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Episode Date: February 28, 2025The Master of Ballantrae by Robert Louis Stevenson audiobook. Genre: drama In the aftermath of the 1745 Jacobite rising, the proud Durie family of Scotland makes a fateful choice to protect its estat...e: one brother, James Durie, outwardly supports the Crown, while the other, Henry, is sent to join the doomed rebellion. But when James, the charismatic and dangerous 'Master of Ballantrae,' returns from presumed death, the household is plunged into a long, bitter contest that stretches from bleak Scottish moors to the rough edges of colonial America and beyond. Told largely through the wary eyes of Ephraim Mackellar, the Duries' loyal steward, the story becomes a study in obsession, loyalty, and the corrosive power of rivalry. As James and Henry struggle for inheritance, influence, and identity, those around them are pulled into a tightening web of deception and escalating stakes. Stevenson blends historical detail with gothic intensity, exploring how pride and resentment can hollow out a family from within, and how the line between heroism and villainy can shift depending on who is speaking. What begins as a pragmatic split of allegiance grows into a relentless duel of wills, with the future of Ballantrae - and the souls of those bound to it - hanging in the balance. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 00 (00:10:32) Chapter 01 (00:35:39) Chapter 02 (01:10:17) Chapter 03 (02:18:41) Chapter 04 (03:32:35) Chapter 05 (04:15:48) Chapter 06 (05:00:27) Chapter 07 (05:08:51) Chapter 08 (05:55:59) Chapter 09 (06:39:18) Chapter 10 (07:21:15) Chapter 11 (08:14:39) Chapter 12 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Preface to the Master of Ballantre by Robert Lewis Stevenson.
Here is a tale which extends over many years and travels into many countries.
By a peculiar fitness of circumstance, the writer began, continued it, and concluded it
among distant and diverse scenes. Above all, he was much upon the sea. The character and fortune
of the fraternal enemies, the hall and shrubbery of Derriss-Deer, the problem of Mackeller's
homespun and how to shape it for superior flights. These were his company on deck in many star-reflecting
harbors, ran often in his mind at sea to the tune of slatting canvas, and were dismissed,
something of the suddenest, on the approach of squalls. It is my hope that these surroundings of
its manufacture may, to some degree, find favour for my story with seafarers and sea-lovers like
yourselves. And at least here is a dedication from a great way off, written by the loud
shores of a subtropical island near upon ten thousand miles from Boscombe, Kine, and
banner, scenes which rise before me as I write, along with the faces and voices of my friends.
Well, I am for the sea once more, no doubt Sir Percy also. Let us make the signal B-R-D-R-L-S.
Waikiki, May 17, 1889. Preface.
Although an old, consistent exile, the editor of the following pages,
revisits now and again the city of which he exalts to be a native,
and there are few things more strange, more painful, or more salutary than such revisitations.
Outside, in foreign spots, he comes by surprise and awakens more attention than he had expected.
in his own city the relation is reversed, and he stands amazed to be so little recollected.
Elsewhere he is refreshed to see attractive faces to remark possible friends.
There he scouts the long streets with a pang at heart for the faces and friends that are no more.
Elsewhere he is delighted with the presence of what is new, there tormented by the absence of what is old.
Elsewhere he is content to be his present self.
there he is smitten with an equal regret for what he once was and for what he once hoped to be he was feeling all this dimly as he drove from the station on his last visit
he was feeling it still as he alighted at the door of his friend mr johnstone thompson w s with whom he was to stay a hearty welcome a face not altogether changed a few words that sounded of old days a laugh provoked and shared
a glimpse in passing of the snowy cloth and bright decanters and the pyrenees on the dining-room wall brought him to his bedroom with a somewhat lightened cheer
and when he and mr thompson sat down a few minutes later cheek by jowl and pledged the past in a preliminary bumper he was already almost consoled he had already almost forgiven himself his two unpardonable errors that he should ever have left his native city or ever returned to it
i have something quite in your way said mr thompson i wished to do honour to your arrival because my dear fellow it is my own youth that comes back along with you in a very tattered and withered state to be sure but well all that's left of it
a great deal better than nothing said the editor but what is this which is quite in my way i was coming to that said mr thomson fate has put it in my power to honour your arrival with something really original
by way of dessert, a mystery.
A mystery, I repeated.
Yes, said his friend, a mystery.
It may prove to be nothing, and it may prove to be a great deal,
but in the meanwhile it is truly mysterious,
no eye having looked on it for near a hundred years.
It is highly genteel, for it treats of a titled family,
and it ought to be melodramatic,
for, according to the superscription,
it is concerned with death.
I think I rarely heard a more obscure or a more promising annunciation, the other remark.
But what is it?
You remember my predecessors, old Mr. Peter Mabriar's business?
I remember him acutely.
He could not look at me without a pang of reprobation,
and he could not feel the pang without betraying it.
He was to me a man of a great historical interest, but the interest was not returned.
Ah, well, we go beyond him, said Mr. Thompson. I dare say old Peter knew as little about this as I do.
You see, I succeeded to a prodigious accumulation of old law papers and old tin boxes, some of them of Peter's hoarding,
some of his fathers, John, first of the dynasty, a great man in his day, among other collections
for all the papers of the Duris Dears. The Duris Deers, cried I.
my dear fellow these may be of the greatest interest one of them was out in the forty-five one had some strange passages with the devil we will find a note of it in law's memorials i think
and there was an unexplained tragedy and none of what much later about a hundred years ago more than a hundred years ago said mr thompson in seventeen eighty three how do you know that i mean some death
yes the lamentable deaths of my lord derristeur and his brother the master of balantre attainted in the troubles said mr thompson with something the tone of a man quoting
is that it to say truth said i i have only seen some dim reference to the things in memoirs and heard some traditions dimmer still to my uncle whom i think you knew
my uncle lived when he was a boy in the neighbourhood of st brides he has often told me of the avenue closed up and grown over with grass the great gates never opened the last lord and his old-maid sister who lived in the back parts of the house a quiet plain plain
poor humdrum couple it would seem but pathetic too as the last of that stirring and brave house and to the country folk faintly terrible from some deformed traditions
yes said mr thomson henry graham durrie the last lord died in eighteen twenty his sister the honourable miss katherine durry in twenty seven so much i know and by what i have been going over the last few days
they were what you say decent quiet people and not rich to say truth it was a letter of my lords that put me on the search for the packet we are going to open this evening
some papers could not be found and he wrote to jack mbrier suggesting they might be among those sealed up by a mr mckeller mbrier answered that the papers in question were all in mckeller's own hand all as the writer understood of a purely
narrative character, and besides, said he, I am not bound to open them before the year 1889.
You may fancy if these words struck me. I instituted a hunt through all the Mebriar repositories,
and at last hit upon that packet which, if you have had enough wine, I propose to show you at once.
In the smoking-room, to which my host now led me, was a packet, fastened with many seals,
and enclosed in a single sheet of strong paper thus endorsed.
Papers relating to the lives and lamentable deaths of the late Lord Duris Deere
and his elder brother James, commonly called Master of Ballantry,
attainted in the troubles,
entrusted into the hands of John Mebrier in the lawn market of Edinburgh, W.S.
This 20th day of September, Anodominee, 1789,
by him to be kept secret until the revolution of one hundred years complete,
or until the 20th day of September, 1889.
The same compiled and written by me, Ephraim McKellar,
for near forty years, Lance Stewart of the estates of his lordship.
As Mr. Thompson's a married man, I will not say what hour had struck
when we laid down the last of the following pages,
but I will give a few words of what ensued.
Here, said Mr. Thompson, is a novel ready to your hand.
All you have to do is to work up the scenery,
develop the characters, and improve the style.
My dear fellow, said I,
they are just the three things that I would rather die than set my hand to.
It shall be published as it stands.
But it's so bold, objected Mr. Thompson.
I believe there is nothing so noble as Baldwin,
replied I, and I am sure there is nothing so interesting. I would have all literature
bald and all authors, if you like, but one. Well, well, said Mr. Thompson, we shall see.
Editor's note, Johnstone Thompson, W.S, is Mr. C. Baxter, W.S., afterwards the author's executor,
with whom, as Thompson Johnstone, Stevenson frequently corresponded in the
broadest of broad scoffs. The scene is laid in Mr. Baxter's house, seven, Rothesay Place, Edinburgh.
End of preface to the Master of Ballantrey, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 1 of the Master of Ballantre by Robert Lewis Stevenson. This Libre Vox's recording is in the
public domain, recording by Thomas Copeland. Chapter 1. Summary of events during the master's
wanderings. The full truth of this odd matter is what the world has long been looking for,
and public curiosity is sure to welcome. It so befell that I was intimately mingled with the last
years and history of the house, and there does not live one man so able as myself to make these
matters plain, or so desirous to narrate them faithfully. I knew the master. On many secret
steps of his career, I have an authentic memoir in my hand. I sailed with him on his last voyage,
almost alone. I made one upon that winter's journey, of which so many tales have gone abroad,
and I was there at the man's death. As for my late Lord de Restere, I served him and loved him
near twenty years, and thought more of him the more I knew of him. Altogether, I think it not fit
that so much evidence should perish.
The truth is a debt I owe my lord's memory,
and I think my old years will flow more smoothly,
and my white hair lie quieter on the pillow when the debt is paid.
The duries of Durisdere and Ballantre were a strong family in the south-west
from the days of David First.
A rhyme still current in the countryside,
Kittlfolk are the durestiers, they ride we o'er monies spears,
bears the mark of its antiquity and the name appears in another which common report attributes to thomas averseldon himself i cannot say how truly and which some have applied i dare not say with how much justice to the events of this narration
twa durie's induristier ain't a tie and ain't to ride an ill day for the groom and a war day for the bride authentic history besides is filled with their
loitze which to a modern eyes seem not very commendable and the family suffered its full share of those ups and downs to which the great houses of scotland have been ever liable
but all these i pass over to come to that memorable year seventeen forty five when the foundations of this tragedy were laid at that time they dwelt a family of four persons in the house of durestir near st bride's on the solway shore
a chief hold of their race since the reformation my old lord eighth of the name was not old in years but he suffered prematurely from the disabilities of age
his place was at the chimney-side there he sat reading in a lined gown with few words for any man and rye words for none the model of an old retired housekeeper and yet his mind very well nourish with study and reputed in the country to be more cunning than he seemed
the master of ballandre james in baptism took from his father the love of serious reading some of his tact perhaps as well but that which was only policy in the father became black dissimulation in the sun
the face of his behaviour was merely popular and wild he sat late at wine later at the cards had the name in the country of an uncle man for the lasses and was ever in the front of broils
but for all he was the first to go in yet it was observed he was invariably the best to come off and his partners in mischief were usually alone to pay the piper this luck or dexterity got him several ill-wishers
but with the rest of the country enhanced his reputation so that great things will look for in his future when he should have gained more gravity one very black mark he had to his name but the matter was hushed
up at the time, and so defaced by legends before I came into these parts that I scruple to set it
down. If it was true, it was a horrid fact in one so young, and, if false, it was a horrid calumny.
I think it notable that he had always vaunted himself quite implacable, and was taken at his
word, so that he had the addition among his neighbours of an ill man to cross.
here was altogether a young nobleman, not yet twenty-four, in the year forty-five,
who had made a figure in the country beyond his time of life.
The less marvel, if there were less heard of the second son, Mr. Henry, my late Lord Duris,
dear, who was neither very bad nor yet very able, but an honest, solid sort of lad,
like many of his neighbours.
Little heard, I say, but indeed it was a case of little spoken.
He was known among the salmon fishers in the Firth, for that was a sport which he assiduously followed,
he was an excellent good horse-doctor besides, and took a cheap hand, almost from a boy,
in the management of the estates. How hard a part that was in the situation of that family,
none knows better than myself, nor yet with how little color of justice a man may there
acquire the reputation of a tyrant and a miser.
the fourth person in the house was Miss Allison Graham,
a near-kinswoman, an orphan, and the heir to a considerable fortune which her father had acquired in trade.
This money was loudly called for by my lord's necessities.
Indeed, the land was deeply mortgaged, and Miss Allison was designed accordingly to be the
master's wife.
Gladly enough on her side, with how much goodwill on his is another matter.
she was a comely girl and in those days very spirited and self-willed for the old lord having no daughter of his own and by lady being long dead she had grown up as best she might
to these four came the news of prince charlie's landing and set them presently by the ears my lord liked the chimney-keeper that he was was all for temporizing miss allison held the other side because it appeared romantical
and the master though i have heard they did not agree often was for this once of her opinion the adventure tempted him as i can see he was tempted by the opportunity to raise the fortunes of the house
and not less by the hope of paying off his private liabilities,
which were heavy beyond all opinion.
As for Mr. Henry, it appears he said little enough at first.
His part came later on.
It took the three a whole day's disputation
before they agreed to steer a middle course,
one son going forth to strike a blow for King James,
my lord and the other staying at home to keep in favor with King George.
Doubtless this was my lord's decision.
and, as is well known, it was the part played by many considerable families.
But the one dispute settled, another opened.
For my lord, Miss Allison and Mr. Henry all held the one view,
that it was the cadets part to go out,
and the master, what with restlessness and vanity,
would at no rate consent to stay at home.
My lord pleaded, Miss Allison wept,
Mr. Henry was very plain-spoken,
all was of no avail.
It is the direct air of Duris Deer that should ride by his king's bridle, says the master.
If we were playing a manly part, says Mr. Henry, there might be sense in such talk,
but what are we doing? Cheating at cards.
We are saving the house of Duris, dear Henry, his father said.
And see, James, said Mr. Henry, if I go and the prince has the upper hand,
it will be easy to make your peace with King James,
but if you go and the expedition fails,
we divide the right and the title.
And what shall I be then?
You will be Lord Duris, dear, said the master.
I put all I have upon the table.
I play at no such game, Christ, Mr. Henry.
I shall be left in such a situation
as no man of sense and honour could endure.
I shall be neither fish nor flesh, he cried.
And a little after he had another,
expression, plainer perhaps than he intended.
"'It is your duty to be here with my father,' said he.
"'You know well enough you are the favourite.'
"'Aye,' said the master,
"'and there spoke envy.
"'Would you trip up my heels, Jacob?' said he,
"'and dwelt upon the name maliciously.'
Mr. Henry went and walked at the low end of the hall without reply,
for he had an excellent gift of silence.
presently he came back.
I am the cadet, and I should go, said he,
and my lord here is the master, and he says I shall go.
What say you to that, my brother?
I say this, Harry, returned the master,
that when very obstinate folk are met,
there are only two ways out, blows,
and I think none of us could care to go so far,
or the arbitrament of chance.
And here is a guinea-piece.
will you stand by the toss of a coin?
I will stand and fall by it, said Mr. Henry.
Heads I go, shield, I stay.
The coin was spun, and it fell shield.
So there is a lesson for Jacob, says the master.
We shall live to repent of this, says Mr. Henry, and flung out of the hall.
As for Miss Allison, she caught up that piece of gold which had just sent her lover to the wars,
and flung it clean through the family shield in the great painted window.
If you loved me as well as I love you, you would have stayed, cried she.
I could not love you, dear, so well.
Loved I not honor more, sang the master.
Oh, she cried, you have no heart.
I hope you may be killed, and she ran from the room and in tears to her own chamber.
It seems the master turned to my lord with his most comical manner,
and says he,
This looks like a devil of a wife.
I think you are a devil of a son to me, cried his father.
You that have always been the favorite, to my shame be it spoken.
Never a good hour have I gotten of you since you were born.
No, never one good hour.
And repeated it again the third time.
Whether it was the master's levity or his insubordination,
or Mr. Henry's word about the favorite son that had so much disturbed, my lord,
do not know. But I inclined to think it was the last, for a habit by all accounts that Mr. Henry
was more than made up to from that hour. Altogether, it was in pretty ill blood with his family
that the master rode to the north, which was the more sorrowful for others to remember when it
seemed too late. By fear and favor he had scraped together near about a dozen men, principally tenant's
sons. They were all pretty full when they set forth, and rode up the hill.
by the old abbey, roaring and singing, the white cockade in every hat. It was a desperate venture
for so small a company to cross the most of Scotland that supported, and what made folk think
so the more, even as that poor dozen was clattering up the hill a great ship of the King's
Navy that could have brought them under with a single boat lay with her broad ensigns streaming
in the bay. The next afternoon, having given the master of fair start, it was Mr. Henry's turn,
He rode off all by himself to offer his sword and carry letters from his father to King George's government.
Miss Allison was shut in her room and did little but weep till both were gone.
Only she stitched the cockade upon the master's hat, and, as John Paul told me,
it was wetted with tears when he carried it down to him.
In all that followed, Mr. Henry and my old lord were true to their bargain.
that ever they accomplished anything is more than i could learn and that they were anyway strong on the king's side more than i believe but they kept the letter of loyalty corresponded with my lord president sat still at home and had little or no commerce with the master while that business lasted nor was he on his side more communicative miss allison indeed was always sending him expresses but i do not know if she had many answers
mcconachy rode for her once and found the highlanders before carlyle and the master riding by the prince's side in high favour he took the letter so mcconicky tells opened it glanced it through with a mouth like a man whistling and stuck it in his belt whence on his horse-passaging it fell unregarded to the ground
it was mcconachy who picked it up and he still kept it and indeed i have seen it at his hands news came to durestere of course by the common report as it goes travelling through a country a thing always wonderful to me
by that means the family learned more of the master's favour with the prince and the ground it was said to stand on for by a strange condescension in a man so proud only that he was a man still more ambitious
he was said to have crept into notability by truckling to the irish sir thomas sullivan colonel burke and the rest were his daily comrades by which course he withdrew himself from his own country folk
all the small intrigues he had a hand in fomenting thwarted by lord george upon a thousand points was always for the advice that seemed palatable to the prince no matter if it was good or bad
and seems upon the whole like the gambler he was all through life to have had less regard to the chances of the campaign than to the greatness of favour he might aspire to if by any luck it should succeed for the rest he did very well in the field no one questioned that
for he was no coward the next was the news of cologna which was brought to durestere by one of the tenant's sons the only survivor he declared of all those that had gone singing up the hill
by an unfortunate chance john paul and mcconachie had that very morning found the guinea-piece which was the root of all the evil sticking in a holly bush they had been up the gate as the servants said duresdeer to the change-house and if they had little left of the guinea
they had less of their wits what must john paul do but burst into the hall where the family sat at dinner and cry the news to them that tam mcmoreland was but new lickets at the door and whirrower there were nain to come behind him
they took the word in silence like folk condemned only mr henry carrying his palm to his face and miss allison laying her head outright upon her hands as for my lord he was like ashes
i have still one son says he and henry i will do you this justice it is the kinder that is left
it was a strange thing to say in such a moment but my lord had never forgotten mr henry's speech and he had years of injustice on his conscience still it was a strange thing and more than miss allison could let pass she broke out and blamed my lord for his unnatural words and mr henry because he had been a strange thing and more than miss allison could let pass she broke out and blamed my lord for his unnatural words and mr henry because he
he was sitting there in safety when his brother lay dead and herself, because she had given her
sweetheart ill words at his departure, calling him the flower of the flock, wringing her hands,
protesting her love, and crying on him by his name, so that the servant stood astonished.
Mr. Henry got to his feet and stood holding his chair. It was he that was like ashes now.
Oh, he burst out suddenly. I know you loved him. The world knows that glorious.
be to god cries she and then to mr henry there is none but me to know one thing that you were a traitor to him in your heart god knows groans he it was love lost on both sides
time went by in the house after that without much change only they were now three instead of four which was a perpetual reminder of their loss
miss allison's money you are to bear in mind was highly needful for the estates and the one brother being dead my old lord soon set his heart upon her marrying the other
day in day out he would work upon her sitting by the chimney-side with his finger in his latin book and his eyes set upon her face with a kind of pleasant intentness that became the old gentleman very well if she wept he would condole with her like an ancient man that has seen worse times
and begins to think lightly even of sorrow.
If she raged, he would fall to reading again in his Latin book,
but always with some civil excuse.
If she offered, as she often did, to let them have her money in the gift,
he would show her how little it consisted with his honour,
and remind her, even if he should consent,
that Mr. Henry would certainly refuse.
Nonwe, said Saipa-Cadendo, was a favourite word of his,
and no doubt this quiet persecution wore away much of her resolve no doubt besides he had a great influence on the girl having stood in the place of both her parents and for that matter she was herself filled with the spirit of the durie's and would have gone a great way for the glory of durestere
but not so far i think as to marry my poor patron had it not been strangely enough for the circumstance of his extreme unpopularity this was the work of his extreme unpopularity this was the work of his
of Tam McMorland. There was not much harm in Tam, but he had that grievous weakness, a long
tongue, and as the only man in that country who had been out, or rather who had come in again,
he was sure of listeners. Those that have the underhand in any fighting, I have observed,
are ever anxious to persuade themselves they were betrayed. By Tam's account of it,
the rebels had been betrayed at every turn, and by every officer they had. They had been betrayed
at Darby and betrayed at Paul Kirk. The night march was a step of treachery of my Lord George's,
and Colloden was lost by the treachery of the McDonald's. This habit of imputing treason grew upon
the fool till at last he must have in Mr. Henry also. Mr. Henry, by his account, had betrayed
the lads of Durrhus, dear. He had promised to follow with more men, and instead of that he had
ridden to King George. Aye, and the next day, Tam would cry. The puberty. The puberty,
of bonny master and the poor kind lads that raid we him were hardly o'er with a scar for he was ath that judas i will he has his walt he's to be my lord ned s and there's money a cold corp among the heeland heather
and at this if tam had been drinking he would begin to weep let any one speak long enough he will get believers this view of mr henry's behaviour crept about the country by little and
little. It was talked upon by folk that knew the contrary, but were short of topics,
and it was heard and believed and given out for gospel by the ignorant and the ill-willing.
Mr. Henry began to be shunned, yet a while and the commons began to murmur as he went by,
and the women, who were always the most bold because they are the most safe,
to cry out their reproaches to his face. The master was cried up for a saint,
It was remembered how he had never any hand in pressing the tenants,
as indeed no more he had except to spend the money.
He was a little wild, perhaps, the folks said,
But how much better was a natural wild lad that would soon have settled down
than a skinflint and a sneck-draar,
sitting with his nose in an account book to persecute poor tenants?
One trollop, who had had a child at the master,
and by all accounts had been very badly used,
yet made herself a kind of champion of his memory.
She flung a stone one day at Mr. Henry.
"'Far's the bonny lad that trusted ye,' she cried.
Mr. Henry reigned in his horse and looked upon her,
the blood flowing from his lip.
"'I, Jess,' says he, you too?
And yet you should ken me better,
for it was he who had helped her with money.
The woman had another stone ready,
which he made as if she would cast,
and he, toward himself, threw up the hand that held his riding-rod.
"'What? Would you beat a lassie, ye ugly?' she cries and ran away, screaming as though he had struck her.
Next day, word went about the country like wildfire that Mr. Henry had beaten Jesse Brown within an inch of her life.
I give it as one instance of how this snowball grew, and one calumly brought on another,
until my poor patron was so perished in reputation that he began to keep the house like my lord all this while you may be very sure he uttered no complaints at home
the very ground of the scandal was too sore a matter to be handled and mr henry was very proud and strangely obstinate in silence my old lord must have heard of it by john paul if by no one else and he must at least have remarked the altered habits of his son
yet even he it is probable knew not how high the feeling ran and as for miss allison she was ever the last person to hear news and the least interested when she heard them
in the height of the ill feeling for it died away as it came no man could say why there was an election forward in the town of st bry's which is next deris-deer standing on the water of swift some grievance was fomenting i forget what if ever i heard
and it was currently said there would be broken heads ere night and that the sheriff had sent as far as dumfries for soldiers my lord moved that mr henry should be present assuring him it was necessary to appear for the credit of the house
it will soon be reported said he that we do not take the lead in our own country it is a strange lead that i can take said mr henry and when they had pushed him further i tell you the plain truth he said i dare not show my face
"'You are the first of the house that ever said so,' cries Miss Allison.
"'We will go all three,' said by Lord,
"'and sure enough he got into his boots,
"'the first time in four years.
"'A sore business John Paul had to get them on,
"'and Miss Allison into a riding-coat,
"'and all three rode together to St. Brides.
"'The streets were full of the rift-raft of all the countryside,
"'who had no sooner clapped eyes on Mr. Henry,
"'than the hissing began,
"'and the hooting, and the hooting,
and the cries of Judas, and where was the master, and where were the poor lads that rode with him?
Even a stone was cast, for the more part cried shame at that, for my old Lord's sake, and Miss Allison's.
It took not ten minutes to persuade my lord that Mr. Henry had been right.
He said never a word, but turned his horse about, and home again with his chin upon his bosom.
Never a word said Miss Allison.
No doubt she thought the more.
no doubt her pride was stung, for she was a bone-bred dury, and no doubt her heart was touched to see her cousin so unjustly used.
That night she was never in bed.
I have often blamed, my lady.
When I call to mine that night, I readily forgive her all, and the first thing in the morning she came to the old lord in his usual seat.
If Henry still wants me, said she, he can have me now.
To himself she had a different speech.
I bring you no love, Henry, but God knows all the pity in the world.
June 1st, 1748 was the day of their marriage.
It was December of the same year that first saw me a lighting at the doors of the great house.
And from there I take up the history of events as they befell under my own observation,
like a witness in a court.
End of Chapter 1.
Recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 2 of the Master of Ballantra.
by Robert Louis Stevenson. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 2. Summary of events continued.
I made the last of my journey in the cold end of December, in a mighty dry day of frost,
and who should be my guide but paid him at Moorland, brother of Tam?
For a tow-headed, bare-legged brat of ten, he had more ill tales upon his tongue than ever I heard the match of,
having drunken betimes in his brother's cup i was still not so old myself pride had not yet the upper hand of curiosity and indeed it would have taken any man that cold morning to hear all the old clashes of the country and be shown all the places by the way where strange things had fallen out
i had tales of claver house as we came through the bogs and tales of the devil as we came over the top of the scar as we came in by the abbey i heard somewhat of the old monks and more of the free-traders who use its ruins for a magazine
landing for that cause within a cannon-shot of durastir,
and along all the road the duries and poor Mr. Henry were in the first rank of slander.
My mind was thus highly prejudiced against the family I was about to serve,
so that I was half surprised when I beheld Durristeur itself,
lying in a pretty sheltered bay under the Abbey Hill,
the house most commodiously built in the French fashion,
or perhaps Italianate, for I have no skill in these arts,
and the place the most beautified with gardens, lawns, shrubberies, and trees I had ever seen.
The money sunk here unproductively would have quite restored the family,
but as it was it cost of revenue to keep it up.
Mr. Henry came himself to the door to welcome me,
a tall, dark young gentleman, the juries are all black men,
of a plain and not cheerful face, very strong in body, but not so strong in health,
taking me by the hand without any pride and putting me at home with plain kind speeches he led me into the hall booted as i was to present me to my lord
it was still daylight and the first thing i observed was a lozenge of clear glass in the midst of the shield in the painted window which i remember thinking a blemish on a room otherwise so handsome with its family portraits and the parcheded ceiling with pendants and the carved chimney in one corner of which
my old lord sat reading in his liby. He was like Mr. Henry with much the same plain countenance,
only more subtle and pleasant, and his talk a thousand times more entertaining. He had many
questions to ask me I remember of Edinburgh College, where I had just received my
master's of arts, and of the various professors, with whom and their proficiency he seemed
well acquainted. And thus, talking of things that I knew, I soon got liberty of speech in my new home.
In the midst of this came Mrs. Henry into the room.
She was very far gone, Miss Catherine being due in about six weeks,
which made me think less of her beauty at the first sight,
and she used me with more of condescension than the rest,
so that upon all accounts I kept her in the third place of my esteem.
It did not take long before all Peter McMorland's tales were blotted out of my belief,
and I was become, what I have ever since remained,
a loving servant of the house of Duris-ear. Mr. Henry had the chief part of my affection.
It was with him I worked, and I found him an exacting master, keeping all his kindness for
those hours in which we were unemployed, and in the steward's office not only loading me
with work, but viewing me with a shrewd supervision. At length one day he looked up from his
paper with a kind of timidness, and, says he, Mr. McKellar, I think I ought to tell you
that you do very well. That was my first word of commendation, and from that day his jealousy of my
performance was relaxed. Soon it was Mr. McKellar here and Mr. McKellar there, with the whole family,
and for much of my service at Jurisdere I have transacted everything in my own time and to my own
fancy, and never a farthing challenged. Even while he was driving me, I had begun to find my
heart go out to Mr. Henry, no doubt partly in pity, he was a man so palvably unhappy,
he would fall into a deep muse over our accounts, staring at the page or out of the window,
and at those times the look of his face and the sigh that would break from him awoke in me
strong feelings of curiosity and commiseration. One day I remember we were late upon some business
in the steward's room. This room is at the top of the house, and has a view upon the bay,
and over a little wooded cape on the long sands.
And there, right over against the sun, which was then dipping,
we saw the free-traders, with a great force of men and horses,
scouring on the beach.
Mr. Henry had been staring straight west,
so that I marveled he was not blinded by the sun.
Suddenly he frowns, rubs his hand upon his brow,
and turns to me with a smile.
You would not guess what I was thinking, says he.
I was thinking, I was thinking,
would be a happier man if i could ride and run the danger of my life with these lawless companions i told him i had observed he did not enjoy good spirits and that it was a common fancy to envy others and think we should be the better of some change quoting horrors to the point like a young man fresh from college
why just so said he and with that we may get back to our accounts it was not long before i began to get wind of the causes that so much depressed him
indeed a blind man must have soon discovered there was a shadow on that house the shadow of the master of balantre dead or alive and he was then supposed to be dead that man was his brother's rival his rival abroad where there was never a good word for mr henry and nothing but
regret and praise for the master, and his rival at home, not only with his father and his wife,
but with the very servants. They were two old serving men that were the leaders. John Paul,
a little, bald, solemn, stomachy man, a great professor of piety, and take him for all
and all a pretty faithful servant was the chief of the master's faction. None durst go so far as John.
he took a pleasure in disregarding mr henry publicly often with a slighting comparison my lord and mrs henry took him up to be sure but never so resolutely as they should
and he had only to pull his weeping face and begin his lamentations for the master his laddie as he called him to have the whole condoned as for henry he let these things pass in silence sometimes with a sad and sometimes with a black look
there was no rivaling the dead he knew that and how to censure an old serving-man for a fault of loyalty was more than he could see his was not the tongue to do it
mcconachy was the chief upon the other side an old ill-spoken swearing ranting drunken dog and i have often thought it in odd circumstance in human nature that these two serving men should each have been the champion of his contrary
and blackened their own faults and made light of their own virtues when they beheld them in a master mcconarchy had soon smelled out my secret inclination took me much into his confidence and would rant against the master by the hour so that even my work suffered
they're all daft here he would cry and be damned to them the master the deals in their thraples that should call him say it's mr henry should be master now
they were nain so fond o the master when they had em i'll can tell ye that sorrow on his name never a good word did i hear on his lips for ne'by else but just fleering and flighting and profane cursing deal haem
there's nain kentis wickedness him a gentleman did ever ye hear tell mr mckeller a woolly white the wabster no ah weel wily was an uncouprain kind o man a dray
body, nain of my kind, and never could abide the sight of him. Anyway, he was a great hand
by his way, and he up and rebuke at the master for some of his on-goings. It was a grand
thing for the master of Ballantree to tack up a feud where Webster was not. McConaughey
would sneer. Indeed, he never took the full name upon his lips but with a sort of a whine
of hatred. But he did, a fine employ it was, chapping at the man's door and cry and boo in his
lum, and puttin poother in his fire, and pey-oys in his window. Note, pey-oys, a kind of firework
made with damp powder, returned to text. So the man thought to his old horny was come
seeking him. Well, to make a long story short, Woolligate gate. At the hinder end, they could not get him,
for his knees, but he just roared and prayed and grats chalked on till he got his release.
It was fair murder.
Oh, but he said that.
Asked John Paul, he was brawly ashamed of that game.
Him but sick a Christian man.
Grand doings for the master a boundary.
I asked him what the master had thought of it himself.
How would I ken, says he.
He never said nothing.
And on again in his usual,
manner of banning and swearing, with every now and again a master of balantrey sneered through his
nose. It was in one of these confidences that he showed me the Carlisle letter, the print of the
horseshoe still stamped in the paper. Indeed, that was our last confidence, for he then
expressed himself so ill-naturedly of Mrs. Henry that I had to reprimand him sharply and must
thenceforth hold him at a distance. My old lord was uniformly kind,
to Mr. Henry. He had even pretty ways of gratitude, and would sometimes clap him on the shoulder
and say, as if to the world at large, this is a very good son to me, and gratefully was, no doubt,
being a man of sense and justice. But I think that was all, and I'm sure Mr. Henry thought so.
The love was all for the dead son, not that this was often given breath to, indeed with me but once.
My lord had asked me one day how I got on with Mr. Henry, and I had told him the truth.
I, said he, looking sideways on the burning fire.
Henry is a good lad, a very good lad, said he.
You have heard Mr. McKellar that I had another son?
I am afraid he was not so virtuous a lad as Mr. Henry.
Oh, dear me, he's dead, Mr. McKellar, and while he lived, we were all very proud of him, all very proud.
If he was not all he should have been in some ways, well, perhaps we loved him better.
This last, he said, looking musingly in the fire, and then, to me, with a great deal of briskness,
but I am rejoiced you do so well with Mr. Henry.
You will find him a good master, and with that he opened his book, which was the customary signal of dismission.
But it would be little that he read, and less that he understood.
could, Kalloden Field and the master, these would be the burthen of his thought, and the
burden of mine was an unnatural jealousy of the dead man, for Mr. Henry's sake, that it even then
begun to grow on me.
I am keeping Mrs. Henry for the last, so that this expression of my sentiment may seem unwarrantably
strong, the reader shall judge for himself when I have done.
But I must first tell of another matter, which was the misconduct.
means of bringing me more intimate. I had not yet been six months, said Derristeur,
when it chanced that John Paul fell sick and must keep his bed. Drink was the root of his
malady in my poor thought, but he was tended and indeed carried himself like an afflicted
saint, and the very minister who came to visit him professed himself edified when he went
away. The third morning of his sickness, Mr. Henry comes to me with something of a hang-dog-book.
mackheller says he i wish i could trouble you upon a little service there is a pension we pay it is john's part to carry it and now that he is sick i know not to whom i should look unless it was yourself
the matter is very delicate i could not carry it with my own hand for a sufficient reason i dare not send mconecke who is a talker and i am i have i am desirous this should not come to mrs henry's ears says he and flushed to his neck as he said it
to say truth when i found i was to carry money to one jessie brown who was no better than she should be i supposed it was some trip of his own that mr henry was to say to say truth when i found i was to carry money to one jessie brown who was no better than she should be i supposed it was some trip of his own that mr henry was disson
I was the more impressed when the truth came out.
It was up a wind off a side street in St. Brides that Jesse had her lodging.
The place was very ill-inhabited, mostly by the free-trading sort.
There was a man with a broken head at the entry.
Halfway up, in a tavern, fellows were roaring and singing,
though it was not yet nine in the day.
Altogether, I had never seen a worse neighborhood, even in the great city of Edinburgh.
and I was in two minds to go back.
Jesse's room was of a peace with her surroundings,
and herself no better.
She would not give me the receipt,
which Mr. Henry had told me to demand,
for he was very methodical,
until she had sent out for spirits,
and I had pledged her in a glass,
and all the time she carried on in a light-headed, reckless way,
now aping the manners of a lady,
now breaking into unseemly mirth,
now making coquettish advances that have pressed me to the ground of the money she spoke more tragically it's blood money said she i take it for that blood money for the betrayed
see what i'm brought down to ah if the bonny lad were back again it would be changed to days but he's deed he's lie indeed among the helen hills the bonny lad the bonny lad
she had a rapt manner of crying on the bonny lad clasping her hands and casting up her eyes that i think she must have learned of strolling players and i thought her sorrow very much of an affectation and that she dwelt upon the business because her shame was now all she had to be proud of
i will not say i did not pity her but it was a loathing pity at the best and her last change of manner wiped it out this was when she had had enough of me for an audience and had set her name at last to the receipt
there says she and taking the most unwomanly oaths upon her tongue bade me be gone and carry it to the judas who had sent me it was the first time i had heard the name applied to mr henry i was staggered besides at her son
sudden vehemence of word and manner, and got forth from the room under this shower of curses like a beaten dog.
But even then I was not quit, for the vixen threw up her window, and leaning forth continued to revile me as I went up the wind.
The free-traders, coming to the tavern door, joined in the mockery, and one had even the inhumanity to set upon me a very savage small dog which bit me in the ankle.
This was a strong lesson, had I required one, to avoid ill company, and I rode home in much pain
from the bite and considerable indignation of mind. Mr. Henry was in the steward's room affecting
employment, but I could see he was only impatient to hear of my errand.
Well, says he, as soon as I came in, and when I had told him something of what passed,
and that Jesse seemed an undeserving woman, and far from grateful,
she is no friend to me said he but indeed mckeller i have few friends to boast of and jesse has some cause to be unjust i need not to assemble what all the country knows she was not very well used by one of our family
this was the first time i had heard him refer to the master even distantly and i think he found his tongue rebellious even for that much but presently he resumed
this is why i would have nothing said it would give pain to mrs henry and to my father he added with another flush mr henry said i if you will take a freedom at my hands i would tell you to let that woman be
what service is your money to the like of her she has no sobriety and no economy as for gratitude you will as soon get milk from a winston
and if you will pretermit your bounty it will make no change at all but just to save the ankles of your messengers mr henry smiled but i am grieved about your ankle said he the next moment with a proper gravity
and observe i continued i give you this advice upon consideration and yet my heart was touched for the woman in the beginning why there it is you see said mr henry and you are to remember that i knew her once a very decent lass besides which which you are to remember that i knew were once a very decent lass besides which
although I speak little of my family, I think much of his repute.
And with that he broke up the talk, which was the first we had had together in such confidence.
For the same afternoon I had the proof that his father was perfectly acquainted with the business,
and that it was only from his wife that Mr. Henry kept it secret.
I fear you had a painful errand to-day, says my lord to me,
for which, as it enters in no way among your duties, I wish to thank you,
and to remind you at the same time, in case Mr. Henry,
should have neglected, how very desirable it is that no word of it should reach my daughter.
Reflections on the dead Mr. McKellar are doubly painful. Anger glowed in my heart, and I could
have told my lord to his face how little he had to do, bolstering up the image of the dead in
Mrs. Henry's heart, and how much better he were employed to shatter that false idol, for by this
time I saw very well how the land lay between my patron and his wife. My pen is clear enough,
to tell a plain tale, but to render the effect of an infinity of small things not one great
enough in itself to be narrated, and to translate the story of looks and a message of voices
when they are saying no great matter, and to put in half a page the essence of near 18 months,
this is what I despair to accomplish. The fault, to be very blunt, lay all in Mrs. Henry.
She felt it a merit to have consented to the marriage, and she took it like a martyrdom.
in which my old lord whether he knew it or not fomented her she made a merit besides of her constancy to the dead though its name to a nicer conscience should have seemed rather disloyalty to the living
and here also my lord gave her his countenance i suppose he was glad to talk of his loss and ashamed to dwell on it with mr henry certainly at least he made a little coterie apart in that family of three and it was the husband who was shut out
it seems it was an old custom when the family were alone in durestere that my lord should take his wine to the chimney-side and miss allison instead of withdrawing should bring a stool to his knee and chatter to him privately
and after she had become my patron's wife the same manner of doing was continued it should have been pleasant to behold this ancient gentleman so loving with his daughter but i was too much a partisan of mr henry's to be anything but wroth at his exclusion
many as the time i have seen him make an obvious resolve quit the table and go and join himself to his wife and my lord durisdeer and on their part they were never backward to make him welcome
turned to him smilingly as to an intruding child and took him into their talk with an effort so ill-concealed that he was soon back again beside me at the table whence so great as the hall of duris-deer we could but hear the murmur of voices at the chimney there he would sit and sit and
watch and I along with him, and sometimes by my lord's head sorrowfully shaken, or his hand laid
on Mrs. Henry's head, or hers upon his knee, as if in consolation, or sometimes by an
exchange of tearful looks, we would draw our conclusion that the talk had gone to the old subject
and the shadow of the dead was in the hall. I have hours when I blame Mr. Henry for taking
all too patiently. Yet we are to remember he was married in pity and accepted his wife upon that
term and indeed he had small encouragement to make a stand once i remember he announced he had found a man to replace the pain of the stained window which as it was he that managed all the business was the thing clearly within his attributions but to the master's fanciers that pain was like a relic and on the first word of any change the blood flew to mrs henry's face i wonder at you she cried i wonder it myself says mr henry with more of bitterness than i had
had ever heard him to express. Thereupon my old lord stepped in with his smooth talk, so that before
the meal was at an end all seemed forgotten, only that after dinner, when the pair had withdrawn,
as usual, to the chimney-side, we could see her weeping with her head upon his knee.
Mr. Henry kept up the talk with me upon some topic of the estates, he could speak of little else
but business, and was never the best of company, but he kept it up that day with more continuity,
his eye straying ever and again to the chimney and his voice changing to another key but without check of delivery the pain however was not replaced and i believe he counted it a great defeat
whether he was stout enough or no god knows he was kind enough mrs henry had a manner of condescension with him such as in a wife would have pricked my vanity into an ulcer he took it like a favour she held him at the staff's end
forgot and then remembered and unbent to him as we do to children burthened him with cold kindness reproved him with a change of colour and a bitten lip like one shamed by his disgrace
ordered him with a look of the eye when she was off her guard when she was on the watch pleaded with him for the most natural attentions as though they were unheard of favours and to all this he replied with the most unwearied service loving as folk say the very
ground she trod on, and carrying that love in his eyes as bright as a lamp.
When Miss Catherine was to be born, nothing would serve, but he must stay in the room
behind the head of the bed. There he sat, as white, they tell me, as a sheet, and the sweat
dropping from his brow, and the handkerchief he had in his hand was crushed into a little
ball no bigger than a musket-bullet. Nor could he bear the sight of Miss Catherine for many a day.
indeed i doubt if he was ever what he should have been to my young lady for the which want of natural feeling he was loudly blamed such was the state of this family down to the seventh april seventeen forty nine when there befell the first of that series of events which were to break so many hearts and lose so many lives on that day i was sitting in my room a little before supper when john paul burst open the door with no civility of knocking
and told me there was one below that wished to speak with the steward, sneering at the name of my office.
I asked what manner of man and what his name was, and this disclosed the cause of John's ill-humour,
for it appeared the visitor refused to name himself except to me, a sore affront to the Major Domo's consequence.
Well, said I, smiling a little, I will see what he wants.
I found in the entrance hall a big man, very plainly habited and wrapped in a sea-cloak,
like one new landed, as indeed he was.
Not far off, McConaughey was standing, with his tongue out of his mouth,
and his hand upon his chin, like a dull fellow thinking hard,
and the stranger who had brought his cloak about his face appeared uneasy.
He had no sooner seen me coming than he went to meet me with an effusive manner.
"'My dear man!' said he.
"'A thousand apologies for disturbing your own.'
but I'm in the most awkward position.
And there's a son of a ramrod there that I should know the looks of,
and more betokin, I believe that he knows mine.
Being in this family, sir, and in a place of some responsibility,
which was the cause I took the liberty to send for you,
you are doubtless of the honest party?
You may be sure, at least, says I,
that all of that party are quite safe in dearest year.
My dear man, it is my very thought, says he.
You see, I have just been set on sure,
shore here by a very honest man whose name I cannot remember, and who is to stand off and on
for me till morning, at some danger to himself, and, to be clear with you, I am a little concerned,
lest it should be at some to me. I have saved my life so often, Mr. I forget your name, which is
a very good one, that faith I would be very loath to lose it, after all, and the son of a ramrod,
whom I believe I saw before Carlisle, oh, sir, said I, you can trust McConaughey until tomorrow.
Well, and it's a delight to hear you say so, says the stranger.
The truth is that my name is not a very suitable one in this country of Scotland.
With a gentleman like you, my dear man, I would have no concealments, of course.
And by your leave, I'll just breathe it in your ear.
They call me Francis Burke, Colonel Francis Burke.
And I am here at a most damnable risk to myself to see your masters,
if you'll excuse me a good man for giving them the name,
for I'm sure it's a circumstance I would,
never have guessed from your appearance. And if you would just be so very obliging as to take my name
to them, you might say that I come bearing letters, which I am sure they will be very rejoiced
to have the reading of. Colonel Francis Burke was one of the princes Irishmen. They did his
cause such an infinity of hurt, and were so much distasted of the Scots at the time of the rebellion,
and it came at once into my mind how the master of Ballantry had astonished all men by going with
that party. In the same moment a strong foreboding of the truth possessed my soul.
If you will step in here, said I, opening a chamber door, I will let my lord know.
And I am sure it's very good of you, Mr. What's your name? says the Colonel.
Up to the hall I went, slow-footed. There they were, all three. My old lord in his place,
Mrs. Henry at work by the window, Mr. Henry, as was much as custom, pacing the low end.
in the midst was the table laid for supper.
I told them briefly what I had to say.
My old Lord lay back in his seat.
