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Victory by Joseph Conrad audiobook. Genre: tragedy Set in the Dutch East Indies at the edge of empire, Joseph Conrad's Victory follows Axel Heyst, a wealthy, disillusioned European who retreats from ...the world to a remote island, convinced that detachment is the only safe philosophy. His self-imposed solitude is disrupted when he intervenes to help Lena, a young musician trapped in a seedy touring troupe. Bringing her to his island refuge, Heyst discovers that withdrawal does not cancel responsibility - or desire - and that intimacy can be both a sanctuary and a vulnerability. Meanwhile, the island becomes a magnet for danger: a failing business venture, old resentments, and a trio of predatory outsiders converge, sensing opportunity in Heyst's isolation and in the couple's precarious position. As pressure mounts, the novel tests the limits of Heyst's ideals against the demands of love, loyalty, and action. Victory is a tense, atmospheric study of moral paralysis and sudden courage, where Conrad's seascape of heat and shadow frames a clash between conscience and cruelty. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 01 (00:03:01) Chapter 02 (00:20:58) Chapter 03 (00:33:18) Chapter 04 (00:52:43) Chapter 05 (01:05:10) Chapter 06 (01:17:54) Chapter 07 (01:46:25) Chapter 08 (01:56:22) Chapter 09 (02:05:25) Chapter 10 (02:26:44) Chapter 11 (02:53:16) Chapter 12 (03:05:20) Chapter 13 (03:16:52) Chapter 14 (03:39:52) Chapter 15 (04:08:45) Chapter 16 (04:39:59) Chapter 17 (05:08:35) Chapter 18 (05:25:30) Chapter 19 (05:30:30) Chapter 20 (05:58:12) Chapter 21 (06:24:50) Chapter 22 (06:39:42) Chapter 23 (06:54:16) Chapter 24 (07:14:33) Chapter 25 (07:22:23) Chapter 26 (07:38:30) Chapter 27 (08:10:36) Chapter 28 (08:26:08) Chapter 29 (08:41:44) Chapter 30 (08:52:50) Chapter 31 (09:06:49) Chapter 32 (09:36:39) Chapter 33 (09:46:56) Chapter 34 (09:55:27) Chapter 35 (10:19:16) Chapter 36 (10:40:03) Chapter 37 (10:52:47) Chapter 38 (11:25:25) Chapter 39 (11:40:48) Chapter 40 (11:48:55) Chapter 41 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Victory by Joseph Conrad. Note to the first edition. The last word of this novel was written on 29 May, 1914, and that last word was the single word of the title. Those were the times of peace. Now that the moment of publication approaches, I have been considering the discretion of altering the title page. The word victory, the shining and tragic goal of noble effort, appeared too great, too august, to stand at the head of a mere novel. There was also the possibility
Starting point is 00:00:35 of falling under the suspicion of commercial astuteness deceiving the public into the belief that the book had something to do with war. Of that, however, I was not afraid very much. What influenced my decision most were the obscure promptings of that pagan residuum of awe and wonder which lurks still at the bottom of our old humanity. Victory was the last word I had written in peacetime. It was the last literary thought which had occurred to me before the doors of the temple of Janus flying open with a crash shook the minds, the hearts, the consciences of men all over the world.
Starting point is 00:01:13 Such coincidence could not be treated lightly. And I made up my mind to let the word stand, in the same hopeful spirit in which some simple citizen of old Rome would have accepted the omen. The second point on which I wish to offer a remark is the existence in the novel of a person named Schomburg. That I believe him to be true goes without saying. I am not likely to offer pinchbeck wares to my public consciously.
Starting point is 00:01:43 Schomburg is an old member of my company, a very subordinate personage in Lord Jim as far back as the year 1899. He became notably active in a certain short-term. story of mine published in 1902. Here he appears in a still larger part, true to life, I hope, but also true to himself. Only in this instance his deeper passions come into play, and thus his grotesque psychology is completed at last. I don't pretend to say that this is the entire Teutonic psychology, but it is indubitably the psychology of a Teutum. My object in mentioning him here is
Starting point is 00:02:23 to bring out the fact that, far from being the incarnation of recent animosities, he is the creature of my old, deep-seated, and, as it were, impartial conviction. J.C. End of note to the first edition. Author's Note for Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libre Vox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory. Author's Note. On approaching the task of writing this note for victory,
Starting point is 00:02:56 the first thing I am conscious of is the actual nearness of the book, its nearness to me, personally, to the vanished mood in which it was written, and to the mixed feelings aroused by the critical notices the book obtained when first published almost exactly a year after the beginning of the war. The writing of it was finished in 1914, long before the murder of an Austrian archduke
Starting point is 00:03:19 sounded the first note of warning for a world already full of doubts and fears. The contemporaneous very short author's note which is preserved in this edition bears sufficient witness to the feelings with which I consented to the publication of the book. The fact of the book, having been published in the United States early in the year, made it difficult to delay its appearance in England any longer. It came out in the 13th month of the war, and my conscience was troubled by the awful incongruity of throwing this bit of imagined drama into the welter of reality, tragic enough in all conscience, but even more cruel than tragic and more inspiring than cruel. It seemed
Starting point is 00:04:02 awfully presumptuous to think there would be eyes to spare for those pages, in a community which in the crash of the big guns and in the din of brave words expressing the truth of an indomitable faith could not but feel the edge of a sharp knife at its throat. The unchanging man of history is wonderfully adaptable both by his power of endurance and in his capacity for detachment. The fact seems to be that the play of his destiny is too great for his fears and too mysterious for his understanding. With a trump of the last judgment to sound suddenly on a working day, the musician at his piano would go out with his performance of Beethoven Sonata and the cobbler at his stall
Starting point is 00:04:46 stick to his last in undisturbed confidence in the virtues of the leather and with perfect propriety for what are we to let ourselves be disturbed by an angel's vengeful music too mighty for our ears and too awful for our terrors? Thus it happens to us
Starting point is 00:05:04 to be struck suddenly by the lightning of wrath the reader will go on reading if the book pleases him and the critic will go on criticising with that faculty of detain. born perhaps from a sense of infinite littleness, and which is yet the only faculty that seems to assimilate man to the immortal gods. It is only when the catastrophe matches the natural obscurity of our fate that even the best representative of the race is liable to lose his detachment. It is very obvious that on the arrival of the gentlemanly Mr. Jones, the single-minded Ricardo and the faithful Pedro,
Starting point is 00:05:42 Heist, the man of universal detachment, loses his mental self-possession, that fine attitude before the universally irremediable, which wears the name of stoicism. It is all a matter of proportion. There should have been a remedy for that sort of thing, and yet there is no remedy. Behind this minute instance of life's hazards, Heist sees the power of blind destiny.
Starting point is 00:06:10 Besides, Heist, in his fine day, attachment had lost the habit of asserting himself. I don't mean the courage of self-assertion, either moral or physical, but the mere way of it, the trick of the thing, the readiness of mind, and the turn of the hand that comes without reflection, and leads the man to excellence in life, in art, in crime, in virtue, and for the matter of that, even in love. Thinking is the great enemy of perfection. The habit of profound reflection, I am compelled to say, is the most pernicious of all the habits formed by the civilised man. But I wouldn't be suspected even remotely of making fun of Axel Heist. I have always liked him. The flesh and blood individual who stands behind
Starting point is 00:06:56 the infinitely more familiar figure of the book, I remember as a mysterious swede right enough. Whether he was a baron too, I am not so certain. He himself never laid claim to that distinction. His detachment was too great to make any claim, big or small, on one's credulity. I will not say where I met him, because I fear to give my readers a wrong impression, since a marked incongruity between a man and his surroundings
Starting point is 00:07:23 is often a very misleading circumstance. We became very friendly for a time, and I would not like to expose him to unpleasant suspicions, though personally I am sure he would have been indifferent to suspicions, as he was indifferent to all the other disadvantages of life. He was not the whole heist, of course. He is only the physical and moral foundation of my heist, laid on the ground of a short acquaintance.
Starting point is 00:07:49 That it was short was certainly not my fault, for he had charmed to me by the mere amenity of his detachment, which, in this case I cannot help thinking he had carried too excess. He went away from his rooms without leaving a trace. I wondered where he had gone to, but now I know. He vanished from my ken only to drift into this adventure that unavoidable waited for him in a world
Starting point is 00:08:14 which he persisted in looking upon as a malevolent shadow spinning in the sunlight. Often in the course of years, an expressed sentiment the particular sense of a phrase heard casually would recall him to my mind so that I have fastened onto him many words heard on other men's lips and belonging to other men's less perfect,
Starting point is 00:08:34 less pathetic moods. The same observation will apply mutatus mutandus to Mr. Jones, who was built on a much slenderer connection. Mr. Jones, or whatever his name was, did not drift away from me. He turned his back on me and walked out of the room. It was in a little hotel on the island of St. Thomas in the West Indies, in the year 75, where we found him one hot afternoon extended on three chairs, all alone in the loud buzzing of flies, to which his immobility and his, his cadaver's aspect gave a most gruesome significance. Our invasion must have displeased him, because he got off the chairs brusquely, and walked out,
Starting point is 00:09:15 leaving with me an indelibly weird impression of his thin shanks. One of the men with me said that the fellow was the most desperate gambler he had ever come across. I said, A professional sharper, and got for an answer, he's a terror, but I must say that up to a certain point he will play fair.
Starting point is 00:09:34 I wonder what the point was. I never saw him again, because I believe he went straight on board a mailboat which left within the hour for other ports of call in the direction of Aspinall. Mr Jones's characteristic insolence belongs to another man of a quite different type. I will say nothing as to the origins of his mentality
Starting point is 00:09:54 because I don't intend to make any damaging admissions. It so happens that the very same year, Ricardo, the physical Ricardo, was a fellow passenger of mine on board an extremely small and extremely dirty little schooner during a four days passage between two places in the Gulf of Mexico, whose names don't matter. For the most part, he lay on deck aft, as it were at my feet, and raising himself from time to time on his elbow would talk about himself, and go on talking, not exactly to me, or even at me.
Starting point is 00:10:26 He would not even look up, but kept his eyes fixed on the deck. But more as if communing in a low voice with his familiar devil, now and then he would give me a glance and make the hairs of his stiff little moustache stir quaintly. His eyes were green, and every cat I see to this day reminds me of the exact contour of his face. What he was travelling for, or what was his business in life, he never confided to me. Truth to say, the only passenger on board that schooner, who could have talked openly about his activities and purposes, was a very snuffy and conversationally delightful friar, the superior of a convent, attended by a very young lay brother of a particularly ferocious countenance.
Starting point is 00:11:11 We had with us, also, lying prostrate in the dark and unspeakable cuddy of that schooner, an old Spanish gentleman, owner of much luggage, and, as Ricardo assured me, very ill indeed. Ricardo seemed to be either a servant or the confidant of that aged and distinguished-looking invalid, who, early on the passage, held a long, murmured conversation, with the friar, and after that did nothing but groan feebly, smoke cigarettes, and now and then call for Martin in a voice full of pain. Then he, who had become Ricardo in the book, would go below into that beastly and noisome hole, remain there mysteriously, and coming up on deck again, with a face on which nothing could be read, would as likely as not resume for my edification
Starting point is 00:11:58 the exposition of his moral attitude towards life, illustrated by striking particular, instances of the most atrocious complexion. Did he mean to frighten me, or seduce me, nor astonish me, or arouse my admiration? All he did was to arouse my amused incredulity. As scoundrels go, he was far from being a bore. For the rest, my innocence was so great then that I could not take his philosophy seriously. All the time he kept one ear turned to the cuddy in the manner of a devoted servant, but I had the idea that in some way or other he had imposed the connection on the invalid for some end of his own. The reader, therefore, won't be surprised to hear that one morning I was told without any particular emotion by the Padroni of the
Starting point is 00:12:46 Schooner that the rich man down there was dead. He had died in the night. I don't remember ever being so moved by the desolate end of a complete stranger. I looked down the skylight and was the devoted Martin, busy gauding cowhide trunks belonging to the deceased, whose white beard and hooked nose were the only parts I could make out in the dark depths of a horrible, stuffy bunk. As it fell calm in the course of the afternoon and continued calm during all that night and the terrible flaming day, the late rich man had to be thrown overboard at sunset, though as a matter of fact we were in sight of the low, pestilential, mangrove-lined coast of our destination. The excellent father superior mentioned to me with an air of immense commiseration,
Starting point is 00:13:37 The poor man has left a young daughter. Who was to look after her, I don't know, but I saw the devoted Martin taking the trunks ashore with great care just before I landed myself. I would perhaps have tracked the ways of that man of immense sincerity for a little while, but I had some of my own very pressing business to attend to, which in the end got mixed up with an earthquake, and so I had no time to give to Ricardo.
Starting point is 00:14:05 The reader need not be told that I have not forgotten him, though. My contact with the faithful Pedro was much shorter, and my observation of him was less complete, but incomparably more anxious. It ended in a sudden inspiration to get out of his way. It was in a hovel of sticks and mats by the side of a row of, a path. As I went in there, only to ask for a bottle of lemonade, I have not to this day the slightest idea what in my appearance or actions could have roused his terrible ire. It became
Starting point is 00:14:36 manifest to me less than two minutes after I had set eyes on him for the first time, and though immensely surprised, of course, I didn't stop to think it out. I took the nearest shortcut through the wall. This bestial apparition and a certain enormous buck-nigger encountered in Haiti only a couple of months afterwards, have fixed my conception of blind, furious, unreasoning rage as manifested in the human animal to the end of my days. Of the nigger I used to dream for years afterwards, of Pedro, never. The impression was less vivid, I got away from him too quickly. It seems to me but natural that those three buried in a corner of my memory should suddenly get out into the light of the world.
Starting point is 00:15:22 so natural that I offer no excuse for their existence. They were there, they had to come out, and this is a sufficient excuse for a writer of tales who had taken to his trade without preparation or premeditation, and without any moral intention, but that which pervades the whole scheme of this world of senses. Since this note is mostly concerned with personal contacts and the origins of the persons in the tale,
Starting point is 00:15:49 I am bound also to speak of Lena, because if I were to leave her out it would look like a slight, and nothing would be further from my thoughts than putting a slight on Lena. If, of all the personages involved in the mystery of Sam Beran, I have lived longest with heist, or with him I call heist, it was at her whom I call Lena that I have looked the longest, and with a most sustained attention. This attention originated in idleness, for which I have a natural talent.
Starting point is 00:16:21 One evening I wandered into a cafe in a town not of the tropics but of the south of France. It was filled with tobacco smoke, the hum of voices, the rattling of dominoes and the sounds of strident music. The orchestra was rather smaller than the one that performed at Schomburg's hotel, had the air more of a family party than of an enlisted band, and, I must confess, seemed rather more respectable than the Zandya Kom or musical enterprise. It was less pretentious also, more homely and familiar, so to speak, insomuch that, in the intervals when all the performers left the platform, one of them went amongst the marble tables collecting offerings of sous and francs
Starting point is 00:17:03 in a battered tin receptacle recalling the shape of a sauceboat. It was a girl. Her detachment from her task seems to me now to have equaled or even surpassed heist's aloofness from all the mental degradation to which a man's intelligence is exposed in its way through life. Silent and wide-eyed, she went from table to table with the ear of a sleepwalker
Starting point is 00:17:27 and with no other sound but the slight rattle of the coins to attract attention. It was long after the sea chapter of my life had been closed, but it is difficult to discard completely the characteristics
Starting point is 00:17:39 of half a lifetime, and it was in something of the Jack Ashore spirit that I dropped a five-franc piece into the source boat, whereupon the sleep-walker I turned her head to gaze at me and said, "'Mercé, monsieur, in a tone in which there was no gratitude, but only surprise.
Starting point is 00:17:57 I must have been idle indeed to take the trouble to remark on such slight evidence that the voice was very charming, and when the performers resumed their seats, I shifted my position slightly in order not to have that particular performer hidden from me by the little man with the beard who conducted, and who might, for all I know, have been her father, but whose real mission in life was to be a model for the Zanziakomo of victory. Having got a clear line of sight, I naturally, being idle, continued to look at the girl through all the second part of the programme. The shape of her dark head inclined over the violin was fascinating,
Starting point is 00:18:37 and while resting between the pieces of that interminable programme, she was in her white dress and with her brown hands reposing in her lap the very image of dreamy innocence. The mature, bad-tempered woman at the piano might have been her mother, though there was not the slightest resemblance between them. All I am certain of in their personal relation to each other is that cruel pinch on the upper part of the arm.
Starting point is 00:19:03 That I am sure I have seen. There could be no mistake. I was in too idle a mood to imagine such a gratuitous barbarity. It may have been playfulness, yet the girl jumped up, as if she had been stung by a wasp. It may have been playfulness. Yet I saw plainly, poor, dreamy innocence rubbed gently the affected place
Starting point is 00:19:24 as she filed off for the other performers down the middle aisle between the marble tables and the uproar of voices, the rattling of dominoes through a blue atmosphere of tobacco smoke. I believe that those people left the town next day. Or perhaps they had only migrated to the other big cafe on the other side of the Place de la Comédie. It is very possible. I did not go across to find out.
Starting point is 00:19:49 It was my perfect idleness that had invested the girl with a peculiar charm, and I did not want to destroy it by any superfluous exertion. The receptivity of my indolence made the impression so permanent that when the moment came for her meeting with Heist, I felt that she would be heroically equal to every demand of the risky and uncertain future. I was so convinced of it that I let her go with Heist, I won't say without a pang, but certainly without misgivings. And in view of her triumphant end,
Starting point is 00:20:21 what more could I have done for her rehabilitation and her happiness? 1920, J.C. End of author's note. Part 1, Chapter 1 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory Part 1 Chapter 1
Starting point is 00:20:46 There is, as every schoolboy knows in this scientific age, a very close chemical relation between coal and diamonds. It is the reason, I believe, why some people allude to coal as black diamonds. Both these commodities represent wealth, but coal is a much less portable form of property. There is, from that point of view, a deplorable lack of concentration in coal.
Starting point is 00:21:12 Now, if a coal mine could be put into one's waistcoat pocket, but it can't. At the same time, there is a fascination in coal, the supreme commodity of the age in which we are camped like bewildered travellers in a garish, unrestful hotel. And I suppose these two considerations, the practical and the mystical, prevented heist, Axel Heist, from going away. The tropical belt coal company went into liquidation. The world of finance is a mysterious world
Starting point is 00:21:46 in which, incredible as the fact may appear, evaporation precedes liquidation. First, the capital evaporates, and then the company goes into liquidation. These are very unnatural physics, but they account for the persistent inertia of heist at which we out there used to laugh among ourselves, but not enymically.
Starting point is 00:22:08 An inert body can do no harm to anyone, provokes no hostility, is scarcely worth derision. It may indeed be in the way sometimes, but this could not be said of Axel Heist. He was out of everybody's way, as if he were perched on the highest peak of the Himalayas, and in a sense as conspicuous. Everyone in that part of the world knew of him, dwelling on his little island. An island is but the top of a mountain. Axel Heist perched on it immovably was surrounded instead of a island. of the imponderable, stormy and transparent ocean of air emerging into infinity by a tepid, shallow sea,
Starting point is 00:22:48 a passionless offshoot of the great waters which embrace the continents of this globe. His most frequent visitors were shadows, the shadows of clouds, relieving the monotony of the inanimate, brooding sunshine of the tropics. His nearest neighbour, I am speaking now of things showing some sort of animation, was an indolent volcano
Starting point is 00:23:10 which smoked faintly all day with its head just above the northern horizon, and at night levelled at him from amongst the clear stars a dull red glow, expanding and collapsing spasmodically like the end of a gigantic cigar puffed at intermittently in the dark. Axel Heist was also a smoker, and when he lounged out on his veranda with his charute the last thing before going to bed, he made in the night the same sort of glow, and of the same size as that other one so many miles away. In a sense, the volcano was company to him in the shades of the night,
Starting point is 00:23:47 which were often too thick, one would think, to let a breath of air through. There was seldom enough wind to blow a feather along. On most evenings of the year, heists could have sat outside with a naked candle to read one of the books left him by his late father. It was not a mean store, but he never did that. afraid of mosquitoes very likely. Neither was he ever tempted by the silence to address any casual remarks
Starting point is 00:24:14 to the companion glow of the volcano. He was not mad. Queer chap, yes, that may have been said and in fact was said, but there is a tremendous difference between the two you will allow. On the nights of full moon, the silence around Sam Baran,
Starting point is 00:24:33 the round island of the charts, was dazzling. And in the flood of cold light, Heist could see his immediate surroundings, which had the aspect of an abandoned settlement invaded by the jungle, vague roofs above low vegetation, broken shadows of bamboo fences in the sheen of long grass, something like an overgrown bit of road, slanting amongst ragged thickets towards the shore
Starting point is 00:24:58 only a couple of hundred yards away, with a black jetty and a mound of some sort, quite inky on its unlighted side. But the most conspicuous object was a gigantic blackboard raised on two posts, and presenting to heist when the moon got over that side, the white letters TBC co, in a row at least two feet high. These were the initials of the Tropical Belt Coal Company, his employers, his late employers, to be precise.
Starting point is 00:25:31 According to the unnatural mysteries of the financial world, the TBC Company's capital, having evaporated in the course of two years, the company went into liquidation, forced, I believe, not voluntary. There was nothing forcible in the process, however. It was slow, and while the liquidation, in London and Amsterdam, pursued its languid course, Axel Heist, styled in the prospectus manager in the tropics, remained at his post on Sanberan, the number one coaling station of the company. and it was not merely a coaling station.
Starting point is 00:26:08 There was a coal mine there, with an outcrop in the hillside less than 500 yards from the rickety wharf and the imposing blackboard. The company's object had been to get hold of all the outcrops on tropical islands and exploit them locally. And Lord knows there were any amount of outcrops. It was heist who had located most of them in this part of the tropical belt during his rather aimless wanderings
Starting point is 00:26:32 and being a ready letter writer had written pages and pages about them to his friends in Europe, at least so it was said. We doubted whether he had any visions of wealth for himself at any rate. What he seemed mostly concerned for was the stride forward, as he expressed it,
Starting point is 00:26:51 the general organisation of the universe, apparently. He was heard by more than a hundred persons in the islands talking of a great stride forward for these regions. The convinced wave of the hand, which accompanied the phrase, suggested tropical distances being impelled onward. In connection with the finished courtesy of his manner, it was persuasive, or at any rate silencing, for a time at least. Nobody cared to argue with him and he talked in this strain. His earnestness could do no harm to anybody.
Starting point is 00:27:23 There was no danger of anyone taking seriously his dream of tropical coal, so what was the use of hurting his feeling? Thus reasoned men in reputable business officers where he had his entree as a person who came out east with letters of introduction and modest letters of credit too, some years before these coal outcrops began to crop up in his playfully courteous talk. From the first there was some difficulty in making him out. He was not a traveller. A traveller arrives and departs, goes on somewhere. Heist did not depart. I met a man once, the manager of the branch of the Oriental Banking Corporation in Malacca, to whom heist exclaimed in no connection with anything in particular, it was in the billiard room of the club, I am enchanted with these islands. He shot it out suddenly, apropos de Bott, as the French say,
Starting point is 00:28:18 and while chalking his cue. And perhaps it was some sort of enchantment. There are more spells than your commonplace magicians ever dreamed of. Roughly speaking, a circle with a radius of 800 miles drawn round a point in North Borneo was in Heist's case a magic circle. It just touched Manila and he had been seen there. It just touched Saigon and he was likewise seen there once. Perhaps these were his attempts to break out. If so, they were failures. The enchantment must have been an unbreakable one.
Starting point is 00:28:54 the manager, the man who heard the exclamation, had been so impressed by the tone, fur of a rapture, what you will, or perhaps by the incongruity of it, that he had related the experience to more than one person. Queer chap, that sweet, was his only comment, but this is the origin of the name, enchanted heist, which some fellows fastened on our man. He also had other names.
Starting point is 00:29:20 In his early years, long before he got so becomingly bald on the top, he went to present a letter of introduction to Mr. Tesman of Tesman brothers, a Surabaya firm, Tip-top house. Well, Mr. Tesman was a kindly benevolent old gentleman. He did not know what to make of that caller. After telling him that they wished to render his stay among the islands as pleasant as possible, and that they were ready to assist him in his plans and so on, and after receiving Heist's thanks, you know, the usual kind of conversation, he proceeded to query and, a slow paternal tone, and you are interested in facts, broke in heist in his courtly voice. There's nothing worth knowing but facts, hard facts, facts alone, Mr. Tesman.
Starting point is 00:30:09 I don't know if old Tasman agreed with him or not, but he must have spoken about it because for a time our man got the name of hard facts. He had a singular good fortune that his saying stuck to him and became part of his name. Thereafter he moaned about the Java Sea in some of the Tesman's trading schooners, and then vanished on board an Arab ship in the direction of New Guinea. He remained so long in that outlying part of his enchanted circle that he was nearly forgotten before he swam into view again, in a native prow full of gore and vagabonds, burnt black by the sun,
Starting point is 00:30:46 very lean, his hair much thinned, and a portfolio of sketches under his arm. He showed these willingly, but was very reserved, as to anything else. He had had an amusing time, he said, a man who will go to New Guinea for fun. Wow. Later, years afterwards, when the last vestiges of youth had gone off his face and all the hair off the top of his head and his red, gold pair of horizontal mustaches had grown to really noble proportions, a certain disreputable white man fastened upon him an epithet. Putting down with the shaking hand, a long glass emptied of its contents, paid for by Heist, he said with that deliberate
Starting point is 00:31:27 sagacity which no mere water-drinker ever attained, "'Eist's a perfect gentleman, perfect, but he's a utopist.' Heist had just gone out of the place of public refreshment, where this pronouncement was voiced. "'Utopist, eh?' "'Upon my word, the only thing I heard him say which might have had a bearing on the point was his invitation to old McNabb himself. Turning with that finished courtesy of attitude,
Starting point is 00:31:58 movement, voice, which was his obvious characteristic, he had said with delicate playfulness, come along and quench your thirst with us, Mr. McNabb. Perhaps that was it. A man who could propose even playfully to quench old McNabb's thirst must have been a utopist, a pursuer of chimeras,
Starting point is 00:32:17 for of downright irony, heist was not prodigal. and maybe this was the reason why he was generally liked. At that epoch in his life, in the fullness of his physical development, of a broad martial presence with his bald-haired and long mustaches, he resembled the portraits of Charles X-12th of Adventurer's memory. However, there was no reason to think that Heist was in any way a fighting man. End of Part 1, Chapter 1.
Starting point is 00:32:48 Part 1, Chapter 2 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain. Read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 1, Chapter 2. It was about this time that Heist became associated with Morrison on terms about which people were in doubt. Some said he was a partner,
Starting point is 00:33:12 others said he was a sort of paying guest, but the real truth of the matter was more complex. One day, Heist turned up in Timor. Why, in Timor, of all places in the world, no one knows. Well, he was mooning about Delhi, that highly pestilential place, possibly in search of some undiscovered facts, when he came in the street upon Morrison, who in his way was also an enchanted man.
Starting point is 00:33:39 When you spoke to Morrison of going home, he was from Dorsetcher, he shuddered. He said it was dark and wet there, that it was like, living with your head and shoulders in a moist gunny bag. That was only his exaggerated style of talking. Morrison was one of us. He was owner and master of the Capricorn trading brig
Starting point is 00:34:00 and was understood to be doing well with her, except for the drawback of too much altruism. He was the dearly beloved friend of a quantity of God-forsaken villages up dark creeks and obscure bays where he traded for produce. He would often sail through awfully dangerous channels up to some miserable settlement, only to find a very hungry population, clamorous for rice, and without too much produce between them, as would have filled Morrison's suitcase.
Starting point is 00:34:28 Amid general rejoicings he would land the rise all the same, explained to the people that it was an advance, that they were in debt to him now, would preach to them energy and industry, and make an elaborate note in a pocket diary which he always carried, and this would be the end of that transaction. I don't know if Morrison thought so, but the villagers had no doubt whatever about it. Whenever a coast village sighted the brig, it would begin to beat all its gongs and hoist all its streamers, and all its girls would put flowers in their hair, and the crowd would line the riverbank,
Starting point is 00:35:01 and Morrison would beam and glitter at all this excitement through his single eyeglass with an air of intense gratification. He was tall and lantern-jawed and clean-shaven and looked like a barrister who had thrown his wig to the dog, We used to remonstrate with him. You'll never see any of your advances if you go on like this, Morrison. He would put on a knowing air. I shall squeeze them someday, never you fear. And that reminds me, pulling out his inseparable pocketbook.
Starting point is 00:35:32 There's that so-and-so village. They're pretty well off again. I may just as well squeeze them to begin with. He would make a ferocious entry in the pocketbook. Mimo, squeezed the so-and-so village at the first time of calling. Then he would stick the pencil back and snap the elastic on with inflexible finality, but he never began the squeezing. Some men grumbled at him. He was spoiling the trade. Well, perhaps to a certain extent, not much. Most of the places he traded with were
Starting point is 00:36:03 unknown, not only to geography, but also to the trader's special law, which is transmitted by a word of mouth, without ostentation, and forms the stock of mysterious local knowledge. It was hinted also that Morrison had a wife in each and every one of them, but the majority of us repulsed these innuendos with indignation. He was a true humanitarian and rather ascetic than otherwise. When Heist met him in Delhi, Morrison was walking along the street, his eyeglass tossed over his shoulder, his head down, with the hopeless aspect of those hardened tramps once he's on our roads trudging from workhouse to workhouse.
Starting point is 00:36:42 Being hailed on the street, he looked up with a wise, worried expression. He was really in trouble. He'd come the week before into Delhi, and the Portuguese authorities, on some pretence of irregularity in his papers, had inflicted a fine upon him and had arrested his brig. Morrison never had any spare cash in hand. With his system of trading it would have been strange if he had, and all these debts entered in the pocketbook weren't good enough to raise a milray on, let alone a shilling. The Portuguese officials begged him not to distress himself. They gave him a week's grace, and then proposed to sell the brig at auction.
Starting point is 00:37:21 This meant ruin for Morrison, and when Heist hailed him across the street in his usual courtly tone, the week was nearly out. Heist crossed over and said, with a slight bow, and in the manner of a prince addressing another prince on a private occasion, What an unexpected pleasure! Would you have any objection to drink something with me in that infamous wine-shop over the there. The sun is really too strong to talk in the street. The Haggard Morrison followed obediently into a sombre, cool hovel, which he would have disdained to enter at any other time. He was distracted. He did not know what he was doing. You could have led him over the edge of a precipice just as easily as into that wine shop. He sat down like an automaton. He was speechless, but he saw a glass full of rough red wine before him and emptied it. Iceed meantime, politely
Starting point is 00:38:12 watchful had taken a seat opposite. You're in for a bout of fever, I fear, he said sympathetically. Poor Morrison's tongue was loosened at that. Fever, he cried. Give me fever. Give me plague. They are diseases. One gets over them. But I'm being murdered. I'm being murdered by the Portuguese. The gang here downed me at last among them. I am to have my throat cut the day after tomorrow.
Starting point is 00:38:38 In the phase of this passion, heist made with his eyebrows a slight motion of surprise which would not have been misplaced in a drawing-room. Morrison's despairing reserve had broken down. He had been wandering with a dry throat all over that miserable town of mud hovels, silent, with no soul to turn to in his distress, and positively maddened by his thoughts. And suddenly he had stumbled on a white man, figuratively and actually white, for Morrison refused to accept the racial whiteness of the Portuguese officials. He let himself go for the mere relief of violent spirit,
Starting point is 00:39:12 his elbows planted on the table, his eyes bloodshot, his voice nearly gone, the brim of his round pith hat shading, an unshaven livid face. His white clothes, which he had not taken off for three days, were dingy. He had already gone to the bad, past redemption. The sight was shocking to heist, but he let nothing of it appear in his bearing, concealing his impression under that consummate good society manner of his. polite attention what's due from one gentleman listening to another was what he showed and as usual it was catching so that Morrison pulled himself
Starting point is 00:39:48 together and finished his narrative in a conversational tone with a man of the world air it's a villainous plot unluckily one is helpless that scoundrel casino Andreas you know has been coveting the brig for years
Starting point is 00:40:03 naturally I would never sell she's not only my livelihood she's my life so he has hatched this pretty little plot with the chief of the customs. The sale, of course, will be a farce. There's no one here to bid. It will get the brig for a song. Not even that, a line of a song. You have been some years now in the island's heist. You know us all. You have seen how we live. Now you shall have the opportunity to see how some of us end, for it is the end for me. I can't deceive myself any longer. You see it, don't you?
Starting point is 00:40:34 Morrison had pulled himself together, but one felt the snapping strain of his recovered self-position. Eist was beginning to say that he could very well see all the bearings of this unfortunate, when Morrison interrupted him jerkily. Upon my word, I don't know why I've been telling you all this. I suppose seeing a thoroughly white man made it impossible to keep my trouble to myself. Words can't do it justice, but since I've told you so much, I may as well tell you more. Listen, this morning on board in my cabin, I went down on my knees and prayed for help. I went down on my knees. You are a believer, Morrison? asked Heist with a distinct note of respect.
Starting point is 00:41:16 Surely I'm not an infidel. Morrison was swiftly reproachful in his answer and there came a pause. Morrison perhaps interrogating his conscience and heist preserving a mean of unperturbed, polite interest. I prayed like a child, of course. I believe in children praying. Well, women too, but I rather think God expect men to be more self-reliant. I don't hold with a man everlastingly bothering the Almighty
Starting point is 00:41:42 with his silly troubles. It seems such cheek. Anyhow, this morning, I have never done any harm to any God's creature knowingly. I prayed. A sudden impulse. I went flop on my knees, so you may judge.
Starting point is 00:41:58 I were gazing earnestly, to each other's eyes. Poor Morrison added, as a discouraging afterthought, Only this is such a god-forsaken spot. Heist inquired with a delicate intonation whether he might know the amount for which the brig was seized. Morrison suppressed an oath and named curtly a sum which was in itself so insignificant that any other person than Heist would have exclaimed at it. And even Heist could hardly keep incredulity out of his politely modulated voice as he asked if it was a fact that Morrison had not that amount in hand.
Starting point is 00:42:32 Morrison hadn't. He had only a little English gold, a few sovereigns on board. He had left all his spare cash with the Desmond's in Samarang to meet certain bills which would fall due while he was away on his cruise. Anyhow, that money would not have been any more good to him than if he had been in the innermost depths of the infernal regions.
Starting point is 00:42:51 He said all this brusquely. He looked with sudden disfavor at that noble forehead at those great martial moustaches, at the tired eyes of the man sitting opposite him. Who the devil was he? What was he, Morrison, doing there, talking like this? Morrison knew no more of heist than the rest of us trading in the archipelago did. Had the Swedes suddenly risen and hit him on the nose,
Starting point is 00:43:15 he could not have been taken more aback than when this stranger, this nondescript wanderer, said with a little bow across the table, Oh, if that's the case, I'd be very happy if you'd allow me to be of use. Morrison didn't understand. This was one of those things that don't happen, unheard of things. He had no real inkling of what it meant, till Heist said definitely, I can lend you the amount. You have the money, whispered Morrison. Do you mean here, in your pocket? Yes, on me, glad to be of use. Morrison, staring open-mouthed, groped over his shoulder for the cord of the eyeglass hanging
Starting point is 00:43:52 down his back. When he found it, he stuck it in his eye hastily. It was as if he expected Heist's usual white suit of the tropics to change into a shining garment flowing down to his toes, and a pair of great dazzling wings to sprout out on the swede shoulders, and didn't want to miss a single detail of the transformation. But if Heist was an angel from on high sent in answer to prayer, he did not betray his heavenly origin by outward signs. So, instead of going on his knees, as he felt inclined to do, Morrison stretched out his hand, which Heist grasped with formal eleanor.
Starting point is 00:44:26 and a polite murmur in which trifle, delighted, of service, could just be distinguished. Miracles do happen, thought the awestruck Morrison. To him, as to all of us in the islands, this wandering heist who didn't toil or spin visibly, seemed the very last person to be the agent of Providence turning up in an affair concerned with money. The fact of he's turning up in Timor or anywhere else was no more wonderful than the settling of a sparrow on one's window-sill at any given moment, but that he should carry a sum of money in his pocket seemed somehow inconceivable. So inconceivable that, as they were trudging together through the sand of the roadway to the custom-house, another mud-hovel to pay the fine, Morrison broke into a cold
Starting point is 00:45:12 sweat, stopped short, and exclaimed in faltering accents, I say, you aren't joking, heist. Joking? Heist's blue eyes went hard as he turned them on the discomposed Morrison. In what way, may I ask, he continued, with a steer politeness. Morrison was abashed. Forgive me, Heist. You must have been sent by God in answer to my prayer. But I have been nearly off my chump for three days with worry, and it suddenly struck me, what if it's the devil who has sent him? I have no connection with the supernatural, said Heist graciously, moving on.
Starting point is 00:45:47 Nobody has sent me. I just happened along. I know better, contradicted Morrison. I may be unworthy, but I have been heard. I know it. I feel it. For why should you offer? Heist inclined his head as from respect for a conviction in which he could not share. But he stuck to his point by muttering that in the presence of an odious fact like this, it was natural. Later in the day, the fine paid and the two of them on board the brig, from which the guard had been removed, Morrison, who, besides being a gentleman, was also an honest fellow, began to talk about repayment.
Starting point is 00:46:24 He knew very well his inability to lay by any sum of money. It was partly the fault of circumstances and partly of his temperament, and it would have been very difficult to apportion the responsibility between the two. Even Morrison himself could not say, while confessing to the fact, with a worried air he ascribed it to fatality. I don't know how it is that I've never been able to say, with some sort of curse. There's always a bill or two to meet. He plunged his hand into his pocket for the famous notebook so well known in the islands,
Starting point is 00:46:56 the fetish of his hopes, and fluttered the pages feverishly. And yet, look, he went on, there it is, more than five thousand dollars owing. Surely that's something. He ceased suddenly. Heist, who had been all the time trying to look as unconcerned as he could, made reassuring noises in his throat. But Morrison was not only, honest. He was honorable too. And on this stressful day before this amazing emissary of Providence, and in the revulsion of his feelings, he made his great renunciation. He cast off the abiding illusion of his existence. No, no, they are not good. I'll never be able to squeeze them. Never.
Starting point is 00:47:37 I've been saying for years, I would, but I give it up. I never really believed I could. Don't reckon on that heist. I have robbed you. Poor Morrison actually laid his head on the cabin table, and remained in that crushed attitude while Heist talked to him soothingly with the utmost courtesy. The Swede was as much distressed as Morrison, for he understood the other's feelings perfectly. No decent feeling was ever scorned by Heist, but he was incapable of outward cordiality of manner, and he felt acutely his defect. Consumant politeness is not the right tonic for an emotional collapse. They must have had both of them a fairly painful time of it in the cabin of the brig. In the end, Morrison, casting desperately for an idea in the blackness of his despondency,
Starting point is 00:48:25 hit upon the notion of inviting Heist to travel with him in his brig and have a share in his trading ventures up to the amount of his loan. It is characteristic of Heist's unattached, floating existence that he was in a position to accept this proposal. There is no reason to think that he wanted particularly just then to go poking aboard the brig into all the holes and corners of the archipelago where Morrison picked up most of his trade, far from it, but he would have consented to almost any arrangement in order to put an end to the harrowing scene in the cabin. There was at once a great transformation act, Morrison raising his
Starting point is 00:49:02 diminished head and sticking the glass in his eye to look affectionately at heist, a bottle being uncorked and so on. It was agreed that nothing should be said to anyone of this transaction. you understand, was not proud of the episode, and he was afraid of being unmercifully chaffed. An old bird like me, to let myself be trapped by those damn Portuguese rascals, I should never hear the last of it. We must keep it dark. From quite other motives, among which his native delicacy was the principle, Heist was even more anxious to bind himself to silence. A gentleman would naturally shrink from the part of heavenly messenger that Morrison would force
Starting point is 00:49:42 upon him. It made Heist uncomfortable as it was, and perhaps he did not care that it should be known that he had some means, whatever they might have been, sufficient at any rate, to enable him to lend money to people. These two had a duet down there, like conspirators in a comic opera of shh, shh, secrecy. It must have been funny because they were very serious about it. And for a time the conspiracy was successful, insofar that we all concluded that Heist was boarding with the good-natured, some said, sponging on the imbecile Morrison in his brig. But you know how it is, with all such mysteries, there was always a leak somewhere. Morrison himself, not a perfect vessel by any means, was bursting with gratitude,
Starting point is 00:50:27 and under the stress he must have let out something vague, enough to give the island gossip a chance. And you know how kindly the world is in its comments on what it does not understand? A rumour sprang out that heist, having obtained some mysterious hold on Morrison had fastened himself on him and was sucking him dry. Those who had traced these mutters back to their origin were very careful not to believe them. The originator, it seems, was a certain Schaumburg, a big manly bearded creature of the Teutonic persuasion with an ungovernable tongue which surely must have worked on a pivot. Whether he was a lieutenant of the reserve, as he declared, I don't know. Out there he was by profession a hotelkeeper,
Starting point is 00:51:10 first in Bangkok, then somewhere else, and ultimately in Surabaya. He dragged after him up and down that section of the tropical belt, a silent, frightened little woman with long ringlets, who smiled at one stupidly, showing a blue tooth. I don't know why so many of us patronised his various establishments. He was an obnoxious ass, and he satisfied his lust for silly gossip at the cost of his customers. It was he who, one evening, as Morrison and Heist went past the hotel,
Starting point is 00:51:39 they were not his regular patrons, whispered mysteriously to the mixed company assembled on the veranda, The spider and a fly just gone by, gentlemen. Then, very important and confidential, his thick paw at the side of his mouth. We are among ourselves. Well, gentlemen, all I can say is, don't you ever get mixed up with that swede. Don't you ever get caught in his web? End of part one. Chapter 2. Part 1, Chapter 3 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 1, Chapter 3.
Starting point is 00:52:23 Human nature being what it is, having a silly side to it as well as a mean side, there were not a few who pretended to be indignant on no better authority than a general propensity to believe every evil report, and a good many others who found it simply funny to call heist the spider. behind his back, of course. He was as serenely unconscious of this as of his several other nicknames. But soon people found other things to say of heist.
Starting point is 00:52:51 Not long afterwards, he came very much to the fore in larger affairs. He blossomed out into something definite. He filled the public eye as the manager on the spot of the Tropical Belt Coal Company, with officers in London and Amsterdam and other things about it that sounded and looked grandiose. The officers in the two capitals may have consisted and probably did of one room in each,
Starting point is 00:53:15 but at that distance, out east there, all this had an air. We were more puzzled than dazzled, it is true, but even the most sober-minded among us began to think that there was something in it. The Tessman's appointed agents, a contract for government mailboats secured, the era of steam beginning for the islands, a great stride forward, Heist's stride. And all this sprang from the meeting of the cornered Morrison and of the wandering Heist, which may or may not have been the direct outcome of a prayer.
Starting point is 00:53:49 Morrison was not an imbecile, but he seemed to have got himself into a state of remarkable haziness as to his exact position towards Heist. For if Heist had been sent with money in his pocket by a direct decree of the Almighty in answer to Morrison's prayer, then there was no reason for special gratitude, since obviously he could not help himself. But Morrison believed both in the efficacy of prayer and in the infinite goodness of Heist. He thanked God with aude sincerity for his mercy,
Starting point is 00:54:19 and could not thank Heist enough for the service rendered as between man and man. In this highly creditable tangle of strong feelings, Morrison's gratitude insisted on Heist's partnership in the Great Discovery. Ultimately, we heard that Morrison had gone home through the Sewers Canal in order to push the magnificent coal idea personally in London. He parted from his brig and disappeared from our ken, but we heard that he had written a letter or letters to heist,
Starting point is 00:54:47 saying that London was cold and gloomy, that he did not like either the men or things, that he was as lonely as a crow in a strange country. In truth, he pined after the Capricorn. I don't mean only the tropic, I mean the ship, too. Finally, he went into Dorsuchar to see his people. caught a bad cold and died with extraordinary precipitation in the bosom of his appalled family. Whether his exertions in the city of London had enfeebled his vitality, I don't know,
Starting point is 00:55:18 but I believe it was this visit which put life into the coal idea. Be it as it may, the Tropical Belt Coal Company was born very shortly after Morrison, the victim of gratitude and his native climate, had gone to join his forefathers in a Dorsetshire churchyard. was immensely shocked. He got the news in the Malacca's through the Tesmans and then disappeared for a time. It appears that he stayed with a Dutch government doctor in M. Boiner, a friend of his who looked after him for a bit in his bungalow. He became visible again rather suddenly. His eyes sunk in his head and with a sort of guarded attitude as if afraid someone would reproach him with the death of Morrison.
Starting point is 00:56:00 Naive, heist, as if anybody would. Nobody amongst us had any interest in men who went home. They were all right. They did not count anymore. Going to Europe was nearly as final as going to heaven. It removed a man from the world of hazard and adventure. As a matter of fact, many of us did not hear of this death till months afterwards, from Schaumburg, who disliked heist gratuitously and made up a piece of sinister, whispered gossip. That's what comes of having anything to do with that fellow. He squeezes you dry like a lemon, then chucks you out, sends you home to die, take warning by Morrison. Of course we laughed at the innkeeper's suggestions of black mystery.
Starting point is 00:56:44 Several of us heard that Heist was prepared to go to Europe himself to push on his coal enterprise personally, but he never went. It wasn't necessary. The company was formed without him, and his nomination of manager in the tropics came out to him by post. From the first he had selected Sambaran, or Round Island, for the Central Station. Some copies of the prospectors issued in Europe, having found their way out east, were passed from hand to hand. We greatly admired the map which accompanied them for the edification of the shareholders.
Starting point is 00:57:17 On it, Samberan was represented as the central spot of the eastern hemisphere, with its name engraved in enormous capitals. Heavy lines radiated from it in all directions, through the tropics, figuring a mysterious and effective star, lines of influence or lines of distance, or something. of that sort. Company promoters have an imagination of their own. There's no more romantic temperament on earth than the temperament of a company promoter. Engineers came out, coolies were imported, bungalows were put up on Sanberan, a gallery driven into the hillside, and actually some coal got out. These manifestations shook the soberest minds. For a time everybody in the islands was talking
Starting point is 00:58:01 of the tropical belt coal, and even those who smiled quietly to themselves were only hiding their uneasiness. Oh yes, it had come, and anybody could see what would be the consequences. The end of the individual trader smothered under a great invasion of steamers. We could not afford to buy steamers, not we.
Starting point is 00:58:21 And Heist was the manager. You know, Heist, enchanted Heist. Oh, come, he has been no better than a loafer around here as far back as any of us can row. remember. Yes, he said he was looking for facts. Well, he's got hold of one that will do for all of us, commented a bitter voice. That's what they call development, and be hanged to it, muttered another. Never was heist talked about so much in the tropical belt before. Isn't he a Swedish baron or something? Hey, a baron, get along with you. For my part, I haven't the slightest doubt that he was.
Starting point is 00:58:57 While he was still drifting among the islands, enigmatical and disregarded like an insignificant ghost, he told me so himself on a certain occasion. It was a long time before he materialised in this alarming way into the destroyer of our little industry, Heist the Enemy. It became the fashion with a good many to speak of Heist as The Enemy. He was very concrete, very visible now. He was rushing all over the archipelago, jumping in and out of local mail-packages, as if they had been tram cars, here, there and everywhere,
Starting point is 00:59:31 organising with all his might. This was no mooning about, this was business. And this sudden display of purposeful energy shook the incredulity of the most sceptic or more than any scientific demonstration of the value of these coal-out crops could have done. It was impressive. Jean-Burg was the only one who resisted the infection.
Starting point is 00:59:53 Big, manly, in a portly style and profusely bearded, with a glass of beer and his thick paw, he would approach some table where the topic of the hour was being discussed, would listen for a moment, and then come out with his invariable declaration. Oh, this is very well, gentlemen, but he can't throw any of his coal dust in my eyes. There's nothing in it. Why, there can't be anything in it.
Starting point is 01:00:16 A fellow like that for manager. Well, was it the clairvoyance of imbecile hatred or mere stupid tenacity of opinion, which ends sometimes by scoring against the world? in a most astonishing manner. Most of us can remember instances of triumphant folly, and that ass Schomburg triumphed. The TBC Company went into liquidation, as I began by telling you.
Starting point is 01:00:41 The Tessmans washed their hands of it. The government cancelled those famous contracts. The talk died out, and presently it was remarked here and there that Heist had faded completely away. He had become invisible, as in those early days, when he used to make a bolt clear out of sight in his attempt to break away, from the enchantment of these aisles, either in the direction of New Guinea or in the direction of Saigon, to cannibals or to cafes. The enchanted heist. Had he at last broken the spell?
Starting point is 01:01:10 Had he died? We were too indifferent to wonder over much. You see, we had on the whole liked him well enough, and liking is not sufficient to keep going the interest one takes in a human being. With hatred, apparently, it is otherwise. Jean-Berg couldn't forget Heist. The manly Teutonic creature was a good hater. A fool often is. Good evening, gentlemen. Have you got everything you want? So, good. You see? What was I always telling you? Aha, there was nothing in it. I knew it. But what I would like to know is what became of that swede. He put a stress on the word swede as if it meant scoundrel. He detested Scandinavians generally. Why? Goodness only knows.
Starting point is 01:01:58 a fool like that is unfathomable. He continued, It's five months or so since I have spoken to anybody who has seen him. As I have said, we were not much interested, but Schaumburg, of course, could not understand that. He was grotesquely dense. Whenever three people came together in his hotel, he took good care that heist should be with them. I hope the fellow did not go and drown himself,
Starting point is 01:02:21 he would add, with a comical earnestness, that ought to have made us shudder. Only our crowd was superficial, and did not apprehend the psychology of this pious hope. Why, Heist isn't in debt to you for drinks, is he? Somebody asked him once with shallow scorn. Drinks! Oh dear, no! The innkeeper was not mercenary.
Starting point is 01:02:42 Teutonic temperament seldom is. But he put on a sinister expression to tell us that Heist had not paid perhaps three visits altogether to his establishment. This was Heist crime, for which Schomburg wished him nothing less than a long and tormented existence. Observe the Teutonic sense of proportion and nice forgiving temper. At last one afternoon, Schomburg was seen approaching a group of his customers.
Starting point is 01:03:08 He was obviously in high glee. He squared his manly chest with great importance. Gentlemen, I have news of him. Who? Why, that's sweet. He's still on Sanberan. He's never been away from it. The company is gone. The engineers are gone. The clerks are. gone, the coolies are gone, everything's gone, but there he sticks. Captain Davidson coming by from the westward saw him with his own eyes. Something white on the wharf, so he steamed in and went ashore in a small boat. Heist, right enough. Put a book into his pocket, always very polite, been strolling on the wharf and reading. I remain in possession here, he told Captain Davidson. What I want to know is what he gets to eat there. A piece of dried fish now and then,
Starting point is 01:03:58 what? That's coming down pretty low for a man who turned up his nose at my table dot. He winked with immense malice. A bell started ringing and he led the way to the dining room as if into a temple, very grave, with the air of a benefactor of mankind. His ambition was to feed it at a profitable price and his delight was to talk of it behind its back. It was very characteristic of him to gloat over the idea of heist having nothing decent to eat. End of Part 1, Chapter 3. Part 1, Chapter 4 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan.
Starting point is 01:04:46 Victory, Part 1, Chapter 4. A few of us who were sufficiently interested went to Davidson for details. These were not many. He told us that he passed to the north of Sanberan on purpose to see what was going on. At first it looked as if that side of the island had been altogether abandoned. This was what he expected. Presently, above the dense mass of vegetation that Sanberan presents to view, he saw the head of the flagstaff, without a flag.
Starting point is 01:05:17 Then, while steaming across the slight indentation, which for a time was known officially as Black Diamond Bay, he made out with his glass the white figure on the coaling wharf. It could be no one but heist. I thought for certainly wanted to be taken off, so I steamed in. He made no signs. However, I lowered a boat. I could not see another living being anywhere. Yes, he had a book in his hand. He looked exactly as we have always seen him. Very neat, white shoes, cork helmet. He explained to me that he had always had a taste for solitude. It was the first I ever heard of it, I told him. He only smiled. What could I say? He isn't the sort of man
Starting point is 01:06:01 one can speak familiarly, too. There's something in him. One doesn't care to. But what's the object? Are you thinking of keeping possession of the mine? I asked him. Something of the sort, he says. I'm keeping hold. But all this is as dead as Julius Caesar, I cried. In fact, you have nothing worth holding on to, heist. Oh, I'm done with fact, says he, putting his hand to his helmet sharply with one of his short bows. Thus dismissed, Davidson went on board his ship, swung her out, and as he was steaming away, he watched from the bridge, heist walking shoreward along the wharf. He marched into the long grass and vanished, all but the top of his white cork helmet, which seemed to swim in a green sea. Then that too
Starting point is 01:06:48 disappeared as if it had sunk into the living depths of the tropical vegetation, which is more jealous of men's conquests than the ocean, and which was about to close over the last vestiges of the liquidated tropical belt coal company, a Heist manager in the East. Davidson, a good simple fellow in his way, was strangely affected. It is to be noted that he knew very little of heist. He was one of those whom Heist's finished courtesy of attitude and intonation most strongly disconcerted. He himself was a fellow of fine feeling, I think, though of course he had no more polish than the rest of us. We were naturally a hail fellow well-met crowd with standards of our own. No worse, I dare say, than other people's, but polish was not one of them.
Starting point is 01:07:38 Davidson's finesse was real enough to alter the course of the steamer he commanded. Instead of passing to the south of San Baran, he made it his practice to take the passage along the north shore within about a mile of the wharf. He can see us if he likes to see us, remarked Davidson. Then he had an afterthought. I say, I hope he won't think I'm intruding, eh? We reassured him on the point of correct behaviour. The sea is open to all.
Starting point is 01:08:08 This slight deviation added some ten miles to Davidson's round trip, but if that was sixteen hundred miles, it did not matter much. I've told my owner of it, said the conscientious commander of the Sissy. His owner had a face like an ancient lemon. He was small and wizened, which was strange because generally a Chinaman, as he grows in prosperity, puts on inches of girth and stature. To serve a Chinese firm is not so bad. Once they become convinced you deal straight by them, their confidence becomes unlimited. You can do no wrong. So Davidson's old Chinese, Chinaman squeaked hurriedly.
Starting point is 01:08:48 All right, all right, all right, you do what you like, Captain. And there was an end of the matter. Not altogether, though. From time to time, the Chinaman used to ask Davidson about the white man. He was still there, eh? I never see him, Davidson had to confess to his owner, who would peer at him silently through round, horn-rimmed spectacles, several sizes too large for his little old face.
Starting point is 01:09:12 I never see him. to me on occasions he would say i haven't a doubt he's there he hides it's very unpleasant davidson was a little vexed with heist funny thing he went on of all the people i speak to nobody ever asks after him but that chinaman of mine and shomberg he added after a while yes shomberg of course he was asking everybody about everything and arranging the information into the most scandal shape his imagination could invent. From time to time he would step up, his blinking, cushioned eyes, his thick lips, his very chestnut beard, looking full of malice. "'Effning, gentlemen, have you got all you want?' "'So, good. Well, I am told the jungle has chalked the very sheds in Black Diamond Bay. Fact. He's a hermit in the wilderness now. But what can his manager get to eat there? It beats me.'
Starting point is 01:10:14 Sometimes a stranger would inquire with natural curiosity. Who? What manager? Oh, a certain svid, with a sinister emphasis, as if he were saying a certain brigand. Well known here. He's turned hermit from shame. That's what the devil does when he's found out. Hermit. This was the latest of the more or less witty labels
Starting point is 01:10:39 applied to heist during his aimless pilgrimage in this section of the tropical belt. where the inane clacking of Schomburg's tongue vexed our ears. But apparently Heist was not a hermit by temperament. The sight of his land was not invincibly odious to him. We must believe this, since for some reason or other, he did come out from his retreat for a while. Perhaps it was only to see whether there were any letters for him at the Tesmans.
Starting point is 01:11:06 I don't know. No one knows. But this reappearance shows that his detachment from the world was not complete. And incompleteness of any sort leads to trouble. Axel Heist ought not to have cared for his letters, or whatever it was that brought him out after something more than a year and a half in Samaran. But it was of no use. He had not the hermit's vocation. That was the trouble, it seems.
Starting point is 01:11:33 Be this as it may, he suddenly reappeared in the world. Broad chest, bald, forehead, long moustaches, polite manner and all, the complete heist, even to the kindly, uncan eyes on which there still rested the shadow of Morrison's death. Naturally, it was Davidson who had given him a lift-out of his forsaken island. There were no other opportunities unless some native craft were passing by, a very remote and unsatisfactory chance to wait for. Yes, he came out with Davidson, to whom he volunteered the statement
Starting point is 01:12:06 that it was only for a short time, a few days, no more. He meant to go back to San Bernardin. Davidson, expressing his horror and incredulity of such foolishness, Heist explained that when the company came into being he had his few belongings sent out from Europe. To Davidson, as to any of us, the idea of Heist, the wandering, drifting, unattached heist, having any belongings of the sort that can furnish a house
Starting point is 01:12:32 was startlingly novel. It was grotesquely fantastic. It was like a bird owning real property. belongings do you mean chairs and tables, Davidson asked with unconcealed astonishment? Heist did mean that. My poor father died in London. It has been all stored there ever since, he explained. For all these years, exclaimed Davidson, thinking how long we had all known heist flitting from tree to tree in a wilderness. Even longer, said heist, who had understood very well. This seemed to imply that he had been wandering before he came under our obfirm.
Starting point is 01:13:10 In what regions, and what early age? Mystery. Perhaps he was a bird that had never had a nest. I left school early, he remarked once to Davidson on the passage. It was in England, a very good school. I was not a shining success there. The confessions of heist. Not one of us, with the probable exception of Morrison, who was dead, had ever heard so much of his history. It looks as if the experience of hermit life had the power to loosen one's tongue, doesn't it? During that memorable passage in the Sissy, which took about two days, he volunteered other hints, for you could not call it information, about his history. And Davidson was interested. He was interested, not because the hints were exciting, but because of that innate curiosity about
Starting point is 01:14:01 our fellows, which is a tray of human nature. Davidson's existence, too, running the Sissy along the Java sea and back again was distinctly monotonous and in a sense lonely. He never had any sort of company on board. Native deck passengers in plenty of course, but never a white man, so the presence of Heist for two days must have been a godsend. Davidson was telling us all about it afterwards. Heist said that his father had written a lot of books. He was a philosopher. Seems to me, he must have been something of a crank too, was Davidson's comment. Apparently he had quarreled with his people in Sweden, just the sort of father you would expect Heist to have. Isn't he a bit of a crank himself? He told me that directly his father died, he lit out into the
Starting point is 01:14:49 wide world on his own, and had been on the move till he fetched up against this famous coal business. Fits the son of the father somehow, don't you think? For the rest, Heist was as polite as ever. He offered to pay for his passage, but when Davidson refused to hear of it, he seized him heartily by the hand, gave one of his courtly bows, and declared that he was touched by his friendly proceedings. I'm not alluding to this trifling amount which you declined to take, he went on, giving a shake to Davidson's hand, but I am touched by your humanity. Another shake. Believe me, I am profoundly aware of having been an object of it. Final shake of the hand. All this meant that Heist understood, in a proper sense, the little Sissy's periodic appearance in sight of his hermitage.
Starting point is 01:15:37 He's a genuine gentleman, Davidson said to us. I was really sorry when he went to shore. We asked him where he had left Heist. Why, in Surabia? Where else? The Tasmans had their principal counting house in Surabia. There had long existed a connection between Heist and the Tezman's. The incongruity of a hermit having agents did not strike us, nor yet the absurdity of a forgotten cast-off,
Starting point is 01:16:05 derelict manager of a wrecked collage. vanished enterprise, having business to attend to. We said Sir Rabaio, of course, and took it for granted that he would stay with one of the Tesmans. One of us even wondered what sort of reception he would get, for it was known that Julius Tesman was unreasonably bitter about the tropical belt coal fiasco. But Davidson set us right. That was nothing of the kind. Heist went to stay in Schomburg's hotel, going ashore in the hotel launch. Not that Schomburg would think of sending his launch alongside a mere trader like the Sissy,
Starting point is 01:16:41 but she had been meeting a coasting mail packet and had been signalled to. Schomburg himself was steering her. You should have seen Schomburg's eyes bulge out when heist jumped in with an ancient brown leather bag, said Davidson. He pretended not to know who it was, at first anyway. I didn't go ashore with them. We didn't stay more than a couple of hours altogether, landed 2,000 coconuts and cleared out.
Starting point is 01:17:07 I have agreed to pick him up again on my next trip in 20 days' time. End of Part 1, Chapter 4. Part 1, Chapter 5 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libra Vox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 1, Chapter 5. Davidson happened to be two days late on his return trip, no great matter certainly, but he made a point of going as sure at once
Starting point is 01:17:41 during the hottest hour of the afternoon to look for heist. Schaumburg's hotel stood back in an extensive enclosure containing a garden, some large trees, and under their spreading boughs and attached hall available
Starting point is 01:17:55 for concerts and other performances, as Schomburg worded it in his advertisements. Torn and fluttering bills intimating in heavy red capitals, concerts every night, were stuck on the the brick pillars on each side of the gateway. The walk had been long and confoundedly sunny. Davidson stood wiping his wet neck and face on what Schomburg called the Piazza. Several doors
Starting point is 01:18:21 opened onto it, but all the screens were down. Not a soul was in sight, not even a china boy, nothing but a lot of painted iron chairs and tables. Solitude, shade and gloomy silence, and a faint, treacherous breeze which came from under the trees and quite unexpectedly caused the melting Davidson to shiver slightly, the little shiver of the tropics which in Surabaya especially often means fever and the hospital to the incautious white man. The prudent Davidson sought shelter in the nearest darkened room. In the artificial dusk beyond the levels of shrouded billiard tables, a white form heaved up from two chairs on which it had been extended. The middle of the day, Tabler dot Tiffin once over,
Starting point is 01:19:07 was Schomburg's easy time. He lounged out, portly, deliberate, on the defensive, the great fair beard like a cuirass over his manly chest. He did not like Davidson, never a very faithful client of his. He hit a bell on one of the tables
Starting point is 01:19:24 as he went by and asked in a distant officer-in-reserve manner, You desire? The good day, Davidson, still sponging his wet neck, declared with simplicity that he had come to fetch away Heist, as agreed. Not here! A Chinaman appeared in response to the bell. Schomburg turned to him very severely.
Starting point is 01:19:46 Take the gentleman's order. Davidson had to be going, couldn't wait, only beg that Heist should be informed that the Sissy would leave at midnight. Not here, I am telling you! Davidson slapped his thigh in concern. me, hospital, I suppose, a natural enough surmise in a very feverish locality. The lieutenant of the reserve only pursed up his mouth and raised his eyebrows without looking at him. It might have meant anything, but Davidson dismissed the hospital idea with confidence. However, he had to get hold of heist between this and midnight.
Starting point is 01:20:23 He has been staying here, he asked. Yes, he was staying here. Can you tell me where he is now, Davidson went on placidly? Within himself he was beginning to grow anxious, having developed the affection of a self-appointed protector towards Heist. The answer he got was, Can't tell, it's none of my business, accompanied by majestic oscillations of the hotelkeeper's head, hinting at some awful mystery. Davidson was placidity itself. It was his nature. He did not portray his sentiments which were not favourable to Schaumburg. I'm sure to find out at the Tasman's office, he thought. But it was a very hot hour, and if Heist was down at the port,
Starting point is 01:21:04 he would have learned already that the Sissy was in. It was even possible that Heist had already gone on board where he could enjoy a coolness denied to the town. Davidson, being stout, was much preoccupied with coolness, and inclined to immobility. He lingered a while, as if irresolute. Schaumburg, at the door, looking out, affected perfect indifference. He could not keep it up, though.
Starting point is 01:21:28 Suddenly he turned inward and asked with Brousgrage, "'You wanted to see him?' "'Why, yes,' said Davidson, "'we agreed to meet. "'Don't you bother. He doesn't care about that now.' "'Doesn't he?' "'Well, you can judge for yourself. "'He isn't here, is he?
Starting point is 01:21:43 "'You take my word for it. "'Don't you bother about him. "'I am advising you as a friend.' "'Thank you,' said Davidson, "'inwardly startled at the savage tone. "'I think I will sit down for a moment "'and have a drink after all.' "'This was not what Schomburg had expected to hear.
Starting point is 01:22:00 He called brutally, Boy! The Chinaman approached, and after referring him to the white man by a nod, the hotel-keeper departed, muttering to himself. Davidson heard him gnash his teeth as he went. Davidson sat alone with the billiard tables as if there had not been a soul staying in the hotel.
Starting point is 01:22:20 His placidity was so genuine that he was not unduly fretting himself over the absence of heist or the mysterious manners Shomberg had treated him to. He was considering these things, things in his own fairly shrewd way. Something had happened, and he was loath to go away to investigate, being restrained by a presentiment that somehow enlightenment would come to him there. A poster of concerts every evening, like those on the gate, but in a good state of preservation, hung on the wall fronting him. He looked at it idly and was struck by the fact, then not so very
Starting point is 01:22:54 common, that it was a ladies' orchestra. Zanjiakomo's Eastern Tour, 18 performers. The poster stated that they had had the honour of playing their select repertoire before various colonial excellencies, also before Pashos, sheikhs, chiefs, H.H. the Sultan of Mascate, etc., etc. Davidson felt sorry for the 18-Lady performers. He knew what that sort of life was like, the sordered conditions and brutal incidents of such tours led by such Zanjiacomos who often were anything but musicians by profession. while he was staring at the poster,
Starting point is 01:23:32 a door somewhere at his back opened, and a woman came in who was looked upon as Schomburg's wife, no doubt with truth. As somebody remarked cynically once, she was too unattractive to be anything else. The opinion that he treated her abominably was based on her frightened expression. Davidson lifted his hat to her.
Starting point is 01:23:51 Mrs. Schomburg gave him an inclination of her sallow head and incontinently sat down behind a sort of raised counter facing the door, with a mirror and rows of bottles at her back. Her hair was very elaborately done with two ringlets on the left side of her scraggy neck. Her dress was of silk, and she had come on duty for the afternoon.
Starting point is 01:24:11 For some reason or other, Schomburg exacted this from her, though she added nothing to the fascinations of the place. She sat there in the smoke and noise like an enthroned idol, smiling stupidly over the billiards from time to time, speaking to no one and no one speaking to her. Schomburg himself took no more interest in her
Starting point is 01:24:31 than may be implied in a sudden and totally unmotived scowl. Otherwise, the very Chinaman ignored her existence. She had interrupted Davidson in his reflections. Being alone with her, her silence and open-eyed immoribility made him uncomfortable. He was easily sorry for people. It seemed rude not to take any notice of her, he said in allusion to the poster.
Starting point is 01:24:56 Are you having these people in the house? She was so unused to being addressed by customers that at the sound of his voice she jumped in her seat. Davidson was telling us afterwards that she jumped exactly like a figure made of wood without losing her rigid immobility. She did not even move her eyes but she answered him freely
Starting point is 01:25:14 though her very lips seemed made of wood. They stayed here over a month, they are gone now, they played every evening. Pretty good, were they? To this she said nothing, and as she kept on staring fixedly in front of her, her silence disconcerted Davidson. It looked as if she had not heard him,
Starting point is 01:25:34 which was impossible. Perhaps she drew the line of speech at the expression of opinions. Schaumburg might have trained her, for domestic reasons, to keep them to herself. But Davidson felt in honour obliged to converse, so he said, putting his own interpretation on this surprising silence, I see, not much account. Such bands hardly ever are. An Italian lot, Mrs. Schomburg, to judge by the name of the boss. She shook her head negatively. No, he is a German, really, only he dyes his hair and beard black for business.
Starting point is 01:26:08 Zanzacomo is his business name. That's a curious fact, said Davidson. His head, being full of fice, it occurred to him that she might be aware of other facts. This was a very amazing discovery to anyone who looked at looked at Mrs. Schomburg. Nobody had ever suspected her of having a mind. I mean, even a little of it, I mean, any at all. One was inclined to think of her as an it, an automaton, a very plain dummy, with an arrangement for bowing the head at times and smiling stupidly now and then. Davidson viewed her profile with a flattened nose, a hollow cheek, and one staring, unwinking goggle eye. He asked himself, did that speak just now? Well, it speak again? It was as exciting for the mere wonder of it as trying to converse with a mechanism.
Starting point is 01:26:58 A smile played about the fat features of Davidson, the smile of a man making an amusing experiment. He spoke again to her. But the other members of that orchestra were real Italians, were they not? Of course he didn't care. He wanted to see whether the mechanism would work again. It did. It said they were not. They were of all sorts, apparently. It paused, with one goggle eye immovably gazing down the whole length of the room and through the door opening onto the piazza. It paused, then went on in the same low pitch. There was even one English girl. Poor devil, said Davidson, I suppose these women are not much better than slaves, really. Was that that fellow with the dyed beard decent in his way? The mechanism remained silent. The sympathetic
Starting point is 01:27:47 soul of Davidson drew its own conclusions. Beastly life for these women, he said. When you say an English girl, Mr. Schaumburg, do you really mean a young girl? Some of these orchestra girls are no chicks. Young enough, came the low voice out of Mrs. Schomburg's unmoved physiognomy. Davidson encouraged remarked that he was sorry
Starting point is 01:28:09 for her. He was easily sorry for people. Where did they go to from here? he asked. She did not go with them. she ran away. This was the pronouncement Davidson obtained next. It introduced a new sort of interest. Well, well, he exclaimed placidly, and then with the air of a man who knows life. Who with? he inquired with assurance. Mrs. Schomburg's immobility gave her an appearance of listening intently. Perhaps she was really listening, but Schomburg must have been finishing his sleep in some distant part of the house. The silence was profound and lasted long enough.
