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Episode Date: December 14, 2022

The Sword of Damocles by Anna Katharine Green audiobook. Genre: mystery In gilded Gilded Age New York, Bertram Mandeville has talent, charm, and a rising reputation as a concert pianist - yet love ma...kes him restless. Convinced that art alone cannot win the woman he adores, Bertram turns from the keyboard to the ruthless promises of Wall Street, placing his future in the hands of his powerful relative, Mr. Sylvester. Then a strange summons arrives, carried through the city by a shadowy messenger, and Bertram is drawn into a web that reaches far beyond romance: a young woman named Paula, shaken by recent tragedy and guarded by formidable aunts, moves like a quiet riddle through drawing rooms and village lanes, while whispers gather around a grand house, a lingering old woman, and questions no one dares ask aloud. As money, reputation, and affection become dangerously intertwined, doors that should stay closed begin to open - in banks, in homes, and in human hearts. With the threat of scandal and judgment hanging overhead like the fabled sword, Green builds a story of ambition and conscience, where justice and mercy may demand very different prices. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:04:27) Chapter 02 (00:17:40) Chapter 03 (00:40:24) Chapter 04 (01:04:46) Chapter 05 (01:31:56) Chapter 06 (01:36:34) Chapter 07 (01:53:16) Chapter 08 (02:10:02) Chapter 09 (02:39:28) Chapter 10 (02:55:58) Chapter 11 (03:19:18) Chapter 12 (03:43:39) Chapter 13 (04:12:14) Chapter 14 (04:47:00) Chapter 15 (05:06:46) Chapter 16 (05:35:38) Chapter 17 (06:02:19) Chapter 18 (06:10:19) Chapter 19 (06:25:19) Chapter 20 (06:45:32) Chapter 21 (07:06:55) Chapter 22 (07:30:49) Chapter 23 (07:54:07) Chapter 24 (08:18:36) Chapter 25 (08:44:29) Chapter 26 (09:15:59) Chapter 27 (09:30:17) Chapter 28 (09:59:09) Chapter 29 (10:03:48) Chapter 30 (10:23:33) Chapter 31 (10:36:31) Chapter 32 (11:07:34) Chapter 33 (11:31:29) Chapter 34 (11:55:52) Chapter 35 (12:31:46) Chapter 36 (12:43:25) Chapter 37 (13:24:30) Chapter 38 (13:34:25) Chapter 39 (14:38:13) Chapter 40 (14:42:09) Chapter 41 (15:20:10) Chapter 42 (15:33:24) Chapter 43 (15:41:03) Chapter 44 (16:02:47) Chapter 45 (16:20:38) Chapter 46 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. Dedication To my father I dedicate this book as expressing some of the principles of justice and mercy which by precept and example he has instilled into my breast from early childhood. When all else fails, love saves. Damocles, one of the courtiers of Dionysius of Dionysius,
Starting point is 00:00:30 was perpetually extolling with rapture that tyrant's treasures, grandeur, the number of his troops, the extent of his dominions, the magnificence of his palaces, and the universal abundance of all good things and enjoyments in his possession, always repeating that never man was happier than Dionysius. Since you are of that opinion, said the tyrant to him one day, will you taste and make proof of my felicity in person? The offer was accepted with joy. Damocles was placed upon a golden couch, covered with carpets richly embroidered.
Starting point is 00:01:13 The sideboards were loaded with vessels of gold and silver. The most beautiful slaves in the most blended habits stood around, ready to serve him at the slightest signal. The most exquisite essences and perfumes had not been spared. The table was spread with proportionate magnificence. Damocles was all joy and looked upon himself as the happiest man in the world, when, unfortunately, casting up his eyes, he beheld over his head the point of a sword, which hung from the roof only by a single horsehair. Rollin
Starting point is 00:01:54 Book 1 2 men Chapter 1 A Wanderer There's no such word Bulwer A wind was blowing through the city Not a gentle and balmy
Starting point is 00:02:10 Zephyr stirring the locks on gentle ladies' foreheads and rustling the curtains in elegant boudoirs But a chill and bitter gale That rushed with a swoop through narrow alleys and forsaken courtyards, biting the cheeks of the few solitary wanderers that still lingered abroad in the darkened streets. In front of a cathedral that reared its lofty steeple in the midst of the squalid houses, and worse than squalid saloons, of one of the dreariest portions
Starting point is 00:02:41 of the east side, stood the form of a woman. She had paused in her rush down the narrow street to listen to the music, perhaps, or to catch a glimpse. of the light that now and then burst from the widely swinging doors as they opened and shut upon some tardy worshipper. She was tall and fearful looking. Her face, when the light struck it, was seared and desperate. Gloom and desolation were written on all the lines of her rigid but wasted form, and when she shuddered under the gale, it was with that force and abandon to which passion lends its aid, and in which the soul, proclaims its doom. Suddenly the doors before her swung wide
Starting point is 00:03:27 and the preacher's voice was heard. Love God and you will love your fellow men. Love your fellow men and you best show your love to God. She heard, started and the charm was broken. Love, she echoed with a horrible laugh. There is no love in heaven or on earth. And she swept by. and the winds followed and the darkness swallowed her up like a gulf.
Starting point is 00:03:58 End of Chapter 1. Chapter 2 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. A discussion. Young men think old men fools and old men know young men to be so. Raise proverbs. And you are actually in earnest. I am. The first speaker, a fine-looking gentleman of some forty years of age, drummed with his
Starting point is 00:04:36 fingers on the table before him, and eyed the face of the young man who had repeated this assent so emphatically, with a certain close scrutiny indicative of surprise. It is an unlooked-for move for you to make, he remarked at length. Your success as a pianist has been so decided. I confess. I do not understand why you should desire to abandon a profession that in five years' time has procured you both competence and a very enviable reputation, for the doubtful prospects of Wall Street, too, he added, with a deep and thoughtful frown that gave still further impressiveness to his strongly marked features.
Starting point is 00:05:21 The young man, with a sweep of his eye over the luxurious apartment in which they sat, shrugged his shoulders with that fine and nonchalant grace which was one of his chief characteristics. With such a pilot as yourself, I ought to be able to steer clear of the shoals, said he, a frank smile illumining a face that was rather interesting than handsome. The elder gentleman did not return the smile. Instead of that, he remained gazing at the ample coal fire that burned in the grate before him, with a look that to the young musician was simply inexplicable. You see the ship in Haven, he murmured at last, but do not consider what storms it has weathered or what perils escaped. It is a voyage I would encourage no son of mine to undertake.
Starting point is 00:06:17 Yet you are not the man to shrink from danger, or to hesitate in a course you had marked out for yourself because of the struggle it involved or the difficulties it presented the young man exclaimed almost involuntarily as his glance lingered with a certain sort of fascination on the powerful brow and steady if somewhat melancholy eye of his companion no but danger and difficulty should not be sought only subdued when encountered if you were driven into this path I should say God pity you and hold you out my hand to steady you along its precipices and above its sudden quicksands. But you are not driven to it. Your profession offers you the means of an ample livelihood, while your good heart and fair talents ensure you ultimate
Starting point is 00:07:12 and honourable success, both in the social and artistic world. For a man of 25, such prospect are not common, and he must be difficult to please not to be satisfied with them. Yes, said the other, rising with a fitful movement, but instantly sitting again. I have nothing to complain of as the world goes, only, sir, he exclaimed, with a sudden determination that lent a force to his speeches they had hitherto lacked. You speak of being driven into a certain course. What do you mean by that? i mean returned the other forced by circumstances to enter a line of business to which many others if not all others are preferable you speak strongly speculation evidently has none of your sympathy notwithstanding the favourable results which have accrued to you from it but excuse me by circumstances you mean poverty i suppose and the lack of every other opening to wealth and position you will be
Starting point is 00:08:20 would not consider the desire to make a large fortune in a short space of time a circumstance of a sufficiently determining nature to reconcile you to my entering wall street speculation the elder gentleman rose not as the other had done with a restless impulse quickly subsiding at the first excuse but forcibly and with a feverish impatience that to appearance was somewhat out of proportion to the occasion A large fortune in a short space of time, he reiterated, pausing where he had risen with an eagle glance at his companion and a ringing tone in his voice that bespoke a deep but hitherto suppressed agitation. It is the alluring inscription above the pitfall into which many a noble youth has fallen, the battle cry to a struggle that has led many a strong man the way of ruin. the guidepost to a life whose feverish days and sleepless nights offer but poor compensation for the sudden splendors and as sudden reverses attached to it. I had rather you had accounted for this sudden freak of yours by the strongest aspiration after power than by this cry of the merely mercenary man, who in his desire to enjoy wealth, prefers to win it by a stroke of luck rather than by this cry of the merely mercenary man, who in his desire to enjoy wealth, prefers to win it by a stroke of luck,
Starting point is 00:09:48 than conquer it by a life of endeavor, he stopped. I am aware that this to raid against the ladder by which I myself have risen so rapidly must strike you as in ill taste. But, Bertram, I am interested in your welfare, and am willing to incur some slight charge of inconsistency in order to ensure it. And here he turned upon his companion with that expression of extreme gentleness which lent such a peculiar charm to his countenance and explained perhaps the almost unlimited power he held over the hearts and minds of those who came within the circle of his influence you are very good sir murmured his young friend who to explain matters at once was in reality the nephew of this wall street magnate though from the fact of his having taken another name on entering the musical profession was not generally known as such No one, not even my father himself, could have been more considerate and kind. But I do not think you understand me, or rather I should say, I do not think I have made
Starting point is 00:11:01 myself perfectly intelligible to you. It is not for the sake of wealth itself, or the eclat attending its possession, that I desire an immediate fortune, but that by means of it I may attain another object, dearer than than wealth and more precious than my career the elder gentleman turned quickly evidently much surprised and cast a sudden inquiring glance at his nephew who blushed with a modest ingenuousness pleasing to see in one so well accustomed to the critical gaze of his fellow-men yes said he as if in answer to that look i am in love a deep silence for a moment pervaded the apartment a sombre silence almost startling to young mandeville who had expected some audible expression to follow this announcement if only the good-natured pooh-poo of the matured man of the world in the presence of ardent youthful enthusiasm what could it mean looking up he encountered his uncle's eye fixed upon him with the last expression of ardent youthful enthusiasm what could it mean looking up he encountered his uncle's eye fixed upon him with the last expression he could have anticipated seeing there, namely that of actual and unmistakable alarm. You are displeased, Mandeville exclaimed. You have thought me proof against such a passion,
Starting point is 00:12:29 or perhaps you do not believe in the passion itself. Then, with a sudden remembrance of the notable, if somewhat indolent loveliness of his uncle's wife, blushed again at his unusual want of tact while his eye with an involuntary impulse sought the large panel at their right where in the full bloom of her first youth the lady of the house smiled upon all beholders i do not believe in that passion influencing a man's career his uncle replied with no apparent attention to the other's embarrassment a woman needs be possessed of uncommon excellences to justify a man in leaving a path where success is certain, for one where it is not only doubtful, but if attained, must bring many a regret and heartache in its train. Beauty is not sufficient, he went on, with sterner and sterner significance, though it were of an angelic order. There must be worth, and here his mind's eye, if not that of his bodily sense, certainly followed the glance of his
Starting point is 00:13:41 companion. I believe there is worth, the young man replied. Certainly it is not her beauty that charms me. I do not even know if she is beautiful, he continued. And you believe you love, the elder exclaimed after another short pause. There was so much of bitterness in the tone in which this was uttered that Mandeville forgot its incredulity. I think I must, returned. he, with a certain masculine naivety, not out of keeping with his general style of face and manner. Else I should not be here. Three weeks ago I was satisfied with my profession, if not enthusiastic, over it. Today I ask nothing but to be allowed to enter upon some business that in three years' time at least will place me where I can be the fit mate of any woman in this land that
Starting point is 00:14:41 is not worth her millions the woman for whom you have conceived this violent attachment is then above you in social position yes sir or so considered which amounts to the same thing as far as i am concerned bertram i have lived longer than you and have seen much of both social and domestic life and i tell you no woman is worth such a sacrifice on the part of a man as you propose no woman of today, I should say, our mothers were different. The very fact that this young lady of whom you speak obliges you to change your whole course of life in order to obtain her ought to be sufficient to prove to you, he stopped suddenly, arrested by the young man's lifted hand. She does not oblige you, then.
Starting point is 00:15:35 Not on her own account, sir. This lily, lifting a vase of blossoms at his elbow, could not be more innocent of the necessities that govern the social circle it adorns than the pure single-minded girl to whom i have dedicated what is best and noblest in my manhood it is her father ah her father yes sir the young man pursued more and more astonished at the other's tone he is a man who has a right to expect both wealth and position in a son-in-law. But I see I shall have to tell you my story, sir. It is an uncommon one, and I never meant that it should pass my lips. But if by its relation I can win your sympathy
Starting point is 00:16:25 for a pure and noble passion, I shall consider the sacred seal of secrecy broken in a good cause. But, said he, seeing his uncle cast a short and uneasy glance at the door, perhaps I am interrupting you. You expect someone. No, said his uncle, my wife is at church, I am ready to listen. The young man gave a hurried sigh, cast one look at his companion's immovable face, as if to assure himself that the narrative was necessary, then leaned back and in a steady,
Starting point is 00:17:03 business-like tone that softened, however, as he proceeded, began to relate as follows. End of Chapter 2. Chapter 3 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. A mysterious summons. Without unspotted, innocent within, she feared no danger, for she knew no sin. dryden it was after a matinee performance at blank hall some two weeks ago that i stopped to light a cigar in the small corridor leading to the back entrance i was in a dissatisfied frame of mind something in the music i had been playing or the manner in which it had been received had touched unwonted chords in my own nature i felt alone i remember asking myself-anded myself-anded i remember asking myself
Starting point is 00:18:08 as I stood there what it all amounted to. Who, of all the applauding crowd, would watch at my bedside through a long and harassing sickness, or lend their sympathy, as they now yielded their praise, if instead of carrying off the honours of the day, I had failed to do justice to my reputation. I was just smiling over the only exception I could make to this sweeping assertion, that of the pale-eyed youth you have sometimes observed, dogging my steps, when Briggs came up to me. There is a woman here, sir, who insists on seeing you. She has been waiting through half the last piece. Shall I tell her you are coming out? A woman, exclaimed I, somewhat surprised, for my visitors are not apt to be of the gentler sex. Yes, sir, an old one. She seems very anxious to
Starting point is 00:19:04 speak to you. I could not get rid of her no-how. I hurried forward to the muffled figure which he pointed out, cowering against the wall by the door. Well, my good woman, what do you want? I asked, bending towards her in the hopes of catching a glimpse of the face she held partly concealed from me. Are you, Mr. Manderville, she inquired, in a tone shaken as much by agitation as age, I bowed. The one who plays upon the piano. The very same, I declared. You are not deceiving me, she went on,
Starting point is 00:19:43 looking up with a marked anxiety, plainly visible through her veil. I haven't seen you play and couldn't contradict you, but here, said I, calling to Briggs with a kindly look at the old woman. Help me on with my coat, will you? The, certainly, Mr. Manderville, with which he complied seemed to reassure her,
Starting point is 00:20:05 and as soon as the coat was on and he was gone, she grasped me by the arm and drew my ear down to her mouth. If you are Mr. Manderville, I have a message for you. This letter, slipping one into my hand, is from a young lady, sir. She bade me give it to you myself. She is young and pretty, she pursued, as she saw me make a movement of distaste.
Starting point is 00:20:31 and a lady we depend upon your honour sir i acknowledge that my first impulse was to fling her back the note and leave the building i was in no mood for trifling my next to burst into a laugh and politely hand her to the door my last and best to open the poor little note and see for myself whether the writer was a lady or not proceeding to the door for it was already ready twilight in the dim passageway, I tore open the envelope, which was dainty enough, and took out a sheet of closely written paper. A certain qualm of conscience assailed me, as I saw the delicate chirography it disclosed, and I was tempted to thrust it back and return it unread to the old woman now trembling in the corner. But curiosity overcame my scruples and hastily unfolding the sheet i read these lines i do not know if what i do is right i am sure auntie would not say it was but auntie never thinks anything is right but going to church and
Starting point is 00:21:43 reading the papers to papa i am just a little girl who has heard you play and who would think the world was too beautiful if she could hear you say to her just once some of the kind things you you must speak every day to the persons who know you. I do not expect very much. You must have a great many friends and you would not care for me, but the least little look, if it were all my own, would make me so happy and so proud
Starting point is 00:22:14 I should not envy anybody in the world unless it was some of those dear friends who see you always. I do not come and hear you play often, for Auntie thinks music frivolous. but I am always hearing you, no matter where I am, and it makes me feel as if I were far away from everybody in a beautiful land, all sunshine and flowers. But nurse says, I must not write so much, or you will not read it, so I will stop here. But if you would come, it would make someone happier
Starting point is 00:22:50 than even your beautiful music could do. That was all. There was neither name. nor date a child's epistle written with a woman's circumspection with mingled sensations of doubt and curiosity I turned back to the old woman who stood awaiting me with eager anxiety was this written by a child or woman I asked meeting her eye with as much sternness as I could assume don't ask me don't ask me anything I have promised to bring you if I could, but I cannot answer any questions. I stepped back with an incredulous laugh. Here was evidently an adventure. You will at least tell me where the young miss lives, said I, before I undertake to fulfil her request. She shook her head.
Starting point is 00:23:47 I have a carriage at the door, sir, said she. All you have got to do is to get into it with me, and we shall soon be at the house. I looked from her face to the letter in my hand and knew not what to think. The spirit of simplicity and ingenuousness that marked the latter was scarcely in keeping with this air of mystery. The woman, observing my hesitation, moved towards the door. "'Will you come, sir?' she inquired. "'You will not regret it.
Starting point is 00:24:21 Just a moment's talk with a pretty young girl. surely, hush, said I, hearing a hasty step behind me. And sure enough, just then my intimate friend Selby came along, and grasping me by the arm, began dragging me towards the door. You are my property, said he. I've promised on my word of honour as a gentleman and a musician to bring you to the Handel Club this afternoon. I was afraid you had escaped me, but here he caught sight of the small black
Starting point is 00:24:54 figure halting in the doorway and paused. Who's this? said he. I hesitated. For one instant, the scale of my whole future destiny hung trembling in the balance. Then the demon of curiosity got the better of my judgment, and with the rather unworthy consideration that I might as well enjoy my youth while I could, I released myself from my friend's detaining hand and replied, someone with who, my very particular business I cannot go to the Handel Club today and darting out without
Starting point is 00:25:31 further delay I rejoined the old woman on the sidewalk. Without a word she drew me towards a carriage I now observed standing by the curbstone a few feet to the left. As I got in, I remember pausing a moment to glance at the man on the box, but it was too dark for me to perceive anything but the fact that he was dressed in livery. More and more astonished, I leaned back in my seat and endeavored to open conversation with my mysterious companion.
Starting point is 00:26:03 But it did not work. Without being actually rude, she parried my questions in such a way that by the end of five minutes I found myself as far from any knowledge of the real situation of the case
Starting point is 00:26:17 as when I started. I therefore desisted from any further attempts, and turned to look out when i made a discovery that for the first time awoke some vague feelings of alarm within my breast this was that the window was not covered by a curtain as i supposed but by closed blinds which when i tried to raise them resisted all my efforts to do so it is very close here i muttered in some sort of excuse for this display of uneasiness cannot you give us a little air but my companion remained silent and i felt ashamed to press the matter though i took advantage of the darkness to remove to a safer place a roll of money which i had about me yet i was far from being really anxious and did not once meditate backing out of an adventure that was at once so piquant and romantic for by this time i became conscious from the sounds about me that we had left the side street for one of the avenues, and were then proceeding rapidly uptown.
Starting point is 00:27:29 Listening, I heard the roll of omnibuses and the jingle of car bells, which informed me that we were in Broadway, no other avenue in the city being traversed by both these methods of conveyance. But after a while, the jingle ceased, and presently the livelier sounds of constant commotion, inseparable from a business thoroughfare, and we entered what I took to be Madison Avenue at 23rd Street. Instantly I made up mind to notice every turn of the carriage
Starting point is 00:28:02 that I might fix to some degree the locality towards which we were tending, but it turned but once, and that after a distance of steady travelling, that quite overthrew any calculation I was able to make at that time, of the probable number of streets we had passed since entering the avenue. Having turned, it went but about half a block to the left when it stopped. I shall see where I am when I get out, thought I. But in this I was mistaken.
Starting point is 00:28:35 First, we had stopped in the middle of a block of houses, built, as far as I could judge, all after one model. Next, the fact of the front door being open, though I saw no one in the hall, somewhat disconcerted me, and I hurried across the sidewalk and up the stoop, in a species of maze hardly to be expected from one of my naturally careless disposition. The next moment the door closed behind me, and I found myself in a well-lighted hall whose quiet richness betokened it as belonging to a private dwelling of no mean pretensions to elegance. This was the first surprise I received. Follow me, said the old woman,
Starting point is 00:29:21 hurrying me down the hall and into a small room at the end. The young lady will be here in a moment, and without lifting her veil or affording me the least glimpse of her features, she retired, leaving me to face the situation before me as best I might. It was anything but a pleasant one, as it appeared to me at that moment. and for an instant i seriously thought of retracing my steps and leaving a domicile into which i had been introduced in such a mysterious manner then the quiet aspect of the room which though sparsely furnished with a piano and chairs was still of an order rarely seen out of gentlemen's houses struck my imagination and reawakened my curiosity and nerving myself to meet whatever interview might be accorded me i waited it was only five minutes by the small clock ticking on the mantelpiece but it seemed an hour before i heard a timid step at the door and saw it swing slowly open disclosing well i did not stop to inquire whether it was a child or a woman i merely saw the shrinking modest form the eagerly
Starting point is 00:30:40 blushing face and bowed almost to the ground in a sudden reverence for the sublime innocence revealed to me yes it did not take a second look to read that tender countenance to its last guileless page had she been a woman of twenty-five i could not have mistaken her expression of pure delight and timid interest but she was only sixteen as i afterwards learned and younger in experience than in age closing the door behind her she stood for a moment without speaking then with a deepening of the blush which was only a child's embarrassment in the presence of a stranger looked up and murmured my name with a word or so of grateful acknowledgment that would have called forth a smile on my lips if i had not been startled by the sudden change that passed over her features when she met my eyes was it that i showed my surprise too plainly or did my admiration manifest itself in my gaze an admiration great as it was humble and which was already of a nature such as i had never before given to girl or woman whatever it was she no sooner met my look than she paused trembled and started back with a confused murmur through which i plainly heard her whisper in a low distressed tone oh what have i done called a good friend to your side said i in the frank brotherly way i thought most likely to reassure her do not be alarmed i am only too happy to meet one who evidently enjoys music so well but the hidden cord of womanhood had been struck
Starting point is 00:32:35 in the child's soul, and she could not recover herself. For an instant I thought she would turn and flee, and struck as I was with remorse at my reckless invasion of this uncontaminated temple, I could not but admire the spirited picture she presented, as, with form half turned and face bent back, she stood hesitating on the point of flight. I did not try to stop her. she shall follow her own impulse said i to myself but i felt a vague relief that was deeper than i imagined when she suddenly relinquished her strained attitude and advancing a step or so began to murmur i did not know i did not realize i was doing what was so very wrong young ladies do not ask gentlemen to come and see them no matter how much they desire to make their acquaintance I see it now. I did not before. Will you, can you forgive me? I smiled. I could not help it. I could have taken her to my heart and soothed her as I would a child. But the pallor of womanhood, which had replaced the blush of the child, awed me and made my own words come hesitatingly. Forgive you? You must forgive me. It was as wrong for me. I went on with a wild idea of not mincing matters with this pure soul.
Starting point is 00:34:11 To obey your innocent request, as it was for you to make it, I am a man of the world and know its convenance. You are very young. I am sixteen, she murmured. The abrupt little confession, implying as it did, her determination not to accept any palliation of her conduct, which it did not deserve, touched me strangely. But very young for that, I exclaimed.
Starting point is 00:34:42 So, auntie says, but no one can ever say it any more, she answered. Then with a sudden gush, we shall never see each other again, and you must forget the motherless girl who has met you in a way for which she must blush through life. It is no excuse, she pursued hurriedly, that nurse thought it was all right. She always approves of everything I do or want to do, especially if it is anything Aunt would be likely to forbid.
Starting point is 00:35:14 I have been spoiled by Nurse. Was Nurse the woman who came for me? I asked. She nodded her head with a quick little motion, inexpressibly charming. Yes, that was Nurse. She said she would do it all. I need only write the note. she meant to give me a pleasure, but she did wrong. Yes, thought I, how wrong you little know or realize.
Starting point is 00:35:41 But I only said, you must be guided by someone with more knowledge of the world after this. Not, I made haste to add, struck by the misery in her child eyes, that any harm has been done. You could not have appealed to the friendship of anyone who would hold you in greater respect than I. whether we meet again or not my memory of you shall be sweet and sacred i promise you that but she threw out her hand with a quick gesture no do not remember me my only happiness will lie in the thought you have forgotten and the last remnants of the child's soul vanished in that hurried utterance you must go now she continued more calmly the carriage that brought you is at the door i must go now she continued more calmly the carriage that brought you is at the door i must ask you to take it back to your home but i exclaimed with a wild and unbearable sense of sudden loss as she laid her hand on the knob of the door are we to part like this will
Starting point is 00:36:47 you not at least trust me with your name before i go her hand dropped from the knob as if it had been hot steel and she turned towards me with a slow yearning motion that whatever it betokened set my heart beating violently. You do not know it then, she inquired. I know nothing but what this little note contains, I replied, drawing her letter from my pocket. Oh, that letter, I must have it, she murmured. Then, as I stepped towards her, drew back, and pointing to the table, said, lay it there, please. I did so, whereupon, something like a smile crossed her lips, and I thought she was going to reward me with her name,
Starting point is 00:37:36 but she only said, I thank you, now you know nothing, and almost before I realized it, she had opened the door and stepped into the hall. As I made haste to follow her, the sound of a low, he is a gentleman,
Starting point is 00:37:54 he will ask no questions, struck my ear, and looking up, I saw her, just leaving the side of the old nurse who stood evidently awaiting me half down the hall. Bowing with formal ceremony, I passed her by and proceeded to the front door. As I did so, I caught one glimpse of her face. It had escaped from all restraint, and the expression of the eyes was overpowering. I subdued a wild impulse to leap back to her side and stepped at once
Starting point is 00:38:30 over the threshold. The nurse joined me, and together we went down the stoop to the street. May I inquire where you wish to be taken, she asked, I told her, and she gave the order to the coachman, together with a few words I did not hear. Then, stepping back, she waited for me to get in. There was no help for it. I gave one quick look behind me, saw the front door close, realized how impossible it would ever be for me to recognise the house again and placed my foot on the carriage step. Suddenly a bright idea struck me, and hastily dropping my cane, I stepped back to pick it up.
Starting point is 00:39:16 As I did so, I pulled out a bit of crayon I'd chance to have in my pocket, and as I stooped, chalked a small cross on the curbstone directly in front of the house, after which I recovered my cane, uttered some murmured word of apology, jumped into the carriage and was about to shut the door, when the old nurse stepped in after me and quietly closed it herself. By the pang that shot through my breast as the carriage wheels left the house, I knew that for the first time in my life I loved. End of Chapter 3
Starting point is 00:39:56 Chapter 4 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. Searchings Patience and Shuffle the Cards. Savantes. If I had expected anything from the presence in the carriage of the woman who had arranged this interview, I was doomed to disappointment. Reticent before, she was absolutely silent now,
Starting point is 00:40:31 sitting at my side like a grim statue or a frozen image of watchfulness, ready to awake and stop me if I offered to open the door, or make any other move indicative of a determination to know where I was, or in what direction I was going. That her young mistress, in the momentary conversation they had held before our departure, had succeeded in giving her some idea of the shame with which she had felt herself overwhelmed, and her presence, natural desire for secrecy, I do not doubt. But I think now, as I thought then, that the unusual precautions taken both at that time and before to keep me in ignorance of the young lady's identity were due to the elderly woman's own consciousness of the peril she had invoked in yielding to the wishes of her young and thoughtless mistress, a theory which, if true, argues more for the mind than the conscience of this mysterious woman. However, it is with facts we have to deal,
Starting point is 00:41:37 and you will be more interested in learning what I did than what I thought during that short ride in perfect darkness. The mark which I had left on the curbstone behind me sufficiently showed the nature of my resolve, and when we made the first turn at the end of the block, I leaned back in my seat, and laying my finger on my wrist began to count the pulsations of my blood.
Starting point is 00:42:04 It was the only device that suggested itself, by which I might afterward gather some approximate notion of the distance we travelled in a straight course downtown. I had just arrived at the number 762 and was inwardly congratulating myself upon this new method of reckoning distance when the wheels gave a lurch
Starting point is 00:42:26 and we passed over a car track. instantly all my fine calculations fell to the ground we were not in madison avenue as i supposed could not be since no track crosses that avenue below fifty-ninth street and we were proceeding on as we could not have done had we gained the terminus of the avenue at twenty-third street could it be that the carriage had not been turned around while i was in the house and that we had come back by way of fifth avenue I could not remember. In fact, the more I tried to think which way the horse's heads were directed when we went into the house, the more I was confused.
Starting point is 00:43:09 But presently I considered that wherever we were, we certainly had not passed over the narrow strip of smooth pavement in front of the Worth Monument, and therefore could not have reached 23rd Street by way of 5th Avenue. We must be uptown,
Starting point is 00:43:26 and that track we crossed must have been at 59th Street. And soon, as if to assure me of this, we took a turn, quickly followed at a block's length by another, after which I had no difficulty in recognising the smooth pavement of the entrance to the park, or the roll-down Fifth Avenue afterwards. They have thought to confuse me by an extra mile or so of travel,
Starting point is 00:43:52 thought I with some complacency, but the streets of New York are too simply laid out, to lend themselves to any such easy mode of mystification yet i have thought since then how with a smarter man on the box the affair might have been conducted so as to have baffled the oldest citizen in any attempt at calculation when we stopped in front of the albemarle i quietly thanked the woman who had conducted me and stepped to the ground instantly the door shut behind me the carriage drove off and i had I was left standing there like a man suddenly awakened from a dream. Entering my hotel, I ordered supper, thinking that the very practical occupation of eating would serve to divert my mind into its ordinary channels. But the dream, if dream it was, had made too vivid an impression to be shaken off so easily. It followed me to the hall in the evening and mingled with every cord I struck.
Starting point is 00:44:55 I could scarcely sleep that night for thinking of the sweet child's face that had blossomed into a woman's before my eyes and what a woman with the first hint of daylight I rose and as soon as it was in any degree suitable to be out hired a cab and proceeded to the corner of 59th Street and Madison Avenue
Starting point is 00:45:18 where, according to my calculations of the evening before we had crossed the car track which at first interrupted me in that very original method of computing distance of which I have already spoken. A method, by the way, which you must acknowledge is an improvement on the boy's plan of finding his way back from the woods by means of the breadcrumbs he had scattered behind him, forgetting that the birds would eat up his crumbs and leave him without a clue. Bidding the driver proceed at the ordinary jog-trop down the avenue, I laid my finger on my wrist and counted each throb of my pulse till I had reached the magical number 762.
Starting point is 00:46:01 Then, putting my head out of the window, I bade him stop. We were in the middle of a block, but that did not disconcert me. I had not expected to gain more than an approximate idea of the spot where we had first turned into the avenue, it being impossible to regulate the horse's pace so as to tally with that taken by the span of the night before, even if the pulsations in my wrist were to be absolutely relied upon. Noting the streets between which we had paused, I bade the driver to turn down one and come back by the other, occupying myself in the meanwhile in searching the curbstone for the small mark I had left in front of her door the night before. But though we drove slowly, and I searched carefully,
Starting point is 00:46:48 not a trace did I perceive of that tell-tale sign, and forsaking those two streets, I ordered my obedient Jehu to try the two outlying ones below and above. He did so, and I again consulted the kerbstone, but with no better success. No mark or remnants of a mark was to be found anywhere. Nor, though we travelled through three or four other streets in the same way, did we come upon any clue liable to assist me in my search. Clean discouraged and somewhat out of temper with myself, for my pucealanimity of the evening before in not having braved the anger of my companion
Starting point is 00:47:33 by opening the carriage door at the first corner and leaping out, I commanded to be taken back to the hotel, where for a whole miserable day I racked my brain with devices for acquiring the knowledge I so much desired, The result was futile, as you may imagine, nor will I stop to recount the various expedients to which I afterwards resorted in my vain attempt to solve the mystery
Starting point is 00:48:00 of this young girl's identity. Enough that they all failed, even the very promising one, of searching the various photographic establishments of the city for the valuable clue which her picture would give me, and so a week passed. It is time this mad infatuation was at an end, said I to myself one morning as I sat down to write a letter. There is no hope of my ever seeing her again, and I am but frittering away the best emotions of my life
Starting point is 00:48:33 in thus indulging in a dream that is not the prelude to a reality. But in spite of the wise determination thus made, I soon found my thoughts recurring to their all channel and seized with sudden impatience at my evident weakness, took up the letter I had been writing, and was about to read it, when, to my great amazement, I perceived that instead of indicting the usual words of a business communication, I had been engaged in scribbling a certain number up and down the page, and even across the bottom where my signature should have been. Am I a fool? I exclaimed, and was about to be. to tear the sheet in two, when glancing again at the number, which was a simple 36,
Starting point is 00:49:22 I asked myself where I had got those especial figures. Instantly there arose before my mind's eye the vision of a brownstone front with its vestibule and door. It was then the number of a house. But what house? A chateau-on-espagna or a bona fide New York dwelling? which for some reason had unconsciously impressed itself upon my memory i could not answer there on the page was the number thirty-six and equally plain in my mind was the look of the brownstone front to which that number belonged and that was all but it was enough to awaken within me the spirit of inquiry the few houses thus numbered in that quarter of the city where i had lately been were not so hard to find but that a morning given to the business ought to satisfy me whether the vision in my mind had its basis in reality taking a cab i rode uptown and into that region of streets i had traversed so carefully a week before for i was assured that if the impression had been made by an actual dwelling it had been done at that time following the same course i then took i consulted the appearance of the various houses to work which that number was assigned. The first was built of brick. That was not it. The next one had
Starting point is 00:50:52 pillars to the vestibule, and that was not it. The third, to use an Irish bull, was no house at all, but a stable, while the fourth was an elegant structure of much more pretension than the plain and simple front I had in my mind or memory. I was about to utter a curse upon my folly and go home, when I remembered there was yet a street or two taken in my zigzag course of the week before, which I had not yet tested. Might as well be thorough, I muttered, and bad my driver proceed down blank street. What was there in its aspect that dimly excited me at the first glance, a dim remembrance, a certain ghostly assurance that we had reached the right spot, as we neared the number I sought. I could not suppress an exclamation of surprise, for there before me to its last
Starting point is 00:51:51 detail stood the house which involuntarily presented itself to my mind when my eye first fell upon that mysterious number scribbled at the foot of the page I was writing. It was then no chimera of an overwrought brain, this vision of a house front which had been haunting me, but a distinctly remembrance of an actual dwelling seen by me in my former journey through this street. But why this house front above all others? What was there in it to make such an impression? Looking at it I could not determine, but after we had passed, something, I cannot tell what, brought back another remembrance, trivial in itself, but yet a link in the chain that was destined sooner or later to lead me out of the maze into which I had stumbled. It was merely this,
Starting point is 00:52:48 that as I rode along the streets on that memorable morning, searching for that mark on the curbstone from which I hoped so much, I had come upon a spot where the pavement had been freshly washed. With that unconscious action of the brain with which we are familiar, I looked at the sidewalk a moment, running even then with the water that had been cast upon it, and then gave a quick glance at the house. That glance, account for it as you will, took in the picture before it as the camera catches the impression of a likeness, and though in another instant I had forgotten the whole occurrence,
Starting point is 00:53:30 it needed but a certain train of thought, or perhaps a certain state of emotion, to revive it again. a noble cause for such an act of unconscious cerebration you will say a freshly washed pavement le jean ne foe pa la chandel and so i thought too or would have thought if i had not been so interested in the pursuit in which i was engaged and if the idea had not suggested itself that water and a broom might obliterate chalk marks from kerbstones and that the imps that preside over our men forces would not indulge in such a trick at my expense unless the play was worth the candle. At all events from the moment I made this discovery, I fixed my faith on that house as the one which held the object of my search, and though I contented myself with merely noting the number of the street as we left it, I nonetheless determined to pursue my investigations, till I had learned
Starting point is 00:54:38 beyond the possibility of a doubt whether my conjectures were not true. A perseverance worthy of a better cause, you will say, but you are no longer 25 and under the influence of your first passion. I own, I was astonished at myself, and frequently paused in the pursuit I had undertaken, to ask if I were the same person who but a fortnight before laughed at the story of a man who had gone mad over the body of an unknown woman he had saved from a wreck only to find her dead in his arms. The first thing I did was to ascertain the name of the gentleman occupying the house I have specified. It was that of one of our wealthiest and most respectable bankers, a name as well known in the city as your own, for instance. This was somewhat disconcerting,
Starting point is 00:55:33 But with a dogged resolution somewhat foreign to my natural disposition, I persevered in my investigations, and learning in the next breath that the gentleman alluded to was a widower with an only child, a young daughter of about 16 or so, recovered my assurance, though not my equanimity. Seeking out my friend Farah, who, as you know, is a walking gazette of New York society, I broached the subject of Mr. Excuse me if I do not mention his name, allow me to say Preston's domestic affairs, and learn that Miss Preston, a naive little piece for so great an heiress, I remember Farah called her, had left town within a day or two for a visit some friends in Baltimore. I happen to know, said he, with that careless sweep of his hand at which
Starting point is 00:56:29 you have so often laughed, because my friend, Miss Forsyth, met her at the depot. She was intending to be gone two weeks, I think, she said. Do you know her? That last question sprung upon me unawares, and I am afraid I blushed. No, I returned, I have not that honour, but an acquaintance of mine has, well, has met her, and, I see, I see, broke in Farrah with his most disagree. smile. Then, with a short laugh, meant to act as a warning, I suppose, added as he walked off, I hope your friend is in fair circumstances and not connected with the fine arts. Music is Mr. Preston's detestation, while Miss Preston, though too young to be much sought after yet,
Starting point is 00:57:20 will in two years' time have the pick of the city at her command. So, thought I to myself, my little innocent charmer is an embryo-aristocrat, eh? Well then, I was a greater fool than I imagined. And I walked out of the hotel where I had met Farah with the very sensible conclusion to drop a subject that promised nothing but disappointment. But the fates were against me, or the good angels perhaps, and at the next corner I met an old acquaintance, the very opposite of Farrow. in character, who with a long love story of his own, fired my imagination to such an extent that in spite of myself, I turned down blank street and was proceeding to pass her house
Starting point is 00:58:11 when suddenly the thought struck me. How do I know that this unapproachable daughter of one of our most prominent citizens is one and the same person with my dainty little charmer? widowers with young daughters are not so rare in this great city that I need consider the question as decided because by a half superstitious freak of my own I have settled upon this house as the one I was in the other night my enumorata may be the offspring of a musician for all I know and inflamed at the thought of this possibility I remembered the piano you see I gave to the winds all my fine resolutions and only asked how I could determine for once and all whether I had ever crossed the threshold of the house before me.
Starting point is 00:59:01 Some men would have run up the stoop, rung the bell, and asked to see Mr Preston on some pretended business he could easily conjure up to suit the occasion. But my face is too well known for me to risk any such attempt. Besides, I was too anxious to win the confidence of the young girl, to shock her awakened, sense. of propriety by seeming to seek her where she did not wish to be found. And yet I must enter that house and see for myself if it was the one that held her on that memorable evening.
Starting point is 00:59:38 Pondering the question, I looked back at the door so obstinately closed against my curiosity. When to my satisfaction and delight it suddenly opened and a man stepped out, whom I instantly recognized as a business agent for one of the largest pianoforte manufactories in the city. The heaven's smile upon my enterprise, thought I, and waited for the man to come up with me. He was not only a friend of mine, but largely indebted to me in various ways, so that I knew I had only to urge a request for it to be immediately granted, and that too without any questions or gossip. you will not be interested in anything but the result which was somewhat out of the usual course and may therefore shock you but you must remember that i am telling you of matters which young men usually keep to themselves and that whatever i did was accomplished in a spirit of respect only a shade less constraining in its power than the love that was at once my impelling force and my constant embarrassment
Starting point is 01:00:53 to come then to the point a piano was to be set up in that house on that very day mr preston having yielded to the solicitations of his daughter for a new instrument my friend was to be engaged in the transfer and at my solicitation for leave to assist in the operation gave his consent in perfect confidence as to my possessing good and sufficient reasons for such a remarkable request and appointed the hour at which i was to meet him at the ware-rooms behold me then at half-past two that afternoon assisting with my own hands in carrying a piano up the stoop of that house which four hours before i had regarded as unapproachable dressed in a workman's blouse and with my hair well roughened under a rude cap that effectually disguised me i advanced with but little fear of detection and yet no sooner had I entered the house and seen at a glance that the aspect of the hall coincided with my rather vague remembrance of that through which I had been ushered a week before, then I was struck by a sudden sense of my situation and experiencing that uncomfortable consciousness of self-betrayal, which a blush always gives a man, stumbled forward under my heavy burden, feeling as if a thousand other were fixed upon me and my cherished secret instead of the two sharp but totally
Starting point is 01:02:31 unsuspicious orbs of the elderly matron that surveyed us from the top of the banisters be careful there you'll knock a hole through that glass door though a natural cry under the circumstances struck on my ears with the force and mysterious power of a secret warning and when after a moment of blinded I suddenly lifted my eyes and found myself in the little room, which like a silhouette on a white ground, stood out in my memory in distinct detail, as the spot where I had first heard my own heart beat. I own that I felt my hands slipping from my burden, and in another moment had disgraced my character of a workman if I had not caught the sudden ring of a well-known voice in the horse. hall as nurse answered from above some question propounded by the elderly lady with the piercing eyes as it was i recovered myself and went through my duties as promptly and deftly as if my heart did not throb with memories that each passing hour and event only served to hallow to my imagination at length the piano was duly set up and we turn to leave will you think i am too trivial in my details if i tell you that i lingered behind the rest
Starting point is 01:04:00 and for an instant let my hand with all its possibilities for calling out a soul from that dead instrument lie a moment on the keys over which her dainty fingers were so soon to traverse Chapter 5 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. The Rubicon I'll stake my life upon her faith. Othello. Once convinced of the identity of my sweet young friend, with the Miss Preston at whose feet a two year hence, the wealth and aristocracy of New York would be kneeling, I drew back from further effort as having received a damper to my presumptuous hopes that would soon effectually stifle them. Everything I heard about the family, and it seemed as if suddenly each chance acquaintance that I met had something to say about Mr Preston, either as a banker or a man,
Starting point is 01:05:12 only served to confirm me in this view. He is a money worshipper, said one. the bluest of blue Presbyterians declared another. The enemy of presumption and anything that looks like an overweening confidence in one's own worth or capabilities, remarked a third. A man who would beggar himself to save the honour of a corporation with which he was concerned observed a fourth. But who would not invite to his table the most influential man connected with it if that man was unable to trace his family back to the old Dutch settlers, to which Mr Preston's own ancestors belonged. This latter statement I have no doubt was exaggerated,
Starting point is 01:05:57 for I myself have seen him at dinners, where half the gentleman who lifted the wine-glass were self-made in every sense of the term, but it showed the bent of his mind, and it was a bent that left me entirely out of the sweep of his acquaintanceship, much less that of his exquisite daughter, the pride of his soul, if not the jewel of his heart. But when will a man who has seen or who flatters himself that he has seen in the eyes of the woman he admires, the least spark of that fire which is consuming his own soul,
Starting point is 01:06:32 pause at an obstacle, which, after all, has its basis simply in circumstances of position or will? By the time the two weeks of her expected absence had expired, I had settled it in my own mind that I would see her again, and if I found the passing caprice of a child was likely to blossom into the steady regard of a woman, risk all in the attempt to win by honourable endeavour and persistence this bud of loveliness for my future wife. How I finally succeeded by means of my friend Farah
Starting point is 01:07:09 in being one evening invited to the same house as Miss Preston, it is not necessary to state. You will believe me it was done with the utmost regard for her feelings, and in a way that deceived Farah himself, who, if he is the most prying, is certainly the most volatile of men. In a crowded parlour then, in the midst of the flash of diamonds and the flutter of fans, Miss Preston and I again met. When I first saw her, she was engaged in conversation with some young companion, and I had the pleasure of watching for a few minutes, unobserved,
Starting point is 01:07:49 the play of her ingenuous countenance as she talked with her friend, or sat silently watching the brilliant array before her. I found her like and yet unlike the vision of my dreams, more blithesome in her appearance, as was not strange considering her party attire and the luster of the chandelier under which she sat, there was still that indescribable something in her expression, which more than the flash of her eye or the curve of her lip, though both were lovely to me, made her face the one woman's face in the world for me,
Starting point is 01:08:27 a charm which circumstances might alter or suffering impair, but of which nothing save death could ever completely divest her, and not death either, for it was the seal of her individuality, and that she would take with her into the skies. If I might but advance and sit down by her side without a word of explanation or the interference of conventionalities, how happy I should be, thought I. But I knew that would not do, so I contented myself with my secret watch over her movements, longing for and yet dreading the advance of my hostess with its inevitable introduction. Suddenly the piano was touched in a distant room and not till I saw the quick change in her face, a change hard to explain, did I recognise
Starting point is 01:09:24 the selection as one I was in the habit of playing. She had not forgotten at least, and thrilled by the thought and the remembrance of that surge of color which had swept like a flood over her cheek i turned away feeling as if i were looking on what it was for no man's eyes to see least of all mine my hostess's voice arrested me and next moment i was bowing to the ground before miss preston i am not a boy nor have i been without my experiences life with its vicissitudes has taught me many a lesson subjected me to many a trial yet in all my career have i never known a harder moment than when i raised my eyes to meet hers after that lowly obeisance that she would be indignant i knew that she might even misinterpret my motives and probably withdraw without giving me an opportunity to speak i felt to be only too probable but that she would betray an agitation so painful i had not anticipated and for an instant i felt that i had hazarded my life's happiness on a cast that was going against me but the necessity of saving her from remark speedily restored me to myself and following the line of conduct i had previously laid out i addressed her with the reserve of a stranger and neither by word look or manner conveyed to her a suggestion that we had ever met or spoken to each other before she seemed to appreciate my consideration and though she was as yet too much unused to the ways of the world
Starting point is 01:11:16 to completely hide her perturbation she gradually regained a semblance of self-possession and ere long was enabled to return short answers to my remarks though her eyes remained studiously turned aside and never so much as ventured to raise themselves to the passing throng much less to my face half turned away also presently however a change passed over her pressing her two little hands together she drew back a step or two, speaking my name with a certain tone of command. Struck with apprehension, I knew not why, I followed her. Instantly like one repeating a lesson she spoke. It is very good in you to talk to me as though we were the strangers that people believe us. I appreciate it and thank you very much. But it is not being just true.
Starting point is 01:12:13 That is, I feel as if I were not. being just true, and as we can never be friends, would it not be better for us not to meet in this way any more? And why, I gently asked, with a sense of struggling for my life, can we never be friends? Her answer was a deep blush, not that timid, conscious appeal of the blood that is beating too warmly for reply, but the quick flush of indignant generosity forced to do despite to its own instincts. That is a question I would rather not answer, she murmured at length. Only it is so, or I should not speak in this way.
Starting point is 01:13:00 But, I ventured, resolved to know on just what foundations my happiness was tottering. You will at least tell me if this harsh decree is owing to any offence I myself may have inadvertently given, the honour of your acquaintance i went on determined she should know just what a hope she was slaying is much too earnestly desired for me to willfully hazard its loss by saying or doing aught that could be in any way displeasing to you you have done nothing but what was generous said she with increasing womanliness of manner unless it was taking advantage of my being here to learn my name and gain an introduction to me after I had desired you to forget my very existence. I recoiled at that. The cord of my self-respect was touched. It was not here, I learned your name, Miss Preston. It has been known to me for two weeks. At the risk of losing by your displeasure what is already hazarded by your prudence, I am bound to acknowledge that from
Starting point is 01:14:15 On the hour I left your father's house that night, I have spared no effort compatible with my deep respect for your feelings to ascertain who the young lady was that had done me such an honour and won from me such a deep regard. I had not intended to tell you this, I added, but your truth has awakened mine, and whatever the result may be, you must see me as I am. are very kind she replied governing with growing skill the trembling of her voice the acquaintance of a girl of sixteen is not worth so much trouble on the part of a man like yourself and blushing with the vague apprehension of her sex in the presence of a devotion she rather feels than understands she waved her trembling little hand and paused irresolute seemingly anxious to terminate the interview but as yet too inexperienced to know how to manage a dismissal requiring so much tact and judgment i saw comprehended her position and hesitated
Starting point is 01:15:27 She was so young, uncle. Her prospects in life were so bright. If I left her then, in a couple of weeks she would forget me. What was I that I should throw the shadow of manhood's deepest emotion across the paradise of her young untrammeled being? But the old Adam of selfishness has his say in my soul, as well as in that of my fellow men, and forgetting myself enough to glance at her half averturet of her.
Starting point is 01:15:57 face. I could not remember myself sufficiently afterwards to forego without a struggle, all hope of some day beholding that soft cheek turn in confidence at my approach. Miss Preston, said I, the promise of the bud atones for its folded leaves. Then with a fervour I did not seek to disguise. You say we cannot be friends. Would your decision be the same if this were our first meeting? Again, that flush of outraged feeling. I don't know. Yes, I think.
Starting point is 01:16:36 I fear it would. I strove to help her. There is too great a difference between Bertram Manderville, the pianist, and the daughter of Thaddeus Preston. She turned and looked me gently in the eye. She did not need to speak. Regret, shame, longing.
Starting point is 01:16:56 flashed in her steady glance do not answer said i i understand i am glad it is circumstances that stand in the way and not any misconception on your part as to my motives and deep consideration for yourself circumstances can be changed and satisfied with having thus dropped into the fruitful soil of that tender breast the seed of a future hope i bowed with all the deference at my command and softly withdrew but not to rest with all the earnestness with which a man sets himself to decide upon the momentous question of life or death i gave myself up to a night of reflection and seated in my solitary bachelor apartment debated with myself as to the resolution at which i had dimly hinted in my parting words to miss preston that i am a musician by nature my success with the public seems to indicate that by following out the line upon which i had entered i would attain a certain eminence in my art i do not doubt but uncle there are two kinds of artists in this world, those that work because the spirit is in them and they cannot be silent if they would, and those that speak from a conscientious desire to make apparent to others the beauty that has awakened their own admiration. The first could not give up his art for any cause without the sacrifice
Starting point is 01:18:34 of his soul's life. The latter, well, the latter could and still be a man with his whole inner being intact, or to speak plainer, the first has no choice, while the latter has if he has a will to exert it. Now you will say, and the world at large, that I belong to the former class. I have risen in ten years from a choir boy in Trinity Church to a position in the world of music that ensures me a full audience wherever and whenever I have a mind to exert my skill as a pianist. Not a man of my years has a more promising outlook in my profession, if you will pardon the seeming egotism of the remark, and yet by the ease with which I felt I could give it up at the first touch of a master passion, I know that I am not a prophet in my art, but merely an interpreter,
Starting point is 01:19:33 one who can speak well, but who has never felt the descent of the burning tongue, and hence not a sinner against my own soul if I turn aside from the way I am walking. The question was then, should I make a choice? Love, as you say, seems at first blush too insecure a joy, if not often, too trivial a one, to unsettle a man in his career and change the bent of his whole after life, especially a love born of surprise and fed by the romance of distance and mystery had i met her in ordinary intercourse surrounded by her friends and without the charm cast over her by unwonted circumstances and then had felt as i did now that of all women i had seen she alone would ever move the deep springs of my being it would be different but with this atmosphere of romance surrounding and hallowing her girl's form till it seemed almost as ethereal and unearthly as that of an angels was i safe in risking fame or fortune in an attempt to acquire what in the possession might prove as bare and commonplace as a sweep of mountain heather stripped of its sunshine curbing every erratic beat of my heart i summoned up her image as it bloomed in my fancy and surveying it with cruel eyes asked what was real and what the fruit of my own imagination
Starting point is 01:21:12 the gentle eye the trembling lip the girlish form eloquent with the promise of coming womanhood were these so rare that beside them no other woman should seem to glance or smile or move. And her words, what had she said that any simple-minded, modest yet loving girl might not have uttered under the circumstances? Surely my belief in her being the one, the best, and the dearest, was a delusion, and to no delusion was I willing to sacrifice my art. But straight upon that conclusion came sweeping down a flood of counter reasons. If not the wonder she seemed, she was at least a wonder to me. If I had seen her under romantic circumstances and unconsciously been influenced by them, the influence had remained and nothing would ever rob her form of the halo thus acquired. Whether I ever won her to my fireside or not, she must always remain.
Starting point is 01:22:22 the fairy figure of my dreams, and being so, the gentle eye and tender lip acquired a value that made them what they seemed, the exponent of love and happiness. And lastly, if love well or illly founded was an uncertain joy, and the passion for a woman a poor substitute for the natural incentive of talent or ambition, this love had within it, the beginning of something deeper than joy and in the passion thus cheaply characterized dwelt a force and living fire that notwithstanding all i have hitherto achieved has ever been lacking from my dreams of endeavor as you will see the most natural question of all did not disturb me in these cogitations and that was whether in making the sacrifice i proposed i should meet with the reward i had promised myself the fancies of a young girl of sixteen are not usually of a stable enough character to warrant a man in building upon them his whole future happiness especially a young girl situated like miss preston in the midst of friends who would soon be admirers and adulators who would soon be her humble slaves but the doubt which a serious contemplation of this risk must have presented was of so unnerving a character i dared not admit it
Starting point is 01:23:56 if i made the sacrifice i must meet with my reward i would listen to no other conclusion besides something in the young girl herself i cannot tell what assured that sure that me then, as it assures me now, that whatever virtues or graces she might lack, that of fidelity to a noble idea was not among them, that once convinced of the purity and value of the flame that had been lit in her innocent breast, nothing short of the unworthiness of the object that had awakened it, would ever serve to eliminate or extinguish it. That I was not worthy, but would make it the business of my life to become so was certain that she would mark my endeavors and bestow upon me the sympathy they deserved i was equally sure no one would ever make such a sacrifice to her love as i was willing to do and consequently in no one would i find a rival the morning light surprised me in the midst of the struggle nor did i decide the question that day mr preston might not be as determined in his prejudices against musicians as my friends or even his daughter had imagined.
Starting point is 01:25:16 I resolved to see him. Taking advantage of his connection with the blank club, I procured an introducer in the shape of a highly respected person of his own class and went one evening to the club rooms with the full intention of making his acquaintance if possible. He was already there and in conversation with some people. business associates. Procuring a seat as near him as possible, I anxiously surveyed his countenance. It was not a reassuring one, and studied in this way had the effect of dampening any hopes I may have cherished in the outset. He softened to the sounds of sweet strains or the voice of
Starting point is 01:26:00 youthful passion as soon as the granite rock to the surge of the useless billow. His very necktine, spoke volumes. It was an old-fashioned stock full of the traditions of other days, while his coat, shabbier than any I would presume to wear, betrayed in every well-worn seam the pride of the aristocrat and millionaire, who in his native city and before the eyes of his fellow magnates does not need to carry the evidences of his respectability upon his back. It would be worse than folly for me to approach him on such a subject, I mentally ejaculated. If he did not stare the musician out of countenance, he would the newly risen man, and I came very near giving up the whole thing.
Starting point is 01:26:53 But the genius that watches over the affairs of true love was with me, notwithstanding the unpropitious state of my surroundings. In a few minutes I received my expected introduction to me. Mr. Preston, and I found that underneath the repelling austerity of his expression was a kindly spark for youth and a decided sympathy for all instances of manly endeavour, if only it was in a direction he approved. Further, that my own personality was agreeable to him, and that he was disposed to regard me with favour, until by some chance and very natural allusion to my profession, by the friend standing between us, he learned that I was a musician, when a decided change came over
Starting point is 01:27:43 his countenance, and he exclaimed in that blunt, decisive way of his, that admits of no reply, A jingler on the piano, eh? Pretty poor use for a man to put his brains to, I say, or even his fingers. Sorry to hear we cannot be friends. And without waiting for a reply, took my introducer by the arm, and drew him a step or so to one side. Why didn't you say at once he was Mandephyl the musician? I overheard him, ask, in somewhat querulous tones. Don't you know I consider the whole race of them an abomination? I've been a woman. I'm a woman. I don't you know I consider the whole race of them an abomination? I'm a would have more respect for my bank clerk than I would for the greatest man of them all, were it Rubenstein himself. Then, in a lower tone, but distinctly, and almost as if he meant me to hear, my daughter has a leaning towards this same folderol, and has lately requested my permission to make the acquaintance of some musical characters, but I soon convinced her that manhood under the disguise of a harlequin's jacket could have no interest for her, that when a human being, man or woman,
Starting point is 01:28:54 has sunk to be a mere rattler of sweet sounds, he has reached a stage of infantile development that has little in common with the nervous energy and business force of her Dutch ancestry, and my daughter stooped to make no acquaintances she cannot bid sit at her father's table. Your daughter is a child yet, I thought. was ventured by his companion miss Preston is sixteen just the age at which my mother gave her hand to my respected father sixty-seven years ago and with this drop of burning lead let fall into my already agitated bosom they passed on
Starting point is 01:29:35 he would have more respect for his bank clerk would his bank clerk or what was better a young man with means at his command working in a busy capacity more in consonance with the tastes he had evinced have a chance of winning his daughter i began to think he might the way grows clearer i exclaimed but it was not till after another interview with him ten minutes later in the lobby that i finally made up my mind he was standing quite alone in an obscure corner fumbling in an awkward way with his muffler that had caught on the button of his coat seeing it I hastened forward to his assistance and was rewarded by a kind enough nod to emboldened me to say I have been introduced to you as a musician would my acquaintance be more acceptable to you if I told you that the pursuit of art bids fair in my case to yield to the exigencies of business that I purpose leaving the concert room for the banker's office and that henceforth my my only ambition promises to be that of wall street it most certainly would exclaimed he holding out his hand with an unmistakable gesture of satisfaction you have too good a countenance to waste before a piano top strumming to the smirks of women and the plaudits of weak-headed men let us see you at the desk my lad we are in want of trustworthy young men to take the place of us older ones then politely do you expect to make the change soon i do said i and the rubicon was past
Starting point is 01:31:25 end of chapter five chapter six of the sword of damocles by anna catherine green this librivox recording is in the public domain a hand clasp ferdinand here's my hand miranda and mine with my heart in it. Tempest. Once arrived at a settled conclusion, I put every thought of wavering out of my mind. Deciding that with such a friend in business circles as yourself, I needed no other introducer to my new life, I set apart this evening for a confab with you on the subject. Meanwhile, it is pretty generally known that I make no more engagements to appear through the country. I have but one more incident to relate. Last Sunday in walking down Fifth Avenue, I met her. I did not do this inadvertently.
Starting point is 01:32:32 I knew her custom of attending Bible class and for once put myself in her way. I did not give her time to remonstrate. Do not express your displeasure, said I. This shall never be repeated. I merely wish to say that I have concluded to leave a profession so little appreciated by those whose esteem I most desire to possess, that I am about entering a banker's office where it shall be my ambition to rise, if possible, to wealth and consequence.
Starting point is 01:33:06 If I succeed, you shall then know what my incentive has been. But till I succeed, or at least give such tokens of success as shall ensure respect, silence must be my portion and patience my soul support. Only of one thing rest assured, that until I inform you with my own lips that the hope which now illumines me is gone, it will continue to burn on in my breast, shedding light upon a way that can never seem dark
Starting point is 01:33:40 while that glow rests upon it. And bowing with the ceremonious politeness our positions demanded, I held out my hand. One clasp to encourage me, I entreated. It seemed as if she did not comprehend. You are going to give up music? And for, for you, said I.
Starting point is 01:34:05 Yes, don't forbid me, I implored. It is too late. Like a lovely image of blushing girlhood, turned by a lightning flash into marble, she paused, pallid and breathless where she was, gazing upon me with eyes that burn deeper and deeper as the full comprehension of all that this implied gradually forced itself upon her mind. You make a chaos of my little world, she murmured at length. No, said I, your world is untouched.
Starting point is 01:34:41 If it should never be my good fortune to enter it, you are not to go. grieve. You are free, Miss Preston, free as this sunshiny air we breathe. I alone am bound, and that because I must be, whether I will or no. Then I saw the woman I had worshipped in this young fair girl shine fully and fairly upon me. Drawing herself up, she looked me in the face and calmly laid her hand in mine. I am young, said she, and do not know what may be right to say to one so generous and so kind, but this much I can promise, that whether or not I am ever able to duly reward you for what you undertake, I will at least make it the study of my life never to prove unworthy of so much
Starting point is 01:35:38 trust and devotion. And with the last lingering look natural to a parting for years, We separated then and there, and the crowd came between us, and the Sunday bells rang on, and what was so vividly real to us at the moment, became in remembrance more like the mist and shadow of a dream. End of Chapter 6. Chapter 7 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. Mrs. Sylvester.
Starting point is 01:36:21 Love is more pleasant than marriage, for the same reason that romances are more amusing than history. Shamphor He draweth out the thread of his verbosity, finer than the staple of his argument. Love's labour lost. Young Manderville, having finished his story, looked at his uncle. He found him sitting in an attitude of extreme absorption, his right arm stretched before him. on the table his face bent thoughtfully downwards and clouded with that deep melancholy that seemed its most natural expression he has not heard me was the young man's first mortifying reflection
Starting point is 01:37:07 but catching his uncle's eye which at that moment raised itself he perceived he was mistaken and that he had rather been listened to only too well you must forgive me if i have seemed too rhapsodize the young man stammered you were so quiet i half forgot i had a listener and went on much as i would if i had been thinking aloud his uncle smiled and throwing off the weight of his reflections whatever they might be arose and began pacing the floor i see you are past surgery quoth he any wisdom of mine would be only thrown away young mandeville was hurt he had expected some token of a approval on his uncle's part, or at least some betrayal of sympathy, his looks expressed his disappointment. You expected to convert me by this story, continued the elder, pausing with a certain regret before his nephew. Nothing could convert me, but what? inquired Mandeville, after waiting in vain for the other to finish. Something which we will never find in the whirl of New York
Starting point is 01:38:21 fashionable life, a woman with faith to reward and soul to understand such unqualified trust as yours. But I believe Miss Preston is such a girl and will be such a woman. Her looks, her last words, prove it. Nothing proves it but time, and as for your belief, I have believed too. Then, as if fearing he had said too much, assumed his most business-like tone, and observed, but we will drop all that. You have resolved to quit music and enter Wall Street, your object money, and the social consideration which money secures. Now, why Wall Street? Because I can think of no other means for attaining what I desire in the space of time I would consent to keep a young lady of Miss Preston's position waiting.
Starting point is 01:39:20 Ha! And you have money, I suppose, which you propose to risk on the hazard? Some, enough to start with, a small amount to you, but sufficient if I am fortunate, and if you are not? The young man opened his arms with an expressive gesture. I am done for, that is all. bertram his uncle exclaimed with a change of tone has it ever struck you that mr preston might have as strong a prejudice against speculation as against the musical profession no that is pardon me but i have sometimes thought that even in the event of success i should have to struggle against his inherited instincts of caste and his natural dislike of all things new even wealth but i never thought of the possibility of my arousing his distrust by speculating in stocks and engaging in enterprises so nearly in accord with his own business operations
Starting point is 01:40:27 yet if i guess aright you would run greater risk of losing the support of his countenance by following the hazardous course you propose than if you continued in the line of art that now engages you do you know i know nothing but i feel fear the chances, Bertram. Then I am already defeated, and must give up my hopes of happiness. A smile, thin and indefinable, crossed the other's face. No, said he, not necessarily. And sitting down by his nephew's side, he asked if he had any objections to enter a bank. In a good capacity, he exclaimed. No, indeed, it would be an opportunity, passing my hopes. Do you know of an opening? Well, said he, under the circumstances, I will let you into the secret of my own affairs. I have always had one ambition, and that was to be at the head of a bank. I have not said much about it, but for the last five years I have been
Starting point is 01:41:36 working to this end, and today you see me the possessor of at least three-fourths of the stock of the Madison Bank. It has been deteriorating for some time. Consequently, I was enabled to buy it low, but now that I have got it, I intend to build up the concern. I am able to throw business of an important nature in its way, and I dare prophesy that before the year is out, you will see it re-established upon a solid and influential footing. I have no doubt of it, sir. You have the knack of such a lack of such a year. You have the knack of anything that you touch is sure to go straight. Unhappily, yes, as far as business operations go, but no matter about that, as if the other had introduced some topic incongruous to the one they
Starting point is 01:42:27 were considering. The point is this, in two weeks time I shall be elected president of the bank. If you will accept the position of assistant cashier, the best I can offer in consideration of your total ignorance of all details of the business, it is open to you. Uncle, how generous! I... Hush! Your duties will be nominal. The present cashier is fully competent. But the leisure thus afforded will offer you abundant opportunity to make yourself acquainted with all matters connected with the banking system, as well as with such capitalists as it would be well for you to know, so that when the occasion comes,
Starting point is 01:43:12 I can raise you to the cashier's place or make some other disposal of your talents, as will best ensure your rapid advance. The young man's eyes sparkled. With a sudden impetuous movement, he jumped to his feet and grasped his uncle's hand. I can never thank you enough. You have made me your debtor for life. Now let anyone ask me who is my father, and I will say, He was Edward Sylvester's brother. But come, come, this extreme gratitude is unnecessary.
Starting point is 01:43:48 You have always been a favourite with me, Bertram, and now that I have no child, you seem doubly near. It is my pleasure to do what I can for you. But, and here he surveyed him with a wistful look, I wish you were entering into this new line from love of the business rather than love of a woman. I fear for you, my boy, it is an awful thing to stake one's future upon a single chance, and that chance a woman's faith. If she should fail you after you had compassed your fortune, should die? Well, you could bear that, perhaps. But if she turned false and married someone else, or even married you and then,
Starting point is 01:44:35 what, came in silvery accents from the door? and a woman richly clad, her trailing velvets filling the air at once with an oppressive perfume, entered the room and paused before them in an attitude meant to be arch, but which from the massiveness of her figure and the scornful carriage of her head succeeded in being simply imperious. Mr. Sylvester rose abruptly, as if unpleasantly surprised. owner, he exclaimed, hastening, however, to cover his embarrassment by a courteous acknowledgement of her presence, and a careless remark concerning the shortness of the services that had allowed her to return from church so early.
Starting point is 01:45:22 I did not hear you come in, he observed. No, I judge not, she returned, with a side glance at Mandeville. But the services were not short. on the contrary, I thought I should never hear the last amen. Mr. Turner's voice is very agreeable, she went on, in a rambling manner all her own. It never interferes with your thoughts. Not that I am considered as having any, she interjected, with another glance at their silent guest. A woman in society with a reputation for taste in all matters connected with fashionable living
Starting point is 01:46:00 has no thoughts, of course. businessmen with only one idea in their heads, that of making money, have more, no doubt. Do you know, Edward, she went on with sudden inconsequence, which was another trait of this amiable lady's conversation, that I have quite come to a conclusion in regard to the girl Philip Longtree is going to marry. She may be pretty, but she does not know how to dress. I wish you could have seen her tonight. She had on mauve with old gold trimmings. Now, with one of her complexion. But I forget you haven't seen her.
Starting point is 01:46:37 Bertram, I think I shall give a German next month. Will you come? Oh, Edward, as if the thought had suddenly struck her. Princess Louise is the sixth child of Queen Victoria. I asked Mr. Turner to-night. By the way, I wonder if it will be pleasant enough to take the horses out tomorrow. Bird has been obliging enough to get sick just in the height of the season, Mr. Manderville. There are a thousand things I have got to do, and I hate hired horses.
Starting point is 01:47:07 And with a petulant sigh, she laid her prayer-book on the table, and with a glance in the mirror nearby, began pulling off her gloves in the slow and graceful fashion, eminently in keeping with her every movement. It was as if an atmosphere of worldliness had settled down upon this room, sanctified a moment before by the utterances of a pure and no-no-rengthened. noble love. Mr. Sylvester looked uneasy, while Bertram searched in vain for something to say. I seem to have brought a blight, she suddenly murmured, in an easy tone, somewhat at variance with the glance of half-veiled suspicion which she darted from under her heavy lids, at first
Starting point is 01:47:52 one and then the other of the two gentlemen before her. No, I will not sit, she added, as her husband offered her a chair. I am tired almost to death and would retire immediately, but I interrupted you, I believe, in the utterance of some wise saying about matrimony. It is an interesting subject, and I have a notion to hear what one so well-qualified to speak in regard to it, and here she made a slow, half-lazy courtesy to her husband, with a look that might mean anything from coquetry to defiance, has to say to a young man like Mr. Manderville. Edward Sylvester, who was regarded as an autocrat among men, and who certainly was an acknowledged leader in any company he chose to enter, bowed his head before this anomalous glance with a
Starting point is 01:48:46 gesture of something like submission. One is not called upon to repeat every inadvertent phrase he may utter, said he. Bertram was consulting me upon certain topics, and, you answered him in your own brilliant style, she concluded. What did you say? She asked, in another moment, in a low, unmoved tone, which the final act of smoothing out her gloves on the table, with hands delicate as white rose-leaves, but firm as marble, did not either hasten or retard. Oh, if you insist, he returns, lightly, and are willing to bear the reflection, my unfortunate remark seems to cast upon the sex, I was merely observing to my nephew that the man who centred all his hopes upon a woman's faith was liable to disappointment. Even if he succeeded in marrying her, there were still
Starting point is 01:49:45 possibilities of his repenting any great sacrifice made in her behalf. Indeed, and for once the delicate cheek flushed deeper than its rouge. And why do you say this? she inquired, dropping her coquettish manner, and flashing upon them both the haughty and implacable woman Bertram had always believed her to be, notwithstanding her vagaries and fashion. Because I have seen much of life outside my own house, her husband replied, with undiminished courtesy, and feel bound to warn any young man of his probable fate who thinks to find nothing but roses and felicity beyond the gates of fashionable marriage.
Starting point is 01:50:32 Ah, then, it was on general principles you were speaking, she remarked, with a soft laugh that undulated through an atmosphere suddenly grown too heavy for easy breathing. I did not know. Wives are so little apt to be appreciated in this world, Manderville, I was afraid he might be giving you some homely advice founded upon personal experience, and she moved towards their guest with that strange smile of hers which some called dangerous, but which he had always regarded as oppressive. She saw him drop his eyes and smiled again,
Starting point is 01:51:11 but in a different way. This woman, whom no one accused of anything worse than levity, hailed every tribute to her power as a miser greets the glint of gold. With a turn of her large but elegant figure that in its slow swaying reminded you of some heavy tropical flower, hanging inert, intoxicated with its own fragrance, she dismissed at once the topic that had engaged them and launched into one of her choicest streams of inconsequent talk. But Mandeville was in no mood to listen to be.
Starting point is 01:51:47 trivialities, and being of a somewhat impatient nature, presently rose, and excusing himself, took a hurried leave. Not so hurried, however, that he did not have time to murmur to his uncle as they walked towards the door. You would make comparison between the girl I worship and other women in fashionable life. Do not, I pray, she is no more like them than a star that shines is like a rose that blooms. My fate will not be like that of most men that we know, but better and higher. And his uncle, standing there in the grand hallway, with the fresh splendors of unlimited wealth gleaming upon him from every side, looked after the young man with a sigh and repeated, Better and higher, God in his merciful goodness granted.
Starting point is 01:52:44 End of Chapter 7 Chapter 8 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green This Librevox recording is in the public domain Shadows of the Past Memory The Warder of the Brain Macbeth It was long past midnight
Starting point is 01:53:13 The fire in the Great burned dimly shedding its lingering glow on the face of the master of the house, as with bowed head and folded hands, he sat alone and brooding before its dying embers. It was a lonesome sight. The very magnificence of the spacious apartment, with its lofty walls and glittering works of art, seemed to give an air of remoteness to that solitary form, bending beneath the weight of its reflections. From the exquisitely decorated ceiling to the Turkish rugs scattered over the polished floor, all was elegant and luxurious, and what had splendors like these to do with thoughts that bent the brows and overshadowed the lips of man?
Starting point is 01:54:03 The very lights burned deprecatingly, illuminating beauties upon which no eye gazed and for which no heart beat. The master himself seemed to feel this, for he presently rose and put them out, after which he seated himself as before only if possible with more abandon as if with the extinguishing of the light some eye had been shut whose gaze he had hitherto feared and in truth my lady's image shone fainter from its heavy panel and the smile which had met with unrelenting sweetness the glare of the surrounding splendour softened in the mellow glimmer of the firelight to an ethereal halo that left you at rest one two three the small clock sounded from the mantel and yet no stir took place in the sombre figure keeping watch beneath What were the thoughts which could thus detain from his comfortable bed, a man already tired with manifold cares? It would be hard to tell. The waters that gush at the touch of the diviner's rod are tumultuous in their flow, and rush hither and thither with little heed to the restraining force of rule and reason,
Starting point is 01:55:26 but of the pictures that rose before his eyes in those dying embers, there were two, which stood out in startling distinctness. Let us see if we can convey the impression of them to other eyes and hearts. First, the form of his mother. Our grey-bearded men waited with the cares of life and absorbed in the monotonous round of duties that to you are the be-all and end-all of existence,
Starting point is 01:55:56 to whom mourning means a jostling ride to the bank, the store or the office, and with whom night is but the name for a worse unrest because of its unfulfilled promises of slumber. What soul amongst you all is so callous to the holy memories of childhood as not to thrill with something of the old-time feeling of love and longing as the memory of that tender face with its watchful eye and ready smiles comes back to you from the midst of weary years, your mother.
Starting point is 01:56:34 But Edward Sylvester, with that black line across his life, cutting past from present, what makes him think of his mother tonight? And the cottage door upon the hillside, where she used to stand with eager eyes, looking up and down the road as he came trudging home from school, swinging his satchel, and shouting at every squirrel that started across. the road or peeped from the branches of the grand old maples overhead and the garret chamber under the roof the scene of many a romp with elsie and sunsea and jack neighbor's children to whom the man of today would be an awe and a mystery
Starting point is 01:57:15 and the little room where he slept with tom his own blue-eyed brother so soon to die of a wasting disease but full of warm blood then and all alive with boyish pranks. He could almost hear the wild, clear laugh with which the mischievous fellow started upon its travels, the rooster whose legs he had tied a short space apart with one of Sunce's faded ribbons, a laugh that became unrestrained when the poor creature, in attempting to run down hill, rolled over and over, cutting such a figure before his late admirers, the hens, that even Elsie smiled in the midst of her gentle entreaties. And Jocco the crow, whom taming had made one of the boys, poor Jocco, is it nearly thirty years since you used to stalk in majesty through the village streets, with your neat raven coat closely buttoned across your breast, and your genteel core,
Starting point is 01:58:19 core, and condescending nod for old acquaintances. The day seems but as yesterday when you marred the stolen picnic up in the woods by flying off with a flock of your fellow black coats, nor is it easy to realize that the circle of tow-headed fellows who hailed with shouts your ignominious return after a day or so's experience of the vaunted pleasures of freedom, are now sharp-featured men without a smile for youth or a thought beyond the hard, cold dollar very deep in their pockets. and the church up over the hills, and the long Sunday walk at Mother's side, with the sunshine glowing on the dusty road,
Starting point is 01:59:04 and beating on the river flowing far beyond. The same road, the same river of Monday and Tuesday, but how different it looked to the boy, almost like another scene, as if Sunday clothes were on the world as well as upon his restless little limbs, how he longed for it to be Monday, though he did not say so, and what a different day Saturday would have been, if only there was no long, sleepy Sunday to follow it.
Starting point is 01:59:35 But the mother! She did not dread that day. Her eyes used to brighten when the bell began to ring from the old church steeple. Her eyes, how they mingled with every picture. They seemed to fill the night. What a sparkle they had! yet how they used to soften at his few hurried caresses. He was always too busy for kisses.