Mrs. Henry sprang up, standing with a mechanical motion,
and she and her husband stared at each other's eyes across the room.
It was the strangest, challenging look these two exchanged,
and as they looked, the color faded in their faces.
Then Mr. Henry turned to me, not to speak, only to sign with his finger.
But that was enough.
and I went down again for the Colonel.
When we returned, these three were in much the same position I had left them in.
I believed no word had passed.
My Lord Derristeur, no doubt, says the Colonel, bowing, and my Lord bowed in answer.
And this, continues the Colonel, should be the Master of Ballantry?
I have never taken that name, said Mr. Henry, but I am Henry Dewey at your surface.
Then the Colonel turns to Mrs. Henry, bowing with his hat upon his heart,
and the most killing airs of gallantry.
There can be no mistake about so fine a figure of a lady, says he.
I address the seductive Miss Allison, of whom I have so often heard.
Once more the husband and wife exchanged a look.
I am Mrs. Henry Dury, said she, but before my marriage my name was Allison Graham.
Then my lord spoke up.
I'm an old man, Colonel Burke, said he, and a frail one.
It will be mercy on your part.
to be expeditious. Do you bring me news of? He hesitated, and then the words broke from him with a singular
change of voice. My son, my dear lord, I will be round with you like a soldier, said the colonel. I do.
My lord held out a wavering hand. He seemed to wave a signal, but whether it was to give him time
or to speak on was more than we could guess. At length he got out the one word. Good?
why the very best in the creation cries the colonel for my good friend and admired comrade is at this hour in the fine city of paris and as like us not if i know anything of his habits he will be drawing in his chair to a piece of dinner but dad i believe the lady's fainting
mrs henry was indeed the colour of death and drooped against the window-frame but when mr henry made a movement as if to run to her she straightened with a sort of shiver i am well she said with her white lips
mr henry stopped and his face had a strong twitch of anger the next moment he had turned to the colonel you must not blame yourself says he for this effect on mrs jury it is only natural we were all brought up like brother and sister
mrs henry looked at her husband with something like relief or even gratitude in my way of thinking that speech was the first step he made in her good graces
you must try to forgive me mrs jury for indeed i am just an irish savage said the colonel and i deserve to be shot for not breaking the matter more artistically to a lady
but here are the master's own letters one for each of the three of you and to be sure if i know anything of my friend's genius he will tell his own story with a better grace
he brought the three letters forth as he spoke arranged them by the superscriptions presented the first to my lord who took it greedily and advanced towards mrs henry holding out the second but the lady waved it back to my husband says she with a choked voice the colonel was a quick man
but at this he was somewhat nonplussed to be sure says he how very dull of me to be sure but he still held the letter at last mr henry reached forth his hand and there was nothing to be done but give it up
mr henry took the letters both hers and his own and looked upon their outside with his brows knit hard as if he were thinking he had surprised me all through by his excellent behaviour but he was to excel himself now
let me give you a hand to your room said he to his wife this has come something of the suddenest and at any rate you will wish to read your letter by yourself again she looked upon him with the same thought of wonder but he gave her no time coming straight to where she stood it will be better so believe me said he
and colonel burke is too consider it not to excuse you and with that he took her hand by the fingers and led her from the hall mrs henry returned no more that night and when mr henry went to visit her next morning as i heard long afterwards she gave him the letter again still unopened
oh read it and be done he had cried spare me that said she and by these two speeches to my way of thinking each undid a great part of what they had previously done well
but the letter sure enough came into my hands and by me was burned unopened you'll be very exact as to the adventures of the master after culloden i wrote not long ago to colonel burke now chevalier of the order of sandois begging him for some of the master after culloden i wrote not long ago to colonel burke now chevalier of the order of sandovibe begging him for some of the master
notes in writing since i could scarce depend upon my memory at so great an interval to confess the truth i have been somewhat embarrassed by his response for he sent me the complete memoirs of his life touching only in places on the master
running to a much greater length than my whole story and not everywhere as it seems to me designed for edification he begged in his letter dated from ettenheim that i would find a publisher for the whole after i had made what use of it i required
and I think I shall best answer my own purpose and fulfill his wishes by giving certain parts of it in full.
In this way my readers will have a detailed, and I believe a very genuine account of some essential matters.
And if any publisher should take a fancy to the Chevalier's manner of narration, he knows where to apply for the rest, of which there is plenty at his service.
I put in my first extract here, so that it may stand in the place of what the Chevalier takes.
told us over our wine in the hall of Durishtier.
But you are to suppose it was not the brutal fact,
but a very varnished version that he offered to my lord.
End of chapter two, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 3 of the Master of Ballantre.
This Libre-Fox recording is in the public domain.
Recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 3, the master's wanderings,
from the memoirs of the Chevalier de Burke.
I left Ruthven, it's hardly necessary,
her to remark with much greater satisfaction than I had come to it, but whether I missed my way in
the deserts or whether my companions failed me I soon found myself alone. This was a predicament very
disagreeable, for I never understood this horrid country or savage people, and the last stroke
of the prince's withdrawal had made us, of the Irish, more unpopular than ever. I was reflecting on my
poor chances when I saw another horseman on the hill, whom I supposed at first to have been a phantom,
the news of his death in the very front of Colloden being current in the army generally.
This was the master of valentry, my lord Duris-deer son, a young nobleman of the rarest
gallantry in parts, and equally designed by nature to adorn a court and to reap laurels in
the field.
Our meeting was the more welcome to both, as he was one of the few Scots who had used the Irish with
consideration, and as he might now be of very high utility in aiding my escape.
Yet what founded our particular friendship was a circumstance by itself as romantic as any
fable of King Arthur.
This was on the second day of our flight, after we had slept one night in the rain upon
the inclination of a mountain.
There was an Appanman, Alan Black Stewart, or some such name.
Note by Mr. McKellar.
should not this be allan breck stewart afterwards notorious as the apin murderer the chevalier is sometimes very weak on names return to text but i have seen him since in france who chanced to be passing the same way and had a jealousy of my companion
very uncivil expressions were exchanged and stuart calls upon the master to alight and have it out why mr stewart says the master i think at the present time i would prefer to run a race with you and with the word clap spurs to his horse
stuart ran after us a childish thing to do for more than a mile and i could not help laughing as i looked back at last and saw him on a hill holding his hand to his side and nearly burst with running
but all the same i could not help saying to my companion i would let no man run after me for any such proper purpose and not give him his desire it was a good jest but it smells a trifle cowardly
he bent his brows at me i do pretty well says he when i saddle myself with the most unpopular man in scotland and let that suffice for courage no badad says i i could show you a more unpopular with the naked
I, and if you like not my company, you can saddle yourself on someone else.
Colonel Burke, says he, do not let us quarrel. And to that effect, let me assure you,
I am the least patient man in the world. I am as little patient as yourself, said I. I care not,
who knows that? At this rate, says he, reigning in, we shall not go very far, and I propose we do one
of two things upon the instant, either quarrel and be done, or make a sure bargain to bear everything
at each other's hands. Like a pair of brothers, said I? I said no such foolishness, he replied. I have a
brother of my own, and I think no more of him than of a coal-wort. But if we are to have our noses
rubbed together in this course of light, let us each dare to be ourselves like savages, and each
swear that he will neither resent nor deprecate the other. I am a pretty bad for you. I am a pretty bad
fellow at bottom, and I find the pretense of virtues very irksome.
Oh, I am as bad as yourself, said I. There is no skim-milk in Francis Burke,
but which is it to be, fight or make friends? Why, says he, I think it will be the best manner
to spin a coin for it. This proposition was too highly chivalrous not to take my fancy,
and, strange as it may seem, of two well-born gentlemen of today, we span a half-crown,
like a pair of ancient paladins, whether we were to cut each other's throats or be sworn friends.
A more romantic circumstance can rarely have occurred, and it is one of those points in my memoirs,
by which we may see the old tales of Homer and the poets are equally true today, at least of the noble and genteel.
The coin fell for peace, and we shook hands upon our bargain.
And then it was that my companion explained to me as thought in running away from Mr. Stewart,
which was certainly worthy of his political intellect.
The report of his death, he said, was a great guard to him.
Mr. Stewart, having recognized him, had become a danger,
and he had taken the briefest road to that gentleman's silence.
For, says he, Alan Black is too vain a man to narrate any such story of himself.
Towards afternoon we came down to the shores of that loch for which we were heading,
and there was the ship, but newly come to anchor.
She was the Saint-Marie des Ange out of the port of Avre de Crass.
The master, after we had signalled for a boat, asked me if I knew the captain.
I told him he was a countryman of mine, of the most unblemished integrity,
but I was afraid a rather timorous man.
No matter, says he, for all that he should certainly hear the truth.
I asked him if he meant about the battle.
for if the captain once knew the standard was down he would certainly put to sea again at once and even then says he the arms are now of no sort of utility my dear man said i who thinks of the arms but to be sure we must remember our friends they will be close upon our heels perhaps the prince himself and if the ship be gone a great number of valuable lives may be imperiled
the captain and the crew have lives also if you come to that says ballandre this i declared was but a quibble and that i would not hear of the captain being told
and then it was that balantrey made me a witty answer for the sake of which and also because i have been blamed myself in this business of the saint-merie des ang i have related the whole conversation as it passed
frank says he remember our bargain i must not object to your holding your tongue which i hereby even encourage you to do but by the same terms you are not to resent my telling
i could not help laughing at this though i still forewarned him what would come of it the devil may come of it for what i care says the reckless fellow i have always done exactly as i felt inclined as is well known my prediction came true the captain
captain had no sooner heard the news than he cut his cable into sea again, and before morning broke,
we were in the Great Minch. The ship was very old, and the skipper, although the most honest of men,
and Irish too, was one of the least capable. The wind blew very boisterous, and the sea raged
extremely. All that day we had little heart whether to eat or drink, went early to rest,
in some concern of mind, and, as if to give us a lesson, in the night, the wind
chopped suddenly into the northeast and blew a hurricane. We were awaked by the dreadful thunder of the
tempest and the stamping of the mariners on deck, so that I supposed our last hour was certainly come,
and the terror of my mind was increased out of all measure by Ballantrey, who mocked it by devotions.
It is in hours like these that a man of any piety appears in his true light, and we find,
what we are taught as babes, the small trust that can be said in worldly friends. I would be unworthy
of my religion if I let this pass without particular remark. For three days we lay in the dark in the
cabin and had but a biscuit to nibble. On the fourth the wind fell, leaving the ship dismasted and
heaving on vast billows. The captain had not a guess of whither we were blown. He was stark
ignorant of his trade, and could do not but bless the Holy Virgin. A very good thing, too, but scarce
the whole of seamanship. It seemed our one hope was to be picked up by another vessel, and if
that should prove to be an English ship, it might be no great blessing to the master and myself.
The fifth and sixth days we tossed there helpless. The seventh, some sail was got on her,
but she was an unwieldy vessel at the best, and we made little but leeway.
All the time, indeed, we had been drifting to the south and west, and during the tempest must have
driven in that direction with unheard of violence. The ninth dawn was cold and black, with a great
sea running and every mark of foul weather. In this situation we were overjoyed to cite a small
ship on the horizon and to perceive her go about and head for the Saint-Marie. But our gratification
did not very long endure. For when she had laid two and lowered a boat, it was immediately
filled with disorderly fellows who sang and shouted as they pulled across to us and swarmed in on
our deck with bare cutlasses cursing loudly. The leader was a horrible villain,
with his face blacked and his whiskers curled in ringlets teach his name a most notorious pirate he stamped about the deck raving and crying out that his name was satan and that his ship was called hell
there was something about him like a wicked child or a half-witted person that daunted me beyond expression i whispered in the ear of balintry that i would not be the last to volunteer and only prayed god they might be short of hands he approved my purpose with a nod
"'But dad,' said I to Master Teach,
"'if you or Satan, here's a devil for you.'
The word pleased him, and, not to dwell upon these shocking incidents,
Ballantray and I and two others were taken for recruits,
while the skipper and all the rest were cast into the sea by the method of walking the plank.
It was the first time I had seen this done.
My heart died within me at the spectacle,
and Master Teach, or one of his acolytes, for my head was too much lost.
to be precise, remarked upon my pale face in a very alarming manner. I had the strength to cut a step or two
of a jig, and cry out some ribaldry which saved me for that time, but my legs were like water
when I must get down into the skiff among these miscreants, and what with my horror of my company and
fear of the monstrous billows, it was all I could do to keep an Irish tongue and break a gesture to
as we were pulled aboard. By the blessing of God there was a fiddle in the pirate ship, which I had
no sooner seen than I fell upon, and in my quality of Crowder I had the heavenly good luck to get
favour in their eyes. Crowding Pat was the name they dubbed me with, and it was little I cared for a name
so long as my skin was whole. What kind of a pandemonium that vessel was I cannot describe,
but she was commanded by a lunatic, and might be called a floating bedlam. Drinking, roaring,
singing, quarreling, dancing, they were never all sober at one time. And there were, and there were,
were days together when, if a squall had supervened, it must have sent us to the bottom.
Or if a king's ship had come along, it would have found us quite helpless for defense.
Once or twice we cited a sail, and if we were sober enough overhauled it, God forgive us.
And if we were all too drunk, she got away.
And I would bless the saints under my breath.
Teach ruled, if you can call that rule which brought no order, by the terror he created.
And I observed the man was very vain of his position.
i have known marshals of france my and even highland chieftains that were less openly puffed up which throws a singular light on the pursuit of honour and glory
indeed the longer we live the more we perceive the sagacity of aristotle and the other old philosophers and though i have all my life been eager for legitimate distinctions i can lay my hand upon my heart at the end of my career and declare there is not one no nor yet life itself which is worth acquiring
or preserving at the slightest cost of dignity.
It was long before I got private speech of Ballantrey,
but at length one night we crept out upon the bolt-spirit,
when the rest were better employed and commiserated our position.
None can deliver us but the saints, said I.
My mind is very different, said Ballantrey,
for I am going to deliver myself.
This teach is the poorest creature possible.
We make no profit of him, and lie continually open to capture,
and, says he, I am not going to be a Tory pirate for nothing,
nor yet to hang in chains so I can help it.
And he told me what was in his mind
to better the state of the ship in the way of discipline,
which would give us safety for the present,
and a sooner hope of deliverance,
when they should have gained enough and should break up their company.
I confessed to him ingenuously
that my nerve was quite shook amid these horrible surroundings,
and I durst scarce tell him to count upon me.
i'm not very easy frightened said he nor very easy beat a few days after there befell an accident which had nearly hanged us all and offers the most extraordinary picture of the folly that ruled in our concerns
we were all pretty drunk and some bedlamites spying a sail teach put the ship about in chase without a glance and we began to bustle up the arms and boast of the horrors that should follow i observed balintrey stood quiet in the bows
looking under the shade of his hand.
But for my part, true to my policy among these savages,
I was at work with the busiest and passing Irish jests for their diversion.
"'Run up the colours!' cried Teach.
"'Show the blanks the jolly Roger!'
It was the merest drunken braggadocio at such a stage
and might have lost us a valuable prize,
but I thought it no part of mine to reason,
and I ran up the black flag with my own hand.
Ballantrey steps presently aft with a smile upon his face.
face. You may perhaps like to know, you drunken dog, says he, that you are chasing a king's ship.
Teach roared him the lie, but he ran at the same time to the bulwarks, and so did they all.
I have never seen so many drunken men struck suddenly sober.
The cruiser had gone about, upon our impudent display of colors.
She was just then filling on the new tack.
Her ensign blew out quite plain to see.
And, even as we stared, there came a puff of smoke, and then
a report, and a shot plunged in the waves a good way short of us. Some ran to the ropes and got
the sarah round with an incredible swiftness. One fellow fell on the rum barrel, which stood broached
upon the deck, and rolled it promptly overboard. On my part, I made for the Jolly Roger, struck it,
tossed it in the sea, and could have flung myself after, so vexed was I with our mismanagement.
As for Teach, he grew as pale as death and incontinently went down to his cabin. Only
twice he came on deck that afternoon, went to the taffrail, took a long look at the king's ship,
which was still on the horizon heading after us, and then, without speech, back to his cabin.
You may say he deserted us, and, if it had not been for one very capable sailor we had on board,
and for the lightness of the airs that blew all day, we must certainly have gone to the yard-arm.
It is to be supposed Teach was humiliated, and perhaps alarmed for his position with the crew,
and the way in which he said about regaining what he had lost was highly characteristic of the man.
Early next day we smelled him burning sulfur at his cabin and crying out of hell, hell,
which was well understood among the crew and filled their minds with apprehension.
Presently he comes on deck, a perfect figure of fun, his face blacked, his hair and whiskers curled,
his belt stuck full of pistols, chewing bits of glass so that the blood ran down his chin,
and brandishing a dirk.
I do not know if he had taken these manners from the Indians of America,
where he was a native, but such was his way,
and he would always thus announce that he was wound up to horrid deeds.
The first that came near him was the fellow who had sent the rum overboard the day before.
Him, he stabbed to the heart, damning him for a mutineer,
and then capered about the body raving and swearing and daring us to come on.
It was the silliest exhibition,
and yet dangerous too, for the cowardly fellow was plainly working himself up to another murder.
All of a sudden, Ballantry stepped forth.
Have done with this play-acting, says he.
Do you think to frighten us with making faces?
We saw nothing of you yesterday when you were wanted, and we did well without you.
Let me tell you that.
There was a murmur and a movement in the crew of pleasure and alarm, I thought, in nearly equal parts.
As for Teach, he gave a barbarous howl,
and swung his dirk to fling it, an act in which, like many seamen, he was very expert.
Knocked that out of his hand, says Ballantrey, so sudden and sharp that my arm abate him before my mind had understood.
Teach stood like one stupid, never thinking on his pistols.
Go down to your cabin, cries Ballantrey, and come on deck again when you were sober.
Do you think we are going to hang for you, you black-faced, half-witted, drunken brute and butcher?
Go down!
and he stamped his foot at him with such a sudden smartness that Teach Verde ran for it to the companion.
"'And now, mates,' says Ballantrey,
"'a word with you.
"'I don't know if you are a gentleman of fortune for the fun of the thing, but I am not.
"'I want to make money, and get ashore again, and spend it like a man.
"'And on one thing my mind is made up.
"'I will not hang if I can help it.
"'Come, give me a hint. I'm only a beginner.'
"'Is there no way to get a little discipline and common sense about this business?'
One of the men spoke up. He said by rights they should have a quartermaster, and no sooner was
the word out of his mouth than they were all of that opinion. The thing went by acclamation.
Ballantre was made quartermaster, the rum was put in its charge, laws were passed in imitation
of those of a pirate by the name of Roberts, and the last proposal was to make an end of teach.
But Ballantrey was afraid of a more efficient captain, who might be a counterweight to himself,
and he opposed this stoutly.
Teach, he said, was good enough to board ships and frighten fools with his blacked face and swearing.
We could scarce get a better man than Teach for that.
And besides, as the man was now disconsidered and as good as deposed, we might reduce his
proportion of the plunder.
This carried it.
teacher's share was cut down to a mere derision being actually less than mine and there remained only two points whether he would consent and who was to announce to him this resolution do not let that stick you says balintree i will do that
and he stepped to the companion and down alone into the cabin to face that drunken savage this is the man for us cried one of the hands three cheers to the quartermaster which were given with a will my own
voice among the loudest, and I dare say these plaudits had their effect on Master Teach in the
cabin, as we have seen of late days how shouting in the streets may trouble even the minds of legislators.
What passed precisely was never known, though some of the heads of it came to the surface later on,
and we were all amazed as well as gratified when Ballantrey came on deck with Teach upon his arm,
and announced that all had been consented. I passed swiftly over those, though,
was twelve or fifteen months in which we continued to keep the sea in the north atlantic getting our food and water from the ships we overhauled and doing on the whole a pretty fortunate business sure no one could wish to read anything so ungentile as the memoirs of a pirate even an unwilling one like me
things went extremely better with our designs and balantrey kept his lead to my admiration from that day forth i would be tempted to suppose that a gentleman must ever
be first, even aboard a rover. But my birth is every whit as good as any Scottish lords,
and I am not ashamed to confess that I stayed crowding pat until the end, and was not much better than
the cruise of buffoon. Indeed, it was no scene to bring out my merits. My health suffered from a variety
of reasons. I was more at home to the last on a horse's back than a ship's deck. And, to be ingenuous,
the fear of the sea was constantly in my mind battling with the fear of my companions i need not cry myself up for courage i have done well on many fields under the eyes of famous generals and earned my late advancement by an act of the most distinguished valour before many witnesses
that when we must proceed on one of our abhorredges the heart of francis burke was in his boots the little egg-shell skiff in which we must set forth the horrible heaving of the vast
billows, the height of the ship that we must scale, the thought of how many might be there
in garrison upon their legitimate defense, the scowling heavens, which, in that climate,
so often looked darkly down upon our exploits, and the mere crying of the wind in my ears
were all considerations most unpalatable to my valor. Besides which, as I was always a creature
of the nicest sensibility, the scenes that must follow on our success tempted me as little
as the chances of defeat. Twice we found women on board. And though I have seen town sacked,
and of late days in France, some very horrid public tumults, there was something in the smallness of the
numbers engaged and the bleak, dangerous sea surroundings that made these acts of piracy far the most
revolting. I confess ingenuously, I could never proceed unless I was three parts drunk. It was the same
even with the crew. Teach himself was fit for no enterprise till he was full of rum,
and it was one of the most difficult parts of Ballander's performance to serve us with liquor
in the proper quantities. Even this he did to admiration, being upon the whole the most capable
man I ever met with, and the one of the most natural genius. He did not even scrape favour with
the crew, as I did, by continual buffoonery made upon a very anxious heart, but preserved, on most
occasions a great deal of gravity and distance, so that he was like a parent among a family
of young children, or a schoolmaster with his boys. What made his part the harder to perform,
the men were most inveterate grumblers. Ballantre's discipline, little as it was,
was yet irksome to their love of license, and what was worse, being kept sober, they had time to
think. Some of them, accordingly, would fall to repenting their abominable crimes, one in particular
particular, who was a good Catholic, and with whom I would sometimes steal apart for prayer,
above all in bad weather, fogs, lashing rain at the like, when we would be the less observed,
and I am sure no two criminals in the cart have ever performed their devotions with more
anxious sincerity, but the rest, having no such grounds of hope, fell to another pastime,
that of computation. All day long they would be telling up their shares or glooming over the
result. I have said we were pretty fortunate, but an observation falls to be made, that in this world,
in no business that I have tried, do the profits rise to a man's expectations?
We found many ships, and took many, yet few of them contained much money. Their goods were usually
nothing to our purpose. What did we want with a cargo of ploughs, or even of tobacco? And it is quite a
painful reflection, how many whole crews we have made to walk the plank for no more than a
stock of biscuit, or an anchor or two of spirits. In the meanwhile, our ship was growing very foul,
and it was high time we should make for our port de carinage, which was in the estuary of a river
among swamps. It was openly understood that we should then break up and go and squander our
proportions of the spoil, and this made every man greedy of a
little more, so that our decision was delayed from day to day.
What finally decided matters was a trifling accident, such as an ignorant person might
suppose incidental to our way of life. But here I must explain, on only one of all the ships
we boarded, the first on which we found women, did we meet with any genuine resistance?
On that occasion we had two men killed and several injured, and if it had not been for the
gallantry of balantrey, we had surely been beat back at last. Everywhere else, the defence,
where there was any at all, was what the worst troops in Europe would have laughed at,
so that the most dangerous part of our employment was to clamour out the sight of the ship.
And I have even known the poor souls on board to cast us a line, so eager were they to volunteer
instead of walking the plank. This constant immunity had made our fellows very soft.
so that i understood how teach had made so deep a mark upon their minds for indeed the company of that lunatic was the chief danger in our way of life the accident to which i have referred was this
we had sighted a little full-rigged ship very close under our board in a haze she sailed near as well as we did i should be nearer the truth if i said near as ill and we cleared the bow-chaser to see if we could bring a spar or two about their ears
the swell was exceedingly great the motion of the ship beyond description it was little wonder if our gunners should fire thrice and be still quite broad of what they aimed at
but in the meanwhile the chase had cleared a stern gun the thickness of the air concealing them and being better marksmen their first shot struck us in the bows knocked our two gunners into mincemeat so that we were all sprinkled with the blood and plunged through the deck into the foot and plunged through the deck into the foes
folks or where we slept. Ballantrey would have held on. Indeed, there was nothing in this
contretem to affect the mind of any soldier, but he had a quick perception of the men's wishes,
and it was plain this lucky shot had given them a sickener of their trade. In a moment they were all
of one mind. The chase was drawing away from us. It was needless to hold on. The sarah was too foul
to overhaul a bottle. It was mere foolery to keep the sea with her, and, I was a foolery to keep the sea with her,
and on these pretended grounds her head was incontinently put about and the course laid for the river.
It was strange to see what merriment fell on that ship's company,
and how they stamped about the deck jesting and each computing what increase had come to his share
by the death of the two gunners.
We were nine days making our port, so light with the airs we had to sail on,
so foul the ship's bottom, but early on the tenth,
before dawn and in a light lifting haze we passed the head a little after the haze lifted and fell again showing us a cruiser very close this was a sore blow happening so near our refuge
there was a great debate of whether she had seen us and if so whether it was likely they had recognized the sarah we were very careful by destroying every member of those crews we overhaul to leave no evidence as to our own persons but the appearance of the sarah herself we could not keep so private
and above all of late since she had been foul and we have pursued many ships without success it was plain that her description had been often published
i suppose this alert would have made us separate upon the instant but here again that original genius of balantres had a surprise in store for me he and teach and it was the most remarkable step of his success had gone hand in hand since the first day of his appointment
i often questioned him upon the fact and never got an answer but once when he told me he and teach had an understanding which would very much surprise the crew if they should hear of it
and would surprise himself a good deal if it was carried out well here again he and teach were of a mind and by their joint procurement the anchor was no sooner down than the whole crew went off upon a scene of drunkenness indescribable
by afternoon we were a mere shipful of lunatical persons throwing of things overboard howling of different songs at the same time quarrelling and falling together and then forgetting our own
quarrels to embrace. Ballantre had bidden me drink nothing and feigned drunkenness as I valued my
life, and I have never passed a day so wearisomely, lying the best part of the time upon the
forecast, and watching the swamps and thickets by which our little basin was entirely
surrounded for the eye. A little after dusk, Ballantre stumbled up to my side, feigned to fall
with a drunken laugh, and before he got to his feet again, whispered me to real-auntary.
down into the cabin and seemed to fall asleep upon a locker, for there would be need of me soon.
I did as I was told, and coming into the cabin, where it was quite dark, let myself fall on the
first locker. There was a man there already. By the way he stirred and threw me off,
I could not think he was much in liquor, and yet, when I had found another place, he seemed to
continue to sleep on. My heart now beat very hard, for I saw some desperate matter was enact.
Presently down came Ballandre, lit the lamp, looked about the cabin, nodded as if pleased,
and on deck again without a word.
I peered out from between my fingers, and saw there were three of us slumbering,
or feigning to slumber on the lockers, myself, one Dutton and one Grady, both resolute men.
On deck, the rest forgot to a pitch of revelry quite beyond the bounds of what is human,
so that no reasonable name can describe the sounds they were now making i have heard many a drunken bout in my time many on board that very sarah but never anything the least like this which made me early suppose the liquor had been tempered
it was a long while before these yells and howls died out into a sort of miserable moaning and then to silence and it seemed a long while after that before balintrey came down again this time with tea
upon his heels the latter cursed at the sight of us three upon the lockers tut says valentrey you might fire a pistol at their ears you know what stuff they've been swallowing
there was a hatch in the cabin floor and under that the richest part of the booty was stored against the day of division it fastened with a ring and three padlocks the keys for greater security being divided one to teach one to valentray and one to the mate a man called
called Hammond. Yet I was amazed to see they were now all in the one hand, and yet more amazed,
still looking through my fingers, to observe Ballantrey and Teach bring up several packets,
four of them in all, very carefully made up, and with a loop for carriage. And now, says Teach,
let us be going. One word, says Ballantre, I have discovered there is another man beside
yourself, who knows a private path across the swamp, and it's a little bit of the swamp, and it's
seems it is shorter than yours. Teach cried out, and in that case they were undone.
I do not know for that, says Ballantre, for there are several other circumstances with which I must
acquaint you. First of all, there is no bullet in your pistols, which, if you remember, I was kind enough
to load for both of us this morning. Secondly, as there is someone else who knows a passage,
you must think it highly improbable I should saddle myself with a lunatic like you.
thirdly these gentlemen who need no longer pretend to be asleep are those of my party and will now proceed to gag and bind you to the mast and when your men awaken if they ever do awake after the drugs we have mingled in their liquor
i am sure they will be so obliging us to deliver you and you will have no difficulty i dare say to explain the business of the keys not a word said teach but looked at us like a frightened baby as we gagged and bound him
now you see you mooncaf says balantre why we made four packets heretofore you have been called captain teach but i think you are now rather captain lear
that was our last word on board the sarah we four with our four packets lowered ourselves softly into a skiff and left that ship behind us as silent as the grave only for the moaning of some of the drunkards
there was a fog about breast high on the waters so that dutton who knew the passage must stand on his feet to direct our rowing and this as it forced us to row gently was the means of our deliverance
we were yet but a little way from the ship when it began to come gray and the birds to fly abroad upon the water all of a sudden dutton clapped down upon his hams and whispered to us to be silent for our lives and hearken
sure enough we heard a little faint creak of oars upon one hand and then again and farther off a creek of oars upon the other it was clear we had been sighted yesterday in the morning
here were the cruiser's boats to cut us out here were we defenceless in their very midst sure never were poor souls more perilously placed and as we lay there on our oars praying god the mist might hold the sweat poured from my brow
presently we heard one of the boats where we might have thrown a biscuit in her softly men we heard an officer whisper and i marvelled they could not hear the drumming of my heart never mind the path says balinjay we must get shelter anyhow let us pull straight ahead for the sides of the basin
this we did with the most anxious precaution rowing as best we could upon our hands and steering at a venture in the fog which was for all that our only safety
but heaven guided us we touched ground at a thicket scrambled ashore with our treasure and having no other way of concealment and the mist beginning already to lighten hove down the skiff and let her sink we were still but new under cover when the sun rose and at the same time from the midst of the basin
a great shouting of seamen sprang up, and we knew the Sarah was being boarded.
I heard afterwards the officer that took her got great honor, and it's true the approach
was creditively managed, but I think he had an easy capture when he came to board.
Note by Mr. McKellar.
This teach of the Sarah must not be confused with the celebrated blackbeard.
The dates and facts by no means tally.
It is possible the second teach may have at once borrowed the name
and imitated the more excessive part of his manners from the first.
Even the master of Ballantrey, who'd make admirers?
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I was still blessing the saints for my escape,
when I became aware we were in trouble of another kind.
We were here landed at random in a vast and dangerous swamp,
and how to come at the path was a concern of doubt, fatigue, and peril.
Dutton, indeed, was of opinion we should wait until the ship was gone and fish up the skiff.
For any delay would be more wise than to go blindly ahead in that morass.
One went back accordingly to the basin side, and peering through the thicket saw the fog already quite drunk up,
and English colours flying on the sarah, but no movement made to get her underway.
Our situation was now very doubtful.
The swamp was an unhealthful place to linger in.
We had been so greedy to bring treasures that we had brought but little food.
It was highly desirable besides that we should get clear of the neighborhood and into the settlements,
before the news of the capture went abroad, and against all these considerations there was only the peril of the passage on the other side.
I think it not wonderful we decided on the active part.
It was already blistering hot when we set forth to pass the marsh, or rather to strike the,
path by compass. Dutton took the compass, and one or other of us three, carried his proportion
of the treasure. I promise you he kept a sharp eye to his rear, for it was like the man's soul that
he must trust us with. The thicket was as close as a bush, the ground very treacherous,
so that we often sank in the most terrifying manner and must go round about. The heat besides was
stifling the air singularly heavy, and the stinging insects abounded in such myriads that each of us walked under his own cloud.
It has often been commented on how much better gentlemen of birth endure fatigue than persons of the rabble,
so that walking officers who must tramp in the dirt beside their men shame them by their constancy.
This was well to be observed in the present instance, for here were Ballant-Trey and I, two gentlemen of the highest breeding, on the one hand,
and, on the other, Grady, a common mariner and a man nearly a giant in physical strength.
The case of Dutton is not in point, for I confess he did as well as any of us.
Note by Mr. McKellar.
And is not this the whole explanation?
Since this Dutton, exactly like the officers, enjoyed the stimulus of some responsibility.
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But as for Grady, he began early to lament his case.
tailed in the rear, refused to carry Dutton's packet when it came his turn,
clambered continually for rum, of which we had too little,
and at last even threatened us from behind with a cocked pistol,
unless we should allow him rest.
Ballantre would have fought it out, I believe,
but I prevailed with him the other way, and we made a stop and ate a meal.
It seemed to benefit Grady Little,
he was in the rear again at once, growling and bemoaning his lot,
and at last, by some carelessness, not having followed properly in our tracks,
stumbled into a deep part of the slough, where it was mostly water,
gave some very dreadful screams,
and, before we could come to his aid, had sunk, along with his booty.
His fate, and above all, these screams of his, appalled us to the soul.
Yet it was, on the whole, a fortunate circumstance and the means of our deliverance,
for it moved Dutton to mount into a tree, whence he was able to put him,
perceive, and to show me, who had climbed after him, a high piece of the wood, which was a landmark
for the path. He went forward the more carelessly, I must suppose, for presently we saw him sink
a little down, draw up his feet and sink again, and so twice. Then he turned his face to us
pretty white. Then to Han, said he, I am in a bad place. I don't know about that, says Ballandre,
standing still. Dutton broke out into the most violent odes, sinking a little lower as he did,
so that the mud was nearly to his waist, and plucking a pistol from his belt,
help me he cries, or die and be damned to you. Nay, says Ballantrey, ended but just I am coming,
and he set down his own packet, and Dutton's, which he was then carrying. Do not venture near
till we see if you are needed, said he to me, and went forward alone to where the man was bogged.
It was quiet now, though he still held the pistol, and the marks of terror in his countenance
were very moving to behold.
For the Lord's sake, says he, look sharp.
Ballantrey was now got close up.
Keep still, says he, and seem to consider, and then reach out both your hands.
Dutton laid down his pistol, and so watery was the top surface that it went clear out of sight.
With an oath he stooped to snatch it, and as he did so, Ballantre leaned forth and stabbed him
between the shoulders. Up when his hands over his head. I know not whether with the pain or to ward
himself, and the next moment he doubled forward in the mud. Ballantre was already over the ankles,
but he plucked himself out and came back to me, where I stood with my knees smiting one another.
"'The devil take you, Francis,' says he. I believe you are a half-hearted fellow, after all. I have
only done justice on a pirate, and here we are quite clear of the Sarah. Who shall now say,
that we have dipped our hands in any irregularities.
I assured him he did me injustice,
but my sense of humanity was so much affected
by the horridness of the fact
that I could scarce find breath to answer with.
Calm, said he, you must be more resolved.
The need for this fellow ceased
when he had shown you where the path ran,
and you cannot deny I would have been daft
to let slip so fair an opportunity.
I could not deny, but he was right in principle.
nor yet could I refrain from shedding tears of which I think no man of valor need have been ashamed,
and it was not until I had a share of the rum that I was able to proceed.
I repeat, I am far from ashamed of my generous emotion.
Mercy is honourable in the warrior, and yet I cannot altogether censure Ballantrey,
whose step was really fortunate, as we struck the path without further misadventure,
and the same night about sundown came to the edge of the morass.
were too weary to seek far. On some dry sands, still warm with the day's sun and close under a wood of pines,
we lay down and were instantly plunged in sleep. We awake the next morning very early,
and began with a sullen spirit, a conversation that came near to end in blows. We were
now cast on shore in the southern provinces, thousands of miles from any French settlement. A dreadful
journey and a thousand perils lay in front of us, and sure, if there were
ever need for amity, it was in such an hour. I must suppose that Ballantry had suffered in
his sense of what is truly polite. Indeed, and there is nothing strange in the idea, after the
sea-wolves we had consorted with so long, and as for myself he thubbed me off unhandsomely, and any
gentleman would have resented his behaviour. I told him in what light I saw his conduct. He
walked a little off, my following to upbraid him, and at last he stopped me with his hand.
frank says eve you know what we swore and yet there is no oath invented would induce me to swallow such expressions if i did not regard you with sincere affection
it is impossible you should doubt me there i have given proofs dutton i had to take because he knew the pass and grady because dutton would not move without him but what call was there to carry you along
you are a perpetual danger to me with your cursed irish tongue by rights you should now be in irons in the cruiser and you quarrel with me like a baby for some trinkets
i considered this one of the most unhandsome speeches ever made and indeed to this day i can scarce reconcile it to my notion of a gentleman that was my friend
i retorted upon him with his scots accent of which he had not so much as some but enough to be very barbarous and disgusting as i told him plainly and the affair would have gone to a great length but for an alarming intervention
we had got some way off upon the sand the place where we had slept with the packets lying undone and the money scattered openly was now between us and the pines and it was out of these the stranger must have come
there he was at least a great hulking fellow of the country with a broad axe on his shoulder looking open bowed now at the treasure which was just at his feet and now at our disputation in which we had gone far enough to have weapons in our hands
we had no sooner observed him than he found his legs and made off again among the pines and this was no scene to put our minds at rest a couple of armed men in sea-clothes found quarrelling over a treasure
not many miles from where a pirate had been captured here was enough to bring the whole country about our ears the quarrel was not even made up it was blotted from our minds and we got our packets together in the twinkling of an eye and made off running with the best will in the world
but the trouble was we did not know in what direction and must continually return upon our steps balan tray had indeed collected what he could from dutton but it's hard to travel upon
here, say, and the estuary, which spreads into a vast irregular harbor, turned us off upon every
side with a new stretch of water. We were near beside ourselves, and already quite spent with
running, when, coming to the top of a dune, we saw we were again cut off by another ramification
of the bay. This was a creek, however, very different from those that had rested us before,
being set in rocks and so precipitously deep that a small vessel was able to lie alongside made fast with a hosser,
and her crew had laid a plank to the shore. Here they had lighted a fire and were sitting at their meal.
As for the vessel herself, she was one of those they build in the Bermudas.
The love of gold and the great hatred that everybody has to pirates were motives of the most influential,
and would certainly raise the country in our pursuit.
Besides, it was now plain we were on some sort of straggling peninsula,
like the fingers of a hand, and the wrist or passage to the mainland,
which we should have taken at the first, was by this time not improbably secured.
These considerations put us on a bolder council,
for as long as we dared, looking every moment to hear sounds of the chase,
we lay among some bushes on the top of the dune,
and having by this means secured a little breath and recomposed our appearance,
we strolled down at last with a great affectation of carelessness to the party by the fire.
It was a trader, and his negroes belonging to Albany in the province of New York,
and now on the way home from the Indies with a cargo.
His name I cannot recall.
We were amazed to learn he had put in here from terror of the seraph.
for we had no thought our exploits had been so notorious as soon as the albanian heard she had been taken the day before he jumped to his feet gave us a cup of spirits for our good news and sent his negroes to get sail on the bermudan
on our side we profited by the dram to become more confidential and at last offered ourselves as passengers he looked askance at our tarry clothes and pistols and replied civilly enough that he had scarce accommodation for himself
nor could either our prayers or our offers of money, in which we advanced pretty far, avail to shake him.
I see, you think ill of us, says Ballantrey, but I will show you how well we think of you by telling you the truth.
We are Jacobite fugitives, and there is a price upon our heads.
At this the Albanian was plainly moved a little.
He asked us many questions as to the Scots' war, which Ballanty very patiently.
answered. And then, with a wink, in a vulgar manner,
I guess you and your Prince Charlie got more than you cared about, said he.
Bedad and that we did, said I, and my dear man, I wish you would set a new example and give us
just that much. This I said in the Irish way, about which there is allowed to be something
very engaging. It's a remarkable thing, and a testimony to the love with which our nation
is regarded that this address scarce ever fails in a handsome fellow. I cannot tell how often I have seen
a private soldier escape the horse, or a beggar wheedle out of good alms by a touch of the brogue,
and indeed, as soon as the Albanian had laughed at me, I was pretty much at rest. Even then,
however, he made many conditions, and for one thing took away our arms before he suffered us aboard,
which was the signal to cast off, so that in a moment,
after we were gliding down the bay with a good breeze and blessing the name of God for our deliverance.
Almost in the mouth of the estuary we passed the cruiser, and a little after the poor Sarah with
her prized crew, and these were both sights to make us tremble. The Bermudan seemed a very safe
place to be in, and our bold stroke to have been fortunately played when we were thus reminded
of the case of our companions. For all that we had only exchange.
traps, jumped out of the frying pan into the fire, run from the yard on to the block, and escaped
the open hostility of the man of war to lie at the mercy of the doubtful faith of our Albanian
merchant. From many circumstances it chanced we were safer than we could have dared to hope.
The town of Albany was at that time much concerned in contraband trade across the desert with
the Indians and the French. This, as it was highly illegal, relaxed.
their loyalty, and as it brought them in relation with the politest people on the earth,
divided even their sympathies. In short, they were like all the smugglers in the world,
spies and agents ready-made for either party. Our Albanian, besides, was a very honest man indeed,
and very greedy, and to crown our luck he conceived a great delight in our society.
Before we had reached the town of New York, we had come to a full agreement that he should carry us
as far as Albany upon his ship, and thence put us on a way to pass the boundaries and join the French.
For all this we were to pay at a high rate, but beggars cannot be choosers, nor outlaws, bargainers.
We sailed then up the Hudson River, which I protest is a very fine stream, and put up at the
King's Arms in Albany. The town was full of the militia of the province, breathing slaughter
against the French. Governor Clinton was there himself, a very busy man, and, and, you know,
and by what I could learn, very near distracted by the factiousness of his assembly.
The Indians on both sides were on the warpath.
We saw parties of them bringing in prisoners, and, what was much worse, scalps, both male and
female, for which they were paid at a fixed rate.
And I assure you the sight was not encouraging.
Altogether we could scarce have come at a period more unsuitable for our designs.
Our position in the chief inn was dreadfully conspicuous.
Our Albanian fubbed us off with a thousand delays
and seemed upon the point of a retreat from his engagements.
Nothing but peril appeared to envir in the poor fugitives,
and for some time we drowned our concern in a very irregular course of living.
This too proved to be fortunate,
and it's one of the remarks that fall to be made upon our escape
how providentially our steps were conducted to the very end.
What a humiliation to the dignity of man.
My philosophy, the extraordinary genius of Ballantrey, our valor in which I grant that we were equal,
all these might have proved insufficient without the divine blessing on our efforts.
And how true it is, as the Church tells us, that the truths of religion are, after all, quite applicable even to daily affairs.
At least, it was in the course of our revelry that we made the acquaintance of a spirited youth by the name of Chu.
He was one of the most daring of the Indian traders,
very well acquainted with the secret paths of the wilderness,
needy, dissolute, and by a last good fortune,
in some disgrace with his family.
Him we persuaded to come to our relief.
He privately provided what was needful for our flight,
and one day we slipped out of Albany without a word to our former friend
and embarked a little above in a canoe.
To the toils and perils of this journey,
it would require a pen more elegant than mine to do full justice.
The reader must conceive for himself, the dreadful wilderness which we had now to thread,
its thickets, swamps, precipitous rocks, impetuous rivers, and amazing waterfalls.
Among these barbarous scenes we must toil all day, now paddling, now carrying our canoe
upon our shoulders, and at night we slept about a fire, surrounded by the howling of wolves
and other savage animals.
It was our design to mount the headwaters of the Hudson to the neighborhood of Crown Point,
where the French had a strong place in the woods upon Lake Champlain.
But to have done this directly were too perilous,
and it was accordingly gone upon by such a labyrinth of rivers, lakes, and portages
as makes my head giddy to remember.
These paths were in ordinary times entirely desert,
but the country was now up, the tribes on the warpath,
woods full of Indian scouts. Again and again we came upon these parties when we least expected them.
And one day in particular I shall never forget how, as dawn was coming in, we were suddenly surrounded by five or six of these painted devils,
uttering a very dreary sort of cry and brandishing their hatchets.
It passed off harmlessly, indeed, as did the rest of our encounters, for Chu was well known and highly valued among the different tribes.
indeed he was a very gallant respectable young man but even with the advantage of his companionship you must not think these meetings were without sensible peril to prove friendship on our part it was needful to draw upon our stock of rum
indeed under whatever disguise that is the true business of the indian trader to keep a travelling public-house in the forest and when once the braves had got their bottle of scoura as they called this beastly liquor it behooved us to set forth and paddle
for our scalps. Once they were a little drunk, good-bye to any sense of decency. They had but one
thought to get more scoura. They might easily take it in their heads to give us chase,
and had we been overtaken, I had never written these memoirs. We were come to the most critical
portion of our course, where we might equally expect to fall into the hands of French or English,
when a terrible calamity befell us. Chu was taken suddenly sick,
with symptoms like those of poison, and in the course of a few hours expired in the bottom of the canoe.
We thus lost at once our guide, our interpreter, our boatman, and our passport, for he was all these in one,
and found ourselves reduced, at a blow, to the most desperate and irremediable distress.
