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Episode Date: April 12, 2023The Sea Wolf by Jack London audiobook. Genre: adventure When literary critic Humphrey Van Weyden survives a ferry collision in San Francisco Bay, he expects rescue - not conscription. Hauled aboard t...he sealing schooner Ghost, he finds himself under the absolute rule of Captain Wolf Larsen, a brilliant, domineering commander whose philosophy is as merciless as the sea he sails. Thrust into a world of brutal labor and rigid hierarchy, Humphrey must adapt quickly, learning seamanship and hardening his body as he struggles to preserve his identity and conscience. The Ghost ranges the Pacific on a perilous hunt, where storms, injuries, and the constant threat of violence test every man aboard. As Humphrey is drawn into a tense, uneasy relationship with Larsen - part adversary, part teacher - he is forced to confront unsettling questions about strength, morality, and what makes a life meaningful. The stakes rise when another survivor, the sensitive poet Maud Brewster, is brought onto the ship, complicating the balance of power and turning survival into something more than endurance. At once a maritime adventure and a clash of worldviews, The Sea-Wolf explores freedom, authority, and the price of becoming strong enough to live. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:19:42) Chapter 02 (00:38:53) Chapter 03 (01:05:16) Chapter 04 (01:21:29) Chapter 05 (01:40:20) Chapter 06 (02:13:42) Chapter 07 (02:22:07) Chapter 08 (02:39:49) Chapter 09 (03:01:19) Chapter 10 (03:17:47) Chapter 11 (03:32:50) Chapter 12 (03:57:08) Chapter 13 (04:07:14) Chapter 14 (04:25:57) Chapter 15 (04:39:45) Chapter 16 (04:57:10) Chapter 17 (05:30:04) Chapter 18 (05:46:57) Chapter 19 (06:02:13) Chapter 20 (06:20:37) Chapter 21 (06:31:43) Chapter 22 (06:40:13) Chapter 23 (06:52:35) Chapter 24 (07:08:33) Chapter 25 (07:39:09) Chapter 26 (08:10:04) Chapter 27 (08:28:16) Chapter 28 (08:44:52) Chapter 29 (08:58:02) Chapter 30 (09:15:39) Chapter 31 (09:22:13) Chapter 32 (09:41:36) Chapter 33 (09:55:56) Chapter 34 (10:08:04) Chapter 35 (10:23:07) Chapter 36 (10:45:13) Chapter 37 (11:05:57) Chapter 38 (11:13:35) Chapter 39 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London. Chapter 1. I scarcely know where to begin, though I sometimes
facetiously placed the cause of it all to Charlie Foo Resett's credit. He kept a summer cottage in Mill Valley
under the shadow of Mount Tamilpius and never occupied it except when he loofed through the winter months
and read Nietzsche and Schopenhauer to rest his brain. When summer came on, he elected to sweat out a hot and dusty existence.
in the city and to toil incessantly. Had it not been my custom to run up to see him every Saturday
afternoon and to stop over till Monday morning, this particular January Monday morning would not have
found me afloat on San Francisco Bay. Not but that I was afloat in a safe craft, for the Martinez
was a new ferry steamer, making her fourth or fifth trip on the run between Salasolito and San Francisco.
The danger lay in the heavy fog which blanketed the bay, and which, as a landsman, I had little apprehension.
In fact, I remember the placid exultation with which I took up my position on the forward upper deck directly beneath the pilot house
and allowed the mystery of the fog to lay hold of my imagination.
A fresh breeze was blowing, and for a time I was alone in the moist obscurity.
yet not alone, for I was dimly conscious of the presence of the pilot and of what I took to be the captain in the glass house above my head.
I remember thinking how comfortable it was this division of labor, which made it unnecessary for me to study fogs, winds, tides, and navigation,
in order to visit my friend who lived across an arm of the sea.
It was good that men should be specialists, I'm used,
The particular knowledge of the pilot and captain sufficed for many thousands of people who knew no more of the sea and navigation than I knew.
On the other hand, instead of having to devote my energy to the learning of a multitude of things, I concentrated it upon a few particular things, such as, for example, the analysis of Poe's place in American literature, an essay of mine, by the way, in the current Atlantic.
Coming aboard, as I passed through the cabin, I had noticed with greedy eyes a stout gentleman reading the Atlantic, which was open to my very essay.
And there it was again, the division of labor, the special knowledge of the pilot and captain which permitted the stout gentleman to read my special knowledge on Poe, while they carried him safely from Salasolito to San Francisco.
A red-faced man slamming the cabin door behind him and stumping out on the deck interrupted my reflections,
though I made a metal note of the topic for use in a projected essay,
which I had thought of calling the necessity for freedom, a plea for the artist.
The red-faced man shot a glance up at the pilot house, gazed around at the fog,
stumped across the deck and back, he evidently had artificial legs,
and stood still by my side, legs wide apart, and with an expression of keen enjoyment on his face.
I was not wrong when I decided that his days had been spent on the sea.
It's nasty weather like this here that turns heads gray before their time, he said with a nod toward Pilot House.
I had not thought there was any particular strain, I answered.
It seems as simple as ABC.
They know the direction by compass, the disson.
in the speed. I should not call it anything more than a mathematical certainty.
Strain, he snorted, simple as ABC, mathematical certainty. He seemed to brace himself up and
lean backward against the air as he stared at me. How about this here tide that's rushing out
through the golden gate, he demanded, or bellowed, rather. How fast is she ebbing? What's the
drift. Listen to that, will you? A bell buoy and we're atop of it. See him aldering the course.
From out of the fog came the mournful tolling of a bell, and I could see the pilot turning the
wheel with great rapidity. The bell, which had seemed straight ahead, was now sounding from the
side. Our own whistle was blowing hoarsely, and from time to time the sound of the other whistles
came to us from out of the fog.
There is a ferry boat of some sort, the newcomer said,
indicating a whistle off to the right,
and there, do you hear that?
Blown by mouth.
Some scow schooner, most likely.
Better watch out, Mr. Schooner, man.
Ah, I thought so.
Now hell's a-poppin for somebody.
The unseen ferry-boat was blowing blast after blast,
and the mouth-blown horn was tooting in terror-stricken fashion.
And now they're paying their break in.
respects to each other and trying to get clear, the red-faced man went on as the hurried whistling ceased.
His face was shining, his eyes flashing with excitement as he translated into articulate language,
the speech of the horns and sirens. That's a steam siren, a-goin it over there to the left,
and you hear that fellow with a frog in his throat? A steam schooner, as near as I can judge,
crawling in from the heads against the tide.
A shrill little whistle, piping as if gone mad,
came from directly ahead and from very near at hand.
Gong sounded on the Martinez.
Our paddle wheels stopped, their pulsing beat died away,
and then they started again.
The shrill little whistle, like the chirping of a cricket
amid the cries of great beasts,
shot through the fog from more to the side,
and swiftly grew faint and fainter.
I looked to my little.
companion for enlightenment.
One of them daredevil launchers, he said.
I almost wish we'd sunk him, the little rip.
They're the cause of more trouble.
And what good are they?
Any jackass gets aboard one and runs it from hell to breakfast,
blowing his whistle to beat the band,
him telling the rest of the world to look out for him
because he's coming and can't look out for himself.
Because he's common.
And you've got to look out too, right away.
Common decency.
They don't know.
the meaning of it. I felt quite amused at his unwarranted caller, and while he stumped indignantly
up and down, I felt a-dwelling upon the romance of the fog, and romantic it certainly was. The fog, like
the mere shadow of infinite mystery, brooding over the whirling speck of earth and men, mere moats of
light and sparkle, cursed with an insane relish for work, riding their steeds of wood and
steel through the heart of the mystery, groping their way blindly through the unseen, and clamoring and clanging and
confident speech the while their hearts are heavy with insertitude and fear.
The voice of my companion brought me back to myself with a laugh. I too had been groping and
floundering the while I thought I rode clear-eyed through the mystery. Hello, someone's coming
our way, he was saying, and do you hear that? He's coming fast, walking right along.
Guess he don't hear us yet.
Wends in the wrong direction.
The fresh breeze was blowing right down upon us,
and I could hear the whistle plainly,
off to one side and a little ahead.
Fairy boat, I asked?
He nodded, then added.
Er, he wouldn't be keeping up such a clip.
He gave a short chuckle.
They're getting anxious up there.
I glanced up.
The captain had thrust his head and shoulders out of the pilot house,
and was staring intently into the fire.
fog, as though through sheer force of will he could penetrate it.
His face was anxious, as was the face of my companion, who had stumped over to the rail,
and was gazing with a like intentness in the direction of the invisible danger.
Then everything happened, and with inconceivable rapidity.
The fog seemed to break away as though split by a wedge, and the bow of a steamboat emerged,
trailing fog-wrees on either side like seaweed on the snout of levathon.
I could see the pilot house in a white-bearded man leading partly out of it on his elbows.
He was clad in a blue uniform and I remember noting how trim and quiet he was.
His quietness, under the circumstances was terrible.
He accepted destiny, marched hand in hand with it, and coolly measured the stroke.
As he leaned there, he ran a calm and speculative.
eye over us, as though to determine the precise point of the collision, and took no notice whatever,
when our pilot, White with rage, shouted, now you've done it. On looking back, I realized the
remark was too obvious to make rejoiner necessary.
Grab hold of something and hang on, the red-faced man said to me. All his bluster had gone,
and he seemed to have got the contagious of pre-natural calm, and listened to the women's
scream, he said grimly, almost bitterly, I thought as though he had been through the experience
before. The vessels came together before I could follow his advice. We must have been struck
squarely amid ships, for I saw nothing, the strange steamboat having passed beyond my line of
vision. The Martinez healed over, sharply, and there was a crashing and rending of timber. I was
thrown flat on the wet deck, and before I could scramble to my feet, I heard the screams of the
women. This was it, I am certain, the most indescribable of blood-curdling sounds that threw me into
a panic. I remember the life-preserver stored in the cabin, but was met at the door and swept
backwards by a wild rush of men and women. What happened in the next few minutes I do not
recollect, though I have a clear remembrance of pulling down life-preservers from the overhead
racks, while the red-faced men fastened them about the bodies of a hysterical group of women.
This memory is as distinct and sharp as that of any picture I have seen.
It is a picture, and I can see it now.
The jagged edges of the hole in the side of the cabin, through which the gray fog swirled and eddied,
the empty-upholstered seats littered with all the evidence of sudden flight,
such as packages, hand satchels, umbrellas, and wraps, the stout gentleman who had been reading my essay,
encased in cork and canvas, the magazine still in his hand and asking me with monotonous insistence
if I thought there was any danger, the red-faced man stomping gallantly around on his artificial legs
and buckling life-preservers on all comers, and finally the screaming bedland of women.
This was it, the screaming of the women, that most tried my nerves.
It must have tried, too, the nerves of the red-faced man,
for I have another picture that will never fade from my mind.
The stout gentleman is stuffing the magazine into his overcoat pocket and looking on curiously.
A tangled mass of women with drawn white faces and open mouths is shrieking like a chorus of lost souls,
and the red-faced man is faced now purpleish with wrath,
and with arms extended overhead, as in the act of hurling thunderbolts,
the shouting,
Shut up! Oh, shut up!
I remember the scene impelled me to sudden laughter,
and in the next instant I realized I was becoming hysterical myself,
for these were women of my own kind, like my mother and sisters,
with the fear of death upon them and unwilling to die.
And I remember that the sounds they made reminded me of the squealing of peering of
under the knife of the butcher, and I was struck with horror at the vividness of the inology.
These women, capable of the most sublime emotions of the tenderest sympathies, were open-mouthed
and screaming.
They wanted to live.
They were helpless, like rats in the trap, and they screamed.
The horror of it drove me out on deck.
I was feeling sick and squeamish and sat down on a bench.
In a hazy way I saw and heard men rushing and shouting,
they strove to lower the boats. It was just as I had read descriptions of such scenes and books.
The tackles jammed. Nothing worked. One boat lowered away with the plugs out, filled with women and children,
and then with water, and capsized. Another boat had been lowered by one end and still hung in the tackle
by the other end where it had been abandoned. Nothing was to be seen of the strange steamboat,
which had caused the disaster.
I heard men saying she would undoubtedly send boats to our assistance.
I descended to the lower deck.
The Martinez was sinking fast, for the water was very near.
Numbers of the passengers were leaping overboard.
Others in the water were clamoring to be taken aboard again.
No one heated them.
A cry arose that we were sinking.
I was seized by the consequent panic and went over the side in a surge of bodies.
How I went over I do not know, though I did know, and instantly, why those in the water were so desirous of getting back on the steamer.
The water was cold, so cold that it was painful.
The pang, as I plunged into it, was as quick and sharp as that of fire.
It bit to the marrow.
It was like the grip of death.
I gasped with the anguish and shock of it, filling my lungs, before the life-preserver popped me to the surface.
The taste of the salt was strong in my mouth, and I was strangling with the acrid stuff in my throat and lungs.
But it was the cold that was most distressing.
I felt I could survive but a few minutes.
People were struggling and floundering in the water about me.
I could hear them crying out to one another, and I heard also the sound of oars.
Evidently, the strange steamship had lowered its boats.
As the time went by, I marveled that I was still alive.
I had no sensation whatever in my lower limbs, while a chilling numbness was wrapping about my heart and creeping into it.
Small waves with spiteful foaming crests continually broke over me and into my mouth, sending me into more strangling spraxisms.
The noise grew indistinct, though I heard a final and despairing chorus of screams in the distance and knew that the Martinez had gone down.
Later, how much later I have no knowledge, I came to myself with the start of fear.
I was alone.
I could hear no calls or cries, only the sound of the waves made wordly hollow and reverberant by the fog.
A panic in a crowd, which partakes of a sort of community of interest, is not so terrible
as a panic when one is by oneself, and such a panic I now suffered.
Whither was I drifting?
The red-faced man had said the tide was ebbing through the golden gate.
Was I then being carried out to sea?
And the life-preserver in which I floated, was it not liable to go to pieces at any moment?
I had heard of such things being made of paper and hollow rushes,
which quickly become saturated and lost all buoyancy.
And I could not swim a stroke, and I was alone, floating apparently,
in the midst of a great primordial vastness.
I confess that the madness seized me,
that I shrieked aloud as the women had shrieked,
and beat the water with my numb hands.
How long this lasted, I have no conception,
for a blankness intervened,
of which I remember no more than one remembers
of troubled and painful sleep.
When I aroused, it was as after centuries of time,
and I saw almost above me
and emerging from the fog, the bow of a vessel, and three triangular sails, each rudely lapping the other and filled with wind.
Where the bow cut the water, there was a great foaming and gurgling, and I seemed directly in its path.
I tried to cry out, but was too exhausted. The bow plunged down just missing me, and sending a swath of water clear over my head.
Then the long black side of the vessel began slipping past so near that I could have touched it with my hands.
I tried to reach it and a mad resolve to claw into the wood with my nails, but my arms were heavy and lifeless.
Again I strove to call out but made no sound.
The stern of the vessel shot by dropping as it did into a hollow between the waves,
and I caught a glimpse of a man standing at the wheel and of another man who seemed to be
doing little else than smoke a cigar. I saw the smoke issuing from his lips as he slowly turned his
head and glanced out over the water in my direction. It was a careless, unpremeditated glance.
One of those haphazard things men do when they have no immediate call to do anything in particular,
but act because they are alive and must do something. But life and death were in that glance. I can see
the vessel being swallowed up in the fog. I saw the back of the man at the who,
wheel, and the head of the other man turning slowly, slowly turning, as his gaze struck the
water and casually lifted along it toward me.
His face wore an absent expression as of deep thought, and I became afraid that if his
eyes did light upon me, he would nevertheless not see me.
But his eyes did light upon me and looked squarely into mine, and he did see me, for he
sprang to the wheel, thrusting the other man aside and whirled it round and round, hands.
over and at the same time shouting orders of some sort. The vessel seemed to go off at a
tension to its former course and leapt almost instantly from view into the fog. I found myself
slipping into unconsciousness and tried with all the power of my will to fight above the
suffocating blankness and darkness that were rising around me. A little later I heard the stroke of
wars growing nearer and nearer in the calls of a man.
When he was very near, I heard him crying in vexed fashion.
Why in hell don't you sing out?
This meant me, I thought.
And then the blankness and darkness rose over me.
End of Chapter 1.
Chapter 2 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Seawolf by Jack London.
Chapter 2.
I seem swinging in a mighty rhythm through orbit vastness.
Sparkling points of
light sputtered and shot past me. They were stars, I knew, and flaring comets that peopled my flight among
the suns. As I reached the limit of my swing and prepared to rush back on the counter swing,
a great gong struck and thundered. For an immeasurable period, lapped in the rippling of placid
centuries, I enjoyed and pondered my tremendous flight. But a change came over the face of the dream,
for a dream I told myself it must be.
My rhythm grew shorter and shorter.
I was jerked from swing to counter swing with irritating haste.
I could scarcely catch my breath so fiercely was I impelled through the heavens.
The gonged thundered more frequently and more furiously.
I grew to await it with a nameless dread.
Then it seemed as though I were being dragged over rasping sands, white and hot in the sun.
This gave place to a sense of intolerable anguish.
My skin was scorching in the torment of fire.
The gong clanged and knell.
The sparkling points of light flashed past me in an interminable stream
as though the whole sidereal system were dropping into the void.
I gasped, caught my breath painfully, and opened my eyes.
Two men were kneeling beside me, working over me.
My mighty rhythm was the lift and forward plunge of a ship on the sea.
The terrific gong was a frying pan hanging on the wall that rattled and clattered with each leak by the ship.
The rasping, scorching sands were a man's hard hands shafing my naked chest.
I squirmed under the pain of it and half lifted my head.
My chest was raw and red, and I could see tiny blood globule starting through the torn and inflamed.
cuticle.
That'll do, Yonsen, one of the men said.
Aren't you see you've blooming well rubbed all the gent skin, orf?
The man addressed as Jonson, a man of heavy Scandinavian type, ceased chafing me, and rose awkwardly
to his feet.
The man who had spoken to him was clearly a cockney, with the clean lines and weakly pretty,
almost infeminent face of a man who has absorbed the sound of the bow bells with his mother's
milk. A draggled muslin cap on his head and a dirty gunnysack about his slim hips proclaimed him
cook of the decidedly dirty ship's galley in which I found myself. And how you're feeling now, sir,
he asked with a subservant smirk which comes only of generations of tip-seeking ancestors.
For a reply, I twisted weakly into a sitting posture and was helped by Yon'son to my
feet. The rattle and bang of the frying pan was grating horribly on my nerves. I could not collect my
thoughts. Clutching the woodwork of the gallery for support, and I confess the grease with which it was
scummed, put my teeth on edge. I reached across a hot cooking range to the offending utensil,
unhooked it, and wedged it securely into the coal box. The cook grinned at my exhibition of nerves and
thrust into my hand a steaming mug with an air, this'll do your good. It was a nauseous mess,
ship's coffee, but the heat of it was revivifying. Between gulps of the molten stuff, I glanced
down at my raw and bleeding chest and turned to the Scandinavian. Thank you, Mr. Janssen, I said,
but don't you think your measures were rather heroic? It was because he understood the reproof of my
action, rather than of my words, that he held his palm up for inspection. It was remarkably calloused.
I passed my hand over the horny projections, and my teeth went on edge once more from the horrible
rasping sensation produced. My name is Johnson, not Yonson, he said in very good, though slow English,
with no more than a shade of accent to it. There was mild protest in his pale blue eyes,
and with all the frankness and manliness that quite won me to him.
Thank you, Mr. Johnson, I corrected, and reached out my hand for his.
He hesitated, awkward and bashful, shifted his weight from one leg to the other,
then blunderingly gripped my hand in a hearty shake.
Have you any dry clothes I may put on? I asked the cook.
Yes, sir, he answered with cheerful alacrity.
I'll run down and tack a look over my.
kit if you've no objection sir to wearing my things he dived out the galley door
her glided rather with the swiftness and smoothness of gait that struck me as
being not so much cat-like is oily in fact this oiliness or greasiness as I was
later to learn was probably the most salient expression of his personality and
where am I I asked Johnson whom I took and rightly to be one of the salient
"'What vessel is this, and where is she bound?'
"'Off the Farrell-Lands, heading about south west,'
he answered slowly and methodically,
as though groping for his best English,
and rigidly observing the order of my queries.
"'The schooner ghost bound seal-hunting to Japan.'
"'And who is the captain? I must see him as soon as I am dressed.'
Johnson looked puzzled and embarrassed.
He hesitated while he groped in his vocabulary and framed a complete answer.
The captain is Wolf Larson, or so men call him.
I never heard his other name.
But you better speak soft with him.
He is mad this morning.
The mate, but he did not finish.
The cook had glided in.
Better swing your hook out of Air Yonsen, he said.
The old man will be wanton you're on deck,
and this ain't no dye to fall of him.
Johnson turned obediently to the door,
at the same time over the cook's shoulder,
favoring me with an amazingly solemn and portentous wink
as though to emphasize his interrupted remark
and the need for me to be soft-spoken with the captain.
Hanging over the cook's arm was a loose and crumpled array
of evil-looking and sour-smelling garments.
They was put away wet, sir,
he vowed safe explanation,
but you'll have to make them do till I dry yours out by the fire.
Clinging to the woodwork, staggering with the roll of the ship,
and aided by the cook,
I managed to slip into a rough, wallen undershirt.
On the instant my flesh was creeping and crawling from the harsh contact.
He noticed my involuntary twitching and grimacing and smirked.
I only hope you don't ever have to get used to something.
as that in this life, because you've got a blooming soft skin that you have, more like a lydides than any I know of.
I was blooming, well, sure, you was a gentleman as soon as I set eyes on here.
I had taken a dislike to him at first, and as he helped me address, this dislike increased.
There was something repulsive about his touch.
I shrank from his hand, my flesh revolted, and between this and the smells arising from the various
boiling and bubbling on the galley fire, I was in haste to get out into the fresh air.
Further, there was the need of seeing the captain about what arrangements could be made for getting
me ashore.
A cheap cotton shirt, with frayed collar and a bosom discolored with what I took to be ancient
bloodstain, was put on me amid a running and apologetic fire of comment.
A pair of workmen's brogans encased my feet, and for trousers I was furnished with
a pair of pale blue washed out overalls, one leg of which was fully ten inches shorter than the other.
The abbreviated leg looked as though the devil had clutched there for the cockney's soul
and missed the shadow for the substance.
And whom have I to thank for this kindness, I asked, when I stood completely arrayed,
a tiny boy's cap on my head, and for coat a dirty striped cotton jacket,
which ended at the small of my back, and the sleeves of which were,
which reached just below my elbows. The cook drew himself up in a smugly, humble fashion,
a depreciating smirk on his face. Out of my experience with stewards on the Atlantic liners at the
end of the voyage, I could have sworn he was waiting for his tip. From my fuller knowledge of the
creature I now know that the posture was unconscious. A hereditary civility, no doubt, was
responsible. Mugridge, sir, he fond, his effeminate features running into a greasy smile.
Thomas Mugridge, sir, and at your service.
All right, Thomas, I said, I shall not forget you when my clothes are dry.
A soft light suffused his face and his eyes glistened, as though somewhere in the depths of
his being his ancestors had quickened and stirred with dim memories of tips received in former
lives. Thank you, sir, he said very gratefully and very humbly indeed. Precisely in the way that the
door slid back, he slid aside, and I stepped out on deck. I was still weak from my prolonged
immersion. A puff of wind caught me, and I staggered across the moving deck to a corner of the
cabin, to which I clung for support. The schooner, healed over far out from the perpendicular,
was bowing and plunging into the Long Pacific Roll.
If she were heading southwest, as Johnson had said,
the wind then, I calculated, was blowing nearly from the south.
The fog was gone, and in its place the sun sparkled crisply on the surface of the water.
I turned to the east where I knew California must lie,
but could see nothing save low-lying fog banks.
The same fog, doubtless, that had brought about the disaster to the Martinez
and placed me in my present situation.
To the north, and not far away, a group of naked rocks thrust above the sea, on one of which I could distinguish a lighthouse.
In the southwest and almost in our course, I saw the permeable loom of some vessel sails.
Having completed my survey of the horizon, I turned to my more immediate surroundings.
My first thought was that a man who had come through a collision and rubbed shoulders with death merited more attention than I read.
received. Beyond the sailor at the wheel, who stared curiously across the top of the cabin,
I attracted no notice whatsoever. Everybody seemed interested in what was going on amid ships.
There, on a hatch, a large man was lying on his back. He was fully clothed, though his shirt
was ripped open in front. Nothing was to be seen of his chest, however, for it was covered
with a mass of black hair, an appearance like the furry coat of a dog.
His head and neck were hidden beneath a black beard,
and her shot with gray, which would have been stiff and bushy
had it not been limp and draggled and dripping with water.
His eyes were closed, and he was apparently unconscious,
but his mouth was wide open, his breast heaving as though from suffocation
as he labored noisily for breath.
A sailor from time to time and quite methodically, as a matter of routine, dropped a canvas bucket into the ocean at the end of a rope, hauled it in hand under hand, and sluiced its contents over the prostate man. Pacing back and forth the length of the hatchways and savagely chewing the end of a cigar was the man whose casual glance had rescued me from the sea. His height was probably five foot ten inches or ten on the sea.
a half, but my first impression, or feel of the man, was not of this, but of his strength.
And yet, while he was of massive build with broad shoulders and deep chest, I could not
characterize his strength as massive. It was what might be termed a sinewy, naughty strength
of the kind that we ascribe to lean and wiry men, but which in him, because of his heavy
built partook more of the enlarged guerrilla order. Not that in appearance he seemed the least
guerrilla like. What I am striving to express is this strength itself, more as a thing apart
from his physical semblance. It was a strength we are one to associate with things primitive,
with wild animals, and the creatures we imagine are tree-dwelling prototypes to have been. A strength
savage, ferocious, alive in itself, the essence of life in that it is the potency of motion,
the elemental stuff itself out of which the many forms of life have been molded,
in short that which rise in the body of a snake when the head is cut off,
and the snake as a snake is dead,
or which lingers in the shapeless lump of turtle meat and recoils and quivers from the
prod of a finger.
Such was the impression of strength I gathered from the,
this man who paced up and down. He was firmly planted on his legs. His feet struck the deck
squarely, and with surety, every movement of a muscle from the heave of the shoulders to the
tightening of the lips about the cigar was decisive and seemed to come out of a strength that
was excessive and overwhelming. In fact, though this strength pervaded every action of his,
it seemed but the advertisement of a greater strength that lurked within,
that lay dormant and no more than stirred from time to time,
but which might arouse at any moment terrible and compelling,
like the rage of a lion or the wrath of a storm.
The cook stuck his head out of the galley door,
and grinned encouragingly at me,
at the same time jerking his thumb in the direction of the man
who paced up and down by the hatchway.
Thus I was given to understand that he was the captain, the old man in the cook's vernacular,
the individual whom I must interview and put to the trouble of somehow getting me ashore.
I had half started forward to get over with what I was certain would be a stormy five minutes
when a more violent suffocating proxism seized the unfortunate person who was lying on his back.
He wrenched and writhed about convulsions.
The chin with a damp black beard pointed higher in the air as the back muscles stiffened,
and the chest swelled in an unconscious and instinctive effort to get more air.
Under the whiskers, and all unseen, I knew that the skin was taking on a purpleish hue.
The captain, or Wolf Larson, as men called him, ceased pacing and gazed down at the dying man.
So fierce had this final struggle become that to say,
were paused in the act of flinging more water over him and stared curiously.
The canvas bucket partly tilted and dripping its contents to the deck.
The dying man beat a tattoo on the hatch with his heels,
straightened out his legs, and stiffened in one great tense effort,
and rolled his head from side to side.
Then the muscles relaxed, and the head stopped rolling and a sigh,
as of profound relief, floated upward from his leg.
The jaw dropped, the upper lifted, and two rows of tobacco discolored teeth appeared.
It seemed as though his features had frozen into a diabolical grin at the world he had left and outwitted.
Then a most surprising thing occurred.
The captain broke loose upon the dead man like a thunder-clap.
Oaths rolled from his lips in a continuous stream,
and they were not nambi-pambios or mere expressions of in the thunder-clap.
decency. Each word was a blasphemy, and there were many words. They crisped and crackled like
electric sparks. I had never heard anything like it in my life, nor could I have conceived it possible.
With a turn for literary expression myself, and a penchant forcible figures and phrases,
I appreciated, as no other listener, I dare say, the particular vividness and strength and absolute
blasphemy of his metaphors. The cause of it all, as near as I could make out, was that the man,
who was mate, had gone on a debauch before leaving San Francisco, and then had the poor taste
to die at the beginning of the voyage, and leave Wolf Larson short-handed. It should be unnecessary
to state, at least to my friends, that I was shocked. Ouse and vile language of any sort had always
been repellent to me. I felt a wilting sensation, a sinking at the heart, and I might just as well say
a giddiness. To me, death had always been invested with solemnity and dignity. It had been peaceful in
its occurrence, sacred in its ceremonial. But death in its more sordid and terrible aspects
was the thing with which I had been unacquainted till now. As I say, while I appreciated the power
of the terrific denunciation that swept out of Wolf Larson's mouth, I was inexpressibly
shocked. The scorching torrent was enough to wither the face of the corpse. I should not have
been surprised if the wet dark beard had frizzled and curled and flared up in smoke and flame,
but the dead man was unconcerned. He continued to grin with a sardonic humor with a cynical
mockery and defiance. He was master of the situation.
End of Chapter 2. Chapter 3 of the Sea Wolf. This Libre of Fox recording is in the public domain.
The Sea Wolf by Jack London, Chapter 3. Wolf Larson ceased swearing as suddenly as he had begun.
He relayed his cigar and glanced around. His eyes chanced upon the cook. Well, Cookie,
He began with the suavness that was cold and of the temper of steel.
Yes, sir, the cook eagerly interpolated with appeasing and apologetic servility.
Don't you think you've stretched that neck of yours just about enough?
It's unhealthy, you know.
The mate's gone, and I can't afford to lose you, too.
You must be very, very careful of your health, Cookie.
Understand?
His last word in striking contrast with the smoothness of his previous.
utterance, snapped like the lash of a whip. The cook quailed under it.
Yes, sir, was the meek reply, as the offending had disappeared into the galley.
At this sweeping rebuke, which the cook had only pointed, the rest of the crew became
uninterested and fell to work at one task or another. A number of men, however, who were
lounging about a companionway between the galley and hatch, and who did not seem to be sailors,
continue talking in low tones with one another.
These, I afterward learned,
were the hunters, the men who shot the seals,
and a very superior breed to common sailor folk.
Johansen, Wolf Larson called out.
A sailor stepped forward immediately.
Get your palm and needle and sew the beggar up.
You'll find some old canvas in the sail locker.
Make it do.
What will I put on his feet, sir?
The man asked, after the...
the customary, aye, I, sir. We'll see to that. Wolf Larsen answered and elevated his voice
in a call of cookie. Thomas Mugridge popped out of his galley like a jack in the box. Go below and
fill a sack with coal. Any of you fellows got a Bible or prayer book? Was the captain's next demand?
This time of the hunters lounging about the companion way. They shook their heads and someone made
a jocular remark which I did not catch, but which raised a general laugh.
Wolf Larson made the same demand of the sailors.
Bibles and prayer books seem scarce articles, but one of the men volunteered to pursue the
quest amongst the watch below, returning in a minute with the information that there was none.
The captain shrugged his shoulders.
Then we'll drop him over without any palavering, unless our clerical-looking castaway
has the burial service at sea by heart.
By this time he had swung fully around and was facing me.
You're a preacher, aren't you? he asked.
The hunters, there were six of them, to a man turned and regarded me.
I was painfully aware of my likeness to a scarecrow.
A laugh went up at my appearance.
A laugh that was not lessened or softened by the dead man stretched and grinning on the deck before us.
a laugh that was as rough and harsh and frank as the sea itself,
that arose out of coarse feelings and blunted sensibilities
from natures that knew neither courtesy nor gentleness.
Wolf Larson did not laugh,
though his gray eyes lighted with a slight glint of amusement,
and in that moment, having stepped forward quite close to him,
I received my first impression of the man himself,
of the man as apart from his body, and from the torrent of blasphemy I had heard him spew forth.
The face, with large features and strong lines of the square order, yet well filled out,
was apparently massive at first sight, but again, as with the body,
the massiveness seemed to vanish and a conviction to grow of a tremendous and excessive mental
or spiritual strength that lay behind, sleeping in the depths of his being.
The jaw, the chin, the brow rising to a goodly height and swelling heavily above the eyes.
These, while strong in themselves, unusually strong, seemed to speak an intense vigor or virility
of spirit that lay behind and beyond and out of sight.
There was no sounding such a spirit, no measuring, no determining, no determining,
of meats and bounds, nor neatly classifying in some pigeonhole with others of similar type.
The eyes, and it was my destiny to know them well, were large and handsome, wide apart as the true
artists are wide, sheltering under a heavy brow and arched over by thick black eyebrows.
The eyes themselves were of that baffling protean gray which is never twice the same,
which runs through many shades and colorings like inner shot silk and sunshine,
which is gray, darken light, and greenish gray,
and sometimes of the clear azure of the deep sea.
There were eyes that masked the soul with the thousand guises,
and that sometimes opened at rare moments,
and allowed it to rush up as though it were about to fare forth nakedly into the world
on some wonderful adventure,
eyes that could brood with the hopeless somberness of leaden skies,
that could snap and crackle points of light,
like those which sparkle from a whirling sword,
that could grow chill as an arctic landscape,
and yet again that could warm and soften and be all a dance with love lights,
intense and masculine, luring and compelling,
which at the same time fascinate and dominate women
till they surrender in a gladness of joy and of relief and sacrifice.
But to return, I told him that, unhappily for the burial service,
I was not a preacher when he sharply demanded.
What do you do for a living?
I confess I had never had such a question asked me before,
nor had I ever canvassed it.
I was quite taken aback, and before I could find myself,
had sillily stammered,
I am a gentleman. His lip curled in a swift sneer.
I have worked. I do work, I cried impetuously, as though he were my judge and I required
vindication, and at the same time very much aware of my errant idiocy in discussing the subject
at all. For your living? There was something so imperative and masterful about him that I was
quite beside myself. Rattled, as Fuhras Seth would have
termed it, like a quaking child before a stern schoolmaster.
"'Who feeds you?' was his next question.
"'I have an income,' I answered stoutly,
"'and could have bitten my tongue the next instant.
"'All of which, you will pardon my observing,
"'has nothing whatsoever to do with what I wish to see you about.'
"'But he disregarded my protest.
"'Who earned it? Eh? I thought so. Your father.
"'You stand on dead men's legs.
you've never had any of your own.
You couldn't walk alone between two sunrises
and hustle the meat for your belly for three meals.
Let me see your hand.
His tremendous dormant strength must have stirred swiftly and accurately,
or I must have slept a moment,
for before I knew it, he had stepped two paces forward,
gripped my right hand and his,
and held it up for inspection.
I tried to withdraw it, but his fingers tightened
without visible effort, till I thought mine would be crushed.
It is hard to maintain one's dignity under such circumstances.
I could not squirm or struggle like a schoolboy,
nor could I attack such a creature who had but to twist my arm to break it.
Nothing remained but to stand still and accept the indignity.
I had time to notice that the pockets of the dead man had been emptied on the deck
and that his body and grin had been wrapped from view in canvas,
the folds of which the sailor, Johansson,
was sewing together with a coarse white twine,
shoving the needle through with a leather contrive and spitted on the palm of his hand.
Wolf Larson dropped my hand with a flirt of disdain.
Dead men's hands have kept it soft,
good for little else than dishwashing and scullion work.
I wish to be put ashore, I said firmly, for now,
I had myself in control.
I shall pay you whatever you judge your delay in trouble to be worth.
He looked at me curiously.
Mockery shone in his eyes.
I have a counter proposition to make, and for the good of your soul.
My mate's gone, and there'll be a lot of promotion.
A sailor comes aft to take the mate's place,
cabin boy goes forward to take the sailor's place,
and you take the cabin boy's place.
Sign the article for the cruise, $20 per month and $4.4.
found. Now what do you say? And mind you, it's for your own soul's sake. It will be the making of you.
You might learn in time to stand on your own legs and perhaps to toddle along a bit. But I took no notice.
The sails of the vessel I had seen off to the southwest had grown larger and plainer.
They were of the same schooner rig as the ghost. The hole itself, I could see, was smaller.
She was a pretty sight, leaping and flying toward us and evidently bound to pass at close range.
The wind had been momentarily increasing, and the sun, after a few angry gleams, had disappeared.
The sea had turned a dull leaden gray and grown rougher, and was now tossing foaming white caps to the sky.
We were traveling faster and healed farther over.
Once, in a gust, the rail dipped under the sea, and the decks on the sea,
that side were for the moment awash with water that made a couple of the hunters hastily lift their feet that vessel will soon be passing us i said after a moment's pause as she is going in the opposite direction she is very probably bound for san francisco
very probably was wolf warren's answer as he turned away from me and cried out cookie oh cookie the cockney popped out of the galley where's that boy tell him i want to
want him. Yes, sir, and Thomas Mugridge fled swiftly aft and disappeared down another
companionway near the wheel. A moment later he emerged, a heavyset young fellow of 18 or 19,
with a glowering, villainous countenance trailing at his heel.
"'Here he is, sir,' the cook said. But Wolf Larson ignored that where they turned at once to
the cabin boy. What's your name, boy? George Leach, sir.
came the sullen answer, and the boy's bearing showed clearly that he divined the reason for which he had been summoned.
Not an Irish name, the captain snapped sharply. O'Toole or McCarthy would suit your mug a damn sight better,
unless very likely there's an Irishman in your mother's woodpile. I saw the young fellow's hands clenched at the insult,
and the blood crawled scarlet up his neck. But let that go, Wolf Larson continued.
you may have very good reasons for forgetting your name and i'll like you none the less for it as long as you tow the mark telegraph hill of course is your point of entry it sticks out all over your mug tough as they make em and twice as nasty i know the kind
well you can make up your mind to have a taking out of you on this craft understand who shipped you anyway mcreddy and swanson sir wolfwarson thundered
McRetty and Swanson, sir, the boy corrected, his eyes burning with a bitter light.
Who got the advance money?
They did, sir.
I thought as much, and damned glad you were to let them have it.
Couldn't make yourself scarce too quick with several gentlemen you may have heard of looking for you.
The boy metamorphized into a savage on the instant.
His body bunched together as though for a spring, and his face became as an inferiorated beast.
as he snarled. It's a what, Wolf-Larsen asked a particular softness in his voice,
as though he were overwhelmingly curious to hear the unspoken word.
The boy hesitated, then mastered his temper.
Nothing, sir, I take it back.
And you have shown me I was right.
This with a gratified smile.
How old are you?
Just turned sixteen, sir.
A lie.
You'll never see eighteen again.
Big for your age at that and with muscles like a horse.
Pack up your kit and go forward into the forecastle.
You're a boat-puller now. You're promoted, see?
Without waiting for the boy's acceptance, the captain turned to the sailor,
who had just finished the gruesome task of sewing up the corpse.
Johansson, do you know anything about navigation?
No, sir.
Well, never mind, your mate just the same.
Get your traps aft into the mate's berth.
I, I, sir, was the cheery response as Johansson started forward.
In the meantime, the erstwhile cabin boy had not moved.
What are you waiting for, Wolf Larson demanded.
I didn't sign for boat-puller, sir, was the reply.
I signed for cabin boy, and I don't want no boat-pulling in mind.
Back up and go forward.
This time, Wolf Larson's command was thrillingly imperative.
The boy glowered sullenly,
but refused to move.
Then came another stirring of Wolf Warson's tremendous strength.
It was utterly unexpected, and it was over and done with between the ticks of two seconds.
He had sprung fully six feet across the deck and driven his fist into the other's stomach.
At the same moment, as though I had been struck myself,
I felt a sickening shock in the pit of my stomach.
I instanced this to show the sensitivity of my nervous organization
at the time, and how unused I was to spectacles of brutality.
The cabin boy, and he weighed 165 at the very least, crumpled up.
His body wrapped limply about the fist like a wet rag about his stick.
He lifted into the air, described a short curve, and struck the deck alongside the corpse
with his head and shoulders where he lay and writhed about in agony.
Well, Barson asked of me, have you made up your mind?
I had glanced occasionally at the approaching schooner, and it was now almost abreast of us,
and not more than a couple of hundred yards away.
It was a very trim and neat little craft.
I could see a large black number on one of its sails, and I had seen pictures of pilot boats.
What vessel is that, I asked.
The pilot boat lady mine, Wolf Larson, answered grimly, got rid of her pilots and running into San Francisco.
She'll be there in five or six hours with this wind.
Will you please signal it then that I may be put ashore?
Sorry, but I've lost the signal book overboard, he remarked, and the group of hunters grinned.
I debated a moment, looking him square in the eyes.
I had seen the frightful treatment of the cabin boy and knew that I should very probably receive the same, if not worse.
As I say, I debated with myself, and then I did,
what I consider the bravest act of my life. I ran to the side, waving my arms and shouting,
Lady mine, ahoy, take me ashore, a thousand dollars if you take me ashore. I waited,
watching two men who stood by the wheel, one of them steering. The other was lifting a megaphone
to his lips. I did not turn my head, though I expected every moment a killing blow from the
human brute behind me. At last, after what seemed centuries, unable longer to stand the strain,
I looked around. He had not moved. He was standing in the same position, swaying easily to the
roll of the ship and lighting a fresh cigar. What is the matter? Anything wrong? This cry was from
the lady mine. Yes, I shouted at the top of my lungs. Life or death? $1,000 if you take me ashore.
Too much frisco-tangle foot for the health of my crew, Wolf Larson shouted after.
This one, indicating me with his thumb, fancy sea-serpents and monkeys just now.
The man on the lady mine left back through the megaphone.
The pilot boat plunged past.
Give him hell for me, came a final cry, and the two men waved their arms in farewell.
I leaned despairingly over the rail, watching the trim little,
schooner, swiftly increasing the bleak sweep of ocean between us, and she would probably be in
San Francisco in five or six hours. My head seemed bursting. There was an ache in my throat as though
my heart were up in it. A curling wave struck the side and splashed salt spray on my lips. The wind
puffed strongly, and the ghost healed far over, burying her lee rail. I could hear the water rushing
down upon the deck. When I turned around a moment later, I saw the cabin boy staggering to his feet.
His face was ghastly white, twitching with suppressed pain. He looked very sick.
Well, Leach, are you going forward? Wolf Larson asked. Yes, sir, came the answer of a spirit
cowed. And you, I was asked. I'll give you a thousand, I begin, but was interrupted. Stow that.
Are you going to take up your duties as cabin boy, or do I have to take you in hand?
What was I to do?
To be brutally beaten, to be killed perhaps, would not help my case.
I look steadily into the cruel gray eyes.
They might have been granted for all the light and warmth of a human soul they contained.
One may see the soul stir in some men's eyes, but his were bleak and cold, and gray is the sea itself.
Well, yes, I said.
Say yes, sir.
Yes, sir, I corrected.
What is your name?
Van Wyden, sir.
First name?
Humphrey, sir, Humphrey van Wyden.
Age?
35, sir.
That'll do.
Go to the cook and learn your duties.
And thus it was that I passed into a state of involuntary servitude to Wolf Larson.
He was stronger than I, that was all.
But it was very unreal at the time.
It is no less unreal now that I look back upon it.
It will always be to me a monstrous, inconceivable thing, a horrible nightmare.
Hold on, don't go yet.
I stopped obediently in my walk toward the galley.
Johansson, call all hands.
Now that we've got everything cleaned up,
we'll have the funeral and get the decks cleared of useless ones.
lumber. While Johansson was summoning the watch below, a couple of sailors under the captain's direction,
laid the canvas-swathed corpse upon a hatch cover. On either side the deck, against the rail and
bottoms up, were lashed a number of small boats. Several men picked up the hatch-cover with his
ghastly freight, carried it to the lee side, and rested it on the boat's feet pointing overboard.
To the feet was attached the sack of coal which the cook had fetched.
I had always conceived a burial at sea to be a very solemn and awe-inspiring event,
but I was quickly disillusioned by this burial at any rate.
One of the hunters, a little dark-eyed man whom his mates called Smoke, was telling stories,
liberally intersprinkled with oaths and obscenities,
and every minute or so the group of hunters gave mouth.
to a laughter that sounded to me like a wolf chorus or the barking of hellhounds.
The sailors trooped noisily aft, some of the watch below rubbing the sleep from their eyes,
and talked in low tones together. There was an ominous and worried expression on their faces.
It was evident that they did not like the outlook of a voyage under such a captain and began so inauspiciously.
from time to time they stole glances at wolf-larsen and i could see that they were apprehensive of the man he stepped up to the hatch-cover and all caps came off i ran my eyes over them twenty men all told twenty-two including the man at the wheel and myself
i was pardonably curious in my survey for it appeared my fate to be penned up with them on this miniature floating world for i knew not how many weeks or months
the sailors in the main were english and scandinavian and their faces seemed of the heavy stolid order the hunters on the other hand had stronger and more diversified faces with hard lines in the marks of the free play of passions
Strange to say, and I noted it all once,
Wolf Larson's feature showed no such evil stamp.
There seemed nothing vicious in them.
True, there were lines, but they were the lines of decision and firmness.
It seemed, rather, a frank and open countenance,
which frankness or openness was enhanced by the fact that he was smooth-shaven.
I could hardly believe, until the next incident occurred,
that it was the face of the man who could behave as he had behaved to the cabin boy.
At this moment, as he opened his mouth to speak,
puff after puff struck the schooner and pressed her side under.
The wind shrieked wild song through the rigging.
Some of the hunters glanced anxiously aloft.
The lee rail, where the dead man lay, was buried in the sea,
and as the schooner lifted and righted, the water swept across the deck,
wetting us above our shoe tops. A shower of rain drove down upon us, each dropped stinging like a
hailstone. As it passed, Wolf Larsen began to speak, the bareheaded men swaying in unison
to the heave and lunge of the deck. I only remember one part of the service, he said, and that is,
and the body shall be cast into the sea. So cast it in. He ceased speaking. The men holding the hatch
cover seemed perplexed, puzzled no doubt, by the briefness of the ceremony. He burst upon them
in a fury. Lift that end up there, damn you. What the hell's the matter with you? They elevated the
end of the hatch cover with pitiful haste, and like a dog flung overside, the dead man slid feet first
into the sea. The coal at his feet dragged him down. He was gone. Johansson, Wolf Larson, said
briskly to the new mate. Keep all hands on deck now they're here. Get in the top sails and jibs and make a good job of it.
We're in for a sow Easter. Better reef the jib and the mainsail too while you're about it.
In a moment the decks were in commotion, Johansen bellowing orders and the men pulling or letting go ropes of various sorts.
All naturally confusing to a landsman such as myself. But it was the heartlessness of it that especially
struck me. The dead man was an episode that was passed, an incident that was dropped,
in a canvas covering with a sack of coal, while the ship sped along and her work went on.
No one had been affected. The hunters were laughing at a fresh story of smokes, the men pulling
and hauling, two of them climbing aloft. Wolf Larson was studying the clouding sky to windward,
and the dead man, dying obscenely, buried sore.
and sinking down, down.
Then it was that the cruelty of the sea, its relentlessness and awfulness, rushed upon me.
Life had become cheap and tawdry, a beastly and inarticulate thing, a soulless stirring of the ooze and slime.
I held on to the weather rail, close by the shrouds, and gazed out across the desolate, foaming waves to the low-line fog-banks that hid San Francisco.
in the California coast.
Rain squalls were driving in between,
and I could scarcely see the fog.
And this strange vessel,
its terrible men,
pressed under by wind and sea,
and ever leaping up and out,
was heading away to the southwest
into the great and lonely Pacific expanse.
End of chapter three.
Chapter 4 of the Sea Wolf.
This library of box recording is in the public doing,
The Seawolf by Jack London. Chapter 4. What happened to me next on the sealing schooner
ghost as I strove to fit into my new environment are matters of humiliation and pain. The cook,
who is called the doctor by the crew, Tommy by the hunters, and Cookie by Wolf Larsen, was a changed
person. The difference worked in my status brought about a corresponding difference in treatment from
him, servile and fawning as he had been before, he was now as domineering and bellicose.
In truth, I was no longer the fine gentleman with a soft skin as alides, but only an ordinary and
very worthless cabin boy.
He absurdly insisted upon my addressing him as Mr. Mugridge, and his behavior and carriage were
inseparable as he showed me my duties.
Besides my work in the cabin with its four small state rooms, I was supposed to be his assistant in the galley,
and my colossal ignorance concerning such things as peeling potatoes or washing greasy pots was a source of unending and sarcastic wonder to him.
He refused to take into consideration what I was, or rather, what my life and the things I was accustomed to had been.
This was part of the attitude he chose to.
to adopt toward me, and I confess, ere the day was done, that I hated him with more lively feeling
than I had ever hated anyone in my life before.
This first day was made more difficult for me, from the fact that the ghost, under close
Reeves, terms such as these I did not learn till later, was plunging through what Mr.
Muggeridge called Alling South Easter.
At half-past five under his directions, I sat the table in the cabin with rough weather trays in place,
and then carried the tea and cook food down from the galley.
In this connection I cannot forbear relating my first experience with the boarding sea.
Look sharper, you'll get doused, was Mr. Bugridge's parting in junction,
as I left the galley with a big teapot in one hand,
and in the hollow of the other arm several loaves of fresh-baked bread.
One of the hunters, a tall, loose-jointed chap named Henderson,
was going aft at the time from the steerage.
The name the hunters facetiously gave their midship's sleeping quarters to the cabin.
Wolf Larson was on the poop, smoking his everlasting cigar.
"'Air she comes! Sling your look!' the cook cried.
"'I stopped, for I did not know what was coming.
and saw the galley door slide shut with a bang.
Then I saw Henderson leaping like a madman for the main rigging up which he shot on the inside till he was many feet higher than my head.
Also I saw a great wave, curling and foaming, posed far above the rail.
I was directly under it.
My mind did not work quickly.
Everything was so new and strange.
I grasped that I was in danger, but that was all.
I stood still in trepidation.
Then Wolf-Warsen shouted from the poop,
"'Grab hold something, you, you hump!'
But it was too late.
I sprang toward the rigging to which I might have clung
and was met by the descending wall of water.
What happened after that was very confusing.
I was beneath the water, suffocating and drowning.
My feet were out from under me,
and I was turning over and over and being swept along.
not wear. Several times I collided against hard objects, once striking my right knee a terrible
blow. Then the flood seemed suddenly to subside, and I was breathing the good air again. I had been
swept against the galley and around the steerage companionway from the weatherside into the
lees-coppers. The pain from my hurt knee was agonizing. I could not put my weight on it, or at least I thought I could
not put my weight on it, and I felt sure the leg was broken. But the cook was after me,
shouting through the Lee Galley door, "'Here you! Don't tike all night about it. Where's the pot?
Lost overboard? Serve you bloody well right, if your neck was broke.' I managed to struggle to my feet.
The great teapot was still in my hand. I limped to the galley and handed it to him,
but he was consumed with indignation, real or feigned.
god blind me if you aren't a slob what are you good for anyway i'd like to know eh what are you good for anyway can't even carry a bit o t f without losing it now i'll have to boil some more
"'And what are you sniffling about?' he burst out at me with renewed rage,
"'cause you've hurt your poor little leg, poor little mama's darling.'
"'I was not sniffling, though my face may well have been drawn and twitching from the pain,
"'but I called up all my resolution, set my teeth,
"'and hobbled back and forth from galley to cabin and cabin to galley without further mishap.
"'Two things I had acquired by my accident.
an injured kneecap that went undressed and from which I suffered for weary months,
and the name of Hump, which Wolf-Larsen had called me from the poop.
Thereafter, for and aft, I was known by no other name,
until the term became a part of my thought processes,
and I identified it with myself, thought of myself as hump,
as though hump were I, and had always been I.
It was no easy task waiting on the cabin table,
where sat Wolf Larsen, Johansson, and the six hunters.
The cabin was small, to begin with,
and to move around, as I was compelled to,
was not made easier by the schooner's violent pitching and wallowing.
But what struck me most forcibly
was the total lack of sympathy on the part of the men whom I served.
I could feel my knee through my clothes,
swelling and swelling, and I was sick and faint from the pain of it.
I could catch glimpses of my face, white and ghastly, distorted to pain in the cabin mirror.
All the men must have seen my condition, but no one spoke or took notice of me,
till I was almost grateful to Wolf-Larsen later on, I was washing the dishes, when he said,
Don't let a little thing like that bother you.
You'll get used to such things in time.
It may cripple you some, but all the same you'll be learning to walk.
That's what you call a paradox, isn't it? he added.
He seemed pleased when I nodded my head with a customary, yes, sir.
I suppose you know a bit about literary things.
Eh? Good. I'll have some talks with you sometime.
And then, taking no further account of me, he turned his back and went up on deck.
That night, when I had finished an endless amount of work, I was sent to sleep in the steerage where I made up a spare bunk.
I was glad to get out of the detestable presence of the cook and to be off my feet.
To my surprise, my clothes had dried on me, and there seemed no indication of catching cold,
either from the last soaking or from the prolonged soaking, from the floundering of the Martinez.
Under ordinary circumstances, after all that I had undergone,
I should have been fit for bed and a trained nurse.
But my knee was bothering me terribly.
As well as I could make out, the kneecap seam turned up on edge in the midst of the swelling.
As I sat in my bunk examining it, the six hunters were all in the steerage, smoking and talking and loud voices.
Henderson took a passing glance at it.
Looks nasty, he commented, tie a rag around it, and it'll be all right.
That was all.
And on the land I would have been lying on the broad of my back with a surgeon attending me
and with strict injunctions to do nothing but rest.
But I must do these men justice.
Callous as they were to my suffering,
they were equally callous to their own when anything befell them.
And this was due, I believe, first to habit,
and second to the fact that they were less sensitively organized.
I really believe that a finely organized,
high-strung man would suffer twice and thrice as much
as they did from a like injury.
Tired as I was, exhausted, in fact, I was prevented from sleeping by the pain in my knee.
It was all I could do to keep from groaning aloud.
At home I should undoubtedly have given vent to my anguish,
but this new and elemental environment seemed to call forth for a savage repression.
Like a savage, the attitude of these men was stoical and great things,
childish and little things.
I remember, later in the void,
Kerfoot and other of the hunters, leaves a finger by having it smashed to a jelly, and he did not even murmur or change the expression on his face.
Yet I have seen the same man, time and again, flying to the most outrageous passion over a trifle.
He was doing it now, vociferating, bellowing, waving his arms, and cursing like a fiend, and all because of a disagreement with another hunter as to whether a seal-pup
knew instinctively how to swim.
He held that it did, that it could swim the moment it was born.
The other hunter, Latimer, a lean, Yankee-looking fellow with shrewd, narrow-splitted eyes,
held otherwise, held that the seal-pup was born on the land for no other reason than it could
not swim, that its mother was compelled to teach it to swim as birds were compelled to teach
their nestlings how to fly.
For the most part, the remaining four hunters leaned on the table, or lay in their bunks,
and left the discussion to the two antagonists.
But they were supremely interested, for every little while they ardently took sides,
and sometimes all were talking at once, till their voices surged back and forth in waves of sound
like mimic thunder rolls in the confined space.
Childish and immaterial, as the topic was, the quality of the world.
of their reasoning was still more childish and immaterial.
In truth, there was very little reasoning or none at all.
Their method was one of assertion, assumption, and denunciation.
They proved that a seal pup could swim or not swim at birth
by stating the proposition very bellicosely
and then following it up with an attack on the opposing man's judgment,
common sense, nationality, or past history.
rebuttal was precisely similar.
I have related this in order to show the mental caliber of these men with whom I was thrown in contact.
Intellectually they were children inhabiting the physical forms of men.
And they smoked, incessantly smoked, using coarse, cheap, and offensive smelling tobacco.
The air was thick and murky with the smoke of it, and this, combined with a violent movement of the ship as she struggled through the,
the storm would surely have made me seasick had I been a victim to that malady.
As it was, it made me quite squeamish, though this nausea might have been due to the pain
of my leg and exhaustion.
As I lay there thinking, I naturally dwelt upon myself in my situation.
It was unparalleled, undreamed of, that I, Humphrey van Wyden, a scholar and a dilettante,
if you please, in things artistic and literary, should be lying here on a Bering Sea,
seal-hunting schooner. Cabin boy. I had never done any hard manual labor or scullian labor in my life.
I had lived a placid, uneventful, sedentary existence all my days, the life of a scholar
and a recluse on an assured and comfortable income. Violent life and athletic sports had never
appealed to me. I had always been a bookworm, so my sisters and father had called me during my
childhood. I had gone camping but once in my life, and then I left the party almost at its start,
and returned to the conference and convenience of a roof. And here I was, with dreary and endless
visas before me of table-setting, potato-peeling, and dishwashing. And I was not strong. The doctors
had always said that I had a remarkable constitution, but that I had never developed it or my body through exercise.
My muscles were small and soft like a woman's, or so the doctors had said time and again
in the course of their attempts to persuade me to go in for physical culture fads.
But I had preferred to use my head rather than my body, and here I was in no fit condition for the rough life and prospect.
These are merely a few of the things that went through my mind and are related for the sake of vindicating myself in advance in the weak and helpless role I was destined to play.
But I thought also of my mother and sisters and pictured their grief.
I was among the missing dead of the Martinez disaster and unrecovered body.
I could see the headlines in the paper.
The fellows at the University Club in the Bible lot shaking their heads and saying,
poor chap. And I could see Charlie Frew with Seth, as I had said goodbye to him that morning,
lounging in the dressing gown on the be-pillowed window couch, and delivering himself of oracular
and pessimistic epigrams. And all the while, rolling, plunging, climbing the moving mountains,
and falling and wallowing in the foaming valleys, the schooner ghost was fighting her way farther
and farther into the heart of the Pacific, and I was on her. I could hear the wind above.
It came to my ears as a muffled roar. Now and again feet stamped overhead. An endless creaking was
going on all about me. The woodwork in fittings groaning and squeaking and complaining and
a thousand keys. The hunters were still arguing and roaring like some semi-human amphibious breed.
The air was filled with oaths and indecent expressions.
I could see their faces flushed and angry, the brutality distorted and emphasized by the sickly yellow of the sea lamps, which rocked back and forth with the ship.
Through the dim smoke haze, the bunks looked like the sleeping dens of animals in a menagerie.
Oil skins and sea boots were hanging from the walls, and here and there rifles and shotguns were,
rested securely in their racks.
It was a sea-fitting for the buccaneers and pirates of bygone years.
My imagination ran riot and still I could not sleep.
And it was a long, long night, weary and dreary and long.
End of chapter four.
Chapter 5 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London.
Chapter 5.
But my first night in the hunter's steerage was also my last.
