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What I Believe by Leo Tolstoy audiobook. Genre: religion 'The inner working of my soul, which I wish to speak of here, was not the result of a methodical investigation of doctrinal theology, or of the actual texts of the gospel; it was a sudden removal of all that hid the true meaning of the Christian doctrine – a momentary flash of light, which made everything clear to me. It was something like that which might happen to a man who, after vainly attempting, by a false plan, to build up a statue out of a confused heap of small pieces of marble, suddenly guesses at the figure they are intended to form by the shape of the largest piece; and then, on beginning to set up the statue, finds his guess confirmed by the harmonious joining in of the various pieces. For ad-free listening try our premium subscription Chapters (Approximate) (00:00:00) Chapter 00 (00:07:21) Chapter 01 (00:26:42) Chapter 02 (00:40:59) Chapter 03 (01:15:13) Chapter 04 (01:38:26) Chapter 05 (02:16:46) Chapter 06 (03:03:55) Chapter 07 (03:39:32) Chapter 08 (04:18:01) Chapter 09 (05:12:04) Chapter 10 (05:39:07) Chapter 11 (06:37:11) Chapter 12 (07:30:22) Chapter 13 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy Chapter 1 I have endeavoured to explain the reason why I had not properly understood the doctrine of Christ in my two works, a criticism on dogmatic theology, and a new translation and comparison of the four Gospels with a commentary. In these works I examine all that conceals the truth from the eyes of men, and also re-translate and compare the four Gospels verse by verse. I have been engaged for some six years upon this work.

Every year, every month, I find new solutions and suggestions, and I am enabled to correct the defects that creep in through haste or impulse. My life will perhaps end before the work is complete, but I am sure that it is a much-needed labour I have imposed on myself, and therefore I shall do what I can while my life lasts. This is my outward work on the theology of the gospel, but the inner working of my soul, which I wish to speak of here, was not the result of a methodical investigation of doctrinal theology,

or of the actual texts of the gospel. It was a sudden removal of all that hid the true meaning of the Christian doctrine, a momentary flash of light which made everything clear to me. It was something like that which might happen to a man who, after vainly attempting by a false plan to build up a statue out of a confused heap of small pieces of marble, suddenly guesses at the figure they are intended to form by the shape of the largest piece,

and then, on beginning to set up the statue, finds his guess confirmed by the harmonious joining in of the various pieces. I wish to tell in this work how I found the key to the doctrine of Christ, by the help of which the truth was disclosed to me so clearly and convincingly. I made the discovery in the following manner. Almost from the first years of my childhood, when I began to read the gospel for myself, the doctrine that teaches love, humility, meekness, self-denial, and returning good for evil. was the doctrine that touched me most. I always considered it as the basic teaching of Christianity and loved it as such. But it was only after a long period of unbelief that its full meaning

flashed upon me, that I understood life as our unlettered working classes understand it, and accepted the same creed that they profess, the creed of the Greek Orthodox Church. But I soon observed that I should not find in the teaching of the Church, the confirmation of my idea that love, humility, meekness, and self-denial were the essential principles of Christianity. I saw that this, which I regarded as the basis of Christianity, did not form the main point in the public teaching of the Church. At first, I did not attach much importance to this. The Church, I said to myself, acknowledges, beside the doctrine of love, humility and self-denial, a dogmatic and ritualistic doctrine. This estrange is my heart.

It is even repulsive to me, but there is no harm in it. While, however, submitting to the teaching of the church, I began to see more and more clearly that this peculiarity was not as unimportant as I had at first regarded it. I was drawn away from the church by various singularities in its dogmas, by its approval of persecution, capital punishment and war, and also by its intolerance of all other forms of worship than its own. But my faith in the teaching of the church was shaken still more by its indifference to what seemed to me the very basis of the teaching of Christ, and by its evident partiality for what I could not consider an essential part of that doctrine. I felt that there was something wrong, but I could not make out distinctly what it was, because the Church did not deny what seemed to me the main point in the Doctrine of Christ,

though it failed to give it its proper position and influence. I only passed from nihilism to the Church, because I felt the impossibility of living without faith, without a knowledge of what is good and evil, resting on something more than my animal instincts. I hoped to find this something in Christianity. But Christianity, as it appeared to me then, was only a certain disposition of mind, and a very vague one. I turned to the church for obligatory precepts of life, but the church gave me only such as did not draw me nearer to the Christian state of mind I longed for, but rather alienated me from it. I turned away from the church.

For the precepts that were given to me by the church concerning belief in dogmas, observance of the sacraments, fast days and prayers, I did not care, and precepts really founded on the teachings of Christ, were wanting. Moreover, the precepts of the church weakened and sometimes even destroyed

that Christian state of mind that alone seemed to me to be the true aim of life. What perplexed me most of all was that all the evil things that men do, such as condemning private individuals, whole nations or other religions, and the inevitable results of these condemnations, executions and wars, were justified by the Church. I saw that the doctrine of Christ, which teaches us humility, tolerance, forgiveness, self-denial and love was extolled by the Church, but at the same time she sanctioned what was incompatible with such teachings. Could the doctrine of Christ be so weak and inconsistent? That I could not believe. Besides, it had always perplexed me to find that the texts upon which the church has grounded her dogmas are of an obscure character, whereas those that teach us how to live are the most simple and clear. While the church specifies the dogmas and the duties derived from them in the most forcible manner. The practice of the doctrine

is urged only in obscure, dim, and mystical expressions. Is it possible that this was what Christ desired for his teaching? I could only find the solution of my doubts in the perusal of the Gospels, and I read them over and over again. Of all the Gospels, the Sermon on the Mount was the portion that impressed me most, and I studied it more often than any other part. Nowhere else does Christ speak with such solemnity. Nowhere else does he give us so many clear and intelligible moral precepts, which commend themselves to everyone. If there are any clear and definite precepts of Christianity,

they must have been expressed in this sermon. And therefore, in those three chapters of St Matthew's Gospel, I sought the solution of my doubts. Many and many a time I read over the sermon, and every time I felt the same emotion on reading the texts about turning my cheek to the one who strikes me, giving up my cloak to him who takes my coat, being at peace with all men and loving my enemies,

and yet there remained in me the same feeling of dissatisfaction. The words of God were not as a single. yet clear to me. They seemed to enjoin an impossible self-denial that annulled life itself, and therefore it seemed to me that such self-denial could not be the requirement on which man's salvation depended. But then, if that were not the express condition of salvation, there was nothing fixed and clear. I not only read the sermon on the Mount, but the rest of the Gospels and various commentaries on them. Our theological explanations tell us that in the teachings of the sermon of the mount,

an indication is given of the perfection after which man must strive, that man, being full of sin, cannot attain this perfection by his own unaided strength, and that the salvation of man lies in faith, prayer, and the gifts of the grace of God. But these explanations did not satisfy me. Why should Christ have given to us such clear and good precepts applicable to us all, if he knew beforehand that the keeping of them was impossible by man in his own unaided strength? On reading over these precepts it always seemed that they applied to me, and that I was morally bound to obey them.

I even felt convinced that I could, immediately, and from that very hour, do all that they enjoy. I wished and tried to do so, but as soon as any difficulty arose in the way of my keeping them, I involuntarily remembered the teaching of the church that man is weak and can do no good thing by himself, and then I became weak. I had been told that it was necessary to believe and to pray, but I felt that my faith was weak and that I could not pray. I had been told that it was necessary to pray for faith, for that faith without which prayer is of no avail. I was told that faith comes through prayer, and that prayer comes through faith, which, to say the least, was certainly bewildering. Such statements commended themselves neither to reason nor experience. After much useless study of the

works that have been written in proof of the divinity or non-divinity of this doctrine, and after many doubts and much suffering, I was left alone with the mysterious book, in which the doctrine of Christ is taught. I could not interpret it as others did. I could not abdure the book, and yet I could not find a new and satisfying interpretation. It was only after losing all faith in the explanations of learned theology and criticism, and after laying them all aside in obedience to the words of Christ, Mark 1015, that I began to understand what had until then seemed incomprehensible to me. It was not by deep thought or by skillfully comparing or commenting on the text of the gospel that I came to understand the doctrine. On the contrary, all grew clear to me for the very reason that I had ceased to rest on mere interpretations.

The text that gave me the key to the truth was the 39th verse of the fifth chapter of St Matthew. You have heard that it has been said, an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth, but I say to you, do not resist evil. The simple meaning of these words suddenly flashed full upon me. I accepted the fact that Christ meant exactly what he said, and then, though I had found nothing new, all that had hitherto obscured the truth cleared away, and the truth itself arose before me in all its solemn importance. I had often read the passage, but these words had never until now arrested my attention. I say to you, do not resist evil. In my conversation since with

many Christian people who know the Gospels well, I have observed. the same indifference to the force of this text that I had felt. Nobody specially remembered the words, and while conversing with persons upon the text I have known them to take up the New Testament in order to assure themselves that the words were really there. The words, Whoever shall strike you on your right cheek, turned to him the other also, had always presented themselves to me as requiring endurance and self-mastery, such as human-neutral. Such as human nature is hardly capable of. They touched me. I felt that to act thus would be to attain moral perfection, but I felt, too, that I should never be able to obey them if they entailed nothing but suffering.

I said to myself, well, I will turn my cheek, I will let myself be struck again, I will give up my coat, they shall take my all, they shall even take away my life, yet life is given to me. Why should I thus lose it? This cannot be what Christ requires of us. Then I said to myself, perhaps in these words Christ only purposes to extol suffering and self-denial, and in doing so he speaks exaggeratingly, and his expressions are therefore to be regarded as illustrations rather than precise requirements. But as soon as I comprehended the meaning of the words, do not resist evil, it became clear to me that Christ does not exaggerate, that he does not require suffering for the mere sake of suffering, and that he only expresses clearly and definitely what he means. He says, do not resist evil.

And if you do not resist evil, you may meet with some who, having struck you on one cheek, and meeting with no resistance, will strike you on the other. After having taken away your coat, will take away your cloak also. Having profited by your work will oblige you to work on, will take and will never give back. Nevertheless, I say to you, do not resist evil, still do good to those who even strike and abuse you. Now I understood that the whole force of the teaching lay in the words, do not resist evil, and that the entire context was but an application. of that great precept. I saw that Christ does not require us to turn the other cheek

and to give away our cloak in order to make us suffer, but he teaches us not to resist evil and warns us that doing so may involve personal suffering. Does a father, on seeing his son set out on a long journey, tell him to pass sleepless nights, to eat little, to get wet through or to freeze, will he not rather say to him, Go, and if on the road you are cold or hungry,

do not be discouraged, but go on. Christ does not say, Let a man strike your cheek and suffer, but he says, do not resist evil. Whatever men may do to you, do not resist evil. These words, do not resist evil, or the wicked man, thus apprehended, were the clue that made all

clear to me, and I was surprised that I could have hitherto treated them in such a different way. Christ meant to say, whatever men may do to you, bear, suffer and submit, but never resist evil. What could be clearer, more intelligible, and more indubitable than this? As soon as I understood the exact meaning of these simple words, all that had appeared confused to me in the doctrine of Christ grew intelligible. What had seemed contradictory now became consistent, and what I had deemed superfluous became indispensable, all united in one whole, one part fitting into and supporting the other, like the pieces of a broken statue, put together again in their proper places. This doctrine of non-resistance is commended again and again in

Gospels. In the sermon on the Mount, Christ represents his followers, i.e. those who follow this law of non-resistance, as liable to be persecuted, stoned, and reduced to beggary. Elsewhere he tells us that the disciple who does not take up his cross, who is not willing to renounce all, cannot be his follower, and he thus describes the man who is ready to bear the consequences that may result from the practice of the doctrine of non-resistance. Christ says to his disciples, Be poor, be ready to bear persecution, suffering and even death, without resisting evil. He prepared for suffering and death himself without resisting evil. He reproved Peter, who grieved over him because he proposed to yield in this way, and he died, forbidding others to

resist evil, remaining true to his own doctrine and his own example. All his first disciples obeyed the same law of the non-resistance of evil, and passed their lives in disability and persecution. We may bring forward, as an objection, the difficulty of always obeying such a law. We may even say, as unbelievers do, that it is a foolish doctrine, that Christ was a dreamer, and ideally who gave precepts that are impossible to follow. But whatever our objections may be, we cannot deny that Christ expresses his meaning most clearly and distinctly,

and his meaning is that man must not resist evil. He who fully accepts his teaching cannot resist evil. End of Chapter 1. Chapter 2 of what I believe. This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org. What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy,

translated from the Russian by Constantine Popoff, read by David Barnes. Chapter 2 When I at last clearly comprehended that the words do not resist evil do really mean that we are never to resist evil. My former ideas concerning the teaching of Christ underwent a complete change.

I wondered, not so much at my eyes being opened to the truth at last, but at the strange darkness that had until then enveloped my understanding. I knew, we all know, that the foundation requirement of the Christian doctrine is love toward all men. isn't all Christianity summed up in the words love your enemies? I had known that from my earliest childhood.

How was it then that I had not hitherto taken in these words in all their simplicity, but rather had sought for some allegorical meaning in them? Do not resist evil means never to resist evil, that is, never offer violence to anyone. If a man reviles you, you, do not revile him in return, suffer, but do no violence. While believing, or at least endeavouring to believe, that he who gave us this commandment was God, how did I come to say that I could not obey it in my own strength? If my master were to say to me, go and cut wood,

and I were to answer that I could not do it in my own strength, would it not show that either I had no faith in my master's words, or that I did not choose? to obey him. God has given to us a commandment that he requires us to obey. He says that only those who keep his commandments shall enter life eternal. He fulfilled his commandment himself as offering us his example. And how could I then say that, though I never really tried to fulfill it, this injunction was one that it was impossible for a man to keep in his own strength and without supernatural aid. God became man for the securing of our salvation. Salvation lies in the fact that the second person of the Trinity, God the Son, suffered for us men, redeemed us from sin, and gave us

the church through which the grace of God is transmitted to all believers. Moreover, God the Son has left us this doctrine or teaching, and his own example, to show us the way of salvation. and yet i said that the rule of life given to us by christ was not only a hard one but also an impossible one apart from supernatural aid christ does not consider it as such on the contrary he says definitely that we are to fulfil his commandments and that he who does not shall not enter the kingdom of god he does not say that it is hard to keep this law he says on the contrary my yoke is in his kingdom of god he says on the contrary my yoke is in easy, and my burden is light. St. John the Evangelist says, his commandments are not grievous. How was it, I said, that the express and positive commandment of God, which he himself speaks of as being easy, the commandment which he himself obeyed as a man, and which his first followers also fulfilled, was too hard for me, and even impossible for me, without supernatural aid?

If a man were to set all the faculties of his mind to the annulling of a given law, what more forcible argument could he use for its suppression than that it was an impracticable law, and that the legislator's own opinion of it was that it could not be kept without supernatural aid? And yet this was exactly what I had thought about the commandment not to resist evil. I tried to remember when and how the strange idea had first come into my mind, that the doctrine of Christ was divine in authority but impossible in practice. On reviewing my past life, I discovered that this idea had never been transmitted to me in all its nakedness, for then it would have repelled me, but that I had imperceptibly imbibed it from my earliest childhood,

and that the associations of my life had confirmed the strange error. I was taught from my childhood that Christ is God and that his teaching is divine and authoritative. While, on the other hand, I was also told to respect those institutions that, by means of violence, secured my safety from evil. I was taught to honour those institutions as being sacred. I was taught to resist evil, and it was instilled into me that it was humiliating and disheartedly. honorable to submit to evil and to suffer from it, and that it was praiseworthy to resist evil. I was taught to condemn and to execute. I was taught to make war, that is, to resist evil by murder. The army, a member of which I was, was called a Christ-loving army, and the church consecrated its

mission. I was taught to resist an offender by violence, and to avenge a private insult, or one against my native land by violence. All this was never regarded as wrong, but on the contrary, I was told that it was perfectly right, and in no way contrary to Christ's doctrine. All surrounding interests, such as the peace and safety of my family, my property and myself, were based on the law that was rejected by Christ, on the law of a tooth for a tooth. The ecclesiastical teachers told me that the doctrine of Christ was divine, but that its observance was impossible, on account of the weakness of human nature, and that the grace of God alone could enable us to keep this law. Secular teachers told me, and the whole order of life proved, that the teaching of Christ was impracticable and ideal, and that we must in fact live contrary to his doctrine. I imbibed such a notion of the practical impossibility of following the divine doctrine,

gradually and almost imperceptibly. I was so accustomed to it, it coincided so well with all my animal feelings, that I had never observed the contradiction in which I lived. I did not see that it was impossible to admit the Godhead of Christ, the basis of whose teaching is non-resistance of evil, and at the same time to work consciously and calmly for the institutions of property, courts of law, kingdoms, the army, and so on. It could not be consistent for us to regulate our lives contrary to the doctrine of Christ and then pray to the same Christ that we might be enabled to keep his commandments,

to forgive, and not to resist evil. It did not then occur to me as it does now that it would be much simpler to regulate our lives according to the doctrine of Christ, and then, if courts of law, executions and war were found to be indispensably necessary for our welfare, we might pray to have them too. And I understood from where my error arose. It arose from my professing Christ in words, and denying him indeed. The precept not to resist evil. is one that contains the whole substance of Christ's doctrine, if we consider it not only as a saying, but also as a law we are bound to obey.

It is like a latch-key that will open any door, but only if it is well inserted into the lock. To consider this rule of life as a precept that cannot be obeyed without supernatural aid is to annihilate the whole doctrine of Christ completely. How can a doctrine, the fundamental, law of which is cast aside as impracticable, be considered practicable in any of its details. This is what was done with Christ's doctrine, when we were taught that it was possible to be a Christian,

without fulfilling his law not to resist evil. A few days ago I was reading the fifth chapter of St. Matthew to a Hebrew rabbi. That is in the Bible, that is in the Talmud too, he said at almost each saying, pointing out to me in the Bible and the Talmud, passages very much like those in the sermon on the Mount. But when I came to the verse that says, do not resist evil, he did not say that is also in the Talmud, but only asked me with a smile, do Christians keep this law? Do they turn the other cheek to be struck? I was silent. What answer could I give when I knew that Christians, in our days, far from turning the other cheek when struck, never let an opportunity escape of striking a Hebrew on both cheeks. I was greatly interested to know if there was any law

like this in the Talmud, and I inquired, he answered, no, there is nothing like it, but pray tell me, do Christians ever keep this law? His question showed me clearly that the existence of a precept in the law of Christ, which is not only left unobserved, but of which the fulfillment is considered impossible, is superfluous and irrational. Now that I comprehend the true meaning of the doctrine, I see clearly the strange state of contradiction within my own self that I had permitted to arise. I was confessing Christ as God and his teaching as divine, and at the same time I was ordering my life contrary to his teaching. What was left for me to do, but to acknowledge the teaching as an impracticable one?

In word, I acknowledged the teaching of Christ as sacred, but I did not carry out that teaching indeed, for I admitted and respected the unchristian institutions that surrounded me. Throughout the Old Testament we find it said that the misfortunes of the Israelites arose from their believing in false gods and not in the true God. In the 8th and 12th chapters of the first book of Samuel, the prophet accuses the people of having chosen instead of God, who was their king, a human king who, according to their opinion, was to save them. Do not believe in toga, vain things, says Samuel to the people. One Samuel 1221. They will not help you and will not save you, For they are toga, vain. In order not to perish with your king, believe in God alone.

My faith in these toga, in these empty idols, hid the truth from my eyes. In my way to him, these toga, which I did not have the strength to renounce, stood before me, obscuring his light. One day, as I was passing through Borovitsky Gate, I saw a crippled old beggar, with his head bound up in a ragged cloth and sitting in a corner. I had just taken out my purse to bestow a trifle upon him when a bald, ruddy-faced young grenadier in a government fur coat came running down the Kremlin's slope.

On seeing the soldier, the beggar sprang up with a look of terror and ran limping down toward the Alexander Garden. The grenadier pursued him, but, not succeeding in overtaking him, stopped short and began to abuse the poor fellow for having dared to sit down near the entrance gate, in defiance of orders. I waited

until the Grenadier came up to where I stood, and then I asked if he could read. Yes, what of that was the answer? Have you ever read the gospel? I have. Do you know these words? He who feeds the hungry? I repeated the text to him.

He listened attentively. Two passers-by stopped. It was evidently disagreeable to the grenadier that, while conscientiously discharging his duty, by driving people away from the entrance gate, as he was ordered to do, he unexpectedly found himself in the wrong. He looked puzzled, and seemed to be searching for some excuse. Suddenly his dark eyes brightened up with a look of intelligence, and moving away as if about to return to his post, he asked, Have you read the military code? I told him that I had not. Well then, do not do not

talk of what you do not understand, he said, with a triumphant shake of his head, and muffling himself up in his overcoat, he went back to his post. He was the only man I have met in all my life, who strictly, logically, solved the problem of our social institutions, which had stood before me, and still stands before each who calls himself a Christian. End of Chapter 2. Chapter 3 of What I Believe This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated from the Russian by Constantine Popoff, read by David Barnes.

Chapter 3 To affirm that the Christian doctrine refers only to personal salvation, and has no bearing upon state affairs is a great error. To say so is but to assert an audacious, groundless, most evident untruth, which a moment's serious reflection suffices to destroy. Well, I say to myself, I will not resist evil. As a private man I will let myself be struck, but what am I to do if an enemy invades my native land or other nations oppress it? I am called upon to take part in a struggle against evil, to go and kill. The question immediately arises which will be serving God, and which will be serving Toga,

to go or not to go? Suppose I am a peasant. I am chosen as the senior member of my village, as judge, as juryman. I am bound to take an oath to judge and to punish. fellow creature what am I to do? I have again to choose between the law of God and the law of man. Or let us say I am a monk and live in a monastery. The neighbouring peasants have taken possession of the hay we had moan for our own use. I am sent to take part in a struggle against evil, to prosecute these men. I have again to choose between the laws of God and the laws of man. None of us can evade the demand for such a decision. To say nothing of the class of society that I belong to, military men, judges, administrators, whose whole lives are passed in resisting evil,

there is not a single private individual, be he ever so insignificant, who has not had to choose between serving God by fulfilling his commandments, or serving the Toga, in the government institutions of his country. Our private lives are interwoven with the organisation of the state, and the latter requires unchristian duties of us, contrary to the commandments of Christ. At the present time the military service, which is obligatory on all, and the participation of each as jurymen in the courts of law,

place this dilemma with striking clarity before all. Each man is called upon to take up an insertion. of murder, a gun, a sword, even if he does not kill a fellow creature. He loads the gun and sharpens the sword, that is, he is ready to commit murder. Each citizen is called upon to enter the courts of law to take part in judging and punishing his fellow creature. That is, each must renounce the doctrine of Christ that teaches us not to resist evil. The Grenadier's question, the gospel or the military code, the law of God or the law of man. It still stands before us all, as it did in the time of Samuel. It stood before Christ and his disciples. It now stands before all

those who wish to be Christians. It stood before me. The doctrine of Christ, which teaches love, humility and self-denial, had always attracted me. But I found that I found that a contrary law, both in the history of the past and in the present organization of our lives, a law repugnant to my heart, my conscience, and my reason, but one that flattered my animal instincts. I knew that if I accepted the doctrine of Christ, I should be forsaken, miserable, persecuted, and sorrowing, as Christ tells us his followers will be. I knew that if I accepted that law of man, I should have the approbation of the of my fellow men, I should be at peace and in safety. All possible sophisms would be at hand to quiet my

conscience, and I should laugh and be merry, as Christ says. I felt this, and therefore I avoided a closer examination of the law of Christ, and tried to comprehend it in a way that should not prevent my still leading my animal life. But, finding that impossible, I desist to. I desist to. And I desist to from all attempts at comprehension. This led me into a state of mental obscurity, which now seems surprising to me. For instance, let me recall my former interpretation of the words, Do not judge and you shall not be judged, Matthew 7.1.

Do not judge and you shall not be judged. Do not condemn and you shall not be condemned. Luke, 637. The court of law, of which I was a member, and which guarded my property and my personal safety, seen to me so unquestionably sacred, that it never came into my mind that the words, do not condemn, could have any higher meaning

than that we are not to speak evil of our fellow men. The idea never occurred to me that these words could have any reference to courts of law, district courts, criminal courts, assizes, courts of peace, etc. When I at last took in the real meaning of the words, Do not resist evil. The question arose in my mind, What would Christ's opinion be of all these courts of law?

And seeing clearly that he would reject them, I asked myself, Do these words mean that we are not only never to speak evil of our brethren, but that we are not to condemn them to punishment by our human institutions of justice? In the Gospel of St. Luke, chapter 6, verses 37 to 39, these words come immediately after the commandment not to resist evil, and to return good for evil. After the words, Be merciful, even as your father in heaven is merciful, we read,

Do not judge, and you shall not be judged, do not condemn, and you shall not be condemned. Doesn't it mean that we are not only never to condemn our brother in word, that is to speak evil of him, but that we are not to institute courts of law for the condemnation of a fellow creature to punishment, I said to myself, and no sooner did this question arise than both my heart and my reason, answered in the affirmative. I know now how greatly this way of understanding the words surprises everyone at first. I was surprised too. To show how far I formerly was from the true interpretation of these words, I may hear mention a foolish saying of mine, of which I am now heartily ashamed. Even after having become a believer, and having recognized the divinity of the gospel,

I used to say, jokingly, on meeting with a friend who was an attorney or a judge, so you go on judging, and yet isn't it said, do not judge, and you shall not be judged? I was so firmly convinced that these words had no other meaning than that we were not to speak ill of one another, that I did not see the blasphemy of my own words. So sure was I that the words were not to be taken in a literal sense that I used them, jokingly, in their true application. I shall give a circumstantial account of the words. the way in which all my doubts as to the real sense of these words were dispersed, and how it became evident to me that Christ forbids all human institutions of justice, and that he could mean

nothing else. The first point that struck me, when I understood the commandment, do not resist evil, in its true meaning, was that human courts were not only contrary to this commandment, but in direct opposition to the whole doctrine of Christ, and that therefore he must certainly have forbidden them. Christ says, do not resist evil. The sole object of courts of law is to resist evil. Christ enjoins us to return good for evil. Courts of law return evil for evil. Christ says, make no distinction between the just and the unjust. Courts of law do nothing else. Christ says, forgive all, forgive not once, not seven times, but forgive without end. Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you. Courts of law do not forgive, but they punish.

They do not do good, but evil, to those whom they call the enemies. of society. So, the true sense of the doctrine is that Christ forbids all courts of law. This cannot be the case, I said to myself. Christ had nothing to do with human courts of law and never considered them. But I soon saw that this supposition was impossible. From the day of his birth, Christ had to submit to the jurisdiction of Herod, the Sanhedron, and the high priests. Indeed we find that Christ speaks more than once of tribunals as being an evil. He tells his disciples that they will have to be cited before the tribunals and teaches them how they are to behave in courts of law.