Starting point is 01:28:47 to become startling. Then, enthroned above Davidson, she whispered at last, that fend of yours. Oh, you know, I'm here looking for a friend, said Davidson, hopefully. Won't you tell me, I've told you? Eh? A mist seemed to roll away from before Davidson's eyes, disclosing something he could not believe. You can't mean it, he cried. He's not the man for it. But the last words came out in a faint voice. Mrs. Schomburg never moved her head the least bid. Davidson, after the shock which made him sit up, went slack all over. Heist, such a perfect gentleman, he exclaimed weakly.
Starting point is 01:29:29 Mrs. Schomburg did not seem to have heard him. The startling fact did not tally somehow with the idea Davidson had of Heist. He never talked of women, he never seemed to think of them, or to remember that they existed, and then all at once, like this, running off with a casual orchestra girl. "'You might have knocked me down with a feather,' Davidson told her some time afterwards. By then he was taking an indulgent view of both the parties to that amazing transaction. First of all, on reflection he was by no means certain that it prevented Heist from being a perfect gentleman as before.
Starting point is 01:30:04 He confronted our open grins or quiet smiles with a serious round face. Heist had taken the girl away to Samaran, and that was no joking matter. The loneliness, the ruins of the spot, had impressed Davidson's simple soul. They were incompatible with the frivolous comments of people who had not seen it. That black jetty sticking out of the jungle into the empty sea, these roof ridges of deserted houses peeping dismally above the long grass. The gigantic and funereal blackboard sign of the tropical belt coal company, still emerging from a wild growth of bushes like an inscription stuck above a grave,
Starting point is 01:30:44 by a tall heap of unsolved coal at the shore end of the wharf added to the general desolation. Thus was the sensitive Davidson. The girl must have been miserable indeed to follow such a strange man to such a spot. Heist had no doubt told her the truth. He was a gentleman, but no words could do justice to the conditions of life on Samboran. A desert island was nothing to it. Moreover, when you were cast away on a desert island, why, you could not help yourself.
Starting point is 01:31:14 but to expect a fiddle-playing girl out of an ambulance lady's orchestra to remain content there for a day, for one single day, was inconceivable. She would be frightened at the first sight of it. She would scream. The capacity for sympathy in these stout, blessed men. Davidson was stirred to the depths, and it was easy to see that it was about heist that he was concerned. We asked him if he had passed that way lately.
Starting point is 01:31:42 Oh yes, I always do, about half a half a bit of a half-house. a mile of? Seen anybody about? No, not a soul, not a shadow. Did you blow your whistle? Blow the whistle? Do you think I would do such a thing? He rejected the mere possibility of such an unwarrantable intrusion. Wonderfully delicate fellow, Davidson.
Starting point is 01:32:03 Well, but how do you know that they are there? He was naturally asked. Heist had entrusted Mrs. Schomburg with a message for Davidson, a few lines in pencil on a scrap of crumpled paper. It was to the effect that an unforeseen necessity was driving him away before the appointed time. He begged Davidson's indulgence for the apparent discourtesy. The woman of the house, meaning Mrs. Schomburg, would give him the facts, though unable to explain them, of course. What was there to explain? wondered Davidson dubiously.
Starting point is 01:32:36 He took a fancy to that fiddle-playing girl, and she to him, apparently, I suggested. A wonderfully quick work, reflected Davidson. What do you think will come of it? Repentance, I should say. But how is it that Mrs. Schomburg has been selected for a confidant? For indeed a waxwork figure would have seemed more useful than that woman whom we were all accustomed to see sitting elevated above the two billiard tables without expression, without movement, without voice, without sight.
Starting point is 01:33:08 Why, she helped the girl to bolt, said Davidson, turning at me his ear. innocent eyes, rounded by the state of constant amazement in which this affair had left him, like those shocks of terror or sorrow which sometimes leave their victim afflicted by nervous trembling. It looked as though he would never get over it. Mrs. Schomburgt, Jirked Heist's note, twisted like a pipe-light, into my lap while I sat there, unsuspecting, Davidson went on. Directly I had recovered my senses. I asked her what on earth she had to do with it, that Heist should leave it with her.
Starting point is 01:33:40 And then, behaving like a painting. image rather than a live woman, she whispered just loud enough for me to hear. I helped them. I got her things together, tied them up in my own shawl, and threw them into the compound out of a back window. I did it. That woman that you would say hadn't the plucked to lift her little finger, marvelled Davidson in his quiet, slightly panting voice. What do you think of that? I thought she must have had some interest of her own to serve. She was too lifeless to be suspected of impulsive compassion. It was impossible to think that Heist had bribed her. Whatever means he had, he had not the means to do that. Or could it be that she was moved by that disinterested
Starting point is 01:34:20 passion for delivering a woman to a man, which in respectable spheres is called matchmaking, a highly irregular example of it? It must have been a very small bundle, remarked Davidson further. I imagine the girl must have been specially attractive, I said. I don't know. She was miserable. I don't suppose it was more than a little linen and a couple of those white frocks they they were on the platform. Davidson pursued his own train of thought. He supposed that such a thing had never been heard of in the history of the tropics, for where could you find anyone to steal a girl out of an orchestra? No doubt fellows here and there took a fancy to some pretty one, but it was not for running away with her. Oh dear no, it needed a lunatic-like heist. And you think what it means
Starting point is 01:35:09 were his Davidson imaginative under his invincible placidity. Just only try to think. Brooding alone on Sanberan has upset his brain. He never stopped to consider or he couldn't have done it. No sane man. How is a thing like that to go on? What's he going to do with her in the end? It's madness.
Starting point is 01:35:29 You say that he's mad. Schaumburg tells us that he must be starving on his island, so he may end yet by eating her, I suggested. Mrs. Schomburg had had no time to enter into details, Davidson told us. Indeed, the wonder was that they had been left alone so long. The drowsy afternoon was slipping by. Footsteps and voices resounded on the veranda. I beg pardon, the piazza, the scraping of chairs, the ping of a smitten bell.
Starting point is 01:35:58 Customers were turning up. Mrs. Schomburg was begging Davidson hurriedly, but without looking at him, to say nothing to anyone, when, on a half-uttered word, her nerves. whisper was cut short. Through a small inner door, Schomburg came in, his hair brushed, his beard combed neatly, but his eyelids still heavy from his nap. He looked with suspicion at Davidson and even glanced at his wife, but he was baffled by the natural placidity of the one and the acquired habit of immobility in the other. Have you sent out the drinks? he asked surlily. She did not open her lips, because just then the head boy appeared with a loaded tray on
Starting point is 01:36:37 his way out. Schaumburg went to the door and greeted the customers outside, but did not join them. He remained blocking half the doorway with his back to the room, and was still there when Davidson, after sitting still for a while, rose to go. At the noise he made, Schombard turned his head, watched him lift his hat to Mrs. Schaumburg, and receive her wooden bow, accompanied by a stupid grin, and then looked away. He was loftily dignified. Davidson stopped at the door, deep in his simplicity. I'm sorry you won't tell me anything about my friend's absence, he said. My friend, heist, you know. I suppose the only course for me now is to make inquiries down at the port. I shall hear something there, I don't doubt. Make inquiries of the devil, replied Schaumburg
Starting point is 01:37:24 in a hoarse mutter. Davidson's purpose in addressing the hotel-keeper had been mainly to make Mrs. Schaumburg safe from suspicion, but he would fain have heard something more of heist's exploit from another point of view. It was a shrewd try. It was successful in a rather startling way because the hotel keeper's point of view was horribly abusive. All of a sudden, in the same hoarse, sinister tone, he proceeded to call heist many names, of which pig dog was not the worst, with such vehemence that he actually choked himself. Profiting from the pause, Davidson, whose temperament could withstand worse shocks, remonstrated in an undertone.
Starting point is 01:38:04 It's unreasonable to get so angry as that, even if he had run off with your cash box. The big hotel keeper bent down and put his infuriated face close to Davidson's. My cash box, my... Look here, Captain Davidson. He ran off with a girl. What do I care for the girl?
Starting point is 01:38:22 The girl is nothing to me. He shot out an infamous word which made Davidson start. That's what the girl was, and he reiterated the us. assertion that she was nothing to him. What he was concerned for was the good name of his house. Wherever he had been established, he had always had artist parties staying in his house. One recommended him to the others, but what would happen now when it got about that leaders ran the
Starting point is 01:38:47 risk in his house, his house, of losing members of their troop? And just now, when he had spent 734 guilders in building a concert hall in his compound, was that a thing to do in a respectable hotel? The cheek, the indecency, the impudence, the atrocity, vagabond, impostor, swindler, ruffian, swinehunt. He had seized Davidson by a button of his coat detaining him in the doorway and exactly in the line of Mrs. Schaumburg's stony gaze. Davidson stole a glance in that direction and thought of making some sort of reassuring sign to her, but she looked so bereft of senses and almost of life perched up there that it seemed not worthwhile. He disengaged his button with firm placidity.
Starting point is 01:39:34 Thereupon, with the last stifled curse, Schomburg vanished somewhere within to try and compose his spirits in solitude. Davidson stepped out on the veranda. The party of customers there had become aware of the explosive interlude in the doorway. Davidson knew one of these men and nodded to him in passing,
Starting point is 01:39:52 but his acquaintance called out, "'Isn't he in a filthy temper? "'He's been like that ever since.' The speaker laughed aloud while all the others sat smiling. Davidson stopped. "'Yes, rather. "'His feelings were, he told, as those of bewildered resignation,
Starting point is 01:40:10 "'but of course that was no more visible to the others "'than the emotions of a turtle when it withdraws into its shell. "'It seems unreasonable,' he murmured thoughtfully. "'Oh, but they had a scrap,' the other said. "'What do you mean? Was there a fight?' A fight with Heist? asked Davidson, much perturbed, if somewhat incredulous. Heist? No, these two, the bandmaster, the fellow who's taking these women about, and asked Schomburg.
Starting point is 01:40:36 Signor Zanziakoma ran amok in the morning and went for our worthy friend. I tell you, they were rolling on the floor together on this very veranda after chasing each other all over the house, doors slamming, women screaming, 17 of them in the dining room, Chinamen up the trees. Hey John, you climbed tree to sit a fire. fight, eh? The boy, Armin died and impassive, emitted a scornful grunt, finished wiping the table and withdrew. That's what it was, a real go-as-you-please-scrap, and Zandja-coma began it. Oh, here's Schomburg. Say, Schomburg, didn't he fly at you when the girl was missed,
Starting point is 01:41:13 because it was you who insisted that the artist should go about the audience during the interval? Schomburg had reappeared in the doorway. He advanced. His bearing was stately, but his nostrils were extraordinarily expanded, and he controlled his voice with apparent effort. Certainly, that was only business. I quoted him special terms, and all for your sake, gentlemen, I was thinking of my regular customers. There's nothing to do in the evenings in this town. I think, gentlemen, you were all pleased at the opportunity of hearing a little good music, and where's the harm of offering a grenadine or whatnot to a lady artist? But that veller, that swede, he got round the girl. He got round the girl. He got to
Starting point is 01:41:54 got round all the people out here. I've been watching him for years. You remember how he got round Morrison? He changed front abruptly as if on parade and marched off. The customers at the table exchanged glances silently. Davidson's attitude was that of a spectator. Schomburg's moody pacing of the billiard room could be heard on the veranda. And the funniest part is, resumed the man who had been speaking before, an English clerk in a Dutch house, The most part is that before nine o'clock that same morning, those two were driving together in a gary down to the port to look for heist and the girl. I saw them rushing about making inquiries. I don't know what they would have done to the girl, but they seemed quite ready to fall upon
Starting point is 01:42:38 your heist, Davidson and kill him on the key. He had never, he said, seen anything so queer. Those two investigators working feverishly to the same end were glaring at each other with surprising ferocity. In hatred and mistrust they entered a steam-lawful. and went flying from ship to ship all over the harbour, causing no end of sensation. The captains of vessels coming on shore later in the day brought tales of a strange invasion and wanted to know who were the two offensive lunatics in a steam launch, apparently after a man and a girl, and telling a story of which one could make neither head nor tail. Their reception by the roadstead was generally unsympathetic,
Starting point is 01:43:18 even to the point of the mate of an American ship bundling them out over the rail with unseemly precipitation. Meantime heist and the girl were a good few miles away, having gone in the night on board one of the Tasman schooners bound to the eastward. This was known afterwards from the Javanese boatman, whom heist hired for the purpose at three o'clock in the morning. The Tesman schooner had sailed at daylight with the usual land breeze, and was probably still in sight in the offing at the time. However, the two pursuers, after their experience with the American mate, made for the shore. On landing they had another violent row in the German language. But there was no second fight, and finally with looks of fierce animosity,
Starting point is 01:44:00 they got together into a gary, obviously with the frugal view of sharing expenses, and drove away, leaving an astonished little crowd of Europeans and natives on the key. After hearing this wondrous tale, Davidson went away from the hotel veranda, which was filling with Schomburg's regular customers. Heist Escapade was the general topic of
Starting point is 01:44:21 conversation. Never before had that unaccountable individual been the cause of so much gossip, he judged. No, not even in the beginnings of the Tropical Belt Coal Company, when becoming for a moment a public character was he the object of a silly criticism and unintelligent envy for every vagabond and adventurer in the islands. Davidson concluded that people liked to discuss that sort of scandal better than any other. I asked him if he believed that this was such a great scandal after all. Haven't, no, said that excellent man, who himself was incapable of any impropriety of conduct. But it isn't a thing I would have done myself, I mean, even if I had not been married. There was no implied condemnation in the statement, rather something like regret. Davidson shared
Starting point is 01:45:10 my suspicion that this was, in its essence, the rescue of a distressed human being. Not that we were too romantic, tinging the world to the hue of our temperament, but that both of us had been acute enough to discover a long time ago that Heist was. I shouldn't have had the pluck, he continued. I see a thing all round, as it were, but Heist doesn't, or else he would have been scared. You don't take a woman into a desert jungle without being made sorry for it sooner or later in one way or another, and Heist being a gentleman only makes it worse. End of Part 1, Chapter 5 Part 1, Chapter 6 of Victory by Joseph Conrad.
Starting point is 01:45:56 This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 1, Chapter 6 We said no more about Heist on that occasion, and it so happened that I did not meet Davidson again for some three months. When we did come together, almost the first thing he said to me was, I've seen him. Before I could exclaim, he assured me that he had taken no liberty, that he had not intruded. He was called in, otherwise he would not have dreamed of breaking in upon heist's privacy. I'm certain you wouldn't, I assured him, concealing my amusement at his wonderful delicacy.
Starting point is 01:46:35 He was the most delicate man that ever took a small steamer to and fro among the islands. But his humanity, which was not less strong and praiseworthy, had induced him to take his steamer past Samberan Wharf at an average distance of a mile every 23 days, exactly. Davidson was delicate, humane and regular. Heist called you in, I asked, interested. Yes, Heist had called him in as he was going by on his usual date. Davidson was examining the shore through his glasses with his unwearied and punctual humanity as he steamed past Samiran.
Starting point is 01:47:12 I saw a man in white, it could only have been high. He had fastened some sort of enormous flag to a bamboo pole and was waving it at the end of the old wharf. Davidson didn't like to take his steamer alongside, for fear of being indiscreet, I suppose, but he steered close insure, stopped his engines and lowered a boat. He went himself in that boat,
Starting point is 01:47:35 which was manned, of course, by his Malay seaman. Heist, when he saw the boat pulling towards him, dropped his signalling pole, and when Davidson arrived, he was kneeling down engaged busily in unfastening the flag from it. Was there anything wrong, I inquired? Davidson, having paused in his narrative and my curiosity being naturally aroused.
Starting point is 01:47:57 You must remember that Heist, as the archipelago knew him, was not, what shall I say, was not a signalling sort of man. The very words that came out of my mouth, said Davidson, before I laid the boat against the piles. I could not help it. Heist got up from his knees
Starting point is 01:48:14 and began carefully folding up the flag thing, which struck Davidson as having the dimensions of a blanket. No, nothing wrong, he cried. His white teeth flashed agreeably below the coppery horizontal bar of his long moustaches. I don't know whether it was his delicacy or his obesity which prevented Davidson from clamouring upon the wharf. He stood up in the boat,
Starting point is 01:48:38 and above him, heist stooped low with urbane smiles, thanking him and apologising for the liberty, exactly in his usual manner. Davidson had expected some change in the man, but there was none. Nothing in him betrayed the momentous fact that within that jungle there was a girl, a performer in a lady's orchestra,
Starting point is 01:48:59 whom he had carried straight off the concert platform into the wilderness. He was not ashamed or defiant or abashed about it. He might have been a shade confidential when addressing Davidson, and his words were enigmatical. I took this course of signaling to you, he said to Davidson, because to preserve appearances might be of the utmost importance.
Starting point is 01:49:22 Not to me, of course. I don't care what people may say, and of course no one can hurt me. I suppose I have done a certain amount of harm since I allowed myself to be tempted into action. It seemed innocent enough, but all action is bound to be harmful. It is devilish. That is why this world is evil upon the whole. But I have done with it.
Starting point is 01:49:44 I shall never lift a little finger again. At one time I thought that intelligent observation of facts was the best way of cheating the time which is allotted to us, whether we want it or not. But now I have done with observation too. Imagine poor simple Davidson being addressed in such terms, alongside an abandoned, decaying wharf jutting out of tropical bush. He'd never heard anybody speak like this before,
Starting point is 01:50:11 certainly not heist, whose conversation was concerned. concise, polite, with a faint ring of playfulness in the cultivated tones of his voice. He's gone mad, Davidson thought to himself. But, looking at the physiognomy above him on the wharf, he was obliged to dismiss the notion of common crude lunacy. It was truly most unusual talk. Then he remembered, in his surprise he had lost sight of it, that Heist now had a girl there. This bizarre discourse was probably the effect of the girl. Davidson shook off the absurd feeling and asked, wishing to make clear his friendliness and not knowing what else to say, you haven't run short of stores or anything like that.
Starting point is 01:50:56 Heist smiled and shook his head. No, no, nothing of the kind. We're fairly well off here. Thanks, all the same. If I've taken the liberty to detain you, it is not from any uneasiness for myself and my companion. The person I was thinking of when I made up my mind to invoke your assistance is Mrs. Schomburg. I have talked with her,
Starting point is 01:51:19 interjected Davidson. Oh, you? Yes, I hoped she would find means to... But she didn't tell me much, interrupted Davidson, who was not averse from hearing something, he hardly knew what. Hmm, yes.
Starting point is 01:51:33 But that note of mine, yes, she found an opportunity to give it to you? That's good, very good. She's more resourceful than one would give her credit for. Women often are, remarked Davidson. The strangeness from which he had suffered merely because his interlocutor had carried off a girl
Starting point is 01:51:52 wore off as the minutes went by. There's a lot of unexpectedness about women, he generalised with a didactic aim which seemed to miss its mark, for the next thing Heist said was, This is Mrs. Schomburg's shawl. He touched the stuff, hanging over his arm. An Indian thing, I believe, he added, glancing at his arm sideways.
Starting point is 01:52:15 It isn't of particular value, said Davidson, truthfully. Very likely. The point is that it belongs to Schomburg's wife. That Schomburg seems to be an unconscionable ruffian, don't you think so? Davidson smiled faintly. We out here have got used to him, he said, as if excusing a universal and guilty toleration of a manifest nuisance. I'd hardly call him that. I only know him as a hotel keeper. I never knew him even as that, not till this time when you were so obliging as to take me to Surabaya, I went to stay there from economy. The Netherlands house is very expensive and they expect you to bring your own servant with you as a nuisance. Of course, of course, protested Davidson hastily. After a short silence, Heist returned to the matter of the shawl.
Starting point is 01:53:07 He wanted to send it back to Mrs. Schaumburg. He said that it might be very awkward for her if she were unable, if asked to produce it. This had given him Heist much uneasiness. She was terrified of Schomburg. Apparently she had reason to be. Davidson had remarked that too. Which did not prevent her, he pointed out from making a fool of him in a way for the sake of a stranger. Oh, you know, said Heist. Yes, she helped me. Us. She told me so. I had quite a talk with her,
Starting point is 01:53:40 Davidson informed him. Fancy anyone having a talk with Mrs. Schaumburg, if I were to tell the fellows they wouldn't believe me. How did you get round her, heist? How did you think of it? Why, she looks too stupid to understand human speech and too scared to show a chicken away. Oh, the women, the women. You don't know what there may be in the quietest of them. She was engaged in the task of defending her position in life, said Heist. It's a very respectable task. Is that it? I had some idea it was that, confessed Davidson. He then imparted to Heist the story of the violent proceedings following on the discovery of his flight.
Starting point is 01:54:22 Heist's polite attention to the tale took on a somber cast, but he manifested no surprise and offered no comment. When Davidson had finished he handed down the shawl into the boat and Davidson promised to do his best to return it to Mrs Schomburg in some secret fashion Heist expressed his thanks in a few simple words set off by his manner of finished courtesy Davidson prepared to depart they were not looking at each other suddenly Heist spoke You understand that this was a case of odious persecution don't you
Starting point is 01:54:56 I became aware of it, and it was a view which the sympathetic Davidson was capable of appreciating. I'm not surprised to hear it, he said placidly. Odeous enough, I dare say, and you, of course, not being a married man, were free to step in. Ah, well. He sat down in the stern sheets, and already had the steering lines in his hands when heist observed abruptly. The world is a bad dog. It will bite you if you give it a chance. but I think that here we can safely defy the fates. When relating all this to me, Davidson's only comment was,
Starting point is 01:55:35 funny notion of defying the fates to take a woman in tow. End of Part 1, Chapter 6. Part 1, Chapter 7 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 1, Chapter 7. Some considerable time afterwards, we did not meet very often, I asked Davidson how he had managed about the shawl and heard that he had tackled his mission in a direct way
Starting point is 01:56:12 and had found it easy enough. At the very first call he made in Samarang he rolled the shawl as tightly as he could into the smallest possible brown paper parcel which he carried ashore with him. His business in the town being transacted he got into a gary with a parcel and drove to the hotel. With his precious experience, he timed his arrival accurately for the hour of Schomburg's siesta. Finding the place empty, as on the former occasion, he marched into the billiardroom,
Starting point is 01:56:40 took a seat at the back, near the sort of dais which Mrs. Schomburg would in due course come to occupy, and broke the slumbering silence of the house by thumping a bell vigorously. Of course, a Chinaman appeared promptly. Davidson ordered a drink and sat tight. I would have ordered 20 drinks one after another if necessary, he said. Davidson's a very abstemious man, rather than take that parcel out of the house again. Couldn't leave it in a corner without letting the woman know it was there. It might have turned out worse for her than not bringing the thing back at all.
Starting point is 01:57:15 And so he waited, ringing the bell again and again, and swallowing two or three iced drinks which he did not want. Presently, as he hoped it would happen, Mrs. Schaumburg came in, silk dress, long neck, ringlets, scared eyes, and silly grin. All complete. Probably that lazy beast had sent her out to see who was the thirsty customer waking up the echoes of the house at this quiet hour. Bow, nod, and she clamoured up to her post behind the raised counter, looking so helpless, so inane as she sat there that if it hadn't been for the parcel, Davidson declared, he would have thought he had merely dreamed all that had passed between them.
Starting point is 01:57:56 He ordered another drink to get the Chinaman out of the room, and then seized the parcel which was reposing on a chair near him, and with no more than a mutter, this is something of yours, he rammed it swiftly into a recess in the counter at her feet. There, the rest was her affair. And just in time, too. Schomburg turned up, yawning effectively,
Starting point is 01:58:18 almost before Davidson had regained his seat. He cast about, suspicious and irate glances, an invincible placidity of expression helped Davidson wonderfully at the moment, and the other, of course, could have no grounds for the slightest suspicion of any sort of understanding between his wife and this customer. As to Mrs. Schaumburg, she sat there like a joss. Davidson was lost in admiration. He believed now that the woman had been putting it on for years.
Starting point is 01:58:48 She never even winked. It was immense. The insight he had obtained almost frightened him. He could not. get over his wonder at knowing more of the real Mrs Schaumburg than anybody in the islands, including Schaumburg himself. She was a miracle of dissimulation. No wonder Heist got the girl away from under the two men's noses if he had her to help with the job. The greatest wonder, after all, was Heist getting mixed up with petticoats. The fellow's life had been open to us for years
Starting point is 01:59:18 and nothing could have been more detached from feminine associations, except that he stood drinks to people on suitable occasions, like any other man, this observer of fact, seemed to have no connection with earthly affairs and passions. The very courtesy of his manner, the flavour of playfulness in the voice, set him apart. It was like a feather, floating lightly in the work-a-day atmosphere which was the breath of our nostrils. For this reason, whenever this looker-on took contact with things, he attracted attention. First, it was the Morrison and partnership of mystery, then came the great sensation of the tropical belt coal, where indeed varied interests were involved, a real business matter.
Starting point is 02:00:01 And then came this elopement, this incongruous phenomenon of self-assertion, the greatest wonder of all, astonishing and amusing. Davidson admitted to me that the hubbub was subsiding, and the affair would have been already forgotten perhaps if that ass Schomburg had not kept on gnashing his teeth publicly about it. It was really provoking that Davidson should not be able to give one some idea of the girl. Was she pretty? He didn't know. It stayed the whole afternoon in Schomburg's hotel,
Starting point is 02:00:33 mainly for the purpose of finding out something about her. But the story was growing stale. The parties at the tables on the veranda had other fresher events to talk about, and Davidson shrank from making direct inquiries. He sat placidly there, content to be disregarded and hoping for some chance word to turn up. I shouldn't wonder if the good fellow hadn't been dozing. It's difficult to give you an adequate idea of Davidson's placidity. Presently, Schomburg, wandering about, joined a party that had taken the table next to Davidson's. A man like that Swedes gentleman is a public danger, he began.
Starting point is 02:01:12 I remember him for years. I won't say anything of his spying. Well, he used to say himself he was looking for out-of-the-way facts, and what is that, if not spying? He was spying into everybody's business. He had got hold of Captain Morrison, squeezed him dry like you would an orange, and scared him off to Europe to die there. Everybody knows that Captain Morrison had a weak chest, robbed first and murdered afterwards. I don't mince words, not I. Next he gets up that swindle of the belt coal. You know all about it. And now, after lining his pockets with other people's money, he kidnaps a white girl belonging. to an orchestra which is performing in my public room for the benefit of my patrons and goes off to live like a prince on that island where nobody can get at him. A damn silly girl, it's disgusting. He spat, he choked with rage, for he saw visions, no doubt. He jumped up from his chair and went
Starting point is 02:02:13 away to flee from them, perhaps. He went into the room where Mrs. Schomburg sat. Her aspect could not have been very soothing to the sort of torment from which he was suffering. Davidson did not feel called upon to defend, Heist. His proceeding was to enter into conversation with one and another casually and showing no particular knowledge of the affair in order to discover something about the girl. Was she anything out of the way? Was she pretty? She couldn't have been markedly so. She had not attracted special notice.
Starting point is 02:02:46 She was young, on that everybody agreed. The English clerk of Tesmond remembered that she had a sallow face. He was respectable and highly proper. He was not the sort to associate with such people. Most of these women were fairly battered specimens. Schomburg had them housed in what he called the pavilion in the grounds, where they were hard at it mending and washing their white dresses and could be seen hanging them out to dry between the trees like a lot of washerwomen.
Starting point is 02:03:13 They looked very much like middle-aged washerwomen on the platform too. But the girl had been living in the main building, along with the boss, the director, the fellow with the black beard, and a hard-bitten, oldish woman who took the piano and was understood to be the fellow's wife. This was not a very satisfactory result. Davidson stayed on and even joined the table-dotte dinner without gleaning any more information. He was resigned. I suppose he weised placidly. I am bound to see her some day. He meant to take the Samboran Channel every trip, as before, of course. Yes, I said, no doubt you will. Someday Heist will be signalling to you again, and I wonder what it will be for.
Starting point is 02:03:59 Davidson made no reply. He had his own ideas about that, and his silence concealed a good deal of thought. We spoke no more of Heist's girl. Before we separated, he gave me a piece of unrelated observation. It's funny, he said, but I fancy there's some people. gambling going on in the evening at Schomburg's place, on the quiet. I've noticed men strolling away in twos and threes towards that hall where the orchestra used to play. The windows must be specially well shuttered because I could not spy the smallest gleam of light from that direction,
Starting point is 02:04:31 but I can't believe that those beggars would go in there only to sit and think of their sins in the dark. That's strange. It's incredible that Schomburg should risk that sort of thing, I said. End of Part 1, Chapter 7 Part 2, Chapter 1 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 2, Chapter 1 As we know, Heist had gone to stay in Schomburg's hotel, in complete ignorance that his person was odious to that worthy.
Starting point is 02:05:12 When he arrived, Zanziakomo's Ladies' Orchestra had been established there for some time. The business which had called him out of his seclusion in his lost corner of the eastern seas was with the Tesmans and it had something to do with money. He transacted it quickly and then found himself with nothing to do while he awaited Davidson who was to take him back to his solitude, for back to his solitude, heist meant to go. He whom we used to refer to as the enchanted heist was suffering from thorough disinchantment. Not with the islands, however. The archipelago had a lasting fascination.
Starting point is 02:05:50 It is not easy to shake off the spell of island life. Heist was disenchanted with life as a whole. His scornful temperament, beguiled into action, suffered from failure in a subtle way unknown to men accustomed to grapple with the realities of common human enterprise. It was like the gnawing pain of useless apostasy, a sort of shame before his own betrayed nature. and in addition he also suffered from plain, downright remorse.
Starting point is 02:06:20 He deemed himself guilty of Morrison's death. A rather absurd feeling, since no one could possibly have foreseen the horrors of the cold, wet summer lying in wait for poor Morrison at home. It was not in Heist's character to turn morose, but his mental state was not compatible with a sociable mood. He spent his evening sitting apart on the veranda of Schomburg's hotel. The lamentations of string instruments issued from the building in the hotel compound, the approaches to which were decorated with Japanese paper lanterns strung up between the trunks of several big trees.
Starting point is 02:06:56 Scraps of tunes more or less plaintive reached his ears. They pursued him even into his bedroom, which opened into an upstairs veranda. The fragmentary and rasping character of these sounds made their intrusion inexpressibly tedious in the long run. Like most dreamers, to whom it is given sometimes to hear the music of the spheres, Heist the wanderer of the archipelago, had a taste for silence, which he had been able to gratify for years. The islands are very quiet. One sees them lying about, clothed in their dark garments of leaves,
Starting point is 02:07:30 in a great hush of silver and Asia, where the sea without murmurs meets the sky in a ring of magic stillness. A sort of smiling somnolence broods over them, The very voices of their people are soft and subdued, as if afraid to break some protecting spell. Perhaps this was the very spell which had enchanted heist in the early days. For him, however, that was broken. He was no longer enchanted, though he was still a captive of the islands. He had no intention to leave them ever.
Starting point is 02:08:06 Where could he have gone to after all these years? Not a single soul belonging to him lived anywhere on earth. of this fact, not such a remote one, after all, he had only lately become aware, for it is failure that makes a man enter into himself and reckon up his resources. And though he had made up his mind to retire from the world in hermit fashion, yet he was irrationally moved by this sense of loneliness which had come to him in the hour of renunciation. It hurt him. Nothing is more painful than the shock of sharp contradictions that lacerate our intelligence and our feelings. Meanwhile, Schomburg watched Heist out of the corner of his eye. Towards the unconscious object of his enmity, he preserved a distant lieutenant of the reserve demeanour. Nudging certain of his customers with his elbow, he begged them to observe
Starting point is 02:08:58 what heirs that Sveed was giving himself. I really don't know why he has come to stay in my house. This place isn't good enough for him. I wish to goodness he had gone somewhere else to show off his superior. Here I have got up this series of concerts for you gentlemen, just to make things a little brighter, generally, and do you think he'll condescend to step in and listen to a piece or two of an evening? Not he. I know him of old. There he sits in the dark end of the piazza, all the evening long, planning some new spindle, no doubt. What happens? I would ask him to go and look for quarters somewhere else, only one doesn't like to treat a white man like that out in the tropics. I don't know. I don't
Starting point is 02:09:42 how long he means to stay, but I'm willing to bet a trifle that he'll never work himself up to the point of spending the fifty cents of entrance money for the sake of a little good music. Nobody cared to bet, or the hotel keeper would have lost. One evening, heist was driven to desperation by the rasped, squeaked, scraped snatches of tunes, pursuing him even to his hard couch, with a mattress as thin as a pancake and a diaphanous mosquito net. He descended among the trees, with a soft glow of Japanese lanterns picked out parts of their great rugged trunks here and there in the great mass of darkness under the lofty foliage. More lanterns of the shape of cylindrical concertinas hanging in a row from a slack string decorated the doorway of what Schomburg called grandiloquently My Concert Hall. In his desperate mood, Heist ascended three steps, lifted a calico curtain, and went in.
Starting point is 02:10:39 The uproar in that small barn-like structure built of imported pine boards and raised clear of the ground was simply stunning. An instrumental uproar, screaming, grunting, whining, sobbing, scraping, squeaking, some kind of lively air, while a grand piano operated upon by a bony, red-faced woman with bad-tempered nostrils rained hard notes like hail through the tempest of fiddles. The small platform was filled with white muslin dresses and crimson sashes slanting from shoulders provided with bare arms which soared away without respite. Zandiacomo conducted. He wore a white mess jacket, a black dress waistcoat and white trousers. His longish tussled hair and his great beard were purple black. He was horrible. The heat was terrific. There were perhaps thirty people having drinks at several little times. tables. Heist, quite overcome by the volume of noise, dropped into a chair. In the quick time
Starting point is 02:11:42 of that music, in the varied piercing clamour of the strings, in the movements of the bare arms, in the low-dresses, the coarse faces, the stony eyes of the exitance, there was a suggestion of brutality, something cruel, sensual and repulsive. This is awful, Heist murmured to himself. But there is an unholy fascination. in systematic noise. He did not flee from it incontinently, as one might have expected him to do. He remained, astonished at himself for remaining, since nothing could have been more repulsive to his tastes, more painful to his senses, and, so to speak, more contrary to his genius than this rude exhibition of vigour. The Zanziakomo band was not making music, it was simply
Starting point is 02:12:30 murdering silence with a vulgar, ferocious energy. One felt as if we were, witnessing a deed of violence, and that impression was so strong that it seemed marvellous to see the people sitting so quietly on their chairs, drinking so calmly out of their glasses, and giving no signs of distress, anger or fear. Heist diverted his gaze from the unnatural spectacle of their indifference. When the piece of music came to an end, the relief was so great that he felt slightly dizzy, as if a chasm of silence had yawned at his feet. When he raised his eyes, the audience, most perversely, was exhibiting signs of animation and interest in their faces, and the women in white muslin dresses were coming down in pairs from the platform into the
Starting point is 02:13:15 body of Schomburg's concert hall. They dispersed themselves all over the place. The male creature with a hooked nose and purple black beard disappeared somewhere. This was the interval, during which, as the astute Schomburg had stipulated, the members of the orchestra were encouraged to favour the members of the audience with their company. That is, such members as seemed inclined to fraternise with the arts in a familiar and generous manner, the symbol of familiarity and generosity consisting in offers of refreshment. The procedure struck Heist as highly incorrect. However, the impropriety of Schauburg's ingenious scheme was defeated by the circumstance that most of the women were no longer young and that none of them had ever been beautiful.
Starting point is 02:14:03 Their more or less worn cheeks were slightly rouged, but apart from that fact, which might have been simply a matter of routine, they did not seem to take the success of the scheme unduly to heart. The impulse to fraternise with the arts being obviously weak in the audience, some of the musicians sat down listlessly at unoccupied tables, while others went on perambulating the central passage, arm in arm, glad enough no doubt to stretch their legs while resting their arms. Their crimson sashes gave a factitious touch of gaiety to the smoky atmosphere of the concert hall
Starting point is 02:14:37 and Heist felt a sudden pity for these beings, exploited, hopeless, devoid of charm and grace whose fate of cheerless dependence invested their coarse and joyless features with a touch of pathos. Heist was temperamentally sympathetic. To have them passing and repassing close to his little table was painful to him. He was preparing to rise and go out when he noticed that two white muslin dresses and crimson sashes had not yet left the platform. One of these dresses concealed the raw-boned frame
Starting point is 02:15:11 of the woman with a bad-tempered curve to her nostrils. She was no less a personage than Mrs. Zanziakomo. She had left the piano, and with her back to the hall was preparing the parts for the second half of the concert, with a brusque, impatient action of her ugly elbow. This task done, she turned, and perceiving the other white muslin dress motionless on a chair in the second row,
Starting point is 02:15:34 she strode toward it between the music stands with an aggressive and masterful gait. On the lap of that dress there lay, unclasped and idle, a pair of small hands, not very white, attached to well-formed arms. The next detail heist was led to observe was the arrangement of the hair. Two thick brown tresses rolled round an attractively shaped head. A girl by Jove, he exclaimed mentally. It was evident that she was a girl. It was evident in the outline of the shoulders,
Starting point is 02:16:05 in the slender white bust springing up, barred slant-wise, by the crimson sash from the bell-shaped spread of the muslin skirt hiding the chair on which she sat, averted a little from the body of the hall. Her feet, in low white shoes, were crossed prettily. She had captured Heist's awakened faculty of observation. He had the sensation of a new experience.
Starting point is 02:16:28 That was because he saw. faculty of observation had never before been captured by any feminine creature in that marked and exclusive fashion. He looked at her anxiously, as no man ever looks at another man, and he positively forgot where he was. He'd lost touch with his surroundings. The big woman, advancing, concealed the girl from his sight for a moment. She bent over the seated, youthful figure in passing it very close, as if to drop a word into its ear. Her lips did certainly move, What sort of word could it have been to make the girl jump up so swiftly? Heist at his table was surprised into a sympathetic start.
Starting point is 02:17:07 He glanced quickly round. Nobody was looking towards the platform. And when his eyes swept back there again, the girl, with the big woman treading at her heels, was coming down the three steps from the platform to the floor of the hall. There she paused, stumbled one pace forward, and stood still again, while the other the escort, the dragoon, the coarse big woman of the piano, passed her roughly, and marching truselently down the centre aisle between the chairs and tables,
Starting point is 02:17:35 went out to rejoin the hook-nosed Zanjiakomo somewhere outside. During her extraordinary transit, as if everything in the hall were dirt under her feet, her scornful eyes met the upward glance of Heist, who looked away at once towards the girl. She had not moved. Her arms hung down, her eyelids were lowered. Heist laid down his half-smoked cigar. and compressed his lips. Then he got up. It was the same sort of impulse which years ago had made him cross the sandy street of the abominable town of Delhi in the island of Timor and Acost Morrison, practically a stranger to him then, a man in trouble, expressively harassed, dejected,
Starting point is 02:18:17 lonely. It was the same impulse, but he did not recognise it. He was not thinking of Morrison then. It may be said that, for the first time since the final abandonment of the same. Amber Ann Coal Mine, he had completely forgotten the late Morrison. It is true that, to a certain extent, he had forgotten also where he was. Thus, unchecked by any sort of self-consciousness, Heist walked up the central passage. Several of the women by this time had found anchorage here and there among the occupied tables. They talked to the men, leaning on their elbows, and suggesting funnily, if it hadn't been for the crimson sashes, in their white dresses, an assembly of middle-aged bride. with free and easy manners and hoarse voices.
Starting point is 02:19:02 The murmuring noise of conversations carried on with some spirit filled Schomburg's concert room. Nobody remarked Heist's movements, for indeed he was not the only man on his legs there. He had been confronting the girl for some time before she became aware of his presence. She was looking down, very still,
Starting point is 02:19:21 without colour, without glances, without voice, without movement. That was only when Heist addressed her in his eyes. courteous tone that she raised her eyes. Excuse me, he said in English, but that horrible female has done something to you. She has pinched you, hasn't she? I'm sure she pinched you just now
Starting point is 02:19:41 when she stood by your chair. The girl received this overture with a wide, motionless stare of profound astonishment. Heist, vexed with himself, suspected that she did not understand what he said. One could not tell what nationality these women were except that they were of all sorts.
Starting point is 02:19:59 But she was astonished almost more by the near presence of the man himself, by his largely bald head, by the white brow, the sunburnt cheeks, the long horizontal moustaches of crinkly bronze hair, by the kindly expression of the man's blue eyes looking into her own. He saw the stony amazement in hers give way to a momentary alarm, which was succeeded by an expression of resignation. I am sure she pinched your arm most cruelly, he murmured, rather disconcerted now at what he had done.
Starting point is 02:20:32 It was a great comfort to hear her say, it wouldn't have been the first time, and suppose she did. What are you going to do about it? I don't know, he said, with a faint remote playfulness in his tone, which had not been heard in it lately, and which seemed to catch her ear pleasantly. I am grieved to say that I don't know,
Starting point is 02:20:51 but can I do anything? What would you wish me to do? Pray command me? Again the greatest astonishment became visible in her face, for she now perceived how different he was from the other men in the room. He was as different from them as she was different from the other members of the ladies' orchestra. "'Come aren't you,' she breathed after a time in a bewildered tone. "'Who are you?' she asked a little louder.
Starting point is 02:21:18 "'I'm staying in this hotel for a few days. I just dropped in casually here. This outrage!' "'Don't you try to interfere?' she said so earnestly that Heist asked in his faintly playful tone, "'Is it your wish that I should leave you?' "'I haven't said that,' the girl answered. "'She pinched me because I didn't get down here quick enough.'
Starting point is 02:21:39 "'I can't tell you how indignant I am,' said Heist. "'But since you are down here now,' he went on, with the ease of a man of the world speaking to a young lady in a drawing-room, "'hadn't we better sit down?' She obeyed his inviting gesture, and they sat down on the nearest chairs. They looked at each other across a little round table with a surprised open gaze, self-consciousness growing on them so slowly that it was a long time before they averted their eyes, and very soon they met again, temporarily, only to rebound, as it were.
Starting point is 02:22:12 At last they steadied in contact, but by that time, say some 15 minutes from the moment when they sat down, the interval came to an end. So much for their eyes. As to the conversation, it had been perfectly insignificant, because naturally they had nothing to say to each other. Eist had been interested by the girl's physiognomy. Its expression was neither simple nor yet very clear. It was not distinguished that could not be expected, but the features had more fineness than those of any other feminine countenance he had ever had the opportunity to observe so closely. There was in it something indefinably audacious and infinitely miserable because the temperament and the existence of that girl were reflected in it.
Starting point is 02:22:58 But her voice. It seduced Heist by its amazing quality. It was a voice fit to utter the most exquisite things, a voice which would have made silly chatter supportable and the roughest talk fascinating. Heist drank in its charm as one listens to the tone of some instrument without heeding the tune. "'Do you sing as well as play?' he asked her abruptly. "'Never sang a note in my life,' she said, "'obviously surprised by the irrelevant question,
Starting point is 02:23:27 "'for they had not been discoursing of sweet sounds. "'She was clearly unaware of her voice. "'I don't remember that I ever had much reason to sing "'since I was little,' she added. "'That inelegant phrase by the mere vibrating, "'warm nobility of the sound "'found its way into Heist's heart. "'His mind, cool,
Starting point is 02:23:47 alert, watched it sink there with a sort of vague concern at the absurdity of the occupation, till it rested at the bottom, deep down, where our unexpressed longings lie. You're English, of course, he said. What do you think? she answered in the most charming accents. Then, as if thinking that it was her turn to place a question, why do you always smile when you speak? It was enough to make anyone look grave, but her good faith was so evident that Heist recovered. himself at once. It's my unfortunate manner, he said with his delicate, polished playfulness.
Starting point is 02:24:24 Is it very objectionable to you? She was very serious. No, I only noticed it. I haven't come across so many pleasant people as all that in my life. It is certain that this woman who plays the piano is infinitely more disagreeable than any cannibal I have ever had to do with. I believe you, she shuddered. How did you come to have anything to do with? How did you come to have anything to do with cannibals. It would be too long a tale, said Heist with a faint smile. Heist's smiles were rather melancholy and accorded badly with his great mustaches, under which his mere playfulness lurked as comfortable as a shy bird in its native thicket. Much too long. How did you get amongst this lot here?
Starting point is 02:25:08 Bad luck, she answered briefly. No doubt, no doubt, Heist dissented with slight nods. then, still indignant at that pinch which he had divined rather than actually seen inflicted, "'I say, couldn't you defend yourself somehow?' She had risen already. The ladies of the orchestra were slowly regaining their places. Some were already seated, idle, stony-eyed before the music stands. Heist was standing up too. "'They are too many for me,' she said.
Starting point is 02:25:41 These few words came out of the common experience of mankind. yet by virtue of her voice they thrilled heist like a revelation. His feelings were in a state of confusion, but his mind was clear. That's bad, but it isn't actual ill usage that this girl is complaining of, he thought lucidly after she left him. End of Part 2, Chapter 1. Part 2, Chapter 2 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan,
Starting point is 02:26:16 Victory, part two, chapter two. That is how it began. How it was that it ended, as we know it did end, is not so easy to state precisely. It is very clear that Heist was not indifferent, I won't say to the girl, but to the girl's fate. It was the same man who had plunged after the submerged Morrison, whom he hardly knew otherwise than by sight and through the usual gossip of the islands. But this was another sort of plunge altogether, and likely to lead to a very different sort of partnership. Did he reflect at all? Probably. He was sufficiently reflective, but if he did it was with insufficient knowledge, for there is no evidence that he paused at any time between the date of that evening and the morning of the flight. Truth to say, Heist was not one of those men who pause much,
Starting point is 02:27:11 Those dreamy spectators of the world's agitation are terrible once the desire to act gets hold of them. They lower their heads and charge a wall with an amazing serenity which nothing but an indisciplined imagination can give. He was not a fool. I suppose he knew, or at least he felt, where this was leading him. But his complete inexperience gave him the necessary audacity. The girl's voice was charming when she spoke to him
Starting point is 02:27:41 of her miserable past in simple terms, with a sort of unconscious cynicism inherent in the truth of the ugly conditions of poverty. And whether because he was humane or because her voice included all the modulations of pathos, cheerfulness and courage in its compass, it was not discussed that the tale awakened in him but the sense of an immense sadness.
Starting point is 02:28:05 On a later evening, during the interval between the two parts of the concert, the girl told Heist about herself, She was almost a child of the streets. Her father was a musician in the orchestra of small theatres. Her mother ran away from him while she was little, and the landladies of various poor lodging houses had attended casually to her abandoned childhood.
Starting point is 02:28:28 It was never positive starvation and absolute rags, but it was the hopeless grip of poverty all the time. It was her father who taught her to play the violin. It seemed that he used to get drunk sometimes, but without pleasure, and only because he was unable to forget his fugitive wife. After he had a paralytic stroke, falling over with a crash in the well of a music-hall orchestra during the performance, she had joined the Zanziakomo Company. He was now in a home for incurable. And I am here, she finished, with no one to care if I make a hole in the water the next chance I get or not.
Starting point is 02:29:07 Heist told her that he thought she could do a little better than that, if it was only a question of of getting out of the world. She looked at him with special attention and with a puzzled expression which gave to her face an air of innocence. This was during one of the intervals between the two parts of the concert. She had come down that time without being incited there to by a pinch from the awful Zanjokoma woman. It is difficult to suppose that she was seduced by the uncovered intellectual forehead and the long reddish mustaches of her new friend. New is not the right word. She had never had a friend before,
Starting point is 02:29:44 and the sensation of this friendliness going out to her was exciting by its novelty alone. Besides, any man who did not resemble Schomburg appeared for that very reason attractive. She was afraid of the hotel keeper, who in the daytime, taking advantage of the fact that she lived in the hotel itself and not in the pavilion with the other artists, prowled round her, mute, hungry, portentous behind his great beard,
Starting point is 02:30:11 or else her sailed her in quiet corners and empty passages with deep, mysterious murmurs from behind, which, notwithstanding their clear import, sounded horribly insane somehow. The contrast of Heist's quiet, polished manner gave her special delight and filled her with admiration. She had never seen anything like that before. If she had perhaps known kindness in her life, she had never met the forms of simple courtesy. She was interested by it as a very novel experience, not very intelligible, but distinctly pleasurable. I tell you they are too many for me, she repeated, sometimes recklessly, but more often shaking her head with ominous dejection. She had, of course, no money at all. The quantities of black men all about frightened her.
Starting point is 02:31:02 She really had no definite idea where she was on the surface of the globe. The orchestra was generally taken from the steamer to some hotel and kept shut up there till it was time to go on board another steamer. She could not remember the name she heard. How do you call this place again, she used to ask Heist? Surabaya, he would say distinctly, and would watch the discouragement at the outlandish sound coming into her eyes, which were fastened on his face.
Starting point is 02:31:32 He could not defend himself from compassion. He suggested that she might go to the consul, but it was his conscience that dictated this advice, not his conviction. She had never heard of the animal or of its uses. A consul? What was it? Who was he? What could he do? And when she learned that perhaps he could be induced to send her home, her head dropped on her breast. What am I to do when I get there?
Starting point is 02:31:59 She murmured with an intonation, so just, with an accent so penetrating, the charm of her voice did not fail her even in whispering, that Heist seemed to see the illusion of human fellowship on earth vanish before the naked truth of her existence and leave them both face to face in a moral desert as arid as the sands of Sahara, without restful shade, without refreshing water.
Starting point is 02:32:24 She leaned slightly over the little table, the same little table at which they had sat when they first met each other, and with no memories but of the stones in the streets her childhood had known, in the distress of the incoherent, confused rudimentary impressions of her travels, inspiring her with a vague terror of the world, she said rapidly, as one speaks in desperation, "'You do something. You're a gentleman. It wasn't I who spoke to you first, was it?
Starting point is 02:32:51 I didn't begin, did I? It was you who came along and spoke to me when I was standing over there. What did you want to speak to me for? I don't care what it is, but you didn't care what it is, but you must do something. Her attitude was fierce and entreating at the same time, clamorous, in fact, though her voice had hardly risen above a breath.
Starting point is 02:33:11 It was clamorous enough to be noticed. Heist on purpose laughed aloud. She nearly choked with indignation at this brutal heartlessness. What did you mean then by saying, Command me? She almost hissed. Something hard in his mirthless stare and a quiet final, all right, steadied her. I am not rich enough to buy you out, he went on, speaking with an extraordinary detached grin,
Starting point is 02:33:38 even if it were to be done, but I can always steal you. She looked at him profoundly, as though these words had a hidden and very complicated meaning. Get away now, he said rapidly, and tried to smile as you go. She obeyed with unexpected readiness, and as she had a set of very very, good white teeth, the effect of the mechanical, ordered smile was joyous, radiant. It astonished heist. No wonder, it flashed through his mind, women can deceive men so completely. The faculty was inherent in them.
Starting point is 02:34:13 They seemed to be created with a special aptitude. Here was a smile, the origin of which was well known to him, and yet it had conveyed a sensation of warmth, had given him a sort of ardor to live, which was very new to his experience. By this time she was gone from the table and adjoined the other ladies of the orchestra. They tripped towards the platform, driven in truselently by the haughty mate of Zanjia Como, who looked as though she were restraining herself with difficulty from punching their backs. Zanjokomo followed, with his great pendulous dyed beard and short mess jacket,
Starting point is 02:34:50 with an aspect of hang-dog concentration imparted by his drooping head and the uneasiness of his eyes, which were set very close together. He climbed the steps, last of all, turned about, displaying his purple beard to the hole, and tapped with his bow. Heist winced in anticipation of the horrible racket. It burst out immediately, unabashed and awful. At the end of the platform,
Starting point is 02:35:16 the woman at the piano, presenting her cruel profile, her head tilted back, banged the keys without looking at the music. Heist could not stand the upper, uproar for more than a minute. He went out, his brain racked by the rhythm of some more or less Hungarian dance music. The forests inhabited by the New Guinea cannibals where he had encountered the most exciting of his earlier futile adventures was silent. And this adventure,
Starting point is 02:35:44 not in its execution, perhaps, but in its nature, required even more nerve than anything he had faced before. Walking among the paper lanterns suspended to trees, he remembered with regret the gloom and the dead stillness of the forests at the back of Gilving Bay, perhaps the wildest, the unsafest, the most deadly spot on earth from which the sea can be seen. Oppressed by his thoughts, he sought the obscurity and peace of his bedroom, but they were not complete. The distant sounds of the concert reached his ear, faint indeed, but still disturbing. Neither did he feel very safe in there, for that sentiment depends not on extraneous circumstances, put on our inward conviction. He did not attempt to go to sleep. He did not even unbutton the top
Starting point is 02:36:33 button of his tunic. He sat in a chair and amused. Formerly, in solitude and in silence, he had been used to think clearly and sometimes even profoundly, seeing life outside the flattering optical delusion of everlasting hope, of conventional self-deceptions, of an ever-expected happiness. But now he was troubled. light veil seemed to hang before his mental vision, the awakening of a tenderness, indistinct and confused as yet towards an unknown woman. Gradually silence, a real silence, had established itself round him. The concert was over. The audience had gone. The concert hall was dark, and even the pavilion where the lady's orchestra slept after its noisy labours showed not a gleam of light.
Starting point is 02:37:25 I s suddenly felt restless in all his limbs. As this reaction from the long immobility would not be denied, he humoured it by passing quietly along the back veranda and out into the grounds at the side of the house, into the black shadows under the trees, where the extinguished paper lanterns were gently swinging their globes like withered fruit. He paced there to and fro for a long time, a calm, meditative ghost in his white drill suit,
Starting point is 02:37:53 revolving in his head thoughts absolutely novel, disquieting and seductive, accustoming his mind to the contemplation of his purpose in order that by being faced steadily it should appear praiseworthy and wise. For the use of reason is to justify the obscure desires that move our conduct, impulses, passions, prejudices and follies and also our fears.
Starting point is 02:38:21 He felt that he had engaged himself by a rash promise to an action big with incalculable consequences. And then he asked himself if the girl had understood what he meant. Who could tell? He was assailed by all sorts of doubts. Raising his head, he perceived something white flitting between the trees. It vanished almost at once, but there could be no mistake. He was vexed at being detected roaming like this in the middle of the night.
Starting point is 02:38:49 Who could that be? It never occurred to him that perhaps the girl too, would not be able to sleep. He advanced prudently. Then he saw the white, phantom-like apparition again, and the next moment all his doubts as to the state of her mind were laid to rest, because he felt her clinging to him after the manner of supplicants all the world over. Her whispers was so incoherent that he could not understand anything, but this did not prevent him from being profoundly moved. He had no illusions about her, but his sceptical mind was dominated by the fullness of his heart. Calm yourself, calm yourself, he murmured in her ear, returning her class but first mechanically,
Starting point is 02:39:31 and afterwards with a growing appreciation of her distressed humanity. The heaving of her breast and the trembling of all her limbs in the closeness of his embrace seemed to enter his body, to infect his very heart. While she was growing quieter in his arms, he was becoming more agitated, as if there were only a fixed quantity of violent, a moment. motion on this earth. The very night seemed more dumb, more still, the immobility of the vague black shape surrounding him more perfect. It will be all right, he tried to reassure her, with a tone of conviction, speaking into her ear, and of necessity clasping her more closely than before. Either the words or the action had a very good effect. He heard a light sigh of relief.
Starting point is 02:40:20 She spoke with a calm ardor Oh, I knew it would be all right From the first time you spoke to me Yes, indeed, I knew directly you came up to me that evening I knew it would be all right if you only cared to make it so But of course I could not tell if you meant it Command me, you said, funny thing for a man like you to say Did you really mean it? You weren't making fun of me
Starting point is 02:40:45 He protested that he had been a serious person, all his life I believe you, she said ardently. He was touched by this declaration. It's the way you have of speaking, as if you were amused with people, she went on. But I wasn't deceived. I could see you were angry with that beast of a woman, and you are clever.
Starting point is 02:41:06 You spotted something at once. You saw it in my face, eh? It isn't a bad face, say? You'll never be sorry. Listen, I'm not twenty yet. It's the truth, and I can't be so bad-looking, or else, I will tell you straight that I have been worried and pestered by fellows like this before. I don't know what comes to them.
Starting point is 02:41:26 She was speaking hurriedly. She choked and then exclaimed with an accent of despair. What is it? What's the matter? Ice had removed his arms from her suddenly and had recoiled a little. Is it my fault? I didn't even look at them. I tell you straight. Never. Have I looked at you? Tell me. It was you that began it. In truth, Heist had shrunk from the idea of competition with fellows unknown, with Schomburg, the hotelkeeper. The vaporous white figure before him swayed pitifully in the darkness.
Starting point is 02:42:00 He felt ashamed of his fastidiousness. I am afraid we have been detected, he murmured. I think I saw somebody on the path between the house and the bushes behind you. He had seen no one. It was a compassionate lie if there ever was one. His compassion was as genuine as his shrinking had been, and in his judgment more honourable. She didn't turn her head. She was obviously relieved. Would it be that brute, she breathed out, meaning Schomburg, of course. He's getting too forward with me now. What can you expect? Only this evening, after supper,
Starting point is 02:42:38 he... But I slipped away. You don't mind him, do you? Why, I confess him myself now that I know you care for me. A girl can always put up a fight. You believe me? Only it isn't easy to stand up for yourself when you feel there's nothing and nobody at your back. There's nothing so lonely in the world as a girl who has got to look after herself. When I left poor dad in that home
Starting point is 02:43:00 that was in the country near a village, I came out of the gates with seven shellings and throppence in my old purse and my railway ticket. I tramped a mile and got into a train. She broke off and was silent for a moment. Don't you throw me over now, she went on. If you did, what should I do? I should have to live, to be sure, because I'd be afraid to kill myself,
Starting point is 02:43:22 but you would have done a thousand times worse than killing a body. You told me you'd been always alone. You never had a dog even. Well, then, I won't be in anybody's way if I live with you, not even a dog's. And what else did you mean when you came up and looked at me so close? Close, did I? He murmured, unstirring before her in the profound dark. So close as that? She had an outbreak of anger and despair in subdued tones.
Starting point is 02:43:52 Have you forgotten then? What did you expect to find? I know what sort of girl I am, but all the same I'm not the sort that men turn their backs on, and you ought to know it unless you aren't made like the others. Oh, forgive me, you aren't like the others. You are like no one in the world I ever spoke to. Don't you care for me? Don't you see? What he saw was that white and spectral, she was putting out her arms to him out of the black shadows like an appealing ghost. He took her hands and was affected, almost surprised, to find them so warm, so real, so firm, so living in his grasp. He drew her to him, and she dropped her head on his shoulder with a deep sigh. I'm dead tired, she whispered plaintively. He put his arms around her, and only by the convulsive movements of her body
Starting point is 02:44:43 became aware that she was sobbing without a sound. Sustaining her, he lost himself in the profound silence of the night. After a while she became still and cried quietly. Then, suddenly as if waking up, she asked, You haven't seen any more of that somebody you thought was spying about? He started at a quick, sharp whisper and answered that very likely he had been mistaken. If it was anybody at all, she reflected aloud, it wouldn't have been anyone but that hotel woman, the landlord's wife. Mrs. Schomburg, I said, surprised. Yes, another one that can't sleep a night.
Starting point is 02:45:24 Why? Don't you see why? Because, of course, she sees what's going on. That beast doesn't even try to keep it from her. If she had only the least bit of spirit, she knows how I feel too, only she's too frightened even to look him in the face, let alone open her mouth, he would tell her to go hang herself. For some time, Heist said nothing. A public, active contest with the hotel-keeper was not to be thought of.
Starting point is 02:45:50 The idea was horrible. Whispering gently to the girl, he tried to explain to her that as things stood, an open withdrawal from the company would be probably opposed. She listened to his explanation anxiously, from time to time pressing the hand she had sought and got hold of in the dark. As I told you, I'm not rich enough to buy you out, so I shall steal you as soon as I can arrange some means of getting away from here. Meantime, it would be fatal to be seen together at night.
Starting point is 02:46:18 We mustn't give ourselves away. We had better part at once. I think I was mistaken just now, but if, as you say, that poor Mrs. Schaumburg can't sleep of nights, we must be more careful. She would tell the fellow. The girl had disengaged herself from his loose hold while he talked, and now stood free. of him, but still clasping his hand firmly. Oh no, she said with perfect assurance,
Starting point is 02:46:43 I tell you she dend open her mouth to him, and she isn't as silly as she looks. She wouldn't give us away. She knows a trick worth do of that. She'll help, that's what she'll do if she dares do anything at all. He seemed to have a very clear view of the situation, said Heist, and received a warm, lingering kiss for this commendation. He discovered that apart from her was not such an easy matter,
Starting point is 02:47:07 as he had supposed it would be. "'Upon my word,' he said, "'before they separated, "'I don't even know your name.' "'Don't you? "'They call me Alma. "'I don't know why. "'Silly name. Magdalen, too.
Starting point is 02:47:22 "'It doesn't matter. "'You can call me by whatever name you choose. "'Yes, you give me a name. "'Think of one you would like the sound of, "'something quite new. "'How I should like to forget everything "'that has gone before, "'as one forgets a dream that's done with,
Starting point is 02:47:37 fright and all. I would try. Would you really? he asked in a murmur. But that's not forbidden. I understand that women easily forget whatever in their past diminishes them in their eyes. It's your eyes that I was thinking of, for I'm sure I've never wished to forget anything till you came up to me that night and looked me through and through. I know I'm not much account, but I know how to stand by a man. I stood by father ever since I could understand. He wasn't a bad chap. Now that I can't be of any use to him, I would just as soon forget all that and make a fresh start. But these aren't things that I could talk to you about. What could I ever talk to you about? Don't let it trouble you, Heist said, your voice is enough. I am in love with it,
Starting point is 02:48:25 whatever it says. She remained silent for a while, as if rendered breathless by this quiet statement. Oh, I wanted to ask you. He remembered that she probably, he did not know his name, and expected the question to be put to him now, but after a moment of hesitation, she went on, why was it that you told me to smile this evening in the concert room there? You remember? I thought we were being observed. A smile is the best of masks. Schaumburg was at a table next but one to us, drinking with some Dutch clerks from the town. No doubt he was watching us, watching you at least. That's why I asked you to smile. Ah, that's why it never came into my head.
Starting point is 02:49:10 And you did it very well too, very readily, as if you had understood my intention. Readily, she repeated. Oh, I was ready enough to smile then. That's the truth. It was the first time for years I may say that I felt disposed to smile. I've not had many chances to smile in my life, I can tell you, especially of late.
Starting point is 02:49:31 But you do it most charmingly in a perfectly fascinating way. He paused. She stood still, waiting for more, with the stillness of extreme delight, wishing to prolong their sensation. It astonished me, he added. It went as straight to my heart as though you had smiled for the purpose of dazzling me. I felt as if I had never seen a smile before in my life. I thought of it after I left you. It made me restless.
Starting point is 02:50:01 It did all that, came her voice, unsteady, gentle and incredulous. If you had not smiled as you did, perhaps I should not have come out here tonight, he said, with his playful earnestness of tone. It was your triumph. He felt her lips touch his lightly, and the next moment she was gone. Her white dress gleamed in the distance, and then the opaque darkness of the house seemed to swallow it. Heist waited a little before he went the same way, round the corner, up the steps of the veranda, and into his room, where he lay down at last, not to sleep, but to go over in his mind all that had been said at their meeting.
Starting point is 02:50:41 It's exactly true about that smile, he thought. There he had spoken the truth to her, and about her voice too, for the rest what must be must be. A great wave of heat passed over him. He turned on his back, flung his arms crosswise on the broad hard bed, and lay still, open-eyed under the mosquito net, till daylight entered his room, brightened swiftly, and turned to unfailing sunlight. He got up then, went to a small looking glass hanging on the wall, and stared at himself steadily.
Starting point is 02:51:16 It was not a newborn vanity which induced this long survey. He felt so strange that he could not resist the suspicion of his personal appearance having changed during the night. What he saw in the glass, however, was the man he knew before. It was almost a disappointment, a belittling of his recent experience. And then he smiled at his naïveness, for being over five and thirty years of age, he ought to have known that in most cases the body is the unalterable mask of the soul, which even death itself changes but little, till it is put out of sight where no changes matter anymore, either to our friends or to our enemies.
Starting point is 02:51:57 Heist was not conscious of either friends or of enemies. It was the very essence of his life to be a solitary achievement, accomplished not by hermit-like withdrawal with its silence and immobility, but by a system of restless wandering, by the detachment of an impermanent dweller amongst changing scenes. In this scheme he had perceived the means of passing through life without suffering and almost without a single care in the world, invulnerable because elusive.
Starting point is 02:52:30 End of Part 2, Chapter 2. Part 2, Chapter 3 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 2, Chapter 3. For 15 years, Heist had wandered, invariably courteous and unapproachable, and in return was generally considered a queer chap. He had started off on these travels of his after the death of his father, an expatriated Swede who died in London,
Starting point is 02:53:05 dissatisfied with his country and angry with all the world, which had instinctively rejected his wisdom. Thinker, stylist, and man of the world in his time, the elder heist had begun by coveting all the joys, those of the great and those of the humble, those are the fools, and those of the sages. For more than sixty years he had dragged on this painful earth of ours, the most weary, the most uneasy soul,
Starting point is 02:53:32 that civilization had ever fashioned to its ends of disillusioned, and regret. One could not refuse him a measure of greatness, for he was unhappy in a way unknown to mediocre souls. His mother, Heist, had never known, but he kept his father's pale, distinguished face in affectionate memory. He remembered him mainly in an ample blue dressing gown and a large house of a quiet London suburb. For three years after leaving school at the age of 18, he had lived with the elder Heist, who was then writing his last book. In this work, at the end of his life, he claimed for mankind that right
Starting point is 02:54:09 to absolute moral and intellectual liberty of which he no longer believed them worthy. Three years of such companionship at that plastic and impressionable age were bound to leave in the boy a profound mistrust of life. The young man learned to reflect, which is a destructive process, a reckoning of the cost.
Starting point is 02:54:30 It is not the clear-sighted who lead the world. Great achievements are accomplished in a blestracketive, acid, warm, mental fog, which the pitiless cold blasts of the father's analysis had blown away from the sun. I'll drift, I said to himself, deliberately. He did not mean intellectually, or sentimentally, or morally. He meant to drift altogether, and literally, body and soul, like a detached leaf, drifting in the wind currents under the immovable trees of a forest glade,
Starting point is 02:55:01 to drift without ever catching on to anything. This should be my defence against life, he had said to himself, with a sort of inward consciousness that for the son of his father there was no other worthy alternative. He became a waif and stray, austerely, from conviction as others do through drink, from vice, from some weakness of character, with deliberation as others do in despair. This stripped of the facts had been Heist's life up to that disturbing night. next day when he saw the girl called Alma she managed to give him a glance of frank tenderness
Starting point is 02:55:39 quick as lightning and leaving a profound impression a secret touch on the heart it was in the grounds of the hotel about Tiffin time while the ladies of the orchestra were strolling back to their pavilion after rehearsal or practice or whatever they called their morning musical exercises in the hall heist returning from the town
Starting point is 02:55:59 where he had discovered that there would be difficulties in the way of getting away at once, was crossing the compound, disappointed and worried. He had walked almost unwittingly into the straggling group of Zanjiakomo's performers. It was a shock to him on coming out of his brown study to find the girl so near to him, as if one waking suddenly should see the figure of his dream turned into flesh and blood. She did not raise her shapely head, but her glance was no dream thing. It was real, the most real impression of his detached existence of her. far. Heist had not acknowledged that in any way, though it seemed to him impossible that its effect
Starting point is 02:56:38 on him should not be visible to anyone who happened to be looking on. And there were several men on the veranda, steady customers of Schaumburg's tabledotte, gazing in his direction, at the ladies of the orchestra, in fact. Heist's dread arose not out of shame or timidity, but from his fastidiousness. On getting amongst them, however, he noticed no signs of interest or astonishment on their faces any more than if they had been blind men. Even Schomburg himself, who had to make way for him at the top of the stairs, was completely unperturbed, and continued the conversation he was carrying on with a client. Schomburg, indeed, had observed that swede talking with the girl in the intervals. A crony of his had nudged him, and he had thought that it was so much the better
Starting point is 02:57:23 the silly fellow would keep everybody else off. He was rather pleased than otherwise, and watched them out of the corner of his eye with a malicious indecisive. enjoyment of the situation, a sort of satanic glee. For he had little doubt of his personal fascination, and still less of his power to get hold of the girl, who seemed too ignorant to know how to help herself, and who was worse than friendless, and she had for some reason incurred the animosity of Mrs. Zanzia Como,
Starting point is 02:57:50 a woman with no conscience. The aversion, she showed him as far as she dead, for it is not always safe for the helpless to display the delicacy of their sentiments, Schomburg pardoned on the score of feminine conventional silliness. He had told Alma as an argument that she was a clever enough girl to see that she could do no better than to put her trust in a man of substance, in the prime of life, who knew his way about. But for the excited trembling of his voice and the extraordinary way
Starting point is 02:58:21 in which his eyes seemed to be starting out of his crimson-hersuit countenance, such speeches had every character of calm, unselfish advice, which, after the manner of lovers, passed easily into sanguine plans for the future. We'll soon get rid of the old woman, he whispered to her hurriedly with panting ferocity. Hanga, I've never cared for her. The climate doesn't suit her. I should tell her to go to her people in Europe. She will have to go, too. I will see to it. I'm three much.