Next day, Johansen, the new mate, was routed from the cabin by Wolf Larson
and sent into the steerage to sleep thereafter.
While I took possession of the tiny cabin stateroom, which on the first day of the voyage
had already had two occupants, the reason for this change was quickly learned by the hunters
and became the cause of a deal of grumbling on their part.
It seemed that Johansson, in his sleep, lived over each night the events of the day.
His incessant talking and shouting and bellowing of orders had been too much for Wolf Larson,
who had accordingly foisted the nuisance upon his hunters.
After a sleepless night, I awoke weak and in agony to hobble through my second day on the ghost.
Thomas Mugridge routed me out at half-past five, much in the fashion that Bill
Sykes must have routed out his dog, but Mr. Mugridge's brutality to me was paid back in kind and with
interest. The unnecessary noise he made, I had lain wide-eyed the whole night, must have awakened one of the
hunters. For a heavy shoe whizzed through the semi-darkness, and Mr. Mugridge, with a sharp
howl of pain, humbly begged everybody's pardon. Later on in the galley, I noticed that his ear was
bruised and swollen. It never went entirely back to its normal shape and was called a cauliflower
ear by the sailors. The day was filled with miserable variety. I had taken my dried clothes down
from the galley the night before, and the first thing I did was to exchange the cook's garments for
them. I looked for my purse. In addition to some small change, and I have a good memory for such
things. It had contained
$185 in gold and paper.
The purse I found,
but its contents, with the
exception of the small silver, had been
abstracted. I spoke
to the cook about it when I went on
deck to take up my duties in the galley,
and though I had looked forward to a surly answer,
I had not expected
the belligerent harangue that I
received. Look here,
um, he began, a malicious like,
in his eyes and a snarl in his throat.
Do you want your nose punched?
If you think I'm a thief, just keep it to yourself,
or you'll find how bloody well mistaken you are.
Strike me blind if this ain't gratitude for you.
There you come, a poor miserable specimen of oomens come,
and I tikes your end of my galley and treats your ansome,
and this is what I get for it.
Next time you can go to L, say I,
and I've a good mind to give you what.
for anyway. So saying, he put up his fists and started for me. To my shame be it, I
cowered away from the blow and ran out the galley door. What else was I to do?
Nothing but force obtained on this brute ship. Moral suasion was a thing unknown.
Picture it to yourself, a man of ordinary stature, slender of build, and with weak, undeveloped
muscles, who has lived a peaceful, placid life and is unused to violence of any kind, what could such a man
possibly do?
There was no more reason that I should stand and face these human beasts than I should stand
and face an inferiorated bull.
So I thought it out at the time, feeling the need for vindication and desiring to be at peace with
my conscience.
But this vindication did not satisfy.
nor to this day can I permit my madhood to look back upon those events and feel entirely exonerated.
The situation was something that really exceeded rational formulas for conduct,
and demanded more than the cold conclusions of reason.
When viewed in the light of formal logic, there is not one thing of which to be ashamed,
but nevertheless the shame rises within me at the recollection and in the pride of my manhood.
I feel that my manhood has in unaccountable ways been smirched and sullied,
all of which is neither here nor there.
The speed with which I ran from the galley caused excruciating pain in my knee,
and I sank down helplessly at the break of the poop,
but the cockney had not pursued me.
Look at him run! Look at him run! I could hear him crying.
And with a guy and leg at that!
Come on back, you poor little mom's darling.
I won't it, you're. No, I won't.
I came back and went on with my work, and here the episode ended for the time,
though further developments were yet to take place.
I sat the breakfast table in the cabin, and at seven o'clock waited on the hunters and officers.
The storm had evidently broken during the night,
though a huge sea was still running and a stiff wind blowing.
Sale had been made in the early watches, so that the ghost
was racing along under everything except the two top sails and the flying jib.
These three sails I gathered from the conversation were to be set immediately after breakfast.
I learned also that Wolf Larson was anxious to make the most of the storm,
which was driving him to the southwest into that portion of the sea
where he expected to pick up the northeast trades.
It was before this steady wind that he hoped to make the major portion of the sea,
run to Japan, curving south into the tropics and north again as he approached the coast of Asia.
After breakfast, I had another unenviable experience. When I had finished washing the dishes,
I cleaned the cabin stove and carried the ashes up on deck to empty them. Wolf Larson and Henderson
were standing near the wheel deep in conversation. The sailor Johnson was steering. As I started
towards the weather side, I saw him make a sudden motion with his head, which I mistook for a token of
recognition and good morning. In reality, he was attempting to warn me to throw my ashes over the
lee side. Unconscious of my blunder, I passed by Wolf Warson and the hunter, and flung the ashes
over the side to windward. The wind drove them back, and not only over me, but over Anderson and
Wolf Larsen. The next instant the ladder kicked me violently as a cur is kicked. I had not realized
there could be so much pain in a kick. I reeled away from him and leaned against the cabin in a half-feigning
condition. Everything was swimming before my eyes and I turned sick. The nausea overpowered me and I managed
to crawl to the side of the vessel. But Wolf Larson did not follow me up.
brushing the ashes from his clothes, he had resumed his conversation with Henderson.
Johansen, who had seen the affair from the break of the poop,
sent a couple of sailors aft to clean up the mess.
Later in the morning, I received a surprise of a totally different sort.
Following the cook's instructions,
I had gone into Wolf-Larsen State Room to put it to rights and make the bed.
Against the wall, near the head of the bunk,
was a rack filled with books. I glanced over them, noting with astonishment such names as
Shakespeare, Tennyson, Poe, and De Quincey. There were scientific works, too, among which were represented
men such as Tyndall, Proctor, and Darwin. Astronomy and physics were represented, and I remarked
Bull Finch's Age of Fable, Shaw's History of English and American Literature, and Johnson's Natural
history in two large volumes. Then there were a number of grammars such as Metcalfs and
Reed and Kellogg's, and I smiled as I saw a copy of the Dean's English. I could not reconcile
these books with the man from what I had seen of him, and I wondered if he could possibly read
them. But when I came to make the bed I found, beneath the blankets, dropped apparently as he
had sunk off to sleep, a complete browning, the Cambridge edition. It was open at, in a balcony,
and I noticed here and there, passages underlined in pencil. Further, letting drop the volume during
the lurch of the ship, a sheet of paper fell out. It was scrawled over with geometrical
diagrams and calculations of some sort. It was patent that this terrible man was no ignorant
Claude, such as one would inevitably suppose him to be from his exhibitions of brutality.
At once he became an enigma.
One side or the other of his nature was perfectly comprehensible, but both sides together were
bewildering.
I had already remarked that his language was excellent, marred with an occasional slight
inaccuracy.
Of course, in common speech with the sailors and hunters, it sometimes fairly bristled with
errors, which was due to the vernacular itself, but in the few words he had held with me
it had been clear and correct.
This glimpse I caught of his other side must have emboldened me, for I resolved to speak to
him about the money I had lost.
I have been robbed, I said to him a little later, when I found him pacing up and down the
poop along.
Sir, he corrected, not harshly but sternly.
I have been robbed, sir.
I amended.
How did it happen?
He asked.
Then I told him the whole circumstances,
how my clothes had been left to dry in the galley,
and how, later, I was nearly beaten by the cook when I mentioned the matter.
He smiled at my recital.
Pickings, he concluded,
Cookies Pickings.
And don't you think your miserable life worth the price?
Besides, consider it a lesson.
You'll learn in time how to take care of your money for yourself.
I suppose, up to now, your lawyer has done it for you, or your business agent.
I could feel the quiet sneer through his words, but demanded,
How can I get it back again?
That's your lookout.
You haven't any lawyer or business agent now, so you'll have to depend on yourself.
When you get a dollar, hang on to it.
A man who leaves his money lying around, the way you did, deserves to lose it.
Besides, you have sinned.
You have no right to put temptation in the way of your fellow creatures.
You tempted Cookie, and he fell.
You have placed his immortal soul in jeopardy.
By the way, do you believe in the immortal soul?
His lids lifted lazily as he asked the question,
and it seemed that the deeps were opening to me
and that I was gazing into his soul.
But it was an illusion.
Far as it might have seen,
no man has seen very far into wolf-lars,
and soul, or seeing it at all. Of this I am convinced. It was a very lonely soul, I was to learn,
that never unmasked, though at rare moments it played at doing so. I read immortality in your
eyes, I answered dropping the sir, an experiment for I thought the intimacy of the conversation
warranted it. He took no notice. By that, I take it, you see something that is alive,
but that necessarily does not have to live forever.
I read more than that, I continued boldly.
Then you read consciousness.
You read the consciousness of life that is alive,
but still no further away, no endlessness of life.
How clearly he thought and how well he expressed what he thought.
From regarding me curiously,
he turned his head and glanced out over the leaden sea to windward,
A bleakness came into his eyes, and the lines of his mouth grew severe and harsh.
He was evidently in a pessimistic mood.
Then to what end, he demanded abruptly, turning back to me.
If I am immortal, why?
I hold it.
How could I explain my idealism to this man?
How could I put in the speech of something felt,
something like the strains of music heard in sleep,
as something that convinced yet transcended utterance.
What do you believe, then, I countered.
I believe that life is a mess, he answered promptly.
It is like yeast, a ferment, a thing that moves
and may move for a minute, an hour, a year, or a hundred years,
but that in the end will cease to move.
The big eat the little that they may continue to move,
the strong eat the weak that they may retain their strength.
the lucky eat the most and move the longest, that is all.
What do you make of those things?
He swept his arm in an impatient gesture toward a number of sailors who were working on some kind of rope stuff amid ships.
They move, so does a jellyfish move.
They move in order to eat in order that they may keep moving.
There you have it.
They live for their belly's sake, and the belly is for their sake.
It's a circle.
You get nowhere.
Neither do they. In the end they come to a standstill. They move no more. They are dead.
They have dreams, I interrupted, radiant flashing dreams of grub, he continued sententiously,
and of more grub, of a larger appetite and more luck in satisfying it. His voice sounded harsh. There was no levity in it.
For look you, they dream of making lucky voyages which,
will bring them more money of becoming the mates of ships, of finding fortunes, in short of being
in a better position for praying on their fellows, of having all night in, good grub, and
somebody else to do the dirty work. You and I are just like them. There is no difference,
except that we have eaten more and better. I am eating them now, and you too. But in the past,
you have eaten more than I have. You have slept in soft beds and worn fine,
clothes and eaten good meals. Who made those beds and those clothes and those meals?
Not you. You never made anything in your own sweat. You live on an income which your father earned.
You are like a frigate bird swooping down upon the boobies and robbing them of the fish they have caught.
You are one with a crowd of men who have made what they call government, who are masters of all the other men,
and who eat the food the other men get and would like to eat themselves.
You wear the warm clothes.
They made the clothes, but they shiver in rags and ask you the lawyer or business agent who handles your money for a job.
But that is besides the matter, I cried.
Not at all.
He was speaking rapidly now, and his eyes were flashing.
It is piggishness and it is life.
Of what use or sense is an immortality of piggishness.
What is the end? What is it all about? You have made no food. Yet the food you have eaten or wasted might have saved the lives of a score of wretches who made the food but did not eat it. What immortal end did you serve? Or did they? Consider yourself and me. What does your boasted immortality amount to when your life runs foul of mine? You would like to go back to the land, which is a favorable place for your kind of piggishness.
It is a whim of mine to keep you aboard this ship where my piggishness flourishes, and keep you I will.
I may make or break you.
You may die today, this week, or next month.
I could kill you now with a blow of my fist, for you are a miserable weakling.
But if we are immortal, what is the reason for this?
To be piggish as you and I have been all our lives does not seem to be just the thing for immortals to be doing.
again, what's it all about?
Why have I kept you here?
Because you are stronger, I managed to blurt out.
But why stronger?
He went on at once with his perpetual queries,
because I'm a bigger bit of ferment than you.
Don't you see?
Don't you see?
But the hopelessness of it I protested.
I agree with you, he answered.
Then why move at all since moving is living?
Without moving and being part of the yeast,
there would be no hopelessness.
But, and there it is,
we want to live and move,
though we have no reason to,
because it happens that it is the nature of life
to live and move,
to want to live and move.
If it were not for this,
life would be dead,
and it is because of this life that is in you
that you dream of your immortality.
The life that is in you is alive
and wants to go on being alive forever.
Baugh!
And eternity of piggy.
He abruptly turned on his heel and started forward.
He stopped at the break of the poop and called to me.
By the way, how much was it that Cookie got away with? he asked.
$185, sir, I answered.
He nodded his head.
A moment later, as I started down the companion stairs to lay the table for dinner,
I heard him loudly cursing some men amid ships.
End of Chapter 5
Chapter 6 of the Sea Wolf
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Chapter 6
By the following morning the storm had blown itself
quite out and the ghost was rolling slightly
on a calm sea without a breath of wind
Occasional light airs were felt however
and Wolf Larsen patrolled the poop constantly
his eyes ever searching the sea to the northeastward from which direction the great trade winds must blow.
The men were all on deck and busily preparing their various boats for the season's hunting.
There were seven boats aboard, the captain's dinghy, and the six which the hunters will use.
Three, a hunter, a boat-puller, and a boat-steerer composed of boat's crew.
On board the schooner, the boat-pullers and starboard, the schooner, the boat-pullers, and
steerers are the crew. The hunters, too, are supposed to be in command of the watches, subject,
always, to the orders of Wolf Larsen. All this and more I have learned. The ghost is considered
the fastest schooner in both the San Francisco and Victoria fleets. In fact, she was once a private yacht and
was built for speed. Her lines and fittings, though I know nothing about such things, speak for
themselves. Johnson was telling me about her in a short chat I had with him during yesterday's
second dog watch. He spoke enthusiastically with the love for a fine craft such as some men
feel for horses. He is greatly disgusted with the outlook and I am given to understand that
Wolf Larsen bears a very unsavory reputation among the sealing captains. It was the ghost herself that
Lord Johnson in the signing for the voyage, but he is already beginning to repent.
As he told me, the ghost is an 80-ton schooner of a remarkably fine model.
Her beam, her width is 23 feet, and her length a little over 90 feet.
A lead keel of fabulous but unknown weight makes her very stable,
while she carries an immense spread of canvas.
From the deck to the trunk of the main top mast is something over a hundred feet,
while the foremast with its top mast is eight or ten feet shorter.
I am giving these details so that the size of this little floating world,
which holds 22 men, may be appreciated.
It is a very little world, a moat, a speck,
and I marvel that men should dare to venture the sea on a contrivance so small and fragile.
Wolf Warerson has also a reputation for reckless carrying on of sail.
I overheard Henderson and another of the hunters' standish, a Californian, talking about it.
Two years ago he dismasted the ghost in a gale on Bering Sea,
whereupon the present masks were put in, which are stronger and heavier in every way.
He has said to have remarked when he put them in that he preferred to,
turning her over to losing the sticks.
Every man aboard, with the exception of Johansen,
who is rather overcome by his promotion,
seems to have an excuse for having sailed on the ghost.
Half the men forward are deep-water sailors
and their excuse is that they did not know anything about her or her captain.
And those who do know,
whisper that the hunters, while excellent shots,
were so notorious for their quarrelsome and rascar,
proclivities that they could not sign on any decent schooner.
I have made the acquaintance of another one of the crew, Lewis, he is called, a retuned and
jovial-faced Nova Scotia Irishman and a very sociable fellow, prone to talk as long as he
can find the listener.
In the afternoon, while the cook was below asleep and I was peeling the everlasting
potatoes, Lewis dropped into the galley for a yarn.
His excuse for being aboard was that he was drunk when he signed.
He assured me again and again that it was the last thing in the world he would dream of doing in a sober moment.
It seems that he had been seal hunting regularly each season for a dozen years
and his accounted one of the two or three very best boat-steerers in both fleets.
Ah, my boy, he shook his head ominously at me.
Tis the worst schooner ye could have selected.
nor were ye drunk at the time as was I. Tis sealin is the sailor's paradise on other ships than this.
The mate was the first, but mark me words, there'll be more dead men before the trip is done with.
Hist now between you and myself and the stanchion there.
This wolf Larson is a regular devil, and the ghost will be a hell ship like she's always been since he had hold of her.
Don't I know?
Don't I know?
Don't I remember him and Hokeda, two years gone when he had a row and shot four of his men?
Wasn't I a lion on the M-A-L not 300 yards away?
And there was a man the same year he killed with a blow of his fist.
Yes, sir.
Killed him dead oh.
His head must have smashed like an egg shell.
And wasn't there the governor of Kura Island and the chief?
chief of police, Japanese gentlemen, sir, and didn't they come aboard the ghost as his guests
bringing their wives along? We, and pretty little bits of things like you see him painted on
fans, and as he was a-getting underway, didn't the fond husbands get left astern like in their
sampan, as it might be by accident? And wasn't it a week later that the poor little ladies
was put ashore on the other side of the island with nothing before him but to walk,
home across the mountains under weeny-tiny little straw sandals which wouldn't hang together a mile don't i know tis the beastie is this wolf-lorison the great big beast mentioned if in revelation and no good end will he ever come to but i've said nothing to yee mind ye i've whispered never a word for faddle lewis'll live the voyage out if the last mother's son of yis go to the
the fishes. Wolf Larson, he snorted a moment later. Listen to the word, will ye. Wolf, tis what he is.
He's not black-hearted like some men, tis no heart he has at all. Wolf, just wolf, tis what he is.
Do you wonder he's well-named? But if he is so well-known for what he is, I queried, how is it that he can
get men to ship with him? And how is it ye can find men to do anything on God's
earth and sea. The Lewis demanded with Celtic fire,
How do ye find me aboard if it wasn't that I was drunk as a pig when I put me name down?
There's them that can't sail with better men, like the hunters,
and them that don't know, like the poor devils of wind-jammers forward there.
But they'll come to it, they'll come to it, and be sorry the day they was born.
I could weep for the poor creatures, did I but forget poor Faddle Lewis and the trouble
before him. But tis not a whisper, I've dropped, mind ye, not a whisper.
Them hunters is the wicked boys, he broke forth again, for he suffered from a constitutional
plethora of speech, but wait till they get to cutting up of jinks and rowing round.
He's the boy'll fix them. Tis him that'll put the fear of God in their rotten black hearts.
Look at that hunter of mine, Horner.
Jock Horner, they call him so quiet like and easy-going.
soft-spoken as a girl till you'd think butter wouldn't meld in the mouth of him didn't he kill his boat steer last year twas called a sad accident but i met the boat polar in yokohama and the strait of it was given me
then there's smoke the black little devil didn't the russians have him for three years in the salt mines of siberia for poachin on copper island which is a russian preserve shackled he was
hand and foot with his mate, and didn't they have words or a ruckus of some kind?
For twas the other fellow smoke sent up in the buckets to the top of the mine,
and a piece at a time he went up, a leg today, and tomorrow an arm, the next day the head,
and so on.
But you can't mean it, I cried out, overcome with the horror of it.
Mean what? he demanded quick as a flash.
Tis nothing I've said.
deep I am and dumb, as ye should be for the sake of your mother, and never once have I opened me lips,
but to say fine things of him and him God curse his soul, and may he rot in purgatory ten thousand years,
and then go down to the last and deepest hell of all.
Johnson, the man who had shaved me raw when I first came aboard, seemed the least equivocal of the men forward or raft.
In fact there was nothing equivocal about him.
One was struck at once by his straightforwardness and manliness,
which in turn were tempered by a modesty which might be mistaken for timidity.
But timid he was not.
He seemed rather to have the courage of his convictions, the certainty of his manhood.
It was this that made him protest at the commencement of our acquaintance
against being called Jonson, and upon this and him,
Lewis passed judgment and prophecy.
"'Tis a fine chap, that squarehead Johnson
"'we forward with us,' he said.
"'The best sailor man in the foxtel.
"'He's my boat-puller.
"'But it's to trouble he'll come with Wolf Larson
"'as the sparks fly upward.
"'It's meself that knows.
"'I can see it brewing
"'and coming up like a storm in the sky.
"'I've talked to him like a brother,
"'but it's little he sees
"'and taken in his light,
or fly in false signals.
He grumbles out when things don't go to suit him,
and there'll always be some tell-tale carrying word of it after the wolf.
The wolf is strong, and it's the way of a wolf to hate strength,
and strength it is he'll see in Johnson.
No knuckling under, and a yes, sir, thank you kindly, sir, for a curse or a blow.
Oh, she's a common. She's a common.
and God knows where I'll get another boat-puller.
And what does the fool up and say when the old man calls him Yonson,
but my name is Johnson, sir, and then spells it out letter for letter.
You should have seen the old man's face.
I thought he'd let drive at him on the spot.
He didn't, but he will, and he'll break that square head's heart,
or as little I know of the ways of men on the ships of the sea.
Thomas Mugridge is becoming unendurable.
I am compelled to mister him and to sir him with every speech.
One reason for this is that Wolf Larson seems to have taken a fancy to him.
It is an unprecedented thing, I take it,
for the captain to be chummy with the cook,
but this is certainly what Wolf Larson is doing.
Two or three times he put his head into the galley
and shaved Mugridge good-naturedly,
and once this afternoon,
He stood by the break of the poop and chatted with him for fully 15 minutes.
When it was over, and Mugridge was back in the galley,
he became greasily radiant and went about his work,
humming costor songs and nerve-wracking and discordant falsetto.
I always get along with the officers, who remarked to me in a confidential tone.
I know the why I do to Mike myself appreciated.
There was my last skipper.
Why, I thought nothing of dropping down in the...
the cabin for a little chat in a friendly glass.
Mug Ridge, says he to me.
Mug Ridge says he, you've missed your vocation.
And how's that, says I.
You should have been born a gentleman and never add to work for your living.
God strike me dead, um, if that wasn't what he says,
and me is sitting there in his own cabin jolly-like and comfortable,
smoking his cigars, and drinking his rum.
This chitter-chatter drove me to disson.
I never heard a voice, I hated so. His oily, insinuating tones, his greasy smile,
and his monstrous self-conceit grated on my nerves till sometimes I was all in a tremble.
Positively, he was the most disgusting and loathsome person I have ever met.
The filth of his cooking was indescribable, and as he cooked everything that was eaten aboard,
I was compelled to select what I ate with great circumspection, choosing from the least dirty of his concoctions.
My hands bothered me a great deal, unused as they were to work.
The nails were discolored in black, while the skin was already grained with dirt, which even a scrubbing brush could not remove.
Then blisters came, in a painful and never-ending procession, and I had a great burn in my forearm,
acquired by losing my balance in the roll of the ship and pitching against the galley stove,
nor was my knee any better. The swelling had not gone down, and the cap was still up on edge.
Hobbling about on it from morning till night was not helping it any. What I needed was rest,
if it were ever to get well. Rest, I never before knew the meaning of the word. I had been resting
all my life and did not know it. But now could I sit there?
still for one half hour and do nothing, not even think it would be the most pleasurable thing
in the world. But it is a revelation, on the other hand. I shall be able to appreciate the lives of the
working people hereafter. I did not dream that work was so terrible a thing. From half-past five
in the morning till ten o'clock at night, I am everybody's slave, with not one moment to myself,
except such as I can steal near the end of the second dog watch.
Let me pause for a moment to look out over the sea sparkling in the sun,
or to gaze at a sailor going aloft to the gaff top sails,
or running out the bough spirit, and I am sure to hear the hateful voice.
Here are you, um, no soldier, and I've got my peepers on here.
There are signs of rampant bad temper in the steerage,
and the gossip is going around that Smoke and Henderson have had a few,
fight. Henderson seems the best of the hunters, a slow-going fellow and hard to rouse, but roused
he must have been, for smoke had a bruised and discolored eye, and looked particularly vicious when
he came into the cabin for supper. A cruel thing happened just before supper, indicative of
the callousness and brutishness of these men. There is one green hand in the crew, Harrison by name,
the clumsy-looking country boy mastered, I imagine, by the spirit of adventure and making his first voyage.
In the light baffling airs, the schooner had been tacking about a great deal,
at which times the sails pass from one side to the other,
and a man is sent aloft to shift over the foregaff top sail.
In some way, when Harrison was aloft, the sheet jammed in the block through which it runs at the end of the gaff.
As I understood it, there were two ways of getting it cleared.
First, by lowering the foresail, which was comparatively easy and without danger,
and second, by climbing out the peak hollards to the end of the gaff itself,
and exceedingly hazardous performance.
Jaianssen called out to Harrison to go out the hauliards.
It was patent to everybody that the boy was afraid,
and while he might be, 80 feet above the deck,
to trust himself on those thin and jerking ropes.
Had there been a steady breeze, it would not have been so bad,
but the ghost was rolling emptily in a long sea,
and with each roll the canvas flapped and boomed,
and the haliard slacked and jerked tot.
They were capable of snapping a man off like a fly from a whiplash.
Harrison heard the order and understood what was demanded of him, but hesitated.
It was probably the first time he had been aloft in his life.
Johansen, who had caught the contagion of Wolf Larson's masterfulness,
burst out with a volley of abuse and curses.
That'll do, Johansson, Wolf-Larsen said brusquely.
I'll have you know that I do the swearing on this ship.
If I need your assistance, I'll call you in.
Yes, sir, the mate acknowledged submissively.
In the meantime, Harrison had started out on the house,
I was looking up from the galley door, and I could see him trembling, as with ague, in every limb.
He proceeded very slowly and cautiously, an inch at a time.
Outlined against the clear blue of the sky, he had the appearance of an enormous spider
crawling along the tracery of its web.
It was a slight uphill climb for the foresail peak tie,
and the halliards running through the various blocks on the gaff and mast gave him,
separate holds for hands and feet, but the trouble lay in that the wind was not strong enough,
nor steady enough to keep the sail full. When he was halfway out, the ghost took a long roll to
windward and back again into the hollow between two seas. Harrison ceased his progress and held
on tightly. Eighty feet below, I could see the agonized strain of his muscles as he gripped for
very life. The sail emptied and the gaff swung amid ships. The hallowiard slackened, and though it all
happened very quickly, I could see them sag beneath the weight of his body. Then the gag swung to the side
with an abrupt swiftness, the great sail boomed like a cannon, and the three rows of reef points
slotted against the canvas like a volley of rifles. Harrison, clinging on, made the giddy rush through the air.
rushed ceased abruptly. The Halliards became instantly taught. It was the snap of a whip. His
clutch was broken. One hand was torn loose from its hold. The other lingered desperately for a moment and
followed. His body pitched out and down, but in some way he managed to save himself with his legs.
He was hanging by them, head downward. A quick effort brought his hands up to the Halliards again,
but he was a long time regaining his former position where he hung, a pitible object.
I'll bet he has no appetite for supper, I heard Wolf-Warson's voice, which came to me from around the corner of the galley.
Stand out from under you, Johansson. Watch out. Here she comes. In truth, Harrison was very sick as a person is seasick,
and for a long time he clung to his precarious perch without attempting to move.
johansen however continued violently to urge him on to the completion of his task it is a shame i heard johnson growling and painfully slow in correct english he was standing by the main rigging a few feet from me
the boy is willing enough he will learn if he has a chance but this is he paused a while for the word murder was his final judgment hissed will he lewis
whispered to him, for the love of your mother, hold your mouth.
But Johnson, looking on, still continued his grumbling.
Look here, the hunter, Standish, spoke to Wolf Larson.
That's my boat-poller, and I don't want to lose him.
That's all right, Standish was a reply.
He's your boat-puller when you've got him in the boat,
but he's my sailor when I have him aboard,
and I'll do what I damn well please with him.
But that's no reason, Stanish,
began in the torrent of speech.
That'll do. Easy as she goes, Wolf-Lawristen counseled back.
I've told you what's what and let it stop at that.
The man's mine and I'll make soup of him and eat it if I want to.
There was an angry gleam in the hunter's eye, but he turned on his heel and entered
the storage companionway, where he remained looking upward.
All hands were on deck now, and all eyes were aloft, where a human life was at
grapples with death. The callousness of these men, to whom industrial organization gave control of the
lives of other men, was appalling. I, who had lived out the whirl of the world, had never dreamed that
its work was carried on in such a fashion. Life had always seemed a particularly sacred thing,
but here it counted for nothing, was a cipher in the arithmetic of commerce. I must say, however, that the
sailors themselves were sympathetic, as instance the case of Johnson, but the masters, the hunters
and the captain, were heartlessly indifferent. Even the protest of Standishur rose out of the fact
that he did not wish to lose his boat-puller. Had it been some other hunter's boat-puller, he, like
them, would have been no more than amused. But to return to Harrison, it took Johansen,
insulting and reviling the poor wretch, fully ten minutes to get him started again.
A little later he made the end of the gaff where astride the spar itself,
he had a better chance for holding on.
He cleared the sheet and was free to return slightly downhill now,
along the halliards to the mast, but he had lost his nerve.
Unsafe as was his present position,
he was loathed to forsake it for the more unsafe position,
on the Halliards.
He looked along the airy path he must traverse and then down to the deck.
His eyes were wide and staring, and he was trembling violently.
I had never seen fear so strongly stamped upon a human face.
Johansen called vainly for him to come down.
At any moment he was liable to be snapped off the gaff, but he was helpless with fright.
Wolf Larson, walking up and down, was somewhat.
smoke and in conversation, took no more notice of him, though he cried sharply once to the man
at the wheel.
"'You're off your course, my man.
Be careful, unless you're looking for trouble.'
"'Aye, sir,' the helmsman responded, putting a couple of spokes down.
He had been guilty of running the ghost several points off her course in order that what little
wind there was should fill the foresail and hold its study.
He had striven to help the unfortunate Harrison at the risk of incurring Wolf Larsen's anger.
Time went by in the suspense to me was terrible.
Thomas Mugridge, on the other hand, considered it a laughable affair
and was continuously bobbing his head out of the galley to make Jocos remarks.
How I hated him, and how my hatred for him grew and grew during that fearful time
to Cyclopean dimensions.
For the first time in my life, I experienced the desire to murder.
Saw Red, as some of our picturesque writers phrase it.
Life in general might still be sacred,
but life in a particular case of Thomas Mugridge had become very profane indeed.
I was frightened when I became conscious that I was seeing Red,
and the thought flashed through my mind,
was I, too, becoming painted by the brutality of my invixtalty of my inviating?
I, who even in the most flagrant crimes, had denied the justice and righteousness of capital punishment.
Fully half an hour went by, and then I saw Johnson and Lewis in some sort of altercation.
It ended with Johnson flinging off Lewis's detaining arm and starting forward.
He crossed the deck, sprang into the fore-rigging, and began to climb.
But the quick eye of Wolf Larsen caught him.
here are you what are you up to he cried johnson's assent was arrested he looked his captain in the eyes and replied slowly i am going to get that boy down you'll get down out of that rigging and damn lively about it do you hear get down
johnson hesitated but the long years of obedience to the masters of ships overpowered him and he dropped sullenly to the deck and went on forward
at half after five i went below to set the cabin table but i hardly knew what i did for my eyes and my brain were filled with the vision of a man white-faced and trembling comically like a bug clinging to the thrashing gaff at six o'clock when i serve supper going to the
going on deck to get the food from the galley, I saw Harrison still in the same position.
The conversation at the table was of other things.
No one seemed interested in the wantonly imperiled life.
But making an extra trip to the galley a little later,
I was gladdened by the sight of Harrison staggering weakly from the rigging to the forecastle scuttle.
He had finally summoned the courage to descend.
Before closing this incident, I must give a scrap of conversation I had with Wolf Larson in the cabin while I was washing the dishes.
You were looking squeamish this afternoon, he began. What was the matter? I could see that he knew what had made me possibly as sick as Harrison, that he was trying to draw me, and I answered, it was because of the brutish treatment of that boy. He gave a short laugh, like seasickness, I suppose.
some men are subject to it and others are not.
Not so, I objected.
Just so, he went on.
The earth is as full of brutality as the sea is full of motion.
And some men are made sick by the one and some by the other.
That's the only reason.
But you, who make a mock of human life,
don't you place any value upon it, whatever?
I demanded.
Value?
What value?
He looked at me, and so his eyes.
were steady and motionless, there seemed a cynical smile in them.
What kind of value?
How do you measure it?
Who values it?
I do, I made answer.
Then what is it worth to you?
Another man's life, I mean.
Come now, what is it worth?
The value of life?
How could I put a tangible value upon it?
Somehow, I, who have always had expression, lacked expression when with Wolf Larson.
I have since determined that a part of it was due to the man's personality,
but that the greater part was due to his totally different outlook.
Unlike other materialists I have met,
and with whom I had something in common to start on,
I had nothing in common with him.
Perhaps, also, it was the elemental simplicity of his mind that baffled me.
He drove so directly to the core of the matter,
divesting the question always of all superfluous details, and with such an air of finality
that I seemed to find myself struggling in deep water with no footing under me. Value of life?
How could I answer the question on spur of the moment? The sacredness of life I had accepted
is axomatic, that it was intrinsically value was the truism I had never questioned. But when he
challenged the truism, I was speechless.
We were talking about this yesterday, he said.
I held that life was a ferment, a yeasty something which devoured life that it might live,
and that living was merely successful piggishness.
If there was anything in supply and demand, life is the cheapest thing in the world.
There is only so much water, so much earth, so much air,
but life that is demanding to be born is limitless.
Nature is a spendthrift.
Look at the fish and there are millions of eggs.
For that matter, look at you and me.
In our lines are the possibilities of millions of lives.
Could we but find time and opportunity and utilize the last bit
and every bit of the unborn life that is in us,
we could become the fathers of nations and populate continents?
Life?
Bah, it has no value.
Of cheap things, it is the cheapest.
Everywhere it goes begging.
Nature spills it out with a lavish hand, where there is room for one life she sows a thousand lives,
and its life eats life till the strongest and most piggish life is left.
You have read Darwin, I said, but you're reading misunderstandingly
when you conclude that the struggle for existence sanctions your wanton destruction of life.
He shrugged his shoulders.
You know you only mean that in relation to human life,
for of the flesh and the fowl and the fish you destroy as much as i or any other man and human life is in no wise different though you feel it is and think that you reason why it is
why should i be parsimonious with this life which is cheap and without value there are more sailors than there are ships on the sea for them more workers than there are factories or machines for them why you who live on the land know that you house your point
poor people in the slums of city, and lose famine and pestilence upon them, and that there still
remains more poor people dying for want of a crust of bread and a bit of meat, which is life
destroyed, then you know what to do with.
Have you ever seen the London dockers fighting like wild beasts for a chance to work?
He started for the companion stares, but turned his head for a final word.
Do you know the only value life has is what life puts.
upon itself, and it is, of course, overestimated, since it is of necessity, prejudices in its own favor.
Take that man I had aloft.
He held on as if he were a precious thing, a treasure beyond diamonds or rubies.
To you, no.
To me, not at all.
To himself, yes.
But I do not accept his estimate.
He sadly overates himself.
There is plenty more life demanding to be born.
Had he fallen and dripped his brains upon the deck like honey from the comb, there would have been no loss to the world.
He was worth nothing to the world.
The supply is too large.
To himself only was he of value, and to show how fictitious even this value was.
Being dead, he is unconscious that he has lost himself.
He alone raided himself beyond diamonds and rubies.
Diamonds and rubies are gone, spread out on the deck to be washed away with.
with a bucket of seawater, and he does not even know that the diamonds and rubies are gone.
He does not lose anything, for with the loss of himself, he loses knowledge of the loss.
Don't you see? And what have you to say?
That you are at least consistent, was all that I could say, and I went on washing the dishes.
End of Chapter 6.
Chapter 7 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London, Chapter 7.
At last, after three days of variable winds, we have caught the Northeast trades.
I came on deck after a good night's rest in spite of my poor knee
to find the ghost foaming along, wing and wing,
and every sail drawing except the jibs with a fresh breeze astern.
Oh, the wonder of the great trade wind.
All day we sailed, and all night, and the next day, and the next, day after day, the wind always is stern and blowing steadily and strong.
The schooner sailed herself.
There was no pulling and hauling on sheets and tackles, no shifting atop sails, no work at all for the sailors to do except to steer.
At night when the sun went down, the sheets were slack.
in the morning when they yielded up the damp of the dew and relaxed, they were pulled tight again, and that was all.
Ten knots, twelve knots, eleven knots, varying from time to time is the speed we are making.
And ever out of the northeast, the brave wind blows, driving us on our course 250 miles between the dons.
It saddens me and gladdens me, the gate with which we are leaving.
San Francisco behind and with which we were foaming down upon the tropics.
Every day grows perceptibly warmer.
In the second dog watch, the sailors come on deck stripped and heave buckets of water upon
one another from oversight.
Flying fish are beginning to be seen, and during the night the watch above scrambles
over the deck in pursuit of those that fall aboard.
In the morning, Thomas Mugridge being duly bribed,
The galley is pleasantly a reek with the odor of their frying,
while dolphin meat is served four and aft on such occasions as Johnson catches the blazing beauties from the bowsprit end.
Johnson seems to spend all a spare time there or aloft at the cross trees,
watching the ghost cleaving the water under press of sail.
There is passion, adoration in his eyes, and he goes about in a sort of trance,
gazing in ecstasy at the swelling sails, the foaming wake,
and the heave and the run of her over the liquid mountains
that are moving with us in stately procession.
The days and nights are all a wonder and a wild delight,
and though I have little time for my dreary work,
I steal odd moments to gaze and gaze at the unending glory
of what I never dreamed the world possessed.
Above the sky is stainless blue,
blue is the sea itself, which under the forefoot is of the color and sheen of azure satin.
All around the horizon are pale, fleecy clouds, never changing, never moving, like a silver setting for the flawless turquoise sky.
I do not forget one night when I should have been asleep of lying on the forecastle head and gazing down at the spectral ripple of foam thrust aside by the ghost forefoot.
It sounded like the gurgling of a brick over mossy stones in some quiet dell,
and the crooning song of it blurred me away and out of myself,
till I was no longer humped the cabin boy, nor Van Wyden,
the man who had dreamed away 35 years among bucks.
But a voice behind me, the unmistakable voice of Wolf-Larsen,
strung with the invincible certitude of the man,
and mellow with appreciation of the words he was.
was quoting, aroused me. Oh, the blazing tropic night when the wakes a weld of light
that holds the hot sky tame, and the steady four-foot snores through the planet-powdered floors
where the scared whale flukes in flame. Her plates are scarred by the sun, dear lass, and her ropes are
taught with the dew, for we're booming down on the old trail, our own trail, the out-trail, we're sagging south,
on the long trail, the trail that is always new.
Eh-hump, how's it strike you? he asked, after the due pause which the words and setting demanded.
I looked into his face. It was a glow with light as the sea itself, and the eyes were flashing in starshine.
It strikes me as remarkable, to say the least, that you should show enthusiasm, I answered coldly.
My man, it's living, it's light. It's light.
he cried, which is a cheap thing and without value. I flung his words at him. He laughed, and it was the
first time I had heard honest mirth in his voice. Ah, I cannot get you to understand, cannot drive it into
your head, what a thing this life is. Of course life is valueless except to itself, and I can tell you that
my life is pretty valuable just now, to myself. It is beyond price, which you will ignore.
knowledge is the terrific overrating, but which I cannot help for it is the life that is in me that makes the rating.
He appeared waiting for the words with which to express the thought that was in him and finally went on.
Do you know I am filled with a strange uplift. I feel as if all time were echoing through me as though all powers were mine.
I know truth, divine good from evil, right from wrong. My vision is far and clear.
I could almost believe in God.
But, and his voice changed, and the light went out of his face,
what is this condition in which I find myself,
this joy of living, this exultation of life,
this inspiration, I may well call it.
It is what comes when there is nothing wrong with one's digestion,
when his stomach is in trim,
and his appetite has an edge, and all goes well.
It is the bribe for living, the champagne of the blood,
the effervescence of the ferment, that make some men think holy thoughts and other men to see God,
or to create him when they cannot see him.
That is all, the drunkenness of life, the strain and crawling of the yeast,
the babbling of the life that is insane with consciousness that is alive.
And, bah, tomorrow I shall pay for it as the drunkard pays,
and I shall know that I must die at sea most likely, cease crawling,
upon myself to be all accrulled with the corruption of the sea, to be fed upon, to be curian,
to yield up all the strength and the movement of my muscles that it may become strength and movement
in fin and scale and the guts of fish. Bah! And bah again! The champagne is already flat. The sparkle and bubble
has gone out and it is a tasteless drink. He left me as suddenly as he had come springing to the deck
with the weight and softness of a tiger.
The ghost plunged on her way.
I noticed the gurgling forefoot was very like a snore,
and as I listened to it,
the effect of wolf-lars and swift rush
from sublime exultation to despair slowly left me.
Then some deep-water sailor from the waist of the ship
lifted a rich tenor voice in the song of the trade wind.
Oh, I am the wind, the seaman love.
I am steady and strong.
and true. They follow
my track by the clouds above,
or the fathomless
tropic blue.
Through daylight and dark, I follow the
bark, I keep like a hound on her
trail. I'm the strongest at
noon, yet under the moon.
I stiffen the bunt of her sail.
End of chapter
7. Chapter 8
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Seawolf by Jack London.
Chapter 8. Sometimes I think Wolf Larsen mad, or half-mad at least, one of his strange moods and vagaries. At other times I take him for a great man, a genius who has never arrived. And finally, I am convinced that he is the perfect type of the primitive man, born a thousand years or generations too late, and in anachronism in this culminating century of civilization.
He is certainly an individualist of the most pronounced type.
Not only that, but he is very lonely.
There is no congeniality between him and the rest of the men aboard ship.
His tremendous virility and mental strength wall him apart.
They are more like children to him, even the hunters,
and as children he treats them descending per force to their level
and playing with them as a man plays with puppies.
or else he probes them with a cruel hand of a vivisectionist,
groping about in their mental processes,
and examining their souls as though to see what soul stuff is made.
I have seen him a score of times at table,
insulting this hunter or that,
with cool and level eyes and with all,
a certain error of interest,
pondering their actions or replies or petty rages
with a curiosity almost laughable,
to me, who stood onlooker and who understood.
Concerning his own rages, I am convinced that they are not real, that they are sometimes
experiments, but that in the main there are the habits of a pose or attitude he has seen
fit to take toward his fellow men.
I know, with the possible exception of the incident of the dead mate, that I have not seen
him really angry, nor do I ever ever.
wished to see him in a genuine rage when all the force of him is called into play.
While on the question of vagaries, I shall tell what befell Thomas Muggeridge in the cabin,
and at the same time complete an incident upon which I have already touched once or twice.
The 12 o'clock dinner was over one day, and I had just finished putting the cabin in order
when Wolf Larson and Thomas Muggeridge descended the companion stairs.
Though the cook had a cubbyhole of a stateroom opening off from the cabin,
in the cabin itself he had never dared to linger or to be seen,
and he fled to and fro once or twice a day, a timid specter.
So you know how to play nap, Wolf Larson was saying in a pleased sort of voice.
I might have guessed an Englishman would know.
I learned it myself in English ships.
Thomas Mugridge was beside himself, a blithering imbecile.
So pleased was he at chumming thus with the captain.
The little errors he put on in a painful striving to assume the easy carriage
of a man born to a dignified place in life would have been sickening had they not been ludicrous.
He quite ignored my presence, though I credited him with being simply unable to see me.
me. His pale, wishy-washy eyes were swimming like lazy summer seas, though what blissful visions
they beheld were beyond my imagination. Get the card, Sump, Wolf Larson ordered as they took
seats at the table, and bring out the cigars and the whiskey you'll find in my birth.
I returned with the articles in time to hear the Cockney hinting broadly that there was a mystery
about him, that he might be a gentleman's son gone wrong, or something or other, also that he was a
remittance man, and was paid to keep away from England. Pied ompsomseenly, sir, was the way he put it,
paid amsonly to sling my ook and keep slinging it. I had brought the customary liquor glasses,
but Wolf Larsen frowned, shook his head, and signaled with his hands for me to bring the tumblers.
These he filled two-thirds full with undolitted whiskey.
A gentleman's drink?
Quote Thomas Mugridge.
And they clinked their glasses to the glorious game of nap,
lighted cigars, and fell to shuffling and dealing the cards.
They played for money.
They increased the amounts of the bets.
They drank whiskey, they drank it neat, and I fetched more.
I do not know whether Wolf Larson cheated or not,
a thing he was thoroughly capable of doing, but he won steadily.
The cook made repeated journeys to his bunk for money.
Each time he performed the journey with greater swagger,
but he never brought more than a few dollars at a time.
He grew modeling, familiar, could hardly see the cards or sit upright.
As a preliminary to another journey to his bunk,
he hooked Wolf Larsson's buttonhole with a greasy forefinger
and vacuously pronounced and reiterated,
I got money, I got money, I tell you, and I'm a gentleman's son.
Wolf Larson was unaffected by the drink,
yet he drank glass for glass, and if anything, his glasses were fuller.
There was no change in him.
He did not appear even amused at the other's antics.
In the end, with loud protestations that he could lose like a gentleman,
The cook's last money was staked on the game and lost.
Whereupon he leaned his head on his hands and wept.
Wolf Larson looked curiously at him,
as though about to probe and vis-asect him,
then changed his mind as from the foregone conclusion
that there was nothing there to probe.
Hump, he said to me, elaborately polite,
kindly take Mr. Mugridge's arm and help him up
on deck. He is not feeling very well.
And tell Johnson to douse him with a few buckets of salt water, he added in a lower tone for my ear alone.
I left Mr. Mugridge on deck in the hands of a couple of grinning sailors who had been told
off for the purpose. Mr. Mugridge was scleefully sputtering that he was a gentleman's son.
But as I descended the companion stairs to clear the table, I heard him shriek as the first
bucket of water hit him. Wolf Larson was counting his winnings.
"'One hundred and eighty-five dollars even,' he said aloud, just as I thought.
The beggar came aboard without a cent.
"'And what you have won is mine, sir,' I said boldly.
He favored me with a quizzical smile.
"'Hump, I have studied some grammar in my time, and I think your tenses are tangled.
"'Was mine, you should have said, not is mine.'
It is a question not of grammar, but of ethics, I answered.
It was possibly a minute before he spoke.
Do you know, Hump, he said with a slow seriousness, which had in it the undefinable strain of sadness,
that this is the first time I have heard the word ethics in the mouth of a man.
You and I are the only men on this ship who know its meaning.
At one time in my life, he continued,
after another pause.
I dreamed that I might someday talk with men who used such language,
that I might lift myself out of the place in life in which I had been born,
and hold conversation and mingle with men who talked about just such things as ethics.
And this is the first time I have ever heard the word pronounced,
which is all by the way, for you are wrong.
It is a question of neither grammar nor ethics but of fact.
I understand, I said, the fact is that you have the money.
His face brightened.
He seemed pleased at my perspicacity.
But it is avoiding the real question, I said, which is one of right.
Ah, he remarked with a wry-pucker of his mouth,
I see you still believe in such things as right and wrong.
But don't you at all, I demanded?
Not the least bit.
Might is right, and that is all there is.
to it. Weakness is wrong, which is a very poor way of saying that it is good for oneself to be strong
and evil for oneself to be weak. Or better yet, it is pleasurable to be strong because of the
profits, painful to be weak because of the penalties. Just now the possession of this money is a
pleasurable thing. It is good for one to possess it. Being able to possess it, I wrong myself in the life
that is in me if I give it to you and forego the pleasure of possessing it.
But you wrong me by withholding it, I objected.
Not at all. One man cannot wrong another man. He can only wrong himself.
As I see it, I do wrong always when I consider the interests of others.
Don't you see? How can two particles of the yeast wrong each other by striving to devour
each other. It is their inborn heritage to strive to devour and to strive not to be devoured.
When they depart from this, they sin. Then you don't believe in altruism, I asked.
He received the word as if it had a familiar ring, that we pondered it thoughtfully. Let me see.
It means something about cooperation, doesn't it?
Well, in a way there has come to be a sort of connection. I'm
answered, unsurprised by this time at such gaps in his vocabulary, which, like his knowledge,
was the acquirement of a self-read, self-educated man, whom no one had directed in his studies,
and who had thought much and talked a little or none at all.
An altruistic act is an act performed for the welfare of others.
It is unselfish as opposed to an act performed for self, which is selfish.
He nodded his head.
Oh, yes, I remember it now. I ran across it and Spencer.
Spencer, I cried. Have you read him?
Not very much was his confession.
I understood quite a bit of first principles,
but his biology took the wind out of my sails,
and his psychology left me budding around in the doldrums for many a day.
I honestly could not understand what he was driving at.
I put it down to mental deficiency on my part, but since then I have decided that it was for want of preparation.
I had no proper basis. Only Spencer and myself know how hard I hammered.
But I did get something out of his data of ethics. That's where I ran across altruism, and I remember now how it was used.
I wondered what this man could have got from such a work.
Spencer, I remembered enough to know that altruism was imperative to his ideal of highest conduct.
Wolf Larson, evidently, had sifted the great philosopher's teaching,
rejecting and selecting according to his needs and desires.
What else did you run across, I asked.
His brows drew in slightly with the mental effort of suitably phrasing thought
which he had never before put into speech.
I felt an elation of spirit.
I was groping into his soul stuff
as he made a practice of groping in the soul stuff of others.
I was exploring virgin territory.
A strange, a terribly strange region
was unrolling itself before my eyes.
In as few words as possible, he began,
Spencer puts it something like this.
First a man must act for his own benefit.
To do this is to be moral,
and good. Next, he must act for the benefit of his children. And third, he must act for the benefit
of his race. And the highest, finest, right conduct I interjected is that act which benefits at the same
time the man, his children, and his race. I wouldn't stand for that, he replied. Couldn't see the
necessity for it, nor the common sense. I cut out the race into children. I would sacrifice.
nothing for them. It is just so much slush and sentiment, and you must see it yourself, at least for one who does not believe in eternal life. With immortality before me, altruism would be a paying business proposition. I might elevate my soul to all kinds of altitudes. But with nothing eternal before me but death, given for a brief spell this yeasty crawling and squirming which is called life, why, it would be a
moral for me to perform any act that was a sacrifice. Any sacrifice that makes me lose one crawl or squirm
is foolish, and not only foolish, for it is a wrong against myself and a wicked thing. I must not
lose one crawl or squirm if I am to get the most out of the ferment. Nor will the eternal movelessness
that is coming to me be made easier or harder by the sacrifices or selfishness of the time when I was
yeasty in the crawl. Then you are an individualist, a materialist and logically a hedonist.
Big words, he smiled, but what is a hedonist? He nodded agreement when I had given the definition.
And you are also, I continued, a man one could not trust in the least thing where it was possible
for a selfish interest to intervene. Now you're beginning to understand, he said, brightening.
you are a man utterly without what the world calls morals, that's it.
A man of whom to be always afraid?
That's the way to put it.
As one is afraid of a snake or a tiger or a shark,
Now you know me, he said, and you know me as I am generally known.
Other men call me wolf.
You are a sort of monster, I added audiciously.
A caliban who has pondered Cetibis and who actually,
as you act in idle moments by whim and fancy. His brow clouded at the illusion. He did not understand,
and I quickly learned that he did not know the poem. I'm just reading Browning, he confessed,
and it's pretty tough. I haven't gotten very far along, and as it is, I've about lost my bearings.
Not to be tiresome, I shall say that I fetched the book from a stateroom and read Caliban aloud.
He was delighted.
It was a primitive mode of reasoning and of looking at things that he understood thoroughly.
He interrupted again and again with comment and criticism.
When I finished, he had me read it over a second time and a third.
We fell into discussion.
Philosophy, science, evolution, religion.
He betrayed the inaccuracies of the self-red man,
and it must be granted the sureness and directness of the primitive mind.
The very simplicity of his reasoning was its strength, and his materialism was far more compelling
than the subtly complex materialism of Charlie Furriseth.
Not that I, I confirmed, and as Furriset phrased it, a temperamental idealist, was to be compelled,
but that Wolf Larson stormed the last strongholds of my faith with the vigor that received respect
while not accorded conviction.
Time passed.
Suffer was at hand and the table not laid.
I became restless and anxious,
and when Thomas Mugridge glared down the companion way,
sick and angry of continence,
I prepared to go about my duties.
But Wolf Larson cried out to him,
Cookie, you've got to hustle tonight.
I'm busy with Hump and you'll do the best you can without him.
and again the unprecedented was established.
That night I sat at table with the captain and the hunters
while Thomas Mugridge waited on us and washed the dishes afterwards.
A whim, a calabin mood of Wolf Larson's,
and one that I foresaw would bring me trouble.
In the meantime we talked and talked much to the disgust of the hunters
who could not understand the word.
End of Chapter 8.
Chapter 9 of the Sea Wolf
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London
Chapter 9
Three days of rest
Three blessed days of rest are what I had with Wolf Larson
eating at the cabin table
and doing nothing but discuss life, literature, and the universe
the while Thomas Mugridge
fumed and raged and did my work as well as his own
Watch out for squalls, as all I can say to you, was Lewis's warning, given during a spare half-hour on deck while Wolf Warson was engaged in straightening out a row among the hunters.
You can't tell what'll be happening, Lewis went on in response to my query for more definite information.
The man's is contrary as air currents or water currents. You can never guess the ways of him.
"'Tis just as you're thinking you know him
"'and are making a favorable slant along him
"'that he whirls around dead ahead
"'and comes howling down upon you
"'and a ripin all of your fine-weather sails to rags.
"'So I was not altogether surprised
"'when the squall foretold by Lewis moat me.
"'We had been having a heated discussion
"'upon life, of course,
"'and grown over bold.
"'I was passing,
stiff strictures upon Wolf Larsen and the life of Wolf Larsen.
In fact, I was vivisecting him and turning over his soul stuff as keenly
and as thoroughly as it was his custom to do it to others.
It may be a weakness of mine that I have an incisive way of speech,
but I threw all restraint to the winds and cut and slashed
until the whole man of him was snarling.
The dark sun bronze of his face went black with red,
wrath, his eyes were ablaze. There was no clearness or sanity in them, nothing but the terrific
rage of a madman. It was the wolf in him that I saw, and a mad wolf at that. He sprang for me
with a half-roar gripping my arm. I had steeled myself to brazen it out, though I was
trembling inwardly, but the enormous strength of the man was too much for my fortitude. He had
gripped me by the biceps with his single hand, and when that grip tightened, I
willed and shrieked aloud. My feet went out from under me. I simply could not stand upright and
endure the agony. The muscles refused their duty. The pain was too great. My bicep was being
crushed to a pulp. He seemed to recover himself, for a lucid gleam came into his eyes,
and he relaxed his hold with a short laugh that was more like a growl.
I fell to the floor, feeling very faint,
while he sat down, lighted a cigar,
and watched me as a cat watches a mouse.
As I writhed about, I could see in his eyes that curiosity
I had so often noted that wonder and perplexity,
that questing, that everlasting inquiry of his as to what it was all about.
I finally crawled to my feet and ascended the companion stairs.
Fair weather was over and there was nothing left but to return to the galley.
My left arm was numb as though paralyzed in days past before I could use it,
while weeks went by before the last stiffness and pain went out of it.
And he had done nothing but put his hand upon my arm and squeeze.
There had been no wrenching or jerking.
He had just closed his hand with a steady pressure.
What he might have done, I did not fully realize till next day when he put his head into the galley,
and as a sign of renewed friendliness, asked me how my hand was getting on.
It might have been worse, he smiled.
I was peeling potatoes.
He picked one up from the pan.
It was fair size, firm, and unpeeled.
He closed his hand upon it, squished.
and the potato squirted out between his fingers in mushy streams.
The pulpy remnant he dropped back into the pan and turned away,
and I had a sharp vision of how it might have fared with me,
had the monster put his real strength upon me.
But the three days' rest was good in spite of it all,
for it had given my knee the very chance it needed.
It felt much better, the swelling had materially decreased,
and the cap seemed descending,
to its proper place.
Also, the three days' rest
brought the trouble I had foreseen.
It was plainly Thomas Mugridge's intention
to make me pay for those three days.
He treated me vilely, cursed me continually,
and heaped his own work upon me.
He even ventured to raise his fist to me,
but I was becoming an animal like myself,
and I snarled in his face so terribly
that it must have frightened him back.
It is no pleasant picture I can conjure up of myself, Humphrey Van Widen, in that noisome ship's scally,
crouched in a corner over my task, my face raised to the face of the creature about to strike me,
my lips lifted and snarling like a dog's, my eyes gleaming with fear and helplessness,
and the courage that comes of fear and helplessness.
I do not like the picture.
It reminds me too strongly of a rat and a trap.
I do not care to think of it, but it was elective for the threatened blow did not descend.
Thomas Mugridge backed away, glaring as hatefully and viciously as I glared.
A pair of beasts is what we were, penned together and showing our teeth.
He was a coward, afraid to strike me because I had not quailed sufficiently in advance,
so he chose a new way to intimidate me.
There was only one galley knife that, as a knife, amounted to anything.
This, through many years of service and wear, had acquired a long, lean blade.
It was unusually cruel-looking, and at first I had shuddered every time I used it.
The cook borrowed a stone from Johansen and proceeded to sharpen the knife.
He did it with great ostentation, glancing.
significantly at me the while. He wetted it up and down all day long. Every odd moment he could find
he had the knife and stone out and was wetting away. The steel acquired a razor edge. He tried it
with the ball of his thumb or across the nail. He shaved hairs from the back of his hand,
glanced along the edge with microscopic acuteness and found, or feign that he found,
always, a slight inequality in its edge somewhere. Then he would put it on stone again and wet, wet,
till I could have laughed aloud. It was so very ludicrous. It was also serious, for I learned that he was
capable of using it, that under all his cowardice there was a courage of cowardice, like mine,
that would impel him to do the very thing his whole nature protested against doing and was
afraid of doing. Cookie sharpening his knife or hump was being whispered about among the sailors,
and some of them twitted him about it. This he took in good part and was really pleased,
nodding his head with direful foreknowledge and mystery, until George Leach, the erstwhile cabin boy,
ventured some rough pleasantry on the subject. Now it happened that Leach was one of the sailors
was told off to douse Mugridge after his game of cards with the captain.
Leach had evidently done his task with the thoroughness that Mugridge had not forgiven for words followed
and evil names involving smirched ancestries.
Mugridge menaced with the knife he was sharpening for me.
Leach laughed and hurled more of his telegraph hill Billingsgate,
and before either he or I knew what had happened, his right arm had been ripped open
from elbow to wrist with a quick slash of the knife.
They cooked backed away a fiendish expression on his face,
the knife held before him in a position of defense.
But Leach took it quite calmly,
though blood was spurting upon the deck as generously as water from a fountain.
I'm going to get you, Cookie, he said, and I'll get you hard.
And I won't be in no hurry about it.
You'll be without that knife when I come for you.
So saying, he turned and walked quietly forward.
Mugridge's face was livid with fear at what he had done,
and what he might expect sooner or later from the man he had stabbed.
But his demeanor toward me was more ferocious than ever.
In spite of his fear at the reckoning he must expect to pay for what he had done,
he could see that it had been an object lesson to me,
and he became more domineering and exultant.