Starting point is 02:00:00 There were the snares in the north woods to be looked after, the nest in the apple trees to be inquired into, the skates to be ground before the river froze over, the nuts to be gathered and stored in that same old garret chamber under the eaves. But now how vividly her least look comes back to the tired man. from the glance of wistful sympathy with which she met his childish disappointments to the flash of joy that hailed his equally childish delights and another scene there is in the embers to-night a remembrance of later days when the mother with her love and yearning was laid low in the grave and manhood had learned its first lessons of passion and ambition from the glance of younger eyes and the smile of riper lips not the picture of a woman however that was already present beside him shining from its panel with an insistence that not even the putting out of the lights could quite quench or subdue
Starting point is 02:01:08 but of a child young pure and beautiful sitting by the river in the glow of a june sunshine gazing at the hills of his boyhood's home with a look on her face such as he had never before seen on that of child or woman a simple picture with a simple villager's daughter for its centre but as he mused upon it to-night the success and triumph of the last ten years faded from his sight like the ashes that fell at his feet, and he found himself questioning in vain as to what better thing he had met in all the walks of his busy life than that young child's innocence and faith as they shone upon him that day from her soft uplifted eyes. He had been sitting the whole warm noontide at the side of her whose half gracious, half scornful, holy indolent, acceptance of his homage he called love, and enervated by an atmosphere he was as yet too inexperienced to recognize as of the world, worldly, had strolled forth to cool his fevered brow in the fresh autumn breeze that blew up from the river. He was a gay-hearted youth in those days, heedless of everything but the passing moment. Nature meant little to him, and when in the
Starting point is 02:02:38 course of his ramble, he came upon the form of a child sitting on the edge of the river. He remembers wondering what she saw in a sweep of empty water to interest her so deeply. Indeed, he was about to inquire when she turned, and he caught a glimpse of her eyes and knew at once without asking. Yet in those days he was anything but quick to recognize the presence of feeling. A face was beautiful, all. plain to him, not eloquent or expressive. But this child's countenance was exceptional. It made you forget the cotton frock she wore. It made you forget yourself. As he gazed on it, he felt the stir of something in his breast he had never known before, and half dreaded to hear her speak,
Starting point is 02:03:30 lest the charm should fail or the influence be lost. Yet how could he pass on and not speak, laying his hand on her head he asked her what she was thinking of as she sat there all alone looking off on the river and the wee thing drew in her breath and surveyed him with all her soul in her great black eyes before she replied I do not know I never know then looking back she dreamily added it makes me want to go away miles away and she held out her tiny arms towards the river with a longing gesture. And it makes me want to cry. And he understood or thought he did, and for the first time in his life looked upon the river that had met his gaze from childhood with eyes that saw its exceeding beauty. Ah, it was an
Starting point is 02:04:28 exquisite scene, a rare scene, mountain melting into mountain, and meadow vanishing into meadow till the flow of silver waters was lost in a horizon of asia mist no wonder that a child without snares to set or nuts together should pause a moment to gaze upon it as even he in the days gone by would sometimes stop on sabbath eaves to snatch a kiss from his mother's lips it is like a fairyland is it not quoth the child looking up into his face with a wistful glance do you know what it is that makes me feel so he smiled and sat down by her side somehow he felt as if a talk with this innocent one would restore him more than a walk on the hills it is the spirit of beauty my child you are moved by the loveliness of the scene is it a new one to you no oh no but I always feel the same as if something here was hungry, don't you know? And she laid her little hand on her breast. He did not know, but he smiled upon her notwithstanding, and made her talk and talk till the gush of the sweet
Starting point is 02:05:51 child spirit, with its hidden longings and but half-understood aspirations, bathed his whole being in a reviving shower, and he felt as if he had wandered into a new world where the langers of the tropics were unknown, and passion, if there was such, had the wings of an eagle, instead of the sirens, voice and fascination. Her name was Paula, she said, and before leaving, he found that she was a relative of the woman he loved. This was a slight shock to him. The lily and the cactus a bloom on one stalk. How could that be? And for a moment, he felt as if the spruce, he felt as if the splendors of the glorious woman paled before the lustre of the innocent child. But the feeling, if it was strong enough to be called such, soon passed. As the days swept by bringing evenings
Starting point is 02:06:50 with light and music and whispered words beneath the vine leaves, the remembrance of the pure, sweet hour beside the river gradually faded till only a vague memory of that gentle uplifted face sweet with its childish dimples remained to hallow now and then a passing reverie or a fevered dream but to-night its every lineament filled his soul vying with the memories of his mother in its vividness and power oh why had he not learned the lesson it taught why had he turned his back upon the high things of life to yield himself to a current that swept him or on and on until the power of resistance left him and, oh, dwell not here, wild thoughts, pause not on the threshold of the one dark memory that blasts the soul and seers the heart
Starting point is 02:07:51 in the secret hours of night. Let the dead past bury its dead, and if one must think, let it be of the hope which the remembrance of that short glimpse into a pure if infantile soul has given to his long darkened spirit. One, two, three, four, and the fire is dead and the night has grown chill, but he heeds it not. He has asked himself if his life's book is quite closed to the higher joys of existence, whether money getting and money holding is to a
Starting point is 02:08:34 him body and soul forever and with the question a great yearning seizes him to look upon that sweet child again if happily in the gleam of her pure spirit something of the noble and the pure that lay beneath the crust of life might be again revealed to his longing sight she must be a great girl now murmured he to himself as old as if not older than she whom bertram adores so passionately but she will always be a child to me a sweet pure child whose innocence is my teacher and whose ignorance is my better wisdom if anything will save me but here the shadow settled again when it lifted The morning ray lay cool and ghostly over the hearthstone. End of Chapter 8. Chapter 9 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. Paula
Starting point is 02:09:50 The stars of midnight shall be dear to her and she shall lean her ear in many a secret place where rivulets dance their wayward round and beauty born of murmuring sound shall pass into her face. Wordsworth. A wintry scene, snow-piled hills
Starting point is 02:10:12 stretching beyond a frozen river. On the bank a solitary figure, tall, dark and commanding, standing with eyes bent sadly on a long, narrow mound at his feet. It is Edward Sylvester and the mound is the grave of his mother. it is ten years since he stood upon that spot in all that time no memories of his childhood's home no recollection of that lonely grave among the pines had been sufficient to allure him from the city and its busy round of daily cares
Starting point is 02:10:50 indeed he had always shrunk at the very name of the place and never of his own will alluded to it but the reveries of a night had awakened a longing that was not to be appeased and in the face of his wife's cold look of astonishment and a secret dread in his own heart had left his comfortable fireside for the scenes of his early life and marriage and was now standing in the bleak december air gazing down upon the stone that marked his mother's grave but tender as were the cords that reverberated at this sight it was not to revisit this tomb he had returned to no that other vision the vision of young sweet appreciative life has drawn him more strongly than the memory of the dead it was to search out and gaze again upon the innocent girl whose eloquent eyes and lofty spirit had so deeply moved him in the past that he had braved the chill of the connecticut hills and incurred the displeasure of his wife yet when he turned away from that simple headstone and set his face towards the village streets it was with a sinking of the heart that first revealed to him the severity of the ordeal to which he had thus wantonly subjected himself not that the wintry trees and snow-covered roofs appealed to him as strongly as the same trees and homes would have done in their summer aspect the land was bright with verdure when that shadowed fell whose gloom resting upon all the landscape made a walk down this quiet road even at this remote day a matter of such pain to him but scenes that have caught the reflection of a life's joy or a heart's sorrow lose not their power of appeal with the leaves they shake from their trees and nothing that had met the eyes of this man from the hour he left this spot no not the glance of his wife as his child
Starting point is 02:12:58 fell back dead in his arms had shot such a pang to his soul as the sight of that long street with its array of quiet homes stretching out before him into the dim grey distance but for all that he was determined to traverse it i to the very end though his steps must pass the house whose ghostly portals were brought with memories dismal as death to him on then he proceeded, walking with his usual steady pace that only faltered or broke as he met the shy eyes of some hurrying village maiden, speeding upon some errand down the snowy street, or encountered some old friend of his youth, who, despite his altered mean and commanding carriage, recognized in him the slim young bank cashier who had left them now ten long years ago to make a name and fortune in the great city. It was noon by the time he gained the heart of the village, and school was out, and the children came rushing by, with just the same shout and scamper, with which he used to
Starting point is 02:14:11 hail that hour of joyous release, how it carried him back to the days when those four red walls towered upon him with awful significance. As with books on his back, and a half-eaten apple in his pocket, he crept up the walk, conscious that the bell had rung its last shrill note a good half hour before. He felt half tempted to stop and make his way through the crowd of shouting boys and dancing girls to that same old door again, and see for himself if the huge, late, which in a fit of childish revenge he had cut on its awkward panels, was still there to meet the eyes of tardy boys and loitering girls. But the wondering looks of the children, unused to behold a figure so stately in their simple streets, deterred him, and he passed thoughtfully on. So engrossed was he
Starting point is 02:15:09 by the reminiscences of Tom and Elsie, which the schoolhouse had awakened, that he passed the ominous mansion which had been his dread, and the bank where he had worked, and the arbor by the side of the road where he had sat out the first hours of his fatal courtship almost without realizing their presence and was at the end of the street and in full view of the humble cottage which the little paula had pointed out as her home on that day of their first acquaintance good heaven and i do not even know if she is alive he suddenly ejaculated stopping where he was and eyeing the lowly walls before him with a quick real real thing realization of the possibilities of a great disappointment ten years have stoned many a grave on the hillside and owner would not mention it if she lost every relative she had in this town what a fool i have been thought he but with the stern resolution which had carried him through many a difficulty he prepared to advance when he was again arrested by seeing the door of the house he was contemplating suddenly open and a girlish figure issue forth. Could it be Paula? With eager, almost feverish interest, he watched her approach. She was a slight young thing, and came towards him with a rapid movement, almost jaunty in its freedom. If it were Paula, he would know her by her eyes. But for some
Starting point is 02:16:43 reason he hoped it was not she, not the child of his dreams. At a yard or two in front of him, she paused astonished. This grave, tall figure with the melancholy brow, deep eyes and firmly compressed lips was an unaccustomed sight in this primitive town. Scarcely realising what she did, she gave a little curtsy and was proceeding on when he stopped her with a hurried gesture. Is Mrs Fairchild still living, he asked, indicating the house she had just left? Mrs. Fairchild, oh no, she returned, surveying him out of the corner of a very roguish pair of brown eyes with a certain sly wonder at the suspense in his voice. She has been dead as long as I can remember. Old Miss Abby and her sister live there now. And who are they? he hurriedly asked. He could not bring
Starting point is 02:17:41 himself to mention Paula's name. Why, Miss Abby and Miss Belinda, she returned with a puzzled air. Miss Abby Soes and Miss Belinda teaches the school. I don't know anything more about them, sir." The courteous gentleman bowed. And they live there quite alone? Oh, no, sir. Paula lives with them. Ah, she does.
Starting point is 02:18:07 And the young girl looking at him could not detect the slightest change in his haughty countenance. Paula is Mrs. Fairchild's daughter? Yes, sir. thank you said he and allowed the pretty brown-eyed miss to pass on which she did with lingering footsteps and many a backward glance of the eye halting at the door of that small cottage edward sylvester reasoned with himself she may be just such another fresh-looking round-faced mischievous-eyed school-girl spiritual children do not always make earnest-souled women let me beware what hopes i build on a foundation so unsubstantial yet when in a moment later the door opened and a weazen-faced dapper little woman appeared all smiles and welcome he owned to a sensation of dismay that sufficiently convinced him what a hold this hope of meeting with something exceptionally sweet and high had taken upon his hitherto careless and worldly spirit mr sylvester i am sure i thought owner would remember us after a while come in sir do my sister will be home in a few moments and with a deprecatory flutter comical enough in a woman at least seventy odd years old
Starting point is 02:19:32 she led her distinguished guest into a large unused room where in spite of his remonstrances she at once proceeded to build a fire it is a pleasure sir she said, to every utterance of regret on his part at the trouble he was causing. And though her vocabulary was thus made to appear somewhat small, her sincerity was undoubted. We have counted the days, Belinda and I, since we sent the last letter. It may seem foolish to you, sir, but Paula is growing so fast, and Belinda says is so uncommon and smart for her age, that we did think that it was time owner knew just what a straight we were in. Do you want to see, Paula? Very much, he returned, shocked and embarrassed at the position in which he found himself
Starting point is 02:20:26 put by the reticence of his wife on the subject of her relations. They think I have come in reply to a letter, he mused, and I did not even know my wife had received one. You will be surprised, she. she exclaimed, with a complacent nod as the fire blazed up brightly. Everyone is surprised, who sees her for the first time. Is my niece well? And thus it was he learned the relation between his wife of ten years
Starting point is 02:20:56 and these simple inhabitants of the little cottage in Grotewell. He replied as in duty bound, and presently, by the use of a few dexterous questions, succeeded in eliciting from this simple-minded, old lady the few facts necessary to a proper understanding of the situation miss abbey and miss belinda were two maiden ladies sisters of mrs fairchild and owner's mother who on the death of the former took up their abode in the little cottage for the purpose of bringing up the orphan paula they had succeeded in this by dint of the utmost industry but paula was not a common child and belinda who was evidently the autocrat of the house had decided that she ought to have other advantages she had therefore written to mrs sylvester concerning the child in the hopes that that lady would take enough interest in her pretty little cousin to send her to boarding-school but they had received no reply till now all of which was perfectly right of course mrs sylvester being undoubtedly occupied and mr sylvester himself being better than any letter and does paula herself know what efforts you have been making in her behalf asked mr sylvester upon the receipt of this information
Starting point is 02:22:22 the little lady shook her head with vivacity belinda advised me to say nothing she remarked the child is contented with her home and we did not like to raise her expectations you will never regret anything you may do for her she went on in a hurried way with a peep now and then towards the door as if while enjoying a momentary freedom of speech she feared an intrusion that would cut that pleasure short Paula is a grateful child and never has given us a moment of concern from the time she began to put pieces of patchwork together. But there is Belinda, she suddenly exclaimed, rising with the little dip and jerk of her left shoulder that was habitual to her whenever she was amused or excited. Belinda, she cried, going to the door and speaking with great impressiveness, Mr. Sylvester is in the parlour. and almost instantly a tall middle-aged lady entered whose plain but powerful countenance and dignified demeanour stamped her at once as belonging to a very different type of woman from her sister i am very glad to see you sir she exclaimed in a slow determined voice as dissimilar as possible from the piping tones of miss abbey is not mrs sylvester with you no returned he i am but-i i have come alone my wife is not fond of travelling in winter the slightest gleam shot from her bright keen eye is she not well yes quite well but not over-strong he rejoined quietly
Starting point is 02:24:07 she gave him another quick look settled some matter with herself and taking off her bonnet sat down by the fire at once her sister ceased in her hovering about the room and sitting also became to all appearance her silent shadow paula has gone upstairs to take off her bonnet the younger woman said in a straightforward manner just short of being brusque she is a very remarkable girl mr sylvester a genius i suppose suppose some would call her, a child of nature, I prefer to say. Whatever there is to be learned in this town, she has learned. And in a place where nature speaks and good books abound, that is not inconsiderable. I have taken pride in her talents, I acknowledge, and have endeavoured to do what I could to cultivate them to the best advantage. There is no girl in my school who can write so original a composition, nor is there one with a truer heart. or more tractable disposition.
Starting point is 02:25:11 You have then been her teacher as well as her friend. She owes you a double debt of gratitude. A look hard to understand flashed over her homely face. I have never thought of debt or gratitude in connection with Paula. The only effort which I have ever made in her behalf which cost me anything is this one which threatens me with her loss. then as if fearing she had said too much set her firm lips still firmer and ignoring the subject of the child astonished him by certain questions on the leading issues of the day that at once betrayed a truly virile mind she is a study thought he to himself but meeting her on the ground she had taken replied at once and to her evident satisfaction in the direct and simple manner that appeals the most forcibly to a strong if somewhat unpolished understanding
Starting point is 02:26:10 while the meek little miss abbey glanced from one to the other with a humble awe more indicative of her appreciation for their superiority than of her comprehension of the subject than of her comprehension of the subject But what with Miss Belinda's secret anxiety, and Mr. Sylvester's unconscious listening for a step upon the stair, the conversation, brisk as it had opened, gradually languished, and ere long, with a sort of clairvoyant understanding of her sister's wishes, Miss Abby arose, and with her customary jerk, left the room for Paula. The child is not timid, but has an unaccountable aversion to entering the presence of strangers alone, Miss Belinda explained. But Mr. Sylvester did not hear her, for at that moment the door reopened, and Miss Abbey stepped in with the young girl thus heralded. Edward Sylvester never forgot that moment and indeed few men could have beheld the picture of extraordinary loveliness thus revealed without a shock of surprise equal to the delight it inspired she was not pretty the very word was a misnomer she was simply one of nature's most exquisite and undeniable beauties from the crown of her ebb and locks to the soul of her dainty foot she was perfect as the most delicate at colouring and the utmost harmony of contour could make her, and not in the conventional type either.
Starting point is 02:27:47 There was an individuality in her style that was as fresh as it was uncommon. She was at once unique and faultless, something that can be said of few women, however beautiful or alluring. Mr. Sylvester had not expected this, as indeed how could he? And for a moment he, he could only gaze with a certain swelling of the heart at the blooming loveliness that in one instant had transformed the odd little parlour into a bower fit for the habitation of princes. But soon his natural self-possession returned, and rising with his most courteous bow, he greeted the blushing girl with words of simple welcome. Instantly her eyes, which had been hitherto kept bent upon the floor flashed upward to his face and a smile full of the wonder of an unlooked-for,
Starting point is 02:28:47 almost unhoped-for delight, swept radiantly over her lips, and he saw with deep and sudden satisfaction that the hour which had made such an impression upon him had not been forgotten by her, that his voice had recalled what his face failed to do, and that he was recognized. recognized. It is Mr. Sylvester, your cousin owner's husband, Miss Belinda interposed in a matter-of-fact way, evidently attributing the emotion of the child to her astonishment at the imposing appearance of their guest. And it was you who married owner, she involuntarily murmured, blushing the next moment at this simple utterance of her thoughts. Yes, dear child, Mr. Sylvester hastened to say.
Starting point is 02:29:39 and so you remember me he presently added smiling down upon her with a sense of new life that for the moment made every care and anxiety shrink into the background yes she simply returned taking the chair beside him with the unconscious grace of perfect self-forgetfulness it was the first time i had found anyone to listen to my childish enthusiasms it is natural such a kindness should make its impression. Little Paula and I met long ago, quoth Mr. Sylvester, turning to the somewhat astonished Miss Belinda. It was before my marriage and she was then, just ten years old, finished Paula, seeing him cast her an inquiring glance. Very young for such a thoughtful little miss, he exclaimed. And have those childish enthusiasms quite departed, he continued, smiling upon her with gentle encouragement do you no longer find a fairyland in the view up the river she flushed casting a timid glance at her aunt but meeting his eyes again seemed to forget everything and everybody in the inspiration which his presence afforded i fear i must acknowledge that it is more a fairyland to me than ever she softly replied knowledge does not always bring disillusion and though i have learned that it is more a fairyland to me than ever she softly replied knowledge does not always bring disillusion and though i have learned that-rearned
Starting point is 02:31:09 And one by one the names of the towns scattered along those misty banks, and though I know they are no less prosaic in their character than our own humdrum village, yet I cannot rid myself of the notion that those verdant slopes with their archway of clouds hide the portals of paradise, and that I have only to follow the birds in their flight up the river to find myself on the verge of a mystery, the banks at my feet can never disclose may the gates of god's paradise never recede as those would do my child if like the birds you are tempted to pierce them paula is a dreamer quoth miss belinda in a matter-of-fact tone but she is a good girl notwithstanding and can solve a geometrical problem with the best and so on the machine and make a very good pie timidly put in miss abbey that is well laughed mr sylvester observing that the poor child's head had fallen forward in maidenly shame at her aunt's elogiums as well as at the length of the speech into which she had been betrayed it shows that her eyes can see what is at hand as well as what is beyond our reach
Starting point is 02:32:27 then with a touch of his usual formal manner intended to restore her to herself do you like study paula in an instant her eyes flashed i'm more than like it it feeds me knowledge has its vistas too she added with an arch look the first he had seen on her hitherto serious countenance i can never outgrow my recognition of the portals it discloses or the fairyland it opens up to every inquiring eye. Even geometry, he ventured, more anxious to probe this fresh young mind than he had ever been to sound the opinions of the most notable men of the day. Even geometry, she smiled. To be sure its portals are somewhat methodical in shape, allowing no scope to the fancy,
Starting point is 02:33:22 but from its triangles and circles have been born the green. ranges of architecture and upright on the threshold of its exact laws and undeviating calculations i see an angel with a golden rod in his hand measuring the heavens even a stone speaks to a poet said mr sylvester with a glance at miss belinda but paula is no poet returned that lady with strict and impartial honesty she has never put a line on paper to my knowledge have you child? No, aunt, I would as soon imprison a falling sunbeam, or try to catch the breeze that lifts my hair or kisses my cheek. You see, continued Mr. Sylvester, still looking at Miss Belinda. She answered with a doubtful shake of the head and an earnest glance at the girl, as if she perceived something in that bright young soul that even she had never observed before. Have you ever been away from home? he now asked. Never. I know as little of the great world as a callow nestling.
Starting point is 02:34:36 No, I should not say that, for the young bird has no Aunt Belinda to tell of the great cathedrals and the wonderful music she has heard and the glorious pictures she has seen in her visits to the city. It is almost as good as travelling oneself to hear Aunt Belinda talk. It was now the turn of the mature, plain woman to blush, which she did under Mr. Sylvester's searching eye. You have then been in the habit of visiting New York. I have been there twice, she returned evasively. Since my marriage? Yes, sir, with a firm closing of her lips.
Starting point is 02:35:18 I did not know you were there, or I should have insisted upon your remaining at my house. Thank you, said she, with a quick, triumphant glance at her demure little shadow, who looked back in a maze and was about to speak when Miss Belinda proceeded. My visits usually have been on business. I should not think of troubling Mrs. Sylvester. And then he knew that his wife had been aware of those visits if he had not. But he refrained from testifying to his discovery. You speak of music, said.
Starting point is 02:35:54 he, turning gently back to Paula. Have you a taste for it? Would it make you happy to hear such music as your aunt tells about? Oh yes, I can conceive nothing grander than to sit in a church whose every line is beauty and listen while the great organ utters its song of triumph or echoes in the wonderful way it does the emotions you have tried to express and could not. i would give a whole week of my life on the hills dear as it is for one such hour i think mr sylvester smiled it is a rare kind of coin to offer for such a simple pleasure but it may meet with its acceptance nevertheless and in his look and in his voice there was an appearance of affectionate interest that completed the subjugation of the watchful miss belinda who now became doubly assured that whatever neglect had been shown her by her niece was not due to that niece's husband mr sylvester recognized the effect he had produced and hastened to complete it feeling that the good opinion of miss belinda would be valuable to any man i have been a boy on these hills said he and know what it is to long for what is beyond while enjoying what is present you shall hear the organ my child
Starting point is 02:37:21 and stopped wondering to himself over the new sweet interest he seemed to take in the prospect of pleasures which he had supposed himself to have long ago exhausted hear the organ i why that means oh what does it mean she inquired turning with a look of beaming hope towards her aunt you must ask mr sylvester that uncompromising lady replied with a straightforward look at the fire and he with a smile told the blushing girl that according to his reading mortals went blindfold into fairyland and she understood what he meant and was silent whereupon he turned the conversation upon more commonplace subjects for how could he tell her then of the intention that had awakened in his breast at the first glimpse of her grand young beauty to make her his child to bequeath to her the place of the babe that had perished in his arms three long years before that meant to give owner a care if not a rival in his affections and owner shrank from care and was not a subject for rivalry and the if which this implied weighed heavily on his heart as moment after moment flew by and he felt again the reviving power of an unsullied mind and an aspiring nature. End of Chapter 9
Starting point is 02:39:00 Chapter 10 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. The Bard Door A Schoolboy's Tale, The Wonder of an Hour. Byron Did you know that your niece was gifted with rare beauty as well as talents, asked Mr. Sylvester of Miss Belinda, as a couple of hours or so later, they sat alone by the parlour fire, preparatory to his departure. No, that is, she hastily corrected
Starting point is 02:39:42 herself. I knew she was very pretty, of course, prettier by far than any of her mates, but I did not suppose she was what you would call a beauty, or at least would be so considered by a person accustomed to New York society. I do not know of a woman in New York who can boast of any such claims to transcendent loveliness. Such faces are rare outside of art, Miss Belinda. Was Mrs. Fairchild a handsome woman? She was my sister, and if I may say so, my favourite sister,
Starting point is 02:40:17 but she was no more agreeable to the eye than some others of her family. Grimly returned the heavy-browed spruce. spinster with a compression of her lips what beauty paula has inherited came from her father her chief charm in my eyes however springs from her pure nature and the unselfish impulses of her heart and in mine rejoined he quietly then with a sudden change of tone as he realized the necessity of saying something definite to this woman in regard to his intentions toward the child he remarked, Her great and unusual talents, and manifest disposition to learn, demand, as you say, superior advantages to any she can have in a small country town like this,
Starting point is 02:41:08 fruitful as it has already been to her, under your wise and fostering care, and such shall she have. But just when and how, I cannot say till I have seen my wife and learned what her wishes are likely to. to be in regard to the subject you are very kind sir returned miss belinda i have no doubt as to the good will of your intentions and the child shall be prepared at once for a change and will the child he exclaimed with a smile as paula re-entered the room be so kind as to give me her company in the walk i must now take to the cars of course replied her aunt before the young girl could speak speak, we owe you that much attention, I am sure. And so it was that when he came to retrace his way through the village with its heavy memories, he had a guardian spirit at his side that robbed them of their power to sadden and oppress. What shall I say for you to the grim city streets
Starting point is 02:42:14 when I get back? inquired he, as they hastened on over the snow-covered road. Say to them from me, Oh, you may give them my greeting, she responded half shyly, half confidingly. Evidently for her, he was one of those rare persons whose presence is perfect freedom, and with whom she could not only think her best, but speak it also. I should like to make their acquaintance. But indeed they would have to do well to vie in attraction with these white roads, girded by their silver-limbed trees. The very rush of life must seem oppressive.
Starting point is 02:42:56 So many hopes, so many fears, so many interests jostling you at every step. Yet the thought is exhilarating too. Don't you find it so? It was the first question she had asked him, and he knew not how to reply. Her eyes were so confiding. He could not bear to shake her faith in his imagined superiors.
Starting point is 02:43:19 yet what thoughts had he ever cherished in walking the busy streets save those connected with his own selfish hopes and fears plans and operations i have no doubt said he after a moment's pause that i have felt this exhilaration of which you speak certainly the hurrying masses in broadway awaken a far different sensation in a man than this solitary stretch of country road Yet the road has its companionships, she murmured. In the city one thinks most of men, but in the country, of God, its very solitude compels you. Compels you, he involuntarily answered, and shuddered as he said it, remembering days when he trod these very roads with anything but reverence in his heart for the creator of the landscape before him. Not everyone has the inner vision, my child, to see the love and wisdom back of the works,
Starting point is 02:44:25 or rather most men have a vision so short it does not reach so far. Yet I think I can understand what you mean, and might even experience your emotions if my eyes had leisure to explore this space and my thoughts to rise out of their usual depressing atmosphere of care and anxiety. You did not think I was a busy man, he continued, observing her gaze of wonder. You thought riches brought ease. If you ever come to think most of men, you will learn that the wealthy man is the greatest worker, for his rest comes not night or day.
Starting point is 02:45:06 She shook her head with a sudden doubt. It is a problem, she said, which my knowledge of geometry does not help me to solve. No, assented he, and one in which even your fanciful soul would fail to find any poetry. But stop, Paula. Isn't this the place where I found you that day, and you showed me the view up the river? Yes, and it was on that stone I sat. It has a milk-white cushion now, and there is where you stood, looking so tall and grand to my childish eyes. The gates are of pearl now, she said. pointing to the snow-covered slopes in the west i wish the sky had been clear to-night and you could have seen the effect of a rosy sunset falling over those domes of ice and snow it would leave me less to expect when i come again he responded almost gaily the next time we will have the sunset paula she smiled and they hastened on presently finding themselves in the village streets suddenly she paused
Starting point is 02:46:15 small towns have their mysteries as well as great cities said she we are not without ours look he turned followed with a glance the direction of her pointing finger and started in his sudden surprise she had indicated to him the house whose ghostly and frowning front bore written across its grim grey boards such an inscription of painful remembrance it is a soft of a soft of a soft of a soft of solitary looking place, isn't it, she went on, innocent of the pain she was inflicting. No one lives there, or ever will, I imagine. Do you see that board nailed across the front door? He forced himself to look. He did more. He fixed his eyes upon the desolate structure before him, until the aspect of its huge unpainted walls, with their long rows of sealed up windows and high smokeless chimneys was impressed indelibly upon his mind. The large front door, with its weird and solemn barrier, was the last thing upon which his eye rested.
Starting point is 02:47:26 Yes, said he, and involuntarily asked what it meant. We do not know exactly, she responded. It was nailed across there by the men who followed Colonel Jaffer to the grave. Colonel Jaffer was the owner of the house. she proceeded, too interested to observe the shadow which the utterance of that name had invoked upon his brow. He was a peculiar man, I judge, and had suffered great wrongs, they say. At all events his life was very solitary and sad, and on his deathbed he made his neighbours promise him that they would carry out his body through that door and then seal it up against any further ingress or egress
Starting point is 02:48:11 forever. His wishes were respected, and from that day to this, no one has ever entered that door. But the house, stammered Mr. Sylvester in anything but his usual tone. Surely it has not been deserted all these years? Ah, said she, now we come to the greatest mystery of all. And laying her hand timidly on his arm, she drew his attention to the form of a decrepit old lady, just then advancing towards them down the street. Do you see that aged figure, she asked? Every evening at this hour, winter and summer, stormy weather or clear, she is seen to leave her home up the street and come down to this forsaken dwelling. Open the worm-eaten gate before you, cross the otherwise untrodden garden, and enter the house by a side door, which she opens with a
Starting point is 02:49:09 huge key she carries in her pocket. For just one hour by the clock, she remains there, and then she is seen to issue in the falling dusk, with a countenance whose heavy dejection is in striking contrast to the expression of hope with which she invariably enters. Why she makes this pilgrimage, and for what purpose she secludes herself for a stated time each day in this otherwise deserted mansion, no man knows, nor is it possible to determine, for though she is a worthy woman, and approachable enough on all other topics, on this she is absolutely mute. Mr. Sylvester started and surveyed the woman as she passed with an anxious gaze. I know her, he muttered. She was a connection of the family who inhabited this house,
Starting point is 02:50:05 he could not speak the name yes so they say and the owner of this house though she does not live here did you notice how she looked at me she often does that just as if she wanted to speak but she always goes by and opens the gate as you see her now and takes out the big key and come away cried mr sylvester with sudden impulse seizing paula by the hand and hurrying her down the door to-the-house and hurrying her down the door to-the-house and hurrying her down the door to-the street. She is a walking goblin. You must have nothing to do with such uncanny folk. And endeavouring to turn off this irresistible display of feeling by a show of pleasantry, he laughed aloud, but in a strained and unnatural way that made her eyes lift in unconscious amazement. You are infected by the atmosphere of unreality that pervades the spot, said she. I do not wonder. And with the gentle perversity
Starting point is 02:51:08 that sometimes affects the most thoughtful amongst us, she went on talking upon the unwelcome subject. I know of some folks who invariably crossed to the other side of the street at night rather than go through the shadows
Starting point is 02:51:23 of the two gaunt poplars which guard that house. Yet there has been no murder committed there or any great crime that I know of unless the disobedience of a daughter who ran away with a man her father detested could be denominated by so fearful a word the set gaze with which mr sylvester surveyed the landscape before him quavered a trifle and then grew hard and cold and so said he in a tone meant more for himself than her even your innocent ears have been assailed by the gossip about miss jaffer gossip i have never thought of it as gossip returned she struck for the first time by the change in his appearance it all happened so long ago it seems more like some quaint and ancient tale than a story of one of our neighbors besides the first time by the change in his appearance it all happened so long ago it seems more like some quaint and ancient tale than a story of one of our neighbours besides the fact that a willful girl ran away from the house of her father with the man of her choice is not such a dreadful one is it though she never returned to its wars with her husband and her father was so overwhelmed by the shock he was never seen to smile again
Starting point is 02:52:39 no said he giving her a hurried glance of relief i only wondered at the tenacity of old stories to engage the popular ear i had supposed even the remembrance of Jacqueline Jaffer would have been lost in the long silence that has followed that one disobedient act. And so it might, were it not for that closely shut house, with the sinister bar across its chief entrance, inviting curiosity, while it effectually precludes all investigation, with that token ever before our eyes of a dead man's implacable animosity, who can wonder that we sometimes... ponder over the fate of her who was its object. And no intimations of that fate have been ever received in Grotwell. For all that is known to the contrary, Jacqueline Jaffer may have preceded
Starting point is 02:53:35 her father to the tomb. Paula bowed her head, amazed at the gloomy tone in which this emphatic assertion was made by one whose supposed ignorance she had been endeavouring to enlighten. You knew her history before then, observed she. I beg your pardon. And it is granted, said he, with a sudden throwing off of the shadow that had enveloped him. You must not mind my sudden lapses into gloom. I was never a cheerful man, that is, not since I, since my early youth, I should say, and the shadows which are short at your time of life grow long and chilly at mine. One thing can illumine, them though and that is a child's happy smile you are a child to me do not deny me a smile then before i go not one nor a dozen cried she giving him her hands in good-bye for they had arrived at the depot by this time and the sound of the approaching train was heard in the distance god bless you said he clasping those hands with a father's heartfelt tenderness god bless my little paula and make her pillow soft till we meet again then as the train came sweeping up the track put on his brightest look and added if the fairy godmother chances to visit you during my departure
Starting point is 02:55:06 don't hesitate to obey her commands if you want to hear the famous organ peel no no she cried and with a final look and smile he stepped upon the train and in another moment was world-aware from that place of many memories and a solitary hope. End of Chapter 10. Chapter 11 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Miss Stuyvesant. She smiled, but he could see arise her soul from farer down her eyes. Mrs. Browning.
Starting point is 02:55:56 She is a beauty. It is only right I should forewarn you of that. Dark or light? Dark, that is, her hair and eyes are almost oriental in their blackness, but her skin is fair, almost as dazzling as yours, owner. Mrs. Sylvester threw a careless glance in the long mirror, before which she was slowly completing her toilet, and languidly smiled. But whether at this covert compliment to her greatest charm,
Starting point is 02:56:26 or at some passing fancy of her own, it would be difficult to decide. The dark hair and eyes come from her father, remarked she in an abstracted way, while she tried the effect of a bunch of snow-white roses at her waist, with a backward toss of her proud, blonde head. His mother was a Greek. Tell it not in gath, publish it not in the streets of Ascalon, she exclaimed, in a voice as nearly gay as her indolent nature. would allow for this lady of fashion was in one of her happiest moods her dress a new one
Starting point is 02:57:03 fitted her to perfection and the vision mirrored in the glass before her was not lacking so far as she could see in one charm that could captivate do you think she could fasten a ribbon or arrange a bow she further inquired I should like to have someone about me with a knack for helping a body in an emergency if possible Sarah is absolutely the destructed of any bit of ribbon she undertakes to handle. Look at that knot of black velvet over there, for instance. Wouldn't you think a raw Irish girl, just from the other side, would have known better than to tie it with half the wrong side showing?
Starting point is 02:57:41 With the habit long ago acquired of glancing wherever her ivory finger chanced to point, the grave man of the world slowly turned his head, full of the weightiest cares and oppressed by the burden of innumerable responsibilities, and surveyed the cluster of velvet bows thus indicated, with a mechanical knitting of the brows. I pay Sarah $25 a month, and that is the result, his wife proceeded. Now, if Paula is not to come here as a waiting maid, her husband quickly interposed, a suspicion of colour just showing itself for a moment on his cheek. if Paula, his wife went on, unheeding the interruption,
Starting point is 02:58:26 save by casting him a hurried glance over the shoulder of her own reflection in the glass, had the taste in such matters of some other members of our family and could manage to lend me a helping hand now and then, why, I could almost imagine I had my younger sister back with me again, who, with her skill in making one look fit for the eyes of the world, was such a blessing to us in our old home. I have no doubt Paula could be taught to be equally efficient, her husband responded, carefully restraining any further show of impatience. She is bright, I am certain,
Starting point is 02:59:03 and ribbon tying is not such a very difficult art, is it? I don't know about that. By the way Sarah succeeds, I should say it was about on a par with the science of algebra, or what is that horrid study they used to threaten to inflict me with? that the academy whenever I complained of a headache. Oh, I remember, conic sections. Well, well, laughed her husband. She ought soon to be an expert in it then. Paula is a famous little mathematician. A silence followed this response. Mrs. Sylvester was fitting in her ear rings. I suppose, said she, when the operation was completed, that the snow will prevent half the people from coming tonight. It was a reception evening at the Sylvester Mansion. But so long as Mrs Fitzgerald
Starting point is 02:59:54 does not disappoint me, I do not care. What do you think of the setting of these diamonds, she inquired, leaning forward to look at herself more closely, and slowly shaking her head till the rich gems sparkled black fire. It is good, came in short, quick tones from the lips of her husband. Well, I don't know. There might be a shade, more of enamel on the edge of that ring? I shall speak to the jeweller about it tomorrow. But what were we talking about? She dreamily asked, still turning her head from side to side before the mirror.
Starting point is 03:00:29 We were talking about adopting your cousin in the place of our child who is dead, replied her husband with some severity, pausing in the middle of the floor which he was pacing to honour her with a steady glance. Oh yes! Dear me, what an awkward clasp that man has given to these rings after all. You will have to fasten them for me. Then, as he stepped forward with studied courtesy, yawned just a trifle, and remarked,
Starting point is 03:01:01 No one could ever take the place of one's own child, of course. If Geraldine had lived, she would have been a blonde. Her eyes were blue as sapphires. He looked in his wife's face, and his hands dropped. he thought of the day when those eyes blue as sapphires indeed flashed burning with death's own fever from the little crib in the nursery while with this same cool and self-satisfied countenance the wife and mother before him had swept down the broad stairs to her carriage murmuring apologetically as she gathered up her train oh you needn't trouble yourself to look after her she will do very well with sarah she may have thought of it too for the least little bit of real crimson found its way through the rouge on her cheek as she encountered the stern look of his eye but she only turned a trifle more towards the glass saying i forgot you do not admire the role of waiting-maid i will try and manage them myself seeing that you have banished sarah he exerted his self-control and again for the thousandth time buried that ghastly memory
Starting point is 03:02:13 out of sight, actually forcing himself to smile as he gently took her hand from her ear and began deftly to fasten the rebellious ornaments. You mistake, said he, love can ask any favour without hesitation. I do not object to waiting upon my own wife. She gave him a little look, which he obligingly took as a gurdon for this speech, and languidly held out her bracelets. he stood clasping them on her arms she quietly eyed him over from head to foot i don't know of a man who has your figure said she with a certain tone of pride in her voice it is well you married a wife who does not look altogether inferior beside you then as he bowed with mock appreciation of the intended compliment added with her usual inconsequence i dare say it would give me something to interest myself in
Starting point is 03:03:13 i don't suppose she has a decent thing to wear and the fact of her being a dark beauty would lend quite a new impulse to my inventive faculty mrs walker has a daughter with black eyes but dear me what a guy she does make of her with a sigh mr sylvester turned to the window where he stood looking out at the heavy flakes of snow falling with slow and fluctuating movement between him and the row of brown stone houses in front paula considered as a milliner's block upon which to try the effect of clothes even mrs fitzgerald with all her taste don't know how to dress her child proceeded his wife with a hurried be still cherry to the importunate bird in the cage now i should take as much pride in dressing any one under my charge as i would myself provided the subject was likely to do credit to my efforts and finding the bird in my own to my charge as i would myself provided the subject was likely to do credit to my efforts and finding the bird incorrigible in his shrill singing, she moved over to the cage, where she stood, balancing her white finger for the bird to peck at, with a pretty caressing motion of her lip the little Geraldine of the wistful blue eyes had never seen. You are welcome to do what you please in such matters, was her husband's reply. He was thinking again of that same little Geraldine. A fall of snow like the
Starting point is 03:04:41 present always made him think of her and her innocent query as to whether god threw down such big flakes to amuse little children i give you cart blanche said he with sudden emphasis mrs sylvester paused in her attentions to the bird to give him a sharp little look which might have aroused his surprise if he had been fortunate enough to see it but his back was towards her and there was nothing in the languidly careless tone with which she responded, to cause him to turn his head. I see that you would really like to have me entertain the child, but she paused, pursing up her lips to meet the chattering birds' caress, while her husband, in his impatience, drummed with his fingers on the pain. I must see her before I decide upon the length of her visit, continued she, as weary with the sport she drew back to give herself a final look in the glass. Will you please to hand me that shawl, Edward? He turned with alacrity. In his relief he could have kissed the snowy
Starting point is 03:05:48 neck held so erectly before him, as he drew around it the shawl he had hastily lifted from the chair at his side. But that would not have suited this calm and languid beauty, who disliked any too overt tribute to her charms, and saved her caresses for her bird. Besides, it would look like gratitude, and gratitude would be misplaced towards a wife who had just indicated her acceptance of his offer to receive a relative of her own into his house. She might as well come at once, was her final remark. As satisfied at last with the lay of every ribbon, she swept in finished elegance from the room. Mrs. Kittridge's reception comes off a week from Thursday, and I should like to see how a dark beauty with a fair skin would look in that new shade of heliotrope.
Starting point is 03:06:43 And so the battle was over and the victory won, for Mrs. Sylvester, for all her seeming indifference, was never known to change a decision she had once made. As he realised the fact, as he meditated that ere long this very room, which had been the scene of so much frivolity and the witness, to so many secret heart-burnings, would re-echo to the tread of the pure and innocent child, whose mind had flights unknown to the slaves of fashion, and in whose heart lay impulses of goodness that would satisfy the long-smothered cravings of his awakened nature. He experienced a feeling of relenting towards the wife who had not chosen to thwart him in this the strongest wish of his
Starting point is 03:07:34 childless manhood, and crossing to her dressing-table, he dropped among its treasures a costly ring which he had been induced to purchase that day from an old friend who had fallen into want. She will wear it, murmured he to himself, for its hue will make her hand look still whiter, and when I see its sparkle, I will remember this hour and be patient. Had he known that she had yielded to this wish out of a certain vague feeling of compunction for the disappointments she had frequently occasioned him, and would occasion him again, he might have added a tender thought to the rich and costly gift with which he had just endowed her. I expect a young cousin of mine to spend the winter with me and pursue her studies
Starting point is 03:08:27 were the first words that greeted his ears, as an hour or so later he entered the parlour, where his wife was entertaining what few guests had been anxious enough for a sight of Mrs. Sylvester's newly furnished drawing-room to brave the now rapidly falling snow. I hope that you and she will be friends. Curious to see what sort of a companion his wife was thus somewhat prematurely providing for Paula, he hastily advanced towards the little group from which her voice had proceeded, and found himself face to face with a brown-haired girl whose appealing glance and somewhat infantile mouth
Starting point is 03:09:08 were in striking contrast to the dignity with which she carried her small head and managed her whole somewhat petite person. Miss Stuyvesant, my husband, came in musical tones from his wife, and somewhat surprised to hear a name that but a moment before had been the uppermost in his mind, he bowed with courtesy, and then asked if he was so happy as to speak to a daughter of Thaddeus Steversant. If it will give you a special pleasure, I will say yes, responded the little miss, with a smile that irradiated her whole face. Do you know my father?
Starting point is 03:09:48 There are but few bankers in the city who have not that pleasure, replied. he, with an answering look of regard. I am especially happy to meet his daughter in my house tonight. There was something in his manner of saying this, and in the short inquiring glance, which at every opportunity he cast upon her bright young face with its nameless charm of mingled appeal and reserve that astonished his wife. Miss Stuyvesant was in the carriage with Mrs. Fitzgerald, said that lady, with a certain diggerald. she knew well how to assume. I am afraid if it had not been for that circumstance, we should not have enjoyed the pleasure of her presence, and with the rare tact of which she
Starting point is 03:10:34 was certainly a mistress, as far as all social matters were concerned, she left the aspiring magnate of Wall Street to converse with the daughter of the man whom all New York bankers were expected to know, and hastened to join a group of ladies discussing ceramics before a huge plaque of rarest cloasony mr sylvester followed her with his eyes he had never seen her look more vivacious had the hope of seeing a young face at their board touched some secret cord in her nature as well as his was she more of a woman than he imagined and would she be though in the most superficial of ways a mother to paula flushed with the thought he turned back to the little lady at his side. She was gazing in an intent and thoughtful way at an engraving of Du Boeuf's prodigal son that adorned the wall above her head. There was something in her face that made him ask, Is that a favourite picture of yours? She smiled and nodded her small and delicate head.
Starting point is 03:11:44 Yes, sir, it is indeed, but I was not looking at the picture so much as at the face of that dark haired girl that sits in the centre, with that far-away expression in her eyes. Do you see what I mean? She is like none of the rest. Her form is before us, but her heart and her interest are in some distant climb or forsaken home, to which the music murmured at her side recalls her. She has a soul above her surroundings, that girl, and her face is indescribably pathetic to me. in the recesses of her being she carries a memory or a regret that separates her from the world and makes certain moments of her life almost wholly you look deep said mr sylvester gazing down upon the little lady's face with strongly awakened interest you see more perhaps than the painter intended no no possibly more than the engraving expresses but not more than the artist intended. I saw the original once, when, as you remember, it was on exhibition here.
Starting point is 03:12:59 I was a wee thing, but I never forgot that girl's face. It spoke more than all the rest to me, perhaps because I so much honour reserve in one who holds in his breast a great pain or a great hope. The eye that was resting upon her softened indescribably. you believe in great hopes said he the little figure seemed to grow tall and her face looked almost beautiful what would life be without them she answered true returned mr sylvester and entering into the conversation with unusual spirit was astonished to find how young she was and yet how thoroughly bright and self-possessed lovely girls are cropping up around me in all directions thought he i shall have to correct my judgment concerning our young ladies of fashion if i encounter many more as sensible and earnest-hearted as this and for some reason his brow grew so light and his tone so cheerful that the ladies were attracted from all parts of the room to hear what the demure miss stuyvesant could have to say to the grave master of the house to call forth such smiles of enjoyment upon his usually melancholy countenance Take it all together.
Starting point is 03:14:23 The occasion, though small, was one of the pleasantest of the season. And so Mrs. Sylvester announced when the last carriage had driven away, and she and her husband stood in the brilliantly lighted library, surveying a new cabinet of rare and antique workmanship, which had been that day installed in the place of honour beneath my lady's picture. I thought you seemed to enjoy it, owner, her husband remarked. oh it was an occasion of triumph to me she murmured it is the first time a stuyvesant has crossed our threshold mon cher ha he exclaimed turning upon her a brisk displeased look he was proud and considered no man his superior in a social sense do you acknowledge yourself a parvenu that you rejoice at the entrance of any one special person into your doors i thought she replied
Starting point is 03:15:21 somewhat mortified, that you betrayed unusual pleasure yourself at her introduction. That may be, I was glad to see her here, for her father is one of the most influential directors in the bank of which I shortly expect to be made president. The nature of this disclosure was calculated to be especially gratifying to her, and effectually blotted out any remembrance of the break by which it had been introduced. After a few hasty inquiries, followed by a scene of quite honest mutual congratulation, the gratified wife left her husband to put out the lights himself, or call Samuel as he might choose, and glided upstairs to delight the curious Sarah with the broken soliloquies and inconsequent self-communings,
Starting point is 03:16:14 which formed another of her peculiar habits. As for her husband, he stood a few minutes, she left him, abstractedly eyeing the gorgeous vista that spread out before him, down to the further mirror of the elaborate drawing-room, thinking perhaps with a certain degree of pride, of the swiftness with which he had risen to opulence, and the certainty with which he had conquered positions in the business as well as in the social world, when he could speak of such a connection with Faddeus Stuyvesant as a project already matured. Then with a hasty movement and a quick sigh, which nothing in his prospects, actual or apparent,
Starting point is 03:16:57 would seem to warrant, he proceeded to put out the lights. My lady's picture shining with less and less impotunity as the flickering jets disappeared, till all was dark, save for the faint glimmer that came in from the hall, a glimmer just sufficient to show the outlines of the various articles of furniture scattered about. and could it be the tall figure of the master himself standing in the centre of the room with his palms pressed against his forehead in an attitude of sorrow or despair yes or who's that wild murmur it is never given to man to forget yet no or who is this that calm and dignified steps at this moment from the threshold it must have been a dream a fantasy This is the master of the house, who with sedate and regular step, goes up flight after flight of the spiral staircase,
Starting point is 03:17:59 and neither pauses or looks back till he reaches the top of the house, where he takes out a key from his pocket, and opening a certain door, goes in and blocks it behind him. It is his secret study or retreat, a room which no one is allowed to enter. The mystery of the house, to the servants, and something more than that to its inquisitive mistress. What he does there no man knows, but tonight, if anyone had been curious enough to listen,
Starting point is 03:18:32 they would have heard nothing more ominous than the monotonous scratch of a pen. He was writing to Miss Belinda, and the burden of his letter was that on a certain day he named, he was coming to take away Paula. End of Chapter 11. Chapter 12 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Miss Belinda makes conditions. For of the soul the body form doth take.
Starting point is 03:19:12 For soul is form and doth the body make. Spencer. Miss Belinda was somewhat taken aback at the proposal of Mr. Sylvester to receive Paula into his own house. She had not anticipated any such result to her efforts. The utmost she had expected was a couple of years or so of instruction in some state academy, nor did she know whether she was altogether pleased at the turn affairs were taking. From all she had heard, her niece owner was, to say the least, a frivolous woman,
Starting point is 03:19:48 and Paula had a mind too noble to be subjected to the deteriorating influence of a shallow, and puerile companionship. Then the child had great beauty. Mr. Sylvester, who ought to be a judge in such matters, had declared it so, and what might not the adulation of the thoughtless and the envy of the jealous do towards belittling a nature as yet uncontaminated? We ought to think twice, she said to Miss Abbey, with some bitterness, who, on the contrary, never having thought once was full of the most childish hopes concerning a result which she considered with a certain secret complacency she would not have acknowledged for the world,
Starting point is 03:20:37 had been very much furthered by her own wise recommendations to Mr Sylvester in the beginning of his visit. Yet notwithstanding her doubts, Miss Belinda allowed such preparations to be made as she considered necessary, and even lent her hand, which was deft enough in its way, to the task of enlarging the child's small wardrobe. As for Paula, the thought of visiting the great city with the dear friend whose image had stood in her mind from early childhood as the impersonation of all that was noble, generous and protecting, was more than joyful, it was an inspiration.
Starting point is 03:21:19 Not that she did not cling to the affectionate, if somewhat quench. couple who had befriended her childhood and sacrificed their comfort to her culture and happiness. But the cord that lies deeper than gratitude had been struck, and fond as were her memories of the dear old home, the charm of that deep, my child, with its hint of fatherly affection, was more than her heart could stand, and no spot, no not the realms of fairyland itself, looked so attractive to her fancy as that far fireside in an unknown home where she might sit with cousin owner and alternately with her exert her wit to beguile the smile to his melancholy lips when therefore upon the stated day mr sylvester made his second appearance at the little
Starting point is 03:22:14 cottage in grotwell it was to find paula radiant miss abbey tearfully exultant and Belinda, oh, anomaly of human nature, silent and severe. Attributing this, however, to her very natural regret at parting with Paula, he entered into all the arrangements for their departure on the following morning without a suspicion of the real state of her mind. Nor was he undeceived until the day was nearly over, and they sat down to have a few minutes of social conversation before the early They had been speaking on some local topic involving a question of right and wrong, and Mr.
Starting point is 03:23:00 Sylvester's ears were yet thrilling to the deep ringing tones with which Paula uttered the words, I do not see how any man can hesitate an instant when the voice of his conscience says no. I should think the very sunlight would daunt him at the first step of his foot across the forbidden line. When Miss Belinda suddenly spoke up, and sending Paula out of the room on some trivial pretext, addressed Mr. Sylvester without reserve. I have something to say to you, sir, before you take from my home the child of my care and affection. Could he have guessed what that something was that he should turn with such a flush of sudden anxiety to meet her determined gaze. The rules of our life here have been simple, continued she, in a tone of
Starting point is 03:23:57 voice which those who knew her well recognised as belonging to her uncompromising moods. To do our duty, love God and serve our neighbour. Paula has been brought up to reverence those rules in simplicity and honour. What will your gay city life with its hollow devices for pleasure and its loose hold on the firm principles of life do for this innocent soul mr Sylvester the city he said firmly but with a troubled undertone in his voice that was not unnoted by the watchful woman is a vast cauldron of mingled good and evil she will hear of more wrongdoing and be within the reach of more self-denying virtue than if she's had remained in this village alone with the nature that she so much loves the tree of knowledge bears two kinds of fruit miss belinda would you therefore hinder the child from approaching its branches
Starting point is 03:25:03 no sir i am not so weak as to keep a child in swaddling clothes after the period of infancy is past neither am i so reckless as to set her adrift on an unknown sea without a pious to guide her. Your wife, she paused and fixed an intent look upon the flames leaping before her. Owner is my niece, she resumed, in a lower tone of voice, and I feel entitled to speak with freedom concerning her. Is she such a guide as I would choose for a young girl just entering a new sphere in life? From all I have heard, I should judge she was somewhat over. devoted to this world and its fashions. Mr. Sylvester flushed painfully, but seeing that any softening of the truth would be wholly ineffectual with this woman, replied in a candid tone. Owner is the same now as she was in the days of her girlhood. If she loves the world too well,
Starting point is 03:26:12 she is not without her excuse. From her birth it has strewn nothing but roses in her path. from the lips of the energetic spinster then with a second stern glance at the fire continued another question mr sylvester does your wife consent to receive my niece into her house for the indefinite length of time which you mention from interest in the girl herself or indeed from any motive i should judge worthy of paula it is a leading question i know but this is no time for niceties of speech miss belinda replied he and his voice was firm though his fingers slightly trembled where they rested upon the arms of his chair i will try and forget for a moment that owner is my wife and frankly confide to you that any such motive on her part as would meet with your entire approval must not be expected from a woman who has never fully recognized the solemn responsibilities of life. That she will be kind to Paula, I have no doubt. That she may even learn to take an interest in her for her own sake is also very possible.
Starting point is 03:27:33 But that she will ever take your place towards her as guide or instructor, I neither anticipate nor would feel myself justified in leading you to. The look which Miss Belinda cast him was anything but reassuring. And yet, said she, you will take away, my darling, and give her up to an influence that cannot be for good, or your glance would not be so troubled, or your lip so uncertain. You would set her young feet in a path where the very flowers are so thick they conceal its tendency and obscure its, dangers. Mr. Sylvester, you are a man who has seen life with naked eyes and must recognize its responsibilities. Dare you take this paula, whom you have seen, out of the atmosphere of truth and purity in which she has been raised, and give her over to the enervating influences of folly
Starting point is 03:28:38 and fashion. Will you assume the risk and brave the consequences? as though an electric shock had touched the nerve of his nature mr sylvester hastily rose and moved in a restless manner to the window it was his favorite refuge in any time of sudden perplexity or doubt and this was surely an occasion for both Miss Belinda, he began, and then paused, looking out on the hills of his boyhood, every one of which spoke to him at that moment with a force that almost sickened his heart and benumbed the faculties of his mind. I recognize the love which leads you to speak in this way, and I bow before it, but here his tongue faltered again, that ready tongue, whose quick and persuasive eloquence on public occasions, had won for him the name of silver speech among his friends and admirers.
Starting point is 03:29:41 But there are others who love your Paula also, love her with a yearning that only the childless can feel or the disappointed appreciate. I had hoped, here he left the window and approached her side, to do more for Paula than to give her the temporal benefit of a luxurious home and such instruction as her extraordinary talents demand. If owner upon seeing and knowing the child had found she could love her, I had intended to ask you to yield her to us unreservedly and forever, in short, to make her my child in place of the daughter I have lost. but now with a quick gesture he began pacing the floor and left the sentence unfinished miss belinda's eyes which were of a light gray wholly without beauty but with strange flashes of expression in them left the fire and fell upon his face and a tear of real feeling gathered beneath her lids i had no idea said she that you cherished any such intention as that if i had i might have worded my apprehensions differently
Starting point is 03:31:03 the yearning feeling of which you speak i can easily understand also the strength of the determination it must take on the part of a man like yourself to give up a hope of this nature. Yet, seeing him pause in his hurried pacing and open his lips as if to speak, she deferentially stopped. Miss Belinda, said he, in the firm and steadfast way, more in keeping with his features than his agitated manner of a moment before. I cannot give it up. The injury it would do me is greater than the harm which one of Paula's lofty nature would be apt to acquire in any atmosphere into which she might chance to be introduced. She is not a child, Miss Belinda, though we allude to her as such. The texture of those principles which you have instilled into her breast is of no such weak material
Starting point is 03:32:05 as to give way to the first petty breeze that blows. Paula's house will stand, while mine, he paused and gave way to a momentary struggle. But that over, he set his lips firmly together, and the last vestige of irresolution vanished. Sitting down by her side, he turned his face upon her, and for the first time she realized the power which, with one exception, he had always exerted over the minds of others. Belinda, said he, I am going to give you an evidence of my trust. I am going to leave with you the responsibility of Paula's future. She shall go with me and learn if she can to love me and
Starting point is 03:32:54 mine, but she shall also be under obligations to open her heart to you on all matters that concern her life and happiness in my house. And the day you see any falling off in her her pure and upright spirit, you shall demand her return, and though it tears the heart from my breast, I will yield her up without question or parley, as I am a gentleman and a Christian. Does that content you? It certainly ought to, sir. No one could ask more, I am sure, returned the other, in a voice somewhat unsteady for her. It is opening my house to the gaze of a stranger, said he,
Starting point is 03:33:43 for I desire you to command Paula to withhold nothing that seriously affects her. But my confidence in you is unbounded, and I am sure that whatever you may learn in this way will be held as sacred by you as though it were buried in a tomb. It certainly will, sir. As for the dearer who, which I have mentioned, time and the condition of things must decide for us. Meanwhile, I shall strive to win a father's place in her heart,
Starting point is 03:34:18 if only to build myself a refuge for the days that are to come. You see, I speak frankly, Miss Belinda. Will you give me some token that you are not altogether dissatisfied with the result of this conversation? With the straightforward, if somewhat blunt, action that characterised all her movements, she stretched out her hand, which he took with something more
Starting point is 03:34:43 than his usual high-bred courtesy. With you at the wheel, said she, I think I may trust my darling, even to the whirl and follies of such a society as I know owner loves. A man who can so command himself ought to be a safe guide to pioneer others. and the considerate gentleman bowed.
Starting point is 03:35:09 But the frank smile that hailed her genial clasp had somehow vanished and from the sudden cloud that at that moment swept over the roseate heavens fell a shadow that left its impress on his lip long after the cloud itself had departed. An hour or so had passed. The fire was burning brightly on the hearthstone
Starting point is 03:35:34 illumining with a steady glow the array of stuffed birds, worsted samplers and old-fashioned portraits with which the walls were adorned, but reserving its richest glow and fullest irradiation for the bended head of Paula, who, seated on a little stool in the corner of the hearth, was watching the rise and fall of the flickering flames. She had packed her little trunk, had said good-bye to all her neighbouring friends, and was now sitting on the old hearthstone, musing upon the new life that was about to open before her. It was a happy musing, as the smile that vaguely dimpled her cheeks and brightened her eyes beneath their long lashes, amply testified. As Mr. Sylvester watched her from the opposite side of the hearth where he was sitting alone
Starting point is 03:36:30 with his thoughts, he felt his heart sink with apprehension at the fervor of anticipation with which she evidently looked forward to the life in the new home. The young wings think to gain freedom, thought he, when they are only destined to the confinement of a gilded cage. He was so silent and looked so sad, Paula with a certain sort of sensitiveness to any change in the emotional atmosphere surrounding her, which was one of her chief characteristics, hastily looked up, and meeting his eye fixed on her with that foreboding glance, softly arose and came and sat down by his side. You look tired, murmured she. The long ride after a day of business care has been too much for you. It was the first word of sympathy with his often over-wearyed mind.
Starting point is 03:37:29 mind and body that had greeted his ears for years. It made his eyes moisten. I have been a little overworked, said he, for the last two months, but I shall soon be myself again. What were you thinking of, Paula? What was I thinking of, repeated she, drawing her chair nearer to his in her loving confidence. I was thinking what wonders of beauty and art lay in that great kernel which you call the city. I shall see lovely faces and noble forms. I shall wander through halls of music, the echo of whose songs may have come to me
Starting point is 03:38:13 in the sob of the river or the sigh of the pines, but whose notes in all their beauty and power have never been heard by me, even in my dreams. I shall look on great men and touch the garments of three. thoughtful women, I shall see life in its fullness, as I have felt nature in its mightiness, and my heart will be satisfied at last. Mr. Sylvester drew a deep breath, and his eyes burned strangely in the glow of the firelight. You expect high things, said he, did you ever
Starting point is 03:38:53 consider that the life in a great city, with its ceaseless rush and constant rivalries must be often strangely petty in despite of its artistic and social advantages. All life has its petty side, said she, with a sweet arch look. The eagle that cleaves the thunder cloud must sometimes stop to plume its wings. I should be sorry to lose the small things out of existence. Even we in the face of the that great sunset appealing to us from the west, have to pile up the firewood on the hearth and set the table for supper. But fashion, Paula, he pursued, concealing his wonder at the maturity of mind evinced by this simple child of nature, that inexorable power that rules the very
Starting point is 03:39:52 souls of women who once step within the magic circle of her realm. Have you never thought of her and the demands that she makes on the time and attention even of the worshippers of the good and the true yes sometimes she returned with a repetition of her arch little smile when i put on a certain bonnet i have which aunt abbey modelled over from one of my grandmother's fashion is a sort of obstinate step-day my imagine whom it is less trouble to obey than to oppose i I don't believe I shall quarrel with fashion if she will only promise to keep her hands off my soul. But if, with a pause, she asks your all, what then? I shall consider that I am in a country of democratic principles, she laughed, and begged to be excused from acceding to the tyrannical demands of any autocrat, male or female. You have been listening to Miss Belinda, said he. She is also opposed to all and any tyrannical measures.
Starting point is 03:41:06 Then, with a grave look from which all levity had fled, he leaned toward the young girl and gently asked, Do you know that you are a very beautiful girl, Paula? She flushed, looked at him in some surprise, and slowly drooped her head. I have been told I looked like my father, said she, and I know that means something very kind. My child, said he, with gentle insistence,
Starting point is 03:41:40 God has given you a great and wonderful gift, a treasure-casket of whose worth you scarcely realize the value. I tell you this myself. First because I prize your beauty as something quite sacred and pure, and secondly because you are going where you will hear words of adulation whose folly and bluntness will often offend your ears unless you carry in your soul some talisman to counteract their effect i understand said she i know what you mean i will remember that the most engaging beauty is nothing without a pure mind and a good heart and you will remember too continued he that i blessed your innocent head to-night not because it is circled by the roses of a youthful and fresh loveliness but because of the pure mind and good heart i see shining in your eyes and with a fond but solemn aspect he reached out his hand and laid it on her ebb and locks she bowed her head upon her breast i will never forget said she
Starting point is 03:42:59 and the firelight fell with a softening glow on the tears that trembled from her eyelashes end of chapter twelve chapter thirteen of the sword of damocles by anna catherine green This Librivox recording is in the public domain. The end of my lady's picture. Heaven from all creatures tides the book of fate. Pope. Mrs. Sylvester was spending an evening at home. This was something so unusual for this august lady of fashion to indulge in that she found it difficult not to fall asleep in the huge crimson-backed chair
Starting point is 03:43:48 in which she had chosen to ensconce herself. Not that she had desisted from making every effort known to mortal woman to keep herself awake, and, if possible, amused till the expected travellers should arrive. She had played with her bird till the spoiled pet had himself protested, ducking his head under his wing, and proceeding without ceremony to make up his little feather bed, as cunning Geraldine used to call the round, fluffy ball into which he rolled himself at night. More than that, she had looked over her ornaments
Starting point is 03:44:24 and taken out such articles as she thought could be spared for Paula, to say nothing of playing a bar or so from the last operatic sensation and laboriously cutting open the leaves of the new magazine, but it was all of no use, and the heavy white lids were slowly falling when the bell rang and Mr. Bertram Manderville was announced, or rather Bertram Sylvester, as he now chose to be called. It was a godsend to her as she politely informed him upon his entrance,
Starting point is 03:44:59 and though in his secret heart he felt anything but godsent, he was not of a make to appreciate his uncle's wife at her very evident value, he consented to remain and assist her in disposing of the evening till Mr. Sylvester should return. He is going to bring a pretty girl with him, remarked she, in a tone of some interest, a cousin of mine from Grotwell. I should like to have you see her. Thank you, replied he, his mind roaming off at the suggestion into the region of a certain plain little music room where the clock on the mantle ticked to the beating of his own heart. and for ten minutes Mrs. Sylvester had the pleasure of filling the room with a stream of easy talk in which Grotewell, dark beauties, the coming Seventh Regiment reception, the last bit of gossip from London
Starting point is 03:45:56 and the exact situation of the Madison Bank formed the principal topics. To the one last mentioned, it having taken the form of a question, he was forced to reply. but the simple locality having been learned she rambled easily on this time indulging him with a criticism upon the personal appearance of certain business gentlemen who visited the house ending with the somewhat startling declaration if edward were not the fine appearing gentleman that he undoubtedly is i should feel utterly out of place in these handsome parlors anything but to see an elegant and modern home decorated with the costliest works of art and filled with bichotery of the most exquisite delicacy presided over by a plain and commonplace woman or a bald-headed and inferior-looking man the contrast is too vivid works of the highest art do not need such a startling comparison to bring out their beauty now if Edward stood in the throne room of a palace he would somehow
Starting point is 03:47:07 make it seem to others as a handsome set-off to his own face and figure. This was all very wife-like, if somewhat unnecessary, and Bertram could have listened to it with pleasure if she had not cast the frequent and sidelong glances at the mirror which sufficiently betrayed the fact that she included herself in this complacent conclusion, as indeed she may have considered herself justified in doing, husband and wife being undoubted. of one flesh. As it was, he maintained an immovable countenance, though he admired his uncle as much as she did, and the conversation gradually languished till the white somnolent lids of the lady again began to show certain premonitory signs of drooping, when suddenly they were both aroused
Starting point is 03:47:59 by the well-known click of a latch-key in the door, and in another moment Mr. Sylvester's voice was heard in the hall, saying, in tones whose cheery accents made his wife's eyes open in surprise, Welcome home, my dear. They have come, murmured Mrs. Sylvester, rising with a look of undeniable expectation. Had Paula not been a beauty, she would have remained seated. Yes, we have come, was heard in hearty tones from the doorway, and Mr. Sylvester, with a proud look which Bertram long remembered, ushered into their presence a young girl whose simple cloak and bonnet in no wise prevented Mrs. Sylvester from recognising the somewhat uncommon beauty she had been led to expect. Paula, this is your cousin, owner, and, ah, Bertram, glad to see you. This is my only nephew, Mr. Sylvester. The young girl, lost in the sudden glamour of numerous lights,
Starting point is 03:49:10 shining upon splendours such as she may have dreamed of over the pages of Irving's Alhambra, but certainly had never before seen, blushed with very natural embarrassment, but yet managed to bestow a pretty enough greeting upon the elegant woman and handsome youth, while owner, after the first moment of almost involuntary hesitation, took in hers the two trembling hands of her youthful cousin and actually kissed her cheek.
Starting point is 03:49:42 I am not given to caresses, as you know, she afterwards explained in a somewhat apologetic tone to her husband. And anything like an appeal for one on the part of a child or an inferior, I detest. But her simple way of holding out her hand disarmed me. And then such a face demands a certain amount of. homage, does it not? And her husband, in his surprise, was forced to acknowledge to himself that as closely as he had studied his wife's nature for ten years, there were certain crooks and turns in it which even he had never penetrated. You look dazzled, that lady exclaimed, gazing not unkindly into the young girl's face.
Starting point is 03:50:29 The sudden glare of so much gaslight has bewildered you. I do you. not think it is that returned paula with a frank and admiring look at the gorgeous room and the circle of pleasant faces about her sudden lights i can bear but i have come from a little cottage on the hillside and the magnificence of nature does not prepare you for the first sudden view of the splendours of art mrs sylvester smiled and cast a side glance of amusement at bertram you had admire our new hangings i see remarked she with an indulgence of the other's naivety that greatly relieved her husband but in that instant a change had come across paula the simple country-maid had assimilated herself with the surroundings and with a sudden grace and dignity that were unstudied as they were charming dropped her eyes from her cousin's portrait that for some reason seemed to shine with more than its usual insistence and calmly replied, I admire all beautiful colour. It is my birthright as a Walton to do so, I suppose. Mrs. Sylvester was a Walton also and therefore smiled. But her husband, who had marked with inward distrust the sudden transformation in Paula, now stepped forward with a word or two
Starting point is 03:52:02 of remark concerning his appetite, a prosaic allusion that led to the rapid disappearance of the ladies upstairs, and a short but hurried conversation between the two gentlemen. I have brought you a sealed envelope from the office, said Bertram, who, in accordance with his uncle's advice, had already initiated himself into business by assuming the position of Clark in the office of the wealthy speculator. Ah, returned his uncle, hastily opening it. As I expected, a meeting has been held this day by the Board of Directors of the Madison Bank. A vote was cast, my proxy did his duty, and I am duly elected president.
Starting point is 03:52:48 Bertram, we know what that means, smiled he, holding out his hand with an affectionate warmth, greatly in advance of the emotion displayed by him on a former occasion. I hope so indeed, young Bertram responded, an increase of fortune and honour for you, though you seem to have both in the fullest measure already, and a start in the new life for me, to whom fortune and honour mean happiness. A smile younger and more full of hope
Starting point is 03:53:21 than any he had seen on his uncle's face for years responded to this burst. Bertram, said he, Since our conversation of a couple of weeks ago, something has occurred which somewhat alters the opinions I then expressed. If you have patience equal to your energy and a self-control that will not put to shame your unbounded trust in women, I think I can say Godspeed to your serious undertaking with something like a good heart. Women are not all frivolous and foolish-minded. there are some jewels of simple goodness and faith yet left in the world.
Starting point is 03:54:05 Thank God for your conversion, returned his nephew, smiling. And if this lovely girl whom you have just introduced to me is the cause of it, then thank God for her also. His uncle bowed with a gravity almost solemn, but the ladies returning at this moment, he refrained from further reply. After supper, to which unusual meal Mr. Sylvester insisted upon his nephew remaining, the two gentlemen again drew apart. If you have decided upon buying the shares I have mentioned, said the former,
Starting point is 03:54:44 you had better get your money in a position to handle at once. I shall wish to present you to Mr. Stuyvesant tomorrow, and I should like to be able to mention you as a future stockholder in the bank. Mr. Stuyvesant, exclaimed Bertram, ignoring the rest of the sentence. Yes, returned his uncle with a smile. Faddeus Stuyvesant is the next largest stockholder to myself in the Madison Bank. And his patronage is not an undesirable one. Indeed, I was not aware.
Starting point is 03:55:19 Excuse me, I should be happy, stammered the young man. As for the money, it is all in government. and is at your command whenever you please. That is good. I'll notify you when I'm ready for the transfer. And now come, said he, with a change from his deep business tone to the lighter one of ordinary social converse. Forget for a half hour that you have discarded the name of Mandeville and give us an aria or a sonata from Mendelsohn before those hands have quite lost their cunning but the ladies inquired the youth glancing towards the drawing-room where mrs sylvester was giving paula her first lesson in ceramics ah it is to see how the charm will act upon my shy country lassie that i request such a favour has she never heard mendelssohn not with your interpretation without further hesitation the young musician proceeded to the piano
Starting point is 03:56:24 which occupied a position opposite to my lady's picture in this anomalous room denominated by courtesy the library in another instant a chord delicate and ringing disturbed the silence of the long vista and one of mendelssohn's most exquisite songs trembled in all its delicious harmony through these apartments of sensuous luxury mr sylvester had seated himself where he could see the distant figure of paula and leaning back in his chair watched for the first startled response on her part he was not disappointed at the first note he beheld her spirited head turn in a certain wondering surprise followed presently by her whole quivering form till he could perceive her face upon which were the dawning of a great delight, flush and pale by turns, until the climax of the melody being reached, she came slowly down the room, stretching out her hands like a child, and breathing heavily as if her ecstasy of joy in its impotence to adequately express itself had caught an expression from pain. Oh, Mr. Sylvester, was all she said, as she reached that gentleman.
Starting point is 03:57:51 and side. But Bertram Mandeville recognized the accents of an unfathomable appreciation in that simple exclamation, and struck into a grand old battle song that had always made his own heart beat with something of the fire of ancient chivalry under its breastplate of modern broadcloth. It is the voice of the thunder clouds when they marshal for battle, exclaimed she at the conclusion. i can hear the cry of a righteous struggle all through the sublime harmony you are right it is a war-song ancient as the time of battle-axes and spears quoth bertram from his seat at the piano i thought i detected the flashing of steel returned she oh what a world lies in those simple bits of ivory say rather in the fingers that sweep them uttered mr sylvester you will not hear such music often i am glad of that she cried simply then in a quick conscious tone explained i mean that the hearing of such music makes an era in our life a starting point for thoughts that reach away into eternity we could not bear such experiences often it would confuse the spirit if not deaden its enjoyment or so
Starting point is 03:59:21 it seems to me she added naively, glancing at her cousin, who now came sweeping in from the further room, where she had been trying the effect of a change in the arrangement of two little pet monstrosities of Japanese wear. What seems to you, that lady inquired. Oh, Mr. Manderville's playing. I beg pardon, Sylvester is the name by which you now wish to be addressed, I suppose. isn't it she rambled on all in the same tone while she cautiously hid an unfortunate gait of her rosy mouth behind the folds of her airy handkerchief mr turner says the hiatus you have made in the musical world by leaving the concert room for the desk can never be repaired she went on supposedly to her nephew though she did not look his way being at that instant engaged in sinking into her favourite chair
Starting point is 04:00:18 I am glad, Bertram politely returned with a frank smile, to have enjoyed the approval of so cultivated a critic as Mr. Turner. I own it occasions me a pang now and then, he remarked to his uncle, over his shoulder, to think I shall never again call up those looks of self-forgetful delight, which I have sometimes detected on the faces of certain ones in my audience. and he relapsed without pause into a solemn anthem, the very reverse of the stirring tones which he had previously accorded them. Now we are in a temple, whispered Paula,
Starting point is 04:00:59 subduing the sudden interest and curiosity which this young man's last words had awakened, and the awe which crept over her countenance was the fittest interpretation to those noble sounds which the one weary-hearted man in that room could have found. I have something to tell you, owner, remarked Mr. Sylvester shortly after this. As the music being over, they all sat down for a final chat about the fireside. I have received notice that the directors of the Madison Bank have this day elected me their president.
Starting point is 04:01:37 I thought you might like to know it tonight. It is a very gratifying piece of news. Certainly, President of the Madison Bank sounds very well. Does it not, Paula? The young girl, with her soul yet ringing with the grand and solemn harmonies of Mendelssohn and Chopin, turned at this with her brightest smile. It certainly does, and a little awe-inspiring too, she added with her arch glance. Your congratulations are also requested for our new assistant cashier. Arise, Bertram, and greet the ladies. With a blush his young nephew arose to his feet. What? Are you going into the banking business? queried Mrs. Sylvester. Mr. Turner will be
Starting point is 04:02:30 more shocked than ever. He chooses to say that bankers, merchants and such are the solid rock of his church, while the lighter fry such as artists, musicians, and let us hope he includes us ladies, are its minarets and steeples. Now to make a foundation out of a steeple will quite overturn his methodical mind, I fear. Mr. Sylvester looked genially at his wife. She was not accustomed to attempt the facetious, but Paula seemed to have the power of bringing out unexpected lights and shadows from all with whom she came in contact.