Starting point is 02:58:52 And then we shall sell this hotel and start another somewhere else. He assured her that he didn't care what he did. for her sake, and it was true. Forty-five is the age of recklessness for many men, as if in defiance of the decay and death, waiting with open arms in the sinister valley at the bottom of the inevitable hill. Her shrinking form, her downcast eyes when she had to listen to him, cornered at the end of an empty corridor,
Starting point is 02:59:19 he regarded as signs of submission to the overpowering force of his will, the recognition of his personal fascinations. for every age is fed on illusions lest men should renounce life early and the human race come to an end. It's easy to imagine Schaumburg's humiliation his shocked fury when he discovered that the girl
Starting point is 02:59:41 who had for weeks resisted his attacks, his prayers and his fiercest protestations had been snatched from under his nose by that th feed apparently without any trouble worth speaking of. He refused to believe the fact. He would have it at first that the Zanjia comas, for some unfathomable reason, had played him a scurvy trick,
Starting point is 03:00:01 but when no further doubt was possible, he changed his view of heist. The despised Swede became for Schomburg the deepest, the most dangerous, the most hateful of scoundrels. He could not believe that the creature he had coveted with so much force and with so little effect was in reality tender, docile to her impulse, and had almost offered herself to heist without a sense of guilt, in a desire of safety, and from a profound need of placing her trust where her woman's instinct guided her ignorance. Nothing would serve Schongberg, but that she must have been circumvented by some occult exercise of force or craft, by the laying of some subtle trap. His wounded vanity wondered ceaselessly at the means that Sveed had employed to seduce her away
Starting point is 03:00:48 from a man like him, Schomburg, as though those means were bound to have been extraordinary. unheard of, inconceivable. He slapped his forehead openly before his customers. He would sit brooding in silence or else would burst out unexpectedly, declaiming against heist without measure, discretion or prudence, with swollen features and an affectation of outraged virtue which could not have deceived the most childlike of moralists for a moment and greatly amused his audience.
Starting point is 03:01:17 It became a recognised entertainment to go and hear his abuse of heist, while sipping iced drinks on the veranda of the hotel. It was, in a manner, a more successful draw than the Zangio Como concerts had ever been, intervals and all. There was never any difficulty in starting the performer off. Anybody could do it by almost any distant illusion. As likely as not, he would start his endless denunciations
Starting point is 03:01:42 in the very billiard-room where Mrs. Schomburg sat enthroned, as usual, swallowing her sobs, concealing her torches of abject humiliation and terror under her stupid, set, everlasting grin, which, having been provided for her by nature, was an excellent mask in as much as nothing, not even death itself, perhaps, could tear it away. But nothing lasts in this world,
Starting point is 03:02:05 at least without changing its physiognomy. So, after a few weeks, Schaumburg regained his outward calm, as if his indignation had dried up within him. And it was time. He was becoming a bore with his inability to talk anything else but heists unfitness to be at large, heists wickedness, his wiles, his astuteness, and his criminality.
Starting point is 03:02:29 Schaumburg no longer pretended to despise him. He could not have done it. After what had happened, he could not pretend even to himself. But his bottled-up indignation was fermenting venomously. At the time of his immoderate loquacity, one of his customers, an elderly man, had remarked one evening, "'If that ass keeps on like this, he will end by going crazy.' And this belief was less than half wrong. Schomburg had Heist on the brain. Even the unsatisfactory state of his affairs, which had never been so unpromising
Starting point is 03:03:01 since he came out east directly after the Franco-Prussian war, he referred to some subtly noxious influence of Heist. It seemed to him that he could never be himself again till he had got even with that artful swede. He was ready to swear that Heist had ruined his life. The girl so unfairly, craftily, basely decoyed away, would have inspired him to success in a new start. Obviously Mrs. Schomburg, whom he terrified by savagely silent moods combined with underhand poisoned glances, could give him no inspiration.
Starting point is 03:03:36 He had grown generally neglectful, but with a partiality for reckless expedience, as if he did not care when and how his career as a hotel keeper was to be brought to an end. This demoralised state accounted for what Davidson had observed on his last visit to the Schomburg establishment, some two months after Heist's secret departure with the girl to the solitude of Samboran. The Schomburg of a few years ago, the Schomburg of the Bangkok days, for instance, when he started the first of his famed tablo dot dinners, would never have risked anything of the sort. His genius ran to catering, white man for white men, and to the inventing, elaborating and retailing of scandalous gossip with asinine unction and impudent delight. But now his mind was perverted by the pangs of wounded vanity and of thwarted passion. In this state of moral weakness,
Starting point is 03:04:30 Schomburg allowed himself to be corrupted. End of Part 2, Chapter 3. Part 2, Chapter 4 of of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 2, Chapter 4 The business was done by a guest who arrived one fine morning by mailboat, immediately from Silibe's, having boarded her in Macassar, but generally Schomburg understood from up China's seaway. A wanderer, clearly, even as heist was, but not alone, and of quite another kind. Schomburg, looking up from the stern sheets of his steam launch,
Starting point is 03:05:16 which he used for boarding passenger ships on arrival, discovered a dark, sunken stare plunging down on him over the rail of the first class part of the deck. It was no great judge of physiognomy. Human beings, for him, were either the objects of scandalous gossip or else recipients of narrow strips of paper
Starting point is 03:05:34 with proper billhead stating the name of his hotel, W. Schaumburg, proprietor, account settled weekly. So, in the clean-shaven, extremely thin face hanging over the mailboat's rail, Schomburg saw only the face of a possible account.
Starting point is 03:05:51 The steam launches of other hotels were also alongside, but he obtained the preference. You are Mr. Schaumburg, aren't you? The face asked quite unexpectedly. I am at your service, he answered from below. For business is business, and its forms and formulas must be observed, even if one's manly bosom is tortured by that dull rage which succeeds the fury of baffled passion,
Starting point is 03:06:14 like the glow of embers after a fierce one. blaze. Presently, the possessor of the handsome but emaciated face was seated beside Schaumburg in the stern sheets of the launch. His body was long and loose-jointed. His slender fingers intertwined, clasped the leg resting on the knee as he lolled back in a careless yet tense attitude. On the other side of Schaumburg sat another passenger, who was introduced by the clean-shaven man
Starting point is 03:06:43 as, my secretary, he must have the room next to mine. We can manage that easily for you." Jean-Berg steered with dignity, staring straight ahead, but very much interested by these two promising accounts. Their belongings, a couple of large leather trunks, browned by age, and a few smaller packages, were piled up in the boughs. A third individual, a nondescript hairy creature, had modestly made his way forward and had perched himself on the luggage. The lower part of his physiognomy was overdeveloped. His narrow and low forehead, unintelligently furrowed by horizontal wrinkles, surmounted wildly hersute cheeks and a flat nose with wide baboon-like nostrils.
Starting point is 03:07:28 There was something equivocal in the appearance of his shaggy hair-smothered humanity. He too seemed to be a follower of the clean-shaven man, and apparently had travelled on deck with native passengers sleeping under the awnings. His broad squat frame denoted great strength, grasping the gunwales of the launch, he displayed a pair of remarkably long arms, terminating in thick, brown, hairy paws of Simeon aspect. What shall we do with the fellow of mine?
Starting point is 03:07:58 The chief of the party asked Schomburg. There must be a boarding-house somewhere near the port, some grog-shop where they could let him have a mat to sleep on. Schomburg said there was a place kept by a Portuguese half-cast. A servant of yours? he asked. Well, he hangs on. to me. He's an alligator hunter. I picked him up at Columbia, you know. Ever been in Colombia?
Starting point is 03:08:22 No, said Johnburg, very much surprised. An alligator hunter? Funny trade. Are you coming from Colombia, then? Yes, but I've been coming for a long time. I come from a good many places. I'm travelling west, you see. For sport, perhaps? suggested Schaumburg. Yes, sort of sport. What do you say to chasing the sun? "'I see. A gentleman at large,' said Schaumburg, watching a sailing canoe about to cross his bow and ready to clear it by a touch of the helm. The other passenger made himself heard suddenly. "'Hang these native craft! They always get in the way!'
Starting point is 03:08:59 He was a muscular short man, with eyes that gleamed and blinked, a harsh voice and a round, toneless, pock-marked face ornamented by a thin, dishevelled moustache, sticking out quaintly under the tip of a rigid nose. Schaumburg made the reflection that there was nothing secretarial about him. Both he and his long-length principle wore the usual white suit of the tropics, cork helmets, pipe-clayed white shoes, all correct. The hairy, nondescript creature perched on their luggage in the bower, had a check shirt and blue dungary trousers. He gazed in their direction from forward in an expectant, trained animal manner.
Starting point is 03:09:39 "'You spoke to me first,' said Schomburg in his manly tones. "'You were acquainted with my name? "'Where did you hear of me, gentlemen, may I ask?' "'In Manila,' answered the gentleman at large readily, "'from a man with whom I had a game of cards one evening in the Hotel Castile. "'What man? I've no friends in Manila that I know of,' wondered Schomburg with a severe frown. "'I can't tell you his name. I've cleaned forgotten it. "'But don't you worry. He was anything but a friend of yours.
Starting point is 03:10:10 "'He called you or the names he could think of. He said you set a lot of scandal going about him once somewhere. In Bangkok, I think. Yes, that's it. You were running at Tablet Dot in Bangkok at one time, weren't you? Schomburg, astounded by the turn of the information, could only throw out his chest more and exaggerate his austere lieutenant of the reserve manner.
Starting point is 03:10:33 At Tabletot, yes, certainly. He always, for the sake of white men. And here in this place, too? Yes, in this place too. "'That's all right, then.' The stranger turned his black cavernous, mesmerising gaze away from the bearded Schomburg, who sat gripping the brass tiller in a sweating palm. "'Many people in the evening at your place?'
Starting point is 03:10:55 "'Schomburg had recovered somewhat. "'Twenty covers or so, take one day with another,' he answered feelingly, "'as befitted a subject on which he was sensitive. "'Ought to be more, if only people would see that it's for their own good. precious little prophet I get out of it. You are partial to Tablet Dot, gentlemen? The new guest made answer that he liked a hotel where one could find some local people in the evening.
Starting point is 03:11:22 It was infernally dull otherwise. The secretary, in sign of approval, emitted a grunt of astonishing ferocity as if proposing to himself to eat the local people. All this sounded like a longish stay, thought Schomburg, satisfied under his grave air, till, remembering the girl, snatched away from him by the last guest who had made a prolonged stay in his hotel, he ground his teeth so audibly that the other two looked at him in wonder.
Starting point is 03:11:49 The momentary convulsion of his florid physiognomy seemed to strike them dumb. They exchanged a quick glance. Presently the clean-shaven man fired out another question in his curt, unceremonia's manner. You have no women in your hotel, eh? Women, Jean-Burg exclaimed indignantly. but also as if a little frightened. What on earth do you mean by women? What women?
Starting point is 03:12:13 There's Mrs. Schaumburg, of course, he added, suddenly appeased with lofty indifference. If she knows how to keep her place, then it will do. I can't stand women near me. They give me the horrors, declared the other. They are a perfect curse. During this outburst, the secretary wore a savage grin. The chief guest closed his sunken eyes as if exhausted
Starting point is 03:12:36 and leaned the back of his head against the stander. of the awning. In this pose, his long, feminine eyelashes were very noticeable, and his regular features, sharp line of the jaw and well-cut chin, were brought into prominence, giving him a used-up, weary, depraved a distinction. He did not open his eyes till the steam-launch touched the key. Then he and the other man got ashore quickly, entered a carriage, and drove away to the hotel, leaving Schomburg to look after their luggage and take care of their strange companion. The latter, looking more like a performing bear abandoned by his showman than a human being, followed all Schomburg's movement step by step, close behind his back,
Starting point is 03:13:17 muttering to himself in a language that sounded like some sort of uncouth Spanish. The hotelkeeper felt uncomfortable, till at last he got rid of him at an obscure den, where a very clean, portly Portuguese half-cast, standing serenely in the doorway, seemed to understand exactly how to deal with clients of every kind. He took from the creature the strapped bundle that had been hugging closely
Starting point is 03:13:40 through all its peregrinations in that strange town and cut short Schomburg's attempts at explanation by our most confident I cover a hand very well, sir. There's more than I do, thought Schomburg, going away, thankful at being relieved of the alligator hunter's company. He wondered what these fellows were
Starting point is 03:13:59 without being able to form a guess of sufficient probability. Their names he learned that very day by direct inquiry. To enter in my books, he explained, in his formal military manner, chest thrown out, beard very much in evidence. The shaven man, sprawling in a long chair with his air of withered youth, raised his eyes languidly. My name! Oh, plain Mr Jones, put that down, a gentleman at large, and this is Ricardo. The pockmarked man, lying prostrate in another long chair, made a grimace, as if something had tickled the end of his nose, but did not come out of his supineness.
Starting point is 03:14:39 Martin Ricardo, secretary. You don't want any more of our history, do you? Eh, well? Occupation. Put down, well, tourists. We've been called harder names before now. It won't hurt our feelings. And that fellow of mine, where did you tuck him away?
Starting point is 03:14:57 Oh, he will be all right. When he wants anything, he'll take it. He's Peter, citizen of Colombia. Peter. Pedro, I don't know that he ever had any other name. Pedro, alligator hunter. Oh yes, I'll pay his board with a half-cast, can't help myself. He's so confoundedly devoted to me that if I were to give him the sack,
Starting point is 03:15:18 you would fly out my throat. Shall I tell you how I killed his brother in the wilds of Columbia? Well, perhaps some other time. It's a rather long story. What I shall always regret is that I didn't kill him too. I could have done it without any extra trouble then. now it's too late. Great nuisance, but is useful sometimes. I hope you're not going to put all this in your book. The offhand, hard manner and the contemptuous tone of plain Mr. Jones disconcerted
Starting point is 03:15:48 Schomberg utterly. He had never been spoken to like this in his life. He shook his head in silence and withdrew, not exactly scared, though he was in reality of a timid disposition under his manly exterior, but distinctly mystified and impressed. rest. End of Part 2, Chapter 4. Part 2, Chapter 5 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 2, Chapter 5.
Starting point is 03:16:27 Three weeks later, after putting his cash box away in the safe, which filled with its iron bulk a corner of their room, Schomburg turned towards his wife, but without looking at her exactly, and said, I must get rid of these too. It won't do. Mrs. Schomburg had entertained that very opinion from the first, but she had been broken years ago into keeping her opinions to herself. Sitting in her night attire in the light of a single candle, she was careful not to make a sound,
Starting point is 03:16:56 knowing from experience that her very assent would be resented. With her eyes she followed the figure of Schomburg, clad in his sleeping suit, and moving restlessly about the room. He never glanced her way. for the reason that Mrs. Schomburg in her night attire looked the most unattractive object in existence. Miserable, insignificant, faded, crushed, old. And the contrast with the feminine form
Starting point is 03:17:22 he had ever in his mind's eye made his wife's appearance painful to his aesthetic sense. Schomburg walked about, swearing and fuming for the purpose of screwing his courage up to the sticking point. Hang me if I ought not to go now at once this minute into his bedroom.
Starting point is 03:17:39 and tell him to be off, him and that secretary of his, early in the morning. I don't mind a round game of carts, but to make a decoy of my tabla dot, my blood boils. He came here because some lying rascal in Manila told him I kept a tabla dot. He said these things, not for Mrs. Schomburg's information, but simply thinking aloud, and trying to work his fury up to a point where it would give him courage enough to face, plain Mr. Jones. Impudent, overbearing, swindling, sharper, he went on. I have a good mind to...
Starting point is 03:18:13 He was beside himself in his lurid, heavy Teutonic manner, so unlike the picturesque lively rage of the Latin races, and though his eyes strayed about irresolutely, it is swollen, angry features, awakened in the miserable woman over whom he had been tyrannizing for years of fear for his precious carcass, since the poor creature had nothing else but that to hold. on to in the world. She knew him well, but she did not know him altogether. The last thing a woman
Starting point is 03:18:43 will consent to discover in a man whom she loves, or on whom she simply depends, is want of courage. And, timid in her corner, she ventured to say, pressingly, Be careful, Wilhelm, remember the knives and revolvers in their trunks. In guise of thanks for that anxious reminder, he swore horribly in the direction of her shrinking person. In her scanty nightdress and barefooted, she recalled a medieval penitent being reproved for her sins in blasphemous terms. Those lethal weapons were always present to Schaumburg's mind.
Starting point is 03:19:18 Personally, he had never seen them. His part, ten days after his guest's arrival, had been to lounge in manly, careless attitudes on the veranda, keeping watch, while Mrs. Schomburg, provided with a bunch of assorted keys, her discoloured teeth chattering and her globular eyes absolutely idiotic with fright was going through the luggage of these strange clients. A terrible Wilhelm had insisted on it. I'll be on the lookout, I tell you, he said. I shall give you a whistle when I see them coming back.
Starting point is 03:19:48 You couldn't whistle. And if he were to catch you at it and chuck you out by the scruff of the neck, it wouldn't hurt you much, but he won't touch a woman, not he. He has told me so. Affected beast. I must find out something about their little game, and so there's an end of it. Go in, go now. Quick march! It had been an awful job,
Starting point is 03:20:10 but she did go in, because she was much more afraid of Schomburg than of any possible consequences of the act. Her greatest concern was lest no key of the bunch he had provided her with should fit the locks. It would have been such a disappointment for Wilhelm. However, the trunks she found had been left open,
Starting point is 03:20:28 but her investigation did not last long. She was frightened of firearms and generally of all weapons, not from personal cowardice, but as some women are, almost superstitiously, from an abstract terror of violence and murder. She was out again on the veranda long before Wilhelm had any occasion for a warning whistle. The instinctive, motiveless fear being the most difficult to overcome,
Starting point is 03:20:51 nothing could induce her to return to her investigations, neither threatening growls nor ferocious hissers, nor yet a poke or two in the ribs. Stupid female, muttered the hotelkeeper, perturbed by the notion of that armoury in one of his bedrooms. This was from no abstract sentiment. With him it was constitutional. Get out of my sight, he snout.
Starting point is 03:21:14 Go and dress yourself for the table-edot. Left to himself, Schoenberg had meditated. What the devil did this mean? His thinking processes were sluggish and spasmodic, but suddenly the truth came to him. "'By heavens, they are desperadoes,' he thought. Just then he beheld plain Mr. Jones and his secretary with the ambiguous name of Ricardo,
Starting point is 03:21:37 entering the grounds of the hotel. They had been down to the port on some business, and now were returning. Mr. Jones, lank, spare, opening his long legs with angular regularity like a pair of compasses, the other stepping out briskly by his side. Conviction entered Schomburg's heart.
Starting point is 03:21:56 They were too desperado. no doubt about it. But as the funk which he experienced was merely a general sensation, he managed to put on his most severe officer of the reserve manner long before they had closed with him. Good morning, gentlemen! Being answered with derisive civility, he became confirmed in his sudden conviction of their desperate character. The way Mr. Jones turned his hollow eyes on one like an incurious spectre, and the way the other, when addressed, suddenly retracted his lips and exhibited his teeth without looking around. Here was evidence enough to settle that point. Desperados! They passed through the billiard-room, inscrutably mysterious, to the back of the house
Starting point is 03:22:38 to join their violated trunks. "'Diffon Bell will ring in five minutes, gentlemen!' Schaumburg called after them, exaggerating the deep manliness of his tone. He had managed to upset himself very much. He expected to see them come back infuriated her. and begin to bully him with an odious lack of restraint. Desperados. However, they didn't. They had not noticed anything unusual about their trunks, and Schomburg recovered his composure
Starting point is 03:23:07 and said to himself that he must get rid of this deadly incubus as soon as practicable. They couldn't possibly want to stay very long. This was not the town, the colony for desperate characters. He shrank from action. He dreaded any kind of disturbance. Frachar, he called it, in his hotel. Such things were not good for business.
Starting point is 03:23:29 Of course, sometimes one had to have a fraccar, but it had been a comparatively trifling task to seize the frail Zanjiakomo, whose bones were no larger than a chicken's, round the ribs, lift him up bodily, dash him to the ground and fall on him. It had been easy. The wretched, hook-nosed creature
Starting point is 03:23:46 lay without movement, buried under its purple beard. Suddenly, remembering the occasion of that fracar, Schomburg groaned with the pain of a hot coal under his breastbone and gave himself up to desolation. Ah, if he only had that girl with him, he would have been masterful and resolute and fearless,
Starting point is 03:24:06 fight twenty desperadoes, care for nobody on earth. Whereas the possession of Mrs. Schomburg was no incitement to a display of manly virtues. Instead of caring for no one, he felt that he cared for nothing. Life was a hollow sham. He wasn't going to risk a shot through his lungs or his liver in order to preserve its integrity.
Starting point is 03:24:26 It had no savour, damn it. Any state of moral decomposition, Schomburg, master as he was, of the art of hotel-keeping, and careful of giving no occasion for criticism to the powers regulating that branch of human activity, let things take their course, though he saw very well where that course was tending.
Starting point is 03:24:48 It began first with a game or two after dinner, for the drinks, apparently, with some lingering customers, at one of the little tables ranged against the walls of the billiard-room. Schombard detected the meaning of it at once. That was what it was. That was what they were. And moving about restlessly, at that time his morose silent period had set in, he cast sidelong looks at the game, but he said nothing.
Starting point is 03:25:14 It was not worthwhile having a row with men who were so overbearing. Even when money appeared in connection with these post-prandual games, into which more and more people were being drawn, he still refrained from raising the question. He was reluctant to draw unduly the attention of plain Mr. Jones and of the equivocal Ricardo to his person. One evening, however, after the public rooms of the hotel had become empty, Schaumburg made an attempt to grapple with the problem in an indirect way.
Starting point is 03:25:44 In a distant corner, the tired China boy dozed on his heels, his back against the wall. Mrs. Schomburg had disappeared, as you'd, between ten and eleven. Schomburg walked about slowly in and out of the room and the veranda, thoughtful, waiting for his two guests to go to bed. Then suddenly he approached them, militarily, his chest thrown out, his voice curt and soldierly. Hot night, gentlemen! Mr. Jones, lolling back idly in a chair, looked up. Ricardo, as idle, but more upright, made no sign.
Starting point is 03:26:18 Won't you have a drink with me before retiring? went on Schomburg, sitting down by the little table. By all means, said Mr Jones lazily. Ricardo showed his teeth in a strange quick grin. Schomburg felt painfully how difficult it was to get in touch with these men, both so quiet, so deliberate, so menacingly unceremonious. He ordered the Chinaman to bring in the drinks. His purpose was to discover how long these guests intended to stay.
Starting point is 03:26:48 Ricardo displayed no conversational vein, but Mr. Jones appeared communicative enough. His voice somehow matched his sunken eyes. It was hollow without being in the least mournful. It sounded distant, uninterested, as though he was speaking from the bottom of a well. Johnberg learned that he would have the privilege of lodging and boarding these gentlemen for at least a month more. He could not conceal his discomfiture at this piece of news. "'What's the matter? Don't you like to have people in your house?' asked Plain Mr Jones languidly. I should have thought the owner of a hotel would be pleased. He lifted his delicate and beautifully penciled eyebrows.
Starting point is 03:27:30 Schomburg muttered something about the locality being dull and uninteresting to travellers, nothing going on, too quiet altogether, but he only provoked the declaration that quiet had its charm sometimes, and even dullness was welcome as a change. We haven't had time to be dull for the last three years, added plain Mr Jones, His eyes fixed darkly on Schomburg, him he furthermore invited to have another drink, this time with him, and not to worry himself about things he did not understand, and especially not to be inhospitable, which in a hotel-keeper is highly unprofessional.
Starting point is 03:28:06 I don't understand, grumbled Schaumburg. Ah, yes, I understand perfectly well. I... You are frightened, interrupted Mr. Jones. What is the matter? I don't want any scandal in my place. that's what's the matter." Schomburg tried to face the situation bravely,
Starting point is 03:28:25 but that steady black stare affected him. And when he glanced aside uncomfortably, he met Ricardo's grin, uncovering a lot of teeth, though the man seemed absorbed in his thoughts all the time. And, moreover, went on Mr. Jones in that distant tone of his, You can't help yourself. Here we are, and here we stay. Would you try to put us out?
Starting point is 03:28:47 I dare say you could do it, but you couldn't. do it without getting hurt, very badly hurt. We can promise him that, can't we, Martin?' The secretary retracted his lips and looked up sharply at Schomburg, as if only too anxious to leap upon him with teeth and claws. Schomburg managed to produce a deep laugh. Mr Jones closed his eyes wearily as if the light hurt them, and looked remarkably like a corpse for a moment. This was bad enough, but when he opened them again it was almost a worse trial for Schomburg's nerves. The spectral intensity of that glance, fixed on the hotel-keeper, and this was most frightful, without any definite expression, seemed to dissolve the last grain
Starting point is 03:29:32 of resolution in his character. You don't think, by any chance, that you have to do with ordinary people, do you? inquired Mr. Jones in his lifeless manner, which seemed to imply some sort of menace from beyond the grave. He's a gentleman, testified Martin Ricardo, with a sudden snap of the lips, after which his moustaches stirred by themselves in an odd feline manner. Oh, I wasn't thinking of that, said plain Mr. Jones, while Schomburg, dumb and planted heavily in his chair, looked from one to the other, leaning forward a little. Of course I am that,
Starting point is 03:30:08 but Ricardo attaches too much importance to a social advantage. What I mean, for instance, is that he, quite an inoffensive, as you see him sitting here, would think nothing of setting fire to this house of entertainment of yours. It would blaze like a box of matches. Think of that. It wouldn't advance your affairs much, would it? Whatever happened to us. Come, come, gentlemen, remonstrated Schomburg in her murmur. This is very wild talk. And you have been used to deal with tame people, haven't you? But we aren't tame.
Starting point is 03:30:44 We once kept a whole angry town at bay for two days, and then we got to be. away with our plunder. It was in Venezuela. Ask Martin here. He can tell you. Instinctively Schomburg looked at Ricardo, who only passed the tip of his tongue over his lips with an uncanny sort of gusto, but did not offer to begin. Well, perhaps it would be a rather long story, Mr. Jones conceded after a short silence. I have no desire to hear it, I am sure, said Schomburg. This isn't Venezuela. You wouldn't get away from a moment. here like that. But all this is silly talk of the worst sort. Do you mean to say you would make deadly trouble for the sake of a few guilders that you and that other, eyeing Ricardo suspiciously
Starting point is 03:31:30 as one would look at a strange animal, gentlemen can win of an evening? It isn't as if my customers were a lot of rich men with pockets full of cash. I wonder you'd take so much trouble and risk for so little money. Schaumburg's argument was met by Mr. Jones's statement that one must do something to kill time. Killing time was not forbidden. For the rest, being in a communicative mood, Mr. Jones said languidly, and in a voice indifferent, as if issuing from a tomb, that he depended on himself, as if the world was still one great wild jungle without law. Martin was something like that, too, for reasons of his own. All these statements, Ricardo confirmed by short, inhuman grins. Schomburg lowered his eyes, for the
Starting point is 03:32:18 of these two men intimidated him, but he was losing patience. Of course, I could see at once that you were two desperate characters, something like what you say. But what would you think if I told you that I am pretty near as desperate as you two gentlemen? Here's that Schomburg has an easy time running his hotel, people think, and yet it seems to me I would just as soon let you rip me open and burn the whole show as not there. A low whistle was heard. It came from Raka and was derisive. Schomburg, breathing heavily, looked on the floor.
Starting point is 03:32:53 He was really desperate. Mr. Jones remained languidly skeptical. Tut, tut, you have a tolerable business? You are perfectly tame. You... He paused, then added in a tone of disgust. You have a wife. Schoenberg tapped the floor angrily with his foot
Starting point is 03:33:12 and uttered an indistinct laughing curse. What do you mean by flinging that damn trouble at my head, he cried. I wish you would carry her off with you somewhere to the devil. I wouldn't run after you. The unexpected outburst affected Mr. Jones strangely. He had a horrified recoil, chair and all, as if Schaumburg had thrust a wriggling viper in his face. What's this infernal nonsense? he muttered thickly. What do you mean? How dare you? Ricardo chuckled audibly. I tell you, I am desperate, Schaumburg repeated. I am as desperate as any man. I am. As far man ever was. I don't care a hang, what happens to me. Well, then, Mr. Jones began to speak with
Starting point is 03:33:55 quietly threatening effect, as if the common words of daily use had some other deadly meaning to his mind. Well, then, why should you make yourself ridiculously disagreeable to us? If you don't care, as you say, you might just as well let us have the key of that music shed of yours for a quiet game, a modest bank, a dozen candles or so. It would be greatly appreciated by your clients, as far as I can judge from the way they betted on a game of a cart I had with that fair baby-faced man. What's his name? They just yearn for a modest bank, and I'm afraid Martin here would take it badly if you objected, but of course you won't. Think of the calls for drinks. Schaumburg, raising his eyes at last met the gleams in two dark caverns under Mr.
Starting point is 03:34:42 Stone's devilish eyebrows, directed upon him impenetrably. He shuddered, as if horror's worse than murder, had been lurking there, and said, nodding towards Ricardo, I dare say he wouldn't think twice about sticking me if he had you at his back. I wish I had sunk my launch and gone to the bottom myself in her, before I boarded the steamer you came by. Oh, well, I've been already living in hell for weeks, so you don't make much difference. I'll let you have the concert room, and hang the consequences. But what about the boy on late duty? If he sees the cards and actual money passing, he will be sure to blab, and it will be all over the town in no time. Augustly smile stirred the lips of Mr. Jones. Ah, I see you want to make a success of it. Very good.
Starting point is 03:35:30 That's the way to get on. Don't let it disturb you. You chase all the Chinaman to bed early, and we'll get Pedro here every evening. He isn't the conventional waiters, cut. but he will do to run to and fro with a tray, while you said here from nine to eleven, serving out drinks and gathering the money. There will be three of them now, thought the unlucky Schomburg. But Pedro, at any rate, was just a simple, straightforward brute, if a murderous one.
Starting point is 03:36:00 There was no mystery about him, nothing uncanny, no suggestion of a stealthy, deliberate wildcat turned into a man or of an insolent spectre on leave from Hades, endowed with skin and bones and a subtle power of terror. Pedro, with his fangs, his tangled beard and queer stare of his little bear's eyes was, by comparison, delightfully natural. Besides, Schombard could no longer help himself.
Starting point is 03:36:27 That will do very well, he assented mournfully. But if you gentlemen, if you had turned up here only three months ago, I, less than three months ago, you would have found somebody very different from what I am now to talk to, you. It's true. What do you think of that? I scarcely know what to think. I should think it was a lie. You were probably as tame three months ago as you are now. You were born tame, like most people in the world. Mr. Jones got up spectrally, and Ricardo imitated him with a snarl and a stretch. Schomburg, in a brown study, went on as if to himself,
Starting point is 03:37:05 there has been an orchestra here, eight in women. Mr Jones let out an exclamation of dismay and looked about as if the walls around him and the whole house had been infected with plague. Then he became very angry and swore violently at Chomberg for daring to bring up such subjects. The hotelkeeper was too much surprised to get up.
Starting point is 03:37:27 He gazed from his chair at Mr. Jones' anger, which had nothing spectral in it, but was not the more comprehensible for that. What's the matter? he said. stammered out. What subject? Didn't you hear me say it was an orchestra? There's nothing wrong in that? Well, there was a girl amongst them. Seanberg's eyes went stony. He clasped his hands in front of his breast with such force that his knuckles came out wide. Such a girl. Tame am I? I would have kicked everything to pieces about me for her. And she, of course, I am in the prime of life.
Starting point is 03:38:01 Then a fellow bewitched, a vagabond, a false, lying, swindling underhand, stick at nothing brute. Ah! His entwined fingers cracked as he tore his hands apart, flung out his arms and leaned his forehead on them in a passion of fury. The other two looked at his shaking back, the attenuated Mr. Jones with mingled scorn and a sort of fear, Ricardo with the expression of a cat which sees a piece of fish in the pantry out of reach. Schomburg flung himself backwards. He was dry-eyed, but he gulped as if swallowing sobs. Now wonder you can do with me what you like.
Starting point is 03:38:39 You have no idea. Just let me tell you of my trouble. I don't want to know anything of your beastly trouble, said Mr. Jones, in his most lifelessly positive voice. He stretched forth an arresting hand, and as Schomburg remained open-mouthed, he walked out of the billiard-room in all the uncanniness of his thin shanks.
Starting point is 03:38:59 Ricardo followed at his leader's heels, but he showed his teeth to Schaumburg over his shoulder. End of Part 2, Chapter 5. Part 2, Chapter 6 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 2, Chapter 6. From that evening dated those mysterious but significant phenomena in Schomburg's establishment, which attracted Captain Davidson's casual notice. when he dropped in, placid yet astute, in order to return Mrs. Schomburg's Indian shawl.
Starting point is 03:39:41 And strangely enough, they lasted some considerable time. It argued either honesty and bad luck or extraordinary restraint on the part of plain Mr. Jones and co, in their discreet operation with cards. It was a curious and impressive sight, the inside of Schomburg's concert hall, encumbered at one end by a great stack of chairs piled up on, and about the musician's platform, and lighted at the other by two dozen candles disposed about a long trestle table covered with green cloth. In the middle, Mr. Jones, a starved spectre turned into a banker, faced Ricardo, a rather nasty, slow-moving cat turned into a croupier. By contrast,
Starting point is 03:40:25 the other faces round that table, anything between 20 and 30, must have looked like collected samples of intensely artless, helpless humanity. Pathetic. in their innocent watch for the small turns of luck which indeed might have been serious enough for them. They had no notice to spare for the hairy Pedro, carrying a tray with the clumsiness of a creature caught in the woods and taught to walk on its hind legs. As to Schomburg, he kept out of the way. He remained in the billiard-room, serving out drinks to the unspeakable Pedro,
Starting point is 03:40:57 with an air of not seeing the growling monster, of not knowing where the drinks went, of ignoring that there was such a thing as a music, room over there under the trees, within 50 yards of the hotel. He submitted himself to the situation with a low-spirited stoicism compounded of fear and resignation. Directly the party had broken up. He could see dark shapes of the men drifting singly and in knots through the gate of the
Starting point is 03:41:23 compound. He would withdraw out of sight behind a door not quite closed, in order to avoid meeting his two extraordinary guests. But he would watch through the crack, their contrasted forms passed through the billiard-room and disappear on their way to bed. Then he would hear doors being slammed upstairs, and a profound silence would fall upon the whole house. Upon his hotel, appropriated, haunted by those insolently outspoken men provided with a whole armoury of weapons in their trunks. A profound silence. Shonberg sometimes could not resist the notion
Starting point is 03:41:57 that he must be dreaming. Shuddering, he would pull himself together and creep out with movements, strangely inappropriate to the lieutenant of the reserve bearing by which he tried to keep up his self-respect before the world. A great loneliness suppressed him. One after another he would extinguish the lamps and move softly towards his bedroom where Mrs. Schomburg waited for him. No fit companion for a man of his ability and in the prime of life. But that life, alas, was blighted. He felt it, and never with such force as when, on opening the door, he perceived. that woman sitting patiently in a chair, her toes peeping out under the edge of her nightdress, an amazingly small amount of hair on her head drooping on the long stalk of scraggie neck,
Starting point is 03:42:43 with that everlasting scared grin showing a blue tooth and meaning nothing, not even real fear, for she was used to him. Sometimes he was tempted to screw the head off the stalk. He imagined himself doing it, with one hand a twisting movement, not seriously, of course, just a simple indulgence for his exasperated feelings. He wasn't capable of murder. He was certain of that. And remembering suddenly the plain speeches of Mr. Jones, he would think, I suppose I am too tame for that, quite unaware that he had murdered the poor woman morally years ago.
Starting point is 03:43:22 He was too unintelligent to have the notion of such a crime. Her bodily presence was bitterly offensive because of its contrast with a very different feminine image. And it was no use getting rid of her. She was a habit of years, and there would be nothing to put in her place. At any rate, he could talk to that idiot half the night if he chose. That night he had been vapouring before her as to his intention to face his two guests, and instead of that inspiration he needed had merely received the usual warning.
Starting point is 03:43:53 Be careful, Villan. He did not want to be told to be careful by an imbecile female. What he needed was a pair of woman's arms which flung round his neck, would brace him up for the encounter. Inspire him, he called it to himself. He lay awake a long time, and his slumbers when they came were unsatisfactory and short. The morning light had no joy for his eyes.
Starting point is 03:44:18 He listened dismally to the movements in the house. The Chinaman were unlocking and flinging wide the doors of the public rooms which opened on the veranda. Horrors. Another poisoned day to get through somehow. The recollection of his resolve made him feel actually sick for a moment. First of all, the lordly abandoned attitudes of Mr Jones disconcerted him. Then there was his contemptuous silence.
Starting point is 03:44:46 Mr Jones never addressed himself to Schoenberg with any general remarks, never opened his lips to him unless to say good morning, two simple words which uttered by that man seemed a mockery of a threatening character. And lastly, it was not a frank physical fear he had. inspired, for as to that, even a cornered rat will fight, but a superstitious shrinking awe, something like an invincible repugnance to seek speech with a wicked ghost. That it was a daylight ghost, surprisingly angular in his attitudes, and for the most part spread out on three chairs, did not make it any easier. Daylight only made him a more weird, more disturbing and unlawful
Starting point is 03:45:26 apparition. Strangely enough, in the evening, when he came out of his mute supineness, this unearthly side of him was less obtrusive. At the gaming table, when actually handling the cards, it was probably sunk quite out of sight, but Schomburg, having made up his mind in ostrich-like fashion to ignore what was going on, never entered the desecrated music room. He'd never seen Mr Jones in the exercise of his vocation, or perhaps it was only his trade. I was speak to him tonight, Schomburg said to himself, while he drank his morning tea in pyjamas on the veranda, before the rising sun had topped the trees of the compound, and while the undried dew still lay silvery on the grass, sparkled on the blossoms of the central flower-bed,
Starting point is 03:46:12 and darkened the yellow gravel of the drive. That's what I'll do. I won't keep out of sight tonight. I shall come out and catch him as he goes to bed, carrying the cash-box. After all, what was the fellow but a common desperado? Murderous? Oh yes, murderous enough, perhaps, The muscles of Schomburg's stomach had a quivering contraction under his airy attire. But even a common desperado would think twice, or more likely a hundred times before openly murdering an inoffensive citizen in a civilised, European-ruled town. He jerked his shoulders. Of course.
Starting point is 03:46:49 He shuddered again and paddled back to his room to dress himself. His mind was made up, and he would think no more about it. But still he had his doubts. They grew and unfolded themselves with the pre-examined. progress of the day, as some plants do. At times they made him perspire more than usual, and they did away with the possibility of his afternoon siesta. After turning over on his couch more than a dozen times, he gave up this mockery of repose, got up, and went downstairs. It was between three and four o'clock, the hour of profound peace. The very flowers seemed to doze on their stalks,
Starting point is 03:47:26 set with sleepy leaves. Not even the air stirred, for the sea-breeze was. not due till later. The servants were out of sight, catching naps in the shade somewhere behind the house. Mrs. Schomburg, in a dim up-stair room with closed jealousies, was elaborating those two long pendant ringlets, which was such a feature of her hairdressing for her afternoon duties. At that time, no customers ever troubled the repose of the establishment. Wondering about his premises in profound solitude, Schomburg recoiled at the door of the billiard-room as if he had seen a snake in his path. All alone with the billiards, the bare little tables and a lot of untenanted chairs, Mr Secretary Ricardo sat near the wall, performing with lightning
Starting point is 03:48:12 rapidity something that looked like tricks with his own personal pack of cards, which he always carried about in his pocket. Schaumburg would have backed out quietly if Ricardo had not turned his head. Having been seen, the hotelkeeper elected to walk in as the lesser risk of the too. The consciousness of his inwardly abject attitude towards these men caused him always to throw his chest out and assume a severe expression. Ricardo watched his approach, clasping the pack of cards in both hands. "'You want something, perhaps?' suggested Schomburg in his lieutenant of the reserve voice. Ricardo shook his head in silence and looked expectant. With him, Schomburg exchanged at least 20 words every day. He was infinitely more communicative than his patron. At times he looked very
Starting point is 03:49:01 much like an ordinary human being of his class, and he seemed to be in an amiable mood at that moment. Suddenly spreading some ten cards face downwards in the form of a fan, he thrust them towards Schomburg. Come man, take one quick! Shonberg was so surprised that he took one hurriedly, after a very perceptible start. The eyes of Martin Ricardo gleamed a phosphoresh. in the half-light of the room screened from the heat and glare of the tropics. "'That's the king of hearts you've got,' he chuckled, showing his teeth in a quick flash. Schomburg, after looking at the card, admitted that it was, and laid it down on the table. "'I can make you take any card I like nine times out of ten,' exulted the secretary,
Starting point is 03:49:45 with a strange curl of his lips and a green flicker in his raised eyes. Schomburg looked down at him dumbly. for a few seconds neither of them stirred. Then Ricardo lowered his glance and, opening his fingers, let the whole pack fall on the table. Schaumburg sat down. He sat down because of the faintness in his legs and for no other reason. His mouth was dry.
Starting point is 03:50:09 Having sat down, he felt that he must speak. He squared his shoulders in parade style. You're pretty good at that sort of thing, he said. Practice makes perfect, replied the secretary. His precarious amiability made it impossible for Schaumburg to get away. Thus from his very timidity the hotel-keeper found himself engaged in a conversation, the thought of which filled him with apprehension. It must be said in justice to Schaumburg that he concealed his funk very creditably.
Starting point is 03:50:40 The habit of throwing out his chest and speaking in a severe voice stood him in good stead. With him too, practice made perfect, and he would probably have kept it up to the end, to the very last moment, the ultimate instant of breaking strain which would leave him groveling on the floor. To add to his secret trouble, he was at a loss what to say. He found nothing else but the remark, I suppose you are fond of cards? What would you expect? asked Ricardo in a simple philosophical tone. It is likely I should not be. Then with sudden fire, fond of cards, I passionately.
Starting point is 03:51:18 The effect of this outburst was augmented by the quiet lowering of the eye. eyelids, by reserved pause as though this had been a confession of another kind of love. Schaumburg cuddled his brains for a new topic, but he could not find one. As usual, scandalous gossip would not serve this turn. That desperado did not know anyone within a thousand miles. Schomburg was almost compelled to keep to the subject. I suppose you've always been, sir, from your early youth. Ricardo's eyes remained cast down.
Starting point is 03:51:50 His fingers toyed absently with the pack on the table. I don't know that it was so early. I first got in the way of it playing for tobacco, in foxels of ships, you know, common sailor games. We used to spend whole watches below it and round a chest, under a slush lamp. We would hardly spare the time to get a bite of salt horse, neither eat nor sleep. We could hardly stand when the watches were mustered on deck.
Starting point is 03:52:15 Talk of gambling. He dropped the reminiscent tone to add the information. I was bred to the sea from a boy, you know. Schomburg had fallen into a reverie, but without losing the sense of impending calamity. The next words he heard were, I got on all right at sea too, worked up to be mate.
Starting point is 03:52:35 I was mate of a schooner. A yacht, you might call it, a special good berth too in the Gulf of Mexico, a soft job that you don't run across more than once in a lifetime. Yes, I was mate of her when I left the sea to follow him. Ricardo Tostop.
Starting point is 03:52:50 his chin to indicate the room above, from which Schomburg, his witch painfully aroused by this reminder of Mr. Jones' existence, concluded that the latter had withdrawn into his bedroom. Ricardo, observing him from under his lowered eyelids, went on. It so happened that we were shipmates. Mr. Jones, you mean? Is he a sailor, too? Ricardo raised his eyelids at that. He's no more Mr. Jones than you are, he said with obvious pride. He's a sailor.
Starting point is 03:53:19 That just shows your ignorance. But there, a foreigner can't be expected to know any better. I'm an Englishman, and I know a gentleman at sight. I should know one drunk, in the gutter, in jail, under the gallows. There's a something, it isn't exactly the appearance, it's a... No use me trying to tell you, you ain't an Englishman, and if you were you wouldn't need to be told. An unsuspected stream of loquacity had broken its dam somewhere deep within the man. had diluted his fiery blood and softened his pitiless fibre.
Starting point is 03:53:53 Schomburg experienced mingled relief and apprehension, as if suddenly an enormous savage cat had begun to wind itself about his legs in inexplicable friendliness. No prudent man, under such circumstances, would dare to stir. Schomburg didn't stir. Ricardo assumed an easy attitude with an elbow on the table. Schomburg squared his shoulders afresh. I was employed in that their yacht, schooner, whatever you call it, by ten gentlemen at once. That surprises you, eh? Yes, yes, ten. Leastwise there were nine of them, gents good enough in their way,
Starting point is 03:54:29 and one downright gentleman, and that was, Ricardo gave another upward jerk of his chin, as much as to say, he, the only one. And no mistake, he went on, I spotted him from the first day. How? Why? No, you may ask. "'Hadn't seen that many gentlemen in my life. "'Well, somehow I did. "'If you were an Englishman, you would—' "'What was your yacht?'
Starting point is 03:54:55 "'Schomburg interrupted as impatiently as he dared, "'for this harping on nationality jarred on his already tried nerves. "'What was the game?' "'You have a headpiece on you. "'Game, exactly. "'That's what it was. "'A sort of silliness gentlemen we'll get up to "'amongst themselves to play at adventure.
Starting point is 03:55:15 "'A treasure-hunting expedition. Each of them put down so much money You understand to buy the schooner Their agent in the city Engaged me and the skipper The greatest secrecy and all that I reckon he had a twinkle in his eye all the time And no mistake
Starting point is 03:55:31 But that wasn't our business Let them bust their money as they like The pity of it was that so little of it came our way Just fair pay and no more And damn any pay Much or little anyhow That's what I say He blinked his eyes
Starting point is 03:55:46 greenishly in the dim light. The heat seemed to have stilled everything in the world but his voice. He swore at large, abundantly, in snarling undertones, it was impossible to say why, then calmed down as inexplicably and went on as a sailor yarns. At first there were only nine of them adventurous sparks, then just a day or two before the sailing date he turned up. Heard of it somehow, somewhere, I would say from some woman if I didn't know him as I do. He would give any woman, a 10-mile berth, he can't stand them, or maybe in a flash bar,
Starting point is 03:56:21 or maybe in one of them grand clubs in Paul Moore. Anyway, the agent netted him in, all right. Cashed down and only about four and twenty hours for him to get ready, but he didn't miss his ship, not here. You might have called it a peer-head jump for a gentleman. I saw him come along. Know the West India docks, eh? Jean-Burge did not know the West India docks.
Starting point is 03:56:44 Ricardo looked at impensively for a while, and then continued, as if such ignorance had to be disregarded. Our tug was already alongside. Two loafers were carrying his dunnage behind him. I told the dockman at our moorings to keep all fast for a minute. The gangway was down already, but he made nothing of it. Up he jumps, one leap, swings his long legs over the rail, and there he is on board.
Starting point is 03:57:08 They pass up his swelled dunnage, and he puts his hand in his trousers pocket and throws all his small change on the wharf for them chaps to pick up. They were still promenading that wharf on all fours when we cast off. It was only then that he looked at me, quietly, you know, in a slow way. He wasn't so thin then as he is now, but I noticed he wasn't so young as he looked, not by a long jork. He seemed to touch me inside somehow. I went away pretty quick from there.
Starting point is 03:57:38 I was wandered forward, anyhow. I wasn't frightened. What should I be frightened for? I only felt touched. the very spot. By Jiminy, if anybody had told me we should be partners before the year was out, well, I would have... He swore a variety of strange oaths, some common, others quaintly horrible to Schomburg's ears, and all mere innocent exclamations of wonder at the shifts and changes of human fortune. Schaumburg moved slightly in his chair. But the admirer and partner
Starting point is 03:58:11 of plain Mr. Jones seemed to have forgotten Schomburg's existence for the moment. The stream of ingenuous blasphemy, some of it in bad Spanish, had run dry, and Martin Ricardo, connoisseur and gentlemen, sat dumb with a stony gaze, as if still marvelling inwardly at the amazing elections, conjunctions, and associations of events which influence man's pilgrimage on this earth. At last Schomburg spoke tentatively. And so the gentleman up there talked you over into leaving a good berth? Ricardo started.
Starting point is 03:58:44 talked me over, didn't need to talk me over, just beckoned to me and that was enough. By that time we were in the Gulf of Mexico. One night we were lying at anchor, close to a dry sandbank. To this day I'm not sure where it was, off the Colombian coast or thereabouts. We were to start digging the next morning and all hands had turned in early, expecting a hard day with the shovels. Up he comes, and in his quiet, tired way of speaking, You can tell a gentleman by that as much as by anything else almost.
Starting point is 03:59:15 Up he comes behind me and says, Just like that, into my ear in a manner, Well, what do you think of our treasure hunt now? I didn't even turn my head, exactly as I stood, I remained, and I spoke no louder than himself. If you want to know, sir, it's nothing but just damn tomfoolery. We had, of course, been having short talks together
Starting point is 03:59:38 at one time or another during the passage. I dare say he had read me like a book. There ain't much to me, except that I have never been tame, even when walking the pavement and cracking jokes and standing drinks to chums, aye and to strangers too. I would watch them, lifting their elbows at my expense, or splitting their sides at my fun. I can be funny when I like, you bet.
Starting point is 04:00:02 A pause for self-complacent contemplation of his own fun and generosity check the flow of Ricardo's speech. Schomburg was concerned to keep within bounds the enlargement of his eyes, which he seemed to feel growing bigger in his head. Yes, yes, he whispered hastily. I would watch them and think, You boys don't know who I am. If you did.
Starting point is 04:00:25 With girls, too. Once I was courting a girl, I used to kiss her behind the ear and say to myself, If you only knew who's kissing you, my dear, you would scream and bolt. Ha ha ha, ha. Not that I wanted to do them any harm. but I felt the power in myself.
Starting point is 04:00:42 Now, here we sit, friendly-like, and that's all right. You aren't in my way, but I am not friendly to you. I just don't care. Some men do say that, but I really don't. You are no more to me,
Starting point is 04:00:56 one way or another, than that fly there. Just so. I'd squash you or leave you alone. I don't care what I do. If real force of character consists in overcoming our sudden weaknesses, Schomburg displayed plenty of that quality. At the mention of the fly,
Starting point is 04:01:13 he reinforced the severe dignity of his attitude as one inflates a collapsing toy balloon with a great effort of breath. The easy-going, relaxed attitude of Ricardo was really appalling. That's so, he went on. I'm that sort of fellow. You wouldn't think it, would you?
Starting point is 04:01:30 No, you have to be told. So, I'm telling you, and I dare say you only half believe it. But you can't say to yourself that I'm drunk, stare at me as you may. I haven't had anything stronger than a glass of iced water all day. Takes a real gentleman to see through a fellow. Ah yes, he's spotted me.
Starting point is 04:01:49 I told you we had a few talks at sea about one thing and another, and I used to watch him down the skylight playing cards in the cuddy with the others. They had to pass the time away somehow. By the same token, he caught me at it once, and it was then that I told him I was fond of cards, and generally lucky in gambling too. Yes, he had sized me up. Why not? A gentleman's just like any other man, and something more. That flashed through Schomburg's mind that these two were indeed well-matched in their enormous dissimilarity, identical souls in different disguises.
Starting point is 04:02:26 Says he to me, Ricardo started again in a gossiping manner. I'm packed up, it's about time to go, Martin. It was the first time he called me, Martin, says I, as that's a good. so, sir. You didn't think I was after that sort of treasure, did you? I wanted to clear out from home quietly. It's a pretty expensive way of getting a passage across, but it has served my turn. I let him know very soon that I was game for anything, from pitch and toss to willful murder in his company. Wilful murder, says he, in his quiet way, what the deuce is that? What are you talking about? People do get killed sometimes when they get in one's way, but that's self-defense.
Starting point is 04:03:07 You understand? I told him I did. And then I said I would run below for a minute to ram a few of my things into a sailor's bag I had. I've never cared for a lot of dunnage. I believed in going about flying light when I was at sea. I came back and found him strolling up and down the deck as if he were taking a breath of fresh air
Starting point is 04:03:26 before turning in like any other evening. Ready? Yes, sir. He didn't even look at me. We'd had a boat in the water astern ever since we came to anchor in the afternoon. He throws the stump of his cigar overboard. Can you get the captain out on deck? he asks.
Starting point is 04:03:45 That was the last thing in the world I should have thought of doing. I lost my tongue for a moment. I can try, says I. Well then, I'm going below. You get him up and keep him with you till I come back on deck. Mind, don't let him go below till I return. I could not help asking why he told me to rouse a sleeping man when we wanted everybody on board to sleep sweetly till we got clear of the schooner.
Starting point is 04:04:09 He laughed a little and said that I didn't see all the bearings of this business. Mind, he says, don't let him leave you till you see me come up again. He puts his eyes close to mine, keep him with you at all costs. And that means, says I. All costs to him, by every possible or impossible means. I don't want to be interrupted in my business down below. He would give me lots of trouble. I take you with me to save myself trouble in various circumstances, and you've got to enter on your work right away.
Starting point is 04:04:41 Just so, sir, says I, and he slips down the companion. With a gentleman you know at once where you are, but it was a ticklish job. The skipper was nothing to me, one way or another, any more than you are at this moment, Mr. Schomburg. You may light your cigar or blow your brains out this minute, and I don't care a hang which you do, both or neither. To bring the skipper up was easy enough. I had only to stamp on the deck a few times over his head. I stamped hard, but how to keep him up when he got there. Anything that matter, Mr. Ricardo, I heard his voice behind me.
Starting point is 04:05:17 There he was. I hadn't thought of anything to say to him, so I didn't turn round. The moonlight was brighter than many a day I could remember in the North Sea. Why did you call me? What are you staring at out there, Mr. Ricardo? He was deceived by my keeping my back to him. I wasn't staring at anything, but his mistake gave me a notion. I am staring at something that looks like a canoe over there, I said very slowly.
Starting point is 04:05:45 The skipper got concerned at once. It wasn't any danger from the inhabitants, whoever they were. Oh, hang it, says he, that's very unfortunate. He had hoped that the schooner, being on the coast, would not get known so very soon. Dashed awkward with the business we've got in hand to have a lot of niggers watching operations. But are you certain this is a canoe? It may be a drift log, I said, but I thought you had better have a look with your own eyes. You may make it out better than I can. His eyes weren't anything as good as mine, but he says, certainly, certainly,
Starting point is 04:06:18 you did quite right. And it's a fact. I had seen some drift logs at sunset. I saw what they were then and didn't trouble my head about them, forgot all about it till that very moment. Nothing strange in seeing drift logs off a coast like that, and I'm hanged if the skipper didn't make out one in the wake of the moon. Strange what a little thing a man's life hangs on sometimes, a single word. Here you are sitting unsuspicious before me, and you may let out something unbeknown to you that would settle your hash. Not that I have any ill feelings, I have no feelings.
Starting point is 04:06:52 If the skipper had said, Oh, Bosch, and had turned his back on me, he would not have gone three steps towards his bed. but he stood there and stared, and now the job was to get him off the deck when he was no longer wanted there. We're just trying to make out of that object there is a canoe or a log, says he, to Mr Jones.
Starting point is 04:07:11 Mr Jones had come up, lounging as carelessly as when he went below. While the skipper was jawing about boats and drifting logs, I asked by signs from behind if I hadn't better knock him on the head and drop him quietly overboard. The night was slipping by, and we had to go. It couldn't be put off till next night no more.
Starting point is 04:07:30 No, no more. And do you know why? Schoenberg made a slight negative sign with his head. This direct appeal annoyed him. Jard on the induced quietude of a great talker forced into the part of a listener and sunk in it as a man sinks into slumber. Mr. Ricardo struck a note of scorn.
Starting point is 04:07:50 Don't know why, can't you guess? No? Because the boss had got hold of the skipper's cash box by then, see? End of Part 2, Chapter 6. Part 2, Chapter 7 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 2, Chapter 7.
Starting point is 04:08:19 A common thief! Shumberg bit his tongue just too late, and woke up completely as he saw Ricardo retract his lips in a cat-like grin. But the companion of plain Mr. Jones didn't alter his comfortable gossiping attitude. Garn, what if he did want to see his money back, like any tame shopkeeper, hash-seller, gin-slinger, or ink-spewer does? Fancy a mud turtle like you trying to pass an opinion on a gentleman. A gentleman isn't to be sized up so easily. Even I ain't up to it sometimes.
Starting point is 04:08:53 For instance, that night all he did was to waggle his finger at me. The skipper stops his silly chatter, surprised. Eh, what's the matter? asked he. The matter. It was his reprieve, that's what was the matter. Oh, nothing, nothing, says my gentleman. You are perfectly right, a log, nothing but a log. Ha, ha, reprieve, I call it,
Starting point is 04:09:15 because if the skipper had gone on with his silly argument much longer, he would have had to be knocked out of the way. I could hardly hold myself in on account of the precious minutes. However, his guardian angel put it into his head to shut up and go back to his bed. I was ramping mad about the lost time. Why didn't you let me give him one on his silly coconut, sir, I asked. No ferocity, no ferocity, he says, raising his finger at me, as calm as you please. You can't tell how a gentleman takes that sort of thing.
Starting point is 04:09:48 They don't lose their temper. It's bad form. You'll never see him lose his temper, not for anybody to see anyhow. Ferocity ain't good form either, that much I've learned by this time and more too. I've had that schooling that you couldn't tell by my face. if I meant to rip you up the next minute, as of course I could do in less than a jiffy. I have a knife up the leg of my trousers. You haven't, exclaimed Schaumburg incredulously.
Starting point is 04:10:15 Mr. Ricardo was as quick as lightning in changing his lounging, idle attitude for a stooping position and exhibiting the weapon with one jerk at the left leg of his trousers. Schomburg had just a view of it, strapped to a very hairy limb, when Mr. Ricardo, jumping up,
Starting point is 04:10:30 stamped his foot to get the trouser leg down and resumed his careless pose with one elbow on the table. "'It's a more handy way to carry a tool than you would think,' he went on, gazing abstractedly into Schomburg's wide-open eyes. Suppose some little difference comes up during a game. "'Well, you stoop to pick up a dropped card, and when you come up, there you are, ready to strike, or with a thing up your sleeve ready to throw.
Starting point is 04:10:56 Or you just dodge under the table when there's some shooting coming. You wouldn't believe the damage a fellow with a knife under the table, table can do to ill-conditioned skunks that want to raise trouble, before they begin to understand what the screaming's about, and make a bolt, those that can, that is. The roses of Schomburg's cheek at the root of his chestnut beard faded perceptibly. Ricardo chuckled faintly. But no ferocity, no ferocity.
Starting point is 04:11:24 A gentleman knows. What's the good of getting yourself into a state? And no shirking necessity either. No gentleman ever shirks. What I learned. I don't forget. Why, we gambled on the plains with a damn lot of cattlemen and ranches,
Starting point is 04:11:39 played fair-mind, and then had to fight for our winnings afterwards as often as not. We've gambled on the hills and in the valleys and on the seashore and out of sight of land, mostly fair. Generally, it's good enough.
Starting point is 04:11:52 We began in Nicaragua, first after we left that schooner and a full errand. There were 127 sovereigns and some Mexican dollars in that skipper's cash box. Hardly enough to knock a man on the headfall from behind, I must confess, but that the skipper had a narrow escape the governor himself could not deny afterwards. Do you want me to understand, so that you mind there being one life more or less on this earth?
Starting point is 04:12:18 I asked him a few hours after we got away. Certainly not, says he. Well then, why did you stop me? There's a proper way of doing things. We'll have to learn to be correct. There's also unnecessary exertion. That must be avoided too, if only for the look of the thing. A gentleman's way of putting things to you, and no mistake.
Starting point is 04:12:41 At sunrise we got into a creek, till I hid in case the treasure-hunt party had a mind to take a spell hunting for us, and asked me if they didn't. We saw the schooner away out running to leeward, with ten pairs of binoculars sweeping the sea, no doubt on all sides. I advised the governor to give her time to beat back again before we made a start.
Starting point is 04:13:02 So we stayed up that creek, something like ten days, as snug as can be. On the seventh day we had to kill a man, though, the brother of this Pedro here. They were alligator hunters right enough. We got our lodgings in their hut. Neither the Bosner, I could, Abla Español, speak Spanish, you know, much then. Dry bank, nice shade, jolly hammocks, fresh fish, good game, everything lovely. The governor chucked them a few dollars to begin with, but it was like boarding with a pair of savage apes, anyhow.
Starting point is 04:13:36 By and by, we noticed them talking a lot together. They had twigged the cash box and the leather portmanteaus and my bag, a jolly lot of plunder to look at. They must have been saying to each other, no one's ever likely to come looking for these two fellows who seem to have fallen from the moon. Let's cut their throats. Why, of course, clear as daylight.
Starting point is 04:13:57 I didn't need to spy one of them sharpening a devilish long knife behind some bushes while glanced. right and left with his wild eyes to know what was in the wind. Pedro was standing by, trying the edge of another long knife. They thought we were away on our lookout at the mouth of the river, as was usual with us during the day. Not that we expected to see much of the schooner, but it was just as well to make certain, if possible,
Starting point is 04:14:21 and then it was cooler out of the woods, in the breeze. Well, the governor was there right enough, lying comfortable on a rug where he could watch the offing, but I'd gone back to the hut to get a chew of tobacco, out of my bag. I had not broken myself of the habit, then, and I couldn't be happy unless I had a lump as big as a baby's fist in my cheek. At the cannibalistic comparison, Schomburg muttered a faint, sickly daunt. Ricardo hitched himself up in his seat and glanced down his outstretched legs complacently. I'm tolerably light on my feet, as a general thing, he
Starting point is 04:14:54 went on. Dash me if I don't think I could drop a pinch of salt on a sparrow's tail if I tried. Anyhow, they didn't hear me. I watched them two brown, hairy brutes, not ten yards off. All they had on was white lilland drawers rolled up on their thighs. Not a word, they said to each other. Antonio was down on his thick hams, busy rubbing a knife on a flat stone. Pedro was leaning against a small tree and passing his thumb along the edge of his blade. I got away quieter than a mouse, you bet.
Starting point is 04:15:26 I didn't say anything to the boss then. He was leaning on his elbow on his rug and didn't seem to want to be spoken to. He's like that. Sometimes that familiar you might think he would eat out of your hand, and at others he would snub you sharper than a devil, but always quiet. Perfect gentleman, I tell you. I didn't bother him then, but I wasn't likely to forget them two fellows, so business-like with their knives. At that time we had only one revolver between us, too,
Starting point is 04:15:53 the governor's six-shooter, but loaded only in five chambers, and we had no more cartridge. It left the box behind in a drawer in his cabin. Awkward. I had nothing but an old clasp-knife, no good at all for anything serious. In the evening we all sat round a bit of fire outside the sleeping shed, eating broiled fish off plantain leaves, with roast yams for bread, the usual thing. The Governor and I were on one side, and these two beauties cross-legged on the other, grunting a word or two to each other now and then, hardly human speech at all in their eyes down, fast on the ground. For the last three days we couldn't get them to look at us in the face. Presently I began to talk to the boss quietly, just as I'm talking to you now, careless like,
Starting point is 04:16:40 and I told him all I had observed. He goes on picking up pieces of fish and putting them into his mouth, as calm as anything. It's a pleasure to have anything to do with a gentleman, never looked across at them once. And now, says I, yawning on purpose, we've got to stand watch at night, and keep our eyes skinned all day too, and mind we don't get jumped upon suddenly. It's perfectly intolerable, says the Governor, and you with no weapon of any sort. I mean to stick pretty close to you, sir, from this on, if you don't mind, says I. He just nods the least bit, wipes his fingers on the plantain leaf, puts his hand behind his back, as if to help himself to rise from the ground, snatches his revolver from under his
Starting point is 04:17:25 jacket and plugs a bullet plums centre into Mr. Antonio's chest. See what it is to have to do with the gentleman? No confounded fuss and things done out of hand. But he might have tipped me a wink or something. I nearly jumped out of my skin.
Starting point is 04:17:41 Scared, I ain't in it. I didn't even know who'd fired. Everything had been so still just before that the bang of the shots into loudest noise I'd ever heard. The Honourable Antonio pitches forward. They always do. Towards the shock. You must have noticed that yourself.
Starting point is 04:17:58 Yes, he pitches forward onto the embers, and all that lot of hair on his face and head flashes up like a pinch of gunpowder. Greasy, I expect, always scraping the fat off them alligator hides. Look here, exclaimed Schomburg violently as if trying to burst some invisible bonds. Do you mean to say that all this happened? No, said Ricardo Cooley. I'm making it all up as I go along, just to help you through the hottest part of the afternoon. So, down he pitches his nose on the red embers and up jumps our handsome Pedro and I at the same time, like two jacks in the box. He starts to bolt away with his head over his shoulder, and I, hardly knowing what I was doing, spring on his back.
Starting point is 04:18:41 I had the sense to get my hands round his neck at once, and it's about all I could do to lock my fingers tight under his jaw. You saw the beauty's neck, didn't you? Hard as iron, too. Down we both went. seeing this the governor puts his revolver in his pocket tie his legs together sir I yell I'm trying to strangle him there was a lot of their fibre lines lying about I gave him a last squeeze and then got up I might have shot you says the governor quite concerned but you are glad to have saved a cartridge sir I tell him
Starting point is 04:19:14 my jump did save it it wouldn't have done to let him get away in the dark like that and have the beauty dodging round us in the bushes perhaps with the rusty flintlock gun they had. The governor owned up that the jump was the correct thing. But he isn't dead, says he, bending over him. Might as well hope to strangle an ox. We made haste to tie his elbows back,
Starting point is 04:19:37 and then, before he came to himself, we dragged him to a small tree, sat him up and bound him to it, not by the waist, but by the neck. Some twenty turns of small line round his throat, and the trunk finished off with a reef knot under his ear. next thing we did was to attend to the Honourable Antonio who was making a great smell frizzling his face on the red coals
Starting point is 04:19:58 we pushed and rolled him into the creek and left the rest to the alligators I was tired that little scrap took it out of me something awful the governor hadn't turned a hair that's where a gentleman has the pull of you he don't get excited no gentleman does or hardly ever I fell asleep all of a sudden and left him smoking by the fire I had made up. His railway rug round his legs as calm as if he was sitting in a first-class carriage. We hardly spoke ten words to each other after it was over, and from that day to this we've never talked of the business. I wouldn't have known he remembered it if he hadn't alluded
Starting point is 04:20:36 to it when talking with you the other day. You know, with regard to Pedro. You know, with regard to Pedro. It surprised you, didn't it? That's why I'm giving you this yarn of how he came to be weather's like a sort of dog. Dash's out more useful, though. You know how he can trot around with trays? Well, he could bring down an ox with his fist at a word from the boss just as cleverly. And fond of the governor, oh my word,
Starting point is 04:21:02 more than any dog is of any man. Jean-Berg squared his chest. Oh, and that's one of the things I wanted to mention to Mr. Jones, he said. It's unpleasant to have that fellow around the house so early. He sits on the stairs at the back for hours before he is. needed here and frightens people so that the service suffers. The Chinaman, Ricardo nodded and raised his hand. When I first saw him he was fit to frighten a grizzly bear, let alone a Chinaman.
Starting point is 04:21:31 He's become civilized now to what he once was. Well, that morning, first thing on opening my eyes, I saw him sitting there, tied up by the neck to the tree. He was blinking. We spent the day watching the sea, and we actually made out the schooner working to Windwood, showed that she had given us up. Good. When the sun rose again, I took a squint at our pedro.
Starting point is 04:21:55 He wasn't blinking. He was rolling his eyes, all white one minute and black the next, and his tongue was hanging out a yard. Being tied up short by the neck like this would daunt the archdevil himself in time. In time, mind. I don't know but that even a real gentleman would find it difficult to keep a stiff lip to the end. Presently we went to work, getting our boat ready. I was busying myself setting up the mast. When the governor passes the remark, I think he wants to say something. I'd heard a sort
Starting point is 04:22:27 of croaking going on for some time, I now wouldn't take any notice. But then I got out of the boat and went up to him with some water. His eyes were red, red and black and half out of his head. He drank all the water I gave him, but he hadn't much to say for himself. I walked back to the governor. He asks for a bullet in his head before we go, I said. I wasn't at all pleased. Oh, that's out of the question altogether, says the governor. He was right there. Only four shots left, and 90 miles of Wild Coast to put behind us before coming to the first place where you could expect to buy revolver cartridges. Anyhow, I tells him, he wants to be killed some way or other, as a favour. Then I go on setting up the boatsmast. I did. I did. I tell him, he wants to be killed somewhere or other, as a favour.
Starting point is 04:23:09 And then I go on setting up the boatsmast. I didn't care much for the notion of butching a man, bound hand and foot and fastened by the neck besides. I had a knife then, the Honourable Antonio's knife, and that knife is this knife. Ricardo gave his leg a resounding slap. First spoil in my new life, he went on with harsh joviality. The dodge of carrying it down there I learned later.
Starting point is 04:23:37 I carried it stuck in my belt that day. No, I hadn't much stomach for the job, but when you work with a gentleman of the real right sort, you may depend on your feelings being seen through your skin, says the governor's suddenly. It may even be looked upon as his right. You hear a gentleman speaking there, but what do you think of taking him with us in the boat?
Starting point is 04:23:59 And the governor starts arguing that the beggar would be useful in working our way along the coast. We could get rid of him before coming to the first place that was a little civilised. I didn't want much talking over. How'd I scramble from the boat? Ah, but will he be manageable, sir? Oh, yes, he's daunted.
Starting point is 04:24:19 Go on, cut him loose. I take the responsibility. Right, you are, sir. He sees me come along smartly with his brother's knife in my hand. I wasn't thinking how it looked from his side of the fence, you know. And Gemini had nearly killed him. He stared like a crazed bullock and began to sweat and twitch all over, something amazing.
Starting point is 04:24:39 I was so surprised that I stopped to look at him. The drops were pouring over his eyebrows, down his beard, off his nose, and he gurgled. Then it struck me that he couldn't see what was in my mind. By favour or by right, he didn't like to die when it came to it, not in that way, anyhow. When I stepped round to get at the lashing, he let out a sort of soft bellow. Thought I was going to stick him from behind, I guess. I cut all the turns with one slash, and he went over on his side, flop and started kicking with his tight legs.
Starting point is 04:25:13 Laugh! I don't know what there was so funny about it, but I fairly shouted. But between my laughing and his wriggling, I had a job in cutting him free. As soon as he could feel his limbs, he makes for the bank where the governor was standing, crawls up to him on his hands and knees and embraces his legs. Gratitude, eh? You could see that being allowed to live suited that chap down to the ground. The governor gets his legs away from him genuinely. and just mutters to me, let's be off, get him into the boat.
Starting point is 04:25:44 It was not difficult, continued Ricardo, after eyeing Schomburg fixedly for a moment. He was ready enough to get into the boat, and here he is. He would let himself be chopped into small pieces, with a smile, mind, with a smile for the governor. I don't know about him doing that much for me, but pretty near, pretty near.