Also there was a lust in.
him akin to madness which had come from the sight of the blood he had drawn. He was beginning to see
red in whatever direction he looked. The psychology of it is sadly tangled, and yet I could read
the workings of his mind as clearly as though it were a printed book. Several days went by, the ghost
still foaming down the trades, and I could swear I saw the madness growing in Thomas Mugridge's eyes,
and I confess that I became afraid, very much afraid.
Wet, wet, wet.
It went all day long.
The look in his eyes, as he felt the keen edge and clared at me, was positively carnivorous.
I was afraid to turn my shoulder to him, and when I left the galley I went out backwards,
to the amusement of the sailors and hunters, who made a point of gathering in groups to witness my exit.
The strain was too great.
I sometimes thought my mind would give way under it a meat thing on this ship of mad men and brutes.
Every hour, every minute of my existence was in jeopardy.
I was a human soul in distress, and yet no soul for or aft, betrayed sufficient sympathy to come to my aid.
At times I thought of throwing myself on the mercy of Wolf Larsen,
but the vision of the mocking devil in his eyes that questioned life and sneered at
it would come strong upon me and compel me to refrain.
At other times I seriously contemplated suicide,
and the whole force of my hopeful philosophy was required
to keep me from going over the side in the darkness of night.
Several times Wolf Larsen tried to inveigle me into discussion,
but I gave him short answers and alluded him.
Finally, he commanded me to resume my seat at the cabin table for a time,
and let the cook do my work.
Then I spoke frankly, telling him what I was enduring from Thomas Mugridge
because of the three days of favoritism which had been shown me.
Wolf Larson regarded me with smiling eyes.
So you're afraid, eh?
He sneered.
Yes, I said defiantly and honestly, I am afraid.
That's the way with you, fellows, he cried half angrily,
sentimentalizing about your immortal souls and afraid to die.
At sight of a sharp knife and a cowardly cockney,
the clinging of life to life overcomes all your fun foolishness.
My dear fellow, you will live forever.
You are a God, and God cannot be killed.
Cookie cannot hurt you.
You are sure of your resurrection.
What's there to be afraid of?
You have eternal life before you.
You are a millionaire and immortal.
and a millionaire whose fortune cannot be lost, whose fortune is less perishable than the stars and is lasting a space or time.
It is impossible for you to diminish your principle.
Immortality is a thing without beginning or end.
Eternity is eternity and though you die here and now you will go on living somewhere else and hereafter.
And it is all very beautiful the shaking off of the flesh and soaring of the impover.
prison spirit. Cookie cannot hurt you. He can only give you a boost on the path you
eternally must tread. Or, if you do not wish to be boosted just yet, why not boost
Cookie? According to your ideas, he too must be an immortal millionaire. You cannot bankrupt
him. His paper will always circulate at par. You cannot diminish the length of his living by
killing him for he is without beginning or end.
He's bound to go on living somewhere somehow.
Then boost him.
Stick a knife in him and let his spirit free.
As it is, it's in a nasty prison,
and you'll do him only a kindness by breaking down the door.
And who knows, it may be a very beautiful spirit
that will go soaring up into the blue from that ugly carcass.
Boost him along and I'll promote you to his place,
and he's getting $45.
a month.
It was plain that I could look for no help or mercy from Wolf Larson.
Whatever was to be done I must do for myself,
and out of the courage of fear I evolved the plan of fighting Thomas Mugridge with his own weapons.
I borrowed a whetstone from Johansson.
Lewis, the boat steerer, had already begged me for condensed milk and sugar.
The Lazaret, where such delicacies were stored,
was situated beneath the cabin floor.
Watching my chance, I stole five cans of the milk,
and at night, when it was Lewis's watch on deck,
I traded them with him for a dirk as lean and cruel-looking
as Thomas Mugridge's vegetable knife.
It was rusty and dull,
but I turned the grindstone while Lewis gave it an edge.
I slept more soundly than usual that night.
Next morning after breakfast,
Thomas Mugridge began his wet, wet, wet. I glanced warily at him, for I was on my knees taking the ashes from the stove. When I returned from throwing them overside, he was talking to Harrison, whose honest Yokel's face was filled with fascination and wonder. Yes, Mugridge was saying, and what does his worship do but give me two years in Reading, but blimey if I cared, the other mug was fixed plenty.
Should have seen him.
Knife just like this.
I stuck it in like into soft butter,
and the why he squealed was better than a two-penny gaff.
He shot a glance in my direction to see if I was taking it in and went on.
I didn't mean it, Tommy, he was sniffling.
So help me God, I didn't mean it.
I'll fix your bloody well right, I says, and kept right after him.
I got him to ribbons, that's what I did,
and he a squealing all the time.
Once he got his aunt on the knife and tried to hold it,
add his fingers around it,
but I pulled it through cutting to the bone.
Oh, he was a sight, I can tell here.
A call from the mate interrupted the gory narrative,
and Harrison went aft.
Mugridge sat down on the raised threshold to the galley
and went on with his knife sharpening.
I put the shovel away,
and calmly sat down on the corner,
box facing him. He favored me with a vicious stare. Still calmly, though my heart was going pit-a-pat,
I pulled out to Lewis's dirk and began to wet it on the stone. I had looked for almost any sort of
explosion on the Cockney's part, but to my surprise he did not appear aware of what I was doing.
He went on wetting his knife. So did I. And for two hours we sat there face-to-face.
wet, wet, wet, till the news of it spread abroad, and half the ship's company was crowding the
galley doors to see the sight.
Encouragement and advice were freely tendered, and Jock Horner, the quiet, self-spoken hunter,
who looked as though he would not harm a mouse, advised me to leave the ribs alone and to thrust
upward for the abdomen, at the same time giving what he called the Spanish twist to the blade.
Leach, his bandage arm prominently to the floor, begged me to leave a few remnants of the cook for him,
and Wolf-Larsen paused once or twice at the break of the poop to glance curiously
at what must have been to him a stirring and crawling of the yeasty thing he knew his life.
And I make free to say that for the time being life assumed the same sordid value to me.
There was nothing pretty about it, nothing divine, only two cowards.
moving things that sat wetting steel upon stone, and a group of other moving things,
cowardly and otherwise, that looked on.
Half of them, I am sure, were anxious to see us shedding each other's blood.
It would have been entertainment.
And I do not think there was one who would have interfered had we closed in a death struggle.
On the other hand, the whole thing was laughable and childish.
Wet, wet, wet.
Humphrey Van Wyden sharpening his knife in a chips galley and trying its edge with his thumb.
Of all situations this was the most inconceivable.
I knew that my own kind could not have believed it possible.
I had not been called Sissy Van Widen all my days without reason,
and that Sissy Van Widen should be capable of doing this thing
was a revelation to Humphrey Van Widen,
who knew not whether to be exultant or ashamed.
But nothing happened.
At the end of two hours,
Thomas Mugridge put away knife and stone and held out his hand.
What's the good of Miking a holy show of ourselves for them mugs, he demanded.
They don't love us and bloody well glad they'd be as seen as cut in our throats.
You're not arf bad, ump, you've got spunk as you yank, sigh.
and I like your N-O-I.
So come on and shike.
Coward that I might be,
I was less a coward than he.
It was a distinct victory I had gained,
and I refused to forego any of it
by shaking his detestable hand.
All right, he said, pridelessly.
Take it or leave it,
I'll like you nonetheless for it.
And to save his face,
he turned fiercely upon the onlookers.
Get out of my galley doors,
as you bloom in swabs. This command was reinforced by a steaming kettle of water, and at sight of it
the sailors scrambled out of the way. This was a sort of a victory for Thomas Mugridge and
enabled him to accept more gracefully the defeat I had given him, though of course he was too
discreet to attempt to drive the hunters away. I see cookies finish, I heard smoke say to Horner.
You bet was the reply. Hump from
the galley from now on, and Cookie pulls in his horns.
Mugridge heard and shot a swift glance at me,
but I gave no sign that the conversation had reached me.
I had not thought my victory was so far-reaching and complete,
but I resolved to let go nothing I had gained.
As the days went by, Smoke's prophecy was verified.
The Cockney became more humble and slavish to me than even to Wolf-Larsen.
I mistered him and served him no longer, washed no more greasy pods, and peeled no more potatoes.
I did my own work and my own work only, and when and in what fashion I saw fit.
Also I carried the dirk in a sheat at my hip, sailor fashion, and maintained towards Thomas Mugridge a constant attitude,
which was composed of equal parts of domineering, insult, and contempt.
End of chapter 9.
Chapter 10 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Seawolf by Jack London.
Chapter 10.
My intimacy with Wolf Larson increases, if by intimacy may be denoted,
those relations which exist between Master and Man, or better yet, between King and
Chester.
I am to him no more than it.
toy, and he values me no more than a child values a toy. My function is to amuse in so long as I amuse
all goes well, but let him become bored or let him have one of his black moods come upon him,
and at once I am relegated from cabin table to galley, while at the same time I am fortunate to escape
with my life and a whole body. The loneliness of the man is slowly being born in, and
upon me. There is not a man aboard but hates or fears him, nor is there a man whom he does not
despise. He seems consuming with the tremendous power that is in him, and that seems never to have found
adequate expression and works. He is, as Lucifer would be, were that proud spirit banished to a society
of soul as Tom Lassonian ghosts. This loneliness is bad enough, and
itself, but to make it worse, he is oppressed by the primal melancholy of the race.
Knowing him, I review the old Scandinavian myths with clearer understanding.
The white-skinned, fair-haired savages who created that terrible pantheon were of the same fiber
as he.
The frivolity of the laughter-loving Latins is no part of him.
When he laughs, it is from a humor that is nothing else than not.
ferocious, but he laughs rarely, he is too often sad. And it is a sadness as deep-reaching as
the roots of the race. It is the race heritage, the sadness which has made the race sober-minded,
clean-lived, and fanatically moral, and which in this latter connection has culminated among the
English in the Reformed Church and Mrs. Grundy. In point of fact, the chief vent to this
primal melancholy has been religion in its more agonizing forms.
But the compensation of such religions are denied, Wolf Larson.
His brutal materialism will not permit it.
So, when his blue moods come on, nothing remains for him but to be devilish.
Were he not so terrible a man, I could sometimes feel sorry for him,
as instance three mornings ago, when I went into his state room,
to fill his water bottle and came unexpectedly upon him.
He did not see me.
His head was buried in his hands,
and his shoulders were heaving convulsively as with sobs.
He seemed torn by some mighty grief.
As I softly withdrew, I could hear him groaning,
God, God, God.
Not that he was calling upon God,
it was a mere expletive, but it came from his soul.
At dinner he asked the hunters for a remedy for headache, and by evening strong man that he was, he was half blind and reeling about the cabin.
I've never been sick in my life, Hump, he said as I guided him to his room.
Nor did I ever have a headache, except the time my head was healing after having been laid open for six inches by a capstan bar.
For three days this blinding headache lasted, and he suffered as wife.
animals suffer as it seemed the way on ship to suffer without plain without sympathy utterly alone this morning however on entering his state room to make the bed and put things in order i found him well and hard at work
table and bunk were littered with designs and calculations on a large transparent sheet compass and square in hand he was copying what appeared to be a scale of some sort or
other. Hello, Hump, he greeted me genially. I'm just finishing the finishing touches. Want to see it
work? But what is it? I asked. A labor-saving device for mariners navigation reduced to kindergarten simplicity,
he answered gaily. From today a child will be able to navigate a ship. No more long-winded
calculations. All you need is one star in the sky on the
dirty night to know instantly where you are. Look, I place the transparent scale on this star map,
revolving the scale on the North Pole. On the scale, I've worked out the circles of altitude and the
lines of bearing. All I do is put it on a star, revolve the scale until it is opposite those figures
on the map underneath, and presto. There you are, the ship's precise location. There was a ring of
triumph in his voice, and his eyes clear blue this morning as the sea were sparkling with light.
You must be well up in mathematics, I said. Where did you go to school?
Never saw the inside of one, worse luck, was the answer. I had to dig it out for myself.
And why do you think I have made this thing? He demanded abruptly, dreaming to leave footprints on the
sands of time. He laughed one of his horrible mocking laughs.
not at all to get it patented to make money from it to revel in piggishness with all night in while other men do the work that's my purpose also i have enjoyed working it out
the creative joy i murmured i guess that's what it ought to be called which is another way of expressing the joy of life in that it is alive the triumph of movement over matter of the quick over the dead the pride of the
the yeast because it is yeast it crawls.
I threw up my hands with helpless disapproval of his inveterate materialism and went about
making the bed.
He continued copying lines and figures upon the transparent scale.
It was a task requiring the utmost nicety and precision, and I could not but admire the way
he tempered his strength to the fineness and delicacy of the need.
When I had finished the bed, I caught myself looking at him in a fascinated sort of way.
He was certainly a handsome man, beautiful in the masculine sense, and again, with never-failing wonder,
I remarked the total lack of viciousness or wickedness or sinfulness in his face.
It was the face, I am convinced, of a man who did no wrong.
And by this I do not wish to be misunderstood.
What I mean is that it was the face of a man who either did nothing contrary to the dictates of his conscience or who had no conscience.
I am inclined to the latter way of accounting for it.
He was a magnificent atavism, a man so purely primitive that he was of the type that came into the world before the development of the moral nature.
He was not immoral, but simply unmaral.
As I have said, in the masculine sense, his was a beautiful face.
Smooth as shaven, every line was distinct, and it was cut as clear and sharp as a cameo.
While C and sun had tanned the naturally fair skin to a dark bronze which bespoke struggle and battle,
and added both to his savagery and his beauty.
The lips were full, yet possessed of a firmness, almost harshness, which is characterized.
characteristic of thin lips. The set of his mouth, his chin, his jaw was likewise firm or harsh
with all the fierceness and indomitableness of the male, the nose also. It was the nose of a being
born to conquer and command. It just hinted of the eagle beak. It might have been Grecian,
it might have been Roman, only it was a shade too massive for the one, a shade too delicate,
it for the other. And while the whole face was the incarnation of fierceness and strength,
the primal melancholy from which he suffered seemed to graten the lines of mouth and eye and brow,
seemed to give a largeness and completeness which otherwise the face would have lacked.
And so I caught myself standing idly in studying him. I cannot say how greatly the man had come
to interest me. Who was he?
what was he how would he happen to be all powers seemed his all potentialities why then was he no more than the obscure master of a seal-hunting schooner with a reputation for frightful brutality amongst the men who hunted seals
my curiosity burst from me in a flood of speech why is it that you have not done great things in this world with the power that is yours you might have risen
to any height, unpossessed of conscious or moral instinct, you might have mastered the world,
broken it to your hand, and yet here you are at the top of your life, where diminishing and
dying begin, living an obscure and sordid existence, hunting sea animals for the satisfaction
of woman's vanity and love of decoration, revealing in a piggishness to use your own words,
which is anything and everything except splendid.
Why, with all that wonderful strength, have you not done something?
There was nothing to stop you, nothing that could stop you.
What was wrong?
Did you lack ambition?
Did you fall under temptation?
What was the matter?
What was the matter?
He had lifted his eyes to me at the commencement of my outburst
and followed me complacently until I had done
and stood before him breathless and dismayed.
He waited a moment as though seeking where to begin, and then said,
Hump, do you know the parable of the sower who went forth to sow?
If you will remember, some of the seed fell upon stony places where there was not much earth,
and forthwith they sprung up because they had no deepness of earth.
And when the sun was up they were scorched, and because they had no roots,
they withered away, and some fell among thorns, and the thorns sprung up and choked them.
Well, I said.
Well, he quired, half-petulently.
It was not well.
I was one of those seeds.
He dropped his head to the scale and resumed the copying.
I finished my work and had opened the door to leave when he spoke to me.
Hump, if you will look on the west coast of the map of Norway, you will see.
see an indentation called Rumsdil Fjord. I was born within a hundred miles of that stretch of water,
but I was not born Norwegian. I am a Dane. My mother and father were Danes, and how they ever came to
that bleak bite of land on the west coast, I do not know. I never heard. Outside of that,
there is nothing mysterious. They were poor people and unlettered. They came of generations of poor
unlettered people, peasants of the sea who sowed their sons on the waves as it has been their
custom since time begin. There is no more to tell. But there is, I objected, it is still obscure to me.
What can I tell you, he demanded with a recrudescence of faredness, of the meagerness of a child's life,
of fish diet and course living, of going out with the boats from the time I could crawl,
of my brothers who went away one by one to the deep sea farming and never came back,
of myself unable to read or write cabin boy at the mature age of ten on the coastwise old country ships,
of the rough fare and rougher usage where kicks and blows were bed and breakfast
and took the place of speech, and fear and hatred and pain were my only soul experiences,
I do not care to remember.
comes up in my brain even now as I think of it.
But there were coastwise skippers I would have returned and killed when a man's strength
came to me.
Only the lines of my life were cast at the time and other places.
I did return not long ago, but unfortunately the skippers were dead, all but one,
a mate in the old days, a skipper when I met him, and when I left him a cripple who would
never walk again.
But you who read Spencer and Darwin and have never seen the inside of school,
how did you learn to read and write? I queried.
In the English Merchant Service.
Kevin Boy at 12, Ships Boy at 14, ordinary seamen at 16, Abel Seaman at 17,
and Cock of the Foucaulte, infinite loneliness, receiving neither help nor sympathy.
I did it all for myself, navigation, mathematics, science, literature, and whatnot.
And of what use has it been?
Master and owner of a ship at the top of my life, as you say, when I am beginning to diminish and die.
Paltry, isn't it?
And when the sun was up, I was scorched, and because I had no root, I withered away.
But history tells of slaves who rose to the purple, I chided.
and history tells of opportunities that came to slaves who rose to the purple, he answered grimly.
No man makes opportunity.
All the great men ever did was to know it when it came to them.
The Corsican knew.
I have dreamed as greatly as the Corsican.
I should have known the opportunity, but it never came.
The thorns sprung up and choked me.
And Hump, I can tell you that you know more about me than any living,
man except my own brother.
And what is he?
And where is he?
Master of the steamship Macedonia.
Seal hunter was the answer.
We will meet him most probably on the Japan coast.
Men call him death larsen.
Death larsen, I involuntarily cried.
Is he like you?
Hardly.
He is a lump of an animal without any head.
He has all my brutish
I suggested.
Yes, thank you for the word, all my brutishness,
but he can scarcely read or write.
And he has never philosophized on life, I added.
No, Wolf Larson answered with an indescribable air of sadness,
and he is all the happier for leaving life alone.
He is too busy living it to think about it.
My mistake was in ever opening the books.
End of Chapter 10
Chapter 11 of the Sea Wolf
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The Seawolf by Jack London
Chapter 11
The ghost has attained the southernmost point of the ark
She is describing across the Pacific
And is already beginning to edge away
To the west and north
Toward some lone island
It is rumored
where she will fill her water casks before proceeding to the season's hunt along the coast of japan the hunters have experimented and practiced with their rifles and shotguns till they are satisfied
and the boat-pullers and steerers have made their sprit sails bound the oars and rollocks and leather and senate so they will make no noise when creeping on the seals and put their boats in apple-pie order to use leech's homely phrase
his arm by the way has healed nicely though the scar will remain all his life thomas mugridge lives in mortal fear of him and is afraid to venture on deck after dark there are two or three standing quarrels in the forecastle
lewis tells me that the gossip of the sailors finds its way aft and that two of the tell-tales have been badly beaten by their mates he shakes his head dubiously over the
outlook for the man Johnson, who is boat-puller in the same boat with him.
Johnson has been guilty of speaking his mind too freely, and has collided two or three times with
Wolf Larson over the pronunciation of his name.
Johansen, he thrashed on the Admid Chips deck the other night, since which time the mate
has called him by his proper name.
But of course it is out of the question that Johnson should thrash Wolf-Lorrison.
Lewis has also given me additional information about Death Larson, which tallies with the captain's brief description.
We may expect to meet Death Larson on the Japan coast.
And look out for squalls, is Lewis's prophecy, for they hate one another like the wolf whelps they are.
Death Larson is in command of the only sealing steamer in the fleet, the Macedonia, which carries 14 boats,
whereas the rest of the schooners carry only six.
There is wild talk of cannon aboard
and of strange raids and expeditions she may make,
ranging from opium smuggling into the states
and arms smuggling into China
to black birding and open piracy.
Yet I cannot but believe,
for I have never yet caught him in a lie,
while he has a cyclopedia knowledge of sealing
and the men of the sealing fleets.
As it is forward and in the galley,
so it is in the steerage and aft on this venerable hellship.
Men fight and struggle ferociously for one another's lives.
The hunters are looking for a shooting scrape
at any moment between smoke and Henderson,
whose old quarrel has not healed,
while Wolf Larson says positively,
he will kill the survivor of the affair,
if such affair comes off.
He frankly states that the position he takes is based on no moral grounds,
that all the hunters could kill and eat one another so far as he is concerned,
were it not that he needs them alive for the hunting.
If they will only hold their hands until the season is over,
he promises them a royal carnival,
when all grudges can be settled and the survivors may toss the non-survivors overboard
and arrange a story as to how the missing men were lost at sea.
I think even the hunters are appalled in his cold-bloodedness.
Wicked men, though they be, they are certainly very much afraid of him.
Thomas Mugridge is curlike in his subjection to me
while I go about in secret dread of him.
His is the courage of fear.
A strange thing I know well of myself,
and at any moment it may master the fear and impel him to the taking of my life my knee is much better though it often aches for long periods and the stiffness is gradually leaving the arm with both force and squeezed
otherwise i am in splendid condition feel that i am in splendid condition my muscles are growing harder and increasing in size my hands however are respected
for grief. They have a parboiled appearance or afflicted with hang nails while the nails are
broken and discolored and the edges of the quick seem to be assuming a fungoid sort of growth.
Also, I am suffering from boils due to the diet most likely, for I was never afflicted in this
manner before. I was amused a couple of evenings back by seeing Wolf-Larsen reading the Bible,
a copy of which, after the feudal search for one at the beginning of the voyage, had been found in the deadmate sea-chest.
I wondered what Wolf Larsen could get from it, and he read aloud to me from Ecclesiastes.
I could imagine he was speaking the thoughts of his own mind as he read to me, and his voice reverberating deeply and mournfully in the confined cabin, charmed and held me.
He may be uneducated, but he certainly knows how to express the significance of the written word.
I can hear him now, as I shall always hear him, the primal, melancholy, vibrant in his voice, as he read.
I gathered me also silver and gold, and the peculiar treasure of kings and of the provinces.
I gat me men-singers and women-singers, and the delights of the sons of men, as me.
musical instruments, and that of all sorts. So I was great and increased more than all that were
before me in Jerusalem. Also my wisdom returned with me. Then I looked on all the works that my
hands had wrought, and on the labor that I had labored to do, and behold, all was vanity and vexation
of spirit, and there was no profit under the sun. All things come alike to all. There is one of
to the righteous and to the wicked, to the good and to the clean and to the unclean,
to him that sacrifices, and to him that sacrifices not, as is the good, so is the sinner,
and he that sweareth, as he that feareth an oath.
This is an evil among all things that are done under the sun,
that there is one event unto all, yea, also the heart of the sons of men is full of evil,
madness is in their heart while they live, and after that they go to the dead.
For to him that is joined to all the living there is hope, for a living dog is better than a
dead lion. For the living know that they shall die, but the dead know not anything.
Neither have they any more a reward, for the memory of them is forgotten.
Also their love and their hatred, their envy is now perish, neither have they. Neither have
they any more a portion forever and anything that is done under the sun?
There you have it, Hump, he said, closing the book upon his finger and looking up at me.
The preacher who was king over Israel and Jerusalem thought as I think, you call me a pessimist.
Is this not pessimism of the blackest?
All is vanity and vexation of spirit.
There is no profit under the sun.
There is one event unto all.
to the fool and the wise the clean and the unclean the sinner and the saint in that event is death and an evil thing he says for the preacher loved life and did not want to die saying for a living dog is better than a dead lion
he preferred the vanity and vexation to the silence and unmovableness of the grave and so why to crawl is piggish but to not crawl to be as
the clod and rock is loathsome to contemplate. It is loathsome to the life that is in me,
the very essence of which is movement, the power of movement, and the consciousness of the power
of movement. Life itself is unsatisfaction, but to look ahead to death is greater unsatisfaction.
Hugh are worse off than Omar, I said. He, at least after the customary agonizing of youth,
found content and made of his materialism a joyous thing.
Who was Omar, Wolf Larson asked,
and I did no more work that day, nor the next, nor the next.
In his random reading he had never chanced upon the rubriot,
and it was to him like a great find of treasure.
Much I remembered, possibly two-thirds of the quatrains,
and I managed to piece out the remainder without difficulty.
we talked for hours over single stanzas and i found him reading into them a wail of regret and a rebellion which for the life of me i could not discover myself possibly i recited with a certain joyous lilt which was my own
for his memory was good and as a second rendering very often the first he made a quatrain his own he recited the same lines and invested them with an unrest
and passionate revolt that was well-nigh convincing i was interested as to which quadrine he would like best and was not surprised when he hit upon the one born of an instance irritability
and quite at variance with the persians complaisant philosophy and genial code of life what without asking hither hurried whence and without asking whither hurried hence o many a cup of this
forbidden wine must drown the memory of that insolence great wolf larsen cried great that's the key word insolence he could not have used a better word
in vain i objected and denied he deluged me overwhelmed me with argument it's not the nature of life to be otherwise life when it knows that it must cease living will always rebel it cannot help itself the preacher found life and the
the works of life all of vanity and vexation an evil thing but death the ceasing to be able to be vain and vexed he found an evil or thing through chapter after chapter he is worried by the one event that cometh to all alike
so o'mar so i so you even you for you rebelled against the dying when cookies sharpened a knife for you you were afraid to die the life that was in you that composes you that is great
greater than you did not want to die.
You have talked to the instinct of immortality.
I talk of the instinct of life which is to live,
and which, when death looms near and large,
masters the instinct, so-called, of immortality.
It mastered in you, you cannot deny it,
because a crazy cockney cook sharpen the knife.
You are afraid of him now.
You are afraid of me.
You cannot deny it.
If I should catch you by the throat, thus, his hand was about my throat and my breath was cut off,
and begin to press the life out of you thus, and thus, your instinct of immortality will go glimmering,
and your instinct of life, which is longing for life, will flutter up, and you will struggle to save yourself.
Yeah?
I see the fear of death in your eyes.
You beat the air with your arms.
You exert all your puny strength to struggle to live.
Your hand is clutching my arm.
Lightly, it feels as a butterfly resting there.
Your chest is heaving, your tongue protruding, your skin turning black, your eyes swimming.
To live, to live, to live, you are crying.
And you are crying to live here and now, not hereafter.
You doubt your immortality, eh?
Ha, ha!
You are not sure of it.
You won't chance it.
This life only you are certain is real.
Ah, it is growing darker and darker.
It is the darkness of death, the ceasing to be,
the ceasing to feel, the ceasing to move,
that is gathering about you,
descending upon you, rising around you.
Your eyes are becoming set.
They are glazing.
My voice sounds faint and far.
You cannot see my face.
And still you struggle in my grip.
you kick with your legs. Your body draws itself up in knots like it snakes. Your chest heaves and strains.
To live, to live, to live. I heard no more. Consciousness was blotted out by the darkness he had so
graphically described, and when I came to myself I was lying on the floor and he was smoking a cigar,
and regarding me thoughtfully with that old familiar light of curiosity,
in his eyes.
Well, have I convinced you, he demanded.
Here, take a drink of this.
I want to ask you some questions.
I rolled my head negatively on the floor.
Your arguments are too, or forceful, I managed to articulate,
at cost of great pain to my aching throat.
You'll be all right in half an hour, he assured me,
and I promise you I won't use any more physical demonstrations.
get up now you can sit on a chair and toy that i was of this monster the discussion of omar and the preacher was resumed and half the night we sat up over it
end of chapter eleven chapter twelve of the sea wolf this library of hox recording is in the public domain the sea wolf by jack london chapter twelve the last twenty four hours have witnessed
to carnival of brutality. From cabin to forecastle it seems to were broken out like a contagion.
I scarcely know where to begin. Wolf Larson was really the cause of it. The relations among the
men strained and made tents by feud, quarrels, and grudges were in a state of unstable
equilibrium and evil passions flared up in flame like prairie grass.
Thomas Mugridge is a sneak, a spy, and an informer.
He has been attempting to carry favor and reinstate himself in the good graces of the captain
by carrying tales of the men forward.
He it was, I know, that carried some of Johnson's hasty-talked Wolf-Warsen.
Johnson, it seems, bought a suit of oil skins from the slop chest
and found them to be of greatly inferior quality.
Nor was he slow in advertising the fact.
The slop chest is a sort of a miniature dry-goods store,
which is carried by all sealing schooners,
and which is stocked with articles peculiar to the needs of the sailors.
Whatever a sailor purchases is taken from his subsequent earnings on the ceiling grounds,
for, as it is with the hunters, so it is with the boat-pullers and steers.
In the place of wages they receive a lay, a rate of so much per skin for every skin captured in their particular boat.
But if Johnson's grumbling at the slop chest, I knew nothing, so that what I witnessed came with the shock of sudden surprise.
I had just finished sweeping the cabin and had been inveigled by Wolf Larsen into a discussion of Hamlet, his favorite Shakespearean character.
when Johansen descended the companion stairs followed by Johnson.
The ladder's cap came off after the custom of the sea,
and he stood respectfully in the center of the cabin,
swaying heavily and uneasily to the role of the schooner and facing the captain.
Shut the doors and draw the slight, Wolf-Larsen said to me.
As I obeyed, I noticed an anxious light come into Johnson's eyes,
but I did not dream of its cause.
I did not dream of what was to occur until it did occur,
but he knew from the very first what was coming and awaited it bravely.
And in his action I found complete refutation of all Wolf Larson's materialism.
The sailor Johnson was swayed by the idea by principle and truth and sincerity.
He was right, he knew he was right, and he was unafraid.
He would die for the right if needs be.
He would be true to himself, sincere with his soul.
And in this was portrayed the victory of the spirit over the flesh,
the indominability and moral grandeur of the soul that knows no restriction,
and rises above time and space and matter,
with the surety and invincibleness born of nothing else than eternity and immortality.
But to return.
i noticed the anxious light in johnson's eyes but mistook it for the native shyness and embarrassment of the man the mate johansen stood away several feet to the side of him and fully three yards in front of him sat wolf larsen on one of the pivotal cabin chairs
an appreciable pause fell after i had closed the doors and drowned the slide a pause that must have lasted fully a minute it was broken by wolf larsen
yonson he began my name is johnson sir the sailor boldly corrected well johnson them damn you can you guess why i have sent for you yes and no sir came the slow reply
my work is done well the mate knows that and you know that sir so there cannot be any complaint and is that all wolf larsen queried his voice soft and glow and purring
i know you have it in for me johnson continued with his unalterable and fondrous slowness you do not like me you you go on wolf larsen prompted don't be afraid of my
feelings. I am not afraid, the sailor retorted, a slight angry flesh rising through his sunburn.
If I do not speak fast, it is because I have not been from the old country as long as you.
You do not like me because I am too much of a man. That is wise, sir.
You are too much of a man for ship discipline, if that is what you mean, and if you know what I mean, was Wolf Larson's
retort.
I know English, and I know what you mean, sir.
Johnson answered his flesh deepening at the spur on his knowledge of the English language.
Johnson, Wolf Larson said, with an air of dismissing all that had gone before as introductory to the main business at hand.
I understand you're not quite satisfied with those oil skins.
No, I am not.
They are no good, sir.
and you've been shooting off your mouth about them i say what i think sir the sailor answered courageously not failing at the same time in ship courtesy which demanded that sir be appended to each speech he made
It was at this moment that I chanced to glance at Johansen.
His big fists were clenching and unclenching, and his face was positively fiendish,
so malignantly did he look at Johnson.
I noticed a black discoloration, still faintly visible, under Johansson's eye,
a mark of the thrashing he had received a few nights before from the sailor.
For the first time I began to divine that something terrible was about to be,
enacted. What, I could not imagine. Do you know what happens to men who say what you've said
about my slop chest and me, Wolf-Larsen, was demanding? I know, sir, was the answer.
What, Wolf-Larsen demanded sharply and imperatively? What you and the mate there are going to do to me, sir?
Look at him, Hump, Wolf-Larsen said to me. Look at this bit of animated dust, this aggregation of
matter that moves and breathes and defies me and thoroughly believes itself to be compounded
of something good, that is impressed with certain human fiction such as righteousness and honesty,
and that will live up to them in spite of all personal discomforts and menaces.
What do you think of him, Hump, what do you think of him?
I think that he is a better man than you are, I answered, impelled somehow with the desire
to draw upon myself a portion of the right.
I felt was about to break upon his head. His human fictions, as you choose to call them, make for
nobility and manhood. You have no fictions, no dreams, no ideals. You are a pauper. He nodded his head
with the savage pleasantness. Quite true, hump, quite true. I have no fictions that make for
nobility and manhood. A living dog is better than a dead lion, say I with the preacher. My only
doctrine is the doctrine of expediency and it makes for surviving. This bit of ferment we call
Johnson, when he is no longer a bit of ferment, only dust and ashes will have no more nobility than any
dust and ashes while I shall be alive and roaring. Do you know what I am going to do, he questioned?
I shook my head. Well, I am going to exercise my prerogative of roaring and show you how in
fair's nobility. Watch me. Three yards away from Johnson he was, and sitting down, nine feet,
and yet he left the chair in full leap without first gaining a standing position. He left the chair
just as he sat in it, squarely, springing from the sitting position like a wild animal, a tiger,
and like a tiger covered the intervening space. It was an avalanche of fury that Johnson strove vainly
to fend off. He threw one arm down to protect his stomach, the other up to protect the head,
but Wolf Larsen's fist drove midway between, on the chest with a crushing, resounding impact.
Johnson's breath suddenly expelled, shot from his mouth, and is suddenly checked,
with a forced audible expiration of a man wielding an axe. He almost fell backwards and swayed
from side to side in an effort to recover his balance.
I cannot give the further particulars of the horrible scene that followed.
It was too revolting.
It turns me sick even now when I think of it.
Johnson fought bravely enough, but he was no match for Wolf Larson,
much less for Wolf Larson and the mate.
It was frightful.
I had not imagined a human being could endure so much and still live and struggle on.
And struggle on Johnson did.
Of course there was no hope for him, not the slightest, and he knew it as well as I,
but by the manhood that was in him he could not cease from fighting for that manhood.
It was too much for me to witness.
I felt that I should lose my mind, and I ran up the companion stairs to open the doors
and escape on deck.
But Wolf Larsen, leaving his victim for the moment,
and with one of his tremendous springs, gained my side and flung me into the
corner of the cabin.
The phenomena of life, Humpf, he girded at me.
Stay and watch it.
You may gather data on the immortality of the soul.
Besides, you know, we can't hurt Johnson's soul.
It's only the fleeting form we may demolish.
It seemed centuries.
Possibly it was no more than ten minutes that the beating continued.
Wolf Larson and Johansson were all about the poor fellow.
they struck him with their fist kicked him with their heavy shoes knocked him down and dragged him to his feet to knock him down again his eyes were blinded so that he could not set
and the blood running from ears and nose and mouth turned the cabin into a shambles and when he could no longer rise they still continued to beam and kick him where he lay easy johansen easy as she goes wolf larsen finally said
but the beast and the mate was up and rampant and wolf larsen was compelled to brush him away with a back-handed sweep of the arm gentle enough apparently but which hurled johansen back like a cork driving his head against the wall with a crash
he fell to the floor half stunned for the moment breathing heavily and blinking his eyes in a stupid sort of way jerk open the doors hump i was commanded
i obeyed and the two brutes picked up the senseless man like a sack of rubbish and hove him clear up the companion stairs through the narrow doorway and out on deck
the blood from his nose gushed in a scarlet stream over the feet of the helmsman who was none other than lewis his boatmate but lewis took and gave a spoke and gazed imperturbably into the binnacle not so was the conduct of george leech the erstwhile
cabin boy. For and aft there was nothing that could have surprised us more than his consequent
behavior. He it was that came up on the poop without orders and dragged Johnson forward,
where he set about dressing his wounds as well as he could and making him comfortable.
Johnson, as Johnson, was unrecognizable, and not only that, for his features, as human features
at all were unrecognizable, so discolored and swollen had they become in the few minutes which
had elapsed between the beginning of the beating and the dragging forward of the body.
But of Leach's behavior. By the time I had finished cleansing the cabin, he had taken care of
Johnson. I had come up on deck for a breath of fresh air and to try to get some repose for my
overwrought nerves. Wolf Larson was smoking a cigar, and he had come up on deck for a breath of fresh air and
examining the patent log, which the ghost usually towed his stern, but which had been hauled in for some purpose.
Suddenly Leach's voice came to my ears. It was tense and hoarse with an overmastering rage.
I turned and saw him standing just beneath the break of the proof on the port side of the galley.
His face was convulsed and white, his eyes were flashing, his clenched fists raised overhead.
said. May God damn your soul to hell, Wolf Larsen, only hell's too good for you, you coward,
you murderer, you pig, was his opening salutation.
I was thunderstruck, I looked for his instant annihilation.
But it was not Wolf Larson's whim to annihilate him.
He saundered slowly forward to the break of the poop,
and, leaning his elbow on the corner of the cabin, gazed down thoughtfully and kill
seriously at the excited boy.
And the boy indicted
Wolf Larson as he had never
been indicted before.
The sailors assembled in a fearful
group just outside the forecastle scuttle
and watched and listened.
The hunters piled pell-mell out of the steerage,
but as Leeches tirade continued,
I saw that there was no levity in their faces.
Even they were frightened,
not at the boy's terrible words,
but at his terrible audacity.
It did not seem possible that any living creature could thus beard Wolf-Larsen in his teeth.
I knew for myself that I was shocked in the admiration of the boy,
and I saw in him the splendid invincibility of immortality rising above the flesh
and the fears of the flesh as the prophets of old to condemn unrighteousness.
And such come the nation.
He held forth Wolf-Larsen's soul naked to the scornishness,
men. He reigned upon it curses from God in high heaven, and withered it with a heat of
invictive that savored of a medieval excommunication of the Catholic Church. He ran the
gamlet of denunciation, rising to heights of wrath that were sublime and almost godlike, and
from sheer exhaustion sinking to the vilest and most indecent abuse. His rage was a madness. His lips
were flecked with a soapy froth, and sometimes he choked and gurgled and became inarticulate.
And through it all, calm and impassive, leaning on his elbow and gazing down, Wolf Larson
seemed lost in a great curiosity. This wild stirring of yeasty life, this terrific revolt and
defiance of matter that moved perplexed and interested him. Each moment I looked and everybody looked for
him to leap upon the boy and destroy him. But it was not his whim. His cigar went out, and he
continued to gaze silently and curiously. Leach had worked himself into an ecstasy of impotent rage.
Pig, pig, pig, he was reiterating at the top of his lungs. Why don't you come down and kill me,
you murderer? You can do it. I ain't afraid. There's no one to stop you. Damn sight better dead and
out of your reach than alive and in your clutches.
Come on, you coward.
Kill me.
Kill me.
Kill me.
It was at this stage that Thomas Muggeridge's erratic soul brought him into the scene.
He had been listening at the cabin door, but now he came out,
ostensibly to fling some scraps over the side,
but obviously to see the killing he was certain would take place.
He smirked greasily up into the face of Wolf Larsen,
who seemed not to see him.
But the cockney was unabashed, though mad, stark mad.
He turned to Leach saying,
Such language, shocking.
Leach's rage was no longer impotent.
Here at last was something ready at hand.
And for the first time since the stabbing,
the cockney had appeared outside the galley without his knife.
The words had barely left his mouth when he was knocked down by Leach.
Three times he struggled to his feet,
striving to gain the galley, and each time was knocked down.
Oh, Lord, he cried, help, help, take him away, can't you? Take him away.
The hunters laughed from sheer relief.
Tragedy had dwindled the forest had begun.
The sailors now crowded boldly aft, grinning and shuffling,
to watch the pummeling of the hated cockney,
and even I felt a great joy surge up within me.
i confess that i delighted in this beating leech was giving to thomas mugridge though it was as terrible almost as the one mugridge had caused to be given to johnson
but the expression of wolf larson's face never changed he did not change his position either but continued to gaze down with a great curiosity
for all his pragmatic certitude it seemed as if he watched the play in movement of life in a hope of discovering something more about it of discerning in its maddest writhings a something which had hitherto escaped him the key to its mystery as it were which would make all clear and plain
but the beating it was quite similar to the one i had witnessed in the cabin the cockney strove in vain to protect himself from the infuriated boy and in vain he strove to gain the shelter of the cabin
he rolled toward it groveled toward it fell toward it when he was knocked down but blow followed blow with bewildering rapidity he was knocked about like a shuttlecock until finally like johnson he was knocked about like a shuttlecock until finally like johnson he
he was beaten and kicked as he lay helpless on the deck and no one interfered leech could have killed him but having evidently filled the measure of his vengeance he drew away from his prostrate foe who was whimpering and wailing in a puppyish sort of way and walked forward
but these two affairs were only the opening events of the day's program in the afternoon smoke and henderson fell foul of each other and a few
of shots came up from the steerage, followed by a stampede of the other four hunters for the deck.
A column of thick, acrid smoke, the kind always made by black powder, was arising through the
open companionway, and down through it leaped Wolf Larson.
The sound of blows and scuffling came to our ears.
Both men were wounded, and he was thrashing them both for having disobeyed his orders and
crippled themselves in advance of the hunting season. In fact, they were badly wounded,
and having thrashed them, he proceeded to operate upon them in a rough surgical fashion and to dress
their wounds. I served as assistance while he probed and cleansed the passage made by the bullets,
and I saw the two men endure his crude surgery without anesthetics, and with no more to uphold them
than a stiff tumbler of whiskey.
Then, in the first dog watch, trouble came to a head in the forecastle.
It took its rise out of the tittle-tattle and the tail-bearing, which had been the cause of Johnson's beating,
and from the noise we heard, and from the sight of the bruised men next day,
it was patent that half the forecastle had soundly drubbed the other half.
The second dog-watch and the day were wound up by a fight between Johansen and the lean, Yankee-looking hunter,
Latimer. It was caused by the remarks of Latimeres concerning the noises made by the mate in
his sleep, and though Johansson was whipped, he kept the steerage awake for the rest of the night,
while he blissfully slumbered and fought the fight over and over again.
As for myself, I was oppressed with nightmare. The day had been like some horrible dream.
Brutality had followed brutality and flaming passions and cold.
blooded cruelty had driven men to seek one another's lives and to strive to hurt and maim and destroy.
My nerves were shocked. My mind itself was shocked. All my days had been passed in comparative
ignorance of the animality of man. In fact, I had known life only in its intellectual phases.
Brutality I had experienced, but it was the brutality of the intellect, the cutting sarcasm of
Charlie Furriseth, the cruel epigrams and occasional harsh witticisms of the fellows at Bibbolot,
and the nasty remarks of some professors during my undergraduate days.
That was all.
But that men should wreak their anger on others by the bruising of the flesh and the letting of
blood was something strangely and fearfully new to me.
Not for nothing had I been called Sissy Van Wyden, I thought, as I tossed restlessly on
my bunk between one nightmare and another, and it seemed to me that my innocence of the realities
of life had been complete indeed.
I laughed bitterly to myself, and seemed to find in Wolf-Larsen's forbidding philosophy
a more adequate explanation of life than I found in my own, and I was frightened when I became
conscious of the trend of my thought.
The continual brutality around me was degenerative in its effect.
it bid fair to destroy for me all that was best and brightest in life my reason dictated that the beating thomas mugridge had received was an ill thing and yet for the life of me i could not prevent my soul joy in it
and even while i was oppressed by the enormity of my sin for sin it was i chuckled with an insane delight i was no longer humphrey van widen i was hump cabin boy on the schooner ghost
wolf warson was my captain thomas mugridge and the rest were my companions and i was receiving repeated impresses from the dye which had stamped them all
end of chapter twelve chapter thirteen of the sea-wolf this library of hocks recording is in the public domain the sea-wolf by jack london chapter thirteen for three days i did my own work and thomas mugred
too and i flatter myself that i did his work well i know that it won wolf warson's approval while the sailors beamed with satisfaction during the brief time my regime lasted
the first clean bite since i come aboard harrison said to me at the galley door as he returned the dinner pots and pans from the forecastle
somehow tommy's grub always tastes of grease stale grease and i reckon he ain't changed his shirt since he left frisco i know he hasn't i answered
and i'll bet he sleeps in it harrison added and you won't lose i agreed the same shirt and he hasn't had it off once in all this time but three days was all that wolf larsen allowed him in which to recover from the effects of the beating
on the fourth day lame and sore scarcely able to see so closed were his eyes he was hailed from his bunk by the nap of the neck and set to his duty he sniffled and wept about wolf-larsely able to see so closed were his eyes he was hailed from his bunk by the nap of the neck and set to his duty
he sniffled and wept but wolf larsen was pitiless and see that you serve no more slops was his parting injunction no more grease and dirt mind and a clean shirt occasionally or you'll get a toe over the side understand
thomas mugridge crawled weakly across the galley floor and a short lurch of the ghosts set him staggering in attempting to recover himself he reached for the iron railing which surrounded the stove and kept the pots of the
sliding off, but he missed the railing and his hand, with his weight behind it, landed squarely
on the hot surface.
There was a sizzle and odor of burning flesh and a sharp cry of pain.
Oh, God, God, what have I done? he wailed, sitting down in the coal-box, and nursing his new hurt
by rocking back and forth.
Why has all this come on me?
It makes me fair sick it does, and I try so hard to go through life, armless and urtent,
nobody the tears were running down his puffed and discolored cheeks and his face was drawn with pain a savage expression flitted across it oh i ate him oh i ate him he greeted out
whom i asked but the poor wretch was weeping again over his misfortunes less difficult it was to guess whom he hated than whom he did not hate for i had come to see a malignant devil in him which impelled him to hate all the
world. I sometimes thought that he hated even himself so grotesquely had the life dealt with him and so monstrously. At such moments a great sympathy welled up within me, and I felt shame that I had ever enjoyed in his discomfiture or pain. Life had been unfair to him. It had played him a scurvy trick when it fashioned him into the thing he was, and it had played him scurvy tricks ever since.
What chance had he to be anything else than he was?
And as though answering my unspoken thought, he wailed,
I never had no chance, nor arf a chance.
Who was there to send me to school, or put Tommy in me hungry belly,
or wipe my bloody nose for me when I was a kitty,
or ever did anything for me, eh?
Ooh, I sigh.
Never mind, Tommy, I said, placing a soothing hand on his shoulder.
cheer up it'll all come right in the end you've long years before you and you can make anything you please of yourself it's a lie a bloody lie he shouted in my face flinging off the hand it's a lie and you know it i'm already mied and mied out of livens and scraps
it's all right for you um you was born a gentleman you never knew what it was to go hungry to cry yourself asleep with your little belly gnawn and gnawn like a rat inside your
it can't come right if i was president of the united states to-morrow i would it fill my belly for one time when i was a kitty and it went empty
how could i i sigh i was born to sufferin and sorrer i've had more cruel suffering than any ten men i have been in our spittle arf my bleeding life i've ad the fever in aspenwall and avana and new orleans i near died of the scurvy and was rotten with its
six months in Barbados.
Smallpox in Annalulu, two broken legs in Shanghai, pneumonia and Hunalaska,
three busted ribs and me insides all twisted and frisco.
And here I am now.
Look at me.
Look at me.
My ribs kicked loose from my back again.
I'll be coughing blood before I'd bells.
How can it be made up to me, I ask.
Who's going to do it?
God?
How God must have aided me when he signed me for a voyage?
on this blooming world of his.
This tirade against destiny went on for an hour or more,
and then he buckled to his work, limping and groaning,
and in his eyes a great hatred for all created things.
His diagnosis was correct, however,
for he was seized with occasional sicknesses,
during which he vomited blood and suffered great pain.
And, as he said, it seemed God hated him too much to let him die,
for he ultimately grew better and waxed more malignant than ever.
Several days more passed before Johnson crawled on deck
and went about his work in a half-hearted way.
He was still a sick man, and I more than once observed him creeping painfully off to a top sail
or drooping wearily as he stood at the wheel.
But still worse, it seemed that his spirit was broken.
He was abject before Wolf Larsen and almost groveled to Johansson,
not so was the conduct of leech he went about the deck like a tiger cub glaring his hatred openly at wolf larsen and johansen i'll do for you yet you slab-footed swede i heard him say to johansen one night on deck
the mate cursed him in the darkness and the next moment some missile struck the galley a sharp rap there was more cursing and a mocking laugh and when all was quiet i stole outside and found a heavy knolling
and bedded over an inch in solid wood a few minutes later the mate came fumbling about in search of it but i returned it privily to leech next day he grinned when i handed it over yet it was a grin that contained more sincere thanks than a multitude of the verbosities of speech common to the members of my own class
unlike any one else in the ship's company i've now found myself with no quarrels on my hands and in the good graces of all the hunters possibly no more than tolerated me though none of them disliked me
while smoke and henderson convalescent under a deck awning and swinging day and night in their hammocks assured me that i was better than any hospital nurse and they would not forget me at the end of the voyage when they were paid off
as though i stood in need of their money i who could have bought them out bag and baggage in the schooner and its equipment a score of times over but upon me had devolved the task of tending their wounds and pulling them through and i did my best by them
wolf larsen underwent another bad attack of headache which lasted two days he must have suffered severely for he called me in and obeyed my commands like a sick child but nothing i could do seemed to relieve him
at my suggestion however he gave up smoking and drinking though why such a magnificent animal as he should have headaches that all puzzles me tis the hand of god i'm telling you is the way louis sees it tis a visitation
for his black-hearted deeds, and there's more behind and coming, or else, I prompt.
God is nodding and not doing his duty, though it's me I shouldn't say it.
I was mistaken when I said that I was in the good graces of all.
Not only does Thomas Mugridge continue to hate me, but he has discovered a new reason for hating me.
It took me no little while to puzzle it out, but I finally discovered that it was because I was more
luckily born than he, gentleman born, he puts it. And still no more dead men, I tweeted Lewis,
while Smoke and Henderson side by side in friendly conversation took their first exercise on deck.
Lewis surveyed me with his shrewd gray eyes and shook his head portentously. She's a-comin, I tell
you, and it'll be sheets and hallowed stand by all hands when she begins to howl. I've had the feel of it this
long time, and I feel it as plainly as I feel the rigging of a dark night.
She's close.
She's close.
Who goes first?
I queried.
Not faddle Lewis, I promise you, he laughed.
For tis in the bones of me I know that come this time next year I'll be gazing in the old
mother's eyes, worry of watching of the sea for the five sons she gave to it.
What's he been sighing to year?
Thomas Mugridge demanded a moment later.
that he's going home some day to see his mother i answered diplomatically i never add none was the cockney's comment as he gazed with lustreless hopeless eyes into mine end of chapter thirteen
Chapter 14 of the Sea Wolf
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The Seawolf by Jack London, Chapter 14
It has dawned upon me that I have never placed a proper valuation upon
womankind.
For that matter, though not amative to any considerable degree so far as I have discovered,
I was never outside the atmosphere of women until now.
My mother and sisters were always about
me, and I was always trying to escape them, for they worried me to distraction with their solicitude
for my health, and with their periodic inroads on my den, when my orderly confusion upon which
I prided myself, was turned into worse confusion and less order, though it looked neat enough
to the eye.
I could never find anything when they had departed.
But now, alas, how welcome would have been the feel of their presence.
their fru-frew and swish-swish of their skirts which I had so cordially detested.
I am sure, if I ever get home, that I shall never be irritable with them again.
They may dose me and doctor me morning, noon and night, and dust and sweep,
and put my den to rights every minute of the day,
and I shall only lean back and survey it all,
and be thankful in that I am possessed of a mother and some several sisters.
all of which is set me wondering,
where are the mothers of these twenty and odd men on the ghost?
It strikes me as unnatural and unhealthful
that men should be totally separated from women
and heard through the world by themselves.
Coarseness and savagery are the inevitable results.
These men about me should have wives and sisters and daughters,
then would they be capable of softness and tenderness and sympathy.
as it is, not one of them is married, and years and years not one of them has been in contact with a good woman or within the influence or redemption which irresistibly radiates from such a creature. There is no balance in their lives. Their masculinity, which in itself is of the brute, has been overdeveloped. The other and spiritual side of their natures has been dwarfed, atrepe, in fact.
they are a company of celibates grinding harshly against one another and growing daily more calloused from the grinding it seems to me impossible sometimes that they ever had mothers
it would appear that they are a half brute half human species a race apart wherein there is no such thing as sex that they are hatched out by the sun like turtle eggs or receive life in some similar and soared fashion and that all their days that they are hatched out by the sun like turtle eggs or receive life in some similar and soared fashion and that all their days that they are
they fester in brutality and viciousness, and in the end die as unlovely as they have lived.
Rendered curious by this new direction of ideas I talked with Johansson last night,
the first superfluous words with which he has favored me since the voyage began.
He left Sweden when he was 18, is now 38, and in all the intervening time has not been home once.
He met a townsman a couple of years ago, and some sailor boarding-es-heed.
house in Chile, so he knew his mother must be still alive.
She must be a pretty old woman now, he said, staring meditatively into the binnacle,
and then jerking a sharp glance at Harrison, who was steering a point off the course.
When did you last write to her?
He performed his mental arithmetic aloud.
81, no, 82, no, 83?
Yes, 83.
Ten years ago, from some little port in Madagascar.
I was trading.
You see, he went on, as though addressing his neglected mother across half the girth of the earth.
Each year I was going home, so what was the good to write?
It was only a year.
And each year something happened, and I did not go.
But I am mate now, and when I pay off at Frisco, maybe with $500, I will ship myself on a windjammer around the horn to Liverpool,
which will give me more money.
and then I will pay my passage from their home.
Then she will not do any more work.
But does she work?
Now?
How old is she?
About seventy, he answered.
And then, boastingly,
We work from the time we were born until we die in my country.
That's why we live so long.
I will live to a hundred.
I shall never forget this conversation.
The words were the last I ever heard him utter.
perhaps they were the last he did at her, too.
For going down into the cabin to turn in,
I decided that it was too stuffy to sleep below.
It was a calm night.
We were out of the trades,
and the ghost was forging ahead at barely a knot an hour.
So I tucked a blanket and pillow under my arm and went up on deck.
As I passed between Harrison and the binnacle,
which was built into the top of the cabin,
I noticed that he was this time fully three,
points off. Thinking that he was asleep and wishing him to escape reprimand or words I spoke to him.
But he was not asleep. His eyes were wide and staring. He seemed greatly perturbed,
unable to reply to me. What is the matter? I asked. Are you sick? He shook his head and with a deep
sigh as of awakening caught his breath. He'd better get on course then, I chided. He put a few
spoke over and I watched the compass card swing slowly to north-northwest and steady itself with slight
oscillations. I took a fresh hold on my bedclothes and was preparing to start on when some motion
caught my eye and I lucked astern to the rail. A sinewy hand dripping with water was clutching the
rail. A second hand took form in the darkness beside it. I watched fascinated. What visitant from the
gloom of the deep was I to behold. Whatever it was, I knew that it was climbing aboard by the log
line. I saw a head, the hair wet and straight, shape itself, and then the unmistakable eyes and
face of Wolf Larsen. His right cheek was red with blood, which fled from some wound on the head.
He drew himself inboard with a quick effort and arose to his feet, glancing swiftly, as he did
so, at the man at the wheel, as though to assure himself of his identity and that there was nothing
to fear from him. The seawater was streaming from him. It made little audible gurgles which
distracted me. As he stepped toward me, I shrank back instinctively, for I saw that in his eyes
which spelled death.
All right, Hump, he said in a low voice. Where's the mate? I shook my head.
Johansen, he called softly. Johansen.
where is he he demanded of harrison the young fellow seemed to have recovered his composure for he answered steadily enough i don't know sir i saw him go forward a little while ago so did i go forward but you will observe that i didn't come back the way i went can you explain it
you must have been overboard sir shall i look for him in the steerage sir i asked wolf larsen shook his head you wouldn't find him hump but you'll do
Come on. Never mind your betting. Leave it where it is.
I followed at his heels. There was nothing stirring amid ships.
Those cursed hunters was his comment, too damn fat and lazy to stand a four-hour watch.
But on the forecastle head we found three sailors asleep. He turned them over and looked at their faces.
They composed the watch on deck, and it was the ship's custom in good weather,
to let the watch sleep with the exception of the officer, the helmsman, and the lookout.
Whose lookout? he demanded.
Me, sir, answered Holyoke, one of the deep-water sailors, a slight tremor in his voice.
I winked off just this very minute, sir.
I'm sorry, sir. It won't happen again.
Did you hear or see anything on deck?
No, sir, I, but Wolf-Warsen had turned away with a snort of disgust,
leaving the sailor rubbing his eyes with surprise at having been let off so easily softly now wolf larsen warned me in a whisper as he doubled his body into the forecastle scuttle and prepared to descend
i followed with a quaking heart what was to happen i knew no more than i did know what had happened but blood had been shed and it was through no whim of wolf larsen that he had gone over the side with his scalpel
laid open, besides Johansen was missing. It was my first descent into the forecastle, and I shall not
soon forget my impression of it got as I stood on my feet at the bottom of the ladder. Built directly
into the eyes of the schooner, it was of the shape of a triangle, along the three sides of which
stood the bunks in double tier, twelve of them. It was no larger than a whole bedroom in Grubb Street,
and yet twelve men were herded into it to eat and sleep and carry on all the functions of living my bedroom at home was not large yet it could have contained a dozen similar forecastles
and taking into consideration the height of the ceiling a score at least it smelled sour and musty and by the dim light of the swinging sea-lamp i saw every bit of available wall space hung deep with sea-boots oil skins and garments clean and dirty
various sorts. These swung back and forth with every roll of the vessel, giving rise to a
brushing sound as of trees against a roof or wall. Somewhere a boot thumped loudly and at irregular
intervals against the wall, and though it was a mild night on the sea, there was a continual
chorus of creaking timbers and bulkheads and of abysmal noises beneath the flooring. The sleepers
did not mind. There were eight of them, the two watches below, and the air was thick with the
warmth and odor of their breathing, and the air was filled with the noise of their snoring and of their
sighs and half groans, tokens plain of the rest of the animal man. But were they sleeping?