Chu, who took a great pride in his knowledge, had indeed often lectured us on the geography,
and Ballanty, I believe, would listen.
But for my part, I have always found such information highly tedious,
and beyond the fact that we were now in the country of the Adirondack Indians,
and not so distant from our destination, could we but have found the way,
I was entirely ignorant.
The wisdom of my course was soon the more apparent,
for with all his pains, Ballantre was no further advanced than myself.
He knew we must continue to go up one stream,
then by the way of a portage down another and then up a third but you are to consider in a mountain country how many streams come rolling in from every hand and how is a gentleman who is a perfect stranger in that part of the world to tell any one of them from any other
nor was this our only trouble we were great novices besides in handling a canoe the portages were almost beyond our strength so that i have seen us sit down in despair for
for half an hour at a time without one word, and the appearance of a single Indian, since we had
now no means of speaking to them, would have been in all probability the means of our destruction.
There is altogether some excuse if Ballantre showed something of a glooming disposition.
His habit of imputing blame to others, quite as capable as himself, was less tolerable,
and his language it was not always easy to accept.
Indeed, he had contracted on board the pirate.
a manner of address which was in a high degree unusual between gentlemen and now when you might say he was in a fever it increased upon him hugely
the third day of these wanderings as we were carrying the canoe upon a rocky portage she fell and was entirely bilged the portage was between two lakes both pretty extensive the track such as it was opened at both ends upon the water and on both hands was enclosed by the
unbroken woods, and the sides of the lakes were quite impassable with bog, so that we beheld ourselves
not only condemned to go without our boat and the greater part of our provisions, but to plunge at
once into impenetrable thickets, and to desert what little guidance we still had the course of the
river. Each stuck his pistols in his belt, shouldered an axe, made a pack of his treasure,
and as much food as he could stagger under, and, deserting the rest of our possessions,
even to our swords, which would have much embarrassed us among the woods,
we set forth on this deplorable adventure.
The labors of Hercules, so finely described by Homer,
were a trifle to what we now underwent.
Some parts of the forest were perfectly dense down to the ground,
so that we must cut our way like mites in a cheese.
In some the bottom was full of deep swamp,
and the whole wood entirely rotten.
I have leaped on a great fallen log,
and sunk to the knees in touchwood.
I have sought to stay myself in falling
against what looked to be a solid trunk,
and the whole thing has whiffed away at my touch
like a sheet of paper.
Stumbling, falling, bogging to the knees,
hewing our way, our eyes almost put out with twigs and branches,
our clothes ploughed from our bodies,
we laboured all day,
and it is doubtful if we made two miles.
What was worse, as we could rarely get a view of the country,
and were perpetually jostled from our path by obstacles,
it was impossible even to have a guess in what direction we were moving.
A little before sundown, in an open place with a stream,
and set about with barbarous mountains, Ballantre threw down his pack.
I will go no further, said he, and bade me light the fire,
jamming my blood, in terms not proper for a chairman.
I told him to try to forget he had ever been a pirate
and to remember he had been a gentleman.
Are you mad? he cried, don't cross me here.
And then, shaking his fist at the hills,
To think, cries he, that I must leave my bones in this miserable wilderness.
Would God I had died upon the scaffold like a gentleman.
This, he said, ranting like an actor,
and then sat biting his fingers and staring on the ground,
a most unchristian object.
I took a certain horror of the man,
for I thought a soldier and a gentleman should confront his end with more philosophy.
I made him no reply, therefore, in words,
and presently the evening fell, so chill that I was glad, for my own sake, to kindle a fire.
And yet God knows, in such an open spot in the country alive with savages,
the act was little short of lunacy.
Ballantry seemed never to observe me,
but at last, as though as I was about parching a little corn, he looked up.
"'Have you ever a brother?' said he.
by the blessing of heaven said i not less than five i have the one said he with a strange voice and then presently he shall pay me for all this he added and when i asked him what was his brother's part in our distress
what he cried he sits in my place he bears my name he courts my wife and i am here alone with a damned irishman in this tooth-chattering desert oh i have been a common gull he cried
the explosion was in all ways so far into my friend's nature that i was daunted out of all my just susceptibility sure an offensive expression however verbacious appears a wonderfully
small affair in circumstances so extreme. But here there is a strange thing to be noted. He had only
once before referred to the lady with whom he was contracted. That was when we came in view of the town
of New York, when he had told me, if all had their rights, he was now in sight of his own property,
for Miss Graham enjoyed a large estate in the province. And this was certainly a natural occasion.
But now here she was named a second time.
and what is surely fit to be observed in this very month which was november forty seven and i believe upon that very day as we sat among these barbarous mountains his brother and miss grey were married
i am the least superstitious of men but the hand of providence is here displayed too openly not to be remarked note by mr mckeller a complete blunder there was at this date no word of the marriage see above in my own narrate
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The next day and the next were passed in similar labors,
Ballandre often deciding on our course by the spinning of a coin,
and once when I expostulated on this childishness,
he had an odd remark that I have never forgotten.
I know no better way, said he, to express my scorn of human reason.
I think it was the third day that we found the body of a Christian,
scalped and most abominably mangled and lying in a pudder of his blood.
The birds of the desert screaming over him as thick as flies.
I cannot describe how dreadfully the sight affected us,
but it robbed me of all strength and all hope for this world.
The same day, and only a little after,
we were scrambling over a part of the forest that had been burned,
when Ballantre, who was a little ahead,
ducked suddenly behind a fallen trunk.
I joined him in this shelter, whence we could look abroad without being seen ourselves,
and in the bottom of the next veil beheld a large war-party of the savages going by across our line.
There might be the value of a weak battalion present, all naked to the waist,
blacked with grease and soot, and painted with white lead and vermilion,
according to their beastly habits.
They went one behind another like a string of geese, and at a quickish trot,
so that they took but a little while to rattle by and disappear again among the woods yet i suppose we endured a greater agony of hesitation and suspense in these few minutes than goes usually to a man's whole life
whether they were french or english indians whether they desired scalps or prisoners whether we should declare ourselves upon the chance or lie quiet and continue the heartbreaking business of our journey sure i think these were questions
to have puzzled the brains of Aristotle himself.
Ballantrey turned to me with a face all wrinkled up,
and his teeth showing in his mouth,
like what I have read of people starving.
He said no word, but his whole appearance was a kind of dreadful question.
They may be of the English side, I whispered, and think.
The best we could then hope is to begin this over again.
I know, I know, he said.
Yet it must come to a plunge at last.
last, and he suddenly plucked out his coin, shook it in his closed hands, looked at it, and then
laid down with his face in the dust.
Edition by Mr. McKellar.
I dropped the Chevalier's narration at this point, because the couple quarreled and separated
the same day.
And the Chevalier's account of the quarrel seems to me, I must confess, quite incompatible
with the nature of either of the man.
henceforth they wandered alone, undergoing extraordinary sufferings,
until first one and then the other was picked up by a party from Fort St. Frederick.
Only two things are to be noted, and first, as most important for my purpose,
that the master, in the course of his miseries, buried his treasure,
at a point never since discovered, but of which he took a drawing in his own blood on the lining of his hat.
and second that on his coming thus penniless to the fort he was welcomed like a brother by the chevalier who thence paid his way to france the simplicity of mr burke's character leads him at this point to praise the master exceedingly
to an eye more worldly wise it would seem it was the chevalier alone that was to be commended i have the more pleasure in pointing to this really very noble trait of my esteemed correspondent as i fear i may have wounded him immediately before
i have refrained from comments on any of his extraordinary and in my eyes immoral opinions for i know him to be jealous of respect but his version of the quarrel is really more than i can reproduce
for I knew the master myself, and a man more insusceptible of fear is not conceivable.
I regret this oversight of the Chvaliers, and all the more, because the tenor of his narrative,
set aside a few flourishes, strikes me as highly ingenuous.
End of Chapter 3, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 4 of the Master of Ballantre
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chapter four persecutions endured by mr henry you can guess on what part of his adventures the colonel principally dwelt indeed if we had heard it all it is to be thought the current of this business had been wholly altered but the pirate ship was very gently touched upon
nor did i hear the colonel to an end even of that which he was willing to disclose for mr henry having for some while been plunged in a brown study rose at last from his seat and reminding the colonel to an end even of that which he was willing to disclose for mr henry having for some while been plunged in a brown study rose at last from his seat and reminding the
colonel there were matters that he must attend to bade me follow him immediately to the office once there he sought no longer to disassemble his concern walking to and fro in the room with a contorted face and passing his hand repeatedly upon his brow
we have some business he began at last and there broke off declared we must have wine and sent for a magnum of the best this was extremely foreign to his habitutes and what was still more so when the wine had come he gulped down one glass upon a
another like a man careless of appearances, but the drink steadied him.
You will scarce be surprised, McKellar, says he, when I tell you that my brother,
whose safety we are all rejoiced to learn, stands in some need of money.
I told him I had misdoubted as much, but the time was not very fortunate as the stock was
low.
Not mine, said he, there is the money for the mortgage.
I reminded him it was Mrs. Henry's.
I will be answerable to my wife.
wife, he cried violently, and then, said I there is the mortgage. I know, said he, it is on that I would
consult you. I showed him how unfortunate at a time it was to divert this money from its destination,
and how, by so doing, we must lose the profit of our past economies, and plunge back the estate
into the mire. I even took the liberty to plead with him, and when he still opposed me, with a
shake of the head and a bitter dogged smile, my zeal quite carried me beyond my place.
This is midsummer and madness, cried I, and I for one will be no party to it.
You speak as though I did it for my pleasure, says he. But I have a child now, and besides,
I love order. And to say the honest truth, McKellar, I had begun to take a pride in the estates.
He gloomed for a moment. But what would you have, he went on. Nothing is mine, nothing.
this day's news has knocked the bottom out of my life i have only the name and the shadow of things only the shadow there is no substance in my rights they will prove substantial enough before a court said i he looked at me with a burning eye and seemed to repress the word upon his lips
and i repented what i had said for i saw that while he spoke of the estate he had still a side thought to his marriage and then of a sudden he twitched the letter for he had but he twitched the letter for he saw that while he spoke of the estate he had still a sight thought to his marriage and then of a sudden he twitched the letter
from his pocket, where it lay all crumpled,
smoothed it violently on the table,
and read these words to me with a trembling tongue,
my dear Jacob.
This is how he begins, Christy.
My dear Jacob, I once called you so, you may remember,
and you have now done the business
and flung my heels as high as criffle.
What do you think of that, Mackeller, says he,
from an only brother?
I declare to God I liked him very well.
I was always staunched to him,
and this is how he writes.
but I will not sit down under the imputation, walking to and fro.
I am as good as he.
I am a better man than he.
I call on God to prove it.
I cannot give him all the monstrous sum, he asks.
He knows the estate to be incompetent, but I will give him what I have.
And it is more than he expects.
I have borne all this too long.
See what he writes further on.
Read it for yourself.
I know you are a niggardly dog.
A niggardly dog?
"'I, niggardly, is that true, Mackeller? You think it is?'
"'I really thought he would have struck me at that. Oh, you all think so.
"'Well, you shall see, and he shall see, and God shall see. If I ruin the estate in Goberford,
"'I shall stuff this blood-sucker. Let him ask all. All, and he shall have it. It is all his by rights.'
"'Ah,' he cried, and I foresaw all this, and worse, when he would not.
let me go. He poured out another glass of wine and was about to carry it to his lips when I made
so bold as to lay a finger on his arm. He stopped a moment. You are right, said he, and flung the glass
and all in the fireplace. Come, let us count the money. I durst no longer oppose him. Indeed,
I was very much affected by the sight of so much disorder in a man usually so controlled,
and we sat down together, counted the money, and made it up in packets for the greater ease of Colonel Burke, who was to be the bearer.
This done, Mr. Henry returned to the hall, where he and my old lord sat all night through with their guest.
A little before dawn I was called and set out with the Colonel.
He would scarce have liked a less responsible convoy, for he was a man who valued himself,
nor could we afford him one more dignified, for Mr. Henry must not appear with the free trade.
it was a very bitter morning of wind and as we went down through the long shrubbery the colonel held himself muffled in his cloak sir said i this is a great sum of money that your friend requires i must suppose his necessities to be very great
we must suppose so says he i thought dryly but perhaps it was the cloak about his mouth i am only a servant of the family said i you may deal openly with me
i think we are likely to get little good by him my dear man said the colonel valentry is a gentleman of the most eminent natural abilities and a man that i admire and that i revere to the very ground he treads on
and then he seemed to meet paws like one in a difficulty but for all that said i we are likely to get little good by him sure and you can have it your own way my dear man says the colonel
by this time we had come to the side of the creek where the boat awaited him well said he i am sure i am very much your debtor for all your civility mr whatever your name is and just as a last word and since you show so much intelligent interest
i will mention a small circumstance that may be of use to the family for i believe my friend omitted to mention that he has the largest pension on the scots fund of any refugee in paris and it's the more disgraceful
sir, cries the Colonel, warming, because there'd not one dirty penny for myself.
He cocked his hat at me, as if I had been to blame for this partiality, then changed again
into his usual swaggering civility, shook me by the hand and set off down to the boat,
with the money under his arms, and whistling as he went the pathetic air of Shu La Roone.
It was the first time I had heard that tune. I was to hear it again, words and all, as you
shall learn, but I remember how that little stave of it ran in my head after the free traders
had bad in wheeched in the deal's name, and the grating of the oars had taken its place, and I stood and
watched the dawn creeping on the sea, and the boat drawing away, and the lugger lying with
her fore-celled, awaiting it. The gap made in our money was a sore embarrassment, and, among
other consequences that had this, that I must ride to Edinburgh, and there raise a new loan on
very questionable terms to keep the old afloat, and was thus for close upon three weeks absent
from the House of Duris-Dier. What passed in the interval I had none to tell me, but I found
Mrs. Henry upon my return much changed in her demeanour. The old talks with my lord, for the most
part pre-termitted, a certain deprecation visible towards her husband, to whom I thought she
addressed herself more often, and for one thing she was now greatly wrapped up in Miss Catherine.
You would think the change was agreeable to Mr. Henry? No such matter. To the contrary,
every circumstance of alteration was a stab to him. He read in each the avowal of her truant
fancies. That constancy to the master of which she was proud while she supposed him dead,
she had to blush for now she knew he was alive,
and these blushes were the hated spring of her new conduct.
I am to conceal no truth,
and I will here say plainly I think this was the period
in which Mr. Henry showed the worst.
He contained himself, indeed, in public,
but there was a deep-seated irritation visible underneath.
With me, from whom he had less concealment,
he was often grossly unjust,
and even for his wife he would say,
sometimes have a sharp retort perhaps when she had ruffled him with some unwonted kindness perhaps upon no tangible occasion the mere habitual tenor of the man's annoyance bursting spontaneously forth
when he would thus forget himself a thing so strangely out of keeping with the terms of their relation they went a shock through the whole company and the pair would look upon each other in a kind of pained amazement
all the time too while he was injuring himself by this defective temper he was hurting his position by a silence of which i scarce know whether to say it was the child of generosity or pride
the free-traders came again and again bringing messengers from the master and none departed empty-handed i never durst reason with mr henry he gave what was asked of him in a kind of noble rage perhaps because he knew he was by nature inclining to the parsimonious
he took a back foremost pleasure in the recklessness with which he supplied his brother's exigence perhaps the falsity of the physician would have spurred a humbler man into the same excess
but the estate if i may say so groaned under it our daily expenses were shorn lower and lower the stables were emptied all but four roadsters servants were discharged which raised a dreadful murmuring in the country and heated up the old disfavor upon mr henry
and at last the yearly visit to edinburgh must be discontinued this was in seventeen fifty six you are to suppose that for seven years this blood-sucker had been drawing the life's blood from durestere and that all this time my patron had held his peace
it was an effect of devilish malice in the master that he addressed mr henry alone upon the matter of his demands and there was never a word to my lord
the family had looked on wondering at our economies they had lamented i have no doubt that my patron has become so great a miser a fault always despicable but in the young abhorrent and mr henry was not yet thirty years of age
still he had managed the business of durest year almost from a boy and they bore with these changes in a silence as proud and bitter as his own until the coping-stone of the edinburgh visit
at this time i believe my patron and his wife were rarely together save at meals immediately on the back of colonel burke's announcement mrs henry made palpable advances you might say she had laid a sort of timid court to her husband different indeed from her former manner of unconcern and distance
i never had the heart to blame mr henry because he recoiled from these advances nor yet to censure the wife when she was cut to the quick by their rejection but the result was an entire estrangement so that as i say they rarely spoke except at meals
even the matter of the edinburgh visit was first broached at table and it chanced that mrs henry was that day ailing and querulous she had no sooner understood her husband's meaning than the red flew in her face
"'At last,' she cried,
"'this is too much.
"'Heaven knows what pleasure I have in my life,
"'that I should be denied my only consolation.
"'These shameful proclivities must be trod down.
"'We are already a mark and an eyesore in the neighbourhood.
"'I will not endure this fresh insanity.'
"'I cannot afford it,' says Mr. Henry.
"'Afford,' she cried,
"'for shame, but I have money of my own.'
"'That is all mine, madam, by marriage,' he snarled,
and instantly left the room.
My old lord threw up his hands to heaven,
and he and his daughter, withdrawing to the chimney,
gave me a broad hint to be gone.
I found Mr. Henry in his usual retreat, the steward's room,
perched on the end of the table,
and plunging his penknife in it with a very ugly countenance.
Mr. Henry, said I,
you do yourself too much injustice,
and it is time this should cease.
Oh, Christy, nobody minds here.
they think it only natural.
I have shameful proclivities.
I am a niggerly dog,
and he drove his knife up to the hilt.
But I will show that fellow, he cried with an oath.
I will show him which is the more generous.
This is no generosity, said I.
This is only pride.
Do you think I want morality?
He asked.
I thought he wanted help, and I should give it him, willy-nilly.
And no sooner was Mrs. Henry gone to her room
than I presented myself at her door and sought admittance.
She openly showed her wonder.
What do you want with me, Mr. McKellar? said she.
The Lord knows, madam, says I, I have never troubled you before with any freedoms,
but this thing lies too hard upon my conscience, and it will out.
Is it possible that two people can be so blind as you and my lord,
and have lived all these years with a noble gentleman like Mr. Henry
and understand so little of his nature?
What does this mean? she cried.
Do you not know where his money goes to his and yours,
and the money for the very wine he does not drink a table?
I went on.
To Paris, to that man.
Eight thousand pounds he has had of us in seven years,
and my patron fool enough to keep it secret.
Eight thousand pounds, she repeated.
It is impossible the estate is not sufficient.
God knows how we have sweated farthings to produce it, said I,
but eight thousand and sixty is the sum besides odd shillings,
and if you can think my patron miserly after that,
this shall be my last interference.
You need say no more, Mr. McKellar, said she.
You have done most properly in what you too modestly call your interference.
I am much to blame.
You must think me indeed a very unobservant wife,
looking upon me with a strange smile,
But I shall put this right at once.
The master was always of a very thoughtless nature.
But his heart is excellent.
He is the soul of generosity.
I shall write to him myself.
You cannot think how you have pained me by this communication.
Indeed, madam, I had hoped to have pleased you, said I,
for I raged to see her still thinking of the master.
Anne pleased, said she.
Anne pleased me, of course.
that same day i will not say but what i watched i had the satisfaction to see mr henry come from his wife's room in a state most unlike himself for his face was all bloated with weeping and yet he seemed to me to walk upon the air
by this i was sure his wife had made him full amends for once ah thought i to myself i have done a brave stroke this day on the morrow as i was seated at my books mr henry came in softly
behind me, took me by the shoulders and shook me in a manner of playfulness.
I find you are a faithless fellow after all, says he, which was his only reference to my part.
But the tone he spoke in was more to me than any eloquence of protestation.
Nor was this all I had effected.
For, when the next messenger came, as he did not long afterwards, from the master,
he got nothing away with him but a letter.
for some while back it had been I myself who had conducted these affairs.
Mr. Henry, not setting pen to paper, and I only in the driest and most formal terms.
But this letter I did not even see.
It would scarce be pleasant reading, for Mr. Henry felt he had his wife behind him for once,
and I observed on the day it was dispatched he had a very gratified expression.
Things went better now in the family, though it could scarce be pretended they went
well. There was now at least no misconception. There was kindness upon all sides, and I believe my patron
and his wife might again have drawn together if he could but have pocketed his pride, and she forgot,
what was the ground of all, her brooding on another man. It is wonderful how a private thought
leaks out. It is wonderful to me now how we should all have followed the current of her sentiments,
and though she bore herself quietly and had a very even disposition,
yet we should have known whenever her fancy ran to Paris.
And would not anyone have thought that my disclosure must have rooted up that idol?
I think there is the devil in women.
All these years passed, never a sight of the man,
little enough kindness to remember, by old accounts, even while she had him,
the notion of his death intervening,
his heartless rapacity laid bare to her that all should not do,
and she must still keep the best place in her heart,
for this accursed fellow is a thing to make a plain man rage.
I had never much natural sympathy for the passion of love,
but this unreason in my patron's wife disgusted me outright with the whole matter.
I remember checking a maid because she sang some bairnly kick-shaw
while my mind was thus engaged,
and my asperity brought about my ears the enmity of all the petticoats about the house,
of which I wrecked very little, but it amused Mr. Henry,
who rallied me much upon our joint unpopularity.
It is strange enough, for my own mother was certainly one of the salt of the earth,
and my aunt Dixon, who paid my fees at the university, a very notable woman,
but I have never had much toleration for the female sex,
possibly not much understanding, and being far from a business.
bold man I have ever shunned their company. Not only do I see no cause to regret this diffidence
to myself, but have invariably remarked the most unhappy consequences follow those who were less
wise. So much I thought proper to set down lest I show myself unjust to Mrs. Henry, and besides,
the remark arose naturally on a re-perusal of the letter which was the next step in these
affairs, and reached me to my sincere astonishment by a private hand, some week or so after the
departure of the last messenger.
Letter from Colonel Burke, afterwards Chevalier, to Mr. McKellar,
Twy, in Champagne, July 12, 1756.
My dear sir, you will doubtless be surprised to receive her communication from one so little
known to you, but on the occasion I had the good fortune to encounter you at Durs, dear,
I remarked you for a young man of a solid gravity of character, a qualification which I profess
I admire and revere next to natural genius, or the bold chivalrous spirit of a soldier.
I was besides interested in the noble family, which you have the honor to serve,
or to speak more by the book, to be the humble and respected friend of,
and a conversation I had the pleasure to have with you very early in the morning
has remained much upon my mind.
Being the other day in Paris, on a visit from this famous city, where I am in garrison,
I took occasion to inquire your name, which I profess I had forgot, at my friend the Master of B,
and, a fair opportunity occurring, I write to inform you of what's new.
The Master of B, when we had last some talk of him together, was in receipt, as I think I then told you,
of a highly advantageous pension on the Scots Fund.
He next received a company, and was soon after advanced to a regiment,
of his own. My dear sir, I do not offer to explain this circumstance any more than why I myself,
who have rid at the right hand of princes, should be fubbed off with a pair of colors and sent to
rot in a hole at the bottom of the province. Acustomed as I am to courts, I cannot but feel it is
no atmosphere for a plain soldier, and I could never hope to advance by similar means,
even could I stoop to the endeavor. But our friends,
has a particular aptitude to succeed by the means of ladies, and if all be true that I have heard,
he enjoyed a remarkable protection. It is like this turned against him, for when I had the honour
to shake him by the hand he was but newly released from the Bastille, where he had been cast on a
sealed letter, and though now released, has both lost his regiment and his pension.
My dear sir, the loyalty of a plain Irishman will ultimately succeed in the
place of craft, as I am sure a gentleman of your property will agree.
Now, sir, the master is a man whose genius I admire beyond expression, and besides he is my friend.
But I thought a little word of this revolution in his fortunes would not come amiss,
for, in my opinion, the man's desperate.
He spoke when I saw him of an adventure upon India, whether I am myself in some hope of
accompanying my illustrious countryman, Mr. Lally.
But for this he would require as understood more money than was readily at his command.
You may have heard a military proverb that it is a good thing to make a bridge of gold to a flying enemy.
I trust you will take my meaning, and I subscribe myself with proper respect to my Lord Durastir,
to his son, and to the beauteous Mrs. Dury.
my dear sir your obedient humble servant Francis Burke.
This missive I carried at once to Mr. Henry,
and I think there was but the one thought between the two of us,
that it had come a week too late.
I made haste to send an answer to Colonel Burke, in which I begged him
if he should see the master to assure him his next messenger would be attended to.
But with all my haste, I was not in time to avert what was impending.
the arrow had been drawn. It must now fly. I could almost doubt the power of providence, and certainly
his will, to stay the issue of events. And it is a strange thought, how many of us had been
storing up the elements of this catastrophe, for how long a time, and with how blind and ignorance of
what we did. From the coming of the Colonel's letter I had a spy-glass in my room,
began to drop questions to the tenant-folk, and, as there was no great secrecy observed,
and the free trade in our part went by force as much as still, I had soon got together a
knowledge of the signals in use, and knew pretty well to an hour when any messenger might
be expected. I say I questioned the tenants, for with the traders themselves, desperate blades
that went habitually armed, I could never bring myself to metal willingly.
Indeed, by what proved in the sequel an unhappy chance, I was the object of scorn to some of these brakadocios who had not only gratified me with a nickname, but catching me one night upon a bypass, and being all, as they would have said somewhat merry, had caused me to dance for the diversion. The method employed was that of cruelly chipping at my toes with naked cutlasses, shouting at the same time, square toes! And, though they did
me no bodily mischief I was none the less deplorably affected, and was indeed for several days
confined to my bed, a scandal on the state of Scotland, on which no comment is required.
It happened on the afternoon of November 7th, in this same unfortunate year, that I espied during my
walk the smoke of a beacon fire upon the muckle-rass. It was drawing near time for my return,
but the uneasiness upon my spirits was that day so great that I must burst through the thickets to the edge of what they call the craighead.
The sun was already down, but there was still a broad light in the west which showed me some of the smugglers treading out their signal fire upon the Ross,
and in the bay the lugger lying with her sails railed up.
She was plainly but new come to anchor, and yet the skiff was already lowered and pulling for the landing-place,
at the end of the long shrubbery, and this I knew could signify but one thing,
the coming of a messenger for Derristeer.
I laid aside the remainder of my terrors, clambered down the bray,
a place I had never ventured through before,
and was hid among the shore-side thickets in time to see the boat touch.
Captain Crail himself was steering a thing not usual.
By his side there sat a passenger,
and the men gave way with difficulty, being hampered,
with near upon half a dozen pork mantos, great and small.
But the business of landing was briskly carried through,
and presently the baggage was all tumbled on shore,
the boat on its return voyage to the lugger,
and the passenger standing alone upon the point of rock,
a tall, slender figure of a gentleman,
habited in black, with a sword by his side and a walking cane upon his wrist.
As he so stood he waved the cane to Captain Crail by way of salutation,
with something both of grace and mockery that wrote the gesture deeply on my mind.
No sooner was the boat away with my sworn enemies, then I took a sort of half-curriage,
came forth to the margin of the thicket, and there halted again, my mind being greatly pulled
about between natural diffidence and a dark foreboding of the truth.
Indeed, I might have stood there swithering all night, had not the stranger turned,
spied me through the mists which were beginning to fall, and waved and cried on me to draw near.
I did so, with a heart like lead.
Here, my good man, said he, in the English accent, there are some things for duris, dear.
I was now near enough to see him, a very handsome figure and countenance,
swore they lean, long, with a quick, alert, black look, as of one who was a fighter and accustomed to command.
upon one cheek he had a mole not unbecoming a large diamond sparkled on his hand his clothes although of the one hue were of a french and foppish design his ruffles which he wore longer than common of exquisite lace
and i wondered the more to see him in such a guise when he was but newly landed from a dirty smuggling lover at the same time he had a better look at me toys me a second time sharply and then smiled
I wager, my friend, says he, that I know both your name and your nickname.
I divined these very close upon your hand of writing, Mr. McKellar.
At these words I felt a shaking.
Oh, says he, need not be afraid of me. I bear no malice for your tedious letters,
and it is my purpose to employ you a good deal.
You may call me Mr. Ballet. It is the name I have assumed,
or rather, since I am addressing so great a precision,
it is so I have curtailed my own. Come now, pick up that and that, indicating two of the pork-mantos.
That will be as much as you're fit to bear, and the rest can very well wait.
Come, lose no more time, if you please.
His tone was so cutting that I managed to do as he did by a sort of instinct, my mind being all the time quite lost.
No sooner had it picked up the pork-mantos, then he turned his back and marched off through the long shrubbing.
where it began already to be dusk, for the wood is thick and evergreen.
I followed behind, loaded almost to the dust, although I profess I was not conscious of the
burthen, being swallowed up by the monstrosity of this return, and my mind flying like a weaver
shuttle. On a sudden I set the porcantos to the ground and halted. He turned and looked back
at me. "'Well?' said he, "'you are the master of Ballantre?'
you will do me the justice to observe says he that i have made no secret with the astute mckeller and in the name of god cries i what brings you here go back while it is yet time
i thank you said he your master has chosen this way and not i but since he has made the choice he and you also must abide by the result
and now pick up these things of mine which you have set down in a very boggy place and attend to that which i have made your business but i had no thought now of obedience i came straight up to him if nothing will move you to go back said i though sure under all the circumstances any christian or even any gentleman
and Wood scruple to go forward.
These are gratifying expressions, he threw in.
If nothing will move you to go back, I continued.
There are still some decencies to be observed.
Wait here with your baggage, and I will go forward and prepare your family.
Your father is an old man, and I stumbled.
There are decencies to be observed.
Truly, said he, this McKellar improves upon acquaintance.
But look you here, my man, and understand it once for all.
You waste your breath upon me, and I go my own way with inevitable motion.
"'Ah,' says I, is that so, we shall see then.'
And I turned and took to my heels, for Duris, dear.
He clutched at me and cried out angrily, and then I believe I heard him laugh.
And then I am certainly pursued me for a step or two, and, I suppose, desisted.
One thing at least is sure that I came but a few minutes later to the door of the great house,
nearly strangled for the lack of breath, but quite alone.
Straight up the stair I ran and burst into the hall and stopped before the family without the power of speech.
But I must have carried my story and my looks, where they rose out of their places and stared on me like changelings.
He has come, I panted out at last.
He, said Mr. Henry, himself, said I.
My son, cried my lord, imprudent, imprudent boy.
"'Oh, could he not stay where he was safe?'
"'Never a word,' says Mrs. Henry.
"'Nor did I look at her,' I scarce knew why.
"'Well,' said Mr. Henry, with a very deep breath, and where is he?'
"'I left him in the long shrubbery,' said I.
"'Take me to him,' said he.
"'So we went out together, he and I, without another word from anyone,
and in the midst of the gravelled plot,
encountered the master strolling up, whistling as he came,
and beating the air with his cane.
There was still light enough overhead to recognize,
though not to read, a countenance.
Ah, Jacob, says the master.
So here is Esau back.
James, says Mr. Henry, for God's sake, call me by my name.
I will not pretend that I am glad to see you,
but I would fain make you as welcome as I can in the house of our fathers,
or in my house or yours says the master which were you about to say but this is an old sore and we need not rub it if you would not share with me in paris i hope you will yet scarce deny your elder brother a corner of the fire duris dear that is very idle speech replied mr henry and you understand the power of your position excellently well
why i believe i do said the other with a little laugh and this though they had never touched hands was as we may say the end of the brother's meeting for at this the master turned to me and bade me fetch his baggage
i on my side turn to mr henry for a confirmation perhaps with some defiance as long as the master is here mr mckeller you will very much oblige me by regarding his wishes as you with my own says mr henry
we are constantly troubling you will you be so good as send one of the servants with an accent on the word if this speech were anything at all it was surely a well-deserved reproof upon the stranger and yet so devilish was his impudence he twisted it the other way
and shall we be common enough to say sneck up inquires he softly looking upon me sideways had a kingdom depended upon the act i could not have trusted myself in words even to call a servant was beyond me
i had rather served the man myself than speak and i turned away in silence and went into the long shrubbery with a heart full of anger and despair
it was dark under the trees and i walked before me and forgot what business i was come upon till i nearly broke my shin on the portmanteaus then it was that i remarked a strange particular
for whereas i had before carried both and scarce observed it it was now as much as i could do to manage one and this as it forced me to make two journeys kept me the longer from the hall when i got there the business of welcome was over long ago
the company was already at supper and by an oversight that cut me to the quick my place had been forgotten i had seen one side of the master's return now i was to see the other
it was he who first remarked my coming in and standing back as i did in some annoyance he jumped from his seat and if i have not got the good mackheller's place cries he john lay another for mr ballet i protest he will disturb no one and your table is big enough for all
i could scarce credit my ears nor get my senses when he took me by the shoulders and thrust me laughing into my own place such an affectionate playfulness was in his voice and while john laid the fresh place for him a thing on which he still insisted
he went and leaned on his father's chair and looked down upon him and the old man turned about and looked upwards on his son with such a pleasant mutual tenderness that i could have carried my hand to my head in my head in my own and the old man turned about and looked upwards on his son with such a pleasant mutual tenderness that i could have carried my hand to my head in my head
mere amazement.
Yet, all was of a piece.
Never a harsh word fell from him,
never a sneer showed upon his lip.
He had laid aside even his cutting English accent,
and spoke with the kindly Scots tongue that set a value
unaffectionate words, and though his manners had a graceful
elegance, mighty foreign to our ways in Duris, dear,
it was still a homely courtliness that did not shame,
but flattered us.
all that he did throughout the meal indeed drinking wine with me with a notable respect turning about for a pleasant word with john fondling his father's hand breaking into little merry tales of his adventures calling up the past with happy reference
all he did was so becoming and himself so handsome that i could scarce wonder if my lord and mrs henry sat about the board with radiant faces or if john waited behind with dropping tears
as soon as supper was over mrs henry rose to withdraw this was never your way alison said he it is my way now she replied which was notoriously false
and i will give you a good-night james and a welcome from the dead said she and her voice dropped and trembled poor mr henry who had made rather a heavy figure through the meal was more concerned than ever pleased to see his wife withdraw
and yet half displeased as he thought upon the cause of it,
and the next moment altogether dashed by the fervor of her speech.
On my part, I thought I was now one too many,
and was stealing after Mrs. Henry when the master saw me.
Now, Mr. Mackeller, says he, I take this near on an unfriendliness.
I cannot have you go.
This is to make a stranger of the prodigal son,
and let me remind you where, in his own father's house.
come sit you down and drink another glass with mr valley aye aye mr mckeller says my lord we must not make a stranger either of him or you i have been telling my son he added his voice brightening as usual on the word how much we've valued all your friendly service
so i sat there silent till my usual hour and might have been almost deceived in the man's nature but for one passage
in which his perfidy appeared too plain.
Here was the passage,
of which, after what he knows of the brother's meeting,
the breeder shall consider for himself.
Mr. Henry, sitting somewhat dullly,
in spite of his best endeavours to carry things before my lord,
up jumps the master,
passes about the board, and claps his brother on the shoulder.
Come, come, hairy lad, says he,
with a broad accent, such as they must have used together when they were boys,
you must not be downcast because your brother has come home all's yours that sure enough and little i grudge at you neither must you grudge me my place beside my father's fire
and that is too true henry says my old lord with a little frown a thing rare with him you have been the elder brother of the parable in the good sense you must be careful of the other i am easily put in the wrong said mr henry
who puts you in the wrong cried my lord i thought very tartly for so mild a man you have earned my gratitude and your brothers many thousand times you may count on its endurance and let that suffice
ay harry that you may said the master and i thought mr henry looked at him with a kind of wildness in his eye on all the miserable business that now followed i have four questions that i asked myself often at the time and asked myself still
was the man moved by a particular sentiment against mr henry or by what he thought to be his interest or by a mere delight in cruelty such as cats display and theologians tell us of the devil
or by what he would have called love my common opinion halts among the three first but perhaps there lay at the spring of his behaviour an element of all
as thus animosity to mr henry would explain his hateful usage of him when they were alone the interests he came to serve would explain his very different attitude before my lord
that and some spice of a design of gallantry his care to stand well with mrs henry and the pleasure of malice for itself the pains he was continually apt to mingle and oppose these lines of conduct
partly because i was a very open friend to my patron partly because in my letters to paris i had often given myself some freedom of remonstrance i was included in his diabolical amusement
when i was alone with him he pursued me with sneers before the family he used me with the extreme of friendly condescension this was not only painful in itself not only did it put me continually in the wrong but there was in it an element of
insult, indescribable, that he should thus leave me out in his dissimulation, as though even my
testimony were too despicable to be considered, galled me to the blood. But what it was to me is not
worth notice. I make but memorandum of it here, and chiefly for this reason, that it had one
good result and gave me the quicker sense of Mr. Henry's martyrdom.
it was on him the burthen fell how was he to respond to the public advances of one who never lost a chance of gibing him in private how was he to smile back on the deceiver and the insult
he was condemned to seem ungracious he was condemned to silence had he been less proud had he spoken who would have credited the truth the acted calumny had done its work my lord and mrs henry were the daily witness
witnesses of what went on. They could have sworn in court that the master was a muddle of long-suffering good nature, and Mr. Henry, a pattern of jealousy and thanklessness. And ugly enough as these must have appeared in anyone, they seemed tenfold uglier in Mr. Henry, for who could forget that the master lay in peril of his life, and that he had already lost his mistress, his title, and his fortune.
"'Henry, will you ride with me?' asked the master one day.
And Mr. Henry, who had been goaded by the man all morning, wraps out, I will not.
"'I sometimes wish you would be kinder, Henry,' says the other, wistfully.
"'I give this for a specimen, but such scenes befell continually.
Small wonder if Mr. Henry was blamed.
Small wonder if I fretted myself into something near upon a bilious fever.
nay, and at the mere recollection, feel of bitterness in my blood.
Sure, never in this world was a more diabolical contrivance,
so perfidious, so simple, so impossible to combat.
And yet, I think again, and I think always,
Mrs. Henry might have read between the lines.
She might have had more knowledge of her husband's nature.
After all these years of marriage,
she might have commanded or captured his confidence.
and my old lord too that very watchful gentleman where was all his observation but for one thing the deceit was practised by a master hand and might have gulled an angel for another in the case of mrs henry i have observed there are no persons so far away as those who are both married and estranged
so that they seem out of earshot or to have no common tongue for a third in the case of both of these spectators they were blinded by old ingrained predilection
and for a fourth the risk the master was supposed to stand in supposed i say you will soon hear why made it seem the more ungenerous to criticise and keeping them in a perpetual tender solicitude about his life blinded them the more effective
actually to his faults.
It was during this time that I perceived most clearly the effect of manner,
and was led to lament most deeply the plainness of my own.
Mr. Henry had the essence of a gentleman.
When he was moved, when there was any call of circumstance,
he could play his part with dignity and spirit.
But in the day's commerce, it is idle to deny it, he fell short of the ornamental.
The master, on the other hand, had no.
never a movement, but it commended him. So it befell that when the one appeared gracious and the other
ungracious, every trick of their body seemed to call out confirmation. Not that alone, but the more
deeply Mr. Henry floundered in his brother's toils, the more clownish he grew. And the more the
master enjoyed his spiteful entertainment, the more engagingly, the more smilingly he went. So that the
plot, by its own scope and progress, furthered and confirmed itself.
It was one of the man's arts to use the peril in which, as I say, he was supposed to stand.
He spoke of it to those who loved him with a gentle pleasantry which made it the more touching.
To Mr. Henry, he used it as a cruel weapon of offense.
I remember his laying his finger on the clean lozenge of the painted window one day
when we three were alone together in the hall.
here went your lucky guinea jacob said he and when mr henry only looked upon him darkly oh he added you need not look such impotent malice my good fly you can be rid of your spider when you please how long o lord
when are you to be wrought to the point of a denunciation scrupulous brother it is one of my interests in this dreary hole i have a loved experiment still mr henry only stared at a
upon him with a glooming brow and a changed colour, and at last the master broke out in a laugh
and clapped him on the shoulder, calling him a sulky dog. At this my patron leaped back with a gesture
I thought very dangerous, and I must suppose the master thought so too, for he looked the least
in the world as countenanced, and I do not remember him again to have laid hands on Mr. Henry,
but though he had his peril always on his lips in one way or the other, I thought his conduct
strangely and cautious and began to fancy the government, who had set a price upon his head,
was gone sound asleep. I will not deny I was tempted with the wish to denounce him. But two
thoughts withheld me. One, that if he were thus to end his life upon an honorable scaffold,
the man would be canonized for good in the minds of his father and my patron's wife. The other,
that if I was anyway mingled in the matter, Mr. Henry himself would scarce escape some glancings of
and in the meanwhile our enemy went in and out more than I could have thought possible.
The fact that he was home again was buzzed about all the countryside, and yet he was never stirred.
Of all these so many and so different persons who were acquainted with his presence,
none had the least greed, as I used to say in my annoyance, or the least loyalty,
and the man rode here and there fully more welcome,
considering the leaves of old unpopularity than Mr. Henry,
and considering the free traders far safer than myself.
Not but what he had a trouble of his own,
and this, as it brought about the gravest consequences, I must now relate.
The reader will scarce have forgotten Jesse Brown.
Her way of life was much among the smuggling party.
Captain Crail himself was one of her intimates,
and she had early word of Mr. Bally's presence at the house.
In my opinion, she had long ceased to care two straws for the master's
person, but it was become her habit to connect herself continually with the master's name.
That was the ground of all her play-acting.
And so now, when he was back, she thought she owed it to herself to grow a hauntor of the
neighborhood of Duris, dear.
The master could scarce go abroad, but she was there in wait for him, a scandalous figure
of a woman, not often sober, hailing him wildly as her bonny laddie,
quoting Peddler's poetry and, as I received the story, even seeking to
Weep upon his neck.
I own I rubbed my hands over this persecution,
but the master, who laid so much upon others,
was himself the least patient of men.
There were strange scenes enacted in the policies.
Some say he took his cane to her,
and Jesse fell back upon her former weapons, stones.
It is certain, at least,
that he made a motion to Captain Crail to have the woman tripand,
and that the captain refused the proposition with uncommon vehemence.
and the end of the matter was victory for Jesse.
Money was got together.
An interview took place, in which my proud gentleman must consent to be kissed and wept upon,
and the woman was set up in a public of her own, somewhere on Solway's side, but I forget where,
and by the only news I ever had of it, extremely ill-frequented.
This is to look forward.
After Jesse had been but a little while upon his heels, the master comes to me one day in the steward's
office and with more civility than usual. McHellar, says he, there is a damned crazy wench comes
about here. I cannot well move in the matter myself, which brings me to you. Be so good as
to see to it, the men must have a strict injunction to drive the wench away. Sir, said I, trembling
a little, you can do your own dirty errands for yourself. He said not a word to that, and left
the room. Presently came Mr. Henry.
is news, cried he. It seems all is not enough, but you must add to my wretchedness.
It seems you have insulted Mr. Bally.
Under your kind favour, Mr. Henry, said I, it was he that insulted me, and, as I think, grossly.
But I may have been careless of your position when I spoke, and if you think so, when you know
all, my dear patron, you have but to say the word. For you I would obey in any point whatever,
even to sin, God pardon me. And thereupon I told him what has.
passed. Mr. Henry smiled to himself, a grimmer smile I never witnessed. You did exactly well,
said he. He shall drink his Jesse Brown to the dregs. And then, spying the master outside, he opened the
window and crying to him by the name of Mr. Bally, asked him to step up and have a word. James,
said he, when our persecutor had come in and closed the door behind him, looking at me with a
smile as if he thought I was to be humbled. You brought me a complaint against Mr. McKellar, into which I have
inquired. I need not tell you I would always take his word against yours, for we are alone, and I am
going to use something of your own freedom. Mr. McHellar is a gentleman I value, and you must contrive,
so long as you are under this roof, to bring yourself into no more collisions with one whom I
will support at any possible cost to me or mine. As for the errand upon which you came to him,
You must deliver yourself from the consequences of your own cruelty, and none of my servants
shall be at all employed in such a case.
My father's servants, I believe, said the Master.
Go to him with this tale, said Mr. Henry.
The Master grew very white.
He pointed at me with his finger.
I want that man discharged, he said.
He shall not be, said Mr. Henry.
You shall pay pretty dear for this, says the Master.
I have paid so dear.
"'dear already, for a wicked brother,' said Mr. Henry,
"'that I am bankrupt even of fears.
"'You have no place left where you can strike me.'
"'I will show you about that,' says the master,
"'and went softly away.'
"'What will they do next, Mackella?' cries Mr. Henry.
"'Let me go away,' said I.
"'My dear patron, let me go away.
"'I am but the beginning of fresh sorrows.'
"'Would you leave me quite alone?' said he.
