had pictured it, was a familiar
room, with the table spread for the evening meal. My father's book for the night lay ready on the
table near the window, his long clay pipe and tobacco jar beside it. I could have laughed and
wept as my eye fell upon them, and he was there talking to a young, tall girl whose glorious brown hair
fell in gleaming ringlets to her waist. Who could it be but puhi-huya grown into a woman?
The door opened, and in came Roma, bearing a dish in her hand.
I had been tortured with the thought that I should find some dread change.
Even death itself had been among my forebodings in the last few hours.
But they were all there safe and sound before my eyes.
I delayed no longer, but reckless of the shock my unexpected coming must give them burst into the room.
Father, father, it is I at last.
I saw the muscles of his face tremble.
then their arms were round me and mine around them.
Roma, spilling the contents of her dish on the floor,
stood alone, moaning to herself, but I would not have it so.
Resolately, even fiercely, I drew her, dish and all,
into the circle of our embraces.
Brown or white, she was all the mother my life had known.
How well do I remember that autumn evening,
10,000 nights are utterly forgotten, but that one remains.
I feel the cool air rising from the river
and see the curtains moving in the open window.
There is a dish of peaches on the table,
crimson and gold in the glow of the lamplight.
Books are everywhere, but no one touches them.
We talk of simple things and are vastly amused
over quite trivial jests and events.
My father is unusually talkative.
Not once does his mind pass into the clouds
wherein as a mountain summit it is want to dwell.
A moderate smoker, he empties pipe after pipe.
Surely the scent of the tobacco is in my nostrils now.
Merciful heaven!
As I recall that night, and think of what remains to be recorded,
my heart fails me.
I am tempted to lay down the pen and write no more.
The next day I took up the work I had set myself to do.
My father's business had become almost unwieldy in its dimensions.
The single store had thrown off shoots,
until now its branches extended over a territory
as large as an English county,
up and down the river, through the open country,
by devious forest trails our punts and packs were forever on the move.
During the three years of my absence, a great change had come over the district.
The huddled cultivations at the feet of the pahs had spread out into great areas gilded over with wheat.
Food plants covered the rich virgin soil and everywhere work was in progress with a view to extending their domain.
The age of the musket had passed away, cattle and horses, agricultural implements and seed,
were now the things dear to and desired of the chiefs.
When the history of the Māori, as a separate people, comes to be recorded,
the years of which I am now to speak, will surely be regarded as the halcyon time of the race.
A profound peace, the first for centuries, had settled on the land.
The people had advanced sufficiently far into civilization to perceive its grandeur and beauty,
yet not so far that they had lost confidence in themselves and their possibilities.
An enthusiasm had sprung up for the things in ideas of the white people,
and no voice had been raised to chill them with its warning.
Thus far shalt thou go and no farther.
The valleys of the Wipar and the Wicato
became great gardens and granaries.
The soil needed but tickling to smile in plenty.
Fungoid and other vegetable parasites
had not yet swept over and conquered the country.
And for almost the first time in the history of New Zealand,
food of the highest quality existed,
not merely in plenty,
but in superfluity.
In comparison with the ancient methods,
it was easily produced,
too easily, perhaps.
Yet, unless we regard work as itself and end,
undue weight may easily be given to that argument.
There were other causes at work to destroy this promising beginning,
and most potent of these was of steady influx of the whites,
left to himself with the knowledge he had already gained.
The Māori might have gone on, accumulating strength with the passing of the generations,
until at length he was fitted to march side by side with his white brother.
But the inrush of emigrants brought him daily into closer contact with them.
The pace they set him was too swift.
The grandeur of the temple of civilization ceased to inspire.
and now appalled and oppressed him.
He hesitated, stopped and drew back,
and even if war had not intervened,
to blot from the land,
the last traces of his labours and ambitions,
it is doubtful if he would ever again have essayed the road,
the first steps of which he had trodden in such hope and delight.
But I am only at the first days of my return.
Their leisure moments were spent in picking up the threads of the old life
and renewing the friendships and the acquaintances of my boyhood,
allowing for the great physical change that occurs between the ages of 15 and 19 years,
I was probably less altered to them than they were to me.
For the first time, the gulf between the Pakiha and the Māori became evident to me.
It even obtruded itself, and many months elapsed, before I again found myself back at somewhere
near the old standpoint.
Timoanoroa, to whom I went to pay my respects on the morning after my return, was my first
disappointment.
He had grown more obese and short-winded.
Always inclined to gluttony, I fear the years of peace and plenty had done him more harm
than good. The grossness of his body had reacted on his mind, for it seemed to me now that
as I was cunning rather than sagacious. But it was Rangiora I most desired to see, and I should
have trumped off to Pahua to seek him out had he not saved me the task by himself coming to the
house. Although I have been too busy with other matters to allude to him, I had not lost touch
with my boyhood's friend during all this while.
I had written to him many times
and received in response quaint and stilted compositions in English,
most beautifully engrossed in a large hand,
the which I could, by no manner of means,
reconcile with my memories of the dear fellow.
After a while I changed my own language to Māori,
but he did not take the hint,
and the careful compositions continued to arrive at intervals and perplex me as before.
However, here he was in the flesh, and thank goodness, willing to greet me in his own language.
He had grown a great fellow in the interval, though he fell short of the proportions of the great one,
who was the only man of my acquaintance, who could rival my foster father in stature,
he was fully two inches taller than I,
and yet of such breadth and shapeliness
that it was only when you ran a tape over him
that you learned how big he really was.
After his pleasure at my unexpected return
had abated in the fervour of its expression,
I began to notice a kind of absorption and dejection in his manner,
recurring at intervals as though there were something on his mind,
which he could not shake off.
Whether this had connection with another discovery I made
at the same time I could not determine.
Sometimes I thought it had.
At others I was not so sure,
or even convinced that it was not so.
This other discovery was that he loved Puhi Huya,
set a thief to catch a thief,
and a lover I lover.
I could not but a,
how his eyes dwelt upon her and followed her movements, how quick he was to foresee her
wants and supply them, how attentively he listened when she spoke, and how gentle was his voice
when he addressed her. Of Puhi-Huja herself in this new connection I could make nothing. Neither
word nor look revealed her. Her appearance of complete serenity may have been the mask
instinctive to her sex. But if so, it never slipped. My friendship for Rangiora was no slight thing,
yet I found myself wondering if it would stand the test of this discovery. It was natural with one
brought up as I had been that colour should not assume that intense importance it has in the
eyes of the ordinary white man. Yet it was there, a creation of my three,
years in Auckland. But far more potent than this in giving me a vague sense of dissatisfaction
and unease was the newborn knowledge of the disparity that existed between the inheritor of
civilisation and the child of savage parents. True that Puhi Huya was a half-cast, she was yet a white
in her ways and instincts, and neither in colour, form nor feature,
did she favour the savage half of her descent.
The dark blood had lent a subtle glow to her beauty no more.
I am not sure that there was not something mean and poultry in my first view of the matter.
But no sister could have been dearer to me than Puhi-Huja.
I doubt if I could have welcomed any man to the position of her lover.
There was probably only one person alive who would,
in my opinion, have made her an entirely satisfactory husband,
and his affections were already engaged elsewhere.
Full of such perplexing thoughts, I looked at Rangiora with new eyes,
and I was the better able to do so that there was little about him to recall the boy I had known.
I could not dispute that, despite his brown skin,
for he had not inherited his father's fairness,
he was pleasant to look upon.
His features were of the Roman type,
strong and clearly defined.
His eyes dark, liquid and intelligent,
and even the ill-fitting suit he wore,
could not conceal the symmetry of his figure.
One might have travelled a long way
without finding a finer man.
So much was satisfactory,
but had his brain kept pace with his body,
one may be drawn to marry a body,
but must live with a mind.
He was not very talkative,
and I did not succeed in rousing him to animation,
until I began to speak of the old days in the cave.
I have not been there since my friend left, he said at last.
It is too full of memories.
Then we will revive them together, said,
I, we will go tomorrow. He looked at Puhihuya, who was busy setting the table for tea,
but though she must have heard what we were saying and understood the inquiry in his gaze,
she gave no sign. Stop here tonight, I continued, and we will go by water. Even if the tunnel
be still there, I expect we have both grown too big for it. He agreed, and the expedition was
truly carried out. Up to the moment of our departure, I think he was in hopes that Puhi
Huya would accompany us. She did come down to the river bank to see us start. Will not the
plume of the Huya come also, he asked. No rangi, she replied gently, then added, smiling,
I am not so bold as I used to be. You must make a stairway up the cliff for me. He took her word
seriously and as we went on our way discussed the possibility of giving effect to the idea.
I have but a knife with me, said he. If it were a tomahawk, something might be accomplished.
She could get up as quickly as either of us, I said, giving tongue to my irritation at last.
It was but a polite way of saying that she did not desire to come. He was silent. Probably he needed no telling.
and was merely deceiving himself as lovers will.
But for some reason, his silence increased my annoyance
and goaded me into speech.
Are you perhaps thinking too much of Puhi-hoya-rangiora, I asked?
True, he said, if to think of her all the time, be too much.
Well, but my friend, I continued with forced calm.
That is idle of you.
You must know that nothing can come of you.
it, or are you so lost to reason, as to suppose that you can marry the daughter of the thumb?
So also has the great one reproved me, he said quietly. Yet if she were the lowliest slave girl in the
par, she would still be to me as a queen, to whom I must render homage. What? I exclaimed,
now fairly exasperated. Does Tihua ta forbid you to marry her on the ground that she is of a lower
rank than yourself? It is not my thought, he replied in the same tone. No such talk could rise
between Puhi Huya and myself. Yet it is no doubt hard for my father to forget that I am of the
blood of. But this was too much, and I cut him short, with a burst of scornful laughter that
derided him and his gods. I saw his face change, and a look of pained incredulity,
gather in his eyes. And in that moment of madness, there came to me a vision. On the bush trail
were two children, a girl and a boy. The boy's face was sick and white, and his step slow and
uncertain, for death had passed close to him, and the ice of his breath still curdled in his veins.
The girl's arm was around the boy supporting him. I could hear her voice still and clear in my
mind. How kind and brave is Rangyjora? If he be not descended from the gods, at least he acts as if he were.
A great revulsion of feeling came over me. I raised my hand to my forehead and as though by that
physical act wiped away the evil thing from my brain. Forgive me, Rangi, I said, I know not what imp of
madness came over me.
Is it love, brother, he asked in a whisper of fear,
not of the man for the woman, the brother for the sister,
if that admits of jealousy,
but it is gone, speak to me, of your love.
And he told me, in musical sentences, tinged with poetic beauty,
how the thing had grown with his youth,
till now in his young manhood it possessed him.
And Poohee, I asked him, I asked him.
presently? Who can tell of her when kindness ends and love begins, he said.
Alas, it is a hard trail on which my feet are set, and I would tread it alone until it brings me to
her door. The great one has chosen a maiden of high descent and of an ugliness inconceivable,
and he urges her upon me, nor is the maiden herself backward, being come to her 16th,
year and still husbandless by reason of the greatness of her birth. But this is the new-aged
rangyora, I said. It lies along the road of the white man and not the ancient track of the
Māori. There only may you advance yourself to greatness. So does the matter show itself to me,
agreed Rangiora. And so I have spoken to the great one. But his heart is of the old time.
quietly he lives raising not his voice in the council yet the spirit of bygone days is strong within him he waits a time when the tribe shall come to him and say it is enough rise up o'ariki and drive the pakiha into the sea that day will never come i said confidently i remember speaking of this when we were children but the years past
and the silence becomes deeper.
That also is true, he said.
Yet who can look into the future?
It is said in the council,
I know not whether the words be true or false,
that the power has passed from the governors,
and now we shall have many masters.
The government will no longer be a man,
but a machine without bowels or judgment.
Tell me, friend, greatly travel.
are the white men all of the wisdom of the thumb, of the good governor who has gone of yourself,
that they should do this thing? There are many amongst them who love the Māori's, I answered,
who will uphold their rights in the Parliament, and take shame to themselves if harm before them.
It was not until we reached the cave and renewed our acquaintance with its ghosts,
that Rangiora became communicative of his doings during the years of our separation.
He spoke hesitatingly at first, gradually warming under the call of my sympathy,
until at last he made a clean breast of everything.
Then I found that my surmise was correct,
and his troubles were not confined to the problematical issue of his love for Puhi-Huja.
He was, he told me, a Christian by conviction. During the vacations of the Farikura, he had lost no
opportunity of advancing himself in the knowledge of the faith of the Pākehah. He had read the Bible
through and through and found nothing within its covers in conflict with his ideas of the right
and the probable. Great and wonderful and full of hope for mankind was the sacred book of the
whites. But alas, the teachings of the Farikura were not in accord with it, and therein lay the cause
of his dejection. He had entered on his work with curiosity and interest, and had learned so rapidly
that he had become the star pupil, in whom the hopes of the teachers were centred. The tests,
which had proved insurmountable to many of the pupils, had offered no difficulties to him,
and now he was on the eve of the last supreme task,
which should release him from his bondage and retire him with honours from the college.
What are these tests, Frangy, I asked curiously.
For a while he hesitated, I am under a vow not to betray the secrets of the priests,
he said at last.
Yet if they be, as I am beginning to think,
the servants of the evil one, it is no sin to do so.
Advise me, friend, for my mind is divided.
It can be but trickery that they practice, I replied speciously.
No good thing was ever yet, by necessity, kept secret.
At all events, there are no ears save ours, and my lips shall be silent.
He looked quickly around him, and putting his hand in his pocket,
drew something out.
It is strange, he said,
that the evil one should be so active
and God so silent.
Behold this pebble,
know you any prayer
that will give you the power
to crush it between your fingers?
I took the stone from him
and examined it.
It was round and smooth,
as though water-worn,
and needed not the point of my knife
on its surface to convince me
of its extreme hardness.
No, said I, smiling,
neither with nor without prayer is it possible.
Yet I have seen it done, and I myself have accomplished it.
Then do it now, I challenged him.
He gave a negative gesture, and returned a stone to his pocket.
Some dark influences at work in the Farikura, he said,
for there the thing impossible comes to pass,
not merely the uttering of a spell that causes such a stone to crumble into dust,
but the incantation that will take life.
How?
It is known to you, friend, that cruelty is not in the heart of the Māori.
Save in the madness of the war passion, he takes no delight in the infliction of pain or death.
Cruelty belongs not to a race, but a kind.
I nodded agreement and waited with interest for more.
It is by the death spell that I gain my freedom.
All other tests I have passed, but this one remains.
I have heard a whisper of some such thing, I said,
but surely you, Rangiora, with your good sense,
are not so foolish as to believe that you can slave by an act of will.
If one should die following any act of wizardry of yours,
be sure that some deceit has been practiced to bring the thing about.
His face showed no lifting of its despondency.
Is it harder to kill a man than a dog, he asked?
That test I have accomplished.
The other awaits me.
Poison? I said uneasily.
What poison for bears to strike till the signal be given?
Something short of witchcraft must account for it, I objected.
Has my friend then forgotten the incident of the dead tree that became green?
What short of witchcraft will account for that?
And the final test is a taking of a human life?
When the new term ends, such will be my task.
The victim will be brought before me,
and with a spell must I destroy him.
Take heart, Rangiora, I said, endeavouring to make light of the matter,
though his evident belief in his powers impressed me.
You cannot do it.
Nor in my case he went on, unheeding,
will it suffice that I destroy a slave or a person of no importance?
They may bring me a well-born child, or even a lesser chief,
that the power of the gods in their descendant may be clearly demonstrated.
it is nonsense said i the victim may die of poison or share fright but not by any witchcraft of yours shake off this nightmare rangyora
or if you really possess the power don't wait for the end of the term but blast tiatua manu at the beginning that would be a truly meritricious act worthy of the descendant of the gods but he was not to be chafed
his beliefs, and at last I suggested that he should refuse to return to the college.
That cannot be, he replied, in one thing I must give way to my father.
If not in this, then in the matter of the maiden, and that is a thing beyond me.
Behold, the light at last!
We had been sitting during this discussion on the spot where, as children,
we had first beheld the drama in stone described in an early part of this history.
In the dim light, the curtain stood out in ghostly folds,
but save for a gleam here and there, the stage beyond was in darkness.
Suddenly, however, as Rangiora spoke,
a shaft of brilliant light pierced the opening,
as it had done on that far-off occasion,
and no doubt in due intervals from time immemorial.
And in an instant the scene stood forth in light and shade,
as though it were but that moment created.
For a long breath I saw it with the eyes of my childhood,
the struggling figures, the fallen hero, the kneeling girl,
then it became but a fantastic, meaningless collection of stalic mites.
but Rangiora gazed on with rapt vision till the last ray of light had passed.
Then he rose with a shiver, complaining of the chillness of the air.
We returned to the canoe soon after that, and I set him ashore on the edge of the track
whence he could make his way homeward.
Although we had found no solution of his trouble, his manner showed increased cheerfulness,
promising to visit me again before the term began, he went his way.
End of Chapter 17.
Chapter 18 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 18. The Path of True Love
Nature is very persistent, said my father,
putting aside his book and reaching out her hand
for the tobacco jar. Having once made a thing, she hates to get rid of it, the human body is
full of survivals. If Adam was a white man, I began. He was, interrupted my father, a twinkle in his eye.
That is beyond question. The pigmented skin is man's armour plate against excessive sunlight.
The greater the light, the deeper the pigment. No doubt nature was at work for ages on the
matter, but she will be twice as long in getting rid of her work.
The Māori, having changed his latitude, no longer needs a pigment, but it persists.
What matter? A shade of colour. It is admirable in the flower and the butterfly.
I want to fix my ideas, I said doubtfully. Does not all mankind co-join fairness with beauty?
today perhaps but it is a question whether admiration of the white man's qualities apart from his whiteness
may not have originated the idea do you assert that the negro conceived a pale skin is beautiful
before he had seen one it is conceivable then it is only accountable on the supposition
that that also is a survival from the original aspect.
But I know what you would be at, my boy.
The difference in colour is only perceptible through the glass of sex.
This is an excellent tobacco.
Have you no feeling at all with regard to it, father?
No, Cedric. I am colour-blind.
He gazed at me a moment whimsically through a cloud of smoke.
There was a time in the history of this planet
when the white man was a savage and the swarthy man the person.
of intellect. It will come again. To be white will not then seem so admirable, even to the white
man. Look deep, my son, is there nothing left beneath the brown skin of the boy, who twice saved
your life at the risk of his own? I was silent, and yet I think the hour was already passed
when that rebuke was deserved. I would have welcomed any argument that. I would have welcomed any argument
that helped me to the serene altitude from which my father looked down on mankind.
But it was only for the first few months that I was troubled by the vague distaste,
which prompted me to such discussions as these.
As I became once again familiar with the brown faces,
and resumed my old intimacy with Rangiora,
the feeling of the insuperable nature of the barrier of colour,
faded from my mind until at last my heart was unreservedly set on the successful issue of the loves of these two I use the plural deliberately for I had known Puhi Huya too long and too intimately to remain many days in doubt as to her state of mind for a long time no word passed between us on the subject yet by an
of little signs I knew that her thoughts were continually with her lover. It was from her that I
learned of certain schemes of rangiores which however ambitious I did not doubt would be in part
realised. Once free from their farikura he hoped to begin work on them and my father had
promised not merely his advice but such capital as might be needed. The younger
Rieke looked forward to the time when the whole of the tribal territories, while remaining in
their present ownership, should have yielded to the methods of the white man.
Sheep and cattle were to cover the hillsides, the valleys were to brim with orchards, and the
great flats laugh in harvests.
The spirit for the accomplishing of these results was abroad.
All that was required was a while.
resolute leader and capital to set the work going. The tribe was to grow rich and powerful,
its members were to live in comfortable houses. They were to have cities of their own,
ruled and policed, always subject to the law of the queen, by themselves. Their schools should
be the best appointed in the colony, and from them the most intelligent pupils should be selected
and sent into the lands of the white man
to learn special trades, arts and professions.
It sounds like a dream, I said,
and yet what is to prevent it?
At all events, the Māori must go on or die out.
The white people are pouring into the country.
In less than ten years,
the proportions of the population will be reversed.
Yes, and they will want,
land. Rangiora believes that the only way to hold against them is to use it. He is wise. Many of the
chiefs cannot be made to see that. They regard proprietorship as sufficient. They appeal to the
Treaty of Waitangi. But no treaty can stand against the law of nature. The pressure will come.
They must either bring the land into use or dispose of it.
to those who will.
I am glad you think Rangiora is acting rightly.
I do think so.
Of course, there are difficulties in front of him,
and his father is probably the greatest of them.
Yes, yet, I feel sorry for that old man.
You would, I said,
even if he ordered you to the oven,
and no doubt he would like to,
you will find excuses for him.
You know, of course, that he is strongly opposed to an alliance between you and Arangiora?
I think there is something pitiable in his fallen greatness, she replied, without answering my question.
As children, we scarcely dared to breathe his name in a whisper.
Now no one regards him.
His son does, as yet, I must say that in the circumstances, Rangiora's obedience,
does him credit, or otherwise, what do you two expect to come of it all if you do not put up a fight?
I do not expect to marry Rangiora if that's what you mean.
Yet, am I wrong in thinking that you would like to?
He has never spoken to me of love, she said evasively, but he is spoken to me and to our father.
She sat for a while, silent, gazing in front of her,
a soft light gleaming in her dark eyes.
Sometimes I have thought that the idea did not please you, Cedric.
She said shyly at last.
Do not think so any more.
No man would seem to me good enough for you, but that is all.
As for Rangiora, there is only three people in the world I like better,
and two of them are girls.
You know that I'm half a Māori.
No need to disparage that half with me.
In 500 years, the white aristocracy of New Zealand may also take pride in claiming their descent from the Māori gods.
I have a feeling that nothing will come of it, she said dreamily.
Always in my thoughts something stands in the way.
I have dreamed of it too.
A rock or a cloud or a tangled thicket.
Is Tihuaata all of these? I asked.
I feel that I could make friends with Tihuaata, with any creature of flesh and blood,
but this is a shadow not to be appeased or circumvented.
Come, I said encouragingly, that is not a healthy thought,
and I scarcely know my cheerful little sister in this new aspect.
If it were in my case you were speaking,
There would be some justification for despondency, and I began to enlarge on my own troubles.
There is something real and substantial in an obstacle which is composed of the whole thickness of the planet, I concluded.
She heard me with silent interest, then laid her hand with a light caress on mine.
You will marry her, Cedric, she said.
you will spend many, many long and happy years together.
I feel that, as clearly as I cannot feel the other.
You and Helenaura will make up in joy for the wrongs and unhappiness of the past.
Her voice had a strange quality of remoteness,
and in her eyes was the fixed gaze of the seer.
How long to wait, dear prophetess, I asked softly,
fearing to break the spell. Many stormy years yet, but it will be, it is sure, God has promised me.
Poo-hi! Her voice fell almost to a whisper, and in it was a suggestion of terror.
He will take you out of the burning city, only you. He will not let my father come.
I put my arm around her and turned her face to mine. Poo-hi, I exclaimed,
looking into her misty eyes and shaking her softly.
Poo-hi, what is it?
She shivered, and a light of consciousness returned to her gaze.
It is the Matakite, she said.
Footnote.
Matakita, second sight.
End of footnote.
Nonsense.
There is no such thing.
Then I do not know what it is.
This is the third time I've looked into that glass.
What glass?
Well, it is shadowy with moving reflections, she said vaguely.
I know about the shadows and what they are doing,
but one cannot describe it as one can real things.
No, I agreed, that is just it.
They are not real.
They are fancy spread of being too much alone.
Come, put on your hat, and we will go for a spin on the river.
As for this love affair, I propose to take a hand in it.
I am not afraid of the great one any longer.
This must have occurred some time towards the end of winter,
for it was not very long afterwards that I heard that Rangiora's days of pupillage were over
and that he had come with honour out of the college.
I was consumed with curiosity to learn from his lips,
the sequel of the story he had told.
me in the cave, and after waiting several days in the expectation of seeing him emerge from the
forest trail, or run his canoe ashore on the riverbank, I made up my mind to pay him a visit
myself. Since the occasion of the assembly, which had so nearly ended disastrously for me,
I had not set foot in the Great One's par. Change, I was told, had been at work there also. The old
glories of Pahuata were gone, never to be recalled. As elsewhere, the villages had descended
from the heights to the plains, building for themselves knew, but I am afraid, less substantial
and ornamental dwellings among their growing crops. A loft amid the ruins of his fortress,
surrounded by his band of wizards, a handful of slaves who clung to him rather from habit that
either fair or affection and a few ancient men of the tribe the great one dwelt in solitary state
waiting the summons of the hour to be around him were the hundred dismantled homes of his
seceded people and the closed ochre painted doors of the departed dead so sitting in the chill
sunless air of that spring morning, his great cloak of dogskin around him, his back to the
fuddy, almost in the very place in which I had last seen him, almost in the very attitude in which
he had doomed me to the oven, I saw him again. Warned of my approach, a few women and girls,
all that was left of that turbulent crowd which had overwhelmed me on my last visit, cried their
welcomes. Welcome, friend of my son, he said, as I stood before him. You have been long in
coming. It is many days since a storm died away. So many that I have forgotten, chief, I replied.
It is well said. The way to the Kianga is open and the way of return. This is your home.
I was agreeably surprised and knew not to what an
unless it might be the friendship of rangiora to attribute this change of manner if not of the heart that underlay it the chief's words are full of kindness i responded yet the house of the thumb stands open and the desired guest does not come
that is a thing understood between us he replied suffice it for this time that the white chief is not as the rangatira's of the
tribe to regard only the foot of the par and not its head.
Pleasant in my ears are the words of the Eriki.
It is a true saying that the heart of the thumb is with the Māori nation.
Tehuata raised his brows in assent.
For myself, he said, I regard not the white men who come and go.
I know not their queen or her governess.
The thumb only do I know, and with her.
is the compact between me and the people of his race. His words made little impression on me at the
time, but I was to recall them later and find in them a dread significance. But enough he broke off.
The speech of the old has no charm for young ears. Go then, your friend awaits you.
But it was Tukutuku, the spider's web, who next claimed my recognition. I gathered from
her face that she was moved by the sight of me, doubtless recalling that moment when the lives of
myself and her son hung in equal balance. She was not content as the chief had been to take my hand,
but put her face to mine in the greeting of the Hongi. Alas, little finger, she said in a low,
moaning voice, the young trees have sprung up and the old are beginning to wither. Not for
a long time yet, Tuku-tuku, I responded cheerfully. The Kauri still rises above the clouds,
and the tree fern shines green in his shadow. Footnote. Coorri. Demara Australis. End a footnote.
She laughed with pleasure at my pretty speech, and her intelligent eyes regarded me kindly.
Are the boughs of the young trees still interlocked, she asked.
Yes, I replied, putting a hand on Orangiora's shoulder.
Lay an axe to one and the other will fall also.
It is good. You two are of the young generation.
With them is the word.
Let there be peace between the white skin and the brown skin forever.
In response to my desire, Rangiora led me around the village
and mutually we recalled the tragic incidents of my last
visit. The Farikura was in excellent repair, and to my surprise, the storehouse used as an armoury,
so far from showing evidences of wear, gave signs of recent renovation and enlargement.
For what is the building news now, I asked, that such care is taken of it?
Guns, he said. I came to a dead stop and regarded him questioningly. The law against the sale of
to the natives has been repealed, he reminded me. It is a fancy of the great one to collect them.
I doubt of the act of the new governor was a wise one, I said, with a feeling of uneasiness.