He says that he himself will be condemned and sets us all an example of the way in which we are to treat the laws of man. There can be no doubt that Christ meant the human courts of law which were to condemn him and his disciples, which have always condemned and still continue to condemn millions of men. Christ must have seen this evil, for he distinctly points it out. In the case of the adulteress he positively rejects human justice, and proves that, on account of each man's own sinful nature, he has no right to judge another. We find the same doctrine repeated several, times, as when he says, for instance, that the one who has a beam in his own eye cannot see the

moat in his neighbour's eye, and that the blind cannot lead the blind. But perhaps, I said to myself, this applies only to the judgment of the adulteress, and the parable of the moat is only intended to show us the frailty of human nature, in general. Christ does not intend to forbid our having recourse to human justice for our protection against evil men, but I saw that this would not hold true either. In the sermon on the Mount, addressed to all men, Christ says, And if anyone sues you at the law for your coat, let him have your cloak also. Therefore he forbids our going to law.

But perhaps this applies only to the relations between us. private individuals and public courts of law. Perhaps Christ does not deny justice itself and admits in Christian societies the existence of persons chosen for the purpose of administering justice. I see that this hypothesis is likewise inadmissible. In his prayer,

Christ enjoins all men without exception to forgive as they hope to be forgiven. We find the same pre-exhaven. repeated many times. Each man must forgive his brother when he prays and before bringing his gift. How then can a man judge and condemn another, when, according to the faith he professes, he is bound to forgive? Thus I see that, according to the doctrine of Christ, a judge who condemns his fellow creature to death is no Christian. But perhaps the connection between the words do not judge, do not condemn, and those that follow proves that they do not refer to human

courts of law. This is likewise false. On the contrary, the connection between these words and those that follow proves clearly that the words do not judge are directed precisely against the institutions of courts of law. According to the Gospels of Matthew and Luke, the texts, do not judge, do not condemn, are preceded by the words, do not resist evil, suffer evil, do good to all. In the gospel according to Matthew, the words of the Hebrew criminal law are repeated, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.

And after citing the criminal law, Christ says, But you are not to act thus. Do not resist evil. Then he goes on to say, do not judge. So Christ's words refer precisely to our human criminal law, and by the words do not judge, he clearly rejects it. Besides this, we find in St. Luke that he not only says do not judge, but also adds, and do not condemn.

The latter word, almost synonymous with the former, must have been added with some purpose, and it could have been with no other than that of showing us. showing clearly the sense in which the first word is to be taken. Had he wished to say, do not judge your neighbour, that is, do not speak evil of him, he would have said so, but he says plainly, do not condemn, and then adds, and you shall not be condemned, forgive, and you shall be forgiven. But perhaps Christ's words do not apply to courts of law at all, and I give them an interpretation of my own that is foreign to them. I tried to discover how the first followers of Christ, his disciples, considered human courts of law, and whether they

approved of them. In Chapter 4, verses 11 and 12, the disciple James says, Do not speak evil of one another, brethren. He who speaks evil of his brother, and judges his brother, speaks evil of the law and judges the law. But if you judge the law, you are not a doer of the law, but a judge. There is one lawgiver who is able to save and to destroy. Who are you to judge another? The word that is translated as, do not speak evil, is the word catalaleo. Even without consulting the dictionary. It is evident to all that this word can mean nothing but to accuse. This is the only true meaning of the word, as anyone can find by consulting the dictionary. The translation of the passage in question is as follows. He who speaks evil of his brother speaks evil of the law. And the question

involuntarily arises, how so? In speaking evil of my brother, I do not speak evil of the law of man. No, but if I accuse and sit in judgment over my brother, I evidently condemn the doctrine of Christ, that is, I look upon the doctrine of Christ as insufficient, and thus judge and condemn the law of God. It clearly follows that I do not fulfil this law, but I myself become a judge. A judge, Christ says, is he who can save. then how can I being unable to save be a judge and punish? The whole text speaks of human judgment and rejects it. The whole of this epistle is penetrated with the same idea.

In the same epistle of James, chapter 2 verses 1 to 13, he says, My brethren, do not have the faith of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Lord of Glory, together with a respect of persons. For if there comes into your assembly a man with a gold ring in fine clothes, and there comes in also a poor man in shabby clothes, and you have respect for him who wears the fine clothing, and if you say to him, sit here in a good place,

and say to the poor man, stand there, or sit here under my footstall, are you not then being partial, and have you not become judges with evil thoughts? Harkin, my beloved brethren, hasn't God chosen the poor of this world to be rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom, which he has promised to those who love him?

But you have despised the poor. Don't rich men oppress you and draw you before the judgment seat. Don't they blaspheme that worthy name by which you are called. If you fulfil the royal law according to Scripture, you shall love your neighbour as yourself. Leviticus 19, 18, you do well. But if you have respect to persons, you commit sin, and are convicted by the law as transgressors.

For whoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all. For he who said, do not commit adultery, also said, do not kill. Now if you commit no adultery, yet if you kill, you have become a transgressor of the law. Deuteronomy 2222, Leviticus 28, 17 to 25. So speak and act as those who shall be judged by the law of liberty. For he who has shown no mercy shall have judgment without mercy. Mercy triumphs over the law. The last words, mercy triumphs over the law.

The last words, mercy triumphs over the law, have often been translated as, Mercy is extolled in judgment, and are cited as meaning that the existence of human judgment may be admitted, provided that it is merciful. James exhorts his brethren to make no difference between men. If you make any difference, then you, dear crinity, become partial and are like judges with evil thoughts. You judge the beggar as being less worthy than the rich man. On the contrary, the rich man is the less worthy one. It is he who oppresses you and draws you before the judgment seat. If you live according to the law of love and mercy, which James calls the royal law, to distinguish

it from the other, you do well. But if you have respect of persons and make a distinction between rich and poor, you are transgressors of the law of mercy. James, bearing in mind the case of the adulteress who was brought before Christ to be stoned, or perhaps speaking of adultery in general, says that he who punishes an adulteress with death is guilty of murder and transgresses the eternal law, because the same eternal law that forbids adultery also forbids murder. He says, and act like men who are judged by the law of liberty, because there is no mercy for him who is himself without mercy, and therefore mercy destroys judgment.

Can anything be more clear and definite? Every distinction between men is forbidden, every judgment by which we consider the one as good and the other as bad. Human justice is distinctly pointed out as being evil, It is clearly shown that judgment sins by punishing for crime, and that all judgment is annihilated by the law of God, mercy. I read the epistle of Paul, the Apostle, who had himself suffered from courts of law,

and in his first chapter to the Romans, he warns them against their vices and errors, and speaks against their courts of law, Romans 1.32, who, knows, the judgment of God that they who commit such things are worthy of death not only do the same but have pleasure in those who do them Romans 2 1 to 4 therefore you are without excuse you who judge for when you judge another you condemn yourself for you who judge do the same things

but we are sure that the judgment of God is according to truth against those who commit such things? And do you think that when you judge those who do such things and do the same things yourself, that you shall escape the judgment of God? Or do you despise the riches of his goodness and forbearance and long-suffering, not knowing that the goodness of God leads you to repentance? The Apostle Paul says, while fully aware of the last judgment of God, men act unjustly themselves, and they teach others to do the same. Therefore the man who judges another cannot be justified. Such is the opinion I find in the epistles of the apostles in reference to courts of law.

We all know that, during the whole course of their lives, human courts of law could never have been considered by them as anything but evil, a trial that was to be endured with firmness and submission to the will of God. On reviewing the position of the early Christians amidst the heathens, we clearly perceive that men who were themselves persecuted by human courts of law could never have dared openly to forbid them. They could only occasionally allude to them as an evil, the basis of which they could not admit.

I examined the writings of the earliest teachers of Christianity, and find that they all consider the precept never to use force, never to condemn or execute, as the one that distinguishes their doctrine from all others, Athenagaris, Oregon. They only submit to the tortures inflicted upon them by human justice. The martyrs all confessed the same, not only in word, but also indeed. I find that all true Christians, from the disciples up to the time of Constantine, regarded courts of law as evils that had to be endured with patience, and the possibility of a Christians taking any part in judging another

never occurred to any one of them. All this convinced me that the words, do not judge and do not condemn, apply to courts of law, and yet these words are so generally understood as meaning only speak no evil of your neighbour, that courts of law flourish, so boldly and with such assurance in all Christian states, and are openly upheld by the church.

It was some time before I could feel quite convinced that my interpretation was the right one. If all have until now interpreted the words as referring to evil speaking, and have consequently instituted these courts of law, they must have some good grounds for acting thus, I said to myself. and I must be in the wrong. And I turned to the commentaries of the church. In all of them, from the fifth century to the present day, I found that these words are considered as signifying to condemn in word,

that is, to speak evil of our neighbour. Now, if these words are understood as meaning nothing else, doesn't the question immediately arise, how can we help judging others? we must condemn or blame what is evil. Thus the point on which all comments turn is what may we condemn and what may we not condemn. We are told that these words cannot be considered as forbidding the servants of the church to judge, that the apostles themselves judged, Chrysostom and Theophilactus. We are told that these words of Christ probably applied to the

Hebrews, who often used to accuse their neighbours of trifling sins while committing greater ones themselves. But nowhere is there a word said about our human institutions of courts of law, or of the reference that this precept not to judge might have to them. Does Christ forbid them, or does he approve of them? This question, which arises so naturally in our minds, is left unanswered, as if there could not be the slightest doubt that, when once a Christian has taken his seat in the judgment hall, he has a right not only to judge his neighbour, but also even to condemn him to death. I consulted the Greek, Catholic and Protestant theologians, as well as the works of the Tubingan School, and found that even the most liberal interpreters considered these words as meaning not to speak evil of,

Not one of them solves the question why so narrow an interpretation is given, and why they are not considered as prohibiting the institutions of courts of law, or why Christ, while forbidding our speaking evil of a fellow creature, which each of us may often do inadvertently, does not consider as wrong and does not forbid the same condemnation when given consciously and accompanied by violence against the condemned man, that the word condemn may apply to judiciary condemnation, from which millions suffer, is not even hinted at. Nor is this all. By means of these very words do not judge and do not condemn, the form of judiciary condemnation is set altogether apart and fenced round. Our theological interpretations say that the existence of courts of law in Christian states is necessary and is not contrary to the law of Christ. This made me doubt the sincerity of these interpretations, and I applied myself to a closer examination of the translation of the words judge and condemn, which is the thing I ought to have begun with. In the original, these words

are Crino and Catadicado. The incorrect rendering of the word catalaleo in the epistle of James, which is translated as, do not speak evil, confirmed my doubts of the correctness of the translation. I consulted the translation of the words crino and catadikadzo in the gospels in various languages, and I found that the word to condemn is translated in the vulgat and in French by the word condemnnare, in Slavonic Asurzdatch, by Luther Ferdamen to damn, to doom. The different renderings of these words increased my doubts, and I asked myself what the Greek word crino, used in both the above-mentioned Gospels, could really mean, and what was the true signification of the word Katadikazzo, which is used by Luke the evangelists,

who wrote, according to the opinion of all able scholars, in good Greek. If a man who knew nothing about the gospel and the interpretations given to it were to have this saying placed before him, how would he translate it? I consulted the common dictionary, and I found that the word crino has many different meanings, and among others is very often used in the sense of condemning by judgment, executing, but never in that of evil speaking. I consulted the glossary of the New Testament, and I found that this word is often used there, in the sense of condemning by judgment. It is sometimes used as meaning to choose, but never as to speak evil of. And so I saw that the word crino may be rendered in several ways, but that a translation that renders it as speaking evil of is the furthest from the original.

I looked for the word Katadikadzo and added to it the word crino, which has several meanings, for the purpose of explaining the sense in which the writer himself takes the first word. I looked in the common dictionary for the word katadikadzo, and I found that this word never had any other meaning than to condemn by judgment or to execute. I consulted the glossary of the New Testament, and I found that this word is used in the New Testament four times, and every time in the sense of condemn, execute. I consulted the context, and I found that this word is used in the epistle of James, chapter 5, verse 6, in which it is said, you have condemned and killed the just. The word condemned is the same word,

katadikadzo, which is used in reference to Christ, who was condemned to death, and in no other way, and in no other meaning is this word used, either in the whole New Testament or in any Greek dialect. What can this mean? What state of idiocy have I fallen into? All of us, when reflecting on the destiny of man, have been struck with terror at the sufferings and evils that our human criminal laws have brought into our lives. Evil's both for those who judge and for those who are judge, from the executions of Chingis Han in the second half of the 12th century and the revolutions to those of the present day, no man of feeling has escaped the impression of horror and doubt

concerning good produced by the recital, if not by the sight, of men executing their fellow men by rods, the guillotine or the gallows. In the Gospels, every word of which we esteem sacred, it is said clearly and distinctly, you have the criminal law, a tooth for a tooth, and I give you a new one. Do not resist the evil man. Fulfill this commandment all of you. Do not return evil for evil. Always do good to all. Forgive all. And farther on we read, do not judge. Then, in order to render all doubt impossible as the meaning of his words, Christ adds,

Do not condemn to punishment by courts of law. My heart says clearly and distinctly, Do not execute. Science says, do not execute. The more you execute, the more evil there will be. Reason says, do not execute. You cannot put a stop to evil by evil. The word of God which I believe in says the same.

I used to read the whole doctrine. I read these words, Do not judge and you shall not be judged. Do not condemn, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive and you shall be forgiven. I acknowledged that these were God's words, and I thought they meant that we are not to gossip or slander. And I continued to consider courts of law as Christian institutions and myself as a judge and a Christian. I was shocked at the grossness of the error I was indulging. End of Chapter 3. Chapter 4 of What I Believe

This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org. What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated from the Russian by Constantine Popoff, read by David Barnes Chapter 4 Now I understood what Christ meant when he said

You have heard that it has been said An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth And I say to you, do not resist evil Christ means You have been taught to consider it right and rational To protect yourselves against evil by violence, To pluck out an eye for an eye, to institute courts of law for the punishment of criminals,

and to have a police and an army to defend you against the attacks of an enemy. But I say to you, do no violence to any man, take no part in violence, never do evil to any man, not even to those whom you call your enemies. I now understood that in this doctrine of non-resistance, Christ not only tells us what the natural rule, result of following his doctrine will be, but by placing this same doctrine in opposition to the mosaic law, the Roman law, and the various codes of the present time, he clearly shows us that it ought

to be the basis of our social existence, and should deliver us from the evil we have brought on ourselves. He says, You think to amend evil by your laws, but they only aggravate it. There is one way, by which you can put a stop to evil. It is by indiscriminatingly returning good for evil. You have tried the other law for thousands of years. Now try mine, which is the very reverse. Strange to say, I have had frequent opportunities lately of conversing with men of diverse opinions on this doctrine of non-resistance. I have met with some who agreed with me, though these have been few, but there are two orders of men who always refuse to admit, even in principle, a direct understanding of this doctrine, and warmly uphold the justice of resisting evil. They are men belonging

to two extreme poles, our Christian conservative patriots, who consider their church as the true orthodox one, and our revolutionary atheists. Neither the former nor the latter will give up their right to resist by violence what they consider as evil. Even their cleverest, most learned men close their eyes to the simple self-evident truth, that if we admit the right of one man to resist what he considers as evil by violence, we cannot refuse another the right to resist by violence what he and his turn may consider as evil. A short time ago I met with the correspondence particularly instructive as bearing

on this very point. It was carried on between an orthodox slavophile and a Christian revolutionist. The former excused the violence of war in the name of his oppressed Slavonian brethren, and the latter vindicated the violence of the revolution in the name of his oppressed brethren the Russian peasants. Both admit the necessity for violence, and both ground their reasoning on the doctrine of Christ. of us gives the doctrine of Christ an interpretation of his own, but it is never the direct and simple one that flows out of his words. We have grounded the conduct of our lives on a principle that he rejects. We do not choose to understand his teaching in its simple and direct

sense. Those who call themselves believers believe that Christ God, the second person of the Trinity, made himself man in order to set as an example how to live. And they strictly fulfil the most complicated duties, such as preparing for the sacraments, building churches, sending out missionaries, naming pastors for parochial administration, etc. They forget only one trifling circumstance, to do as he tells them.

Unbelievers, on the other hand, try to regulate their lives somehow or other, but not in accordance with the law of Christ, feeling convinced beforehand that it is worthless. Nobody ever tries to fulfil his teaching. Nor is that all. Instead of making any effort to follow his commandments, both believers and unbelievers decide beforehand

that to do so is impossible. Christ says that the law of resistance by violence, which you have made the basis of your life, lives is unnatural and wrong, and he gives us instead the law of non-resistance, which he tells us, can alone deliver us from evil. He says, you think to eradicate evil by your human laws of violence, they only increase it. During thousands and thousands of years you have tried to annihilate evil by evil, and you have not annihilated it. You have but increased it. Follow the teeth, I give you by word and deed, and you will prove its practical power.

Not only does he speak thus, but he also remains true to his own doctrine not to resist evil, in his life and in his death. Believers take all this in with their ears, and hear it read in churches, calling it the word of God. They call him God, and then they say, his doctrine is sublime, but the organisation of our lives renders its observance impossible. It would change the whole course of our lives to which we are so used and with which we are so satisfied. Therefore, we believe in this doctrine only as an ideal that mankind must strive after,

an ideal that is to be attained by prayer by believing in the sacraments, in redemption, and in the resurrection of the dead. Others, unbelievers, the free interviever, the free interpreters of Christ's doctrine, the historians of religion, Strauss, Renan, and others, adopting the interpretation of the church,

that this doctrine has no direct application to life, and is only an ideal teaching that can only serve to console the weak-minded, say, very seriously, that the doctrine of Christ was all very well for the savage population of the deserts of Galilee, but that we, with our civilization, can only consider it as a lovely reverie du charmond doctor, as Renon calls him.

According to their opinion, Christ could not attain the height of understanding all the wisdom of our civilization and refinement. If he had stood on the same scale of civilization as these learned men, he would not have uttered those pretty trifles about the birds of the air, about letting one's cheek be struck, and about taking no care for tomorrow. Learned historians judge Christianity according to what they see in our Christian society. Now the Christian Society of our times considers our life as a good and holy one, with its institutions of solitary imprisonment, of fortresses, sweatshops, journals, brothels, and parliaments,

while it only borrows from the doctrine of Christ what is not against these habits of life. And, as Christ's teaching is in direct opposition to all this, nothing is taken from that teaching, but its mere words. The learned historians see this, and not having the same interest in concealing the facts as the so-called believers have, they subject this, for them, meaningless doctrine of Christ, to a profound analysis, argue against it, and prove on good grounds that Christianity never was anything but the dream of

idealist. And yet it seems to me that before pronouncing an opinion upon the doctrine of Christ, we ought clearly to understand what it is. And in order to decide whether his teaching is rational or not, it is necessary first of all to believe that he meant exactly what he said. This is just what neither the interpreters of the church nor free thinkers do, and the reason why is not hard to see. We know very well that the teaching of Christ, as we have received it, embraces all the errors into which humanity has fallen, all the toga, empty idols,

the existence of which we try to justify by calling them church, government, culture, science, arts and civilization, thinking thus to exclude them from the rank of errors. But Christ warns us again. them all without excluding any toga. Not only Christ's words, but those of all Hebrew prophets, of John the Baptist, and of all the truly wise men who have ever lived, have referred to this same church, this same government, culture, civilization, etc., calling them evils and the causes of man's perdition.

For instance, suppose an architect were to say to the owner of a house, your house is in a bad state it must be wholly rebuilt and were then to go on giving all the necessary details about the kind of beams that would be required how they were to be cut and where placed if the owner were to turn a deaf ear to the architect's words about the ruinous condition of the house and the necessity for its being rebuilt and were only to listen with a feigned interest to the secondary details concerning the proposed repairs the architect's text councils would evidently appear but so much useless talk, and if the owner happened to feel no great respect for the builder, he would call his advice foolish. This is exactly what occurs with the teaching of Christ. I use this simile for want of a better one, and I remember that Christ, while preaching his doctrine, used one very like it, he said, I will destroy your temple, and within three days I will build up another. He was crucified for these words. His doctrine is crucified for the same

reason up to the present time. The least that can be required of those who judge another man's teaching is that they should take the teacher's words in the exact sense in which he uses them. Christ does not consider his teaching as some high ideal of what mankind should be but cannot attain to, nor does he consider it as a chimerical, poetical fantasy, fit only to captivate the simple-minded inhabitants of Galilee. He considers his teaching as work, a work that is to save mankind. His suffering on the cross was no dream. He groaned in agony and died for his teaching. and how many people have died and will still die in the same cause.

Such teaching cannot be called a dream. Every doctrine of truth is a dream for those who are in error. We have come to such a state of error that there are many among us who say, as I did myself formerly, that this doctrine of Christ is chimerical because it is incompatible with the nature of man. It is incompatible with the nature of man, they say to turn the other cheek when he has been struck. It is incompatible with the nature of man to give up his property to another, to work not for himself but for others. It is natural to man, they say,

to protect himself, his own safety, that of his family and his property. In other words, it is the nature of man to struggle for life. Lerned lawyers prove scientifically that the most sacred duty of a man is to protect his rights, that is, to struggle. We need only for one moment to cast aside the idea that the present organisation of our lives, as established by man, is the best and most sacred, and then the argument that the teaching of Christ is incompatible with human nature immediately turns against the arguer. Who will deny that it is repugnant and harrowing to a man's feelings, to torture or kill, not only a man, but also even a dog, a hen or a calf. I have known men living by agricultural labour, who have ceased entirely to eat meat, only because they

had to kill their own cattle. And yet our lives are so organised that for one individual to obtain any advantage in life, another must suffer, which is against human nature. the whole organization of our lives the complicated mechanism of our institutions whose sole object is violence are but proofs of the degree to which violence is repugnant to human nature no judge will ever undertake to strangle with his own hands the man whom he has condemned to death no magistrate will himself drag a peasant from his weeping family in order to shut him up in prison Not a single general, not a single soldier, would kill hundreds of Turks or Germans and devastate their villages. No, not one of them would consent to wound a single man, were it not in war, and in obedience to discipline and the oath of allegiance. Cruelty is only exercised, thanks to our complicated social machinery, when it can be so divided among a number that none shall be so divided among a number that none shall. bear the sole responsibility, or recognize how unnatural all cruelty is. Some make laws, others apply them. Others again drill their fellow creatures into habits of discipline, that is of senseless

passive obedience, and these same disciplined men in their turn do violence to others, killing without knowing why or wherefore. But let a man, even for a moment, shake often thought the net of worldly institutions that so ensnairs him, and he will see what is really incompatible with his nature. If once we cease to affirm that the evil we are so used to and profit by is an immutable divine truth, we may see clearly which is the more natural to man, violence or the law of Christ. Which is better, to know that the comforts, and safety of my family and myself, all my joys and pleasures, are obtained at the price of the misery, depravity, and suffering of millions, by yearly executions, by hundreds of thousands of

suffering prisoners, and by millions of soldiers, policemen and sergeants, torn from their homes, and half-stupefied by military discipline, who protect my idle pleasures by keeping starving men at a distance with their loaded pistols, to know that every dainty morsel I put into my mouth or give my children is obtained at the price of all this suffering, which is inevitable in order to obtain those dainties, or to know that my fare is my own, that nobody suffers for the want of it, and that nobody has suffered in procuring it for me. It is sufficient to comprehend, once and for all, that in our present organisation of life, every joy and every moment of peace is bought at the cost of the privations and sufferings of thousands,

who are only restrained by violence, in order to see clearly what is natural to man, that is, not only to the animal nature of man, but to the rational nature as well. It is sufficient to understand the doctrine of Christ, in all its high significance, and with all the consequences it entails, to see that it is not inconsistent with human nature,

but that, on the contrary, his whole doctrine throws aside what is inconsistent with human nature, the delusive human teaching of resistance of evil, which is the chief cause of all human misery. The doctrine of Christ, which teaches us not to resist evil, is a dream. But the sight of men in whose breasts love and pity are innate,

spending their lives in burning their brethren at the stake, scorging them, breaking them on the wheel, lashing, slitting their nostrils, putting them to the rack, keeping them fettered, sending them to the galleys or the gallows, shooting them, condemning to solitary confinement, imprisoning women and children, organizing the slaughter of tens of thousands by war,

bringing about periodical revolutions and rebellions, the sight of others passively fulfilling these atrocities, the sight of others again writhing under these tortures or avenging them. This is no dream. When once we clearly understand the teaching of Christ, we see that it is not the world given by God to man for his happiness that is a dream, but the world such as men have made it for their own destruction that is a wild, terrifying dream, the delirium of a madman, a dream from which it is enough to awake once, never to return to it.

God came down from heaven, the Son of God, the second person of the Holy Trinity, and became man to redeem us from the punishment entailed by the sin of Adam. We think that this God must speak in some mysterious, mystical way, difficult to be understood. Indeed, that his word can only be understood through faith and God's grace. And yet God's words are so simple and so clear. He says, Do no evil to each other, and there will be no evil. evil. Is it possible that the revelation of God is so simple? Can this be all? All this is so familiar to us.

The prophet Elijah, having fled from the haunts of men and concealed himself in a rock, had it revealed to him that he should see God at the entrance of the cavern. A tempest arose, the trees were rent asunder. Elijah thought God was there. and looked, but God was not there. The earth quaked, fire issued out of it, the rock was split in two, and the mountains fell. Elijah looked, but God was not there. Then all grew still and calm, and a light breeze wafted the fragrance of the freshened fields towards him. Elijah looked, and God was there. It is thus, with the simple words of God, do not resist evil.

They are very simple, but they contain in themselves the soul and eternal law of God and man. This law is eternal, and if in history we find any progress made towards the annihilation of evil, it is due to those who truly understood the doctrine of Christ, who suffered evil without resisting by violence. The progression of mankind toward good is brought about by martyrdom, not by tyranny. Fire cannot extinguish fire. No more than evil can extirpate evil. Good, meeting with evil and remaining untainted by it, can alone conquer evil. There is a law in the heart of each man that is as immutable as the law of Galileo,

still more immutable. Men may turn aside from it or conceal it from others. Nevertheless, it is the only path that leads to true happiness. Each step that has brought us nearer to this great end was taken in the name of the doctrine of Christ. Do not resist evil. It is with greater confidence even than Galileo that the follower of Christ can say,

in defiance of all the temptations around him and the threats held out to him. It is not by violence but by doing good that you will eradicate evil. And if the progress is made slowly, it is only because the clarity, simplicity and rationality of the teaching of Christ and its inevitable absolute necessity are concealed from the eyes of men in the most crafty and dangerous manner, concealed under a spurious teaching, falsely called his.