"'We were not long in suspense as to the nature of the new assault.
up to that hour the master had played a very close game with mrs henry avoiding pointedly to be alone with her which i took at the time for an effect of decency but now think to have been a most insidious art meeting her you may say at meal-time only and behaving when he did so like an affectionate brother
up to that hour you may say he had scarce directly interfered between mr henry and his wife except in so far as he had manuvred the one quite forth from the good graces of the other
now all that was to be changed but whether really in revenge or because he was wearying of durestere and looked about for some diversion who but the devil shall decide
from that hour at least began the siege of mrs henry a thing so deftly carried on that i scarce know if she was aware of it herself and that her husband must look on in silence
the first parallel was opened as was made to appear by accident the talk fell as it did often on the exiles in france so it glided to the matter of their songs
there is one says the master if you are curious in these matters that has always seemed to me very moving the poetry is harsh and yet perhaps because of my situation it has always found the way to my heart it is supposed to be sung i should tell you by an exile's
sweetheart, and represents perhaps not so much the truth of what she is thinking as the truth of what
he hopes of her, poor soul, in these far lands. And here the master sighed. Our protest, it is a pathetic
sight when a score of rough Irish, all common sentinels, get to this song, and you may see by
their falling tears how it strikes home to them. It goes thus, father, says he, very adroitly
taking my lord for his listener, and if I cannot get to the end of it you must think it is a
common case with us exiles. And thereupon he struck up the same air as I had heard the Colonel
whistle. But now, to words, rustic indeed, yet most pathetically setting forth a poor girl's
aspirations for an exiled lover, of which one verse indeed, or something like it, still
sticks by me.
oh i will die my petticoat red with my dear boy i'll bake my bread though my friends should wish me dead o willie among the rushes oh
he sang it well even as a song but he did better yet as a performer i have heard famous actors when there was not a dry eye in the edinburgh
a theater, a great wonder to behold, but no more wonderful than how the master played upon
that little ballad, and on those who heard him like an instrument, and seemed now upon the point
of failing, and now to conquer his distress, so that words and music seemed to pour out of his own
heart of his own past, and to be aimed directly at Mrs. Henry. And his art went further yet,
for all was so delicately touched it seemed impossible to suspect him of the least design,
and so far for making a parade of emotion he would have sworn he was striving to be calm when it came to an end we all sat silent for a time he had chosen the dusk of the afternoon so that none could see his neighbour's face but it seemed as if we held our breathing only my old lord cleared his throat
the first move was the singer who got to his feet suddenly and softly and went and walked softly to and pro in the low end of the hall mr henry's customary place
we were to suppose that he there struggled down the last of his emotion for he presently returned and launched into a disquisition on the nature of the irish always so much miscalled and whom he defended in his natural voice so that before the lights were brought we were in the usual course of talk
but even then i thought mrs henry's face was a shade pale and for another thing she withdrew almost at once the next sign was a friendship this insidious devil struck up with innocent miss katherine
so that they were always together hand in hand or she climbing on his knee like a pair of children like all his diabolical acts this cut in several ways it was the last stroke to mr henry to see his own babe debauburn
botched against him. It made him harsh with the poor innocent, which brought him still a peg lower
in his wife's esteem, and, to conclude, it was a bond of union between the lady and the master.
Under this influence, their old reserve melted by daily stages. Presently there came walks in the
long shrubbery, talks in the belvedere, and I know not what tender familiarity. I am sure Mrs. Henry
was like many a good woman. She had a whole conscience, but perhaps.
by the means of a little winking.
For even to so dull an observer as myself, it was plain,
her kindness was of a more moving nature than the sisterly.
The tones of her voice appeared more numerous.
She had a light and softness in her eye.
She was more gentle with all of us, even with Mr. Henry, even with myself.
I thought she breathed through some quiet, melancholy happiness.
To look on at this, what a torment it was for Mr. Henry,
and yet it brought our ultimate deliverance, as I am soon to tell.
The purport of the master's stay was no more noble,
gilded as they might, than to wring money out.
He had some design of a fortune in the French Indies,
as the Chevalier wrote me,
and it was the sum required for this that he came seeking.
For the rest of the family it spelled ruin.
But, my lord, in his incredible partiality,
pushed ever for the granting.
The family was now so much,
narrowed down, indeed, there were no more of them than just the father and the two sons,
that it was possible to break the entail and alienate a piece of land, and to this, at first by
hints and then by open pressure, Mr. Henry was brought to consent. He never would have done
so, I am very well assured, but for the weight of the distress under which he labored, but for his
passionate eagerness to see his brother gone, he would not have thus broken with his own
sentiment and the traditions of his house, and even so he sold them his consent at a dear rate,
speaking for once openly, and holding the business up in its own shameful colors.
You will observe, he said, this is an injustice to my son, if ever I have one.
But that you are not likely to have, said my lord.
God knows, says Mr. Henry, and considering the cruel falseness of the position in which I stand to
my brother, and that you, my lord, are my father, and have the right to
command me, I set my hand to this paper. But one thing I will say first, I have been ungenerously
pushed, and when next, my Lord, you are tempted to compare your sons, I call on you to remember
what I have done and what he has done. Acts are the fair test. My Lord was the most uneasy man
I ever saw. Even in his old face the blood came up. I think this is not a very wisely chosen
moment, Henry, for complaints, said he. This takes away from the merit of your generosity.
Do not deceive yourself, my lord, said Mr. Henry. This injustice is not done from generosity to him,
but in obedience to yourself. Before strangers, begins, my lord, still more unhappily affected.
There is no one but McKellar here, said Mr. Henry. He is my friend. And, my lord, as you make him
no stranger to your frequent blame, it were hard if I must keep him one to a thing so rare as my
defense. Almost I believe my lord would have rescinded his decision, but the master was on the watch.
Ah, Henry, Henry, says he, you are the best of us still, rugged and true. Ah, man, I wish I was as good.
And at that instance of his favorite's generosity, my lord desisted from his
satisfaction and the deed was signed. As soon as it could be brought about, the land of Ochtarhal was
sold for much below its value, and the money paid over to our leech, and sent by some private
carriage into France. And now, here was all the man's business brought to a successful head,
and his pockets once more bulging with our gold, and yet the point for which we had consented
to this sacrifice was still denied us, and the visitor still lingered on at Deristere.
Whether in malice or because the time was not yet come for his adventure to the Indies,
or because he had hopes of his design on Mrs. Henry,
or from the orders of the government, who shall say?
But linger he did, and that for weeks.
You will observe, I say, from the orders of the government.
For about this time the man's disreputable secret trickled out.
The first hint I had was from a tenant,
who commented on the master's stay, and yet more on his security.
For this tenant was a Jacobitish sympathizer.
and had lost a son at Koloadon, which gave him the more critical eye.
"'There is one thing,' said he,
"'that I cannot but think strange,
"'and that is how he got to Cockermouth.'
"'To Cockermouth,' said I, with a sudden memory of my first wonder,
"'I'm beholding the man disembarked so point of vice after so long a voyage.
"'Why, yes,' says the tenant.
"'It was there he was picked up by Captain Crail.
"'You thought he had come from France by sea?
"'And so we all did.'
i turned this news a little in my head and then carried it to mr henry here is an odd circumstance said i and told him what matters how he came mckeller so long as he is here groans mr henry no sir said i but think again
does not this smack a little of some government connivance you know how much we have wondered already at the man's security stop said mr henry let me think of this and as he thought there came that grim smile upon
his face that was a little like the masters.
Give me paper, said he, and he sat without another word and wrote to a gentleman of his
acquaintance, I will name no one necessary named, but he was one in a high place.
This letter I dispatched, by the only hand I could depend upon in such a case, McConaughey's,
and the old man wrote hard, for he was back with a reply before even my eagerness had
ventured to expect him. Again, as he read it, Mr. Henry had the same grim smile.
Now. This is the best you have done for me yet, Mackellar, says he.
With this in my hand, I will give him a shog. Watch for us at dinner.
At dinner, accordingly, Mr. Henry proposed some very public appearance for the master,
and my lord, as he had hoped, objected to the danger of the course.
Oh, says Mr. Henry very easily, you need no longer keep this up with me.
I am as much in the secret as yourself.
"'In the secret?' says my lord.
"'What do you mean, Henry?
"'I'll give you my word.
"'I am in no secret from which you are excluded.'
"'The master had changed countenance,
"'and I saw he was struck in a joint of his harness.
"'How?' says Mr. Henry,
"'turning to him with a huge appearance of surprise,
"'I see you serve your masters very faithfully,
"'but I had thought you would have been humane
"'inough to set your father's mind at rest.'
"'What are you talking of?
"'I refuse to have my business publicly
discussed. I order this to cease, cries the master very foolishly and passionately, and indeed more
like a child than a man. So much discretion was not look for at your hands, I can assure you,
continued Mr. Henry, for see what my correspondent writes unfolding the paper. Quote, it is, of course,
in the interests, both of the government and the gentleman whom we may perhaps best continue
to call Mr. Ballet, to keep this understanding secret, but it was never meant his own family.
should continue to endure the suspense you paint so feelingly,
and I am pleased mine should be the hand to set these fears at rest.
Mr. Bally is as safe in Great Britain as yourself.
Is this possible?
Cries my lord, looking at his son with a great deal of wonder
and still more of suspicion in his face.
My dear father, says the master, already much recovered,
I am overjoyed that this may be disclosed my own instructions
direct from London bore a very contrary sense,
and I was charged to keep the indulgence secret from everyone,
yourself not accepted, and indeed yourself expressly named,
as I can show in black and white unless they have destroyed the letter.
They must have changed their mind very swiftly,
for the whole matter is still quite fresh,
or rather Henry's correspondent must have misconceived that part,
as he seems to have misconceived the rest.
To tell you the truth, sir, he continued, getting visibly more easy.
I had supposed this unexplained favour to a rebel
was the effect of some application from yourself,
and the injunction to secrecy among my family
the result of a desire on your part to conceal your kindness.
Hence I was the more careful to obey orders.
It remains now to guess by what other channel indulgence
kind of flowed on so notorious an offender as myself.
For I do not think your son need defend himself
from what seems hinted at in Henry's letter.
I have never yet heard of a durestere who was a turncoat or a spy,
says he proudly.
and so it seemed he had swum out of this danger unharmed but this was to reckon without a blunder he have made and without the pertinacity of mr henry who was now to show he had something of his brother's spirit you say the matter is still fresh says mr henry it is recent says the master with a fair show of stoutness and yet not without a quaver
is it so recent as that asked mr henry like a man a little puzzled and spreading his letter forth again in all the letter there was no word as to the date but how was the master to know that
it seemed to come late enough for me he says he with a laugh and at the sound of that laugh which rang false like a cracked bell my lord looked at him again across the table and i saw his old lips draw together close no said mr henry still glancing on his letter
but I remember your expression. You said it was very fresh.
And here we had a proof of our victory, and the strongest instance yet of my lord's incredible indulgence.
For what must he do but interfere to save his favourite from exposure?
I think Henry, says he, with a kind of pitiful eagerness, I think we need dispute no more.
We are all rejoiced at last to find your brother safe.
We are all at one on that, and as grateful subjects we can do no less than drink to the king's health and bounce.
Thus was the master extricated, but at least he had been put to his defense.
He had come lamely out, and the attraction of his personal danger was now publicly plucked away from him.
My lord, in his heart of hearts, now knew his favorite to be a government spy,
and Mrs. Henry, however she explained the tale, was notably cold in her behavior to the discredited hero of romance.
Thus, in the best fabric of duplicity, there is some.
some weak point if you can strike it, which we'll loosen all, and if, by this fortunate stroke,
we had not shaken the idol, who can say how it might have gone with us at the catastrophe?
And yet, at the time, we seemed to have accomplished nothing.
Before a day or two he had wiped off the ill results of his discomfiture, and to all appearance
stood as high as ever.
As for my Lord Durisdair, he was sunk in paternal partiality.
It was not so much love which should be in.
inactive quality as an apathy and torpor of his other powers, and forgiveness, so to misapply,
a noble word, flowed from him in sheer weakness like the tears of senility.
Mrs. Henry's was a different case, and Heaven alone knows what he found to say to her, or how
he persuaded her from her contempt. It is one of the worst things of sentiment that the voice
grows to be more important than the words, and the speaker than that which is spoken.
but some excuse the master must have found, or perhaps he had even struck upon some art to rest this exposure to his own advantage.
For after a time of coldness, it seemed as if things went worse than ever between him and Mrs. Henry, they were constantly together.
I would not be thought to cast one shadow of blame beyond what is due to a half-wilful blindness on that unfortunate lady,
but I do think in these last days she was playing very near the fire,
and whether I be wrong or not in that,
one thing is sure and quite sufficient.
Mr. Henry thought so.
The poor gentleman sat for days in my room,
so great a picture of distress that I could never venture to address him.
Yet it is to be thought he found some comfort,
even in my presence and the knowledge of my sympathy.
There were times, too, when we talked,
and a strange manner of talk it was,
there was never a person named nor an individual circumstance referred to, yet we had the same matter in our minds, and we were each aware of it. It is a strange art that can thus be practiced, to talk for hours of a thing, and never name, nor yet so much as hint at it. And I remember I wondered if it was by some such natural skill that the master made love to Mrs. Henry all day long, as he manifestly did, he had never startled her into resentment.
serve. To show how far affairs had gone with Mr. Henry, I will give some words of his, uttered,
as I have caused not to forget, upon the 26th of February, 1757. It was unseasonable weather, a cast back
into winter, windless, bitter cold, the world all white with rhyme, the sky low and gray,
the sea black and silent like a quarry-hole. Mr. Henry sat close by the fire and debated, as was now
common with him whether a man should do things, whether interference was wise, and the like general
propositions, which each of us particularly applied. I was by the window, looking out, when there
passed below me the master, Mrs. Henry, and Miss Catherine, that now constant trio. The child was
running to and fro, delighted with the frost. The master spoke close in the lady's ear,
with what seemed even from so far a devilish grace of insinuation,
and she on her part looked on the ground like a person lost in listening.
I broke out of my reserve.
If I were you, Mr. Henry, said I, I would deal openly with my lord.
Mackeller, said he, you do not see the weakness of my ground.
I can carry no such base thoughts to anyone, to my father, least of all.
That would be to fall into the bottom of his scorn.
The weakness of my ground, he continued, lies in myself, that I am not one who engages love.
I have their gratitude.
They all tell me that.
I have a richer state of it.
But I am not present in their minds.
They are moved neither to think with me nor to think for me.
There is my loss.
He got to his feet and trod down the fire.
But some method must be found, McKellar, said he, looking at me suddenly over his
shoulder, some way must be found. I am a man of a great deal of patience, far too much, far too much.
I begin to despise myself, and yet sure never was a man involved in such a toil. He fell back to his
brooding. Cheer up, said I, it will burst of itself. I am far past anger now, says he, which had so
little coherency with my own observation, that I let both fall. End of chapter.
4. Recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 5 of the Master of Ballantrey by Robert Louis Stevenson.
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Recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 5. A count of all that passed on the night of February 27, 1757.
On the evening of the interview referred to, the master went abroad.
He was abroad a great deal of the next day also, that fatal 27th,
but where he went or what he did we never concerned ourselves to ask until next day if we had done so and by any chance found out it might have changed all
but as all we did was done in ignorance and should be so judged i shall so narrate these passages as they appear to us in the moment of their birth and reserve all that i since discovered for the time of its discovery for i have now come to one of the dark parts of my narrative and must engage the reader's indulgence from my patron
all the twenty-seventh that rigorous weather endured a stifling cold the folk passing about like smoking chimneys the wide hearth in the hall piled high with fuel some of the spring birds that had already blundered north into our neighborhood besieging the windows of the house or trotting on the frozen turf like things distracted
about noon there came a blink of sunshine showing a very pretty wintry frosty landscape of white hills and woods with crail's lugger waiting for a wind under the craghead and the smoke mounting straight into the air from every farm and cottage
with the coming of night the haze closed in overhead it fell dark and still and starless and exceeding cold a night the most unseasonable fit for strange events
mrs henwe withdrew as was now her custom very early we had set ourselves of late to pass the evening with a game of cards another mark that our visitor was wearying mightily of the life at durristeer and we had not been long at this when my old lord slipped from his place beside the fire and was off without a word to seek the warmth of bed
the three thus left together had neither love nor courtesy to share not one of us would have sat up one instant to oblige another yet from the influence of custom
and as the cards had just been dealt we continued the form of playing out the round i should say we were late sitters and though my lord had departed earlier than was his custom twelve was already gone some time upon the clock and the servants long ago in bed
another thing i should say that although i never saw the master any way affected with liquor he had been drinking freely and was perhaps although he showed it not a trifle heated
anyway he now practised one of his transitions and so soon as the door closed behind my lord and without the smallest change of voice shifted from ordinary civil talk into a stream of insult
my dear henry it is yours to play he had been saying and now continued it is a very strange thing how even in so small a matter as a game of cards you display your rusticity you play jacob like a bonnet layered or a sailor in a tavern the same dullness the same petty
breed, this l'anteur d'ébeté,
which me ferrager.
It is strange I should have such a brother.
Even square toes has a certain vivacity when his stake is imperiled,
but the dreariness of a game with you I positively lacked language to depict.
Mr. Henry continued to look at his cards, as though very maturely considering some play,
but his mind was elsewhere.
Dear God, will this never be done, Christ the Master.
What lour-do!
But why do I trouble you with you?
French expressions which are lost on such an ignoramus.
A lordeaux, my dear brother, is, as we might say, a bumpkin, a clown, a plod-pole,
a fellow without grace, lightness, quickness, any gift of pleasing, any natural brilliancy,
such a one as you shall see when you desire by looking in the mirror.
I tell you these things for you good, I assure you.
And besides, square toes, looking at me and stifling a yawn, it is one of my diversions in this very dreary spot
to toast you and your master at the fire like chestnuts.
I have great pleasure in your case,
for I observe the nickname, rustic as it is,
as always the power to make you rive.
But sometimes I have more trouble with this dear fellow here,
who seems to have gone to sleep upon his cards.
Do you not see the applicability of the epithet I have just explained,
dear Henry?
Let me show you.
For instance, with all those solid qualities
which I delight to recognize in you,
I never knew a woman who did not prefer me, nor, I think, he continued, with the most silken deliberation,
I think who did not continue to prefer me.
Mr. Henry laid down his cards.
He rose to his feet very softly, and seemed all the while like a person in deep thought.
You coward, he said, gently, as if to himself.
And then with neither hurry nor any particular violence, he struck
the master in the mouth. The master sprang to his feet like one transfigured. I had never seen the man
so beautiful. A blow, he cried. I would not take a blow from God Almighty. Lower your voice,
said Mr. Henry. Do you wish my father to interfere for you again? Gentlemen, gentlemen, I cried,
and sought to come between them. The master caught me by the shoulder, held me at arm's length,
and still addressing his brother, do you know what this means?
said he. It was the most deliberate act of my life, says Mr. Henry.
I must have blood. I must have blood for this, says the master.
Please God it shall be yours, said Mr. Henry, and he went to the wall and took down a pair of swords that hung there with others.
Naked. These he presented to the master by the points.
McHellor shall see us play fair, said Mr. Henry. I think it very needful.
You need insult me no more, said the man.
master, taking one of the swords at random. I have hated you all my life.
My father is but newly gone to bed, said Mr. Henry. We must go somewhere forth of the house.
There is an excellent place in the long shrubbery, said the master. Gentlemen, said I, shame upon
you both. Sons of the same mother, would you turn against the life she gave you?
Even so, Mackeller, said Mr. Henry, with the same perfect quietude of manner he had shown throughout.
It is what I will prevent, said I.
And now here is a blot upon my life.
At these words of mine the master turned his blade against my bosom.
I saw the light run along the steel, and I threw up my arms and fell to my knees before him on the floor.
No, no, I cried like a baby.
We shall have no more trouble with him, said the master.
It is a good thing to have a coward in the house.
We must have light, said Mr. Henry, as though there had been no interruption.
This trembleer can bring a pair of candles, said the master.
To my shame be it said, I was still so blinded with the flashing of that bare sword that I volunteered to bring a lantern.
We do not need a lel lantern, said the master, mocking me.
There is no breath of air. Come get your feet.
Take a pair of lights and go before.
I am close behind with this, making the blade litter as he spoke.
I took up the candlesticks and went before them.
steps that i would give my hands to recall but a coward is a slave at the best and even as i went my teeth smote each other in my mouth it was as he had said there was no breath stirring a windless stricter of frost had bound the air
and as we went forth in the shine of the candles the blackness was like a roof over our heads never a word was said there was never a sound but the creaking of our steps along the frozen path the cold of the night fell about me like a
bucket of water. I shook as I went with more than terror, but my companions, bareheaded like myself,
and fresh from the warm hall, appeared not even conscious of the change. Here's the place, said the
master, set down the candles. I did as he bid me, and presently the flames went up, as steady as
in a chamber, in the midst of the frosted trees, and I beheld these two brothers take their
places. The light is something in my eyes, said the master. I will give you every event. I will
antich replied mr henry shifting his ground for i think you are about to die he spoke rather sadly than otherwise yet there was a ring in his voice henry jure said the master two words before i begin you are a fencer you can hold a foil
you little know what a change it makes to hold a sword and by that i know you are to fall but see how strong is my situation if you fall i shift out of this country to where my money is before you fall i shift out of this country to where my money is before
me. If I fall, where are you? My father, your wife, who is in love with me, as you very well know,
your child even who prefers me to yourself, how will these avenge me? Had you thought of that,
dear Henry? He looked at his brother with a smile, then made a fencing-room salute.
Never a word, said Mr. Henry, but saluted too, and the swords rang together.
I am no judge of the play. My head, besides, was gone with cold and fear.
and horror. But it seems that Mr. Henry took and kept the upper hand from the engagement,
crowding in upon his foe with a contained and glowing fury. Nearer and nearer he crept upon the
man till, of a sudden, the master leaped back with a little sobbing oath, and I believe the movement
brought the light once more against his eyes. To it they went again, on the fresh ground.
But now methought closer, Mr. Henry pressing more outrageously, the master, beyond doubt,
with shaken confidence, for it is beyond doubt. He now recognized himself for lost,
and at some taste of the cold agony of fear, or he had never attempted the foul stroke.
I cannot say I followed it. My untrained eye was never quick enough to seize details,
but it appears he caught his brother's blade with his left hand, a practice not committed.
Certainly Mr. Henry only saved himself by leaping on one side,
as certainly, the master, lunging in the air, stumbled on his knee, and before he could move,
The sword was through his body.
I cried out with a stifled scream and ran in,
but the body was already fallen to the ground
where it writhed a moment like a trodden worm
and then lay motionless.
Look at his left hand, said Mr. Henry.
It is all bloody, said I.
On the inside, said he.
It is cut on the inside, said I.
I thought so, said he, and turned his back.
I opened the man's clothes.
The heart was quite still.
It gave not a flutter.
"'God forgive us, Mr. Henry,' said I.
"'He is dead.'
"'Dead,' he repeated, a little stupidly,
"'and then with a rising tone,
"'dead? says he,
"'and suddenly cast his bloody sword upon the ground.
"'What must we do?' said I.
"'Be yourself, sir.
"'It is too late now.
"'You must be yourself.'
"'He turned and stared at me.
"'Oh, McKellar,' says he,
"'and put his face in his hands.
"'I plucked him by the coat.
"'For God's sake,
All our sakes, be more courageous, said I. What must we do? He showed me his face with the same
stupid stare. Do, says he, and with that his eye fell on the body, and, oh, he cries out, with his hand
to his brow, as if he had never remembered. And, turning from me, made off towards the house of
Duris-Dier at a strange, stumbling run. I stood a moment mused. Then, it seemed to me my duty
lay most plain on the side of the living, and I ran after him, leaving the candles on the frosty
ground, and the body lying in their light under the trees. But run as I pleased, he had the start
of me, and was got into the house and up to the hall, where I found him standing before the fire
with his face once more in his hands, and as he so stood, he visibly shuddered. Mr. Henry, Mr. Henry,
I said, this will be the ruin of us all. What is this that I have done, cries he, and then
looking upon me with a countenance that I shall never forget.
Who is to tell the old man, he said?
The word knocked at my heart, but it was no time for weakness.
I went and poured him out a glass of brandy.
Drink that, said I, drink it down.
I forced him to swallow it like a child,
and, being still perished with the cold of the night,
I followed his example.
It has to be told, McKellar, said he.
It must be told.
And he fell suddenly in a seat,
my old lord's seat by the chimney side, and was shaken with dry sobs.
Dismay came upon my soul. It was plain there was no help in Mr. Henry.
Well, said I, sit there, and leave all to me. And taking a candle in my hand, I set forth out of the room in the dark house.
There was no movement. I must suppose that all had gone unobserved, and I was now to consider how to
smuggle through the rest with the like secrecy. It was no hour for scruple.
and I opened my lady's door without so much as a knock and passed boldly in.
There is some calamity happened, she cried, sitting up in bed.
Madam, said I, I will go forth again into the passage, and do you get as quickly as you can into your clothes?
There is much to be done.
She troubled me with no questions, nor did she keep me waiting.
Ere had time to prepare a word of that which I must say to her.
She was on the threshold, signing me to enter.
Madam, said I, if you cannot be very brave, I must go elsewhere.
for if no one helps me to-night there is an end of the house of durestere i am very courageous said she and she looked at me with a sort of smile very painful to see but very brave too
it has come to a duel said i a duel she repeated a duel henry and the master said i things have been born so long things of which you know nothing which you would not believe if i should tell but to-night it went too far
and when he insulted you stop said she he who oh madam cried i my bitterness breaking forth do you ask me such a question indeed then i may go elsewhere for help there is none here
i do not know in what i have offended you said she forgive me put me out of this suspense but i dared not tell her yet i felt not sure of her and at the doubt and under the sense of impotence it brought with it i turned to her
on the poor woman with something near to anger.
Madam, said I,
we are speaking of two men.
One of them insulted you, and you
asked me which. I will
help you to the answer.
With one of these men you have spent all
your hours. As the other
reproached you? To one
you have been always kind.
To the other, as God sees
me and judges between us too, I think
not always. Has his love
ever failed you?
Tonight, one of these two men
told the other, in my hearing, the hearing of a hired stranger, that you were in love with him.
Before I say one word, you shall answer your own question, which was it?
Nay, madam, you shall answer me another. If it has come to this dreadful end,
whose fault is it? She stared at me like one dazzled.
Good God, she said once, in a kind of bursting exclamation, and then a second time in a whisper to herself.
great God. In the name of Mercy, McKellar, what is wrong? she cried. I am made up, I can hear all.
You are not fit to hear, said I. Whatever it was, you shall say first it was your fault.
Oh, she cried with a gesture wringing her hands, this man will drive me mad. Can you not put me out of your thoughts?
I think not once of you, I cried, I think of none but my dear unhappy master.
"'Ah!' she cried with her hand to her heart.
"'Is Henry dead?'
"'Lower your voice,' said I.
"'The other.'
"'I saw her sway like something stricken by the wind,
"'and I know not whether in cowardice or misery turned aside
"'and looked upon the floor.
"'These are dreadful tidings,' said I at length,
"'when her silence began to put me in some fear,
"'and you and I am behoved to be the more bold
"'if the house is to be saved.
"'Still she answered nothing.
"'There is Miss Catherine, besides, I have.
added, unless we bring this matter through, her inheritance is like to be of shame.
I did not know if it was the thought of her child, or the naked word, shame, that gave her
deliverance. At least I had no sooner spoken than a sound passed her lips, the like of it I never heard.
It was as though she had lain buried under a hill and sought to move that berlin. And the next moment
she had found a sort of voice. It was a fight, she whispered. It was not, and she passed a
upon the word. It was a fair fight, on my dear master's part, said I. As for the other, he was
slain in the very act of a foul stroke. Not now, she cried. Madam, said I, hatred of that
man glows in my bosom like a burning fire. I, even now he is dead. God knows I would have
stopped the fighting had I dared. It is my shame I did not. But when I saw him fall, if I
could have spared one thought from pitying of my master it had been to exult in that
deliverance.
I do not know if she marked, but her next words were,
My lord?
That shall be my part, said I.
You will not speak to him as you have to me, she asked.
Madam, said I.
Have you not someone else to think of?
Leave my lord to me.
Someone else, she repeated.
Your husband, said I.
She looked at me with a countenance illegible.
"'Are you going to turn your back on him?' I asked.
"'Still she looked at me.
"'Then her hand went to her heart again.
"'No,' said she.
"'God bless you for that word,' I said.
"'Go to him now where he sits in the hall.
"'Speak to him.
"'It matters not what you say.
"'Give him your hand.
"'Say, I know all.
"'If God gives you grace enough, say, forgive me.'
"'God strengthen you and make you merciful,' said she.
"'I will go to my husband.'
let me light you there said i taking up the candle i will find my way in the dark she said with a shudder and i think the shudder was at me so we separated she downstairs to wear a little light glimmered in the hall door i along the passage to my lord's room
it seems hard to say why but i could not burst in on the old man as i could on the young woman with whatever reluctance i must knock but his old slumbers were light or perhaps he slept
not, and at the first summons I was bidden enter. He too sat up in bed, very aged and bloodless he looked,
and whereas he had a certain largeness of appearance when dressed for daylight, he now seemed
frail and little, and his face, the wig being laid aside, not bigger than a child's. This
daunted me, nor less the haggard surmise of misfortune in his eye. Yet his voice was even
peaceful as he inquired my errand. I set my canter.
down upon a chair, leaned on the bed-foot, and looked at him.
Lord Duris, dear, said I, it is very well known to you that I am a partisan in your family.
I hope we are none of us partisans, said he, that you love my son sincerely, I have always
been glad to recognize. Oh, my lord, we are past the hour of these civilities, I replied.
If we are to save anything out of the fire, we must look the fact in its bare countenance.
a partisan I am, partisans we have all been.
It is, as a partisan, that I am here in the middle of the night to plead before you.
Hear me. Before I go, I will tell you why.
I would always hear you, Mr. McKellar, said he, and that at any hour, whether of the day or night,
for I would be always sure you had a reason.
You spoke once before to very proper purpose. I have not forgotten that.
I am here to plead the cause of my master, I said.
I need not tell you how he acts. You know how he is placed. You know with what generosity he has always met your other—met your wishes, I corrected myself, stumbling on that name of son. You know, you must know what he has suffered, what he has suffered about his wife.
Mr. McKellar, cried my lord, rising in bed like a bearded lion. You said you would hear me, I continued. What you do not know, what you should know, one of the things.
I am here to speak of is the persecution he must bear in private. Your back is not turned before
one whom I dare not name to you, falls upon him with the most unfeeling taunts, twits him,
pardon me, my lord, twits him with your partiality, calls him Jacob, calls him clown,
pursues him with ungenerous raillery, not to be born by man. And let but one of you appear
instantly he changes, and my master must smile and courtesy to the man who has been
feeding him with insults. I know, for I have shared in some of it, and I tell you the life is
insupportable. All these months it has endured. It began with the man's landing. It was by the name
of Jacob that my master was greeted the first night. My lord made a movement as if to throw
aside the clothes and rise. If there be any truth in this, said he, do I look like a man lying,
I interrupted checking him with my hand. You should have told me at first, he said.
ah my lord indeed i should and you may well hate the face of this unfaithful servant i cried i will take order said he at once and again made the movement to rise again i checked him i have not done said i would god i had
all this my dear unfortunate patron has endured without help or countenance your own best word my lord was only gratitude oh but he was your son too
he had no other father he was hated in the country god knows how unjustly he had a loveless marriage he stood on all hands without affection or support dear generous ill-fated noble heart
your tears do you much honour and me much shame says my lord with a palsied trembling but you do me some injustice henry has been ever dear to me very dear james i do not deny it mr
Mr. McKellar James is, perhaps, dearer. You have not seen my James in quite a favourable light.
He has suffered under his misfortunes, and we can only remember how great and how unmerited
these were. And even now his is the more affectionate nature. But I will not speak of him.
All that you say of Henry is most true. I do not wonder. I know him to be very magnanimous.
You will say I trade upon the knowledge? It is possible.
There are dangerous virtues, virtues that tempt the encroacher.
Mr. McKellar, I will make it up to him.
I will take order with all this.
I have been weak, and what is worse, I have been dull.
I must not hear you blame yourself, my lord,
with that which I have yet to tell upon my conscience, I replied.
You have not been weak.
You have been abused by a devilish dissembler.
You saw yourself how he had deceived you in the matter of his danger,
He has deceived you throughout, in every step of his career.
I wish to pluck him from your heart.
I wish to force your eyes upon your other son.
Ah, you have a son there.
No, no, said he, two sons.
I have two sons.
I made some gesture of despair that struck him.
He looked at me with a changed face.
There is much worse behind, he asked, his voice dying as it rose upon the question.
Much worse, I answered.
this night he said these words to mr henry i have never known a woman who did not prefer me to you and i think who did not continue to prefer me
i will hear nothing against my daughter he cried and from his readiness to stop me in this direction i conclude his eyes were not so dull as i had fancied and he had looked not without anxiety upon the siege of mrs henry i think not of blaming her cried i it is not that these words were said
in my hearing to Mr. Henry, and if you find them not yet plain enough, these others,
but a little after, your wife who is in love with me. They have quarreled, he said. I nodded.
I must fly to them, he said, beginning once again to leave his bed. No, no, I cried, holding forth
my hands. You do not know, said he. These are dangerous words. Will nothing make you understand,
my lord, said I. His eyes besought me for the truth. I flung myself on my knees by the bedside.
Oh, my lord, cried I, think on him you have left. Think of this poor sinner whom you begot,
whom your wife bore to you, whom we have none of us strengthened as we could. Think of him,
not of yourself. He is the other sufferer. Think of him. That is the door for sorrow. Christ's door,
God's door. Oh, it stands open.
think of him even as he thought of you.
Who is to tell the old man?
These were his words.
It was for that, I came.
That is why I am here pleading at your feet.
Let me get up, he cried, thrusting me aside, and was on his feet before myself.
His voice shook like a sail in the wind, yet he spoke with a good loudness.
His face was like the snow, but his eyes were steady and dry.
Here is too much speech, said he.
Where was it?
in the shrubbery, said I.
And Mr. Henry, he asked,
and when I had told him he nodded his old face in thought.
And Mr. James, says he,
I have left him lying, said I, beside the candles.
Candles?
He cried.
And with that he ran to the window, opened it, and looked abroad.
It might be spied from the road.
Where none goes by at such an hour, I objected.
It makes no matter, he said.
One might.
Hark, cries he.
What is that?
It was the sound of men very guardedly rowing in the bay, and I told him so.
The free traders, said my lord.
Run at once, MacHeller.
Put these candles out.
I will dress in the meanwhile, and when you return we can debate on what is wisest.
I groped my way downstairs and out at the door.
From quite a far way off a sheen was visible, making points of brightness in the shrubbery.
In so black a night it might have been remarked for miles,
and I blamed myself bitterly for my incaution.
how much more sharply when i reached the place one of the candlesticks was overthrown and that taper quenched the other burned steadily by itself and made a broad space of light upon the frosted ground
all within that circle seemed by the force of contrast and the overhanging blackness brighter than by day and there was the blood-stain in the midst and a little farther off mr henry's sword the pommel of which was of silver but of the body not a trait not a trait but of the body not a trait
My heart thumped upon my ribs. The hair stirred upon my scalp as I stood there staring. So strange was the sight, so dire the fears it wakened. I looked right and left. The ground was so hard it told no story. I stood and listened till my ears ached. But the night was hollow about me like an empty church. Not even a ripple stirred upon the shore. It seemed you might have heard a pin drop in the county. I put the candle out.
and the blackness fell about me, groping dark.
It was like a crowd surrounding me,
and I went back to the house of Duresteer with my chin upon my shoulder,
startling as I went with craven suppositions.
In the door a figure moved to meet me,
and I had near screamed with terror, ere I recognized Mrs. Henry.
"'Have you told it?' says she.
"'It was he who sent me,' said I.
"'It is gone.'
"'But why are you here?'
"'It is gone,' she repeated.
"'What is gone?'
"'The body,' said it.
I. Why are you not with your husband? Gone, said she. You cannot have looked. Come back. There is no light now, said
I, I dare not. I can see in the dark I have been standing here so long. So long, said she,
come, give me your hand. We returned to the shrubbery hand in hand, and to the fatal place.
Take care of the blood, said I. Blood, she cried and started violently back. I suppose it will be,
said I. I am like a blind man. No, said she, nothing. Have you not dreamed? Ah, wood to God we had,
cried I. She spied the sword, picked it up, and seeing the blood let it fall again with her hands
thrown wide. Ah, she cried. And then, with an instant courage, handled it the second time,
and thrust it to the hilt into the frozen ground. I will take it back and clean it properly,
says she, and again looked about her on all sides.
It cannot be that he was dead, she added.
There was no flutter of his heart, said I, and then remembering,
Why are you not with your husband?
It is no use, said she.
He will not speak to me.
Not speak to you, I repeated.
Oh, you have not tried.
You have a right to doubt me, she replied, with a gentle dignity.
At this, for the first time I was seized with sorrow for her.
her. God knows, madam, I cried. God knows I am not so hard as I appear. On this dreadful night,
who can veneer his words? But I am a friend to all who are not Henry Dury's enemies.
It is hard, then, you should hesitate about his wife, said she. I saw all at once, like the
rending of a veil, how nobly she had borne this unnatural calamity, and how generously my reproaches.
We must go back and tell this to my lord, said I.
him i cannot face she cried you will find him the least moved of all of us said i and yet i cannot face him said she well said i you can return to mr henry i will see my lord
as we walked back i bearing the candlesticks she the sword a strange burgeon for that woman she had another thought should we tell henry she asked that my lord decide said i
my lord was nearly dressed when i came to his chamber he heard me with a frown the free-traders said he but whether dead or alive i thought him said i and paused ashamed of the word i know that you may very well have been in error
why should they remove him if not living he asked oh here is a great door of hope it must be given out that he departed as he came without any note of preparation we must save all
scandal. I saw he had fallen like the rest of us to think mainly of the house. Now that all the
living members of the family were plunged in irremediable sorrow, it was strange how we turned
to that conjoined abstraction of the family itself, and sought to bolster up the airy nothing
of its reputation. Not the duries only, but the hired steward himself. Are we to tell Mr. Henry,
I asked him? I will see, said he. I am going first to visit him.
then i go forth with you to view the shrubbery and consider we went downstairs into the hall mr henry sat by the table with his head upon his hand like a man of stone his wife stood a little back from him her hand at her mouth
it was plain she could not move him my old lord walked very steadily to where his son was sitting he had a steady countenance too but me thought a little cold when he was come quite up he held out both his hands and said my son
with a broken strangled cry mr henry leaped up and fell on his father's neck crying and weeping the most pitiful sight that ever a man witnessed
oh father he cried you know i loved him you know i loved him in the beginning i could have died for him you know that i would have given my life for him and you oh say that you know that oh say you can forgive me oh father father what a father what
have I done? What have I done? And we used to be bairns together, and wept and sobbed and fondled the old man,
and clutched him about the neck with the passion of a child in terror. And then he got sight of his
wife. He would have thought for the first time, where she stood weeping to hear him, and in a moment
had fallen at her knees, and, oh, my lass, he cried, you must forgive me too, not your
your husband i have only been the ruin of your life but you knew me when i was a lad there was no harm in henry durie then he meant i to be a friend to you it's him it's the old bairn that played with you oh can ye never never forgive him
throughout all this my lord was like a cold kind spectator with his wits about him at the first cry which was indeed enough to call the house about us he had said to me over his shoulder
"'closed the door.
"'And now he nodded to himself.
"'We may leave him to his wife now,' says he.
"'Bring a light, Mr. McKellar.
"'Upon my going forth again with my lord,
"'I was aware of a strange phenomenon.
"'For though it was quite dark
"'and the night not yet old,
"'we thought I smelt the morning.
"'At the same time there went a tossing
"'through the branches of the evergreens,
"'so that they sounded like a quiet sea,
"'and the air puffed at times against our faces,
and the flame of the candle shook. We made the more speed, I believe, being surrounded by this bustle,
visited the scene of the duel, where my lord looked upon the blood with stoicism,
and passing farther on toward the landing-place came at last upon some evidences of the truth.
For first of all, where there was a pool across the path, the ice had been trodden in,
plainly by more than one man's weight. Next, and but a little farther, a young tree was broken,
and down by the landing place, where the trader's boats were usually beached,
another stain of blood marked where the body must have been infallibly set down to rest the bearers.
The stain we set ourselves to wash away with the seawater,
carrying it in my lord's hat,
and as we were thus engaged there came up a sudden, moaning gust,
and left us instantly benighted.
It will come to snow, says my lord, and the best thing that we could hope.
Let us go back now.
we can do nothing in the dark as we went houseward the wind being again subsided we were aware of a strong pattering noise about us in the night and when we issued from the shelter of the trees we found it raining smartly
throughout the whole of this my lord's clearness of mind no less than his activity of body had not ceased to minister to my amazement he set the crown upon it in the council we held on our return the free traders had certainly secured the mass
though whether dead or alive we were still left to our conjectures the rain would long before day wipe out all marks of the transaction by this we must profit
the master had unexpectedly come after the fall of night it must now be given out he had as suddenly departed before the break of day and to make all this plausible it now only remained for me to mount into the man's chamber and pack and conceal his baggage true he still lay
at the discretion of the traders, but that was the incurable weakness of our guilt.
I heard him, as I said, with wonder, and hastened to obey.
Mr. and Mrs. Henry were gone from the hall.
My lord, for warmth's sake, hurried to his bed.
There was still no sign of stir among the servants, and, as I went up the tower stair and
entered the dead man's room, a horror of solitude weighed upon my mind.
To my extreme surprise, it was all in the discervents.
disorder or departure. Of his three portmanteaus, two were already locked. The third lay open and
near full. At once there flashed upon me some suspicion of the truth. The man had been going
after all. He had but waited upon Crail, as Crail waited upon the wind. Early in the night,
the seamen had perceived the weather changing. The boat had come to give notice of the change and
call the passenger aboard, and the boat's crew had stumbled on him, lying.
in his blood. Nay, and there was more behind. This prearranged departure shed some light upon his inconceivable
insult of the night before. It was a parting shot, hatred being no longer checked by policy. And, for another
thing, the nature of that insult and the conduct of Mrs. Henry pointed to one conclusion, which I have
never verified, and can now never verify until the greater size, the conclusion that he had at last
forgotten himself, had gone too far in his advances, and had been rebuffed. It can never be
verified, as I say, but as I thought of it that morning among his baggage, the thought was sweet
to me like honey. Into the open portmanteau I dipped a little ere I closed it, the most beautiful
lace and linen, many suits of those fine plain clothes in which he loved to appear, a book or two,
and those are the best, Caesar's commentaries, a volume of Mr. Hobbes, the Henriade of Monsieur de Votter,
a book of on the Indies, one on the mathematics, far beyond where I have studied.
These were what I observed with very mingled feelings.
But in the open portmanteau no papers of any description.
This set me musing.
It was possible the man was dead, but since the traders had carried him away, not likely.
it was possible he might still die of his wound but it was also possible he might not and in this latter case i was determined to have the means of some defence
one after another i carried his portmanteaus to a loft in the top of the house which we kept locked went to my own room for my keys and returning to the loft had the gratification to find two that fitted pretty well in one of the portmanteaus there was a shagree
leather case, which I cut open with my knife, and thenceforth, so far as any credit went,
the man was at my mercy. Here was a vast deal of gallant correspondence, chiefly of his Paris days,
and what was more to the purpose. Here were the copies of his own report to the English
Secretary, and the originals of the Secretary's Answers, a most damning series, such as to publish
would be to wreck the Master's Honor, and to set a price upon his life.
i chuckled to myself as i ran through the documents i rubbed my hands i sang aloud in my glee day found me at the pleasing task nor did i then remit my diligence except in so far as they went to the window looked out for a moment to see the frost quite gone
the world turned black again and the rain and the wind driving in the bay and to assure myself that the lugger was gone from its anchorage and the master whether dead or alive now tumbling on the irish sea
it is proper i should add in this place the very little i have subsequently angled out upon the doings that night it took me a long while to gather it for we dared not openly ask and the free traders regarded me with enmity if not with scorn
it was near six months before we even knew for certain that the man survived and it was years before i learned from one of krail's men turned publican on his ill-gotten gain some particulars which smacked me of truth
it seems the traders found the master struggled on one elbow and now staring round him and now gazing at the candle or at his hand which was all bloodied like a man stupid
upon their coming he would seem to have found his mind bade them carry him aboard and hold their tongues and on the captain asking how he had come in such a pickle replied with a burst of passion of swearing and incontinently fainted
They held some debate, but they were momently looking for a wind.
They were highly paid to smuggle him to France and did not care to delay.
Besides which, he was well enough liked by these abominable wretches.
They supposed him under capital sentence, knew not in what mischief he might have got his wound,
and judged at a piece of good nature to remove him out of the way of danger.
So he was taken aboard, recovered on the passage over,
and was set ashore a convalescent at the out of the upper.
Avre de Grasse. What is truly notable, he said not a word to anyone of the duel, and not a
trader knows to this day in what quarrel or with the hand of what adversary he fell. With any other
man I should have set this down to natural decency, with him to pride. He could not bear to
a vow, perhaps even to himself, that he had been vanquished by one whom he had so much insulted
and whom he so cruelly despised.
End of Chapter 5, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 6 of the Master of Ballantre.
This Libervox recording is in the public domain,
recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 6.
Summary of events during the Master's second absence.
Of the heavy sickness which declared itself next morning,
I can think with equanimity,
as of the last unmingled trouble that befell my master.
