Classic Audiobook Collection - Thou Art The Man by Mary Elizabeth Braddon ~ Full Audiobook [mystery]

Episode Date: November 20, 2023

Thou Art The Man by Mary Elizabeth Braddon audiobook. Genre: mystery Mary Elizabeth Braddon's late-Victorian mystery opens on a tragedy that shatters a young love story. At the Scottish estate of Ell...erslie, Brandon Mountford, a sensitive gentleman burdened by epilepsy and frightening gaps in memory, is discovered near a brutal death and quickly becomes the obvious suspect. Forced to flee rather than face a trial that seems decided in advance, Brandon vanishes, and the woman who loved him, heiress Sibyl Higginson, is left to rebuild her life under the shadow of unanswered questions. Ten years later, Sibyl, now Lady Penrith, is traveling across a bleak stretch of moorland when a disturbed stranger thrusts a scrawled message into her hands, a message Sibyl believes can only have come from Brandon. With her spirited niece Coralie Urquhart at her side, Sibyl begins to trace the note back to its source, reopening the old case and stirring up long-buried rivalries, family secrets, and motives for murder. Blending relentless suspense with Braddon's fascination for contemporary ideas about disease, heredity, and criminal responsibility, Thou Art the Man drives toward a moral reckoning in which someone must finally be named and confronted. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:43:38) Chapter 02 (00:53:14) Chapter 03 (01:23:49) Chapter 04 (02:15:03) Chapter 05 (03:04:27) Chapter 06 (04:00:50) Chapter 07 (04:36:25) Chapter 08 (04:55:20) Chapter 09 (05:48:50) Chapter 10 (06:27:09) Chapter 11 (06:41:03) Chapter 12 (07:10:49) Chapter 13 (07:51:34) Chapter 14 (08:35:11) Chapter 15 (09:03:28) Chapter 16 (09:26:05) Chapter 17 (10:02:24) Chapter 18 (10:24:22) Chapter 19 (10:45:45) Chapter 20 (11:08:42) Chapter 21 (11:29:47) Chapter 22 (11:58:23) Chapter 23 (12:16:21) Chapter 24 (12:40:04) Chapter 25 (13:05:46) Chapter 26 (13:40:46) Chapter 27 (14:29:58) Chapter 28 (15:18:56) Chapter 29 (15:43:32) Chapter 30 (15:57:27) Chapter 31 (16:29:26) Chapter 32 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 thou art the man by mary elizabeth bradden chapter i a letter from the dead there were masses of black clouds in the grey evening sky and a misty darkness brooded over the shoulder of the moor as the barouche with its fine upstanding grays came swinging round the curve of the road leading to a calander castle a more luxurious carriage than is generally to be met with on a Cumbrian Moore, but this carriage belonged to a lady whose importance filled the land to the farthest limit of moor and valley, and away to the edge of yonder distant sea, whose lead and waves were edged with livid spray at the sunset hour of a stormy October afternoon. The lady, Sybil, countess of Penrith, was sitting alone in her carriage, wrapped in dark fur with a proud, clearly cut face showing pale between the sable of her close-fitting toque and the sable collar of her velvet mantle.
Starting point is 00:01:11 Her eyes had a dreamy look as they surveyed the desolate landscape, the undulating sweep of moreland, the distant gray of the sea. The droop of the sensitive lips suggested mournful thoughts, or it might be only a pensive reverie in harmony with the sullen atmosphere and the dark monotony of the landscape suddenly out of the very ground as it seemed to lady penrith a rough-looking man came running after the carriage the footman looked round at him as if he had been a dog and took no further heed than he would have taken of a dog the coachman drove steadily on, touching the muscular shoulders of the sleek grays daintily with the point of his whip, quickening the pace as the sky darkened. The man came running
Starting point is 00:02:11 on, giving chase to the carriage, and waving an arm in a ragged Fustian sleeve. Stop! cried Lady Penrith, and the coachman pulled up his horses in the midst of the bleak, bear more, and the footman alighted from the box and came to the carriage door, touching his hat with gloved fingers, mute image of obedience and subserviency. That man wants to speak to me,
Starting point is 00:02:43 said her ladyship, Wait! The vagabond's footsteps grew near. He was at the carriage door in less than three minutes, breathless and hoarsely panting, with a sound like the grating of rusty iron. He looked like, like a shepherd out of employment,
Starting point is 00:03:02 ragged, gaunt, hungry-eyed. Are you, Lady Penrith? He asked. Yes, answered her ladyship, with her purse open, in her hand, having only one idea as to the man's motive in following her carriage.
Starting point is 00:03:20 Beggers were rare on that Moorland Road, but this man was evidently a beggar, she thought, and not being a political economist, her first impulse was to relieve him. He never said a word, but fumbled under the ragged shirt, which hardly hid his lean breast,
Starting point is 00:03:40 and produced a folded scrap of paper, which he flung into the lady's lap, then turned and ran away, across the moor this time, as fast as he had run after the carriage, three minutes before. Follow him, said Lady Pair, Penrith to the footman, and the footman went tripping and stumbling under and over the stony more,
Starting point is 00:04:07 nearly falling down at every second step. The hungry vagabond vanished into the dim gray of evening, before the over-fed lackey in his buckled shoes had gone fifty yards across that uneven ground. He came back. breathlessly apologetic and explained the impossibility of catching a man who ran like a rabbit do you know who he is or where he comes from no my lady never saw him before to my knowledge there is no village in that direction nearer than cargill and that is three miles off he must have come from gargill i suppose a beggar no doubt that will do james home home the word how often so ever she might pronounce it had always a sound of irony in her ear what likeness was there between the english ideal of home and colander castle on the cumbrian moorland or penrith house barclay square
Starting point is 00:05:30 or the mimosa's at Cannes, or the den near Brymar, or any habitation owned by Archibald, Earl of Penrith. There are men and women who can create an atmosphere of domestic peace in a log hut in the Australian bush, or in a lodging house at the east end of London. There are others who, among a dozen palaces, cannot make one home. A pale streak of yellow light on the western edge of the moor showed where the sun had dipped below the horizon. A colder wind blew from the far-off sea, and Lady Penrith shivered as she took up the scrap of soiled paper from her lap,
Starting point is 00:06:24 and held it gingerly with the tips of her gloved fingers. It was less than half a sheet of note paper. There were only a few penciled words in four straggling lines along the paper, and those few words were so difficult to decipher that Lady Penrith had to pour over them for a long time in the waning light before she made. them into the following sentences out of the grave the living grave a long-forgotten voice calls to you
Starting point is 00:07:09 where their worm dieth not and their fire is not quenched no signature no indication of from whom or whence the message came. A madman scrawl, no doubt, inspired by some half-cloudy purpose in the troubled brain of lunacy. The ragged wretch, whom she had taken for a beggar, was doubtless some wandering lunatic, harmless, and therefore permitted to ramble about the countryside, a religious enthusiast, perhaps. The scrap of scripture pointed that way, Lady Penrith resolved to drive to Cargill next day and search out the history of the writer, if indeed he lived there, as seemed likely, unless he were to be found in one of those lonely cottages scattered here
Starting point is 00:08:11 and there over the face of the moor between Penrith and Arleston, the little seaport whence coal and iron were shipped for the south. A great tract of wild country, broken only by small and solitary hamlets lay between these two points. The coal mines and smelting works and miners' villages all lay northward of Ardleston. The landscape on this southward side of the harbor was wild and gloomy, but had a certain stern beauty of its own, and was not disfigured by mining operations of any kind. Lady Penrith was interested in the troubled mind which had prompted that pencil scrawl, a call to repentance, no doubt.
Starting point is 00:09:03 Such as a summons as the Popper Puritan, seeking rank and beauty rolled by in a 300-Ginny barouche, not and seldom feels himself called upon to deliver. There was really nothing to wonder at. there was hardly anything exceptional in the incident, unless perhaps it were that the man should have been there in the nick of time, as her ladyship's carriage went by. Yet even that circumstance was easy enough to understand if he were an inhabitant of the district.
Starting point is 00:09:45 She drove in that direction often, and as a person of Mark in the neighborhood, her habits were doubtless, noted and known. No, there was nothing curious in the incident, nothing worthy of much thought, and yet she thought of nothing else during her homeward drive.
Starting point is 00:10:07 She carried the thought with her under the great gray gateway with its iron portcullis and into the hall where the atmosphere of smoldering logs and hot-house flowers had a feeling as of the warm, sweet, she knew so well and up to her own sitting-room where the slip of soiled paper lay on her lap as she sipped her solitary cup of tea his lordship and his lordship's friends had been out shooting all day her niece a niece by courtesy had gone with a luncheon cart and the lady of calander castle had the great mede evil fortress all to herself in the October gloaming.
Starting point is 00:10:58 Presently she drew the lamp nearer and scrutinized that penciled scrawl even more closely than before in the bright white light. It is not the writing of an uneducated man, she said to herself, and then her head sink lower as her elbow rested on the cushioned arm of her chair until her forehead. almost touched the slip of paper on the table in front of her. She sat there some minutes lost in dreamy thought. How strange that the hand should be like his, she murmured, and then after a pause, is it really like, or do I fancy a resemblance, because he is so often in my thoughts?
Starting point is 00:11:53 then another lapse into reverie. He was not in my mind today. I had other things to think of. I was brooding on the hard realities of life, not upon its losses and regrets. She took up the paper, studied again, noting it's every stroke of the pencil. It is like the writing of the dead,
Starting point is 00:12:24 she said at last with conviction, the hand which wrote was the hand of a gentleman. I must hunt out the writer. I shall not rest until I find out who and what he is. A madman, no doubt, but should he be in poverty and distress, I should like to help him, if it were only because he writes
Starting point is 00:12:54 like the dead. She rose and went across the room to the large, old-fashioned esqroix-ter, where most of her letters were written and among numerous pigeonholes and quaint recesses, there were two deep drawers provided with Brahma locks.
Starting point is 00:13:15 She unlocked one of these and dropped the scrap of paper on the top of the neatly arranged packets of letter, tied with different colored ribbons. Letters, which were, in some wise, the record of a woman's life. There was one of these packets, the thinnest of them, tied with a broad, black ribbon. Lady Penrith stood for a minute or two with a drawer open, looking down at those letters bound with a black band.
Starting point is 00:13:53 then she slowly closed the drawer and locked it and as she turned away from the eschatoir her eyes were dim with tears that fancied resemblance in a handwriting had been like the lifting of a coffin lid for one last look at the dead face underneath all the passion and the despair of a long burial passed had come back to Sybil Penrith at the bidding of an unknown lunatic who happened to write like the man to whom she had given her girlish heart ten years ago she was sitting in her low chair by the fire in the shadow of a tall Indian screen when the door opened suddenly and an exuberant young woman came noisily into the room and brought the dreamer back in an instant from the past with its fond regrets, to the present with its manifold obligations. Ah, such a day! cried the newcomer.
Starting point is 00:15:09 You are better off even in your dreary afternoon drive. I had to wait, and wait, and wait for those men until I was absolutely ravenous, and the hot dishes were utterly spoiled. I shall never go out with a luncheon cart again, unless I have three or four pretty girls to back me up. Those selfish wretches would be punctual enough then, but they don't mind reducing poor plain me to the verge of starvation. Poor plain Cora said her ladyship as the girl seated herself at the tea table and began a spirited attack upon the cakes and buns, which Lady Penrith had left untasted. Girls who really think themselves plain don't talk about it.
Starting point is 00:16:02 They live in the hope that it is a secret between themselves and their looking-glasses. Oh, but I am an exception to your rule, protested Miss Urquhart, with her large, serviceable mouth full of scotch-bun. When I was 12 years old, I found out the difference between beauty and beauty. ugliness. I heard all the pretty little girls admired, such blue eyes, such long lashes, such dear little mouths, such lily and rose complexions, and such lovely golden hair. Well, I observed that people called me good or clever or sensible, as if any girl wanted to be called sensible. So I looked steadily at my image in the glass, and I faced the
Starting point is 00:16:53 unpleasant fact. You are plain, Coralie, I said to myself, unmistakably plain. You have tolerable eyes and good teeth, but your nose is a failure. Your complexion is pallid, and your mouth is just twice too large for prettiness. Never forget that you are plain, my dear Coralie, and then perhaps other people won't remember the fact quite so often. Shake hands with fate, accept your thick nose and your pallid complexion as the stern necessities of your existence, and make the most of your eyes and teeth,
Starting point is 00:17:35 and your average head of hair. That is the gist of what I said to myself, in less sophisticated language, perhaps, before I was 15, and from that line of conduct I have never departed. So, if I have come to 19 years of, of age without being admired, at least I have escaped being laughed at. You are a bright, clever girl, Cora, and have quite enough good looks to float your cleverness
Starting point is 00:18:06 and to win you plenty of attention of your sex. Do you really mean that? asked Miss Urquhart, turning a pair of keen, brown eyes upon Lady Penrith. Well, you, who are among the handsomest of your sex can afford to be generous. The men are civil enough to me, certainly, and I believe some of them like me, in a way, as a jolly good fellow, don't you know? I think you ought to leave off being a jolly good fellow, Cora, and remember that you are a young lady now. Your 20th birthday is drawing near, said her ladyship with kindly seriousness. What? Leave off cigarettes and horsey talk. Forgo my morning fun in the stables and
Starting point is 00:19:03 kennels and give the billiard room a holiday and take to embroidering window curtains and reading the last book of the Honorable Somebody's travels in Timbuktu. So I would, Auntie, if I could only make up my mind which line is likely to pay best in such a case as mine. The well-brought-up stand-offish young lady, or the free and easy young person whom are male acquaintances talk to as good fun or not a bad sort. Perhaps you will explain what you mean by paying best. Oh, I'm sure you catch my meaning. Which line will bring me the most eligible offer of marriage? That is the question.
Starting point is 00:19:56 Of course, there is a sprinkling of proper-minded young men, the cream of the peerage and the landed gentry who could only be won by a proper-minded young woman. But I doubt if among those chosen ones there is a chance for such as I, and I have observed that the ruck of young men refer the society of a girl who is distinctly on their own level a little below them rather than a little above that is why chorus girls and barmaids often get on so well in the world ah cora what a pity you should have learned so much about the seamy side of
Starting point is 00:20:47 life. Yes, that comes of being brought up by a father instead of a mother. Had my mother lived, she would have reared me in a state of guileless innocence. I should have thought burlesque boys and pantomime fairies a kind of semi-angelic creatures, and I should never have learned of a barmaid. Whereas the governor used to entertain me with the gossip of the clubs every morning at breakfast, the only meal he took at home. My poor Carly, and your father, pray, don't call him, governor, taught you that your mission in life is to marry? Well, if I can, badly, if I can't. At any rate, to get myself some kind of husband, so as to take myself off the paternal hands, at least that was his idea a year or two ago
Starting point is 00:21:51 now that you are so good to me and let me be here and in Berkeley Square he is no longer so keen on my marrying so long as I don't worry or burden him he is satisfied but when you grow tired of me I'm not going to tire of you Cora
Starting point is 00:22:14 I mean to grow fonder of you if you will let me. Let's you. Why, I worship you. You are my ideal of all that is perfect in woman. If the leopard could change his spots, I would prove my sincerity by trying to be like you, in grace and dignity and high and pure thoughts. Lady Penrith acknowledged these compliments with a sigh.
Starting point is 00:22:42 Oh, I know you have only a poor opinion. of yourself. You don't know half how good you are. Good, I am nothing, Cora. I am a passive non-entity, a piece of human furniture that fills an allotted space in Lord Penrith's establishment, and which is of no importance in the world, either for good or evil. That is hard, and it, sighed Corally. With your beauty, you, ought to have done as much harm as Cleopatra. You ought to have seen fleets destroyed and army slaughtered for your beau-you and kept two kingdoms in commotion like Mary Stewart. Or even in these degenerate modern times, you might have set the town in a blaze,
Starting point is 00:23:45 been the cause of separations and divorces, Belgian duels and mayfair suicides, with such beauty and such wealth as yours, to be only Lady Penrith? No, it is not so much after all. And yet, how many people envy you? I myself, for instance, I hope you are above so paltry of feeling, Cora. No, don't hope anything exalted or noble of my father's daughter, said Coralie, renewing her attack upon a pile of crisp biscuits and munching as she talked. I don't like to hear a daughter speak of her father as you speak of yours, Cora. Lady Penra said gravely, and I would much rather you left his name out of our conversation.
Starting point is 00:24:42 You ought to remember that he and I have long ceased to be friends. I ought, I ought, cried Cora. I am a wretch to forget. And then she put down her biscuit and sighed remorsefully. It was so good of you to rescue me from my shabby, lonely life. It was so good of you to forget that I am Hubert Urquhart's daughter. You are my husband's niece. That gives you a claim upon me, Cora.
Starting point is 00:25:21 There are hundreds of women who would laugh such a claim to scorn. and you have plenty of girls of your own blood to care for, those nice Hammond girls who are devoted to you. They are very good girls, but they have a mother to look after them. And I was motherless and alone, educated in a second-rate school kept by a needy French woman in a shabby suburb
Starting point is 00:25:48 beyond the bois de boulogne, eating my heart out in a dingy lodging-house which had but one virtue that it was near my father's favorite clubs. Oh, how I hate it! Dark, narrow street under the shadow of St. James's church
Starting point is 00:26:09 and the joy bells and death bells and the clock that struck all the weary hours and the smart weddings which served only to remind me how little chance I had of ever being married in a respectable manner. And the landlady who would come in and squat down, uninvited upon the wretched sofa, until I felt tempted to ask whether the law between landlord and tenant made it her sofa
Starting point is 00:26:43 or ours, and who condoled me because I must be so lonely with my books? and piano as if books and piano were not better than her cockney company ah it was a bottomless pit of squalid misery from which you rescued me i ought to be grateful don't talk about gratitude cora be happy that is all i want of you i'll do my best answered the girl briskly i don't know whether it is the chef or mrs ricketts who makes these two delicious biscuits but whatever hand mixes the paste it is the hand of genius and now i must go and give myself a warm bath after all the mud and mire of the day's diversion and spend an hour or so in making myself just endurable put on one of your prettiest frocks said Lady Penrith. Mr. Coverdale is a good enough match for any young woman. The Honorable and Reverend John Coverdale. It looks rather nice upon the address of a letter. But do you suppose for one minute, aunt, that a serious and cultured Anglican parson would ever look with the eye of favor upon me?
Starting point is 00:28:20 Asked Cora, pausing with her hand upon the door. Love delights in incongruities. Mr. Coverdale is highly intellectual, and I believe both kind and conscientious. He is just the husband to reform me. Ah, aunt! If it were any use trying for him. She opened the door quickly and was gone.
Starting point is 00:28:51 Lady Penrith heard her whistling a music-hall melody learnt in the smoking-room as she went along the corridor. That is the warmest affection I get in this house, Sybil Penrith as the notes died away in the distance. And I wonder whether she is false or true, an Urquhart and true. That would indeed be an anomaly.
Starting point is 00:29:19 But then there is the other side. Her mother may have been a good woman. She wanted to think, well, this motherless girl, if she could, for pure pity. Although the girl was the daughter of that man whom she regarded as her worst enemy, the man who had turned the sweetest gift of life into bitterness and despair, she believed the worst of Hubert Urquhart, her husband's half-brother, and yet, hearing from Lord Penrith that Hubert Urquhart's daughter was living alone and neglected in a bachelor lodging house, all her kindly instinct.
Starting point is 00:29:57 rose in the girl's fever, and she lay awake a whole night, thinking how she could serve this unhappy waif whose misfortune it was to belong to such a father. There was one thing Lady Pernrith could not do. She could not cross the threshold of any house inhabited by Hubert Ricard. She spoke to her husband. on the morning after that night of troubled thought. I have been thinking of what you told me yesterday about your brother's girl, she began. I don't like the idea of your niece being in such a miserable position,
Starting point is 00:30:45 and if you don't object, I should like to take her to live with me. There is plenty of room for her, both here and in the country. Yes, there is room enough, undoubtedly. we are not a large family said penrith who had fretted himself with an angry wonder at the absence of air two children had been born to him and had died in infancy it seemed to him that there was a curse upon his union with a woman who had never flattered him so far as to pretend she loved him she had given him herself and her wealth, the plaiting of fate, the slave of adverse circumstances, and it seemed to him, and perhaps to the wife also, that a blight had fallen upon their offspring, the withering blight of a home where love never entered. You have no objection, then? asked Sybil after a pause. They were in the hall
Starting point is 00:32:03 In the great stately house Near Barclay Square One of those few houses In West End London Where Rank May live within high garden walls hidden From the outside world
Starting point is 00:32:16 The garden was gloomy After the manner of London Gardens Despite all that horticulture could do In the way of carpet beds And showy creepers The house was grandly ugly with
Starting point is 00:32:31 and splendidly luxurious within the wife's wealth had been spent lavishly upon that long neglected pile and could the last earl of penrith have visited his town mansion his astonished ghost would hardly have recognised the rooms which in his own day had been conspicuous for the shabbiness of their curtains and carpets and for the ugliness of their furniture of the later Georgian period. Under her present ladyship's regime, the house had been furnished and decorated throughout after the fashion of Louis Sees. And it might have been the mansion
Starting point is 00:33:17 Entre Cours and Gertin, of a legitimateist nobleman in the Faubour-Sin-Germain. Space and light, grace of line, and the delicacy of coloring distinguished those large and lofty reception rooms that airy hall with its double sweep of shallow marble stairs its groups of palms and gracious marble forms of fawn and nymph cupid and psyche penrith paced up and down the hall with an inscrutable countenance he was a man in whom speech seemed in some wise an effort you won't mind my having your niece is a kind of companion, will you, Penrith? urged his wife. Mind? No, of course not.
Starting point is 00:34:12 It is very good of you to suggest the thing. All I fear is that the girl may prove a bore to you. And so the matter was settled, and Coralie Urquhart was transferred with her meager belongings from the shabby second floor in German Street to Penrith House, where there was room and verge enough to allow this young lady her own sitting-room, as well as a spacious bed and dressing-room. She declared that she felt like a princess amidst her new surroundings, and so much so, the more, after Madame Lott, her ladyship's dressmaker, had taken her measure for a complete set of frocks and outdoor garments to suit all the requirements of her new life. sybil was far too delicate to suggest any overhauling of the girl's existing wardrobe but a few judicious questions elicited the fact that miss urquhart possessed exactly five frocks
Starting point is 00:35:14 three tailor-made and threadbare while the remaining two were evening gowns a year and a half old and too small to be worn without torture the potter's tailor gave me a start with these nice little tweed frocks when I came from Paris, but he has turned disagreeable since then and won't give me any more tick. Carly was mildly reproved for that last word, and Madame Lalach was sent for and told that she must produce a season's dresses for Miss Urquhart before the end of the week. She shrugged her shoulders and elevated her eyebrows, then exhibited all her neat little teeth than a caressing smile. For a poor me, lady,
Starting point is 00:36:05 we've done, she said, but, my God, four jures prefer, fere an trussar. And the result of the impossible was done.
Starting point is 00:36:21 So far as the production of two delicious little walking gowns and three party frocks of a most exquisite simplicity, yet, with a certain boldness of style and coloring,
Starting point is 00:36:35 which set off, Miss Urquhart's plainness. "'Ele, Frenchman Lide, the petite,' the dressmaker told Lady Penrose made at a later interview. But it is an original style of ugliness, and I like it better than your milky-skinned English with their faces in Papier-Mache. henceforth Coralie's life was a bed of roses or would have been had she been without conscience and without heart unluckily for her she had not yet attained that hardness which rises superior to all moral feelings all vain compunctions but she was her father's daughter and she was in a fair way of becoming like him he had a serious conversation with her
Starting point is 00:37:27 the night before she left him to become a member of his brother's family. Cora, he said, thoughtfully lying back in the one comfortable armchair, which his landlady provided for her victims, and smoking his favorite briarwood, you are and I are not likely to see much of each other, while you are under Lady Penrith's protection. Why not?
Starting point is 00:37:56 She asked, wonderingly, because her ladyship hates me like poison. Never mind why she hates me. It is an old story and a long one. I don't reciprocate the feeling, and I am profoundly interested in the lady and all that concerns her. By the way, do you keep a diary?
Starting point is 00:38:24 Of course, most girls do. Do they? Well, they must have one. to write about than I have since I left Madame Michoud's. What should I put down, Tuesday? Poured out Father's Coffee, went for a walk in the Green Park with the landlady's daughter, began another novel, rather stupider than the last. Why does Moudier send one of the books one doesn't ask for,
Starting point is 00:38:54 instead of the book one has been wanting for the last three weeks, went to bed at half-past eleven. Father had not come home. Do you think that sort of record would be worth keeping? Happy the woman who has no history, answered her father sententiously. Well, you will keep a diary in the future, if you please, Cora,
Starting point is 00:39:19 and you will keep it in such a manner as you will admit if you're allowing me to read it. You will have plenty to record at Penrith House and Calander Castle. You will have her ladyship, a most interesting study, a poem and history incarnate. I want you to observe her closely and to write down everything that concerns her, her actions, sentiments, opinions, the people with whom she associates, and the esteem in which she holds them.
Starting point is 00:39:51 Father, said Cora, looking at him with eyeed open eyes and hardening. lips more earnestly than she had ever looked at him in her life before. You want me to be a spy. No, my dear, I only want you to be an observer. My interest in Lady Penrith is founded on the purest motives. I want to put an end to the feud between us, which is perilous for her and unpleasant for me. I know her miserably mated to my.
Starting point is 00:40:29 my brother, who is, well, about as bad as they make him, continued Urquhart, taking refuge in slang, and I have no doubt I could be of use to her in the future, financially, in the protection of her fortune, and otherwise, and I can only serve her by watchfulness, personal or vicarious. It is just possible that this kindness to you means a change of feeling towards me, holding out of the olive branch. So much the better if it does. But in any case, you must watch for me,
Starting point is 00:41:08 since I can't watch for myself. And you will find out her friends and her enemies, and on which side the peril lies. Will you assure me that you are her friend and that no harm can come of anything I may tell you? I do assure you that I am her friend. I will go further and tell you that
Starting point is 00:41:37 ten years ago, I was her adoring lover. She refused me. Her heart was buried in another man's grave, and a few months afterwards she married my elder brother. The match was of old Joseph Higginson's making. I have no doubt. she accepted a coronet with a wry face perhaps but accepted it all the same as women do the old romantic feeling of mine died out long ago but sybil penrith is still a great dear nearer and dearer to me than any other woman and i should like to help her if she ever has need of help she is too rich not to be robbed she is too handsome not to be tempted you will be with her in a confidential capacity you are keen enough to scent either danger and to pass the warning on to me you can send me your diary weekly i can't understand how you can be any use to her i don't ask you to understand replied mr archar
Starting point is 00:42:59 with admirable nonchalance, puffing quietly at his briarwood. End of chapter 1. Chapter 2 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 2.
Starting point is 00:43:33 cora's diary i hardly know how i should dispose of my evening hours at calender castle if my father had not imposed this task of diary keeping upon me my aunt leaves the drawing-room as the clock strikes ten i don't believe she goes to bed before midnight but as she has never invited me to a cosary in her room and as she always wishes me a distinct good-night in the gallery where we light our candles, I feel that solitude is my portion, and that I am left to my own resources till the next morning. I have always been a wretched sleeper, and one of my worst miseries
Starting point is 00:44:26 at Madame Michauds was to hear the church clock chime the quarters all through the long, dreary night, perhaps until five o'clock in the morning. When I dropped into the slumber of sheer exhaustion, and dreamt dreams that were darkened with the consciousness, that the dressing-bell would ring at six, and then I must be dressed, and in the classroom at the quarter to seven. Oh, weary servitude, oh, joyless days and restless nights. When I find the wheels of life dragging somewhat heavily at Callander Castle,
Starting point is 00:45:08 let me remember the dreary round of schoolwork and the scanty fare of the school table, the burden of too frequent church services, and the ever-present consciousness that I was the worst-dressed girl in the school, and that my bills were always in a rear. I must, however, admit that Madame Michel treated me fairly and kindly, after her lights, considering that she stood in danger of losing by me. It was Madame Michan's pupils on whom my poverty inflicted,
Starting point is 00:45:48 no inconvenience, who made me feel the agony of being poor. If I had not been the niece of an earl, I think they would have trampled upon me. My blue blood went for something, and I took an aggressive attitude against every girl who represented the wealth-made-in commerce.
Starting point is 00:46:11 Well, that is an old song. Thank Kevin and Lady Penrith, and I am here in this Cumbrian castle lapped in luxury with fine raiment in my wardrobe and plenty of pocket money, and if the life is rather dull now and then, I am not the less grateful to Providence and my uncle's wife.
Starting point is 00:46:39 As for my uncle himself, of whose race I am, and on whom alone I have any claim, he throws me a word now and then, as he might throw a biscuit to one of his spaniels, and cares less, i fancy what may become of me then what may become of the dog he is a curious man handsome in a certain faded style like the portrait of an old master that has been spoilt in the cleaning he is straight as a dart tall well set up he has said to have the grand manner which i take to be a manner of caring for nobody in the world but one's self
Starting point is 00:47:25 at ten o'clock my aunt bids me good-night in the long gallery leading to her rooms and i crossed the head of the great staircase and retired to my own den to yawn over a novel or to write my diary till midnight inclination would take me to the smoke-room where i believe i should not be altogether unwelcome for the men must have exhausted their stock of impover proper anecdotes by ten o'clock and must have begun to grow tired of their own society. They have told me severally, and on different occasions, that I am good fun. How much I should prefer being good fun downstairs in that comfortable billiard room to moping up here over a dull novel, or my still duller diary. The proprieties forbid me, masculine society after ten o'clock. So to thee, O diary, I turn, and try to interest myself in a study of character,
Starting point is 00:48:37 Lady Penrith's character in particular. There is a certain fascination I find, even in the dullest diary, when it is about oneself, one's own feelings, likes and dislikes, odd fancies, rebellious prompting, against fate and Mrs. Grundy, but it is not so interesting when one writes about other people. My father honored me by expressing a desire to read my jottings about her ladyship. I have, therefore, commenced a system of diary-keeping by double entry.
Starting point is 00:49:13 But I mean him to read, I write in one volume, my own little reveries I keep to myself in another volume. I suppose he really was in love with Lady Penrith years ago when I was a child, moping my little life away in the depths of Yorkshire with my middle-class maiden ants. Yes, I suppose he was really and honestly in love with her, and not attached to her only on account of her wealth. and yet I can hardly imagine my father a romantic lover, caring for anything above and beyond his own interest.
Starting point is 00:50:03 There is a hardness about him, just as there is about his lordship, and which I should call the Urquhart hardness. For I can see the same character indicated in many of the family portraits on these walls, a cold, calm, concentration of purpose, which I take to mean absolute selfishness. Yet, it may be that even a man of that hard nature may be moved to forget himself by such a woman as Sybil Penrith in the flesh of her girlish beauty. She is absolutely beautiful now at nine and twenty.
Starting point is 00:50:47 she took me to three very big parties before we left London, and she was the handsomest woman amidst a crowd, where I felt to be plain was to be conspicuous. Yes, any man might have loved and suffered for such a woman, only I think Sir Joseph Higginson's coal-pits would have more attraction for my father than the loveliest face that ever shone upon mankind.
Starting point is 00:51:19 In any case, I can understand what a bitter blow it must have been to him when she married his elder brother. I wonder who the man was who died, the man she loved, the man in whose grave her heart is buried. Who was he? And where is that grave where her heart lies dead and cold? Yes, I believe her heart is with the dead. She goes through life like an endless. animated statue, coldly beautiful, benevolent, charitable, religious, polite, and amiable
Starting point is 00:51:54 to a most unsympathetic husband, fulfilling all the duties of that station to which it has pleased God to call her, and, if I read her right, caring for nothing in the world, except her books and piano. So much for my private opinions and speculations in volume two, and now for my observations upon life in general and Lady Penrith, in particular in volume one, which, if my father insist, I shall allow him to peruse. End of Chapter 2. Chapter 3 of Thou art the man. This is a Libravox recording.
Starting point is 00:52:51 All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. for more information or to volunteer please visit libravox.org Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 3 Cora's Diary for Paternal Perusal We have been at Calander Castle for more than two months And there has not been an event worth recording Or indeed any circumstance that can be honored with the name of an event
Starting point is 00:53:25 till this afternoon. The life here since the beginning of August has been as luxuriously monotonous as life on Tennyson's Lotus Island, only we have not enjoyed such a climate as tempted Ulysses and his companions to a perpetual repose. The weather has been distinctly British. His lordship spent the latter half of August in a great part of of September in Scotland shooting. He arrived here, the end of last month, bringing a few friends with him for more shooting. My aunt declined Scotland for this autumn. She wanted nothing but rest after a busy season. Calander is her most established home. Here she has her largest collection of books and music. Her favorite broadwood, her finest garden and hot houses,
Starting point is 00:54:25 Here in short, she has all the things in which a great lady with an empty heart can take delight. Here, too, she is within a drive or even a long walk of the house in which she was born in the village where she knows every cottage and most of the inhabitants, from the bent old grandfather to the year-old baby. I have done a great deal of cottage visiting with her since we came here, and I must confess that I find cottagers with their everlasting woes and incurable ailments utterly insubordable, and I am puzzled to understand the order of intellect which can take pleasure in personal contact with them. To relieve their wants is a duty and an inclination which I can understand in a person as rich as Lady Penrith,
Starting point is 00:55:22 who can never feel any poorer for her beneficence. But surely there are clergyman's wives and sisterhoods and people that one could employ for all this dismal, an interesting work, instead of bothering about every detail of every old woman's miserable existence, as my aunt does. However, all this twaddle seems to interest her,
Starting point is 00:55:50 and I have to have to. to sit or stand by while she listens to long rigmaroles about rheumatics or sick children or drinking husbands or sons out of work or daughters that have gone wrong. It is one treadmill round of human misery to be mitigated by dolls of such miserable amount taken in relation to her ladyship's well. that they really might just as well be distributed by a bailiff or homely drudge of a curate's wife. Why Lady Penruth should amuse herself by sympathizing or pretending to sympathize where it can't be real, with all those squalid miseries I can no more understand that I can fathom the minds of those women who get up at half-past six every morning to attend matins. when they might enjoy the best hour of the day,
Starting point is 00:56:56 the hour between waking and getting up, with a cup of strong tea and a volume of Guy de Montpesson stories. I have never allowed my anui or my sentiments to escape during the frequent martyrdom of this cottage visiting. Far from it, I shake the dirtiest paws, sip the vilest tea and win all hearts with my jolly good fellow manner which has given the cottagers the idea that however sternly conservative the castle may be miss urquhart is at heart a radical sometimes I have been tempted into wondering whether all this active benevolence, the sympathy with the sick and sorrowing poor,
Starting point is 00:57:52 may not be a self-imposed penance on the part of Lady Penrith, the expiation of her mature years for some sin of her girlhood. Yet I cannot think that this passionless nature ever deviated from this straight path. Her character must have always been spotless, superior to every temptation. And again, for a woman born rich, there are so few temptations and Satan must offer so choice abate when he fishes for the rich man's soul. What other idiosyncrasies besides this regard for the poor that I have observed in my aunt's character first her love of music which amounts to a passion.
Starting point is 00:58:45 Secondly, her love of books, which astonishes me, books not at all being in my way, I never read a book when I can get a newspaper, and I infinitely prefer truth in the world to any of the authors who are called classics. Nor do I see that book learning is of the slightest use to any young woman who does not want to write school books or go out as a governess. The little I have seen of masculine society has shown me that men detest culture in a woman. The men who go in for learning themselves hate a rival in their own field. Scholars don't want sympathy from women.
Starting point is 00:59:29 They want blind admiration. And the average man, a monster of ignorance about everything that is not in the newspapers, shrinks from a well-informed woman as from a drawing-room pestilence. To please the sterner sex, women should know just enough of politics to be able to listen intelligently to the old fogies and middle-aged boars, and enough about sport and society scandals to be able to carry out a touch-and-go conversation
Starting point is 01:00:00 with a young man of average intellect. She may say a smart, thing now and then, but she must never pretend to be a wit. She must accept her position as man's inferior and honor and revere her sultan. If my father favors me by reading the last remarks, he will perceive that I have taken his lessons in worldly wisdom to heart, and that I am studying how to please a potential husband. There is one here, Mr. Coverdale, Lord Workington's only son, who would be worth pleasing, but alas, alas, penniless and plain must shoot at lesser game. To return to Lady Penrith. She is a reading woman, and her morning room is lined with books,
Starting point is 01:00:55 all of her own collection, and entirely distinct from the orthodox library of standard authors on the ground floor. I amused myself a few days ago while I was waiting to go out driving with her by a careful study of these books. I have been told to study the lady's character, and some part of her character must reveal itself in the books she chooses. I found poetry strongly represented by poets Old and New, Byron, Shelly, Keats, Browning, and Tennyson, are lavishly spread along the shells in various editions with a richness of binding and variety of style that mark the lady's appreciation. Milton and Shakespeare are equally honored. The poets fill a large section of the bookcases near the fireplace, and on this side of the room, my aunt has her favorite armchair, tea table, and Japanese screen. If anything could make me fond of reading,
Starting point is 01:02:00 it would be such a room as this. The novelists are here also. Scott, Dickens, Thackeray, Lytton, George Elliott, and here, and there are volume by a lesser light. Then come biography, history, criticism, and metaphysics. My aunt seems to have taken all learning for her province, as somebody says of himself. One block of books especially interested me,
Starting point is 01:02:29 for they suggested a, warm interest in a subject which I should consider very remote from Lady Penrith's line of thought on the shelves below the poets and within reach of her hand as she sits in her low bergerre I found a collection of books on African travel and African sport from Livingstone downwards I never saw so many books on one subject in any library I ever looked at I ask myself with natural wonder how and why a woman who is utterly indifferent to sport in England and Scotland should be so keenly interested in sport in Africa
Starting point is 01:03:15 and why a woman who has traveled very little in Europe should be interested in books of travel in that uncivilized quarter of the globe the only answer to the riddle which offers itself to my mind is that the lady's interest in Africa is vicarious, and that the man to whom she gave her heart in youth was in some manner associated with the dark continent. I have found her pouring over Burton or Cameron, Stanley, or Baker, in the lazy hour between afternoon tea and the dressing bell.
Starting point is 01:03:54 I once ventured to ask her how she could find amusement in books, which to me appeared essentially dull and dry. She looked up with her sweet smile and answered, There is not a single page in these books without interest for me, Cora. And you would like to travel in Africa? Dearly. Why don't you then? She gave a faint sigh before she answered,
Starting point is 01:04:26 hardly anyone, hardly any woman could run the risks and endure the hardships to which these men exposed themselves, and if any woman could, the world would not let her do it. My duties are at home. Or I, you, I would hold every duty subordinate to my own whim, said I, if I wanted to roam about African deserts and ride across African swamps and see the falls of the Zambisi or the mountains of the moon, nothing should prevent me. I would defy opinion as Lady Hester Stanhope did. I like to tease her about her wealth and its omnipotence sometimes. I think it is the sting of conscious poverty which goads me to remind her what a power she possesses. and how poor a use she makes of it.
Starting point is 01:05:25 How deeply sad her face was while she spoke of Africa. Yes, that is the charm. Her lover must have been a wanderer in those wild pathways. That next time I find myself alone in her morning room, I made a further examination of her African collection. I looked for any volumes by less familiar names, thinking that among these I might find some book written by the man she loved. Very few men travel much in strange lands without delivering themselves of a book.
Starting point is 01:06:03 Sooner or later, the thirst for paper and print takes possession of them. They hunt up their old journals and random records of sport and eke out their own scanty-man materials with plagiarism from Burton or Stanley. I found one volume, a thinnish octavo, which attracted me for two reasons. First, it was more delicately bound than any of the other books. Secondly, it showed signs of having been more read. The title was unpretentious, My African Apprenticeship. The name of the author was Brandon Mountford, the year of publication 1874,
Starting point is 01:06:49 just 12 years ago. On the fly leaf I found a brief inscription from B.M. to S.H. May 6th, 1876. B.M. of course, stands for the author, S.H. for Sybil Higginson. It was not until the following year that Sir Joseph Higginson's daughter became Lady Penrith. Dear little book, to give me such precise information about yourself, B. M. to S.H. Only a lover would write thus. Anyone upon ceremonious terms would have written from the author. I looked into the pages, the usual thing, descriptions of scenery, descriptions of storms, sunsets, sunrises, aurora borealis, wonderful effects of sky,
Starting point is 01:07:46 perils of being eaten by savages or wild beasts, perils of having nothing to eat, lion shooting, fever, friendly natives, nothing of personal history to tell me what manner of man Brandon Mountford was. But that vellum-bound book with its delicately tooled edges and gold lettering, and with leaves that open so easily,
Starting point is 01:08:12 with here and there a rose-pedal or withered violet, told me one fact for certain. Whatever B.M. may have been saint or sinner, Sybil Higginson loved him, and Sybil Penrith cherishes his memory. Oh, irony of fate, that one woman should own over a million and sit in her lonely room brooding over a dead man's book, while thousands of women in the world are striving and wrestling to get themselves decently married for the sake of food,
Starting point is 01:08:53 and raiment, a shelter, and a fireside. Had I a tenth part of Lady Penrose money, what a variety of pleasures, excitements, and enjoyments I would ring out of this brief existence of hours. I peeped into the billiard-room after lunch today and saw Mr. Coverdale knocking about the ball, by himself in a low-spirited way. So I lingered in the room for a few minutes, looking for last week's punch, and presently he invited me to play a fifty with him. He is a poor player, and I am a poor player, though I have done my possible to make up for the deficiencies of my education by playing whenever anybody condescends to ask me, and by practicing whenever I can get the table to myself.
Starting point is 01:09:48 The 50 took a longish time, for besides our slow scoring, the Honorable and Reverend John was in an expansive humor and talked a good deal about his views, which are ritualistic to a degree that verges on Romanism. I humored him to the utmost. Indeed, in religious matters, I am ritualistic, if I am anything, and we had a really interesting conversation in which I seemed to get, more in sympathy with this cold pattern of propriety than I ever have been before. Indeed, as we put our cues into the rack, he made me a little reproachful speech, which was, to my mind, a compliment. You are like St. Paul, at least in one attribute, Miss Urquhart, he said. You can be all things to all men.
Starting point is 01:10:44 No one who heard you talking, slaying with a shooters yesterday, anticipate your delightful conversation today now observe oh author of my being that your daughter's delightful conversation had chiefly consisted in holding her tongue I had let him talk and only said just so much as was necessary to lead him on to discant at large upon the theme he loves intelligent listening means sympathy, comprehension, everything to a talking man. The clock struck three. My aunt generally drives out at three o'clock,
Starting point is 01:11:31 and as a rule I go with her. It is one of my duties or privileges, whichever I like to call it. I rushed up to my room and put on a jacket and hat, snatched a pair of gloves, and flew downstairs to the hall, and out to the great flight of steps, which approached this stately castle.
Starting point is 01:11:55 The barouche was at the door, and my aunt was already seated in it. At the side of my flying figure on the steps, the footman descended from his perch and opened the carriage door. In another minute, I was seated at her ladyship's side. I did not know you were coming with me, Cora, she said,
Starting point is 01:12:17 and I detected a shade of annoyance in her tone, offended at my un-punctuality, no doubt, thought I, but it struck me afterwards that upon this particular afternoon, she wanted to be alone. I apologized for my late appearance, and she affected an interest in my account of Mr. Coverdale's conversation, but I could see that her mind was otherware, and she spoke at random.
Starting point is 01:12:47 We drove to Cargill, a village on the seaward side of the great dreary moor, which separates Calander Castle from the civilized world northward of its walls. Her ladyship stopped the carriage at the first house at the village. I am going to some of the cottages, Cora, she said, but I shan't stay in any of them. Would you like to sit in the carriage till I have done? There's the 19th century to amuse you. She pointed to a house.
Starting point is 01:13:17 I hate magazine on the empty seat. I hate those learned periodicals, which presuppose a corresponding erudition on the part of the reader, and the notion that Lady Penrith did not want my company gave a stimulus to my curiosity. I jumped out of the carriage with alacrity. I had much rather see your cottagers than read the 19th century, said I. We went into several cottages, with the usual
Starting point is 01:13:49 results. Alments, rheumatic and internal, sore legs, swollen faces, all the disagreeables of life, sons out of work, husbands given to drink, the old, old story. My aunt was sympathetic took note of all necessities and promised relief. In all this I could see nothing out of the beaten track, but I observed that in every cottage she asked the same questions about a man she had seen upon the moor on the previous afternoon a man who looked like a shepherd very ragged and poor and as she thought not altogether right in his mind no one was able to identify the person she described though many suggestions more or less wide of the mark were offered she exhibited a wonderful pertinacity in this inquiry we went from hovel to hovel till i was heartily sick of the subject What did I care for a ragged man who was or was not of weak intellect? I should like to help this poor creature, said my aunt,
Starting point is 01:15:04 and she charged every one of whom she inquired to make it his or her business to find this ragged personage in order that he might be clothed and put in the way of being restored to his right mind. Is there any asylum for lunatics in the neighborhood? from which the man could have escaped? She asked of an elderly woman who had given more signs of intelligence than the other aboriginals she had questioned.
Starting point is 01:15:34 None nearer than Dirk, and that's a good 40 mile from here. The search was evidently hopeless, and my aunt's benevolent intentions were to bear no fruit. The afternoon was cold and windy with that parching east wind, which is harmful alike to complexion and temper.
Starting point is 01:15:58 I felt my nose was blue, and I knew I was in a very acrimonious state of mind. The state changed from stuffy cottages to the bleak outer air was too trying to have been patiently endured by a saint. Yet, Lady Penrith seemed alike unconscious of the nipping cold outside and of the frowsy, warmth within. Not contented with this wearisome house-to-house inquiry, she drove a long round on our way home in order to repeat her questions at every half a dozen isolated cottages,
Starting point is 01:16:39 and it was nearly dark before the towering bulk of the Penrith's stronghold appeared across the gray distance. I never look at that medieval castle without a faint pangue of indefixt. envy, which no amount of recently acquired wealth, much as I adore money, could inspire. That legacy of past ages stirs the small modicum of romance in my nature. I envy Lady Penrith in the possession of that fine old fortress, and I am proud to think that I am one of the race whose forebears held it in the days when every great nobleman was a warrior chieftain, I am proud to think that I am descended from ancestors who fought for king and country
Starting point is 01:17:27 when England was young and bold and warlike, rather than from some plodding lawyer who won his peerage in the dust and din of the law courts, and by subserviency to the powers that be. So you see, Father, you who are of the world worldly, there is a thin thread of romance still running through the warp and wharf of your daughter's character all your lessons
Starting point is 01:17:57 in the craft that rules mankind have not extinguished my reverence for the past and my belief in the value of ancient lineage of value in one's own secret estimate of oneself the feeling that come what may one is better than the ruck of mankind
Starting point is 01:18:16 better inherently by superiority which dates from the crusades and which no achievement of newly made wealth can cancel I can try to suppress all demonstrations of vexation during that long cold drive with its circuitous extensions but I could not restrain my curiosity you must have some special reason for being interested in this ragged man I should think think and by your earnestness and searching for him, I said, when we had turned our backs upon a wretched stone hovel, half hidden in a dip of the more. You are right, Cora, I have a reason, she answered quietly, and in a tone that forbade further questioning. I hugged myself in my seal-skin jacket and muff, her gifts, and I told myself I must wait.
Starting point is 01:19:16 for the time and chance to show me the nature of her reason. It must be a very strong one, if I have any power to read her face. All the resources of my intelligence are henceforth pledged to the solution of this social mystery. I have very little to think about, now that the all-absorbing question of ways and means has been made easy for me,
Starting point is 01:19:42 and for want of interest in my own insignificant existence, I am naturally thrown upon speculations about my aunt. If John Coverdale would only condescend to fall in love with me, life would take different colors, would change from dull, uniform gray to the brilliant variety of the rainbow. Not that I am in love with that handsome pattern of propriety, mark you, but every girl wants a lover,
Starting point is 01:20:14 The conquest of men is Women's Mission, the only mission Worth a woman's thought, and not to be admired and loved is to be outside the pale. I am plain, let me not forget that. Plain but not repulsive, I have good eyes and teeth, and
Starting point is 01:20:35 you have told me that my face lights up when I talk, and that my complexion improves by a candlelight, and that I have a quality which you call shin and which is not without its charm for the opposite sex especially the duller members of that sex who are out to be caught by smartness and gumption in a woman this much of praise have you given me oh my father in the course of our conversations across the morning coffee and racher am i smart have i gumption i wonder i recall the stories I have heard of plain women and their conquests, and it appears to me that the unbeautiful
Starting point is 01:21:20 have been very often winners in the race. One hears of men who forsake lovely wives to go to perdition for plain and even elderly mistresses. One hears of men who line their bachelor rooms with pictures of beautiful women who go about declaring that only perfect loveliness can charm them, and who unite themselves in lifelong union with sallow complexions and snub noses. I will remember all these anomalies when I'm inclined to despair of my own fortunes. And in the meantime, I will devote my leisure to the study of my aunt's character. She has been very good to me, and I, I always are to love her dearly.
Starting point is 01:22:15 There are times when I tell myself that I do so love her and then perhaps a cold wave of doubt comes over me. She is so handsome, so calm and self-possessed. She has been so
Starting point is 01:22:31 favored by fortune and nature in all those respects where I have been hardly used. Is it human in me to love her? More especially,
Starting point is 01:22:43 when I much doubt if she has any affection for me. She is a woman whose life is ruled by fixed principles and ideas. I believe she endures me and protects me just as she goes to church on bleak and comfortable mornings because the thing is a duty and has to be done. End of Chapter 3. Chapter 4 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer,
Starting point is 01:23:34 please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 4 A Mariage de Convenance. and 30 years before that bleak October afternoon on which Coralie Urquhart discounted in her journal, Sir Joseph Higginson of Arlington Street and Ellersley Park startled his friends and neighbors by an aristocratic alliance, and the bringing home of a lovely girl wife to reign
Starting point is 01:24:21 over his country house near Ardleston. Sir Joseph was 49 years of age at the time of his marriage, plain a face and clumsy a figure. But he was one of the wealthiest pit owners in the north of England, and if his immediate surroundings were surprised at this union, society in London regarded the marriage as the most natural thing in life. Here was the Earl of Allendale, on the one part, with a large family, the offspring of two poorly dowered wives, and here was a millionaire of mature years, against whose position nothing could be said except that he had made it for himself,
Starting point is 01:25:18 and against whose moral character. no slander had ever reached the ear of the great world decidedly pronounced society lord allendale had done wisely in uniting his youngest daughter youngest of a family of eleven to sir joseph higginson the young lady herself was never heard to complain whatever dream she had cherished of a different union was a dream that had found its own tearful ending before she saw the lord of those cumbrian pits she was told that her acceptance of sir joseph would be advantageous to her family as well as an assurance of high fortune to herself he could help her brothers some of whom were public officials, while the more enterprising of the band dabbled in trade and exhibited their patrician name upon the prospectuses of newly launched companies. She, as his wife, could be
Starting point is 01:26:32 useful to her sisters, since his spacious mansion in Arlington Street would offer a better stage for matrimonial efforts than the somewhat shabby old house in Mayfair. which the Mountforts maintained with a struggle, and whose chief merit was to be found in certain unsavory traditions of old-world scandals, duels, elopements, family quarrels, forced marriages, which clung to the paneled walls of those low-ceilinged rooms, in which Lord Allendale's ancestors had lived and loved and hated, and suffered from wars, than two centuries lord allendale professed an affectionate pride in the house because his family had held it so long but he was fain to confess that it was inconvenient and insanitary and it cost him a plaggy lot of money to keep the roof from tumbling in and the windows from falling out if i were to sell the old gazebo to a pork butcher from chicago he would pull it down and build a little palace on the side or scoop out the inside and restore it in the style of the seventeenth century said his lordship
Starting point is 01:27:57 but i shan't part with it while i have a shot in the locker and we must pig in it as best we can pigging was not an elegant expression but it seemed hardly inappropriate for the upper floors were divided into bedchambers not much larger than a modern pig-sty and of inconvenient shapes for the most part in which the ladies mountford and their honourable brothers were almost as crowded as an irish peasant's household amid the fertile field of carry for compensation they had basingstoke house a great barrack in hampshire on a windy hill westward of basingstoke where there were five and thirty inconvenient bedrooms lady lucy mountfort submitted to fate in the person of sir joseph higginson and became at once mistress of the house in arlington street palatial splendid rich and all things that make the outward grace and glory of life and of ellersley park in cumberland a colossal tudor mansion designed by an architect of the highest fashion who would not suffer the smallest alteration of his plans it had been discovered or at any rate alleged later that the fashionable architect was a frog that his tutor houses were none of them genuinely tutor but only tutoresque and he had stolen his flashiest ideas from the sober flemmings of antwerp and ghent notwithstanding which condemnation from the ever-advancing critic who was always getting beyond the perfection of yesterday ellersley was a remarkable house in a very fine situation with turrets and broad embayed windows that looked wide over land and sea.
Starting point is 01:30:15 Sir Joseph owned most of the land to be seen from these windows, and he owned a whole district of collieries and collier's cottages, which were happily unseen by the inmates of Ellersley, which lay in the furthest dip of the long, low hill. He was the wealthiest man, and the largest landowner in that part of the country, and he was not without his enemies. No prosperous man ever escapes the hatred of the unsuccessful.
Starting point is 01:30:52 It is the bright day that brings forth the adder. Sir Joseph was as popular as most county magistrates and employers of labor, but it was said of him that he was a hard man, and that he never accepted less than 12 pints for his shilling. He had begun life as a toiler in those pits of which he was now owner. It was said of him that everything he touched turned to gold, that he had Satan's luck as well as his own. But this is an assertion commonly made about every man
Starting point is 01:31:36 from whom small beginnings attains to gigantic wealth. The world sees only the speculator's success, but does not see, or at least readily forgets, the failures and disappointments that made the game of speculation difficult. It keeps no count of the hours of heart-sinking when the fortune already won trembled in the balance and when it was only by hazarding all that the game could be saved. Joseph Higginson was talked of as a modern Midas,
Starting point is 01:32:17 and very few people knew or remembered what arduous stages there had been on that long uphill road to the pinnacle of success. He knew and remembered that he had been more than once on the verge of bankruptcy. and that he had more than once risked the game of life upon a single throw he had shown himself a man of infinite resources keen observation and he was said to have the gift of prophecy in a degree granted to but few financiers he had reached the age of forty-nine ostensibly a bachelor and had gratified his nephews and nieces most of whom he had helped to rise considerably from their original status by the assertion often repeated that he would never marry when a chance meeting in the boardroom of an insurance company where he was chairman brought about an acquaintance with lord allendale who was one of the directors your impugnious nobleman is apt to incline toward the low-born and millionaire, and Allendale flattered Sir Joseph by telling him how much he had heard about his work in the North, and how interested he was in seeing the man who had done such good work.
Starting point is 01:33:49 An invitation to a little dinner at his lordship's house in Hartford Street followed a few days later. It was a man's dinner, and Sir Joseph hardly hoped to see the ladies of the family, but four out of the party of six left soon after ten o'clock, three to go to the house where there was an important division coming on, and the fourth to look in at three or four smart dances, whereupon Lord Allendale proposed an adjournment to the drawing-room. I don't know whether you know my wife, he said. she goes out a good deal more than I do. I have met her ladyship at parties,
Starting point is 01:34:42 but I have never had the honor of an introduction, answered Sir Joseph meekly. Come up and be introduced now, said the Earl cheerily. Sir Joseph laid down his half-smoked cigar on the old Darby dessert plate. he had observed that in noble families however impecunious one always found old china and queen anne silver to excite the envy of the newly rich he laid down his cigar and pulled himself together smoothing down the wrinkles in his white westcoat He was a stout man, short-necked, broad-shouldered, and always wore a white waistcoat, whether the thing or in or out of fashion, excellent or intolerable.
Starting point is 01:35:37 He followed his host up the narrow Mayfair staircase, which was decorated with those shabby family pictures and engravings of country houses which indicate widespread connections and a long history. How different, he thought, to his staircase in Arlington Street, where all was newly splendid, created at a blow by one sweep of the upholsterer's hand. Here, portraits, miniatures, battlepieces in which Mountford's had figured, views of country seats were stuck about anyhow on casual nails. The drawing-room, low and room, occupying the whole of the first floor, seemed full of women,
Starting point is 01:36:28 and yet there was no one but Lady Allendale and her daughters, a flock of young women and gauzy white gowns, with a general impression of white azaleas and ostrich feathers, standing about before the looking-glasses, pluming themselves ready for conquest, while they waited for the big family carriage. that was to take them to a ball. They reminded Sir Joseph
Starting point is 01:36:53 of a group of beautiful swans pruning their plumage on the bosom of a summer lake. He was lost in admiration of the general effect, rather than of individual beauty. He could scarcely command his attention while he was being introduced
Starting point is 01:37:11 to a large lady in peach-colored brocade and diamonds who was putting on a glove that seemed decidedly too small for the fat and jewelled hand it was required to cover. The hand came out of the glove and offered itself in the friendliest way to Sir Joseph. I think Sir Joseph and I knew each other very well before tonight, though we had not been introduced, said Lady Allendale. You were sitting next to me at luncheon.
Starting point is 01:37:48 The day they launched the harmonia, I remember, and we were near neighbors at Lady Downton's big dinner party the other day. Sir Joseph assented smilingly. He adored a Paris, wherever he met one. I had the honor of taking in Lady Hetherington. What? Amanda, my stepdaughter. She is always. charming. Let me introduce you to my daughters, Sir Joseph. Lady Selina, Lady Laura, Lady Jane, Lady Rosina. The four white swans smilingly accepted the introduction with gracious bendings of slender throats. Lady Selina was the eldest of the brood, a very mature swan, The room was too dimly lighted to allow Sir Joseph to note the difference in their ages.
Starting point is 01:38:54 The Mountforts were a race renowned for good looks, and to the millionaire's eye, the four sisters appeared equally beautiful. And then he suddenly perceived a girl sitting at the piano in a pale blue Kashmir frock. Pale blue was a favorite color thirty years ago. A girl with her hair swept back from her fair sweet face and a careless bunch of long, loose curls tied up with a blue ribbon. A girl in whose face and candid eyes looking up at him across the piano, he saw a loveliness infinitely beyond the grandiose beauty of the four swans. that is my youngest daughter, Sir Joseph, said Lady Allendale, following his eyes.
Starting point is 01:39:58 She has not yet left the schoolroom. Lady Lucy, rose shyly, embarrassed by the gaze of Sir Joseph's great brown eyes, eyes that reminded her of a friendly ox in Basingstoke Park. She and Sir Joseph stood looking at each other for a few moments, equally embarrassed, almost as if some instinct of mind or heart foreshadowed the union of their lives. She gave him her hand, tremulously, under the spell of his earnest gaze, or the presage of her fate.
Starting point is 01:40:44 The youngest of many daughters is doomed to flat. hour late and lady Lucy despite her cashmere frock and schoolroom status was nineteen and had her own little history not altogether of the schoolroom a history which gave a touch of pathos to the lily face a lovely young creature but I'm afraid she's rather sickly was sir Joseph's unspoken commentary. He was only allowed 10 minutes in this elysium of fashionable eury. Her ladyship's carriage was announced and the white daughters crowded down the staircase, followed by the ampler mother on whose footsteps Sir Joseph and Lord Allendale attended.
Starting point is 01:41:44 Sir Joseph paused on the landing. while her ladyship's bulky form was slowly descending and addressed himself in parting speech to the damsel from the schoolroom. I'm afraid you must feel very envious of your sisters at such a moment as this Lady Lucy, he said. I don't see why all girls should be supposed to be fond of dancing, she answered rather pettishly.
Starting point is 01:42:20 i don't care about it and you are not longing for next season when you will be presented i suppose no lucy has seen too much of it all from the outside said lord allendale patting the graceful shoulder in the blue frock she is disillusions before her time come sir joseph if you really mean to vote with your party to-night you'd better be off your carriage has been at the door for the last half hour. This was the beginning of Sir Joseph's acquaintance with Lady Lucy Mountfort. They were married early in the ensuing season at the church in Piccadilly, where daffodils were still blooming
Starting point is 01:43:11 in the Basingstoke meadows. It was a very grand wedding, and all London talked of the marriage. Some people discounting, on the cruelty and wickedness of so ill-assorted a union, others expatiating upon the wonderful match Lord Allendale had secured for this portionless youngest, and a third section declaring that
Starting point is 01:43:37 he ought to have done better for her. A girl of such remarkable beauty ought to have looked higher than a man who began life in a coal pit, said one of Lady Allendale's dearest friends. But if the man has got out of the pit and made a big fortune in Coles, I don't think a woman with five daughters need complain of her luck, said another. A woman with five daughters ought to consider herself lucky when she gets off one of the five, remarked a third matron with some asperity,
Starting point is 01:44:18 being herself the mother of an only daughter and a reputed beauty, who had been hawked all through England and over half the continent of Europe without satisfactory result. The Allendales were content with their bargain, and so was Sir Joseph. He had taken pains to make himself agreeable to the young lady in every manner that came within the limits of his capacity. He had consulted her tastes and feelings, defer to her wishes, and let her understand that the life she was to lead with him would be a life of perfect independence and wide liberty. She was to be not his slave, but his queen. She laughed at first at the idea of Sir Joseph as her adorer, and in her girlish talk with
Starting point is 01:45:16 her sisters, treated the whole affair as a joke, but his earnest and honesty were not without their influence upon her mind, and after a long and serious conversation with her mother, and which Lady Allendale lifted the decent veil which had been spread over the financial position of the family, and showed her youngest daughter, the bleak and barren prospect which lay before her and her sisters, unless some of them married well and were able to help the others, Lady Lucy, gave a resigned sigh and promised that she would try to like Sir Joseph well enough to marry him. Lucy adored her mother and was fond of her sisters, though they were of the world worldly.
Starting point is 01:46:10 She had dreamed her dream, and had done with all such dreams forever, she told herself. Sir Joseph's rugged honesty of purpose had won her esteem, and if it were indeed her destiny to marry for the welfare of her family, and to lessen the burden upon her father's dwindling income, it would be well for her that she should marry an honest man, whom she could at least respect, love being forever more impossible. She had seen the young men of her mother's circle, seeing them from her privileged position as a young person still in the schoolroom who was free to sit in the background and look on as at a play, and she had been impressed by their shallowness and self-assurance. She preferred the conversation of Sir Joseph,
Starting point is 01:47:05 who sometimes misplaced an aspirate, but who always talked sensibly, and never pretended to more knowledge than he possessed, to the vacuous slaying. of youth that had graduated on suburban race courses, learned dancing at after-night clubs, and received its final polish in London music halls. When Sir Joseph, after wooing her in his own fashion was supreme delicately, asked her in simplest language to be his wife, she answered with a gentle candour which completed his subjugation. She told her, him that she had given her whole heart away a year ago in a happy summertime at Basingstokehouse, given it unasked and almost unaware of her own feelings, till she awoke to the bitterness
Starting point is 01:48:04 and despair of having loved a man who never wooed her and who was not free to be her lover. She told her little story of a girl's romance falteringly, and toward the end with tears, which she struggled heroically to suppress. I am afraid he guessed my wretched secret. She said burning blushes, suffusing cheek and brow as she sat by Sir Joseph's side, with lowered eyelids, one cold and trembling, hand clasped in those broad sinewy hands of his, which had never lost the markings of early toil. I am afraid he read my heart, only too well. We are distant cousins, Sir Joseph, and he was
Starting point is 01:49:01 almost as familiar as a brother would have been. One day he said very seriously that he had a secret to tell me. I had seen forever so long that he was unhappy that the shadow of some hidden grief would creep over him in the midst of our gaiety when everything in life seemed made for happiness I was hardly surprised when he told me that he was a miserable man
Starting point is 01:49:31 early in life before he left the university that he had married foolishly that one word was all he ever said to me about his marriage he had never owned that marriage to his people but he had done his duty or at least he hoped he had done his duty to his wife a son was born and soon after his birth the poor mother went out of her mind and then her husband found that there had been madness in her family. He had done what was right, he assured me. He had placed her in the best and kindest care, and he had hoped for her recovery.
Starting point is 01:50:27 Although the doctors gave him very little ground for hope, years had gone by, and the case was now pronounced, hopeless. Her mind was gone, but her physical health promised long life. There was no such thing as divorce in such a case as this. He was her husband to the end of his life. Did he tell you that he loved you?
Starting point is 01:51:01 Asked Sir Joseph under his breath. No, no, no, protested the girl eagerly, not by one word, not by one look. Then he is a good man and deserves a better fate. God reward you, my dear, for having opened your heart to me. I am not afraid to try and guard that pure heart from every temptation that can assail an old man's wife. If you only like me well enough to trust yourself to my loving care, Lucy. If I am to marry it all, I would rather be you.
Starting point is 01:51:41 your wife than anyone else's, she answered gravely, and thus ended Sir Joseph's courtship. From that hour till the last hour of her life, Lady Lucy never complained of her portion in this world. Sir Joseph kept his promise in the spirit as well as to the letter. He was a devoted husband, and his wife reigned as a queen in that northern settlement. where the name of Higginson was a charm to conjure with. She had her model village, where even the men and boys who worked in the pits were able to live with some degree of comfort. She had her schools, and a church of her own creation,
Starting point is 01:52:30 built and endowed at Sir Joseph's cost. Her cottage hospital, her almshouses for the aged and helpless. Within that small kingdom, she was worshipped as a saint, saint and in Arlington street she was able to hold her own with her contemporaries and equals in the social maelstrom while she had the proud privilege of helping three of her sisters marry creditably and comfortably and thereby to reflect honor upon the house of Mountford if having married rank rather than money those ladies were inclined to look down upon their worthy brother-in-law.
Starting point is 01:53:15 Sir Joseph never allowed resentment to harden his heart or tighten his purse strings against them or their belongings. He lets the husband's fish in his salmon river and shoot his pheasants, and he lets the wives ride his horses and recuperate their exhausted energies in the comfort of his country house. He never refused to become sponsor for any of their numerous babies, nor ever withheld the expected goblet or porringer of solid gold. In a word, he used his wealth in a large-minded fashion
Starting point is 01:53:52 and succeeded in being talked of by his four sisters-in-law throughout the length and breadth of society is a dear old thing. Sir Joseph had been married nearly three years when a son and heir was born in the great gray tutor. house at Ellersley, a son whose advent brought joy unspeakable to the father's great, honest heart. But this flower in the garden of domestic life was a pale and fragile blossom, and drooped and withered before the end of a year. In the following year there came a daughter. But the father, who had seen his hopes blasted, was slow to let his love
Starting point is 01:54:42 go out to this newcomer he was afraid of loving her too well lest he should be called upon to suffer the anguish of a second bereavement the girl baby throve however and was the delight of her mother's life the all-absorbing occupation and amusement of lady lucy's happiest years malay's picture of mother and daughter hangs in the hall of calander castle to which mansion it was transferred after sir joseph's death the portrait of a woman in the full flush of mature beauty with a tall willowy girl in a pinafore leaning against her mother's shoulder with sunny tresses revelled after some childish sport and some childish sport in some solemn dreaming eyes the eyes which shining starlight in the baby face had won for her the name of Sybil. Sybil was eleven when that picture was painted and before her twelfth birthday the picture was all that remained to Sir Joseph of his loved and lovely wife. She died in the pride of her strength and beauty being thrown out of the late fayton which she had driven for years in perfect safety a nervous horse a narrow road a great coal-wagon in the way and swift sudden death for the woman whom Sir Joseph Higginson had worshipped with unwavering devotion from the hour she laid her hand in his and accept
Starting point is 01:56:36 him as her husband if she had not given him the love that youth gives to youth she had at least been true and steadfast throughout all their years of wedded life she had shown no sign of weariness or disgust she had never deprecated her husband or hinted at her own superiority by right of early training in patrician birth she had carried with meekness and yet with dignity the power which great wealth gives to the mistress of a household her husband's life had been rounded into perfect harmony by this woman and in losing it seemed to joseph higginson as if there were nothing left for his gray hairs but to go down in sorrow to the grave. He was of too tough a fiber for grief to kill. He went on living somehow, though the light was quenched in the lamp, and the music was dead in the loot. He had tried to comfort himself with the love of his daughter, his only child and heiress, Sybil, who grew in beauty as the years ripened and waned. She was very tender and devoted to him, but she could not fill
Starting point is 01:58:09 the empty place in his heart. Only one had he loved with the whole strength of his rugged nature, and she was gone. He took to money-making as the one pursuit that brought distraction, occupation, fatigue of brain, and soothing sleep as a sequence of labor. He had, long ago, made his fortune, and ruled off the total of a life's industry, imminently satisfied with the result, but now he entered himself afresh in the race for gold, and stung by the grief that gnawed
Starting point is 01:58:45 his heartstrings, he who had hitherto been cautious in all of his investments speculated wildly and by a curious irony of fate, was successful in every enterprise. During those years
Starting point is 01:59:01 of his widowhood, his name was a power on the stock exchange, and men flung their money eagerly into any scheme in which he was interested. He was said to have troubled his fortune in that headlong race. To him, the business of money getting has superseded every other interest, personal or general. The stock exchange was his card table, and he played the game of speculation with all the passionate concentration of the habitual gambler, the man who is a gambler, and nothing else.
Starting point is 01:59:37 during this period of financial activity sir joseph lived for two-thirds of each year in arlington street preferring to be near the scene of action within a half-hour drive of the actual money market but his minds were still something to him and he spent the last of the summer months in the whole of the autumn at ellersley park where sibyl lived with her two governesses mrs minchin a homely english person who had been with her pupil from the nursery days of reading lessons in words of one syllable, and Fraulein Stahlcherz, an accomplished Hanoverian, who was familiar with almost every phrase of Wagner's orchestration, played all Beethoven's sonatas that are playable on the pianoforte, Newgerta and Schiller by heart, was mistress of French and Italian, to say nothing of English, which she spoke more correctly than anyone else at Ellersley.
Starting point is 02:00:46 Under this lady's conscientious tuition, and with the faithful mention, to minister to her comforts, to look after her health, and to see that she never sat in damp boots or suffered from chillblains, that the dentist was consulted at regular intervals, and that tonics were exhibited at least indication of languor, Sybil had grown to 18 years of age Before it occurred to her father that she was a young woman and that She had a right to take her place in the world as his daughter
Starting point is 02:01:21 She would have to be presented at court and introduced to society that society upon which sir Joseph had persistently turned his back ever since his wife's death The idea that of this necessity worried and embarrassed him him his wife's mother lady allendale was dead her son's wife lady brymar was a person whose house was eminently fashionable but by no means the most fitting house for girlish innocence sir joseph felt that the time was at hand when he must provide a chaperon for his daughter there was one ready to his hand in the person of her spinster aunt lady selina mountford a lady of small means very well received in the best of circles, and familiar with all the works and ways of the great world. He felt the difficulty of the position all the more, because there was somebody else to be thought of at Ellersley, a young woman who, without Sir Joseph having ever intended as much, had become, in some wise, an adopted elder sister of Sybilz, who had shared all the privileges
Starting point is 02:02:34 of Froulin Stalheert's erudition, and some slender portion of mismentioned aciduity and who albeit seven years older than sybil was still young enough to feel the contrast between the social importance of the great heiress and her own insignificance a year after lady lucy's death the two governesses and their pupil were startled one dull wintry afternoon by the appearance of a mouldy leathern and vehicle drawn by a knock-kneed bay horse and popularly known in the district as the station fly. On the box of the station fly, and almost obscuring the driver, was a large gray trunk, metal-bound, and of foreign aspect. Governance and pupil stared at this phenomenon from the bay window of the spacious schoolroom, and as they stared
Starting point is 02:03:37 the elderly coachman descended painfully from his box and opened the door of the vehicle whereupon there came out of the leathern darkness a fresh face with rose-red cheeks and slow black eyes and a bush of black hair brushed upward from a broad square forehead this bright and vivid countenance
Starting point is 02:04:03 was set upon the well shaped figure of a young woman who might be at any age between 18 and 25. She was tall, broad-chested, with finely rounded arms that showed under her close-fitting black stuff gown. She was clad, wholly in black, a dense black which looked like deep mourning, although she wore no crape. Her dress was plain to Puritanism. she must be a new housemaid said miss minchin but ball ought to know better than to bring her to the hall door ball had dragged the stranger's trunk up the steps into the porch by this time while the footman looked on the newcomer disappeared within the great stone porch ball the flyman clambered onto the box the fly drove off and sybil and her governesses went back to their very very various occupations, fraule to the perusal of the last number of the Renshau, and Miss Minchin, to an elaborate task of needlework on her own account, being the reconstruction of her last
Starting point is 02:05:16 summer's Sunday silk gown, and Sybil, to her practice of one of Chopin's mazurkas. No more was to be seen of the dark-eyed young woman for a week, when Sybil met her one afternoon in a passage near the housekeeper's room. They looked at each other, with mutual interest, open on the part of Sybil, furtive, on the part of the stranger. Could she be a servant? Sybil wondered, assuredly not a housemaid for the housemaids at Ellersley Park all wore livery of lavender cotton in the morning, and were white-capped and apron all day. This young woman was capless and apronless. The bloom on her cheeks had faded somewhat since the day she alighted from the station fly. Her dark eyes had a troubled look. Sybil was on her way to the
Starting point is 02:06:15 housekeeper's room to ask for something for a sick child, one of those cottages which had been her mother's kingdom, and over which she now reigned, a youthful queen. Will you send little Jane Barber soup once a day and jelly and custard pudding on alternate days, Miss Morrison? She asked of the comfortable-looking housekeeper, whose ordinarily placid countenance was furrowed by her strenuous study of the butcher's book. Yes, ma'am, soup and jelly shall be sent. Poor little mite! I'm afraid she's not long for this world.