Starting point is 04:03:10 A clergyman who rears his church on the basis of wealth must expect some overturning now and then laughed he if by means of it he turns a fresh side to the sun it will do him no harm chimed in paula seldom had there been so much simple gaiety round that fireside the very atmosphere grew lighter and the brilliance of my lady's picture became less oppressive we ought to have a happy winter of it spoke up mr sylvester with a glance around him life never looked more cheerful for us all I think what do you say Bertram my boy it certainly looks promising for me and for me murmured Paula the complacent way with which mrs. Sylvester smoothed out the feathers of her fan with her jewelled right hand she always carried a fan winter and summer some said for the purpose of displaying those same jeweled fingers was sufficient
Starting point is 04:04:12 answer for her. At that moment there was a hush when suddenly the small clock on the mantelpiece struck eleven and instantly as if awaiting the signal there came a rush and a heavy crash which drew everyone to their feet and the brilliant portrait of my lady fell from the wall and toppling over the cabinet beneath slid with the various articles of bronze and china thereon almost to the very chair in which its handsome prototype had been sitting it was a startling interruption and for an instant no one spoke then paula with a look towards her cousin breathed to herself rather than said pray god it be not an omen and the pale countenances of the two gentlemen standing face to face on either side of that fallen picture showed that the shadow of the same superstition had insensibly crossed their own minds mrs sylvester was the only one who remained unmoved lifted up cried she and let us see if it has sustained any injury instantly bertram and her husband sprang forward and in a moment its glowing surface was turned upward who could read the meaning of the look that crossed her husband's face
Starting point is 04:05:41 as he perceived that the sharp spear of the bronze horseman which had been overturned in the fall had penetrated the rosy countenance of the portrait and destroyed that importunate smile for ever i suppose it is a judgment upon me for putting all the money you had allowed me for charitable purposes into that exquisite bit of bronze observed mrs sylvester stooping above the overturned horseman with the-and-aughtened horseman with the-aughts. an expression of regret she had not chosen to bestow on her own ruined picture. Ah, he is less of a champion than I imagined. He has lost his spear in the struggle. Paula glanced at her cousin in surprise. Was this pleasantry only a veil, assumed by this courtly lady, to hide her very natural regret over the more serious accident? Even her husband turned toward her with a certain puzzled inquiry in his troubled countenance but her expression of unconcern was too natural evidently the destruction of the picture had awakened but small regret in her volatile mind she is less vain than i thought was the inward comment of paula ah simple child of the woods and streams it is the extent of her vanity not the lack of it that has produced this effect
Starting point is 04:07:11 she has begun to realize that ten years have elapsed since this picture was painted and that people are beginning to say as they examine it mrs sylvester has not yet lost her complexion i see a break necessarily followed this disturbance and before long bertram took his leave not without a cordial pressure from his uncle's hand and a look of kindly interest from the stranger lassie upon whose sympathetic and imaginative mind the hints let fall as to his former profession had produced a deep impression with his departure mrs sylvester's weariness returned and ere long she led the way to her way to her apartments upstairs. As Paula was hastening to follow, Mr. Sylvester stopped her. You will not allow this unfortunate occurrence, he said, with a slight gesture towards the picture now standing with its face against the wall, to mar your first sleep under my roof, will you, Paula, my child? No, not if you say that you think cousin owner will not be likely to connect it with my appearance here. I do not think she will. She is not superstitious, and besides, does not seem to
Starting point is 04:08:31 greatly regret the misfortune. Then I will forget it all and only remember the music. It was all you anticipated? It was more. Sometime I will tell you about the player and the sweet young girl he loves. Does he? She paused, blushing. Love was a subject upon which she had never yet spoken to anyone. Yes, he does, Mr. Sylvester returned, smiling. I thought there was a meaning in the music I did not quite understand. Good night, uncle. He had requested her to address him thus, though he was in truth her cousin,
Starting point is 04:09:15 and many, many thanks. But he stopped her again. You think you will be happy in these rooms? said he you love splendour she was not yet sufficiently acquainted with his voice to detect the regret underlying its kindly tone and answered without suspicion i did not know it before but i fear that i do it dazzled at first but now it seems as if i had reached a home towards which i had always been journeying i shall dream away hours of joy before each little always that adorns your parlors the very tiles that surround the fireplace will demand a week of attention at least she ended with a smile but unlike formerly he did not seem to catch the infection i had rather you had cared less said he but instantly regretted the seeming reproach for her eyes filled with tears and the tones of her voice trembled as she replied do you think the beauty I have seen has made me forget the kindness that has brought me here. I love fine and noble objects,
Starting point is 04:10:32 glory of colour and harmony of shape. But more than all these do I love a generous soul without a blot on its purity or a flaw in its integrity. She had meant to utter something that would show her appreciation of his goodness and the universal esteem in which he was held, but was quite unprepared for the start that he gave and the unmistakable deepening of the shadow on his sombre face. But before she could express her regret at the offence, whatever it was, he had recovered himself, and it was with a fatherly tenderness that he laid his hand upon hers while he said, Such a soul may yours ever continue, my child, and then stood watching her as she glided, up the stairs, her charming face showing every now and then as she leaned on her winding way to the top,
Starting point is 04:11:31 to bestow upon him the tender little smile she had already learned was his solace and delight. It was the beginning of happier days for him. End of Chapter 13. Book 2 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green, Life and Death. Librivox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 14. Miss Belinda has a question to decide. I pray you in your letters speak of me as I am, nothing extenuate nor set down aught in malice. Othello. Miss Belinda, sitting before her bedroom fire on a certain windy night in January, presented a picture of the most profound thought.
Starting point is 04:12:28 A year had elapsed since, with heavy heart and moistened eye, she had bidden goodbye to the child of her care, and beheld her drift away with her new friend into a strange and untried life. And now a letter had come from that friend, in which, with the truest appreciation for the feelings of herself and sister, he requested their final permission to adopt Paula as his own child and the future occupant of his house and heart. Yes, after a year of
Starting point is 04:13:02 increased comfort, Mrs. Sylvester, who would never have consented to receive as her own any child demanding care or attention, had decided it was quite a different matter to give place and position to a lovely girl already grown, whose beauty was sufficiently pronounced to do credit to the family, while at the same time, it was of a character to heighten by contrast her own very manifest attractions. So the letter, destined to create such a disturbance in the stern and powerful mind of Miss Belinda, had been written and dispatched. And indeed it was matter for the gravest reflection.
Starting point is 04:13:44 To accede to this important request was to yield up all control over the dear young girl whose affection had constituted the brightness of this. somewhat disappointed life, while to refuse an offer made with such evident love and anxiety was to bring a pang of regret to a heart she hesitated to wound. The question of advantage, which might have swayed others in their decision, did not in the least affect Miss Belinda. Now that Paula had seen the world and gained an insight into certain studies beyond the reach of her own attainments, any wishes in which she might have indulged on that score, were satisfied and mere wealth with its concomitant of luxury and living she regarded with distrust
Starting point is 04:14:32 and rather in the light of a stumbling block to the great and grand end of all existence. Suddenly with that energy which characterized all her movements she rose from her seat and first casting a look of somewhat cautious inquiry at the recumbent figure of her sister asleep in the heavy, old-fashioned bed that occupied one corner of the room, she proceeded to a bureau drawer and took out a small box which she unlocked on the table. It was full of letters, those same honest epistles, which, as empowered by Mr. Sylvester, she had requested Paula to send her from week to week.
Starting point is 04:15:14 Some of them were a year old, but she read them all carefully through, while the clock ticked on the shelf and the wind soured in the chimney. Certain passages she marked, and when she had finished the pile, she took up the letters again and re-read those passages. They were necessarily desultory in their character, but they all had, in her mind at least, a bearing upon the question on hand, and as such I give them to my readers. Oh, auntie, I have made a friend.
Starting point is 04:15:48 A sweet girlfriend, who I have reason to hope will henceforth be to me as my other eye and hand. Her name is Stuyvesant, a name, by the way, that always calls up a certain complacent smile on cousin owner's countenance, and she is the daughter of one of the directors of Mr. Sylvester's bank. I met her in a rather curious way. For some reason, owner had expressed a wish for me to ride horseback. She is rather too large for the exercise herself, but thought it looked well, she said, to see a lady and groom ride from the front of the house. Moreover, it would keep me in colour by establishing my health.
Starting point is 04:16:34 So Mr. Sylvester, who denies her nothing, promised us horses and the groom, and as a preparation for acquitting myself with credit, has sent me to one of the finest riding academies in the city. It was here I met Miss Stuyvesant. She is a small, interesting-looking girl whose chief beauty lies in her expression, which is certainly very charming. I was conscious of a calm and satisfied feeling
Starting point is 04:17:03 the moment I saw her. Her eyes, which are raised with a certain appeal to your face, are blue, while her lips, that break into smiles only at rare moments, are rosy and delicately curved. In her riding habit she looks like a child, but when dressed for the street, she surprises you with the reserved and womanly air with which she carries her proud head. Altogether she is a sweet study to me, alluring me with her glance, yet awing me by her dainty ladyhood, a ladyhood too unconscious to be affected, and yet so completely a part of her whole delicate being,
Starting point is 04:17:45 that you could as soon dissociate the bloom from the rose as the air of high-born reserve from this sweet scion of one of New York's oldest families. I was mounting my horse when our eyes first met, and I never shall forget her look of delighted surprise. Did she recognise in me the friend I now hope to become? Later we were introduced by Mr. Sylvester, who had been so kind as to accomplish, me that day the way in which he said to her this is Paula proved that I was no new topic of
Starting point is 04:18:23 conversation between them and indeed she afterwards explained to me that she had been forewarned of my arrival during an afternoon call at his house there was in this first interview none of the unnecessary gush which you have so often reprobated as childish indeed Miss Stuyvesant is not a a person with whom one would presume to be familiar, nor was it till we had met several times that any acknowledgement was made of the mutual interest with which we found ourselves inspired. Cousin owner, to whom I had naturally spoken of the little lady, wished me to cultivate her acquaintance more assiduously. But I knew that if I had excited in her the same interest
Starting point is 04:19:11 she had awakened in me, this would not be necessary. Our friendship would grow of itself and blossom without any hot house forcing. And so it did. One day she came to the riding school with her eyes like stars and her cheeks like the oleanders in your sitting room. Her brightness was so contagious I stepped up to her. But she greeted me with almost formal reserve and mounting her horse, proceeded to engage in her usual exercise i was not hurt i recognized the presence of some thought or feeling which made a barrier around her sensitive nature and duly respected it mounting my own horse i rode around the ring which is the somewhat limited field of my present equestrian efforts and waited for i knew from the looks which she cast me every now and then that the flower of our friend was outgrowing its sheath and would soon burst into the bud of perfect understanding at the end of the lesson we approached each other i do not know how it was done but we walked home together or rather i accompanied her to the stoop of her house and before we parted we had exchanged those words which give emphasis to a sentiment long cherished but now for the first time avowed miss stuyves
Starting point is 04:20:41 and I are friends, and I feel as though a new stream of enjoyment had opened in my breast. The fact that I still call her by this formal title, instead of her very pretty name of Sicily, proves the nature of the respect she inspires, even in the breasts of her girlish associates. Why is it that I frequently hesitate as I go up the stairs and look about me with a vague feeling of apprehension? The bronze figure of luxury that adorns the landing wears no semblance of terror to the wildest imagination, and yet I often find myself seized by an inexplicable shudder as I hurry past it, and once I actually looked behind me with the same sensation as if someone had plucked me by the sleeve. It is a folly, for recording which I make my excuses. owner has decided that I must never wear colours. Soft grays, my dear, dead blacks and opaque whites are all that you need to bring out the fine contrast of your hair and complexion. The least hint of blue or pink would destroy it. So she says, and so I must believe,
Starting point is 04:22:03 for who else has made such a study of the all-important subject of dress? Behold me then, arrayed for my first reception in a colourless robe of rich silk to which owner, after long consideration, allowed me to add some ornaments of plain gold, with which Mr. Sylvester has kindly presented me. But I think more of the people I am going to meet than of anything else, though I enjoy the home feeling which a pretty dress gives me, as well as a violet does its bright blue coat. i have heard a great preacher what shall i say at first it seems as if nothing could express my joy and satisfaction the sapling that is shaken to its roots by the winds of heaven keeps silence i imagine but oh auntie If my smallness makes me quake, it also makes me feel.
Starting point is 04:23:05 What gates of thought have been open to me? What shining tracks of inquiry pointed out? I feel as if I had been shown a path where angels walked. Can it be that such words have been uttered every week of my life, and I in ignorance of them? It is like the revelation of the ocean to unaccustomed eyes. Henceforth, small things must seem like pebble stones, above which stretch innumerable heavenly vistas. It is not so much that new things have been revealed to me, as that old things have been made strangely eloquent.
Starting point is 04:23:47 The voice of a daisy on the hillside, the breath of thunder in the mountain gorges, the blossoming of a child's smile under its mother's eye, the fact that golden portals are opened in every life for the coming and going of the messengers of God. All have been made real to me, real as the voice of the Saviour to his disciples as they walked in the fields, or started back awe-stricken from the stupendous vision of the cross. It is a solemn thing to see one's humble thoughts caught by the imagination of a great mind and carried on and up into regions you never realized existed. I was so burdened with joy that I could not forbear asking Mr. Sylvester if he did not feel as if the whole face of the world had changed since we entered those holy doors.
Starting point is 04:24:44 He did not respond with the glad, yes, for which I hoped, and though his smile was very kind, I could not help wondering what it was. that sometimes fell between us like a veil. Oh, Auntie, how my heart does yearn towards Mr. Sylvester at times. As I see him sitting with clouded brow in the midst of so much that ought to charm and enliven him, I ask myself if the advantages of wealth compensate for all this care and anxiety. But I notice he is much more cheerful now than when I've found.
Starting point is 04:25:25 came. Owner says he is in danger of losing the air of melancholy reserve which made him look so distinguished, but I think we can spare a little of such doubtful distinguishment for the sake of the smiles with which he now and then indulges us. I feel as if a hand had gripped my throat. Cousin Oner spoke to Mr. Sylvester this morning in a way that made my very heart stand still And yet it was only a simple, follow your own judgment, Mr. Sylvester. But how she said it, do these languid women carry venom in their tongues? I had always thought she was of too easy a disposition to feel anger or display it. But the spring of a serpent is all the deadlier for his long, silent basking in the sun.
Starting point is 04:26:22 Oh, pardon me for making such a frightful. illusion but if you had seen her and heard mr. Sylvester's sigh as he turned and left the room mr. Bertram Sylvester has awakened my deepest interest his uncle has told me his story which alone of all the things I have heard in this house I do not feel at liberty to repeat and it has aroused in me strange thoughts and very peculiar emotions He is devoted to someone we do not know, and the idea surrounds him in my eyes with a sort of halo that you would perhaps call fanciful, but which I am nevertheless bound to reverence. He does not know that I am acquainted with his story.
Starting point is 04:27:12 I wish he did, and would let me speak the words that rise to my lips whenever I see him or hear him play. There are moments when I long to flee back to Grotewood. It is when cousin owner comes in from shopping with a dozen packages to be opened and commented upon, or when Mrs Fitzgerald has been here, or some other of her ultra-fashionable acquaintances. The atmosphere of the house for hours after either of the above occurrences is too heavy for breathing. I have to go away and clear my brain by a brisk walk or a look into nerdlers or shouse. the panel where cousin owner's picture used to hang has been filled by one of masonier's most interesting studies and though i never thought mr sylvester particularly fond of the french style of art he seems very well satisfied with the result i cannot understand how cousin owner can regard the misfortune to her portrait so calmly i think it would break my heart to see a husband look with complacency on any picture no matter how exquisite that took the place of my own
Starting point is 04:28:31 especially if like hers it was painted in my bridal days i sometimes wonder if those days are as sacred to the memory of husband and wife as i have always imagined them to be Why does cousin owner never speak of Grotewell, and why, if by chance I mention the name, does she drop her eyes and a shadow cross the countenance of Mr. Sylvester? There is a word Mr. Sylvester uses in the most curious way. It is fuss. He calls everything a fuss that, while insignificant in size or character, has power either to irritate or please. A fly is a fuss.
Starting point is 04:29:22 So is a dimple in a girl's cheek or a figure that goes wrong in accounts. I have even heard him call a child, that dear little fuss. Bertram unconsciously imitates his uncle in this peculiar mannerism and is often heard alluding to this or that as a fuss of fusses.
Starting point is 04:29:43 Indeed, they say this use of the word, is a peculiarity of the Sylvester family. I think from the way Mr. Sylvester spoke yesterday that he must have experienced some dreadful trouble in his life. We were walking in the wards of a hospital, that is, Miss Stuyvesant, Mr. Sylvester and myself, when someone near us gave utterance to the trite expression, Oh, it will heal, but the scar will always remain.
Starting point is 04:30:15 That is a common saying, remarked Mr. Sylvester, but how true a one no one realizes but he who carries the scar. It may be imagination or simply the effect of increased appreciation on my part, but it does seem as if Miss Stuyvesant grew lovelier and more companionable each time that I meet her. She makes me think of a temple in which a holy lamp is burning, her very silences are eloquent and yet she is never distraight but always cheerful and frequently the brightest of the company but it is a brightness without glitter a gentle lustre that delights you but never astonishes i meet many sweet girls in the so-called heartless circles of society but none like her she is my white lily on which a moonbeam rest
Starting point is 04:31:15 This house contains a mystery, as owner is pleased to designate the room at the top of the house, to which Mr. Sylvester withdraws when he desires to be alone. And indeed it is a sort of bluebeard's chamber, in that he keeps it rigidly under lock and key, allowing no one to enter it, not even his wife. The servants declare that no one but himself has ever crossed its threshold, but I can scarcely believe that. Owner has not, but there must surely be some trusty person
Starting point is 04:31:52 to whom he allots the care of its furniture. Am I only proving myself to be a true member of my sex when I allow that I cannot hinder my own curiosity from hovering about a spot so religiously guarded? Yet what should we see if its doors were thrown open? A study surrounded with books it displeases him to see misplaced, or a luxurious apartment
Starting point is 04:32:19 fitted with every appointment necessary to rest and comfort him when he comes home tired from business. I never saw Mr. Sylvester angry till today. By some inadvertence, he went downtown without locking the door of his private room, and though he returned immediately upon missing the key from his pocket,
Starting point is 04:32:44 he was barely in time to prevent cousin owner from invading the spot he has always kept so sacred from intrusion. I was not present, and of course did not hear what was said. But I caught a glimpse of his face as he left the house and found it quite sufficient to assure me of his dissatisfaction. As for owner, she declares he pulled her back as if she had been daring the plague. I do not expect to find five beautiful wives hanging up there by their necks, concluded she with a forced laugh, but I shall yet see the interior of that room, if only to establish my prerogative as the mistress of this house. I do not now feel as if I wished to see it.
Starting point is 04:33:34 There is one thing that strikes me as peculiar in Miss Stuyvesant, and that is that as much pleasure, as she seems to take in my society when we meet she never comes to see me in mr Sylvester's house for a long time I wondered over this but said nothing but one day upon receiving a second invitation to visit her I mentioned the fact as delicately as I could and was quite distressed to observe how seriously she took the rebuke if rebuke it could be called I cannot explain myself she murmured in some embarrassment, but Mr. Sylvester's house is closed against me. You must not ask me to seek you there,
Starting point is 04:34:21 or expect me to do myself the pleasure of attending Mrs. Sylvester's receptions. I cannot. Is that enough for me to say to my dearest friend? I hardly knew what to reply, but finally ventured to inquire if she was restrained by any fact that would make it undignified. in me to seek her society and enjoy the pleasures she is continually offering me and she answered with such a cheerful negative I was quite reassured and so the matter is settled our friendship is to be emancipated from the bonds of etiquette and I am to enjoy her company whenever I can tomorrow we are going to take our first ride in the park the horses have been bought and much to cousin owner's satisfaction, the groom has been hired.
Starting point is 04:35:18 I was told something the other day of a nature so unpleasant that I should not think of repeating it if you had not expressly commanded me to confide to you everything that for any reason produced an effect upon me in my new home. My informant was Sarah, the somewhat gossiping woman whom owner has about her as seamstress and maid. she said, and she had spoken before I could prevent her, that the way Mrs. Sylvester took on about her mourning at the time of Little Geraldine's death
Starting point is 04:35:53 was enough to wear out the patience of Job. She even went so far as to tell the dressmaker that if she could not have her dress made to suit her, she would not put on mourning at all. Auntie, can you wonder that Mr. Sylvester looks so bitterly somber whenever mention is made of his child. He loved it and its own mother could worry over the fit of a dress while his bereaved heart was breaking. I confess I can never feel the same indulgence towards what I considered the idiosyncrasies of a fashionable beauty again. Her smooth white skin makes me tremble. It has never flushed with delight over the innocent smiles of her first
Starting point is 04:36:42 born. Mr. Sylvester is very polite to Cousin owner and seems to yield to her wishes in everything. But if I was she, I think my heart would break over that very politeness. But then she is one who demands formality, even from the persons of her household. I have never seen him stoop for a kiss or beheld her even so much as lay her hand on his shoulder. But I have observed. I have observed him wait on her at moments when he was pale from weariness and she flushed with long twilight reclinings before her sleepy boudoir fire there are times when i would not exchange my present opportunities for any others which might be afforded me general blank dined here today and what a vision of a great struggle was raised up before me by his few simple
Starting point is 04:37:42 words in regard to Gettysburg. I did not know which to admire most, the military bearing and vivid conversation of the great soldier, or the ease and dignity with which Mr. Sylvester met his remarks and answered each glowing sentence. General Blank spoke a few words to me. How gentle these lion-like men can be when they stoop their tall heads to address live. little children or young women. What a noble-hearted man Mr. Sylvester is. Mr. Turner, in speaking of him the other night, declared there is no one in his congregation who, in a quiet way, does so much for the poor. He is especially interested in young men, said he, and will leave his own affairs at any time to aid or advise them. I knew Mr. Sylvester was kind, but Mr. Turner's
Starting point is 04:38:44 enthusiasm was uncommon. He evidently admires Mr. Sylvester as much as everyone else loves him. And he is not alone in this. Almost every day I hear some remark made of a nature complementary to my benefactor's character or ability. Even Mr. Stuyvesant, who so seldom appears to notice us girls, once interrupted a conversation between Sicily and myself, to inquire if Mr. Stuyvesant, sylvester was quite well i thought he looked pale to-day remarked he in his dry but not unkindly way and then added he must not get sick he is too valuable to us this was a great deal for mr stuyvesant to say and it caused a visible gratification to mr sylvester when i related it to him in the evening i had rather satisfy that man than any other i know declared he. He is of the stern, old-fashioned sort, and it is an honour to anyone to merit his approval. I did not tell him that I had also heard Mr. Stuyvesant observe in a conversation with some
Starting point is 04:39:58 business friend of his, that Edward Sylvester was the only speculator he knew, in whom he felt implicit confidence. Somehow it always gives me an uncomfortable feeling to hear Mr. Sylvester alluded to as a speculator. Besides, since he has entered the bank, he has, I am told, entirely restricted himself to what are called legitimate operations. Mr. Sylvester came home with a dreadful look on his face today. We were standing in the hall at the time the door opened, and he went by us without a nod, almost as if he did not see us. Even owner was startled and stood gazing after him, with an anxiety such as I had never observed in her before, while I was conscious of that sick feeling
Starting point is 04:40:50 I have sometimes experienced when he came upon me suddenly from his small room above or paused in the midst of the gayest talk to ask me some question that was wholly irrelevant and most frequently sad. He has met with some heavy loss, murmured his wife, glancing down the handsome parlors
Starting point is 04:41:12 with a look such as a mother might bestow upon the face of a sick child. But I was sure she had not sounded his trouble. And in my impetuosity was about to fly to his side when we saw him pause before the image of luxury that stands on the stair. Look at it for a moment with a strange intentness. Then suddenly, and with a gesture of irrepressible passion, lift his arm as if he would fell it from its place. The action was so startling, owner clutched my sleeve in terror.
Starting point is 04:41:48 But he passed on, and in another moment we heard him shut the door of his room. Would he be down to dinner? That was the next question. Owner thought not. I did not dare to think. Nevertheless, it was a great relief to me when I saw him enter the dining room, with that set immovable look he sometimes wears, wears when owner begins one of her long and rambling streams of fashionable gossip it is nothing flashed from his wife's eyes to mine and she lapsed at once into her most graceful self but she nevertheless hastened her meal
Starting point is 04:42:29 and i was quite prepared to observe her follow him as with the polite excuse of weariness he left the table before dessert i could not hear what she asked him but his answer came distinctly to my ears from the midst of the library to which they had withdrawn it is nothing in which you have an interest owner thank heaven you do not always know the price with which the splendours you so love are bought and she did not cry out oh never pay such a price for any joy of mine sooner than cost you so dear i would live on crusts and dwell in a garret no she kept silence and when in a few minutes later I joined her in the library it was to find on her usually placid lips a thin cool smile that struck like ice to my heart and made it impossible for me to speak but the hardest trial of the day was to hear mr Sylvester come in at eleven o'clock he went out again immediately after dinner and go upstairs without giving me my usual good night. It was such a grief to me I could not keep still, but hurried to the foot of the stairs in the hopes he would yet remember me and come back. But instead of that, he no sooner saw me, then he threw out his hand, almost as if he would push me back, and hastened on up the whole winding flight till he reached the refuge of that mysterious room of his at the top of the house.
Starting point is 04:44:11 i could not go back to owner after that she had been to make a call somewhere with a young gentleman friend of hers yes on this very night had been to make a call but i took advantage of the late hour to retire to my own room where for a long time i lay awake listening for his descending step and seeing as in a vision the startling picture of his lifted arm raised against the unconscious piece of brook on the stair henceforth that statue will possess for me a still more dreadful significance it is the twenty fifth of february why should i feel as if i must be sure of the exact date before i slept the next extract followed close on this and was the last which miss belinda read mr sylvester seems to have recovered from his late anxiety he does not shrink from me anymore with that half-bitter, half-sad expression that has so long troubled and bewildered me, but draws me to his side and sits listening to my talk until I feel as if I were really of some comfort to this great and able man. Owner does not notice the change. She is all absorbed in preparing for the visit to Washington, which Mr. Sylvester has promised her.
Starting point is 04:45:39 Miss Belinda calmly folded up the letters and locked them again in the little mahogany box after which she covered up the embers and quietly went to bed but next morning a letter was dispatched to Mr. Sylvester which ran thus Dear Mr Sylvester For the present at least you may keep Paula with you But I am not ready to say that I think it would be for her best good
Starting point is 04:46:08 to be received and acknowledged as your daughter yet. Hoping you will appreciate the motives that actuate this decision, I remain, respectfully yours, Belinda Anne Walton. End of Chapter 14. Chapter 15 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. An Adventure or something more.
Starting point is 04:46:51 Bliss was it in that dawn to be alive, but to be young was very heaven. Wordsworth. Ophelia. What means this, my lord? Hamlet. Mary, this is the mitching meleco. It means mischief.
Starting point is 04:47:11 Hamlet. A ride in the central park is an everyday matter to most people. It signifies an indolent bowling over a smooth road, all alive with the glitter of passing equipages, waving ribbons and fluttering plumes, and brightened now and then by the sight of a well-known face amid the general rush of old and young, plain and handsome, sad and gay countenances, that flash by you in one long and brilliant procession. But to Paula and her friend Miss Stuyvesant, starting out in her friend, in the early freshness of a fair April morning, it meant new life, reawakening joy,
Starting point is 04:47:55 the sparkle of young leaves just loosed from the bonds of winter, the sweetness and promise of spring airs, and all the budding glory of a new year, with its summer of countless roses and its autumn of incalculable glories. Not the twitter of a bird was lost to them, not the smile of an opening flower, not the welcome of a waving branch. Youth, joy and innocence lived in their hearts and showed them nothing in the mirror of nature that was not equally young, joyous and innocent. Then they were alone, or sufficiently so. The stray wanderers whom they met sitting under the flowering trees were equally with themselves lovers of nature, or they would not be seated in converse with it at this early hour, while the laugh of little children, startled from their play
Starting point is 04:48:52 by the prance of their high-stepping horses, was only another expression of the sweet but unexpressed delight that breathed in all the radiant atmosphere. We are two birds who have escaped thraldom and are taking our first flight into our natural ether, cried Miss Stuyvesant gaily. We are two pioneers lit by the the spirit of adventure, who have left the cozy hearth of wintry fires, to explore the domains of the frost king, and, lo, we have come upon a paradise of bloom and color, responded the ringing voice of Paula. I feel as if I could mount that little white cloud we see over there, continued Sicily, with a quick, lively wave of her whip. I wonder how Dandy would enjoy an
Starting point is 04:49:43 Empyrian journey. From the haughty bend of his neck, I should say he was quite satisfied with his present condition, but perhaps his chief pride is due to the mistress he carries. Are you attempting to vie with Mr. Williams, Paula? Mr. Williams was the meek-eyed, fair complexion gentleman, whose predilection for compliment was just then a subject of talk in fashionable circles. Only so far as my admiration goes of the most charming lady I see this morning. But who is this? Miss Stuyvesant looked up. Ah, that is someone with whom there is very little danger of your falling in love. Paula blushed.
Starting point is 04:50:27 The gentleman approaching them upon horseback was conspicuous for long side-whiskers of a decidedly Auburn tinge. His name is, but she had not time to feel. finish for the gentleman with a glance of astonished delight at paula bowed to the speaker with a liveliness and grace that demanded some recognition instantly he drew rein do i behold miss stuyvesant among the nymphs cried he in those ringing pleasant tones that at once predispose you towards their possessor if you allude to my friend miss fairchild you certainly do mr ensign the wicked little lady rejoined with a waving of her usual ceremony that astonished paula mr ensign bestowed upon them his most courtly bow but the flush that mounted to his brow making his face one red as certain of his friends were malicious enough to observe on similar occasions indicated that he had been taken a little more at his word than perhaps suited even one of his easy and proverbially careless temperament miss fairchild will understand that i am not a harvey williams at least before an introduction said he with something like seriousness but at this allusion to the gentleman whose name had been upon their lips but a moment before both ladies laughed outright i have just been accused of attempting the role of that gentleman myself exclaimed paula if the fresh morning air will persist in painting such rosy
Starting point is 04:52:09 on ladies cheeks continued she with a loving look at her pretty companion what can one be expected to do admire quoth the red-bannered cavalier with a glance however at the beautiful speaker instead of the demure little sicily at her side miss stuyvesant perceived this look and a curious smile disturbed the corners of her rosy lips what a fortunate man to be able to do the right thing at the right time laughed she, gaily touching up her horse that was beginning to show symptoms of restlessness. If Miss Stuyvesant will put that in the future tense, and then assure us she has been among the prophets, I should be singularly obliged, said he, with a touch of his hat and a smiling look at Paula that was at once manly and gentle, careless and yet respectful. Ah, life is too bright for prophecies this morning. The moment is enough.
Starting point is 04:53:11 Is it, Miss Fairchild? queried Mr. Ensign, looking back over his shoulder. She turned just a bit of her cheek towards him. What Miss Stuyvesant declares to be true, that am I bound to believe, said she, and with the least little ripple of a laugh rode on. It is a pity you have such a dislike for whiskers, Sicily presently remarked,
Starting point is 04:53:35 with an air of great gravity. Paula gave a start and cast a glance of reproach at her companion. I did not notice his whiskers after the first word or two, said she, fixing her eyes on a turn of the road before them. Such cheerfulness is infectious. I was merry before, but now I feel as if I had been bathed in sunshine. Sicily's eyes flashed wide with surprise and her face grew serious in earnest. mr ensign is a delightful companion observed she a room is always brighter for his entrance and with all that he is the only young man i know who having come into a large fortune feels any of the responsibilities of his position the sunshine is the result of a good heart and pure living and that is what makes it infectious i suppose let us canter said paula and so the glad young things swept on, life breaking in bubbles around them, and rippling away into unfathomable
Starting point is 04:54:44 wells of feeling in one of their pure hearts at least. Suddenly a hand seemed to swoop from heaven and dash them both back in dismay. They had reached one of those places where the footpath crosses the equestrian, and they had run over and thrown down a little child. Oh heaven! cried Paula, leaping from her horse, I had rather been killed myself. The groom rode up, and she bent anxiously over the child. It was a boy of some seven or eight years, whose misfortune, he was lame, as the little crutch fallen at his side sufficiently denoted, made appear much younger. He had been struck on his arm and was moaning with pain, but did not seem to be otherwise hurt. Are you alone? cried Paula, lifting his head on her arm and glancing hurriedly about.
Starting point is 04:55:42 The little fellow raised his heavy lids and for a moment stared into her face with eyes so deeply blue and beautiful they almost startled her. Then, with an effort, pointed down the path, saying, Dad's over there in the long tunnel talking to someone. Tell him I got hurt. I want Dad, she jaded. gently lifted him to his feet and led him out of the road into the apparently deserted path where she made him sit down i am going to find his father said paula to sicily i will be back in a moment but wait you shall not go alone authoritatively exclaimed that little damsel leaping in her turn to the ground where does he say his father is in the tunnel by which i suppose he means that long passage under the bridge over the road over the road over the tunnel by which i suppose he means that long passage under the bridge over the bridge over the road over the road over the road of the road there holding up the skirts of their riding habits in their trembling right hands they hurried forward suddenly they both paused a woman had crossed their path a woman whom to look at but once was to remember with ghastly shrinking for a
Starting point is 04:56:52 lifetime she was wrapped in a long and ragged cloak and her eyes startling in their blackness were fixed upon the pain-drawn countenance of the poor little hurt boy behind them, with a gleam whose feverish hatred and deep malignant enjoyment of his very evident sufferings was like a revelation from the lowest pit to the two innocent-minded girls hastening forward on their errand of mercy. Is he much hurt? gasped the woman in an ineffectual effort to conceal the evil nature of her interest. Do you think he will die? With a shrill, lingering emphasis on the last word, as if she longed to roll it like a sweet morsel under her tongue.
Starting point is 04:57:42 Who are you? asked Sicily, shrinking to one side, with dilated eyes fixed on the woman's hardened countenance, and the white, too white hand with which she had pointed as she spoke of the child. Are you his mother? queried Paula, paling at the thought, but keeping her ground with an air of unconscious authority. His mother! Shrieked the woman, hugging herself in her long cloak, and laughing with fiendish sarcasm.
Starting point is 04:58:15 I look like his mother, don't I? His eyes, did you notice his eyes? They are just like mine, aren't they? And his body, poor wheeze and little thing, looks as if it had drawn sustenance from mine, don't it? His mother? Oh, heaven! Nothing like the suppressed woman.
Starting point is 04:58:34 force of this invocation, seething as it was with the worst passions of a depraved human nature, had ever startled those ears before. Clasping Sicily by the hand, she called out to the groom behind them, guard that child as you would your life. And then flashing upon the wretched creature before her with all the force of her aroused nature, she exclaimed, if you are not his mother, move aside and let us pass. We are in search of assistance. For an instant, the woman stood awe-struck before this vision of maidenly beauty and indignation. Then she laughed and cried out with shrill emphasis. When next you look like that, go to your mirror, and when you see the image it reflects, say to yourself, so once looked the woman who defied me in the park. With a quick shudder and a feeling as if the noisome cloak of this degraded being had somehow been dropped upon her own fair and spotless shoulders, Paula clasped the hand of Sicily more tightly in her own, and rushed with her down the steps that led into the underground passage
Starting point is 04:59:51 towards which they had been directed. There were but two persons in it when they entered, a short, thick-set man and another man of a slighter and more gentlemanly build. They were engaged in talking, and the latter was bringing down his right hand upon the palm of his left, with a gesture almost foreign in its expressive energy. I tell you, declared he, with a voice that, while low, reverberated through the hollow vault above him with strange intensity. I tell you I've got my grip on a certain rich man in this city, and if you will only wait, you shall see strange things. I don't know his name and I don't know his face, but I do know what he has done, and a thousand
Starting point is 05:00:41 dollars down couldn't buy the knowledge of me. But if you don't know his name and don't know his face, how in the name of all that's mischievous are you going to know your man? Leave that to me. if i once meet him and hear him talk one more rich man goes down and one more poor devil goes up or i've not the wit that starvation usually teaches the nature of these sentences together with the various manifestations of interest with which they were received had for a moment deterred the two girls in their hurried advance but now they put away every thought save that of the poor little creature awaiting his dad and lifting up her voice paula said are either of you the father of a little lame lad instantly and before she could conclude the taller of the two who had also been the chief speaker in the above conversation turned and she saw his hand begrimed though it was with dirt and dark with many a disgraceful trick go to his heart in a gesture too natural to be anything but involuntary is he hurt is he hurt gasped he but in how different a tone from that of the woman who had used the same words a few minutes before then seeing that the persons who addressed him were ladies and one of them at least a very beautiful one took off his hat with an easy action
Starting point is 05:02:12 that together with what they had heard proved him to be one of that most dangerous class among us a gentleman who has gone thoroughly and irretrievably to the bad i am afraid he is sir said paula he was attempting to cross the road and a horse advancing hurriedly struck him she had not courage to say her horse in face of the white and trembling dismay that seized him at these words where is he cried he where's my poor boy and he bounded up the steps his hat still in his hand his long unkempt locks flying and his whole form expressive of the utmost alarm down by the carriage road called out paula finding it impossible for them to keep up with such haste but is he much injured cried a smooth voice at their side they turned it was the short thickset man who had been been the other's companion in the conversation above recorded. We trust not, answered Sicily. His arm received the blow, and he suffers very much, but we hope it is not serious, and they hurried on.
Starting point is 05:03:27 They found the father seated on the grass, holding the little fellow in his arms. The look on his once handsome, but now thoroughly corrupt and dissipated face made their hearts melt within them. however wicked he might be, and that sly, treacherous eye, that false impudent lip, that settling of the whole face into the mould which vice applies to all her votaries, left no doubt of his complete depravity, he dearly loved his child,
Starting point is 05:04:01 and love, no matter how it is expressed, or in what garb it appears, is a sacred and beautiful thing, and ennobles for the time being any creature who displays it. "'Twas a hard knock-up, Dad,' came from the white lips of the child, as he felt his father's trembling hand feel up and down his arm. But I guess the little fella can stand it.' Little fella was evidently the name by which his father was accustomed to address him. "'There are no bones broken,' said the father, to be lame and maimed too would be he did not finish for a delicately gloved hand was here laid on his sleeve and a gentle voice whispered money cannot pay for an injury like that but please accept this and paula thrust a purse into his hand he clutched it eagerly but at her next request that he should tell her where he lived that they might inquire after the boy
Starting point is 05:05:06 he shook his head with a return of his old emphasis. The haunts of bats and jackals are not for ladies. Then, as he caught sight of her pitiful face bending in farewell over the little urchin, some remembrance, perhaps, of the days when he had a right to stoop to the ear of beautiful women and walk unrebuked at their side, returned to him from the past, and respectfully lowering his voice, he asked her name. She gave it, and he seemed to lay it away in his mind. Then, as the ladies turned to remount their horses, rose and began carrying the little fellow off.
Starting point is 05:05:49 As he vanished in the turn of the path that led towards the main entrance, they perceived a tall, dark figure, arise from a seat in the distance, and stand looking after him, with a leer on its face, and a malicious hugging of itself in a long black clasp. that proclaimed her to be the same ominous being who had before so grievously startled them. End of Chapter 15. Chapter 16 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. The Sword of Damocles And my imaginations are as foul as Vulcan smithy, Hamlet.
Starting point is 05:06:42 why all the souls that were were forfeit once and he that might the vantage best have took found out the remedy measure for measure mrs sylvester reclining on the palest of blue couches in the slanting sunlight of an april afternoon is a study for a painter not that such inspiring loveliness breathed from her person conspicuous as it was for its rich and indolomish grace. But because in every attitude of her large and well-formed limbs, in every rays of the thick white lids from eyes whose natural brightness was obscured by the mist of aimless fancies, she presented such an embodiment of luxurious ease, one might almost imagine they were gazing upon the favourite sultana of some eastern court, or, to be for once poetical as the subject demands, a full-blown Egyptian lotus floating in hushed enjoyment on the placid waters of its native stream. Indeed, for all the blonde character of her beauty,
Starting point is 05:07:54 there was certainly something oriental about the physique of this favoured child of fortune. Had the tint of her skin been richened to a magnolia bloom, instead of reminding you of that description accorded to the complexion of one of Napoleon's sisters, that it looked like, white satin seen through pink glass, she would have passed in any eastern market for a rare specimen of Circassian beauty. But Mr. Sylvester, coming home fatigued and harassed, cared little for Circassian beauties or Oriental Odelisks. It was a welcome that he desired, and such refreshment as a quick eye and ready hand can bestow when guided by a tender and loving heart.
Starting point is 05:08:42 or so thought the watchful paula as she glided from her room at the sound of his step in the hall and met him coming weary and disheartened from the side of owner's couch the sight of her revived him at once well little one what have you been doing to-day instantly a shade fell over her countenance i hardly know how to tell you it has been a day of great experiences to me i am literally shaken with the I have been wanting to talk to owner about what I have seen and heard, but thought I had best wait till you came home, for I could not repeat the story twice. What? You look pale. Nothing has happened to frighten you, I hope, exclaimed he, leading her back to owner's side, who stirred a little, and presently deigned to take an upright position. I do not know if it is fear or horror, cried Paula, shuddering. have seen a fearful woman, but first I ought to tell you that I took a ride with Miss
Starting point is 05:09:48 Stuyvesant in the park this morning. Yes, and persisted in going for that lady on horseback instead of sending the groom after her, and all starting from the front of our house, murmured Mrs. Sylvester with lazy chagrin. Paula smiled, but otherwise took no notice of this standing topic of disagreement. It was a beautiful day, she proceeded, and was We enjoyed it very much, but we were so unfortunate as to run over a little boy at that place where the equestrian road crosses the footpath. A lame child, Mr. Sylvester, who could not get out of our way. Poor, too, with a ragged jacket on, which seemed to make it all the worse. Owner gave a shrug with her white shoulders that seemed to question this.
Starting point is 05:10:37 Did you injure him very much? queried she, with a show of interest, not sufficient. however, to impair her curiosity as to the cut of one of her nails. I cannot say, his little arm was struck, and when I went to pick him up, he lay back in my lap and moaned till I thought my heart would break. But that was not the worst that happened. As we went hurrying up the walk to find the child's father, we were met by a woman wrapped in a black cloak whose long and greasy folds seemed like the symbol of her. her own untold depravity. Her glance as she encountered the child, writhing in pain at my feet, made my heart stand still. It was more than malignant. It was actually fiendish.
Starting point is 05:11:26 Is he hurt? she asked, and it seemed as if she gloated over the question. She evidently longed to hear that he was, longed to be told that he would die. And when I inquired if she was his mother, she broke into a string of laughter that seemed to darken the daylight. His mother, oh yes, we look alike, don't we? she exclaimed, pointing with a mocking gesture, frightful to see, first at his eyes, which were very blue and beautiful, and then at her own, which were dark as evil thoughts could make them. I never saw anything so dreadful, malignancy, and towards a little lame child. What could be more horrible?
Starting point is 05:12:09 Mr. Sylvester and his wife exchanged looks. Then the former asked, did she follow you, Paula? No, after telling me that I, but I cannot repeat what she said, exclaimed the young girl with a quick shudder. Since I came home, she musingly continued, I have looked and looked at my face in the glass, but I cannot believe that what she declared is true. There is no similarity between us. could never have been any i will not have it that she ever saw in all the days of her life such a picture as that in her glass and with a sudden gesture paula started up and pointed to herself as she stood reflected in one of the tall mirrors with which owner's boudoir abounded and did she dare to make any comparison between you and her own degraded self exclaimed mr sylvester with a glance at the exquisite vision of pure girlhood thus doubly presented to his notice
Starting point is 05:13:14 yes what i am she was once or so she said and it may be true i have never suffered sorrow or experienced wrong and cannot measure their power to carve the human face with such lines as I beheld on that woman's countenance today. But do not let us talk of her any more. She left us at last, and we found the child's father. Mr. Sylvester, she suddenly asked, are there to be found in this city men occupying honourable positions, and as such highly esteemed, who, like Damocles of old, may be said to sit under the constant terror of a falling sword
Starting point is 05:13:57 in the shape of some possible. disclosure that if maid would ruin their position before the world forever mr Sylvester started as if he had been shot Paula cried he and instantly was silent again he did not look at his wife but if he had he would have perceived that even her fair skin was capable of blanching to a yet more startling whiteness and that her sleepy eyes could flash open with something like in their lazy depths. I mean, dreamily continued Paula,
Starting point is 05:14:35 absorbed in her own remembrance, that if what we overheard said by the father of that child today is true, some one of our prominent men, whose life is not all it appears, is standing on the verge of possible exposure and shame, that a hound is on his track in the form of a starving man,
Starting point is 05:14:56 and that sooner or later, he will have to pay the price of an unprincipled creature's silence, or fall into public discredit, like some others of whom we have lately read. Then, as silence filled the room, she added, It makes me tremble to think that a man of means and seeming honour should be placed in such a position, but worse still that we may know such a one
Starting point is 05:15:24 and be ignorant of his misery and his shame. It is getting time for me to dress, murmured owner, sinking back on her pillow and speaking in her most languid tone of voice. Could you not hasten your story a little, Paula? But Mr. Sylvester, with a hurried glance at the closing eyes of his wife, requested on the contrary that she would explain herself more definitely. Owner will pardon the delay, said he, with a set strained politeness that called up the least little quiver of suppressed sarcasm about the rosy infantile lips that he evidently did not consider it worth his while to notice. But that is all, said Paula. However, she repeated as nearly as she could just what the boy's father had said. At the conclusion, Mr. Sylvester rose.
Starting point is 05:16:19 What kind of a looking man was he? said that gentleman as he crossed to the window. well as nearly as I can describe he was tall dark and seedy with a shock of black hair and a pair of black whiskers that floated on the wind as he walked he was evidently of the order of decayed gentleman and his manner of talking especially in the profuse use he made of his arms and hands was decidedly foreign yet his speech was pure and without accent Mr. Sylvester's face, as he asked the next question, was comparatively cheerful. Was the other man with whom he was talking as dark and foreign as himself? Oh, no, he was round and jovial, a little too insinuating, perhaps, in his way of speaking to ladies, but otherwise a well enough appearing man. Mr. Sylvester bowed and looked at his watch. why do gentlemen always consult their watches even in the face of the clock owner you are right said he it is time you were dressing for dinner and concluding with a word or two of sympathy as to the peculiar nature of paula's adventures as he called them he hastened from the room and proceeded to his little refuge above he has not asked me what became of the child thought paula with a certain pang of surprise
Starting point is 05:17:49 I expected him to say, Shall we not try and see the little fellow, Paula, if only to allow me to explain that the child's father would not tell me where they lived. But the later affair has evidently put the child out of his head. And indeed it is only natural that a businessman should be more interested in such a fact as I have related than in the sprained arm
Starting point is 05:18:13 of a wretched creature's little fellow. And she turned to assist owner, who had arisen from her couch and was now absorbed in the intricacies of an uncommonly elaborate toilet. Those men did not mention any names, suddenly queried that lady, looking with an expression of careful anxiety
Starting point is 05:18:33 at the twist of her back hair in the small hand-mirror she held over her shoulder. No, said Paula, dropping a red rose into the blonde locks she was so carefully arranging. He expressly said, he did not know the name of the person to whom he alluded. It was a strange conversation for me to overhear. Was it not? she remarked, happy to have interested her cousin in anything out of the
Starting point is 05:19:01 domains of fashion. I don't know, certainly, of course, returned Mrs. Sylvester, with some incoherence. Do you think red looks as well with this black as the lavender would do? She rambled on in her lightest tone, pulling out a box. of feathers. Paula gave her a little wistful glance of disappointment, and decided in favour of the lavender. I am bound to look well tonight if I never do so again, said owner. They were all going to a public reception, at which a foreign lord was expected to be present. How fortunate I am to have a perfect little hairdresser in my own family, without being obliged to send for some gossipy, fussy old madam with her stories of how such and such a one looked
Starting point is 05:19:49 when dressed for the Grand Duke's ball, or how Mrs. So-and-so always gave her more than her price because she rolled up puffs so exquisitely. And stopping to aid the deft girl in substituting the lavender feather for the red rose in her hair, she forgot to ask any more questions. Owner, remarked her husband,
Starting point is 05:20:12 coming into the room on his way down to dinner, Mrs. Sylvester never dined when she was going to any grand entertainment. It made her look flushed, she said. I am not in the habit of troubling you about your family matters, but have you heard from your father of late? Mrs. Sylvester turned from her jewel casket and calmly surveyed his face. It was fixed and formal,
Starting point is 05:20:38 the face he turned to his servants and sometimes to his wife. No, said she. with a light little gesture, as though she was speaking of the most trivial matter. In one respect, at least, Papa is like an angel. His visits are few and far between. Mr. Sylvester's eyebrows drew heavily together. For a man with a smile of strange sweetness,
Starting point is 05:21:03 he could sometimes look very forbidding. When was he here last, he inquired, in a tone more commanding than he knew? She did not appear to resent it. Let me see, mused she. When was it I lost my diamond earring? Oh, I remember. It was on the eve of New Year's Day a year ago.
Starting point is 05:21:25 I recollect because I had to wear pearls with my garnet brocade, she pettishly sighed. And Papa came the next week, after you had given me the money for a new pair. I have reason to remember that, for not a dollar did he leave me. Owner! exclaimed her husband, shrinking back in under. controllable surprise, while his eyes flashed inquiringly to her ears, in which two noble diamonds were brilliantly shining. Oh, she cried, just raising one snowy hand to those sparkling ornaments, while a faint blush, the existence of which he had sometimes doubted, swept over her careless face.
Starting point is 05:22:07 I was enabled to procure them in time, but for a whole two months I had to go without diamonds. she did not say that she had bartered her wedding jewels to make up the sum she needed but he may have understood that without being told and that is the last time you have seen him he held her eyes with his she could not look away the very last sir strange to say his glance shifted from her face and he turned with a bow towards the door may i ask she slowly inquired as he moved across the floor what is the reason of this sudden interest in poor papa certainly said he pausing and looking back not without some emotion of pity in his glance i am sometimes struck with a sense of the duty i owe you in helping you to bear the burden of certain secret responsibilities which i fear may sometimes prove too heavy for you she gave a little rippling laugh that only sounded hollow to the image listening in the glass. You choose strange times in which to be struck, said she, holding up two dresses for his inspection,
Starting point is 05:23:24 with a lift of her brows evidently meant as an inquiry as to which he thought the most becoming. Conscience is the chooser, not I, declared he, for once allowing himself to ignore the weighty question of dress thus propounded. His wife gave a little toss of her head, and he left the room. I should like Edward very much, murmured she, in a burst of confidence to her own reflection in the glass.
Starting point is 05:23:52 If only he would not bother himself so much about that same disagreeable conscience. You look unhappy, said Mr. Sylvester to Paula, as they came from the dining room. Have the adventures of the day made such an impression upon you that you will not be able to enjoy the evening's festivities? she lifted her face and the quick smile came i do not like to see your brow so clouded continued he smoothing his own to meet her searching eye smiles should sit on the lips of youth or else why are they so rosy would you have me smile in face of my first glimpse of wickedness asked she but in a gentle tone that robbed her words of half their reproach
Starting point is 05:24:40 you must remember that i have had but little experience with the world i have lived all my life in a town of wholesome virtues and while here i have been kept from contact with anything low or base i have never known vice and now all in a moment I feel as if I have been bathed in it. He took her by the hand and drew her gently towards him. Does your whole being recoil so from evil, my paula? What will you do in this wicked world? What will you say to the sinner when you meet him, as you must? I don't know. It's a problem I have never been brought to consider.
Starting point is 05:25:24 I feel as if launched on a dismal sea for which I have neither chart nor compass. Life was so joyous to me this morning. A flush swept over her cheek, but he did not notice it. I held or seemed to hold a cup of white wine in my hand, but suddenly, as I looked at it, it turned black and— Ah, the outreach, the dismal breaking away of thought into the unfathomable that lies in the paws of an and. And do you refuse to drink a cup, across which has fallen a shadow?
Starting point is 05:26:04 Mermined Mr. Sylvester, his eyes fixed on her face, the inevitable shadow of that great mass of human frailty and woe which has been accumulating from the foundation of the world. No, no, I cannot and retain my humanity. If there is such evil in the world, its pressure must drive it across. the path of innocence. And you accept the cup? I must, but oh, my vanished beliefs. This morning the wine of my life was pure and white. Now it is black and befouled. What will make it clean again? With a sigh, Mr. Sylvester dropped her hand and turned towards the mantelpiece. It was April, as I have said, and there was no fire in the grate. But he posed
Starting point is 05:26:58 his foot on the fender and looked sadly down at the empty hearthstone. Paula, said he, after a space of pregnant silence, it had to come. The veil of the temple must be rent in every life. Evil is too near us all for us to tread long upon the flowers without starting up the adders that hide beneath them. You had to have your first look into the cells of darkness. And perhaps it is best you have to have. You have to have to be able to had it here and now. The deeps are for men's eyes as well as the starry heavens. Yes, yes. There are some persons, he went on slowly. You know them, who tread the ways of life with their eyelids closed to everything but the strip of velvet lawn on which they choose to walk.
Starting point is 05:27:50 Earth's sighs and deep-drawn groans are nothing to them. The world may swing on its way to perdition, so long as their pathway feels soft, they neither heed nor care. But you do not desire to be one of these, Paula. With your great soul and your strong heart, you would not ask to sit in a flowery maze while the rest of the world went sliding on and down into wells of destruction. You might have made pools of healing by the touch of your womanly sympathy. No, no. I cannot tell you, I dare not tell you, he went on, in a strange pleading voice that tore at the very roots of her heart and wrung in her memory forever. What evil underlies the whole strata of life? At home and abroad. On our hearthstones and within our offices, the mocking devil sits.
Starting point is 05:28:51 You can scarcely walk a block, my little one, without encountering a man. or brushing against the dress of a woman, across whose soul the black shadow lies heavier than any words of his or hers could tell. What the man you saw today, said of one unhappy being in this city, is true, God help us all, of many. Dark spots are easier acquired than blotted out, my paula.
Starting point is 05:29:21 In business as in society, one needs to carry the white shield of a no-belled, purpose or a self-forgetting love to escape the dripping of the deadly uppest tree that branches above all humanity. I have walked its ways, my darling, and I know of what I speak. Your white robe is spotless, but, oh, there is where the pain comes in, she cried. There, just there is where the dagger strikes. She says she was once like me. could any temptation, any suffering, any wrong or misfortune that might befall me ever bring me to where she is? If it could, Paula, this time his voice came authoritatively.
Starting point is 05:30:14 You are making too much of a frenzied woman's impulsive exclamation. To her darkened and despairing eyes, any young woman of a similar style of beauty would have called forth the same remark. It was a sign that she was not entirely given up to evil, that she could remember her youth. Instead of feeling contaminated by her words, you ought to feel that unconsciously to yourself, your fresh young countenance, with its innocent eyes, did an angel's work today. They made her recall what she was in the days of her own innocence. And who can tell what may follow such a recollection. Oh, Mr. Sylvester, said she, you fill me with shame. If I could think that. You can. Nothing appeals to the heart of crime like the glance of perfect innocence.
Starting point is 05:31:12 If evil walks the world, God's ministers walk it also, and none can tell in what glance of the eye or what touch of the hand that ministry will speak. It was her turn now to take his hand in hers. Oh, how good, how thoughtful you are. You have comforted me and you have taught me. I thank you very much. With a look she did not perceive, he drew his hand away. I am glad I have helped you, Paula.
Starting point is 05:31:44 There is but one thing more to say. And this I would emphasise with every saddened, look you have ever met in all your life. Great sins make great sufferers. Side by side came the two dreadful powers of vice and retribution into the world, and side by side will they keep, till they sink at last into the awful deeps of the bottomless pit. When you turn your back on a man who has committed a crime, one more door shuts in his darkened spirit. The tears were falling from Paula's eyes now. He looked at them with strange wistfulness,
Starting point is 05:32:27 and involuntarily his hand rose to her head, smoothing her locks with fatherly touches. Do not think, said he, that I would lessen by a hair's breadth your hatred of evil. I can more easily bear to see the shadow upon your cup of joy than upon the banner of truth you carry. These eyes must lose none of their eyes. inner light in glancing compassionately on your fellow men. Only remember that divinity itself has
Starting point is 05:32:58 stooped to rescue and let the thought make your contact with weary, wicked-hearted humanity a little less trying and a little more hopeful to you. And now, my dear, that is enough of serious talk for today. We are bound for a reception, you know, and it is time we were dressing. Do you want me to tell you a secret? asked he in a light, mysterious tone, as he saw her eyes still filling. She glanced up with sudden interest. I know it is treason, resumed he. I am fully aware of the grave nature of my offence. But Paula, I hate all public receptions and shall only be able to enjoy myself tonight just so much as I see that you are doing so. life has its dark portals and its bright ones this is one that you must enter with your most brilliant smiles and they shall not be lacking said she when a treasure-box of thought is given us we do not open it and scatter its contents abroad but lay it away where the heart keeps its secrets to be opened in the hush of night when we are alone with our own souls and god he smiled and she moved towards the door none the less do we carry with us wherever we go the remembrance of our hidden treasure she smilingly added looking back upon him from the stair and again as upon the first night of her entrance into the house did he stand below and watch her as she softly went up her lovely face flashing one moment against the dark background of the luxurious bronze
Starting point is 05:34:48 towering from the platform behind, then glowing with faint and fainter luster as the distance widened between them and she vanished in the regions above. She did not see the toss of his arm with which he threw off the burden that rested upon his soul. End of Chapter 16. Chapter 17 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the post. public domain. Grave and gay. No scandal about Queen Elizabeth, I hope, Sheridan. Stans Scotland where it did, Macbeth. Who is that talking with Miss Stuyvesant? asked Mr. Sylvester, approaching his wife during one of the lulls that will fall at times upon vast
Starting point is 05:35:47 assemblies. Mrs. Sylvester followed the direction of his glance and immediately responded, oh that is mr ensign one of the best partie of the season he evidently knows where to pay his court i inquired because he has just requested me to honor him with a formal introduction to paula indeed then oblige him by all means it would be a great match for her to say nothing of his wealth he is au ton and his red whiskers will not look badly beside paula's dark hair Mr. Sylvester frowned, then sighed, but in a few minutes Paula observed him approaching with Mr. Ensign. At once her hitherto pale cheek flushed, but the young gentleman did not seem to object to that, and after the formal introduction which he had sought was over, he exclaimed in his own bright, ringing tones, The fates have surely forgotten their usual role of unpropitiousness. I did not dare hope to meet you here tonight, Miss Fairchild.
Starting point is 05:36:57 Was the ride all that your fancy painted? Oh, said she, speaking very low and glancing around. Do not allude to it here. We had an adventure shortly after you parted from us. An adventure? And no cavalier at your side? If I could but have known. Was it so serious, he inquired in a moment, seeing her look grave?
Starting point is 05:37:23 Ask Miss Stuyvesant, said she. I cannot talk about it any more tonight. Besides, the music carries off one's thoughts. It is like a joyous breeze that whirls away the thistledown, whether it will or no. He gave her a short, quick look, grave enough in its way, but responded with his usual graceful humour. The thistledown is too vicious a sprite to be beguiled away so easily. If I were to give my opinion on the subject, I should say there was method in its madness.
Starting point is 05:37:58 If you have been brought up in the country, as I suspect from your remark, you must know that the white floating ball is not as harmless as it would lead you to imagine. It is a meddlesome nobody, that's what it is, and like some country gossips I know, launches forth from a pure, love of mischief to establish his prickers in his neighbor's field. His? I thought it must be feminine at least to fulfill the conditions you mention. A male gossip. Oh, fie. I shall never have patience with a thistle ball after this. Well, laughed he, I did start with the intention of making it feminine, but I caught a glimpse of your eyes and lost my courage. I did what I could, added he,
Starting point is 05:38:46 with a mirthful glance. So do the thistles, cried she. Then while both voices joined in a merry laugh, she continued, But where have we strayed? For a moment it seemed as if we were on the hills at Grotwell. I could almost see the blue sky. And I, said he, with his eyes on her face, I am sure the brooks bubbled.
Starting point is 05:39:11 I distinctly heard a bird singing. It was a whippoor will. but my name is clarence and here both being young and without a care in the world they laughed again and the crowded perfumed room seemed to freshen as with a whiff of mountain air you love the country miss fairchild yes and her smile was the reflection of the summer lands that arose before her at the word with the right side of my heart do i love the spot where nature speaks and man is dumb. And with the left? I love the place where great men congregate to face their destiny and control it.
Starting point is 05:39:56 The latter is the deeper love, said he. She nodded her head and then said, I need both to make me happy. Sometimes as I walk these city streets, I feel as if my very longing to escape to the heart of the hills would carry me there. I remember when I was a child,
Starting point is 05:40:16 i was one day running through a meadow when suddenly a whole flock of birds flew up from the grass and surrounded my head i was not sure but what i should be caught up and carried away by the force of their flight and when they rose to mid-heaven something in my breast seemed to follow them so it is often with me here only that it is the rush of my thoughts that threaten such a hegeara yet if i were to be transported to my native hills i know i should long to be back again the mountain lassie has wandered into the courts of the king the perfume of palaces is not easily forgotten her eye turned towards mr sylvester standing near them upright and firm talking to a group of attentive gentlemen every one of whom boasted a name of more than local celebrity without a royal heart to govern there would be no palace said she and blushed under a sudden sense of the possible interpretation he might give to her words till the rose in her hand looked pallid but he had followed her glance and understood her better than she thought and mr sylvester has such a heart so a hundred good fellows have told me you are fortunate to see the city from the loophole of such a home as his it is more than a loophole said she of that i shall never be satisfied till i see it and being content with the look he received he took her on his arm and led her into the midst of the dancers meanwhile in a certain corner not far off two gentlemen were talking. Sylvester shows off well tonight. He always does. With such a figure as that a man needs but to enter a room to make himself felt. But then he's a good talker too. Ever heard him
Starting point is 05:42:14 speak? No. Fine voice, true snap, right ring, great favourite at elections. The fact is Sylvester is a remarkable man. Hmm, ha, so I should judge. And so so, fortunate. He has never been known to run foul in a great operation. Put your money in his hand and whew, your fortune is as good as made. The other, a rich man, connected heavily with the mining business in Colorado, smiled with that bland overflow of the whole countenance, which is sometimes seen in large men of great self-importance. It's a pity he's gone out of Wall Street, continued his companion. The younger fry feel now something like a flock of sheep
Starting point is 05:43:02 that has lost its bellwether. They struggle, eh? returned his portly friend, with an increase of his smile that was not altogether pleasant. So Sylvester has left Wall Street. He closed his last enterprise two weeks before accepting the presidency of the Madison Bank. Stuyvesant is down on speculation,
Starting point is 05:43:24 and, well, it looks better, you know. The Madison Bank is an old institution, and Sylvester is ambitious. There'll be no reckless handling of funds there. No. What was there in that no that made the other look up? I'm not acquainted with Sylvester myself. Has he much family? A wife.
Starting point is 05:43:44 There she is, that handsome woman talking with Ditman. And a daughter, niece, or somebody, who just now is setting all our young scapegraces by the years. You can see her if you just crane your niece. neck a little. Hmm, ha, very pretty, very pretty. How much do you suppose Mrs. Sylvester is worth as she stands, diamonds, you know, and all that? Well, I should say, somewhere near ten thousand. That sprig in her hair cost a clean five. So, so, they live in a handsome house, I suppose. A regular palace, corner of Fifth Avenue, and all his? Nobody else is, I reckon. Sports horses and carriage, I suppose? Of course. Yacht? Opera box? No reason why he shouldn't.
Starting point is 05:44:36 What is his salary? A nominal sum, five or ten thousand perhaps. Owns good share of the bank's stock, I presume. Enough to control it. Below par, though? A trifle, going up, however. And don't speculate. The way this man drawled his words was excessive. disagreeable. Not that anyone knows of. He's made his fortune and now asks only to enjoy it. The man from the West strutted back and looked at his companion knowingly. What do you think of my judgment, Stuttler? None better this side of the Pacific? Pretty good at spying out cracks, eh? I wouldn't like to undertake the puttying up that would deceive you. Hmm. Well then, mark this, In two months from today, you will see Mr. Sylvester rent his house and go south for his health. Or the pretty one over there will marry one of the scapegraces you mention, who will lend the man, who don't engage in any further ventures, more than one or two hundred thousand dollars.
Starting point is 05:45:47 Ha, you know something. I own mines in Colorado, and I have my points. And Mr. Sylvester will thank you. find them too sharp for him. And having made his joke, he yielded to the other's apparent restlessness, and they sauntered off. They did not observe a pale, demure little lady that sat near them, abstractedly nodding her dainty head to the remarks of a pale-whiskered youth at her side, nor noticed the emotion with which she suddenly rose at their departure, and dismissed her chattering companion on some impromptu errand. It was only one of the ordinary group of dancers, a pretty,
Starting point is 05:46:32 plainly dressed girl, but her name was stuyvesant. Rising with a decision that gave a very attractive colour to her cheeks, she hastily looked around. A trio of young gentlemen started towards her, but she gave them no encouragement. Her eye had detected Mr. Sylvester's tall figure a few feet off, and it was to him she desired to speak. But at her first movement in his direction, her glance encountered another face, and like a stream that melts into a rushing torrent, her purpose seemed to vanish, leaving her quivering with a new emotion of so vivid a character she involuntarily looked about her for a refuge.
Starting point is 05:47:17 But in another instant her eyes had again sought the countenance that had so many, moved her, and finding it bent upon her own, faltered a little, and unconsciously allowed the lilies she was carrying to drop from her hand. Before she realized her loss, the face before her had vanished, and with it something of her hesitation and alarm. With a hasty action, she drew near Mr. Sylvester. Will you lend me your arm for a minute, she asked, with her usual appealing look, rendered doubly forcible by the experience of a moment before. Miss Stuyvesant, I am happy to see you. Never had his face looked more cheerful, she thought.
Starting point is 05:48:03 Never had his smile struck her more pleasantly. A little talk with a little girl will not hinder you too much, will it? She queried, glancing at the group of gentlemen that had shrunk back at her approach. Do you call that hindrance, which relieves one, from listening to quotations of bank stock at an evening reception. She shook her head with a confused movement and led him up before a stand of flowering exotics. I want to tell you something, she said eagerly,
Starting point is 05:48:36 but with a marked timidity also. The tall form beside her looked so imposing for all its encouraging bend. I beg your pardon if I am doing wrong, but Papa regards you with such esteem. and mr Sylvester do you know a man by the name of Stadler astonished at such a question from lips so young and dainty he turned and surveyed her for a moment with quick surprise something in her aspect struck him he answered at once and without circumlocution yes if you refer to that spry keen-faced man just entering the supper-room do you know his companion she proceeded the portly highly pompous looking gentleman with the gold eyeglasses look quickly no there was an uneasiness in his tone however that struck her painfully he is a stranger in town has not the honor of your acquaintance he says but from the questions he asked i judge he has a great interest in your affairs he spoke of being connected with mines in colorado i was
Starting point is 05:49:51 sitting behind a curtain and overheard what was said. Mr. Sylvester turned pale and regarded her attentively. Might I be so bold, he inquired after a moment, as to ask you what that was? Yes, sir, certainly, but it is even harder for me to repeat than it was for me to hear. He inquired about your domestic concerns, your home and your income, she murmured, blushing. and then said in what i thought was a somewhat exulting tone that in two months or so we should see you go south for your health or is not that enough for me to tell you mr he gave her a short stare opened his lips as if to speak then turned abruptly aside and began picking mechanically at the blossoms before him i of course do not know what men mean when they talk of possessing poor points but the leer and side glance which accompanies such talk have a universal language we all understand and i felt that i must warn you of that man's malice if only because papa regards you so highly he shrank as if touched on a sore place but bowed and answered the wistful appeal of her glance with a shadow of his usual smile then he turned and looking towards the door through which he turned and looking towards the door through which he
Starting point is 05:51:21 the two men had disappeared, made a movement as if he would follow, but remembering himself, escorted her to a seat, saying as he did so, You are very kind, Miss Stuyvesant. Please say nothing of this to Paula. She bowed, and a flitting smile crossed her upturned countenance. I am not much of a gossip, Mr. Sylvester, or I should have been tempted to have carried my information to my father instead of to you. He understood the implied promise in this remark and gave the hand on his arm a quick pressure before relinquishing her to the care of the pale complexioned youth who by this time had returned to her side. In another moment Paula came up on
Starting point is 05:52:08 the arm of a black-whiskered gentleman, all shirt-front and eyeglasses. Oh, Sicily, she cried. she called Miss Stive of St. Sicily now. Is it not a delightful evening? Are you enjoying yourself so much? inquired that somewhat agitated little lady with a glance at the countenance of her friend's attendant. I fear it would scarcely seem consistent in me now to say no, returned the radiant girl,
Starting point is 05:52:38 with a laughing glance towards the same gentleman. But when they were alone, the gentleman having departed on some of the innumerable errands with which ladies seem to delight in afflicting their attendant cavaliers at balls or receptions, she atoned for that glance by remarking, I do not find the average partner that falls to one's lot in such receptions, all that Fancy paints, and then finding she had repeated a phrase of Mr. Ensign's, blushed, though no one stood near her but Cicely. Fancy's brush would need to be dipped in.
Starting point is 05:53:15 in but two colours to present to our eye the mass of them was sicily's laughing reply a streak of black for the coat and a daub of white for the shirt front voila with perhaps a dash of red in some cases murmured a voice over their shoulders they turned with hurried blushes ah mr ensign quoth sicily in unabashed gaiety we reserve red for the except we did not intend to include our acknowledged friends in our somewhat sweeping assertion ah i see the black streak and the white daub are a symbol of er miss stuyvesant very warm this evening have an ice do i always have an ice after dancing so refreshing you know the manner in which he imitated the usual languid drawl of certain of the young scapegraces heretofore mentioned was irresistible. Paula forgot her confusion in her mirth. You are blessed with a capacity for playing both roles, I perceive, cried Sicily with unusual abandon. Well, it is convenient. There is nothing like scope. Unless it is hope, whispered Mr. Ensign, so low that only Paula could hear. But I warn you, continued Sicily, with a sweet soft laugh that seemed to
Starting point is 05:54:45 carry her heart far out into the passing throng, that we have no fondness for the model bow of the period. A dish of milk makes a very good supper, but it looks decidedly pale on the dinner table. Yes, said Paula, eyeing the various young men that filed up and down before them. Some pale, some dark, some handsome, some plain, but all smiling and dapper, if not debonair. Some men could be endured if only they were not men. Mr. Ensign gave her a quick look, and while he laughed at the paradox, straightened himself,
Starting point is 05:55:24 like one who could be a man if the occasion called. She saw the action and blushed. But their conversation was soon interrupted. Mr. Sylvester was seen returning from the supper room, looking decidedly anxious, and while Paula was ignorant of what had transpired to a new, annoy him, her ready spirit caught the alarm, and she was about to rush up to him and address him when one of the waiters approached, and murmuring a few words she did not hear, handed
Starting point is 05:55:54 him a card, upon which she descried nothing but a simple circle. Instantly a change crossed his already agitated countenance, and advancing to the ladies with a word or two that, while seemingly cheerful, struck Paula as somewhat forced, excused himself with the information that a business friend had been so inconsiderate as to impotune him for an interview in the hall, and with just a nod towards Mr. Ensign, who had drawn back at his advance, left them and disappeared in the crowd about the door. I do not like these interruptions from business friends in a time of pleasure, cried Paula, looking after him with anxious eyes did you notice how agitated he seemed cicely and half an hour ago he was the picture of calm enjoyment business is beyond our comprehension paula returned her friend evasively
Starting point is 05:56:54 it is something like a neuralgic twinge it takes a man when he least expects it have you told mr ensign of our adventure no but i informed mr sylvester and he said such such a man when he least expects it have you told mr ensign of our adventure no but i informed mr sylvester and he said such good, true words to me, Sicily. I can never forget them. And I told Papa, but he only frowned and made some observation about the degeneracy of the times and the number of scamps thrown to the top by the modern methods of acquiring instantaneous fortunes. Your Papa is sometimes hard, is he not, Sicily? With a flush, Miss Diversent allowed her eye to rest for a moment on the crowd shifting before her. He was dug from a quarry of granite, Paula. He is both hard and substantial, capable of being hewn, but not of being moulded. Of such stuff are formed monuments of enduring beauty and solidity. You must do papa justice. I do, but I sometimes have a feeling as if
Starting point is 05:58:00 the granite column would fall and crush me, Cicely. You, Paula? before she could again reply mr sylvester returned his face was still pale but it had acquired an expression of rigidity even more alarming to paula than its previous aspect of forced merriment lifting her by the hand he drew her apart i shall have to leave you somewhat abruptly said he an important matter demands my instant attention bertram is somewhere here and will see that you and only will see that you and only will see that you and only arrive home in safety you won't allow your enjoyment to be clouded by my hasty departure will you not if it will make you anxious but I would rather go home with you now I am sure cousin owner would be willing but I am not going home at present said he and she ventured upon no further remonstrance but her enjoyment was clouded the sight of suffering or anxiety on that face was more than
Starting point is 05:59:06 than she could bear, and ere long she said good-night to Sicily, and accepting the arm of Mr. Ensign, who was never very far from her side, proceeded to search for her cousin. She found her standing in the midst of an admiring throng, to whom her diamonds, if not her smiles, were an object of undoubted interest. She was in the full tide of one of her longest and most widely rambling speeches, and to Paula, with that stir of anxiety at her breast, was an image of self-satisfied complacency, from which she was fain to drop her eyes. Mrs. Sylvester shares the honours with her husband, remarked Mr. Ensign as they drew near. But not the trials, or the pain, or the care, was Paula's inward comment.
Starting point is 05:59:58 Mrs. Sylvester was not easily wooed away from a circle in which she was, but she was, you know, found herself creating such an impression, but at length she yielded to Paula's importunities and consented to accept young Mr. Sylvester's attendance to their home. The next thing was to find Bertram. Mr. Ensign engaged to do this. Leaving Paula with her cousin, who may or may not have been pleased at this sudden addition to her circle, he sought for the young man, who, as Mr. Manderville, was not unknown to any of the fashionable men and women of the day. It was no easy task, nor did he find him readily, but at last he came upon him leaning out of a window and gazing at a white lily which he held in his hand. Without preamble,
Starting point is 06:00:48 Mr Ensign made known his errand, and Bertram at once prepared to accompany him back to the ladies. By Jove, I didn't know the fellow was so handsome, thought the former, and frowned he hardly knew why. bertram was not handsome but then clarence ensign was plain which bertram certainly was not it was to mr ensign's face however that paula's eyes turned as the two came up and he with the ready vivacity of his natural temperament observed it and took courage i shall soon wish to measure that loop-hole of which i have spoken said he and the soft look in her large dark eye as she responded, it is always open to friends, filled up the measure of his cup of happiness, a cup which, unlike hers, had not been darkened that day by the falling of Earth's most dismal shadows. End of Chapter 17. Chapter 18 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. In the Night Watcher,
Starting point is 06:02:08 Shall I not take mine ease in mine inn? Henry IV. What doth gravity out of his bed at midnight? Henry the fourth. It has been the most delightful evening I have ever passed, said Mrs. Sylvester, as she threw aside her rich white mantle in her ample boudoir. Sarah, two loops on that dolman tomorrow, do you hear? I thought my arms would freeze. Such an elegant gentleman as the Count de Frasak is.
Starting point is 06:02:44 He absolutely went wild over you, Paula, but not understanding a word of English. Oh, there, if that horrid little wretch didn't drop his spoon on my dress after all. He swore it never touched a thread of it, but just look at that spot, right in the middle of a pleading too. Paula, your opinion in regard to the lavender was correct. I heard Mrs. Forsyth Jones whisper behind my back that lavender always made blondes look fade. Of course, I needed no further evidence to convince me that I had entirely succeeded in eclipsing her pale-faced daughter. Her daughter!
Starting point is 06:03:24 And the lazy gurgle echoed softly through the room, as if every white-haired girl in the city considered herself entitled to be called a blonde. She stopped to listen. examining herself in the glass nearby. I thought I heard Edward. It was very provoking in him to leave us in the cavalier manner in which he did. I was just going to introduce him to the count, not that he would have esteemed it much of an honour, Edward, I mean, but when one has a good-looking husband, Sarah, that curtain over there hangs crooked, pull it straight this instant. Did you try the oysters, Paula? They were perfection. I shall.
Starting point is 06:04:06 have to dismiss Lorenzo without ceremony and procure me a cook that can make an oyster friccassay. By the way, did you notice? And so on and on for five minutes additional. Presently, she burst forth with, I do believe I know what it is to be thoroughly satisfied at last. The consideration which one receives as the wife of the president of the Madison Bank is certainly very gratifying. If I had known I would feel such a change in the social atmosphere, I would have advocated Edward's dropping speculation long ago. Beauty and wealth may help one up the social ladder, but only a settled position such as he has now obtained
Starting point is 06:04:52 can carry you safely over the top. I feel at last as if we had reached the pinnacle of my ambition and had seen the ladder by which we mounted thrown down behind us. if i get my costume from worth in time i shall give a german next month paula from her stand at the door for some minutes she had been endeavouring to escape to her room surveyed her cousin in wonder she had never seen her look as she did at that moment anyone who speaks from the heart acquires a certain eloquence and owner for once was speaking from her heart the unwonted emotion made her cheeks burn and even her diamonds, ten thousand dollars worth, as we have heard, declared, were less brilliant than her eyes. Paula left her station on the door-sill and glided rapidly back to her side. Oh, owner, said she, if you would only look like that when—' She paused, what right had she to venture
Starting point is 06:05:57 upon giving lessons to her benefactor? When what? inquired the other, subsiding at once into her naturally languid manner. Then, with a total forgetfulness of the momentary curiosity that had prompted the question, held out her head to the attendant Sarah, with a command to be relieved of her ornaments. Paula sighed and hastened to her room. She could not bring herself to mention her anxiety in regard to the still absent master of the house to this lazily smiling, thoroughly satisfied woman. did she herself sit up in the moonlight, listening with bended head for the sound of his step on the walk beneath. She could not sleep while he was absent, and yet the thoughts that disturbed her
Starting point is 06:06:48 and kept her from her virgin pillow could not have been entirely for him, or why those wandering smiles that ever and anon passed flitting over her cheek, awakening the dimples that slumbered there, until she looked more like a dwindling. dreamy picture of delight than a wakeful vision of apprehension. Not entirely for him. Yet when somewhere towards three o'clock she heard the long-delayed step upon the stoop, she started up with eager eyes and a nervous gesture that sufficiently betrayed how intense was her interest in her benefactor's welfare and happiness. If he goes to owner's room, it is all right, thought she, but if he keeps on upstairs, I shall know that something is wrong and that he needs a comforter.