All of them? Or had they been sleeping? This was evidently Wolf Larson's quest, to find the men
who appeared to be asleep and were not asleep, or who had not asleep, or who had not
been asleep very recently. And he went about it in a way that reminded me of a story out of
book Caraccio. He took the sea lamp from a swinging frame and handed it to me. He began at the
first bunks forward on starboard side. And the top one lay Ufty Ufti-Oakka and splendid seaman
so named by his mates. He was asleep on his back and breathing as placidly as a woman. One arm was
under his head the other lay on top of the blankets. Wolf Larson put thumb and forefinger
to the wrist and counted the pulse. In the midst of it the Kinnock roused. He awoke as gently
as he slept. There was no movement of the body whatsoever. The eyes only moved. They flashed
wide open, big and black, and stared unblinkingly into our faces. Wolf Larson put his finger to
his lips is a sign for silence and the eyes closed again in the lower bunk lay lewis grossly fat and warm and sweaty asleep unfeelingly and sleeping laboriously
while wolfhawson held his wrist he stirred uneasily bowing his body so that for a second it rested on shoulders and heels his lips moved and he gave voice to this enigmatic utterance a shillingsworth a quix
but keep your lamps out for thrup any bets or the publicans'll shove them on you for sixpence then he rolled over on his side with a heavy sobbing sigh saying a sixpence is a tanner and a shilling is a bob but what a pony is i don't know
satisfied with the honesty of his and the canuck his sleep wolf warson passed on to the next two bunks on the starboard side occupied top and bottom as we saw in the light of the sea-loafs
lamp by leech and johnson as wolf larsen bent down to the lower bunk to take johnson's pulse eye standing erect and holding the lamp saw leech's head rise stethily as he peered over the side of his bunk to see what was going on
he must have divined wolf larsen's trick and the sureness of detection for the light was at once dashed from my hand and the forecastle was left in darkness he must have leaped also at the same instant straight down on wolf larsen
the first sounds were those of a conflict between a bull and a wolf i heard a great infuriated bellow go up from wolf larsen and from leech a snarling that was desperate and blood-curdling
johnson must have joined him immediately so that his object and grovelling conduct on deck for the past few days had been no more than planned deception i was so terror-stricken by this fight in the dark that i leaned against the ladder trembling and unable to ascend
and upon me was that old sickness at the pit of the stomach caused always by the spectacle of physical violence in this instance i could not see but i could hear the impact of the blows
the soft crushing sound made by flesh striking forcibly against flesh then there was the crashing about of the entwined bodies the labored breathing the short quick gasps of sudden pain
there must have been more men in the conspiracy to murder the captain and mate for by the sounds i knew that leech and johnson had been quickly reinforced by some of their mates get a knife somebody leech was shouting
pound him on the head mash his brains out was johnson's cry but after his first bellow wolf warson made no noise he was fighting grimly and silently for life he was sore beset down at the very first he had been unable to gain his feet
and for all his tremendous strength i felt that there was no hope for him the force with which they struggled was vividly impressed on me for i was knocked down by their surging bodies and
badly bruised, but in the confusion I managed to crawl into an empty lower bunk out of the way.
All hands, we've got him, we've got him, I could hear Leach crying.
Who demanded those who had been really asleep, and who had wakened to they knew not what?
It's the bloody mate, was Leach's crafty answer, strained from him in a smothered sort of way.
This was greeted by whoops of joy, and from then on Wolf-Larsen had seven strong men on
top of him, Lewis, I believe, taking no part in it. The forecastle was like an angry hive of bees
aroused by some marauder. What ho! Below there, I heard Latimer shout down the scuttle,
too cautious to descend into the inferno of passion he could hear raging beneath him in the darkness.
Won't somebody get a knife? Oh, won't somebody get a knife? Leach pleaded in the first interval of
comparative silence.
The number of the assailants was a cause of confusion.
They blocked their own efforts while Wolf Larsen,
but with a single purpose, achieved his.
This was to fight his way across the floor to the ladder,
though in total darkness I followed his progress by its sound.
No man, less than a giant, could have done what he did once he had gained the foot of the ladder.
Step by step by the might of his arms,
the whole pack of men striving to drag him back and down,
he drew his body up from the floor till he stood erect.
Then step by step, hand and foot, he slowly struggled up the ladder.
The very last of all I saw.
For Latimer, having finally gone for a ladder,
held it so that its light shone down the scuttle.
Wolf Larsen was nearly to the top, though I could not see him.
All that was visible was the mass of men fastened upon him.
It squirmed about like some huge mini-leg spider and swayed.
back and forth to the regular roll of the vessel, and still step by step with long intervals between
the mass ascended.
Once it tottered, about to fall back, but the broken hold was regained, and it still went up.
"'Who is it?' Latimer cried.
In the rays of the lantern I could see his perfect face peering down.
"'Larsen!' I heard a muffled cry from within the mass.
Latimer reached down with his free hand.
I saw a hand chewed up to grasp his.
Latimer pulled and the next couple of steps were made with a rush.
Then Wolf Larson's other hand reached up and clutched the edge of the scuttle.
The mass swung clear of the ladder, the men still clinging to their escaping foe.
They began to drop off to be brushed off against the sharp edge of the scuttle
to be knocked off by the legs which were now kicking powerfully.
leech was the last to go falling sheer back from the top of the scuttle and striking on head and shoulders upon his sprawling maids beneath wolf larsen and the lantern disappeared and we were left in darkness
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there was a deal of cursing and groaning as the men at the bottom of the ladder crawled to their feet somebody strike a light my thumbs out of joint said one of the men parsons a swarthy satirntine man boat steerer and standish's boat
in which harrison was polar you'll find it knocking about by the bits leech said sitting down on the edge of the bunk in which i was concealed there was a fumbling and a scratching of matches and the sea-lamp flared up dim and smoky
and in its weird light bare-legged men moved about nursing their bruises and caring for their hurts oofty oofty laid hold of parson's thumb pulling it out stoutly and snapping it back into play
I noticed at the same time that the Canucka's knuckles were laid open clean across and to the bone.
He exhibited them, exposing beautiful white teeth in a grin as he did so,
and explaining that the wounds had come from striking Wolf-Larsen in the mouth.
So it was you, was it, you black beggar,
belligerently demanded one Kelly,
an Irish-American and a longshoreman making his first trip to sea,
and boat-puller for curefoot.
As he made the demand, he spat out a mouth full of blood and teeth
and shoved his pugnacious face close to Ufti Ufdy.
The Canuka leaped backward to his bunk to return with a second leap,
flourishing a long knife.
Ah, go lay down, you make me tired, Lee Chen referred.
He was evidently for all his youth and experienced cock at the forecastle.
Go on, you, Kelly.
You leave Ufti a little.
alone. How in hell did he know it was you in the dark? Gully subsided with some muttering, and the
canoe fleshed his white teeth in a grateful smile. He was a beautiful creature, almost feminine in the
pleasing lines of his figure, and there was a softness and dreaminess in his large eyes, which seemed
to contradict his well-earned reputation for strife and action. How did he get away, Johnson asked.
He was sitting on the side of his bunk, the whole pose of his figure indicating utter dejection and hopelessness.
He was still breathing heavily from the exertion he had made.
His shirt had been ripped entirely from him in the struggle, and blood from a gash in the cheek was flowing down his naked chest,
marking a red path across his white thigh and ripping to the floor.
Because he is the devil, as I told you before, was Leach's act.
answer, and thereat he was on his feet, and raging his disappointment with tears in his eyes.
And not one of you to get a knife, was his unceasing lament, but the rest of the hands had a lively
fear of consequences to come, and gave no heed to him.
How'll he know which was which, Kelly asked, and as he went on he looked murderously about
him, and less one of his peaches. He'll know as soon as ever he claps out.
eyes on his parson replied one look at you'd be enough tell him the deck flopped out and gouged out of your jaw lewis grinned he was the only man who was not out of his bunk and he was jubilant in that he possessed no bruises to advertise that he had had a hand in the night's work
just wait till he gets a glimpse of your mugs to-morrow the gang of ye he chuckled we'll say we thought it was the mate said
one and another i know what i'll say that i hear'd a row jumped out of my bunk got a jolly good crack on the jaw from my pains and sailed in myself couldn't tell who or what it was in the dark and just hit out and twas me you hit of course kelly seconded his face brightening for the moment leech and johnson took no part in the discussion and it was plain to see that their mates looked upon them as men for whom the worst was inevitable who were beyond him
hope and already dead. Leach stood their fears and reproaches for some time. Then he broke out.
You make me tired. A nice lot of gazabas you are. If you talked less with your mouth and did something
with your hands, he'd have been done with by now. Why couldn't one of you, just one of you,
get me a knife when I sung out? You make me sick. A beefin and beller and round as though he'd kill
you when he gets you. You know damn well he won't.
can't afford to no shipping masters or beachcomers over here and he wants you're in his business and he wants your bad who's to pull or steer or sail ship if he loses your it's me and johnson have to face the music
get into your bunks now and shut your faces i want to get some sleep that's all right all right parson spoke up maybe he won't do for us but mark my words hell'll be an ice-box to the
the ship from now on all the while i had been apprehensive concerning my own predicament what would happen to me when these men discovered my presence i could never fight my way out as wolf larsen had done and at this moment latimer called down the scuttles
hump the old man wants you he ain't down here parson's called back yes he is i said sliding out of the bunk and striving my heart is to keep my voice steady and bold
the sailors looked at me in consternation fear was strong in their faces and the devilishness which comes of fear i'm coming i shouted up to latimer no you don't kelly cried stepping between me and the ladder his right hand shaped into a venerable strangler's
you damn little sneak i'll shut your mouth let him go leech commanded not on your life was the angry retort
leach never changed his position on the edge of the bunk let him go i say he repeated but this time his voice was gritty and metallic
the irishman wavered i made to step by him and he stood aside when i had gained the ladder i turned to the circle of brutal and malignant faces peering at me through the semi-darkness a sudden and deep sympathy welled up in me i remembered the cockney's way of putting it
how god must have hated them that they should be tortured so i have seen and heard nothing believe me i said quietly i tell you he's all right i could hear leech saying as i went up the ladder he don't like the old man no more nor you or me
i found wolf larsen in the cabin stripped and bloody waiting for me he greeted me with one of his whimsical smiles come get to work doctor the signs are favorable for an extensive practice this voyage i don't know what the ghost would have been without you
and if I could only cherish such noble sentiments,
I would tell you her master is deeply grateful.
I knew the run of the simple medicine chest the ghost carried,
and while I was heating water on the cabin stove
and getting the things ready for dressing his wounds,
he moved about laughing and chatting
and examining his hurts with a calculating eye.
I had never before seen him stripped,
and the side of his body quite took my breath away.
It has never been my weakness to exalt the flesh, far from it, but there is enough of the artist in me to appreciate its wonder.
I must say that I was fascinated by the perfect lines of Wolf-Larsen's figure, and by what I may term the terrible beauty of it.
I had noted the men in the forecastle, powerfully muscled, though some of them were.
There had been something wrong with all of them, an insufficient development here, an undue-de-development, and undue-de-development.
development there, a twist or a crook that destroyed symmetry, legs too short or too long, or too
much sinew or bone-explosed, or too little. Ufti Ufti had been the only one whose lines were at all
pleasing, well, and so far as they pleased, that far they had been what I should call feminine.
But Wolf-Larsen was the man-type, the masculine and almost a god in his perfectness. As he moved about or raised
his arms the great muscles leapt and moved under the satiny skin.
I have forgotten to say that the bronze ended with his face.
His body, thanks to his scandinavian stock, was fair as the fairest woman's.
I remember his putting his hand up to feel the wound on his head,
and my watching the biceps move like a living thing under its white sheath.
It was the biceps that had nearly crouched out my life once
that I had seen strike so many killing blows.
I could not take my eyes from him.
I stood motionless, a roll of antiseptic cotton in my hand unwinding
and spilling itself down to the floor.
He noticed me, and I became conscious that I was staring at him.
God made you well, I said.
Did he? he answered.
I have often thought so myself and wondered why.
Purpose, I began.
Utility, he interrupted.
this body was made for use.
These muscles were made to grip and tear and destroy living things
that get between me and life.
But have you thought of the other living things?
They too have muscles of one kind or another,
made to grip and tear and destroy.
And when they come between me and life,
I outgrip them, I'll tear them, I'll destroy them.
Purpose does not explain that.
Utility does.
It is not beautiful, I protested.
"'Life isn't, you mean,' he smiled.
"'Yet you say I was made well.
Do you see this?'
He braced his legs and feet,
pressing the cabin floor with his toes in a clutching sort of way.
Knots and ridges and mounds of muscle writhed and bunched under the skin.
"'Few them,' he commanded.
They were as hard as iron,
and I observed also that his whole body had unconsciously drawn itself together,
tense and alert, that muscles were softly crawling and shaping about the hips along the back
and across the shoulders, that the arms were slightly lifted, their muscles contracting,
the fingers crooked till the hands were like talons, and that even the eyes had changed expression,
and into them were coming watchfulness and measurement and alight none other than of battle.
Stability, equilibrium, he said, relaxing on the end.
instant and sinking his body back into repose feet with which to clutch the ground legs to stand on and help withstand while with arms and hands teeth and nails i struggle to kill and to be not killed purpose utility is the better word
i did not argue i had seen the mechanism of the primity fighting beast and i was strongly impressed as if i had seen the engines of a great battleship or atlantic liner i was
surprised, considering the fierce struggle in the forecastle, at the superficiality of his
hearts, and I pride myself that I had dressed them dexterously. With the exception of several
bad wounds, the rest were merely severe bruises and lacerations. The blow which he had received
before going overboard had laid a scalp open several inches. This, under his direction,
I cleansed and sewed together, having first shaved the edges of the wound.
then the calf of his leg was badly lacerated and looked as though it had been mangled by a bull-dog some sailor he told me had laid hold of it by his teeth at the beginning of the fight and hung on and been dragged to the top of the forecastle ladder when he was kicked loose
by the way humph as i have remarked you are a handy man wolf larsen began when my work was done as you know were short a mate hereafter you have you
shall stand watches, receive $75 per month, and be addressed for and aft as Mr. Van Wyden.
I don't understand navigation, you know, I gasped. Not necessary at all. I really do not care to sit
in the high places, I objected. I find life precarious enough in my present humble situation.
I have no experience. Mediocracy, you see, has its compensations. He smiled.
as though it were all settled.
I won't be mate on this hellship, I cried defiantly.
I saw his face grow hard and the merciless glitter come into his eyes.
He walked to the door of his room, saying,
And now, Mr. Van Weiden, good night.
Good night, Mr. Larson, I answered weekly.
End of Chapter 15.
Chapter 16 of the Sea Wolf.
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I cannot say that the position of mate carried with it anything more joyful than that there were no more dishes to wash.
I was ignorant of the simplest duties of mate and would have fared badly indeed had the sailors not sympathized with me.
I knew nothing of the minutia of ropes and rigging, of the trimming and setting of sails,
but the sailors took pains to put me to right.
proving and an especially good teacher, and I had little trouble with those under me.
With the hunters it was otherwise. Familiar and varying degree with the sea, they took me as a sort of
joke. In truth, it was a joke to me that I, the various landsmen, should be filling the office of
mate, but to be taken as a joke by others was a different matter. I made no complaint, but
Wolf Larson demanded the most punctilious sea etiquette in my case, far more than poor Johansson
had ever received, and at the expense of several rows, threats, and much grumbling, he brought the
hunters to time. I was Mr. Van Widen, four and aft, and it was only unofficially that Wolf Larson
himself ever addressed me as hump. It was amusing. Perhaps the wind would haul a few points while we
were at dinner, and as I left the table he would say, Mr. Van Wyden, will you kindly put about on the
port tack, and I would go on deck, back in Lewis to me, and learn from him what was to be done.
Then, a few minutes later, having digested his instructions and thoroughly mastered the maneuver,
I would proceed to issue my orders. I remember an early instance of this kind when Wolf-Larsen appeared
on the scene just as I had begun to give orders. He smoked a cigar and looked on quietly till the thing was
accomplished, and then paced aft by my side along the weather poop. Hump, he said, I beg pardon,
Mr. Van Wyden. I congratulate you. I think you can now fire your father's legs back into the grave to
him. You've discovered your own and learned to stand on them. A little ropework, sail-making, and
experience with storms and such things, and by the end of the voyage you could ship on any
coasting schooner. It was during this period between the death of Johansen and the arrival
on the ceiling grounds that I passed by pleasantest hours on the ghost. Wolf Larson was quite
considerate, the sailors helped me, and I was no longer an irritating contact with Thomas
Mugridge. And I make free to say, as the days went by,
that I found I was taken a certain secret pride in myself.
Fantastic as the situation was, a landlubber second in command.
I was, nevertheless, carrying it off well,
and during that brief time I was proud of myself,
and I grew to love the heave and roll of the ghost under my feet,
as she walled north and west,
through the tropic sea to the islet where we filled our water casks.
But my happiness was not unalloyed.
It was comparative.
A period of less misery slipped in between a past of great miseries
and a future of great miseries.
For the ghost, so far as the seaman was concerned,
was a hellship of the worst description.
They never had a moment's rest or peace.
Wolf Larson treasured against them the attempt on his life
in the drubbing he had received in the forecastle,
and morning, noon, and night,
and all night as well.
He devoted himself to making life unlivable for them.
He knew well the psychology of the little thing,
and it was the little things by which he kept the crew worked up to a verge of madness.
I have seen Harrison called from his bunk to put properly away a misplaced paintbrush,
and the two watches below hailed from their tired sleep to accompany him and see him do it.
A little thing, truly, but when multiplied by the thousand ingenious devices of such a mind,
the mental state of the men in the forecastle may be slightly comprehended.
Of course, much grumbling went on, and little outbursts were continually occurring.
Blows were struck, and there were always two or three men nursing injuries at the hands of the human beast who was their master.
Concerted action was impossible in the face of the heavy arsenal of weapons carried in the steerage and cabin.
Leach and Johnson were the two particular victims of Wolf Larson's diabolic temper,
and the look of profound melancholy which had settled on Johnson's face and in his eyes made my heart bleed.
With Leach, it was different.
There was too much of the fighting beast in him.
He seemed possessed by an insatiable force.
fury which gave no time for grief. His lips had become distorted into a permanent snarl, which at mere sight
of Wolf-Larsen broke out in sound horrible and menacing, and I do believe, unconsciously. I have seen him
follow a wolf-larsen about with his eyes like an animal which keeper, that while the animal-like snarl
sounded deep in his throat and vibrated forth between his teeth. I remember once on deck,
and bright day, touching him on the shoulder as preliminary to giving an order. His back was toward me,
and at the first feel of my hand, he leaped upright in the air and away from me, snarling and turning his
head as he leaped. He had for the moment mistaken me for the man he hated. Both he and Johnson
would have killed Wolf Larson at the slightest opportunity, but the opportunity never came.
Wolf Larson was too wise for that, and besides they had no adequate weapons.
With their fists alone, they had no chance whatever.
Time and again he fought it out with Leach, who fought back always, like a wildcat,
tooth and nail, and fist until stretched, exhausted, or unconscious on the deck.
And he was never adverse to another encounter.
All the devil that was in him challenged the devil and Wolf Larson.
They had but to appear on deck at the same time, when they would be at it cursing, snarling, striking,
and I have seen Leach fling himself upon Wolf-Larsen without warning or provocation.
Once he threw his heavy sheathed knife, missing Wolf-Larsen's throat by an inch,
another time he dropped a steel Marlin spike from the Mizncross tree.
It was a difficult cast to make on a rolling ship, but the sharp point of the spike,
whistling 75 feet through the air, barely missed Wolf Larson's head as he emerged from the cabin
companionway, and drove its length two inches and over into the solid deck planking.
Still another time he stole into the steerage, possessed himself of a loaded shot gun, and was making a rush
for the deck with it when caught by curefoot and disarmed. I often wondered why Wolf Larson did not
kill him and make an end to it, but he only laughed and seemed to enjoy it. There seemed a certain
spice about it, such as man must feel who take delight in making pets of ferocious animals.
It gives a thrill to life, he explained to me, when life is carried in one's hand. Man is a natural
gambler, and life is the biggest stake he can lay. The greater the odds, the greater the thrill.
Why should I deny myself the joy of exciting Leach's soul to fever pitch?
For that matter I do him a kindness.
The greatness of sensation is mutual.
He is living more royally than any man forward, though he does not know it.
For he has what they have not, purpose, something to do, and be done,
and all-absorbing end to strive to attain the desire to kill me, the hope that he may kill me.
Really, Hump, he is living deep and high.
I doubt that he has ever lived so swiftly and keenly before,
and I honestly envy him sometimes,
when I see him raging at the summit of passion and sensibility.
Ah, but it is cowardly, cowardly, I cried.
You have all the advantage.
Of the two of us, you and I, who is the greater coward?
He asked, seriously.
If the situation is a good coward, I, if the situation is
unpleasing, you compromise with your conscience when you make yourself a party to it.
If you were really great, really true to yourself, you would join forces with Leach and Johnson.
But you are afraid, you are afraid. You want to live. The life that is in you cries out that it
must live, no matter what to cost, so you live ignominiously, untrue to the best you dream of,
sinning against your whole pitiful little code, and if there were a hell, heading your soul straight for it.
Ba!
I play the braver part.
I do no sin, for I am true to the prompting of the life that is in me.
I am sincere with my soul, at least, and that is what you are not.
There was a sting to what he said.
Perhaps, after all, I was playing a cowardly part, and the more I thought about it, the more it appeared that
my duty to myself, lay in doing what he had advised, lay in joining forces with Johnson and Leach
and working for his death. Right here, I think, entered the austere conscious of my Puritan ancestry,
impelling me toward lurid deeds and sanctioning even murder as right conduct. I dwelt upon the
idea. It would be a most moral act to rid the world of such a monster. Humanity would be better
and happier for it, life fairer and sweeter.
I pondered it long, lying sleepless in my bunk
and reviewing an endless procession the facts of the situation.
I talked with Johnson and Leach during the night watches
when Wolf Larsen was below. Both men had lost hope.
Johnson, because of temperamental despondency,
Leach because he had beaten himself out in the vain struggle
and was exhausted. But he had beaten himself out in the vain struggle,
and was exhausted.
But he caught my hand in a passionate grip one night, saying,
I think you're square, Mr. Van Wyden,
but stay where you are and keep your mouth shut.
Say nothing but saw wood.
We're dead men, I know it,
but all the same you might be able to do us a favor sometime
when we need it damn bad.
It was only next day when Wainlight Island
plumbed to one word close a beam
that Wolf-Larsen opened his mouth in prophecy.
He had attacked Johnson, been attacked by Leach, and had just finished whipping the pair of them.
Leach, he said, you know I'm going to kill you sometime or other, don't you?
A snarl was the answer.
And as for you, Johnson, you'll get so tired of life before I'm through with you
that you'll fling yourself over the side.
See if you don't.
That's a suggestion, he added, and an aside to me.
I bet you a month's pay, he acts upon it.
i had cherished a hope that his victims would find an opportunity to escape while filling our water-barrels but wolf larsen had selected his spot well the ghost lay half a mile beyond the surf-line of a lonely beach
here debauched a deep gorge with precipitous volcanic walls which no man could scale and here under his direct supervision for he went ashore himself leach and johnson filled the small casks and rolled the small casks and rolled the
them down to the beach. They had no chance to make a break for liberty in one of the boats.
Harrison and Kelly, however, made such an attempt. They composed one of the boat's crews, and their
task was to fly between the schooner and the shore, carrying a single cask each trip. Just before dinner,
starting for the beach with an empty barrel, they aldered their course and bore away to the left
to round the promontory which jutted into the sea between them and liberty.
beyond its foaming base lay the pretty villages of the japanese colonists and smiling valleys which penetrated deep into the interior once in the fastnesses they promised and the two men could defy wolf larsen
i had observed henderson and smoke lardering about the deck all morning and i now learned why they were there procuring their rifles they opened fire in a leisurely manner upon the deserters it was a cold-blooded exhumed
of marksmanship. At first their bullets zipped harmlessly along the surface of the water on
either side the boat, but as the men continued to pull lustily, they struck closer and closer.
Now, watch me take Kelly's right ore, smoke said, drawing the more careful aim. I was looking through
the glasses, and I saw the ore blade shatter as he shot. Henderson duplicated it selecting Harrison's right
ore. The boat slewed around. The two remaining oars were quickly broken. The men tried to row with
the splinters and had them shot out of their hands. Kelly ripped up a bottom board and began paddling,
but dropped it with a cry of pain as its splinters drove into his hands. Then they gave up,
letting the boat drift till a second boat sent from shore by Wolf Larsen took them in tow and brought
them aboard.
Late that afternoon we hove up anchor and got away.
Nothing was before us but the three or four months hunting on the ceiling grounds.
The outlook was black indeed and I went about my work with a heavy heart.
An almost funereal gloom seemed to have descended upon the ghost.
Wolf Larson had taken to his bunk with one of his strange splitting headaches.
Harrison stood listously at the wheel, half-supporting,
himself by it, as though wearied by the weight of his flesh.
The rest of the men were morose and silent.
I came upon Kelly crouching to the lee of the forecastle's kettle,
his head on his knees, his arms about his head,
in an attitude of unutterable despondency.
Johnson, I found lying full length on the forecastle head,
staring at the troubled churn of the forefoot,
and I remembered with horror the suggestion Wolf Larson had mentioned,
made. It seemed likely to bear fruit. I tried to break in on the man's morbid thoughts by calling him away,
but he smiled sadly at me and refused to obey. Leach approached me as I returned aft.
I want to ask you a favor, Mr. Van Weiden, he said. If it's your luck to ever make Frisco once more,
will you hunt up Matt McCarthy? He's my old man. He lives on the hill back of the Mayfair
bakery run in a cobblers shop that everybody knows and you'll have no trouble. Tell him I live to be
sorry for the trouble I brought him and the things I done and just tell him God bless him for me.
I nodded my head but said, we'll all win back to San Francisco Leach and you'll be with me when I go
to see Matt McCarthy. I'd like to believe you, he answered, shaking my hand, but I can't. Wolf Larson will do for me,
I know it, and all I can hope is he'll do it quick.
And as he left me, I was aware of the same desire at my heart.
Since it was to be done, let it be done with dispatch.
The general gloom had gathered me into its folds.
The worst appeared inevitable, and as I paced the deck hour after hour,
I found myself afflicted with Wolf Larson's repulsive ideas.
What was it all about?
Where was the grandeur of life that it should
permit such wanton destruction of human souls. It was a cheap and sordid thing, after all,
this life, and the sooner over, the better. Over and done with. I too leaned upon the rail and gazed
longingly into the sea, with a certainty that sooner or later I should be sinking down, down,
through the cool green depths of its oblivion. End of Chapter 16.
Chapter 17 of the Sea Wolf
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The Seawolf by Jack London
Chapter 17
Strange to say in spite of the general foreboding
Nothing of a special moment happened on the ghost.
We ran on to the north and west
till we raised the coast of Japan
and picked up with a great seal herd.
Coming from no man knew where
in the in limitable Pacific,
it was traveling north on its annual migration to the rookries of the Bering Sea and north we traveled with it ravaging and destroying flinging the naked carcasses to the shark and salting down the skin so that they might later adorn the fair shoulders of the women of the cities
it was wanton slaughter and all for women's sake no man ate of the seal meat or the oil after a good day's killing i have seen our
deck covered with hides and bodies, slippery with fat and blood, the scuppers running red,
masks, ropes, and rails splattered with the sanguinary collar, and the men, like butchers playing
their trade, naked and red of arm and hand, hard at work with ripping and cleansing
knives, removing the skins from the pretty sea creatures they had killed.
It was my task to tally the peltz as I came aboard from the boats, to oversee the skinning and afterward the cleansing of the decks and bringing things ship-shape again.
It was not pleasant work.
My soul and my stomach revolted at it, and yet, in a way, this handling and directing of many men was good for me.
It developed what little executive ability I possessed, and I was aware of a toughening or hardening which I was undergoing,
and which could not be anything but wholesome for Sissy Van Wyden.
One thing I was beginning to feel,
and that was that I could never again be quite the same man I had been.
While my hope and faith in human life still survived Wolf Larson's destructive criticism,
he had nevertheless been a cause of change in minor matters.
He had opened up for me the world of the real,
of which I had known practically nothing,
and from which I had always shrunk.
I had learned to look more closely at life as it was lived,
to recognize that there were such things as facts in the world,
to emerge from the realm of mind and idea,
and to place certain values on the concrete and objective phases of existence.
I saw more of Wolf Larson than ever when we had gained the grounds.
For when the weather was fair, and we were in the midst of the herd,
all hands were away in the boats,
and left on board were only he and I and Thomas Mugridge, who did not count.
But there was no play about it.
The six boats spreading out fan-wise from the schooner until the first weather boat
and the last lee boat were anywhere from ten to twenty miles apart,
cruised along a straight course over the sea till nightfall or bad weather drove them in.
It was our duty to sail the ghost well to leeward of the last lee boat,
so that all the boats should have fair wind to run for us in case of squalls or threatening weather.
It is no slight matter for two men, particularly when a stiff wind is sprung up,
to handle a vessel like the ghost, steering, keeping lookout for the boats, and setting or taking in sail.
So it devolved on me to learn and learn quickly.
Steering, I picked up easily, but running a loft to the cross trees and swinging my whole wood,
weight by my arms when I left the rat lines and climbed still higher was more difficult.
This too I learned and quickly, for I felt somehow a wild desire to vindicate myself in Wolf Larson's
eyes to prove my right to live in ways other than of the mind.
Nay, the time came when I took joy in the run of the masthead and in the clinging on by my
legs at that precarious height while I swept the sea with glasses in search of the
the boats. I remember one beautiful day when the boats left early and the report of the
hunter's guns grew dim and distant and died away as they scattered far and wide over the sea.
There was just the faintest wind from the westward, but it breathed its last by the time we
managed to get the leeward of the last lee boat. One by one, I was at the mast head and saw,
the six boats disappeared over the bulge of the earth as they followed the sea-old.
into the west. We lay, scarcely rolling on the placid sea, unable to follow. Wolf Larson was
apprehensive. The barometer was down and the sky to the east did not please him. He studied it with
unceasing vigilance. If she comes out of there, he said, hard and snappy, putting us to windward of the boats,
it's likely there will be empty bunks and steerage and focusole. By 11 o'clock, the same
had become glass. By midday, though we were well up in the northerly latitudes, the heat was
sickening. There was no freshness in the air. It was sultry and oppressive, reminded me of what
the old Californians term earthquake weather. There was something ominous about it, and in
intangible ways one was made to feel that the worst was about to come. Slowly the whole eastern
sky filled with clouds that overtowered us like some black Sierra of the infernal regions.
So clearly could one see canyon, gorge, and precipice, and the shadows that lie therein,
that one looked unconsciously for the white surfline and bellowing caverns where the sea
charges on the land. And still we rocked gently, and there was no wind.
It's no square, Wolf-Larsen said.
old Mother Nature is going to get up on her hind legs and howl for all that's in her,
and it'll keep us jumping hump to pull through with half our boats.
You'd better run up and loosen the top sails.
But if it is going to howl and there are only two of us, I asked, a note of protest in my voice,
why we've got to make the best of the first of it and run down to our boats before our canvas is ripped out of us.
After that, I don't give a wrap what happens.
The sticks will stand it, and you and I will have to, though we've got plenty cut out for us.
Still the calm continued.
We ate dinner, a hurried and anxious meal for me, with 18 men abroad on the sea and beyond the bulge of the earth,
and with that heaven-rolling mountain range of clouds moving slowly down upon us.
Wolf Larson did not seem affected, however, though I noticed when we returned to the deck a slight twitching,
to the nostrils, a perceptible quickness of movement. His face was stern, the lines of it had grown
hard, and yet in his eyes, blue, clear blue this day, there was a strange brilliancy of bright,
scintillating light. It struck me that he was joyous in a ferocious sort of way, that he was
glad there was an impending struggle, that he was thrilled and upborne with knowledge that one of the
great moments of living when the tide of life surges up and flood was upon him.
Once and unwittingly that he did so, or that I saw, he laughed aloud, mockingly and defiantly
at the advancing storm. I see him yet standing there like a pygmy out of the Arabian nights
before the huge front of some malignant genie. He was daring destiny and he was unafraid.
He walked to the galley.
Cookie, by the time you've finished pots and pans, you'll be wanted on deck.
Stand ready for a call.
Hump, he said, becoming cognizant of the fascinating gaze I bent upon him,
this beats whiskey and is where your Omar misses.
I think he only half lived after all.
The western half of the sky had by now grown murky.
The sun had dimmed and faded out of sight.
It was two in the afternoon, and a ghostly twilight.
shot through by wandering purplish lights had descended upon us.
In this purplish light, Wolf Larsen's face glowed and cloded,
and to my excited fancy he appeared encircled by a halo.
We lay in the midst of an unearthly quiet,
while all about us were signs and omens of oncoming sound and movement.
The sultry heat had become unendurable.
The sweat was standing on my forehead,
and I could feel it trickling down my nose.
I felt as though I should faint and reached out to the rail for support.
And then, just then, the faintest possible whisper of air passed by.
It was from the east, and like a whisper it came and went.
The drooping canvas was not stirred, and yet my face had felt the air and been cooled.
Cookie, Wolf Larsen, called in a low voice.
Thomas Mugridge turned a pitiful, scarred face.
Let go that fore.
boom tackle and pass it across, and when she's willing, let go the sheet and come in snug
with the tackle.
And if you make a mess of it, it will be the last you ever make.
Understand?
Mr. Van Widen, stand by to pass the head sails over.
Then jump for the top sails and spread them as quick as God'll let you.
The quicker you do it, the easier you'll find it.
As for Cookie, if he isn't lively, batting between the eyes.
I was aware of the compliment and pleased in that no threat had accompanied my instructions.
We were lying head to northwest, and it was his intention to jive over all with the first puff.
We'll have the breeze on our quarter, he explained to me.
By the last guns the boats were bearing away slightly to the southard.
He turned and walked after the wheel.
I went forward and took my station at the jibbs.
another whisper of wind and another passed by.
The canvas flapped lazily.
Thank God she's not coming all of a bunch, Mr. Van Wyden,
was the Cockney's fervent ejaculation.
And I was indeed thankful, for I had by this time learned enough to know,
with all our canvas spread, what disaster in such event awaited us.
The whispers of wind became puffs, the sails spilled, the ghost moved.
moved. Wolf Larson put the wheel hard up to port and we began to pay off. The wind was now dead astern,
muttering and puffing stronger and stronger, and my head sails were pounding lustily.
I did not see what went on elsewhere, though I felt the sudden surge and heel of the schooner
as the wind pressures changed to the jibbing of the fore and main sails. My hands were full
with a flying jib, jib, and stay sail, and by the time this part of my task was accomplished,
the ghost was leaping into the southwest, the wind on her quarter, and all her sheets to starboard.
Without pausing for breath, though my heart was beating like a triphammer from my exertions,
I sprang to the top sails, and before the wind had become too strong, we had them fairly set
and were coiling down. Then I went after orders.
Wolf Larsen nodded approval and relinquished the wheel to me.
The wind was strengthening steadily and the sea rising.
For an hour I steered, each moment becoming more difficult.
I had not the experience to steer at the gate we were going on a quartering course.
Now take a run up with the glasses and raise some of the boats.
We've made at least ten knots and we're going twelve or thirteen now.
The old girl knows how to walk.
I contended myself with the four cross trees some 70 feet above the deck.
As I searched the vacant stretch of water before me,
I comprehended thoroughly the need for haste if we were to recover any of our men.
Indeed, as I gazed at the heavy sea through which we were running,
I doubted that there was a boat afloat.
It did not seem possible that such frail craft could survive such stress of wind and water.
I could not feel the full force of the wind, for we were running with it, but from my lofty perch I looked down as though outside the ghost and apart from her, and saw the shape of her outlines sharply against the foaming sea as she tore along instinct with life.
Sometimes she would lift and send across some great wave, burying her starboard rail from view, and covering her decks to the hatches with a boiling ocean.
At such moments, starting from a windward roll, I would go flying through the air with dizzying swiftness,
as though I clung to the end of a huge inverted pendulum,
the arc of which, between the greater rolls, must have been seventy feet or more.
Once the terror of this giddy sweep overpowered me, and for a while I clung on, hand and foot,
weakened trembling, unable to search the sea for the missing boats,
or to behold aught of the sea but that which roared underneath and strove to overwhelm the ghost.
But the thought of the men in the midst of it studied me, and in my quest for them I forgot myself.
For an hour I saw nothing but the naked desolate sea, and then, where a vagrant shaft of sunlight struck the ocean,
and turned its surface to wrathful silver, I caught a small black speck thrust skyward for an instant and swallowed up.
I waited patiently.
Again, the tiny point of black projected itself through the wrathful blaze a couple of points off our port bow.
I did not attempt to shout, but communicated the news to Wolf Larson by waving my arm.
He changed the course, and I signaled affirmation when the specks showed dead ahead.
It grew larger, and so swiftly, that for the first time I fully appreciated the speed of our flight.
Wolf Larsen motioned for me to come down, and when I stood beside him at the wheel gave me instructions for heaving too.
Expect all hell to break, please, he cautioned me, but don't mind it.
Yours is to do your own work and have cookie stand by the foresheet.
I managed to make my way forward, but there was little choice of sides, for the weather rail seemed buried as often as the lee.
Having instructed Thomas Mugridge as to what he was to do, I clambered into the
the fore-rigging a few feet. The boat was now very close, and I could make out plainly that it was lying head to wind and sea, and dragging on its masked and sail, which had been thrown overboard and made to serve as a sea-anchor. The three men were bailing. Each rolling mountain whelmed them from view, and I would wait with sickening anxiety, fearing that they would never appear again. Then, and with black suddenness, the boat would shoot clear through the
the foaming crest, bow pointed to the sky, and the whole length of her bottom showing, wet and
dark till she seemed on end. There would be a fleeting glimpse of the three men flinging water in
frantic haste when she would topple over and fall into the yawning valley, bow down, and showing her
full inside length to the stern upreared almost directly above the bow. Each time that she reappeared
was a miracle. The ghost suddenly changed her course, keeping away.
and it came to me with a shock that Wolf Larsen was giving up the rescue as impossible.
Then I realized he was preparing to heave to and drop to the deck to be in readiness.
We were now dead before the wind, the boat far away and abreast of us.
I felt an abrupt easing of the schooner,
a loss for the moment of all strain and pressure, coupled with a swift acceleration of speed.
She was rushing around on her heel into the wind.
as she arrived at right angles to the sea, the full force of the wind, from which we had hitherto run away,
caught us. I was unfortunately and ignorantly facing it. It stood up against me like a wall,
filling my lungs with air which I could not expel. And as I choked and strangled, and as the ghost
wallowed for an instant, broadside on and rolling straight over and far into the wind,
I beheld a huge sea rise far above my head.
I turned aside, got my breath, and looked again.
The wave overtopped the ghost, and I gazed, sheer up and into it.
A shaft of sunlight smote the overcurl,
and I caught a glimpse of translucence, rushing green,
backed by a milky smother of foam.
Then it descended.
Pandemonium broke loose.
Everything happened at once.
I was struck a crushing, stunning blow,
nowhere in particular and yet everywhere.
My hold had been broken loose, I was underwater,
and the thought passed through my mind
that this was the terrible thing of which I had heard,
the being swept in the trough of the sea.
My body struck and pounded as it was dashed helplessly along
and turned over and over,
and when I could hold my breath no longer,
I breathed the stinging salt water into my lungs.
But through it all I clung to the one idea,
I must get the jib backed over to windward.
I had no fear of death.
I had no doubt but that I would come through somehow.
And as this idea of fulfilling Wolf-Lawson's order persisted in my dazed consciousness,
I seemed to see him standing at the wheel in the midst of the wild welder,
pitting his will against the will of the storm, and defying it.
I brought up violently against what I took to be the rail,
breathed and breathed the sweet air again. I tried to rise but struck my head and was knocked back on
hands and knees. By some freak of the waters I had been swept clear under the forecastle head and
into the eyes. As I scrambled out on all four, I passed over the body of Thomas Mugridge,
who lay in a groaning heap. There was no time to investigate. I must get the jib backed over.
When I emerged on deck, it seemed that the end of everything had come.
On all sides there was a rending and crashing of wood and steel and canvas.
The ghost was being wrenched and torn to fragments.
The foresail and foretop sail, empty to the wind by the maneuver,
and with no one to bring in the sheet in time,
were thundering into ribbons,
the heavy boom threshing and splintering from rail to rail.
The air was thick with flying wreckage,
detached ropes and stays were hissing
and coiling like snakes, and down through it all crashed the gaff of the foresail.
The spark could not have missed me by many inches while it stirred me to action.
Perhaps the situation was not hopeless.
I remembered Wolf Larson's caution.
He had expected all hell to break loose, and here it was.
And where was he?
I caught sight of him toiling at the main sheet,
heaving it in and flat with his tremendous muscles.
The stern of the schooner lifted high in the east,
air and his body outlined against a white surge of sea sweeping past. All this and more, a whole world of
chaos and wreck in possibly 15 seconds I had seen and heard and grasp. I did not stop to see what had become
of the small boat but sprang to the jib sheet. The jib itself was beginning to slap, partially filling
and emptying with sharp reports, but with a turn to the sheet and the application of my whole strength
each time it slapped, I slowly backed it.
This I know, I did my best.
I pulled till I burst open the ends of all my fingers,
and while I pulled the flying jib and stay-sail,
split their claws apart and thundered into nothingness.
Still I pulled, holding what I gained each time with a double turn
until the next slap gave me more.
Then the sheet gave with greater ease,
and Wolf Larsen was beside me, heaving in alone,
while I busied taking up the slack.
Make fast, he shouted, and come on.
As I followed him, I noted that in spite of rack and ruin, a rough order obtained.
The ghost was hove, too.
She was still in working order, and she was still working.
Though the rest of her sails were gone, the jibbed back to windward,
and the mainsail hauled down flat,
were themselves holding and holding her bow to the furious sea as well.
I looked for the boat, and while Wolf Larsen cleared the boat tackle, saw it lift to leeward on a big sea, and not a score of feet away.
And so nicely had he made his calculation, we drifted down upon it so that nothing remained to do,
but hooked the tackles to either end and hoisted aboard.
But this was not done so easily as it is written.
In the bow was Kerfoot, Ufty Uffty in the stern, and Kelly amid ships.
As we drifted closer, the boat would rise on a wave while we sank in the trough,
till almost straight above me I could see the heads of the three men trained oversight and looking down.
Then the next moment we would lift and soar upward while they sank far down beneath us.
It seemed incredible that the next surge should not crush the ghost down upon the tiny egg-shell.
But at the right moment, I passed the tackle to the Kanaka,
while Wolf Larson did the same thing forward to Kerrfoot.
Both tackles were hooked in a trice,
and the three men, deftly timing the roll,
made a simultaneous leap aboard the schooner.
As the ghost rolled her side out of water,
the boat was lifted snugly against her,
and before the return roll came,
we had heaved it in over the side
and turned it bottom up on the deck.
I noticed blood spouting from Kerfoot's left hand.
In some way the third finger had been crushed to a pulp.
But he gave no sign of pain,
and with his single right hand,
helped to slash the boat in its place.
Stand by to let that jib over, you Ufti, Wolf-Larsen command,
at the very second we had finished with the boat.
Kelly, come aft and slack off the main sheet.
You, curfoot, go forward and see what's become of cookie.
Mr. Van Wyden, run to the loft again
and cut away any stray stuff on your way.
and having commanded he went aft with his particular tigerish leaps to the wheel.
While I toiled up the foreshrouds the ghosts slowly paid off.
This time, as we went into the trough of the sea and were swept,
there were no sails to carry away.
And halfway to the cross-trees and flattened against the rigging
by the full force of the wind,
so that it would have been impossible for me to have fallen,
the ghost almost on her beam ends in the mask parallel with the water.
I looked, not down, but at almost right angles from the perpendicular to the deck of the ghost.
But I saw, not the deck, but where the deck should have been,
for it was buried beneath a wild tumbling of water.
Out of this water I could see the two masks rising and that was all.
The ghost for the moment was buried beneath the sea,
as she squared off more and more, escaping from the side pressure,
she righted herself and broke her deck like it wails back through the ocean surface.
Then we raced, and wildly, across the wild sea,
the while I hung on like a fly in the cross trees and searched for the other boats.
In half an hour I sighted the second one, swamped and bottom up,
to which were desperately clinging Jock Horner, Fat Lewis, and John.
This time I remained aloft, and Wolf Larsen succeeded in heaving to without being swept.
As before, we drifted down upon it.
Tackles were made fast and lines flung to the men who scrambled aboard like monkeys.
The boat itself was crushed and splintered against the schooner's side as it came inboard,
but the wreck was securely lashed, for he could be patched and made whole again.
Once more the ghost bore away before the storm, this time so submerging herself that for some seconds I thought she would never reappear.
Even the wheel, quite a deal higher than the waist, was covered and swept again and again.
At such moments I felt strangely alone with God, alone with him and watching the chaos of his wrath.
Then the wheel would reappear in Wolf Larson's broad shoulders, his hands gripping the spokes and holding
the schooner to the course of his will, himself and earth god dominating the storm, flinging its
descending waters from him and riding it to his own ends. And oh, the marvel of it, the marvel of it.
The tiny men should live and breathe and work, and drive so frail a contrivance of wood and cloth
through so tremendous and elemental strife. As before, the ghost swung out of the trough,
lifting her deck again out of the sea and dashed before the howling blast.
It was now half past five, and half an hour later,
when the last of the day lost itself in a dim and furious twilight,
I sighted the third boat.
It was bottom up, and there was no sign of its crew.
Wolf Larson repeated his maneuver,
holding off and then rounding up to windward and drifting down upon it.
But this time he missed by 40 feet, the boat passing his
stern. Number four boat, Ufty Ufty cried, his keen eyes reading its number in the one second
when it lifted clear of the foam and upside down. It was Henderson's boat, and with him had been
lost Holy Oak and Williams, another of the deep water crowd. Lost they indubitably were, but the boat
remained, and Wolf Larson made one more reckless attempt to recover it. I had come down to the deck
and I saw Horner and Kerfoot vainly protest against the attempt.
By God I'll not be robbed in my boat by any storm that ever blew out of hell, he shouted,
and though we forestood with our heads together that we might hear,
his voice seemed faint and far, as though removed from us by an immense distance.
Mr. Van Wyden, he cried, and I heard through the tumult as one might hear a whisper.
Stand by that jib with Johnson and Ufti.
the rest of you tail after the main sheet lively now or i'll sail you all in the kingdom come understand and when he put the wheel hard over then the ghost bow swung off there was nothing for the hunters to do but obey and make the best of a risky chance
how great the risk i realized when i was once more buried beneath the pounding seas and clinging for life to the pin rail at the foot of the foremast my fingers were torn loose and i swept
across to the side and over the side into the sea. I could not swim, but before I could sink,
I was swept back again. A strong hand gripped me, and when the ghost finally emerged, I found that
I owed my life to Johnson. I saw him looking anxiously about him and noted that Callie, who had
come forward at the last moment, was missing. This time, having missed the boat and not being in the same
position, as in the previous instances, Wolf Larson was compelled to resort to a different
maneuver. Running off before the wind with everything to starboard, he came about and returned close-hauled
on the port tack. Grand, Johnson shouted in my ear as we successfully came through the attendant
de Luge, and I knew that he referred not to Wolf-Larison seamanship, but to the performance of the
ghost herself. It was now so dark that there was no sign of the boat, but Wolf Larson held back
through the frightful turmoil as if guided by unerring instinct. This time, though we were continually
half buried, there was no trough in which to be swept, and we drifted squarely down upon the upturned
boat, badly smashing it as it was heaved inboard. Two hours of terrible work followed, in which
all hands of us, two hunters, three sailors, Wolf Larson and I, reeked.
reefed first one and then the other, the jib and main sail.
Hoved to under this short canvas, our decks were comparatively free of water,
while the ghost bobbed and ducked amongst the comers like a cork.
I had burst open the ends of my fingers at the very first,
and during the reefing I had worked with tears of pain running down my cheeks.
And when all was done, I gave up like a woman,
and rolled upon the deck in the agony of exhaustion.
In the meantime, Thomas Mugridge, like a drowned rat, was being dragged out from under the forecastle head where he had cravenly ensconced himself.
I saw him pulled aft to the cabin and noted with a shock of surprise that the galley had disappeared.
A clean space of deck showed where it had stood.
In the cabin I found all hands assembled, sailors as well.
And while the coffee was being cooked over the small stove, we drank whiskey and crunched
hard tack. Never in my life had food been so welcome, and never had hot coffee tasted so good.
So violently did the ghost pitch and toss and tumble that it was impossible for even the sailors
to move about without holding on, and several times after a cry of, now she takes it, we were
heaped upon the wall of the port cabins as though it had been the deck. To hell with a lookout,
I heard Wolf-Larsen say when we had eaten and drunk our fill.
There's nothing can be done on deck.
If anything's going to run us down, we couldn't get out of its way.
Turn in, all hands, and get some sleep.
The sailors slipped forward, setting the side lights as they went,
while the two hunters remained to sleep in the cabin,
it not being deemed advisable to open the slide to the steerage companion way.
Wolf-Larsan and I, between us, cut off carefully,
foot's crushed finger and sewed up the stump. Mug Ridge, who during all the time he had been
compelled to cook and serve coffee and keep the fire going, had complained of internal pains,
now swore that he had a broken rib or two. On examination, we found that he had three.
But his case was deferred to next day, principally for the reason that I did not know anything about
broken ribs and would first have to read it up. I don't think it was worth it, I said the
Wolf Larson, a broken boat for Kelly's life.
But Kelly didn't amount too much, was the reply.
Good night.
After all that it had passed, suffering intolerable anguish in my finger ends, and with three
boats missing, to say nothing of the wild capers the ghost was cutting, I should have thought
it impossible to sleep.
But my eyes must have closed the instant my head touched the pillow, and in utter exhaustion
I swept throughout the night,
the while the ghost, lonely and undirected,
fodder away through the storm.
End of chapter 17.
Chapter 18 of the Sea Wolf.
This Libre Vox recording is in the public domain.
The Seawolf by Jack London, Chapter 18.
The next day, while the storm was blowing itself out,
Wolf-Larsen and I crammed anatomy and surgery
and set mug ridges ribs.
Then when the storm broke, Wolf-Larston cruised back and forth
over that portion of the ocean where we had encountered it
and somewhat more to the westward,
while the boats were being repaired and new sails made and bent.
Sealing schooner after sealing schooner we sited and boarded,
most of which were in search of lost boats,
and most of which were carrying boats and crews they had picked up
and which did not belong to them,
for the thick of the fleet had been to the westward of us,
and the boats scattered far and wide had headed and mad flight for the nearest refuge.
Two of our boats, with men all safe, we took off the Cisco,
and to Wolf Larsson's huge delight and my own grief he called smoke
with Nilsson and Leach from the San Diego.
So that at the end of five days we found ourselves short but four men,
Henderson, Holyoke, Williams, and Kelly, and were once more hunting on the flanks of the herd.
As we followed at north, we began to encounter the dreaded sea fogs.
Day after day the boats lowered and were swallowed up almost ere they touched the water,
while we on board pump the horn at regular intervals,
and every 15 minutes fired the bomb gun.
Boats were continually being lost and fast.
it being the custom for a boat to hunt on lay, with whatever schooner picked it up, until such time it was recovered by its own schooner.
But Wolf Larson, as was to be expected, being a boat short, took possession of the first stray one and compelled its men to hunt with the ghost,
not permitting them to return to their own schooner when we cited it.
I remember how he forced the hunter and his two men below.
a rifle at their breasts, while their captain passed by at biscuit toss, and hailed us for information.
Thomas Mugridge, so strangely and perniciously clinging to life, was soon limping about again and performing as double duties as cook and cabin boy.
Johnson and Leach were bullied and beaten as much as ever, and they looked for their lives to end with the end of the hunting season,
while the rest of the crew lived the lives of dogs and were worked like dogs by the pitiless master.
As for Wolf Larson and myself, we got along fairly well,
though I could not quite rid myself of the idea that right conduct, for me,
lay in killing him.
He fascinated me immeasurably, and I feared him immeasurably.
And yet I could not imagine him lying prone in death.
There was an endurance as of perpetual youth about him which rose up and forbade the picture.
I could see him only as living always and dominating always, fighting and destroying himself surviving.
One diversion of his when we were in the midst of the herd and the sea was too rough to lower the boats,
was to lower with two boat-pullers and a steerer and go out himself.
He was a good shot, too, and brought many a skin aboard under what the hunters termed impossible hunting conditions.
It seemed the breath of his nostrils that's carrying his life in his hands and struggling for it against tremendous odds.
I was learning more and more seamanship in one clear day, a thing we rarely encountered now.
I had the satisfaction of running and handling the ghost and picking up the boats myself.
Wolf Larson had been smitten with one of his headaches, and I stood at the wheel from morning until evening,
sailing across the ocean after the last lee boat, and heaving to and picking it in the other five up without command or suggestion from him.
Gales we encountered now and again, for it was a raw and stormy region, and in the middle of June, a typhoon most memorable to me,
and most important because of the changes wrought through it upon my future.
We must have been caught nearly at the center of this circular storm,
and Wolf Larson ran out of it and to the southward,
first under a double reef jib, and finally under bare poles.
Never had I imagined so great a sea.
The seas previously encountered were as ripples compared with these,
which ran a half mile from crest to crest,
and which upreared, I am confident, above our mast-head.
So great was it that Wolf-Warsen himself did not dare heave to,
though he was being driven far to the southward and out of the seal herd.
We must have been well in the path of the Trans-Pacific steamships
when the typhoon moderated,
and here, to the surprise of the hunters,
we found ourselves in the midst of seals.
a second herd or sort of rear-guard they declared and a most unusual thing but it was boats over the boom-boom of guns and the pitiful slaughter through the long day it was at this time that i was approached by leech i had just finished tolling the skins of the last boat aboard when he came to my side in the darkness and said in a low tone can you tell me mr van wyden how far we were we
are off the coast and what the bearings of Yokohama are. My heart leaped with gladness,
for I knew what he had in mind, and I gave him the bearings, west, northwest, and 500 miles away.
Thank you, sir, was all that he said as he slipped back into the darkness.
Next morning, number three boat and Johnson and Leach were missing. The water breakers and
grub boxes from all the other boats were likewise missing, as were the beds and sea-bags of the two
men. Wolf Larson was furious. He set sail and bore away into the west-northwest, two hunters constantly
at the mast-heads and sweeping the sea with glasses, himself pacing the deck like an angry lion.
He knew too well my sympathy for the runaways to send me aloft as a lookout. The wind was fair, but fit
and it was like looking for a needle in a haystack to raise that tiny boat out of the blue immensity.
But he put the ghost through her best paces so as to get between the deserters in the land.
This accomplished he cruised back and forth across what he knew must be their course.
On the morning of the third day, shortly after eight bells,
a cry that a boat was sighted came down from smoke at the mast head.
All hands lined the rail.
A snappy breeze was blowing from the west with the promise of more wind behind it, and there,
to leeward, and the troubled silver of the rising sun appeared and disappeared a black speck.
We squared away and ran for it.
My heart was as glad.
I felt myself turning sick in anticipation, and as I looked at the gleam of triumph in Wolf Larson's eyes,
his form swam before me, and I felt almost ill.
irresistibly impelled to fling myself upon him.
So unnerved was I by the thought of impending violence to Leach and Johnson
that my reason must have left me.
I know that I slipped down into the steerage in a daze
and that I was just beginning the ascent to the deck,
a loaded shotgun in my hands when I heard the startled cry.
There was five men in that boat.
I supported myself in the companionway,
weak and trembling, while the observation was being verified by the remarks of the rest of the men.
Then my knees gave from under me, and I sank down myself again, but overcome by shock at knowledge of what I had so nearly done.
Also, I was very thankful as I put the gun away and slipped back on deck.
No one had remarked my absence.
The boat was near enough for us to make out that it was larger than any ceiling boat,
and built on different lines.
As we drew closer, the sail was taken in, and the mast unstepped.
Oars were shipped, and its occupants waited for us to heave to and take them aboard.
Smoke, who had descended to the deck and was now standing by my side,
began to chuckle in a significant way.
I looked at him inquiringly.
Talk of a mess, he giggled.
What's wrong, I demanded.
Again he chuckled.
Don't you see there in the stern sheets on the bottom?
May I never shoot a seal again if that ain't a woman?
I looked closely, but was not sure until exclamations broke out on all sides.
The boat contained four men, and its fifth occupant was certainly a woman.
We were agog with the sightment, all except Wolf Larson, who was too evidently disappointed
in that it was not his own boat with the two victims of his malice.
we ran down the flying jib hauled the jib sheets to windward and the main sheet flat and came up into the wind the oars struck the water and with a few strokes the boat was alongside i now caught my first fair glimpse of the woman
she was wrapped in a long ulster for the morning was raw and i could see nothing but her face and a mass of light brown hair escaping from under the seaman's cap on her head the eyes were large and browned
and lustrous, the mouth sweet and sensitive, and the face itself a delicate oval, though sun and
exposure to briny wind had burnt the face scarlet. She seemed to me like a being from another world.
I was aware of the hungry outreaching for her as of a starving man for bread. But then I had not
seen a woman for a very long time. I know that I was lost in a great wonder, almost a stupor.
This then was a woman, so that I forgot myself and my mate's duties and took no part in helping the newcomers aboard.
For when one of the sailors lifted her into Wolf-Larsen's downstretched arms, she looked up into her curious faces and smiled amusedly and sweetly,
as only a woman can smile, and as I had seen no one smile for so long that I had forgotten such smiles existed.
Mr. Van Wyden! Wolf-Larsen's voice brought me sharply back to myself. Will you take the lady below and see to her comfort? Make up that spare port cabin, put cookie to work on it, and see what you can do for that face. It's burned badly. He turned brusquely away from us and began to question the new men. The boat was cast adrift, though one of them called it a bloody shame with Yokohama so near. I found myself strangely afraid,
to this woman I was escorting aft. Also I was awkward. It seemed to me that I was realizing for the
first time what a delicate, fragile creature a woman is, and as I caught her arm to help her
down the companion stairs, I was startled by its smallness and softness. Indeed, she was a slender,
delicate woman, as women go, but to me she was so etherely slender and delicate that I was
quite prepared for her arm to crumble in my grasp. All this, and frankness, to show my first impression,
after a long denial of women in general, and of Maude Brewster, in particular.
No need to go to any great trouble for me, she protested when I had seated her in Wolf Larson's
armchair, which I had dragged hastily from his cabin. The men were looking for land at any moment this
morning, and the vessel should be in by night. Don't you think so? Her simple faith in the immediate
future took me aback. How could I explain to her the situation, the strange man who stalked the
sea like destiny, all that it had taken me months to learn, but I answered honestly. If it were any
other captain except ours, I should say you would be ashore in Yokohama tomorrow, but our captain is a
strange man, and I beg of you to be prepared for anything. Understand? For anything.
I confess I hardly do understand, she hesitated, a perturbed but not frightened expression in her eyes.
Or is it a misconception of mind that shipwrecked people are always shown every consideration?
This is such a little thing, you know. We are so close to land.
Candidly, I do not know, I strove to reassure her.