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Chapter 5 Everything tended to convince me that I had now found the true interpretation of Christ's doctrine, but it was a long while before I could get used to the strange thought that after so many men had professed the doctrine of Christ during 1800 years, and had devoted their lives to the stod of Christ, of its teachings, it was given to me to discover his doctrine as something altogether new. It seemed strange, nevertheless so it was. Christ's doctrine of non-resistance seemed to rise before me as something hitherto unknown and

unfamiliar to me, and I asked myself how this could be. Had some false conception of Christ's doctrine prevented my understanding it? When I first began to read the Gospel, I was not in the position of one who heard the teaching of Christ for the first time. I already had a complete theory concerning the sense in which it was to be taken. Christ did not appear to me as a prophet, come to reveal the law of God to man, but rather as an expounder and amplifier of the indubitable divine law well known to me. I already possessed a complete, definite and very complicated doctrine concerning God and the creation of the world and of man, as well as concerning the commandments of God as transmitted to us through Moses. In the Gospel I found the words, You have been told, an eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth, but I say to you do not resist evil.

The precept, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, Was the commandment given by God to Moses? The precept, I say to you, do not resist evil, was a new commandment that reversed the first. Had I considered the doctrine of Christ simply, without the theological theory I had imbibed from my earliest childhood, I should have understood the true sense of these simple words. I should have seen that Christ sets aside the old law

and gives a new one. But it had been instilled into me that Christ did not reject the law of Moses, that, on the contrary, he confirmed it to the least jot and titul, and amplified it. The 17th and 18th verses of the 5th chapter of St. Matthew, which seemed to confirm that assertion,

had, in my former studies of the gospel, struck me by their obscurity and had raised doubts in my mind. On reading the Old Testament, especially the last books of Moses, in which so many trivial, useless, and even cruel laws are laid down, each proceeded by the words, and God said to Moses, it seemed passing strange to me that Christ should have confirmed such laws. His doing so seemed incomprehensible. But I then left the problem unsolved. I blindly, I blindly believe, the teaching of my childhood, that these commandments were inspired by the Holy Ghost,

that they were in perfect harmony with each other, that Christ confirmed the law of Moses, and that he amplified and completed it. I could indeed never clearly explain to myself wherein the amplification lay, nor how the striking opposition so obvious to all, between the verses 17 to 20 and the words, But I say to you, could be harmonized. But when I at last really understood the clear and simple meaning of Christ's doctrine, I saw that these two commandments were in direct opposition to each other, that there could be no question of harmony between them,

or of the one being an amplification of the other, that it was necessary to accept either the one or the other. and that the interpretation of verses 17 to 20 of the fifth chapter of St. Matthew, which, as I have already said, had struck me by their want of clarity, was erroneous. On a second reading of the same verses 17 to 20, which had seemed so unintelligible to me, their meaning flashed full upon me. This again was not the result of my having discovered anything new, or having made any alteration of the words,

it was due solely to my having cast aside the false interpretation that had been given to them. Christ says, in Matthew 5, 17 to 19, Do not think that I have come to destroy the law or the teaching of the prophets. I have not come to destroy, but to fulfill. For truly I say to you, until heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tital, the least particle, shall in no way pass from the law,

until all is fulfilled. And in verse 20, he adds, Except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, you shall in no case enter the kingdom of heaven. Christ means by these words, I have not come to destroy the eternal law, for the fulfilment of which your books and prophecies are written, but I have come to teach you how to fulfil that eternal law. I do not speak of the law that your teachers, the Pharisees, call the law of God, but of the eternal law which is less liable to change than heaven and earth. I here give the meaning of the text in other words, solely for the purpose of drawing the mind away from the incorrect interpretation usually offered.

If this incorrect interpretation did not exist, we should see that the idea of Christ could not be better or more definitely expressed than by these words. The interpretation that Christ does not reject the Mosaic law is based on the fact that in this passage, without any ostensible reason, except the comparison of the jot of the written law, and contrary to the true sense, the word law is treated as meaning the written law, and not the eternal law. But Christ does not speak here of the written law. If Christ in this passage had spoken of the written law,

he would have used the words the law and the prophets, as he always does in speaking of the written law. But he uses a very different expression. the law or the prophets. Had Christ meant to speak of the written law, he would have used the words the law and the prophets in the next verse, which is but the continuation of the preceding one, but there he uses the word law alone. Moreover, we find, in the Gospel according to St. Luke, that Christ uses the same words in a manner that leaves no doubt as to their true meaning. Luke 16 verse 15 Christ says to the Pharisees

who thought to justify themselves by the written law You are those who justify themselves before men But God knows your hearts For that which is highly esteemed among men Is an abomination in the sight of God The law and the prophets were until John Since that time the kingdom of God is preached And every man presses into it

And immediately after this, in the 17th verse we read, And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass than one tital of the law to fail. The words, the law and the prophets until John annul the written law. The words, it is easier for heaven and earth to pass than for one titul of the law to fail, confirm the eternal law. In the first text Christ says, The law and the prophets, i.e. the written law.

In the second, he uses the word law alone, that is the eternal law. It is obvious, therefore, that the eternal law is here set in opposition to the written law, and that exactly the same occurs in the context of the Gospel of St. Matthew, where the eternal law is expressed by the words

the law or the prophets. The history of the different renderings of this text, verses 17 to 18, is very curious. In most of the transcripts, the word law is not followed by the words and the prophets. In this case, there can be no doubt of it signifying the eternal law. In other transcripts, as, for instance, in those of Tishendorf and the canonical transcripts,

the word prophets is added, not with the conjunction and, but with the disjunctive or, the law or the prophets, which likewise excludes the meaning of the written law and confirms that of the eternal law. In some transcripts again which are not adopted by the church, we find the word prophets preceded by the conjunction and, and not by or, In these transcripts, after the repetition of the word law, the words and the prophets are again added. Thus the meaning given to the whole saying by this remodeling is that Christ's words refer only to the written law. These variations give us the history of the various interpretations to which this passage has been subjected. One point is obvious. Christ speaks here, as he does in the Gospel according to St. Louis,

look of the eternal law. But we find men among the transcribers of the Gospels who have added the words and the prophets to the word law, with the design of rendering the Mosaic law obligatory, and have thus altered the sense of the text. Other Christians, again, who reject the Mosaic law, either leave out the word completely, or substitute the word A, or for the word, kind. and, and thus the passage enters the canon with the disjunctive awe. Yet though the text adopted by the canon is so indubitably clear, our canonical commentators continue to expound on the passage in the spirit of the alterations that have not been adopted.

Countless commentators have treated this passage, and as the expounder agrees less with the simple, direct sense of the doctrine of Christ, the further his commentary must necessarily be from the true sense of that doctrine. The majority of expounders retain the apocryphal sense, which the text rejects. In order to be convinced that Christ speaks in this verse only of the eternal law, it will suffice to fully understand the word that has given rise to these false interpretations. In Russian, it is Zacon. law, in Greek, nomos, in Hebrew, Torah. This word has two principal meanings in the Russian,

Greek and Hebrew languages, the one, the unexpressed, unwritten law, the other, the written expression of what certain men call the law. Indeed, the difference exists in all languages. In Greek, in the epistles of Paul, the difference is. sometimes marked by the use of the article. In speaking of the written law, the apostle omits the article before the word law, and when he speaks of the eternal law, the article is prefixed. The ancient Hebrews, the prophets, and Isaiah, always use the word Torah, the law, to indicate the eternal, unwritten, but revealed law of God. This same word, Torah, the law, was first used by Ezra, and later we find it in the Talmud, as signifying the five books of Moses,

which bear the general title of Torah, in the same sense as our word Bible, with this difference, however, that we distinguish the Bible from the law of God by two different denominations, while in the Hebrew language there is but one word for both. Therefore Christ, using the word Torah, takes it in the Hebrew language. in the two different accepted meanings of the word, either confirming it, as Isaiah and the other prophets do, in the sense of the law of God which is eternal, or rejecting it, when he refers to the Mosaic law. But in order to make a distinction between the different meanings of the word, he always adds and the prophets and the pronoun yore in speaking of the written law.

When Christ says, As you would want men to treat you, also treat them likewise, this is the whole law and the prophets. He refers to the written law. He tells us that the whole written law may be reduced to this sole expression of the eternal law.

And by these his words, he annuls the written law. When he says, in Luke 16, verse 16, the law and the prophets until John the Baptist. He refers to the written law, and by these words asserts that it is no longer obligatory. When he says, in John 7.19, didn't Moses give you the law, and yet none of you keeps the law? Or John 8.17, isn't it said in your law? Or again, John 1525, the word that is written in their law. He refers to the written law, the law that he

rejects, the law by which he was soon after sentenced to death. John 19 verse 7, the Jews answered him, we have a law, and by our law he ought to die. It is obvious that this law of the Hebrews, by which Christ himself was sentenced to death, was not the law that he taught. But when Christ says, I come not to destroy the law, but to teach you to fulfil it, for nothing can be altered in the law, but all must be fulfilled. He does not speak of the written law, but of the divine, eternal law. It may be said that these proofs are controvertible, that I have skillfully sorted the contexts, and have carefully concealed all that could contradict my interpretation, that the commentaries given by the Church are very clear and convincing,

and that Christ did not destroy the law of Moses, but that he left it in full force. Let us suppose that this be the case. What then does Christ teach? According to the commentaries of the Church, he taught men that he was the second person, of the Trinity, the Son of God the Father, and that he had come down from heaven to redeem mankind from the sin of Adam. But whoever has read the Gospel knows that Christ says nothing of this, or at least alludes to it in very ambiguous terms. The passages in which Christ speaks of himself as being the second person of the Trinity and of his redeeming mankind are the shortest and least perspicuous in the Gospels. In what, then, does the rest of Christ's teaching consist?

It is impossible to deny what all Christians have always acknowledged, that the main point in Christ's doctrine consists in his rules of life, how men are to live together. Now, if we admit that Christ taught a new system of life, we must form some definite idea of the men among whom he taught. Take, for instance, the Russians, the English, the Chinese, the Hindus, or even any wild insular tribe, and you will be sure to find that they all have their own rules of life, their own laws, and that no teacher could introduce new laws of life without destroying the former ones. He could not teach without infringing them. Such would be the case everywhere. The teacher would inevitably have to begin by destroying our laws which have grown precious and almost

sacred in our eyes. Perhaps in our days it might happen that the teacher of a new doctrine of life would only destroy our civil laws, our government, and our customs, without interfering with the laws that we call divine, though this is hardly probable. But the Hebrews had only one law, a divine law that embraced life in its minutest details. What could a preacher teach them if he began by declaring that the entire law of the people to whom he preached was inviolable? But let us assume that this is not regarded as a proof. Then let those who assert that Christ's words confirmed the Mosaic law

explain to themselves who they were, whom Christ denounced during his whole life. Who did he speak against, calling them Pharisees, lawyers and scribes? Who was it that refused to follow the doctrine of Christ and crucified him? If Christ acknowledged the Mosaic law, where were the true followers of the law whom Christ must have approved of? Is there a single one? We are told that the Pharisees were a sect.

The Hebrews do not say so. they call the Pharisees the true fulfillers of the law. But let us suppose they were a sect. The Sadducees were also a sect. Where then were the true believers, those who did not belong to any sect? In the Gospel according to St John, all the enemies of Christ are called Hebrews.

They do not assent to Christ's doctrine. They oppose it only because they are Hebrews. But in the Gospel, The Pharisees and Sadducees are not the only enemies of Christ. The lawgivers who keep the Mosaic law, the scribes who study it, and the elders who are considered as the representatives of the popular wisdom are likewise called the enemies of Christ.

Christ says, I did not come to call the righteous to repentance, to a change of life, metanoia, but sinners. Where were the righteous? and who were they? Surely Nicodemus was not the only one, and even Nicodemus is described as being a good man, but one who had gone astray. We have grown so used to the singular interpretation given to us that the Pharisees and some wicked Hebrews crucified Christ, that the simple question never occurs to us, where were the true Hebrews who kept the law, and who were neither Pharisees nor

wicked men. No sooner does the question arise than all grows clear. Christ, be he God or man, brought his doctrine to a people who already had a law that gave them definite rules of life, and which they called the law of God. In what light could Christ have considered that law? Every prophet, teacher of a faith, on revealing the law of God to a people, will find that they already possess a law that they consider as the divine law, and he cannot avoid a twofold application of the word, as referring either to what men wrongly consider the law of God, your law, or as referring to the true, eternal law of God. Moreover, not only is the preacher of the new doctrine unable to avoid.

the two-fold use of the word, but it often happens that he does not even endeavour to do so, and purposely unites both ideas, in order to point out that the law confessed by those he tries to convert, though defective as a whole, is not devoid of some divine truths. And it is just these truths so familiar to his hearers which every preacher will take as the basis of his preaching. Christ does so in addressing the Hebrews, who have the same word Torah for both laws. Referring to the Mosaic law, and more often still to the prophets, especially the prophet Isaiah, whom he often quotes, Christ acknowledges that in the Hebrew law and in the prophets there are eternal truths, divine truths, which coincide with the eternal law, and he bases his doctrine. He

upon them, as, for instance, in the saying, love God and your neighbour. Christ expresses this idea on many occasions, for example, Luke 10, verse 26. What is written in the law? How do you read it? We may find the eternal truth in the law, if we can read. And he points out more than once that the precept contained in their law of love to God and their neighbor was a precept of a precept of of the eternal law. After the parables, by which he explains his doctrine to his disciples, Christ says, as if in reference to all that had proceeded, therefore every scribe, that is, every man who can read and has been taught the truth,

is like a householder who brings forth out of his treasure indiscriminately things old and new. Matthew 13, verse 52. It is thus that St. Ironaeus understands these words, and so does the Church, and yet arbitrarily transgressing the true sense of the saying. They attribute to these words the meaning that the whole ancient law is sacred. The obvious meaning of the text is that he who seeks for what is good takes not only what is new, but what is old too, and that its being old is not a sufficient reason for. for throwing it aside. Christ means by this saying that he does not deny what is eternal in the ancient law, but when questioned concerning the law or its forms, he says, We do not pour new wine into old bottles. Christ could not confirm the whole law, neither could he completely deny the law and the prophets. He could neither deny the law that says, love your neighbour as yourself, nor the prophets, in whose word he often clothes his thought.

And so, instead of our understanding these clear and simple words as they were said, and in the sense that the whole doctrine of Christ confirms, an obscure interpretation is given to us, which introduces inconsistency where there is none, and thus destroys the true sense of the doctrine, leaving nothing but words, and in reality, re-establishing the Mosaic teaching with all its barbarous cruelty. According to the commentaries of the Church, and those of the 5th century in particular, Christ did not destroy the written law, but confirmed it. But we are not told how he confirmed it, or how the law of Christ and the Mosaic law can be supposed to be united into one.

We find nothing in these commentaries but a play upon words. We are told that Christ kept the mosaic law by the prophecies concerning himself being fulfilled, and that Christ fulfilled the law through us, through the faith of men in him. No effort is made to solve the only question that is of essential importance to every believer, how these two contradictory laws,

referring to life, can be united in terms. one. The inconsistency of the text which says that Christ does not destroy the law, with the one in which we read, it has been said, but I say to you. Indeed, the contradiction between the whole spirit of the mosaic law and the doctrine of Christ remains in all its force. Let everyone who is interested in this question examine for himself the commentaries on this passage given to us by the church. beginning from John Chrysostom to the present time. It is only after having read these that he will see clearly,

not only that no explanation of the contradiction is given, but also that a contradiction has been skillfully inserted where there was none before. The impossible attempts at uniting what cannot be united are clear proof that this was not an involuntary mental error, but was effected with some definite purpose in view, that it was found necessary, and the cause of its having been found necessary is obvious. Let us see what John Chrysostom says in answer to those who reject the Mosaic Law. Commentary of the Gospel according to St. Matthew, Volume 1, pages 320 and 321. Quote,

On examining the ancient law that enjoins us to take an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth, the objection is raised, How can he who speaks thus be righteous? What answer can we give? Why, that it is, on the contrary, the best token of God's love towards man. It was not that we should really take an eye for an eye that he gave us this law, but that we should avoid wronging others, for fear of God's. suffering the same at their hands. As, for instance, when threatening the Ninevites with destruction,

his desire was not to destroy them. Had he indeed decreed their destruction, he would not have spoken of it. His purpose was only, by his menaces, to induce them to amend their lives, and by so doing turn his wrath aside. Thus likewise the hot-tempered, who are ready to put out their neighbor's eyes are threatened with punishment for the sole purpose of making their fears of punishment restrained them from injuring their fellow creatures. If this is cruelty, there is cruelty likewise in the commandment that forbids murder, or the one that interdicts adultery. But such an argument would only prove a man to have reached the last stage of madness, and I so dread calling these commandments cruel, that I should rather be inclined to consider a contrary law as wrong,

according to plain common sense. You call God cruel because he has enjoined taking an eye for an eye, but I say that many would have had a greater right to call him cruel as you do had he not given this commandment." Unquote. John Chrysostom plainly acknowledges the law of a tooth for a tooth to be the divine law, and the reverse of that law, i.e. Christ's doctrine of non-resistance, to be wrong. On pages 322 to 323, John Chrysostom further says, quote, Let us suppose that the law is entirely cast aside, that all fear of promised punishment is done away with, that the wicked are left to live according to their inclinations without fear of punishment, adulterers murderers thieves and perjurers wouldn't all be overthrown wouldn't houses market-places cities lands seas and the whole universe be full of iniquity this is obvious

but if even the existence of laws fear and threats of punishment can hardly keep the evil intentioned with bounds what would there then be to restrain men from evil deeds if all obstacles were removed What disasters would then rush in torrents into the lives of men? Cruelty does not lie in leaving the wicked free to act as they please, but in letting the innocent man suffer without defending him. If a man were to collect a crowd of miscreants around him and having furnished them with weapons were to send them forth into the town to kill all those they met in the streets, could anything be more barbarous?

and if another were to bind these armed men and imprison them, releasing the victims these miscreants had threatened with death, could anything be more humane? But John Chrysostom does not tell us, by what means the other is to be guided in his definition of the wicked. May he not himself be a wicked man and imprison the good? quote, Now apply this example to the law.

He who gave the commandment an eye for an eye Has bound the minds of the wicked in chains of fear And may be compared to the man who bound the miscreants But if no punishment were appointed for criminals Would it not be arming them with weapons of fearlessness And acting like him who gave weapons to the miscreants And sent them forth into the town unquote. If John Chrysostom does acknowledge the doctrine of Christ, he ought to have told us who

is to take an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth and cast into prison. If he who gave the commandment, that is God himself, were to inflict the threatened punishment, there would be no inconsistency. But it must be done by men, the men who are forbidden to do so by the Son of God. God said, an eye for an eye. The son says, do not act thus. One of the commandments must be acknowledged as just. John Chrysostom and the church follow the commandments of the father, that is the mosaic law, and reject the commandments of the son, while ostensibly professing his doctrine. Christ rejects the mosaic law and gives his own in its stead. him who believes in Christ there is no contradiction. He pays no heed to the Mosaic law, believes in Christ's

doctrine, and fulfills it. Neither is there any contradiction for him who believes in the Mosaic law. The Hebrews do not consider the words of Christ valid, and they believe in the Mosaic law. There is a contradiction only for those who, while choosing to live according to the Mosaic law, to persuade themselves and others that they believe in the doctrine of the Christ. Only for those whom Christ calls, you hypocrites, you generation of vipers.

Instead of acknowledging one of the two, either the Mosaic law or the Doctrine of Christ, we say that both are divine truths. But no sooner does the question touch upon life itself than the doctrine of Christ is straightway cast aside, and the Mosaic law is acknowledged. If we examine this false interpretation closely,

we shall see in it one phase of the awful struggle between good and evil, light and darkness. Christ appears among the Hebrews, who were entangled in countless minute rules, laid down by their Levites, and called by them the divine law, each of which was preceded by the words, and God said to Moses.

Not only the relations in which man stands to God, but the sacrifices, feast days, fasts, the relations between men, public, civil, and family relations, all the details of private life, circumcision, ablution of themselves, and their cups, their clothes, all, even in the most trifling details, were encompassed by rules, and these were acknowledged as the commandments of God, the law of God. What could a prophet do?

I do not say Christ God, but what could a prophet a teacher do when teaching such a people, without first destroying the obligations of a law by which everything, down to the smallest detail of life, was thus regulated. Christ does what any other prophet would do. He takes from the old law, considered by the people as divine what is truly the law of god he takes the basic principles setting all the rest aside and he adds to it his own revelation of the eternal law though all need not be cast aside a law that is considered obligatory in all its minutest details must inevitably be violated This is what Christ does, and he is accused of destroying the law of God, and he is crucified for this.

But his teaching remains among his disciples and passes on to other peoples. Yet, in the course of ages, and among the new peoples who receive Christ's truth, the same human interpretations and explanations shoot up. Again the shallow precepts of man appear in place of the divine revelation. Instead of the words, And God said to Moses, we now read, By the revelation of the Holy Spirit.

Again, the letter rather than the spirit of the doctrine is preferred. It is a striking fact that the doctrine of Christ is united to all this Torah, which he rejected. this Torah is said to be the revelation of the spirit of truth, that is of the Holy Ghost, and so Christ is taken in the meshes of his own revelation. And now, after 1800 years, the strange duty has fallen to my lot to discover the sense of Christ's doctrine as something new. It is no small discovery that I had to make.

I had to do what all those who seek to know God and His law have to do, to find out the eternal law of God from amidst the precepts that men call His law. End of Chapter 5. Chapter 6, Part 1 of What I Believe. This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org.

What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated from the Russian by Constantine Popoff. Chapter 6 Part 1 Now it has grown clear to me that Christ's law is truly his law, and not the mixed law of Moses and Christ. The claim of his doctrine distinctly repudiates the claim of the mosaic law, and consequently, instead of the obscurity, diffuseness and inconsequence, consistency that I had previously found in the Gospels, they now combine to form an indissoluble whole, and the basis, or central maxim, of the entire doctrine is expressed in the simple, clear, and perfectly intelligible five commandments of Christ, Matthew chapter 5, verses 21 to 48,

which I had hitherto failed to apprehend. mention is made in all the Gospels of the commandments of Christ, and their fulfilment is enjoined. All theologians speak of the commandments of Christ, but I never knew what these commandments were. I supposed the commandment of Christ to be the exhortation to love God and our neighbour as ourselves. I did not see that this could not be the commandment of Christ, seeing that it was. was a commandment given to the ancient Hebrews, see Deuteronomy and Leviticus. On reading the words, Whoever, therefore, shall break one of these commandments and shall teach men so,

he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven. But whoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be great in the kingdom of heaven. Matthew chapter 5 verse 19. I thought they referred to the Mosaic law. It never occurred to me that the new commandments of Christ were clearly and distinctly expressed in verses 21 to 48 of the 5th chapter of St Matthew. Nor did I notice that by the words, You have heard that it has been said, but I say to you, Christ gives us new and most definite commandments, annexed to the five quotations of the Mosaic law, reckoning the two quotations that refer to adultery as one,

we find five new and definite commandments of Christ. I had often heard about the beatitudes, and had met with the enumeration and explanation of them in the course of the religious instruction given to me in my youth, but I never heard a word about the commandments of Christ, to my God. great surprise, I had to discover them. I shall now point out what led me to the discovery. In Matthew, chapter 5, verses 21 to 26, we read, You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, you shall not kill, and whoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment, Exodus chapter 20, verse 23,

but I say to you that whoever is angry with his brother without, a cause shall be in danger of the judgment, and whoever shall say to his brother, Raqa, shall be in danger of the judgment, but whoever shall say, you fall, shall be in danger of hellfire. Therefore, if you bring your gift to the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar, and go your way, first to be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift. Agree with your adversary quickly while you're on the way with him, lest at any time the adversary deliver you to the judge,

and the judge deliver you to the officer, and you be cast into prison. Truly I say to you, you shall by no means come out from there until you have paid the last COPEC. On a clear comprehension of the doctrine of non-resistance, it seemed to me that the text quoted above must have the same application to life as that doctrine. I had formerly considered these words as meaning that we were to avoid all anger against a fellow creature,

that we were never to use abusive language, and that we were to live at peace with all, not accepting any. But there stood a clause in the text which excluded all possibility of thus understanding it, It is said, Whoever is angry with his brother without cause, and the idea of unconditional peace is annulled by the last italicized words, They puzzled me. I sought for a solution of my doubts in theological commentaries, but to my surprise I found that the interpretation of the fathers of the church

were especially directed towards defining the cases in which anger may be excused and cannot be excused. Laying particular stress on the words without a cause, commentators tell us the meaning of the text is that we are never to wound a man's feelings causelessly, nor use abusive language, but add that anger is not always unjust, and in support of that opinion they cite instances

of the anger of the apostles and the saints. I was obliged to acknowledge that, though contrary to the whole spirit of the gospel, the interpretation of the fathers, by which anger is accounted justifiable, when, to use their own expression, it is to the glory of God, was consistent being based on the words without a cause which we find in verse 22. This clause entirely altered the sense of the saying, do not be angry without a cause. Christ exhorts us to forgive all, to forgive without end.

Christ himself forgave, and when led away to be crucified, reproved Peter for defending him against Malchus. And yet it would seem that Peter had good cause for anger. And the same Christ exhorts all men not to be angry without a cause, thus justifying anger if there is a reason for it, if it is not causeless. Isn't it as if Christ, who came to preach peace to all simple-minded men, had on second thoughts added the words without a cause, to show that this precept did not apply to all cases indiscriminately,

that anger might sometimes be justifiable? Commentators tell us that anger may be justifiable. but, I said to myself, can any man be a fit judge of the reasonableness of his anger? Never yet have I seen an angry man who did not consider himself perfectly just in his anger. Each thinks his anger both lawful and necessary. The words, without a cause, seem entirely to destroy the meaning of the text. But they were in the gospel. and I could not set them aside, and yet it came to much the same as if to the saying,

Love your neighbour, were added the words, Your neighbour who pleases you. The words, without a cause, destroyed the significance of the whole text for me. Verses 23 and 24, in which we read that before praying we must be at peace with him who has something against us, which would have had a direct, obligatory sense without the words without a cause, now acquired a conditional meaning. It seemed to me that Christ must have meant to forgive all anger, all ill will, and in order to suppress it, had enjoined each person before he brings his gift to the altar, that is before he draws near to God, to think upon whether there is any man who is angry with him. And if there is someone, he must be reconciled to him first, and then he may bring his gift to the altar

or pray. It seemed thus to me, but, according to all commentaries, the sense of the passage was conditional. In all commentaries we are told that we must try to be at peace with all men. But if that is impossible, on account of the perversity of our adversary, we must be at peace. We must be at peace. with him in mind, in our thoughts, and then his enmity will be no barrier to our prayer. Moreover, the words that declare that whoever shall say Raka, or you fool, commits a great sin, always seemed most strange and unintelligible to me. If the words forbid abusive language, why are such weak epithets chosen, which can hardly be reckoned terms of abuse? and why was there so awful a threat against one who might, perhaps inadvertently,

use as inoffensive a word as raka, that is a worthless fellow? This seemed incomprehensible to me. I felt sure that there was the same misunderstanding here, as I had found in the words do not judge. I felt that a simple, definite, and highly important commandment, which all have it in their power to fulfill, had been perverted, as in the preceding instance, into something almost incomprehensible. I felt sure that Christ had not used the words, Be reconciled to your brother, in the sense now given to them by our commentators, be reconciled to your brother in mind. Reconciled in mind? What can that mean?