Starting point is 02:06:56 Is there anything else I can do, Miss. Sybil. Mrs. Morrison's address fluctuated between the formal ma'am and the affectionate Miss Sybil. She had kept Sir Joseph's house when the heiress was born and worshipped her accordingly. Yes, Mrs. Morrison, there is something I very much want you to do for me, replied Sybil quickly. Tell me all about that pretty young woman in black who came here in a fly just a week ago. Mrs. Morrison's brow grew even more troubled
Starting point is 02:07:37 than it had been over the butcher's book. Indeed, Miss Sybil, I can't tell you much, not if I was to tell you all I know. The young person dropped from the clouds, as one might say. I hadn't had one word of notice of her coming, from Sir Joseph or anybody. else and if she hadn't brought me a letter from him I might have taken her for an imposter and turned her out of doors a letter from father do let me see it is he
Starting point is 02:08:12 coming soon I am so longing for him it doesn't say a word about coming home ma'am the letter is all about the young woman let me see let me see Sybil cried eagerly, holding out her hand for the letter. Mrs. Morrison had to unlock a desk, and to select the sad letter from, among various other documents, a slow business, and seeming slower to Sybil's impatience. At last, however, the letter was produced, taken out of the envelope, carefully enfolded, and re-perused by Mrs. Morrison, before she handed it to a her master's daughter.
Starting point is 02:08:58 Sybil read as follows. The Carlton. Thursday evening. My good Morrison, Marie Arnold, the bearer of this letter, has been lately left an orphan and I have taken it
Starting point is 02:09:13 upon myself to provide her with a home. She is of humble birth and has no grand expectations. It is my wish, therefore, that while giving her a comfortable home at Ellersley, and taking her as much as possible under your own wing,
Starting point is 02:09:33 you should not allow her to acquire any fine notions or to fancy herself a young lady. You will be kind enough to find her some light employment in the household. If she is clever with her needle, as I am told she is, you might allow her to be useful to Miss Higginson, and in the schoolroom. generally I am told that she has been well educated in a convent school in the south of France
Starting point is 02:10:01 where she was born she is a Roman Catholic I hope this fact will not be used to her prejudice and that she will be encouraged to attend the services of her own church so long as she herself desires to remember to remain a member of that church you will please provide her wardrobe and give her a reasonable amount of pocket money. She will, of course, have a bedroom of her own, and not be placed on a footing with servants. Yours, sincerely, J. H.
Starting point is 02:10:42 Not on a footing with a servants, repeated Mrs. Morrison, and Sybil handed her the letter. There's my difficulty, you see, miss. Find her a light-occupied. keep her ideas humble and yet not make a servant of her it isn't easy yes it is you dear old morrison let her be in the schoolroom and have her bedroom near the schoolroom and let her come and sit with me in my own room very often in my recreation hours i like her looks and if she is french she will help me improve my french conversation and she can tell me all about the south and she can go
Starting point is 02:11:24 for long rambles with me. Miss Minchin and the frowline are wretched creatures to go out with. Neither of them knows the meaning of the word ramble. They can only walk. Tell Marie to come to my room this afternoon at half-past two. I am free from then till four, and she and I can have a good talk. Not allow her to acquire fine notions,
Starting point is 02:11:51 or to fancy herself a lady, repeated the housekeeper reading a passage from Sir Joseph's letter with a puzzled brow. I don't know how that will hold with letting her be your companion to go out walking with you or to be with you in your sitting room. I don't know if that will quite answer
Starting point is 02:12:13 to Sir Joseph's instructions, Miss Sybil. But I do. Father means that Marie and I, are to be friendly, or he would never have suggested her being useful in the schoolroom. The schoolroom means me. She shall be useful. She shall help me to support the burden of two governesses. That will be a work of real utility, cried Sybil with a happy laugh.
Starting point is 02:12:44 Mrs. Morrison had heard that joyous laughter very seldom since Lady Lucy's death and her heart warmed at the sound. The girl had been the sunshine of the house before that bitter parting between devoted mother and adoring child, but that great grief had clouded the joyous nature, and for the greater part of the year of mourning, it may be said that Sybil endured life
Starting point is 02:13:13 rather than that she had lived. The sound of her own laughter shocked her even today. she looked down at her black frock and stifled sob. Oh, how can I feel happy even for an instant? She murmured in self-reproach when she is gone. I'll send the young person to your room at half-past two precisely, said Mrs. Morrison with a cheery air, and I shall be grateful to her, my pretty one,
Starting point is 02:13:54 if she helps you to forget your loss, mused Mrs. Morrison when Sybil had gone, and then the worthy woman polished her spectacles, which had suddenly grown dim. End of Chapter 4. Chapter 5 of Thou Art the Man. is a Libervox recording. All Libravox recordings
Starting point is 02:14:29 are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braden.
Starting point is 02:14:44 Chapter 5 From the far off land Sybil's own particular retreat was in a tower at the southern angle of Ellersley House, and it was one of the prettiest rooms in a house
Starting point is 02:15:04 where beauty and harmony of furniture and decoration had been achieved regardless of cost and with the aid of all the new lights which high art has cast upon our domestic surroundings. The room was octagonal, and the eight panels accommodated frescoes of the four seasons alternated with four allegorical figures representing dawn, noon, evening, and night. These executed in a decidedly French manner at which sturdy English art might lift the nose and shrug the shoulder of contempt, but for which decorative purposes was admirable. Madras curtains of pale amber, chairs and sofa covered with sea
Starting point is 02:16:03 green silk, piano, tables, bookshelves, and mantelpiece, all in white enameled wood, gave delicate brightness to the room, which was lighted by four tall casement windows overlooking sea and more, and the village of Arliston straggling along the edge of the cliff with its snug little harbour sunk deep into the hollow of the hills sybil could see all the outer world for which she cared from these four windows she had spent an occasional summer at scarborough and she had seen the glory of the english lakes but the world she loved was the world of far-reaching moorland and far-reaching ocean at half-past two on that summer afternoon marie arnold stood in the golden light while her wondering eyes slowly made the circuit of the room and then concentrated their gaze upon the owner of these luxurious surroundings who stood smiling at her a gracious figure a pale sweet face a tall slip of a girl slenderly formed and with only the promise of beauty, a figure and face which were both curiously contrastive
Starting point is 02:17:31 with the strongly built and well-rounded form, brilliant black eyes, and vivid coloring of the young woman from the sunny south. Sybil asked her if she could speak English. She replied modestly, But her father was an Englishman all the same, she informed Sybil, she hoped to learn English very quickly. Ah, me, no, no, no, cried Sybil. Learn very slowly. Do not learn at all.
Starting point is 02:18:09 She went on in her pretty girlish English-French. I am going to talk French with you always. I shall get along so much faster with you than with frowline. Because you will never correct me. You will not. you, Marie. You won't take the faintest notice of my faults in grammar, and you will only stop me when I am so bad that you can't tell what I mean. Is that a bargain? But Mademoiselle speaks like an angel, protested Marie with her pretty southern flattery. No, no, I am wretched as to grammar.
Starting point is 02:18:49 Frowline stops me every minute, first a wrong tense, then a wrong gender, and then the form of the sentence is all wrong, and then I have to say, Devon, when it should have been avant, or soph, when I should have said except. As if it mattered, that is not the way to teach a girl to speak a foreign language. The way is to let her talk and talk and talk as the birds sing, until her instinct teaches her what is right and what is wrong. Come and sit on my sofa, Marie, isn't it a darling sofa, and tell me all about yourself and the country where you were born.
Starting point is 02:19:33 Marie sighed and obeyed, and presently they were sitting on the sofa, the fair had close beside the dark shining hair that had grown in the sun, and which always had sunny gleams even in its darkness. The large dark eyes had golden lights in them, as if they too had taken beauty from the southern sun tell me tell me all urged sybil always in french delighted to be able to talk without apprehension of the frowline's nice criticism unless it grieves you to talk of your home no no mamselle it does not grieve me i have wept on my tears i have whipped my fears since my mother died just stuff fortnight to go. Only a fortnight!
Starting point is 02:20:31 And my mother died only a year ago. Ah, I can feel for you. And the white, slim hand stole into the French girl's coarser hand and tears ranged from Sybil's violet eyes.
Starting point is 02:20:47 The very name mother was a charm to make her weep. She was not always kind, ma'amseil, but I was sorry all the same when she died. She was only ill for a few days, and she was unconscious toward the last,
Starting point is 02:21:08 so that we could never say goodbye. She drifted out of life in a long sleep, and I was left alone there in our little villa, Amourgian, alone with the poor dead mother, knowing, not knowing what was to become of me, any more than the great white cat she had been fond of knew what was going to become of him had you know what was going to become of him had you know uncles and aunts and people inquired sybil wonderingly she was so richly provided with relatives upon the allendale side of her house to say nothing of numerous humbler higginsons that she could not imagine an existence unsurrounded by Keith and Ken.
Starting point is 02:22:03 No, mam'selle, I have no one. And I never heard that my mother had any friend in this world except Sir Higginson. You mean my father, Sir Joseph? Yes, Sir Joseph Higginson. But how did your mother so far? far away, happened to win my father's friendship, inquired Sybil. Her husband was an engineer who worked under Sir Reginson when he was establishing great ironworks at Fontaine-Leroyre near the Belgian frontier, explained Marie Arnold.
Starting point is 02:22:52 There was many years ago before I was born. My father was killed one night in the railway six months before I was born, and Sir Higginson was very good to my mother. She was not a peasant, ma'iselle, and yes, she was not quite a lady. She had no thought when my father married her, and she never learned to work for her bride when she has left a widow with an infant she was quite helpless
Starting point is 02:23:34 she would have starved perhaps if your father had not taken pity upon her your husband was killed while he was in my service he told her and I shall provide for you the rest of your days and he kept his word nobly my mother went back to her own country before i was born and we lived in a little white house at moulogne looking over their hills and the pine woods and the sea where is moujean it is a little town on a hill near khan m'selle knows come perhaps no but i have heard
Starting point is 02:24:25 my aunts and cousins talk of it, some of them go there every winter, and so you are reared in your Khan on the shores of the Mediterranean. I suppose you think that the sea over there is very ugly in comparison, said Sybil, pointing to the ocean she loved. It is grayer than our sea, mam'selle, and it always looks like our sea in bad weather. and what do you think of our hills and moors asked sybil with a somewhat peremptory air very ugly mademoiselle i miss the rolling olive woods the cypresses the valleys where the roses grow i miss the perfumed air the sunshine most of all don't you call that sunshine asked sybil pointing to the southward windows verifere for a sunny day in february m'-saint not for june ah in june no doubt your mujan would be simply intolerable like a sandy desert in africa no monselle there is always a cool breeze across the hills a breath from the unseen snow mountains and there is always a shade in the pine woods always freshness from the sea yet is only fariners who fancies they cannot live in our country in the summer
Starting point is 02:26:05 did my father ever come to see you at mougein yes mamsan years and years ago before i went to the convent what convent you're not a nun are you Marie laughed for the first time in Sybil's hearing. No, ma'amseille, but I was educated at a convent at Grasse. Is that far from Mujan? Only a few miles. You can see one place from the other across the valley. I used to look from the convent windows, and I could almost distinguish the green shutters and the red roof of my mother's house,
Starting point is 02:26:50 and the pink blossom of the almond trees in the garden. And so you are educated at a convent. How odd. I am a Roman Catholic. Mamsal, and most Roman Catholic children are educated in convents. Well, you are to be in the schoolroom, my father says. I am to make myself useful in some way, M'amsel, Sir Joseph said when I saw him in London.
Starting point is 02:27:26 Did you see him quite lately? Sibyl asked eagerly. Yes, mademoiselle. He sent a person, his private secretary, I believe, to take me to England directly after my mother's funeral. Ah, yes, yes, old Mr. Orlabar, I know him very well. He lives here when father is at home. A funny old man, isn't he? He was very kind to me, Mamsale, all through the long journey,
Starting point is 02:28:00 and then he took me to a beautiful house, like a palace, almost in London where I saw Sir Joseph, and he was very kind, and he told me he would always be my friend, as long as I conducted myself properly, and he wrote a letter. to his housekeeper. And then I stayed one night in that splendid house and saw the picture gallery
Starting point is 02:28:27 and all the beautiful things in the great salon. And early next morning, Mr. Arlebar took me to the station, he put me on the train, and told me what I was to do when I came to the end of my railway, Jornay. And that's that,
Starting point is 02:28:49 is all my history, mam'sin. Poor Marie, sighed Sybil ever so compassionately, I'm so sorry for you, and if your mother was not always kind to you, still, she must have loved you, her only child, and you must have loved her. Sybil had been wondering at Marie's dry eyes, since she herself could hardly speak of her dead mother without a rush of tears. Marie hung her head and paused before she replied. I loved some of the nuns better than I loved my mother, she faltered. Mother Anastasi, for instance, ah, she was so good to me. It almost broke my heart to leave the convent because of parting with her. I used to walk over to the class, the convent.
Starting point is 02:29:52 chapel every saint's day, but it was to see Mother Anastasi that I went so far. I could have heard mass in our church at Mourgain. She was always pale and delicate, and they said there was something wrong with her heart. But she taught me more and worked harder than any of the nuns. She taught music and drawing. All the children loved her, and I do not think one of them loved her better than I. And just a year ago,
Starting point is 02:30:35 En Corpus Christi, I went to the convent and missed her in her place at the Oran, and after the service, one of the lay sisters came to me with her eyes streaming and took me by the hand and held me to the burial ground where there was a newlymaid grave heaped her roses. She could scarcely speak for sobbing. But at last she told me how Mother Anastasi had been found only two days before sitting at the chapel organ in the afternoon sunshine. Her hands stilled upon the keys, but her head fallen back against the edge of the high oak chair. She had died like that, mademoiselle, alone, no one near her.
Starting point is 02:31:36 Dey had heard the sound of the organ ceased after she had played one of Mozart's finest gorillas. As they walked in the garden in their recreation hour, and they sought that the mother Anastasi was staying in the chapel for prayer and meditation. They watched the chapel door, hoping she will come out in time to take a little walk with him. But the bell rang for the class, and they left the garden. It was an hour later before. anyone took the alarm and went to work and we'll look for her marie's eyes were no longer tearless and her last words were made almost inaudible by her emotion you must have loved her very dearly said sybil full of sympathy yes marseille she was my spiritual mother the mother of my mind and my soul if i were to
Starting point is 02:32:47 live to be ever so old I think I could never commit a sin without her image, rising up before me to stop me from wickedness. My own mother was fond of me in her way, but she was, oh, so different from Mother to Anastase. She loved gossiping cards and pleasures of all kinds. She did not care for books or flowers or pictures. She went to high mass every single. Sunday morning, but that was all. She sat about on the walls or in the olive woods with her
Starting point is 02:33:26 neighbors all of the rest of the week, except when she could get anyone to drive her to car, to see the fine shops and fine people. She was not often unkind to you? Question, Sybil. No, she was not often unkind, and she never beat me. Sybil shuddered at the idea of a mother beating her child. She whose only image of motherhood was an image of supreme gentleness, but her pleasures were not my pleasures. Pursued the French girl,
Starting point is 02:34:11 There was no link between us, And the two years that I spent at Mourgain after I left the convent were the dullest years of my life. I missed my old companions and the music and games and the studies even, though I used ones to sink them a burden, and my soul sickened at the gossip and the cards and the quarrels and quarrels about nothing. a cracked oil jar, a handful of vegetables, loud talking from one door to other, quarrels that seem to begin and go on for the sake of quarrelling. Poor Marie!
Starting point is 02:34:58 There are no corals here. Fraulein is rather worrying, but Miss Minchin is as good as gold, in spite of her fidgety little ways. I call her mousy, because she is brownish-gray and quick and quiet like a mouse. But she doesn't mind, and you must not call her a mousy, not just at first.
Starting point is 02:35:24 No, no, ma'amseille, that is understood, replied Marie discreetly. This was the beginning of a lasting friendship, which grew with the passage of time. Marie was accepted in the schoolroom as a useful companion, alike by governesses and pupil. She had been taught to use her needle with exquisite art, and the frowline was not above getting her handkerchiefs marked by those skillful fingers in return for which service she helped Marie
Starting point is 02:35:57 to acquire a little German without taking the trouble to give her formal lessons. Marie was quick and learned any new thing with wondrous ease. She had a fine ear, for music, and she delighted in Sybil's piano. As a companion in Sybil's walks, she was incomparable, for she knew not weariness, and her light, springy step carried her over the moorland as easily as if she had been some wild creature reared upon those breezy downs. She was Sybil's friend and playfellow for five years, with Sir Joseph's,
Starting point is 02:36:40 Higginson's approval, and it was only now when Sybil had attained her 18th birthday, and all of the Mountfort ants were beginning to pester Sir Joseph about her appearance in society, that he began to wonder how he was to dispose of the humble companion when the heiress came to take her proper position in the great world. It is all very well to keep Sybil back for a year or so, said the only unmarried aunt, Lady Selina Montfort, who took upon herself to advise all her married sisters, their husbands, and belongings,
Starting point is 02:37:25 and used to lie awake at night in her pretty little house in Mayfair, worrying herself about the family troubles. It is all very well for you to keep her buried alive it Ellersley for another year? As your heiress, she will have a choice of eligible parties whenever she might appear, but she ought to come out before she is 20. She looks rather thin and delicate at present. I think another year may improve her, said Lady Selina, as if she were talking of a turkey that is being fattened for Christmas, or a young horse that was furnishing.
Starting point is 02:38:10 Sir Joseph promised to bring out his daughter before she was twenty, and thus, upon one subject at least, freed Lady Salinas' knights from care. "'Ah, there is always something to keep me awake,' said the Spencer. Bramar's boys are too terrible. How is he ever to pay their Oxford debts passes my comprehension. And now I am told they play Baccarat at some dreadful club in London,
Starting point is 02:38:42 where young men who have no money lose 20,000 pounds at a sitting, and Felix threatened his father that he would marry a girl he met at the Stephanotis, another dreadful club where they dance. There was another year of respite for Sir Joseph. during which he might be able to find a comfortable settlement in the matrimonial line for the humble companion, so that she might not too keenly feel the difference in her position, and that of Sybil, as sovereign mistress of the house in Arlington Street, and with all the town eager to pay her homage. I don't want her to feel the difference.
Starting point is 02:39:31 He was servant Joseph with a profound sigh as he paced the Tarros in front of his tutor mansion it wouldn't be fair that she should it wouldn't be fair He sighed again deeply for as yet no eligible pretendent to the hand of Mary Arnold had appeared in that remote Northern region and he began to fear that none might be found in the district The girl was a papist objection number one but an objection which had been deist regarded by a needy evangelical curate, who, on ascertaining that Sir Joseph meant to give his dependent a handsome dowry, amount not specified,
Starting point is 02:40:18 had urged his desire to make her his wife, and possibly to snatch a brand from the burning by winning her over to the Evangelical Church. The alliance would have been respectable as the young Levite, though needy, was of a good Northumberland family, and of unpeachable morals, but Marie did not like the curate, and would not hear of marrying him. I shall never marry, she told Sir Joseph, I want to be Sibyl's slave and companion always. My dear girl, that is all very well while Sibyl is here, replied Sir Joseph, but
Starting point is 02:41:02 When she goes to London and is swallowed up in the gaieties of the London season, with hardly an hour of leisure for home life, you can't be her companion. Then, let me be amazing and wait upon her and sit up for her at night and help her undress and hear all about her pleasures and gaieties. No, Marie, not a servant. You must never be her servant. You must never think of yourself as a servant.
Starting point is 02:41:38 I want to see you happily married before Sybil marries. You are six years older than Sybil, four and twenty. You must have been in love half a dozen times, I should think. Never, said Marie with an emphatic shrug. I have even tried to fall in love with the curate, not this one but the tall good-looking young man who was here before him and whose sympathies were always my church with that young doctor do dr du snap son and assistant but there has no such thing as love in my nature i think i adore sybil and i love you and that is all the love i am capable of feeling Marie trees that are long and flowering bear very fine blossoms the aloe for example instance and the magnolia said Sir Joseph patting her shoulder as he trudged along by her side a sturdy active man although his seventieth birthday had been kept by the pitman with beef and beer and noisy rural sports and dancing and fireworks nearly a year before
Starting point is 02:43:00 He was very fond of Marie Arnold. He liked to have her to sit with him and his daughter of an evening. He liked to hear her seeing her pretty French chanson, full of coquetry and dainty love, blue skies and sunlit valleys, fountains, orange trees, egglantine and honeysuckle, bees and butterflies, songs that touched none of life's serious. phases, nor ever hinted at old age or death.
Starting point is 02:43:36 In this spring tide of Sir Joseph's 71st year, he happened to be at Ellersley for a short time, with Maria as his only companion, and this companionship drew them nearer together than they had ever been before. Never until now had Sir Joseph been at Ellersley without his young daughter to hang upon his footsteps, and ride and drive with him and play billiards with him or sing and play to him of an evening.
Starting point is 02:44:06 Marie had been a secondary figure while Sybil was present, but when April began, Sybil was at Hastings, whither she had been dispatched suddenly at Dr. Dusnap's instigation to cure a cough which had hung upon her all the winter. There were great things being done in the pits, alterations and extensions which required Sir Joseph's supervision, so he had been unable to go with his daughter, who had been confined to the care of Miss Minchin,
Starting point is 02:44:40 Fraulein Stalchertz, having gone back to her native Hanover, and for the first time in his widowhood, he found himself pacing the long drawing-room at Ellersley, or taking his mourning constitutional on the terrace, without that graceful figure, near at hand. She was to come home as soon as the cough was actually cured by warrant of the Hastings doctor,
Starting point is 02:45:07 and in the meantime she wrote to her father daily, telling him of all her walks and rides, her excursions to the battle or to Pevency, her readings of the Norman conquest in Thierry, Green, and Freeman, and her longing to return to her father and Ellersley. His life in that great house would have been very dreary, for he had no visitors at this time, and his secretary, Mr. Orlabar, was not a very lively person.
Starting point is 02:45:44 If he had not found Marie an attentive and vivacious companion, pleased to do all that Sybil was accustomed to do for him. Mrs. Morrison shrugged her shoulders when she saw the foreign waif filling the absent daughter's place. She liked Marie, but she disapproved of that young person's exaltation. He told me not to give her any fine notions when she first came here, used the housekeeper, and now he is giving her fine notions himself. A young woman who spends all her evenings in the long drawing room will never be contented to take a humble position in afterlife.
Starting point is 02:46:28 It was not more than three or four days after Sybil left Ellersley when a stranger appeared upon the scene a Gentleman who called upon Sir Joseph one afternoon and sent in his card upon which appeared the name of Brandon Mountford Travelers Club any Mountford was secure of a welcome from Sir Joseph who was never tired of showing kindness to his wife's kindred, but the name of Brandon touched him with a curious thrill, which was closely akin to pain. Brandon was the name of the distant cousin, to whom Lucy, Mountford, had given the innocent love of her young heart. That Brandon Mountford had died in India, two years after Lady Lucy's death.
Starting point is 02:47:30 but she had left a son and in all probability this was the son these thoughts went swiftly through sir Joseph's brain as he looked at the card which had been brought to him in his study the room in which he interviewed agents and tenants and transacted business of all kinds connected with his estate mr mountfort is in the drawing-room i suppose he said i'll go to him he found this stranger standing in front of a wide window looking landwards over the valley and the river winding through it a man of about eight and twenty sir joseph thought tall well set up and with a fine frank countenance well-cut features the mountford nose which inclined to the aquiline bright blue eyes light brown hair curling close to the well-shaped head and a complexion tanned by a hotter sun than ever shown upon cumbrian cliffs i am very glad to see you at ellersley mr mountford said the old man cordially holding out a broad hand and friendly welcome come to have a look at our nor'northy said the old man cordially holding out a broad hand and friendly welcome come to have a look at our north country, I suppose. You must come and put up here for a week or two, and let me show you a coal pit, if you've never seen one. You are too good, Sir Joseph, but I haven't come here with any intention of quartering myself upon you, though I have come to ask you a favor. Here's
Starting point is 02:49:19 Braymar's letter to vouch for me, as an insignificant but not disreputable, member of the house of mountford i happened to hear from him of your splendid salmon river and was seized with a longing to cast a fly in the waters he praised so warmly brandon mountford here produced an unsealed letter over which sir joseph ran his eye carelessly you want to have a go at our salmon well my dear fellow, fish away to your heart's content. There are plenty of scaly gentlemen, but they are deuced shy, and you may be up at five o'clock every morning for a week, and yet not early enough to catch them. Then, after a few blank days, perhaps you may get a run of luck. I used to enjoy the sport myself thirty years ago, when I was still young enough to wade breast-high in the river in a scotch mist from seven in the morning to seven at night, and relish my dinner and
Starting point is 02:50:32 my whiskey toddy all the better for the day's work. Where are you staying, Mr. Mountford? At the Higgins and Arms at Ardleston. Hmm, a cozy old inn and a capital landlady, but I think we can make you rather more comfortable at Ellersley. You better go and fetch your portmanteau. indeed sir joseph i had no idea protested mountford you will be nearer the salmon pursued as host and i can give you a keeper who knows every yard of the water you'll find this house uncommonly quiet for i am here on business and have invited no one since christmas my daughter is away and i have only a sort of adopted niece, who cuts my newspapers for me and reads me to sleep after dinner, a nice, bright girl who sings charmingly.
Starting point is 02:51:39 Sir Joseph grew suddenly thoughtful. What is this Brandon Maltford, who had dropped from the clouds, were the very man he wanted, an honest man, a husband for Marie Arnold. He liked the look of the young man, a gentleman to the tip, of his fingers, good blood showed itself in every line and face and figure. Penningless, no doubt. The Mountforts were all poor. Property in Ireland, for the most part, family numerous chieftain, weighted down by innumerable portions and allowances to daughters and younger sons. Brahmert tells me you have traveled to, in Africa.
Starting point is 02:52:28 said Sir Joseph, glancing at the letter in his hand, and that you have won, some renown, already is a hunter of big game. My gun is my only road to fame, Sir Joseph. Yes, I have spent five years on the dark continent. You must have gone there very young. I sailed for the Cape soon after my 21st birthday, and within a year of my father's father's,
Starting point is 02:52:58 death. Africa has been my country from that time to this. I am only in England as a visitor. You mean to go back? Ah yes, I mean to go home. A strange fancy for a young man with all the world before him. I know no grander world than the shores of Zambesi. No happier life than the freedom of the wilderness. You can tell me your adventures over a glass of mouton. tonight. Go and get your portmanteau. You are too kind, Sir Joseph, but are you sure I shan't be in the way? If you have come to the north on business, you may find yourself bored, by a visitor. I never put myself in the way of being bored, answered the old man bluntly. You may be sure I shouldn't ask you if I didn't want you here.
Starting point is 02:53:56 Then I shall be delighted to come, said Mountford. I only regret that I shall not see my young cousin. Brammer was full of her praises. She's a good little girl, said Sir Joseph. I don't think my life would be worth sixpence a day without her. And then his thoughts went back to the girl's mother and to those faraway days when he sat by Lady Lucy's side in the Hartford Street drawing room,
Starting point is 02:54:25 and she told him of her little story of a miss place love. Was this Brandon Mountford, the son of that Brandon Mountford? He wondered, nervously anxious to be enlightened. Your father was in the army, I think, he said tentatively. Yes, in the engineers. He died in India, as brave a soldier as ever fought there. And your mother, is she no longer living? the young man's face flushed at the question and a troubled look came into his eyes my mother died many years ago while i was at wellington she had been a great invalid ever since my birth he answered with painful pauses in the final sentence sir joseph felt that he had been cruel
Starting point is 02:55:26 to push the question, but he had wanted to be sure of his facts, and now he was sure. This man was the son of that distant cousin, to whom Lucy's young heart had gone out, and who doubtless had given her love for love. The man so unhappily mated, so faithful to that tragic bond, if I can do him a good turn I will thought Sir Joseph he shan't go back to Africa if I can hinder it he would make a capital husband for Marie they would be a splendid couple Brandon thought brought his portmanteau and fishing tackle to Ellersley in the course of the afternoon and dined alone with Sir Joseph in a snug tapestreet parlor
Starting point is 02:56:22 which the millionaire preferred to the great dining room with its lofty carved oak buffet and decoration of gold plate. The two men sat a long time over their wine, though Brandon did but just small justice to Sir Joseph's famous mouton. He was a tremendous smoker, however, and consumed nearly a dozen. cousin ziggurats while sir joseph entertained him with reminiscences of his juvenile struggles and the hazards and successes of his manhood it was late when they went to the long drawing-room and brandon who had forgotten his host's mention of an adopted niece was startled at seeing a young woman neatly dressed in black silk with a bunch of tea-roses at her waistband seated reading near a land tablet table. She had not dined with them. Yet she had the air of being one of the family. Sir Joseph introduced Mr. Montfort to this young lady, who was called Miss Arnold, yet who spoke with a French accent, and whose dark eyes and warm olive complexion were decidedly un-English. And now, Marie, you can see.
Starting point is 02:57:52 us one of your little songs," said Sir Joseph, settling himself in a luxurious chair, with evident resignation to an impending slumber. He was asleep before Marie had finished her first song, and Brandon and the young lady were practically alone, a fact which seemed less embarrassing to her than to the man not. Long returned from Mahoshona land, and from a society which, bulk, beads, and blackness are the chief characteristics of female beauty. It was a new thing for Brandon to find himself in a solitude of two with a handsome young woman
Starting point is 02:58:44 whose history, associations, and character were utterly unknown to him. She's saying the inevitable With a good deal of feeling And in a rich contralto of a voice And then demursé, Ninon And then a little Profenzo ballade And then another
Starting point is 02:59:08 At Brandon's urgent request When he could not with decency Ask her to sing any more He entreated her to play something Chopin Talbbing, Strauss, Sebastian Bach, Porpora, Lully, anything she chose.
Starting point is 02:59:30 He would have kept her at the piano all the evening if he could, rather than face the ordeal of conversation with a strange young person, but she rose and shook her head at the question of playing. I am no pianist, she said. I have never played anything but my own accompanies. anymore. Mrs. Higanson plays magnificently. I should never dare do it attempt the piano where she is. I learned to play after I was grown up. What kind of music does Mrs. Higginson prefer? asked Brandon. Oh, all the great masters, Beethoven, Mozart, Mendelssohn, Chopin. And she extemporizes exquisitely. The piano to her is a living creature, her most intimate friend. She and her piano talk to each other for hours together. I can only sit in a corner with my needlework and wonder at her. She is far away from me
Starting point is 03:00:41 from me in another world. Ah yes, my little girl has a genius for music, said Sir Joseph, awakened at once by the cessation of song. Emory has a fine voice, and, and, a pretty taste, hasn't she, Mountford? Brandon said all that was proper and complimentary about Miss Arnold's singing, and felt infinitely relieved by the worthy baronet's return to consciousness and conversation. I hope I may have the pleasure of hearing Miss Higginson play before I leave Ellersley, he said presently. Does she return soon? that depends on her doctor. She is not to leave Hastings without his permission.
Starting point is 03:01:33 Ah, you must miss her, sadly. I would be lost without her if it weren't. For Marie, she takes care of me. She's like a second daughter to me. By the way, Marie. Mr. Urquhart is coming in a day or two. Don't forget to tell Morrison to have his room ready. Marie's cheek and brow crimsoned, and the dark, strongly arched brows contracted in a frown. What brings Mr. Urquhart here again so soon? The same attraction that brings Mr. Mountford. My Salmon River! He will be company for you, Mountford, added Sir Joseph to his guest.
Starting point is 03:02:24 Ercard's brother, Lord Penrith, is a neighbor of him. mine. Urquhart lost his wife only a year ago, married badly, a poor Parsons daughter, and he contrives to spend a good deal of his life at Calander Castle. It suits him uncommonly well, you understand, for he has my shooting and fishing, as well as his brothers. Brandon watched Marie Arnold's face while Sir Joseph was talking. and wondered at the angry and troubled look which clouded a countenance that had been gay and smiling a few minutes before. There must be some strong reason for her dislike of Mr. Urquhart, he told himself, and he became more interested in the girl's character and history from this moment.
Starting point is 03:03:30 End of chapter 5. Chapter 6 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braddon. Chapter 6.
Starting point is 03:04:08 If it could have been Hubert Urquhart arrived three days after Mountford's establishment at Ellersley By which time the stranger had made himself at home In his new surroundings Had explored gardens and park Under Marie's guidance Had seen a coal mine
Starting point is 03:04:33 And an iron mine Have become very good friends with Sir Joseph And had won the approval of Sir Joseph's headkeeper. Urquhart's arrival was no more welcome to Brandon than it was to Marie Arnold. The old acquaintance was civil to the newcomer, but was evidently displeased
Starting point is 03:04:56 at finding a stranger domesticated at Ellersley. The more so, perhaps, when he heard that the stranger was a connection of Sir Joseph's and had a legitimate claim upon his hospitality. Mr. Urquhart was 34 years of age and had been in a cavalry regiment and had sold
Starting point is 03:05:19 out just before the abolition of purchase in the army. He had married badly, as Sir Joseph told Brandon, had married in haste and repented with equal salarity. He had not been unkind to
Starting point is 03:05:39 his wife, but he had been neglectful, and even his battered conscience had felt some remorseful twinges when the poor faded prettiness, which had once been so purely pink and white, faded out of life altogether, suddenly, after the birth of a second baby, which only survived the mother by a fortnight. She died at the Yorkshire parsonage, in which the greater part of her life had been spent, and where her orphan daughter, Cora Lee, was now being cared for by a widowed grandfather and two spinster aunts. Those remorseful pangs of conscience, for a wife from whose deathbed he had been absence did not long discompose the gentlemanlike equanimity which was a mark of race in hubert he went back to his patrimonial home a free man and took his ease in the house of his elder brother lord pinrith still a bachelor and burdened with an estate richer
Starting point is 03:07:08 in acreage and historical interest than in revenue. The Penriths had been poor for three generations and were getting poorer as land declined in value. Lord Penrith had just missed three great heiresses, having tried his hardest for all three, and having been near acceptance with each. There was something wanting in his nature,
Starting point is 03:07:38 where women are concerned, the cold hardness of the Urquhart character might have subjugated some meek, sentimental girl whose dream of love is of upward-looking worshipping affection, the love
Starting point is 03:07:54 of the bricks for the moon, but heiresses have got beyond that kind of sentimentalism. They require to be worshipped themselves, and the more exacting among them require sincerity in the worshipper. Lord Penrith had never been able to even seem sincere,
Starting point is 03:08:20 and in each case he found finally that he had but made the running for some hot-headed impetuous lover who was able to put a little heart into the courtship. crushed by his third disappointment, Penrith had retired to his Cumbrian castle and into himself, and already bore the reputation of a misanthrope and a woman-hater. He had almost abandoned the hope of restoring the fortunes of his race by a wealthy alliance,
Starting point is 03:08:57 the Anglo-American marriage, the strictly modern blend of the feudal castle and the transatlantic oil well, had hardly come into fashion at that time, and Lord Penrith, having failed to attach himself to English coin in the possession of English beauty, retired to his tent like Achilles, and sulked their content to shoot and fish and hunt and farm,
Starting point is 03:09:27 remote from society and women's wilds. He was hubered, Herbert Urquhart, senior, by five years, a man of graver character, but of the same hardness of fiber. Hubert had a kind of surface pleasantness which served his turn in society, and which made him more popular than his elder brother. The Urquhart's were a handsome race, always allowing for that hardness of expression, which was a family characteristic. Penrith and his brother were both tall, strongly built yet slender, with commanding carriage
Starting point is 03:10:07 and a thoroughbred delicacy of hand and foot. Both had the Scottish type of features and complexion, long, thin, thin, noses, thin lips, and cold, grey eyes, and Auburn hair, and they were men who looked their best in Highland clothes, which made up by the picturesque for what was wanting in the wearers in personal charm. Hubert Urquhart's keen gray eye scanned Brandon from head to foot, weighed him in the balance, and found him wanting as a man of the world. I am told you have spent half your life in Africa, Mount He said in a pause of their sport as they sat on the river bank discussing a snack of bread and cheese and a bottle of bass
Starting point is 03:11:09 Not quite my life has lasted 26 years of which five have been spent in Africa Why did you go? Brandon's brow clouded at the question I had been ill and my doctor told me to live in the open air you could have done that in argillshire or connemara no doubt but i preferred mashona land curious fancy said urquhart with a slightly contemptuous air i have never yet been able to realize the motives of a man who runs away from civilization unless he is running away from debts and difficulties at the same time, which of course was not your case. And you really found the crocodile and the Zambezi rivers
Starting point is 03:12:13 more attractive than the Rhine or the Arno? Infinitely more attractive, I grant that the European rivers have all the charm of association, that there are some names, Tyber, for instance, which act like a spell, but that untrodden world yonder has what the civilized world has not.
Starting point is 03:12:41 Freshness and mystery. Ah, you hanker after the unexplored and the unknown. My ideal is a place like Monte Carlo, where there are good hotels, pretty women, and a taut-eck-a-hant table, to say nothing of pigeon-shooting. I've never been further afield for pleasure than southern Italy, and I hope never to go. What do you think of old Higginson? A splendid old man, plenty of grit and plenty of heart. a sturdy old Britannady,
Starting point is 03:13:29 distinctly native production, the kind of man we all pretend to be proud of, and of whom we all laugh at. I have not yet discovered the ridiculous side of his character. Ah, you are a connection, and you think at a point of honor to take the good old bloke seriously. I am indebted to him,
Starting point is 03:13:55 for infinite hospitality. I like his house, his shooting, his river, and I like him, but for all I can't help seeing that he is a capital joke. His frank boastfulness, for instance, his missing aspirates,
Starting point is 03:14:17 his prosy recapitulation of the various stamps by which he mounted fortunes. ladder. The worst of such men is they can take nothing for granted. Everything in their lives must be expatiated upon. I like his frankness, and I don't mind his bragging, which is a part of his frankness. Oh, come now, Mountford. Hang, frankness. Call it frank-eism. Can is only a synonym for want of manners. Your candid man goes about the world plaguing everybody
Starting point is 03:15:07 with his own feelings and his own affairs. The first lesson a well-bred man learns is that the art of self-suppression and that the outside world doesn't care two pence whether he's alive or dead. What is your opinion of Sir Joseph's handsome niece, Ward, or whatever you like to call her. You have just told me that reticence is a sovereign merit in civilized man,
Starting point is 03:15:41 and yet you question me about my opinions. Opinions are always interesting. Marie Arnold is a handsome woman. We are both men and are both mortal. We can hardly help admiring her. you have expressed an opinion that serves for both of us there is nothing left for me to say you think her handsome then questioned her cart with keen eyes bent upon his companion of her type most assuredly but you don't care for the type evidently i confess that there is a little too much prodigality in form and coloring for my ideal. That southern splendor dazzles me more than it attracts. The type I most
Starting point is 03:16:37 admire is of a paler beauty. There is an ethereal Raphaelesque fairness, which is, to my mind, the perfection of loveliness. You're thinking of your cousin, I fancy, said Urquhart, still keenly watching of his companion's face, of my cousin, oh, you mean Miss Higginson, perhaps? I have never seen her, but her portrait as a child does certainly realize my ideal, allowing for the disadvantages of that nondescript age, which face and form have lost the charm of infancy
Starting point is 03:17:21 without acquiring the grace of God. girlhood. But how is it that you've never seen her before? There's no how about the matter. No reason why I should have been here sooner, or why I should have come at all except the stream yonder. My connection with Ellersley is of the slightest. My father and Lady Lucy were a kind of distant cousins, and Miss Higginson and I are, just one stage further apart on the family tree. If you look at the Mountford pedigree, you will find my name in an obscure bracket
Starting point is 03:18:09 near the edge of the document, while Miss Higginson, as granddaughter of the present Lord Allendale, occupies a central position. Miss Higginson is a personage anywhere and everywhere, a great heiress and a great beauty after your raphaelesque type the beer bottles were empty by this time and the soothing digestive pipe was finished so the two men went back to the river and for the rest of the day were better occupied than in idle conversation perhaps urquhart had asked all the questions he wanted to ask yet he tramped back to Ellersley House in a somewhat discontented mood, for being himself innately insincere, he found it difficult to credit anybody else with sincerity.
Starting point is 03:19:16 Pretends not to like her. He mused, as he and Brandon walked up the hill between four and five o'clock after a disappointing day, I never knew a man who did not depreciate the woman he was in love with. They liked to throw another man off the scent, even when there is no particular reason for concealment. It was one of those halcyon days, which April steals from May or June,
Starting point is 03:19:51 and they found Sir Joseph taking tea on the terrace, with Marie ministering to his comforts, buttering his thin, dry toast, and measuring out the precise amount of cream he liked in his cup. The old man was basking in the afternoon sunshine, basking also in the sense of well-being, of a life profitably spent,
Starting point is 03:20:19 of a great fortune, honorably acquired, of the power which wealth gives when that wealth is realized out of the views and sinews of working men and when a whole population depends for its bread upon one man at a nod of Sir Joseph's head
Starting point is 03:20:40 those villages yonder scattered on the bleak moorland might be reduced to idleness and pinnury he had been upon the whole beneficent employer He had never forgotten that he once worked for his bread, or that his mother had risen at five o'clock on winter mornings to go out washing, and that his sympathy with working men and women had never been lessened by his own luxurious surroundings. He knew as well what they wanted now, as he knew what he wanted fifty years ago when he was one of them. The link between him and his people had never been broken.
Starting point is 03:21:29 When there were strikes and lockouts over half England, Sir Joseph's peace was unthreatened. His men laughed, trade unionists to scorn. They wanted no socialist friends from Newcastle or shields. They had the best friends they could have in Old Joe, and so long as Old Joe was above ground, they would work for him, and trust him.
Starting point is 03:21:56 He had made it the study of his life to be in advance of his men's necessities and to concede advantages unasked that were soon afterwards being fought for with murderous rancor in other districts. Little wonder then that Sir Joseph Higginson's influence was rooted deep in the hearts of his people. people his young wife's brief residence at Ellersley had been a reign of beneficence and it had been
Starting point is 03:22:35 been Sybil's delight to continue the good work her mother had begun so the voice of the socialist charmer charm he never so wisely was powerless to arouse evil feeling among the man of Ellersley. The salmon fishers were received with cordiality by Sir Joseph, and with a certain mute emotion by Marie Arnold, who blushed at their coming, blushed, as she never had done when Urquhart came alone. He himself noted with sullen jealousy,
Starting point is 03:23:23 there was evidently a flirtation. on foot already between Brandon and her, and Brandon's indifference was only an assumption. Urquhart told himself, as he drew his chair to the tea table, and watched Marie as she poured out tea for the new arrivals. He marked her lowered eyelids, those full, firm eyelids, which had a look of marble above their dark lashes. He noticed the tremulous, uncertainty of her hands as they moved among the copse and saucers. Yes, this newcomer had made a deeper impression upon her foolish little mind. In three days, then he, Urquhart, had made in all his lengthy visits, and with all his subtlest flatteries and most delicate attentions,
Starting point is 03:24:22 he had hated Mountford from the outset as a dangerous interloper, and now he was assured that he had not hated him without cause. Hubert Urquhart had fallen in love with Marie Arnold on his first visit to Ellersley, a three-month widower, but he had been careful to give no indication of his feelings. He had been studiously courteous, and he had ventured on an occasional compliment, but he had gone no further, waiting to be sure of his ground before he declared himself. From the beginning, he had made up his mind that Marie Arnold was nearer and dearer to Sir Joseph than the old man had told the world.
Starting point is 03:25:23 His casual way of talking of her, sometimes as the daughter of a man who had been killed in his service, sometimes as a kind of adopted niece, did not deceive Mr. Urquhart. He saw that Sir Joseph was as proud of Marie's beauty and accomplishments as he was of Sybil's more refined attractions, and that his eyes turned as fondly upon the alien, when the two girls stood beside his chair bidding him good-night, as ever they turned upon his acknowledged daughter. Urquhart had no doubt that Marie, too, was his daughter, the issue of some intrigue which had lightened the cares of his work in the Belgian mining country, and it occurred to him
Starting point is 03:26:20 that even an unacknowledged daughter of Sir Joseph Higginson would be no bad match for the impecunious scion of a noble house. He was cautious, however, and went to work deliberately, although he was deeper in love with Marie Arnold than he had ever been with any woman in his life. It may be that there was something in the warmth and quick impulse of her southern nature, which charmed him by contrast with his own cold and sluggish temperament. Ice and fire could not have been more different, but the ice trembled. and melted at the touch of that fire and the hard battered man of the world owned himself the slave of this unsophisticated girl festina linti he said to himself i can't afford to marry her unless there's money in it he had heard a good deal about a certain andrew orlebar sir josephes factotel
Starting point is 03:27:47 him, secretary, and alter ego, and he fancied that this Orlebar would be the right man to put him on the right tack. Orlebar must know all about Marie's origin and Marie's expectations. The only question was, how much of that information Mr. Orlebar might be disposed to impart in answer to judicious pumping. Here to four, Mr. Urquhart had been unlucky in finding Orlabar absent from Ellersby, either watching his chief's business in London or on some continental mission. He was a man who needed no more warning or preparation for a journey to Egypt or India than commoner men required for a trip to Brighton or Paris. He lived, moved, and breathed only for his employer,
Starting point is 03:28:49 had neither kith nor kin, taste nor pleasures of his own, a colorless, faithful, stolid, unenjoying machine, fashioned in the likeness of man. This time, Urquhart had taken care to be sure, of Orlovar's presence at Ellersby, before he offered himself as a visitor, and here in the glow of the afternoon sunlight came this very Orlovar, shuffling along the terrace, faded, dusky, gray, amid all the wealth of color in a garden unfolding its beauty to spring. He made a discordant note in that harmony of brilliant hues,
Starting point is 03:29:40 a patch of dirty grey which offended the eye he brought his chief a packet of letters the afternoon mail and they too were soon sitting apart with heads close together and brows bent over the open letters by the marble balustrade and at the base of a marbled pan which seemed to look down at them in grim derision of their money-grubbing instincts what did money matter to the great god pan the forest wildling who had all the wealth of nature for his own marie questioned the men about their day's sport and urquhart noticed how her glances turned shyly to mountfort and dwelt on his face while he talked and even lingered there when he was silent towards him urquhart she had shown only avoidance had made all pursuit of her difficult had been openly scornful when he praised her beauty or seemed to hang entranced upon her singing seemed only since music was a missing sense with most of the Urquhart's, and for him a barrel organ in a London street playing the latest mutinical melody, or a brass band in the park, braying the last flashy waltz realized all that music should be. Margui sang her little French songs that Sir Joseph's bidding
Starting point is 03:31:20 upon this evening, just as she had sung on previous evenings, and Sir Joseph slept to the music as before but Mountford perceived a change in her manner she was less at her ease than she had been when he and she had been practically alone she was silent in the intervals of her singing and she retired early when she was gone Sir Joseph challenged Mountford to a great game of cribbage in which the old man excelled and Urquhart strolled off to the billiard-room in quest of Andrew Orlobara, who had dined with him, and had disappeared immediately after dinner, neither sharing the after-dinner claret nor the after-dinner cigars.
Starting point is 03:32:16 Curious fellow Orlebar, explains the master of the house, he neither smokes nor drinks, he has no vices, and I sometimes think he has no virtues. He is the nearest approach to a calculating machine that a warm-blooded animal could attain to. And remarkably useful to you, no doubt, Sir Joseph, said Mountford. Invaluble, the human calculating machine is the rarest product of nature. Your average accountant is distracted by the burden of his own.
Starting point is 03:32:56 egotism his passions domestic anxieties temptations proclivities my friend Orlabar is arithmetic incarnate orlabar had a din of his own adjoining the billiard room by courtesy mr. Orlabar's study an actual appearance in accountants office a piece of pigeonholes and ledgers and dockets and file its most interesting literature a long row of Whitaker's almanacs sole record of the passing years the room was conveniently situated for Sir Joseph who was fond of billiards and liked to run in and out of his secretary's din as occasion prompted erkart took down a cue and amused himself with a few experimental shots with his eye half upon the half-open door of orlabar's room yes the grey old man was there erkart heard the scratching of his pen he went to the door and looked in at the bent shoulders and iron-gray head leaning over a page of his pen he went to the door and looked in at the bent shoulders and iron-gray head leaning over a page of a page of a fool's cap.
Starting point is 03:34:25 Can I attempt you to put down your pin and take up a cue, Mr. Orlabar? He asked. Orlabar looked at him quietly, neither surprise nor gratification expressed on his blunt physiognomy. I don't play billiards, he said.
Starting point is 03:34:50 I sometimes mark. he drew a sheet of blotting paper over a page of closely ruled columns filled with figures and left his desk as if ready for conversation oh don't let me disturb you if you don't care to play i have finished my evening's work answered orlabar and i am going out for my evening constitutional what you walk after dinner do you always mr urquhart wet or fine no machine will go on smoothly without oil and locomotion is the only oil i know of that will keep the human machine in good working order i walk six miles per diem let me walk with you said urquhart with a friendly air sir joseph and mr mountford are at cards i should like to walk won't it bore you though such a walk as i take and down the terrace so many turns for a mile it is not the kind of walk a young man like you would care for ercart looked at the dull gray face before he answered. There was a lurking shrewdness under the surface
Starting point is 03:36:23 stolidity of Mr. Orlabor's countenance, which told him that any attempt to conceal his own motives would be worse than useless. It would damage his chances of getting any help in this quarter. I don't care where I walk as long as I keep you moving, he said, and I particularly want a little chat with you.
Starting point is 03:36:52 Come along then, said Orlabar, opening a glass door which gave on to the terrace, and in the next minute he and Urquhart were walking side by side in the misty stillness of a mild April night. You want to talk to me, you say. You want a tip for the stock exchange, no doubt. you've a fancy for some new venture and do you think andrew orlobara is up to the deed my dear mr orlebar i am not a speculator my dear mr orloir i'm not a speculator for the best of all reasons i have never had any capital to invest there are men who speculate without capital but i am glad that you are not one of those said orlabar they don't often last the subject upon which i want to talk to you is one that touches me much nearer than any money question could
Starting point is 03:38:16 then it must touch you very near it does for it is an affair of the heart and you come to me for an advice in a love affair? exclaimed Orla Barr with a dry laugh. That's the oddest idea I've heard for a long time. Do I look like a man to advise a lover how to win his mistress? Frankly, you don't, said Urquhart, echoing his laugh. But in my case, you can give very valuable advice, since the lady I am in love with is a kind of ward of your chiefs. Marie Arnold, you are in love with Marie, aren't you?
Starting point is 03:39:10 Well, you might make a worse choice. She is a handsome young woman. She has a fine voice. She has been well brought up and has good principles. And she will not be without a dowry. I conclude. Ah, then, you're not so deep in love as to leave money out of the question. My good, Mr. Orlabar, I am a man of the world. I made one foolish marriage, a sweet girl, pure as an angel, but without a rap, I am too old to make a second blunder of the same kind. If I were a rich man,
Starting point is 03:39:59 I should be proud to marry Miss Arnold without a penny, but I have only a younger son's portion, and I have a daughter to maintain. Sir Joseph must naturally desire to find a husband for his ward. Oh, why naturally? Because her position in his household is anomalous, and must lead to complications now that Miss Higginson has grown up. Why anomalous? Oh, my dear Orlovar,
Starting point is 03:40:38 you must see the difficulty of the case as clearly as I do, said Rekart, growing familiar. Here is a beautiful girl who is, and yet is not, a member of Sir Joseph's family. There is no avowed relationship, yet Sir Joseph is evidently
Starting point is 03:40:56 as fond of her as of his daughter and heiress. think of the difference between the positions of those two girls, and consider the bad feeling which that difference must awaken in poor Marie's mind a year or so, hence, unless she marries and takes her place in society on the strength of that marriage, who, with a grain of worldly knowledge, can doubt that her claim upon Sir Joseph's is just as strong, as Miss Higginson's. You mean that
Starting point is 03:41:35 she is neither more nor less than Sir Joseph's unacknowledged daughter, said Orlebar, that is my meaning, my fixed conviction.
Starting point is 03:41:54 So let it be, my dear sir, was the bland reply. You know very nearly as much as I do, about miss Arnold I was sent to a little mountain town in Provence to fetch the young lady at Sir Joseph's bidding Her mother had died rather suddenly and she poor child was alone and friendless except for a few good-natured gossips Her dead mother's neighbors too poor and too insignificant to be much used to her
Starting point is 03:42:30 I brought her to London and from London dispatched her to Ellersley, where she has lived ever since. Sir Joseph told me that her father was a clever engineer, who was of great assistance to him and the working of an iron mine, and who was killed while in his service. For my own part, I see nothing remarkable in the fact that a man in Sir Joseph's position should show kindness to the widow and orphan of so valuable a servant. That he should show kindness, no, but that he should show and introduce the engineer's daughter into his home and take her to his heart. There I think you will own.
Starting point is 03:43:20 He oversteps the mark and strains credulity. By the way, how old was Marie? at the time of her father's death she was not born a posthumous child was she born soon after her father's death i cannot gratify you with such minute details i have no curiosity on the point only is a man of the world you must forgive me if i doubt your chief's account of the transaction i am so fond of maria that i should like to know all I can about her parentage in her interest rather than my own. I could love her no less had she been a beggar's brat. I don't want to entrap her into a marriage that would mean poverty, but if Sir Joseph would make a respectable settlement, a settlement in accordance with his own large means, you have not beaten about the bush with me,
Starting point is 03:44:34 and I'll be frank with you, Mr. Urquhart, said Orlaba gravely. You are right, in supposing that Sir Joseph considers his ward's position somewhat anomalous, or rather that it may appear so, when his daughter comes down to the full blaze of society footlights, while Marie Arnold is left at the back of the stage. I believe I am justified in saying that he would like to see this young person married to a husband whom she could love, and he could approve.
Starting point is 03:45:15 With such a husband, he would be disposed to treat liberally upon the question of settlements, and I should say that Miss Arnold's dowry might be anything between 20 and 50,000 pounds. You know, of course, that the larger sum would be as easy a matter to Sir Joseph as the smaller. It would be a question of his own inclination and judgment, what amount he should give, undoubtedly.
Starting point is 03:45:51 And do you think he would favor my suit? Apart from the money question, I am not a bad match for a young lady in Miss Arnold's position. I belong to one of the oldest families in Cumberland, and I am heir presumptive to an earldom. Lord Penrith is still a young man, Mr. Urquhart. True, but he is a young man with an old man's habits and ideas. and I don't think he will ever marry. That is a point in your favor, but, to be frank with you,
Starting point is 03:46:33 I doubt if Sir Joseph would quite approve of your antecedents, his ward would have to be very much in love with you in order to win her guardians' consent to the match. Urquhart's brow contracted at the suggestion he knew in his heart that Mary, Marie Arnold's present feeling for him was nearer dislike than love, and he knew that he would have a hard battle
Starting point is 03:47:07 to fight before he could get her to be his advocate with Sir Joseph. His hope had been that Sir Joseph would adopt him as a suitor, and force his suit, with Marie. He did not despair, however, having seen many cases in which love began with aversion. As for my antecedents, he replied after a longish pause, I don't fancy I have been worse than most young men of family, and having sown a few wild oats, I am all the more likely
Starting point is 03:47:49 to settle down as a respectable family man. If I could win such a wife as Miss Arnold, I should have a spur to ambition, and might make my way in the political world, with penerous interests, and Sir Joseph's I might be able to achieve a distinguished public position. The aspiration is at least creditable. The best advice I can give you is to win the lady, with her or On your side, there might be a chance of victory. Sir Joseph would do much to secure her happiness, concluded Orlabar in the friendliest tone, and then within himself he said, But unless I am vastly deceived in my estimate of his knowledge of character,
Starting point is 03:48:45 he will never entrust her happiness to a foxy-haired gentleman of your particular type. While this conversation was being carried on in a perambulatory fashion on the terrace, where the sound of the sea came with an undertone of monotonous melancholy, as if it were the great voice of nature, mourning, the degeneracy of man, another conversation of which Marie Arnold was the subject was going on in the drawing-room. Sir Joseph played his first two games with Spirit, but the third game had hardly begun when his attention flagged and his play became careless.
Starting point is 03:49:37 What do you think of my adopted daughter? he asked abruptly. I think her a very handsome young woman, Mountford answered easily. There could be hardly two opinions upon that point. She seems as amiable as she is good-looking. "'She is,' replied Sir Joseph quickly. "'There is no seeming in her case. "'She has lived a good many years under this roof, "'and no one has ever had occasion to find fault with her.
Starting point is 03:50:11 "'She is a good, dear girl, the daughter of a man who was killed in my service. "'I deemed it my duty to look after her and her widowed mother, and I have never had cause to repent that I undertook the responsibility. She has lived in this house as Sybil's friend and companion, and she has never shown the slightest jealousy of my little girl's advantages. I don't want her to find out how great a difference the outside world can make between a great heiress and a young woman who is practically nobody. I should like to see, Marie, comfortably married before the end of this year, married to a man she can love, a man who shall be worthy of her love.
Starting point is 03:51:04 There should be no difficulty in finding such a man in the wide circle of your acquaintance, Sir Joseph, said Brandon gravely, without looking up from his cards. He had an uncomfortable feeling that there was some serious intention in this post-posting. discourse, an intention that involved himself. No, indeed, I know plenty of young men on their promotion, decent fellows enough, to whom a wife with 20,000 or so for her dowry would be like a gift dropped from heaven. But I should like to find a husband of whose antecedents I know
Starting point is 03:51:49 more than I can know about a casual acquaintance of the West End or city, a man who comes of good stock, and in whom honor and generous feeling are hereditary qualities. I believe in heredity, Mr. Mountford. My father was a peasant, but he was an honest man, and he could trace his descent from many generations of, of honest, God-fearing men. We plebeians have our old races as well as you patricians. I've never doubted that.
Starting point is 03:52:32 On the Allendale estate, there are peasant families that were settled on the soil before the signing of the great charter freed them from their heaviest burdens. The game continued languidly, till Sir Joseph laid down his cards with a thoughtful sigh, took off his spectacles and leaned back in his chair. That girl doesn't like Urquhart, he said abruptly. I wonder whether you noticed the change in her manner tonight.
Starting point is 03:53:08 Yes, Sir Joseph, I saw that Miss Arnold seemed hardly in her usual good spirits this evening. As Mr. Urquhart made himself obnoxious to her in any way? Not to my knowledge. It is only a womanish prejudice for which she can give no reason. I sounded her about him the last time he was here. She doesn't like him.
Starting point is 03:53:44 Doesn't know why? Objects to the color of his hair or the shape of his nose, perhaps. I didn't argue the matter with her, and I shouldn't have had him here again if he hadn't offered himself. It wouldn't have been neighborly to say, no, and here he is. However, if she had liked him ever so well, I should have felt very doubtful about letting her marry him. I have heard some disagreeable stories about his conduct in relation to women. Brandon was silent.
Starting point is 03:54:28 He had not been favorably impressed by Lord Penrith's younger brother, but he did not want to injure that gentleman's chances with Marie Arnold, having made up his mind that Urquhart was honestly in love with her. Sir Joseph had questioned him before tonight about his own plans for the future,
Starting point is 03:54:51 the scheme of his life, which he had made for himself, and Brandon had told his host that he meant to go back to Africa. His future lay there in a wandering life. He had no other ambition, no other desire. The old world of civilization could offer him nothing in exchange for the limitless horizons of the desert, and the victories of the practiced hunter. Sir Joseph had argued against the foolishness of this idea,
Starting point is 03:55:30 and now, tonight, he took up the thread of a former conversation. I can conceive of no greater waste of life than to tramp about a sandy wilderness and shoot lions with occasional intervals, of malarial fever, he said. The life suits me as no other life could, replied Brandon. But have you no tie to bind you to your own country?
Starting point is 03:56:06 Have you never been in love? Or have you given your English heart to a blackamore? Since my boyish passion for my tutor's daughter, a buxom young woman of nine and twenty, whom I adored when I wore eaten collars, and to whom I wrote six-page love letters every week while I was at the university, I have been heart whole,
Starting point is 03:56:37 replied Brandon with perfect frankness. Nor does my passion for the land of the Zambisi extend to her living products in the shape of black beauty. I have hitherto been adamant to the charms of the Hought Venus, and you are free, free to fall in love with a handsome woman and marry her. No, Sir Joseph, I am not free to marry to marry, and I shall never marry. You are not free.
Starting point is 03:57:23 Do you mean to tell me that you entangled yourself by a foolish marriage when you were a lad? Married the young woman of 99 and 20, your tutor's daughter? My tutor's daughter was far too wise to reciprocate my boyish flame. She married one of the senior masters and is on the high road to be
Starting point is 03:57:49 come the wife of a bishop. Yet you say you are not free to marry. There are reasons in my family history which should forbid marriage in my case. Sir Joseph. Brandon answered gravely. And then, As in a vision of the night,
Starting point is 03:58:21 There came back upon the old man a fair young face turned to him in a sunlit room a sad pale face streaming with tears and a gentle voice telling him a cruel story of marriage and motherhood ending in lunacy yes this young man's mother went out of her mind soon after his birth and there was a strain of madness in his blood it was only right that he should live and die unmarried and yet but for this cruel bar what an excellent husband he would have made for marie sir joseph believed himself as a judge of character and he had formed a high opinion of brandon mountford's rectitude and good feeling and then he would have liked to have shown kindness to the son of that man whom lucy mountford had loved with the girl's innocent fancy before he had seen the face of her low-born husband End of Chapter 6 Chapter 7 of Thou Art the Man
Starting point is 04:00:10 This is a Libravox recording All Libravox recordings are in the public domain For more information or to volunteer Please visit Libravox.org Thou Art the Man By Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 7 Urquhart considers himself ill-used.
Starting point is 04:00:39 That suggestion of a possible marriage had stirred the waters of Mara in Brandon Mountford's memory. In every man's mind there is some Mara pool which needs but a breath to disturb its bitter waters. With him, the pool lay still and deep. yet he had an ever-present consciousness that it was there a silent sorrow which made his life different from the lives of other young men the fear of hereditary madness was the shadow that wrapped him round and set him apart from men of his own age and circumstances and hemmed him in with considerations which but rarely block a young man's pathway. He looked back tonight in the solitude of his bedroom at Ellersley, with the casements flung open to the soft spring night,
Starting point is 04:01:47 and with all the waste of dark waters stretching far away to the distant silvery line that marked the horizon touched with starlight. He looked back. as he often looked, and remembered his solitary childhood with his father's mother, old Mrs. Mountford, widow of General Mountford, who had fought in Arthur Wellesley's Indian campaign. He remembered that sad childhood, his father away in India,
Starting point is 04:02:28 a captain of engineers under Sir Robert Nepier, his grandmother a gloomy woman evangelical with pinched means and a bitter sense of disappointment in her only son despondent alike of the here and the hereafter he remembered how and when he was between fourteen and fifteen he had been sent from wellington college to a house at highgate to see his dying mother, the mother whose face he had never looked upon within his memory. A lucid or semi-lucid interval had marked the ebbing away of life, and she had entreated to see her son, her baby, as she called him piteously. The tall lad stood beside her bed, holding her wasted hand in his, looking down at her with tearful eyes,
Starting point is 04:03:40 and her first impulse had been to repudiate him. "'Who is this great boy?' she asked. "'Mine was a little baby.' The nurse tried to explain to her, but she did not listen to the explanation. She was looking at the boy's face and that told her more than anything the nurse could say about the years that had gone. The changes made by time.
Starting point is 04:04:13 Yes, yes, you are my boy, she cried. You have your father's eyes. Where is he? Where is my husband? Why doesn't he come to me? He is very unkind. Everybody is unkind. The lad stayed at the doctor's son.
Starting point is 04:04:35 house until all was over, and saw much of his mother in those last few days, those weary closing hours of life during which her mind was clearer than it had been in all the melancholy years since her son's birth. From doctor and nurses, the son heard the history of those years of seclusion, her delusions, her fancies, the gleams of reason, the intervals of utter darkness. He saw the rooms in which she had lived, brightly furnished, home-like, comfortable even to luxury, and he understood how the absent husband had cared for his helpless wife, shirking no outlay that could ensure her well-being. He walked in the garden where she had walked, a spacious, old-fashioned garden, where the trees and shrubs and holly had
Starting point is 04:05:35 have been growing for more than a century and from which he could see the great city veiled in its smoke curtain vague formless monstrous he had walked there full of melancholy thoughts the poor mother all his life long a prisoner within those narrow bounds no not quite a prisoner she had been allowed carriage airings whenever her condition permitted her being taken out of doors carriage earrings in the custody of a madhouse nurse she had been no better off than a state prisoner at best years afterwards when he saw the rocky island of Marguerite and the fortress in which the masked prisoner endured long years of silent solitude his thoughts went back to the sitting room at Highgate and the sunny garden above the great smoke-bound city those few days at Highgate made a crisis in Brandon Mountford's youth he went back to Wellington
Starting point is 04:07:05 an altered being. And masters and boys were alike struck with the change which his mother's death had made in him. It was odd that he should take his loss so deeply to heart, they said, since he had seen so very little of his mother
Starting point is 04:07:25 a confirmed invalid. Over Brandon's life henceforth, there brooded the shadow of a dark, fate. He had talked to the doctor at Highgate and had pressed him closely upon the question of hereditary lunacy, had inquired into the nature of his mother's malady, and had discovered that the mental flaw had first showed itself in the form of epilepsy, from which she had suffered as a young girl, but having, as it was supposed, entirely outlived the tendency to
Starting point is 04:08:09 that terrible disease. She and her parents had kept that dark experience of her girlhood, a secret from her husband and his family, an offense which old Mrs. Mountford had never forgiven. over him, too, hung that horror of possible epilepsy. He brooded on this possibility and magnified its terrors as only youthful imagination can. He thought of himself as a creature apart from his fellows, marked with the signs of a revolting disease. When the fifth chapter of the second Book of Kings was read, he compared himself with Naiman the leper. But alas, the age of miraculous cures was past. There was no river in which he could wash and be free from the tendency that was in his blood, the ghastly heritage from his dead mother.
Starting point is 04:09:16 He exaggerated all his boyish ailments, saw in every headache an omen of impending evil. it may have been by reason of these gloomy thoughts, or it may have been, because his fears were rightly grounded, and that the fatal tendency was latent in his constitution, that the dreaded evil happened. He was nearly 18 years of age when the first attack occurred. The foul fiend of epilepsy seized upon him one evening in the school chapter. rent and tore him and left him shattered and weakened with a dull despair in his heart. Henceforth, he knew himself doomed. One, after another, these horrible, convulsive seizures would tear at brain and body until reason would be wrecked in the struggle and madness would close the scene. As it had been with his mother,
Starting point is 04:10:24 so it would be with him. He gave up all idea of the army. He went to Cambridge, worked hard there, and in his three years of university life, had only that milder form of epileptic seizure, which French physicians call le petit mal, in contradistinction to the severe and convulsive type, or le grand mal,
Starting point is 04:10:54 sometimes in his rooms with his books open before him or on the river the skulls in his hands moving slowly with measured beat there would be a sudden lapse of consciousness he would go on rowing perhaps with a mechanical motion or the skulls would cease to work and the boat would drift with the stream for a little way the man sitting there lost to the world around him, knowing nothing till the slow awakening as from a trance with the knowledge that he had lost himself, that in those few minutes reason and memory had gone. The consciousness of this malady darkened those days, which should have been full of pleasantness,
Starting point is 04:11:53 but he managed to take a very crucial. creditable degree to the delight of his father who enjoyed a year's furlough in his son's society traveling through france and italy at brindisi father and son parted on board a p and o steamer parted never to meet again on earth for within a few months of his return to india major mountford died of jungle fever, and Brandon was lord of himself and of his small estate. The first use he made of his independence was to shake off the trammels of civilization, and to set his face toward the wilderness. His Cambridge doctor had told him that the best chance of warding off future attacks and of outgrowing his malady would be found in a free, adventure
Starting point is 04:12:55 life, sport, travel, under God's sky. Much learning was a thing for him to avoid, nor would he be wise in going to the bar, or in taking up medicine as a profession. He stayed at Cambridge and worked for his degree, only to gratify his father. He had no ambition of his own in association with the civilized world. If he was to go through life, told him. by devils, let the tormentors come upon him in the desert, where there would be none to see him in his agony, or at least no one whose scornful pity could smite him to the quick. His life in the wilderness had been, on the whole, a happy life. His love of sport and adventure had grown and strengthened, with the growth of his skill as a marksman,
Starting point is 04:13:54 and his acumen as an explorer. Not often had his hereditary malady overtaken him in the midst of his wanderings, but he had not been altogether free from such visitations, and he knew that the tendency was still unconquered. An enemy kept at bay, for the most part, but not beaten. What assurance had he that epilepsy might not, sooner or later, develop into dementia, as in the case of his mother? Sir Joseph had not even hinted at his idea of Mountfort as a husband for Marie.
Starting point is 04:14:41 So, there had been no harm done, the old man told himself, as he reflected upon last night's conversation with his guest, while he took his morning walk on the terrace before the nine o'clock breakfast. Brandon had started for the river some hours before, having risen at dawn, but he and the keeper had gone down to the stream alone, Urquhart pleading a headache as a reason for staying indoors. Marie Arnold appeared on the terrace, looking bright, and fresh in her pink cotton frock and black silk apron soon after ate and joined sir joseph in his walk a long letter from sybil said the old man she is coming back early next week her cough has quite gone and she is pining for home you'll be glad to have her back again won't you marie
Starting point is 04:15:47 very glad ellersley is not ellisley without her and about this time next year she will be getting herself ready for the first may drawing-room and then good-bye ellersley and good-bye girlhood said sir joseph with a sigh she will be swallowed up alive in the fashionable whirlpool and you and i will lose our hold upon her I am not afraid of that, Sir Joseph. I don't think anything in the world can do will ever change her. Well, perhaps you are right. Her mother passed through the ordeal unchanged. She was in the world, but never of it. She was like that young woman, old John Evelyn, was so fond of,
Starting point is 04:16:45 who went dancing to the fiery, of court life, play-acting and singing and waiting upon the queen, and talking to the king, in a society where half the women were, unmentionable, and remained a saint to the last. Ah, me! Sweet Mrs. Godolphin died in the bloom of her youth and beauty, like my dear wife. Well, Marie, we must recognize. reconcile ourselves to the inevitable. Sybil's schoolroom days are over, and you are no longer a young girl. You must marry, my dear. We must find a good husband for you. Please don't anticipate fate, Sir Joseph, said Marie with a nervous laugh and a vivid blush.
Starting point is 04:17:44 if Providence means me to marry, the husband will appear in due time, and in the meanwhile, I shall be quite content to live my own quiet life here with old Mrs. Morrison, while you and Sibyl are in London. And you will not think yourself hardly used? You won't think it hard that Sybil should have all the pleasures the great world can give while you are buried in this dull country home? What right have I to envy Sybil her life? I ought to feel nothing but gratitude for your goodness to my mother and me. If you had made me a servant, I ought to have been contented.
Starting point is 04:18:42 "'Don't, Marie, don't. You pain me when you talk like that. I want you to be happy, independent, assured of a bright future. I want you to feel that you have a claim upon me, a strong claim, that you are as much to me as an orphan niece could be, more than a niece, almost as much as a daughter,' added Sir Joseph, his eyes dim with tears. you are all goodness to me i have had more affection from you than i ever had from my mother and sybil has been all a sister could be do you think i am going to complain because her loss is cast in the great world and mine out of it you are a good girl and your lot may be happier than hers perhaps perhaps who can tell life went on very quietly at ellersley after this conversation between sir Joseph and his adopted daughter but that idea of finding a husband for Marie Arnold was still uppermost in his mind and he was startled when Hubert Arkhart came to him in his study two days later and avowed his affection for Miss Arnold, an affection which he only waited Sir Joseph's consent to declare to the young lady.
Starting point is 04:20:25 What? Have you said nothing to Marie about your feelings? asked Sir Joseph. Nothing definite. I may have hinted at the state of the case. It is hardly possible for me to be in her society and not. to let her see that I adore her. And how has she taken your hints or your adoration? She is an enigma to me, Sir Joseph. Yet I can but think, if I had your approval, if you showed yourself really in favor of our marriage,
Starting point is 04:21:08 she would not look unkindly upon me. Oh, you think she would not object if I urged your suit. Well, Mr. Urquhart, I'll be frank with you and confess that you are about the last man I would choose as a husband for my adopted daughter. I may as well call her my adopted daughter, for I have all a father's affection for her. I am assured of that, Sir Joseph, said Urquhart. But I am at a loss to understand your objection to me as a match for a young lady, who I am informed is the daughter of a mechanic,
Starting point is 04:22:01 and who, therefore, would make some advance in the social scale if she became the wife of an Earl's younger son. Kind hearts are more than coronets, said Mr. Urquhart. Your lineage is unobjectionable, but I cannot say as much for your character or antecedents. I may have gone the pace a little, admitted Urquhart, but I have sown my wild oats. It's not your wild oats I'm thinking about, so much as the character of the sower, answered Sir Joseph gravely. I've heard stories of your unkindness and neglect as a husband, Mr. Urquhart,
Starting point is 04:22:54 and forgive me if I say that you have not a good character from your last place. I have been told that your wife died of a broken heart. Then you have been told lies, Sir Joseph. Society seldom forgives a man who marries a man who marries out of its ranks, I married a country Parsons' penniless daughter, and any unhappiness there may have been in her life was the result of circumstances over which I had no control.