I wish merely to prepare you for the worst if the worst is to come.
This man, this captain, is a brute, a demon,
and one can never tell what will be his next fantastic act.
I was growing excited, but she interrupted me with an, oh, I see.
And her voice sounded weary.
To think was patently an effort.
She was clearly on the verge of physical collapse.
She asked no further questions,
and I vouchsafed, no remark,
devoted myself to Wolf-Larsons' command,
which was to make her comfortable.
I bustled about in quite house-wifely fashion,
procuring soothing lotions for her sunburn,
raiding Wolf-Larsons private stores for a bottle of port,
I knew to be there,
and directing Thomas Mugridge in the preparation of the spare state-room.
The wind was freshening rapidly,
the ghost healing over more and more,
and by the time the stateroom was ready,
she was dashing through the water at a lively clip.
I had quite forgotten the existence of Leach and Johnson
when suddenly, like a thunder clap,
Boat-ho came down the open companionway.
It was Smoke's unmistakable voice crying from the masthead.
I shot a glance at the woman,
but she was leaning back in her armchair.
Her eyes closed, unutterably tired.
I doubt that she had heard, and I resolved to prevent her seeing the brutality I knew would follow the capture of the deserters.
She was tired. Very good. She should sleep.
There were swift commands on deck, a stamping of feet and a slapping of reef points as the ghost shot into the wind and about on the other tack.
As she filled away and healed, the armchair began to slide across the cabin floor, and I sprang for it just in time to prevent the rescue.
women from being spilled out. Her eyes were too heavy to suggest more than a hint of the sleepy
surprise that perplexed her as she looked up at me, and she half stumbled, half tottered, as I led her to
her cabin. Mugridge grinned insinuatingly in my face as I shoved him out and ordered him back
to his galley work, and he won his revenge by spreading glowing reports among the hunters
as to what an excellent Lydides mind I was proving myself to be.
She leaned heavily against me,
and I do believe that she had fallen asleep again
between the armchair and the stateroom.
This I discovered when she nearly fell into the bunk
during the sudden lurch of the schooner.
She aroused, smiled drowsily,
and was off to sleep again,
and asleep I left her
Under a heavy pair of sailors' blankets, her head resting on a pillow I had appropriated from Wolf Larsen's bunk.
End of Chapter 18
Chapter 19 of the Sea Wolf. This Libre of Ox recording is in the public domain.
The Sea Wolf by Jack London, Chapter 19.
I came on deck to find the ghost heading up close on the port tack and cutting into windward
of a familiar spritzail close-hauled on the same tack ahead of us.
All hands were on deck, for they knew that something was to happen when Leach and Johnson were dragged aboard.
It was four bells. Lewis came after relieve the wheel.
There was a dampness in the air, and I noticed he had on his oil skins.
What are we going to have, I asked him.
A healthy young slip of a gale from the breath of it, sir, he answered.
with a splatter of rain just to wet our gills and no more too bad we sighted them i said as the ghost bow was flung off a point by a large sea and the boat leaped for a moment past the jibbs and into a line of vision
lewis gave a spoke and temporised they never have made the land sir i'm thinking think not i queried no sir did you feel that a puff had got the schooner and he was forced to
to put the wheel up rapidly to keep her out of the wind.
Tis no eggshell will float on this sea an hour come,
and as a stroke of luck for them, we're here to pick them up.
Wolf Larson strode aft from Med Ships,
where he had been talking with the rescued men.
The cat-like springiness in his tread was a little more pronounced than usual,
and his eyes were bright and snappy.
Three oilers and a fourth engineer was his greeting,
but we'll make sailors out of them, or boat-pullers, at any rate.
Now, what of the lady?
I knew not why, but I was aware of a twinge or pang
like the cut of a knife when he mentioned her.
I thought of a certain silly fastidiousness on my part,
but it persisted in spite of me,
and I merely shrugged my shoulders in answer.
Wolf Larson pursed his lips in a long quizzical whistle.
What's your name then? he demanded.
I don't know, I replied. She is asleep. She was very tired. In fact, I am waiting to hear the news from you. What vessel was it? Mail steamer, he answered shortly. The city of Tokyo from Frisco bound for Yokohama, disabled in that typhoon, old tub, opened up top and bottom like a sieve. They were adrift four days. And you don't know who or what she is, eh? Maid, wife, or widow?
Well, well. He shook his head in a bantering way and regarded me with laughing eyes.
Are you? I began. It was on the verge of my tongue to ask if he were going to take the castaways into Yokohama.
Am I what? he asked. What do you intend doing with Leach and Johnson? He shook his head.
Really, hump, I don't know. You see, with these additions I've about all the crew I want.
And they've about all the escaping they want, I said.
not give them a change of treatment. Take them aboard and deal gently with them. Whatever they
have done they have been hounded into doing. By me? By you, I answered steadily. And I give you warning,
Wolf-Larsen, that I may forget love of my own life and the desire to kill you if you go too
far and maltreating those poor wretches. Bravo, he cried. You do me proud, hump. You found your
legs with a vengeance. You're quite an individual. You were unfortunate in having your life cast in
easy places, but you're developing, and I like you the better for it. His voice and expression changed.
His face was serious. Do you believe in promises, he asked. Are they sacred things? Of course, I answered.
Then here's a compact, he went on, consummate actor. If I promise not to lay my hands upon the leech,
Will you promise, in turn, not to attempt to kill me?
Oh, not that I am afraid of you.
Not that I am afraid of you, he hastened to add.
I could hardly believe my ears.
What was coming over the man?
Is it a go? he asked impatiently.
A go, I answered.
His hand went out to mine, and as I shook it heartily,
I could have sworn I saw the mocking devil shine up for a moment in his eyes.
We strolled across the pool.
to the lee side. The boat was close at hand now, and in desperate flight. Johnson was steering,
leech bailing. We overhauled them about two feet to their one. Wolf-Larsen motioned Lewis to keep
off slightly, and we dashed abreast of this boat, not a score of feet to windward. The ghost blanketed it.
The sprit sail flapped emptily, and the boat righted to an even keel, causing the two men swiftly
to change position.
The boat lost headway,
and as we lifted on a huge surge,
toppled and fell into the trough.
It was at this moment that Leach and Johnson
looked up into the faces of their shipmates
who lined the rail amid ships.
There was no greeting.
They were as dead men in their comrades' eyes,
and between them was the gulf that parts the living and the dead.
The next instant they were opposite the poop,
where stood Wolf Larson and I.
We were falling in the trough, they were rising on the surge.
Johnson looked at me and I could see that his face was worn and haggard.
I waved my hand to him and he answered the greeting,
but with a wave that was hopeless and despairing.
It was as if he were saying farewell.
I did not see into the eyes of Leach,
for he was looking at wolf-lars in the old and implacable snarl of hatred,
strong as ever on his face.
Then they were gone astern.
The sprit sail filled with the wind, suddenly careening the frail open craft till it seemed it would surely capsize.
A white cap foamed above it and broke across in snow white smother.
Then the boat emerged, half-swamped, leech flinging the water out, and Johnson clinging to the steering oar, his face white and anxious.
Wolf Larsen barked a short laugh in my ear and strode away to the weather-southsum.
side of the poop. I expected him to give orders for the ghost to heave to, but she kept on her
course and he made no sign. Lewis stood imperturbably at the wheel, but I noticed the group
sailors forward, turning trouble faces in our direction. Still the ghost tore along till the boat
dwindled to a speck when Wolf Larsen's voice rang out in command and he went about on
the storybird tack. Back we held, two miles and more to windward of the
struggling cockle shell when the flying jib was run down in the schooner hove too.
The ceiling boat's not made for windward work. Their hope lies in keeping the weather position
so that they may run before the wind for the schooner when it breezes up. But in all that wild
waste there was no refuge for a leech and Johnson save on the ghost, and they resolutely began
the windward beat. It was slow work in the heavy sea that was running. At end, it was in the
moment they were liable to be overwhelmed by the hissing comers.
Time and again, in countless times, we watched the boat luff into the big white caps,
lose headway, and be flung back like a cork.
Johnson was a splendid seaman, and he knew as much about small boats as he did about ships.
At the end of an hour and a half he was nearly alongside, standing past our stern on the last leg out,
aiming to fetch us on the next leg back.
So you've changed your mind.
I heard Wolf Larson mutter half to himself,
half to them as though they could hear.
You want to come aboard, eh?
Well then, just keep it coming.
Hard up with that helm, he commanded Ufty Uffty,
the Kanaka, who had in the meantime relieved Lewis at the wheel.
Command followed command.
As the schooner paid off, the four in main sheets were slacked away
for fair wind. And before the wind we were, and leaping, when Johnson easing his sheet at
intimate peril, cut across our wake a hundred feet away. Again Wolf Larsson laughed at the same
time beckoning them with his arm to follow. It was evidently his intention to play with him.
A lesson, I took it, in lieu of a beating, though a dangerous lesson for the frail craft stood in
momentary danger of being overwhelmed. Johnson squared away promptly and ran after us. There was nothing
else for him to do. Death stocked everywhere, and it was only a matter of time when one of those many
huge waves would fall upon the boat, roll it over, and pass on. Tis the fear of death at the hearts of
them, Lewis muttered in my ear as I passed forward to see taking in the flying jib and stay sail.
oh he'll heave too in a little while and pick them up i answered cheerfully he's bent on giving them a lesson that's all lewis looked at me shrewdly think so he asked surely i answered don't you
i think nothing but if my own skin these days was the answer and tis with wonder i'm filled as to the work unsout if things a pretty mess that frisco whiskey got me into and a prettier mess that
that woman's got you into after.
Ah, it's myself that knows ye for a blitherin fool.
What do you mean, I demanded, for having sped his shaft he was turning away.
What do I mean, he cried, and it's you that asks me.
Tis not what I mean, but what the wolf will mean.
The wolf, I say, the wolf.
If trouble comes, will you stand by?
I asked impulsively, for he had voiced my own fear.
Stand by?
Tis, Vattle Lewis, I stand by.
stand by, and trouble enough it'll be. We're at the beginning of things, I'm telling ye the
bare beginning of things. I had not thought you so great a coward, I sneered. He favored me with
the contemptuous stare. If I raised never a hand for that poor fool, pointing him stern to the
tiny sail, do you think I'm hungering for a broken head for a woman I never laid me eyes on
before this day? I turned scornfully away and went aft. Better get to you. Better get
in those top sails, Mr. Van Wyden, Wolf-Larsen said as I came on the poop.
I felt relief, at least as far as the two men were concerned. It was clear he did not wish to run
too far away from them. I picked up hope at the thought and put the order swiftly into execution.
I had scarcely opened in my mouth to issue the necessary commands, when eager men were
springing to the halliards and downhalls and others were racing aloft. This is a lot. This
eagerness on their part was noted by Wolf Warrison with a grim smile.
Still we increased our lead, and when the boat had dropped a stern several miles, we hove to
and waited. All eyes watched it coming, even Wolf Warsons, but he was the only unperturbed man
aboard. Lewis, gazing fixedly, betrayed a trouble in his face he was not quite able to hide.
The boat drew closer and closer, hurling along through the seething green.
like the thing alive, lifting and sending and uptossing across the huge back breakers,
or disappearing behind them only to rush into sight again and shoot skyward.
It seemed impossible that it could continue to live,
yet with each dizzying sweep it did achieve the impossible.
A rain squall drove past and out of the flying wet the boat emerged almost upon us.
Hard up there, Wolf Larsen shouted himself springing to the wheel,
and whirling it over.
Again the ghost sprang away and raced before the wind,
and for two hours Johnson and Leach pursued us.
We hove to and ran away,
hove to and ran away,
and ever astern the struggling patch of sail tossed skyward
and fell into the rushing valleys.
It was a quarter of a mile away
when a thick squall of rain veiled it from view.
It never emerged.
The wind blew the air clear again,
but no patch of sail broke the troubled surface.
I thought I saw, for an instant, the boat's bottom show black in a breaking crest.
At the best, that was all.
For Johnson and Leach, the travail of existence had ceased.
The men remained grouped amid ships.
No one had gone below, and no one was speaking, nor were any looks being exchanged.
Each man seemed stunned, deeply contemplative, as it were,
and not quite sure trying to realize what had just taken place wolf larsen gave them little time for thought he at once put the ghost upon her course the course which meant the seal heard and not yokohama harbor
but the men were no longer eager as they pulled and hauled and i heard curses amongst them which left their lips smothered and as heavy and lifeless as were they not so was it with the hunters
smoke the irrepressible related a story and they descended into the steerage bellowing with laughter as i passed to leeward to the galley on my way after i was approached by the engineer we had rescued his face was white his lips were trembling
good god sir what kind of craft is this he cried you have eyes you have seen i answered almost brutally what of the pain and fear at my own heart your promise i said the wolf
"'I was not thinking to taking them aboard when I made that promise,' he answered,
"'and anyway you'll agree I've not laid my hands upon them.'
"'Far from it. Far from it,' he laughed a moment later.
"'I made no reply. I was incapable of speaking. My mind was too confused.
"'I must have time to think, I knew.
"'This woman, sleeping even now in the spare cabin, was a responsibility,
"'which I must consider, and the only one,
rational thought that flickered through my mind was that I must do nothing hastily if I were to be
any help to her at all.
End of Chapter 19.
Chapter 20 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Seawolf by Jack London.
Chapter 20.
The remainder of the day passed uneventfully.
The young slip of a gale, having weathered our gills, proceeded to moderate.
The fourth engineer and three oilers, after a warm interview with Wolf Larsen, were furnished with outfits from the sloped chests, assigned places under the hunters in the various boats and watches on the vessel, and bundled forward into the forecastle.
They went protestingly, but their voices were not loud.
They were awed by what they had already seen of Wolf-Larsen's character, while the tale of woe they spedily heard in the forecastle took the last.
last bit of rebellion out of them. Miss Brewster, we had learned her name from the engineer,
slept on and on. At supper I requested the hunters to lower their voices, so she was not disturbed,
and it was not till next morning that she made her appearance. It had been my intention to have her
meal served apart, but Wolf Larson put down his foot. Who was she that she should be too good
for cabin table and cabin society had been his demand.
But her coming to the table had something amusing in it.
The hunters fell silent as clams.
Jacques Horner and Smoke alone were unabashed,
stealing stealthy glances that are now and again,
and even taking part in the conversation.
The other four men glued their eyes on their plates
and chewed steadily and with thoughtful precision,
their ears moving and wobbling in time with,
their jaws like the ears of so many animals. Wolf Larsen had little to say at first,
doing no more than reply when he was addressed. Not that he was abashed, far from it.
This woman was a new type to him, a different breed from many he had ever known, and he was curious.
He studied her, his eyes rarely leaving her face, and less to follow the movements of her hands or shoulders.
I studied her myself, and though it was I who maintained the conversation, I know that I was a bit shy and not quite self-possessed.
His was the perfect poise, the supreme confidence in self, which nothing could shake,
and he was no more timid of a woman than he was of storm and battle.
And when shall we arrive at Yokohama, she asked, turning to him and looking him squarely in the eyes.
There it was, the question flat.
The jaws stopped working, the ears ceased wobbling,
and though eyes remained glued on plates,
each man listened greedily for the answer.
In four months, possibly three,
if the season closes early, Wolf-Lawson said.
She caught her breath and stammered.
I thought I was given to understand that Yokohama
was only a day's sale away.
Here she possibly,
and looked about the table at the circle of unsympathetic faces, staring hard at the plates.
It is not right, she concluded.
That is a question you must settle with Mr. Van Wyden there, he replied, nodding to me with a mischievous twinkle.
Mr. Van Wyden is what you may call an authority on such things as rights.
Now I, who am only a sailor, would look upon the situation somewhat differently.
it may possibly be your misfortune that you have to remain with us, but it is certainly our good fortune.
He regarded her smilingly. Her eyes fell before his gaze, but she lifted them again and defiantly to mine.
I read the unspoken question there. Was it right? But I had decided that the part I was to play must be a neutral one, so I did not answer.
What do you think? she demanded. That it is unfortunate,
especially if you have engagements falling due in the course of the next several months.
But since you say you were voyaging to Japan for your health,
I can assure you that it will improve no better anywhere than aboard the ghost.
I saw her eyes flash with indignation,
and this time it was I who dropped mine,
while I felt my face flushing under her gaze.
It was cowardly, but what else could I do?
Mr. Van Wyden speaks with the voice of authority, Wolf-Larsen laughed.
I nodded my head, and she, having recovered herself, waited expectantly.
Not that he is much to speak of now, Wolf-Larsen went on,
but he has improved wonderfully.
You should have seen him when he came on board,
a more scrawny, pitiful specimen of humanity one could hardly conceive.
Isn't that so, Carefoot?
carefoot thus directly addressed was startled into dropping his knife on the floor though he managed to grunt affirmation developed himself by peeling potatoes and washing dishes eh carefoot again that worthy grunted look at him now true he is not what you would turn muscular but still he has muscles which is more than he had when he came aboard also he has legs to stand on you would not think so to look at him
him, but he was quite unable to stand alone at first.
The hunters were snickering, but she looked at me with a sympathy in her eyes which more than
compensated for Wolf Warson's nastiness.
In truth, it had been so long since I had received sympathy that I was softened, and I became
then, and gladly, her willing slave.
But I was angry with Wolf Warson.
He was challenging my manhood with his slurs, challenging the very very good.
legs he claimed to be instrumental in getting for me i may have learned to stand on my own legs i retorted but i have yet to stamp upon others with them he looked at me insolently your education is only half completed then he said dryly and turned to her
we are very hospitable upon the ghost mr van widen has discovered that we do everything to make our guests feel at home yeah mr van widen
Even to the peeling of potatoes and the washing of dishes, I answered, to say nothing to wringing their necks out of very fellowship.
I beg of you not to receive false impressions of us from Mr. Van Wyden, he interposed with mock anxiety.
You will observe Mr. Brewster that he carries a dirk in his belt, a most unusual thing for a ship's officer to do.
while really very estimable, Mr. Van Wyden is sometimes, how shall I say it, or quarrelsome and harsh measures are necessary.
He is quite reasonable and fair in his calm moments, and as he is calm now, he will not deny that only yesterday he threatened my life.
I was well-nigh choking, and my eyes were certainly fiery. He drew attention to me.
Look at him now. He can scarcely control himself in your life.
presence. He is not accustomed to the presence of ladies anyway. I shall have to arm myself before I dare go on deck
with him. He shook his head sadly, murmuring, too bad, too bad, while the hunters burst in the gaffaws of
laughter. The deep-sea voices of these men rumbling and bellowing in the confined space produced a
wild effect. The whole setting was wild and for the first time regarding the strange woman and realizing
how incongruous she was in it,
I was aware of how much of a part of it
I was myself.
I knew these men in their mental processes,
was one of them myself,
living the seal-hunting life,
eating the seal-hunting fair,
thinking largely the seal-hunting thoughts.
There was for me no strangeness to it,
to the rough clothes,
the coarse faces, the wild laughter,
and the lurching cabin walls
and swaying sea-lamps.
As I buttered a piece of
of bread, my eyes chanced to rest upon my hands. The knuckles were skinned and inflamed clear across,
the fingers swollen, the nails rimmed with black. I felt a mattress-like growth of beard on my neck,
knew that the sleeve of my coat was ripped, that a button was missing from the throat of the
blue shirt I wore. The dirk mentioned by Wolf-Warsen rested in its sheath on my hip. It was very natural
that it should be there, how natural I had not imagined until now, when I looked upon it with her eyes,
and knew how strange it and all that went with it must appear to her. But she divined the mockery in
Wolf Larsson's word and again favored me with a sympathetic glance, but there was a look of bewilderment
also in her eyes. That it was mockery made the situation more puzzling to her. I may be taken off by some
passing vessel, perhaps, she suggested. There will be no passing vessels except other ceiling
schooners, Wolf-Larsen-made answer. I have no clothes, nothing, she objected. You hardly realize, sir,
that I am not a man, or that I am accustomed to the vagrant, careless life which you and your men
seem to lead. The sooner you get accustomed to it, the better, he said. I'll furnish you with
Cloth, needles, and thread, he added,
I hope it will not be too dreadful a hardship for you to make yourself a dress or two.
She made a wry pucker with her mouth as though to advertise her ignorance of dressmaking.
That she was frightened and bewildered, and that she was bravely striving to hide it,
was quite plain to me.
I suppose you're like Mr. Van Wyden, they're accustomed to having things done for you.
Well, I think doing a few things for yourself will hardly disloyalty.
locate any joints. By the way, what do you do for a living? She regarded him with amazement unconcealed.
I mean no offense, believe me. People eat, therefore they must procure the wherewithal.
These men here shoot seals in order to live, for the same reason I sail this schooner,
and Mr. Van Wyden, for the present at any rate, earns his salty grub by assisting me.
Now what do you do? She shrugged her shoulders. Do you feed yourself, or do someone else?
else feed you i'm afraid someone else has fed me most of my life she laughed trying bravely to enter into the spirit of his quizzing though i could see a terror dawning and growing in her eyes as she watched dole florson and i suppose someone else makes your bed for you
i have made beds she replied very often she shook her head with mock ruefulness do you know what they do to poor men in the states who like you do not
work for their living? I am very ignorant, she pleaded. What do they do to the poor men who are like me?
They send them to jail. The crime of not earning a living in their case is called vagrancy.
If I were Mr. Van Wyden, who harps eternally on the questions of right and wrong, I'd asked,
By what right do you live when you do nothing to deserve living? But as you are not, Mr. Van Wyden,
I don't have to answer, do I? She beamed.
upon him through her terror-filled eyes, and the pathos of it cut me to the heart.
I must in some way break in and lead the conversation into other channels.
Have you ever earned a dollar by your own labor?
He demanded certain of her answer, a triumphant vindictiveness in his voice.
Yes, I have, she answered slowly, and I could have laughed aloud at his criss-fallen visage.
I remember my father giving me a dollar once, when I was a little girl.
for remaining absolutely quiet for five minutes.
He smiled indulgently.
But that was long ago, she continued,
and you would scarcely demand a little girl of nine to earn her own living.
At present, however, she said after another slight pause,
I earn about $1,800 a year.
With one accord, all eyes left the plates and settled on her,
a woman who earned $1,800 a year,
was worth looking at. Wolf Larsen was undisguised in his admiration.
Salary or piecework, he asked.
Peacework, she answered promptly.
1800, he calculated, that's $150 a month.
Well, Miss Brewster, there is nothing small about the ghost.
Consider yourself on salary during the time you remain with us.
She made no acknowledgement.
She was too unused as yet to the whims of the men.
and to accept them with equanimity.
I forgot to inquire, he went on suavely,
as to the nature of your occupation.
What commodities do you turn out?
What tools and materials do you require?
Paper and ink, she laughed, and oh, also a typewriter.
You are Maud Brewster, I said slowly and with certainty,
almost as though I were charging her with a crime.
her eyes lifted curiously to mine.
How do you know?
Aren't you? I demanded.
She acknowledged her identity with a nod.
It was Wolf Larson's turn to be puzzled.
The name and his magic signified nothing to him.
I was proud that it did mean something to me,
and for the first time in a weary while
I was convincingly conscious of a superiority over him.
I remember writing a review of a thin little
volume I had begun carelessly when she interrupted me.
You, she cried, you are. She was now staring at me in wide-eyed wonder. I nodded my identity,
in turn. Humphrey Van Wyden, she concluded, and then added with a sigh of relief,
and unaware that she had glanced that relief at Wolf-Larsen, I am so glad. I remember the
review, she went on hastily, becoming aware of the awkward.
of a remark, that too-too-flattering review.
Not at all, I denied valiantly.
You impeach my sober judgment and make my canons of little worth.
Besides, all my brother critics were with me.
Didn't Lang include your kiss and deward among the four supreme sonnets by women in the English language?
But you called me the American Mrs. Minnell.
Was it not true, I demanded?
"'No, not that,' she answered.
"'I was hurt.'
"'We can measure the unknown only by the known,' I replied in my finest academic manner.
"'As a critic, I was compelled to place you.
"'You have now become a yardstick yourself.
"'Seven of your thin little volumes are on my shelves,
"'and there are two thicker volumes, the essays,
"'which, you will pardon my saying,
"'and I know not which is flattered more,
"'folly equal your verse.
time is not far distant when some unknown will arise in England, and the critics will name her
the English Maude Brewster.
You are very kind, I am sure, she murmured, and the very conventionality of her tones and
words with a host of associations that aroused of the old life on the other side of the world
gave me a quick thrill, rich with remembrance but stinging sharp with homesickness.
And you are Maude Brewster, I said.
solemnly, gazing across at her.
And you are Humphrey Van Wyden, she said,
yazing back at me with equal solemnity and awe.
How unusual? I don't understand.
We surely are not to expect some wildly romantic sea-story from your sober pen.
No, I am not gathering material, I assure you, was my answer.
I have neither aptitude nor inclination for fiction.
Tell me, why have you always been?
buried yourself in California, she next asked. It has not been kind of you. We of the East have
seen too very little of you. Too little indeed of the Dean of American Letters the second.
I bowed to and disclaimed the compliment. I nearly met you once in Philadelphia, some Browning
affair or other. You were to lecture, you know. My train was four hours late. And then we quite
forgot where we were, leaving Wolf-Larsen stranded in silence in the midst of our flood of gossip.
The hunters left the table and went on deck, and still we talked.
Wolf-Larsen alone remained.
Suddenly I became aware of him, leaning back from the table and listening curiously to our alien
speech of a world he did not know.
I broke off in the middle of a sentence.
The present, with all its perils and anxieties, rushed upon me with stunning
force. It smote Miss Buster, likewise, a vague and nameless terror, rushing into her eyes,
as she regarded Wolf Larson. He rose to his feet and laughed awkwardly. The sound of it was metallic.
Oh, don't mind me, he said with itself depreciatory wave of his hand. I don't count. Go on, go on,
I pray you. But the gates of speech were closed, and we two rose from the table and laughed awkwardly.
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Chapter 21 of the Sea Wolf.
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The chagrin Wolf Lawson felt from being ignored by Maude Brewster and me in the conversation at table had to express itself in some fashion, and it felt to Thomas Mugridge to be the victim.
He had not mended his ways, nor his shirt,
though the latter he contended he had changed.
The garment itself did not bear out the assertion,
nor did the accumulations of grease on stove and pot and pan
attest to general cleanliness.
I've given you warning, Cookie, Wolf-Larsen said,
and now you've got to take your medicine.
Mugredge's face turned white under its sooty veneer,
and when Wolf-Larsan called for a rope and a couple of men,
their miserable cockney fled wildly out of the galley and dodged and ducked about the deck with a grinning crew in pursuit.
Few things could have been more to their liking than to give him a toe over the side,
for to the forecastle he had sent messes and concoctions of the vilest order.
Conditions favored the undertaking.
The ghost was slipping through the water at no more than three miles an hour, and the sea was fairly calm.
but Mugridge had little stomach for a dip in it.
Possibly he had seen men towed before.
Besides, the water was frightfully cold,
and his was anything but a rugged constitution.
As usual, the watches below and the hunters turned out for what promised sport.
Mugred seemed to be in rabid fear of the water,
and he exhibited a nimbleness in speed we did not dream he possessed.
Cornered in the right angle of the poop
in galley. He sprang like a cat to the top of the cabin and ran out. But his pursuers for stalling him,
he doubled back across the cabin, passed over the galley, and gained the deck by means of the
steered scuttle. Straightforward, he raced, the bolt-puller Harrison at his heels and gaining on him.
But Mugridge, leaping suddenly, caught the jib-boom lift. It happened in an instant,
holding his weight by his arms and in mid-air doubling his body at the hips, he let fly with both feet.
The oncoming Harrison caught the kick squarely in the pit of the stomach, groaned involuntarily, and doubled up and sank backward to the deck.
Hand-clapping and roars of laughter from the hunters greeted the exploit, while Mug Ridge, eluding half of his pursuers at the foremast, ran aft and threw the remainder like a runner on the football.
field. Straight aft he held to the poop and along the poop to the stern. So great was a speed that as he
curved past the corner of the cabin, he slipped and fell. Nelson was standing at the wheel, and the
cockney's hurtling body struck his legs. Both went down together, but Mugridge alone arose. By some
freak of pressures, his frail body had snapped the strong man's leg, like a pipe stem. Barsons took
the wheel and the pursuit continued. Round and round the decks they went. Mugridge, sick with fear,
the sailors hollowing and shouting directions to one another, and the henders bellowing, encouragement,
and laughter. Mugridge went down on the forehatch under three men, but he emerged from the mass like
an eel, bleeding at the mouth. The offending shirt ripped into tatters and sprang for the main rigging.
Up he went, clear up, beyond the rat lines.
to the very mast head.
Half a dozen sailors swarmed to the cross trees after him
where they clustered and waited while two of their number,
Ufti Uffty and Black, who was Latimer's boat steer,
continued up the thin steel stays,
lifting their bodies higher and higher by means of their arms.
It was a perilous undertaking,
for, at a height of over a hundred feet from the deck,
holding on by their hands,
they were not in the best of business,
positions to protect themselves from Mugridge's feet, and Mugridge kicked savagely till the
Kanaka, holding on with one hand, seized the cockney's foot with the other. Black duplicated the
performance a moment later with the other foot. Then the three writhed together in a swaying
tangle, struggling, sliding, and falling into the arms of their mates on the cross-trees.
The aerial battle was over in Thomas Mugridge, whining and giving.
his mouth flecked with bloody foam was brought down to deck.
Wolf Larson rove a bowling and a piece of rope and slipped it under his shoulders.
Then he was carried aft and flung into the sea.
Forty, 50, 60 feet of line ran out when Wolf Larson cried,
belay.
Ufty took a turn on a bit, the rope tottened, and the ghost, lunging onward, jerked the cook
to the surface. It was a pitiful spectacle. Though he could not drown, and was nine lived in addition,
he was suffering all the agonies of half-drowning. The ghost was going very slowly, and when her stern
lifted on a wave and she slipped forward, she pulled the wretch to the surface and gave him a moment
in which to breathe, but between each lift the stern fell, and while the bow lazily climbed the next
wave, the line slackened and he sank beneath. I had forgotten the existence of Maud Brewster,
and I remembered her with a start as she stepped lightly beside me. It was her first time on
deck since she had come aboard. A dead silence greeted her appearance.
What is the cause of the merriment, she asked. Ask Captain Larson, I answered
composedly and coldly, though inwardly my blood was boiling at the thought that she should be
witness to such brutality. She took my advice and was turning to put it into execution when her eyes
lighted on oofty-ofty immediately before her. His body instinct with alertness and grace as he held
the turn of the rope. Are you fishing? she asked him. He made no reply. His eyes fixed intently on
the sea of stern suddenly flashed. Shark ho, sir, he cried. Eve in, lively, holly. All
hands tail on, Wolf Larsen shouted, springing himself to the rope in advance of the quickest.
Mugridge had heard the Kinnock's warning cry and was screaming madly.
I could see a black fin cutting the water and making for him with greater swiftness than he was
being pulled aboard.
It was an even toss, whether the shark or we would get him, and it was a matter of moments.
When Mugridge was directly beneath us, the stern descended the slope of a passing wave,
thus giving the advantage to the shark.
The fin disappeared.
The belly flashed white and swift upward the rush.
Almost equally swift, but not quite, was Wolf-Larsin.
He threw his strength into one tremendous jerk.
The cockney's body left the water, so did part of the sharks.
He drew up his legs, and the man-eater seemed no more than barely to touch one foot,
sinking back into the water with a splash.
But at the moment of contact,
Thomas Mugridge cried out.
Then he came in like a fresh-caught fish on a line,
clearing the rail generously,
and striking the deck in a heap,
on hands and knees, and rolling over.
But a fountain of blood was gushing forth.
The right foot was missing,
amputated neatly at the ankle.
I looked instantly to Maud Brewster.
Her face was white, her eyes dilated with horror.
She was gazing, not at Thomas Mugridge,
but at Wolf Larson.
and he was aware of it for he said with one of his short laughs man-play miss brewster somewhat rougher i warrant than what you have been used to but still man-play
the shark was not in the reckoning yet but at this juncture mugridge who had lifted his head and ascertained the extent of his loss floundered over on deck and buried his teeth in wolf larsen's leg wolf larsen stooped coolly to the cockney and pressed with thumb
and finger at the rear of the jaws and below the ears.
The jaws opened with reluctance, and Wolf-Larsen stepped free.
As I was saying, he went on, as though nothing unwanted had happened,
the shark was not in the reckoning.
It was, shall we say, Providence?
She gave no sign that she had heard,
though the expression of her eyes changed to one of inexpressible loathing
as she started to turn away.
She no more than started, for her.
she swayed and tottered and reached her hand weakly out to mine.
I caught her in time to save her from falling and helped her to a seat in the cabin.
I thought she might faint outright, but she controlled herself.
Will you get a tourniquet? Mr. Van Wyden, Wolf-Lawson called to me.
I hesitated.
Her lips moved, and though they formed no words, she commanded me with her eyes,
plainly as speech, to go to the help of the unfortunate man.
please, she managed to whisper, and I could but obey.
By now I had developed such skill at surgery that Wolf Larson, with a few words of advice,
left me to my task with a couple of sailors for assistance.
For his task, he elected a vengeance on the shark.
A heavy swivel-hook baited with fat salt pork was dropped oversight,
and by the time I had compressed the severed veins and arteries,
the sailors were singing and heaving in the offending monster.
I did not see it myself, but my assistance, first one and then the other, deserted me for a few minutes to run amid ships and look at what was going on.
The shark, a 16-footer, was hoisted up against the main rigging.
Its jaws were pried apart to their greatest extension and a stout stake, sharpened at both ends,
was so inserted that when the prides were removed, the spread jaws were fixed upon it.
This accomplished the hook was cut out.
The shark dropped back into the sea, helpless, yet with its full strength, doomed to lingering starvation.
A living death less meat for it than for the man who devised the punishment.
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London.
Chapter 22.
knew what it was as she came toward me. For ten minutes I had watched her talking earnestly with the
engineer, and now, with a sign for silence, I drew her out of earshot of the helmsman. Her face was
white and set, her large eyes larger than usual what of the purpose in them, looked penetratingly
into mine. I felt rather timid and apprehensive, for she had come to search Humphrey Van Wyden's
soul, and Humphrey Van Wyden had nothing of which to be particularly proud since his advent on the
ghost. We walked to the break of the poop where she turned and faced me. I glanced around and
see that no one was within hearing distance. What is it? I asked gently, but the expression of
determination on her face did not relax. I can readily understand, she began, that this morning's
affair was largely an accident, but I have been talking with Mr. Haskins. He tells me the day we
were rescued. Even while I was in the cabin, two men were drowned, deliberately drowned, murdered.
There was a query in her voice, and she faced me accusingly as though I were guilty of the
deed, or at least a party to it. The information is quite correct, I answered. Two men were
murdered. And you permitted it, she cried. I was unable to prevent it, is a better way of
phrasing it, I replied still gently. But you tried to prevent it. There was an emphasis on the
tried in a pleading little note in her voice. Oh, but you didn't, she hurried on divining my answer.
But why didn't you? I shrugged my shoulders. You must remember, Miss Brewster that you are a new
inhabitant of this little world, and that you do not yet understand the laws which operate within it.
You bring with you certain fine conceptions of humanity, manhood, conduct, and such things,
but here you will find them misconceptions.
I have found it so, I added with an involuntary sigh.
She shook her head incredulously.
What would you advise then, I asked, that I should take a knife or a gun or an axe and kill this man?
She half started back.
No, not that.
Then what should I do?
Kill myself?
You speak in purely materialistic terms, she objected.
There is such a thing as moral courage,
and moral courage is never without effect.
Ah, I smiled.
You advise me to kill neither him nor myself,
but to let him kill me.
I held up my hand as she was about to speak.
For moral courage is a worthless asset on this little flip.
world. Leach, one of the men who were murdered, had moral courage to an unusual degree.
So had the other man, Johnson. Not only did it not stand them in good stead, but it destroyed them.
And so with me, if I should, exercise what little moral courage I may possess.
You must understand, Miss Brewster, and understand clearly that this man is a monster. He is without
conscience. Nothing is sacred to him. Nothing is too terrible for him to do. It was due to his whim that I
was detained aboard in the first place. It is due to his whim that I am still alive. I do nothing,
can do nothing, because I am a slave to this monster, as you are now a slave to him, because I desire
to live, as you will desire to live, because I cannot fight and overcome him, just as you will not
be able to fight and overcome him.
She waited for me to go on.
What remains?
Mine is the role of the weak.
I remain silent and suffer ignominy,
as you will remain silent and suffer ignominy.
And it is well.
It is the best we can do if we wish to live.
The battle is not always to the strong.
We have not the strength with which to fight this man.
We must dissimulate and win,
if when we can by craft.
If you will be advised by me, this is what you will do.
I know my position is perilous, and I may say frankly that yours is even more perilous.
We must stand together without appearing to do so in secret alliance.
I shall not be able to side with you openly, and no matter what indignities may be put upon me,
you are to remain likewise silent.
We must provoke no scenes with you.
this man nor cross as well.
And we must keep smiling faces
and be friendly with him
no matter how repulsive it may be.
She brushed her hand across her forehead
in a puzzled way, saying,
Still, I do not understand.
You must do as I say, I interrupted authoratively,
for I saw Wolf-Lawarson's gaze
wandering toward us from where he paced up and down
with ladder-mere midships.
Do as I say, and ere long you will find I am
right. What shall I do, then, she asked, detecting the anxious glance I had shot at the object of our conversation, and impressed, I flatter myself, with the earnestness of my manner.
Dispense with all the moral courage you can, I said briskly. Don't arouse this man's animosity. Be quite friendly with him, talk with him, discuss literature and art with him, he is fond of such things. You will find him an interested listener and no way.
fool. And for your own sake, try to avoid witnessing, as much as you can, the brutalities of the ship.
It will make it easier for you to act your part.
I am to lie, she said in steady, rebellious tones.
By speech and action to lie, Wolf Larson had separated from Latimer and was coming toward us.
I was desperate.
Please, please understand me, I said hurriedly, lowering my voice.
all your experience of men and things is worthless here.
You must begin over again.
I know, I can see it.
You have, among other ways, been used to managing people with your eyes,
letting your moral courage speak out through them, as it were.
You have already managed me with your eyes, commanded me with them.
But don't try it on Wolf Larson.
You could as easily control a lion while he would make a mock of you.
He would.
I have always been proud of the fact that I discovered him, I said,
turning the conversation as Wolf Larsson stepped on the proof and joined us.
The editors were afraid of him, and the publishers would have none of him.
But I knew, and his genius and my judgment were vindicated when he made that magnificent hit with his forge.
And it was a newspaper poem, she said glibly.
It did happen to see Lively.
in a newspaper, I replied, but not because the magazine editors had been denied a glimpse at it.
We were talking of Harris, I said to Wolf-Larison.
Oh, yes, he acknowledged. I remember the forge, filled with pretty sentiments and an almighty
faith in human illusions. By the way, Mr. Van Wyden, you'd better look in on Cookie. He's
complaining and restless. Thus was I bluntly dismissed from the poop, only
to find mugridge sleeping soundly from the morphine I had given him. I made no haste to return on deck, and when I did I was gratified to see Miss Brewster in animated conversation with Wolf Larsen. As I say the sight gratified me. She was following my advice. And yet I was conscious of a slight shock or hurt in that she was able to do the thing I had begged her to do, and which she had notably disliked.
End of Chapter 22.
Chapter 23 of the Sea Wolf.
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Chapter 23.
Brave winds, flowing fair, swiftly drove the ghost northward into the seal herd.
We encountered it well up to the 44th parallel, in a raw and stormy sea across which the wind harried the fog banks and eternal flight.
For days at a time we could never see the sun nor take an observation.
Then the wind would sweep the face of the ocean clean,
the waves would ripple and flash, and we would learn where we were.
A day of clear weather might follow, or three days, or four,
and then the fog would settle down upon us seemingly thicker than ever.
The hunting was perilous, yet the boats lowered day after day were swallowed up in the gray obscurity,
and were seen no more till nightfall, and often not till long after, when they would creep in like sea-raiths, one by one, out of the gray.
Wainwright, the hunter whom Wolf Larsen had stolen with boat and men, took advantage of the veiled sea and escaped.
He disappeared one morning in the encircling fog with his two men, and we never saw them again,
though it was not many days when we learned that they had passed from schooner to schooner
until they finally regained their own.
This was the thing I had set my mind upon doing, but opportunity never offered.
It was not in the Maint's province to go out in the boats,
and though I maneuvered cunningly for it, Wolf-Warson never granted me the privilege.
Had he done so, I should have managed somehow to carry Miss Brewster away with me.
As it was, the situation was approaching.
the stage which I was afraid to consider, I involuntarily shunned the thought of it,
and yet the thought continually arose in my mind like a haunting specter.
I had read sea romances in my time, wherein figured, as a matter of course,
the lone woman in the midst of a shipload of men, but I learned now that I had never
comprehended the deeper significance of such a situation, the thing the writers hyped upon in the
exploited so thoroughly. And here it was, now, and I was face to face with it, that it should be as
vital as possible. It required no more than that the woman should be Maude Brewster,
who now charmed me in person as she had long charmed me through her work. No one more out of
environment could be imagined. She was a delicate, ethereal creature, swaying and willowy,
light and graceful of movement. It never seemed to me that she walked or at least,
least walked after the ordinary manner of mortals.
Hers was an extreme lithosomeness, and she moved with a certain indefinable airiness,
approaching one as down might float, or as a bird on noiseless wings.
She was like a bit of Dresden China, and I was continually impressed with what I may call her fragility.
As at the time I caught her arm on helping her below, so at any time I was quite prepared,
should stress or rough handling befall her to see her crumble away.
I have never seen body and spirit in such perfect accord.
Describe her verse, as the critics have described it,
as sublimated and spiritual, and you have described her body.
It seemed to partake of her soul to have analogous attributes
and to link it to life with the slenderest of chains.
Indeed, she trod to the earth lightly,
and in her constitution there was little of the robust clay.
She was in striking contrast to Wolf Larsson.
Each was nothing that the other was, everything that the other was not.
I noted them walking the deck together one morning,
and I likened them to the extreme ends of the human ladder of evolution.
The one, the culmination of all savagery,
the other the finished product of the finest civilization.
True, Wolf Larson possessed instinct to an unusual degree, but it was directed solely to the exercise of his savage instincts, and made him but the more formidable a savage.
He was splendidly muscled, a heavy man, and though he strode with the certitude and directness of the physical man, there was nothing heavy about his stride.
The jungle and the wildness lurked in the uplift and downput of his feet.
He was gat-footed and lithe and strong, always strong.
I likened him to some great tiger, a beast of prowess and prey.
He looked it in the piercing glitter that arose at times in his eyes with the same piercing glitter
I had observed in the eyes of caged leopards and other praying creatures of the wild.
But this day, as I noted them pacing up and down, I saw that it was she who terminated
the walk. They came up to where I was standing by the entrance of the companion way. Though she
betrayed it by no outward sign, I felt, somehow, that she was greatly perturbed. She made some idle
remark, looking at me, and laughed lightly enough, but I saw her eyes return to his, involuntarily,
as though fascinated. Then they fell, but not swiftly enough to veil the rush of terror that
filled them. It was in his eyes that I saw the cause of her perturbation. Ordinarily gray and cold and harsh,
they were now warm and soft and golden, and all a dance with tiny lights that dimmed and faded
were welled up till the full orbs were flooded with a glowing radiance. Perhaps it was to this that
the golden color was due, but golden his eyes were enticing and masterful.
at the same time luring and compelling, and speaking the demand and clamor of blood which no woman, much less Maud Brewster, could misunderstand.
Her own terror rushed upon me, and in that moment of fear, the most terrible fear a man can experience,
I knew that in inexpressible ways she was dear to me. The knowledge that I loved her rushed upon me with the terror,
and with both emotions gripping at my heart and causing my blood at the same time to chill and to leap riotously,
I felt myself drawn by a power without me and beyond me,
and found my eyes returning against my will to gaze into the eyes of Wolf Larson.
But he had recovered himself.
The golden color and the dancing lights were gone.
Gray and cold and glittering they were as he bowed brusquely and turned away.
I am afraid, she whispered with a shiver.
I am so afraid.
I too was afraid, and what of my discovery of how much she meant to me?
My mind was in a turmoil, but I succeeded in answering quite calmly.
All will come right, Miss Brewster.
Trust me, it will come right.
She answered with a grateful little smile that sent my heart pounding
and started to descend the companion stares.
for a long while I remained standing where she had left me.
There was imperative need to adjust myself to consider the significance of the changed aspects of things.
It had come, at last, love had come, when I least expected it and under the most forbidding conditions.
Of course, my philosophy had always recognized the inevitableness of the love call sooner or later,
but long years of booky silence had made me inattentive and unprepared.
And now it had come.
Mod Brewster.
My memory flashed back to that first thin little volume on my desk,
and I saw before me, as though in the concrete, the row of thin little volumes on my library shelf.
How I had welcomed each of them.
Each year one had come from the press, and to me each was the advent of the year.
They had voiced a kindred intellect and spirit, and as such I had received them into a camaraderie of the mind, but now their place was in my heart.
My heart? A feeling of revulsion came over me. I seemed to stand outside myself and to look at myself incredulously.
Maud Brewster
Humphrey Van Wydened the cold-blooded fish, the emotionless monster, the analytical demon of Charlie Furr.
resuits christening in love.
And then,
without rhyme or reason, all skeptical,
my mind flew back to the small biographical note
in the red-bound, Who's Who?
And I said to myself,
She was born in Cambridge,
and she is 27 years old.
And then I said,
27 years old and still free
and fancy-free?
But how did I know she was fancy-free?
And the pang of newborn
jealousy put all incredule.
to flight. There was no doubt about it. I was jealous, therefore I loved. And the woman I loved
was Maud Brewster. I, Humphrey Van Wyden, was in love. And again the doubt assailed me.
Not that I was afraid of it, however, or reluctant to meet it. On the contrary, idealist that I was
to the most pronounced degree, my philosophy had always recognized and girdened love as the greatest
thing in the world, the aim and the summit of being, the most exquisite pitch of joy and happiness to which
life could thrill, the thing of all things to be hailed and welcomed and taken into the heart.
But now that it had come, I could not believe. I could not be so fortunate. It was too good,
too good to be true. Simmons lines came into my head. I wandered all these years among a world
of woman seeking you.
And then I had ceased seeking.
It was not for me this greatest thing in the world I had decided.
Furisouth was right.
I was abnormal, an emotionless monster, a strange bookish creature,
capable of pleasuring in sensations only of the mind.
And though I had been surrounded by women all my days,
my appreciation of them had been aesthetic and nothing more.
I had actually had,
times, considered myself outside the pale. A monkish fellow denied the eternal or the passing passions
I saw and understood so well in others. And now it had come. Undreamed of and unheralded it had come.
In what could have been no less than an ecstasy, I left my post at the head of the companionway
and started along the deck murmuring to myself these beautiful lines of Mrs. Browning.
I lived with visions for my company instead of men and women years ago,
and found them gentlemates nor thought to know a sweeter music than they played to me.
But the sweeter music was playing in my ears, and I was blind and oblivious to all about me.
The sharp voice of Wolf Larsson aroused me.
What the hell are you up to, he was demanding.
I had strayed forward where the sailors were painting,
and I came to myself to find my advancing foot on the verge of overturning a paint-pot.
Sleepwalking, sunstroke, what? he barked.
No, indigestion, I retorted, and continued my walk as though nothing untoward had occurred.
End of Chapter 23.
Chapter 24 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Seawolf by Jack London.
Chapter 24. Among the most vivid memories of my life are those events on the ghost which occurred during the 40 hours
succeeding the discovery of my love from Odd Brewster. I, who had lived my life in quiet places, only to enter at the age of 35 upon a course
of the most irrational adventure I could have imagined, never had more incident and excitement crammed into any 40 hours of my experience.
Nor can I quite close my eyes to a small voice of pride which tells me I did not do so badly, all things considered.
To begin with, at the midday dinner, Wolf Larsson informed the hunters that they were to eat thenceforth in the steerage.
It was an unprecedented thing on sealing schooners, where it is the custom for the hunters to rank unofficially as officers.
He gave no reason, but his motive was obvious enough.
Horner and Smoke had been displaying a gallantry towards Mod Brewster,
litigious in itself and inoffensive to her, but to him evidently distasteful.
The announcement was received with black silence,
though the other four hunters glanced significantly at the two who had been the cause of their banishment.
Jock Horner, quiet as was his way, gave no sign,
but the blood surged darkly across Smoke's forehead,
and he half opened his mouth to speak.
Wolf Larson was watching him, waiting for him, the steely glitter in his eyes, but Smoke closed his mouth again without having said anything.
Anything to say?
The other demanded aggressively.
It was a challenge, but Smoke refused to accept it.
About what? he asked, so innocently that Wolf Larson was disconcerted, while the other smiled.
Oh, nothing, Wolf Larson.
said, lamely. I just thought you might want to register a kick.
About what? asked the imperverbal smoke.
Smoke's mates were now smiling broadly.
His captain could have killed him, and I doubt not that blood would have flowed,
had not Maud Brewster been present.
For that matter, it was her presence which enabled Smoke to act as he did.
He was too discreet and cautious a man to incur Wolf Larson's anger at a time,
when that anger could be expressed in terms stronger than words.
I was in fear that a struggle might take place,
but a cry from the helmsman made it easy for the situation to save itself.
Smoke ho!
The cry came down the open companion way.
How's it bare? Wolf Larsen called up.
Datastern, sir.
Maybe it's a Russian, suggested Latimer.
His words brought anxiety into the faces
of the other hunters. A Russian could mean but one thing, a cruiser. The hunters, never more than
roughly aware of the position of the ship, nevertheless knew that we were close to the boundaries
of the forbidden sea, while Wolf Larsen's record as a poacher was notorious. All eyes
centered upon him. We're dead safe, he assured them with the laugh. No salt mines this time,
smoke, but I'll tell you what. I'll lay odds of five to one, it's the Macedonia. No one
accepted his offer, and he went on, in which event, all A-10 to one, there's trouble breezing
up. No thank you, Latimer spoke up. I don't object to losing my money, but I like to get a
run for it anyway. There was never a time when there wasn't trouble when you and that brother of
years got together, and all lay twenty to one on that.
A general smile followed, in which Wolf Larson joined, and the dinner went on smoothly,
thanks to me, for he treated me abominably for the rest of the meal, sneering at me and patronizing
me until I was all a tremble with suppressed rage.
Yet I knew I must control myself for Maud Brewster's sake, and I received my reward when her
eyes got mine for a fleeting second, and they said, as distinctly as if she spoke,
Be brave, be brave. We left the table to go on deck, for a steamer was a welcome break in the
monotony of the sea on which we floated, while the conviction that it was death larsen
and the Macedonia added to the excitement. The stiff breeze and heavy sea, which had sprung up
the previous afternoon, had been moderating all morning so that it was now
possible to lower the boats for an afternoon's hunt.
The hunting promised to be profitable.
We had sailed since daylight across a sea baron of seals and were now running into the herd.
The smoke was still miles of stern, but overhauling us rapidly when we lowered our boats.
They spread out and struck a northerly course across the ocean.
Now and again we saw a sail lower, heard the reports of the shotguns, and saw the sail go.
up again. The seals were thick. The wind was dying away. Everything favored a big catch. As we
run off to get our leeward position of the last lee boat, we found the ocean fairly carpeted with
sleeping seals. They were all about as thicker than I had ever seen them before, in twos and
threes and bunches, stretched full length on the surface and sleeping for all the world like so many
lazy young dogs. Under the approaching smoke, the hole and upper works of a steamer were growing
larger. It was the Macedonia. I read her name through the glasses as she passed scarcely a mile
to starboard. Wolf Larson looked savagely at the vessel while Maud Brewster was curious.
Where is the trouble you were so sure was breezing up, Captain Larson? She asked gaily.
He glanced at her a moment's amusement, softening his
features. What do you expect that they'd come aboard and cut our throats?
Something like that, she confessed. You understand seal hunters are so new and strange to me
that I am quite ready to expect anything. He nodded his head. Quite right, quite right.
Your error is that you fail to expect the worst. Why, what could be worse than cutting our
throats, she asked with pretty naive surprise. Cutting our purses, he answered. Man is so made these
days that his capacity for living is determined by the money he possesses.
Who steals my purse steals trash, she quoted. Who steals my purse steals my right to live,
was the reply, old saws to the contrary. For he steals my bread and meat and bed, and in so doing
imperils my life.
are not enough soup kitchens and bread lines to go around, you know, and when men have nothing in their
purses, they usually die, and die miserably, unless they are able to fill their purses pretty
speedily. But I fail to see that this steamer has any designs on your purse. Wait, and you will see,
he answered grimly. We did not have long to wait. Having passed several miles beyond our line of
boats, the Macedonia proceeded to lower her own. We knew she carried fourteen to our five,
we were one short through the desertion of Wainwright, and she began dropping them far to leeward
of our last boat, continued dropping them athwart our course, and finished dropping them far to windward
of our first weather boat. The hunting for us was spoiled. There were no seals behind us,
and had of us the line of fourteen boats like a huge brew.
swept the herd before it.
Our boats hunted across the two or three miles of water between them
and the point where the Macedonias had been dropped and then headed for home.
The wind had fallen to a whisper.
The ocean was growing calmer and calmer,
and this, coupled with the presence of the great herd,
made a perfect hunting day,
one of the two or three days to be encountered in the hole of a lucky season.
An angry lot of men, boat polar,
and steers as well as hunters swarmed over our side.
Each man felt he had been robbed,
and the boats were hoisted in amid curses.
Which if curses had power would have settled death-larsen for all eternity.
Dead and damned for a dozen if eternities, commented Lewis.
His eyes twinkling up at me as they rested from hauling taut,
the lashings of his boat.
Listen to them and find if it is hard to discover the most vital things,
in their souls, said Wolf-Lawristen.
Faith and love and high ideals, the good, the beautiful, the true?
Their innate sense of right has been violated,
Maude Brewster said, joining the conversation.
She was standing a dozen feet away, one hand resting on the main shrouds
and her body swaying gently to the slight roll of the ship.
She had not raised her voice, and yet I was struck by its clear and bell-like tone.
Ah, it was sweet in my ears.
I scarcely dared look at her just then, for the fear of betraying myself.
A boy's cap was perched on her head and her hair, light brown and arranged in a loose and fluffy order that got the sun, seemed an oriel about the delicate oval of her face.
She was positively bewitching, and with all sweetly spirits you all, if not saintly.
all my old-time marvel at life returned to me at the sight of the splendid incarnation of it and wolf larsen's cold explanation of life and its meaning was truly ridiculous and laughable
a sentimentalist he sneered like mr van widen these men are cursing because their desires have been outraged that is all what desires the desires for the good grub and soft beds ashore which a handsome payday
brings them, the women and the drink, the gorging and the beastliness which so truly expresses
them, the best that is in them, their highest aspirations, their ideals, if you please.
The exhibition they make of their feelings is not a touching sight, yet it shows how deeply
they have been touched, how deeply their purses have been touched, for to lay hands on their
purses is to lay hands on their souls. You hardly behave as if your purse had been touched. You hardly
behave as if your purse had been touched, she said smilingly.
Then it so happens that I am behaving differently, for my purse and my soul have both been
touched. At the current price of skins in the London market, and based on a fair estimate of what
the afternoon's catch would have been, had not the Macedonia hogged it, the ghost has lost
about $1,500 worth of skins. You speak so calmly, she began, but I do not feel.
feel calm. I could kill the man who robbed me, he interrupted. Yes, yes, I know. And that man,
my brother, more sentiment. Bah. His face underwent a sudden change. His voice was less harsh and
wholly sincere, as he said. You must be happy, you sentimentalists, really and truly
happy at dreaming and finding things good, and because you find some of them good feeling good
yourself. Now tell me, you two, do you find me good? You are good to look upon,
in a way, I qualified.
There are in you all powers for good, was Mod Brewster's answer.
There you are, he cried at her half angrily.
Your words are empty to me.
There is nothing clear and sharp and definite about the thought you have expressed.
You cannot pick it up in your two hands and look at it.
In point of fact, it is not a thought.
It is a feeling, a sentiment, a something based upon illusion,
and not a product of the intellect at all.
As he went on, his voice again grew soft and a confiding note came into it.
Do you know, I sometimes catch myself wishing that I too were blind to the facts of life
and only knew its fancies and illusions.
They're wrong, all wrong, of course, and contrary to reason.
But in the face of them my reason tells me, wrong and most wrong,
that to dream and live illusions gives greater delight.
and after all, delight is the wage for living.
Without delight, living is a worthless act.
To labor at living and be unpaid is worse than to be dead.
He who delights the most lives the most,
and your dreams and unrealities are less disturbing to you
and more gratifying than are my facts to me.
He shook his head slowly pondering.
I often doubt, I often doubt, the worth-wildeness of reason.
dreams must be more substantial and satisfying.
Emotional delight is more filling and lasting than intellectual delight,
and besides, you pay for your moments of intellectual delight by having the blues.
Emotional delight is followed by no more than jaded senses which speedily recuperate.
I envy you, I envy you.
He stopped abruptly, and then on his lips formed one of a strange quizzical smiles, as he added.
It's from my brain I envy you, take notice, and not from my heart. My reason dictates it.
The envy is an intellectual product. I am like a sober man looking upon drunken men and greatly weary, wishing he too were drunk.
Or like a wise man looking upon fools and wishing he too were a fool, I laughed. Quite so, he said,
you were a blessed, bankrupt pair of fools. You have no facts in your pocketbook.
Yet we spend as freely as you, was Mod Brewster's contribution, more freely because it costs you nothing.
And because we draw upon eternity, she retorted.
Whether you do or think you do, it's the same thing.
You spend what you haven't got, and in return you get greater value from spending what you haven't got
than I get from spending what I have got and what I have sweated to get.
Why don't you change the basis of your cornage, then?
she queried teasingly.
He looked at her quickly, half hopefully, and then said, all regretfully.
Too late.
I'd like to, perhaps, but I can't.
My pocketbook is stuffed with the old coinage, and it's a stubborn thing.
I can never bring myself to recognize anything else is valid.
He ceased speaking, and his gaze wandered, absently past her, and became lost in the placid sea.
The old primal melancholy was strong upon him.
he was quivering to it he had reasoned himself into a spell of the blues and within few hours one could look for the devil within him to be up and stirring i remembered charlie furiseth and knew this man's sadness as the penalty which the materialist ever pays for his materialism
End of Chapter 24.
Chapter 25 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London.
Chapter 25.
You've been on deck, Mr. Van Wyden, Wolf-Larsen, said the following morning at the breakfast table.
How do things look?