I thought that Christ meant exactly what he expressed in the words of the prophet, I will have mercy, that is love to all men, and not sacrifice. And therefore, if you wish to find favouring God's sight, before repeating your morning and evening prayer, or before attending public worship, reflect whether anyone is angry with you. And if such a one can be found, go and be reconciled to him first, and then you may come and pray. Let your reconciliation not be in mind only. I saw that the interpretation which destroyed the direct and clear meaning of the text was based on the words without a cause. Their omission would render the whole perfectly clear, but the canonical gospel in which stand the words without a cause, and all commentaries upon it,

were contrary to my interpretation. Had I chosen arbitrarily to alter the same, the sense of the passage, I might have done so with any other text as well, and might not other interpreters have done so too. All the difficulty lay in one little clause. If this clause were removed, all would be clear. So I endeavoured to find some philological explanation of the words that should not destroy the sense of the text. On consulting the dictionary, I saw the Greek word is Icon, and that it likewise means purposelessly, thoughtlessly. I again read the text over attentively to see if any other meaning could be given to it, but found that the clause was evidently correct. I consulted the Greek dictionary, and the meaning given to the word was the same.

I consulted the context, but the word is only used once in the Gospels, in the passage in question. we find it several times in the epistles, in the first epistle to the Corinthians, chapter 15 verse 2, it is used in the same sense. Therefore there seemed to be no other possible rendering of the text, and I found myself obliged to believe that Christ said, do not be angry without a cause. I must confess that, to believe in Christ's having uttered so indefinite a saying, which admits of an interpretation that reduces it to a mere nothing, seemed to me equivalent to an entire renunciation of the gospel itself. A last hope was left to me.

Was this clause to be found in all the transcripts of the gospel? I examined various translations. I looked in Grisbach's edition of the Gospels, in which he enumerates all the transcripts in which a similar expression is used. and I found, to my great joy, that there were several references attached to this particular text. I examined them, and found that they referred to the very words without a cause. In the greater number of the transcripts of the gospel and in the commentaries of the fathers of the church,

these words are omitted. Thus, the majority understood the text as I do. I then consulted the first transcript of Tishendorf, but the words are not there. The shortest way to solve the problem would have been to look in Luther's translation of the gospel, but the words are not to be found there either. The clause, which so entirely destroys the sense of Christ's doctrine, was an addition made in the 5th century, and is not to be found in any of the most trustworthy transcripts of the gospel.

Someone had inserted the clause, and others had approved of it and then tried to explain it. Christ never could have added so monstrous a clause, and the simple, direct meaning of the text, which had first struck me and must strike others, is the true one. Nor is this all, for no sooner did I understand that Christ's words forbade anger against any person whatever. Then the command not to call a fellow creature Raka, or you fool, struck me in a new light, and I could no longer consider it as being intended to forbid the use of abusive language. The untranslated word Raka opened my eyes to the true sense. The word raka means trampled upon, set at naught, made of no account.

The word Rack is a word very generally used, and it signifies, accepting, only not. Raka, therefore, means a man unworthy of the title of man. We find the plural Rakhim, used in the book of Judges, Chapter 9 verse 4, in the sense of lost. So this is the word we are forbidden by Christ to use in speaking of a fellow creature. In the same manner, he forbids our saying, you fall, words by which we may consider ourselves justified in setting aside our duty toward our neighbor. We give way to anger, wrong others, and allege for our justification that the man who has excited our anger is a lost man or a fool. And these are the epithets that we are forbidden by Christ to apply to any man. He forbids our giving

way to anger against our fellow creatures. He forbids our justifying our anger by calling its subject a lost man or a fool. And now, in the place of an indistinct, indefinite, and insignificant expression, subject to countless arbitrary interpretations, the first simple, clear, and distinct commandment of Christ arose before me, as contained in verses 21 to 26. Be at peace with all men, and never consider your anger as just. Never look upon any man as worthless or a fool, neither call him such. Not only shall you never think yourself justified in your anger, but also you shall never consider your brother's anger as causeless. And therefore, if there is one who is angry with you, even if it is without a cause, go and be reconciled

to him before praying, endeavor to destroy all enmity between yourself and others, that their enmity may not grow and destroy you. And now the second commandment of Christ, which also begins with a reference to the ancient law, grew clear to me also. Matthew chapter 5, verses 27 to 32. You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, you shall not commit adultery. Exodus chapter 20 verses 14 to 28. But I say to you that whoever looks on a woman to lost after her

has committed adultery with her already in his heart. And if your right eye offends you, pluck it out and cast it from you, for it is profitable for you that one of your members should perish and not that your whole body should be cast into hell. and if your right hand offends you cut it off and cast it from you for it is profitable for you that one of your members should perish and not that your whole body should be cast into hell it has been said whoever shall put away his wife let him give her a writing of divorcement deuteronomy chapter twenty four verse one but i say to you that whoever shall put away his wife saving for the cause of

fornication, causes her to commit adultery, and whoever shall marry a divorced woman commits adultery. I understood these words to signify that no man must ever admit, even in thought, the possibility of leaving the woman he was first united to for another, a thing that is permitted by the mosaic law. As in his first commandment against anger, we are advised to stifle the feeling in its birth. The advice being further exemplified by the comparison of the man delivered up to the judge. So here Christ says that fornication is the consequence of men and women letting their thoughts dwell on sexual relations. And to avoid this we must set aside all that can excite such thoughts. And when once united to a woman, we must never leave her,

under any pretext whatever, because this opens the door to sinful indulgence. I was struck by the wisdom of the saying. It tends to do away with all the evils resulting from sexual relations. Men and women are to avoid all that can excite sensuality, being fully aware that nothing is more conducive to dissensions in the world than carnal pleasures, and knowing also that the law of nature is that the race should live together in couples, united in bonds that cannot be dissolved. In the sermon on the mount, the words, saving for the cause of fornication,

which had always seemed strange to me, struck me still more forcibly when I saw that they were considered as permitting divorce if the wife had committed adultery. Besides there being something unworthy in the, the very way the idea is expressed, and in this strange exception standing side by side with the most important principles that the sermon contained, like a regulation in some code, the exception itself was in direct opposition to the fundamental idea of Christ's teaching. I consulted the commentators of the Gospels, and all of them, John Chrysostom, page 365,

and even theological critics like Ruse affirm that these words mean that Christ permits divorce if the wife has committed adultery, that in Christ's prohibition of divorce, in Matthew, chapter 19 verse 9, where we read, Saving for the cause of fornication, the words have that meaning.

I read the 32nd verse over and over again, and came to the conclusion that this interpretation of the words was erroneous. In order to verify my opinion, I examined the context and found, earlier in Chapter 19 of the Gospel according to St. Matthew, in Mark 10, in Luke 16, and in the first epistle of Paul to the Corinthians, a similar declaration of the indissolubility of the marriage tie, without exception of any kind. In the Gospel according to St. Luke, Chapter 16, verse 18, we read, Whoever puts away his wife and marries another commits adultery,

and whoever marries a woman who is put away from her husband commits adultery. In the Gospel according to St. Mark, chapter 10, verses 4 to 12, we read, For the hardness of your heart, he wrote you this precept. But from the beginning of the creation, God made them male and female. For this cause, a man shall leave, his father and mother and cleave to his wife and the two of them shall be one flesh so then they are no longer two but one flesh therefore what god has joined together do not let man put asunder and in the house his disciples asked him again of the same matter and he said to them whoever shall put away his wife and marry another commits adultery against her and if a woman shall put away her husband and be married to another, she commits adultery. We find the same teaching in the gospel

according to St. Matthew, chapter 19, verses 4 to 8. In the epistle of Paul to the Corinthians, chapter 7 verses 1 to 12, the statement that depravity may be prevented by husbands and wives never forsaking each other, nor defrauding each other of their rights, is enlarged upon, And it is distinctly said that neither shall the husband in any case forsake his wife for another woman, nor the wife leave her husband for another man. Thus we see that, according to the Gospels of Mark and Luke and the Epistle of Paul, divorce is wholly forbidden. According to the interpretation that husband and wife are one flesh joined together by God, which we find repeated in two of the gospels, divorce is forbidden according to the sense of the whole doctrine of christ who exhorts us to forgive all not excluding the wife who has gone astray it is forbidden according to the sense of the whole text

which clearly points out that a man's leaving his wife brings depravity into the world it is forbidden from where then is the conclusion drawn that a wife who has committed adultery may be divorced and on what is it grounded? It is grounded on the very words of Matthew chapter 5 verse 32, which had so strangely struck me. It is alleged that these words prove that Christ permits divorce if the wife has committed adultery, and they are also repeated in the 19th chapter in numerous transcripts of the gospel, and by many of the fathers of the church, instead of the words, except it be for fornication. I read the words over and over again, and it was long before I could understand them. I saw that there was probably something incorrect in the translation and interpretation,

but could not for some time make out what it was, that there was a mistake was obvious. Placing his commandment in opposition to that of the Mosaic law, which says that if a man hates his wife he may puts her away, giving her a writing of divorcement, Christ says, But I say to you that whoever puts away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causes her to commit adultery. There is no opposition in these words, and no mention made of the possibility or impossibility of divorce. We are only told that he who puts away his wife causes her to commit adultery.

and then comes a clause that accepts the wife guilty of adultery. This exception is altogether strange and unexpected. It is indeed absurd, as it destroys even the dubious sense of the words. It is stated that the putting away of a wife causes her to commit adultery, and then the husband is exhorted to put away his wife if she is guilty of adultery, as if the wife who was guilty of adultery would not commit adultery. Moreover, on a closer examination of the text, I saw that it was even grammatically incorrect.

It is said, Whoever puts away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causes her to commit adultery, or if we translate the word perectos, literally, besides fornication causes her to commit adultery. The words refer to the husband who causes his wife to commit adultery by putting her away. Then why is the clause cause of fornication inserted?

If it were said that the husband who puts away his wife, besides being guilty of fornication, commits adultery, the sentence would be grammatically correct. But as the text stands, the noun husband has one predicate, causes her, etc. And how does the phrase saving for the cause of fornication refer to it? Cannot cause her to commit adultery, saving for the cause of adultery? Even if the words wife or her were added, which is not the case, the words could have no reference to the predicate causes her. According to the accepted interpretation, these words are considered as referring to the predicate puts away, but the verb puts away is not the predicate of the principal sentence,

for that is, causes her to commit adultery. Therefore, for what purpose are the words saving for, or besides, the cause of fornication, inserted? Whether the wife is guilty of adultery or not, by putting her away, the husband causes her to commit that sin. The sentence would have a meaning, if in the place of the word fornication, we found the words lasciviousness, debauchery, or some similar word, expressing not an action, but a quality or a state. Doesn't it mean, I said to myself, that he who divorces his wife causes her to commit adultery, and is besides, guilty of debauchery himself? For if a man divorces his wife, it is in order to take to himself some other woman. if the word used in the text is found to mean debauchery then the sense will be clear and again as in the preceding instances the text confirmed my surmise in a manner that left no room for doubt what first struck me on reading the text was that the word paunae which is in all translations except the english rendered as adultery in the same way as moikastai is in reality in reality is in reality in the same way as moikastai is in reality

quite another word. Perhaps the two words are synonymous, or are used in the gospel in the same sense, I thought. So I referred both to the common dictionary and to the evangelical glossaries, and found that the word Pornaya, which is equivalent to the Hebrew Zono, the Latin fornicatio, the German Hurorai, has its own definite meaning, and in no dictionary is it considered as signifying adultery, adulterre, Eobroch, as it has been translated by Luther, it properly implies a depraved state or disposition, and not an action, and cannot therefore be translated by the word adultery. Moreover, I saw that the word adultery is always expressed in the gospel, and even in the above-named verses, by another word, Moikayo. And no sooner had I

corrected this evidently intentional perversion of the text, than I saw that the sense given to the context of the 19th chapter, and by our commentators, was altogether impossible. I saw that there could be no doubt about the word Pornaya referring only to the husband. Every Greek scholar will construe the passage thus. Parectos, besides, Logo, the matter, Pornaya, of lewdness, poyei causes, alten, her, moikast thai, to commit adultery. Therefore, the text stands word for word thus. He who divorces his wife, besides the sin of lewdness, causes her to commit adultery. We find exactly the same in the 19th chapter.

No sooner is the incorrect translation of the word poledness. Pornaya amended, as well as that of the preposition Ety, which has been translated for, no sooner is the word lewdness placed instead of adultery, and the preposition by, instead of for, then it grows perfectly clear that the words Emer Epipornaya can have no reference to the wife, and as the words perectos logoporneas can have no other meaning, than besides the sin of lewdness of the husband, so the words Eymere Epipornaya, which we find in the 19th chapter, can have no reference to anything except the lewdness of the husband. It is said Eymere Epipornaya, which being translated literally is,

if not by lewdness, if not out of lewdness, and thus the meaning is clear that Christ in this passage, refutes the notion of the Pharisees that a man who put away his wife not out of lewdness but in order to live matrimonially with another woman did not commit adultery Christ says that the repudiation

of a wife even if it is not done out of lewdness but in order to be joined in bonds of matrimony to another woman is adultery and thus the sense is simple clear perfectly consistent with the whole doctrine, and both logically and grammatically correct. It was with great difficulty that I at last discovered this clear and simple meaning of the words themselves, and their harmony with the whole

doctrine of Christ. And, in truth, read the words in the German or French versions, where it is said, For cause d'infidelity, or, a more that it shall not be able to guess that the tax. And you will hardly be able to guess that the text has quite another meaning. The word perectos, which, according to all dictionaries, means, excepte, auskenomen, is translated in the French by a whole sentence, amuanca su laisois. The word Pornaya is translated, infidelit, eabroch, adultery, and on this intentional perversion of the text is based an interpretation that destroys the moral, religious, grammatical, and logical sense of Christ's words. And once more I received a confirmation of the truth that the meaning of Christ's doctrine

is simple and clear. His commandments are definite and of the highest practical importance, but the interpretations given to us, based on a desire to justify existing evils, have so obscured his doctrine that we can we can, difficulty fathom its meaning. I felt convinced that had the gospel been found half burnt or half obliterated, it would have been easier to discover its true meaning than it is now, that it has suffered from such unconscious interpretations which have purposely concealed or distorted its true sense. In this last instance, the special object of justifying the divorce of some Ivan the terrible, which thus led to the misrepresentation of the Christian doctrine of matrimony,

is more obvious than in the preceding cases to which reference has been made. No sooner are all these interpretations thrown aside than vagueness and mistiness fade away, and the second commandment of Christ rises plainly before us. Take no pleasure in concupiscence. Let each man, if he is not, not a eunuch, have a wife, and each woman a husband. Let a man have but one wife and a woman one husband, and let them never, under any pretext whatever, dissolve their union. Immediately after the Second Commandment, we find a new reference to the ancient law, and the Third Commandment is given.

Matthew Chapter 5, verses 33 to 37. Again, you have heard that it has been said to the people long ago, you shall not swear falsely, but shall perform to the Lord your oaths. Loviticus 19, verse 12, Deuteronomy, 23, verse 21. But I say to you, do not swear at all, neither by heaven, for it is God's throne, nor by the earth, for it is his footstall, neither by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the great king. neither shall you swear by your head because you cannot make one hair white or black, but let your word be yes, yes, or no, no,

for whatever is more than these comes from evil. In my former readings of the gospel, this text had always puzzled me, not by its obscurity, as the text referring to divorce did, nor by its inconsistency with other passages, as did the text that forbids anger, only if it is without a cause, nor again by the difficulty of fulfilling the commandment, like the text that enjoins our letting ourselves be struck, it puzzled me, on the contrary, by its evident clarity and simplicity. Side by side with precepts, the depth and importance of which filled me with awe, I found an apparently useless, insignificant precept, very easy of fulfillment, and comparatively

unimportant in its bearing upon myself or upon others. I had never sworn by Jerusalem or by God or by anything, and had never found any difficulty in abstaining from doing so. Besides, it seemed to me that my swearing or not swearing could be of no importance to anyone, and longing to find some explanation of a precept that puzzled me by its simplicity, I consulted the commentaries on the gospel. This once they helped me. Commentators see in these words a confirmation of the Third Commandment of Moses, not to swear by God's name. They say that Christ, like Moses, forbids our taking God's name in vain, but they add besides that this precept given to us by Christ is not always obligatory,

and that in no case does it refer to the oath of allegiance to the existing powers which every citizen is obliged to take. They choose out texts from Holy Scripture, not with the purpose of confirming the direct meaning of Christ's precept, but in order to prove that it is possible and even necessary to leave it unfulfilled. It is affirmed that Christ himself sanctioned the taking of an oath in courts of law by his answer, You have said to the high priest's words, I charge you under oath by the living God. It is likewise affirmed that the Apostle Paul called upon God to bear witness to the truth of his words,

and that this was obviously an oath. It is affirmed that the mosaic law enjoined oaths, and that Christ did not abrogate. them, and only set useless, phariseically hypocritical oaths aside. And when I saw the meaning and the true object of the interpretation, it grew clear to me that Christ's law against swearing was not as insignificant and easier fulfilment as I had thought before I came to regard the oath of allegiance as one of those that are forbidden by Christ. And I said to myself, doesn't it mean that the oath which is so carefully fenced around by the church commentaries is also forbidden? Don't Christ's words oppose the very oath without which the division of men into separate governments would be an impossibility?

The oath without which a military class would be impossible. Soldiers are those who act by violence and they call themselves sworn men. asked the Grenadier, I mentioned in a preceding chapter, how he solved the problem of the inconsistency between the gospel and the military code, he would have answered that he had taken an oath, that is sworn upon the gospel. All the military men I ever asked answered thus. Oathes are so essential in upholding the awful evils brought about by war and violence, that in France, where Christ's doctrine is entirely set aside, the oath of allegiance remains in full force. Indeed, had Christ not said, do not swear at all, he ought to have said so.

He came to destroy evil, and how great is the evil brought about in the world by the taking of oaths? Perhaps some may urge that this was an imperceptible evil in Christ's time. No assumption can be more gratuitous. Epictetus and Seneca enjoined all men to take no oaths. In the laws of Mano, the same precept may be found. Why should I say that Christ did not see this evil when he speaks of it so definitely and so forcibly? He says,

I say to you, do not swear at all. The saying is as clear, as simple and as indubisible, as the words, do not judge, do not condemn, and it gives as little scope for false interpretation, the less so, because the words, let your communication be yes, yes, or no, no, for whatever is more than these comes from evil, are added. Now, if Christ, by this teaching, exhorts us always to fulfill the will of God, how dare a man swear to obey the will of another man? The will of God may not always coincide with the will of man. Christ tells us so in this very text. He says, in verse 36, do not swear by your head, for not only your head, but every hair on it is subject

to the will of God. We find the same thing taught in the epistle of James, who says, in 5 verse 12, but above all things, my brethren, do not swear, neither by heaven, neither by earth, neither by any other oath, but let your yes be yes and your no be no, lest you fall into condemnation. The apostle tells us why we are not to swear, though the taking of an oath may be no sin in itself. He who swears falls into condemnation, and therefore, shall no man swear. Can any language be clearer than the words of Christ and of this apostle? But my ideas on this point were in so confused a state that for some time I went on asking myself with surprise, does the precept really mean this? How is it that all swear by the gospel? It cannot be.

But I had read the commentaries on the gospel and saw that what I deemed impossible had nevertheless been done. The same remark has to be made in reference to this as to the texts, do not judge, do not give way to anger, never break the union of husband and wife. We have set up our own institutions, we love them and choose to consider them sacred. Christ, whom we acknowledge to be God, comes, and he says that our rules of life are bad. we acknowledge him to be God, yet we do not choose to set our rules of life aside. What is left then for us to do? When, by inserting the words, without a cause, we turn the commandment against anger into a meaningless sentence,

when, like crafty lawyers, we interpret the sense of the commandment in a manner that gives it a contrary meaning to that designed by him who spoke it, as we do if, instead of prohibiting altogether the putting away of a wife, we declare divorce to be lawful and just, we put our institutions in the place of truth. But if it is impossible to interpret the words otherwise than, as I have indicated, in the treatment of the precepts do not judge, do not condemn, do not swear at all, then we boldly act in direct opposite. to Christ's doctrine, while asserting that we strictly fulfil it, if we cleave to traditional interpretations. The chief obstacle to our understanding that the gospel wholly forbids our taking an oath is that the so-called Christian teachers boldly insist upon men's taking oaths upon the

gospel, and in this acting contrary to the gospel. How can it come into the head of a man who is made to take an oath on the gospel or the crucifix, that the crucifix is sacred for the very reason that he who forbade our swearing was crucified upon it. He who takes the oath, perhaps kisses the very passage that so clearly and definitely says, do not swear at all. But such boldness no longer confounded me.

I clearly saw that in the fifth chapter, verses 33 to 37, lay the third definite and practicable commandment of Christ, which may be stated, Never take an oath under any circumstances. Every oath is extorted from men for evil. End of the first part of chapter six. Chapter six, part two of what I believe. This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org.

What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated from the Russian by Constantine Popoff. Chapter 6, Part 2 After this Third Commandment stands a fourth reference to the Mosaic Law, and then the Fourth Commandment is presented. Matthew chapter 5 verses 38 to 42 You have heard that it has been said An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth But I say to you, do not resist evil But whoever shall strike you on your right cheek

Turn to him the other also And if any man will sue you at law And take away your coat, let him have your cloak also And whoever shall compel you to go a mile go two miles with him. Give to him who asks you, and from him who would borrow from you, do not turn away. I have already spoken of the direct meaning of these words, and of our having no foundation whatever for interpreting them otherwise. The various commentaries upon them, from John Chrysostom to the present time, are truly surprising. We all admire the words,

and each one tries to find some profound hidden meaning in them, but we usually fail to see that they mean exactly what they express. Ecclesiastical commentators, unmindful of the authority of him whom they acknowledge as God, unhesitatingly limit the meaning of his words. They say, It is clearly understood that the precepts of long-suffering non-retaliation, being especially directed against the vindictiveness of the Hebrews, do not exclude either the right of setting limits to the progress of evil

by the punishment of evil-doers, or private individual endeavours to uphold the inviolability of truth, to amend the wicked, or to deprive evil-doers of the possibility of injuring others. The divine commandments of the Saviour would otherwise be reduced to mere words, and would lead only to the progress of evil and the repression of virtue. The Christian's love should be like God's love, but since God's love limits and punishes evil only in proportion as it is more or less necessary for the glory of God

or the salvation of our brethren, so it is the duty of those in authority to limit the progress of evil by punishments. Exposition of the Gospel by the argument, right Michael, based on the commentaries of the Fathers of the Church. Neither do learned and free-thinking Christians scruple to correct the sense of Christ's words. They affirm that his sayings are sublime, but impracticable, that the application of the precept of non-resistance would destroy the whole

organisation of life, which we have set up so well. Such is the opinion of Renan, Strauss, and other, free-thinking commentators. Yet, if we treat the words of Christ in the same way that we do the words of any man who may chance to speak to us, that is, if we suppose that he says what he means, all profound interpretations will become unnecessary. Christ says, I find that the way you have regulated your lives is both foolish and bad, I propose another way. And then he gives us. his precepts in verses 38 to 42. Doesn't it seem right that, before correcting these words,

they should at least be understood, and this is just what none of us chooses to do? We decide beforehand that the present organisation of our lives, which his words tend to destroy, is the sacred law of mankind. I had not considered our way of living as either good or sacred, and therefore I came to understand this commandment before I did the others, and when I understood these words exactly in the sense in which they were uttered, I was struck by their truth, clarity, and force. Christ says, You think to destroy evil by evil.

That is irrational, in order that there should be no evil. Do no evil. And then, after enumerating all, that is evil in our social adjustments, Christ exhorts us to act otherwise. The Fourth Commandment, I have said, was the one that I understood first, and it opened up to me the true meaning of all the rest. The Fourth, clear, simple commandment, which it is within the power of all to obey, says, never resist evil by violence, never return violence for violence. If anyone strikes you, bear it. If anyone takes away what is yours, let him have it. If anyone makes you labor,

do so. If anyone wants to have what you consider to be your own, give it up to him. And after this Fourth Commandment stands a fifth reference to the Mosaic Law, and the Fifth Commandment, Matthew chapter 5, verses 43 to 48. You have heard that it has been said, you shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy Leviticus chapter 19 verses 17 to 18 But I say to you, love your enemies Bless those who curse you Do good to those who hate you

And pray for those who despitefully use you And persecute you that you may be the children of your father Who is in heaven For he makes his son to rise on the evil And on the good and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have?

Don't even the publicans do the same? And if you salute your brethren only, what do you do more than others? Don't even the heathens do so? Therefore be perfect, even as your father who is in heaven is perfect. I had formerly considered these words as explaining, amplifying, and giving more emphasis to, even exaggerating the doctrine of non-resistance.

But having already found the simple, definite, and applicable sense of each of the preceding texts, which begin with a reference to the Holy Law, I had a sense that I should find some fresh meaning here also. I had observed that a commandment was annexed to each reference to the ancient law, and that each verse of the commandment had its own significance and could not be turned aside, and I was sure that would prove to be the fact here also. The last words that we repeated in the Gospel according to St. Luke say that,

as God makes no distinction between men, but pours down his blessing upon all, so should we be like our Father in heaven and make no distinction between men, not acting as the heathen do, but loving all men and doing good to all. These words were very clear. They seemed to me an explanation and commendation to some clearly defined precept. But what that precept precisely was, I could not for a long time make out.

Love one's enemy. That was impossible. It was one of those beautiful utterances that cannot be considered otherwise than as presenting an unattainable moral ideal. It was either too much, or it meant nothing. We may avoid wronging our enemy, but to love him is impossible. Christ cannot have commanded what we cannot fulfil.