Starting point is 04:23:30 Were I to marry your adopted daughter, I conclude you would make a settlement which would secure her from the pinch of poverty, and which might help me carve out a career for myself, either in politics or at the bar. I would do much for a man she could love, and whom I could trust, replied Sir Joseph gravely. No question of money should stand between her and happiness, but, to be frank with you, once more, you are by no means the man I would choose.
Starting point is 04:24:13 i understand said urquhart pale with anger yet trying to be courteous you have made your choice already perhaps mr mountford is the man you would prefer mr mountford is out of the question he is a bachelor by inclination and has bent upon a roving life in south africa perhaps sir joseph after your frank depreciation of my character i had better pack my portmanteau and leave the salmon to more favoured anglers i have no right to inflict an unwelcome guest upon your family circle don't talk nonsense man i may object to you as a husband for an impulsive inexperienced girl but that's no reason why i should turn you out of doors stop as long as you like only give marie no more hints of your adoration i have an idea that she is tolerably heart-whole so far as you are concerned urquhart did not order the packing of his portmanteau the salmon river was very attractive at this season and it would not have suited his plans to leave ellersley above all to leave brandon mountfort master of the situation for let sir joseph say what he would urquhart thought that mountford's pretensions would be favoured mountford's family was as good as his urquhart's and mountford's antecedents offered no ugly blots to the inquiry eye. He had done well at the university. He had never made himself notorious by
Starting point is 04:26:21 riotous living or debt. He had won renown as a fine shot and a sagacious explorer, and had published a record of his travels which had been praised by the critics and appreciated by the public. In such a man as this, Urquhart saw a dangerous rival. He saw, too, that Marie was interested in Mountfort, and that it needed but some show of sympathy on his part to win her heart. Here, however, he was puzzled. Mountfort seemed careless of charms which kindled Urquhart's warmest feelings. Was this coldness simulated, the mask of some deep design?
Starting point is 04:27:09 Or was the man really indifferent? Irkart watched him closely and could surprise no touch of tenderness amidst his unvarying courtesy. Yet his own natural bent towards dissimulation inclined him to believe that Mountford was masking his batteries.
Starting point is 04:27:36 There are some women who care only for the unattainable and it might be that Marie thought all the more of Mountford because she had been unable to subjugate him. Urquhart had tried the other plan and had failed ignominiously. Mountford had been nearly three weeks at Ellersley and seemed to have interwoven himself into the family life, sir joseph had taken a cordial liking for him and it was the old man's hearty kindness which induced him to protract his visit much beyond his original intention
Starting point is 04:28:25 i don't know what we shall do without you when you leave us said sir joseph we shall miss him sadly when he goes shan't we marie he did not see Marie Arnold's blush as she bent over the newspaper she had been reading and he thought her answer was cold and careless and then he remembered
Starting point is 04:28:58 Brandon's determination to remain unmarried a resolve that was perhaps over-scrupulous since his mother's malady might have bequeathed no fatal taint to him, and he thought it a merciful dispensation that Marie Arnold should be careless and indifferent.
Starting point is 04:29:26 It was after seven o'clock when Mountford came home that evening. He had been for a lonely ramble over the war, glad to escape from Urquhart's society, even at the sacrifice of sport. Urquhart's conversation was the essence of worldly wisdom of the streets, streetie, and a man who has spent his happiest years in the solitary places of the earth, and has communed with God and nature, under tropical stars, does not much find salt or savor, in the gossip of clubs or in the intrigues and money troubles of men about town i never knew such a fellow for not being interested in things that interest other men said Urquhart discontentedly when one of his choicest anecdotes had fallen flat.
Starting point is 04:30:32 I don't believe you even care for the turf. Not a jot, answered Brandon. I admire a racehorse because he is the perfection of blood and speed, not because he can win a cup. your indifference makes you very bad company grumbled urquhart we can't all shoot lions today brandon had bathed his brain and senses in solitude and he felt all the better for the long ramble and the wild bleak country he had seen calander cast castle afar off, tall and gray above the ridge of the moor, and he had wondered idly whether he would ever see it nearer, and what kind of man its owner, Urquhart's eldest brother
Starting point is 04:31:40 might be. And now, in the fading light, he walked up the hill, and by the winding, shrubberied road that led to Ellersley House. A carriage was driving a little way in front of him as he passed the lodge gate. It disappeared at the first turn of the road, and he thought no more of it, until he saw it standing before the porch, while a footman busied himself in carrying various articles of luggage, handbags, books, umbrellas. and such small dear, into the hall. From the hall came a sound of voices, and Sir Joseph's strong baritone,
Starting point is 04:32:32 and a girlish voice, which was like music, so low and sweetly toned. Could it be the daughter of the house? Brandon went into the hall, feeling shire, and he had ever been in his life before. In those last days of confidential intercourse in Italy, when the father and son had talked together as man and man, Major Moundford had told his son that pathetic story of a hopeless love struggled against valiantly and never revealed. The thought that he was going to see the daughter of her.
Starting point is 04:33:20 the woman his father had loved thrilled him strangely he had been told that Sybil was like her mother and it was with a feeling almost of awe that he approached the girl of 18 he remembered an old photograph gray and faded a poor little photograph taken on the at bonyar by an itinerant photographer the portrait of a girl in a broad-brimmed hat and an old-fashioned frock but with oh so sweet and delicate a countenance features so refined in their chiselling such lovely lines of chin and throat and such a slender graceful figure his father had taken that poor little photograph from his dispatch It was on glass, and it had accompanied him all over India without coming to grief. And from the shadow land of death and vanished years, the young face had looked at Brandon dimly like a ghost. Yes, there were the same features, the same gracious lines, the same soft depth in the dark gray eyes,
Starting point is 04:34:48 that we're looking at him now. Hello, Mountford, cried Sir Joseph Galey. The master of the house has come home. No more lacks behavior now. We shall have our mind to our manners. Come and be introduced to my tyrant. Sybil held out her hand
Starting point is 04:35:10 in the frankest, friendliest way. I am ever so much obliged to you for helping to keep Father in good spirits. She said. End of Chapter 7. Chapter 8 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain.
Starting point is 04:35:52 For more information or to volunteer, please visitlibrovox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. chapter eight dreaming and waking life at ellersley took a new colour for brandon mountford after that day it had been pleasant easy unconventional from the beginning he had felt the cordiality of sir joseph's welcome the assurance that his presence gave pleasure to his host but these things made an everyday happiness and there was nothing wonderful or dream dreamlike in a well-found country house, a fine salmon river, and a cheery old man who had become his ascent to Fortune's temple on the lowest rung of the latter. Sybil's coming had changed the country-house into an enchanted palace. The wind-blown terrace in lawns and shrubberies overlooking the bleak Irish sea,
Starting point is 04:36:58 into an earthly paradise. Her coming had changed life into a... lovely dream, her light figure moving to and fro on the rough banks of the river transformed that stream into a magical water course leading to an unexplored Eden. When a boating expedition was proposed one day, he almost expected to find the boat drifting into the azurlite of caverns as blue as the vast blue vault at capri he expected anything wonderful and abnormal rather than the rude gray hills and the baron moreland in the beginning he surrendered himself blindly to the enchantment of this girl's society he knew that he could never think of himself or be thought of by sir joseph as a possible husband for this heiress of mines and millions sir joseph had frankly stated his ambitious hopes for his daughter
Starting point is 04:38:07 she must marry a peer my dear mountford he said i want her to rise to the sphere which her mother left me when she stooped to marry me i want to see her a countess before i die she is pretty enough and she will be rich enough to be a duchess if there were an eligible duke i won't marry her to a fortune-seeker or profligate mountfort i may be ambitious but i won't sacrifice my girl's happiness even to make her a purest all this had been said more than once before sibyl's return and all this mountford had accepted as inevitable a decree of destiny since sir joseph was the kind of man to carry out his own ideas to the letter and it would be hard if among the bachelor peers of great britain a worthy as well as a titled husband could not be found for his heiress mountford knew himself out of the running were i a duke and the inheritor of a couple of shires i should be just as ineligible as i am now he thought nothing would ever induce me to link my life with a dearer life and blight the heart that loved me having thus made up his mind about himself having set himself resolutely on the side of the celibates brandon mountford made the mistake which men are apt to make in such circumstances he was too secure of himself he thought that he might reckon in advance of advance of
Starting point is 04:39:57 the greybeard thyme and think of himself as a middle-aged unimpressionable misogynist while he was still in the very morning of life much fresher in heart and brain than the majority of young men since he had never blunted his feelings in the mill round of youthful dissipations had not wasted the first fervent love of boyhood upon the sirens and sylphs of the music-halls or the dancing-club had not been spoiled or weary by the vacuity and parrot speech of the modish young lady, who is by way of being, sporting, or fast. To Brandon Mountford, an English girl in the morning of her youth, was almost a new creation. Had Aphrodite herself met him in some cavern of that bleak shore in the half-life of daybreak, she could not have seemed more enchanting than Sybil in the grace and purity of her unspoiled girlhood. He yielded unresistingly to the charm of her presence, accepted her friendly advances, telling her lightly that she was to think of him as a newly discovered poor relation,
Starting point is 04:41:22 something of the nature of an uncle. you might as well as call me uncle miss higginson he said one day as he was assisting sybil and marie not to catch salmon they had taken a good many lessons in the art of throwing a fly but had not yet achieved the distinction of a bite oh i couldn't possibly do that sybil answered decisively you are much too young for an uncle i will call you cousin if you like though perhaps even that would sound foolish but we are a kind of cousins aren't we yes we are cousins in the third degree i'm glad of that i like to know that i am related to you father likes you so much quite as well as if you are his nephew please call me sybil in the future miss higginson is dreadfully formal and it's such an ugly name it was agreed therefore that they were to call each other brandon and sybil we are actually cousins sybil explained the first time she uttered the visitor's christian name in her father's hearing so it would be absurd to go on mr and missing each other.
Starting point is 04:42:54 The speech was so frankly spoken that Sir Joseph took no alarm at the idea. He too had accepted Brandon Mountford as a harmless bachelor cousin. He had met dozens of such young men in society. Young men as harmless and often as necessary by reason of their helpfulness in all the minor details of domestic life as the often quoted cat. he had no idea that such an existence could menace his dearest hopes the time came too soon for brandon's peace after ten or twelve days of unalloyed bliss when the young man knew his own peril he knew that he loved sibyl with a love that means the happiness or misery of a lifetime or at least of all life's best years there may be healing for such a wound but it is a cure so gradual and so tardy that the convalescent hardly knows whether the passing years have conquered his passion or worn out his heart
Starting point is 04:44:09 he knew that he loved her knew that his delight in her society was something stronger and deeper than a man's pleasure in the company of a lovely and fascinating girl knew that the lightest touch of her hand, thrilled him, and that the sound of her voice heard casually from the garden while he was writing a letter by the open window of his own room, would set his heart beating and make him right nonsense. They had been rarely alone together. They had only talked to each other in the lightest strains upon the most casual subjects. marie was always with them walking by sea or more lounging on the terrace lingering over the friendly tea-table visiting the stables driving riding marie was as inevitable as sibyl's shadow brandon might have thought that this perpetual companionship on miss arnold's part was in obedience to orders from sir joseph but sir joseph's whole way of life was too unsophisticated to allow of such an idea no sir joseph trusted his guest and it was for his guest to prove worthy of the confidence that had been so freely given
Starting point is 04:45:38 brandon knew that he had been received on the strength of his race warranted trustworthy as it were because of the good blood that flowed in his veins the gentleman's heritage of honour and self-respect not for all that this worth earth can give of happiness would he have proved himself unworthy of the good man's confidence thinking over that shadowing of Sybil by Marie Arnold, he accounted for it to his own satisfaction as a sign of the elder girl's jealous attachment to her adopted sister. It must be jealousy, and only jealousy which made Marie dog their footsteps and intrude her own personality upon every conversation, every small scheme of amusement. There were times when he could see that even Sybil was annoyed by the elder girl's obtrusiveness. They could talk of no subject in which Marie would not take her part,
Starting point is 04:46:48 sometimes talking sheer nonsense in her eagerness to join in their conversation. Whatever the feeling was, which influenced the strong and passionate nature, it was a feeling that totally changed the girl's manner, and the change in Brandon's opinion. was greatly for the worse he could but compare the marie arnold of the present vehement excitable dictatorial even with the marie arnold of those quiet days before sybil's return then the dependent had been all gentleness modest retiring given to thoughtful silence rather than overmuch speech now she was loquacious irritable capricious
Starting point is 04:47:38 changing without apparent reason from exaggerated gaiety to sullen gloom resenting unintended slight exacting pettish to brandon the change became hourly more mysterious and more worrying you know miss arnold better than i do he said to urquhart one evening in the billiard-room and and perhaps you can tell me if she is often as disagreeable as she was to-day during a river excursion in my sight marie arnold can never be disagreeable she is simply the loveliest woman i know and the most fascinating i did not know you were so ardent an admirer she is handsome unquestionably in a certain style i can understand your own are admiring her, but I think you will admit that she has changed for the worse since Miss Higginson's return, possibly. I dare say she feels her false position a little more keenly when Sybil is at home. You are pleased to talk of a false position. Now it's really I don't see where the falsehood comes in. Sir Joseph
Starting point is 04:49:10 treats her with unwavering kindness. Sir Joseph treats his collie dog with unwavering kindness, but do you suppose such a girl as Marie, conscious of the highest gifts a woman can possess, does not feel the difference between the acknowledged and the unacknowledged daughter, the heiress, and the dependent? I don't think, Miss Arnold, or any, any friend of miss arnold has the right to jump at conclusions upon such a subject as that returned brandon with grave displeasure he liked and even respected sir joseph higginson and on that account alone was inclined to resent the insinuation that this girl whose presence was an ostensible fact in the family circle could be the offspring of some low intrigue much more did he dislike the idea that Sybil's companion and friend should be a base-born sister, the inheritor of a mother's shame.
Starting point is 04:50:21 Perhaps, as Sir Joseph is a very good fellow and a millionaire, the wisest course for all of us is to imagine his moral character, stainless. Urquhart retorted, with an open sneer. For my part, I'm inclined to think him human, and that his affection for Marie Arnold has its roots in an unforgotten love of his youth. I don't believe in abstract benevolence, or adopted nieces. Suddenly, swiftly, it was born in upon Brandon Mountford, that this paradise along whose
Starting point is 04:51:10 sunlit paths he had been wandering, lost in a dream of unquestioning bliss, was a paradise from which he must flee, and that, once having left Eden, those good angels, self-respect, and honor, standing with flaming swords on either side of the gate, would forbid his return. He had been trusted in that household. He had been warned by implication against any attempt to win Sybil's heart. heart and now he shrank appalled bewildered yet overjoyed at the thought that her heart was almost one yes albeit they were so rarely together and alone even for a few minutes he had seen the signs of a growing interest in him in his life he had seen the fair young face steeped in those sudden overwhelming blushes which tell of nascent love he had seen sibyl start at his footstep beam with gladness at his approach he had seen her intense interest in those stories of his travels which he had told casually at first
Starting point is 04:52:26 and with a diffident apprehension of becoming a bore but which both sybil and marie had urged him to enlarge upon and to not repeat once but several times stories of lions stories of savage foes stories of fever stories of tricksters and card-sharpers at port natal stories of buffaloes lost or dead of extinguished camp-fires there was no detail of his adventurous wanderings in which those two listeners were not interested i feel like a modern othello with a pair of desdemona's he said lightly one afternoon as he was sculling lazily with the current while sibyl and marie sat in the stern of the skiff sybil holding the redder lines and then he quoted almost automatically she loved me for the dangers i had passed and i loved her that she did pity them oh sybil he cried as the nose of the boat swung suddenly round what a jerk is that your idea of steering i beg your pardon brandon i thought that large barge was coming toward us that barge was hugging the furthest shore about a quarter of a mile away brandon glanced at marie and was surprised at the angry light in the large large dark eyes, surprised at the searching gaze which the elder girl fixed upon sibyls, drooping eyelids, and blushing cheeks. End of chapter 8.
Starting point is 04:54:36 Chapter 9 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Librevox recording. All Libervox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, here, please visit Libravox.org Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 9 In the Pine Wood Brandon Mountford had talked of leaving Ellersley several times before his final resolution to fly from danger,
Starting point is 04:55:11 but on each occasion Sir Joseph had pressed him to stay. You don't want to be in London. London, Mountford, he said. You are not a man about town like Urquhart. London can get on without you, even though the season has begun. Urquhart tells me that he must be in town before the 20th. You may as well stop till then. You two fellows are company for each other, and I like to see young people around my house. And on each occasion, Brandon had weakly yielded.
Starting point is 04:55:48 believing that if sadness should be the bitter after-fruit of joy, the sadness would be for himself alone, and the girl he loved in secret would go on her way, happy, and heart-whole, to gladden some luckier life than his. But now it had been made clear to him by casual looks and tones and innocent girlish emotions, that his love was returned, and there was no choice for him as a man of honor. He must go. It was not a question of ways and means. Had there been no barrier but his poverty between the heiress and himself, he would have hazarded being thought a fortune hunter,
Starting point is 04:56:38 and would have risked a rough refusal from Sir Joseph. he would have at least pleaded his own cause offered the devotion of an honourable man and taken his chance with the father but between him and the woman he loved there stood a hideous spectre the shadow that walketh at noonday the terror of a disease whose lightest aspect would chill that tender womanly heart and whose fiercer phases might bring disgust as well as fear to the mind which now associated him with only noble and gracious things horrible thrice horrible that the woman he loved should ever look upon him in the clutch of those devils whose grip he had once felt rending and tearing him a year of cloudless wedded life could not obliterate one moment of that grisly horror when the face she loved would be convulsed and changed and the lips she had been convulsed and changed and the lips she had had kissed would be disfigured with foam and blood no love and marriage the natural lot of other men from the pier to the ploughman were not for Brandon Mountford fate had given
Starting point is 04:58:19 him good looks a keen intelligence a fine frame but fate had laid upon him the burden of hereditary disease and he must bear his burden with manly fortitude he must not let an innocent and loving girl wither under the blight that lay upon him once during those happy days at ellersley just when he was beginning to realize the fact that his love was returned and was beginning to foreshadow the sorrow of parting he was reminded of his misery by an attack of le petit malle sitting in the sunlit garden watching marie and sybil playing tennis two supple flying forms in gowns whose whiteness flashed in the sunshine the cloud came over him he sat with fixed unseeing eyes knowing nothing till he heard a clock striking the hour and awakening as from a dull and heavy sleep, he saw that the two girls had left the tennis court, that the net had been taken down,
Starting point is 04:59:37 and he was sitting alone. That attack, slight and harmless though it was, roused Mountford to immediate action, finding it very difficult to resist Sir Joseph's hospitable urgency, strengthened as it was by his own unwillingness to depart, Mountford made all his preparations for departure quietly one morning, packed portmanteau and fishing tackle without asking help from anybody, with all the handiness of a traveller accustomed to roughing it in an uncivilized country. He had made up his mind irrevocably. He would leave Ellersley
Starting point is 05:00:23 next morning for London, spend the summer among his friends in, or near London and go back to Africa in the autumn. He meant to say nothing more about departure till he met Sir Joseph at breakfast on the following morning when he could take a swift and sudden leave on the pretense of a summons from McKinsman, which excuse would not be very great divergence from truth since an old bachelor uncle, his mother's elder, elder, brother, who had made a fortune as a banker in Melbourne, had for some time been urgent in his invitations. Mountford had excused himself from accompanying Urquhart to the river, and had left Sybil and
Starting point is 05:01:15 her inseparable companion, sauntering together on the terrace outside the breakfast-room, perhaps waiting for him to propose river or sea or moreland ramble. Whatever they might have intended, Brandon Mountford left them to their own devices and went straight to his room where he began the prosaic task of folding his clothes and disposing them in two well-worn portminto which smelt of tar and seawater
Starting point is 05:01:52 and looking over and packing his supply of flies and tackle, thinking with a despairing mournfulness of the river which he might never fish again. Never had he been so happy, or so unhappy, as at Ellersley. He paused in his morning's work once as he crossed the room, arrested by his own image in the Cheval glass. He stopped to survey himself, deliberately from top to toe, looking at himself with the smite, of bitterness, the smile that curls the lips with an upward curve, while the eyes remain fixed and gloomy. Not a half-bad-looking fellow, he commented scornfully, tall, well-set-up, a broad forehead,
Starting point is 05:02:46 a bold, well-opened eye, features fairly regular, skin without a blemish. and then he took a book from the pocket of his portmanteau, a thin cloth-bound octavo, and opened it at a page which had been read often enough for the volume to open of its own accord at that particular place. This was the passage he had marked with the broad, heavy stroke of a red pencil. Characteristics Tragescence of face Distortion of mouth and eyes Immability of pupil
Starting point is 05:03:31 Bloody froth Issuing from mouth This is the usual attack Or the Grand Mal And not much room for a man to be Vain of his looks Who is subject to such a transformation As that
Starting point is 05:03:48 He said to himself As he put the book Back into its hiding place He had bought this exhaustive treatise upon his malady by a specialist after his first attack, and had read and re-read the dismal detail so coldly, so plainly described, not for the study of the sufferer, but for the calmer intelligence of the healer, the man of science, to whom the most revolting of maladies is only an interesting study, most interesting when.
Starting point is 05:04:26 most terrible. He had read the whole history of this strange disease. He had read of individual cases and their abnormal developments. He had hung with a grisly fascination over the story of the unhappy victim, who, after being subject to epilepsy in its normal form from his childhood at seven and twenty years of age, suffered a sudden change in the nature of his malady, and became the victim of a murderous instinct, which he resisted with the greatest difficulty, wrestling with himself, as the demoniacs of old wrestled, fighting against the savage thirst for bloodshed, which urged him to slay even his nearest and dearest. the mother he loved, the father he had honored and obeyed all his life.
Starting point is 05:05:27 That story of horror had eaten itself, like some corroding acid into Brandon's brain. What if, over his distorted mind, that same fierce thirst of blood should come, suddenly like a fiery atmosphere steeping his senses, suddenly, like the branding heat of the tropical sun, leaping out of a tempestuous sky. There was no reason why he should not suffer a change, as terrible as that which had made the Swabian peasant's life an existence of fear and trembling. Horror, unutterable. To have won the woman he loved, to have promised to care for her and cherish her,
Starting point is 05:06:18 to be trusted and loved by her, and, after a year or so of bliss, to wake up one day a creature of demoniac impulses, transformed from man to devil, yet knowing himself man, fighting against his evil genius, conscience of his criminal instincts, yet unable to conquer them, unable to save him, himself from his own insane longings and seeing the wife he worshipped fall at his feet his idol and his victim yes in that homicidal fury he might murder her her the woman he loved the horror of the thought was strong upon him as he sank into a chair by the bed and buried his face in the pillows it was was foolish to have opened that accursed book, he told himself, a book not intended for the lay mind. What good could it do to him to read of extreme cases? His was not an abnormal case, might never become severe or exceptional, although his mother's history had been of the saddest. He bore no resemblance to his mother physically. She had been fragile and delicate, It pale, ethereal.
Starting point is 05:07:51 He was strongly built, like his father, tall and broad-shouldered, hardy and active. He had been living down the danger of inherited malady ever since those first threatenings of evil. No, he would not be such a coward. As to dwell upon hideous forebodings, he would make that one sacrifice which honor and conscience demanded of him. He would live and die a stranger to those domestic ties which form so large a portion of man's happiness, but he would not poison his solitary existence by brooding over darkest possibilities. He would call Christian philosophy to his aid.
Starting point is 05:08:39 He would not look beyond the evil of today, towards the potential misery of the coming years, argue with himself as he might, the opening of that book had unhinged him. He left his packing half-finished, and went down to the drawing-room, whence he had heard the sound of the piano, and two fresh young voices in an Italian duet, which he knew well as a favourite of the two girls. The gong sounded for luncheon as he entered the room, and Sybil rose from the piano. they all three went down together to the dining-room and took their seats at a table that was much too large for though small a party sir joseph had gone to carlyle on railway business and urquhart was spending the day on the banks of the river i thought you were with mr irkart civil said to brandon or that you would hardly if it deserted us all the morning i had had
Starting point is 05:09:42 some work I was obliged to do. I was a martyr to duty. Letter-writing, I suppose. I know what a burden that is. Sybil answered lightly. I could not spare one of my innumerable aunts and cousins, but it weighs rather heavily upon me when they all want long, gossipy letters. There is not much material for gossip at Ellersley. No, I suppose you do find. a dearth of incident sometimes. Brendan answered absently, his eyes looking down
Starting point is 05:10:20 at his plate. He ate hardly anything, and might be said to lunch upon a glass of claret and a biscuit. And, he who had been accustomed to sustain the leading part in all their conversation today, hardly spoke a word.
Starting point is 05:10:39 He looked up suddenly and found Sybil's eyes fixed upon him, the fair young face, full of anxiety. She blushed as their eyes met. Whatever your work was, I'm afraid it was too much for you, she said hurriedly. You were looking very white and tired. Is he not looking ill, Marie? She asked with an embarrassed air, as if she wanted to cover her own too anxious regard for
Starting point is 05:11:13 his welfare by making it at general point. question. I dare say, Mr. Manfred, feels the sudden change till summer heat as much as the rest of us, Marie Arnold answered, but whatever his sufferings may be, he ought to be flattered at finding himself the object of such solicitude on your part. Sybil gazed at her in wondering distress. Could this be Marie? Marie, who had loved her with more than, and a sister's affection, Marie, her slave, her worshipper, whose sympathy had never been wanting in her life,
Starting point is 05:11:52 till within these last few weeks when an inexplicable change had been coming over her. They sat in silence till the end of the meal, an idle formula for all three. They rose in silence, and Sybil walked listlessly to an open window on her way to the garden,
Starting point is 05:12:12 while Marie went out quickly at the door, so quickly that brandon had no time to open it for her he followed sibyl to the garden overtook her on the terrace and walked by her side slowly and for the most part dumbly to the sun-clon where the girls often played tennis we shall have no tennis this afternoon i'm afraid said sybil obliged to talk about something since her embarrassment made silence painful. Marie is not in the humor for tennis. She seems rather in an ungracious mood. Is she subject to that kind of outbreak? She is a little impetuous and hot-headed at times, but she never used to be out of temper with me. I fancy jealousy is at the bottom of the mystery, Sibyl. Jealousy?
Starting point is 05:13:17 Sybil echoed the word with lips that trembled faintly as she looked at him. Yes. Miss Arnold has one of those unhappy tempers in which affection takes its most exacting form. She loves you intensely, and she is jealous of the slightest kindness you show to anyone else. she sees that you are inclined to be my friend to accept me as a kinsman almost as a brother almost as a brother sybil echoed in a whisper so faint as to escape brandon's ear she saw your kind concern about my haggard looks and she was angry that you should be anxious about anybody but herself you must care only for her she loves you with all her heart and mind as we are told we must love god and she wants all your heart and mind in return she's always been warm-hearted and affectionate but i had no idea she could be jealous she was never so disagreeable as she was to-day no
Starting point is 05:14:40 it was hard that she should grudge me your kindly feeling to-day of all days for it is my last at ellersley he could not keep his eyes from her face as he made the announcement he had meant to tell her nothing of his intention till the next day and then to take a hurried farewell to give no time for the betrayal of strong feeling on either side but seeing her tender concern for his health so innocently indicated in her womanly speech at luncheon his resolution had faltered and he had abandoned the idea of getting over all the difficulties by a brutal suddenness no he thought it was better to tell her quietly and if need were to explain his motives he could not let her think that she was nothing to him and that her love had been wasted on a stock or stone her face whitened and after walking at his side in silence for a few minutes she sank helplessly upon the first garden-seat to which they came sank down without a word and sat pale and dumb the work which tired me the same the work which tired me the same morning was the work of packing my portmanteau brandon pursued i travel without a servant and like looking after my own belongings i have had a glorious time at ellersley and i can never be grateful enough for your kindness which has made the place as dear and as home-like as if i had been born here or for sir joseph's generous hospit
Starting point is 05:16:37 to a man who had no claim upon him. But you did have a claim on him. In his mind a very strong claim, You are my mother's kinsman, and he loves all whom she loved, or who belong to her by race or kindred. He is the most generous man I know. There are men in his position who might dislike me
Starting point is 05:17:09 because I am the son of the man whose despairing unspoken love was given to Lucy Mountford. You know my father's story, I dare say, Sybil. I know that he loved my mother, before she and my mother ever met, with a love that could never be told, for he learnt to love her unawares and too late. My father told me the story a year ago when he gave me some of my mother's jewels. It pleased him to talk to me about her, and her trustfulness in him. Yes, he loved her too late. That is a story, a common story in Mayfair. My poor father's
Starting point is 05:17:59 fate was a sad one, and he left a gloomy heritage to me. I don't understand What do you mean that he left you poorly provided for? Faulted. Sybil. Poorly provided for? Sybil, do you think that I am the kind of man to whine because I have to bear the burden of narrow means? I can cry with Othello.
Starting point is 05:18:28 Steep me in poverty to the very lips. I can laugh at poverty. Could fight the battle of life with the best of the rich men I know. the inheritance which darkens my life is a heavier cross than the pinch of poverty my heritage is a malady which sets me apart from my fellow-men and which has determined me to go down to my grave without wife or home a wanderer on the face of the earth sybil listened silently but her tightly clasped hands and teethe tears, which trembled on her eyelids, were enough to indicate her feelings. She had only one idea of hereditary malady, and that was consumption. She had heard of those who were doomed in their cradles to early death,
Starting point is 05:19:25 of lovely girls fading in the dawn of youth, of young men drooping and withering when life seemed fairest, victims of a fate, which those who knew their family history had far told from the beginning of the life journey. Faintly, timidly, she murmured words of hopefulness. You look so strong, and you have led such an act of life, Brandon. Surely, even if your father was consumptive, there is no reason that you should inherit. Consumptive, exclaimed Brandon, catching at the word. yes it was better for him that she should believe the hereditary taint to be that only this is a disease which as always an interesting aspect to the lay mind the gradual decay the fatal beauty of hectic colouring and lustrous eyes
Starting point is 05:20:28 Far better that she should think him the foredoomed victim to consumption than that he should be forced to explain the horrible truth, to trouble her imagination with hideous images. I have accepted my fate, Sybil, he went on. It is only within the last few weeks that I have felt the cruelty of my destiny, but I should be something less than a man if I were to ask the girl I love. to share my burden. If she really loved you, she would wish to share it, to be your nurse and comforter, should your fears ever be realized, or to help you to forget that you have any cause for fear, until perhaps you and she would be able to look back in time to come and smile at your past fears. No, no, Sybil. That is an alluring picture. Great God. What a world of happiness you spread before me with a few little words.
Starting point is 05:21:34 No, Sybil, such happiness is not for me. I have to carve out a sterner path for myself, to be content for the life of adventure, to find my companions and pleasures and scenes, so shifting and varied, that the tasks and dangers of my daily existence will crowd out regretful memories, and leave no time for brooding upon that which might have been. I have made up my mind. I shall never marry. I have no doubt it will be easy for you to adhere to that resolution,
Starting point is 05:22:15 Sybil said with assumed lightness, wounded to the quick by a speech, to which her own mind implied a rejection of her sympathy. You are fond of a life of adventure, and if you do not care for anybody, and are not likely to care, if I do not care, oh, Sybil, you know as well as I do, you must surely know how much I care, how entirely my life has slipped out of my own keeping, and has become dependent for all its sunshine upon another life.
Starting point is 05:22:53 Why should we fence with facts, and make a lab, its speeches to each other as if we were strangers as if it were not in our blood to care for each other you the child of the woman my father adored and who gave him her love not knowing that he was fettered and bound I had made up my mind to leave this place with my story untold to carry my secret if it should be a secret away with me in the wilderness to bury it there in the explorers shifting camp all my plans were made for a sudden departure to-morrow morning without a word of love or sorrow but one little look of yours just now at luncheon was enough to break down every determination i resolved that you should at least know how dearly you are loved and how fate has foredoomed your lover i am glad miss arnold has given me the chance of saying all this to your ear only but even as she but even had she been as watchful as you as she usually is i must have spoken even her presence could not have silenced me if you really mean what you have said if it is not mere idle flattery perhaps meant only to spare me the humiliation of having seemed to care too much for you.
Starting point is 05:24:36 Sybil. I have not spoken half the truth. I can't help believing you, she said naively. I hardly think you would be so cruel as to deceive me. Yes, Brandon, I do believe that you love me, as truly and faithfully as I love you. And I want to. I want to, you to understand that even at the worst, if you were destined to suffer long years of ill-health, to die while you are still young, in spite of all that love and care can do to save you, even if it were so, she went on, her voice broken by sobs, I have no higher hope than to be your wife, your nurse, and your consoler, to lighten all the burdens of life for you, to crowd into those short years of yours, all the happiness that this beautiful earth can give in its fairest places under the brightest skies.
Starting point is 05:25:45 Let me be your wife, Brandon. I know that you are poor, and that my father has other views, ambitious ideas, which he will forget for my sake. He has only to know How much I care for you And he will consent to anything I ask Stop! For God's sake! Stop! cried Brandon starting to his feet Snatching away the hand upon which she had laid Her own
Starting point is 05:26:18 With a tremulously fluttering touch You don't know what you're talking about hereditary thisis is bad enough a martyrdom for a patient and nurse a melancholy pilgrimage toward an untimely grave along a path beset with stones that wound and thorns that tear not by any means
Starting point is 05:26:45 the poetical fading from life which poets have taught you to believe but thisis is a kind of kindly disease compared to the doom that hangs over me my lot is the torment that you have read of in the gospel I am the man possessed of devils and there is no divine healer upon earth now to exercise Satan's crew the devils have it all their own way science has only found palliative measures she has found no more for the
Starting point is 05:27:27 He must bear his burden as my malady is not shown itself at its worst But the worst will come no doubt in due time I too shall be an interesting case My paroxysms will be worthy of record and textbooks God knows what form those latter phases may assume it might be murder Brandon how can you say such things it could never be I You are giving yourself up to groundless fears. I am not afraid. Not afraid?
Starting point is 05:28:05 Even of devils? Ah, Sybil. I know. I know. With good women, love means a vocation for martyrdom. But I am not the man to accept such a sacrifice. My dear love, my dear, dear love, you have given me a memory to cherish,
Starting point is 05:28:27 and take comfort. from through all these days of my life you have made me ineffably happy but my happiness must go hand in hand with renunciation I must never more be your friend and companion till the years have made us grave elderly people and I can be the homely unobtrusive amy de la meson a godfather a sufrater for your children let me kiss you just once the kiss of a long farewell and then I shall be able to say she has loved me I have lived the words came in a torrent the man looked radiant exalted by the passion of self-sacrifice Sybil had risen from the bench and was standing looking at him pleadingly with part of lips that seemed
Starting point is 05:29:26 to be struggling for words in which to oppose his decision he caught her suddenly in his arms and silenced those tremulous lips with a kiss once and once only he said that kiss has to last me for life he released her from his arms and looking up he saw marie arnold standing a few paces behind sybil as if She has suddenly stopped in her approach to them. The look in her face chilled him, checked, the rushing tide of passion. What a terrible face it was! Pale to ghastliness with vivid lips! If this is what jealousy made of the girl, he remembered, in the bright friendliness of their earlier acquaintance,
Starting point is 05:30:23 jealousy must be indeed a fiendish. passion. Her expression changed as he looked at her, but, quickly, as she controlled her countenance, he could see the effort it cost her to quiet those writhing lips. To quiet those writhing lips, and summon up a pale, cold smile. I have been looking for you everywhere, Siebel, she said, I wanted to know your plans, the afternoon. I have no plans. I think you might allow me an afternoon to myself
Starting point is 05:31:08 without roaming about in search of me like an unquiet spirit. An afternoon to yourself and Mr. Mountford, I suppose you mean. Precisely, Mr. Mountford and I have a good deal to talk about on his last day at Ellersley. He's last day. The words came in a gasp, and Marie's large, dark eyes turned to Mountfort,
Starting point is 05:31:37 with a look of undisguised despair. Is that true? she asked. Are you really going away, tomorrow? Yes, Miss Arnold, even the most delightful visit must end. My visit to Ellersley has been unconscionably long. but Sir Joseph doesn't know that you are going. I heard him begging you to stay till the end of the month, only yesterday. Sir Joseph is the soul of hospitality.
Starting point is 05:32:14 He will know all about my plans tomorrow morning. He will be surprised, I think, when he knows all, answered Marie with an open sneer. Sibyl was walking, toward the house, Marie followed her, leaving Mountford alone on the tennis-lawn, looking idly along an opening in the shrubbery, toward a sunlit patch of sea which glittered like a jewel far away at the end of the glade. He walked and mused for nearly an hour.
Starting point is 05:32:51 He did not want to be alone with Sybil, now that the last word had been spoken, still less that he wished to be in her company under the hawk-like gaze of Marie Arnold, whose manner this afternoon had disquieted him beyond measure. There had been a passionate intensity which betrayed something more than jealousy of an adopted sister. Lightly as he esteemed his own powers of pleasing, he could hardly doubt after today that it was for him that this strange young woman cared. Contaguity, her secluded life, which had brought her so seldom into the society of a man of her own age, had made her even more impressionable than the common herd of girls, he told himself, and while all his thoughts had been absorbed by Sybil, the elder
Starting point is 05:33:56 older girl had been nursing her foolish fancies, wasting her feelings upon one of those sentimental attachments which make the misery of the emotional temperament. She will fall in love with the next decent-looking young man who comes to Ellersley, he thought contemptuously, setting the slightest value upon a regard which no look or word of his had ever courted. He thought of Marie only as a foolish and impulsive young person, whose persistent presence had bored him in his two brief hours of happiness, whose ill-humour of today had distressed Sybil. He returned to the house, after an hour's idle strolling, finished his packing, and then, finding it was only six o'clock, went back to
Starting point is 05:34:54 the grounds, intending to walk to the river, and perhaps return with Hubert Urquhart, who had been studiously civil to him, and whom he had of late avoided with a persistence that might look like incivility. He knew that Hubert admired Marie, and it seemed to him that the best thing that could happen for Sybil, if not the happiest thing for the girl herself, would be Marie's marriage with Urquhart. a young woman with such a temper as this young woman had exhibited to-day would be a danger to sybil's peace so long as she remained an inmate of sir joseph's house and uncontrolled by the strong hand of a husband the best thing for such a girl would be to marry and to find her master as she would inevitably do in hubert urquhart on this last day brandon had surreptitiously avoided the afternoon tea-hour in the drawing-room or on the terrace an hour which he had hitherto enjoyed as almost the pleasantest in the tranquil gladness of his days at ellersley
Starting point is 05:36:14 after those passionate words and that farewell kiss he shrank from meeting sibyl till the family dinner should bring them together, when Sir Joseph and Urquhart, and possibly the curate, who often dined with him, would make sentiment impossible. In the family circle he and his dear love could meet and talk and bid each other good-night, with the calm reserve of friends who were nothing more than friends. A long bank of clouds piled up against the western sky, had hidden the sun when brand-drawn, went back to the shrubbery and there was the suggestion of rain in the atmosphere urchart and the gardeners had been sighing for rain and now it seemed they were likely to have their desire the air was colder with the approach of evening and brandon felt the chilling change as he entered the little fir wood that sheltered ellersley from the northwestern gales under the dark foliage of the firs the the gray evening had already gathered, although the sunset was still far off.
Starting point is 05:37:29 Brandon was glad to find himself in that faded light, glad of the solitude, glad even of the gloom which hung about the long, narrow alleys, cut through the monotony of the tall brown shafts. Heavier shadows crept over the irregular masses of undergrowth, rhododendrum, Beverly, and Laurel, which made a darkness below in harmony with the darkness above. A terrible depression of spirits had followed upon Brandon's exaltation of a few hours before. In those brief moments by the tennis-lawn, when Sybil was clasped in his arms, and their lips met in the farewell kiss, he had fancied that the mere knowledge of having loved her and being loved again by her who was for him the most perfect among women would suffice for the consolation of his afterlife
Starting point is 05:38:33 that he could not be utterly unhappy having been so beloved but now his spirits had sunk into a gloom deeper than the sadness of the morning when a single page of that fatal book had reminded him of his miserable inheritance. A despondency more painful than he had ever known had taken possession of him within the last few hours, a despair that weighed upon him like an actual burden, as if a leaden hand, the gigantic hand of some monstrous being, were pressing down upon his brain. It was even worse than despair. It was abject fear. Fear of he knew not what.
Starting point is 05:39:30 A vague, inexplicable dread, which chilled his blood, and slackened every nerve. He longed to be once more within the touch of his fellow man. He tried to quicken his pace, hoping to meet Urquhart returning from the river. It was along this woodland path that the fisherman generally returned. Yes, Urquhart would come this way, soon perhaps, or
Starting point is 05:40:03 it might be that it was too early for him. Brandon tried to remember the hour, but could not. Was it late, or early, early afternoon, or evening? Or was this gray dimness, the mysterious gray of dawn, before the sun is above the horizon. It was not an hour, since he had paused in the hall to compare his watch with the eight-day clock, supposed to be an infallible timekeeper, and yet he did not remember
Starting point is 05:40:35 if it were evening or morning. Even the memory of his impassioned scene with Sybil had grown shadowy. Was it only a dream after all? he had dreamt that she had been kind that she had confessed her regard for him had offered to share the burden of his days yes it must have been a dream his whole existence seemed strange and dreamlike he had no assurance of anything but the straight brown shafts like the pillars of a rude indian temple which rose up on every side of him and even those looked dim and blurred as he gazed at them with eyes which slowly fixed themselves and from which the faculty sight slowly faded the leaden hand pressed harder and heavier upon his brain he felt the dull beating the agonizing pain under that in the inexorable pressure. He staggered a few paces further, blindly, helplessly, struck his shoulder against a tree on the right hand, reeled to the left, and grazed his hand against a tree on the other
Starting point is 05:42:07 side of the path, then fell like a log, head foremost, into a tangle of arpitus, and rhododendrum. fern and briar. Brandon Mountford's next knowledge of his own existence was a sharp, gnawing pain in his right shoulder, a pain that made him aware that he was lying in a cramped position, with a greater part of his weight bearing upon the right arm and shoulder. He was aware, too, of a chilling rain, falling steadily through the darkness, a rain that must have been falling for some time, for the rhododendrum bushes, through which he thrust his hand, and his struggle to raise himself for dripping. It was pitch dark under the fir trees,
Starting point is 05:43:03 not a star to be seen in the heavy blackness of the sky, to which he looked up, wonderingly, again puzzled as to the lapse of time. Was it the darkness of evening, or of midnight, he wondered. He got up on his feet with an effort, and struggled and stumbled a few paces forward, catching at the trees as he went, stumbled on a little way, weak in limb, confused in brain, and then stumbled against something lying in the fern at his feet, stumbled and fell on one knee, his extended hand clutching at the obstacle as he. he fell his hand touched another hand his fingers closed automatically on the soft fabric of a woman's gown the silky softness of fine cashmere such as he had seen sybil and her companion wear for tennis and boating the material which both girls were oftener than any other dim and clouded as his brain was as his brain was as after the long interval of unconsciousness,
Starting point is 05:44:22 he knew the touch of that soft fabric, how often he had thrilled at the brief contact as he drew the folds of Sybil's skirt away from the gunwale when she was seating herself in the boat. Yes, even in that troubled half-consciousness, his sense of touch recognized something associated with the girl he loved, Sybil
Starting point is 05:44:48 Sybil He called with a horse Half-stifled cry He had no Thought of any other than Sybil His clouded memory Hardly recalled the existence Of that elder girl
Starting point is 05:45:04 Who had been Sybil's shadow In the darkness Under the cold night wind That was meaning And moaning In the fir trees Under the rhythmical
Starting point is 05:45:15 Dropping of the rain pattering on Rhododendrum and Laurel, noiseless on bramble and fern, he knelt beside that prostrate figure, and he clutched that cold and stiffening hand. There was just light enough for him to see the white gown, the white face, staring upward. Was she dead? He bent closer and closer, peering through the dark, and suddenly a cry broke from his lips a cry that was not all agony surely that was dark
Starting point is 05:46:02 hair that framed the whiteness of the face not sibyl's soft fair hair or was it only the darkness of night that made the hair seem black was she dead he tried to raise the lifeless form upon one strong arm, while he felt with the other for the beating of the heart. She had fainted, perhaps, and that icy rigidity of the fingers he had clasped, was only a sign of a swoon. Oh, God, this was, verily, death! No heart-throb beat below his trembling hand. there was nothing but the fluttering of his own quickened pulse as he waited and listened with his ear low down against the girl's breast not simple he kept muttering to himself is it marie poor marie but why how he started from his knees with a shriek of horror
Starting point is 05:47:20 The hand that had been lying on her breast was wet and daft with blood. He knew the touch of that, for the hunter and the dweller in the wilderness, there could be no uncertainty as to that thick and viscous fluid, which covered his clammy fingers and trickled about his wrist. End of Chapter 9. Chapter 10 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain.
Starting point is 05:48:15 For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 10. What do you know about this? Brandon Mountford's senses were still confused by the horror of his discovery, when he saw a light approaching slowly and indeterminately among the tall, dark fur trunks, now appearing, now disappearing, as the man who carried it moved circuitously about. The position of the light, near the ground, and its oscillation, indicated a stable lantern.
Starting point is 05:49:01 Whoever carried it, there was the promise of light. light which in this crisis meant help. Brandon tried to call to the man, but his lips were dry and dumb. His convulsed throat could shape no sound. He wanted to shout his loudest, but the effort produced only a hoarse whisper, and again he felt the iron hand pressing down his brain, denumbing every muscle, paralyzing every nerve. His knees bent under him, and he sank at the side of the dead woman whose face he feared to see.
Starting point is 05:49:43 The dark hair. The dark hair. There lay his hope. It could not be civil. He stretched out a tremulous hand and laid his cold fingers lightly over that colder countenance, trying to read those features as a blind man would have very much. read them. He felt the marble skin, the parted lips, the widely opened eyes, but the blind man's sensitive touch was wanting. His hand told him nothing. It gave him only the dismal assurance
Starting point is 05:50:23 of death. And all this time the light went wavering in and out among the dark fur trunks. receding advancing again he tried to shout but the muscles of his throat were tightened to choking and soundless thank god the light came nearer close either his low moan of almost voiceless agony was heard or the lantern had revealed that whiteness amidst the dark underwood for the man who carried the light came running to the spot with an exclamation of horror look here joe she's fainted she must have been lying here ever so long the two men came closer the lantern light shone upon the dead face yes it was mary arnold A strange half-savage sound burst from Brandon's lips, an inarticulate cry, which was almost a laugh. The relief, the rapture of knowing that this dead clay was not Sybil, made him for that one wild moment cruelly indifferent to the fate of any other woman upon earth. Lord, help us, I'm a feared at something worse than a faint, remarked to the other man in a scared
Starting point is 05:52:08 voice, while Tom held the lantern over the dead face in the blood-stained whiteness of the gown, and then slowly turned the light full upon the man who knelt beside the corpse. It's Mr. Mountford, he said wonderingly, Do you know anything about this piece of work, sir? No, Brandon answered like a man talking in his sleep. When did you find her? I don't know. Oh, come, sir.
Starting point is 05:52:44 You must know when you found her. Us two have been looking for her ever since about nine o'clock. They're all in a dreadful way up at the house, and nobody knowed what had got you neither. Miss Higginson was like mad with fright. She's been roving about the gardens for over an hour, hunting for Miss Arnold, and she went back to the house to satisfy Sir Joseph. Come, sir, can't you throw no light upon this ghastly business? It looks terrible like murder.
Starting point is 05:53:22 The man looked from the marble face upon the ground to the living face staring down at it. and almost as much like marble in its colorless rigidity. Darkest suspicions lurked in the minds of the two stablemen as they looked from the dead to the living and back again from the living to the dead. With true North country caution, they suppressed all further exclamations, all comments on the hideous act and the wonder. of it. But, with furtive glances at Brandon as he knelt by the corpse, they began in low voices, and with a matter-of-fact air, to discuss what ought to be done. Don't move her, said Tom Dane, the elder of the two stablemen. She mustn't be touched till the constable has seen her. Who's to fetch the constable?
Starting point is 05:54:27 whispered Joe, looking at Brandon. You'd better run to the stables and send a lad on horseback and then come back to me as sharp as you can. We mustn't lose sight of him. The last sentence was in a whisperer, but their caution seemed needless, for Brandon had the look of a man who neither heard nor he did the things around him. "'You ain't afeard to stop along of her?' asked Joe, also in a whisper. "'No, I ain't afeard. Look sharp, and send up to the house from Mr. Urquhart, same time, and bring him along here. He'll have to break it to Sir Joseph.
Starting point is 05:55:12 Poor old gentleman!' He won't get over it easy, muttered Tom Dane, standing with a lantern in his hand, looking down at the dead face, the white, Raymond died with that dreadful stain which spread over breast and shoulders, changing the whiteness to a hideous red, loathsome to the touch, horrible to the sight. He asked no further questions of the man he found, stooping over the corpse, and whose answers had been strange enough to alarm the least suspicious mind. His glances followed Brandon as he lifted himself slowly from his crouching position beside the corpse, and moved a pace or two backward.
Starting point is 05:56:00 At the faintest suggestion of flight, the stableman would have laid violent hands on this guest of Sir Joseph's, of whom Tom Dane knew very little, save that he had always behaved as a gentleman in his relations with the stable, acknowledging every service with a gentleman like tip, which was more than could be said of Mr. Urquhart. Brandon moved no further in the nearest fir-tree, and stood, leaning against the rough, brown trunk, inert and motionless. He remained in the same listless attitude for an interval that seemed very long to Dane, who shifted and fidgeted about among the fern and brambles, and changed the position of his lantern every now and then, looking at the dead face,
Starting point is 05:56:58 as if he almost hoped to see life return to those clay, cold, lineaments. "'What o'clock is it?' Brandon asked, suddenly breaking the silence which weighed upon Tom Dane since it's like a nightmare dream. "'Pass ten, sir.' "'Past ten.' And I left the house before dinner. What have I been doing? Where have I been? In this wood.
Starting point is 05:57:28 This wood all the time? The words were spoken dreamily, in vague, self-questioning. Brandon was struggling against a headache which made speech, agony. Tom Dane put down the whole thing as a clever bit of acting. Oh, come now, sir. he cried for getting his determination to say nothing you know where you've been and what you've been doing and how this poor young woman came by her death you know a good deal more about it than i should like to know and i don't ask you no questions and i don't want you to commit yourself as the saying is but shamming ain't no good with tom dane that cock won't fight Brandon looked fixedly at the speaker, but made no reply, that direct yet vacant gaze
Starting point is 05:58:28 was the look of one who bears without comprehending, but the groom, having made up his mind that this man was a murderer, saw only a studied assumption of lunacy. This time seemed interminable to Tom Dane before his quick ear caught the rustling sound of footsteps among the thick growth of primroses and daffodils that carpeted the little wood, and yet it was less than half an hour before Brennan reappeared, accompanied by Hubert Urquhart. They had run most of the way from the house, and both were breathless, the gentleman, the more so, doubtless as the more sensitive frame and temperament.
Starting point is 05:59:24 Urquhart bent down to look at the corpse, gingerly, as if fearing to spoil the spotlessness of his evening clothes, by contact with that dead form, stained with the dark stream in which the young life had ebbed away. Yes, it is, Miss Arnold. Poor girl! Poor girl! What does it all mean? What troubles could she have had to bring her to such a pass as, this. Why should she kill herself? he muttered. I don't think she did kill herself, sir, said Dane. Looks a precious sight more like will for murder than suicide, to my fancy. I did not to be talking about my fancies,
Starting point is 06:00:14 perhaps, but I've had an ugly time of it in this here wood, and a man can't help thinking when he's left face to face with a murdered corpse. "'Hold your tongue, Tom. You mustn't talk about murder.' "'Very well, sir. I dare say you're right. But I shall think all the more.' Urquhart turned to Brandon, looking at him with keenest scrutiny. "'What do you know about this, Mountford?' he asked shortly. "'Nothing. I found her lying there. That's all I know. It was dark. I saw a figure and a white gown lying among the bracken.
Starting point is 06:00:59 I thought at first, with a shudder, that it was Sybil. I could not see the face. It was only when they brought the lantern that I was sure it was Marie Arnold. But where had you been all the evening? They waited dinner for you and Marie. I was late myself, but I was in the drawing room at a quarter past eight, and we did not go to dinner until half-past. Where were you?
Starting point is 06:01:28 What were you doing? Where was I? Here in this wood. What was I doing? Lying like a log, as unconscious as that dead girl. I can just remember falling against one of those trees, and then it was all darkness. If there was thought or sensation in my brain,
Starting point is 06:01:50 I remember nothing that I thought or felt. It was a fit of some kind, then I suppose? Yes, it was a fit. Not the first, but by far the longest lapse of consciousness I've ever had. I did not know you were subject to such things. They are not things a man cares to talk about, but you needn't trouble about my malady. That is just a minor detail just now.
Starting point is 06:02:27 What we have to find out is how this poor girl came by her death. The clouds were clearing from his brain. In the manner and aspect, he was rapidly becoming the Mr. Mountford of everyday life, whom Tom Dane knew and respected. Was he really recovering from an interval of lunacy, the stable man wondered, or had he made up his mind that shaming was useless now that clear-headed Mr. Urquhart was here to investigate the hideous business? You had a lapse of consciousness, you say, said Urquhart.
Starting point is 06:03:10 Have you any idea how long it lasted? I'm not very clear on that point. I had been feeling ill ever since the morning, but I was worried, and my mind was too occupied to allow me to take much notice of my own sensations. Had it been otherwise, I might have suspected that the fit was coming, might have been wise enough to shut myself in my own room. But I had a good deal to think about, and I am a man who wants space and movement for thought. I may have roamed around the root, roamed about the wood for a longish time.
Starting point is 06:03:52 I know I rather expected to meet you on your way from the river. As for the time, all I know is that the sun had not gone down. Did you see anything of Miss Arnold while you were in the wood? No. The last I saw of Miss Arnold was when she and Miss Higginson left the time. tennis lawn together about an hour after luncheon. Have you finished your interrogation, Urquhart? I wonder you didn't begin by warning me that anything I might say would be used against me by and by. I wonder that you should wonder at my asking questions in the face of such a mystery as that, retorted Urquhart, pointing to the figure on the ground.
Starting point is 06:04:42 A mystery. Yes, you are right there. It is a mystery, said Mountford, pressing his hand upon his brow. The troubled look came back to his face. When he dropped his hand from his brow, there was a dazed expression in his eyes and a nervous movement about his lips. He walked a few paces away and seated himself upon a felled trunk which lay across the tangle of bracken and ivy. He rested his elbows on his knees and led his head droop forward upon his clasped hands, and thus, in dead silence, waited for the next act in the tragedy.
Starting point is 06:05:28 Urquhart lighted a cigar, and walked slowly up and down a little bit of pathway, near which the dead girl lay. This narrow track between the fur trunks was not the most frequented way across the wood, but it was the nearest way from the river to the gardens, and it was the path which the salmon fishers had generally used. The spot where Marie lay was not more than 20 yards from the footpath. The village constable arrived with a coast guardsman to help him in maintaining authority should he find the situation too much for him, single-handed. The groom told him that they had got the murderer, and it would be his duty to take him into custody.
Starting point is 06:06:14 There was a lock-up, a very old building close to the sea, which had done duty in the past, chiefly as a place of detention for smugglers, which still smelt of courtage and tar. The constable approached the scene with a stolid, business-like air, and knelt down to investigate the attitude and appearance of that marble figure from whose aspect the other two men shrink with a thrill of pain. It was a ghastly thing to see the deliberate way in which the official lifted the clay-cold hand
Starting point is 06:06:51 and noted the wounds on breast and shoulder. It's a bad business, he said, rising slowly and looking from Urquhart, standing erect and tall at a few paces from the corpse, to Mountfort, sitting in a crouching attitude with his knees drawn up to his chin pale as death with roughened hair and soddened garments stained and blotched with moss and clay urquard had not stopped to put on an overcoat he was an evening dress smart and trim shirt perfectly fitting hair well brushed hands showing white in the gleam of the lantern a man evidently called away from the dinner-table and all the amenities of life to look upon this mysterious horror the constable contemplated him with respect not unmingled with admiration how different a creature like this other man sitting on the fallen tree with brooding brow and lowered eyelids and clenched hands in which the swollen veins showed like cordage clenched yes and darkened with a stain which the constable's keen eyes noted as he drew near with lifted lantern examining Brandon
Starting point is 06:08:15 Mountford with an insolent deliberation what do you know about this sir he asked roughly nothing answered Brandon lifting his bloodshot eyes nothing more than your own eyes can tell you I found her lying there as she lies now an hour ago two hours hours, three hours, I don't know. It seems an eternity. You are the third person who has questioned me. There'll have to be a good many more questions asked before this year business is done with, said the constable. He stepped aside and took counsel with Urquhart, keeping an eye upon Brandon all the time. He felt that this gentleman in evening dress, with calm and easy-bearing, was a person in authority, and the best
Starting point is 06:09:09 advisor he could have. Does Sir Joseph know? Sir Joseph knows nothing. I shall go straight to him, when we have settled to us to carry her. He could not bring himself to utter the dreadful word, which would better have described that burden to the house. I shall hurry on before, and tell them. But we mustn't let him go, sir, whispered. the policeman with a look which indicated Brandon. Let him go. Urquhart echoed, with a movement of surprise. Who says he wants to go?
Starting point is 06:09:54 Nobody, sir, but he might cut and run, you see. Things look very black against him. It'll be my duty to lock him up. Do you know who he is, man? Mr. Mountford, a cousin of Miss Higginson's. I can't help that, sir, not if he was her brother. If he's done it, he'll have to answer for what he's done. There can't be no favor in a murder case.
Starting point is 06:10:22 I'm bound to arrest him. What? Before the inquest? Yes, sir. We mightn't be able to find him after the inquest. Cool as he seems, sitting there waiting his hands are all over blood. There can't be no doubt he's done it. He seems dazed like.
Starting point is 06:10:42 But if there is a guilt in a man's face, he's the man who did it. I shall have to arrest him, sir, it's my duty. Then I suppose you must do your duty, but the thing is absurd. As for stains on his hands, well, he found her, lying there, and touched her, no doubt, in the surprise and horror of the discovery. He might as well just arrest me. He won't be locked up long if he ain't guilty, sir. The inquest will be tomorrow, I did.
Starting point is 06:11:16 dare say, and then the truth may come out. I don't believe she did it herself, poor young lady. I am going to Sir Joseph. Do what you like, only make arrangements for the removal to the house. The request was accentuated by a shrieking glance toward the spot where Marie Arnold lay, and then Hubert Urquhart started on his errand of dread and walked with rapid footsteps toward the shrubbery gate. He had been, or had seemed, calm and unshaken, throughout the discovery of the crime. But at the thought of what he had to do, cold drops of sweat broke out upon his forehead, and his knees felt weak and tremulous as he hurried unsteadily along. I don't like having to tell him. He might be a moment. He might be
Starting point is 06:12:18 He muttered to himself, "'It's hard lies for that old man.' He was very fond of her. Sir Joseph and Sybil were at the end of the terrace nearest the shrubbery, evidently waiting for news of the missing. "'Was it about Marie or about Brandon that she was most anxious?' Urquhart wondered, as he approached father and daughter. "'Have they found her?'
Starting point is 06:12:46 "'Sir Joseph asked eagerly. There was no need that Marie's name should be spoken. There could be no question as to the subject of his anxiety. Yes, something has happened. I must see you alone. Urquhart answered in a low voice, putting his arm through Sir Joseph's as he spoke, and drawing him gently away from Sybil. What is it? she cried, following them distractedly.
Starting point is 06:13:17 Why am I not to know? what has happened to them to brandon to marie speak out urquhart speak out mr urquhart i will know the worst she caught hold of his arm he had never seen her look so agitated she stood by his side looking at him with questioning eyes pale breathless resolute sir joseph for god's sake the truth is too horrible I can't, I can't tell her. Speak out, man, cried Joseph fiercely. Leave off torturing us. What is it? An accident, a calamity?
Starting point is 06:14:04 Is she hurt? Yes. Badly hurt? Or cart nodded. Dead? Yes. Oh, God. My poor girl.
Starting point is 06:14:14 My beautiful, Marie, my sweet, kind, loving girl. Dead. Great. in heaven how could she come by her death that is a mystery which will have to be solved Brandon Mountford found her in the fir-wood stabbed to death whether it was suicide or murder it was murder foul murder why should she kill herself she hadn't a care she knew she was loved, fondly loved, by an old man, who could deny her nothing. If she had not, the first place, she knew that she was very dear to me. She was content. Some incarnate devil
Starting point is 06:15:09 has killed her. Where is she? Let me see her. He rushed toward the path by which Urquhart had come. Urquhart, following him closely. Sybil sank down upon a garden seat, faint and helpless. Dad! Did death always come like this? As a horrible surprise, amidst the flesh and warmth of life?
Starting point is 06:15:35 Dead. Murdered, they said. But who could have killed her? Who, in all this wide, wicked, world, what could have had any motive for murdering Marie Arnold. Suicide? Yes, that was more likely, to Sybil, who had youth's proud contempt for life, it seemed not impossible that Marie should have killed herself. She remembered that despairing look in her adopted sister's face as she turned from Brandon to Sybil in the garden, a look to which Sybil, as to Brandon, had been a revelation.
Starting point is 06:16:16 If she loved him, as Sybil loved him, and knew that he was cold to her love, might not this, passionate soul, have revolted against the burden of life and flung it off like a worn-out garment? This is how youth thought of youth. Age argued that there could have been nothing wanting in a life so sheltered and cared for as maries had been.
Starting point is 06:16:43 The dismal procession came to a side door opening into a lobby at the bottom of the servant's staircase. A mattress and coverlet had been fetched from the nearest lodge, and the dead girl had been carried decently by four of the stablemen, while the constable and the Coast Guardsman had escorted Brandon Mountford to the lock-up. Did he make any fuss about going? Urquhart asked Tom Dane. "'Not he, sir. Went like a lamb.
Starting point is 06:17:16 Didn't seem to care what they did with him.' "'I'm afraid it's a true bill, Mr. Urquhart.' "'It looks bad, Tom. But there's no knowing. This was on the terrace after Tom's work was finished and the dreadful burden had been carried to Marie Arnold's bedroom, the spacious and prettily furnished bedroom of which she had been so proud. A room full of gifts from Sir Joseph and his daughter, and now Sir Joseph was sitting by the bed
Starting point is 06:17:53 while the family doctor bent over the corpse examining the wounds that had killed her. She didn't kill herself, do you snap? questioned the old man in a voice that was but just audible. Not she, Sir Joseph. She has been murdered. Savagely murdered. There are three wounds. One near the collarbone.
Starting point is 06:18:23 Deep but not fatal. One, piercing the right lung. One in the heart. Instant death. Have they found the knife? I don't know. Ah, I have. hope they will find it, a deer-stalker's knife, or something in that line, I take it.
Starting point is 06:18:41 Poor girl, a sad loss, Sir Joseph, my heart bleeds for you. Such a fine, handsome girl, cruelly sacrificed. I hope they find the fiend who did it. The doctor lay the sheet, lightly over the disfigured form, and drew near the mourner at the foot of the bed. you must try and bear up against this calamity for your daughter's sake, Sir Joseph. For my daughter's sake. Sir Joseph repeated huskily as the doctor crept noiselessly from the room, leaving him alone with the dead. Yes, for my daughter's sake, poor Marie. She was nobody's daughter, a working man's child, a waif,
Starting point is 06:19:32 whom I adopted and loved. I was very fond of her. My God! My God! He let his face fall forward on the coverlet at the edge of the bed and sobbed aloud. Even yet, though she was lying there
Starting point is 06:19:49 cold and motionless, though that which had been Marie Arnold lay within touch of his hand, he could not realize the fact of her death barbarously murdered, And three hours ago he had been walking up and down his drawing room, grumbling because she was late for dinner.
Starting point is 06:20:08 This morning at breakfast she had opened his newspapers for him, opened and cut them and folded them the way he liked, and had laid them before him, bringing her glossy dark hair close to his face as she bent to place the evening paper in front of his breakfast cup. He had never doubted that he loved her, but he had never known until now how dear is he. she had then. Great, God! He cried, springing to his feet. Bring me face to face with a man who killed her. There should be no mercy.
Starting point is 06:20:47 Oh, let me see. Him held fast in the grip of the law. Let me be sure that he shall swing for it. He rushed out of the room, ran downstairs, and out the terrace. like a madman urquhart the daughter the doctor and the stable-men or all clustered together talking excitedly but in undertones have they found the murderer asked sir joseph going up to them nobody can know that yet a while sir have they found any one arrested anyone yes they have taken brandon mount for to the lock-up, answered Urquhart.
Starting point is 06:21:38 Brandon Mountford, repeated Sir Joseph in blank amazement. A low, wailing cry sounded like an echo of Sir Joseph's ejaculation, and a slim, white figure rose out of the neighboring dusk and came towards the group of men. It was Sybil, who had been forgotten in the horror of Marraud. Marie's mysterious death, she had been sitting in the darkness, unobserved, and thought of, while the heavy footsteps crossed the terrace and went up the stairs with their dismal burden. She came to her father's side and laid her hand upon his arm. Father!
Starting point is 06:22:24 You won't allow such a shameful thing to be done. You won't let them bring disgrace upon Mr. Mountford, your friend, your guest. what could he have to do with her death? You'll send, you'll go to the village, and insist upon his being set at liberty instantly. You will, won't you, father? It is a disgrace to us that such a thing should have happened, our guest, my kinsman, so shamefully insulted.
Starting point is 06:23:01 Her vehemence took her father by surprise. he had never seen his daughter strongly moved before knew nothing of her capacity for deep feeling my child it's no business of mine no interference of mine could have prevented it brandon mountford it's a mistake no doubt he could have had nothing to do with her death but she has been murdered sybil foully murdered. She has been murdered, and the ruffian who killed her must be somewhere, close at hand, perhaps, in hiding. It was folly to arrest Brandon Mountford and to give the real murderer a time to get away. Why was he arrested? He put it into Coxon's head and do such a thing. Dane knows more about it than I do, answered Urquhart. He can tell you. Dane told his story with an air of conviction that chilled Sir Joseph's blood.
Starting point is 06:24:16 It was inexplicable, a hideous mystery. Sir Joseph and his daughter heard how Mountford had been found kneeling beside the corpse, his hand in clothes stained with blood, his manner agitated, hopelessly confused, unable to give any account of himself during the hours in which he had been missing. He was more like a lunatic than a man in his right senses, concluded Dane. Sybil heard and remembered Brandon's words only a few hours before. He had painted in strongest phrases the horror of his hereditary malady. He had told her that there was no limit to the dark,
Starting point is 06:25:06 possibilities of that dread disease, he knew not what phase it might assume. It might be murder. Yes, those were the very words which he had spoken, when he tried to cut himself off from her sympathy, a doomed wretch, worse than a leper, since with him physical malady might pass into moral delinquency. A creature beyond the pale of human love or friendship. And now she heard how he had been found with blood-stained hands beside the murdered girl, unable even, to assert his innocence, allowing himself to be led off to jail
Starting point is 06:25:57 without protest or remonstrance. He seemed to take it all for granted, said Tom Dane. End of Chapter 10. Chapter 11 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden.
Starting point is 06:26:50 Chapter 11. Before the Coroner. Daylight, which solves many mysteries, brought to light the weapon that had slain Marie Arnold. The knife that killed her was found lying among the thick tufts of primrose and foxglove a few yards from the spot where she was murdered, and it was a knife which the keeper, who had attended the two men in the salmon fishing, identified as belonging to Brandon Mountford. He had seen him use it 50 times, he told the solicitor from Carlisle, who was watching the case
Starting point is 06:27:28 in Mountford's interest. Convinced of Mountford's innocence, and anxious to protect his guest, even in the midst of his own trouble, Sir Joseph had telegraphed to his solicitor that morning, and he had arrived at Ellersley at noon, and had occupied himself for more than an hour in looking about him and questioning the servants who had been concerned in the tragedy of the previous night. The inquest was opened at the village inn at three o'clock in the afternoon, by which time everybody in the neighborhood had heard the details of the murder, or had evolved from his or her inner consciousness details far more elaborate than the actual
Starting point is 06:28:20 facts of the case. There was a general impression that Brandon Mountford was the murderer and had been caught red-handed before he could withdraw the knife from his victim's heart, and there were conflicting theories as to the motive of the murderer. The most popular hypothesis was that
Starting point is 06:28:44 he had pursued her with dishonorable proposals and finding himself squirt. by her, he had killed her in an excess of blind fury, an act which he doubtless had repented as soon as the thing was done. That this quiet gentleman, who had won everybody's good word, was a concealed lunatic, was now the general idea, and Tom Dane, the stableman, was the first and principal witness. he described the finding of the body and how brandon mountford had been discovered kneeling beside the corpse his hands stained with blood his countenance pale and agitated his manner wild and incoherent had he any weapon in his hand asked the coroner no his hands were empty did you think it's strange that there should be blood upon his hands asked mr fang foss the solicitor would it not seem natural that he should have touched the body in order to find out if there was life left in it me being the first to find the deceased
Starting point is 06:30:10 i didn't think about that sir only thought that mr mountford's manner was very strange stranger than the occasion warranted well sir i should hardly have looked to see a gentleman like mr mountford a gentleman who has travelled and ruffed among savages i've heard say struck all of a heap as he was when i found him half like a man had gone silly i should have expected him to recover his equilibrium sooner than he did but there's others who saw him and they can speak for themselves what time was it when you found the body in the wood a little after ten might have been a quarter past i heard the clock strike soon after i left the stables Hubert Urquhart was the next witness. Asked if he had assisted in the search for the missing girl, he answered in the affirmative. The search had begun immediately after dinner when it had been ascertained that neither Miss Arnold nor Mr. Mountford
Starting point is 06:31:22 was in the house. Mr. Mountford had been seen going out to the gardens at six o'clock, and had not been seen by anyone in the house after that. hour. When was Miss Arnold last seen? She was with Miss Higginson in the drawing-room at tea-time. That would be about five o'clock, I suppose, suggested the coroner, from half-past four to half-past five. Were you at tea with these young ladies yesterday? No, I was by the river. What time did you go back to the house? At half-past seven, or it might have been a quarter-time. till eight. Is that your usual hour for returning? I have no particular hour. I have been governed
Starting point is 06:32:13 by circumstances, the weather, the sport, my own inclination. I take it that you went back to the house later than usual last night, Mr. Urquhart, said Mr. Fing Foss. He was a keen-looking man, thin, fair, with smooth sandy hair, and a countenance that was little more than a profile. He had a quick, bird-like manner of turning his head to one side, with an interrogative air, and nobody had ever been able to surprise his full face. Yes, I was later than I generally am.
Starting point is 06:32:53 You generally took tea with the ladies before half-past five, I think, sometimes, not generally. But I don't think you need occupy the coroner's time, with those trivial details. Small details sometimes lead up to large facts. You went home by the wood, I believe. Yes, I went by the shortest way from the river to the house. Did you hear nothing, or see nothing unusual on your way? Nothing.
Starting point is 06:33:23 Did you meet Miss Arnold? No. Nor, Mr. Mountford. I meant no one. Were you alone? Yes. How was it? "'The keeper who usually attended upon you was not with you yesterday,' asked Mr. Fingfoss,
Starting point is 06:33:43 "'simply because I dismissed him early in the afternoon, having no further need of his services. "'You did not want him to carry your tackle?' "'No, my tackle is kept in a hut near the river. "'I had the keeper's boy with me at the river, ready to carry home my fish, if I caught any. but as I caught none the boy wasn't wanted oh you had no luck with your rod yesterday though you were fishing later than usual
Starting point is 06:34:14 none when did the boy go home at the same time I did I suppose but as his way was not my way I can't answer for that fact and you met no one you saw nothing heard nothing in the wood I've answered that question already to his honor. I'm sure you won't mind answering it over again to oblige me, said Mr. Fang Foss, with his chirpy little air and an insinuating slant of his sandy head. I do not object, but I repeat that
Starting point is 06:34:50 you are wasting time. I heard nothing. I saw nothing but the trunks of the firs in the pathway by which I walked. I meant no one. This closed Urquhart's evidence. The room was crowded, and the day was warm, and the witness looked heated and weary as he sat down. He gave a little start on glancing across the crowd. For among the spectators, he saw the last person he expected to see in that room. Sybil Higginson stood in the background, wedged among the villagers, and looking over the shoulder of the short, stout, mistress of the inn where the inquest was being held. She was dressed in black, and wore a hat which shaded and almost concealed her face, but he could see that she was very pale.
Starting point is 06:35:45 Why had she come there? Her presence betrayed an intense interest in Mountford's fate. The man who found the knife in the wood testified to the fact of finding it, and that he knew it to be Mountford's property. Mr. Mountford has no wish to dispute that fact, but he does not know how long the knife may have been out of his possession, said the liar. It is some time per fact so weak since he used it.
Starting point is 06:36:18 Can he say that it has been missing during that time? asked the coroner. He is not clear upon that point, but he can recall the last time of using it when he was in the boat. the lawyer went on to argue that there was no evidence whatsoever against brandon mountford he had been the first to discover that a murder had been committed and he had been found stupefied with horror at the deed by the grooms who came to the spot with their lantern immediately after he made the discovery to suppose that any man would be calm and collected in such a crisis would be to suppose that man wanting and natural feeling the young lady had been known to him and had been his companion in many pleasant hours he had last seen her beautiful and happy full of life and high spirits and he found her lying alone in the darkness fouledly murdered would any man be perfectly calm and self-possessed, and able to give a very clear account of himself under such conditions?