Yet it surely shows how peaceful is the intention of the white man. To forbid their sale to the
Māori was a wrong, said Rangiora. To permit it is a foolishness. Whether or no I agreed with the
first clause, I was at one with him on the second. What object does the great one set himself in
their collection? I asked. Surely none but the old one. Yet he received me kindly and spoke with
favour of the thumb. Rangiora was silent a while. Little finger, he said at last. My father is no
madman. Sometimes I ask myself, if perhaps his sight may not be clear.
than ours. Yet verily, I believe if he held all white men in equal honour with the thumb,
this building might fall to pieces with the rest. His mind has truly changed then, I asked.
It is difficult to believe, remembering the past, that no malice lurks in his heart. Yet it is so,
my mother, who reads every thought in his mind, has told me that the spring is clear.
The thumb is a chief of the Ngati Maniapoto.
There may be anger between brothers, but presently the mud sinks and the water clears itself.
Even then I failed to grasp the true meaning of the changed relations between my foster father and the Riki.
On the outskirts of the par, past the last decaying habitation, a fresh incident of my boyhood recurred to me.
Here, in company with Pepepe, had my young blood chilled at the fearful apparition of the village undertaker,
ancient, ragged, emaciated, daubed with paint, insane.
There had used to be a track down to the Fari, but now rank weeds cumbered the way,
and a couple of bare poles alone denoted the spot where the wretched hovel had stood.
"'Where is she?' I asked in a whisper.
there he replied and pointed a finger to where the growth was densest come away it is an evil place for there she still lies un cleansed of her trade one morning a slave bringing food to the edge of the track found that of the day before still untouched no man has been there since we wandered from the village to a quiet nook in the hill out of the wind
overlooking a scene of great extent and beauty,
wood and water fading into a remote horizon.
And here I questioned Rangiora as to his manner of leaving the Farikura.
I had fancied in him a desire to avoid,
or at least a reluctance in speaking on the subject,
and now as I put my direct question, his face shadowed,
and for a long time he made no reply.
If you have repented confiding in me, I said at last, we will speak of other things.
It is not that, my brother, he answered quickly,
but I fear what may be your judgment on me for that which I have done.
Bitterly and unceasingly do I repent my action.
Yet if it were to do again, I know not but my choice would be the same.
Tell me. Little good comes to me from my last turn,
in the school, owing to the distraction of my mind over that which lay in front of me.
I questioned Ti'atuamangu, who at first would answer me nothing, but a few days before the
close of the term, he took me aside and revealed the thing that was to be done. It was a grandson
of Tipawa they had chosen, a youth of high descent by both parents, and against him I was to cast
the death spell. Truly, my friend, my heart turned to water, but I hardened my face and spoke.
It cannot be, Black One, I said, for this of your teaching, I have not learnt, to weave the spell of
death. Have no fear, O son, he answered me, the gods will strike through your speech.
Is there no other test that will suffice my master? I asked him, for you, he replied,
There is no other.
Consider well if that be so black spirit, I said,
for it is not in my heart to slay the grandson of Tibawa.
Then his face grew dark and he questioned me
if I would disobey the commands of the priests.
I will appeal to the Eriki that I be relieved of the test, I told him,
for it is a thing not in my power.
And if it were in my power,
it is not in my will. So he left me, and I sent word to my father, putting the case before him.
Deep was my disquietude till the message of the Eriki arrived.
Obey the priest's son, were his words, for the thing you tell of is within my knowledge and approved.
Yet if your heart be not uplifted to this greatness, think no more of the daughter of the thumb,
but take the wife of your people I have chosen,
and the way shall be made easy for you.
Alas, little finger, I was in the jaws of the shark,
and must-needs lose a limb.
Tell me then how your wisdom would have directed you in such a case.
I should have walked out of the school
and left my education uncompleted, I answered him.
That thought also occurred to me,
but I saw the face of my father, the great way,
one, he whom the tribe has deserted. He sat up here among the ruins, sad and alone, and his face was
turned towards Terenga. I could not but sympathise with his filial feelings in an aspect of the matter
which had not occurred to me. How then did you decide? I asked. For long it seemed to me,
better that the grandson of Tipawa should die than I should marry the maiden my father.
had chosen but as the dread hour approached it was born in upon me that by no desire
could I bring myself to the casting of the death spell it was then my brother that
light came to me in the darkness I looked and perceived that the gate of life
stood open and through it from the world of spirits came the ray that dispersed
the clouds yet once more I sent a message to my father and in it
it I told him that by no manner of means could I bring myself to the performance of the test.
To my mother also, I wrote, asking that she plead for me with the Eriki. It wanted then but a few
hours to the time of trial, and down sank my spirits as the moments passed and no answer came to
me. I had made all things ready, and my eyes were on the open gate when a priest brought
to me a letter from my mother. One thing she had achieved for me, with regard to the maiden of
high descent, I might have my desire. With regard to the other, the Eriki was to have his.
So would a way of escaping the test be found for me. Truly, the shark's jaws had met in my body,
and the half of me was torn away. There was left to me just the hope that,
the mind of the Eriki might turn towards Puhi-Huja as it had turned towards her father.
I marvel that it has not done so already, I said.
One would have thought that after all these years,
he would have recognised that there lay his son's opportunity for greatness.
The mind of the Eriki is dark to me in this matter, said Rangigura.
Sometimes I have thought that he had no true desire for the maiden of high living.
lineage, but urged her upon me to try me.
I recalled Puhihuy's prophetic despondency,
and a dull but scarcely personal resentment gathered in my mind.
Then it is the daughter of the thumb and not the grandson of Tipawa,
who is to be the victim, I remarked.
Say not so, Little Finger, he replied gravely.
The queen may drop a tear for the soldier who falls,
his is the wound and the pain of it.
I could not but be touched by this evidence of the state of humility
to which love had brought the proud descendant of the gods,
and inwardly I vowed that no effort of mine should be spared
to bring about an alliance between my comrade and my foster-sister.
End of chapter 18.
Chapter number 19.
of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This is a Libravox recording.
Chapter 19. Letters from Home
The remoteness of New Zealand from the civilised world
at the time of which I write
is evidenced by the fact that while I parted from Hallinora
on the last day of December,
it was not until the end of July that I heard from her
and thus received my first intimation of the safe arrival of the bark at its destination.
During all those long months I had been at frequently recurring moments a prey to the most dreadful misgivings.
Veverishly I opened the mails as they arrived and sick at heart I cast them aside
after searching again and again for news of the Commodore.
But at last an inner dazzling burst of light, the enigmatic darkness dissolved.
Here was news in plenty, not only from my beloved, but also from Lady Wilde, Miss Temple,
and Sir George Grey.
The latter sending me also a volume of poems by a Mr. Robert Browning, with which she had
professed himself greatly struck.
Gathering together the flimsy envelopes, and a set up,
of foreign correspondence in those days, I hastened to a quiet spot on the river, and there spent
a luxurious morning with my absent friends. It was not the Helenaora from whom I had parted,
tremulous, half frightened at the kisses she gave me, the child awaking, who wrote me now.
She had fallen back into slumber, and this was my old playmate, albeit in her best,
and most affectionate mood.
Not a word said she of lovers or sweethearts,
and there was but one phrase in her letter,
which rightly or wrongly I could construe into such a reference.
I suppose your dear Puhi Huya is more beautiful than ever,
ran her last postscript.
For the rest, her pages were full of description
and the incidents little or great of travel.
Nevertheless, I read it over and over again, weighing every phrase in the scale of my love,
and fancying I detected here and there a balance in my favour.
Lady Wilde had little to say of her daughter,
the greater part of her letter being devoted to the disappointment of my grandfather
and the possible marriage of my uncle.
It was from Miss Temple that I learned most of my beloved.
The governess was about to lose her dear pupil, though she was happy to say that the separation was only for a term.
Lady Wilde had been kindness itself in her arrangements for the future.
Darest Hallinora also, now that their long and intimate companionship was drawing, alas, to a close,
had given her the sweetest evidences of affection.
Mr Trigarthen would perhaps remember moments of death.
difficulty when the inception of the stream of knowledge was hindered by rebellious impedimenta.
I knew not what to make of this passage, unless it had reference to obscurities in the German text,
but such were now at an end.
Helenaora's manner was unchangeably beautiful.
The writer went on to refer to several occasions when I had been the subject of conversation,
giving me Helenaora's words and her own,
with results to which I no doubt attached an exaggerated value.
All is yet well, she assured me,
and I pondered over the word yet,
and wished she had not used it,
endeavouring to persuade myself that she had done so inadvertently.
As I reread these lines concluded the kind lady,
I am reminded of those exquisite verses,
of her beloved Shiller.
O satte's insurg,
Susseshofen.
The estele
Godne Seid.
The oge
see the
Himmel often.
It shveled
the heart
in zealigate
and that
she
evers
Grunen
Lebe
The shunner
Seid
the Junen
Lebe.
Believe me
my dear Mr. Trigarthen, ever your friend and well-wisher, Aspasia Temple. Poor Miss Temple!
It was many a long year since a hand that wrote those lines laid down its fluent pen forever.
Of the next five years of my life, I have little to tell you. My boat had drifted into a backwater,
and saving only letters from England, hardly a wave of any importance reached.
me. It all seems sunny now, a long summer, beneath which time has submerged the winters,
and yet as I lived through it, busying myself in the affairs of Purcell and Trigathan and the
developing projects of Rangiora, so that there was scarcely an idle moment left, I know that
it wore for me something of the insincerity of a dream. Something also of a dream's underthrob
of melancholy and mystery pervaded it, and to pause in my labours was to become conscious of the
continual unrest that underlay the calm surface. Current swift and strong swept the underwater's,
yet there lay my bark motionless on the serene surface. But those letters are me,
how life quickened in me as they came fluttering across the world into my
eager hands. How sometimes causelessly it may be, I exalted as I read them, how far more often
they plunged me into weeks of gloom. At first there would be a letter every month or six weeks,
then they declined to four a year, three, even two, but not for five years did they cease
altogether. Of her doing she told me, of her school and her friends.
Her account of the Alps ran into many pages,
and I duly froze with her on the lesser mountain peaks.
I watched her jealously as she moved amid the gay scenes of Paris under the wing of her mother,
accompanying her through the Louvre, and knelt with her in the dim cathedral light of Notre Dame.
I attended with her the Christmas festivities in the ancestral home of the Trigarthens,
met my uncle's new wife, and in due time was introduced to his baby, the desired son and heir.
This was the type, the mere pleasure in reading her words once passed, that left me sad.
The thrill of delight in life was in them, life, a pageant of action and colour, that swept her away in its midst.
What connection had it, with the far-off, obscure and.
New Zealander, moving on his petty and monotonous round. There was another type, rare indeed,
but still in the course of years they grew into a little pile of themselves. When under the influence
of some passing mood she came back to me. Some little thing no doubt had gone wrong. She had
quarreled irreconcilably with a friend, been reproved for naughtiness, or met with some mighty
disappointment, and the necessity of writing to me had caught her at that propitious moment.
On a high level of wisdom and seriousness were these compositions.
Literary care was evidenced in them, and they pointed out the vanity and futility of life
with a subtle delight in its hollowness, only to be matched in the pages of the poets.
But it was at these faint fires I warmed myself,
and when I arrived at such a passage as,
I often think with longing of the happy days of my childhood in sunny Auckland
and wish that I might live them over again.
Then such a glow came over me that the wintriest day was changed into summer.
For my part, no mail left the port of Auckland that did not carry a letter from me.
If I was able from what she wrote to draw a moral,
or less complete outline of her life, my letters must have furnished her with a finished picture
of my own, and so it continued to be, even when the frequency of her replies, had fallen almost
to vanishing point. It was an understood thing between my father and myself, how arrived at I
cannot remember, that someday I should go for her, that the matter was in his mind I knew, not by any
open speech, but indirectly by chance words, and for these, as time went on, I came to be
always on the watch. When he remarked that early marriages were a necessity with a dying race,
or that barbarous peoples matured more rapidly than the highly civilised, I interpreted his words
to mean that I was to wait. Once accompanying him with Puhi Huya round the garden, listening to his
talk on the community of plants. It was the evening of a mail day, and either I was dissatisfied with
Helenaora's letter, or the absence of one. I think I could detect the moment when, in the midst of
his cheerful talk, he became aware of my silence and abstraction. Nevertheless, on he went with his chat,
passing from country to country of the world, in search of his illustrations, as though the whole earth
were familiar to him, and coming to a stop only when the last bed had been surveyed.
Yet, said Puhi-Huja with gentle slyness,
you haven't told me why these buds are so long in opening,
and it was to learn that that I invited you and Cedric into the garden.
Patience, little gardener, he replied, laughing,
the flower that lasts longest takes longest to expand.
His eye, as he spoke, dwell for a moment kindly on me,
and I know that in some mysterious way I was comforted.
But now I was nearing my 23rd birthday,
and Hallinora was in her 20th year,
and at last I broke silence.
Shall I go now, father?
He put a marker in his book and set it aside,
fixing his eye meditatively on the log-fold.
fire. Roma and Puhi Huya were in bed for more than an hour not a word had been exchanged between us.
He might very well have misunderstood my sudden question, but he did not. I could tell that his
thoughts had gone straight as an arrow to the matter in my mind. It is very necessary that we should
not make a mistake, he said with a sigh at length. Would you care to show me anything she has
written you? I sprang to my feet and brought from a sacred corner in my desk her four latest letters,
setting them before him in the order in which they'd been received. He read them carefully,
smiling occasionally at some passage which amused him, but his face wore the same air of pondering
when he had finished the last of them and laid it with the others on the table. My heart beat fast
with expectation, but I contained myself and waited.
Would you go a claimant or a supplicant?
He asked presently.
His words raised a question I had never been able to answer
to my own satisfaction, and I was silent.
One thing emerges from these letters,
he went on gently, touching them with his finger.
The writer is absolutely heart-whole.
perhaps you have thought maybe you have had reason no sir i replied i am under no delusion as to her feelings love for me is not amongst them
is there bitterness in your tones a shade natural cedric but not reasonable you have caused to congratulate yourself rather for by this time she must have met many men her equal in rank in intelligence
Yes, Father, and for that reason.
Do you know that is so?
He broke in on my impetuosity.
Lady Wilde has told me.
There have been many admirers, two in particular.
Proposals?
I assented.
And Lady Wilde would help you?
Is that so?
She would not oppose me.
Of course, I cannot help feeling that in one respect,
I am no match for Hallinora.
She will have third.
thousand pounds no more my father observed indifferently and no less I added with a rueful laugh he was silent a while toying with some trifles on his reading table there is evidence in her letters of a very strong regard he said at last but so complete an absence of allusion to anything pending between you that I am wondering a little with regard to your own letters I have always had it
mind to go to England, I answered. In the meantime, I have not run the risk of tiring her with
too many protestations. He nodded comprehension. But that policy may be carried too far, he remarked.
It has probably served its purpose. Come, we will not go to England just yet. We will first add
our proposal to the others. Make it the sole topic of your letter, beginning with the first
word and discontinuing only with the last. Right also to Lady Wilde. By the way, I am sorry to read
such poor accounts of her health, and tell her that you have fifty thousand pounds invested in
English consoles. But sir, I cried, almost speechless with amazement. He drew his book towards
him and opened it at the mark. We are told that all is fair in love and war, he said.
with a comical glance.
Yet so bold a statement should perhaps not be made without warrant.
The stock was transferred to your name on your 22nd birthday.
For several years past, my ideas of my foster father's command of money
had gone on expanding.
But hazy as were my notions of what constituted wealth,
I was stricken breathless by the magnitude of the sum he mentioned,
and the careless generosity with which he bestowed it.
Some confused words I began,
but he cut me short with a movement almost expressive of impatience.
Do not give it importance it does not possess were his words.
The money came lightly to me.
I was not among the poor creatures who created it.
Yet there is one thing in connection with it in which I can take pride,
that it has fallen to my lot to have a share in the upbringing of a man to whom I can give it without a single fear.
Before I went to bed that night the letter was written.
As I opened my long sealed heart to her, it seemed as though nature took the pen from my hand and wrote the words for me.
Though I have utterly forgotten its contents, I have a belief even to this day that it was,
was a good letter, eloquent and moving, as deep sincerity must be, and as only deep sincerity
can be. It left within the week, and I set myself to the months of waiting with what fortitude
I might. It was crossed not far from the shores of New Zealand by a letter from her,
and she had written me another before it finally came into her hands. The first of these was short,
tinged with gloom, and so cold in its tone that the newborn lust of life, which had followed on the dispatch of my proposal, was quenched in me as I read it.
Yet, analyze the sentences as I would. I could not fix on any particular word or phrase as the cause of my dejection.
It was not the joy masquerading as misery with which she had amused herself in letters already alluded to,
It was unquestionably the real thing, and the reason, though it avoided expression, was to be read
between the lines. She was in the south of France with her mother. Lady Wilde's health was not
improved with the change, as had been hoped by her medical advisers, and now they were returning
to England. No description of scenes or events, no word of herself, no allusion to anything
contained in my recent letters, or even acknowledgement of their receipt. I marvelled that she should
be able to say so little and convey so much in the three pages to which her letter ran.
From that moment the foreboding of trouble never left me. I did not doubt that Lady Wilde was dying,
difficult as it was to associate anyone so beautiful with a grim spectre.
Yet, sorely as I should miss my kind friend and correspondent,
I had an instinct of disaster, which was to touch me more nearly.
What form it would take I did not know,
but that it would come, that probably it was already on the way,
I was as sure as I was miserable in the conviction.
The advent of steam to New Zealand had not so far wrought anything approaching a revolution
in the length of time, which attended dispatch and reply to correspondence,
and I'd still to look forward to many months of suspense,
before Helenaore's answer could reach me.
But my time of trial was not to last so long,
barely three months had elapsed before my eyes were again gladdened
by the sight of the familiar handwriting.
Hoping and fearing, I tore open the envelope,
in my haste suffering, a part of the contents to fall through my fingers to the floor.
I knew what the thing was before I stooped to recover it,
and my mind formed the words before the opened card gave them to my vision.
In memory of Lady Dora Helen Wilde, who died.
Dear Cedric, my mother has been in her grave a week today.
She died on the 28th of last month.
on the anniversary of the day on which your father left Rigarthen house, never to return.
You will say that this is a coincidence, but to my mind it brings together two facts in the relation
of cause and effect. Do you think that is a wild idea? I knew my mother's heart. Even when I was a little
child, she was as much a sister to me as she was a mother. She never grew old.
Her spirit was broken forever on the day your father deserted her,
and though she was fated to lose her husband also,
after little more than a year of married life,
that was a minor loss.
Admiration and affection were all she had left to give my poor father.
She was conscious to the last, resigned, even cheerful.
Her only anxiety was for me.
She was not forgetful of you,
Within an hour of the moment she breathed her last, she spoke of you,
and whether or no it was of you she was thinking,
Cedric was the last sound I heard from her lips.
Is such loyalty, regardless of the worthlessness of its object,
rising superior to all counter-influences,
a thing admirable and beautiful?
It seemed so in her.
Yet such a state of mind might as often
have its origin in weakness as in strength. You see, to what condition of mental calm I have attained
when I can thus coldly criticise my darling in her new maid grave. I would have you think that I am
calm and deliberate when I write that my mother's grave lies between us. It is a barrier
nothing can remove. No word of yours, no compassion of mine. I do not know what has been in my mind
during the last seven or eight years. The wind is blown all ways. But I do know that when a child you
asked me to be your sweetheart in the garden of St. Kevin's, it was not love I had in my mind,
but vengeance. As your father treated my mother, so would I.
treat you. I would lead you on and delude you until the moment arrived when I might pay back to you
the wrongs your father inflicted on my mother. It was a cruel scheme. Childhood is cruel. But I dare say
there are very few people with sufficient strength of will to carry out such an idea. I might
have done so if you had been different. I have never met anyone so open, so unawares. I've never met anyone so
unsuspicious as you. I have never since met anyone who so compelled my respect,
so incited me to good faith and honourable dealing. Strange indeed in your father's son.
And so the plot failed, not from the lack of evil in me, but the excess of what is good in you.
Yet the end is the same, saving only that it is accomplished in sorrow and not in melancholy.
I know that what I have written will wound you, but you may find some comfort in my unworthiness.
I might wish for your sake that the years of our separation had abated the strength of your
feelings, but not for my own. To me you will always stand for what is best in humanity,
strength and resolution, gentleness and endurance, and you have formed for me and I have formed for me,
ideal I would not lose, even to avoid myself suffering. And so I bid you goodbye. Do not waste yourself
against my resolution. If you write, I shall not answer you. Let me go quietly out of your life.
The little office behind the store was in total darkness when my father's voice calling my name
roused me to the world about me. The door opened, and I saw his figure against the blackness,
a small lamp in one hand, an open letter in the other. His face was grave, even harassed,
but its expression changed as his eye fell on my huddled figure. What is it? he asked quickly,
setting the lamp on the table. In silence I put the letter into his hand. He read it standing,
then seated himself and perused it again.
You must go to her, he said at last.
The Westmoreland leaves Sydney in ten days' time.
He sprang to his feet, and taking the lamp to a file on the Southern Cross,
began to search the shipping intelligence.
Yes, you can do it, he continued eagerly, after a moment,
but it means starting to-morrow.
Captain Morse is to sail at midnight.
we will send a message to delay him while your things are got together come everything fits in admirably and he rubbed his hands with an appearance of satisfaction but i did not move
he stood a moment regarding me and i saw his hand stealthily crumple and conceal the letter he had brought with him into the room it is a pity we have not a little more time to prepare but there will be a spare day or two
Sydney and anything you need can be purchased there. However the first thing is to notify
Morse and he took a step towards the door. Father, I said, and he came to a stop on the instant
his back towards me listening attentively. Was that letter from the chief of the Gnati Hawa?
Yes, Cedric, he answered after a pause. A few lines, but of no consequence now. Yet,
is it good news or bad?
His reply was long in coming.
It is bad, my son, he said at last, bad,
and in his voice was reluctance
and an infinite passion of regret.
No more was said.
Thank God he knew that no word he could say
or any human being could say
could tempt me to leave him then.
End of chapter 19.
Chapter number 20 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
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Chapter 20 The Storm Cloud
For the long calm day has come to an end
and night dark and gloomy is descending on the fair landscape.
The change was no matter of a moment.
For years I had watched the growing of the cloud
and struggled against the idea of its significance.
Even when its significance was admitted,
I lived in the hope that it might pass without breaking,
that the will of honourable men on both sides would prevail
and that a way of escape would be found.
But its origin lay deeper than the axe, good or ill, of individual men.
They might hasten or retard, even alter.
the method, but they could not affect the result. Clearly do I see now that human passions
were but the instruments of the inevitable, and insofar as we fought against them, not wisely,
but in anger, we hastened the coming of the end. The Māori War was precipitated by an act of
injustice of the colonists. So much is unquestionable. But when that is said,
there remains nothing to be added.
That but for the war, the condition of the Māori might have been different today is a mere dream.
For a thousand who fell in the field, 10,000 withered in the airs that blew from the habitations of the white men.
The living inhabitants of a country, animal and vegetable, mutually adjust themselves.
In New Zealand, separated by vast oceans from the nearest,
mainland, this adjustment had been carried to a point which simulated perfection and stability.
Something conceivable as a unity of character pervaded it, from the lowly moss to the giant
kori, from its strange polymorphic plants to its singular birds. But the addition of one insect,
one microscopic fungus, rendered it as liable to collapse as a little bit of a little bit of a
a house of cards. The farmer of today is engaged in a Herculean struggle with disorder,
but there is no fact of early New Zealand better authenticated than that the country originally
was peculiarly free from fungoid pests, destructive insects and deadly diseases. Man was intermittently
violent, but for the rest nature was in a gentle mood.
With the European settler, came into Alia those ancient evils from which his civilization
has never had the wit to release him.
Freed from the restraints of the harsher latitudes, often escaping from the clutch of their own
special enemies, they ran riot in the virgin field.
Birds fell from the boughs, and no man could point to the cause.
Vigorous manhood succumbed to man.
that would scarce confine a European child to its bed,
and more, more insidious and deadly than was ever waged by man,
ravaged the aforetime happy aisles.
We did not tell ourselves then that the Māori was doomed,
that his best hope was extinction in the blood of the conqueror.
Just then he was very much alive,
very sure that grave injustice had been done him,
very determined that it should be retracted or revenged.
The policy of laissez-faire,
if indeed it were a policy and not the entire absence of one,
which had followed on the vigorous methods,
propitiatory and educative of Sir George Gray,
had resulted in failure.
The system of hereditary chieftainship,
a tool ready to the hand of the government,
had been suffered to fall into decay
long before anything had been devised to take its place.
And from a number of well-ordered communities,
the Maldi nation had degenerated into a mob
whose individual members regarded with equal indifference
the law of the Queen and the Eriki.
Not that this indifference took the form of lawlessness,
pride held fast even where the moral sense might have proved inadequate,
and offences were oftener those of a mission than commission.
It was as much the recognition of this disorder among themselves
as doubts of the honesty of the government that led to the initiation of what is known as the King movement.
Its instigators sought to re-establish that order which the wise,
passively it may be, had caused to be broken,
and to make for themselves one voice in place
of the numerous conflicting voices of the past.
It was inevitable that the desires of the settlers
should clash with those of the original owners of the soil
and no policy, short of abnegation on one side or the other,
could have prevented such conflict occurring.
but the Māori was not unreasonable.
He recognised the permanency of the occupation of the country by the white man,
and theoretically, if not always practically, he admitted his needs.
But he also saw, and with equal clearness,
whither the division of his own councils was driving him,
and above all he recognised the necessity for concerted action
in the alienation of the ancestral estates.
For my part, not merely my human sympathies,
often enough I admit deceptive guides,
but my judgment were also on the side of the originators of the movement,
and I still believe that if with due regard to British sovereignty,
a matter which was never in dispute,
it had been openly accepted and encouraged by the government of the day,
not only might a costly and protracted war have been averted,
but that monstrous edifice of native land laws
through which no human brain can penetrate,
which stands today a monument to legislative stupidity
and a perfect example of how not to do it,
would never have been called into existence.
and so might the North Island have been spared that long paralysis which still lingers in a hundred fair and fertile valleys.
With the assistance of the government it might have been possible for the Māori people
to elect a king representative of the whole of the tribes, as it was he stood for but a section and a disaffected one.
The choice fell on a chief of the Waikadoes, a son of Tiferoferro,
who himself enjoys the unenviable distinction of being one of the most ruthless savages of Moldi history.
But the man who truly represented the Maldi nation during that stormy time,
who stood for all that is best in his race,
and who mentally and morally could compare not unfavourably with his civil,
opponents was Wiramu Tamihana, chief of the Nati Hawa and a son of my old enemy,
Tiwahara. On him it was that when the struggle came, the eyes alike of Māori and European
were turned. In strong contrast to his dominant father, he was not a fighting man.
Bloodshed and any form of violence were averse from his nature. A love of
was ingrained in him, deeply religious, honourable, chivalrous, he commanded the respect and
goodwill of everyone with whom he came in contact, and no stronger argument in favour of the justice
of the cause he espoused is to be found than the fact that he did espouse it in words while
words availed and an action when the hour for talk was gone by.
With this brief summary of events fateful to the colony, I may return to my own people.
Timor noroa was dead of a surfeit of cucumbers obtained, alas, in the garden of his Pakiha.