Moreover, the very first words in reference to the ancient law, it has been said, hate your enemy. We're dubious. In the preceding passages, Christ quotes the exact authentic, words of the Mosaic law, but in this one he cites words that were never used. He seems to knowingly make a false statement about the ancient law. The various commentaries on the gospel, which I consulted,

helped me no more than they had done in my former doubts. All commentators acknowledge that the words hate your enemy do not stand in the Mosaic law, but by none of them is there any explanation of the incorrect quotation given. They tell us that it is hard to love one's enemies, the wicked, and commenting on Christ's words, they add that, though a man cannot love his enemy, yet he may neither wish him evil nor actually wrong or injure him. It is persistently instilled into us that it is our obligation and duty to denounce evil-doers, that is to oppose our enemy, and the various steps are mentioned by which this virtue may be attained, and thus, according to the interpretation given by the Church, the final conclusion is that Christ, without

any ostensible reason, quotes the words of the Mosaic law incorrectly, and has uttered many beautiful sayings that are, in themselves, useless and impracticable. It seemed to me that this could not be a true statement of the case. I felt sure that there was as clear and definite a sense in these words as I had found in the first four commandments. In order to comprehend the real meaning of the text, I endeavored first of all to take in the sense of the incorrect reference to the Mosaic law. You have been told, hate your enemy. It is not without some sense. distinct purpose that, before giving each of his own precepts, Christ quotes the words of the old law, you shall not kill, you shall not commit adultery, etc., and places his doctrine in opposition to them. Now, if we do not comprehend what meaning Christ attached to the words he quotes,

neither can we comprehend the duty that he enjoins. It seemed to me that the first point it was necessary to make out, was for what purpose Christ had cited words that are not found in the mosaic law. Here we find two precepts set in opposition to each other. You have been told you shall love your neighbour and hate your enemy. It is obvious that the basis of the new commandment must be the very difference between these two precepts of the ancient law. In order to see the distinction more clearly, I asked myself, what do the words neighbor and enemy mean in the language of the gospel? And on consulting the dictionary and other passages of the Bible, I found that the word neighbor in the Hebrew language always signifies a Hebrew. In the gospel, a similar definition of the word

neighbor is given in the parable of the Good Samaritan. According to the Hebrew lawyer's question, who is my neighbor, a Samaritan could not be his neighbor. The same definition of the word neighbor is given in the Acts of the Apostles, Chapter 7 verse 27. The word neighbor, as used in the gospel, signifies a fellow-countryman, one who belongs to the same nation. And I hence concluded that the antithesis used by Christ in this passage, when quoting the words of the law, you have been told you shall love your neighbour and hate your enemy, places a fellow-countryman in opposition to a stranger. I then asked myself what the word enemy meant, according to the Hebrews. It is almost always used in the gospel, in the sense not of a private, but a common

enemy, a national enemy. Luke, chapter 1, verse 71, Matthew 22, verse 44, Mark 12, verse 36, Luke 20, verse 43, and elsewhere. The use of the word enemy in the singular number in the text, Hate your enemy, made it clear to me that the words referred to a national enemy. The singular expresses an enemy taken in a collective sense. In the Old Testament, the word enemy, when used in the singular, always implies a national enemy. No sooner did I comprehend this than my difficulty in understanding how it was that Christ, who always quoted the original words of the law, in this instance, inserts the words,

You have been told you shall hate your enemy, which are not in the Mosaic law, was solved. To remove all doubts as to the meaning of the passage, we have only to take the word neighbor as meaning a fellow countryman, Christ speaks of the mosaic regulations concerning a national enemy. He combines in the single expression to hate, to wrong an enemy, all the various precepts dispersed through the scriptures by which the Hebrews are enjoined to oppress, kill and destroy other nations. And he says,

You have been told that you shall love your own people and hate the enemies of your nation, but I say to you that you love all without distinction of their nationality. And no sooner had I understood this than the second and chief difficulty, that is how the words love your enemies were to be understood, was removed. It is impossible to love our personal enemies, but we can love men of another nation as we do those of our own people. I saw clearly that by the words,

you have heard that it has been said, Love your neighbour and hate your enemy, but I say to you, love your enemies. Christ asserts that all men are accustomed to consider their fellow countrymen as their neighbours, and men of other nations as their enemies. And this he forbids our doing.

He says that, according to the law of Moses, a distinction was made between him who was a Hebrew and him who was not, but was considered as a name. national enemy. And then he commands that no such distinction should be made between them. Indeed, in the Gospels according to St. Matthew and St. Luke, we find that, immediately after this precept, he says that all are equal before God, that the same sun shines on all, and that the same

rain falls upon all. God makes no distinction between men and does equal good to all. ought not men to do likewise without recognising distinctions of nationality. Thus I again found ample confirmation of the simple and practicable sense of Christ's words. Instead of an indistinct and indefinite philosophy, I discovered a clear, definite precept, which all have it within their power to fulfil, to make no distinction between one's own and other nations, and so to avoid the natural results of these distinctions,

such as being at enmity with other nations, going to war, taking part in war, arming for war, etc., and to treat all men, whatever nation they belong to, as we do our fellow-countrymen, was the requirement of Christ. All this was so simple and so clear that I was surprised I had not understood it at once.

The hindrance in my way was the same that had prevented my comprehending the prohibition of courts of law and oaths. It is difficult to conceive that the very courts of law which are inaugurated with Christian prayer and consecrated by those who regard themselves as the fulfillers of Christ's law

are incompatible with the Christian faith and are in direct opposition to Christ's doctrine. Nor is it easier to conceive, that the oath of allegiance, which all men are made to take by the keepers of Christ's law, is expressly forbidden by that very law. And it is hardest of all to conceive that, to uphold what is considered not only as necessary and natural, but even grand and glorious as love of one's native land,

its defence, its aggrandizement, war against an enemy, and so on, is not only sinning against the law of Christ, but even abjuring it. We have become so estranged from the doctrine of Christ that this very estrangement is now the chief obstacle to our understanding it. We have turned a deaf ear to his words and forgotten all he taught us of the life we are to lead. How that we should not kill, not even bear malice against a fellow creature, that we should never defend ourselves,

turn our cheeks to be struck, that we should love our neighbor, etc. We have grown so used to calling the men who devote their lives to murder, a Christ-loving army, who put up prayers to Christ for victory over the enemy, whose pride and glory are in murder, and who have raised the symbol of that murder, the sword, into something almost sacred, so that he who is deprived of that symbol is considered as having been disgraced. We have grown so used to all this, I repeat, that it now appears to us that Christ did not forbid war, and that if he had intended to do so, he would have expressed his meaning more clearly. We forget that Christ could never have thought it possible, that men who believe in his doctrine of humility, love and universal brotherhood would calmly and

unconsciously institute the murder of their brethren. Christ cannot have supposed it possible, and therefore he could no more have forbidden a Christian to make war than could a father, while admonishing his son to live honestly, without injuring or defrauding others, exhort him not to cut men's throats on the high road. Not one of the apostles, not one of Christ's disciples, could have supposed it necessary to forbid a Christian's commitment.

murder, which is misnamed war. See what Oregon says in his answer to Selsus, Chapter 63. Celsus exhorts you to help the sovereign with all your strength, to take part in his duties, to take up arms for him, to serve under his banner, if necessary to lead out his army to battle. Moreover, we may say, in answer to those who, being ignorant of our faith, require of us the murder of men, that even their high priests do not soil their hands in order that their God may accept their sacrifice. No more do we, unquote. And concluding by the explanation

that Christians do more good by their peaceful lives than soldiers do, Oregon says, quote, thus we fight better than any for the safety of our sovereign. We do not, it is true, serve under his banners, and we should not, even were he to force us to do so." It was thus that the first Christians regarded war, and thus their teacher spoke when addressing the great men of this world, at the time when hundreds and thousands of martyrs were perishing for the Christian faith. But in our times, the question whether a Christian ought to take part in war never seems to occur to any. youths brought up according to the church law, which is called the Christian law, go every autumn at fixed periods to the conscription halls,

and with the assistance of their spiritual pastors there renounce the law of Christ. A short time ago, a peasant refused to enter the military service, grounding his refusal on the words of the gospel. The clergy all tried to persuade the man that his view of the matter was erroneous, and as the peasant still believed in Christ's words and not in theirs, he was cast into prison and kept there until he denied Christ. And this takes place, although we, Christians, received eighteen hundred years ago a perfectly clear and definite commandment from our God, which said, never consider men of another nation as your enemies. Look upon all men as

brethren, and behave toward all men as you do towards your fellow countrymen. Therefore, you shall not kill those whom you call your enemies. Love all, and do good to all. And when I had understood these simple, definite commandments, which admit of no other interpretation, I asked myself, What would the world be if all Christians believe that these commandments must be fulfilled in order to attain happiness. Instead of treating them only as commandments that must be sung or read in churches in order that we may find favour in the eyes of God, what would the world

be if people did but as firmly believe in the obligatory character of these commandments as they now do in the necessity of daily prayer, of attending public worship every Sunday, of fasting on Fridays and receiving communion every year, what would the world be if all men did but as firmly believe in these commandments as they do in the prescribed rules of the church? And I pictured to myself men and women in Christian society living up to these commandments and instilling the same into new generations. Ourselves and our children no longer taught, both by word and deed, that men man must maintain his own dignity, must defend his own rights, which cannot be done without

humbling or offending others, but instead taught that no man has any rights, that none can be superior or inferior to another, that only he who tries to rise above all others is lower and more degraded than others, that there is no feeling more debasing for a man to cherish than that of anger against another, that the seeming insignificance or foolishness of a man can never justify either anger or enmity. Instead of our present social adjustments, from the show-glasses of shops to theatres, novels and millinery,

whose tendency is but to sensuality, I pictured to myself that we and our children were taught by word and deed, that the pleasures of sensual books, theatres and balls was the basest kind of pleasure, that every action whose aim was the embellishing or showing off of our persons was base and disgusting. Instead of our present social adjustments by which it is considered necessary

and even in a sense right that a young man should sow his wild oats before marriage, instead of a life in which separation between husband, husband and wife is regarded as an ordinary thing. Instead of the acknowledged necessity for the existence of a class of women who serve to pamper depravity, instead of the permission and authorization of divorce, I pictured to myself that we were taught both by precept and by example that a single unmarried state for a man in all his virility was an anomaly and a shame, that a man's leaving the woman he was united to or taking another in her place was not only as unnatural a proceeding as incest, but a cruel and inhuman deed.

Instead of our lives being based upon violence, instead of each of us being either chastened himself or chastising others from childhood to old age, I pictured to myself that we were taught both by precept and by example that vengeance, is but a base instinct, that violence is not only shameful, but deprives man of his true happiness, that the proper joys of life are only those that need no violence to protect them, that it is not he who despoils others, or keeps what is his own out of the hands of others, and makes others serve him, who is the most deserving of respect, but rather he who gives most, and who helps others most, instead of considering it very right and lawful that each man should take an oath and thus give away the most precious of his possessions his whole life into the keeping of another, I pictured to myself that we were taught to regard the intelligent will of a man as that holiest of holies which no man can ever give away, and that to promise anything with an oath is to renounce one's own rational self,

and is an outrage against all that is most holy in man. I pictured to myself that instead of the enmity toward other nations that is instilled into us under a semblance of patriotism, instead of the praise of murder or war which we, from our childhood, look upon as a glorious thing, there was instilled unto us the dread and scorn of all those diplomatic or military institutions that serve to disunite men, that to admit the existence of states, laws, frontiers, countries,

etc., is but a proof of the most brutal ignorance, that to go to war, that is to kill men who are complete strangers to us, without any reason, is the most horrid crime, of which only a lost and depraved man, degraded to the rank of a wild beast, is capable. I pictured to myself that all men believed in this, and I asked myself, what would the world be then? Formerly, I had more than once asked myself what the fulfillment of the doctrine of Christ, as I then understood it, would lead to, and the involuntary answer had been to nothing at all. We shall all go on praying, receiving the Holy Sacrament, believing in our redemption and salvation, in the redemption and salvation of the whole world through Christ,

and still this salvation will not be brought about by ourselves, but Christ will come again in his appointed time to judge the living and the dead, and then the kingdom of God will be established on earth, independently of the life that we have led. But the doctrine of Christ, as I now understood it, has another signification, the establishing of the kingdom of God on earth depends upon us.

The fulfillment of Christ's doctrine, as expressed in the Five Commandments, establishes this kingdom of God. The kingdom of God on earth is peace among all men. Peace among men is the highest earthly bliss that man can attain. It was thus that the Hebrew prophets pictured the kingdom of God to themselves, and it is thus that each human heart ever has and ever will picture it the substance of the entire doctrine of christ is the establishing of the kingdom of god on earth and that brings peace to all men in the sermon on the mount in his conversation with nicodemus in the mission he gave to the disciples in all his teachings he speaks of what causes division among men and prevents their living in peace and entering the kingdom of God.

All Christ's parables are definitions of the kingdom of God. They all seek to instill into us that it is only by loving our brethren and being at peace with them that we can enter the kingdom. John the Baptist, the precursor of Christ, says that the kingdom of God is at hand and that Jesus Christ will give it to the world. Christ says that He brings peace on us.

earth. John chapter 14, verse 27, peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you. I give it to you, not as the world gives. Do not let your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. These five commandments of Christ do indeed give peace to men. The tendency of all the five commandments is to procure a peace among men. Let men but believe in the doctrine of Christ and obey it, and there will be peace on earth, not the peace established by man, which is fleeting and transitory, but general, inviolable, eternal peace. The First Commandment says, Be at peace with all men, and do not consider any man as worthless or foolish. Matthew 5, verse 22. If peace has been destroyed, use your utmost endeavors to re-establish it.

The service of God is the annihilation of all enmity. Matthew 5, verses 23 to 24. Let the least disagreement be followed by immediate reconciliation, lest you swerve from the true life. This commandment includes all in itself. But Christ foresees the temptations of the world that destroy peace among men, and gives a second commandment against the seductions of sexual relations that destroy peace.

Do not consider carnal beauty to lust after it. Avoid the temptation, Matthew 5, verses 28 and 30. Let each man have one wife and each woman, one husband, and let them never leave each other, under any pretext whatever. Matthew 5, verse 23. Another temptation is the taking of oaths, for it leads men into sin. Know, therefore, that to do so is to sin, and consequently never make any vow. Matthew 5, verses 34 and 35.

The third temptation is to vengeance, which is called human justice. Never take vengeance on any man, nor seek to excuse yourself by saying you have received injury at the hands of another, bear the wrong done to you, and do not return evil for evil, Matthew 5, verses 38 and 42. The fourth temptation arises from the distinction made between nations, the enmity between races and states. Know that all men are brethren, and sons of the same God, and never destroy peace in the name of national interests. 5 verses 43 and 48 let men leave but one of these commandments unfulfilled and peace will be destroyed let men fulfill all these commandments and the kingdom of peace will be established on earth these commandments

exclude all evil from the relationships of men the fulfillment of christ's commandments will make the lives of men such as each human heart seeks and longs for. All men will be brethren, each will be at peace with the other, and each will be free to enjoy all the blessings of this world during the term of life allotted to him by God. Men will turn their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks. And on earth will be established the kingdom of God, the kingdom of peace that was promised by the prophets, which drew nearer with John the Baptist and which Christ announced in the words of Isaiah, The spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor. He has sent me to heal the broken-hearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering

of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are bruised, and to preach the acceptable year of the Lord. The simple and clear commandments of peace given by Christ, by which all causes of dissension are foreseen and turned aside, reveal the kingdom of God on earth to men. Thus, Christ is truly the Messiah. End of Chapter 6. Chapter 7 of What I Believe This is a Librivox recording. All Librevox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated from the Russian by Constantine Popoff, read by David Barnes.

Chapter 7 Why does man not do the things that Christ enjoins and that can give him the highest earthly felicity, the felicity he has ever long to attain? The answer, as usually given, with slight variations of expression, is that the doctrine of Christ is indeed sublime, and its fulfilment would establish the kingdom of God on earth, but it is difficult and therefore impracticable. It is in the nature of man to strive after what is best. Each doctrine of life is but a doctrine of what is best for man. If men have pointed out to them,

what is really best for them, how do they come to answer that they wish to do what is best, but cannot? Human intellect, ever since man has existed, has been directed toward discovering what is best among all the demands that are made, both in individual and in social life. Men struggle for land, for any object that they may want, and then end by dividing all among themselves, each calling what he may get his personal property. They find that, though difficult of adjustment, it is better arranged thus, and they can keep their own property. Men fight to get wives for themselves, and then come to the conclusion that it is better for each to have his own family, and though it may be hard to maintain a family, men keep to their property, their families, and all else

they are said to possess. No sooner do men find it best for themselves to act in a particular way than they proceed to act in that way, however hard it may be. Then what do we mean by saying the doctrine of Christ is sublime? A life in accordance with his doctrine would be a better one than the one we now lead, but we cannot lead the life that would be best for us, because it is hard to do so. If hard means that it is hard to give up the momentary satisfaction of our desires for some great and good end, why do we not say as well that it is hard to plough the ground in order to have bread, to plant apple trees in order to have apples? Every being endowed with the least germ of reason knows that no great good can be attained without trouble and difficulty.

and now we say that though Christ's doctrine is sublime, we can never put it into practice because it is hard to do so, hard because its observances would deprive us of what we have always possessed. Have we never heard that it may be better for us to suffer and to lose than never to suffer

and always to have our desires satisfied? Man may be but a number, animal, and nobody will find fault with him for being such. But a man cannot reason that he chooses to be only an animal. No sooner does he reason than he admits himself to be a rational being, and making this admission he cannot help recognizing a distinction between what is rational and what is irrational. Reason does not command, it only enlightens. While groping a about in the darkness in search of the door. I bruise my hands and knees. A man comes with a light, and I see the door. I can no longer bruise myself against the wall now that I see the door,

still less can I assert that, though I see the door, and feel convinced the best plan would be to enter it, it is hard to do so, and I prefer bruising my knees against the wall. There must evidently be some strange misconception in the argument that the doctrine of Christ is good and conducive to good to the world, but man is weak, man is bad, and while wishing to act for the best, he acts for the worst, and therefore he cannot do what he knows is best for himself. This notion must be the result of some false assumption. It is only by assuming that what is is not, and that what is not is, that man can have arrived at so strange a negation of the possibility of fulfilling a doctrine

that, as he himself admits, would give him happiness. The assumption that has brought mankind to accept this notion is based on the dogmatic Christian creed, the creed that is taught to all members of the Orthodox, Roman Catholic and Protestant churches from their earliest childhood. This creed, according to the definition given by believers, is an acknowledgement of the existence of things that seem to be,

a definition given by St. Paul, and repeated in works on divinity and catechisms as the best definition of faith. It is this belief that has brought mankind to the singular conviction that the doctrine of Christ is good but cannot be put in practice. The doctrine of this creed is literally as follows. God Eternal, three persons in one God, chose to create a world of spirits.

The bountiful God created that world of spirits for their happy, but it chanced that one of the spirits grew wicked and therefore unhappy. Some time passed away, and God created another world, a material world, and created man likewise for happiness. God created man happy, immortal, and sinless. Man was happy because he enjoyed all the blessings of life without labour, immortal, for he was always to live thus, sinless, sinless, for he did not know evil. Man was tempted in Eden by the spirit of the first creation

who had grown wicked, and from that time man fell, and other fallen men like him were born into the world. Men laboured, sickened, suffered, died, and struggled morally and physically. That is, the imaginary man became the real man, such as we know him to be, and we have no grounds for imagining him ever to have been otherwise.

The state of man who labours, suffers, strives after good, avoids evil and dies, this state which is real and beyond which we can imagine no other, is not the true state of man, according to this orthodox belief, but is a temporary, accidental state, unnatural to him. And though, according to this teacher, this state of man has continued for all men from the expulsion of Adam out of Eden, that is, from the beginning of the world to the birth of Christ, and has continued in the same way since that time,

believers are bound to think that this is only an accidental temporary state. According to this teaching, the Son of God, God Himself, the second person of the Trinity, was sent down from heaven by God, and was made man, to save men from this accidental, temporary state, unnatural to them, to deliver them from the curse laid upon them by the same God for the sin of Adam, and to re-establish them in their former natural state of perfect happiness, that is, of health, immortality, innocence and idleness. According to this teaching, again, the second person of the Trinity,

redeemed the sin of Adam by the fact that men crucified him, and thus put an end to the unnatural state of man, which has lasted from the beginning of the world. And from that time, man believed in Christ, and became again, such as he was before the fall, immortal, healthy, sinless, and idle. The Orthodox teaching does not dwell at any length upon the consequent results of the redemption,

according to which, after the death of Christ, the earth should have begun to yield up her fruits to believers without labour, sickness should have ceased, and mothers should have given birth to their offspring without suffering. For however greats their faith is, it is difficult to instill into those who find labour hard and sickness painful that labour is not hard and suffering is not painful. Great stress, however, is laid on that part of the teaching that says that

death and sin are no more. It is confidently asserted that the dead live, and, as the dead cannot possibly tell us whether they are dead or alive any more than a stone can tell whether it can speak or not, this absence of all denial is taken as a proof of the assertion that those who are dead are not dead. and with yet greater solemnity and assurance it is asserted that after the coming of Christ on earth man is delivered from sin by his faith in him that is that man has no need of reason to enlighten his path in life

and has no need to strive after what is best for himself he only has to believe that Christ redeemed him from sin to become sinless that is perfectly good. Thus, according to this doctrine, men must think their intellect impotent, and that therefore they are sinless, that is they cannot err. The true believer must fancy that ever since Christ came into the world, the earth yields fruit without labour, that children are brought into the world without suffering, that there is no sickness, no death, no sin, that is no errors. He must imagine that what is not is, and what is, is not. Such is the teaching of our strictly logical theory of theology. This teaching seems innocent in itself, but a deviation from truth can never be innocent.

It entails consequences, more or less important, according to the importance of the subject of the untruth. In this case the subject of the untruth is the whole life of man. This teaching calls an individual blissful, sinless, and eternal life the true life, that is, a life that nobody has ever seen and that does not exist. And the life that is, the only one we know, which we lead and which mankind has ever led, is, according to this teaching, a fallen, wicked life.

The struggle between the intellectual and animal nature of man, which lies in the soul of each, and is the substance of the life of each man, is entirely set aside. The struggle is made to refer to what befell Adam at the creation of the world, and the question, am I to eat the apples that tempt me? according to this teaching no longer applies to man. Adam solved the question in the negative, once and forever, in the garden. Adam sinned, that is, Adam erred, and we all fell irrevocably,

and all our endeavours to live rationally are useless and even godless. I am irrevocably bad, and I must know it. My salvation does not lie in the fact that I can all. order my life by my reason, and having learned to know good from evil do what is best. No, Adam sinned once for all, and Christ has once and forever set the evil right, and all that is left for me to do is to mourn over the fall of Adam and rejoice in my salvation through Christ. According to this teaching, not only are the loves of good and truth, which are in 80s, man, his endeavors to enlighten by his reason the various phenomena of life and his spiritual life

deemed unimportant, but they are all vain glory and pride. Our life here on earth, with all its joys, with all its charms, with all its struggles between light and darkness, the lives of all those who lived before my own life with its inward struggles and consequent victories of reason, not the true life, but a hopelessly spoiled, fallen life. The true life, the sinless life, according to this teaching, lies only in faith, that is, in fancy, in madness. Let a man but set aside the teaching he has imbibed from his childhood, let him transfer himself in thought into a new man, not brought up in that doctrine, and then let him imagine in what light this teaching would appear to him. Would he not deem it complete insanity? Strange and awful, though it was to

think thus, I was forced to admit that it was even so, for only thus could I explain to myself the strikingly inconsistent, senseless arguments, which I heard all around me, against the possibility of fulfilling the doctrine of Christ. It is good and would lead to happiness, but men cannot fulfil it. It is only the assumption that what does not exist exists, and what exists does not exist, that can have brought mankind to so surprising an inconsistency. And I found that false assumption in the so-called Christian faith, which has been preached during 1800 years. Believers are not the only persons who say that the doctrine of Christ is good but impracticable. Unbelievers, men who either do not believe, or think they do not believe, in the dogmas of

the fall and the redemption, say the same. Men of science, philosophers and men of cultivated minds in general, who consider themselves perfectly free from superstition, likewise argue the impracticability of Christ's doctrine. They do not believe, or at least they think that they do not believe in anything, and therefore consider themselves as having nothing to do with superstition, with the fall of man, or with redemption. I thought so too, formerly. I also thought that these learned men had other grounds for denying the practicability of the doctrine of Christ. But on closer examination of the basis of their negation, I clearly saw that unbelievers had the same false idea, that life is not what it is, but what it seems to be, and that this idea has the same basis as the idea of believers.

men who call themselves unbelievers do not, it is true, believe in God, in Christ or in Adam, but they believe in the fundamental false assumption of the right of man to a life of perfect bliss, just as firmly as theologians do. However, privileged science, with her philosophy, may boast of being the judge and the guide of intellect, she is in reality not its guide but its slave. The view taken of the world is always prepared for her by religion, and science only works in the path assigned her by religion. Religion reveals the meaning of life, and science applies this meaning to the various phases of life. And therefore, if religion gives a false meaning to life, science, reared in this religious creed, will apply this false meaning to the life of man.

The teaching of the church gave, as the basis of life, the right of man to perfect bliss, bliss that is to be attained not by the individual efforts of man, but by something beyond his own control, and this view of human life became the basis of our European science and philosophy. Religion, science and public opinion all unanimously tell us that the life we lead is a bad one, but that the doctrine which teaches us to endeavour to improve and thus make our life itself better is impracticable. The doctrine of Christ, as an improvement of human life by the rational efforts of man, is impracticable because Adam sinned and the world is full of evil, says Reuters. religion. Philosophy says that Christ's doctrine is impracticable because certain laws which are

independent of the will of man govern human life. Philosophy and science say, in other words, exactly the same as religion does in its dogmas of original sin and redemption. In the doctrine of the redemption, there are two fundamental theses on which all is grounded. One, man has a right to perfect bliss, but the life of this world is a bad one and cannot be amended by the efforts of man, and two, we can only be saved by faith. These two theses have become first truths, both for the believers and the unbelievers of our so-called Christian society. out of the second thesis arose the church with its institutions, out of the first arose our social opinions and our philosophical and political theories.