Starting point is 06:37:29 Yet, because this man had shown signs of agitation and distress, he had been hauled off to a village lock-up, and treated like a convicted criminal. Mr. Fangfoss ventured to say that he had never heard of any more outrageous abuse of ignorant authority in the whole of his experience of the rural police. There was much reason and much vigor in Mr. Fangfoss's harangue, but the fact of Mountford's absence from the house during the same hours in which Marie Arnold had been missing made an impression on the jury which no arguments of the lawyer could weaken, that he had been found on the scene of the murder. with blood-stained hands and blood-stained clothes was much.
Starting point is 06:38:25 But that circumstance, startling as it was, could be more easily explained than the fact of his disappearance during the very time at which Marie had been missing, a disappearance which involved a complete departure from all his habits, a marked breach of domestic etiquette, that a guest who, until yesterday, had been undeviating in punctuality, should keep everybody waiting dinner, should offer no excuse for his absence, implied a state of things in which passion had got the better of prudence, and had overthrown all the laws of a gentleman's existence. The coroner had dined at Ellersley, more than once during Mr. Mountford's visit, and he knew him as a person of courteous manners in perfect consideration for others,
Starting point is 06:39:23 to the coroner as well as the jury. His conduct on the previous evening seemed incompatible with innocence. The verdict was, willful murder against Brandon Mountford. The inquiry before the magistrate was to begin on the following day, and in the meantime, Brandon Mountford was to remain in the lock-up, with every probability of being committed for trial after the magisterial inquiry. End of Chapter 11. Chapter 12 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Librevox recording. All Librevox recordings are in the public domain.
Starting point is 06:40:29 more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 12 Encompassed with Darkness It was night, and Brandon Mountford was sitting in the dismal old building by the sea, which had served as a prison house for many generations of poachers, sheep-stealers, and smugglers, marauders, and depreditors. on land and water, rioters and insubordinates of every kind. It had served as a prison-house
Starting point is 06:41:07 in those bitter days when the criminal code was written in blood, and the full stop of every sentence was a hempen necklace. If the ghosts of all the men and women, to whom those four bare walls had been the ante-chamber of the grave, could have haunted the place, the air would have been thick with the spirits of wretched creatures whose doom looked at in the milder light of today as judicial murder. It was what the sons of the soil called an unkid place. The crumbling plaster on the bare walls was blotched with straggling stains and patches of damp, and all along the lower part of the walls there had crept a dull, slimy moss, like green rust, while the brick flooring was slippery with the same parasite growth.
Starting point is 06:42:02 Cobwebs had thickened in every corner, and the spider had her fill of vagabond flies, which came in at the grating when the place was empty, for the window was left open day and night. The furniture consisted of a table and two chairs, large, heavy, and clumsily made, but which perhaps from their age might have been, and precious in the estimation of the collector. There was a wide old fireplace with a great,
Starting point is 06:42:33 half-eaten away by rust, and which still contained the ashes of a fire kindled months ago. Dust and grime were upon everything, neglect and decay, were in the very atmosphere of the place, an all-pervading odor of dirt and smoke and mildew. Desolation and despair were in the sounds that came in at yonder rusty grating the moaning of the barren sea and the shrill wail of the rising wind the custodian of this dog kennel had been civil for after all mr mountfort was a gentleman and even if he were guilty and had to swing for it he must have friends who would be likely to pay for any kindness shown him in his dark hour with that conviction coxon village constable had provided comfortable meals which the prisoner hardly tasted had offered to light of fire which the prisoner declined had brought a newspaper and a pair of candles when the evening closed in and had sent a lad to ellerslie for a change of linen and a supply of tobacco brandon's pipe had been his only solace during these barren spaces of time before and after the inquest he had not read a line of the provincial newspaper which had been brought for his entertainment he had sat and stared at the sky and pondered gloomily brooding upon the story of the past recalling old impressions but most of all recapitulating the history of the malady to which he was subject as he had read it in the textbooks a dismal and a harmful study to a man in his case
Starting point is 06:44:26 The image of the Bavarian peasant had been with him in his solitude, the man in whom the impulse toward murder, was so strong a tendency that with each fresh crisis of his malady the struggle to resist his own fierce longings had been harder, and with each recovery there had been in the patient's mind a wondering thankfulness at not having succumbed, at having gotten over the, attack, without satisfying the savage thirst for blood. Brandon Mountford pondered the story of this unhappy being, a man whose boyhood and youth had been mild and inoffensive, and whose warped nature the murderous instinct had only come with ripening manhood. He compared the Bavarian's history with his own, till yesterday his paroxysms had been of a mild and normal character. But yesterday he had felt the gloom of an overwhelming despair, a burden too heavy to be born
Starting point is 06:45:34 until, as he sank deeper and deeper into that dark gulf of despondency, it had seemed as if all the powers of hell were let loose in his brain. A rage and agony, a revolt against fate, had taken possession of him. He thought of the girl who loved him, and offered herself to him, and whom he had He dared not take to the heart that yearned for her, dared not because of the curse that was laid upon him. He cried aloud in his anguish that the curse was devilish, not the chastisement of a just and merciful God, but the mocking torments of devils, rejoicing in their power to make man's
Starting point is 06:46:18 best gifts of no avail. Tonight, in the still monotony of his shabby prison-house, where the fitful can-ful can-obeyed the candlelight played fantastic tricks with the stains and blotches on the wall as the flame wavered with every gust from the sea tonight he recalled the sufferings and sensations of yesterday evening and his memory grew clearer with every hour of meditation and solitude all that he thought and felt before he fell headlong under the fir trees was clearly recorded by memory but the period of unconsciousness which succeeded was a blank. He might have been dead in his grave for all he knew of those hours between the fall and the awakening.
Starting point is 06:47:10 Anything might have happened to him. Anything might have been done by him. But if that interval had not been inactive, if in that lapse of consciousness a new man had arisen within him and moved him to strange actions, there was no trace in his memory of the things that he had done. Never before had he experienced such a lapse of consciousness. His former seizures had been brief. This fit, with its appalling duration,
Starting point is 06:47:42 its long period of coma or dreamless sleep, was a new development of his disease. The murder seemed motiveless, savage, the act of a maniac, impelled by the lust of, blood. Who else was there? Who, so likely as the wretched epileptic, to do such a deed of horror? He remembered shudderingly that he had felt a growing dislike of Marie Arnold, resenting the way in which she had thrust herself between him and Sybil, making all confidential talk impossible, and in some wise spoiling those delicious hours of innocent friendship.
Starting point is 06:48:25 yes he knew that he had disliked sybil's adopted sister and that yesterday on discovering the clue to her conduct he had felt only a contemptuous wonder at her folly only a careless scorn for a woman who could give her love unasked when if she had eyes or reason she must know that the man she loved was devotedly attached to another He was startled from these gloomy thoughts by the sound of voices outside his door. The key turned with a scruping sound and the rusty lock. The door opened, and his tall, slim figure in black, came towards him, hat and veil, hiding the face in the dim light. But for Brandon Mountford, there was only one face on earth, and he was quick to recognize his visitor.
Starting point is 06:49:25 Sybil! My Sybil! How adorable of you! My dearest girl! How shall I thank you? He would have taken her in his harms, but she held herself away from him. She laid her hand lightly on his breast, holding him at a distance, looking him full in the face. Brandon, I have come, because I want to know the truth. To help you. you if I can. I know that you are innocent. You never could have committed that awful crime. You of all men on earth. It is not possible. One would hardly think so, he answered with a curious slow smile that frightened her. In my right senses, I have no inclination towards murder. I thought your friend a tiresome person when she hung
Starting point is 06:50:26 upon our footsteps and never allowed us five minutes quiet talk from heart to heart? I used to think that rather hard, Sybil, but that is scarcely a reason why I should murder her. No, my beloved, in my right senses, when I know what I am doing, I should be utterly incapable of such a crime, as incapable as your father or you. But last night I was not in my right senses. A sullen rage against life and fate had seized me. My soul rebelled against the God who made me, and gave me a heart to love,
Starting point is 06:51:14 a mind to revere all that is fairest and best in womankind, and then said to me, Thou shalt take no woman to thy heart. Thou shalt live and die alone. My senses grew dim in that red cloud of anger, and when I came out of that blood-red stupor, murder had been done within a few yards of the spot where I found myself. Who knows, Sybil, how dare I affirm that I was not the murderer? It was my knife that did the deed.
Starting point is 06:51:54 But had you that knife about you yesterday? I think not. It is some day since I used it. but it might have been among the things in my room i had been packing my fishing tackle and i had been absent-minded and preoccupied all the morning i did a good many stupid things in the course of my packing put things into the portmanteau and took them out again in a futile muddle-brained way my mind was full of you sybil and our parting the parting that might be for ever i might easily enough have put that knife in my pocket instead of putting it in the case with a tackle. Oh, you must not say those things. You must not say that was possible.
Starting point is 06:52:43 You must not think yourself as a possible murderer. You cannot believe yourself capable of such a crime. You cannot. Unless you are utterly different from the man I have thought you, unless there can be two natures, two separate existences in one man. argued sybil despairingly only now perhaps in this dark hour had she realized the strength of her love now when she made herself one with him when she felt and suffered as if his guilt as if he were guilty was her guilt a burden laid upon her as much as upon him or as if this semblance of guilt this cloud of horror which in circled him, encompassed her too, and she must struggle through this darkness to the light of truth.
Starting point is 06:53:39 Why do you say such things? She pleaded agonized by his silence. You must know that you are innocent. That, however the knife came to be there, near that poor, murdered girl, you did not use it. I know nothing, except that there. was an interval of darkness, a blank in my existence, of which my memory tells me nothing. How can I tell that I may not have done this thing in that interval, prompted and urged by devils? You know how the tormentor, cast out of a human sufferer, drove the herd of swine headlong to
Starting point is 06:54:24 their death. That may be taken to illustrate the epileptic tendency, the drive of the drive of the driving power of evil, the irresistible impulse towards some act of blind violence, the rending and tearing of the fiend within, the devilish instinct to which murder or self-destruction becomes a necessity. But you have never felt this dreadful impulse? You have read of such things, and the thought of them may have haunted you, but these horrors have never come within your own experience. when you were in the wilderness, away from civilization, almost beyond the reach of the law,
Starting point is 06:55:09 were you ever wicked or cruel then, Brandon? Did you ever kill one of your fellow creatures? She shuddered as she asked the question. No, Sybil. I never lifted my hand against my fellow man. I was not a hard taskmaster. I never had any. inclination to be cruel those who knew me in Africa can tell you that our black
Starting point is 06:55:39 comrades loved me as if I had been their brother and their king no the impulse to slay was never upon me but once when I had the fever and thought in my delirium that I had two heads and that all the throbbing agony was in one and if I could shoot that I should be out of pain my chum had as much as he could do to wrench the pistol for my hand before I could fire I wanted to shoot that superfluous head which was causing me such agony yet I only knew this from the man who told me about it I have no memory of my ravings or my attempted suicide there sometimes are two natures in the same man the nature in calm and well-being the nature and storm and madness. You are an angel of compassion and mercy, Sybil. You come to my solitude as a ray of light from heaven. But you cannot help me, dear, and all you have to do henceforward is to forget that there ever was such a man.
Starting point is 06:57:02 I shall never forget, and I will never believe that you are a murderer, even if you are a murderer, even in delirium. It could not be. There lies the mystery, Sybil, the mystery of what can or cannot be in such a case as mine. You must leave me to my fate, my beloved, gallows or madhouse, or acquittal in liberty, whatever may happen, you have only to forget me. There is a curse upon my life which no woman shall share. The nobler, the better, the truer the woman, so much the less would I link my life with hers. It was angelic of you to come here, and you must come and go as an angel, leaving no trace of your footsteps, only peace and consolation in my heart. He knelt down to kiss her hands, in a fond idolatry, and then becoming all
Starting point is 06:58:04 at once calm and practical. He questioned her as to her coming. I walked here. I had my maid with me. She is waiting at the inn. Coxon was very good. They all know me about here, and would do anything for me, not for my own sake, but because I am my father's daughter. They all love and honor him. He is a good man and deserves to be loved. How does he take this trouble, Sybil, this inexplicable horror. He feels it terribly. I've hardly seen him since the last night. He has been in his own room all day with the door locked. I begged him to let me in, to share his grief with me, but he would not even open his door to answer me. He told me, almost roughly, to go away and leave him to a sorrow. He was so fond of her.
Starting point is 06:59:03 Fonda for her even than I was, and yet, God knows I loved her dearly, and that, if I could for one instant believe that you killed her, I could not bear to see you, or to be near you. I might pity you, but your presence would be a horror to me, but I know that you had nothing to do with her death. Help me find her murderer, then. That is the only thing you can do for me, Sybil. Find the motive and the murderer, if you can.
Starting point is 06:59:42 You know Marie Arnold's history, her friends, her enemies. She had no enemy. She was a kind, warm-hearted girl, and had never offended or injured anyone. She may have had some rejected lover. There is not much different. between a jealous lover and a madman she may have been murdered in a paroxysm of despairing love the only offer she ever rejected was from mr. Tweedy the curate and one could not suspect him of madness and despair poor young man he would not hurt a
Starting point is 07:00:25 worm one never knows the men who are capable of a destroying passion but how did her murderer come by my clasp-knife he may have stolen it in order to fix you with the crime not that kind of murderer passion is reckless and sudden in all its acts not deliberate in designing the creaking door opened again and coxon ushered in another visitor mr irkart to see you sir simple exclaimed urquhart what an Heaven's name has brought you here. My anxiety for a friend falsely accused of a dreadful crime, I'm glad you are here, for that shows you sympathize with Mr. Mountford in his cruel position, and perhaps you can help me to save him. I'm afraid it would need more than mortal power to do that, answered Urquhart.
Starting point is 07:01:28 Nothing less than supernatural interventions. seems likely to be of any use here. We want the angel who liberated Peter, with him and a fast-cutter in the offing below, we might do something. His cynical air, his scornful use of an example which to her was sacred, offended Sybil. Yet she welcomed his presence as that of someone who might be helpful to Brandon Mountford. You mean that he ought to try to escape, to run away, as if he were guilty? She asked. Yes, if he's not in a position to prove his innocence, and upon my word I don't see how he is to do it,
Starting point is 07:02:17 facts are uncommonly strong. The fact that you are missing at an unusual hour, for instance, Mountford, and that you are found, as you were found. He hesitated at this point, as if even for his hard nature there was agony in the thought of Marie Arnold's death. The fact of your knife
Starting point is 07:02:40 being the weapon used, your knife, stained to the hilt with her heart's blood, the words choked him, and he stopped suddenly. Then with a frown and shrug.
Starting point is 07:03:00 Went on. It's a ghastly business, Maltford. You must see for yourself how black it looks. I see that as plainly as you, but I am not going to run away. Ain't you?
Starting point is 07:03:16 Remember after tonight, unless tomorrow's inquiry should be adjourned, you mayn't have a chance of escape. From this place, with the people about here, you may get away as easy. easily as Bazang got away from St. Magarit, but if the inquiry ends in your committal,
Starting point is 07:03:35 you are transferred to Carlisle, it will be all over with you, and you must stand the racket. I mean to stand the racket. If I am guilty, let me suffer. If I am innocent, well, I suppose Providence will watch my case, and the real facts of the murder will come to light, somehow. Urquhart stared at him in blank amazement. You talk of yourself as though you were not sure of yourself. As if you might have murdered her, he exclaimed. I'm not sure of myself,
Starting point is 07:04:14 or of what happened during my lapse of consciousness any more than a habitual sleepwalker can be sure that no strange thing has happened during his sleep. The fact that he can remember nothing is no proof that nothing happened no no i understand you are right in that said urquhart evidently impressed and this murder was so motiveless so unnecessary a girl whom no one could have hated young beautiful why should anyone murder her it is a terrible case terrible for if you should be pardoned on the ground of lunacy, that would mean lifelong imprisonment, at Her Majesty's pleasure.
Starting point is 07:05:06 Think what those words mean, O life, Melletford, a life. There are men pining in madhouses today who are shut up when the Queen was a young woman, when everything in this world was different than what it is today. who have never seen the world we live in, who would not recognize the cities they once knew or the places in which their boyhood was spent. Men whose lives have rotted away inside the walls of Hanwell or Colney Hatch. But if he is innocent, as I feel and know he is, flight would be madness. It would be to stamp himself guilty. My dear, Sybil. That is a girl's heroic way of looking at things. I, his poor Mountford's friend,
Starting point is 07:06:04 take a more prosaic view. All the chances are against him if he stay to stand to his trial. Nobody can doubt that he will be committed for trial. On that point, there can be no question. Between tonight and tomorrow night, there is the possibility of getting him away. It is only a possibility, mark you, and it will require sharp action on the part of his friends, you and me, for instance, and a lavish use of money, but it may be done. After tomorrow, it may be impossible. It will be impossible, if the inquiry finished tomorrow. You hear what he says, Brandon, said Sybil appealingly, the tears streaming down.
Starting point is 07:06:55 her pallid cheeks, her hands clasping Brandon's arm, as he stood motionless, seemingly unmoved by Urquhar's urgency. Yes, I hear him, but I will take my chance. No, no, you must escape. Think what the danger is, death, or a lifeline misery. Brandon, be rational, for my sake. He looked down at her with a smile which transfigured him. my angel for your sake
Starting point is 07:07:28 what would I not do for your sake but dear love between you and me there is a great golf fixed what doesn't matter where I live or how I die I must live or die apart from you Brandon for my sake
Starting point is 07:07:49 don't trouble about the future Providence may be kinder to us than you might think, if we are true to each other. We will get you away from this place. Out of England, you will be only governed by us. We can do it, Mr. Orchart. The people here will do anything for me. And for hard cash,
Starting point is 07:08:14 interjected, Urquhart, All you have to do is let us act for you. Everything must be done in a few hours. You won't refuse to make the attempt, Brandon, for my sake, for my sake. She urged that one argument, which a woman thinks infallible when she loves and knows herself, beloved. Is there no risk for her in the attempt? Brandon asked, turning to Urquhart. Not in the slightest.
Starting point is 07:08:48 Sir Joseph is a king in this place and can do no wrong, and his daughter shares his immunity. the people will be blind, death, dumb, if she asks them, and pays them. Sybil, you shall be the ruler of my life, if you wish me to make my escape, although in the very attempt I stand self-accused. No, no, it will only give you time. Who knows if some new evidence may not be found when you are far away? The murderer may confess, some clue may be discovered, some link in the chain of circumstances which no one can foresee or imagine now.
Starting point is 07:09:35 Only be guided by us, Brandon, and all will go well. She spoke with confidence. Her look was full of hope, as she clasped his hands at parting. Come along, said Urquhart. There's no time to lose. End of Chapter 12 Chapter 13 of Thou Art the Man This is a Libravox recording
Starting point is 07:10:11 All Libravox recordings are in the public domain For more information or to volunteer Please visit Libravox.org Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 13 Grudge Die So Much to Die? Now
Starting point is 07:10:32 said Sybil when she and Urquhart were walking along the wind-blown path toward the inn where she had left her maid now mr. Urquhart what is the first thing to be done he was astonished at the firmness of her tone the air of resolute courage in so young a girl a girl who had never before been brought face to face with crime or danger a girl who in the circumstances might have been forgiven had she had she abandoned abandoned herself to hysteria in her own room instead of being here under the dark night sky ready to dare anything for the man she loved you must be very fond of him he said grudgingly or you never would have come to this place to-night i am very fond of him and i know more believe that he killed poor marie with a stifled sob than that i was walking in my sleep in the wood, and that this hand of mine had killed her. There was someone else, someone who will be found and brought to justice in God's own good time. Perhaps, but God's own time may be soon enough to prove his omnipotence, yet not to save an innocent man's neck. I did not think you would care so much for him as to trouble yourself what became of him.
Starting point is 07:12:05 I am sorry for having so mistaken in you, Mr. Urquhart. I thought you hard and worldly, caring for no one but yourself, but the hour of trouble has shown the best side of your nature. Oh, one can't help, feeling sorry for a man in such a fix as that. What you and I are going to do may be a risky thing, but if we can get him off safely, well it will be a life saved most likely for i don't think the verdict would be anything less than willful murder you and i may know that if he did the thing he did he did it in an interval of aberration but there is no evidence to show that he was ever out of his mind and the theory would hardly hold good with a jury and even with the home secretary afterwards
Starting point is 07:13:04 nothing would ever make me believe him guilty ah that's a woman's way of looking at the matter you love him ergo he can do no wrong even in a moment of lunacy there would be a special providence to keep him straight another man as good a man might give way to an irresistible impulse of jealousy and anger the impulse to destroy the creature he loved best in the world perhaps such things have been but no such a thing could happen to your lover there was an offensive tone in that last word which passed by sybil like an idle wind she was supremely indifferent about mr urquhart's opinion of her conduct she thought of him only as she might have thought of a paid servant who promised to be useful in a dire extremity the road along which they were walking skirted the face of the cliff and ascended toward the village which was a little way inland and on higher ground than the coast-guard station and lock-up a long straggling village of pitman's houses with an inn at each end and a rustic shop here and there the houses were better built than most pitmen's houses and the village boasted a workman's club and a reading-room and an infirmary while about half a mile off in a rustic lane backed by the woods which joined ellersley an old grey stone manor-house had been fitted up as a convalescent home where the pitman and their wives and children were provided with rest and care after any serious illness or any serious illness or any the accident of their trade.
Starting point is 07:14:57 The lock-up was away from everything except the Coast Guard, and the constable's cottage close by. It had no doubt been found that, with the Coast Guard on one side and the constable on the other, this village jail was tolerably secure as a temporary place of durance. Tell me what we have to do." Sibyl said. presently. We have to get to your friend clear away before daylight. I have been thinking about it since we left him. The only thing to be done is to get him on board a fishing
Starting point is 07:15:35 smack, which will land him somewhere along the coast. The farther from here the better. When he was on board, he can change his clothes for a spare suit of fishermen, which can be ready for him, and his own things can be stowed away or thrown overboard. When he sets foot on land again he must appear as a rough sea-going man whom no one will think of identifying with the missing gentleman from Ellersley. What you have to do is to get as much ready cash as you can scrape together, not less than two hundred pounds, and bring it to me as soon as you possibly can. I shall wait for you and the money at the fisherman's rest, the inn at the other end of the village, not the Higginson arms where
Starting point is 07:16:22 you left your maid. And while you are getting the money, I shall be making my bargain with the men who are to find the boat, trying to secure Coxon, the constable. I have my own account at the Carlisle Bank. My father opened an account for me on my last birthday. I can write any checks you want. Checks are of no use. The men wouldn't look at a check, least of all Coxon, whose conscience will have to be bought. You must get me gold or notes. It will be difficult. I could only get them from father. Then you must appeal to your father. This is a matter of life and death. Remember, and we have only three or four hours. Which night is gone, our chance will be gone. I know, I know. Yes, it must be done. My father must help me. They parted on the threshold,
Starting point is 07:17:22 of the Higginson arms, commonly spoken of as the arms, a house with certain pretensions, and which had been known to accommodate an occasional tourist, a low stone house with a parlor that was the pride of the landlady's heart, and whose chief ornament was a monstrous and stony-looking stuffed salmon in a glass case. Here, in contemplation of a round table, furnished with a large assortment, of pious literature, sat Miss Higginson's maid, Farabee, yawning dismally. She started up at her mistress's entrance. "'Lah, miss, I thought you was never coming back,' said Farabee, had been promoted from the village school to attendance on Sir Joseph's daughter.
Starting point is 07:18:12 It's half past her eleven o'clock. I can't help that, Farabee. We must make haste home now. Come along. Not a word said Miss Higginson to her maid during the hurried walk through the lane and across the field to a gate which opened into Ellersley Park. It was a long and lonely walk under a threatening sky, and Farabee, with the vivid remembrance of last night's horror, felt as though the air were thick with ghosts. They heard the stable clock striking twelve before they came to the side door near Sybil's rooms.
Starting point is 07:18:49 the key of which door was in Farabee's pocket. It will be daylight at four, thought Sybil. Only four hours. She was glad to see the lighted windows of her father's study, and to know that either he or Andrew Orlovar was still up. Shall I get you some lemonade and a biscuit before you go to bed, miss? Ask the maid. You must be dreadfully tired after that long walk.
Starting point is 07:19:17 nonsense. Farabee, you know, I think nothing of such a walk. I don't want anything, and I'm not going to bed just yet, but you can go as soon as you like. I shouldn't want you anymore tonight. Not to brush your hair, Miss. I should like to give your hair a good brushing. That might be a relief to your poor head. No, no, there is nothing amiss with my head. I'm miss, I don't believe there can be a head in the house it doesn't ache after what we went through last night and Farabee burst into tears. Go, go, cried Sybil imperiously. Do you think tears can do any good? They can't bring her back, whimpered Farabey, but they ease an aching art. Let me take your at and scarf, miss at least. No, haven't I told you to go to bed?
Starting point is 07:20:19 Don't worry me. pherry i upon being thus cruelly snubbed went sobbing upstairs she was a year or so older than sibyl who had taught her in the sunday school and whom she adored this was the first time her young mistress had spoken so unkindly who can wonder at it whimpered farabey were all of us uninged sybil went to her father's daughter's door door and found it locked as it had been earlier in the evening sir joseph had been in that room all day so far as sybil knew there had been no family meeting at dinner mr irkart had sat at table alone under the searching eyes of butler and fitman and as reported by those attendants had eaten about as much of each course as would lie on a shilling and yet he looked cool enough and hardly a bit to cut up said the butler grief in the servants hall was more demonstrative but did not show itself in loss of appetite father i want to speak to you pray let me in it is about something urgent she heard her father crossed the room with a heavier tread than usual he unlocked the door and she went in and father and daughter stood for a few moments looking at each other in the lamp-light Sir Joseph's eyelids were red and swollen, his swarthy skin was livid, and his old aspect bore the marks of complete abandonment to grief. Sybil put her arms around his neck and kissed him with compassionate love.
Starting point is 07:22:08 Dear father, I am so sorry for your grief. I know how dearly you loved her. Not so dearly as I ought to have loved her, Sybil. I made her a dependent in my house, only a humble dependent. That is a bitter thought, Sybil, now that she is gone, gone from us by such a cruel fate. My God, my God. His hands clutched distractedly at his hair. He sank down into the chair where he had been sitting when Sybil came to the door,
Starting point is 07:22:43 and the iron-gray head was bowed over the table amongst the scattered door. papers which his trembling hands had tossed here and there in the vain pretense of attending to the day's business. Dear father, you denied her nothing. She was like my sister. You can have nothing to regret and your conduct to her. You are all goodness. You don't know, child.
Starting point is 07:23:11 Don't talk to me about her. It hurts me to hear you talk of her. The blow has fallen, and I'm must bear it. Father, I want you to answer one question. Do you believe that Brandon Mountford murdered her? No, I do not. No, in spite of the damning evidence against him. No, for a man of his character and his lineage, my dear wife's race, such a deed must be impossible. I cannot to believe him guilty, though every circumstance points to guilt. No, I believe she was sacrificed to the malignity of some ruffian who had a grudge against me. Against you, father, why all your men
Starting point is 07:24:06 adore you? No, Sybil, there are always black sheep. However popular an employer may be, he is never without enemies. if i have been a good master to good servants i have been hard as iron in my dealings with bad subjects i have made examples when they were needed i should never have held my own with that rough lot if i had been afraid of letting him have it hot when they tried to get the upper hand It's likely enough that some vindictive devil struck at me through her Through my poor innocent girl. Thank God for one thing. There were no signs of a struggle The villain's knife took her by surprise three swift blows from the savage hand no struggle No time for terror and agony death Sudden death only death the large muscular hands were strained across his eye
Starting point is 07:25:09 and the stooping shoulders were shaken by the violence of his sobs my poor girl caught like a limb in the clutch of a tiger but it was death swift and sudden it might have been worse sybil's knelt by his chair clinging to him leaning her head against his arm trying to comfort him by mute sympathy a love that needed no words when the storm was over, he looked down at her kindly, but with a far-off look, as if he hardly knew her. "'You wanted something?' he said. "'What was it?' "'I want you to give me some money, father, a good deal, at least two hundred pounds in cash. I can give you my check for the full amount. I have drawn very little of the five hundred pounds you paid into the bank for me on my
Starting point is 07:26:10 birthday, but I must have two hundred to-night in notes or gold. Her father looked at her wonderingly, but with a look of a man whose troubled brain is only dimly impressed by any circumstance outside the point upon which all his thoughts are centered. I don't understand what you could want with so much money, he said. Is it for someone in distress? Yes, for someone in great distress. Surely, tomorrow would be time enough? No, it must be tonight.
Starting point is 07:26:48 How impulsive you are, just like your poor mother. There is some money in that drawer, the drawer with a key in it, some notes that were brought me this morning, nearly three hundred pounds. Some of my march rents. Take what you want and go. I am better alone. This muddled head of mine can't stand the strength. of talking to anyone not even to you he rose and walked up and down the room while sybil knelt in front of his writing-table and opened the money-drawer the notes were of various denominations and it took her some minutes to make up the sum she required and then she went to her father kissed him silently and left him with a murmured good-night she met him with a murmured good-night she met
Starting point is 07:27:40 his faithful secretary creeping out of the billiard-room where there was a solitary lamp burning you will look after my poor father won't you mr orlovar he is in a sad state of mind yes i am waiting for him i hope i shall get him to bed presently he was up all last night it is killing work for a man of his age i wish you could stay with him miss higginson you might help persuade him to take some rest no no he doesn't want me sybil answered hurriedly as she went toward the lobby that opened into the garden she had not taken off her hat or jacket andrew olivar looked after her wonderingly as she vanished into the darkness of the corridor that she should be leaving her father when her presence might have been useful to him was strange and so affectionate a daughter, that she should be dressed for walking at that hour of the night was even more surprising. While he stood thinking over her conduct, he heard the lobby door shut, blown to by the wind, which was just beginning to rise. The door had slipped out of Sybil's hand while she was trying to shut it noiselessly.
Starting point is 07:29:01 The sky was moonless and starless, and there was a fine, drizzling rain falling, scarcely more perceptible than dew, and it was not till she was near the end of her journey that Sybil knew the penetrating capacity of that fine rain, but by that time her thin cloth jacket was wet through. There was a light burning in a lower window at the fisherman's rest, but the door was shut, and Sybil stood for a few moments wondering whether she ought to knock, when she saw a bright red spot traveling toward her along the dark road, which proved to be the lighted end of Urquhart's cigar. You have been very quick, he said as he came to her.
Starting point is 07:29:49 Have you got the money? Yes, two hundred pounds in notes. Twenties, tens, fives, answered Sybil, handing him the packet. Capital, you are a brave girl, and you may congratulate yourself in the days to come upon having saved Mountford's life. I have made my bargain with three of the best men in the village. They have a good boat, and they will be able to land him wherever he likes between here and the bonus. They will be ready to start before daybreak.
Starting point is 07:30:23 One of them will be waiting on the beach with a dingy. I've made everything square with Coxon. It wasn't an easy business. And he is to have fifty pounds, an exorbitant price for good. giving the key of the door and being deaf and dumb till tomorrow morning. He has lent me the axe with which he chops his wood, and when Mountford is off, I am to slip the key under the door of his cottage,
Starting point is 07:30:49 where I can find it in the morning, and I am to knock the door of the lock up about, smash the lock, and so on, so as to give the idea of an escape by violence. And now I'll take you to Mountford, and it will be your business to get him off quietly. without any quixotic nonsense on his part, while I look after the men.
Starting point is 07:31:11 Stay, you had better take him a couple of ten-pound notes. He may be without money, and you'll have to arrange with him where as goods and chattels are to be sent. You can do anything with him, you see. You will succeed where I might fail. Remember, it is a question of life or death. Yes, yes, I know,
Starting point is 07:31:30 and yet I may be doing him the cruelest wrong and urging him to escape. the world will say he is guilty. All the world will think very little about him, once he has dropped through. In the case of this kind, interest and curiosity soon die if they are not fed with the daily scraps in the newspapers. When Mountford has vanished and the funeral is over, this tragedy will be as if it never had been. Here we are at his door. Now, Sybil, I leave you to manage him. when the men are ready i'll come and fetch him he unlocked the door and left sibyl to go in alone brandon was sitting at the table in the dim light of the smoky candles his watch lying in front of him as if he had been counting the minutes in the weariness of waiting he started up as she entered and clasped her hand and lifted it to his lips my darling why are you about
Starting point is 07:32:36 at such an hour, to think that you should care for me so much, that you should be here in this wretched hole, you, in the dead of the night, carrying and thinking for me, robbed of sleep and rest and comfort for me. I shall be able to better rest when I know that you are safe, Brandon. I offered you my love yesterday. Do you think I offered myself lightly to a man I cared about so little that I could stop at home idle and content while he was in sorrow and danger? No, you could not think so badly of me. You know that whatever a woman can do, I will do, bar the door with my right arm,
Starting point is 07:33:21 like Kate Barless, to keep out your enemies, if need were. She smiled at him through her tears, smiled with love so irresistible that he caught her in his arms and their lips met in a despairing kiss. My God, he cried. A man might live and die for one such moment as this. I am content, Sybil. No matter where I go or what becomes of me, however I may be tossed about in the tempest of life, cast on whatever strand, I must still remember and take comfort from the memory that you have loved me and shall always love you whatever may become of me but now be reasonable cool clear-headed and first take this money giving him the two notes what for because you may be wandering about for some time before you can get at your own money and you may not have much about you the change of a ten-pound check of which i have given a sovereign to my jailer mr irkart was right then as to your wanting money mr irkhart is very thoughtful i don't understand why he should take so much trouble about me it is surely common humanity in him you and he have been companions and friends since you came to allers and companions, yes, I don't know much about friendship. Mr. Urquhart has always impressed me with the idea that he has only one friend in the world,
Starting point is 07:35:15 the friend who goes under his own hat. You have been unjust to him. Trouble brings out a man's better nature. He has been intensely in earnest about you, most energetic in helping you. Yes, but why, Sybil, why? Brandon, are you a cynic? I know he is, but I did not think that you are an unbeliever in other people's goodness. An unbeliever when Providence has sent an angel across my pathway?
Starting point is 07:35:47 No. No, no, Sybil. I believe there are stray spirits from heaven who are allowed to visit this dull earth. Now and then, in the shape of women like you. But I don't believe in the fringe. of a Hubert Urquhart. It is his money. You have given me? No, no, it is mine. I'm glad of that. She told him about the boat, and that all he had to do was to wait quietly until Urquhart summoned him. The interval was not likely to be long. They waited longer than Sybil had anticipated,
Starting point is 07:36:27 waited with the rude wooden shutters open to the night sky, which was covered with ragged black clouds that foretold windy weather. The wind had been rising since midnight, and it had blown away, the soft, imperceptible rain, and seemed to be blowing the stars about, only a few stars scattered white apart in the dark canopy. I am afraid you'll have rough weather, civil said as she listened to the sobbing swell of the waves on the beach below, and the shrill note of the wind? No, no, it won't be much, or, if it were, I have not far to go.
Starting point is 07:37:08 I can be landed at the first sheltered spot. The boat I am to sail in can hug the shore. No doubt the men know every inch of the coast between here and Bonas. They can land me where they like, as soon as they like. Not too near here, remember everyone will know you are gone to.
Starting point is 07:37:30 tomorrow. You will be hunted for. Yes, like a hunted animal. A position of that kind does not enhance a man's sense of personal dignity. I am to wear another man's clothes, to sneak about pretending to be something I am not. I must try to talk like a Cumberland fisherman, and must inevitably be found out my speech will betray me. He was walking up and down excitedly, was suppressed impatience. He had promised to do this thing, but he hated himself for doing it. He had, as it were, given his life into Sybil's keeping, but he could but feel he was something less than a true man in allowing a woman to dispose of his fate. He could but feel that the manlier course would have been to abide the issue of things,
Starting point is 07:38:24 to wait for the worst that the world's injustice could do to him. Or if he were, in very truth, a murderer, would it not be better to let the law deal with him? What joy or peace could he ever know upon earth, while he was unconvinced upon that point, while in his own mind it was an open question whether he had killed the girl? There was but briefest speech during that long hour of waiting.
Starting point is 07:38:58 Brandon paced up and down in moody silence. All had been said that words could say between these two. The story of hopeless love had been told. Sybil stood by the open window watching those rainy clouds, amidst which the rare stars glimmered. a sky of evil omen it seemed to her sad eyes the dark ragged clouds grouped themselves into a funeral train and she shuddered as she thought of the dismal procession which was to leave ellersley early in the coming week the first funeral which would leave those doors since her mother's death had taught her the inevitable end of all things human inevitable yes but not like that this not as it had come to her adopted sister poor marie she thought i am so selfish in my sorrow for the man i love that i have no time to grieve for her
Starting point is 07:40:05 grief will come by and by when he is safe safe but far away and when i shall have nothing to think of but the friends that are lost brandon looked at his wife watch many times during that interval of waiting, half-past two. The first hour gone, three, an hour and a half. Your friend is slow in making his plans, he said presently. I fear you may be missed at home. The whole household will run distracted, if that were so. No, there will be no one to miss me. I sent my maid to bed and came out by the garden door, for which I have my own key. No one ever locks that door. We are not a nervous household at Ellersley.
Starting point is 07:40:59 Quick footsteps sounded outside. A key was turned in the door, and Urquhart looked in. Now, he said, all is ready. Look sharp. It will be light in less than an hour. Come, Mountford. Brandon paused on the threshold. Sybil went to him and put her hand in his,
Starting point is 07:41:19 simply confidingly. God keep you and comfort you, she said, wherever you may go. The words were low and fervent and had all the earnestness of a prayer. My beloved, if I get clear out of the trap that fate has set for me,
Starting point is 07:41:38 I shall owe you my life, but it will be only a broken life without you. Come along, said Urquhart angrily, don't stand there exchanging pretty speeches when every minute adds to the danger. He took hold of Brandon's arm and drew him across the threshold. I'll come back for you, Sybil, and I've seen him safe on board. No, no, I shall go home alone. I want no one. You had better lock the door. No, stay where you are until I get back.
Starting point is 07:42:14 He shut the door quickly as he spoke, locked it, and put the key in his pocket. For God's sake, Don't leave her there, said Brandon. She'll be frightened in that dismal den. Not she. You don't know what a spirit that girl has. I shall be back in ten minutes. Come along. Follow me down the path to the beach.
Starting point is 07:42:36 Look out for squalls. The track is narrow and ragged, and a slip means death. Sybil was not frightened, but she was angry at being treated like a child, locked in that miserable room, with the burnt-down candle smoking and flickering on the dirty deal-table, and the rusty grating between her and the outside world?
Starting point is 07:43:00 Why should Urquhart have prevented her going back to Ellersley alone as she had come? She hated the idea of his company for the homeward walk. He would talk to her of Brandon, would discuss what had been done, speculate upon his future, and to hear Hubert Urquhart talk of the man she would. loved would be hateful he had been useful he had done things that she could not have done with all her ardent desire to rescue her lover he had acted while she had talked he had the strongest claim upon her gratitude but she did not want his company to-night she walked across the room and looking toward the grating she was startled by the apparition of a face two faces purestices
Starting point is 07:43:49 hearing in at her. Who's there? She cried. There was no answer, but she heard footsteps scuttling off in the loose shingle, and she felt assured that someone had been watching. The thought was not a pleasant one. She knew not how long or how often those unknown faces had been there, strange, unfriendly eyes might have been peering in at her at Brandon, even in that one moment of abandonment,
Starting point is 07:44:24 that kiss, which meant parting, and despair. She welcomed the turning of the key in the lock, and even Urquhart's company was better than her own vexed thoughts. Is he safe? she asked. He is dancing gaily over the water in the Mary Jane, with every thread of canvas raining in a favorable wind. He will be in Scotland. before breakfast time at Ellersley, and it will be his own fault if he doesn't take the first steamer that will carry him across the sea, and so make a clean disappearance. There has been someone looking in at the grating, said Sybil, pointing to the window, and she described that brief vision of two inquisitive faces.
Starting point is 07:45:14 I'm sorry for that, Urquhart said with a vexed air. I'm sorry anyone in the village. should know that you are here sybil was outside the door by this time and urquhart was examining the lock before beginning operations with the hatchet which he had brought with him i don't like the idea of being watched she said but as to their knowing i am here i don't think that matters perhaps not but your villager has an infernal long tongue and you don't want the whole neighbourhood nagging about Miss Higginson and her interest in a possible murderer. I will never admit that possibility, and I don't care who knows that I am interested in him. You're a plucky girl.
Starting point is 07:46:06 Now, just take a look around before I smash this lock and tell me if the coast is clear. He had taken off his coat, ready to begin work. Sibyl made a rapid circuit of lock-up and cottage and came back to the door. All right? All right. And here goes. He took a screwdriver from his pocket and tried to get the screws out of the lock, but this lock was solid enough to have locked a fortress,
Starting point is 07:46:38 and the screws were embedded in rust. He could not move them. I thought as much, he said. The door couldn't have opened without violence. Now for a few artistic touches. He hacked and hewed the woodwork round the lock, sending the splinters flying and smashing the worm-eaten panel, which sent out a cloud of dust and rottenness at every stroke. Five minutes' work made a ruin of door and jam. That will clear Coxon's character, he said, and now to get rid of my tools. He ran to the little garden behind Coxon's cottage and disposed of the hatchet of the hatchet of,
Starting point is 07:47:20 and screwdriver under a thicket of gooseberry bushes near the back door. Sybil had walked some little way along the cliff path by the time he overtook her. What a hurry you are in, he said as he rejoined her. There is nothing more to be done. You are sure he got off safely? I saw him on board the smack, if the wind holds up, as it is now he'll be far away north-east. before noon there were ragged streaks of a pale cold gray in the east and the sea showed faintly
Starting point is 07:48:00 livid under that first glimmer of dawn it was not a sky of pleasant omen and sybil who had been reared on that coast and knew the signs of sea and sky saw the menace of a storm her hope was that foul weather might be slow and coming and that the man she loved might be safe on shore before the beginning of evil. She had nothing to say to Urquhart in the walk back to Ellersley, and she walked her fastest, partly because of that agitated state of mind in which it was impossible to walk slowly, partly in her desire to escape conversation, but at the door he stopped her with his hand upon her arm.
Starting point is 07:48:46 How you must love that man! he said as if the ejaculation were the result of his brooding thoughts during the silent walk. I do love him, she answered, turning to look at him. I am not ashamed of loving him. His father loved my mother before she saw my father's face. Fate parted them. Fate is parting Brandon and me, but I love him. I love him as the best and truest man I have ever known, except my father,
Starting point is 07:49:18 or am ever likely to know that sounds as though you had a bad opinion of my sex in general said urquhart with a sneering laugh i don't think you are all of you perfect but i'm not going to quarrel with you this morning mr urquhart for you have done a kind and generous thing and i am grateful you will have more reason to be when you find out how general the belief is in Mountford's guilt, and how strong the net, which you and how I have cut through. Sybil went quietly up to her room, supposing that Urquhart would follow her example, but instead of going upstairs, he waited till the sound of her light footsteps had died away in the distance. Then he reopened the door by which they had entered, and went out again into the bleak morning, away at a swinging pace toward the road that led to the railway station, distant along three miles. He looked at his watch as he went out the shrubbery gate.
Starting point is 07:50:28 Four o'clock. There is a train that will do for me at three minutes past five. End of chapter 13. Chapter 14. Of thou art the man. This is a Librevox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 14. What love was ever as deep as a grave? The fatigue that Sybil had gone through since nightfall
Starting point is 07:51:24 had made no impression on her physical being or no impression of which her mind was conscious. If her limbs ached with the tramping to and fro and up and down over the rough ground by the cliff, she had no consciousness of her pain. Her mental suffering, her keen anxieties, her grief and horror, that the deed that had been done,
Starting point is 07:51:49 left no room in her consciousness for the sensibility of bodily pain. she walked up and down her bedroom and in and out to her balcony in the light of a gloomy dawn or stood looking at the sea and the sky a wild sky a rough sea a livid dawn that heralded a tempestuous day and she had driven him out into the storm she had urged him to act against his own judgment which would have bidden him to face his danger was it wise was it well now that the act was irrevocable now that the shattered door told its story of prison-breaking an ignominious flight. She asked herself that questioning with maddening iteration. Ignominious flight. Yes, that was the word,
Starting point is 07:52:43 the man who flies from the face of justice must needs submit to the ignominy which attaches to all flight. Innocence should stand firm and wait the worst that fate can do. No doubt that was the idealist view of the situation, but then came the thought of stern reality, the possible conviction, the possible gallows, the inscrutable perversity of fate which sometimes dooms an innocent man to a disgraceful death, all for the want of some little clue to the thread of that labyrinth of circumstantial evidence, and get at the core of truth hidden somewhere in the midst of it. Guiltless men have been hanged, even in this enlightened age, and to the end of time there will always be that cruel possibility of innocence paying the penalty intended for guilt.
Starting point is 07:53:42 On the whole, therefore, Sybil was thankful that she had helped to get Brandon Maltford out of the clutch of the law. For the time being, he was, might suffer an honor and reputation for that escape, he might have to exist under a heavy cloud and exile in some distant country, living under a false name, cut off, from all the friends and associations of his youth. But in the years to come, the clue to the mystery might be found, and the wrong might be righted. Who could have done it? Sibyl asked herself, and her hands strained across her forehead, as if she wanted to wring some sudden inspiration out of her tired brain.
Starting point is 07:54:31 Who could have done it? She asked herself, and then told herself despairingly, I feel as if all my thinking powers were gone. I can imagine no one who would do such a deed. Everybody liked her. She had no enemy. It could have only been some ruffian, With the wild beasts thirst for blood, some madman.
Starting point is 07:54:59 A madman, yes. Sybil turned sick with agony, as she remembered what Brandon Mountford had told her about that inscrutable disease which can change sanity to madness, the sudden clouding of the brain, the maniac's impulse toward evil. Oh, if it were he, after all, if my conviction of his innocence should be a mere delusion born of my love for him well after a pause if it is so i am the more thankful that he is free
Starting point is 07:55:38 my poor afflicted love marked out by feet to bear so cruel a burden who would not help you to escape the bitter consequences and then came a still more appalling thought if he had done this thing if his unconscious hand had taken mary arnold's life who could say whether this first crime might be not the beginning of a series of murders the murderous impulse might recur and this man this man she admired and loved this man of high birth and gentle breeding might become a scourge and a horror to his fellow-men a wretch whose death or whose lifelong imprisonment would be required for the safety of others. She flung herself upon her bed and hid her face from the daylight, awe-stricken at the horror her own thoughts had conjured up. The wind shrieked in the chimney, and there was something hideously human in the sound. One gust more violent than the rest seemed to shake even those solid walls. There was a dreadful silence in the house next morning when Sybil awoke from a sleep of sheer exhaustion.
Starting point is 07:57:01 She was lying on the bed, still wearing the black gown in which she had walked to and fro with all the dust and chalk of the road and the cliff upon it. But careful hands had spread a down coverlet over her, and the morning cup of tea, which she generally took at seven o'clock, was on the little table by her bed, showing that the faithful Farabee had been watching her slumbers. The window she had left open was shut, and the closed Venetians darkened the room. Sybil sprang up from the bed and ran to look at the clock at the mantelpiece. A quarter to eleven. How long, how heavily she had slept. a dreamless sleep, unshadowed by any consciousness of the sorrow that made waking so terrible.
Starting point is 07:57:58 The wind had been raging when she last looked at sea and sky. The sky was calm enough now when she opened the shutters and looked seaward, a dull gray sky. But the waves were rising and falling with a slow and sullen force, and the livid patches of foam showed here and there, upon the leaden-colored expanse. She rang her bell, and Farabee came bustling in. Oh, how tired you must have been, Miss.
Starting point is 07:58:29 Regular dead beat, to fall asleep in your clothes, and to sleep from twelve o'clock to close upon eleven, all but twelve hours. You, too, such a light sleeper. I've got your bath ready, but let me fetch you a fresh cup of tea first. You can't drink that stuff, pointing to the neglected cup. It's stone cold.
Starting point is 07:58:55 Never mind the tea. Yes, I was very tired. My bones are still aching. I don't wonder at it, Miss. Dear, oh dear, what times we're living in. Such a storm early this morning. We shall hear of ever so many boats lost before dark, Hampton says. And then,
Starting point is 07:59:17 Farabee related how Mr. Mountford had broken out of the lock-up in the midst of the storm, a proceeding to which she evidently attached to the idea of satanic intervention, as if he might have made his bargain with Zamiel or Mephistopheles, and how the hue and cry had been raised, and the country was being searched far and near, and the telegraph wires at Ardlist and post office were working as they never had worked before. All I can say is I hope they won't find him, concluded Farabee. He was the nicest gentleman that ever came into this house,
Starting point is 08:00:05 and if he did murder that poor young lady in a fit of madness, as they say he did, why, it was his affliction and not his fault. Who says that he murdered her? Well, Miss, everybody thinks he did it, and madness would be his only excuse. Not that there was anything like madness in his ways. Thomas, who always waited upon him, says there was never a politer, quieter gentleman. None of your swearing or flying out at a servant for nothing. He had rather a nervous manner sometimes, Thomas says, a little absent-minded,
Starting point is 08:00:43 but never no violence. Nothing looked like being out of his mind. Poor Brandon, to be discussed and anatomized in the servants' hall, to have fallen so low, the talk of the village in hunted by policemen, his description telegraphed from place to place. It was nearly one o'clock when Sibyl went downstairs, white as a ghost in her black gown and wandered aimlessly about the house almost wondering not to see Marie's bright face in any of the rooms this dread mystery of death was so difficult to realize even now after all she had suffered within the last day and a half the horror of the murder was ever present in her mind but she had not yet realized the actuality of death the disappearance of one familiar figure
Starting point is 08:01:41 the silence of that voice that had ever so lately been a part of her home and of her life never more to see marie arnold the companion of all her girlish years the happy years in which there had been no shadow of care now life seemed all care and terror and difficulty it needed all her stoicism to visit the room where the dead girl was lying that room so quiet and pure and peaceful. Yesterday, defiled by the muddy boots of the coroner's jury, filled with ghoulish mutterings and whisperings. Not a trace of those rough visitors remain today. The white curtain bed rose pale in the dim light that crept through the closely fastened Venetians, and the coverlet was almost hidden under white flowers. Azaleas, all the most precious blooms that the hot-houses of ellersley could supply sir joseph's own trembling lips had given the order be sure there are plenty of flowers she was so fond of flowers you'd like to see her wouldn't you miss asked pheraby when her mistress was dressed like no it could not be a question of liking every nerve contrite
Starting point is 08:03:12 with pain at the thought like no but it was her duty perhaps a duty she owed to the dead to stand for a little while by that placid form which could never more rise up and hold out loving arms toward the adopted sister it might seem cold-hearted self-absorbed to keep aloof from that awful room with a great mystery offered its solemn question to Christian and philosopher alike. After this, what? Or is this the end? Farabee's tone implied that her mistress ought to look upon the dead, and Sybil wanted to do what was right. She wanted all the household to know how truly she had loved Marie Arnold. She went to the door of the room, that room which she used to enter so gaily a dozen times a day, to show marie this or that books flowers finery to ask questions to tell little scraps of girlish news to discuss an idea any sudden fancy that might have flashed into her brain marie had been the only close companion of those impressionable years the years which changed the child into a woman an upper housemaid opened the door at sibyl's like knock and the cool
Starting point is 08:04:44 darkness of the room the perfume of lily suggested a chapel in some southern land Sybil looked fearfully toward the white bed yes there was that rigid outline under the snowy sheet that which she had seen and shuddered at in painting and sculpture but which her eyes had never looked upon until now in its terrible reality, for the father's thoughtful care had excluded the child from the room where her mother lay in that last sleep. Slowly and with noiseless footsteps, she approached the bed that when the housemaid put out her hand to raise the snowy lawn, which lay so lightly over that marble form, Sybil stopped her with a faint cry.
Starting point is 08:05:40 No, no, no, let me remember her as I knew her. her not like this she sank on her knees at the foot of the bed covered her face with the hands and thought a prayer a prayer for the repose of that passionate soul such a prayer as the anglican church forbids but which instinct prompts whenever the living look upon the dead she prayed for the peace of the dead and prayed still more fervently for that unhappy future fugitive, whose life was disomered by this untimely death, who, guilty or innocent, had to bear the shadow of crime. Her eyes were drowned in tears when she rose from her knees, and took one of those fairy-like blooms from the shower of lilies of the valley, which have been scattered over
Starting point is 08:06:36 the sheet, and with this poor little flower in her hand, she stole softly from the room, where the middle-aged housemaid sat by an open window reading her Bible in the flickering light that filtered through the Venetian shutters. For the housemaid, pious, middle-aged, and a confirmed spinster, there was a dismal relish in this quiet guardianship of the dead, to sit in a cool, flower-scented room and read the prophet Jeremiah in the spirit of the spirit of unquestioning faith that seeketh not to understand what it readeth, was better than to overlook housework, and pry into those dusty corners which the pert, young, pink-frocked housemaid is apt to neglect. The upper housemaid felt the importance of her charge, most of all
Starting point is 08:07:35 when Sir Joseph sat sobbing beside the bed as he had done in the dead of night. When those passionate tears of his had startled the watcher from a profound slumber. She felt she was being admitted to the family's secrets, that her situation, always a good one, would be on a higher footing from this time forward. The door closed upon the chamber of death, but scarcely had Sybil crossed the threshold when she met Herbert Urquhart in the corridor, where, even in the dim light from shrouded windows. She could see how pale and worn he was. Are you going to look your last upon poor Maria?
Starting point is 08:08:27 She asked. No, no, I never look on the dead. I shouldn't like to confess as much to a sportsman, but even the sight of a dead stag harrows me. It suggests what I. must come to sooner or later i was on my way to your boudoir you have news of him yes there is news of a sort i want a few quiet minutes of quiet talk with you sybil i may call you by that name may i not all we went through together last night gives me a kind of claim, doesn't it? What does it matter? She exclaimed impatiently. If you have anything to tell
Starting point is 08:09:23 me, don't keep it back. If it is bad news, I would rather hear the worst at once. She looked as if she were going to faint, and he thought she would drop at his feet. He put his arm round her to steady her, and drew her gently toward an old-fashioned settee. under a large picture by Snyders, which represented the crisis in the life of a hunted boar, his ultimate fate nobody had ever troubled to inquire into. Boar hounds' landscape had all mellowed to a dead level of brown varnish and blue mold. she thinks only of him cares only about him thought urquhart as he seated himself by sybil's side with his arm still supporting her it galled him to think that she took no more notice of his arm than if it had been her old nurses you have bad news she said agitatedly he has been followed arrested alas if the worst
Starting point is 08:10:41 has happened, it is even worse than that. Oh God, oh God, have mercy upon me. What could be worse, except his death? Ah, Sybil, that is the point. I am so sorry for you, so sorry that this man's fate should have such a power to afflict you. This man, a stranger here a few weeks ago. Don't talk like that, she cried imperiously. I love him. That is enough for you to know. I am not ashamed of my love. What has happened to him? For God's sake, speak. She clutched the lapel of his coat, looking at him with wild, despairing eyes, startling him with the vehemence of her feelings. Can you bear to hear what I must say? if I have to tell you my worst fear. I must bear it. Nothing can be worse than this torture.
Starting point is 08:11:46 My poor Sybil, there was a gale this morning after the smack sailed, a gale from the southwest, blowing dead on our coast yonder. They were to put him ashore in the early morning, to come back to Ardleston with the news that all was safe. I was down at the village an hour ago, and the men had not come back. There was no news of the Mary Jane. They may have gone farther up the coast. Hardly was such a wind at their back. The storm was sharp and short, but murderous while it lasted. There is a feeling of apprehension in the village. I saw the skipper's wife. She flew at me like a tigress. Told me that if her husband and his boy were lost, it was my doing. It was my doing. It was my my cursed money, which had tempted him to take his boat out in such a night.
Starting point is 08:12:42 What? Cryed Sibble. Was there any danger? Did you know that there was a risk of the boat being lost? Oh, if you did know that, what a wretch you are! Luring him to his death under the pretense of saving him, over-persuading him, against his own reason, and I, I helped you. This is sheer madness, said Urquhart, rising indignantly and moving away from her.
Starting point is 08:13:13 If you take the thing in this spirit, I can say no more. You knew as much about the night as I could know. You heard the wind rising as I heard it, but neither you nor I could know that there was to be a squall after daylight. You knew what I knew of Mountford's peril, and that to stay where he was meant a disgraceful death. And to escape a possibility, he has flung away his life, said Sybil despairingly. Well, we have helped him to some purpose. If the boat is lost and his life with it, you and I are his love. murderers. It's folly to talk like this. Absolute folly.
Starting point is 08:14:09 Urquhart answered savagely, if he is drowned, well, it is a better death for a gentleman that being put out of this world by the common hangman, and after all, he was nothing to you, not even your affianced husband. Yet you have hazarded your good name for him, and now you are endangering your reason she looked at him with a vacant expression as if she hardly heard him or heard without understanding what is the woman's name she asked what woman the woman whose husband owned the boat that is lost or that may be lost there is nothing certain yet. The woman's name is Kettering. Where does she live? In the lane at the back of the fisherman's arrest, what are you going to do? As Sybil went toward the staircase, I'm going to Mrs. Kettering.
Starting point is 08:15:23 What's madness! You will make yourself the talk of the village. I am going to see Mrs. Kettering. The boat may have come back, perhaps. There may be good news. for me at the village what will your father think he will not mind he believes in brandon's innocence as firmly as i do he will change his mind perhaps when he hears that brandon has run away murdered urquhart walking up and down the gallery as sybil had left him he did not pace that long gallery from end to end but turned at about two-thirds of its length giving a wide berth to the door at the east end, the door which closed Marie Arnold's room. Marie's room. How soon it would cease to belong to her. Now, soon, that a strong personality would have passed out of the daily life of Ellersley House
Starting point is 08:16:30 to leave, to Urquhart's mind at least, a blank. which none could fill there was no good news in the little sea-coast village not a whisper of hope to be heard in all the length and breadth of the long strangling street sibyl found the lane behind the fisherman's breast a lane of about a dozen stone cottages full of sad faces and weeping women the mary jane with her crew of four had gone to the bottom all hands on board and there were scarcely one of those rough stone cottages whose inmates were not weeping for kinsmen or husband sweetheart or friend the intermarriages of the small seafaring community had interwoven the whole village in the ties of kindred there could hardly be a death at arliston which would not justify all the inhabitants in putting on mourning whence it arose that rusty black was a chief from one end of the village to the other three family names prevailed along the straggling street and if the people were were not ketterings they need must needs be Hessels or Garforth while Garforth Hessels and Ketterings were all allied by cousinship thus it was that lamentations for
Starting point is 08:17:59 the loss of the Mary Jane filled the air in the narrow lane behind the fishermen's rest and the dishevelled women sat crying on the rugged stone steps leading up to the cottage doors while little groups clustered at the corner talking of the catastrophe the fact of which no one doubted alas there seems no room for doubt since fragments of the mary jane had washed up ashore near one of the most dangerous rocks on that iron-bound coast between ardleston and allan bay and it was clear that the ill-fated boat had been blown on to that rugged point which the fisherman's wives all knew and had heard of as a devout monster and had been split into matchwood. Some among those time-honored boats in their fisher fleets, gaily from Ardleston and fair weather, needed no gigantic forces of nature to destroy them.
Starting point is 08:19:02 The Mary Jane had been redound as a swift sailor and had come off with flying colors in many of fishermen's race at the annual regatta. But age will tell, and then Mary Jane was older than her owner had ever cared to remember. Well, she had gone. She'd have blessed out our lives if my good man hadn't flown in the face of Providence to please them at the great house.
Starting point is 08:19:33 Them that should have known better, sobbed the widow, sitting distractedly in the midst of a sympathizing group, while her little children played in a corner of the room, and the latest baby, latest in effect. family where there seemed to be at least three babies slept peacefully in the closet bed a bed built into the wall capable of being enclosed with a sliding shutter the widow started to her feet at the side of sibyl pushed back the ragged hair from her eyes with angry hands almost as if she could have plucked it out by the roots oh it's you miss higginson she cried i wonder you've got the cheek to come and look at me and my children. You that have made these babies orphans, and me a miserable woman,
Starting point is 08:20:25 all along are trying to save your sweetheart's life, his life. What was his life worth again, my poor Jack's? Jack has had wife and children to work for. Jack has never did wrong to man or beast in his life, drowned, trying to save your sweetheart, a murderer. that ought to have been hung. Oh, it's wicked, that's what it is. God Almighty didn't ought to let such things be.
Starting point is 08:20:53 He didn't ought, but there is a world's too full of people now for the God Almighty to care as he did for the Israelites when there was only his chosen to look after. It's a wicked world, and you're a wicked girl, Sybil Higginson, to have tempted by Jack to risk his life for the sake of your cursed money. Come, come, Mrs. Cattering, urged a motherly voice. You've got no call to fly it, Miss Higginson.
Starting point is 08:21:31 He's always been your true friend. My true friend, yes, till last night, but my bitter enemy for ever and ever after last night. now Susan You know you was all in favor of Jack's taking the job He told you there'd be dirty weather But you were all for making the best of it You was now you must remember that
Starting point is 08:21:59 Susan Kettering threw up her arms And beat her careworn forehead with her clenched fist Remember oh God As if I could ever forget It was to earn bread for their bairns. It was to earn more than two years' rent. What mother wouldn't have been eager to earn five and twenty pound by one night's work. Oh, God, oh God, what a black night's work for me and mine.
Starting point is 08:22:30 And it was your doing, Miss Higginson. It was all your doing. Susan Kettering, remonstrated the woman who had spoken before. you mustn't go on like this. There ain't no justice on it. Oh, let her talk, said Sybil standing on the threshold, leaning against the doorpost,
Starting point is 08:22:52 with white face and dry, haggard eyes. Let her talk, poor soul. But it is quite certain that the boat has gone down, she asked, appealing to the women generally. Is there no? hope? No, miss, there ain't no hope. There's been enough rotten timber washed ashore to show that the Mary Jane was mashed up in that heavy sea. But it's no fault of yorne, Miss Higginson,
Starting point is 08:23:23 and if Susan just wasn't crazed with grief, she'd never say such things. No hope, murmured Sibyl with quivering lips. No hope for the grief-stricken wife and these fatherless children but what of him for whom that fated boat had been put out to sea? He might have been landed safely before the evil hour in which the Mary Jane was blown upon the rocks. All was uncertain yet as to his fate, and her pity for this mourner with the bloodshot eyes and wild hair and distracted movements of clenched hands and writhing arms, and was made keener by the thought that Brandon Mountford might be. be safe on shore.
Starting point is 08:24:13 Was it far from here that the boat was wrecked? She asked, the elderly woman who had spoken last. Yes, miss, half a dozen miles or so, if you went ashore where they think he did, on the hurrabee rocks, it's a bad place
Starting point is 08:24:28 that is. There's been many wrecked there within the memory of the old people hereabouts. Six miles for the north, you civil. That would be near Allen Bay. Yes, Miss, this side of the bay,
Starting point is 08:24:45 a mile nearer home. And Allen Bay would have been a safe place to land anyone out of the boat. Safe enough if they could have run along shore in such a wind, but the Lord knows if they could. It was a wicked wind.
Starting point is 08:25:03 What time was the gale at its worse? Between six and seven, Miss. ah yes she remembered looking at the clock on her mantelpiece while that howling shrieking of the wind was at its loudest when the venetian shutters were rattling as if they would be torn from their fastenings and the solid window-frame were shaken and the massive stone chimney seemed to vibrate and tremble above the roof past six and brandon had gone on board the mary jane before three o'clock there would have been time to land him at allan bay and more than time under any reasonable conditions of wind and sea but who can reckon time when the frail boat has to fight every yard of progress when the forces of nature are set against the frail cockle-shell in which the low born breadwinner tempts the sea still there was hope hope for her though not two of Mary Jane's rotten timbers still held together she bent over the weeping widow gently touched the coarse disheveled hair with delicate fingers
Starting point is 08:26:19 and gently stroked the burning forehead rugged with the premature wrinkles that come of toil and care hard weather and a hard life. I am deeply sorry for you, my poor friend, and you may be sure that I will take care of you, and these poor children always, always, sorry for me, cried the widow, starting up, pushing away the gentle hand. Who wants your sorrow? Who wants your care? Do you think I take another sixpence of your money?
Starting point is 08:27:04 The money that bought my good man's life? You and your father think money can buy anything. What are we but your slaves? And we go about saying, how good you are, that you have got everything, while we have to toil for our daily bread in the pit or on the sea. Danger and darkness both. It don't much matter which
Starting point is 08:27:30 There's always death waiting around the corner for us Well, you sit at home and take your ease And think there's nothing on this earth that's too good for you And now to save your sweetheart, a madman, and a murderer, My true-hearted husband has gone to the bottom of the sea. Hush now, Susan, you mustn't take on like this, It ain't fair, remonstrated the earth. elder woman and there was a murmured chorus of disapproval from the others don't mind her miss
Starting point is 08:28:07 she's downright daft said one it's a shame to go on at you that it has that it has always been so good to us she'll be sorry enough for what she has said when she comes to her right senses I shall be sorry for her all the days of my life, Sybilz answered sadly. Let me speak to you a minute outside Mrs. Garforth, she added in a lower voice to the widow's elderly kinswoman. Mrs. Garforth followed quickly to the door. Don't take any money from her! screamed Susan Kettering. Not one penny of her cursed brass.
Starting point is 08:28:57 It cost me my husband. Not a dirty penny. Not! Her voice rose to a scream, and then there came a burst of hysterical laughter as she flung herself violently on the bed where the baby woke, looked about for a moment or two,
Starting point is 08:29:17 a seared, scared eyes. and set up a piteous wail. Two other babies took up the note and squalled in sympathy. Oh, Miss, it's too bad of her, said Mrs. Garforth, when she and Sybil had walked a few paces along the lane and were out of hearing of the tempest inside the cottage. But she ain't in her right mind, and you looking so ill, too, she added, the girl's ashen cheeks and hollow eyes, and such trouble up at the great house. Yes, trouble has come upon us, terrible trouble. I never knew what it meant till now. I have never been half sorry enough for others. Don't say that, miss, you've always been kind to us.
Starting point is 08:30:13 None that was in trouble or sickness ever went to Ellersley for help in vain. Poor Susan has no call to blame you for her loss. Jack was asked to undertake a risky job, and he was offered a good price for it, and he could say yes or no. She persuaded him to say yes, and
Starting point is 08:30:33 that's what makes her heart so sore, poor creature. Did they think there was a risk last night before the boat went out? Lord, yes, dear lady, them as know the coast, knowed as there was a gale,
Starting point is 08:30:49 coming. And he knew, Mr. Urquhart, he must have known. Well, miss, he's a landsman, you see, and he's bound to know the coasts seeing Calander Castle ain't far off, but of course he wanted to get your sweetheart away. When a man's in danger of being tried for his life, and there's only one road by which he can get away, folks can't be particular about the weather along that ear road. You mustn't talk of Mr. Mountford as my sweetheart, Mrs. Garford. He was nothing to me but a friend, a very dear friend. What? Wasn't you and him keeping company, miss? No, no. Ah, people hear about's as good on us to talk. They'd all have had it that you and him was sweethearts, and you was almost out of your mind about him last night, like poor Susan today
Starting point is 08:31:52 about her Jack, and that you was at the lock-up with him best part of the night. Martha Hessel said she and Susan saw you there part in with him, and just afore he went off to the boat with Mr. Urquhart. Let them talk, Sybil interrupted haughtily. This gentleman is a relationship. We are distant cousins. I know he is innocent. I know it by my own instinct, you understand,
Starting point is 08:32:24 and my father believes in him as firmly as I do. I should have been a cowardly wretch, if I had not helped Mr. Urquhart to get him out of prison before more injustice was done. All I could do was to help with money, which my father gave me for that purpose. you can't suppose I care what these people think she was beginning to feel the sting of public in gratitude she had been very kind to these people though Ardleston lay beyond the immediate
Starting point is 08:33:00 surroundings of her home she had gone out of her way to be kind to them and had thought herself beloved by them I must go home she said drying the tears that stung her burning eyeballs every now and then, in spite of that proud spirit of hers, which made her strong to bear calamity. I want to help Mrs. Kettering and her children as much as I can. Will you look after them for me, Mrs. Garforth, and see that they want for nothing? If you can come to Ellersley Park this afternoon, I'll give you some money to keep in hand for them, and I'll tell you what I want done in the future.
Starting point is 08:33:45 If the father risked his life and lost it for my kinsman's sake, those children ought to be in my care till they are old enough to care for themselves. Your noble-hearted young lady, and by and by when she's calmed down a bit, Susan will be as grateful to you as I am now for her sake.
Starting point is 08:34:13 End of chapter 14. Chapter 15 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 15.
Starting point is 08:34:51 Ah, but forgetting all things, shall I thee? No trace of the fugitive had been discovered, though fifty pounds reward had been offered for his arrest, only fifty pounds offered by the treasury. People in the neighborhood of Ardleston thought it odd that Sir Joseph Higginson had offered no reward. Yet there would be naturally a restraining influence, and the fact of family ties. If Marie Arnold was dear as an adopted daughter, her supposed murderer was allied to Sir Joseph by marriage,
Starting point is 08:35:33 and he could hardly desire to see a kinsman of his late wives in the criminal dock. The prevailing belief in Arliston and at Ellersley was that the sea had closed over a lunatic murderer, and that the swift end of a terrible story was about the best thing that could have happened. Nobody outside Ellersley Park had any doubt that Brandon Mountford had killed Marie Arnold in a paroxysm of epileptic fury. The word epilepsy, once having been uttered, the solution of the mystery was taken as found. The people who knew the least about that terrible disease and its influence and mind and conduct were the most boldly assertive as to its probabilities of the case,
Starting point is 08:36:22 and there was no one in the neighborhood of Ellersley to suggest that in a criminal mystery, the obvious is always the unlikely. There was a general assurance that the last word of the story had been told. The murderer had been shuffled off the scene of this world to his own and everybody else's advantage. much suffering and disgrace had been spared to him, and much trouble and lost to time to other people. The sea and the wind had accounted for a man whose continued existence must have been an affliction to himself and a burden to others. The few county people within the influence of Ellersley looked into their peerages,
Starting point is 08:37:10 and discanted upon the lucky escape of the Allendales and the Brymars and all their kindred. The poor young man was so highly connected that to have had him tried for murder would have brought annoyance and discredit into half the drawing-rooms in Mayfair and made dinner-table conversation even more full of pitfalls than it usually is. Those Mountfort girls, Sybil Higginson's aunts, and their sons and daughters, had married all over the peerage. There was hardly a family of rank that hadn't a Mountford in it. And how terrible an ordeal for that aristocratic clan had Brandon Mountford's trial for murder been in the papers, the question of his lunacy or non-lunacy discussed in leaders and letters,
Starting point is 08:38:10 fought over by a medical specialist clamoured about by benevolent busy-bodies until the mind of fashionable london became permeated with the idea that the mountforts were every one of them mad and to support which thesis stories would be ranked up about every mountfort who ever worn a queer hat or thrashed a valet from time of queen elizabeth much of this hateful publicity mr mountfort's clarets clan had escaped. There had been a great deal of talk about the Ellersley murder in that part of Cumberland, but the respect felt for Sir Joseph Higginson had exercised a restraining influence over the editors of local newspapers, and the pen of the picturesque reporter had been employed under restrictions. upon the report of the inquest there had followed the startling news of Brandon Mountford's escape from the jail and the chances of his having gotten away from England or perished with the luckless crew of the Mary Jane were duly discussed
Starting point is 08:39:33 but after a paragraph for two in subsequent issues the matter has had been allowed to drop, and the local press had done nothing to annoy the good man to whom the proprietors of the two local weeklies had always looked for aid in times of financial strain. But, though the press might renounce the privileges of new journalism in the interests of an old friend, there were tongues in the neighborhood, old womanish tongues, not always owned by old women, which would not forego so fair an opportunity to blacken a millionaire's character, and breathe their venom on his daughter's fair name. And these tongues were busy, and these small gentry, dwelling in secluded places,
Starting point is 08:40:36 afar from the burning questions of public life, were not to be, deprived of their prey in the whist club on the tennis ground and at many tea-tables Brandon Mountford and Sybil Higginson and the murdered girl were the subject of low voiced conversations where a shrug and the nod and a half-expressed thought went a great deal further than plain speech. Sir Joseph Higginson let them talk, or knew not that they were talking. Marie Arnold was lying in her grave on the landward side of Ellersley Church, screened from the bleak wind that blows up from the Solway Firth.
Starting point is 08:41:29 After one of those terrible funerals which are always awarded, heaven knows why, to a murdered victim. People had crowded to Ellersley from busy, towns and from far-off villages to follow the murdered girl to the churchyard and to stare at her mourners concentrating their attention upon Sir Joseph's haggard face and gray hair and inclined to resent the absence of his young daughter who should have been a feature in the show that hideous funeral with the rabble to whom the horror of Marie's doom served as a zest to picnic basket, and an excuse for an outing was over, and had been over
Starting point is 08:42:21 for nearly three months during the greater part of which time Sir Joseph and his daughter had been in Germany. He had fled from the scene of the murder directly after the funeral, and Sybil had gone with him. For her, too, Ellersley had become a plight place of bad dreams. The gardens and the wood she had loved so well were now clouded with a vague horror. She dared not even think of the spot where the body had been found, where Brandon had been arrested with blood's stained hands. Her maid, Farabee, had insisted on describing the exact spot, had wanted to take her mistress there, with the tactlessness of her conscience, It was an infinite relief to Sybil to leave England, and she was grateful to her father for proposing to take her to Shevalbach, as soon as Miss Minchin could be recalled from her holiday.