Starting point is 06:07:41 He did not stop at owner's room, and struck with alarm, Paula opened wide her door and was about to step out to meet him when she caught a sight of his face and started back. Here was no anxiety that she could palliate. The very fact that he did not observe her slight form standing before him. in the brilliant moonlight proved that a woman's look or touch was not what he was in search of and shrinking sensitively to one side she sat down on the edge of her dainty bed dropping her cheek into her hand with a weary troubled gesture from which all the delight had fled and only the apprehension remained suddenly she started alertly up he was coming down again
Starting point is 06:08:34 this time with a gliding muffled tread sliding past her door he descended to the floor below she could hear the one weak stare in the heavy staircase creak and what he has passed owner's room past the bronze figure of luxury on the platform beneath is on his way to the front door has opened it shut it softly behind him and gone out again into the blank midnight street What did it mean? For a moment she thought she would run down and awaken owner, but an involuntary remembrance of how those lazy eyes would open, stare peevishly, and then shut again, stopped her on the threshold of her door. And sitting down again upon the side of her bed,
Starting point is 06:09:25 she waited, this time with opened eyes eagerly staring before her and quivering form that started at each and every single, sound that disturbed the silence of the great echoing house. At six o'clock she again rose. He had just re-entered, and this time he stopped at owner's room. End of chapter 18. Chapter 19 of the Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. A day at the bank. There's a divinity that shapes our ends, rough hue them how we will. Hamlet. There are days when the whole world seems to smile upon one without stint or reservation. Bertram Sylvester, wending his way to the bank on the morning following
Starting point is 06:10:26 the reception, was a cheerful sight to behold. Youth, health, hope spake in every lineament of his face and brightened every glance of his wide-awake eye. His new life was pleasant. He was pleasant, to him. Bark, Beethoven and Chopin were scarcely regretted now by the ambitious assistant cashier of the Madison Bank, with a friend in each of its directors and a something more than that in the popular president himself. Besides, he had developed a talent for the business and was in the confidence of the cashier, a somewhat sickly man who more than once had found himself compelled to rely upon the rapidly maturing judgment of his young associate in matters oftentimes of the utmost importance. The manner in which Bertram found himself able to respond to these various calls
Starting point is 06:11:20 convinced him that he had been correct in his opinion of his own nature when he informed his uncle that music was his pleasure rather than his necessity. Entering the building by way of Pearl Street, he was about to open the door leading into the bank proper when he heard a little piping voice at his side and turning confronted the janitor's baby daughter. She was a sweet and interesting child and with his usual good nature Bertram at once stopped to give her a kiss. I likes you, prattled she, as he put her down again after lifting her up high over his head. But I likes the other one best. I hope the other one duly appreciates your preference. laughed he and was again on the point of entering the bank when he felt or thought he felt a hand laid on his arm it was the janitor himself this time a worthy man greatly trusted in the bank but possessed of such an extraordinary peculiarity in the way of a pair of protruding eyes that his appearance was always attended by a shock well hopgood what is it cried bertram in his cheery tone
Starting point is 06:12:37 The janitor drew back and mercifully shifted his gaze from the young man's face. Nothing, sir, did I stop you? Beg pardon, he continued, half stammering. I'm dreadful, awkward sometimes. And with a nod, he sidled off towards his little one, whom he confusedly took up in his arms. Now Bertram was sure the man had touched him, and that too with a very eager hand.
Starting point is 06:13:05 But being late that moment, and consequently in somewhat of a hurry, he did not stop to pursue the matter. Hastening into the bank, he assisted the teller in opening the safe, that being his especial duty, and was taking out such papers as he himself required, when he was surprised to catch another sight of those same extraordinary organs of which I have just spoken, peering upon him from the door by which he had previously entered. They vanished as soon as he encountered. them, but more than once during the morning, he perceived them looking upon him from various quarters of the bank, till he felt himself growing seriously annoyed, and sending for the man,
Starting point is 06:13:49 asked him what he meant by this unusual surveillance. The janitor seemed troubled, flushed painfully, and fixed his eyes in manifest anxiety on the cashier, who, engaged in some search of his own, was just handling over the tin box. that lined the vault before them not till he had seen him shove them back into their place and leave the spot did he venture upon his reply i'm sure sir i'm very sorry if i have annoyed you but do you think mr sylvester will be down at the usual hour i know of no reason why he should not returned bertram i have something to say to him when he comes in stammered the man evidently taken aback by Bertram's look of surprise. Will you be kind enough to ring the bell the first moment he seems to be at leisure? I don't know as it is a matter of any importance, but he stopped evidently putting a curb upon himself. Can I rely on you, sir? Yes, certainly, I will tell my uncle when he comes in that you want to speak to him.
Starting point is 06:14:59 He will doubtless send for you at once. The man looked embarrassed. Excuse me, sir, but that's just what I'd rather. you wouldn't do mr sylvester is always very busy and he might think i wish to annoy him about some matters of my own sir as indeed i have not been above doing at odd times if you would ring when he comes in that is all i ask bertram thought this a strange request but seeing the man so anxious gave the required promise and the janitor hurried off curious muttered bertram can anything be wrong and he glanced at the man so anxious gave the required promise and the janitor hurried off curious muttered bertram can anything be wrong and he glanced about him with some curiosity as he went to his desk, but everyone was at his post as usual, and the countenances of all were equally undisturbed. It was a busy morning, and in the rush of various matters, Bertram forgot the entire occurrence, but it was presently recalled to him by hearing someone remark, Mr. Sylvester is late today, and looking up from some papers he was considering,
Starting point is 06:16:04 he found it was a full hour after the time at which his uncle was in the habit of appearing. Just then he caught still another sight of the protruding eyes of Hopgood, staring in upon him from the half-open door at the end of the bank. The fellow's getting impatient, thought he, and experienced a vague feeling of uneasiness. Another half-hour passed. What can have detained Mr. Sylvester? cried Mr. Weillock, the cashier, hastily approaching Bertram.
Starting point is 06:16:37 There is to be an important meeting of the directors today, and some of the gentlemen are already coming in. Mr. Sylvester is not accustomed to keep us waiting. I don't know, I'm sure, returned Bertram, remembering with an accession of uneasiness, the abruptness with which his uncle had left the entertainment the evening before. Shall I telegraph to the house? No, that is not necessary.
Starting point is 06:17:05 Besides, Fulger says he passed him on Broadway this morning. Going down the street with a valise in his hand, that gentleman quietly put in. Folger was the teller. He was looking very pale and didn't see me when I nodded. What time was that? asked Bertram. About twelve when I went out to lunch. A quick gasp sounded at their side,
Starting point is 06:17:29 followed by a hurried cough, turning Bertram encountered for the fifth time the eyes of Hopgood he had entered unperceived by the small door that separated the inner enclosure from the outer and was now standing very close to them eyeing with sidelong looks the safe at their back the faces of the gentleman speaking yes and even the countenances of the clerks as they bent busily over their books did you ring sir asked he catching Bertram's look of displeasure. No. The man seemed to feel the rebuke implied in this short response and ambled softly away. But in another moment he was stopped by Bertram. What is the matter with you today, Hopgood? Can you have anything of real importance on your mind? Anything connected with my uncle? The janitor started and looked almost frightened. Be careful what you say, whispered he. Then, with a keen look at Mr. Wheelock, just then on the point of entering the director's room, he was turning to escape by the little door just mentioned, when it opened, and Mr. Stuyvesant
Starting point is 06:18:42 came in. With a look almost of terror, the janitor recoiled, throwing himself, as it were, between the latter and the door of the safe. But, recovering himself, surveyed the keen, quiet visage of the veteran banker with a rolling of his great eyes. absolutely painful to behold. Mr. Stuyvesant, who was somewhat absorbed in thought, did not appear to notice the agitation he had caused, and, with just a hurried nod, followed Mr. Weillock into the director's room. Instantly, the janitor drew himself up with an air of relief, and shortly glancing at the clock, which lacked a few minutes yet of the time fixed for the meeting, slided hastily away from Bertram's detaining hand and disappeared in the crowd without.
Starting point is 06:19:35 In another moment Bertram saw him standing at the outer door, looking anxiously up and down the street. Something is wrong, murmured Bertram, what? And for a moment he felt half tempted to return Mr. Stuyvesant's friendly bow with a few words expressive of his uneasiness. but the emphasis with which Hopgood had murmured the words, Be careful what you say, unconsciously deterred him, and concealing his nervousness as best he might,
Starting point is 06:20:08 he entered the director's office. It was now time for the meeting to open, and the gentlemen were all seated around the low green bays table that occupied the centre of the room. Impatience was written on all their countenances. Mr. Stuyvesant especially was looking at the head, heavy gold watch in his hand with a frown on his deeply wrinkled brow that did not add to its expression of benevolence. The empty seat at the head of the table stared upon Bertram uncompromisingly.
Starting point is 06:20:41 My wife gives a reception today, ventured one gentleman to his neighbour. And I have an engagement at five that won't bear postponement. Sylvester has always been on hand before. We can't proceed without him was the reply. Mr. Weillock looked thoughtful. With a nod of his head towards such gentleman as met his eye, Bertram hastened to a little cupboard devoted to the use of himself and uncle. Opening it, he looked within, took down a coat he saw hanging before him, and unconsciously uttered an exclamation. It was a dress coat, such as had been worn by Mr. Sylvester the evening before. what does this mean my uncle has been here were the words that sprang to his lips but he subdued his impulse to speak and hastily hanging up the coat relocked the door proceeding at once to the outer room he asked two or three of the clerks if they were sure mr sylvester had not been in during the day but they all returned an unequivocal no and that too with a certain stare of surprise that at once
Starting point is 06:21:54 convinced him he was betraying his agitation too plainly. I will telegraph whether Weelot considers it necessary or not, thought he, and was moving to summon a messenger boy when he caught sight of Hopgood, slowly making his way in from the street. He was very pale, and walked with his eyes fixed on the ground, ominously shaking his great head in a way that bespoke an inner struggle of no ordinary nature. Bertram at once sauntered out to meet him. Hopgood, said he, your evident anxiety is infectious.
Starting point is 06:22:31 What has happened to make my uncle's detention a matter of such apparent import? If you do not wish to confide in me, his nephew, almost his son, speak to Mr. Wheelock or to one of the directors. But don't keep anything to yourself which concerns his welfare, or what are you looking at? the man was gazing as if fascinated at the keys in bertram's hand nothing sir nothing you must not detain me i have nothing to say i will wait ten minutes he muttered to himself glancing again at the clock suddenly he saw the various directors come filing out of the inner room and darted for the second time from bertram's detaining hand i hope nothing has happened to mr sylvester exclaimed one gentleman to another as they filed by if he were given to a loose end sort of business it would be another thing he looked exceedingly well at the reception last night exclaimed another but in these days
Starting point is 06:23:38 suddenly there was a hush a telegraph boy had just entered the door and was asking for mr bertram sylvester here i am said bertram hastily taking the envelope presented him slightly turning his back he opened it instantly his face grew white as chalk gentlemen said he you will have to excuse my uncle to-day a great misfortune has occurred to him then with a slow and horror-stricken movement he looked about him and exclaimed mrs sylvester is dead a confused murmur a confused murmur at once arose followed by a hurried rush but of all the faces that flocked out of the bank none wore such a look of blank and helpless astonishment as that of hopgood the janitor as with bulging eyes and nervously working hands he slowly wended his way to the foot of the stairs and there sat down gazing into vacancy end of chapter nine Chapter 20 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librovox recording is in the public domain. The Dregs in the Cup
Starting point is 06:25:08 O eloquent, just and mighty death, Whom none could advise, thou hast persuaded, what none hath dared, thou hast done, and whom all the world hath flattered, thou only hast cast out of the world and despised. Thou hast drawn together all the far-stretched greatnesses, all the pride, cruelty and ambition of man, and covered it all over with these two narrow words.
Starting point is 06:25:42 Hick J-Set Sir Walter Raleigh Bertram's hurried ring at his uncle's door was answered by Samuel the Buckler. "'What is this I hear?' cried the young man, entering with considerable agitation. "'Mrs. Sylvester dead?' "'Yes, sir,' returned the old and trusty servant, with something like a sob in his voice. She went out riding this morning, behind a pair of borrowed horses,
Starting point is 06:26:13 and being unused to Michael's way of driving, they ran away, and she was thrown from the carriage and instantly killed. "'And Miss Fairchild?' She didn't go with her. Mrs. Sylvester was alone. Horrible, horrible! Where is my uncle? Can I see him? I don't know, sir, the man returned with a strange look of anxiety. Mr. Sylvester is feeling very bad, sir. He has shut himself up in his room, and none of his servants dare disturb him, sir. I should, however, like him to know I am here. In what room shall I find him?
Starting point is 06:26:53 in the little one, sir, at the top of the house, it has a curious lock on the door. You will know it by that. Very well. Please be in the hall when I come down. I may want to give you some orders. The old servant bowed, and Bertram hastened with hushed steps to ascend the stairs. At the first platform he paused. What is there in a house of death, of sudden death especially, that draws a veil of spectral unreality over each familiar object.
Starting point is 06:27:26 Behind that door, now inexorably closed before him, lay without doubt the shrouded form of her who but a few short hours before had dazzled the eyes of men and made envious the hearts of women with her imposing beauty. No such quiet then reigned over the spot filled by her presence, As the vision of a dream returns, he saw her again in all her splendour. Never a brow in all the great hall shone more brightly beneath its sparkling diamonds. Never a lip in the whole vast throng, curled with more self-complacent pride, or melted into a more alluring smile, than that of her who now lay here,
Starting point is 06:28:12 a marble image beneath the eye of day. It was as if a flowery field had split beneath the dancing foot of some laughing siren One moment your gaze is upon The swaying voluptuous form The half-shut, beguiling eye The white outreaching arms
Starting point is 06:28:33 Upon whose sat in surface A thousand love seemed perching The next you stare Horror-stricken upon the closing jaws Of an awful pit With the flash of some bright in your eyes and the sense of a hideous noiseless rush in which earth and heaven appear to join sink and be swallowed Bertram felt his heart grow sick
Starting point is 06:28:59 moving on he passed the bronze image of luxury lying half asleep on its bed of crumpled roses hideous mockery what has luxury to do with death she who was luxury itself has vanished from these halls. Shall the mute bronze go on smiling over its wine cup, while she, who was its prototype, is carried by without a smile on the lips once so vermil with pride and tropical languors? Arrived at the top of the house, Bertram knocked at the door with the strange lock, and uttering his own name, asked if there was anything he could do here or elsewhere to show his sympathy and desire to be of use in this great and sudden bereavement. There was no immediate reply, and he
Starting point is 06:29:52 began to fear he would be obliged to retire without seeing his uncle, when the door was slowly opened and Mr. Sylvester came out. Instantly, Bertram understood the anxiety of the servant. Not only did Mr. Sylvester's countenance exhibit the usual traces of grief and horror incident to a sudden and awful calamity, but there were visible upon it the tokens of another and still more unfathomable emotion, a wild and paralyzed look that altered the very contour of his features and made his face almost like that of a stranger. Uncle, what is it? sprang involuntarily to his lips. But Mr. Sylvester, betraying by a sudden backward movement and instinctive desire to escape scrutiny,
Starting point is 06:30:46 he bethought himself, and with hasty utterance, offered some words of consolation that sounded strangely hollow and superficial in that dim and silent corridor. "'Is there nothing I can do for you?' he finally asked. "'Everything is being done,' exclaimed his uncle, in a strained and altered voice. robert is here and a silence fell over the hall that bertram dared not break i have help for everything but-he did not say what it seemed as if something rose up in his throat that choked him bertram said he at last in a more natural tone come with me he led him into an adjoining room and shut the door it was a room from which the sunshine had not been excluded and it seemed as if they could both breathe more easily sit down said his uncle pointing to a chair the young man did so but mr sylvester remained standing then without preamble have you seen her there was no grief in the question only a quiet respect death clothes the most volatile with a garment of awe bertram slowly shook his head no said he i came at once upstairs
Starting point is 06:32:12 there is no mark on her white body save the least little discoloured dent here continued his uncle pointing calmly to his temple she had one moment of fear while the horses ran and then he gave a quick shudder and advancing towards bertram laid his hand on his nephew's shoulder in such a way as to prevent him from turning his head bertram said he i have no son if i were to call upon you to perform a son's work for me to obey and ask no questions would you comply can you ask sprang from the young man's lips you know that you have only to command for me to be proud to obey. Anything you can require will find me ready. The hand on his shoulder weighed heavier. It seems a strange time to talk about business, Bertram, but necessity knows no law. There is a matter in which you can afford me great assistance if you will undertake to do immediately what I ask. Can you doubt? Hush, it is this. On this paper you will find a name, below it a number of addresses. They are all of places
Starting point is 06:33:32 downtown, and some of them not very reputable, I fear. What I desire is for you to seek out the man whose name you here see, going to these very places after him, beginning with the first and continuing down the list until you find him. When you come upon him, he will ask you for a card, give him one on which you will scrawl before his eyes a circle so it is a token which he should instantly understand if he does address him with freedom and tell him that your employer you need make use of no names re demands the papers made over to him this morning if he manifests a prize or is seen to hesitate tell him your orders are imperative If he declares ruin will follow, inform him that you are not to be frightened by words, that your employer is as fully aware of the position of affairs as he, whatever he says, bring the papers.
Starting point is 06:34:40 Bertram nodded his head and endeavoured to rise, but his uncle's hand rested upon him too heavily. He is a small man, you need have no dread of him physically. the sooner you find him and acquit yourself of your task the better i shall be pleased and then the hand lifted on his way downstairs bertram encountered paula she was standing in the hall and accosted him with a very trembling tone in her voice all her questions were in regard to mr sylvester have you seen him she asked does he speak say anything no one has heard him utter a word since he came in from downtown and saw her lying there yes certainly he spoke to me he has been giving me some commissions to perform i am on my way now to attend to them she drew a deep breath oh she cried would that he had a son a daughter a child someone This exclamation, following what had taken place above, struck Bertram forcibly. He has a son in me, Paula.
Starting point is 06:35:56 Love, as well as duty, binds me to him. All that a child could do will I perform with pleasure. You can trust me for that. She threw him a glance of searching inquiry. His need is greater than it seems, whispered she. He was deeply troubled before this terrible accident occurred. I am afraid the arrow is poisoned that has made this dreadful wound. I cannot explain myself, she went on hurriedly.
Starting point is 06:36:28 But if you indeed regard him as a father, be ready with any comfort, any help that affection can bestow or his necessities require. Let me feel that he has near him some stay that will not yield to pressure. There was so much passion in this appeal that Bertram involuntarily bowed his head. He has two friends, said he, and here is my hand that I will never forsake him. I do not need to offer mine, she returned. He is great and good enough to do without my assistance, but nevertheless she gave her hand to Bertram, and with a glow of her lip and eye that made her beauty
Starting point is 06:37:13 supreme at all times, something almost supernatural in its character. I dared not tell him, she whispered to herself as the front door closed with the dull, slow thud proper to a house of mourning. I dare not tell anyone, but what lay beyond that but? When Mr. Sylvester came in at six o'clock in the morning, Paula had risen from the bed on which she had been sitting, but not to make preparation for rest, for she could not rest. The vague shadow of some surrounding evil or threatened catastrophe was upon her, and though she forced herself to change her dress for a warmer and more suitable one, she did not otherwise break her vigil, though the necessity for it seemed to be at an end.
Starting point is 06:38:06 It was a midwinter morning, and the sun had not yet risen, so being chilly as well as as restless she began to pace the floor stopping now and then to glance out of the window in the hopes of detecting some signs of awakening day in the blank and solemn east suddenly as she was thus consulting the horizon a light flashed up from below and looking down upon the face of the extension that ran along at right angles to her window she perceived that the shades were up in mrs sylvester's boudoir they had doubtless been left so the evening before and mr. Sylvester upon turning up the gas had failed to observe the fact instantly she felt her heart stand still for the house being wide and the extension narrow all that went on in that boudoir or at least in that portion of it which Mr. Sylvester at present occupied was easily observable from the window at which she stood and that something was going on of a serious and important nature, was sufficiently evident from the expression of Mr. Sylvester's countenance. He was standing with his face bent towards someone seated out of his sight, his wife undoubtedly, though what could have called her from her dreams, and was busily engaged in talking. The subject, whatever it was, absorbed him completely. If Paula had allowed herself the thought, she would have described him as pleading, and that with no ordinary.
Starting point is 06:39:42 vehemence. But suddenly, while she gazed half fascinated, and but little realizing what she was doing, he started back, and a fierce change swept over his face, a certain incredulity, that presently gave way to a glance of horror and repugnance, which the quick action of his outthrown palm sufficiently emphasized. He was pushing something from him, but what? A suggestion? or a remembrance, it was impossible to determine. The countenance of Mrs. Sylvester, who that moment appeared in sight, sailing across the floor in her Asia wrapper, offered but little assistance in the way of explanation.
Starting point is 06:40:28 Immovable under most circumstances, it was simply, at this juncture, a trifle more calm and cold than usual, presenting to Paula's mind the thought of a white and icy barrier. against which the most glowing of arrows must fall chilled and powerless. Oh, for a woman's soul to inform that breast, if but for a moment, cried Paula, lost in the passion of this scene, while so little understanding its import. When, as if in mockery to this invocation, the haughty form upon which she was gazing started rigidly erect, while the lip acquired a scorn, and the eye a menace that betrayed the serpent ever in hiding under this white rose paula could look no longer this last revelation had awakened her to the fact that she was gazing upon a scene sacred to the husband and wife engaged in it
Starting point is 06:41:29 with a sense of shame she rushed to the bed and threw herself upon it but the vision of what she had beheld would not leave her so easily like letters of fire upon a black ground the panorama of looks and gestures to which she had just been witness floated before her mind's eye awakening a train of thought so intense that she did not know which was worse to be there in the awful dawn dreaming over this episode of the night or to rise and face again the reality the fascination which all forbidden sights insensibly exert over the minds of the best of us finally prevailed and she crept slowly to the window to catch a parting glimpse of Mr. Sylvester's tall form, hurrying blindly from the boudoir, followed by his wife's cold glance. The next minute the exposed condition of the room seemed to catch that lady's attention, and with an anxious look into the dull grey morn, Mrs. Sylvester drew down the shades, and the episode was over.
Starting point is 06:42:37 Or so, Paula thought, But when she was returning upstairs after her solitary breakfast, Mrs. Sylvester was too tired, and Mr. Sylvester too much engaged to eat, as the attentive Samuel informed her, the door of owner's room swung ajar, and she distinctly heard her give utterance to the following exclamation. What? Give up this elegant home?
Starting point is 06:43:05 My horses and carriages and carriage? the friends I have had such difficulty in obtaining, and the position which I was born to adorn, I had rather die. And Paula, feeling as if she had received the key to the enigma of the last night's unaccountable manifestations, was about to rush away to her own apartment when the door swayed open again,
Starting point is 06:43:29 and she heard his voice respond with hard and bitter emphasis. And it might be better that you should, should. But, since you will probably live, let it be according to your mind. I have not the courage. There the door swung too. An hour from that, Mr. Sylvester left the house with a small valise in his hand, and Mrs. Sylvester, dressed in her showiest costume, entered her carriage for an early shopping excursion. And so when Paula whispered to herself, I did not dare to tell him, I did not dare to tell anyone, but, she thought of those terrible words, die, it might be better perhaps that you should, and then remembered the ghastly look of immeasurable horror with which a few hours later,
Starting point is 06:44:24 he staggered away from that awful burden, whose rigid lines would never again melt. into mocking curves and to whom the morning's wide soaring hopes, high-reaching ambitions and boundless luxuries were now no more than the shadows of a vanished world, life, love, longing, with all their demands, having dwindled to a noisome rest between four close planks with darkness for its present portion and beyond what. End of Chapter 20. Chapter 21 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 06:45:20 Departure Forever and forever, Farewell, Cassius. If we do meet again, why we shall smile. If not, why then, this parting was well made. Julius Caesar. Samuel had received his orders to admit Mr. Bertram Sylvester to his uncle's room at whatever hour of the day or night he chose to make his appearance. But evening wore away, and finally the night, before his well-known face was seen at the door.
Starting point is 06:45:53 Proceeding at once to the apartment occupied by Mr. Sylvester, he anxiously knocked. The door was opened immediately. Ah, Bertram, I have been expecting you all night. and from the haggard appearance of both men it was evident that neither of them had slept i have sat down but twice since i left you and then only in conveyances i have been obliged to go to brooklyn to-but you have found him yes i found him his uncle glanced inquiringly at his hands they were empty i shall have to sit down said bertram his brow was his brow was to askiringly at his hands they were empty i shall have to sit down said bertram his brow was was very gloomy. His words came hesitatingly. I had rather have knocked my head against the wall than have disappointed you, he murmured after a moment's pause, but when I did find him, it was too late. Too late! The tone in which this simple phrase was uttered was indescribable.
Starting point is 06:46:59 Ertram slowly nodded his head. He had already disposed of all the papers, and favourably he said. But, and not only that, pursued Bertram, he had issued orders by telegraph that it was impossible to countermand. It was at the 42nd Street depot I found him at last. He was just on the point of starting for the west. And has he gone? Yes, sir. Mr. Sylvester walked slowly to the window. It was raining drearily without, but he did not notice the falling drops. or raise his eyes to the leaden skies did you meet anyone he asked at length anyone that you know i mean or who knows you no one but mr stuyvesant mr stuyvesant yes sir returned bertram dropping his eyes before his uncle's astonished glance i was coming out of a house in broad street when he passed by and saw me or at least i believed he saw me there is a little is no mistaking him, sir, for anyone else. Besides, it is a custom of his, I am told, to saunter through the downtown streets after the warehouses are all closed for the night. He enjoys the
Starting point is 06:48:19 quiet, I suppose, finds food for reflection in the sleeping aspect of our great city. There was gloom in Bertram's tone. His uncle looked at him curiously. What house was it from which you were coming when he passed you. A building where Tula and co do business, shady operators in paper as you know, and you believed he recognised you. I cannot be sure, sir, it was dark, but I thought I saw him look at me and give a slight start. Ah, how desolate sounds the drip, drip of a ceaseless rain when conversation languishes and the ear has time to listen. I have a little bit. I have a i will explain to mr stuyvesant when i see him that you were in search of a man with whom i had pressing business observed mr sylvester at last no murmured bertram with effort it might emphasize the occurrence in his mind let the matter drop where it is there was another silence during which the drip of the rain on the window-ledge struck on the young man's ears like the promontory thud of falling earth
Starting point is 06:49:32 upon a coffin lid. At length his uncle turned and advanced rapidly towards him. Bertram, said he, you have done me a favour for which I thank you. What you have learned in the course of its accomplishment I cannot tell. Enough, perhaps, to make you understand why I warned you from the dangerous path of speculation, and set your feet in a way that, if adhered to with steadfast purpose, ought to lead you at last to a safe and honourable prosperity. Now, no, Bertram, he bitterly interrupted himself as the other opened his lips. I am in need of no especial commiseration. My affairs seem bound to prosper whether I will or not. Now I have one more commission to give you. Miss Fairchild, his voice quavered, and he leaned heavily on the chair, near which he was standing.
Starting point is 06:50:29 Have you seen her, Bertram? Is the poor child quite prostrated? Has this frightful occurrence made her ill? Or does she bear up with fortitude under the shock of this sudden calamity? She is not ill, but her suffering is undoubted. If you could see her and say a few words to relieve her anxiety in regard to yourself, I think it would greatly comfort her. Her main thought seems to be for you, sir. Mr. Sylvester frowned, raised his hand with a repelling gesture, and hastily opened his lips. Bertram thought he was about to utter some passionate phrase, but instead of that, he merely remarked, I am sorry, I cannot see her, but it is quite impossible. You must stand between me and this poor child, Bertram. Tell her, I send her my love. Tell her that I am quite well. Anything to her. solace her and make these dark days less dreary. If she wants a friend with her, let a messenger be sent for whomever she desires. I place no restrictions upon anything you choose to do for her comfort or happiness, but let me be spared the sight of any other face than yours until this is
Starting point is 06:51:50 all over. After the funeral, it may sound ungracious, but I am far from feeling so. I shall wish to be left alone for a while. If she can be made to understand this, I think her instincts, sir, have already led her to divine your wishes. If I am not mistaken, she is even now making preparations to return to her relatives. Mr. Sylvester gave a start. What so soon, he murmured, and the sadness of his tone smote Bertram to the heart. But in another moment, he recovered himself and shortly exclaimed, Well, well, that is as it should be. You will watch over her, Bertram, and see that she is kindly cared for.
Starting point is 06:52:41 It would be a grief to me to have her go away with any more than the necessary regret at losing one who was always kind to her. I will look after her as after a sister, returned Bertram. She shall miss no attention which I can supply. With a look, Mr. Sylvester expressed his thanks. Then, while Bertram again attempted to speak, he gave him a cordial pressure of the hand and withdrew once more to his favourite spot.
Starting point is 06:53:13 And the rain beat, beat, and it sounded more and more like the droppings of earth upon a nailed down coffin lid. The funeral was a large one, the largest, some said, that had ever been seen in that quarter of the city, If Mrs. Sylvester's position had not been what it was, the sudden and awful nature of her death would have been sufficient to draw together a large crowd.
Starting point is 06:53:40 Among those who thus endeavoured to show their respect was Miss Stuyvesant. I could not join you here in your pleasures, she whispered to Paula, in the short interview they had upstairs, preparatory to the services, but I cannot keep away in the dark hours. And from her look and the clasp of her hand, Paula gained fresh courage to endure the slow pressure of anxiety and grief with which she was secretly burdened. Moreover, she had the pleasure of introducing her beloved friend to Mr. Bertram Sylvester, a pleasure which she had long promised herself whenever the opportunity should arrive, as Miss Stuyvesant was somewhat of an enthusiast as regards music. She did not notice particularly then, but she remembered afterwards, with what a blushing cheek and beautiful glance the dainty young girl received his bow and responded to his few
Starting point is 06:54:40 respectful words of pleasure at meeting the daughter of a man whom he had learned to regard with so much respect. Mr. Sylvester was in a room by himself. The few glimpses obtained of him by his friends, convinced them all that this trouble touched him more deeply than those who knew his wife intimately could have supposed. Yet he was calm, and already wore that fixed look of rigidity, which was henceforth to distinguish the expression of his fine and noble features. In the ride to Greenwood he spoke little. Paula, who sat in the carriage with him did not receive a word, though now and then his eye wandered towards her with an expression that drove the blood to her heart and made the whole day one awful memory of incomprehensible agony
Starting point is 06:55:33 and dim but terrible forebodings. The ways of the human soul in its crises of grief or remorse were so new to her. She had passed her life beside rippling streams and in peaceful meadows, and now all at once, with shadow on shadow, the dark pictures of life settled down before her, and she could not walk without stumbling upon jagged rocks, deep yawning chasms, and caves of impenetrable gloom. The sight of the grave appalled her, to lay in such a bed as that,
Starting point is 06:56:13 the fair and delicate head that had often found the downy pillows of its Asia-Cathorown. too hard for its languid pressure. To hide in such a dismal, deep, dark gap, a form so white, and but a little while before, so imposing in its splendour and so commanding in its requirements. The thought of heaven brought no comfort. The beauty they had known lay here, soulless, inert, rigid, and responseless, but here. It was gifted with no wings with which to rise. It owned no attachment to higher spheres.
Starting point is 06:56:57 Death had scattered the leaves of this white rose, but from all the boundless mirror of the outspread heavens, no recovered semblance of its perfected beauty looked forth to solace Paula, or assuage the misery of her glance into this gloomy pit. our owner the social ladder reaches high but it does not scale the regions where your poor soul could find comfort now bertram saw the white look on paula's face and silently offered his arm but there are moments when no mortal help can aid us instance when the soul stands as solitary in the universe as the shipwrecked mariner on a narrow strip of rock in a a boundless sea. Life may touch, but eternity enfolds us. We are single before God, and as such must stand or fall. Upon their return to the house, Mr. Sylvester withdrew
Starting point is 06:58:01 with a few intimate friends to his room, and Paula, lonely beyond expression, went to her own empty apartment to finish packing her trunks and answer such notes as had arrived during her absence. For attention from outsiders was only too obtrusive. Many whom she had never met, save in the most formal intercourse, flooded her now with expressions of condolence, which if they had not been all upon one pattern, and that the most conventional, might have afforded her some relief. Two or three of the notes were precious to her, and these she stowed safely away. One contained a deliberate offer of marriage from a wealthy old stockbroker this she as deliberately burned after she had written a proper refusal he thinks i have no home she murmured and had she as she paced through the silent halls and elaborately furnished rooms on her way to her solitary dinner she asked herself if any place would ever seem like home after this not that she was infatuated by her own
Starting point is 06:59:13 its elegance. The lofty walls might dwindle, the gorgeous furniture grow dim, the works of beauty disappear, the whole towering structure contract to the dimensions of a simple cottage, or what was worse, a seedy downtown house. If only the something would remain, the something that made return to Grotewell seem like the bending back of a towering stalk to the ground from which it had taken its root. If, she cried, and stopped there, her heart swelling, she knew not why. Then again, I thought I had found a father. Then after a longer pause, a wild, uncontrollable, bless, bless, which seemed to re-echo in the room long after her lingering step had left it. Will he let me go without a word. It was early morning, and the time had come for Paula's departure. She was standing on
Starting point is 07:00:21 the threshold of her room, her hands clasped, her eyes roving up and down the empty halls. Will he let me go without a word? Oh, Miss Paula, what do you think? cried Sarah, creeping slowly towards her from the spectral recesses of a dim corner. Jane says Mr. Sylvester was up all last night too. She heard him go downstairs about midnight, and he went through all the rooms like a gliding spectre, and into her room too, she fearfully whispered. And what he did there no one knows, but when he came out, he locked the door, and this morning the cook heard him give orders to Samuel to have the trunks that were ready in Mrs. Sylvester's room taken away. Oh, miss, do you think he can be going to give all those beautiful things to you? Paula recoiled in horror. Sarah, said she,
Starting point is 07:01:19 and could say no more. The vision of that tall form gliding through the desolate house at midnight, bending over the soulless finery of his dead wife, perhaps stowing it away in boxes, came with too powerful a suggestion to her mind. Sure I thought you would be pleased, murmured the girl, and disappeared again into one of the dim recesses. Will he let me go without a word? Miss Paula, Mr. Bertram Sylvester, is waiting at the door in a carriage, came in low respectful tones to her ears,
Starting point is 07:01:56 and Samuel's face, full of regret, appeared at the top of the stairs. I am coming, murmured the sad-hearted girl, and with a sob which she could not control, she took her last look of the priest. pink chamber, in which she had dreamed so many dreams of youthful delight, and perhaps of youthful sorrow also, and slowly descended the stairs. Suddenly, as she was passing a door on the second floor, she heard a low, deep cry, Paula! She stopped and her hand went to her heart, the reaction
Starting point is 07:02:33 was so sudden. Yes, she murmured, standing still with great heartbeats of joy. or was it pain? The door slowly opened. Did you think I could let you go without a blessing, my paula, my little one, came in those deep heart tones, which always made her tears start, and Mr. Sylvester stepped out of the shadows beyond and stood in the shadows at her side. I did not know, she murmured. I am so young, so feeble, such a moat in the shadows. in this great atmosphere of anguish. I longed to see you, to say goodbye, to thank you, but tears stopped her words.
Starting point is 07:03:21 This was a parting that rent her tender heart. Mr. Sylvester watched her, and his deep chest rose spasmodically. Paula, said he, and there was a depth in his tone even she had never heard before. Are these tears for me? with a strong effort she controlled herself looked up and faintly smiled i am an orphan she gently murmured you have been kind and tender to me beyond words i have let myself love you as a father
Starting point is 07:03:59 a spasm crossed his features the hand he had lifted to lay upon her head fell at his side he surveyed her with eyes whose despairing fondness told her that her love had been more than met by this desolate childless man. But he did not reply as seemed natural. Be to me then as a child. I can offer you no mother to guide or watch over you, but one parent is better than none. Henceforth you shall be known as my daughter. Instead of that, he shook his head mournfully, yearningly,
Starting point is 07:04:39 but irrevocably, and said, To be your father would have been a dear position to occupy. I have sometimes hoped that I might be so blessed as to call it mine, but that is all past now. Your father I can never be, but I can bless you, he murmured brokenly, not as I did that day in your aunt's little cottage, but silently, and from a far,
Starting point is 07:05:09 as God always meant you should be blessed by me. Goodbye, Paula. Then all the deeps in her great nature broke up. She did not weep, but she looked at him with her large, dark eyes, and the cry in them smote his heart. With a struggle that blanched his face, he kept his arms at his side, but his lips worked in agony, and he slowly murmured, if after a time your heart loves me like this and you are willing to bear shadow as well as sunshine with me come back with your aunt and sit at my hearthstone not as my child but as a dear and honored guest
Starting point is 07:05:58 i will try and be worthy he paused will you come paula yes yes not soon not now not now Now, he murmured, God will show you when. And with nothing but a look, without having touched her, or so much as brushed her garments with his, he retired again into his room. End of Chapter 21. Chapter 22 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 07:06:42 Hopgood. Give it an understanding. but no tongue. Hamlet. Hopgood was a man who could keep a secret, but who made so much ado in the process that he reminded one of the placard found posted up somewhere out west, which reads,
Starting point is 07:07:01 A treasure of gold concealed here, don't dig. Or so his wife used to say, and she ought to know, for she had lived with him five years, three of which he had spent in the detective service. If he would only trust the wife of his bosom with whatever he's got on his mind, instead of ambling around the building with his eyes rolling about like peas and a cauldron of boiling water, one might manage to take some comfort in life and not hurt anybody either.
Starting point is 07:07:33 For two days now, ever since the wife of Mr. Sylvester died, and Mr. Sylvester has been away from the bank, he's acted just like a lunatic. Not that that has anything to do with his getting up a bit. nights and roaming down five pair of stairs to see if the watchman is up to his duty, or with his asking a dozen times a day if I remembers how Mr. Sylvester found him and me well-nigh starving in Broad Street and gave him the good word which got him into this place. Oh no, oh no, of course not, but something has. And while he persists in shutting out from his breast the woman he swore to love, honour and cherish, that woman is not bound to,
Starting point is 07:08:15 to bear the trials of life with patience. Every time he jumps out of his chair at the sound of Mr. Sylvester's name, and someone is always mentioning it, I plumps me down on mine with an expression of my views regarding a kitchen stove that does all its drawing when the oven's empty. So spake Mrs. Hopgood to her special crony and constant visitor, Mrs. Kirkshaw of Water Street, pursing up a mouth that might have been good-natured if she had ever given it an opportunity. But Mrs. Kirkshaw, who passed for a gossip with her neighbours, was a philosopher in the retirement of the domestic circle,
Starting point is 07:08:57 and did not believe in the blow-for-blow system. La, quoth she, with a smoothing out of her apron, suggestive of her employment as laundress. Show a dog that you want his bone, and you'll never get it. husbands is like that very stove you've been a slandering of. Rattle on coal when the fire's low, and you put it out entirely. But be a bit patient and drop it on piece by piece, coaxing like, and you'll have a hot stove before you know it.
Starting point is 07:09:28 Which suggestion struck Mrs. Hopgood like a revelation, and for a day and night she resorted to the coaxing system, the result of which was to send Mr. Hopgood out of the room, to sit on the stairs in mortal terror, lest his good nature should get the better of his discretion. His little daughter, Constantia Maria, so named and so called from two grandmothers, equally exacting in their claims, and equally impecunious as regards their resources, was his sole solace in this long vigil. Her pretty, innocent prattle scarcely disturbed his meditation, while it soothed his nerves.
Starting point is 07:10:10 and with no one by but this unsuspecting child he could roll his great eyes to his heart's content without fear of her descrying anything in them but the love with which her own little heart abounded on the morning after the funeral however constantia maria was restored to his wife's arms on the plea that she did not seem quite well and hopgood went out and sat alone in a few minutes however he returned and ambling restlessly up and down the room, stopped before his persistently smiling wife, and said somewhat tremulously, If Mr. Sylvester takes a notion to come up and see Constantia Maria today, I hope you'll take the opportunity to finish your ironing or whatever else it is you may have to do.
Starting point is 07:11:02 I've noticed he seems a little shy with the child when you are around. Shy with the child when I am around? well i do declare exclaimed she forgetting her late role in her somewhat natural indignation and what have i ever done to frighten mr sylvester nothing but putting on of a clean apron when he comes in and a dustin of the best chair for his use it's a trick of yours to get a chance of speaking to him alone and i'll not put up with it as if it wasn't bad enough to have a kettle with the nozzle dangling without living with a man who has a secret he won't share with his own wife and the mother of his innocent babe with a start the worthy man stared at her till he grew red in the face probably with the effort of keeping his eyes steady for so long a time who told you i had a secret said he. Who told me? And then she laughed, though in a somewhat hysterical way, and sat down in the middle of the floor and shook and shook again. Hear the man, she cried, and she told him the story of the placard out west,
Starting point is 07:12:16 and then asked him if he thought she didn't remember how he used to act when he was a chasing up of a thief in the days when he was on the police force. But, he cried, quite as pale, as he had been florid the moment before. I'm not in the police force now, and you are acting quite silly, and I've no patience with you. And he was making for the door,
Starting point is 07:12:40 presumably to sit upon the stairs, when, with a late repentance, she seized him by the arm and said, la now, an expression she had caught from Mrs. Kirkshaw. I didn't mean nothing by my talk. Come back, John. Constantia Maria is not well,
Starting point is 07:12:58 and if Mr. Sylvester comes up to see her, I'll just slip out and leave you alone. And upon that he told her she was a good wife, and that if he had any secret from her, it was only because he was a poor man. Honesty and prudence are all the treasures I possess to keep us three from starving. Shall I part with either of them just to satisfy your curiosity? and being a good woman at heart, she said, no, though she secretly concluded that prudence in his case involved trust in one's wife first and disbelief in the rest of the world afterward, and took her future resolutions accordingly. Well, Hopgood, you look anxious. Do you want to speak to me?
Starting point is 07:13:50 The janitor eyed the changed and melancholy face of his patron with an expression. in which real sympathy for his trouble struggled with the respectful awe which Mr. Sylvester's presence was calculated to inspire. If you please, said he, speaking very low, for more or less of the bank employees were moving busily to and fro. Constantia Maria is not well,
Starting point is 07:14:17 and she has been asking all day for the dear man as she insists upon calling you, sir, with many apologies for the first. freedom. Mr. Sylvester smiled, with a faint far-away look in his dark eye, that made Hopgood stare uneasily out of the window. Sick? Why then, I must go up and see her, he returned in a matter-of-fact way, that proved his visits in that direction were of no uncommon occurrence. A moment more, and I shall be at liberty. Hopgood bowed and renewed his stare out of the window, with an intensity happily spared from serious consequences to the passers-by by the merciful celerity with which mr silvesta procured his overcoat put such papers in his pocket as he required and joined him
Starting point is 07:15:08 constantia maria here is mr sylvester come to see you it was a pleasure to observe how the little thing brightened in her mother's arms where but a moment before she had lain quite pale and still and slipping to the ground rushed up to meet the embrace of this stern and melancholy-faced man. I am so glad you have come, she cried over and over again, and her little arms went round his neck, and her soft cheek nestled against his, with a content that made the mother's eyes sparkle with pleasure, as, obedient to her promise, she quietly left the room. And Mr. Sylvester, if anyone had seen the aband,
Starting point is 07:15:52 with which he yielded to her caresses and returned them he would have understood why this child should have loved him with such extraordinary affection he kissed her forehead he kissed her cheek and seemed never weary of smoothing down her bright and silky curls she reminded him of geraldine she had the same blue eyes and caressing ways from the day he had come upon his old friend hopgood in a condition of necessity almost of want, this blue-eyed baby had held its small sceptre over his lonely heart, and unbeknown to the rest of the world, had solaced many a spare five minutes with her innocent prattle. The Hopgood's understood the cause of his predilection, and were silent. It was the one thing Mrs. Hopgood never alluded to in her gossips with Mrs. Kirkshaw. But today, the attentions of Mr. Sylvester to the little one, seemed to make the janitor restless. He walked up and down the narrow room, uneasily surveying the pair out of the corner of his great glassy eyes, till even Mr.
Starting point is 07:17:04 Sylvester noticed his unusual manner and put the child down, observing with a sigh, You think she is not well enough for any excitement? No, sir, it is not that, returned the other, uneasily, with a hasty look around him. The fact is, I have something to say to you, sir, about a discovery I made the other day. His words came very slowly, and he looked down with great embarrassment. Mr. Sylvester frowned slightly, and drew himself up to the full height of his very imposing figure. A discovery, repeated he, when? The day you paid that early visit the bank, sir, the day Mrs. Sylvester died. The frown on Mr. Sylvester's brow grew deeper. The day he began and stopped. Excuse me, sir, exclaimed Hopgood with a burst. I ought not to have
Starting point is 07:18:05 mentioned it, but you asked me when, and I, what was this discovery? inquired his superior, imperatively. Nothing much, murmured the other, now all in a cold sweat, but I felt as if I ought to tell you, you have been my benefactor, sir, I can never forget what you have done for me and mine. If I saw death or bereavement between me and any favour I could do for you, sir, I would not hesitate to risk them. I am no talker, sir, I am no talker, sir, but I am true and I am grateful. He stopped, choked, and his eyes rolled frightfully. Mr. Sylvester looked at him, grew a trifle pale,
Starting point is 07:18:55 and put the little child away that was nestling up against his knee. You have not told me what you have discovered, said he. Well, sir, only this, and he took from his pocket a small roll of paper, which he unfolded and held out. in his hand. It contained a gold toothpick, somewhat bent and distorted. A flush, dark and ominous, crept over Mr. Sylvester's cheek. He glanced sternly at the trembling janitor, and uttered a short, Well, I found it on the floor of the bank just after you went out the other morning, the other pursued well nigh inaudibly. It was lying near the safe,
Starting point is 07:19:42 as it was not there when you went in, I took it for granted, it was yours. Am I right, sir? The anxious tone in which this last question was uttered, the studied way in which the janitor kept his eyes upon the floor could not have been unnoticed by Mr. Sylvester, but he simply said, I have lost mine, that may very possibly be it.
Starting point is 07:20:09 The janitor held it towards him. His eyes did not have lost mine. leave the floor. The responsibility of my position here is sometimes felt by me to be very heavy, muttered the man in a low, unmodulated tone. It was his duty in those days, previous to the Manhattan bank robbery, to open the vault in the morning, procure the books that were needed, and lay them about on the various desks in readiness for the clerks upon their arrival. He had also the charge of the boxes of the various customers of the bank who chose to entrust their valuables to its safe keeping, which boxes were kept, together with the books, in that portion of the vault to which
Starting point is 07:20:51 he had access. I should regret my comfortable situation here, but if it was necessary, I would go without a murmur, trusting that God would take care of my poor little lamb. Hopgood, what do you mean? asked Mr. Sylvester somewhat sternly. Who talks about dismissing you? No one, responded the other, turning aside to attend some trivial matter. But if ever you think a younger or a fresher man would be preferable in my place,
Starting point is 07:21:24 do not hesitate to make the change your own necessities or that of the bank may seem to require. Mr. Sylvester's eye, which was fixed upon the janitor's face, slowly darkened. There is something underlying all this, said he. What is it? At once, and as if he had taken his resolution, the janitor turned. I beg your pardon, said he. I ought to have told you in the first place. When I opened the vaults, as usual, on the morning of which I speak, I found the boxes displaced. That was nothing if you had been to them, sir.
Starting point is 07:22:06 but what did alarm me and make me feel as if i had held my position too long was to find that one of them was unlocked mr sylvester fell back a step it was mr stuyvesant's box sir and i remember distinctly seeing him lock it the previous afternoon before putting it back on the shelf the arms which mr sylvester had crossed upon his breast tightened spasmodically And it has been in that condition ever since, asked he. The janitor shook his head. No, said he, taking his little girl up in his arms, possibly to hide his countenance. As you did not come down again on that day, I took the liberty of locking it with a key of my own when I went to put away the books and shut the vault for the night. And he quietly buried his face in his baby's floating curls, who feeling his cheek
Starting point is 07:23:06 against her own put up her hand and stroked it lovingly, crying in her caressing, infantile tones, Poor papa, poor tired papa! Mr. Sylvester's stern brow contracted painfully. The look with which his eye sought the sky without would have made Paula's young heart ache. Taking the child from her father's clasp, he laid her on the bed. When he again confronted the janitor, his face was like a mask hopgood said he you are an honest man and a faithful one i appreciate your worth and have had confidence in your judgment whom have you told of this occurrence beside myself no one sir another question if mr stuyvesant had required his box that day and had found it in the condition you describe what would you have replied to his inquiries. The janitor coloured to the roots of his hair in an agony of shame Mr. Sylvester may or may not have appreciated, but replied with the straightforward earnestness of a man driven to bay. I should have been obliged to tell him the truth, sir,
Starting point is 07:24:27 that whereas I had no personal knowledge of anyone but myself having been to the vault since the evening before, I was called upon early that morning to open the outside door to you, sir, and that you came into the bank. He did not say, looking very pale, agitated and unnatural, but he could not help remembering it. And finding no one on duty but myself, the watchman having gone upstairs to take his usual cup of coffee before going home for the day, you sent me out of the room on an errand which delayed me some little time. and that when i came back i found you gone and everything as i had left it except that small pick lying on the floor the last words were nearly inaudible but they must have been heard by mr sylvester for immediately upon their utterance the hand which unconsciously had kept its hold upon the toothpick opened and with an uncontrollable gesture flung the miserable tell-tail into the stove near by
Starting point is 07:25:32 hopgood said the stately gentleman coming nearer and holding him with his eyes till the poor man turned pale and cold as a stone has mr stuyvesant had occasion to open his box since you locked it yes sir he called for it yesterday afternoon and who gave it to him ay sir did he appear to miss anything from it no sir do you believe hopgood that there was anything missing from it? The janitor shrank like a man subjected to the torture. He fixed his glance on Mr. Sylvester's face and his own gradually lightened. No, sir, said he at last, with a gasp that made the little one lift her curly head from her pillow
Starting point is 07:26:23 and shake it with a slow and wistful motion, strange to see in a child of only two years. The proud man bowed, not with the severity, however, that might have been expected. Indeed, his manner was strangely shadowed, and though his lip betrayed no uneasiness, and his eye neither faltered or fell, there was a vague expression of awe upon his countenance, which it would take more than the simple understanding of the worthy but not over-suttle man before him to detect, much less to comprehend. you may be sure that mr stuyvesant will never complain of anyone having tampered with his effects while you are the guardian of the vaults exclaimed mr sylvester in clear ringing tones
Starting point is 07:27:14 as for his box being open it is right that i should explain that it was the result of a mistake i had occasion to go to a box of my own in a hurry that morning and misled by the darkness and my own nervousness perhaps took a case to come to a box of my own in a hurry that morning and misled by the darkness and my own nervousness perhaps took up his instead of my own. Not till I had opened it, with the toothpick, Hopgood, for I had been to a reception and did not have my keys with me. Did I notice my mistake? I had intended to explain the matter to Mr. Stuyvesant, but you know what happened that day, and since then I have thought nothing of it. The janitor's face cleared to its natural expression. You are very kind, sir, to explain yourself to me, said he. It was not necessary, but his lightened face spoke volumes.
Starting point is 07:28:07 I have been on the police force and I know how to hold my tongue when it is my duty, but it is very hard work when the duty is on the other side. Have you any commands for me? Mr. Sylvester shook his head and his eye roamed over the humble furniture
Starting point is 07:28:25 and scanty comforts of this poor man. domicile. Hopgood thought he might be going to offer him some gift or gurdon, and in a low distressed tone spoke up. I shall not try to ask your pardon, sir, for anything I have said. Honesty that is afraid to show itself is no honesty for me. I could not meet your eye, knowing that I was aware of any circumstance of which you supposed me ignorant. What I know, you must know, as long as I remain in the position you were once kind enough to procure for me. And now that is all, I believe, sir. Mr. Sylvester dropped his eyes from the bare walls over which they had been restlessly wandering, and fixed them for a passing moment on the
Starting point is 07:29:14 countenance of the man before him. Then, with a grave action, he lifted his hat from his head and bowed with the deference he might have shown to one of his proudest colleagues, and without another look or word, quietly left the room. Hopgood, in his surprise, stared after him somewhat awe-struck, but when the door had quite closed, he caught up his child almost passionately in his arms, and, crushing her against his breast, asked, while his eye roamed round the humble room that in its wretched, warmth and comfort was a palace to him. Will he take the first opportunity to have me dismissed,
Starting point is 07:29:59 or will his heart forgive the expression of my momentary doubts for the sake of this poor wee one that he so tenderly fancies? The question did not answer itself, and indeed it was one to which time alone could reply. End of chapter 22. Book three of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green, the Jaffa mystery. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 23 The Poem I've shot my arrow o'er the house and hurt my brother. Hamlet.
Starting point is 07:30:48 When Miss Belinda first saw Paula, she did not, like her sister, remark upon the elegance of her appearance, the growth of her beauty. or the evidences of increased refinement in the expression of her countenance and the carriage of her form, but with her usual penetration noted simply the sadness in her eye and the tremulous motion of her lip. You had then become fond of your cousin, queried she, with characteristic bluntness. Paula, not understanding the motive of this remark, questioned her with a look. Young faces do not grow pale or bright eyes become troubled without a cause. Grief for your cousin might explain it, but if you have suffered from no grief,
Starting point is 07:31:38 My cousin was very kind to me, hurriedly interrupted Paula. Her death was very sudden and very heart-rending. So it was, returned Miss Belinda, and I expected to see you look worn and sad, but not restless, and feverish. You have a living grief, Paula. What is it? The young girl started and looked down. For the first time in her life, she wished to avoid that penetrating glance. If I have, I cannot talk of it, she murmured. I have experienced so much this past week. My coming away was so unexpected that I hardly understand my own feelings or realize just what it is that troubles me most.
Starting point is 07:32:28 All that I know is that I am very tired and so sad. It seems as if the sun would never shine again. There is then something you have not written me, inquired the inexorable Miss Belinda. The experiences of this last week could never be written or told. returned paula with a droop of her head upon some things our better wisdom places a stone which only the angels can roll away the future lies all open before us do not let us disturb the past and miss belinda was forced to be content lest she should seem to be over-anxious not so the various neighbours and friends to whom the lengthened sojourn of one of their number in an atmosphere of such wealth and splendor possessed something of the charm of a forbidden romance. For months, Paula was obliged to endure questions that it required all her self-control to answer with calmness and propriety, but at length the most insatiable gossip amongst them was
Starting point is 07:33:39 satisfied. Paula's figure was no longer a novelty in their streets, curiosity languished, and the young girl was allowed to rest. And now could those who loved her discern that with the lapse of time and the daily breathings of her native air the sad white look had faded from her face, leaving it a marvel of freshness and positive, if somewhat spiritualised, beauty. The print of deeper thoughts and holier yearnings was there, but no sign of blighted hopes or uncomprehended passions. A passing wind had blown the froth from off the cup, but had not disturbed the sparkle of the wine. She had looked in the face of grief, but had not as yet been clasped in her relentless arms.
Starting point is 07:34:30 Only two things could vitally disturb her, a letter from Sicily, or a sudden meeting in the village streets with that elderly lady who haunted the Jaffa mansion. The former, because it recalled a life around which her fancy still played with dangerous persistency, and the latter because it aroused vain and inexplicable conjectures as to that person's strange and lingering look in her direction. Otherwise, she was happy, finding in this simple village life a meaning and a purpose
Starting point is 07:35:05 which her short but passionate outlook on a broader field had taught her perhaps both to detect and comprehend. She no longer walked solitary with nature. nature. The woods, the mountains, with all their varying panoply of exuberant verger, had acquired a human significance. At her side went the memories of beloved faces, the thoughts of trusted friends, from the clouds looked forth a living eye, and in the sound of rustling leaf and singing streamlet spake the voices of human longing and human joy. Her aunts had explained their position to Paula, and she had responded by expressing her determination to be a teacher but they would not hear of that at present and while she waited their pleasure in the matter she did what she could to assist them in their simple home life and daily duties
Starting point is 07:36:02 lending her beauty to tasks that would have made the eyes of some of her quondam admirers open with surprise if only they could have followed the action of her hands after having once caught a glimpse of the face that bruntum and above them and so the summer months went by and september came there was to be an entertainment in the village and paula was to assist the idea had come from her aunt and was not to be rejected in one of the strange incomprehensible moods which sometimes came upon her at this time she had written a poem and nothing would do but that she must read it before the assembled company of neighbours and friends that were to be gathered at the squire's house on this gala evening she did not wish to do it the sacred sense of possession passes when we uncover our treasure to another's eyes giving way to a lower feeling not to be courted by by one of Paula's sensitive nature. Besides, she would rather have poured this first outburst of secret enthusiasm into other ears than these,
Starting point is 07:37:13 but she had given her word and the ordeal must be submitted to. There are many who remember how she looked on that night. She had arrayed herself for the occasion in the prettiest of her dresses, and mindful of owner's injunction, did not mar the effect of its soft, and uniform grey with any hint of extraneous colour. The result was that they saw only her beauty,
Starting point is 07:37:40 and what beauty? A very old man, an early settler in the village, who had tottered out to enjoy a last glimpse of life before turning his aged face to the wall, said it made the thought of heaven a little more real. I can go home and think how the angels look, said he, in his simple, half-childish way, and no one contradicted him, for there was a still light on her face that was less of earth than heaven, though why it should rest there tonight, she least of all could have told, for her poem had to do with earth and its deepest passions and its wildest unrest. It was a clarion blast, not a dreaming rhapsody, that lay coiled up in the paper she held in her hand. My readers must pardon me if I give them Paula's poem, for without it they would not understand
Starting point is 07:38:39 its effect and consequent result. It was called the defence of the bride and was of the old ballad order. As she rose to read, many of the younger ones in the audience began cautiously to move to one side, but at the first words, young as well as old paused and listened where they for her voice was round and full and the memory of clashing spears and whirling battle-axes that informed the war-song which she had heard bertram play was with her to give colour to her tones and fire to her glance the defence of the bride he was coming from the altar when the toxin rang alarm with his fair young wife beside him lovely in her bridal charm but he was not one to poulter with a duty or to slight the trumpet call of honour for his vantage or delight. Turning from the bride beside him to his stern and martial train, from their midst he summoned to him the brothers of Germain.
Starting point is 07:39:50 At the word they stepped before him, nine strong warriors brave and true, from the youngest to the eldest, Engarand to mighty Hugh. sons of germain to your keeping do i yield my bride to-day guard her well as you do love me guard her well and holily dearer than mine own soul to me you will hold her as your life against the guile of seeming friendship and the force of open strife we will guard her cried they firmly and with just another glance on the yearning and despairing in his young wife's countenance gallant beaufort strode before them down the aisle and through the door, and a shadow came and lingered where the sunlight stood before. Eight long months the young wife waited, watching from her bridal room,
Starting point is 07:40:47 for the coming of her husband up the valley forest's gloom. Eight long months the sons of Germain paste the ramparts and the wall, with their hands upon their hullbirds, ready for the battle. call. Then there came a sound of trumpets peeling up the veil below, and a dozen floating banners lit the forest with their glow, and the bride arose like morning when it feels the sunlight nigh, and her smile was like a rainbow flashing from a misty sky. But the eldest son of Germain, lifting voice from off the wall, cried aloud, It is a stranger's and not surrogens. Beaufort's call. Have you ne'er a slighted lover or a kinsman with a heart, base enough to seek
Starting point is 07:41:38 his vengeance at the sharp end of the dart? There is sassard of the mountains, answered she without guile. While I wedded at the chancel, he stood mocking in the aisle, and my maidens say he swore there that for all my plighted vow they would see me in his castle yet upon Marence's brow. it is sassard and no other then her noble guardian cried there is craft in yonder summons and he wrung his sword beside to the walls ye sons of germain and as each would hold his life from the bitter shame of falsehood let us hold our master's wife can you hold her can you shield her from the breezes that await cried the stinging voice of sassard from his stand beside the gate If you have the power to shield her from the sunlight and the wind, you may shield her from stern Sassard when his falchion is untwined. We can hold her, we can shield her, leap like fire from off the wall,
Starting point is 07:42:47 and young Engaran the valiant sprang out before them all. And if breezes bring dishonour, we will guard her from their breath, though we yield her to the keeping of the sacred arms of death. and with force that never faltered did they guard her all that day though the strength of triple armies seem to battle in the fray the old castle's rugged ramparts holding firm against the foe as a goodly dyke resisteth the whelming billows flow but next morning as the sunlight rose in splendour over all hugh the mighty sank heart wounded in his station on the wall At the noon the valiant rowl of the merry eye and heart gave his beauty and his jestings to the foeman's jealous dart. Gallant Morris next sank faltering with a death wound neath his hair, but still fighting on till Sassard pressed across him up the stair. Generous Clement followed after, crying as his spirit passed,
Starting point is 07:43:57 sons of Germain to the rescue and be loyal to the last. Gentle Jasper, Lordly Clarence, Sesamene the Doubtie brand, even Henry who had yielded ne'er before to mortal hand, one by one they fall and perish, while the vaunting foemen pour through the breach and up the courtway to the very turret's door. Engerrand and Stephen only now, were left of all that nine to protect the single stairway from the traitors fell design but with might as twere of thirty did they wield the axe and brand striving in their desperation the fierce onslaught to withstand
Starting point is 07:44:46 but what man of power so godlike he can stay the billows rack or with single-handed weapon hold a hundred foemen back as the sun turned sadly westward with a wild despairing cry stephen bowed his noble forehead and sank down on earth to die aha then cried cruel sassard with his foot upon the stair have i come to thee my boaster and he whirled his sword in air thou who prateest of thy power to protect her to the death what thinks thou now of sassard and the wind's aspiring breath. What I think, let this same show you, answered fiery Engerand, and he poised his lofty battle-axe with sure and steady hand. Now as heaven loveth justice, may this deathly weapon fall on the murderer of my brothers and the undoer of us all.
Starting point is 07:45:51 With one mighty whirl he sent it, flashing from his hand it came like the lightning from the heavens in a whirl of awful flame and betwixt the brows of sassard and his two false eyeballs passed and the murderer sank before it like a tree before the blast now ye minions of a traitor if you look for vengeance come and his voice was like a trumpet when it clangs a victor home but a cry from a traitor from far below him rose like thunder upward. Nay, let them turn and meet the husband if they hunger for the fray. Oh, the yell that sprang to heaven as that voice swept up the stair and the slaughtered dire that followed
Starting point is 07:46:43 in another moment there. From the least unto the greatest, from the henchman to the Lord, not a man on all that stairway lived to show. sheath again his sword. At the top that flame-bound forehead, at the base that blade of fire, twas the meeting of two tempests in their potency and ire. Air the moon could falter inward with its pity and its woe, Beaufort saw the path before him unencumbered of the foe, saw his pathway unencumbered, and strode up and o'er the floor, even to the very threshold of his lovely lady's door.
Starting point is 07:47:29 And already in his fancy did he see the golden beam of her locks upon his shoulder and her sweet eyes happy gleam. When behold, a form upstarting from the shadows at his side, that with naked sword uplifted, barred the passage to his bride. It was Engarand the dauntless, but with staring eyes and hair, blowing wild about a forehead, pale as snow in moonlit glare. Ah, my master, we have held her, we have guarded her, he said. Not a shadow of dishonour has so much as touched her head. Twenty wretches lie below there with the brothers of Germain. Twenty foemen of her honour that I, Engerrand, have. slain. But one other foe remaineth. One remaineth yet, he cried, which it fits this hand to punish, ere you cross unto your bride. It is I, Engerrant, shrieked he, and as I have slain the rest,
Starting point is 07:48:34 so I smite this foe man also, and his sword plunged through his breast. Oh, the horror of that moment! Art thou mad, my Engerrand? cried his margaret, cried his marquis, striving wildly to withdraw the fatal brand but the stern youth smiling sadly started back from his embrace while a flash like summer lightning flickered direful on his face yes a traitor worse than sassard and he pointed down the stair for my heart has dared to love her whom my hand defended there while the others fought for honor I by passion was made strong. Set your heel upon my bosom, for my soul has done you wrong. But, and here he swayed and faltered,
Starting point is 07:49:31 till his knee sank on the floor, yet in falling turned his forehead ever toward that silent door. But your warrior hand, my master, may take mine without a stain, for my hand has ere been loyal, and your enemy is slain. A short silence followed the last word. Then a burst of applause testified to the appreciation of her audience
Starting point is 07:50:00 and Paula crept away to hide her blushing cheeks in the comparative darkness of a little vine-covered balcony that jutted out from the ante-room. What were her thoughts as she leaned there? In the subsidence of any great emotion and Paula had felt every word she uttered, there is more or less of shock and tumult. She did not think, she only felt.
Starting point is 07:50:27 Suddenly a hand was laid on her arm, and a low voice whispered in her ear. Did you write that poem yourself? Turning, she encountered the shadowy form of a woman leaning close at her side, and appearing in the dim light that shone on her from the lamps beyond, an eager image of expectancy. Yes, returned Paula.
Starting point is 07:50:53 Why do you ask? The woman, whoever she was, did not answer. And you believe in such devotion as that, she murmured. You can understand a man, I or a woman either, risking happiness and fame, life and death, for the sake of a trust. Such things are not folly to you. You could say,
Starting point is 07:51:17 see a heart spill itself drop by drop through a longer vigil than the eight months watching on the ramparts and not sneer at a fidelity that could not falter because it had given its word. Speak, you write a faithfulness with a pen of fire. Is your heart faithful too? There was something in these words, spoken as they were in a tone of suppressed passion, that startled and aroused Paula. leaning forward she endeavored to see the face of the woman who thus forcibly addressed her but the light was too dim the outline of a brow covered by some close headgear was all she could detect you speak earnestly said paula but that is what i like fidelity to a cause or fidelity to a trust demands the sympathy and admiration of all honest and generous hearts if i am ever caused or fidelity to a trust demands the sympathy and admiration of all honest and generous hearts if i am ever caused upon to maintain either I hope that my enthusiasm will not have all been expended in words. You please me, murmured the woman. You please me. Will you come and see me and let me tell you a story to mate the poem you have given us tonight?
Starting point is 07:52:37 The trembling eagerness of her tone it would be impossible to describe. Paula was thrilled by it. if you will tell me who you are said paula i certainly will try and come i should be glad to hear anything you have to relate to me i thought everyone knew who i was returned the woman and drawing paula back into the ante-room she turned her face upon her anyone will tell you where marjorie hamlin lives said she do not disappoint me and do not keep me waiting long and with a nod of and a deep, strange smile that made her aged face almost youthful, she entered the crowd and disappeared from Paula's sight. It was the woman whose nightly visits to the deserted home of the Jaffers had once been the talk and was still the unsolved mystery of the town. End of Chapter 23. Chapter 24 of The Sword of Darmacles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. The Jaffa Mansion.
Starting point is 07:53:57 Ah, what a warning for a thoughtless man. Could field or grove, could any spot on earth show to his eye an image of the pangs which it has witnessed, render back an echo of the sad steps by which it hath been trod. Wordsworth. Unexplained actions, if long continued, lose after a while their interest, if not their mystery. The aged lady, who now for many years had been seen at every nightfall to leave her home, traverse the village streets, enter the Jaffa Mansion, remain there an hour, and then reissue with tremulous steps and bowed head, had become so common a sight to the village eye that even the children forgot to ask what her
Starting point is 07:54:47 errand was, or why she held her head so hopefully when she entered, or looked so despondent when she came forth. But to Paula, for reasons already mentioned, this secret and persistent vigil in a forsaken and mysterious dwelling, was fraught with a significance which had never lost its power, either to excite her curiosity or to arouse her imagination. Many a time had she gone home from some late encounter with the aged lady, to brood by the hour upon the expression of that restless eye, which in its wanderings never failed to turn upon her own youthful face, and linger there in the manner I have already noted. She thought of it by night, she thought of it by day. She felt herself drawn to that woman's suffering heart as by invisible cords. To understand the
Starting point is 07:55:45 feelings of this desolate being, she had even studied the face of that old house, until she knew it under its every aspect. Often in shutting her eyes at night, she would perceive as in a mirror a vision of its long grey front, barred door and sealed windows shining in the moon, save where the deep, impenetrable shadows of its two guardian poplars lay black and dismal upon its ghostly surface. Again she would behold it as it reared itself dark and dripping
Starting point is 07:56:19 in a blinding storm, its walls plastered with leaves from the immovable poplars and its neglected garden lying sodden and forlorn under the flail of the ceaseless storm. Then its early morning face would strike her fancy,
Starting point is 07:56:38 the slow looming of its chimney-tops against a brightening sky, the gradual coming out of its forsaken windows and solemn-looking doors, from the mystery of darkness, into the no less mystery of day, the hint of rose-light on its barren boards, the gleam of sunshine on its untrodden threshold, a sunshine as pure and sweet as if a bride stood there in her beauty, waiting for admission into the deserted halls beyond.
Starting point is 07:57:10 all and everything that could tend to invest the house and its constant visitor with an atmosphere of awe and interest had occurred to this young girl in her daily reveries and nightly dreams it was therefore with a thrill deep as her expectation and vivid as her sympathy that she recognized in her eager interlocutor and proposed confidant the woman about whose life and act rested for her such a veil of impenetrable mystery. The thought moved her, excited her, and made the rest of the evening pass like a dream. She was anxious for the next day to come, that she might seek this Mrs. Hamlin in her home, and hear from her lips the tale of devotion that should make her own simple but enthusiastic poem. When the next day did come, it rained, rained bitterly, persistent and with a steady drive from the northeast that made her going out impossible. The day following, she was indisposed, and upon the succeeding afternoon, she was engaged in duties that precluded all thought of visiting.
Starting point is 07:58:28 The next day was Sunday, and Monday had its own demands which she could not slight. It was therefore well-nigh a week from the night of the entertainment before the opportunity offered for which she was so anxious. Her curiosity and expectation had thus time to grow, and it was with a determination to allow nothing to stand in her way that she set out from home in a flood of mild September sunshine to visit Mrs. Hamlin. But alas for resolutions made in a country village prior to the opening of a church fair.
Starting point is 07:59:07 She had scarcely gone a dozen steps before she was accosted by one of the managers, a woman who neither observes your haste, nor pays any attention to your possible preoccupation. Do what she could, she found it impossible to escape from this persistent individual, until she had satisfied her upon matters which it took a full half hour to discuss,
Starting point is 07:59:32 and when at last she succeeded, in doing so it was only to fall into the hands of an aged deacon of the church whose protecting friendship it were a sin to wound while his garrulous tongue made it no ordinary trial of patience to stand and listen in short the best part of the afternoon was gone before she found herself at the door of mrs. Hamlin's house but she was not to be deterred by further hesitation from the pursuit of her object, wrapping smartly on the door, she listened. No stir came from within. Again she wrapped, and again she listened. No response came to assure her that her summons had been
Starting point is 08:00:17 heard. Surprised at this, for she had been told Mrs. Hamlin was always at home during the afternoon, she glanced up at the church clock, in plain view from the doorstep, and blushed to observe that it was six o'clock, the hour at which this mysterious woman always left her house to accomplish her vigil at the Jaffa Mansion. What have I done? thought Paula, and felt a strange thrill, as she realized that even at that moment the woman with the eager but restless eyes was shut within the precincts of that deserted dwelling, engaged in prayer, perhaps wet with tears, Who knows? The secret of what she did in that long and quiet twilight hour
Starting point is 08:01:06 had never been revealed. Leaving the little brown house behind, Paula found herself insensibly taking the road to the Jaffa Mansion. If she could not enter it and share the watch of the devoted woman who had promised her her confidence, she could at least observe if the windows were open or the blinds raised. To be sure, she ought to be at home, but Miss Belinda was indulgent and did not question her comings and goings
Starting point is 08:01:36 too closely. An irresistible force drew her down the street, and she did not hesitate to follow the lead of her impulse. No one accosted her now. It was the tea hour in most of these houses, and the streets were comparatively deserted. The only house whose chimneys lacked the rising smoke was the one to which her footsteps were tending she could descry it from afar its gaunt walls from which the paint had long ago faded stared uncompromisingly upon her in the autumn sunshine there was no welcome in its close shutters with their broken slats from which hung tangled strips of old rags the remnants of some boy's kite the stiff and solemn poplars rose grim and forbidding at the the gate once swung wide to the fashion and gallantry of proud ladies and stalwart gentlemen, but now pushed aside solely by the hand of a tremulous old woman, or the irreverent palm of some daring schoolboy. From the tangled garden looked forth neither flower nor blossoming shrub.
Starting point is 08:02:51 Beauty and grace could not thrive in this wilderness of decay. A dandelion would have felt itself out of place beneath the eye of that ghostly door, with the sinister plank nailed across it, like the separating line between light and darkness, right and wrong, life and death. What loneliness! What a monument of buried passions, outliving death itself! Paula paused as she reached the gate, but remembering that Mrs Hamlin was accustomed to enter the house by a side door, hurried around the corner, and carefully surveyed the windows from that quarter. One of the shutters was open, allowing the flame of the setting sun to gild the panes like gold. She did not know then, nor has she been able to explain since, what it was that came over her
Starting point is 08:03:49 at the sight, but almost before she realized it, she had returned to the gate, opened it, threaded the overgrown garden reached the door which she had so frequently beheld the aged woman enter and knocked instantly she was seized with a consciousness of what she had done and frightened at her temerity meditated an immediate escape drawing the folds of her mantle about her form and face she prepared to fly when she remembered the look of entreaty with which this woman had said on that night of their conversation, do not disappoint me, do not keep me long in suspense, and moved by a fresh impulse, turned and inflicted another resounding knock on the door.
Starting point is 08:04:41 The result was unlooked for and surprising. To the sound from within of a quick, passionate cry, there came a hurried movement, followed by a deep silence, then another hasty stir, succeeded by a longer silence, then a rush which seemed to bring all things with it, and the door opened, and Mrs. Hamlin appeared before her, with a countenance so pallid with expectancy,
Starting point is 08:05:12 that Paula instinctively felt that in some unconscious way she had loosened the bonds of an uncontrollable emotion, and was drawing back, when the woman with a quick look in her shrouded face exultantly caught her hand in hers, and drawing her over the threshold, gasped out in a delirium of incomprehensible joy. I knew you would come. I knew that God would not let you forget. Fifteen years have I waited, Jacqueline, 15 long, tedious suffering years. but they all seem like nothing now you have come you have come and all that i ask is that god will not let me die till i realize my joy
Starting point is 08:06:06 the emotion with which she uttered these strange words was so overpowering and her body seemed so weak to stand the strain that paula instinctively put forth her hand to sustain her the action loosened her cloak. Instantly, the eyes that had been fixed upon her with such delirious rapture grew blank with dismay. A frightful shudder ran through the woman's aged frame. She tore at the cloak that still enveloped the young girl's shoulders, and pulling it off, took one view of the fresh and beautiful countenance before her, and without uttering a word, fell back in a deep and deep and deadly swoon upon the floor. Oh, what have I done? cried Paula, flinging herself down beside that pale and rigid figure. But instantly remembering herself, she leaped to her feet and looked about for some means
Starting point is 08:07:10 to resuscitate the sufferer. There was a goblet of water on a table nearby. Seizing it, she bathed the face and hands of the woman before her, moaning aloud in her grief and dismay. Have I killed her? Oh, what is this mystery that brings such a doom of anguish to this poor heart? But from those pallid lips came no response, and feeling greatly alarmed, Paula was about to rush from the house for assistance when she felt a tremulous pull upon her skirt
Starting point is 08:07:43 and turning saw that the glassy eyes had opened at last and were now gazing upon her with mute but eloquent appeal. She instantly returned. Oh, I am so sorry, she murmured, sinking again upon her knees beside the suffering woman. I did not know, could not realize that my presence here would affect you so deeply. Forgive me and tell me what I can do to make you forget my presumption. The woman shook her head. Her lips moved and she struggled vainly to rise.