My father, finding him seated in the patch, had, with the delicacy his sense of hospitality,
enjoined, hinted that to be sparing in the eating of cucumbers was a necessity he himself alighted on
after many adventures to the contrary. Timon-o-roa smiled in the superior knowledge of his own
internal capacity. I have eaten two of the watermelons, said he, and this is but a small thing
in comparison. Does the thumb say that six of these prickly ones are the equal of one melon?
I fear so, chief, said my father,
nay, it may be that one of these is more than equal to two melons.
It is a matter known to the Pakiha, admitted Timon-o-no-roa,
sheathing his knife with reluctance.
The four I have eaten shall suffice.
And they did.
We laid him to rest, with wailing and much feasting,
for to his beneficent government the hapoo was deeply indebted.
and Piripi, his son, reigned in his stead.
Quite otherwise did fate deal with the Eriki.
The years during which he had dwelt almost alone on the mountain,
collecting guns and keeping his own counsel,
had invigorated rather than relaxed him.
No Pakiha novelties had played havoc with his constitution,
seducing him into habits of sloth and gluttony,
as he was when I first saw him, fair skin, dark-haired, big-framed, but not corpulent.
So he was now. And as his decline had withdrawn no dignity from his countenance,
so now, in his time of triumph, did he betray no elation. For the hour for which he had waited
was at hand, and all men knew it. No longer did high chiefs in passing rest at the foot of
the par, regardless of him who sat among the winds. One after another they made the ascent,
greeting him in fair words and listening with attention to his rare speech. Had he put himself
forward or given encouragement to those who would have done so, he might have imperiled the
kingship of the son of Tiferofero. But his word on this matter had been consistent with his
whole life policy. First he had said, we will get rid of the kings and queens we have.
There came a day when the noisy village council, muddling through its petty matters, heard far off
the sound of the trump of doom, then was felt the need of the son of the ancient gods.
Unanimously they sent word to him, inviting him to join the assembly and direct their council.
Away went the messenger, climbing the steep escarpment,
until at last they saw him disappear like a fly through the great gateway.
Swift was his return.
He had but vanished from sight when, lo, he was back amongst them.
Speak then, what says the great one?
Thus does he answer you.
Where the ariki sits, there is the runanga.
Footnote, Rulnanga, the Parliament.
End a footnote.
Truly a kingly answer,
and for all the swollen pride of the years of peace and plenty,
they bowed their heads in loyal subjection
and climbed into his presence.
You will not suppose that his mind had suffered any change from recent events.
He had but one stern word for them, war,
and so disquietened and yet in a way strengthened, they returned.
He said so, and he was right, said Rangiora, in a voice which blended filial admiration and regret.
Not unless you make him so, Rangi, I reminded him, what part has Zengati Maniopoto in the troubles of Taranaki?
Then, if the French invade Kent, that is no affair of Essex?
I had spent much time on Rangiora's education, and it was in such replies as this, that I reaped the harvest of my tilling.
But the Moldy nation has always been divided like a Europe in miniature. Why this display of virtue now?
Because, my friend, what happens to Taranaki today may happen to Nati Manipoto tomorrow.
Yes, that is a business-like reason.
Let us continue to be business-like.
You yourself have nothing to gain by war,
and, extending a hand to the cultivations,
through which at the time we were riding,
everything to lose.
Is that not so?
No, he said, and I drew rein and surprise.
What game do you propose to yourself, I asked,
or is it the possibility of loss you deny?
If war come and I outlive it, he answered,
Here is all I have to lose.
And this represents wealth?
Surely regard for life and property should restrain you.
Not if by risking them I might buy something more to be wished for.
Come, my friend, we are brothers in misfortune.
Is there nothing to gain which you would freely peril all you possess, even your life?
My dead heart stirred at his words, revealing to me for a moment the darkness within.
Ah, he exclaimed restifully, replying to the question in my gaze.
Some evil thing was born in the hour that I first beheld Puhi Huya, to love her.
Twice as the way to her arms led through a pool of blood.
Once it was the blood of a man of my own race,
now it is the men of yours you cannot i cried horace-track at the idea of a compact so malignant a union so contracted would be cursed and not blessed the war is not of my making he responded gloomily i shall but reap what others have sown
and this is a bait i cried a host of recollections fronging together in my mind wherewith the eriki would win you
cunningly has he concealed his purpose all these years. Tell me what share in the evil is to be yours.
None that he himself avoids. In the day of Armageddon I must stand at his right hand.
And Puhi Huya is to be the reward of your consent? Truly, my friend, it is but a lying light you follow
if you imagine she will wade to you through the blood of her father's people.
He looked up quickly, his lips framed to speech,
but something that read to me like caution gathered in his eyes
and checked the impulse.
Negotiations are not yet at an end, he said, evading my gaze.
Who knows, but even yet the storm may pass without breaking.
I think it was on that same evening that my father met me
with the glad news that Sir George Gray was returning to New York.
Zealand. Recognising the seriousness of the position, the British government, as once before,
had sent us a man. A wild, unreasoning hope sprang up in my heart as I heard the news.
It could but be association that prompted it. I must go to Auckland, father. He laid his hand
with gentle pressure on my shoulder. You must go, he agreed. You must be there to greet him.
It is of the last importance, strong man as I believe him,
that the views of the natives should not be misrepresented.
This paper here talks of measures to suppress rebellion.
The natives are not rebellious, they are restless.
Their faith in the justice and benignity of the government of the whites is sick to death
and must be medicine back to health.
How absurd, nay, how wicked, to talk of the rebellion of those from whom we have taken the earth.
It is a clear duty of all living creatures to rebel against extinction.
On that depends the advancement, even the continuance of life.
I was sobered by his earnest words.
He will listen to me, I said.
If I had not let our correspondence die out, I might already have.
done something. He made no comment on that. Probably he knew as well as I the deadly
listness with which I had suffered the passing years and found therein nothing worth the doing.
After all, I was not in Auckland in time to meet Sir George Grey on his arrival.
An accident, due to the antics of a newly broken horse among thick timber, incapacitated me for many
months. And though I have now sufficient modesty to believe that the fate of New Zealand was in no
wit altered by that circumstance, I was of a different expectation then, and the fear of what might
be happening to undermine the humane feelings of the governor kept me in a fever of impatience, and no doubt
retarded my recovery. But at last I was pronounced fit to travel, and journeying by the same route as on the
previous occasion came in due course to the city of sweet memories. A century among the springing oaks
in the government house grounds allowed me to pass unmolested, and soon I was in the presence
of a young aide duca, courteous but punctilious. His excellency was a
home. My card should be presented to him as soon as he was at leisure. I have no card. Would you say
that Little Finger brings him a welcome from the Nati Maniapoto? The aide regarded me doubtfully.
He regretted that he could not accept the responsibility of such a message. Then say that
Cedric Targathan of Matakiki is here. I am afraid I spoke a trifle impatiently, for though no one
one had a greater regard for rank than I, it was the thing itself I reverenced and not its
fripparies and exclusiveness. As the sound of my voice died away, there was a hasty movement in the
room beyond. Was it the switch of a skirt I heard, followed by the soft click of a closing door?
One has sensations of that kind, through the organ of hearing, which cannot be dissected, and an
impossible to verify. The next moment the curtain was swung aside, and the governor himself came
hastily into the room. His steps slackened before he reached me, and doubt partly displaced the
recognition in his eyes. It is Cedric Garethan, he said, scanning me attentively. Yes, sir. His face
cleared, and he took my hand in a cordial grip. You are bigger than I am.
imagine Cedric, he said laughing, but your voice is unmistakable, and still holding my hand,
he led me into his study. The first thing on which my eyes fell was a sandalwood box of chessmen,
with which Helenaora and I often amused ourselves, and so poignant were the memories it aroused,
that I stood rooted to the ground, forgetful of aught house. The box had been placed among a heap of
papers, three or four pieces were withdrawn and stood upright among the litter.
I did not remark the strange incongruity of their presence on that busy table.
To me, they were the sole things there, and they were less there than in the golden past,
set out in the soft lamplight and warm from the touch of Helenaora's fingers.
Sit down.
I became conscious of the repetition and obeyed.
expressed interest in objects of art of that nature fine workmanship from benares he closed the box and looked at me steadily i nodded vaguely understanding that he was explaining the presence of the chessmen among his papers
your face is thinner than perhaps it should be he said in a different tone sterner too than i imagined it could be life is sterner to the man than the boy your excellent
I suggested.
Here too, he asked with a sigh,
and I was reminded of the rumours I'd heard
of infelicity in his own private life.
I took the opportunity of his momentary abstraction
to examine his face more closely.
Save a strengthening of the characteristic lines,
bringing out the forceful character of the jaw
and a scattering of grey at the temples,
there was no change that.
I could note. He might have been but a year gone instead of seven. I bring you welcome from the
chiefs of the Nati Maniapoto, I said presently. Their word to you is, well that our white father
has returned. Fair words, Cedric, he replied, but I hear that there are many of the Maniapoto
away from their homes. But a few, your excellency, and of men of
Of the highest rank, none.
Yet it is well you are come, not too soon for our needs.
Yes, he said, with a sort of gay bitterness,
I am the stormy petrol of the empire,
where the clouds gather there must you seek for grey.
Why it is I know not,
save that I am ticketed a soldier and the son of a soldier.
Someday, I said,
England will bethink itself and reward you, and if not the new nations will remember.
A smile lightened the shadow on his face.
Now I am assured, he said, that it is really Cedricarathan before me.
Well, let us talk.
A pretty mess you have made of things amongst you.
He rose and stood against a mantelpiece,
in an attitude I remembered of old, one eye partly closed,
as though by the trick he assisted attention what is the grievance of the descendants of maniopoto and i put the case of the mori before him as i beheld it with their eyes
the decay of the old customs barbarous it may be but serving a useful purpose the collapse of discipline among them the futility of education of religion even to supply the place of what had been taken
away, the absence of a consistent and above all a scientific native policy.
No man could be more willing, more eager to save the native race and I, he broke in at last,
but ultimately their salvation depends on themselves. The Māori can only be helped to bring
forth what is already in him. But these are generalities. Let us get down to the concrete.
I was not without ideas of my own. It might.
matters not now what they were, and I put them forth with what clearness and eloquence I could.
He heard me almost in silence to the end, only now and then interrupting me with a brief question
that served to eliminate what was visionary from my schemes. Times are changed, Cedric, he said
when I had concluded, the autocrat is an autocrat no more. He has his advisers and disobeys
them at his peril. Still, there is wisdom in your ideas, and they shall simmer in my mind.
Meantime, with regard to Waitara, I am clearly of the opinion that the negotiations were faulty.
I have gone exhaustively into the matter, and I see no escape from the conclusion that the
sale was bad and therefore nugatory. And you will say so, sir, I exclaimed, well pleased.
I have already said so to my advisers, I've suggested what I consider, is an honour encumberant upon us,
and there the matter rests. But he added with a frown,
The seizure of Tataraymaika is another.
If our honour demands the redress of wrongs we ourselves commit,
it is equally involved in the punishment of offences against us.
It was but a quid pro quo, I urged,
They had remonstrated in vain.
What do they know of the Lord's technicalities and delays?
Restore Waitara, and they will quit.
Not otherwise?
I do not say so.
The word of the governor that restoration is to be made will surely suffice.
Believe me, sir, their eyes are bent on you with expectancy.
A look of anxiety shattered his face.
God knows I would not disappoint.
them he said earnestly but you must concede the difficulty of my position my own pride i might subdue but the honour of england is in my keeping and no official may lightly imperil that then again my hands are tied he paused a moment and added there is still another thing the general attitude of the natives towards the settlers is far from conciliatory hourly and from all sides
I receive reports, if not of actual violence, at all events of insolence, amounting nearly to
aggression. You see, but your own little territory, my boy, my view extends over the whole North
Island. Those are not the acts of responsible persons, sir, I pleaded. The old authorities have been
suffered to die out, and now every man behaves as it pleases him, with only the checks his own
disposition provides. Without the restraints of government, where would our own race be?
I can recognise no distinction between the natives and the settler. The Queen's rule subjects both.
Then bring it to their doors, restore the authorities which have been allowed to decay.
Recognise their king and uphold him.
That, he said firmly, I can never do. Even if the tribes were used.
unanimous in the matter. The movement could not in its present shape receive the support of the
British government, but they are very far from being unanimous. Your king is but a king of his section.
He will never be more. To acknowledge him would be to bring down upon ourselves the contempt of the
powerful tribes who know not the son of de Ferroferro. I am not thinking so much, your excellency,
they have chosen, I said, as of the king they might choose with the help of the government.
He shook his head, something I am already attempting to restore authority among them,
not however on the lines of hereditary chieftainship,
but I set before myself the making of a united New Zealand.
No factions must spring up to threaten its unity.
The brown men must submit to the inevitable.
the white man must practice restraint, tolerance and generosity.
He may move slowly as a man adjusts his step to that of a child,
but he must not pause, much less turn back.
The dreamy abstraction of the poet softened and dimmed his blue eyes,
and for a moment he was silent.
Suddenly his eye turned to the clock on the mantelpiece,
and he bestirred himself.
Your atmosphere is contagious, Cedric, he said, smiling.
Dreams are not for this practical room, where it is demanded that each problem shall be solved independently as it occurs.
How long are you staying?
I told him, and he had pointed an hour when he would be at leisure to hold uninterrupted conversation with me.
Some great stars have appeared in the literary firmament since we read together in the early.
early 50s, he said, as he accompanied me to a door opening on the shrubbery at the side of the
house, we will make the quiet midnight glow with them. Then, in sudden thoughtful transition,
you are aware that Lady Wilde is dead? Yes. Colonel Wilde is in Wellington. He is to take
command of the 58th Regiment. He is made remarkable advancement for a man of his years. The Crimea
was his opportunity. I hung expectant on his words. For the life of me I could not bring to my
lips a question that ate to be spoken. Goodbye, he said, and we parted. I went out through the
shrubbery, looking about me with interested eyes. I could not deny the superior qualities for
beauty of the site of the restored government house over St. Kevin's, but the latter held my heart.
Away from the bushes I turned to look at the great house.
My eye fell on a window.
It happened in an instant of time.
Even as I sought to concentrate my gaze,
she was gone and the room was empty.
The curtains were drawn back, the casement open.
Sunlight poured in,
revealing every detail,
but nothing lived among its contents.
Yet my blood was running like a mill race,
In haste I retraced my steps to the door I had left, raised my hand to the bell,
and stood so, motion arrested, suffering the return of cold reason.
If she were there, he would have told me.
How absurd to suppose that he would remember my acquaintance with the brother,
and forget how close had been my companionship with the sister.
My hand fell, and once again I retraced my steps.
The rumours I repassed it was still empty.
There was no sign anywhere of the face I had seen or imagined.
Hoping, doubting, questioning even my sanity,
I made my way to the gates.
End of chapter 20.
Chapter number 21 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
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Chapter 21.
I leave Auckland and fall into an ambush.
I do not remember whether it was on my first or second visit to the city,
for my stay in Auckland was not continuous,
that I ran across Richard Brompert.
I should mention that some years previously,
Mr Brompart had found it necessary to pay what he described to us in his correspondence
as a flying visit to England.
Whether he had ever really had an intention of returning, I cannot say,
but I inclined to the belief that his long absence was not premeditated,
but arose from the discovery that his endurance of his family was, after all, a vicious habit,
of which he could very pleasantly break himself.
At all events he was still in England, and there, for all I could learn to the contrary,
he was likely to remain.
Shortly after his departure,
we received a notification to the effect
that the business hitherto conducted by Mr Brompart,
senior, would, during that gentleman's absence in England,
be carried on by his sons,
who solicited, etc.,
and were our obedient servants, R&F Brompart.
But untrained in business habits,
the sorts of services they rendered fell far short of what our growing business demanded,
if only in attention and promptitude.
I do not know what in particular it was that caused my father to put an end to the connection.
He did not volunteer the information, and I did not ask him.
Apparently it was something difficult or impossible to palliate,
for they made no attempt to do so, but suffered the business.
to pass into other hands without a murmur.
Recollecting this and the manner of our parting,
I was surprised at the warmth of Richard's greeting.
A happy boyhood spent together
might have accounted for the exuberance of his pleasure
at the sight of me.
Hooking his arm in mine,
he led me to his office,
smarter and more business-like than I had expected,
and there, for the best part of an hour,
chattered away unreservedly of the years during which I had been an inmate of his father's house.
His recollections were uniformly pleasant, even joyous,
and but for an occasional gleam in the depths of his eyes,
I should have felt compelled to review my own memories of the period.
But there was that in his eyes which conflicted with his words and tones,
and kept me cold for all his appearance.
of friendliness.
Janet, he told me, was still unmarried,
and he laughed his high, gleeful laugh.
For all her scheming,
it was little Sarah who drew the prize,
Captain Mansfield.
You recollect the captain.
They are living in England.
And Fred and John, I asked.
John married and went farming.
He was always a fool of the family.
Fred is away for a few days.
You must come and see him when he returned.
turns. He will be delighted. Suddenly he fell to laughing. Only just thought of it. That fight you and I
had behind the stable. Forget what it was about, but it was a great go. Ended inconclusively, of course.
You could beat me now, though, he added, measuring me with his eye, nothing like a country life.
Fred also was unmarried, I asked. He nodded, clear-headed chap, Fred.
he's not one to throw himself away and women with the wherewithal to keep a husband in decent comfort are not too common in this whole of a place
his voice was querulous but recovered its good humour as he began to question me in my turn you won't be able to stop up there long he said presently the whole country will be on fire before we are many months older purcell was wise not to invest in land
though my father considered him a fool.
He'll be able to get everything away and lie up till the storm blows over.
Look here, my boy.
There is going to be a good time when we get through with the Māori's.
The Waikato will fall into the hands of the government as sure as we sit here.
Auckland might fall into the hands of the natives first, I said,
repressing my disgust with difficulty.
He looked at me thoughtfully, biting at his forefinger, a habit he had inherited from his father.
You don't suppose they could possibly come out on top, he asked curiously.
At all events, there will be no vindictive seizure of their lands, I replied.
The loser, of course, must pay in reason.
But there will be no wholesale alienation.
If it were so, the war could not be ended.
in 50 years. He sat a moment cogitating, then putting out his foot, closed the partly open door,
till the catch snapped. Could you do with a few cases of machinery, he asked, leaning forward and
lowering his voice? Machinery? As before, I can put you on to a fairly big line,
300 at least. I suppose they're worth almost anything now. We sat staring at
one another. I could discover no clue to the peculiar significance in his voice.
What? he exclaimed at last, puzzled. Here, and taking me to a high desk beneath the window,
he pulled down an old and bulky account book from the shelf above. Running his fingers over the edges
of the leaves, he opened it at an account headed with my father's name. Without speaking,
he indicated here and there with a pencil point certain items of cases of machinery and barrels of machine oil.
They extended back a long way, even into the days when my own eyes had scanned,
and my own figures footed the page.
They probably related to the mills, I said, still completely at a loss,
but everything is at a standstill now.
We could find no market for them.
"'Tush!' he exclaimed, laughing.
"'If it were anyone else I should think he were bluffing.
"'Can't you guess what these cases and barrels really contained?'
"'A cold wave of dread came over me,
"'and for a moment I answered him nothing.
"'His eyes came slyly round towards me.
"'There won't be many more such chances,' he said.
"'The authorities are getting suspicious.
"'Shall we go round and arrange a deal?'
cold rage was in my heart but fair kept any expression of it from my lips his manner gave me little hope that he was lying and there were other reasons now first obtruding themselves for believing that he spoke the truth only one hope was left me and i put it to the test certainly not i said stoutly since the repeal of the act we have of course not traded in guns or ammunition
His hand rapidly turned a few pages, paused irresolutely, and finally closed the book.
It's all right, Cedric, he said, with a laugh that disquieted me.
If you don't want them, you don't, and there's an end of it.
Of course, he added, you understand they are only made for sale or else, and he shrugged his shoulders.
Well now, when are you coming up to the old place?
I left him.
my mind full of foreboding. Unsuspicious, as Helenaora had called me, I was keen enough
once suspicion was aroused. Not for a moment did I doubt that my foster father had trafficked
in arms both with and against the consent of the law. Arms, no doubt, formed the basis of his
agreement with Tihua Tia. The bribe wherewith he had purchased the Eriki's silence and goodwill.
Had he foreseen the hour of conflict, or was his action erected on the precarious belief that peace would endure?
I could not answer the question.
I have spoken of my own doings with the view of averting war, but my father had not remained quiescent.
Letters, which only persons of intellect and learning, could thoroughly comprehend,
had appeared in the daily press over his name.
Little men had replied to them, as little men are apt to do,
missing the deep appeal, avoiding the unanswerable logic,
fixing only on the espousal of the native cause,
and heaping thereon their self-righteous consummally and personal abuse.
They had more noise than he, and as usual, the crowd followed the noise.
He had become a marked man,
and I dared not contemplate what might be the result of spreading broadcast the knowledge which now seemed confined to the Bromparts.
My interviews with Sir George Gray had led only to recognition of the extreme difficulty of the governor's position.
War, he said to me on the occasion of our parting, resembles a disease,
permit it to establish itself in men's minds and it has to run its course.
Skill can make it less terrible in its consequences,
but it cannot prevent it accomplishing itself.
The disease was already established in the blood of the people
before I landed here and no effort can eradicate it till it has run its course.
Yet for all that, effort must continue.
If you would only abandon Waitara, I began.
I intend to abandon Waitara, he replied almost impatiently.
But, my dear boy, it isn't that.
It isn't Waitara.
It isn't Tataraimaka.
It's the germs, the infinitesimal little things that fill the air where white men and brown men meet.
I feel that, but come, don't wear your heart out battling against the face.
England will strike with reluctance. She will hold her hand on a word of submission.
To regard war as inevitable is to make it so, I objected.
Et to Brute, my every action takes for granted the impossibility of war,
but my mind sits up aloft and watches the making of the tide.
There is an intuition that tells a man when his efforts are futile.
I had it in the Waikato when I was arguing with Nati Hawa.
He had it too, beyond doubt.
Yet both of us would have made great personal sacrifices to preserve peace.
An aide brought him a dispatch and I rose to go.
It was past one o'clock in the morning,
for the hours he appointed to receive me,
were usually in the neighbourhood of midnight.
Wait, he said.
I was about to tell you,
that General Cameron, having occupied Tataraymakah without opposition,
there is no longer an excuse for delaying the proclamation,
with regard to Waitara, and it shall be gazetted at once.
He broke open the dispatch in his hand,
and with a murmur of apology, began to read it.
I knew by the sudden rigidity that came into his attitude
that the letter contained news of grave importance,
desiring not to obtrude my presence at such a moment,
I was making my way to the door when he called me back.
You may well know the contents of this, he said.
It will be public knowledge within the next few hours.
Heaven knows I have spared no pains to avoid a conflict.
I have been long suffering, too long perhaps,
but that is at an end.
The natives have set fire to the thatch,
and now the house will burn.
Listen, and he read to me that portion of the dispatch,
which reported the killing of Lieutenant Tragett, Dr Hope,
and a party of the 57th on the beach near New Plymouth.
Of the little party of eight,
only one had escaped to tell the tale of the ambush.
I sat down again, recognising that my stay in Auckland was at an end,
and that tonight I must bid him goodbye.
Does your humanity still see a way of escape, he asked?
I shook my head.
I was really too stunned by the news to think collectively.
What will you do, he asked in a kinder tone.
Even for you, it will be dangerous to return among the natives.
Will you accept a commission in Her Majesty's forces?
No, sir, I replied.
That is quite impossible.
then become an interpreter. We shall need such men as you. Shall I send you with a letter to General Cameron?
In such a capacity, your sympathy with the natives would be a help rather than a hindrance to us.
I hesitated. Would you mind telling me what your first step will be, sir? I asked.
No, we shall, of course, occupy the Waikado and strength. Fighting must not approach Auckland.
General Cameron's objective will no doubt be the seat of the disturbance, the king country.
Probably we shall call on all chiefs to take the oath of allegiance to the Queen,
failing that they must retire beyond some natural landmark, say, the Mangatafari Creek,
which will become an arbitrary frontier.
I must go, sir, I said Rising, if you will give me the note to General Cameron,
I will consult with my father as to whether I shall make use of it.
You are going home then, he observed,
seating himself at his desk and drawing writing materials before him.
Let me advise you to lose no time going or returning.
You must persuade Mr Purcell to leave the place for the time being.
We shall act with vigour,
for that is the only form of mercy left to us.
He wrote the note.
and closed it in an envelope and handed it to me.
Then I take it that for the present I shall not see you again.
No, sir, I shall start in a few hours.
Thank you for your many kindnesses to me.
I am as kind as you will let me be, Cedric, he responded,
laughing and laying his hand with an affectionate pressure on my shoulder.
Is there nothing else I can do for you?
come, ruck your brains. What in heaven or earth?
Ah, sir, I said, moved by a sudden, blind, wild impulse.
Have you a voice in heaven? Then use it in my behalf.
I knew that he understood me. His momentary look of embarrassment was an answer to all my
puzzling. It told me plainly as words that my instinct had not deceived me,
that in defiance of all probabilities, my love and I were beneath the same skies,
even perhaps at that moment beneath the same roof.
It told me also that some pledge held him,
a pledge he would fain break if he might.
There is something in being a figure of romance, he said,
with gentle whimsicality.
Do not seek to get rid of your nebulous splendour recklessly.
as for my voice, it may not be altogether unavailing.
That is all you can tell me, sir, I pleaded.
I can neither admit nor deny.
It would be well if you could wait a few days.
Colonel Wilde is on his way to Auckland.
I must not delay, I said reluctantly, even for that.
Every hour will increase the danger you run, he agreed.
We parted then, and after we,
wandering round the dark house with my new knowledge until the suspicions of the guard were aroused,
I made my way straight to the Māori hostelery, where I knew that my old friend Tertiri was passing the night.
It was not until I had awakened many sleepers that I found him and led him shivering and yawning
bitterly into the wintry night here.
Friend, he said, when I had disclosed my business,
remain here, here is well, but beyond.
He turned his face towards the dark, cloud-piled south.
There are many war parties looking for the flying fish.
I knew better than to argue with him,
and continued quietly to develop the plan I had formed.
No ship was available for over a week,
the route I had travelled on my previous journey,
through the populace and now disaffected district of the Waikam.
was one possibly of danger and almost certainly of delay,
but there remained the Piaco,
a river of shallows and snags interpulated Titeri,
the Piaco, which would carry me many miles on my way,
but first of all to a village whose chief was my friend.
Let Teterri then,
hasten with the making ready of his boat,
while I myself returned with all speed to my lodgings.
I left him still unwilling and protesting,
but by the noise it sprang up in the hostelery,
ere I was well away from it,
I knew that he was arousing his crew.
Fortunately, wind and tide were favourable for an immediate departure,
and before day broke we had opened out the Firth of Thames,
and were heading for the mouth of the pierco.
It was a gloomy and depressing morning,
clouds hanging to the land and sweeping the waters and squalls of wind and rain.
A prey alternately to hopes and fears, hopes when I recalled Helenaora's presence in New Zealand,
fares when I reflected on the stormy days to come, the weather affected me but little.
But my three companions insufficiently protected from its inclemency,
and with nothing to distract their attention from it,
fell shortly into a morose silence.
Nor did matters improve when we had entered the river.
The wind which had hurried us on our way died down
and thenceforth the rain fell in torrents.
I will not dwell on the rest of that miserable day.