Starting point is 08:43:29 It was not so agreeable to her feelings to hear next morning that Hubert Urquhart was to be of the party. He had offered to go as a kind of gentleman career To take all trouble off Sir Joseph's hand Your valet is English to the fortieth power And will be very little used to you in any excursioning He said Sir Joseph protested that he was not going to excursionize He was going to the quietest place he could find
Starting point is 08:44:06 just to get himself and Sybil away from the house that was full of agonizing associations. He wanted no one but his old servant, and good little mention, to take care of Sybil. They would live retired from the world, till the memory of that dreadful night had lost something of its haunting power, and they could venture home again. to stick in one spot and brood over the past is a way to remember and not forget, Remen stated Urquhart, You and Sybil will come back to Ellersley in lower spirits than when you went away. Come, Sir Joseph, be reasonable.
Starting point is 08:44:48 This shocking event has pulled you down. You'll want a friend at your elbow. Sir Joseph was not in a condition to argue about anything. His brain felt dazed and dull. he led to urquhart think and act for him as sibyl seeing him so broken down aged in appearance by ten years had not the heart to oppose his wishes or even tell him that urquhart's company would be a burden to her so they started for schwalwak with urquhart and miss minchin and two servants sir joseph's faithful valet of many-year service, and Sybil's mate Farabee, who was utterly incapable of looking after her young mistress's luggage, and in constant peril of being left behind at railway stations,
Starting point is 08:45:47 or losing herself in strange cities. Fortunately, the Lemisemention was equal to the occasion and took care of mistress and maid. Her period of service was nearly at an end. This was perhaps the last journey she and her beloved people were to take together the last time they were to be together as pupil and governess and her affection was intensified by the prospect of parting whatever shall i do with myself without my darling girl she sighed you'll have other darling girls mousey dear, better girls than me, perhaps. Oh, no, dear. I shall have no more pupils. Your good, good father is going to allow me fifty pounds a year for the rest of my days, and I am going back to Beverly, to my dear old mother, to be a help and a comfort to her
Starting point is 08:46:48 in her declining years. There was never such a man of Sir Joseph, I think, since this world began. He is all that is dear and good, but isn't it a bit too much for you to do, Miss dearest mention? Why, if it wasn't for all the care you took of me, I should hardly be alive. She checked herself with a deep sigh, thinking how much heartache an early death might have saved her. They stayed at Chvalbach, in spite of Mr. Urquhart's remonstrances, neither Sir Joseph nor his daughter were in the spirits for touring. Neither mountain scenery nor medieval architecture offered any attraction for them. The minds of both were brooding on the past, and the thoughts of each, were alike, gloomy.
Starting point is 08:47:48 day followed day and dull monotony week followed weak and still there was no sign from brandon mountford to show that he lived if he landed and left england for some foreign part it is very cruel of him to not relieve my mind of this horrible uncertainty Sybil said to Urquhart in one of those rare occasions when she spoke to him confidentially. I have no belief in his escape. I believe he went down in the fishing boat with the rest of them, and be assured that if the sea closed over him, Providence was kind to us all. I don't believe that he was drowned, said Sybil, obstinately. He may have sailed for the cave. and I shall hear from him by and by no I will not believe that he is dead my dear
Starting point is 08:48:48 enthusiast and to think that you had only known him for three weeks there was a covert sneer in the words and the tone which passed unnoticed by Sybil she attached no importance to this man's ideas or opinions he had behaved well upon the during those long, dull weeks at Schwalbach. He had been useful to Sir Joseph, useful and companionable, and for that Sybil was grateful. She was still more grateful to him for not having forced his society upon herself. He had not relayed her in a rambles with sturdy little mismentioned, or intruded on her quiet evenings of study in her own sitting-room. He had tried sometimes to lure her from her seclusion, and had been occasionally successful in organizing
Starting point is 08:49:45 a drive to some distant point of interest, but however picturesque the scenery, he could see that her thoughts were otherware. He had never succeeded in making her forget, Brandon Mountford. Yet he did not despair of reaching that golden goal to which all his efforts, since Marie's death had been tending. It's a waiting race. He said to himself on that last night at Chvalvach as he paced up and down the hotel's terrace in the great interval between sunset and moonrise.
Starting point is 08:50:22 But the prize is such a glorious one. A man may well be patient, buoyed up by such a hope, a lovely woman in the bloom of girlhood, and a dower of a million or two. Yes, it's a question of millions. Jabberwach, who writes the money article and the outside broker, told me that Sir Joseph Higginson is one of the richest men in the north of England,
Starting point is 08:50:51 and will leave a big pile behind him when he hands in his checks. And he has only this girl, only this one-you lamb. The stakes are stupid. It was August when Sir Joseph and his party went back to Cumberland, just three months after Marie Arnold's death, long enough, with most people, for sorrow to have assumed their milder form which may last for a lifetime, or dwindle by gentle degrees into forgetfulness. In this instance, however, grief had lost little of its intensity and the return to familiar scenes was full of pain. Both Sir Joseph and his daughter were heroic in repressing all outward
Starting point is 08:51:46 signs of sorrow, and the only change in the father was the look of age which had come upon him was a strange suddenness at the time of Marie's tragic death, together with a marked lessening of that physical energy which a year ago had made the active supervision of his estate, an amusement, and a delight. He handed over the burden of his cares to Andrew Orlabar, and rarely looked at business documents, languidly assenting to everything his secretary proposed. Had Orlabar been, of a less incorruptible honesty, the great argosy of St. Sir Joseph Higginson's fortune might have sprung a leak. The change which grief had wrought in the daughter was less marked, and the outer world
Starting point is 08:52:49 might have supposed only that Sybil Higginson was ripening from the light-hearted girl into the thoughtful woman, but Urquhart, who marked her closely, saw that all the gladness had gone out of her young life. She had a look of anxious thought which a wife of ten years standing might have had in the absence of an adored husband, a look as of one whose heart is far away. All the amusements and occupations of her life had lost their savor, except only music that divine art, which of all others has the power to soothe and even to console and lift the mind
Starting point is 08:53:41 from the actual to the unseen, to suggest if it cannot reveal the spiritual joys of a life beyond the grave. Music had been, after religion, Sibyl's chief consoler during those dull, days of Schvalbach, and now, on returning to Ellersley, she flew to her piano in the octagon room, where the frescoes on the wall seemed to smile a welcome after the longest interval in which the lovely living face had been absent since those fair ideal faces or painted.
Starting point is 08:54:21 The thought of Marie flashed into her mind as she struck the first chord of a pensive voluntary and she seemed to hear the rich round notes of the mezzo-soprano thrilling in the opening bars of the anews dei they loved in that 12th mass which whether by Mozart or not by Mozart will always be dear to music lovers yes this was home the familiar home and room where all that art could do had been done to surround everyday life with beauty. Sybil was glad to be at home again, even although at home was haunted by bitter memories, and the shadow of a vanished form met her at every turn of the garden or the wood, on the moorland
Starting point is 08:55:25 or by the river, the shadow of her companion of seven happy years, the shadow of the man who in a few short weeks had given you color to her life. Both were but shadows now, one lying in the village churchyard, the other vanished, his fate, unknown. As time wore on, Sibyl, began to believe with urquhart that brandon had gone down with the crew of the mary jane if he were living he would surely have made some sign he must have understood that she would be anxious about his fate or even if he had been so dull of brain as not to sympathize with her feelings common courtesy would have impelled him to write to the woman who had gone so far out of her way to aid his escape. Gradually, brooding over the work of that dark night and recalling Urquhart's share
Starting point is 08:56:33 in the work, she grew to suspect some hidden motive, and that an evil one for the part which he had taken. Her suspicions were of the vaguest, for she could imagine no reason for double-dealing on his part. Yet, now that Brandon's flight had ended fatally, it seemed to her that no gentleman should have counseled so unmanly a course, and she hated herself for having urged
Starting point is 08:57:13 Brandon to act against his own convictions. Yes, it had been a mistake, and a fatal mistake, an error of judgment which had ended in ignominy and death. How much better to have faced the worst? The mystery of Marie Arnold's death might have been solved in the laborious investigation which a trial would have afforded. The keenest intelligence in the land, the quick intellect of the trained advocate, might have been brought to bear upon crime and motive.
Starting point is 08:57:55 The clue might have been found. The labyrinth threaded, and the real murderer discovered. By his disappearance, Brandon had left the mystery dark, and his name disgraced. Urquhart ceased to be Sir Joseph's guest after the return from a Chvalbach, but he was still a neighbor, as he had established himself for the autumn at Killander Castle.
Starting point is 08:58:33 And he rode or drove to Ellersley so frequently that it seemed to Sybil as if he might as well lived there. She avoided him as much as possible and spent the greater part of her life in retirement in her morning room, with no companion but the devoted Miss Minchin, and Muff, the old collie dog, which had been her faithful adorer from the days of puppyhood, when his youthful spirits had found vent in boisterous gambols and races on the lawns and in the pine wood. He was old and feeble now, and liked best to lie at ease on the lion's skin, which
Starting point is 08:59:18 Brandon Mountford had presented to her in the beginning of their acquaintance, a trophy from the shores of the Zambezi. The governess was to remain with her people as a companion and friend till the following spring when Sybil's aunt, Lady Selina Mountford was to assume all the cares of chaperone, and was to conduct the heiress safely to the fiery furnace of smart. Society to a brilliant marriage. The migration to Arlington Street was to take place in February and Miss Higginson was to be presented by Lady Brimar and the first drawing room of the year. The Brimars were established in the family house in Hartford Street, the shabby old house within whose paneled walls Sir Joseph Higginson
Starting point is 09:00:17 had wooed and won his wife. Lord Allendale was now a confirmed invalid and spent his life between Bath and various bohemian health resorts ministered to by a valet who was nearly as old as himself. Brimar, the heir apparent, was to all intents and purposes,
Starting point is 09:00:42 head of the house of Mountford. He was a busy man, a sportsman, fond of racing, fond of all amusements that cost money, and having very little money to spend, a man always overoccupied upon whose crowded brain, even the most awful episode in the family history, as Brandon Mountford's arrest on a charge of murder, had made no deep impression. He had written to Sir Joseph expressing horror at the tragedy, and sympathy with the friends of the murdered girl together with his opinion that brandon could not have done the deed or could only have done it in a fit of lunacy mother died mad a very sad history nothing bad on the mountford's side foolish marriage no very little
Starting point is 09:01:47 of the young man. This letter, in Brimer's jerky style, natural in a man who conducted his private correspondence chiefly by electric wire, had been the only notice taken of the Ellersley tragedy by the House of Mountford, which had a happy knack of dropping any member who got into trouble. With such an immense family as ours, if we didn't cut the black sheep. We should always be in the law courts, said the philosophical Brimor. Our time would be taken up in watching Tom, Dick, and Harry through their troubles. End of Chapter 15. Chapter 16 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information, or to
Starting point is 09:02:56 volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 16 In the gray distance, half a life away. Sir Joseph and his daughter had been at home nearly a month, and the grouse were being slaughtered on the moors. Lord Penrith was at the castle with a small, party of shooters and had ridden over to Ellersley twice within a week, and on his second visit
Starting point is 09:03:33 had lunched alone with Sir Joseph, a visit that had lasted late into the afternoon, the two men strolling up and down the terrace after luncheon, smoking their cigars. Sir Joseph's infantes and Harry Clay's were famous among his friends and talking confidentially. Urquhart had been at Ellersley on neither occasion. Indeed, Penrith had made a point of his brother stopping to represent him with the shooters. I didn't know you cared about Sir Jay, said Urquhart, Sokley, when he heard of the second visit to Ellersley. I don't know what you mean by caring. Sir Joseph is a shocking old bounder, but as good as gold, and if one didn't consort with bounders nowadays, one would have to take to
Starting point is 09:04:30 a cavern in the desert." "'But you are so exclusive,' sneered Urquhart, and you care so little about society. You could afford to do without the bounders.' "'No doubt I could, in a general way, but I can't afford to do without Sir Joseph Higgins I like the man, and I like his cigars, and I like his daughter. Oh, exclaimed Urquhart with a sudden drop of his lower jaw. That's the way the land lies, is it? Yes, answered Penrith.
Starting point is 09:05:17 That is the way. Have you any objection? Objection, of course not. the younger must give way to the elder, I am no Jacob. Penrith laughed at his short, dry laugh, as he stepped lightly into his high dog-cart. Poor Hubert. Well, he had had long innings with the heiress, and it was Penrith's turn now. The fortress might be invincible, but putting a woman.
Starting point is 09:05:53 fancy out of the question, and it was evident that Miss Higginson had no fancy for Urquhart, the suitor who could offer a coronet must have the better chance. He had found Sir Joseph a broken man. It was less than a year since they had met, and it seemed to him that ten years of an ordinary lifetime could have made no more marked at alteration in the old man's appearance and physique. Penrath knew that in dealing with so shrewd a man as Joseph Higginson, any beating about the bush would be useless. He had not finished his first cigar on this second visit before he came to the point and offered himself as a suitor for Miss Higginson. My title is one of the oldest in the north of England, he said.
Starting point is 09:06:56 I won't say anything about my estate, for as the bulk of my property is near your own, I dare say you know its value as well as I do. I have suffered, as most people have suffered, from the fallen rents, but not to such an extent as some landowners. I don't pretend by any means to be a rich man, but the Penrith property is a fine property and only needs the outlay of a few thousands here and there in restoration and improvement.
Starting point is 09:07:33 Houses, gardens, parks, have gone to seed for the want of ready cash. My house in Berkeley Square, for instance, a house in a walled garden, one of the few old world houses left in London. My wife might make a very pretty figure in the world if she had a fortune of her own, and still more if she were young and beautiful, as your daughter is.
Starting point is 09:08:04 She might be a leading light among the very best. Sir Joseph's wan face brightened. He did not love Lord Penrith, that hard urquhart manner had always repelled him but so far as he knew penwith was a man of reputable character such dark beings as had been said of hubert urquhart had never in sir joseph's hearing been said of the earl it was known that he had tried and failed to marry wealth on more than one occasion but that failure could hardly be considered disgraceful. Sir Joseph wanted a coronet for his daughter. Last year, perhaps, strong in the bold ambition of a self-made man, he might have considered this particular coronet hardly good enough. He might have aspired to ducal strawberry leaves,
Starting point is 09:09:11 or at least to rank allied with more prosperous fortunes than that of Penrith. But since that calamity of last May, a weariness of life had come upon him, and he wanted to see his daughter married as soon as possible. He was perfectly frank with his visitor. Only six months ago I was looking forward to Sybil's first season with a good deal of play. He said. I love to think of the splash she would make in society with her fresh young beauty and her expectations.
Starting point is 09:09:51 I wanted to see her admired and followed, and to pick the best man among her followers. But I'm not so keen upon next year as I was a little time ago. I'm breaking up, Penrith. I fancy my race is nearly run. I suppose I used to think myself immortal, for I was always cast. building about the future, my grandchildren, my great-grandchildren even. I thought I might live to see new generations. God knows what I thought. Ridiculous in a man of 70. Well, that's over. And now I'm anxious to see my daughter settled, as people call it, before the curtain falls.
Starting point is 09:10:34 That dark curtain comes down unexpectedly sometimes, especially where a man has worked his brain as I have worked mine. A fiber snaps, and the tale is told. Penworth murmured some soothing remark about a fine constitution, a green old age. Men live well into the 90s nowadays, he said. Some men do, I shan't, answered Sir Joseph briefly. I've had the tap. I've had the tap. of constable death on my shoulder and then notice to move on if Sybil likes you well enough to be your wife Lord Penrith likes you as well as her mother liked me when we married why I will back your suit and I will make such a settlement as will secure her fortune against all contingencies but which will not be illiberal
Starting point is 09:11:41 towards you. There shall be margin enough of available capitals to restore the family seat in the house and town, and to improve every homestead and cottage and every acreage on your estate. If she can but like you, that's the question. I hope it may not be impossible for me to win something even better than liking, said Penrith, with a stately air. It ought not to be a hopeless task if the young lady's affections are disengaged, and I take it that in the retirement of Ellersley she's hardly likely to have met anyone worthy of her notice.
Starting point is 09:12:30 No, no, she is heart-whole, I have no doubt, Sir Joseph answered somewhat confusingly. She was terribly upset at the trouble we had here last May, our poor Marie's death and Mountfort's arrest. Mountford is a kind of cousin of my daughters, a dreadful business altogether. She misses her adopted sister. She has not been the same girl since, and any more than I have been the same man.
Starting point is 09:13:02 Neither of us can forget. Penrith looked at him keenly at that mention of Mountford, and then, in a cold, incisive tone. he said, "'A shocking business indeed,' Sir Joseph. I conclude that there can be no doubt of Mountford's guilt, so far as an epileptic can be held guilty of a crime committed in a paroxysm of his disease. I don't know about that.
Starting point is 09:13:33 Indeed, I am very doubtful. I should never have believed in his guilt if he had not broken out of jail, till I heard of his getting away like that, I could have staked my life upon his innocence. But if not he, who could the murderer have been? God knows. Some roaming devil who might have murdered her for the sake of her trinkets,
Starting point is 09:13:58 a gold bangle, a diamond ring I gave her on her last birthday in which she always wore. The fact that the trinkets were not taken proves nothing. for the murderer might have been surprised by Brandon's appearance on the scene. They told me he was kneeling by the body, taken red-handed. Anyone who came accidentally upon the spot and touched my poor girl's blood-soaked gown, as I believe Brandon did, would have been red-handed as he was.
Starting point is 09:14:30 That proves nothing. The only suspicious circumstance to my mind is his running away. Mighty suspicious. Painful story altogether surreesome. Joseph, I am sorry for Lord Allendale and the family. I need hardly say that I am still more sorry for you and your loss of a dependent you are fond of in such a tragic manner. My loss of a dependent? Yes, of whom I was fond. A dependent! I dare say that you have heard people speculate upon their relations between Marie Arnold and me. Penrith Sharagd his shoulders in languid descent. People will talk, he said,
Starting point is 09:15:15 I am the last to trouble myself about what the world says in print or by word of mouth. People may have said that I should hardly have been so fond of a mere dependent and that Marie Arnold must have been my daughter. Ah, that is the kind of thing people always say. Well, in this case they were right. She was my daughter. Penrith bent his head gravely. I am flattered by your confidence and your directness, he murmured. You're entitled to my confidence.
Starting point is 09:15:52 There should be no secrets between us if you are to be my son-in-law. There should be no after-claps, no asking for explanations. You know pretty well what I am myself. You shall hear all there is to be told about Marie. Arnold's birth and parentage. Sir Joseph, if this revelation be in the least distressing to you, I must beg you to let the matter rest. I do not seek to pry into your history, nor could a flaw of that kind in the record of your earlier life lessen the respect to which your character and position entitle you, and in which you must always receive,
Starting point is 09:16:41 unstintedly from me. Men of the world do not look severely upon such indiscretions. Pray, let it pass. No, no, it will be a relief to tell you. I have been a most miserable man since my poor girl's death. I am not superstitious, but sometimes I think that her cruel death was a judgment upon me. i ought to have recognised her as my daughter it would have been easy enough my dear wife being gone to assert a previous marriage sybil would never have disputed the fact and marie could have been told to hold her tongue as to the date of her mother's death i ought to have given my girl her rightful position as my daughter not my heiress or her i ought to have given my girl her rightful position as my daughter not my heiress or her
Starting point is 09:17:41 but my amply dowered daughter. But I was a hypocrite and a coward. I allowed myself to be talked about as the benefactor of an orphan. I allowed my own flesh and blood to wear the livery of dependence. Well, the story is short and common enough. There was a pause,
Starting point is 09:18:09 and Sir Joseph walked to the, the length of the terrace in silence, lighted a cigar, smoked a few whiffs, and tossed it away impatiently. Arnold was an Englishman who had worked in northern France for a good many years, and had married a French wife. She was from the South, a lovely creature, and had been married for only a year, when her husband came to me as an overseer of ironworks, which I had taken over from a bankrupt company. there had been folly ignorance neglect and dishonesty everything was in confusion and arnold who knew the district and the men and who was half a frenchman by long habit was very useful to me
Starting point is 09:18:55 he was a man of remarkable talent and had been able to hold his own in various employments but was a drunkard and before he had been in my service three months i was told to hold his own in various employments but was a drunkard and before he had been in my service three months i was told that he beat his pretty young wife, and I was asked to interfere for her protection. Well, I called at their lodging, saw the wife, lectured the husband, held out hopes of promotion, and promised to do my very best for him if he would only keep away from the brandy shop.
Starting point is 09:19:31 He owned his part, promised amendment, and was very plausible, and praised the virtues of his wife. And, naturally broke his promise before long, but in Penrith, whose languid air suggested he was listening rather out of politeness than from any warm interest in the story.
Starting point is 09:19:52 Yes, he went from bad to worse. He was a valuable servant, knew the place and the plant, and where all had been chaos, his knowledge and experience were particularly useful. But he was not a fit man to be in a post of authority, and there were continual complaints.
Starting point is 09:20:12 I threatened dismissal, but did not dismiss him. I saw his wife and tried to bring her influence to bear upon him. But she was not a clever managing woman. She was pretty, and flung herself upon me for protection in her helplessness, complained of his violence, regretted her happy home in the South. Her people were poor, but they had always been kind. With her husband, she was often in fear for her life. I urged her, being as bad as this, to go back to her family.
Starting point is 09:20:47 I offered to send her home, but she was timid and irresolute. If she were to leave George Arnold, he would follow and bring her back, and her position would be worse than ever. I could do nothing. Another pause, another cigar lighted and flung away, and then Sir Joseph went on, hurriedly. The crisis came one summer evening, just as it was growing dark. Arnold had been drinking all day, drinking, and leaving his work to be done by a subordinate. I was afterwards told
Starting point is 09:21:19 that he had not been sober for a week. There was a desperate scene, and his wife fled from him, came to my lodgings, and asked me to shelter and protect her. Well, Lord Penrith, you know what usually happens in such a case as that? She stayed with me. It was rather for fear of him than love of me that she stayed, I believe. It was only with me that she felt herself safe. As the owner of the works, and as a rich man I was looked up to, and she fancied herself safer with me than with anybody else. George Arnold came to my lodgings on the following day,
Starting point is 09:21:58 only half sober, threatening and violent, and I flung him out of doors like a dog. What pity could I have for men? who had taken a young lovely creature into his keeping and then had ill-used her from the very beginning of their married life. I had no pity, no compunction where he was concerned, but it was an awful thing to hear the next morning that he had been killed on the railroad and that it was more than likely that he had thrown himself in front of the train. you that his wife had been under my roof at the time of his death. I provided a new home for her in a village three miles from the works. I did all I could to save her character, and I believe
Starting point is 09:22:51 I succeeded. No one ever said that Louis-sung, Arnold, was more to me than an ill-used woman whom I had befriended. But she was fond. of me, her poor girl. Her heart turned to me in her loneliness. For half a year, after her husband's death, she and I were all the world to each other, and all my leisure hours were spent with her. I made her the promise which, I suppose, most men would have made in such circumstances, I promised to marry her, and I meant to keep my promise. Later on, after the birth of her child, but she had an unhappy disposition, fretful, exacting, jealous,
Starting point is 09:23:55 and the bond of love had worn very thin before my daughter was born. The child's coming might have strengthened the tie, and I might have kept my promise like an honest man, but Louis Sons' conduct at this time was trivial and foolish. I discovered a flirtation with one of my clerks. I was very angry and took her back to her native town in Provence, in an hour's warning, an establisher with her child in the house which she inhabited for the rest of her life.
Starting point is 09:24:36 i allowed her a comfortable income and i paid for her daughter's education at a convent near the mother's home but i never saw her after my marriage love had long died out and i could have approached her almost as a stranger but i felt that to look upon the face of the woman who had been my mistress would have been an offense against my wife end of chapter 16 chapter 17 of thou art the man this is a librivox recording all librivox recordings are in the public domain for more information or to volunteer please visit librivox.org thou art the man by mary elizabeth bradden chapter 17 what people said. Sir Joseph was pleased with Lord Penrith's quiet manner, both in advancing his own claims, and in receiving that frank confession of past error. There was some touch of
Starting point is 09:25:58 comfort for the sinner, and Penrith's tranquil acceptance of the story, as a mere matter of course, an incident likely enough to happen in every man's life. He himself had been inclined to take a tragical view of the old story, and to recognize a scourge of the furies in those sharp strokes with which fate had dealt him. First George Arnold's suicide, for which he had never doubted that the drunken husband had flung away his life in a fit of jealous rage. Then, Lady Lucy's death, by an accident so common, but a blow so crushing to the man who adored her, and last and most terrible the murder of his unacknowledged daughter. A remorseful conscience perceived in these calamities the judgment of an offended heaven.
Starting point is 09:26:51 It was a comfort, therefore, to talk to a man of Penrath's advanced school, who did not believe in angels, avenging, or otherwise, and who looked upon man as the creature of circumstances and environment. Sir Joseph wanted to see his daughter married, settlement's made, his colossal fortune secured so far as legal defenses can secure wealth against the weakness or the folly of a wife or the dishonesty of a husband. The thought that this splendid fortune could be scattered and wasted was madness, this fortune which had grown under his care, from the first earnings of the peasant lad to the wealth of the man who owned property of
Starting point is 09:27:33 almost every shape and form, stretching from mines and smelting works, close at hand, to the furthest limits of mining enterprises in america and australia it would be a grand thing to see his daughter a countess with an impregnable marriage settlement the conviction that his working-day was nearly done had been growing upon him ever since marie's death he felt the shadows darkening round him he had worked his brain with relentless activity and of late there have been moments of trouble and confusion. The vain effort to recall a familiar name, the sudden clouding of ideas, which indicated that the fibers were wearing thin, and that the final obscuration, the fall of the curtain, might come suddenly. He was inclined, therefore, to assist Penrith's suit with all his paternal influence. Why should not Sybil like this aristocratic suitor? He had all the markings of an ancient race in the refined features in slender yet athletic form, the small hand
Starting point is 09:28:46 and tapering fingers, the narrow arched foot, a true Norman type, with its suggestions of more distant ancestors in the dim remoteness of centuries before the conquest. The difference in their ages was considerable, the girl only 18, the man between 30 and 40, a rock at an age when a man begins to feel that the glory and freshness of youth have departed, and that he is nearing the crest of the hill, the other side of which is all downward-travelling. But this seniority should only lend dignity to his suit. It ought to be more gratifying to a girl's pride to be admired and esteemed by a man of Penrith's age. An intellectual weight, then to be worshipped by a stripling, fresh from
Starting point is 09:29:39 Christ's Church or Sandhurst. It was a bitter disappointment to Sir Joseph when, after confiding Penrith's hopes and his own views to Sybil, he was met by a deliberate refusal. I don't think I shall ever marry, she said. At any rate, there is nothing further from my thoughts at present. I want to stay with you, dear father, always. Always may not mean very long, Sir Joseph muttered. mutily, and then he strongly urged the advantages of a marriage with Penrith, an old peerage, an estate adjoining, that which she was to inherit, a castle that had stood like a rock against the assaults of Scottish freebooters, in the day when it was a perilous thing to live on the marches. For dignity, for historic interest, there could be hardly a finer
Starting point is 09:30:35 match. Sir Joseph grew angry, as he noted Sybil's scornful lip and resolute eye. Do you want to marry a Duke? he exclaimed. Is that why you turn up your nose at an offer most girls would snap at? I don't want to marry at all, father. No, not this year, but next year you will be in London, surrounded by adventurers and first fortune-hunting scamp, Ray Keller Gambler, who takes your fancy. will have a better chance than Penrith with his 30,000 acres and ancient name. I am not afraid of fortune hunters. Very likely not, but I am.
Starting point is 09:31:20 Don't take me to London then next year or any other year. I don't care for society, Father. I am as happy as I ever can be here with you. Civil. That's all very well, but it can't last. I'm an old man and our parting. Our last parting, my dear, may come sooner than you expect.
Starting point is 09:31:45 You think it nothing to give up society and all the pleasures to which my daughter has a right, but that's only because you don't know what the great world is like. You've heard it abused. The pleasures called Dead Sea Fruit. That's all nonsense. It's a very pleasant world for youth and wealth,
Starting point is 09:32:05 whatever it may be for the worn out and the needy. No doubt they taste the dust and ashes, but the fruit will be fresh and sweet to your lip. You must take your position in society next season, Sybil, married or unmarried. Your aunt Selina would not hear of your presentation being delayed after your 19th birthday. Sybil did not dispute this point,
Starting point is 09:32:32 but she was firm in her refusal. of Lord Penrith. He was to come to Ellersley in a few days to hear her verdict. He had begged that she might not be hurried in her decision. He wished that she should have ample time to consider the manifold advantages he had to offer. He would have been cut to the quick, had he had known with what indifference Sybil contemplated his offer, and that the only words of her father's that had touched her feelings, had been his gloomy foreshadowing of his own death. Her thoughts were full of sadness as she walked up and down the terrace. There were only a few months ago she had been so lighthearted and happy.
Starting point is 09:33:21 It was still early in September, and autumn had scarcely touched the foliage in park or woods. Only September, and she remembered herself, as she had been last spring, when the leaves on yonder plain tree were unfolding while the beach buds were still purple how happy how thoughtless she had been in those lengthening april days amused with the various trifles and now it seemed to her as if life were one load of care look where she would the horizon was dark she had lived almost in seclusion since her return from the continent the few cottages Fisher families at Arliston, Pitman's families nearer home, whom she had visited, had received her, as she thought, somewhat ungraciously. There was a change of some kind, a want of cordiality. They had answered all her questionings as to their own welfare, and had accepted her gifts with a certain solenness. She had avoided Susan Kettering, shuddering at the memory of the widow's frantic vehemence on the day of morning.
Starting point is 09:34:41 But two or three days after Penrith's second visit to Ellersley, she called on Mrs. Kettering's aunt, the widow Garforth, and again offered to help the orphan children. The aunt declined all help in the niece's name. it's poor susan's whim to do without your help miss she said and she must have her own way she's just a heart-broken creature and right or wrong she lays her grief at your door and she says she'd rather see those children starve than touch a sixpence of your money they needn't starve anyway poor bairns for susan can earn a little with charing she's been working up with the arms four days a week, and there's others, aunts and uncles, to help a bit, so there's no call for you to take it to heart, miss, whatever folks may say. I care nothing what people say, Sybil answered haughtily. I only want to help those poor children.
Starting point is 09:35:49 I cannot be in the slightest measure responsible for their father's death. He was asked to take out his boat and offered a price for his night's work. He was free to refuse if he saw any risk. Of course he was, Miss. Everybody can see that except Susan. She raves about the money that tempted him. Your money. I don't believe he ever had the chance of earning so much in all his life till that night. He refused at first then. Yes, poor fellow. He saw there was dirty weather coming. He didn't mean to make his boat out to that tide, but it was a heap of money to earn in a single night, and Mr. Urquhart put it to him. It would be the making of his
Starting point is 09:36:41 fortune, and it might save Mr. Mountford from the gallows. And when Susan heard of the money, she begged him to go. That's what praise upon her mind, Miss, but she has no call to lay the blame at your door and set people talking those phrases of mrs garford's about what people said haunted sibyl's memory with uncomfortable persistency what should people say to her discredit and what reason had she to be ashamed even if all that could be known about that dreadful night were known to the little world of ellersley and arliston she could understand that the widow might be blindly resentful, but what right had other people to blame her? There was no act of hers upon that night of which she felt ashamed,
Starting point is 09:37:35 for the violation of the law at which she had assisted did not trouble her conscience. She saw no more shame in that than the lion-hearted Winifred Nisdale could have seen in the trick that saved her husband's head from the block. What could people say? The neighbors of Ellersley were of the fewest for except Kilander Castle. There was no country seat within a radius of ten miles, the greater part of the land within that radius being owned by Lord Pinrith and Sir Joseph Higginson. A retired colonel of Highland Regiment with his wife and daughters,
Starting point is 09:38:18 and an evangelical vicar and his wife, both middle-aged people, were Sybil's only genteel neighbors within walking distance, and these two families provided enough gentility to keep a whole parish going. What could people say? Sybil asked herself, with troubled brow as she paced the terrace where so much of her life was spent in fine weather, while the horses were idle in the stable, and the boats lay unused in the boathouse by the river, that river which she had never willingly looked upon since Marie Arna. death. What could people say? She remembered now a certain touch of patronage in the manner of Mrs. Denton, the vicar's wife, a sort of poor dear air, a soothing look and tone which seemed to say,
Starting point is 09:39:07 I shall always be your friend, however other people may treat you. She had thought nothing of that indefinite change at the time, too weary of mind and heart to be on the alert for shades of meaning, in Mrs. Denton's local twaddle. But now recalling that last tea-drinking, she remembered that there had been a change. Those fulsome flatteries, which had implied that Sir Joseph's daughter, was only a little lower than the angels,
Starting point is 09:39:37 had given place to a pitying tenderness of tone, insufferable to think of now that she had taken the trouble to recall it. She remembered, too, that there had been a shade of cold, in Mrs. McFarlane's manner, when they met in a pitman's cottage, the elder lady distributing tracts and good advice, the younger orders for soup and wine. She remembered that the McFarlane's, who had always been precise to persnicketyness in the interchange of afternoon calls, had not called at Ellersley since her return from Schwalbock.
Starting point is 09:40:20 Sybil had not noticed the omission until now, thankful to be left in her melancholy solitude, but now it seemed to her that her neighbors had been purposely distant. She went to the terrace to the drawing-room, where an open piano and a volume of Beethoven offered that form of consolation which always soothed her nerves and lifted her soul out of the abyss of gloom. but today even music seemed to have lost some of its power. She played the first movement of the Moonlight Sonata, and then rose and moved slowly about the room,
Starting point is 09:41:02 looking at the pictures at the walls, the marble heavy, coldly white, against a background of tall palms. The tables loaded with brick of brack, brack, the valuable books piled carelessly, on other tables, books that had been chosen, mostly for her sake, Sir Joseph ordering any new book or new edition which he thought might please his daughter. How splendid it all was, but how lonely. Sir Joseph lived chiefly in his own rooms, seeing no one but Andrew or Labar,
Starting point is 09:41:42 and only joining his daughter at dinner, and after dinner, when he would ask her to play to him, and sit in melancholy silence while she played. Miss Minchin had gone home to her invalid mother. Lady Salina was in Scotland with the Brymars, but was to arrive at Ellersley early in October and take up her position officially as Miss Higginson's chaperone, till she could be released from that grave duty by Miss Higginson's marriage. Sir Joseph had contrived to convey to her mind that, as she could not presume to offer stipend or pecuniary consideration of any sort to a woman of lady selina's social standing her kindness to her niece would be substantially remembered in his will on which his sister-in-law had ensured him firstly that she
Starting point is 09:42:37 hoped that he would outlive her and secondly that she existed only to be useful to her people and thirdly, that any little legacy he might be generous enough to bequeath to her would be a most welcome addition to her wretched income. You know what a struggle it is for the unmarried daughters of a poor nobleman to live like ladies, said Lady Selina. The wonder is that they manage to live at all. Sir Joseph further conveyed to his sister-in-law that the frocks and milles and millinery, which she would require during Sybil's first season, were to be included in
Starting point is 09:43:20 Sybil's bills. You are too good, my dear Joseph. You won't find me extravagant, one or two walking gowns, my court gown, and a satin frock or two, with my own lace for dances, will carry me through the season. I won't ruin you. Everything had been settled, therefore, and in the meantime, Sybil, who dreaded her aunt's frivolous loquacity, had been thankful to be alone. Until today, there had been no oppression in the sense of solitude, only an immense relief. But now, by this new light, suggested by Mrs. Garfrew's tactless speech, the solitude galled. Was she, Sybil Higginson, who from her babyhood had been accustomed to the addualphers, of everybody about her, and had grown unconsciously without any lessening of her generous impulse
Starting point is 09:44:19 and sympathy with others, to regard herself in some sort of personage. Was she to be patronized by a vicar's wife, and cut by a half-paid colonel in his family? The thought was intolerable. The impetuous blood of youth mounted to the fair temples, and when a servant threw open the drawing-room door and announced Mr. Urquhart. Sybil hardly waited for the door to be shut before she turned to the visitor with indignant vehemence and exclaimed. Did you know this, Mr. Urquhart? Have you known all along of the cruel things people have been saying about me here in this place, where they have known me since I was a little child?
Starting point is 09:45:09 She burst into tears. the first she had shed since the interview with Mrs. Garforth. They were tears of anger rather than of sorrow. Bewildered for the moment by this outburst, Urquhart gently questioned the indignant girl, and drew from her all the story of Susan Kettering's insolence, and Mrs. Garforth's hints of scandal, and of Mrs. Denton's compassionate heirs, and Mrs. McFarlane's coldness. Hubert Urquhart was essentially an opportunist, quick to profit by a crisis that could be turned to his own advantage, and in Sybil's wounded feelings he saw a golden opportunity for the ripening of his own schemes. Until Penrith's appearance on the scene, he had meant to take things very quietly to wait and watch with the patience of Bruce's proverbial spot.
Starting point is 09:46:08 his faith had been large in the opportunities that time always brings but Penrith's rivalry altered the whole aspect of the case and his only chance of success was a coup de man my dear Sybil I am sure you have to an enlightened a mind to be distressed by village gossip he began deprecatingly they have talked about me then of course they have talked people talked about joan of arc and there were slanders about charlotte corday nothing romantic or heroic can escape being talked about your visit to the lock-up and your help in mountford's escape got known somehow and naturally people have talked there's not much to be said no ground for scandal but the people in the country places have a way of saying things. Miss Higginson must have been very attached to Mr. Mountford before she could take such a step, and then they go harping on about your attachment
Starting point is 09:47:20 and weaving a web of lies round a small nucleus of truth, until the thing grows into a scandal, and mothers shake their heads and say they would not like their daughters to behave as Miss Higginson behaved, and fathers say that Brandon Maltford was a scounder, and stories so circumstantial as to seem true are told of Sir Joseph's anger in your tears and speeches that were never spoken are quoted and commented upon. There is nothing that grows so quickly as a scandal. There needs but a grain of seed to produce a mighty tree and all the carrion crows of the neighborhood flap.
Starting point is 09:48:03 Their wings and crow can scream among its branches, but what need you care? You know the purity of your own motives. Yes, I know my own motives, and his noble character, but it is too cruel that he should be maligned. I can answer to my God for what I did, if I broke the law. It's hardly much the branch of law these people talk about as a departure from the conventional rules that hedge around a young lady in your position.
Starting point is 09:48:33 Forgive me if I wound you by repeating their malicious speeches. the running after your lover. He tried to put as much unpleasant emphasis on that last word as it would carry, but to Sybil's innocence the word meant very little. She understood, however, that unkind things had been said, unkind to him whose fate she knew not, and whose memory she fondly cherished. Sybil
Starting point is 09:49:06 There is one and only one way Of cutting through the web that entangles you The quickest, simplest way, he said, eagerly drawing nearer to her With a sudden fire in his cold, hard face Taking her hand in both his own Give me the right to defend your reputation I was with you
Starting point is 09:49:29 All through that night I can answer for the purity of your motives the generous impulse that urged you to depart from the beaten path of conduct. No one will dare to speak ill of you when you have a husband to answer for you, a husband familiar with your life from your childhood, who knows it is spotless. Give me that right, Sybil. Give me the reward of my patient love.
Starting point is 09:49:59 No, no, no, not for the world, she said passionately. How can you dream of such a thing, knowing what you know? Do you think I am so fickle or so weak? You know I loved Brandon Mountford, and that it was only his sad affliction that forbade our being engaged lovers. The past is the past. You can never marry Mountford, dead or living, he is lost to you. But marriage is your only escape from the scandal
Starting point is 09:50:33 that has grown out of that fatal night. Sybil, for your own sake, I must be plain with you. I know the world of which you know nothing. Know it too well, and I know that the cloud which darkens your name in this place will follow you to London, and that your first appearance in the great world will be overshadowed by that odious scandal. Vague from its very vagueness impossible to confute.
Starting point is 09:51:00 You cannot live down that scandal by your alone. It will be the signal for the basest adventurers to hunt you as their destined to pray. No one but a husband, a man of position, can come between you and the venom of the place in which beauty and wealth are the chosen mark for malice. Is that so? asked Sybil suddenly. Would these people be sorry for their unkindness if I were to marry a man of position in their paltry world?
Starting point is 09:51:34 a man of rank? Assuredly they would, said Urquhart, his face, lighting triumphantly. She had wrenched her hand from his, and in this moment of fancying success, he tried again to seize it, tried to draw her to his breast,
Starting point is 09:51:51 fully believing that his cause was won, one much more easily than he had hoped, even when resolved in trying to take her by storm. She repulsed him, angrily. Her face was flushed. Her eyes flamed. She ran to the hall and held the button down till a footman appeared. Was that Lord Penrith's Fayaton which drove past the window a half an hour ago? She asked. Yes, ma'am. His lordship is with Sir Joseph in the study.
Starting point is 09:52:29 Ask him to come to me here directly. Sir Joseph, man? No, Lord Penrith. What do you want with my brother? Asked your Ert Kart when the man was gone. You shall hear. Sybil was walking about the room, her heart beating violently, her breath quickened, her hands clasped tightly together in the agony of a desperate determination.
Starting point is 09:52:58 She was at the age when the happiness of a lifetime is sometimes hazarded upon the impulse. of a moment, the age of sudden resolve and reckless action, wounded pride had mastered every other feeling. Penrith appeared, pale grave, prepared for a series interview, but in no wise prepared for his brother's presence. He gave Urquhart a curt nod as he approached Sybil. Their hands met, and he sat, looking at her, surprised, at the crimson flesh on her cheek. cheek and the angry light in her eyes. You sent for me, and I came with delight.
Starting point is 09:53:43 He said gently, I'm sure you know how eager I am to see you, but you look distressed. I fear there is something the matter. He turned from Sybil to Hubert, questioningly. Lord Penrith, My father told me a few days ago that you wished me to be your wife. Do you still wish it?
Starting point is 09:54:09 Still, always, with my whole heart. But perhaps you don't know that people in this neighborhood have said unkind things about me because I helped Mr. Mountford to escape, convinced that he was innocent of poor Marie's death. I've heard nothing. If I did hear, well, I should let people know of my opinion of them
Starting point is 09:54:35 for daring to speak. and kindly of you. But you know I broke the law in helping Mr. Mountford to escape, that I provided the money which tempted the owner of the Mary Jane to risk his life. The boat was lost with all on board. They say at Ardleston, that those lives lie at my door. She clasped her hands before her face to hide the tears that rushed to her eyes at the thought. I know that you can have done nothing that was not noble and high-minded. I loved him, faltered Sybil. I am not ashamed of my love.
Starting point is 09:55:17 Even now, I can never care for anyone on this earth as I cared for him. But if, she continued dashing away her tears and confronting Penrith with a resolute look, if, knowing this, which I have told you in the presence of your brother, who was with me, and acted for me, on that, fatal night. If, knowing this, Lord Penrith, if you still wish to take me for your wife, still wish, earnestly, passionately, cried Penrith, seizing her hands and trying to draw her to his breast. There was triumph, ecstasy almost, in his face and voice, if not the ring of real passion, to have won her, to have won beauty, youth and fortune, so easily,
Starting point is 09:56:08 was more than he had hoped. He flashed in an exultant glance at his brother as he put his arm around Sybil's waist. My love, my wife, he cried. Life has nothing left to give me more than this. Hubert Urquhart had been standing a little way off with his back to a wide window, a window with plate glass doors opening on to the terrace,
Starting point is 09:56:39 a window which gave light and brightness and air and egress and ingress, but which every aesthetically-minded visitor at Ellersley condemned as an error in taste. Standing with his back to that flood of light, Urquhart's face had been in the dense shadow, and neither the diabolical scowl, nor the livid hue of his countenance as he witnessed this impromptu betrothal had been noticed by his brother or Sybil. both were startled by the venom which hissed from his lips in a burst of ironical felicitation i congratulate you miss higginson
Starting point is 09:57:22 on a coup de teartre that would have done honour to rachel and her zenith a dramatic situation more daring than anything sardin has ever attempted he wanted a husband to patch up your damaged That fact was clear to me just now when I offered you my unworthy self and a younger brother's modest status But you are more ambitious than I thought you I did not know that you wanted to repair your blemished character with the prestige that hangs about an earl's coronet That you counted upon buying a title with a million or so which you're worthy coal-mining, iron-founding, muddy-grubbing father, is ready to give as a solution to the husband who is willing to marry. Some word followed, only half pronounced between clenched teeth, only the beginning of some infamous word, no syllable of which ever reached Sybil's ear,
Starting point is 09:58:34 and which ended in a crash of plate glass that rang through elizabeth, Ellersley House and brought master and servants, indoor and out of door, hurrying to the scene. Happily for Hubert Urquhart, and perhaps still more happily from Lord Penrith, the heavy glass doors were standing ajar, with one blow impelled by passion too strong for speech, the elder brother hurled the younger backwards to the parting casements and onto the terrace outside. It was a shock of the doors flying as Erkart fell between them, which had shattered the two tall panels of glass and sent a shower of splinters flashing and sparkling in the sunlight. The flush of anger had faded from Penrith's
Starting point is 09:59:26 forehead by the time Sir Joseph entered the room, and he met the Peronet's eager questioning with perfect self-possession. i am sorry i lost my temper and broke your window he said but if a scoundrel insults the woman one loves or indeed any woman what can one do but knock him down and mr urquhart happened to be standing in front of your window pray don't be distressed sybil you will never again be subjected to my brother's brutality for he shall never enter any house house of mine, and I'm sure your father will have nothing more to do with him. What is he done? What has he said? Asked Sir Joseph, bewildered and alarmed. Nothing worth talking about.
Starting point is 10:00:24 Only an explosion of malevolence. He wanted to marry Miss Higginson and behaved like a lunatic when he heard her promise to be my wife. What has she promised? I am proud to say she has answered Penrith taking Sybil's hand Thank God said Sybil's father While this brief conversation was proceeding Hubert Urquhart was lying on his back Upon the gravel walk outside unconscious of surrounding things
Starting point is 10:01:02 Dr. Duesnapp who looked to his injured Half an hour later was able to assure Sir Joseph that although his patient was suffering from slight concussion of the brain and was somewhat shaken and bruised by the fall He would most likely be quite well in a few days End of chapter 17 Chapter 18 of Thou art the man this is a Libravox recording all Liberavocs recording all Libera Vox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 18. Lady Penrith's idea. The story of Sybil Higginson's girlhood has been told. She now reappears on the scene
Starting point is 10:02:12 in the maturity of her beauty, in the calm strength of a cultivated intellect with all the power and influence that rank and wealth can give in a world where both are objects of fanatical worship. A woman much admired and courted and sincerely loved by the numerous nephews and nieces to whom she is never weary of showing kindness. Yet for all that, a lonely woman, childless, fatherless, living her own life, unsustained by the sympathy or affection of her husband. Sir Joseph's anticipation of the end proved a true forecast. He died suddenly at his house in London in the first year of his daughter's marriage, and after seeing her take her place in the great world with distinction,
Starting point is 10:03:03 and the vast wealth which he had accumulated in half a century of laborious enterprise, passed at once to Sybil, Countess of Penrith, guarded and hedged round by those wise restrictions, which Sir Joseph's lawyers had attached to her marriage settlement. Sybil's fortune might make Lord Penrith a rich man, but Lord Penrith had no power to make his wife a pauper. Sometimes in an angry mood he spoke of himself contemptuously as her ladyship's pensioner.
Starting point is 10:03:44 The house at Arlington Street was sold soon, after Sir Joseph's death, and according to the terms of the will, but all that was choicest in a remarkable collection of pictures and curios was transferred to Lady Penrith's rooms in Barclay Square, or to the castle in the marches. She was pleased to surround herself with the things her father's taste had selected, nor was she unwise in the desire to keep the pictures which he had chosen, for the self-educated, humbly-born millionaire
Starting point is 10:04:25 had early learnt to discriminate between good and bad art, and his taste and judgment had ripened in the studios of famous painters and in Christie's sale rooms. Even the sweepings of his gallery sold well. No ray of light had been cast on brand, Mountford's fate in the ten years that had gone by since his escape from the lockup at Ardleston, and Sybil could hardly doubt that he had gone down to his death with the crew of the Mary Jane. Susan Kettering's children were growing up to sturdy lads and lasses,
Starting point is 10:05:04 and it had been Lady Penriss's care that they should be well provided for. The boys apprenticed, the girl started in domestic service with all the belongings of respectability. Susan Kettering had long ago repented of her unjust anger against Sir Joseph's daughter, and had learned to be grateful to the benefactress who had made the years of her widowhood smooth and prosperous. There was no one in that north country more beloved and respected than Lady Penrith. She was a personage in Mayfair and Belgravia, but in that smaller world around Killander Castle in Ellersley Park, she was a queen ellersley house had never been occupied by strangers though in the nine years since sir joseph's death lady penrith had only lived in it for a few days at a time once or twice a year his lordship spoke scornfully of the folly of maintaining a house and grounds which required the labour of about a dozen people for such brief occupancy but sybil reminded her husband that as the shooting and fishing or fishing
Starting point is 10:06:16 of use to himself and his friends, he had no right to complain. There was at least one inhabitant of Ellersley House above the status of a servant, and that was Andrew Orlabar, who had occupied his old rooms and moved about house and gardens and home farm in his own quiet way ever since Sir Joseph's death. He was Lady Penrose, Landstuard, and business manager. He held all the threads of that golden web of which she was, was the centre. He knew the value of every investment Sir Joseph had ever made, and he had watched them all from the beginning. And he might have been questioned at any moment as to yesterday's
Starting point is 10:07:00 closing price of any stock held by Lady Penrith without being out in his reply by so much as an eighth. Andrew Orlabar lived at Ellersley all the year round, and never complained of wintry weather or want of society. He was much respected in the district, and looked up to as a man whose advice on money matters was worth a little extra courtesy. He was nearly 70, but no less active and industrious than when he entered Sir Joseph Higginson's service as a timekeeper and clerk at 30. Nothing at Ellersley had been altered. The rooms in which Sybil's childhood and youth had been spent were exactly the same as she had ever known them. and it pleased her sometimes to turn her back upon a large house party at the castle to spend a quiet day in those silent rooms with no companion but Andrew Orlabar, with whom she would take tea in Sir Joseph's study, and who delighted to make her look through his account at the half-year's payment to her banker.
Starting point is 10:08:05 You have a surplus from last year's income that ought to be invested, he would say. Your balance is needlessly large. do what you like with it my dear andrew was her usual reply your investments never go wrong but first let us remember the poor and then she would tell him of some charity in which she was interested some great work vouched for by good men and she would allot to that scheme of beneficence perhaps the whole of her surplus if andrew laurelabar argued that she was giving away too much that she was not allowing her fortune its natural development, she would answer with a sad smile that she had no motive for being richer, and that she had enough, and more than enough, having no children among whom to divide her fortune, no family to establish spreading out to other families, carrying her riches
Starting point is 10:09:02 into new channels. For a solitary woman to go on amassing wealth for the mere pleasure of piling at money would be horrible, she said. Orlabar shook his head dubiously. Great fortunes must grow, he said. It doesn't do for them to stand still. The value of the sovereign steadily dwindles, and a rich man who doesn't increase his capital will find himself a poor man someday without knowing why. You must really allow me to invest half your surplus in one of our home railways. The stock is very high, but it will go higher. The discussion generally ended in a compromise. Half the surplus income went to the charity, and half was invested in Oralabar's discretion. He was very careful in his administration of his principal's fortune.
Starting point is 10:09:58 The days of Neck or Nothing Enterprise, which had helped make Joseph Higginson a millionaire or over. I go on plotting among investments that cannot be. bring more than four and a half percent at the outside, he said. But the responsibility is too great for me to risk anything. I can't play pitch and toss with tens of thousands, as your dear father did. Ah, those were fine times in Arlington Street when you were a little girl. He used to take my breath away, but whatever stock he touched always turned up trumps. He had the genius of finance, and it was all for your sake. I am building. up a pile for my little girl, he used to say, and he did build up a pile. Those Egyptian pharaohs
Starting point is 10:10:46 were thought to have done a grand thing when they left a pyramid behind them. What's the good of a pyramid? It's neither useful nor ornamental. The fortune your father left is both. Look at the Higginson Orphanage, the Higgins in Almshouse for Pitton's windows, the Higgins in schools. Aren't those useful and ornamental too. Your work, all your work, I know, my dear lady, but you couldn't have built them without his money. No, indeed, they are his work and his only. It has been my
Starting point is 10:11:26 greatest happiness to found institutions that will make his name remembered in the years to come, when there will be no one living who can remember him. ah that's a sad thought ain't it fifty years or so and there's no one left whose memory can conjure up the figure of the man as he lived there's a portrait or two more or less like him hercimer's is about as like as paint can be to the flesh and blood but the memory of him as he lived and moved the quick turn of his head all life and energy the curious little twitch of his eyebrow when he was puzzled, that slow, thoughtful smile when he was going to do a kindness to anyone, his deep, full voice, a little rough sometimes, but very gentle in those he loved. Fifty years. And no one on this earth will be able to recall those things that are so near
Starting point is 10:12:26 and vivid now. It does seem hard, don't it? Sibyl loved to hear the old man talk. were he never so prosy, and those afternoons at Ellersley were always a restful change from the statelyer life of Calander Castle. Coralie, having expressed herself very anxious to see a house of which she had heard a great deal, Lady Penrith took her over to Ellersley one October afternoon, within a few days of that long afternoon wasted on futile inquiries in the vein endeavor to solve the mystery of the pencil scrawl. Cora ran about the house looking at everything and raptures about everything, with that equality of praise which bespeaks the ignorant admirer,
Starting point is 10:13:24 and while the younger lady was amusing herself by a tour of inspection, the elder was closeted with Andrew Orlabar, from whom she had no secrets, and to whom she showed the scrap-bub. of paper which had stirred such hidden depths of feeling. It is so like his hand, she said. And then she placed the poor scrawl side by side with a little note written in the early morning before one of their river excursions,
Starting point is 10:13:58 proposing a picnic luncheon at a particular spot, suggesting that Sybil and her companion should take their books and sketching materials, or their latest craze in the way of needlework and make a day of it, a note, sportive and playful, which committed the writer to no expression of feeling, yet which seemed to breathe the fondest admiration of her to whom it was written. It was his first letter, how she had treasured it in that golden time, and in all the years since that brief dream of love.
Starting point is 10:14:33 Other letters had followed. letters about further excursions, about books, about music, playful little notes written in the morning, about disputed points in the conversation overnight. A misquoted line by Tennyson or Browning notes about anything about nothing. There is no sure sign of a man being deep in love than this inclination to scribble futilities to a lady
Starting point is 10:15:02 while living under the same ruth with her. The necessary separations of daily life are too long for him. He must needs bridge them over with nonsense letters. He cannot stand under her window and serenade her like a lover of old romance, so he writes, and writes, and writes. There is certainly a resemblance between the two hands, said Orlovar, after scrutinized, both documents through a reading glass and magnifying every stroke.
Starting point is 10:15:39 But what of that? You may often find a resemblance as marked in the penmanship of men who are total strangers to each other and cannot have grown to write alike by unconscious imitation. And how can you for a moment suppose that this scrap of paper given to you by some crazy mendicant on the moor could emanate from Brandon Mountfort, who disappeared ten years ago, and whom we have every reason to believe dead. Every reason, but no positive proof, answered Sybil, thoughtfully, the man who gave me that paper may have been crazy,
Starting point is 10:16:26 but he was certainly not a beggar. He thrust the paper into my hand and ran away, He wanted nothing from me. His conduct was like that of a messenger, an ignorant man who had been told to watch for my carriage and to give me the paper. And you think he was sent by Mountford? Asked Orlovar with a pitying smile.
Starting point is 10:16:51 The delusions of romantic love know no limits. He knew, partly from his observation of her, partly by her own confession, how fondly this woman had loved Brandon Mountford, and he contemplated her hallucination of today with tenderest compassion. Poor child, poor woman, whose life had for the last ten years been loveless. What wild possibilities an empty heart can conjure out of the thinnest cloud of suggestion.
Starting point is 10:17:26 I don't know what to think. my dear lady pray don't delude yourself by hopes that are as unreal as those mountain ranges and giant's caverns which you used to show me in the evening sky years ago on the terrace when we walked up and down together after dinner i don't think any rational person can doubt that poor mountfort went down in the merry jane and that under the influence of his terrible disease he committed the crime which brought such misery on this house. That I will never believe, said Lady Penrith indignantly. No. No, you won't believe it because you can't understand.
Starting point is 10:18:12 You don't know what it is when a devil of madness, blind, desperate, raging against he knows not what, enters into a man and cries, kill, kill. You can't understand that. nor can I or any sane person. But we know that such things are, and if it was so, don't you think Providence dealt kindly with all of us in sending that poor fellow to a death
Starting point is 10:18:44 that had no shame in it? A moment's wild uncertainty, and then whirled out of this life in one deafening blast, one uplifting of the furious sea. upon my word lady penrith since every one of us must die somehow i doubt if one could die an easier death than in a tempest he was innocent innocent said sybil her eyes brimming with angry tears i know quite as much about it as you do i have studied the books that describe his melody A man does not reach that violent stage of the disease all at once.
Starting point is 10:19:35 Brandon had suffered from the milder form of attack. He may have had a worse seizure that day, perhaps. He had been agitated and unhappy. He had been anxious and worried for some time previously. The period of unconsciousness was much longer. No doubt it was a bad attack. but the impulse to kill never touched him. I would stake my life upon that.
Starting point is 10:20:06 You must look somewhere else for the murderer of Marie Arnold, somewhere as near, perhaps. What do you mean? I can't tell you. There are some suspicions too dreadful to be uttered. I dare not tell you mine, but I can and I do declare that Brandon Mountford was no murderer.
Starting point is 10:20:34 There was a silence. Orlabar was perplexed and troubled by those dark hints of hers. He was quick to catch an idea, and the only idea that Sybil's word suggested was terrible. He would not give it room in his mind, but if this unhappy man were alive, why should he allow all these years to pass without making any sign,
Starting point is 10:21:07 without writing to you, to whom he owes so much? He may have been unable for some cause or another. It is difficult to imagine a cause, and if he were living and a free agent, such silence would imagine, imply base in gratitude. No, no, what I did was nothing. Or it may have been the worst that could have been done, the worst for his good name, certainly, for it confirms the people about
Starting point is 10:21:39 here in the idea of his guilt. I may have fallen into a trap, set for him and me. He had no cause for gratitude, and there may be reasons, his regard for my reputation. among other reasons, why he should hold no communication with me. Granted, but in that case, why, after a silence of many years, approach you in such a lunatic fashion as this? asked Orlbara pointing to this scrap of paper, with those few incoherent words scrawled in pencil. Must I tell you what I thought of in the long sleepless night since the mess, was given me, it is hateful to speak of it, but I can imagine no other solution. I believe he is somewhere in this neighborhood, mad, and a prisoner.
Starting point is 10:22:40 My dear lady, that is the wildest flight of imagination upon your part. Perhaps, but that is the only explanation I can find for this. She laid her finger on the pencil lines before Andrew Orlabar, and then took up the little scrap of paper and put it away in her purse as carefully as if it had been the most precious thing she possessed. I have begun to look for him, she said quietly, and I shall go on looking for him. End of chapter. Chapter 18. Chapter 19 of Thou Art the Man.
Starting point is 10:23:41 This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 19. Coralie's Journal For Paternal Inspeople. My dear aunt has certainly become an altered woman within the last week.
Starting point is 10:24:13 She who was lately, calm as a statue, composed, dignified, moving with queen-like motion through life that seemed to have lost all interest for her. Now looks like a woman whose every nerve is strung to highest tension, whose delicate frame vibrates with suppressed energy. This sudden change from snow to fire interests me more than I can say. I take as much delight in trying to thread the mystery of this wonderful woman's mind
Starting point is 10:24:49 as an enthusiastic pianist can feel in unraveling the web of a Beethoven sonata or a crabbed composition by Sebastian Bach. My whole mind is, bent upon finding the secret springs of her action. Those inquiries among the cottagers at Cargill had assuredly something to do with the matter that so absorbs her. Not for nothing would she have been so keenly interested
Starting point is 10:25:19 in a casual wayfarer, not for mere charity, where she as charitable as that St. Helena, about whom Mr. Coverdale told me some fairy tales yesterday evening across the billiard table. One of the symptoms of this transformation in Lady Penrith is her obvious desire to escape my companionship in her drives. I know you prefer going with the shooters, Cora.
Starting point is 10:25:49 On three separate mornings, and thus instigated, I have gone with the shooters for the Honorable and Reverend John is game worth stuart. stocking. And he is not so keen a sportsman as the other men. Indeed, no sportsmen at all. I can try to enjoy a good deal of his society, and I am getting as familiar with the romance of medieval saintliness in Rome, and in the East, as I am with the characters in Balzac's novels. Pleasant as it is,
Starting point is 10:26:25 however, to tramp over brown, heather, and bracken, and to tear my pretty tweed frock among the firs, bushes, in this enlightening society, yet the very fact of her ladyship not wanting me has determined me to force my company upon her. So, yesterday, I met her usual remark about the shooters with a flatch refusal. I am not going with them ever again, aunt, or, at any rate, not for ages, I answered. I dare say they are tired of me, and I know I am tired of them. All my sympathy is with the innocent birds they massacre, and why should I put myself in the way of having my feelings harrowed? Why, indeed, said my uncle, a remark I might have anticipated from him. I spoke with some soreness of feelings,
Starting point is 10:27:25 for in all that tramping over the lumpy moor and in all those prosy legends of impossible saints the reverend John has not committed himself to the faintest expression of admiration for me the sinner I am as far from the hope of winning his saintly affections as when I played my first game of billiards with him no aunt no more long days with the guns for me said i if i don't bore you too much i should like to share your drive this afternoon of course you don't bore me cora but my aunt's reluctance expressed itself so strongly in that monosyllable as to attract my uncle's attention he looked at the speaker suddenly with keen cold eyes. No doubt your aunt will be very glad to have you, he said. She must want your society and those dreary drives of hers more than we do. Except at luncheon, put in Reggie Mountford a callow subaltern at the Grenadiers, one of Lady Penriss's innumerable
Starting point is 10:28:45 nephews. We should miss you awfully with a lunch cart. You say such awfully good thing, things, regular rowdy things. Oh, you needn't stare, Mr. Coverdale. The best things she says go over your head, but Villers and I are in the know, ain't we, Ville? Mr. Villers, who might be this flippant Brat's grandfather assented with a nod. I felt that I had sunk fathoms deep in the estimation of the churchman, and I had the pleasure of hearing my uncle's scornful laugh as he rose from the breakfast table with them muttered, My niece is her father's daughter. After Lundgen, Lady Penrith informed me rather coldly that she was going to
Starting point is 10:29:39 Ellersley for a business interview with her land steward and general advisor, Mr. Orlabar, whom I have heard you speak of not too admiringly. She warned me that I would have a very dull afternoon as she might be engaged for a long time. I assured her that my delight in seeing the house in which she was born and brought up would make dullness out of the question. She was right, however, I endured an afternoon of inexorable dreariness, since the amusement to be found and prowling about a great empty house and trying her ladyship's piano, was exhausted in about twenty minutes,
Starting point is 10:30:26 and then I had nothing to do but roam in the autumnal garden, count the chrysanthemums, and think over that odious young Mountfort's impertinence. My regular reality speeches forsooth. What is the use of having a sharp wit,
Starting point is 10:30:47 which seizes the ludicrous aspect of everything? I fear I have been a little week in letting him talk of French novels and sensational cases in the divorce court before me, and putting in my pert little tongue occasionally, but what can one talk of in this end of the country, if not sensational cases, when every new case goes beyond the old ones in sensational elements? There is a feeling in the air, as if it were not the end of the century, but the end of the world.
Starting point is 10:31:24 I wandered about solitary and disconsolate, thinking only of the unpleasantest things, and without so much as a cup of tea, whatever the housekeeper was doing, she was too busy to think of poor me. It was past six o'clock, when Lady Penrith came to me in the drawing-room, where I was trying to hammer out one of the mazurkas of Chopin's,
Starting point is 10:31:54 which had been hammered into me at Madame Michens's, in which I now only remember in shreds and patches. The arts have not been propitious in my case. My musical education was a lamentable failure, and I was never able to produce the stiff chalk drawing which every pupil at Madame Michens was supposed to execute with the aid of breadcrumbs and a patient master. Yet, I think, for mere brains,
Starting point is 10:32:26 I might pit myself against most of those underbred girls who used to sneer at my shabby frocks. Lady Penrith looked ill and miserable when she rejoined me after her two hours' conversation with her man of business. If their talk had been solely of money, matters, one might suppose her on the brink of ruin. But I don't believe financial care has had anything to do with her low spirits. She scarcely spoke to me in the drive home,
Starting point is 10:33:03 and she did not appear at dinner that evening. We were informed before dinner that dinner that her ladyship was suffering from a neuralgic headache and keeping quiet in her own rooms. The maiden aunt Lady Selina Moundford, a portentious person in a point lace hood like Juliet's nurse, had arrived while we were
Starting point is 10:33:28 out, and I spent a dismal evening in the shadow of her respectability and not daring to propose an adjournment to the billiard room. Although that impertinent young guardsman
Starting point is 10:33:44 asked me to join him in a game of pool. You can play to me, Miss Urquhart, while I work. Lady Selena said curtly with a glance at the open piano. Thank you. I don't play. Replied I, as curtly as she, indeed, I thought every young lady nowadays was a good pianist.
Starting point is 10:34:07 There are quite enough of them to make the piano a nuisance, but I happen to be an exception. I retorted, feeling every nerve set on edge by this horrid old woman in a shabby red velvet gown, ensconced in the most comfortable chair, my own pet chair, by the great medieval fireplace where rampant brass lions guard a wrought iron basket of blazing ships' timber, which casts an uncanny green and blue light on people's faces. Surrounded as we are with coal pits, I need hardly mention that it is the correct thing in gentlemen's house, houses to burn nothing but logs. Lady Selena settled down to a piece of the ugliest fancy work I ever remember seeing, a coarse olive-green blanket, into which she laboriously dug a huge carpet needle laden with,
Starting point is 10:35:16 orange worsted. It was just such a piece of work as one of the African chief's hundred wives might have chosen for the amusement of her leisure hours, altogether hideous and savage. Perhaps that idea sent my random thoughts in a particular direction. This detestable old woman is a Mountford, I said to myself, she must know something about Brandon Mountford who wrote the African book. At any rate, there would be some fun in questioning her. I think you had an African traveler among your relations
Starting point is 10:36:02 some years ago, Lady Selina, said I, squatting on a stool at her feet, as if I loved her. Most young men travel in Africa nowadays, she answered. It is part of a liberal education. A troubled look had come into her face, and I could see that she was shuffling with me. Ah, but you must know all about this one, a Mr. Brandon Mountford, who wrote a book of travels. Do tell me something about him. There is nothing to tell, except that he was a distant relation of mine, and that he died many years ago. Did he die in Africa?
Starting point is 10:36:49 No. Oh. Her manner was so forbidding that I dared not ask another question. She dug her skewer into the green surge. Oh, such a bilious color, as if she would like to dig it into me. She looked like a witch. with the blue and green flames reflected upon her red gown, a horrible, lured figure, a horrible blue-green face.
Starting point is 10:37:20 There is evidently some tragic story to be told about Brandon Mountford. Some misfortune, or even disgrace, which involves Lady Penrith. I dare say you know all about it, and will grin when you read this diary. but when we next meet I shall insist upon your telling me all you know. I might question the maid who dresses me and who is most likely to be posted in all scandals affecting the family. But I make it a rule of my life, never to be confidential with the servants. It doesn't pay. The poorer one is, the more uppish one ought to be.
Starting point is 10:38:10 this morning lady penrith reappeared none the worse for yesterday's headache after breakfast she informed lady selina that the barouche would be at her disposal for the morning or the afternoon as she might prefer and i would go with her "'Cora is fond of driving,' she said. "'But I hope you'll come too, aunt,' said I. "'Not today, Cora. My aunt will excuse me. "'I'm going to see some people beyond Ardleston.' "'But we could drive all that way,' I suggested. "'It would not be worthwhile. "'I should keep you waiting too long.
Starting point is 10:38:58 you can take lady selina round by hanborough point lady selina protested that she adored the scenery around colander castle so wild so deliciously bleak and barren so unlike berkshire where she had just been staying with mrs tilbury st george another niece as the days were growing short she preferred driving in the morning, she told me, told me off to sit and talk twaddle with this odious Spencer, who entertained me with an endless web of prosiness about her quarrel with Mrs. Tilbury, St. George's maid, who had waited on her, Lady Selina, during her own maid's holiday, and had been guilty of various offenses against the ancient spinster's dignity, and had never brought her morning tea before eight o'clock my niece is a fine horsewoman and hunts four days a week concluded lady selina so one can't be surprised that there is laxity in her household she notices the slightest shortcomings in the stables but permits chaos in her house at luncheon lady penrith looked preoccupied and excited she left the table with an apology before her aunt had finished nibbling a bannock with her cheese in five minutes afterwards i heard her light pony cart drive away more inquiries i suppose and farther afield i was not to be beaten as easily as her ladyship thought i determined
Starting point is 10:40:56 on a skirmishing round in the direction of Lady Penrith, beyond Arliston. There are two or three poor little villages within a mile or so of that wretched place. I might gain upon the carriage by a short cut across the moor and contrive to meet her ladyship in a guileless, unpremeditated way. Those long tramps with the shooters, if they have been no other gain to me, I have at least enjoyed being a good walker. I am in training for 20 miles a day, six or seven miles across the more are nothing to me. And then what a blessing to escape from Lady Selina, who had established herself again in my favorite chair. By the drawing-room fire
Starting point is 10:41:52 By the drawing-room fire Olive Green Tempestry And all en regla Not a word said I To this Medusa Lest she should offer to accompany me
Starting point is 10:42:13 For those active busy-body-ish old women Can sometimes walk as well as the youngest. I slipped out of the drawing room, found a hat and jacket in the hall, and started off at a good four miles an hour across the hills to Ardleston, where I arrived just in time to see her ladyship's pony carriage disappear over the crest of a further hill in the direction of Allen Bay. on one side of the bay
Starting point is 10:42:53 there is a miserable concatenation of fishermen's huts in a churchyard with two old wind-blown furs gaunt and distorted their great bent arms curving inward as if beckoning the dead from the depths of the sea
Starting point is 10:43:08 come here and rest in the calm quiet earth they seem to say don't laugh at this dropping into poetry in my part I am only quoting the Reverend John, who showed me a watercolor drawing he had made of the churchyard and fir trees, and confided his sentimental notion about those wind-warped branches.