Starting point is 04:26:04 I did the tying up and the untying, but he could see who was the boss, and then he knows a gentleman. A dog knows a gentleman. Any dog? It's only some foreigners that don't know, and nothing can teach them either. And you mean to say, asked John Berg,
Starting point is 04:26:21 disregarding what might have been annoying for himself in the emphasis of the final remark, you mean to say that you left steady employment at good wages for a life like this? There, began Ricardo quietly, that's just what a man like you would say. You know, that tame, I follow a gentleman.
Starting point is 04:26:40 That ain't the same thing as to serve an employer. They give you wages as they'd fling a bone to a dog, and they expect you to be grateful. It's worse than slavery. You don't expect a slave that's bought for money to be grateful. And if you sell your work, what is it but selling your own self? You've got so many days to live, and you sell them, one after another, eh?
Starting point is 04:27:03 Who can pay me enough for my life? I. But they throw at you your week's money, and expect you to say thank you before you pick it up." He mumbled some curses, directed at employers generally, as it seemed, then blazed out. "'Work be damned! I ain't a dog walking on its hind legs for a bone. I'm a man who's following a gentleman. There's a difference which you will never understand, Mr. Tame, Schomburg.' He yawned slightly.
Starting point is 04:27:32 Schomburg, preserving a military stiffness reinforced by a slight frown, had allowed his thoughts to stray away. They were busy detailing the image of a young girl, absent, gone, stolen from him. He became enraged. There was that rascal looking at him insolently. If the girl had not been shamefully decoyed away from him, he would not have allowed anyone to look at him insolently. He would have made nothing of hitting that rogue between the eyes. Afterwards he would have kicked the other without hesitation. He saw himself doing it, and in sympathy with this glorious vision Schomburg's right foot and arm moved convulsively. At this moment he came out of his sudden reverie
Starting point is 04:28:13 to note with alarm the wide-awake curiosity of Mr. Rakado's stare. And so this is how you go about the world, gambling, he remarked in vainly, to cover his confusion. But Ricardo's stare did not change its character, and he continued vaguely, here and there and everywhere. He pulled himself together, squared his shoulders. Isn't it very precarious? he said firmly. The word precarious seemed to be effective
Starting point is 04:28:42 because Ricardo's eyes lost their dangerously interested expression. No, not so bad, Ricardo said with indifference. That's my opinion that men will gamble as long as they have anything to put on a card. Gamble, that's nature. What's life itself? You never know what may turn up. The worst of it is that you never can tell exactly
Starting point is 04:29:03 what sort of cards you're holding yourself. What's trumps? That is the question, see? Any man will gamble if only he's given a chance for anything or everything. You too. I haven't touched a card now for 20 years, said Schomburg in an austere tone. Well, if you got your living that way, you would be no worse than you are now, selling drinks to people, beastly beer and spirit, rotten stuff, fit to make an old ego yell if you bought it down its throat. I can't stand the confounded liquor. Never could. A whiff of neat brandy and a glass makes me feel sick. Always did. If everybody was like me, liquor would be going and begging. You think it's funny in a man, don't you? Schaumburg made a vague gesture of toleration. Ricardo hitched up his chair and settled his elbow afresh on the table. French heroes, I must say I do like. Saigon's the place for them. I see you have Cirrus in the bar. Hang me if I ain't getting dry conversing like this with you. Come, Mr. Schomburg, be hospitable, as the governor says.
Starting point is 04:30:13 Schomburg rose and walked with dignity to the counter. His footsteps echoed loudly on the floor of polished boards. He took down a bottle labelled syrup the grasse. The little sounds he made, the clink of glass, the gurgling of the liquid, the pop of the soda water cork had a preternetral sharpness. He came back carrying a pink and glistening tumbler. Mr. Ricardo had followed his movement with a bleak, coyly expectant yellow eyes, like a cat watching the preparation of a saucer of milk, and the satisfied sound after he had drunk
Starting point is 04:30:45 might have been a slightly modified form of purring, very soft and deep in his throat. It affected Schomburg unpleasantly as another example of something inhuman in those men, wherein lay the difficulty of dealing with them. A specter, a cat, an ape. There was a pretty association for a mere man to remonstrate with, he reflected with an inward shudder. For Schaumburg had been overpowered, as it were, by his imagination, and his reason could not
Starting point is 04:31:13 react against that fanciful view of his guests. And it was not only their appearance. The morals of Mr. Rakado seemed to him to be pretty much the morals of a cat. Too much. What sort of argument could a mere man offer to a, or to a specter either? What the morals of a spectre could be, Schomburg had no idea, something dreadful, no doubt. Compassion certainly had no place in them. As to the ape,
Starting point is 04:31:41 well, everybody knew what an ape was. It had no morals. Nothing could be more hopeless. Outwardly, however, having picked up the cigar which he had laid aside to get the drink with his thick fingers, one of them ornamented by a gold ring,
Starting point is 04:31:56 Schomburg smoked with moody composure. Facing him, blinked slowly for a time, then closed his eyes altogether, with the placidity of the domestic cat dozing on the hearth-rug. In another moment he opened them very wide, and seemed surprised to see Schaumburg there. You're having a very slack time today, aren't you? he observed. But then this whole town is confoundedly slack anyhow, and I've never faced such a slack party at a table before. Come eleven o'clock, they begin to talk of breaking up. What's the matter with them? Want to go to bed so early or what?'
Starting point is 04:32:31 "'I reckon you don't lose a fortune by their wanting to go to bed,' said Schomburg, with sombre sarcasm. "'No,' admitted Ricardo, with a grin that stretched his thin mouth from ear to ear, giving a sudden glimpse of his white teeth. Only, you see, when I once start, I would play for nuts, for parched peas, for any rubbish. I would play them for their souls. But these Dutchmen aren't any good. They never seem to get warmed up properly, win or lose.
Starting point is 04:32:58 I've tried them both ways, too. Hang him for a beggarly bloodless lot of animated cucumbers. And if anything out of the way was to happen, they would be just as cool in locking you and your gentleman up, Schaumburg snarled unpleasantly. Indeed, said Ricardo slowly, taking Schomburg's measure with his eyes. And what about you?
Starting point is 04:33:20 You talk mighty big, burst out the hotel-keeper. You talk of arranging all over the world and doing great things and taking fortune by the scruff of the neck, but here you stick at this miserable business. It isn't much of a lie, that's a fact, admitted Ricardo unexpectedly. Schomburg was red in the face with audacity. I call it paltry, he spluttered. That's how it looks, can't call it anything else.
Starting point is 04:33:48 Ricardo seemed to be in an accommodating mood. I should be ashamed of it myself, and you see the governor is subject to fits? "'Fitz!' Schomburg cried out, but in a low tone. "'You don't say so?' He exulted inwardly, as if this disclosure had in some way diminished the difficulty of the situation. "'Fitz, that's a serious thing, isn't it? You ought to take him to the civil hospital, a lovely place.'
Starting point is 04:34:15 Ricardo nodded slightly with a faint grin. Serious enough, regular fits of lays in a sight, call them. Now and then he lays down on me like this, and there's no moving. him. If you think I like it, you're a long way out. Generally speaking, I can talk him over. I know how to deal with a gentleman. I'm no daily-bred slave, but when he has said, Martin, I am bored, then look out. There's nothing to do but to shut up, confound it. Schaumburg, very much cast down, had listened open mouth. What's the cause of it? he asked. Why is he like this? I don't understand? I think I do, said Ricardo. A gentleman, you know, is not such a simple person as you or I,
Starting point is 04:34:59 and not so easy to manage either. If only I had something to lever him out with. What do you mean to liver him out with? muttered Schomburg hopelessly. Ricardo was impatient with this denseness. Don't you understand English? Look here, I couldn't make this billiard table move an inch if I talk to it from now to the end of days, could I? Well, the governor is like that too, and the fits are on him. He's bored, nothing's worthwhile, nothing's good enough, that's mere sense. But if I saw a capstan bar lying about here, I would soon manage to shift that billiard table of yours a good many inches, and that's all there is to it. He rose noiselessly, stretched himself, supple and stealthy, with curious sideways movements of his head and unexpected elongations of
Starting point is 04:35:47 his thick body, glanced out to the corners of his eyes in the direction of the door, and finally leaned back against the table, folding his arms on his breast comfortably, in a completely human attitude. That's another thing you can tell a gentleman by, his freakishness. A gentleman ain't accountable to nobody any more than a tramp on the roads. He ain't got to keep time. The governor got like this once in a one-horse Mexican pueblo on the uplands, away from everywhere. He lay all day long in a dark room. Dronk? This word escaped Schomburg
Starting point is 04:36:24 by inadvertence at which he became frightened. But the devoted secretary seemed to find it natural. No, that never comes on together with this kind of fit. He just lay there full length on a mat, while a ragged, bare-legged boy that he had picked up in the street sat in the patio between two oleanders near the open door of his room, strumming on a guitar and singing Tries to him from morning to night. You know, Trees? Thwang, twang, twang, awo, too, yeah. Schomburg uplifted his hands in distress.
Starting point is 04:36:56 This tribute seemed to flatter, Ricardo. His mouth twitched grimly. Like that, enough to give colloqu to an ostrich, eh? Awful. Well, there was a cook there who loved me, an old fat negro woman with spectacles. I used to hide in the kitchen and turn her to make me dulces, sweet things, you know,
Starting point is 04:37:15 mostly eggs and sugar, to pass the time away. I'm like a kid for sweet things. And by the way, why don't you ever have a pudding at your tablet dot, Mr. Schaumburg, nothing but fruit, morning, noon and night? Sickening. What do you think a fellow is? A wasp? Schoenberg disregarded the injured tone. And how long did that fit, as you call it last? he asked anxiously. Weeks, months, years, centuries it seemed to me, returned Mr. Reckleck. with feeling. Of an evening the governor would stroll out into the sala and fritter his life away playing cards with the hooeyers at the place, a little dago with a pair of black whiskers,
Starting point is 04:37:56 a cart-day, you know, a quick French game for small change. And the commandante, a one-eyed half-Indian, flat-nosed ruffian and I, we had to stand around and bet on their hands. It was awful. Awful? echoed Schomburg in a teutonic, throaty tone of despair. Look here. I need your rooms. To be sure, I've been thinking that for some time passed, said Ricardo indifferently. I was mad when I listened to you. This must end. I think you're mad yet, said Ricardo, not even unfolding his arms or shifting his attitude an inch.
Starting point is 04:38:33 He lowered his voice to add, And if I thought you had been to the police, I would tell Pedro to catch you around the waist and break your fat neck by jerking your head backwards. Snap! I saw him do it with a big buck nigger who was for, flourishing a razor in front of the governor. It can be done. You hear a low crack, that's all, and the man drops down like a limp rag. Not even Ricardo's head, slightly inclined on the left shoulder, had moved, but when he ceased, the greenish irises which had been staring out of doors glided into the corners of his eyes nearest to Schomburg and stayed there with a coyly,
Starting point is 04:39:08 voluptuous expression. End of Part 2, Chapter 7. Chapter 8 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 2, Chapter 8. Schomburg felt desperation, that lamentable substitute for courage, ooze out of him. It was not so much the threat of death as the weirdly circumstantial manner of its declaration which affected him. Amir, I'll murder you, however ferocious in tone and earnest in purpose,
Starting point is 04:39:50 he could have faced, but before this novel mode of speech and procedure, his imagination, being very sensitive to the unusual, he collapsed, as if indeed his moral neck had been broken. Snap! Got to the police? Of course not. Never dreamed of it. Too late now. I've let myself be mixed up in this. You got my consent while I wasn't myself. I explained it to you at the time. Ricardo's eye glided gently off Schomburg to stare far away. I'm some trouble with a girl, but that's nothing to us. Naturally, what I say is, what's the good of all that savage talk to me?
Starting point is 04:40:32 A bright argument occurred to him. It's out of proportion, for even if I were full enough to go to the police now, there's nothing serious to complain about. It would only mean deportation for you. They would put you on board the first westbound steam. to Singapore. He had become animated. Add of this to the devil, he added between his teeth for his own private satisfaction. Ricardo made no comment and gave no sign of having heard a single word.
Starting point is 04:41:01 This discouraged Johnberg, who had looked up hopefully. Why do you want to stick here? he cried. It can't pay your people to fool around like this. Didn't you worry just now about moving your governor? Well, the police would move him for you, and from Singapore you can go on to the east coast of Africa. I'll be hanged if the fellow isn't up to that silly trick, was Ricardo's comment,
Starting point is 04:41:25 spoken in an ominous tone, which recalled Schomburg to the realities of his position. No, no, he protested. It's a manner of speaking. Of course I wouldn't. I think that trouble about the girl has really muddled your brains, Mr. Schomburg. Believe me, you had better part friends with us, for deportation or no deportation,
Starting point is 04:41:46 and you'll be seeing one of us turning up before long to pay you off for any nasty dodge you may be hatching in that fat head of yours. God in him, cried Schaumburg, where nothing move him out. Will he stop here him? I mean, always? Suppose I were to make it worth your while,
Starting point is 04:42:04 couldn't you? No, Ricardo interrupted. I couldn't, unless I had something to lever him out with. I've told you that before. An inducement? muttered Schomburg. Aye, the East Coast of Africa isn't good enough. He told me the other day that it will have to wait till he is ready for it,
Starting point is 04:42:22 and he may not be ready for a long time, because the East Coast can't run away, and no one is likely to run off with it. These remarks, whether considered as truisms, or as depicting Mr. Jones' mental state, were distinctly discouraging to the long-suffering Schomburg. But there is truth in the well-known saying that places the darkest hour before the dawn. The sound of words, apart from the context, has its power, and these two words run off
Starting point is 04:42:50 had a special affinity to the hotel keeper's haunting idea. It was always present in his brain, and now it came forward, evoked by a purely fortuitous expression. No, nobody could run off with a continent, but Heist had run off with the girl. Ricardo could have had no conception of the cause of Schomburg's changed expression, yet it was noticeable enough to interest him so much that he stopped the care of. a slinging of his leg and said, looking at the hotel keeper, there's not much use arguing against that sort of talk, is there?
Starting point is 04:43:23 Schomburg was not listening. I could put you on another track, he said slowly, and stopped, as if suddenly choked by an unholy emotion of intense eagerness combined with fear of failure. Ricardo waited, attentive, yet not without a certain contempt. On the track of a man, Schomburg uttered convulsively, and paused again, consulting his rage and his conscience. "'The man in the moon, eh?' suggested Ricardo in a jeering murmur. Schumberg shook his head.
Starting point is 04:43:55 "'It would be nearly as safe to rook him as if he were the man in the moon. "'You go and try. It isn't so very far.' He reflected. These men were thieves and murderers, as well as gamblers. Their fitness for purpose of vengeance was appallingly complete, but he preferred not to think of it in detail. He put it to himself summarily that he would be paying heist out and would at the same time relieve himself of these men's oppression.
Starting point is 04:44:21 He had only to let loose his natural gift for talking scandalously about his fellow creatures, and in this case his great practice in it was assisted by hate, which, like love, has an eloquence of its own. With the utmost ease he portrayed for Ricardo, now seriously attentive, are heist fattened by years of private and public rapines, the murderer of Morrison. the swindler of many shareholders, a wonderful mixture of craft and impudence
Starting point is 04:44:49 of deep purposes and simple wiles, of mystery and futility. In this exercise of his natural function, Schomburg revived, the colour coming back to his face, loquacious, florid, eager, his manliness set off by the military bearing. That's the exact story.
Starting point is 04:45:09 He was seen hanging about this part of the world for years, spying into everybody's business. but I am the only one who has seen through him from the first, contemptible, double-faced, stick-at-nothing dangerous, fellow. Dangerous, is he? Schomburg came to himself at the sound of Ricardo's voice. Well, you know what I mean, he said uneasily. A lying, circumventing, soft-spoken, polite, stuck-up rascal.
Starting point is 04:45:37 Nothing open about him. Mr. Ricardo had slipped off the table and was prowling about the room in an oblique, noiseless manner. He flashed a grin at Schomburg in passing and a snarling, Ah, hmm. Well, what's more dangerous to you want? argued Schomburg. He's in no way a fighting man, I believe, he added negligently. And you say he's been living alone there.
Starting point is 04:46:03 Like the man in the moon, answered Schomburg readily. There's no one that cares a rap what becomes of him. He has been lying low, you understand. after bagging all that plunder. Plunder, eh? Why didn't he go home with it? inquired Ricardo. The henchman of plain Mr. Jones
Starting point is 04:46:22 was beginning to think that this was something worth looking into. And he was pursuing truth in the manner of men of sound immorality and pure intentions than his own. That is, he pursued it in the light of his own experience and prejudices. For facts, whatever their origin, and God only knows where they come from, can only be tested by our own. own particular suspicions. Ricardo was suspicious all round. Schomburg, such as the tonic of
Starting point is 04:46:48 recovered self-esteem, Schomburg retorted fearlessly, Go home? Why don't you go home? To hear your talk, you must have made a pretty considerable pile going round winning people's money. You ought to be ready by this time. Ricardo stopped to look at Schomburg with surprise. You think yourself very clever, don't you? he said. Schomburg just then was so conscious of being clever that the snarling irony left him unmoved. It was positively a smile in his noble Teutonic beard,
Starting point is 04:47:20 the first smile for weeks. He was in a felicitous vein. How do you know that he wasn't thinking of going home? As a matter of fact, he was on his way home. And how do I know that you are not amusing yourself by spinning out a blamed fairy tale? Interrupted Riccardo roughly. I wonder at myself listening to you.
Starting point is 04:47:40 the cellarot. Schomburg received this turn of temper unmoved. He did not require to be very subtly observant to notice that he had managed to arouse some sort of feeling, perhaps of greed, in Ricardo's breast. You won't believe me? Well, you can ask anybody that comes here
Starting point is 04:47:57 if that Swede hadn't got as far as this house on his way home. Why should he turn up here, if not for that? You ask anybody? Ask, indeed, returned the other. Catch me, ask. asking at large about a man I meant to drop on. Such jobs must be done on the quiet, or not at all.
Starting point is 04:48:17 The peculiar intonation of the last phrase touched the nape of Schoenberg's neck with a chill. He cleared his throat slightly and looked away as though he had heard something indelicate. Then, with a jump, as it were, of course he didn't tell me. Is it likely? But haven't I got eyes?
Starting point is 04:48:34 Haven't I got my common sense to tell me? I can see through people. By the same token, he called on the Testments. Why did he call on the Testaments? Two days running, eh? You don't know? You can't tell? He waited complacently, till Ricardo had finished swearing quite openly at him for a confounded chatterer,
Starting point is 04:48:53 and then went on, A fellow doesn't go to a counting house in business house for a chat about the weather, two days running. Then why? To close his account with them one day, and to get his money out the next. Clear, what? Ricardo, with his trick of looking one way and moving another, approached Schomburg slowly.
Starting point is 04:49:14 To get his money, he purred. "'Gervis!' snapped Schomburg with impatient superiority. "'What else? That is, only the money he had with the Tessman's. What he has buried, or put away on the island, devil only knows. When you think of the lot of hard cash that passed through that man's hands for wages and stores and all that, and he's just a cunning thief, I tell you. Ricardo's hard stare, Discomposed the hotel-keeper,
Starting point is 04:49:41 and he added, in an unembarrassed tone, I mean a common, sneaking thief, no account at all. And he calls himself a Swedish baron, too. He's a baron, is he? That foreign nobility ain't much, commented Ricardo seriously. And then what? He hung about here. Yes, he hung about, said Schomburg, making a wry mouth.
Starting point is 04:50:04 He hung about, that's it. hung. His voice died out. Curiosity was depicted in Ricardo's countenance. Just like that, for nothing, and then turned about and went back to that island again. And went back to that island again, Schoenberg echoed lifelessly, fixing his gaze on the floor. What's a matter with you? asked Ricardo with genuine surprise. What is it? Schoenberg, without looking up, made an impatient gesture. His face was crimson and he it lowered. Ricardo went back to the point. Well, but how do you account for it? What was his reason? What did he go back to the island for?
Starting point is 04:50:46 Honeymoon, spat out Schomburg viciously. Perfectly still, his eyes downcast, he suddenly, with no preliminary stir, hit the table with his fist a blow that caused the utterly unprepared Ricardo to leap beside, and only then did Schomburg look up with a dull, resentful expression. Ricardo stared hard for a moment, spun on his heel, walked to the end of the room, came back smartly and muttered a profound, Aye, aye, above Schomburg's rigid head, that the hotelkeeper was capable of a great moral effort was proved by a gradual return of his severe lieutenant of the reserve manner.
Starting point is 04:51:26 Aye, aye, repeated Ricardo more deliberately than before, and as if after a further survey of the circumstances. I wish I hadn't asked you, or that you had told me a lie. It don't suit me to know that there's a woman mixed up in this affair. What's she like? It's the girl, and you... Live off, muttered Schomburg, utterly pitiful behind his stiff military front. Aye, I, Ricardo ejaculated for the third time, more and more enlightened and perplexed. Can't bear to talk about it, so bad as that.
Starting point is 04:52:00 And yet I would bet she isn't a miracle to look at. Schomburg made a gesture as if he didn't know, as if he didn't care. Then he squared his shoulders and frowned at vacancy. Swedish baron, hmm, Ricardo continued meditatively. I believe the governor would think that business worth looking up quite if I put it to him properly. The governor likes a duel, if you will call it so, but I don't know a man that can stand up to him on the square. Have you ever seen a cat play with a mouse?
Starting point is 04:52:31 It's a pretty side. Ricardo, with his voluptuous gleaming eyes and the coy expression, looked so much like a cat that Chomburg would have felt all the alarm of a mouse if other feelings had not had complete possession of his breast. "'There are no lies between you and me,' he said, more steadily than he thought he could speak. "'What's the good now? He funks women. In that Mexican Pueblo where we lay grounded on our beefbone, so to speak, I used to go to dancers of an evening. The girls there would ask me if the English caballero in the Pasadro was a monk in disguise, or if you had taken a vow to the sanctissima madre not to speak to a woman, or whether you can imagine what fairly freespoken girls will ask you when they come to the point of not caring what they say.
Starting point is 04:53:19 And it used to vex me. Yes, the governor, Funks facing women. One woman, interjected Schomburg in guttural tones. one may be more awkward to deal with than two, or two hundred for that matter. In a place that's full of women you needn't look at them unless you like, but if you go into a room where there's only one woman, young or old, pretty or ugly, you have got to face her. And unless you're after her, then the governor is right enough.
Starting point is 04:53:49 She's in the way. Why not as them? muttered Schomburg. What can they do? Make a noise, if nothing else, opined Mr. Ricardo curtly, with the distaste of a man whose path is a path of silence. For indeed nothing is more odious than a noise when one is engaged in a weighty and absorbing card game. Noise, noise, my friend, he went on, forcibly,
Starting point is 04:54:14 confounded screeching about something or other, and I like it no more than the governor does. But with the governor there's something else besides. He can't stand them at all. He paused to reflect on this psychological phenomenon, and, as no philosopher was at hand to tell him that there is no strong sentiment without some terror, as there is no real religion without a little fetishism, he omitted his own conclusion, which surely could not go to the root of the matter.
Starting point is 04:54:43 I'm hanged if I don't think they are to him what liquor is to me. Brandy! He made a disgusted face and produced a genuine shudder. Schaumburg listened to him in wonder. It looked as if the very scoundrelism, of that swede would protect him, the spoil of his iniquity, standing between the thief and the retribution. That's so, old Buck, Ricardo broke the silence after contemplating Schomburg's mute dejection
Starting point is 04:55:11 with a sort of sympathy. I don't think this trick will work. But that's silly, whispered the man deprived of the vengeance which he had seemed already to hold in his hand via mysterious and exasperating idiosyncrasy. Don't you set yourself to judge a gentleman? Ricardo, without anger, administered a moody rebuke. Even I can't understand the governor thoroughly, and I am an Englishman, and his follower.
Starting point is 04:55:38 No, I don't think I care to put it before him, sick as I am of staying here. Ricardo could not be more sick of staying than Schomburg was of seeing him stay. Schomburg believed so firmly in the reality of heist as created by his own power of false inferences, of his hate, of his love of scandal, that he could not contain a stifled cry of conviction as sincere as most of our convictions,
Starting point is 04:56:03 the disguised servants of our passions can appear at a supreme moment. It would have been like going to pick up a nugget of a thousand pounds or two or three times as much for all I know. No trouble, no. The petticoats the trouble, Ricardo struck in. He had resumed his noiseless, feline, oblique prowling, in which an observer would have detected a new character of excitement,
Starting point is 04:56:27 such as a wild animal of the cat species, anxious to make a spring, might betray. Schaumburg saw nothing. It would probably have cheered his dripping spirits, but in a general way he preferred not to look at Ricardo. Ricardo, however, with one of his slanting, gliding, restless glances, observed the bitter smile on Schomburg's bearded lips, the unmistakable smile of ruined hopes.
Starting point is 04:56:51 you're a pretty unforgiving sort of chap he said stopping for a moment with an air of interest hang me if i ever saw anybody look so disappointed i bet you would send black plague to that island if you only knew how eh what plague too good for him ha ha ha ha he bent down to stare at shomberg who sat unstirring with stony eyes and set features and apparently deaf to the rasping derision of that laughter so close to his red fleshy ear "'Black plague, too good from. Ricardo pressed the point on the tormented hotel keeper. Shomberg kept his eyes down obstinately. "'I don't wish any harm to the girl,' he muttered. "'But she did bold from you, a fair bulk. "'Calm!' "'Devil only knows what that villainous suite has done to her,
Starting point is 04:57:43 "'what he promised her, how he frightened her. "'She couldn't have cared for him, I know.' "'Conberg's vanity clung to the belief in some attrown. extraordinary means of seduction employed by heist. Luka he bewitched that poor Morrison, he murmured. Ah, Morrison, got all his money, what? Yes, and his life. Terrible fellow, that Swedish baron.
Starting point is 04:58:08 How's one to get at him? Schoenberg exploded. Three against one. Are you shy? Do you want me to give you a letter of introduction? You ought to look at yourself in a glass, Ricardo said quietly. Dash me if you don't get a stroke of some kind presently.
Starting point is 04:58:26 And this is the fellow who says women can do nothing. That one will do for you unless you manage to forget her. I wish I could, Schumberg admitted earnestly. And it's all the doing of that's feet. I don't get enough sleep, Mr. Ricardo, and then to finish me off, you gentlemen turn up, as if I hadn't enough, Wari. That's done you good, suggested the secretary,
Starting point is 04:58:51 ironic seriousness, takes your mind off that silly trouble, at your age too. He checked himself as if in pity and changing his tone. I would really like to oblige you while doing a stroke of business at the same time. A good stroke, insisted Schomburg as if it were mechanically. In his simplicity he was not able to give up the idea which had entered his head. An idea must be driven out by another idea, and with Schomburg ideas were rare, and therefore tenacious. Mintered Galt, he murmured with a sort of anguish.
Starting point is 04:59:27 Such an expressive combination of words was not without effect upon Ricardo. Both these men were amenable to the influence of verbal suggestions. The secretary of plain Mr. Jones sighed and murmured, Yes, but how is one to get at it? Being three to one, said Johnberg, I suppose you could get it for the asking. One would think the fellow live next door, Ricardo growled impatiently. Hang it all, can't you understand a plain question? I've asked you, the way. Schoenberg seemed to revive. The way?
Starting point is 05:00:01 The torpor of deceived hopes underlying his superficial changes of mood had been pricked by these words which seemed pointed with purpose. The way is over the water, of course, said the hotel keeper. For people like you, three days in a good big boat is nothing. It's no more than a little outing, a bit of a change. At this season the Java Sea is a pond. I have an excellent safe boat, a ship's lifeboat, carry thirty, let alone three, and a child could handle her.
Starting point is 05:00:31 You wouldn't get wet face at this time of the year. You might call it a pleasure trip. And yet having this boat you didn't go after yourself, or after him. Well, you're a fine fellow for a disappointed lover. "'Shomberg gave a start at the suggestion. "'I am not three men,' he said sulkily, "'as the shortest answer of the several he could have given. "'Oh, I know your sort,' Ricardo let fall negligently.
Starting point is 05:00:58 "'You're like most people, "'or perhaps just a little more peaceable "'than the rest of the buying and selling gang "'that bosses this rotten show. "'Well, well, you respectable citizen,' he went on, "'let us go thoroughly into the matter.' "'When Schomburg had been, made to understand that Mr. Schomburg's henchman was ready to discuss, in his own words,
Starting point is 05:01:20 this boat of yours, with courses and distances, and such concrete matters of no-good augury to that villainous feed, he recovered his soldierly bearing, squared his shoulders, and asked in his military manner, "'You wish, then, to proceed with the business?' Ricardo nodded. He had a great mind to, he said. A gentleman had to be humoured as much as possible, but he must be managed too on occasions, for his own good, and it was the business of the right sort of follower to know the proper time and the proper methods of that delicate part of his duty. Having exposed this theory, Ricardo proceeded to the application.
Starting point is 05:01:59 I've never actually lied to him, he said, and I ain't going to now. I shall just say nothing about the girl. He will have to get over the shock the best he can. Hang it all, too much humouring won't do here. A funny thing, Shamburg observed crisply. Is it? Ah, you wouldn't mind taking a woman by the throat in some dark corner and nobody by? I bet.
Starting point is 05:02:23 Riccardo's dreadful, vicious, cat-like readiness to get his claws out at any moment startled Schomburg as usual. But it was provoking, too. Adieu? He defended himself. Don't you want me to believe you are up to anything? I, my boy. Oh, yes. I'm not that gentleman.
Starting point is 05:02:41 Neither are you. Tak them by the throat or chuck them under the chin. It's all one to me, almost, affirmed Ricardo with something obscurely ironical in his complacency. Now, as to this business, a three-days joint in a good boat isn't a thing to frighten people like us.
Starting point is 05:02:58 You're right, so far, but there are other details. Schoenberg was ready enough to enter into details. He explained that he had a small plantation with a fairly habitable hut on it on Madura. He proposed that his guest should start from town in his boat as if going for an excursion to that rural spot. The custom-house people on the key were used to see his boat go off on such trips.
Starting point is 05:03:23 From Madura, after some repose and on a convenient day, Mr Jones and party would make the real start. It would all be plain sailing. Jean-Burg undertook to provision the boat. The greatest hardship the voygers need apprehend would be a mild shower of rain. At that season of the year there were no serious thunderstorm. Schomburg's heart began to thump as he saw himself nearing his vengeance. His speech was thick but persuasive.
Starting point is 05:03:49 No risk at all, none whatever. Ricardo dismissed these assurances of safety with an impatient gesture. He was thinking of other risks. The getting away from here is all right, but we may be sighted at sea, and that may bring awkwardness later on. A ship's boat with three white men in it, knocking about out of sight of land, is bound to make talk. Are we likely to be seen on our way?
Starting point is 05:04:14 No, unless by native craft, said Schomburg. Ricardo nodded, satisfied. Both these white men looked on native life as a mere play of shadows. A play of shadows the dominant race could walk through, unaffected and disregarded in the pursuit of its incomprehensible aims and needs. No, native craft did not count, of course. It was an empty, solitary part of the sea, Schomburg expounded further. Only the turn-eight mailboat crossed that region
Starting point is 05:04:42 about the eighth of every month, regularly, nowhere near the island though. R rigid, his voice hoarse, his heart thumping, his mind concentrated on the success of his plan, the hotel-keeper multiplied words as if to keep as many of them as possible between himself and the murderous aspect of his purpose. So, if you gentlemen depart from my plantation quietly at sunset on the eighth,
Starting point is 05:05:06 always best to make a start at night with a land-breathe. It's a hundred to one, what am I saying? It's a thousand to one that no human I will see you under passage. All you've got to do is keep her heading northeast for, say, 50 hours, perhaps not quite so long. There will always be draught enough to keep a boat moving. You may reckon on that, and then, the muscles about his waist quivered under his clothes with eagerness,
Starting point is 05:05:32 with impatience and with something like apprehension, the true nature of which was not clear to him. And he did not want to investigate it. Ricardo regarded him steadily, with those dry eyes of his shining more like polished stones than living tissue. "'And then what?' he asked. "'And then, why, you will astonish the Herr Baron. "'Ha! Ha! Schoenberg seemed to force the words and the laugh out of himself in a hoarse bays.' "'And you believe he has all that plunder by him?' asked Riccardo rather perfunctrally,
Starting point is 05:06:04 because the fact seemed to him extremely probable when looked at all round by his acute mind. Schaumburg raised his hands and lowered them slowly. How can it be otherwise? He was going home. He was on his way, in this hotel. Ask people, was it likely he would leave it behind him? Ricardo was thoughtful. Then, suddenly raising his head, he remarked, steer north-east for fifty hours, eh?
Starting point is 05:06:31 That's not much of a sailing direction. I've heard of a port being missed before on better information. Can't you say what sort of landfall a fellow may explain? but I suppose you've never seen that island yourself." Schumberg admitted that he had not seen it, in a tone in which a man congratulates himself on having escaped the contamination of an unsavory experience. No, certainly not.
Starting point is 05:06:54 He had never had any business to call there. But what of that? He could give Mr. Ricardo as good a seaman as anybody need wish for. He laughed nervously. Miss it. He defied anybody that came within 40 miles of it to miss the retreat of that villainous swede. What do you think of a pillar of smoke by day
Starting point is 05:07:14 and a loom of fire at night? There's a volcano in full blast near that island, enough to guide almost a blind man. What more do you want? An active volcano to steer by! These last words he roared out exultingly, then jumped up and glared. The door to the left of the bar had swung open,
Starting point is 05:07:34 and Mrs. Schomburg, dressed for duty, stood facing him down the whole length of the room. She clung to the handle for a moment, then came in and glided to her place, where she sat down to stare straight before her, as usual. End of Part 2, Chapter 8. Part 3, Chapter 1 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad. This Libre of Ock's recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 1. Tropical nature had been kind to the failure of the commercial enterprise,
Starting point is 05:08:13 The desolation of the headquarters of the Tropical Belt Coal Company had been screened from the side of the sea, from the side where prying eyes, if any, were sufficiently interested, either in malice or in sorrow, could have noted the decaying bones of that once sanguine enterprise. Heist had been sitting among the bones, buried so kindly in the grass of two wet seasons' growth. The silence of his surroundings,
Starting point is 05:08:40 broken only by such sounds as a distant roll of thunder, the lash of rain through the foliage of some big trees, the noise of the wind tossing the leaves of the forest, and of the short seas breaking against the shore, favoured rather than hindered his solitary meditation. A meditation is always, in a white man, at least, more or less an interrogative exercise. Heist meditated in simple terms on the mystery of his actions,
Starting point is 05:09:08 and he answered himself with the honest reflection. There must be a lot of the original Adam in me, after all. They reflected, too, with the sense of making a discovery that this primeval ancestor is not easily suppressed. The oldest voice in the world is just the one that never ceases to speak. If anybody could have silenced its imperative echoes, it should have been Heist father,
Starting point is 05:09:33 with his contemptuous, inflexible negation of all effort, but apparently he could not. There was in the sun a lot of that first ancestor, as soon as he could uplift his muddy frame from the celestial mould, started inspecting and naming the animals of that paradise which he was so soon to lose. Action, the first thought, or perhaps the first impulse on earth. The barbed hook baited with the illusions of progress
Starting point is 05:10:02 to bring out of the lightless void, the shoals of unnumbered generations. And I, the son of my father, have been caught too, like the silliest fish of them all, Heist said to himself. He suffered. He was hurt by the sight of his own life, which ought to have been a masterpiece of aloofness. He remembered always his last evening with his father. He remembered the thin features, the great mass of white hair and the ivory complexion. A five-branched candlestick stood on a little table by the side of the easy-chair. They had been talking a long time.
Starting point is 05:10:39 The noises of the street had died out one by one, to look like. in the moonlight. The London houses began to look like the tombs of an unvisited, unhonoured cemetery of hopes. He had listened. Then, after a silence, he had asked, for he was really young then, is there no guidance? His father was in an unexpectedly soft mood on that night, when the moon swam in a cloudless sky over the begrimed shadows of the town. You still believe in something, then, he said, in a clear voice. which had been growing feeble of late. You believe in flesh and blood, perhaps.
Starting point is 05:11:18 A full and equable contempt would soon do away with that too. But since you have not attained to it, I advise you to cultivate that form of contempt which is called pity. It is perhaps the least difficult, always remembering that you too, if you are anything, are as pitiful as the rest, yet never expecting any pity for yourself. What is one to do, then,
Starting point is 05:11:42 the young man regarding his father, rigid in the high-backed chair. Look on, make no sound, were the last words of the man who had spent his life in blowing blasts upon a terrible trumpet which filled heaven and earth with ruins, while mankind went on its way unheeding. That very night he died in his bed, so quietly that they found him in his usual attitude of sleep, lying on his side, one hand under his cheek, and his knees slightly bent. He had not even straightened his legs. His son buried the silenced destroyer of systems, of hopes, of beliefs. He observed that the death of that bitter contemner of life did not trouble the flow of life stream where men and women go by thick as dust, revolving and jostling one another like figures
Starting point is 05:12:31 cut out of cork and waited with lead just sufficiently to keep them in their proudly upright posture. After the funeral, Heist sat alone in the dusk, and his meditation took the form of a definite vision of the stream, of the fatuously jostling, nodding, spinning figures, hurried irresistibly along, and giving no sign of being aware that the voice on the bank had been suddenly silenced. Yes, a few obituary notices, generally insignificant, and some grossly abusive.
Starting point is 05:13:03 The sun had read them all with mournful detachment. This is the hate and rage of their fear, he thought to himself, and also of wounded vanity. They shriek their little shriek as they fly past. I suppose I ought to hate him too. He became aware of his eyes being wet. It was not that the man was his father. For him it was purely a matter of hearsay, which could not in itself cause this emotion. No, it was because he had looked at him so long that he missed him so much. The dead man had kept him on the bank by his side, and now highest felt acutely that he was alone on the bank of the stream. In his pride, he determined not to enter it. A few slow tears rolled down his face. The rooms, filling with shadows,
Starting point is 05:13:54 seemed haunted by a melancholy, uneasy presence which could not express itself. The young man got up with a strange sense of making way for something impalpable, that claimed possession, went out of the house and locked the door. A fortnight later he started on his travels to look on and never make a sound. The older heist had left behind him a little money and a certain quantity of movable objects such as books, tables, chairs and pictures, which might have complained of heartless desertion after many years of faithful service, for there is a soul in things. Heist, our heist, had often thought of them, reproachful and mutable. shrouded and locked up in those rooms, far away in London, with the sounds of the street,
Starting point is 05:14:38 reaching them faintly, and sometimes a little sunshine when the blinds were pulled up, and the windows opened from time to time, in pursuance of his original instructions, and later reminders. It seemed as if, in his conception of a world not worth touching, and perhaps not substantial enough to grasp, these objects, familiar to his childhood and his youth, and associated with the memory of an old man were the only realities, something having an absolute existence. He would never have them sold,
Starting point is 05:15:09 or even moved from the places they occupied when he looked upon them last. When he was advised from London that his lease had expired and that the house, with some others as like it as two peas, was to be demolished, he was surprisingly distressed.
Starting point is 05:15:24 He had entered by then the broad human path of inconsistencies. already the Tropical Belt Coal Company was in existence. He sent instructions to have some of the things sent out to him at Samaran, just as an ordinary credulous person would have done. They came, torn out from their long repose, a lot of books, some chairs and tables, his father's portrait in oils,
Starting point is 05:15:48 which surprised heist by its air of youth, because he remembered his father as a much older man. A lot of small objects such as candlesticks, inkstands, and statuettes from his father's, study, which surprised him because they looked so old and so much worn. The manager of the Tropical Belt Coal Company, unpacking them on the veranda in the shade besieged by a fierce sunshine, must have felt like a remorseful apostate before these relics. He handled them tenderly, and it was perhaps their presence there which attached him to the island when he woke up
Starting point is 05:16:22 to the failure of his apostasy. Whatever the decisive reason, Heist had remained where another would have been glad to be off. The excellent Davidson had discovered the fact without discovering the reason, and took a humane interest in Heist's strange existence, while at the same time his native delicacy kept him from intruding on the other's whim of solitude. He could not possibly guess that Heist, alone on the island, felt neither more nor less lonely than in any other place, desert or populace. Davidson's concern was, if one may express it so, the danger of spiritual starvation, but this was a spirit which had renounced all outside nourishment
Starting point is 05:17:05 and was sustaining itself proudly on its own contempt of the usual coarse ailments which life offers to the common appetites of men. Neither was Heist's body in danger of starvation, as Schomburg had so confidently asserted. At the beginning of the company's operations, the island had been provisioned in a manner which had outlasted the need. Heist did not need to fear hunger.
Starting point is 05:17:28 and his very loneliness had not been without some alleviation. Of the crowd of imported Chinese labourers, one at least had remained in Samboran, solitary and strange, like a swallow left behind at the migrating season of his tribe. Wang was not a common coolie. He had been a servant to white men before. The agreement between him and heist
Starting point is 05:17:52 consisted in the exchange of a few words on the day when the last batch of the mine coolies was leaving Samboran. Heist, leaning over the balustrade of the veranda, was looking on, was calm in appearance as though he had never departed from the doctrine that this world for the wise is nothing but an amusing spectacle. Wang came round the house and, standing below, raised up his yellow, thin face. All finished, he asked. Heist nodded slightly from above, glancing towards the jetty.
Starting point is 05:18:23 A crowd of blue-clad figures with yellow faces and calves was being hustled down into the boats of the chartered steamer lying well out, like a painted ship on a painted sea, painted in crude colours, without shadows, without feeling, with brutal precision. You had better hurry up if you don't want to be left behind. But the Chinaman did not move. We stop, he declared. I slough down at him for the first time. You want to stop here? Yes. What were you? What was your work? here. Meslum, boy. Do you want to stay with me here as my boy, inquired Heist, surprised? The Chinaman unexpectedly put on a deprecatory expression and said, after a marked pause,
Starting point is 05:19:10 Can do? You needn't, said Heist, unless you like. I propose to stay on here. It may be for a very long time. I have no power to make you go if you wish to remain, but I don't see why you should. Catchy one piecey wife, remarked Wang unemotionally, and marched off, turning his back on the wharf and the great world beyond, represented by the steamer waiting for her boats. Heist learned presently that Wang had persuaded one of the women of Alfuro village on the west shore of the island, beyond the central ridge, to come over to live with him in a remote part of the company's clearing. It was a curious case, inasmuch as the Alfuro's, having been frightened by the sudden invasion of Chinaman had blocked the path over the ridge by felling a few trees and had kept strictly on their own side. The coolies as a body, mistrusting the manifest mildness of these harmless fisherfolk,
Starting point is 05:20:04 had kept to their lines without attempting to cross the island. Wang was the brilliant exception. He must have been uncommonly fascinating in a way that was not apparent to heist or else uncommonly persuasive. The woman's services to heist were limited to the fact that she had anchored Wang to the spot by her charms, which remained unknown to the white man because she never came near the houses. The couple lived at the edge of the forest, and she could sometimes be seen gazing towards the bungalow, shading her eyes with her hand. Even from a distance she appeared to be a shy, wild creature, and heist, anxious not to try her primitive nerves unduly, scrupulously avoided that side of the clearing in his strolls. The day, or rather the first night,
Starting point is 05:20:50 after his hermit life began, he was aware of vague sounds of revelry in that direction. Emboldened by the departure of the invading strangers, some alfuroes, the woman's friends and relations, had ventured over the ridge to attend something in the nature of a wedding feast. Wang had invited them. But this was the only occasion when any sound louder than the buzzing of insects had troubled the profound silence of the clearing. The natives were never invited again. Wang not only knew how to live according to conventional proprieties, but had strong personal views as to the manner of arranging his domestic existence. After a time, Heist perceived that Wang had annexed all the keys.
Starting point is 05:21:34 Any keys left lying about vanished after Wang had passed that way. Subsequently, some of them, those that did not belong to the storerooms and the empty bungalows and could not be regarded as the common property of this community of two, were returned to Heist, tied in a bunch with a piece of string. He found them one morning lying by the side of his plate. He had not been inconvenienced by their absence because he never locked up anything in the way of drawers and boxes.
Starting point is 05:22:02 Heist said nothing. Wang also said nothing. Perhaps he had always been a taciturn man. Perhaps he was influenced by the genius of the locality, which was certainly that of silence. till Heist and Morrison had landed in Black Diamond Bay and named it that, that side of Sambiran had hardly ever heard the sound of human speech.
Starting point is 05:22:23 It was easy to be taciturn with Heist who had plunged himself into an abyss of meditation over books and remained in it till the shadow of Wang falling across the page and the sound of a rough low voice uttering the Malay word Makan would force him to climb out to a meal. Wang, in his native province in China, might have been an aggressively, sensitively genial person, but in Samaran he had clothed himself in a mysterious stolidity
Starting point is 05:22:50 and did not seem to resent not being spoken to except in single words at a rate which did not average half a dozen per day. And he gave no more than he got. It is to be presumed that if he suffered, he made up for it with the Alfuro woman. He always went back to her at the first fall of dusk, vanishing from the bungalow suddenly at this hour, like a sort of topsy-turvy, day-hunting Chinese ghost
Starting point is 05:23:15 with a white jacket and a pig-tail. Presently, giving way to a Chinaman's ruling passion, he could be observed breaking the ground near his hut between the mighty stumps of felled trees, with a miner's pickax. After a time, he discovered a rusty but serviceable spade in one of the empty storerooms, and it is to be supposed that he got on famously,
Starting point is 05:23:36 but nothing of it could be seen because he went to the trouble of pulling to piece as one of the company's sheds in order to get materials for making a high and very close fence round his patch as if the growing of vegetables were a patented process or an awful and holy mystery
Starting point is 05:23:52 entrusted to the keeping of his race. Heist, following from a distance the progress of Wang's gardening and of these precautions, there was nothing else to look at, was amused at the thought that he, in his own person, represented the market for its produce. The Chinaman had found several packets of seeds in the storerooms and had surrendered to an irresistible impulse to put them into the ground. He would make
Starting point is 05:24:18 his master pay for the vegetables which he was raising to satisfy his instinct. And, looking silently at the silent Wang going about his work in the bungalow in his unhasty, steady way, iced, envied the Chinaman's obedience to his instincts, the powerful simplicity of purpose which made his existence appear almost automatic in the mysterious precision of its facts. End of Part 3, Chapter 1. Part 3, Chapter 2 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 2. During his master's absence in Sir Rabaer, Wang had busied himself with the ground immediately in front of the principal bungalow.
Starting point is 05:25:11 Emerging from the fringe of grass growing across the shore end of the coal jetty, Heist beheld a broad, clear space, black and level, with only one or two clumps of charred twigs, where the flame had swept from the front of his house to the nearest trees of the forest. You took the risk of firing the grass, Heist asked. Wang nodded. Hanging on the arm of the white man before whom he stood was the girl called Alma. But neither from the Chinaman's eyes nor from his expression
Starting point is 05:25:40 could anyone have guessed that he was in the slightest degree aware of the fact. He has been tidying the place in his labour-saving way, explained Heist, without looking at the girl whose hand rested on his forearm. He's the whole establishment, you see. I told you I hadn't even a dog to keep me company here. Wang had marched off towards the wharf. He's like those waiters in that place, she said. That place was Schomburg's hotel.
Starting point is 05:26:08 One Chinaman looks very much like a night. another, Heist remarked. We shall find it useful to have him here. This is the house. They faced at some distance the six shallow steps leading up to the veranda. The girl had abandoned Heist's arm. This is the house, he repeated. She did not offer to budge away from his side,
Starting point is 05:26:29 but stood staring fixedly at the steps, as if they had been something unique and impracticable. He waited a little, but she did not move. Don't you want to go in, he asked, without turning his head to look at her. The sun's too heavy to stand about here. He tried to overcome a sort of fear, a sort of impatient faintness,
Starting point is 05:26:49 and his voice sounded rough. You'd better go in, he concluded. They both moved then, but at the foot of the stairs, heist stopped, while the girl went on rapidly, as if nothing could stop her now. She crossed the veranda swiftly, and entered the twilight of the big central room,
Starting point is 05:27:06 opening upon it, and then the deeper twilight of the room beyond. She stood still in the dusk, in which her dazzled eyes could scarcely make out the forms of objects and sighed a sigh of relief. The impression of the sunlight, of sea and sky remained with her like a memory of a painful trial gone through, done with at last. Meanwhile, Heist had walked back slowly towards the jetty, but he did not get so far as that. The practical and automatic wang had got hold of one of the little trucks that had been used for running basket, of coal alongside ships. He appeared pushing it before him, loaded lightly with Heist's bag and the bundle of the girl's belongings, wrapped in Mrs. Schomburg's shawl. Heist turned about and walked
Starting point is 05:27:52 by the side of the rusty rails on which the truck ran. Opposite the house, Wang stopped, lifted the bag to his shoulder, balanced it carefully, and then took the bundle in his hand. Leave those things on the table in the big room, understand? "'Me Savi,' grunted Wang, moving off. Ist watched the Chinaman disappear from the veranda. It was not till he had seen Wang come out, that he himself entered the twilight of the big room. By that time, Wang was out of sight at the back of the house,
Starting point is 05:28:23 but by no means out of hearing. The Chinaman could hear the voice of him, who, when there were many people there, was generally referred to as number one. Wang was not able to understand the words, but the tone interested him. "'Where are you?' cried number one. Then Wang heard, much more faint, a voice he had never heard before,
Starting point is 05:28:43 a novel impression which he acknowledged by cocking his head slightly to one side. "'I am here, out of the sun.' The new voice sounded remote and uncertain. Wang heard nothing more, though he waited for some time, very still. The top of his shaven pole exactly level with the floor of the back veranda. His face, meanwhile, preserved an inscrutable immobility. Suddenly he stopped to pick up the lid of a deal candle-box which was lying on the ground by his foot. Breaking it up with his fingers, he directed his steps towards the cook shed, where, squatting on his heels,
Starting point is 05:29:20 he proceeded to kindle a small fire under a very sooty kettle, possibly to make tea. Wang had some knowledge of the more superficial rites and ceremonies of white men's existence, otherwise so enigmatically remote to his mind, and containing unexpected possibilities of good and evil which had to be watched for with prudence and care. End of Part 3, Chapter 2. Part 3, Chapter 3 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain,
Starting point is 05:29:58 read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 3. That morning, as on all the others of the full time, tale of morning since his return with a girl to Samaran, heist came out on the veranda and spread his elbows on the railing, in an easy attitude of proprietorship. The bulk of the central ridge of the island cut off the bungalow from sunrises,
Starting point is 05:30:21 whether glorious or cloudy, angry or serene. The dwellers therein were debarred from reading early the fortune of the newborn day. It sprang upon them in its fullness with a swift retreat of the great shadow when the sun, clearing the ridge, looked down, hot and dry, with a devouring glare, like the eye of an enemy. But heist, once the number one of this locality, while it was comparatively teeming with mankind,
Starting point is 05:30:47 appreciated the prolongation of early coolness, the subdued lingering half-light, the faint ghost of the departed night, the fragrance of its dewy dark soul, captured for a moment longer between the great glow of the sky and the intense blaze of the uncovered sea. It was naturally difficult for Heist to keep his mind from dwelling on the nature and consequences of this his latest departure from the part of an unconcerned spectator.
Starting point is 05:31:15 Yet he had retained enough of his wrecked philosophy to prevent him from asking himself consciously how it would end. But at the same time he could not help being temperamentally, from long habit and from set purpose, a spectator still, perhaps a little less naive, but, as he discovered with some surprise, not much more far-sighted than the common run of men. Like the rest of us who act, all he could say to himself with the somewhat affected grimness was, we shall see. This mood of grim doubt intruded on him only when he was alone.
Starting point is 05:31:52 There were not many such moments in his day now, and he did not like them when they came. On this morning he had no time to grow uneasy. Alma came out to join him long before the sun, rising above the Sanberan ridge, swept the cool shadow of the early morning, and the remnant of the night's coolness, clear off the roof under which they had dwelt for more than three months already. She came out as on other mornings. He had heard her light footsteps in the big room,
Starting point is 05:32:19 the room where they had unpacked the cases from London, the room now lined with the backs of books halfway up on its three sides. Above the cases the fine matting met the ceiling of tightly stretched white calico. In the dusk and coolness nothing gleamed except the gilt frame of the portrait of Heist's father signed by a famous painter, lonely in the middle of a wall. Ice did not turn round. Do you know what I was thinking of, he asked. No, she said.
Starting point is 05:32:51 Her tone betrayed always a shade of anxiety, as though she were never certain how a conversation with him would end. She leant on the guardrail by his side. No, she repeated, what was it? She waited. Then, rather with reluctance than shyness, she asked, Were you thinking of me? I was wondering when you would come out, said Heist,
Starting point is 05:33:14 still without looking at the girl, to whom, after several experimental essays in combining detached letters and loose syllables, he had given the name of Lena. She remarked after a pause, I was not very far from you. Apparently you were not near enough for me. You could have called if you wanted me, she said,
Starting point is 05:33:34 and I wasn't so long doing my hair. Apparently it was too long for me. Well, you were thinking of me anyhow. I'm glad of it. Do you know, it seems to me somehow that if you were to stop thinking of me I shouldn't be in the world at all. He turned round and looked at her.
Starting point is 05:33:53 She often said things which surprised him. A vague smile faded away on her lips before his scrutiny. What is it? he asked. Is it a reproach? A reproach? Why, how could it be? She defended herself. Well, what did it mean, he insisted. What I said, just what I said. Why aren't you fair? Ah, this is at least a reproach. She coloured to the roots of her hair.
Starting point is 05:34:21 It looks as if you were trying to make it. make out that I am disagreeable, she murmured. Am I? You will make me afraid to open my mouth presently. I shall end by believing I am no good. Her head drooped a little. He looked at her smooth, low brow, the faintly coloured cheeks, and the red lips parted slightly with the gleam of her teeth within. And then I won't be any good, she added with conviction.
Starting point is 05:34:45 That I won't. I can only be what you think I am. He made a slight movement. She put her hand on his arm without raising her head and went on, her voice animated in the stillness of her body. It is so. It couldn't be any other way with a girl like me and a man like you. Here we are, we two alone, and I can't even tell where we are. A very well-known spot on the globe, I stuttered gently.
Starting point is 05:35:13 There must have been at least 50,000 circulars issued at the time, 150,000 more likely. My friend was looking after that. and his ideas were large, and his beliefs were strong. Of us, too, it was he who had the faith, 150,000, certainly. What is it you mean? she asked in a low tone. What should I phone fault with you for?
Starting point is 05:35:36 Heist went on, for being amiable, good, gracious, and pretty. The silence fell, then she said, It's all right that you should think that of me? There's no one here to think anything of us, good or bad. The rare timbre of her voice gave a special value to what she uttered. The indefinable emotion which certain intonations gave him he was aware was more physical than moral. Every time she spoke to him, she seemed to abandon to him something of herself,
Starting point is 05:36:06 something excessively subtle and inexpressible, to which he was infinitely sensible, which he would have missed horribly of sure to go away. While he was looking into her eyes, she raised her bare forearm out of the short sleeve, and held it in the air till he noticed it, and hastened to pose his great bronze moustaches on the whiteness of the skin. Then they went in.
Starting point is 05:36:29 Wang immediately appeared in front, and, squatting on his heels, began to potter mysteriously about some plants at the foot of the veranda. When Heist and the girl came out again, the Chinaman had gone in his peculiar manner, which suggested vanishing out of existence rather than out of sight, a process of evaporation rather than of movement. They descended the steps, looking at each other, and started off smartly across the cleared ground,
Starting point is 05:36:55 but they were not ten yards away when, without perceptible stir or sound, Wang materialised inside the empty room. The Chinaman stood still with roaming eyes, examining the walls as if for signs, for inscriptions, exploring the floor as if for pitfalls, for dropped coins. Then he cocked his head slightly at the profile of Heist's father, pen in hand above a white sheet of paper on a crimson tablecloth, and moving forward noiselessly began to clear away the breakfast things. Though he proceeded without haste, the unerring precision of his movements, the absolute soundlessness of the operation gave it something of the quality of a conjuring trick. And the trick, having been performed, Wang vanished from the scene,
Starting point is 05:37:40 to materialise presently in front of the house. He materialised walking away from it, with no visible or gessable, intention, but at the end of some ten paces he stopped, made a half-turn and put his hand up to shade his eyes. The sun had topped the grey ridge of Samboran. The great morning shadow was gone, and far away in the devouring sunshine, Wang was in time to see No. 1 and the woman, two remote white specks against the somber line of the forest. In a moment they vanished. With the smallest display of action, Wang also vanished from the sunlight of the clearing. Heist and Lena entered the shade of the forest path which crossed the island, and which, near its
Starting point is 05:38:23 highest point, had been blocked by felled trees. But their intention was not to go so far. After keeping to the path for some distance they left it at a point where the forest was bare of undergrowth, and the trees, festooned with creepers, stood clear of one another in the gloom of their own making. Here and there great splashes of light lay on the ground. They moved, silent, in the great stillness, breathing the calmness, the infinite isolation, the repose of a slumber without dreams. They emerged at the upper limit of vegetation among some rocks, and in a depression of the sharp slope, like a small platform, they turned about and looked from on high over the sea, lonely, its colour effaced by sunshine, its horizon a heat mist, a mere unsubstantial shimmer
Starting point is 05:39:12 in the pale and blinding infinity overhung by the darker blaze of the sky. It makes my head swim, the girl murmured, shutting her eyes and putting her hand on his shoulder. Heist, gazing fixedly to the southward, exclaimed, Sail ho! A moment of silence ensued.
Starting point is 05:39:32 It must be very far away, he went on. I don't think you could see it. Some native craft making for the Malacca's, probably. Come, we mustn't stay. him. With his arm round her waist, he led her down a little distance, and they settled themselves in the shade. She, seated on the ground, he a little lower, reclining at her feet. "'You don't like to look at the sea from up there,' he said, after a time. She shook her head. That empty space was to her the abomination of desolation, but she only said
Starting point is 05:40:06 again, it makes my head swim. Too big, he inquired. Who lonely? it makes my heart sink too, she added in a low voice as if confessing a secret. I'm afraid, said Heister, you would be justified in reproaching me for these sensations, but what would you have? His tone was playful, but his eyes directed at her face was serious. She protested, I'm not feeling lonely with you, not a bit. It is only when we come up to that place and I look at all that water and all that light. We will never come here again, then, he interrupted her. She remained silent for a while, returning his gaze till he removed it. It seems as if everything that there is had gone under, she said.
Starting point is 05:40:55 Remind you of the story of the deluge, muttered the man, stretched at her feet and looking at them. Are you frightened at it? I should be rather frightened to be left behind alone. When I say I, of course, I mean we. Do you? I'd remained silent for a while. The vision of a world destroyed, he mused aloud. Would you be sorry for it? I should be sorry for the happy people, in it, she said simply. His gaze travelled up her figure and reached her face,
Starting point is 05:41:28 where he seemed to detect the veil glow of intelligence as one gets a glimpse of the sun through the clouds. I should have thought it's they especially who ought to have been congratulated, don't you? Oh yes, I understand what you mean. But there were forty days before it was all over. You seem to be in possession of all the details. I spoke just to say something rather than to gaze at her in silence. She was not looking at him.
Starting point is 05:41:55 Sunday school, she murmured. I went regularly from the time I was eight till I was thirteen. We lodged in the north of London, off Kingsland Road. It wasn't a bad time. Father was earning good money then. The woman of the house used to pack me off in the after. with her own girls. She was a good woman. Her husband was in the post office, saw her or something. Such a quiet man. He used to go off after supper for night duty sometimes. Then one day they had a row
Starting point is 05:42:26 and broke up the home. I remember I cried when we had to pick up all of a sudden and go into other lodgings. I never knew what it was, though. The deluge muttered heist absently. He felt intensely aware of her personality. as if this were the first moment of leisure he had found to look at her since they had come together. The peculiar timbre of her voice, with its modulations of audacity and sadness, would have given interest to the most inane chatter. But she was no chatterer. She was rather silent, with a capacity for immobility, an upright stillness,
Starting point is 05:43:02 as when resting on the concert platform between the musical numbers, her feet crossed, her hands reposing on her lap. But in the intimacy of their life, gray, unabashed gaze forced upon him the sensation of something inexplicable reposing within her. Stupidity or inspiration, weakness or force, or simply an abysmal emptiness, reserving itself, even in the moments of complete surrender. During a long pause she did not look at him. Then, suddenly, as if the word deluge had stuck in her mind, she asked, looking up at the cloudless sky, Does it ever rain here?
Starting point is 05:43:42 There is a season when it rains almost every day, said Heist, surprised. There are also thunderstorms. We once had a mud shower. Mudshar? Our neighbour there was shooting up ashes. He sometimes clears his red-hot gullet like that, and a thunderstorm came along at the same time. It was very messy, but our neighbour is generally well-behaved.
Starting point is 05:44:04 Just smokes quietly, as he did that day when I first showed you the smudge in the sky from the schooners. deck. He's a good-natured, lazy fellow of a volcano. I saw a mountain smoking like that before, she said, staring at the slender stem of a tree-furn, some dozen feet in front of her. It wasn't very long after we left England, some few days, though. I was so ill at first that I lost count of days. A smoking mountain. I can't think how they called it. Versuvius, perhaps, suggested heist. That's the name. I saw it two years, ages ago, said Heist.
Starting point is 05:44:44 On your way here? No, long before I ever thought of coming into this part of the world. I was yet a boy. She turned and looked at him attentively, as if seeking to discover some trace of that boyhood in the mature face of the man with the hair thin at the top and the long, thick moustaches. Heist stood the frank examination with a playful smile, hiding the profound effect these veiled grey eyes produced, whether on his heart or on his nerves, whether sensuous or spiritual,
Starting point is 05:45:15 tender or irritating, he was unable to say. Well, Princess of Zamberan, he said at last, have I found favour in your sight? She seemed to wake up and shook her head. I was thinking, she murmured very low. Thought, action, so many snares, if you begin to think you will be unhappy. I wasn't thinking of myself, she declared, with a simplicity which took hister back somewhat. On the lips of a moralist this would sound like a rebuke, he said half seriously, but I won't suspect you of being one.
Starting point is 05:45:51 Moralists and I haven't been friends for many years. She had listened with an air of attention. I understood you had no friends, she said. I am pleased that there's nobody to find fault with you for what you have done. I like to think that I am in no one's way. Heist would have said something, but she did not give him time. Unconscious of the movement he made, she went on, What I was thinking to myself was, why are you here?
Starting point is 05:46:19 Heist let himself sink on his elbow again. If by you you mean we, well, you know why we are here. She bent her gaze down at him. No, it isn't that. I meant before, all the time before you came across me and guessed at once that I was in trouble. with no one to turn to. And you know it was desperate trouble, too. Her voice fell on the last words as if she would end there, but there was something so expectant in high statured as he sat at her
Starting point is 05:46:49 feet, looking up at her steadily, that she continued after drawing a short, quick breath. It was, really. I told you I'd been worried before by bad fellows. It made me unhappy, disturbed, angry too. But oh, how I hated, hated, hated that man. That man was the Florid Schomburg with the military bearing, benefactor of white men, decent food to eat in decent company, mature victim of belated passion. The girl shuddered. The characteristic harmoniousness of her face became, as it were, decomposed for an instant.
Starting point is 05:47:28 Heist was startled. Why think of it now, he got. cried. It's because I was cornered that time. It wasn't as before. It was worse, ever so much. I wish I could die of my fright, and yet it's only now that I begin to understand what a horror it might have been. Yes, only now, since we... Heist stirred a little. Came here, he finished. Her tenseness relaxed. Her flush face went gradually back towards normal tint. Yes, she said indifferently, but at the same time she gave him a stealthy glance of passionate appreciation, and then her face took on a melancholy cast. The whole figure drooped imperceptibly.
Starting point is 05:48:10 But you were coming back here anyhow, she asked. Yes, I was only waiting for Davidson. Yes, I was coming back here, to these ruins, to Wang, who perhaps did not expect to see me again. It's impossible to guess at the way that Chinaman draws his conclusions and how he looks upon one. Don't talk about him. He makes me feel uncomfortable. Talk about yourself. About myself. I see you are still busy with the mystery of my existence here, but it isn't at all mysterious. Primarily, the man with a quill pen in his hand in that picture you so often look at is responsible for my existence. He is also responsible for what my existence is, or rather has been.
Starting point is 05:48:55 He was a great man in his way. I don't know much of his history. I suppose he began like other people, took fine words for good ringing coin and noble ideas for valuable banknotes. He was a great master of both himself, by the way. Later he discovered, how am I to explain it to you? Suppose the world were a factory
Starting point is 05:49:18 and all mankind workmen in it. Well, he discovered that the wages were not good enough, that they were paid in counterfeit money. I see, the girl said, slowly. Do you? I still had been speaking as if to himself looked up curiously. It wasn't a new discovery, but he brought his capacity for scorn to bear on it. It was immense. It ought to have withered this globe. I don't know how many minds he convinced, but my mind was very young then, and youth, I suppose, can be easily seduced, even by a negation. He was very ruthless,
Starting point is 05:49:56 and yet he was not without pity. He dominated me. He dominated me. without difficulty. A heartless man could not have done so. Even to fools he was not utterly merciless. He could be indignant, but he was too great for flouts and jeers. What he said was not meant for the crowd. It could not be, and I was flattered to find myself among the elect. They read his books, but I have heard his living word. It was irresistible. It was as if that mind were taking me into its confidence, giving me a special insight into its mastery of despair. Mistake, no doubt. There is something of my father and every man who lives long enough,
Starting point is 05:50:37 but they don't say anything. They can't. They wouldn't know how, or perhaps they wouldn't speak if they could. Man on this earth is an unforeseen accident which does not stand close investigation. However, that particular man died as quietly as a child goes to sleep. but after listening to him I could not take my soul down into the street to fight there I started off to wander about an independent spectator
Starting point is 05:51:05 if that is possible for a long time the girl's grey eyes had been watching his face she discovered that addressing her he was really talking to himself heist looked up caught sight of her as it were and caught himself up with a low laugh
Starting point is 05:51:22 and a change of tone All this does not tell you why I ever came here. Why, indeed. It's like prying into inscrutable mysteries which are not worth scrutinising. A man drifts. The most successful men have drifted into their successes. I don't want to tell you that this is a success. You wouldn't believe me if I did. It isn't. Neither is it the ruinous failure it looks. It proves nothing, unless perhaps some hidden weakness in my character, and even that is not certain. He looked fixedly at her, and with such grave eyes that she felt obliged to smile faintly at him, since she did not understand what he meant. Her smile was reflected as still fainter on his lips. This does not advance you much in your inquiry, he went on, and in truth your question is unanswerable, but facts have a certain positive value, and I will tell you a fact.
Starting point is 05:52:18 One day I met a cornered man. I use the word because it expresses the man's situation exactly, and because you just used it yourself. You know what that means? What do you say? She whispered astounded. A man? I laughed at her wondering eyes. No, no, I mean in his own way. I knew very well it couldn't be anything like that, she observed under her breath. I won't bother you with the story. It was a custom house affair, strange as it may sound to you. He would have preferred to be killed outright, that is, to have his soul despatched to another world
Starting point is 05:52:53 rather than to be robbed of his substance, his very insignificant substance in this. I saw that he believed in another world because, being cornered, as I have told you, he went down on his knees and prayed. What do you think of that? Heist paused. She looked at him earnestly.
Starting point is 05:53:12 You didn't make fun of him for that, she said. Heist made a brusque movement of protest. My dear girl, I'm not a ruffian, he cried. then returning to his usual tone. I didn't even have to conceal a smile. Somehow it didn't look a smiling matter. No, it was not funny, it was rather pathetic. He was so representative of all the past victims of the great joke.
Starting point is 05:53:36 But it is by folly alone that the world moves, and so it is a respectable thing upon the whole. And besides, he was what one would call a good man. I don't mean especially because he had offered up a prayer. No. He was really a decent fellow. He was quite unfitted for this world. He was a failure, a good man cornered,
Starting point is 05:53:56 a sight for the gods, for no decent mortal cares to look at that sort. The thought seemed to occur to him. He turned his face to the girl. And you, who have been cornered too, did you think of offering a prayer? Neither her eyes nor a single one of her features moved the least bit. She only let fall the words.
Starting point is 05:54:16 I am not what they call a good-y-lawful. girl. That sounds evasive, said Heist, after a short silence. Well, the good fellow did pray, and after he had confessed to it, I was struck by the comicality of the situation. No, don't misunderstand me, I'm not alluding to his act, of course, and even the idea of eternity, infinity, omnipotence, being called upon to defeat the conspiracy of two miserable Portuguese half-casts did not move my mirth. From the point of view of the supplicant, the danger to be conjured was something like the end of the world, or worse. No. What captivated my fancy was that I, Axel Heist, the most detached of creatures in this
Starting point is 05:54:59 earthly captivity, the various tramp on this earth, an indifferent stroller going through the world's bustle, that I should have been there to step into the situation of an agent of providence. I, a man of universal scorn and unbelief. You are putting it on. You are putting it on. she interrupted in her seductive voice with a coaxing intonation. No, I am not like that, born or fashioned or both. I am not for nothing the son of my father of that man in the painting. I am he, all but the genius. And there is even less in me than I make out,
Starting point is 05:55:36 because the very scorn is falling away from me year after year. I have never been so amused as by that episode in which I was suddenly called to act such an incredible part. For a moment I enjoyed it greatly. It got him out of his corner, you know. You saved a man for fun? Is that what you mean? Just for fun?
Starting point is 05:55:57 Why this tone of suspicion remonstrated Heist? I suppose the sight of this particular distress was disagreeable to me. What you call fun came afterwards, when it dawned on me that I was, for him, a walking, breathing, incarnate proof of the efficacy of prayer. I was a little fascinated by it, and then could I have argued with him? You don't argue with such evidence,
Starting point is 05:56:21 and besides it would have looked as if I had wanted to claim all the merit. Already his gratitude was simply frightful. Funny position, wasn't it? The boredom came later, when we lived together on board his ship. I had, in a moment of inadvertence, created for myself a tie. How to define it precisely, I don't know.