From the boat to Tiri and I ultimately transferred ourselves to the dinghy
and as night was falling landed with cramped limbs at the bourne of our dionable.
journey. The village children were the first to aspire us as we walked up through the leafless
orchard in the direction of the Faris. Their cries of, Pakiha, Pakiha, caused every hut to put forth
its inmates, many even of the women with guns in their hands. The chief himself was the last
to emerge. He stood watching our approach until I had advanced, near enough for recognition.
when a quick word to those around him brought about an entire change in the aspects of the villages.
Weapons disappeared as if by magic, and the threatening silence gave place to cries of welcome.
Ihaka greeted me with a hongi, and regarding the lamentable condition to which my garments had been reduced,
declared in the abundance of his hospitality, that if I had but forewarned him everything,
and inferentially the weather would have been different.
However, here I was.
If there was no European clothes fit for a person of my dignity,
there were at least blankets and fires.
Food was about to be served.
Some beneficent influence had moved the young men to go forth
in the morning for pigeon and wild duck,
and the pots were now full.
Welcome also to the tribesmen of the Nautau.
thus ihaka as he conducted me into the guest-house and set his handmaidens to work to supply my needs not a word nor hint as to the trouble between his race and mine not a question as to the object of my journey or its destination
these were matters for the guest to disclose if it so pleased him and when food and fire had restored sensation to my chilled body it did please me
He heard me in silence, agreeing with a lift of the brows to my request that he should transport me to the headwaters of the stream, a long day's march from Matakiki.
More, his son, Honni, was travelling in that direction and would accompany me to the end of my journey.
It was but taking one track in place of another.
Expressing my satisfaction with the arrangement, I asked if Honne was travelling.
far. There was a momentary silence, the company looking expectantly at the bright-eyed youth of some
twenty years, who sat a short distance away, in company with several of his own age.
Ah, Karana, Auckland, said Honny, showing his white teeth in a broad smile. A titter of laughter,
respectfully subdued in deference to the feelings of the guest, followed the bold reply,
and all eyes were bent upon me.
I could not mistake what was meant.
It is a long journey, friend Hone, I said mildly,
for the waste and pity of war was strong in my mind
as I contemplated his eager youth.
True observed some of the elder people
in voices that showed that they recognised the gravity of the position.
What need for silence with the son of the thumb? said Ihaka.
Loud is the sound of the war trumpet at the par in the mountains,
and thither flock the young warriors of many hapus.
Soon the great snake will wind down onto the plains, and the driving will begin.
Too long have the men of Taranaki still alone for the Māori nation, said another.
Let there not be three deaths for Taranaki, Waikero and Ngati Maniapoto.
But, if it must be, one day.
death for all. And yet, I said, Māori will war with Māori as it was in the days of their fathers.
As Heke fought, so will you. But this is for the time to come. What of today? What of the white men
the Ariki has sheltered? Where is the butterfly when the sun hides his face? asked Ihaka.
His reply disquieted me, for I found it difficult to reconcile with the warm.
of welcome he had extended to myself. Does the chief say that all the white men have already
left the district? I asked. To them was brought the word of the Riki, go now or remain forever.
And what was the answer of the thumb? A murmur, as it seemed of surprise, ran round the interested
group of listeners. And again I was aware that all eyes were concentrated upon me. The
thumb, exclaimed Ihaka, of a certainty, no such message was sent to a high chief of the
Nati Manipoto. I sat regarding him with a fixed gaze, allowing the dread truth to penetrate to the
inmost recesses of my mind. How often in the past had my steps skirted the precipice unwittingly,
now at last the abyss lay revealed to my gaze. Does the chief support, the chiefs of my face? Does the chief
that the thumb will take up arms against the men of his own race, I heard myself ask,
while my deeper thoughts were at work probing the gloom for foothold.
Why not? responded I Haka coldly.
If Maldi fight against Moldi in this quarrel, why not English against English?
Again I was reduced to silence.
Was it indeed logical to regard the native ally as one worthy of esteem,
while he of our blood who took up arms against us was a proper object of execration?
No shadow of doubt remained in my mind as to the correctness of what Ihaka had said.
A hundred memories confirmed its probability.
One in particular I had carried in my mind for twenty years.
Puzzled by his easy command of tongues, I had once asked him,
To what race do you belong, father? To the human race, my son was his answer.
So intolerable was the oppression of my thoughts that with a murmur of excuse I rose to my feet
and sought the outside of the cabin. Rain had ceased and through the broken cloudscape
I saw the brighter stars of the cross and the brilliant silver lamp of Proxima Centauri.
He was there too.
In the heaven as an earth.
Where might I look for anything his mind had not touched and communicated to mine?
He was interested in everything.
The leaf, the blight upon it, the stone, the star.
All spoke the message to him.
What a splendid tolerance was his,
but for that one fatal exception, civilization,
and now it had carried him.
How far?
and Poohi-hooia?
I wandered down to the stream
and stood staring at the swollen muddy water.
Despair was in my heart.
The swelling bud of hope withered and died within me.
The solid earth seemed to have slipped from beneath,
leaving me in some land of nightmare.
Impassable barriers encompassed me.
Look where I would.
No road revealed itself.
It is already four.
said the liquid voice of Hone beside me. See the sticks the children have placed in the bank?
Now they are beyond reach of the water. The Pakiha need not fair delay in his journey.
I fancied I heard curiosity in his tones and caught at the cue he gave me.
I must go on at all cost Hone, I agreed. But the wind is in the south and the day will be fine.
Do you know if the thumb is still at Matakiki?
He remains there, said Hone.
He is not of the first war party.
Let us return and sleep, I said, relieved of my first fear,
for we must art early.
Who leads Sir Tawa, friend?
Footnote.
Tawa, war party.
End of footnote.
Rui is our war chief,
with him Go Rangiora and other of the sons of the high chiefs.
Rangiora you say
Well it is with Rangiora that when the driving is over
He takes for his wife the singing bird of Matakiki
No maid so fair as plume of the hooya
Most of the company had dispersed when we regained the fari
In the dim candlelight Ihaka sat in close consultation
With three or four leading men of the hapu
But the women and younger people had disappeared
Their voices died away suddenly as we approached, and it occurred to me that there was a new expression in the faces they turned towards me.
Was it due to the shadows, or had doubt and embarrassment really taken the place of the candour and cordiality of their first manner?
Had I perhaps absorbed in my own emotions, given them reason to suspect my sympathy with their cause?
The morning, as I had prognosticated, was fair.
The floodwaters had subsided, and everything conduced to an early start.
Everything, that is, save the will of the chief.
For some reason, Ihaka was loathed to part with me,
insisting that a full meal was a necessary preliminary for such a journey.
He kept me kicking my heels,
until sufficient dry wood had been collected for the making of a hangy.
footnote hangi food cooked among heated stones end of footnote i could not observe that this task was prosecuted with any extraordinary diligence nor in the preparing of the food did the women do justice to the nimbleness of their fingers long before the meal was ready to terri who had wished to see me start on my journey found his patience exhausted and came to the meal was ready to terry who had wished to see me start on my journey found his patience exhausted and came to
to bid me goodbye. I gave him a wad of notes and asked him to make a generous recompense to the two men
we had left shivering in the boat some miles back. He examined the packet doubtfully.
It is well that they should be paid, he said, but here is too great a reward. Does the Little
Finger propose that they should live hereafter in idleness? As for me, I take no payment from my
friend of many years, and subtracting two notes he attempted to put the packet back into my hand.
Nonsense, I said, with friendly roughness. What are these scraps of paper that they should lead to a quarrel
between us two? Take them, and if you are without needs yourself, buy a gown for your wife and
new clothes for the little ones, that so they may remember the Pakiha with kindliness. An evil thing it is,
replied that now for the first time I should wish myself without a wife that so I might
accompany my friend to the end of his journey. And again he attempted to thrust the money upon me.
Listen to Terry, I said, here we part, heaven knows where, if ever we may meet again.
Let there be no dispute between us. This is a thing that I truly wish, that you should take
freely from me, as I would not hesitate to take from you. For long I have contemplated making you a present,
and now behold it accomplished. Your memory is short, said to Terry, unmoved. Is not my boat named
Littlefinger after the friend who gave it to me? He had me there, but I was resolute not to accept
return of my gift, and feigning annoyance at his persistency, he was shortly. He was shortly,
reduced to submission. Go then, friend of my heart and the Māori people, he said,
may the gods of Pakiha and Māori keep all evil things from your path and bring you to the desire
of your heart. Go, friend, I responded, remain with the gnati power at peace. So shall no harm come to you,
and so shall I find you in safety on my return. The sun was, the sun was, you. The sun was,
high in the heavens before our canoe was finally launched, and with Honne and another youth at the
paddles began the ascent of the stream. So late was it that despite the cheerful assurances of Ihaka,
I knew that it would be quite impossible to reach the end of our journey before the decline
of the sun made further travel impossible. Once started, however, the young men seemed disposed
to lose no further time. Encouraging one another with staves of a boat song, improvised for the occasion,
they urged the vessel along at a speed, which soon took us out of sight of the settlement.
Sunk as I was in unhappy reveries, their gay voices scarcely reached my consciousness.
Even the sound of my own name in their songs awakened no curiosity in my breast.
Had I roused myself to attend, it may be I should have caught an inkling of something,
which nearly concerned me, and so given to this chapter of my life a different reading.
As we neared the head of the stream, the speed of our progress was interrupted by difficulties in the waterway.
Snags blocked the channel, and at times we were forced to land and transport our light vehicle
by well-defined but muddy portage ways on the river bank.
It was thus past noon when we arrived at the end of the first stage of our journey,
where the 10-mile track to the Waikato debouched onto the stream.
It was a wild and desolate spot with no sign of habitation,
and I was consequently surprised to catch sight of a similar canoe,
partly concealed among the foliage a few yards from the landing.
I was on the point of opening my lips to comment upon the circumstance
when the dense manuka that fringed the water rustled and parted,
and a native stepped into view.
Footnote, Manuka.
The tea tree scrub.
End a footnote.
He was a stranger to me, a youth of about the age of my companions.
Though we were in the midst of winter, his face was beaded with sweat,
as though from violent and long-continued exertion.
From his deep breathing I concluded that he had been running.
His presence could not but have been observed by the others,
yet not a word in reference to it escaped them.
Even when, on catching sight of us,
the stranger hurried down the bank,
slipped into his canoe,
and suffered it to be borne rapidly away down the stream,
they still continued to ignore his existence.
So little was this in keeping with the native character and custom
that a feeling of uneasiness, if not of actual suspicion, arose in my mind.
Is it a ghost that passes us in the daylight, I asked,
that we neither see him nor call to him in greeting?
Honay hung his head and murmured something to the effect
that the stranger was but a youth of no importance.
And driving the nose of the canoe into the mud,
he stepped lightly ashore.
It would have been better, Honay, I continued.
If we also had started last night,
then could our journey have been finished before nightfall?
It is a difficult thing to come up the river in the darkness, said Honour.
Yet, what one man may accomplish,
three should have no difficulty in doing,
I answered significantly.
He looked always and was silent.
With a word of farewell to the boatman, whose evident eagerness to be gone was due, I had no doubt,
to a desire to overtake and enjoy the companionship of the man we had just seen,
I joined Hone on the track, and we set off briskly on our way.
I had no idea that any harm was intended me, yet as I brought together the incidents of the night
and the morning, I could not avoid a feeling of disquietude.
not only that Ihaka had sent a message in haste sometime during the night,
but that he had delayed my departure with excuses,
in order that the person he addressed might have time to act upon his information.
Would he have gone to all these pains merely to announce to some wayside village,
the coming of a guest?
Then the secrecy with which the thing had been managed,
only failing by completeness by the odd chance,
that the return of the messenger to the landing should coincide with the arrival of our canoe
was not calculated to reassure me. However, as I knew of no other track than the one we were pursuing,
there was no help for it but to proceed on my way, and trust to my wits to avert any
difficulty when it actually intruded itself. For an hour or more, all went well. We had ascended
from the watershed of the Piyako to an elevation which gave us a view of the mightier Waikado,
urging its silvery stream to the Tasman Sea. The air was crystal clear, bathed in golden sunshine,
every height and hollow seemed to render up its secrets and convey to the heart a message of peace.
Immediately before us, the track fell away through Fern to a little arm of bush,
which, climbing from the valley, crossed it at that point,
and, as if exhausted with the effort,
dwindled again into a scrub of Veronica and Tea Tree.
Descending the narrow, overgrown track with Hone in the rear,
I crossed the flat and entered the little bush.
It was probably less than a hundred yards from side to side,
but as is away with native trails,
It pursued a sinuous course through the growth, so that but a yard or so of the way was visible ahead of me.
I had traversed some half of the distance when the absence of any sound at my rear caused me to turn to look for my companion.
He was not in sight. I waited a while listening.
Neither rustle of leaf nor snap of twig broke the silence.
Yet as I stood there, wondering and impatient,
at the delay, an idea, an instinct, rose up in my mind, that I was not alone.
Scarcely had the suspicion time to frame itself, ere the thickets parted on every hand,
and a body of natives came silently out onto the track and surrounded me.
End of Chapter 21.
Chapter number 22 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
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Chapter 22 Part 1
Prisoner
Your name, friend?
The speaker was a man of between 40 and 50
of a plain but not ill-natured countenance.
I had no recollection of having seen him before
and I searched in vain among the ten or dozen of his followers
for a familiar face.
I answered him, giving him the name
by which I was commonly known
among the Nati Manipoto.
It is well, he said.
Waharoa has need of his little finger.
Therefore have we come to guide you to him.
Footnote.
This peculiar use of a great father's name
when the son was intended
is not unusual with the Māori's.
Tamihana,
the son of Waharoa is here alluded to.
End of footnote.
Alas, I replied,
it is a thing to be regretted
that at this time my business is urgent.
True, he agreed phlegmatically,
since it must necessarily wait
until the affair of the chief is disposed of.
We gazed at one another steadily,
with the result, so far as I was concerned,
that I recognised,
this was not a man to be trifled with.
I am then your prisoner, I said at last.
He made a movement of depreciation.
The Pakiha will walk at liberty in our midst, he said.
No hand shall be laid upon him, nor any indignity offered him.
I looked round the group and weighed my chances in a rush for liberty.
Every man was armed and plainly on the alert,
even if they hesitated to shoot me down, there was little hope of evading such a number in a country all but unknown to me.
Nevertheless, a rage of impatience, hard to control, possessed me.
If, I said, the chief of the Nati Hawa can wait two days, I will give you my undertaking to visit him at that time.
That cannot be either, replied the leader.
your coming is already looked for.
Well, my friend, I said bluntly,
I am afraid I must refuse to come.
His eyes shot a warning signal around his followers
and again returned to me.
The wisdom of the Pākehā is in many men's mouths, he said,
but here it is not evident.
The command of the chief must be obeyed.
He paused, expectant of my answer,
and clearly ready for action in the event of a further refusal.
To have offered it would have merely involved me
in an undignified and futile struggle, and I submitted.
Lead on then, I said bitterly,
and let us get through with this business as quickly as we may.
The leader of the party expressed his satisfaction in my decision,
adding that it would be well also that I should deliver up any
arms I might be carrying. I told him that I had none, and he accepted the assurance on the instant.
At a word of instruction, the party began to advance. Five or six natives went on in front, the leader
and myself followed, the remainder of the troop bringing up the rare. Through the bush we moved in
single file, but beyond the way was more open, enabling my captor to range up alongside.
meantime my thoughts had been busy,
and recognising the futility of a display of ill temper,
I resolved to make myself as agreeable as possible.
Are you of the Gatihawa tribe, friend? I began.
Those with me are of the Gatihawa, he agreed,
but I myself am of the tribe of the Gatimaniapoto.
Indeed, I said wondering,
for I had no recollection of his face.
then i am surprised you should make prisoner one who may claim to be a member of your tribe by adoption again he protested against the use of the word prisoner it was an ill word wherewith to designate my amiable acceptance of wiramu tamihana's invitation
i have been much away from the district little finger he continued and yet you and i have met before where i asked regarding his
him more closely. At the Rungnanga of the religions, remember you that occasion? Ah, but you were fleet of foot
and agile as an eel. Few might have escaped from that ordeal. I have many swift runners with me
today, he added as an afterthought. They will need their swiftness, friend, I said unable to resist
the opening he gave me if this quarrel is proceeded with. He accepted the jest with, he accepted the jest
with undiminished good humour.
The bayonet, he remarked candidly,
is a thing to be avoided by persons of sense.
The gun is good.
The loading, the taking aim, bang, one enemy the less.
That is a thing that warms and pleases.
But the bayonet, ah, that is not a weapon to be used by Christian peoples.
Then what of your Tomahawk, friend, I asked,
indicating the short-handled, workman-like tool,
carried in his belt. That, he said, is good. Sometimes the gun fails, but one blow of the
sharp axe will release a suffering spirit and speed it on its way to Taranga. One blow does not
always content, I said. I have heard that the men of Taranaki struck again and again, till it was
difficult to distinguish one dead man from another. It may be so, said he. For
all men are brutal with their first killing. Who was to say what would suffice for the slaying
of a Pakiha? It is a new thing and a madness. His word so probably contained the true
explanation of a fact which had aroused the horror and indignation of the whites that I was
silent. You Pakiha are strange beings, he commented. There is but one death, though he
wear a hundred faces. Is it a more beautiful thing that a man should lie screaming with his entrails
pared by your bayonets, then that his skull should be cleft asunder and his face disfigured in the
quick death of a Māori axe? I kept him in conversation, hoping to discover a clue to the reason
why Tamihana had taken such pains to intercept me. But though his manner was so, he was
friendly in the extreme, and he talked freely of the possibilities of the war.
He was too wary to drop a hint of the matter immediately in hand.
The chief desired to see me.
He was not a great distance away.
He would be gratified by my ready acceptance of the invitation.
I might be at liberty tomorrow, or the next day or the day after.
There was no hurry.
All was well with the thumb and Puhi-Huja and Roma.
They remained quietly at Matakiki.
He looked at me blankly when I inquired the whereabouts of my fellow traveller.
He had understood the Pakiha was journeying alone.
Possibly Hone had caught sight of the party,
and fearing delay had gone on by another trail.
I was not deceived by his glibances in smooth speech,
but I saw that it was useless to question him,
and that if any explanation were forthcoming,
it must be from Tamihana himself.
A tramp of about two hours brought us to the banks of the Waikato,
where a large canoe, manned by a dozen stalwart natives,
was in waiting to transport us across the stream.
I judged that it was not one of the usual ferry places from the
fact that there were no habitations or cultivations in sight. Indeed, in its mingling of swamp and bush,
it was as unlikely a place for a Māori settlement as could be imagined. There were again no familiar
faces among the warriors in the canoe, a fact which surprised me at the time, but was afterwards
explained by my captor's desire to avoid the possibility of some boyhood's friend and sympathiser,
providing me with a means of escape. But again, there was nothing but good humour and politeness in the
treatment I received from this fresh contingent. The canoe made a slanting passage of the river,
landing us some half-mile lower down on the opposite bank, and immediately returning
by the way it had come.
Some leafless willows fringed the bank,
probably denoting the house of a settler,
or at all events a Māori village,
close at hand, and drawn up beneath them,
was a group of six horses,
ready saddled and in charge of some ragged, bareheaded children.
A-Poro's eye brightened at the sight of them.
It is well, he said.
It shames me that the Pakiha should have travelled,
far on foot. Choose now, Koro Iti, the horse that pleases you. Footnote. Koro Iti,
Little Finger. End a footnote. I made my selection, and picking four men from his troop,
he gave the rest their dismissal. Two riders were sent on in front, the leader and I followed,
and the remaining two brought up the rear. I did not fail to note,
that before mounting, every man renewed the priming of his gun.
Indeed, I had no doubt I was intended to observe the action.
Our route lay away from the river, a little to the south of westward,
and it has remained a puzzle to me to this day,
why, in the view of our destination,
I was not taken down the almost straight reach of the Waikado
in the canoe we had just quitted,
rather than the more torturous channel of the Waiper,
for which we were evidently heading.
They could scarcely have hoped to confuse me in a country,
the topography of which I knew so well,
and I can only suppose that the presence of a body of my own people
on the major waterway instigated their choice of the other route.
Whether, being now in the neighbourhood of friends,
Aporo suspected I might make a bolt for liberty, his manner now took on a sterner and more watchful air.
Speech in the ranks of his followers was reproved with a curt word. He himself, save for an occasional low monosyllable, in response to some remark of mine, maintained a dogged silence.
And if I happened to raise my voice above the key he set me, he would look around with an accent.
expression of irritation and answer me not at all. His evident desire for silence gave me an idea,
which I at once put into practice by speaking loudly and at length and disregarding his uneasiness
and annoyance. I went on to call his attention to the ancient Wayata of the tribe, the staves of
which I proceeded to drone out in a voice which I flatter myself could have been heard.
a mile away. Footnote. Wayata. Song. End a footnote. He bore it a while in silence,
then laid his hand on my arm. Little finger, he said. A wise man is known by his silence,
but only death can steal the prattling of a fool. You are afraid to be overheard,
I retorted, but with me that is not a matter for fear. Here I am. Here I am.
in the country of my friends.
Sing then if it please you, he replied,
yet you have more need to fear than to welcome the interference of your friends.
The command of Tiwaharoa is as the sky that covers all things good and evil.
His reference to the chief by the dread name of his father
was not without its influence upon me.
Throughout my childhood and until it was in a measure supplant,
by the living figure of Tihua T'uata,
the great warrior had personified for me
all that was most terrible in his race.
Memories of the hundred ruthless deeds
still lived in men's minds
and found a voice round the charcoal fires
and among them were acts of treachery
such as a muttamata massacre
which once heard could never be forgotten.
Very differently did the tongue of rwerexiety.
rumor speak of Wiramu Tamihana, yet the blood of the father flowed in the veins of the sun and might
yet pulse to a like purpose. There was no mistaking the meaning of my companion. Attempted rescue
would only result in instant death for me. Had help actually appeared, it was more than probable
I should have thrown caution to the winds. But the woods were silent, scarce.
a bird's note broke the afternoon stillness and resolutely closing my lips I spoke no more till with
the fall of night we came down on the banks of the wiper. Towards the end of our journey we had turned aside
from the wide horse track or road we'd pursued since leaving the wikato into a narrow trail
which could only be followed in single file. Two horsemen were again sent on in
front, the captain of the troop fell in behind me. And so, with the nose of one horse at the
heels of another, we pushed through the thick growth, bending beneath the overhanging boughs,
which here and there scarcely sufficed for the passage of a horseman below them.
Arrived at the stream, the leader bade me dismount and accommodated me with a seat beside him
on a fallen log, while the rest of the party gathered together.
what dry sticks I could find close at hand and lit a small fire on the water's edge.
I had no doubt it was intended for a signal,
and as I observed that our party was now reduced to five individuals,
I concluded that one man had been sent on along the track we had quitted
to make arrangements for the continuance of our journey.
Hitherto it had not occurred to me to doubt the truth of what I had been.
told, but now, as I reflected on the distance we had already travelled, I began to observe
discrepancies in Aporo's story. It was impossible that the man I had seen on the banks of
the Piaqal could have made and returned from such a journey in the short space of time at his disposal.
Tamihana was evidently still some distance away, and it could therefore not be in accordance with
any instructions from him that I'd been waylaid and captured.
How far have we to go now, friend, I asked.
About two hours, was his answer.
The chief then is in Narwhaja.
It would have been an act of courtesy if he had come some little way to meet me.
Perhaps, but he has but this morning returned from the lower Waikato.
I feigned to examine his back in the glow of
the firelight. Where are your wings, friend? I asked, that you are able to travel so far and so
fast. He was only disconcerted for a moment, recovering himself with a laugh. The order of the
chief is not of yesterday, he explained. We have been looking many days for the return of the
little finger. This, save for the unlikelyhood of my returning by way of the Pierco River, was plausible
enough, but it did not convince me. I could not imagine myself of such importance that every way
to Matakiki was patrolled with a view to my capture. And in the alternative, I was forced to the
conclusion that the scheme, whatever might be its object, had originated with Ihaka and had been
prosecuted under his orders. I was, however, shortly defined that a brain more subtle and
far more to be dreaded than Ihaakis was at the root of the matter.
Nearly an hour lapsed, before the chunk of paddles became audible
above the crackling of the fire, and a large canoe emerged from the dark shadows up the river.
My companion sprang to his feet, and directing two of the party to return with the horses,
he led me to a seat in the stern of the vessel.
Once again I scanned the boat's crew
For the sight of a familiar face
Every man so far as the flickering light
Enabled me to observe him
Was a complete stranger
And doubtless selected for that very reason
At a word of command from Aporo
The paddles dipped the water together
And in a few moments
We were engulfed in the blackness of the night
On either hand of me sat a native
the knees of another touched my back
and I had but to put my hand forward a few inches
to discover the presence of a fourth
escape in these circumstances was next door to impossible
and resigning myself to the inevitable
I slid down to the Kai Wei
and resting my head against athwart
was soon fast asleep
Footnote
Kaiwei a floor of sticks last
together. End a footnote. It seemed that but a few moments had elapsed when a hand on my shoulder
and a voice in my ear called me back to consciousness. The canoe had come to rest. Even in the darkness
and with sleep benumbing my brain, I recognised a meeting place of the waters, the delta at the
junction of the Waipar and Waikato rivers. My guess was a correct one,
I had been brought to Nauru Wahia, the heart of the rebellious district and the capital of the Māori kingdom.
A few men were gathered together on the shore in the bright flare of a torch,
but for the rest, village and villagers were lost in the darkness.
Come, Little Finger, repeated the voice of Aporo.
A few steps will bring you to a more comfortable sleeping place.
There is time for sleep, I remember.
responded, we will go first to the dwelling of the chief. It is not possible to see the chief
tonight, he replied. Why not? It is a time of great trouble, said my captor soothingly.
Tamihana has been called away and will not return till morning. By this time we were ashore,
and had advanced to the midst of the group which had stood in silence awaiting our approach.
What is it that you want of me? I asked, gazing round upon them.
Let the men of Waikato and Gauti Hawa disclose their business, that we may discuss it freely together.
They stood looking at one another in silence, as though each called upon another to answer me.
It is a matter for the chief, said my captor at last.
Let the Pakiha wait until the morning, and the business will be revealed to him.
It is late and he is travelled far.
Also for many hours he has eaten no food.
Let these matters be first put right,
then we may talk of other things.
A suggestion evidently met with the approval of the others,
and seeing it was useless to offer any further objection,
I allowed myself to be conducted into the village.
After proceeding about 200 yards,
the party paused in front of a building, which appeared to be constructed in European fashion,
partly of sawn timber and partly of stout slabs.
The latter portion forming an addition against the house wall.
There was a small aperture at one end, high up and unglazed,
suggesting that the place might be used or intended for a stable.
Throwing open the door of the main building, the whole party trooped in.
A candle was lit, disclosing to view an extremely dirty room, some 20 feet square,
containing a few rough articles of furniture,
and a number of sleeping places, battened off on the floor along the walls,
and filled with the bedding commonly in use among the natives.
the tough springy climbing stems of Logodium Articulateum.
Rugs of gay colours lay folded at the heads of the beds.
In the centre of the room was a small table,
on which, as though in readiness for the arrival of a guest,
was spread a meal of potatoes, kumaras and steaming fresh water fish,
flanked by a pale and heavy-looking loaf.
The food spread out.
on the bare and dirty table offered no temptation even after my day long fast and I was on the
point of refusing my captors invitation to partake of it when the inadvisibility of doing so
occurred to me I should be hungry presently if not now and why add physical craving to my
mental anxiety the whole party stood in silent attendance on my meal following every morsel
as it touched my lips with a vicarious satisfaction.