All the political and philosophical theories that justify existing order, Hegelism and its offspring, are based on this thesis, pessimism, which expects of life what it cannot give and therefore denies life, is but the result of the same thesis. Materialism, with its strange, enthusiastic assertion that man is but a process, is the lawful child of this teaching, which acknowledges that the life here below is a fallen life. Spiritism, with its learned partisans, is the best proof that scientific and philosophical views are not free,

but are based on the principle, inculcated by religion, that a blissful eternal life is natural to man. This erroneous idea of the meaning of life has perverted the whole activity of man. The dogma of the fall and of the redemption of man has closed the most important and lawful domain of man's activity to him, and has excluded from the whole sphere of human knowledge,

the knowledge of what man's, man must do to be happier and better. Science and philosophy fancy themselves the adversaries of so-called Christianity and pride themselves upon the fact, while they, in reality, work for it. Science and philosophy address everything except the one important point, how man is to improve his condition and lead a better life. The teaching of morality, called ethics, has quite disappeared from our so-called Christian society. Neither believers nor unbelievers ask themselves how we ought to live and how we must use the reason that is given to us, but they ask themselves, why is our life here not such as we fancied it to be, and when will it be such as we wish it to be? It is only through the influence

of this false doctrine that we can explain how it is that man has forgotten that his whole history is but an endeavor to solve the contradictions between his rational and animal nature. The religious and philosophical teachings of all nations, except the philosophical teachings of the so-called Christian world, Judaism, Buddhism, Brahmanism, the teaching of Confucius, and of the sages of ancient Greece have but one purpose in view, the regulation of life and the solution of the problem of how man must strive to improve his condition and lead a better life.

The teaching of Confucius deals with personal improvement. Judaism consists of man's following the covenant made with God, and Buddhism teaches each how to escape the evils of life. Socrates taught personal improvement in the name of reason. The Stoics acknowledge rational liberty as the sole basis of the true life. The rational activity of man has always lain in enlightening by reason his striving after good. Free will, says philosophy, is an illusion, and it prides itself on the audacity of the assertion, but free will is not only an illusion it is a word that has really no meaning it is a word invented by theologians and legislators and to try to disprove its existence is but wrestling with a windmill

reason which enlightens our life and forces us to modify our actions is not an illusion and cannot possibly be explained away The following after reason, in order to attain happiness, was a doctrine taught to mankind by all true teachers, and in it lies the whole doctrine of Christ. The doctrine of Christ concerns the Son of Man, and is applicable to all men, that is, it concerns the striving of all men after good, and it concerns human reason, which enlightens man in his search. To prove that the Son of Man, with capital letters, signifies the Son of Man, is superfluous. In order to consider the words the Son of Man as having any other meaning, it would be necessary to prove that Christ purposely used words that have another meaning to express what he wished to say. But even if, according to the positive teaching of the Church,

the words the Son of Man signify the Son. of God, the words the Son of man still signify man, for Christ calls all men the sons of God. The doctrine of Christ concerning the Son of Man, the Son of God, which is the basis of the whole gospel, is expressed in the clearest manner in his conversation with Nicodemus. Every man, he says, in addition to his consciousness of an individual life through his human parents must admit that his birth is from above. John chapter 3 verses 5 to 7. That which man acknowledges in himself as being free is just what is born of the eternal being of him whom we call God. This son of God in man, born of God, is what we must exalt in ourselves in order to obtain the

true life. The son of man is of the same nature as God. The son of man is of the same nature as God. not begotten of God. He who exalts in himself the Son of God over all the rest that is in him, he who believes that life is in himself alone, will not find himself in contradiction with life. The contradiction only results from men not believing in the light that is in them. The light of which John the Evangelist speaks when he says, in him is life and the life is the light of men. Christ teaches us to exalt above all else the Son of Man, who is the Son of God and the Light of Men.

He says, When you lift up the Son of Man, you will know that I do not speak of myself. John 8, verse 28. The Hebrews do not understand his words, and they ask, the son of man must be lifted up. Who is this son of man? John 12 verse 34. He answers thus, John 12 verse 35, yet a little while is the light in you. Walk while you have the light, lest darkness come upon you, for he who walks in darkness does not know where he goes.

On being questioned what the words lift up the son of man signify, Christ answer, to live according to the light that is in man. The Son of Man, according to the answer given by Christ, is the light in which man must walk while the light is in them. Luke 11, verse 35, Take heed that the light that is in you is not darkness. Matthew 6 verse 23, If the light that is in you is darkness,

how great is the darkness? Christ speaks thus to all men. Both before Christ and after him, men have said the same, that there lives in man a divine light sent down from heaven, and that light is reason, and each must follow that light alone, seeking for good by its aid alone. This has been said by the Brahmin teachers, by the Hebrew prophets, by Confucius, Socrates, Marcus Aurelius, Epictetus, and by all truly wise men who were not compilers of philosophical theories, but who sought the truth for their own good, and that of all men. And now, according to the dogma of the redemption, we find that it is altogether unnecessary

to think or speak of that light in man. Believers say it is necessary to consider the nature of each person of the Trinity, and which of the sacraments must be observed, for the salvation of man will come, not of his own efforts, but through the Trinity, and by a regular observance of the sacraments. We must consider, say unbelievers, by what laws the infinitesimal particle of substance

moves in the endless expanse of endless time, but it is not necessary to consider what reason requires of man for his own good, because the improvement of his state will not proceed from his own efforts, but from the general laws that we shall discover. I am persuaded that, in a few centuries, the history of the so-called scientific activity in Europe during these latter ages will form an inexhaustible subject of laughter and pity for still later generations, who will report somewhat in this style. During several centuries,

the learned men of the small western part of the great hemisphere were in a state of epidemic insanity, fancying that a life of eternal bliss was to be theirs, and were plunged in laborious studies of all kinds, as to how, and according to what laws, that life was to begin for them, meanwhile, doing nothing themselves, and never thinking of improving themselves.

And still more touching will this seem to the future historian when he finds that these men had a teacher who clearly and definitely explained to them what they were to do in order to be happier. But that the teacher's words were taken by some to mean that he would come in a cloud to set all right, while others said that the words of the teacher were perfect but impract, for human life was not such as they wished it to be and was not worth caring about,

that human intellect was to be directed toward a study of the laws of this life without any reference to the good of man. The Church says that the doctrine of Christ is impracticable, because life here is but a suggestion of the true life. It cannot be good, it is all evil. The best way to live this life is to despise it and to live by faith, that is by fancy, in a future life of eternal bliss.

Philosophy, science and public opinion say that the doctrine of Christ is impracticable because the life of man does not depend on the light of reason, but on general laws, and that there is no need to enlighten life by our reason or to seek to be guided by reason, for we must live as we can, firmly believing that, according to the laws of historical and sociological progress, after we have lived badly for a very long time, our life will grow very good of itself.

Men come to a farm, and find all they want there, a house with all necessary utensils, barns full of corn, cellars full of all kinds of provisions. In the yard are implements of husbandry, tools, harnesses, horses, cows and sheep. In a word, all that is necessary for living contentedly. Men crowd in and begin to use what they find, each mindful of himself alone, never thinking of leaving anything either for those who are with him in the house or for those who are to come after him. Each wishes to have all for himself. Each hastens to take as much as he can, and consequent destruction of everything ensues. All are struggling, fighting to possess the property themselves. Milk cows and unshorn sheep about to kid are killed for meat. The ovens are heated

with benches and carts. The men fight for milk and for corn, and thus spill, spoil, and waste more than they use. Not one of them can eat a morsel in peace. Each is snarling at his neighbour. A stronger man comes, and takes possession of all, and he is despoiled in his turn. At last these men, all bruised and exhausted with fighting and hunger, leave the farm. The master again makes the farm ready, so that men may live there in peace. Again plenty fills the yard, and again passes by come in, and the struggling and fighting are renewed. All is wasted once more, and the worn-out, bruised, and angry men again leave the farm, abusing and hating their companions and the master too, for having so sparingly and so poorly

provided for them. Once again the good master gets the barn ready, and the struggling returns over and over again. Now, one day, among the newcomers, there appears a teacher who says, Brethren, we are all wrong. See what plenty there is here. See how carefully all is provided. There will be enough, not only for us, but also for those who come after us, if we simply live wisely. Let us not despoil, but rather let us help each other. Let us sow, plow, and breed cattle, and it will be well for us all. And it happened that some understood what the teacher said, and they followed his advice. They ceased fighting and robbing each other, and they set to work. But some had not heard the teacher's words, and others had heard, but did not believe him,

and they did not do what he enjoined, but continued to fight as before, and after wasting the master's property, they too left the farm. Those who obeyed the teacher said, Do not fight, do not waste the master's property. It will be better for you if you do not act thus. Do as our teacher bids us. But there were many who had not heard or would not believe, and things went on in the old way. But it is said that the time came when all in the farm heard the teacher's words and not only understood them, but knew that God himself spoke to them through the teacher, that the teacher was God, and all believed each word that the teacher said to be a true and sacred word. Yet it is reported that even after this, instead of all living

according to the words of the teacher, it came to pass that none turned away from violence. They all fell to struggling and fighting again. We are sure now, they said, that it must be so, that it cannot be otherwise. What could that mean? Even beasts know in what manner to eat their food without trampling it underfoot, and men who knew how to live better, who believed that God himself had taught them how they were to live, lived worse, because, as they said, they could not live. They could not live. otherwise. These men must have fallen into some delusion. What could those men in the farm have imagined, to induce them to lead their former lives, despoiling each other, wasting their master's property, and ruining themselves, while believing in the words of the teacher.

It was thus. The teacher had said to them, The life you lead here is a bad one. Improve it, and you shall be happy. they fancied that the teacher condemned their life in the farm and promised them another and better life in some other place and not in that farm whereupon they concluded that the farm was but an inn and that it was not worthwhile trying to live well in it and that the only thing necessary was to endeavour not to lose the good life promised to them elsewhere. It is only thus that the strange conduct can be explained. For both those who believed

that the teacher was God and those who acknowledged him to be a clever man and his words to be just, continued to live contrary to his instructions. If men would but keep from ruining their own lives, and keep from expecting someone from outside to come and help them, either Christ on the clouds with the flourish of trumpets or some historical law or the law of the differentiation and integration of power. No one will help them if they do not help themselves, and that is easily done. Let them expect nothing either from heaven or earth, and simply cease from ruining their own lives. End of Chapter 7. Chapter 8 of what I believe. This is a Libri-Vey. Vibrivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer,

please visit Librivox.org. What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated by Constantine Popoff, Chapter 8. Granting then that the doctrine of Christ gives bliss to the world, granting that it is rational and that man as a rational being has no right to renounce it, what can one man do alone amidst a world of men who do not fulfil the law of Christ? If all would agree to practice the doctrine of Christ, its fulfilment would be possible. But what can the efforts of one man avail if the whole world is against him? How often do we hear it said, If amidst a whole world of men who do not fulfil the doctrine of Christ,

I alone begin to follow it, by giving up what I love, by letting my cheek be struck, or even by refusing to take an oath or to have any part in war, I shall be robbed, and if I do not starve, I shall either be beaten to death, or imprisoned, or shot,

and I shall have destroyed the happiness of my whole life, and even my life itself, in vain. We often hear men argue thus, and I said the same myself, until I had entirely set aside the influence of church teaching, which had prevented

my taking in the full meaning of Christ's doctrine about life. Christ gives his doctrine as the means of salvation from the corrupt life that those who do not follow his teaching lead, and yet I say that I should like to follow it, but cannot make up my mind to ruin my life. It would seem then that I do not consider my life as corrupt, but as something real and good, and something that is my own, It is just in the conviction that this earthly individual life is something real and something that actually belongs to us that the misunderstanding lies, which prevents our comprehending the doctrine of Christ.

Christ knows the delusion by which men consider their own individual lives as something real and something to which they have a personal right, and he shows them in a series of sermons and parables that they have no claims on life, that they have indeed no life at all, until they attain true life by renouncing the shadow of which they call their life. In order to understand Christ's doctrine of salvation, we must first of all comprehend what the Prophet Solomon, Buddha, and all the sages of the world have said concerning the individual life of man.

We may, as Pascal says, live on without thinking, of all this, holding a screen before our eyes, which hides from us the abyss of death towards which we are all hastening, but we need only reflect upon what the individual life of man is to be convinced that his entire life, if it is only the individual life, is of no importance for each separate man. In order to understand the doctrine of Christ, we must first of all consider ourselves and repent, so that in us may be fulfilled the metanoia, which the precursor of Christ John the Baptist speaks of when preaching to men who, like ourselves, had gone astray. He says, first of all, repent, that is, consider yourselves, otherwise you shall all perish.

He says, the axe is already laid to the root of the tree, to hew it down, death and destruction are close at hand, remember this and alter your lives. Christ begins his preaching with the same words, repent, or you shall all perish. Luke chapter 13 verses 1 to 5. Christ hears of the destruction of the Galileans, killed by Pilate, and he says, do you suppose that these Galileans were sinners above all the Galileans because they suffered thus? I tell you, no, but unless you repent, you shall, shall all likewise perish? Or do you think that those 18 men, upon whom the Tower of Siloam fell and killed them, were sinners above all men who lived in Jerusalem, I tell you no, but unless you repent, you shall all likewise perish? If Christ lived in our days in Russia, he would have said,

do you suppose that those who were burnt in the circus at Berditschia, or who perished on the embankment at Ku Kuovo were sinners above all others. You shall likewise perish if you do not repent, if you do not find that which is imperishable. The death of those who were crushed by the tower, who were burnt in the circus, fills you with awe, but death, awful and inevitable, awaits you too, and you endeavor in vain to forget it. If it comes upon you unawares, it will be more awful still. He says in Luke chapter 12 verses 54 to 57, when you see a cloud rise out of the west, you immediately say there is a shower coming, and so it is. And when the south wind blows, you say there will be heat, and so it is. Hypocrats, you can discern the face of the sky and of the

earth, but how is it that you do not discern this time? Why you yourselves not judge what must be? You can judge according to various signs what the weather will be like. How is it then that you cannot see what awaits you yourselves? You may try to escape peril. You may take the greatest care of your life. And still, if pilot does not kill you, the tower will crush you. And if neither pilot nor the tower destroys you, you will die in your bed in worse tortures.

Make a simple calculation, as worldly men do when they begin any business, as, for instance, erecting a tower, going to war, or building a factory. They work with some rational end in view. Luke 14, verses 28 to 31, For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not sit down first and count the cost, to see whether he has sufficient resources to finish it? Less by chance, after he has laid the foundation and is not able to finish it, all that behold begin to mock him saying,

This man began to build and was not able to finish. Or what king going to war against another king does not sit down first and consult whether he is able with ten thousand To meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand. Isn't it senseless to work at what will never be finished, however hard you may try? Death will always come before you have built up the tower, of your earthly happiness. And if you know beforehand that however you may struggle against death

it will conquer you, would it not be better, instead of struggling against it, not to put your whole soul into what shall surely perish, but to seek some work that cannot be destroyed by inevitable death? Luke, chapter 12, verses 22 to 27, and he said to his disciples, therefore I say to you, Take no thought for your life what you shall eat, neither for the body what you shall put on. Your life is more than meat, and your body is more than clothing. Consider the ravens, for they neither sow nor reap. They neither have storehouse nor barn, and God feeds them. How much more are you better than they?

And which of you, by thinking about it, can add to his stature, even one cubit? If you are not able to do the very thing that is least, why do you take thought for the rest? Consider the lilies how they grow. They do not toil, they do not spin, and yet I say to you that Solomon, in all his glory, was not arrayed like one of these. However much a man may care about body and food,

he cannot add one hour to his life. Footnote. These words have been incorrectly translated. The word Elychia means age, time of life. Therefore the expression signifies, you cannot add one hour to your life. End of footnote. Then isn't it foolish to trouble oneself about things that cannot be done? While knowing that the end is death, you care only to assure your lives by gaining wealth. Life cannot be assured by wealth. Why will you not comprehend that you but delude yourselves with a ridiculous deception.

The purpose of life, Christ says, does not lie in what we possess and in what we gain, what is not ourselves. It must lie in something else than that. He says, in Luke 12, verses 16 to 21, that the life of man, in spite of all his riches, does not depend upon his property. The ground of a certain rich man brought forth plentifully, and he thought within himself, What shall I do? I have no room to store my fruits. And he said, I will do this. I will pull down my barns and build larger ones. And there I will store all my corn and all my goods. And I will say to my soul, soul, you have much goods laid up for many years. Take your ease. Eat, drink, be merry. but God said to him,

You fall, this night your soul shall be required of you. Then whose shall these things be which you have provided? So it is with him who lays up treasure for himself and is not rich toward God. Death stands every minute over you. Luke 12 verses 35 to 40. Therefore stay dressed and keep your lights shining. And you yourselves,

be like men who wait for their Lord when he will return from the wedding, that when he comes and knocks, they may open to him immediately. And if he shall come in the second watch, or come in the third watch, and find them so, blessed are those servants. And know this, if the owner of the house had known what hour the thief would come, he would have watched, and not have allowed his house to be broken into. Therefore, be ready also, for the son of man comes at an hour. when you do not think. The parables of the virgins awaiting the bridegroom, of the end of the age, and of the last judgment all refer, according to the opinion of interpreters, not merely to the end of the world, but also to the peril in which every man hourly stands. Death, death, death attends us

every second. Our lives are passed in the presence of death, while working in devils. individually for your future, you well know that the future will give you nothing but death, and death will destroy all you worked for. Thus it is clear that life for oneself can never have any meaning. If there is a rational life, it must be some other kind of life. It must be one, the purpose of which does not consist in securing one's own future. To live rationally, we must live so that death cannot destroy our life. Luke 10 verse 41, Martha, Martha, you are careful and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. All the innumerable affairs that we transact for ourselves will be of no use to us in the future. All such things are but the illusion with which

we deceive ourselves, but one thing is necessary. The same thing. The state of man from the day of his birth is such that inevitable destruction awaits him, that is, a senseless life and a senseless death if he does not find what alone is necessary for the true life. Christ reveals to men that which alone gives them the true life. He does not invent it, he does not promise to give it by his divine power. He only shows mankind that, besides the individual life there must be another life which is truth and not deception. Christ, in his parable of the vine-dresser, Matthew 21, verses 33 to 42, explains the source of human error,

which hides the truth from men and which makes them consider the shadow of life, their own individual life, as the true one. Certain men, living in their master's cultivated garden, fancied themselves the owners of that garden. and that error leads to a series of irrational and cruel actions on the part of those men, ending in their banishment, their exclusion from that life in the garden. So likewise do we fancy that the life of each of us is his own, that we have a right to it, and that we can do as we like with it,

without being responsible to anyone. We cannot therefore avoid the same series of senseless and cruel actions and misfortunes or escape the same exclusion from the life we misuse. As the vine-dressers fancied that the more cruel they were, the better they would assure their own prosperity, by killing the servants and the master's son, so do we fancy that the more cruel we are, the more independent we shall become.

As it was with the vine-dressers who, after refusing others the fruits of the garden, were driven out themselves by their master, so it is with men who fancy that life for self is the true life. Death expels them and others take their place, not as a punishment, but merely because those men did not understand life. As the men in the garden either forgot or would not admit that the garden had only been entrusted to their care,

that it was already cultivated and fenced around, and somebody had previously been working in it for them, and therefore expected them to work too for the sake of others. So do men, while living for themselves, forget or fail to recognize, all that had been done by others before their birth, and all that is done during their lifetime, and that, therefore, something is expected of them too. They choose to forget that all the blessings of life which they enjoy

were entrusted and are entrusted to them, and must therefore either be transferred or given up. This improved view of life, this metanoia, is the cornerstone of the doctrine of Christ, as he says at the end of the parable. According to Christ's doctrine, the vine-dressers, who lived in the vineyard that they had not cultivated themselves, should have known and felt that they were deeply indebted to the master, and so should men likewise understand and feel that

from the day of their birth to the day of their death they owe a heavy debt to those who lived before them to those who still live and to those who are to live after them they should understand that every hour of the life they continue to live that debt grows heavier and that therefore the man who lives for himself and does not acknowledge the obligation that binds him to life and to the principle of life

deprives himself of life He should understand that by living thus he destroys his life while desiring to save it. The true life is but a continuation of past life, and works for the good of the present life as well as for that of the future. To be a sharer of that life, man must renounce his own will and fulfil the will of the father of life who gave it to the son of man. John 8 verse 35 The servant who does his own will And not that of his master Does not abide forever in the house of his master

Only the son who fulfils the will of the father Abides forever Christ says Expressing the same idea in another sense The will of the father of life Is not the life of the individual man But of the son of man That lives in men

and therefore a man keeps his life only when he considers it as a trust given to him by the father in order to serve the good of all and he really lives when he lives not for himself but for the son of man matthew twenty five verses fourteen to forty six a householder gave each of his servants a share of his property and left them without any instructions some of the servants though they had not received any orders from their master concerning the way in which they were to use their share of the master's property, understood that it was not theirs but his, and that the property was to grow. They therefore worked for the master. And the servants who had worked for the master became shareholders of the master's business, while those who had not worked were deprived of what had been given to them. The life of the son of man is given to all men, and they are not told,

why it is given to them. Some understand that life is not their own, but is a trust, and that it must serve the life of the Son of Man. Others, under the pretext that they do not understand the purpose of life, do not live up to that high aim. Those who do are united to the source of life, and those who do not are deprived of life. And from the verses 31 to 46, Christ tells us what is meant by serving the Son of Man, and in what the reward of that service consists. The Son of Man, according to the words of Christ, will say, verse 34, as the king did, Come, you blessed of the Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you, for I was hungry and you gave me meat. I was thirsty and you gave me drink.

you clothed, visited, and comforted me, for I am the same in you, and in the least of those whom you took pity on, and to whom you have done good. You lived not for yourselves, but for the Son of Man, and therefore shall you have eternal life. Christ speaks only of that eternal life throughout the gospel. And strange as it may seem to say so of Christ, who himself rose from the dead, and who promised, to raise all men, he never, by a single word, confirmed the belief in individual resurrection or in individual immortality beyond the grave, but he even attached to the raising up of the dead in the kingdom of the Messiah, as taught by the Pharisees, a meaning that excluded the idea of individual resurrection. The Sadducees disputed the raising up of the dead. The Pharisees acknowledged

it, as all true believers among the Jews still do, the raising up of the dead, not the resurrection, as the word has been erroneously translated, will, according to the Jewish belief, be accomplished at the coming of the Messiah and the establishing of the kingdom of God on earth. And Christ, on meeting with this belief in a temporary, local and carnal resurrection, rejects it and sets in its place his doctrine of the restoration to eternal life in God. When the Sadducees, who said there was no resurrection, and supposed that Christ agreed in opinion with the Pharisees, asked him, whose wife shall she be of the seven? He gives a clear and definite answer to both questions. He says, in Matthew 22,

verses 29 to 32, Mark 12 verses 24 to 27, and Luke 20 verses 34 to 38. You are, not knowing the scripture or the power of God. And in refutation of the belief of the Pharisees, he says, the raising up of the dead is neither carnal nor individual. Those who are raised from the dead become the sons of God and live like angels, the powers of God. In heaven, with God, and there can be no question for them whose wife she will be, because being one with God,

they lose all individuality. Concerning the raising up of the dead, he continues, in reply to the Sadducees, who acknowledged only an earthly life, and nothing but an earthly carnal life, have you not read what God said to you? The scripture says that God said to Moses from the bush, I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob. If God said to Moses that he was the God of Jacob, then Jacob is not dead, for God is not the God of the dead, but of the living. With God all are living. And therefore, if there is a living God, the man who is one with God lives too.

In reply to the Pharisees, Christ says that the raising from the dead cannot be carnal and individual. In reply to the Sadducees, he says that, besides an individual and temporary life, there is another life in communion with God. Denying individual and carnal resurrection, Christ asserts that the raising from the dead lies in the transfusion of man's life into God. Christ preaches salvation from individual life and sets that salvation in the exaltation of the Son of man and a life in God. Connecting his doctrine with that of the Hebrews, as far as concerns the coming of the Messiah, he speaks to them of the raising up of the Son of man from the dead, thereby meaning not a personal, carnal rising from the dead, but an awakening to life in God. Of individual carnal resurrection he never speaks.

The best proof that Christ never preached the resurrection of men from the dead is found in the very two texts quoted by theologians in confirmation of his doctrine of resurrection. Those two texts are Matthew 25, verses 31 to 46, and John 5, verses 28 to 29. In the first, he speaks of the coming, that is, the raising up, the exaltation of the son of man. We find the same in Matthew 10, verse 23, and the greatness and power of the son of man, are likened to those of a king. In the second text, Christ speaks of the raising up of true life here on earth, as expressed in the 24th verse.

It only needs a closer consideration of the meaning of Christ's doctrine of eternal life in God. It only needs to re-establish in our minds the teaching of the Hebrew prophets to enable us to comprehend that if Christ had wished to preach the doctrine of the resurrection of the dead, which at that time was being embodied in the talmud and was a subject of dispute he would have done so clearly and definitely yet on the contrary he not only avoided preaching that doctrine but even refuted it Nor do we find a single passage in the gospel to confirm it. The two above-mentioned texts have a very different meaning. Strange as the assertion may seem to those who have not studied the gospel, never in a single passage does Christ speak of his own personal resurrection.

If, as theologians maintain, the basis of the Christian faith is the resurrection of Christ, the least we could expect would be that Christ, knowing he would be, would rise from the dead, and that upon his rising the chief dogma of the faith would be founded, should at least once have said so, clearly and definitely. Yet he never does, nor do we find any mention made of his resurrection throughout the whole canonical gospel. The doctrine taught is the exaltation of the son of man, or in other words, of the substance of life in man, and this is to acknowledge oneself to be the Son of God. In himself, Christ personifies man, who acknowledges himself to be the Son of God. Matthew 16, verses 13 to 20, he asks the disciples what men say of

him, the son of man. The disciples answer that some think him to be John, miraculously raised from the dead. Some think him a prophet, some Elijah come down from heaven. And what do you think think of me, he asks. And Peter, thinking of Christ as he himself did, answers, You are the Messiah, the son of the living God. And Christ says, Flesh and blood has not revealed it to you, but our father who is in heaven. Or, you have understood, not because you have believed the words of men, but because, knowing yourself to be the son of God, you have understood me. And having explained to Peter, that true faith lies in our knowing ourselves to be the sons of God, Christ says to the other

disciples, verse 20, that they should in future tell no man that He, Jesus, is the Messiah. And then Christ says that, though he will be put to torture and death, the son of man, knowing himself to be the son of God, will be raised up and will triumph over all. And yet these words are interpreted. And yet these words are interpreted as foretelling his resurrection. John 2, verses 19 to 22, Matthew 12, verse 40. Luke 11, verse 20. Matthew 16, verse 21. Matthew 16, verse 4.