Clear enough, I answered, glancing at the sunshine, which streamed down the open companion way.
fair westerly breeze with the promise of stiffening if lewis predicts correctly he nodded his head in the pleased way any signs of fog thick banks in the north and northwest
he nodded his head again evincing even greater satisfaction than before what of the macedonia not sighted i answered i could have sworn his face fell at the intelligence but why he should be disappointed i could not
conceive. I was soon to learn, smoke ho! came the hail from on deck, and his face brightened.
Good, he exclaimed, and left the table at once to go on deck and into the steerage,
where the hunters were taking the first breakfast to their exile.
Maud Brewster and I scarcely touched the food before us, gazing instead, in silent anxiety at
each other, and listening to Wolf Larson's voice, which easily penetrated the cabin through
the intervening bulkhead. He spoke at length, and his conclusion was greeted by a wild roar of
cheers. The bulkhead was too thick for us to hear what he said, but whatever it was, it affected
the hunter strongly, for the cheering was followed by loud exclamations and shouts of joy.
From the sounds on deck I knew that sailors had been routed out and were preparing to lower the boats.
Mod Brewster accompanied me on deck, but I left her at the break of the poop where she might watch the scene and not be in it.
The sailors must have learned whatever project was on hand, and the Vim and Snap they put into their work attested their enthusiasm.
The hunters came trooping on deck with shotguns and ammunition boxes, and most of the men.
unusual, their rifles. The latter were rarely taken in the boats, for a seal shot at long range
with her rifle, invariably sank before a boat could reach it. But each hunter this day had his
rifle and a large supply of cartridges. I noticed they grinned with satisfaction whenever they
looked at the Macedonia's smoke, which was rising higher and higher as she approached from the west.
The five boats went over the side with a rush, spread out like the ribs of a fan, and set a northerly course as on the preceding afternoon for us to follow.
I watched for some time, curiously, but there seemed nothing extraordinary about their behavior.
They lowered sails, shot seals, and hoisted sails again, and continued on their way, as I had always seen them do.
The Macedonia repeated her performance of yesterday, hogging the sea by dropping her line of boats in advance of ours and across our course.
Fourteen boats required a considerable spread of ocean for comfortable hunting, and when she had completely lapped our line, she continued steaming into the northeast, dropping more boats as she went.
"'What's up?' I asked Wolf-Lawarson, unable longer to keep my curiosity in check.
"'Never mind, what's up,' he answered gruffly.
"'You won't be a thousand years in finding out, and in the meantime just pray for plenty of wind.'
"'Oh, well, I don't mind telling you,' he said the next moment.
"'I'm going to give that brother of mine a taste of his own medicine.
"'In short, I'm going to play the hog myself, and not for one day, but for the
rest of the season, if we're in luck. And if we're not, I queried, not to be considered, he laughed.
We simply must be in luck, or it's all up with us. He had the wheel at the time, and I went forward
to my hospital in the forecastle, where I lay the two crippled men, Nilsson and Thomas Mugridge.
Nelson was as cheerful as could be expected, for his broken leg was knitting nicely, but the cockney
was desperately melancholy, and I was aware of a great sympathy for the unfortunate creature.
And the marvel of it was that still he lived and clung to life.
The brutal years had reduced his meager body to splintered wreckage,
and yet the spark of life within burned brightly as ever.
With an artificial foot, and they make excellent ones,
you will be stumping ships' galleys to the end of time, I assured him geophily.
but his answer was serious nay solemn i don't know about what you sigh mr van lyden but i do know i'll never rest appy till i see that ell-ound bloody while dead
he can't live as long as me he's got no right to live and as the good word puts it he shall surely die and i sigh amen and damn soon at that when i returned on deck i found wolf-learson steering mainly with one hand
while with the other hand he held the marine glasses and studied the situation of the boats,
paying particular attention to the position of the Macedonia.
The only change noticeable in our boats was that they had hauled close on the wind
and were heading several points west of north.
Still, I could not see the expediency of the maneuver,
for the free sea was still intercepted by the Macedonia's five weather boats,
which in turn had hauled close on the wind.
Thus they slowly diverged toward the west,
drawing further away from the remainder of the boats in their line.
Our boats were rowing as well as sailing.
Even the hunters were pulling,
and with three pairs of oars in the water,
they rapidly overhauled what I may appropriately term the enemy.
The smoke of the Macedonia had dwindled to a dim blot on the northeastern horizon,
of the steamer herself nothing was to be seen we had been loafing along till now our sails shaking half the time and spelling the wind and twice for short periods we had been hove too
but there was no more loafing sheets were trimmed and wolf larsen proceeded to put the ghost through her paces we ran past our line of boats and bore down upon the first weather-boat of the other line down that flying jeb mr van wighton
Wolf Larson commanded, and stand by to back over the jibs.
I ran forward and had the downhaul of the flying jib all in and fast as we slipped by the boat
a hundred feet to leeward.
The three men in it gazed at us suspiciously.
They had been hogging the sea, and I knew Wolf Larson, by reputation at any rate.
I noted that the hunter, a huge Scandinavian sitting in the bow, held his rifle ready to
the hand across his knees. It should have been in its proper place in the rack. When it came
opposite our stern, Wolf Larson greeted them with a wave of the hand and cried,
Come on board and have a gam. To gam among sealing scrooners is a substitute for the verbs to visit
to gossip. It expresses the garrulity of the sea and is a pleasant break in the monotony of the life.
The ghost swung around into the wind, and I finished my work forward in time to run aft and lend a hand with the main sheet.
You will please stay on deck, Mr. Brewster, Wolf Larsen said as he started forward to meet his guest, and you too, Mr. Van Wyden.
The boat had lowered its sail and run alongside.
The hunter, golden-bearded like a sea-king, came over the rail and dropped on deck.
But his hugeness could not quite overcome his apprehensiveness.
Doubt and distrust showed strongly in his face.
It was a transparent face for all its hairy shield,
and advertised instant relief when he glanced from Wolf-Larsen to me,
noted that there was only the prayer of us,
then glanced over his own two men who had joined him.
Surely he had little reason to be afraid.
He towered like a Goliath above Wolf-Larsen.
He must have measured six foot, eight, or nine inches in stature,
and I subsequently learned his weight, 240 pounds,
and there was no fat about him.
It was all bone and muscle.
A return of apprehension was apparent when at the top of the companion way
Wolf Larson invited him below,
but he reassured himself with a glance down at his host,
a big man himself but dwarfed by the propinquity of the giant.
so all hesitancy vanished and the pair descended into the cabin.
In the meantime, as two men, as was the one of visiting sailors,
had gone forward into the forecastle to do some visiting themselves.
Suddenly from the cabin came a great choking bellow,
followed by all the sounds of a furious struggle.
It was the leopard and the lion, and the lion made all the noise.
Wolf Larsen was the leopard.
You see the sacredness of our hospital.
I said bitterly to Maud Brewster. She nodded her head that she heard, and I noted in her face the signs of the same sickness at sight or sound of violent struggle from which I had suffered so severely during my first weeks on the ghost. Wouldn't it be better if you went forward, say by the steerage companion way, until it is over, I suggested? She shook her head and gazed at me pitifully. She was not frightened, but appalled, rather, at the human
aminality of it. You will understand, I took advantage of the opportunity to say,
whatever part I've taken what is going on and what is to come, that I am compelled to take it,
if you and I are ever to get out of this grape with our lives. It is not nice, for me, I added.
I understand, she said in a weak, far away voice, and her eyes showed me that she did understand.
The sounds from below soon died away.
Then Wolf Larson came alone on deck.
There was a slight flush under his bronze,
but otherwise he bore no signs of the battle.
Send those two men aft, Mr. Van Wyden, he said.
I obeyed, and a minute or two later they stood before him.
Hoist in your boat, he said to them.
Your hunters decided to stay aboard a while
and doesn't want it pounding alongside.
Hoist in your boat, I said.
he repeated. This time in sharper tones as they hesitated to do his bidding.
Who knows? You may have to sail with me for a time, he said quite softly, with the silken threat that belayed the softness as they moved slowly to comply,
and we might as well start with a friendly understanding. Lively now, Death Larson makes you jump better than that, and you know it.
There are movements perceptibly quickened under his coaching, and as a little bit more than that, and as a
As the boat swung inboard, I was sent forward to let go the gibbs.
Wolf-Larsen, at the wheel, directed the ghost after the Macedonia's second weather boat.
Underway, and with nothing for the time being to do, I turned my attention to the situation of the boats.
The Macedonia's third weather boat was being attacked by two of ours, the fourth by our remaining three,
and the fifth turnabout, was taking a hand in the defense of its nearest mate.
The fight had opened at long distance, and rifles were cracking steadily.
A quick, snappy sea was being kicked up by the wind, a condition which prevented fine shooting, and now and again, as we drew closer, we could see the bullets zip-zipping from wave to wave.
The boat we were pursuing had squared away and was running before the wind to escape us, and in the course of its flight, to take part in repulsing our general boat attack.
attending the sheets and tax now left me little time to see what was taking place,
but I happened to be on the poop when Wolf-Larsson ordered the two strange sailors forward
and into the forecastle.
They went sullenly, but they went.
He next ordered Miss Brewster below, and smiled at the instant horror that leapt into her eyes.
You'll find nothing gruesome down there, he said.
Only an unhurt man securely made fast to the ring-bolt.
bullets are liable to come aboard, and I don't want you killed, you know.
Even as he spoke a bullet was deflected by a brass cap spoke of the wheel between his hands
and screeched off through the air to windward.
You see, he said to her, and then to me, Mr. Van Wyden, will you take the wheel?
Mod Brewster had stepped inside the companionway so that only her head was exposed.
Wolf Larson had procured a rifle and was throwing a cartel.
region to the barrel. I begged her with my eyes to go below, but she smiled and said,
We may be feeble land creatures without legs, but we can show Captain Larson that we are at least
as brave as he. He gave her a quick look of admiration. I like you a hundred percent better
for that, he said, books and brains and bravery. You are well-rounded, a blue-stocking fit to be
the wife of a pirate chief. Ahem. We'll discuss that.
later, he smiled, as a bullet struck solidly into the cabin wall.
I saw his eyes flashed golden as he spoke, and I saw the terror mount in her own.
We are braver, I hastened to say.
At least speaking for myself, I know I am braver than Captain Larson.
It was I who was now favored with a quick look.
He was wondering if I were making fun of him.
I put three or four spokes over to counteract a shear toward the wind on the
part of the ghost and then steadied her. Wolf Larson was still waiting for an explanation,
and I pointed down to my knees. You will observe there, I said, a slight trembling.
It is because I am afraid, the flesh is afraid, and I am afraid in my mind because I do not
wish to die. But my spirit masters the trembling flesh and the qualms of the mind.
I am more than brave. I am courageous. Your flesh is not a
afraid. You are not afraid. On the one hand, it costs you nothing to encounter danger. On the other hand, it even gives you delight. You enjoy it. You may be unafraid, Mr. Larson, but you must grant that the bravery is mine. You're right, he acknowledged it once. I never thought of it that way before. But is the opposite true? If you were braver than I, am I more cowardly than you? We both laughed at the absurdity, and he
dropped down to the deck and rested his rifle across the rail. The bullets we had received
had traveled nearly a mile, but by now we had cut that distance in half. He fired three
careful shots. The first struck fifty feet to windward of the boat, the second alongside,
and at the third the boat-steerer let loose the steering-ore and crumpled up in the bottom of
the boat. I guess that'll fix them, Wolf-Larsen said, rising to his feet.
I couldn't afford to let the hunter have it,
and there is a chance the boat puller doesn't know how to steer,
in which case the hunter cannot steer and shoot at the same time.
His reasoning was justified, for the boat rushed at once into the wind,
and the hunter sprang off to take the boat steers' place.
There was no more shooting, though the rifles were still crackling merrily from the other boats.
The hunter had managed to get the boat before the wind again,
but we ran down upon it,
going at least two feet to its one.
A hundred yards away I saw the bolt-puller pass a rifle to the hunter.
Wolf Larson went amid ships and took the coil of the throat howliards from its pin.
Then he peered over the rail with leveled rifle.
Twice I saw the hunter let go the steering oar with one hand,
reach for his rifle, and hesitate.
We were now alongside and foaming past.
Here, you, Wolf Larson, cried suddenly to the boat-puller,
Take a turn. At the same time he flung the coil of rope. It struck fairly, nearly knocking the man over, but he did not obey. Instead, he looked to his hunter for orders. The hunter, in turn, was in a quandary. His rifle was between his knees, but if he let go the steering oar in order to shoot, the boat would sweep around and collide with the schooner. Also, he saw Wolf Larson's rifle bearing upon him and knew he would be shot
ere he could get his rifle into play.
Take a turn, he said quietly to the man.
The boat-puller obeyed, taking a turn around the little forward thwart and paying the line as a jerk taut.
The boat sheared out with a rush, and the hunter steadied it to a parallel course some 20 feet from the side of the ghost.
Now, get that sail down and come alongside, Wolf-Larsen ordered.
He never let go his rifle, even passing.
down the tackles with one hand.
When they were fast, bow and stern, and the two uninjured men prepared to come aboard,
the hunter picked up his rifle as if to place it in a secure position.
Drop it, Wolf Larson cried, and the hunter dropped it as though it were hot and had burned him.
Once aboard the two prisoners hoisted in the boat and under Wolf Larson's direction,
carried the wounded boat steer down into the forecast.
If our five boats do as well as you and I have done, we'll have a pretty full crew, Wolf-Lawrason said to me.
The man you shot, he is, I hope, Maud Brewster quavered.
In the shoulder, he answered, nothing serious.
Mr. Van Weiden will pull him around as good as ever in three or four weeks.
But he won't pull those chaps around, from the look of it, he added,
pointing to the Macedonia's third boat, for which I had been steering, and which was
now nearly abreast of us. That's horners and smokes work. I told them we wanted live men,
not carcasses, but the joy of shooting to hit is a most compelling thing when once you've learned
how to shoot. Ever experienced it, Mr. Van Weiden? I shook my head and regarded their work. It had
indeed been bloody, for they had drawn off and joined our other three boats in the attack on the
remaining two of the enemy. The deserted boat was in the trough of the sea, rolling drunkenly across
each comer, its loose sprit sail out at right angles to it, and fluttering and flapping in the wind.
The hunter and boat-puller were both lying awkwardly in the bottom, but the boat-steerer laid
across the gannel, half in and half out, his arms trailing in the water, and his head
rolling from side to side.
Don't look, Miss Brewster.
Please don't look, I had begged of her,
and I was glad that she had minded me and been spared the sight.
Head right into the bunch, Mr. Van Wyden,
was Wolf Larson's command.
As we drew near her, the firing ceased,
and we saw that the fight was over.
The remaining two boats had been captured by R-5,
and the seven were grouped together waiting to be picked up.
Look at that, I cried involuntarily,
pointing to the northeast. The blot of smoke, which indicated the Macedonius position,
had reappeared. Yes, I've been watching it, was Wolf Larsen's calm reply. He measured the distance
away to the fog bank, and for an instant pause to feel the weight of the wind on his cheek.
We'll make it, I think, but you can depend upon it that blessed brother of mine has twigged our
little game and is just a humping for us. Ah, look at that. The blot of smoke. The blood of smoke,
had suddenly grown larger, and it was very black.
I'll beat you out, though, brother mine, he chuckled.
I'll beat you out, and I hope you know worse than you rack your old engines into scrap.
When we hove, too, a hasty, though orderly confusion rained.
The boats came aboard from every side at once.
As fast as the prisoners came over the rail,
they were marshaled forward to the forecastle by our hunters,
while our sailors hosted in the boats pell-mell,
dropping them anywhere on the deck and not stopping to lash them.
We were already underway, all sails set and drying,
and the sheets being slacked off for a wind of beam
as the last boat lifted clear of the water and swung in the tackles.
There was need for haste.
The Macedonia, belching the blackest of smoke from her funnel,
was charging down upon us from out of the northeast.
Neglecting the boats that remained to her, she had altered her course so as to anticipate ours.
She was not running straight for us, but ahead of us.
Our courses were converging like the sides of an angle, the vertex of which was at the edge of the fog-bank.
It was there, or not at all, that the Macedonia could hope to catch us.
The hope for the ghost lie in that she should pass that point before the Macedonia arrived at it.
Wolf Larson was steering, his eyes glistening and snapping as they dwelt upon and leaped from detail to detail of the chase.
Now he studied the sea to windward for signs of the wind slackening or freshening, now the Macedonia.
And again, his eyes roved over every sail, and he gave commands to slack a sheet here a trifle,
to come in on one there a trifle, till he was drawing out of the ghost the last bit of speed.
she possessed. All feuds and grudges were forgotten, and I was surprised at the alacrity with which the men who had so
long endured his brutality sprang to execute his orders. Strange to say, the unfortunate Johnson came
into my mind as we lifted and surged and healed along, and I was aware of her regret that he was
not alive and present. He had so loved the ghost and delighted in her sailing powers.
"'Better get your rifles, you fellows,' Wolf-Larsson called to our hunters,
and the five men lined the lee rail, guns in hand, and waited.
The Macedonia was now but a mile away, the black smoke pouring from her funnel at a right angle,
so madly she raced, pounding through the sea at a 17-knutt gate.
Sky-hooting through the brine, as Wolf-Larsen quoted while gazing at her.
We were not making more than nine knots, but the fog bank was very near.
A puff of smoke broke from the Macedonia's deck.
We heard a heavy report, and a round hole took form in the stretched canvas of our mainsail.
They were shooting at us with one of the small cannons, which rumor had said they carried on board.
Our men clustering the midships, waved their hats, and raised a derisive cheer.
Again, there was a puff of smoke in a loud report.
fort, this time the cannonball striking not more than twenty feet astern, and glancing twice from sea to sea to windward, ere it sank. But there was no rifle firing for the reason that all their hunters were out in the boats or our prisoners. When the two boats were half a mile apart, a third shot made another hole in our mainsail. Then we entered the fog. It was about us, veiling and hiding us in its dense wet gauze.
The sudden transition was startling.
The moment before we had been leaping through the sunshine, the clear sky above us, the sea
breaking and rolling wide to the horizon, and a ship vomiting smoke and fire and iron missiles
rushing madly upon us.
And at once, as in an instant sleep, the sun was blotted out, there was no sky, even
our mast-heads were lost to view, and our horizon was such as tear-blinded eyes,
see. The gray mist drove by us like a rain. Every wall and filament of our garments, every hair of our heads and faces, was jewelled with a crystal clobule. The shrouds were wet with moisture. It dripped from our rigging overhead, and on the underside of our booms, drops of water took shape in long, saline lines which were detached and flung to the deck and mimic showers at each surge of the schooner.
I was aware of a pent, stifled feeling.
As the sounds of the ship thrusting herself through the waves were hurled back upon us by the fog,
so were one's thoughts.
The mind recoiled from contemplation of a world beyond this wet veil which wrapped us around.
This was the world, the universe itself.
It's bound so near, one felt impelled to reach out both arms and push them back.
It was impossible that the rest could be beyond these ones.
walls of gray. The rest was a dream, no more than the memory of a dream. It was weird,
strangely weird. I looked at Maude Brewster and knew that she was similarly affected.
Then I looked at Wolf Larsen, but there was nothing subjective about his state of consciousness.
His whole concern was with the immediate objective present. He still held the wheel,
and I felt that he was timing time, reckoning the passage of the minute,
with each forward lunge and leeward roll of the ghost.
Go forward and heartily without any noise, he said to me in a low voice.
Clue up the topsails first.
Set men at all the sheets.
Let there be no rattling of blocks, no sound of voices.
No noise, understand, no noise.
When all was ready, the word hardily was passed forward to me from man to man,
and the ghost healed about on the port-taxed.
with practically no noise at all.
And what little there was,
the slapping of a few reef points,
and the creaking of a sheath and a block or two,
was ghostly under the hollow echoing pall
in which we were swathed.
We had scarcely filled away, it seemed.
When the fog thinned abruptly
and we were again in the sunshine,
the wide-stretching sea breaking before us to the skyline,
but the ocean was bare.
No wrath for us.
full Macedonia broke its surface, nor blackened the sky with her smoke.
Wolf Larson at once squared away and ran down along the rim of the fog bank.
His trick was obvious.
He had entered the fog to windward of the steamer,
and while the steamer had driven blindly on into the fog and the chance of catching him,
he had come about and out of his shelter and was now running down to re-enter to leeward.
Successful in this, the old simile of annaut.
needle in the haystack would be mild indeed compared with his brother's chance of finding him.
He did not run along. Jibing the fore and main sails and setting the top sails again,
we headed back into the bank. As we entered, I could have sworn I saw a vague bulk emerging
to windward. I looked quickly at Wolf Larsen. Already we were ourselves buried in the fog,
but he nodded his head. He too had seen it. The Macedo don't. The Macedon. The Macedon
guessing his maneuver and failing by a moment in anticipating it.
There was no doubt that we had escaped unseen.
He can't keep this up, Wolf-Larsen said.
He'll have to go back for the rest of his boats.
Send the man to the wheel, Mr. Van Weiden.
Keep this course for the present,
and you might as well set the watches,
for we won't do any lingering tonight.
I'd give $500, though, he added,
just to be aboard the Macedonia for five minutes, listening to my brother curse.
And now, Mr. Van Wyden, he said to me, when he had been relieved from the wheel,
we must make these newcomers welcome.
Serve out plenty of whiskey to the hunters and see that a few bottles slip forward.
I'll wager every man jack of them is over the side tomorrow.
But won't they escape as Wainwright did? I asked.
He laughed shrewdly.
Not as long as our old hunters have anything to say about.
it. I'm dividing amongst them a dollar of skin for all the skins shot by our new hunters.
At least half their enthusiasm today was due to that. Oh no, there won't be any escaping if they
have anything to say about it. And now you'd better get forward to your hospital duties. There
must be a full ward waiting for you. End of Chapter 25. Chapter 26 of the Sea Wolf. This
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The Seawolf by Jack London, Chapter 26.
Wolf Larson took the distribution of the whiskey off my hands, and the bottles began to make
their appearance while I worked over the fresh batch of wounded men in the forecastle.
I had seen whiskey drunk, such as whiskey and soda by the men of the clubs, but never as these
men drank it, from panikins and mugs and from the bottles, great brimmymer.
drinks, each one of which was in itself a debauch. But they did not stop at one or two. They drank and drank, and ever the bottles slipped forward and they drank more. Everybody drank. The wounded drank, Ufty Ufty, who helped me, drank. Only Lewis refrained, no more than cautiously wetting his lips with a liquor, though he joined in the revels with an abandoned equal to that of most of them. It was a satyrtonalia.
In loud voices they shouted over the day's fighting, wrangled about details, or waxed affectionate, and made friends with the men whom they had fought.
Prisoners and captors hiccpped on one another's shoulders and swore mighty oaths of respect and esteem.
They wept over the miseries of the past and over the miseries yet to come under the iron rule of Wolf Larsen,
and all cursed him and told terrible tales of his brutality.
It was a strange and frightful spectacle, the small bunk-line space, the floors and walls leaping and lurching, the dim light, the swaying shadows lengthening and foreshortening monstrously, the thick air, heavy with smoke and the smell of bodies and idylliform, and the inflamed faces of the men, half-men, I should call them.
I noted Ufti Ufti, holding the end of a bandage and looking upon the scene,
his velvety and luminous eyes glistening in the light like a deer's eyes,
and yet I knew the barbaric devil that lurked in his breast
and belayed all the softness and tenderness almost womanly of his face and form.
And I noticed the boyish face of Harrison, a good face once but now a demon's,
convulsed with passion as he told the newcomers of the hell-ship they were in and shrieked curses upon the head of Wolf-Larsen.
Wolf-Larsen, it was, always Wolf-Larsen, enslaver and tormentor of men, a male surcey, and these is swine,
suffering brutes that groveled before him, and re-holded only in drunkenness and in secrecy.
And was I, too, one of his swine, I thought?
And Maud Brewster? No. I ground my teeth in my anger and determination, till the man I was attending winced under my hand, and oofty-ofty looked at me with curiosity. I felt endowed with a sudden strength. What of my newfound love I was a giant. I feared nothing. I would work my will through it all, in spite of Wolf Larson and of my own 35-bookish years. All would be well.
I would make it well.
And so, exalted, upborne by a sense of power,
I turned my back on the howling inferno and climbed to the deck,
where the fog drifted ghostly through the night,
and the air was sweet and pure and quiet.
The steerage, where were two wounded hunters,
was a repetition of the forecastle,
except that Wolf Larsen was not being cursed,
and it was with a great relief that I again emerged on deck
and went after the cabin.
Supper was ready, and Wolf Larson and Maude were waiting for me.
While all his ship was getting drunk as fast as it could, he remained sober.
Not a drop of liquor passed his lips.
He did not dare it under the circumstances, for he had only Lewis and me to depend upon,
and Lewis even now was at the wheel.
We were sailing on through the fog without a lookout and without lights.
that wolf larsen had turned the liquor loose among his men surprised me but he evidently knew their psychology and the best method of semening and cordiality what had begun in bloodshed
his victory over death larsen seemed to have had a remarkable effect upon him the previous evening he had reasoned himself into the blues and i had been waiting momentarily for one of his characteristic outbursts yet nothing had occurred and he was now in
splendid trim. Possibly his success in capturing so many hunters and boats had counteracted the
customary reaction. At any rate, the blues were gone and the blue devils had not put in an appearance.
So I thought at the time, but, ah me, little I knew him, or knew that even then, perhaps, he was meditating
an outbreak more terrible than any I had seen. As I say, he discovered himself in splendid trim when I entered the
cabin. He had had no headaches for weeks. His eyes were clear blue as the sky. His bronze was beautiful
with perfect health. Life swelled through his veins in full and magnificent flood. While waiting for me,
he had engaged mud in animated discussion. Temptation was the topic they had hit upon, and from the few
words I heard I made out that he was contending that temptation was temptation only when a man was
seduced by it and fell.
For luck you, he was saying.
As I see it, a man does things because of desire.
He has many desires.
He made desire to escape pain or to enjoy pleasure.
But whatever he does, he does because he desires to do it.
But suppose he desires to do two opposite things, neither of which will permit him to do the other,
Maude interrupted.
The very thing I was coming to.
said. And between these two desires is just where the soul of the man is manifest, she went on.
If it is a good soul, it will desire and do the good action, and the contrary, if it is a bad soul.
It is the soul that decides. Bosch and nonsense, he exclaimed impatiently. It is the desire that decides.
Here is a man who wants to say get drunk. Also, he doesn't want to get drunk.
What does he do? How does he do it? He is a puppet. He is the creature of his desires,
and of the two desires he obeys the strongest one, that is all. His soul hasn't anything to do with it.
How can he be tempted to get drunk and refuse to get drunk? If the desire to remain sober prevails,
it is because it is the strongest desire. Temptation plays no part unless he paused while grasping the new thought which had come into his mind.
mind, unless he is tempted to remain sober.
Ha, ha, he laughed. What do you think of that, Mr. Van Wyden?
That both of you are hair-splitting, I said.
The man's soul is his desires, or, if you will, the sum of his desires is a soul.
Therein you are both wrong.
You lay the stress upon the desire apart from the soul.
Miss Brewster lays the stress of the soul apart from the desire,
and in point of fact soul and desire are the same thing.
However, I continued, Miss Brewster is right in contending that temptation is temptation whether the man yielded or overcome.
Fire is fanned by the wind until it leaps up fiercely.
So is desire like fire.
It is fanned as by a wind, by sight of the thing desired, or by a new and luring description or comprehension of the thing desired.
there lies the temptation it is the wind that fans the desire until it leaps up to mastery that's temptation it may not fan sufficiently to make the desire over mastering but in so far as it fans at all that far is it temptation
and as you say it may tempt for good as well as for evil i felt proud of myself as we sat down to the table my words have been decisive at least
they had put an end to the discussion. But Wolf-Larsen seemed voluble, prone to speech as I had never
seen him before. It was as if he were bursting with pent energy which must find an outlet somehow.
Almost immediately he launched into a discussion on love. As usual, his was the sheer materialistic
side, and Mauds was the idealistic. For myself, beyond a word or so of suggestion or correction,
and again. I took no part. He was brilliant, but so was maud, and for some time I lost the thread of the
conversation through studying her face as she talked. It was a face that rarely displayed color,
but tonight it was flushed and vivacious. Her wit was playing keenly, and she was enjoying the
tilt as much as Wolf Larson, and he was enjoying it hugely. For some reason, though I know not why in
the argument so utterly had I lost it in the contemplation of one stray brown lock of
Maude's hair. He quoted from my Solda at Tintangil, where she says,
Blessed am I beyond woman even herein, that beyond all born women is my sin, and perfect my
transgression. As he had read pessimism into Omar, so now he read triumph, stinging triumph and
exhalation into Swineburn's line.
and he read rightly and he read well he had hardly ceased reading when lewis put his head into the companionway and whispered down be easy will ye the fogs lifted and tis the port light of his steamer that's crossing our bow this blessed minute
wolf larsen sprang on deck and so swiftly that by the time we followed him he had pulled the steeried slide over the drunken clamor and was on his way forward to close the forecastled scuttle
The fog, though it remained, had lifted high where it obscured the stars and made the night quite black.
Directly ahead of us I could see a bright red light and a white light, and I could hear the pulsing of a steamer's engines.
Beyond the doubt, it was the Macedonia.
Wolf Larson had returned to the poop and we stood in a silent group watching the lights rapidly cross our bow.
"'Lucky for me she doesn't vary a search-light,' Wolf-Larsen said.
"'What if I should cry out loudly?' I queried in a whisper.
"'It would be all up,' he answered.
"'But have you thought upon what would immediately happen?'
"'Before I had time to express any desire to know,
"'he had me by the throat with his gorilla grip,
"'and by a faint quiver of the muscles, a hint, as it were,
"'he suggested to me the twist that would surely have broken
my neck. The next moment he had released me and we were gazing at the Macedonia's lights.
What if I should cry out, Maud asked. I like you too well to hurt you, he said softly.
Nay, there was a tenderness and a caress in his voice that made me wince.
But don't do it, just the same, for I'd promptly break Mr. Van Weiden's neck.
Then she has my permission to cry out, I said defiantly.
I hardly think you'd care to sacrifice the Dean of American Letters the second, he sneered.
We spoke no more, though we had become too used to one another for the silence to be awkward,
and when the red light and the white had disappeared, we returned to the cabin to finish the interrupted supper.
Again they fell to quoting, and Mod gave Dawson's Impenatina Ultima.
She rendered it beautifully, but I watched not her, but Wolf Larson.
I was fascinated by the fascinated look he bent upon Maude.
He was quite out of himself, and I noticed the unconscious movement of his lips,
as he shaped word for word as fast as she uttered them.
He interrupted her when she gave the lines,
and her eyes should be my light while the sun went up behind me,
and the viols in her voice should be the last sound in my ear.
There are viols in your voice, he said bluntly.
and his eyes flashed their golden light.
I could have shouted with joy at her control.
She finished the concluding stanza without faltering,
and then slowly guided the conversation into less perilous channels.
And all the while I sat in a half days,
the drunken riot of the steerage breaking through the bulkhead,
the man I feared, and the woman I loved, talking on and on.
The table was not cleared.
The man who had taken mug ridges,
his place had evidently joined his comrades in the forecastle.
If ever Wolf Larson attained the summit of living, he attained it then.
From time to time I forsook my own thoughts to follow him, and I followed in a maze,
mastered for the moment by his remarkable intellect, under the spell of his passion,
for he was preaching the passion of revolt.
It was inevitable that Milton's Lucifer should be instanced, and the keenness with which
Wolf Larson analyzed and depicted the character was a revelation of a stifled genius.
It reminded me of Tane, yet I knew the man had never heard of that brilliant, though dangerous,
thinker.
He led a lost cause, and he was not afraid of God's thunderbolts, Wolf Larson was saying,
hurled in the hell, he was unbeaten.
A third of God's angels he had led with him, and straightaway he incited man to rebel against
God, and gain for himself in hell the major portion of all the generations of man.
Why was he beaten out of heaven? Because he was less brave than God, less proud, less aspiring,
no, a thousand times no. God was more powerful, as he said, whom thunder hath made greater.
But Lucifer was a free spirit. To serve was to suffocate. He preferred suffering and freedom
to all the happiness of a comfortable servility. He did not care to serve God. He cared to serve
nothing. He was no figurehead. He stood on his own legs. He was an individual. The first anarchist,
Maude laughed, rising and preparing to withdraw to her stateroom. Then it is good to be an anarchist,
he cried. He too had risen, and he stood facing her, where she had paused at the door of her room
as he went on.
Here at least we shall be free.
The Almighty hath not built here for his envy.
Will not drive us hence.
Here we may rain secure,
and in my choice to reign is worth ambition,
though in hell.
Better to reign in hell than serve in heaven.
It was the defiant cry of a mighty spirit.
The cabin still rang with his voice as he stood there,
swaying, his bronze face shining,
his head up and dominant, and his eyes golden and masculine, intensely masculine and intensely soft,
flashing upon Maud at the door. Again, that unnameable and unmistakable terror was in her eyes,
and she said almost in a whisper,
You are Lucifer. The door closed and she was gone. He stood staring after her for a minute,
then returned to himself and to me.
I'll relieve Lewis at the wheel, he said shortly, and call upon you to relieve at midnight.
Better turn in now and get some sleep.
He pulled on a pair of mittens, put on his cap, and ascended the companion stairs,
while I followed his suggestion by going to bed.
For some unknown reason, prompt mysteriously, I did not undress, but lay down fully clothed.
For a time I listened to the clamor and the steerage and marveled
upon the love which had come to me.
But my sleep on the ghost had become most healthful and natural,
and soon the songs and cries died away,
my eyes closed,
and my consciousness sank down into the half-death of slumber.
I knew not what it aroused me,
but I found myself out of my bunk, on my feet, wide awake,
my soul vibrating to the warning of danger
as it might have thrilled to a trumpet call.
I threw open the door. The cabin light was burning low. I saw Maude, straining and struggling and
crushed in the embrace of Wolf-Larsen's arms. I could see the vein beat and flutter of her as she strove,
pressing her face against his breast to escape from him. All this I saw in the very instant of seeing,
and as I sprang forward. I struck him with my fist on the face.
face as he raised his head, but it was a puny blow. He roared in a ferocious, animal-like way,
and gave me a shove with his hand. It was only a shove, a flirt of the risk, yet so tremendous was
a strength that I was hurled backwards as from a catapult. I struck the door of the stateroom,
which had formerly been mug ridges, splintering and smashing the panels with the impact of my body.
I struggled to my feet with difficulty dragging myself clear of the wreck door, unaware of any hurt, whatever.
I was conscious only of an overmastering rage.
I think I, too, cried aloud as I drew the knife at my hip and sprang forward a second time.
But something that happened, they were reeling apart.
I was close upon him, my knife uplifted, but I withheld the blow.
I was puzzled by the strangeness of it.
Maud was leaning against the wall, one hand out for support, but he was staggering.
His left hand pressed against his forehead at covering his eyes, and with his right he was groping
about him in a dazed sort of way.
It struck against the wall, and his body seemed to express a muscular and physical relief
at the contact, as though he had found his bearings, his location in space, as well as something
against which to lean. Then I saw red again. All my wrongs and humiliations flashed upon me with a
dazzling brightness, all that I had suffered, and others had suffered at his hands, all the enormity of the
man's very existence. I sprang upon him blindly and sanely and drove the knife into his shoulder.
I knew then that it was no more than a flesh wound. I had felt the steel great on his shoulder
blade, and I raised the knife to strike it a more vital part. But Maude has seen my first blow,
and she cried, don't, please don't. I dropped my arm for a moment, in a moment only. Again the knife was
raised and Wolf Larson would have surely died had she not stepped between. Her arms were around me,
her hair was brushing my face. My pulse rushed up in an unwanted manner, yet my rage bounded
with it. She looked me bravely in the eyes.
For my sake, she begged.
I would kill him for your sake, I cried,
trying to free my arm without hurting her.
Hush, she said, and laid her fingers lightly on my lips.
I could have kissed them had I dared even then, in my rage.
The touch of them was so sweet, so very sweet.
Please, please, she pleaded, and she disarmed me by the words
as I was to discover they would ever disarm me.
I stepped back, separating from her, and replaced the knife in its sheath.
I looked at Wolf Larson.
He still pressed his left hand against his forehead.
It covered his eyes.
His head was bowed.
He seemed to have grown limp.
His body was sagging at the hips.
His great shoulders were drooping and shrinking forward.
Van Wyden, he called hoarsely,
and with a note of fright in his arm.
voice. Oh, Van Wyden, where are you? I looked at Maude. She did not speak, but nodded her head.
Here I am, I answered, stepping to his side. What is the matter? Help me to a seat, he said,
in the same hoarse, frightened voice. I am a sick man, a very sick man, hump. He said as he left my
sustaining grip and sank into a chair. His head dropped forward on the table and was buried in his hands.
time to time it rocked back and forward as with pain. Once, when he half-raised it, I saw the sweat
standing and heavy drops on his forehead about the roots of his hair. I am a sick man, a very
sick man, he repeated again, and yet once again. What is the matter? I asked, resting my hand
on his shoulder. What can I do for you? But he shook my hand off with an irritated movement,
and for a long time I stood by his side in silence.
Maud was looking on, her face awed and frightened.
What had happened to him we could not imagine.
Hump, he said at last I must get into my bunk.
Lend me a hand.
I'll be all right in a little while.
It's these damned headaches, I believe.
I was afraid of them.
I had a feeling.
No, I don't know what I'm talking about.
Help me into my bunk.
But when we got him,
into his bunk. He again buried his face in his hands, covering his eyes, and as I turned to go,
I could hear him murmuring. I am a sick man, a very sick man. Maud looked at me inquiringly as I
emerged. I shook my head, saying, something has happened to him. What? I don't know. He is
helpless and frightened, I imagine, for the first time in his life. It must have occurred before he
received the night thrust, which made only a superficial wound. You must have seen what happened.
She shook her head. I saw nothing. It is just as mysterious to me. He suddenly released me and
staggered away. But what shall we do? What shall I do? If you will wait, please, until I come back,
I answered. I went on deck. Lewis was at the wheel. You may go forward and turn in, I said. I
taking it from him. He was quick to obey, and I found myself alone on the deck of the ghost.
As quietly as was possible, I clued up the topsails, lowered the flying jib and stay sail,
backed the jib over, and flattened the mainsail. Then I went below to Maude.
I placed my finger on my lips for silence and entered Wolf Larson's room.
He was in the same position in which I had left him, and his head was rocking,
almost writhing from side to side.
Anything I can do for you?
I asked.
He made no reply at first,
but on my repeating the question he answered,
No, no, I'm all right.
Leave me alone till morning.
But as I turned to go,
I noted that his head had resumed its rocking motion.
Maud was waiting patiently for me,
and I took notice with a thrill of joy
of the queenly poise of her head
and her glorious call.
eyes, to calm and sure they were as her spirit itself.
Will you trust yourself to me for a journey of six hundred miles or so, I asked.
You mean?
She asked, and I knew she had yes to write.
Yes, I mean just that.
There is nothing left for us but the open boat.
For me, you mean, she said, you are certainly as safe as you have been.
No, there is nothing left for us but the open boat, I iterated stoutly.
will you please dress as warmly as you can at once, and make into a bundle whatever you wish to bring with you.
And make all haste, I added, as she turned toward her stateroom.
The lazarette was directly beneath the cabin, and opening the trap-door and the floor and carrying a candle with me,
I dropped down and began overhauling the ship's stores.
I selected mainly from the canned goods, and by the time I was ready, willing hands were extended from a
above to receive what I passed up. We worked in silence. I helped myself also to blankets,
mittens, oil skins, caps, and such things from the slop chest. It was no light adventure,
this trusting ourselves in a small boat to so raw and stormy a sea, and it was imperative that we
should guard ourselves against the cold and wet. We worked feverishly at carrying our plunder
on deck and depositing amid ships. So feverishly,
that Maude, whose strength was hardly a positive quantity, had to give over, exhausted,
and sit on the steps at the break of the poop. This did not serve to recover her, and she lay on her back,
on the hard deck, arms stretched out, and whole body relaxed. It was a trick I remembered of my sister,
and I knew she would soon be herself again. I knew also that weapons would not come in a mess,
and I re-entered Wolf-Warsen State Room to get his rifle and shotgun.
I spoke to him, but he made no answer,
though his head was still rocking from side to side, and he was not asleep.
Goodbye, Lucifer.
I whispered to myself as I softly closed the door.
Next to obtain was a stock of ammunition,
an easy matter, though I had to enter the storage companion way to do it.
Here the hunters stored the ammunition boxes they carried in the boats,
and here but a few feet from the noisy revels, I took possession of two boxes.
Next, to lower a boat. Not so simple a task for one man.
Having cast off the lashings, I hoisted first on the forward tackle, then on the aft,
till the boat cleared the rail, when I lowered away one tackle and then the other,
for a couple of feet till it hung snugly above the water against the schooner's side.
I made certain that it contained the proper equipment of oars, rollocks, and sail.
Water was a consideration, and I robbed every boat aboard of its breaker.
As there were nine boats all told, it meant that we should have plenty of water and ballast as well,
though there was a chance that the boat would be overloaded,
what of the generous supplies of other things I was taking.
While Mudd was passing me the provisions and I was storing them in the boat,
a sailor came on deck from the forecastle.
He stood by the weather rail for a while, we were lowering over the lee rail, and then saundered slowly amid ships, where he again paused and stood facing the wind with his back toward us.
I could hear my heart beating as I crouched low in the boat.
Maud had sunk down upon the deck and was, I knew, lying motionless, her body in the shadow of the bulwark.
but the man never turned, and after stretching his arms above his head and yawning audibly,
he retraced his steps to the forecastle scuttle and disappeared.
A few minutes suffice to finish the loading, and I lowered the boat into the water.
As I helped mod over the rail and felt her form close to mine,
it was all I could do to keep from crying out.
I love you. I love you.
Truly Humphrey Van Wyden was at last in love.
I thought, as her fingers clung to mine while I lowered her down to the boat.
I held on to the rail with one hand and supported her weight with the other, and I was proud
at the moment of the feet. It was the strength I had not possessed a few months before on the day I
said goodbye to Charlie Furiseth and started for San Francisco on the old-fated Martinez.
As the boat ascended on the sea, her feet touched and I released her hands.
I cast off the tackles and leaped after her.
I had never rowed in my life, but I put out the oars,
and at the expense of much effort got the boat clear of the ghost.
Then I experimented with the sail.
I had seen the boat-steers and hunters set their sprit-sails many times,
yet this was my first attempt.
What took them possibly two minutes took me twenty,
but in the end I succeeded in setting and trimming it,
and with the steering oar in my hand hauled on the wind.
There lies Japan, I remarked, straight before us.
Humphrey Van Wyden, she said. You are a brave man.
Nay, I answered, it is you who are a brave woman.
We turned our head swayed by a common impulse to see the last of the ghost.
Her low hole lifted and rolled to windward on the sea.
Her canvas loomed darkly in the night.
Her last wheel creaked as the rudder kicked, then sight and sound ever faded away, and we were alone on the dark sea.
End of Chapter 26
Chapter 27 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London.
Chapter 27
They broke gray and chill.
The boat was close-hauled on a fresh breeze and the compass indicated that we were,
we were just making the course which would bring us to Japan.
Though stoutly mittened, my fingers were cold,
and they pained from the grip on the steering oar.
My feet were stinging from the bite of the frost,
and I hoped fervently that the sun would shine.
Before me, in the bottom of the boat, lay maud.
She, at least, was warm,
for under her and over her were thick blankets.
The top one I had drawn over her face to shelter it from the night,
so i could see nothing but the vague shape of her and her light brown hair escaped from the covering and jewelled with moisture from the air long i looked at her dwelling upon that one visible bit of her as only a man would who deemed it the most precious thing in the world
so insistent was my gaze that at last she stirred under the blankets the top fold was thrown back and she smiled out on me her eyes yet heavy with sleep
"'Good morning, Mr. Van Wyden,' she said.
"'Have you sighted land yet?'
"'No,' I said, but we are approaching it at a rate of six miles an hour.
She made a move of disappointment.
But that is equivalent to 144 miles and 24 hours,' I added reassuringly.
Her face brightened.
"'And how far have we to go?'
"'Ciberia lies off there,' I said, pointing to the west.
but to the southwest some 600 miles is Japan.
And if this wind should hold, we'll make it in five days.
And if it storms, the boat could not live.
She had a way of looking one in the eyes and demanding the truth,
and thus she looked at me as she asked the question.
It would have to storm very hard, I temporized.
And if it storms very hard, I nodded my head.
But we may be picked up.
any moment by a ceiling schooner. They are plentifully distributed over this part of the ocean.
Why, you are chilled through, she cried. Look, you're shivering. Don't deny it, you are. And here I have been
lying warm as toast. I don't see that what help matters if you too sat up and were chilled,
I laughed. It will, though, when I learned to steer, which I certainly shall. She sat up and began
making her simple toilet. She shook down her hair and it fell about her in a brown cloud,
hiding her face and shoulders. Dear, damp, brown hair. I wanted to kiss it, to ripple it through my
fingers, to bury my face in it. I gazed and trance till the boat ran into the wind,
and the flapping sail warned me I was not attending to my duties. Idealist and romantic that I was,
and always have been in spite of my analytical nature,
yet I had failed till now in grasping much of the physical characteristics of love.
The love of man and woman, I had always held,
was a sublimated something related to spirit,
a spiritual bond that linked and drew their souls together.
The bonds of the flesh had little part in my cosmos of love,
but I was learning the sweet lesson for myself that the soul transmuted itself
expressed itself through the flesh, that the sight and sense and touch of the loved one's hair
was as much breath and voice and essence of the spirit as the light that shone from the eyes
and the thoughts that fell from the lips. After all, pure spirit was unknowable, a thing to be
sensed and divined only, nor could it express itself in terms of itself. Jehovah was anthropomorphic
because he could address himself to the Jews only in terms of their understanding,
so he was conceived as in their own image, as a cloud, a pillar of fire,
a tangible, physical something which the mind of the Israelites could grasp.
And so I gazed upon Maude's light brown hair and loved it
and learned more of love than all the poets and singers had taught me with all their songs and sonnets.
She flung it back with a sudden adroit movement, and her face emerged, smiling.
Why don't women wear their hair down always, I asked.
It is so much more beautiful.
If it didn't tangle so dreadfully, she laughed.
There, I've lost one of my precious hairpins.
I neglected the boat and had the sail spilling the wind again and again.
Such was my delight in following her every movement as she searched through the blankets for the pin.
I was surprised and joyfully that she was so much the woman, and the display of each trait and mannerism that was characteristically feminine gave me keener joy.
For I had been elevating her too highly in my concepts of her, removing her too far from the plane of the human and too far from me.
I had been making of her a creature goddess-like and unapproachable.
so I hailed with the delight the little traits that proclaimed her only woman after all,
such as the toss of the head which flung back the cloud of hair and the search for the pin.
She was woman, my kind on my plane, and the delightful intimacy of kind of man and woman was possible,
as well as the reverence and awe in which I knew I should always hold her.
She found the pin with an adorable little cry,
and I turned my attention more fully to my steering.
I proceeded to experiment, lashing and wedging the steering oar
until the boat held up fairly well by the wind without my assistance.
Occasionally it came up too close or fell off too freely,
but it always recovered itself and in the main behaved satisfactorily.
And now we shall have breakfast, I said,
but first you must be more warmly clad.
I got out a heavy shirt, knew from the slop chest, and made from blanket goods.
I knew the kind, so thick and so close of texture, that it could resist the rain and not be soaked through after hours of wetting.
When she had slipped this on over her head, I exchanged the boy's cap she wore for a man's cap,
large enough to cover her hair, and when the flap was turned down to completely cover her neck and ears.
The effect was charming. Her face was of the sort that could not but look well under all circumstances.
Nothing could destroy its exquisite oval. Its well-nigh classic lines, its delicately stenciled brows,
its large brown eyes, clear-seeing and calm, gloriously calm.
A puff, slightly stronger than usual, struck us just then.
The boat was caught as it obliquely crossed the crest of a wave.
It went over suddenly, burying its guineal level with the sea and shipping a bucket full or so of water.
I was opening a can of tongue at the moment, and I sprang to the sheet and cast it off just in time.
The sail flapped and fluttered and the boat paid off.
A few minutes of regulating suffice to put it on its course again when I returned to the preparation of breakfast.
It does very well, it seemed, though I am not versed in things nautical.
she said, nodding her head with grave approval at my steering contrivance.
But it will serve only when we were sailing by the wind, I explained.
When running more freely, with the wind a stern, a beam, or on the quarter,
it will be necessary for me to steer.
I must say I don't understand your technicalities, she said.
But I do your conclusion, and I don't like it.
You cannot steer night and day and forever, so I shall accept.
expect, after breakfast, to receive my first lesson.
And then you shall lie down and sleep.
We'll stand watches just as they do on ships.
I don't see how I am to teach you, I made protest.
I am just learning for myself.
You little thought when you trusted yourself to me
that I had had no experience whatsoever with small boats.
This is the first time I have ever been in one.
Then we'll learn together, sir,
and since you've had a night start, you shall teach you.
me what you have learned and now breakfast my this air does give one an appetite no coffee I
said regretfully passing her buttered sea biscuits in a slice of canned tongue and there
will be no tea no soups nothing hot till we have made land somewhere somehow after the
simple breakfast kept with a cup of cold water Maud took her a lesson in steering and
teaching her I learned quite a deal myself
though I was applying the knowledge already acquired by sailing the ghost,
and by watching the boat-steers sail the small boats.
She was an apt pupil, and soon learned to keep the course,
to laugh in the puffs, and to cast off the sheet in an emergency.
Having grown tired, apparently, of the task, she relinquished the oar to me.
I had folded up the blankets, but she now proceeded to spread them out on the bottom.
when all was arranged snugly, she said.
And now, sir, to bed.
And you shall sleep until luncheon.
Till dinner time, she corrected,
remembering the arrangement on the ghost.
What could I do?
She insisted and said, please, please.
Whereupon I turned the oar over to her and obeyed.
I experienced a positive, sinuous delight
as I crawled into the bed she had made with her hands.
The calm and control, which were so much a part of her, seemed to have been communicated to the blankets,
so that I was aware of a soft dreaminess and content, and of an oval face and brown eyes framed in a fisherman's cap,
and tossing against a background now of gray cloud, now of gray sea, and then I was aware that I had been asleep.
I looked at my watch.
It was one o'clock.
I had slept seven hours, and she had been steering seven hours.
When I took the steering o'er, I had first to unbend her cramped fingers.
Her modicum of strength had been exhausted, and she was unable even to move from her position.
I was compelled to let go the sheet while I helped her to the nest of blankets and shaved her hands and arms.
I am so tired, she said with a quick intake of the breath and a sigh, drooping her head wearily.
But she straightened at the next moment.
Now don't scold, don't you dare scold, she cried with mock defiance.
I hope my face does not appear angry, I answered seriously, for I assure you I am not in the least angry.
No, no, she considered.
It looks only reproachful.
then it is an honest face for it looks what i feel you were not fair to yourself nor to me how can i ever trust you again she looked penitent i'll be good she said as a naughty child might say it i promise
to obey as a sailor would obey his captain yes she answered it was stupid of me i know then you must promise something else i ventured readily
that you must not say please please too often for when you do you are sure to override my authority she laughed with amused appreciation she too had noticed the power of the repeated please
"'It is a good word,' I began.
"'But I must not overwork it,' she broke in.
But she laughed weakly, and her head drooped again.
I left the oar long enough to tuck the blankets about her feet
and to pull a single fold across her face.
Alas, she was not strong.
I looked with misgiving toward the southwest
and thought of the 600 miles of hardship before us,
A, if it were no worse than a hardship.
On this sea a storm might blow up at any moment and destroy us, and yet I was unafraid.
I was without confidence in the future, extremely doubtful, and yet I felt no underlying fear.
It must come right, it must come right, I repeated to myself over and over again.
The wind freshened in the afternoon, raising a stiffer sea and trying the boat and me severely.
But the supply of food and the nine breakers of the airs,
of water enabled the boat to stand up to the sea and wind, and I held on as long as I dared.
Then I removed the spread, tightly hauling down the peak of the sail, and we raced along under what
sailors call a leg of mutton.
Late in the afternoon I sighted the steamer smoke on the horizon to leeward, and I knew it
either for a Russian cruiser, or, more likely, the Macedonia is still seeking the ghost.
The sun had not shown all day, and it had been bitter cold.
As night drew on, the clouds darkened and the wind freshened,
so that when Maude and I ate supper, it was with our mittens on,
and with me still steering and eating morsels between puffs.
By the time it was dark, wind and sea had become too strong for the boat,
and I reluctantly took in the sail and set about making a drag or sea anchor.
I had learned the device from the talk of the hunters, and it was a simple thing to manufacture.
Furling the sail and lashing it securely about the mast, boom, sprit, and two pairs of spare oars, I threw it overboard.
A line connected it with the bow, and as it floated low in the water, practically unexposed to the wind, it drifted less rapidly than the boat.
In consequence, it held the boat bow on to the sea and wind,
the safest position in which to escape being swamped when the sea is breaking in the white caps.
And now, Mod asked cheerfully when the task was accomplished and I pulled on my mittens,
and now we are no longer traveling toward Japan, I answered.
Our drift is to the southeast or south-southeast at the rate of at least two miles an hour.
"'That will be only twenty-four miles,' she urged,
"'if the wind remains high all night.
"'Yes, and only one hundred and forty miles
"'if it continues for three days and nights.
"'But it won't continue,' she said with easy confidence.
"'It will turn around and blow fair.
"'The sea is the great faithless one.'
"'But the wind,' she retorted,
"'I have heard you grow eloquent over the brave trade wind.
"'I wish I had a little bit of the brave trade wind.
I wish I had thought to bring Wolf Larsen's chronometer and sexton, I said still gloomily.
Sailing one direction, drifting another direction, to say nothing of the set of the current in some third direction,
makes a result in which dead reckoning can never calculate.
Before long we won't know where we are by 500 miles.
Then I begged her pardon and promised I should not be disheartened anymore.
At her solicitation I let her take her take her.
the watch till midnight. It was then nine o'clock, but I wrapped her in blankets and put an oil
skin about her before I lie down. I slept only cat naps. The boat was sleeping and pounding as it
fell over the crests. I could hear the seas rushing past and spray was continually being thrown
aboard. And still, it was not a bad night I am used. Nothing of the nights I had been through on the
ghost. Nothing, perhaps, of the nights we should go through in this cockle-shell. Its planking was
three-quarters of an inch thick. Between us and the bottom of the sea was less than an inch of wood.
And yet I aver it, and I averred again. I was unafraid. The death which Wolf Larsen and even
Thomas Mugridge had made me fear, I no longer feared. The coming of Mudd Brewster into my life
seemed to have transformed me. After all, I thought, it is better and finer to love than to be loved
if it makes something in life so worthwhile that one is not loath to die for it. I forget my own life
and the love of another life, and yet such as the paradox. I never wanted so much to live as right now
when I place the least value on my own life. I never had so much reason for living was my concluding
thought, and after that, until I dozed, I contended myself with trying to pierce the darkness
to where I knew mod crouched low in the stern sheets, watchful of the foaming sea, and ready to call me
on an instance notice.
End of Chapter 27
Chapter 28 of the Sea Wolf.
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Chapter 28
There is no need of going into an extended recital of our suffering in the small boat during the many days we were driven and drifted here and there willy-nilly across the ocean.
The high wind blew from the northwest for 24 hours when it fell calm and in the night sprang up from the southwest.
This was dead in our teeth, but I took in the sea anchor and set sail, hauling a course on the wind which took us in a south-south and south-sail.
hauling a course on the wind which took us in a south-southeasterly direction.
It was an even choice between this and the northwesternly course, which the wind permitted,
but the warm airs of the south fanned my desire for a warmer sea and swayed my decision.
In three hours, it was midnight, I well remember, and as dark as I had ever seen it on the sea.
The wind, blowing still out of the southwest, rose furiously, and once again I was compelled to set the sea anchor.
Day broke and found me one-eyed and the ocean lashed white, the boat pitching almost on end to its drag.
We were in imminent danger of being swamped by the white caps.
As it was, spray and spume came aboard in such quantities that I bailed without cessation.
The blankets were soaking. Everything was wet except maud, and she and oil skins, rubber boots, and Sawester was dry, all but her face and hands and a spray wisp of hair.
She relieved me at the bailing hole from time to time, and bravely she threw out the water and faced the storm.
All things are relative. It was no more than a stiff blow, but to us fighting for life in our frail craft,
It was indeed a storm.
Cold and cheerless, the wind beating on our faces, the white seas roaring by.
We struggled through the day.
Night came, but neither of us slept.
Day came, and still the wind beat on our faces, and the white seas roared past.
By the second night, Maude was falling asleep from exhaustion.
I covered her with oil skins and a tarpawn.
She was comparatively dry, but she was numb with the cold.
I feared greatly that she might die in the night, but day broke, cold and cheerless, with the same clouded sky and beating wind and roaring seas.
I had had no sleep for 48 hours.
I was wet and chilled to the marrow, till I felt more dead than alive.
My body was stiff with exertion as well as from cold, and my aching muscles gave me the severest torture whenever I used them, and I used them continual.
and all the time we were being driven off into the northeast, directly away from Japan and toward
bleak, barring sea. And still we lived, and the boat lived, and the wind blew unabated.
In fact, toward nightfall of the third day, it increased a trifle and something more.
The boat's bow plunged under a crest and we came through quarterful of water.
I bailed like a madman.
of shipping another such sea was enormously increased by the water that weighed the boat down
and robbed it of its buoyancy. And another such sea meant the end. When I had the boat empty again,
I was forced to take away the tarpaulin which covered maud in order that I might lash it down
across the bow. It was well I did, for it covered the boat fully a third of the way aft,
and three times in the next several hours. It flung off the bulk of the down,
rushing water when the bow shoved under the seas.
Mod's condition was pitiable.
She sat crouched in the bottom of the boat, her lips blue, her face gray,
and plainly showing the pain she suffered.
But ever her eyes looked bravely at me, and ever her lips uttered brave words.
The worst of the storm must have blown that night, though little I noticed it.
I had succumbed and slept where I sat in the stern sheets.
The morning of the fourth day found the wind diminished to a gentle whisper, the sea dying down,
and the sun shining upon us.
Oh, the blessed sun!
How we bathed our poor bodies in its delicious warmth,
reviving like bugs and crawling things after a storm.
We smiled again, said amusing things, and waxed optimistic over our situation.
Yet it was, if anything, worse than ever.
We were farther from Japan.
than the night we left the ghost.
Nor could I more than roughly guess our latitude and longitude.
At a calculation of a two-mile drift per hour,
during the 70 and odd hours of the storm,
we had been driven at least 150 miles to the northeast.
But was such a calculated drift correct?
For all I knew, it might have been four miles per hour instead of two,
in which case we were another 150 miles to the bad.
Where we were, I did not know,
though there was quite a likelihood that we were in the vicinity of the ghost.