Starting point is 08:08:21 Paula immediately lent her the end. of her strong young hand and in a few minutes mrs hamlin was on her feet oh god were her first words as she sank into the chair which paula hastily drew forward that i should taste the joy and she be still unsaved seeing her so absorbed paula ventured to glance around her she found herself in a large square room sparsely but comfortably furnished in a style of that bespake it as the former sitting-room of the dead and buried Jaffers. From the walls above hung a few ancient pictures. A large haircloth sofa of a heavy antique shape confronted the eye from one side of the room, an equally ancient bookcase from the other. The carpet was faded and so were the curtains, but they had once been of an attractive hue and pattern. Conspicuous in the middle
Starting point is 08:09:23 stood a large table with a well-trimmed lamp upon it and close against it an easy chair with an upright back this last as well as everything else in the room was in a condition of neatness that would have surprised paula if she had not been acquainted with the love and devotion of this woman who in her daily visits to this house probably took every pains to keep things freshened and in order satisfied with her survey she again directed her attention to mrs hamlin and started to find that person's eyes fixed upon her own with an expression of deep demanding interest you are looking at the shadows of things that were exclaimed the old lady in thrilling tones it is a fearful thought to be shut up with the ghost of a vanished past is it not that chair by your side has a-and-your-side has a fearful thought to be shut up with the ghost of a vanished past is it not that chair by your side has a-house not been sat in since Colonel Jaffer rose from it twelve years ago to totter to the bed where he breathed his last. It is waiting. Everything is waiting. I thought the end had come tonight, that the vigil was over, the watch finished, but God in his wisdom says no, and I must wait a little longer. Alas, in a little while longer, the end will be here in
Starting point is 08:10:52 indeed. The despondency with which she uttered these last words showed where her thoughts were tending. And to comfort her, Paula drew up a chair and sat down by her side. You were going to tell me the story of a great love and a great devotion. Cannot you do so now? The woman started, glanced hastily around, and let her eyes travel to Paula's face, where they rested with something of their old look of secret longing and doubt. You are the one who wrote the poem, she murmured. I remember. Then, with a sudden feverish impulse, leaned forward,
Starting point is 08:11:36 and stroking back the waving locks from Paula's brow, exclaimed hurriedly, You look like her, you have the same dark hair and wonderful eyes, more beautiful, perhaps, but like her. Oh, so like her. That is why I made such a mistake. She shuddered with a quick low sob, but instantly subdued her emotion,
Starting point is 08:12:01 and taking Paula's hand in hers continued. You are young, my daughter. Youth does not enjoy carrying burdens. Can I, a stranger, ask you to assist me with mine? You may, returned Paula. If it will give you any relief, I will help you bear it, willingly. You will. Has heaven then sent me the aid my failing spirits demand? Can I count on you, child?
Starting point is 08:12:31 But I will ask for no promise till you have heard my story. To no one have I ever imparted the secret of my life, but from the first moment I saw your fair young face, I felt that through you would come my help, if help ever came to make my final moments. easier and my last days less bitter. And rising up, she led Paula to a door which she solemnly opened. I am glad that you are here, said she. I could never have asked you to come, but since you have braved the dead and crossed this threshold, you must see and know the whole. You will understand my story better. Taking her through a dark passage, she threw wide another door. and the parlors of the vanished jaffers opened before them.
Starting point is 08:13:26 It was a ghostly vision, a weird twilight scene of clustered shadows brooding above articles of musty grandeur. In spite of the self-command learned by her late experiences, Paula recoiled, saying, It is too sad, too lonesome. But the woman, without heeding her, hurried her on over the worm-eaten carpet,
Starting point is 08:13:51 and between the time-worn chairs and heavy-browed cabinets to the hall beyond. I have not been here myself for a year, said Mrs. Hamlin, glancing fearfully up and down the dusky corridor. It is not often I can brave the memories of this spot, and she pointed with one hand towards the darkened door at its end, whose spacious, if not stately, panels, gave no hint to, the eye of the dread bar that crossed it like a line of doom upon the outside. And then, turning, let her eye fall with still heavier significance upon the broad and
Starting point is 08:14:33 imposing staircase that rose from the centre of the hall to the duskier and more dismal regions above. A brave, old-fashioned flight of steps is it not, but the scene of a curse, my child. and unheeding Paula's shudder she drew her up the stairs. See, continued her panting guide, as they reached a square platform near the top, from which some half-dozen or more steps branched up on either side. They do not build like this nowadays. But Colonel Jaffer believed in nothing new, and thought more of his grand old hall and staircase than he did of all the rest of his house.
Starting point is 08:15:19 he little dreamed of what a scene it would be the witness but come it is getting late and you must see her room it was near the top of the staircase and was fully as musty faded and dismal as the rest yet there was an air of expectancy about it too that touched paula deeply from between the dingy hangings of the bed looked forth a pair of downy pillows, edged with yellowed lace, and beneath them a neatly spread counterpane, carefully turned back over comfortable-looking blankets, as one sees in a bed that only awaits its occupant, while on the ancient hearth a pile of logs stood heaped and ready for the kindling match. It is all waiting, you see, said the old lady in a trembling voice, like everything else. just waiting. There was an embroidery frame in one corner of the room, from which looked a piece of faded and half-completed work. The needle was hanging from it by a thread, and a skein of green warsted hung over the top. Paula glanced at it inquiringly. It is just as she left it. He never entered the room after she went, and I would never let it be touched. It is just the same with
Starting point is 08:16:49 the piano below. The last piece she played is still standing open on the rack. I loved her so, and I thought then that a few months would bring her back. See, here is her Bible. She never used to read it, but she prized it because it was her mother's. I have placed it on the pillow, where she will see it when she comes to lay her poor, tired head down to rest. And with a reverent hand, matron drew the curtains back from the open bed and disclosed the little Bible, lying thick with dust in the centre of the nearest pillow. Oh, who was this you loved so well? And why did she leave you? cried Paula, with the tears in her eyes at sight of this humble token. The aged lady seized her hand and hurried her back into the room below. I will tell you where I have well
Starting point is 08:17:49 waited and watched so long. Only be patient till I light the lamp. It is getting late, and any chance wanderer going by and seeing all dark might think I had forgotten my promise and was not here. End of Chapter 24. Chapter 25 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Jacaline. the cold in clime are cold in blood and love as scarce deserves the name but mine is like the lava flood that burns in etna's breast of flame byron there are some men that have the appearance of being devoid of family affection who in reality cherish it in the deepest and most passionate degree such a man was colonel japan you have doubtless heard from your cradle what the neighbours thought of this stately old-fashioned gentleman he was too handsome in his youth too proudly reticent in his manhood too self-contained and unrelenting in his age not to be the talk of any town that numbered him among its inhabitants but only from myself a relative of the family and his housekeeper for years can you learn with what undease deviating faith and love, he clung to the few upon whom he allowed his heart to fasten in affection.
Starting point is 08:19:33 When he married Miss Carey, the world said, He has chosen a beauty because fine manners and a pretty face look well behind the Jaffa coffee urn. But we, that is, this same young wife and myself, knew that in marrying her, he had taken unto himself his other half, the one sweet woman for whom his proud heart could beat, and before whom his stately head could bow. When she died, the world exclaimed, He will soon fill her place, but I who watched the last look that passed between them in the valley of the shadow of that death knew that the years would come and the years would go, without seeing Colonel Jaffer marry again.
Starting point is 08:20:25 The little babe, whom she left to his care, took all the love which he had left. From the moment it began to speak, he centred in its tiny life all the hope and all the pride of his solitary heart, and the Jaffer pride was nearly as great as the Jaffer heart. She was a pretty child, not a beauty like her mother or like you,
Starting point is 08:20:51 who, however, so nearly resemble her. But for all that, pretty enough to satisfy the eyes of her secretly doting father, and her openly doting nurse and cousin, I say secretly doting father. I do not mean by that that he regarded her with an affection which he never displayed, but that it was his way to lavish his caresses at home and in the privacy of her little nursery. He never made a parade of anything but his pride. If he loved her, it was enough for her to know it. In the street and the houses of their friends, he was the strict, somewhat severe father,
Starting point is 08:21:34 to whom her childish eyes lifted at first with awe, but afterwards with a quiet defiance that when I first saw it, made my heart stand still with unreasoning alarm. She was so reserved a child, and yet so deeply passionate. From the beginning I felt that I did not understand her. I loved her.
Starting point is 08:21:57 I have never loved any mortal as I did her, and do, but I could not follow her impulses or judge of her feelings by her looks. When she grew older, it was still worse. She never contradicted her father or appeared in any open way to disobey his commands or thwart him in his hands, or thwart him in his plans.
Starting point is 08:22:21 Yet she always did what she pleased, and that so quietly, he frequently did not observe that matters had taken any other direction than that which he had himself ordained. It is her mother's tact, he used to say. Alas, it was something more than that. It was her father's will, united to the unscrupulousness
Starting point is 08:22:45 of some forgotten ancestor. But with the glamour of her 18 years upon me, I did not recognize this then, any more than he. I saw her through the magic glasses of my own absorbing love and tremble as I frequently would in the still scorn of her unfathomable passion. I never dreamed she could do anything that would seriously offend her father's affection or mortify his pride. the truth is that Jacqueline did not love us say what you will of the claims of kindred and the right of every father to his children's regard Jacqueline Jaffer accepted the devotion that was lavished upon her but she gave none in return she could not perhaps her father was too cold in public and too warm in his home bursts of affection i was plain and
Starting point is 08:23:45 and a widow, no mate for her in age, condition or estate. She could neither look up to me nor lean upon me. I had been her nurse in childhood, and though a relative was still a dependent. What was there in all that to love? If her mother had lived, but we will not dwell on possibilities. Jacqueline had no mother and no friend that was dear enough to her to teach her unwilling soul the great lesson of self-control and sacrifice. You will say that is strange. That situated as she was, she ought to have found friends both dear and congenial. But that would be to declare that Jacqueline was like others of her age and class,
Starting point is 08:24:35 whereas she was single and alone. A dark-browed girl who allured the gaze of both men and women, but who cared but little for anyone till, but wait, child, I shall have to speak of matters that will cause your cheeks to blush. Lay your head down on my knee,
Starting point is 08:24:57 for I cannot bear the sight of blushes upon a cheek more innocent than hers. With a gentle movement, she urged Paula to sit upon a little stool at her feet, pressed the young girl's head down upon her lap, and burying the lovely brow beneath her aged hands, went hurriedly on. You are young, dear, and may not know what it is to love a man.
Starting point is 08:25:23 Jacqueline was young also, but from the moment she returned home to us, from a visit she had been making in Boston, I perceived that something had entered her life that was destined to make a great change in her. And when, a few weeks later, young Robert Holt from Boston, came to pay his respects to her in her father's house, I knew, or thought I did, what that something was.
Starting point is 08:25:50 We were sitting in this room, I remember, when the servant girl came in and announced that Mr. Holt was in the parlour. Jacqueline was lying on the sofa, and her father was in his usual chair by the table. table. At the name Holt, the girl rose as if it had suddenly thundered or the lightning had flashed. I see her now. She was dressed in white. Though it was early fall, she still clung to her summer dresses. Her dark hair was piled high and caught here and there with old-fashioned gold pins. A splendid red rose burned on her bosom and another flashed crimson as blood.
Starting point is 08:26:33 from her folded hands halt repeated the colonel without turning his head i know no such man he said he wished to see miss jackalin simpered the servant oh returned the colonel indifferently he never showed surprise before the servants and went on with his book still without turning his head i thought if he had turned it he would scarcely sit there reading so quietly for jackalin who had turned it-he would scarcely sit there reading so quietly for jackalin who had had not stirred from her alert and upright position was looking at him in a way no father least of all a father who loved his child as he did her could have beheld without agitation it was the glance of a tigress waiting for the sight of an inconsiderate move in order to spring it was wild unconstrainerable joy eyeing a possible check and madly defying it i shuddered as i looked at her eye and sickened as i perceived a huge drop of blood ooze from her white fingers where they unconsciously clutched a thorn and drop dark and disfiguring upon her virgin garments at the indifferent exclamation of her father her features relaxed and she turned haughtily towards the girl with a veiling of her secret delight that already bespoke the woman of the world tell mr holt that i will see him presently said she and was about to follow the girl from the room when i caught her by the sleeve you will have to change your dress said i and i pointed to the ominous blot disfiguring its otherwise spotless white she started and gave me a quick glance i have a skin like a spider's web cried she i should never meddle with roses but i noticed she did not toss the blossom away
Starting point is 08:28:38 who is this mr holt now asked the colonel suddenly turning the servant having left the room he is a gentleman i met in boston came from his daughter's lips in her usual light and easy tones he is probably passing through our town on his way to providence where i was told he did business his call is no more than a formality i presume and with an indifferent little smile and nod she vanished from the room that a moment before had been filled with the threat of her silent passion. The Colonel gave a short sigh, but returned undisturbed to his book. In the course of a few minutes, Jacqueline came back. She had changed her dress for one as summer-like as the other, but still finer and more elaborate. She looked elegant, imperious, but the joy had died out from her eyes, and in its place was another expression, incomprehensible to me, but fully as alarming as any that had gone before. Mr. Holt finds himself obliged to remain in town overnight, and would like to pay his respects
Starting point is 08:29:51 to you, said she to her father. The colonel immediately rose, looking very grand as he turned and surveyed his daughter with his clear penetrating eye. You have a lover, have you not? he asked, laying his hand on her bare and beautifully polished shoulder. An odd little smile crossed her lip. She looked at her hands, on which never a ring shone, and coquettishly tossed her head. Let the gentleman speak for himself, said she. I give no man his title until he has earned it. Her father laughed.
Starting point is 08:30:30 A lover was not such a dreadful thing in his eyes, provided he were worthy. and jacqueline would not choose unworthily of course a jaffer and his daughter well then said he let us see if he can make good his title holt is not a bad name and boston is not a poor place to hail from and without more ado they hurried from the room but the light had all died out from her face what did it mean at tea-time i met the gentleman he had evidently made his title good i was not only favourably impressed with him but actually struck of all the high-bred clear-eyed polished and kindly gentlemen who had sat about the board since i first came into the family in mrs jaffer's lifetime here was surely the finest the handsomest and the best and surprised in more ways than one i was giving full play to my relief and exhilaration when i caught sight of jacqueline's eye and felt again the cold shudders of secret doubt and apprehension. Smile upon him as she would, coquette with him as she did. The flame and the glory that drew her like an inspiration to her feet when his name was announced had fled and left not a shadow behind. Had he failed in his expressions
Starting point is 08:32:01 of devotion? Was he hard or cold or severe? Under all that pleasant? and charming manner. Had the hot soul of our motherless child rushed upon ice, and in the shock of the dreadful chill fallen inert? No, his looks bespake no coldness. They dwelt upon Jacqueline's lovely but inscrutable face with honest fervour and boundless regard. He evidently loved her most passionately. But she, if it had not been for that first moment of unconscious betrayal, I should have decided that she cared for him no more than she did for the few others who had adored her in the short space of her incomprehensible life. The mystery was not cleared up when she came to me that night with a short, How do you like my lover, Marjorie? I was 40 years
Starting point is 08:33:00 her senior, but she always called me Marjorie. I think he is the finest, most agreeable man I ever met, said I. Is he your lover, Jacqueline? Are you going to marry him? She turned about from the vase which she was denuding of its flowers and gave me one of her sphinx-like looks. You must ask papa, said she. He holds the destinies of the Jaffers in his hand, does he not? does he i involuntarily whispered to myself following the steady poise of her head and the assured movements of her graceful form with a glance of doubt but loving her all the same oh loving her all and ever the same your father is not the man to cross you when the object of your affections is as worthy as this gentleman he loved your mother too fondly he did she had turned quick as a flash and was looking me straight in the eyes i never saw such union i exclaimed vaguely remembering that her mother's name had always seemed to have power to move her there was no parade of it before the world but here at their own fireside it was heart to heart and soul to soul it was not love it was assimilation the young girl rose up to
Starting point is 08:34:30 upon me like a flame. Her very eyes seemed to dart fire. Her lips looked like living coals. She was almost appalling in her terrible beauty and superhuman passion. Not love, she exclaimed, her every word falling like a burning spark. Not love but assimilation. Yet do you suppose if I told my father that my soul had found its mate? my heart its other half, that this, this nature, here she struck her breast as she would a stone, had at last found its master, that the wayward spirit of which you have sometimes been afraid was become a part of another's life, another's soul, another's hope, do you suppose he would listen? Hush, she cried, seeing me about to speak, you talk of love. What do you know of?
Starting point is 08:35:30 of it? What does he know of it, who saw his young wife die, yet himself consented to live? Is love a sitting by the fire with hand locked in hand while the winter winds rage and the droning kettle sings? Love is a going through the fire, a braving of the winter winds, a scattering of the soul in sparks that the night and the tempest lick up without putting out the germ of the eternal flame. Love, she half laughed. Oh, it takes a soul that has never squandered its treasure upon every passing beggar to know how to love. Do you see that star?
Starting point is 08:36:15 It was night, as I have said, and we were standing near an open window. It has lost its moorings and is falling. When it descrys the ocean, it will plunge into it. So, with some nature. they saw high and keep their orbit well till an invisible hand turns them from their course and they fall to be swallowed up i swallowed up lost and buried in the great sea that has awaited them so long And you love like this, I murmured, quailing before the power of her passion. Would it not be strange if I did not? she asked in an altered voice. You say he is everything noble, handsome and attractive.
Starting point is 08:37:06 Yes, yes, I murmured, but she did not wait to hear what lay behind that butt. Picking up her flowers, she hastily crossed the room. did my young mother shriek from joy when my father's horses ran away with them along that deadly precipice at the side of the southmore road to lie for a few maddening moments on the breast of the man you love earth reeling beneath you heaven swimming above you and then with a cry of bliss to fall heart to heart down the hideous gap of some awful gulf and be dashed into eternity with the cry still on your lips, that is what I call love, and that is what I... She paused,
Starting point is 08:37:56 turned upon me the whole splendour of her face, seemed to realise to what an extent her impetuosity had lifted the veil with which she usually shrouded her bitterly suppressed nature, and calming herself with a sudden quick movement, gave me a short, mocking courtesy and left the room.
Starting point is 08:38:18 do you wonder that for half the night i sat up brooding and alive to the faintest sounds next day mr holt called again and a couple of weeks after long enough to enable colonel jaffer to make whatever inquiries he chose as to his claims as a gentleman of means and position sent a formal entreaty for jacqueline's hand i had never seen colonel jaffer more moved his admiration for the young man was hearty and sincere from a worldly point of view as well as from all higher standpoints the match was one of which he could be proud and yet to speak the word that would separate from him the only creature that he loved was hard as the cutting off an arm or the plucking out of an eye do you think she loves him asked he of me with a rare condescension of which he was not often guilty you are a woman and ought to understand her better than i do you think she loves him after the words i had heard her speak what could i reply but yes sir she is of a reserved nature and controls her feelings in his presence, but she loves him for all that with the intensest fervor and passion. He repeated again, You are a woman and you ought to know, and then called his daughter to him.
Starting point is 08:39:50 I cannot tell what passed between them, but the upshot of it was that the Colonel dispatched an answer to the effect that the father's consent would not be lacking, provided the daughters could be obtained. I learned this from Jacqueline herself, who brought me the letter to post. You see then that your father understands, said I. Her rich red lip curled mockingly, but she did not reply. Naturally, Mr Holt answered to this communication in person. Jacqueline received him with a fitful coquetry that evidently puzzled him,
Starting point is 08:40:30 for all the distinguishing charm which it added. to a beauty apt to be too reserved and statue-like. She, however, took his ring, which blazed on her finger like a drop of ice on congealed snow. I am engaged, she murmured, as she passed by my door, and to a halt. The words rang long in my ears. Why? She desired no congratulations. she permitted nothing to be said about her engagement among the neighbours. She had even taken off her ring, which I found lying loose in one of her bureau drawers, and no one dared to remonstrate, not even her father, punctilious as he was in all matters of social etiquette. The fact is, Jacqueline was not the same girl she had been before she gave her promise to Mr. Holt.
Starting point is 08:41:26 From the moment he bade her goodbye, with the repertie. remark that he was going away to get a golden cage for his bride, she began to reveal a change. The cold reserve gave way to feverish expectancy. She trod these rooms as if there were burning steels in the floors. She looked from the windows as if they were prison bars. Night and day she gazed from them, yet she never went out. The letters she received from him were barely read and tossed aside. It was his coming for which she hungered. Her father noticed her restless and eager gaze and frequently sighed. I felt her strange removed manner and secretly wept. If he does not amply return this passion, thought I, my darling will find her life a hell. But he did return it.
Starting point is 08:42:24 Of that I felt sure. It was my only comfort. suddenly one day the restlessness vanished her beauty burst like a flame from smoke she trod like a spirit that hears invisible airs i watched her with amazement till she said mr holt comes to-night then i thought all was explained and went smiling about my work she came down in the afternoon clad as i had never seen her before she wore one of her boston dresses and she looked superb in it from the crown of her head to the sole of her foot she dazzled like a moving picture but she lacked one adornment there was no ring on her finger jackaline cried i you have forgotten something and i pointed towards her hand she glanced at it blushed a trifle as i thought and pulled it out of her pocket i have it said she but it is too large and she thrust it carelessly back at three o'clock the train came in then i saw her eye flash and her lip burn in a few minutes later two gentlemen appeared at the gate mr holt and his brother were the words i heard whispered through the house but i did not need that announcement to understand jackalin at last last. End of Chapter 25. Chapter 26 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green.
Starting point is 08:44:13 This Librevox recording is in the public domain. A man's justice and a woman's mercy. Fair is foul and foul is fair. Macbeth. Have you ever seen a man whose instantaneous effect upon you was electrical, in whose expression, carriage or manner, there was concealed a charm that attracted and interested you, apart from his actual worth and beauty. Such a one was Mr. Roger Holt, the gentleman I now discerned entering the gate with Jacqueline's lover. It was not that he was handsome. He could not for one moment bear any comparison with his brother in substantial attraction, and yet, when they were both in the room, you looked at him in preference to the other,
Starting point is 08:45:07 and was vexed with yourself for doing so. He seemed to be the younger, as he was certainly the smaller, yet he took the lead, even in coming up the walk. Why had he not taken it in the deeper and more important matter? Was it because he did not love her? I was not present when Jacqueline greeted her guest, and presented Mr. Roger Holt to her father. But later in the day I spent a half hour with them
Starting point is 08:45:36 and saw enough to be able to satisfy myself as to the falsity of my last supposition. Never had I seen on a human countenance the evidences of a wilder passion than that which informed his features as he sat in the further window of the parlour, presumably engaged in admiring the autumn landscape, but really occupied in casting short, side-long glances at Jacqueline,
Starting point is 08:46:05 who sat listening with a superb nonchalance, but with a restless gleam in her wandering eye, to the genial talk between her acknowledged lover and the Colonel. I half feared he would rise from his seat, and flinging himself before her, demand then and there an explanation of her engagement. But beyond the impatient, of those short burning glances, he controlled himself well, and it was Jacqueline who moved at last.
Starting point is 08:46:37 I saw the purpose growing in her eyes long before she stirred. The face which had been a mystery to me from her cradle was in the presence of this man like an open page which all might read. Its letters were flame, but that did not make them any less clear. I felt her swaying to the way. I felt her swaying towards him before an eyelash trembled or a quiver shook her tall form. He may have understood her purpose also, for his eye wandered towards the open piano. She rose like a queen. Mr. Roger Holt is a singer, said she, in passing her father. I am going to ask him to give us one of the old ballads you profess to like so much. The conversation at once ceased. the colonel who made no secret of his fondness for music turned at once towards the stranger with an expression of great courtesy instantly that gentleman rose and meeting the request of his hostess with a profound bow proceeded at once to the piano
Starting point is 08:47:47 he will not leave it till he has spoken to her thought i nor did he for that very moment as they stood turning her music over i perceived his lips move in a hurry question to which she as briefly responded whereupon he caught up a sheet of music from the pile and flinging back his head with a victorious smile began to sing had i known what lay behind his words i would have braved everything rather than have allowed him to utter a note in that room which had once rung with the carols of jacqueline's mother but what could i guess of the possible evil underlying the natural ebullition of unrestrained passion that from some cause of pride or peak had met with a strange inexplicable check. So I sat still, shuddering perhaps, but quiet in my corner, while the haunting tones of his strange and thrilling voice rose and fell in the most uncanny of Scottish love songs, nor did I do more than wonder with all my agitated soul, when at the conclusion Jacqueline came back, and pausing beside the man to whom she had given her troth, looked down
Starting point is 08:49:06 in his beaming face and smiled with that overflow of delight which she dared not bestow upon his brother. Another little incident of that hour remains engraven upon my memory. She had been showing to the gentleman a rare plant that stood in the front parlour window and was dilating upon its marvels when mr robert holt her accepted lover took in his clasp the small white hand wandering so invitingly among the leaves of the huge palm and glancing at the finger which should have worn his ring looked inquiringly into her face oh said she interrupting her little speech to draw away her hand. You miss your diamond. I have it, sir. It lies very safe in my pocket. It is a beautiful gem, but your ring does not fit me. The way she said those words, and the air with which she tossed back her head must have made one heart in that room beat joyously, but it did not reassure me or subdue my secret apprehension. Not fit? Her lover resumed. Her lover resumed.
Starting point is 08:50:21 responded and begged her to allow him to try it on and see but she shook her head with wilful coquetry and turning to the piano commenced singing a gay little song that was like silver bells shaken by a sudden and mighty tempest even the colonel felt the change in his daughter though he never guessed the cause and came and went during the evening that followed with certain odd sighs that made my heart ache with strange forebodings. Only her lover was unconscious, or if he felt the new and wayward force and fire in her manner attributed it to his own presence and unspeakable devotion. Mr. Roger Holt, on the contrary, thoroughly understood it. Though he was strangely calm, as calm now as he had previously been alert and fiery, he never lost a gleam of her eye in his direction. or a turn of her form towards the chair where he sat. But the smile with which he contemplated her was not pleasant to me.
Starting point is 08:51:32 It was informed with self-consciousness and a certain hard triumph that made it almost sinister. She has given her hand to the true man, I mused, wherever her heart may be. But had she given it? I began to doubt as I began to muse. with that uncontrollable will of hers she was capable of anything did she intend to break with robert now that she had seen roger i detected no signs of it beyond the evident delight they took in each other's presence they were guilty of no further conversation of a secret or intimate character and when with the striking of the clock at ten mr robert holt rose to leave his brother followed without any demur, even preceding him in his departure, and limiting his farewell to a short, brotherly pressure of Jacqueline's fair hand. But much may be conveyed in a pressure, or so I began to
Starting point is 08:52:37 think as I heard the low laugh that rippled from Jacqueline's lips as she turned to go up to her room, and if I had been her mother—' But that is not what you want to hear, enough that I did not follow her, that I did not even acquaint Colonel Jaffer with my fears, that indeed I did nothing but lie awake, praying, and asking what I ought to do. There had been so little said, there had been so little done, a word, a sentence between them, the interchange of a couple of songs, and what else that I could communicate to another? A week, two weeks passed, and her look of willful, happiness did not fly she was flooded with notes from her accepted lover whose handwriting i had learned by this time to distinguish but not one so far as i could learn from any other source yet her feet tripped lightly through the house and her form had a rich grace in its every movement that bespoke a mind settled in some deep joy or quiet determination
Starting point is 08:53:48 i felt the impenetrability of a secretly cherished hope whenever i looked at her if i had not known to the contrary i should have said that her prospective marriage had become to her a dream of unfathomable delight whence then came this rapture through what communication was born this secret hope i could not guess i could only watch and wait meanwhile some random guesses at the truth had been made by the neighbours jackalin had a lover that lover was a gentleman but the colonel was critical he had refused his consent and the young people had parted such was the talk begotten perhaps by the persistency with which jacqueline remained in the house and the almost severe look with which colonel jaffer trod the streets of his native village which he soon felt would lose all their charm in the departure of his only child i scarcely ventured out more than jacqueline for i have but little control over my feelings and did not know what i would do if any one should closely press me with questions the unexpected discovery that our pretty young servant girl was in the habit of stealing into jacqueline's room late at night was the first thing that startled me into asking whether or not my supposition was true that jacqueline received no messages from mr robert holt and scarcely had i become certain that a clandestine correspondence was being carried on between them through the medium of this girl then the climax came and knowledge on my part and secrecy on hers availed no longer it was a day in october the stoves had been put up in the house and seeing jacqueline roaming about the halls in a renewed fit of that strange restlessness which had affected her
Starting point is 08:55:54 the day before Mr. Roger Holt's visit, I went into her room to light a fire and make everything look cheerful before dusk. I found the atmosphere warm, and going to the stove, discovered that a fire had been already kindled there, but had gone out for want of fuel. I at once commenced to rake away the ashes, in order to make preparations for a new one, when I came upon several scraps of half-burned paper. Jacqueline had been burning letters. Do you blame me for picking out those scraps and hastening with them to another room? When I tell you they were written in a marked and characteristic hand that bore little or no resemblance to that of her accepted lover, and that the words which flashed first upon my eye were those ominous ones of my wife,
Starting point is 08:56:51 they were three in number and while more or less discolored and irregular were still legible think child with what a thrill of horror and sharp motherly anguish i read such words as love you i would press you in my arms if you were plague-stricken the least turn of your head makes my blood cringe as if a flame had touched me i would follow you on my knees if you led me round the world Let me see Robert take your hand again, and I will... Forget you? Do we forget the dagger that has struck us? I am another man since... I will have you, if Robert goes mad and your father kills me. That I am burdened with a wife is nothing. What is a wife that I do not? You shall be my true wife, my... Tonight then, be my... ready, I will wait for you at the gate, a little resolution on your part, and then, I could read no further,
Starting point is 08:58:03 the living, burning truth had forced itself upon me, that Jacqueline, our darling, our pride, the soul of our life, stood tottering upon the brink of a gulf horrible as the mouth of hell. for I never doubted for an instant what her answer would be to this entreaty. In all her past life, God pity us, there had been no tokens of that immovable hold on virtue that would save her in such an extremity as this. Nevertheless, to make all sure, I flew back to her room and tearing open bureau drawers and closet doors discovered that her prettiest things had been sent away. She was going then, and on that very night, and her father did not even know
Starting point is 08:58:56 she was untrue to her betrothed lover. The horror of the situation was too much for me. I faltered as I left her room, her dainty, maidenly room, and actually crouched against the wall like a guilty thing, as I heard the sound of her voice singing some maddening strain, in the parlors below. What should I do, appeal to her, or warn her father of the frightful peril in which his honour and happiness stood? Alas, any appeal to her would be useless. In the glare of this awful revelation, I had come to a full comprehension of her nature. But her father was a man, he could command as well as entreat, could even force obedience if all other methods. failed to him then must i go but i had rather have gone to the rack he was so proud a man had owned to such undeviating trust in his daughter's honor as a jaffer and his child
Starting point is 09:00:06 the blow would kill him or daze him so he might better have been killed my knees shook under me as i traversed the hall to his little study over the parlor and when I came to the door I rather fell against it than knocked, so great was my own anguish, and so deep my terror of his. He was a ready man, and he came to the door at once, but upon seeing me drew back as if his eye had fallen upon a phantom. Hush, said I, scarcely knowing what I uttered, and going in, I closed the door and latched it firmly behind me. I have come, said I, in a voice that made him start, to ask you to save your daughter. She is in deadly peril. She, a strain of her song came in at that moment from the staircase. She was ascending to her room. He looked at me in a doubt of my sanity. Not physical peril,
Starting point is 09:01:07 I stammered, but moral. She loves madly, unreasonably, and with a head. headlong passion that laughs at every obstacle, a man whom neither you nor heaven can look upon with aught but execration. She, Mrs. Hamlin, how well I remember his cool, calm voice, so deliberate in his impressive moments, so deliberate now, when perhaps she was donning hat and shawl for her elopement. You are laboring under a great mistake. In instead of execrating mr holt i admire him most profoundly since the time has come for me to give up my daughter i know of no one to whom i would rather surrender her but mr holt is not the man i cried half wild in my fear and desperation do you remember the gentleman who came with him on his last visit he called him his brother and he is i believe but-the way he turned his ground his ground his ground his ground white forehead towards me at that made every fibre in my being quiver jacqueline does not love him exclaimed he how sharp his voice how changed his eye i shrank back trembling as i bowed my head thinking of the word yet to be said
Starting point is 09:02:33 but he won't compare he went on with a severe intonation besides her honor is engaged you are dealing in fancies mrs hamlin i tore out of my breast the scraps of paper which had enlightened me so horribly and held them towards him then bethought myself and drew back i have proof said i but first i must tell you that jacqueline is not as good a girl as you have thought her she is not her mother's child in the qualities of love and honor she is destined to bring a great woe upon your head in her passion for this man she has forgotten your trust in her the incorruptibility of your name the honour of your house be strong sir for god is about to smite you in your tenderest spot ah with what pride he towered upon me this white-haired stately gentleman before whom i had hitherto held my breath in admiring awe towered upon me though his face wray'd was ghostly pale and his hand trembled like an aspen as he held it out. Give me the papers you hold there, cried he. Either you are gone mad or else.
Starting point is 09:03:54 Who wrote these lines? he demanded, glancing down upon the hard, firm scrawl that blackened the bits of paper I had given him. Mr. Roger Holt, I returned unhesitatingly. I found those bits in Jacqueline's stove. her clothes have been sent away sir i continued as i saw his face grow fixed above the scraps he consulted twilight is coming on and mr roger holt is a married man what i never saw such a look flash from a human face as that which darted from his at that terrible moment i thought he would have fallen but he only dropped the papers out of his hand heaven forgive us murmured i calmed by a sight of his misery into some semblance of self-control but we have never understood jacqueline she is not to be led sir by principles or duty she loves this man and love with her is a stormy wind capable of sweeping her into any abyss of contumely or suffering if you would save her kill her love her love with her is a stormy wind capable of sweeping her to beauching her in to any abyss of contumely or suffering if you would save her love
Starting point is 09:05:10 the death of her lover would only transform her into a demon he looked at me as if I had told him the world had come to an end my Jacqueline he murmured in a low incredulous voice of the tenderest yearning my Jacqueline oh i shrieked torn by my anguish for him and the terror of her escaping while we were yet talking god knows I had rather have died than contaminate her by such words as I have uttered. She is dear to me as my soul, dearer to me than my life. I have a mother's feeling for her, sir. If to fling myself headlong from that window would delay her feet from going down the stairs to meet her guilty lover, I would gladly do it. It is her danger makes me speak. Oh, sir, realize that danger, and hasten before she has taken the irrevocable step. He started like a man pricked by a sudden dart.
Starting point is 09:06:17 You believe she is going to meet him? I do, said I. He gave me a terrible look and started for the door. I hurriedly picked up the scraps that had fallen to the floor and rushed around by an inner passageway to my own little room, hiding my head and waiting as for the crash of a falling avalanche. Suddenly a cry rose in the hall. There are some sounds that lift you unconsciously to your feet.
Starting point is 09:06:50 Dashing out of my room, I detected the face of the servant girl, whom I have before mentioned, looking out of her door some distance down the corridor. Hastening towards her, I uttered some words about her being a busy body, and thrusting her inside her room locked the door upon her. Then I hastened with what speed I might to the front of the house and coming out upon the grand staircase met a sight that shook me to the very soul. You have been up the stairs.
Starting point is 09:07:22 You know how they branch off to left and right from the platform near the top. The left branch led in those days to Colonel Jaffer's room, the right to the apartments occupied by Jacqueline and my house. coming upon them then as I did from my side of the house I found myself in full view of the opposite approach and there on the topmost step I beheld Colonel Jaffer standing in an attitude of awful denunciation while halfway down the staircase I beheld the figure of Jacqueline hindered in her gliding course towards the front door by the terrible
Starting point is 09:08:02 stop, whose echo had reached me in my room and caused me to rush quaking and horrified to this spot. I leaned back sick and horror-stricken against the wall. There was no mercy in his voice. He had awakened to a full realization of the situation, and the pride of the Jaffers had made him steal. You are my child, he was saying. i have loved you and do still but proceed one step farther towards the man that awaits you at the gate and the door that opens upon you shuts never to open again colonel i exclaimed starting forward but he heard me no more than he would a fly buzzing or a bird singing i desire it to shut i have no wish i have no wish to shut i have no wish
Starting point is 09:09:02 to come back, issued from the set white lips of the girl beneath us. There is no such charm for me in this humdrum house that I should wish to exchange life with the man I adore for its droning, spiritless existence. And she lifted her foot to proceed. Jacqueline, I shrieked, leaning forward in my turn and holding her by my anguish as I never she could be held by anything. Think, child, think what you do. It is not life you are going to, but death. A man who can take a young girl from her father's house, from her lover's arms, from her mother's grave, from the shrine of all that is pure and holy, to dash her into a pit of all that is
Starting point is 09:09:57 corrupt, loathsome and deadly is not one with whom you can live. You say you adore him. Can one adore falsehood, selfishness and depravity? Does hypocrisy win love? Can the embraces of a serpent bring peace? Jacqueline, Jacqueline, you are yet pure. Come back to our love and our hearts before we die here in our shame at the head of the stairs, where your mother was carried out to her grave. She trembled. I saw the hand that clutched the banister loosen its grip. She cast one quick look behind her, and her eyes flashed upon her father's face. It was set like a flint. If you come back, cried he, leaning towards her, but not advancing. a step from where he stood. You must come back of your own free will. I will hold no creature
Starting point is 09:11:02 prisoner in my house. I must trust you implicitly or not at all. Speak then, which shall it be? And he raised his hand above his head with a supreme and awful gesture. A father's blessing or a father's curse. A father's curse then, since. you command me to choose, rang out from her lips in a burst of uncontrollable passion. I want no blessing that separates me from him, and she pointed towards the door with a look that, defiant as it was, spoke of a terrible love, before which all our warnings and entreaties were but as empty air. Curses then upon your head, slayer of a family, honour, a father's love and a mother's memory, curses upon you at home and abroad,
Starting point is 09:12:04 in the joy of your first passion and in the agony of your last despair. May you live to look upon that door as the gateway to heaven and find it shut. May your children, if you are cursed with them, turn in your face as you are turning now in mine. May the love. May the lightning of heaven be your candle and the blackness of death your daily food and your nightly drink and with a look in which all the terrors he invoked seemed to crash downward from his reeling brain upon her shrinking terror crouched head he gave one mighty gasp and fell back stricken to the floor God burst from her lips and she rushed downwards to the
Starting point is 09:12:55 door like a creature hunted to its quarry. I saw her white face gleam marble-like in the fading light that came in from the chinks about the door. I saw her trembling hand fumbling with the knob and rousing from my stupor called down to her with all the force of a breaking heart. Jacqueline, beware! She turned once more. There was something in my voice she could not withstand. i do not hope to keep you cried i but before you go hear this in the days to come when the face that now beams upon you with such longing shall have learned to turn from you in weariness if not distaste when hunger cold contumly and disease shall have blasted that fair brow and seared those soft cheeks know that although a father can curse, a woman who loves like a mother can forgive. The father cries, once go out of that door and it shuts upon you never to open.
Starting point is 09:14:08 Once come to that door, say I, pointing in the direction of the house's other entrance. And if I live and if I move, it shall open to you. Were you as defiled and wretched and forsaken as Magdalene? Remember, each day at this hour will I watch for you, kneeling upon its threshold, in sickness or in health, in joy or in sorrow, in cold or in heat. The hour of six is sacred. Some one of them shall see you falling, weeping on my breast. She gave me a quick stare out of her wide black eyes. Then a mocking smile curled her lips, and murmuring a short, you rave, Open the door and rushed out into the falling dusk. With a resounding clang, like the noise of a stone rolled upon an open grave, The great door swung to, and I was left alone in that desolated house with my stricken master.
Starting point is 09:15:22 End of Chapter 26 Chapter 27 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green This Librivox recording is in the public domain The lone watcher Hark to the hurried question of despair Where is my child And echo answers
Starting point is 09:15:57 Where Byron Colonel Jaffer recovered from his shock but was never the same man again. All that was genial, affectionate and confiding in his nature had been turned, as by a lightning stroke, to all that was hard, bitter and suspicious. He would not allow the name of Jacqueline to be spoken in his presence. He would listen to no allusion made to those days when she was the care and perplexity, but also the light and pleasure of the house. Men are not like women, my child. When they turn, it is at an angle. The whole direction of
Starting point is 09:16:37 their nature changes. Perhaps the news that presently came to us from Boston may have had something to do with this. It was surely dreadful enough. Jacqueline's perfidy had slain her lover. Mr Robert Holt, the cultured, noble, high-souled gentleman, had been found lying dead on the floor of his room, a few days after the events I have just related, with a lady's diamond ring in his hand, and the remnants of a hastily burned letter in the grate before him. He had burst a blood vessel and had expired instantly. This sudden and tragic ending of a man of energy and will was also the reason, perhaps, why Grotwell never arrived at the truth of Jacqueline's history.
Starting point is 09:17:27 Boston was a long way from here in those days, and the story of her lover's death was not generally known, while the fact of her elopement was. Consequently, she was supposed to have fled with the man who had been seen to visit her most frequently, a report which neither the colonel nor myself had the courage to deny. My child, you have a brow like snow, and a cheek like roses. You know little of life's sorrows And little of life's sins To you the skies are blue The woods vernal
Starting point is 09:18:04 The air barmy The sad looks upon men's and women's faces Tell but shallow tales Of the ceaseless grinding of grief In their pent-up souls But you are gentle And you have an imagination That goes beyond your experience
Starting point is 09:18:22 Perhaps if you pause and think you can understand what a tale could be told of the weeks and months and years that now followed, without hint or whisper of the fate of her who had gone out from amongst us with the brand of her father's curse upon her brow. At first we hoped, yes, he hoped, I could see it in his eyes when there came a sudden ring at the bell, that some sign of her penitence or some proof of her. her existence would come to relieve the torture of our fears, if not the shame of our memories. But the door that closed upon her on that fatal eve had shut without an echo.
Starting point is 09:19:10 While we vainly waited, time had ample leisure to carve the furrows of age as well as of suffering on the colonel's once smooth brow, and to change my daily vigil into a custom of despair rather than of hope. Time had also leisure to rob us of much of our worldly goods and to make our continued living in this grand old house, an act that involved constant care and the closest economy. That we were enabled to preserve appearances to the day that beheld the colonel laid low by the final stroke of his dread disease was only due to the secret charity of a certain gentleman, who, declaring he was indebted to us, secretly supplied me with means of support. But of all this you care little. You had rather hear about the evening watch
Starting point is 09:20:10 with its hopeful assurance, yet another day and she will be here, to be followed so soon by the despairing acknowledgement, yet another day and she has not come. Or of those dark hours, when the Colonel lay blank and white upon his pillow, with his eyes fixed on the door which would never open to the beating of a daughter's heart, while the grey shadow of an awful resolution deepened upon his immovable face. What that resolution was I could not know, but I feared it when I saw what a sternness it gave to his eye, what a fixedness to his eye, what a fixedness to his. his set and implacable lip. And when in the waning light of a certain December afternoon, the circle of neighbours about his bed gave way to the stiff and forbidding form of Mr. Phelps, I felt a thrill of mortal apprehension, and only waited to hear the short, it shall be done, of the lawyer to some slowly whispered command of the colonel, to rise from my far-off corner,
Starting point is 09:21:23 ready to accost Mr. Phelps as he came from the bedside of the dying man. What is it? I asked, rushing up to him as he issued forth into the hall, and seizing him by the arm with a woman's unreasoning impetuosity. I have nursed his daughter on my knee. Tell me then what it is he has ordered you to do in this final moment. Mr. Phelps, for all his unresonement, gainly bearing is not a hard-hearted man, as you know, and he doubtless saw the depth of the misery that made me forget myself. Giving me a look that was not without its touch of sarcasm, he replied, The Colonel has made me promise to see that a plank is nailed across the front
Starting point is 09:22:14 door of this house, after his body has been carried out to burial. A board across the front door. His anger then was implacable. The withering curse that had wrung in my ears for ten years was to outlive his death. With a horrified groan, I pressed my hands over my eyes and rushed back. My first glimpse of the Colonel's face showed me that the end was at hand,
Starting point is 09:22:46 but that fact only made more imperative my consuming desire to see that curse remove, even though it were done with his final breath. Drawing near his bedside, I leaned down, and waiting till his eye wandered to my face, asked him if there was nothing he wished amended before his strength failed. He understood me.
Starting point is 09:23:12 We had not sat for so long, face to face across the chasm of a hideous memory, without knowing something of the workings of each other's mind. glancing up at his wife's portrait, which ever faced him as he lay upon his pillow, his mouth grew severe, and he assayed to shake his head. I at once pointed to the portrait. What will you say to her when she meets you on the borders of heaven? I demanded, with the courage of despair.
Starting point is 09:23:46 She will ask, where is my child? And what will you reply? eye. The fingers that lay upon the cover lid moved spasmodically. He eyed me with a steady, deepening stare, awful to meet, fearful to remember. I went on steadily. She has gone out of this house with your curse. Tell me that if she comes back, she may be greeted with your forgiveness. Still that awful stare, which changed not. I have watched and waited. for her every day since her departure, I whispered, and shall watch and wait for her every day until I die. Shall a stranger's love be greater than a father's? This time his lips twitched
Starting point is 09:24:38 and the grey shadow shifted, but it did not rise. I had sworn to do it, I went on. When you lay there at the top of the stairs, smitten down by your first shot, I told her, come sickness, come health, I should keep a daily vigil at that door of the house which your severity had not closed upon her, and I have kept my word till now, and shall keep it to the end. What will you do for this miserable child of whose being you are the author? With indescribable anxiety, I paused and watched him, for his lips were moving. Do for her, he repeated. How awful is the voice of the dying.
Starting point is 09:25:31 I shivered as I listened, but drew nearer and nearer that I might lose no word that came from his stony lips. She will not come, gasped he. with an effort that raised him up in bed and deepened that horrible stare but who shall say what he might have uttered if death's hand had delayed a single instant but the inexorable shadow fell and he never finished the sentence my child these are frightful things for you to hear god knows i would not assail your pure ears with you the tale like this. If it were not for the help and sympathy I hope to gain from you. Sin is a hideous thing. The gulf it opens is wide and deep. Well may it be said to swallow those who trust themselves above its flower-hung brink. But we who are human owe something to
Starting point is 09:26:38 humanity. Love stops not because of the gulf. Love follows the sinner, with wilder and more heartbreaking longing, the deeper and deeper he sinks into the illimitable darkness. Ten years have passed since we laid the colonel away in the burying place of all the Jaffers, and, dutiful to his last request, nailed up the front door of his speedily to be forsaken mansion. In all that time,
Starting point is 09:27:11 my watch has remained unbroken in this house, which by will he had left to me, but which I secretly hold in trust for her. The hour of six has found me at my post, sometimes elate with hope, sometimes depressed with repeated disappointments. But whether hopeful or sad, always trustful, that the great God who himself so loved all sinners that he gave the life of his son to rescue them, would ultimately grant me the desire of my heart.
Starting point is 09:27:48 But the decrepitude of age is coming upon me, and each morning I leave my bed with growing fear lest my infirmities will increase until they finally overcome my resolution. Child, if this should happen, if, lying in my bed, I should someday hear that she, She had come back, and failing to find the lamp burning and the welcome ready had gone away again.
Starting point is 09:28:19 But the thought is madness. I cannot bear it. A sinner lost, degraded, suffering, starving perhaps, is wandering this way. She is hardened and old in guilt. She has drunk the cup of life's passions and found them corrupting poison. All that was lovely and pure and good has withdrawn from her. She stands alone, shut off by her sin, like a wild thing in a circle of flame. What shall touch this soul? The preacher's voice has no charm for her.
Starting point is 09:28:58 Good men's advice is but empty air. God's love must be mirrored in human love to strike an arm. so unused to looking up. Where shall she find such love? It is all that can rescue her. Love as great as her sin, as boundless as her degradation, as persistent as her suffering. Child, I know what you are going to say, suddenly exclaimed Paula, rising up and confronting Mrs. Hamlin with a steady, high look of determination. In the day of your weakness or illness, you want someone to unlock the door and light the lamp. You have found her. End of Chapter 27. Chapter 28 of the Sword of Damocles by Anna
Starting point is 09:29:59 Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Sunshine on the Hills If I speak to thee in friendship's name, thou think'st too coldly. If I mention love's devoted flame, thou sayest I speak too boldly. More. The story told by Mrs. Hamlin had a great effect upon Paula, not only on account of its own interest and the promise it had elicited from her, but because of the remembrances it revived of Mr. Sylvester and her life in New York. Any vision of evil or suffering, any experience that roused the affections or awakened the sensibilities, could not fail to recall to her mind
Starting point is 09:30:50 the forcible figure of Mr. Sylvester, as he stood that day by his own hearthstone, talking of the temptations that assail humanity, and any reminiscence of him must necessarily bring with it much that charmed and aroused. For a week then, she felt the effect of a great unsettlement. Her village home appeared at prison. She longed to run, saw, anything to escape. The horizon was full of beckoning hands. A brooding melancholy settled upon her reveries. The prospect of a life spent in the narrow circle to which she had endeavored to re-accustomed herself, became unendurable. Thus it is with us.
Starting point is 09:31:40 We slide in a groove and seem happy, when suddenly a book we read, a story we hear, an experience we encounter, shakes us out of our content and makes continuance in the old course a violation of the most demanding instincts of our nature. In the full tide of this unrest,
Starting point is 09:32:03 Paula went out for a solitary, walk on the hills. Nature can soothe if she cannot satisfy. Then the day itself was one to make the soul glad and the heart rejoice. As the young girl trod the meadows, she wondered that she could be sad. Earth and air were so full of splendour. Nature seemed to be in league with the angels of light. September stood upon the earth like a goddess of might and glory. Every tint of green that variegated the mountainside wooed the eye with suggestions of unfathomable beauty. A bow of scarlet flame lit here and there amid the verdure served to illuminate the woods as for the passage of a king, and not Solomon in all his glory ever wore an aspect more sumptuous than the flowers that flecked the meadow
Starting point is 09:33:01 and fringed the hardy roadside with imperial purple. A wind was blowing, a keen but kindly breeze, laden with sweetness, and alert to awaken Aeolian airs from the boughs of whistling, beach and alder. Even the low field grasses seemed to partake in the general cheer and nodded to each other with a witching and irresistible abandon. Had a poet been at her side, or anyone capable of divining the hidden things of nature,
Starting point is 09:33:37 what a commentary to all their united thoughts she would have found in the delicious tremble of the laughing leaves, in the restless music of the runaway brooks, in the lowly crickets with their single song, in the cloud-haunting birds with their trailing melodies, and in all the roll and rumble of earth's co-menes, mingled noises. Alluring as was the book of nature, she could not read it alone. She felt the lack of a loving hand to turn the page. Is it that I am lonely? she murmured. The thought deepened her trouble. Coming down from the hillside, she entered a skirting of woods that ran along by the river. Here she had always found peace and some of her richest treasures of thought.
Starting point is 09:34:31 Through this Opaline archway, she had walked with her fancies, like St. Catherine with her lily. It was sacred to all that was sweet and deep and pure within her. Lonely, she whispered, I will not be lonely. To some, God gives years of happy companionship. to others but a day shall one complain because it has fallen to his portion to have the lesser share i will remember my one day and be glad my one day she caught herself at the utterance and literally started at the suggestion it offered there was but one person whom she had seen but for a day could she have been thinking of him with a flush deep as the autumn leaves she carried she was hurrying on when suddenly in the opening before her a shadow fell and a mellow voice exclaimed in her ear do i meet miss fairchild in her native woods it was clarence ensign the surprise was very great and it took her a moment to steady herself she had felt so assured that she should never see him or any other of her New York friends again.
Starting point is 09:36:00 Had not Cicely written that he had gone west, soon after her own departure from New York. With a deepening of his voice, Mr. Ensign repeated the question. At once the day seemed to acquire all it had hitherto lacked. Looking up, she met his eye fixed admiringly upon her. and all that was merry, lightsome and gay within her leaped at once to the surface. Ignoring his question, with smiling abandon, she exclaimed, What shall be done to the man who delights in surprises and startles timid maidens without a cause? He shall be held in captivity by the hand of his denouncer until he has sued for pardon and obtained her
Starting point is 09:36:53 generous forgiveness, returned he, holding out his palm. She barely touched it with her own. I see that your repentance is sincere, so your pardon shall be speedy, laughed she. Your discrimination is at fault. I never felt more impenitent in my life. I am a hardened wretch, Miss Fairchild, a hardened wretch. But you do not ask me from what corner of the earth I have come. You take me too much for granted. Like the chirrup of a squirrel, let me say, or the whistle of a bullfinch. But perhaps you think I inhabit these woods. No, but a day like this is so full of miracles. Why should we be astonished at one more? I suppose you came on the train, but should not be surprised to hear you started like Pluto from the earth. Anything seems
Starting point is 09:37:51 possible in such a sunshine. You are right, and I have sprung from the earth. I have been buried five mortal months in a lawsuit out west, or else I should have been here before. I hope my delay has made me nonetheless welcome. He was holding back a branch as he spoke, and his eyes were on a level with hers. She felt caught as in a net, and struggled vainly to keep down her colour. No, said she, welcome is a guest's due, whether he come early or late. I should be sorry to be lacking in the duties of a hostess, though my drawing-room is somewhat more spacious than cosy, she continued, looking around on the fields into which they had emerged, and my facilities for bespeaking you welcome, greater than my power to make you comfortable.
Starting point is 09:38:48 Comfort is a satisfaction of the mind rather than of the body. I am not uncomfortable, Miss Fairchild. Then as he stooped to relieve her of half her burden of trailing leaves and flowers, he exclaimed in a matter-of-fact tone, Your aunt is a notable woman, Miss Fairchild. I admire her greatly. What, said she, you have been to the cottage? You have seen Aunt Belinda.
Starting point is 09:39:18 Of course, laughed he, or how should I be here? You have been sent for, Miss Fairchild, and I am the humble bearer of your aunt's commands. But I forget, the practical has nothing to do with such a day. I am supposed to have sprung from the ground, and to know by instinct just in what nook you were hiding from the sunlight. Very well, I acknowledge that instinct is sometimes capable of course. going a great way. But this time her ready answer was lacking. She was wondering what her aunt would think of this sudden appearance of a stranger whose name she had never so much as mentioned.
Starting point is 09:40:01 It is a pleasant rest to stand and look at a view like that, after a summer of musty labour, said he, gazing up the river, with a truly appreciative eye. I do not wonder you carry the charm of the wild woods in your laugh and glance if you have been brought up in the sight of such a view as that. It has been my meat and drink from childhood, said she, and wondered why she wanted to say no more upon her favourite theme. Yet you tell me you love the city. Too much to ever again be happy here. It was a slip for which her cheek burned and her lids fell. the moment after she had been thinking of mr Sylvester and unconsciously spake as she might have done if he had been at her side instead of this genial-hearted young man with a
Starting point is 09:41:00 woman's instinctive desire to retrieve herself she hurriedly continued life is so full and large and deep in a great town if you are only happy enough to meet those who are its blood and brain and sinew one missing is the rush of the great wheel of time in a spot like this. The world moves, but we do not feel it. It is like the quiet sweep of the stars over our heads, but in the city, days, weeks and months make themselves felt. The universe jars under the feet of hurrying masses. The story of the world is being written on pavement, corridor and dome, so that he who runs may reach read. One realizes he is alive. The unit is part of the multiple. To those who are tired,
Starting point is 09:41:56 God gives the rest of the everlasting hills, but to those who are eager, he holds out the city, with its innumerable opportunities and incentives. And I am eager, she said. The flower blooms on the mountain and its perfume is sweet, but the chariot sings as it rushes, and the noise of its wheels is music in my ears. She paused, turned her face to the breeze, and seemed to forget she was not alone. Clarence Ensign eyed her with astonishment. He had never heard her speak like this. The earnest side of her great nature had never been turned towards him, before, and he felt himself shrink into insignificance in its presence. What was he that he should pluck a star from the heavens to buckle on his breast? Wealth and position were a match for beauty
Starting point is 09:42:58 great as hers, and a kind heart current coin all the world over for a gentle disposition and a loving nature. But for this, he turned away, and in his obsceny, and in his obsceny, and in his distraction switched his foot with his cane. Then it was in New York that I met Sicily, exclaimed Paula. He shook off his broodings, turned with a manful gesture, and met her sweet, unfathomable eye, so brilliant with enthusiasm a moment ago, but at this instant so softly deep and tender. And the friendship of Miss Stuyvesant is a precious thing to you, said he. Few things are more so, was her reply. He bit his lip and his brow grew lighter.
Starting point is 09:43:50 After all, great souls frequently cling to those of lesser calibre, provided they are true and unflored. He would not be discouraged. But his tone, when he spoke, had acquired a reverence that did not lessen its music. You are then one of the few women who believe in friendship. as i believe in heaven looking at her he took off his hat her eye stole to his serious countenance miss stuyvesant is to be envied said he are friends so rare such friends are said he she gave him a bright little look had you been with miss stuyvesant and she had expressed herself as i have done you would have said miss stuyvesant miss stuyvesant and she had expressed herself as i have done you would have said miss This fair child is to be envied, and you would have been nearer the truth than now.
Starting point is 09:44:48 Sicily's friendship is to mine what an unbroken mirror is to a little racing brook. It reflects but one image, while mine she could not go on. How could she explain to this stranger that Sicily's heart was undivided in its regard, while hers owned allegiance to more than her bosom friend. If I were with Miss Stuyvesant now, he declared, too absorbed in his own ideas to notice the break in hers, I should still say in face of this friendship, Miss Stuyvesant is to be envied.
Starting point is 09:45:28 I have no mind for more than one thought today, exclaimed he, with a look that made her tremble. There are some men who never know, know in what field to stay the current of their impetuosity. Clarence Ensign did. He said no more than this of all that was seething in his mind and heart. He felt that he must prove himself a man before he exercised a man's privilege. Besides, his temperament was mercurial and never remained long under the bondage of a severe thought or an impressive tone of mind. He worshipped the lofty but it was with table and symbol and high-sounding lute a climb over the
Starting point is 09:46:15 style at the foot of the hill was enough to restore him to himself it was therefore with merry eyes and laughing lips that they approached the house and entered miss belinda's presence there are some persons whose prerogative it is to carry sunshine with them wherever they go clarence ensign was one of these Without an effort, without any display of incongruous hilarity, he always succeeded by the mere joyousness of his own nature in calling forth all that was bright and enjoyable in others. When, therefore, they stepped into the quaint, old-fashioned parlour, all prepared to receive them, Paula was not surprised to perceive it brighten, and her aunt's faces grow cheerful and smiling. who could meet clarence ensign's laughing eye and not smile what did astonish her however was the sight of an elegant basket of hot-house flowers perched on a table in the centre of the room
Starting point is 09:47:23 it made her pause and cast looks of inquiry at the demure countenance of miss abbey and the quietly satisfied expression of her more thoughtful aunt a remembrance from the city said mr ensign gracefully i thought it might help to recall some happy hours to you with a swelling of the heart which she could not understand she leaned over the ample cluster of roses and heliotrope. She felt as though she could embrace them. They were more than flowers. They were the visible emblem of all she had missed, and for which she had longed these many months. I seem to receive the whole in the part, said she. He may or may not have understood her, but he saw she was gratified, and that was sufficient. The afternoon flew by on wings of light. Miss Belinda, who was not accustomed to holidays, but who thoroughly appreciated them when they came, entered into the conversation with zest, while Miss Abbey's unconscious expressions of pleasure
Starting point is 09:48:35 were too naive not to add to rather than detract from the general enjoyment. The twilight, with its goodbye, came all too soon. I have a request to make before I go, said Mr Ensign. He was standing alone with Paula in the embrasure of the window, a few moments before his departure. When we see a flower nodding on a ledge above our heads, we long for it. I have heard you talk of friendship, and a great desire has seized me. Miss Fairchild, will you be my friend? She gave him a startled glance, that, however, soon settled into a mellow,
Starting point is 09:49:20 radiant look of sympathy and pleasure. That is asking for something which, if I hesitate to accord, it is because the word friend carries with it so much, said she, with a sweet seriousness that disarmed her words of any latent sting they might otherwise have contained. I know it, he replied, and I am very bold to ask it upon so slight an acquaintance, but life is short and real treasure is so scarce you will not deny me miss fairchild then seeing her look down hastily continued i have acquaintances by the score friends who style themselves thus by the dozen but no friend i want one i want you for that one will you be it i shall be jealous though i warn you he went on with a cropping out of his mirthful nature i shall not be pleased to observe the circle widened indefinitely i shall want my own place and no one else in my place no one else can fill the place once given to a friend each one has his own niche and i am to have mine his look was firm his eye steadfast Yes, she breathed.
Starting point is 09:50:54 With a proud stooping of his head, he took her hand and kissed it. The action became him. He was tall and well made, and gallantry induced by feeling, sat well upon him. In spite of herself, she thought of old-time stories of the Norse chivalry. He stood so radiant and bent so low. prize my friend at her queenly value, said he, and without more ado, uttered his farewell and took his departure. Paula? The young girl started from a reverie which had held her for a long time enchained at that fast darkening window, and hastily looking up, perceived her Aunt Belinda standing
Starting point is 09:51:43 before her, with her eye fixed upon her face, with a kind but searching glass. Yes, aunt. You have not told me who this Mr. Ensign is. In all the letters you wrote me, you did not mention his name, I think. No, aunt, the fact is I did not meet him until a few days before I left, and then only for an evening, you might say. Indeed, that one evening seems to have made its impression. Tell me something about him, poor. his own countenance speaks for him better than i can aunt he is good and he is kind an honest young man who need fear the eye of no one he is wealthy i am informed and the son of highly respected parents he was first presented to me by miss stuyvesant whose friend he is afterwards by mr sylvester his coming here was a surprise to me miss belinda's firm mouth which had expanded at this dutiful response twitched with a certain amused expression over this last announcement eyeing her niece with unrelenting inquiry she pursued you have not been happy for the last few weeks paula our life seems narrow to you you long to fly away to larger fields and more expansive skies
Starting point is 09:53:16 with a guilty droop of her head paula stole her hand into that of her aunts i do not wonder continued miss belinda still watching the flushing cheek and slightly troubled mouth of the lovely girl before her i once breathed other air myself and know well what charms lie beyond these mountains in giving you up for a while i gave you up forever i fear no no no no whispered the young girl. I am always yours wherever I go. Not that I am going away, she hastily murmured. Her aunt smiled and gently stroked her niece's hand. When the time comes, I shall bid you Godspeed, Paula. I am no ogress to tie my dove's wings to her nest.
Starting point is 09:54:11 Love and the home it provides are the natural lot of women. none feel it more than those who have missed both aunt paula was shocked and perplexed a breaking wave full of doubts and possibilities seemed to dash over her at this suggestion young men of judgment and principle do not come so many miles to see a youthful maiden without a purpose continued her aunt inexorably you know that that, do you not, Paula? Yes, but the purpose may differ in different cases, returned the young girl hurriedly. I would not like to believe that Mr. Ensign came here, with the one you give him credit for. Not yet. You trouble me, aunt, pursued she, glancing tremulously about. It is like opening a great door flooded with sunshine, upon eyes scarcely strong. enough to bear the glimmer sifting through its cracks. I feel humiliated and she did not finish.
Starting point is 09:55:24 Perhaps her thought itself was incomplete. If a light comes sifting through the cracks, I am satisfied, said her aunt, in a lighter tone than common. And she kissed her niece and went smiling out of the room, murmuring to herself. I have been over-fearful. Everything is coming right. There are moments when life's great mystery overpowers us, when the riddle of the soul flaunts itself before us unexplained, and we can do no more than stand and take the rush of the tide that comes sweeping down upon us. Paula was not the girl she was before she went to New York. Love was no longer a dreamy possibility,
Starting point is 09:56:11 her hazy blending of the unknown and the fancied. Its tail had been too often breathed in her ear, its reality made too often apparent to her eye. But love to which she could listen was as new and fresh and strange as a world into which her foot had never ventured. That her aunt should point to a certain masculine form, no matter how attractive or interesting, and say,
Starting point is 09:56:43 Love and home are the lot of women, made her blood rush back on her heart, like a stream from which a dam has been ruthlessly wrenched away. It was too wild, too sudden. A friend's name was so much easier to speak or to contemplate. She did not know what to do with her own heart, made to speak thus before its time. Its beatings choked her.
Starting point is 09:57:13 Everything choked her. This was a worse imprisonment than the other. Looking round, her eye fell upon the flowers. Ah, was not their language expressive enough, without this new suggestion? They seemed to lose something in this very gain. She liked them less, she thought, and yet her feet drew near and nearer to where they stood,
Starting point is 09:57:42 exhaling their very souls out in delicious perfume. I am too young, came from Paula's lips. I will not think of it, quickly followed. Yet the smile with which she bent over the fragrant blossoms had an ethereal beauty in it, which was not all unmixed with the light that never was, on land or sea, the consecration and the poet's dream. He has asked to be my friend, murmured she, as she slowly turned away.
Starting point is 09:58:17 It is enough, it must be enough. But the blossom she had stolen from the midst of the fragrant collection seemed to whisper a merry, nay, as it nodded against her hand, and afterwards gushed out its sweet life, on her pure young breast. End of Chapter 28. Chapter 29 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 09:58:57 Mist in the Valley The true beginning of our end. Midsummer Night's Dream Mr. Ensign was not slow in developing his ideas of friendship, Though he did not venture upon repeating his visit too soon, scarcely a week passed without bringing to Paula a letter or some other testimonial of his increasing devotion. The blindest eye could not fail to remark whether he was tending.
Starting point is 09:59:28 Even Paula was forced to acknowledge to herself that she was on the verge of a flowery incline that sooner or later would bring her up breathless against the dread alternative of a decided yes or no. Friendship is a wide portal and sometimes admits love. Had it served her traitorously in this? Her aunt, who watched her with secret but lynx-eyed scrutiny, saw no reason to alter the first judgment of that mysterious it is all coming right,
Starting point is 10:00:03 with which she viewed the first symptoms of Paula's girl. girlish appreciation of her lover. If eyes and lips could speak, Paula was happy. The mournful shadows, which of late had flitted with more or less persistency over her face, had vanished in a living smile, which, if not deep, was cloudlessly radiant, and her voice, when not used in speech, was rippling away in song as glad as a finches on the mountainside. Belinda was therefore very much astonished when one day Paula burst into her presence and flinging herself down on her knees through her arms about her waist crying, take me away dear aunt, I cannot dare not stay here another day. Paula, what do you mean? exclaimed Miss Belinda,
Starting point is 10:01:00 holding her back and endeavouring to look into her face. But the young girl gently resisted. I have just had a letter from Sicily, she returned in a low and muffled voice. She has seen Mr. Sylvester and says he looks both one and ill. He told her too that he was lonely, and I know what that means. He wants his child. The time has come for me to go back. He said it would and that I would know when it came. Take me, aunt.
Starting point is 10:01:35 Take me to Mr. Sylvester. miss belinda to whom self-control was one of the cardinal virtues leaned back in her chair and contemplated the eager tear-stained face that was now raised to hers with silent scrutiny paula said she at last is that your only reason for desiring to return to new york a flush delicate as it was fleeting swept over the dew of paula's cheek she rose to her feet and she rose to her feet and she rose to her feet and she was, and met her aunt's eye with a look of gentle dignity no said she I wish to test myself birds that are imprisoned will caress any hand that offers them freedom I wish to see if the lure holds good when my wings are in mid-heaven there was a dreamy cadence to her voice as she uttered that last phrase that startled her aunt Paula exclaimed she paula don't you know your own heart who does returned paula then in a sudden rush of emotion threw herself once more at her aunt's side saying it is in order to know it that i ask you to take me away
Starting point is 10:02:57 and miss belinda as she smoothed back her darling's locks was obliged to acknowledge to herself that time has a way of opening in the stream of life unforeseen channels to whose current weeper force must yield or else hopelessly strand upon the shoals End of chapter 29. Book 4 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. From A to Z. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 30. Miss Belinda presents Mr. Sylvester with a Christmas gift. For O! For O the hobby horse is forgot. Hamlet.
Starting point is 10:03:53 It was a clear winter evening. Mr. Sylvester sat in his library, musing before a bright coal fire, whose superabundant heat and blaze seemed to make the loneliness of the great empty room more apparent. He had just said to himself that it was Christmas Eve, and that he, of all men in the world, had the least reason to realise it when the doorbell rang. He was expecting Bertram, whose advancement in the world, the position of cashier, in place of Mr. Weillock, now thoroughly broken down in health, had that day been fully determined upon in a late meeting of the board of directors. He therefore did not disturb himself. It was consequently a startling surprise when a deep,
Starting point is 10:04:42 pleasant voice uttered from the threshold of the door, I have brought you a Christmas present. And looking up, he saw Miss Belinda standing before him, with Paula and at her side. My child was his involuntary exclamation, and before the young girl knew it, she was folded against his breast with a passionate fervour that more than words convinced her of the depth of the sacrifice which had held them separate for so long. My darling, my little paula! She felt her heart stands still, gently disengaging herself, she looked in his face. She found it thin and won, but lit by such a pleasure she could not keep back her smile. You are glad then of your little Christmas present, said she.
Starting point is 10:05:34 He smiled and shook his head. He had no words with which to express a joy like this. Miss Belinda, meanwhile, stood with a set expression on her face that, to one who did not know her, would immediately have proclaimed her to be an ogress of the very worst type. not a glance did she give to the unusual splendour about her not a wavering of her eye betokened that she was in any way conscious that she had just stepped from the threshold of a very humble cottage into a home little short of a palace in size and the splendour of its appointments all her attention was concentrated on the two faces before her the ride on the cars has made paula feverish cried she in sharp clear tones that rang with unexpected brusqueness through the curtained alcoves of that lordly apartment. They both started at this sudden introduction of the prosaic into the hush of their happy meeting,
Starting point is 10:06:38 but remembering themselves drew Miss Belinda forward to the fire and made her welcome in this house of many memories. It was a strange moment to Paula when she first turned to go up those stairs, down which she had come in such grief eight months or more ago. She found herself lingering on its well-remembered steps, and the first sight of the rich bronze image at the top struck her with a sense of the old-time pleasure that was not unlinked with the old-time dread. But the aspect of her little room calmed her. It was just as she had left it. Not an article had been changed. It is as if I had gone out one door and come in another, she whispered. All the months that had intervened seemed to float away. She felt this even more when upon again descending, she found Bertram in the library.
Starting point is 10:07:38 His frank and interesting face had always been pleasant to her, but in the joy of her return, it shone upon her with almost the attraction of a brother's. I am at home again, she kept whispering to herself. I am at home. Miss Belinda was engrossed in conversation with Bertram, so that Paula was left free to take her old place by Mr. Sylvester's side, where she sat with such an aspect of contentment that her beauty was half forgotten in her happiness. You remembered me then, sometimes, in the little cottage in Grotwell, asked he, after a silent contemplation of her countenance. I, I was not forgotten when you left the city streets. She answered with a bright little shake of her head,
Starting point is 10:08:29 but she was inwardly wondering as she looked at his strong and picturesque face, with its nobly carved features and melancholy smile, if he had been absent from her thoughts for so much as a moment in all these dreary months of separation. I did not believe you would forget, he gently pursued. but I scarcely dared hope you would lighten my fireside with your face again. It is such a dismal one, and youth is so linked to brightness. The flush that crossed her cheek startled him into sudden silence.
Starting point is 10:09:07 She recovered herself and slowly shook her head. It is not a dismal one to me. I always feel brighter and better when I sit beside it. I have missed your counsel, she said. brightness is nothing without depth. His eyes, which had been fixed on her face, turned slowly away. He seemed to hold an instant's communion with himself. Suddenly, he said, And depth is worse than nothing without it mirrors the skies. It is not from shadowed pools such bright young lips should drink, but from the waves of an inexhaustible sea,
Starting point is 10:09:47 smote upon by all the winds and sunshine of heaven. In another moment, however, he was all cheerfulness. You have brought me a Christmas present, cried he, and we must make it a Christmas holiday indeed. Here is the beginning, and with one of his old grave smiles, he handed Bertram a little note which had been awaiting him on the library table.
Starting point is 10:10:14 But Paula and Miss Belinda must have their pleasure too. Paula, are you too tired for a ride downtown? I will show you New York on a Christmas Eve, continued he to Miss Walton, seeing that Paula's attention was absorbed by the expression of sudden and moving surprise which had visited Bertram's face upon the perusal of his note. It is a stirring sight. Nothing more cheering can be found the wide world over for those who have a home and children to make happy. I certainly should enjoy a glimpse of holiday cheer, assented Miss Belinda, and Paula recalled to herself by the sound of her aunt's voice,
Starting point is 10:11:00 gaily re-echoed her assertion. So Samuel was dispatched for a carriage, and in a few minutes they were all riding down Fifth Avenue, en route for Tiffany's, Macy's, and any other store that might offer special attractions, It was a happy company. As they rolled along, Paula felt her heart grow lighter and lighter. Mr. Sylvester was almost gay,
Starting point is 10:11:27 while even Aunt Belinda condescended to be merry. Bertram alone was silent, but as Paula caught short glimpses of his face, while speeding past some illuminated corner, she felt that it was that silence which is the perfectest herald of joy. I shall make you get out and mix with the crowd, said Mr. Sylvester. I want you to feel the throb of the great heart of the city on such a night as this. It is as if all men were brothers, or fathers, I should say.
Starting point is 10:12:03 People that ordinarily pass each other without a sign, nod and smile with pleasing recognition of the evening's cheer. Grave and reverend seigniors are not ashamed. to be seen carrying packages by the dozen. Indeed, he who is most laden is considered the best fellow, and he who is so unfortunate as to show nothing but empty arms, feels shy, if not ashamed, a condition of mind into which I shall soon fall myself if we do not presently reach our destination. Paula never forgot that night. As from the midst of our commonplace memories, some one hour, stands out distinct and strange, like a sweet foreigner in a crowd of village faces. So to Paula,
Starting point is 10:12:54 this ride through the lighted streets, with the ensuing rush from store to store, piloted by Bertram and Miss Belinda, and protected by Mr. Sylvester, was her one weird glimpse into the Arabian Knights country. Why she could not have told, why she did not stop to think. to all these places before, but never with such a heart as this, never, never with such an overflowing heart as this. I have washed away my reproach, cried Mr. Sylvester, coming out to the carriage with his arms full of bundles. Aunt Belinda is to blame for this. She set the example, you see. And with a merry laugh, he tossed one thing after another into Paula's lap, reserving only one small package for himself.
Starting point is 10:13:48 I scarcely know what I have bought, said he. I shall be as much surprised as anyone when you come to undo the bundles. A pretty thing was all I waited to hear from the shop girls. There is a small printing press for one thing, cried Paula merrily. I saw the man at Holtons eye you with a certain sort of shrewd humour and hastily do it up. You paid for it.
Starting point is 10:14:13 probably thinking it one of the pretty things. We shall have to make it over to Bertram, as being the only one amongst us who by any stretch of imagination can be said to be near enough the age of boyhood to enjoy it. I do not know about that, cried Bertram, with a ringing infectious laugh. My imagination has been luring me into believing that I am not the only boy in this crowd. And so they went on. toying with their newfound joy as with a plaything and hard would it have been to tell in which of those voices rang the deeper contentment the opening of the packages on the library table afforded another season of merriment such treasures as came to light a roll of black silk which could only have been meant for miss belinda a casket of fretted silver just large enough to hold Paula's gloves, a scarf ring, to which no one but Bertram could lay claim,
Starting point is 10:15:21 a bundle of confections, a pair of diamond-studded bracelets, a scarf of delicate lace, articles for the desk, and knick-knacks for the toilet table, and last but not least, in wait at least, the honest little printing press. Oh, I never dreamed of this, said Paula, when we chose Christmas Eve for our journey. Nor would you have done right to stay away if you had, returned Mr. Sylvester gaily. But when the sport was all over and Paula stood alone with Mr. Sylvester in the library, awaiting his last good night, the deeper influences of this holy time made themselves felt, and it was with an air of gentle seriousness, he told her that it had been a happy Christmas Eve to him. And to me, returned Paula, Bertram too seemed very happy.
Starting point is 10:16:20 Would it be too inquisitive in me to ask what good news the little note contained to work such wonders? A smile, such as was seldom seen on Mr. Sylvester's face of late, flashed brightly over it. It was only a card of invitation to dinner, said he, but it came. from Mr. Stuyvesant, and that to Bertram means a great deal. The surprise in Paula's eyes made him smile again. Will it be a great shock to you if I tell you that the name of the woman for whom Bertram made the sacrifice of his art was Cicely Stuyvesant? Sicily? My Sicily! Her astonishment was great, but it was also happy.
Starting point is 10:17:09 Oh, I never dreamed. Ah, now I see, she went on naively. That is the reason she refrained from coming to this house. She was afraid of meeting him. But to think I should never have guessed it, and she, my dearest friend. Oh, I am very happy. I admire Bertram so much, and it is such a beautiful secret. And Mr. Stuyvesant has him.