Mark 8, verse 31. Luke 9, verse 22. Matthew 17, verse 23. Mark 9, verse 31. Matthew 20, verse 19. Mark 10 verse 34, Luke 18, verse 33, Matthew 26, verse 32, Mark 14, verse 48. These 14 texts are all supposed to show that Christ foretold his resurrection. In three of these texts, he speaks of Jonah in the belly of the whale, and in one of the raising of the temple.

In the other ten texts, Christ says that the son of man, cannot be destroyed forever. But nowhere do we find one word concerning his resurrection. Indeed, in the original, the word resurrection does not occur in any one of these texts. Give a man, unacquainted with theological interpretation, but with some knowledge of Greek, these texts to translate, and he will never render their meaning in the way our translators of the gospel have done. There are, in the original, two, different words in these texts. One is Arnistami, the other is Egeru. One of these words signifies to raise, the other signifies to rouse or waken, or it might be to awaken, to rise,

but neither of them can possibly mean rise from the dead. In order to be quite sure that these Greek words and the Hebrew equivalent comb cannot signify to rise from the dead, it will suffice to compare the texts in which these words are used. They often occur very often, but never in the sense of rise from the dead. The word resuscitate, Alphersdain, resuscite, does not exist either in the Greek or in the Hebrew languages any more than did the idea itself, which the word implies. In order to express the idea of resurrection in Greek or in Hebrew, a periphrasis must be made use of either he rose from the dead or he awoke from the dead it is thus in matthew fourteen verse two where we read that herod suppose that john the baptist had risen from the dead the expression is woke up from the dead we find the same in the gospel according to st luke sixteen verse thirty one in the parable of lazarus christ says that even if a man rose from the dead they would not believe him.

We again find in this text the words risen from the dead. In the text where the words to rise or to wake up are used without the addition of the words from the dead, they never did signify, and never can be supposed to signify resurrection. When Christ speaks of himself in the above-mentioned passages, which are considered as proofs that he foretold his resurrection, he never once appends the words from the dead.

Our idea of resurrection is so far from the Hebrew's ideas of life that we cannot even imagine Christ could have spoken to them of resurrection and of an eternal individual life common to all men. The idea of a future individual life has not been transmitted to us either through the teaching of the Hebrews or through the doctrine of Christ. It made its way into the teaching. of the Church from a very different source. Strange as it may sound, it must be confessed that a belief in a future individual life is the lowest and grossest conception, based only on a

confusion of sleep with death, which is common to all barbarous nations. The teaching of the Hebrews, however, stood immeasurably higher than that conception. We feel so convinced that this superstition is a very exalted one, that we very seriously allege as a proof of the superiority of our doctrine over all others, the fact that we uphold that superstition, while others, as for instance the Chinese and the Hindus do not. This is maintained not only by theologians, but also by free-thinking, learned historians of religion, such as Tiller, Max Muller and others. Classifying the various religions, they assert that the religions that keep to that superstition are superior to those that do not. The freethinker Schopenhauer calls the Hebrew religion the most contemptible,

neither-trechtigster, of all, because it contains no idea, kind of idea, of the immortality of the soul. And indeed, in the Hebrew religion, neither the meaning nor the word expressive of it exists. Eternal life in the Hebrew language is haoilom. The word oilom signifies endless, immutable. Oilom likewise signifies world, cosmos. Life in general and especially eternal life, hyoilom, is according to the Hebrews, proper to God alone. God is the God of life, the living God. Man, according to the Hebrew belief, is always mortal. God alone lives forever. In the five books of Moses we find the words eternal life used twice. Once in Deuteronomy 32 verses 39 to 40, God says,

See now that I am I and there is no other God but me. I kill and I make alive. I wound and I heal. Neither is there any who can be delivered from me. I lift up my hand to heaven and say, I live forever. In the book of Genesis 3 verse 22, God says, Behold, the man has eaten of the fruit

of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and has become like one of us, and now he might put forth his hand and take also from the tree of life, and eat and live forever. These are the only two cases in which the words eternal life are used in the Old Testament,

excepting one chapter, of the apocryphal book of Daniel, and they clearly defined the idea the Hebrews had, both of life in general and of eternal life. Life itself, according to Jewish belief, is eternal, and it is such in God. Man is always mortal, such is his nature. The Old Testament does not tell us, as our Bible histories do, that God breathed an immortal soul into man, nor that the first man was immortal until he sinned. According to the book of Genesis, chapter 1, verse 26, God created man as he did all other living creatures, male and female, and commanded them to increase and multiply. God spoke of man just as he spoke of beast. In the second

chapter it is said that man learned to know good and evil, but we are told too that God drove man out of Eden and barred his way to the tree of life. Thus man did not eat of the fruit of the tree of life, and thus he did not attain the hyaelon, that is eternal life, but remained mortal. According to Jewish doctrine, man is mortal. Life for him is but a life that continues in the people from generation to generation. Only the people, according to Jewish doctrine, can live, When God says you shall live and not die, he speaks to the people. The life breathed by God into man is but a mortal life for each individually, but it continues from generation to generation, if men fulfil their covenant with God,

if they keep the conditions laid down by God. After expounding the laws and declaring that these laws were not in heaven but in their own hearts, Moses says in Deuteronomy chapter 30 verse 15 see i now set before you life and good death and evil exhorting you to love God and walk in his ways and to keep his commandments that you may live and in verse 19 I call heaven and earth to record against you that I have set forth before you life and death blessing and cursing choose life that you and your descendants may live, loving God, obeying him and cleaving to him, for he is your life and the length of your days. The principal difference between our idea of human life and that of the Hebrews is that, according to us, our mortal life, which passes on from generation to generation, is not the true life, but a fallen one, a temporary, corrupt life, while according to the

Hebrews, this life is the true one. It is the highest blessing given to man, and given to him on the condition that he fulfills the will of God. From our point of view, the transition of that fallen life from generation to generation is the continuation of the curse. From the Hebrew point of view, it is the highest blessing man can attain, and he attains it by fulfilling the will of God. It is on this idea of life that Christ bases his doctrine concerning the true or eternal life, which he opposes to mortal, individual life. Search the scriptures, Christ says to the Hebrews, in John 5, verse 39, for in them you think you have eternal life.

A young man asks Christ in Matthew chapter 19 what he should do to have eternal life. In answer to his question, Christ says, If you will enter into life, he does not say eternal, but life. Keep the commandments. He says the same to the lawyers, do this and you shall live. Luke 10, verse 28. And again he says live without adding eternally. In both these cases Christ defines what each man should understand by the words eternal life.

In using these words, He says to the Hebrews what is more than once said in their law that fulfilling the will of God is eternal life. Christ contrasts a temporary, personal, individual life with the eternal life, which according to Deuteronomy God promised to Israel, with the only difference that, according to the Hebrews, eternal life was to continue only among the chosen people of Israel, and that it was necessary in order to attain that life to keep the laws given by God exclusively to Israel. But according to the doctrine of Christ,

eternal life continues in the Son of Man, and in order to keep it, it is necessary to fulfil the laws of Christ, which teach what the will of God is for all mankind. It is not a life beyond the grave that Christ contrasts with individual life, but a life bound up with the present, past and future of all mankind, the life of the Son of Man.

Individual life was redeemed from perdition, according to the Hebrews, only by fulfilling the will of God, expressed in the commandments given by God to Moses. It was only thus that life was not destroyed, but was to pass from generation to generation among the chosen people of God. individual life is saved from perdition according to the doctrine of Christ likewise by fulfilling the will of God expressed in the commandments of Christ it is only thus that individual life does not

perish but becomes eternal in the son of man the only difference between the two doctrines is that according to Moses serving God meant to serving him of but one people whereas according to According to Christ, the serving of God the Father means the serving of God by all mankind. Life could hardly continue through long generations among one people, before the nation itself might disappear off the face of the earth, and its continuation would depend upon the increase or diminution of posterity. But endless life, according to the doctrine of Christ, is sure, for it is transferred into the Son of Man, living up to God.

the will of the Father. Let us suppose that Christ's words concerning the Day of Judgment and the end of the world, as well as the words we read in the Gospel of St. John, do promise a life beyond the grave for the souls of the dead. Yet there can be no doubt that His doctrine of the light of life, of the kingdom of God, has a meaning as intelligible to us as it was to his hearers. that is that true life is but the life of the son of man according to the will of the father. This can be more easily admitted, as the doctrine concerning true life according to the will of the father of life includes the idea of immortality and life beyond the grave. It would perhaps be more just to infer that man, after a life passed in following his own will in this world,

will not enjoy an eternal individual life of bliss in paradise. That would perhaps be more just, but to think thus, to believe in eternal bliss awaiting me as a reward for the good I have done, and eternal torment as the punishment of my evil deeds, does not lead to a clear comprehension of Christ's doctrine. To think thus is, on the contrary, to do away with the groundwork of Christ's doctrine. The whole purpose of Christ's doctrine is to teach his disciples that,

individual life being but a delusion, they should renounce it and transfer their individual lives into the life of all humanity, into the life of the Son of Man. The doctrine of the immortality of each soul does not require of us to renounce our lives, but, on the contrary, confirms their individuality forever. according to the ideas of the Hebrews, the Chinese and the Hindus, and of all those who do not believe in the dogmas of the fall of man and the redemption, the life we have is life.

Man lives, as children, educates them, grows old and dies. His children grow up and continue his life, which goes on without intermission from generation to generation, existing just as all else in the world exists. stones, metals, plants, beasts, and all else. Life is life, and we must make the most of it. To live for self alone is irrational. And therefore, since man has first existed on the earth,

each one seeks some aim in life beyond his own individual life. He lives for his children, his family, his nation, for humanity, for all that does not die with his individual life. Now, according to the teaching of our church, life, the greatest blessing known to us, is only a part of life, the rest of which is kept from us for a time. According to the church, our life is not the life God wished to give us, nor the life God ought to have given us, but a corrupt, bad, fallen life, only an imperfect specimen of what life should be. The chief problem of life, according to this thesis, does not consist in leading the mortal life that is given to us as the giver of it wishes us to do,

nor in our considering it eternal from generation to generation, as the Hebrews do, nor in uniting it to the will of the Father, as Christ taught us to do, but in persuading ourselves that after this life, the true life will begin. Christ says nothing of that imaginary life. The theories of the fall of Adam, of eternal life in paradise,

and of the immortal soul breathed by God into Adam, were unknown to Christ, and therefore he does not mention them, nor even allude to them. Christ speaks of the life that is and that always will be. We speak of an imaginary life which never did exist. then how are we to understand the doctrine of Christ? Christ never could have supposed so strange an idea among his followers. He supposes all men to understand that individual life must inevitably perish,

and he reveals a life that cannot perish. Christ comforts those who are in trouble, but his doctrine can give nothing to those who are convinced that they have more than Christ can give. suppose i were to exhort a man to work assuring him that he would thereby earn food and clothing and that man were suddenly to discover he was already a millionaire isn't it obvious that he would not heed my words It is thus with the doctrine of Christ, why should I work when I can be rich without doing so? What profit shall I have of living up to the commandments of God, if I am convinced that whether I do or not I shall live forever individually? We are taught that Christ God, the second person of the Trinity, saved mankind by being incarnate,

and by taking upon himself the sin of Adam and of all mankind, that he redeemed man from sin and the wrath of the first person of the Trinity, and that he instituted the church and the sacraments for our salvation, that we have but to believe this to be saved and to attain an eternal individual life beyond the grave. But we cannot deny that Christ likewise saved men by warning them of their inevitable destruction, and still saves them by the same, and that his words, I am the way, the life and the truth, point out to us the true path of life,

instead of the wrong path of individual life that we trod before. There may be men who doubt the existence of life beyond the grave, and of salvation being based on redemption, but no one can doubt the salvation of all men in general, and of each individually, through their being warned of the inevitable destruction brought on by individual life, and through being shown that the true way to salvation lies in the fusion of their will with the will of the Father. Let any rational being ask himself what are life and death as applied to himself personally. Let him try to attain any other meaning to life and death than that which Christ pointed out.

Every idea of individual life, if it is not based on the renouncing of self for the service of man, of mankind, of the son of man, is an illusion that vanishes at the first touch of reason. I cannot doubt that, though my individual life is perishable, the life of the world, according to the will of the father, can never be destroyed, and that a fusion with it alone makes salvation possible for me. but that is so little compared to the elevated religious faith in a future life. Little, I grant, but it is sure. I lose my way in a snowdrift. A man assures me that he sees lights in the distance, that there is a village nearby. He thinks he sees the lights, and so do I. But it only seems to us that we see them,

because we desire to see them, for we tried to reach these same lights before and could not find them one of us walks on through the snow and in a short time comes out on to the road and cries do not go on the lights you see are only in your imagination you will lose your way and perish i stand on firm ground follow me this road will lead us out that is but little while believing in the lights which glimmered before our dazzled eyes we saw ourselves in our imaginations already in the village, in a warm hut, in safety and at rest, while here there was only firm ground. Yes, but if we follow the man who spoke first, we shall inevitably freeze to death. If we mind the second, we shall reach the good road. And what shall I do if I alone have understood the doctrine of Christ and believe in it, among all those who do not understand and will not fulfil it.

What shall I do? Shall I live as all do, or live according to Christ's doctrine? I understand His commandments and I see that fulfilling them will lead me and all men to perfect happiness. I understand that it is the will of the author of all things, the will of him from whom I have life, that these commandments should be fulfilled. I understand that whatever I may do, I shall inevitably perish, as will all those around me, after a senseless life and death, if I do not fulfil the will of the Father, and that the only possibility of salvation lies in fulfilling it. By acting as others do, I act against the good of all men, I act contrary to the will of the Father of Life, and I deprive myself of the only possibility,

of bettering my hopeless state. By doing what Christ teaches me, I shall ensure the good of all men, of those who live at present and of those who are to live after me. I do what he who gave me life desires me to do. I do what can alone save me. The circus in Breditscher is on fire, all crowd toward the door, crushing each other in their efforts to open the door, which opens inward. A saviour comes and says to them, move further from the door, turn back. The closer you will stand to the door, the less hope of safety there is for you. If you turn back, you will find an exit and you will be saved. Whether I alone hear the words and believe matters but little. But having heard and believed,

can I do otherwise than turn back and call upon the others to follow the voice of him who comes to save them. I shall perhaps be smothered, crushed or killed, but the sole hope of safety is in my going toward the only exit. A savior must be a savior indeed, that is, he must save, and the salvation of Christ is salvation indeed. He appeared, he spoke, and mankind is now saved. The circus burned for a whole hour, and it was necessary to make haste, or else all could not have been saved. But the world has been burning for eighteen hundred years, burning from the time Christ said, I come to send fire on the earth, and I now languish until it is kindled. And it will burn until men are saved.

Wasn't man created, and doesn't the fire burn, only that the house. happiness of man might be saved from it. I know there is no other door, either for myself or for those who suffer with me in this life. I know that neither those around me nor I can be saved, except by fulfilling the commandments of Christ, which give the highest bliss to all mankind. I may have more to suffer. I may die earlier through fulfilling Christ's doctrine. I fear neither nor death. He who does not see how senseless and perishable his individual life is. He who thinks that he will not die, may fear. But knowing that life for individual happiness alone is foolish to the highest degree, and that the end of that foolish life will be but a foolish death,

I cannot fear it. I shall die, as all do, as those who do not fulfil Christ's doctrine do. Yet my life and death will have some meaning for myself and for all. My life and death will minister to the salvation and lives of all men. And that is what Christ taught us. End of Chapter 8. Chapter 9 of What I Believe. This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain.

For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org. What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy Translated from the Russian by Constantine Popoff Chapter 9 Were all to fulfil Christ's doctrine The kingdom of God would be on earth If I fulfil it I do what is best for all mankind and myself

I should be helping that kingdom to come But where shall I find the faith that will enable me to obey Christ's teaching, to practice it and never to swerve from it. I believe, Lord, help my unbelief. The apostles begged Christ to confirm their faith. I desire to do good, yet I do evil, says Paul the apostle. It is hard to be saved.

That is what each says and thinks. A drowning man calls for help. A rope is thrown. him. It could save him, but the drowning man cries, confirm my belief that this rope can save me. I believe, says the man, that it can save me, but help my unbelief. What does that mean? If a man does not take hold of what alone can save him, doesn't it prove that he is unaware of the danger he is in? How can a Christian who professes to believe in the divinity of Christ and of his doctrine, say that he would believe if he could.

God himself, when on earth, said, You are on the eve of eternal torment and fire, of complete eternal darkness. I bring you salvation. Do as I tell you, and you shall be saved. Can a Christian reject the salvation offered him? Remain unmindful of his Savior's words and say, help my unbelief. If a man spoke thus, would it not seem as if he not only refused to believe that destruction awaited him, but was convinced he should not perish? Some children have leaped

overboard into the water. The current for a time upholds them before their clothes are entirely soaked through. They swim about, unconscious of danger. A rope is thrown to them from the ship. They're entreated by those on board to take hold of the rope. We find the same meaning in the parables of the woman who had found a farthing, of the shepherd who found the sheep that was lost, and in the parables of the supper and of the prodigal son. But the children will not believe, not because they think the rope is an unsafe one, but because they do not believe that they are about to perish. Thoughtless children, like themselves, have told them that they will go on bathing merrily, even when the ship sails away. The children do not believe that the time is near when their clothes will be wet through, their little arms tired out, when they will begin to lose breath, and at then they will choke and drown. They do not believe that, and therefore they do not believe in the rope of salvation. Men are like the children who have jumped overboard and are sure they will not perish.

Therefore they do not take hold of the rope. They believe in the immortality of the soul and are convinced that they will not perish, and therefore they do not fulfil the doctrine of Christ God. They do not believe in what is indubitable, only because they believe in what is beyond all possibility of belief. And they cry, confirm our belief that we are not perishing. But that is impossible.

For them to believe they will be saved, they must cease to do what brings destruction and begin to do what will save them. They must take hold of the rope of salvation. But they do not choose to do this. They wish to be assured that they are not perishing, though their companions perish one after another before their eyes. And that desire to grow short,

of what is not, they call faith. No wonder, then, that they have little faith, and that they long for more. It was only when I understood Christ's doctrine that I saw that what such men call faith is not faith. It is only the false faith that the Apostle James opposes in his epistle. The church did not accept that epistle for a long time, and when it was accepted it underwent several changes. Some words were removed, and others transposed or incorrectly translated. I here give the accepted translation, only correcting what is inexact, according to Tishendorf's text. James, Chapter 2, verses 14 to 26.

What does it profit, my brethren, if a man supposes that he has faith and does not have works? Faith cannot save him. if a brother or sister is naked and destitute of daily food and one of them says to them depart in peace be warmed and filled but you do not give them those things that they need what good is that even so faith if it does not have works is dead being alone yes a man may say you have faith and i have works show me your faith without your works and i will be your works and i will be your work and I will show you my faith by my works. You believe that there is one God. You do well. The devils also believe and tremble. But will you know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead? Wasn't Abraham our father justified by works when he had offered Isaac his son upon the altar? See how faith worked with his deeds, and by his deeds his faith was made perfect.

you see then how that by works a man is justified and not by faith alone for as the body without the spirit is dead so faith without works is dead also the apostle says that the only proof of faith is in the works that proceed from it and that faith from which no works proceed is but a word with which we can neither feed any nor justify ourselves and be saved and therefore the faith that is not accompanied by works is not faith it is only a wish to believe it is only a mistaken assertion that i believe when i do not really believe according to this definition faith must be allied to works and works make faith perfect that is true the jews said to christ in mark fifteen thirty two matthew Matthew 2742 and John 6 verse 30, What sign will you give us that we may see and believe you? What will you do? The same men said to him when he was on the cross,

let him descend now from the cross that we may see and believe. Mark 15, verse 32. Matthew 27, verse 42. He saved others, but himself he cannot save. if he is the king of Israel, let him now come down from the cross and we will believe him. In answer to their prayer that he may increase their faith, Christ says that the wish is vain, that they cannot be forced to believe. Luke 22, verse 67. He says,

If I tell you, you will not believe, John 10, verses 25 to 26, I told you, and you have not believed. do not believe because you are not of my sheep, as I said to you. The Jews required some outward token to enforce their belief in the doctrine of Christ, just as the Christian followers of the church do now. And he answers that it cannot be given to them, and explains why it is impossible to do so. He says that they cannot believe because they are not of his sheep, or they do not follow the path of life that he points out to his flock. He says, in John 5 verse 44, wherein lies the difference between his sheep and those who are not of his flock. He explains the reason why some believe

and others do not, and tells them what the basis of faith is. How can you believe, he says, when you accept each other's dox or teaching, and do not seek the teaching that comes from God alone. In order to believe, Christ says we must seek the doctrine that comes from God. He who speaks from himself seeks his own doctrine, Doxan Ten Idian. But he who seeks the doctrine of him who sent him, the same is true, and no unrighteousness is in him. John 7, verse 18. The doctrine of life, doxa, is the basis. of faith. All our actions proceed from faith. Faith proceeds from the doxa of the light in which we consider life. There may be innumerable deeds and numerous beliefs, but there are only two doctrines of life,

Doxa. Christ rejects one of them, and acknowledges the other. The one that Christ rejects is that of the existence of individual life as belonging to man, It is the doctrine that was then and is still maintained by the majority of men, and from which proceeds all the various beliefs of men and all their deeds. The other doctrine is the one taught by Christ and the prophets, that our individual life has a purpose only when we fulfil the will of God. If a man has the doxer that his individuality is of more importance than all else, He will consider his individual happiness as the chief and most desirable object in life,

and according as he finds that happiness in the purchase of landed property, in fame, in glory, or in the satisfaction of his lusts, his faith will coincide with his views of life, and all his actions will be guided by it. If the dockser of a man is not such, if he understands the true man, purpose of life to lie in fulfilling the will of God, as Abraham understood it, and as Christ taught it, his actions will coincide with his faith in what he knows to be the will of God. This is the reason why those who believe in the happiness of an individual life cannot believe in the doctrine of Christ. All their endeavors to do so will be in vain. In order to believe,

they must change their views of life. Until they have done so, their actions will coincide with their creed and not with their desires or their words. The desire to believe in the doctrine of Christ, both of those who asked him for some token and of the believers of the present time, does not coincide with their lives,

nor can it ever do so, however hard they may try to fit them together. They may pray to Christ God, attend the Holy Communion, do good to mankind, build churches, convert others, and yet with all this they cannot really work for Christ, because that can proceed only from faith, which is based on a very different doctrine, doxer, to the one that they profess. They cannot sacrifice the life of their only son, as Abraham did, who did not doubt for a moment that it was his duty to offer up his son as a sacrifice to God, to the God who alone gave importance to his life. And in the same way, Christ and his disciples could not help giving up their

lives to others, because in that alone lay the object and blessing of their lives. It is from men's thus misunderstanding the substance of faith that their strange longing arises. they make themselves believe that it would be better to live up to the doctrine of Christ, and all the while they firmly believe in the individual life, and therefore choose to live contrary to Christ's doctrine. The foundation of faith is a true comprehension of life, which enables men to distinguish what is important and good in life from what is unimportant and bad.

Faith is a correct appreciation, of all the manifestations of life. At the present time, men, whose faith is grounded on a doctrine of their own, cannot make it agree with the faith that flows out of the doctrine of Christ any more than the disciples could. And we find this misunderstanding more than once, clearly, and definitely spoken of in the Gospel. In the Gospel according to St Matthew, Chapter 20, verses 20 to 28, and in that according to Mark

chapter 10 verses 35 to 45 after saying that the rich man cannot enter the kingdom of God and after the still more awful saying that he who does not leave all who does not give up his life for Christ's sake shall not be saved Peter asks

what then shall we have who have left all and followed you in the gospel according to Mark we read that James and John, or according to Matthew, their mother, ask that they should sit one on his right hand, the other on his left in his glory. They beg him to confirm their faith by the promise of a reward. Christ answers Peter's question by a parable, Matthew chapter 20, verses 1 to 16. And in answer to James he says, you do not know what you ask. That is, you ask for what cannot be. You do not understand my doctrine. My doctrine is the renunciation of individual life, and you ask for individual honour and individual reward. You may drink of my cup or live, but to sit on my right hand or my left, or to be equal to me, cannot be given to you. And then Christ says that it is only in this world, that the powerful of the world think much of the glory and power

of individual life and rejoice in it. But you, who are my disciples, ought to know that the true life does not lie in individual happiness, but in ministering to all, in humbling ourselves before all. Man does not live to be ministered to, but to minister to all,

and to give up his individual life as a ransom for all. In answer to his disciples' request, which showed him how little they on, understood his doctrine, Christ does not command them to believe, to change their appreciation of good and evil, which arose from the teaching they had imbibed before him. He knows that it is impossible, but he explains what the true life is, on which faith is based, and shows that it is a true estimation of good and bad, important and unimportant. Christ answers Peter's question, what reward shall we have for having left all and following you, with the parable of the labourers who

were hired at different times and who received the same pay, Matthew chapter 20, verses 1 to 16, he explains to Peter the error he is in with respect to his doctrine, and that his lack of faith proceeds from his error. Christ says it is only in individual life that reward is important in proportion to the work done. A belief in the necessity of reward being proportionate to the work itself proceeds from the doctrine of individual life. This belief is based on hypothesis and on rights, which we imagine that we have, but man has no rights and can never have any rights. He is only a debtor for the happiness given to him, and therefore he has no right to expect anything. Even if he gives up his whole life, he cannot give back what he has received, and therefore the master cannot be

unjust. If a man declares that he has a right to his own life, and requires compensation from the author of all, from him who entrusted him with life, he only shows that he does not understand the true purpose for which life was given to him. Men, having obtained happiness, more. These men stood unoccupied and miserable in the marketplace and did not live. The master hired them and gave them the greatest good in life, labor. They accepted the master's gracious gift and then grew dissatisfied. They were dissatisfied because they had no clear consciousness of their state. They came to their work with the false idea that they had a right to their own lives, and to their own work, and that, therefore, their work was to be rewarded. They did not understand

that work itself was the greatest good given to them, in return for which they were to do good to others, but that they could claim no reward. And men cannot have a just and true faith, as long as they possess the same erroneous idea of life as these labourers had. Christ answers the direct demand of his disciples to confirm to increase their faith by the parable of the master and the labourers and explains still more clearly the groundwork of the faith he taught them. Luke chapter 17 verses 3 to 10 the precept given by Christ to forgive our brother not only once but 70 times 7 fills the disciples with awe at the difficulty that they would experience in putting such a precept into practice, and they say,

yes, but to fulfil it, we must believe, increase and confirm our faith. As they had asked before, what shall we have for it? So do they again say, just as all who call themselves Christians say, I would believe, but I cannot, strengthen my faith. They say, make us believe, just as the disciples did when they asked for a miracle, make us believe in our salvation by miracles and promises of reward. The disciples spoke just as we do. It would be well if, while continuing to lead our individual, willful lives, we could be made to believe that by fulfilling God's commandments we should be all the happier.

all ask for what is contrary to the whole spirit of Christ's doctrine, and we are surprised that we can by no means believe. And Christ answers the misunderstanding which existed then and still exists, by a parable in which he shows what true faith is. Faith cannot proceed from trust in what he says. Faith comes only from a consciousness of our state. Faith is based. Faith is based. only on the rational consciousness of what is best for us. He shows that it is impossible to rouse faith in men by promises of rewards and by threats of punishments, that it will be but a very weak trust that will be destroyed at the first temptation, that the faith that moves mountains, the faith that nothing can shake, is based on the consciousness of our inevitable peril, and of the sole salvation

possible for us. Faith needs no promises of reward. It is only necessary to understand that salvation from inevitable destruction lies in a general life for all humanity, according to the will of the master. He who has once understood this will seek no confirmation of his faith, but will be saved without his requiring any exhortation. When the disciples beg him to confirm their faith, Christ says, When the master comes home with his labourer from the field, he does not tell him to sit down and eat immediately, but first orders him to pen the cattle and to serve him.