There were seals about us, and I was prepared to sight a sealing schooner at any time.
We did cite one in the afternoon,
when the northwest breeze had sprung up freshly once more,
but the strange schooner lost itself on the skyline,
and we alone occupied the circle of the sea.
Came days of fog, when even Maud's spirit droop,
and there were no merry words upon our lips.
Days of calm, when we floated on the lonely immensity of the sea,
oppressed by its greatness, and yet marveling at the miracle of tiny life,
for we still lived and struggled to live.
Days of sleet and wind and snow squalls,
when nothing could keep us warm,
or days of drizzling rain, when we filled our water breakers from the drip of the wet sail.
And ever I loved Maude with an increasing love.
She was so many-sided, so many-mooded, Prody and mooted, I called her.
But I called her this and other and dearer things in my thoughts only.
Though the declaration of my love urged and trembled on my tongue a thousand times,
I knew that it was no time for such a declaration.
If for no other reason, it was no time when one was protecting and trying to save a woman to ask that woman for her love.
Delicate as was the situation, and not alone in this but other ways, I flattered myself that I was able to deal delicately with it.
And also I flattered myself that by look or sign I gave no advertisement of the love I felt for her.
We were like good comrades and we grew better comrades as the days went by.
One thing about her which surprised me was her lack of timidity and fear.
The terrible sea, the frail boat, the storms, the suffering, the strangeness and isolation of the situation,
all that should have frightened a robust woman, seemed to make no impression upon her,
who had known a life only in its most sheltered and consummately artificial aspects,
and who was herself all fire and dew and mist, sublimated spirit, all that was soft and tender
and clinging in woman. And yet I am wrong. She was timid and afraid, but she possessed courage.
The flesh and the qualms of the flesh she was heir to, but the flesh bore heavily only on the
flesh, and she was spirit, first and always spirit, a therealized essence of life,
calm as her calm eyes and sure of permanence in the changing order of the universe came days of storm days and nights of storm when the ocean menaced us with its roaring whiteness and the wind smote our struggling boat with the titans buffets and ever we were flung off farther and farther to the northeast it was in such a storm and the worst that we had experienced that i cast a weary glance to leeward
not in quest of anything, but more from the weariness of facing the elemental strife,
and in mute appeal almost to the wrathful powers to cease and let us be.
What I saw I could not at first believe.
Days and nights of sleeplessness and anxiety had doubtless turned my head.
I looked back at Maud to identify myself, as it were, in time and space.
The sight of her dear wet cheeks, her flying hair,
and a brave brown eyes convinced me that my vision was still healthy.
Again I turned my face to leeward, and again I saw the jutting promontory, black and high and naked.
The raging surf that broke about its base and beat its front high up with spouting fountains,
the black and forbidden coastline running towards the southeast infringed with a tremendous scarf of white.
Maude, I said, Maude.
She turned her head and beheld the sight.
It cannot be Alaska, she cried.
Alas, no, I answered and asked.
Can you swim?
She shook her head.
Neither can I, I said, so we must get ashore without swimming
and some opening between the rocks through which we can drive the boat and clamber out.
But we must be quick, most quick and sure.
I spoke with a confidence she knew I did not feel.
for she looked at me with that unfaltering gaze of hers and said,
I have not thanked you yet for all you have done for me,
but she hesitated as if in doubt how best he word her gratitude.
Well, I said brutally, for I was not quite pleased with her thanking me.
You might help me, she smiled.
To acknowledge your obligations before you die, not at all.
We are not going to die.
We shall land on that island, and we shall be snug and sheltered before the day is done.
I spoke stoutly, but I did not believe a word.
Nor was I prompted to lie through fear.
I felt no fear, though I was sure of death in that boiling surge amongst the rocks that was rapidly growing nearer.
It was impossible to hoist sail and claw off that shore.
The wind would instantly capsize the boat.
The seas would swamp it the moment.
it fell into the trough, and besides the sail,
whashed to the spare oars, dragged in the sea ahead of us.
As I said, I was not afraid to meet my own death there,
a few hundred yards to leeward,
but I was appalled at the thought that Maude must die.
My curses imagination saw her beaten and mangled against the rocks,
and it was too terrible.
I strove to compel myself to think we would make the landing safely,
and so I spoke,
not what I believed, but what I preferred to believe.
I recoiled before contemplation of that frightful death,
and for a moment I entertained the wild idea of seizing maud in my arms and leaping overboard.
Then I resolved to wait, and at the last moment,
when we entered on the final stretch, to take her in my arms and proclaim my love,
and, with her in my embrace, to make the desperate struggle and die.
instinctively we drew closer in the bottom of the boat.
I felt her mitten hand come out to mine,
and thus, without speech, we waited for the end.
We were not far off the line the wind made with the western edge of the promontory,
and I watched in the hope that some set of the current or send of the sea
would drift us past before we reached the surf.
We shall go clear, I said, with a confidence which I knew deceived neither of us.
by god we will go clear i cried five minutes later the oath left my lips in my excitement the first i do believe in my life unless trouble it an expletive of my youth be accounted in oath
i beg your pardon i said you have convinced me of your sincerity she said with a faint smile i do know now that we shall go clear i had seen a distant headland past the extreme
edge of the promontory, and as we looked I could see the intervening coastline of what was evidently a deep cove.
At the same time there broke upon our ears a continuous and mighty bellowing.
It partook of the magnitude and volume of distant thunder, and it came to us directly from leeward,
rising above the crash of the surf and traveling directly in the teeth of the storm.
As we passed the point, the whole cove burst upon our view,
a half-moon of white sandy beach upon which broke a huge surf and which was covered with myriads of seals.
It was from them that the great bellowing went up.
A rookery, I cried, now we are indeed saved.
There must be men and cruisers to protect them from the seal hunters.
Perhaps there is a station ashore.
But as I studied the surf which beat upon the beach, I said,
still bad but not so bad, and now, if the gods be truly kind, we shall drift by that next
headland and come upon a perfectly sheltered beach where we may land without wetting our feet.
And the gods were kind.
The first and second headlands were directly in line with the southwest wind, but once around the
second, and we went perilously near.
We picked up the third headland, still in line with the wind and with the other two.
but the cove that intervened it penetrated deep into the land and the tide setting in drifted us under the shelter of the point here the sea was calm save for a heavy but smooth ground swell
and i took in the sea anchor and began to row from the point the shore curved away more and more to the south and west till at last it disclosed a cove within the cove a little landlocked harbour the water level is upon broken on
by tiny ripples, where vagrant breaths and wisps of the storm hurled down from over the frowning
wall of rock that backed the beach a hundred yards ashore. Here were no seals, whatever.
The boat's stern touched the hard shingle. I sprang out, extending my hand to Maude. The next
moment she was beside me. As my fingers released hers, she clutched for my arm hastily. At the same
moment I swayed as about to fall on the sand. This was the startling effect of the cessation of motion.
We had been so long upon the moving, rocking sea that the stable land was a shock to us.
We expected the beach to lift up this way and that, and the rocky walls to swing back and
forth like the sides of a ship, and when we braced ourselves automatically, for those various
expected movements, their non-occurrence quite overcame our equilibrium.
I really must sit down, Modd said with a nervous laugh and a dizzy gesture, and forthwith she
sat down on the sand. I attended to making the boat secure and joined her.
Thus we landed on Endeavour Island as we came to it.
Land sick from Long Custom of the Sea.
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Chapter 29 of the Sea Wolf
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Chapter 29
Fool, I cried aloud in my vexation.
I had unloaded the boat and carried its contents high up on the beach
where I had set about making a camp.
There was driftwood, though not much, on the beach,
and the side of a coffee tin I had taken from the
Ghosts' larder had given me the idea of a fire.
Blithering idiot, I was continuing.
But Maude said, tut, tut, in gentle reproval,
and then asked why I was a blithering idiot.
No matches, I groaned.
Not a match did I bring.
And now we shall have no hot coffee, soup, tea, or anything.
Wasn't it our Crusoe, who rubbed sticks together?
She drawled.
but i have read the personal narratives of a score of shipwrecked men who tried and tried in vain i answered i remember winters a newspaper fellow with an alaskan and siberian reputation
met him at the bibelot once and he was telling us how he attempted to make a fire with a couple of sticks it was most amusing he told it inimitably but it was the story of a failure i remember his conclusion his black eyes
flashing as he said. Gentlemen, the South Sea Islanders may do it, the melee may do it, but take my word,
it's beyond the white man. Oh, well, we've managed so far without it, she said cheerfully,
and there's no reason we cannot still manage without it. But think of the coffee, I cried.
It's good coffee, too, I know. I took it from Larson's private stores, and look at that good wood.
I confess I wanted the coffee badly, and I learned not long afterward that the berry was likewise a little weakness of mods.
Besides, we had been so long on a cold diet that we were numb inside as well as out.
Anything warm would have been most gratifying.
But I complained no more and said about making a tent of the sale for mod.
I had looked upon it as a simple task, what are the oars, mast, boom, and sprit to say nothing.
nothing of plenty of lines. But as I was without experience, and as every detail was an experiment
and every successful detail and invention, the day was well gone before her shelter was an
accomplished fact, and then that night it rained, and she was flooded out and driven back into
the boat. The next morning I dug a shallow ditch around the tent, and an hour later, a sudden
guest of wind, whipping over the rocky wall behind us, picked up the tent and smashed it down on the sand
thirty yards away. Maud laughed at my crestfallen expression, and I said,
As soon as the wind abates, I intend going in the boat to explore the island.
There must be a station somewhere, and men, and ships must visit the station. Some government must
protect all these seals, but I wish to have you comfortable before I start.
I should like to go with you, was all she said.
It would be better if you remained.
You have had enough of hardship.
It is a miracle that you have survived,
and it won't be comfortable in the boat rowing and sailing in this rainy weather.
What you need is rest, and I should like you to remain and get it.
Something suspiciously akin to moistness dimmed her beautiful eyes
before she dropped them and partly turned away her hat.
i should prefer going with you she said in a low voice in which there was just a hint of appeal i might be able to help you her voice broke a little and if anything should happen to you think of me left here alone
oh i intend being very careful i answered and i shall not go so far but what i can get back before night yes all said and done i think it vastly better for you to remain and sleep and rest and do
nothing. She turned and looked me in the eyes. Her gaze was unfaltering but soft.
Please, please, she said oh so softly. I stiffened myself to refuse and shook my head.
Still she waited and looked at me. I tried to word my refusal, but wavered. I saw the glad
light spring into her eyes and knew that I had lost. It was impossible to say no after that.
The wind died down in the afternoon, and we were preparing to start the following morning.
There was no way of penetrating the island from our cove, for the walls rose perpendicularly from the beach,
and on either side of the cove rose from the deep water.
Morning broke dull and gray but calm, and I was awake early and had the boat in readiness.
Fool, imbecile, Yahoo! I shouted, when I thought it was so.
me to arouse maud, but this time I shouted in merriment as I danced about the beach,
bareheaded and mocked despair. Her head appeared under the flap of the sail.
What now? she asked sleepily, and with all curiously.
Coffee, I cried. What do you say to a cup of coffee? Hot coffee. Piping hot.
My, she murmured. You startled me and you were cruel. Here I have been composing my soul to do
without it, and here you are vexing me with your vain suggestions.
Watch me, I said.
From under cliffs among the rocks I gathered a few dry sticks and chips.
These I whittled into shavings or split into kindling.
From my notebook, I tore out a page, and from the ammunition box took a shotgun shell.
Removing the wads from the ladder with my knife, I emptied the powder on a flat rock.
Next I pried the primer, or cap, from the shell, and laid it on the rock in the midst of the scattered powder.
All was ready.
Mod still watched from the tent.
Holding the paper in my left hand, I smashed down upon the cap with a rock held in my right.
There was a puff of white smoke, a burst of flame, and a rough edge of the paper was alight.
Maude clapped her hands gleefully.
Prometheus! she cried.
but I was too occupied to acknowledge her delight.
The feeble flame must be cherished tenderly if it were to gather strength and live.
I fed it, shaving by shaving, and sliver by sliver,
till at last it was snapping and crackling as it laid hold to the smaller chips and sticks.
To be cast away on an island had not entered into my calculation,
so we were without a kettle or cooking utensil of any sort,
but I made shift with a tend use for bailing the boat,
and later, as we consumed our supply of canned goods,
we accumulated quite an imposing array of cooking vessels.
I boiled the water, but it was Maud who made the coffee,
and how good it was.
My contribution was canned beef fried with crumbled sea biscuit and water.
The breakfast was a success,
and we sat about the fire much longer than enterprising explorers
should have done, sipping the hot black coffee and talking over our situation.
I was confident that we should find the station in some of the coves, for I knew that the
rickories of the Bering Sea were thus guarded, but Mudd advanced the theory, to prepare me
for disappointment, I do believe, if disappointment were to come, that we had discovered an
unknown rookery. She was in very good spirits, however, and made quite merry in accepting
our plight as a grave one.
If you are right, I said, then we must prepare to winter here.
Our food will not last, but there are the seals.
They go away in the fall, so I must soon begin to lay in a supply of meat.
Then there will be huts to build and driftwood to gather.
Also, we shall try out seal fat for lighting purposes.
All together we'll have our hands full if we find the island uninhabited,
which we shall not, I know.
But she was right.
We sailed with a beam wind along the shore,
searching the coves with our glasses and landing occasionally
without finding a sign of human life.
Yet we learned that we were not the first to it landed on Endeavour Island.
High up on the beach of the second cove from ours,
we discovered the splintered wreck of a boat.
A sealer's boat, for the rowlocks were bound in Senate,
A gun rack was on the starboard side of the bow, and in white letters was faintly visible,
Giselle No. 2.
The boat had lain there for a long time, for it was half filled with sand, and a splintered wood
had that weather-worn appearance due to long exposure to the elements.
In the stern sheets I found a rusty 10-gauge shotgun, and the sailor's sheath-knife
broken short across and so rusted as to be almost unrecognizable.
They got away, I said cheerfully, but I felt a sinking at the heart and seemed to divine the presence of bleached bones somewhere on that beach.
I did not wish Maud spirits to be dampened by such a find, so I turned seaward again with their boat and skirted the northeastern point of the island.
There were no beaches on the southern shore, and by early afternoon we rounded the black promontory and completed the circund navigation of the island.
I estimated its circumference at 25 miles.
Its width is varying from two to five miles,
while my most conservative calculation placed on its beaches 200,000 seals.
The island was highest at its extreme southwestern point,
the headlands and backbone diminishing regularly
until the northeastern portion was only a few feet above the sea.
With the exception of Our Little Cove,
the other beaches slipped gently back for a distance of half a mile or so into what i might call rocky meadows with here and there patches of moss and tundra grass here the seals hauled out and the old bulls guarded their herms while the young bulls hauled out by themselves
this brief description is all that endeavor island merits damp and soggy where it was not sharp and rocky buffeted by storm winds and lashed by the sea
with the air continually a tremble with the bellowing of 200,000 amphibians.
It was a melancholy and miserable sojourning place.
Maud, who had prepared me for disappointment,
and who had been sprightly and vivacious all day,
broke down as we landed in our own little cove.
She strove bravely to hide it from me,
but while I was kindling another fire,
I knew she was stifling her sobs in the blanket
under the sail tent. It was my turn to be cheerful, and I played the part to the best of my ability,
and with such success that I brought the laughter back into her dear eyes and song on her lips,
for she sang to me before she went to an early bed. It was the first time I had heard her sing,
and I lay by the fire listening and transported, for she was nothing if not an artist in everything
she did, and her voice, though not strong, was wonderful.
sweet and expressive. I still slept in the boat, and I lay awake long that night, gazing up at the
first stars I had seen in many nights and pondering the situation. Responsibility of this sort
was a new thing to me. Wolf Larson had been quite right. I had stood on my father's legs.
My lawyers and agents had taken care of my money for me. I had had no responsibilities at all.
Then, on the ghost, I had learned to be responsible for myself, and now, for the first time in my life,
I found myself responsible for someone else, and it was required of me that this should be the
gravest of responsibilities, for she was the one woman in the world, the one small woman, as I love to think
of her.
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Chapter 30
No wonder we called it Endeavour Island.
For two weeks we toiled at building a hut.
Maud insisted on helping, and I could have wept over her bruised and bleeding hands.
And still, I was proud of her because of it.
There was something heroic about this gently bred woman enduring our terrible hardship,
and with her pittance of strength bending,
to the tasks of a peasant woman. She gathered many of the stones which I built into the walls of the hut.
Also, she turned a deaf ear to my entreaties when I begged her to desist. She compromised, however,
by taking upon herself the lighter labors of cooking and gathering driftwood and moss for our winter's supply.
The hut's walls rose without difficulty, and everything went smoothly until the problem of the roof
confronted me. Of what use was four walls without a roof, and of what could a roof be made?
There were the spare oars very true. They would serve as roof beams, but with what was I to cover them?
Moss would never do. Tundra grass was impractable. We needed the sail for the boat, and the tarpaulin had
begun to leak. Winners used walrus skins on his hut, I said.
There are the seals, she suggested.
So next day the hunting began.
I did not know how to shoot, but I proceeded to learn.
And when I had expended some 30 shells for three seals,
I decided that the ammunition would be exhausted
before I acquired the necessary knowledge.
I had used eight shells for lighting fires
before I hit upon the device of banking the embers with wet moss,
and there remain not over a hundred shells in the box.
We must club the seals, I announced, when convinced of my poor marksmanship.
I have heard the sealers talk about clubbing them.
They are so pretty, she objected.
I cannot bear to think of it being done.
It is so directly brutal, you know, so different from shooting them.
The roof must go on, I answered grimly.
"'Winter is almost here.
"'It is our lives against theirs.
"'It is unfortunate we have plenty of ammunition,
"'but I think, anyway,
"'that they suffer less from being clubbed
"'than from being all shot up.
"'Besides, I shall do the clubbing.
"'That's just it,' she began eagerly,
"'and broke off in sudden confusion.
"'Of course I began, if you prefer.
"'But what shall I be doing?'
"'She interrupted with a softening.
than I knew full well to be insistence.
Gathering firewood and cooking dinner, I answered lightly.
She shook her head.
It is too dangerous for you to attempt alone.
I know, I know, she waved my protest.
I am only a weak woman, but just my small assistance may enable you to escape disaster.
But to clubbing, I suggested.
Of course, you will do that.
I shall probably scream.
I'll look away when.
The danger is most serious, I laughed.
I shall use my judgment when to look and when not to look,
she replied with a grand air.
The upshot of the affair was that she accompanied me next morning.
I rode into the adjoining cove and up to the edge of the beach.
There were seals all about us in the water,
and the bellowing thousands on the beach compelled us to shout at each other
to make ourselves heard.
I know men clubbed them, I said, trying to reassure myself, and gazing doubtfully at a large bowl, not thirty feet away, up reared on his four flippers and regarding me intently.
But the question is, how do they club them?
Let us gather tender grass and thatched the roof, Maude said.
She was as frightened as I at the prospect, and we had reason to be gazing at close range at the gleaming teeth
and dog-like mouths.
I had always thought they were afraid of men, I said.
How do I know they are not afraid?
I queried a moment later, after having rowed a few more strokes along the beach.
Perhaps if I were to step boldly ashore they would cut for it,
and I could not catch up with one, and still I hesitated.
I heard of a man once who invaded the nesting grounds of wild geese,
Maude said.
They killed him.
The geese?
Yes, the geese.
My brother told me about it when I was a little girl.
But I know men clubbed them, I persisted.
I think the tender grass would make just as good a roof, she said.
Far from her intention, her words were maddening me, driving me on.
I could not play the coward before her eyes.
Here goes, I said, packing water with one oar and running the bow ashore.
I stepped out in advanced velvet.
valiantly upon a long-maned bull in the midst of his wives.
I was armed with the regular club, with which the boat-pullers killed the wounded seals gaffed aboard by the hunters.
It was only a foot and a half long, and in my supreme ignorance, I never dreamed that the club used ashore when raiding the rookeries measured four to five feet.
The cows lumbered out of my way, and the distance between me and the bull decreased.
He raised himself on his flippers with an angry movement.
We were a dozen feet apart.
Still I advanced steadily, looking for him to turn tail at any moment and run.
At six feet the panic he thought rushed into my mind.
What if he will not run?
Why then I shall club him, came the answer.
In my fear I had forgotten that I was there to get the bowl instead of to make him run.
And just then he gave a snort and a snarl
and rushed at me. His eyes were blazing, his mouth was wide open, the teeth gleamed cruelly white.
Without shame, I confess that it was I who turned and footed it. He ran awkwardly, but he ran well.
He was but two paces behind when I tumbled into the boat, and as I shoved off with an oar,
his teeth crunched down upon the blade. The stout wood was crushed like an egg-shell.
Maud and I were astounded. A moment later,
he had dived under the boat, seized the keel in his mouth, and was shaking the boat violently.
"'My!' said Modd.
"'Let's go back.'
I shook my head.
I can do what other men have done, and I know that other men have clubbed seals.
But I think I'll leave the bulls alone next time.
"'I wish you wouldn't,' she said.
"'Now don't say, please, please,' I cried half angrily, I do believe.
She made no reply, and I knew my tone must have hurt her.
I beg your pardon, I said, or shouted rather, in order to make myself hurt above the roar of the rookery.
If you say so, I'll turn and go back, but honestly I'd rather stay.
Now don't say this is what you get for bringing a woman along, she said.
She smiled at me whimsically, gloriously, and I knew there was no need for forgiveness.
I rode a couple of hundred feet along the shore so as to recover my nerves and then
stepped ashore again.
Do be cautious, she called after me.
I nodded my head and proceeded to make a flank attack on the nearest harem.
All went well until I aimed a blow at an outline cow's head and fell short.
She snorted and tried to scramble away.
I ran in close and struck another blow, hitting the shoulder instead of the head.
"'Watch out!' I heard Maud scream.
"'And my excitement I had not been taking notice of other things,
"'and I looked up to see the Lord of the harem
"'charging down upon me.
"'Again I fled to the boat hotly pursued,
"'but this time Maud made no suggestion of turning back.
"'It would be better, I imagine,
"'if you let the harems alone
"'and devoted your attention to lonely
"'and inoffensive-looking seals,'
"'was what she said.
"'I think I'd think I'd
I have read something about them.
Dr. Jordan's book, I believe.
They are the young bulls,
not old enough to have harems of their own.
He called them Hollis-Chickey,
or something like that.
It seems to me if we find where they haul out...
It seems to me your fighting instinct is aroused, I laughed.
She flushed quickly and prettily.
I'll admit I don't like to feed any more than you do,
or any more than I like the idea of killing such pretty
inoffensive creatures. Pretty, I sniffed. I failed to mark anything preeminently pretty about those
foamy-mouthed beasts that raised me. Your point of view, she laughed. You lacked perspective.
Now, if you did not have to get so close to the subject, the very thing I cried, what I need is a longer
club, and there's that broken ore ready to hand. It just comes to me, she said, that Captain Larson was
telling me how the men raided the rookeries. They drive the seals in small herds,
a short distance inland before they kill them. I don't care to undertake the herding of one of
those harems, I objected. But there are the haulus-chucky, she said. The holless-chicky
haul out by themselves, and Dr. Jordan says the paths are left between the harems,
and that as long as the haul-less chicky keep strictly to the path, they are unmolested,
by the masters of the harem.
There's one now, I said,
pointing to a young bull in the water.
Let's watch him and follow him
if he hauls out.
He swam directly to the beach and clambered
out into a small opening
between two harems,
the masters of which made warning
noises but did not attack him.
We watched him travel
slowly inward, threading
about among the harems
along what must have been the path.
Here goes, I said, stepping up.
out, but I confess my heart was in my mouth, as I thought of going through the heart of that
monstrous herd. It would be wise to make the boat fast, Maud said. She had stepped out beside me,
and I regarded her with wonderment. She nodded her head determinedly. Yes, I'm going with you,
so you may as well secure the boat and arm me with a club. Let's go back, I said dejectedly.
I think underagrass will do, after all.
It won't, was her reply.
Shall I lead?
With a shrug of the shoulders, but with the warmest admiration and pride at heart for this woman,
I equipped her with a broken oar and took another for myself.
It was with nervous trepidation that we made the first few rods of the journey.
Once Maud screamed in terror as a cow thrust an inquisitive nose toward her foot,
and several times I quickened my pace for the same reason.
But beyond warning coughs from either side, there were no signs of hostility.
It was a rookery which had never been raided by the hunters,
and in consequence the seals were mild-tempered and at the same time unafraid.
In the very hard of the herd, the din was terrific.
It was almost dizzying in its effect.
I paused and smiled reassuringly at Maude,
for I had recovered my equanimity sooner than she.
I could see she was still badly frightened.
She came close to me and shouted,
I'm dreadfully afraid, and I was not,
though the novelty had not yet worn off.
The peaceful comportment of the seals had quieted my alarm.
Maud was trembling.
I'm afraid, and I'm not afraid, she chattered with shaking jaws.
It's my miserable body, not I.
It's all right, it's all right, I reassured her.
my arm passing instinctively and protectively around her.
I shall never forget in that moment how instantly conscious I became of my manhood.
The primitive deeps of my nature stirred.
I felt myself masculine, the protector of the weak, the fighting male.
And best of all, I felt myself the protector of my loved one.
She leaned against me, so light and lily frail,
and as her trembling eased away it seemed as though I became aware of prodigious strength.
I felt myself a match for the most ferocious bull in the herd,
and I know had such a bull charged upon me that I should have met it unflinchingly and quite coolly,
and I know that I should have killed it.
I am all right now, she said, looking up at me gratefully.
Let us go on, and that the strength in me had quieted her,
and given her confidence, filled me with an exultant joy.
The youth of the race seemed burgeoning in me, over-civilized man that I was,
and I lived for myself the old hunting days and forest nights of my remote and forgotten ancestry.
I had much for which to thank Wolf Larsen, was my thought,
as we went along the path between the jostling harems.
A quarter of a mile inland we came upon the Hollis-Chickey,
sleek young bulls, living out the loneliness of their bachelorhood
and gathering strength against the day
when they would fight their way into the ranks of the Benedicts.
Everything now went smoothly.
I seemed to know just what to do and how to do it.
Shouting, making threatening gestures with my club,
and even prodding the lazy ones,
I quickly cut out a score of the young bachelors from their companions.
Whenever one made an attempt to break back,
toward the water, I headed it off.
Mod took an active part in the drive,
and with her cries and flourishings of the broken oar
was of considerable assistance.
I noticed, though, that whenever one looked tired and lagged,
she let it slip past.
But I noticed also, whenever one with a show of fight,
tried to break past,
that her eyes glinted and showed bright,
and she rapped it smartly with her club.
My, it's exciting, she cried,
pausing from sheer weakness. I think I'll sit down. I drove the little herd, a dozen strong now,
what of the escapes she had permitted, a hundred yards further on, and by the time she joined me,
I had finished the slaughter, and was beginning to skin. An hour later we went proudly back
along the path between the harems, and twice again we came down the path, burdened with skins,
till I thought we had enough to roof the hut. I set the sea, and I set the sea, and we were,
sail, laid one tack out of the cove, and on the other tack made our own little inner
cove.
It's just like homecoming, Maud said as I ran the boat ashore.
I heard her words with a responsive thrill.
It was all so dearly intimate and natural, and I said,
It seems as though I have lived this life always.
The world of books and bookish folks is very vague, more like a dream memory than in actuality.
I surely have hunted and forayed and fought all the days of my life,
and you too seem a part of it.
You are, I was on the verge of saying my woman, my mate,
but glibly changed it to, standing the hardship well.
But her ear had caught the flaw.
She recognized the flight that mid-boast broke.
She gave me a quick look.
Not that.
You were saying that the American Mrs. Minnell was living the life of a
savage and living it quite successfully, I said easily.
Oh, was all she replied, but I could have sworn there was a note of disappointment in her
voice. But my woman, my mate, kept ringing in my head for the rest of the day and for many days.
Yet never did it ring more loudly than that night as I watched her draw back the blanket of moss
from the coals, blow up the fire, and cook the evening meal. It must have been late in savage, or
stirring in me, for the old words so bound up with the roots of the race to grip me and thrill me,
and grip and thrill they did till I fell asleep, murmuring them to myself over and over again.
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I said, but it will keep in the heat and keep out the rain and snow.
We were surveying the completed sealskin roof.
It is clumsy, but it will serve the purpose, and that is the main thing, I went on, yearning for her praise.
And she clapped her hands and declared that she was hugely pleased.
But it is dark in here, she said the next moment, her shoulders shrinking with a little involuntary shiver.
You might have suggested a window when the walls were.
going up, I said.
It was for you, and you should have seen the need of a window.
But I never do see the obvious, you know, she laughed back.
And besides, you can knock a hole in the wall at any time.
Quite true.
I had not thought of it, wagging my head sagely.
But have you thought of ordering the window glass?
Just call up the firm Red 4451, I think it is, and tell them what size and kind of glass you wish.
That means, she began, no window.
It was a dark and evil-appearing thing, that hut, not fit for aught better than swine in a civilized land,
but for us who had known the misery of the open boat it was a snug little habitation.
Following the house-warming, which was accomplished by means of seal oil and a wick made from cotton-cocking,
came the hunting for our winter's meat in the building of the second hut.
It was a simple affair now to go forth in the morning and return by noon with a boatload of seals.
And then, while I worked at building the hut,
Maude tried out the oil from the blubber and kept a slow fire under the frames of meat.
I had heard of jerking beef on the plains, and our seal meat cut in thin strips and hung in smoke cured excellently.
The second hut was easier to erect, for I built it again.
the first and only three walls were required.
But it was work, hard work, all of it.
Maud and I worked from dawn till dark to the limit of our strength,
so that when night came we crawled stiffly to bed
and slept the animal-like sleep exhaustion.
And yet Maud declared that she had never felt better or stronger in her life.
I knew this was true of myself,
but hers was such a lily's strength that I feared she would break down.
Often and often her last reserve force gone.
I have seen her stretch flat on her back on the sand
in the way she had of resting and recuperating.
And then she would be up on her feet and toiling hard as ever.
Where she obtained this strength was the marvel to me.
Think of the long rest this winter, was her reply to my remonstrances.
Why, we'll be clamorous for something to do.
We held a housewarming in my hut the night at
was roofed. It was the end of the third day of a fierce storm which had swung around the compass
from southeast to northwest and which was then blowing directly and upon us. The beaches of the
Outer Cove were thundering with the surf and even in our land-locked inner cove a respectable
sea was breaking. No high backbone of island sheltered us from the wind and it whistled
and bellowed about the thought till at times I feared for the strength of the walls.
The skin roof stretched tightly as a drum head, I had thought, sagged and bellied with every gust and innumerable interstices in the walls,
not so tightly stuffed with moss as Maude had supposed, disclosed themselves.
Yet the seal oil burned brightly, and we were warm and comfortable.
It was a pleasant evening indeed, and we voted that as a social function on Endeavour Island,
it had not yet been eclipsed. Our minds were at ease. Not only had we resigned ourselves to the bitter winter,
but we were prepared for it. The seals could depart on their mysterious journey into the south at any time,
now for all we cared, and the storms held no terror for us. Not only were we sure of being dry and warm
and sheltered from the wind, but we had the softest and most luxurious mattresses that could be made from
moss. This had been Maud's idea, and she had herself jealously gathered all the moss.
This was to be my first night on the mattress, and I knew I should sleep the sweeter because
she had made it. As she rose to go, she turned to me with the whimsical way she had and said,
Something is going to happen, is happening, for that matter. I feel it. Something is coming here
to us. It is coming now. I don't know what.
but it is coming.
Good or bad? I asked.
She shook her head.
I don't know, but it is there somewhere.
She pointed in the direction of the sea and wind.
It's a lee shore, I laughed,
and I am sure I'd rather be here than arriving a night like this.
You are not frightened, I asked as I stepped to open the door for her.
Her eyes looked bravely into mine.
And you feel well, perfectly well,
never better was her answer.
We talked a little longer before she went.
Good night, Maude, I said.
Good night, Humphrey, she said.
This use of our given names had come about quite as a matter, of course,
and was unpremeditated as it was natural.
In that moment I could have put my arms around her and drawn her to me.
I should certainly have done so out in that world to which we belong.
As it was, the situation stopped there in the only way it could,
but I was left alone in my little hut glowing warmly through and through with a pleasant satisfaction,
and I knew that a tie or tacit something existed between us which had not existed before.
End of Chapter 31.
Chapter 32 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Seawolf by Jack London, Chapter 32
I awoke, oppressed by a mysterious sensation.
There seemed to be something missing in my environment,
but the mystery and oppressiveness vanished after the first few seconds of waking
when I identified the missing something as the wind.
I had fallen asleep in that state of nerve tension
with which one meets the continuous shock of sound or movement
and I had awakened, still tense, bracing myself to meet the pressure of something which no longer bore upon me.
It was the first night I had spent under cover in several months,
and I lay luxuriously for some minutes under my blankets,
for once not wet with fog or spray,
analyzing first the effect produced upon me by the cessation of the wind,
and next the joy which was mine from rest of the wind,
on the mattress made by Maude's hands. When I had dressed and opened the door, I heard the waves
still laughing on the beach, garulously attesting the fury of the night. It was a clear day,
and the sun was shining. I had slept late, and I stepped outside with sudden energy,
bent upon making up lost time as befitted the dweller on Endeavour Island. And when outside,
I stopped short. I believed my eyes.
without question, and yet I was for the moment stunned by what they disclosed to me.
There, on the beach, not fifty feet away, bow on, dismasted, was a black-holed vessel.
Masts and booms, tangled with shrouds, sheets, and rent canvas were rubbing gently alongside.
I could have rubbed my eyes as I looked.
There was the homemade galley we had built, the familiar brinked.
break of the poop, the low yacht cabin scarcely rising above the rail. It was the ghost.
What freak of fortune had brought it here, here of all spots? What chance of chances? I looked at
the bleak, inaccessible wall at my back and knew the profundity of despair. Escape was hopeless,
out of the question. I thought of mud, asleep there in the hut we had reared. I remembered
her, Good night, Humphrey. My woman, my mate, went ringing through my brain, but now, alas,
it was a knell that sounded. Then everything went black before my eyes. Possibly it was the fraction
of a second, but I had no knowledge of how long an interval had lapsed before I was myself again.
There lay the ghost, bow on to the beach, her splintered boughs spread projecting over the sand,
her tangled spars rubbing against her side to the lift of the crooning waves something must be done must be done it came upon me suddenly is strange that nothing moved aboard
worried from the night of struggle and wreck all hands were yet asleep i thought my next thought was that maud and i might yet escape if we could take to the boat and make round the point before anyone awoke i would call her
her and start. My hand was lifted at her door to knock when I recollected the smallness of the island.
We could never hide ourselves upon it. There was nothing for us but the wide, raw ocean.
I thought of our snug little huts, our supplies of meat and oil and moss and firewood,
and I knew we could never survive the wintry sea and the great storms which were to come.
So I stood with hesitant knuckle without her door.
It was impossible, impossible.
A wild thought of rushing in and killing her as she slept, rose in my mind.
And then, in a flash, the better solution came to me.
All hands were asleep.
Why not creep aboard the ghost?
Well, I knew the way to Wolf Larsson's bunk and kill him in his sleep.
After that, well, we would see.
but with him dead there was time and space in which to prepare to do other things, and besides
whatever new situation arose, it could not possibly be worse than the present one.
My knife was at my hip. I returned to my hut for the shotgun, made sure it was loaded,
and went down to the ghost. With some difficulty, and at the expense of a wedding to the waist,
I climbed aboard. The forecastle scuttle was open.
I paused to listen for the breathing of the men, but there was no breathing.
I almost gasped, as the thought came to me.
What if the ghost is deserted?
I listened more closely.
There was no sound.
I cautiously descended the ladder.
The place had an empty and musty feel and smell usual to a dwelling no longer inhabited.
Everywhere was the thick litter of discarded and ragged garments, old sea-boot.
leaky oil skins, all the worthless forecastle dunnage of a long voyage.
Abandoned hastily was my conclusion as I ascended to the deck.
Hope was alive again in my breast and I looked about me with greater coolness.
I noted that the boats were missing.
The steerage told the same tale as the forecastle.
The hunters had packed their belongings with similar haste.
The ghost was deserted.
It was Maud's and mine.
I thought of the ship's stores and the lazarette beneath the cabin,
and the idea came to me of surprising Maud with something nice for breakfast.
The reaction from my fear, and the knowledge that the terrible deed I had come to do,
was no longer necessary, made me boyish and eager.
I went up the steerage companion way two steps at a time,
with nothing distinct in my mind except joy,
and the hope that Maud would sort.
sleep on until the surprise breakfast was quite ready for her. As I rounded the galley, a new satisfaction
was mine that thought of all the splendid cooking utensils inside. I sprang up the break of the
poop and saw Wolf Larson. One of my impetus and the stunning surprise I clattered three or four
steps along the deck before I could stop myself. He was standing in the companion way, only his head and
shoulders visible, staring straight at me. His arms were resting on the half-open slide.
He made no movement whatever, simply stood there staring at me. I began to tremble. The old
stomach sickness clutched me. I put one hand on the edge of the house to steady myself.
My lips seemed suddenly dry, and I moistened them against the need of speech. Nor did I for an
instant take my eyes off him neither of us spoke there was something ominous in his silence his immobility all my old fear of him returned and by new fear was increased a hundredfold and still we stood the pair of us staring at each other i was aware of the demand for action and my old helplessness strong upon me i was waiting for him to take the initiative then as the moments went by
It came to me that the situation was analogous to the one in which I had approached the long main bull,
my intention of clubbing obscured by fear until it became a desire to make him run.
So it was last impressed on me that I was there not to have Wolf Larsen take the initiative,
but to take it myself.
I cocked both barrels and leveled the shotgun at him.
Had he moved, attempted to drop down the companion,
way, I know I would have shot him. But he stood motionless and staring as before. And as I faced him,
with leveled gun shaking in my hands, I had time to note the worn and haggard appearance of his face.
It was as if some strong anxiety had wasted it. The cheeks were sunken, and there was a wearied,
puckered expression on the brow. And it seemed to me that his eyes were strange. Not only the
expression, but the physical seeming, as though the optic nerves and supporting muscles had
suffered strain and slightly twisted the eyeballs. All this I saw, in my brain now working rapidly,
I thought a thousand thoughts, and yet I could not pull the triggers. I lowered the gun and stepped
to the corner of the cabin, primarily to relieve the tension on my nerves and to make a new start
and incidentally to be closer.
Again I raised the gun.
He was almost at arm's length.
There was no hope for him.
I was resolved.
There was no possible chance of missing him
no matter how poor my marksmanship,
and yet I wrestled with myself
and could not pull the triggers.
Well, he demanded impatiently,
I strove vainly to force my fingers down on the triggers
and vainly I strove to say something.
Why don't you shoot? he asked.
I cleared my throat of a huskiness which prevented speech.
Hump, he said slowly, you can't do it.
You are not exactly afraid.
You are impotent.
Your conventional morality is stronger than you.
You are the slave to the opinions which have credence among the people you have known and read about.
Their coat has been drummed into your head from the
time you lisped and in spite of your philosophy, and of what I have taught you, it won't let you
kill an unarmed, unresisting man. I know it, I said hoarsely. And you know that I would kill an
unarmed man as readily as I would smoke a cigar, he went on. You know me for what I am,
my worth in the world by your standard. You have called me snake, tiger, shark, monster, and caliban.
and yet you little rag puppet you little echoing mechanism you are unable to kill me as you would a snake or a shark because i have hands feet and a body shape somewhat like yours
bah i had hoped better things if you hump he stepped out of the companion way and came up to me put down that gun i want to ask you some questions i haven't had a chance to look around yet what place is
is this? How is the ghost line? How did you get wet? Where's mod? I beg your pardon,
Miss Brewster, or should I say Mrs. Van Wyden. I backed away from him, almost weeping at my
inability to shoot him, but not fool enough to put down the gun. I hoped desperately that he
might commit some hostile act, attempt to strike me or choke me, for in such a way only I knew
I could be stirred to shoot.
This is Endeavour Island, I said.
Never heard of it, he broke in.
At least that's our name for it, I amended.
Hour? He queried, who's our?
Miss Brewster and myself, and the ghost is lying,
as you can see for yourself, bow on to the beach.
There are seals here, he said.
They woke me up with their barking, or I'd be sleeping yet.
I heard them when I drove in last night.
They were the first warning that I was on a lee shore.
It's a rookery, the sort of thing I've hunted for years.
Thanks to my brother death, I've lighted on a fortune.
It's a mint, but what's its bearings?
Haven't the slightest idea, I said.
But you ought to know quite closely.
What were your last observations?
He smiled inscrutively, but did not answer.
Well, where's all hands? I asked. How does it come that you are alone? I was prepared for him again to set aside my question and was surprised at the readiness of his reply. My brother got me inside 48 hours and threw no fault of mine. Borted me in the night with only the watch on deck. Hunters went back on me. He gave them a bigger lay, heard him offering it, did it right before me. Of course, the
crew gave me the go-by. That was to be expected. All hands went over the side, and there I was,
marooned on my own vessel. It was death's turned, and it's all in the family anyway.
But how did you lose the masks? I asked. Walk over and examine those lanyards, he said,
pointing to where the mizzen-rigging should have been. They have been cut with a knife, I exclaimed.
Not quite, he laughed. It was a neater job.
Look again.
I looked.
The lanyards had been almost severed, with just enough left to hold the shrouds till some severe strain should be put upon them.
Cookie did that, he laughed again.
I know, though I didn't spot him at it.
Kind of evened up the score a bit.
Good for Mug Ridge, I cried.
Yes, that's what I thought when everything went over the side.
Only I said it on the other side of my mouth.
But what were you doing while all this was going on? I asked.
My best, you may be sure, which wasn't much under the circumstances.
I turned to re-examine Thomas Mugridge's work.
I guess I'll sit down and take the sunshine, I heard Wolf Larson saying.
There was a hint, just a slight hint, of physical feebleness in his voice,
and it was so strange that I looked quickly at him.
His hand was sweeping nervously across his face as though he were brushing away cobwebs.
I was puzzled.
The whole thing was so unlike the Wolf Larson I had known.
How are your headaches? I asked.
They still trouble me, was his answer.
I think I have one coming on now.
He slipped down from his sitting posture till he lay on the deck.
Then he rolled over on his side, his head resting on the biceps
of the underarm, the forearm shielding his eyes from the sun.
I stood regarding him wonderingly.
Now's your chance, Hump, he said.
I don't understand, I lied, for I thoroughly understood.
Oh, nothing, he added softly, as if he were drowsing.
Oh, no, you've got me where you want me.
No, I haven't, I retorted, for I want you a few thousand miles away from here.
He chuckled, and thereafter spoke no more.
He did not stir as I passed by him and went down into the cabin.
I lifted the trap in the floor, but for some moments gazed dubiously into the darkness of the Lazaroth beneath.
I hesitated to descend.
What if his lying down was a ruse?
Pretty, indeed, to be caught there like a rat.
I crept softly up the companion way and peeped at him.
He was lying as I had left him.
Again I went below, but before I dropped into the lazarette,
I took precaution of casting down the door in advance.
At least there would be no lid to the trap.
But it was all needless.
I regained the cabin with a store of jams, sea biscuits, canned meat, and such things,
all I could carry and replaced the trap door.
A peep at Wolf Larsen showed me that he had not moved.
A bright thought struck me.
I stole into a stateroom and possessed myself of his revolvers.
There were no other weapons, though I thoroughly ransacked the three remaining state-rooms.
To make sure, I returned and went through the steerage and forecastle,
and in the galley gathered up all the sharp meat and vegetable knives.
Then I bethought myself of the great yachtman's knife he always carried,
and I came to him and spoke to him first softly,
then loudly. He did not move. I bent over and took it from his pocket. I breathed more freely.
He had no arms with which to attack me from a distance, while I armed, could always forestall
him should he attempt to grapple me with his terrible guerrilla arms.
Filling a coffee pot and frying pan with part of my plunder and taking some chinaware from the cabin
pantry. I left Wolf Larsen lying in the sun and went ashore.
Maud was still asleep. I blew up the embers, we had not yet arranged a winter kitchen,
and quite feverishly cooked the breakfast. Toward the end I heard her moving about within the hut,
making her toilet. Just as all was ready, and the coffee poured, the door opened and she came
forth. It's not fair of you, was her greeting. You are usurping one of my prerogatives. You know I agreed that
the cooking should be mine, and, but just this once, I pleaded. If you promise not to do it again,
she smiled, unless, of course, you have grown tired of my poor efforts. To my delight, she never
once looked toward the beach, and I maintained the banner with such success all unconsciously,
she sipped the coffee from the china cup, ate fried evaporated potatoes, and spread marmalade on her
biscuit. But it could not last. I saw the surprise that came over her. She had discovered the
china plate from which she was eating. She looked over the breakfast, noting detail after detail.
Then she looked at me, and her face turned slowly toward the beach.
"'Humfrey,' she said.
The old unnameable terror mounted into her eyes.
Is he?
She quavered.
I nodded my head.
End of Chapter 32.
Chapter 33 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London, Chapter 33.
We waited all day for Wolf Larson to come ashore.
It was an intolerable.
period of anxiety. Each moment, one or the other of his cast expectant glances toward the ghost.
But he did not come. He did not even appear on deck. Perhaps it is his headache, I said.
I left him lying on the poop. He may lie there all night. I think I'll go and see.
Maud looked entreaty at me. It is all right, I assured her. I shall take the revolvers. You know I
I collected every weapon on board.
But there are his arms, his hands, his terrible, terrible hands, she objected.
And then she cried,
Oh, Humphrey, I am afraid of him.
Don't go.
Please don't go.
She rested her hand appealingly on mine and sent my pulse fluttering.
My heart was surely in my eyes for a moment, the dear and lovely woman.
And she was so much.
the woman, clinging and appealing, sunshine and dew to my manhood, rooting it deeper and sending
it through the sap of a new strength. I was for putting my arm around her, as went in the
midst of the seal-herd, but I considered and refrained. I shall not take any risks, I said.
I'll merely peep over the bow and see. She pressed my hand earnestly and let me go.
but the space on deck where I had left him lying was vacant.
He had evidently gone below.
That night we stood alternate watches one of us sleeping at a time,
for there was no telling what Wolf Larson might do.
He was certainly capable of anything.
The next day we waited, and the next, and still he made no sign.
These headaches of his, these attacks,
"'Mod said on the afternoon of the fourth day.
"'Perhaps he is ill, very ill. He may be dead.
"'Or dying,' was her afterthought,
"'when she had waited some time for me to speak.
"'Better so,' I answered.
"'But think, Humphrey, a fellow creature in his last lonely hour.
"'Perhaps, I suggested.
"'Yes, even perhaps,' she acknowledged.
"'But we do not know.
"'It would be terrible if he were.
I could never forgive myself. We must do something. Perhaps, I suggested again. I waited,
smiling inwardly at the woman of her which compelled a solicitude for Wolf Larsen of all creatures.
Where was her solicitude for me, I thought, for me whom she had been so afraid to have merely peep aboard?
She was too subtle not to follow the trend of my silence, and she was as during
as she was subtle.
You must go aboard, Humphrey, and find out, she said.
And if you want to laugh at me, you have my consent and forgiveness.
I arose obediently and went down the beach.
Do be careful, she called after me.
I waved my arm from the forecastle head and dropped down to the deck.
After I walked to the cabin companion, where I contended myself with hailing below.
Wolf Larson answered, and as he started to ascend the stairs I cocked my revolver.
I displayed it openly during our conversation, but he took no notice of it.
He appeared the same, physically, as when last I saw him, but he was gloomy and silent.
In fact, the few words we spoke could hardly be called a conversation.
I did not inquire why he had not been ashore, nor did he ask why I had not come
aboard. His head was all right again, he said, and so without further parlay, I left him.
Maud received my report with obvious relief, and the sight of smoke which later rose in the
galley, put her in a more cheerful mood. The next day and the next, we saw the galley smoke rising,
and sometimes we caught glimpses of him on the poop, but that was all. He made no attempt to come ashore.
This we knew, for we still maintained our night watches.
We were waiting for him to do something, to show his hands, so to say,
and his inaction puzzled and worried us.
A week of this passed by.
We had no other interest than Wolf-Larsin,
and his presence weighed us down with an apprehension,
which prevented us from doing any of the little things we had planned.
But at the end of the week, the smoke ceased rising from the galley,
and he no longer showed himself on the poop.
I could see Maud's solicitude again growing,
though she timidly, and even proudly, I think,
forbearer a repetition of her request.
After all, when censure could be put upon her,
she was divinely altruistic, and she was a woman.
Besides, I was myself aware of hurt
at thought of this man whom I had tried to kill,
dying alone with his fellow creatures so near.
He was right. The code of my group was stronger than I. The fact that he had hands, feet, and a body shape somewhat like mine constituted a claim which I could not ignore.
So, I did not wait a second time for Maud to send me. I discovered that we stood in need of condensed milk and marmalade and announced that I was going aboard.
I could see that she wavered. She even went so far as to murmur,
that they were non-essentials and that my trip after them might be inexpedient.
And as she had followed the trend of my silence, she now followed the trend of my speech,
and she knew that I was going aboard, not because of condensed milk and marmalade,
but because of her and of her anxiety, which she knew she had failed to hide.
I took off my shoes when I gained the forecastle head and went noiselessly aft in my stocking feet.
nor did I call this time from the top of the companionway.
Cautiously descending, I found the cabin deserted.
The door to his stateroom was closed.
At first I thought of knocking, then I remembered my abstensible errand
and resolved to carry it out.
Carefully avoiding noise, I lifted the trap-door in the floor
and set it to one side.
The sloped chest, as well as the provisions,
was stored in the Lazaret,
and I took advantage of the opportunity to lay in the stock of underclothing.
As I emerged from the lazarette, I heard sounds in Wolf-Larsen State Room.
I crouched and listened. The doorknob rattled.
Fertively, instinctively, I slunk back behind the table and drew and cocked my revolver.
The door swung open and he came forth.
Never had I seen so profound a despair as that which I saw on his face.
the face of Wolf Larson, the fighter, the strong man, the indomitable one.
For all the world like a woman wringing her hands, he raised his clenched fists and groaned.
One fist unclosed, and the open palm swept across his eyes as though brushing away cobwebs.
God, God, he groaned, and the clenched fists were raised again to the infinite despair with which his throat vibrated.
It was horrible.
I was trembling all over, and I could feel the shivers running up and down my spine,
and the sweat standing out on my forehead.
Surely there can be little in this world more awful than the spectacle of a strong man
in the moment when he is utterly weak and broken.
But Wolf Larson regained control of himself by an exertion of his remarkable will,
and it was exertion.
His whole frame shook with the strong.
struggle. He resembled a man on the verge of a fit. His face strove to compose itself, writhing and twisting in the effort till he broke down again. Once more the clenched fists went upward and he groaned. He caught his breath once or twice and sobbed. Then he was successful. I could have thought him the old wolf-larsen, and yet there was in his movements a vague suggestion of weakness and indecision.
He started for the companion way and stepped forward quite as I had been accustomed to see him do,
and yet again in his very walk there seemed that suggestion of weakness and indecision.
I was now concerned with fear for myself.
The open trap lay directly in his path, and his discovery of it would lead instantly to his discovery of me.
I was angry with myself for being caught in so cowardly a position,
crouching on the floor. There was yet time. I rose swiftly to my feet, and I know,
quite unconsciously assumed a defiant attitude. He took no notice of me, nor did he notice the open
trap. Before I could grasp the situation or act, he had walked right into the trap. One foot was
descending into the opening while the other foot was just on the verge of beginning the uplift. But when
the descending foot missed the solid flooring and felt vacancy beneath, it was the old wolf
lorcin and the tiger muscles that made the falling body spring across the opening, even as it fell,
so that he struck on his chest and stomach, with arms outstretched on the floor of the opposite side.
The next instant he had drawn up his legs and rolled clear, but he rolled into my marmalade and
underclosed and against the trap door. The expression on his face was one of complete comprehension,
but before I could guess what he had comprehended, he had dropped the trapdoor into place,
closing the lazarette. Then I understood. He thought he had me inside. Also, he was blind,
blind as a bat. I watched him, breathing carefully so that he should not hear me.
He stepped quickly to a state room. I said,
saw his hand missed the doorknob by an inch, quickly fumble for it, and find it.
This was my chance.
I tiptoed across the cabin and to the top of the stairs.
He came back, dragging a heavy sea chest, which he deposited on top of the trap.
Not content with this, he fetched a second chest and placed it on top of the first.
Then he gathered up the marmalade and on their clothes and put them on the table.
When he started up the companion way,
I retreated, silently rolling over on top of the cabin.
He shoved the slide partway back and rested his arms on it,
his body still in the companion way.
His attitude was of one looking forward the length of the schooner,
or staring, rather, for his eyes were fixed and unblinking.
I was only five feet away and directly in what should have been his line of vision.
It was uncanny.
I felt myself a ghost.
what of my invisibility. I waved my hand back and forth, of course without effect, but when the
moving shadow fell across his face, I saw at once that he was susceptible to the impression.
His face became more expectant and tense as he tried to analyze and identify the impression.
He knew that he had responded to something from without, that his sensibility had been touched
by a changing something in his environment, but what it was he could not discover.
I ceased waving my hand so that the shadow remained stationary.
He slowly moved his head back and forth under it,
and turned from side to side, now in the sunshine, now in the shade,
feeling the shadow, as it were, testing it by sensation.
I too was busy, trying to reason out how he was aware
of the existence of so intangible a thing as a shadow.
If it were his eyeballs only that were affected,
or if his optic nerve were not wholly destroyed,
the explanation was simple.
If otherwise, then the only conclusion I could reach
was that the sensitive skin recognized the difference of temperature
between shade and sunshine.
Or, perhaps, who can tell,
it was that fabled six sense
which conveyed to him the loom and feel of an object close at hand.
Giving over his attempt to determine the shadow,
he stepped on deck and started forward,
walking with a swiftness and confidence which surprised me.
And still there was that hint of the feebleness of the blind and his walk.
I knew it now for what it was.
To my amused chagrin, he discovered my shoes on the forecastle head
and brought them back with him into the greek.
galley. I watched him build the fire and said about cooking food for himself, then I stole into the
cabinet from my marmalade and underclosed, slipped back past the galley, and climbed down to the
beach to deliver my barefoot report. End of Chapter 33. Chapter 34 of the Seawolf. This
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It's too bad the ghost has lost her masts.
Why, we could sail away in her.
Don't you think we could, Humphrey?
I sprang excitedly to my feet.
I wonder, I wonder, I repeated, pacing up and down.
Mod's eyes were shining with anticipation as they followed me.
She had such faith in me, and the thought of it was so much added power.
I remembered Mitchellette's to man, woman is.
as the earth was to her legendary sun, he has but to fall down and kiss her breast, and he is strong again.
For the first time I knew the wonderful truth of his words, why I was living them.
Maud was all this to me, an unfailing source of strength and courage.
I had but to look at her or think of her and be strong again.
It can be done, it can be done, I was thinking and asserting aloud.
What men have done I can do, and if they have never done this before, still I can do it.
What, for goodness sakes, Ma demanded.
Do be merciful.
What is it you can do?
We can do it, I amended.
Why, nothing else than put the masts back into the ghost and sail away.
I'm free, she exclaimed.
And I felt as proud of my conception as if it were already a fact accomplished.
But how is it to be done? she asked.
I don't know, was my answer.
I know only that I am capable of doing anything these days.
I smiled proudly at her, too proudly, for she dropped her eyes and was for the moment's silence.
But there is Captain Larson, she objected.
Blind and helpless, I answered promptly, waving him aside as a straw.
But those terrible hands of his, you know how he leaped across the opening of the lazarette.
And you know also how I crept about and avoided him, I contended gaily.
And lost your shoes.
You'd hardly expect them to avoid Wolf Larsson without my feet inside of them.
We both laughed and then went seriously to work constructing the plan whereby we were to step the masts of the ghost and return to the world.
I remembered hazily the physics of my school days, while the last few months had given me practical experience with mechanical purchases.
I must say, though, when we walked down to the ghost to inspect more closely the task before us,
that the sight of the great masts lying in the water almost disheartened me.
Where were we to begin?
If there had been one mass standing, something high up with which to fasten blocks
and tackles, but there was nothing. It reminded me of the problem of lifting oneself by one's bootstraps.
I understood the mechanics of levers, but where was I to get a fulcrum? There was the main
mast, 15 inches in diameter at what was now the butt, still 65 feet in length, and weighing,
I roughly calculated, at least 3,000 pounds, and then came the foremast, larger in diameter,
and weighing surely 3,500 pounds.
Where was I to begin?
Maud stood silently by my side,
while I involved in my mind the contrivance known among sailors as shears.
But though known the sailors, I invented it there on Endeavour Island.
By crossing and lashing the ends of two spars,
and then elevating them in the air like an inverted V,
I could get a point above the deck,
to which to make fast my hoisting tackle.
To this hoisting tackle, I could, if necessary,
attach a second hoisting tackle,
and then there was the windlass.
Maud saw that I had achieved a solution,
and her eyes warm sympathetically.
What are you going to do? she asked.
Clear that raffle, I answered,
pointing to the tangled wreckage oversight.
Ah, the decisiveness, the very sounds of the wood.
words was good in my ears. Clear that raffle. Imagine, so sulty a phrase on the lips of the Humphrey Van
Wyden of a few months gone. There must have been a touch of the melodramatic in my pose and voice
for Maud smiled. Her appreciation of the ridiculous was keen, and in all things she unerrently saw
and felt where it existed, the touch of sham, the overshading, the overtone.
it was this which had given poised and penetration to her own work and made her of worth to the world the serious critic with a sense of humor and the power of expression must inevitably command the world's ear
and so it was that she had commanded her sense of humor was really the artist's instinct for proportion i'm sure i've heard it before somewhere in books she murmured gleefully i had an instinct for proportion
portion myself, and I collapsed forthwith, descending from the dominant pose of a master of matter,
to a state of humble confusion, which was, to say the least, very miserable.
Her hand leapt out at once to mine.
I'm so sorry, she said.
No need to be, I gulped. It does me good.
There's too much of the schoolboy in me.
All of which is neither here nor there.
What we've got to do is actually and literally clear that rest.
raffle. If you'll come with me in the boat, we'll get to work and straighten things out.
When the top men clear the raffle with their clasp-knives in their teeth, she quoted it
me, and for the rest of the afternoon we made merry over our labor. Her task was to hold the boat
in position while I worked at the tangle. In such a tangle, halliards, sheets, guise, down-halls,
shroud stays all washed about and back and forth and through, entwined and nodded by the sea.
I cut no more than was necessary, and what with passing the long ropes under and around the booms and
masts of unreaving the haliards and sheets, of coiling down in the boat and uncoiling in order to pass
through another knot in the bite, I was soon wet to the skin.