But as soon as I pushed away my plate,
I was reminded that I was not a guest but a prisoner.
End of Chapter 22, Part 1.
Chapter number 22 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Libre Vox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 22, Part 2.
prisoner. Lifting the candle from the table, Aporo conducted me into a further room. The place
showed signs of having been roughly cleansed, but the dry mud caked on the walls and the absence of windows,
save for the one small opening near the roof, gave it a dismal and depressing aspect. Little did I dream,
as I looked distastefully around me, how familiar I was to become,
with every slab and crevice of that ill-smelling prison house.
However, there was a small iron bedstead in one corner
with a mattress and blankets upon it,
which, in the expressed view of my captor,
more than compensated for every other defect of the apartment.
Cutting short his encomiums on this head,
I wished him and curt good night,
and watched him go forth and close the door behind him.
him. This door opened into the room I had just left, and being thrown wide against the wall
had escaped any special observation till the sound of heavy bars falling into place,
directed my attention to its size and strength. Lifting up the candle he had deposited on the
floor in the absence of any other convenient resting place, I scrutinized my prison. The walls, as I
have said were of rough pine slabs, two to four inches in thickness, and some nine or ten feet
in height. They were sunk into the earth floor, as I afterwards discovered, to a depth of over a foot,
and strongly nailed to stout cross pieces at top, middle and bottom. In each corner and at the
middle of the outer side were roughly squared timbers, holding the building the building.
rigidly together. Lighter slabs formed the roof, concealing the outer covering from view.
The window or opening to the air was close up under the roof, square in shape and not more than nine inches
in diameter. Having convinced myself that escape, for that night at least, was a matter of
impossibility, I divested myself of part of my clothing, and wary from exertion and trouble,
was soon sound asleep. I do not propose to make a long story of my captivity. Though it lasted for
eight interminable months, it was diversified by few incidents, and these are soon related.
Despite Aporo's promises, it was not until ten days had elapsed,
that my protestations at length brought me into the presence of Tamihana.
I was taken from my dungeon under strong guard
to the house in which he was momentarily staying.
It was a bare enough place for a maker of kings, no doubt,
but it was comfort itself as contrasted with mine.
The room he occupied was flawed with a cheap oilcloth
and boasted a suite of furniture in the mahogany in horsehair of our grandfathers.
A pedestal table of cedar occupied the centre of the room,
and at this the son of Tiwajaroa was seated,
a large Bible open before him.
If you would know what this man, the best and greatest of his race,
was like in appearance,
conceive an Irish peasant,
tanned to a rich bronze, with shock black hair and heavy, nearly meeting eyebrows,
and he is before you.
There was nothing about him to suggest his savage ancestry.
His face was without tattooing, his forehead high and well developed.
His brilliant dark eyes were full of kindliness and intelligence,
only in the prominence of the cheekbones and a slight distension of the night.
nostrils, did the Māori reveal itself. As my guard ushered me into the room,
he rose quickly to his feet and came forward with extended hand, greeting me by name in English.
I had proposed to myself not to reciprocate any courtesy he might show me,
until he had first explained his high-handed action in causing my arrest,
but so compelling were the charm and sincerity of his manner that my resolution was forgotten,
and I took his hand in a cordial grip.
Is it the hand of a friend or an enemy, Tamihana? I asked.
Alas, he replied a mori, that you should have reason to ask.
It is not my doing. Then turning to my escort, he bade them leave the apartment.
Sit down, he continued.
when we were alone, and let us speak openly to one another. To begin, if I were to say to you,
go now, whither would you go? Where, chief, but to my house and to my tribe, I answered diplomatically.
Your tribe is the English, he said after a moment. Go then, the way is open. It is of the Gatimaniapoto,
I spoke, I replied, my tribe by adoption.
it is to matakiki that i desire to go you have heard of the thumb that he is no longer of the people of england so i have been told but it is a matter i would be convinced of from his own lips and when you are convinced what then
a glimmer of light came to me and i hesitated it is a matter for grave consideration chief i said at last speak truly true
Gareth and he rejoined.
God has made all good things in pairs,
the day and the night,
the man and the woman,
the friend and the enemy.
Only he himself can be both.
I cannot fight against the men of my race,
Tamihana, I replied.
It may be that my soul is not great enough,
but so it is.
Yet on the other hand,
I will not fight against the men of yours.
He who is not with us is a good,
against us, he said, placing his hand on the Bible.
For a while I sat silent, a prey to anxious thought.
The object sought by my arrest was now clear to me.
They dreaded not my open enmity,
but the influence I might have on my foster-father
in his espousal of their cause.
That, given freedom,
I should use every means in my power to deflect him from his purpose,
I knew quite well, and their action in taking me prisoner showed that they were equally certain on the point.
Do you mean, I asked at length, that to gain my freedom I must either fight against the men of my race
or give an undertaking not to see my foster father? He lifted his brows and assent.
It is a hard saying, Tamihana, I cried, for either I must disdeme,
assert my people or my father. Can you find in those pages any passage that justifies the traitor?
The third way he answered is to remain here until the war is ended. Why should the Pākehā
appeal to this book in his troubles? Does he even believe in it? It is good that the Māori should
follow its teachings and become a Christian, submitting to all things. But it is good only for the
Pakiha when it pleases or advantages him.
Your missionaries have told us that the Bible is no longer for the Jews, but for all mankind.
Yet when we speak to the government the words of the Bible, they smile at us or are silent.
Was it not, because we made a king of our own people, that the government first became angry with us?
Then hear the words of the book.
One from among thy brethren.
Shall thou set king over thee?
Thou mayest not set a stranger over thee,
which is not thy brother.
Have the government a Bible of their own,
better than the Bible of the missionaries,
that these words are of no account?
It is to the New Testament you should look Tamihana,
I answered, and not to the old.
There you will find little of kings,
but much of peace and good will.
Is it not possible even now to bring this trouble to an end
By wise intemperate words
In place of guns in tomahawks
The light of argument died from his eyes
It is too late he said
If I spoke such a word in the Parliament
No man would listen
Mine would be a voice crying in the wilderness
The thirst for war is in the blood of the people
It is a passion
that has no end but in fruition.
Though he chose a different simile,
his answer was identical in substance,
with that given me by the governor.
Brown man and white looked into the heart of the mischief
and interpreted it alike.
The road to peace ran through the iron gateway of war.
I must consider my answer, Chief, I said rising,
for at present the two ways you are,
offer me seem alike impossible. I would give you your freedom if I could, he responded,
and repeated that my capture was none of his doing. Then, if it be not yourself, Tamihana, I said,
where must I look for my enemy? Among the Nati Manipoto, he said, after a moment of thoughtful
hesitation, I will speak to him that he also discussed the matter with you, then
make terms quickly, for soon, if not already, all roads between here in Auckland will be closed
against the white man. My guard had retired no farther than the passage, and when I had bidden farewell to
Tamihana, they again surrounded me and conducted me back to my prison. The time came when I fell into a state
of listnessness, taking no heed of the passing days, but at first a rage of impatience possessed
me. Hour after hour I paced the squalid room, despair and fury alternating in my heart. No harm or
indignity was offered me, and of food, such as it was, I had plenty, but the guard over me never
relaxed. All day long men came and went in the outer room, now in grave conversation,
now relaxed and boisterous mirth. Even when long-continued silence seemed to denote the place
was deserted, I had to make but an unusual sound to rouse an answering stir without.
From the night of my coming I had seen no more of Aporo. Probably he was far to the
the front, watching the advance of the British arms into the historic basin of the Waikato,
laying more deadly ambushes than that wherewith he had trapped me.
My chief jailer was a big, imbecile fellow, who seemed capable of understanding only two things,
that I must be fed at regular intervals, and that I must not be allowed to escape from my prison.
On every appearance he carefully scrutinised the cell with his wild blank eyes,
searching floor and walls and roof for any sign that they had been interfered with since his last visit.
Often I have awakened in the night with the glimmer of his candle in my eyes,
or heard as through a crevice and sleep the falling two of the bar without,
that terminated such an inspection.
He never entered the room, save when there were others outside, to hinder any effort at escape.
Mad or sane, no poor prisoner, was ever cursed with a more efficient jailer.
Many a time during the first few weeks did I gaze into his vapid countenance with murder in my heart.
Now and then, especially when his eyes were turned elsewhere,
he looked more like a great overgrown schoolboy than a man,
and on such occasions it came over me
an ill-defined notion that at some time in the past I had encountered him before.
He seemed incapable of replying to a question or even understanding it,
and, after one or two efforts to trace home my obscure recollection,
by gleaning such particulars as his name and place of a boy,
bode, I let him alone.
The first month of my confinement was nearly at an end,
when one morning he came hurriedly into my cell,
mowing out some scarcely intelligible words,
which I took to denote the arrival of a visitor.
The ordinary wildness of his manner was greatly accentuated,
and as he stood muttering and gibbering in the doorway,
looking alternately towards me and back over his shoulder,
I was impressed with the feeling that the whole of the creature's mind was one ghastly terror.
Speculating on the cause, I turned my eyes to the room without,
in time to see the outer doorway darkened by a black shadow.
Little as I could see of the man entering, it was sufficient to establish his identity,
and in a flash I knew also my jailer.
The intervening years passed as an obscuring vapour.
Once again I stood with my boyish companion in the gateway of the par.
Once again I heard his cry of derision.
Here comes hoppy with the bird's claw.
No derision was in the heart of the poor wretch now,
only an abject and unspeakable terror.
Go, said the toonger curtly,
and in an instant we were alone.
The door closed and barred upon us.
Tiatuamangu moved with his eyes bent on the floor
and seated himself on the edge of the bed.
I had seen him often since the day of the runanga of the religions,
but never thus near at hand.
Nor in the whole of my life had I exchanged a dozen words
with the bogey of my childhood.
He looked slowly,
round the room, taking in floor, walls and roof. Then, with a motion of his hand,
silently invited me to a seat beside him. Welcome, Black One, I said, setting my shoulders against
the wall. Friend or enemy, you are better than solitude. Why does the Pakiha remain here? He asked in a low,
even voice. There are no comforts such as the white man loves. True, O'priciehah,
I answered with a short laugh.
Perhaps then it is after all the solitude of which I am enamoured,
set wide the door that the matter may be made clear.
Presently he said calmly, let us talk.
Tamihana has told me that you desire to return to Matakiki.
It is a good thing that the bee go back to the hive,
to which it belongs, and not to that of the stranger.
Where then is your hive?
Is not the home of the bee the place where it has lived and laboured?
Good. There is trouble in that hive. The bees are angry. They have sharpened their stings
against an enemy that would despoil them. Go then. Make ready your weapons. That you also may
defend the hive that nurtured you. My heart is not in this quarrel black spirit, I answered.
I can neither fight with you nor against you.
Then why is it you seek to return to Matakiki?
That is easily answered.
I would be with my people in their trouble.
When trouble comes to the hive, the drones are driven forth.
They have mouths, but no stings.
You are answered.
I find myself wondering if a man's moral sense becomes laxer as he grows older,
or is it merely that he is more tolerant of weakness in others?
It seems marvellous that I did not attempt to deceive him with lying promises.
Yet, to the best of my belief, no such thought found a moment's harbourage in my mind.
Nevertheless, so possessed was I with my single idea,
that even liberty itself seemed worthless,
if it could not help me to the side of those I loved.
He rose to his feet and took a lingering step towards the door.
as though arrested by a fresh thought returned to his seat that talk is finished he said
there is another matter the mind of the thumb is troubled he looks two ways and he who
looks two ways stumbles it would be good therefore that you send a message to him
that his heart may be free from care concerning you I saw what I conceived to be
my opportunity and grasped it
If an account of my present condition will relieve his mind, Black One, I answered,
searching my pocket for paper and pencil, he shall have it.
Good, he responded stolidly.
Write these words.
I go to the city of the Pakiha until this trouble is over.
Proceed with the things you are doing.
It is a good thing.
With myself, all is well, enough for this time.
I laughed and closed my pocket-book with a fierce nap.
What terms do you offer me for doing this black one? I answered.
For the first time, his shifty, red-litten black eyes looked steadily into mine.
Your life, Pakiha, he answered.
For a moment I was staggered and at a loss.
Ruthless as I believed him, it seemed incredible that he should proceed to
such an extremity in cold blood. Yet, as his sinister eyes continued to gaze into mine,
revealing not only an unshakable purpose, but even as I seemed to read, a gloating desire,
all illusion as to my value in the eyes of the natives fell from my mind, and I recognised the imminent
peril in which I stood. Has the Māori so many friends among the white people,
that he can afford to destroy even one of them, I asked.
Right, he replied.
Many of your race have fallen in the Waiketo.
The war parties pause not to ask if they be friend or foe,
enough that they are white.
Slowly, and with an appearance of reluctance,
I opened the book and began to write as he had directed me.
I had little hope of deceiving one so.
astute, and yet it was at least worth the trial. The words he had given me I wrote in English,
adding immediately beneath in German, this is written under compulsion, I am a prisoner at the
meeting place of the waters. I dared not write Ngaru Wahia, for that word could certainly be
recognised among its unknown companions, and I chose English rather than Māori in the hope that the Tohunga
having but a slight knowledge of the former language would be unable to distinguish between it and the German that followed.
No doubt his first act would be to submit the note to an interpreter,
but as the first part was almost in his own words,
there was just the possibility that the interpreter, having translated this,
would be ashamed to display his ignorance of the few words remaining,
and either give to them some innocent meaning from his imagination or ignore them altogether.
He took the leaf I tore from the book and folded it in his hand without looking at it.
It is well, he said. The talk is ended.
He limped to the door and gave it an imperative wrap with his knuckles.
How long am I to remain here, Black One?
I asked as the bar fell and the face of my janitor.
appeared in the doorway.
Wait, he said.
Presently I will send a party to guard you to the lines of the Pakiha.
There are many on the warpath, and alone you could not escape them.
With that the door closed behind him, and I was left to the solitude of my prison.
For a fortnight or more following this, I was in daily expectation of release,
or at the least a message from my father.
But days and weeks passed and nothing happened.
Long afterwards, when my foster father's papers came into my possession,
I found the note I had sent him.
The message in German at the foot had been neatly cut away,
showing that in the prosecution of his business,
Tiatua Mangu had taken no risks.
As for the party that was to transport me through the,
the war country, it never appeared, and in all probability was never intended to do so.
Convinced at length that my release must depend entirely on myself, I began to devise and practice
schemes for escaping. One after the other they resulted in failure. The only one I shall mention,
perhaps it came the nearest to success, was an attempt to burrow out beneath the wall.
I had no idea what a prodigious quantity of soil is packed into a few cubic feet of ground
until I attempted to store the product of my exertions beneath the bed.
Then, though the whole widened with painful slowness,
the mound of soil grew with such alarming rapidity that I was at my wits end to know what to do with it.
By letting my blankets hang to the floor, I managed for two days to hide.
the effect of my labours, but thereafter concealment became next door to an impossibility,
and it was almost a relief to me when my janitor, detecting some crumbs of brown earth on the black
floor, pulled aside my bed and disclosed my handiwork to the admiring garrison.
I have read of ingenious prisoners who have broken through stone walls, with no better implements
than wire nails. All I can say is that they deserved their freedom. For me, it was but a wooden shell
that held me, and yet I could by no means get out of it. These attempts were all in the first three or
four months of my captivity, for afterwards what with the confinement and the semi-darkness, the relaxing
of my muscles, and no doubt the shrinkage of my brain, I fell into a state of lassitude and
melancholy, from which I could only rouse myself to an impotent fury. Books or papers were not
to be had, and my one relief from self-absorption was in listening to the conversations in the
room without. The parties, using the house, seemed to come and go, for I seldom heard the
their voices for longer than a week at a time, and always their talk was of the war,
of battles and ambushes, of wounds and death. At first, laughter and boasting prevailed.
I heard of the small fish that fell here and there to the nets of the scattered tower.
The unarmed settler, and his boys tomahawked at daybreak in their fields.
The farmhouse burned readily at dusk.
milk cows driven off along the sloppy forest trails, and the feasts of good beef which closed the dreadful days.
But as the months went by and winter gave place to spring, jest and boast failed,
and doubt took possession of the minds of the warriors.
The young men still made the house ring with their war songs,
still looked forward to a day of victory, but it was not so with men,
of mature years. Many white men had been slain, settlers and soldiers, yet there was no relaxing
in their advance. It seemed that for the white man there was but one road, forward. When the
Maldi suffered reverse, he fell back, so much ground was lost. Not so with the Pākehah. If he were
checked, he lay still, enigmatically silent and motionless. Weeks when he were.
by many weeks, and still his place was as a cemetery of the dead.
Then, of a sudden, behold, he was alive again.
On he came, cannon and men, driving all before him,
and at night he was established in new country.
To way lay and slaughter him was satisfactory only for the moment.
Today his dead might be counted,
but it was a hard thing to number his living on the morrow.
There was nothing easier than to elude him for the time being,
or more difficult than to turn him aside from his chosen path.
There was scarcely an incident of the war that did not reach my ears.
Scermishes far and wide were graphically described by participants in them.
I learned of the division of the councils that followed each reverse,
arguments for and against the fortifying of certain points were debated night after night.
I do not think that any of the leaders ever entered the building,
but no doubt what I heard was an echo of their disputes.
A slow paralysis was creeping over the Māori arms.
I heard of the battle of Koha, the evacuation of Meri Meri,
the retreat on Rangareri,
with the subsequent engagement at that place,
the abandonment of the long-debated idea of fortifying toopri.
Then one night I was awakened by the sound of Basel in the village.
Lying still in the darkness,
I could hear the confused sounds of voices,
men's and women's, all turned to a note of excitement.
Horses were stamping the ground in the neighbourhood of the hut,
and now and again I caught the sound of who's galloping away in the distance.
In the room without, a low-toned argument was in progress.
I could distinguish the voices of three or four men,
each adding his quota to the debate,
while occasionally others, apparently pausing in the open doorway,
would cry out to them to make haste.
My heart began to beat, till, in the weakened state of my body,
I could fancy the room trembling with the throb of it.
Was it death that was coming, or freedom?
I cared not which,
so that the living death of my six months of captivity
might come to an end.
Thrusting my limbs out of bed,
I hastily drew on my clothes
and sat sick and trembling,
awaiting the de numo.
There came at last into the voices
a sharp, louder note of finality.
And a moment later, the bar of my prison fell to the ground.
The door opened, and my janitor, accompanied by several natives, appeared in the entrance.
You must come with us on a journey little finger, said one of them,
a sallow, consumptive-looking man, with fierce eyes.
This place is no longer safe for you.
He gave a signal to the others, and ere I had time to guess,
their intention, they had seized and bound my arms together behind my back.
I made no resistance, for my mind was consumed by the desire to leave the house on any terms.
The end of the rope which secured me was passed to my janitor, and we trooped out into the open.
The earth was bright with moonlight.
Ah, that first breath of fresh early summer night air.
abject is the dependence of the mind on the body that as I drew its invigorating balm into my lungs,
it seemed that the rapture of it was worth the cost. And to experience it, I had endured six months
of semi-darkness amid filth and evil odours. I have not attempted to describe, without once going
into the open air. They led me to the brink of the river, where I was bitten to sit
down in charge of my jailer while the party dispersed, presumably to get together such goods
as they proposed to carry with them. My mind awakened from its long torpor, noted every detail
of the scene with interest. Close at hand, a large canoe lay nose to the bank. From the prostrate
position of many of its occupants and the low wailing of the women who came and went about it,
I concluded it contained either the dead or the wounded, possibly both.
This canoe, no doubt, had been the bearer of the ill tidings which had roused the village.
At first seated apart, we attracted no attention from the busy crowd.
But presently one individual wandered up, and then, as the news of the captured Pakiha spread,
another and another, till a score or more had satisfied their cue.
curiosity by sight of me. Some regarded me in silence, others threw me a taunt, a jest,
and a fewer word of compassion. Some, and these were all women, launched at me abuse and threats
of violence, and, but for the interference of my jailer, one or two of them would possibly have
proceeded to greater lengths. The idiot was plainly anxious about something, muttering disconnected
and continually turning to look behind him in the direction of the Faris.
I took his disquietude to be on my account, until, with an exclamation,
as one might cry, Eureka, he seized the free end of the rope and knotted it round my ankles
until the cord cut to the bone.
Then springing to his feet, he ran swiftly towards the village.
There was something very horrible in the creature's entire disdemean.
regard for the suffering he inflicted. I might have been a bale of wood for all the ruth he displayed
and trussing me. For a few moments the pain was excruciating, then followed a sensation of numbness
and a feeling that my feet were swelling to bursting point. By this time the owners of the canoe
had apparently satisfied their curiosity concerning me. Three or four minutes elapsed before anyone again
came near. At length I noticed a solitary woman emerge from the shadows immediately below me.
For a while she stood looking about her. Then, with a studious appearance of aimlessness,
came step by step towards me. My blood chilled as I watched her. The rush of a savage with
brandished weapon would have been less blood-curdling than the stealthy, watchful advance of the
woman. At last she stood in front of me. So far as I could see, her hands were empty.
Yet I had no doubt, but in a few instance cold steel would be plunged into my bosom.
Alas, little finger, said a soft, compassionate voice. She turned her face to the moonlight,
and with a wave of joy I recognised her. Père, I cried, and verily, I believe, had I been free
to move, I should have caught her in my arms, so great was my delight in the sight of a friendly
and familiar face. Alas, little finger she repeated, crouching down beside me, who is it that
has done this evil to you? I know not, Butterfly, I answered, unless it be at the bidding of the
black Tohonga. For many months have I lay in a prisoner in the village, and no friend has come near me,
but now hastened to Ruka and speak to him that he may take me under his protection before my jailer returns.
She buried her face in her knees, and there was no need for the words in which she told me
that her husband lay among the shrouded shapes in the canoe.
And there is no friend among the others, I asked, after I had condoled with her in her misery.
They are Waikato and Gauti Hawa, she replied.
the flower of the tribes has fallen,
and it is but a remnant that flees into the country of the Nati Manipoto.
Then find a knife to sever these cords, I'd said,
and I will shift for myself.
She rose to her feet, and darting down to the water's edge,
went rapidly along the bank,
until I lost sight of her among the folk around the canoe.
A minute later she appeared again in a bright patch of moonlight.
betwixt the black shadows, coming fleetly back on her errand of mercy.
As she turned directly towards me, I glanced over my shoulder,
and there was the idiot coming at a wild gamble down the hill. Yet she was a nera,
and fell panting beside me, while my custodian was yet some twenty yards distant.
It is too late, little finger she breathed. If I free you, you will be taken again on the instant,
but have no fear.
If not at this time, then some other.
Quick pair, prepare, I cried.
Put your knife to my breast as if you would strike me.
The clever girl caught my meaning on the word,
and changing her aspect of compassion to one of hate,
she brandished the knife above my heart.
I had only time to give voice in a yell for help
before the idiot was upon us.
striking the girl in the breast he sent her rolling down the bank then paying no further attention to either of us
he seated himself on the ground and poured from a broken gird he carried in his hand a collection of shells pebbles and miscellaneous rubbish
the acute recollection of which had no doubt led him temporarily to desert his post ever since i have learned the creature's identity my emotion
had been in a state of fluctuation over him.
Loathing and compassion daily overthrew each other.
Now I could have strangled him with as little compunction
as I could find for a wild beast.
Again he was so clearly an object of pity
that my other mood brought shame in the recollection.
Murderous fury, all the more fears for its helplessness,
was in my heart as I watched the poor girl,
away, her hands to her breast, and turned to see the creature fondling and gloating over his
treasures. No doubt I but brought myself nearer to his own level, when, with a swing of my feet,
I sent his collection of trumpery, flying in all directions. But I know that for the moment the act
filled me with a glowing satisfaction. For a long instant he turned on me the wild glare of some savage
beast despoiled of its young. But even as his great hands came out towards me, I read in his eyes
the displacing of fury by terror. Muttering thickly, he set his fingers to the knots at my feet
and released them from their bonds. Clearly he was bound by a will not his own, and that will,
while it demanded that I should remain a captive, insisted that my life should be preserved.
After an hour's delay, the great canoe, with its freight of dead and wounded, got underway,
and a quarter of an hour later, I was conducted to a seat in a second canoe,
already loaded with fugitives and their belongings, and we set off in the wake of the first.
By this time the moon was declining, and the heavy shadows, cast by foliage on the river banks,
rendered the distinguishing of faces difficult.
I knew that there were women in the canoe by the sound of their voices,
and presently I discovered, by the feel of her skirt against my bound hands,
that there was one on the seat immediately behind me.
She was very still and silent,
and I guessed, as was the case with many of the other occupants of the canoe,
that she was asleep.
My custodian himself showed signs of sleepiness.
Every now and then his chin would fall forward on his breast,
recovering itself with greater difficulty as time went by.
However, he had taken the precaution of passing the end of the rope
that bound me round his own body,
so that I was not likely to reap any advantage from his lack of attention.
A thwart was only wide enough for the two of us,
Three quarters of an hour went by, and I was myself slipping into a semi-comatose condition
when I was suddenly startled to complete wakefulness by the pressure of hands against mine.
They were a woman's hands soft and small, and in a flash I knew that Pepepeper had not deserted me.
A warm breath tickled my ear.
You must swim, Little Finger.
I pressed the hands it held mine.
soon breathed the voice again.
The night had grown very dark.
Beside me the idiot muttered in his dreadful sleep.
The swish of the paddles alone broke the silence,
save when at intervals the cry of the lookout on the bow,
carried a message to the paddlers.
The few minutes of waiting seemed to spread themselves out into hours
before at length Pepe's hands again pressed mine,
giving me the signal to be ready. A moment later, the cords fell lightly from my wrists
and my numbed arms dropped apart. A dread fear that I should be unable to use them was dispelled
as the tingling blood regained its channels, revived the starving muscles. For nearly a minute I
sat quite still, till every vestige of cramp had been smoothed away, then leaning sideways as
though in sleep, I slipped over the side, and diving beneath the canoe struck out beneath the water
for the further bank of the river. End of Chapter 22. Chapter number 23 of the Greenstone Door
by William Satchel. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 23. I reach the end
of my captivity.
Soon I found that Pepepe had chosen the spot for my attempt with judgment born of knowledge.
At the point where I entered the water, the strong current of the river,
instead of sweeping with full force down its channel,
ran at a wide angle from one bank to the other.
Apart from my own efforts, it bore me in a few seconds out of sight of the canoe.
and when at length I raised my head from the water,
even the voices of its occupants,
excitedly discussing my escape, sounded far away.
No doubt their first impression was that I had overbalanced in my sleep,
but the discovery of the severed cord must have quickly caused them to change their minds.
I had no fears for Pepepepe.
What she had the wit to accomplish, she would doubtless also find
the wit to conceal, and, in any case, her action, if discovered, would rouse only admiration
in the chivalrous and romantic minds of her countrymen.
After listening a while to the hubbub, I again turned my face towards the shore, and despite
the fact that I was encumbered with the weight of my clothes and my boots, I accomplished the
distance in safety and through myself, exhausted but happy, on the dry, and the dry, and I was
dry ground. A few minutes sufficed for recovery from my exertions, and rising to my feet,
I blundered upwards through the thick scrub until the darkness of the forest received me.
Further travel was impossible till daylight, and groping with hands and feet, I accepted the first
spot that seemed to offer a measure of comfort for the night. There, in my wet clothes, at the
mercy of a swarm of mosquitoes, I slept the sleep of the blessed.
I awakened with the sound of birds' notes in my ears.