And even that was perhaps a mercy in disguise,
for what pains of the body could equal the miseries of his mind?
Mrs. Henry and I had the watching by the bed.
My old lord called from time to time to take the news,
but would not usually pass the door.
Once I remember, when hope was nigh gone,
he stepped to the bedside,
looked a while in his son's face,
and turned away with a singular gesture,
of the head and hand thrown up that remains upon my mind as something tragic. Such grief,
and such a scorn of sublinary things were there expressed. But the most of the time,
Mrs. Henry and I had the room to ourselves, taking turns by night and bearing each other
company by day, for it was dreary watching. Mr. Henry, his shaven head bound in a napkin,
tossed to and fro without remission, beating the bed with his hands.
his tongue never lay his voice ran continuously like a river so that my heart was weary with the sound of it it was notable and to me inexpressibly mortifying that he spoke all the while on matters of no import
comings and goings horses which he was ever calling to have saddled thinking perhaps the poor soul that he might ride away from his discomfort matters of the garden the salmon nets and what i particularly raged to hear
continually of his affairs, ciphering figures and holding disputation with the tenetry.
Never a word of his father, or his wife, nor of the master, save only for a day or two when his
mind dwelt entirely in the past, and he supposed himself a boy again, and upon some
innocent child's play with his brother. What made this the more affecting? It appeared the master
had then run some peril of his life, for there was a cry, oh, Jamie will be drowned, for
oh save jamie which he came over and over with a great deal of passion this i say was affecting both to mrs henry and myself
but the balance of my master's wanderings did him little justice it seemed he had set out to justify his brother's calenies as though he was bent to prove himself a man of a dry nature immersed in moneygetty had i been there alone i would not have troubled my thumb but all the while as i listened
i was estimating the effect on the man's wife and telling myself that he fell lower every day i was the one person on the surface of the globe that comprehended him and i was bound there should be yet another
whether he was to die there and his virtues perish or whether he should save his days and come back to that inheritance of sorrows his right memory
i was bound he should be heartily lamented in the one case and unaffectedly welcomed in the other by the person he loved the most his wife finding no occasion of free speech i bethought me at last of a kind of documentary disclosure
and for some nights when i was off duty and should have been asleep i gave my time to the preparation of that which i may call my budget but this i found to be the easiest portion of my task and that which remained namely the presentation to my lady almost more than i had fortitude to overtake
several days i went about with my papers under my arm spying for some juncture of talk to serve as introduction i will not deny but that some offered only when they did my tongue clove to the roof of my mouth
and i think i might have been carrying about my packet till this day had not a fortunate accident delivered me from all my hesitations this was at night when i was once more leaving the room the thing not yet done and myself in despair at my own coward at my own
what do you carry about with you mr mckeller she asked these last days i see you always coming in and out with the same armful i returned upon my steps without a word laid the papers before her on the table and left her to her reading
of what that was i am now to give you some idea and the best will be to reproduce a letter of my own which came first in the budget and of which according to an excellent habitude i have preserved the scroll
it will show to the moderation of my part in these affairs a thing which some have called recklessly in question duris dear seventeen fifty seven honoured madam i trust i would not step out of my place without occasion
but i see how much evil has flowed in the past to all of your noble house from that unhappy and secretive fault of reticency and the papers on which i venture to call your attention are family papers and all highly worthy your acquaintance
i append a schedule with some necessary observations and am on it madam your ladyship's obliged obedient servant ephra mckeller schedule of papers a scroll of ten
letters from Ephraim McKellar to the Honorable James Dury-Aquire by courtesy Master of Ballantre
during the latter's residence in Paris. Under dates, follow the dates. Nota, to be read in connection
with B and C. B. 7 original letters from the said Master of Ballantre to the said E. McKellar,
under dates, follow the dates. C. C. Three original letters from the said master of balantre to the
Hon. Henry Dury Esquire, under dates, follow the dates, Nota, given me by Mr. Henry to answer.
Copies of my answers A.4, A. A.5, and A.9, of these productions.
The purport of Mr. Henry's communications of which I can find no scroll may be gathered
from those of his unnatural brother.
D. A correspondence, original and scroll, extending over a period of three years till January
of the current year, between the...
the said master of valandre and blank blank undersecretary of state twenty seven in all nota found among the master's papers weary as i was with watching and distress of mind it was impossible for me to sleep all night long i walked in my chamber revolving what should be the issue
and sometimes repenting the temerity of my emmixture in affairs so private and with the first peep of the morning i was at the sick-room door mrs henry had thrown open the shutters and even the window for the temperature was mild
she looked steadfastly before her where was nothing to see for only the blue of the morning creeping among woods upon the stir of my entrance she did not so much as turn about her face a circumstance from which i augured very ill
madam i began and then again madam but could make no more of it nor yet did mrs henry come to my assistance with a word in this pass i began gathering up the papers where they lay scattered on the table
and the first thing that struck me their bulk appeared to have diminished once i ran them through and twice but the correspondence with the secretary of state on which i had reckoned so much against the future was nowhere to be found
i looked in the chimney amid the smouldering embers black ashes of paper fluttered in the draught and at that my timidity vanished
good god madam cried i in a voice not fitting for a sick-room good god madam what have you done with my papers i have burned them said mrs henry turning about it is enough it is too much that you and i have seen them
this is a fine knight's work that you have done cried i and all to save the reputation of a man that ate bread by the shedding of his comrades blood as i do by the shedding of ink
to save the reputation of that family in which you are a servant mr mckeller she returned and for which you have already done so much it is a family i will not serve much longer i cried for i am driven desperate you have stricken the sword out of my hands you have left us all defenseless
i had always these letters i could shake over his head and now what is to do we are so falsely situate we dare not show the man the door the country would fly on fire against us and i had this one hold upon him and now it is gone
now he may come back to-morrow and we must all sit down with him to dinner go for a stroll with him on the terrace or take a hand at cards of all things to divert his leisure no madam god forgive you if he is to dinner if he is a little bit of his leisure
no madam god forgive you if he can find it in his heart for i cannot find it in mine i wonder to find you so simple mr mckeller said mrs henry what does this man value reputation
but he knows how high we prize it he knows we would rather die than make these letters public and do you suppose he would not trade upon the knowledge what you call your sword mr mckeller and which had been one indeed against a man of any remnant of propriety
would have been but a sort of paper against him he would smile in your face at such a threat he stands upon his degradation he makes that his strength
it is in vain to struggle with such characters she cried out this last a little desperately and then with more quiet no mr mckeller i have thought upon this matter all night and there is no way out of it papers or no papers the door of this house stands open for him
he is the rightful heir forsooth if we sought to exclude him all would redound against poor henry and i should see him stoned again upon the streets ah if henry dies it is a different matter they have broke the entail for their own good purposes
the estate goes to my daughter and i shall see who sets a foot upon it but if henry lives my poor mr mckeller and that man returns we must suffer only this is but this one man
time it will be together on the whole i was well pleased with mrs henry's attitude of mind nor could i even deny there was some cogency in that which he advanced about the papers
let us say no more about it said i i can only be sorry i trusted a lady with the originals which was an unbusiness-like proceeding at the best as for what i said of leaving the service of the family it was spoken with the tongue only and you may set your mind at
I belonged to Duris, dear Mrs. Henry, as if I had been born there.
I must do her the justice to say she seemed perfectly relieved,
so that we began this morning, as we were to continue for so many years,
on a proper ground of mutual indulgence and respect.
The same day, which was certainly predicate to joy,
we observed the first signal recovery in Mr. Henry,
and about three of the following afternoon he found his mind again,
recognizing me by name with the strongest evidences of affection.
Mrs. Henry was also in the room at the bedfoot, but it did not appear that he observed her.
And, indeed, the fever being gone, he was so weak that he made but the one effort and sank again into a lethargy.
The course of his restoration was now slow but equal.
Every day his appetite improved. Every week we were able to remark and increase both of strength.
and flesh. And before the end of the month, he was out of bed, and had even begun to be carried in his
chair upon the terrace. It was perhaps at this time that Mrs. Henry and I were the most uneasy
in mind. Apprehension for his days was at an end, and a worse fear succeeded. Every day we drew
consciously nearer to a day of reckoning, and the days passed on, and still there was nothing.
Mr. Henry bettered in strength.
He held long talks with us on a great diversity of subjects.
His father came and sat with him and went again.
And still there was no reference to the late tragedy
or to the former troubles which had brought it on.
Did he remember and conceal his dreadful knowledge?
Or was the whole blotted from his mind?
This was the problem that kept us watching and trembling all day
when we were in his company
and held us awake at night when we were in our lonely beds.
We knew not even which alternative to hope for,
both appearing so unnatural and pointing so directly to an unsound brain.
Once this fear offered, I observed his conduct with sedulous particularity.
Something of the child, he exhibited,
a cheerfulness quite foreign to his previous character,
an interest readily aroused, and then very tenacious.
in small matters which he had heretofore despise.
When he was stricken down,
I was his only confident,
and I may say his only friend,
and he was on terms of division with his wife.
Upon his recovery, all was changed,
the past forgotten, the wife first,
and even single in his thoughts.
He turned to her with all his emotions
like a child to its mother,
and seemed secure of sympathy,
called her in all his needs with something of that querulous familiarity that marks a certainty of indulgence and i must say injustice to the woman he was never disappointed
to her indeed this changed behaviour was inexpressibly affecting and i think she felt it secretly as a reproach so that i have seen her in early days escape out of the room that she might indulge herself in weeping
but to me the change appeared not natural and viewing it along with all the rest i began to wonder with many head-shakings whether his reason were perfectly erect as this doubt stretched over many years endured indeed until my master's death and clouded all our subsequent relations
i may well consider of it more at large when he was able to resume some charge of his affairs i had many opportunities to try him with precision
there was no lack of understanding nor yet of authority but the old continuous interest had quite departed he grew readily fatigued and fell to yawning and he carried into money relations where it is certainly out of place a facility that bordered upon slackness
true since we had no longer the exactions of the master to contend against there was the less occasion to raise strictness into principle or do battle for a farthing true again there was nothing excessive in these relaxations or i would have been no party to them
but the whole thing marked a change very slight yet very perceptible and though no man could say my master had gone a tall out of his mind no man could deny that he had drifted to his mind no man could deny that he had drifted
from his character. It was the same to the end with his manner and appearance. Some of the heat of the
fever lingered in his veins, his movements a little hurried, his speech notably more voluble,
yet neither truly amiss. His whole mind stood open to happy impressions, welcoming these and
making much of them. But the smallest suggestion of trouble or sorrow he received with visible
impatience and dismissed again with immediate relief. It was to this temper that he owed the
felicity of his latter days. And yet here it was, if anywhere, that you could call the man
insane. A great part of this life consists in contemplating what we cannot cure. But Mr. Henry,
if he could not dismiss solicitude by an effort of the mind, must instantly, and at whatever
for cost annihilate the cause of it, so that he played alternately the ostrich and the bull.
It is to this strenuous cowardice of pain that I have to set down all the unfortunate and
excessive steps of his subsequent career.
Certainly this was the reason of his beating Manus, the groom, nothing so much out of all
his former practice, and which awakened so much comment at the time.
it is to this again that i must lay the total loss of near upon two hundred pounds more than the half of which i could have saved if his impatience would have suffered me but he preferred loss or any desperate extreme to a continuance of mental suffering
all this has led me far from our immediate trouble whether he remembered or had forgotten his late dreadful act and if he remembered in what light he viewed it
the truth burst upon us suddenly and was indeed one of the chief surprises of my life he had been several times abroad and was now beginning to walk a little with an arm when it chanced i should be left alone with him upon the terrace
he turned to me with a singular furtive smile such as schoolboys use when in fault and says he in a private whisper and without the least preface where have you buried him
i could not make one sound in answer where have you buried him he repeated i want to see his grave i conceived i had best take the bull by the horns mr henry said i i have news to give that will rejoice you exceedingly
in all human likelihood your hands are clear of blood i reason from certain indices and by these it should appear your brother was not dead but was carried in a swound on board the lugger
but now he may be perfectly recovered.
What there was in his countenance I could not read.
James, he asked.
Your brother James, I answered.
I would not raise a hope that may be found deceptive,
but in my heart I think it very probable he is alive.
Ah, says Mr. Henry,
and suddenly rising from his seat with more alacrity
than he had yet discovered,
set one finger on my breast and cried at me,
in a kind of screaming whisper.
McEller, these were his words,
Nothing can kill that man.
He is not mortal.
He is bound upon my back to all eternity,
to all God's eternity, says he,
and sitting down again fell upon a stubborn silence.
A day or two after, with the same secret smile
and first looking about as if to be sure we were alone,
McKellar, said he,
"'When you have any intelligence, be sure and let me know.
"'We must keep an eye upon him, or he will take us when we least expect.'
"'He will not show his face here again,' said I.
"'Oh, yes, he will,' said Mr. Henry.
"'Wherever I am, there will he be.'
And again he looked all about him.
"'You must not dwell upon this thought, Mr. Henry,' said I.
"'No,' said he, "'that is very good advice.'
We will never think of it, except when you have news.
And we do not know yet, he added.
He may be dead.
The manner of his saying this convinced me thoroughly of what I had scarce venture to suspect,
that so far from suffering any penitence for the attempt,
he did but lament his failure.
This was a discovery I kept to myself,
fearing it might do him a prejudice with his wife.
But I might have saved myself the trouble,
she had divined it for herself and found the sentiment quite natural.
Indeed, I could not but say that there were three of us all of the same mind,
nor could any news have reached Duris-Deer more generally welcome
than tidings of the master's death.
This brings me to speak of the exception, my old lord.
As soon as my anxiety for my own master began to be relaxed,
I was aware of a change in the old gentleman his father that seemed to threaten mortal consequences.
His face was pale and swollen.
As he sat in the chimney side, with his Latin, he would drop off sleeping and the book roll in the ashes.
Some days he would drag his foot.
Others stumble in speaking.
The amenity of his behavior appeared more extreme, full of excuses for the least trouble,
very thoughtful for all, to myself of a most flattering civility.
One day, that he had sent for his lawyer and remained a long while private,
he met me as he was crossing the hall with painful footsteps,
and took me kindly by the hand.
Mr. McKellar, said he,
I have had many occasions to set a proper value on your services,
and to-day, when I recast my will,
I have taken the freedom to name you for one of my executors.
I believe you bear love enough to our house to render me this service.
At that very time he passed the greater portion of his days in slumber,
from which it was often difficult to rouse him,
seemed to have lost all count of years,
and had several times, particularly on waking, called for his wife,
and for an old servant, whose very gravestone was now green with moss,
if i had been put to my oath i must have declared he was incapable of testing and yet there was never a will drawn more sensible in every trait for showing a more excellent judgment both of persons and affairs
his dissolution though it took not very long proceeded by infinitesimal gradations his faculties decayed together steadily the power of his limbs was almost gone he was extremely deaf and
his speech had sunk into mere mumblings and yet to the end he managed to discover something of his former courtesy and kindness pressing the hand of any that helped him presenting me with one of his latin books in which he had laboriously traced my name
and in a thousand ways reminding us of the greatness of that loss which it might almost be said we had already suffered to the end the power of articulation returned to him in flashes
It seemed he had only forgotten the art of speech as a child forgets his lesson,
and at times he would call some part of it to mind.
On the last night of his life,
he suddenly broke silence with these words from Virgil,
Natiqué, patrisque, Alma, Greco, miserere,
perfectly uttered, and with a fitting accent.
At the sudden clear sound of it,
we started from our several occupations,
but it was in vain we turned to him.
He sat there, silent, and, to all appearance, fatuous.
A little later he was had to bed with more difficulty than ever before,
and some time in the night, without any mortal violence, his spirit fled.
At a var later period I chanced to speak of these particulars with a doctor of medicine,
a man of so high a reputation that I scruple to induce his name.
By his view of it, father and son both suffered from the same affection.
The father, from the strain of his unnatural sorrows, the son, perhaps in the excitation of the fever,
each had ruptured a vessel in the brain, and there was probably, my doctor, added, some predisposition
in the family to accidents of that description.
The father sank, the son recovered all the externals of a healthy man, but it is like there
was some destruction in those delicate tissues where the soul resides and does her earthly business.
Her heavenly, I would fain hope, cannot be thus obstructed by material accidents. And yet, upon a more
mature opinion, it matters not one jot. For he who shall pass judgment on the records of our life
is the same that formed us in frailty. The death of my old Lord was the occasion of a fresh surprise
to us who watched the behavior of his successor.
To any considering mind, the two sons had between them slain their father,
and he who took the sword might even be said to have slain him with his hand.
But no such thought appeared to trouble my new lord.
He was becomingly grave.
I could scarce say sorrowful, or only with a pleasant sorrow,
talking of the dead with a regretful cheerfulness,
relating old examples of his character,
smiling at them with a good conscience,
and when the day of the funeral came round
doing the honours with exact propriety,
I could perceive, besides,
that he found a solid gratification
in his accession to the title,
the which he was punctilious in exacting.
And now there came upon the scene a new character,
and one that played his part too in the story,
I mean the present Lord, Alexander, whose birth, 17th July, 1757, filled the cup of my poor master's happiness.
There was nothing then left him to wish for, nor yet leisure for him to wish for it.
Indeed, there never was a parent so fond and doting as he showed himself.
He was continually uneasy in his son's absence.
Was the child abroad?
The father would be watching the clouds in case it rain.
was at night. He would rise out of his bed to observe its slumbers. His conversation grew even
weiriful to strangers since he talked of little but his son. In matters relating to the estate,
all was designed with a particular eye to Alexander, and it would be, let us put it in hand
at once, that the wood may be grown against Alexander's majority, or this will fall in again
handsomely for Alexander's marriage.
Every day this absorption of the man's nature became more observable, with many touching and
some very blameworthy particulars. Soon the child could walk abroad with him, at first on the
terrace hand in hand, and afterward at large about the policies. And this grew to be my lord's
chief occupation. The sound of their two voices, audible a great way off, for they spoke loud,
became familiar in the neighborhood,
and for my part I found it more agreeable than the sound of birds.
It was pretty to see the pair returning full of briars
and the father as flushed and sometimes as bemudied as the child,
for there were equal sharers in all sorts of boyish entertainment,
digging in the beach, damming of streams and whatnot.
And I have seen them gaze through a fence at cattle
with the same childish contemplation.
the mention of these rambles brings me to a strange scene of which i was a witness there was one walk i never followed myself without emotion so often had i gone there upon miserable errands so much had there befallen against the house of durisdere
but the path lay handy from all points beyond the muckle-gross and i was driven although much against my will to take my use of it perhaps once in the two months
it befell when master alexander was at the age of six or seven i had some business on the far side in the morning and entered the shrubbery on my homeward way about nine of a bright forenoon
it was that time of year when the woods are all in their spring colours the thorns all in flower and the birds in the high season of their singing in contrast to this merriment the shrubbery was only the more sad and i the more oppressed by its association
In this situation of spirit it struck me disagreeably to hear voices a little way in front,
and to recognise the tones of my lord and master Alexander.
I pushed ahead and came presently into their view.
They stood together in the open space where the duel was,
my lord with his hand on his son's shoulder, and speaking with some gravity.
At least, as he raised his head upon my coming,
I thought I could perceive his countenance to lighten.
"'Ah,' says he,
"'here comes the good Mackeller.
"'I have just been telling Sandy the story of this place,
"'and how there was a man whom the devil tried to kill,
"'and how near he came to kill the devil instead.
"'I had thought it's strange enough he should bring the child into that scene,
"'that he should actually be discoursing of his act, past measure.
"'But the worst was yet to come,
"'for he added, turning to his son,
"'you can ask Mackeller, he was here,
and saw it.
Did you really see the devil? asked the child.
I have not heard the tale, I replied, and I am in a press of business.
So far, I said sourly, fencing with the embarrassment of the position, and suddenly the bitterness
of the past and the terror of that seen by candlelight rushed in upon my mind.
I bethought me that, for a difference of a second's quickness in parade, the child before me
might have never seen the day, and the emotion that always fluttered round my heart in that dark
shrubbery burst forth in words. But so much is true, I cried, that I have met the devil in
these woods, and seen him foiled here. Blessed be God that we escape with life,
blessed be God that one stone yet stands upon another in the walls of Duris, dear, and, oh,
Mr. Alexander. If ever you come by this spot, though it was a hundred years hence, and you
came with the gayest and the highest in the land, I would step aside and remember a bit prayer.
My lord bowed his head gravely. Ah, says he, Mackeller is always in the right. Come, Alexander,
take your bonnet off, and with that he uncovered and held out his hand.
O Lord, said he, I thank thee, and my son thanks thee for thy manifold great mercies.
Let us have peace for a little.
Defend us from the evil man.
Smite him, O Lord, upon the lying mouth.
The last broke out of him like a cry, and at that, whether remembered anger choked his utterance,
or whether he perceived this was a singular sort of prayer, at least he said,
suddenly came to a full stop, and after a moment set back his hat upon his head.
I think you have forgot a word, my lord, said I.
Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us,
for thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever and ever. Amen.
Ah, that is easy saying, said my lord.
That is very easy saying, Mackeller, but for me to forgive?
I think I would cut a very silly figure if I had the affectation to pretend it.
The bairn, my lord, said I, with some severity,
for I thought his expressions little fitted for the years of children.
Why, very true, said he, this is dull work for a bairn.
Let's go nesting.
I forget if it was the same day, but it was soon after.
My lord, finding me alone, opened himself a little more on the same head.
"'Mckelor,' he said,
"'I am now a very happy man.'
"'I think so, indeed, my lord,' said I,
"'and the sight of it gives me a light heart.
"'There is an obligation in happiness.
"'Do you not think so?' says he, musingly.
"'I think so, indeed,' says I,
"'and one in sorrow, too.
"'If we are not here to try to do with the best,
"'in my humble opinion, the sooner we are away,
"'the better for all parties.'
"'I, but if you were in my shoes,
would you forgive him, asks my lord.
The suddenness of the attack a little gravelled me.
It is a duty laid upon us strictly, said I.
Huck, said he, these are expressions.
Do you forgive the man yourself?
Well, no, said I, God forgive me, I do not.
Shake hands upon that, cries my lord, for the kind of joviality.
It is an ill sentiment to shake hands upon, said I, for Christian people.
I think I will give you mine on some more,
evangelical occasion. This I said smiling a little, but as for my lord, he went from the room
laughing aloud. For my lord's slavery to the child, I can find no expression adequate. He lost
himself in that continual thought, business, friends, and wife, being all alike forgotten,
or only remembered with a painful effort like that of one struggling with a posset. It was most
notable in the matter of his wife.
Since I had known, Duris, dear, she had been the burthen of his thought and the lodestone of his
eyes, and now she was quite cast out.
I have seen him come to the door of a room, look round, and pass my lady over, as though
she were a dog before the fire.
It would be Alexander he was seeking, and my lady knew it well.
I have heard him speak to her so ruggedly that I nearly found it in my heart to intervene.
the cause would still be the same that she had in some way watered Alexander.
Without doubt this was in the nature of a judgment on my lady.
Without doubt she had the tables turned upon her, as only Providence can do it.
She, who had been cold so many years to every mark of tenderness,
it was her part now to be neglected.
An odd situation resulted, that we had once more two parties in the house,
and that I now was of my ladies, not that I ever loved.
lost the love i bore my master but for one thing he had the less use for my society for another i could not but compare the case of master alexander with that of miss katherine for whom my lord had never found the least attention
and for a third i was wounded by the change he discovered to his wife which struck me in the nature of an infidelity i could not but admire besides the constancy and kindness she displayed perhaps her sentiment to my lord
as it had been founded from the first in pity was that rather of a mother than a wife perhaps it pleased her if i may say so to behold her two children so happy in each other the more as the one had suffered so unjustly in the past
but for all that and though i could never trace in her one spark of jealousy she must fall back for society on poor neglected miss katherine and i on my part came to pass my spare
hours more and more with the mother and daughter. It would be easy to make too much of this division.
Or it was a pleasant family, as families go? Still, the thing existed, whether my lord knew it or not,
I am in doubt. I do not think he did. He was bound up so entirely in his son, but the rest of us knew
it, and in a manner suffered from the knowledge. What troubled us most, however, was the great and growing
danger to the child. My lord was his father over again. It was to be feared the son would prove a second
master. Time has proved these fears to have been quite exaggerate. Certainly there is no more worthy
gentleman today in Scotland than the seventh Lord Durisdier. Of my own exodus from his employment,
it does not become me to speak, above all in a memorandum written only to justify his father.
editor's note five pages of mr mckeller's manuscript are here omitted i have gathered from their perusal an impression that mr mckeller in his old age was rather an exacting servant
against the seventh lord durestere with whom at any rate we have no concern nothing material is alleged r l s but our fear at the time was lest he should turn out in the person of his son a second edition of his brother
my lady had tried to interject some wholesome discipline she had been glad to give that up and now looked on with secret dismay sometimes she even spoke of it by hints and sometimes when there was brought to her knowledge some monstrous instance of my lord's indulgence
she would betray herself in a gesture or perhaps an exclamation as for myself i was haunted by the thought both day and night not so much for the child's sake as for the fathers the man had gone to sleep he was dreaming a dream and any rough awakening must infallibly prove mortal
that he should survive the child's death was inconceivable and the fear of its dishonour made me cover my face
it was this continual preoccupation that screwed me up at last to a remonstrance a matter worthy to be narrated in detail my lord and i sat one day at the same table upon some tedious business of detail
i have said that he had lost his former interest in such occupations he was plainly itching to be gone and he looked fretful weary and methought older than i had ever previously observed i suppose it was the haggard face that booked
me suddenly upon my enterprise.
My lord, said I, with my head down, and feigning to continue my occupation, or rather let me call
you again by the name of Mr. Henry, for I fear your anger and want you to think upon old times.
My good Mackeller, said he, and that in tone so kindly that I had near forsook my purpose.
But I called to mine that I was speaking for his good and stuck to my colours.
"'Has it never come in upon your mind what you were doing?' I asked.
"'What I am doing?' he repeated.
"'I was never good at guessing riddles.
"'What you were doing with your son?' said I.
"'Well,' said he, with some defiance in his tone,
"'and what am I doing with my son?'
"'Your father was a very good man,' says I,
"'straying from the direct path.
"'But do you think he was a wise father?'
there was a pause before he spoke and then i say nothing against him he replied i had the most cause perhaps but i say nothing why there it is said i you had the cause at least
and yet your father was a good man i never knew her better save on the one point nor yet a wiser where he stumbled it is highly possible another man should fall he had two sons
my lord rapped suddenly and violently on the table what is this cried he speak out i will then said i my voice almost strangled with the thumping of my heart
if you continue to indulge master alexander you are following in your father's footsteps beware my lord lest when he grows up your son should follow in the masters
i had never meant to put the thing so crudely but in the extreme of fear there comes a brutal kind of courage the most brutal indeed of all and i burnt my ships with that plain word i never had the answer when i lifted my head my lord had risen to his feet
and the next moment he fell heavily on the floor the fit or seizure endured not very long he came to himself vacantly put his hand to his head which i was then supporting and says he in a broken voice
i have been ill and a little after help me i got him to his feet and he stood pretty well though he kept hold of the table i have been ill mckeller he said again something broke mckeller was going to break and then all swam away
i think i was very angry never you mind mckeller never you mind my man i wouldn't a hurt a hair upon your head too much has come and gone it's a certain
thing between us, too. But I think, Mackeller, I will go to Mrs. Henry, I think I will go to
Mrs. Henry, said he, and got pretty steadily from the room, leaving me overcome with penitence.
Presently the door flew open, and my lady swept in with flashing eyes. What is all this, she cried.
What have you done to my husband? Will nothing teach you your position in this house? Will you never
cease from making and meddling? My lady, said I.
Since I have been in this house I have had plenty of hard words.
For a while they were my daily diet, and I swallowed them all.
As for today, you may call me what you please.
You will never find the name hard enough for such a blunder.
And yet I meant it for the best.
I told her all with ingenuity, even as it is written here.
And when she had hurt me out, she pondered, and I could see her animosity fall.
Yes, she said, you meant well indeed.
i have had the same thought myself or the same temptation rather which makes me pardon you but dear god can you not understand that he can bear no more he can bear no more she cried the cord is stretched to snapping
what matters the future if he have one or two good days amen said i i will meddle no more i am pleased enough that you should recognize the kindness of my meaning
yes said my lady but when it came to the point i have to suppose your courage failed you for what you said was said cruelly she paused looking at me then suddenly smiled a little and said a singular thing do you know what you are mr mckeller
you are an old maid no more incident of any note occurred in the family until the return of that ill-starred man the master but i have to place here a second extract from the memoirs of the memory of the moment's note occurred in the family until the return of that ill-starred man the master
but i have to place here a second extract from the memoirs of chevalier burke interesting in itself and highly necessary for my purpose it is our only sight of the master on his indian travels and the first word in these pages of secundra das
one fact it is to observe appears here very clearly which if we had known some twenty years ago how many calamities and sorrows had been spared that secundra das spoke
English. End of chapter six. Recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 7 of the Master of Ballantre by Robert Louis Stevenson.
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Chapter 7. Adventure of Chevalier Burke in India,
extracted from his memoirs.
Here was I, therefore, on the streets of that city, the name of which I cannot call to mind,
and while even then I was so ill-acquainted with its situation that I knew not whether to go south or north.
The alert, being sudden, I had run forth without shoes or stockings.
My hat had been struck from my head in the melee.
My kit was in the hands of the English.
I had no companion but the sepac, no weapon but my sword,
and the devil a coin in my pocket.
In short, I was for all the world like one of those calendars
with whom Mr. Galland is made as acquainted in his elegant tales.
these gentlemen you will remember were forever falling in with extraordinary incidents and i was myself upon the brink of one so astonishing that i protest i cannot explain it to this day
the sipa was a very honest man he had served many years with the french colours and would have let himself be cut to pieces for any of the brave countryman of mr lally it is the same fellow his name has quite escaped me of whom i have narrated already a surprising instance of generosity of mind when he found mr
Fessac and myself upon the ramparts entirely overcome with liquor, and covered us with straw while the commandant was passing by.
I consulted him, therefore, with perfect freedom. It was a fine question what to do, but we decided at last to
escalate a garden wall, where we could certainly sleep in the shadow of the trees, and might perhaps
find an occasion to get hold of a pair of slippers and a turban. In that part of the city we had only the
difficulty of the choice, for it was a quarter consisting entirely of walled gardens, and the
lanes which divided them were at that hour of the night deserted. I gave the Cipé a back, and we had
soon dropped into a large enclosure full of trees. The place was soaking with the dew, which in that
country is exceedingly unwholesome, above all to whites, yet my fatigue was so extreme that I was
already half asleep when the Cepé recalled me to my senses. In the far end of the inquiries,
closure, a bright light had suddenly shone out, and continued to burn steadily among the leaves.
It was a circumstance highly unusual in such a place and our, and in our situation it behooved us to
proceed with some timidity. The SIPA was sent to reconnoiter, and pretty soon returned with
the intelligence that we had fallen extremely amiss, for the house belonged to a white man who
was in all likelihood English. Faith, says I. If there is a white man to be seen, I will
have a look at him, for the Lord be praised there are more sorts than the one.
The Sipay led me forward accordingly to a place from which I had a clear view upon the house.
It was surrounded with a wide veranda.
A lamp, very well trimmed, stood upon the floor of it, and on either side of the lamp there
sat a man, cross-legged, after the Oriental Manor.
Both besides were bundled up in muslin like two natives, and yet one of them was not only a
white man, but a man very well known to me, and the reader, being indeed that very master of
balantrey of whose gallantry and genius I have had to speak so often. Word had reached me that he
had come to the Indies, though we had never met, at least, and I heard little of his occupations.
But sure, I had no sooner recognized him and found myself in the arms of so old a comrade
than I supposed my tribulations were quite done. I stepped plainly forth into the light of the
moon which shone exceedingly strong, and, hailing Ballantry by name, made him, in a few words,
master of my grievous situation. He turned, started the least thing in the world, looked me fair
in the face while I was speaking, and when I had done addressed himself to his companion in the
barbarous native dialect, the second person who was of an extraordinary delicate appearance
with legs like walking canes and fingers like the stalk of a tobacco pipe.
Note by Mr. McKellar.
Plainly Secundra Das.
E. M.C.K.
Return to text.
Now rose to his feet.
The Sahib, says he, understands no English language.
I understand it myself, and I see you make some small mistake.
Oh, which may happen very often,
but the Sahib would be glad to know how you come in a garden.
balantrea cried have you the damned impudence to deny me to my face balantrey never moved a muscle staring at me like an image in a pagoda the sahib understands no english language says the native as glib as before
he be glad to know how you come in a garden oh the devil fetch him says i he would be glad to know how i come in a garden would he well now my dear man just have the civility to tell the sahib with my kind love
that we are two soldiers here whom he never met and never heard of but the sepah is a broth of a boy and i am a broth of a boy myself and if we don't get a full meal of meat and a turban and slippers and the value of a gold mohur in small change as a matter of convenience
but dad my friend i could lay my finger on a garden where there is going to be trouble they carry their comedy so far as to converse a while in hindustani
and then says the hindu with the same smile but sighing as if he were tired of the repetition the sahib would be glad to know how you come in a garden is that the way of it says i and laying my hand on my sword-hilt i bade the sipa draw
balantre's hindu still smiling pulled out a pistol from his bosom and though balantre himself never moved a muscle i knew him well enough to be sure he was prepared the sahib thinks you better go away
says the Hindu. Well, to be plain, it was what I was thinking myself, for the report of a pistol would have been, under providence, the means of hanging a pair of us. Tell the Sahib, I consider him no gentleman, says I, and turned away with the gesture of contempt. I was not gone three steps when the voice of the Hindu called me back. The Sahib would be glad to know if you are a damn low Irishman, says he, and at the words, Ballantrey smiled and bowed very low.
what is that says i the sahib say you ask your friend mckeller says the hindu the sahib he cry quits tell the sahib i will give him a cure for the scots fiddle when next we meet cried i
the pair were still smiling as i left there is little doubt some flaws may be picked in my own behaviour and when a man however gallant appeals to posterity with an account of his exploits he must almost
certainly expect to share the fate of Caesar and Alexander and to meet with some detractors,
but there is one thing that can never be laid at the door of Francis Burke. He never turned his
back on a friend. Here follows a passage which the Chevalier-Berke has been at the pains to delete
before sending me his manuscript. Doubtless it was some very natural complaint of what he's
supposed to be an indiscretion on my part, though indeed I can call none to mind.
perhaps mr henry was less guarded or it is just possible the master found the means to examine my correspondence and himself read the letter from troyes in revenge for which this cruel jest was perpetrated on mr burke in his extreme necessity
the master for all his wickedness was not without some natural affection i believe he was sincerely attached to mr burke in the beginning but the thought of treachery dried up the springs of his very shallow friend
and his detestable nature appeared naked.
E. M. C.K.
End of Chapter 7.
Recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 8 of The Master of Ballantre by Robert Lewis Stevenson.
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Recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 8.
The Enemy in the House.
It is a strange thing that I should be at a stick for a date,
the date besides of an incident that changed the very nature of my life and sent us all into foreign lands but the truth is i was stricken out of all my habitudes and find my journals very ill read up
note ordered returned to text the day not indicated sometimes for a week or two together and the whole fashion of the thing like that of a man near desperate it was late in march at least or early in april seventeen sixty four
I had slept heavily and wakened with a premonition of some evil to befall.
So strong was this upon my spirit that I hurried downstairs in my shirt and breeches,
and my hand, I remember, shook upon the rail.
It was a cold, sunny morning with a thick white frost.
The blackbird sang exceeding sweet and loud about the house of Durisdere,
and there was a noise of the sea in all the chambers.
As I came by the doors of the hall, another sound arrested me,
of voices talking. I drew nearer and stood like a man dreaming. Here was certainly a human voice,
and that in my own master's house, and yet I knew it not, certainly human speech, and that in my native
land, and yet, listen as I pleased, I could not catch one syllable. An old tale started up in my mind
of a fairy wife, or perhaps only a wandering stranger, but came to the place of my father, some
generations back and stayed the matter of a week, talking often in a tongue that signified nothing
to the hearers, and went again as she had come, and her cloud of night, leaving not so much as a name
behind her. A little fear I had, but more curiosity, and I opened the hall door and entered.
The supper-things still lay upon the table, the shutters were still closed, although day peeped
in the divisions, and the great room was lighted only with a single taper and the shining of the fire.
Close in the chimney sat two men. The one that was wrapped in a cloak and wore boots, I knew it once.
It was the bird of ill omen back again. Of the other, who was set close to the red embers and made up into a bundle like a mummy,
I could but see that he was an avian of a darker hue than any man of Europe, very fraily built,
with a singular tall forehead and a secret eye.
Several packets and a small Belize were on the floor,
and to judge by the smallness of this luggage,
and by the condition of the master's boots,
grossly patched by some unscrupulous country cobbler,
evil had not prospered.
He rose upon my entrance, our eyes crossed,
and I know not why it should have been,
but my courage rose like a lark on a May morning.
Ha, said I,
is this you and i was pleased with the unconcern of my own voice it is even myself worthy mackheller says the master this time you have brought the black dog visibly upon your back i continued
referring to secundra das asked the master let me present you he is a native gentleman of india hum said i i am no great lover either of you or your friends mr bally
but i will let a little daylight in and have a look at you and so saying i undid the shutters of the eastern window by the light of the morning i could perceive the man was changed later when we were altogether i was more struck to see how lightly time i dealt with him but the first glance was otherwise
you are getting an old man said i a shade came upon his face if you could see yourself said he you would perhaps not dwell upon the topic
hath i return old age is nothing to me i think i have been always old and i am now i thank god better known and more respected it is not every one that can say that mr bally the lines in your brow are calamities your life begins to close in upon you like a prison
death will soon be rapping at the door and i see not from what source you are to draw your consolations here the master addressed himself to secundra das in hindustani from which i gathered i freely confess with a high degree of pleasure that my remarks annoyed him
all this while you may be sure my mind had been busy upon other matters even while i rallied my enemy and chiefly as to how i should communicate secretly and quickly with my lord
to this in the breathing space now given me i turned all the forces of my mind when suddenly shifting my eyes i was aware of the man himself standing in the doorway and to all appearance quite composed
he had no sooner met my looks than he stepped across the threshold the master heard him coming and advanced upon the other side about four feet apart these brothers came to a full pause and stood exchanging steady looks and then my lord's smile
bowed a little forward and turned briskly away mckeller says he we must see to breakfast for these travellers it was plain the master was a trifle disconcerted but he assumed the more impudence of speech and man
manner. I am as hungry as a hawk, says he. Let it be something good, Henry.
My lord turned to him with the same hard smile.
Lord Duris, dear, says he.
Oh, never in the family, returned the master.
Everyone in this house renders me my proper title, says my lord.
If it please you to make an exception, I will leave you to consider what appearance it will
bear to strangers, and whether it may not be translated as an effective.
of impotent jealousy.
I could have clapped my hands together with delight,
the more so, as my lord left no time for any answer,
but bidding me with a sign to follow him,
went straight out of the hall.
Come quick, says he, we have to sweet vermin from the house.
And he sped through the passages with so swift a step
that I could scarce keep up with him,
straight to the door of John Paul,
the which he opened without summons, and walked in.
john was to all appearance sound asleep but my lord made no pretence of waking him john paul said he speaking as quietly as ever i heard him you served my father long or i would pack you from the house like a dog
if in half an hour's time i find you gone you shall continue to receive your wages in edinburgh if you linger here or in st brides old man old servant and altogether i shall find some very astonishing
way to make you smart for your disloyalty. Up and be gone. The door you let them in by will serve for your
departure. I do not choose my son, shall see your face again. I am rejoiced to find you bear the thing so
quietly, said I, when we were forth again by ourselves. Quietly, cries he, and put my hand suddenly
against his heart, which struck upon his bosom like a sledge. At this revelation, I was filled with
wonder and fear there was no constitution could bear so violent a strain his least of all that was unhinged already and i decided in my mind that we must bring this monstrous situation to an end
it would be well i think if i took word to my lady said i indeed he should have gone himself but i counted not in vain on his indifference i since he do i will hurry breakfast we must all appear at the table even alexander it must appear at the table even alexander it must appear
we are untroubled. I ran to my lady's room, and with no preparatory cruelty,
disclosed my news. My mind was long ago made up, said she. We must make our packets secretly
today and leave secretly to-night. Thank heaven we have another house, the first ship that
sails shall bear us to New York. And what of him? I asked. We leave him, durest, dear, she cried.
Let him work his pleasure upon that. Not so, by your leave, said I. There shall
be a dog at his heels that can hold fast.
Bairdie shall have and board, and a horse to ride upon, if he behave himself.
But the keys, if you think well of it, my lady, shall be left in the hands of one McKellar.
There will be good caretaker.
Trust him for that.
Mr. McKellar, she cried, I thank you for that thought.
All shall be left in your hands.
If we must go into a savage country, I bequeath it to you to take our vengeance.
Send McConakey to St. Brides to arrange privately for horses.
and to call the lawyer my lord must have procuration.
At that moment my lord came to the door and we opened our plan to him.
I will never hear of it, he cried.
He would think I feared him.
I will stay in my own house, please God, until I die.
There lives not the man can beard me out of it.
Once and for all here I am and here I stay in spite of all the devils in hell.
I can give no idea of the vehemency of his words and utterance,
but we both stood gassed, and I in particular, who had been a witness of his former self-restraint.
My lady looked at me with an appeal that went to my heart, and recalled me to my wits.
I made her a private sign to go, and when my lord and I were alone, went up to him,
where he was racing to and fro in one end of the room like a half-lunatic,
and set my hand firmly on his shoulder.
My lord, says I, I am going to be the plain dealer once more,
if for the last time so much the better, for I am grown weary of the part.
Nothing will change me, he answered.
God forbid I should refuse to hear you, but nothing will change me.
This, he said firmly, with no signal of the former violence, which already raised my hopes.
Very well, said I.
I can afford to waste my breath.
I pointed to a chair, and he sat down and looked at me.
I can remember a time when my lady very much neglected you, said I.
i never spoke of it quite at last had returned my lord with a high flush of colour and it is all changed now do you know how much i said do you know how much it is all changed the tables are turned my lord
it is my lady that now courts you for a word alok ay and courts you in vain do you know with whom she passes her days while you are out gallivanting in the policies my lord she is glad to pass the time with a
certain dry old grieve, note, Land Steward, returned a text, by the name of Ephraim McKellar,
and I think you may be able to remember what that means, for I am the more in a mistake,
or you were once driven to the same company yourself.
"'Mkeller,' cried my lord, getting to his feet.
"'Oh, my God, McKellar!'
"'It is neither the name of Mackella nor the name of God that can change the truth,' said I,
and I am telling you the fact.
Now, for you that suffered so much to deal out the same suffering to another,
is that the part of any Christian?
But you are so swallowed up in your new friend that the old are all forgotten.
They are all clean vanished from your memory.
And yet they stood by you at the darkest, my lady not the least.
And does my lady ever cross your mind?
Does it ever cross your mind what she went through that night?
or what manner of a wife she has been to you thenceforward,
or in what kind of a position she finds herself today?
Never.
It is your pride to stay and face him out,
and she must stay along with you.
Oh, my Lord's pride, that's the great affair.
And yet she is the woman, and you are a great hulking man.
She is the woman that you swore to protect,
and, more betoken, the own mother of that son of yours.
You are speaking very bitterly, Mackellar, said he,
But the Lord knows I fear you are speaking very true.
I have not proved worthy of my happiness.
Bring my lady back.
My lady was waiting near at hand to learn the issue.
When I brought her in, my lord took a hand of each of us
And laid them both upon his bosom.
I have had two friends in my life, said he.
All the comfort ever I had, it came from one or other.
when you tore in a mind i think i would be an ungrateful dog he shut his mouth very hard and looked on us with swimming eyes do what ye like with me says he only don't they
he stopped again do what you please with me god knows i love and honor you and dropping our two hands he turned his back and went and gazed out of the window but my lady ran after calling his name
and threw herself upon his neck in a passion of weeping.
I went out and shut the door behind me and stood and thanked God from the bottom of my heart.
At the breakfast board, according to my lord's design, we were all met.
The master had by that time plucked off his patched boots and made a toilet suitable to the hour.
Secundra Das was no longer bundled up in wrappers, but wore a decent plain black suit,
which misbecame him strangely, and the pair were at the great window looking forth when the family entered.
They turned, and the black man, as they had already named him in the house, bowed almost to his knees.
But the master was for running forward like one of the family.
My lady stopped him, courteeing low from the far end of the hall and keeping her children at her back.
My lord was a little in front, so there were the three cousins of Durisdier face to face.
The hand of time was very legible in all.
I seemed to read in their changed faces a memento mori.
And what affected me still more, it was the wicked man that bore his ears the handsomest.
My lady was quite transfigured into the matron, a becoming woman for the head of a great tableful of children and dependence.
My lord was grown slack in his limbs.
He stooped.
He walked with a running motion, as though he had looked.
learned again from Master Alexander. His face was drawn, it seemed a trifle longer than of old,
and it wore at times a smile very singularly mingled, and which, in my eyes, appeared both bitter
and pathetic. But the master still bore himself erect, although perhaps with effort, his brow barred
about the centre with imperious lines, his mouth set as for command. He had all the gravity and
something of the splendor of Satan in the paradise lost.