Starting point is 10:17:39 invited him to his house. I do not wonder you felt like making the evening a gala one. Mr. Stuyvesant would not do that if he were not learning to appreciate Bertram. No, there is method in all that Mr. Stuyvesant does. More than that, if I am not mistaken, he has known this beautiful secret, as you call it, from the first, and would be the last to receive Bertram as a guest to his table if he did not mean him the best and truest encouragement. I believe you are right, said Paula. I remember now that one day when I was spending the afternoon with Sicily,
Starting point is 10:18:20 he came into the room where I was, and finding me for the moment alone, sat down, and in his quaint, old-fashioned manner, asked me in the most abrupt way what I thought of Bertram Sylvester. I was surprised, but told him I considered him one of the noblest young men I knew, adding that if a fine mind, a kind heart and a pure life were open to regard, Bertram had the right to claim the esteem of all his friends and associates. The old gentleman looked at me somewhat curiously, but nodded his head as if pleased,
Starting point is 10:18:58 and merely remarking, It is not necessary to mention we had this conversation, my dear, got up and proceeded slowly from the I thought it was simply a not unnatural curiosity concerning a young man with whom he had more or less business connection. But now I perceive it had a deeper significance. He could scarcely have found a more zealous little advocate for Bertram if he had hunted the city over. Bertram may be more obliged to you than he knows. He has been very patient, but the day of his happiness is approaching. and sicilies i feel as if i could scarcely wait to see her with this new hope in her eyes she has kept me without the door of her suspense but she must let me across the threshold of her happiness
Starting point is 10:19:52 the look with which mr sylvester eyed the fair girl's radiant face deepened paula said he can you leave these new thoughts for a moment to hear a request i have to make she at once turned to him with her most self-forgetful smile i have been making myself a little present pursued he slowly taking out of his pocket the single package he had reserved from the rest open it dear with fingers that unconsciously trembled she hastily undid the package a little box rolled out taking off its cover she took out a plain gold-lawed of the style usually worn by gentlemen on their watch chains. Fasten it on for me, said he. Wondering at his tone, which was almost solemn, she quietly did his bidding. But when she assayed to lift her head upon the completion of her task, he gently laid his hand upon her brow, and so stood for a moment without a word.
Starting point is 10:21:03 What is it, she asked, with a sudden in-drawing of her bow. breath. What moves you so, Mr. Sylvester? I have just taken a vow, said he. She started back, agitated and trembling. I had reason to, he murmured, pray at nights when you go to bed, that I may be able to keep it. What? sprang to her lips, but she restrained herself and only allowed her glance to speak. Will you do it, Paula? yes oh yes her whole heart seemed to rush out in the phrase she drew back as at the opening of a door in an unexpected spot her eye had something of fear in it and something of secret desperation too he watched her with a gaze that strangely faltered a woman's prayers are a man's best safeguard murmured he he must be a wretch who does not feel himself surrounded by a sacred halo,
Starting point is 10:22:11 while he knows that pure lips are breathing his name in love and trust before the throne of the most high. I will pray for you as for myself, she whispered, and endeavored to meet his eyes, but her head drooped and she did not speak as she would have done a few months before. And when a few instance later they parted in their old, fashion at the foot of the stairs, she did not turn to give him the accustomed smile and nod with which she used to mount the stairs, spiral by spiral, and disappear in her little room above. Yet he did not grieve at the change, but stood looking up the way she had gone, like a man before
Starting point is 10:22:58 whom some vision of unexpected promise had opened. End of Chapter 30. Chapter 31 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. A question. Think on thy sins, Othello. The next morning, when Mr. Sylvester came down to breakfast, he found on the library table an exquisite casket,
Starting point is 10:23:36 similar to the one he had given Paula the night before, but larger, filled with flowers of the most delicious odour. For Miss Fairchild, explained Samuel, who was at that moment passing through the room. With a pang of jealous surprise, that, however, failed to betray itself in his steadily composed countenance, Mr. Sylvester advanced to the side of the table and lifted up the card that hung attached to the beautiful present. The name he read there seemed to startle him. He moved away and took up his paper with a dark flush on his brow that had not disappeared when Miss Belinda entered the room.
Starting point is 10:24:19 Hmm, was her immediate exclamation, as her eye rested upon the conspicuous offering in the centre of the apartment. But instantly remembering herself, advanced with a cheerful good morning, which, however, did not prevent her eyes from wandering with no small satisfaction towards this fresh evidence of Mr Ensign's assiduous regard. Paula is remembered by others than ourselves, remarked Mr. Sylvester, probably observing her glance. Yes, she has a very attentive suitor in Mr. Ensign, returned Miss Belinda shortly,
Starting point is 10:24:59 a pleasant appearing young man, she ejaculated next moment, worthy in many respects of success, I should say. he do you mean to say that he has visited you in groatwell asked mr sylvester his eye upon the paper in his hand certainly a few more interviews will settle it the paper rustled in mr sylvester's grasp but his voice was composed if not formal as he observed she regards his attentions then with favour she wears his flowers in her bosom and brightens like a flower herself when he is seen to approach. If allowed to go her way unhindered, I have but little doubt as to how it will end. Mr. Ensign is not handsome, but I am told that he has every other qualification likely to make a gentle creature like Paula happy. He is a good fellow, exclaimed Mr. Sylvester under his breath, and goodness is the first essential in the character of the man who is to
Starting point is 10:26:07 marry Paula, inexorably observed Miss Belinda. An open, cheerful disposition, a clear conscience, and a past with no dark pages in its history, must mark him who is to link unto his fate are pure and sensitive Paula. Is it not so, Mr. Sylvester? The advertisements in that morning's Tribune must have been unusually interesting, judging from the difficulty which Mr. Sylvester experienced in withdrawing his eyes from them. The man whom Paula marries, said he at last, can neither be too good, too kind, or too pure, nor shall any other than a good, kind, and pure man possess her, he added in a tone that, while low, effectually hushed even the slow to be intimidated, Miss Belinda.
Starting point is 10:27:04 In another moment, Paula entered. Oh, the morning freshness of some faces. Like the singing of birds in a prison is the sound and sight of a lovely maiden coming into the grim, grey atmosphere of a winter breakfast room. Paula was exceptionally gifted with this auroral cheer,
Starting point is 10:27:27 which starts the day so brightly. At sight of her face, face, Mr. Sylvester dropped his paper, and even Miss Belinda straightened herself more energetically. Merry Christmas, cried her sweet young voice, and immediately the whole day seemed to grow glad with promise and gaysome with ringing sleigh bells. It's snowing, did you know it? A world of life is in the air. The flakes dance as they come down, like dervishes in a frenzy. It was all we lacked to make the day complete. Now we have everything.
Starting point is 10:28:07 Yes, said Miss Belinda, with a significant glance at the table. Everything. Paula followed her glance, saw the silver box with its wealth of blossoms, and faltered back with a quick look at Mr. Sylvester's grave and watchful countenance. Mr. Ensign seems to be possessed of clairvoyance, observed. Miss Belinda easily. How he could know that you were to be in town today, I cannot imagine. I wrote him in my last letter that in all probability I should spend the holidays with Mr. Sylvester, explained Paula simply, but with a slow and deepening flush that left the roses
Starting point is 10:28:51 she contemplated, nothing of which to boast. I did so because he proposed to visit Grotwell on Christmas. There was a short silence in the room. Then Mr. Sylvester rose, and remarking with polite composure, it is a very pretty remembrance, led the way into the dining room. Paula, with a slow drooping of her head, quickly followed, while Miss Belinda brought up the rear, with the look of a successful diplomat. A meal in the Sylvester mansion was always a formal affair, but this was more than formal. A vague oppression seemed to fill the air, an oppression which Miss Belinda's stirring conversation found it impossible to dissipate. In compliance to Mr. Sylvester's request, she sat at the head of the table, and was the only one who seemed able to eat anything.
Starting point is 10:29:48 For one thing, she had never seen owner in that post of honour, but Paula and Mr. Sylvester could not forget the graceful form that once occupied. that seat. The first meal above a grave, no matter how long it has been dug, must ever seem weighted with more or less unreality. Besides, with Paula, there was a vague, unsettled feeling, as if some delicate inner balance had been too rudely shaken. She longed to fly away and think, and she was obliged to sit still and talk. The end of the meal was a relief to all the parties. Miss Belinda went upstairs, thoughtfully shaking her firm head. Mr. Sylvester sat down again to his paper, and Paula advanced towards the dainty gift that awaited her inspection on the library table.
Starting point is 10:30:44 But halfway to it, she paused. A strange shyness had seized her. With Mr. Sylvester sitting there, she dared not approach this delicate testimonial of another's affection she did not know as she wished to her eyes stole in hesitation to the floor suddenly mr sylvester spoke why do you not look at your pretty present paula she started gave him a quick glance and advanced hurriedly towards the table but scarcely had she reached it when she paused turned and hastened over to his side he was still reading or appearing to read but she saw his hand tremble where it grasped the sheet though his face with its clear-cut profile shone calm and cold against the dark background of the wall beyond i do not care to look at it now said she with a hurried interlacing of her restless fingers he turned towards her and a quick thrill passed over his countenance sit down paula said he i want to talk to you she obeyed as might an automaton was it the tone of his voice that chilled her or the studied aspect of his fixed and solemn countenance he did not see him-heed his fixed and solemn countenance he did not see him but he did not see him. speak at once, but when he did there was no faltering in his voice that was lower than common, but deep, like still waters that have run into dark channels far from the light of day. Paula, I want to ask you a question. What would you think of a man that, with deliberate selfishness,
Starting point is 10:32:35 went into the king's garden, and plucking up by the roots the most beautiful flower he could find there, carried it into a dungeon to pant out its exquisite life amid chill and darkness i should think replied she after the first startled moment of silence that the man did well if by its one breath of sweetness the flower could comfort the heart of him who sat in the dungeon the glance with which mr sylvester regarded her suddenly fall He turned with quickness towards the fire. A moment's joy is then excuse for a murder, exclaimed he. God and the angels would not agree with you, Paula. There was a quivering in his tone, made all the more apparent by its studied self-possession of a moment before.
Starting point is 10:33:35 She trembled where she sat and opened her lips to speak, but closed them again, awed by. his steady and abstracted gaze now fixed before him in gloomy reverie a moment passed the clock ticking away on the mantelpiece seemed to echo the inevitable forever never of longfellow's old song neither of them moved at length in a low and trembling voice paula spoke is it murder when the flower loves the dark of the dungeon more than it does the light of day with a subdued but passionate cry he rose hastily to his feet yes said he and drew back as if he could not bear the sight of her face or the glance of her eye sunshine is the breath of flowers sweet wooing gales their natural atmosphere he who meddles with a treasure so choice does it at his peril. Then, as she hurriedly rose in turn, softened his whole tone, and, assuming his usual air of kindly fatherhood, asked her in the most natural way in the world what he could do to make her
Starting point is 10:34:57 happy that day. Nothing, replied she, with a droop of her head. I think I will go and see Sicily. A short sigh escaped him. The carriage shall be ready for you, said he. i hope your friend's happiness will overflow into your own gentle bosom and make the day a very pleasant one god bless your young sweet heart my paula her breast heaved her large dark mellow eyes flashed with one quick glance towards his face then she drew back and in another moment left his side and quietly glided from the room his very life seemed to go with her yet he did not stir but he sighed deeply when upon turning towards the library table he found that she had carried away with her the silent testimonial of another and more fortunate man's love and devotion end of chapter thirty one chapter thirty two of the sword of damocles by anna catherine green This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Full Tide.
Starting point is 10:36:21 A skirmish of wit between them. Much ado about nothing. Man thinks he is strong and lays his foundations, raises his walls and dreams of his completed turrets without reckoning the force of the gales or the insidious inundating of the waters that may bring low the mounting structure before its time. when with a firm hand mr sylvester thrust back from his heart the one delight which of all the world could afford seemed to him at that moment the dearest and the best he thought the struggle was over and the victory won it had not even commenced
Starting point is 10:37:04 he was made startlingly alive to this fact at the very next interview he had with paula she had just come from miss stuyvesant and the reflection of her friends scarcely comprehended joy was on her countenance together with a look he could not comprehend but which stirred and haunted him until he felt forced to ask if she had seen any other of her old friends in the short visit she had paid yes said she with a distressed blush mr ensign was unexpectedly there it is comparatively easy to restrain your own hand from snatching at a treasure you greatly covered but it is much more difficult to behold another and a lesser one grasp and carry it away before your eyes he succeeded in hiding the shadow that oppressed him but he was constrained to recognize the sharpness of the coldness of the coldness of the cold conflict that was about to be waged in the recesses of his own breast a conflict because he knew that a lift of his finger or a glance of his eye would decide the matter then while in a week perhaps the glamour of a young sunshiny love would have worked its inevitable result and the happiness that had so unexpectedly startled upon him in his monotonous and sombre path would have wandered forever out of his reach how did he meet its unexpected rush sternly at first but with greater and greater wavering as the days went by each one revealed fresh beauties of character and deeper springs of feeling in the enchanting girl thus brought in all her varied charm before his eyes why should he not be happy
Starting point is 10:39:00 if there were dark pages in his life had they not long ago been closed and sealed and was not the future bright with promise a man of his years was not through with life he felt at times as he gazed upon her face with its indescribable power of awakening far-reaching thoughts and feelings in callous breasts long unused to the holy influence of either that he had just begun to live that the golden country with its enticing vistas lay all before him and that the youth which he had missed had somehow returned to his prime fresh with more than its usual enthusiasm and bright with more than its wanted hopes and projects with this glorious woman at his side life would be new indeed and if new why not pure and sweet and noble. What was there to hinder him from making the existence of this sweet soul a walking amongst gentle duties, satisfied dreams and holy aspirations? A past remorse? Why, the gates could be closed on that? A strain of innate weakness for the world's good opinion and applause. Ah, with love in his life, such a weakness must disappear.
Starting point is 10:40:28 besides had he not taken a vow on her dear head that ought to hedge him about as with angels wings in the hour of temptation men with his experience do not invoke the protection of innocence to guard a degraded soul why then all this hesitation a great boon was being offered to him after years of loneliness and immeasurable longing was it not the will of heaven that he should meet and enjoy this unexpected grace he dared to stop and ask and once daring to ask the insidious waters found their way beneath the foundations of his resolution and the lofty structure he had reared in such self-confidence began to tremble where it stood, though as yet it betrayed no visible sign of weakness. Meanwhile, society, with its innumerable demands, had drawn the beautiful young girl within its controlling grasp. She must go here, she must go there, she must lend her talents to this, her beauty to that. Before she had decided whether she ought to remain in the city a week, too had flown by, and in all this time Mr. Ensign had been ever at her side, brightening in her own
Starting point is 10:41:53 despite, hours which might else have been sad, and surrounding her difficult path with proofs of his silent and wary devotion. A golden net seemed to be closing around her, and though as yet she had given no token of a special recognition of her position, Miss Belinda betrayed. by the uniform complacence of her demeanour that she for one regarded the matter as effectually settled the success which bertram had met in his first visit at mr stuyvesant's was not the least agitating factor in this fortnight's secret history he was too much a part of the home life at mr sylvester's not to make the lightest thrill of his frank and sensitive nature felt by all who invaded it its precincts. And he was in a state of repressed expectancy at this time that unconsciously created an atmosphere about him of vague but restless excitement. The hearts of all who encountered his look of concentrated delight must unconsciously beat with his. A strain sweeter than his old-time music was in his voice. When he played upon the piano, which was but seldom, it was a
Starting point is 10:43:15 as if he breathed out his soul before the holy images. When he walked, he seemed to tread on air. His every glance was a question as to whether this great joy, for which he had so long and patiently waited, was to be his. Love, living and apotheosized, appeared to blaze before them, and no one can look on love without feeling somewhere in his soul the stir of those deep waters whose pulsing throb even in the darkness of midnight proves that we are the children of god sicily was uncommunicative but her face when paula beheld it was like the glowing countenance of some sculptured saint from which the veil is slowly being withdrawn
Starting point is 10:44:07 suddenly there came an evening when the force of the spell that held all these various hearts enchained gave way it was the night of a private entertainment of great elegance to be held at the house of a friend of miss stuyvesant bertram had received formal permission from the father of sicily to act as his daughter's escort and the fact had transformed him from a hopeful dreamer into a man determined to speak to his daughter's escort and the fact had transformed him from a hopeful dreamer into a man determined to speak and know his fate at once. Paula was engaged to take part in the entertainment, and the sight of her daintily decked figure leaving the house with Mr. Ensign was the last drop in the slowly gathering tide that was secretly swelling in Mr. Sylvester's breast,
Starting point is 10:44:58 and it was with a sudden outrush of his whole determined nature that he stepped upstairs, dressed himself in evening attire, and deliberately followed them to the place where they were going. The wealth of the Indies is slipping from my grasp, was his passionate exclamation, as he rode through the lighted streets. I cannot see it go. If she can care more for me
Starting point is 10:45:25 than for this sleek, merry-hearted young fellow, she shall. I know that my love is to his what the mighty ocean is to a placid lake. and with such love one ought to be panopled as with resisting steel a stream of light and music met him as he went up the stoop of the house that held his treasure it seemed to intoxicate him glow melody and perfume were so many expressions of paula his friends of whom there were many present received him with tokens of respect not unmingled with the words of whom there were many present received him with tokens of respect not unmingled with surprise. It was the first time he had been seen in public since his wife's death, and they could not but remark upon the cheerfulness of his bearing and the almost exalted expression of his proud and restless eye. Had Paula accompanied him, they might have understood his emotion,
Starting point is 10:46:26 but with the beautiful girl under the care of one of the most eligible gentleman in town, what could have happened to Mr. Sylvester, to make his once, melancholy countenance blazon like a star amid this joyous and merrily laughing throng he did not enlighten them but moved from group to group searching for Paula suddenly the thought flashed upon him is it only an hour or so since I smiled upon her in my own hall and shook my head when she asked me with a quick pleading look to come with them to this very spot. It seemed days since that time. The rush of these new thoughts, the final making up of this slowly maturing purpose, the sudden allowing of his heart to regard
Starting point is 10:47:18 her as a woman to be one, had carried the past away as by the sweep of a mountain torrent. He could not believe he had ever known a moment of hesitancy, ever looked at her as a father, ever bid her go on her way and leave the prisoner to his fate. He must always have felt like this. Such momentum could not have been gathered in an hour. She must know that he loved her wildly, deeply, sacredly, wholly, with the fibre of his mind, his body and his soul. That to call her his in life and in death
Starting point is 10:47:57 was the one demanding passion of his existence, making the past a dream and the future. Ah, he dared not question that. He must behold her face before he could even speculate upon the realities lying behind fate's down-drawn curtain. Meanwhile, fair faces and lovely forms flitted before him,
Starting point is 10:48:23 carrying his glance along in their train, but only because youth was a symbol of Paula. If these fresh, young girls could smile and look back upon him, with that lingering glance which his presence ever invoked, why not she, who was not only sweet, tender and lovely, but gifted with a nature that responded to the deep things of life and the stern passions of potent humanity? Could a merry laugh newer her while he stood by? Was the sunshine the natural atmosphere of this flower that had bloomed under his eye so sweetly and shed out its innocent fragrance at the approach of his solemn
Starting point is 10:49:08 pacing foot. He began to mirror before his mind's eye the startled look of happy wonder with which she would greet his impassioned glance when released from whatever duties might be now pressing upon her. She wandered into these rooms to find him awaiting her, when suddenly there was a stir in the throng a pleased and excited rush, and the large curtain which he had vaguely noticed hanging at one end of the room, uplifted and, was it Paula? This coy, brilliant, saucy-eyed Florentine maiden, stepping out from a bower of greenery with finger on her lip, and a backward glance of saucy defiance that seemed to people the verdant walks behind her
Starting point is 10:49:58 with gallant cavaliers eager to follow upon her footsteps. Yes, he could not be mistaken. There was but one face like that in the world. It was Paula, but Paula with youth's merriest glamour upon her, a glamour that had caught its radiant light from other thoughts than those in which he had been engaged. He bowed his head, and a shudder went through him, like that which preceded.
Starting point is 10:50:28 the falling knife of the executioner even the applause that greeted the revelation of so much loveliness and alluring charm passed over him like a dream he was battling with his first recognition of the possibility of his being too late suddenly her voice was heard she was speaking aloud to herself this florentine maiden who had outstripped her lover in the garden but the tone was the same he had heard beside his own hearthstone and the archness that accompanied it had frequently met and encouraged some cheerful expression of his own these are the words she uttered listen with him to the naive half-tender half-petish voice and mark with his eyes the alternate lights and shadows that flit across her cheek as she broodingly murmurs he is certainly a most notable gallant his good-day lady and his good even to you are flavoured with the cream of perfectest courtesy but gallantry while it sits well upon a man does not make him one any more than a feather makes the cap it adorns for a tuscan he hath also a certain comeliness but then i have ever sworn in good faith too that i would not marry a tuscan were he the best-made man in italy then there is his glance which proclaims to all men's understandings that he loves me which same seems over-bold but then his smile well for a smile it certainly does credit to his wit but one cannot live upon smiles though if one could one might consent to make a trial of his and starve belike for her pains she drops her cheek into her hands she drops her cheek into her hands and stands musing.
Starting point is 10:52:32 Mr. Sylvester drew a deep breath and let his eyes fall, when suddenly a hum ran through the audience about him, and looking quickly up, he beheld Mr. Ensign, dressed in full cavalier costume, standing behind the musing maiden, with a half-merry, half-tender gleam upon his face that made the thickly beating heart of his rival shrink as if clutched in an iron vice.
Starting point is 10:52:59 what followed he heard as we do the words of a sentence read to us from the judge's seat the cavalier spoke first and a thousand dancing colours seemed to flash in the merry banter that followed martino she muses and on no other than myself as i am ready to swear by that coy and tremulous glance i will move her to avow it advances fair lady greet him a kiss for your sweet thoughts. Neater with a start. A kiss, Signor, Martino? You must acknowledge that were but a sorry exchange for thoughts like mine. So if it please you, I will keep my thoughts and you your kiss. And lest it should seem ungracious in me to give nothing upon your asking,
Starting point is 10:53:51 I will bestow upon you my most choice good day, and so leave you to your meditations. curtsies and is about to depart martino you have the true generosity lady you give away what it costs you the dearest depart from nay rumple not your lip it is the truth for all your pretty poutings convince me it is not neater your pardon but that would take words and words would take time and time given to one of your persuasion would refute all my arguments on the face of them still retreating martino well lady since it is your pleasure to be consistent rather than happy adieu had you stayed but as long as the bee pauses on an oleander blossom you would have heard Neater. Busing, Signor? Martino. Yes, if by that word you would denominate vows of constancy and devotion, for I do greatly love you and would tell you so. Nita, and for that you expect me to linger, as though vows were new to my ears and words of love,
Starting point is 10:55:13 as strange to my understanding, as tropical birds to the eyes of a Norseman. martino if you do love me you will linger neater yet if i do slowly advancing be assured it is from some other motive than love martino so it be not from hate i am contented nita to be contented with little proves you a man of much virtue martino when i have you I am contented with much. Neater. That when is a wise insertion, signor. It saves you from shame and me from anger. Hark, someone calls, Martino.
Starting point is 10:56:05 None other but the wind. It is a kindly breeze and grieves to hear how harsh a pretty maiden can be to the lover who adores her. Nita, please, your worship, I do not own a lover. Martino. Then mend your poverty and accept one. Neita, I am no beggar to accept of arms. Martino, in this case, he who offers is the beggar. Neita, I am too young to wear a jewel of so much pretension. Martino, time is a cure for youth and marriage a happy speeder of time. Nita.
Starting point is 10:56:49 But youth needs no cure, and if marriage speedeth time, I'll live a maid and die one. The days run swift enough without goading, Signor, Martino. Martino, but lady, Nita, nay, your tongue will outstrip time, if you put not a curb upon it. In faith, signor, I would not seem rude, but if in your courtesy you would consent to woo some other maid, today, why I would strive and bear it.
Starting point is 10:57:21 Martino, when I stoop to woo any other lady than thee, the moon shall hide its face from the earth and shine upon it no more. Nita, your thoughts are daring in their flight today, Martino, they are in search of your love. Nita, alack, your wings will fail, Martino, i when they reach their goal nita dost think to reach it martino shall i not lady neater tis hard to believe it possible yet who can tell you are not so handsome signor that one would die for you martino no lady but what goes to make other men's faces fair goes to make my heart great the virtue of my manhood rests in the fact that i love you nita faith so in some others tis the common fault of the gallants i find if that is all martino but i will always love you even unto death
Starting point is 10:58:35 nita i doubt it not so death comes soon enough martino taps his poignard with his hand would you have it come now and so prove me true to my word nita demurely i am no judge to utter the doom that your presumption merits martino your looks speak doom and your sweet lips hide a sword keener than that of justice nita have you tried them signor that you speak so knowingly concerning them retreating your words methinks are somewhat like your kisses all breath and no substance martino lady sweet one follows her nita nay i am gone exit martino i were of the fool's fold did i fail to follow at a beck so gender exit. That was not all, but it was all that Mr. Sylvester heard. Hastily retreating, he went out into the corridor, and ere long found himself in the conservatory. He felt shaken, felt that he could not face all this unmoved. He knew he had been gazing at a play, that because this Florentine maiden looked at her lover with coyness,
Starting point is 11:00:01 gentleness, tenderness, perhaps, it did not follow that she, his paula, loved the real man behind this dashing cavalier. But the possibility was there, and in his present frame of mind, could not be encountered without pain. He dared not stay where men's eyes could follow him, or women's delicate glances note the heaving of his chest. He had in the last three hours given himself over so completely to hope. He realised it now, though he would not have believed it before. With man's usual egotism, he had felt that it was only necessary for him to come to a decision, to behold all else fall out according to his mind.
Starting point is 11:00:50 He had forgotten for the nonce the power of a youthful lover, eager to serve, ready to wait, careful to press his way at every advantage. he could have cursed himself for the folly of his delay as he strode up and down among the flowering shrubs in the solitude which the attractions of the play created fool fool he muttered between his teeth to halt on the threshold of paradise till the door closed in my face when a step would have carried me where he grew dizzy as he contemplated the goal looks never so fair as when just within reach of a rival's hand a vigorous clapping followed by a low gush of music woke him at last to the realization that the little drama had terminated with a hasty movement he was about to return to the parlors when he heard the low murmur of voices and on looking up saw a youthful couple advancing into the conservatory, whom at first glance he recognized for Bertram and Miss Stuyvesant. They were absorbed in each other, and believing themselves alone, came on without fear,
Starting point is 11:02:07 presenting such a picture of love and deep unspeakable joy that Mr. Sylvester paused and gazed upon them as upon the sudden embodiment of a cherished vision of his own imaginings. Bertram was speaking ordinary words, no doubt, words suited to the occasion and the time, but his voice was attuned to the beatings of his long repressed heart, while the bend of his proud young head and the glance of his yearning eye were more eloquent than speech of the leaning of his whole nature in love and protection towards the dainty, flushing creature at his side. It was a sight to make old hearts young and a less happy lover sick with envy.
Starting point is 11:02:57 In spite of his gratification at his nephew's success, Mr. Sylvester's brow contracted, and it was with difficulty he could subdue himself into the appearance of calm benevolence necessary to pass them with propriety. Had it been Paula and Mr. Ensign? He did not know how it was, was that he managed to find her at last. But just as he was beginning to realize that wisdom
Starting point is 11:03:25 demanded his departure from this scene, he suddenly came upon her, sitting with her face turned toward the crowd, and waiting for whom? He had never seen her look so beautiful, possibly because he had never before allowed himself to gaze upon her with a lover's eyes. She had exchanged her piquant Roman costume for the pearl-grey satin, in which owner had delighted to array her, and its rich substance and delicate neutral tint harmonized well with the amber brocade of the curtain against which she sat. Power, passion and purity breathed in her look and lent enchantment to her form. She was poetry's unique jewel, and at this moment thought rather than merriment sat upon her lips and haunted her somewhat tremulous smiles. He approached her as a priest
Starting point is 11:04:25 to his shrine, but once at her side, once in view of her first startled blush, stooped passionately, and forgetting everything but the suspense at his heart, asked with a look and tone such as he had never before bestowed upon her, if the play which he had seen that evening, had been real or only the baseless fabric of a dream she understood him and drew back with a look almost of awe shaking her head and replying in a startled way i do not know i dare not say i scarcely have taken time to think then take it he murmured in a voice that shook her body and soul for i must know if he does not and without venturing another word or supplying by look or gesture any explanation of his unexpected appearance or as equally unexpected departure he bowed before her as if she had been a queen instead of the child he had been wont in other days to regard her her and speedily left her side. But he had not taken two steps before he paused.
Starting point is 11:05:45 Mr. Ensign was approaching. Mr. Sylvester, you are worse than the old woman of the tale, who declaring she would not, that nothing could ever induce her to, did. You utter a deeper truth than you realize, returned that gentleman, with a grave emphasis meant rather for her ear. than his. It is the curse of mortals to overrate their strength in the face of great temptations. I am no exception to the rule. And with a second bow that included this apparently triumphant lover within its dignified sweep, he calmly proceeded upon his way, and in a few moments had left
Starting point is 11:06:29 the house. Mr. Ensign, who for all his careless disposition, was quick to recognize depths in others, stared after his commanding figure until he had disappeared, then turned and looked at Paula. Why did his heart sink and the lights and joy and promise of the evening seemed to turn dark and shrivel to nothing before his eyes? End of Chapter 32. Chapter 33 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green.
Starting point is 11:07:17 This Librivox recording is is in the public domain. Two letters. I have no other but a woman's reason. I think him so, because I think him so. Two gentlemen of Verona. A woman who has submitted to the undivided attentions of a gentleman for any length of time feels herself more or less bound to him, whether any special words of devotion had passed between them or not, particularly if from sensitive of nature she has manifested any pleasure in his society paula therefore felt as if her wings had been caught in a snare when mr ensign upon leaving her that evening put a small note in her hand saying that he would do himself the pleasure of calling for his reply the next day she did not need to open it she knew intuitively the manly honest words with which he would be likely to offer for his heart and life for her acceptance.
Starting point is 11:08:23 Yet she did open it almost as soon as she reached her room, sitting down in her outside wraps for the purpose. She was not disappointed. Every line was earnest, ardent and respectful. A true love and a happy, cheerful home awaited her, if the stupendous meaning latent in an if. with folded hands lying across the white page with glance fixed on the fire always kept burning brightly in the grate she sat querying her own soul and the awful future he was such a charming companion life had flashed and glimmered with a thousand lights and colours since she knew him his very laugh made her want to sing with him-with him she would move in
Starting point is 11:09:19 sunshiny paths open to the regard of all the world giving and receiving good life would need no veils and love no check a placid stream would bear her on through fields of smiling verger dread hopes strange fears uneasy doubts and vague unrest would not disturb the heart that rested its faith upon his frankenance manly bosom. A breeze blew through his life that would sweep all such evils from the path of her who walked in trust and love by his side. In trust and love. Ah, that was it. She trusted him, but did she love him? At one time she had been convinced that she did, else these past few weeks would have owned a different history. He came upon her so brightly amid her gloom, filled her days with
Starting point is 11:10:26 such genial thoughts, and drew the surface of her soul so unconsciously after him. It was like a Zephyr sweeping over the sea. Every billow that leaps to follow seems to own the power of that passing wind. But could she think so now, since she had found that the mere voice and look of another man had power to awaken depths such as she could not name, and scarcely as yet, had been able to recognize, that though the billows might flow under the genial smile of her young lover, the tide rose only at the call of a deeper voice and a more imposing presence. She was a thinking spirit and recoiled from yielding too readily to any passing impulse. Love was a sacrament in her eyes, something entirely too precious to be accepted in counterfeet.
Starting point is 11:11:32 She must know the secret of her inclinations, must weigh the influence that swayed her. for once given over to earth's sublimest passion, she felt that it would have power to sweep her on to an eternity of bliss or suffering. She therefore forced herself to probe deep into the past and pitilessly asked her conscience what her emotions had been in reference to Mr. Sylvester before she positively knew that, love for her as a woman had taken the place of his former fatherly regard her blushing cheek seemed to answer for her right or wrong her life had never been complete away from his presence she was lonesome and unsatisfied when mr ensign came she thought her previous unrest was explained but the letter from Sicily describing Mr. Sylvester as sick and sorrowful had withdrawn the veil from the delusion, and though it had
Starting point is 11:12:47 settled again with Mr. Sylvester's studied refusal to accept her devotion, was by this evening's betrayal utterly wrenched away and trampled into oblivion, by every wild throb of her heart at the sound of his voice in her ear, by every outreaching of her soul to enter into his every mood, by the deep sensation of rest she felt in his presence, and the uneasy longing that absorbed her in his absence, she knew that she loved Mr. Sylvester, as she never could, his younger, blitheer, and perhaps nobler rival. Each word spoken by him lay treasured in her heart of hearts. When she thought of manly beauty, his face and figure started upon her from the surrounding shadows,
Starting point is 11:13:47 making all romance possible and poetry the truest expression of the human soul. While she lived, he must ever seem the man of men to charm the eye, affect the heart and move the soul. Yet she hesitated. Why? There is nothing so hard to acknowledge to ourselves as the presence of a blemish in the character of those we love and longed revere.
Starting point is 11:14:21 It was like giving herself to the rack to drag from its hiding place and confront in all its hideous deformity, the doubt why, which, unconfessed perhaps, had of late mingled with her great reverence and admiring affection for this not easily to be comprehended man. But in this momentous hour she had power to do it. Conscience and self-respect demanded that the image before which she was ready to bow with such
Starting point is 11:14:56 abandon should be worthy her worship. She was not one who could carry offerings to a clouded shrine. She must see the glory shining from between the cherubim. I must worship with my spirit as well as with my body. And how can I do that if there is a spot on his manhood or a false note in his heart? If I did but know the secret of his past, why the prisoner sits in the dungeon,
Starting point is 11:15:29 He is gentle, he is kindly, he loves goodness and strives to lead me in the paths of purity and wisdom. And yet something that is not good or pure clings to him, which he has never been able to shake loose. I perceive it in his melancholy glance. I catch its accents in his uneven tones. It rises upon me from his most thoughtful. words and makes his taking of a vow fearfully and warningly significant. Yet how much he is honoured by his fellow men, and with what reliance they look up to him for guidance and support. If I only knew the secrets of his heart, thought she. It was a trembling scale that hung balancing
Starting point is 11:16:27 in that young girl's hand that night. On one side, frankness, cheerfulness, manly worth, honest devotion, and a home with every adjunct of peace and prosperity. On the other, love, gratitude, longing, admiration, and a dark shadow enveloping all called doubt.
Starting point is 11:16:55 The scale would not adjust itself. It tore her heart to turn from Mr. Sylvester. It troubled her conscience to dismiss the thought of Mr. Ensign. The question was yet undecided when she rose and began putting away her ornaments for the night. What was there on her dressing table that made her pause with such a start and cast that look of half-beseeching inquiry at her own image in the glass? only another envelope with her name written upon it but the way in which she took it in her hand and the half-guilty air with which she stole back with it to the fire would have satisfied any looker-on i imagine that conscience or no conscience debate or no debate the writer of these lines had gained a hold upon her heart which no other could dispute it was a compactly written note and ran thus
Starting point is 11:18:03 a man is not always responsible for what he does in moments of great suspense or agitation but if upon reflection he finds that he has spoken harshly or acted unwisely is if he has spoken harshly It is his duty to remedy his fault, and therefore it is that I write you this little note. Paula, I love you. Not as I once did, with a fatherly longing and a protective delight, but passionately, yearningly and entirely, with the whole force of my somewhat disappointed life, as a man loves for whom the world has dissolved, leaving but one creature in it, and that a woman. I showed you this too plainly tonight. I have no right to startle or intimidate your sweet soul into any relation that might hereafter curb or dissatisfy you.
Starting point is 11:19:08 If you can love me freely, with no back-lookings to any young, younger lover left behind, know that naught you could bestow can ever equal the world of love and feeling which I long to lavish upon you from my heart of hearts. But if another has already won upon your affections too much for you to give an undivided response to my appeal, then by all the purity and innocence of your nature. Forget I have ever marred the past or disturbed the present by any word warmer than that of a father. I shall not meet you at breakfast and possibly not at dinner tomorrow, but when evening comes I shall look for my soul's dearer and better half, or my childless manhood's nearest and most cherished friend as god pleaseth and your own heart and conscience shall decree edward sylvester
Starting point is 11:20:20 miss belinda was very much surprised to be awakened early the next morning by a pair of loving arms clasped yearningly about her neck looking up she descried paula kneeling beside her bed in the faint morning light, her cheeks burning and her eyelids drooping, and guessing perhaps how it was, started up from her recumbent position with an energy strongly suggestive of the charger that smells the battle afar off. What has happened? she asked. You look as if you had not slept a wink. For reply, Paula pulled aside the curtain at the head of her bed and slipped into her hand Mr. Ensign's letter. Miss Belinda read it conscientiously through, with many grunts of approval, and having finished it,
Starting point is 11:21:15 laid it down with a significant nod, after which she turned and surveyed Paula with keen but cautious scrutiny. And you don't know what answer to give, she asked. I should, said Paula, if, oh, aunt you. You know what stands in my way. I have seen it in your eyes for some time. There is someone else. But he has not spoken, vigorously ejaculated her aunt.
Starting point is 11:21:49 Without answering, Paula put into her hand, with a slow reluctance she had not manifested before, a second little note. And then hid her head amid the bedclothes, waiting with God. quickly beating heart for what her aunt might say. She did not seem in haste to speak, but when she did, her words came with a quick sigh that echoed very drearily in the young girl's anxious ears. You have been placed by this in a somewhat painful position. I sympathise with you,
Starting point is 11:22:28 my child. It is very hard to give denial to a benefactor. paula's head drew nearer to her aunt's breast her arms crept round her neck but must i she breathed miss belinda knitted her brows with great force and stared severely at the wall opposite i am sorry there is any question about it she replied paula started up and looked at her with sudden determination aunt said she what is your objection to mr sylvester miss belinda shook her head and pushing the girl gently away hurriedly arose and began dressing with great rapidity not until she was entirely prepared for breakfast did she draw paula to her and prepare to answer her question my objection to him is that i do not thoroughly understand him i am a afraid of the skeleton in the closet, Paula. I never feel at ease when I am with him, much as I admire his conversation and appreciate the undoubtedly noble instincts of his heart. His brow is not open enough to satisfy an eye which has accustomed itself to the study of human nature. He has had many sorrows, Paula faintly exclaimed, stricken by this echo of her own doubts. Yes, returned her aunt, and sorrow bows the head and darkens the eye, but it does not make the glance wavering, or its expression mysterious. Some sorrows might, urged Paula tremulously, arguing as much with her own doubts as with those of her aunt.
Starting point is 11:24:28 His have been of no ordinary nature. I have never told you, aunt, but there were so much circumstances attending cousin owner's death that made it especially harrowing. He had a stormy interview with her the very morning she was killed. Words passed between them and he left her with a look that was almost desperate. When he next saw her, she lay lifeless and inert before him. I sometimes think that the shadow that fell upon him at that hour will never pass away. know what was the subject of their disagreement asked miss belinda anxiously no but i have reason to believe it had something to do with business affairs as nothing else could ever arouse cousin owner into being at all disagreeable i don't like that phrase business affairs like charity it covers entirely too much have you never had any doubts yourself about mr sylvester ah you touch me to the quick aunt i may have had my doubts but when i look back on the past i cannot see as they have any very substantial foundation
Starting point is 11:25:45 supposing aunt that he has been merely unfortunate and i should live to find that i had discarded one whose heart was darkened by nothing but sorrow i should never forgive myself nor could life yield me any recompense that would make amends for a sacrifice so unnecessary. You love him then, very dearly, Paula. A sudden light fell on the young girl's face. Hearts cannot tell their love, said she. But since I received this letter from him, it has seemed as if my life hung balancing on the question as to whether he is worthy of a woman's homage. If he is not, I would give my life to have him so. The world is only dear to me now as it holds him. Miss Belinda picked up Mr. Ensign's letter with trembling fingers.
Starting point is 11:26:49 I thought you were safe when the younger man came to Wu, said she. Girls, as a rule, prefer what is bright to what is sombre, and Mr. Ensign is truly a very agreeable as well as worthy young man. yes aunt and he came very near stealing my heart as he undoubtedly did my fancy but a stronger hand snatched it away and now i do not know what to do or how to act so as to awaken in the future no remorse or vain regrets miss belinda opened the letters again and consulted their contents in a matter-of-fact way mr ensign proposes to come this afternoon for his answer while mr silvesta defers seeing you till evening what if i seek mr sylvester this morning and have a little conversation with him which shall determine for once and all the question which so troubles us would you not find it easier to meet miss mr sylvesta this morning and have a little conversation with him which shall determine for once and all the question which so troubles us would you not find it easier to meet mr Mr. Ensign when he comes. You talk to Mr. Sylvester and upon such a topic.
Starting point is 11:28:03 Oh, I could not bear that. Pardon me, aunt, but I think I am more jealous of his feelings than of my own. If his secret can be learned in a half-hour's talk, it must be listened to by no one but myself. And I believe it can, she murmured reverently. he is so tender of me he would never let me go blindfold into any path concerning which i had once expressed anxiety if i ask him whether there is any good reason before god or man why i should not give him my entire faith and homage he will answer honestly though it be the destruction of his hopes to do so have you such trust as that in his uprightness as a lover and the guardian of your happiness have not you aunt and miss belinda remembering his words on the occasion of his first proposal to adopt paula was forced to acknowledge that she had so without further preliminaries it was agreed upon that paula should refrain from making a final decision
Starting point is 11:29:21 until she had eased her heart by an interview with Mr. Sylvester. Meantime, you can request Mr. Ensign to wait another day for his answer, said Miss Belinda. But Paula, with a look of astonishment, shook her head. Is it you who would counsel me to such a piece of coquetry as that, said she? No, dear aunt, my heart is not with Mr. Ensign, as you know, and it is impossible for me to encourage him. If Mr. Sylvester should prove unworthy of my affection, I must bear as best I may the loss which must accrue,
Starting point is 11:30:03 but till he does, let me not dishonour my womanhood by allowing hope to enter even for a passing moment the breast of his rival. Miss Belinda blushed and drew her niece fondly towards all. her you are right said she and my great desire for your happiness has led me into error honesty is the noblest adjunct of all true love and must never be sacrificed to considerations of selfish expediency the refusal which you contemplate bestowing upon mr ensign must be forwarded to him at once and with a final embrace in which miss belinda allowed herself to let fall some few natural tears of disappointment she dismissed the young girl to her task end of chapter 33 chapter 34 of the sword of damocles by anna catherine green this librivox recording is in the public domain paula makes her choice good fortune then to make me blessed or
Starting point is 11:31:23 cursed among men. Merchant of Venice. It was evening in the Sylvester mansion. Mr. Sylvester, who, according to his understanding with Paula, had been absent from his home all day, had just come in and now stood in his library, waiting for the coming footfall that should decide whether the future held for him any promise of joy. He had never looked more worthy of a woman's regard than he did that night. A matter that had been troubling him for some time had just been satisfactorily disposed of, and not a shadow, so far as he knew, lay upon his business outlook. This naturally brightened his cheek and lent a light to his eye. Then hope is no mean beautifier, and this he possessed, notwithstanding the disparity of years between himself and Paula. It was not
Starting point is 11:32:23 however, of sufficiently assured a nature to prevent him from starting at every sound from above and flushing with quite a disagreeable sense of betrayal when the door opened and Bertram entered the room instead of the gentle and exquisite being he had expected. Uncle, I am so full of happiness. I had to stop and bestow a portion of it upon you. Do you think anyone could mistake the nature of misdiality? ever since feelings, who saw her last night. Hardly, was the smiling reply. At all events, I have not felt like wasting much but pleasant sympathy upon you.
Starting point is 11:33:06 Your pathway to happiness looks secure, my boy. His nephew gave him a wistful glance, but hid his thought, whatever it was. I am going to see her tonight, remarked he. I am afraid my love is something like a torrent that has once been. burst its barrier. It cannot rest until it has worked its channel and won its rightful repose. That is something the way with all love, returned his uncle. It may be dallyed with while asleep, but once aroused, better meet a lion in his fury or a tempest in its rush. Are you going to test your hope tonight? The young man flushed. I cannot say, but in another moment,
Starting point is 11:33:52 gaily added, I only know that I am prepared for any emergency. Well, my boy, I wish you Godspeed. If ever a man has won a right to happiness, you are that man, and you shall enjoy it too, if any word or action of mine can serve to advance it. Thank you, replied Bertram, and with a bright look around the apartment, prepared to take his leave. When I come back, he remarked, with a touch of that manly naivety to which i have before alluded i hope i shall not find you alone ignoring this wish which was re-echoed somewhat too deeply within his own breast for light expression mr sylvester accompanied his nephew to the front door let us see what kind of a night it is observed he stepping out upon the stoop it is going to rain so it is returned bertram with a quick glance overhead, but I shall not let such a little fuss as that deter me from fulfilling my engagement, and bestowing a hasty nod upon his uncle, he bounded down the step.
Starting point is 11:35:06 Instantly, a man who was loitering along the walk in front of the house, stopped, as if struck by these simple words, turned, gave Bertram a quick look, and then with a sly glance back at the open door, where Mr. Sylvester still stood gazing at the lowering heavens, set himself cautiously to follow him. Mr. Sylvester, who was too much preoccupied to observe this suspicious action, remained for a moment contemplating the sky. Then with an aimless glance down the avenue, during which his eye undoubtedly fell upon Bertram and the creeping shadow of a man behind him, closed the door and returned to the library. The sight of another's joy has the tendency to either unduly depress the spirits or greatly to elate them. When Paula came into the room
Starting point is 11:36:01 a few minutes later, it was to find Mr. Sylvester awaiting her with an expression that was almost radiant. It made her duty seem doubly hard, and she came forward with the slow step of one who goes to meet or carry doom. He saw, and instantly the light died out of his face, leaving it one blank of despair. But controlling himself, he took her cold hand in his, and looking down upon her, with a tender but veiled regard, asked in those low and tremulous tones that exerted such an influence upon her. Do I see before me my effect? and much to be cherished child, or that still dearer object of love and worship, which it shall be the delight of my life to render truly and deeply happy. You see, returned she, after a moment of silent emotion, a girl without father or brother to advise her, who loves, or believes she does, a great and noble man, but who is smitten with
Starting point is 11:37:16 fear also she cannot tell why and trembles to take a step to which no loving and devoted friend has set the seal of his approval the clasp with which mr sylvester held her hand in his tightened for an instant with irrepressible emotion then slowly unloosed drawing back he surveyed her with eyes that slowly filled with a bitter comprehension of her meaning you are the only man continued she with a glance of humble entreaty that has ever stood to me for a moment in the light of a relation you have been a father to me in days gone by and to you it therefore seems most natural for me to appeal when a question comes up that either puzzles or distresses me mr sylvester you have offered me your love and the refuge of you-revelde you have offered me your love and the refuge of you. your home. If you say that in your judgment the counsel of all true friends would be for me to accept this love, then my hand is yours and with it my heart, a heart that only hesitates
Starting point is 11:38:32 because it would fain be sure it has the smile of heaven upon its every prompting. Paula! The voice was so strange. She looked up to see if it really was Mr. Sylvester who spoke. He had sunk back into a chair and had covered his face with his hands. With a cry she moved towards him, but he motioned her back. Condemned to be my own executioner, he muttered, placed on the rack and bid to turn the wheel that shall wrench my own sinews. My God tis hard. She did not hear the words, but she saw the action. slowly the blood left her cheek and her hand fell upon her swelling breast
Starting point is 11:39:22 with a despairing gesture that would have smitten Miss Belinda to the heart could she have seen it I have asked too much she whispered With a start Mr Sylvester rose Paula said he in a stern and different tone Is this fear of which you speak the offspring of your own instincts,
Starting point is 11:39:47 or has it been engendered in your breast by the words of another? My aunt Belinda is in my confidence, if it is she to whom you allude, rejoined she, meeting his glance fully and bravely. But from no lips but yours could any words proceed capable of affecting my estimate of you as the one best qualified to make me happy? then it is my words alone that have awakened this doubt, this apprehension.
Starting point is 11:40:19 I have not spoken of doubt, said she, but her eyelids fell. No, thank God, he passionately exclaimed. And yet you feel it, he went on more composedly. I have studied your face too long and closely not to understand it. She put out her hands in appeal. but for once it passed unheeded. Paula, said he, you must tell me just what that doubt is.
Starting point is 11:40:51 I must know what is passing in your mind. You say you love me. He paused and a tremble shook him from head to foot, but he went inexorably on. It is more than I had a right to expect, and God knows I am grateful for the precious and inestimable boon, far as it is above my desserts. But while loving me, you hesitate to give me your hand.
Starting point is 11:41:19 Why? What is the name of the doubt that disturbs that pure breast and affects your choice? Tell me I must know. You ask me to dissect my own heart, she cried, quivering under the torture of his glance. How can I? What do I know of its secret springs? or the terrors that disturb its even beatings. I cannot name my fear. It has no name.
Starting point is 11:41:49 Or if it has, Oh, sir, she cried in a burst of passionate longing. Your life has been one of sorrow and disappointment. Grief has touched you close, and you might well be the melancholy and sombre man that all behold. I do not shrink from grief. Say that the own. only shadow that lies across your dungeon door is that cast by the great and heart-rending
Starting point is 11:42:17 sorrows of your life, and without question and without fear, I enter that dungeon with you. The hand he raised stopped her. Paula, cried he, do you believe in repentance? The words struck her like a blow. falling slowly back she looked at him for an instant then her head sank on her breast i know what your hatred of sin is continued he i have seen your whole form tremble at the thought of evil is your belief in the redeeming power of god as great as your recoil from the wrong that makes that redemption necessary.
Starting point is 11:43:05 Quickly her head raised, a light fell on her brow, and her lips moved in a vain effort to utter what her eyes unconsciously expressed. Paula, I would be unworthy the name of a man, if with the consciousness of possessing a dark and evil nature, I strove by use of any hypocrisy or specious pretense at goodness to lure to my side one so exceptionally pure, beautiful and high-minded. The ravening wolf and the innocent lamb would be nothing to it. Neither would I, for an instant, be esteemed worthy of your regard, if in this hour of my wooing there remained in my life the shadow of any latent wrong
Starting point is 11:43:55 that might hereafter rise up and overwhelm you. whatever of wrong has ever been committed by me, and it is my punishment that I must acknowledge before your pure eyes that my soul is not spotless, was done in the past and is known only to my own heart and the God who I reverently trust has long ago pardoned me. The shadow is that of remorse, not of fear, and the evil one against my own. soul rather than against the life or fortunes of other men. Paula, such sins can be forgiven if one has a mind to comprehend the temptations that beset men in their early struggles. I have never forgiven myself, but he paused, looked at her for an instant. His hand clenched over his heart. His whole noble form shaken by struggle, then said, forgiveness implies no promise, Paula.
Starting point is 11:45:05 You shall never link yourself to a man who has been obliged to bow his head in shame before you. But by the mercy that informs that dear glance and trembling lip, do you think you can ever grow to forgive me? Oh, she cried with a burst of sobs, violent as her grief and shame. God be merciful to me, as I am merciful to those who repent of their sins, and do good and not evil all the remaining days of their life. I thought you would forgive me, murmured he, looking down upon her, as the miser eyes the gold that has slipped from his paralyzed hand.
Starting point is 11:45:50 Him whom the hard-hearted sinner and the hypocrite despise, God's dearest lamb, regard with mercy. I learned to revere God before I knew you, Paula, but I learned to love him in the light of your gentleness and your trust. Rise up now and let me wipe away your tears, my daughter. She sprang up as if stung. No, no, she cried, not that. I cannot bear that yet. I must think. I must know what all this means. And she laid her hand upon her heart. God surely does not give so much love for one's undoing. If I were not destined to comfort a life so saddened,
Starting point is 11:46:39 he would have bequeathed me more pity and less. The lifted head fell. The word she would have uttered stirred her bosom, but not her lips. It was a trial to his strength, but his firm man's heart did not waver. you do comfort me said he from early morning to late night your presence is my healing and my help and will always be so whatever may befall a daughter can do much my paula she took a step back towards the door her eyes dark with unfathomable impulses flashing on him through the tears that hung thickly on her lashes is it for your own sense sake, or for mine, that you make use of that word, said she. He summoned up his courage,
Starting point is 11:47:35 met that searching glance with all its wild bewildering beauty, and responded, Can you ask, Paula? With a lift of her head that gave an almost queenly stateliness to her form, she advanced a step, and drawing a crumpled paper from her pocket, said, when I went to my room last night it was to read two letters one from yourself and one from Mr. Ensign this is his and a manly and noble letter it is too
Starting point is 11:48:09 but hearts have right to hearts and I was obliged to refuse his petition and with a reverent but inexorable hand she dropped the letter on the burning coals of the grate at their side, and softly turned to leave the room. Paula! With abound, the stern and hitherto forcibly repressed man, leaped to her side.
Starting point is 11:48:39 My darling! My life! And with a wild, uncontrollable impulse, he caught her for one breathless moment to his heart. Then, as suddenly, released her, and laying his hand in reverence on her brow, said softly, Now go and pray, little one, and when you are quite calm,
Starting point is 11:49:01 an hour hence, or a weak hence, whichever it may be, come and tell me my fate, as God and the angels reveal it to you. And he smiled, and she saw his smile, and went out of the room softly, as one who treadeth upon holy ground.
Starting point is 11:49:22 Mr. Sylvester was considered by his, his friends and admirers as a proud man. If a vote had been cast among those who knew him best, as from what a special passion common to humanity he would soonest recoil, it would have been unanimously pronounced shame, and his own hand would have emphasized the judgment of his fellows. But shame which is open to the gaze of the whole world differs from that which is sacred to the eyes of one human being, and that the one who lies nearest the heart. As Paula's retreating footsteps died away on the stairs, and he awoke to the full consciousness that his secret was shared by her whose love was his life, and whose good opinion had been his
Starting point is 11:50:11 incentive and his pride, his first sensation was one of unmitigated anguish. But his next, strange to say, that of a restful relief. He had cast aside the cloak he had hugged so closely to his breast these many years, and displayed to her shrinking gaze the fox that was gnawing at his vitals. And Spartan though he was, the dew that had filled her loving eyes was balm to him. And not only that, he had one claim to the title of true men. man. Her regard, if regard it remained, was no longer an airy fabric built upon a plausible seeming, but a firm structure with knowledge for its foundation. I shall not live to whisper, if she knew my whole life, would she love me so well? His first marriage had been so wholly
Starting point is 11:51:14 uncongenial and devoid of sympathy, that his greatest longing in connection with a fresh contract was to enjoy the full happiness of perfect union and mutual trust. And though he could never have summoned up courage to take her into his confidence unsolicited, now that it had been done, he would not have it undone. No, not if by the doing he had lost her confidence and affection. But something told him he had not lost it, that out of the darkness and the shock of this very disson. a new and deeper love would spring, which having its birth in human frailty and human repentance
Starting point is 11:51:58 would gain in the actual what it lost in the ideal, bringing to his weary, suffering and yearning man's nature the honest help of a strong and loving sympathy, growing trust, and sweetest because wisest encouragement. It was, therefore, with a growing sense of deep, unfathomable comfort and a reverent thankfulness for the mercies of God, that he sat by the fire, idly watching the rise and fall of the golden flames above the fluttering ashes of his rival's letter, and dreaming with a hallowing sense of his unworthiness
Starting point is 11:52:40 upon the possible bliss of coming days, Happiness in its truest and most serene sense was so new to him. It affected him like the presence of something strangely commanding. He was awe-struck before it and unconsciously bowed his head at its contemplation. Only his eyes betrayed the peace that comes with all great joy. His eyes and perhaps the faint, almost unearthly smile that flitted across. his mouth, disturbing its firm line, and making his face, for all its inevitable expression of melancholy, one that his mother would have loved to look upon. Paula came now and then
Starting point is 11:53:29 in a reverent yearning accent from between his lips, and once a low, thank God, which showed that he was praying. Suddenly he rose, a more human mood had set in. A more human mood had set in and he felt the necessity of assuring himself that it was really he upon whom the dreary past had closed and a future of such possible brightness opened he walked about the room surveying the rich articles within it as the possible belongings of the beautiful woman he adored he stood and pictured her as coming into the door as his wife and before he realized what he was doing had planned certain changes he was would make in his home to adapt it to the wants of her young and growing mind when with a strange suddenness the door upon which he was gazing flew back and bertram sylvester entered just as he had come from the street he looked so haggard so wild so little the picture of himself as he ventured forth a couple of hours before that mr sylvester started and forgetting his happiness in his alarm asked in a tone of dismay, what has happened? Has Miss Stuyvesant? Bertrand's hand went up as if his uncle had touched him upon a festering wound. Don't, gasped he, and advancing to the table, sat down and buried his face for a moment in his arms. Then rose, and summoning up a certain manly dignity that became him well, met Mr. Sylvester's eye with forced const. and inquired, Did you know there was a thief in our bank, Uncle Edward?
Starting point is 11:55:21 End of Chapter 34. Chapter 35 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. The falling of the sword. Foul deeds will rise, though all the world all whelm them to men's eyes. Hamlet.
Starting point is 11:55:52 Mr. Sylvester towered on his nephew, with an expression such as few men had ever seen, even on his powerful and commanding face. What do you mean? asked he, and his voice rang like a clarion through the room. Bertram trembled, and for a moment stood aghast, the ready flush bathing his brow with burning crimson.
Starting point is 11:56:18 I mean, stammered he, with difficulty recovering himself, that when Mr. Stuyvesant came to open his private box in the bank to-day, that he not only found its lock had been tampered with, but that money and valuables to the amount of some twelve hundred dollars were missing from among its contents. What? The expression which had made Mr. Sylvester's brow so terrible had vanished, but his wonder remained. It is impossible, he declared. declared our vaults are too well watched for any such thing to occur he has made some mistake a robbery of that nature could not take place without detection
Starting point is 11:57:01 it would seem not and yet the fact remains mr stuyvesant himself informed me of it to-night he is not a careless man nor reckless in his statements someone has robbed the bank and it remains with us to find out who Mr. Sylvester, who had been standing all this while, sat down like a man dazed, the wild, lost look on Bertram's face, daunting him with a fearful premonition. There are but four men who have access to the vault where the boxes are kept, said he. Then, quickly, why did Mr. Stuyvesant wait till tonight to speak to you? Why did he not notify us at once of a loss so important for us to know? The flush on Bertram's brow slowly subsided, giving way to a steady pallor. He waited to be sure, said he. He had a memorandum at home which he desired to consult.
Starting point is 11:58:03 He was not ready to make any rash statement. He is a thinking man, and more considerate than many of his friends are apt to imagine. If the lock had not been found open, he would have thought with you that he had made some mistake. if he had not missed from the box some of its contents he would have considered the condition of the lock the result of some oversight on his own part or of some mistake on the part of another but the two facts together were damning and could force upon him but one conclusion uncle said he with a straightforward look into mr sylvester's countenance mr stuyvesant knows as well as we do who are the men who have access to the vaults As you say, the opening of a box during business hours and the abstracting from it of papers or valuables by anyone who has not such access would be impossible. Only Hopgood, you and myself, and possibly Folger, could find either time or opportunity for such a piece of work, while after business hours, the same for, minus Folger, who contents himself with knowing the combination,
Starting point is 11:59:20 of the inner safe, could open the vaults even in case of an emergency. Now, of the four named, two are above suspicion. I might almost say three, for Hopgood is not a man it is easy to mistrust. One alone, then, of all the men whom Mr. Stuyvesant is in the habit of meeting at the bank, is open to a doubt. A young man, uncle, whose rising has been rapid, whose hopes have been lofty, Life may or may not be known to himself as pure, but which in the eyes of a matured man of the world might easily be questioned, just because its hopes are so lofty and its means for attaining them so limited. Bertram!
Starting point is 12:00:07 sprang from Mr. Sylvester's white lips, but the young man raised his hand with almost a commanding gesture. Hush, said he, no sympathy or surprise. facts like these have to be met with silent endurance as we walk up to the mouth of the cannon we cannot evade or bear our breast to the thrust of the bayonet gleaming before our eyes. I would not have you think, he somewhat hurriedly pursued, that Mr. Stuyvesant insinuated anything of the kind,
Starting point is 12:00:40 but his daughter was not present in the parlour. And a sigh, almost a gasp, finished the sentence. "'Pertram!' again exclaimed his uncle, "'this time with some authority in his voice. "'The shock of this discovery has unnerved you. "'You act like a man capable of being suspected. "'That is simply preposterous. "'One half-hour's conversation with Mr. Stuyvesant on my part
Starting point is 12:01:08 "'will convince him, if he needs convincing, "'which I do not believe, "'that whoever is unworthy of trust in our bank, "'you are not the man.' bertram raised his head with a gleam of hope but instantly dropped it again with a despairing gesture that made his uncle frown i did not know that you were inclined to be so pusillanimous cried mr sylvester and in presence of a foe so unsubstantial as this you have conjured up almost out of nothing if the bank has been robbed it cannot be difficult to find the thief i will order in detectives to-morrow we will order in detectives to-morrow we will will hold a board of inquiry and the culprit shall be unmasked, that is, if he is one of the employees of the bank, which it is very hard to believe. Very, and which, if true, would make
Starting point is 12:02:03 it unadvisable in us to give the alarm that any public measures taken could not fail to do. The inquiry shall be private, and the detectives men who can be trusted to keep their business secret. How can any inquiry be private? Uncle, we are treading on delicate ground and have a task before us requiring great tact and discretion. If the safe had only been assaulted or there were any evidences of burglary to be seen, but we surely should have heard of it from someone of the men
Starting point is 12:02:39 if anything unusual had been observed. Hopgood would have spoken at least. Yes, Hopgood would have spoken. The tone in which this was uttered made Bertram look up. You agree with me, then, that Hopgood is absolutely to be relied upon? Absolutely. A faint flush on Mr. Sylvester's face lent force to this statement. He could not be beguiled or forced by another man to reveal the combination, or to relax his watch over the vaults and trusted to his keeping.
Starting point is 12:03:16 no he is alone with the vaults where the boxes are kept for an hour or two in the early morning yes and has been for three years hopgood is honesty itself and so a fulgar and jessup and watson exclaimed bertram emphatically yes his uncle admitted with equal emphasis it is a mystery bertram declared and one i fear that will undo me nonsense broke forth somewhat impatiently from mr sylvester's lips there is no reason at this time for any such conclusion if there is a thief in the bank he can be found if the robbery was committed by an outsider he may still be discovered if he is not if the mystery rests for ever unexplained you have your character bertram a character as spotless as that of any of your fellows whom we regard as above suspicion a man is not going to be condemned by such a judge of human nature as mr stuyvesant just because a mysterious crime has been committed to which the circumstances of his position alone render it possible for him to be parted You might as well say that Jessop and Fulgar and Watson, yes, or myself, would in that case lose his confidence. They are in the bank and are constantly in the habit of going to the vaults. None of those gentlemen want to marry his daughter, murmured Bertram. It is not the director, I fear, but the father. I have so little to bring her, only my character and my devotion. Well, well, pluck up courage, my boy. I have hopes yet that the whole matter can be referred to some mistake,
Starting point is 12:05:12 easily explainable when once it is discovered. Mistakes, even amongst the honest and the judicious, are not so uncommon as one is apt to imagine. I myself have known of one, which, if Providence had not interfered, might have led to doubts seemingly as inconsistent as yours. tomorrow we will consider the question at length. Tonight, well, Bertram, what is it? The young man started and dropped his eyes,
Starting point is 12:05:43 which during the last words of his uncle had been fixed upon his face with strange and penetrating inquiry. Nothing, said he, that is nothing more, and rose as if to leave. But Mr. Sylvester put out his hand and stopped him. There is, something, said he, I have seen it in your face ever since you entered this room. What is it?
Starting point is 12:06:09 The young man drew a deep breath and leaned back in his chair. Mr. Sylvester watched him with growing pallor. You are right, murmured his nephew at last. There is something more, and it is only justice that you should hear it. I have had two adventures tonight, one quite apart from my conversation with Mr. Stuyvesant. Heaven that watches above us has seen fit to accumulate difficulties in my path and this last, perhaps,
Starting point is 12:06:42 is the least explainable and the hardest to encounter. What do you allude to? cried his uncle, imperatively. I have had an evening of too much agitation to endure suspense with equanimity. Explain yourself. It will not take long,
Starting point is 12:07:00 said the other, a few words will reveal to you the position in which I stand. Let me relate it in the form of a narrative. You know what a dark portion of the block, that is, in which Mr. Stuyvesant's house is situated. A man might hide in any of the areas along there without being observed by you, unless he made some sound to attract your attention.
Starting point is 12:07:24 I was therefore more alarmed than surprised when, shortly after leaving Mr. Stuyvesant's dwell, I felt a hand laid on my shoulder, and turning beheld a dark figure at my side, of an appearance calculated to arouse any man's apprehension. He was tall, unkempt, with profuse beard, and eyes that glared even in the darkness of his surroundings with a feverish intensity. "'You are Mr. Sylvester,' said he, with a look of a wild animal ready to pounce upon his prayer. Yes, said I, involuntarily stepping back. I am Mr. Sylvester.
Starting point is 12:08:07 I want to speak to you, exclaimed he, with a rush of words, as though a stream had broken loose. Now, at once, on business that concerns you, will you listen? I thought of the only business that seemed to concern me then, and starting still further back, surveyed him with surprise. I don't know you, said I. what business can you have with me will you step into some place where it is warm and find out he asked shivering in his thin cloak but not abating a jot of his eagerness go on before me said i and we will see he complied at once and in this way we reached beale's coffee-room where we went in now said i out with what you have to say and be quick about it i have no time to listen to nonsense and no heart to attend to it. His eye brightened. He did not cast a glance at the smoking victuals about him, though I knew he was hungry as a dog. It is no nonsense, said he, that I have to communicate to you,
Starting point is 12:09:14 and then I saw he had once been a gentleman. For two years and a half have I been searching for you, he went on, in order that I might recall to your mind a little incident. You remember the afternoon of February the 25th, two years ago? No, said I, in great surprise, for his whole countenance was flushed with expectancy. What was there about that day that I should remember it? He smiled and bent his face nearer to mine. Don't you recollect a little conversation you had
Starting point is 12:09:49 in a small eating house in Day Street, with a gentleman of a high-sounding voice, to whom you were obliged continually to say, hush. I stared at the man, as you may believe, with some notion of his being a wandering lunatic. I have never taken a meal in any eating house in Day Street, I declared, motioning to a waiter to approach us. The man, observing it, turned swiftly upon me. Do you think I care for any such petty fuss as that, asked he, indicating the rather slightly built man I had called to my rescue, while he covertly studied my face to observe the effect of his words i started i could not help it this use of an expression almost peculiar to myself assured me that the man knew me better than i supposed
Starting point is 12:10:45 involuntarily i waved the waiter back and turned upon the man with an inquiring look i thought you might consider it worth your while to listen said he smiling with the air of white who has or thinks he has a grip upon you then suddenly you are a rich man are you not a proud man and an honoured one you hold a position of trust and are considered worthy of it how would you like men to know that you once committed a mean and dirty trick that those white hands that have the handling of such large funds at present have in days gone by been known to dip into such funds a little too deeply, that, in short, you, Bertram Sylvester, cashier of the Madison Bank, and looking forward to no-one knows what future honours and emoluments, have been in a position better suited to a felon cell than the trusted agent of a great and wealthy corporation.
Starting point is 12:11:50 I did not collar him. I was too dumb-stricken for any such display of indignation. I simply stared. feeling somewhat alarmed as i remembered my late interview with mr stuyvesant and considered the possibility of a plot being formed against me he smiled again at the effect he had produced and drew me into a corner of the room where we sat down i am going to tell you a story said he just to show you what a good memory i have one day a year and more ago i sauntered into an eating-house on day street i have not always been what you see me now though to tell you the truth i was but little better off at the time of which i speak except that i did have a dime or so in my pocket and could buy a meal of victuals if i wished and his eyes roamed for the first time to the tables stretching out before him down the room the proprietor was an acquaintance of mine and finding i was sleepy as well as hungry let me go into a certain dark pantry where i curled up amid all sorts of old rubbish and went to sleep i was awakened by the sound of voices talking very earnestly the closet in which i was hidden was a temporary affair built up of loose boards and the talk of a couple of men seated against it was easy enough to be heard do you want to know what that conversation was my curiosity was roused by this time and i said yes if this was a plot to extort money from me it was undeniably better for me to know upon just what foundations it rested i thought the man looked surprised but with an aplomb difficult to believe assumed he went on to say the voices gave me my only means of judging of the age character or position of the men conversing but i have a quick ear
Starting point is 12:13:50 and my memory is never at fault. From the slow, broken, nervously anxious tone of one of the men, I made up my mind that he was elderly, hard up, and not over-scrupulous. The other voice was that of a gentleman, musical, and yet pronounced, and not easily forgotten as you see, sir. The first words I heard aroused me, and convinced me it was worthwhile to listen. They were uttered by the gentleman.
Starting point is 12:14:20 you come to me with such a dirty piece of business what right have you to suppose i would hearken to you for an instant the right returned the other of knowing you have not been above doing dirty work in your lifetime the partition creaked at that as though one of the two had started forward but i didn't hear any reply made to this strange accusation do you think the same voice went on that i do not know where the five thousand dollars came from, which you gave me for that first speculation. I knew it when I took it, and if I hadn't been sure the operation would turn out fortunately, you would never have been the man you are today. It came out of funds entrusted to you, and was not the gift of a relative, as you would have made me believe. Good heaven, exclaimed the other, after a silence that was very expressive just then and there. And you let me? Oh, we won't go into that, interrupted the less cultivated voice. All you wanted was a start to make you the successful man
Starting point is 12:15:31 you have since become. I never worried much about morals, and I don't worry about them now. Only when you say you won't do a thing likely to make my fortune, just because it is not entirely free from reproach, I say, remember what I know about you. and don't talk virtue to me i am rightly punished came from the other in a tone that proved him to be a man more ready to do a wrong thing than to face the accusation of it if i ever did what you suppose the repentance that has embittered all my success and the position in which you have this day placed me is surely an ample atonement will you do what i request inquired the other giving little heed to this expression of misery of which i on the contrary took special heed no was the energetic reply because i am not spotless it is no sign that i am not spotless it is no sign that i am not I will wade into filth. I will give you money, as I have done scores of times before,
Starting point is 12:16:37 but I will lend my hand to no scheme which is likely to throw discredit on me or mine. Were you not connected to me in the way in which you are? You would pursue the scheme, interrupted the other. It is because you know that I cannot talk that you dare repudiate it. Well, I will go to one, you shall not, came in short, quick tones. Just such tones as you used to me, sir, when we first entered this room.
Starting point is 12:17:09 You shall leave the country before you do anything more, or say anything more, to compromise me or yourself. I may have done wrong in my day, but that is no reason why I should suffer for it at your hands, tempter of youth, and deceiver of your own flesh and blood. You shall never bring back those days to me again. They are buried and have been stamped out of sight by many and honest dealing since, and many, as I trust before God, good and sterling action. I have long since begun a new life, a life of honour, and pure, if successful, dealing. Not only my own happiness, but that of one who should be considered by you, depends upon my maintaining that life to the end,
Starting point is 12:18:00 unshadowed by unholy remembrances, and unharressed by any such proffers as you have presumed to make to me here today. If you want a few thousand dollars to leave the country, say so, but never again presume to offend my ears, or those of anyone else we may know, with any such words as you have made use of today. And the spiritless creature subsided, sir, and said no more to that rich, honored and successful man who was so sensitive to even the imputation of guilt but I am not spiritless and just where he dropped the affair I took it up here is a chance for me to turn an honest penny thought I and with a deliberation little to be expected of me
Starting point is 12:18:51 perhaps set myself to spot that man and make the most out of the matter I could unfortunately i lost the opportunity of seeing his face i was too anxious to catch every word they uttered to quit my place of concealment till their conversation was concluded and then i was too late to be sure which of the many men leaving the building before me was the one i was after the waiters were too busy to talk and the proprietor himself had taken no notice happily as i have before said i never forget voices. Moreover, one of the two speakers had made use of a phrase peculiar enough to serve as a clue to his identity. It was in answer to some parting threat of the older man, and will remind you of an expression uttered by yourself an hour or so ago. Do you suppose I will let such a little fuss as that deter me? It was the cue to his speech, by which I intended to hunt out my man from amongst the rich, the trusted, and the influential persons of this city, and when found,
Starting point is 12:20:05 to hold him. And you think you have done this, said I, too conscious of the possible net about my feet to be simply angry. I know it, said he, every word you have uttered since we have been here has made me more and more certain of the fact. I could swear to your voice, and as to your use of that tell-the-yreux-and-you-all-y-recent-er. tale word, it was not till I thought to inquire of a certain wide-awake fellow down town, who amongst our businessmen were in the habit of using that expression,
Starting point is 12:20:39 and was told Mr. Sylvester of the Madison Bank, that I was unable to track you. I know I have got my hand on my man at last, and he looked down at his threadbare coat and around at the tables with their smoking dishes, and left me to do that. to draw my own conclusion. Uncle, there are crises in life which no former experience teaches you how to meet. I had arrived at such a one. Perhaps you can understand me when I say I was well-nigh appalled.
Starting point is 12:21:13 Denial of what was imputed to me might be wisdom and might not. I felt the coil of a deadly serpent about me and knew not whether it was best to struggle or to simply submit. the man noted the effect he had made and complacently folded his arms he was of a nervous organization and possessed an eye like a hungry wolf but he could wait this is a pretty story said i at last and i reject it altogether i am an honest man and have always been so you will have to give up your hopes of making anything out of me then you are willing said he that i should repeat this story to one of the directors of your bank whom i know i looked at him he returned my gaze with a cold nonchalance more suggestive of a deep-laid purpose than even his previous glance of feverish determination
Starting point is 12:22:15 i immediately let my eye run over his scanty clothing and loose flowing hair and beard yes said i with as much sarcasm as i knew how to assume if you dare risk the consequences i think i may he at once drew himself up you think said he that you have a commonplace adventurer to deal with that my appearance is going to testify in your favor that you have but to deny any action to deny any action which such a hungry-looking, tattered wretch as I may make, and that I shall be ignominiously kicked out of the presence into which I have forced myself. That, in short, I have been building my castle in the air. Mr. Sylvester, I am a poor devil, but I am no fool. When I left Day Street, on the 25th of February two years ago, it was with a sealed paper in my pocket,
Starting point is 12:23:14 in which was inscribed all that I had heard on that day. This I took to a lawyer's office, and not being, as I have before said, quite as impecunious in those days as at present, succeeded in getting the lawyer, whom I took care should be a most respectable man, to draw up a paper to the effect that I had entrusted him with this statement, of whose contents he, however, knew nothing,
Starting point is 12:23:42 on such a day and hour, to which paper, a gentleman then present, consented at my respectful solicitation, to affix his name as witness, which gentleman, strange to say, has since proved to be a director of the bank of which you are the present cashier, and consequently, the very man of all others, best adapted to open the paper, whose seal you profess to be so willing to see broken. His name. It was all that I could say. Stuyvesant, cried the man, fixing me with his eye in which I in vain sought for some signs of secret doubt or unconscious wavering. I rose. The position in which I found myself was too overwhelming for instant decision. I needed time for reflection, possibly advice, from you. A resolution to bring me. A resolution to
Starting point is 12:24:42 brave the devil must be founded on something more solid than impulse to hold its own unmoved. I only stopped to utter one final word and ask one leading question. You are a smart man, said I, and you are also a villain. Your smartness would give you food and drink, if you exercised it in a manner worthy of a man, but your villainy, if persisted in, will eventually rob you of both, and bring you to the prison's cell, or the hangman's gallows. As for myself, I persist in saying that I am now and always have been an honest man, whatever you may have overheard, or find yourself capable of swearing to.