Starting point is 05:56:43 One gets attached in a way to people one has done something for. But is that friendship? I'm not sure what it was. I only know that he who forms a tie is lost. The germ of corruption has entered into his soul. Heist's tone was light, with the flavour of playfulness which seasoned all his speeches and seemed to be of the very essence of his thoughts.
Starting point is 05:57:06 The girl he had come across, of whom he had possessed himself, to whose presence he was not yet accustomed, with whom he did not yet know how to live, that human being so near and still so strange gave him a greater sense of his own reality than he had ever known in all his life. End of Part 3, Chapter 3.
Starting point is 05:57:33 Part 3, Chapter 4 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 4. With her knees drawn up, Lena rested her elbows on them and held her head in both her hands. Are you tired of sitting here?
Starting point is 05:57:53 I asked. An almost imperceptible, negative movement of the head was all the answer she made. Why are you looking so serious, he pursued, and immediately thought that habitual seriousness in the long run was much more bearable than constant gaiety. However, this expression suits you exceedingly,
Starting point is 05:58:13 he added, not diplomatically, but because, by the tendency of his taste, it was a true statement. and as long as I can be certain that it is not boredom which gives you this severe air I am willing to sit here and look at you till you are ready to go. And this was true. He was still under the fresh sortilage of their common life, the surprise of novelty, the flattered vanity of his possession of this woman,
Starting point is 05:58:40 for a man must feel that unless he has ceased to be masculine. Her eyes moved in his direction, rested on him, then returned to their stare into the deeper gloom at the foot of the straight tree trunks, whose spreading crowns were slowly withdrawing their shade. The warm air stirred slightly about her motionless head. She would not look at him from some obscure fear of betraying herself. She felt in her inmost depths an irresistible desire to give herself up to him more completely by some act of absolute sacrifice.
Starting point is 05:59:13 This was something of which he did not seem to have an idea. He was a strange being, without needs. She felt his eyes fixed upon her, and as he kept silent, she said uneasily, for she didn't know what his silences might mean. And so you lived here with that friend, that good man. Excellent fellow, Heist responded, with a readiness that she did not expect.
Starting point is 05:59:38 But it was a weakness on my part. I really didn't want to, only he wouldn't let me off, and I couldn't explain. It was the sort of man to whom you can't explain, anything. He was extremely sensitive and it would have been a tigerish thing to do to mangle his delicate feelings by the sort of plain speaking
Starting point is 05:59:55 that would have been necessary. His mind was like a white-walled pure chamber furnished with six straw-bottomed chairs and he was always placing and displacing them in various combinations. But they were always the same chairs.
Starting point is 06:00:11 It was extremely easy to live with but then he got hold of this coal idea or rather the idea got hold of him it entered into that scantily furnished chamber of which I have just spoken and sat on all the chairs. There was no dislodging it, you know. It was going to make his fortune, my fortune, everybody's fortune. In past years, in moments of doubt that will come to a man determined to remain free from absurdities of existence, I often asked myself with a momentary dread in what way would life try to get hold of me. And this was the way. He got it into his head that he could
Starting point is 06:00:47 do nothing without me. And was I now he asked me to spurn and ruin him? Well, one morning, I wonder if he'd gone down on his knees to pray that night, one morning I gave in. Heist tugged violently at a tuft of dried grass and cast it away from him with a nervous gesture. I gave in, he repeated. Looking towards him with a movement of her eyes only, the girl noticed the strong feeling on his face, with that intense interest which his person awakened in her mind and in her heart. But it soon passed away, leaving only a moody expression. It's difficult to resist where nothing matters, he observed. And perhaps there is a grain of freakishness in my nature. It amused me to go about uttering silly, commonplace phrases. I was never so well
Starting point is 06:01:37 thought of in the islands till I began to jabber commercial gibberish like the various idiot. Upon my word, I believe that I was actually respected for a time. I was never so well. I was as grave as an owl over it. I had to be loyal to the man. I have been, from first to last, completely, utterly loyal to the best of my ability. I thought he understood something about Cole, and if I had been aware that he knew nothing of it, as in fact he didn't, well, I don't know what I could have done to stop him. In one way or another, I should have had to be loyal. Truth, work, ambition, love itself may be only counters in the lamentable or despicable game of life, but when one takes a hand, one must play the game. No, the shade of Morrison needn't haunt me.
Starting point is 06:02:24 What's the matter? I say, Lena, why are you staring like that? Do you feel ill? Heist had made as if to get on his feet. The girl extended her arm to arrest him, and he remained staring in a sitting posture, propped on one arm, observing her indefinable expression of anxiety, as if she were unable to draw breath. What has come to you, he insisted, feeling strength. un-willing to move, to touch her. Nothing. She swallowed painfully. Of course it can't be.
Starting point is 06:02:55 What name did you say? I didn't hear it properly. Name, repeated Heist dazedly. I only mentioned Morrison. It's the name of that man of whom I've been speaking. What of it? And you meant to say that he was your friend? You have heard enough to judge for yourself. You know as much of our connection as I know myself. The people in this part of the world went by appearances and called us friends as far as I can remember.
Starting point is 06:03:22 Appearances, what more, what better can you ask for? In fact, you can't have better. You can't have anything else. You're trying to confuse me with your talk, she cried. You can't make fun of this. Can't? Well, no, I can't. It's a pity. Perhaps it would have been the best way, said Heist, in a tone which for him could be called gloomy. unless one could forget the silly business altogether.
Starting point is 06:03:49 His faint playfulness of manner and speech returned, like a habit one has schooled oneself into, even before his forehead it cleared completely. But why are you looking so hard at me? I don't object, and I shall try not to flinch your eyes. He was looking straight into them, and as a matter of fact had forgotten all about the late Morrison at that moment. No, he exclaimed suddenly,
Starting point is 06:04:13 What an impenetrable girl you are, Lena, with those grey eyes of yours. Windows of the soul, as some poet has said. The fellow must have been a glazier by vocation. Well, nature has provided excellently for the shyness of your soul. When he ceased speaking, the girl came to herself with a catch of her breath. He heard her voice, the varied charm of which he thought he knew so well, saying with an unfamiliar intonation, and that partner of yours is dead.
Starting point is 06:04:42 "'Morison? Oh, yes, as I've told you, he—you never told me. Didn't I? I thought I did, or rather I thought you must know. It seems impossible that anybody with whom I speak should not know that Morrison is dead.' She lowered her eyelids, and Heist was startled by something like an expression of horror on her face. "'Morison,' she whispered in an appalled tone. "'Morrison!' The head drooped. Unable. able to see her features, Heist could tell from her voice that for some reason or other she was profoundly moved by the syllables of that unromantic name. A thought flashed through his head. Could she have known Morrison? But the mere difference of their origins made it wildly improbable.
Starting point is 06:05:28 This is very extraordinary, he said. Have you ever heard the name before? Her head moved quickly several times in tiny affirmative nods as if she could not trust herself to speak or even to look at him. she was biting her lower lip. Did you ever know anybody of that name, he asked? The girl answered by a negative sign, and then at last she spoke jerkily, as if forcing herself against some doubt or fear.
Starting point is 06:05:55 She had heard of that very man, she told Heist. Impossible, he said positively. You're mistaken, you couldn't have heard of him. He stopped short, with the thought that to talk like this was perfectly useless, that one doesn't argue against thin air. But I did hear of him, only I didn't know then. I couldn't guess that it was your partner they were talking about.
Starting point is 06:06:17 Talking about my partner, repeated Heist slowly. No, her mind seemed almost as bewildered, as full of incredulity as his. No, they were talking of you, really, only I didn't know it. Who were they? Heist raised his voice. Who was talking of me? Talking where? With the first question he had lifted himself from his reclining. position. At the last he was on his knees before her, their heads on a level. Why, in that town, in that hotel, where else could it have been, she said. The idea of being talked about was always
Starting point is 06:06:53 novel to Heist's simplified conception of himself. For a moment he was as much surprised as if he had believed himself to be a mere gliding shadow among men. Besides, he had in him a half-unconscious notion that he was above the level of violent gossip. But you said first it was a of Morrison they talked, he remarked to the girl, sinking on his heels, and no longer much interested. Strange that you should have the opportunity to hear any talk at all. I was rather under the impression that you never saw anybody belonging to the town, except from the platform. You forget that I was not living with the other girls, she said. After meals they used to go back to the pavilion, but I had to stay in the hotel and do my sewing or whatnot, in the
Starting point is 06:07:36 room where they talked. I didn't think of that. By the bay, you never told me who they were. Why, that horrible red-faced beast, she said, with all the energy of disgust which the mere thought of the hotel keeper provoked in her. Oh, Schomburg, he asked murmured carelessly. He talked to the boss, to Zanzacomo, I mean. I had to sit there. That devil woman sometimes wouldn't let me go away. I mean, Mrs. Zanzacomo. I guessed, murmured Heist. She liked to torment you in a variety of ways. But it is really strange that the hotel keeper should talk of Morrison to Zanziakoma.
Starting point is 06:08:16 As far as I can remember, he saw very little of Morrison professionally. He knew many others much better. The girl shuddered slightly. That was the only name I ever overheard. I would get as far away from them as I could, to the other end of the room. But when that beast started shouting, I could not help hearing. I wish I had never heard anything. If I had got up and gone out of the room,
Starting point is 06:08:39 I don't suppose the woman would have killed me for it, but she would have rowed with me in a nasty way. She would have threatened me and called me names. That sort, when they know you are helpless, there's nothing to stop them. I don't know how it is, but bad people, real bad people that you can see are bad, they get over me somehow.
Starting point is 06:08:58 It's the way they set about downing one. I'm afraid of wickedness. I watched the changing expressions of her face. He encouraged her, profoundly sympathetic, a little amused. I quite understand. You needn't apologise for your great delicacy in the perception of human evil. I'm a little like you. I'm not very plucky, she said. Well, I don't know myself what I would do, what countenance I would have before a creature
Starting point is 06:09:27 which would strike me as being evil incarnate. Don't you be ashamed? She sighed, looked up with her pale, candid gaze and a timid expression on her face, and murmured, "'You don't seem to want to know what he was saying.' "'About poor Morrison. It couldn't have been anything bad, for the poor fellow was innocence itself. And then, you know, he is dead, and nothing can possibly matter to him now.'
Starting point is 06:09:53 "'But I tell you that it was of you he was talking,' she cried. He was saying that Morrison's partner first got all there was to get out of him and then, and then, well, as good as murdered him, sent him out to die somewhere. You believe that of me, said Heist, after a moment of perfect silence. I didn't know if it had anything to do with you. Schaumburg was talking of some Swede. How was I to know? It was only when you began telling me about how you came here. And now you have my version.
Starting point is 06:10:27 Heist forced himself to speak quietly. So that's how the business looked from our business. outside, he muttered. I remember him saying that everybody in these parts knew the story, the girl added breathlessly. Strange that it should hurt me, used heist to himself, yet it does. I seem to be as much of a fool as those busy bodies who know the story and no doubt believe it. Can you remember any more? he addressed the girl in a grimly polite tone. I've often heard of the moral advantages of seeing oneself as others see one. Let us investigate further. Can't you recall something else that everybody knows? Oh, don't laugh, she cried. Did I laugh? I assure you,
Starting point is 06:11:10 I was not aware of it. I won't ask you whether you believe the hotel-keeper's version. Surely you must know the value of human judgment. She unclasped her hands, moved them slightly, entwined her fingers as before. Protest, assent, was there to be nothing more? He was relieved when she spoke in that warm and wonderful voice which in itself comforted and fascinated one's heart, which made her lovable. I heard this before you and I ever spoke to each other. It went out of my memory afterwards. Everything went out of my memory then, and I was glad of it.
Starting point is 06:11:46 It was a fresh start for me with you, and you know it. I wish I had forgotten who I was. That would have been best, and I very nearly did forget. He was moved by the vibrating quality of the last words. She seemed to be talking low of some wonderful enchantment in mysterious terms of special significance. He thought that if she only could talk to him in some unknown tongue she would enslave him altogether by the sheer beauty of the sound
Starting point is 06:12:14 suggesting infinite depths of wisdom and feeling. But she went on, the name stuck in my head, it seems, and when you mentioned it... It broke the spell, muttered Heist in angry disappointment, as if he had been deceived in some way. hope. The girl from her position a little above him surveyed with still eyes the abstracted silence of the man on whom she now depended with the completeness of which she had not been vividly conscious before, because till then she had never felt herself swinging between the abysses of earth and heaven
Starting point is 06:12:48 in the hollow of his arm. What if he should grow weary of the burden? And moreover, nobody had ever believed that tale. Heist came out with an abrupt burst of sound which made her open her steady eyes wider, with an effective immense surprise. It was a purely mechanical effect because she was neither surprised nor puzzled. In fact, she could understand him better then that at any moment since she first set eyes on him. He laughed scornfully. What am I thinking of? he cried, as if it could matter to me what anybody had ever said or believed, from the beginning of the world till the crack of doom. I never heard you laugh till today, she observed. This is the second time. He scrambled to his feet and towered above her.
Starting point is 06:13:34 That's because when one's heart has been broken into, in the way you have broken into mine, all sorts of weaknesses are free to enter. Shame, anger, stupid indignation, stupid fears, stupid laughter too. I wonder what interpretation you are putting on it. It wasn't gay, certainly, she said. But why are you angry with me?
Starting point is 06:13:56 Are you sorry you took me away from those beasts? I told you who I was. You could see it. Heavens, he muttered. He had regained his command of himself. I assure you I could see much more than you could tell me. I could see quite a lot that you don't even suspect yet, but you can't be seen quite through. He sank to the ground by her side and took her hand. She asked gently,
Starting point is 06:14:21 What more do you want from me? He made no sound for a time. The impossible, I suppose. He said very low as one makes a confidence, and pressing the hand he grasped. It did not return the pressure. He shook his head as if to drive away the thought of this, and added in a louder, light tone. Nothing less, and it isn't because I think little of what I've got already.
Starting point is 06:14:47 Oh, no. It's because I think so much of this position of mine that I can't have it complete enough. I know it's unreasonable. You can't hold back anything now. Indeed, I couldn't. but letting her hand lie passive in his tight grasp. I only wish I could give you something more, or better, or whatever it is you want. He was touched by the sincere accent of these simple words.
Starting point is 06:15:13 I tell you what you can do. You can tell me whether you would have gone with me like this if you had known of whom that abominable idiot of a hotel-keeper was speaking, a murderer, no less. But I didn't know you at all then, she cried, and I had the sense to understand what he was saying. it wasn't murder really. I never thought it was. What made him invent such an atrocity? I exclaimed. He seems a stupid animal. He is stupid.
Starting point is 06:15:40 How did he manage to hatch that pretty tail? Have I a particularly vile countenance? Is black selfishness written all over my face? Or is that sort of thing so universally human that it might be said of anybody? It wasn't murder, she insisted earnestly. I know. I understand. I understand. It was worse. As to killing a man, which would be a comparatively decent thing to do, well, I have never done that. Why should you do it? she asked in a frightened voice. My dear girl, you don't know the sort of life I have been leading in unexplored countries, in the wilds. It's difficult to give you an idea.
Starting point is 06:16:20 There are men who haven't been in such tight places as I have found myself in, who have had to shed blood, as the saying is. Even the wilds hold prizes which tempt some people, but I had no schemes, no plans, and not even great firmness of mind to make me unduly obstinate. I was simply moving on, while the others perhaps were going somewhere. An indifference as to roads and purposes
Starting point is 06:16:45 makes one meeker, as it were. And I may say truly too that I never did care. I won't say for life, I had scorned what people call by that name from the first, but for being alive. I don't know what it is that men call courage, but I doubt it very much. You? You have no courage? she protested. I really don't know. Not the sort that always itches for a weapon,
Starting point is 06:17:11 for I've never been anxious to use one in the quarrels that a man gets into in the most innocent way sometimes. The differences for which men murder each other are, like everything else they do, the most contemptible, the most pitiful things to look back upon. No, I've never killed a man or loved a woman. not even in my thoughts, not even in my dreams. He raised her hand to his lips and let them rest on it for a space, during which she moved a little closer to him. After the lingering kiss, he did not relinquish his hold.
Starting point is 06:17:43 To slay, to love, the greatest enterprises of life upon a man, and I have no experience of either. You must forgive me anything that may have appeared to you awkward in my behaviour, inexpressive in my speeches, untimely in my silences. He moved uneasily, a little disappointed by her attitude, but indulgent to it, and feeling in this moment of perfect quietness that in holding her surrendered hand he had found a closer communion than they had ever achieved before. But even then they still lingered in him a sense of incompleteness, not altogether overcome,
Starting point is 06:18:20 which it seemed nothing ever would overcome. the fatal imperfection of all the gifts of life which makes of them a delusion and a snare. All of a sudden he squeezed her hand angrily. His delicate, playful equanimity, the product of kindness and scorn had perished with the loss of his bitter liberty. Not murder, you say.
Starting point is 06:18:44 I should think not. But when you led me to talk just now, when the name turned up, when you understood that it was of me that these things had been said, you showed a strange emotion. I could see it. I was a bit startled, she said. At the baseness of my conduct, he asked. I wouldn't judge you, not for anything. Really? It would be as if I dared to judge everything that there is. With her other hand, she made a gesture that seemed to embrace in one
Starting point is 06:19:13 movement, the earth and the heaven. I wouldn't do such a thing. Then came a silence, broken at last by heist. I, I do a deadly wrong to my poor Morrison, he cried. I who could not bear hurt his feelings. I who respected his very madness. Yes, this madness, this wreck of which you can see lying about the jetty of Diamond Bay, what else could I do? He insisted on regarding me as his saviour.
Starting point is 06:19:42 He was always restraining the eternal obligation on the tip of his tongue till I was burning with shame at his gratitude. What could I do? He was going to repay me with this infernal coal and I had to join him as one joins a child's game in a nursery. One would no more of thought of humiliating him than one would think of humiliating a child. What's the use of talking of all this?
Starting point is 06:20:05 Of course the people here could not understand the truth of our relation to each other, but what business of theirs was it? Kill old Morrison? Well, it is less criminal, less base, I'm not saying it is less difficult, to kill a man than to cheat him in that way. You understand that?'
Starting point is 06:20:22 She nodded slightly, but more than once and with evident conviction. His eyes rested on her, inquisitive, ready for tenderness. But it was neither one or the other, he went on. Then why your emotion? All you confess is that you wouldn't judge me. She turned upon him her veiled, unseen grey eyes in which nothing of her wonder could be read. I said, I couldn't, she whispered. But you thought that there was a very, no smoke without fire. The playfulness of tone hardly concealed his irritation.
Starting point is 06:20:55 What power there must be in words, only imperfectly heard, for you did not listen with particular care, did you? What were they? What evil effort of intervention drove them into that idiot's mouth out of his lying throat? If you were to try to remember, they would perhaps convince me, too. I didn't listen, she protested. What was it to me what they said of anybody? He was saying that there never were such loving friends to look at as you too, then when you got all you wanted out of him and got thoroughly tired of him too, you kicked him out to go home and die. Indignation, with an undercurrent of some other feeling, rang in these quoted words, uttered in her pure and enchanting voice. She ceased abruptly and lowered her long, dark lashes as if mortally
Starting point is 06:21:44 weary, sick at heart. of course why shouldn't you get tired of that or any other company you won't like anyone else and and the thought of it made me unhappy suddenly but indeed i did not believe anything bad of you i a brusque movement of his arm flinging her hand away stopped her short i said again lost control of himself he would have shouted of shouting had been in his character no this earth must be the appointed hatching place of calumny enough to furnish the whole universe. I feel a disgust at my own person as if I had tumbled into some filthy howl, and you, all you can say is that you won't judge me, that you, she raised her head at this attack, though indeed he had not turned to her. I don't believe anything bad of you, she repeated, I couldn't. He made a gesture as if to say, that's sufficient. In his soul and in his body he experienced a nervous reaction from tenderness. All at once without transition, he detested her,
Starting point is 06:22:50 but only for a moment. He remembered that she was pretty, and more that she had a special grace in the intimacy of life. She had the secret of individuality, which excites and escapes. He jumped up and began to walk to and fro. Presently his hidden fury fell into dust within him, like a crazy structure leaving behind emptiness, desolation, regret. His resentment was not against the girl, but against life itself, that commonest
Starting point is 06:23:19 of snares in which he felt himself caught, seeing clearly the plot of plots and unconsoled by the lucidity of his mind. He swerved and, stepping up to her, sank to the ground by her side. Before she could make a movement or even turn her head his way, he took her in his arms and kissed her lips. He tasted on them the bitterness of a tear, He had never seen her cry, but it was like another appeal to his tenderness, a new seduction. The girl glanced round, moved suddenly away, and diverted her face. With her hand, she signed imperiously to him to leave her alone, a command which heist did not obey. End of Part 3, Chapter 4. Part 3, Chapter 5 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the
Starting point is 06:24:12 public domain. Read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 5. When she opened her eyes at last and sat up, Heist scrambled quickly to his feet and went to pick up her cork helmet, which had rolled a little way off. Meanwhile, she busied herself in doing up her hair, plaited on the top of her head in two heavy dark tresses which had come loose. He tended her the helmet in silence, and waited as if unwilling to hear the sound of his own voice. We had better go down now, he suggested in a low tone. He extended his hand to help her up. He had the intention to smile, but abandoned it at the nearer sight of her still face,
Starting point is 06:24:54 in which was depicted the infinite lassitude of her soul. On their way to regain the forest path, they had to pass through the spot from which the view of the sea could be obtained. The flaming, abyss of emptiness, the liquid, undulating, glintuitive, air, the tragic brutality of the light, made her long for the friendly night, with its stars stilled by an austere spell, for the velvety dark sky and the mysterious great shadow of the sea, conveying peace to their day-weary heart. She put her hand to her eyes. Behind her back, Heist spoke gently. Let us get on, Lena. She walked ahead in silence. Heist remarked that they had never
Starting point is 06:25:36 been out before during the hottest hours. It would do her no good, he feared. This solicitude pleased and soothed her. She felt more and more like herself, a poor London girl playing in an orchestra and snatched out from the humiliations, the squalid dangers of a miserable existence by a man like whom there was not, it could not be, another in this world. She felt this with elation, with uneasiness, with an intimate pride, and with a peculiar sinking of the heart. I'm not easily knocked out by any such thing as heat, she said decisively. Yes, but I don't forget that you're not a tropical bird. You weren't born in these parts either, she returned. No, and perhaps I haven't even your physique. I am a transplanted being.
Starting point is 06:26:25 Transplanted, I ought to call myself uprooted, an unnatural state of existence, but a man is supposed to stand anything. She looked back at him and received a smile. he told her to keep in the shelter of the forest path which was very still and close full of heat if free from glare now and then they had glimpses of the company's old clearing blazing with light in which the black stumps of trees stood charred without shadows miserable and sinister they crossed the open in a direct line for the bungalow on the verandah they fancied they had a glimpse of the vanishing wang though the girl was not at all sure that she had seen anything move heist had no doubts Wang has been looking out for us. We are late. Was he? I thought I saw something white for a moment, and then I did not see it anymore. That's it. He vanishes. It's a very remarkable gift in that Chinaman. Are they all like that, she asked, with naive curiosity and uneasiness?
Starting point is 06:27:26 Not in such perfection, said Heist, amused. He noticed with approval that she was not heated by the walk. The drops of perspiration on her forehead were like dew on the cool white petal of a flower. He looked at her figure of grace and strength, solid and supple, with an ever-growing appreciation.
Starting point is 06:27:46 Go in and rest yourself for a quarter of an hour, and then Mr. Wang will give us something to eat, he said. They had found the table laid. When they came together again and sat down to it, Wang materialised without a sound, unheard, uncalled, and did his office, which being accomplished at a given moment he was not.
Starting point is 06:28:07 A great silence brooded over Sam Beran, the silence of the great heat that seems pregnant with fatal issues, like the silence of ardent thought. Heist remained alone in the big room. The girl, seeing him take up a book, had retreated to her chamber. Heist sat down under his father's portrait, and the abominable calumny crept back into his recollection. The taste of it came when he was.
Starting point is 06:28:32 his lips, nauseating and corrosive like some kinds of poison. He was tempted to spit on the floor, naively, in sheer unsophisticated disgust of the physical sensation. He shook his head, surprised at himself. He was not used to receive his intellectual impressions in that way, reflected in movements of carnal emotion. He stirred impatiently in his chair and raised the book to his eyes with both hands. It was one of his fathers. He opened it haphazard, and his eyes fell on the middle of the page. The elder heist had written of everything in many books, of space and of time, of animals and of stars, analysing ideas and actions, the laughter and the frowns of men and the grimaces of their agony. The son read, shrinking into himself, composing his face as if under the author's eye,
Starting point is 06:29:23 with the vivid consciousness of the portrait on his right hand a little above his head. A wonderful presence in its heavy frame on the flimsy wall of mats, looking exiled and at home, out of place and masterful in the painted immobility of profile. And Heist, the sun, read,
Starting point is 06:29:43 Of the stratagems of life, the most cruel is the consolation of love, the most subtle, too, for the desire is the bed of dreams. He turned the pages of the little volume, storm and dust, glancing here and there at the broken text of reflections, maxims, short phrases, enigmatical sometimes and sometimes eloquent. It seemed to him that he was hearing his father's voice, speaking and ceasing to speak again. Startled at first, he ended by finding a charm in the illusion. He abandoned himself to the half-belief that something of his father dwelt yet on earth.
Starting point is 06:30:22 a ghostly voice, audible to the ear of his own flesh and blood. With what strange serenity mingled with terrors had that man considered the universal nothingness? He had plunged into it headlong, perhaps to render death the answer that faced one at every inquiry more supportable. Heist stirred, and the ghostly voice ceased, but his eyes followed the words on the last page of the book.
Starting point is 06:30:48 Men of tormented conscience or of a criminal imagination are aware of much that minds of a peaceful, resigned caste do not even suspect. It is not poets alone who dare descend into the abyss of infernal regions or even who dream of such a descent. The most inexpressive of human beings must have said to himself at one time or another, anything but this. We all have our instance of clairvoyance.
Starting point is 06:31:16 They are not very helpful. The character of the scheme does not permit that or anything else to be helpful. Properly speaking, its character, judged by the standards established by its victims, is infamous. It excuses every violence of protest and at the same time never fails to crush it, just as it crushes the blindest ascent. The so-called wickedness must be like the so-called virtue, its own reward, to be anything at all. clairvoyance or no clairvoyance men love their captivity to the unknown force of negation they prefer the miserably tumbled bed of their servitude man alone can give one the disgust of pity yet i find it easier to believe in the misfortune of mankind than in its wickedness these were the last words heist lowered the book to his knees lena's voice spoke above his drooping head you sit there as if you're
Starting point is 06:32:13 were unhappy. I thought you were asleep, he said. I was lying down right enough, but I never closed my eyes. The rest would have done you good after I walked. Didn't you try? I was lying down, I'd tell you, but sleep I couldn't. And you made no sound. What want of sincerity? Or did you want to be alone for a time? I, alone, she murmured. He noticed her eyeing the book and got up to put it back in the bookcase. When he turned round, he saw that she had dropped into the chair, it was the one she always used, and looked as if her strength had suddenly gone from her, leaving her only her youth, which seemed very pathetic, very much at his mercy. He moved quickly towards the chair. Tired, are you? It's my fault taking you up so high and keeping you out so long.
Starting point is 06:33:03 Such a windless day, too. She watched his concern, her pose languid, her eyes raised to him, but as unreadable as ever. He avoided looking into them for that very reason. He forgot himself in the contemplation of those passive arms, of these defenseless lips, and, yes, one had to go back to them, of these wide-open eyes. Something wild in their grey stare
Starting point is 06:33:29 made him think of sea-birds in the cold murkiness of high latitudes. He started when she spoke. All the charm of physical intimacy revealed suddenly in that voice, you should try to love me she said he made a movement of astonishment try he muttered but it seems to me he broke off saying to myself that if he loved her he had never told her so in so many words simple words they died on his lips what makes you say that he asked she lowered her eyelids and turned her head a little i have done nothing she said in a low voice as you have been good helpful and tender to me. Perhaps you love me for that, just for that. Or perhaps you love me for company and because, well, but sometimes it seems to me that you can never love me for myself, only for myself, as people do love each other when it is to be forever. Her head drooped. Forever, she breathed out again. Then, still more faintly, she added in entreating, do try.
Starting point is 06:34:37 These last words went straight to his heart, the sound of them more than the sense. He did not know what to say, either from want of practice in dealing with women or simply from his innate honesty of thought. All his defences were broken now. Life had him fairly by the throat, but he managed a smile, though she was not looking at him. Yes, he did manage it, the well-known heist smile of playful courtesy, so familiar to all sorts and conditions of men in the islands. "'My dear Lena,' he said,
Starting point is 06:35:09 "'it looks as if you were trying to pick "'a very unnecessary quarrel with me, of all people.' "'She made no movement. "'With his elbows spread out, "'he was twisting the ends of his long moustaches, "'very masculine and perplexed, "'enveloped in the atmosphere of femininity "'as in a cloud,
Starting point is 06:35:27 "'suspecting pitfalls and as if afraid to move. "'I must admit, though, he added, "'that there is no one else, "'and I suppose a certain amount of quarrelling is necessary for existence in this world. That girl, seated in her chair in graceful quietude, was to him like a script in an unknown language, or even more simply mysterious,
Starting point is 06:35:48 like any writing to the illiterate. As far as women went, he was altogether uninstructed, and he had not the gift of intuition which is fostered in the days of youth by dreams and visions, exercises of the heart, fitting it for the encounters of a world in which love itself rests as much on antagonism as on attraction. His mental attitude was that of a man looking this way and that on a piece of
Starting point is 06:36:12 writing which he is unable to decipher, bit which may be big with some revelation. He didn't know what to say. All he found to add was, I don't even understand what I have done or left undone to distress you like this. He stopped, struck afresh by the physical and moral sense of the imperfections of their relations, a sense which made him desire constant nearness before his eyes, under his hand, and which, when she was out of his sight, made her so vague, so elusive and illusory, a promise that could not be embraced and held. No, I don't see clearly what you mean. Is your mind turned towards the future, he interpolated her with marked playfulness, because he was ashamed to let such a word pass his lips. But all his
Starting point is 06:37:01 cherished negations were falling off him one by one. Because if it is so, there is nothing easier than to dismiss it. In our future, as in what people call the other life, there is nothing to be frightened of. She raised her eyes to him, and if nature had formed them to express anything else but blank candour, he would have learned how terrified she was by his talk, and the fact that her sinking heart loved him more desperately than ever. He smiled at her. Dismissal thought of it, he insisted. Surely you don't suspect after what I have heard from you that I'm anxious to return to mankind. I, I murder my poor Morrison. It's possible that I may be really capable of that which they say I have done. The point is that I haven't done it,
Starting point is 06:37:48 but it is an unpleasant subject to me. I ought to be ashamed to confess it, but it is. Let us forget it. There's that in you, Lena, which can console me for worse things. for uglier passages, and if we forget, there are no voices here to remind us. She had raised her head before he paused. Nothing can break in on us here, he went on, and as if there had been an appeal or a provocation in her upward glance, he bent down and took her under the arms, raising her straight out of the chair into a sudden and close embrace.
Starting point is 06:38:23 Her alacrity to respond, which made her seem as light as a feather, warmed his heart at that moment more than closer caresses had done before. He had not expected that ready impulse towards himself, which had been dormant in her passive attitude. He had just felt the clasp of her arms round his neck, when, with a slight exclamation, he's here, she disengaged herself and bolted away into her room. End of Part 3, Chapter 5.
Starting point is 06:38:58 Part 3, Chapter 6 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 6 Heist was astounded. Looking all round as if to take the whole room to witness of this outrage, he became aware of Wang materialised in the doorway. The intrusion was as surprising as anything could be, in view of the strict regularity with which Wang made himself visible.
Starting point is 06:39:28 Heist was tempted to laugh at first, this practical comment on his affirmation that nothing could break in on them relieved the strain of his feelings he was a little vexed too the Chinaman preserved a profound silence what do you want asked Heist sternly boat out there said the Chinaman
Starting point is 06:39:48 where what do you mean boat adrift in the straits some subtle change in Wang's bearing suggested his being out of breath but he did not pan and his voice was steady No, Ro. It was Heist now who was startled and raised his voice. Malayman, eh?
Starting point is 06:40:07 Wang made a slight negative movement with his head. Do you hear, Lena? Heist called out. Wang says there is a boat inside, somewhere near apparently. Where's that boat, Wang? And the point, said Wang, leaping into Malay unexpectedly and in a loud voice. White men, three. So close as that, exclaimed Heist, moving out. out on the veranda followed by Wang.
Starting point is 06:40:31 White men? Impossible! Over the clearing the shadows were already lengthening. The sun hung low. A ruddy glare lay on the burnt black patch in front of the bungalow and slanted on the ground between the straight, tall, mast-like trees,
Starting point is 06:40:47 soaring a hundred feet or more without a branch. The growth of bushes cut off all view of the jetty from the veranda. Far away to the right, Wang's hut, or rather its dark roof of mats, could be seen above the bamboo fence which ensured the privacy of the El Furo woman. The Chinaman
Starting point is 06:41:05 looked that way swiftly. Heist paused and then stepped back a pace into the room. White men, Lena, apparently. What are you doing? I'm just bathing my eyes a little, the girl's voice said from the inner room. Oh yes, all right. Do you want me?
Starting point is 06:41:23 No, you'd better... I'm going down to the jetty. Yes, you'd better stay in. What an extraordinary thing. It was so extraordinary that nobody could possibly appreciate how extraordinary it was, but himself. His mind was full of mere exclamations while his feet were carrying him in the direction of the jetty.
Starting point is 06:41:43 He followed the line of the rails, escorted by Wang. Where were you when you first saw the boat? he asked over his shoulder. Wang explained in Malay that he had gone to the shore end of the wharf to get a few lumps of coal from the big heap, when, happening to raise his eyes from the ground, he saw the boat, a white man boat, not a canoe. He had good eyes. He had seen the boat, with the men at the oars. And here Wang made a particular gesture over his eyes as if his vision had received a blow. He had turned at once and run to the house to report. No mistake, eh? said Heist, moving on. At the very outer edge of the belt he stopped
Starting point is 06:42:23 short. Wang halted behind him on the path till the voice of number one called him sharply forward into the open. He obeyed. "'Where's that boat?' asked Heist forcibly. I say, where is it?' Nothing whatever was to be seen between the point and the jetty. The stretch of Diamond Bay was like a piece of purple shadow, lustrous and empty. While beyond the land the open sea lay blue and opaque under the sun. Ice's eyes swept all over the offing till they met, far off, the dark cone of the volcano, with its faint plume of smoke broadening and vanishing everlastingly at the top, without altering its shape in the glowing transparency of the evening. The fellow has been dreaming, he muttered to himself. He looked hard at the Chinaman. Wang seemed turned into stone.
Starting point is 06:43:14 Suddenly, as if he had received a shock, he started, flung his arm out with a pointing forefinger, and made guttural noises to the effect that there, there, there, he had seen a boat. It was very uncanny, heist thought of some strange hallucination. Unlikely enough, but that a boat with three men in it should have sunk between the point in the jetty, suddenly like a stone, without leaving as much on the surface as a floating oar, was still more unlikely. The theory of a fandom boat would have been more credible than that. Confound it, he muttered to himself.
Starting point is 06:43:49 He was unpleasantly affected by this mystery, but now a simple explanation occurred to him. He stepped hastily out on the wharf. The boat, if it had existed and had retreated, could perhaps be seen from the far end of the long jetty. Nothing was to be seen. Heist let his eyes roam idly over the sea. It was so absorbed in his perplexity that a hollow sound, as of somebody tumbling about in a boat with a clatter of oars and spars failed to make him move for a moment. When his mind seized its meaning, he had no difficulty in locating the sound,
Starting point is 06:44:23 it had come from below, under the jetty. He ran back for a dozen yards or so, and then looked over. His sight plunged straight into the stern sheets of a big boat, the greater part of which was hidden from him by the planking of the jetty. His eyes fell on the thin back of a man, doubled up over the tiller in a queer, uncomfortable attitude of drooping sorrow. Another man, more directly below heist, sprawled on his back from gunwale to gunwale, half off the afterthought, his head lower than his feet. This second man glared wildly upward and struggled to raise himself, but to all appearance was much too drunk to succeed.
Starting point is 06:45:02 The visible part of the boat contained also a flat leather trunk on which the first man's long legs were tucked up nervulously. A large earthenware jug with its wide mouth uncorked rolled out on the bottom boards from under the the sprawling man. Heist had never been so much astonished in his life. He stared dumbly at the strange boat's crew. From the first he was positive that these men were not sailors. They wore the white drill suit of tropical civilization, but their apparition in a boat Heist could not connect with anything plausible. The civilization of the tropics could have had nothing to do with it. It was more like those myths current in Polynesia of amazing strangers who arrived at an island, God or demons, bringing good or evil to the innocence of the inhabitants,
Starting point is 06:45:49 gifts of unknown things, words never heard before. Heist noticed a cork helmet floating alongside the boat, evidently fallen from the head of the man, doubled over the teller, who displayed a dark, bony pole. An ore too had been knocked overboard, probably by the sprawling man, who was still struggling between the thwarts. By this time, Heist regarded the visitation no longer with surprise, but with a sustained attention demanded by a difficult problem.
Starting point is 06:46:17 With one foot poised on the string piece and leaning on his raised knee, he was taking in everything. The sprawling man rolled off the thwart, collapsed and most unexpectedly got on his feet. He swayed dizzily, spreading his arms out and uttered faintly a horse, dreamy, Hello!
Starting point is 06:46:34 His upturned face was swollen, red, peeling all over the nose and cheeks. His stare was irrational. Iced perceived stains of dried blood all over the front of his dirty white coat and also on one sleeve. "'What's the matter? Are you wounded?' The other glanced down, reeled.
Starting point is 06:46:54 One of his feet was inside a large pith hat and recovering himself let out a dismal grating sound and the manner of a grim laugh. "'Bload, not mine. Thirsts the matter. Exhausted's the matter. Dun up.
Starting point is 06:47:08 Drink, man. Give us water.' Thirst was in the very tone of his words, alternating a broken croak and a faint throaty rustle which just reached Heist's ears. The man in the boat raised his hands to be helped up on the jetty, whispering, I tried, I'm too weak, I tumble down. Wang was coming along the jetty slowly with intent straining eyes. Run back and bring a crowbar here, there's one lying by the coal heap, Heist shouted to him. The man standing in the boat sat down.
Starting point is 06:47:42 on the thwart behind him. A horrible coughing laugh came through his swollen lips. "'Crober! What's that for?' he mumbled and his head dropped on his chest mournfully. Meantime heist as if he had forgotten the boat started kicking hard at a large brass tap projecting above the planks. To accommodate ships that came for coal and happened to need water as well, a stream had been tapped in the interior and an iron pipe led along the jetty. It terminated with a curved end almost exactly where the stranger's boat had been driven between the piles, but the tap was set fast. Hurry up! Heist yelled to the Chinaman, who was running with the crowbar in his hand.
Starting point is 06:48:22 Heist snatched it from him, and obtaining a leverage against the string piece, rung the stiff tap round with a mighty jerk. I hope that pipe hasn't got choked, he muttered to himself anxiously. It hadn't, but it did not yield a strong gush. The sound of a thin stream, partly breaking on the gunwale of the boat and partly splashing alongside, became at once audible. It was greeted by a cry of inarticulate and savage joy. Heist knelt on the string piece and peered down. The man who had spoken was already holding his open mouth under the bright trickle. Water ran over his eyelids and over his nose, gurgled down his throat, flowed over his chin. Then some obstruction in the pipe gave way and a sudden thick jet broke on his face. In a moment his shoulders were so,
Starting point is 06:49:10 the front of his coat inundated. He streamed and dripped. Water ran into his pockets, down his legs, into his shoes, but he had clutched the end of the pipe and, hanging on with both his hands, swallowed, spluttered, choked, snorted with the noises of a swimmer. Suddenly a curious dull roar reached Heist's ears. Something hairy and black flew from under the jetty.
Starting point is 06:49:32 A dishevelled head coming on like a cannonball took the man at the pipe in flank with enough force to tear his grip loose and fling him headlong into the stern sheets. He fell upon the folded legs of the man at the tiller, who, roused by the commotion in the boat, was sitting up, silent, rigid, and very much like a corpse. His eyes were but two black patches,
Starting point is 06:49:53 and his teeth glistened with a death's head grin between his retracted lips, no thicker than blackish parchment glued over the gums. From him, Heistzsche wandered to the creature who had replaced the first man at the end of the water pipe. Enormous brown paws clutched it savagely. The wild big head hung back, and in a face covered with a wet mass of hair there gaped crookedly a wide mouth full of fangs. The water filled it, welled up in hoarse coughs, ran down on each side of the jaws and down the hairy throat, soaked to the black pelt of the enormous chest, naked under a torn check shirt, heaving convulsively with a play of massive muscles carved in red mahogany. as soon as the first man had recovered the breath knocked out of him by the irresistible charge,
Starting point is 06:50:40 a scream of mad cursing issued from the stern sheets. With a rigid, angular crooking of the elbow, the man at the tiller put his hand back to his hip. Don't shoot him, sir, yelled the first man. Wait, let him have that tiller. I will teach him to shove himself in front of a caballero. Martin Ricardo flourished a heavy piece of wood, leapt forward with astonishing vigor and brought it down on Pedro, his head with a crash that resounded all over the quiet sweep of Black Diamond Bay.
Starting point is 06:51:10 A crimson patch appeared on the matted hair. Red veins appeared in the water flowing all over his face, and it dripped in rosy drops off his head. But the man hung on. Not till a second, furious blow descended, did the hairy paws let go their grip and the squirming body sink limply. Before it could touch the bottom boards, a tremendous kick in the ribs from Ricardo's foot shifted it forward out of sight,
Starting point is 06:51:34 whence came the noise of a heavy thud, a clatter of spars and a pitiful grunt. Ricardo stooped to look under the jetty. Ha! Dog! This will teach you to keep back where you belong, you murdering brute, you slaughtering savage, you... you, infidel, you robber of churches. Next time I will rip you open from neck to heel, you carry an eater. Esclavo! He backed a little and straightened himself up. I don't mean it really.
Starting point is 06:52:04 He remarked to Heist, whose steady eyes met his from above. He ran aft briskly. "'Come along, sir, it's your turn. I oughtn't to have drunk first. Struth, I forgot myself. A gentleman like you will overlook that, I know.' As he made these apologies, Ricardo extended his hand. "'Let me steady you, sir.'
Starting point is 06:52:24 Slowly Mr. Jones unfolded himself in all his slenderness, rocked, staggered, and caught Ricardo's shoulder. His henchman assisted him to the pipe which went on gushing a clear stream of water sparkling exceedingly against the black piles and the gloom under the jetty. Catch hold, sir, Ricardo advised him solicitously. All right?
Starting point is 06:52:47 He stepped back, and while Mr Jones reveled in the abundance of water, he addressed himself to heist with a sort of justificatory speech, the tone of which, reflecting his feelings, partook of purring and spitting. They had been thirty hours, at the oars, he explained, and they had been more than forty hours without water,
Starting point is 06:53:06 except that the night before they had licked the dew off the gunwales. Ricardo did not explain to heist how it happened. At that precise moment, he had no explanations ready for the man on the wharf, who, he guessed, must be wondering much more at the presence of the visitors than at their plight. End of Part 3, Chapter 6. Part 3, Chapter 7 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 7
Starting point is 06:53:44 The explanation lay in the two simple facts that the light winds and strong currents of the Java Sea had drifted the boat about until they partly lost their bearings, and that, by some extraordinary mistake, one of the two jars put into the boat by Schomburg's man contained salt water. Ricardo tried to put some pathos into his tones. Pulling for 30 hours with 18-foot oars, and the sun. Ricardo relieved his feelings by cursing the sun. They had felt their hearts and lungs shrivel within them.
Starting point is 06:54:18 And then, as if all that hadn't been trouble enough, he complained bitterly, he had had to waste his fainting strength in beating their servant about the head with a stretcher. The fool had wanted to drink seawater and wouldn't listen to reason. There was no stopping him otherwise. It was better to beat him into insensibility than to have to go crazy. in the boat and to be obliged to shoot him. The preventive, administered with enough force to brain an elephant, posted Ricardo, had to be applied on two occasions, the second time all but in sight of the jetty.
Starting point is 06:54:50 You have seen the beauty, Ricardo went on expansively, hiding his lack of some sort of probable story under this loquacity. I had to hammer him away from the spout, I've been afresh all the old broken spots on his head. You saw how hard I had to hit? He has no restraint, no restraint at all. If it wasn't that he can be made useful in one way or another, I would just as soon let the governor shoot him. He smiled up at Heist in his peculiar lip-retracting manner
Starting point is 06:55:19 and added, by way of afterthought, that's what will happen to him in the end if he doesn't learn to restrain himself, but I've taught him to mind his manners for a while anyhow. And again he addressed his quick grin up to the man on the wharf. His round eyes had never left Heist's face ever since he began to deliver his account of the voyage. So that's how he looks, Ricardo was saying to himself. He had not expected Heist to be like this.
Starting point is 06:55:48 He had formed for himself a conception containing the helpful suggestion of a vulnerable point. These solitary men were often tipless, but no, this was not a drinking man's face, nor could he detect the weakness of alarm or even the weakness of surprise on these features in those steady eyes. We were too far gone to climb out, Ricardo went on.
Starting point is 06:56:10 I heard you walking along, though. I thought I shouted. I tried to. You didn't hear me shout? I made an almost imperceptible negative sign which the greedy eyes of Ricardo, greedy for all signs, did not miss. Throat too parched, we didn't even care to whisper to each other lately. Thirst chokes one.
Starting point is 06:56:30 We might have died there under this wharf before you us. I couldn't think where you had gone to, Heist was heard at last, addressing directly the newcomers from the sea. You were seen as soon as you cleared that point. We were seen, eh? Granted Mr. Rakado. We pulled like machines. Dan's stop. The governor sat at the teller, but he couldn't speak to us. She drove in between the piles till she hit something, and we all tumbled off the thwarts as if we had been drunk. Drunk! Ha! Ha! Ha! Too dry by George! We fetched in here with the very last of our strength and no mistake, another mile
Starting point is 06:57:07 would have done for us. When I heard your footsteps above, I tried to get up and I fell down. That was the first step I heard, said Heist. Mr Jones, the front of his soiled white tunic soaked and plastered against his breastbone, staggered away
Starting point is 06:57:23 from the water pipe. Steadying himself on Ricardo's shoulder, he drew a long breath, raised his dripping head, and produced a smile of ghastly amiability, which lost upon the thoughtful heist. Behind his back the sun, touching the water,
Starting point is 06:57:39 was like a disk of iron cool to a dull red glow, ready to start rolling round the circular steel plate of the sea, which under the darkening sky looked more solid than the high ridge of Samboran, more solid than the point whose long outlined slope
Starting point is 06:57:54 melted into its own unfathomable shadow, blurring the dim sheen on the bay. The forceful stream from the pipe broke like shattered glass on the boat's gunw. Its loud, fitful and persistent splashing revealed the depths of the world's silence. Great notion to lead the water out here, pronounced Mr. Ricardo appreciatively.
Starting point is 06:58:16 Water was life. He felt now as if he could run a mile, scale a ten-foot wall, sing a song. Only a few minutes ago he was next door to a corpse, done up, unable to stand, to lift a hand, unable to groan. A drop of water had done that miracle. "'Didn't you feel life itself running and soaking into you, sir?' he asked his
Starting point is 06:58:38 principal with deferential but forced vivacity. Without a word, Mr. Jones stepped off the thwart and sat down in the stern sheets. "'Isn't that man of yours bleeding to death in the boughs under there?' inquired heist. Ricardo ceased his ecstasies over the life-giving water and answered in a tone of innocence, "'Hey, you may call him a man, but his hide is a jolly side tougher than the toughest alligator he ever skinned in the good old days. You don't know how much he can stand. I do. We have tried him a long time ago. All right there, Pedro! Pedro! he yelled, with a force of lung testifying to the regenerative
Starting point is 06:59:17 virtues of water. A week, Signore, came from under the wharf. What did I tell you? said Ricardo triumphantly. Nothing can hurt him. He's all right. But I say, the boat's getting swamped. Can't you turn this water off before you sink her under us? She's half full already. At a sign from heist, Wang hammered at the brass tap on the wharf, then stood behind number one, crowbar in hand, motionless as before. Ricardo was perhaps not so certain of Pedro's toughness as he affirmed, for he stooped, peering under the wharf, then moved forward
Starting point is 06:59:52 out of sight. The gush of water ceasing suddenly made a silence which became complete when the after-trickle stopped. A far, the sun was reduced to a red spark, glowing very low in the breathless immensity of twilight. Purple gleams lingered on the water all round the boat. The spectral figure in the stern-sheet spoke in a languid tone. That, uh, companion, a secretary of mine, is a queer chap. I'm afraid we aren't presenting ourselves in a very favourable light.
Starting point is 07:00:25 Heist listened. It was the conventional voice of an educated man, only strangely lifeless. But more strange yet was this concern for appearances expressed he did not know whether in jest or in earnest. Earnestness was hardly to be supposed under the circumstances, and no one had ever gested in such dead tones. It was something which could not be answered, and Heist said nothing. The other went on, "'Travel as I do, I find a man of his sort extremely useful. He has his little weaknesses, no doubt.'
Starting point is 07:00:59 Indeed, Heist was provoked into speaking, Weakness of the arm is not one of them, Neither is an exaggerated humanity as far as I can judge. Defects of temper, explained Mr Jones from the stern sheets. The subject of this dialogue, Coming out just then from under the wharf into the visible part of the boat,
Starting point is 07:01:21 made himself heard in his own defence, In a voice full of life, And with nothing languid in his manner, On the contrary, it was brisk, almost joccos. He begged pardon for contradicting. He was never out of temper with our Pedro. The fellow was a dago of immense strength and of no sense whatever. This combination made him dangerous, and he had to be treated accordingly,
Starting point is 07:01:43 in a manner which he could understand. Reasoning was beyond him. And so, Ricardo addressed Heist with animation, you mustn't be surprised if... I assure you, Heist interrupted, that my wonder at your arrival in your boat here is so great that it leaves no room for minor astonishments. But hadn't you better land?
Starting point is 07:02:03 That's the talk, sir. Ricardo began to bustle about the boat, talking all the time. Finding himself unable to size up this man, he was inclined to credit him with extraordinary powers of penetration, which it seemed to him would be favoured by silence. Also, he feared some point-blank question.
Starting point is 07:02:23 He had no ready-made story to tell. He and his patron had put off considering that rather important detail too long. For the last two days the horrors of thirst coming on them unexpectedly had prevented consultation. They had to pull for dear life. But the man on the wharf, were he in league with the devil himself, would pay for all their sufferings, thought Ricardo with an unholy joy. Meantime, splashing in the water which covered the bottom boards, Ricardo congratulated himself aloud on the luggage being out of the way of the wet. He had piled it up forward. He had roughly tied up Pedro's head. Pedra had nothing to grumble about.
Starting point is 07:03:03 On the contrary, he ought to be mighty thankful to him, Ricardo, for being alive at all. Well now, let me give you a leg up, sir, he said cheerily to his motionless principle in the stern sheets. All our troubles are over, for a time, anyhow. Ain't it like to find a white man on this island? I would have just as soon expected to meet an angel from heaven, hey, Mr Jones? Now then, ready, sir? One? Two, three, up you go. Helped from below by Ricardo and from above by the man more unexpected than an angel, Mr. Jones scrambled up and stood on the wharf by the side of Heist.
Starting point is 07:03:40 He swayed like a reed. The night descending on Samboran turned into dense shadow, the point of land and the wharf itself, and gave a dark solidity to the unshimmering water extending to the last faint trace of light away to the west. Heist stared at the guests whom the raven. a renounced world had sent him thus at the end of the day. The only other vestige of light left on earth lurked in the hollows of the thin man's eyes. They gleamed, mobile and languidly evasive. The eyelids fluttered.
Starting point is 07:04:13 You're feeling weak, said Heist. For the moment, a little, confessed the other. With loud panting, Ricardo scrambled on his hands and knees upon the wharf, energetic and unaided. He rose up at Heist's elbow. and stamped his foot on the planks with a sharp, provocative double-beat such as is heard sometimes in fencing schools before the adversaries engage their foils.
Starting point is 07:04:37 Not that the renegade seamen ricardo knew anything of fencing, what he called shooting irons were his weapons or the still less aristocratic knife, such as was even then ingeniously strapped to his leg. He thought of it at that moment. A swift stooping motion, then on the recovery, a ripping blow,
Starting point is 07:04:56 a shove off the wharf off the wharf, and no noise except a splash in the water that would scarcely disturb the silence. Heist would have no time for a cry. It would be quick and neat and immensely in accord with Ricardo's humour. But he repressed this gust of savagery. The job was not such a simple one. This piece had to be played to another tune and in much slower time. He returned to his note of talkative simplicity. Ah, and I don't feel as strong as I thought I was when the first drinks set me up. Great, wonder-worker water is. And to get it right here on the spot,
Starting point is 07:05:31 it was heaven, hey sir? Mr Jones, being directly addressed, took up his part in the concerted peace. Really, when I saw a wharf on what might have been an uninhabited island, I couldn't believe my eyes. I doubted its existence.
Starting point is 07:05:47 I thought it was a delusion till the boat actually drove between the piles as you see her lying now. While he was speaking faintly, and a voice which did not seem to belong to the earth, his henchmen, an extremely loud and terrestrial accents, was fussing about their belongings in the boat, addressing himself to Pedro.
Starting point is 07:06:06 Come now, pass up the dunnage there. Move yourself, ombre, or I'll have to get down and give you a tap on those bandages of yours, you growling bear you. Ah, you didn't believe in the reality of the wharf, heist was saying to Mr. Jones. You ought to kiss my hands. Ricardo caught hold of the ancient Gladstone
Starting point is 07:06:26 bag and swung it on the wharf with a thump. Yes, you ought to burn a candle before me as they do before the saints in your country. No saint has ever done so much for you as I have, your ungrateful vagabond. Now then, up you get. Helped by the talkative Ricardo, Pedro scrambled up on the wharf, where he remained for some time on all fours, swinging to and fro his shaggy head tied up in white rags. Then he got up, clumsily, like a bulky animal in the dusk, balancing itself. on its hind legs.
Starting point is 07:06:58 Mr. Jones began to explain languidly to heist that they were in a pretty bad state that morning when they caught sight of the smoke of the volcano. It nerved them to make an effort for their lives. Soon afterwards they made out the island. I had just enough wits left in my baked brains to alter the direction of the boat, the ghostly voice went on.
Starting point is 07:07:20 As to finding assistance, a wharf, a white man, nobody would have dreamed of it, simply proposterous. That's what I thought when my Chinaman came and told me he had seen a boat with white men pulling up, said Heist. Most extraordinary luck, interjected Ricardo, standing by anxiously, attentive to every word. Seems a dream, he added, a lovely dream. A silence fell on that group of three, as if everyone had become afraid to speak
Starting point is 07:07:50 in an obscure sense of an impending crisis. Pedro on one side of them and wang on the other had the air of watchful spectators A few stars had come out pursuing the ebbing twilight A light draught of air teapid enough In the thickening twilight after the scorching day struck a chill into Mr Jones in his soaked clothes
Starting point is 07:08:11 I may infer then that there is a settlement of white people here He murmured, shivering visibly Heist roused himself Oh, abandoned, abandoned. I am alone here, practically alone, but several empty houses are still standing. No lack of accommodation, we may just as well. Here, Wang, go back to the shore and run the trolley out here.
Starting point is 07:08:37 The last words, having been spoken in Malay, he explained courteously that he had given directions for the transport of the luggage. Wang had melted into the night in his soundless manner. My word, rails laid down and all. exclaimed Ricardo softly, in a tone of admiration. Well, I never. We were working a coal mine here, said the late manager of the Tropical Belt Coal Company.
Starting point is 07:09:03 These are only the ghosts of things that have been. Mr. Jones's teeth were suddenly started chattering by another faint puff of wind, a mere sigh from the west, where Venus cast her rays on the dark edge of the horizon, like a bright lamp hung above the grave of the sun. We might be moving on, proposed heist. My Chinaman and that ungrateful servant of yours with the broken head
Starting point is 07:09:28 can load the things and come along after us. The suggestion was accepted without words. Moving towards the shore, the three men met the trolley, a mere metallic rustle which whisked past them, the shadowy wang running noiselessly behind. Only the sound of their footsteps accompanied them. It was a long time since so many footsteps had rung together, on that jetty. Before they stepped onto the path, troddened through the grass,
Starting point is 07:09:54 Heist said, I'm prevented from offering you a share of my own quarters. The distant courtliness of this beginning arrested the other two suddenly, as if amazed by some manifest incongruity. I should regret it more, he went on, if I were not in a position to give you the choice of those empty bungalows for a temporary home. He turned round and plunged into the narrow track, the other two following in single-werect. file. Queer start, Ricardo took the opportunity of whispering as he fell behind Mr. Jones, who swayed in the gloom, enclosed by the stalks of tropical grass, almost as slender as a stalk of grass himself. In this order, they emerged into the open space, kept clear of vegetation by Wang's
Starting point is 07:10:39 judicious system of periodic firing. The shapes of buildings, unlighted, high-roved, looked mysteriously extensive and featureless against the increasing glitter. of the stars. Heist was pleased at the absence of light in his bungalow. It looked as uninhabited as the others. He continued to lead the way, inclining to the right. His equable voice was heard, This one would be the best.
Starting point is 07:11:05 It was our counting house. There is some furniture in a jet. I'm pretty certain that you'll find a couple of camp bedsteads in one of the rooms. The high-pitched roof of the bungalow towered up very close, eclipsing the sky. here we are. Three steps. As you see, there's a wired veranda. Sorry to keep you waiting for a moment. The door is locked, I think. He was heard trying it, and he leant against the rail, saying,
Starting point is 07:11:30 Wang will get the keys. The others waited, two vague shapes, nearly mingled together in the darkness of the veranda, from which issued a sudden chattering of Mr. Jones' teeth directly suppressed, and a slight shuffle of Ricardo's feet. Their guide and host, his back against the rail, seemed to have forgotten their existence. Suddenly he moved and murmured, Ah, here's the trolley. Then he raised his voice in Malay and was answered, Yeah, Tuan, from an indistinct group
Starting point is 07:12:00 that could be made out in the direction of the track. I have sent Wang for the key and delight, he said, in a voice that came out without any particular direction, a peculiarity which disconcerted Ricardo. Wang did not tarry long on his, mission. Very soon from the distant recesses of obscurity appeared the swinging lantern he carried. It cast a fugitive ray on the arrested trolley with the uncouth figure of the wild Pedro drooping over the load. Then it moved towards the bungalow and ascended the stairs. After working at the stiff lock,
Starting point is 07:12:33 Wang applied his shoulder to the door. It came open with explosive suddenness, as if in a passion at being thus disturbed after two years' repose. From the dark slope of a tall stander, up writing desk, a forgotten solitary sheet of paper flew up and settled gracefully on the floor. Wang and Pedro came and went through the offended door, bringing the things off the trolley, one flitting swiftly in and out, the other staggering heavily. Later, directed by a few quiet words from number one, Wang made several journeys with a lantern to the storerooms, bringing in blankets, provisions in tins, coffee, sugar, and a packet of candles. He lighted one and stuck it on the table.
Starting point is 07:13:15 the ledge of the stand-up desk. Meantime Pedro, being introduced to some kindling wood and a bundle of dry sticks, had busied himself outside in lighting a fire, on which he placed a ready-filled kettle handed to him by Wang, impassively, at arm's length, as if across a chasm. Having received the thanks of his guests, heist wished them good-night and withdrew, leaving them to their repose. End of Part 3, Chapter 7. Part 3, Chapter 8.
Starting point is 07:13:50 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 8. Heist walked away slowly. There was still no light in his bungalow, and he thought that perhaps it was just as well. By this time he was much less perturbed.
Starting point is 07:14:11 Wang had preceded him with the lantern, as if in a hurry to get away from the two white men and their hairy attendant. The light was not dancing along, anymore, it was standing perfectly still by the steps of the veranda. Heist, glancing back casually, saw behind him still another light, the light of the strangers opened fire. A black, uncouth form, stooping over it monstrously, staggered away into the outlying shadows. The kettle had boiled, probably. With that weird vision of
Starting point is 07:14:43 something questionably human, impressed upon his senses, Heist moved on a pace or two. Who could the people be who had such a creature for their familiar attendant? He stopped. The vague apprehension of a distant future, in which he saw Lena, unavoidably separated from him by profound and subtle differences. The sceptical carelessness which had accompanied every one of his attempts at action, like a secret reserve of his soul, fell away from him. He no longer belonged to himself.
Starting point is 07:15:15 There was a call far more imperious and august. He came up to the bungalow, and at the very limit of the lantern's light, on the top step he saw her feet and the bottom part of her dress. The rest of her person was suggested dimly as high as her waist. She sat on a chair, and the gloom of the low eaves descended upon her head and shoulders. She didn't stir. "'You haven't gone to sleep here?' he asked. "'Oh, no, I was waiting for you, in the dark.'
Starting point is 07:15:45 Heist on the top step leant against a wooden pillar after moving the lantern to one side. I've been thinking that it is just as well you had no light, but wasn't it dull for you to sit in the dark? I don't need a light to think of you. Her charming voice gave a value to this banal answer, which had also the merit of truth. Heist laughed a little and said that he had had a curious experience. She made no remark.
Starting point is 07:16:14 He tried to figure to himself that, the outlines of her easy pose. A spot of dim light here and there hinted at the unfailing grace of attitude, which is one of her natural possessions. She had thought of him, but not in connection with the strangers. She had admired him from the first. She had been attracted by his warm voice, his gentle lie, but she had felt him too wonderfully difficult to know. He had given to life a savor, a movement, a promise mingled with menaces, which he had not suspected were to be found in it, or at any rate not by a girl wedded to misery as she was. She said to herself that she must not be irritated because he seemed too self-contained,
Starting point is 07:16:55 as if shut up in a world of his own. When he took her in his arms, she felt that his embrace had a great and compelling force, that he was moved deeply, and that perhaps he would not get tired of her so very soon. She thought that he had opened to her the feelings of delicate joy, that the very uneasiness he caused her was delicious in its sadness, and that she would try to hold him as long as she could, till her fainting arms, her sinking soul, could cling to him no more. Wang's not here, of course, heist said suddenly. She answered as if in her sleep,
Starting point is 07:17:31 he put this light down here without stopping, and ran. Ran, did he? Hmm. Well, it's considerably later than his usual time to go home to his Elfuro wife, but to be seen running as a sort of degradation for Wang, who was mastered the out of vanishing. Do you think he was startled out of his perfection by something? Why should he be startled?
Starting point is 07:17:54 Her voice remained dreamy, a little uncertain. I have been startled, Heist said. She was not listening to him. The lantern at their feet through the shadows of her face upward. Her eyes glistened as if frightened and attentive, above a lighted chin and a very white throat. "'Upon my word,' mused Heist, "'now that I don't see them,
Starting point is 07:18:15 "'I can hardly believe that those fellows exist.' "'And what about me?' she asked so swiftly "'that he made a movement "'like somebody pounced upon from an ambush. "'When you don't see me, do you believe that I exist?' "'Exist, most charmingly. "'My dear Lena, you don't know your own advantages. "'Why, your voice alone would be enough
Starting point is 07:18:36 "'to make you unforgettable.' "'Oh, it didn't mean forgetting in that way. I dare say if I were to die, you would remember me right enough. And what good would that be to anybody? It's while I am alive that I want... I stood by her chair, a stalwart figure, imperfectly lighted. The broad shoulders, the martial face that was like a disguise of his disarmed soul, were lost in the gloom above the plane of light in which his feet were planted.
Starting point is 07:19:05 He suffered from a trouble with which he had nothing to do. She had no general conception of the condition of the existence he had offered to her. Drawn into its peculiar stagnation, she remained unrelated to it because of her ignorance. For instance, she could never perceive
Starting point is 07:19:22 the prodigious improbability of the arrival of that boat. She did not seem to be thinking of it. Perhaps she had already forgotten the fact herself. And Heist resolved suddenly to say nothing more of it. It was not that he shrank from alarming her,
Starting point is 07:19:37 not feeling anything definite himself, he could not imagine a precise effect being produced on her by any amount of explanation. There is a quality in events which is apprehended differently by different minds, or even by the same mind at different times. Any man living at all consciously knows that embarrassing truth. Heist was aware that this visit could bode nothing pleasant. In his present soured temper towards all mankind,
Starting point is 07:20:03 he looked upon it as a visitation of a particularly offensive kind. He glanced along the veranda in the direction of the other bungalow. The fire of sticks in front of it had gone out. No faint glow of embers, not the slightest thread of light in that direction, hinted at the presence of strangers. The darker shapes in the obscurity, the dead silence, betrayed nothing of that strange intrusion. The piece of Samboran asserted itself as on any other night.
Starting point is 07:20:33 Everything was as before, except, Heist became aware of it suddenly, that for a whole minute, perhaps, with his hand on the back of the girl's chin, and within a foot of her person he had lost the sense of her existence, for the first time since he had brought her over to share this invincible, this undefiled peace. He picked up the lantern, and the act made a silent stir all along the veranda. A smoke of shadow swung violently across her face,
Starting point is 07:21:00 and the strong light rested on the immobility of her features, as of a woman looking at a vision. Her eyes were still, her lips serious. Her dress, open at the neck, stirred slightly to her even breathing. We'd better go in, Lena, suggested Heist very low, as if breaking a spell cautiously. She rose without a word. Heist followed her indoors. As they passed through the living room, he left the lantern burning on the centre table. End of Part 3, Chapter 8.
Starting point is 07:21:39 Part 3, Chapter 9 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. Vox recording is in the public domain. Read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 9. That night the girl woke up for the first time in her new experience, with the sensation of having been abandoned to her own devices. She woke up from a painful dream of separation, brought about in a way which she could not understand, and missed the relief of the waking instant. The desolate feeling of being alone persisted. She was really alone. A nightlight made it plain enough in the dim, mysterious manner of a dream,
Starting point is 07:22:19 but this was reality. It startled her exceedingly. In a moment she was at the curtain that hung in the doorway and raised it with a steady hand. The conditions of their life in Samboran would have made peeping absurd, nor was such a thing in her character.
Starting point is 07:22:35 This was not a movement of curiosity but of downright alarm, the continued distress and fear of the dream. The night could not have been very far advanced. The light of the lantern was burning strongly, striping the floor and walls of the room with thick black bands. She hardly knew whether she expected to see Heist or not, but she saw him at once, standing by the table in his sleeping suit,
Starting point is 07:22:57 his back to the doorway. She stepped in noiselessly with her bare feet and let the curtain fall behind her. Something characteristic in Heist's attitude may her say, almost in a whisper, You're looking for something? He could not have heard her before, that he didn't start at the unexpected whisper. He only pushed the drawer of the table in, and without even looking over his shoulder, asked quietly,
Starting point is 07:23:22 accepting her presence, as if he had been aware of all her movements, I say, are you certain that Wang didn't go through this room this evening? Wang, when? After leaving the lantern, I mean. Oh no, he ran on. I watched him. Or before, perhaps, while I was with these boat people. Do you know? Can you tell? I hardly think so. I came out as the sun went down and sat outside till you came back to me.
Starting point is 07:23:49 He could have popped in for an instant through the back veranda. I heard nothing in here, she said. What is the matter? Naturally you wouldn't hear. He can be as quiet as a shadow when he likes. I believe he could steal the pillows from under our heads. He might have been here ten minutes ago. What woke you up? Was it a noise? Can't say that. generally one can't tell, but is it likely, Lena? You are, I believe, the light of sleeper of us, too.
Starting point is 07:24:17 A noise loud enough to wake me up would have awakened you too. I tried to be as quiet as I could. What roused you? I don't know. A dream, perhaps. I woke up crying. What was the dream? Heist, with one hand resting on the table, had turned in her direction. His round, uncovered head set on a fighter's muscular neck. She left his question unanswered as if she had not heard it.
Starting point is 07:24:43 What is it you have missed? she asked in her turn, very grave. Her dark hair, drawn smoothly back, was done in two thick tresses for the night. Heist noticed the good form of her brow, the dignity of its width, its unshining whiteness. It was a sculptural forehead. He had a moment of acute appreciation, intruding upon another order of thoughts. It was as if there could be no end of it. his discoveries about that girl, at the most incongruous moments. She had on nothing but a hand-woven cotton sarong, one of Heist's few purchases years ago in Salybis, where they are made.
Starting point is 07:25:21 He'd forgotten all about it till she came, and then it found it at the bottom of an old sandalwood trunk dating back to pre-Morrison days. She'd quickly learned to wind it up under her armpits with a safe twist, as Malay village girls do when going down to bathe in a river. Her shoulders and arms were bare. One of her tresses hanging forward looked almost black against the white skin. As she was taller than the average Malay woman, the sarong ended a good way above her ankles. She stood poised firmly, halfway between the table and the curtain doorway, the insteps of her bare feet gleaming like marble on the overshadowed matting of the floor. The fall of her lighted shoulders, the strong and fine modelling of her arms hanging down her sides, her immobility too, had
Starting point is 07:26:08 something statuesque, the charm of art, tense with life. She was not very big. I used to think of her at first as that poor little girl, but revealed free from the shabby banality of a white platform dress, in the simple drapery of the sarong, there was that in her form and in the proportion of her body which suggested a reduction from a heroic size. She moved forward a step. What is it, you have missed, she asked again. Ice turned his back altogether on the table. The black spokes of darkness over the floor and the walls, joining up on the ceiling in a path of shadow,
Starting point is 07:26:47 were like the bars of a cage about them. It was his turn to ignore a question. You woke up in a fright, you say. She walked up to him, exotic yet familiar, with her white woman's face and shoulders above the malaise so wrong, as if it were an airy disguise, but her expression was serious. No, she replied. It was distress, rather.