The sails did require some cutting in the canvas heavy with water tried my strength severely,
but I succeeded before nightfall and getting it all spread out on the beach to dry.
We were both very tired when we knocked off for supper, and we had done good work too,
though to the eye it appeared insignificant.
Next morning, with Maude as able assistant, I went into the hold of the ghost to clear the steps of the mast butts.
We had no more than begun work when the sound of my knocking and hammering Brett Wolf Larsen.
Hello below, he called down the open hatch.
The sound of his voice made Mont quickly draw close to me, as for protection, and she rested one hand on my arm while we parlayed.
Hello on deck, I replied.
Good morning to you.
What are you doing down there, he demanded, trying to scuttle my ship for me?
Quite the opposite. I'm repairing her, was my answer.
But what in thunder are you repairing? There was Puzzleman in his voice.
Why, I'm getting everything ready for re-stepping the masts, I replied easily, as though
it were the simplest project imaginable.
Seems as though you're standing on your own legs at last, Hump, we heard him say, and then for
some time he was silent.
But I say, Hump, he could.
called down. You can't do it. Oh, yes, I can, I retorted. I'm doing it now. But this is my vessel,
my particular property. What if I forbid you? You forget, I replied. You are no longer the biggest
piece of the ferment. You were once, and able to eat me, as you were pleased to phrase it,
but there has been a diminishing, and I am now able to eat you. The yeast is grown stale. He gave a
short, disagreeable laugh.
Huh. I see you're working my
philosophy back on me for
all it is worth, but
don't make the mistake of underestimating
me. For your own good,
I warn you. Since
one of you become a philanthropist,
I queried, confess
now, and warning me
for my own good that you are very
consistent.
He ignored my sarcasm, saying,
Suppose I clap the hatch
on now. You won't fool me,
you did in the lazarette.
Wolf Larson, I said sternly, for the first time addressing him by this, his most familiar name.
I am unable to shoot a helpless, unresisting man.
You have proven that to my satisfaction as well as yours.
But I warn you now, and not so much for your own good as for mine,
that I shall shoot you the moment you attempt a hostile act.
I can shoot you now, as I stand here.
and if you were so minded, just go ahead and try to clap on the hatch.
Nevertheless, I forbid you.
I distinctly forbid your tampering with my ship.
But man, I expostulated, you advanced the fact that it is your ship as though it were a moral right.
You have never considered moral rights in your dealings with others.
You surely do not dream that I'll consider them in dealing with you.
I had stepped underneath the open hatchway so that I could see him.
The lack of expression on his face, so different from when I had watched him unseen,
was enhanced by the unblinking, staring eyes.
It was not a pleasant face to look upon.
And none so poor, not even humped to do him reverence, he sneered.
The sneer was wholly in his voice.
His face remained expressionless as ever.
"'How do you do, Miss Brewster?' he said suddenly, after a pause.
"'I started. She had made no noise whatever, had not even moved.
"'Could it be that some glimmer of vision remained to him,
"'or that his vision was coming back?'
"'How do you do, Captain Larson?' she answered.
"'Pray, how did you know I was here?'
"'Heard you breathing, of course. I say, Humson proving, don't you think so?'
"'I don't know,' she answered, smiling at me.
I have never seen him otherwise.
You should have seen him before, then.
Wolf Larsen in large doses, I murmured, before and after taking.
I want to tell you again, Hump, he said threateningly, that you'd better leave things alone.
But you don't care to escape as well as we, I asked incredulously?
No, was his answer.
I intend dying here.
Well, we don't, I concluded defiant.
beginning again by knocking and hammering.
End of chapter 34.
Chapter 35 of the Sea Wolf.
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Chapter 35.
Next day, the mass steps clear and everything in readiness,
we started to get the two top masks aboard.
The main top mast was over 30 feet in length.
The four top mast.
mask, nearly 30, and it was of these that I intended making the shears.
It was puzzling work.
Fastening one end of a heavy tackle to the windlass, and with the other end fast to the butt
of the foretop mast, I began to heave.
Mod held the turn on the windlass and coiled down the slack.
We were astonished at the ease with which the spar was lifted.
It was an improved crank windlass, and the pre-troned.
purchase it gave was enormous. Of course, what it gave us in power, we paid for in distance.
As many times as it doubled my strength, that many times was doubled the length of the rope I heaved
in. The tackle dragged heavily across the rail, increasing its drag as the spar arose more and
more out of the water, and the exertion on the windlass grew severe. But when the butt of the topmast
was level with the rail. Everything came to a standstill.
I might have known it, I said impatiently. Now we have to do it all over again.
Why not fasten the tackle part way down the mast? Maud suggested.
It's what I should have done at first, I answered, hugely disgusted with myself.
Slipping off a turn, I lowered the mast back into the water and fastened the tackle a third of the way down from the butt.
In an hour, what of this and of rests between the heaving, I had hoisted it to the point where I could hoist no more.
Eight feet of the butt was above the rail, and I was as far away as ever from getting the spar on board.
I sat down and pondered the problem. It did not take along. I sprang jubilantly to my feet.
Now I have it, I cried. I ought to make the tackle fast at the point of balance.
and what we will learn of this will serve us with everything else we have to hoist aboard.
Once again I undid all my work by lowering the mast into the water,
but I miscalculated the point of balance so that when I heaved,
the top of the mast came up instead of the butt.
Maud looked despair, but I laughed and said it would do just as well.
Instructing her how to hold the turn and be ready to slack away at command,
I laid hold of the mast with my hands and tried to balance it inboard across the rail.
When I thought I had it, I cried to her to slack away, but the spar rided despite my efforts and drop back toward the water.
Again I heaved it up to its old position, for I had now another idea.
I remembered the watch tackle, a small double and single block affair, and fetched it.
While I was rigging it between the top of the spar and the opposite,
at rail, Wolf Larson came on the scene. We exchanged nothing more than good mornings, and, though he could
not see, he sat on the rail, out of the way, and followed by sound all that I did. Again instructing
Maude to slack away at the windlass when I gave the word, I proceeded to heave on the watch tackle.
Slowly, the mast swung in until it balanced at right angles across the rail, and then I discovered to my
amazement that there was no need for mud to slack away. In fact, the very opposite was necessary.
Making the watch tackle fast, I hove on the windlass and brought in the mast inch by inch
until its top tilted down to the deck, and finally its whole length lay on the deck.
I looked at my watch. It was 12 o'clock. My back was aching sorely, and I felt extremely tired and
hungry. And there on the deck was a single stick of timber to show for a whole morning's work.
For the first time I thoroughly realized the extent of the task before us. But I was learning.
I was learning. The afternoon would show far more accomplished, and it did, for we returned at
one o'clock, rested and strengthened by a hearty dinner. In less than an hour I had the main topmast
on deck and was constructing the shears. Lashing the two top masts together and making allowance for
their unequal length, at the point of intersection I attached the double block of the main throat
hauliards. This, with a single block in the throat halliards themselves, gave me a hoisting tackle.
To prevent the butts of the masts from slipping on the deck, I nailed down thick cleats.
Everything in readiness I made a line fast to the apex of the shears and carried it directly to the windlass.
I was going to have faith in that windlass, for it gave me power beyond all expectations.
As usual, Maude held the turn while I heaved.
The shears rose in the air.
Then I discovered I had forgotten guy ropes.
This necessitated my climbing the shears, which I did twice, before I finished guine at four and
and to either side. Twilight had set in by the time this was accomplished. Wolf Larson, who had sat
about and listened all afternoon and never opened his mouth, had taken himself off to the galley and started his supper.
I felt quite stiff across the small of my back, so much so that I straightened up with an effort and with pain.
I looked proudly at my work. It was beginning to show. I was wild with desire like a child,
with a new toy, to hoist something with my shears.
I wish it weren't so late, I said. I'd like to see how it works.
Don't be a glutton, Humphrey, Maud shied me. Remember, tomorrow was coming, and you're so tired
now that you can hardly stand. And you, I said with sudden solicitude, you must be very tired.
You have worked hard and nobly. I am proud of you, Maude.
"'Not half so proud as I am of you, nor with half the reason,' she answered,
looking me straight in the eyes for a moment with an expression in her own in a dancing tremulous light,
which I had not seen before and which gave me a pang of quick delight.
I knew not why, for I did not understand it.
Then she dropped her eyes to lift them again, laughing.
"'If our friends could see us now,' she said,
Look at us. Have you ever paused for a moment to consider our appearance?
Yes, I have considered yours frequently, I answered, puzzling over what I had seen in her eyes and puzzled by her sudden change of subject.
Mercy, she cried. And what do I look like, pray?
A scarecrow, I'm afraid, I replied. Just glanced at your draggled skirts, for example.
Look at those three-cornered tears, and such a waste. It would not require a
Sherlock Holmes to deduce that you have been cooking over a campfire to say nothing of trying
out seal blubber and the cap at all that cap and all that is the woman who wrote a kiss and
doard she made me an elaborate and stately cursy and said as for you sir and yet through the five
minutes of banter which followed there was a serious something underneath the fun which i could not but
relate to the strange and fleeting expression
I had caught in her eyes.
What was it?
Could it be that our eyes were speaking beyond the will of our speech?
My eyes had spoken, I know,
until I had found the culprits out and silenced them.
This had occurred several times.
But had she seen the clamor in them and understood
and had her eyes so spoken to me?
What else could that expression have meant,
that dancing tremulous light,
and something more which words could not describe?
and yet it could not be. It was impossible.
Besides, I was not skilled in the speech of eyes.
I was only Humphrey Van Wyden a bookish fellow who loved.
And to love, and to wait and win love, that surely was glorious enough for me.
And thus I thought, even as we shaft each other's appearance,
until we arrived ashore and there were other things to think about.
It's a shame after working hard all day that we cannot
have an uninterrupted night's sleep, I complained, after supper.
But there can be no danger now, from a blind man, she queried.
I shall never be able to trust him, I have feared, and far less now that he is blind.
The liability is that his part helplessness will make him more malignant than ever.
I know what I shall do tomorrow, the first thing, run out a light anchor and catch the schooner off the beach.
And each night when we come ashore in the boat, Mr. Wolf Larsen will be left a prisoner on board.
So this will be the last night we have to stand watch, and because of that it will go the easier.
We were awake early, and just finishing breakfast as daylight came.
Oh, Humphrey! I heard Maude cry in dismay and suddenly stop.
I looked at her. She was gazing at the ghost.
I followed her gaze but could see nothing unusual.
She looked at me, and I looked inquiry back.
The sheirs, she said, and her voice trembled.
I had forgotten their existence.
I looked again, but could not see them.
If he has, I muttered savagely.
She put her hand sympathetically on mine and said,
You will have to begin over again.
Oh, believe me, my anger means nothing.
I could not hurt a fly.
lie, I smiled back bitterly, and the worst of it is, he knows it. You are right. If he has
destroyed this years, I shall do nothing except begin over again. But I'll stand my watch on board
hereafter. I blurted out a moment later, and if he interferes. But I dare not stay ashore all
night alone, Maud was saying, when I came back to myself. It would be so much nicer if he would be
friendly with us and help us. We could all live comfortably aboard. We will, I asserted still savagely,
for the destruction of my beloved shears had hit me hard. That is, you and I will live aboard,
friendly or not with Wolf Larson. It's childish, I laughed later, for him to do such things,
and for me to grow angry over them for that matter. But my heart smote me when we climbed aboard
and looked at the havoc he had done.
The shears were gone altogether.
The guys had been sliced right and left.
The throat halliards which I had rigged were cut across through every part,
and he knew I could not splice.
A thought struck me, I ran to the windlass.
It would not work.
He had broken it.
We looked at each other in consternation.
Then I ran to the side.
The masks, booms, and gaffs I had cleared were gone.
He had found the lines which held them and cast them adrift.
Tears were in Maud's eyes, and I do believe they were for me.
I could have wept myself.
Where now was our project of remasting the ghost?
He had done his work well.
I sat down on the hatch-combing and rested my chin and my hands in black despair.
He deserves to die, I cried out, and God forgive me.
I am not man enough to be his executioner.
but maud was by my side passing her hand soothingly through my hair as though i were a child and saying there there it will come all right we are in the right and it must come right
i remembered mitchellate and leaned my head against her and truly i became strong again the blessed woman was an unfailing fount of power to me what did it matter only a set back a delay the tide could not have carried the masks far to see
than there had been no wind. It meant merely more work to find them and tow them back.
And besides, it was a lesson. I knew what to expect. He might have waited and destroyed our work
more effectually when we had more accomplished. Here he comes now, she whispered. I glanced up.
He was strolling leisurely along the poop on the port side. Take no notice of him, I whispered.
He's coming to see how we take it. Don't let him know that we
know. We can deny him that satisfaction. Take off your shoes, that's right, and carry them in your
hand. And then we played hide and seek with the blind man. As he came up the port side, we slipped
past on the starboard, and from the poop we watched him turn and start aft on our track.
He must have known somehow that we were on board, for he said, good morning, very confidently,
and waited for the greeting to be returned.
Then he strolled aft and we slipped forward.
Oh, I know you're aboard, he called out,
and I could see him listen intently after he had spoken.
It reminded me of the great hood-ow, listening after its booming cry
for the stir of its frightened prey.
But we did not stir, and we moved only when he moved.
And so we dodged about the deck hand in hand like a
couple of children chased by a wicked ogre till Wolf Larson, evidently in disgust, left the deck for the cabin.
There was glee in our eyes and suppressed titters in our mouths as we put on our shoes and clambered
over the side into the boat. And as I looked in the mud's clear brown eyes, I forgot the evil
he had done, and I knew only that I loved her, and that because of her the strength was mine to
went our way back to the world.
End of chapter 35.
Chapter 36 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Sea Wolf by Jack London.
Chapter 36.
For two days, Maude and I arranged the sea and explored the beaches in search of the missing
masts.
But it was not until the third day that we found them, all of them, the shares included,
and of all perilous places in the pounding surf of the grim southwestern promontory.
And how we worked. At the dark end of the first day, we returned, exhausted to our little cove
towing the main mast behind us, and we had been compelled to row in a dead calm, practically
every inch of the way. Another day of heartbreaking and dangerous toll saw us in camp with the two
top masks to the good. The day following I was just,
desperate, and I rafted together the foremast, the four and main booms, and the four and main gaffes.
The wind was favorable, and I had thought to tow them back under sail, but the wind baffled,
then died away, and our progress with the oars was a snail's pace.
And it was such dispiriting effort.
To throw one's whole strength and weight on the oars, and to feel the boat checked in its
forward lunge by the heavy drag behind, was not a good.
exactly exhilarating.
Night began to fall, and to make matters worse, the wind sprang up ahead.
Not only did all forward motion cease, but we began to drift back and out to sea.
I struggled at the oars till I was played out.
Poor Maude, whom I could never prevent from working to the limit of her strength,
lay weakly back in the stern sheets.
I could row no more.
My bruised and swollen hands could no longer close on the oar handle.
My wrists and arms ached intolerably, and though I had eaten heartily of a twelve o'clock lunch,
I had worked so hard that I was faint from hunger.
I pulled in the oars and bent forward to the line which held the toe,
but Maude's hand leaped out restrainingly to mine.
"'What are you going to do?' she asked in a strained, tense voice.
"'Cast it off,' I answered, slipping a turn of the rope.
But her fingers closed on mine.
"'Please don't,' she begged.
"'It is useless,' I answered.
"'Here is night, and the wind blowing us off the land.
"'But think, Humphrey, if we cannot sail away on the ghost,
"'we may remain for years on the island, for life even.
"'If it has never been discovered all these years,
"'it may never be discovered.
"'You forget the boat we found on the beach,' I reminded her.
"'It was a seal-hunting boat,' she replied.
And you know perfectly well that if the men had escaped, they would have been back to make their fortunes from the rookery.
You know they never escaped.
I remained silent, undecided.
Besides, she added, haltingly, it's your idea and I want to see you succeed.
Now I could harden my heart.
As soon as she put it on a flattering personal basis, generosity compelled me to deny her.
Better years on the island than die tonight or tomorrow or the next day in the open boat.
We are not prepared to brave the sea.
We have no food, no water, no blankets, nothing.
Why, you'd not survive the night without blankets.
I know how strong you are.
You are shivering now.
It is only nervousness, she answered.
I am afraid you will cast off the masks in spite of me.
Oh, please, please, Humphrey.
She burst out a moment later.
And so it ended with the phrase she knew had all power over me.
We shivered miserably throughout the night.
Now and again I fitfully slept, but the pain of the cold always aroused me.
How maud could stand it was beyond me.
I was too tired to thrash my arms about and warm myself,
but I found strength time and again to shave her hands and feet to restore the circulation.
and still she pleaded with me not to cast off the masts.
About three in the morning she was caught by a cold cramp,
and after I had rubbed her out of that, she became quite numb.
I was frightened.
I got out the oars and made her row,
though she was so weak I thought she would faint at every stroke.
Morning broke, and we looked along in the roaring light for our island.
At last it showed small and black on the horizon,
only fifteen miles away. I scanned the sea with my glasses. Far away in the southwest I could see a dark
line on the water, which grew even as I looked at it. Fair wind, I cried in a husky voice, which I did not
recognize as my own. Mod tried to reply, but could not speak. Her lips were blue with cold, and she
was hollow-eyed, but oh, how bravely her brown eyes looked at me. How piteously brave!
Again I fell to shafing her hands and to moving her arms up and down and about until she could thrash them herself.
Then I compelled her to stand up and though she would have fallen had I not supported her.
I forced her to walk back and forth the several steps between the thwart and the stern sheets,
and finally to spring up and down.
Oh, you brave, brave woman, I said when I saw the life coming back into her face.
Did you know that you were brave?
used to be, she answered. I was never brave till I knew you. It is you who have made me brave,
nor I until I knew you, I answered. She gave me a quick look, and again I caught that dancing,
tremulous light and something more in her eyes. But it was only for the moment. Then she smiled.
It must have been the conditions, she said, but I knew she was wrong, and I wondered if she
likewise knew. Then the wind came fair and fresh, and the boat was soon laboring through a heavy
sea toward the island. At half-past three in the afternoon we passed the southwestern promontory.
Not only were we hungry, but we were now suffering from thirst. Our lips were dry and cracked,
nor could we longer moisten them with our tongues. Then the wind slowly died down. By night it was
dead calm and I was toiling once more at the oars, but weakly, most weekly. At two in the morning,
the boats about touched the beach of our own inner cove, and I staggered out to make the painter fast.
Maud could not stand, nor had I the strength to carry her. I fell in the sand with her, and when I had
recovered, contented myself with putting my arms under her shoulders and dragging her up the
beach to the hut. The next day we did no work. In fact, we slept till three in the afternoon,
or at least I did, for I awoke to find Maud cooking dinner. Her power of recuperation was wonderful.
There was something tenacious about that lily frail body of hers, a clutch on existence which one
could not reconcile with its patent weakness. You know, I was traveling to Japan for my health,
she said as we lingered at the fire after dinner,
and delighted in the movelessness of loafing.
I was not very strong. I never was.
The doctors recommended a sea voyage, and I chose the longest.
You little knew what you were choosing, I laughed.
But I shall be a different woman for the experience, as well as a stronger woman, she answered.
And I hope a better woman.
At least I shall understand the great deal.
more life. Then, as the short day waned, we fell to discussing Wolf-Larsen's blindness.
It was inexplicable, and that it was grave, I instanced his statement that he intended to stay
and die on Endeavour Island. When he, strong man that he was, loving life as he did, accepted
his death, it was plain that he was troubled by something more than mere blindness. There had been
his terrific headaches, and we were agreed that it was some sort of brain breakdown, and that in his
attacks he endured pain beyond our comprehension. I noticed as we talked over his condition that
mod sympathy went out to him more and more, yet I could not but love her for it, so sweetly
womanly was it. Besides, there was no false sentiment about her feeling. She was agreed that the
most rigorous treatment was necessary if we were to escape, though she recoiled at the suggestion
that I might sometime be compelled to take his life to save my own, our own, she put it.
In the morning we had breakfast and were at work by daylight. I found the light-cedge anchor in the fore-hold,
for such things were kept, and with a deal of exertion, got it on deck and into the boat.
with a long running line coiled down in the stern, I rode well out into our little cove and dropped the anchor into the water.
There was no wind, the tide was high, and the schooner floated.
Casting off the shorelines, I catched her out by main strength, the windlass being broken,
till she rode nearly up and down to the small anchor, too small to hold her in any breeze.
So I lowered the big starboard anchor, giving plenty of sloth.
and by afternoon I was at work on the windlass.
Three days I worked on that windlass.
Least of all things was I a mechanic,
and in that time I accomplished what an ordinary machinist would have done in as many hours.
I had to learn my tools to begin with,
and every simple mechanical principle which such a man would have at his fingertips I had likewise to learn.
And at the end of three days I had a windlass which worked,
clumsily. It never gave the satisfaction the old windlass had given, but it worked and made my work
possible. And half a day I got the two top masts aboard, and the shears rigged and guide as
before, and that night I slept on board and on deck beside my work. Maud, who refused to stay
alone ashore, slept in the forecastle. Wolf Larson had sat about, listening to my repairing the
windlass and talking with Maude and me upon indifferent subjects. No reference was made on either side
to the destruction of the shears, nor did he say anything further about my leaving his ship alone.
But still I had feared him, blind and helpless in listening, always listening, and I never
let his strong arms get within reach of me while I worked. On this night, sleeping under my beloved
shears, I was aroused by his footsteps on the deck. It was a starlight night, and I could see the
bulk of him dimly as he moved about. I rolled out of my blanket and crept noiselessly after him in my
stocking feet. He had armed himself with a draw-knife from the tool-locker, and with this he prepared
to cut across the throat halliards I had again rigged to the shears. He felt the halliards
with his hands, and discovered that I had not made them fast.
This would not do for a draw-knife, so he lay hold of the running part, hove-taught, and made fast.
Then he prepared to saw a cross with a draw-knife.
I wouldn't, if I were you, I said quietly.
He heard the click of my pistol, and laughed.
Hello, Hump, he said.
I knew you were here all the time.
You can't fool my ears.
That's a lie, Wolf-Larson.
I said just as quietly as before.
However, I am aching for a chance to kill you, so go ahead and cut.
You have the chance always, he sneered.
Go ahead and cut, I threatened ominously.
I'd rather disappoint you, he laughed, and turned on his heel and went aft.
Something must be done, Humphrey, Maud said next morning when I had told her of the night's occurrence.
If he has liberty, he may do anything.
He may sink the vessel or set fire to it.
There is no telling what he may do.
We must make him a prisoner.
But how?
I asked with a helpless shrug.
I dare not come within reach of his arms,
and he knows that so long as his resistance is passive,
I cannot shoot him.
There must be a way, she contended.
Let me think.
There is one way, I said grimly.
She waited.
I picked up a seal club.
It won't kill him, I said, and before he could recover, I'd have him bound hard and fast.
She shook her head with a shudder.
No, not that.
There must be some less brutal way.
Let us wait.
But we did not have to wait long, and the problem solved itself.
In the morning, after several trials, I found the point of balance on the foremast
and attached my hoisting tackle a few feet above it.
Maud held the turn on the windlass and coiled down while I heaved.
Had the windlass been in order, it would not have been so difficult.
As it was, I was compelled to apply all my weight and strength to every inch of the heaving.
I had to rest frequently.
In truth, my spells of resting were longer than those of working.
Mod even contrived at times when all my efforts could not budge the windlass,
to hold the turn with one hand and with the other.
to throw the weight of her slim body to my assistance.
At the end of an hour, the single and double blocks came together at the top of the shears.
I could hoist no more, and yet the mast was not swung entirely inboard.
The butt rested against the outside of the port rail,
while the top of the mast overhung the water far beyond the starboard rail.
My shears were too short.
All my work had been for nothing.
But I no longer despaired in the old way.
I was acquiring more confidence in myself
and more confidence in the possibility of windlasses,
cheers, and hoisting tackles.
There was a way in which it could be done,
and it remained for me to find that way.
While I was considering the problem,
Wolf Larson came on deck.
We noticed something strange about him at once.
The indecisiveness or feebleness of his movements was more pronounced.
His walk was actually tottery as he came down the port side of the cabin.
At the break of the poop he reeled, raised one hand to his eyes with a familiar brushing gesture,
and fell down the steps, still on his feet, to the main deck, across which he staggered,
falling and flinging out his arms for support.
He regained his balance by the steerage companion way and stood there dizzily for his space,
when he suddenly crumbled up and collapsed, his legs bending under him as he sank to the deck.
One of his attacks, I whispered to Maud.
She nodded her head, and I can see sympathy warm in her eyes.
We went up to him, but he seemed unconscious, breathing spasmodically.
She took charge of him, lifting his head to keep the blood out of it,
and dispatching me to the cabin for a pillow.
I also brought blankets, and we made him come.
I took his pulse. It beat steadily and strong and was quite normal. This puzzled me.
I became suspicious. What if he should be feigning this? I asked, still holding his risk.
Mod shook her head and there was refruf in her eyes. But just then the risk I held leaped from my hand,
and the hand clasped like a steel trap about my wrist. I cried aloud in awful fear,
a wild, inarticulate cry, and I caught one glimpse of his face, malignant and triumphant,
as his other hand compassed my body, and I was drawn down to him in a terrible grip.
My wrist was released, but his other arm passed around my back, held both my arms so that I could not move.
His free hand went to my throat, and in that moment I knew the bitterest foretaste of death earned by one's own idiocy.
Why had I trusted myself within reach of those terrible arms?
I could feel other hands at my throat.
They were Maude's hands striving vainly to tear loose the hand that was throttling me.
She gave it up and I heard her scream in a way that cut me to the soul,
for it was a woman's scream of fear and heartbreaking despair.
I had heard it before during the sinking of the Martinez.
My face was against his chest and I could not see,
but I heard Mod turn and run swiftly along the deck.
Everything was happening quickly.
I had not yet had a glimmering of unconsciousness,
and it seemed that an interminable period of time was lapsing
before I heard her feet flying back,
and just then I felt the whole man sank under me.
The breath was leaving his lungs,
and his chest was collapsing under my weight.
Whether it was merely the expelled breath,
or his consciousness of growing impotence, I know not, but his throat vibrated with a deep ground.
The hand at my throat relaxed, I breathed.
It fluttered and tightened again, but even his tremendous will could not overcome the disillusion that assailed it.
That will of his was breaking down.
He was fainting.
Maud's footsteps were very near as his hand fluttered for the last time, and my throat was
released. I rolled off and over to the deck on my back, gasping and blinking in the sunshine.
Maud was pale but composed. My eyes had gone instantly to her face, and she was looking at me
with mingled alarm and relief. A heavy seal club in her hand caught my eyes, and at that moment
she followed my gaze down to it. The club dropped from her hand as though it had suddenly stung her,
and at the same moment my heart surged with a great joy.
Truly she was my woman, my mate woman,
fighting with me and for me as the maid of a caveman would have fought,
all the primitive in her aroused, forgetful of her culture,
hard under the softening civilization of the only life she had ever known.
Dear woman, I cried scrambling to my feet.
The next moment she was in my arms,
leaping convulsively on my shoulder while I clasped her close.
I looked down at the brown glory of her hair, glinting jams in the sunshine far more precious to me
than those in the treasure chests of kings.
And I bent my head and kissed her hair softly, so softly that she did not know.
Then sober thought came to me.
After all, she was only a woman crying her relief now that the danger was passed,
in the arms of her protector, or of the one who had been endangered.
Had I been father, her brother, the situation would have been in no wise different.
Besides, time and place were not meet, and I wished to earn a better right to declare my love.
So once again I softly kissed her hair, as I felt her receding from my clasp.
It was a real attack this time, I said, another shock like the one that made him blind.
He feigned at first, and in doing so brought it on.
Maud was already rearranging his pillow.
No, I said not yet.
Now that I have him helpless, helpless he shall remain.
From this day we live in the cabin.
Wolf Larson shall live in steerage.
I caught him under the shoulders and dragged him to the companionway.
At my direction, Maud fetched a rope.
Placing this under his shoulders,
I balanced him across the third.
threshold and lowered him down the steps to the floor. I could not lift him directly into a bunk,
but with Mod's help I lifted first his shoulders and head, then his body, balanced him across the edge,
and rolled him into a lower bunk. But this was not to be all. I recollected the handcuffs in
the stateroom, which he preferred to use on sailors instead of the ancient and clumsy ship irons.
So, when we left him, he lay handcuffed, hand at foot.
For the first time in many days, I breathed freely.
I felt strangely light as I came on deck, as though a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
I felt also that Maude and I had drawn more closely together,
and I wondered if she too felt it as we walked along the deck side by side
to where the stalled foremasked hung in the shears.
End of Chapter 36.
Chapter 37 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Seawolf by Jack London, Chapter 37.
At once we moved aboard the ghost, occupying our old state rooms and cooking in the galley.
The imprisonment of Wolf-Lorisoned had happened most opportunely,
for what must have been the Indian summer of this high latitude was gone,
and drizzling stormy weather had set in.
We were very comfortable,
and the inadequate shears
with the four masks suspended from them,
gave a business-like air to the schooner
and a promise of departure.
And now that we had Wolf-Larsin and Irons,
how little did we need it?
Like his first attack,
his second had been accompanied
by serious disablement.
Maude made the discovery in the afternoon
while trying to give him nourishment.
He had shown,
signs of consciousness and she had spoken to him, eliciting no response. He was lying on his left side at the
time, and in evident pain. With a restless movement, he rolled his head around, blaring his left
ear from the pillow against which it had been pressed. At once he heard and answered her,
and at once she came to me. Pressing the pillow against his left ear, I asked if he heard me,
but he gave no sign. Removing the pillow.
and repeating the question, he answered promptly that he did.
Do you know you were deaf in the right ear, I asked?
Yes, he answered in a low, strong voice.
And worse than that, my whole right side is affected.
It seems asleep.
I cannot move arm or leg.
Faining again, I demanded angrily.
He shook his head, his stern mouth shaping the strangest twisted smile.
It was indeed a twisted.
smile, for it was on the left side only, the facial muscles of the right side moving not at all.
That was the last play of the wolf, he said. I am paralyzed. I shall never walk again.
Oh, only on the other side, he added, as though divining the suspicious glance, I flung at his left
leg, the knee of which had just then drawn up and elevated the blankets. It's unfortunate, he continued.
like to have done for you first, Hump, and I thought I had that much left in me.
But why? I asked partly in horror, partly out of curiosity.
Again his stern mouth framed the twisted smile, as he said,
Oh, just to be alive, to be living and doing, to be the biggest bit of the ferment to the end, to eat you.
But to die this way?
He shrugged his shoulders, or attempted to shrug them, rather, for those.
the left shoulder alone moved. Like the smile, the shrug was twisted.
But how can you account for it? I asked. Where is the seed of you trouble?
The brain, he said at once. It was those cursed headaches brought it on.
Symptoms, I said. He nodded his head. There is no accounting for it. I was never sick in my life.
Something's gone wrong with my brain. A cancer, a tumor, or something of that nature.
a thing that devours and destroys.
It's attacking my nerve centers,
aiding them up bit by bit,
cell by cell from the pain.
The motor centers, too, I suggested.
So it would seem,
and the curse of it is that I must lie here,
conscious, mentally unimpaired,
knowing that the lines are going down,
breaking bit by bit communication with the world.
I cannot see, hearing and feeling or leaving me,
at this rate I shall soon cease to speak.
Yet all the time I shall be here alive, active, and powerless.
When you say you are here, I'd suggest the likelihood of the soul, I said.
Bosch was his reply.
It simply means that in the attack on my brain, the higher psychical centers are untouched.
I can remember, I can think and reason.
When that goes, I go.
I am not.
The soul? He broke out in mocking laughter, then turned his left ear to the pillow, as a sign that he wished no further conversation.
Maud and I went about our work, oppressed by the fearful fate which had overtaken him.
How fearful we were yet fully to realize. There was the awfulness of the retribution about it.
Our thoughts were deep and solemn, and we spoke to each other scarcely above whispers.
You might remove the handcuffs, he said that night, as we stood in consultation over him.
It's dead safe.
I'm a paralytic now.
The next thing to watch out for is bed sores.
He smiled his twisted smile, and mod, her eyes wide with horror, was compelled to turn away her head.
Do you know that your smile is crooked?
I asked him, for I knew that she must attend him, and I wish to save her as much as possible.
Then I shall smile no more.
he said calmly.
I thought something was wrong.
My right cheek has been numb all day.
Yes, and I've had warnings to this for the last three days.
By spells, my right side seemed going to sleep,
sometimes arm or hand, sometimes leg or foot.
So my smile is crooked, he queried a short while after.
Well, consider henceforth that I smile internally,
with my soul, if you please, my soul.
consider that I am smiling now and for the space of several minutes he lay there quiet indulging his grotesque fancy the man of him was not changed it was the old indomitable terrible wolf larsen imprisoned somewhere within that flesh which had once been so invincible and splendid
now it bound him with incensient fetters walling his soul and darkness and silence blocking it from the world which to him had been a riot of action no more would he conjugate the verb to do in every mood and tense
to be was all that remained to him to be as he had defined death without movement to will but not to execute to think and reason and in the spirit of him to be as alive as ever but in the flesh
to be dead quite dead and yet although I even removed the handcuffs we could not adjust ourselves to his condition our minds revolted to him he was full of potentiality we knew not what to expect of him next what fearful thing rising above the flesh that he might break out and do our experience warranted this state of mind and we went about our work with anxiety always upon us
I had solved the problem which had arisen through the shortness of the shears.
By means of the watch tackle, I had made a new one.
I heaved the butt of the foremast across the rail and then lowered it to the deck.
Next, by means of the shears, I hoisted the main boom on board.
Its 40 feet of length would supply the height necessary properly to swing the mast.
By means of a secondary tackle I had attached to the shears,
I swung the boom to a nearly perpendicular position,
then lowered the butt to the deck,
where, to prevent slipping,
I spiked great cleats around it.
The single block of my original shears tackle
I had attached to the end of the boom.
Thus, by carrying this tackle to the windlass,
I could raise and lower the end of the boom at will,
the butt always remaining stationary,
and by means of guise,
I could swing the boom from side to side,
to the end of the boom I had likewise rigged a hoisting tackle, and when the whole arrangement was completed I could not but be startled by the power and latitude it gave me.
Of course, two days' work was required for the accomplishment of this part of my task, and it was not till the morning of the third day that I swung the foremast from the deck and proceeded to square its butt to fit the step.
Here I was especially awkward.
I sawed and chopped and chiseled the weathered wood till it had the appearance of having been nod by some gigantic mass, but it fitted.
It will work. I know it will work, I cried.
Do you know Dr. Jordan's final test of truth? Mod asked.
I shook my head and paused in the act of dislodging the shavings which had drifted down my neck.
Can we make it work? Can we trust our lives to it?
Is a test.
He is a favorite of yours, I said.
When I dismantled my own pantheon and cast out Napoleon and Caesar and their fellows,
I straightaway erected a new pantheon, she answered gravely,
and the first I installed as Dr. Jordan, a modern hero.
And a greater because modern, she added.
How can the old-world heroes compare with ours?
I shook my head.
We were too much alike and many things for argument.
Our points of view and outlook on life, at least, were very alike.
For a pair of critics we agree famously, I laughed.
And as shipwright and able assistant, she laughed back.
But there was little time for laughter in those days,
one of our heavy work and of the awfulness of Wolf Larson's living death.
He had received another stroke.
He had lost his voice, or he was losing it.
he had only intermittent use of it.
As he phrased it, the wires were like the stock market, now up, now down.
Occasionally the wires were up and he spoke as well as ever, though slowly and heavily.
Then speech would suddenly desert him in the middle of a sentence, perhaps,
and for hours sometimes we would wait for the connection to be re-established.
He complained of great pain in his head, and it was during this period that he was,
arranged a system of communication against the time when speech should leave him altogether.
One pressure of the hand for yes, two for no. It was well that it was arranged, for by evening his
voice had gone from him. By hand pressures after that he answered our questions, and when he
wished to speak he scrawled his thoughts with his left hand, quite legibly, on a sheet of paper.
The fairst winter had now descended upon us. Gale followed Gail with snow and sleet and rain.
The seals had started on their great southern migration and the rookery was practically deserted.
I worked feverishly. In spite of the bad weather and of the wind which especially hindered me,
I was on deck from daylight till dark and making substantial progress.
I profited by my lesson learned through raising the
the shears and then climbing them to attach the guise.
To the top of the foremast, which was just lifted conveniently from the deck, I attached the rigging,
stays and throat and peak halliards. As usual, I had underrated the amount of work involved
in this portion of the task, and two long days were necessary to complete it. And there was so
much yet to be done. The sales, for instance, which practically had to be made over,
her. While I toiled at rigging the foremask, Maud sewed on canvas, always ready to drop everything and come to my
assistance when more hands than two were required. The canvas was heavy and hard, and she sewed with a
regular sailor's palm and three-cornered sail needle. Her hands were soon sadly blistered, but she
struggled bravely on, and in addition doing the cooking and taking care of the sick man. A fig for
superstition, I said on Friday morning. That mask goes in today. Everything was ready for the attempt.
Carrying the boom tackle to the wind list, I hoisted the mask nearly clear of the deck.
Making this tackle fast, I took to the wind list the Shear's tackle, which was connected with the end of the boom.
And with a few turns, had the mask perpendicular and clear.
Mod clapped her hands the instant she was relieved from holding a turn, crying,
It works. It works. We'll trust our lives to it.
Then she assumed a rueful expression.
It's not over the whole, she added.
Will you have to begin all over?
I smiled in superior fashion and slacking off on one of the boom guys and taking in on the other,
swung the mask perfectly in the center of the deck.
Still, it was not over the hole.
Again the rueful expression came on her face,
and again I smiled in a superior way.
Slacking away on the boom tackle and hoisting an equivalent amount on the shears tackle,
I brought the butt of the mast into position directly over the hole in the deck.
Then I gave mod careful instructions for lowering away
and went into the hole to the step on the schooner's bottom.
I called to her and the mast moved easily and accurately,
straight toward the square hole of the step the square butt descended.
But as it descended, it slowly twisted so that square would not fit into square.
But I had not even a moment's indecision.
Calling to Mod to cease lowering, I went on deck and made the watch tackle fast to the mask with a rolling hitch.
I left Mod to pull on it while I went below.
By the light of the lantern I saw the butt twist slowly around.
till its sides coincided with the sides of the step.
Mod made fast and returned to the windlass.
Slowly the butt descended the several intervening inches
at the same time slightly twisting again.
Again, Mod rectified the twist with the watchtackle,
and again she lowered away from the windlass.
Square fitted into square.
The mast was stabbed.
I raised a shout, and she ran down to sea.
in the yellow lantern light we peered at what we had accomplished.
We looked at each other and our hands felt their way and clasped.
The eyes of both of us, I think, were moist with the joy of success.
It was done so easily after all, I remarked.
All the work was in the preparation.
And all the wonder in the completion, Maude added.
I can scarcely bring myself to realize that that great mast is really up and in,
that you have lifted it from the water, swung it through the air, and deposited it here where it belongs.
It is a titan's task.
And they made themselves many inventions.
I began merrily, then paused to sniff the air.
I looked hastily at the lantern.
It was not smoking.
Again I sniffed.
Something is burning, Maud said with sudden conviction.
We sprang together for the ladder, but I raced past her to the deck.
A dense volume of smoke was pouring out of the steerage companion way.
The wolf is not yet dead, I muttered to myself as I sprang down through the smoke.
It was so thick in the confined space that I was compelled to feel my way,
and so potent was the spell of Wolf Larsen on my imagination,
I was quite prepared for the helpless giant to grip my neck and the stranglehold.
I hesitated the desire to race back and up the steps to the dead,
almost overpowering me, then I recollected Maude.
The vision of her, as I had last seen her, in the lantern light of the schooners hold,
her brown eyes warm and moist with joy, flashed before me, and I knew that I could not go back.
I was choking and suffocating by the time I reached Wolf-Larsen's bunk.
I reached my hand and felt for his.
He was lying motionless, but moved slightly at the touch of my hand.
I felt over and under his blankets.
There was no warmth, no sign of fire.
Yet that smoke, which blinded me and made me cough and gasped, must have a source.
I lost my head temporarily and dashed frantically about the steerage.
A collision with the table partially knocked the wind from my body and brought me to myself.
I reasoned that a helpless man could start a fire only near to where he lay.
I returned to Wolf-Larsen's bunk.
There I encountered Maud.
How long she had been there in that suffocating atmosphere, I could not guess.
Go up on deck, I commanded preemptorily.
But Humphrey, she began to protest in a queer husky voice.
Please, please, I shouted at her harshly.
She drew away obediently, and then I thought,
What if she cannot find the steps?
I started after her to stop at the foot of the companionway.
Perhaps she had gone up. As I stood there hesitant, I heard her cry softly.
Oh, Humphrey, I am lost. I found her fumbling at the wall of the after bulkhead,
and half-leading her, half-carrying her, I took her up the companionway. The pure air was like
nectar. Maud was only faint and dizzy, and I left her lying on the deck when I took my second
plunge below. The source of the smoke must be very close to one.
Wolf Larsen. My mind was made up on this, and I went straight to his bunk. As I felt among his
blanket, something hot fell on the back of my hand. It burned me, and I jerked my hand away. Then I
understood. Through the cracks in the bottom of the upper bunk, he had set fire to the mattress.
He still retained sufficient use of his left hand to do this. The damp straw of the mattress fired
from beneath and denied air, had been smoldering all the while.
As I dragged the mattress out of the bunk, it seemed to disintegrate in mid-air at the same time
bursting in the flames. I beat out the burning remnants of straw in the bunk, then made a dash
for the deck for fresh air. Several buckets of water suffice to put out the burning mattress in the
middle of the steerage floor, and ten minutes later, when the smoke had fairly cleared, I allowed
Maud to come below. Wolf Larson was unconscious, but it was a matter of minutes for the fresh air to
restore him. We were working over him, however, when he signed for paper and pencil.
Pray do not interrupt me, he wrote. I am smiling. I am still a bit of the ferment, you see,
he wrote a little later. I am glad you are as small a bit as you are, I said.
Thank you, he wrote.
But just think how much smaller I shall be before I die.
And yet I am all here, Hump, he wrote, with the final flourish.
I can think more clearly than ever in my life before.
Nothing to disturb me.
Concentration is perfect.
I am all here and more than here.
It was like a message from the night of the grave,
for this man's body had become as mausoleum.
and there, in so strange sepulchre, his spirit fluttered and lived.
It would flutter and live till the last line of communication was broken,
and after that, who was to say how much longer it might continue to flutter and live?
End of Chapter 37.
Chapter 38 of the Sea Wolf.
This library of box recording is in the public domain.
The Seawolf by Jack London, Chapter 38.
I think my left side is going.
Wolf Larsen wrote the morning after his attempt to fire the ship.
The numbness is growing.
I can hardly move my hand.
You will have to speak louder.
The last lines are going down.
Are you in pain? I asked.
I was compelled to repeat my question loudly before he answered.
Not all the time.
The left hand stumbled slowly and painfully across the paper,
and it was with extreme difficulty that we deciphered the scroll.
It was like a spirit message, such are delivered at sea ounces of spiritualists for a dollar admission.
But I am still here, all here, the hand scrawled more slowly and painfully than ever.
The pencil dropped and we had to replace it in the hand.
When there is no pain, I have perfect peace and quiet.
I have never thought so clearly.
I can ponder life and death like a Hindu sage.
And immortality?
Maud queried loudly in the ear.
Three times the hand assayed to write but fumbled hopelessly.
The pencil fell.
In vain we tried to replace it.
The fingers could not close on it.
Then Maud pressed and held the fingers about the pencil with her own hand,
and the hand wrote in large letters,
and so slowly that the minutes ticked off to each letter.
B, O,
It was Wolf Larson's last word, Bosch, skeptical and invincible to the end.
The arm and hand relaxed.
The trunk of the body moved slightly.
Then there was no movement.
Maud released the hand.
The fingers spread slightly, following a part of their own weight, and the pencil rolled away.
Do you still hear?
I shouted holding the fingers and waiting for the single pressure which would
signify yes. There was no response. The hand was dead. I noticed the lips move slightly,
mod said. I repeated the question. The lips moved. She placed her fingers on them. Again I repeated
the question. Yes, Mod announced. We looked at each other expectantly. What good is it? I asked.
What can we say now? Oh, ask him. She hesitated.
Ask him something that requires no for an answer, I suggested.
Then we will know for certainty.
Are you hungry?
She cried.
The lips moved under her fingers, and she answered, yes.
Will you have some beef?
Was her next query.
No, she announced.
Beef tea?
Yes, he will have some beef tea, she said quietly, looking up at me.
Until as hearing goes, we shall be able to communicate with him.
and after that she looked at me quirly i saw her lips trembling and the tears swimming up in her eyes she swayed toward me and i caught her in my arms oh humphrey she sobbed when will it all end i am so tired so tired
she buried her head on my shoulder her frail form shaken with a storm of weeping she was like a feather in my arm so slender so ethereal
She has broken down at last, I thought.
What can I do without her help?
But I soothed and comforted her
till she pulled herself bravely together
and recuperated mentally as quickly
as she was wont to do physically.
I ought to be ashamed of myself, she said,
then added with a whimsical smile I adored.
But I am only one small woman.
That phrase, the one small woman,
startled me like an electric shock. It was my own phrase, my pet, secret phrase, my love phrase for her.
Where did you get that phrase, I demanded, with an abruptness that in turn startled her?
What phrase, she asked. One small woman. Is it yours? she asked. Yes, I answered, mine. I made it.
Then you must have talked in your sleep, she smiled. The dancing tremulous light was in her eyes.
Mine, I knew, were speaking beyond the will of my speech.
I leaned toward her. Without volation I leaned toward her, as a tree is swayed by the wind.
Ah, we were very close together in that moment.
But she shook her head as one might shake off sleep or a dream, saying,
I have known it all my life. It was my father's name for my mother.
It is my phrase, too, I said stubbornly.
For your mother?
No, I answered.
and she questioned no further, though I could have sworn her eyes retained for some time a mocking, teasing expression.
With the foremast end, the work now went on apace, almost before I knew it, and without one serious hitch, I had the main mass stepped.
A derrick boom rigged to the foremast that accomplished this, and several days more found all stays and shrouds in place and everything set up taut.
top sails would be a nuisance and a danger for a crew of two, so I heaved the top mass on deck and lashed them fast.
Several more days were consumed in finishing the sails and putting them on.
There were only three, the jibb, foresail, and main sail, and patched, shortened, and distorted,
they were a ridiculously ill-fitting suit for so trim the craft as the ghost.
But they'll work, Maude cried jublyantly.
We'll make them work and trust our lives to them.
Certainly among my many new trades, I shone least as a sale maker.
I could sail them better than make them,
and I had no doubt of my power to bring the schooner to some northern port of Japan.
In fact, I had crammed navigation from textbooks aboard,
and besides, there was Wolf-Larsen's Star-scale,
so simple a device that a child could work it.
As for its inventor, beyond an increasing deafness and the movement of the lips growing fainter and fainter,
there had been little change in his condition for a week.
But on the day we finished bending the schooner's sail, he heard his last,
and the last movement of his lips died away.
But not before I asked him,
Are you all there?
And the lips had answered, yes.
The last line was down, somewhere within the left.
that tomb of flesh still dwelt the soul of the man, walled by the living clay, that fierce intelligence
we had known burned on, but it burned on in silence and darkness, and it was disembodied.
To that intelligence there could be no objective knowledge of a body. It knew no body.
The very world was not. It knew only itself, and the vastness and profundity of the quiet and the dark.
End of Chapter 38.
Chapter 39 of the Sea Wolf.
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The Seawolf by Jack London, Chapter 39.
The day came for our departure.
There was no longer anything to detain us on Endeavour Island.
The ghost, stumpy masks were in place, her crazy sails bent.
All my handiwork was strong.
none of it beautiful, but I knew that it would work, and I felt myself a man of power as I looked at it.
I did it, I did it. With my own hands, I did it, I wanted to cry aloud. But Maud and I had a way of
voicing each other's thought, and she said, as we prepared to hoist the mainsail.
To think, Humphrey, you did it all with your own hands, but there were two other hands, I answered.
Two small hands, and don't say that with you.
a phrase also of your father. She laughed and shook her head and held her hands up for inspection.
I can never get them clean again, she wailed, nor soften the weather-beat.
Then dirt and weather-beat shall be your guardian of honor, I said, holding them in mind.
And spite of my resolutions, I would have kissed the two dear hands had she not swiftly
withdrawn them. Our comradeship was becoming tremulous.
I had mastered my love long and well, but now it was mastering me.
Willfully had it disobeyed and won my eyes to speech, and now it was winning my tongue,
A, in my lips, for they were mad this moment to kiss the two small hands which had toiled so faithfully and hard.
And I too was mad.
There was a cry in my being like bugles calling me to her, and there was a wind blowing upon me which I could not resist,
swaying the very body of mine till I leaned toward her, all unconscious that I leaned, and she knew it.
She could not but know it as she swiftly drew away her hands, and yet could not forbear one quick,
searching look before she turned away her eyes.
By means the deck tackles I had arranged to carry the halliards forward to the windlass,
and now I hoisted the main sail, peak and throat at the same time.
It was a clumsy way, but it did not take.
long and soon the foresail as well was up and fluttering.
We can never get that anchor up in this narrow place once it is left the bottom, I said.
We should be on the rocks first.
What can you do? she asked.
Slip it was my answer.
And when I do, you must do your first work on the windlass.
I shall have to run at once to the wheel, and at the same time you must be hoisting the jib.
This maneuver of getting underway I had studied and worked out a score of times, and with the jib
howlier to the windlass, I knew Maud was capable of hoisting that most necessary sail.
A brisk wind was blowing into the cove, and though the water was calm, rapid work was required
to get as safely out.
When I knocked the shackle bolt loose, the chain roared out through the hos hole and into the sea.
I raced aft putting the wheel up.
The ghost seemed to start into life as she healed to the first fill of her sails.
The jib was rising.
As it filled, the ghost's bow swung off and I had to put the wheel down a few spokes and steady her.
I had devised an automatic jib sheet which passed the jib across of itself,
so there was no need for mud to attend to that,
but she was still hoisting the jib when I put the wheel hard to.
down. It was a moment of anxiety, for the ghost was rushing directly upon the beach,
as stones throw distant, but she swung obediently on her heel into the wind. There was a great
fluttering and flapping of canvas and reef points, most welcome to my ears, then she filled away on the
other tack. Maud had finished her task and come aft, where she stood beside me, a small cap perched
on her wind-blown hair, her cheeks flushed from exertion, her eyes wide and bright with the excitement,
her nostrils quivering to the rush and bite of the fresh-sulled air. Her brown eyes were like
as startled dears. There was a wild, keen look in them I had never seen before, and her lips
parted and her breath suspended as a ghost, charging upon the wall of rocks at the entrance
of the inner cove, swept into the wind and filled away into the air.
safe water. My first mate's berth on the ceiling ground stood me in good stead, and I cleared the inner
cove and laid a long tack along the shore of the outer cove. Once again about, and the ghost
headed out to open sea. She had now caught the bosom breathing of the ocean and was herself
a breath with the rhythm of it as she smoothly mounted and slipped down each broad-backed wave.
The day had been dull and overcast, but the sun now burst through the clouds a welcome omen and shone upon the curving beach where together we had dared the lords of the harem and swain the wholess chicky.
All endeavor island brightened under the sun.
Even the grim southwestern promontories showed less grim and here and there where the sea spray wet its surface, highlights flashed and dazzled in the sun.
I shall always think of it with pride, I said to Maud.
She threw her head back in a queenly way, but said,
Dear, dear, and ever island, I shall always love it.
And I, I said quickly, it seemed our eyes must meet in a great understanding,
and yet, lo, they struggled away and did not meet.
There was a silence which I might almost call awkward till I broke it, saying,
See those black clouds to windward.
you remember i told you last night the barometer was falling and the sun is gone she said her eyes still fixed upon her island where we had proved our mastery over matter and attained to the truest comradeship that may fall to man and woman and it slack off the sheets for japan i cried gaily a fair wind and a flowing sheet you know or however it goes lashing the wheel i ran forward east the foreign
main sheets, took in on the boom tackles and trimmed everything for the quartering breeze,
which was ours. It was a fresh breeze, very fresh, but I resolved to run as long as I dared.
Unfortunately, when running free, it is impossible to lash the wheel, so I faced an all-night watch.
Mod insisted on relieving me, but proved that she had not the strength to steer in a heavy sea,
even if she could have gained the wisdom on such short notice.
She appeared quite heartbroken over the discovery, but recovered her spirits by coiling down tackles and alliards and all stray ropes.
Then there were meals to be cooked in the galley, beds to make, Wolf Larson to be attended upon,
and she finished the day with a grand house-cleaning attack upon the cabin and steerage.
All night I steered without relief, the wind slowly and steadily increasing and the sea rising.
At five in the morning, Maude brought up.
me hot coffee and biscuits she had baked, and at seven a substantial and piping hot breakfast put
new lift into me. Throughout the day, and as slowly and steadily as ever, the wind increased.
It impressed one with its sullen determination to blow, and blow harder and keep on blowing.
And still the ghost foamed along, racing off the miles till I was certain she was making at least
11 knots. It was too good to lose, but by nightfall I was exhausted. Though in splendid physical
trim, a 36-hour trick at the wheel was the limit of my endurance. Besides, Maud begged me to
heave to, and I knew if the wind and sea increased at the same rate during the night that it would soon
be impossible to heave to. So, as twilight deepened gladly and at the same time reluctantly,
I brought the ghost up on the wind.
But I had not reckoned upon the colossal task
the reefing of three sails meant for one man.
While running away from the wind,
I had not appreciated its force,
but when we ceased to run,
I learned to my sorrow
and well-nighed to my despair,
how fiercely it was really blowing.
The wind blocked my every effort,
ripping the canvas out of my hands,
and in an instant undoing what I had gained
by ten minutes of severe struggle. At eight o'clock I succeeded only in putting the second reef into the foresail.
At eleven o'clock, I was no further along. Blood dripped from every finger-end while the nails were
broken to the quick. From pain and sheer exhaustion I wept into darkness secretly so that
maud should not know. Then, in desperation, I abandoned the attempt to reef the main sail
and resolved to try the experiment of heaving two under the close-reefed foresail.
Three hours more were required to gasket the main sail and jib, and at two in the morning,
nearly dead. The life almost buffeted and worked out of me.
I had barely sufficient consciousness to know the experiment was a success.
The close-reefed foresail worked.
The ghost clung on close to the wind and betrayed no inclination to fall off-brun.
side to the trough. I was famished, but Maude tried vainly to get me to eat. I dozed with my mouth full of food.
I would fall asleep in the act of carrying food to my mouth and awaken in torment to find the act yet
uncompleted. So sleepily helpless was I that she was compelled to hold me in my chair to prevent my being
flung to the floor by the violent pitching of the schooner. Of the passage from the galley to the cabin,
and I knew nothing. It was a sleepwalker, Maud guided and supported. In fact, I was aware of nothing
until I awoke how long after I could not imagine in my bunk with my boots off. It was dark. I was stiff
and lame and cried out with pain when the bedclothes touched my poor finger ends.
Morning had evidently not come, so I closed my eyes and went to sleep again. I did not know it,
but I had slept the clock around, and it was night again.
Once more I awoke, troubled because I could sleep no better.
I struck a match and looked at my watch.
It marked midnight, and I had not left the deck until three.
I should have been puzzled had I not guessed the solution.
No wonder I was sleeping brokenly.
I had slept twenty-one hours.
I listened for a while to the behavior of the ghost,
to the pounding of the seas in the muffled roar of the wind on deck,
and then turned over on my ride and slept peacefully until morning.
When I arose at seven, I saw no sign of mud,
and concluded she was in the galley preparing breakfast.
On deck I found the ghost doing splendidly under her patch of canvas.
But in the galley, though a fire was burning and water boiling,
I found no mod.
I discovered her in the steerage,
by Wolf Larson's bunk. I looked at him, the man who had been hurled down from the topmost pitch of
life to be buried alive and be worse than dead. There seemed a relaxation of his expressionless face
which was new. Maud looked at me and I understood. His life flickered out in the storm, I said.
But he still lives, she answered, infinite faith in her voice. He had too great strength. Yes,
she said. But now it no longer shackles him. He is a free spirit. He is a free spirit, surely, I answered,
and taking her hand, I let her on deck. The storm broke that night, which is to say that it diminished
as slowly as it had arisen. After breakfast next morning, when I had hoisted Wolf Larson's body on deck
ready for burial, it was still blowing heavily, and a large sea was running. The deck was continually awash with
the sea which came inboard over the rail and through the scuppers. The wind smote the schooner
with a sudden gust, and she healed over till her lee rail was buried, the roar in her rigging,
rising in pitch to a shriek. We stood in the water to our knees as I buried my head.
I can remember only one part of the service, I said, and that is, and the body shall be cast
into the sea. Maud looked at me, surprised and shocked,
but the spirit of something I had seen before was strong upon me,
impelling me to give service to Wolf Larson,
as Wolf Larson had once given service to another man.
I lifted the end of the hatch cover,
and the canvas shrouded body slipped feet first into the sea.
The weight of iron dragged it down.
It was gone.
Goodbye, Lucifer, proud spirit,
Maude whispered so low that it was drowned by the shouting of the wind,
but I saw the movement of her lips and knew.
As we clung to the lee rail and worked our way aft,
I happened to glance to leeward,
two or three miles away, rolling and pitching,
head on to the sea as it steamed toward us.
It was painted black,
and from the talk of the hunters of their poaching exploits,
I recognized it as the United States revenue cutter.
I pointed it out to Maud and hurriedly led her after the safety of the poop.
I started to rush below to the flag locker, then remembered that in rigging the ghost I had forgotten to make provisions for a flag hallured.
We need no distress signal, Maud said.
They have only to see us.
We are saved, I said, soberly and solemnly.
And then, in exuberance of joy, I hardly know whether to be glad or not.
I looked at her.
Our eyes were not loath to meet.
We leaned toward each other.
and before I knew it my arms were about her need I I asked and she answered there is no need
though the telling of it would be sweet so sweet her lips met the press of mine and by
what strange trick of the imagination I know not the scene in the cabin of the
ghost flashed upon me when she had pressed her fingers lightly on my lips and said
hush, hush. My woman, my one small woman, I said, my free hand petting her shoulder in the way all lovers know
they'll never learn in school. My man, she said, looking at me for an instant with tremulous lids which fluttered
down and veiled her eyes as she snuggled her head against my breast with a happy little sigh.
I looked toward the cutter. It was very close. A boat was being lowered. One kiss did. One kiss
dear love, I whispered.
One kiss more before they come.
And rescue us from ourselves, she completed,
with a most adorable smile,
whimsical as I had never seen it,
for it was whimsical with love.
End of Chapter 39.
End of the Sea Wolf by Jack London.