Starting point is 12:25:29 Yet a lie is an inconvenient thing to have uttered against you at any time, and I may want to see you again. If I do, where shall I find you? He thrust his hand into his pocket. and drew out a small slip of folded paper which he passed to me with a bow that chesterfield would have admired you will find it written within said he i shall look for you any time to-morrow up to seven o'clock at that hour the lawyer of whom i have spoken sends the statement which he has in his possession to mr stuyvesant i nodded my assent and he moved slowly towards the door as he did so his eyes fell upon a roll of bread lying on a counter i at once stepped forward and bought it vile as he was and deadly as was the snare he contemplated drawing about me i could not see that wolfish look of hunger and not offer him something to ease it he took the loaf from my hands and bit greedily into it
Starting point is 12:26:35 but suddenly paused and shook his head with a look-like self-reproach and thrusting the loaf under his arm turned towards the door with the quick action of one escaping instantly and before he was out of sight or hearing i drew the attention of the proprietor to him him do you see that man i asked he has been attempting a system of blackmail upon me and satisfied with thus having provided a witness able of identifying the man in case of an emergency i left the building and now you know it all concluded he and the silence that followed the utterance of those simple words was a silence that could be felt bertram the young man started from his fixed position and his eyes slowly traversed toward his uncle have you that slip of paper which the man gave you before departing yes said he let me have it if you please the young man with an agitated look plunged his hand into his pocket drew out the small note and laid it on the table between them mr sylvester let it lie and again there was a silence. If this had happened at any other time, Bertram pursued, one could afford to let the man have his say. But now, just as this other mystery has come up, I don't believe in submitting to blackmail, came from his uncle in short, quick tones. Bertram gave a start. You then advise me to
Starting point is 12:28:18 leave him alone? asked he, with unmistakable emotion. His uncle dropped. His uncle, dropped. the hand which till now he had held before his face and hastily confronted his nephew you will have enough to do to attend to the other matter without bestowing any time or attention upon this the man that robbed mr stuyvesant's box can be found and must it is the one indispensable business to which i now delegate you no amount of money and no amount of diligence is to be spared i rely on you to carry the affair to a successful termination will you undertake the task can you ask murmured the young man with a shocked look at his uncle's changed expression as to this other matter we will let it rest for to-night to-morrow's revelations may be more favourable than we expect at all events let us try and get a little rest now i am sure we are both in a condition to need it bertram rose i am at your command said he and move to go. Suddenly he turned, and the two men stood face to face. I have no wish, pursued he, to be relieved of my burden at the expense of anyone else. If it is to be born by anyone, let it be carried by him who is young and stalwart enough to sustain it, and his hand went
Starting point is 12:29:52 out involuntarily towards his uncle. Mr. Sylvester took that hand, and I, his nephew long and earnestly. Bertram thought he was going to speak and nerved himself to meet with fortitude whatever might be said. But the lips which Mr. Sylvester had opened closed firmly, and contenting himself with a mere ring of his nephew's hand, he allowed him to go. The slip of paper remained upon the table unopened. That night, as Paula lay slumbering, on her pillow, a sound passed through the house. It was like a quick, irrepressible cry of desolation, and the poor child, hearing it, started, thinking her name had been called. But when she listened, all was still, and believing she had dreamed, she turned her face upon her
Starting point is 12:30:50 pillow, and softly murmuring the name that was dearest to her in all the world, fell again into a peaceful sleep, but he whose voice had uttered that cry in the dreary emptiness of the great parlors below slept not. End of Chapter 35. Chapter 36 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Morning Two maidens by one fountain's joyous brink and And one was sad, and one had cause for sadness. Sicily Stuyvesant, waiting for her father at the foot of the stairs, on the morning after these occurrences, was a pretty and a touching spectacle.
Starting point is 12:31:54 She had not slept very well the night before, and her brow showed signs of trouble, and so did her trembling lips. She held in her hand a letter, which she twirled about with very unsteady fingers. The morning was bright. but she did not seem to observe it. The air was fresh, but it did not seem to invigorate her. A rose leaf of care lay on the tremulous waters of her soul, and her sensitive nature thrilled under it.
Starting point is 12:32:24 Why does he not come? she whispered, looking again at the letter's inscription. It was in Mr. Sylvester's handwriting, and ought not to have occasioned her any uneasiness, but her father had intimated a wish. the night before that she should not come down into the parlour if Bertram called and her thoughts paused there but she was anxious about the letter and wished her father would hasten let us look at the little lady she had been so bright and lovesome yesterday at this time never a maiden in all this great city of ours had shown a
Starting point is 12:33:04 sweeter or more ethereal smile at once radiant and reserved she flashed on the eye and trembled from the grasp like some dainty tropical creature as yet unused to our stranger climb her father had surveyed her with satisfaction and her lover oh that we were all young again to experience that leap of the heart with which youth meets and recognizes the sweet perfections of the woman it adores but a mist had obscured the radiance of her aspect and she looks very sad as she stands in her father's hall this morning, leaning her cheek against the banister, and thinking of the night when, three years ago, she lingered in that very spot, and watched the form of the young musician go by her and disappear in the darkness of the night,
Starting point is 12:33:58 as she then thought, forever. Joy had come to her by such slow steps, and after such long waiting, Hope had burst upon her so brilliantly and with such a speedy promise of culmination. She thrilled as she thought how shorter time ago it was since she leaned upon Bertram's arm and dropped her eyes before his gaze.
Starting point is 12:34:25 The appearance of her father at length aroused her. Flushing slightly, she held the letter towards him. A letter for you, Papa, I thought you might like to read her. it before you went out mr. Stuyvesant who for an hour or more had been frowning over his morning paper with a steady pertinacity that left more than the usual amount of wrinkles upon his brow started at the wistful tone of this announcement from his daughter's lips and taking the letter from her hand stepped into the parlour to peruse it it was as the
Starting point is 12:35:04 handwriting declared from mr Sylvester and ran thus dear mr stuyvesant i have heard of your loss and am astounded though the bank is not liable for any accident to trusts of this nature both bertram and myself are determined to make every effort possible to detect and punish the man who either through our negligence or by means of the opportunities afforded him under our present system of management has been able to commit this robbery upon your own effects we therefore request that you will meet us at the bank this morning at as early an hour as practicable there to assist us in making such inquiries and instituting such measures as may be considered necessary to the immediate attainment of the object desired respectfully yours Edward Sylvester is it anything serious asked his daughter coming into the parlour and looking up into his face with a strange wistfulness he could not fail to remark.
Starting point is 12:36:13 Mr. Stuyvesant gave her a quick glance, shook his head with some nervousness, and hastily pocketed the epistle. Business, mumbled he, business, and ignoring the sigh that escaped her lips began to make his preparations for going at once downtown. He was always an awkward man at such matters, and it was her habit to afford him what assistance she could. This she now did, lending her hand to help him on with his overcoat, rising on tiptoe to tie his muffler, and bending her bright head to see that his galoshes were properly fastened, her charming face with its faraway look,
Starting point is 12:36:55 shining strangely sweet in the dim hall, in contrast with his severe and antiquated countenance. He watched her carefully, but with seeming indifference till all was done and he stood ready to depart. Then, in an awkward enough way, he was not accustomed to bestow endearments, drew her to him and kissed her on the forehead, after which he turned about and departed without a word to season or explain this unwanted manifestation of tenderness.
Starting point is 12:37:28 A kiss was an unusual occurrence in that confiding but undemonstrative household, and the little maiden trembled. Something is wrong, she murmured half to herself, half to the dim vista of the lonely parlour, where but a night or so ago had stood the beloved form of him, who, bury the thought as she would, had become, if indeed he had not always been, the beginning and the ending of all her maidenly dreams.
Starting point is 12:38:00 What, what? and her young heart swelled painfully, as she realized, like many a woman before her, that whatever might be her doubts, fears, anguish or suspense, nothing remained for her but silence and a tedious waiting for others to recognise her misery and speak. Meanwhile, how was it with her dearest friend and confident Paula? The morning, as I have already declared, was bright and exceptionally beautiful. Sunshine filled the air, and freshness invigorated the breeze. Sicily was blind to it all, but as Paula looked from her window, preparatory to going below,
Starting point is 12:38:47 a close observer might have perceived that the serenity of the cloudless sky was reflected in her beaming eyes, that peace brooded above her soul, and ruled her tender spirit. She had held a long conversation with Miss Belinda. She had prayed, she had slept, and she had risen with a confirmed love in her heart for the man who was at once the admiration of her eyes and the wellspring of her deepest thoughts and wildest longings. I will show him so plainly what the angels have told me, whispered she, that he will have no need to ask. And she wound her long locks into the coil that she knew he best liked, and fixed a rose at her throat, and so with a smile on her lip went softly downstairs. Oh, the timid, eager step of maidenhood,
Starting point is 12:39:45 when drawing toward the shrine of all it adores. Could those halls and lofty corridors have whispered their secret? What a story they would have told of beating her. heart and tremulous glance, eager longings and maidenly shrinkings, as the lovely form, swaying with a thousand hopes and fears, glided from landing to landing, carrying with it love and joy and peace, and trust, as she neared the bronze image that had always awakened such vague feelings of repugnance on her part, and found its terrors gone and its smile assuring, she realized that her breast held nothing but faith in him, who may have sinned in his youth, but who had repented in his manhood, and now stood clear and noble in her eyes.
Starting point is 12:40:44 The assurance was too sweet, the flood of feeling too overwhelming, with a quick glance, around her. She stopped and flung her arms about the hitherto repellent bronze, pressing her young breast against the cold metal, with a fervour that ought to have hallowed its sensuous mould forever. Then she hurried down. Her first glance into the dining room brought her a disappointment. Mr. Sylvester had already breakfasted and gone, only Aunt Belinda sat at the table. With a slightly troubled brow, Paula advanced to her own place at the board. Mr. Sylvester has urgent business on hand today, quoth her aunt. I met him going out just as I came down.
Starting point is 12:41:32 Her look lingered on Paula as she said this, and if it had not been for the servants, she would doubtless have given utterance to some further expression on the matter, for she had been greatly struck by Mr. Sylvester's appearance, and the sad, firm, almost lofty expression of his eye as it met hers in their hurried conversation. He is a very busy man, returned Paula simply, and was silent, struck by some secret dread she could not have explained. Suddenly she rose. She had found an envelope beneath her plate, addressed to herself. It was bulky and evidently contained a key, hastening behind the curtains of the window, she opened it.
Starting point is 12:42:21 The key was to that secret study of his at the top of the house, which no one but himself had ever been seen to enter, and the words that enwrapped it were these. If I send you no word to the contrary, and if I do not come back by seven o'clock this evening, go to the room of which this is the key, open my desk and read what I have prepared for your eyes. E.S.
Starting point is 12:42:53 End of Chapter 36. Chapter 37 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. The opinion of a certain noted detective. But still there clung one hope like a keen sword. on starting threads uphung. Revolt of Islam Facts are stubborn things.
Starting point is 12:43:30 Elliot Meanwhile, Mr. Stuyvesant hasted on his way downtown and ere long made his appearance at the bank. He found Mr. Sylvester and Bertram seated in the director's room with a portly smooth-faced man whose appearance was at once strange
Starting point is 12:43:49 and vaguely familiar. A detective, sir, explained Mr. Sylvester, rising with forced composure. A man upon whose judgment I have been told we may rely. Mr. Grice? Mr. Stuyvesant.
Starting point is 12:44:05 The latter gentleman nodded, cast a glance around the room, during which his eye rested for a moment on Bertram's somewhat pale countenance, and nervously took a seat. A mysterious, piece of business, this, came from the detective's lips in an easy tone, calculated to relieve the tension of embarrassment into which the entrance of Mr. Stuyvesant seemed to have thrown
Starting point is 12:44:32 all parties. What were the numbers of the bonds found missing, if you please? Mr. Stuyvesant told him, you are positively assured these bonds were all in the box when you last locked it? I am. When was that, sir? On what day, and at what hour of the day, if you please? Tuesday, at about three o'clock, I should say. The box was locked by you? There is no doubt about that fact?
Starting point is 12:45:04 None in the least. Where were you standing at the time? In front of the vault door, I had taken out the box myself, as I am in the habit of doing, and had stepped there to put it back. Was anyone near you, then? Yes, the cashier was at his desk, and the teller had occasion to go to the safe while I stood there. I do not remember seeing anyone else in my immediate vicinity.
Starting point is 12:45:32 Do you remember ever going to the vaults and not finding someone near you at the time, or at least in full view of your movements? No. I have informed Mr. Grice, interposed Mr. Sylvester, with a ring in his deep voice that made mr stuyvesant start that our chief desire at present is to have his judgment upon the all-important question as to whether this theft was committed by a stranger or one in the employ and consequently in the confidence of the bank mr stuyvesant bowed every wrinkle in his face manifesting itself with startling distinctness as he slowly moved his eyes and fixed them on the inscrutable countenance of the detective you agree with these gentlemen continued the latter who had a way of seeming more interested in everything and everybody present than the person he was addressing that it would be difficult if not impossible for any one unconnected with the bank to approach the vaults during business hours and abstract anything from them without detection and do these gentlemen both assert that queried mr stuyvesant with a sharp look from uncle to nephew i believe they do replied the detective as both the gentleman bowed bertram with an uncontrollable quiver of his lip and mr sylvester with a deepening of the lines about his mouth which may or may not
Starting point is 12:47:06 have been noticed by this man who appeared to observe nothing. I should be loath to conclude that the robbery was committed by anyone but a stranger, remarked Mr. Stuyvesant. But if these gentlemen concur in the statement you have just made, I am bound to acknowledge that I do not myself see how the theft could have been perpetrated by an outsider. Had the box itself been missing, it would be different. I remember my old friend, Mr. A, the president of the police department, telling me of a case where a box containing securities to the amount of $200,000 was abstracted in full daylight from the vaults of one of our largest banks, an act requiring such daring, the directors for a long time refused to believe it possible, until a detective one day showed
Starting point is 12:48:02 them another box of theirs which he had succeeded in abstracting in the same way. Footnote, a fact. But the vaults in that instance were in a less conspicuous portion of the bank than ours. Besides, to approach an open vault, snatch a box from it, and escape is a much simpler matter than to remain long enough to open a box and choose from its contents such papers as appeared most marketable. If a regular thief could do such a thing, it does not seem probable that he would. Nevertheless, the most acute judgment is often at fault in these matters, and I do not pretend to have formed an opinion. The detective, who had listened to these words with marked attention, bowed his concurrence, and asked if the bonds mentioned by Mr. Stuyvesant were all that had been found
Starting point is 12:48:59 missing from the bank, if any of the other boxes had been opened, or if the contents of the safe itself had ever been tampered with. The contents of the safe are all correct, came in deep tones from Mr. Sylvester. Mr. Fulger, my nephew and myself went through them this morning. As for the boxes, I cannot say, many of them belong to persons travelling. Some of them have been left here by trustees of estates, consequently. often lie for weeks in the vaults, untouched. If, however, any of them have been opened, we ought to be able to see it. Would you like an examination made of their condition? The detective nodded. Mr. Sylvester at once turned to Mr. Stuyvesant.
Starting point is 12:49:48 May I ask you to mention what officer of the bank you would like to have go to the vaults? That gentleman started, looked uneasily about, but meeting Bertram's I nervously dropped his own and muttered the name of Volga. Mr. Sylvester suppressed a sigh, sent for the paying teller, and informed him of their wishes. He at once proceeded to the vaults. While he was gone, Mr. Grice took the opportunity to make the following remark. Gentlemen, said he, let us understand ourselves. What you want of me is to tell you whether this robbery has been committed by a stranger or by someone in your employ. Now, to decide this question,
Starting point is 12:50:37 it is necessary for me to ask first whether you have ever had reason to doubt the honesty of any person connected with the bank. No, came from Mr. Sylvester, with sharp and shrill distinctness. Since I have had the honour of conducting the affairs of this institution, I have made it my business to observe and note the bearing and character of each and every man employed under me, and I believe them all to be honest. The glance of the detective, while it did not perceptibly move from the large screen drawn across the room at the back of Mr. Sylvester, seemed to request the opinions of the other two gentlemen on this point. Bertram, observing it, subdued the rapid beatings of his heart, and spoke with like distinctness.
Starting point is 12:51:33 I have been in the bank the same length of time as my uncle, said he, and most heartily endorse his good opinion of the various persons in our employ. And Mr. Stuyvesant, the immovable glance, seemed to say, Men are honest in my opinion till they are proved otherwise, came in short, stern accents from the director's lips. the detective drew back in his chair as if he considered that point decided and yet bertram's eye which had clouded at mr stuyvesant's too abrupt assertion did not clear again as might have been expected there is one more question i desire to settle continued the detective and that is whether this robbery could have been perpetrated after business hours by someone in collusion with the person who is here left in charge no again came from mr sylvester with impartial justice the watchman who by the way has been in the bank for twelve years could not help a man to find a man to find a man to find a man to find a man to find a man to find a man to find a man to find a man to
Starting point is 12:52:43 find entrance to the vaults. His simple duty is to watch over the bank and give alarm in case of fire or burglary. It would necessitate a knowledge of the combination by which the vault doors are opened to do what you suggest, and that is possessed by but three persons in the bank. And those are, the cashier, the janitor, and myself. He endeavored to speak calmly. and without any betrayal of the effort it caused him to utter those simple words but a detective's ear is nice and it is doubtful if he perfectly succeeded mr gryce however limited himself to a muttered and a long and thoughtful look at a spot on the green bays of the table before which he sat the janitor lives in the building i suppose yes and a-and-thoughtful look at a spot on the green bays of the table before which he sat the janitor lives in the building i suppose yes and and is, as I am sure Mr. Stuyvesant will second me in asserting, honesty to the backbone.
Starting point is 12:53:52 Janitors always are, observed the detective. Then, shortly, how long has he been with you? Three years. Another, hmm, and an increased interest in the ink spot. That is not long, considering the responsibility of his position. He was on the police. force before he came to us remarked mr sylvester mr gryce looked as if that was not much of a recommendation as for the short time he has been with us resumed the other he came into the bank the same winter as my nephew and myself and has found the time sufficient to earn the respect of all who know him the detective bowed seemingly awed by the dignity with which the last statement had been
Starting point is 12:54:43 uttered but anyone who knew him well would have perceived that the film of uncertainty which had hitherto dimmed the brightness of his regard was gone as if in the others impressive manner if not in the suggestion his words had unconsciously offered the detective had received an answer to some question which had been puzzling him or laid his hand upon some clue which had till now eluded his grasp the inquiries which he made haste to pursue betrayed however but little of the tendency of his thoughts the janitor you say knows the combination by which the vault doors are opened the vault doors emphasized mr sylvester the safe is another matter that stands inside the vault and is locked by a triple combination which as a whole is not known to any one man in this building, not even to myself. But the boxes are not kept in the safe. No, they are piled up with the books in the vaults at the side of the safe, as you can see for yourself if you choose to join Mr. Volga. Not necessary. The janitor then is the only man besides yourselves who under any circumstances or for any reason could get at the boxes after business hours. He is. One question more. Who is the man to attend to those
Starting point is 12:56:22 boxes? I mean to ask which of the men in your employ is expected to procure a box out of the vaults when it is called for and put it back in its place when its owner is through with it. Hopgood usually does that business, the janitor of whom we have just been speaking. When he is upstairs or our of the way, anyone else whom it may be convenient to call. The janitor then has free access to the boxes at all times, night and day. In one sense, yes, in another, no. Should he unlock the vaults at night, the watchman would report upon his proceedings.
Starting point is 12:57:05 But there must be time between the closing and opening of the bank when the janitor is alone with the vaults? There is a space of two hours after seven in the morning, when he is likely to be the sole one in charge. The watchman goes home and Hopgood employs himself in sweeping out the bank and preparing it for the business of the day. Are the watchman and the janitor on good terms with one another? Very, I believe. The detective looked thoughtful. I should like to see this Hopgood, said he. But just then, the door opened. And Mr. Fulger came in, looking somewhat pale and disturbed.
Starting point is 12:57:49 We are in a difficulty, cried he, stepping up to the table where they sat. I have found two of the boxes unlocked, that belonging to Hicks, Sautzer and Co, and another with the name of Harrington upon it. The former has been wrenched apart, the latter opened with some sort of instrument. Would you like to see them, sir? this to mr sylvester with a start that gentleman rose and as suddenly reseated himself yes returned he carefully avoiding his nephew's eye bring them in hicks salzer and co is a foreign house remarked mr stuyvesant to the detective and do not send for their box once a fortnight as i have heard mr sylvester declare mr harrington is on an expert'sant to the detective and do not send for their box once a fortnight as i have heard mr sylvestre declare mr harrington is on an expert expedition and is at present in South America. Then, in lower tones, whose sternness was not unmixed with gloom,
Starting point is 12:58:52 the thief seems to have known what boxes to go to. Bertram flushed and made some passing rejoinder. Mr. Sylvester and the detective alone remained silent. The boxes being brought in, Mr. Grice opened them without ceremony. several papers met his eye in both but as no one but the owners could know their rightful contents it was of course impossible for him to determine whether anything had been stolen from them or not send for the new york agent of hicks salzer and co came from mr sylvester in short business-like command bertram at once rose i will see to it said he his agitation was too great for for suppression, the expression of Mr. Stuyvesant's eye, that in its restlessness, wandered in every direction but his own, troubled him beyond endurance. With a hasty move he left the room.
Starting point is 12:59:55 The cold eye of the detective followed him. Looks bad, came in laconic tones from the paying teller. I had hoped the affair begun and ended with my individual loss, muttered Mr. Stuyvesant. under his breath. The stately president and the inscrutable detective still maintained their silence. Suddenly, the latter moved. Turning towards Mr. Sylvester, he requested him to step with him to the window. I want to have a look at your several employees, whispered he as they thus withdrew. I want to see them without being seen by them. If you can manage to have them come in here one by by one upon some pretext or other, I can so arrange that screen under the mantelpiece that it shall not only hide me, but give me a very good view of their faces in the mirror overhead.
Starting point is 13:00:53 There will be no difficulty about summoning the men, said Mr. Sylvester. And you consent to the scheme? Certainly, if you think anything is to be gained by it. I am sure that nothing will be lost. And, sir, let the cash-y-lawful. be present if you please and sir squeezing his watch-chain with a complacent air as the other dropped his eyes talk to them about anything that you please only let it be of a nature that will necessitate a sentence or more in reply I judge a man as much by his voice as his expression. Mr. Sylvester bowed, and without losing his self-command, though the short allusion to Bertram had greatly startled him, turned back to the table where Mr. Folger was still standing in conversation with the director.
Starting point is 13:01:48 I will not detain you longer, said he to the paying teller. Your discretion will prevent you from speaking of this matter, I trust. Then, as the other bowed, added carelessly, I have something to say to Jessop, will you see that he steps here for a moment? Mr. Folger again nodded and left the room. Instantly, Mr. Grice bustled forward, and pulling the screen into the position he thought best calculated
Starting point is 13:02:17 to answer his requirements, slid rapidly behind it. Mr. Stuyvesant looked up in surprise. I am going to interview the clerks, Mr. Grice's benefit, exclaimed Mr. Sylvester. Will you, in the meantime, look over the morning paper? Thank you, returned the other, edging nervously to one side. My notebook will do just as well, and sitting down at the remote end of the table, he took out a book from his pocket, above which he bent with very well-simulated preoccupation. Mr. Sylvester called in Bertram,
Starting point is 13:02:52 and then seated himself with a hopeless and unexpected look, which he for the moment forgot would be reflected in the mirror before him, and so carried to the eye of the watchful detective. In another instant, Jessop entered. What was said in the short interview that followed is unimportant. Mr. Jessop, the third teller, was one of those clear-eyed, straightforward-appearing men whose countenance is its own guarantee.
Starting point is 13:03:24 It was not necessary to detain him or make him speak. The next man to come in was Watson, and after he had gone, two or three of the clerks, and later the receiving teller and one of the runners. All stopped long enough to ensure Mr. Grice a good view of their faces, and from each and all did Mr. Sylvester succeed in eliciting more or less conversation, in response to the questions he chose to put.
Starting point is 13:03:54 With the disappearance of the last-mentioned individual, Mr. Grice peeped from behind the screen. A set of as honest-looking men as I wished to see, uttered he, with a frank cordiality that was scarcely reflected in the anxious countenances about him. No sly boots among them. How about the janitor, Hopgood? He shall be summoned at once,
Starting point is 13:04:20 if you desire it said mr sylvester i have only delayed calling him that i might have leisure to interrogate him with reference to his duties and this very theft that is if you judge it advisable in me to tamper with the subject unassisted your nephew can help you if necessary replied the imperturbable detective i should like to hear what the man hopgood has to say for himself and he glided back into his old position. But Mr. Sylvester had scarcely reached out his hand to ring the bell by which he usually summoned the janitor when the agent of Hicks, Saltser and co, came in. It was an interruption that demanded instant attention. Saluting the gentleman with his usual proud reserve, he drew his attention to the box lying upon the table. This is yours, I believe, sir, said he. It was found in our vaults this morning, the condition in which you now behold it, and we are anxious to know if its contents are all correct.
Starting point is 13:05:27 They have been handled, returned the agent, after a careful survey of the various papers that filled the box, but nothing appears to be missing. Three persons at least in that room breathed more easily. But the truth is, the gentleman continued, with a half-smile towards the silent president of the bank, There was nothing in this box that would have been of much use to any other parties than ourselves. If there had been a bond or so here, I doubt if we should have come off so fortunately, eh? The lock has evidently been wrenched open, and that is certainly a pretty sure sign that something is not right hereabouts. Something is decidedly wrong, came from Mr. Sylvester sternly,
Starting point is 13:06:14 but through whose fault we do not as yet know, and with a few words expressive of his relief at finding the other had sustained no material loss, he allowed the agent to depart. He had no sooner left the room than Mr. Stuyvesant rose. Are you going to question Hopgood now? queried he, nervously pocketing his notebook. Yes, sir, if you have no objections. The director fidgeted with his chair and finally moved towards the door.
Starting point is 13:06:46 I think you will get along better with him alone, said he. He is a man who very easily gets embarrassed and has a way of acting as if he were afraid of me. I will just step outside while you talk to him. But Mr. Sylvester, with a sudden dark flush on his brow, hastily stopped him. I beg you will not, said he, with a quick realization of what Hopgood might be led to say in the forthcoming interview, if he were not restrained by the presence of the director. Hopgood is not so afraid of you that he will not answer every question that is put to him, with straightforward frankness.
Starting point is 13:07:28 And he pushed up a chair, with a smile that Mr. Stuyvesant evidently found himself unable to resist. The screen trembled slightly, but none of them noticed it. Mr. Sylvester at once rang for Hopgood. He came in panting with his hurry-dust. descent from the fifth story. His face flushed and his eyes rolling, but without any of the secret perturbation Bertram had observed in them on a former occasion. He cannot help us, was the thought that darkened the young man's brow, as his eyes left the janitor, and faltering towards his uncle, fell upon the table before him. Everything was reflected in the mirror. Well, Hopgood,
Starting point is 13:08:14 I have a few questions to put to you this morning, said Mr. Sylvester, in a restrained but not unkindly tone. The worthy man bowed, bestowed a salutary roll of his eyes on Mr. Stuyvesant, and stood deferentially waiting. No, he cannot help us, was again Bertram's thought, and again his eyes faltered to his uncle's face, and again fell anxiously before him. It has not been my habit to trouble you with inquiries about your management of matters under your charge, continued Mr Sylvester, stopping till the janitor's wandering eyes settled upon his own. Your conduct has always been exemplary and your attention to duty satisfactory, but I would like to ask you today if you have observed anything amiss with the vaults of late, anything wrong about the boxes. kept there. Anything in short that excited your suspicion or caused you to ask yourself if everything was as it should be. The janitor's ruddy face grew pale and his eye fell with startled inquiry on Mr Harrington's box that still occupied the centre of the table. No, sir, he emphatically replied, has anything, but Mr. Sylvester did not wait to be questioned. You have a
Starting point is 13:09:42 tended to your duties as promptly and conscientiously as usual you have allowed no one to go to the vaults day or night who had no business there you have not relaxed your accustomed vigilance or left the bank alone at any time during the hours it is under your charge no sir not for a minute sir that is he stopped and his eye wandered towards mr stuyvesant never for a minute sir sir, he went on, without I knew someone was in the bank who was capable of looking after it. The watchman has been at his post every night up to the usual hour? Yes, sir. There has been no carelessness in closing the vault doors after the departure of the clerks. No, sir. And no trouble, he continued, with a shade more of dignity,
Starting point is 13:10:39 possibly because Hopgood's tell-tale face was beginning. to show signs of anxious confusion, and no trouble in opening them at the proper time each morning? No, sir. One question more, but here Bertram was called out, and in the momentary stir occasioned by his departure, Hopgood allowed himself to glance at the box before him more intently than he had hitherto presumed to do. He saw it was unlocked, and his hands. began to tremble. Mr. Sylvester's voice recalled him to himself. You are a faithful man, said that gentleman, continuing his speech of a minute before, and as such, we are ready to acknowledge you. But the most conscientious amongst us are sometimes led into indiscretions.
Starting point is 13:11:34 Now have you ever, through carelessness, or by means of any inadvertence, revealed to anyone in or out of the bank the particular combination by which the lock of the vault door is at present opened. No, sir, indeed no. I am much too anxious and feel my own responsibility entirely too much, not to preserve so important a secret with the utmost care and jealousy. Mr. Sylvester's voice, careful as he was to modulate it, showed a secret discourage. The vaults, then, as far as you know, are safe when once they are closed for the night. Yes, sir, the janitor's face expressed a slight degree of wonder, but his voice was emphatic. Mr. Sylvester's eye travelled in the direction of the screen.
Starting point is 13:12:32 Very well, said he, and paused to reflect. In the interim, the door opened for a second time. A gentleman to see Mr. Stuyvesant. said a voice. With an air of relief, the director hastily rose, and before Mr. Sylvester had realised his position, left the room and closed the door behind him. A knell seemed to ring its note in Mr. Sylvester's breast.
Starting point is 13:13:00 The janitor, released, as he supposed, from all constraint, stepped hastily forward. That box has been found unlocked, he cried, with a wave of his hand towards the door. table. Someone has been to the vaults and I, oh sir, he hurriedly exclaimed, disregarding in his agitation, the stern and forbidding look which Mr. Sylvester, in his secret despair, had made haste to assume. You did not want me to say anything about the time you came down so early in the morning and I went out and left you alone in the bank and you went to the
Starting point is 13:13:38 vaults and open Mr. Stuyvesant's box by mistake with a toothpick, as you remember. The mirror that looked down upon that pair showed one very white face at that moment, but the screen that had trembled a moment before stood strangely still in the silence. No, came at length from Mr. Sylvester, with a composure that astonished himself. I was not questioning you about matters of a year. are gone. But you might have told that incident, if you pleased. It was very easily explainable. Yes, sir, I know, and I beg pardon for alluding to it, but I was so taken aback, sir, by your questions. I wanted to tell the exact truth, and I did not want to say anything that would
Starting point is 13:14:26 hurt you with Mr. Stuyvesant. That is, if I could help it, I hope I did right, sir, he blundered on, conscious he was uttering words he might better have kept to himself. But to embarrass, to know how to emerge from the difficulty into which his mingled zeal and anxiety had betrayed him. I was never a good hand at answering questions, and if anything really serious has happened, I shall wish you had taken me at my word and dismissed me immediately after that affair. Constantia Maria would have been a little worse off, perhaps, but I should not be on hand to answer questions, and hop good, the man started. eyed Mr. Sylvester's white but powerfully controlled countenance,
Starting point is 13:15:13 seemed struck with something he saw there, and was silent. You make too much now, as you made too much then, of a matter that having its sole ground in a mistake is, as I say, easily explainable. This affair, which has come up now, is not so clear. Three of the boxes have been opened, and from one certain valuables have. been taken. Can you give me any information that will assist us in our search after the culprit? No, sir. The tone was quite humble. Hopgood drew back unconsciously towards the door. As for the mistake of a year ago, to which you have seen proper to allude, I shall myself take pains to inform Mr. Stuyvesant of it, since it has made such an impression upon you that it trammels
Starting point is 13:16:07 your honesty and makes you consider it at all necessary to be anxious about it at this time. And Hopgood, unused a sarcasm from those lips, drew himself together, and with one more agitated look at the box on the table, sidled awkwardly from the room. Mr. Sylvester at once advanced to the screen, which he hastily pushed aside. Well, sir, said he, meeting the detective's wavering eye. and forcing him to return his look. You have now seen the various employees of the bank and heard most of them converse.
Starting point is 13:16:45 Is there anything more you would like to inquire into before giving us the opinion I requested? No, sir, said the detective, coming forward, but very slowly and somewhat hesitatingly for him. I think I am ready to say, here the door opened, and Mr. Stuyvesant returned,
Starting point is 13:17:07 the detective drew a breath of relief and repeated his words with a business-like assurance. I think I am ready to say that from the nature of the theft and the mysterious manner in which it has been perpetrated, suspicion undoubtedly points to someone connected with the bank. That is all that you require of me today, he added, with a bow of some formality in the direction of Mr. Sylvester. Yes, was the short reply. But in an instant, a change passed over the stately form of the speaker. Advancing to Mr. Grice, he confronted him with a countenance almost majestic in its severity, and somewhat severely remarked,
Starting point is 13:17:54 This is a serious charge to bring against men whose countenances you yourself have denominated as honest. Are we to believe you have fully considered? the question and realize the importance of what you say? Mr. Sylvester, replied the detective, with great self-possession and some dignity. A man who is brought every day of his life into positions where the least turning of a hair will sink a man or save him
Starting point is 13:18:25 learns to weigh his words before he speaks even in such informal inquiries as these. Mr. Sylvester bowed and, turned towards Mr. Stuyvesant. Is there any further action you would like to have taken in regard to this matter today? He asked, without a tremble in his voice. With a glance at the half-open box of the absent Mr. Harrington, the agitated director slowly shook his head.
Starting point is 13:18:54 We must have time to think, said he. Mr. Grice at once took up his hat. If the charge implied in my opinion strikes you, gentlemen, as serious, you must at least acknowledge that your own judgment does not greatly differ from mine or why such unnecessary agitation in regard to a loss so petty by a gentleman worth as we are told his millions and with this passing shot to which neither of his auditors responded he made his final obeisance and calmly left the room mr sylvester and mr stuyvesant slowly confronted one another the man speaks the truth said the former you at least suspect someone in the bank mr stuyvesant i have no wish to hastily returned the other but facts would facts of this nature have any weight with you against the unspotted character of a man never known by you to meditate much less commit a dishonest action no Yet facts are facts, and if it is proved that someone in our employ has perpetrated a theft,
Starting point is 13:20:14 the mind will unconsciously ask who, and remain uneasy till it is satisfied. And if it never is, it will always ask who, I suppose. Mr. Sylvester drew back. The matter shall be pushed, said he. You shall be satisfied. surveillance over each man employed in this institution ought sooner or later to elicit the truth. The police shall take it in charge. Mr. Stuyvesant looked uneasy. I suppose it is only justice, murmured he, but it is a scandal I would have been glad to avoid.
Starting point is 13:20:54 And I, but circumstances admit of no other course, the innocent must not suffer for the guilty, even so far as an unfounded suspicion would lead. No, no, of course not. And the director bustled about after his overcoat and hat. Mr. Sylvester watched him with growing sadness. Mr. Stuyvesant, said he, as the latter stood before him, ready for the street.
Starting point is 13:21:23 We have always been on terms of friendship, and nothing but the most pleasant relations have ever existed between us. will you pardon me if i ask you to give me your hand in good day the director paused looked a trifle astonished but held out his hand not only with cordiality but very evident affection good day cried he good day mr sylvester pressed that hand and then with a dignified bow allowed the director to depart it was his last effort at composure when the door closed his head sank on his hands, and life with all its hopes and honours, love and happiness, seemed to die within him. He was interrupted at length by Bertram. Well, uncle, asked the young man with unrestrained emotion.
Starting point is 13:22:18 The theft has been committed by someone in this bank. So the detective gives out, and so we are called upon to believe. Who the man is, who has caused us all this misery. neither he nor you nor I nor anyone is likely to very soon determine. Meantime, well, cried Bertram anxiously after a moment of suspense. Meantime, courage, his uncle resumed, with forced cheerfulness. But as he was leaving the bank, he came up to Bertram, and laying his hand on his shoulder, quietly said,
Starting point is 13:22:57 I want you to go immediately to my house upon leaving here. I may not be back till midnight, and Miss Fairchild may need the comfort of your presence. Will you do it, Bertram? Uncle, I... Hush! You will comfort me best by doing what I ask. May I rely upon you?
Starting point is 13:23:21 Always! That is enough. And with just a final look, the two gentlemen parted, and the shadow which had rested all day upon the bank deepened over Bertram's head like a paw. It was not lifted by the sight of Hopgood stealing a few minutes later towards the door by which his uncle had departed, his face pale and his eyes fixed in a stare that bespoke some deep and moving determination. End of Chapter 37 Chapter 38 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green
Starting point is 13:24:12 This Librivox recording is in the public domain Bluebeard's Chamber Present fears are less than horrible imaginings Macbeth Clarence Ensign was not surprised at the refusal he received from Paula He had realised from the first that the love of this beautiful woman would be difficult to obtain, even if no rival with more powerful inducements than his own
Starting point is 13:24:40 should chance to cross his path. She was one who could be one to give friendship, consideration, and sympathy without stint. But from the very fact that she could so easily be induced to grant these, he foresaw the improbability, or at least the difficulty, of enticing her to yield more. a woman whose hand warms towards the other sex in ready friendship is the last to succumb to the entreaties of love the circle of her sympathies is so large the man must do well who of all his sex pierces to the sacred centre the appearance of mr sylvester on the scene settled his fate or so he believed but he was too much in earnest to yield his hopes without another effort so upon the afternoon of this eventful day he called upon paula the first glimpse he obtained of her countenance convinced him that he was indeed too late
Starting point is 13:25:44 not for him that anxious pallor giving way to a rosy tinge at the least sound in the streets without not for him that wandering glance burning with questions to which nothing seemed able to grant reply the very smile was with which she greeted him was a blow. It was so forgetful of the motive that had brought in there. Miss Fairchild, he stammered, with a generous impulse to save her unnecessary pain. You have rejected my offer and settled my doom, but let me believe that I have not lost your regard, or that hold upon your friendship, which it has hitherto been my pleasure to enjoy. She woke at once to a realization of his position. Oh, Mr. Ensign, she murmured, can you doubt my regard or the truth of my friendship?
Starting point is 13:26:41 It is for me to doubt. I have caused you such pain, and, as you may think, so ruthlessly and with such lack of consideration. I have been peculiarly placed, she blushingly proceeded. A woman does not always know her own heart, or if she does, sometimes hesitates to yield to its secret impulses. I have led you astray these last few weeks,
Starting point is 13:27:08 but I first went astray myself. The real path in which I ought to tread was only last night revealed to me. I can say no more, Mr Ensign. Nor is it necessary, replied he. You have chosen the better path and the better man. May life abound in joys for you, Miss Fairchild. she drew herself up and her hand went involuntarily to her heart it is not joy i seek said she but what he looked at her face lit with that heavenly gleam that visited it in rare moments of deepest emotion and wondered
Starting point is 13:27:51 joy is in seeing the one you love happy cried she earth holds none that is sweeter or higher then may that be yours he murmured manfully subduing the jealous pang natural under the circumstances and taking the hand she held out to him he kissed it with greater reverence and truer affection than when in the first joyous hours of their intercourse he carried it so gallantly to his lips. And she, oh, difference of time and feeling, did not remember as of your the noble days of chivalry, though he was in this moment so much more than ever the true knight and the reproachless cavalier. For Paula's heart was heavy. Fears too unsubstantial to be met and vanquished had haunted her steps all day. The short note, which Mr. Sylvester had written her, lay like lead upon her bosom. She longed for the hours to fly, yet dreaded to hear the clock tick out the moments that possibly were destined to bring her
Starting point is 13:29:05 untold suffering and disappointment. A revelation awaiting her in Mr. Sylvester's desk upstairs. That meant separation and farewell, for words of promise and devotion can be spoken, and the that hopes does not limit time to hours. With Bertram's entrance, her fears took absolute shape. Mr. Sylvester was not coming home to dinner. Thence forward till seven o'clock she sat with her hand on her heart waiting. At the stroke of the clock she rose and procuring a candle from her room went slowly upstairs. Watch for me, she had said to Aunt Belinda, for fear I shall need your care when I come down. What is there about a mystery, however trivial, that thrills the heart with vague expectancy at the least lift of the concealing curtain? As Paula paused before the
Starting point is 13:30:06 door, which never to her knowledge had opened to the passage of any other form than that of Mr. Sylvester, she was conscious of an agitation wholly distinct from that which had hitherto afflicted her. All the past curiosity of owner concerning this room, together with her devices for satisfying that curiosity, recurred to Paula with startling distinctness. It was as if the white hand of that dead wife had thrust itself forth from the shadows to pull her back. The candle trembled in her grasp and she unconsciously recoiled. But the next moment, the thought of Mr. Sylvester struck warmth and determination through her being, and hastily thrusting the key into the lock, she pushed open the door and stepped across the threshold.
Starting point is 13:30:59 Her first movement was that of surprise. In all her dreams of the possible appearance of this room, she had never imagined it to be like this. Plain, rude and homely, its high walls unornamented, its floor uncovered, its furniture limited to a plain desk and two or three rather uncomfortable-looking chairs it struck upon her fancy with the same sense of incongruity as might the sight of a low-eaved cottage in the midst of stately palaces and lordly pleasure grounds setting down her candle she folded her hands to still their tremblings and slowly looked around her this was the spot then to which he was a custom to flee when oppressed by any care or harassed by any difficulty. This cold, bare, uninviting apartment, with its forbidding aspect unsoftened by the tokens of a woman's care or presence. To this room, humbler than any in her aunt's home in Grotewell, he had brought all his
Starting point is 13:32:11 griefs, from the day his baby lay dead in the rooms below, to that awful hour. which saw the wife and mother brought into his doors and laid a cold and pulseless form in the midst of his gorgeous parlors. Here he had met his own higher impulses face to face and wrestled with them through the watches of the night. In this wilderness of seeming poverty, he had dreamed perhaps his first fond dream of her as a woman, and signed perhaps his final renunciation of her as the future companion of his life. What did it mean? Why a spot of so much desolation in the midst of so much that was lordly and luxurious? Her fears might give her a possible interpretation, but she would not listen to fears.
Starting point is 13:33:08 Only his words should instruct her. Going to the desk, she opened it. a sealed envelope addressed to herself immediately met her eyes taking it out with a slow and reverent touch she began to read the long and closely written letter which it contained and the little candle burned on shedding its rays over her bended head and upon the dismal walls about her with a persistency that seemed to bring out as in letters of fire the hidden history of long ago with its vanished days and its forgotten midnights. End of Chapter 38. Chapter 39 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain.
Starting point is 13:34:11 From A to Z. A naked human heart. Young So may I call you in this the final hour of our separation, but never again, dear one, never again. When I said to you, just 24 hours ago, that my sin was buried and my future was clear, I spake as men speak who forget the justice of God and dream only of his mercy. An hour's time convinced me that an evil deed, once purpose, by a man is never buried so that its ghost will not rise. Do as we will, repent as we may,
Starting point is 13:34:59 the shadowy phantom of a stained and unrighteous youth is never laid. Nor is a man justified in believing it so, till death has closed his eyes, and fame written its epitaph upon his tomb. Paula, I am at this hour wandering in search of the being who holds the secret of my life and who will tomorrow blazon it before all the world. It is with no hope I seek him.
Starting point is 13:35:30 God has not brought me to this pass to release me at last from shame and disgrace. Suffering and the loss of all my sad heart cherished wait at my gates. Only one boon remains, and that is your sympathy and the consolation of your regard.
Starting point is 13:35:52 These, though bestowed as friends bestow them, are very precious to me. I cannot see them go, and that they may not, I tell you the full story of my life. My youth was happy, my early youth, I mean. Bertram's father was a dear brother to me, and my mother a watchful god. I'm a watchful guardian and a tender friend. At 15 I entered a bank, the small bank in Grotewell, which you ought to remember. From the lowest position in it, I gradually worked my way up till I occupied the cashier's place and was just congratulating myself upon my prospects when owner Delafield returned from boarding school, a young lady. Paula, there is a fascinating. which some men who have known nothing deeper and higher call love.
Starting point is 13:36:51 I, who in those days had cherished but few thoughts beyond the ordinary reach of a narrow and somewhat selfish business mind, imagined that the wellspring of all romance had bubbled up within me when my eyes first fell upon this regal blonde, with her sleepy inscrutable eyes and bewildering smile. Ulysses within sound of the siren's voice was nothing to it. He had been warned of his danger and had only his own curiosity to combat, while I was not even aware of my peril, and floated within reach of this woman's power without making an effort to escape. She was so subtle in her influence, Paula, so careful. She was so careful. She was so careful. in the very exercise of her sovereignty.
Starting point is 13:37:45 She never seemed to command, yet men and women obeyed her. Peculiarities which mar the matron are often graces in a young, unmarried girl, whose thoughts are a mystery, and whose emotions an untried field. I believed I had found the queen of all beauty, and when in an unguarded hour she betrayed her father. appreciation of my devotion, I seemed to burst into a paradise of delights, where every step I took, only the more intoxicated and bewildered me. My first realization of the sensuous and earthly character of my happiness came with the glimpse of your child face on that never-to-be-forgotten
Starting point is 13:38:38 day when we met beside the river. Like a star seen above the glare of a conflagration, the pure spirit that informed your glance flashed on my burning soul, and for a moment I knew that in you budded the kind of woman nature which it befitted a man to seek, that in the hands of such a one as you would make should he trust his honour and bequeath his happiness. but when did a lover ever break the bonds that imprisoned his fancy at the inspiration of a passing voice i went back to owner and forgot the child by the river Paula, I have no time to utter regrets. This is a hard, plain tale which I have to relate, but if you love me still,
Starting point is 13:39:31 if, as I have sometimes imagined, you have always loved me, think what my life had been, if I had heeded the warning which God vouchsafed me on that day, and contrast it with what it is and what it must be. I went back to owner then, and the hold which she had upon me from the first took form and shape.
Starting point is 13:39:56 As well as she could love anyone, she loved me, and though she had offers from one or two more advantageous sources, she finally decided that she would risk the future and accept me if her father consented to the alliance. You, who are the niece of the man of whom I must now speak, may or may not know what that meant. I doubt if you do. He left Grotwell while you were a child, and any gossip concerning him must ever fall short of the real truth. Enough then that it meant if Jacob Delafield could see in my future any promises of success sufficient to warrant him
Starting point is 13:40:40 in accepting me as his son-in-law, no woman living ought to hesitate to trust me with her hands. He was the squire of the town, and as such entitled to respect, but he was also something more, as you will presently discover. His answer to my plea was, Well, how much money have you to show? Now I had none. My salary, as cashier of a small country bank, was not large, and my brother's prolonged sickness and subsequent death together with my own somewhat luxurious habits had utterly exhausted it. I told him so, but added that I had, somewhere up among the hills, an old maiden aunt, who had promised me $5,000 at her death,
Starting point is 13:41:34 and that, as she was very ill at that time, hopelessly so, her neighbours thought, in a few weeks I should doubtless be able to satisfy him with the sight of a sum sufficient to start us in housekeeping, if no more. He nodded at this, but gave me no distinct reply. Let us wait, said he. But youth is not inclined to wait. I considered my cause as good as one, and began to make all my preparations accordingly.
Starting point is 13:42:07 With a feverish impatience, which is no sign of true love, I watched the days go by, and waited for, if I did not anticipate, the death which I fondly imagined would make all clear. At last it came, and I went again into Mr. Delafield's presence. My aunt has just died, I announced, and stood waiting for the short, concise. Go ahead then, my boy, which I certainly expected. Instead of that, he gave me a quick, inexplicable smile and merely said,
Starting point is 13:42:47 I want to see the green backs, my lad, no colour so good as green, not even the black upon white of I promised to pay. I went back to my desk in the bank, chagrined. Owner had told me a few days before that she was tired of waiting, that the young doctor from the next town
Starting point is 13:43:08 was very assiduous in his attentions, and as there was no question, as to his ability to support a wife, why? She did not finish her sentence, but the toss of her head and her careless tone at parting were enough to inflame the jealousy of a less easily aroused nature than mine. I felt that I was in hourly danger of losing her, and all because I could not satisfy her father with a sight of the few thousands which were so soon to be mine. The reading of my aunt's will, which confirmed my hopes, did not greatly improve matters. I want to see the money, the old gentleman repeated, and I was forced to wait the action of the law and the settlement of the estate.
Starting point is 13:43:55 It took longer than even he foresaw. Weeks went by, and my poor little 5,000 seemed as far from my control as on the day the will was read. There was some trouble, I was not told what, that made it seem improbable that I should reap the benefit of my legacy for some time. Meanwhile, Ona accepted the attentions of the young doctor, and my chances of winning her dwindled rapidly day by day. I became morbidly eager and insanely jealous. Instead of pursuing my advantage, for I undoubtedly possessed one
Starting point is 13:44:33 in her own secret inclination towards me, I stood off and let my rival work. work his way into her affections unhindered. I was too sore to interrupt his play, as I called it, and too afraid of myself to actually confront him in her presence. But the sight of them riding together one day was more than I could endure, even in my spirit of unresistance. He shall not have her, I cried, and cast about in my mind how to bring my own matters into such shape as to satisfy her father, and so win her own consent to my suit. My first thought was to borrow the money, but that was impracticable in a town where each man's affairs are known to his neighbour.
Starting point is 13:45:23 My next was to hurry up the settlement of the estate by appeal to my lawyer. The result of the latter course was a letter of many promises, in the midst of which a great temptation assailed me. Colonel Jaffer, of whose history you have heard more or less true accounts, was at that time living in the old mansion you took such pains to point out to me in that walk we took together in Grotewell. He had suffered a great anguish in the flight and degradation of his only daughter, and though the real facts connected with her departure were not known in the village, he was so overcome with shame and so shattered in health he lived in the utmost seclusion opening his doors to but few visitors among whom i for some unexplained reason was one he used to say he liked me and saw in me the makings of a considerable man and i because he was colonel jaffer and a strong spirit returned his appreciation and spent many of my bitter and unhundred
Starting point is 13:46:35 happy hours in his presence. It was upon one of these occasions the temptation came to which I have just alluded. I had been talking about his health and the advisability of his taking a journey when he suddenly rose and said, come with me to my study. I of course went. The first thing I saw upon entering was a trunk locked and strapped. I am going to Europe tomorrow, said he, to be gone six months. I was astonished, for in that town no one presumed to do anything of importance without consulting his neighbours, but I merely bowed my congratulations and waited for him to speak, for I saw he had something on his mind that he wished to say.
Starting point is 13:47:27 At last it came out. He had a daughter, he said, a daughter who had disgraced him and whom he had forbidden his house. She was not worthy of his consideration, yet he could not help but remember her. And while he never desired to see her enter his doors, it was not his wish that she should suffer want.
Starting point is 13:47:53 He had a little money which he had laid by, and which he wished to put into my hands for her use, provided anything should happen to him during his absence. She is a wanderer now, he cried, but she may one day come back, and then, if I am dead and gone, you may give it to her. I was not to enter it in the bank under his name, but regard it as a personal trust to be used only under such circumstances as he mentioned. The joy with which I listened to this proposal amounted almost to ecstasy when he went to his desk
Starting point is 13:48:35 and brought out five one thousand dollar bills and laid them in my hand. It is not much, said he, but it will save her from worse degradation if she chooses to avail herself of it. not much oh no not much but just the sum that would raise me out of the pit of despondency into which i had fallen and give me my bride a chance in the world and last but not least revenge on the rival i had now learned to hate i was obliged to give the colonel a paper acknowledging the trust but that was no hindrance i did not mean to use the money only to show it and long before the colonel could return my own five thousand would be in my hands and so and so and so as the devil reasons and young infatuated
Starting point is 13:49:37 ears, listen. Colonel Jaffer thought I was an honest man, nor did I consider myself otherwise at that time. It was a chance for clever action, a bit of opportune luck, that it would be madness to discard. On the day the vessel sailed, which carried Colonel Jaffer out of the country, I went to Mr. Delafield and showed him the five crisp banknotes that represented as it was a little bit of were by proxy the fortune i so speedily expected to inherit you have wanted to see five thousand dollars in my hand said i there they are his look of amazement was peculiar and ought to have given me warning but i was blinded by my infatuation and thought it no more than the natural surprise incident to the occasion i have been made to wait a long time for your consent to my suit, said I. May I hope that you will now give me leave to press my claims upon your daughter? He did not answer at once, but smiled, eyeing, meanwhile, the notes in my hand,
Starting point is 13:50:53 with a fascinated gaze, which instinctively warned me to return them to my pocket, but I no sooner made a move indicative of that resolve than he thrust out his cold, slim hand and prevented me. Let me see them, cried he. There was no reason for me to refuse so simple a request to one in Mr. Delafield's position, and though I had rather he had not asked for the notes, I handed them over. He at once seemed to grow taller. So this is your start off in life, exclaimed he. I bowed, and he let his eyes roam for a moment to my face. many a man would be glad of worse smiled he then suavely you shall have my daughter sir i must have turned white in my relief for he threw his head back and laughed in a low unmusical way that at any other time would have affected me unpleasantly but my only thought then was to get the money back and rush with my new hopes into the room from which came the low ceaseless hum of his daughter's voice
Starting point is 13:52:09 but at the first movement of my hand towards him he assumed a mysterious air and closing his fingers over the notes said these are yours to do what you wish with i suppose i may have blushed but if i did he took no notice what i wish to do with them returned i is to shut them up in the bank for the present at least till owner is my wife oh no no no you do not came in easy almost wheedling tones from the man before me you want to put them where they will double themselves in two months and before i could realize to what he was tempting me he had me down before his desk showing me letters documents etc of a certain scheme into which if a man should put a dollar to-day it would come out three and no mistake before the first thing which if a man should put a dollar to-day it would come out three and no mistake before the the year was out it is a chance in a thousand said he if i had half a million i would invest it in this enterprise to-day if you will listen to me and put your money in there you will be a rich man before ten years have passed over your head i was dazzled i knew enough of such matters to see that it was neither a hoax nor a shimmerer he did have a good thing and if the five thousand dollars had been my own but i soon came to consider the question without that conditional he was so specious in his manner of putting the affair before me so masterful in the way he held on to the money he gave me no time to think say the word cried he and in two months i bring you back ten thousand for your five only two months he repeated and then slowly owner was born for luxury
Starting point is 13:54:08 Paula, you cannot realize what that temptation was. To amass wealth had never been my ambition before, but now everything seemed to urge it upon me. Dreams of unimagined luxury came to my mind as these words were uttered. A vision of owner clad in garments worthy of her beauty, floated before my eyes. The humble home I had hitherto pictured for myself, broadened and towered away into a palace.
Starting point is 13:54:41 I beheld myself honoured and accepted as the nabob of the town. I caught a glimpse of a new paradise and hesitated to shut down the gate upon it. I will think of it, said I, and went into the other room to speak to owner. Ah, if some angel had met me on the threshold, if my mother's spirit or the thought of your dear face could have risen before me then and stopped me. Dizzy, intoxicated with love and ambition, I crossed the room to where she sat,
Starting point is 13:55:18 reeling off a skein of blue silk with hands that were whiter than alabaster. Kneeling down by her side, I caught those fair hands in mine. Owner, I cried. will you marry me your father has given his consent and we shall be very happy she bestowed upon me a little pout and half mockingly half earnestly inquired what kind of a house are you going to put me in i cannot live in a cottage i will put you in a palace i whispered if you will only say that you will be mine a palace oh i don't expect palaces. A house like the Jaffers would do. Not but what I should feel at home in a palace, she added, lifting her lordly head and looking beautiful enough to grace a sceptre. Then, archly for her,
Starting point is 13:56:18 and Papa has given his consent? Yes, I ardently cried. Then Dr. Burton might as well go, she answered. I will trust my father's judgment and take the palace. when it comes. After that, it was impossible to disappoint her. Paula, in stating all this, I have purposely confined myself to relating bare facts. You must see us as we were. The glamour which an unreasoning passion casts over even a dishonest act, if performed for the sake of winning a beautiful woman, is no excuse in my own soul. soul for the evil to which I succumbed that day. Nor shall it seem so to you. Bear, hard, stern, the fact confronts me from the past that at the first call of temptation I fell. And with this blot on my
Starting point is 13:57:21 character, you will have to consider me unhappy being that I am. I did not realize then, however, all that I had done. The operation entered into by Mr. Delafield prospered, and in two months I had, as he predicted, $10,000 instead of five in my possession. Besides, I had just married owner, and for a while life was a dream of delight and luxury. But there came a day when I awoke to an insight of the peril
Starting point is 13:57:56 I had escaped by a mere chance of the dying, The money which I had expected from my aunt's will turned out to be amongst certain funds that had been risked in speculation by some agent during her sickness and irrecoverably lost. The expression of her goodwill was all that ever came to me
Starting point is 13:58:19 of the legacy upon which I had so confidently relied. I was sitting with my young wife in the pretty parlour of our new home when the letter came from my lawyer announcing this fact, and I never can make you understand what effect it had upon me. The very walls seemed to shrivel up into the dimensions of a prison cell. The face that only an hour before had possessed every conceivable charm for me shone on my changed vision with the allurement,
Starting point is 13:58:55 but also with the unreality of a moment. willa the wisp. All that might have happened if the luck, instead of being in my favour, had turned against me, crushed like a thunderbolt upon my head. And I rose up and left the presence of my young wife, with the knowledge at my heart that I was no more nor less than a thief in the eyes of God, if not in that of my fellow men, a base thief, who, if he did not meet his fit punishment, was only saved from it by fortuitous circumstances, and the ignorance of those he had been so near despoiling. The bitterness of that hour never passed away. The streets in which I had been raised, the house which had been the scene of my temptation, Mr. Delafereux,
Starting point is 13:59:52 Field's face and my own home, all became unendurable to me. I felt as if each man I met must know what I had done, and secret as the transaction had been, it was long before I could enter the bank without a tremor of apprehension, lest I should hear from some quarter that my services there would no longer be required. The only comfort I received was in the thought of that owner did not know at what a cost her hand had been obtained. I was still under the glamour of her languid smiles and countless graces, and was fain to believe that notwithstanding a certain unresponsiveness and coldness in her nature, her love would yet prove a compensation for the remorse that I secretly suffered. My distaste for Grotwell culminated. It was too small for
Starting point is 14:00:52 me. The money I had acquired through the use of my neighbours' funds burned in my pocket. I determined to move to New York, and with the few thousands I possessed venture upon other speculations, but this time in all honesty. Yes, I swore it before God and my own soul that never again would I run a risk similar to that from which I had just escaped. I would profit by the the money I had acquired, oh yes, but henceforth all my operations should be legitimate and honourable. My wife, who was fast developing a taste for ease and splendour, seconded my plans with something like fervour, while Mr. Delafield actually went so far as to urge my departure. You are bound to make a rich man, said he, and must go where great fortunes are to be secured.
Starting point is 14:01:51 He never asked me what became of the $5,000 I returned to Colonel Jaffer upon his arrival from Europe. So I came to New York. Paula, the man who loses at the outset of a doubtful game, is fortunate. I did not lose. I won. As if in that first dishonest deed of mine I had summoned to my side the aid of evil influences, Each and every operation into which I entered prospered. It seemed as if I could not make a mistake. Money flowed towards me from all quarters.
Starting point is 14:02:31 Power followed, and I found myself one of the most successful and one of the most unhappy men in New York. There are some things of which a man cannot write, even to the one dear heart he most cherishes and adores. You have lived in my home, and will acquit me from saying much about her who with all her faults and her omissions was ever kind to you but some things i must repeat in order to make intelligible to you the change which gradually took place within me as the years advanced beauty while it wins the lover can never of itself hold the heart of a husband who possesses aspirations beyond that
Starting point is 14:03:21 which passion supplies reckless worldly and narrow-minded as i had been before the commission of that deed which embittered my life i had become by the very shock that followed the realization of my wrong-doing a hungry-hearted eager-minded and melancholy spirited man asking but one boon in recompense for my secret remorse and that was domestic happiness and the sympathetic affection of wife and children. Woman, according to my belief, was born to be chiefly and above all the consoler. What a man missed in the outside world, he was to find treasured at home. What a man lacked in his own nature, he was to discover in the delicate and sublimated one of his wife. Beautiful dream, which my life was not dead. to see realized.
Starting point is 14:04:23 The birth of my only child was my first great consolation. With the opening of her blue eyes upon my face, a wellspring deep as my unfathomable longing bubbled up within my breast. Alas, that very consolation brought a hideous grief. The mother did not love her child, and another strand of the regard with which, which I still endeavored to surround the wife of my youth, parted and floated away out of sight, to take my little one in my arms, to feel her delicate cheek press yearningly to mine,
Starting point is 14:05:05 to behold her sweet infantile soul develop itself before my eyes, and yet to realize that that soul would never know the guidance or sympathy of a mother, was to me at once rapture and anguish. I sometimes forgot to follow up a fortunate speculation in my indulgence of these feelings. I was passionately the father, as I might have been passionately, the husband and the friend. Geraldine died.
Starting point is 14:05:42 How, and with what attendant circumstances of pain and regret, I will not, dare not state. The blow struck to the core of my being. I stood shaken before God. The past, with its one grim remembrance, a remembrance that in the tide of business successes and the engrossing affection which had of late absorbed me had been well nigh swamped from sight,
Starting point is 14:06:13 rose before me like an accusing spirit. I had sinned and I had been punished. I had sown and I had reaped. More than that, I was sinning still. My very enjoyment of the position I had so doubtfully acquired was unworthy of me. My very wealth was a disgrace. Had it not all been built upon another man's means?
Starting point is 14:06:41 Could the very house I lived in be said to be my own, while a Jaffer existed in want. In the eyes of the world, perhaps yes, in my own eyes, no. I became morbid on the subject. I asked myself what I could do to escape the sense of obligation that overwhelmed me. The few sums with which I had been secretly enabled to provide Colonel Jaffer during the final days of his ruined and impoverished life were not sufficient. I desired to wipe out the past by some large and munificent return.
Starting point is 14:07:20 Had the Colonel been living, I should have gone to him, told him my tale, and offered him the half of my fortune. But his death cut off all hopes of my writing myself in that way. Only his daughter remained, the poor, lost, reprobated being, whom he was willing to curse, but whom he could not bear to believe suffering. I determined that the debt due to my own peace of mind should be paid to her. But how? Where was I to find this wanderer? How was I to let her know that a comfortable living awaited her
Starting point is 14:08:00 if she would only return to her friends and home? Consulting with a business associate, he advised me to advertise. I did so, but without. success. I next resorted to the detectives, but all without avail. Jacqueline Jaffer was not to be found. But I did not relinquish my resolve. Deliberately investing a hundred thousand dollars in government bonds, I put them aside for her. They were to be no longer mine. I gave them to her and to her airs, as completely and irrevocably, I believed, as if I had laid them in her hand and seen her depart with them. I even inserted them as a legacy to her in my will. It was a clear and definite
Starting point is 14:08:51 arrangement between me and my own soul, and after I had made it, and given orders to my lawyer in Grotwell, to acquaint me if he ever received the least news of Jacqueline Jaffer, I slay. I slay in peace. Of the years that followed, I have small need to speak. They were the years that preceded your coming, my Paula, and their story is best told by what I was when we met again, and you made me know the sweet things of life by entering into my home. Woman as a thoughtful, tender, elevated being, had been so long unknown to me. The beauty of the feminine soul with its faith fixed upon high ideals was one before which I had ever been ready to bow all that I had missed in my youth all that had failed me in my maturing
Starting point is 14:09:51 manhood seemed to flow back upon me like a river I bathed in the sunshine of your pure spirit and imagined that the evil days were over and peace come at last A rude and bitter shock awoke me. Owner's father, who had followed us to New York, and of whose somewhat checkered career during the past few years, I have purposely forborne to speak, had not been above appealing to us for assistance at such times as his frequently unfortunate investments
Starting point is 14:10:30 left him in a state of necessity. These appeals were usually made to owner, in a quiet way. But one day he met me on the street. It was during the second winter you spent in my home, and dragging me into a restaurant downtown began a long tail to the effect that he wanted a few thousands from me to put into a certain investment, which, if somewhat shady in its character, was very promising as to its results, and gave as a reason why he applied to me for the money, that he knew I had not been above doing a wrongful act once in order to compass my ends, and therefore would not be liable to hesitate now.
Starting point is 14:11:17 It was the thunderbolt of my life. My sin was not then buried. It had been known to this man, from the start. With an insight for which I had never given him credit, he had read my countenance in the days of my early temptation. and guessed, if he did not know, where the $5,000 came from, with which I began my career as speculator. Worse than that, he had led me on to the act by which he now sought to hold me. Having been the secret agent in losing my aunt's money, he knew at the time that I was
Starting point is 14:12:01 cherishing empty hopes as regarded a legacy from her. yet he let me dally with my expectations and ensnare myself with his daughter's fascinations till driven mad by disappointment and longing i was ready to resort to any means to gain my purpose it was a frightful revelation to come to me in days when if i were not a thoroughly honest man i had at least acquired a deep and ineradicable dread of dishonour answering him i know not how but in a way that while it repudiated his proposition unfortunately acknowledged the truth of the suppositions upon which it was founded i left him and went home a crushed and disheartened man life which had been so long in acquiring cheerful hues was sunk again in darkness and for days i could not bear the sight of your in your in the sight of your innocent face, or the sound of your pure voice, or the tokens of your tender and unsuspecting presence in my home. But soon the very natural thought came to comfort me, that the sin I so deplored was as much dead now as it was before I learned the fact of this man's knowledge of it,
Starting point is 14:13:30 that having repented and put it away, I was as free to accept your gentle officer. and the regard of all true men as ever I had been, and beguiled by this plausible consideration, I turned again to my one visible source of consolation, and in the diversion it offered, let the remembrance of this last bitter experience pass slowly from my mind. The fact that Mr. Delafield left town shortly after his interview with me, and smitten by shame perhaps, forbore to acquaint us with his whereabouts, or afflict us with his letters,
Starting point is 14:14:13 may have aided me in this strange forgetfulness. But other and sharper trials were in store, trials that were to test me as a man, and as it proved, find me lacking just where I thought I was strongest. Paula, that saying of the Bible, let him that thinketh he standeth, take heed lest he fall, might have been written over the door of my house
Starting point is 14:14:42 on that day ten months ago when we too stood by the hearthstone and talked of the temptations that beset humanity and the charity we should show to such as succumbed to them. Before the day had waned, my own hour had come, and not all the experience of my life, not all the resolves, hopes, fears of my later years, not even the remembrance of your sweet trust and your natural recoil from evil were sufficient to save me.
Starting point is 14:15:22 The blow came so suddenly, the call for action was so peremptory, one moment I stood before the world, rich, powerful, honoured and beloved. The next I saw myself threatened with a loss that undermined my whole position and with it the very consideration that made me what I was. But I must explain. When I entered the Madison Bank as president, I gave up in deference to the wishes of Mr. Stuyvesant all over. open speculation in Wall Street.
Starting point is 14:16:00 But a wife and home such as I then had are not to be supported on any petty income. And when shortly after your entrance into my home, the opportunity presented itself of investing in a particularly promising silver mine out west, I could not resist the temptation. Regarding the affair as legitimate and the hazard, if such it were,
Starting point is 14:16:27 one that I was amply able to bear. But, like most enterprises of the kind, one dollar drew another after it, and I soon found that to make available what I had already invested, I was obliged to add to it more and more of my available funds, until, to make myself as intelligible to you as I can,
Starting point is 14:16:53 it had absorbed not only all that had remained to me after my somewhat liberal purchase of the Madison Bank stock, but all I could raise on a pledge of the stock itself. But there was nothing in this to alarm me. I had a man at the mine devoted to my interests, and as the present yield was excellent, and the future of more promise still, I went on my way with no special anxiety.
Starting point is 14:17:21 But who can trust a silver mine? at the very point where we expected the greatest result, the vein suddenly gave out, and nothing prevented the stock from falling utterly flat on the market, but the discretion of my agent, who kept the fact a secret, while he quietly went about getting another portion of the mine into working order. He was fast succeeding in this, and affairs were looking daily more promising, when suddenly an intimation received by me in a bit of conversation casually overheard at that reception we attended together
Starting point is 14:18:03 convinced me that the secret was transpiring and that if great care were not taken we should be swamped before we could get things into working trim again. Filled with this anxiety, I was about to leave the building in order to telegraph to my agent when, to my great surprise, the card of that very person was brought into me, together with a request for an immediate interview. You remember it, Paula, and how I went out to see him.
Starting point is 14:18:36 But what you did not know then, and what I find some difficulty in relating now, is that his message to me was one of total ruin, unless I could manage to give into his hand for immediate use. the sum of a hundred thousand dollars the facts making this demand necessary were not what you may have been led to expect they had little or nothing to do with the new operations which were progressing successfully and with every promise of an immediate return but arose entirely out of a lawsuit then in the hands of a colorado judge for decision and which though it involved well-nigh the whole interest of the mine had never till this hour given me the least uneasiness. My lawyers, having always assured me of my ultimate success, but it seems that notwithstanding all this, the decision was to be rendered in favour of the other party. My agent, who was a man to be trusted in these matters, averred that five days before he had learned from most authentic sources what the decision was likely to be, that the judge's opinion, that the judge's opinion
Starting point is 14:19:52 had been seen, he did not tell me how, he dared not, nor did I presume to question, but I have since learned that not only had the copyist employed by the judge turned traitor, but that my own agent had been anything but scrupulous in the use he had made of a willing and corruptible instrument, and that if I wanted to save myself and the others connected with me from total and irremediable loss, I must compromise with the other parties at once, who not being advised of the true state of affairs, and having but little faith in their own case,
Starting point is 14:20:34 had long ago expressed their willingness to accept the sum of a hundred thousand dollars as a final settlement of the controversy. My agent, if none too nice in his ideas of right and wrong, was, as I have intimated, not the man to make a mistake, and when to my question as to how long a time he would give me to look around among my friends and raise the required sum, he replied,
Starting point is 14:21:04 10 hours and no more, I realised my position, and the urgent necessity for immediate action. The remainder of the night is a dream to me. There was but one source, from which I could hope in the present condition of my affairs to procure a hundred thousand dollars and that was from the box where I had stowed away the bonds destined for the use of the Jaffer heirs to borrow was impossible even if I had been in possession of proper securities to give I was considered as having relinquished speculation and dared not risk the friendship of Mr. Stuyvesant by a public betrayal of my necessity the Jaffa bonds or my own fortune must go and it only remained with me to determine which Paula nothing but the ingrained principle of a lifetime the habit of doing the honest thing without thought or hesitation saves a man at an hour like
Starting point is 14:22:09 that strong as I believed myself to be in the determination never again to flaw my manhood by the least action unworthy of my position as the guardian of trusts, earnest as I was in my recoil from evil, and sincere as I may have been in my admiration of and desire for the good, I no sooner saw myself tottering between ruin and a compromise with conscience than I hesitated, hesitated with you under my roof, and with the words we had been speaking, still ringing in my ears. Owner's influence, for all the trials of our married life, were still too strong upon me. To think of her as deprived of the splendour which was her life daunted my very soul. I dared not contemplate a future in which she must stand denuded
Starting point is 14:23:07 of everything which made existence dear to her. Yet how could I do the evil thing I contemplate even to save her and preserve my own position. For, and you must understand this, I regarded any appropriation of these funds I had delegated to the use of the Jaffers as a fresh and veritable abuse of trust. They were not mine. I had given them away.
Starting point is 14:23:38 Unknown to anyone but my own soul and God, I had deeded them to a special person. purpose, and to risk them, as I now proposed doing, was an act that carried me back to the days of my former delinquency, and made the repentance of the last few years the merest mockery. What if I might recover them hereafter and restore them to their place? The chances in favour of their utter loss were also possible, and honesty deals not with chances. I suffered so, I had a momentary temptation towards suicide. But suddenly, in the midst of the struggle,
Starting point is 14:24:24 came the thought that perhaps in my estimate of owner, I had committed a gross injustice, that while she loved splendour seemingly more than any woman I had ever known, she might be as far from wishing me to retain her in it, at the price of my own self-respect, as the most honest-hearted wife in the world. And struck by the hope, I left my agent at a hotel
Starting point is 14:24:51 and hurried home through the early morning to her side. She was asleep, of course, but I awakened her. It was dark, and she had a right to be fretful. But when I whispered in her ear, Get up and listen to me, for our fortune is at stake. She at once rose, and having risen, was her clearest, coldest, most implacable self. Paula, I told her my story,
Starting point is 14:25:21 my whole story, as I have told it to you here. I dropped no thread, I smoothed over no offence, torturing as it was to my pride, I laid bare my soul before her. And then, in a burst of appeal, such as I hope never to be obliged to make use of again, asked her, as she was a woman and a wife, to save me in this hour of my temptation.
Starting point is 14:25:50 Paula, she refused. More than that, she expressed the bitterest scorn of my mawkish conscientiousness, as she called it, that I should consider myself as owing anything to the detestable wretch, who was the only representative of the Jaffers, was bad enough, but that I should consider myself as owing anything to the detestable wretch, but that I should go on treasuring the money that would save us was disgraceful if not worse and betrayed a weakness of mind for which she had never given me credit but owner I cried if it is a weakness of mind it is also an equivalent to my consciousness of right living would you have me sacrifice that i would have you sacrifice anything necessary to preserve us in our position said she and i stood aghast before an unscrupulousness greater than any i had hitherto been called upon to face owner repeated i for her look was cold do you realize what i have been telling you most wives would shudder when informed that their husbands had perpetrated a dishonest act in order to win them a thin strange smile heralded her reply most wives would returned she but most wives are ignorant did you suppose i did not know what it cost you to marry me papa took care i should miss no knowledge that might be useful to me and you married me knowing what i had done exclaimed i with incredulous dismay i married you knowing you were too clever or believing you to be too clever to run such a risk again
Starting point is 14:27:38 i can say no more concerning that hour with a horror for this woman such as i had never before experienced for a living creature i rushed out of her presence loathing the air she breathed yet resolved to do her bidding. Can you understand a man hating a woman, yet obeying her, despising her, yet yielding? I cannot now, but that day there seemed no alternative. Either I must kill myself or follow her wishes. I chose to do the latter, forgetting that God can kill, and that too, whom and when he pleases.
Starting point is 14:28:21 going down to the bank I procured the bonds from my box in the safe I felt like a thief and the manner in which it was done was unwittingly suggestive of crime but with that and the position in which I have since found myself placed by this very action
Starting point is 14:28:39 I need not come by my present narrative handing the bonds to my agent with orders to sell them to the best advantage I took a short walk to quiet my nerves and realize what I had done, and then went home. Paula had God in his righteous anger seen fit to strike me down that day,
Starting point is 14:29:02 it would have been no more than my due, and aroused in me, perhaps, no more than a natural repentance, but when I saw her, for whose sake I had ostensibly committed this fresh abuse of trust, lying cold and dead before me, The sword of the Almighty pierced me to the soul, and I fell prostrate beneath a remorse to which any regret I had hitherto experienced was as the playing of a child with shadows. Had I, by the losing of my right arm, been able to recall my action, I would have done it. Indeed, I made an effort to recover myself. Had my agent followed up with an order to return me the bond of the
Starting point is 14:29:49 I had given him, but it was too late. The compromise had already been affected by telegraph, and the money was out of our hands. The deed was done, and I had made myself unworthy of your presence and your smile, at the very hour when both would have been inestimable to me. You remember those days, remember our farewell. Let me believe you do not blame me now, for what must have seemed harsh and unnecessary to you then. There is but little more to write, but in that little is compressed the passion, longing, hope and despair of a lifetime. When I told you, as I did a few hours ago,
Starting point is 14:30:36 that my sin was dead and its consequences at an end, I repeat that I fully and truly believed it. The hundred thousand dollars I had sent West had been used to advantage, and only day before yesterday I was enabled to sell out my share in the mine for a large sum that leaves me free and unembarrassed to make the fortune of more than one Jaffer should God ever see fit to send them across my pathway. More than that, Mr. Delafield, of whose discretion I had sometimes had my fears, was dead, having perished of a fever some months before in San Francisco, and of all men living there were none, as I believed, who knew anything to the
Starting point is 14:31:23 discredit of my name. I was clear, also I thought, in fortune and in fame, and being so, dreamed of taking to my empty and yearning arms the loveliest and the purest of mortal women. But God watched over you, and prevented an act whose consequences might have been. so cruel. In an hour, Paula, in an hour, I had learned that the foul thing was not dead, that a witness had picked up the words I had allowed to fall in my interview with my father-in-law in the restaurant two years before, an unscrupulous witness, who had been on my track ever since, and who now in his eagerness for a victim, had by mistake laid his clutch upon our Bertram. Yes, owing to the similarity of our voices and the fact that we both make use of a
Starting point is 14:32:23 certain telltale word, this patient and upright nephew of mine stands at this moment under the charge of having acknowledged in the hearing of this person to the committal of an act of dishonesty in the past. A foolish charge, you will say, and one easily refuted. A laxious charge, you will say, a fresh act of dishonesty lately perpetrated in the bank complicates matters. A theft has been committed on some of Mr. Stuyvesant's effects, and that too, under circumstances that involuntarily aroused suspicion against some one of the bank officials, and Bertram, if not sustained in his reputation,
Starting point is 14:33:10 must suffer from the doubts which naturally have arisen in Mr. Stuyvesant's breast, The story which this man could tell must, of course, shake the faith of anyone in the reputation of him against whom it is directed, and the man intends to repeat his story, and that too, in the very ears of him upon whose favor Bertram depends for his life's happiness and the winning of the woman he adores. I adore you, Paula, but I cannot clasp you to my heart across another sin. If the detectives whom we shall call in tomorrow cannot exonerate those connected with the bank from the theft lately committed there, and the fact that you have been allowed to read this letter prove they have not, I must do what I can to relieve Bertram from his painful position, by taking upon myself the onus of that past transgression which of right belongs to my account and this once done let the result be for good or ill any bond between you and me is cut loose for ever i have not learned to love at this late hour to wrong the precious thing i cherish death as it is to me to say good-bye to the one of my one that is to say good-bye to the one
Starting point is 14:34:41 last gleam of heavenly light that has shot across my darkened way, it must be done, dear heart, if only to hold myself worthy of the tender and generous love you have designed to bestow upon me. Bertram, who is all generosity, may guess but does not know what I am about to do. Go down to him, dear. Tell him that at this very moment perhaps, I am clearing his name before the wretch who has so ruthlessly fastened his fang upon him, that
Starting point is 14:35:19 his love and Sicilies shall prosper, as he has been loyal and she trusting all these years of effort and probation, that I give him my blessing, and that if we do not meet again, I delegate to him the trust
Starting point is 14:35:37 of which I so poorly acquitted myself. But before you go, stop a moment, and in this room, which has always symbolised to my eyes, the poverty which was my rightful Jew, kneel and pray for my soul. For if God grants me the wish of my heart, he will strike me with sudden death after I have taken upon myself the disgrace of my past offences. Life without love can be born, but life without honour, never. To come and go amongst my fellow men with a shadow on the fame they have always believed spotless. Do not ask me to attempt it. Pray for my soul, but pray too that I may perish in some quick and sudden way
Starting point is 14:36:32 before ever your dear eyes rest upon my face again. And now, as though this were to be the end, let me take my last farewell of you. I have loved you, Paula, loved you with my heart, my mind and my soul. You have been my angel of inspiration and the source of all my comfort. I kneel before you in gratitude,
Starting point is 14:36:59 and I stand above you in blessing. every pang I suffer this hour, redound to you in some sweet happiness hereafter. I do not quarrel with my fate. I only ask God to spare you from its shadow, and he will. Love will flow back upon your young life, and in regions where our eye now fails to pierce, you will taste every joy which your generous heart once thought to bestow, on Edward Sylvester.