Starting point is 10:43:37 He has all the accomplishments, paints charmingly, fiddles a little, knows Beethoven and Mozart as well as I know Balzac and Dumas, and hangs enraptured over Lady Penrith's piano whenever she condescends to play to us poor creatures in the drawing room, which is not often. She prefers communicating with the spirit of melancholy in the seclusion of her mourning room. That village over the hill, St. Jude's,
Starting point is 10:44:17 is the wretched hole's name is a good seven miles from Ardleston. It was useless for me to attempt to follow Lady Penrith's carriage. So I crossed the moor again and walked slowly back, not altogether baffled, for I had at least discovered the direction of her ladyship's drives. End of chapter 19. Chapter 20 of Thou Art the Man
Starting point is 10:45:03 This is a Libravox recording All Libravox recordings are in the public domain For more information or to volunteer Please visit Libravox.org Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 20 The Carpues have a border That village with the old Norman church
Starting point is 10:45:26 In the bleak wind-blown churchyard where the graves were sometimes washed by the salt white spray from a stormy sea, consisted only of about a half a dozen stone cottages, and the congregation which sparsely occupied the old oaken pews on a Sunday morning and afternoon was mostly made up of smock-frock farmers from the neighborhood, or an occasional pitman's family, which had come over the hill to afternoon service for the sake of the walk. poor as the parish was and few the dwellings it contained there were a vicarage and a vicar
Starting point is 10:46:08 the vicarage a low rambling house with stone walls and slated roof over which lichens and stone crop had spread a friendly covering the vicar an elderly careworned man whose shoulders seemed to have bent under the burden of a large family this gentleman with his wife and children were the only people with any pretense to gentility within a longish walk from the Norman Church, and although Mrs. Carphew, the vicar's wife, had grown worn and wan with domestic cares, and rarely enjoyed ten minutes leisure between breakfast and bedtime, she had not yet left off lamenting the want of society in the neighborhood. What leisure or entertainment she could have given to society, or what gowns she could have worn in society, had society been there was a problem which she had never tried to solve she went on lamenting the barrenness of the neighbourhood with a certain lady-like forlornness which secured her the sympathy of friendly farmer's wives
Starting point is 10:47:15 with whom she occasionally condescended to partake of a substantial north country tea if this poor lady could afford herself one reputable gown and one smart bonnet in which to appear at such homely tea-drinkings she thought herself happy for there were three growing girls to be clad and shod and there was an eldest son at durham and a second son at marlborough and two small boys running wild at home whom the vicar was supposed to teach so that in the long vacation very long seemed that vacation to the house-mother there were seven hungry mouths round the vicarage-table to say nothing of the father and mother who almost lost all appetite and horror at the amount of food these seven hungry ma's consumed a little more beef please ma a little more pudding please maw what a chorus it was mrs carpew had much need to comfort herself with the vulgar aphorism that it is better to pay butcher and baker than doctor and chemist but that consolatory reflection did not tend to make the bills lower if it wasn't for their border the carpues would never be able to make both ends meat said the farmer's wives who knew how poor a living this parish of st jude's provided for its pastor there was a border at the vicarage a mysterious gentleman border whose face but few of the neighbours had ever beheld but whose existence in the house was not made an absolute secret although it was talked about as little as possible it is beneath your father's position as vicar for us to have a border so the less you say about him the better dears mrs carpute told her brood he is a poor afflicted creature
Starting point is 10:49:16 and it is a charity to take care of him. The young Carpues were so far of the world worldly as to be able to act upon this maternal council. The words, border and afflicted, were equally hateful to them, and never passed their lips. Affliction, in that sense, meant to their young mind something revolting and horrible to look upon, and they would have walked miles to avoid meeting,
Starting point is 10:49:46 the border who lived under the same roof with them. All that these younger members of the family knew of the unseen occupant was that he lived in a portion of the house that had been added by a former vicar, a man of sporting tastes and of larger means than the present incumbent, a squire son from the Lake District, whose father owned a good deal of property near Keswick, and who could afford to indulge himself with a kennel of shooting dogs, a well-filled gun-room, and as many jovial bachelor friends as he cared to entertain in the shooting season,
Starting point is 10:50:22 altogether a very different type of man from Ebenezer Carphew, who had struggled out of the dismal swamp of non-conformity into the loftier atmosphere of the Church of England, via Durham, and who had never recovered from the effects of the struggle. The wing added to the vicarage early in the century by the Bachelor Parson consisted of four good-sized rooms, affording ample accommodation for an afflicted gentleman, even if he were, as the neighbors insisted, a sprig of nobility. Four rooms locked off from the rest of the house were reserved for the unknown, and it was the popular idea that the unknown was not right in his mind, and had been confided to Mr. Carphew's care by his relatives, not right, but not so wrong as to render
Starting point is 10:51:20 his residence in Mr. Carpue's house illegal. St. Jude's vicarage was so remote from civilization, such a lonely and isolated nook along that bleak Cumbrian coast, that questions which might have been asked in any other neighborhood were not asked here. The village of St. Jude was less than a mile from Allen Bay, and while prosecuting her inquiries among the little group of fishermen's cottages clustered on one side of the bay, Lady Penrith heard of the mysterious inmate of St. Jude's vicarage, but beyond the mere fact of his existence her informant could tell her nothing nobody ever sees him said a fisherman's wife who was aunt to the servant girl at the vicarage mr and mrs carpew wait on him in ourselves the girl told me take him his food and clean up his room and look after him they're too poor to keep a servant on purpose and the girl it was my own niece mary martin she was over two years at the vicarage and never see him all that time said mrs carpew told her that she was to hold her tongue and say nothing about him to nobody and she didn't except to me and two or three others as she'd known from a baby
Starting point is 10:52:52 what kind of man is mr carpew lady penrith asked thoughtfully well your ladyship he's what i would call a poor creature. There's no grit in him. He's regular broke down, with trouble and care, all those hungry boys and girls to feed, always in debt to the butcher or baker. They say the living ain't worth more than 170 pounds a year, all told, and there's nine in their family. The youngsters all growing up hearty, and a servant girl makes ten. Poor Mrs. Carpew works her fingers to the bone, sewing, and helping with with the housework. If ever there was a white slave, she's one, poor lady, but I think she's got more spirit than the vicar, and bears up better. Just nobody helped them. The farmer's
Starting point is 10:53:48 wives, they helps a bit with a couple of chickens, now and then, or a pound or two of butter, and a score of eggs, but it don't go far. There's no gentry near enough to take any interest, they're not like regular poor folks you see my lady they can't ask for help or else i dare say they would have asked up the castle for it was the old lord who gave mr carpew the living such as it is his lordship's father that must have been a long time ago yes my lady it must be nigh upon five and twenty years mr carpew was tutor at the castle before lord arliston and his brother went to college. Ah, he used to have fine times then, poor gentleman. His back was straight enough in these days, and he was quite smart in his dress, and held himself ever so high. Life was almost a pleasure for him then. He used to racket about at all the race meetings in the neighborhood with the young Lord and his brother. He's not as old a man as you'd think, looking at him now,
Starting point is 10:54:56 and I don't believe he's more than six or seven years older than Lord Pymouth. and they were good friends no doubt he and his pupils ah yes they was very good friends him and mr urquhart in particular his lordship was always high my lady even when he was lord ardleston but mr urquhart he alas made more free with folks and he and mr carpew was a good deal about together they say the vicar was a great scholar in those days he'd been helped on at college because of his talents and people said that earl was lucky to find a man in the neighbourhood ready to his hand mr carpew's father was a dissenting minister at workington a small tradesman that had taken to preach in his own in a little chapter, chapel up a back lane. So you may suppose it wasn't no easy matter for him to send his son to Durham College. How long has the person your niece spoke about been at the vicarage? asked Lady Penrith, after a thoughtful silence. Ah, that's more than I can say, my lady. I don't suppose anyone knows when he came here,
Starting point is 10:56:13 or that anyone see him come. But he's been to be. there a long while. Twenty years? I can't say, my lady. It's four years or more since Mary told me about him, and she was at the Vicarage going on for three years, and he was there all the time, though she never laid eyes on him,
Starting point is 10:56:36 and that's all I know. Do you think there is anyone here or at St. Jude's, who knows more about him? No, I don't. my lady for we've talked it over among ourselves here and up at st jude's and if there'd been anything more to hear i should have heard it they've kept it all very close the carpews have but we all know that if the vicar didn't get a little money behind his wage as parson him and hisn must have been When Coralie saw the pony carriage disappear over the crest of the hill, Lady Penrith was on her way to St. Jude's to make a formal call at the vicarage.
Starting point is 10:57:31 That seemed the simplest manner of approaching the Carphew mystery in the first place, and she put a strain upon herself to suppress all signs of agitation, and to appear with the manner of a person interested only in the case of possible disson. stress. The mysterious message delivered to her on the moor was a sufficient excuse for pushing her inquiries to the furthest limits, and as the wife of the patron of the living she was at least entitled to respect from the vicar and his family. Indeed, her conscience smote her at the thought that she had been living within a dozen miles of genteel poverty such as this, and had done nothing to brighten these poor people's lives.
Starting point is 10:58:21 Her first attempt was baffled by Mrs. Carpugh's abject terror of being discovered in her untidy parlor and her worse than shabby gown. The Iceland ponies, neat little cart, and smart groom had been visible to the Vickers' wife from the windows of her bedroom, where she had been engaged the whole afternoon in a favorite species of occupation, which she called a good turnout, which involved the emptying of drawers and closets, old trunks, and old band-boxes, and, piling up the shabby raiment on the bed, a proceeding lengthened by the minutest investigation of said raiment, and much discussion with her eldest daughter, now old enough to be admitted to the strictly feminine
Starting point is 10:59:10 rights of the turnout. as to the possible rehabilitation of certain garments which had been put by as hopeless or the conversion of last year's finery to this year's fashion the fashion as known at st jude which was two years behind london and fifteen months behind edinburgh from an open window mother and daughter saw the penrith pony carriage approaching it's lady penrith cried miss carpew i saw her driving those ponies the last time i was at ardleston to think of her coming to call on us after all these years and we not fit to be seen do be quick ma and wash your face and smooth your hair you look dreadful and so do i glancing at her own heated countenance in the cloudy glass on the littered dressing-table "'Gertrude, we can't see her!' exclaimed Mrs. Carphew. "'It's out of the question. The boys are in the drawing-room. I looked in just before I came upstairs. Luke and Jack were playing double-dummy, and Joe was washing Snapper in a tub by the fire. He will wash that dog in the drawing-room. Run down to Sarah and say,
Starting point is 11:00:33 "'Not at home!' "'It seems a pity,' faltered Gertrude, lingering on the threat. If we say not at home today, she may never come again, and she may have come to ask us to a party. Not she? What, after her being at the castle off and on nearly ten years? She's only come to bother about some of the poor people, I dare say, perhaps to complain of something, to find fault with your father for not going to see them when they're ill, miles and miles, and miles on a winter night. Run, Gertie, this instant!
Starting point is 11:01:14 cried the vicar's wife almost hysterically, as the grinding of the wheels drew near upon the hard chalk road, as if he could go out on cold nights with his asthma. Concluded Mrs. Carpue, grumbling, to the empty air. Gertrude rushed downstairs three steps
Starting point is 11:01:36 in a time after her manner, and reached this kitchen passage just as the groom rang the bell not at home nobody at home she gasped to the maid of all work wipe your faces you go along the passage do for goodness sake it's all over blacks gerty dropped into a chair by the fire as the girl hurried out scrubbing her dirty face with an apron as dirty and burst into tears. How horrid it all is! she moaned. To be obliged to hide from well-dressed people, as if one was a murderer. I wish I was in one of the colonies
Starting point is 11:02:25 where there are no fine ladies, no pony carriages, nothing to belittle one and make one feel wretched. I wish I was dead or married to Steve Maltsby. stephen maltby was a son of a small tenant farmer whose comfortable homestead mrs carpew visited condescendingly and whose honourable advances to miss carpew had been flouted by her parents if you want to sink into the class out of which i raised myself by the most strenuous toil you had better marry stephen maltby said the vicar severely gertrude felt in her heart of hearts that she had better marry stephen without any retrospective considerations but she submitted as a dutiful daughter
Starting point is 11:03:24 stephen was tall and good-looking but his hair was decidedly sandy and she was not so much in love with him as to defy father and mother for his sake so she told herself that wretched as life was at the vicarage she did not want to lose caste and to sink to the level of a tenant farmer's wife she heard the hall door shut and the slow slip-shod feet of sarah returning along the passage the vicarage spread itself over a good deal of ground and the drawing-room where the vicar's sons were playing whist was at some distance from the these rooms which the sporting vicar of fifty years before had built on the east side of the house, a budding on a walled garden of about an acre. This garden, with its fur trees and shrubberied walk on one side, and its old apple trees, rose bushes, and asparagus beds on the other, had been the pleasure and the pride of the previous vicar and his wife. But Mrs. Carpew was too harassed and hard-driven by the stress of daily life,
Starting point is 11:04:35 to take any pride in anything and mr carpew seemed to have lost all interest in life except a feeble concern as to what horse was likely to win any great race a subject he would discuss with his sons or his neighbours with a faint revival of human feeling for the rest he was like a man whose spirit had gone out of him years before who only moved about automatically a mindless nerveless body what did she say asked gerty meeting sarah at the kitchen door she seemed regular put out when i told her there wasn't nobody at home she asked first for the vicar and then for the missus and then if there were any member of the family as she could see and i says no. You was every one of you out. And then she asked when Master and Mrs. was likely to be at home, and I says, tomorrow afternoon, for I think, I, if Mrs. knows beforehand, she can read up things a bit. Yes, yes, of course. That was very sensible of you, Sarah. And then she says she will come tomorrow at about three o'clock, so now you know what you've got to do, Miss Gertrude. And there mustn't be no washing dogs in the drawing-room.
Starting point is 11:05:59 No, nor yet those horrid cards, as if the evening wasn't long enough for Whist when they can have me and Lillian instead of double dummy. Lady Penrith must have made up her mind to know us, mused the vicar's daughter as she ran up to her Garrett bedroom to take a last look at her Ladyship's pony cart. Perhaps she has heard how hard it is for us to live here without society and means to be our friend.
Starting point is 11:06:30 She opened her lattice and put her head out into the autumn wind. There was no sign of the pony cart, not even a cloud of dust in the direction where she had first looked, and then, sweeping the landscape, her eyes descried, groom and ponies stationed a little way off in the opposite direction eastward toward the Scottish border, and behold, the pony cart was empty. Gertie ran to another dormer at the east end of the house, which commanded garden and common land beyond, and from this lookout she beheld Lady Penrith,
Starting point is 11:07:14 standing far off on the steep heather-clad slope which rose outside, the garden wall, evidently looking at the house and its surroundings. Gertie watched her for ten minutes or so, and saw her walking slowly about the hillside, and looking from time to time at the vicarage, while Gertie, fearful of being seen at her post of observation, screened herself behind the faded chintz curtain. End of Chapter 20. Chapter 21 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording.
Starting point is 11:08:03 All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 21. Coralie's Private Journal. It is three days since I sent my father the latest chapter in my critical and exhausted study of Lady Penrith, and I really thought I had done my work so carefully and so well as to deserve praise even from him. But not one word of acknowledgement
Starting point is 11:08:45 have I yet received, and if I had not taken the trouble to register my little packet, I might think that my manuscript had gone astray. I have guarded against even this contingency, for in the copy I made for paternal perusal, I used ciphers instead of proper names, enclosing a key to those ciphers in a separate letter. My original journal, I keep for my own amusement in days to come, when my life at Calander Castle will be by,
Starting point is 11:09:22 a memory, a memory to prose about, perhaps, to girls who will be as tired of me as I am of Lady Selina and her rambling stories of her innumerable nieces and their splendors. My sisters all married well, and I might have married as well as any of them, she explained to me yesterday. The newspaper people used to write about us as the beautiful, Beautiful Mountforts, and at my age I needn't mind saying that, though I was the eldest, I was by no means the plainest of the sisters. Indeed, she needn't mind, for there isn't a trace of that youthful beauty left in her wrinkled old countenance, so she might as well prate of the conquests of the Lady Selina of those days.
Starting point is 11:10:22 without being accused of egotism. I was home an hour earlier than Lady Penrith the day before yesterday, and I had the felicity of pouring out Lady Salinas' tea, a burden which was somewhat relieved by the Reverend John's appearance in the drawing-room. He had left the shooters on the moors. You are tired of killing innocent birds, I suppose, said I. no more tired than you are of eating them miss urquhart he answered this was rather crushing as he had seen me demolished the best part of a cold grouse at breakfast that morning oh i am strictly utilitarian there answered i when once they are killed they may as well be eaten he looked around the room with a disappointed air i thought
Starting point is 11:11:21 What has become of Lady Penrith? Not another headache, I hope, he said. There was not nearly so much a talk of headache when I was a young woman, said Lady Selina. I explained that my aunt had gone for a long solitary drive, and then, with my own hands, I carried that starched parson, his cup of tea, after I had put a sweet little Verne-Matin table by the side of his chair. I pampered him with cream and muffin, until the primly pious creature looked up with a chilly smile and said,
Starting point is 11:12:03 If I were a Muslim, this will be my ideal of paradise, Miss Urquhart, a low, easy chair, and a nice young lady to give me my tea. Yes, and when you missed Lady Penrith just now, you looked round the room as though it were a blank, said I. Would you believe it, my dear Letts, the creature blushed to the roots of his nice wavy hair, like an iceberg crimsoned by the setting sun? Lady Penrith's absence must leave a blank,
Starting point is 11:12:40 wherever people are accustomed to see her, he answered as the blush faded, leaving him in his usual iced cucumber condition. Trying to please a man of his temperament is like punishment labor, the hardest form of human toil, with a conviction that it is all wasted effort. Yes, I think I would sooner turn the crank than to try to fascinate the reverend and Honorable John. Yet plain women have achieved even greater successes. I know of plain piruses,
Starting point is 11:13:22 who had no money bags, counterbalance, blunt features and dull complexions, plain millionaireses who have married millionaires on the strength of being plump and comfortable looking. Let me remember this and go on trying. after all I have nothing else to do in this fortress on the marches except to watch Lady Penrith, and it is in a woman's nature, especially a plain woman's, to try hard for any great catch in the matrimonial line that circumstances may throw in her way.
Starting point is 11:14:03 Circumstances have thrown Mr. Coverdale in my way, and I should be a fool not to do my uttermost to improve the occasion. No more rowdy talk in the billiard room. I feel angry with my father for having told me so much of the club smokeroom sling. He never told me anything really bad, but just those touch-and-go stories that give zest to conversation among men and women of the world, yet which are of a kind to disgust this high church puritan. I shall devote tomorrow morning to fishing out biographies of the Saints in the Encyclopedia.
Starting point is 11:14:51 And in the evening, I'll read Newman's Apologia or Montan Labarre's Monks of the West. The mystery thickens. To you only, dear Letts, could I confide my adventures of this act? afternoon. It has been a day of surprises. The first occurred at the breakfast table, when Lady Penrith, who was generally reticence itself about her own doings, thoughts and fancies, and who rarely initiates any conversations with my uncle, began to talk to him about her drive of yesterday. I took the Icelanders further than usual, she said. But they did their work, capitally. They are dear little things, and I am very much obliged to you. Penrith.
Starting point is 11:15:49 The Iceland ponies are recent present, from my lord to my lady. It kind of set off against this thousand or so of her money, which he paid for the hire of a grousemore and Argylshire. I'm glad you like them, answered that human iceberg. curious to find two such men as my uncle penrith and mr coverdale under one roof yet they wear their ice with a difference i suspect the parson of hidden fires but i believe his lordship frozen to the core i went as far as st jude's i wanted very much to see the vicar's wife i have heard a saddening account of their poverty however there was no one at home. So, I had my drive for nothing. Her manner of watching her husband's face, as she said this, convinced me that there were some serious motive for her speech, and that she was trying the effect of a certain allusions upon his lordship. It was a pity you gave yourself the
Starting point is 11:17:00 trouble, he answered carelessly. The vicar of St. Jude's is no poorer than a hundred other parish priests scattered about the country and villages. is as solitary and wretched. The living is yours, I am told. Well, the living is mine, but I can't make it any better than it is. Carpew was very glad to get it when my father gave it to him. He hoped it was only the beginning, I suppose. He could hardly think it would be the end.
Starting point is 11:17:35 I believe it's his own fault that he's still at St. Jude's. He's a lazy vagabond who would rather vegetate than work. He shirked all trouble I remember when he was my tutor. Though he came to us with a great reputation for mathematics, he was always glad to do as little work as possible. Aunt Hubert and I would have preferred doing none, so we were good friends. He and Hubert were tremendous chums,
Starting point is 11:18:06 indeed for Hubert always liked low company. Low company, a famous mathematician, exclaimed my aunt. Mathematics won't turn a cad into a gentleman, answered my uncle, lifting his eyebrows. His people
Starting point is 11:18:25 were small shopkeepers, primitive Methodists, or something of that kind. The poor wretch has struggled out of the mire, and now he suppose he has slipped back into it. I have not seen him. To my knowledge for the last ten years do you know anything about his wife asked my aunt so
Starting point is 11:18:47 watchful of her husband's face I remember hearing that she was the daughter of an adjutant of a line regiment and by way of being immensely genteel poor creature her gentility must have rusted and mildewed in twenty years at St. Jude's have the carpius been twenty years at st jude more than twenty my father gave him the living before cora was born i remember my brother begging the birth for him and it was before hubert's marriage now this was one of the longest conversations i ever heard between this lady and gentlemen they are always civil to each other before company curtius even but it is the rarest thing for them to talk to each other as though they had an interest in common. After luncheon, Lady Penrith again informed me that she was going for a long drive alone, and suggested the barouche for her aunt and me.
Starting point is 11:19:53 I was spared that infliction, as Lady Selina had acquired a fine cold in the head, one of those colds which inflict keener suffering upon the spectre, than upon the patient, and which I believe to be distinctly infectious, whatever doctors may say to the contrary. As she insisted on nursing this loathsome complaint by the drawing-room fire, I deserted that room for the afternoon, and started for a long walk, first with the idea of getting a glimpse of her ladyship's Icelanders going or returning, and secondly because the fresh air and exercise. will help me maintain at least a clear complexion, if not a beautiful one. Now my good Letts comes surprise number two.
Starting point is 11:20:46 I walked across the moor to Ardleston, and in the long, straggling street of that bleak wind-blown village, whom should I meet but my very own father? Yes, my father, who has always expressed his hands. hatred of this part of the world, and has congratulated himself that while his brother was born at the castle, Barclay Square had been thought good enough for him, the younger son, so that he was not called upon to feel any affection for Cumberland as his native soil, there in front of the Higginson's arms, whom should I see, but that very father of mine. did not seem particularly pleased to see me. Indeed, I may say that his manner was strictly
Starting point is 11:21:40 paternal. Come inside, Coralie, I want a few minutes talk with you, said he after his first curt greeting, and then he led the way into the inn, Hotel for Sooth on the signboard, and into a wretched parlor where the decorations comprised a magenta table cover that hurt my eyes after the cool, harmonious tints of autumnal sea and sky, a pair of cut glass lusters on the mantelpiece, and a fearful and wonderful composition in godly colored shells under a glass shade on the sideboard. There isn't a chair in the room fit to sit in,
Starting point is 11:22:23 said my father with a vindictive shove to an American cloth-covered monstrosity, into which he flung himself, leaving me to perch where I liked. Are you here for long? I asked. No, possibly not more than 24 hours. Oh, you received my manuscript, I suppose.
Starting point is 11:22:45 Oh, yes, that came to hand. You have the pin of a ready writer, Cora. You ought to do something in literature by and by. And my manuscript brought you here, I suppose, said I, ignoring the paternal praise. he did not condescend to answer. Lady Penrith drove through the place half an hour ago. Do you know where she is going? he asked presently. I have a shrewd suspicion, said I. And then I told him of the conversation at the breakfast table, watching his face, meanwhile, as keenly as Miss Lady Penrith watched her husband.
Starting point is 11:23:25 whether my father is less master of himself than the earl or whether he had more reason to be concerned i know not but his countenance betrayed intense anxiety he started out of the odious sticky chair and walked to the window where he stood looking into the street for some minutes curious this sudden interest in the car-pues said he after a long silence, and with a very poor attempt at careless speech. I should have given my father credit for being a better actor, but I fear that pegs and late hours are beginning to tell upon him. He has aged considerably since I left school and looks older than my uncle Penrith. Yes, it is rather curious, ain't it? i answered i believe it springs from her insane anxiety to trace that wretched lunatic who accosted her on the moor can you conceive any reason for this interest in a half-witted peasant
Starting point is 11:24:41 yes the strongest of all reasons he answered bitterly she is a woman and women love to make mole-hills into mountains now listen to me-and-you-mullsills into mountains now listen to me I am here on business, business of importance. You can understand that, as you know I loathe the place, and am ill friends with my brother. Not a word about your having seen me here to any living creature, gentle or simple. I shall vanish, as soon as suddenly as I came. Last night's mail brought me. Tonight's mail may probably take me back to one. go on with your journal. It is capital practice for your pin. You are cultivating exactly that pert pessimism which readers like nowadays. The task is so good for you as a literary exercise that I won't even thank you for doing it. Indeed, you ought to thank me for putting it
Starting point is 11:25:50 upon you to do. Bravo, cried I. That's an easy way of escaping the sense of obligation. Go on with your journal. Keep a strict watch upon her ladyship. Don't be afraid of being diffuse. Note the smallest details and send me your report every day or twice a day if there's something interesting to report.
Starting point is 11:26:20 court. There can be no further doubt as to my position, said I. This is secret police work. It is work that may save your father from a great danger, and you from the risk of the disadvantages that his disgrace must entail upon you, answered my father sternly. I won't trifle you any longer quarrely. This is a very good. is a matter of life and death. Life or death to reputation, I mean. He was almost livid, and his lower lip worked in an agitated way when he left off speaking.
Starting point is 11:27:05 There must be something very serious behind this anxiety. I saw him wipe the beads of perspiration from his forehead, though the room with its wretched turf fire felt damp, in Chile. There must be something very serious in my father's past history, something which very nearly touches Lady Penrith. I am devoured with curiosity, yet dare not ask questions of anyone about the past, lest I excite suspicion and injure him. He is my father, after all, and as he tells me, any discredit to him must reflect on discredit to me.
Starting point is 11:27:53 I must be loyal to him, however disloyal I may be to my uncle's wife. And now, Cora, it's goodbye to you, said my father, after looking at the window again for some minutes. You'd better get on with your walk. There's not a mortal in sight, and you can slip out of the house without any one. knowing that you've been here the parlor was close to the inn door he had just touched my forehead with his hot dry lips and put me across the threshold one o'clock this habit of diary writing grows upon me and i am shortening my hours of rest but what is the use of beauty sleep when one has no beauty. End of chapter 21.
Starting point is 11:29:01 Chapter 22 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 22. So we but meet, not part, again.
Starting point is 11:29:30 Mrs. Carphew and her daughter toiled all the morning in the expectation of their aristocratic visitor. They could have very little help from Sarah, the maid of all work, who had her hands full with everyday work of the family, scrubbing floors, peeling potatoes, making beds, carrying water, cooking the poor little bit of meat that had to be eeked out, with so much plain pudding and home-grown vegetables. All Sarah could do in the cleaning of the drawing-room was to come with her worn-out carpet-room and sweep, raising such a mighty dust in the process that it might have seemed almost wiser not to sweep.
Starting point is 11:30:15 When Sarah had swept, Mrs. Carphew and her daughter began to tidy, and tidying the vicarage drawing-room was a work that ought to have, ranked almost as high as the labors of Hercules. The mother went about the business in a desultory way, murmuring complaints against fate and her own children as she worked. Were there ever such untidy boys, cards here, dominoes there, pipes everywhere, and such pipes, it made her sick to touch them? What would her mother, whose drawing-room, under the difficulties of barrack life was always refined and artistic. Think if she could see such a room as this. But then my mother only had me, said Mrs. Carphew.
Starting point is 11:31:07 Well, mother, I suppose you'd hardly like to see all of us reduced to one girl, said Gertrude, who was working briskly and steadily, cleaning corners, polishing the shabby old Chippendale chairs that the bicker had bought. cheap at a farmhouse auction, going for a mere song because of their old-fashioned shape, before anybody in that remote world knew that such chairs were a thing of beauty, shaking the dust out of the window curtains, bringing the black-gled brush, and giving an extra polish to the old iron grate. Gertrude stopped at nothing that could improve the aspect of that shabby old room.
Starting point is 11:31:56 But it really don't see much good doing anything else. One could whitewash the ceiling and repaper the walls. She said, looking round despondingly after nearly two hours hard work, that odious paper was a triumph of ugliness to begin with, and dirt hasn't improved it. mother and daughter dined sketchily at one o'clock with a depressed father and the hungry lads and lasses who reduced the shoulder of mutton to so bare a bone that it promised badly for a grill for the vicar's breakfast especially if sarah is to dine of it remarked discontentedly mrs carpew reassured him sarah was dining on a dumpling any scraps of meat served to make sarah a dumpling the younger girls were excited at the idea of lady penrith's visit shall we see her asked lillian who came next to gertrude but was not considered out certainly not replied gertie look at your frock positively disgraceful
Starting point is 11:33:08 shall we see her ma repeated lilyan scorning the sisterly reply of course not you and ethel have treated those nice alpacas shamefully they were never nice grumbled ethel they are the most hideous frocks you could have chosen what is all this about lady penrith asked the vicar looking up from his plate to join in the family which he usually ignored. Is she coming here? Yes, at three o'clock this afternoon. What for? Why, to pay us a visit, of course, I dare say she has heard that Gertrude is growing up and sympathizes with our want of society. Gertrude has society enough when she is marching about the place with Stephen Maltby, Grumbled the Vicker, Society for Sooth. I'd swore. I'd swine, the best society in Cumberland for a five-pound note. The sons laughed.
Starting point is 11:34:14 The daughters sat in dumb, disgust. They had inherited all their mother's longings and regrets, and had heard thrilling stories of the gaiety of Garrison towns, regimental dances, archery meetings, a brilliant world in which their mother's girlhood had been spent, a dazzling sphere inaccessible for them. Gertrude would have sacrificed five years of her life for one garrison ball if Mephistopheles had offered the opportunity. I can't understand Lady Penrith coming to this house, said the vicar with a troubled look.
Starting point is 11:34:57 She cannot want nothing here but to pry and despise. I suppose you can't conceive of the possibility of her wanting to see Ma and me, retorted his eldest daughter haughtily. No, I can't, answered the vicar with paternal candor. Dinner concluded under a cloud, but not much heavier a cloud than usually enveloped the family meal, for there was seldom a dinner that went from start to finish without trouble of some kind, trouble about underdone meat or overdone meat, watery vegetables, cold gravy, trouble about insolent rejoinders from the boys, possibly not meant to be insolent.
Starting point is 11:35:48 Mrs. Carphew insisted that in meaning they were as doves, which provoked the father's wrath. Trouble, trouble, boiled and bubbled every day in the cauldron of life at St. Jude's Vicarage. Today, Gertrude sacrificed her share in the sloppy rice pudding in order to make her toilette in good time for the expected visit. And at a quarter to three, Mrs. Carpieu and daughter were seated in the drawing-room, employed in some genteelly useless needlework, and trying to look as though they sat there every afternoon. The odor of dogs and tobacco had been subjugated by widely opened windows, and the room was really tidy. Sarah had been instructed as to the bringing of the afternoon tea,
Starting point is 11:36:40 and urged to serve it with more style than she had ever done for the farmer's wives. Suppose she doesn't come after all our trouble, speculated Gertie, watching the road from the low bow window. I couldn't suppose her guilty of anything so unladylike. oh well i don't know it would be just like our luck if she didn't turn up after all oh there she comes i can see those heavenly ponies dear little things i wonder if sarah has come downstairs gertrude ran to the kitchen to assure herself yes sarah was there dressed as she was rarely dressed at that hour in her sunday stuffed gown clean apron and cap and the tea-tray was ready on the kitchen table, and there were tea-cakes baking. She's coming! Look sharp, Sarah, said Gertie, and then flew back to the drawing-room,
Starting point is 11:37:47 and took up her cruel work once more. Lady Penrith, announced the maid-of-all-work. How handsome, how graceful in form and movement, how simply dressed. Gertie wondered at the plain cloth gown whose only merit was the perfection with which the severely cut bodice fitted the finely proportioned figure only a rough brown cloth
Starting point is 11:38:16 this mistress of many thousands a year was more plainly attired than a farmer's wife in her Sunday gown but Gertie felt instinctively that the cloth gown and neat little felt hat were just the right things for a country drive on a dull autumn day and she had the felicity later of seeing and even handling the long seal-skin coat which her ladyship had left in the hall this is quite too kind of you dear lady penrith exclaimed mrs carpew with a reminiscence of garrison manners it is such a pleasure to my daughter
Starting point is 11:39:02 and me, to become acquainted with you personally, after hearing your praises so perpetually. You are very good, and I am very glad to know you, and Miss Carphew. Sybil replied graciously, and then, with an earnest look and grave voice, she continued, I must not sail under false colors. I had a very serious purpose. and coming here today. A bizarre, thought the vicar's wife,
Starting point is 11:39:37 and she wants us to work for it. Just like these fine ladies, they never take anyone up without a motive. Mrs. Carphew was quite willing to be taken up if the price to be paid were not too high. I want to enlist your sympathy for myself and for one who is very, dear to me, and who is, I have reason to believe, a dweller under this roof.
Starting point is 11:40:13 Mrs. Carphew started, flushed, and then slowly paled. I don't understand, you don't understand, the link between me and the unfortunate gentleman who lives under your charge, said Zibyl, looking into it. intently into the weak, commonplace countenance. Pray, be frank with me. How long has he been with you? Mrs. Carphew hesitated, stammered, in an inaudible word or two, in evident distress.
Starting point is 11:40:52 I really don't know, she faltered after that embarrassed pause. I can't tell you anything about him. He's in my husband's care. I never interfere. The vicar took him in, from benevolent motives, I believe, to oblige an old friend. Of course, we are paid something for his maintenance. We are too poor to dispense with payment, but not nearly so much as would have to be paid anywhere else. "'To oblige an old friend,' repeated Sybil. "'Yes, that is just as I thought. "'But think now, Mrs. Carphew, you must remember how long he has been here.' "'Indeed, Lady Penrith, I do not. "'One year or so like another in this dull place.
Starting point is 11:41:50 "'But surely you can fix the date of an important event like that.' a stranger coming under your roof and then you have a living calendar in your children their ages would tell you i remember ma interjected gertrude who had listened with keenest curiosity who rushed into the conversation unconscious of her mother's frowns it was the year that bobby was born you hadn't left your room he was a tiny tiny baby and One day, old Nurse Bond told me there had been a fine to do, and two gentlemen had arrived early in the morning. They must have come by sea, she thought, for one of them was wet through, and his coat dripped sea water. He wasn't right in his mind, and he was to stay. It was a stormy morning, suggested Sybil. Yes, it was a stormy morning. Nurse Bond had to light a fire and get dry clothes for the gentleman who stayed.
Starting point is 11:43:01 She told me all about it when she came to the nursery at breakfast time, added Gertrude eagerly, and then, for the first time, became aware of her mother's warning scowl. What had she done? Mischief, perhaps. She had been expressly forbidden to talk of the mysterious border, her mother's white face and distracted look smote her with sudden terror mrs carpew i appeal to you as woman to woman said sybil with clasped hands and a voice that thrilled both listeners with such depth of earnestness in its tone let me see this person he may not be the person i think but if he is i would sacrifice half my fortune to look upon his face again
Starting point is 11:44:04 and to give him help and comfort in his affliction you shall be no losers you and your husband for doing me that kindness you shall indeed be greatly the gainers you know that that I am rich, and you may suppose I would not count the cost, where my affection was concerned, I firmly believe that the person in your care is a kinsman of mine, one whom I loved years ago, before Lord Penrith asked me to be his wife. I am quite frank with you. I keep nothing back from you, or from your daughter, for I can see that she sympathizes with me. indeed i do interjected gertrude and i don't think you can refuse me your sympathy let me see him if only for five minutes and then among us all the vicar and you and i we may arrange some plan for making his life happier only let me see him let me be sure he is the man i am looking for what could possibly make you suppose that he is your relationship Lady Penrith.
Starting point is 11:45:24 Mrs. Carbue asked, her countenance expressing a conflict of ideas in a brain that afforded very little room for struggle. A letter in his own hand. A letter? How could he have sent a letter? He has not written to anybody for years. He has no messenger. He has written to me. He has found a messenger.
Starting point is 11:45:49 Answered Sybil. Out of the depths. out of the depths she repeated to herself women for god's sake show that you have a woman's heart she cried passionately losing all patience with the flabby creature before her yes ma do if you have any more feeling in you than a brand pincushion put in gertie indignantly it is such a small thing that i am asking only to see him for a few minutes. The tears were streaming down Sybil's pale cheeks. Gertrude, with difficulty, refrained from hitting her mother. It is not a small thing. It is a very big thing. No one is allowed to see him, not even my own children. I appeal to Gertrude. Don't appeal to me. I hate you, cried her rebellious daughter.
Starting point is 11:46:53 if i wished ever so and indeed dear lady penrith i do sympathize with you i couldn't let you see him that part of the house he has quite the best rooms in the vicarage is locked off and the vicar keeps the key it would be impossible if i ever wished ever so and i do wish for gracious sakes don't go on rambling like that cried gertie you can ask pa i suppose if he does keep the door locked he can give you the key he's not a blue beard yes yes i can ask him faltered mrs carpew as if catching at an escape from present perplexity i will ask him lady penrith you may be sure i will do all in my power to accomplish what you wish but indeed i believe you are laboring under a delusion in the first place our poor friend could not possibly have communicated with you i tell you he has communicated with me mrs carpew for pity's sake don't beat about the bush you say you will ask your husband go and ask him or bring him here and let me plead my own cause i feel assured he will hear reason he is out answered mrs carpew are you sure of that quite sure i saw him go out half an hour ago the latter part of the speech was a falsehood mrs carpew had seen her husband creeping past the bow window with furtive glances at the occupants only five minutes before
Starting point is 11:48:55 and she knew that the vicar had been in her own domestic language on the listen the vicar might be on the listen still perhaps outside the drawing-room door in any case it would not do for his wife to compromise him. There must be time for consideration. She hoped that she would see his way to serving Lady Penrith, rather than that other person who rewarded them so scantily for watchful care and service. She hoped, but she felt that extreme caution was necessary upon her part. How long will he be out? asked Sybil impatiently.
Starting point is 11:49:36 I can wait. He is so very uncertain. answered Mrs. Carphew with a warning look at her daughter. He may be away for hours. This is such an immense parish, so poor and so few people, but stretching over such a lot of ground, he may have gone to one of the furthest farmhouses, and he is a slow walker. At this point, the tea tray bumped against the door, which was opened rather than awkwardly by the bearer of the tray. Sarah sailed in and began to spread out a very smart tea cloth, an open.
Starting point is 11:50:12 unsold item of a sale of work for parochial purposes, which it lapsed as a perquisite to the vicar's wife. "'I will wait,' said Lady Penrith. "'Perhaps you would kindly put up my ponies for an hour or so?' "'I'm so sorry,' apologized Mrs. Carphew. "'We only have a two-stall stable, and as we keep no conveyance, the boys have filled both stalls with their rabbit-hutches. "'And this stable smells too dreadful,' it's.
Starting point is 11:50:42 ejaculated Gertie. Never mind. I see the groom has put their rugs on, said Lady Penrith, who had been looking out the window, and they are very hearty. I should like to wait for the Vicar's return, Mrs. Carphew, if I am not in your way. In my way, dear Lady Penrith, how can you suggest such a thing? exclaimed the vicar's wife, her garrison manner, struggling with mental agonies. Gertrude, who had heard that it was the right thing for the daughter of the house,
Starting point is 11:51:12 to pour out the tea, had seated herself at the tray, a position she was wont to seize on state occasions in defiance of her mother. I'll slip out and inquire if the vicar's left word where he has gone, said Mrs. Carphew, making for the door, perhaps he may not have gone to any of his distant parishioners after all. She had disappeared from the drawing-room before anyone could reply. She hurried along the passage, looked into the vicar. din, it was empty. She crossed a lobby, went up three steps, and knocked at the door, which divided the new wing from the original building. It was an additional door which had been put there within the last ten years, a heavy door, covered with green bays, shutting with a steel
Starting point is 11:52:00 spring. She knocked twice before the door was opened by the vicar himself. Well, has she gone? No, she is waiting for you. Oh, there's been such a scene. I feel so sorry. for her. And then, standing just within the Green Bay's door, Mrs. Carpew related her conversation with Lady Penrith. Cream and sugar? inquired Gertrude, smiling across the table at her guest as she poured out the tea. Sybil was too agitated to answer the trivial question. Now we are alone. Let me thank you for your sympathy, she said. I know you are a warm, kind-hearted girl and if you will help me as i feel sure you can you will find that i am not ungrateful you well you shall have something better than rabbits in your stable oh oh please don't think me mercenary don't think i'm influenced by the idea of your money or your rank indeed i am not so paltry-minded as that lady penrith
Starting point is 11:53:10 i should be just as sorry for you if you were just as poor as ma and pa but i'm afraid there's nothing i can do to help you nor ma either ma is the most helpless person i know she's just under pa's thumb if you're afraid there's nothing i can do to help you nor ma either ma is the most helpless person i know she's just under pa's thumb if he were to tell her to shut us all up in the attic and feed us on bread and water, she would do it. She'd be very sorry for us, and she'd go about the house, crying all day, but she'd give way to paw. She hasn't any backbone. That's what Stephen says of her. No backbone. Stephen is your sweetheart, perhaps?
Starting point is 11:53:53 Speculated Sybil. He wants to be, but he's not allowed. his people are only small tenant farmers like the martins in miss austin's emma and pa and ma say i should lose cast of course i don't want to lose caste but the maltbees are ever so much better off than we are and live in a sweet old house and keep a gardener and a boy to look after the stable and a white chapel cart and have everything about them as neat as a new pen and and here everything is wretched and pa is trying enough to break the spirit of the whole family sad and agitated as she was lady penrith could not refrain from a faint smile at the idea of mrs carpew's daughter losing caste by marrying a farmer i don't want to suggest disobedience miss carpew but if this mr maltby is a good man i think your father should reconsider his decision he is good as good as gold but please don't think i care much about him well you will give me your confidence another day perhaps when i am happier and now tell me have you never seen the gentleman who lives in those shut-off rooms Never. That's very strange. Surely he goes out into the air sometimes, if not every day. I believe he sometimes walks in the garden at the east end of the house, a walled garden with a row of
Starting point is 11:55:34 fir trees inside the wall. We can't see into it from any of our windows. No, as strange as it may seem, I have never seen him. He might be the man in the iron mask for anything I know about him. mrs carpew reappeared at this moment and informed lady penrith with polite regrets that the vicar had gone out an hour ago and that he had left word that he might not be home until late in the evening he had gone to one of the furthest cottages in his parish then you think there would be no use in my waiting for him said sybil no use delightful as it is to gertrude and me to see you here. But I hope you'll at least stop for a second cup of tea. Thank you. No, I have a long drive home. I'm very glad to have made your acquaintance and your daughters, but I must see the vicar without an hour's avoidable delay. Will you ask him to be kind enough to stop at home tomorrow morning? I will drive here directly after breakfast. I am sure he'll be charmed to see you.
Starting point is 11:56:51 willing to grant my request, I hope. I shall think it very strange if he refuses, said Lady Penrith, with a touch of sternness. I think you rather overdid it, Ma, said Gertie, as the visitor had been escorted to her carriage and had driven away. What do you mean, miss, by overdoing? About paw in the furthest cottage? It's very odd if Lady Penrith didn't see him walk past the window while she was talking. End of Chapter 22. Chapter 23 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording.
Starting point is 11:57:44 All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 23. Fancy's that might be facts that are. Lady Penrith was again missing at afternoon tea, and again John Coverdale looked round the drawing-room with a countenance expressive of blank disappointment. He had not been with the shooters who had just returned, and to her having a substantial egg and toast tea in the breakfast room. He came to the drawing room from a long afternoon's reading in the almost unused library. A spacious apartment which had once been an
Starting point is 11:58:44 armory and in which three great carved oak bookcases filled with 18th century literature, books which no one ever looked at, represented culture, at Killander Castle. He came for rest and relaxation in society, which was always delightful to him, and missing that one gracious figure in his survey of the drawing-room, his disappointment was no less obvious than it had been yesterday. Cora Lee looked at him sharply with her bright gray eyes. She was beginning to entertain very unpleasant suspicions about Mr. Coverdale. no she hasn't come home from her solitary drive she said answering his look my aunt is getting quite dissipated ain't she those ponies are spoiling her orderly habits she ought not to be out after five o'clock on such an afternoon as this remarked lady selina i don't understand this passion for long drives
Starting point is 11:59:56 i have no doubt lady penrith has gone on some kindly errand protested mr coverdale seating himself near the great tudor window from which he could watch the drive the landscape was darkening without and the room was darkening within it thin. In a few minutes the servants would be coming with lamps and curtains would be drawn to shut out land and sky. Coralie poured out the tea and waited upon Lady Selina and Mr. Coverdale. The lady gave her plenty of work, took two cups and a half of tea, and played havoc with a dish of hot current cake. But the gentleman let his tea grow cold while he sat, silently musing by the window ain't you cold over there mr coverdale so far from the fire asked cora thank you no he answered with a start and you haven't touched your tea let me give you a fresh cup you are very kind it really doesn't matter the lamps were brought in the curtains shut out sky and more. It was night now, or seemed night. Mr. Coverdale rose with a sigh.
Starting point is 12:01:21 I'll take a turn on the terrace, he said. You keep this room rather too warm for me, ladies, with your splendid wood fires. Yes, it's rather too like the tropical house at Q, agreed Coralie. I'll go with you. He smiled resignedly and made way for her to pass out of the door before him. However much a man may wish to be alone with his own thoughts. He can't say so when a lady, charming or otherwise, volunteers for society. They went to the gravel walk in front of the castle, a walk which commanded the carriage sweep. They walked up and down briskly under the gray autumn sky. But Mr. Coverdale was no more conversational here than he had been in the drawing-room.
Starting point is 12:02:18 In vain did Coralie start subjects which usually interested him. He answered absently, or he did not answer at all. What a dreamer you are, she exclaimed at last. A man must dream, however
Starting point is 12:02:36 futile, some of his dreams may be. He answered quietly, Ah, there is her ladyship's carriage. What a quick ear you have. Don't you hear it? Yes, I can hear it now, but I didn't, when you spoke. I had not been listening so intently as you, added Cora significantly. He did not notice the insinuation, but walked quickly towards the carriage sweep, and was standing at the foot of the
Starting point is 12:03:09 stone steps ready to help Lady Penrith out of her carriage when it stopped. I am very late, she said apologetically, but I have been a long way. And you must be expiring for want of your tea, exclaimed Cora. Do come into the warm drawing-room and let me minister to you. No, thank you, Cora. I have had tea, and am very warm in this fur coat. Mr. Coverdale, would you mind taking a turn on the terrace with me before we go indoors,
Starting point is 12:03:48 I want a little serious talk with you. Coralie stared aghast. With her growing suspicions about John Coverdale, this seemed extraordinary conduct on her aunt's part. And I should be in the way if I stayed, she said pertly. For this one occasion, yes, Cora. Then I retire, as gracefully as I can, but I hope you'll change your mind, Aunt,
Starting point is 12:04:24 and let me order some fresh tea to be ready when you come indoors. Please, no, don't trouble about me. I shall go straight to my room. Lady Penrith and Mr. Coverdale walked nearly to the end of the terrace before the silence was broken, and then Sybil opened her heart to this Anglican priest fearlessly, and told him the story of those eventful months before Lord Penrith appeared upon the scene as her suitor. I know you are the soul of honor, she said, and you are a priest. I can confide in you. I can ask you to help me, as I dare not ask my husband, although all that I am telling you tonight is known
Starting point is 12:05:10 to him, all except the events of last month, of which he knows nothing. You will help me, won't you, Mr. Coverdale? With all my heart and mind, he answered, with an earnestness, which she could not mistake. She told him every detail of that
Starting point is 12:05:31 night in the village jail how she had allowed Urquhart to act upon her fears, and how she had urged Brandon Maltford to escape. Was I wrong? She asked. Was I his
Starting point is 12:05:47 enemy rather than his friend. In my view of the case, he should have stayed to face his accusers. He should not have allowed himself to be persuaded. Oh, it was my fault. I was made to believe that I was saving him from death or, at least, from
Starting point is 12:06:13 lifelong misery and shame. And I sent him to his death, or or to wretchedness worse than death. And then she told him of that pencil scrawl, and her interpretation of it, and of the scene with the vicar's wife and daughter that afternoon. That this unknown inmate of the vicarage was Brandon Maltford, seemed, to Mr. Coverdale,
Starting point is 12:06:41 the wildest and most romantic of fancies. On the other hand, that pencil to peel in a handwriting which Lady Penrith recognized as Mountford's had to be accounted for, and then place in time agreed, the stormy sea. The coming of the unknown lodger in the early morning, the hidden life, with its studied seclusion,
Starting point is 12:07:07 these facts pointed to some guilty secret, and any man to whom these facts became known was bound in honor to investigate them. Had John Coverdale lighted upon such a mystery in his own parish, he would not have rested till he had unearthed the evildoers. His mission was to carry light into dark places. You may be mistaken as to the identity of this person, he said after a thoughtful pause,
Starting point is 12:07:42 but there can be no doubt it is a case for, investigation. I have heard something of Mr. Carphew's character and antecedents, which make me inclined to think he might lend himself to a villainous scheme if it were made worth his while. I am going to St. Jude's tomorrow directly after breakfast. Will you go with me, Mr. Coverdale? Certainly. It is the very thing I was going to propose. Let me be with you. and it shall go hard if we don't succeed in seeing this poor gentleman. Yes, yes, with your help I must succeed. How good you are.
Starting point is 12:08:27 Good, when it is such happiness to serve you. She did not notice the earnestness of his tone in that one instant of self-betrayal, did not notice how the cold, grave manner changed suddenly to warmest feeling, only to lapse again into that thoughtful calm, which was his distinguishing characteristic. With Theo at my side, I shall be strong, she said. I felt so weak and helpless today, so easily baffled by that shifty woman, I did not know what I ought to do, whether I ought to insist upon waiting for her husband's return. it seemed so feeble in me to leave that house, convinced as I was that Brandon was there,
Starting point is 12:09:18 so near me, and in such bitter need of me. But you can help him. You can release him from bondage. They won't be able to trick you. There is one thing to be remembered, Lady Penrith. A terrible accusation hangs over this man's head. if he is the man you think, and for him to reappear in the neighborhood, will be to reopen that old story.
Starting point is 12:09:50 Let it be reopened. I would risk that. Let him face the accusation, as he would have done in the beginning, but for me. I know that he was innocent, that it was another hand that killed my adopted sister. Whom do you suspect? I cannot tell you yet. I may trust you even with that suspicion by and by.
Starting point is 12:10:16 No, I would not fear for Brandon to face his accusers. New evidence would come to light, perhaps, if the history of that night were gone into coldly, quietly, the facts sifted and weighed, as they could not be a few hours after the tragedy, when everyone was bewildered with the horror of that poor girl's death. I know that he was innocent. And if he is living hidden in St. Jude's vicarage,
Starting point is 12:10:49 you would risk the consequences of removing him, the almost inevitable reopening of the inquiry. Yes, I would risk that. So be it, Lady Penrith. then you and I will tackle the vicar tomorrow morning or if he be out of the way when we call
Starting point is 12:11:10 we will make things so unpleasant for him that he won't be able to evade us very long you think he may not see us tomorrow I think if he is the scoundrel you believe him to be he may find
Starting point is 12:11:27 some excuse for not receiving us Sybil breathed a despairing sigh Oh, how difficult it is to right or wrong, she exclaimed. Lady Penrith and Mr. Coverdale drove away from the castle before ten o'clock next morning in the ladies' barouche, with a pair of horses that made light work of the distance and hilly roads. The shooters had set out before the baruch drove up to the front of the castle, and there were only Lady Selina and Miss Urquhart at home to wait.
Starting point is 12:12:04 wonder at this strange proceeding. Cora Lee ran out to the steps to watch the departure. Oh, what a delicious morning, she cried. How fresh and crisp the air feels. And then, as with a sudden impulse, do let me go with you, aunt. Not today, Cora. I am taking Mr. Coverdale to see some poor people. You would only be bored.
Starting point is 12:12:32 No, no, I wouldn't. I am positively longing for a drive. Then gratify your longing. You have not driven your own particular pony for ever so long. I hate driving myself. I like to enjoy the air and the landscape. Then get a groom to drive you, said Sybil curtly, and the barouche drove off, leaving Cora,
Starting point is 12:12:59 standing at the top of the steps, discomfited. Now, what in the name of all that's ridiculous does this mean? She asked herself. Can it be that the sage, the calm, the ineffable Lady Penrith, is carrying on a flirtation with this pious parson under all our noses? I know that he is in love with her. The creature has not even the art to conceal his emotion. She ran upstairs to her own cozy den and wrote her account of Lady Penriss's strange conduct of this morning for transmission to German Street.
Starting point is 12:13:45 All compunction that she had felt in the beginning, when the Office of Spy was first proposed to her, had died out of her crooked little mind. And now that Lady Penriss influence was spoiling her chances of a great match, gratitude to the benefactress who had redeemed her from bondage was a thing of the past. What frauds these icily beautiful women are. She said to herself as she folded the closely written sheet which occupied her for nearly an hour, and then, opening her secret volume, she relieved her mind by scribbling ideas and feelings which she would have imparted to know living confidante. Life at the castle was growing lonelier and duller.
Starting point is 12:14:38 The smart soldier who frankly admired her sharp sayings and gave her a nightly lesson in billiards was to leave that afternoon, and a Kezik squire had left the day before. The house party after today's luncheon would be reduced to Lady Selina and Mr. Coverdale, whose holiday from parish cares was being stretched longer than he had intended.
Starting point is 12:15:06 His parish was at the east end of London, where he lived a life which would have been self-sacrifice for the son of the poorest commoner, and where he was generally known to all the overworked mothers and to all the dirty little children as Father Coverdale. End of Chapter 23.
Starting point is 12:15:37 Chapter 24 of thou art the man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braden, Chapter 24. The Vicar of St. Jude's. Yes, the vicar was at home. Sarah ushered Lady Penrith and Mr. Coverdale into the drawing-room and went to fetch her master, who kept them waiting some minutes before he came. A pallid, miserable creature, when he did appear, a man with careworn face and bent shoulders,
Starting point is 12:16:24 and whose furtive glances which the parish priest had seen in many faces, whose meaning he knew all too well. He knew when he saw. those shifty, down-looking eyes that he had had to deal with a difficult subject. He had never been able to do much good with any man who had that kind of look. He went straight to the object of their visit, after briefly introducing herself. Lady Penrith is very anxious to see the invalid gentleman in your care, he said. I hope you will make no difficulty about the
Starting point is 12:17:05 matter. I regret that it is out of my power to gratify her ladyship's wish. The gentleman left me in the custody of a friend early this morning. Left you? Left this house after ten years of imprisonment? cried Sybil. I don't believe it. That remark is hardly civil on your ladyship's part. You have no right to use the word imprisonment in relation to a sufferer who was entrusted for his own comfort and safety to my care, nor have you any right to doubt my assertion. The words were firm, but the voice was tremulous, in the manner was as bad as it could be. How and why was this inmate of the vicarage removed Mr. Carphew?
Starting point is 12:18:02 asked Coverdale. I really cannot gratify your curiosity so far as to say why he was removed. That is the business of the friend who removed him. All I can tell you is how he left this house in a fly ordered from Arliston. My responsibility seized from the moment he crossed my threshold. Your responsibility before God will never cease, exclaimed. Sybil passionately. You have played a sordid
Starting point is 12:18:38 and wicked part. You have lent yourself to the scheme of a villain. The friend you talk of, the friend, oh, what a friend he is, is Hubert Urquhart, who wove a web
Starting point is 12:18:54 of treachery round Brandon Mountfort's life. Lady Penrith, pray, pray be calm. Pleaded Coverdale, I cannot. I cannot be calm when I see to what a cruel plot this man has lent himself. But I don't believe his victim has been removed. He is still under this roof, and we are not to be put off with lies. Lady Penrith, you seem to take pleasure in insulting me. Perhaps you would like to see the empty rooms. They are very untidy. but their emptiness may remove your doubts yes let me see the rooms his prison of all these years
Starting point is 12:19:50 the vicar took no further notice of the obnoxious word but quietly led the way from the drawing-room to the long dark passage which went between the dining-room and the kitchen to the east end of the vicarage and there ended in an ascent of three steps and a bays covered door. The vicar opened this door and ushered his visitors into an empty room, a sitting-room sparsely furnished, like the rest of the house, but by no means a bad room, light enough, and airy enough, with a French window opening into the walled garden, of which Gertrude Carpew had spoken. A door opened into an adjoining bedroom
Starting point is 12:20:35 where the iron bedstead and shabby furniture were about on a level with the accommodation of a third-rate lodging at a popular watering place. A charwoman was busy cleaning up litter and sweeping out corners. There were a few books on a chiffonier and a pile of old newspapers on a side table. Sybil took up the books one after another and examined them. They all belonged to the vicar, and most of them had his name written in them. Shakespeare, Macaulay, Byron, Vackeray, Pope, Milton. That Milton, the Pope, and the Macaulay were college prizes,
Starting point is 12:21:20 but the calf bindings were shabby with much usage. There are two more rooms above if you would like to see them, said the vicar, yes, I should like to see them, answered Sybil curtly. They are quite empty. They have never been furnished, but if it gratifies you. A shrug of the bent shoulders finished this sentence, and Mr. Carphew led the way by a narrow, essentially modern staircase to the floor above, which was as blank and bare as he had asserted. He is gone, you see, he said,
Starting point is 12:22:00 How do we know that you have not hidden him in some other part of your house? you are at liberty to examine my house from cellar to garret no no interposed coverdale we have no wish to doubt your word vicar i have not nor am i sure has lady penrith although she spoke hastily just now in her disappointment you must admit that it is a strange and perplexing fact after inhabiting this house for ten years. Who says he was here that long? exclaimed Mr. Carphew. I say so, answered Sybil resolutely. I say that he was brought to this house during the storm that wrecked the Mary Jane fishing smack
Starting point is 12:22:56 the morning after my foster sister's murder. He was brought here by your old pupil, Herbert Urquhart, and he has been spirited away by the, same man to prevent my seeing him. He has been robbed of liberty, perhaps of reason, by that man for his own ends. My dear Lady Penrith, consider how wild and improbable these charges are. Answer me one question. Did Mr. Urquhart bring you your lodger, or did he not? I cannot answer any such question. Your ladyship must understand that there are many cases in which the friends of an afflicted person desires the utmost secrecy. Mr. Carphew. Are you a clergyman of the Church of England or the keeper of a lunatic asylum?
Starting point is 12:23:56 demanded John Coverdale with a severity which shook the vicar's shattered nerves. if the gentleman whom you kept shut up in these rooms was out of his mind you were guilty of a breach of the law in keeping him here and the fact ought to be brought before your bishop you are in a great hurry to misjudge one of your own cloth mr coverdale a man may be helpless and afflicted without being a lunatic the person who occupied these rooms was not lunatic, but he was in more need of care and privacy than many lunatics. He was an epileptic patient, said Sybil, white to the lips with anger. A patient for whom open air and movement, change of climate, and scene were essential. A man who should have been roaming the sea in a yacht, or wandering amidst wild, beautiful scenes, free and unharassed, to keep him in the squalid hole. looking at the square, shabby parlor with one, eye, accustomed to the lofty spaciousness of
Starting point is 12:25:10 Calander Castle and Ellersley House, to keep him in such rooms as these, in that dreary, sunless garden, was to murder, body and soul, and you, sir, are guilty of murder, you who call yourself a clergyman of the Church of England, but your body. Bishop shall know of your infamous conduct. You shall be punished. Dear Lady Penrith, for God's sake be calm, remonstrated Coverdale, strongly moved by her passionate outburst. She flung herself sobbing upon his shoulder, instinctively clinging to him to save herself from falling to the ground. He could feel the stormy beating of her heart as his arm supported her. An arm held as King Arthur might have held his in a similar crisis. Never before
Starting point is 12:26:14 had this woman, his ideal among all women, been so near his heart. So near, and yet worlds away. alas how fondly she must have loved that unhappy man how much that old story meant in her life pray be calm he repeated we have no right to jump at conclusions after all you may be mistaken as to the person who occupied these rooms i have no doubt with a propitiatory glance at the vicar mr carpew will be good enough to tell us the name of his charge and where he has gone and with whom. And then you will be satisfied and at ease again. I decline to tell you anything or to answer any question put to me by you, Mr. Coverdale. I have been attacked in the most outrageous manner in my own house. This is a free country, and I have done nothing in violation of the law. this wretched living was given to me by the late earl so i suppose i must endure any amount of contumily from lady penrith but i will not submit to insult from you
Starting point is 12:27:39 i understand then that you positively declined to satisfy lady penrith's doubts by giving her the fullest information in your power about the person so lately under your care asked coverdale i most distilled distinctly refused to be interrogated about my private and domestic life, even by Lady Penrith. Replied the vicar, doggedly, In that case, we must take stronger measures. Come, Lady Penrith, we are only wasting time here. I wish you good day, Vicar. The vicar's sullen reply was only half audible. He led the way back to the way back to the Lord.
Starting point is 12:28:25 the hall, and Lady Penrith returned to her carriage, attended by John Coverdale. There can be no doubt, she said as they drove off. If I had doubted before, I am certain of the fact now. They have smuggled him away between them to some still more wretched hiding place. Hubert Urquhart and that man, stop, cried Mr. Coverdale to the coachman. There is someone running after the carriage, a young lady. She came out of that field. The horses were pulled up about a hundred yards behind the field gate,
Starting point is 12:29:09 and Gertrude Carpieu ran to the carriage door. I have been watching for you ever so long, Lady Penrith, she said. I suppose it's awfully wicked for a girl to hate her father, but I can't help hating mine for the cruel treacher. he has played upon you after what happened yesterday afternoon. He swore it was all arranged before you came to the vicarage, that it was settled for the poor gentleman to leave us, but if it was, Ma knew nothing about it. My dear Miss Carphew, pray tell me exactly, as clearly as you can,
Starting point is 12:29:49 all that happened since I saw you, Lady Penrith said eagerly, and then, churning to Coverdale, she added. This young lady is the vicar's daughter, and she sympathizes with me in the kindest way. Oh, who could help sympathizing with you? Poor Ma was crying all the evening. She and Pa had a long talk, and I know they had high words,
Starting point is 12:30:15 for Paa was horribly crossed to all of us at supper, and directly after supper he walked out of the house. Does he often go out so late as things? that, asked Mr. Coverdale. Not once in a blue moon, it was past ten, and dark as pitch, and it was midnight before he came home. I heard him let himself in with his latch-key, for I was too miserable to go to sleep easily, and I was awake very early in the morning, and I heard a good deal of bustle and moving about downstairs. I lay listening, half awake and half asleep, and then, not long after the clock on the stairs struck seven,
Starting point is 12:30:58 I heard a carriage drive to the door, and I got up and looked out the window, and I could just see father and another man, huddling, someone, wrapped in a cloak, into a fly. Could you see what the other man was like? Tall and slight, and that was all I could make out. They were very quick. Father and the stranger both got into the fly, and it drove off directly they were in. When I came down to breakfast, Mother was looking awfully miserable.
Starting point is 12:31:35 But she wouldn't tell me anything. She's too completely under Father's thumb to trust any of us. We'd finished breakfast before Father came home and the fly alone. Did he not, say anything as to where he had been? Not a word. He was crustier than usual, and sent us all out of the room before he began breakfast. As a rule, he takes very little breakfast, and then
Starting point is 12:32:05 wonders at us for being able to eat so early in the day. I am so sorry you should be disappointed, Lady Penrith, but perhaps, after all, the gentleman who left us this morning isn't the person you think. I am more than ever convinced that he is that person, answered Sybil. You are a kind, true-hearted girl, Miss Carphew, and I rely on you to help me with any further information he may be able to obtain, any circumstance that may give a clue to the place where my poor friend has been taken. I promise that your kindness to me shall do no injury to your father. Whatever may happen, he shall be protected for your sake, so far as I can protect him. The chief mover in this cruel business is another person. I shall not rest till he is punished.
Starting point is 12:33:02 Ah, but I'm afraid if father has done wrong in the matter, that it must all come out sooner or later, and we shall all be disgraced, said Gertrude despondently. but whatever is going to happen to us i'll do all i can to find out where they have taken that poor gentleman i thank you with all my heart be assured you shall be compensated for any trouble your kindness may cause sybil and the parson's daughter clasped hands as they said good-bye the conversation between the two women had been carried on in confidential tones inaudible to coachman and footman arliston road station ordered mr coverdale and the baruch continued on his way while Gertrude started on a circuitous journey through a field and across the common, so as to arrive at the vicarage from an opposite direction to that in which Lady Penriss carriage had gone. I may as well make some inquiries at the station before we can go back to the castle, if you've no objection, said Mr. Coverdale, explaining the order he had just given to the coachman.
Starting point is 12:34:26 It may make us a little later in returning. what does that matter let us stay out all day if there is anything to be done answered sybil and then lapsed into silence exhausted by the scene at the vicarage and absorbed and gloomy thought she did not speak till they were at the station which was nearer st jude's than it was to ardluston here mr coverdale left the carriage for nearly a quarter of an hour i have seen the station-master and the tour porters he told sybil when he came back there seems no doubt that the two men went to khezek the one who appeared to be an invalid was so wrapped up in an inverness cloak and large white muffler that it was not easy to distinguish his features the men only saw that he looked white and haggard the old other man wore a shooting cap pulled down a upon his forehead a cap with a peak, and he too had the lower part of his face, muffled in a scarf. But this circumstance attracted no attention, as the morning was raw and cold. I asked the station-master to describe the man in charge of the invalid,
Starting point is 12:35:45 his figure and carriage, if not his face, and he said he was about the height and figure of Lord Penrith, and reminded him of his lordship. Hubert Urquhart exclaimed Sybil that is conclusive now Mr. Coverdale what are we to do go on to Keswick i say by the first train that will take us my dear lady Penrith that would be a wild proceeding Keswick is a large place and for you to be seen there going from pillar to post and then to absent yourself from home without explanation to Lord Penrith. I can send a message by the coachman. I can explain afterwards.
Starting point is 12:36:34 No, no, it would be a waste of time and trouble for you to attempt to trace these men. I will follow up the clue and see what can be done. And if I make any discovery before evening, I can telegraph you, and you can come to Keswick with your maid and put up at a hotel for a day or two. yes that would do i should be near but even that would be a rather wild thing to do if you could make up your mind to trust this business entirely to me i do trust you i know how much better you are able to help me in this manner than i am able to help myself but when you find him, if he should be very ill and broken, I should like to be near at hand. I might be of some use then.
Starting point is 12:37:29 In that case, I promise to summon you without an hour's delay. And will you go to Keswick and give yourself up to the search? With all my might. Have I not promised to devote myself to your service? I shall think of nothing else till this is done. If Penrith should inquire about me, you need only to say that I had business in Keswick, and that my return to the castle is uncertain.
Starting point is 12:37:58 If you'll allow me, I'll ask your fort footman to see about sending me a portmanteau. I may be absent for some days. How good you are! Please don't say that. Only trust me and keep up your courage. bear in mind that my East End experiences have made me acquainted with strange people and strange things. I'm not so unequal to this task as you might suppose.
Starting point is 12:38:26 I know how clever, how resolute you are. My train will not leave for half an hour, so I'd better tell your coachman to drive you home. Man, do I wait till you leave? Please don't. You have had a trying morning, and you will leave. be better at home. He gave his instructions briefly to the footman, and then the carriage drove away, he, watching till the pale, anxious face, looking back at him, vanished altogether from his sight. How she must have loved him. John Coverdale repeated to himself, with a sigh.
Starting point is 12:39:10 End of Chapter 24. Chapter 25 of Thou Are Thou Arrudeau. Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 25. Cora Lee's Private Diary continued. Her ladyship's conduct becomes hourly more extraordinary. After leaving the castle early this morning with the parson, coolly declining my company,
Starting point is 12:39:58 which I offered in my gushing little way on the spur of the moment, determined at any rate to embarrass her by forcing a refusal, she returns at three o'clock this afternoon without that saintly man. When I ask her in a casual way what she has done with him, she replies it, he has gone to Keswick, and that he has his business there which may detain him for some days. Business in Keswick, I say, not concealing my surprise. I thought the only business in Keswick was making lead pencils and showing South East House. That is all I've ever heard of in connection with Keswick. You can't be expected to know everything in the world, Kora, answered she.
Starting point is 12:40:49 least of all to know Mr. Coverdale's business. Oh, if it is a kind of secret service, of course I needn't be ashamed of my ignorance, retorted I. Lady Penrith is my benefactress. My easy life here, my purse filled with pocket money, all the frocks in my wardrobe, testified to that fact. But I am afraid I am beginning to hate her, and I am afraid she is beginning to hate me. Our relations are at best an armed neutrality. Who knows when war may be declared? After all, I need not exaggerate her beneficence or my obligation.
Starting point is 12:41:38 The benefits she has bestowed upon me, the frocks, the lodging, the pocket money, are bagatelles for a woman of her means. if she really wanted to befriend me how easy for her to settle the six thousand pounds which my father tells me has always been the portion of lord penrith's daughters upon me sole daughter of the house of urquhart six thousand pounds With her fortune, she would have but to sign a check for the amount, and might forget the next hour that her coffers were diminished by that paltry sum. But instead of playing a really generous part and making me independent for life, she lets her dressmaker clothe me, just as my uncle's tailor clothes his liveried servants, and she tolerates my presence in her house.
Starting point is 12:42:31 whatever chance I might have had with Mr. Coverdale, she has contrived to spoil. She must see that he admires her far too much for his peace. And if she really were that model of all the domestic graces which she poses, she would have chilled him by quiet avoidance, instead of leading him on by making him the confidence. of her sorrows, whatever those mysterious sorrows might be. In my delight at escaping from the dusty horrors of a second-rate lodging house,
Starting point is 12:43:12 I have been over-enthusiastic about my uncle's beautiful countess. These quiet women are never to be trusted. Another surprise, and a very painful one, awaited me this evening. It was just on the end. edge of dark. Lady Penrith had not honored the drawing-room with her presence after coming in from her long drive, minus Coverdale. Lady Selina, after having usurped my favorite chair all the afternoon, clamored for an early tea, and for one solid hour I was administering to her gormandizing propensities. Released from this genteel slavery,
Starting point is 12:44:01 I made my escape from the drawing-room, lest I should be called upon to hold a huge skein of that teeth on edge setting worsted, which she calls pre-raphyelite wool. I thought that in the almost deserted state of the house, I should at least have the billiard room to myself, and I might enjoy knocking about the balls, and deliverance from Lady Salina's society. Oh, how sick I am of her married nieces, their houses, their diamonds, their babies, their servants, with the latter of whom she is always quarreling. She tells me the same prosy stories over into over again,
Starting point is 12:44:44 and the possibility that she might be boring me to death, never for one moment flashes across the great dismal swamp, which she calls her mind. the lamps in the hall had not been lighted and its stony spaciousness looked cold and grey in the gathering-dust all the principal rooms opened into this sepulchral hall and i am often reminded of that hall in macbeth's castle where the murderer prowled up and down seeing imaginary daggers while he waited for the bell that was to tell him his pre-eshoe historic toddy was ready. I had opened the billiard-room door and was just going to shut it again when I heard my father's voice.
Starting point is 12:45:38 My father's voice in a house which he had not entered since the Earl's marriage. What could it mean? Certainly not reconciliation. Those rasping tones came from a heart full of bitterness. nor was there much of brotherly love in my uncle's reply you had better hold your tongue he said you have been drinking or you would not have dared to enter this house lord penrith was standing in the open doorway of his own sitting-room a smallish room next to the library while my father stood in the hall dare he echoed with a room in the room in the hall dare he echoed with a room in the room an angry laugh. Dare, dare,
Starting point is 12:46:32 enter the house that was my father's a few years ago. If it had been your own a few years ago, it would make no difference to me. It is my house now, and I mean to keep you outside it. You treat me like a dog. Oh, no, I don't,
Starting point is 12:46:57 answered that cold-blooded monster, my uncle. I am fond of my dogs. I treat you like what you are, Hubert Urquhart. If there's any animal as vile, I have never met with the species. It's great to hear you talk like this. After I played your game, made the running for you, helped you to a rich wife. You tried to win her for yourself by the very basest means the mind could invent. oh come now this is only tall talk you know how you imposed upon her ignorance of life tried to persuade her that her good name was forfeited that she had fallen so low in the world's esteem that her best chance of redemption was to become your wife
Starting point is 12:47:51 ah and with the devil's own luck you struck in caught her in a fit of hysterics and won the stakes there was never such a fluke come penrith you can't frighten me away with the big words all that highfalutin of yours has about the same effect on me as water on the proverbial duck hard words don't kill hard words won't send me off these premises without hard cash. I have asked you my brother and a rich man to help me out of a difficulty. I asked you just now for a monkey. It was not much for you to give it if you had a spark of generosity. I have not one scintillation where you are concerned. I have only one feeling abhorrence, the kind of abhorrence, which includes contempt. nonsense we both angled for a big fish but you were able to beat your hook with a coronet i wasn't and i had to diplomatize come penrith if you won't stand a monkey give me your cheque for two hundred and fifty pounds and i'll wish you a civil good-night remember i am air-presemptive to your title and all that goes with it there's only your
Starting point is 12:49:22 your life between me and all the good things of this world. Hard lines for a man of my temper to remember that. You ought to consider the circumstances, and if I can bring myself to ask you for money after what happened at Ellersley ten years ago, you shouldn't be such a churl as to refuse. I wonder you care to show yourself in this part of the world, after what happened at Ellersley, said my uncle. The last words were spoken slowly, as if they had a hidden meaning. My father was silent,
Starting point is 12:50:05 and then Penrith went on in his heartless voice. As for your privileges as air presumptive, I have no doubt that you have had the market price for them. The market price was, a very bad one. Unhappily, the Jews consider your life as good as mine, or better. The difference in our ages is not worth considering, and you are supposed to take more care of your superior carcass than I take care of this poor bundle of vices. Once for all, Penrith, will you help me, or will you not? Once for all I will not
Starting point is 12:50:52 And if you don't make yourself scarce Immediately you will oblige me to ring for the servants And get you turned out neck and crop Which will cause a scandal and make things uncomfortable for your daughter For my daughter Yes I suppose you would rather like to revenge yourself on her Well good night my brother brother. I won't make a rumpus in this abode of peace and pleasantness, this temple of
Starting point is 12:51:28 conjugal love. I'll find my own way out. My father crossed the hall, opened big oak door, and closed it quietly behind him. Penrith waited on the threshold of his room till the hall door shut, and then shut himself in his den. I don't know if he was a little. I don't know if he was a little bit of he felt relieved in mind when my father was out the castle? I know I did. There was no light in the billiard room, and I had been standing just inside the door, which I held a little way open,
Starting point is 12:52:08 and thus was able to hear every word that was said on the other side of the hall. Oh, what a life! To grovel like a hound, and to be driven out of his brother's house. like a hound. Surely Providence can't expect much good out of any woman who starts in the race of life handicapped was such a father's mind.
Starting point is 12:52:40 After what happened it Ellersley ten years ago, I must get to know all about Sybil Higginson's engagement to my uncle. There are evidently tragic circumstances something that comes nearer Lord Penrith and his wife than the murder of her ladyship's foster sister. I must make Lady Selina give me the history of her niece's marriage. She is so fond of talking that I have only to get her in the right vein and she will tell me everything she knows.
Starting point is 12:53:20 The dinner this evening was the most melancholy meal I have sat through since I came to the castle. There were only my uncle and his wife, Lady Selina, and myself. His lordship was silent and gloomy, evidently brooding over that fraternal conversation I had overheard. Her ladyship seemed lost in thought.