Starting point is 07:27:10 You see, you weren't there, and I couldn't tell why you had gone away from me. A nasty dream, the first I've had, too, since... You don't believe in dreams, do you? asked Heist. I once knew a woman who did. Leastwise, she used to tell people what dreams mean for a shilling. Would you go now and ask what this dream means? I inquired Heist jocularly. She lived in Camberwell.
Starting point is 07:27:34 She was a nasty old thing. Heist laughed a little. uneasily. Dreams are madness, my dear. It's things that happen in the waking world while one is asleep that one would be glad to know the meaning of. You have missed something out of this draw, she said positively. This or some other, I've looked into every single one of them and come back to this again as people do. It's difficult to believe the evidence of my own senses, but it isn't there. Now, Lena, are you sure that you didn't? I've touched nothing in the house but what you have given me. Lina, he cried. He was painfully affected by this disclaimer of a charge which he had not made.
Starting point is 07:28:15 It was what a servant might have said, an inferior open to suspicion, or at any rate a stranger. He was angry at being so wretchedly misunderstood, disenchanted at her, not being instinctively aware of the place he had secretly given her in his thoughts. After all, he said, we are strangers to each other. And then he felt sorry for her. He spoke calmly. I was about to say, are you sure you have no reason to think that the Chinaman
Starting point is 07:28:42 has been in this room tonight? You suspect him? She asked, knitting her eyebrows. There's no one else to suspect. He may call it a certitude. You don't want to tell me what it is, she inquired, in an equitable tone in which one takes a fact into account.
Starting point is 07:29:00 Ice Stoney smiled faintly. Nothing very precious as far as value goes, he replied. I thought, it might have been money, she said. Money, exclaimed Heist, as if the suggestion had been altogether preposterous. She was so visibly surprised
Starting point is 07:29:15 that he hastened to add, Of course, there is some money in the house, there in that writing desk, the drawer on the left, is not locked, you can pull it right out. There is a recess, and the board at the back pivots, a very simple hiding place when you know the way to it. I discovered it by accident, and I keep our store of sovereigns in there.
Starting point is 07:29:34 The treasure, my dear, is not big enough to require a cavern. He paused, laughed very low, and returned to her steady stare. The loose silver, some guilders and dollars, I have always kept in that unlocked left drawer. I have no doubt Wang knows what there is in it, but he isn't a thief, and that's why I... No, Lena, what I've missed is not gold or jewels, and that's what makes the fact interesting, which the theft of money cannot be. She took a long breath, relieved to hear that it was not money. A great curiosity was depicted on her face,
Starting point is 07:30:07 but she refrained from pressing him with questions. She only gave him one of her deep gleaming smiles. If it isn't me, so it must be Wang. You ought to make him give it back to you. Heist said nothing to that naive and practical suggestion, for the object that he missed from the drawer was his revolver. It was a heavy weapon which he had owned for many years and had never used in his life.
Starting point is 07:30:32 ever since the London furniture had arrived in Sanberan and had been reposing in the drawer of the table. The real dangers of life for him were not those which could be repelled by swords or bullets. On the other hand, neither his manor nor his appearance looked sufficiently inoffensive to expose him to light-minded aggression. He could not have explained what had induced him
Starting point is 07:30:54 to go to the drawer in the middle of the night. It started up suddenly, which was very unusual with him. He had found himself sitting up in extremely wide, awake all at once, with a girl reposing by his side, lying with her face away from him, a vague, characteristically feminine form in the dim light. She was perfectly still. At that season of the year there were no mosquitoes in Sanberan and the sides of the mosquito net were looped up. Heist swung his feet to the floor and found himself standing there, almost before he had become aware of his intention to get up. Why he did this, he did not know. He didn't
Starting point is 07:31:31 wished to wake her up, and the slight creak of the broad bedstead had sounded very loud to him. He turned round apprehensively and waited for her to move, but she did not stir. While he looked at her, he had a vision of himself lying there too, also fast asleep, and it occurred to him for the first time in his life, very defenceless. This quite novel impression of the dangers of slumber made him think suddenly of his revolver. He left the bedroom with noiseless footsteps. The lightness of the curtain he had to lift as he passed out and the outer door wide open on the blackness of the veranda,
Starting point is 07:32:07 for the roof eaves came down low, shutting out the starlight, gave him a sense of having been dangerously exposed. He could not have said to what. He pulled the drawer open. Its emptiness cut his train of self-communion short. He murmured to the assertive fact, impossible, somewhere else. He tried to remember where he had put the thing,
Starting point is 07:32:30 but those provoked whispers of memory were not encouraging. Foraging in every receptacle and nook big enough to contain a revolver, he came slowly to the conclusion that it was not in that room. Neither was it in the other. The whole bungalow consisted of the two rooms and a profuse allowance of veranda all round. Heist stepped out on the veranda. It's wang, beyond it down, he thought, staring into the night.
Starting point is 07:32:56 He's got hold of it for some reason. There was nothing to prevent that ghostly Chinaman from materialising suddenly at the foot of the stairs, or anywhere, at any moment, and toppling him over with a dead shore shot. The danger was so irremediable that it was not worth worrying about any more than the general precariousness of human life. Heist speculated on this added risk. How long had he been at the mercy of a slender yellow finger on the trigger? That is, if that was the fellow's reason for purloining the revolver? "'Shute and inherit,' thought Heist.
Starting point is 07:33:30 "'Very simple. "'Yet there was in his mind a marked reluctance "'to regard the domestic grower of vegetables "'in the light of a murderer. "'No, it wasn't for that, "'for Wang could have done it any time "'this last twelve-month or more.' "'Heist's mind had worked on the assumption
Starting point is 07:33:47 "'that Wang had possessed himself of the revolver "'d during his own absence from San Beran, "'but at that period of his speculation, "'his point of view changed. "'It struck him with a force of manifest certitude that the revolver had been taken only late in the day or on that very night. Wang, of course, but why? So there had been no danger in the past. It was all ahead.
Starting point is 07:34:10 He has me, at his mercy now, thought heist without particular excitement. The sentiment he experienced was curiosity. He forgot himself in it. It was as if he were considering somebody else's strange predicament. But even that sort of interest was dying out when, looking at. to his left, he saw the accustomed shapes of the other bungalows looming in the night, and remembered the arrival of the thirsty company in the boat. Wang would hardly risk such a crime in the presence of other white men. It was a peculiar instance of the safety in numbers principle, which somehow was not much to Heist's taste. He went in gloomily and stood over the
Starting point is 07:34:49 empty drawer in deep and unsatisfactory thought. He had just made up his mind that he must breathe nothing of this to the girl when he heard her voice behind him. him. She had taken him by surprise, but he resisted the impulse to turn around at once, under the impression that she might read his trouble in his face. Yes, she had taken him by surprise, and for that reason the conversation which began was not exactly as he would have conducted it if he had been prepared for her point-blank question. He ought to have said at once, I've missed nothing. It was a deplorable thing that he should have let it come so far as to have her ask what it was he missed. He closed the conversation by saying lightly,
Starting point is 07:35:28 It's an object of small value. Don't worry about it. It isn't worthwhile. The best you can do is go and lie down again, Lena. Reluctant, she turned away, and only in the doorway asked. And you? I think I shall smoke a charute on the veranda. I don't feel sleepy for the moment. Well, don't be long. He made no answer. She saw him standing there, very still, with a frown on his brow, and slowly dropped the curtain. Heist did really light a charute before going out again on the veranda. He glanced up from under the low eaves to see by the stars how the night went on.
Starting point is 07:36:08 It was going very slowly. Why should it have irked him that he did not know, for he had nothing to expect from the dawn, but everything round him had become unreasonable, unsettled and vaguely urgent, laying him under an obligation, but giving him no line of action. He felt contemptuously irritated with the situation. The outer world had broken upon him and he did not know what wrong he had done to bring this on himself
Starting point is 07:36:32 any more than he knew what he had done to provoke the horrible calumny about his treatment of poor Morrison for he could not forget this it had reached the ears of one who needed to have the most perfect confidence in the rectitude of his conduct and she only half disbelieves it
Starting point is 07:36:49 he thought with hopeless humiliation this moral stab in the back seemed to have taken some of his strength from him as a physical wound would have done. He had no desire to do anything, neither to bring Wang to terms in the matter of the revolver, nor to find out from the strangers who they were and how their predicament had come about.
Starting point is 07:37:09 He flung his glowing cigar away into the night, but Samaran was no longer a solitude wherein he could indulge in all his moods. The fiery parabolic path, the cast-out stump traced in the air was seen from another veranda at a distance of some twenty yards. It was noted as a symptom of importance by an observer with his faculties greedy for signs,
Starting point is 07:37:32 and in a state of alertness tense enough almost to hear the grass grow. End of Part 3, Chapter 9 Part 3, Chapter 10 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 3, Chapter 10. The observer was Martin Ricardo. To him life was not a matter of passive renunciation, but of a particularly active warfare. He was not mistrustful of it, he was not disgusted with it, still less was he inclined to be
Starting point is 07:38:12 suspicious of its disenchantments. But he was vividly aware that it held many possibilities of failure. The very far from being a pessimist, he was not a man of foolish illusions. He did not like failure, not only because of its unpleasant and dangerous consequences, but also because of its damaging effect upon his own appreciation of Martin Ricardo. And this was a special job of his own contriving and of considerable novelty. It was not, so to speak, in his usual line of business, except perhaps from a moral standpoint about which he was not likely to trouble his head. For these reasons, Martin Ricardo was unable to sleep.
Starting point is 07:38:53 Mr. Jones, after repeated shivering fits and after drinking much hot tea, had apparently fallen into deep slumber. He had, very peremptorily, discouraged attempts at conversation on the part of his faithful follower. Ricardo listened to his regular breathing. It was all very well for the governor. He looked upon it as a sort of sport. A gentleman naturally would. But this ticklish and important job had to be pulled off at all costs, both for honour and for safety. Ricardo rose quietly and made his way on the veranda. He could not lie still. He wanted to go out for air, and he had a feeling that by the force of his eagerness, even the darkness and the silence could be made to yield something to his eyes and
Starting point is 07:39:37 ears. He noted the stars, and stepped back again into the dense darkness. He resisted the growing impulse to go out and steal towards the other bungalow. It would have been madness to start prowling in the dark on unknown ground, and for what end, unless to relieve the oppression? Immobility lay on his limbs like a leaden garment, and yet he was unwilling to give up. He persisted in his objectless vigil. The man on the island was keeping quiet. It was at that moment that Ricardo's eyes caught the vanishing red trail of light made by the cigar, a startling revelation of the man's wakefulness. He could not suppress a low, hello, and began to sidle along towards the door with his shoulders rubbing the wall. For all he knew, the man might have been out in front by this time,
Starting point is 07:40:28 observing the veranda. As a matter of fact, after flinging away the charute, heist had gone indoors with the feeling of a man who gives up an unprofitable occupation. But Ricardo fancied he could hear faint footfalls on the open ground and dodged quickly into the room. There he drew breath and meditated for a while. His next step was to feel for the matches on the tall desk and to light the candle. He had to communicate to his governor views and reflections of such importance that it was absolutely necessary for him to watch their effect on the very countenance of the hearer. At first he had thought that these matters could have waited till daylight, but Heist's wakefulness, disclosed in that startling way, made him feel suddenly certain that there could be no sleep
Starting point is 07:41:13 for him that night. He said as much to his governor. When the little dagger-like flame had done its best to dispel the darkness, Mr. Jones was to be seen reposing on a camp bedstead in a distant part of the room. A railway rug concealed his spare form up to his very head, which rested on the other railway rug rolled up for a pillow. Ricardo plumped himself down, cross-legged on the floor, very close to the low bedstead, so that Mr. Jones, who perhaps had not been so very profoundly asleep, on opening his eyes, found them conveniently levelled at the face of his secretary. "'Eh, what is it you say? No sleep for you tonight. "'But why can't you let me sleep? Confound your fussiness.
Starting point is 07:41:58 "'Because that their fellow can't sleep, that's why. "'Dash me if he hasn't been doing a think just now. "'What business has he to think in the middle of the night?' "'How do you know?' "'He was out to, up in the middle of the night. "'My own eyes saw it.' "'But how do you know he was up to think?' "'Inquired Mr. Jones.
Starting point is 07:42:18 "'It might have been anything. toothache, for instance, and you may have dreamt it for all I know. Didn't you try to sleep? No, sir, I didn't even try to go to sleep. Ricardo informed his patron of his vigil on the veranda and of the revelation which put an end to it. He concluded that a man up with a cigar in the middle of the night must be doing, I think. Mr. Jones raised himself on his elbow. This sign of interest comforted his faithful henchman. "'Seems to me it's time we did a little more think ourselves,' added Ricardo with more assurance. Long as they had been together, the moods of his governor were still a source of anxiety to his simple soul.
Starting point is 07:43:01 "'You are always making a fuss,' remarked Mr Jones in a tolerant tone. "'I, but not for nothing, am I. You can't say that, sir. Mine may not be a gentleman's way of looking round a thing, but it isn't a fool's way either. you've admitted that much yourself at odd times. Ricardo was growing warmly argumentative. Mr Jones interrupted him without heat. You haven't roused me to talk about yourself, I presume. No, sir.
Starting point is 07:43:30 Ricardo remained silent for a minute, with the tip of his tongue caught between his teeth. I don't think I could tell you anything about myself that you don't know, he continued. There was a sort of amused satisfaction in his tone, which changed completely. as he went on. It's that man over there that's got to be talked about.
Starting point is 07:43:49 I don't like him. He failed to observe the flicker of a ghastly smile on his governor's lips. Don't you? Mermed Mr. Jones, whose face, as he reclined on his elbow, was on a level with the top of his follower's head. No, sir, said Ricardo emphatically. The candle from the other side of the room
Starting point is 07:44:08 threw his monstrous black shadow on the wall. He... I don't know how to say it. He isn't. hearty-like. Mr Jones agreed languidly in his own manner. He seems to be a very self-possessed man. Aye, that's it. Self, Roccocto choked with indignation.
Starting point is 07:44:28 I would soon let out some of his self-possession through a hole between his ribs if this weren't a special job. Mr. Jones had been making his own reflections, for he asked, Do you think he is suspicious? I don't see very well what he can be suspicious of, pondered Ricardo. yet there he was doing a think and what could be the object of it what made him get out of his bed in the middle of the night taint fleas surely bad conscience perhaps suggested mr jones jocularly His faithful secretary suffered from irritation and did not see the joke.
Starting point is 07:45:04 In a fretful tone he declared that there was no such thing as conscience. There was such a thing as funk, but there was nothing to make that fellow funky in any special way. He admitted, however, that the man might have been uneasy at the arrival of strangers because of all that plunder of his put away somewhere. Ricardo glanced here and there, as if he were afraid of being overheard by the heavy shadows cast by the dim light all over the room. His patron, very quiet, spoke in a calm whisper. And perhaps that hotel-keeper has been lying to you about him.
Starting point is 07:45:36 He may be a very poor devil indeed. Ricardo shook his head slightly. The Schomburgian theory of heist had become in him a profound conviction which he had absorbed as naturally as a sponge takes up water. His patron's doubts were a wanton denying of what was self-evident, but Ricardo's voice remained as before, a soft purring with a snarling undertone. I am surprised at you, sir. It's the very way them tame ones, the common hypocrites of the world, get on.
Starting point is 07:46:07 When it comes to plunder drifting under one's very nose, there's not one of them that would keep his hands off. And I don't blame them. It's the way they do it that sets my back up. Just look at the story of how he got rid of that pal of his. Send a man home to croak of a cold on the chest. one of your tame tricks. And do you mean to say, sir, that a man that's up to it wouldn't bag whatever he could lay his hands on in his hypocritical way? What was all that coal business?
Starting point is 07:46:34 Tame citizen dodge? Hypocrisy. Nothing else. No, no, sir. The thing is to extract it from him as neatly as possible. That's the job, and it isn't so simple as it looks. I reckon you have looked at it all round, sir, before you took up the notion of this trip. No.
Starting point is 07:46:52 Mr Jones was hardly audible, staring far away from his couch. I didn't think about it much. I was bored. Aye, that you were, bad. I was feeling pretty desperate that afternoon when that bearded softy of a landlord got talking to me about this fellow here. Quite accidentally it was. Well, sir, here we are, after a mighty narrow squeak. I feel all limp yet, but never mind, his swag will pay for the lot. He's here all alone,
Starting point is 07:47:23 remarked Mr Jones in a hollow murmur. Yes, in a way, yes, alone enough. Yes, you may say he is. There's that Chinaman, though. Aye, there's the chink, assented Ricardo rather absent-mindedly. He was debating in his mind the advisability of making a clean breast of his knowledge of the girl's existence. Finally, he concluded he wouldn't.
Starting point is 07:47:49 The enterprise was difficult to know, without complicating it with an upset to the sensibilities of the gentleman with whom he had the honour of being associated. Let the discovery come of itself, he thought, and then he could swear that he had known nothing of that offensive presence. He did not need to lie, he had only to hold his tongue. Yes, he muttered reflectively. There's that chink, certainly. At bottom he felt a certain ambiguous respect for his governors exaggerated dislike of women, as if that horror of feminine presence were a sort of depraved morality, but still morality, since he counted it as an advantage.
Starting point is 07:48:27 It prevented many undesirable complications. He did not pretend to understand it. He did not even try to investigate this idiosyncrasy of his chief. All he knew was that he himself was differently inclined and that it did not make him any happier or safer. He did not know how he would have acted if he had been knocking about the world on his own. Luckily, he was a subordinate, not a wage slave, but a follower, which was a restraint.
Starting point is 07:48:55 Yes, the other sort of disposition simplified matters in general. It wasn't to be gained said, but it was clear that it could also complicate them, as in this most important and in Ricardo's view, already sufficiently delicate case. And the worst of it was that one could not tell exactly in what precise manner it would act. It was unnatural, he thought somewhat peevishly. How was one to reckon up the unnatural? There were no rules for that. The faithful henchmen of plain Mr. Jones, foreseeing many difficulties of material order, decided to keep the girl out of the governor's knowledge, out of his sight too, for as long a time as it could be managed. That, alas, seemed to be at most a matter of a few hours,
Starting point is 07:49:40 whereas Ricardo feared that to get the affair properly going would take some days. Once well started, he was not afraid of his gentleman failing him. As is often the case with lawless natures, Ricardo's faith in any given individual was of a simple unquestioning character, for man must have some support in life. Cross-legged, his head drooping a little and perfectly still, he might have been meditating in a bonds-like attitude
Starting point is 07:50:07 upon the sacred syllable Om. It was a striking illustration of the untruth of appearances, for his contempt for the world was of a severely practical kind. There was nothing oriental about Ricardo, but the amazing quietness of his pose. Mr. Jones was also very quiet. He had let his head sink on the rolled-up rug and lay stretched out on his side with his back to the light.
Starting point is 07:50:32 In that position, the shadows gathered in the cavities of his eyes made them look perfectly empty. When he spoke, his ghostly voice had only to travel a few inches straight into Ricardo's left ear. Why don't you say something now that you've got me awake? I wonder if you were sleeping as sound as you were trying to make out, sir,
Starting point is 07:50:52 said the unmoved Ricardo. I wonder, repeated Mr. Jones. At any rate, I was resting quietly. Come, sir, Ricardo's whisper was alarmed. You don't mean to say you're going to be bored. No. Quite right. The secretary was very much.
Starting point is 07:51:11 There's no occasion to be. I can tell you, sir, he whispered earnestly. Anything but that. If I didn't say anything for a bit, it ain't because there isn't plenty to talk about. Aye, more than enough. What's the matter with you? Breatzed out his patron. Are you going to turn pessimist? May he turn? No, sir. I ain't of those that turn. You may call me hard names if you like, but you know very well that I ain't a croaker. Ricardo changed his tone. If I said nothing for a while, it was because I was meditating over the chink, sir. You were? A waste of time, my Martin. A Chinaman is unfathomable. Riccado admitted that this might be so. Anyhow, a chink was neither here nor there as a general
Starting point is 07:51:58 thing, unfathomable as he might be, but a Swedish baron wasn't, couldn't be. The woods were full of such barons. I don't know that he is so tame, was Mr. Jones' remark in a a pulchral undertone. How do you mean, sir? He ain't a rabbit, of course. You couldn't hypnotise him, as I saw you do to more than one day go and other kinds of tame citizens
Starting point is 07:52:21 when it came to the point of holding them down to a game. Don't you reckon on that? murmured plain Mr. Jones seriously. No, sir, I don't. Though you have a wonderful power of the eye. It's a fact. I have a wonderful patience,
Starting point is 07:52:37 remarked Mr. Jones dryly. A dim smile flitted over the lips of the faithful Ricardo who never raised his head. I don't want to try you too much, sir, but this is like no other job we ever turned our minds to. Perhaps not. At any rate, let us think so. A weariness with the monotony of life
Starting point is 07:52:59 was reflected in the tone of this qualified ascent. It jarred on the nerves of the sanguine Ricardo. Let us think of the way to go to work, he retorted a little impatiently. He's a deep one. Just look at the way he treated that chum of his. Did you ever hear of anything so low? And the artfulness of the beast,
Starting point is 07:53:19 the dirty tame artfulness. Don't you start moralising Martin, said Mr Jones warningly. As far as I can make out, the story that German hotelkeeper told you, it seems to show a certain amount of character, an independence from common feelings, which is not usual.
Starting point is 07:53:36 It's very remarkable, if true. I, I, very remarkable. It's mighty low down all the same, muttered Ricardo obstinately. I must say I am glad to think he will be paid off for it in a way that'll surprise him. The tip of his tongue appeared lively for an instant, as if trying for the taste of that ferocious retribution on his compressed lips. For Ricardo was sincere in his indignation before the elementary principle of loyalty to a chum violated in cold blood.
Starting point is 07:54:06 solely, in a patient duplicity of years. There are standards of villainy as in virtue, and the act as he pictured it to himself acquired an additional horror from the slow pace of that treachery, so atrocious and so tame. But he understood, too, the educated judgment of his governor, a gentleman looking on all this, with a privileged detachment of a cultivated mind,
Starting point is 07:54:30 of an elevated personality. Ah, he's deep, he's artful, He mumbled between his sharp teeth. Confound you, Mr. Jones calm whisper, crept into his ear. Come to the point. Obedient, the secretary shook off his thoughtfulness. There was a similarity of mind between these two. One, the outcast of his vices,
Starting point is 07:54:55 the other inspired by a spirit of scornful defiance, the aggressiveness of a beast of prey, looking upon all the tame creatures of the earth as its natural victim. Both were astute enough, however, and both were aware that they had plunged into this adventure without a sufficient scrutiny of detail. The figure of a lonely man, far from all assistants, had loomed up largely, fascinating and defenseless in the middle of the sea, filling the whole field of their vision. There had not seemed to be any need for thinking. As Schomburg had been saying, three to one.
Starting point is 07:55:28 But it did not look so simple now in the face of that solitude which was like an armour for this. man. The feeling, voiced by the henchman in his own way, we don't seem much forward, and now we are here, was acknowledged by the silence of the patron. It was easy enough to rip a fellow up or drill a hole in him, whether he was alone or not, Ricardo reflected in low confidential tones, but he isn't alone, Mr. Jones said faintly, in his attitude of a man composed for sleep. Don't forget that Chinaman. Ricardo started slightly. Ah, aye, the chink. Ricardo had been on the point of confessing about the girl, but no.
Starting point is 07:56:11 He wanted his governor to be unperturbed and steady. Vague thoughts which he hardly dared to look in the face were stirring his brain in connection with that girl. She couldn't be much account, he thought. She could be frightened. And there were also other possibilities. The chink, however, could be considered openly. What I was thinking about it, sir, he went on earnestly.
Starting point is 07:56:33 There's this. here we've got a man he's nothing if he won't be good he can be made quiet that's easy but then there's his plunder he doesn't carry it in his pocket i hope not breathed mr jones same here it's too big we know but if he were alone he would not feel worried about it overmuch i mean the safety of the pieces he would just put the lot into any box or drawer that was handy would he yes sir he would keep it under his eye as it were why not It is natural. A fellow doesn't put his swag underground unless there's a very good reason for it. A very good reason, eh? Yes, sir.
Starting point is 07:57:14 What do you think a fellow is? A mole? From his experience, Rokkaido declared that man was not a burrowing beast. Even the misers very seldom buried their hoard unless for exceptional reasons. In the given situation of a man alone on an island,
Starting point is 07:57:30 the company of a chink was a very good reason. drawers would not be safe nor boxes either from a prying slant-eyed chink. No, sir, unless a safe, a proper office safe. But the safe was there in the room. Is there a safe in this room? I didn't notice it, whispered Mr. Jones. That was because the thing was painted white like the walls of the room, and besides it was tucked away in the shadows of a corner. Mr. Jones had been too tired to observe anything on his first coming ashore,
Starting point is 07:58:01 but Ricardo had very soon spotted the characteristic form. He only wished he could believe that the plunder of treachery, duplicity, and all the moral abominations of heist had been there. But no, the blamed thing was open. It might have been there at one time or another, he commented gloomily, but it isn't there now. The man did not elect to live in this house, remarked Mr Jones. And by the by, what could he have meant by speaking of circumstances
Starting point is 07:58:30 which prevent him lodging us in the other bungalow. You remember what he said, Martin? sounded cryptic. Martin, who remembered and understood the phrase as directly motivated by the existence of the girl, waited a little before saying, Some of his artfulness, sir, and not the worst of it either.
Starting point is 07:58:49 That manner of his to us, this asking no questions is some more of his artfulness. A man's bound to be curious than he is, yet he goes on as if he didn't care. He does care, or else what was he doing up with a cigar in the middle of the night, doing a think. I don't like it. He may be outside observing the light here and saying the very same thing to himself of our own wakefulness, gravely suggested Ricardo's governor.
Starting point is 07:59:17 He may be, sir, but this is too important to be talked over in the dark, and the light is all right it can be accounted for. There's a light in this bungalow in the middle of the night because... Why? Because you are not well. Not well, sir, that's what's the matter, and you will have to act up to it. The consideration had suddenly occurred to the faithful henchmen, in the light of a felicitous expedient to keep his governor and the girl apart as long as possible. Mr. Jones received the suggestion without the slightest stir,
Starting point is 07:59:46 even in the deep sockets of his eyes, where a steady, faint gleam was the only thing telling of life and attention in his attenuated body. But Ricardo, as soon as he had enunciated his happy thought, perceived in it other possibilities more to the point and of greater practical advantage. With your look, sir, it will be easy enough, he went on evenly, as if no silence had intervened, always respectful, but frank, with perfect simplicity of purpose. All you've got to do is just to lie down quietly. I noticed him looking sort of surprised at you on the wharf, sir. At these words, a naive tribute to the aspect of his physique, even more suggestive
Starting point is 08:00:27 of the grave than of the sick bed, a fold appeared on that side of the governor's face which was exposed to the dim light, a deep, shadowy, semicircular fold from the side of the nose to bottom of the chin, a silent smile. By a side glance,
Starting point is 08:00:43 Ricardo had noted this play of features. He smiled too, appreciative, encouraged. And you're as hard as nails all the time, he went on. Hang me if anybody would believe you aren't sick if I were to swear myself black in the face. Give us a day or two
Starting point is 08:01:00 to look into matters and size up that, Ipecrate. Ricardo's eyes remained fixed on his crossed shins. The chief, in his lifeless accents, approved. Perhaps it would be a good idea. The chink, he's nothing.
Starting point is 08:01:16 He can be made quiet any time. One of Ricardo's hands, reposing palm upwards on his folded legs, made a swift thrusting gesture repeated by the enormous darting shadow of an arm very low on the wall. It broke the spell of perfect stillness in the room. The secretary eyed moodily the wall from which the shadow had gone. Anybody could be made quiet, he pointed out.
Starting point is 08:01:40 It was not anything that the chink could do. No, it was the effect that his company must have produced on the conduct of the doomed man. A man. What was a man? A Swedish baron could be ripped up or else hold by a shot as easily as any other creature, but that was exactly what was to be avoided, to one knew where he had hidden his plunder. I shouldn't think it would be something of a hole in his bungalow, argued Ricardo with real anxiety.
Starting point is 08:02:07 No, a house can be burnt, set on fire accidentally, or on purpose while a man's asleep, under the house, or in some crack, cranny or crevice. Something told him it wasn't that. The anguish of mental effort contracted Ricardo's brow. The skin of his head seemed to move in this travail of vain and tormenting suppositions. What do you think a fellow is, sir, a baby? He said in answer to Mr Jones' objections. I'm trying to find out what I would do myself. He wouldn't be likely to be cleverer than I am.
Starting point is 08:02:42 And what do you know about yourself? Mr. Jones seemed to watch his followers' perplexities with amusement concealed in a death-like composure. Ricardo disregarded. the question. The material vision of the spoil absorbed all his faculties. A great vision. He seemed to see it. A few small canvas bags tied up with thin cord, their distended rotundity, showing the inside pressure of the disc-like forms of coins, gold, solid, heavy, eminently portable. Perhaps steel cash boxes with a chaste design on the covers, or perhaps a blackened brass box
Starting point is 08:03:19 with a handle on the top, and full of goodness knows what. Banknotes? Why not? The fellow had been going home, so it was surely something worth going home with. And he may have put it anywhere outside, anywhere, cried Ricardo in a deaden voice, in the forest. That was it. That temporary darkness replaced the dim light of the room. The darkness of the forest at night, and in at the gleams of a lantern, by which a figure is digging at the foot of a tree trunk. As likely as not, another figure holding that lantern. Ha, feminine, the girl. The prudent Ricardo stifled a picturesque and profane exclamation,
Starting point is 08:04:01 partly joy, partly dismay. Had the girl been trusted or mistrusted by that man? Whatever it was, it was bound to be wholly. With women there could be no half-measures. He could not imagine a fellow half-trusting a woman in that intimate relation to himself and in those particular circumstances of conquest and loneliness where no confidences could appear dangerous,
Starting point is 08:04:24 since apparently there could be no one she could give him away too. Moreover, in nine cases out of ten, the woman would be trusted. But trusted or mistrusted, was her presence a favourable or unfavourable condition of the problem? That was the question. The temptation to consult his chief, to talk over the weighty fact and get his opinion on it was great indeed. Ricardo resisted it,
Starting point is 08:04:49 but the agony of his solitary mental conflict, was extremely sharp. A woman in a problem is an incalculable quantity, even if you have something to go upon informing your guess. How much more so when you haven't even once caught sight of her? Swift, as were his mental processes, he felt that a longer silence was inadvisable. He hastened to speak.
Starting point is 08:05:13 And do you see us, sir, you and I, with a couple of spades having to tackle this whole confounded island? He allowed himself a slight movement of the air, arm. The shadow enlarged it into a sweeping gesture. This seems rather discouraging, Martin, murmured the unmoved governor. We mustn't be discouraged, that's all, retorted his henchman, and after what we had to go through in that boat, too, why it would be. He couldn't find the qualifying words. Very calm, faithful and yet astute. He expressed his newborn hopes darkly. Something sure to turn up to give us a hint. Only this
Starting point is 08:05:51 job can't be rushed. You may depend upon me to pick up the least little bit of a hint, but you, sir, you've got to play him very gently. For the rest you can trust me. Yes, but I ask myself what you are trusting to. Our luck, said the faithful Ricardo. Don't say a word against that. It might spoil the run of it. You are a superstitious beggar. No, I won't say anything against it. That's right, sir. Don't you even think lightly of it? Luck's not. to be played with. Yes, luck's a delicate thing, assented Mr. Jones in a dreamy whisper.
Starting point is 08:06:29 The short silence ensued, which Ricardo ended in a discreet and tentative voice. Talking of luck, I suppose he could be made to take a hand with you, sir, two-handed picket or ecotty, you being seedy and keeping indoors, just to pass the time. For all we know, he may be one of them hot ones once they start. Is it likely? Came coldly from the principle, considering what we know of his history,
Starting point is 08:06:56 say, with his partner. True, sir. He's a cold-blooded beast, a cold-blooded inhuman, and I'll tell you another thing that isn't likely. He would not be likely to let himself be stripped bare. We haven't to do with a young fool that can be led on by chaff or flattery,
Starting point is 08:07:14 and in the end simply overawed. This is a calculating man. Ricardo recognised that, clearly. What he had in his mind was something on a small scale just to keep the enemy busy while he, Ricardo, had time to nose around a bit. You could even lose a little money to him, sir, he suggested. I could. Ricardo was thoughtful for a moment.
Starting point is 08:07:40 He strikes me, too, as the sort of man to start prancing when one didn't expect it. What do you think, sir? Is he a man that would prance? that is, if something startled him, more likely to prance than to run, what? The answer came at once, because Mr Jones understood the peculiar idiom of his faithful follower. Oh, without doubt, without doubt. It does me good to hear that you think so. He's a prancing beast, and so he mustn't startle him, not till I have located this stuff.
Starting point is 08:08:10 Afterwards, Rakado paused, sinister in the stillness of his pose. Suddenly he got up with a swift movement and gazed down at his chief in moody abstraction. Mr Jones did not stir. There's one thing that's worrying me, began Ricardo in a subdued voice. Only one, was the faint comment from the motionless body on the bedstead.
Starting point is 08:08:34 I mean more than all the others put together. That's grave news. Aye, grave enough, it's this. How do you feel in yourself, sir? Are you likely to get bored? I know them fits come on you suddenly, but surely you can tell. Martin, you are an ass. The moody face of the secretary brightened up.
Starting point is 08:08:56 Really, sir? Well, I'm quite content to be on these terms. I mean as long as you don't get bored. It wouldn't do, sir. For coolness, Ricardo had thrown open his shirt and rolled up his sleeves. He moved stealthily across the room, barefooted towards the candle, the shadow of his head and shoulders growing bigger, behind him on the opposite wall to which the face of plain Mr Jones was turned. With a feline movement, Ricardo glanced over his shoulder at the thin back of the spectre, reposing on the bed, and then blew out the candle.
Starting point is 08:09:29 In fact, I am rather amused, Martin, Mr. Jones said in the dark. He heard the sound of a slapped thigh, and the jubilant exclamation of his henchman, Good, that's the way to talk, sir. End of Part 3, Chapter 10. Part 4, Chapter 1 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 1. Riccardo advanced prudently by short darts from one tree trunk to another,
Starting point is 08:10:09 more in the manner of a squirrel than a cat. The sun had risen sometime before. Already the sparkle of open sea was encroaching, rapidly on the dark, cool, early morning blue of dine, but the deep dusk lingered yet under the mighty pillars of the forest, between which the secretary dodged. He was watching No. 1's bungalow with an animal-like patience, as if with the very human complexity of purpose.
Starting point is 08:10:37 This was the second morning of such watching. The first one had not been rewarded by success. Well, strictly speaking, there was no hurry. The sun swinging above the ridge all at once, inundated with light the space of burnt grass in front of Ricardo and the face of the bungalow on which his eyes were fixed, leaving only the one dark spot of the doorway. To his right, to his left and behind him, splashes of gold appeared in the deep shade of the forest, thinning the gloom under the ragged roof of leaves. This was not a very favourable circumstance for Ricardo's purpose. He did not wish to
Starting point is 08:11:15 be detected in his patient occupation. For what he was watching for was the sight of the girl. That girl, just a glimpse across the burnt patch to see what she was like. He had excellent eyes and the distance was not so great. He would be able to distinguish her face quite easily if she only came out on the veranda and she was bound to do that sooner or later. He was confident that he could form some opinion about her, which he felt was very necessary before venturing on some steps to get in touch with her behind that Swedish baron's back. His theoretical view of the girl was such that he was quite prepared, on the strength of that distant examination, to show himself discreetly, perhaps even make a sign. It all depended on his reading of the face. She couldn't be much.
Starting point is 08:12:03 He knew that sort. By protruding his head a little, he commanded, through the foliage of a festooning creeper, a view of the three bungalows. Irregularly disposed along a flat curve, over the veranda rail of the farthermost one, hung a dark rug of a tartan pattern, amazingly conspicuous. Ricardo could see the very checks. A brisk fire of sticks was burning on the ground in front of the steps,
Starting point is 08:12:29 and in the sunlight the thin, fluttering flame had paled almost to invisibility, a mere rosy stir under a faint wreath of smoke. He could see the white bandage on the head of Pedro bending over it, and the wisps of black hair standing up weirdly. He had wound that bandage.
Starting point is 08:12:46 himself after breaking that shaggy and enormous head. The creature balanced it like a load, staggering, towards the steps. Ricardo could see a small, long-handled saucepan at the end of a great hairy paw. Yes, he could see all that there was to be seen far and near. Excellent eyes. The only thing they could not penetrate was the dark oblong of the doorway on the veranda under the low eaves of the bungalow's roof. And that was vexing.
Starting point is 08:13:15 That was an outrage. Ricardo was easily outraged. Surely she would come out presently. Why didn't she? Surely the fellow did not tire up to the bedpost before leaving the house. Nothing appeared. Ricardo was as still as the leafy cables of creepers, depending in a convenient curtain from the mighty limb 60 feet above his head.
Starting point is 08:13:38 His very eyelids was still, and this unblinking watchfulness gave him the dreamy air of a cat posed on a hearth-rug contemplating the fire. Was he dreaming? There, in plain sight, he had before him a white blouse-like jacket, short blue trousers, a pair of bare yellow calves,
Starting point is 08:13:57 a pigtail, long and slender. They confound a chink, he muttered astounded. He was not conscious of having looked away, and yet right there, in the middle of the picture, without having come round the right-hand corner or the left-hand corner of the house, without falling from the sky, or surging up from the ground, Wang had become visible, large as life,
Starting point is 08:14:17 and engaged in the young ladyish occupation of picking flowers. Step by step, stooping repeatedly over the flower beds at the foot of the veranda, the startlingly materialised Chinaman passed off the scene in a very commonplace manner by going up the steps and disappearing in the darkness of the doorway. Only then the yellow eyes of Martin Riccardo lost their intent fixity. He understood that it was time for him to be moving. That bunch of flowers going into the house in the hand of a Chinaman was for the breakfast table.
Starting point is 08:14:50 What else could it be for? I'll give you flowers, he muttered threateningly. You wait. Another moment, just for a glance towards the Jones bungalow where he expected heist to issue on his way to that breakfast so offensively decorated, and Ricardo began his retreat. His impulse, his desire was for a rush, into the open, face to face with the appointed victim, for what he called a ripping up,
Starting point is 08:15:16 visualised greedily, and always with the swift preliminary stooping movement on his part, the forerunner of certain death to his adversary. This was his impulse, and as it was, so to speak, constitutional, it was extremely difficult to resist when his blood was up. What could be more trying than to have to skulk and dodge and restrain oneself mentally and physically when one's blood was up. Mr. Secretary Ricardo began his retreat from his post of observation behind a tree opposite Heist's bungalow, using great care to remain unseen. His proceedings were made easier by the declivity of the ground, which sloped sharply down to the water's edge. There, his feet feeling the warmth of the island's rocky foundation, already heated by the sun, through the thin
Starting point is 08:16:02 soles of his straw slippers, he was, as it were, sunk out of sight of the houses. A short scramble of some twenty feet brought him up again to the upper level, at the place where the jetty had its route in the shore. He leaned his back against one of the lofty uprights which still held up the company's signboard above the mound of derelict coal. Nobody could have guessed how much his blood was up. To contain himself, he folded his arms tightly on his breast. Ricardo was not used to a prolonged effort of self-control. His craft, his artfulness, felt themselves always at the mercy of his nature, which was truly feral, and only held in subjection by the influence of the governor, the prestige of a gentleman.
Starting point is 08:16:46 It had its cunning, too, but it was being almost too severely tried since the feral solution of a growl and the spring was forbidden by the problem. Ricardo dared not venture out on the cleared ground. He dared not. If I mate the beggar, he thought, I don't know what I might do. I don't trust myself. What exasperated him just now was his inability to understand Heist. Ricardo was human enough to suffer from the discovery of his limitations. No, he couldn't size Heist up. He could kill him with extreme ease, a growl and a spring, but that was forbidden.
Starting point is 08:17:25 However, he could not remain indefinitely under the funereal blackboard. I must make him move, he thought. He moved on, his head swimming a little with a repressed desire of violence and came out openly in front of the bungalows as if he had just been down to the jetty to look at the boat. The sunshine enveloped him, very brilliant, very still, very hot. The three buildings faced him. The one with a rug on the balustrade was the most distant. Next to it was the empty bungalow. The nearest with the flowerbeds at the foot of its veranda contained that bothersome girl who had managed so provokingly to keep herself invisible. That was why Ricardo's eyes
Starting point is 08:18:06 on that building. The girl would surely be easier to size up than heist. A sight of her, a mere glimpse, would have been something to go by, a step nearer to the goal, the first real move, in fact. Ricardo saw nor other move, and any time she might appear on that veranda. She did not appear, but like a concealed magnet she exercised her attraction. As he went on, he deviated towards the bungalow, though he was a concealed magnet. His movements were deliberate, his feral instincts had such sway that if he had met heist walking towards him, he would have had to satisfy his need of violence. But he saw nobody.
Starting point is 08:18:47 Wang was at the back of the house, keeping the coffee hot against number one's return for breakfast. Even the Simeon Pedro was out of sight, no doubt crouching on the doorstep, his red little eyes fastened with animal-like devotion on Mr. Jones, who was in discourse with heist in the other bungalow. The conversation of an evil situation. specter with a disarmed man, watched by an ape. His will, having very little to do with it, Ricardo, darting swift glances in all directions, found himself at the steps of the heist bungalow. Once there, falling under an uncontrollable force of attraction, he mounted them with a
Starting point is 08:19:24 savage and stealthy action of his limbs, and paused for a moment under the eaves to listen in the silence. Presently he advanced over the threshold one leg. It seemed to stretch itself like a limb of India rubber, planted his foot within, brought up the other swiftly, and stood inside the room, turning his head from side to side. To his eyes, brought in there from the dazzling sunshine, all was gloom for a moment. His pupils, like a cat's, dilating swiftly, he distinguished an enormous quantity of books. He was amazed, and he was put off too. He was vexed in his astonishment. He had meant to note the aspect and nature of things and hope to draw some useful inference, some hint as to the man. But what guess could one make out of a multitude of books?
Starting point is 08:20:14 He didn't know what to think, and he formulated his bewilderment in the mental exclamation, What the devil has this fellow been trying to set up here? A school! He gave a prolonged stare to the portrait of Heist's father, that severe profile, ignoring the vanities of this earth. His eyes gleamed sideways at the heavy silver candlesticks. Signs of opulence. He prowled as a stray cat entering a strange place might have done, for if Ricado had not Wang's miraculous gift of materialising and vanishing rather than coming and going, he could be nearly as noiseless in his less elusive movements. He noticed the back door standing, just ajar, and all the time his slightly pointed ears
Starting point is 08:20:57 at the utmost stretch of watchfulness, kept in touch with a profound silence outside enveloping the absolute stillness of the house. He had not been in the room two minutes when it occurred to him that he must be alone in the bungalow. The woman, most likely, had sneaked out and was walking about somewhere in the grounds at the back. She had been probably ordered to keep out of sight. Why?
Starting point is 08:21:22 Because the fellow mistrusted his guests, or was it because he mistrusted her? Ricardo reflected that from a certain point of view it amounted nearly to the same thing. He remembered Schomburg's story. He felt that running away with somebody only to get clear of that beastly tame hotel-keeper's attention was no proof of hopeless infatuation. She could be got in touch with. His moustaches stirred. For some time he'd been looking at the closed door. He would peep into that other room and perhaps see something more informing than a confounded lot of books.
Starting point is 08:21:57 As he crossed over, he thought recklessly, If the beggar comes in suddenly and starts to prance, I'll rip him up and be done with it. He laid his hand on the handle and felt the door come unlatched. Before he pulled it open, he listened again to the silence. He felt it all about him, complete, without a flaw. The necessity of prudence had exasperated his self-restraint. A mood of ferocity woke up in him,
Starting point is 08:22:24 and as always, at such times, he became physically aware. aware of the sheeted knife strapped to his leg. He pulled at the door with fierce curiosity. It came open without a squeak of hinge, without a rustle, with no sound at all, and he found himself glaring at the opaque surface of some rough blue stuff like surge. A curtain was fitted inside, heavy enough and long enough not to stir. A curtain? This unforeseen veil, baffling his curiosity, checked his brusqueness. He did not fling it aside with an impatient movement. He only looked at it closely, as if its texture had to be examined before his hand could touch such stuff. In this interval of hesitation, he seemed to detect a flaw in the perfection of the silence,
Starting point is 08:23:11 the faintest possible rustle, which his ears caught, and instantly, in the effort of conscious listening, lost again. No, everything was still inside and outside the house. and he had no longer the sense of being alone there. When he put out his hand towards the motionless folds, it was with extreme caution, and merely to push the stuff aside a little, advancing his head at the same time to peep within. A moment of complete immobility ensued.
Starting point is 08:23:41 Then, without anything else of him stirring, Ricardo's head shrank back on his shoulders, his arm descended slowly to his side. There was a woman in there, the very woman. Lighted, dimly by the reflection of the outer glare, she loomed up strangely big and shadowy at the other end of the long, narrow room. With her back to the door she was doing her hair with bare arms uplifted. One of them gleamed pearly white, the other detached its perfect
Starting point is 08:24:10 form in black against the unshuttered, uncurtained square window-hole. She was there, her fingers busy with her dark hair, utterly unconscious, exposed and defenseless and tempting. Ricardo drew back one foot and pressed his elbows close to his sides. His chest started heaving convulsively as if he were wrestling or running a race. His body began to sway gently back and forth. The self-restraint was at an end. His psychology must have its way. The instinct for the feral spring could no longer be denied.
Starting point is 08:24:45 Ravish or kill, it was all one to him, as long as by the act he liberated the suffering soul of savagery repressed for so long. After a quick glance over his shoulder, which hunters of big game tell us no lion or tiger emits to give before charging home, Ricardo charged head down, straight at the curtain. The stuff tossed up violently by his rush settled aside with a slow floating descent into vertical folds, motionless, without a shudder even in the still warm air. End of Part 4, Chapter 1. Part 4, Chapter 2 of Victory by Joseph Conrad.
Starting point is 08:25:28 This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 2. The clock, which once upon a time had measured the hours of philosophic meditation, could not have ticked away more than five seconds when Wang materialised within the living room. His concern primarily was with the delayed breakfast, but at once his slanting eyes became immovably fixed upon the unstirring curtain. For it was behind it that he had located. the strange, deadening scuffling sounds which filled the empty room.
Starting point is 08:26:03 The slanting eyes of his race could not achieve a round, amazed stare, but they remained still, dead still, and his impassive yellow face grew all at once careworn and lean, with the sudden strain of intense, doubtful, frightened watchfulness. Contrary impulses swayed his body, rooted to the floor mats. He even went so far as to extend his hand towards the curtain. He could not reach it, and he didn't make the necessary step forward. The mysterious struggle was going on with confused thuds of bare feet in a mute wrestling match, no human sound, hiss, groan, murmur or exclamation coming through the curtain. A chair fell over, not with a crash, but lightly, as if just grazed, and a faint metallic
Starting point is 08:26:47 ring of the tin bath succeeded. Finally, the tense silence, as of two adversaries locked in a deadly grip, was ended by the heavy dull thump of a soft body flung against the inner partition of planks. It seemed to shake the whole bungalow. By that time, walking backwards, his eyes, his very throat strained with fearful excitement, his extended arm still pointing at the curtain, Wanga disappeared through the back door. Once out in the compound he bolted round the end of the house. Emerging innocently between the two bungalows, he lingered and lounged in the open,
Starting point is 08:27:23 where anybody issuing from any of the dwellings was bound to see him, a self-possessed Chinaman, idling there, with nothing but perhaps an unserved breakfast on his mind. It was at this time that Wang made up his mind to give up all connection with Number One, a man not only disarmed, but already half vanquished. Till that morning he had had doubts as to his course of action, but this overheard scuffle decided the question.
Starting point is 08:27:49 Number one was a doomed man, one of those beings whom it is unlucky to help. Even as he walked in the open with a fine air of unconcern when wondered that no sound of any sort was to be heard inside the house. For all he knew, the white woman might have been scuffling in there with an evil spirit which had of course killed her. For nothing visible came out of the house he watched out of the slanting corner of his eye. The sunshine and the silence outside the bungalow reigned undisturbed.
Starting point is 08:28:19 But in the house the silence of the be able, big room would not have struck an acute ear as perfect. It was troubled by a stir so faint that it could hardly be called a ghost of whispering from behind the curtain. Ricardo, feeling his throat with tender care, breathed out admiringly, you have fingers like steel, Gemini, you have muscles like a giant. Luckily for Lena, Ricardo's onset had been so sudden she was winding her two heavy tresses round her head that she had no time to lower her arms. This, which saved, them from being pinned to her sides, gave her a better chance to resist. His spring had nearly thrown her down. Luckily, again, she was standing so near the wall that though she was driven
Starting point is 08:29:01 against it headlong, yet the shock was not heavy enough to knock all the breath out of her body. On the contrary, it helped her first instinctive attempt to drive her assailant backward. After the first gasp of surprise that was really too overpowering for a cry, she was never in doubt of the nature of her danger. She defended herself in the the full, clear knowledge of it, from the force of instinct, which is the true source of every great display of energy, and with the determination which could hardly have been expected from a girl who, cornered in a dim corridor by the red-faced stammering Schomburg, had trembled with shame, disgust and fear, had drooped, terrified, before mere words spluttered out odiously by a man
Starting point is 08:29:43 who had never in his life laid his big paw on her. This new enemy's attack was simple, straightforward violence. It was not the slimy, underhand plotting to deliver her up like a slave, which had sickened her heart and had made her feel in her loneliness that her oppressors were too many for her. She was no longer alone in the world now. She resisted without a moment of faltering, because she was no longer deprived of moral support,
Starting point is 08:30:08 because she was a human being who counted, because she was no longer defending herself for herself alone, because of the faith that had been born in her, the faith in the man of her destiny, and perhaps in the heaven which had sent him, so wonderfully to cross her path. She had defended herself principally by maintaining a desperate murderous clutch
Starting point is 08:30:28 on Ricardo's windpipe till she felt a sudden relaxation of the terrific hug in which he stupidly and ineffectually persisted to hold her. Then, with the supreme effort of her arms and if her suddenly raised knee, she sent him flying against the partition.
Starting point is 08:30:43 The cedarwood chest stood in the way and Ricardo, with a thump which boomed hollow through the whole bungalow fell on it in a sitting posture. half strangled and exhausted, not so much by the efforts as by the emotions of the struggle. With the recoil of her exerted strength, she too reeled, staggered back, and sat on the edge of the bed. Out of breath, but calm and unabashed, she busied herself in readjusting under her arms the brown and yellow figured Sir Liby's sarong, the tuck of which had come undone during the fight.
Starting point is 08:31:14 Then, folding her bare arms tightly on her breast, she leant forward on her crossed legs, determined and without fear. Ricardo, leaning forward to, his nervous force gone, crestfallen, like a beast of prey that has missed its spring, met her big grey eyes looking at him, wide open, observing, mysterious, from under the dark arches of her courageous eyebrows. Their faces were not of foot apart. He ceased feeling about his aching throat and dropped the palms of his hands heavily on his knees. He was not looking at her bare shoulders, at her strong arms. was looking down at the floor. He had lost one of his straw slippers.
Starting point is 08:31:55 A chair with a white dress on it had been overturned. These, with splashes of water on the floor out of a brusquely misplaced sponge bath were the only traces of the struggle. Ricardo swallowed twice consciously, as if to make sure of his throat before he spoke again. All right, I never meant to hurt you, though I am no joker when it comes to it.
Starting point is 08:32:17 He pulled up the leg of his pyjamas to exhibit the strapped knife. She glanced at it without moving her head and murmured with scornful bitterness. Ah, yes, with that thing stuck in my side, in no other way. He shook his head with a shamefaced smile. Listen, I am quiet now. Straight, I am. I don't need to explain why. You know how it is. And I can see now this wasn't the way with you. She made no sound.
Starting point is 08:32:46 Her still upward gaze had a patient mournfulness which troubled him like a suggest. of an inconceivable depth. He added, thoughtfully, you're not going to make a noise about this silly try of mine. She moved her head the least bit. Gee many, you are all wonder, he murmured earnestly, relieved more than she could have guessed. Of course, if she had attempted to run out,
Starting point is 08:33:10 he would have stuck the knife between her shoulders to stop her screaming, but all the fat would have been in the fire, the business utterly spoiled, and the rage of the governor, especially when he learned the cause, boundless. A woman that does not make a noise after an attempt of that kind has tacitly condoned the offence. Ricardo had no small vanities, but clearly if she would pass it over like this,
Starting point is 08:33:33 then he could not be so utterly repugnant to her. He felt flattered, and she didn't seem afraid of him either. He already felt almost tender towards the girl, that plucky, fine girl who had not tried to run screaming from him. We shall be friends yet. I don't give you up. "'Don't think of it. Friends as friends can be,' he whispered confidently. "'Gimmy, you aren't a tame one. Neither am I. You will find out that before long.' He could not know that if she had not run out, it was because that morning, under the stress of growing uneasiness at the presence of the incomprehensible visitors, Heist had confessed to her that it was his revolver he had been looking for in the night, that it was gone, that he was a disarmed, defenseless man. She had hardly comprehended the meaning of his confession.
Starting point is 08:34:24 Now she understood better what it meant. The effort of her self-control, her stillness, impressed Ricardo. Suddenly she spoke, What are you after? He did not raise his eyes. His hands, reposing on his knees, his drooping head, something reflective in his pose, suggested the weariness of a simple soul,
Starting point is 08:34:45 the fatigue of a mental rather than physical contest. He answered the direct question by a direct statement as if he were too tired to dissemble. After the swag. The word was strange to her. The veiled ardour of her grey gaze from under the dark eyebrows never left Riccardo's. A swag, she murmured quietly. What's that? Why, swag, blunder, what your gentleman has been pinching right and left for years. The pieces. Don't you know? This.
Starting point is 08:35:16 Without looking up he made the motion of counting money into the palm of his hand. She lowered her eyes slightly to observe this bit of pantomime, but returned them to his face at once. Then, in a mere breath, "'How do you know anything about him?' she asked, concealing her puzzled alarm. "'What has it got to do with you?' "'Everything,' was Ricardo's concise answer in a low, emphatic whisper. He reflected that this girl was really his best hope.
Starting point is 08:35:44 Out of the unfaded impression of past violence there was growing the sort of sentiment which prevents a man from being indifferent to a woman he has once held in his arms even if against her will and still more so if she has pardoned the outrage. It becomes then a sort of bond. He felt positively the need to confide in a
Starting point is 08:36:04 subtle tray of masculinity, this almost physical need of trust which can exist side by side with the most brutal readiness of suspicion. It's a game of a game of grab, see? He went on, with a new inflection of intimacy in his murmur. He was looking straight at her now. That fat-time slug of a ginslinger, Schaumburg put us up to it. So strong is the impression of helplessness and persecuted misery that the girl who had fought down a savage assault
Starting point is 08:36:34 without faltering could not completely repress a shudder at the mere sound of the abhorred name. Ricardo became more rapid and confidential. He wants to pay him off, pay both of you at that, so he told me. He was hot after you. He would have given all he had into those hands of yours that have nearly strangled me. But you couldn't, eh? Nohow, what? He paused. So, rather than, you followed a gentleman. He noticed a slight movement of her head and spoke quickly. Same here, rather than be a wage slave. Only these foreigners aren't to be trusted. for him. A man that will rob his best chum. She raised her head. He went on, well pleased with his progress, whispering hurriedly. Yes, I know all about him, so you may guess how he's likely to treat a
Starting point is 08:37:27 woman after a bit. He did not know that he was striking terror into her breast now. Still, the grey eyes remained fixed on him, immovably watchful, as if sleepy under the white forehead. She was beginning to understand. His words conveyed a definite, dreadful meaning to her mind, which he proceeded to enlighten further in a convinced murmur. You and I are made to understand each other. Born alike, bread alike, I guess. You are not tame. Same here. You've been chucked out into this rotten world of epaucrites. Same here. Her stillness, her appalled stillness,
Starting point is 08:38:06 water him an air of fascinated attention. He asked abruptly, Where is it? She made an effort to breathe out. Where's what? His tone expressed excited secrecy. The swag, blunder, pieces. It's a game of grab. We must have it, but it isn't easy, and so you will have to lend a hand. Come.
Starting point is 08:38:27 Is it kept in the house? As often with women, her wits were sharpened by the very terror of the glimpsed menace, she shook her head negatively. No. Sure? Sure, she said. I thought so. Does your
Starting point is 08:38:43 gentlemen trust you? Again, she shook her head. Blame, Epicrit, he said, feelingly, and then reflected. He's one of the tame ones, ain't he? You'd better find out for yourself, she said. You trust me. I don't want to die before you and I have made friends. This was said with a strange air of feline gallantry, then tentatively. But he could be brought to trust you, couldn't he?
Starting point is 08:39:10 Trust me, she said, in a tone which bordered on despair, but which he mistook for derision. Stand in with us, he urged. Give the chak to all this blamed hypocrisy. Perhaps without being trusted, you have managed to find out something already, eh? Perhaps I have, she uttered with lips that seemed to her to be freezing fast.
Starting point is 08:39:31 Ricardo now looked at her calm face with something like respect. He was even a little awed by her stillness, by her economy of words. Woman-like, she felt the effect she had produced, the effect of knowing much and of keeping all her knowledge in reserve. So far, somehow, this had come about of itself. Thus encouraged, directed in the way of duplicity, the refuge of the weak,
Starting point is 08:39:55 she made a heroically conscious effort and forced her stiff, cold lips into a smile. Duplicity, the refuge of the weak and the cowardly, but of the disarmed too. Nothing stood between the enchanted dream of her existence and a cruel catastrophe but her duplicity. It seemed to her that the man sitting there before her was an unavoidable presence which had attended all her life. It was the embodied evil of the world. She was not ashamed of her duplicity. With a woman's frank courage, as soon as she saw that opening, she threw herself into it without reserve, with only one doubt that of her own strength. She was appalled by the situation, but already all her aroused femininity, understanding that whether Heist loved her or not she loved him,
Starting point is 08:40:43 and feeling that she had brought this on his head, faced the danger with a passionate desire to defend her own. End of Part 4, Chapter 2. Part 4, Chapter 3 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 3. To Ricardo, the girl had been so unresolved, unforeseen that he was unable to bring upon her the light of his critical faculties.
Starting point is 08:41:20 Her smile appeared to him full of promise. He had not expected her to be what she was. Who from the talk he had heard could expect to meet a girl like this? She was a blooming miracle, he said to himself familiarly, yet with a tinge of respect. She was no meat for the likes of that tame, respectable ginslinger. Ricardo grew hot with indignation. Her courage, her physical sense. strength, demonstrated at the cost of his discomfiture, commanded his sympathy. He felt himself drawn to her by the proofs of her amazing spirit. Such a girl! She had a strong soul, and her reflective disposition to throw over her connection
Starting point is 08:42:00 proved that she was no hypocrite. "'There's your gentleman a good shot,' he said, looking down on the floor again, as if indifferent. She hardly understood the phrase, but in its form it suggested some accomplishment. It was safe to whisper an affirmative, yes. Mine too, better than good, Ricardo murmured, and then in a confidential burst. I'm not so good at it, but I carry a pretty deadly thing about me all the same.
Starting point is 08:42:28 He tapped his leg. She was past the stage of shudders now, stiff all over, unable even to move her eyes. She felt an awful mental tension which was like blank forgetfulness. Ricardo tried to influence her in his own way. "'And my gentleman is not the sort that would drop me. "'He ain't no foreigner, whereas you with your barren, "'you don't know what's before you. "'Or rather, being a woman, you know only too well.
Starting point is 08:42:54 "'Much better not to wait for the chuck. "'Pile in with us and get your share, of the plunder, I mean. "'You have some notion about it already.' "'She felt that if she is as much as hinted by word or sign "'that there was no such thing on the island, "'heist's life wouldn't be worth half an hour's purchase. but all powers of combining words had vanished in the tension of her mind. Words themselves were too difficult to think of,
Starting point is 08:43:19 all except the word, yes, the saving word. She whispered it, with not a feature of her face moving. To Ricardo, the faint and concise sound, proved a cool, reserved assent, more worth having from that amazing mistress of herself than a thousand words from any other woman. He thought, with exultation, that he had come upon one in a million,
Starting point is 08:43:40 in ten millions! His whisper became frankly entreating. That's good. Now all you've got to do is to make sure where he keeps his swag. Only do be quick about it. I can't stand much longer this crawling on the stomach business so as not to scare your gentleman. What do you think a fellow is? A reptile?
Starting point is 08:44:00 She stared without seeing anyone, as a person in the night sits staring and listening to deadly sounds, to evil incantations. And always in her head was that tension of the mind trying to get hold of something, of a saving idea which seemed to be so near and could not be captured. Suddenly she seized it. Yes, she had to get that man out of the house. At that very moment, raised outside, not very near, but heard distinctly, highest voice uttered the words,
Starting point is 08:44:29 Have you been looking out for me, Wang? It was for her like a flash of lightning, framed in the darkness which had beset her on all sides, showing a deadly precipice right under her feet. With the convulsive movement She sat up straight But had no power to rise Ricardo on the contrary Was on his feet on the instant As noiseless as a cat
Starting point is 08:44:49 His yellow eyes gleamed Gliding here and there But he too seemed unable to make Another movement Only his moustaches stirred Visibly like the feelers of some animal Wang's answer Yeah Duan
Starting point is 08:45:02 Was heard by the two in the room But more faintly Then heist again All right you may bring the coffee in Mempetee is out of the room yet? To this question, Wang made no answer. Ricardo's and the eyes girls met, utterly without expression, all their faculties being absorbed in listening for the first sound of Heist's footsteps,
Starting point is 08:45:23 for any sound outside which would mean that Ricardo's retreat was cut off. Both understood perfectly well that Wang must have gone round the house and that he was now at the back, making it impossible for Ricardo to slip out unseen that way before Heist came in at the front. A darkling shade settled on the face of the devoted secretary. Here was the business utterly spoiled. It was the gloom of anger and even of apprehension. He would perhaps have made a dash for it through the back door
Starting point is 08:45:50 if Heist had not been heard ascending the front steps. He climbed them slowly, very slowly, like a man who was discouraged or weary, or simply thoughtful, and Ricardo had a mental vision of his face, with its martial moustache, the lofty forehead, the impassive features, and the quiet made it to devise. Trapped, confounded.
Starting point is 08:46:13 After all, perhaps the governor was right. Women had to be shunned. Fuling with this one had apparently ruined the whole business. For, trapped as he was, he might just as well kill, since anyhow to be seen was to be unmasked, but he was too fair-minded to be angry with the girl. I stood paused on the veranda or in the very doorway.
Starting point is 08:46:33 I shall be shot down like a dog if I ain't quick, Macado muttered excitedly to the girl. girl. He stooped to get hold of his knife, and the next moment would have held himself out through the curtain, nearly as prompt and fully as deadly to heist as an unexpected thunderbolt. The feel, more than the strength of the girl's hand, clutching at his shoulder, checked him. He swung round, crouching with a yellow upward glare. Ah, was she turning against him? He would have stuck his knife into the hollow of her bare throat if he had not seen her other hand pointing to the window. It was a long opening.
Starting point is 08:47:07 high up, close under the ceiling, almost, with a single pivoting shutter. While he was still looking at it, she moved noiselessly away, picking up the overturned chair and placed it under the wall. Then she looked round, but he didn't need to be beckoned to. In too long, tiptoeing strides he was at her side. Be quick, she gasped. He seized her hand and wrung it with all the force of his dumb gratitude, as a man does to a chum when there is no time for words.
Starting point is 08:47:35 Then he mounted the chair, Rakado was short, too short to get over without a noisy scramble. He hesitated an instant. She watched, bore rigidly on the seat with her beautiful bare arms, while light and shore he used the back of the chair as a ladder. The masses of her brown hair fell all about her face. Footsteps resounded in the next room and heist's voice, not very loud, called her by name. "'Lena?' "'Yes, in a minute,' she answered, with a particular intonation which she knew. would prevent Heist from coming in at once.
Starting point is 08:48:09 When she looked up, Ricardo had vanished, letting himself down outside so lightly that she had not heard the slightest noise. She stood up then, bewildered, frightened, as if awakened from a drugged sleep, with heavy, downcast, unseeing eyes, her fortitude tired out, her imagination as if dead within her
Starting point is 08:48:28 and unable to keep her fear alive. Heist moved about aimlessly in the other room. This sound roused her exhausted width. At once she began to think, hear, see, and what she saw, or rather recognised, for her eyes had been resting on it all the time, was Ricardo's straw slipper lost in the scaffold, lying near the bath. She had just time to step forward and plant her foot on it when the curtains shook and pushed aside, disclosed heist in the doorway. Out of the appeased enchantment of the senses she had found with him, like a sort of bewitched state, his danger brought a sensation of warmth
Starting point is 08:49:05 to her breast. She felt something stir in there, something profound, like a new sort of life. The room was in partial darkness, Ricardo having accidentally swung the pivoted shutter as he went out of the window. Heist peered from the doorway. "'Why, you haven't done your hair yet,' he said. "'I won't stop to do it now. I shan't be long,' she replied steadily, and remained still, feeling Ricardo's slipper under the sole of her foot. Heist, with a movement of retreat, let the curtain drop slowly. On the instant she stooped for the slipper, and with it in her hand spun round wildly,
Starting point is 08:49:42 looking for some hiding-place, but there was no such spot in the bare room. The chest, the leather bunk, a dress or two of hers hanging on pegs, there was no place where the merest hazard might not guide Heist's hand at any moment. Her wildly roaming eyes were caught by the half-closed window. She ran to it, and by raising herself on her toes was able to reach the shutter with her fingertips. She pushed it square, stole back to the middle of the room, and, turning about, swung her arm, regulating the force of the throw so as not to let the slipper fly too far out and hit the edge of the overhanging eaves. It was a task of the nicest judgment
Starting point is 08:50:18 for the muscles of those round arms, still quivering from the deadly wrestle with a man, for that brain, tense with the excitement of the situation, and for the unstrung nerves flickering darkness before her eyes. At last, the slipper left her hand. As soon as it passed the opening it was out of her sight. She listened. She did not hear it strike anything. It just vanished as if it had wings to fly through the air, not a sound that had gone clear. Her valiant arms hanging close against her side she stood as if turned into stone. A faint whistle reached her ears. The forgetful Ricardo, becoming very much aware of his loss, had been hanging about in great anxiety, which was relieved by the
Starting point is 08:51:01 appearance of the slipper flying from under the eaves, and now thoughtfully he had ventured a whistle to put her mind at ease. Suddenly the girl reeled forward. She saved herself from a fall only by embracing with both arms one of the tall, roughly carved posts holding the mosquito net above the bed. For a long time she clung to it with a forehead leaning against the wood. One side of her lucent sarong had slipped down as low as her hip. The long brown tresses of her hair fell in lank wisps. as if wet, almost black against her white body. Her uncovered flank, damp with the sweat of anguish and fatigue, gleamed coldly with the immobility of polished marble in the hot, diffused light falling through the window above her head. A dim reflection of the consuming, passionate blaze of sunshine outside
Starting point is 08:51:51 all a quiver with the effort to set the earth on fire, to burn it to ashes. End of Part 4, Chapter 3. Part 4 Chapter 4 of Victory by Joseph Conrad This Libravox recording is in the public domain Read by Peter Dan Victory Part 4 Chapter 4 Heist seated at the table with his chin on his breast
Starting point is 08:52:21 raised his head at the faint rustle of Lena's dress He was startled by the dead pallor of her cheeks By something lifeless in her eyes Which looked at him strangely without recognition But to his anxious inquiries she answered reassuringly that there was nothing the matter with her, really. She had felt giddy on rising. She had even had a moment of faintness after her bath.
Starting point is 08:52:43 She had to sit down to wait for it to pass. This had made her late dressing. I didn't try to do my hair. I didn't want to keep you waiting any longer, she said. He was unwilling to press her with questions about her health since she seemed to make light of this indisposition. She had not done her hair, but she had brushed it and had tied it with a ribbon behind.
Starting point is 08:53:04 With her forehead uncovered, she looked very young, almost a child, a careworn child, a child with something on its mind. What surprised Heist was the non-appearance of Wang. The Chinaman had always materialised at the precise moment of his service, neither too soon nor too late. This time the usual miracle failed. What was the meaning of this? Heist raised his voice, a thing he disliked doing.
Starting point is 08:53:31 It was promptly answered from the compound, "'A da Tuan!' Lina, leaning on her elbow with her eyes on her plate, did not seem to hear anything. When Wang entered with a tray, his narrow eyes, tilted inward by the prominence of salient cheekbones, kept her under stealthy observation all the time. Neither the one or the other of that white couple
Starting point is 08:53:53 paid the slightest attention to him, and he withdrew without having heard them exchange a single word. He squatted on his heels at the back veranda. His Chinaman's mind, very clear but not far-reaching, was made up according to the plain reason of things, such as it appeared to him in the light of his simple feeling for self-preservation, untrammeled by any notion of romantic honour or tender conscience. His yellow hands lightly clasped hung idly between his knees.
Starting point is 08:54:21 The graves of Wang's ancestors were far away, his parents were dead, his elder brother was a soldier in the yarmine of some Mandarin away in Formosa. No one nearby had a claim on his veneration or his obedience. He had been for years a labouring, restless vagabond. His only tie in the world was the Alfuro woman, in exchange for whom he had given away some considerable part of his hard-earned substance, and his duty in reason could be to no one but himself. The scuffle behind the curtain was a thing of bad augury for that number one,
Starting point is 08:54:56 for whom the Chinaman had neither love nor dislike. He had been awed enough by the same. that development to hang back with the coffee-pot till at last the white man was induced to call him in. Wang went in with curiosity. Certainly the white woman looked as if she had been wrestling with a spirit which had managed to tear half her blood out of her before letting her go. As to the man, Wang had long looked upon him as being in some sort bewitched, and now he was doomed.