Starting point is 14:37:36 End of chapter 39. Chapter 40 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Half past seven. I would it were midnight how and all well. Henry IV. The library was dim. Bertram, who had felt the oppressive influence of
Starting point is 14:38:12 the great empty room, had turned down the lights and was now engaged in pacing the floor, with restless and uneven steps, asking himself a hundred questions, and wishing with all the power of his soul that Mr. Sylvester would return, and by his appearance cut short a suspense that was fast becoming unendurable. He had just returned from his third visit to the front door, when the curtain between him and the hall was jaded by the door. raised and Paula glided in and stood before him. She was dressed for the street, and her face where the light touched it shone like marble upon which has fallen the glare of a lifted torch. Paula burst from the young man's lips in surprise. Hush, said she, her voice quavering with an emotion that put to defiance all conventionalities. I want you to take me to the place where Mr. Sylvester
Starting point is 14:39:12 is gone. He is in danger. I know it. I feel it. I dare not leave him any longer alone. I might be able to save him if he meditates anything that—' She did not try to say what, but drew nearer to Bertram and repeated her request. You will take me, won't you? He eyed her with amazement, and a shudder seized his own strong frame. No, cried he, I cannot take you. You do not know what you ask. But I will go myself if you apprehend anything serious. I remember where it is. I studied the address too closely to readily forget it. You shall not go without me, returned Paula with steady decision. If the danger is what I fear, no one else can save him. I must go, she added with passionate impotunity, as she saw him still looking doubtful.
Starting point is 14:40:12 darkness and peril and nothing to me in comparison with his safety he holds my life in his hand she softly whispered and what will not one do for his life then quickly if you go without me i shall follow with aunt belinda nothing shall keep me in the house to-night he felt the uselessness of further objection yet he ventured to say the place where he has gone is one of the worst in the city a spot which men hesitate to enter after dark you don't know what you ask in begging me to take you there i do i realize everything with a sudden awe of the great love which he thus beheld embodied before him bertram bowed his head and moved towards the door i may consider it wise to obtain the guidance of a policeman through the quarter into which we are about to venture will you object to that no was her quick reply i object to nothing but delay and with a last look about the room as if some sensual of farewell was stirring in her breast, she laid her hand on Bertram's arm, and together they hurried away into the night. End of Chapter 40. Chapter 41 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. Book 5, Woman's Love
Starting point is 14:41:56 Chapter 41 The Work of an Hour Base is the slave that pays, Henry V. Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, nor hell a fury like a woman scorned. Congreve. Mr. Sylvester, upon leaving the bank, had taken his usual route uptown, but after an aimless walk of a few blocks,
Starting point is 14:42:26 he suddenly paused, and with a quiet look about him, drew from his pocket the small slip of paper which bertram had laid on his table the night before and hurriedly consulted its contents instantly an irrepressible exclamation escaped him and he turned his face to the heavens with the look of one who recognizes the just providence of god the name which he had just read was that of the old lover of jacqueline jaffer roger holt and the address given was 63 Baxter Street. Twilight comes with different aspects to the broad avenues of the rich and the narrow alleys of the poor. In the reeking slums of Baxter Street,
Starting point is 14:43:15 poetry would have had to search long for the purple glamour that makes days' dying hour fair in open fields and perfume chambers. Even the last dazzling gleam of the sun could awaken no sparkle from the bleared windows of the hideous tenement houses that reared their blank and disfigured walls toward the west. The chill of the night blast and the quick dread that follows in the steps of coming darkness were all that could enter these regions, unless it was the stealthy shades of vice and disease.
Starting point is 14:43:53 Mr. Sylvester, standing before the darkest and most threatening of the many dark and threatening houses that cumbered the street was a sight to draw more than one head from the neighbouring windows. Had it been earlier, he would have found himself surrounded by a dozen ragged and importunate children. Had it been later, he would have run the risk of being garotted by some skulking assassin. As it was, he stood there unmolested, eyeing the structure that held within its gloomy recesses, the once handsome and captivating lover of Jacqueline Jaffer. He was not the only man who would have hesitated before entering there. Low and insignificant as the building appeared, and its two stories certainly looked
Starting point is 14:44:42 dwarfish enough in comparison with the two lofty tenement houses that pressed it upon either side. There was something in its quiet, almost uninhabited aspect, that awakened a vague apprehension of lurking danger. A face at a window would have been a relief, even the sight of a customer in the noisome groggery that occupied the ground floor. From the dwellings about came the hum of voices and now and then the sound of a shrill laugh or a smothered cry,
Starting point is 14:45:16 but from this house came nothing, unless it was the slow ooze of a stream of half-melted snow that found its way from under the broken down doorway to the gutter beyond. Stepping bravely forward, Mr. Sylvester entered the open door. A flight of bare and rickety steps met his eye. Ascending them, he found himself in a hall, which must have been poorly lighted at any time, but which at this late hour was almost dark.
Starting point is 14:45:48 It was not very encouraging, but pressing on, he stopped at a door and was about to, knock, when his eyes becoming accustomed to the darkness, he detected standing at the foot of the stairs, leading to the story above, the tall and silent figure of a woman. It was no common apparition. Like a sentinel at his post, or a spy on the outskirts of the enemy's camp, she stood drawn up against the wall, her whole wasted form quivering with eagerness or some other secret passion, darkness on her brow and uncertainty on her lip she was listening or waiting or both and that with an entire absorption that prevented her from heeding the approach of a stranger's step struck by so sinister a presence in a place so dark and desolate mr sylvester unconsciously drew back as he did so the woman thrilled and looked up but not at him
Starting point is 14:46:53 a lame child's hesitating and uneven step was heard crossing the floor above and it was towards it she turned and for it she composed her whole form into a strange but evil calmness ah he let you come then mr sylvester heard her exclaim in a low smothered tone whose attempted lightness did not hide the malevolent nature of her intro Yes, came back in the clear and confiding tones of childhood. I told him you loved me and gave me candy balls and he let me come. A laugh quick and soon smothered disturbed the surrounding gloom. You told him I loved you. Well, that is good. I do love you.
Starting point is 14:47:47 Love you as I do my own eyes that I could crush, crush, forever having lingered on the face of my betrayer. The last phrase was muttered and did not seem to convey any impression to the child. Hold out your arms and catch me, cried he. I am going to jump. She appeared to comply, for he gave a little ringing laugh
Starting point is 14:48:10 that was startlingly clear and fresh. He asked me what your name was, babbled he, as he nestled in her arms. He is always asking what your name is, "'Dad forgets, Dad does. "'Or else it's because he's never seen you.' "'And what did you tell him?' she asked, "'ignoring the last remark with an echo of her sarcastic laugh.
Starting point is 14:48:34 "'Mrs. Smith, of course.' "'She threw back her head, "'and her whole form acquired an aspect "'that made Mr. Sylvester shudder. "'That's good,' she cried. "'Mrs. Smith, by all means.' "'Then, with a sudden lowering of her face to his, mrs smith is good to you isn't she lets you sit by her fire when she has any and gives you peanuts to eat and sometimes spares you a penny yes yes the boy cried come then she said let's go home
Starting point is 14:49:07 she put him down on the floor and gave him his little crutch her manner was not unkind and yet mr sylvester trembled as he saw the child about to follow her didn't you ever have any little boys the child suddenly asked. The woman shrank as if a burning steel had been plunged against her breast. Looking down on the frightened child, she hissed out from between her teeth. Did he tell you to ask me that? Did he dare? She stopped and pressed her arms against her swelling heart, as if she would smother its very beats. Oh no, of course he didn't tell you. What does he know or care about Mrs. Smith? with a quick gasp and a wild look into the space before her my child dead and her child alive and beloved what wonder that i hate earth and defy heaven she caught the boy by the hand and drew him quickly away you will be good to me he cried frightened by her manner yet evidently fascinated too perhaps on account of the faint sparks of kindness that alternated with gusts of of passion he did not understand. You won't hurt me.
Starting point is 14:50:26 You'll let me sit by the fire and get warm. Yes, yes. And eat a bit of bread with butter on it. Yes, yes. Then I'll go. She drew him down the hall. Why do you like to have me come to your house? He prattled away.
Starting point is 14:50:43 She turned on him with a look which unfortunately Mr. Sylvester could not see because your eyes are so blue. and your skin is so white. They make me remember her. And who is her? She laughed and seemed to hug herself in her rage and bitterness. Your mother, she cried,
Starting point is 14:51:07 and in speaking it she came upon Mr. Sylvester. He at once put out his hand. I don't know who you are, said he, but I do not think you had better take the child out tonight. From what you say, his call. father is evidently upstairs. If you will give the boy to me, I will take him back and leave him where he belongs. You will? The slow intensity of her tone was indescribable. Know that I don't bear interference from strangers. And catching up the child, she rushed by him like a flash.
Starting point is 14:51:42 You are probably one of those missionaries who go stealing about unasked into respectable person's rooms, she called back. If by any end. chance you wander into his tell him his child is in good hands do you hear in good hands and with a final burst of her hideous laugh she dashed down the stairs and was gone mr Sylvester stood shocked and undecided his fatherly heart urged him to search at once for the parent of this lame boy and warn him of the possible results of of entrusting his child to a woman with so little command over herself. But upon taking out his watch, and finding it later by a good half-hour than he expected,
Starting point is 14:52:29 he was so struck with the necessity of completing his errand that he forgot everything else in his anxiety to confront Holt. Knocking at the first door he came to, he waited. A quick snarl and a surprised, Come in! announced that he had scared up some sort of a living being, but whether man or woman he found it impossible to tell, even after the door opened,
Starting point is 14:52:55 and the creature, whoever it was, rose upon him from a pile of rags scattered in one corner. I want Mr. Holt. Can you tell me where to find him? Upstairs was the only reply he received, as the creature settled down again upon its heap of tattered clothing. Fain to be content with him. this he went up another flight and opened another door he was more successful this time one glance of his eye assured him that the man he was in search of sat before him he had never seen mr holt but the regular if vitiated features of the person upon whom he now intruded his lank but not ungraceful form and free if not airy manners were not so common among the denizens of this unwholesome quarter that their could be any doubt as to his being the accomplished but degenerate individual whose once
Starting point is 14:53:51 attractive heir had stolen the heart of Colonel Jaffa's daughter. He was sitting in front of a small pine table and when Mr. Sylvester's eyes first fell upon him was engaged in watching with a somewhat sinister smile the final twirl of a solitary nickel which he had set spinning on the board before him. But at the sound of a step at the door, a lightning change passed over his countenance and rising with a quick anticipatory ah he turned with hasty action to meet the intruder a second exclamation and a still more hasty recoil were the result this was not the face or the form of him whom he had expected mr holt i believe inquired mr sylvester advancing with his most dignified mean the other bowed but in a doubtful way that for a moment robbed him of his usual air of impudent self-assertion then i have business with you continued mr sylvester laying the man's own card down on the table before him my name is sylvester he proceeded with a calmness that surprised himself and i am the uncle of the young man upon whom you are at present presuming to levy blackmail the assurance which for a moment had deserted the countenance of the other returned with a flash
Starting point is 14:55:22 his uncle re-echoed he with a low anomalous bow then it is from you i may expect the not unreasonable sum which i demand as the price of my attentions to your nephew's interest very good i am not particular from what quarter it comes so that it does come and that before the clocker struck the hour which i have set as the limit of my forbearance which is seven o'clock i believe which is seven o'clock mr sylvester folded his arms and sternly eyed the man before him you still adhere to your intention then of forwarding to mr stuyvesant at the time before him-and still adhered to mr stuyvesant at the man before him-you still adhere to your intention then of forwarding to mr stuyvesant at the that hour, the sealed communication, now in the hands of your lawyer, the smile with which the other responded, was like the glint of a partly sheathed dagger. My lawyer has already received his instructions. Nothing but an immediate countermand on my part will prevent the communication of which you speak from going to Mr. Stuyvesant at seven o'clock. The sigh which rose in Mr. Sylvester's breast did not disturb the severe immobility of his lip.
Starting point is 14:56:41 Have you ever considered the possibility, said he, of the man whom you overheard talking in the restaurant in Day Street two years ago, not being Mr. Bertram Sylvester of the Madison Bank? No, returned the other, with a short, sharp and wholly undisturbed laugh, I do not think I ever have. me credit then for speaking with reason when i declare to you that the man you overheard talking in the manner you profess to describe in your communication was not mr bertram sylvester a shrug of the shoulders highly foreign and suggestive was the other's answer it was mr sylvester or it was the devil proclaimed he with all deference to your reason my good sir or why are you here he keenly added mr sylvester did not reply with a sarcastic twitch of his lips the man took up the nickel with which he had been amusing himself when the former came in and set it spinning again upon the table it is half-past six remarked he it will take me a good half-hour to go to my lawyer mr sylvester made a final effort if you could be convinced said he that you have got your grasp upon the wrong man, would you still persist in the course upon which you seem determined? With a dexterous
Starting point is 14:58:11 slate of hand movement, the man picked up the whirling nickel and laid it flat on the table before him. A fellow whose whole fortune is represented by a coin like that, tapping the piece significantly, is not as easily convinced as a man of your means, perhaps, but if I should be brought to own that I had made a mistake in my man, I should still feel myself justified in proceeding against him, since my very accusation of him seems to be enough to arouse such interest on the part of his friends. Wretch, leaped to Mr. Sylvester's lips, but he did not speak it. His friends, declared he, have most certainly a great interest in his reputation and his happiness, but they never will pay anything upon coercion, to preserve the one or to ensure the other. They won't, and for the first
Starting point is 14:59:10 time, Roger Holt slightly quavered. A man's honour and happiness are much, and he will struggle long before he will consent to part from them. But a citizen of a great town like this owes something to his fellows, and submitting to blackmail is but a poor precedent to set. You will have to proceed as you will, Mr. Holt. Neither my nephew nor myself have any money to give you." The glare in the man's eyes was like that of an aroused tiger. Do you mean to say, cried he, that you will not give from your abundance a paltry thousand dollars to save one of your blood from a suspicion that will never leave him, never leave him to the end of his miserable days?
Starting point is 15:00:00 I mean to say that not one cent will pass from me to you in payment of a silence, which as a gentleman you ought to feel it incumbent upon you to preserve unasked, if only to prove to your fellow men that you have not entirely lost all the instincts of the caste to which you once belonged. Not that I look for anything so disinterested from you, he went on. A man who could enter the home of a respectable gentleman, and under cover of a brotherly regard, lure into degradation and despair the woman who was at once its ornament and pride, cannot be expected to practice the virtues of ordinary manhood, much less those of a gentleman and a Christian. He is a wretch, who, whatever his breeding or antecedents, is open to nothing but execration and contempt. with an oath and a quick backward spring roger holt cried out who are you and by what right do you come here to reproach me with a matter dead and buried by heaven a dozen years ago the right of one who though a stranger knows well what you are and what you have done colonel jaffer himself is dead but the avenger of his honor yet lives roger holt's Where is Jacqueline Jaffer?
Starting point is 15:01:30 The force with which this was uttered seemed to confound the man. For a moment he stood silent, his eye upon his guest. Then a subtle change took place in his expression. He smiled with a slow, devilish meaning, and tossing his head with an airy gesture, lightly remarked,
Starting point is 15:01:51 You must ask some more constant lover than I. A woman who was charming, ten years ago? Bah, what would I be likely to know about her now? Everything, when that woman is Jacqueline Jaffer, cried Mr. Sylvester, advancing upon him with a look that would have shaken most men, but which only made the eye of this one burn more eagerly. Though you might easily wish to give her the slip, she is not one to forget you. If she is alive, you know where she is. Speak then, and let the worth of one good action make what amends it can for a long list of evil ones you really want to see the woman then enough to pay for it i mean the reward which has been offered for news of the fate or whereabouts of jacqueline jaffer still stands good was mr sylvester's reply the excited stare with which the man received this announcement slowly subsided into his form
Starting point is 15:02:56 a subtle look. Well, well, said he, we will see. The truth was that he knew no more than the other where this woman was to be found. If I happened to come across her in any of my wanderings, I shall know where to apply for means to make her welcome. But that is not what at present concerns us. Your nephew is losing ground with every passing minute. In a half hour more, his future will be decided, unless you bid me order my lawyer. to delay the forwarding of that communication to Mr. Stuyvesant. In that case, I believe I have already made it plain to you
Starting point is 15:03:36 that I have no intentions of interfering with your action in this matter, quoth Mr. Sylvester, turning slowly toward the door. If you are determined to send your statement, it must go. Only, and here he turned upon the bitterly disappointed man, with an aspect whose nobility the other was but little, calculated to appreciate, only when you do so, be particular to state that the person whose story you thus forward to a director of the Madison Bank is not Bertram Sylvester, the cashier, but Edward Sylvester, his uncle, and the bank's president. And the stately head bowed,
Starting point is 15:04:21 and the tall form was about to withdraw, when Holt with an excited. tremor that affected even his words, advanced and seized Mr. Sylvester by the arm. His uncle, cried he, why, that is what you... Great heaven, he exclaimed, falling back with an expression not unmixed with awe. You are the man, and you have denounced yourself. Then, quickly, speak again, let me hear your voice. And Mr. Sylvester, with a sad smile, repeated in a slow and meaning tone. It is but one little fuss more. Then, as the other cringed, added a dignified, good evening, Mr. Holt, and passed swiftly across the room towards the door. What was it that stopped him halfway, and made him look back with such a startled
Starting point is 15:05:19 glance at the man he had left behind him? A smell of smoke in the air. The faint yet unmistakable odour of burning wood, as though the house were on fire, or, huh, the man himself has discerned it, is on his feet, is at the window, has seen what? His cry of mingled terror and dismay does not reveal. Mr. Sylvester hastens to his side. The sight which met his eyes did not, for the moment, seemed sufficient to account for the degree of emotion expressed by the other. To be sure, the lofty tenement house which towered above them from the other side of the narrow yard upon which the window looked was oozing with smoke, but there were no flames visible and as yet no special manifestations of alarm on the part of its
Starting point is 15:06:12 occupants. But in an instant, even while they stood there, arose the sudden and awful cry of fire! And at the same moment they beheld the roof and casements before them swarm with pallid faces as men, women and children rushed to the first outlet that offered escape, only to shrink back in renewed terror from the deadly gulf that yawned beneath them. It was horrible, all the more that the fire seemed to be somewhere in the basement story, possibly at the foot of the stairs, for none of the poor shrieking wretches before them seemed to make any effort to escape downwards, but rather surged up towards the top of the building, waving their arms as they fled and filling the dusk with cries that drowned the sound of the coming engines.
Starting point is 15:07:06 The scene appeared to Madden Holt. My boy, my boy, my boy, rose from his lips in an agonized shriek. Then, as Mr. Sylvester gave a sudden start, cried out with indiscreet, inscribable anguish. He is there, my boy, my own little chap. A woman in that house has bewitched him, and when he is not with me, he is always at her side. Oh, God curses on my head for ever letting him out of my sight. Do you see him, sir? Look for him, I beseech you. He is lame and small. His head would barely reach to the top of the windowsill. And that was your boy, cried Mr. Sylvester, and struck by an appeal which in spite of his abhorrence of the man at his side woke every instinct of fatherhood within him, he searched with his glance the long row of windows before them. But before his eye had travelled halfway across the building, he felt the man at his side quiver with sudden agony, and following the direction of his glance saw a one little countenance looking down upon them from a window almost operable.
Starting point is 15:08:16 to where they stood. It is my boy! shrieked the man, and in his madness would have leaped from the casement if Mr. Sylvester had not prevented him. You will not help him so, cried the latter.
Starting point is 15:08:30 See, he is only a few feet above a bridge that appears to communicate with the roof of the next house if he could be let down. But the man had already precipitated himself towards the door of the room
Starting point is 15:08:42 in which they were. Tell him not to jump, he called back. i am going next door and will reach him in a moment tell him to hold on till i come mr sylvester at once raised his voice don't jump little boy halt if there is no one there to drop you down wait for your father he is going on the bridge and will catch you the little fellow seemed to hear for he immediately held out his arms but if he spoke his voice was drowned in the frightful hubbub meanwhile the smoke thickened around him and a dull ominous glare broke out from the midst of the building, against which his wheezen little face looked pallid as death. His father will be too late, groaned Mr. Sylvester,
Starting point is 15:09:30 feeling himself somehow to blame for the child's horrible situation, then observing that the other occupants of the building had all disappeared towards the front, realized that whatever fire escapes may have been provided, were doubtless in that direction, and raising his voice once more, called out across the yard. Don't wait any longer, little fellow.
Starting point is 15:09:54 Follow the rest to the front. You will be burned if you stay there. But the child did not move, only held out his arms in a way to unman the strongest heart. And presently, while Mr. Sylvester was asking himself what could be done, he heard his shrill, piping tones rising above the hill. hiss of the flames, and listening caught the words. I cannot get away. She is holding me, Dad.
Starting point is 15:10:23 Help your little fella. Help me. I'm so afraid of being burnt. And looking closer, Mr. Sylvester discerned the outlines of a woman's head and shoulders above the small white face. A distinct and positive fear at once seized him. Leaning out, the better, to display his own face and figure, he called to that unknown woman to quit her hold and let the child go, but a discordant laugh, rising above the roar of the approaching flames, was his only reply. Sickened with apprehension, he drew back and himself made for the stairs in the wild idea of finding the father. But just then the mad figure of Holt appeared at the door with frenzy in all his looks. I cannot push through the crowd, cried he.
Starting point is 15:11:17 I have fought and struggled and shrieked, but it is all of no use. My boy is burning alive and I cannot reach him. A lurid flame shot at that moment from the building before them, as if in emphasis to his words. He is imprisoned there by a woman, cried Mr. Sylvester, pointing to the figure whose distorted outlines was every moment becoming more and more visible in the increasing glare.
Starting point is 15:11:46 See, she has him tight in her arms and is pressing him against the window-sill. The man with a terrible recoil looked in the direction of his child, saw the little white face with its wild expression of conscious terror,
Starting point is 15:12:01 saw the face of her who towered implacably behind it and shrieked appalled. Jack! "'Cleine!' he cried, and put his hands up before his face, as if his eyes had fallen upon an avenging spirit. "'Is that Jacqueline Jaffer?' asked Mr. Sylvester, dragging down the other's hands,
Starting point is 15:12:24 and pointing relentlessly towards the ominous figure in the window before him. "'Yes, or her ghost!' cried the other, shuddering under a horror that left him little control of his reason. then your boy is lost murmured mr sylvester with a vivid remembrance of the words he had overheard she will never save her rival's child never the man looked at him with dazed eyes she shall save him he cried and stretching far out of the window by which he stood he pointed to the bridge and called out drop him jacqueline don't let him burn he can still reach the next house if he runs. Save my darling, save him. But the woman, as if waiting for his voice, only threw back her head, and while a bursting flame flashed up behind her, shrieked mockingly back. Oh, I have frightened you up at last, have I? You can see me now, can you? You can call on
Starting point is 15:13:30 Jacqueline now? The brat can make you speak, can he? Well, well, call away. I love. I love to hear your voice. It is music to me even in the face of death. My boy, my boy, was all he could gasp. Save the child, Jacqueline, only save the child. But the harsh, scornful laugh she returned spoke little of saving. He is so dear, she hissed. I love the offspring of my rival so much. the child that has taken the place of my own darling, dead before ever I had seen its innocent eyes. Oh, yes, yes, I will save it, save it as my own was saved. When I saw the puny infant in your arms the day you passed me with her, I swore to be its friend, don't you remember?
Starting point is 15:14:26 And I am so much of a one that I stick by him to the death, don't you see? and raising him up in her arms till his whole stunted body was visible. She turned away her brow and seemed to laugh in the face of the flames. The father writhed below in his agony. Forgive, he cried. Forgive the past and give me back my child. It's all I have to love. It's all I've ever loved.
Starting point is 15:14:56 Be merciful, Jacqueline, be merciful. Her face flashed back upon her. him, still and white. And what mercy have you ever shown to me, fool, idiot? Don't you see I have lived for this hour, to make you feel for once, to make you suffer for once as I have suffered? You love the boy? Roger Holt, I once loved you. And heedless of the rolling volume of smoke that now began to pour towards her, heedless even. of the long tongues of hungry flame that were stretched out as if feeling for her from the distance behind she stood immovable gazing down upon the casement where he knelt with an indescribable and awful smile upon her lips the sight was unbearable with an instinct of despair both men drew back when suddenly they saw the woman start unloose her clasp and drop the child
Starting point is 15:16:02 out of her arms upon the bridge. A hissing stream of water had fallen upon the flames, and the shock had taken her by surprise. In a moment the father was himself again. Get up, little fella, get up, he cried. Or if you cannot walk, crawl along the bridge to the next house. I see a fireman there. He will lift you in. But at that moment, the flames, till now held under some control, burst from an adjoining window, and called. at the woodwork of the bridge. The father yelled in dismay. Hurry, little fella, hurry, he cried.
Starting point is 15:16:39 Get over towards the next house before it is too late. But a paralysis seemed to have seized the child. He arose, then stopped, and looking wildly about, shook his head. I cannot, he cried. I cannot. And the woman laughed, and with a hug of her empty arms, seemed to throw her taunts into the space before her. Are you a demon?
Starting point is 15:17:06 burst from Mr. Sylvester's lips in uncontrollable horror. Don't you see you can save him if you will? Jump down then and carry him across, or your father's curse will follow you to the world beyond. Yes, climb down, cried the fireman. You are lighter than I. Don't waste a minute a second. It is your own child, Jacqueline, your own child, came from Holt's white lips in final desperation.
Starting point is 15:17:37 I have deceived you. Your baby did not die. I wanted to get rid of you and I wanted to save him. So I lied to you. The baby did not die. He lived. And that is he, you see, lying helpless on the bridge beneath you. not the clutch of an advancing flame could have made her shrink more fearfully it is false she cried you are lying now you want me to save her child and dare to say it is mine as god lives he swore lifting his hand and turning his face to the sky her whole attitude seemed to cry no no to his assertion but slowly as she stood there the conviction of its true seemed to strike her and her hair rose on her forehead and she swayed to and fro as if the earth were rolling under her feet suddenly she gave a yell and bounded from the window catching the child in her arms she attempted to regain the refuge beyond but the flames had not dallied at their work while she hesitated the bridge was on fire and her retreat was cut off she did not attempt to escape stopping in the same center of the rocking mass, she looked down as only a mother in her last agony can do, on the child she held folded in her arms. Then as the flames caught at her floating garments, stooped her head, and printed one wild and passionate kiss upon his brow. Another instant, and they saw her head
Starting point is 15:19:17 rise to the accusing heavens, then all was rush and horror, and the swaying structure fell before their eyes, sweeping its living freight into the courtyard beneath their feet. End of Chapter 41. Chapter 42 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. Paula relates a story she has heard. heard. None are so desolate, but something dear, dearer than self, possesses or possessed. Byron
Starting point is 15:20:08 In the centre of a long, low room, not far from the scene of the late disaster, a solitary lamp was burning. It had been lit in haste and cast but a feeble flame, but its light was sufficient to illuminate the sad and silent group that gathered under its rays. On a bench by the wall crouched the bowed and stricken form of Roger Holt, his face buried in his hands, his whole attitude expressive of the utmost grief. At his side stood Mr. Sylvester, his tall figure looming somberly in the dim light, and on the floor at their feet lay the dead form of the little lame boy. But it was not upon their faces, sad and striking as they were, that the eyes of the few men and women scattered in the open doorway rested most intently.
Starting point is 15:21:08 It was upon her, the bruised, bleeding, half-dead mother, who, kneeling above the little corpse, gazed down upon it with the immobility of despair, moaning in utter heedlessness of her own condition. My baby, my baby, my own baby. The fixedness with which she eyed the child, though the blood was streaming from her forehead and bathing with a still deeper red her burned and blistered arms made Mr. Sylvester's sympathetic heart beat. Turning to the silent figure of Holt, he touched him on the arm and said with a gesture in her direction. you have not deceived the woman that is really her own child that lies there the man beside him started looked up with slowly comprehending eyes and mechanically bowed his head yes assented he and relapsed into his former heavy silence mr sylvester touched him again if it is hers how came she not to know it how could you manage to deceive such a woman as that. Holt started again and muttered. She was sick and insensible.
Starting point is 15:22:31 She never saw the baby. I sent it away and when she came to herself told her it was dead. We had become tired of each other long before and only needed the breaking of this bond to separate us. When she saw me again, it was with another woman at my side and an infant in my arms. The child was weakly and looked younger than he was. She thought it to her rivals, and I did not undeceive her. And the heavy head again fell forward, and nothing disturbed the sombre silence of the room, but the low, unvarying moan of the wretched mother. My baby, my baby, my own, own baby. Mr. Sylvester moved over to her side. Jacqueline, said he, the child. The child is dead and you yourself are very much hurt won't you let these good women lay you on a bed and do what they can to bind up your poor blistered arms but she hurt him no more than the wind's blowing my baby she moaned my own own baby
Starting point is 15:23:39 he drew back with a troubled air grief like this he could understand but knew not how to alleviate he was just on the point of beckoning forward one of the many women clustered in the doorway, when there came a sound from without that made him start, and in another moment a young man had stepped hastily into the room, followed by a girl, who no sooner saw Mr. Sylvester, then she bounded forward with a sudden cry of joy and relief. Bertram, Paula! What does this mean? What are you doing here? A burst of sobs from the agitated girl was her soul reply. Such a night, such a place, he exclaimed, throwing his arm about Paula, with a look that made her tremble through her tears. Were you so anxious about me, little one, he whispered, would not your fears let you rest? No, no, and we have had such a dreadful
Starting point is 15:24:39 time since we got here. The house where we expected to find you is on fire, and we thought of nothing else but that you had perished within it. But finally, someone told us to come here, and she paused, horror-stricken. Her eyes had just fallen upon the little dead child and the moaning mother. That is Jacqueline Jaffer, whispered Mr. Sylvester. We have found her only to close her eyes, I fear. Jacqueline Jaffer? Paula's hands unclosed from his arm. She was in the large tenement house that burned first. That is her child whose loss she is mourning. Jacqueline Jaffer again fell with an indescribable tone from Paula's lips. And who is that, she asked, turning and indicating the silent figure by the wall. That is Roger Holt,
Starting point is 15:25:35 the man who should have been her husband. Oh, I remember him, she cried. And her, I remember her. and the little child too. But she suddenly exclaimed, she told me then that she was not his mother. And she did not know that she was, the man had deceived her. With a quick thrill, Paula bounded forward. Jacqueline Jaffer, she cried,
Starting point is 15:26:02 falling with outstretched hands beside the poor creature. Thank God you are found at last! But the woman was as insensible to this cry as she had been to all. others. My baby, she wailed. My baby, my own, own baby. Paula recoiled in dismay and for a moment stood looking down with fear and doubt upon the fearful being before her. But in another instant, a heavenly instinct seized her, and ignoring the mother, she stooped over the child and tenderly kissed it. The woman at once woke from her stupor. My baby!
Starting point is 15:26:43 she cried, snatching the child up in her arms with a gleam of wild jealousy. Nobody shall touch it but me. I killed it and it is all mine now. But in a moment she had dropped the child back into its place and was going on with the same set refrain that had stirred her lips from the first. Paula was not to be discouraged. Laying her hand on the child's brow, she gently smoothed back his hair and when she saw the old gleam returning to the woman's countenance, said quietly, Are you going to carry it to Grotewell to be buried?
Starting point is 15:27:22 Marjorie Hamlin is waiting for you, you know? The start which shook the woman's haggard frame encouraged her to proceed. Yes, you know she has been keeping watch and waiting for you so long. She is quite worn out and disheartened. fifteen years is a long time to hope against hope, Jacqueline. The stare of the wretched creature deepened into a fierce and maddened glare. You don't know what you are talking about, cried she, and bent herself again over the child. Paula went on as if she had not spoken.
Starting point is 15:28:01 Anyone that is loved as much as you are, Jacqueline, ought not to give way to despair. Even if your child is dead, there is still someone left whom you can make supremely happy. Him, the woman's look seemed to say, as she turned and pointed with frightful sarcasm to the man at their back. Paula shrank and hastily shook her head. No, no, not him, but let me tell you a story, she whispered eagerly. In a certain country town not far from here, there is a great, empty house. It is dark and cold and musty. No one ever goes there but one old lady, who every night at six, crosses its tangled garden, unlocks its great side door,
Starting point is 15:28:53 enters within its deserted precincts, and for an hour remains there, praying for one whose return she has never ceased to hope and provide for. She is kneeling there tonight, at this very hour, Jacqueline, and the love she thus manifests is greater than that of man to woman or woman to man. It is like that of heaven or the Christ. The woman before her rose to her feet. She did not speak, but she looked like a creature before whose eyes a sudden torch had been waved. Fifteen years has she done this, Paula solemnly continues. She promised, you know, and she never.
Starting point is 15:29:37 has forgotten her promise. With a cry the woman put out her hands, Stop, she cried, stop, I don't believe it. No one loves like that, else there is a God and I, she paused, quivered, gave one wild look about her, and then with a quick cry, something between a moan and a prayer, succumbed to the pain of her injuries, and sank down insensible by the side of her dead child. With a reverent look, Paula bent over her, and kissed her seared and bleeding forehead. For Mrs. Hamlin's sake, she whispered, and quietly smoothed down the tattered clothing about the poor creature's wasted frame. Mr. Sylvester turned quietly upon the man who had been the cause of all this misery.
Starting point is 15:30:29 I charge myself with the care of that woman, said he, and with the burial of your child. it shall be placed in decent ground with all proper religious ceremonial. What? You will do this? cried Holt, a flush of real feeling for a moment disturbing the chalk-white pallor of his cheek. Oh, sir, this is Christian charity, and I beg your pardon for all that I may have meditated against you. It was done for the child, he went on wildly, to get him the bread and butter he ought to often lacked. I didn't care so much for myself. I hated to see him hungry and cold and ailing. I might have worked, but I detest work and, but no matter about all that, enough that I am done with endeavouring to extort money from you. Whatever may have happened in the past,
Starting point is 15:31:28 you are free from my persecutions in the future. Henceforth, you and yours can rest in peace. That is well, cried a voice over his shoulder, and Bertram with an air of relief stepped hastily forward. You must be very tired, remarked he, turning to his uncle. If you will take charge of Paula, I will do what I can to see that this injured woman and the dead child are properly cared for. I am so relieved, sir, at this result, he whispered, with a furtive ring of his uncle's hand, that I must express my joy in some way. Mr. Sylvester smiled, but in a manner that reflected but little of the other's satisfaction. Thank you, said he. I am tired, and will gladly delegate my duties to you. I trust you to do the most you can for both the living and the dead.
Starting point is 15:32:25 That woman, for all her seeming poverty, is the possessor of a large fortune, he whispered. let her be treated as such and with a final word to halt who had sunk back against the wall in his old attitude of silent despair mr sylvester took paula upon his arm and quietly led her out of this humble but not unkind refuge end of chapter forty two chapter forty three of the sword of damocles by anna catherine green this librivox recording is in the public domain determination but alas to make me a fixed figure for the time of scorn to point his slow unmoving finger at othello let me but bear your love i'll bear your love i'll bear your cares. Henry V. "'Pawler!' they had reached home and were standing in the library. "'Yes,' said she, lowering her head before his gaze with a sweet and conscious blush. "'Did you read the letter I left for you in my desk upstairs?'
Starting point is 15:33:48 She put her hand to her bosom and drew forth the closely written sheet. "'Every word,' she responded. and smilingly returned it to its place he started and his chest heaved passionately you have read it he cried and yet could follow me into that den of unknown dangers at an hour like this and with no other guide than bertram yes she answered he drew a deep breath and his brow lost its deepest shadow you do not despise me then he exclaimed my sin has not utterly blotted me out of your regard the glance with which she replied seemed to fill the whole room with its radiance i am only beginning to realize the worth of the man who has hitherto been a mystery to me she declared then as he shook his head added with a serious air the question with all true hearts must ever be not what a man has been but what he is he who for for the sake of shielding the innocent from shame and sorrow would have taken upon himself the onus of a past disgrace is not unworthy a woman's devotion. Mr. Sylvester smiled mournfully
Starting point is 15:35:21 and stroked her hand which he had taken in his. Poor little one, he murmured, I know not whether to feel proud or sorry for your trust and tender devotion. It would have been a great and unspeakable grief to me to have lost your regard but it might have been better if i had it might have been much better for you if i had what why do you say that she asked with a startled gleam in her eye do you think i am so eager for ease and enjoyment that it will be a burden for me to bear the pain of those i love a past pain too she added that will grow less and less as the days go by and happiness increases he put her back with a quick hand do not make it any harder for me than necessary he entreated
Starting point is 15:36:22 do you not see that however gentle may be your judgment of my desserts we can never marry Paula the eyes which were fixed on his deepened passionately No, she whispered, no, not if your remorse for the past is all that separates us. The man who has conquered himself has won the right to conquer the heart of a woman. I can say no more, she timidly held out her hand. He grasped it with a man's impetuosity and pressed it to his heart, but he did not retain it. Blessings upon you, dear and noble heart, he cried. God will hear my prayers and make you happy, but not with me.
Starting point is 15:37:14 Paula, he passionately continued, taking her in his arms and holding her to his breast. It cannot be. I love you. I will not, dare not say how much. But love is no excuse for wronging you. remorse is not all that separates us possible disgrace lies before me public exposure at all events I would indeed be lacking in honour were I to subject you to these but she stammered drawing back to look into his face I thought that was all over that the
Starting point is 15:37:54 man had promised silence that you were henceforth to be relieved from his persecutions. I am sure he said so. He did, but he forgot that my fate no longer rested upon his forbearance. The letter which records my admission of sin was in his lawyer's hands, Paula, and has already been dispatched to Mr. Stuyvesant. Say what we will, rebel against it as we will. Sicily's father knows by this time that the name of Sylvester is not spotless. The cry which she uttered in her sudden pain and loss made him stoop over her with despairing fondness. Hush, my darling, hush! cried he. The trial is so heavy, I need all my strength to meet it.
Starting point is 15:38:50 It breaks my heart to see you grieve. I cannot bear it. I deserve my fate. But you, oh you, what have you done that you should be overwhelmed in my fall? Putting her gently away from his breast, he drew himself up and with forced calmness said, I have yet to inform Mr. Stuyvesant upon which of the Sylvester's should rest the shadow of his distrust. Tonight he believes in Bertram's lack of principle, but tomorrow her trembling lips echoed the word. He shall know that the man who confessed to having done a wrong deed in the past is myself, Paula. The head which had fallen on her breast rose as at the call of a clarion. And is it at the noblest moment of your life that you would
Starting point is 15:39:50 shut me away from your side. No, no, heaven does not send us a great and mighty love for trivial purposes. The simple country made, whom you have sometimes declared, was as the bringer of good news to you, shall not fail you now. Then slowly, and with solemn assurance, if you go to Mr. Stuyvesant's tomorrow and you will for that is your duty you shall not go alone paula fairchild accompanies you end of chapter 43 chapter 44 of the sword of damocles by anna catherine green this librivox recording is in the public domain in mr stuyvesant's parlors was i deceived or did a sable cloud turn forth her silver lining on the night. Comus. Unworthy? Yes. Cicely stared at her father with wide open and incredulous eyes. I cannot believe it, she murmured. No, I cannot believe it. Her father drew up a
Starting point is 15:41:18 chair to her side. My daughter, said he, with unusual tenderness. I have hesitated. I have hesitated. to tell you this, fearing to wound you, but my discretion will allow me to keep silence no longer. Bertram Sylvester is not an honest man, and the sooner you make up your mind to forget him, the better. Not honest! You would scarcely have recognised Sicily's voice. Her father's hand trembled as he drew her back to his side. It is a hard revelation for me to make to you after testifying my approval of the young man. I sympathise with you, my child, but nonetheless I expect you to meet this disappointment bravely.
Starting point is 15:42:07 A theft has been committed in our bank. You do not accuse him of theft. Oh, father, father! No, he stammered, I do not accuse him, but facts look very strongly against someone in our own. trust and, but that is not sufficient, she cried, rising in spite of his detaining hand, till she stood erect before him. You surely would not allow any mere circumstantial evidence to stand against a character as unblemished as his, even if he were not the man whom your daughter,
Starting point is 15:42:49 he would not let her continue. I admit that I should be careful how I breathed suspicion against a man whose record was unimpeached he assented but Bertram Sylvester does not enjoy that position indeed I have just received a communication which goes to show that he once actually acknowledged to having perpetrated an act of questionable integrity now a man as young as he who but I cannot believe it, she moaned. It is impossible, clearly impossible. How could he look me in the face with such a sin on his conscience? He could not, simply could not. Why, Father, his brow is as open as the day, his glance clear and unwavering as the sunlight. It is some dreadful mistake.
Starting point is 15:43:49 It is not Bertram of whom you are speaking. Her father sighed. Of whom else should it be? Come, my child. Do you want to read the communication which I received last night? Do you want to be convinced? No, no, she cried, but quickly contradicted herself with a hurried,
Starting point is 15:44:13 Yes, yes, let me be made acquainted with what there is against him, if only that I may prove to you it is all a mistake. There is no mistake, he muttered, handing her a folded paper. This statement was written two years ago. I witnessed it myself, though I little knew against whose honour it was directed. Read it, Cicely, and then remember that I have lost bonds out of my box at the bank that could only have been taken by someone connected with the institution. She took the paper in her hand and eagerly read it through.
Starting point is 15:44:57 Suddenly she started and looked up. And you say that this was Bertram, this gentleman who allowed another man to accuse him of a past dishonesty. So the person declares who forwarded me this statement, and though he is a poor wretch and evidently not, above making mischief, I do not know as we have any special reason to doubt his word. Cicely's eyes fell, and she stood before her father with an air of indecision. I do not think it was Bertram, she faltered, but said no more. I would to God for your sake it was not, he exclaimed.
Starting point is 15:45:39 But this communication, together with the loss we have sustained at the bank, has shaken my faith, Sicily. Young men are so easily led astray nowadays, especially when playing for high stakes, a man who could leave his profession for the sake of winning a great heiress. Father! I know he has made you think it was for love, but when the woman whom a young man fancies is rich, love and ambition run too closely together to be easily disentangled and now my dear i have said my say and leave you to act according to the dictates of your judgment sure that it will be in a direction worthy of your name and breeding and stooping for a hasty kiss he gave her a last fond look and quietly left the room and cicely For a moment she stood as if frozen in her place, then a great tremble seized her,
Starting point is 15:46:45 and sinking down upon a sofa, she buried her face from sight, in a chaos of feeling that left her scarcely mistress of herself. But suddenly she started up, her face flushed, her eyes gleaming, her whole delicate form quivering, with an emotion more akin to hope than despair. I cannot doubt him, she whispered.
Starting point is 15:47:11 It were as easy to doubt my own soul. He is worthy if I am worthy, true if I am true, and I will not try to unlove him. But soon the reaction came again, and she was about to give full sway to her grief and shame when the parlor door opened. She herself was sitting in the extension room, and she saw Mr. Sylvester and Paula come in.
Starting point is 15:47:41 She at once rose to her feet, but she did not advance. A thousand hopes and fears held her enchained where she was. Besides, there was something in the aspect of her friends, which made her feel as though a welcome, even from her, would at that moment be an intrusion. They have come to see father, she thought, and... ah what cicely paula who was too absorbed in her own feelings to glance into the extension room beyond approached mr sylvester and laid her hand upon his arm whatever comes said she truth honor and love remain and he bowed his head and seemed to kiss her hand and sicily observing the action grew pale and dropped her eyes realizing as by a lightning's flash both the nature of the feeling that prompted this unusual manifestation on his part
Starting point is 15:48:45 and the possible sorrows that lay before her dearest friend if not before herself should the secret suspicions she cherished in regard to mr sylvester proved true when she had summoned up courage to glance again in their direction mr stuyvesant had entered the parlour and was nervously welcoming his guests Mr. Sylvester waited for no preamble. I have come, said he, in his most even and determined tones, to speak to you in regard to a communication from a man by the name of Holt, which I was told was to be sent to you last evening. Did you receive such a one? Mr. Stuyvesant flushed, grew still more nervous in his manner,
Starting point is 15:49:32 and uttered as short, I did, in a tone severer than he perhaps intended. it will not be too much for me then to conclude that in your present estimation my nephew stands committed to a past dishonesty it has been one of my chief sources of regret one of them i say repeated mr stuyvesant that any loss of esteem on the part of your nephew must necessarily reflect upon the peace if not the honour of a man i hold in such high regard as yourself i have been in such high regard as yourself i have a man i hold in such high regard as yourself i have a man assure you i feel it quite as a brother might quite as a brother mr sylvester at once rose mr stuyvesant declared he my nephew is as honest a man as walks this city's streets if you will accord me a few minutes private conversation i think i can convince you so i should be very glad replied mr stuyvesant glancing towards the extension room where he had left his daughter i have always always liked the young man then with a quick look at the other's face you are not well mr sylvester thank you i am not ill let us say what we have to at once if you please and with just a glance at paula he followed the now somewhat agitated director from the room cicely who had started forward at their departure glanced down the long parlour before her and hastily faltered back paula would was praying. But in a few moments her feelings overcame her timidity, and hurrying into her friend's
Starting point is 15:51:15 presence, she threw her arms about her neck and pressed her cheek to hers. Let us pray together, she whispered. Paula drew back and looked her friend in the face. You know what all this means? she asked. I guess was the low reply. Paula checked a sob and clasped Sicily to her bosom. He loves me, she faltered, and he is doing at this moment what he believes will separate us. He is a noble man, Sicily, noble as Bertram. Though he once did, she paused. It is for him to say what, not I, she softly concluded.
Starting point is 15:52:01 Then Bertram is noble. Cicely timidly put in. Have you ever doubted it? No. And hiding their blushes on each other's shoulders, the two girls sat breathlessly waiting, while the clock ticked away in the music room, and the moments came and went that determined their fate.
Starting point is 15:52:24 Suddenly they both rose. Mr. Stuyvesant and Mr. Sylvester were descending the stairs. Mr. Sylvester came in first, walking straight up to Paula he took her in his arms and kissed her on the forehead my betrothed wife he whispered with a start of incredulous joy paula looked up his glance was clear but strangely solemn and peaceful he has heard all i had to say added he he is a just man but he is also a merciful one like you he declares that not what a man was but what he is determines the judgment of true men concerning him and taking her on his arm he stood waiting for mr stuyvesant who now came in where is my daughter were that gentleman's words as he closed the door behind him here papa he held out his hand and she sprang towards him cicely said he not without some tokens of emotion in his voice. It is only right that I should inform you
Starting point is 15:53:39 that we were all laboring under a mistake in charging Mr. Bertram Sylvester with the words that were uttered in the Day Street Coffee House two years ago. Mr. Sylvester has amply convinced me that his nephew neither was nor could have been present there at that time. It must have been some other man of similar person. Oh, thank you, thank you, Sicily's look seemed to say to Mr. Sylvester. And he is quite freed from reproach, she asked, with a smiling glance into her father's face.
Starting point is 15:54:19 A hesitancy in Mr. Stuyvesant's manner struck with a chill upon more than one heart in that room. Yes, he admitted at last, the mere fact that a mysterious robbery has been committed upon certain effects in the bank of which he is cashier is not sufficient to awaken distrust as to his integrity, but at that moment the doorbell rung. Your father would say, cried Mr. Sylvester, taking advantage of the momentary break, to come to the relief of his host, that my nephew is too much of a gentleman to desire to press any claim he may make. imagine himself as possessing over you while even the possibility of a shadow rests upon his name the man who stole the bonds will be found said sicily and as if in echo to her words the parlour door opened and a messenger from the bank stepped briskly up to mr stuyvesant a note from mr folga said he with a quick glance at mr sylvester mr stuyvesant took the paper handed him, read it hastily through, and looked up with an air of some bewilderment. I can hardly believe it possible, cried he, but Hopgood has absconded. Hopgood absconded.
Starting point is 15:55:49 Yes, is not that the talk at the bank? inquired Mr. Stuyvesant, turning to the messenger. Yes, sir. He has not been seen since yesterday afternoon, when he left before the bank, was closed for the night. His wife says she thinks he meant to run away, for before going, he came into the room where she was, kissed her, and then kissed the child. Besides, it seems that he took with him some of his clothes. And I had as much confidence in that man as I have now, came from Mr. Sylvester as the door closed upon the messenger. If Hopgood has run away, it was from some generous but mistaken idea of sacrificing himself to the safety of another, whom he may possibly believe guilty. No, rejoined Mr. Stuyvesant, for here is a note from him
Starting point is 15:56:47 that refutes that supposition. It is addressed to me and runs thus, dear sir, I beg your pardon, and that of Mr. Sylvester, for leaving my duties in this abrupt manner. but i have betrayed my trust and am no longer worthy of confidence i am a wretched man and find it impossible to face those who have believed in my honesty and discretion if i can bring the money back you shall see me again but if not be kind to my wife and little one for the sake of the three years when i served the bank faithfully john hopgood i don't understand it cried mr sylvester That looks as if he knew where the money was. I begin to hope, breathed Sicily. Her father turned and surveyed her. This puts a new aspect on matters, said he.
Starting point is 15:57:46 She glanced up, beaming. Oh, will you, do you say, that you think the shadow of this crime has at last found the spot upon which it can rightfully rest? It would not be common sense in me To deny that it has most certainly shifted its position With a radiant look at Sicily
Starting point is 15:58:09 Paula crossed to Mr. Stuyvesant's side And laying her hand on his sleeve Whispered a word or two in his ear He immediately glanced out of the window At the carriage standing before the door Then looked back at her And nodded with something like a smile In another moment he stood.
Starting point is 15:58:29 stood at the front door be prepared cried paula to sicily it was well she spoke for when in an instant later mr stuyvesant re-entered the parlour with bertram at his side the rapidly changing cheek of the gentle girl showed that the surprise even though thus tempered was almost too much for her self-possession mr stuyvesant did not wait for the inevitable embarrassment of the moment to betray itself in words mr sylvester said he to the young cashier we have just received a piece of news from the bank that throws unexpected light upon the robbery we were discussing yesterday hopgood has absconded and acknowledges here in writing that he had something to do with the theft hopgood the janitor the exclamation was directed not to mr stuyvesant but to mr sylvester towards whom bertram turned with looks of amazement yes it is the greatest surprise i ever received returned that gentleman and mr sylvester continued mr stuyvesant with nervous rapidity and a generous attempt to speak lightly there is a little lady here who is so shaken by the news that nothing short of a word of reassurance on your part will comfort her bertram's eye followed that of mr stuyvesant and fell upon the blushing cheek of sicily with a flushing of his own brow he stepped hastily forward miss stuyvesant he cried and looking down in her face forgot everything else in his infinite joy and satisfaction yes announced the father with abrupt decision she is yours you have fairly earned her bertram bowed his head with irrepressible emotion and for a moment the silence of perfect peace if not of awe reigned over the apartment but suddenly a low determined no was heard and bertram turning towards mr stuyvesant exclaimed you are very good and the joy of this moment atones for many an hour of grief and impatience but i have not earned her yet
Starting point is 16:00:57 the fact that hopgood admits to having had something to do with the robbery does not sufficiently exonerate the officers of the bank from all connection with the affair, to make it safe or honourable in me to unqualifiedly accept the inestimable boon of your daughter's regard. Till the real culprit is in custody and the mystery entirely cleared away, my impatience must continue to curb itself. I love your daughter too dearly to bring her anything but the purest of reputations. Am I not right, Miss Diverson? She cast a glance at her father and bowed her head. You are right, she repeated. And Mr. Stuyvesant, with a visible lightning of his whole aspect,
Starting point is 16:01:49 took the young man by the hand, and with as much geniality as his nature would allow, informed him that he was at last convinced that his daughter had made no mistake when she expressed her trust in Bertram Sylvester. and in other eyes than Sicilies shone the light of satisfied love and unswerving faith. End of Chapter 44 Chapter 45 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green.
Starting point is 16:02:28 This Librivox recording is in the public domain. The hour of six is sacred. Mightier far than strength of nerve or sinew or the swinew or the sworeau. of magic potent over sun and star is love, though oft to agony distressed, and though its favourite seat be feeble woman's breast. Wordsworth. It was at the close of a winter afternoon. Paula, who had returned to Grotewell for the few weeks preceding her marriage, sat musing in the window of her aunt's quaint little parlour. Her eyes were on the field of the field of her before her, all rosy with the departing rays of the sun. But her thoughts were far away. They were
Starting point is 16:03:18 with him she best loved, with Sicily, waiting in patience for the solution of the mystery of the stolen bonds, with Bertram, eagerly, but as yet vainly, engaged in searching for the vanished janitor, and last but not least, with that poor, wretched specimen of humanity, moaning of away her life in a New York hospital. For the sight of the Jaffa house, in a walk that day, had reawakened her most vivid remembrances of Jacqueline. All that had ever been done and suffered by this forsaken creature lay on her heart like a weight, and the question which had disturbed her since her returned to Grotwell, viz whether or not she ought to acquaint Mrs. Hamlin with the fact that she had seen and spoken to the object of her love and prayers,
Starting point is 16:04:13 pressed upon her mind with an insistence that required an answer. There was so much to be said for and against it. Mrs. Hamlin was not well, and though still able to continue her vigil, showed signs of weakening day by day. It might be a comfort to her to know that another's eyes had rested on the haggard form for whose approach she daily watched, that another's kiss had touched the scarred and pallid forehead she longed to fold against her breast, that the woman she loved and of whose fate she had no intimation was living and well cared for, though her shelter was that of a hospital, and her prospects those of the grave. On the other hand, the awful nearer nature of the circumstances which had brought her to her present condition, were such as to make
Starting point is 16:05:10 any generous heart pause before shocking the love and trust of such a woman as Mrs. Hamlin by a relation of the criminal act by which Jacqueline had slain her child and endangered her own existence. Better let the poor old lady go on hoping against hope till she sinks into her grave than destroy life and hope at once by a revelation of her darling's reckless depravity. And yet if the poor creature in the hospital might be moved to repentance by some word from Mrs. Hamlin, would it not be a kindness to the latter to allow her, though even at the risk of her life, to accomplish the end for which she indeed professed to live? The mind of Paula was, as undecided when a child from the village passed the window and seeing her sitting there handed
Starting point is 16:06:09 her a small package with the simple message that mrs hamlin was very ill it contained as she anticipated the great key to the jaffa mansion and understanding without further words what was demanded of her paula prepared to keep the promise she had long ago made to this devoted woman. For though she knew the uselessness of the vigil proposed to her, she nonetheless determined to complete it. Easier to sit an hour in that dark old house than to explain herself to Mrs. Hamlin. Besides, the time was good for prayer, and God knows the wretched object of all this care and anxiety stood in need of all the petitions that might be raised for her. Telling her aunts that she had a call to make in the village,
Starting point is 16:07:03 she glided hurriedly away, and ere she realised all to which she was committed, found herself standing in the now darkened streets before the grim door of that dread and mysterious mansion. Never had it looked more forbidding. Never had the two gruesome poplars cast a deeper shadow, or rustled with a more woeful sound in the chill evening air. the very windows seemed to repel her with their darkened pains behind which she could easily imagine the spirits of the dead moving and peering
Starting point is 16:07:39 a chill not unlike that of terror assailed her limbs and it was with a really heroic action that she finally opened the gate and glided up the path made by the daily steps of her aged friend to thrust the big key into the lock required another effort but that once accomplished she stilled every tumultuous beating of her heart by crying under her breath she has done this for one whom she has not seen for fifteen years shall i then hesitate who know the real necessity of her for whom this hour is made sacred the slow swinging open of the door was like an ushering into the abode of ghosts but she struck a light at once and soon had the satisfaction of beholding the dismal room with its weird shadows resolve into its old and well-remembered aspect the ancient cabinet and stiff haircloth sofa colonel jaffer's chair by the table together with all the other objects that had attracted her attention in her former visit, confronted her again with the same appearance of standing ready and waiting which had previously so thrilled her. Only she was alone this time, and terror mingled with her awe. She scarcely dared to glance at the doors that led to other portions of the house.
Starting point is 16:09:14 In her present mood, it would seem so natural for them to swing open and let upon her horrified gaze the state of, phantom of the proud old colonel or the gentler shade of Jacqueline's mother the moan of the wind in the chimney was dreadful to her and the faint rumbling sounds of mice scampering in the walls made her start as though a voice had spoken but presently the noise of a sleigh careering by the house recalled her to herself and remembering it was but early nightfall she sat down in a chair by the door and prepared to keep her vigil with suitable patience and equanimity. Suddenly she recollected the clock on the mantelpiece
Starting point is 16:10:01 and how she had seen Mrs. Hamlin wind it, and rising up she followed her example, sighing unconsciously to find how many of the 60 minutes had yet to tick themselves away. Can I endure it? She thought and shuddered as she pictured to herself the dim old staircase. behind those doors and the empty rooms above and the little Bible lying thicker than ever with
Starting point is 16:10:29 dust on the yellowed pillows of Jacqueline's bed. Suddenly she stood still. The noise she had just heard was not made by the pattering of mice along the rafters or even the creaking of the withered vines that clung against the walls. It was a human sound, a clicking as of the gate without, a crunch as of feet dragging slowly over the snow. Was Mrs. Hamlin coming after all? Or she could not formulate her fear. A real and palpable danger from the outside world had never crossed her fancy till now.
Starting point is 16:11:10 What if some stranger should enter? Some tramp, some... A step on the porch without made her hair rise on her forehead. She clasped her hands and stood. trembling when a sudden moan startled her ears followed by the sound of a heavy fall on the threshold and throwing aside all hesitation she flung herself forward and tearing open the door saw oh angels that rejoice in heaven over one sinner that repenteth let your voices go up in praise this night for jacqueline jaffer has returned to the home of
Starting point is 16:11:52 her fathers. She had fainted and lay quite still on the threshold. But Paula, who was all energy now, soon had her in the centre of the sitting-room and was applying to her such restoratives as had been provided against this very emergency. She was holding the poor, weary head on her knee when the one eyes opened and looking up grew wild with a disappointment which Paula was quick to appreciate. You are looking for Marjorie, said she. Marjorie will come by and by. She is not well tonight and I am taking her place, but when she hears you have returned, it will take more than sickness to keep her to her bed. I am Paula and I love you too and welcome you. And you, oh, welcome you so gladly. The yearning look which had crept into the woman's bleared and
Starting point is 16:12:52 faded eyes deepened and softened strangely. You are the one who told me about Marjorie, said she, and bade me bring my baby here to be buried. I remember, though I seemed to pay no heed then. night and day through all my pain I have remembered, and as soon as I could walk, stole away from the hospital. It has killed me, but I shall at least die in my father's house. Paula stooped and kissed her. I am going to get your bed ready, said she, and without any hesitation now, she opened the door that led into those dim inner regions that but a few minutes before had inspired her with such dread. She went straight to Jacqueline's room.
Starting point is 16:13:46 It must all be according to Mrs. Hamlin's wishes, she cried, and lit the fire on the hearth, and pulled back the curtains yet farther from the bed, and gave the benefit of her womanly touch to the various objects about her, till cheerfulness seemed to rain in a spot once so peopled with hideous memories. Going back to Jacqueline, She helped her to rise, and throwing her arm about her waist, led her into the hall. But here, memory, ghastly accusing memory, stepped in, and catching the wretched woman in its grasp shook her body and soul till her shrieks reverberated through that desolate house.
Starting point is 16:14:32 But Paula, with gentle persistence, urged her on, and smiling upon her like an angel of peace, and mercy, led her up step after step of that dreadful staircase, till at last she saw her safely in the room of her early girlhood. The sight of it seemed at first to horrify, but afterwards to soothe the forlorn being thus brought face to face with her own past. She moved over to the fire and held out her two cramped hands to the blaze, as if she saw an altar of mercy, in its welcoming glow. From these she passed tottering and weak
Starting point is 16:15:14 to the embroidery frame, which she looked at for a moment with something almost like a smile, but she hurried by the mirror and scarcely glanced at a portrait of herself which hung on the wall over her head. To sink on the bed seemed to be her object and thither Paula accompanied her.
Starting point is 16:15:34 But when she came to where it stood and saw the clothes turned down, and the pillows heaped at the head and the little bible lying open for her in the midst she gave a great and mighty sob and flinging herself down upon her knees wept with a breaking up of her whole nature in which her sins read though they were as crimson seemed to feel the touch of the divine love and vanish away in the oblivion he prepares for all his penitent ones When everything was prepared and Jacqueline was laid quiet in bed, Paula stole out and down the stairs and wended her way to Mrs. Hamlin's cottage. She found her sitting up, but far from well and very feeble. At the first sight of Paula's face, she started erect
Starting point is 16:16:29 and seemed to forget her weakness in a moment. What is it? she asked. You look as though you had been gazing on the faces of angels. has has my hope come true at last has jacqueline returned oh has my poor lost erring child come back paula drew near and gently steadied mrs hamlin's swaying form yes she smiled and with the calmness of one who has entered the gates of peace whispered in low and reverent tones she lies in the bed that you you spread for her with the Bible held close to her breast. There are moments when the world about us seems to pause, when the hopes, fears and experiences of all humanity appear to sway away
Starting point is 16:17:26 and leave us standing alone in the presence of our own great hope or scarcely comprehended fear. Such a moment was that which saw Paula re-enter Jacqueline's presence with mrs hamlin at her side leaving the latter near the door she went towards the bed why did she recoil and glance back at mrs hamlin with that startled and apprehensive look the face of jacqueline was changed changed as only one presence could change it though the eyes were clearer than when she left her a few minutes before and the lips were not without the shadow of a smile smile. She is dying, whispered Paula, coming back to Mrs. Hamlin. Dying, and you have waited so long.
Starting point is 16:18:20 But the look that met hers from that aged face was not one of grief, and startled, she knew not why. Paula drew aside while Mrs. Hamlin crossed the room and quietly knelt down by her darling's side. Marjorie. Jacqueline, the two cries rang through the room, then all was quiet again. You have come back, were the next words Paula heard. How could I ever have doubted that you would?
Starting point is 16:18:55 I have been driven back by awful suffering, was the answer, and another silence fell. Suddenly Jacqueline's voice was heard. love slew me and now love has saved me exclaimed she and there came no answer to that cry and paula felt the shadow of a great awe settle down upon her and moving nearer to where the aged woman knelt by her darling's bedside she looked in her bended face and then in the one upturned on the pillow and knew that of all the hearts that but an incher before had beat with earth's deepest emotion in that quiet room, one alone throbbed on to thank God and take courage. And the fire which had been kindled to welcome the prodigal back burned on, and from the hollow depths of the great room below came the sound of a clock as it struck the hour. 7. End of chapter 45.
Starting point is 16:20:13 Chapter 46 of The Sword of Damocles by Anna Catherine Green. This Librivox recording is in the public domain. The man cummins. Oh day and night, but this is wondrous strange. Henry V. Shut up in measureless content. Othello. the lights were yet shining in mr stuyvesant's parlors though the guests were gone who but a short time before had assembled there to witness the marriage of sicily's dear friend
Starting point is 16:20:50 at one end of the room stood mr sylvester and bertram the former gazing with the eyes of a bridegroom at the delicate white-clad figure of paula just leaving the apartment with sicily i have but one cause for regret said mr sylvester as the door closed i could have wished that you and sicily had participated in our joy and received the minister's benediction at the same moment as ourselves yes said bertram with a short sigh but it will come in time it cannot be but that our efforts must finally succeed i have just had a new idea that of putting the watchman on the hunt for hopgood they are old friends and he ought to know all the others haunts and possible hiding-places if fanning could have helped us he would have told us long ago he knows that hopgood is missing and that we are ready to pay well for any information concerning him. But they are old cronies, and possibly Fanning is keeping quiet out of consideration for his friend.
Starting point is 16:21:59 No, I have had a talk with Fanning, and there was no mistaking his look of surprise when told the other had run away, under suspicion of being connected with a robbery on the bank's effects. He knows no more of Hopgood than we do, or his wife does, or the police even. It is a strange mystery.
Starting point is 16:22:18 and one to which I fear we shall never obtain the key. But don't let me discourage you. After a suitable time, Mr. Stuyvesant will— He paused, for that gentleman was approaching him. There is a man outside who insists upon seeing me, says he knows there has just been a wedding here, but that the matter he has to communicate is very important and won't bear putting off. The name on his card is Cummins. I am afraid I shall have to admit him, that is, if you have no objection.
Starting point is 16:22:51 Mr. Sylvester and Bertram at once drew back with ready acquiescence. They had scarcely taken their stand at the other end of the apartment when the man came in. He was of robust build, round, precise, and business-like. He had taken off his hat, but still wore his overcoat. His face, in spite of a profusion of red whiskers and a decided pair of goggles, was earnest and straightforward he walked at once up to mr stuyvesant your pardon said he in a quick tone but i hear you have been somewhat exercised of late over the disappearance of certain bonds from one of the boxes in the madison bank i am a detective and in the course of my duty have come upon a few facts that may help to explain matters mr sylvester and bertram at once started forward this was a topic that demanded their attention as well as that of the master of the house the man cast them a quick look from behind his goggles and seeming to recognize them included them in his next question what do you think of the watchman fanning think we don't think
Starting point is 16:24:03 uttered Mr. Stuyvesant sharply. He has been in the employ of the bank for twelve years, and we know him to be honest. Yet he is the man who stole your bonds. Impossible! The very man. Mr. Sylvester stepped up to him. Who are you, and how do you know this?
Starting point is 16:24:22 I have said my name is Cummins, and I know this, because I have wormed myself into the man's confidence, and have got the bonds, together with his confession, here in my pocket, and he drew out the long-lost bonds which he handed to their owner, with a bit of paper on which was inscribed in the handwriting of the watchman, an acknowledgement to the effect that he, alone and unassisted, had perpetrated the robbery which had raised such scandal in the bank and led to the disappearance of Hopgood.
Starting point is 16:24:57 And the man himself, cried Bertram, when they had all read this, where is he oh i allowed him to escape mr sylvester frowned there is something about this i don't understand said he how came you to take such an interest in this matter and why did you let the man escape after acknowledging his crime with a quick not undignified action come in stepped back gentlemen said he it is allowable in a detective in the course of his duty to resort to me for eliciting the truth that in any other cause and for any other purpose would be denominated as unmanly if not mean and contemptible when I heard of this robbery as I did the day after its perpetration my mind flew immediately to the watchman as the possible culprit I did not know that he had done the deed and I did not see how he could have possessed the means of doing it but I had been acquainted with him
Starting point is 16:25:59 for some time and certain expressions which I had overheard him use expressions that had passed over me likely at the time now recurred to my mind with startling distinctness. If a man knew the combination of the vault door how easily he could make himself rich from the contents of those boxes was one, I remember, and another. I have worked in the bank for twelve years and have not so much money laid up against a rainy day, as would furnish Mr. Sylvester in cigars for a month. The fact that he had no opportunity to learn the combination was the only stumbling-block in the way of my conclusions, but that obstacle was soon removed. In a talk with the janitor's wife, a good woman, sirs, but a trifle
Starting point is 16:26:49 conceited, I learned that he had once had the very opportunity of which I speak, provided he was smart enough to recognize the fact. The way it came about was this. Hopgood, who always meant to do about the right thing, as I know, was one morning very sick, so sick that when the time came for him to go down and open the vaults for the day, he couldn't stir from his bed, or at least thought he couldn't. Twice had the watchman rung for him, and twice had he tried to get up, only to fall back again on his pillow. At last the call became imperative. The clerks would soon be in, and the books were not even in readiness for them. Calling his wife to him, he asked if she thought she could open the vault door, provided she knew the combination. She returned a quite eager, yes,
Starting point is 16:27:44 being a naturally vain woman, and moreover a little sore over the fact that her husband never entrusted her with any of his secrets. Then, said he, he, listen to those three numbers that I give you and turn the knob accordingly, explaining the matter in a way best calculated to enlighten her as to what she had to do. She professed herself as understanding perfectly, and went off in quite a nutter of satisfaction to accomplish her task. But though he did not know it at the time, it seems that her heart failed her when she got into the hall
Starting point is 16:28:20 and struck with fear lest she should forget the numbers before she got to the foot of the stairs, she came back and carefully wrote them down on a piece of paper, armed with which she started for the second time to fulfil her task. The watchman was in the bank when she entered, and to his expressions of surprise, she answered that her husband was ill and that she was going to open the vaults. He offered to help her, but she still. at him with astonishment and waiting till he had walked to the other end of the bank proceeded to the vault door and after carefully consulting the paper in her hand was about to turn the knob as directed when hopgood himself came into the room he was too anxious he said to keep in bed
Starting point is 16:29:10 and though he trembled at every step came forward and accomplished the task himself he did not see the paper in his wife's hand nor notice her when she tore it up and threw the pieces in the waste-basket near by but the watchman may have observed her and as it afterwards proved did and thus became acquainted with the combination that unlocked the outer vault doors ha broke in mr sylvester if this is true why didn't hopgood inform me of the matter when i questioned him so closely because he had forgotten the circumstance he was in a fever at the time and having eventually unlocked the vault himself lost sight of the fact that he had previously sent his wife to do it he went back to his bed after the clerks came in and did not get up again till night he may have thought the whole occurrence part of the delirium which more than once assailed him that day i remember his being sick said bertram it was two or three days before the robbery the very day before corrected the man but let me tell my story in my own way having learned from mrs hopgood of this opportunity which had been given to fanning i made up my mind to sift the matter being as i have said a friend of his i didn't want to to peach on him unless he was guilty. To blast an honest man's reputation is, I think, one of the meanest tricks of which a fellow can be guilty. But the truth I had to know,
Starting point is 16:30:47 and in order to learn it, a deep and delicate game was necessary. Gentlemen, when the police have strong suspicions against a person whose reputation is above reproach and whose conduct affords no opportunity for impeachment, they set a spring for him. One of their number disguises himself, and making the acquaintance of this person, insinuates himself by slow degrees, often at the cost of months of effort, into his friendship, and if possible, into his confidence. Tis a detestable piece of business, but it is all that will serve in some cases, and has at least the merit of being as dangerous as it is detestable. This plan I undertook with Fanning. Changing my appearance to suit the necessities of the case, I took board in the small house in Brooklyn where he puts up,
Starting point is 16:31:42 and being well acquainted with his tastes, knew how to adapt myself to his liking. He was a busy man, and being obliged by his duties to turn night into day, had not much time to bestow upon me or anyone else. But heedful of this, i managed to make the most of the spare moments that saw us together and ere long we were very good comrades and further on very good friends the day when i first ventured to suggest that honesty was all very well as long as it paid was a memorable one to me in that cast of the die i was either to win or lose the game i had undertaken i won after a faint or two to see if i were in earnest he fell into the net and though he did not commit himself then it was not long before he came to me and deliberately requested my assistance in disposing of some bonds which he was smart enough to acquire but not daring enough to attempt to sell of course the whole story came out, and I was sympathetic enough till I got the bonds into my hands. Then, but I leave you to imagine what followed, enough that I wrung this confession from him, and that in consideration
Starting point is 16:33:02 of the doubtful game I had played upon him, let him go where he is by this time beyond the chance of pursuit. But your duty to your superior, your oath as a member of the force? My superior is here, said the man, pointing to Mr. Sylvester, an unconscious one I own, but still my superior, and as for my being a member of the force, that was true five years ago, but not today. And brushing off his whiskers with one hand, and taking off his goggles with the other, Hopgood the janitor stood before them. It was a radiant figure that met Sicily when she came downstairs with her. paula and a joyous group that soon surrounded the now blushing and embarrassed janitor with questions and remarks concerning this great and unexpected development of affairs but the fervor with which mr stuyvesant clasped bertram's hand
Starting point is 16:34:05 and the look with which cicely turned from her young lover to bestow a final kiss upon the departing bride was worth all the pains and self-denial of the last few weeks or so the janitor thought, who with a quicker comprehension than usual, had divined the situation and rejoiced in the result. But the most curious thing of all was to observe how, with the taking off of his goggles, Hotgood had relapsed into his old, shrinking, easily embarrassed self. The man who but a few minutes before had related in their hearing a clear and succinct narrative now shrank if a question was put him, and stammered in quite his ancient fashion, when he answered Mr. Sylvester's shake of the hand by a hurried, I am going to see my wife now, sir. She's a good woman, if a little flighty, and will be the last one in the future to beg me to put more confidence
Starting point is 16:35:04 in her. Will you tell me where she is, sir? Mr. Stuyvesant informed him, then added, but look here, Hopgood, answer me one thing before you go. Why is it that with such talents as you possess, you didn't stay in the police force. You are a regular genius in your way, and ought not to drone away your existence as a janitor. Ah, sir, replied the other, shaking his head. A man who is only capable of assuming one disguise isn't good for much as a professional detective. Goggles and red whiskers will deceive one rogue, but not fifty. My eyes were my bane, sir, and ultimately cost me my place. While I could cover them up, I was all right.
Starting point is 16:35:51 It not only made a man of me, leaving me free to talk and freer to think, but disguised me so. My best friends couldn't recognise me. But after a while, my goggles were too well known for me to be considered of much further use to the department, and I was obliged to send in my resignation. It is too bad, but I have no versatility, sir.
Starting point is 16:36:14 I'm either the clumsy, stammering creature you have always known, or else I am the man Cummins you saw here a few minutes ago. In either case, an honest fellow, answered Mr. Sylvester, and allowed the janitor to depart. One more scene, and this in the house which Paula is henceforth to make a home for herself and its once melancholy owner. They have come back from their wedding journey, and are standing in their old fashion, he at the foot, and she half way up the stairs.
Starting point is 16:36:50 Suddenly she turns and descends to his side. No, I will not wait, said she. Here on this spot we both love so well, and in this the first hour of our return, I will unburden my mind of what I have to say. Edward, is there nothing of all the past that still rests upon you like a shout? not one little regret you could wish taken away no said he enfolding her in his arms with a solemn smile the great gift which i hold is the fruit of that past perhaps i cannot wish it changed but the sense of obligation never fulfilled would you not be happier if that were removed perhaps he said but it cannot be now i shall have to live without being perfectly happy she lifted her face and her smile shone like a star oh god is good she cried you shall not lack being perfectly happy and taking a little paper out of her pocket she put it in his hand
Starting point is 16:37:59 we found that hidden in jacqueline jaffa's breast when we went to lay her out for burial it was only a line but it made mr sylvester's brow flush and his voice tremble whatever i own and i have been told that i am far from penniless i desire to have given to the dear and disinterested girl that first told me of marjorie hamlin's vigil paula paula paula paula thou art indeed my good gift may god make me worthy of your love and of this his last and most unexpected mercy and the look which crossed her face was that sweet and unearthly radiance which speaks of perfect peace end of chapter forty six end of the sword of damocles by anna catherine green

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