Parsons' birds, high in the treetops, were welcoming the golden light of the sun.
With rapture I gazed round me at the familiar bush scenery.
A cluster of tree ferns had sheltered me, their spent fronds formed my couch.
Close at hand, a hidden stream tinkled merrily on its way to the Great River.
Here and there a gleam of sunlight turned the greens to gold.
My heart singing as a bird, I raised my cramped limbs from the ground
and wandered away in search of the creek.
A slender pulsing thread led from pool to pool,
losing itself momentarily in a rich growth of ferns.
I was in my own country at last, but where exactly remained to be discovered.
We had travelled far enough up the Waikato to bring me, as I judged, within a score of miles
from Matakiki.
My route lay towards the east, but whether south or north of it was the point to be decided.
Refreshing myself with a drink of water, I began to search about for a track which would
lead me to higher ground. At first, everything I found in the way of a trail ran more or less
succuously back to the river, and if I sought to retrace my steps and pursue it in the other direction,
it died away in impenetrable thickets. There was, however, a well-defined track along the bank of the
river itself, now running close to the water, now winding a short distance away from it, where some
natural obstacle intervened, but always eventually returning to the waterside, and after many futile
efforts to break directly away, I decided to follow it in the hope that it would prove more
propitious farther along. I had little expectation that I should be allowed to reach my destination
without an effort been made to recapture me. If the others were indifferent, there was always
idiot to be reckoned with, and in such a juncture, and inspired to activity by his terror of
Tiatuamango, he was perhaps more to be dreaded than a whole-witted man. With this thought in my mind,
I was careful before crossing any open part of the trail to scan the water for signs of life.
So far as I observed, the river was everywhere deserted,
and it spoke volumes for the effect of the war upon the natives,
that not a single canoe laden with produce of field and orchard
was visible that fair morning on its placid surface.
At length I had come in sight of a spot I knew,
though I had never before approached it from the same direction,
and at once my topographical difficulties were solved.
It was the landing place at the end of an ancient way,
connecting the Waiper and Waikato rivers.
A considerable native settlement existed at this point,
and during the last half-dozen years,
several white men had commenced to carve out for themselves,
homes in the neighbourhood.
Much traffic had brought about a clearing and widening of the track,
so that now it had assumed the proportions rather of a road than a trail.
Moreover, it led through the very centre of the cultivated district,
the great granary I have spoken of in an early part of my story,
from which the rebellious tribes now drew their supplies.
The sight of the village and the consequent illumination as to my whereabouts
brought me to a standstill.
for the first time it occurred to me to doubt whether I could anywhere be in friendly country
outside the British lines. My own feelings of affection for the friends and playmates of my youth
had suffered no diminution from the treatment I had received from their fellow countrymen.
But could I be sure that this was also true of them?
Was it not more likely that the tribe, embittered by its reverses,
was no longer disposed to discriminate between one white man and another.
Should I put the matter to the test by marching openly into the village?
The longer I hesitated and reflected, the more difficult the problem became.
Gazing from the shadow of the trees, I was presently struck by the complete stillness of the scene.
Nowhere could I detect a sign of life or movement.
The house doors were shut and no smoke went up from the spot,
where I recollected having seen the cooking fires and bygone times.
Following the discovery of the desertion of the village
came the reason why it should be so.
Having broken down the resistance of the Waikato's,
what would be General Cameron's next objective,
but the possession of the fertile soil and teeming storehouses,
which had so long sustained his enemies in the field.
Hither then he presumably was, or shortly would be,
marching, and either the villages, in the anticipation of his coming,
had fled far off into the fastnesses of the rangers,
or somewhere, possibly not far away, they were preparing to resist him.
By this time the delicious air, at first a feast in itself,
had given me an appetite for more solid vians, and thinking that I might possibly find something
edible, left behind by the villages, I stepped out of my covert with the intention of making
a search. Scarcely had I done so ere I was aware of a solitary figure moving among the huts.
One glimpse sufficed to disclose his identity, and in an instant I was back under cover.
The idiot, for it was he, carried a tomahawk in one hand and a coil of rope in the other.
As usual he was bareheaded, his long tangled hair falling almost to his shoulders
and adding not a little to the wildness of his appearance.
His movement showed that he was searching the empty fadis,
and I could not doubt but that I myself was the object of his search.
Fortunately, he had been too deeply engrossed by the numerous hiding places provided by the village to look a field.
Otherwise, as he was scarce fifty yards distance when I first perceived him, he could hardly have failed to detect me.
Of an ordinary sane individual, I can safely say I would have stood in no fear whatever.
But the mystery in which the creature's imbecility enveloped him,
so that his actions and moods,
were not to be foreseen or calculated upon any terms of human experience,
added greatly to the dread,
which his apparently superhuman strength and agility,
combined with the cold-blooded indifference to the infliction of pain,
were calculated to arouse in the mind.
At one moment he was standing.
standing still in the attitude of one who listened attentively,
at another he was darting swiftly round a building,
or peering through a partly open doorway,
or crawling between the piles of a storehouse.
There was a horrible fascination in the thought
that he was hunting me as a dog hunts a rat,
so that for many minutes I could not take my eyes or my mind from him.
Yet what to do now I could not determine,
By a detour through the bush, I might gain the track beyond the village,
but once upon it, with the open country on every hand,
I should have little chance of escaping him,
should he decide to proceed in that direction.
And his presence in the village seemed to indicate
that he had a knowledge of my probable destination.
On the whole, it seemed wiser to wait his departure,
and follow in his footsteps,
then to endeavour to outstrip him on the road.
My mind made up on this point, I retired further into the thickets,
burrowing my way through the dense growth,
until at length I came in sight of the road.
A clump of bracken gave me the shelter I sought,
and here I lay my eyes on the trail,
the hot sun beating down on my covert,
until drowsiness supervened.
My hunter was a long while making his appearance.
Was his search of the building not yet completed,
or had he gone off in some other direction?
Despite my efforts at wakefulness,
I had lapsed more than once into a doze
before at last I caught sight of him,
not a half dozen yards away,
standing motionless on the edge of the road.
His back was towards me when I first saw him,
but presently he turned and gazed directly into the thicket where I lay concealed.
For an instant I made certain that I was discovered.
His wild eyes seemed to look straight into mine,
and I was in momentary expectation that he would leap upon me.
But even as I braced myself for his coming,
he turned his head and looking towards the east,
ran off at full speed along the road.
With a deep breath of relief I lifted my head from the break
and watched him till the winding trail concealed him from view.
Then, quitting my retreat, I set off in his wake.
For the remainder of the journey I saw no more of him.
Now and then I caught sight of a few natives,
mostly women, among the cultivations,
and once a party of horsemen crossed the trail,
riding northwards, but I had no difficulty in avoiding their notice, and late in the afternoon,
having nothing to eat but a handful of green corn plucked by the wayside, I reached the Waipa River
within a mile of my destination. The rest of the journey lay along the riverbank, through bush,
with every tree of which I was familiar, yet I judged that it was here, if anywhere, I should again
encounter the idiot. Having satisfied himself as he might easily do, that I had not already reached
the house, what more likely than that he would return thus far to wait my arrival?
Full of this idea, I advanced with the utmost circumspection, now on the track itself,
now when the nature of the growth permitted, making a fresh path for myself, and pausing every
few yards to listen for any sound that might indicate his presence. But a deep quiet held the woods,
even the whir and tick-tac of the cicada, a sound which had filled my ears throughout the day,
was not to be heard here. If there were any birds in the trees, they uttered no note,
and only at long intervals the foliage high overhead stirred softly with the sounds as of a
sigh. Now at length, as I was on the point of realizing the desire which for so many long months
had occupied my mind almost to the exclusion of every other thought and wish, the desire for home,
a great depression fell upon me. Nothing I had overheard or elicited in response to question
through any light on my foster father's movements. Of what,
part he had taken in the war I had no idea. I knew not even if he were alive or dead,
and the same was true also of Puhi-Huja. Was it likely that during these months they had remained
quietly at Matakiki and that I should find them there now, as though nothing had occurred in the
meantime to disturb the equanimity of their lives? These two currents of thought,
one of fear that on the eve of achievement my journey might be arrested,
the other that it was probably in any case of no avail,
ran side by side in my mind as I traversed the remaining distance.
And from a place of concealment peered out across the river at the familiar scene.
One glance sufficed to lift my spirits from despondency to exultation.
The house was still in.
inhabited. Door and window stood wide as I always pictured them, and though no smoke came from the chimney,
there was nothing in that circumstance to inspire doubt. The store indeed was closed and padlocked,
and I could see no sign of movement in the village, or among the dishevelled huts that crowned the
par. Nor was the sight or sound of life noticeable anywhere, during the few minutes I spent,
in surveying the scene. Yet these facts aroused no suspicion. I had expected trade to be at a standstill,
both from a depletion of goods on the one side and of money or produce on the other.
As for the absence of movement in the village, it was not an unusual thing at that hour of a summer's day,
ere the land breeze gave place to cooling airs from the ocean, and even if I had been inclined to
doubt, the lounge chair in the veranda with something which I took to be a book in the seat,
spoke so clearly of Puhi Huya that my suspicions must have been dispelled.
One circumstance and only one gave me a moment's surprise.
The little canoe which was used to ferry passengers across the river lay on my side of the water.
It was knotted to a broken sapling, and with its paddle in it,
had such an air of appropriation to my needs,
that it was impossible to escape the suggestion of design in its presence.
However, the thought was too fleeting to make much impression on my mind,
and satisfied that the idiot, even if he were lurking in the vicinity,
could not prevent my reaching the house.
I slipped down the bank into the canoe
and paddling across the river ran up through the orchard.
The door, as I have said, was open,
but so also were the glass windows of the sitting room,
and it was towards these I made my way,
passing the lounge chair as I did so.
It was not a book but a bunch of flowers that lay on the seat,
and though I took but one glance at it,
It suffice to tell me that Puhihuya was not in the house, for the flowers were dried and withered.
Giving myself no time for reflection on this circumstance, I stepped from the sunlight into the semi-darkness and gazed about me.
For a moment my eyes saw only the familiar room with its chairs and tables and its book-lined walls.
Then a pair of glittering objects in an obscure.
fewer corner attracted me, and gradually the eyes and face of Ti'atu Amangu resolved themselves
from the gloom. He was squatting on a rug on the floor. In his hands was a gun, which needed but
the slightest deflection to be pointing directly at me. Scarcely had I perceived these details
when I was aware of a shadow behind me, and, turning quickly, saw the idiot with his tomahawk.
and coil of rope standing in the window. A trap had been set for me, and simpleton as I was,
I had walked straight into it. For a long while not a word was spoken. The pair fixed their eyes on me
from opposite directions, and waited, while, for my part, racked by disappointment and rage,
I needed all my strength to control the mad passions that urged me towards violence in
certain death.
Tena, Kui, Pakiha, said the voice of the wizard at length.
You have put yourself to much trouble to visit me.
Now what is your wish?
Footnote.
Tena, Kui, Pakiha, greeting white man.
End a footnote.
Where is the thumb, I asked, swallowing my rage?
I know not, he replied indifferently.
perhaps he is at the par of the great one.
Why does the Pākehā inquire concerning his enemies?
Your words are false, black one, I answered,
There is no enmity between me and my foster father,
nor between me and the Nati Maniapoto.
You alone are my enemy.
Moreover, if you are responsible for the continuance of the war,
then I say that you are also an enemy of the tribe.
The Waikatoes are broken
and many brave men of the Nati Maniapoto
sleep far from their ancient burial grounds.
It is no well-wisher of the Māori people
who would encourage them to further resistance.
Make peace with the white men
before your territories are invaded
or they will pass from you.
The Pākehā will listen.
He is merciful.
He is sick of war,
which brings him no glory,
but is but as a mustering of sheep.
You speak well for your race, white man, replied the Tohonga with a cold smile.
But General Cameron shall find that he musters not sheep,
but wolves in the country of the Nati Manipoto.
As for your other saying,
I answer that the peace of the white man is more to be dreaded than his war.
What will it advantage us that his soldiers retire?
While they are here, we are at least free from the rats who devour our substance, and whose gnawings have thrown the pillars of the Māori house askew.
Will they not advance again as the soldier withdraws, and overrun us as they did in the past?
Enough. Now listen, Littlefinger. You are troublesome, and I am tired of you.
make then your choice from two things quickly, either to seek the war parties of General Cameron
or to die here and now. As he ceased speaking, he shifted the muzzle of his gun so that it pointed
directly at my breast. If I had followed the deepest desire of my heart, I should have
thrown myself upon him, and thus no doubt chosen the latter of his alternatives. But there was still
in my brain a group of cells that retained their sanity, and in the end, directed my submission.
They told me that escape was next door to impossible, that even if I succeeded in reaching my father,
I could now do no good, that I might easily be of more service to the cause of the natives,
inside the British lines, then out of them.
And finally they threw me the decor
that if I was bent on taking vengeance on the person of the Tohonga,
I might find a more favourable opportunity
and could not easily discover a worse.
I will go to the British lines, I said.
Good, he responded, rising.
Then our talk is at an end.
This man shall be your guide.
Go with him. He is an idiot, yet beware how you attempt to deceive him. He lives but to do my will.
You will go, not by the water, but by unfrequented ways through the forest. See that your bones be not left to moulder on the trail.
My destined companion stood, his eyes fixed on his master's face, drinking in his words.
I did not doubt that though my own speech found and left his mind a blank,
he understood every syllable that was uttered by the wizard.
Do I go free or a prisoner? I asked.
What matter, he replied.
You are free to go to the camp of the English.
The moment you turn aside from that path, he will kill you.
Therefore it matters not to bind you.
Go now, both of you.
I took a last look around the room.
Usually books cumbered every convenient resting place,
but there was a tidiness about the place now,
which spoke of an ordered and deliberate departure.
The dust on the furniture might have been the accumulation of a week or many weeks.
No sacrilegious hands had been at work on the property of the white chief of the Gnati Manipoto,
evidently the house had been opened merely to trap me
and would be closed again immediately on my departure.
With the consent of the Tohonga,
I went, the idiot in attendance, to my own room
where I collected together the clothes of which I stood so badly in need.
I changed my apparel on the riverbank
after a bathe in the river,
during which I disported myself under the muzzle of the prince.
priest's gun. Even outside the house, the tapu which clothes the property of a high chief,
had preserved garden and orchard undispoiled. Puhihuya's flower beds were a blaze of midsummer
splendour, and beneath the trees, peach and nectarine lay rotting on the ground. There was nothing
else ready to eat in the place, though I secured a portion of a bag of flour, and some tea and sugar
from Roma's stores to help us along the way.
These, together with a billy,
I gave into the charge of the idiot,
and picking the withered nosegay from the seat,
as a momento of my foster-sister,
I followed him down to the boat.
The priest had told me that food would be available
at our first halting place,
but beyond that point,
we would have to forage for ourselves.
accordingly at about 7 o'clock in the evening
we came to an opening in the bush where we found a solitary couple
man and woman engaged in preparing us a meal
they were an ancient and morose pair
not to be drawn into conversation on any topic
and having set our supper of potatoes kumara and tea before us
they departed without more ado
From that moment, until when a week later I responded to the challenge of a century outside the British lines,
the idiot was my only companion.
Whether if he had afforded me an opportunity, I should again have attempted to escape.
I cannot say, but he gave me no such chance.
Day and night his watch never relaxed, and greatly as I flattered myself on my powers of endurance,
they were no match for his.
With a petty malice, for which I am afraid,
my own sufferings afforded but a poor excuse,
I kept the creature continually on the rack.
At night time, when he gave signs of falling into a doze,
I would rise to my feet and fain to seek for a more comfortable sleeping place.
When he was for hurrying forward, I lagged behind,
and on the contrary, when for any reason his movement,
movements seemed to bespeak the necessity for caution, I would become possessed of a feverish anxiety
to push forward. Half mad with hunger and the fatigues of a trail, which for the greater part of
its length could be followed only by main force, it may be that the seeds of mental disorder
were already at work in my brain. The idiot had many habits which displeased me, but the most
irritating was his joy in his poultry treasures. The shattered gourd was his antidote to myself.
As soon as the day's march was over and my fastidiousness was satisfied with a lodging for the night,
he would undo his dirty package and set its contents out before him. He seemed to have a method
of numbering them, or perhaps it merely was that he named them. Sometimes when my better nature was
and the ascendant. The idiot's foraging had perhaps been more successful than usual.
I would watch him and endeavour to follow the workings of his broken mind.
But far more often I was scheming to get his treasures into my possession that I might destroy them.
They were an incongruous lot of rubbish, such as a child might collect.
Scraps of broken pottery, old and evil-smelling pieces of bone,
the half of a child's leaden soldier,
but the object on which he appeared to set the highest value
was the withered talon of a hawk.
Perhaps it recalled that other talon,
which had been his undoing,
for he treated it differently from the rest,
arranging the other objects around it
and handling and regarding it
with a mingling of veneration and terror.
For a time I watched and schemed in vain,
but at length my opportunity arrived.
The rustling of swine in the scrub for a moment distracted his attention from his treasures.
And leaning forward, I picked up the withered talon and cast it into the heart of the fire.
I can recall no honourable action of my life which brought with it such a glow of delightful satisfaction as this evil deed.
Verily I was as mad as he was.
was. His despair, when he discovered his loss, passed all bounds. For some reason he never suspected
me, but seemed to see in the disappearance of his fetish the workings of that malignant power
whose thrall he was. But enough of this, had he possessed but one grain more of intelligence,
he must have dashed out my brains, long before we came to our journey's end, and richly I deserved it.
Many years afterwards I endeavoured, but with small success, to trace out the trail of that dreadful journey.
The whole country was altered, forests had given place to cultivations, and potatoes grew luxuriantly on the dreary swamps,
the passage of which rose before me in all its dismal horror.
My guide obeyed his master to the letter, if we skirted the edge of a plantation,
it was but to snatch food to keep us alive.
And not once did we come face to face with a human being.
He shunned the dry sidings,
along which ran all the ancient Māori paths
from one end of the island to the other,
descending into bottomless gullies and morasses,
skirting the hills and making of one summer's day journey
the arduous toil of seven.
and so at last he pushed me forward on the sentry and, turning on his heel,
dived again into the untamed country from which we had emerged.
End of Chapter 23
Chapter number 24 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Libre Vox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 24
The Last Stand
It often happens that when we are driven by stress of circumstances
to a course of action we have sought to avoid,
we find in it advantages of which we'd form no conception,
and so it proved with me.
Throughout my term of captivity,
my mind had been turned for the possibility of succour to my native friends,
while of those of my own blood in this connection,
I had not thought at all.
The letter from the governor to General Cameron
had remained all the while in my possession.
I must have handled it at least a score of times,
and yet it never occurred to me to reflect
that Sir George might one day recall my existence
and take steps to ascertain my whereabouts.
Yet, within a few minutes of my making myself known to General Cameron,
I found that the information for which I'd been so long hungering
had lame for many months awaiting my arrival at the camp of the English.
His excellency has been uneasy at your long silence, said the general,
as he handed me a package inscribed in the governor's handwriting,
and I have several times caused inquiries to be made among our prisoners with regard to you.
The results were conflicting,
that you were still alive seemed probable,
but we could hardly accept the account of one informant
who told us that you had allied yourself with the Queen's enemies
and taken up arms against us.
The General smiled, but my heart was as heavy as lead.
I rapidly sketched for him an account of my adventures
from the day I left Auckland in the early winter
until my arrival in camp,
suppressing every detail which might tend to throw light on the reasons which had inspired my captors.
Strange, he commented musingly,
you have been, I understand, a resident among the natives.
Yes, sir.
Possibly then you are acquainted with an Englishman of the name of Purcell?
He is my foster-father, General Cameron.
He looked at me and his face was grave.
Indeed, he said, I am bound to tell you that there are rumours in regard to Mr Purcell,
rather more circumstantial than in your case. But probably no more true, sir, possibly.
There was reserve in his tone, inciting me to fuller speech. You must remember, General,
I said, that my father and I have spent our lives among the natives, and inevitably we have an
affection for them. We recognise that government by the whites is the only government possible in this
country, and that it must be ensured, even though it be at the cost of many lives. But it is not
possible for us to regard the natives vindictively, or to be witnesses of the calamity which
has overtaken them without the deepest regret. With that view I have no quarrel Mr Trigarthen,
he said, more warmly. Indeed, it is.
has my sympathy, and no one would more gladly welcome the submission of this unfortunate people
than I. But I hope that may be all. There is something so significant in his voice that I looked
at him for enlightenment. Sympathy with the natives is one thing he went on, encouragement
or open espousal of their cause, quite another. For such action I could find no excuse. A man who
actively sides with the enemies of his own countrymen, commits the gravest crime known to
martial law. I was startled at the emphasis with which he spoke. No doubt, I said stiffly,
your remarks have some application to circumstances. Yes, he replied clearly, I regret to say that I have.
I have heard over and over again that Mr. Purcell is assisting the rebellious tribes. If it is not
so how may we account for the persistence of the rumour. He is helping them with advice,
which no doubt we can afford to neglect, and also a far more serious matter with arms and supplies.
That is impossible, sir, I interrupted. The only arms in the country were collected together
years ago by the Paramount Chief. I would ask you not to condemn my father on merely hearsay evidence.
it would be natural for the natives to make a boast of what are probably simple acts of humanity
to the sick and wounded, the women and children.
He seemed on the point of continuing the discussion,
when some thought caused him to change his mind.
However, he said, the affairs of Mr Purcell are no concern of yours.
Sir George writes me that your knowledge of Māori is of a special order.
I hope that occasion may arise to employ it to the full before many weeks are passed,
in the meantime you will remain at the headquarters camp.
I thanked him and made my way from the room, which I have omitted to mention,
was no other than that in which I had interviewed the Kingmaker,
a few days after the commencement of my incarceration.
An orderly entered as I quitted, and as I had,
I moved down the passage, I fancied I heard a name spoken, which added not a little to my anxiety.
I told and half convinced myself that the General's words had aroused the recollection of an
unpleasant episode, and thus led to the changing of some slightly similar name into Brompart.
So far as I knew, there was no Captain Brompart, yet such sounds clung to my mind with an ominous
persistence. But taking myself to a quiet spot, I opened the packet the general had given me,
Sir George Gray's note consisted of a few hasty lines covering the several enclosures. It was dated in
midwinter, rather more than a month after my departure from Auckland. He merely expressed
the hope that he would hear from me before long, and added that though he himself had no fears for
my safety, it was difficult to convince others that I was not under great risks. I could not doubt to
whom the word others referred, and but for the sense of impending danger, which had been intensified
by my conversation with General Cameron, I should have been lifted into a heaven of happiness
by the thought of Helenaur's relenting. But my father's letter was in my hand, and hoping, against
an intuitive knowledge that here could be nothing to bring me ease, I unsealed it.
My dear son, he wrote, your note has reached me. You have chosen well. To divine what may be
the issue for us who remain here is beyond human foresight, but the knowledge that you are safe
will be a happiness to us in the worst that can befall. In all our lives there has been, I think,
only one subject of moment, which has not been openly discussed between us, the course to be
pursued in the event of what has now happened. The avoidance on my part was deliberate. It was not a matter
on which I should have been willing to influence you, and my hope has always been that you would
choose as you have chosen. Though we avoided speech, I think you have guessed, or even known, for two or
three years passed that a position of neutrality could never be mine. My wife is a native woman. My child is a
daughter of a native woman. Nature knows no stronger bond than that which binds us to wife and child.
There are men who carry patriotism to the length of crying, my country right or wrong. They should have
no quarrel with him who answers, my people right or wrong. Even, even,
what are regarded as the noblest of virtues are liable in certain circumstances to lose their beauty
or even to be metamorphized into crimes. Patriotism in a civilised state surrounded by barbarians
is doubtless a virtue of the finest. But the patriotism that, as in Europe,
keeps a number of civilized communities at arm's length or incites him to the disqualious,
destruction of one another is surely none but the reverse. But I will not give you a
dissertation on the matter, my dear boy. From the point of view of the patriot, I am doubtless
a monster, but considered as merely a human being, it may be that I have my redeeming points.
And Cedric, I am getting old. I would sooner be sitting reading a book with my wife and boy
and girl within reach than buckling on my rusty armour to fight in this, or any cause.
I'm not under any illusions as to the result of the war, nor do I expect to achieve any good
by allying myself with the native cause. But for 30 years these have been my people,
and for 30 years their country has been my home. I shall not go far afield, and you need
expect from me no deeds of daring do, but I should be a sorry knave if I deserted my friends in
their need, or failed to strike a blow in defence of those I love. That, at any rate, is how the matter
appears to me. Think me a foolish old man, if you will, but do not let the tongues of men
mislead you to feel ashamed of your connection with me. Well then, in the spirit I take your hand,
and wish you goodbye and all that your heart desires. I have deposited my will with browning.
You will find everything in order. I have provided for Roma. The rest you and Puhi-Huja will divide between you.
The girl's share will be larger by the amount I have already given you. In the event of the death of either of you
without issue, the survivor takes everything. It is all quite simple, except.
insofar as the lawyers have translated my intention into their own phraseology.
Goodbye, my son, your loving father.
Despair in my heart, I laid down his letter at length,
and opened that of Puhi Huya.
Her pretty handwriting was spoiled by signs of haste and anxiety.
My dear Cedric, my mind is full of misgivings with regard to you.
It is impossible for me to believe that note which was brought to us by a young warrior of the Gatihawa was really from you.
The writing is strangely like yours, and yet I would sooner believe the sun will not rise tomorrow than believe you wrote it.
You left us for the last time so harassed and anxious on our account, half-fearing to go,
and speaking in every other sentence of the speed with which you would return,
that I cannot dismiss from my mind the thought that harm has befallen you to account for your long absence.
The letter purporting to come from you has only alarmed to me more.
Father, usually so clear-sighted, does not share my fears.
His great affection for you finds satisfaction in the thought that you are safe from the approaching horrors.
and quite blinds them to what to me is so evident that it is just because of what is coming
that the note could never have been written by you.
There are many things I wish to say or write to you, but till I see or hear from you and learn
what has happened, it seems useless to go on.
I had hoped for your help to get farther away before it was too late.
Ranghi left her ten days ago to join the way.
Waikadoes. Asked Cedric, if you do not come back to help us, we are all lost. Yet if I could really believe
you safe, I would not repine. That would be one anxiety the less. Your loving sister, Poohi-hooia.
So poignant were the feelings aroused by this cry from the silence that had so long
enveloped all I loved, that I started to my feet and would have rushed off the
there and then on the backward trail, had not the recollection of my empty home held me before I had gone a dozen yards.
Then, too, as a crushing weight descended on me, the thought that, instant as seemed the appeal in my sister's letter,
it was already seven months old. Winter had passed, and spring and now summer was hastened towards the fall.
How had time that panacea for all ills
wrought with the distress of my sister?
Sober reflection quelled the wild impulse
that would have set my feet once more on the trail for home.
Even if I succeeded in breaking through the net
by which the wizard had held my dear ones from me
and of how difficult this was I already had ample experience,
I could not at this late stage hope to achieve any good.
I might share the fate of those I loved.
I could not hope to avert it.
On the other hand, by attaching myself to the staff of interpreters,
it was not difficult to foresee opportunities for successful mediation,
which might at any moment bring the war to an end.
Hope will germinate and grow luxuriantly even in the baronist of the war.
soils. And as I folded my letters away and turned to my face towards the bustle of the camp,
my spirits had risen to a height which challenged a fall. It was not many minutes before they met with it.