Starting point is 08:55:24 He heard their voices in the room. Heist was urging the girl to go and lie down again. He was extremely concerned. she had eaten nothing. The best thing for you, he really must. She sat, listless, shaking her head from time to time negatively, as if nothing could be any good. But he insisted.
Starting point is 08:55:43 She saw the beginning of wonder in his eyes, and suddenly gave way. Perhaps I had better. She did not want to arouse his wonder, which would lead him straight to suspicion. He must not suspect. Already, with the consciousness of her love for this man, of that something rapturous and profound going beyond the mere embrace. There was born in her a woman's innate mistrust of masculinity,
Starting point is 08:56:09 of that seductive strength allied to an absurd, delicate shrinking from the recognition of the naked necessity of facts, which never yet frightened a woman worthy of the name. She had no plan, but her mind, quieted down somewhat by the very effort to preserve outward composure for his sake, perceived that her behaviour had secured, at any rate, a short period of safety. Perhaps because of the similarity
Starting point is 08:56:34 of their miserable origin in the dregs of mankind, she had understood Ricardo perfectly. He would keep quiet for a time now. In this momentarily soothing certitude, her bodily fatigue asserted itself, the more overpoweringly, since its cause was not so much the demand on her strength as the awful suddenness of the stress she had had to meet.
Starting point is 08:56:55 She would have tried to overcome it from the mere instinct of resistance if it had not been for heist's alternate pleadings and commands. Before this eminently masculine fussing, she felt the woman's need to give way the sweetness of surrender. I will do anything you like, she said. Getting up, she was surprised by a wave of languid weakness that came over her, embracing and enveloping her like warm water, with a noise in her ears as of a breaking sea. You must help me along, she added quickly. While he put him to her, he put his arm round her waist, not by any means an uncommon thing for him to do, she found a special satisfaction in the feeling of being thus sustained. She abandoned all her weight to that encircling
Starting point is 08:57:38 and protecting pressure, while a thrill went through her at the sudden thought that it was she who would have to protect him, to be the defender of a man who was strong enough to lift her bodily as he was doing even then in his two arms. The heist had done this as soon as they had crept through the doorway of the room. He thought it was quicker and simpler to carry her the last. step or two. He had grown really too anxious to be aware of the effort. He lifted her high and deposited her on the bed as one lays a child on its side in a cot. Then he sat down on the edge, masking his concern with a smile which obtained no response from the dreamy immobility of her eyes. But she sought his hand, seized it eagerly, and while she was pressing it with all the force of
Starting point is 08:58:22 which she was capable, the sleep she needed overtook her suddenly, overwhelmingly, as it overtakes a child in a cot, with her lips parted for a safe, endearing word which she had thought of, but had no time to utter. The usual flaming silence brooded over Sambaran. What in the world is this new mystery, Mermud Heist to himself, contemplating her deep slumber. It was so deep, this enchanted sleep, that when some time afterwards he gently tried to open her fingers and free his hand, he succeeded without provoking the slightest stir. There is some very simple explanation, no doubt, he thought, as he stole out into the living room. Absent-mindedly, he pulled a book out of the top shelf and sat down with it,
Starting point is 08:59:08 but even after he had opened it on his knee and had been staring at the pages for a time, he had not the slightest idea of what it was about. He stared and stared at the crowded parallel lines. That was only when, raising his eyes for no particular reason, he saw Wang standing motionless on the other side of the table, that he regained complete control of his faculties. Oh yes, he said, as if suddenly reminded of a forgotten appointment of a not particularly welcome sword.
Starting point is 08:59:36 He waited a little, and then, with reluctant curiosity, forced himself to ask the silent Wang what he had to say. He had some idea that the matter of the vanished revolver would come up at last, but the guttural sounds which proceeded from the Chinaman did not refer to that delicate subject. His speech was concerned with cups, sources, plates, forks and knives. All these things had been put away in the cupboards on the back veranda,
Starting point is 09:00:03 where they belonged, perfectly clean, all plopple. Heist wondered at the scrupulosity of a man who was about to abandon him, for he was not surprised to hear Weng conclude the account of his stewardship with the words, "'I go now.' "'Oh, you go now,' said Heist, leaning back, his book on his knees. "'Yes, me no likey. One man, two men, three men. Three, men, no can do. Me go now. What's frightening you away like this?
Starting point is 09:00:32 Asked Heist, while through his mind flashed the hope that something enlightening might come from that being so unlike himself, taking contact with the world with the simplicity and directness of which his own mind was not capable. Why, he went on, you are used to white men, you know them well. Yes, me savvy them, assented Wang inscrutably. Me savvy plenty. or that he really knew was his own mind.
Starting point is 09:00:58 He had made it up to withdraw himself and the Alfura woman from the uncertainties of the relations which were going to establish themselves between those white men. It was Pedro had been the first cause of Wang's suspicion and fear. The Chinaman had seen wild men. He had penetrated in the train of a Chinese peddler up one or two of the Bornean rivers into the country of the diacs. He had also been in the interior of Mindanao
Starting point is 09:01:23 where there are people who live in trees, savages, better than animals, but a hairy brute like Pedro, with his great fangs and ferocious growls, was altogether beyond his conception of anything that could be looked upon as human. The strong impression made on him by Pedro was the prime inducement which had led Wang to purloin the revolver. Reflection on the general situation and on the insecurity of number one came later, after he had obtained possession of the revolver and of the box of cartridges out of the table drawer in the living room. Oh, you savvy plenty about white men, Heist went on, in a slightly bantering tone,
Starting point is 09:02:01 after a moment of silent reflection, in which he had confessed to himself that the recovery of the revolver was not to be thought of, either by persuasion or by some more forcible means. You speak in that fashion, but you are frightened of those white men over there. Minow flitened, protested Wang raucously, throwing up his head, which gave to his throat a more strained, anxious appearance than ever. "'Me no likey,' he added in a quieter tone. "'Me very sick.' He put his hand over the region under the breastbone.
Starting point is 09:02:34 "'That,' said Hyst, serenely positive, "'be long one piecey lie. "'That isn't proper man-talk at all, "'and after stealing my revolver too.' "'He had suddenly decided to speak about it "'because this frankness could not make the situation "'much worse than it was. "'He did not suppose for a moment
Starting point is 09:02:53 "'that Wang had the revolver anywhere about his person, and after having thought the matter over, he had arrived at the conclusion that the Chinaman never meant to use the weapon against him. After a slight start, because the direct charge had taken him unawares, Wang tore open the front of his jacket with a convulsive show of indignation. No have got, look see, he mouthed in pretended anger. He slapped his bare chest violently. He uncovered his very ribs, all astir with a panting of outraged virtue. His smooth stomach heaved with indignation.
Starting point is 09:03:26 He started his white blue breeches flapping about his yellow calves. Heist watched him quietly. I never said you had it on you, he observed, without raising his voice. But the revolver is gone from where I kept it. Mino Savvy Levolver, Wang said obstinately. The book lying open on Heist's knees slipped suddenly, and he made a sharp movement to catch it up. Wang was unable to see the reason of this because of the table
Starting point is 09:03:53 and leapt away from what seemed to him a threatening, symptom. When Heist looked up, the Chinaman was already at the door facing the room, not frightened, but alert. What's the matter? asked Heist. Wang nodded his shaven head significantly at the curtain, closing the doorway of the bedroom. Mino-likey, he repeated. What the devil do you mean? Heist was genuinely amazed. Don't like what? Wang pointed a long lemon-colored finger at the motionless folds. Do, he said. said. "'Do what? I don't understand. Suppose you savvy. You no like that fashion. Me savvy plenty. Me go now.' Hister had arisen from his chair, but Wang kept his ground in the doorway
Starting point is 09:04:40 for a little longer. His arm and shape eyes imparted to his face an expression of soft and sentimental melancholy. The muscles of his throat moved visibly while he uttered a distinct and guttural goodbye, and vanished from number one's sight. The Chinaman's departure altered the situation. Heist reflected on what would be best to do in view of that fact. For a long time he hesitated. Then, shrugging his shoulders wearily, he walked out on the veranda, down the steps,
Starting point is 09:05:11 and continued at a steady gate with a thoughtful mean in the direction of his guest's bungalow. He wanted to make an important communication to them, and he had no other object, least of all to keep. give them the shock of a surprise call. Nevertheless, their brutish henchmen not being on watch, it was Heist's fate to startle Mr. Jones and his secretary by a sudden appearance in the doorway. Their conversation must have been very interesting to prevent them from hearing the visitor's approach.
Starting point is 09:05:39 In the dim room, the shutters were kept constantly closed against the heat. Heist saw them start apart. It was Mr. Jones who spoke, Ah, here you are again. Come in, come in. Heist, taking his hat off in the doorway, entered the room. End of Part 4. Chapter 4. Part 4, Chapter 5 of Victory, by Joseph Conrad.
Starting point is 09:06:09 This Librevox recording is in the public domain. Read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 5. Waking up suddenly, Lena looked without raising her head from the pillows at the room in which she was alone. She got up quickly as if to counteract the awful sinking of her heart, by the vigorous use of her limbs. But this sinking was only momentary. Mistress of herself from pride, from love, from necessity, and also because of a woman's vanity
Starting point is 09:06:39 in self-sacrifice, she met Heist, returning from the stranger's bungalow, with a clear glance and a smile. The smile he managed to answer, but noticing that he avoided her eyes, she composed her lips and lowered her gaze. For the same reason, she hastened to speak to him in a tone of indifference, which she put on without effort as if she had grown adept in duplicities since sunrise. You've been over there again. I have, I thought, but you had better know first that we have lost Wang for good. She repeated, for good as if she had not understood.
Starting point is 09:07:16 For good or evil, I shouldn't know which if you were to ask me. He has dismissed himself. He's gone. You expected him to go, though, didn't you? I sat down on the other side of the table. Yes, I expected it as soon as I discovered that he had annexed my revolver. He says he hasn't taken it. That's untrue, of course. A Chinaman would not see the sense of confessing under any circumstances.
Starting point is 09:07:43 To deny any charge is a principle of right conduct, but he hardly expected to be believed. He was a little enigmatic at the last, Lena. He startled me. Heist paused. The girl seemed absorbed in her own thoughts. He startled me, repeated heist. She noted the anxiety in his tone
Starting point is 09:08:04 and turned her head slightly to look at him across the table. It must have been something to startle you, she said. In the depths of her powdered lips, like a ripe pomegranate, there was a gleam of white teeth. It was only a single word and some of his gestures. He had been making a good deal of noise. I wonder we didn't wake you up. How soundly you can sleep.
Starting point is 09:08:28 I say, do you feel all right now? As fresh as can be, she said, treating him to another deep gleam of a smile. I heard no noise, and I'm glad of it. The way he talks in his harsh voice frightens me. I don't like all these foreign people. It was just before he went away, bolted out, I should say. He nodded and pointed at the curtain to our room. He knew you were there, of course.
Starting point is 09:08:54 He seemed to think. seemed to try to give me to understand that you were in special, well, danger. You know how he talks. She said nothing. She made no sound, only the faint tinge of colour ebbed out of her cheek. Yes, Heist went on. He seemed to try to warn me. That must have been it. Did he imagine I'd forgotten your existence? The only word he said was, too. It sounded so, at least. Yes, two, and that he didn't like it. "'What does that mean?' she whispered.
Starting point is 09:09:29 "'We know what the word two means, don't we, Lena. "'We are two. "'Never was such a lonely two out of the world, my dear. "'He might have tried to remind me that he himself has a woman to look after. "'Why are you so pale, Lena?' "'Am I pale?' she asked negligently. "'You are.' Heist was really anxious.
Starting point is 09:09:51 "'Well, it isn't from fright,' she protested truthfully. Indeed, what she felt was a sort of horror which left her absolutely in the full possession of all her faculties, more difficult to bear perhaps for that reason, but not paralysing to her fortitude. Heist, in his turn, smiled at her. I really don't know that there is any reason to be frightened. I mean I am not frightened for myself.
Starting point is 09:10:17 I believe you are very plucky, he said. The colour had returned to her face. I, continued Heist, am so rebellious to outward. impressions that I can't say that much about myself. I don't react with sufficient distinctness. He changed his tone. You know I went to see those men first thing this morning. I know, be careful, she murmured. I wonder how one can be careful. I had a long talk with them, but I don't believe you have seen them. One of them is a fantastically thin, long person, apparently ailing. I shouldn't wonder if he were really so.
Starting point is 09:10:56 He makes rather a point of it in a mysterious manner. I imagine he must have suffered from tropical fevers, but not so much as he tries to make out. He's what people would call a gentleman. He seemed on the point of volunteering a tale of his adventures for which I didn't ask him, but remarked that it was a long story, some other time, perhaps.
Starting point is 09:11:17 I suppose you would like to know who I am, he asked me. I told him I would leave it to him in a tone which, between gentlemen, could have left no doubt in his mind. He raised himself on his elbow. He was lying down on the camp bed and said, I am he who is... Lena seemed not to be listening,
Starting point is 09:11:38 but when Heist paused, she turned her head quickly to him. He took it for a movement of inquiry, but in this he was wrong. A great vagueness enveloped her impressions, but all her energy was concentrated on the struggle that she wanted to take upon herself in a great exaltation of love and self,
Starting point is 09:11:55 self-sacrifice, which is woman's sublime faculty, altogether on herself, every bit of it, leaving him nothing, not even the knowledge of what she did, if that were possible. She would have liked to lock him up by some stratagem. Had she known of some means to put him to sleep for days, she would have used incantations or filters without misgivings. He seemed to her too good for such contacts and not sufficiently equipped. This last feeling had nothing to do with the material fact of the revolver being stolen, she could hardly appreciate that fact at its full value. Observing her eyes fixed and as if sightless, for the concentration on her purpose took all expression out of them, Heist imagined it to be the effect of a great mental
Starting point is 09:12:41 effort. No use asking me what he meant, Lena. I don't know, and I did not ask him. The gentleman, as I have told you before, seems devoted to mystification. I said nothing, and he they'd down his head again on the bundle of rugs he uses for a pillow. He affects a state of great weakness, but I suspect he's perfectly capable of leaping to his feet if he likes. Having been ejected, he said, from his proper social sphere because he had refused to conform to certain usual conventions, he was a rebel now and was coming and going up and down the earth. As I really did not want to listen to all this nonsense, I told him I had heard that sort of story about somebody else before.
Starting point is 09:13:22 His grin is really ghastly. He confessed that I was very far from the sort of man he expected to meet. Then he said, As to me, I am no blacker than the gentleman you are thinking of, and I have neither more nor less determination. Heist looked across the table at Lena, propped on her elbows and holding her head in both hands, she moved it a little with an air of understanding.
Starting point is 09:13:48 Nothing could be plainer, eh? said Heist grimly. Unless, indeed, this is his idea of a pleasant joke, for when he finished speaking, he burst into a long, long laugh. I didn't join him. I wish you had, she breathed out. I didn't join him. It did not occur to me. I am not much of a diplomatist. It would probably have been wise, for indeed I believe he had said more than he meant to say,
Starting point is 09:14:14 and was trying to take it back by his affected jocularity. Yet, when one thinks of it, diplomacy without force in the background is but a rotten, to lean upon. And I don't know whether I could have done it if I had thought of it. I don't know. It would have been against the grain. Could I have done it? I have lived too long within myself, watching the mere shadows and shades of life. To deceive a man on some issue which could be decided quicker by his destruction while one is disarmed, helpless, without even the power to run away, no. That seems to me too degrading. And yet I have you here. I have your very existence in my keeping.
Starting point is 09:14:56 What do you say, Lena? Would I be capable of throwing you to the lions to save my dignity? She got up, walked quickly round the table, posed herself on his knees lightly, throwing one arm round his neck, and whispered in his ear, You may, if you like, and maybe that's the only way I would consent to leave you,
Starting point is 09:15:16 for something like that, if it was something no bigger than your little finger. She gave him a light kiss the lips and was gone before he could detain her. She regained her seat and propped her elbows again on the table. It was hard to believe that she had moved from the spot at all. The fleeting weight of her body on his knees, the hug round his neck, the whisper in his ear, the kiss on his lips, might have been the unsubstantial sensations of a dream invading the reality of waking life, a sort of charming mirage in the barren aridity of his thoughts. He hesitated to speak till she
Starting point is 09:15:52 said, business-like. Well, and what then? Heist gave a start. Oh, yes. I didn't join him. I let him have his laugh out by himself. He was shaking all over like a merry skeleton under a cotton sheet he was covered with, I believe, in order to conceal the revolver that he had in his right hand. I didn't see it, but I have a distinct impression it was there in his fist. As he had not been looking at me for some time, but staring into a certain part of the room, I turned my head and saw a hairy, wild sort of creature which they take about with them, squatting on its heels in the angle of the walls behind me. It wasn't there when I came in. I didn't like the notion of that watchful monster behind my back. If I had been less at their mercy,
Starting point is 09:16:39 I should certainly have changed my position. As things are now, to move would have been a mere weakness. So, I remained where I was. The gentleman on the bed said he could assure me of one thing, and that was that his presence here was no more morally reprehensible than mine. We pursue the same ends, he said, only perhaps I pursue them with more openness than you, with more simplicity. That's what he said, Ist went on, after looking at Lena in a sort of inquiring silence. I asked him if he knew beforehand that I was living here, but he only gave me a ghastly grin. I didn't press him for an answer, Lena.
Starting point is 09:17:18 I thought I'd better not. On her smooth forehead a ray of light always seemed to rest. Her loose hair parted in the middle, covered the hand sustaining her head. She seemed spellbound by the interest of the narrative. Heist did not pause long. He managed to continue his relation smoothly enough, beginning afresh with a piece of comment. He would have lied impudently, and I detest being told a lie. It makes me uncomfortable. It's pretty clear that I am not fitted for the affairs of the wide world, but I did not want him to think that I accepted his presence too meekly, so I said that his comings or goings on the earth were none of my business, of course,
Starting point is 09:17:59 except that I had a natural curiosity to know when he would find it convenient to resume them. He asked me to look at the state he was in. Had I been all alone here, as they think I am, I should have laughed at him, but not being alone. I say, Lena, you are sure you haven't shown yourself where you could have been seen. Certain, she said promptly. He looked relieved. You understand, Lena, that when I ask you to keep so strictly out of sight,
Starting point is 09:18:26 it is because you are not for them to look at, to talk about. My poor Lena, I can't help that feeling. Do you understand it? She moved her head slightly in a manner that was neither affirmative nor negative. People will have to see me someday, she said. I wonder how long it will be possible for you to keep out of sight, murmured Heist thoughtfully. He bent over the table. Let me finish telling you.
Starting point is 09:18:53 I asked him point-blank what it was he wanted with me. He appeared extremely unwilling to come to the point. It was not really so pressing as all that, he said. His secretary, who was in fact his partner, was not present, having gone down to the wharf to look at their boat. Finally, the fellow proposed that he should put off a certain communication he had to make till the day after tomorrow. I agreed, but I also told him.
Starting point is 09:19:18 told him that I was not at all anxious to hear it. I had no conception in what way his affairs could concern me. Ah, Mr. Heist, he said, you and I have much more in common than you think. Heist struck the table with his fist unexpectedly. That was a jeer. I am sure it was. He seemed ashamed of this outburst and smiled faintly into the motionless eyes of the girl. What could I have done, even if I had my pockets full of revolvers? She made an appraint. She made an appreciative sign. Killing's a sin, sure enough, she murmured. I went away, Ist continued. I left him there, lying on his side with his eyes shut. When I got back here, I found you lying ill. What was it, Lena? You did give me a scare. Then I had the interview with Wang while you rested. You were
Starting point is 09:20:09 sleeping quietly. I sat here to consider all these things calmly, to try to penetrate their inner meaning and their outward bearing. It struck me that the two days' we have before us have the character of a sort of truce. The more I thought of it, the more I felt that this was tacitly understood between Jones and myself. It was to our advantage, if anything, can be of advantage to people caught so completely unawares as we are. Wang was gone. He at any rate had declared himself, but as I did not know what he might take it into his head to do, I thought I had better warn these people that I was no longer responsible for the Chinaman. I did not want Mr. Wang making some move which would precipitate the action against us. Do you see my point of
Starting point is 09:20:52 view? She made a sign that she did. All her soul was wrapped in her passionate determination, in an exalted belief in herself, in the contemplation of her amazing opportunity to win the certitude, the eternity of that man's love. I never saw two men, Heist was saying, more affected by a piece of information than Jones and his secretary who was back in the bungal by then. They had not heard me come up. I told them I was sorry to intrude. Not at all, not at all, said Jones. The secretary backed away into a corner and watched me like a wary cat. In fact they both were visibly on their guard. I am come, I told them to let you know that my servant has deserted, gone off. At first they looked at each other as if they had not
Starting point is 09:21:41 understood what I was saying, but very soon they seemed quite concerned. You mean to say you're chinks cleared out, said Ricardo, coming forward from his corner, like this, all at once, what did he do it for? I said that a Chinaman had always a simple and precise reason for what he did, but that to get such a reason out of him was not so easy. All he told me, I said, was that he didn't like. They're extremely disturbed at this. Didn't like what they wanted to know. The looks of you and your party, I told Jones. "'Nonsense,' he cried out, and immediately Ricardo, the short man struck in, "'told you what? What did he take you for, sir? An infant? Or do you take us for kids?'
Starting point is 09:22:24 Meaning no offence. "'Come, I bet you will tell us next that you've missed something.' "'I didn't mean to tell you anything of the sort,' I said, but as a matter of fact it is so.' He slapped his thigh. Thought so, what do you think of this trick, Governor?' Jones made some sort of sign to him, and then that extraordinary cat-faced associate proposed that he and their servant should come out and help me catch or kill the chink. My object, I said, was not to get assistance. I did not intend to chase the Chinaman. I had come only to warn them that he was armed and that he really objected to their presence on the island. I wanted them to understand that I was not responsible for anything that might happen.
Starting point is 09:23:05 Do you mean to tell us, asked Ricardo, that there is a crazy chink with a single thing, six-shooter broke loose on this island and that you don't care. Strangely enough, they did not seem to believe my story. They were exchanging significant looks all the time. Ricardo stole up close to his principle. They had a confabulation together, and then something happened which I did not expect. It's rather awkward, too. Since I would not have their assistance to get hold of the chink and recover my property,
Starting point is 09:23:34 the least they could do was to send me their servant. It was Jones who said that, and Ricardo backed me. up the idea. Yes, yes, let our Pedro cook for all hands in your compound. He isn't so bad as he looks. That's what we will do. He bustled out of the room to the veranda and let out an ear-splitting whistle for their Pedro. Having heard the brutes answering howl, Ricardo ran back into the room. Yes, Mr. Heist, this will do capital in Mr. Heist. You just direct him to do whatever you are accustomed to have done for you in the way of attendance. See? Lina, I can to you that I was taken completely by surprise. I'd not expected anything of the sort. I don't know
Starting point is 09:24:15 what I expected. I'm so anxious about you that I can't keep away from these infernal scoundrels. And only two months ago I would not have cared. I would have defied their scoundrelism as much as I have scorned all the other intrusions of life. But now I have you. You stole into my life and... I strew a deep breath. The girl gave him a quick, wide-eyed glance. "'Ah, that's what you were thinking of, that you have me.' "'It was impossible to read the thoughts veiled by her steady grey eyes, "'to penetrate the meaning of her silences, her words, and even her embraces. "'He used to come out of her very arms with the feeling of a baffled man.
Starting point is 09:24:58 "'If I haven't you, if you are not here, then where are you?' cried Heist. "'You understand me very well.' She shook her head a little, her red lips at which he looked now, her lips, as fascinating as the voice that came out of them, uttered the words, I hear what you say, but what does it mean? It means that I could lie and perhaps cringe for your sake. No, no, don't ever do that, she said in haste, while her eyes glistened suddenly.
Starting point is 09:25:27 You would hate me for it afterwards. Hate you, repeated heist, who had recalled his polite manner. No, you needn't consider the extremity of the improbable, as yet, but I will confess to you that I... How should I call it? That I dissembled. First, I dissembled my dismay at the unforeseen result of my idiotic diplomacy.
Starting point is 09:25:48 Do you understand, my dear girl? It was evident that she did not understand the word. Ist produced his playful smile, which contrasted oddly with the worried character of his whole expression. His temple seemed to have sunk in. His face looked a little leaner. A diplomatic statement, Lina,
Starting point is 09:26:06 is a statement of which everything is true but the sentiment which seems to prompt it. I have never been diplomatic in my relation with mankind, not from regard for its feelings, but from a certain regard for my own. Diplomacy doesn't go well with consistent contempt. I cared little for life
Starting point is 09:26:24 and still less for death. Don't talk like that. I dissembled my extreme longing to take these wandering scoundals by their throats, he went on. I have only two hands. I wish I had a hundred to defend you, and there were three throats. By that time their Pedro was in the room too. Had he seen me engaged with their two throats, he would have been at mine like a fierce
Starting point is 09:26:47 dog or any other savage and faithful brute. I had no difficulty in dissembling my longing for the vulgar, stupid and hopeless argument of fight. I remarked that I really did not want a servant. I couldn't think of depriving them of their manned services, but they would not hear me. They had made up their minds. We shall send him. him over at once, Ricardo said, to start cooking dinner for everybody. I hope you won't mind me coming to eat it with you in your bungalow, and we will send the governor's dinner over to him here. I could do nothing but hold my tongue or bring on a quarrel, some manifestation of their dark purpose, which we have no means to resist. Of course, you may remain invisible this
Starting point is 09:27:28 evening, but with that atrocious brute prowling all the time at the back of the house, how long can your presence be concealed from these men? Heist's distress could be felt in his silence. The girl's head, sustained by her hands buried in the thick masses of her hair, had a perfect immobility. You're certain you have not been seen so far? He asked suddenly. The motionless head spoke.
Starting point is 09:27:52 How can I be certain? You told me you wanted me to keep out of the way. I kept out of the way. I didn't ask your reason. I thought you didn't want people to know that you had a girl like me about you. What? "'Ashamed!' cried Heist. "'It isn't what's right, perhaps.
Starting point is 09:28:08 "'I mean, for you, is it?' "'Heist lifted his hands, reproachfully courteous. "'I look upon it as so very much right "'that I couldn't bear the idea of any other "'than sympathetic, respectful eyes resting on you. "'I disliked and mistrusted these fellows from the first. "'Didn't you understand?' "'Yes, I did keep out of sight,' she said.
Starting point is 09:28:30 "'A silence fell. "'At last Heist stirred slightly. All this is of very little importance now, he said with a sigh. This is a question of something infinitely worse than mere looks and thoughts, however base and contemptible. As I have told you, I met Ricardo's suggestion by silence. As I was turning away, he said, If you happen to have the key of that storeroom of yours on you, Mr. Heist, you may just as well let me have it. I will give it to our Pedro.
Starting point is 09:28:59 I had it on me, and I tended it to him without speaking. The hairy creature was at the day. door by then and caught the key which Ricardo threw to him, better than any trained ape could have done. I came away. All the time I'd been thinking anxiously of you whom I'd left to sleep, alone here, and apparently ill. Heist interrupted himself with the listening turn of his head. He had heard the faint sound of sticks being snapped in the compound. He rose and crossed the room to look out of the back door. And here the creature is, he said returning to the table. Here he is, already attending to the fire. Oh, my dear Lina. She had followed him with her eyes. She watched him go out
Starting point is 09:29:42 on the front veranda cautiously. He lowered stealthily a couple of screens that hung between the column and remained outside very still, as if interested by something on the open ground. Meantime, she had risen in her turn to take a peep into the compound. Heist, glancing over his shoulder, saw her returning to her seat. He beckoned her, and she continued to move, crossing the shady room, pure and bright in her white dress, her hair loose, was something of a sleepwalker in her unhurried motion, in her extended hand, in the sightless effect of her grey eyes luminous in the half-light. It had never seen such an expression in her face before. It had dreaminess in it, intense attention, and something like sternness.
Starting point is 09:30:27 Arrested in the doorway by Heist's extended arms, she seemed to wake up, flushed faintly, and this flush, passing off, carried away with the strange, transfiguring mood. With the courageous gesture, she pushed back the heavy masses of her hair. The light clung to her forehead, the delicate nostrils quivered. Heist seized her arm and whispered excitedly. Slip out here quickly. The screens will conceal you, and you must mind the stair space. They are actually out, I mean the other two.
Starting point is 09:30:58 You had better see them before you. She made a barely perceptible movement of recoil, checked at once, and stood still. Heist released her arm. Yes, perhaps I had better, she said, with unnatural deliberation, and stepped out on the veranda to stand close by his side. Together, one on each side of the screen, they peeped between the edge of the canvas and the veranda post entwined with creepers. A great heat ascended from the sun-smitten ground in an ever-rising wave,
Starting point is 09:31:27 as if from some secret store of earth's fiery heart, for the sky was growing cooler already, and the sun had declined sufficiently for the shadows of Mr. Jones and his henchmen to be projected towards the bungalow side by side, one infinitely slender, the other short and broad. The two visitors stood still and gazed. To keep up the fiction of his invalidism,
Starting point is 09:31:51 Mr. Jones, the gentleman, leant on the arm of Ricardo, the secretary, the top of whose hat just came up. to his governor's shoulder. Do you see them? Heist whispered into the girl's ear. Here they are, the envoys of the outer world. Here they are before you.
Starting point is 09:32:08 Evil intelligence, instinctive savagery, arm in arm. The brute force is at the back, a trio of fitting envoys, perhaps. But what about the welcome? Suppose I were armed. Could I shoot these two down where they stand? Could I? Without moving ahead,
Starting point is 09:32:25 the girl felt for Heist's hand, pressed it, and thereafter did not let it go. He continued, bitterly playful. I don't know. I don't think so. There is a strain in me which lays me under an insensate obligation to avoid even the appearance of murder. I've never pulled a trigger or lifted my hand on a man, even in self-defense. The suddenly tightened grip of her hand checked him. They are making a move, she murmured. Can they be thinking of coming here? heist wondered anxiously. No, they aren't coming this way, she said, and there was another pause. They're going back to their house, she reported finally.
Starting point is 09:33:05 After watching them a little longer, she let go high stand and moved away from the screen. He followed her into the room. You've seen them now, he began. Think what it was to me to see them land in the dusk, fantasms from the sea, apparitions, chimeras. And they persist, that's the worst of it, they persist. They have no right to be. be, but they are. They ought to have aroused my fury, but I have refined everything away by this time. Anger, indignation, scorn itself. Nothing's left but disgust. Since you have told me of that
Starting point is 09:33:39 abominable calumny, it has become immense. It extends even to myself. He looked up at her. But luckily I have you. If only Wang had not carried off that miserable revolver. Yes, Lena, here we are. We too. She put both her hands on his shoulders and looked straight into his eyes. He returned her penetrating gaze. It baffled him. He could not pierce the grey veil of her eyes, but the sadness of her voice thrilled him profoundly.
Starting point is 09:34:11 You are not reproaching me? she asked slowly. Reproach, what a word between us. It could only be myself. But the mention of Wang has given me an idea. I have been not exactly cringing, not exactly lying, but still dissembling. You have been hiding yourself to please me, but still you have been hiding.
Starting point is 09:34:32 All this is very dignified. Why shouldn't we try begging now? A noble art? Yes, leader. We must go out together. I couldn't think of leaving you alone, and I must, yes, I must speak to Wang.
Starting point is 09:34:46 We shall go and seek that man who knows what he wants and how to secure what he wants. We will go at once. Wait till I put my hair up, she agreed instantly. and vanished behind the curtain. When the curtain had fallen behind her, she turned her head back
Starting point is 09:35:01 with an expression of infinite and tender concern for him, for him whom she could never hope to understand and whom she was afraid she could never satisfy, as if her passion were of a hopelessly lower quality, unable to appease some exalted and delicate desire of his superior soul.
Starting point is 09:35:19 In a couple of minutes she reappeared. They left the house by the door of the compound and passed within three feet of the thunderstruck Pedro without even looking in his direction. He rose from stooping over a fire of sticks and, balancing himself clumsily, uncovered his enormous fangs in gaping astonishment. Then suddenly he set off rolling on his bandy legs
Starting point is 09:35:41 to impart to his masters the astonishing discovery of a woman. End of Part 4, Chapter 5. Part 4, Chapter 6 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 6 As luck would have it, Ricardo was lounging alone on the veranda of the former counting-house. He scented some new development at once and ran down to meet the trotting bear-like figure. The deep growling noises it made, though they had only a very remote resemblance to the Spanish language,
Starting point is 09:36:25 or indeed to any sort of human speech, were from long practice quite in. intelligible to Mr Jones's secretary. Ricardo was rather surprised. He had imagined that the girl would continue to keep out of sight. That line apparently was given up. He did not mistrust her. How could he? Indeed, he could not think of her existence calmly.
Starting point is 09:36:47 He tried to keep her image out of his mind so that he should be able to use its powers with some approach to that coolness which the complex nature of the situation demanded from him, both for his own sake, and as the faithful follower of plain Mr Jones, gentleman. He collected his wits and thought. This was a change of policy, probably on the part of heist.
Starting point is 09:37:10 If so, what could it mean? A deep fellow. Unless it was her doing, in which case, hmm, all right, must be. She would know what she was doing. Before him, Pedro, lifting his feet alternately, swayed to and fro sideways, His usual attitude of expectation.
Starting point is 09:37:31 His little red eyes lost in the mass of hair were motionless. Ricardo stared into them with calculated contempt and said in a rough, angry voice, Woman, of course there is. We know that without you. He gave the tame monster a push. Get, vamos, waddle! Get back and cook the dinner.
Starting point is 09:37:51 Which way did they go then? Pedro extended a huge, hairy forearm to show the direction and went off on his bandy legs. Advancing a few steps, Ricardo was just in time to see, above some bushes, two white helmets moving side by side in the clearing. They disappeared.
Starting point is 09:38:10 Now that he had managed to keep Pedro from informing the governor that there was a woman on the island, he could indulge in speculation as to the movements of these people. His attitude towards Mr. Jones has undergone a spiritual change, of which he himself was not yet fully aware.
Starting point is 09:38:25 That morning before Tiffin, after his escape from the heist bungalow, completed in such an inspiring way by the recovery of the slipper, Ricardo had made his way to their allotted house, reeling as he ran, his head in a whirl. He was wildly excited by visions of inconceivable promise. He waited to compose himself before he dared to meet the governor. On entering the room, he found Mr Jones sitting on the camp bedstead like a tailor on his bored, cross-legged, his long back against the wall. I say, sir, you aren't going to tell me you are bored.
Starting point is 09:39:02 Bored, no, where the devil have you been all this time? Observing, watching, nosing around. What else? I knew you had company. Have you talked freely, sir? Yes, I have, muttered Mr. Jones. Not downright plain, sir. No, I wished you had been here. You loaf all the morning and now you come in out of breath. What's the matter? I haven't been wasting my time out there, said Riccardo. Nothing's the matter. I might have hurried a bit. He was, in truth, still panting, and it was not with running, but with the tumult
Starting point is 09:39:39 of thoughts and sensations long repressed, which had been set free by the adventure of the morning. He was almost distracted by them now. He forgot himself in the maze of possibilities, threatening and inspiring. And so you had a long talk, he said to gain time. Confound you, the sun hasn't affected your head, has it? Why are you staring at me like a basilisk? Big pardon, sir. Wasn't aware I stared, Ricardo apologized, good-humidly. The sun might well affect a thicker skull than mine. It blazes. What do you think a fellow is, sir, a salamander? You ought to have been here, observed Mr. Jones. Did the beast give any signs of wanting to prance, asked Ricardo
Starting point is 09:40:25 quickly, with absolutely genuine anxiety. It wouldn't do, sir. You must play him easy for at least a couple of days, sir. I have a plan. I have a notion that I can find out a lot in a couple of days. You have? In what way?
Starting point is 09:40:42 Why, by watching, Rakado answered slowly. Mr. Jones grunted. Nothing knew that. What, Jay? Why not pray a little too? "'That's a good one,' burst out the secretary, "'fixing Mr. Jones with mirthless eyes.
Starting point is 09:40:59 "'The latter dropped the subject indolently. "'Oh, you may be certain of at least two days,' he said. "'Racardo recovered himself. "'His eyes gleamed voluptuously. "'We'll pull this off yet, clean, hole, right through, "'if you'll only trust me, sir.' "'I am trusting you right enough,' said Mr. Jones. "'It's your interest, too.'
Starting point is 09:41:23 And indeed, Ricardo was truthful enough in his statement. He did absolutely believe in success now. But he couldn't tell his governor that he had intelligence in the enemy's camp. It wouldn't do to tell him of the girl. Devil only knew what he would do if he learned there was a woman about. And how could he begin to tell of it? He couldn't confess his sudden escapade. "'Well, pull it off, sir,' he said with perfectly acted cheerfulness.
Starting point is 09:41:51 He experienced gusts of awful joy. expanding in his heart and hot like a fanned flame. We must, pronounced Mr. Jones. This thing, Martin, is not like our other tries. I have a peculiar feeling about this. It's a different thing. It's a sort of test. Ricardo was impressed by the governor's manner.
Starting point is 09:42:14 For the first time, a hint of passion could be detected in him. But also a word he used, the word test, had struck him as particularly significant somehow. It was the last word uttered during that morning's conversation. Immediately afterwards, Ricardo went out of the room. It was impossible for him to keep still. An elation in which an extraordinary softness mingled with savage triumph would not allow it. It prevented his thinking also.
Starting point is 09:42:42 He walked up and down the veranda far into the afternoon, eyeing the other bungalow at every turn. It gave no sign of being inhabited. Once or twice he stopped dead short and looked down at his own. left slipper. Each time he chuckled audibly. His restlessness kept on increasing till at last it frightened him. He caught hold of the balustrade at the verandah and stood still, smiling not at his thought, but at the strong sense of life within him. He abandoned himself to it carelessly, even recklessly. He cared for no one, friend or enemy. At that moment Mr. Jones called him by name
Starting point is 09:43:19 from within. The shadow fell on the secretary's face. "'Yes, sir,' he answered, "'but it was a moment before he could make up his mind to go in. "'He found the governor on his feet. "'Mr Jones was tired of lying down when there was no necessity for it. "'His slender form, gliding about the room, "'came to a standstill. "'I've been thinking, Martin, of something you suggested.
Starting point is 09:43:43 "'At the time it did not strike me as practical, "'but on reflection it seems to me that "'to propose a game as as as good a way as any "'to let him understand that the time has come to disgorge. It's less, how should I say, vulgar. He will know what it means. It's not a bad form to give to the business, which in itself is crude, Martin, crude. One does spare his feelings, jeered the secretary in such a bitter tone that Mr. Jones was really surprised. Why, it was your own notion, confound you.
Starting point is 09:44:18 Who says it wasn't? retorted Ricardo sulkily. But I'm fairly sick of this crawling. No, no. Get the exact bearing of his swag, and then a rip-up. That's plenty good enough for him. His passions being thoroughly aroused, a thirst for blood was allied in him with a thirst for tenderness. Yes, tenderness. A sort of anxious, melting sensation pervaded and softened his heart when he thought of that girl, one of his own sort. And at the same time, jealously started gnawing at his breast as the image of heist in tributt. it was rooted itself on his fierce anticipation of bliss. "'The crudeness of your ferocity is positively gross, Martin,'
Starting point is 09:45:01 Mr. Jones said disdainfully. "'You don't even understand my purpose. I mean to have some sport out of him. Just try to imagine the atmosphere of the game, the fellow handling the cards, the agonising mockery of it. Oh, I shall appreciate this greatly. Yes, let him lose his money instead of being fought, forced to hand it over. You, of course, would shoot him at once, but I shall enjoy the refinement
Starting point is 09:45:28 and the jest of it. He's a man of the best society. I've been hounded out of my sphere by people very much like that fellow. How enraged and humiliated he will be. I promise myself some exquisite moments while watching his play. Aye, and suppose he suddenly starts prancing, he may not appreciate the fun. I mean you to be present, Mr. Jones remarked calmly. Well, as long as I am free to plug him or rip him up whenever I think the time has come, you're welcome to your bit of sport, sir. I shan't spoil it. End of part four, chapter six. Part four, chapter seven of victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part four, chapter seven. It was at this precise moment
Starting point is 09:46:27 of their conversation that Heist had intruded on Mr. Jones and his secretary with his warning about Wang, as he had related to Lena. When he left them, the two looked at each other in wondering silence. Mr. Jones was the first to break it. I say, Martin, yes, sir, what does this mean? At some move, blame me if I can understand. Too deep for you? Mr. Jones inquired dryly. "'It's nothing but some of his infernal impudence,' growled the secretary. "'You don't believe all that about the chink, do you, sir? "'Tain't true.' "'It isn't necessary for it to be true to have a meaning for us.
Starting point is 09:47:08 "'It's the why if he's coming to tell us this tale that's important. "'Do you think he made it up to frighten us?' asked Ricardo. "'Mr Jones scowled at him thoughtfully. "'The man looks worried,' he muttered as if to himself. "'Suppose that Chinaman has really stolen his money.' The man looked very worried. Nothing but his artfulness, sir, protested Ricardo earnestly, for the idea was too disconcerting to entertain.
Starting point is 09:47:35 Is it likely that he would have trusted a chink with enough knowledge to make it possible? He argued warmly. Why, it's the very thing that he would keep close about. There's something else there. I am but what. Ha, ha, ha, Mr. Jones let out a ghostly, squeaky laugh. I've never been placed in such a redoubt. particular position before, he went on, with a sepulchral equanimity of tone.
Starting point is 09:48:01 It's you, Martin, who dragged me into it. However, it's my own fault, too. I ought to. But I was really too bored to use my brain, and yours is not to be trusted. You are a hothead. A blasphemous exclamation of grief escaped from Ricardo. Not to be trusted, hothead. He was almost tearful. Haven't I heard you say, saying more than twenty-two? time since we got fired out from Manila that we should want a lot of capital to work the East coast with. You were always telling me that to prime properly all of them officials and Portuguese scallywags, we should have to lose heavily at first. Weren't you always worrying about some means of getting hold of a good lot of cash? It wasn't to be got hold of by allowing yourself to become
Starting point is 09:48:45 bored in that rotten Dutch town and playing a tuppinny game with confounded Begley bank clerks and such like. Well, I've brought you here where there is cash to be got. And a big lot to a moral, he added through his set teeth. Silence fell. Each of them were staring into a different corner of the room. Suddenly, with a slight stamp of his foot, Mr. Jones made for the door. Ricardo caught him up outside. "'What an arm through mine, sir,' he begged him gently, but firmly. "'No use giving the game away. An invalid may well come out for a breath of fresh air
Starting point is 09:49:19 after the sun's gone down for a bit. That's it, sir. But where do you want to go? Why did you come out, sir? Mr Jones stopped short. I hardly know myself, he confessed in a hollow mutter, staring intently at the number one bungalow. It's quite irrational, he declared in a still lower tone. Better go in, sir, suggested Ricardo. What's that? Those screens weren't down before.
Starting point is 09:49:47 He's spying from behind them now, I bet. The dodgeful, artful, plotting beast. Why not go over there, see if we can't get to the bottom of this game, was the unexpected proposal uttered by Mr. Jones. He will have to talk to us. Ricardo repressed a start of dismay, but for a moment could not speak. He only pressed the governor's hand to his side instinctively. No, sir. What could you say? Do you expect to get to the bottom of his lies? How could you make him talk? It isn't time yet to come to grips with that gent. You don't think I would hang back, do you? His chink, of course, I'll shoot like
Starting point is 09:50:24 a dog the moment I catch sight of him, but as to that Mr. Blasted Heist, the time isn't yet. My head's cooler just now than yours. Let's go in again. Why, we're exposed here. Suppose he took it into his head to let off a gun on us. He's an unaccountable, hypocritical skunk. Allowing himself to be persuaded, Mr. Jones returned to his seclusion. The secretary, however, remained on the veranda for the purpose, he said, of seeing whether that chink wasn't sneaking around, in which case he proposed to take a long shot at the galute and chance the consequences. His real reason was that he wanted to be alone, away from the governor's deep-sunk eyes. He felt a sentimental desire to indulge his fancies in solitude.
Starting point is 09:51:09 A great change had come over Mr. Ricardo since that morning. A whole side of him which, from prudence, from necessity, from loyalty, had been kept dormant, was aroused now, coloring his thoughts and disturbing his mental poise. by the vision of such staggering consequences as, for instance, the possibility of an active conflict with the governor. The appearance of the monstrous Pedro, with his news, drew Ricardo out of a feeling of dreaminess, wrapped up in a sense of impending trouble.
Starting point is 09:51:39 A woman? Yes, there was one, and it made all the difference. After driving away Pedro and watching the white helmets of Heist and Lena vanishing among the bushes, he stood lost in meditation. Where could they be off, Delight, this, he mentally asked himself. The answer found by his speculative faculties on their utmost stretch was, to meet that chink. For in the desertion of Wang, Ricardo did not believe. It was a lying yarn, the organic part of a dangerous plot. Ister had gone to combine some fresh move, but then Ricardo felt sure that the girl was with him, the girl full of pluck, full of
Starting point is 09:52:18 sense, full of understanding, an ally of his own kind. He went indoors briskly. Mr. Jones had resumed his cross-legged pose at the head of the bed, with his back against the wall. "'Anything new?' "'No, sir.' Riccardo walked about the room as if he had no care in the world. He hummed snatches of song. Mr. Jones raised his waspish eyebrows at the sound.
Starting point is 09:52:46 The secretary got down on his knees before an old leather trunk, and rummaging in there, brought out a small looking-glass. He fell to examining his physiognomy in it with silent absorption. I think I'll shave, he decided getting up. He gave a sidelong glance to the governor and repeated it several times during the operation, which did not take long, and even afterwards, when, after putting away the implements, he resumed his walking, humming, more snatches of unknown songs.
Starting point is 09:53:15 Mr. Jones preserved a complete immobility, his thin lips compressed, his eyes veiled. His face was like a... carving. So, you would like to try your hand at cards with that skunk, sir, said Ricardo, stopping suddenly and rubbing his hands. Mr Jones gave no sign of having heard anything. Well, why not? Why shouldn't he have the experience? You remember in that Mexican town? What's its name? The robber fellows, they caught in the mountains and condemned to be shot? He played cards half the night with the jailer and the sheriff. Well, this fellow is condemned too. He must give you
Starting point is 09:53:51 your game. Hang it all. A gentleman ought to have some little relaxation, and you have been uncommonly patient, sir. You are uncommonly volatile all of a sudden, Mr. Jones remarked in a bored voice. What's come to you? The secretary hummed for a while and then said, I'll try to get him over for you tonight after dinner. If I ain't here myself, don't you worry, sir. I shall be doing a bit of nosing around, see? I see, sneer. Mr. Jones languidly. But what do you expect to see in the dark? Ricardo made no answer, and after another turn or two slipped out of the room. He no longer felt comfortable alone with the governor. End of Part 4, Chapter 7. Part 4, Chapter 8 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This
Starting point is 09:54:48 Librevolk's recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 8. Meantime, Heist and Lena, walking rather fast, approached Wang's hut. Asking the girl to wait, Heist ascended the little ladder of bamboos, giving access to the door. It was, as he had expected. The smoky interior was empty, except for a big chest of sandalwood too heavy for hurried removal. Its lid was thrown up, but whatever it might have contained was no longer there. All Wang's possessions were gone. Without tarrying in the hut, Heist came back to the house. Heist came back to the the girl who asked no questions with her strange air of knowing or understanding everything. Let us push on, he said. He went ahead, the rustle of her white skirt, following him into the shades
Starting point is 09:55:40 of the forest, along the path of their usual walk. Though the air lay heavy between straight denuded trunks, the sunlit patches moved on the ground, and raising her eyes, Lena saw far above her head the flutter of the leaves, the surface shudder on the mighty limbs extended. horizontally in the perfect immobility of patience. Twice Heist looked over his shoulder at her. Behind the readiness of her answering smile, there was a fund of devoted, concentrated passion, burning with the hope of a more perfect satisfaction.
Starting point is 09:56:13 They passed the spot where it was their practice to turn towards the barren summit of the central hill. Heist held steadily on his way towards the upper limit of the forest. The moment they left its shelter, a breeze enveloped them, and a great cloud racing over the sun through a peculiar, sombre tint over everything. Heist pointed up a precipitous, rugged path
Starting point is 09:56:34 clinging to the side of the hill. It ended in a barricade of felled trees, a primitively conceived obstacle which must have cost much labour to erect at just that point. This, Heist explained in his urban tone, is a barrier against the march of civilisation. The poor folk over there did not like it as it appeared to them in the shape of my company.
Starting point is 09:56:57 A great step forward, as some people used to call it, with mistaken confidence. The advanced foot has been drawn back, but the barricade remains. They went on climbing slowly. The cloud had driven over, leaving an added brightness on the face of the world. It's a very ridiculous thing,
Starting point is 09:57:16 Heist went on, but then it is the product of honest fear, fear of the unknown, of the incomprehensible. It's pathetic, too, in a way, and I heartily wish, Lena, that we were on the other side of it. Oh, stop, stop, she cried, seizing his arm. The face of the barricade they were approaching had been piled up with a lot of fresh-cut branches.
Starting point is 09:57:39 The leaves were still green. A gentle breeze, sweeping over the top, stirred them a little, but what had startled the girl was the discovery of several spear-blades protruding from the mass of foliage. She had made them out suddenly. They did not gleam, but she saw them with extreme distinction, very still, very vicious to look at. You'd better let me go forward alone, Lena, said Heist. She tugged persistently at his arm, but after a time, during which he never ceased to look smilingly into her terrified eyes, he ended by disengaging himself. It's a sign rather than a demonstration, he argued persuasively.
Starting point is 09:58:17 Just wait here a moment. I promise not to approach near enough to be stabbed. As in a nightmare, she watched. Heist Heist go up the few yards of the path as if he never meant to stop, and she heard his voice, like voices, heard in dreams, shouting unknown words in an unearthly tone. Heist was only demanding to see Wang. He was not kept waiting very long. Recovering from the first flurry of her fright, Leena noticed a commotion in the green top dressing of the barricade. She exhaled a sigh of relief when the spear blades retreated out of sight, sliding inward. The horrible things. In a spot-facing heist a pair of yellow hands parted the leaves,
Starting point is 09:58:58 and a face filled the small opening, her face with very noticeable eyes. It was Wang's face, of course, with no suggestion of a body belonging to it, like those cardboard faces at which she remembered gazing as a child in the window of a certain dim shop kept by a mysterious little man in Kingsland Road. Only this face, instead of mere holes, had eyes which blinked. She could see the beating of the eyelids. The hands on each side of the face, keeping the boughs apart, also did not look as if they belonged to any real body.
Starting point is 09:59:31 One of them was holding a revolver, a weapon which she recognised merely by intuition, never having seen such an object before. She leaned her shoulders against the rock of the perpendicular hillside and kept her eyes on heist with comparative composure, since the spears were not menacing him any longer. Beyond the rigid and motionless back he presented to her,
Starting point is 09:59:53 she saw Wang's unreal cardboard face moving its thin lips and grimacing artificially. She was too far down the path to hear the dialogue, carried on in an ordinary voice. She waited patiently for its end. Her shoulders felt the warmth of the rocks. Now and then a whiff of cooler air seemed to slip down upon her head from above. The ravine at her feet choked full of vegetation emitted the faint drowsy, hum of insect life. Everything was very quiet.
Starting point is 10:00:23 She failed to notice the exact moment when Wang's head vanished from the foliage, taking the unreal hands away with it. To a horror, the spear blades came gliding slowly out. The very hair on her head stirred, but before she had time to cry out, heist, who seemed rooted to the ground, turned round abruptly and began to move towards her. His great moustaches did not quite hide an ugly but irresolute smile, and when he had come down near enough to touch her, he burst out into a harsh laugh.
Starting point is 10:00:55 She looked at him, uncomprehending. He cut short his laugh and said curtly, We'd better go down as we came. She followed him into the forest. The advance of the afternoon had filled it with gloom. Far away, a slant of light between the trees closed the view. All was dark beyond. Heist stopped.
Starting point is 10:01:18 No reason to hurry, Lena, he said in his ordinary, serenely polite tones. We return unsuccessful. I suppose you know, or at least can guess what was my object in coming up there. No, I can't guess, dear, she said, and smiled, noticing with the motion that his breast was heaving as if he had been out of breath. Nevertheless, he tried to command his speech, pausing only a little between the words. No, I went up to find Wang. I went up, he gasped again here, but this was for the last time. I made you come with me because I didn't like to leave you unprotected in the proximity of those fellows.
Starting point is 10:01:58 Suddenly he snatched his cork helmet off his head and dashed it on the ground. No, he cried roughly, all this is too unreal altogether. It isn't to be born. I can't protect you. I haven't the power. He glared at her for a moment, then hastened after his hat which had bounded away to some distance. He came back looking at her face, which was very white. I ought to beg your pardon for these antics, he said, adjusting his hat. A movement of childish petulance. Indeed, I feel very much like a child in my ignorance,
Starting point is 10:02:30 in my powerlessness, in my want of resource, in everything except in the dreadful consciousness of some evil hanging over your head, yours. It's you, they are after, she murmured. No doubt, but unfortunately. "'Unfortunately what?' "'Unfortunately I have not succeeded with Wang,' he said. "'I failed to move his celestial heart, that is, if there is such a thing. "'He told me with horrible Chinese reasonableness
Starting point is 10:02:59 "'that he could not let us pass the barrier because we should be pursued. "'He doesn't like fights. "'He gave me to understand that he would shoot me with my own revolver "'without any sort of compunction "'rather than risk a rude and distasteful contest "'with the strange barbarians for my sake. He has preached to the villages. They respect him.
Starting point is 10:03:19 He is the most remarkable man they have ever seen, and they're kinsmen by marriage. They understand his policy. And anyway, only women and children and a few old fellows are left in the village. This is the season when the men are away in trading vessels. But it would have been all the same. None of them have a taste for fighting,
Starting point is 10:03:39 and with white men too. They are peaceable, kindly folk, and would have seen me shot with extreme satisfaction. Wang seemed to think my insistence, for I insisted, you know, very stupid and tackless. But a drowning man clutches at straws. We were talking in such malayas we were both equal to. Your fears are foolish, I said to him. Foolish, of course I am foolish, he replied.
Starting point is 10:04:04 If I were a wise man, I would be a merchant with a big Hong in Singapore, instead of being a mine-curely-turned-house-boy. But if you don't go away in time, I will shoot you before it grows too dark. to take aim. Not till then, number one, but I will do it then. Now, finish. All right, I said, finish as far as I am concerned. But you can have no objection to the Mempouti coming over to stay with the Orangayas women for a few days. I will make a present in silver for it. Orangaya is the headman of the village, Lena, added Heist. She looked at him in astonishment. You wanted me to go to that village of savages, she gasped.
Starting point is 10:04:45 You wanted me to leave you? It would have given me a freer hand. I stretched out his hands and looked at them for a moment, then let them fall by his side. Indignation was expressed more in the curve of her lips than in her clear eyes, which never wavered. I believe Wang laughed, he went on. He made a noise like a turkey cock.
Starting point is 10:05:07 That would be worse than anything, he told me. I was taken aback. I pointed out to him that he was talking nonsense. It could not make any difference to his security where you were, because the evil men, as he calls them, did not know of your existence. I did not lie exactly, Lena, though I did stretch the truth till it cracked, but the fellow seems to have an uncanny insight. He shook his head.
Starting point is 10:05:31 He assured me they knew all about you. He made a horrible grimace at me. It doesn't matter, said the girl. I didn't want—I would not have gone. Heist raised his eyes. wonderful intuition. As I continued to press him, Wang made that very remark about you. When he smiles, his face looks like a conceited death's head.
Starting point is 10:05:54 It was his very last remark that you wouldn't want to. I went away then. She leaned back against a tree. Heist faced her in the same attitude of leisure, as if they had done with time and all the other concerns of the earth. Suddenly, high above their heads, the roof of leaves whispered at them, tumultuously and then ceased.
Starting point is 10:06:16 That was a strange notion of yours to send me away, she said. Send me away. What for? Yes, what for? Is him indignant, he remarked blisslessly. To these savages, too, she pursued, and you think I would have gone? You can do what you like with me, but not that, not that. Heist looked into the dim aisle of the forest. Everything was so still now that the very ground on which they stood seemed to exhal silence into the shade.
Starting point is 10:06:47 Why be indignantly, remonstrated? It has not happened. I gave up pleading with Wang. Here we are, repulsed, not only without power to resist the evil, but unable to make terms for ourselves with the worthy envoys, the envoys extraordinary of the world we thought we had done with for years and years. That's bad, Lena, very bad. It's funny, she said thoughtfully. Bad, I suppose it is.
Starting point is 10:07:14 I don't know that it is. But do you? Do you? You talk as if you didn't believe in it. She gazed at him earnestly. Do I? Ah, that's it. I don't know how to talk. I have managed to refine everything away.
Starting point is 10:07:32 I've said to the earth that bore me, I am I and you are a shadow. And by Jove, it is so. But it appears that such words cannot be uttered with impunity. Here I am on a shadow inhabited by shades. How helpless a man is against the shades? How is one to intimidate, persuade, resist, assert oneself against them? I have lost all belief in realities. Lena, give me your hand. She looked at him surprised, uncomprehending. Your hand, he cried. She obeyed. He seized it with a vividly.
Starting point is 10:08:11 as if eager to raise it to his lips, but halfway up released his grasp. They looked at each other for a time. What's the matter, dear? She whispered timidly. Neither force nor conviction, heist muttered wearily to himself. How am I to meet this charmingly simple problem?
Starting point is 10:08:31 I am sorry, she murmured. And so am I, he confessed quickly. And the bitterest of this humiliation is its complete uselessness, which I feel, I feel. She had never before seen him give such signs of feeling. Across his ghastly face, the long moustaches flamed in the shade.
Starting point is 10:08:52 He spoke suddenly. I wonder if I could find enough courage to creep among them in the night with a knife and cut their throats one after another as they slept. I wonder. She was frightened by his unwanted appearance more than by the words in his mouth and said earnestly, Don't you try to do such a thing? Don't you think of it?
Starting point is 10:09:11 I don't possess anything bigger than a penknife. As to thinking of it, Lena, there's no saying what one may think of. I don't think. Something in me thinks. Something foreign to my nature. What is the matter? He noticed her parted lips and the peculiar stare in her eyes which had wandered from his face. There's somebody after us.
Starting point is 10:09:35 I saw something white moving, she cried. Heist did not turn his head. He only glanced at her outstretched. arm. No doubt we are followed. We are watched. I don't see anything now, she said. And it does not matter, Heist went on in his ordinary voice. Here we are in the forest. I have neither strength nor persuasion. Indeed, it's extremely difficult to be eloquent before a chinaman's head stuck at one out of a lot of brushwood. But can we wander among these big trees indefinitely? Is this a refuge? No. What else is left?
Starting point is 10:10:11 to us. I did think for a moment of the mine, but even there we could not remain very long, and then that gallery is not safe. The props were too weak to begin with. Ants have been at work there, ants, after the men, a death trap at best. One can die but once, but there are many manners of death. The girl glanced about fearfully. In search of the watcher or follower, she had glimpsed once among the trees, but if he existed he had concealed him. himself. Nothing met her eyes but the deepening shadows of the short vistas between the living columns of the still roof of leaves. She looked at the man beside her expectantly, tenderly, with suppressed a fright and a sort of awed wonder. I have also thought of these
Starting point is 10:10:59 people's boat, heist went on. We could get into that, and, only they've taken everything out of her. I've seen her oars and masks in a corner of their room. To shove off in an empty boat would be nothing but a desperate expedient, supposing even that she would drift out a good distance between the islands before the morning. It would only be a complicated manner of committing suicide, to be found dead in a boat, dead from sun and thirst. A sea mystery. I wonder who would find us, Davidson perhaps, but Davidson passed westward ten days ago. I watched him steaming past one early morning from the jetty. You never told me, she said. He must have been looking at me through his big binoculars.
Starting point is 10:11:42 Perhaps if I had raised my arm, but what did we want with Davidson then, you and I? He won't be back this way for three weeks or more, Luna. I wish I had raised my arm that morning. What would have been the good of it? She sighed out. What good? No good, of course.
Starting point is 10:12:01 We had no forebodings. This seemed to be an inexpugnable refuge where we could live untroubled and learn to know each other. "'It's perhaps in trouble that people get to know each other,' she suggested. "'Perhaps,' he said indifferently. "'At any rate, we would not have gone away from here with him, though I believe he would have come in eagerly enough and ready for any service he could render.
Starting point is 10:12:25 "'It's that fat man's nature, a delightful fellow. "'He would not come on the wharf that time I sent the shore back to Mrs. Schaumburg through him. He's never seen you.' "'I didn't know that you wanted anybody ever to see me,' she said. He had folded his arms on his breast and hung his head. And I did not know that you cared to be seen as yet. A misunderstanding, evidently. An honourable misunderstanding.
Starting point is 10:12:52 But it does not matter now. He raised his head after a silence. How gloomy this forest has grown. Yet surely the sun cannot have set already. She looked round, and as if her eyes had just been opened, she perceived the shades of the forest surrounding her, not so much with gloom, but with a sullen, dumb, menacing hostility.
Starting point is 10:13:15 Her heart sank in the engulfing stillness. At that moment she felt the nearness of death breathing on her and on the man with her. If there had been a sudden stir of leaves, the crack of a dry branch, the faintest rustle, she would have screamed aloud, but she shook off the unworthy weakness. Such as she was,
Starting point is 10:13:35 a fiddle-scraping girl picked up on the first, very threshold of infamy, she would try to rise above herself, triumphant and humble, and then happiness would burst on her like a torrent, flinging at her feet the man whom she loved. I stirred slightly. We had better be getting back, Lena, since we can't stay all night in the woods, or anywhere else for that matter. We are the slaves of this infernal surprise which has been sprung on us by, shall I say, fate, your fate, or mine. It was the man who had broken the silence, but it was the woman who led the way. At the very edge of the forest she stopped, concealed by a tree.
Starting point is 10:14:16 He joined her cautiously. What is it? What do you see, Lena? he whispered. She said that it was only a thought that had come into her head. She hesitated for a moment, giving him over her shoulder a shining gleam in her grey eyes. She wanted to know whether this trouble, this danger, this evil, whatever it was, finding them out in their retreat was not a sort of punishment. Punishment, repeated heist. He could not understand what she meant. When she explained, he was still more surprised.
Starting point is 10:14:49 A sort of retribution from an angry heaven, he said in wonder, On us? What on earth for? He saw her pale face darken in the dusk. She had blushed. Her whispering flowed very fast. It was the way they lived together. That wasn't right, was it? It was a guilty life, for she had not been forced into it, driven, scared into it. No, no, she had come to him of her own free will with a whole soul yearning unlawfully. He was so profoundly touched that he could not speak for a moment.
Starting point is 10:15:24 To conceal his trouble he assumed his best Heistian manner. What are our visitors then messengers of morality, avengers of righteousness, agents of providence? That's certainly an original view. How flattered they would be if they could hear you. Now you were making fun of me, she said in a subdued voice which broke suddenly. Are you conscious of sin, heist asked gravely? She made no answer. For I am not, he added.
Starting point is 10:15:55 Before heaven, I am not. You, you are different. Woman is the tempter. You took me up from pity. I threw myself at you. Oh, you exaggerate. You exaggerate. It was not so bad as that, he said playfully, keeping his voice steady with an effort. He considered himself a dead man already, yet forced to pretend that he was alive for her sake, for her defence.
Starting point is 10:16:21 He regretted that he had no heaven to which he could recommend this fair, palpitating handful of ashes and dust, warm, living, sentient, his own, and exposed helplessly to insult, outrage, degradation and infinite misery of the body. She had averted her face from him and was still. He suddenly seized her passive hand. You will have it so, he said. Yes? Well, let us then hope for mercy together. She shook her head without looking at him like an abashed child. Remember, he went on, incorrigible with his delicate raillery, that hope is a Christian virtue, and surely you can't want all the mercy for yourself. Before their eyes, the bungalow across the cleared ground stood bathed in a sinister light. An unexpected chill gust of wind made a noise in the treetops. She snatched a hand away and stepped out into
Starting point is 10:17:18 the open, but before she had advanced more than three yards, she stood still and pointed to the west. Oh, look there! she exclaimed. Beyond the headland of Diamond Bay, lying black on a purple sea, great masses of clouds stood piled up and bathed in a mist of blood. A crimson cracked like an open wound zigzagged between them, with a piece of dark red sun showing at the bottom. Iced cast an indifferent glance at the ill-ooment chaos of the sky. Thunderstorm making up. We shall hear it all night, but it won't visit us, probably.
Starting point is 10:17:55 The clouds generally gather round the volcano. She was not listening to him. Her eyes reflected the sombre and violent hues of the sunset. That does not look much like a sign of mercy, she said slowly, as if to herself, and hurried on, followed by heist. Suddenly she stopped. I don't care. I would do more yet.
Starting point is 10:18:18 And someday you'll forgive me. You'll have to forgive me. End of Part 4, Chapter 8. Part 4, Chapter 9 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain Read by Peter Dan Victory Part 4 Chapter 9
Starting point is 10:18:43 Stumbling up the steps as if suddenly exhausted Lena entered the room and let herself fall on the nearest chair Before following her Heist took a survey of the surroundings from the veranda It was a complete solitude There was nothing in the aspect of this familiar scene To tell him that he and the girl were not as completely alone as they had been in the early days of their common life on this abandoned spot,
Starting point is 10:19:08 with only Wang discreetly materialising from time to time and the uncomplaining memory of Morrison to keep them company. After the cold gust of wind, there was an absolute stillness in the air. The thunder-charged mass hung unbroken beyond the low, ink-black headland, darkening the twilight. By contrast, the sky at the zenith displayed pellucid clearness, the sheen of a delicate glass bubble which the mirror the nearest movement of air might shatter.
Starting point is 10:19:37 A little to the left, between the black masses of the headland and of the forest, the volcano, a feather of smoke by day, and a cigar glow at night, took its first fiery, expanding breath of the evening. Above it, a reddish star came out like an expelled spark from the fiery bosom of the earth, enchanted into permanency by the mysterious spell of frozen spaces. In front of highest the forest, already full of the deep, deepest shades stood like a wall. But he lingered, watching its edge, especially where it ended at the line of bushes, masking the land end of the jetty. Since the girl had spoken of catching a
Starting point is 10:20:17 glimpse of something white among the trees, he believed pretty firmly that they had been followed in their excursion up the mountain by Mr Jones's secretary. No doubt the fellow had watched them out of the forest, and now, unless he took the trouble to go back some distance and fetch a considerable circuit inland over the clearing, he was bound to walk out into the open space before the bungalows. Heist did indeed imagine at one time some movement between the trees, lost as soon as perceived. He stared patiently, but nothing more happened. After all, why should he trouble about these people's actions? Why this stupid concern for the preliminaries, since, when the issue was joined, it would find him disarmed and shrinking from the ugliness and degradation of it.
Starting point is 10:21:02 He turned and entered the room. Deep dusk rained in there already. Lena, near the door, did not move or speak. The sheen of the white tablecloth was very obtrusive. The brute these two vagabonds had tamed had entered on its service while Heist and Lena were away. The table was laid. Heist walked up and down the room several times.
Starting point is 10:21:25 The girl remained without sound or movement on the chair. But when Heist, placing the two silver candle, labra on the table, struck a match to light the candles, she got up suddenly and went into the bedroom. She came out again almost immediately, having taken off her hat. Ist looked at her over his shoulder. What's the good of shirking the evil hour? I've lighted these candles for a sign of our return. After all, we might not have been watched while returning, I mean. Of course we were seen leaving the house. The girl sat down again. The great wealth of her hair looked very dark above her colourless face. She raised her eyes, glistening softly in the light with a sort
Starting point is 10:22:08 of unreadable appeal, with a strange effect of unseeing innocence. Yes, said heist across the table, the fingertips of one hand resting on the immaculate cloth. A creature with an antediluvian lower jaw, hairy like a mastodon, and formed like a prehistoric ape, has laid this table. Are you awake, Lena? Am I? I? I would pinch myself. Only I know that nothing would do away with this dream. Three covers. You know it as the shorter of the two who's coming, the gentleman who, in the play of his shoulders as he walks
Starting point is 10:22:43 and in his facial structure, recalls a jaguar. Ah, you don't know what a jaguar is, but you have had a good look at these two. It's the short one you know who's to be our guest. She made a sign with her head that she knew. Heist's insistence brought Riccardo vividly before her mental vision. A sudden languor, like the physical echo of her struggle with the man, paralyzed all her limbs. She lay still in the chair, feeling very frightened at this phenomenon, ready to pray aloud for strength.
Starting point is 10:23:16 Heist had started to pace the room. Our guest! There is a proverb in Russia, I believe, that when a guest enters the house, God enters the house. The sacred virtue of hospitality. But it leads one into trouble as well as in the other. The girl unexpectedly got up from the chair, swaying her supple figure and stretching her arms above her head. He stopped to look at her curiously, paused, and then went on. I venture to think that God has nothing to do with such a hospitality and with such a guest.
Starting point is 10:23:51 She had jumped to her feet to react against the numbness, to discover whether her body would obey her will. It did. She could stand up and she could move her arms freely. Though no physiologist, she concluded that all that sudden numbness was in her head, not in her limbs. Her fears are swarged, she thanked God for it mentally, and to heist murmured a protest. Oh yes, he's got to do with everything, every little thing. Nothing can happen. Yes, he said hastily, one of the two sparrows can't be struck to the ground. You're thinking of that. The habitual playful smile faded on the kindly lips under the martial moustache. "'Ah, you remember what you've been told, as a child, on Sundays?'