I could not help but see the man with admiration,
and was only surprised that I saw him with so little fear.
But indeed, as long as we were at the table,
it seemed as if his authority were quite banished,
and his teeth all drawn.
We had known him a magician that controlled the elements,
and here he was transformed into an ordinary gentleman,
chatting like his neighbors at the breakfast board.
For now the father was dead and my lord and lady reconciled,
in what year was he to pour his calumnies?
It came upon me in a kind of vision how hugely I had overrated the man's subtlety.
He had his malice still, he was false as ever,
and the occasion being gone that made his strength, he sat there impotent.
He was still the viper, but now spent his venom on a fire,
Well. Two more thoughts occurred to me while yet we sat at breakfast. The first, that he was abashed,
I had almost said distressed, to find his wickedness quite unavailing. The second, that perhaps
my lord was in the right, and we did amiss to fly from our dismasted enemy. But my poor master's
leaping heart came in my mind, and I remembered it was for his life we played the coward.
When the meal was over, the master followed me to my room.
room, and, taking a chair, which I had never offered him, asked me what was to be done with
him.
Why, Mr. Bailey, said I, the house will still be open to you for a time.
For a time, says he, I do not know if I quite take your meaning.
It is plain enough, said I, we keep you for our reputation.
As soon as you shall have publicly disgraced yourself by some of your misconduct, we shall pack
you forth again. You are become an impudent rogue, said the master, bending his brows at me
dangerously. I learned in a good school, I returned. And you must have perceived yourself that with my
old Lord's death, your power is quite departed. I do not fear you now, Mr. Ballet. I think even,
God forgive me, that I take a certain pleasure in your company. He broke out in a burst of laughter,
which I clearly saw to be assumed.
I have come with empty pockets, says he after a pause.
I do not think there will be any money going, I replied.
I would advise you not to build on that.
I shall have something to say on the point, he returned.
Indeed, said I.
I have not a guess what it will be then.
Oh, you affect confidence, said the master.
I have still one strong position that you people fear a scandal.
and i enjoy it pardon me mr balley says i we do not in the least fear a scandal against you he laughed again you have been studying repartee he said but speech is very easy and sometimes very deceptive
i warn you fairly you will find me vitriol in the house you would do wiser to pay money down and see my back and with that he waved his hand to me and left the room
a little after my lord came with the lawyer mr carlyle a bottle of old wine was brought and we all had a glass before we fell to business the necessary deeds were then prepared and executed and the scots estates made over in trust to mr carlyle and myself
there is one point mr carlyle said my lord when these affairs had been adjusted on which i wish that you would do us justice this sudden departure coinciding with my brother's
return will be certainly commented on, I wish you would discourage any conjunction of the two.
I will make a point of it, my lord, said Mr. Carlisle.
The mass, Mr. Ballet, does not then accompany you?
It is a point I must approach, said my lord.
Mr. Ballet remains at Duris, dear, under the care of Mr. McKellar.
And I do not mean that he shall even know our destination.
Common report, however, began the lawyer, ah, but Mr. Carlyle,
this is to be a secret quite among ourselves interrupted my lord none but you and mckeller are to be made acquainted with my movements and mr ballet stays here quite so said mr carlyle the power is you leave then he broke off again mr mckeller we have a rather heavy weight upon us no doubt sir said i no doubt said he mr ballet will have no voice he will have no voice said my lord and i
hope no influence. Mr. Balley is not a good advisor. I see, said the lawyer. By the way, has Mr. Balley means,
I understand him to have nothing, replied, my lord. I give him table, fire, and candle in this house.
And in the matter of an allowance, if I am to share the responsibility, you will see how highly desirable it is
that I should understand your views, said the lawyer. On the question of an allowance?
"'There will be no allowance,' said my lord.
"'I wish Mr. Ballet to live very private.
"'We have not always been gratified with his behavior.'
"'And in the matter of money,' I added,
"'he has shown himself an infamous bad husband.
"'Glance your eye upon that docket, Mr. Carlyle,
"'where I have brought together the different sums
"'the man has drawn from the estate in the last fifteen or twenty years.
"'The total is pretty.'
"'Mr. Carlyle made the motion of whistling.
I had no guess of this, said he.
Excuse me once more, my lord, if I appear to push you,
but it is really desirable I should penetrate your intentions.
Mr. McKellar might die when I should find myself alone upon this trust.
Would it not be rather your lordship's preference that Mr. Ballet should leave the country?
My lord looked at Mr. Carlyle.
Why do you ask that, said he?
I gather, my lord, that Mr. Ballet is not.
a comfort to his family, says the lawyer with a smile.
My lord's face became suddenly nodded.
I wish he was in hell, cried he, and filled himself a glass of wine,
but with a hand so tottering that he spilled the half into his bosom.
This was the second time that in the midst of the most regular and wise behavior,
his animosity had spurted out.
It startled Mr. Carlyle, who observed my lord thenceforth with covert curiosity,
and to me it restored the certainty that we were acting for the best in view of my lord's health and reason.
Except for this explosion, the interview was very successfully conducted.
No doubt Mr. Carlyle would talk as lawyers do little by little.
We could thus feel we had laid the foundations of a better feeling in the country,
and the man's own misconduct would certainly complete what we had begun.
Indeed, before his departure, the lawyer showed us there had already gone abroad some glimmerings
the truth. I should perhaps explain to you, my lord, said he, pausing with his hat in his hand,
that I have not been altogether surprised with your lordship's dispositions in the case of Mr. Ballet.
Something of this nature oozed out when he was last in Duris-Dier. There was some talk of a woman
at St. Brides, to whom you had behaved extremely handsome and Mr. Ballet with no small degree
of cruelty. There was the entail again, which was much controverted.
In short, there was no want of talk back and forward, and some of our wise-acres took up a strong opinion.
I remained in suspense, as became one of my cloth, but Mr. McKellar's docket here has finally opened my eyes.
I do not think, Mr. McKellar, that you and I will give him that much rope.
The rest of that important day passed prosperously through.
It was our policy to keep the enemy in view, and I took my turn to be as watchman with the rest.
I think his spirits rose, as he perceived as to be so attentive, and I know that mine insensibly declined.
What chiefly daunted me was the man's singular dexterity to worm himself into our troubles.
You may have felt, after a horse accident, the hand of a bone-setter, artfully divide and interrogate the muscles, and settle strongly on the injured place?
It was so with the master's tongue, that was so cunning to question, and his office.
eyes that were so quick to observe. I seemed to have said nothing and yet to have let all out.
Before I knew where I was, the man was condoling with me on my lord's neglect of my lady and myself,
and his hurtful indulgence to his son. On this last point I've received him with panic fear
to return repeatedly. The boy had displayed a certain shrinking from his uncle. It was strong
in my mind his father had been fool enough to indoctrinate the same, which was not
no wise beginning. And when I looked upon the man before me, still so handsome, so apt to
speaker, with so great a variety of fortunes to relate, I saw he was the very personage to
captivate a boyish fancy. John Paul had left only that morning. It was not to be supposed he
had been altogether dumb upon his favorite subject, so that here would be Master Alexander
in the part of Dido, with the curiosity inflamed to here, and there would be
the master, like a diabolical aeneas, full of matter the most pleasing in the world to any youthful
year, such as battles, sea disasters, flights, the forests of the West, and, since his later
voyage, the ancient cities of the Indies. How cunningly these bates might be employed, and what an
empire might be so founded, little by little, in the mind of any boy, stood obviously clear
to me. There was no inhibition so long as the man was in the house that would be strong
enough to hold these two apart for if it be hard to charm serpents it is no very difficult thing to cast a glamour on a little chip of manhood not very long in dritches
i recalled an ancient sailor man who dwelt in a lone house beyond the figget winds i believe he called it after porta bello and how the boys would troop out of leith on a saturday and sit and listen to his swearing tails as thick as crows about a carrion the thing i often remarked as i went by a
young student on my own more meditative holiday diversion.
Many of these boys went no doubt in the face of an express command.
Many feared and even hated the old brute of whom they made their hero.
And I have seen them flee from him when he was tipsy and stone him when he was drunk,
and yet there they came each Saturday.
How much more easily would a boy like Master Alexander fall under the influence of a high-looking,
high-spoken gentleman adventurer who could conceive,
the fancy to entrap him, and the influence gained, how easy to employ it for the child's
perversion.
I doubt of our enemy had named Master Alexander three times before I perceived which way
his mind was aiming.
All this train of thought and memory passed in one pulsation through my own, and you may say
I started back as though an open hole had gaped across a pathway.
Master Alexander, there was the weak point, there was the Eve.
in our perishable paradise, and the serpent was already hissing on the trail.
I promise you I went the more heartily about the reparations.
My last scruple gone, the danger of delay written before me and huge characters.
From that moment forth I seem not to have sat down or breathed.
Now I would be at my post with the master and his Indian.
Now in the garret buckling of Alise, now sending forth McConaughey by the side postern and the wood-path,
to bear it to the tristing place, and again snatching some words of counsel with my lady.
This was the vers-o of our life and Euristere that day, but on the rectal all appeared quite settled,
as of a family at home in its paternal seat, and what perturbation may have been observable,
the master would set down to the blow of his unlooked for coming,
and the fear he was accustomed to inspire.
Salper went creditably off, told salutations past,
and the company trooped to their respective chambers i attended the master to the last we had put him next door to his indian in the north wing because that was the most distant and could be severed from the body of the house with doors
i saw he was a kind friend or a good master whichever it was to his secundra das seeing to his comfort bending the fire with his own hand for the indian complained of cold
inquiring as to the rice on which the stranger made his diet talking with him pleasantly in the hindustani while i stood by my candle in my hand and affected to be overcome with slumber
at length the master observed my signals of distress i perceive says he that you have all your ancient habits early to bed and early to rise yawn yourself away once in my own room i made the customary motions of undressing
so that i might time myself and when the cycle was complete set my tinder-box ready and blew out my taper the matter of an hour afterward i made a light again put on my shoes of lists that i had worn by my lord's sick-bed
and set forth into the house to call the voyagers all were dressed and waiting my lord my lady miss catherine master alexander my lady's woman christie and i observed the effect of secrecy even upon quite innocent persons that one
after another showed in the chink of the door a face as white as paper. We slipped out of the side
postern into the night of darkness, scarce broken by a star or two, so that at first we groped and
stumbled and fell among the bushes. A few hundred yards up the wood path, McConaughey was waiting
us with a great lantern. So the rest of the way we went easy enough, but still in a kind of guilty
silence. A little beyond the abbey the path debouched on the main road, and some quarter of a mile far
at the place called eagles, where the moors begin, we saw the lights of the two carriages
stand shining by the wayside. Scarce a word or two was uttered at our parting, and these regarded
business. A silent grasping of hands, a turning of faces aside, and the thing was over. The horses
broke into a trot, the lamplight sped like Will of the Whisp upon the broken moorland,
it dipped beyond stony bray, and there were McConaughey and I alone with our lantern on
the road. There was one thing more to wait for, and that was the reappearance of the coach upon
Cartmore. It seems they must have pulled up upon the summit, looked back for a last time,
and seen our lantern not yet moved away from the place of separation, for a lamp was taken
from a carriage, and waved three times up and down by way of a farewell. And then they were gone
indeed, having looked their last on the kind roof of Duris-deer, their faces toward a barbarous
country. I never knew before the greatness of that vault of night in which we two poor serving-men,
the one old, the one elderly, stood for the first time deserted. I had never felt before my own
dependency upon the countenance of others. The sense of isolation burned in my bowels like a fire.
It seemed that we who remained at home were the true exiles, and that Derisdier in Solwayside,
and all that made my country native, its air good to me, and its language welcome,
had gone forth, and was far over the sea with my old masters.
The remainder of that night I paced to and fro on the smooth highway,
reflecting on the future and the past.
My thoughts, which at first dwelt tenderly on those who were just gone,
took a more manly temper as I considered what remained for me to do.
Day came upon the inland mountain-tops, and the foully.
began to cry and the smoke of homesteads to arise in the brown bosom of the moors before i turned my face homeward and went down the path to where the roof of durestir shone in the morning by the sea
at the customary hour i had the master called and awaited his coming in the hall with a quiet mind he looked about him at the empty room and the three covers set we are a small party said he how comes that this is the party to
which we must grow accustomed, I replied. He looked at me with a sudden sharpness.
What is all this? said he. You and I and your friend, Mr. Das, are now all the company, I replied,
my lord, my lady, and the children are gone upon a voyage. Upon my word, said he, can this be possible?
I have indeed fluttered your vultions and corioli. But this is no reason why our breakfast should go cold.
"'Sit down, Mr. McKellar, if you please,
"'taking as he spoke the head of the table,
"'which I had designed to occupy myself,
"'and as we eat you can give me the details of this evasion.
"'I could see he was more affected than his language carried,
"'and I determined to equal him in coolness.
"'I was about to ask you to take the head of the table,' said I,
"'for though I am now thrust into the position of your host,
"'I could never forget that you were, after all, a member of the family.'
for a while he played the part of entertainer giving directions to mconecke who received them with an evil grace and attending specially upon secundra
and where has my good family withdrawn to he asked carelessly ah mr ballet that is another point said i i have no orders to communicate their destination to me he corrected to any one said i
it is the less pointed said the master say de bon ton my brother improves as he continues and i dear mr mckeller
you will have bed and bored mr bally said i i am permitted to give you the run of the cellar which is pretty reasonably stocked you have only to keep well with me which is no very difficult matter and you shall want neither for wine nor a saddle-horse he made an excuse to send mccormacky from the room
and for money he inquired have i to keep well with my good friend mckeller for my pocket-money also this is a pleasing return to the principles of boyhood
there was no allowance made said i but i will take it on myself to see you are supplied in moderation in moderation he repeated and you will take it on yourself he drew himself up and looked about the hall at the dark rows of portraits
"'In the name of my ancestors, I thank you,' says he,
"'and then with a return to irony,
"'but there must certainly be an allowance for Sarkundra Das,' he said.
"'It is not possible they have admitted that.
"'I will make a note of it and ask instructions when I write,' said I.
"'And he, with a sudden change of manner,
"'and leaning forward with an elbow on the table,
"'do you think this entirely wise?'
"'I execute my orders, Mr. Ballet,' said I.
profoundly modest, said the master, perhaps not equally ingenuous.
You told me yesterday my power was fallen with my father's death.
How comes it then that a peer of the realm flees under cloud of night
out of a house in which his fathers have stood several sieges,
that he conceals his address,
which must be a matter of concern to his gracious majesty and to the whole republic,
and that he should leave me in possession?
and under the paternal charge of his invaluable mckeller.
This smacks to me of a very considerable and genuine apprehension.
I sought to interrupt him with some not very truthful denigation,
but he waved me down and pursued his speech.
I say it smacks of it, he said,
but I will go beyond that, for I think the apprehension grounded.
I came to this house with some reluctancy.
In view of the manner of my last departure,
nothing but necessity could have induced me to return. Money, however, is that which I must have.
You will not give with a good grace. Well, I have the power to force it from you. Inside of a week,
without leaving Duris, dear, I will find out where these fools are fled to. I will follow,
and when I have run my quarry down, I will drive a wedge into that family that shall once more
burst it into shivers. I shall see then whether my lord Duris, dear, said within to
inscribable scorn and rage, will choose to buy my absence, and you will all see whether,
by that time I decide, for profit or revenge. I was amazed to hear the man so open. The truth is,
he was consumed with anger at my lord's successful flight, felt himself to figure as a dupe,
and was in no humor to weigh language. Do you consider this entirely wise, said I,
copying his words. These twenty years I have lived by my poor wisdom, he answered, with a smile
that seemed almost foolish in its vanity. And come out a beggar in the end, said I, if beggar,
be a strong enough word for it. I would have you to observe Mr. McKellar, cried he, with a sudden
imperious heat, in which I could not but admire him, that I am scrupulously civil. Copy me in that,
and we shall be the better friends.
Throughout this dialogue,
I had been incommoded by the observation of Sikundra Das.
Not one of us,
since the first word had made a faint of eating.
Our eyes were in each other's faces,
you might say in each other's bosoms.
And those of the Indian troubled me
with a certain changing brightness
as of comprehension.
But I brushed the fancy aside,
telling myself once more he understood no English.
Only from the gravity of both voices,
and the occasional scorn and anger in the masters smelled out there was something of import in the wind.
For the matter of three weeks we continued to live together in the House of Durisdier.
The beginning of that most singular chapter of my life, what I must call my intimacy with the master.
At first he was somewhat changeable in his behavior, now civil, now returning to his old manner of flouting me to my face.
And in both I met him halfway, thanks.
speak to Providence I had now no measure to keep with the man, and I was never afraid of black
brows, only of naked swords, so that I found a certain entertainment in these bouts of
insubility, and was not always ill-inspired in my rejoinders. At last, it was at supper, I had a
droll expression that entirely vanquished him. He laughed again and again, and, who would have
guessed, he cried, that this old wife had any wit under his petticoats. It is no
wit, Mr. Ballet, said I, a dry Scots humour, and something of the driest. And indeed, I never had
the least pretension to be thought a wit. From that hour he was never rude with me, but all
passed between us in a manner of pleasantry. One of our chief times of daffing, note fooling,
returned to text, was when he required a horse, another bottle or some money. He would approach
me then after the manner of a schoolboy, and I would carry it on by way of being his father,
on both sides within infinity of mirth. I could not but perceive that he thought more of me,
which tickled that poor part of mankind the vanity. He dropped, besides, I must suppose,
unconsciously, into a manner that was not only familiar, but even friendly. And this, on the part
of one who had so long detested me, I found the more insolest.
He went little abroad, sometimes even refusing invitations.
No, he would say, what do I care for these thick-headed bonnet lords?
I will stay at home, MacEller, and we shall share a bottle quietly, and have one of our good talks.
And indeed, mealtime at Durastir must have been a delight to anyone by reason of the brilliancy of the discourse.
He would often express wonder at his former indifference to my society.
But you see, he would add,
we were upon opposite sides and so we are to-day but let us never speak of that i would think much less of you if you were not staunch to your employer
you are to consider he seemed to me quite impotent for any evil and how it is a most engaging form of flattery when after many years tardy justice is done to a man's character in parts
but i have no thought to excuse myself i was to blame i let him cajole me and in short i think the watch-dog was gone sound asleep when he was suddenly aroused i should say the indian was continually travelling true and foe
in the house. He never spoke, save in his own dialect and with the master, walked without sound,
and was always turning up where you would least expect him, fallen into a deep abstraction,
from which he would start upon your coming to mock you with one of his grovelling obeisances.
He seemed so quiet, so frail, and so rapt in his own fancies, that I came to pass him over without
much regard, or even to pity him for a harmless exile from his country. And yet, without doubt,
the creature was still eavesdropping, and without doubt it was through his stealth and my security
that our secret reached the master. It was one very wild night after supper, and when we had
been making more than usually merry, that the blow fell on me. This is all very fine, says the master,
but we should do better to be buckling our valleys. Why so, I cried, are you leaving?
We are all leaving to-morrow in the morning, said he, for the port of Glasgow first, then to
to the province of New York.
I suppose I must have groaned the loud.
Yes, he continued.
I boasted.
I said a week, and it has taken me near twenty days,
but never mind, I shall make it up.
I will go the faster.
Have you the money for this voyage, I asked?
Dear and ingenuous personage, I have, said he.
Blame me if you choose for my duplicity,
but while I have been ringing shillings from my daddy,
I had a stock of my own put by against a rainy day.
You will pay for your own passage if you choose to accompany us on our flank march.
I have enough for Sikundra and myself, but not more.
Enough to be dangerous, not enough to be generous.
There is, however, an outside seat upon the chaise,
which I will let you have upon a moderate commutation,
so that the whole menagerie can go together,
the house dog, the monkey, and the tiger.
"'I go with you,' said I.
"'I count upon it,' said the master.
"'You have seen me foiled.
"'I mean you shall see me victorious.
"'To gain that, I will risk wetting you like a sop in this wild weather.
"'And at least I added you know very well you could not throw me off.'
"'Not easily,' said he.
"'You put your finger on the point with your usual excellent good sense.
"'I never fight with the inevitable.'
"'I suppose it is useless to a piece.
to you, said I. Believe me, perfectly, said he. And yet, if you would give me the time I could
write, I began, and what would be my Lord Durristeur's answer, says he? Ah, said I, said I, that is the rub.
And at any rate, how much more expeditious that I should go myself, says he. But all this is
quite a waste of breath. At seven tomorrow, the chaise will be at the door, for I start from the door,
"'I do not skulk through woods and take my chaise upon the wayside.
"'Shall we say at eagles?'
"'My mind was now thoroughly made up.
"'Can you spare me quarter of an hour at St. Brides?' said I.
"'I have a little necessary business with Carlisle.
"'An hour, if you prefer,' said he.
"'I do not seek to deny that the money for your seat is an object to me,
"'and you could always get the first to Glasgow with saddle-horses.'
"'Well,' said I, "'I said I.
I never thought to leave old Scotland.
It will briskin you up, says he.
This will be an ill journey for someone, I said.
I think, sir, for you.
Something speaks in my bosom,
and so much it says plain that this is an ill-omened journey.
If you take to prophecy, says he, listen to that.
There came up a violent squall off the open sawway,
and the rain was dashed on the great windows.
do you ken what that bodes warlock said he in a broad accent that there'll be a man mckeller uncusick at sea when i got to my chamber i sat there under a painful excitation hearkening to the turmoil of the gale which struck full upon the gable of the house
What with the pressure of my spirits, the eldritch cries of the wind among the turret-tops,
and the perpetual trepidation of the masoned house, sleep fled my eyelids utterly.
I sat by my taper, looking on the black panes of the window,
where the storm appeared continually on the point of bursting in its entrance,
and upon that empty field I beheld a perspective of consequences that made the hair to rise upon my scalp.
The child corrupted, the home broken up, my master dead, or worse than dead, my mistress plunged in desolation.
All these I saw before me painted brightly on the darkness, and the outcry of the wind appeared to mock at my inaction.
End of Chapter 8, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 9 of the Master of Ballantre by Robert Lewis Stevenson.
this liverwark's recording is in the public domain recording by thomas copeland chapter nine mr mckeller's journey with the master
the chaise came to the door in a strong drenching mist we took our leave in silence the house of durisdere standing with drooping gutters and windows closed like a place dedicated to melancholy i observed the master kept his head out looking back on these splashed walls and the house of durisdier standing with drooping gutters and windows closed like a place dedicated to melancholy i observed the master kept his head out looking back on these splashed walls and
glimmering roofs till they were suddenly swallowed in the mist and i must suppose some natural sadness fell upon the man at this departure or was it some provision of the end at least upon our mounting the long bray from duriest deer
as we walked side by side in the wet he began first to whistle and then to sing the saddest of our country's tombs which sets folk weeping in a tavern wandering willie
the set of words he used with it i have not heard elsewhere and could never come by any copy but some of them which were the most appropriate to our departure linger in my memory one verse began
home was home then my dear full of kindly faces home was home then my dear happy for the child
and ended somewhat thus now when day dawns on the brow of the moorland lone stands the house and the chimney-stone is cold
lone let it stand now the folks are all departed the kind hearts the true hearts that loved the place of
i could never be a judge of the merit of these verses they were so hallowed by the melancholy of the air and were sung or rather soothed to me by a master-singer at a time so fitting
he looked in my face when he had done and saw that my eyes watered ah mckella said he do you think i have never a regret i do not think you could be so bad a man said i if you had not all the machine
to be a good one no not all says he not all you are there in error the malady of not wanting my evangelist but methaddy sighed as he mounted again into the chaise
all day long we journeyed in the same miserable weather the mist besetting us closely the heavens incessantly weeping on my head the road lay over moorish hills where was no
sound with the crying of moor-fowl in the wet heather and the pouring of the swollen burns.
Sometimes I would doze off in slumber, when I would find myself plunged at once in some
foul and ominous nightmare, from the which I would awake strangling.
Sometimes, if the way was steep and the wheels turning slowly, I would overhear the voices from
within, talking in that tropical tongue which was to me as inarticulate as the piping of the
fowls. Sometimes, at a longer ascent, the master would set foot to ground and walk by my side,
mostly without speech, and all the time, sleeping or waking, I beheld the same black perspective
of approaching ruin, and the same pictures rose in my view, only they were now painted upon
hillside mist. One, I remember, stood before me with the colors of a true illusion. It showed me my lord
seated at a table in a small room. His head, which was at first buried in his hands,
he slowly raised and turned upon me a countenance from which hope had fled. I saw at first on the
black window-panes, my last night in Duris, dear. It haunted and returned upon me half the voyage
through, and yet it was no effect of lunacy, for I have come to a ripe old age with no decay of my
intelligence, nor yet, as I was then tempted to suppose, a heaven-sent warning of the future,
for all manner of calamities befell. Not that calamity, and I saw many pitiful sights, but never that one.
It was decided we should travel on all night, and it was singular once the dusk had fallen,
my spirit somewhat rose. The bright lamps, shining forth into the mist and on the smoking horses,
and the haunting post-boy gave me perhaps an outlook intrinsically more cheerful than what day had shown,
or perhaps my mind had become weary of his melancholy. At least I spent some waking hours not without
satisfaction in my thoughts, although wet and weary in my body, and fell at last into a natural slumber
without dreams. Yet I must have been at work even in the deepest of my sleep, and at work with
at least a measure of intelligence, for I started broad awake in the very act of crying out to myself,
Home was home then, my dear, happy for the child, stricken to find in it an appropriateness,
which I had not yesterday observed to the master's detestable purpose in the present journey.
We were then close upon the city of Glasgow, where we were soon breakfasting together at an inn,
and where, as the devil would have it, we found a ship in the very article of sailing.
We took our places in the cabin, and two days after carried our effects on board.
Her name was the nun such, a very ancient ship and very happily named.
By all accounts that should be her last voyage.
People shook their heads upon the keys,
and I had several warnings offered me by strangers in the street
to the effect that she was rotten as a cheese,
too deeply lowden and must infallibly found her if we met a gale. From this it fell out we were
the only passengers. The captain, Mimerti, was a silent, absorbed man with the Glasgow or Gaelic accent.
The mates, ignorant, rough seafarers, come in through the hoshole, and the master and I were cast
upon each other's company. The nun-such carried a fair wind out of the Clyde, and for near
upon a week we enjoyed bright weather and a sense of progress. I found myself, to my wonder, a born
seaman, insofar at least as I was never sick, yet I was far from tasting the usual serenity
of my health. Whether it was the motion of the ship on the billows, the confinement, the salted food,
or all of these together, I suffered from a blackness of spirit and a painful strain upon my
temper. The nature of my errand on that ship perhaps contributed, I think it did no more.
The malady, whatever it was, sprang from my environment, and if the ship were not to blame,
then it was the master. Hatred and fear are ill-bed fellows, but to my shame be it
spoken I have tasted those in other places, lain down and got up with them and eaten and
drunk with them and yet never before nor after have i been so poisoned through and through in soul and body as i was on board the nun such i freely confess my enemy set me a fair example of forbearance
in our worst days displayed the most patient geniality holding me in conversation as long as i would suffer and when i had rebuffed his civility stretching himself on deck to read the book he had on board with him was mr richardson's famous clarissa
and among other small attentions he would read me passages aloud nor could any elocution as to give in with greater potency the pathetic portions of that work i would retort upon him with passages out of the bible which was all my library
and very fresh to me my religious duties i grieve to say it being always and even to this day extremely neglected he tasted the merits of the work like the connoisseur he was and would sometimes take it from my hand
turn the leaves over like a man that knew his way and give me with his fine declamation a roland for my oliver but it was singular how little he applied his reading to himself it passed high above his head like summer thunder
loveless and clarissa the tales of david's generosity the psalms of his penitence the solemn questions of the book of job the touching poetry of isaiah they were to him a source of
entertainment only like the scraping of a fiddle in a change-house this outer sensibility and inner toughness set me against him
it seemed of a piece with that impudent grossness which i knew to underlie the veneer of his fine manners and sometimes my gorge rose against him as though he were deformed and sometimes i would draw away as though from something partly spectral
i had moments when i thought of him as of a man a pasteboard as though if one should strike smartly through the buckram of his countenance there would be found a mere vacuity within
This horror, not merely fanciful, I think, vastly increased my detestation of his neighborhood.
I began to feel something shiver within me on his drawing near.
I had at times a longing to cry out.
There were days when I thought I could have struck him.
This frame of mind was doubtless helped by shame,
because I had dropped during our last days a durestere into a certain toleration of the man,
and if anyone had then told me I should drop into it again, I must have laughed in his face.
it is possible he remained unconscious of this extreme fever of my resentment yet i think he was too quick and rather that he had fallen in a long life of idleness into a positive need of company which obliged him to confront and tolerate my unconcealed aversion
certain at least that he loved the note of his own tongue as indeed he entirely loved all the parts and properties of himself a sort of imbecility which almost necessarily attends on wickedness
I have seen him driven, when I proved recalcitrant, to long discourses with the skipper,
and this, although the man plainly testified his weariness, fiddling miserably with both hand and foot,
and replying only with a grunt.
After the first week out, we fell in with foul winds and heavy weather.
The sea was high, the nun such, being an old-fashioned ship and badly loden,
rolled beyond belief, so that the skipper trembled for his masts and I for my life.
we made no progress on our course an unbearable ill-humour settled on the ship men mates and master girding at one another all day long
a saucy word on the one hand and a blow on the other made a daily incident there were times when the whole crew refused their duty and we of the after-guard were twice got under arms being the first time that ever i bore weapons in the fear of mutiny
in the midst of our evil season sprang up a hurricane of wind so that all supposed she must go down i was shut in the cabin from noon of one day till sundown or the next the master was somewhere lashed on deck secundra had eaten of some drug and lay insensible
so you may say i passed these hours in an unbroken solitude at first i was terrified beyond motion and almost beyond thaw my mind appearing to be frozen
presently there stole in on me a ray of comfort if the nun such foundered she would carry down with her into the deeps of that unsounded sea the creature whom we all so feared and hated there would be no more master of balantrey
the fish would sport among his ribs his schemes all brought to nothing his harmless enemies at peace at first i have said it was but a ray of comfort
thought it had soon grown to be broad sunshine the thought of the man's death of his deletion from this world which he embittered for so many took possession of my mind i hugged it i found it sweet in my belly
i conceived the ship's last plunge the sea bursting upon all sides into the cabin the brief mortal conflict there all by myself in that closed space i numbered the horrors i had almost said with satisfaction
i felt i could bear all and more if the nun such carried down with her overtook by the same ruin the enemy of my poor master's house towards noon of the second day the screaming of the wind abated
the ship lay not so perilously over and it began to be clear to me that we were past the height of the tempest as i hope for mercy i was singly disappointed in the selfishness of that vile absorbing passion of hatred i forgot the case of our innocence ship
and thought but of myself and my enemy. For myself, I was already old. I'd never been young.
I was not formed for the world's pleasures. I had few affections. It mattered not the toss of a silver
tester whether I was drowned there and then in the Atlantic, or dribbled out a few more years,
to die, perhaps no less terribly, in a deserted sickbed. Down I went upon my knees,
holding on by the locker, or else I had been instantly dashed across
the tossing cabin, and, lifting up my voice in the midst of that clamor of the abating hurricane,
impiously prayed for my own death.
Oh, God, I cried, I would be like her a man if I rose and struck this creature down.
But thou madest me a coward from my mother's womb.
O Lord, thou madest me so, thou knowest my weakness.
Thou knowest that any face of death will set me shaking in my shoes.
But lo, here is thy servant ready.
His mortal weakness laid aside.
Let me give my life for this creatures.
Take the two of them, Lord, take the two, and have mercy on the innocent.
In some such words as these only yet more irreverent and with more sacred adjurations,
I continued to pour forth my spirit.
God heard me not, I must suppose, in mercy,
and I was still absorbed in my agony of supplication when someone,
removing the tarpaulin cover,
let the light of the sunset
pour into the cabin.
I stumbled to my feet, ashamed,
and was seized with surprise
to find myself totter and ache
like one that had been stretched upon the rack.
Secundra Das, who had slept off the effects of his drug,
stood in a corner not far off,
gazing at me with wild eyes,
and from the open skylight the captain thanked me for my supplications.
It's you that saved the ship,
Mr. McKellar, says he. There is no craft of seamanship that could have kept her floating.
Well may we say, except the Lord the city keep, the watchmen watch in vain.
I was abashed by the captain's error, abashed also by the surprise and fear with which the
Indian regarded me at first, and the obsequious civilities with which he soon began to
cumber me. I know now that he must have overheard and comprehended the peculiar nature of my
prayers. It is certain, of course, that he at once disclosed the matter to his patron,
and looking back with greater knowledge I can now understand what so much puzzled me at the
moment, those singular and, so to speak, approving smiles with which the master honored me.
Similarly, I can understand a word that I remember to have fallen from him in conversation
that same night, when, holding up his hand and smiling,
Ah, McKellar, said he, not every man is so great a coward,
as he thinks he is, nor yet so good a Christian. He did not guess how true he spoke. For the fact is,
the thoughts which had come to me in the violence of the storm retained their hold upon my spirit,
and the words that rose to my lips unbidden in the instancy of prayer continued to sound in my ears.
With what shameful consequences it is fitting I should honestly relate, for I could not support a part
of such disloyalty as to describe the sins of others and conceal my own.
The wind fell, but the sea-hove ever the higher. All night the nun such rolled out
courageously. The next day dawned, and the next, and brought no change. To cross the cabin was
scarce possible. Old experienced seamen were cast down upon the deck, and one cruelly
mauled in the concussion. Every board and block in the old ship cried out aloud,
and the great bell by the anchor bits continually and dolefully rang one of these days the master and i sate alone together at the break of the poop
i should say the none such carried a high-raised poop about the top of it ran considerable bulwarks which made the ship unweatherly and these as they approached the front on each side ran down in a fine old-fashioned carbon scroll to join the bulwarks of the waist
from this disposition which seems designed rather for ornament and use it followed there was a discontinuance of protection and that besides at the very margin of the elevated part where in certain movements of the ship it might be the most needful
it was here we were sitting our feet hanging down the master betwixt me and the side and i holding on with both hands to the grating of the cabin skylight for it struck me it was a dangerous position
the more so as i had continually before my eyes a measure of our evolutions in the person of the master which stood out in the break of the bulwarks against the sun now his head would be in the zenith and his shadow fall quite beyond the not such on the farther side and now he would swing down
till he was underneath my feet, and the line of the sea leaped high above him, like the ceiling of a room.
I looked on upon this with a growing fascination, as birds are said to look on snakes.
My mind, besides, was troubled with an astonishing diversity of noises, for now that we had all sails
spread in the vain hoped to bring her to the sea, the ship sounded like a factory with the
reverberations. We spoke first of the mutiny with which we had been threatened.
This led us on to the topic of assassination, and that offered a temptation to the master more strong than he was able to resist.
He must tell me a tale and show me at the same time how clever he was and how wicked.
It was the thing he did always with affectation and display, generally with a good effect.
But this tale told in a high key in the midst of so greater tumult,
and by a narrator who was one moment looking down at me from the skies,
and the next peering up from under the souls of my feet,
this particular tale, I say, took hold upon me in a degree quite singular.
My friend the Count, it was thus that he began his story,
had for an enemy a certain German baron, a stranger in Rome.
It matters not what was the ground of the Count's enmity,
but as he had a firm design to be revenged, and that with safety to himself, he kept it secret even from the baron.
Indeed, that is the first principle of vengeance, and hatred betrayed is hatred impotent.
The Count was a man of a curious searching mind. He had something of the artist.
If anything fell for him to do, it must always be done with an exact perfection,
not only as to the result, but in the very means and instruments,
or he thought the thing miscarried.
It chanced he was one day riding in the outer suburbs,
when he came to a disused by-road branching off into the moor which lies about Rome.
On the one hand was an ancient Roman tomb,
on the other a deserted house in a garden of evergreen trees.
This road brought him presently into a field of ruins,
in the midst of which, in the side of a hill,
he saw an open door,
and not far off a single stunted pine,
no greater than a current bush.
The place was desert and very secret.
A voice spoke in the Count's bosom
that there was something here to his advantage.
He tied his horse to the pine tree,
took his flint and steel in his hand to make a light,
and entered into the hill.
The doorway opened on a passage of old Roman masonry,
which shortly after branched in two the count took the turning to the right and followed it groping forward in the dark till he was brought up by a kind of fence about elbow high which extended quite across the passage
sounding forward with his foot he found an edge of polished stone and then vacancy all his curiosity was now awakened and getting some rotten sticks that lay about the floor he made a fire
in front of him was a profound well doubtless some neighbouring peasant had once used it for his water and it was he that had set up the fence a long while the count stood leaning on the rail and looking down into the pit
it was of roman foundation and like all that nation set their hands to built as for eternity the sides were still straight and the joints smooth to a man who should fall in no escape was possible
now the count was thinking a strong impulsion brought me to this place what for what have i gained why should i be sent to gaze into this well
when the rail of the fence gave suddenly under his weight and he came within an ace of falling headlong in leaping back to save himself he trod out the last flicker of his fire which gave him thenceforward no more light only an incommodial
smoke. Was I sent here to my death, says he, and shook from head to foot. And then a thought
flashed in his mind. He crept forth on hands and knees to the brink of the pit, and felt above him
in the air. The rail had been fast to a pair of uprights. It had only broken from the one,
and still depended from the other. The Count set it back again as he had found it, so that the place
meant death to the first comer, and groped out of the catacomb like a sick man.
The next day, riding in the corso with the baron, he purposely betrayed a strong
preoccupation. The other, as he had designed, inquired into the cause, and he, after some fencing,
admitted that his spirits had been dashed by an unusual dream. This was calculated to draw on the
Baron, a superstitious man, who affected the scorn of superstition.
Some rallying followed, and then the Count, as if suddenly carried away,
called on his friend to beware, for it was of him that he had dreamed.
You know enough of human nature, my excellent Mackellar, to be certain of one thing.
I mean that the Baron did not rest till he had heard the dream.
The Count, sure that he would never desist, kept him in play till his curiosity was
highly inflamed, and then suffered himself with seeming reluctance to be overborne.
"'I warn you,' says he, "'evil will come of it. Something tells me so. But since there is to be
no peace either for you or me except on this condition, the blame be on your own head. This was the
dream. I beheld you riding, I know not where, yet I think it must have been near Rome, for on
your one hand was an ancient tomb, and on the other a garden of evergreen trees.
me thought i cried and cried upon you to come back in a very agony of terror whether you heard me or not but you went doggedly on the road brought you to a desert place among ruins where was a door in a hillside and hard by the door a misbegotten pine
here you dismounted i still crying on you to beware tied your horse to the pine tree and entered resolutely in by the door within it was dark but in my dream i could still see you to beware tied your horse to the pine-tree and entered resolutely in by the door within it was dark but in my dream i could still see
see you, and still besought you to hold back. You felt your way along the right-hand wall,
took a branching passage to the right, and came to a little chamber, where it was a well with a
railing. At this, I know not why, my alarm for you increased a thousandfold, so that I seemed to
scream myself hoarse with warnings, crying, it was still time, and bidding you be gone at once
from that best of you. Such was the word I used in my dream, and it seemed then to have to have to be gone,
have a clear significance, but today, and awake I profess I know not what it means.
To all my outcry you rendered not the least attention, leaning the while upon the rail and
looking down intently in the water. And then there was made to you a communication. I do not think
I even gathered what it was, but the fear of it plucked me clean out of my slumber, and I awoke
shaking and sobbing. And now, contingent the count, I thank you from my heart for your insistency. This
dream lay on me like a load, and now I have told it in plain words and in the broad daylight
it seems no great matter. I do not know, says the Baron. It is in some point strange.
A communication, did you say? Oh, it is an odd dream. It will make a story to amuse our friends.
I am not so sure, says the Count. I am sensible of some reluctancy. Let us rather forget it.
by all mean, says the Baron.
And, in fact, the dream was not again referred to.
Some days after, the Count proposed a ride in the fields,
which the Baron, since they were daily growing faster friends,
very readily accepted.
On the way back to Rome, the Count led them insensibly by a particular route.
Presently he reigned in his horse,
clapped his hand before his eyes, and cried out aloud.
Then he showed his face again, which was now.
quite white, for he was a consummate actor, and stared upon the Baron.
"'What ails you?' cried the Baron.
"'What is wrong with you?'
"'Nothing,' cries the Count.
"'It is nothing.'
"'A seizure.'
"'A no, not what.
"'Let us hurry back to Rome.'
But in the meanwhile the Baron had looked about him.
And there on the left-hand side of the way, as they went back to Rome, he saw a dusty
by-road, with a tomb upon the one hand, and a garden of evergreen trees upon the other.
yes says he with a changed voice let us by all means hurry back to rome i fear you are not well in hell oh for god's sake cried the count shuddering back to rome and let me get to bed
they made their return with scarce a word and the count who should by rights have gone into society took to his bed and gave out he had a touch of country fever
the next day the baron's horse was found tied to the pine but himself was never heard of from that hour and now was that a murder says the master breaking sharply off
are you sure he was a count i asked i am not certain of the title said he but he was a gentleman of family and the lord deliviu mckeller from an enemy so subtle
these last words he spoke down at me smiling from high above the next he was under my feet i continued to follow his evolutions with a childish fixity they made me giddy and vacant and i spoke as in a dream
he hated the baron with a great hatred i asked his belly moved when the man came near him said the master i have felt that same said i
verily cries the master here is news indeed i wonder do i flatter myself or am i the cause of these ventral perturbations
he was quite capable of choosing out a graceful posture even with no one to behold him but myself and all the more if there were any element of peril he sat now with one knee flung across the other his arms on his bosom fitting the swing of the ship with an exquisite balance
such as a featherweight might overthrow.
All at once I had the vision of my lord at the table with his head upon his hands.
Only now, when he showed me his countenance, it was heavy with reproach.
The words of my own prayer,
I were like a man if I struck this creature down,
shot at the same time into my memory.
I called my energies together,
and the ship then, healing downward toward my enemy,
thrust at him swiftly with my foot.
It was written I should have the guilt.
of this attempt without the prophet.
Whether from my own uncertainty or his incredible quickness,
he escaped the thrust,
leaping to his feet and catching hold at the same moment of a stay.
I do not know how long a time passed by.
I, lying where I was upon the deck,
overcome with terror and remorse and shame,
he, standing with the stay in his hand,
backed against the bulwarks,
and regarding me with an expression singularly mingled.
At last he spoke.
McHella, said he, I make no reproaches, but I offer you a bargain.
On your side, I do not suppose you desire to have this exploit made public.
On mine, I hone to you freely, I do not care to draw my breath in a perpetual terror of assassination by the man I sit at meet with.
Promise me, but no, says he, breaking off, you are not yet in the quiet possession of your mind.
you might think I had extorted the promise from your weakness, and I would leave no door open for casualty to come in, a dishonesty of the conscientious. Take time to meditate. With that, he made off up the sliding deck like a squirrel, and plunged into the cabin. About half an hour later he returned, I still lying as he had left me. Now, says he, will you give me your troth as a Christian, and a faithful servant of my brothers,
that I shall have no more to fear from your attempts?
I give it you, said I.
I shall require your hand upon it, says he.
You have the right to make conditions, I replied, and we shook hands.
He sat down at once in the same place and the old perilous attitude.
Hold on, cried I, covering my eyes.
I cannot bear to see you in that posture.
The least irregularity of the sea might plunge you overboard.
you're highly inconsistent he replied smiling but doing as i ask for all that mckeller i would have you to know you have risen forty feet in my esteem you think i cannot set a price upon fidelity
but why do you suppose i carry that secundra das about the world with me because he would die or do murder for me to-morrow and i love him for it well you may think it odd but i like you the better for this afternoon
afternoon. I thought you were magnetized with the Ten Commandments. But no, God damn my soul,
he cries. The old wife has blood in his body after all, which does not change the fact,
he continued, smiling again, that you have done well to give your promise, for I doubt if you
would ever shine in your new trade. I suppose, said I, I should ask your pardon, and gods for
my attempt. At any rate, I have passed my word, which I will keep faithfully. But when I think of
those you persecute, I paused. Life is a singular thing, said he, and mankind are very singular people.
You suppose yourself to love my brother. I assure you, it is merely custom. Interrogate your
memory. And when first you came to Durastir, you will find you considered him a dull ordinary
youth? He is as dull and ordinary now, though not so young. Had you instead fallen in with me,
you would today be as strong upon my side. I would never say you were ordinary, Mr. Bailey,
I returned, but here you prove yourself dull. You have just shown your reliance on my word,
in other terms, that is my conscience, the same which starts instinctively back from you,
like the eye from a strong light.
Ah, says he, but I mean otherwise, I mean, had I met you in my youth,
you were to consider I was not always as I am today, nor had I met in with a friend of your
description should I have ever been so.
Ha, Mr. Bailey, says I, you would have,
have made a mock of me. You would never have spent ten civil words on such a square-toes.
But he was now fairly started in his new course of justification, with which he wearied me
throughout the remainder of the passage. No doubt in the past he had taken pleasure to paint
himself unnecessarily black, and made a vaunt of his wickedness, bearing it for a coat of arms.