The first person I encountered as I came up from the waterside was Bishop Selwyn. He was striding along
the road with all his accustomed energy, dust instead of mud on his boots and clothes, and giving
to the full-bodied officer of militia, who accompanied him no easy task to keep pace.
He stopped dead at sight of me and stood staring as though I were a wraith.
Well, well, he exclaimed at last, stretching out his hand,
Where have you sprung from?
Only within the last few hours I heard of you from a wounded prisoner.
He told me that you were held captive,
and that on the coming of the troops you had been taken.
still farther into the king country, but come to my tent and give an account of yourself.
Captain Brompart, this is Mr. Trigarthen, who disappeared mysteriously at the beginning of the war.
With a start, I turned my eyes on the other figure, and recognised in the person of the stout
officer of militia, my old housemate, and finally inveterate enemy, Fred Brompart.
Mr. Trigarthen and I have met before, he said pleasantly, though recently we have seen little of each other.
We are quite old friends, eh, Cedric? Dear me, it must be six or seven years since we met.
I returned his advances in kind, but I was not deceived by his appearance of cordiality.
There was that in his eyes not so amenable to discipline as the inflections of his voice, and it spoke to me.
me to beware. He excused himself after a few minutes, promising to see me again before the day was out,
and it seemed to me that the bishop shared the relief I felt in his departure. I am glad you have
arrived, Cedric, he said musingly. The civilian soldier is not in my idea so desirable a person as
a civilian peacemaker. I have no doubt you will have your opportunities. There are signs of
the end, but progress is slow, slow. Captain Brompart is an active officer. Your treatment at the
hands of a section of the natives has not, I hope, made you feel vindictive against the whole race.
I would give all I possess to see peace established before the sun goes down tonight, I answered.
He laid his hand on my shoulder with a friendly pressure. They have ravaged my vineyard Cedric,
Many years and many labourers will be needed before the traces of this evil are swept away.
But it is God's will that the hearts of my flock should be purged by fire.
His simple sincerity touched me.
What man can do you have done, I said.
I wonder, he said doubtfully.
I am detested by Pakiha and Māori alike, and that speaks somehow of failure.
The settlers hooted me as I.
I marched with the Malti prisoners, and the natives fired at me as I returned from succouring
the wounded. They have logical minds. What warrant does the New Testament give for our actions?
I have preached the doctrines of Christ, and the followers of Christ come against them with fire and sword.
We sat for an hour or more discussing the prospects of peace. He was returning to Auckland on the following
day and promised to carry a letter from me to Sir George Gray, whom he would see immediately
on arrival. There was little prospect, he thought, of any important engagement occurring
during the next two months. General Cameron spoke of advancing to a post on the Waipa,
almost immediately, but the country was reported to be practically clear of the enemy for 30 miles
ahead. Tehuata, it was said, had quitted his stronghold on the mountain and was advancing to the
assistance of his war chief, Rui. About a fortnight after my arrival, the camp was advanced some
15 miles up the Waipa, where headquarters were established on the first day of the new year. But it was not
until a month later that a further advance of about the same distance brought us in touch with the
enemy. The spot chosen by the natives to check the advance of the British was within a dozen miles of
my home. Here they had thrown up three redouts, connecting them with lines of rifle pits. The work's been
manned by upwards of 3,000 warriors of the Nati Manipoto, Nati Hawa, Waikato and other tribes.
It was impossible to look upon this formidable position without
admiration for the genius of the untutored race who had devised and constructed it yet as it proved all their
energy and toil was to go for nothing neither by force of numbers nor of arms could the
Māori dictate the conduct of war his it might be to pay the bill he could not call the tune
thus at the mid of a february night the dusky centennials on the heights of
heard the sound of a column, not rushing to the attack, but passing away, yet deeper into their
beloved lands, and making of their heroic toil a hollow mockery. In the morning the great
power was found to be abandoned, every man of its defenders having flitted away between midnight
and dawn. No attempt was made to interfere with our movements. Dismay had spread through the
Māori ranks, and neither the persuasions of Rui nor the inflexible optimism of the Oriki
could hold them together, or again assemble that great band of warriors. A few resolute spirits,
a few whose homes in the locality were no longer tenable, clung to the leaders, but the great
mass of fighters dispersed to the points of the compass, never again to strike a blow. Throughout the march
to Tiawamutu, not a shot was fired, nor when, at daybreak, the smiling landscape unrolled itself
to our gaze, was their sight or sound of any to give check to our advance. I was in hopes that this
experience would repeat itself as we pushed forward, that the natives had timely warning of our
approach, and that everywhere we should find their settlements abandoned. Before us,
the beautiful native village of Rangiafia,
embowered in orchards,
and here I had many lifelong friends.
My heart was in my mouth as I watched our advance guard
enter the settlement in skirmishing order.
This I told myself might be the hour of destiny,
of which I had stood in dread for so long.
The minutes of waiting seemed interminable,
and even the arrival of an orderly with news that there were armed natives in the village
was a relief from the tension of those moments.
At once I sought the general and begged his permission to enter the settlement
and endeavour to secure the submission of its occupants.
I urged that every man in it was known to me
and for that reason I would probably be more successful in negotiating with them than a stranger.
Very good, he replied. They must lay down their arms and take the oath of allegiance to the Queen.
Ten minutes should suffice for them to make up their minds.
I found the once populous village well-nigh deserted.
Probably there were not more than two-score individuals in the group
who stood silently awaiting the approach of the flag of truce,
and even they had only delayed in their beliefs,
that we would not push on beyond Tiawamutu for some hours.
But what they lacked in numbers, they made up in resolution.
To the general's message, they returned but one word,
Cahori.
Footnote.
Cahori, no, end a footnote.
In vain, I pointed out the overwhelming force
against which they were opposing themselves
and appealed to them by name to submit and save their lives.
Enough, said the chief at last,
lie down, Little Finger, that our shots may pass over you.
Even then I might have continued my efforts,
had not the officer in charge,
recognising that our lives were in jeopardy,
given us orders to fall back,
and we were scarcely out of point-blank range,
eerie fuselard from the natives,
brought down on their devoted heads the fire of our troops.
There is a spot at Rangiafia, neglected and forgotten.
I doubt if I or any man could find it, that should be marked with an imperishable stone.
A British soldier fell there, more than one indeed, yet not on their account would I commemorate it.
It should enumerate the names of the heroic seven, who, when all their own their own.
their friends were slain or dispersed, held a farri for hours against a thousand British
troops to perish at last in its flaming ruins. Two days later, we heard that a body of natives
had occupied the old Pa at Ha'erini. But as they were rapidly dislodged from the position,
I have always suspected that this was merely a cover to more extensive works in progress
elsewhere. At all events, there can be no doubt that the famous pa at Arrakal was already in a measure
prepared for their reception when they fell back on it in the last week in February. I think it was on
March 20 that the first definite news of my father reached me. It was from a fellow villager who had
surrendered and taken the required oath that I heard of him. And then it was that I first learned of
the preparations at Orakal. To that spot he told me had repaired the remnant of the great
band of warriors who had sought to give battle to General Cameron at Paterangi. There was
collected the flower of the Nati Manipoto. Few in numbers it was true, but great in spirit. There was
Tihua and his son, Rangiora, who had come unscathed through a dozen battles and acquired much
wisdom in the art of war. There was a war chief, Rui, oft defeated but still unconquerable.
There was Piripi, the chief of Matakiki, Ti'atu Mangu and his band of diviners,
and a score or more of other headmen of the tribe, and of that company was my father.
And not only he, but Puhihuya and Roma, Perape and Tuku, and many others.
the devoted wives, daughters and mothers of this last band of defenders.
I pass over my feelings of despair on hearing this long-expected, but nonetheless terrible news.
I was within a few miles of my dear ones at last, but the barrier that divided us
was more impassable than leagues of ocean. For days I could neither sleep nor eat for the storm of
misery that racked my brain. On the morning of the last day of March, orders were given to
advance on Urukhao, and in a few hours the pa was completely surrounded. At that time the spot,
now grass-grown, was covered with a rough growth of flax, which together with a grove of
peach trees was full of foliage, completely concealed from the British advance the strength of the
position. Rolling gently upward from the direction of Rangiafia, the land breaks abruptly into a
precipitous decline, bottomed by an extensive swamp. This was its spot chosen by all that were left of the
fighting men of the rebellious tribes, barely 300 and all, to make their last stand against the
army of General Cameron. Having surrounded the position, the main body of the British advance,
to the attack and driving in the enemy's pickets came unexpectedly on the formidable defences which had hitherto remained concealed from them instantly a withering fire was poured into their ranks and unable to withstand the heat of the engagement the troops fell back with the loss of their captain and several men a second attempt proved no more successful and recognizing that the
position was too strong to be taken by assault without grave loss,
Brigadier General Kerry, in charge of the forces, caused two six-pounder armstrongs to be
turned on the works, while a number of men were dispatched into the swamp to construct gabbians.
A sap was then commenced, which continued to be pushed forward throughout the night and during
the day and night following.
On the morning of the third day of the siege,
it was in such close proximity to the native works
that hand grenades could be thrown into the par.
This much of the attack?
What of the defence?
Hemden on all sides by the fire of their enemies,
without sleep, with little food
and from the middle of the second day no water,
theirs was a position to try the stoutest heart.
Yet, and though they knew,
knew that a scrap of white rag displayed on a ramrod would save their lives, if not their lands,
not a voice was raised for submission. Once on the second night, 20 or 30 young braves,
under the leadership of Rangiora, burst from the par and made a gallant effort to check the
advance of the sap, which must presently undermine their works. But naught could withstand the hail
of lead that encountered them, and they were compelled to retreat, dragging their wounded with them.
At midday on April 2nd, General Cameron arrived and took over the conduct of the siege.
The Sappers had by this time advanced their trench to within 50 feet of the Palisade,
and it was thought that the most sanguine of the defenders must now recognise the hopelessness
of their position.
In this expectation, the first act of the general was to order one of the armstrongs into the sap,
and while the gun belched grape through the palisade,
a heavy rifle fire was opened on the fort from all sides.
That this bombardment was intended rather to reveal our strength than to inflict injury
was evidenced a few minutes later,
when above the deafening clamour of a thousand weapons,
the bugle shrilled the command to cease firing.
I was standing within sight of the general as the sounds died away,
and at once he beckoned me towards him.
Now Mr. Chagarthen, he said,
you will accompany Mr. Mayor into the sap,
and between you endeavour to obtain the surrender of the par.
I can offer this native defenders no terms but their lives,
unless it be recognition of the honours they're going,
has won them. You may say what you please on the score. You cannot well say too much.
They have kept us at bay for three days under circumstances, as I understand, which would test
the courage and endurance of the finest soldiers in the world. Now let them submit, for they can do
no more. We entered the sap, and pushing along to the end past the smoking Armstrong,
paired through a space between the gabbians which had been opened for its discharge.
Before us was the outer line of the native rifle pits, with the redoubt in the rare.
The defenders stood to hear us as they had sprung from their entrenchments in response to the call for Pali.
Neither my companion nor myself can forget as long as we live the appearance of this heroic band.
Their bodies caked with sweat and dust and smears of blood,
their towsled hair, their bloodshot eyes,
the tense look on their faces,
are all pictured in my mind as I write.
Some few of them were strangers to me,
men from Taupo and the Yuriwera country.
But in many I looked upon familiar faces,
men with whom in happier days I had broken bread
and interchanged a jest.
Only with difficulty could I recognize them now.
Listen, friends, said the voice of my companion beside me.
This is the word of the general.
Great is his admiration of your bravery,
but now enough, come out to us that your lives may be spared.
The reply was not immediate,
and my heart beat high with hopes
as low words inaudible from where we stood, passed to and fro in the ranks.
But at length their deliberations, if such they were, found voice.
My eyes had traversed the rank several times from end to end,
before at last they fix themselves on one figure.
So startlingly changed that it was no wonder I had failed hitherto to recognise him.
It was rangiora.
I had parted from him,
clothed in good broadcloth, handsome with robust health and happier, for all his unsatisfied
passion than he had any idea of. Now I saw a half-naked savage, a bloody clout about his brows,
a fleck of bright crimson on his lips, and in his face an ashen greyness that spoke of a serious,
if not a fatal wound. Even as my mind pierced to his identity, I saw a
him draw himself together and make answer for the garrison.
Friend, he said, this is the word of the Māori.
We will fight against you forever and forever.
Then said Mr. Mia, that is the answer for you, men.
But it is an evil thing that the women and children should die.
Let them come out.
Again they seem to deliberate, and though, as may be guessed,
I was not in the state of mind which makes for accurate observation.
To this hour I think that it was a woman's voice that answered for them.
Moreover, in my heart, I believe it was the voice of a woman dearer to me than any,
save only one on earth.
If the men die, the women and children will die also, she said.
It is well, said my companion, with a deep note of regret in his voice.
the talk is ended. Wait, I cried distractedly, as he was on the point of stepping down into the sap.
They must surely be capable of persuasion. We cannot consign them to death without one more effort.
It is useless, said he, and in another second they will open fire. But I was past heeding such a
consideration. Rangiora, I cried, Rangiora, listen to the voice of your friend, the man
whose life you twice saved and who would now save yours come out all of you with the
honours you have won that we may be happy together again as in the old days he must
have recognized me the instant I appeared beyond the palisade but now for the
first time he gazed steadily upon me little finger he replied wiping a
trickle of blood from his lips and in his voice was the old magical sweetness
You and I sought to close the greenstone door with a bond of love
That will always remain to us in our honour
But it is in the blood that the ceiling will be done
But let be
Those words that have passed between us are for always
This word that divides us is but for a little time
Now go my brother for we have chosen
I might have continued my supplication
had not Mr. Mir ordered me preemptorily to get down
and ensured my obedience by dragging me with him as he leaped into the trench.
Nor was he wrong in his prognostication
for a rifle bullet cut his revolver strap at the shoulder
even as he sprang to cover.
It was but a solitary shot loosened an accident
or perhaps in the madness of his sufferings
by a man of the topos.
But we were no soon as.
out of range, then fire broke out from every part of the Māori position,
and in a few minutes a siege was being prosecuted with more vigour than ever.
So amid the thunder of cannon, the bursting of hand grenades and the deafening rattle of musketry,
the afternoon wore itself away. With a steady approach of the sap,
the trench from which the natives had bid us defiance became presently untenable.
A premature move to take it at the point of the bayonet
had resulted in casualties to half the British attackers,
their captain and several others being mortally wounded,
and a number of men and officers killed outright.
But it could be held no longer,
and with this final blow at their enemies,
the natives retired to their last defence.
Inside the redoubt, Rangiora lay dying,
The scalp wound was but a trifle, but a shot, better directed, had passed through his shoulder,
grazing the lungs and passing.
Slowly, for hours, he had been bleeding to death.
His head was pillowed on the knees of my foster sister, and Spider's Web, his mother, sat holding his hands.
For long he had maintained his post, the stamp of death in his fading face.
Then weakness mastered him, and he lay among the women, masking his sufferings with a smile.
That was until delirium clouded his mind, and a fierce need of the body was no more to be kept silent.
Water! came the cry from his cracked lips, and there was no water in the par.
Take my place, Chukutuku, said Puhihuya, lifting her eyes from the face of the dying man.
The mother obeyed with alacrity.
What matter the other woman's reason?
This was her only child.
Before she surrendered her post,
Puhi Huya laid her lips to the brow of her lover.
Who can say what wild impossible scheme was in her mind?
But in that farewell kiss she revealed her knowledge of its danger.
Rising to her feet, she rang quickly across the redoubt
and sprang into the trench of the fighters.
Rui, the war chief, sitting sheltered from the fiery missiles,
pondering over the omens it made of Urukhal the day of fate,
he saw her pass and counted her among his dead.
Ti'atu Amangu and his acolytes paused,
ere they looked at the newly thrown divining sticks
to watch her flit by them.
Tihuaata might have held her,
her as she slipped panting down beside him,
but his mind was fixed on the unlucky redcoat,
who was destined to raise his total to a score,
and of her he took no heed.
In a moment she had scaled the parapet.
Then, indeed, all within sight became alive to her danger,
and a dozen hands were stretching forth to draw her back.
She could scarce have raised herself to her full height,
her eyes could hardly have seen the lines of the British investment, ere a bullet pierced her throat,
and without a cry or moan, she fell lifeless into the arms of those below.
God forbid that either by words or the absence of them, I should imply that it was a deliberate shot that took her life.
I hated the work of the soldiers, but the men themselves I could not but like and admire.
and to conceive of the lowest among them firing at the defenseless girl,
with full knowledge of her sex, was no more in my nature than the act itself was in theirs.
A veil of smoke hung over the redoubt, interfering with the vision of the attackers,
so that whether she were man or woman might not at first be perceptible,
but the chances are that the shot was a random one,
and he who fired it remained in happy ignorance of.
its fatal effect thus as was related to me many months afterwards these two lovers died and so or in part was it written in stone in the cave we frequented as children
and still the resistance of the three hundred continued and no voice cried out to yield to the british force the end presented but the alternatives of surrender or annihilation
The par was completely invested,
and the strictest orders had been given to maintain an unbroken cordon
around the doomed garrison.
Escape seemed impossible,
and yet for valour and desperation the gods will sometimes open away.
Between four and five o'clock in the afternoon,
the soldiers on guard in the swamp below the steep escarpment
heard a sound as of an onrush of naked feet,
and in a moment wielding gun and tomahawk,
holding their women and children in their midst,
the heroic band swept down from the heights they could no longer hold,
and breaking through the lines,
made a final bid for life and freedom.
Then from every side broke forth a clamour of cries,
and the spirit of the hunter awoke in every Anglo-Saxon heart,
abandoning their positions the whole force of the British started in disordered pursuit intercepted in the direction of the rangers by a body of mounted troopers the little band was forced back into the swamp
every few yards saw a lessening in its numbers here fell tiatua manu the last of the great tohungas and here swiftly following the shade of his sun departed the
the implacable spirit of Tihuaata, the great one.
But the little remnant fought and struggled on.
Kindly night was at hand to veil them from their foes,
and from its shade the waters of Punei called to them to drink and be healed.
Many stars were in the sky, when, far off and faint,
the wary men of Orokal heard the bugles sound the retire,
and the hunters at last failed from their heels.
Then by the waters of Punei, they sat down and wept as they remembered those of the gallant 300 who were no longer with them.
Far and wide over the swamp and in the trenches of the par, stark and still lay 140 of their braves.
End of chapter 24.
Chapter number 25 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
this Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 25. A Black Dawn
All that night I spent in searching for the body of my father.
Would that my efforts had proved successful.
Of him, as a participant in the battle, I have said nothing.
Nor will I break that silence now.
Many things were told to me,
but with the solitary exception of his care,
for the wounded. He was an excellent amateur surgeon. None could I wholly believe. I have tried in vain
to realize him in the midst of that inferno of shot and shell. The book will not go down from
his hand. The tender, whimsical smile will not pass out of his eyes. It is the book-lined room
that holds him, not the redoubt nor the rifle pit, and for that I give thanks to heaven.
It was in the trenches they had evacuated for their defence that we interred the bodies of the fallen
warriors. But rangiora and puhi-huya I laid apart from the rest. Death was kinder to them
than life, for in death the desires of their hearts was realised and they lay forever united.
but neither swamp nor trench yielded the body I sought.
That night and throughout the next day,
I followed the burial parties like a shadow,
not a corpse was laid in the ground
until I had first looked upon the face of it.
And so insistent was my demand to see everyone
that at length the soldiers came to regard my importunity
as an institution,
and even to take satisfaction in furthering.
it. At last, the withered hope in my breast began again to put forth leaves.
Since the day I had delivered him my letter of introduction, General Cameron had not again broached
the subject of my father. I knew that his confidence in my own integrity was complete, for often
he had let fall words of impatience to me, such as I never heard him speak to any other person,
that showed how the soldier and the man conflicted within him.
But he might very well feel sympathy for the natives
and yet entertain a very different feeling
for those who abetted them in their resistance.
And I could by no means make up my mind
that is silence on the matter that engrossed me
denoted that it had passed from his recollection
or that he was willing to forget the rumours
of which he had spoken to.
me. If my father were not among the dead, and of that I was at length convinced, then it was all
the more necessary that I should find him. To quit the camp without authority was an act which my duty
forbade, nor was I willing to revive the general's attention by any request of a merely personal
nature. Only one means of escape from my difficulty offered, and of this I availed myself.
Every day parties left the camp to beat the country for miles around for signs of further resistance.
Occasionally they brought in a prisoner but for the most part the villagers were deserted
or were hastily evacuated on their approach.
It was with one or other of these parties that I left the camp,
losing my companions on the first opportunity
and thenceforth conducting my own researchers and science.
Acquainted with every trail and every village, I could move more rapidly and to better purpose than the troops,
and the country which the company reported clear of the enemy, was by no means always so to the solitary traveller.
In this way I picked up a good deal of information with regard to the recent battle,
and learnt that my father had certainly been among those who escaped,
and that he and Roma were yet living.
One of the most indivaticable of the hunters was Captain Brompert.
No officer of the force was more keen than he in the days following the siege,
and many of those who had survived the dangers of retreat from Orocal
fell victim to his vigilance.
As a rule, he was back at nightfall, hailing his batch of captives,
often quite inoffensive people whose sole connection with the fighters was the fact that they were of the same tribes.
But sometimes 50 or 60 yards would pass before the exhaustion of his supplies drove him from the fascinating sport.
I joined none of his expeditions, partly because I distrusted his air of friendship,
but mainly for the reason that his bettos were always in the one direction.
and that it seemed to me the one least likely to be productive of what I sought.
Of all the spots in which my father might conceal himself until the hunt was over,
and the piece which everyone expected was actually made,
there seemed to be none less likely of selection than Matakiki.
I could not imagine him so foolish or so careless as to return to.
his home while the British army lay within a score of miles of it, and it was therefore with no more
than a passing apprehension that I learned that day after day Captain Brompart and his troopers
haunted the Waipa River in the vicinity of my home. My own belief was that my father had made
for the Monga Totari Rangers there to seek refuge in the Kaanga of Tamihana, than which he could
probably find no safer retreat, and in consequence I chose by preference to ally myself
with parties going in that direction. It was on the morning of April 15 that having fallen out
from my company, I chanced on a small party of natives, from whom I obtained the first definite
news. They not only knew of my father, but they had seen him and parted from him within the last 24
hours. As I had conjectured, he had made for the Rangers, there establishing himself in the
power of the Kingmaker, and giving his voice in the council, as throughout the campaign he had
never ceased to do for the making of peace. But it appeared that after being settled there for
rather more than a week, he awoke one morning to find his wife missing. Several hours were
wasted and fruitless expectation of her return before it became clear that she had left the settlement
and with a definite object what that object was my father had no difficulty in guessing i've spoken of the time
when many years before we had abandoned our home on the par to take possession of the newly constructed
mansion on the river flat how for months and even years afterwards she was
would climb the hill to weep in the ruins of the home to which her husband had brought her on her
bridal day and where her child was born. It was doubtless a similar impulse that actuated her now
and to that conclusion my father came. He delayed but to get together a few necessities of travel
and already said my informants he must be within sight of his destination. No sooner did I hear this
unlucky news, then as a lightning flash came on me, the conviction that my passing apprehension
of Captain Brompart's persistent search of the Matakiki district was justified, and that my father
alone was the game for which he was seeking. Scarce pausing to say farewell to these innocent
barriers of evil tidings, I turned on my heel and sat off at a pace that was almost a run on the long
trail for home. It was yet early in the day and I did not doubt that if nothing came to interfere with
my progress, I could accomplish the distance before nightfall. Of that journey I remember only the
mental agony that accompanied it. Of the things around me, I took no heed. My mind was already at the
end of the road, busying itself with every possibility. Would this be one of the rare days when Brompart
lay idling in camp. Surely he had searched Matakiki often enough to be away at this critical juncture.
If he were only a mile away, it would suffice. Fortune stood to me so far that the sun had not yet
disappeared behind Porongia when, breasting the last fern hill, I came in sight of the beloved
and familiar scene. A wave of anguish came over me as I gazed, for there rose before. I was
me the visions of Puhi Huya in her flower garden, and her I should never see again. But stern work
was before me, and brushing away the tears from my eyes, I plunged into the bush that intervened
between the open country and the river. The first things my eyes encountered as I emerged from the
bush were the horses of the troopers tethered in the orchard. I knew then instinctively, as surely as I was
to learn within the next few minutes that the worst had happened.
A number of troopers were sitting a short distance down the stream,
bathing their feet in the water,
and to them I called to ferry me across.
One of their number complied,
and from him I received confirmation of my fears.
They've got that chap Purcell, he said,
found him on the top of the hill with his misses.
They're trying of him now.
waiting for no more I sprang to land and directed by the sight of the sentry in the doorway of the produce shed ran up the roadway and burst without ceremony into the building standing unbound in the midst of a number of troopers was my foster father
romerset crouched at his feet at the head of the improvised table sat captain brompart with the offices of his company to right and left
He was the first to break the silence that followed my abrupt entry.
Always pleased to see you, Trigarthen, he said,
but I may mention that this room is private.
Then it is you who are breaking its privacy, I answered,
pulling forward a box and seating myself.
I should have said our business is private, he corrected himself mildly.
This is a military court,
and I am entitled to be present at it, as,
one of the public, I responded. I had indeed no knowledge of military law, but then I doubted
if he were any better provided, and in any case my determination to be present was as fixed as the
heavens. Whether he had any real objection to my presence, I cannot say. Possibly he had spoken
merely to preserve appearances, and in his heart rejoiced that I was to be a witness of his vengeance.
I cannot help it, Reader, if I make this man a monster.
They tell me that a human being without one good trait is to be found only in fiction.
All I know is that even now after 40 years, I write of this man as I feel.
Then we will proceed with the evidence, he said, clearing his throat, and he turned towards Roma.
You have said that your husband was present with the rebels at Urquhar.
that he remained in the par during the whole of the engagement,
and that he finally retreated in company with Roletti, Ruiwi, and others of its defenders?
Is that so?
Aye.
Pornotena.
Yes, that is true, replied Roma.
You remember the par at Patirangi?
Aye.
Was the prisoner among the natives who occupied that position?
I.
I moved restlessly at these confirmatory,
replies. Surely, said my impatience, Roma should have denied everything, but a glance at my father's
face led to the relinquishment of the thought. He was looking placidly down upon her, his eyes very
gentle under their fierce grey brows. I knew that no word but the truth would be spoken in his
defence. I should mention that these questions, though put in English, were translated into the
vernacular by a sergeant of the corps, whose dark skin betrayed his mixed descent. I was keenly
on the alert for any error in the interpretations. In short, your husband was associated with the natives
and their resistance to the Queen's troops, continued the Inquisitor. He sat in their
councils and participated in their battles. Why not? asked Roma, rising to her feet, and looking round
the faces at the table, as though for the first time the significance of the proceedings had come
home to her. He is the chief of the Gnati Maniapoto. It was an unfortunate defence, and I knew by the
sudden glitter in Brompart's eyes, and the slight movements of the others, that its effect
was far other than the unhappy woman had contemplated. That will do, said Brompart. Sargent
rent attend to me yes sir said the half-cast interpreter briskly turning towards the table you were for some time a clerk in the employee of brompart brothers of orcland i was sir the accounts of the firm came under your notice and among others the account of the prisoner's dealings with your employers yes sir did you notice any items for arms and ammunition yes sir yes sir
a good many. Before or after the enactment which prohibited the sale of arms to the natives,
both before and after. And you say there were a good many of these entries? Can you tell us how many?
Not exactly, sir. I should say there were between 20 and 30. Thank you. That will do.