Starting point is 10:24:36 "'Yes, I do remember.' She sank into the chair again. It was the only decent bit of time I ever had when I was a kid, without landlady's two girls, you know. "'I wonder, Lena,' Heist said with a return to his urbane playfulness, "'whether you are just a little child, "'or whether you represent something as old as the world.' "'She surprised Heist by saying dreamily,
Starting point is 10:25:00 "'well, and what about it? you. I date later, much later. I can't call myself a child, but I am so recent that I may call myself a man of the last hour, or is at the hour before last. I have been out of it so long that I am not certain how far the hands of the clock have moved since, since. He glanced at the portrait of his father, exactly above the head of the girl, as if it were ignoring her in its painted austerity of feeling. He did not finish the sentence, but he did not remain silent for long. Only what must be avoided are fallacious inferences, my dear Lena, especially at this hour. Now you're making fun of me again, she said without looking up. Am I? he cried, making fun.
Starting point is 10:25:48 No, giving warning. Hang it all, whatever truth people told you in the old days, there is also this one, that sparrows do fall to the ground, that they are brought to the ground. This is no vain assertion, but a fact. That's why. Again, his tone changed while he picked up the table knife and let it fall disdainfully. That's why I wish these wretched round knives had some edge on them. Absolute rubbish, neither edge, point nor substance. I believe one of these forks would make a better weapon at a pinch. But can I go about with a fork in my pocket? He gnashed his teeth with a rage, very real and yet comic. There used to be a carver here, but it was broken and thrown away a long time ago.
Starting point is 10:26:33 Nothing much to carve here. It would have made a noble weapon, no doubt, but... He stopped. The girl sat very quiet, with downcast eyes. As he kept silence for some time, she looked up and said thoughtfully, Yes, a knife. It's a knife that you would want, wouldn't you, in case... In case...
Starting point is 10:26:54 He shrugged his shoulders. There must be a crowbar or two in the sheds, but I have given up all the keys together. And then, do you see me walking about with a crowbar in my hand? Ha! ha! And besides, that edifying sight alone might start the trouble for all I know. In truth, why has it not started yet?
Starting point is 10:27:15 Perhaps they are afraid of you, she whispered, looking down again. By Jove, it looks like it, he assented meditatively. they do seem to hang back for some reason. Is that reason prudence or downright fear, or perhaps the leisurely method of certitude? Out in the black night, not very far from the bungalow,
Starting point is 10:27:37 resounded a loud and prolonged whistle. Lena's hands grasped the sides of the chair, but she made no movement. Heist started and turned his face away from the door. The startling sound had died away. Whistles, yells, omens, signals, portents. What do they matter? he said. But what about the crowbar? Suppose I had it. Could I stand in ambush at the side of the door, this door, and smash the first protruding head, scatter blood and brains
Starting point is 10:28:06 over the floor, over these walls, and then run stealthily to the other door to do the same thing and repeat the performance for a third time, perhaps? Could I? On suspicion, without compunction, with a calm and determined purpose? No, it is not in me. I date. I date. too late. Would you like to see me attempt this thing while that mysterious prestige of mine lasts, or they are not less mysterious hesitation? No, no, she whispered ardently, as if compelled to speak by his eyes fixed on her face. No, it's a knife you want to defend yourself with, to defend. There will be time. And who knows if it isn't really my duty, he began again, as if he had not heard a disjointed words at all. It may be, my duty to you.
Starting point is 10:28:53 to myself. For why should I put up with the humiliation of their secret menaces? Do you know what the world would say? He emitted a low laugh which struck her with terror. She would have got up, but he stooped so low over her that she could not move without first pushing him away. It would say, Lena, that I, the Swede, after luring my friend and partner to his death from mere greed of money, have murdered these unoffending, shipwrecked strangers from sheer funk. That would be the story whispered, perhaps shouted, certainly spread out and believed, and believed, my dear Lena. Who would believe such awful things? Perhaps you wouldn't, not at first at any rate, but the power of calumny grows with time. It's insidious and penetrating.
Starting point is 10:29:41 It can even destroy one's faith in oneself, dry rot the soul. All at once her eyes leapt to the door and remained fixed, stony, little enlarged. Turning his head, Heist beheld the figure of Ricardo framed in the doorway. For a moment, none of the three moved. Then, looking from the newcomer to the girl in the chair, Heist formulated a sadonic introduction. Mr. Ricardo, my dear. Her head drooped a little. Ricardo's hand went up to his moustache. His voice exploded in the room. At your service, ma'am! He stepped in, taking his hat off with a flourish and dropping it care
Starting point is 10:30:21 on a chair near the door. "'At your service,' he repeated, in quite another tone. "'I was made aware there was a lady about by that Pedro of ours, "'only I didn't know I should have the privilege of seeing you tonight, ma'am.' Lena and Heist looked at him covertly, but he, with a vague gaze avoiding them both, looked at nothing, seeming to pursue some point in space. "'Had a pleasant walk?' he asked suddenly.
Starting point is 10:30:50 "'Yes, and you returned. Heist, who had managed to catch his glance. I haven't been a yard away from the Governor this afternoon, till I started for here. The genuineness of the accent surprised Heist, without convincing him of the truth of the words. Why do you ask? pursued Riccardo, with every inflection of perfect candour.
Starting point is 10:31:11 You might have wished to explore the island a little, said Heist, studying the man, who, to render him justice, did not try to free his captured gaze. I may remind you that it wouldn't be a perfect, perfectly safe proceeding. Ricardo presented a picture of innocence. Ah yes, meaning that chink that has run away from you. He ain't much. He has a revolver, observed Heise meaningly. Well, and you have a revolver too, Mr. Ricardo argued unexpectedly.
Starting point is 10:31:40 I don't worry myself about that. That's different. I'm not afraid of you, Heist made answer after a short pause. Of me? Of all of you. You have a queer way of putting things, began Ricardo. At that moment the door on the compound side of the house came open with some noise, and Pedro entered, pressing the edge of a loaded tray to his breast. His big hairy head rolled a little, his feet fell in front of each other with a short, hard thump on the floor.
Starting point is 10:32:11 The arrival changed the current of Ricardo's thought, perhaps, but certainly of his speech. You heard me whistling a little while ago outside. That was to give him a hint as I came up. long that it was time to bring in the dinner, and here it is. Lina rose and pressed to the right of Ricardo, who lowered his glance for a moment. They sat down at the table. The enormous gorilla back of Pedro swayed out through the door. Extraordinary strong brute, ma'am, said Ricardo. He had a propensity to talk about his Pedro, as some men will talk of their dog. He ain't pretty,
Starting point is 10:32:48 though. No, he ain't pretty. And he has got to be kept to be kept. under. I am his keeper, as it might be. The governor don't trouble his head much about details. All that's left to Martin. Martin, that's me, ma'am. I saw the girl's eyes turn toward Mr. Jones's secretary and rest blankly on his face. Ricardo, however, looked vaguely into space and with faint flickers of a smile about his lips, made conversation indefatigably against the silence of his entertainers. He boasted largely of his long association with Mr. Jones. Over four years now, he said. Then, glancing rapidly at Heist, "'You can see it once, he's a gentleman, can't you?'
Starting point is 10:33:31 "'You people,' Heist said, his habitual playful intonation tinged with gloom. "'I divorced from all reality in my eyes.' Ricardo received this speech as if he had been expecting to hear those very words, or else did not mind at all what Heist might say. He muttered and absent-minded, I, I, played with a bit of biscuit, sighed and said, with a peculiar stare which did not seem to carry any distance, but to stop short at a point in the air very near his face. Anybody can see it once, you are one.
Starting point is 10:34:03 You and the governor ought to understand each other. He expects to see you tonight. The governor isn't well, and we've got to think of getting away from here. While saying these words, he turned himself full towards leaner, but without any marked expression. leaning back with folded arms the girl stared before her as if she had been alone in the room but under that aspect of almost vacant unconcerned the perils and emotions that had entered into her life warmed her heart exalted her mind with a sense of an inconceivable intensity of existence
Starting point is 10:34:36 really thinking of going away from here heist murmured the best of friends must part Ricardo pronounced slowly. And as long as they part friends, there's no harm done. We two are used to be on the move. You, I understand, prefer to stick in one place. It was obvious that all this was being said merely for the sake of talking, and that Ricardo's mind was concentrated on some purpose unconnected with the words that were coming out of his mouth.
Starting point is 10:35:05 I should like to know, heist asked with incisive politeness, how you have come to understand this or anything else about me, As far as I can remember, I've made you no confidences. Ricardo, gazing comfortably into space out of the back of his chair, for some time all three had given up any pretence of eating, answered abstractedly, Any fellow might have guessed it. He sat up suddenly and uncovered all his teeth in a grin of extraordinary ferocity,
Starting point is 10:35:33 which was belied by the persistent amiability of his tone. The governor will be the man to tell you something about that. I wish you would see my governor. he's the one who does all our talking. Let me take you to him this evening. He ain't at all well, and he can't make up his mind to go away without having a talk with you.
Starting point is 10:35:52 Heist, looking up, met Lena's eyes. Their expression of candor seemed to hide some struggling intention. Her head, he fancied, had made an imperceptible, affirmative movement. Why? What reason could she have? Was it the prompting of some obscure instinct, or was it simply a delusion?
Starting point is 10:36:11 of his own senses. But in this strange complication invading the quietude of his life, in his state of doubt and disdain and almost of despair with which he looked at himself, he would let even a delusive appearance guide him through a darkness so dense that it made for indifference.
Starting point is 10:36:29 Well, suppose I do say so. Ricardo did not conceal his satisfaction, which for a moment interested heist. It can't be my life they are after, he said to himself, what good could it be to them? He looked across the table at the girl. What did it matter whether she had nodded or not?
Starting point is 10:36:48 As always, when looking into her unconscious eyes, he tasted something like the dregs of tender pity. He had decided to go. Her nod, imaginary or not imaginary, advice or illusion, had tipped the scale. He reflected that Ricardo's invitation could scarcely be anything in the nature of a trap. It would have been too absurd.
Starting point is 10:37:10 Why carry subtly into a trap someone already bound hand and foot, as it were? All this time he had been looking fixedly at the girl he called Lena. In the submissive quietness of her being, which had been her attitude ever since they had begun their life on the island, she remained as secret as ever. Heist got up abruptly, with a smile of such enigmatic and despairing character that Mr Secretary Ricardo, whose abstract gaze had an all-round efficiency, made a slight crouching start as if to dive under
Starting point is 10:37:44 the table for his leg knife, a start that was repressed as soon as begun. He had expected Heist to spring on him or draw a revolver, because he created for himself a vision of him in his own image. Instead of doing either of these obvious things, Heist walked
Starting point is 10:38:00 across the room, opened the door, and put his head through it to look out into the compound. As as his back was turned, Ricardo's hand sought the girl's arm under the table. He was not looking at her, but she felt the groping, nervous touch of his search, felt suddenly the grip of his fingers above her wrist. He leaned forward a little. Still he dared not look at her. His hard stare remained fastened on Heist's back, and an extremely low hiss,
Starting point is 10:38:28 his fixed idea of argument found expression scathingly. See, he's no good. He's not the man for you. He glanced at her at last. Her lips moved a little, and he was always, by that movement without a sound. Next instant the heart grasp of his fingers vanished from her arm. Heist had shut the door. On his way back to the table he crossed the path of the girl they had called Alma. She didn't know why. Also Magdalene, whose mind had remained so long in doubt as to the reason of her own existence.
Starting point is 10:39:01 She no longer wondered at that bitter riddle, since her heart-founded solution in a blinding, hot glow of passionate purpose. end of part four chapter nine part four chapter ten of victory by joseph conrad this librivox recording is in the public domain read by peter dan victory part four chapter ten she passed by a heist as if she had indeed been blinded by some secret lurid and consuming glare into which she was about to enter the curtain of the bedroom door fell behind her into rigid folds Ricardo's vacant gaze seemed to be watching the dancing flight of a fly in mid-air. Extra dark outside, ain't it? he muttered. Not so dark but that I could see that man of yours prowling about there, said Heist in measured tones. What, Pedro? He's scarcely a man, you know, or else I wouldn't be so fond of him as I am.
Starting point is 10:40:08 Very well, let's call him your worthy associate. Aye, worthy enough for what we want of him. A great stand by is Peter in a scrimmage, a growl and a bite. Oh my. And you don't want him about? I don't. You want him out of the way, insisted Ricardo, with an affectation of incredulity,
Starting point is 10:40:29 which heist accepted calmly, though the air in the room seemed to grow more oppressive with every word spoken. That's it. I do want him out of the way. He forced himself to speak equably. Law, that's no great matter. Pedro's not much use. here? The business my governor's after can be settled by ten minutes
Starting point is 10:40:48 rational talk with another gentleman. Quiet talk. He looked up suddenly with hard phosphorescent eyes. He didn't move a muscle. Ricardo congratulated himself on having left his revolver behind.
Starting point is 10:41:04 He was so exasperated that he didn't know what he might have done, he said at last. You want poor harmless Peter out of the way before you let me take you to see the governor, Is that it? Yes, that is it. Hmm, one can see, Ricardo said with hidden venom,
Starting point is 10:41:22 that you are a gentleman, but all that gentlemanly fancifulness is apt to turn sour on a plain man's stomach. However, you'll have to pardon me. He put his fingers into his mouth and let out a whistle that seemed to drive a thin, sharp shaft of air solidly against one's nearest ear drum.
Starting point is 10:41:41 Though he greatly enjoyed heist's involuntary grimace, he sat perfectly stolid, waiting for the effect of the call. It brought Pedro in with extraordinary, uncouth, primeval, impetuosity. The door flew open with a clatter, and the wild figure it disclosed seemed anxious to devastate the room in leaps and bounds, but Ricardo raised his open palm and the creature came in quietly. His enormous half-closed paws swung to and fro a little in front of his bowed trunk as he walked. Ricardo looked on, triculently. You go to the boat, understand? Go now.
Starting point is 10:42:16 The little red eyes of the tame monster blinked with painful attention in the mass of hair. Well, why don't you get? Forgot human speech, eh? Don't you know any longer what a boat is? See, bought, the creature stammered out, doubtfully. Well, go there, the boat at the jetty, march off to it and sit there, lie down there, do anything but go to sleep there, till you hear my call, and then fly here. Them's your orders. March, get, Vamos. No, not that way. Out through the front door. No sulkes.
Starting point is 10:42:48 Pedro obeyed with uncouth alacrity. When he had gone, the gleam of pitiless savagery went out of Ricardo's yellow eyes, and his physiognomy took on for the first time that evening the expression of a domestic cat which is being noticed. You can watch him right into the bushes, if you like. Too dark, eh? Well, why not go with him to the very spot then? Ister made a gesture of vague protest. There's nothing to assure me that he will stay there.
Starting point is 10:43:15 I have no doubt of his going, but it's an act without guarantee. There you are, Ricardo shrugged his shoulders philosophically. Can't be helped. Short of shooting our Pedro, nobody can make absolutely sure of he's staying in the same place longer than he has a mind to. But I tell you, he lives in holy terror of my temper. That's why I put on my sudden death air when I talk to him. And yet I wouldn't shoot him.
Starting point is 10:43:39 Not I, unless in such a fit of rage as would make a man shoot his favourite dog. Look here, sir. This steel is on the square. I didn't tip him a wink to do anything else. He won't budge from the jetty. Are you coming along now, sir? A short silence ensued. Ricardo's jaws were working ominously under his skin. His eyes glided voluptuously here and there, cruel and dreamy. Iced checked a sudden movement, reflected for a while, then said, "'You must wait a little.'
Starting point is 10:44:11 "'Wait a little. Wait a little. "'What does he think a fellow is? A graven image?' "'Grumbled Riccardo, half-audibly.' "'Eist went into the bedroom and shut the door after him with a bang. "'Coming from the light, he could not see a thing in there at first, "'yet he received the impression of the girl getting up from the floor. "'On the less opaque darkness of the shutter-hole, "'her head detached itself suddenly, very faint,
Starting point is 10:44:35 "'a mere hint of a round, dark shape without a face. "'I'm going, Lena. I'm going to confront these scoundrels.' He was surprised to feel two arms falling on his shoulders. "'I thought that you—' he began. "'Yes, yes,' the girl whispered hastily. "'She neither clung to him, nor yet did she try to draw him to her. "'Her hands grasped his shoulders, and she seemed to him to be staring into his face in the dark. "'And now he could see something of her face, too,
Starting point is 10:45:06 "'an oval without features, and faintly distinguish her person. and in the blackness, a form without definite lines. You have a black dress here, haven't you, Lena? he asked, speaking rapidly, and so low that she could just hear him. Yes, an old thing. Very good, put it on at once. But why? Not for mourning. There was something peremptory in the slightly ironic murmur. Can you find it and get into it in the dark? She could. She would try. He waited very still. He could imagine her movement, over there at the far end of the room, but his eyes accustomed now to the darkness
Starting point is 10:45:43 had lost her completely. When she spoke, her voice surprised him by its nearness. She had done what he had told her to do and had approached him, invisible. Good, where's that piece of purple veil I've seen lying about? he asked. There was no answer, only a slight rustle.
Starting point is 10:46:00 Where is it? he repeated impatiently. Her unexpected breath was on his cheek. In my hands. Capital. Listen, Lena, as soon as I leave the bungalow with that horrible scoundrel, you slip out the back, instantly, lose no time, and run round into the forest. That will be your time while we are walking away, and I am sure he won't give me the slip. Run into the forest behind the fringe of bushes between the big trees. You will know surely how to find a place in full view of the front door. I fear for you, but in this black dress with most of your face muffled up in that dark veil, I defy anybody to find you there before daylight. Went in the forest, till the table is pushed into full view of the doorway, and you see three candles out of four blown out, and one re-lighted.
Starting point is 10:46:44 Or should the lights be put out here while you watch them, wait till three candles are lighted, and then two put out. At either of these signals, run back as hard as you can, for it will mean that I am waiting for you here. While he was speaking, the girl had sought and seized one of his hands.
Starting point is 10:47:01 She did not press it. She held it loosely, as it were timidly, caressingly. It was no grasp, but was a mere, as if only to make sure that he was there, that he was real and no mere darker shadow in the obscurity. The warmth of her hand gave heist a strange, intimate sensation of all her person. He had to fight down a new sort of emotion which almost unmanned him. He went on, whispering sternly. But if you see no such signal, don't let anything, fear, curiosity, despair, or hope
Starting point is 10:47:32 entice you back to this house. And with the first sign of dawn steal away along the edge of the clearing till you strike the path. Wait no longer, because I shall probably be dead. The murmur of the word never floated into his ear as if it formed itself in the air. You know the path, he continued. Make your way to the barricade. Go to Wang. Yes, to Wang, let nothing stop you. It seemed to him that the girl's hand trembled a little. The worst he can do to you is shoot you, but he won't. I really think he won't if I'm not there. Stay with the villages, with the wild people and fear nothing. They will be more awed by you than you can be frightened of them.
Starting point is 10:48:13 Davidson's bound to turn up before very long. Keep a look out for a passing steamer. Think of some sort of signal to call him. She made no answer. The sense of the heavy, brooding silence in the outside world seemed to enter and fill the room. The oppressive infinity of it, without breath, without light. It was as if the heart of hearts had ceased to beat
Starting point is 10:48:36 and the end of all things had come. Have you understood? You are to run out of the house at once, Ist whispered urgently. She lifted his hand to her lips and let it go. He was startled. Lena, he cried out under his breath. She was gone from his side.
Starting point is 10:48:54 He dared not trust himself, no, not even to the extent of a tender word. Turning to go out, he heard a thud somewhere in the house. To open the door he had first to lift the curtain. He did so, with his face over his shoulder. The merest trickle of light coming through the keyhole and one or two cracks was enough for his eyes to see her plainly, all black, down on her knees,
Starting point is 10:49:15 with her head and arms flung on the foot of the bed, all black in the desolation of a morning sinner. What was this? A suspicion that there were everywhere more things than he could understand crossed Heist's mind. Her arm, detached from the bed, motioned him away. He obeyed and went out, full of disquiet. The curtain behind him had not ceased to tremble when she was up on her feet, close against it, listening for sounds, for words, in a stooping, tragic attitude of stealthy attention, one hand clutching at her breast as if to compress, to make less loud the beating of her heart. Heist had caught Mr. Jones' secretary in the contemplation of his closed writing desk. Ricardo might have been meditating how to break into it, but when he turned about suddenly he showed so distorted a face that it made Heist pause in one.
Starting point is 10:50:06 at the upturned whites of the eyes, which were blinking horribly, as if the man were inwardly convulsed. I thought you were never coming, Ricardo mumbled. I didn't know you were pressed for time. Even if you're going away depends on this conversation, as you say. I doubt if you are the men to put to sea on such a night as this, said heist, motioning Ricardo to proceed him out of the house. With feline undulations of hip and shoulder, the secretary left the room at once. There was something cruel in the absolute dumbness of the night. The great cloud covering half the sky hung right against one,
Starting point is 10:50:42 like an enormous curtain hiding menacing preparations of violence. As the feet of the two men touched the ground, a rumble came from behind it, preceded by a swift, mysterious gleam of light on the waters of the bay. Ha! said Ricardo. It begins. It may be nothing in the end, observed heist, stepping along steadily. No, let it come, Ricardo said viciously. I am in the humour for it.
Starting point is 10:51:09 By the time the two men had reached the other bungalow, the far-off-modulated rumble growled incessantly, while pale lightning in waves of cold fire flooded and ran off the island in rapid succession. Ricardo, unexpectedly, dashed ahead up the steps and put his head through the doorway. He is here, Governor, keep him with you as long as you can. Did you hear me whistle? I am on the track.
Starting point is 10:51:33 He flung these words into the room with inconceivable speed and stood aside to let the visitor pass through the doorway, but he had to wait an appreciable moment because Heist, seeing his purpose, had scornfully slowed his pace. When Heist entered the room it was with a smile, the Heist's smile, lurking under his martial moustache. End of Part 4, Chapter 10. Part 4 Chapter 11 of Victory by Joseph Conrad.
Starting point is 10:52:06 This Libravox recording is in the public domain Read by Peter Dan Victory, Part 4 Chapter 11 Two candles were burning on the stand-up disc Mr Jones tightly enfolded in an old but gorgeous blue silk dressing gown kept his elbows close against his sides
Starting point is 10:52:26 and his hands deeply plunged into the extraordinarily deep pockets of the garment. The costume accentuated his emaciation. He resembled a pace. pole leaning against the edge of the desk with a dried head of dubious distinction stuck on the top of it. Ricardo lounged in the doorway. Indifferent in appearance to what was going on, he was biting his time. At a given moment, between two flickers of lightning, he melted out of his frame into the outer air. His disappearance was observed on the instant by Mr. Jones, who abandoned his nonchalant immobility against the desk, and made a few steps calculated to put him between Heist and the doorway.
Starting point is 10:53:09 It's awfully close, he remarked. Heist in the middle of the room had made up his mind to speak plainly. We haven't met to talk about the weather. You favoured me earlier in the day with a rather cryptic phrase about yourself. I am he, that is, you said. What does that mean? Mr. Jones, without looking at Heist, continued his absent-minded movements, and still, attaining the desired position,
Starting point is 10:53:35 he brought his shoulders with a thump against the wall near the door and raised his head. In the emotion of the decisive moment, his haggard face glistened with perspiration. Drops ran down his hollow cheeks and almost blinded the spectral eyes in their bony caverns. It means that I am a person to be reckoned with. No, stop! Don't put your hand into your pocket. Don't!
Starting point is 10:54:00 His voice had a wild, unexpected shrillness. Heist started, and there ensued a moment of suspended animation, during which the thunder's deep bass muttered distantly, and the doorway to the right of Mr. Jones flickered with bluish light. At last He shrugged his shoulders. He even looked at his hand. He didn't put it in his pocket, however. Mr. Jones, glued against the wall, watched him raise both his hands to the ends of his horizontal moustaches, and answered the note of interrogation in his steady eyes. A matter of prudence, said Mr. Jones in his natural hollow tones, and with a face of death-like composure. A man of your free life has surely perceived that. You are a much-talked-about
Starting point is 10:54:44 man, Mr. Heist, and though, as far as I understand, you are accustomed to employ the subtler weapons of intelligence, still I can't afford to take any risks of the grosser methods. I'm not unscrupulous enough to be a match for you in the use of intelligence. But I assure you, Mr. Heist, that in the other way, you are no match for me. I have you covered at this very moment. You have been covered ever since you entered this room. Yes, from my pocket. During this harangue, Heist looked deliberately over his shoulder, stepped back apace, and sat down at the end of the camp bedstead. Leaning his elbow on one knee, he laid his cheek in the palm of his hand and seemed to meditate
Starting point is 10:55:28 on what he should say next. Mr. Jones, planted against the wall, was obviously waiting for some sort of overture. As nothing came, he resolved to speak himself, but he hesitated. For though he considered that the most difficult step had been taken, he said to himself that every stage of progress required great caution,
Starting point is 10:55:48 lest the man in Ricardo's phraseology should start to prance, which would be most inconvenient. He fell back on a previous statement. and I am a person to be reckoned with. The other man went on looking at the floor as if he were alone in the room. There was a pause. You have heard of me then, Heist said at length, looking up.
Starting point is 10:56:11 I should think so. We have been staying at Schomburg's hotel. Schomb? Heist choked on the word. What's the matter, Mr. Heist? Nothing, Norseer, Heist said resignedly. He resumedly. attitude of meditative indifference.
Starting point is 10:56:31 What is this reckoning you are talking about? He asked after a time, in the quietest possible tone. I don't know you. It's obvious that we belong to the same social sphere, began Mr. Jones with languid irony. Inwardly, he was as watchful as he could be. Something has driven you out, the originality of your ideas, perhaps, or your tastes.
Starting point is 10:56:56 Mr Jones indulged in one of his ghastly smiles. In repose his features had a curious character of evil, exhausted austerity, but when he smiled, the whole mask took on an unpleasantly infantile expression. A recrudescence of the rolling thunder invaded the room loudly and passed into silence. You are not taking this very well, observed Mr. Jones. This was what he said,
Starting point is 10:57:23 but as a matter of fact he thought that the business was should, shaping quite satisfactorily. The man, he said to himself, had no stomach for a fight. Aloud, he continued, "'Come, you can't expect to have it always your own way. You are a man of the world.' "'And you?'
Starting point is 10:57:40 Heist interrupted him unexpectedly. How do you define yourself? "'I, my dear sir, in one way I am—' "'Yes, I am the world itself "'come to pay you a visit.' "'In another sense I am an outcast, almost an outlaw. If you prefer a less materialist view,
Starting point is 10:57:59 I am a sort of fate, the retribution that awaits its time. I wish to goodness you were the commonest sort of ruffian, said heist, raising his equable gaze to Mr Jones. One would be able to talk to you straight then and hope for some humanity, as it is. I dislike violence and ferocity of every sort as much as you do,
Starting point is 10:58:20 Mr Jones declared, looking very languid as he leaned against the wall, but speaking fairly loud. You can ask my Martin if it is not so. This, Mr. Heist, is a soft age. It is also an age without prejudices. I've heard that you are free from them yourself. You mustn't be shocked if I tell you plainly
Starting point is 10:58:41 that we are after your money, or I am if you prefer to make me alone responsible. Pedro, of course, knows no more of it than any other animal would. Ricardo is of the faithful retainer class, absolutely identified with all my ideas, wishes and even whims. Mr. Jones pulled his left hand out of his pocket, got a handkerchief out of another, and began to wipe the perspiration from his forehead, neck and chin. The excitement from which he suffered made his breathing visible.
Starting point is 10:59:15 In his long dressing gown he had the air of a convalescent invalid who had imprudently overtaxed his strength. Heist, broad-shouldered, robust, watched the opposite. from the end of the camp bedstead, very calm, his hands on his knees. And by the by, he asked, where is he now, that henchman of yours, breaking into my desk? That would be crude. Still, crudeness is one of life's conditions. There was the slightest flavour of banter in the tone of Ricardo's governor. Conceivable, but unlikely. Martin is a little crude, but you are not, Mr. Heist.
Starting point is 10:59:52 To tell you the truth, I don't know precisely where he is. He has been a little mysterious of late, but he has my confidence. No, don't get up, Mr. Heist. The viciousness of his spectral face was indescribable. Heist, who had moved a little, was surprised by the disclosure. It was not my intention, he said. Pray remain seated, Mr. Jones insisted in a languid voice, but with a very determined glitter in his black eye caverns.
Starting point is 11:00:22 If you were more observant, said Heist, with dispassionate contempt, you would have known before I had been five minutes in the room that I had no weapon of any sort on me. Possibly, but pray keep your hands still. They are very well where they are. This is too big an affair for me to take any risks. Big, too big, Heist repeated with genuine surprise. Good heavens, whatever you are looking for, there's very little of it here, very little of anything. You would naturally say so, but that's not what we have heard, retorted Mr. Jones quickly, with a grin so ghastly that it was impossible to think it voluntary.
Starting point is 11:01:02 Heist's face had grown very gloomy, he knitted his brows. What have you heard, he asked. A lot, Mr. Heist, a lot, affirmed Mr. Jones. He was vying to recover his manner of languid superiority. We have heard, for instance, of a certain Mr. Morris' "'Listen, once your partner.' "'Heist could not repress a slight movement.
Starting point is 11:01:26 "'A-ha!' said Mr. Jones, "'with a sort of ghostly glee on his face. "'The muffled thunder resembled the echo "'of a distant cannonade below the horizon, "'and the two men seemed to be listening to it "'in sullen silence. "'This diabolical calumny will end in actually "'and literally taking my life from me,' thought Heist.
Starting point is 11:01:47 "'Then, suddenly, he laughed, portentously spectral Mr. Jones frowned at the sound laugh as much as you please he said I who have been hounded out from society by a lot of highly moral souls can't see anything funny in that story
Starting point is 11:02:03 but here we are and you will now have to pay for your fun Mr Heist You have heard a lot of ugly lies observed Heist Take my word for it You would say so of course Very natural
Starting point is 11:02:17 As a matter of fact, I haven't heard very much. Strictly speaking, it was Martin. He collects information and so on. You don't suppose I would talk to that Schomburg animal more than I could help. It was Martin whom he took into his confidence. The stupidity of that creature is so great that it becomes formidable, I said, as if speaking to himself.
Starting point is 11:02:43 Involuntarily, his mind turned to the girl, wandering in the forest, alone and terrified. Would he ever see her again? But that thought he nearly lost his self-possession. But the idea that if she followed his instructions those men were not likely to find her, steadied him a little. They did not know that the island had any inhabitants,
Starting point is 11:03:03 and he himself, once disposed of, they would be too anxious to get away to waste time hunting for a vanished girl. All this passed through Heist's mind in a flesh, as men think in moments of danger. He looked speculatively at Mr. Jones, who, of course, had never for a moment taken his eyes from his intended victim. And the conviction came to heist that this outlaw from the higher spheres
Starting point is 11:03:26 was an absolutely hard and pitiless scoundrel. Mr. Jones' voice made him start. It would be useless, for instance, to tell me that your Chinaman has run off with your money. A man living alone with a Chinaman on an island takes care to conceal property of that kind so well that the devil himself. certainly, Ist muttered. Again, with his left hand, Mr. Jones mopped his frontal bone, his stalk-like neck, his razor jaws, his fleshless chin.
Starting point is 11:03:58 Again his voice faltered and his aspect became still more gruesomely malevolent as of a wicked and pitiless corpse. I see what you mean, he cried, but you mustn't put too much trust in your ingenuity. You don't strike me as a very ingenious person, Mr. Heise. Neither am I. My talents lie another way. But Martin, who is now engaged in rifling my desk, interjected Heist, I don't think so. What I was going to say is that Martin is much cleverer than a Chinaman. Do you believe in racial superiority, Mr. Heist? I do, firmly.
Starting point is 11:04:37 Martin is great at ferreting out such secrets as yours, for instance. Secrets like mine, repeated Heist bitterly. well I wish him joy for all he can ferret out. That's very kind of you, remarked Mr. Jones. He was beginning to be anxious for Martin's return. Of iron self-possession at the gaming table, fearless in a sudden affray, he found that this rather special kind of work was telling on his nerves.
Starting point is 11:05:06 Keep still as you are, he cried sharply. I've told you I'm not armed, said Heist, folding his arms on his breast. I am really inclined to believe that you are not, admitted Mr Jones seriously. Strange, he mused aloud, the caverns of his eyes turned upon Heist. Then, briskly, But my object is to keep you in this room. Don't provoke me by some unguarded movement to smash your knee or do something definite of that sort. He passed his tongue over his lips which were dry and black,
Starting point is 11:05:40 while his forehead glistened with moisture. I don't know if it was a little. wouldn't be better to do it at once.' He who deliberates his lost, said Heist, with grave mockery. Mr. Jones disregarded the remark. He had the air of communing with himself. Physically, I am no match for you, he said slowly. His black glaze fixed upon the man sitting at the end of the bed.
Starting point is 11:06:05 Your good spring. Are you trying to frighten yourself? asked Heist abruptly. You don't seem to have quite enough pluck for your business. Why don't you do it at once? Mr. Jones, taking violent offence, snorted like a savage skeleton. Strange as it may seem to you, it is because of my origin, my breeding, my traditions, my early associations and such like trifles. Not everybody can divest himself of the prejudices of a gentleman as easily as you have done,
Starting point is 11:06:36 Mr. Heist. But don't worry about my pluck. If you were to make a clean spring at me, you would receive in mid-air, so to speak, something that would make you perfectly harmless by the time you landed. No, don't misapprehend us, Mr. Heist. We are adequate bandits, and we are after the fruit of your labours as a successful swindler. It's the way of the world, gorge and disgorge. He leaned wearily the back of his head against the wall. His vitality seemed
Starting point is 11:07:10 exhausted. Even his sunken eyelids trooped within the bony sockets. Only his thin, waspish, beautifully penciled eyebrows, drawn together a little, suggested the will and the power to sting, something vicious, unconquerable, and deadly. Fruit, swindler, repeated heist without heat, almost without contempt. You're giving yourself no end of trouble, you and your faithful henchmen, to crack an empty nut. There are no fruits here, as you have. You are no fruits here, as you are, imagine. There are a few sovereigns which you may have if you like, and since you have called yourself a bandit? Yes, drawled Mr. Jones, that rather than a swindler. Open warfare, at least. Very good, only let me tell you that there were never in this world two more deluded bandits,
Starting point is 11:08:00 never. I stuttered these words with such energy that Mr. Jones, stiffening up, seemed to become thinner and taller in his metallic blue dressing-gown against the white-washed wall. Falled by a silly, rascally innkeeper, Heist went on, talked over like a pair of children with a promise of sweets. I didn't talk with that disgusting animal, muttered Mr. Joan sullenly, but he convinced Martin, who is no fool. I should think he wanted very much to be convinced, said Heist, with the courteous intonation so well known in the islands.
Starting point is 11:08:37 I don't want to disturb your touching trust in your follower, but he must be the most credulous brigand in existence. What do you imagine? If the story of my riches were ever so true, do you think Schomburg would have imparted it to you from sheer altruism? Is that the way of the world, Mr Jones? For a moment the lower jaw of Ricardo's gentleman dropped, but it came up with a snap of scorn,
Starting point is 11:09:02 and he said with spectral intensity, the beast is cowardly. He was frightened and wanted to get rid of us if you want to know, Mr. Heist. I don't know that the material inducement was so very great, but I was bored, and we decided to accept the bribe. I don't regret it.
Starting point is 11:09:20 All my life I have been seeking new impressions, and you have turned out to be something quite out of the common. Martin, of course, looks to the material results. He's simple and faithful and wonderfully acute. "'Ah, yes, he's on the track.' "'And now Heist's speech had the character of politely grim raillery, "'but not sufficiently on the track as yet to make it quite convenient to shoot me without more ado. "'Didn't Schaumburg tell you precisely where I conceal the fruit of my rapines?
Starting point is 11:09:52 "'Pah! Don't you know he would have told you anything, true or false, from a very clear motive? "'Revenge! Mad hate! The unclean idiot!' "'Mr. Jones did not seem very much moved. his right hand, the doorway incessantly flickered with distant lightning, and the continuous rumble of thunder went on irritatingly, like the growl of an inarticulate giant muttering fatuously. Eist overcame his immense repugnance to allude to her, whose image, cowering in the forest, was constantly before his eyes, with all the pathos and force of its appeal, august, pitiful, and almost wholly to him. It was in a hurried, embarrassed manner that he went on.
Starting point is 11:10:33 If it had not been for that girl whom he persecuted with his insane and odious passion and who threw herself on my protection, he would never have... But you know well enough. I don't know, burst out Mr Jones with amazing heat. That hotelkeeper tried to talk to me once of some girl he had lost, but I told him I didn't want to hear any of these beastly women's stories. It had something to do with you, had it? Heist looked on serenely at this outburst, then lost his pain.
Starting point is 11:11:03 patience a little. What sort of comedy is this? You don't mean to say that you didn't know that I had that there was a girl living with me here? One could see that the eyes of Mr. Jones had become fixed in the depths of their black holes by the gleam of white becoming steady there. The whole man seemed frozen still. Here! Here! he screamed out twice. There was no mistaking his astonishment. He shocked incredulity, something like frightened disgust. Heist was disgusted also, but in another way. He too was incredulous.
Starting point is 11:11:38 He regretted having mentioned the girl, but the thing was done. His repugnance had been overcome in the heat of his argument against the absurd bandit. Is it possible that you didn't know of that significant fact, he inquired? Of the only effective truth in the welter of silly lies that deceived you so easily? No, I didn't, Mr. Jones shouted. But Martin did, he added in a faint whistle. which heistee has just caught and no more. "'I kept her out of sight as long as I could,' said heist.
Starting point is 11:12:10 "'Perhaps with your bringing up traditions and so on, "'you will understand my reason for it.' "'He knew. He knew before,' Mr. Jones mourned in a hollow voice. "'He knew of her from the first.' "'Backed hard against the wall he no longer watched Heist. He had the air of a man who had seen an abyss yawning under his feet. If I want to kill him, this is my time, thought heist, but he did not move. Next moment, Mr. Jones jerked his head up, glaring with sardonic fury.
Starting point is 11:12:43 I have a good mind to shoot you, you woman-ridden hermit, you man in the moon that can't exist without... No, it won't be you that I'll shoot. It's the other woman lover, the prevaricating, sly, low-class, amorous cuss. And he shaved, shaved under my very nose. I'll shoot him. He's gone mad, thought heist, startled by the specter's sudden fury. He felt himself more in danger, nearer death than ever since he had entered that room. An insane bandit is a deadly combination.
Starting point is 11:13:18 He did not, could not know, that Mr. Jones was quick-minded enough to see already the end of his reign over his excellent secretary's thoughts and feelings the coming failure of Ricardo's fidelity. A woman had intervened. a woman, a girl, who apparently possessed the power to awaken men's disgusting folly. Her power had been proved in two instances already, the beastly innkeeper and that man with moustaches, upon whom Mr. Jones, his deadly right hand twitching in his pocket, glared more in repulsion than in anger.
Starting point is 11:13:51 The very object of the expedition was lost from view in his sudden and overwhelming sense of utter insecurity. And this made Mr Jones feel very savage, but not against the man with the mustaches. Thus, while Heist was really feeling that his life was not worth two minutes' purchase, he heard himself addressed with no affectation of languid impertinence, but with a burst of feverish determination. Here, let's call a truce, said Mr. Jones. Heist's heart was too sick to allow him to smile.
Starting point is 11:14:24 Have I been making war on you? he asked wearily. How do you expect me to attach any meaning to your words, he went on? You seem to be a morbid, senseless sort of bandit. We don't speak the same language. If I were to tell you why I am here talking to you, you wouldn't believe me because you would not understand me. It certainly isn't the love of life from which I have divorced myself long ago, not sufficiently, perhaps,
Starting point is 11:14:50 but if you're thinking of yours, then I repeat to you that it has never been in danger from me. I am unarmed. Mr. Jones was biting his lower lip in a deep meditation. It was only towards the last that he looked at heist. Unarmed, eh? And I suppose that creature is of the commonest sort. You could hardly have got her out of a drawing-room, though they're all alike for that matter.
Starting point is 11:15:16 Unarmed. It's a pity. I am in much greater danger than you are, or were, or I am much mistaken. But I am not. I know my man. He lost his air of mental vacancy and broke out into shrill exclamations. To Heist, they seemed madder than anything that had gone before. "'On the track! On the scent!' he cried, forgetting himself to the point of executing a dance of rage in the middle of the floor.
Starting point is 11:15:44 Heist looked on, fascinated by this skeleton in a gay dressing-gown, jerkily agitated like a grotesque toy on the end of an invisible string. It became quiet suddenly. "'I might have smelt a rat. I always knew that this would be the danger.' He changed suddenly to a confidential tone, fixing his sepulchral steer on Heist. And yet here I am, taken in by the fellow, like the veriest fool. I've been always on the watch for some beastly influence, but here I am, fairly caught. He shaved himself right in front of me, and I never guessed.
Starting point is 11:16:22 The shrill laugh followed on the low tone of secrecy, sounded so convincingly insane that Heist got up as if moved by a spring. Mr Jones stepped back two paces but displayed no uneasiness. It's as clear as daylight, he uttered mournfully and fell silent. Behind him the doorway flickered lividly and the sound as of a naval action somewhere away on the horizon filled the breathless pause. Mr Jones inclined his head on his shoulder. His mood had completely changed. What do you say, unarmed man? Shall we go and see what is detaining, my trotel? at Martin so long?
Starting point is 11:17:01 He asked me to keep you engaged in friendly conversation until he made a further examination of that track. Ha ha ha ha ha. He is no doubt ransacking my house, said Heist. He was bewildered. It seemed to him that all this
Starting point is 11:17:16 was an incomprehensible dream or perhaps an elaborate other-world joke contrived by that spectre in a gorgeous dressing-gown. Mr. Jones looked at him with a horrible, cadaverous smile of inscrutable mockery and pointed to the door. Ist passed through at first. His feelings had become so blunted
Starting point is 11:17:36 that he did not care how soon he was shot in the back. How oppressive the air is, the voice of Mr. Jones said at his elbow. This stupid storm gets on my nerves. I would welcome some rain, though it would be unpleasant to get wet. On the other hand, this exasperating thunder has the advantage of covering the sound of our approach.
Starting point is 11:17:57 The lightning's not so convenient. Ah, your house is fully illuminated. My clever Martin is punishing your stock of candles. He belongs to the unceremonious classes, which are also unlovely, untrustworthy, and so on. I left the candles burning, said Heist, to save him trouble. You really believed he would go to your house? asked Mr. Jones, with genuine interest. I had that notion, strongly.
Starting point is 11:18:25 I do believe he is there, now. And you don't mind? No. You don't, Mr. Jones stopped to wonder. You are an extraordinary man, he said suspiciously, and moved on, touching elbows with heist. In the latter's breast dwelt a deep silence, the complete silence of unused faculties. At this moment, by simply shouldering Mr. Jones, he could have thrown him down and put himself by a couple of leaps beyond the certain aim of that revolver, but he did not even think of that. His very will seemed dead of weariness.
Starting point is 11:19:03 He moved automatically, his head low, like a prisoner captured by the evil power of a masquerading skeleton out of a grave. Mr. Jones took charge of the direction. They fetched a wide sweep. The echoes of distant thunder seemed to dog their footsteps. By the by, said Mr. Jones, as if unable to restrain his curiosity.
Starting point is 11:19:25 "'Aren't you anxious about that—' "'ouch, that fascinating creature "'to whom you owe whatever pleasure you can find in our visit?' "'I have placed her in safety,' said Heist. "'I took good care of that.' "'Mr. Jones laid a hand on his arm. "'You have? Look, is that what you mean?' "'Heist raised his head.
Starting point is 11:19:50 "'In the flicker of lightning, "'the desolation of the cleared ground on his left, out and sank into the night, together with the elusive forms of things distant, pale, unearthly. But in the brilliant square of the door he saw the girl, the woman he had longed to see once more, as if enthroned, with her hands on the arms of the chair. She was in black, her face was white, her head dreamily inclined on her breast. He saw her only as low as her knees. He saw her, there in the room, alive with a somber reality. It was no mocking vision. She was not in the forest, but there.
Starting point is 11:20:28 She sat there in the chair, seemingly without strength, yet without fear, tenderly stooping. Can you understand their power? whispered the hot breath of Mr. Jones into his ear. Can there be a more disgusting spectacle? It's enough to make the earth detestable. She seems to have found her affinity. Move on closer. If I have to shoot you in the end, then perhaps you will
Starting point is 11:20:55 die cured. Heist obeyed the pushing pressure of a revolver barrel between his shoulders. He felt it distinctly, but he did not feel the ground under his feet. They found the steps without his being aware that he was ascending them
Starting point is 11:21:11 slowly, one by one. Doubt entered into him, a doubt of a new kind, formless, hideous. It seemed to spread itself all over him, into his limbs and lodge in his entrails. He stopped, suddenly with a thought that he who experienced such a feeling had no business to live,
Starting point is 11:21:29 or perhaps was no longer living. Everything, the bungalow, the forest, the open ground, trembled incessantly, the earth, the sky itself shivered all the time, and the only thing immovable in the shuddering universe was the interior of the lighted room, and the woman in black sitting in the light of the eight candle flames. They flung around her an intolerable brilliance which hurt his eyes, seemed to sear his very brain with the radiation of infernal heat. It was some time before his scorched eyes made out Ricardo, seated on the floor at some little distance, his back to the doorway, but only partly so, one side of his upturned face, showing the absorbed, all-forgetful rapture of his contemplation.
Starting point is 11:22:16 The grip of Mr. Jones' heart claw drew heist back a little. In the roll of thunder, swelling and subsiding. He whispered in his ear a sarcastic, Of course. A great shame descended upon Heist, the shame of guilt, absurd and maddening. Mr. Jones drew him still farther back into the darkness of the veranda. This is serious, he went on, distilling his ghostly venom into Heist's very ear. I had to shut my eyes many times to his little flings, but this is serious. He has found his soulmate. Mud souls, obscene and cunning, mud bodies too, the mud of the gutter.
Starting point is 11:23:01 I tell you, we are no match for the vile populace. I, even I, have been nearly caught. He asked me to detain you till he gave me the signal. It won't be you that I'll have to shoot, but him. I wouldn't trust him near me for five minutes after this. He shook Heist's arm a little. If you had not happened to mention the creature, we should both have been dead before morning. He would have stabbed you as you came down the steps after leaving me, and then he would have walked up to me and planted the same knife between my ribs.
Starting point is 11:23:36 He has no prejudices, the vile of the origin, the greater the freedom of these simple souls. He drew a cautious hissing breath and added in an agitated murmur. I can see right into his mind. I have been nearly caught napping by his cunning. He stretched his neck to peer into the room from the side. Ice too made a step forward under the slight impulse of that slender hand
Starting point is 11:24:03 clasping his hand with a thin, bony grasp. And behold, the skeleton of the crazy bandit jabbed thinly into his ear in spectral fellowship. Behold the simple, "'Acus kissing the sandals of the nymph on the way to her lips, "'all forgetful, while the menacing fife of Polyphemus "'or already sounds close at hand, if he could only hear it. "'Stoop a little!'
Starting point is 11:24:31 "' End of Part 4, Chapter 11. "'Part 4, Chapter 12 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. "'This Librevox recording is in the public domain, "'read by Peter Dan. "'Victory, Part 4, Chapter 12. On returning to the Heist bungalow, rapid as if on wings, Ricardo found Lena waiting for him. She was dressed in black, and at once his uplifting exultation was replaced by an awed and quivering patience before her white face, before the immobility of her reposeful pose, the more amazing to him who had encountered the strength of her limbs and the indomitable spirit in her body.
Starting point is 11:25:17 She had come out after Heist's departure and had sat down under the portrait to wait for the return of the man of violence and death. While lifting the curtain she felt the anguish of her disobedience to her lover which was soothed by a feeling she had known before, a gentle flood of penetrating sweetness. She was not automatically obeying a momentary suggestion,
Starting point is 11:25:41 she was under influence more deliberate, more vague and of greater potency. She had been prompted, not by, her will, but by a force that was outside of her, and more worthy. She reckoned upon nothing definite, she had calculated nothing. She saw only her purpose of capturing death, savage, sudden, irresponsible death prowling around the man who possessed her, death embodied in the knife ready to strike into his heart. No doubt it had been a sin to throw herself into his arms. With that
Starting point is 11:26:15 inspiration that descends at times from above for the good or evil of our common mediocrity, she had a sense of having been for him only a violent and sincere choice of curiosity and pity, a thing that passes. She did not know him. If he were to go
Starting point is 11:26:31 away from her and disappear, she would utter no reproach, she would not resent it, for she would hold in herself the impress of something most rare and precious. His embraces made her own, by her courage in saving his life. All she thought of, the essence of her tremors, her flushes of heat, and her shudders of cold was the question how to get hold of that knife, the mark and sign of
Starting point is 11:26:55 stalking death. A tremor of impatience to clutch the frightful thing, glimpsed once and unforgettable agitated her hands. The instinctive flinging forward of these hands stopped Ricardo dead short between the door and her chair with the ready obedience of a conquered man who can bide his time. Her success disconcerted her. She listened to the man's impassioned transports of terrible eulogy and even more awful declarations of love. She was even able to meet his eyes, oblique, apt to glide away, throwing feral gleams of desire. No, he was saying, after a fiery outpouring of words in which the most ferocious phrases of love were mingled with wooing accents of entreaty. I will have no more of it. Don't you.
Starting point is 11:27:43 mistrust me. I am sober in my talk. Feel how quietly my heart beats. Ten times today when you, you, you, swam in my eye, I thought it would burst one of my ribs and leap out of my throat. It has knocked itself dead and tired, waiting for this evening, for this very minute, and now it can do no more. Feel how quiet it is. He made a step forward, but she raised her clear voice commandingly, no nearer. He stopped with a smile of imbecile worship on his lips, and with the delighted obedience of a man who could at any moment seize her in his hands and dash her to the ground. Ah, if I had taken you by the throat this morning and had my way with you, I should never have known what you are. And now I do. You are a wonder. And so am I in my way.
Starting point is 11:28:36 I had nerve and I have brains too. should have been lost many times but for me. I plan. I plot for my gentleman. Gentleman, bah, I'm sick of him. And you are sick of yours, eh? You, you. He shook all over. He cooed at her a string of endearing names, obscene and tender, and then asked abruptly, Why don't you speak to me? It's my part to listen, she said, giving him an inscrutable smile, with a flush on her cheek and her lips cold as eyes. But you will answer me. Yes, she said her eyes dilated as if with sudden interest.
Starting point is 11:29:18 Where's that plunder? Do you know? No, not yet. But there is plunder stowed somewhere that's worth having. Yes, I think so. But who knows? she added after a pause. And who cares? he retorted recklessly. I've had enough of this crawling on my bed. belly. It's you who are my treasure. It's I who found you out where a gentleman had buried you
Starting point is 11:29:44 to rot for his accursed pleasure. He looked behind him and all round for a seat, then turned to her his troubled eyes and dim smile. I am dog-tired, he said, and sat down on the floor. I went tired this morning since I came in here and started talking to you, as tired as if I had been pouring my lifeblood here on these planks for you to dabble your white feet in. Unmoved, she nodded at him thoughtfully. Woman-like, all her faculties, remained concentrated on her heart's desire, on the knife,
Starting point is 11:30:18 while the man went on babbling insanely at her feet, ingratiating and savage, almost crazy with elation. But he, too, was holding on to his purpose. For you, for you, I will throw away money, lives, all the lives but mine. What you want is a man,
Starting point is 11:30:36 a master that will let you put the head, heel of your shoe on his neck, not that skulker who will get tired of you in a year, and you of him. And then what? You are not the one to sit still? Neither am I. I live for myself, and you shall live for yourself too, not for a Swedish baron. They make a convenience of people like you and me. A gentleman is better than an employer, but an equal partnership against all the hypocrites is the thing for you and me. We'll go on wandering the world over, you and I, both free and both true. You are no cage, bird, we'll rove together, for we are of them that have no homes. We are born rovers. She listened to him
Starting point is 11:31:21 with the utmost attention, as if any unexpected word, might give her some sort of opening to get that dagger, that awful knife, to disarm murder itself, pleading for love at her feet. Again she nodded at him thoughtfully, rousing a gleam in his yellow eyes, yearning devotedly upon her face. When he hitched himself a little closer, her soul had no movement of recoil. This had to be. Anything had to be which would bring the knife within her reach. He talked more confidentially now. We have met, and their time has come, he began, looking up into her eyes. The partnership between me and my gentleman has to be.
Starting point is 11:32:02 to be ripped up. There's no room for him where we two are. Why, he would shoot me like a dog. Don't you worry. This will settle, if not later than tonight. He tapped his folded leg below the knee and was surprised, flattered by the lighting up of her face, which stooped towards him eagerly and remained expectant, the lips girlishly parted, red in the pale face, and quivering in the quickened drawing of her breath. You marvel, you miracle. You man's luck and joy. One in a million. No, the only one. You have found your man in me, he whispered tremulously. Listen, they are having their last talk together, for I'll do for your gentleman too by midnight. Without the slightest tremor, she murmured as soon as the tightening
Starting point is 11:32:54 of her breast had eased off and the words would come, I wouldn't be in too much of a hurry with him. The pause, the tone had all the value of meditated advice. Good thrifty girl, he laughed low, with a strange feline gaiety, expressed by the undulating movement of his shoulders and the sparkling snap of his oblique eyes. You're still thinking about the chance of that swag. You'll make a good partner, that you will. And I say, what a decoy you will make, Germany. He was carried away for a moment, but he's face dark and swiftly. No, no reprieve.
Starting point is 11:33:33 What do you think a fellow is? A scarecrow? All hat and clothes and no feeling, no inside, no brain to make fancies for himself? No, he went on violently. Never in his life will he go again into that room of yours. Never any more. The silence fell.
Starting point is 11:33:52 He was gloomy with the torment of his jealousy and did not even look at her. She sat up and slowly, gradually, bent lower, and lower over him, as if ready to fall into his arms. He looked up at last and checked this troop unwittingly. Say, you are up to fighting a man with your bare hands. Could you, eh? Could you manage to stick one with a thing like that knife of mine?
Starting point is 11:34:16 She opened her eyes very wide and gave him a wild smile. How can I tell? she whispered in jauntingly. Will you let me have a look at it? Without taking his eyes from her face, he pulled the knife out of its sheath, a short, broad, cruel, double-edged blade with a bone handle, and only then looked down at it. A good friend, he said simply, Take it in your hand and feel the balance, he suggested. At the moment when she bent forward to receive it from him,
Starting point is 11:34:48 there was a flash of fire in her mysterious eyes, a red gleam in the white mist which wrapped the promptings and longings of her soul. She had done it. The very sting of death was in her hands, the venom of the viper in her paradise, extracted, safe in her possession, and the viper's head all but lying under her heel. Ricardo, stretched on the mats of the floor, crept closer and closer to the chair in which she sat. All her thoughts were busy planning how to keep possession of that weapon which had seemed to have drawn into itself every danger and menace on the death-ridden earth. she said with a low laugh
Starting point is 11:35:25 the exultation in which he failed to recognise I didn't think you would ever trust me with that thing why not for fear I should suddenly strike you with it what for for this morning's work oh no there's no spite in you for that you forgave me you saved me you got the better of me too
Starting point is 11:35:47 and anyhow what good would it be no good she admitted In her heart she felt that she would not know how to do it, that if it came to a struggle she would have to drop the dagger and fight with her hands. "'Listen, when we're going about the world together, you shall always call me husband. Do you hear?' "'Yes,' she said, bracing herself for the contest in whatever shape it was coming. The knife was lying in her lap. She let it slip into the fold of her dress and laid her forearms with clasped fingers over her knees, which she pressed desperately together.
Starting point is 11:36:23 The dreaded thing was out of sight at last. She felt a dampness break out all over her. I'm not going to hide you like that good-for-nothing finicky, sneery gentleman. You should be my pride and my chum. Isn't that better than rotting on an island for the pleasure of a gentleman that he gives you the chuck? I'll be anything you like, she said. In his intoxication, he crept closer with every word she uttered,
Starting point is 11:36:50 with every movement she made. "'Give your foot,' he begged in a timid murmur, and in the full consciousness of his power. Anything, anything, anything to keep murder quiet and disarmed till strength had returned to her limbs since she could make up her mind what to do. Her fortitude had been shaken by the very facility of success that had come to her. She advanced her foot forward a little from under the hem of her skirt,
Starting point is 11:37:15 and he threw himself on it greedily. She was not even aware of him. She had thought of the forest, to which she had been told to run. Yes, the forest. That was the place for her to carry off the terrible spoil, the sting of vanquished death. Ricardo, clasping her ankle, pressed his lips time after time to the instep, muttering, gasping words that were like sobs, making little noises that resembled the sounds of grief and distress. Unheard by them both the thunder growled, distantly with angry modulations of its tremendous voice, while the world outside shuddered incessantly around the dead stillness of the room
Starting point is 11:37:53 with a framed profile of Heist's father looked severely into space. Suddenly, Ricardo felt himself spurned by the foot he had been cherishing, spurned with a push of such violence into the very hollow of his throat that had swung back instantly into an upright position on his knees. He read his danger in the stony eyes of the girl, and in the very act of leaping to his feet he heard sharply, detached on the comminatory voice of the storm the brief report of a shot which half stunned him in the manner of a blow. He turned his burning head and saw a heist towering in the doorway.
Starting point is 11:38:28 The thought that the beggar had started to prance started through his mind, for a fraction of a second his distracted eyes sought for his weapon all over the floor. He couldn't see it. Stick him, you! he called hoarsely to the girl and dashed headlong for the door of the compound. While he thus obeyed the instinct of self-preservation, his reason was telling him that he could not possibly reach it alive. It flew open, however, with a crash before his launched weight, and instantly he swung it behind him. There, his shoulder leaning against it, his hands clinging to the handle, dazed and alone in the night full of shudders and muttered menaces, he tried to pull himself together. He asked himself if he had been shot at more than once. His shoulder was wet with the blood,
Starting point is 11:39:14 from his head. Feeling above his ear, he ascertained that it was only a graze, but the shock of the surprise had unmanned him for the moment. What the deuce was the governor about to let the beggar break loose like this, or was the governor dead, perhaps? The silence within the room awed him, of going back there could be no question. But she knows how to take care of herself, he muttered. She had his knife. It was she now who was deadly, while he was disarmed, no good for the moment. He stole away from the door, staggering, the warm trickle running down his neck, to find out what had become of the governor, and to provide himself with a firearm from the armoury in the trunks.
Starting point is 11:39:55 End of Part 4, Chapter 12. Part 4, Chapter 13 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Librevox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 13. Mr Jones, after firing his shot over Heist's shoulder, had thought it proper to dodge away. Like the specter he was, he noiselessly vanished from the veranda. Heist stumbled into the room and looked around. All the objects in there, the books, portrait on the wall, seemed shadowy, unsubstantial. The dumb accomplices of an amazing dream plot ending in an illusory effect of awakening
Starting point is 11:40:40 and the impossibility of ever closing his eyes again. With dread, he forced himself to look at the girl. Still in the chair she was leaning forward far over her knees and had hidden her face in her hands. Heist remembered Wang suddenly. How clear all this was, and how extremely amusing, very. She sat up a little, then leant back, and, taking her hands from her face, pressed both of them to her breast, as if moved to the heart by seeing him there looking at her with a black, horror-struck curiosity. It would have pitied her if the triumphant expression of her face had been,
Starting point is 11:41:17 not given him a shock which destroyed the balance of his feelings. She spoke with an accent of wild joy. I knew you would come back in time. You are safe now. I have done it. I would never, never have let him. Her voice died out while her eyes shone at him as when the sun breaks through a mist.
Starting point is 11:41:36 Never get it back. Oh, my beloved! He bowed his head gravely and said in his polite, Heistian tone, No doubt you acted from instinct. Women have been provided with their own weapon. I was a disarmed man. I have been a disarmed man all my life as I see it now.
Starting point is 11:41:56 You may glory in your resourcefulness and your profound knowledge of yourself, but I may say that the other attitude, suggestive of shame, had its charm. For you are full of charm. The exultation vanished from her face. You mustn't make fun of me now. I know no shame. I was thanking God with all my sinful heart. heart for having been able to do it, for giving you to me in that way. Oh, my beloved,
Starting point is 11:42:23 all my own at last. He stared as if mad. Timidly, she tried to excuse herself for disobeying his directions for her safety. Every modulation of her enchanting voice cut deep into his very breast so that he could hardly understand the words for the sheer pain of it. He turned his back on her, but a sudden drop and an extraordinary faltering of her tone. made him spin round. On her white neck, her pale head dropped, as in a cruel drought, a withered flower droops on its stalk. He caught his breath, looked at her closely, and seemed to read some awful intelligence in her eyes. At the moment when her eyelids fell as if smitten from above by an invisible power, he snatched her up bodily out of the chair, and disregarding an unexpected
Starting point is 11:43:11 metallic clatter on the floor, carried her off into the other room. The limpness of her body frightened him. Laying her down on the bed, he ran out again, seized a four-branched candlestick on the table, and ran back, tearing down with a furious jerk the curtain that swung stupidly in his way, but after putting the candlestick on the table by the bed, he remained absolutely idle. There did not seem anything more for him to do. Holding his chin in his hand, he looked down intently at her still face. Has she been stabbed with this thing? asked Davidson, whom suddenly he saw standing by his sight and holding up Ricardo's dagger to his sight. He started no word of recognition or surprise.
Starting point is 11:43:53 He gave Davidson only a dumb look of unutterable awe, then, as if possessed with a sudden fury, started tearing open the front of the girl's dress. She remained insensible under his hands, and Heist let out a groan which made Davidson shudder inwardly the heavy plaint of a man who falls clubbed in the dark. They stood side by side, by side. looking mournfully at the little black hole made by Mr. Jones' bullet under the swelling breast of a dazzling and, as it were, sacred whiteness.
Starting point is 11:44:23 It rose and fell slightly, so slightly that only the eyes of the lover could detect the faint stir of life. Heist, calm and utterly unlike himself in the face, moving about noiselessly, prepared a wet cloth and laid it on the insignificant wound, round which there was hardly a trace of blood to mar the charm, the fascination of that mortal flesh. Her eyelids fluttered. She looked drowsily about, serene, as if fatigued only by the exertion of her tremendous victory, capturing the very sting of death in the service of love.
Starting point is 11:44:58 But her eyes became very wide awake when they caught sight of Ricardo's dagger, the spoil of vanquished death which Davidson was still holding unconsciously. Give it to me, she said. It's mine. Davidson put the symbol of her victory and her feeble hands extended to him with the innocent gesture of a child reaching eagerly for a toy. For you, she gasped, turning her eyes to Heist. Kill nobody.
Starting point is 11:45:28 No, said Heist, taking the dagger and laying it gently on her breast, while her hands fell powerless by her side. The faint smile on her deep-cut lips, and her head sank deep into the pillow, taking on the majestic pallor and immobility of marble. But over the muscles, which seemed set in their transfigured beauty forever, passed a slight and awful tremor. With an amazing strength, she asked loudly, What's the matter with me? You've been shot, dear Lena, I said in a steady voice, while Davidson, heard the question, turned away and lent his forehead against the post of the foot of the bed.
Starting point is 11:46:06 shot, I did think too, that something had struck me. Over Samboran, the thunder had ceased to growl at last, and the world of material form shuddered no more under the emerging stars. The spirit of the girl which was passing away from under them clung to her triumph, convinced of the reality of her victory over death. No more, she muttered. There will be no more. Oh, my beloved, she cried weakly.
Starting point is 11:46:36 saved you. Why don't you take me into your arms and carry me out of this lonely place?' Heist bent low over her, cursing his fastidious soul, which even at that moment kept the true cry of love from his lips in its infernal mistrust of all life. He dared not touch her, and she had no longer the strength to throw her arms about his neck. "'Who else could have done this for you?' she whispered gloriously. No one in the world, he answered her in a murmur of unconcealed despair. She tried to raise herself, but all she could do was to lift her head a little from the pillow. With a terrible and gentle movement, heist hastened to slip his arm under her neck. She felt relieved at once of an intolerable weight and was content to surrender to him the infinite
Starting point is 11:47:25 weariness of her tremendous achievement. Exulting, she saw herself extended on the bed in a black dress and profoundly at peace, while stooping over her with a kindly, playful smile, he was ready to lift her up in his firm arms and take her into the sanctuary of his innermost heart, forever. The flush of rapture, flooding her whole being, broke out in a smile of innocent, girlish happiness, and with that divine radiance on her lips she breathed her last, triumphant, seeking for his glance in the shades of death. End of part four. Chapter 13. Part 4, Chapter 14 of Victory by Joseph Conrad. This Libravox recording is in the public domain, read by Peter Dan. Victory, Part 4, Chapter 14. Yes, Excellency, said Davidson in his placid voice, there are more dead in this affair, more white people, I mean, that have been killed in many of the battles in the last Achin War.
Starting point is 11:48:33 Davidson was talking with an excellency, because what was alluded to in conversation as the mystery of Samboran had caused such a sensation in the archipelago that even those in the highest spheres were anxious to hear something at first hand. Davidson had been summoned to an audience, that was a high official on his tour. You knew the late Baron Heist well? The truth is that nobody out here can boast of having known him well, said Davidson. He was a queer chap. I doubt if he himself knew how queer he was.
Starting point is 11:49:08 But everybody was aware that I was keeping my eye on him in a friendly way. And that's how I got the warning which made me turn round in my tracks in the middle of my trip and steam back to Sanberan, where, I'm grieved to say, I arrived too late. Without enlarging very much, Davidson explained to the attentive excellency how a woman, the wife of a certain hotelkeeper named Schomburg, had overheard two card-sharping rascals making inquiries from her husband as to the exact position of the island. She caught only a few words referring to the neighbouring volcano, but there were enough to arouse her suspicions,
Starting point is 11:49:44 which, went on Davidson, she imparted to me, Your Excellency. They were only too well-founded. That was very clever of her, remarked the great man. She is much cleverer than people have any conception of, said Davidson. but he refrained from disclosing to the Excellency the real cause which had sharpened Mrs. Schomburg's wits. The poor woman was in mortal terror of the girl being brought back within reach of her infatuated Wilhelm.
Starting point is 11:50:12 Davidson only said that her agitation had impressed him, but he confessed that while going back he began to have his doubts as to there being anything in it. I steamed into one of those silly thunderstorms that hang about the volcano and had some trouble in making the island, narrated Davidson. I had to grope my way, dead slow, into Diamond Bay. I don't suppose that anybody, even if looking out for me, could have heard me let go the anchor. He admitted that he ought to have gone ashore at once, but everything was perfectly dark and absolutely quiet.
Starting point is 11:50:44 He felt ashamed of his impulsiveness. What a fool he would have looked, waking up a man in the middle of the night just to ask him if he was all right. And then, the girl being there, he feared that heist would look upon his visit as an unwarrantable intrusion. The first intimation he had of there being anything wrong was a big white boat adrift with the dead body of the very hairy man inside, bumping against the boughs of his steamer. Then, indeed, he lost no time in going ashore, alone, of course, from motives of delicacy. I arrived in time to see that poor girl die, as I have told your excellency, pursued Davidson. I won't tell you what a time I had with him afterwards. He talked to me. His father seemed to have been a crank and to have upset.
Starting point is 11:51:29 his head when he was young. He was a queer chap. Practically the last words he said to me as we came out on the verandah were, ah, Davidson, woe to the man whose heart has not learned while young to hope, to love, and to put its trust in life. As we stood there just before I left him, for he said he wanted to be alone with his dead for a time, we heard a snarly sort of voice near the bushes by the shore calling out, is that you, governor? Yes, it's me. Jiminy, I thought the beggar had done for you. He has started prancing and nearly had me. I've been dodging around looking for you ever since.
Starting point is 11:52:07 Well, here I am, suddenly screamed the other voice, and then a shot rang out. This time he has not missed him, he said to me bitterly, and went back into the house. I returned on board as he had insisted I should do. I didn't want to intrude on his grief. Later about five in the morning,
Starting point is 11:52:26 some of my calashes came running to me, yelling that there was a fire ashore. I landed at once, of course. The principal bungalow was blazing. The heat drove us back. The other two houses caught one after another like kindlingwood. There was no going beyond the shore end of the jetty till the afternoon. Davidson sighed placidly.
Starting point is 11:52:48 I suppose you are certain that Baron Heist is dead. He is ashes, Your Excellency, said Davidson, wheezing a little. He and the girl together. I suppose he couldn't stand his thoughts before her dead body, and fire purifies everything. That Chinaman of whom I told your excellence he helped me to investigate next day when the embers got cooled a little. We're found enough to be sure. He's not a bad Chinaman. He told me that he had followed Heist and the girl through the forest from pity and partly out of curiosity. He watched the house till he saw Heist go out after dinner and Ricardo come back alone. while he was dodging there it occurred to him that he had better cast the boat adrift
Starting point is 11:53:31 for fear those scoundrel should come round by water and bombard the village from the sea with their revolvers and Winchesters. He judged that they were devils enough for anything. So he walked down the wharf quietly and as he got into the boat to cast her off, that hairy man, who it seems was dozing in her, jumped up, growling and Wang shot him dead. Then he shoved the boat off as far as he could and went away. There was a pause. Presently Davidson went on in his tranquil manner. Let heaven look after what has been purified. The wind and rain will take care of the ashes.
Starting point is 11:54:06 The carcass of that follower, secretary, or whatever, the unclean ruffian called himself, I left where it lay to swell and rot in the sun. His principal had shot him neatly through the head. Then apparently this Jones went down to the wharf to look for the boat and for the hairy man. I suppose he tumbled into the water by accident, or perhaps not by accident. The boat and the man were gone, and the scoundrel saw himself alone. He's game clearly up and fairly trapped. Who knows? The water's very clear there, and I could see him huddled up on the bottom between two piles
Starting point is 11:54:39 like a heap of bones in a blue silk bag, with only the head and the feet sticking out. Wang was very pleased when he discovered him. That made everything safe, he said, and he went at once over the hill to fetch himself furor woman back to the hut. Davidson took out his handkerchief to wipe the perspiration off his forehead. And then, Your Excellency, I went away. There was nothing to be done there. Clearly, assented the Excellency. Davidson, thoughtful, seemed to weigh the matter in his mind and then murmured with placid sadness. Nothing. October 1912 to May 1914. End of Victory by Joseph Conrad.

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