Nor was he so illogical as to abate one item of his old confessions.
But now that I know you are a human being, he would say,
I can take the trouble to explain myself,
for I assure you I am human too,
and have my virtues like my neighbors.
I say he wearied me,
for I had only the one word to say in answer.
Twenty times I must have said it.
Give up your present purpose and return with me to Durastir.
Then I will believe you.
Thereupon he would shake his head at me.
ah mckella you might live a thousand years and never understand my nature he would say this battle is now committed the hour of reflection quite past the hour for mercy not yet come
it began between us when we span a coin in the hall of durestere now twenty years ago we have had our ups and downs but never either of us dreamed of giving in and as for me when my glove is cast life and honour go with it
a fink for your honour i would say and by your leave these warlike similitudes are something too high sounding for the matter in hand you want some dirty money there is the bottom of your contention and as for your means what are they
to stir up sorrow in a family that never harmed you to debauch if you can your own nephew and to wring the heart of your born brother a foot-pad that kills an old granny and a woollen mutch with a dirty
he bludgeon, and that for a shilling-piece, and a paper of snuff!
There is all the warrior that you are.
When I would attack him thus, or somewhat thus, he would smile,
and sigh like a man misunderstood.
Once, I remember, he defended himself more at large,
and had some curious sophistries, worth repeating,
for a light upon his character.
You are very like a civilian to think war consists in drums and banners, said he,
War, as the ancient said very wisely, is Ultima Rattio.
When we take our advantage unrelentingly, then we make war.
Ah, Mackell, you are a devil of a soldier in the steward's room, a Duris, dear.
Oh, the tenants do you sad injustice?
I think little of what war is, or is not, I replied,
but you weary me with claiming my respect.
Your brother is a good man, and you are a bad one,
neither more nor less.
Had I been Alexander, he began,
it is so we all dupe ourselves, I cried.
Had I been St. Paul, it would have been all one.
I would have made the same hash of that career
that you now see me making of my own.
I tell you, he cried, bearing down my interruption.
Had I been the least petty chieftain in the Highlands,
had I been the least king of naked negroes in the African desert,
my people would have adored me. A bad man, am I? Ah, but I was born for a good tyrant. Ask Sikundra Das. He will tell you I treat him like a son.
Cast in your lot with me tomorrow, become my slave, my chattel, a thing I can command as I command the powers of my own limbs and spirit.
You will see no more that dark side that I turn upon the world in anger. I must have all or none.
but where all is given, I give it back with usury.
I have a kingly nature.
There is my loss.
It has been hither too, rather the loss of others, I remarked,
which seems a little on the hither side of royalty.
Tilly Valley, cried he.
Even now I tell you I would spare that family in which you take so great an interest.
Yes, even now.
Tomorrow I would leave them to their petty well-fellee.
and disappear in that forest of cutthroats and thimble-riggers that we call the world.
I would do it tomorrow, says he only, only, only what, I ask.
Only they must beg it on their bended knees.
I think in public, too, he added, smiling.
Indeed, McKellar, I doubt if there be a hall big enough to serve my purpose for that act of reparation.
Vanity, vanity.
immoralized, to think that this great force for evil should be swayed by the same sentiment
that sets a lassie mincing to her glass.
Oh, there are double words for everything.
The word that swells, the word that belittles.
You cannot fight me with a word, said he.
You said the other day that I relied on your conscience.
Were I in your humor of detraction, I might say I built upon your vanity.
it is your pretension to be an um de parole tis mine not to accept defeat call it vanity call it virtue call it greatness of soul what signifies the expression
but recognize in each of us a common strain that we both live for an idea it will be gathered from so much familiar talk and so much patience on both sides that we now live together upon excellent terms
Such was again the fact, and this time more seriously than before.
Apart from disputations such as that which I have tried to reproduce,
not only consideration reigned, but I am tempted to say even kindness.
When I fell sick, as I did shortly after our great storm,
he sat by my birth to entertain me with his conversation,
and treated me with excellent remedies which I accepted with security.
Himself commented on the circumstance,
you see says he you begin to know me better a very little while ago upon this lonely ship where no one but myself has any smattering of science you would have made sure i had designs upon your life
and observe it is since i found you a designs upon my own that i have shown you most respect you will tell me if this speaks of a small mind i found little to reply in so far as regarded myself i believed him to mean well
i am perhaps the more a dupe of his dissimulation but i believed and i still believe that he regarded me with genuine kindness singular and sad fact so soon as this change began my animosity abated
and these haunting visions of my master passed utterly away so that perhaps there was truth in the man's last vaunting word to me uttered on the twenty-second day of july
when our long voyage was at last brought almost to an end and we lay becalmed at the sea-end of the vast harbour of new york in a gasping heat which was presently exchanged for a surprising waterfall of rain
i stood on the poop regarding the green shores near at hand and now and then the light smoke of the little town our destination and as i was even then devising how to steal a march on my familiar enemy i was conscious of a shade of embarrassment when he approached me with his hand extended
i am now to bid you farewell said he and that for ever for now you go among my enemies where all your former prejudices will revive
i never yet failed to charm a person when i wanted even you my good friend to call you so for once even you have now a very different portrait of me in your memory and one that you will never quite forget
the voyage has not lasted long enough for i should have wrote the impression deeper but now all is at an end and we are again at war
judge by this little interlude how dangerous i am and tell those fools pointing with his finger to the town to think twice and thrice before they set me at defiance
end of chapter nine recording by thomas copeland chapter ten of the master of balantre by robert lewis stevenson this liver-box recording is in the public domain recording by thomas copland chapter ten passages at new york
i have mentioned i was resolved to steal a march upon the master and this with the complicity of captain mamerty was mighty easily affected a boat being part of the master
loaded on one side of our ship and the master placed on board of it, the while a skiff put off
from the other, carrying me alone. I had no more trouble in finding a direction to my lord's house,
whether I went at top speed, and which I found to be on the outskirts of the place, a very
suitable mansion in a fine garden with an extraordinary large barn, buyer, and staple, all in one.
It was here my lord was walking when I arrived.
indeed it had become his chief place of frequentation and his mind was now filled with farming i burst in upon him breathless and gave him my news which was indeed no news at all several ships having out-sailed the nun such in the interval
we have been expecting you long said my lord and indeed of late days ceased to expect you any more i am glad to take your hand again mckeller i thought you had been at the bottom of the sea
ah my lord wood-god i had cried i things would have been better for yourself not in the least says he grimly i could not ask better there is a long score to pay and now at last i can begin to pay it
i cried out against his security oh says he this is not duris dear and i have taken my precautions his reputation awaits him i have prepared a welcome for my brother
indeed fortune has served me for i found here a merchant of albany who knew him after the forty-five and had mighty convenient suspicions of a murder some one of the name of choo it was another albanian
no one here will be surprised if i deny him my door he will not be suffered to address my children nor even to salute my wife as for myself
i make so much exception for a brother that he may speak to me i should lose my pleasure else says my lord rubbing his palms presently he bethought himself and set men off running with billets to summon the magnates of the province
i cannot recall what pretext he employed at least it was successful and when our ancient enemy appeared upon the scene he found my lord pacing in front of his house under some trees of shade with the governor upon one
hand and various notables upon the other. My lady, who was seated in the veranda, rose with a very
pinched expression and carried her children into the house. The master, well-dressed, and with
an elegant walking-sword, bowed to the company in a handsome manner and nodded to my lord with
familiarity. My lord did not accept the salutation, but looked upon his brother with bended brows.
well sir says he at last what eel wind brings you hither of all places where to our common disgrace your reputation has preceded you
your lordship is pleased to be civil cries the master with a fine start i am pleased to be very plain returned my lord because it is needful you should clearly understand your situation at home where you were so little known it was still possible to keep appearance
That would be quite vain in this province, and I have to tell you that I am quite resolved to wash my hands of you.
You have already ruined me almost to the door, as you ruined my father before me, whose heart you also broke.
Your crimes escape the law, but my friend the governor has promised protection to my family.
Have a care, sir, cries my lord, shaking his cane at him, if you are observed to utter two words to any of my
innocent household, the law shall be stretched to make you smart for it."
Ah, says the master, very slowly.
And so this is the advantage of a foreign land.
These gentlemen are unacquainted with our story, I perceive.
They do not know that I am the true Lord Duris, dear.
They do not know you are my younger brother sitting in my place under a sworn family combat.
family compact, they do not know, or they would not be seen with you in familiar correspondence,
that every acre is mine before God Almighty, and every doit of the money you withhold from me,
you do it as a thief, a perjurer, and a disloyal brother.
General Clinton, I cried, do not listen to his lies. I am the steward of the estate,
and there is not one word of truth in it. The man is a forfeited rebel, turned into a
a hired spy. There is his story in two words. It was thus, in the heat of the moment, I let slip
his infamy. "'Fellow?' said the governor, turning his face sternly on the master.
"'I know more of you than you think for. We have some broken ends of your adventures in the
provinces, which you will do very well not to drive me to investigate. There is the disappearance
of Mr. Jacob Chew with all his merchandise,
there is the matter of where you came ashore from
with so much money and jewels
when you were picked up by a Bermudan out of Albany.
Believe me, if I let these matters lie,
it is in commiseration for your family,
and out of respect for my valued friend, Lord Duris, dear.
There was a murmur of applause from the provincials.
I should have remembered how a title would shine out
in such a hole as this, says the master, quite as a sheet, no matter how unjustly come by.
It remains for me then to die at my lord's door when my dead body will form a very cheerful ornament.
Away with your affectations, cries my lord. You know very well I have no such meaning,
only to protect myself from calumny and my home from your intrusion. I offer you a choice.
Either I shall pay your passage home on the first ship, when you may perhaps be able to resume your occupations under government, although God knows I would rather see you on the highway, or if that likes you not, stay here and welcome. I have inquired the least sum on which body and soul can be decently kept together in New York. So much you shall have paid weekly. And if you cannot labor with your hands to better it, high time you should betake yourself to learn.
the condition is that you speak with no member of my family except myself he added i do not think i have ever seen any man so pale as was the master but he was erect and his mouth firm
i have been met here with some very unmerited insults said he from which i have certainly no idea to take refuge by flight give me a pittance i take it without shame for it is mine already like
the shirt upon your back, and I choose to stay until these gentlemen shall understand me better.
Already they must spy the cloven hoof, since with all your pretended eagerness for the family
honor, you take a pleasure to degrade it in my person. This is all very fine, says my lord,
but to us who know you of old, you must be sure it signifies nothing. You take that alternative
out of which you think you can make the most.
Take it, if you can, in silence.
It will serve you better in the long run,
you may believe me, than this ostentation of ingratitude.
Oh, gratitude, my lord, cries the master with a mounting intonation,
and his forefinger very conspicuously lifted up.
Be at rest.
It will not fail you.
It now remains that I should salute these gentlemen whom we have weary,
with our family affairs, and he bowed to each in succession, settled his walking sword,
and took himself off, leaving everyone amazed at his behavior, and me, not less so at my
lords.
We were now to enter on a changed phase of this family division.
The master was by no manner of means so helpless as my lord supposed, having at his hand
and entirely devoted to his service an excellent artist in all sorts of gold
smith work. With my lord's allowance, which was not so scanty as he had described it,
the pair could support life, and all the earnings of Sikundra Das might be laid upon one side
for any future purpose. That this was done, I have no doubt. It was in all likelihood the master's
design to gather a sufficiency and then proceed in quest of that treasure which he had
buried long before among the mountains, to which, if he had confided, if he had confided,
finding himself, he would have been more happily inspired.
But, unfortunately, for himself and all of us, he took counsel of his anger.
The public disgrace of his arrival, which I sometimes wonder he could manage to survive,
rankled in his bones.
He was in that humor when a man, in the words of the old adage,
will cut off his nose to spite his face.
And he must make himself a public spectacle in the hopes that some of the disgrace might
spatter on my lord. He chose, in a poor quarter of the town, a lonely small house of boards overhung
with some acacias. It was furnished in front with a sort of hutch opening, like that of a dog's
kennel, but about as high as a table from the ground in which the poor man that built it had
formerly displayed some wares. And it was this which took the master's fancy, and possibly suggested
his proceedings. It appears on board the pirate ship he had acquired some quickness with the needle,
enough at least to play the part of Taylor in the public eye, which was all that was required by the
nature of his vengeance. A placard was hung above the hutch, bearing these words in something of the
following disposition. James Dury, formerly master of balantrey, clothes, neatly clouted.
Secundra Das, decayed gentleman of India, fine goldsmith work.
Underneath this, when he had a job, my gentleman sat with inside tailor-wise and busily stitching.
I say when he had a job, but such customers as came were rather for Secundra,
and the master's sewing would be more in the manner of penelope's.
He could never have designed to gain even butter to his bread by such a means of livelihood.
enough for him that there was the name of durie dragged in the dirt on the placard and the sometime heir of that proud family set up cross-legged in public for a reproach upon his brother's meanness
and in so far his device succeeded that there was murmuring in the town and a party formed highly inimical to my lord my lord's favour with the governor laid him more open on the other side my lady
who was never so well received in the colony, met with painful innuendos.
In a party of women, where it would be the topic most natural to introduce,
she was almost debarred from the naming of needlework,
and I have seen her return with a flushed countenance
and vow that she would go abroad no more.
In the meanwhile, my lord dwelt in his decent mansion,
immersed in farming, a popular man with his intimates,
and careless or unconscious of the rest.
He laid on flesh, had a bright busy face,
Even the heat seemed to prosper with him,
And my lady, in despite of her own annoyances,
Daily blessed heaven,
Her father should have left her such a paradise.
She had looked on from a window upon the master's humiliation,
And from that hour appeared to feel at ease.
I was not so sure myself.
As time went on, there seemed to me a something not quite wholesome in my Lord's condition,
condition. Happy he was, beyond a doubt, but the grounds of this felicity was secret. Even in the bosom of his family, he brooded with manifest delight upon some private thought. And I conceived at last the suspicion, quite unworthy of us both, that he kept a mistress somewhere in the town. Yet he went little abroad, and his day was very fully occupied. Indeed, there was but a single period, and that pretty early
in the morning, while Master Alexander was at his lesson-book, of which I was not certain of the
disposition. It should be borne in mind, in the defence of that which I now did, that I was always
in some fear my lord was not quite justly in his reason, and with our enemy sitting so still
in the same town with us, I did well to be upon my guard. Accordingly, I made a pretext,
had the hour changed at which I taught Master Alexander the foundation of ciphering and the
mathematics, and set myself instead to dog my master's footsteps. Every morning, fair or foul,
he took his gold-headed cane, set his hat on the back of his head, a recent habitude,
which I thought to indicate a burning brow, and betook himself to make a certain circuit.
At the first, his way was among pleasant trees, and besides,
a graveyard, where he would sit awhile, if the day were fine, in meditation.
Presently the path turned down to the water-side, and came back along the harbor front and
passed the master's booth. As he approached this second part of his circuit, my Lord
Duris-deer began to pace more leisurely, like a man delighted with the air and seam,
and before the booth, halfway between that and the water's edge, would pause a little,
leaning on his staff.
It was the hour when the master sate within
upon his board and plied his needle.
So these two brothers would gaze upon each other
with hard faces,
and then my lord move on again, smiling to himself.
It was but twice that I must stoop
to that ungrateful necessity of playing spy.
I was then certain of my lord's purpose in his rambles
and of the secret source of his delight.
Here was his mistress.
It was hatred and not love that gave him healthful colors.
Some moralists might have been relieved by the discovery.
I confess that I was dismayed.
I found the situation of two brethren not only odious in itself,
but big with possibilities of further evil,
and I made it my practice, insofar as many occupations would allow,
to go by a shorter path and be secretly present at their meeting.
coming down one day a little late after I had been near a week prevented,
I was struck with surprise to find a new development.
I should say there was a bench against the master's house
where customers might sit to parley with the shopman,
and here I found my lord seated,
nursing his cane and looking pleasantly forth upon the bay.
Not three feet from him sate the master, stitching.
Neither spoke, nor, in this new situation,
did my lord so much as cast a glance at his enemy.
He tasted his neighborhood, I must suppose, less indirectly in the bare proximity of person,
and without doubt drank deep of hateful pleasures.
He had no sooner come away that I openly joined him.
My lord, my lord, said I, this is no manner of behavior.
I grow fat upon it, he replied, and not merely the words were to be.
was strange enough, but the whole character of his expression shocked me.
I warn you, my lord, against this indulgence of evil feeling, said I.
I know not to which it is more perilous, the soul or the reason, but you go the way to murder
both.
You cannot understand, said he.
You had never such mountains of bitterness upon your heart.
And if it were no more, I added, you will surely goad the man to some extent.
extremity. To the contrary, I am breaking his spirit, says my lord.
Every morning, for hard upon a week, my lord took his same place upon the bench. It was a pleasant
place under the green acacias, with a sight upon the bay and shipping, and a sound from
some way off of mariners singing at their employ. Here the two sate without speech or any
external movement beyond that of the needle, or the master biting off a thread,
for he still clung to his pretence of industry, and here I made a point to join them,
wondering at myself and my companions. If any of my Lord's friends went by,
he would hail them cheerfully, and cry out he was there to give some good advice to his brother,
who was now, to his delight, grown quite industrious, and even this the master accepted
with a steady countenance.
What was in his mind, God knows,
or perhaps Satan only.
All of a sudden, on a still day
of what they call the Indian summer,
when the woods were changed into gold and pink and scarlet,
the master laid down his needle
and burst into a fit of merriment.
I think he must have been preparing it a long while in silence,
but the note in itself was pretty naturally pitched.
but breaking suddenly from so extreme a silence, and in circumstances so averse from mirth, it sounded ominously on my ear.
Henry, said he, I have for once made a false step, and for once you have had the wit to profit by it.
The farce that the cobbler ends today, and I confess to you, with my compliments, that you have had the best of it.
blood will out and you have certainly a choice idea of how to make yourself unpleasant never a word said my lord it was just as though the master had not broken silence
come assumed the master do not be sulky it will spoil your attitude you can now afford believe me to be a little gracious for i have not merely a defeat to accept
i had meant to continue this performance till i had gathered enough money for a certain purpose i confess ingenuously i have not the courage
you naturally desire my absence from this town i have come round by another way to the same idea and i have a proposition to make or if your lordship prefers a favour to ask ask it says my lord
you may have heard that i had once in this country a considerable treasure returned the master it matters not whether or no such is the fact
and i was obliged to bury it in a spot of which i have sufficient indications to the recovery of this has my ambition now come down and as it is my own you will not grudge at me
go and get it says my lord i shall make no opposition yes said the master but to do so i must find men in carriage the way is long and rough and the country infested with wild indians
advance me only so much as shall be needful either as a lump sum in lieu of my allowance or if you prefer it as a loan which i shall repay on my return and then if you so decide
You may have seen the last of me.
My lord stared him steadily in the eyes.
There was a hard smile upon his face, but he uttered nothing.
Henry, said the master, with a formidable quietness and drawing at the same time,
some went back.
Henry, I had the honour to address you.
Let us be stepping homeward, says my lord to me, who was plucking at his sleeve.
and with that he rose, stretched himself, settled his hat, and still without a syllable of response,
began to walk steadily along the shore. I hesitated a while between the two brothers,
so serious a climax did we seem to have reached. But the master had resumed his occupation,
his eyes lowered, his hand seemingly as deft as ever, and I decided to pursue my lord.
Are you mad? I cried, a son.
soon as I had overtook him, would you cast away so fair an opportunity?
Is it possible you should still believe in him? inquired my lord, almost with a sneer.
I wish him forth of this town, I cried. I wish him anywhere and anyhow, but as he is.
I have said my say, returned my lord, and you have said yours. There let it rest.
But I was bent on dislodging the master, at sight of him patiently returned.
turning to his needlework was more than my imagination could digest. There was never a man made,
and the master the least of any, that could accept so long a series of insults. The air smelt
blood to me, and I vowed there should be no neglect of mine if, through any chink of possibility,
crime could be yet turned aside. That same day, therefore, I came to my lord in his business
room, where he sat upon some trivial occupation.
My lord, said I, I have found a suitable investment for my small economies,
but these are unhappily in Scotland.
It will take some time to lift them, and the affair presses.
Could your lordship see his way to advance me the amount against my note?
He read me a while with keen eyes.
I have never inquired into the state of your affairs, McKellar, says he,
beyond the amount of your caution you may not be worth a farthing for what i know i have been a long while in your service and never told a lie nor yet asked a favor for myself said i until to-day
a favor for the master he returned quietly do you take me for a fool mckeller understand it once and for all i treat this beast in my own way fear nor favor shall not move me and before
I am hoodwinked, it will require a trickster less transparent than yourself.
I ask service, loyal service, not that you should make and mar behind my back and steal my own
money to defeat me.
My lord, said I, these are very unpardonable expressions.
Think once more, Mackeller, he replied, and you will see they fit the fact.
It is your own subterfuge that is unpardonable.
deny, if you can, that you design this money to evade my orders with, and I will ask your pardon freely.
If you cannot, you must have the resolution to hear your conduct go by its own name.
If you think I had any design but to save you, I began, oh, my old friend, said he, you know very well what I think.
Here is my hand to you with all my heart.
but of money, not one rap.
Defeated upon this side, I went straight to my room, wrote a letter, ran with it to the harbor,
for I knew a ship was on the point of sailing, and came to the master's door a little before dusk.
Entering without the form of any knock, I found him sitting with his Indian at a simple meal of May's porridge with some milk.
The house within was clean and poor, only a few books upon a few.
a shelf distinguished it, and, in one corner, Secundra's little bench.
Mr. Ballet, said I, I have near five hundred pounds laid by in Scotland the economies of a
hard life. A letter goes by yon ship to have it lifted. Have so much patience till the return
ship comes in, and it is all yours upon the same condition you offer to my lord this morning.
He rose from the table, came forward, took me by the shoulder. Took me by the shoulder.
and looked me in the face, smiling.
And yet you are very fond of money, said he.
And yet you love money beyond all things else, except my brother.
I fear old age and poverty, said I, which is another matter.
I will never quarrel for her name.
Call it so, he replied.
Ah, Mackell, Mackeller, if this were done from any love to me,
how gladly would I close upon your offer?
And yet, I eagerly answered,
I say it to my shame,
but I cannot see you in this poor place without compunction.
It is not my single thought nor my first,
and yet it's there.
I would gladly see you delivered.
I do not offer it in love, and far from that,
but as God judges me and I wonder at it too,
quite without enmity.
Ah, says he, still holding me,
my shoulders, not now gently shaking me. You think of me more than you suppose.
And I wonder at it, too, he added, repeating my expression, and I suppose something of my
voice. You are an honest man, and for that cause I spare you. Spare me, I cried.
Spare you, he repeated, letting me go and turning away. And then, fronting me once more,
you little know what I would do with it, Macella.
Did you think I had swallowed my defeat, indeed?
Listen.
My life has been a series of unmerited castbacks.
That fool, Prince Charlie mismanaged a most promising affair.
There fell my first fortune.
In Paris, I had my foot once more high up on the ladder.
That time it was an accident.
A letter came to the wrong hand, and I was more.
bear again. A third time I found my opportunity. I built up a place for myself in India with an
infinite patience, and then Clive came. My Raja was swallowed up, and I escaped out of the
convulsion like another Aeneas with Sikundra Das upon my back. Three times I have had my hand
upon the highest station, and I am not yet three and forty. I know the world as few men know it
when they come to die court and camp the east and the west i know where to go i see a thousand openings i am now at the height of my resources sound of health of inordinate ambition
well all this i resign i care not if i die and the world never hear of me i care only for one thing and that i will have mind yourself lest when the roof falls
you too should be crushed under the ruins. As I came out of his house, all hope of intervention
quite destroyed. I was aware of a stir on the harbour side, and raising my eyes there was a great
ship newly come to anchor. It seems strange I could have looked upon her with so much
indifference, for she brought death to the brothers of Durisdere.
After all the desperate episodes of this contention, the insults, the opposing interests,
the fraternal duel in the shrubbery, it was reserved for some poor devil in grub street,
scribbling for his dinner and not caring what he scribbled, to cast a spell across
four thousand miles of the Salt Sea and send forth both these brothers into savage and wintry
deserts, there to die. But such a thought was distant from my mind, and while all the provincials
were fluttered about me by the unusual animation of their port, I passed throughout their midst,
on my return homeward, quite absorbed in the recollection of my visit and the master's speech.
The same night that was brought to us from the ship a little packet of pamphlets. The next day my
My lord was under engagement to go with the governor upon some party of pleasure.
The time was nearly due, and I left him for a moment alone in his room and skimming through
the pamphlets.
When I returned, his head had fallen upon the table, his arms lying abroad amongst the
crumpled papers.
My lord!
My lord, I cried as I ran forward, for I supposed it was in some fit.
He sprang off like a figure upon wires.
his countenance deformed with fury, so that in a strange place I should scarce have known him.
His hand at the same time flew above his head as though to strike me down.
"'Leave me alone!' he screeched, and I fled as fast as my shaking legs would bear me for my lady.
She too lost no time, but when we returned he had the door locked within and only cried to us from the other side to leave him be.
We looked in each other's faces, very white,
each supposing the blow had come at last.
I will write to the governor to excuse him, says she.
We must keep our strong friends,
but when she took up the pen, it flew out of her fingers.
I cannot write, said she, can you?
I will make a shift, my lady, said I.
She looked over me as I wrote.
That will do, she said, when I had done.
Thank God, Mackeller, I have you to lean upon.
But what can it be now?
What can it be?
In my own mind, I believe there was no explanation possible, and none required.
It was my fear that the man's madness had now simply burst forth its way like the long,
smothered flames of a volcano.
But to this, in mere mercy to my lady, I durst not give expression.
It is more to the purpose to consider our own behavior, said I.
Must we leave him there alone?
I do not dare disturb him, she replied.
Nature may know best.
It may be nature that cries to be alone, and we grope in the dark.
Oh, yes, I would leave him as he is.
I will then dispatch this letter, my lady, and return here, if you please, to sit with you, said I.
Pray, do, cries my lady.
all afternoon we sat together mostly in silence watching my lord's door my own mind was busy with the scene that had just passed and its singular resemblance to my vision
i must say a word upon this for the story has gone abroad with great exaggeration and i have even seen it printed and my own name referred to for particulars so much was the same here was my lord in a room with his head upon the table and when he raised his face it wore
such an expression as distressed me to the soul.
But the room was different.
My lord's attitude at the table not at all the same, and his face, when he disclosed it, expressed
a painful degree of fury instead of that haunting despair, which had always, except once,
already referred to, characterized it in the vision.
There is the whole truth that lasts before the public.
And if the differences be great, the coincidence.
was yet enough to fill me with uneasiness.
All afternoon, as I say,
I sat and pondered upon this quite to myself,
for my lady had trouble of her own,
and it was my last thought to vex her fancies.
About the midst of our time of waiting,
she conceived an ingenious scheme,
had Master Alexander fetched,
and bid him knock at his father's door.
My lord sent the boy about his business,
but without the least violence,
whether of manner or expression, so that I began to entertain a hope the fit was over.
At last, as the night fell and I was lighting a lamp that stood there trimmed,
the door opened, and my lord stood within upon the threshold.
The light was not so strong that we could read his countenance.
When he spoke, methought his voice a little altered, but yet perfectly steady.
McHellar, said he, carry this note to its destination,
with your own hand. It is highly private. Find the person alone when you deliver it.
Henry, says my lady, you are not ill? No, no, says he querulously. I am occupied. Not at all. I am
only occupied. It is a singular thing. A man must be supposed to be ill when he has any business.
Send me supper to this room, and a basket of wine. I expect the visit of a friend.
otherwise i am not to be disturbed and with that he once more shut himself in the note was addressed to one captain harris at a tavern on the port side
i knew harris by reputation for a dangerous adventurer highly suspected of piracy in the past and now following the rude business of an indian trader what my lord should have to say to him or he to my lord if passed my imagination to
and see, for yet how my lord had heard of him, unless by a disgraceful trial from which the man
was recently escaped. Altogether I went upon the errand with reluctance, and from the little I
saw of the captain returned from it with sorrow. I found him in a foul-smelling chamber,
sitting by a guttering candle and an empty bottle. He had the remains of a military carriage,
or rather perhaps it was an affectation, for his manners were low.
tell my lord with my service that i will wait upon his lordship in the inside of half an hour says he when he had read the note and then had the servility pointing to his empty bottle to propose that i should buy him liquor
although i returned with my best speed the captain followed close upon my heels and he stayed late into the night the cock was crowing a second time when i saw from my chamber window my lord lighting him to the gate
both men very affected with their potations and sometimes leaning one upon the other to confabulate yet the next morning my lord was abroad again early with a hundred pounds of money in his pocket
i never supposed that he returned with it and yet i was quite sure it did not find its way to the master for i lingered all morning within view of the booth
that was the last time my lord durestir passed his own enclosure till we left new york he walked in his barn or sat and talked with his family all much as usual but the town saw nothing of it and his daily visits to the master seemed forgotten
nor yet did harris reappear or not until the end i was now much oppressed with a sense of the mysteries in which we had begun to move
it was plain if only from his change of habitude my lord had something on his mind of a grave nature but what it was whence it sprang for why he should now keep the house and garden i could make no guess at
it was clear even to probation the pamphlets had some share in this revolution i read all i could find and they were all extremely insignificant and of the usual kind of party scurrility even to a high politician i could spy out no particular matter of offence
and my lord was a man rather indifferent on public questions the truth is the pamphlet which was the spring of this affair lay all the time on my lord's bosom
there it was that i found it at last after he was dead in the midst of the north wilderness in such a place in such dismal circumstances i was to read for the first time these idle lying words of a weak pamphleteer declaiming against indulgence
to Jacobites.
Quote,
Another notorious rebel,
the M-d-R of B-D-E,
is to have his title restored,
the passage ran.
This business has been long in hand
since he rendered some very disgraceful services
in Scotland and France.
His brother, L-d-D-D-D-D-D-D-R,
is known to be no better
than himself in inclination,
and the supposed heir, who is now to be set aside, was bred up in the most detestable principles.
In the old phrase, it is six of the one and half a dozen of the other.
But the favour of such a reposition is too extreme to be passed over.
A man in his right wits could not have cared two straws for a tale so manifestly false,
that government should ever entertain the notion was inconceivable to any reason.
reasoning creature, unless possibly the fool that penned it, and my lord, though never brilliant,
was ever remarkable for sense. That he should credit such a rhodomontade, and carry the pamphlet
on his bosom, and the words in his heart, is the clear proof of the man's lunacy.
Doubtless, the mere mention of Master Alexander, and the threat directly held out against the child's
succession, precipitated that which had so long impended. Or else my master had been truly mad for a long
time, and we were too dull, or too much use to him, and did not perceive the extent of his
infirmity. About a week after the day of the pamphlets I was late upon the harborside and took a turn
towards the masters, as I often did. The door opened, a flood of light came forth upon the road,
and I beheld a man taking his departure with friendly salutations.
I cannot say how singularly I was shaken to recognize the adventurer Harris.
I could not but conclude it was the hand of my lord that had brought him there
and prolonged my walk in very serious and apprehensive thought.
It was late when I came home,
and there was my lord making up his porkmanteau for a voyage.
Why do you come so late, he called.
cried, we leave tomorrow for Albany you and I together, and it is high time you were about your preparations.
For Albany, my lord, I cried, and for what earthly purpose?
Change of scene, said he, and my lady, who appeared to have been weeping, gave me the signal to obey without more parley.
She told me a little later, when we found occasion to exchange some words, that he had suddenly announced his intent.
after a visit from Captain Harris, and her best endeavors, whether to dissuade him from the journey or to elicit some explanation of its purpose, had alike proved unavailing.
End of Chapter 10, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 11 of the Master of Ballantree by Robert Louis Stevenson.
This Libre-Vox recording is in the public domain, recording by Thomas Copeland.
Chapter 11, The Journey in the Wilderness.
we made a prosperous voyage up that fine river of the hudson the weather grateful the hill singularly beautified with the colours of the autumn at albany we had our residence at an inn where i was not so blind and my lord not so cunning but what i could see he had some design to hold me prisoner
the work he found for me to do was not so pressing that we should transact it apart from necessary papers in the chamber of an inn nor was it of such importance that i should be set upon as many as four or five scrolls of the same document
i submitted in appearance but i took private measures on my own side and had the news of the town communicated to me daily by the politeness of our host in this way i received at last a piece of intelligence for which i may say i had been waiting
captain harris i was told with mr mountain the trader had gone by up the river in a boat i would have feared the landlord's eye so strong a sense of some complicity upon my master's part oppressed me
but I made out to say I had some knowledge of the captain, although none of Mr. Mountain,
and to inquire who else was at the party.
My informant knew not.
Mr. Mountain had come ashore upon some needful purchases,
had gone round the town, buying, drinking, and prating,
and it seemed the party went upon some likely venture,
for he had spoken much of great things he would do when he returned.
No more was known, for none of the rest had come ashore,
and it seemed they were pressed for time to reach a certain spot before the snow should fall.
And sure enough, the next day there fell a sprinkle even in Albany.
But it passed as it came, and was but a reminder of what lay before us.
I thought of it lightly then, knowing so little as I did of that inclement province.
The retrospect is different, and I wonder at times if some of the horror of these events
which I must now rehearse flowed not from the foully.
skies and savage winds to which we were exposed, and the agony of cold that we must suffer.
The boat, having passed by, I thought at first we should have left the town, but no such matter.
My lord continued his stay in Albany, where he had no ostensible affairs, and kept me by him,
far from my due employment, and making a pretense of occupation.
It is upon this passage I expect and perhaps deserve censure.
I was not so dull but what I had my own thoughts.
I could not see the master entrust himself into the hands of Harris
and not suspect some underhandment-trivance.
Harris bore a villainous reputation,
and he had been tampered with in private by my lord.
Mountain, the trader, proved upon inquiry to be another of the same kidney.
The errand they were all gone upon, being the recovery of
ill-gotten treasures, offered in itself a very strong incentive to foul play,
and the character of the country where they journeyed promised impunity to deeds of blood.
Well, it is true I had all these thoughts and fears, and guesses of the master's fate.
But you are to consider I was the same man that sought to dash him from the bulwarks of a ship in the mid-sea,
the same that a little before very impiously but sincerely offered God a bargain,
seeking to hire God to be my bravo.
It is true again that I had a good deal
melted towards our enemy,
but this I always thought of as a weakness of the flesh
and even culpable,
my mind remaining steady and quite bent against him.
True, yet again,
that it was one thing to assume on my own shoulders
the guilt and danger of a criminal attempt,
and another to stand by and see my lord
in peril and besmirch himself.
but this was the very ground of my inaction.
For, should I anyway stir in the business,
I might fail indeed to save the master,
but I could not miss to make a byword of my lord.
Thus it was that I did nothing,
and upon the same reasons I am still strong to justify my course.
My lord had carried with him several introductions
to chief people of the town of neighborhood,
others he had before encountered in New York,
with this consequence, that he had,
He went much abroad, and I am sorry to say was altogether too convivial in his habits.
I was often in bed, but never asleep when he returned.
There was scarce a night when he did not betray the influence of liquor.
By day he would still lay upon me endless tasks which he showed considerable ingenuity
to fish up and renew in the manner of Penelope's web.
I never refused, as I say, for I was hired to do his bidding.
I took no pains to keep my penetration under a bushel, and would sometimes smile in his face.
I think I must be the devil, and you Michael Scott, I said to him one day. I have bridged
tweed and split the eildons, and now you set me to the rope of sand. He looked at me with
shining eyes, and looked away again, his jaw chewing, but without words.
Well, well, my lord, said I, your will is my pleasure. I will do this thing for the
fourth time. But I would beg of you to invent another task against tomorrow, for by my
troth I am weary of this one. You do not know what you are saying, returned my lord,
putting on his hat and turning his back to me. It is a strange thing you should take a pleasure
to annoy me, a friend. But that is a different affair. It is a strange thing. I am a man that has
had ill fortune all my life through. I am still surrounded.
by contrivances. I am always treading in plots, he burst out. The whole world is bended against me.
I would not talk wicked nonsense if I were you, said I, but I will tell you what I would do.
I would put my head in cold water, for you had more last night than you could carry.
Do you think that, said he, with a manner of interest, highly awakened, would that be good for me?
It's a thing I never tried. I mind the days when you had no call.
to try, and I wish my lord that they were back again, said I. But the plain truth is, if you continue
to exceed, you will do yourself a mischief. I don't appear to carry drink the way I used to,
said my lord. I get overtaken, McKellar, but I will be more upon my guard. That is what I would
ask of you, I replied. You are to bear in mind that you are Master Alexander's father.
give the bern a chance to carry his name with some responsibility.
Aye, aye, said he, you're a very sensible, man, McKellar, and have been long in my employ.
But I think if you have nothing more to say to me, I will be stepping.
If you have nothing more to say, he added with that burning childish eagerness that was now so common with the man.
No, my lord, I have nothing more, said I, dryly enough.
then i think i will be stepping says my lord and stood and looked at me fidgeting with his hat which he had taken off again i suppose you will have no errands no
i am to meet sir william johnson but i will be more upon my guard he was silent for a time and then smiling do you call to mind a place mckeller that's a little below eagles where the burn runs very deep under a wood of rowans and my
I mind being there when I was a lad.
Dear, it comes over me like an old song.
I was after the fishing, and I made a bonnycast.
Hey, but I was happy.
I wonder, Mackeller, why I am never happy now.
My lord, said I, if you would drink with more moderation,
you would have the better chance.
It is an old byword that the bottle is a false consoler.
No doubt, said he, no doubt.
Well, I think I will be going.
Good morning, my lord, said I.
Good morning, good morning, said he, and so got himself at last on the apartment.
I give that for a fair specimen of my lord in the morning,
and I must have described my patron very ill if the readers is not perceived a notable falling off.
To behold the man thus fallen,
to know him accepted among his companions for a poor muddled toper,
welcome, if he were welcome at all, with a bare consideration of his title,
and to recall the virtues he had once displayed against such odds of fortune,
was not this a thing at once to rage and to be humbled at?
In his cups he was more excessive.
I will give but the one scene, close upon the end,
which is strongly marked upon my memory to this day,
and at the time affected me almost with horror.
I was in bed lying there awake when I heard him stumbling on the stair and singing.
My lord had no gift of music.
His brother had all the graces of the family,
so that when I say singing,
you are to understand a manner of high caroling utterance,
which was truly neither speech nor song.
Something not unlike is to be heard upon the lips of children ere they learn shame.
From those of a man grown elderly, it had a strange effect.
He opened the door with noisy precaution,
peered in shading his candle,
conceived me to slumber,
entered, set his light upon the table,
and took off his hat.
I saw him very plain.
A high, feverish exultation
appeared to boil in his veins,
and he stood and smiled and smirked upon the candle.
Presently he lifted up his arm,
snapped his fingers, and fell to undress.
As he did so,
having once more forgot my presence he took back to his singing and now i could hear the words which were these from the old song of the twa corbies endlessly repeated
and over his bains when they are bare the wind's a-blah for ever mare i have said that there was no music in the man his strains had no logical succession except in
so far as they inclined a little to the minor mode,
but they exercised a rude potency upon the feelings,
and followed the words and signified the feelings of the singer with barbaric fitness.
He took it first in the time and manner of a rant.
Presently this ill-favored gleefulness abated.
He began to dwell upon the notes more feelingly,
and sank at last into a degree of modern pathos that was to me scarce bearable.
By equal steps, the original briskness of his acts declined,
and when he was stripped to his breeches,
he sat on the bedside and fell to whimpering.
I know nothing less respectable than the tears of drunkenness,
and turned my back impatiently on this poor sight.
But he had started himself, I am to suppose,
on that slippery descent of self-pity,
on the which, to a man unstrung by old sorrows and recent potations,
there is no arrest except exhaustion.
His tears continued to flow in the man to sit there three parts naked
in the cold air of the chamber.
I twitted myself alternately within humanity and sentimental weakness,
now half-rising in my bed to interfere,
now reading myself lessons of indifference and courting slumber,
until upon a sudden the quantum mutatus abillo shot into my mind,
and calling to remembrance his old wisdom,
constancy and patience, I was overborne with a pity almost approaching the passionate,
not for my master alone, but for the sons of man. At this I leaped from my place,
went over to his side and laid a hand on his bare shoulder, which was cold a stone.
He uncovered his face and showed it me all swollen and begrutton like a child's.
Note, tear-marked, returned to text. And at the sight of my impatience, partially
revived. Think shame to yourself, said I. This is
bernly conduct. I might have been sniveling myself
if I had cared to swill my belly with wine. But I went to my bed
sober like a man. Come, get into yours, and have done with this
pitiable exhibition. Oh, Mackeller, said he,
my heart is way. Way, cried I, for a good cause, I think.
What words were these you sang as you came in? Show pity to
others. We then can talk of pity to yourself. You can be the one thing or the other, but I will
be no party to halfway houses. If you're a striker, strike, and if you're a bleater, bleat.
Aye, cries he with a burst, that's it. Strike! That's talking. Man, I've stood it all too long.
But when they laid a hand upon the child, when the child's threatened, his momentary vigor
whimpering off, my child, my Alexander, and he was at his tears again. I took him by the shoulders
and shook him. Alexander, said I, do you even think of him? Not you. Look yourself in the face like a
brave man and you'll find you but a self-deceiver. The wife, the friend, the child, they're all
equally forgot, and you sunk in a mere bog of selfishness. McHella, said he,
with a wonderful return to his old manner and appearance.
You may say what you will of me,
but one thing I never was,
I was never selfish.
I will open your eyes and your despite, said I.
How long have we been here?
And how often have you written to your family?
I think this is the first time you were ever separate.
Have you written at all?
Do they know if you are dead or living?
I had caught him here too openly.
It braced his better nature.
There was no more weeping.
He thanked me, very penitently, got to bed, and was soon fast asleep.
And the first thing he did the next morning was to sit down and begin a letter to my lady.
A very tender letter it was, too, though it was never finished.
Indeed, all communication with New York was transacted by myself.
and it will be judged i had a thankless task of it what to tell my lady and in what words and how far to be false and how far cruel was a thing that kept me often from my slumber
all this while no doubt my lord waited with growing impatiency for news of his accomplices harris it is to be thought had promised a high degree of expedition the time was already overpassed when word was to be looked for and suspense was of
very evil counselor to a man of an impaired intelligence. My lord's mind throughout this interval
dwelled almost wholly in the wilderness, following that party of whose deeds he had so much
concern. He continually conjured up their camps and progresses, the fashion of the country,
the perpetration in a thousand different manners of the same horrid fact, and that consequent
spectacle of the master's bones lying scattered in the wind. These private, guilty considerations,
would continually observe to peep forth in the man's talk like rabbits from a hill.
And it is the less wonder if the scene of his meditations began to draw him bodily.
It is well known what pretext he took. Sir William Johnson had a diplomatic errand in these parts,
and my lord and I, from curiosity, as was given out, went in his company. Sir William was well
attended and liberally supplied. Hunter brought us venison,
Fish was taken for us daily in the streams, and brandy ran like water.
We proceeded by day and encamped by night in the military style.
Sentinels were set and changed.
Every man had his named duty, and Sir William was the spring of all.
There was much in this that might at times have entertained me, but for our misfortune the weather was extremely harsh.
The days were in the beginning open, but the night's frosty from the first.
A painful keen wind blew most of the time,
So that we sat in the boat with blue fingers,
And at night, as we scorched our faces at the fire,
The clothes upon our back appeared to be a paper.
A dreadful solitude surrounded our steps.
The land was quite as peopled.
There was no smoke of fires,
And, say, for a single boat of merchants on the second day,
We met no travellers.
The season was indeed late,
But this desertion of the waterways impressed to William himself.
and I have heard him more than once express a sense of intimidation.
I have come too late, I fear.
They must have dug up the hatchet, he said,
and the future proved how justly he had reasoned.
I could never depict the blackness of my soul upon this journey.
I have none of those minds that are in love with the unusual.
To see the winter coming and to lie in the field so far from any house
oppressed me like a nightmare.
It seemed indeed a kind of awful braving of the unusual.
God's power, and this thought, which I dare say only writes me down a coward, was greatly
exaggerated by my private knowledge of the errand we were come upon. I was besides, encumbered
by my duties to Sir William, whom it fell upon me to entertain, for my lord was quite sunk into
a state bordering upon pervigilion, watching the woods with a rapt eye, sleeping scarce at all,
and speaking, sometimes not twenty words in a whole day. That which he said was still coherent,
but it turned almost invariably upon the party for whom he kept his Tracy lookout.
He would tell Sir William often, and always as if it were a new communication,
that he had a brother somewhere in the woods,
and begged that the sentinel should be directed to inquire for him.
I am anxious for news of my brother, he would say,
and sometimes, when we were underway, he would fancy he spied a canoe,
far off upon the water, or a camp on the shore, and exhibit pain.
for agitation. It was impossible, but Sir William should be struck with these singularities,
and at last he led me aside and hinted as uneasiness. I touched my head and shook it,
quite rejoiced to prepare a little testimony against possible disclosures.
But in that case, cries Sir William, is it wise to let him go at large?
Those that know him best, said I, are persuaded that he should be humoured.
Well, well, replied Sir William, it is not a good.
of my affairs, but if I had understood you would never have been here.