One moment, Sergeant Wren, I said, springing to my feet. You say that these charges were for arms in
ammunition? How do you know? For a moment his glibness deserted him, but in the next instant
he had turned with a smile to the captain. Because I can read, sir, he said. Of course, said Brompart
quickly with an answering snigger. And now, pardon me, I said, Sergeant Wren tells us he can read,
perhaps you will tell us what he did read. I read the word guns, said the man defiantly,
guns and powder.
It is a lie, I cried hotly.
I too am familiar with the account he speaks of,
and I swear that no such items are to be found in it.
Nevertheless, the statement of the man is true in substance, Cedric,
said my father gently.
I did purchase arms through the medium of this firm.
That settles it then, said Brompart.
The fact of the purchase is omitted.
Call Honet Tahai.
Now, Honitahai was a native of Matakiki, a common fellow of low repute in the settlement,
on whose evidence I would not have hanged a dog.
He was surrendered to the British shortly after the evacuation of Patarangi,
and by certain, doubtless, unworthy services,
had gained complete freedom so long as he remained in the precincts of the headquarters camp.
The trooper, told off to call him, must have found him in the immediate.
immediate vicinity, for he was back in little over a minute, the new witness with him.
Your name is Hone Taha'i. You are a resident of this place, Matakiki. You know the prisoner,
Purcell, and have dealings with him? To each of these statements, Hone responded in affirmative.
Among other purchases made at the prisoner's store, you brought from him, on May 15 last,
two rifles in a box of hundred cartridges?
Yes, that is untrue, Honay, said my father mildly.
The wretch hung his head and shuffled with his feet,
but he did not retract the statement,
and on being again questioned reaffirmed the truth of what he said.
The man never had the price of a rifle in his life, I said contemptuously.
Brompart paid no attention to me,
but having exchanged a few words with those near him,
announced that the witness's evidence was accepted.
The court will now retire to consider its verdict, he added.
What? I cried, before it has first heard the defence.
The prisoner may speak in his own behalf if he wishes to do so,
he replied after a moment's hesitation.
I have only these things to say, said my father.
In the first place, I deny that this is a properly constituted military court
and that it has power to try me for my life.
In the second, I deny that I am a British subject.
I was in this country before, if ever, it became a possession of the queens,
and I have lived here for upwards of 30 years
without once seeing a shadow of her civil authority in the district.
Lastly, though I have shared the sorrows of the natives, I have fired no shot in their quarrel,
and persistently, and at all times, I have urged the making of peace.
Not that I have thought the native cause an unworthy one,
but because I remembered the weakness of its supporters.
I have nothing more to say.
Again Brompart affected to consult with those around him,
As to the power of this court, he said at last, I take the responsibility for its actions.
You have denied that you are a British subject, but you were born one, and you cannot cast off your allegiance at pleasure.
Whether or no you have fired upon the Queen's troops is best known to your own conscience,
but there is overwhelming evidence that you made it possible for others to do so,
and stood by while it was being done.
The court will now consider its verdict.
In silence they filed out,
and for ten minutes we were left to our own reflections.
I could feel my father's eyes upon me,
but it was long before he spoke,
and then in such a quiet voice
that we might have been in the old book-lined room alone together.
You buried her, Cedric?
Yes, father.
her and rangiora together he was silent a moment whether or not there is another world he said musingly there is need of it for there is much that is out of sorts in this
he was thinking of the unhappy lovers oblivious of his own fate hanging in the balance he did not speak to me again directly but addressed himself to the cheering of roma who again crouched on the floor was moaning
and rocking herself to and fro. At length a movement on the part of the sentry in the doorway
heralded the return of the judges and once more they took their seats around the table. A dead
silence followed. Even troopers whose interest was as nothing stood in rigid attention as Brompert
turned his eyes on the prisoner and moistened his lips preparatory to speaking. Prisoner, he said,
The court has found you guilty of treason in that, being a British subject,
you took up arms against the Queen's forces and aided and abetted her enemies in the field.
For this crime you were sentenced to be shot.
The sentence will be carried into effect at dawn.
The room had been slowly grown darker with a decline of day,
but now of a sudden it was as black as night.
With a fierce effort I stilled the wild beating of my heart and moved forward to the table.
Brompart, I said,
Do you forget that you, and for many years your father before you,
were the trusted representatives of this man,
whom so calmly, even cheerfully, you now sentenced to death?
Personal feelings, he replied,
must not be allowed to interfere with my solemn duty,
and after all, for the money we received,
we returned an equivalent in services.
For all of it, Frederick Brompart, my father asked,
with the faintest note of sternness in his voice.
His face took on a dusky hue,
and then for the first time I understood why our connection with his firm
had come so abruptly to an end.
The court is dissolved, he said in a high voice,
remove the prisoner, and again, coming quickly down the building,
he passed out into the open air.
But I could not let him go,
and following in his footsteps,
overtook him ere he had gone a dozen yards.
For the sake of that life,
a hundredfold dearer than my own,
I, who in my own case would have laughed him to scorn,
was content to crawl in the dust at his feet.
Fred, I cried, catching him by the arm,
and speaking in a voice I could myself scarcely recognise.
why are you doing this thing? Is it because we fought and quarreled as boys
that you would revenge yourself upon me now by taking my father's life? Tell me.
Why, what an idea, he replied, did we fight and quarrel with boys? But your father's is a serious
offence. You don't seem to recognise how serious. If such actions were tolerated.
Brumpat, you know in your soul that it is because of your hatred of men.
I know no such thing you seem incapable of listening to reason.
Reason? Good God! But I won't wrangle with you. Consider, you are taking a fearful responsibility.
Your court is a farce. Why? If you have no personal feelings, should you shoulder the responsibility?
What is the reason for your hurry? Take your prisoner to General Cameron and save yourself trouble hereafter.
I have General Cameron's warrant for what I am doing.
His warrant? Then show me.
The matter has been thoroughly discussed in all its bearings.
How is that possible when the general has heard neither the prosecution nor the defence?
He deputed me.
Brompart, you are lying.
That is, you are mistaken.
Listen!
I can spare no time to argue the matter.
Besides, you are too agitated to consider.
of the thing fairly. Do you suppose if my conscience did not approve? Your conscience, you devil.
By an adroit movement, he evaded me, and my hands clutched the empty air. I could have bitten
off my tongue for those words, and yet if my hands had closed on his flesh, I might have
killed him. I hastened after him, calling his name, humbling myself in the agony and terror of my soul.
But he took no heed, disappeared.
with a word to the sentry into the store.
The man would not let me pass,
and when I attempted to brush past him,
thrust me back with the butt of his rifle.
Night fell, moonless and overcast.
The troopers had built a fire on the riverbank.
I could hear their gay voices as they sat around the blaze.
There was a smell of cooking in the air.
The thing could not be.
Again and again I sought to.
to gain admittance to the office's quarters. Good-natured troopers carried my message to
Brompart, but he refused to see me. The thought that I might win him over with money
gave me hope until note after note, offering him finally everything I possessed, in return
for my father's freedom, were returned to me unread and unopened. At last by a verbal message I
begged permission to see my father, and this was according to.
me. He was confined in a little building erected at the back of the house for the storage of tools.
It would have been useless as a prison, but for the armed guard at the door. He had an open
book in his hand as I entered, and a circumstance that gave me almost a sensation of awe
was that in the glimpse I caught of him, before he was aware of my presence, he gave me the
impression of being absorbed in what he read. Indeed, he spoke of the volume as he put it aside.
It is well that our friend Bacon chose to glorify action rather than being, he said,
for according to the philosophy of Plato, he would have made but a poor showing.
Oh, father, I cried, taking his hand and holding it between my own.
Talk not to me of books. Tell me only how I may save.
your life. You cannot, my son, he said gravely. There is no way, unless Brompart relents,
and even then it is but to defer the end. Why should he desire your death? When he robbed you,
why did you not prosecute him? Ah, why? It is bad citizenship. Father, if you have no care for your
life, have compassion on my misery. Tell me what I can do. Life is no less,
desirable to me than to other men he said but I recognize the inevitable when I am in front of
it there is a fire in this man's heart that nothing we can do will quench be at peace my son
it is but to forestall by a few years an inevitable natural event come let me hear your adventures
only within the last few weeks have I learned of your captivity Tiatua is dead
Brumpart himself will die. But I could not answer him. There is no room in my mind for any but the one
thought that within a few hours he was to die. I pressed his hand and told him I would come back
and so returned to the attempt to placate the fiend who held us in his toils. But I could neither
see him nor induce him to read my notes. By this time the men of the troop had come to an
understanding of the position, as I wandered hither and thither, unable to rest for an instant in
any one place, many of them gave a rough word of compassion or advice. Come and sit by the fire. If you could
manage to eat a snack, I'll go if you like, but it's no damn good. You won't even touch them.
At last one of them took me by the arm and led me a few paces out of the hearing of his comrades.
"'Look here, old chap,' he said.
"'Why not go to General Cameron?
"'He might give you a reprieve
"'if he don't do anything else.'
"'It's impossible,' I replied,
"'standing and still staring into the blackness.
"'I could hardly get there,
"'let alone return in time.'
"'But,' he whispered,
"'if you copped a horse,
"'I'll smuggle a saddle down to the riverbank.
"'It's just possible you might do it
"'if you don't waste time thinking you can.'
aren't. God bless you. God bless you. Right, that's all right. You get hold of the horse. There's a real
good one with a pair of white stockings just beyond the pine tree. Take him down to the water. I'll meet you.
My heart was on fire with excitement as having swum the animal across the river behind the canoe,
I squeezed the hand of my benefactor and climbed into the saddle. Goodbye and good luck, he cried.
A moment later, I was in the pitch black darkness of the Forest Trail.
I had barely eight hours to go and return,
and on a made road, however poor its condition,
it would have been an easy feat.
But for two-thirds of the distance,
the way was but a narrow track,
not easy to follow in the daytime,
and by night full of difficulties.
There were stretches miles long
where neither persuasion nor brutality,
and I used both,
could induce my horse to adopt a faster pace than a walk.
It was two o'clock in the morning, as on a good road at last,
I thundered through the village of Tiawamutu,
and sprang from the saddle at the door of the general's house.
Fortunately, the officer of the guard,
attracted by the noise of my approach, had not to be summoned,
and after one or two questions,
to which I replied only that my business was of,
the utmost urgency, he consented to wake the commandant. Within five minutes I was summoned to the
general's room. He was only partially dressed and sleep, and I am afraid, annoyance were in his eyes.
Rapidly I told my story and made my request. He regarded me attentatively, making no comment
until I spoke of the illegality of the proceedings. When he said, this country is under martial law,
Had he caused the man to be shot without even the form of a trial you speak of,
it would not be an act without precedent.
Yet, sir, I pleaded, with his commanding officer close at hand and no necessity for hurry,
yes, well, I will do as you wish.
He drew pen and paper towards him, and on the point of writing, glanced at the clock.
But, he asked, is he to be shot at dawn?
What hope have you of being in time to prevent him?
it, when did you leave? I told him, and he tapped off the hours on his finger, lifting his
brows with astonishment. Then he turned to and wrote with alacrity. I must hope you will succeed,
Mr Trigarthen, he said, as he sealed the envelope and handed it to me. But I am afraid there is
disappointment in store for you. However, don't let me detain you another moment. With a fervent
word of thanks I sped from the room and hastened to my horse. Again woke the echoes of the quiet village
with the noise of his flying feet. Ah, that return journey, let me have done with it in a few words.
Joy and fair fevered and chilled me. Often I saw the east blazing with light when only the darkness
reigned there. On and on I struggled, sparing neither my own body nor that of my
steed. Half the distance was accomplished three-fourths, and still the blessed night prevailed.
All through, the skies had been densely masked with cloud, but now, as I assayed the last
quarter of my journey, stars began to break forth with promise of a clear sky at sunrise.
At first I could not keep my eyes from the east, but towards the end I dared not look at it.
It was not the sky but the earth that at length convinced my unwilling mind of the approach of day.
And there was still the bush to be accomplished.
Easier and easier became the track.
Swifter and swifter went my horse's feet among the knotted roots.
A bird gave a sleepy chuckle overhead.
At last I heard the sound of the river,
and springing from my horse's back, I left him standing there and ran with all
speed to the water's edge. Clear light lay over Matakiki and on the summit of the par was the first
gold of the rising sun. I could see a crowd of moving figures near the store and even as I was on the
point of plunging into the river it took under my gaze an order full of dread significance.
I saw the firing party halted in line. My father facing them his back to the wall.
the officers in a little group to one side, the troopers, a larger group to the other.
With a loud shout I flung up my hand, waving full in their view the message of reprieve.
Many eyes were turned towards me.
I could hear the voices of the troopers calling attention to my presence,
and from the motions of the officers judged that they too were urging the advisability of delay.
But Brompart gave no heed
I saw the rifles of the firing party
brought to the present
I saw the puff of smoke
and heard the sound of the shots
that took his life
and I had not bid him goodbye
and I remembered all he had done for me
I stood stock still like a creature turned to stone
and for nine months thereafter
I remembered no more
End of chapter 25.
Chapter number 26 of the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Chapter 26, the Greenstone Door.
From that moment, until, as one who wakes from sleep,
I looked around me in the woods below Perongia,
well, nigh a year later,
I can tell you nothing of my own knowledge.
It is from what has been related to me by Roma, by sundry natives,
but for the most part one other informant that I derive what is here written of that time.
With the fall of Urukhal ended the war in the Waikato,
peace was established shortly afterwards,
and those natives whose homes did not come within the confiscation boundary
returned to their settlements.
Among the rest came the villages of Matakiki, still numerous in men past middle age and women and children, but sadly depleted of young braves.
The house was reopened, and here Roma and I dwelt during the whole of the time of which I write.
For my part, the place was a home only insofar as I made use of one at all, for there were days and even weeks.
together when my shadow never darkened its doorway, and the wild birds alone knew my sleeping place.
I suffered from no bodily ailment. It was only when my recollection of the past was touched at some
point that there was much in my actions to distinguish me from normal men. The central idea
in my clouded mind seems to have been that I was still on my way to the British lines.
or rather that I had escaped from the custody of the idiot
and was now alternately concealing myself from him
and seeking the recovery of that lost intention
which had incited my escape.
This could scarcely have been so had I not continued to be aware,
however hazily, of my identity.
Perhaps it was the partial recovery of this lost intention
which brought me back time and again to my home.
And yet, arrived there, I asked no questions
and seemed to be without anticipations with regard to it.
Abroad, my travels were never two or over the actual scenes of my journey with the idiot,
but veered continuously in the direction of Perongia,
so that with the main motive appears to have mingled another,
of which I can offer no explanation
unless it is to be found in the fascination
the mountain had always possessed for me.
I have often wondered if it was some blessed instinct
that urged me thus into the wilds,
far from the haunts and taunts of men,
that made of me a solitary wanderer,
braving all weathers,
careless of rain and storm,
of the damp earth that formed my couch,
sleeping with the sun and rising with it till the health of a wild animal pervaded my body and the cloud lifted and passed away from my brain conceive of me then as a creature of the woods and mountains capable of thought and speech harmless timid self-centred in my idea that i had escaped the idiot and so let the autumn pass and the winter let spring be far advanced
advanced into summer. And now behold me, standing stock still, my feet on the forest trail,
bereft of the power of motion, watching the approach of the being I had so long successfully avoided.
When he was but the creature of my imagination, the wild bird was not swifter in flight than I,
but now that I beheld him in the flesh, the power of movement failed me, and, as a
Abjectly, I waited recapture.
It was he.
I knew him less by his appearance
than by the stirring of my blood
that stood to me for remembrance.
I doubted not that it was in order to allay my fears,
that he had disguised himself in the attire of a woman.
And now, with swift movements,
interrupted by sudden pauses,
he drew near to me,
and staring on me with great,
eyes, breathlessly spoke my name.
Cedric! Yes, idiot, it is I. Now take me, for I see I cannot escape you. Where shall I take you?
To the general, have you forgotten the Black One's instructions? If it must be done, let us go quickly.
Wait here a while, for I am tired. I have followed you a long way. Let us sit here and rest.
Cedric, Cedric, O God, be merciful, see what I have brought with me in my basket.
I know, pa, but you have lost the kites tullin.
Bread and butter, and of fowl, I got Roma to cook it for you, and here is some peaches,
the first fruits of the orchard.
There, you wouldn't think, would you, that these little things were so heavy,
now you must find us some water.
It is your place to fetch and carry, I said, and threw myself on the ground before the good things.
Yes, I will fetch it. That is the beauty of New Zealand. There is always water close at hand.
I passed the creek not two minutes ago. I lay still till the sounds of footsteps had died away.
Then, quickly restoring the food to its place in the basket, I picked it up and ran it
full speed down the trail. I'd put several miles between us before. Delighted with my ruse,
I sat down to enjoy my meal. In that hour, my fare of the idiot began to wane. I had successfully
outwitted him. His strength, had he not spoken of the flimsy basket of food as heavy,
no longer impressed me. I moved more carelessly, with the result that three or four days later
I was captured again. Apricots is time, Cedric. How long is it, since you have been home?
And the flower garden is just a picture. Come and sit down. We won't need any water until we have
finished. That was cruel of you and I have been looking for you every day since.
Then sit further off. It is not fitting that we should be such near neighbours.
As you please, eat and I will wait upon you.
I was thy neighbour once, thou rugged pile.
Wordsworth? What do you know of Wordsworth?
Wordsworth, I repeated frowning.
Wordsworth. He was a chief of the Napaui,
and I began to carve the fow into two portions.
Then what does he mean by rugged pile?
A pile creature, said I,
is a block used for the support of a food store,
to preserve its contents from rats,
and I smiled contentedly at this ingenious elucidation
of a remembrance that had puzzled me.
Is that for me?
But I don't want it.
You need not have stolen the basket, for it was yours.
Eat, I insisted, we have a long way to travel,
and heaven knows if our next meal may not be the heart of a Nekal.
Footnote, Nikao, the native palm, Arika Sapida.
End of footnote.
The creature made so poor a pretense of obeying me
that my fear suffered a further relapse.
I remembered having seen him take a bird from the spit
ere the fire had well warmed it and devoured it,
scarcely troubling, to discard the bones.
But he was strangely altered.
Eat, I urged again, though you may not sit at my table, you may divide my fare,
and in a few moments we must start on our journey.
Cedric, will you come home with me?
What need of a better home than this?
Here is shelter from the sun and rain, wood for fire and soft bedding for our limbs.
But food, how do you exist and keep your strength?
Often you must suffer from the need of the need of.
it. Come, and we will go back together. When I feel hunger, it is a simple business to satisfy it.
I have but to walk into a village at morning or evening, and take potluck with my friends.
Why should I travel many miles for what I can obtain, close at hand?
East, West, Holmes best. Listen, Cedric, do you remember St. Kevin's?
I detest memory. It gives me a headache.
Ah, but you remember the poet Wordsworth?
Do you remember the garden and the narcissist flower?
The boy who died of love of his image in the water?
And the host of golden daffodils?
Don't frown at me. Think!
In the garden there are two children, a boy and a girl.
They are standing, looking down at the flowers.
Now they have moved on.
They are on a seat, talking together of the past,
that still lives and the future that is to be born.
Look, you can see them.
It is wintertime, but the sun is shining.
It is a pretty story, idiot, I said,
but I could never understand why she ceased to love him.
I remember now that you were right with regard to Wordsworth,
and I am sorry that I threw your claw into the fire.
He drew back and looked at me disconsolately.
Why do you call me, idiot? Was that too among the terrors? Again he leaned forward, and in his voice was a wonderful
seduction. Call me by my name? If I ever heard it, I have forgotten long since I replied.
What is your name? Halanora. I told you that I detested memories. Now my head is splitting. Tell it me again.
Halanora, Helenora Wild.
You are jesting with me.
I suppose you think that I don't know that I'm as mad as you are,
but you cannot delude me into the belief that you were christened by a woman's name.
No more a woman's name than I am a woman.
Oh, Cedric, open your eyes.
Was the idiot clothed as I am?
Was his face like mine?
Had he such hands?
Hesitatingly, I took the white hand she stretched out to me,
and scanned the soft palms and lissom fingers.
Mad, mad, I muttered, yet who was Helenaora?
She was the girl in the garden,
the girl who, thinking of the past, consented to the future.
But why did she cease to love him, if I could remember that?
You must not remember that, for it never was.
always loved him. And your name is Helenaora? Yes, yes, and you were the boy in the garden.
O Cedric, if you but will it, you may awake. Suddenly she drew her hands from mine and throwing
herself on her knees, raised them in supplication to heaven. Merciful God, she cried,
have pity on me and on this afflicted one. Forgive my wickedness. Let his memory be restored to him.
Prayer is good, I said approvingly, and knelt down before her.
Hear me, Father in heaven, for those wrongs I have committed, pardon me,
and let not your wrath continue against me.
Lift this cloud from my mind, so that I may be as other men.
Her eyes shining with tears, searched my face expectantly.
Ah, don't frown at me, she cried at last.
It is not my displeasure, I see.
said, if your head ate as mine does, you would frown too. See, while we have been talking,
the sun has gone down. She stood a while looking musingly about her in the golden twilight.
Have you a place to sleep, or do you just lie down anywhere, she asked presently.
Come, I will show you, and I led her to a cave in the rocks. Probably I had more than one such
retreat, but this is the only one of which I have learned. It contained a small store of food,
potatoes and kumetas, and a thin mist of smoke rose from my covered cooking fire. In a few minutes,
the hot embers were coaxed into a blaze, but the pain in my head had now become intolerable,
and sick to death I could do no more. Giddy and half blind, I groped. I groped,
to my way to the cave and sank into my couch of fern fronds.
Cedric, shall I put some water on your head?
We did not need the fire.
There is a beautiful moon.
The forest is a carving and silver and ebony.
Never mind the cloth, just your hands,
and say some of Wordsworth's poems.
But your head will get worse.
No matter, there is one on the verge of memory.
I should know of it.
it in a moment. Not that one, nor that one. Can you tell me one line of it, one word? I should know it.
Are you sure it was Wordsworth? Suddenly her voice checked, and then, as one who recovered a memory,
"'Vien gebeilt, Ost Himel, shern. Seeter do young frau for Zichstein. Yes, yes.
Zartesensacht, Zeus's hofen,
De Oirsten-liber goldeny zeit,
Das Oger Zietten Himil often,
Eschvelde's heart,
Zenzellikait.
Cedric,
and softly again,
Cedric,
and the silence and the moonlit night.
And in God's good time,
and at the call of love,
I awoke,
and my madness had passed and left no vestige in memory.
I stared at the cave and the bush beyond.
The sun was well up in the sky.
A golden beam slanted to the entrance of my retreat,
and down it, as an angel of heaven might come to the gateway of death,
came Halanora.
The day was well advanced, as hand in hand,
we turned our backs on Perongia,
and followed the trail for home, through the golden lights and leafy shadows of the bush.
And they are all dead save Roma, and the war is at an end.
Asked Cedric, if you have lost all, so have I.
Didn't you hear that Arthur was killed at Rangiriri?
I drew her to a standstill and kissed the tears from her eyes.
You remember, I said, the image of her.
the greenstone door. She nodded and lifted her lips mutely to mine. And so at last,
for us too also, the greenstone door was closed. End of chapter 26. End of the greenstone door by
William Satchell. The glossary of the greenstone door by William Satchell. This Librevox recording is in
the public domain. The glossary.
Ariki, the priest chief, see note.
Atua, a spirit, God.
Heyere, may, welcome, heyere ra, farewell.
Hangi, food cooked in a Maori oven.
Hapu, a sub-tribe, huya, a bird, het
The ra locha, acutero-stress.
Kai, food.
Kaenga, the home.
Kaiwaii, the floor of a canoe.
Kakino, bad.
Karaka, a tree.
Kori, the Great New Zealand pine tree.
Kehua, a ghost.
Kritangata, the innermost.
Kirtangata, the innermost.
barricade.
Kiwi.
The wingless
apturics.
Kohe, Koroa
Koto.
You, you too,
all of you.
Kofai, a tree.
Kumara,
the sweet potato.
Makutu, magic.
Mana,
authority, prestige.
Manuka,
the tea tree.
Marai.
The
Village Common.
Maro, an apron.
Matai, a tree.
Matakiti, second sight.
Miri, a stone or jade club.
More pork, the settler's name for the native owl.
Nikau, a species of palm.
Nu, divining rods.
Noa, cleansed from tapu.
Pa
A fortified village
See note
Pai
Good
Pakiha
A white man
Pakiha
Māori
A white man
living as Maori
Papatia
An untatued person
Partu
Strike
Piko
A pack carried on the back
Ponaumu
Jade
greenstone
Pupu Rangi
A species of large snail
Rangatira
A chief
Tiranga
The land of shades
Sinoat
Rongo Pai
The good word
Roonanga
A Parliament
Taipo
A supernatural
Being
Tanifah
A fabulous
Sorian monster.
Tapairu.
A high priestess, see note.
Tapu.
Sacred, infected.
See note.
Terairi, a tree.
Tatau, a door.
Ta'uah, a war party.
Tafera, the flower spade of a climbing plant.
Tikai tango.
Atua, the Undertaker.
Tena-a-we,
Cora, Couto.
Singular, dual, and plural greeting.
Teteri, a ward trumpet.
Tiki, a breast ornament.
Tietoki, a tree.
Tohanga, sea note.
Tohonga-ta, a tattooa.
Tui, the parson bird.
Tutsua, a slave,
an oven of heated stones,
Ooto, vengeance,
Otu, payment in compensation,
Wahini, wife for womenfolk,
Waipero, alcoholic beverage,
Wayata, a song,
Farie, a native house,
Farikura, the Māori University.
Farimatoro, the Māori pleasure house.
Faripuni, a sleeping house.
End of the glossary.
Notes for the Greenstone Door by William Satchel.
This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Notes.
Ariki, the priest chief.
The eldest son of the eldest son, tracing descent back to the Māori gods.
Pa, a fortified village.
It was usually situated on the summit of a hill, so as to command a view of an approaching enemy.
Its defences consisted of ditches and palisades, one within the other.
Teranga.
The world of spirit.
The soul, having quitted the body, was supposed to travel to the extreme north of New Zealand,
where was the leaping off place or entrance to the land of shadows.
See Chapter 5
The Royal Huya Bird
The tail feathers of the Huya, black-tipped with white, were highly prized as hair ornaments.
See Chapter 3
The Southern Cross, one of the two newspapers published in Auckland at that date,
adopted a tone highly antagonistic to the governor.
It is said, however, that Grey never read it.
See Chapter 12
Tepairu
The firstborn of an exalted lineage of the female sex,
A High Priestess
Tapu
Mr Trigar, to whose valuable work the Māori race, I am much indebted, says,
The true inwoodness of the word is that it infers the setting apart of certain persons or things
on account of their having become possessed or infected by the presence of supernatural beings,
particularly of the ancestral spirits who were guardian deities of the tribe.
The reverse of Tapu is Noah, cleansed from Tapu, common.
Tato Pownumu
This figurative expression was used to denote the making of a lasting peace.
The greenstone door, through which war and repine might enter,
was conceived to be finally closed with those making the compact.
It was the most sacred bond of peace to a people whose chief delight was in war.
See Chapter 5
Tohunga
The Tohunga was a master of arts and sciences or trades,
the teacher, the priest and the physician,
though not all of these were combined in the same person.
Common usage has considerably reduced the scope of the word,
and the Tohonga nowadays is merely a rather discredited medicine man and religious mystic.
End of notes.