Starting point is 12:53:44 Lady Selina, prosed and twaddled for the whole party. I am very tired, aunt, so I shall go straight to my room and leave you and Cora to amuse each other, said Lady Penrith as we, three women, left the dining room. I can't think what you are all about today. Lady Sulinat answered pettishly. If your cottage visiting keeps you engaged as you have been lately, I'm sure it must be too fatiguing for you. You should make Cora help you. This last remark was
Starting point is 12:54:28 accentuated by a malevolent look in my direction, as if I had deliberately refused to help. Her ladyship knows that I am always at her service, said I. Lady Penrith noticed neither her aunt's speech nor mine. She just nodded good night to us both and went upstairs, leaving me to the unspeakable dreariness of a night with Lady Selina, and no possibility of escape to the billiard room, where my uncle would be sitting alone, not a pleasant person to intrude upon in his meditative moments. There was one compensation. I had a whole evening before me in which to make Lady Selina talk about what I wanted to hear. Needless to record the insidious means by which I approached the subject, I doubt if she liked me any better than on that first
Starting point is 12:55:28 night of her visit, but custom had made her familiar and confidential. And as it was natural for her to talk, she soon began to expatiate upon the folly of her niece's marriage.
Starting point is 12:55:45 Sybil might have married ever so much better, she said. A beautiful girl, who was sole heiress, do I am afraid to say how many thousands a year, would have had a magnificent offers as soon as she appeared in the great world.
Starting point is 12:56:02 Her connections on our side of the house would have admitted her at once to the most exclusive circles, if there are any exclusive circles left, interjected Lady Selina with a sigh. She might have married Duke, but through my brother-in-law's folly, his mind was utterly unhinged, I believe, by the fate of that mysterious wife, she was hustled into a marriage with a man for whom she never carried a straw, and who was a very poor match for her. My uncle's family is one of the oldest in the north of England, said I. My dear young woman, old families are cheap nowadays. 60,000 a year is too much to pay for an old family and a neglected estate,
Starting point is 12:56:58 encumbered as this was when my niece married. She could have married the bluest blood in England on much easier terms if I had been allowed to chaperone her, as was intended, before that awful business at Ellersley. Pray tell me about the murder, Lady Selina. Have you never been told? She exclaimed, quite oblivious of her curt replies on the first evening we spent together. It is a most painful story, peculiarly painful to me, since the connection of our family was involved in it,
Starting point is 12:57:38 and was actually accused of the murder and locked up in a wretched hovel that used to accommodate smugglers and such people. They have pulled the place down, I am happy to say, and have built a respectable police station. And then she told me how Marie Arnold, a handsome young woman of foreign birth, had been brought up at Ellersley, almost as a daughter of the house, and how she and Sybil Higginson had lived together like sisters,
Starting point is 12:58:08 and how people had naturally supposed, at this point, the spinster deemed it necessary to sink her voice to a ghastly whisper, like Lady Macbeth in the sleepwalking scene, although she and I were alone in the spacious drawing-room. At any rate, my dear, Sir Joseph was greatly attached to this girl, who I am glad to say, for the credit of humanity, was five or six years older than civil,
Starting point is 12:58:40 and therefore born sometime before my sister's marriage. He never recovered from the shop. for death. But do you really believe that Mr. Mountford, your relation, was guilty of this crime, I asked. My dear Miss Urquhart, I don't know what to believe. Brandon Mountford was subject to epileptic attacks. He was at the university. Not in any violent degree, but enough to make him shun society.
Starting point is 12:59:16 he had wandered about in Draft, Africa, where that kind of thing wouldn't matter for some years before he appeared at Ellersley. Everyone spoke well of him, and your niece liked him. Yes, Sybil liked him. I never saw them together, but I believe she entertained a romantic regard for him.
Starting point is 12:59:40 She has always shunned any allusion to him, so I have never fathomed the hidden depths of her mind on this subject. There is a great deal of reserve about Lady Penrith. As to the young man's guilt or innocence, that, I fear, must forever remain a mystery. So much has been written of late years about the horrors of epilepsy and how it can change an amiable being into a wild beast, that one might believe anything of an epileptic sufferer, This poor creature was found kneeling by the murdered girl. His hands died with her blood.
Starting point is 13:00:21 He did not even deny his guilt, Miss Morrison told me. Ms. Morrison is the housekeeper at Ellersley, with whom doubtless the Spencer Aunt has held lengthy confabulations. There is no one like an old and trusted servant for telling family secrets. Since he was taken red-handed, I suppose there can be no doubt of his guilt, said I. But if he were not the murderer, who else would be likely to have committed the crime? Was anyone else ever suspected? No. Poor Brandon's guilt seemed only too obvious, and the murderer was too motiveless to be the act of a sane person. The young woman had no enemies. There was no one at Ellersley besides Brandon and your father.
Starting point is 13:01:16 Then my father was there at the time of the murder. Yes, your father used to come and go like a member of the family before Sybil's marriage. I don't know what the quarrel was about, but there was a quarrel. At the period of her engagement to Penrith, Mrs. Morrison hinted at an ugly scuffle between the brothers, blows, broken glass, but the particulars were never clearly known. Your father was certainly hurt, and the doctor had to be called in, but the servants were told he had had a fall. Whatever the actual circumstances may have been, there was bad blood, for Mr. Urquhart never entered Ellersley Hall again after that fall. And when he falls, he falls like Lucifer, never to hope again.
Starting point is 13:02:12 "'Mettered I. "'My father told me that he and his brother had quarrelled, "'but he never explained the rights and wrongs of the story. "'And then she told me how Brandon Mountford had broken out of the lock-up at Ardleston "'and was supposed to have perished in a storm at sea. "'Only supposed to have perished,' said I, "'then there is no evidence of his death. he may be alive at this hour?
Starting point is 13:02:45 That's not likely. His family must have heard of him if he were living. Why should anyone hear of him? asked I. It would be the business of his life to avoid being heard of. A man accused of murder? A man conscious of his own guilt? In all probability he would go back to Africa. I have heard that men who have once been there always want to
Starting point is 13:03:11 go back, must go back. The dark continent draws them like a loadstone, rely on it, Lady Selina, this poor Mr. Mountford is in Africa. I have no doubt you know a great deal more about him than I do, said Lady Selina with an offended air. Young women nowadays are nothing, if not positive. In my own mind, I had no doubt. that the man was or had been in Africa. Those books of African travel in Lady Penrith's room testified to so profound an interest in that uncivilized world he had made his escape from England
Starting point is 13:04:01 and had sailed to a land where there are no detectives or magistrate's warrants or extradition treaties. But if my aunt knows Mr. Mountford to be in Africa, how to account for her intense anxiety about this wandering lunatic, for whom she inquired at all the cottages, and the fuss and driving to and fro, and the suppressed emotion of the last ten days. All these indications point to Brandon Maltford's presence in the immediate neighborhood or, at any rate, to her conviction that he is near. End of Chapter 25.
Starting point is 13:05:01 Chapter 26 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 26 Home Questions
Starting point is 13:05:27 Coralie sat late over her private diary The clocks had struck one before she closed the book and put it away in the box where she kept her money and her few trinkets under lock and key She slept little that night, and the sleep she had was disturbed by troubled dreams. That interview between her father and her uncle had left a sense of bitter degradation in her mind. She had never really loved her father.
Starting point is 13:06:04 There had been nothing between them but the bond of relationship, a bond which he had shown himself very glad to loosen. yet he was her father a part of her existence the only being upon whom she had any strong claim and it tortured her to think of the degradation that reflected upon herself to be the daughter of such a father there was the sting to hear him ask for money and to hear him so heartlessly refused by his one and only brother. Little as she liked Penrith, there had been that in his tone, which told her that he had some justification
Starting point is 13:06:58 for his brutality, and she was to go on living under the roof of this man, she, Hubert Urquhart's daughter, or to go back to the dreary existence from which Lady Penrith had rescued her. If only Coverdale had cared for me.
Starting point is 13:07:22 She sighed again and again in her restless turnings and tossings while the inexorable clock ticked and the night lamp flickered. And then she thought, as many a woman thinks when the future lies dark before her, lit by not one gleam of hope thought of what her life might have been if this man had chosen her for his wife
Starting point is 13:07:52 it was all very well to write of him scoffingly as a prim pattern of the uninteresting virtues in her heart of hearts she revered him for those qualities at which she scoffed the gulf that lay between them was bridged over by her growing interest in his personality. She had begun by thinking of him only as a good match, heir to title and fortune, a man with a word who could change the whole tenor of her existence.
Starting point is 13:08:29 She knew now, by the blank his absence made in that house, by her jealous despair at his too evident regard for Lady Penrith, a regard of which he himself, maybe hardly conscious. She knew now that she loved him and that if he had been an impecunious curate, she would have been content to share his life and let fortune go. But who would marry Herbert Urquhart's daughter? She asked herself,
Starting point is 13:09:06 even if I were ever so handsome, there would be that against me, and a plain daughter. I must have been mad to ever hope. She was in the breakfast room early, neat and fresh-looking in her smart, tailored gown, and with no indication save a heavy look in her eyelids of her miserable night. Her uncle had gone out before breakfast. Lady Penrith talked a little more than she had done at dinner on the previous evening, but was evidently anxious and expectant. A telegram was brought to her in the middle of breakfast,
Starting point is 13:09:51 and Coralie could see that her aunt's hand trembled as she tore open the envelope. Let the messenger wait. her ladyship told the servant after she had read the message twice over with profound attention no bad news i hope my dear said lady selina oh no a telegram nowadays does not imply bad news of course not but in this remote place you can't have many trivial telegrams invitations acceptances excuses excuses The sort of thing, one gets in London. No, not that kind of thing. Lady Penrith answered absently as she put the message in her pocket. On her aunt asking her if she was going for a drive in the morning or afternoon,
Starting point is 13:10:56 Lady Penrith answered no. She had a good many letters to write and was not going out all day. You and Cora can have the barouche or the pony cart, whichever you prefer, she added. Thank you, neither. I have not quite gotten over my influenza cold, and the only inducement to drive would have been your company. Complementary to me after my patient endurance of the old creature, thought Coralie, and then she said in her clear young voice,
Starting point is 13:11:37 in that case I shall go for a long walk directly after breakfast. You won't be angry with me if I should be late for luncheon, will you aunt? Your aunt has been so irregular herself lately that she can hardly find fault with you for un-punctuality, Lady Selina remarked somewhat snappishly. Any deviation from the clockwork round of daily life was an offense to this lady angry cora certainly not said lady pinrith but on what tremendous pilgrimage are you going it is not ten and you think you won't be home it too oh i'm going for a long tramp
Starting point is 13:12:31 towards the sea i am longing for the wind off the sea you can get that in this garden too much of it for the poor flowers ah but not like the wind one gets on the very edge of the sea along allan bay or at st jude's for example lady penrith gave a little start at the mention of st jude's a movement which did not escape cora lee i may go as far as Ardleston, she continued. It is just the grey, breezy morning I adore. Do as you like, Cora, only don't fatigue yourself. Lady Penrith said carelessly as she left the room. Now, if I were a pretty girl, mused Cora,
Starting point is 13:13:30 she would hardly let me ramble for three or four hours alone. There would be suspicions of a lover, I might be going to meet someone, but in my case there can be no such danger. An ugly woman is what Caesar's wife ought to have been above suspicion. Miss Urquhart had told the truth for once in the way, albeit she was a young person who preferred falsehood. She was going to Ardleston in quest of her father. after that conversation of yesterday evening, she felt that she must see him,
Starting point is 13:14:14 must question him, at any hazard of hard words. She could no longer exist in this cloud of ignorance. She stopped on the crest of a wind-blown ridge, hugged her neat little cloth jacket, tied her around her, and looked back at the gray towers of Callander, castle. What a noble old place it was, originally a rude border fortress, enlarged and improved by successive generations. Sybil Higginson's money had set the final touches on the picture.
Starting point is 13:14:53 Whatever was wanting of convenience or dignity had been supplied within the last ten years. The gardens and the terraces had been extended. A special spacious palm house had been built in the one angle where it would not be a blot upon the rugged grandeur of the exterior, and within doors there had been improvements in every detail. Money had been spent like water. And she's not even a tenant for life, mused Coralie. If my uncle were to die tomorrow, she would be houseless, so far as yonder the great pile is concerned, or the house in Barkley Square, hard lies to spend one's money upon somebody else's property. But then she can't afford to waste a few thousands, and she has
Starting point is 13:15:51 Ellersley House standing ready to receive her, if she were to leave the castle. Ellersley House. What a difference between the Spick and Spann modern house, built by a self-made millionaire, and that gray fortress over there, which seems to still echo with the tramp of armed feet and the blare of trumpets. Coralie turned her back upon the gray towers. After that contemplative pause and tramped steadily on with her face to the sea.
Starting point is 13:16:32 It was a long walk from the castle to Ardleston, but Miss Urquhart was a good walker, well broken in by the weary promenades of Madame Michon's pupils in the bois, or along the chalky roads in the white suburbs that skirt the bois, and later by lonely wanderings in West End, London, rambles which were her sole respite from the dullness of the lodging-house at the back of Piccadilly. she met only one shepherd boy between the castle and the beginning of the long straggling street of ardleston and ardliston itself might have been asleep for any signs of life or movement except at the schools where she heard the sing-song voices of the children chanting the multiplication table a sound that told her that it was not yet noon and saved her the trouble of looking at her watch her father might have gone back to London by the night
Starting point is 13:17:44 mail or by an early morning train she thought in which case she would be much disappointed she wanted to see him wanted to question him about the past though she knew not how she would venture to shape her questions but she had helped him had watched for him she had sacrificed her own instincts of loyalty and honor at his bidding and she had a right to his confidence I will do no more for him unless he trusts me fully she said to herself no he had not left the Higginson's arms the landlady who was busy in the little bar on the one side of the entrance recognized Coralie. Come to see a paw, miss. He's very late this morning. You'll find him at breakfast. She came out of her snug little nest among the bottles and glasses and ushered Coralie into a
Starting point is 13:18:52 sitting room where she found her father reading a newspaper at the breakfast table. He rose, startled at seeing her. Oh, what brings you here so early? anything new? No, nothing very important. Ten minutes to twelve. Do you call that early? Early enough for a man who is such a beastly bad sleeper that he seldom gets a wink of sleep until daylight. Sit down, Cora.
Starting point is 13:19:28 Do you like some tea? It was made a few minutes ago. He poured out a cup and handed it to her was some show of attentiveness while she sat looking at him dumbly full of thought he looked haggard and careworn older than his elder brother and it seemed to her that all the indications of a debased character were stamped upon his countenance the furtive eye the tightened lips the curious twitch of the nostril now and then before before he began to speak. Well, he asked when he had mixed a brandy and soda for himself. What's your news?
Starting point is 13:20:19 She told him briefly how Mr. Coverdale had left the castle with Lady Penrith yesterday morning and had not returned with her in the afternoon. What kind of man is this Coverdale? A good man? Good. Don't quite follow your meaning. That seemed likely enough, Quirrely thought. Conscientious and God-fearing, he is devoted to Lady Penrith,
Starting point is 13:20:50 but even for her sake, he would do nothing that was not strictly honorable. And so you think he has gone upon some kind of mission for her? I think so. She had a telegram this morning at breakfast, a long message, which I fancy may have been from him. What's the use of fancies?
Starting point is 13:21:14 Might have been from her dressmaker. Had you the sense to find out where it came from? No, I was not near enough to see it. I could only see that she was agitated at receiving it. Huh, that tells me nothing. Well, I'll keep your eyes open, Cora, and let no detail of her daily life. life escape your observation. Stras show which way the wind blows. Try to find out where the
Starting point is 13:21:46 parson has gone. Are you going to stay here much longer? That depends on circumstances. I have no particular inducement to go anywhere else just now. I may go farther north, perhaps for a little shooting, but I have made no plans, yet. There was a silence of some minutes. Her cart took up the newspaper and read, or pretended to read. Cora felt it was easier to begin upon a painful subject now that his face was hidden. Father, I was crossing the hall from the drawing room to the billiard room yesterday afternoon when you and my uncle were talking, and I could not help hearing a good deal. You mean, you couldn't help listening. Your curiosity got the better of your
Starting point is 13:22:49 good breeding, retorted Urquhart, throwing down the paper and turning to his daughter with an angry scowl, and you heard all that passed between my affectionate brother and me? Well, who cares? I care very much. I have been broken-hearted ever since. You need not waste your emotions on me. I have a pretty tough hide. It is toughened in a long experience of hard knocks. Father, what odious things he said of you. And you did not deny them. Why should I trouble myself? He is not judge or jury. I wanted help and he did not want to help me. The easiest way of refusing was to be abusive. You are a woman of the world enough to comprehend that, I hope, Cora.
Starting point is 13:23:51 No, I am not. I can't comprehend that you should let him say such things. If I had knocked him down, there would have been a scene and a scandal. you would have found yourself homeless. I know of no other way of dealing with him. But that you should ask him for money, importune him, swallow all his insults, father! What degradation there is in that?
Starting point is 13:24:25 Degradation, yes, perhaps. And you wonder that I should put myself in the way of being insulted. You wonder that I should bet. of my brother who married the heiress I was trying to marry the woman who cared not one straw for either of us you wonder that I should ask him to open his wife's coffers for me you are a fool Cora a man hemmed round with debt distracted for want of money as I am isn't likely to be scrupulous as to the mode or manner of getting it don't whine about what you heard yesterday you may think yourself lucky if i don't turn forger or highwayman sign her ladyship's name to a stolen cheque or hold up a train carrying bullion what might a man not do at his wits end as i am and my elder brother has the command of eighty thousand a year for his wife denies him nothing and won't give me 800 or 80 or 8 pounds that's what brotherly love means nowadays cora
Starting point is 13:25:49 very much like the ointment upon aaron's head ain't it why does he hate you what did you do to offend him nothing we both courted the same woman he won't her by a fluke. Unintentionally, by sheer ill luck, I helped him to win her. He ought to be grateful to me, but he ain't. He finds it cheaper to ride the high horse and blackered me. But there must have been something, Father, on your part, some cruel wrong, some act of treachery that gives my uncle and his wife the right to hold themselves aloof from you. She chooses to fancy herself wronged. He takes advantage of the position.
Starting point is 13:26:43 Come, Cora, I'm not going to be questioned about my past life by my own daughter. And I am not going to act as your spy anymore unless you give me your confidence. Cora answered resolutely, looking her father full in the face. there was no filial love in that look.
Starting point is 13:27:10 If she felt his degradation strongly, it was because the degradation was reflected upon her. To be the daughter of such a man, to live on sufferance in a house whose threshold he was not allowed to cross. That was the sting. It was her own pride. that was hurt. She had borne the brunt of poverty and suffered from shabby frocks and school bills in arrear,
Starting point is 13:27:44 but never till yesterday evening had her father's fallen state been brought home to her. Spy. That's a most unpleasant word, Cora, and you seem to repeat it with gusto, simply because it is unpleasant. I asked you to keep your ears and eyes open in Penrith's house. In her ladyship's interest, because of your friendship for her, that was the fable you imposed upon me. Fabal, and imposed, he shrugged his shoulders with a light scornfulness, as if such words hurt him. very little even from a daughter's lips and then he rose and walked to the window but I am to be hoodwinked no longer pursued Cora impetuously I know now that you hate her do I asked mr. Urquhart drumming on the pain with his back turned upon his daughter if I do it's only the hate that every strong nature man feels for the woman he loved in vain. She had but to marry me, and I would have been the most docile and devoted of husbands,
Starting point is 13:29:16 her head servant out of livery. But you see, she preferred my brother, and so I can't expect to go on loving her forever. He has treated me like a pariah dog, and she has treated me no better, which is short-sighted on her part, for she should at least remember that I am air presumptive, and that if anything should happen to me and to Penrith, all of her grandeurs would pass to me. It doesn't matter to him, for his rights and interest in this life must be over and done with before mine could begin, but it would matter to her to the extent of two fine houses and a large domain and all the money she has sunk upon them must they go with the title
Starting point is 13:30:15 both houses asked Cora her indignation lapsing suddenly into interest the castle and penrith house mayfair both go with the title he was born in one the heir at the castle and of course an occasion for bonfires and all the hills and roasted oxen and kilderkins of strong beer for which my father could very ill afford. I was born in the other, and I doubt if the household had so much as an extra bottle of wine to celebrate my nativity. Yes, the house in London must go, whenever Penrith goes, and all her ladies should, has spent upon it, something like 30,000 pounds, I believe, will go to the air,
Starting point is 13:31:11 whoever he might be. Air presumptive has a grand look against your name in the peerage, said Cora, waxing bitter again. But I don't think you have much chance of outliving my uncle. Bar accidents, none. But the bursting of a gun,
Starting point is 13:31:33 the running down of a yacht, a smash on the railway, a fall from his horse, anything of that sort would be as big a fluke for me as his marriage was for him. But I don't expect it. Drumming louder with fingertips whose sharp touch denoted nervous irritability. Expect it, did I say? I know it will never happen. I'm one of those. men who come into the world with bad luck branded on their foreheads there's no such thing as bad luck father it's the idlest nonsense to talk in that strain you inherited a younger brother's portion and you squandered it you married foolishly before you were of age offended your father spoiled your chance of a fortune with a wife you
Starting point is 13:32:33 lived recklessly, you loaded your shoulders with debt, you have never struggled or worked, as other men of good race and small means have done. You should have gone to the bar, or into politics, or to the colonies. There must have been some career open to you, something better than the miserable life you are leading. A beggar to the brother who hates you, a beggar, and refused with contumally. She brushed away her tears, so rare, in those cold, grey eyes, tears of shame and mortification. Have you nothing more to say?
Starting point is 13:33:18 Sneered her father. This moral lecture might be continued at infinitum, the daughter's rebeak of the reprobate father a very pretty subject, and offering fine scope for the prosy and the trite. Well, I will say no more. I know that all lamentations over the irrevocable are worse than useless. Let the past, be the past. Only, if you want my help in the future,
Starting point is 13:33:54 you must let me into your secrets. Why are you keeping this wise? upon your brother's wife why for my own satisfaction she is my enemy and would injure me if she could but how can she injure you what could she do never mind that cora knowledge is power and it suits me to be informed of all that happens at the castle trust me then Be frank, if you can. What was your quarrel with Lady Penrith? Why does she hate you?
Starting point is 13:34:39 Pooh. It was a silly girl's hatred to begin with. She was madly in love with her cousin, who murdered Sir Joseph's adopted daughter in a fit of epileptic rage. Is it, certain that he was the murderer? Certain, yes.
Starting point is 13:35:04 He was found almost in the act of murder, his hands and clothes stained with her blood. There is no room for doubt. Miss Higginson visited him in the lockup yonder, a wretched hole that was done away with soon after. I found her there and helped in his escape. Was indeed the chief means,
Starting point is 13:35:30 of getting him away and when the boat on board which I put him was wrecked in a gale that was only beginning when the boat started she laid his death at my door but that was the only cause of her dislike pinrith accused you of trying to win her by the basest means trading on her ignorance of life rot. People in the neighborhood looked coldly at her after that escapade at the lock-up. Her conduct was too unconventional to escape slander. I may have somewhat magnified the village scandal when I urged her to marry me, but I wanted her to feel the need of a husband to defend her good name. A shabby trick.
Starting point is 13:36:34 And it failed? Yes, it failed. The turtle dove. For Brandon Moundford, she had been a very dove. Turned upon me like a tigress. She flung herself into my brother's arms, partly from sheer malignity to me,
Starting point is 13:36:55 and partly because she knew, that whatever scandal there had been, we best covered by a coronet. Well, it was a shabby business. However, I'm glad I know the past, but I can't understand the situation in the present. Why should you fear her? Why should you watch her? That's my affair. I shan't answer any more questions. turned and faced her again frowningly i won't trouble you anymore except to ask you how long you were going to stay here i don't know perhaps for a few days perhaps only a few hours look here cora if anything out of the common should happen at the castle you had better come here as you have done the morning on the chance of finding me on reflection I am inclined to wait till the
Starting point is 13:38:06 Parsons return from his mysterious mission you think his mission may have something to do with you I don't say that but I should like to know the meaning of it I rely on your shrewdness for that come Cora there's no use in riding your high horse remember that your interests are interwoven with mine anything that hurts me must hurt you yes i know that she answered with a sigh your disgrace is my disgrace it wraps me round like a dark cloud i live and move in it this was no idle complaint on her part the burden of her father's evil reputation as seemed to her a much heavier load since she had known john coverdale who without self-assertion of any kind had impressed her with the idea of what an honorable man's life and mind ought to be how fair a record the one how high a standard the other and in that pure atmosphere of noble thought and lofty aspiration, how foul and grim her father's character looked. End of Chapter 26.
Starting point is 13:40:00 Chapter 27, O thou art the man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer. please visit Librovox.org Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braddon
Starting point is 13:40:19 Chapter 27 Cora expatiates Air presumptive How the phrase rang in my ears last night when I lay down to sleep after another long, dull evening
Starting point is 13:40:34 for the most part alone with Lady Selina, Lady Penrith, having retired soon after we left the dining room, leaving the spinster and me to amuse each other. The spinster is a late bird, and complains of the dull evenings here, and talks of the superior attractions of other houses owned by other nieces, the large house parties with a constant succession of guests, the theatricals, the charades, the dumb crambo, and music, cards. Yes, this dissipated old person actually sighs for a riotous game at roulette.
Starting point is 13:41:20 Air presumptive. Of the two lives, my uncles, so far, as I can judge, is the better. His two years of seniority count for nothing against my father's habits, late hours, and, I fear, deep drinking. Yet, an accident might alter the situation, in a breath, an accident, and my father might be the Earl of Penrith, and master of this house. Master here, where he has been treated with contumally, sole owner of the house whose door has been shut against him for the last ten years. Life hangs by so thin a thread. No, I won't suffer my thoughts to dwell upon such a possibility,
Starting point is 13:42:11 i'm not particularly fond of my uncle and i owe him nothing since anything i enjoy in this house is given to me by his wife but i won't indulge in castle building upon such a ghastly foundation notwithstanding which resolve i could not resist the temptation of drawing lady selina on the subject of the penrith property when she and i were left alone and i had to perform my nightly task of sorting her worsteds and admiring her hideous blanket. She is one of the people who I think that high art begins and ends with muddy greens and dingy yellows, when if they had eyes to see, they would know that the leading note of high art is brilliant color. I have been rambling about his lordship's estate, said I. What pretty old homesteads and farm buildings, and also neat and substantial.
Starting point is 13:43:23 These homesteads and barns are monuments of my niece's folly. She has squandered her money upon Penrith's property, and her own flesh and blood will never be one penny richer for all she has spent. What a pity she has no son to inherit the estate. Ah, that would have made all the difference, sighed Lady Selina. Here is my niece, Lady Hillborough, with an enormous family, and my sister, Lady Randthorpe, with three great hulking boys at Eaton and Cooper's Hill, and two more in the nursery, and here is poor to Sybil, childless.
Starting point is 13:44:09 That is her misfortune, poor girl, but it does not excuse her folly in lavishing tens of thousands upon her husband's estate. Why should she not spend her money on improvements? She might spend it upon Ellersley, which she can leave to her own family. Ellersley is perfection. There is very little room for spending money. She could buy more land. There is always land to be bought nowadays, and ridiculously cheap.
Starting point is 13:44:42 She ought to have quadrupled her own stake rather than sunk a fortune upon her husband's property. Penrith was almost a proper when he married, but she has paid off every mortgage and doubled the value of his farms by her improvements. No doubt it has amused her to improve. I can fancy nothing more delightful than messing about a large, estate, picking old buildings to pieces and putting them together again, seeing order and beauty, where all was squalor and ugliness. All very well, if there had been an heir, but in the existing state of things, sheer lunacy,
Starting point is 13:45:32 said Lady Selina decisively, And if Penrith were to die, my father, whom Lady Penrador, detests would be enriched by the wealth she has lavished he would spring at once from poverty to riches and his riches would be derived from her an unencumbered estate land in the perfection of high farming tenants who know they are better off than any other tenants in cumberland he would owe all to her and could turn her out of doors if he liked as penrith turned his out two days ago. Well, I won't dwell upon the thought. This journal of mine is not a starched composition, but it shall not be ghastly, and I won't let my mind brood upon the chances that hang by the fine-spun thread of one life. But if I dismiss one hideous subject, shake off the gloom of one idea, other fancies crowd in upon me as dark,
Starting point is 13:46:40 or darker. I cannot get the thought of that murdered girl out of my mind. Curious as I have been about that tragic story, I had resolved not to ask any questions of the servants, but I have broken down in that commendable resolution. A lady never talks to servants except in a purely businesslike manner. Put out my blue gown. Put away my red. Where are my satin shoes, and so on. Nothing more interesting that an Allendorf dialogue should ever pass between mistress and maid. Well, I am as much a lady as I can be, but I am first a woman, and I am devoured by a morbid curiosity that must be satisfied. The horror of that murder haunts me. A young woman, young and beautiful, full of the pride of,
Starting point is 13:47:40 of life, caught like a hunted fawn in a wood, caught and slaughtered by a raging maniac for the epilepsy that hungers for blood must be lunacy under its most revolting aspect. No one saw her struggles, if she had time to cry for help, no ear heard her cry. In the loneliness and darkness, the murderer's knife did its trick. I know all about it now. The picture presented by Lady Selina was vague and shadowy, but last night I let her ladyships maid come into my room after her mistress had gone to bed, and while she was brushing my hair, I led up to the story of Marie Arnold's death.
Starting point is 13:48:34 The woman has all the ghoulish relish for horrors, which seems natural to persons in that sphere, and she was charmed to dilate upon every detail. She took immense credit to herself for having been at Ellersley at the time. One of her male relatives could have been no more proud had he ridden along that avenue of guns we all know so well in the Balaclava charge. She was at Ellersley.
Starting point is 13:49:06 She followed in the murdered girls' funeral prayer. recession. She never hopes to see such a funeral again. She distinctly used the word hope. She was really very interesting. She conjured up the image of a young woman in all her showy foreign beauty. She suggested the unrevealed link between her and Sir Joseph. Everybody in the steward's room had suspected that she was something nearer and dearer than an adopted daughter, though she had been put somewhat in the background, and when they saw the poor old gentleman's grief after her death, they were sure they had guessed right. And then, she described Brandon Mountford, as a man from whom no evil could have been anticipated, so handsome,
Starting point is 13:50:04 such a gentleman, always polite to the servants, though he kept to himself, very much. He had no valet, and on the morning before the murder, he had been in his own room packing for some hours. The servants noticed a change in him at luncheon that day. He was in the garden with Miss Higginson after luncheon, and later in the afternoon, my informant saw him going into his own room again, and he looked pale and agitated. Very much upset was her expression. She was sitting at her needlework by a window in the corridor, and she could hear him walking up and down his room and throwing things about, and when she looked into the room after he had gone downstairs,
Starting point is 13:50:52 she found his portmanteau still open, and his books and things scattered about, as if he had been too upset to get on with his packing. He was seen by one of the men going out into the garden again, but at dinner there was no sign of him, nor Miss Arnold. And then she told me how Miss Arnold had also seemed very much upset at luncheon, and had left the room before the meal was finished, and she told me that there was no doubt in her mind that poor Miss Arnold was deeply in love with Mr. Mountford.
Starting point is 13:51:26 And he with her, I asked. Oh, no, miss, says the woman. It was a regular game of cross-purposes. Mr. Mountford was in love with my young mistress. One could see that with half an eye, but there was someone else in love with Miss Arnold, and had been for a long time. Who was that? asked I. You might be offended, miss, if I was to say. Her meaning flashed upon me in a moment. You mean my father? Yes, Miss. Mr. Urquhart was very much attached to Miss Arnold. He wanted to marry her, but she wouldn't have him. One of the gardeners overheard their talk in the conservatory one afternoon. He was at work behind the tree-furns, and they didn't know he was there, and they talked quite free,
Starting point is 13:52:19 and the young man didn't like to show himself after they began to talk. So he stopped quietly there till after they left the conservatory. Mr. Urquhart was quite violent, carried away by his feelings, the young man said, but Miss Arnold was very haughty and determined. she couldn't have been prouder had she been a duchess this revelation throws a new light upon my father's character i did not think passionate love was in his line even when he was ten years younger and that he could be in love with the poor dependent while the millionaire heiress was in the house to be wooed and won that was strange and then when this poor girl was dead, he had set himself to win the heirs and had failed dismally. I asked Farabee if she and her fellow servants believed in Mr. Mountford's guilt. I'm afraid there's no doubt about it, Miss, she answered, shaking her head.
Starting point is 13:53:29 He was the nicest of gentlemen, but he was not a bit like himself that day. several of us saw the change in him, and he must have killed her in a fit of madness. They say his poor mother was mad for many years, and died in a madhouse. If he wasn't guilty, why would he run away? Yes, that flight of his was the strongest evidence against him. Was no one ever else suspected, I asked. No one, miss. Not by any one of us.
Starting point is 13:54:05 But Sir Joseph, he would never believe that Mr. Mountford was the murderer. He told the steward so. He believed that the poor young lady was killed by a tramp, for the sake of the jewelry she was wearing. Must her jewelry taken? No, miss, not a thing. But then Sir Joseph said the murderer must have been surprised by Mr. Mountford's approach before he had time to rob his victim
Starting point is 13:54:34 and had slipped off through the wood without being seen by the two stablemen who were searching for the poor young lady. That was Sir Joseph's idea, but we didn't see it. If Mr. Mountford was innocent, he'd no call to run away, even if those who were interested in him over-persuaded him. You mean your mistress, said I. The woman nodded significantly. Yes, miss. My mistress and mistress.
Starting point is 13:55:04 erichhardt were both mixed up in it they acted for the best no doubt but if the poor gentleman was innocent they made him look guilty they made him look guilty i have thought of those words a good deal since her ladyships made uttered them may not one of those concerned in the wretched man's flight have meant to damage him rather than to aid there can be no doubt of miss higginson's good faith but my father's motive is not so obvious i am afraid i am as much of a ghoul as pharabee for ever since that young woman brushed my hair last night i have been haunted by the image of the young amiable handsome man tormented by one of the direst diseases that afflict humanity a disease that afflict humanity a disease which can change the man who would not hurt a worm into a bloodthirsty murderer. So haunted have I been all day by the ghastly suggestion of a kindly and courteous gentleman suddenly transformed into a human wild beast, that I have been absolutely unable to stay quietly indoors, least of all to endure solitary confinement with Lady Selina, which I
Starting point is 13:56:31 should have to endure if I had not taken the key of the fields. Lady Penrith retired to her own room after breakfast, with the meager excuse of having letters to write. I believe she really does cover reams of note paper in the course of her correspondence with innumerable aunts and cousins, among the latter of whom there is always one who is just engaged are just going to be married, and he requires extra sympathy and something magnificent in the way of a wedding present. But I doubt if aunts or cousins are profiting much by her ladyship's present seclusion, as I shrewdly suspect that her only correspondent is Mr. Coverdale, and that he sits in her morning room waiting for wires from that clerical night.
Starting point is 13:57:28 I left the castle soon after her disappearance, and in my purposeless wanderings on the moor, whom should I meet but Mr. Duesnapp, the family doctor, the dapper bachelor who attends her ladyship and my uncle for any small ailment, who generally has a patient or two among the castle household. He has been allowed to look at my tongue and feel my pulse on one or two occasions and has been disappointed to discover me a wiry little person, never good for more than three visits. He was riding an elderly white pony, but at the side of my trim, tailor, gown, and toke jumped off and put the bridle over his arm. He looks about 40, an elderly young man, very neat in his dress, with, I fancy some pretension to lady killing, and above all,
Starting point is 13:58:27 He is an inveterate gossip. He seemed delighted at the opportunity of talking to me. For Mr. Coverdale, I may be only a plain young woman, but for the family practitioner. I am the young lady of Galander Castle, an Earl's niece, and worthy of attention. Under ordinary circumstances, I should certainly have kept him very much in his place,
Starting point is 13:58:54 and he would have remounted his ancient steed in five minutes. But in my present mood I was delighted to get a talk with a man who could tell me all about that horrible malady which I had been brooding upon in connection with Brandon Mountford. We talked of the weather, and then I said casually, No doubt you are able to read all the local meteorological signs, for I have told you've lived in this neighborhood for good. many years. Except when I was walking the hospital in London, I have hardly ever lived anywhere else,
Starting point is 13:59:32 answered he. My father had the only good practice between here and Workington. I began my professional career as his assistant, and I have continued as his successor. I doubt if I shall ever extend my travels beyond these hills and moors, a country practice gives a vast variety of experience. No doubt. You must have seen many curious cases in all these years, said I, walking slowly along the footbath while the Medicoe sauntered at my side and the Medico's horse crept along, cropping the russet swar as he went. I wonder if you remember that terrible event at Ellersley Park ten years ago. If you mean the murder of Marie Arnold, it would not be easy for me to forget it, replied the doctor. I was acquainted with that unfortunate young lady.
Starting point is 14:00:32 She was the most beautiful woman I ever saw. Was she handsomer than my aunt, Lady Penrith? Oh, quite another style of beauty, a more brilliant style, distinctly southern, a richer coloring. I own to a weakness for rich coloring. He looked at my drab complexion, hesitated and added, though, where there is an intellectual expression, where mind lights the face, coloring is of secondary importance. Oh, with what weariness of spirit I've heard that specious lie about my intellectual expression, heard it from the lips of men, whom shone in every look that I was of no more account in their sight than if my face had been cut out of wood.
Starting point is 14:01:19 I see you greatly admired that poor girl, said I. Mr. Duesnapp's only answer was a profound sigh. Can you believe that Mr. Mountford was her murderer? I asked. My dear Miss Urquhart, cried the creature, growing disgustingly familiar. I can believe anything of an epileptic subject, just as I can believe anything of a, thing of a madman. From the moment on you, Mountford was epileptic, and heard of his low spirits and
Starting point is 14:01:56 discontosure on the day of the murder, I had little doubt of his guilt. That gloomy agitation presaged an attack, and there is no doubt that alone in the wood the devil of epilepsy seized upon him, and as the fit passed it left him like the demoniac of old, panting, with the devil of the epilepsy, with fierce impulses, thirsting for blood. And with that savage rage upon him, he met that poor girl seized her as the tiger seizes its prey, and killed her more swiftly than the tiger kills. I have thought it all out.
Starting point is 14:02:39 The image of the victim has haunted me. He stifled a sob, and I began to feel more kindly towards him. yes he continued after a pause the man who i had only seen as a calm well-mannered gentleman was the fiend who killed marie arnold the same but not the same and when the deed was done he fell down beside his victim exhausted in a comatose sleep and an awakening from which memory was blank He might remember nothing of that savage crime. He might feel nothing but a confused sense of trouble. Have you heard what became of him after his escape from the lock-up? I asked.
Starting point is 14:03:34 No one in this neighborhood has any actual knowledge of his fate. He may have landed somewhere along the coast, within a few miles of Ardleston, before the fishing boat in which he left came to grief. but the general idea is that he went down with the skipper and his crew. Nothing has ever been heard of him, since that night by anyone around here. Then it would likely seem that he was drowned, or might he not have left the country and gone back to Africa, for instance? Yes, that would be probably enough if they were able to land him before the worst of the storm.
Starting point is 14:04:14 We had come to the junction between the footpath and the Arliston Road, and here the doctor bade me good day, remounted his pony, and trotted homewards, while I turned my face toward the castle, where I arrived only a few minutes before luncheon. I was surprised to see the station Broem, waiting at the door, with a porch mantel, a small black trunk, and a traveling bag on the roof. who was going away i asked the groom though the s p painted in bold red letters upon the portmanteau left no room for doubt her ladyship is leaving by the two forty train ma'am for london the groom did not know i ran into the house and to the dining-room where i found lady selina and her niece the elder lady selina and her niece the elder lady evidently out of temper and the younger grave and composed but very pale and with that eager look in her eyes which has distinguished her of late what wonders are happening i exclaimed to think of you deserting us like this aunt are you going to london no not nearly so far where then if one might venture to ask one may ask anything cora but my movements are so uncertain that it is hardly worth entering into particulars i hope to be home again in a day or two if there should be any need to write to me my aunt has an address that will find me what shall we do without you i dare say you will contrive to exist a servant appeared at the dining-room door our "'Why things in the carriage? Is Farah be there?'
Starting point is 14:06:17 "'Yes, my lady. "'Kingdon says it is time for you to start. "'Kingdon is her ladyship's particular coachman. "'His office is to drive her, and no one else, "'and to be waited upon and worked for by three or four underlings. "'You had better let me go with you, Civil,' said Lady Selina, as if following up a previous request. Impossible.
Starting point is 14:06:46 Take care of yourself, Auntie, and of Cora. How shall I explain your absence to Penrith? I have explained in a letter, goodbye. She kissed her aunt, gave me a friendly nod, and hurried away. We both followed to the hall and stood, disconsolately watching, as the brougham drove away, with Lady Penrith inside, and Lady Penrith's confidential maid with her. Most women in her position would have a highly trained Parisian,
Starting point is 14:07:22 with fairy fingers for the adjustment of ribbons or lace, and with fine taste and hairdressing. Lady Penrith has kept the woman who came to her from a village school, and has been in her service for over ten years. If one were inclined to think evil, one might suspect her ladyship of sex, some secret reason for keeping this woman about her. Old servants are not to be lightly dismissed. They know too much.
Starting point is 14:07:51 But I must add that Farabee spoke of her mistress with a frankness and freedom, which one would not expect if there were any secrets in Lady Penrose's life. Lady Selina ate her luncheon in silence, evidently out of temper with her niece and in things in general. She sent away some roast pheasants because it was too high.
Starting point is 14:08:16 She objected to the fricasseed fowl because the mushrooms and the sauce were underdone. I think Lady Penrith has about as bad a chef as money could buy for her, said Lady Selina, and I have observed that the higher wages people give the worse cooks they get. We had a cordonbleau at Basingstoke house for 40 pounds a year. My father couldn't afford a man-cook, but we had better dinners than people who are giving 300 a year to a chef. Better everyday food, I mean, my dear. And then the spinster thawed and read me a long lecture
Starting point is 14:09:01 about the management of a great house, which I fear can never be of a great house. the slightest use to me. A shabby, London lodging, or a tiny villa in a dusty suburb is the only hope I can see waiting for me in the dismal desert of my future. Lady Selina ate an enormous luncheon in spite of her abuse of the cook and talked for nearly an hour about the folly of masters and mistresses and the iniquity of servants of her nieces who managed well, and her nieces who managed ill till i found myself upon the point of dropping asleep i proposed to drive before tea lady selina has scarcely finished her lunch when she begins to look forward to her tea No, she didn't care about driving.
Starting point is 14:09:57 There were only two tolerable drives, and she knew them both by heart. She would sit by the fire and get on with her work. So by the fire, I left her, promising to go back to her at tea time, and went to the billiard room. My father had gone out shooting by himself directly after breakfast, and was not likely to return until dusk. So I had the room and the table to myself, and I gave myself an hour's practice, making the most brilliant flukes and some really clever cannons, and accomplishing the spot stroke six or seven times in succession. It is wonderful how good a game I can play when I have no opponent and no gallery. An hour of this work tired me, so I put on my hat and set out on another ramble. My mind has been so thoroughly unhinged of late that nothing but a long walk seems to do me any good,
Starting point is 14:11:04 a long, lonely walk, in a wild, bleak landscape. No doubt Lady Penrith has gone to Keswick. The two-forty train stops at Keswick. I looked at Bradshaw in the hall on my way to the billiard-room. She has gone to Joy Coverdale. There is something mysterious going on in which he is her agent and Prue Chevalier. Were she a different woman? Were he another man?
Starting point is 14:11:39 I might suspect a guilty intrigue. But if I could suspect her of evil, I could not believe evil of him. If ever there were truth, candor to be found in mankind, they are to be found in John Coverdale. He is a king Arthur among priests. Ah, if I had but been handsome, oh, if he had but cared for me, how I could have cast off this slough of wickedness which has gradually grown over me and over my mind and my heart, and I would have emerged from the dismal swab of past experience a good woman, purified by his love, ennobled by sympathy, with his noble nature.
Starting point is 14:12:28 I cannot imagine evil where he is concerned, so I can only think that secret business which enrages Lady Penrith and her friend has some relation to her past life, to the romance of her girlhood, to the tragic story. of Brandon Mountford. My idea is that the man has come back from Africa, and that Lady Penrith and Mr. Coverdale are engaged in finding him some safe retreat, some secluded spot where he might be out of the reach of the law. The afternoon has been dull and bitingly cold, and I am sitting as close as I can to the cozy fire in my comfortable room, half-dressing room, half-dressing-room, boardroar, whose thick walls keep out wind and weather, a very comfortable room, indeed there are no
Starting point is 14:13:24 comforts or luxuries lacking in my life at Calander Castle, and if it were not for the uncertain tenure by which I hold these things, the dependence upon her ladyship's liking, I might be happy. Happy, Kota, was such a father at my door, happy, with the gnawing knowledge that my plain face cuts me off from the golden chances that lie all along the pathway of a pretty woman's life, like the enchanted apples that distracted at Atlanta. When I came in at half-past five, I found to my great relief that Lady Selina had a headache and was lying down, so I came straight to my own snug room, threw some logs on the fire, and have my tea tray with a pile of those delicious little pastry cakes which the still room made makes to perfection brought to me here,
Starting point is 14:14:21 and here I am at a quarter till seven, still scribbling the record of the day for my own amusement only. I find an undiminishing interest in this volume, the facility with which my pen runs along the page makes me think that I shall someday blossom into a novelist. I see my same. I see my son. I myself, ten years hence, a spinster novelist, in a snug little house in Mayfair, the merest doll's house would do, provided it were in a smart street. That would not be half so bad. My father might be dead by that time. I'm not calculating on its death in a cold-blooded manner,
Starting point is 14:15:04 but we are all mortal, and it is only natural that I should look forward to the years, when I may stand alone in the world, free from a tie that galls me, but perhaps without a friend. I must be a fool if I quarrel with the one friend who has made life pleasant for me, a fool if I let envy, and all uncharitableness set me against Sybil Penrith. Yet, when I see her absorbing John Coverdale's attentions, see her spoiling what might have been my chance of winning his affection, it is very difficult for me not to hate her,
Starting point is 14:15:46 to see her so handsome, so richly provided with all the good things of this world, so scornful of the wealth for which most of us are ready to sell our souls to Satan. I can't help remembering that she has done nothing to deserve this good fortune except take the trouble to be born, as somebody said, of a pit French patrician.
Starting point is 14:16:12 Well, at any rate, Let me think twice before I do anything to forfeit her friendship. I won't be in any hurry to tell my father of this sudden journey of hers. It is clear to me now that he means mischief. I am worried and perplexed by his hanging about this neighborhood, living almost in hiding at the inn at Arliston, and I shall feel at a profound relief when he is gone. Why should he linger here?
Starting point is 14:16:41 he can hardly mean to make a further appeal to my uncle to be again insulted and repulsed what a hard-hearted wretch Penrith must be granted that my father behaved badly in his courtship of the heiress what superior merit can the earl boast of on his own part he too wanted the fortune
Starting point is 14:17:10 much more than the lady, and I dare say would have stooped to any meanness to win her. I saw my father this afternoon, saw him amusing himself in a solitary way, just like his brother, who I believe is happier now. The house party has gradually melted away, and he can prowl over the hills alone with his gun and dogs than when he had his friends about him, and when the great stone hall used to echo their talk and laughter as they set out in the morning. I was walking along the topmost bridge of the hill, the keen frosty air, when I caught sight of my father in the valley below, crossing a stubble field, with his gun under his arm, a gun but no dog.
Starting point is 14:18:00 Could he be poaching? I wondered. I knew so little of the game laws that I don't know whether it would be poaching on his part to shoot any bird that he chanced upon in those fields, but as I believe all the land around here belongs to my uncle. and, as they are ill friends, I concluded that the Honorable Hubert Urquhart, air presumptive to the title in the States, can be no better than a common poacher when he knocks down a pheasant on his brother's land. Air presumptive quotha. In the reading of the description of some sprig of nobility's marriage the other day,
Starting point is 14:18:43 I read that as air presumptive to the Duke of Dash he had been handsomely provided for by that nobleman as air presumptive. All that my father has received as air presumptive is what Lady Penrith's nephew would call the dirty kickout, hideous sling, no doubt, but it best expresses the treatment that my brother, as younger brother, received from the elder.
Starting point is 14:19:13 as air presumptive. The sky was darkening, and the hard ground was hardening under the frosty wind. I saw my father creeping along by the low stone wall, with his gun, stopping to look about him every now and then, intent on pheasants, no doubt. There was nothing left of the sun but a low yellow light behind the dark shoulder of the moor, and eastward the shadows of evening were stealing over the leaden-colored sea, but there was light enough for me to watch my father's movements. He was queerly dressed, and looked like a keeper, or even a keeper's underling. It amused me to watch his movements with a touch of contempt, for the sporting instinct, which could gratify itself at the sacrifice of self-respect, to steal the birds upon the land
Starting point is 14:20:03 of a man who had heaped to insult upon him, and that man, his brother, he passed through a gap in the stone wall into a second field, a field I knew well for it skirts the footbath, by which the shooters often come down the hill on their way home, and along which I've tramped with him many a time. How merry we have been sometimes along that path, what trifles have set us in a roar. That little snub is an amusing little beast, but I'm afraid I need to laugh at his jokes with a frankness that disgusted the Reverend John. if he happened to be with us. Not that there was anything really wrong in the jokes,
Starting point is 14:20:45 only a touch of vulgarity, a flavor of the mess room and the stables. But men like John Coverdale are so easily scared, and then there is all the difference between a pretty woman and a plain one. From beauty's lips, even the slaying of the saddle room has charm. Human nature has such strange sports and varieties. There are men, starched prigs like John Covering,
Starting point is 14:21:11 who are fascinated their opposites and who make themselves the world's wonder by choosing a wife out of the gutter but such men are poor invertebrate creatures in spite of the starch their prim propriety is only outside where not so with john coverdale with him it is the whiteness of a lofty spirit he is firm as a rock knows his ideal and will accept nothing less than perfect and pure and he has found his ideal deal in Lady Penrith, whom he can't marry, but whom he can worship. The thought of those homeward walks in the twilight with him, in those hours when he condescended to talk with me as a friend and intellectual equal, and when I felt myself another creature, the very thought of that past, so recent, yet so far away, made me melancholy. I'm not prone to the melting mood, but there were tears in my eyes as I watched my father. stealing along the stone wall toward the high tangled hedge which divides the field from the footpath, one of the few real rustic English hedges around here, where the fields are so large and for the most part
Starting point is 14:22:30 bounded by ugly stone walls. What a stealthy era solitary sportsman has, how much more like a poacher my father looked creeping along under the the shadow of the hedge, waiting for his chance, no dog to point or put up his bird for him, only the chance of some belated pheasant lumbering heavily home to its cover, or rising scared at the sound of those stealthy footsteps. It seemed very poor sport to my mind, but I can imagine that my father may feel a malicious pleasure in shooting a brace or two of penriss pampered birds, which are sad to cost him half a guinea piece, almost within earshot of the castle. He was not very lucky while I watched him, for he only fired once, just as I was turning my footsteps homeward across the open moor. Only one shot.
Starting point is 14:23:23 How it echoed along the silent valley, with a sharp, rattling sound, which set a regiment of rooks screaming and chattering, high above my head in the gray evening bloom. The cold grew sharper with the sinking of the sun, so I hurried home as fast as I could could to my snug room and the rousing fire and the plenteous tea-table. Assuredly, in choosing between my father and Lady Penrith, I should be a fool if I were to hesitate as to where my loyalty should be given. Eight o'clock, and I am only half-dressed, no matter, for there will be nobody sitting down to dinner in the castle to-night. I was in the midst of my dressing-room, when I was startled by a tremendous ringing of bells and opening and shutting
Starting point is 14:24:12 of doors below. Could Lady Penrith have returned unexpectedly? No, it must be something more than that. A sudden arrival of a whole family could hardly cause such noise of hurrying footsteps and ringing of bells, as I heard, reverberating through the stone hall and corridors. I flew out to the gallery to listen, wrapped in my dressing gown with my hair streaming, and there stood trying to make out the meaning of these sounds. But they gradually died away into silence, and I was none the wiser. An inexplicable terror was upon me. My hands were shaking. Then, when I knew nothing, my teeth chattering, almost as badly as my hand shakes now as I write this, now that I know the worst, agonized with that dreadful uncertainty.
Starting point is 14:25:13 I went along the gallery to the great open space at the top of the staircase, hearing low murmurs of several voices and the heavy tread of feet upon the stairs as I hurried on. I knew what that tread meant they were carrying something upstairs. The something was Lord Penrith. four men were carrying him slowly very slowly up the broad staircase to his bedroom and he lay in their arms without sound or movement as much as one finger of the hand that swung loosely from the sleeve of his dark grey shooting jacket I drew back into the shadow and saw that awful group pass by almost in silence, while a servant, who had gone in advance, opened the door of the bedroom, and lighted the lamps inside. They passed in with their burden, and the door was shut.
Starting point is 14:26:19 I ran downstairs and found plenty of people standing about, eager to tell me what had happened. He was dead. It was an accident, a common kind of accident, which might have been of one of one. avoided by the most ordinary precaution on his lordship's part. He had been found, shot to the heart and lungs, lying across a gap in the hedge, his gun, by his side, one charge exploded. It was the old story of sportsmen scrambling through the hedge
Starting point is 14:26:51 with his loaded gun in his hand. His lordship had dismissed the keeper late in the afternoon and had walked home alone. The keeper thought, he would have gone the shortest way by the footpath, but instead of that he must have taken a somewhat wider round and skirted the big turnip field to get into the footpath by the gap at the lower end, a gap which the shooters had used very often that season. They were all eager to give me the details. His favorite clumber spaniel had been with us
Starting point is 14:27:26 and had come back to the castle in a cowed and frightened condition, which had given the first alarm at the kennels, the men seeing that something was wrong with the dog and apprehending an accident to his master. And then the stableman started in a body to search the homeward track, and they found their master in a hedge at the bottom of the hill. A stone wall divides the turnip field from its neighbors on three sides. there is only the hedge by the footpath, almost the only hedge upon his lordship's estate, moaned the house steward.
Starting point is 14:28:11 Why do I place these things on record? God knows. My hand shakes so that it is difficult to write. My fire is nearly out. I sit shivering beside the smoldering logs, in my room, which looked so bright and cheery an hour ago, is now the picture of desolation. The northeast wind is shrieking outside my window. I shall write no more in this journal.
Starting point is 14:28:48 I close the book forever this miserable night. My heart is frozen. End of Chapter 27. Chapter 28 of Thou Art the Man This is a Libravox recording All Libravox recordings are in the public domain For more information or to volunteer Please visit Libravox.org
Starting point is 14:29:27 Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 28 Death in Life The telegram that summoned Lady Penrith upon her mysterious journey early on that fatal November afternoon was of the briefest. Found, come as soon as you like, I wait here for your reply. Coverdale, Lodore, Hotel, Keswick. The reply was decisive.
Starting point is 14:30:02 I start for Keswick by the 240 train today. Mr. Coverdale was waiting on the platform when the train arrived. The grave, kindly face seemed like a welcome, and Lady Penrith felt cheered and sustained by his greeting. He had a carriage waiting for her, looked after her maid and her luggage, and then took his seat beside her, and spared her all the agitating questions by telling his story at once and fully. In the first place, I have found him. He said, Plain facts first and details afterwards. I have found him.
Starting point is 14:30:39 He is desperately ill, a changed man from the man you remember at Ellersley. You must bear that in mind, Lady Penrith. You have to prepare yourself for a terrible shock in seeing him after ten years, which have done more to alter him, poor fellow, than twice the number would in a happy life. Desperately ill. So ill, so changed, she faltered, trying to keep back her time. tears. Tell me the worst. Don't be afraid to tell me. Will he know me again? Is his mind affected? Seriously affected, I fear. I would not say that reason is altogether gone, but it is no longer a sane mind.
Starting point is 14:31:29 There are hallucinations alternating with a dull apathy. The treatment may not have been cruel, has not been actively cruel, for there have been an interval since yesterday in which he has talked rationally and answered all my questions about his life at St. Jude's with perfect clearness, but it has been the worst possible treatment for such a case as his. It has been murder, deliberate murder, and those people at St. Jude's have acted as hired murderers. Mr. Carpew has been your brother-in-law's paid agent. i think there is no doubt of his guilt in that degree mr urquhart has an extraordinary influence over him some stronger hold than money but it is not worth while to enter upon that question the wrong has been done and cannot be undone it is possible that this poor fellow might have degenerated in bodily and mental health under the happiest service
Starting point is 14:32:42 What does the doctor say? No doubt you have called in a doctor. A man of the highest repute in the neighborhood. He considers the case one of epilepsy, pure and simple. Epilepsy in that severe form in which the frequent attacks tend towards lunacy and too often result in lunacy. He does not think the patient likely to be long-lived. long lived a life of misery oh god to think of what he was when i knew him oh if you could have seen him then mr coverdale young handsome a king among men his mind so highly cultivated knowing and loving all the books i loved so full of enthusiasm telling us of adventures that showed such courage and ready wit unconsciously for he was the love-and-the-booked last of men to boast of what he had done. And now you tell me that he is a wreck, a wreck in mind and body,
Starting point is 14:33:51 a creature to be pitied, to hear you speak of him just now as this poor fellow. She burst into tears, crushed and humiliated, as if Brandon Mountford's humiliation bowed her proud head to the dust. Pray, bear with me,
Starting point is 14:34:12 she said, as Coverdale murmured some consoling commonplace, hardly knowing what he said, his heart aching for her, as it had never ached before for a woman in sorrow. Think what it is for me to have loved him, as I did love him. Those and these lips told him so, only a few hours before Marie Arnold's death,
Starting point is 14:34:38 and to find him thus, bear with me, Mr. Coverdale. You are a good man, my true, kind friend, the only friend I can look to now. Coverdale was silent, not daring to trust himself to speech in answer to that declaration of friendship. How did you find him? she asked after a pause. They were driving along the road by the lake, through the drizzling rain, an expanse of dark gray water, stretched in front of them, with mountains on either side, and wintry gloom brooding over mountain and lake. It was not easy, but still it only required patience and the following up of every clue. I have had to hunt for people in the East End, and I have found out that there is only one way of doing it.
Starting point is 14:35:33 I had the Kesec police to help me, two men who knew the neighborhood for good many miles around, and with their help I soon discovered traces of him. The arrival of an invalid gentleman and his friend at a lonely farmhouse on the further side of Buttermere had been heard of at an inn in the neighborhood, an inn used by excursionists in summer, but almost deserted at this time of year. We found the man who drove them there, not one of the flymen who ordinarily meet the trains, but a man from a livery yard engaged by a telegram overnight. had one of the station flies had been employed,
Starting point is 14:36:14 we should have made our discovery much sooner, for naturally my first inquiries were among those men. What kind of a place, what kind of people? asked Sybil. A decent farmhouse. Very lonely, a place to hide in, decent, kindly people, anxious to do their best for their charge, I believe. He had been sent to them by Mr. Carpue, whom they had known a few years ago, they had a farm near St. Jude's, a farm on your father's estate. They knew nothing of the man
Starting point is 14:36:47 who brought him, had never seen him before to their knowledge, but they knew Mr. Carphew and were willing to oblige him. They were to be paid for the gentleman's board and lodging, and for a man to look after him, and all that was wanted was seclusion and secrecy. The poor gentleman had relatives who wanted to put him in a lunatic assignment, and who would perhaps make out a case of lunacy against him if they could get a hold of him, though he was by no means a lunatic. Mrs. Holloway, the farmer's wife, seems a kindly soul, and her sympathies were aroused by this story. Thank God he has not fallen among thieves. So as far as these people are concerned, are you taking me to him now?
Starting point is 14:37:37 I am taking you to the hotel where I have engaged rooms for you. I hope you will rest quietly for tonight, and tomorrow morning we will start for the farm as early as you like. Why should I wait till tomorrow? I am longing to see him, to know the worst about him. You tell me he is ill, a broken man. Your manner implies that he is very ill. He may die before. tomorrow morning, and then I shall go down to my grave without having seen the man my foolish,
Starting point is 14:38:10 unreasoning love helped to ruin. Lady Penrith, you must not look at this story in that light. No one can tell what influence surrounding circumstances may have had upon him. It is possible that he was doomed to suffer as he has done. that in the brightest lot his fate would have been the same and if he committed the crime for which he was arrested no no no he did not commit that crime don't speak of it i am angry at the thought of my own folly the web of lies in which i was caught let us go to the farm at once
Starting point is 14:38:58 we can stop at the hotel just to get rid of fair in the luggage and then drive on. Not on a dark night like this. The distance is too long. The drive would not be without danger. And you would see the patient at his worst, startled by such a late arrival. I want to see him at his worst.
Starting point is 14:39:21 I want to know all he has suffered in those long, dreary years. But think what the shock might be for him. He must be prepared for seeing you. Is he not prepared already? Have you told him nothing of my anxiety about his fate? My bitter grief for his sufferings? Yes, I have spoken of you, but perhaps not enough. Be assured it will be better for you and for him that you should defer the meeting until tomorrow. You have been so good to me that I cannot disobey you.
Starting point is 14:40:04 Sybil answered with a sigh, What is the name of the hotel where I am to stop? She asked, Thilador. I thought you would like to be like the lake and away from the town. Yes, I gave them no address when I was leaving. I was afraid Penrith might follow me
Starting point is 14:40:25 and interfere in some manner. I must go back tomorrow afternoon when we have decided what is to be done. has mr mountford no near relations is he quite alone in the world quite alone he has no relation nearer than my uncle lord brymar and they are only second cousins a relationship which does not count for much in a large family like my grandfathers i was interested in him for another reason over and above the relationship his father loved my mother's hopelessly, loved her even after he was bound to another. His son told me the story of that sad, hopeless love. Oh, Mr. Coverdale, forgive me, she said, startled by a stifled sob from the man sitting
Starting point is 14:41:20 by her. Pray forgive me if I have touched upon some sad story of your own. No, no, it was nothing. He said hastily, that kind of story, the idea of a hopeless love, a hopeless grief manfully battled with, is always pathetic. You remember Warrington's story, a mere episode in Pendinus. It moves one more than all the rest of the book, doesn't it? Ah, here we are at the Lodor, and now I shall leave you to get as much rest as you can.
Starting point is 14:42:00 till tomorrow morning. The carriage stopped in front of the hotel. Lady Penrissmey delighted. The porter took the luggage, lights shone brightly in the hall within, with all the stir and vessel of an important arrival. Head-waiter and head-chambermaid were in eager attendance to show the way to her ladyship's rooms. A titled visitor in that dead season of the year was worthy of exceptional respect. I am staying. at the Keswick Hotel, Coverdale said as he bade good night, but I will be with you as early as you like tomorrow, and a carriage and pair of good horses. You'd better bring your maid. The journey will be long and tiring, and if we should have a hopelessly wet day, I'm not afraid of bad weather.
Starting point is 14:42:55 Would eight o'clock be too early for you to be here? Not too early for me. If I can get get the livery people to assert early, I will be with you at eight. Only I beg that you will try to rest tonight. They have given you rooms looking towards the lake, and I hope the sound of the waterfall will be only loud enough to serve as a slumber song. Do not think of me. You have taken worlds of trouble. I don't know how I should ever thank you. Don't think me. I have to take much more trouble at the East End for duty's sake. It will be my most cherished memory that you look to me for help and your anxieties. Good night.
Starting point is 14:43:44 He did not even stop to shake hands with her, but left with a stiff bow, which seemed curiously at variance with a suppressed emotion in his voice. He went back to the carriage, through the rain, and she heard him drive away, leaving, her with a long evening before her in a strange hotel. A two hours drive through the morning mists brought Lady Penrith and her companion to a solitary farmhouse hidden amongst the hills, a spot more lonely than even St. Jude's Fickridge.
Starting point is 14:44:20 But this rustic homestead, with its group of barns and stable yard in the background in its little garden where autumn flowers still lingered, had a more cheerful aspect than the straggling stone house at St. Jude's with its walled garden and gloomy furs. Brandon Mountford. Yes, this was Brandon Mountford. This tall, wasted figure, this hollow-eyed countenance, with the downward melancholy lines about the mouth, and the nervous contraction of the brow, and the wasted hands that lay in helpless in action on the arms of the chair. Sybil stood gazing at him in awe-stricken silence, almost as she might have looked at a ghost.
Starting point is 14:45:15 She could find no words to say to him, no words of pity or affection. Speech seemed frozen. Vainly had Coverdale sought to prepare her for the shock, The anguish of the spectacle was not lessened by anything that he had told her. The silence lasted for minutes. Coverdale heard the old clock in the passage ticking solemnly on, as if it were measuring out a long lifetime.
Starting point is 14:45:43 So hopeless seemed the duration of that agony. The woman standing statue-like, white as marble, the man sitting with eyes it glazed idly out beyond the open window across the little garden, where the asters and marigolds made a bank of gaudy color to the gray dimness of great rugged hills the mists had cleared from the lower landscape and the air in the shelter of the hills had a summer-like softness at last over the blank melancholy of that altered face there crept a slow vague smile and brandon mountford lifted his eyes towards civil I knew that you would come, he said slowly. I knew that you would understand my message, though I have almost lost the trick of writing.
Starting point is 14:46:41 Brandon, you know me, you know me! She cried, sinking on her knees by his chair, clasping one of his wasted hands, deadly cold to her touch. know you yes of course you have been cruelly treated but that is all over now all that this world can give you of happiness shall be yours it shall be my care the object of my life to atone for your sufferings no no there has been no cruelty it was my doom the curse laid upon me what could they do but hide me hide me from my fellow-men a wretch a murderer i have suffered but i have had my dreams dreams of that wild country where i was so happy centuries ago centuries of weariness and pain. The black faces came back to me in dreams, the river, the forest, and I have dreamt that you and I were happy there, you and I, sitting together by the campfire. I have seen your
Starting point is 14:48:00 feast in the red light, and then the fire has changed to the fire of hell, and I have suffered like a soul and everlasting agony. I have suffered. I have been a soul. I have, have suffered for my crime. In broken sentences, with piteous entreaty, she protested against his self-denunciation. It is a dream, she said, a horrible dream. You had nothing to do with poor Marie's death, except the misfortune to be the first to find her. You have been the victim of a diabolical conspiracy, a plot to hide away an innocent man in order to prevent suspicion falling on the real murderer.
Starting point is 14:48:46 He looked at her curiously, as if lapsing into a reverie in which her words hardly reached him, looked at her wonderingly as if her face were strange to him, and then his eyes wandered away from that earnest eager face to the gaudy autumn flowers and the great grave hills veiled in the thin white mist. Alas, it was but too evident that the shadows which clouded his reason only cleared away now and again for a brief space as the autumn haze parted in patches of the hillside showed clear and bright through a rift in the veil. It is not wise to talk to him of that dreadful event, said Coverdale. What we have to consider is what is best to be done.
Starting point is 14:49:39 for him. The doctor will be here at 12 o'clock. You may be glad to hear his opinion from his own lips. Yes, I should like to hear what he thinks, but ought we not to have a specialist? We might telegraph to Edinburgh. There will be time for that, by and by. Will you come into the garden with me? What? Leave him alone? He has been accustomed to sitting alone. The woman of the houses within call. I should like to have a quiet talk with you out yonder. Sybil did not answer him, scarcely heard him, perhaps.
Starting point is 14:50:20 She was looking at Brandon, Mountford, an agonized contemplation. Whatever there had been of intellect or of power in his face a few minutes ago had vanished. Weakness, physical and mental, was all that could be read, in that face now, a countenance of sickly pallor, every muscle relaxed, dull misery expressed
Starting point is 14:50:48 in every languid line. This is what solitude and silence, the slow decay of monotonous years, had done for Brandon Mountford. If Sybil could have looked back along that dark line of years, if some magic mirror could have shown her the pictures of the past, what would she have seen? First, a strong man caught in a trap, fighting with his captors for the release into free air of heaven, then suddenly subjugated and rendered powerless, not by their violence or their persuasion, but by the fell disease which the horrors and agitations of his life had intensified, which set its grip upon body and brain, with a force never felt till then. She would have seen one seizure, following upon another, with brief intervals of languor and
Starting point is 14:51:49 exhaustion, till strength was sapped, and intellect weakened. Weakened, but not destroyed. She would have seen a brave man submissive as a child to a bondage from which he could have been broken, had he so willed, submissive because, despairing, he was told that he was a murderer, that a warrant was out against him, that to escape from that dull prison-house, that life of hopeless monotony, might be to doom himself to the gallows, or at least to the imprisonment of a state madhouse, a felon among felons, a lunatic among lunatics. She would have seen him as his brain weakened and the power of consecutive thought gradually diminished, fooled by the hope of release. He should be got away later when the coast
Starting point is 14:52:40 was clear, should be got on board a steamer and drafted away to that dark continent of which he dreamt so often where liberty and life were waiting for him among the dark faces under the tropical sun, cousined from day to day and month to month, from year to year, with that reiterated by and by, she would have seen him turning the pages of books that he had once loved, reading and forgetting what he had read, and she would have seen him gradually losing count of days and months and years, till time was one long blank, and his life knew no change, save the change from heat to cold and back to heat again, from sunshine pouring in at his open windows,
Starting point is 14:53:30 to the early darkness of endless winter nights, from the dark iron blank where the firelight had leapt and sparkled so merrily, to the welcome fire glow coming back again to fill the dull, black void. No changes save the rain whipping at the window-pillar, the wind roaring over the distant sea or shrieking in the chimney. There was thunder sometimes, a thunder-peel that shook the house, and made him wish the roof would crack and the walls crumble and bury him among dust and ruin, and so make an end to this dull blank space and time, which seemed to be endless, infinite space, infinite time.
Starting point is 14:54:15 He repeated the words sometimes as if they had been a formula. who disputes that either is infinite. I have proved them both, he said. For not only did time seem endless, immeasurable, but in his frequent periods of hallucination, space also seemed without limit, and his weary spirit wandered in worlds, that knew neither change nor boundary,
Starting point is 14:54:39 neither night nor day, dim grayness peopled by silent ghosts, an endless labyrinth, or a wide stretch of barren sand, leading to a horizon that was always the same, and yet forever receding. The commonest dreamer in a dream of a minute can invent and people a place unknown to his waking intelligence, but in the diseased brain, that dreaming power, increased a hundredfold, becomes a source of unspeakable suffering, a wellspring of horror. And what of his more rational hours, those longer intervals between one attack
Starting point is 14:55:17 and another, when there was time for the brain to regain some touch of reasoning power. Alas, those hours of reason and remembrance were the worst of all, for in those, he believed himself, Marie Arnold's murderer, recalled the image of the corpse in the wood, brooded over the cruelty of such an end to that bright young life, and the shame and disgrace of the crime, disgrace reflecting upon all who are of his name and blood better than I should rot in this seclusion he told himself in those waking hours than that I should go out into the world to set men talking of my crime yet if it were possible if I could get clear of England without a scandal could get back to the Zambisi and my faithful Kaffir boys they would hardly think worse of me for that story of bloodshed, they would only pity me as the victim of witchcraft. And in such an interval, when his custodium came to him with a meal which only Mr. Carpieu or his wife ever served to the mysterious border, Brandon Mountford would
Starting point is 14:56:31 urge the fulfillment of that reiterated promise. Surely the time had come when he might go away. Whatever watch had been kept upon the house must have ceased. long ago. He had lost all count of time, but he knew it must be long, and he looked down at his clothes, which had been replaced by ready-made garments more than once since he came there, and which were threadbare and worn at the edges. He looked at his wasted hands, where the muscles had been so firm in the flesh so hard and brown in those old days by the salmon River. Yes, it was long. Very long. Suspicion, watchfulness, must have worn out long ago. Why could he not get away? The vicar had various excuses. The danger was not over. His lodger was a marked
Starting point is 14:57:30 man. Any movements in that lonely spot would excite curiosity. And then there was the question of money. It would cost a good deal of money to get him out of England. And to to pay his passage to the cape. And you wouldn't like to land there penniless, said the vicar. Peniless, yes. Peniless under those stars. He would not fear. Besides, he had friends in London,
Starting point is 14:57:58 friends who would gladly help him, men to whom money was no account. If he could remember their names or where to find them. Ah, there was the agony. He could not remember. names localities even the faces of the past were lost in thick mists of forgetfulness faces haunted him faces appeared to him rooms in which he seemed to have lived gardens whose every tree and shrub seemed familiar but he could not distinguish memories from dreams the things which he had been were even real to-day from the things which his fancy invented if sybil could have known how through the clouds that darkened mind and memory one image had shone like a star unchanged and unforgotten in that image hers
Starting point is 14:58:56 if she could have heard his appeal to his jailer repeated day after day let me see her as she had my letter have you sent a messenger to ellersley as you said you would and how day after day he was put off with excuses and postponements. He was told that she had married Lord Penrith, and was a leading light in the London world. It was implied that she had forgotten her unhappy kinsman and was indifferent to his fate. She was abroad in the south of France, an assertion that had been justified by her actual absence in several winters,
Starting point is 14:59:39 but the same story had been justified, told him when she was at Killander Castle, tomorrow and tomorrow. There had always been the same promise that his desire should be realized by and by, and as the brain weakened, he had grown to believe in that by and by, and to wait and watch for her coming. He had written many such scrawls as the one which reached her hands, but on that last occasion he had been fortunate in his messenger, a starveling jack of all trades who lived in a hovel at St. Jude's and did odd jobs for the farmers. The key had been left in the lock of the garden door for once in a way, and Brandon, who was allowed to walk alone in this joyous enclosure, had opened the door
Starting point is 15:00:32 unobserved and gone out. He had no idea of escape now, having been told that escape was hopeless. He was too weak and helpless to even contemplate any act requiring prompt decision or sustained exertion. He only wanted to see Sybil, to find some messenger who would carry his appeal. The garden door opened on the heath, but he could hear the sound of the pick and the road a little way off, and could see a bent figure breaking stones. It was the jack-of-all-trades doing a spell of parish work, and to him, Brandon Maltford entrusted his message, hastily written upon a fly-leaf torn out of the book he had been reading as he stood on the windy road. He entreated the man to find Lady Penrith to put that bit of paper into her hand, her hand, and no other.