Our advance into this savage country had thus uneventfully proceeded for about a week,
when we encamped for a night at a place where the river ran among considerable mountains
clothed in wood. The fires were lighted on a level space at the water's edge,
and we supped and lay down to sleep in the customary fashion.
It chanced the night fell murderously cold, the stringency of the frost seized and bitten,
me through my coverings, so that pain kept me wakeful, and I was afoot again before the
peep of day, crouching by the fires or trotting to and fro at the stream's edge to combat the aching
of my limbs. At last dawn began to break upon hoar woods and mountains, the sleepers rolled in their
robes, and the boisterous river dashing among spears of ice. I stood looking about me, swaddled
in my stiff coat of a bull's fur, and the breath smoking from my scorched nostrils,
when upon a sudden a singular eager cry rang from the borders of the wood the sentries answered it the sleepers sprang to their feet one pointed the rest followed his direction with their eyes
and there upon the edge of the forest and betwixt two trees we beheld the figure of a man reaching forth his hands like one in ecstasy the next moment he ran forward fell on his knees at the side of the camp and burst in tears this was john mountain the trader
escaped from the most horrid perils, and his first word when he got speech was to ask if we had seen Secundra Das.
"'See what?' cried Sir William.
"'No,' said I.
"'We have seen nothing of him. Why?'
"'Nothing,' says Mountain.
"'Then I was right after all.'
With that he struck his palm upon his brow.
"'But what takes him back?' he cried.
"'What takes the man back among dead bodies?
There is some damned mystery here.
This was a word which highly aroused our curiosity,
but I shall be more perspicacious if I narrate these incidents in their true order.
Here follows a narrative which I have compiled out of three sources,
not very consistent in all points.
First, a written statement by Mountain,
in which everything criminal is cleverly smuggled out of view.
Second, two conversations with Secundra.
and third many conversations with Mountain himself in which he was pleased to be entirely plain,
for the truth is he regarded me as an accomplice.
Narrative of the trader Mountain.
The crew that went up the river under the joint command of Captain Harris and the master,
numbered in all nine persons, of whom, if I accept Sukundra Das, there was not one that had not
merited the gallows. From Harris downward,
the voyagers were notorious in that colony for desperate, bloody-minded miscreants.
Some were reputed pirates, the most, hawkers of rum, all ranters and drinkers,
all fit associates embarking together without remorse upon this treacherous and murderous design.
I could not hear there was much discipline or any set captain in the gang,
but Harris and four others mounted himself, two Scotsmen, Pinkerton and hasty,
and a man of the name of Hicks, a drunken shoemaker,
put their heads together, and agreed upon the course.
In a material sense they were well provided,
and the master in particular brought with him a tent
where he might enjoy some privacy and shelter.
Even this small indulgence told against him in the minds of his companions,
but indeed he was in a position so entirely false,
and even ridiculous,
that all his habit of command and arts of pleasing,
were here thrown away. In the eyes of all, except Secundra Das, he figured as a common gull and
designated victim, going unconsciously to death. Yet, he could not but suppose himself the
contriver and the leader of the expedition. He could scarce help but so conduct himself,
and at the least hint of authority or condescension, his deceivers would be laughing in their
sleeves. I was so used to see and to conceive him in a high authoritative attitude that when I had
conceived his position on this journey, I was pained and could have blushed. How soon he may have
entertained a first surmise we cannot know, but it was long, and the party had advanced into the
wilderness beyond the reach of any help, ere he was fully awakened to the truth. It fell thus. Harris and
some others had drawn apart into the woods for consultation.
When they were startled by a rustling in the brush,
they were all accustomed to the arts of Indian warfare,
and Mountain had not only lived and hunted but fought and earned some reputation with the savages.
He could move in the woods without noise, and follow a trail like a hound,
and upon the emergence of this alert, he was deputed by the rest to plunge into the thicket for
intelligence. He was soon convinced there was a man in his close neighborhood,
moving with precaution but without art among the leaves and branches,
and coming shortly to a place of advantage,
he was able to observe Secundra Das,
crawling briskly off with many backward glances.
At this he knew not whether to laugh or cry,
and his accomplices, when he had returned and reported,
were in much the same diviity.
There was now no danger of an Indian onslaught,
but on the other hand, since Secundra Das was at the fanged to spy upon
them, it was highly probable he knew English, and if he knew English, it was certain the whole
of their design was in the master's knowledge. There was one singularity in the position.
If Secundra Das knew and concealed his knowledge of English, Paris was a proficient in several
of the tongues of India, and as his career in that part of the world had been a great deal worse
than profit of it, he had not thought proper to remark upon the circumstance. Each side had
had thus a spy-hole on the councils of the other. The plotters, so soon as this advantage was
explained, returned to camp. Harris, hearing the Hindustani was once more closeted with his master,
crept to the side of the tent, and the rest, sitting about the fire with the tobacco,
awaited his report with impatience. When he came at last, his face was very black. He had
overheard enough to confirm the worst of his suspicions. Secunder Das was a good English
scholar. He had been some days creeping and listening, the master was now fully informed of the
conspiracy, and the pair proposed on the morrow to fall out of line at a carrying place and plunge
at a venture in the woods, preferring the full risk of famine, savage beasts, and savage men
to their position in the midst of traitors. What then was to be done? Some were for killing
the master on the spot, but Harris assured them that would be a crime without profit,
since the secret of the treasure must die along with him that buried it.
Others were for desisting at once from the whole enterprise and making for New York.
But the appetizing name of treasure, and the thought of the long way they had already traveled, dissuaded the majority.
I imagine they were dull fellows for the most part.
Harris, indeed, had some acquirements.
Mountain was no fool.
Hastie was an educated man, but even these had manifestly failed in life,
and the rest were the dregs of colonial rescality.
The conclusion they reached, at least,
was more the offspring of greed and hope than reason.
It was to temporize, to be wary and watch the master,
to be silent and supply no further element to his suspicions,
and to depend entirely, as well as I make out,
on the chance that their victim was as greedy, hopeful, and irrational as themselves,
and might, after all, betray his life and treasure.
twice in the course of the next day secundra and the master must have appeared to themselves to have escaped and twice they were circumvented the master save that the second time he grew a little pale displayed no sign of disappointment
apologized for the stupidity with which he had fallen aside thanked his recapturers as for a service and rejoined the caravan with all his usual gallantry and cheerfulness of mean and bearing
but it is certain he had smelled a rat.
For from thenceforth he and Sikundra spoke only in each other's ear,
and Harris listened and shivered by the tent in vain.
The same night it was announced they were to leave the boats and proceed by foot,
a circumstance which, as it put an end to the confusion of the portages,
greatly lessened the chances of escape.
And now there began between the two sides a silent contest,
for life on the one hand, for riches on the other.
They were now near that quarter of the desert in which the master himself must begin to play the part of guide.
And using this for a pretext of persecution, Harris and his men sat with him every night about the fire
and laboured to entrap him into some admission.
If he let slip his secret, he knew well it was the warrant for his death.
On the other hand, he durst not refuse their questions,
and must appear to help them in the best of his capacity,
or he practically published his mistrust.
And yet, Mountain assures me the man's brow was never ruffled.
He sat in the midst of these jackals,
his life-depending by a thread,
like some easy, witty householder at home by his own fire,
an answer he had for everything,
as often as not, a jesting answer,
avoided threats, evaded insults,
taught, laughed, and listened with an open,
countenance, and, in short, conducted himself in such a manner as must have disarmed suspicion,
and went near to stagger knowledge. Indeed, Mountain confessed to me they would soon have
disbelieved the captain's story and suppose the designated victim still quite innocent of the designs,
but for the fact that he continued, however ingeniously, to give the slip to questions,
and the yet stronger confirmation of his repeated efforts to escape.
the last of these which brought things to a head i am now to relate and first i should say that by this time the temper of harris's companions was utterly worn out civility was scarce pretended
and for one very significant circumstance the master and secundra had been on some pretext deprived of weapons on their side however the threatened pair kept up the parade of friendship handsomely secundra was all boughs the master of the master of the master of,
all smiles, and on the last night of the truce he had even gone so far as to sing for the
diversion of the company. It was observed that he had also eaten with unusual heartiness,
and drank deep, doubtless from design. At least, about three in the morning, he came out of
the tent into the open air, audibly mourning and complaining with all the manner of a sufferer
from Sirfitt. For some while, Sikundra publicly attended on his patron, who at last became
became more easy and fell asleep on the frosty ground behind the tent, the Indian returning within.
Sometime after the sentry was changed, had the master pointed out to him, where he lay in what is
called a robe of buffalo, and thenceforth kept an eye upon him, he declared without remission.
With the first of the dawn, a draught of wind came suddenly and blew open one side the corner of the robe,
and with the same puff the master's hat whirled in the air and fell some yards away.
The sentry, thinking it remarkable a sleeper should not awaken,
thereupon drew near, and the next moment, with a great shout, informed the camp their prisoner was escaped.
He had left behind his Indian, who, in the first vivacity of the surprise, came near to pay the forfeit of his life,
and was, in fact, inhumanly mishandled.
But Secundra, in the midst of threats and cruelties, stuck to it with extraordinary loyalty
that he was quite ignorant of his master's plans, which might indeed be true.
and of the manner of his escape, which was demonstrably false.
Nothing was therefore left to the conspirators but to rely entirely on the skill of mountain.
The night had been frosty, the ground quite hard, and the sun was no sooner up than a strong thaw set in.
It was mountains boast that few men could have followed that trail, and still fewer, even of the native Indians, found it.
The master had thus a long start before his pursuers had descends.
and he must have traveled with surprising energy for a pedestrian so unused,
since it was near noon before Mountain had a view of it.
At this conjuncture the trader was alone,
all his companions following at his own request several hundred yards in the rear.
He knew the master was unarmed,
his heart was besides heated with the exercise and lust of hunting,
and seeing the quarry so close so defenseless, and seeming so fatigued,
he vaingloriously determined to effect the capture with his single hand.
A step or two father brought him to one margin of a little clearing,
on the other, with his arms folded, and his back to a huge stone the master sat.
It is possible Mountain may have made a rustle.
It is certain at least the master raised his head,
and gazed directly at that quarter of the thicket where his hunter lay.
I could not be sure he saw me, Mountain said.
he just looked my way like a man with his mind made up,
and all the courage ran out of me like rum out of a bottle.
And presently, when the master looked away again
and appeared to resume those meditations in which he had sat immersed
before the traitor's coming,
Mountain slunk stealthily back and returned to seek the help of his companions.
And now began the chapter of surprises.
For the scout had scarce informed the others of his discovery,
and they were yet preparing their weapons for a rush upon the fugitive,
when the man himself appeared in their midst,
walking openly and quietly with his hands behind his back.
Amen, says he, on his beholding them,
here is a fortunate encounter.
Let us get back to camp.
Mountain had not mentioned his own weakness
or the master's disconcerted gaze upon the thicket,
so that, with all the rest, his return appeared spontaneous.
For all that a hubbub arose. Oaths flew, fists were shaken, and guns pointed.
"'Let us get back to camp,' said the master.
"'I have an explanation to make, but it must be laid before you all.
"'And in the meanwhile, I would put up these weapons,
"'one of which might very easily go off and blow away your hopes of treasure.'
"'I would not kill,' says he, smiling the goose with the golden eggs.
the charm of his superiority once more triumphed,
and the party, in no particular order, set off on their return.
By the way, he found occasion to get a word or two apart with Mountain.
You are a clever fellow, and a bold, says he,
but I am not so sure that you are doing yourself justice.
I would have you to consider whether you would not do better,
I, and safer, to serve me instead of serving so commonplace,
a rascal as Mr. Harris.
Consider of it, he concluded, dealing the man a gentle tap upon the shoulder, and don't be in haste.
Dead or alive you will find me an ill man to quarrel with?
When they were come back to the camp where Harris and Pinkerton stood guard over Secundra,
these two ran upon the master like Viragoes, and were amazed out of measure when they were
bitten by their comrades to stand back and hear what the gentleman had to say.
The master had not flinched before their onslaught,
nor at this proof of the ground he had gained did he betray the least sufficiency.
Do not let us be in haste, says he.
Meet first, and public speaking after.
With that they made a hasty meal,
and as soon as it was done, the master, leaning on one elbow, began his speech.
He spoke long, addressing himself to each except Harris,
finding for each, with the same exception,
some particular flattery.
He called them,
bold, honest blades,
declared he had never seen a more jovial company,
work better done, or pains more merrily supported.
Well, then, says he,
someone asks me, why the devil I ran away.
But that is scarce worth answer,
for I think you all know pretty well.
But you know only pretty well.
That is the point I shall arrive at presently,
and be you ready to remark it when it comes.
There is a traitor here, a double traitor.
I will give you his name before I am done,
and let that suffice for now.
But here comes some other gentlemen and asks me,
Why in the devil, I came back?
Well, before I answer that question, I have one to put to you.
It was this cur here, this Harris, that speaks Hindustani,
cries he, rising on one knee and pointing fair at the man's face, with a gesture indescribably
menacing, and when he had been answered in the affirmative,
"'Ah,' says he, "'then are all my suspicions verified, and I did rightly to come back?'
"'Now, men, hear the truth for the first time.'
Thereupon he launched forth in a long story told with extraordinary skill how he had all along
suspected Harris, how he had found the confirmation of his fears, and how Harris must have misrepresented
what passed between Secunder and himself. At this point, he made a bold stroke with excellent effect.
I suppose, says he, you think you are going chairs with Harris. I suppose you think you will
see to that yourselves. You would naturally not think so flat a rogue could cousin you,
but have a care. These half-idiotes have a sort of
of cunning, as the skunk has its stench, and it may be news to you that Harris has taken care
of himself already. Yes, for him the treasure is all money in the bargain. You must find it
or go starve, but he has been paid beforehand. My brother paid him to destroy me. Look at him
if you doubt, look at him, grinning and gulping, a detected thief. Thence, having made this
happy impression, he explained how he had escaped and thought bettered of it, and at last
concluded to come back, lay the truth before the company, and take his chance with them once
more.
Persuaded as he was, they would instantly depose Harris and elect some other leader.
There is the whole truth, said he, and, with one exception, I put myself entirely in your
hands.
What is the exception?
There he sits, he cried, pointing once more to Harris.
a man that has to die.
Weapons and conditions are all one to me.
Put me face to face with him,
and if you give me nothing but a stick,
in five minutes I will show you a sop of broken carrion
fit for dogs to roll in.
It was dark night when he made an end.
They had listened in almost perfect silence,
but the firelight scarce permitted anyone to judge
from the look of his neighbors
with what result of persuasion or conviction.
Indeed, the master had set himself in the brightest place
and kept his face there to be the centre of men's eyes,
darkness on a profound calculation.
Silence followed for a while, and presently the whole party became involved in disputation.
The master, lying on his back with his hands knit under his head,
and one knee flung across the other like a person unconcerned in the result.
And here, I dare say his bravado carried him,
too far and prejudiced his case. At least, after a castor to two back and forward, opinion settled
finally against him. It's possible he hoped to repeat the business of the pirate ship, and be himself,
perhaps, on hard enough conditions, elected leader, and things went so far that way that
Mountain actually threw out the proposition. But the rock he split upon was hasty. This fellow was
not well liked, being sour and slow, with an ugly, glowering disposition, but he had studied
some time for the church at Edinburgh College before ill-conduct had destroyed his prospects,
and he now remembered and applied what he had learned. Indeed, he had not proceeded very far
when the master rolled carelessly upon one side, which was done, in Mountain's opinion,
to conceal the beginnings of despair upon his countenance.
Hastie dismissed the most of what they had heard as nothing to the matter.
What they wanted was the treasurer.
All that was said of Harris might be true, and they would have to see to that in time.
But what had that to do with the treasurer?
They had heard a vast of words, but the truth was just this,
that Mr. Dury was damnably frightened and had several times run off.
Here he was, whether caught or come back, was all one to hasty.
the point was to make an end of the business as for the talk of deposing and electing captains he hoped they were all free men and could attend their own affairs that was dust flung in their eyes and so was the proposal to fight harris
he shall fight no one in this camp i can tell him that said hasty we had trouble enough to get his arms away from him and we should look pretty fools to give them back again but if it's excitement the gentleman is after
I can supply him with more than perhaps he cares about,
for I have no intention to spend the remainder of my life in these mountains.
Already I have been too long,
and I propose that he should immediately tell us where that treasure is,
or else immediately be shot.
And there, says he, producing his weapon,
there is the pistol that I mean to use.
Come, I call you a man, cries the master,
sitting up and looking at the speaker with an air of admiration.
I didn't ask you to call me anything, returned hasty.
Which is it to be?
That's an idle question, said the master.
Needs must when the devil drives.
The truth is, we are within easy walk of the place, and I will show it you tomorrow.
With that, as if all were quite settled and settled exactly to his mind, he walked off to his tent,
whither Sikundra had preceded him.
I cannot think of these last turns and wriggles of my old enemy except with admiration.
scarce even pity is mingled with the sentiment so strongly the man supported so boldly resisted his misfortunes even at that hour when he perceived himself quite lost when he saw he had but effected an exchange of enemies and overthrown harris to set hasty up
No sign of weakness appeared in his behavior, and he withdrew to his tent,
already determined, I must suppose, upon affronting the incredible hazard of his last expedient,
with the same easy, sure, genteel expression and demeanor,
as he might have left a theatre withal to join a supper of the wits.
But doubtless within, if we could see there, his soul trembled.
Early in the night, word went about the camp that he was sick,
and the first thing the next morning he called hasty to his side,
and inquired most anxiously if he had any skill in medicine.
As a matter of fact, this was a vanity of that fallen divinity students,
to which he had cunningly addressed himself.
Hastie examined him, and, being flattered, ignorant, and highly suspicious,
knew not in the least whether the man was sick or malingering.
In this state he went forth again to his companions,
and, as the thing which would give himself most consequence, either way,
announced that the patient was in a fair way to die.
For all that he added with an oath,
and if he bursts by the wayside he must bring us this morning to the treasure.
But there were several in the camp, mountain among the number,
whom this brutality revolted.
They would have seen the master pistled, or pistolsed in themselves,
without the smallest sentiment of pity,
but they seemed to have been touched by his gallant fight and unequivocal defeat the night before.
Perhaps, too, they were even already beginning to oppose themselves to their new leader.
At least they now declared that if the man was sick, he should have a day's rest in spite of Hastie's teeth.
The next morning he was manifestly worse, and Hastie himself began to display something of humane concern,
so easily does even the pretense of doctoring awakened simply.
The third, the master called Mountain at hasty to the tent,
announced himself to be dying,
gave them full particulars as to the position of the cache,
and begged them to set out incontinently on the quest,
so that they might see if he deceived them,
and, if they were at first unsuccessful,
he should be able to correct their error.
But here arose a difficulty on which he doubtless count.
none of these men would trust another. None would consent to stay behind. On the other hand,
although the master seemed extremely low, spoke scarce above a whisper, and lay much of the time
insensible, it was still possible it was a fraudulent sickness, and if all went treasure-hunting,
it might prove they had gone upon a wild goose chase and returned to find their prisoner flow.
They concluded, therefore, to hang idling round the camp,
alleging sympathy to their reason and certainly so mingled are our dispositions several were sincerely if not very deeply affected by the natural peril of the man whom they callously designed to murder
in the afternoon hasty was called to the bedside to pray the witch and credible as it must appear he did with unction about eight at night the wailing of secundra announced that all was over and before ten the indian with the link stuck in the ground was toiling at the grave
sunrise the next day beheld the master's burial all hands attending with great decency of demeanour and the body was laid in the earth wrapped in a fur robe with only the face uncovered
which last was of a waxy whiteness and had the nostrils plugged according to some oriental habit of secundras no sooner was the grave filled than the lamentations of the indian once more struck concern to every heart and it appears this gang of murderers so far
from resenting his outcries, although both distressed and, in such a country, perilous to their own safety,
roughly but kindly endeavored to console him. But if human nature is even in the worst of men
occasionally kind, it is still, and before all things, greedy, and they soon turned from the mourner to their
own concerns. The cash of the treasure being hard by, although yet unidentified, it was concluded not to
great camp, and the day passed, on the part of the voyagers, an unavailing exploration of the woods,
secundra the while lying on his master's grave. That night they placed no sentinel, but lay altogether
about the fire in the customary woodman fashion, the heads outward like the spokes of a wheel.
Morning found them in the same disposition. Only Pinkerton, who lay on mountains right,
between him and hasty, had, in the hours of darkness, been secretly butchered, and there lay,
still wrapped as to his body and his mantle, but offering above that ungodly and horrific
spectacle of the scalped head. The gang were that morning as pale as a company of phantoms,
with the pertinacity of Indian war, or, to speak more correctly, Indian murder, was well known
to all. But they laid the chief blame on their unsentinaled posture, and, fired with the
neighborhood of the treasure, determined to continue where they were. Pinkerton was buried hard
by the master. The survivors again passed the day in exploration, and returned in a mingled
humor of anxiety and hope, being partly certain they were now close on the discovery of what
they sought, and, on the other hand, with the return of darkness, infected with the fear of
Indians. Mountain was the first century. He declares he neither slept nor yet sat down, but kept his
watch with a perpetual and straining vigilance, and it was even with unconcern that, when he saw
by the stars his time was up, he drew near the fire to awaken his successor. This man, it was Hicks,
the shoemaker, slept on the lee side of the circle, something farther off in consequence than those
to windward, and in a place darkened by the blowing smoke.
Mountain stooped and took him by the shoulder.
His hand was at once smeared by some adhesive wetness.
And the wind at the moment veering, the firelight shone upon the sleeper,
and showed him, like Pinkerton, dead, and scout.
It was clear they had fallen in the hands of one of those matchless Indian bravos
that will sometimes follow a party for days,
and in spite of indefatigable travel and unsleeping watch,
continue to keep up with their advance and steal a scalp at every resting-place.
Upon this discovery, the treasure-seekers, already reduced to a poor half-dozen,
fell into mere dismay, seized a few necessaries, and, deserting the remainder of their goods,
fled outright into the forest. Their fire they left still burning, and their dead comrade,
unburied. All day they ceased not to flee, eating by the way from hand to mouth,
and since they feared to sleep continued to advance at random even in the hours of darkness.
But the limit of man's endurance is soon reached.
When they rested at last it was to sleep profoundly,
and when they woke it was to find that the enemy was still upon their heels,
and death and mutilation had once more lessened and deformed their company.
By this they had become light-headed.
They had quite missed their path in the wilderness,
their stores were already running low.
With the further horrors,
it is superfluous that I should swell this narrative,
already too prolonged.
Suffice it to say that when at length the night passed by innocuous,
and they might breathe again in the hope
that the murderer had at last desisted from pursuit,
Mountain and Secundra were alone.
The traitor is firmly persuaded their unseen enemy
was some warrior of his own acquaintance,
and that he himself was spared by favor.
The mercy extended to Secundra, he explains on the ground that the East Indian was thought to be insane,
partly from the fact that, through all the horrors of the flight,
and while others were casting away their very food and weapons,
Secundra continued to stagger forward with a mattock on his shoulder,
and partly because in the last days, and with a degree of heat and fluency,
he perpetually spoke with himself in his own language.
But he was sane enough when it came to English.
you think he would be gone quite away he asked upon their blessed awakening and safety i pray god so i believe so i dare to believe so mountain had replied almost with incoherence as he described the scene to me
and indeed he was so much distempered that until he met us the next morning he could scarce be certain whether he had dreamed or whether it was a fact that secundra had thereupon turned directly about and returned without a word upon their footprints
setting his face for those wintry and hungry solitudes along a path whose every stage was milestone with a mutilated corpse end of chapter eleven recording by thomas copeland
chapter twelve of the master of balantre by robert lewis stevenson this libravox recording is in the public domain recording by thomas copeland chapter twelve the journey in the wilderness continued
mountain's story as it was laid before sir william johnson and my lord was shorn of course of all the earlier particulars and the expedition described to have proceeded uneventfully until the master sickened
but the latter part was very forcibly related the speaker visibly thrilling to his recollections and our then situation on the fringe of the same desert and the private interests of each gave him an audience prepared to share in his emotions for mountains
intelligence not only changed the world for my lord deris-deer but materially affected the designs of sir
william johnson these i find i must lay more at length before the reader word had reached alpany of dubious import
it had been rumoured that some hostility was to be put in act and the indian diplomatist had thereupon sped
into the wilderness even at the approach of winter to nip that mischief in the bud here on the borders he learned that he was come to
too late and the difficult choice was thus presented to a man upon the whole not any more bold than prudent his standing with the painted braves may be compared to that of my lord president colloden among the chiefs of our own highlanders of the forty-five that is as much as to say he was to these men reasons only speaking trumpet
and counsels of peace and moderation if they were to prevail at all must prevail singly through his influence if then he should return the process
province must lie open to all the abominable tragedies of indian war the houses blaze the wayfarer be cut off and the men of the woods collect their usual disgusting spoil of human scalps
on the other side to go farther forth to risk so small a party deeper in the desert to carry words of peace among warlike savages already rejoicing to return to war
here was an extremity from which it was easy to perceive his mind revolted i have come too late he said more than once and would fall into a deep consideration his head bowed in his hands his foot patting the ground
at length he raised his face and looked upon us that is to say upon my lord mountain and myself sitting close round a small fire which had been made for privacy in one corner of the camp
my lord to be quite frank with you i find myself in two minds said he i think it very needful i should go on but not at all proper i should any longer enjoy the pleasure of your company
we are here still upon the water-side and i think the risks are southward no great matter will not yourself and mr mckeller take a single boat's crew and return to albany my lord i should say had listened to mountain's narrative regarding him throughout with a painful intent
of gaze, and since the tale concluded, had sat as in a dream. There was something very daunting in
his look, something to my eyes not rightly human. The face lean and dark and aged. The mouth,
painful, the teeth disclosed in a perpetual rictus, the eyeball swimming clear of the lids
upon a field of bloodshot white. I could not behold him myself without a jarring irritation,
such as, I believe, is too frequently the uppermost feeling on the sickness of those dear to us.
Others, I could not but remark, were scarce able to support his neighbourhood.
Sir William, eviting to be near him, mountain dodging his eye, and when he met it, blinching
and halting in his story. At this appeal, however, my lord appeared to recover his command upon himself.
To Albany, said he, with a good voice,
"'Nor short of it at least,' replied Sir William.
"'There is no safety nearer hand.'
"'I should be very swir to return,' says my lord.
"'Note, unwilling,' returned to text.
"'I am not afraid of Indians,' he added, with a jerk.
"'I wish that I could say so much,' returned Sir William, smiling,
"'although if any man durst say it, it should be myself.
"'But you are to keep in view my responsibility,
"'and that, as the voyage has now become highly dimly,
dangerous, and your business, if ever you had any, says he, brought quite to a conclusion by the
distressing family intelligence you have received. I should be hardly justified if I even suffered
you to proceed, and run the risk of some obloquy if something regrettable should follow.
My lord turned a mountain. What did he pretend he died of? he asked.
I don't think I understand, Your Honor, said the traitor, pausing, like a man very much affected,
in the dressing of some cruel frostbites.
For a moment, my lord seemed at a full stop,
and then, with some irritation, I ask you what he died of.
Surely that's a plain question, said he.
Oh, I don't know, said Mountain.
Hasty even never knew.
He seemed to sicken, natural, and just pass away.
There it is, you see, concluded my lord, turning to Sir William.
Your lordship is too deep for me, replied Sir William.
Why, says my lord, this is a matter of succession.
My son's title may be called in doubt, and the man being supposed to be dead of nobody can tell what,
a great deal of suspicion would naturally be roused.
But, God damn me, the man's buried, cried Sir William.
I will never believe that, returned my lord, painfully trembling.
I'll never believe it, he cried again, and jumped to his feet.
Did he look dead? he asked of Mountain.
Look dead, repeated the traitor.
He looked white.
Why, what would he be at, I tell you?
I put the sods upon him.
My lord caught Sir William by the coat with a hooked hand.
This man has the name of my brother, says he,
but it's well understood.
He was never Canny.
Can he, says Sir William.
What is that?
He's not of this world, whispered my lord.
Neither hymn of a black deal that serves him.
i have struck my sword through his vitals he cried i have felt the hilt dirl on his breast-bone note ring returned to text and the hot blood spurt in my very face time and again time and again he repeated
with a gesture indescribable but he was never dead for that said he and sighed aloud why should i think he was dead now no not till i see him rotting says he
sir william looked across at me with a long face mountain forgot his wound staring and gaping my lord said i i wish you would collect your spirits but my
My throat was so dry and my own wit so scattered I could add no more.
No, says my lord, it's not to be supposed that he would understand me.
Mackeller does, for he can's all, and has seen him buried before now.
This is a very good servant to me, Sir William, this man, Mackellar.
He buried him with his own hands, he and my father, by the light of two silica candlesticks.
The other man is a familiar spirit.
He brought him from Coromandel.
i would have told you this long sign sir william only it was in the family these last remarks he made with a kind of melancholy composure and his time of aberration seemed to pass away
you can ask yourself what it all means he proceeded my brother falls sick and dies it is berry though so they say and all seems very plain but why did the familiar go back i think he must see for yourself it's a point that wants some clearing
i will be at your service my lord in half a minute said sir william rising mr mckeller two words from you and he led me without the camp the frost crunching in our steps the trees standing at our elbow poor with frost even as on that night in the long shrubbery
of course this is midsummer madness said sir william as soon as we were gotten out of hearing why certainly said i the man is mad i think that manifest shall i season bind him asked sir will upon your authority if these are all ravings that should certainly be done
i looked down upon the ground back at the camp with its bright fires and the folk watching us and about me on the woods and mountains there was just the one way that i could not look in that way that way that was but i could not look in that way
in Sir William's face.
Sir William, said I at last,
I think my lord not sane,
and have long thought him so.
But there are degrees in madness,
and whether he should be brought under restraint.
Sir William, I am no fit judge, I concluded.
I will be the judge, said he.
I asked for facts.
Was there in all that jargon any word of truth or sanity?
Do you hesitate? he asked.
Am I to understand,
"'And you have buried this gentleman before?'
"'Not buried,' said I,
"'and then taking up courage at last,
"'Sir William,' said I,
"'unless I were to tell you a long story
"'which much concerns a noble family,
"'and myself, not in the least,
"'it would be impossible to make this matter clear to you.
"'Say the word, and I will do it, right or long.
"'And at any rate, I will say so much
"'that my lord is not so crazy as he seems.
"'This is a strange matter.
into the tail of which you are unhappily drifted.
I desire none of your secrets, replied Sir William,
but I will be plain at the risk of insolity,
and confess that I take little pleasure in my present company.
I would be the last to blame you, said I, for that.
I have not asked either for your censure or your praise, sir, returned Sir,
I desire simply to be quit of you, and to that effect,
I put a boat and complement of men at your disposal.
this is fairly offered said i after reflection but you must suffer me to say a word upon the other side we have a natural curiosity to learn the truth of this affair i have some of it myself my lord it is very plain has but too much
the matter of the indian's return is enigmatical i think so myself sir william interrupted and i propose since i go in that direction to probe it to the bottom whether or not the man has gone like a dog to love
lie upon his master's grave. His life at least is in great danger, and I propose if I can to save it.
There is nothing against his character? Nothing, Sir William, I replied. And the other, he said,
I have heard my lord, of course, but from the circumstances of his servant's loyalty, I must suppose
he had some noble qualities. You must not ask me that, I cried. Hell may have noble flames.
I have known him a score of years and always hated and always admired.
and always slavishly feared him i appear to intrude again upon your secrets said sir william believe me inadvertently
enough that i will see the grave and if possible rescue the indian upon these terms can you persuade your master to return to albany sir william said i i will tell you how it is you do not see my lord to advantage it will seem even strange to you that i should love him but i do
and i am not alone if he goes back to albany it must be by force and it will be the death warrant of his reason and perhaps his life that is my sincere belief but i am in your hands and ready to obey
if you will assume so much responsibility as to command i will have no shred of responsibility it is my single endeavour to avoid the same cried sir william you insist upon following this journey
up, and be it so, I washed my hands of the whole matter.
With which word he turned upon his heel and gave the order to break camp,
and my lord, who had been hovering nearby, came instantly to my side.
Which is it to be, said he.
You ought to have your way, I answered.
You shall see the grave.
The situation of the master's grave was between guides easily described.
It lay indeed beside a chief landmark of the wilderness,
a certain range of peaks conspicuous by their design and altitude and the source of many brawling tributaries to that inland sea lake champlain it was therefore possible to strike for it direct instead of following back the blood-stained trail of the fugitives
and to cover in some sixteen hours of march a distance which their perturbed wanderings had extended over more than sixty our boats we left under our guard upon the rivet
it was indeed probable we should return to find them frozen fast and the small equipment with which we set forth upon the expedition included not only an infinity of furs to protect us from the cold but an arsenal of snow-shoes to render travel possible when the inevitable snow should fall
considerable alarm was manifested at our departure the march was conducted with soldierly precaution the camp at night sedulously chosen and patrolled
and it was a consideration of this sort that arrested us the second day within not many hundred yards of our destination the night being already imminent the spot in which we stood well qualified to be a strong camp for a party of our numbers and sir william therefore on a sudden thought arresting our advance
before us was the high range of mountains toward which we had been all day deviously drawing near from the first light of the dawn their silver peaks had been the greek's had been the greek's had been the greek's
goal of our advance across a tumbled lowland forest, thread with rough streams, and strewn with
monstrous boulders. The peaks, as I say, silver, for already at the higher altitudes the snow
fell nightly, but the woods in the low ground only breathed upon the frost. All day heaven
had been charged with ugly vapors, in the which the sun swam and glimmered like a shilling
piece. All day the wind blew on our left cheek, barbarous cold, but very pure to breathe.
With the end of the afternoon, however, the wind fell. The clouds, being no longer reinforced,
were scattered or drunk up. The sun set behind us with some wintry splendor, and the white
brow of the mountains shared its dying glow. It was dark ere we had supper. We ate in silence,
and the meal was scarce dispatch before my lord slunk from the fireside.
to the margin of the camp, whither I made haste to follow it.
The camp was on high ground, overlooking a frozen lake,
perhaps a mile in its longest measurement.
All about us the forest lay in heights and hollows.
Above rose the white mountains,
and higher yet the moon rode in a fair sky.
There was no breath of air,
nowhere a twig creaked,
and the sounds of our own camp were hushed
and swallowed up in the surrounding stillness.
now that the sun and the wind were both gone down it appeared almost warm like a night of july a singular illusion of the sense when earth air and water were strained to bursting with the extremity of frost
my lord or what i still continued to call by his loved name stood with his elbow on one hand and his chin sunk in the other gazing before him on the surface of the wood
my eyes followed his and rested almost pleasantly upon the frosted contexture of the pines rising in moonlit hillocks or sinking in the shadow of small glens hard by i told myself was the grave of our enemy
now gone where the wicked cease from troubling the earth heaped for ever on his once so active limbs i could not but think of him as somehow fortunate to be thus done with man's anxiety and weariness the daily expense of spirit
and that daily river of circumstance to be swum through at any hazard under the penalty of shame or death i could not but think how good was the end of that long travel and with that my mind swung at a tangent to my lord
for was not my lord dead also a maimed soldier looking vainly for discharge lingering derided in the line of battle a kind man i remembered him wise with a decent pride
a son perhaps too dutiful a husband only too loving one that could suffer and be silent one whose hand i loved to press
of a sudden pity caught in my windpipe with a sob i could have wept aloud to remember and behold him and standing thus by his elbow under the broad moon i prayed fervently either that he should be released or i strengthened to persist in my affection
oh god said i this was the best man to me and to himself but now i shrink from he did no wrong or not till he was broke with sorrows
these are but his honourable wounds that we begin to shrink from oh cover them up oh take him away before we hate him i was still so engaged in my own bosom when a sound broke suddenly upon the night it was still so engaged upon the night it was still so engaged in my own bosom when a sound broke suddenly upon the night it was
neither very loud nor very near. Yet, bursting as it did from so profound and so prolonged a silence,
it startled the camp like an alarm of trumpets. Air I had taken breath, Sir William was beside me,
the main part of the voyagers clustered at his back intently giving ear. Methought as I glanced at them
across my shoulder there was a whiteness other than moonlight on their cheeks, and the rays of the
moon reflected with a sparkle on the eyes of some, and the shadows lying black under the brows of
others, according as they raised or bowed their head to listen, gave to the group a strange air of
animation and anxiety. My lord was to the front, crouching a little forth his hand raised as for silence.
A man turned to stone. And still the sounds continued, breathlessly renewed with a precipitate
rhythm. Suddenly mountains spoke in a loud, broken whisper as of a man relieved,
I have it now, he said, and as we all.
turned to hear him. The Indian must have known the cash, he added. That is he. He is digging out the treasure.
Why, to be sure, exclaimed Sir William, we were geese not to have supposed so much.
The only thing is, Mountain resumed, the sound is very close to our old camp. And again,
I do not see how he is there before us unless the man had wings. Gride and fear are wings,
remarked Sir William, but this rogue has given us an alert, and I have a notion to return the compliment.
What say you, gentlemen, shall we have a moonlight hunt? It was so agreed. Dispositions were made
to surround Sir Cundra at his task. Some of Sir William's Indians hastened of advance,
and a strong guard being left at our headquarters, we set forth along the uneven bottom of the
forest, frost crackling, ice sometimes loudly splitting under free,
foot, and overhead the blackness of pine woods and the broken brightness of the moon.
Our way led down into a hollow of the land, and as we descended, the sounds diminished,
and it almost died away. Upon the other slope it was more open, only dotted with a few pines,
and several vast and scattered rocks that made inky shadows in the moonlight.
Here the sounds began to reach us more distinctly. We could now perceive the ring of iron,
and more exactly estimate the furious degree of haste with which the digger plied his instrument.
As we neared the top of the ascent a bird or two winged aloft and hovered darkly in the moonlight,
and the next moment we were gazing through a fringe of trees upon a singular picture.
A narrow plateau overlooked by the white mountains and encompassed nearer hand by woods lay bare to the
strong radiance of the moon.
Rough goods, such as make the wealth of forest,
were sprinkled here and there upon the ground in meaningless disarray.
About the midst, a tent stood, silvered with frost, the door open, gaping on the black interior.
At the one end of this small stage lay what seemed the tattered remnants of a man.
Without doubt we had arrived upon the scene of Harris' encampment.
There were the goods scattered in the panic of flight.
It was in yon tent the master breathed his last, and the frozen carrion that lay before us,
was the body of the drunken shoemaker. It was always moving to come upon the theatre of any tragic
incident, to come upon it after so many days, and to find it in the seclusion of a desert still unchanged,
must have impressed the mind of the most careless. And yet it was not that which struck us into
pillars of stone, but the sight which yet we had been half-expecting, of Secundra, angled deep in the grave
of his late master. He had cast the main part of his raiment by, yet his frail arms and shoulders
glistered in the moonlight with a copious sweat. His face was contracted with anxiety and expectation.
His blows resounded on the grave, as thick as sobs, and behind him, strangely deformed and inked
black upon the frosty ground, the creature's shadow repeated and parodied his swift gesticulations.
Some nightbirds arose from the boughs upon our coming, and then settled back,
but Sucundra, absorbed in his toil, heard or heeded not at all.
I heard Mountain whisper to Sir William.
Good God, it's the grave. He's digging him up.
It was what we had all guessed, and yet, to hear it put in language, thrilled me.
Sir William violently started.
You damned sacrilegious hound, he cried.
this. Sikundra leaped in the air, a little breathless cry escaped him, the tool flew from his
grasp, and he stood one instant staring at the speaker. The next, swift as an arrow, he sped
for the woods upon the farther side, and the next again, throwing up his hands with a violent
gesture of resolution, he had begun already to retrace his steps. Well then, you come,
you help, he was saying, but by now my lord had stepped beside Sir William. The moon shone,
own pharaoh upon his face, and the words were still upon Sarkundra's lips when he beheld and
recognized his master's enemy.
"'Him!' he screamed, clasping his hands and shrinking on himself.
"'Come, come,' said Sir William, "'there is none here to do you harm, if you be innocent,
"'and if you be guilty your escape is quite cut off.
"'Speak! What do you hear among the graves of the dead and the remains of the unburied?'
"'You know murderer?'
inquired Sikundra, you true man? You see me safe?
I will see you safe if you be innocent, returned Sir William.
I have said the thing, and I see not wherefore you should doubt it.
These all murderers, cried Sikundra, that is why he kill!
Murderer! pointing to a mountain. These two higher murderers pointing to my lord and myself,
all gallows murderers! Ah, I see you all swing in a rope!
Now I go, save the Sahib. He see you swing in a rope. The Sahib, he continued, pointing to the grave. He not dead. He bury, he not dead. My lord uttered a little noise, moved nearer to the grave and stood and stared in it.
Buried and not dead, exclaimed Sir William. What kind of rant is this? See Sahib, said Secundra, the Sahib and I alone with murderers. Try all way to escape.
No way good.
Then try this way.
Good way in warm climate.
Good way in India.
Here in this damn cold place who can tell,
I tell you pretty good hurry.
You help, you light a fire.
Help rub.
What is the creature talking of?
cried Sir William.
My head goes round.
I tell you I bury him alive, said Sikundra.
I teach him swallow his tongue.
Now dig him up, pretty good hurry.
And he, not much worse.
You light a fire! Sir William turned to the nearest of his men.
Light a fire, said he, my lot seems to be cast with the insane.
You good man, returned Sikundra.
Now I go dig the Sahib up.
He returned as he spoke to the grave and resumed his former toil.
My lord stood rooted, and I at my lord's side, fearing I knew not what.
The frost was not yet very deep, and presently the Indian threw aside his tool and began to scoop the dirt
by handfuls. Then he disengaged a corner of a buffalo robe, and then I saw hair catch among his
fingers. Yet a moment more, and the moon shone on something white. A while, Secoondra crouched upon his knees,
scraping with delicate fingers, breathing with puffed lips, and, when he moved aside,
I beheld the face of the master, wholly disengaged. It was deadly white, the eyes closed,
the ears and nostrils plugged, the cheeks fallen, the nose sharp, as if in death.
But for all that he had lain so many days under the sod, corruption had not approached him,
and, what strangely affected all of us, his lips and chin were mantled with a swarthy beard.
My God! cried Mountain. He was as smooth as a baby when we laid him there.
They say hair grows upon the dead, observed Sir William,
but his voice was thick and weak.
Secundra paid no heat to our remarks,
digging swift as a terrier in the looser.
Every moment the form of the master,
swathed in his buffalo robe,
grew more distinct in the bottom of that shallow trough.
The moon shining strong
and the shadows of the standers by
as they drew forward and back,
falling and flitting over his emergent countenance.
The sight held us with a horror not before experienced.
I dared not look my lord
the face, but for as long as it lasted, I never observed him to draw breath, and a little
in the background one of the men, I know not whom, burst into a kind of sobbing.
"'Now,' said Sikundra, "'you help me lift him out!'
"'Of the flight of time I have no idea. It may have been three hours, and it may have been five,
that the Indian labored to reanimate his master's body. One thing only I know, that it was still
night, and the moon was not yet set, although it had sunk low, and now barred the plateau with
long shadows, when Sikundra uttered a small cry of satisfaction, and, leaning swiftly forth, I thought
I could myself perceive a change upon that icy countenance of the unburied. The next moment,
I beheld his eyelids flutter. The next they rose entirely, and the weak old corpse looked
me for a moment in the face.
So much display of life I can myself swear to.
I have heard from others that he visibly stroked to speak,
that his teeth showed in his beard,
and that his brow was contorted as with an agony of pain and effort.
And this may have been, I know not.
I was otherwise engaged,
for at that first disclosure of the dead man's eyes,
my Lord Durrister fell to the ground,
and when I raised him up, he was a corpse.
Day came, and still Secundra could not be persuaded to desist from his unavailing efforts.
So William, leaving a small party under my command,
proceeded on his embassy with the first light,
and still the Indian rubbed the limbs and breathed in the mouth of the dead body.
You would think such labours might have vitalized a stone,
but except for that one moment, which was my lord's death,
the black spirit of the master held aloof from its discarded clay,
and by about the hour of noon, even the faithful servant was at length convinced.
He took it with unshaken quietude.
Too cold, said he, good way in India, no good here.
And asking for some food which he ravenously devoured,
as soon as it was set before him, he drew near the fire and took his place at my elbow.
In the same spot, as soon as he had eaten, he stretched himself out and fell into a childlike slumber,
from which I must arouse him some hours afterwards to take his part as one of the mourners
at the double funeral. It was the same throughout. He seemed to have outlived at once,
and with the same effort his grief for his master and his terror of myself and mountain.
one of the men left with me was skilled in stone-cutting and before sir william returned to pick us up i had chiselled on the boulder this inscription with a copy of which i may fitly bring my narrative to a close
heir to a scottish title a master of the arts and graces admired in europe asia america in war and peace in the tents of savage hunters and the citadels of kings after so much acquired accomplished and endured lies here forgotten
h d his brother after a life of unmerited distress bravely supported died almost in the same hour and sleeps in the same grave with his fraternal enemy
the piety of his wife and one old servant raised this stone to both end of chapter twelve recording by thomas copeland end of the master of balantre by robert lewis
So.