Starting point is 15:01:29 He offered his watch as payment in advance for this service, but the man would not take it. The rough peasant was touched with awe and pity. at the side of that spectral face, and he was too honest to accept so valuable a gift. Half-witted himself, he may have had some instinctive sympathy with Brandon's clouded mind. He promised that the letter should reach, Lady Penrith, whatever trouble it might cost him to find her, and he kept his word with a dogged faithfulness that would have done honor to the strongest intellect. and thus by the accident of a key left in a lock and by one act of forgetfulness on mr carpew's part brandon mountford had been released from a living grave have he made any plan for his future coverdale asked as he and sibyl walked up and down beside the privet hedge which divided the garden from the road i thought if we could take him to ellersley he might be happy
Starting point is 15:02:38 be there. He could have good servants. I could rely on Mrs. Morrison's care of him. Not to be thought of for a moment, said Coveredale decisively. In the first place, Ellersley would recall the tragedy which changed the current of his life. The effect on his mind might be disastrous. True, I forgot that. I have lived down the horror of those associations myself, and I forgot. Yes, you are right. Ellersley would never do. Remember the warrant against him. Wretched wreck as he is, he might be put through all the torture of a magistrate's inquiry, might be indicted for murder, and have to stand his trial. The result, a state madhouse, Ellersley would not do. No, no, the risk would be too great. Then what do you advise? Leave him where he is for the present, perhaps till the spring. I have made inquiries about these people, and they bear an excellent character in the neighborhood, the man, a hard-working tenant farmer,
Starting point is 15:03:44 whose father and grandfather worked on the land before him. The woman, honest and God-fearing. Their connection with Mr. Carphew is simple enough. He was Kirich at the nearest parish church for a year before Lord Penrith gave him the living of St. Jude's, and during that year he became very friendly with the farmer and his wife. They are kindly people. Mr. Mountford will be perfectly,
Starting point is 15:04:08 safe under this roof until we can think of something better. But what if the men who brought him here should remove him somewhere else, and we should lose sight of him again? I don't think it will be attempted. In the first place, we must engage a trustworthy attendant, accustomed to such cases, who must be responsible to us for his safety, with a man under him to relieve guard. I shall go straight from here to St. Jude's, and after I've talked to Mr. Carpue, I don't think there will be any further attempt to interfere with his poor men's liberty. The vicar of St.
Starting point is 15:04:44 Jews will see the peril of his conduct, and I will put it before him, as I mean to do. You might frighten him, but he is only the tool of a wicketer man, a man who will not hesitate at a crime. And then Sybil urged the necessity of removing Brandon Mountford out of the power and beyond the knowledge of the man who had hidden him from his fellow men in order to sustain the suspicion, the almost certainty, that he was the murderer of Marie Arnold. So long as everybody at Ardleston believed in Brandon's guilt, no one took the trouble to look anywhere else for the criminal, said Sybil. That must have been the motive of his imprisonment.
Starting point is 15:05:32 To leave him in the power of Hubert Urquhart would be madness. and how can we be sure of his safety so long that that wretch knows where to find him? Mr. Urquhart is your husband's brother. It seems a hard thing to suppose him such an unmitigated scoundrel. Ask my husband for his brother's character if you doubt my estimate of him. But surely he would not suspect his brother of murder. perhaps not, but he would tell you that he is vile enough to make any suspicion justifiable where he is concerned. Dear Mr. Coverdale, there is only one thing to be done.
Starting point is 15:06:17 We must get Brandon out of this man's custody and into our own. Let us run all risks as to that warrant of ten years ago and take him to Ellersley. He will be safe there with my housekeeper and my father's trusted secretary. Andrew Orlovar, a man who knows the whole story, and who would go through fire and water to help me. You cannot take him to Ellersley to the scene of the murder, without arousing curiosity among your neighbors. However few they are, there are enough of them to talk, and to revive the old story and the old suspicions. If a few days hence you were to be arrested, you would be sorry. Yes, yes, you are right. It might be dangerous. Oh, Mr. Coverdale, what are we to do? We seem so him drowned
Starting point is 15:07:11 with difficulties. Here is a life, a poor, ruined life, which has been given back to me as if out of the grave. Am I to jeopardize it? Lose it again? Think, think what can be done. Something must be done to save him from the villain who plotted against him may be his accomplice in my blind folly. There was a silence, a silence that seemed interminable to Sybil's anxiety, as John Coverdale walked slowly up and down the shingly path by her side. She could see that he was deep in thought and would not interrupt his cogitations by a word. Her patience was rewarded presently. He had thought out a plan, which he said, submitted to her briefly. My father has a shooting box in Argyleshire. He was there with some friends
Starting point is 15:08:02 in August and September, but the place is deserted now, except for a keeper with his wife and a few shooting dogs. I will telegraph to the hospital at Carlisle for an attendant. Wait here until he comes, and when he comes, start at once for Scotland with Mr. Mountford. If he will trust himself to me, I can install him in my father's cottage in the care of the keep- and his wife who are old servants and will implicitly obey my orders. There could be no better plan if Lord Workington will lend me you his cottage. No difficulty about that. A telegram will settle the business. I must wait here till the attendant comes from Carlisle. You can return to the castle this afternoon,
Starting point is 15:08:49 and you can send my telegrams from the nearest office on your way back. But to leave you here to take so much of your time. Don't mind that. I was to have been in London tomorrow afternoon, but one of my messages will be to the friend who is taking my duty, asking him to give me one more Sunday. By Monday or Tuesday, I hope to have established Mr. Mountford at the hut, and from there I shall go straight to London. You may believe that I shall not abandon him until I am assured of his safety. I believe in your wisdom and goodness as I believe in heaven. I can never thank you enough for what you are doing.
Starting point is 15:09:37 He will thank you perhaps someday better than I can, if the power to think ever comes back. Thank you for life saved, reason restored. And then she gave him a check for a hundred pounds, which she had written before leaving the hotel for traveling in other expenses. she begged him to be lavish, to use the power of gold to the utmost. She would send further checks as they were needed. He smiled his grave, sad smile at her eagerness. It would be an impertinence on my part to refuse
Starting point is 15:10:14 to let you pay any charges I might incur on your kinsman's account, he said. But there will not be much money wanted. And now, may I send for your carriage and your maid? You must be anxious to be on your way home again. I can write the telegrams while the carriage is being brought around. Yes, there is no time to lose. You will tell the house surgeon at Carlisle that the attendant is wanted for a friend of Lord Penrith.
Starting point is 15:10:45 My husband is a supporter of the hospital, and the authorities will do their utmost to oblige him. but I am to see the doctor, she said, looking at her watch. It is past 12, and he was to be here at 12. I must wait to hear what he says about the journey to Scotland, and may I see Mr. Mountford one more time before I go? May I not? Certainly, if you like.
Starting point is 15:11:15 Sybil went alone to the parlor where Mountford was sitting by the fire, while the farmer's wife, a kindly-looking woman, was laying the table for a meal. The gentleman has a very poor appetite, she explained as she cut strips of toast to accompany a basin of broth. It's difficult to get him to take his nourishment. He's nothing but skin and bone, poor soul.
Starting point is 15:11:41 Poor soul. Pity. Pity the wreck of humanity. That was Brandon Maltford's portion now. He looked up with seven, sudden flush and a brightening of the haggard eyes. Ah! he cried as if seeing Sybil for the first time. My messenger found you. Oh, my beloved, how I have waited and watched for your coming.
Starting point is 15:12:10 He stretched out his wasted hands to her in passionate greeting. He had no memory of half an hour ago when he had greeted her with almost the same words. The evidence of a decayed intellect cut her to the quick. The doctor came into the room at this moment, a young man, but serious and intelligent. He looked at his patient, sat by his side for about ten minutes, questioning and observing him, then went out into the garden with Lady Penrith.
Starting point is 15:12:47 Be frank with me, she entreated. It is a very bad case, is it not? Yes, it is a bad case. Incurable? One hardly likes to call any disease incurable nowadays. Medical science has taken to working miracles. Surgeons are cutting epilepsy out of the brain as they cut cancer out of the body. And with as much or as little success?
Starting point is 15:13:19 with the same probability of success and the same hazard of failure, perhaps. He ought to be seen by a specialist, a man who has made epilepsy the study of his life. Yes, it would be well, by and by for the satisfaction of his friends, that this poor gentleman should have the benefit of the highest opinion. But there will be time enough for that when his bodily strength is restored, if it can be restored by care and good nursing. You find him seriously, dangerously ill? Not dangerously ill, but in a very low and feeble condition.
Starting point is 15:14:06 In a state which would make any illness dangerous, a chill, a fever, an attack of bronchitis, he would have no resisting power. He has been cruelly treated. kept in worst seclusion than if he had been in a madhouse, solitude, silence, dull rooms, no change of air and scene. All very bad, no doubt, in a case such as his. And now it is proposed to take him on a long journey to Argylshire.
Starting point is 15:14:40 Can he bear such a journey? Certainly, as traveling is managed nowadays, he might be taken. at night in a sleeping carriage, with the greatest care, and with someone in attendance to administer stimulants, there need be no risk in such a journey, weak as he is, if the drive to here in Kesewick is not made too fatiging. Care shall be taken, the utmost care. We are sending to Carlisle for a nurse, but if you could spare the time to go with him, to superintend the journey, your fee should be anything.
Starting point is 15:15:18 you like to name. In a case of this kind, there can be no question as to expense. You are very good. If you were to travel at night, I think I might spare the time from my other patients. Then my fee should not be exorbitant. My practice is not a very remunerative one, and I have no pressing case just now, which would make my absence hazardous. I need not be away more than 18 hours, if we travel by the night mail. Everything shall be arranged to suit your convenience. Your presence will be a comfort to me and to Mr. Coverdale, who is now taking my poor cousin to Scotland.
Starting point is 15:16:01 And you will see the attendant and give him full instructions as to treatment, continued civil. I will do everything that thought or experience can suggest. Then my mind will be at ease about him. Please write to me immediately after you return. turn, and I shall have the pleasure of sending you a check. The doctor smiled, for he did not even know the name of this beautiful woman whose earnestness and evident affection for that ruined life impressed him deeply.
Starting point is 15:16:32 He asked no questions, for he knew enough about Lord Workington's son to know that he had to do with people of good position. The carriage is waiting in the accommodation lane which made the only approach to the homestead, Her lady's ship's maid was there, and there were wraps and rugs enough in the open carriage for a journey to St. Petersburg. Once again, Sybil went back to the farmhouse parlor, and alone with Brandon Maltford this time, bent over his chair, and pressed her lips to his wan forehead. Oh, God, the memory of that first kiss in the garden at Ellersley before the coming of sorrow. This might be her last memory of him.
Starting point is 15:17:22 Who can tell? He was passing out of her sight once more. Who could tell if life would ever bring them face to face again? Life is so full of sad surprises, she thought, as she drove away from that quiet, at hollow in the hills, remembering the sudden trouble of ten years ago, and in no wise, foreshadowing that terrible surprise which was waiting for her within the hour. End of Chapter 28.
Starting point is 15:18:10 Chapter 29 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, Please visit Libravox.org. Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braddon. Chapter 29 The Furies on the hearth.
Starting point is 15:18:35 Fatal Accident to the Earl of Penrith. That was the sentence in large capitals upon a newspaper board which caught Sybil's eyes she drove through Keswick on her way to the railway station. Absorbed and thought, her eyes looked at street and shop windows and people seeing things but not noticing them. Her husband's name startled her from that profound reverie, that sad comparison of past and present. Fatal accident. What accident? And the word fatal. What did that mean? She called to the coachman to stop, but he had
Starting point is 15:19:17 hardly pulled up his horses when she let herself out of the carriage and rushed into the shop, The newspaper, she asked, holding out a trembling hand, the paper with the account of the accident. The somewhat sleepy shopkeeper roused from a droning conversation with a fellow townsman, wondered at this unknown lady's pallor and agitation. He stared at her as he handed her the newspaper and made no remonstrance when she left the shop without paying for it. Queer, he remarked as he went on serving stationary to the customer whose business
Starting point is 15:20:00 and conversation had been interrupted. That must be somebody connected with Lord Penrith. I shouldn't wonder if it was his wife. The carriage had not moved on yet. Lady Penrith was sitting where the two men could watch her as she tore open
Starting point is 15:20:21 the paper, looking hurriedly up and down the columns, till she came to what she wanted. Fatal accident. What did that word fatal mean? A limb shattered, the loss of an eye, some irreparable injury, which would make a life less fair to the sufferer? Or, must that word signify something worse than lameness or blindness? had the word but one significance must it mean the end of all things how long it seemed before she found the column she wanted in the eight pages of that flimsy local paper at last here it was headed in large type at the top of a column we regret to report the death of the earl of penrith who was shot yesterday while trying to pass through a gap in a hedge in his own
Starting point is 15:21:21 state, a short distance from Callander Castle. It is supposed that the trigger of the gun was caught by a twig in the quick-set hedge, and that his lordship's injuries were immediately fatal. He had been dead some time when he was found lying in the gap with his gun near him. The Earl was in the prime of life, having been born, etc., etc., etc., etc. drive on to the station as fast as you can go stop the man must be paid for his paper said sybil handing her purse to pherabee who had alighted from the carriage and was standing at the door watching her mistress's agitated countenance there is no hurry the train will not start any sooner because i am anxious to be at home we shall have a long time to wait that delay seemed eternal to lady penrith sitting in the waiting-room at first in solitude and silence then amidst the bustle of fidgety travellers coming in and going out dead the husband with whom she had sat at breakfast yesterday morning in that formal intercourse which seemed to the outside world more like an armed neutrality than a happy marriage
Starting point is 15:22:47 they had always been polite to each other they had never frustrated each other's wishes in large things or in small each had enjoyed perfect liberty to take life as pleasantly as possible but each had known and had not even affected not to know that Love went for nothing in their union. Penrith had kept the promise of his courtship. He had been, according to his lights, a good husband. Dad, could it be true? Was not that paragraph written in error on the first hasty report of the disaster, the extent of the calamity exaggerated by outsiders in the confusion of the household? Well, she would know all in a few hours. It had never occurred to her in agitation that she might have telegraphed to the castle and received a reply to her questions halfway on her journey.
Starting point is 15:23:48 But during the last five minutes of waiting, Farabee reminded her that it would be necessary to telegraph to the stables for her carriage to meet her at the station, and Farabee ran to the office with a hastily written message. The inquest had been held at noon, and all was tranquil at the castle when Sybil arrived. Silence and gloom prevailed in the darkened house, a silence and darkness as of the grave where Lord Penrith was to lie before many days and nights were over. There had been very little trouble for coroner or jury, very little room for questions, or conjecture, nothing mysterious in the accident
Starting point is 15:24:33 there are required to investigate, no room for difference of opinion. The gun lay on the table before them. It was passed from hand to hand by and by, and those who handled it were more impressed by the beauty of the weapon
Starting point is 15:24:49 than by any need of considering how it had happened to be fatal to its possessor. The catastrophe was so commonplace, common, a repetition of old experiences, and pointed only to the familiar moral, that it is better for a man to lose a few seconds in reloading his gun, even if he miss a bird by that brief delay, than to risk carrying a loaded gun over rough ground in a long tramp homeward.
Starting point is 15:25:23 Lord Penrith had saved himself a little trouble, and had thrown away his life. that is how the coroner and the jury read the story of his death a sad pity a man still in the prime of life hard as nails a fine shot a splendid horseman and in the enjoyment of an estate which it had been the business of her ladyship's life to bring to perfection he had died childless that was the worst of it and his title is end estate would pass to Hubert Urquhart, a man of the worst possible reputation. Gambler, Blackleg, Leg, Prophligate, a man who, at the age of when a son of a local magnate is generally liked and looked up to in the neighborhood of his father's house, had been hated and despised. A youth who had always preferred bad company to good, who had taken his
Starting point is 15:26:29 pleasure grossly at rustic race meetings and village fairs, a man who, while consorting with jockeys and small horse dealers, had shown no more respect for his humbler neighbors than if he had been at Unyanyan Yambi or Ujiji. Never had a young patrician been more heartily disliked than Hubert Arkhart in Cumberland. He had not even the good qualities that should have gone with his defect. He had affected low company, without ever achieving popularity, even in the saddle-room or at the village inn. There had been a hardness about him.
Starting point is 15:27:13 The Urquhart hardness, which gave his sting to his jests, and made his familiarity with inferiors brutal instead of friendly, he had cultivated the company of grooms and horse-dealers because they amused him. But he had never disguised his absolute content. for them as a lower order of creatures. Mr. Urquhart appeared on the scene an hour after Lady Penrith's return. He had come, post-haste, from Perth, where he had spent the previous night on his way to the Highlands, and where he had seen the news of his brother's death in the morning papers.
Starting point is 15:27:54 He had sent his card to his sister-in-law, begging her to see him, to which request she replied, in a letter of three lines. No, not today. Three or four days hence I will see you. I have something to say about the past, and your part in it. The funeral was over. All the late earl's tenantry, and all there was of gentle blood within twenty miles of the castle, had been represented in the long line of mourning carriages
Starting point is 15:28:29 that had followed the open hearse, where the Earl's coronet on the crimson-valid Paul was touched with gleams of wintry sunlight as a cortege, moved slowly along the Morland Road. Crimson and gold made a splendor in the cold gray nave of the church at Cargill, where for many generations the Urquarts had been buried in a vault underneath the chancel. that subterranean burial place had been closed for the last forty years, and Sybil's husband was to lie in his father's grave in the little cemetery on the hillside at the end of the village street. Hubert Urquhart was the chief mourner,
Starting point is 15:29:17 and returned to the castle to hear the reading of the will, a business promptly dispatched, for the will was of the briefest, The late Earl had only his surplus income to dispose of, and his bequests were limited to a legacy of a thousand pounds to his niece, Coralie or cart, a hundred pounds each to his valet and coachman, and fifty pounds to every servant who had been five years in his service. his personal effects, books, pictures, plate, and jewelry, not heirlooms, he left without exception to his wife. To his brother and heir-persumptive, he bequeathed not so much as a snuff-box or a walking-stick. Hubert Urquhart stood with his back to the fire, listening to these details in a gloomy silence.
Starting point is 15:30:19 he made no remark when the lawyer finished, and he looked at him doubtfully, waiting his lordship's instructions. Thank you, Grant. He said at last, as if waking from a reverie, the well is imminently discreet. My brother had very little to leave, except those things as were brought with his wife's money. It is right, those things should revert to her. Go to your lunch, grant I shall smoke my cigar quietly here. I seldom eat at this time of day. But your lordship has had an exhausting morning. Wouldn't it be better? To eat a heavy meal? No, my dear fellow, but you can tell a servant to bring me a brandy and soda. Good day to you if we don't meet again. This was a shrewd indication of his lordship's desire that they should
Starting point is 15:31:19 not meet again. The solicitor put the will in his pocket and left the room without another word. There was a new stateliness about his client, whose affairs had compelled occasional resort to him in the past, and who had been a good deal more familiar in those impecunious days. The new earl is putting on side, mused Mr. Grant. but he'll soon be coming to me to settle with his creditors. They'll want twenty shillings to the pound now, and he won't want to give them as much. I wish I'd brought up a little of his lordship's paper.
Starting point is 15:32:04 Might have been dirt cheap last week. The new Lord Penrith smoked his cigar by the library fire, sitting in a low armchair, in a restful attitude, his long legs stretched straight before him. His hands thrust deep into his pockets, his head bent a little. Every now and then, his eyes glanced upward with a curious look at the spacious room and the walls of books, which nobody ever read.
Starting point is 15:32:33 The late Earl's writing-table stood in front of the great Tudor window, with the seals upon all the drawers, and all the scattered litter of life cleared away from the top, leaving the blink emptiness of death. It was something to be master in such a house as this, and the house near Barclay Square, the house whose doors had been shut against him for the last ten years, just as inexorably as the door of this Cumbrian fortress. No more shutting of the doors against him, Hubert Urquhart, no more empty pockets and importunate Jews,
Starting point is 15:33:16 threatening every hurtful process that was left in the law of debtor and creditors. his troubles were over he could stretch his legs by the fireside smoke the best cigars that tropical spain could produce take his ease the days of difficulty were done you hadn't done me a single kindness in your ten years of prosperity he said apostrophizing his brother's portrait which looked down at him from the panel above the mantelpiece you had a good inning and an easy death. Do you expect me to be sorry for you? I wonder if there be consciousness or knowledge in the place where you are. The door opened, and the butler ushered in Lady Penrith. Erkart dropped his cigar in the fender and started to his feet.
Starting point is 15:34:14 He had courted this interview, but it was not the less a shock. when the moment came. He faltered something confusedly and drew a chair to the hearth. I am not going to sit down. Sibyl said Isily, I told you I wanted to see you after the funeral. This is your house now. My carriage is at the door, and as soon as I have said what I have to say, I shall leave the castle forever. My dear Lady Penrith, I hope you understand that this house and any other house which I possess
Starting point is 15:34:58 is laid at your feet. Pray, spare yourself the trouble of making fine speeches. She answered with a look which should have blighted him. You know very well that nothing would induce me to enter any house that sheltered you, unless I came there to denounce you, as I might denounce you,
Starting point is 15:35:23 as I would, had I not some regard for the name you bear, as I would denounce you, even at the sacrifice of that name, if my faith in God's justice were not stronger than my faith in a British jury. The ghastly change and the brazen audacity of his face told her that he was hard hit. He nod his nether lip, for a few moments in silence, looking up at her from under bent brows, with eyes that would have killed her if hatred could kill. What do you mean? He muttered huskily after a pause. I mean that you are twice a murderer. He sprang forward a step or two, his arm lifted and fist clenched. It caused. It caused.
Starting point is 15:36:16 He lost him no small effort of will and muscle not to bring that clenched fist down upon the fair pale face like a sledgehammer. He knew that one such blow would kill her, and he would have liked to kill her. He longed to see her dead at his feet. I am not afraid of your violence. You could do me no more harm than you have done if you were to kill me. You spoiled my life. You took all the hope and love and gladness out of my happy girlhood, so happy till you blighted it. You murdered my adopted sister and broke my father's heart. I murdered her? Great God. Hear what this woman says.
Starting point is 15:37:11 I believe there is a God who hears and will punish her. crimes. It costs you nothing, nothing to call upon a God in which you do not believe. I say that it was your hand which killed Marie Arnold. It was you who wanted to marry her, wanted money with her, and tried to make a bargain with my father, and had been refused, and goaded by her contempt for you that devil of rage and cruelty, which has always looked out of your cold, cruel eyes, took possession of you, and you murdered her. And then, When fate brought Brandon Mountford to the spot and circumstantial evidence pointed to him as the murderer, it was your interest to confirm that suspicion by every means in your power,
Starting point is 15:37:59 best of all by getting him out of the way and making him a fugitive, a prison breaker. And to do this, you worked upon my feelings, you took advantage of my love for him, my ignorance of life and its responsibilities. You made me the instrument of his destruction, and then came your second murder. The merciless imprisonment of a man for whom, of all men, a free existence under God's sky, meant health and life.
Starting point is 15:38:34 You made his days and nights a dreary blank, his world a prison of four walls and half an acre of gloomy garden. if there was ever a murder done on earth that was murder oh you call that murder do you lady penrith said urquhart with a saturnine grin i saved a homicidal lunatic from the gallows or the criminal ward in a state asylum i put him quietly out of sight where he was taken excellent care by an edge of the gentleman and his wife, and you call that murder. I say that it was a viler crime than even your murder of Marie Arnold. That may have been the work of a moment's fury, an ungovernable impulse of a man's wickedness. But the slow torture of years, the living death which you, the murderer,
Starting point is 15:39:36 inflicted upon an innocent man, a man who was taken red-handed by the side of his victim. My dear Lady, Panereth, raving such as this, can admit of no reply. No sane man would take the trouble to argue with you. He turned his back upon her, as he bent down to draw the smouldering logs together. Beads of sweat had been standing on his forehead for a few minutes ago, but he was calm and self-possessed now, and his hard, sharply cut. face, or its old look of if-frontry. I am informed that your friend has been removed from the quiet retreat in the mountain air
Starting point is 15:40:26 amidst fine scenery, where I placed him when it was considered that a change might be useful. A change. After ten years of dismal monotony, a change. After mind and memory have been blotted out in that dreary solitude. Lady Penrith, you are not a doctor, and I am not here to discuss Mr. Maltford's case with you. If you want to let the light on his history, mental or otherwise, you have better let the warrant be executed, which was issued against him ten years ago as a suspected murderer. If you believe in his innocence, you have taken a very inconsistent course in spiriting him away to some
Starting point is 15:41:14 hiding place of your own selection. I concealed his existence in his own interests and yours. Moreover, the thing was done at your husband's instigation, and with your husband's full approval, had she been looking at him, she would have seen the conception of that lie flash of across his face as he began the last sentence. Penruth was dead and might be made responsible for everything. God is very patient with you, she said with a quivering lip, but I can endure no more. She turned from him and left the room,
Starting point is 15:42:08 shutting the door behind her. His hands shook, a good deal as he took out his cigar case. He failed to find it at first, though it was in the usual pocket, and lighted a consolatory cigar. That's what I call a very unpleasant quarter of an hour, he muttered, and I thought it was going to be worse. End of Chapter 29.
Starting point is 15:42:46 Chapter 30 of Thou art the man. is a Libravox recording. All Libervox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braddon. Chapter 30. And the devil may pipe to his own. Her ladyship's carriage was at the door with her ladyship's coachman on the box. the late earl had had his people and the countess her people and it was only the inferior portion of the domestic polity which owned allegiance to both her ladyship's personal possessions piano books bibelot of all kinds were packed in readiness for conveyance to ellersley in a wagon from the home farm and before nightfall every trace of Sybil's existence would have vanished from the castle on the marches,
Starting point is 15:43:54 and the new lord would reign in undisturbed possession. The doors were open, the footmen were waiting to assist in their mistress's departure, when Coralie came hastily out of the billiard-room and approached her aunt. Dear aunt, let me go with you. I did not know you were to leave today. I've only just heard about it, and you would have gone without even saying goodbye. I have been too unhappy to think of leave-takings, answered Sybil coldly, and I am not going far away, only to Ellersley.
Starting point is 15:44:38 Let me go with you, I won't bore you. I'll try not to be in your way. Come to the drawing-room, Cora. I shall be ready and five. minutes. The first sentence was spoken as she moved towards the drawing-room door. The second sentence was addressed to the footman who was carrying her wraps and whose black silk hose were affording amusement to her ladyship's favorite collie whose chain James was holding.
Starting point is 15:45:12 Now, Cora, let us be plain with each other, said Sybil turning to her husband's knee, with no touch of softness in voice or face. What can you want of me? I can understand that I was useful to you when I took you from a lodging house and an out-at-elbo's father, but the whole aspect of your life has changed since last week.
Starting point is 15:45:39 Your father is a rich man and the master of both the houses in which you have lived lately. But he is still my father, said Coralie, deadly pale against the dull blackness of her morning gown. The doll black was by no means becoming to Cora's sallow complexion and plain features. Never had her lack of beauty been more apparent than in this moment when her lips were whitened by emotion and her eyes haggard with weeping. Your place is here, Cora, not with me.
Starting point is 15:46:19 My place is under no roof that shelters my father. I will never live in the same house with him. Never live where I must see him day by day. I have made up my mind about that. Yes, you are justified in thinking meanly of me. I am a very urquhart, a sordid, selfish creature. I like luxury. I revel in splendid. indolent, high living, and fine clothes, I abhor poverty. I see no silver lining to the cloud that hangs over the shabby genteel, but for all that, I would rather slave from morning till night among common drudges in a dressmaker's stuffy workroom than I would live in this house with my father. Is this so, Coralie? It is so. I have wronged you. said Sybil gravely.
Starting point is 15:47:24 I have thought lately that you are your father's spy, set to watch my movements, full of malevolent curiosity. Oh, only think that I admire and love you, cried Coralie, her sallow face crimsoning.
Starting point is 15:47:44 Whatever I may have been, whatever evil there is in my nature, I am honest and true today, I do respect you. I do love you. There have been hours in this house. In spite of all your goodness to me, when I have been envious of your fortune,
Starting point is 15:48:02 your beauty, jealous of the worship your beauty one. But, struggling against sobs and almost choked her, that is over now. I am resigned to my feet. Resigned to see love pass me by. Resigned to ugliness and spinsterhood. I only want to live a close. clean life, to hold no companionship with a man I cannot respect as a father should be respected.
Starting point is 15:48:29 Let me live with you, Lady Penrith. You shan't find me troublesome or boring. I will give you as much or as little of my society day by day as you like. I will never pester you with attentions you don't want. I am not without what people call resources. I can amuse myself and walk by myself and live by myself and under your roof i shall be happy and at ease what will your father say nothing that he can say will alter my determination never to live in this house if you won't harbor me i must earn my bread somehow and live by myself Then you shall live with me. I will try to trust you and believe in you as I did a month ago, but remember that my life is a broken life. If you live with me, you must live secluded from society, a dreary existence for a girl of your age, no house parties in the country, no London season,
Starting point is 15:49:40 in your father's present position, he can give you a life of pleasure, variety. As an only daughter and mistress of Penrith House, you will be a personage in London. You may marry well. No, no, I have made up my mind on that point. There shall be no more self-delusions. Let me share your solitude. Even if there were no other reason, it will be happy for me to drink that cup of humiliation, which plain girls have to drink in the gay world, happier than sitting through dance after dance at the ball of the season, or hearing a crowd of young men whispering and tittering in the beautiful Mrs. Somebody's box next to my own, while I sit alone pretending to listen to the opera.
Starting point is 15:50:30 All other considerations apart, rustic seclusion is the happiest fate for an unattractive girl. You are fond of exaggerating your deficiencies, Cora, but I won't dispute. that point now replied Sybil with a faint smile you can follow me to Ellersley if you like if I like I shall go there with a rapture may I go tonight as soon as my goods and chattels are packed tonight or tomorrow as you please tonight tonight it cannot be too soon you won't change your mind and wire me not to go to you Corah I am not that kind of person no no you are as steadfast as a rock you are all that is good and noble
Starting point is 15:51:26 and woman kind and I will try to be worthy of your love I mean you to love me and trust me and believe in me is if I were of your own stainless race they went out to the hall door together and chorus stood on the steps with the wind blowing her hair off her large, intelligent forehead, till Lady Penrith's carriage vanished in the distance. It was half past seven o'clock. Cora's packing was finished. Her trunks and possessions were all carried downstairs,
Starting point is 15:52:06 to be removed with the second wagon load of Lady Penrith's property, and Cora was dressed in her seal-skin coat and hat, ready for departure in the dog cart. which had been ordered to drive her to ellersley it would be a long dark drive but cora thought nothing of possible dangers or discomforts on the road all she thought about just now was getting away from calander castle the billiard-room door was open as she crossed the hall and she could not resist going in for a last look round a room in which she had spent many pleasant hours the men had been at the men had been had been very gracious to her, even if she were in no wise attractive. They had laughed at her little jokes and flippant criticisms. They had taught her to handle her cue, and applauded her poor little breaks of ten or twelve, as if she had been a feminine Roberts. It had all been
Starting point is 15:53:07 bright and gay in those October evenings with the shooters, when the logs had been piled on the hearth, and the little table for drink set out in the deep recess. yonder, and she had been encouraged to mix brandies and sodas and to make herself daintily useful like an etherealized barmaid. That was all over now. There was no fire, and only a single oil lamp burnt dully over one end of the covered table. All was gloom and silence. Will men ever sit in this room and talk and laugh now my father's master here? she wondered are there any men on earth who can like him and trust him the man of whom she was thinking met her on the threshold and she turned to leave the room where are you going he asked sharply to ellersley you should have enough manners to ask my leave this is my house and you are my daughter you must pay no visits without consulting me beforehand
Starting point is 15:54:19 i forbid you to go to ellersley on any visit long or short she drew herself to her fullest height and looked at him with all the scorn a pert interrogative nose and thin sensitive lips could express this is not a question of visiting lord penrith she answered emphasizing the title which sounded so strange a form of a dress from daughter to father. I am leaving this house forever, and Ellersley is the only home I have. You will do nothing of the kind, he answered fiercely with a savage grip of her wrist. She winced with pain, but looked defiantly at him, even while her lip quivered. There is no use in that kind of thing, she said. You're doing me bodily harm.
Starting point is 15:55:19 won't make any difference in my plan of life, unless you choose to shoot me. She added very slowly, looking him full in the face, and so make sure of my obedience. He dropped her wrist and stood looking at her, changed in one instant from bully to Craven. Go your ways for a blatant hussy, he said in his most brutal voice, You are not worth making a fuss about. Such a plain-headed one as you would be no ornament to your father's dinner table. He turned away and left her to take her departure without further interest. He had the castle to himself now, and in its lowliness, it's seemed to him about as cheerful as the castle at Inverness on the morning after King Duncan's bloody death.
Starting point is 15:56:32 End of Chapter 30. Chapter 31 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou art the man by Mary Elizabeth Braden Chapter 31 Let a passionless peace be my lot
Starting point is 15:57:08 A very few days served to re-establish Sybil in her old home And with the old housekeeper and the old secretary And some of the old servants still about her It seemed to her almost as if the past ten years had been one dreary dream, endless and infinite after the manner of dreams. Already in that strange exaggeration of time common after the shock of sudden bereavement, it seemed to her as if Lord Penrith had been long dead.
Starting point is 15:57:44 Already she was accustomed to the thought of his quiet resting place on the hillside, to the idea of herself as a widow, childless and alone in the world. world. There was an unspeakable comfort in the return to Ellersley. Comfort which even the horror that brooded over one unvisited spot in the wood
Starting point is 15:58:06 could not spoil. The old associations of childhood were so many and so dear, the image of her indulgent father, the fainter image of the fair young mother, looking at her out of the cloudland
Starting point is 15:58:23 of childish, memories, like a picture of the Madonna, looking benignly downward upon the worshippers at her altar through a cloud of incense. These, and with these, many a recollection of her happy girlhood filled the rooms and gardens with tender, peaceful thoughts. There were sad thoughts, too, the chief among them, the memory of him, who was now far away on the northward side of the tweed, a wreck of the past, so changed, so broken, that it was difficult to believe that that feeble invalid was actually the same man, the same frame animated by the same spirit whom she admired and loved at Ellersley. The shock of her husband's sudden death
Starting point is 15:59:20 had fallen heavily upon her. She had done her duty, as a loyal and obedient wife. She had spent her fortune upon his estate with a lavish hand, had never reminded him that all he enjoyed of worldly prosperity had its source in the Higginson coffers. She had indulged no whim that he disapproved, had consorted with no acquaintance whom he disliked, had indeed been much more conciliating and obedient than many a wife who marries for love, and who talks of her husband in the first year of marriage, as if a god had descended from Olympus to be her mate. Yet, faithful as she had been in small things and in great, she looked back now with a touch of remorse.
Starting point is 16:00:22 The atmosphere of wedded life had been colder than it need have been, perhaps. A little affection on her side might have warmed that hard nature into love. And then the thought flashed upon her that the mutual lack of love had made a peaceful union. If he had loved me, I should have hated him, she said to herself, it was better for both of us that our marriage was only a bargain. A bargain entered into, deliberately, on both sides. We did not try to deceive each other. In our dealings with those who are gone forever,
Starting point is 16:01:06 there was always something to regret, some reason for that dull aching of the heart, which means remorse, some bitter memory, something said which ought not to have been said, some kindly word or act omitted when the opportunity for kindness was so obvious. Sybil Penrith was very humble in all her thoughts of that married life, which had closed like a story that ends unexpectedly at the turn of a leaf, and leaves the reader wondering.
Starting point is 16:01:39 In her thought of the future possibilities, she had never imagined herself released from the marriage bond. she had accepted her position for life. She had looked down the long vista of joyless years, seeing herself still Lady Penrith, going about the world by the side of a man who cared very little about her, for whom she had never cared very much.
Starting point is 16:02:09 He was gone, and she mourned for him as a fellow creature snatched away in the strength of his days. A man to whom life must have been much more precious than it was to that poor sufferer on whose changed aspect she had looked with unutterable grief, whose haggard face was a haunting presence in her life.
Starting point is 16:02:35 Archibald Penrith was gone, and the man she abhorred reigned in his stead, and she thought, with a shudder of that border fortress which had so lately been her home. A letter from John Coverdale, written at his East Inn Vicarage, gave Lady Penrith tidings of Brandon Mountford, after she had waited many anxious days for any news of him. St. Stephen's Vicarage, Honduras Square, E.
Starting point is 16:03:15 Dear Lady Penrith, I have allowed some of you, little time to pass before writing to you, not wishing to break in upon the sadness of your life while your sorrow was still a new thing. I will not presume to suggest the consolations that alone can help you in this terrible bereavement, or to write to you of that divine source of all comfort, to which I feel very sure you have been led without the intervention of any humankind. God bless and comfort you and help and sustain you in strong and fearless faith through this and every dark path you have tread. So far as one has been taught that the way to heaven lies through thorny paths may make
Starting point is 16:04:06 the earthly happiness of a friend the subject of his prayers, be sure my fervent supplication will rise day by day to the eternal father for you. And now to tell you of your kinsman and my charge. The journey was managed easily, and without any signs of exhaustion in the invalid, he slept a good deal, and his sleep was peaceful, and I thought him brighter and more interested in surrounding objects during the early morning drive from the station to the shooting lodge, than in my previous observation of him.
Starting point is 16:04:48 The doctor accompanied us to the end of our journey and gave the most precise instructions to the attendant from the hospital, who was a strongly built man of about 30, accustomed to difficult cases, and equal, I believe, to any emergency. The housekeeper at the lodge and her husband are both people I can rely upon for faithful service,
Starting point is 16:05:11 and all their warmest feelings are aroused, by the patient in their care i have therefore felt justified in leaving him in the care of those servants and his trained nurse supervised by a daily visit from the nearest medical man until i am able to return to argelshire which i hope to do in about a fortnight the plan which i would propose for the winter is to hire a small house at rothsey where the climate is much milder than that out of the Argyllshire hills, and to place him there in charge of his present attendant, and any servants you may be able to send from Ellersley, people whom you can be sure for absolute silence as to his past. I can think of no better plan than this. My Scotch doctor was of Mr. Sanderson's opinion that nothing more could be done for the patient
Starting point is 16:06:12 than we are doing now, A quiet life, with as much open air as the season will allow, a plain and nourishing diet, and bromide of potassium are all the treatment he prescribes. He will be happy to meet a physician from Glasgow or Edinburgh in consultation should you desire a second opinion, but he assures me that the consultation would result only in the approval of his treatment. It is my duty to add that he does not hope for much improvement, under the happiest conditions.
Starting point is 16:06:46 The long continuance of the disease has weakened the brain, and a kind of atrophy has wasted the frame. Any permanent revival of bodily strength or intellectual power would be a miracle in nature, which he dares not hope to see. I tell you his opinion in all frankness, dear Lady Penrith, thinking it right that you should know the worst about your unhappy friend. flashes of reviving memory intervals of brightness in the dull torpor of his usual condition there may be but these brief periods of improvement must not mislead or beguile us with a vain hope for myself you may be surprised to hear that i'm about to abandon my flock in this hard-working eastern london but if i leave them in the hands of a man who has worked with
Starting point is 16:07:43 me a senior curate during the greater part of my residence here, who understands this parish thoroughly, and who is my superior in working power. My father, whose health has been gradually failing for the last two or three years, has persuaded me to accept the living at St. Stevens, Workington. He now rarely comes to London, and his life is chiefly spent at his seat near Workington, so I can but feel that it is my duty, as it will be my happiness, to live within easy reach of him. I shall find plenty to do at St. Stevens, for a parish and church have both been neglected under the rule of an absentee rector, who died at Torquy the other day. The living is in my father's gift, and it has long been his desire that I,
Starting point is 16:08:39 should hold it. I hope to have wound up my affairs here in less than a fortnight, and to be established within an hour's journey of Ellersley, where I will call upon you at any time you may appoint to discuss all arrangements for Mr. Mountford's residence at Rossi or elsewhere. You might, if you pleased, remove him to Devonshire for the coming winter, but the journey would be long, and I doubt if you would find a better climate than that of Butte, even in the west of England. Ever faithfully yours, John Coverdale. Cora was with Lady Penrith when she received this letter. The girl recognized the strong, clear pinmanship, bold yet with a certain precision which marked the man for whom order was an
Starting point is 16:09:33 instinct. Cora gave a little sigh, as she noted the length of the letter, and then discreetly moved to the other end of the room to leave her aunt free to read those closely written pages unobserved. She had subjugated the jealous agonies, which had made her almost hate, Sybil Penrith, and had resigned herself to the idea of John Coverdale's affection for the beautiful widow. There was no help for it now. What man was a sense or discrimination could think of her, corally, now that Lady Penrith was free to reward a lover's devotion. It was her business and life to be a looker on, she told herself, and she must accept the
Starting point is 16:10:19 portion that fate had allotted to her. All her thoughts and desires had taken a somber cast. Her character had sobered curiously since her uncle's death, and a cloud of melancholy hung over her, which brought her in sympathy with Sybil's sorrows. For the first time, since they had been associated, Sybil's heart had warmed to the lonely, motherless girl. Herefore, all her kindness had been prompted by a sense of duty. Now there was actual liking, a far more cordial feeling than of old. Before Mr. Coverdale reappeared on the scene, Sybil had told Coralie the story of Brandon Maltford's affliction and her girlish attachment to him, touching very lightly with scrupulous reserve on Urquhart's part in the tragedy.
Starting point is 16:11:13 But Cora's keen eyes had watched the speaker's face, and Cora had divined much that was unspoken. You had reason to detest my father, and yet you took me into your house, and loaded me with benefits, Would any other woman in the world have done as much? Used Cora at the end of the story. Most women would have done as much, I hope, Cora, seeing your need of a friend. I tried to disassociate you from your father in all my thoughts. Why should you bear his burdens? Ah, but I was tainted with his bad blood.
Starting point is 16:11:56 It was the old story of the adder, warmed back to life and stinging the hand that had succored it. My father told me to watch you, and I obeyed. He pretended to be your friend, and I pretended to believe him. I don't think I ever really believed him. I was grateful to you. I loved you at first, and then your beauty, your wealth. All your perfections began to gall.
Starting point is 16:12:24 I made comparisons. I compared our faces as we stood, so I decided. in front of the same glass, I compared our fortunes, and then the venom in my blood began to work. My nature could not escape, the hereditary taint, if the modern craze about heredity has any foundation. I was my father's very daughter, and I accepted the office of spy. My whole mind changed towards you. The utter hopelessness of any little liking I might feel for the St. Lee Parson, saw him devote every thought and feeling to you.
Starting point is 16:13:06 Nonsense, Cora. You shouldn't talk in that absurd strain. Mr. Coverdale has been my kind friend in desperate crisis. That is all. I asked him to help me, and he responded with all kindness and chivalry. As for the past, let it be forgotten between us. I saw of late that you were very inquisitive about all my movements, and that you had some motive in your watchfulness.
Starting point is 16:13:33 You were under your father's influence then, but I think you have escaped from that bad influence now. Forever and forever, I hope never to look upon my father's face again. I'm glad you've been frank with me, Cora, even when frankness told against yourself. It will be the beginning of confidence between us. I like you ever so much better, now that I know the worst of you, from your own lips.
Starting point is 16:14:06 Cora did not prove unworthy to be pardoned and trusted. All that there was of good in her nature developed and strengthened, in daily association with a noble woman, and in that atmosphere of perfect peace which reigned it ellersly. As the winter wore on, that life was not all solitude and monotony, for the neighboring gentry were assiduous in their attentions to the widow countess, and Coralie Urquhart shared their attentions. If the widow held herself aloof from society, there was no reason that her niece should live in perpetual seclusion, and a few months after her uncle's death, Lady Coralie Urquhart's
Starting point is 16:14:48 neat figure and thoroughbred air, began to be known and even admired at various entertainments within fifteen miles of Ellersley. There was always some friendly matron, eager to chaperone her to any dances or private theatricals in the neighborhood. There are some advantages in a plain face, said Cora. The mother of a pretty daughter is never afraid
Starting point is 16:15:13 that I shall make her swan a crow. I think Mrs. Simper rather likes taking me about with her as a useful foil to Miss Simper's alabaster. complexion. But I am told that you are more admired than Miss Simperate Lady Hardacre's Dance, said Sybil, slyling at her niece's self-scorn. It is no overwhelming honor to be preferred to an idiot with blue eyes that look as though they
Starting point is 16:15:44 had been bought at Lowther Arcade, said Cora. And then I got all the advantages of the smaller gentry snobbishness. The second-rate young men like to dance with an Earl's daughter and Lady Coralie sounds better than Miss Simper in the ear of Bayswater or South Kensington.
Starting point is 16:16:06 Lady Coralie The name suggests a character in one of Gilbert's librettos even the courtesy title cannot give dignity to my absurd name. I can't imagine where my mother and father found it.
Starting point is 16:16:24 could the owner of the name have looked backward through the midst of time she might have seen the hoardings of west in london decorated with a portrait of a certain mademoiselle corallie who was delighting the gilded youth of the period by song and dance in the latest new burlesque at the favourite burlesque theatre the lady was a parisian and spoke her lines with difficulty but her broken english was an additional charm hubert urquhart had been among her most ardent admirers and had even been allowed the inestimable privilege of giving a very expensive supper-party in her honour at a period when his young country-bred wife was obliged to for go all gaieties. Then came the usual shilly-shally as to the naming of the first-born. Urquhart, disappointed at the sex of the infant, was very casual in his share of the debate, but vetoed all the family names on his wife's side of the house as too fine or too ugly. Call her Coralie, if you like, he said, looking up from his newspaper where a column was given to the new burlesque.
Starting point is 16:17:51 of Anthony and Cleopatra, in which Mademoiselle Coralie had startled the town with a wild dance with the asp. Coralie is a very pretty name. Even his mother-in-law, who generally disagreed with him, conceded this point. Coralie was charming, novel, uncommon, and could be shortened to Cora, which was even still prettier. Cora Lee, let it be then, said Urquhart as he walked off to the florist to order a congratulatory basket of hyacinths, white, waxen bells, just faintly touched with rosy at shadows. For the lady with the asp. The Yorkshire Parson's wife had arrived in London.
Starting point is 16:18:46 the previous evening, and it was not until some days after the christening that this good lady heard how the town was ringing with the fame of the burlesque actress from the Chateley Theatre, and guessed that her granddaughter, the vicar's granddaughter, the potential archbishop's granddaughter, had been called after that unholy person. The winter passed peacefully for late.
Starting point is 16:19:17 Penrith. Quora kept her promise and never intruded her society upon the widow's thoughtful hours. They walked and drove together, they met at luncheon and dinner, and they generally spent the after-dinner hour in each other's society. Sybil, perhaps streaming over her favorite music at the piano at one end of the drawing-room, while Cora sat, curled up in the most luxurious chair she could find, at the other end of the room absorbed in a novel cora had a cat-like love of warmth and was always as close to the fire as she could be without being roasted alive lady penrith preferred the cooler atmosphere by the piano where the white lilac and palms made an indoor garden their tastes in music and books and pictures were utterly dissimilar but they got on very comfortably together and Cora's lighter nature which gradually recovered from the shock that had sobered and depressed her was a useful influence in Sybil's existence. She might have sunk into a
Starting point is 16:20:31 deeper melancholy and brooded more persistently after the shattered life of the man she loved if Cora had not been at hand with her keen observation and her never-failing perception of the humorous side of all earthly things. Cora amused her with descriptions of county festivities and her comments on county people. Their limited horizons, their exaggerated estimate of local importance, their indifference to all the great movements of the age, social, scientific, and literary.
Starting point is 16:21:10 Cora accompanied her in all her cottage visiting. and the little seaport in the miners villages to the schools and the cottage hospital and cora had grown a great deal more sympathetic since she left kilander castle and was ripening day by day in her power of understanding the working classes they no longer seemed to her all of one type and pattern all the lower order of beings with hands stretched automatically to receive gifts from the rich she was beginning to find out strong individualities among the masses to find that hardly one cottager resembled another in character or instincts, and that, though, very few of them might be faultless, and all of them might be what they called having, there was a strong substratum of goodness, which never failed when one dug down to it,
Starting point is 16:22:16 kindness and pity for one's own class, unselfish readiness to help each other, and a willingness to make substantial sacrifices with a good deal less fuss and talk than would accompany the same amount of self-surrender in their betters. Wives bore with drunken husbands and held their tongue
Starting point is 16:22:37 when the week's wage was spent at the public house, husbands nursed the children and waited upon their wives in sickness. Grandfathers and grandmothers stinted themselves to feed children whose unauthorized entrance upon the scene had brought them trouble and disgrace. Everywhere, under the roughest outer seeming, Coralie found the deep heart of human love. I used to hate the poor when you first took me among them. She frankly avowed one day after a long round with Sybil, but I begin to see that they are not
Starting point is 16:23:21 a bad sort, and I wonder less at the interest you take in them. They were not at Ellersley all the winter. Andrew Orlabar had been dispatched to Rothsey, immediately after a visit from the new rector of Workington, with instructions to hire the most comfortable house with the best aspect that he could find in that much-praised watering-place, and to that house, a villa on the slope of the hill,
Starting point is 16:23:49 fronting the south and commanding an extensive view of the mountains and sea, Brandon Mountford had been removed. Here was provided every amelioration which thought or science could devise for life obviously dwindling toward its clothes. And here Lady Penrith and Cora came from time to time on visits of a week or a fortnight, during which visits some hours of every day were spent with the invalid. His condition was far happier than it had been in his captivity at St. Jude's. There were some times when he seemed fully
Starting point is 16:24:32 to realize all that affection had done for him, but nothing could mend the broken life or arrest mental decay, and Sybil had to submit to the sad realities of the case. The Brandon Mountford, by whose side, she sat in the pretty drawing-room at Rothsey, the man whose hand often lay cold and listless in her own, was not the Brandon Mountford, she had known ten years ago. Nothing could bring back that lost personality. This patient sufferer, weak-brained, joyless, indifferent to all the
Starting point is 16:25:12 loveliness of earth and sky and sea, had nothing in common with the Brandon of the past, and alas, this state of dull apathy was the happier condition of his present life, for from time to time there came periods of stormy agitation, the throes and convulsions, the purple face, and glittering eyes of the epileptic, and it needed all Sybil's faith to believe the doctors when they assured her that the patient himself had no consciousness of those convulsive struggles, nor any memory of them when reason returned, only a vague melancholy,
Starting point is 16:25:53 a dim sense of shame, and the apathy of weariness. Could she wish such a life prolonged? Yes, affection valued even this shattered existence. All that she saw of weakness and decay could not extinguish the hope of cure, the ill-treatment of ten years was not to be undone by a few months of care,
Starting point is 16:26:19 nursing, she argued, his cure must be a question of time. She would not accept adverse opinions, and when the doctors shook their heads or murmured some ambiguous phrase, which implied a hopeless verdict, she
Starting point is 16:26:35 argued against their experience and refused to foresee the inevitable. A yacht was being built for her in one of the shipbuilder's yards on the Clyde, and she was planning a cruise to the Mediterranean as soon as the boat was ready to sail, a cruise during which
Starting point is 16:26:53 Brandon might re-awaken to a new life transformed by sea air and frequent change of scene the exhilarating sense of novelty in the movement from one spot of loveliness to another as they coasted between Marseilles and Naples or beneath Algeria's romantic hills. The end came suddenly before the yacht was finished. suddenly and peacefully. The life so racked and worn, failed all at once, and Sybil felt as though her life must be objectless henceforth. She was at Ellersley when Brandon died, having left
Starting point is 16:27:39 him only a few days before, and it was John Coverdale, who came as the messenger of death. John Coverdale, whose sympathy and help, had sustained her through every difficulty from the hour she entered St. Jude's vicarage with him at her side. It was over. Her grief expressed itself in no vehement form. There was only the crushing sense of loss and of disappointment, the feeling that the business of her life was finished. and that all she had ever known of the poetry of existence lay buried in Brandon Mountford's grave. End of Chapter 31.
Starting point is 16:28:41 Chapter 32 of Thou Art the Man. This is a Libravox recording. All Libravox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libravox.org. Thou Art the Man by Mary Elizabeth Braden. Chapter 32 For is not God Almighty? Brandon Mountford had been lying in his quiet grave at Rothsea
Starting point is 16:29:12 for some weeks when the yacht which should have carried him to a summer sea was ready to leave by the shipbuilder's yard. And it seemed to Sybil that there could be no more useless toy and the boat which she had built for his sake and which his eyes had never looked upon. All Coverdale's powers of persuasion were needed to awaken her from the apathy of grief into which she had sunk, and to induce her to start a cruise for her own benefit. But, warmly seconded by Cora, his arguments finally prevailed, and before the spring was over, the Esperance was sailing southward with Lady Penrith, Cora, and Lady Selina, and two young cousins,
Starting point is 16:30:02 naval and military, by way of escort. Spinster aunt had swooped down from a great house in north riding, where she had been making a very long visit to one of her wealthiest nieces, a lady with a large heart and a populous nursery, and with whom Aunt Selena was an esteemed authority upon all juvenile ailments. Life on board the Esperance afforded a pleasant relief from the atmosphere of measles, whooping cough, and humdrum at Waddingley Park, and Lady Selina resigned herself to the loss of a London season, thereby putting money in her purse while she enjoyed the Dolcefar in Sicilian waters, or in the Greek, archipelago.
Starting point is 16:30:57 And so the spring months passed away, and in June Lady Penrith and her party landed at Genoa, leaving the yacht to go round to Marseilles in charge of the naval cousin, to be birthed there until her next cruise, while the three ladies settled quietly at Bellagio till the end of the month, when Lady Salina went back to England, and Sybil and Cora moved northward to the Tyrol for July, August, and September, only returning to Cumberland in October. Then came the long, quiet winter. with friends fit but few, and for their most frequent visitor, Mr. Coverdale, from his cure of souls at Workington, where he was doing good service among a crowded mining population.
Starting point is 16:31:57 It was a comfort, both to Sybil and Cora, in those quiet days of autumn and early winter, to know that the new Lord Penrith was not living at Calander Castle. He had indeed been there very little since he came to his estate. He was not popular in the neighborhood, and he had frankly expressed his hatred of place and people. He had spent the winter after his brother's death at Monte Carlo, where he had achieved all he desired of fame by his success in pigeon shooting, and the Society Papers reported that he was at Monte Carlo this winter, also that he had been laid up in Paris during the whole of November, and had been operated upon by a famous French surgeon, the nature of the operation not being stated. A letter from Lady Selina, who had been dissipating in the brief gaieties of a November session, informed her niece that Lord Penrith had been suffering from a tumor on the field. face, which was likely to cause lifelong disfigurement, and that the people at Montecarlo found him very
Starting point is 16:33:12 much altered from last season. An inquiry at the castle, made personally by Mr. Orlabar, confirmed this account. His lordship had been very ill, and still an invalid. He was expected to spend the rest of the winter at Monte Carlo, where he had taken a small villa near the casino. He is your father, Cora, and you may consider it your duty to go to him in his affliction. Sybil said gravely when she and Cora had heard Orlo Bar's report. He is my father, but I recognize no duty where he is concerned except the duty of silence. Cora answered with a look so grave and resolute that Lady Penrith felt that there was no more to be said. she knew enough of Coralie by this time to know that the girl was not heartless
Starting point is 16:34:10 and that her repudiation of all filial duty must needs be based upon some sufficient reason there was nothing flippant or reckless in the daughter's manner she dismissed the subject sternly with solemn decision of purpose as a Roman daughter might have done brooding over the girl's conduct Sybil arrived at the conclusion that Cora had investigated the story of Marie Arnold's death and believed her father to be the murderer. So in cause that its grave would alone justify her conduct.
Starting point is 16:34:49 It was a shock for the nerves of both women when they heard early in the year that Lord Penrith was at the castle. He had been brought there, marked for death. Mr. Duesnap told Lady Penrith one afternoon early in March when they met beside a cottager's sickbed about a week after the Earl's return. Is the case really so hopeless? she asked. I fear so all that surgery can do for him has been done in Paris and here. The last word has been said. I saw him this morning.
Starting point is 16:35:26 I see him three or four times a day, but there is nothing for me to do except. regulate the amount of morphia that is given to him. He has excellent nurses. Dr. Malcolm comes from Edinburgh every third day, but science can do no more for him. And the only relief is the inevitable end of all things. Life can be nothing but a burden to him. Yet he clings to life with almost frantic intensity. Has he ever spoken to you? Of his daughter? Lady Penrith asked when she and the doctor had left the cottage and were walking along the village street together. No, the greater part of his days and nights are spent under the influence of narcotics, and the realities of life outside his own room affect him very little.
Starting point is 16:36:20 He asks for no friend, doesn't care who waits on him, values his nurses for their skill and nothing else. He told me this morning that there was a time when he wanted fresh young, about him, pretty faces for choice. But now he would have Gorgans if Gorgans had more skill in nursing than the pretty young women. He is very often in a state of semi-dilarium, and he acts, hideous tragedies and a kind of waking drama, a common symptom when the brain is steeped in morphia. Unhappy creature! Then there is no hope for him. He must die? He must die. and in his case no one can regret the end since it is the only possible release from suffering sybil wrote an account of this interview in a letter to john coverdale pray go to him and if you can turn his thoughts to god and persuade him to confess his sins it will be one more good work done she wrote her desire was obeyed and it was not possible for a christian priest to a christian priest to a
Starting point is 16:37:34 approach the bed of suffering with more kindliness and discretion than marked Mr. Coverdale's visit toward Penrith. The two men had met in the past, and Coverdale entered the sick room as a friend, but here friendliness was of no avail. The sufferer treated him with savage insolence, and ordered him out of the room. I know your craft, he muttered, you sneak into my bedside under the guise of friendship, a man with whom I never had one thought or feeling in common, and presently you will bring a little black book out of your pocket, and drop on your knees and pray me into worse horrors than those I suffer now. I don't want you, or your mumbo-jumbo, you are abracadabra. Go to your starving miners and wash your wiser. Your wiser. Your wiseries. You are
Starting point is 16:38:33 Your worn-out jargon down there thirsty throats with soup and wine. They'll swallow one thing with the other, but don't come here. Johnstone, show that gentleman the door. If that won't do, throw him downstairs. I've no use for him here. He laughed a spasmodic laugh at the American slang which closed his speech. His eyes were deeply sunken. Forehead and cheek were livid, and all the lower part of his face was hidden by linen bandages. Lazarus coming out of the tomb was the image which flashed into Coverdale's mind as he looked in sorrowful reproach at that dreadful countenance.
Starting point is 16:39:25 A wicked Lazarus with malignity burning in those sunken eyes. a Lazarus summoned, not out of the grave's dreamless slumber, but out of hell fire. Mr. Coverdale told Lady Penrith that his visit had been ineffectual, but he told her nothing more. He would not sadden her by any description of that bed of doom. It needs something higher than human influence to touch that hardened heart. heart, he said. We can but leave the sinner to his God. The only deathbed repentance that is not an idle mockery is the repentance that comes from within, not from without. The sinner may find God in his own heart, even after he has mocked at Christ's message from the lips of the priest.
Starting point is 16:40:26 It was more than a week after this when a letter was brought to Lady Penrith, sitting alone in the March twilight. The note had been delivered by a groom from the castle who was to wait for her ladyship's answer before he rode back. She told the servant to return in a few minutes when her answer would be ready, and then she went to the window to read her letter by the fading daylight, while the footman lighted the lamp on her writing table. The envelope was addressed in a strange hand. The letter was written in pencil, and except that it was on thick vellum paper and headed with a castle address, which was almost as uncanny a scrawl as that which the ragged messenger threw into her lap on the moor.
Starting point is 16:41:28 The doctors tell me my end is near You have suspected and hated me for the last 12 years It may gratify you to know that you had reason Come and hear my confession And if you want to hear it come at once My life is like a thin little flame In a spirit lamp sustained by strong stimulants
Starting point is 16:41:58 and will soon vanish into darkness. Don't be afraid that you will hear a pulling deathbed repentance. I believe in neither pardon nor pity. I die the victim of an inexorable scheme of creation which includes the horrors of disease that torture and kill, damnable maladies which no human skill can cure. Do you think that any man, doomed as I am doomed, is likely to go out of this life
Starting point is 16:42:39 listening to twaddle about divine beneficence? I shall be with you as soon as my carriage can bring me. These words were written hastily and thrust into an envelope as the servant re-entered the room to receive Lady Penrith's order for her coachman. The light, Fetian, with a pair of horses, was to be got ready immediately. Lady Coralie has not come in yet, I suppose. No, my lady, when she comes, be sure she is told that I have been sent for to the castle.
Starting point is 16:43:26 She is not to wait dinner Cora, who had taken very kindly to writing since she came to Ellersley, and who had always been well-mounted by her aunt's liberal care, was out with the hounds. Cora was a success in the hunting field, were light hands, a neat waist, and indomitable pluck, tempered with common sense, scored almost as high as a handsome face. beauty blundering over a hound or beauty getting in the way at the gate is not altogether precious to the sportsman
Starting point is 16:44:07 the deep shadow of night was round the gaunt grey fortress and the darker shadow of death was in the room when sybil approached the sick-bed and seated herself silently in the place which the nurse indicated a large arm-chair at the head of the head of the room a large arm-chair at the head of the room. the bed, besides those heaped-up pillows from which the ghastly face looked out, white as a linen from which it was bandaged, pinched by the invisible hand which had set its mark upon every feature. Leave me alone with Lady Penrith. The voice was low and muffled, utterly changed from the metallic hardness of Hubert Urquhart's enunciation. The two nurses vanished through a curtain door that opened into a dressing room, where all the paraphernalia of the sportsman toilet had been swept away to give space for the apparatus of sickness. Kettles and saucepans and spirit lamps, new inventions for
Starting point is 16:45:12 comfort or relief, extravagant in price, and infinitesimal in value to the sufferer, "'confirances died once, perhaps I never tried again, "'the dreary details in the history of failure. "'Hubert Urquhart looked at his brother's widow "'with a cynical smile, a smile and lips, contracted by pain. "'I thought my letter would fetch you,' he said. "'You have come to see God's judgment upon a sinner. "'You remember how Herod the king was eaten of worm,
Starting point is 16:45:50 and gave up the ghost, an example of God's judgment, swift and sharp, a ready money, vengeance. And now you think that this cancer which is killing me is God's judgment upon murder. Bosch, Lady Penrith. Clerical spuffle.
Starting point is 16:46:12 There are good men and women all over the world doomed just as I am doomed, with pain as lingers. with the fate as hopeless, Christians of purest water, shining lights in the darkness of this world, suffering just as I suffer, when you, and such as you, talk of them, you give your God praise for the blessed example of their affliction, and recognize the ineffable wisdom that tortures and can. kills. You see me stricken down and you exalt God, the Avenger. You see no inconsistency in the hand
Starting point is 16:47:00 that strikes wolves and lambs with the same rod. Come, own that your heart burns with triumph seeing this living wreck, which I still call me. A few hours hence, the undertakers will be talking of it. I am sorry for you as I can be remembering what Brandon Mountford suffered. He suffered?
Starting point is 16:47:31 Why, his life was a life of ease and comfort. His ten dull years were no worse than one dull afternoon measured against what I have suffered in the last six months. Don't
Starting point is 16:47:47 waste your pity upon an epileptic, whose convulsions may be ugly to look at, but leave no memory, inflicts no pain upon a patient. He suffer? Keep your pity for the man whose tortured consciousness, no narcotic can annihilate, whose sleep has been peopled and spun out into seemingly eternity by dreams of indescribable horror. And where do you think those dreams took me, lady Penrith, what do you suppose was the almost invariable background of those hideous fantasies? The wood, where you killed Marie Arnold? She answered her eyes looking into his as he sat up in the bed, grasping her hand with his clammy fingers, and bringing his bandaged face near hers, so that she might hear the feeble voice. You are,
Starting point is 16:48:48 at guessing. Yes, that is the place where the Morphia fiend leads me. He takes me by the hand, a little black devil with a mocking grin. His skinny hand clutches mine, and he drags me into the wood, and she is there, lovely and cruel as she was that evening in the golden sunset. Oh God, how beautiful her eyes were With that golden light reflected on their velvet darkness How cold, how cruel Such bitter, scathing words, Hatred of me, love of your lover,
Starting point is 16:49:35 Hatred that turned to loathing when I drew her to my breast And kissed her reluctant lips and tried to make her understand that passionate love like mine was to be valued or to be feared, and if she would not have me for her husband and take her chance of my doing well in life and making a great lady of her, I would be revenged on her somehow. A love like mine was not to be trifled with any more than a raging, fire, but she was so bold and so proud. She flung me off her with her strong young arms. She laughed at my passion and my threats. She accused me of only wanting Sir Joseph's money,
Starting point is 16:50:31 not really caring for her. She was so strong, such a grand creature in her strength and beauty, and I had a knife in my breast pocket, Mountford's knife, which I happened to have borrowed a day or two before, and clutching at my breast beside myself with passion, I felt the knife and knew that it was there. You can guess the rest. You may remember that I was late for dinner,
Starting point is 16:51:04 but that I sat down with you and your father. and it was wanting and no observance of a gentleman. It was not till a long time afterwards that you began to suspect me. Sybil heard him in silence and remained silent now when the bloodless fingers loosened from her hand and he sank back among the pillows, exhausted by the most, sustained effort that he had made for a long time. His breath came and went in horse pantings, his wan hands moved restlessly upon the coverlet,
Starting point is 16:51:50 and those haggard bloodshot eyes rolled wildly in their orbits as he looked at Sybil's white face. Have you nothing to say? He gasped at length. Nothing. God help you in this start. dark end of your wicked life. You're not surprised at my confession?
Starting point is 16:52:15 No, no, I knew you were the murderer. I have been convinced of that for a long time. You broke my father's heart, shortened his life. He spoiled Brandon's life and mine, and your victim, that young, bright life. There never was a cruel or murder. What good
Starting point is 16:52:43 can I do here? Pray to God for your pardon. What I think or feel can matter nothing to you. You can restore nothing and do nothing. No, the past is a past. I cannot bring Marie Arnold back to life.
Starting point is 16:53:04 I would have given 20 years of my life. to undo that. Twenty years did I say, I would have given all that was left of my life for one day with her to die, knowing that I had not killed her,
Starting point is 16:53:20 that the murder in the wood was only a hideous dream. Call the nurse. It's time for my morphia. The pain, the racking pain, is beginning. I must have my dose. And then,
Starting point is 16:53:34 the morphia fiend. will take me by the hand and lead me under the fir trees, treading the paths where our footsteps have no sound on the fur needles, and I shall see her again in her white gown with a red gash across her throat. The nurses came, quiet, prompt, with quick movements of skillful hands,
Starting point is 16:54:02 one on each side of the bed, one supporting the patient, while the other administer the nurse. narcotic. Sybil sank on her knees at the foot of the bed, and with bent brow and covered face, breathed a prayer for God's mercy to a dying sinner. Then she nodded a silent good-night, to the nurses and stole softly from the room. Those trained hands had rearranged the disordered pillows, had placed the sufferer's head in an easier position, as smoothed the silken coverlet, laying it lightly over the wasted frame, and the morphia was already at work,
Starting point is 16:54:45 tranquilizing the limbs, creeping through the labyrinth of the brain, giving respite from bodily torture. But bringing with it dreams that racked the mind. In Hubert to Urquhart's confession of past guilt, there had been no word of a still darker crime A crime planned In cold blood Thought out and slowly resolved upon Carried out with unwavering craft
Starting point is 16:55:22 And purpose And with as little compunction As the hunter Feels for the agonies Of a noble beast Trapped across the wilderness Watched and waited for And slain without mercy
Starting point is 16:55:37 of that crime which Coralie knew not one word had escaped the murderer on his deathbed and the daughter's knowledge of that dreadful secret remained unshared and unsuspected. Lord Penrith lingered for more than a week after his interview with Sybil but in those last days and nights were one long morphia's sleep
Starting point is 16:56:10 and an almost unbroken pilgrimage through the dark maze of hideous memories. The skill and the care of doctors and nurses were employed to keep him alive when nature would have let him die and to reduce life to unconsciousness throughout those extra hours rested from them. At last the end came, only a sinking deeper into that morphia darkness, only the fall of death's curtain on those distorted memories of past sin.
Starting point is 16:56:52 A gentleman-like vulture, in the shape of an undertaker, came post-haste from Carlisle, and took possession of that which had been, Hubert, 10th Earl of Penrith. There was a stately funeral, an Earl's coronet upon a velvet coffin, an open hearse like a triumphal car, with six black horses, tossing their flemish heads and curving their heavy flemish necks, and all the neighboring gentry sent their empty carriages to express respect for a man who had been universally disliked. liked, and whose absenteeism had been regarded, except by the local tradespeople, as a merciful dispensation.
Starting point is 16:57:49 The distant cousin, who succeeded to the title and entailed estates, was an elderly gentleman of unblemished respectability with a large family of sons and daughters. The sons sporting, the daughters plain, pious, and hopelessly unfashionable, just the sort of people to spend ten months of the year at the castle, and to furnish an eldest son who would stand for that division of the county, and to protect local interests in the stress and storm of the imperial parliament. The new Earl and his family were aware how much of their prosperity they owed to the Dowager Lady Penrith, and they took pains to cultivate her friendship, and to be civil to Coralie Urquhart,
Starting point is 16:58:39 who had been so unaccountably estranged from her father post-script what remains to be told of sibyl's life history another year of quiet widowhood in spite of the pleading of a devoted lover and then on a gray morning at the beginning of the year the plainest of weddings in the parish church at arliston husband and wife went straight from the church to the station and then events to London, on the first stage of their journey to Rome, to that city of churches, where it was John Coverdale's delight, to expound ecclesiastical history written in all that there is of architectural grandeur, from the gray antiquity of St. Clemente, to the gleaming, granite, and modern mosaics of the mighty basilica, which commemorates the martyrdom of St. Paul. An Italian honeymoon, which lasted from winter to spring, yet seemed only to brief, and early in April Sybil and her husband left Florence regretfully on their return to England. He, to resume the
Starting point is 16:59:52 burden of duty, not among the miners at Workington, but in a populous and wealthy center in East riding, where the fine old church is only a little less than a cathedral in spaciousness and beauty, a cure which has always been held by a churchman of Mark and has always been regarded as the prelude to higher dignities. John Coverdale has made himself known as a fine preacher and indefatigable worker. A preacher, with all the philosophical breadth of linden and the magnetic personality Frederick Robertson,
Starting point is 17:00:34 a preacher who has been able to beguile the rough miners from their Sabbath luxury of shirt-sleeves and laziness, dog-fights, and rat-catching, and to hold them spellbound by his impassioned appeals to that best side of human thought and feeling, which will always answer to him who knows how to call. The man whom Corally described as cold, precise, and priggish, has shown himself gifted with the finest qualities of preacher and priest, and he is warmly welcome to the greatest Yorkshire city by all that is best and most cultivated among the community.
Starting point is 17:01:16 Difficulties and dissensions will arise doubtless in some quarters, for a Coverdale has a strong hand in the reform of old abuses, and is one of those men of whom it is said that they will always have their own way, but his way is a good way, and his influence is a good influence for all in his parish, most of all for the poor, and for those who most need the awakening call, the stringent yet tender hand leading them into the fold. This busy center, Sybil learns to understand new phases of life. She finds herself no longer in a small community.
Starting point is 17:01:58 Her one's wealth can achieve wonders of order and prosperity, and one man's man's influence can shape all the things to his liking but in the thick of the bitter battle among the revolts and conspiracies of labor against capital and the exactions and
Starting point is 17:02:18 injustices of capital against labor the contest of strength with strength the appeals to public opinion the power sometimes reckless and fatal sometimes wise and beneficent of a free press
Starting point is 17:02:33 the heat and strife of politics. Here she must live through seasons of fear and sadness, the terrors of a fever-stricken town, the alternations of local prosperity, good times and bad times, the collapse of great enterprises, the ruin of great commercial houses that have been ranked among the wealthiest.
Starting point is 17:02:57 Here she has to learn the lesson of life in all its stern reality, and here she has to discover how little her wealth can do her needs are so constant and so manifold, that her fortune and her life-labor are used for the health of the suffering, for the reclamation of the loss. None who ever knew could doubt. My aunt is a saint, said Cora perched daintily on her hunting saddle, sitting in a sheltered corner waiting for the fox to break cover
Starting point is 17:03:33 and chatting cheerily with a group of admirers. My aunt lives only to do good to other people, and she could not have done better than to marry Mr. Coverdale, who was a remarkable man, and would have made an admirable pope in the days when popes did a great deal more good or a great deal more harm to the world than they can do now. Coralie has no lack of admirers in these latter days.
Starting point is 17:04:04 She is no longer the Coralie Urquhart. For Mr. Nicholas Hildrop of Hildrop Grange near Workington has allowed himself to fall a victim to her sharp tongue, neat figure, light hands, and good seat. And meeting and conversing with her through a couple of seasons, mounted on all that is handsomest in thoroughbred hunters, has come gradually to believe that Cora is as good-looking as her horses and has made her mistress of himself and his estate. Lady Cora Lee Hildrop gives hunting breakfast,
Starting point is 17:04:44 has a furnished house in Mayfair for the season, goes everywhere, is liked by a good many people, and feared by the rest, is mundane to the tips of her fingers, an affectionate wife, a good friend, a bitter enemy, and without mercy for any pretty woman who misbehaves herself. The end. End of Chapter 32.
Starting point is 17:05:16 End of Thou Art, the Man, by Mary Elizabeth Braden.

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