And this done, the labourer sits down to his food and eats. The labourer obeys and does not think himself ill-used. Neither does he pride himself on his work, nor require thanks or a reward for it. He knows that it must be so, and that he has only done his duty. That is all that is required of him by his service, but just this is, at the same time, for his own good. In like manner, when you have done all you are bound to do, think that you have only done what was given to you to do. He who understands his duty towards his master will see that it is only by submitting to his master's will that he can have life and can know wherein lies the blessing of his life and he will have faith

the faith that Christ teaches us faith according to the doctrine of Christ is based on a rational consciousness of the purpose of life the foundation of faith according to the doctrine of Christ is light. John chapter 1 verses 9 to 12. That was the true light

which lights every man who comes into the world. He was in the world and the world was made by him and the world did not know him. He came to his own and his own did not receive him. And as many has received him and believed in his name to them he gave power to become the sons of God. John chapter 3 verses 19 to 21 And this is the judgment that light has come into the world

And men loved darkness rather than light Because their deeds were evil. For everyone who does evil hates the light, Neither does he come to the light, lest his deeds should be seen and disapproved because they are evil. But he who does truth comes to the light that his deeds may be made manifest because they are done through God. He who has understood the doctrine of Christ can require no strengthening of his faith. Faith, according to Christ, is based on the light, on the truth. Not once does Christ call upon men to have faith in him. He calls upon them to have faith in him. He calls upon them to have

faith in the truth. John chapter 8, verses 40 and 46, he says to the Jews, You seek to kill me, a man who has told you the truth, which I have heard from God. Which of you convicts me of untruth? And if I tell the truth, why do you not believe me? John chapter 18, verse 37, Christ says, to this end I was born, and for this cause I came to the world that I should bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth hears my voice. John chapter 14 verse 6. He says, I am the way, the truth and the life. Further on in the same chapter, Christ says to his disciples,

The Father shall give you another comforter, and he may abide with you forever. He is the spirit of truth. He is the spirit of truth. who the world does not see and does not know, but you know him, for he dwells in you and shall be in you. He says that his whole doctrine is truth, that he himself is truth. The doctrine of Christ is the doctrine of truth, and therefore faith in Christ is not a trust in anything that refers to Jesus,

but a knowledge of the truth. It is impossible to persuade or bribe a man to fulfil it. He who understands the doctrine of Christ will have faith in him because his doctrine is truth. He who knows the truth cannot refuse to believe in it. Therefore, if a man feels himself to be sinking, he cannot refuse to take hold of the rope of salvation. And the question, what shall we do to believe is one that shows a touch. total misunderstanding of Christ's doctrine. End of chapter 9.

Chapter 10 of What I Believe. This is a Librivox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated by Constantine Popoff. Chapter 10 We say that it is hard to live in a course.

with Christ's precepts. How can it be otherwise than hard, while we conceal our state from ourselves and earnestly try to maintain the trust that our state is not what it really is? Calling that trust faith, we exalt it into something sacred, and either by violence, by working upon the feelings, by threats, by flattery, or by deceit, we seek to allure others to that false trust. A Christian once said, Credo-queer absurdum, and other Christians now enthusiastically repeat the words, thinking a belief in absurdities is the best way to the truth.

A clever and learned man observed to me a short time ago in the course of conversation that the Christian doctrine was of no importance as a doctrine or morality. We find the same, he said, in the teachings of the Stoics, the Brahmin's, and in the Talmud. The substance of the Christian doctrine is in the theosophical teaching contained in the dogmas. That means that what is eternal and general to all humanity, what is necessary for life and what is rational, is not of most value. But what is quite incomprehensible and therefore unnecessary, but in the name of which millions have been put to death is the most important point of Christianity.

We have formed an irreconprehensible. erroneous idea of life, both as concerns ourselves personally and the world in general. We have based it on our own wickedness and on our own personal lusts, and we look upon that erroneous idea, united only by outward observances to the doctrine of Christ, as the most important and necessary to life. Were it not for that trust in what is but falsehood, which has been upheld by men for ages, The falsity of our view of life, as well as the truth of Christ's doctrine, would have become manifest long ago. Awful as it may seem to say so, I sometimes think that if the doctrine of

Christ, with the church teaching that has become a part of it, had never existed, those who now call themselves Christians would be nearer than they are now to the doctrine of Christ, that is to a rational idea of the true happiness of life. The morality, taught by all the prophets, would not then have been a closed book for mankind. Men would have had their petty preachers of the truth, and they would have believed them. But now that the whole truth has been revealed, it seems so awful to those whose deeds are evil, that they have interpreted it falsely, and men have lost their trust in the truth. In our European world, the saying of Christ that,

he came into the world in order to bear witness of the truth, and that he who is of the truth hears him, has long since been answered in the words of Pilate, what is the truth? We have taken in earnest these words of pilots, expressive of such sad and deep irony, and we have made them our faith. In our world, not only do all live without knowing the truth, and without a desire to know it, but also with the firm conviction that of all idle occupations the idlest is the search after truth. The doctrine of life that all nations, long before the existence of European society, considered as most important, that doctrine which, as Christ told us, is the only thing necessary, is alone excluded from our lives. This is done by the institution called the Church,

and yet even those who themselves belong to that institution have long ceased to believe in it. The only aperture that lets in the light, to which the eyes of all who reflect and suffer turn, is concealed, there is but one answer to the questions, what am I? What shall I do? Can I not render my life easier by following the commandments of the God who, according to your words, came to save us? And the answer, is, honour and obey the authorities and believe in the church. But why is there so much suffering in the world, cries a despairing voice? Why is there so much evil? Can I not refuse to take part in it? Can evil not be mitigated? The answer is, it is impossible. Your wish to lead a good life and to help others to do so is but pride and vain glory. The only thing you can do is to save yourself.

your soul for a future life. If you wish to flee from the evils of the world, leave the world. There is a way open to each, says the teaching of the church, but know that, having chosen it, you have lost all right to return to the world, that you must cease to live and must voluntarily die a lingering death. There are only two ways open to us. Our teachers tell us that we must either believe our spiritual pastors and obey them and those who are in authority over us, and take an active part in the evil they organise, or else leave the world and enter a monastery, deprive ourselves of food and sleep, and let our bodies rot on an iron pillar,

bend and unbend our bodies in endless genuflections, and do nothing for our fellow creatures. Thus, a man must either confess the doctrines of Christ to be, be impracticable and live contrary to them, or renounce the life of this world which is but a type of slow suicide. Surprising as the erroneous assumption that the doctrine of Christ is sublime, but impracticable, may seem to him who understands it, the error by which it is maintained, that he who wishes to keep the commandments of Christ not only in word but indeed must leave the world, is still more surprising. The erroneous idea that it is better for a man to leave the world

than to submit to its temptations is an old error, known to the ancient Hebrews, but entirely foreign, not only to the spirit of Christianity, but even to that of Judaism. It was against that very error that the story Christ loved and so often quoted of the prophet Jonah was written. The story contains one,

idea from beginning to end. The prophet Jonah wishes to be the only just man and flies from association with the depraved inhabitants of Nineveh. But God shows him that he is a prophet, one whose duty it is is to make the truth known to those who have gone astray, and that he must not flee from them, but live among them. Jonah has an aversion to the depraved Ninevites, and once more tries to escape by flight. But God brings him back in the body of a whale, and the will of the Almighty is accomplished. The Ninevites receive the teaching of God through Jonah and amend their lives. But Jonah does not rejoice at having been instrumental in accomplishing the will of God. He is angry, jealous of the Ninevites. He wishes to be the only wise and good man. He goes away into the

wilderness, bemoans his fate, and reproaches God. and then a gourd grows over jonah in one night and protects him from the rays of the sun but on the next night worms eat the gourd jona in his despair reproaches god for letting the gourd so precious to him whither then god says to him you regret the gourd which you called yours it grew and perished in one night and do you think i had no pity for so numerous a people who were perished to him living like the beasts, unable to distinguish their right hands from their left. Your knowledge of the truth was needed that you might have given to those who did not have it. Christ knew this story, and often quoted it. We are likewise told in the gospel that Christ himself, after visiting John the Baptist, who had retired to the wilderness before he began his preaching, was subjected to the same temptation, and was conducted into the wilderness to be tempted by the world.

the devil by delusion. He overcame that delusion, and in the strength of the spirit came back into Galilee, and from that time, without abhorring those who were depraved, he passed his life among publicans, Pharisees and sinners, teaching them the truth. According to the teaching of the church, Christ, who was God and man, gave us an example of how we were to live. Christ passed his whole life, as we know, in the turmoil of life, with publicans, adulteresses and the Pharisees in Jerusalem. His two great commandments are loved to our fellow creatures and the preaching of his doctrine to all men. Both commandments require constant communication with the world. Yet the conclusion drawn from Christ's doctrine is that, in order to be saved, we must leave all,

cease all communication with our fellow creatures and stand on a pillar. Thus it would seem that, in order to follow the example of Christ, we must do just the contrary of what he taught and of what he did himself. According to the interpretation given by the church, Christ's doctrine does not teach either secular men or monks how they are to live in order to make their own lives and the lives of their fellow creatures better, but teaches the former what they must believe in order to be saved in the next world,

in spite of their evil lives, and enjoins the latter to make their lives on earth still harder. But this is not what Christ teaches us. Christ preaches truth, and if abstract truth is truth, it will be truth in reality. If life in God is the only true life, life, blissful in itself. It will be true and blissful here on earth, in all the various circumstances of life. If life here did not confirm the doctrine of Christ, that doctrine would

not be true. Christ does not call men from good to evil, but on the contrary from evil to good. He pities men, whom he considers as lost sheep perishing without their shepherd. and promises them a shepherd and good pasture. He says that his disciples will be persecuted for his doctrine, that they must suffer and bear the persecution of the world. But he does not say that if they follow his doctrine, they will suffer more severely than if they follow the teaching of the world. On the contrary, he says that those who follow the teaching of the world

will be miserable, and those who follow his doctrine will be blessed. Christ does not teach us that we shall be saved either through faith or through asceticism, that is self-deception or voluntary torments in this life, but he teaches us a life in which, besides salvation from the ruin of individual life, there will be less suffering and more joy than in individual life, even here on earth. Revealing his doctrine to men, Christ says that by following his doctrine, even in the midst of those who do not do so, they will be happier than those who do not fulfil his doctrine. Christ says that, even from a worldly point of view, it is a successful

plan not to care about the life of this world. Mark chapter 10, verses 28 to 31. Then Peter began to say to him, lo, we have left all and have followed you. Matthew chapter 19 verses is 27 and 29 to 30. What shall we have therefore? And Jesus answered and said, Truly, I say to you, there is no man who has left house or brethren or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or lands for my sake and the Gospels. But he shall receive a hundredfold now in this time houses and brethren and sisters and mothers and children and lands with persecutions and in the world to come eternal life. Matthew 19, verse 27, Luke 5, verse 11 and chapter 18 verse 28. Christ mentions it is true that those who follow him shall be

persecuted by those who do not, but he does not say that the disciples shall lose anything by doing so. On the contrary, he says that his followers shall have more joy in this world than those who are not his. We cannot doubt that Christ spoke and thought thus. He says it clearly. The spirit of his teaching proves it, as well as the way in which he himself and his disciples lived. But is it true? On an abstract examination of the question, whether the state of the followers of Christ or that of those who live for the world will be best, we cannot help seeing that the state of the followers of Christ must be better, because by doing good to all,

they avoid exciting the hatred of men. The follower of Christ will do no harm to any, and will therefore be persecuted by the wicked, but the followers of the world will be persecuted by all because the law of life of those who live for the world is a law of strife or the persecution of each other. The chances of suffering, may be the same for both, with the difference that the followers of Christ will be ready to bear them,

while the followers of the world will use all their endeavours to avoid them. The followers of Christ will suffer, but will know that their suffering is necessary for the good of humanity, while the followers of the world will suffer without knowing the reason why they suffer. Reasoning abstractly, the state of the followers of Christ should be more profitable than that of the followers of the world. But is it so? Let each verify this by calling to mind all the trying moments of his life, all the suffering, both moral and physical which he has gone through and still goes through, and let him ask himself in whose name he bore and still bears all that misery. Was it for the sake of the world, or for the doctrine of Christ. Let him examine his past life and he will see that he never once suffered

from having followed the doctrine of Christ. He will see that all the unhappiness of his life proceeded from his having, contrary to his own inclinations, followed the teaching of the world. During my life, which has been an exceptionally happy one, according to the opinion of the world, I can remember so much suffering born by me for the sake of the world that it might have sufficed for the life of one of the greatest martyrs of Christianity. All the most trying moments of my life, from the orgies and debauches of my student days to jewels, war, and ill health,

all the unnatural and painful conditions of life in which I now live were and are but martyrdom for the sake of the world. I speak of my life, which, as I say, has been an exceptionally happy one, according to the opinion of the world, but how many martyrs there are who have suffered and still suffer for the teaching of the world, whose sufferings I cannot even picture to myself? We do not see the difficulty and peril there is in following the teaching of the world, only because we look upon all we bear for its sake as being absolutely necessary. We have become convinced that all the misfortunes that we create for ourselves are indispensable conditions of life,

and we cannot understand that Christ shows us the way to escape suffering and to attain happiness. In order to examine the question which life is a happier one, we must cast aside all our mistaken notions and examine all those around us and ourselves without any preconceived idea. Pass through a crowd of people, especially those living in a town, and see their wearied, sickly and anxious faces. Then think of your own life, of the lives of those you know. Think of all the unnatural deaths, all the suicides that you may have chance to hear of, and ask yourself what led to all the despair and suffering that drove these men to commit suicide. And you'll see that nine-tenths of the suffering there is in this life, is born for the sake of the world, that it is all unnecessary suffering

that need not exist, that men are, for the most part, martyrs of the teaching of the world. A short time ago, on a rainy Sunday in the autumn, I drove in an omnibus through the marketplace near Suhara Vatau in Moscow. For the space of half a mile, the carriage made its way through a compact mass of people. From morning to evening thousands of human beings, the greater part of whom are ragged and hungry, prowl about here in the dirt, abusing, cheating and hating each other. The same may be seen in all the marketplaces of Moscow. These men will spend their evenings in taverns and public houses, and the night in their corners and dens. Sunday is the best in the week for them. On Monday, in their infected dens, they will again set to the work that they are

heartily sick of. Reflect what the lives of all these men and women are. Think of all they have left, of the hard work to which they have voluntarily condemned themselves, and you will see that they are true martyrs. These men have left their homes and fields. They have left their fathers, brothers, wives and children. They have forsaken all, and have come into the town to procure what the teaching of the world forces each to consider as indispensable. And not only these thousands and thousands of miserable beings who have lost all, and now live from hand to mouth on tripe and brandy, but all, I say, from workmen, cabmen, seamstresses and harlots, to rich merchants, bureaucrats and their wives, lead the hardest, most unnatural lives, and yet fail to attain what is considered necessary

according to the teaching of the world. Tell me whether you can find among all these men, from the beggar to the rich man, a single man who finds that what he earns is sufficient for all that he considers as indispensably necessary, and you will find not one in a thousand. Each struggles to get what he does not of himself require, but what is considered requisite by the world, and the want of which, therefore, makes him miserable. No sooner has he attained it, than more and more is required,

and so this labour of Sisyphus goes on without intermission, ruining life after life. Take, in an ascending scale, the fortunes of men, from those who spend thirty roubles a year, to those who spend 50,000, and you will seldom find a man who is not tormented and worn out by his efforts to obtain 400 if he has but 300, 500 if he has four, and so on without end. There is not one who, having 500, would voluntarily exchange with him who has but 400.

Each strives to lay a still heavier burden on his already heavy-laden life. and gives up his whole soul to the teaching of the world. Today, a man has earned an overcoat and galoshes. To-morrow he gets a watch and a chain, then a lodging with a comfortable sofa, carpets in the drawing-room and velvet clothes. Then he buys a house, horses, pictures in gilt frames. And then, having overworked himself, he falls ill and dies.

Another continues the same career, likewise sacrificing his life to the same moloch, dying in the same way, without knowing why he does all this. Well, but perhaps with all this men are happy. What are the principal requisites for earthly happiness, those that no one can deny? The first condition, essentially necessary for happiness, has always been admitted by all men, to be a life in which the link between him and nature is not destroyed. That is, a life in the open air, in the sunshine, in communion with nature, plants and animals. Men have always considered being deprived of this as the greatest misfortune that could befall them.

Prisoners feel this privation above all others, and now consider what the life of those who live according to the teaching of the world is. the more successful their worldly career is the further they are from all that is true happiness the higher the worldly prosperity they have attained the less sunshine do they enjoy the fewer are the fields woods and animals they see many indeed almost all women dwelling in towns live to old age without having seen the rising of the sun more than once or twice in their lives they have never seen the fields and woods except through the windows of their coaches or of railway carriages. Not only have they never brought up and tended cows, horses or poultry, but also they have no idea even how animals grow and live. These people see stuffs, stones and wood worked by human hands,

and do not even see them in the light of the sun, but in an artificial light. They hear the noise of machinery, cannons or musical instruments. They inhale strong, second. and tobacco smoke. Their enfeebled digestions crave stimulating food that is neither fresh nor savoury. Nor are they nearer to nature, even when travelling from one place to another. They travel shut up in boxes. Wherever they go, be it into the country or abroad, the same curtains hide the light of the sun from their eyes. Footmen, coachmen and watchmen prevent all communication between them and nature. Wherever they go, they are, like prisoners, deprived of this condition that is so necessary

for happiness. As prisoners find consolation in a blade of grass that grows in the yard of their prison, or a spider, or a mouse, so do these men and women find consolation from time to time in keeping half-withered plants on their window-sills, or in parrots, lap-dogs or monkeys, the care of which they leave to others. A second indubitable condition necessary for happiness is labour, congenial free labour, physical labour, which gives a man a good appetite and sound invigorating sleep. And again the greater the prosperity a man has attained, according to a worldly estimate, the further he is from this second condition, essentially necessary for happiness. All the fortunate of this world, the great dignitaries and rich men, are either as completely deprived of labour as prisoners are, and struggle unsuccessfully against ill health, which is the result of the absence of physical labour, and still more unsuccessfully against the enui to which they are a prey, I say unsuccessfully, for work is a source of pleasure only when it is necessary, or they have work to do that they hate,

as, for instance, our bankers, attorneys, generals, and bureaucrats. I say it is work they hate, because I never yet met one among them who liked his work, and who found as much pleasure in it as a stable boy does in clearing away the snow before his master's house. All these so-called fortunate beings have either no work to do, or work that they hate. They are, indeed, in much the same position as a galley slave. A third condition, essentially necessary for happiness, is family life. And again, the further advance men are in worldly prosperity, the less accessible that happiness is for them.

Most of them are adulterers and voluntarily renounce all family ties. Even if they are not adulterers, they consider children as a burden rather than a joy, and try all possible means to make their unions sterile. If they have children, they take no joy in them. They are obliged to confide them to others, for the most part, to complete strangers. At first, they're left to the care of foreign nurses or governesses, then sent to some government school, and the children grow up as miserable as their parents,

and often have but one feeling toward their parents the wish for their death that they may inherit their property. These men are not prisoners, But the result is more painful than that entire separation from all family ties to which a prisoner is condemned. A fourth condition, essentially necessary for happiness, is a free, friendly communication with all men. And again, the higher the step on which a man stands in the world, the further he is from this condition. The higher your position, the narrower and closer is the circle of men with whom you can have any communication, and the lower in intellectual and moral development are the few persons who form this spell-bound circle,

out of which there is no escape. The whole world is open to a peasant and his wife. If one million men refuse to have anything to do with him, there are 80 million working men left, like himself, with whom, from Archangelsk to Astrakhan, he enters immediately into the closest, most brotherly communication, without waiting to be called upon or introduced. There are, for a functionary and his wife, hundreds of men who are their equals, but their superiors do not admit them into their circle, and they're cut off from all the lower classes. There may be ten fashionable families for a rich man of the world and his wife, but they are cut off from all the rest. bureaucrats and very wealthy men and their families may find about ten friends as important and as rich as themselves.

The circle of emperors and kings is still more restricted. Isn't that called solitary confinement when a prisoner can only have communication with two or three jailers? The fifth and last condition, essentially necessary for happiness, is health and a painless death. and again the higher a man stands on the social scale the further he is from it take for instance a moderately rich man and his wife and a well-to-do countryman and his wife in spite of hunger and the hard work which is the peasant's lot through the inhumanity of others and not through any fault of his own you will find if you compare the two that the lower men stand on the social scale the healthier they are and the more than the social scale the healthier they are and the the higher they stand, the weaker they are in health. Recall to your minds all the rich men and their wives whom you have ever known, and those whom you know at present, and you will see that they almost all suffer from ill health. A healthy man among them, one who does not take medicine

continually, or at least periodically every summer, is as great an exception as is a sick man among the working classes. Almost all the fortunate beings are toothless, grey-haired, or bald at the age when a working man is still in the full vigour of his manhood. They are almost all sufferers from nervous diseases, dyspepsia or worse, from overeating, from drunkenness or depravity. And those who do not die young spend half their lives under medical treatment, using frequent injections of morphine and becoming shrivelled cripples, unable to maintain themselves, living on like parasites. Think of what the deaths of these men are. One has shot himself, another's body has rotted from disease, another again has died in his old age

from a too frequent use of medicines, one has died in a drunken fit, another of gluttony, etc. All perish one after the other for the world's sake, and the crowd crawls after them like martyrs in search of suffering and death. One life after another is cast under the wheels of their God. The carriage drives on, tearing lives to pieces, and again and again fresh victims fall under its wheels with groans, wails and curses. It is difficult to live as Christ. enjoins. Christ says,

He who will follow me must leave houses, fields and brethren, and he shall receive a hundredfold more than houses, fields and brethren in this world, and shall besides have eternal life. And none follow him. The world says, leave your home and your brothers, leave the country to live in a corrupt town, pass your whole life either as a servant in a bathhouse, soaping other people's backs with vapour bath, or as a clerk, counting other people's money, or as an attorney general, spending your life in courts of law, busied with various documents in order to make the fate of the miserable, more miserable still, or as a bureaucrat, hastily signing useless papers all your life, or as a commander-in-chief, killing your brethren,

lead a wicked life, the end of which is always a painful death, and you shall suffer in this life, and not attain eternal life. And all go the world's way. Christ says, take up your cross and follow me, by which he means, bear the fate allotted you, humbly, and submit to me your God, and none do so. but the first lost man wearing an epaulet and fit for nothing but murder who says take up not the cross but your knapsack and your sword and follow me to suffering and certain

death is instantly obeyed leaving their parents their wives and children they go in their buffoon attire blindly submissive to some superior whom they hardly know called hungry worn out by a march above their strength, they follow him like a herd of oxen to the slaughter. But they are not oxen, they are men. They cannot help knowing that they are driven to slaughter, with the unsolvable question, why must I go? And with despair in their hearts they go on,

many dying off through cold, hunger and infectious diseases, until those who are left are placed under bullets and cannonballs and ordered to kill men whom they know nothing about. They kill and are at last killed themselves, and not one of those who kill their fellow creature knows why he does so. The Turks roast them alive, they flay them, they tear out their bowels,

and no sooner does anyone call, than others go to the same dreadful suffering and to death. And nobody finds it hard. neither do they themselves think it hard, nor do their fathers and mothers think so. The latter even advise their children to go. Not only do they think it necessary and unavoidable, but even perfectly right and moral. We might think the fulfilling of Christ's doctrine difficult, if it were really an easy and pleasant thing to live according to the teaching of the world. But it is much more difficult, dangerous and painless. to do so than it is to live up to the doctrine of Christ. It is said that formerly there were martyrs for Christianity, but these were exceptional cases. We reckon about 380,000 voluntary martyrs for Christianity in the course of 1800 years. Now count those that have died for the teaching of the world, and for each martyr for Christianity you will find a thousand martyrs

for the world's sake, martyrs whose sufferings were a hundredfold more dreadful. Thirty million have been killed in war during the present century alone. Those were all martyrs for the world's sake. Had they but rejected the teaching of the world, even without following the doctrine of Christ, they would have escaped suffering and death. Were a man but to act as he finds best for himself? Were he but to refuse to go to war, he would have to dig ditches, but he would not be tortured in Sebastopol or Plevner. Let a man not believe that it is indispensable to wear a watch-chain

and to have useless drawing-rooms. Let him but understand that all the foolish things the world teaches him to consider as indispensable are but useless trash, and he will not work beyond his strength. He will not have to endure suffering and constant care. He will not have to labor without purpose or rest. He will not be deprived of communion with nature, or of the work he loves, or of his family, or his health, and he will not die a uselessly painful death. We need not be martyrs for Christ's sake. That is not what he requires of us, but he teaches us to cease making ourselves. martyrs for the sake of the false teaching of the world. The doctrine of Christ has a deep, metaphysical purpose. It has a purpose general to all humanity. The doctrine of Christ has the

simplest, clearest, most practicable purpose for each of us. We may express this idea in a few words. Christ teaches men not to act foolishly. In this lies the simplest sense of Christ doctrine, and it is one each has it in his power to understand. Christ says, Never give way to angry feelings, nor consider another as worse than yourself. It is foolish. If you give way to anger, if you abuse others, it will be worse for you. Christ says too, do not lust after all women, but take one to you and live with her.

it will be better for you. He says likewise, make no promise, lest you be forced to act foolishly and wickedly. He says likewise, never return evil for evil, for it will fall back upon you. And Christ says, consider no men as strangers to you, because they live in other lands and speak in other tongues than you do. If you consider them as your enemies, they will do the same with respect to you. you, and it will be worse for you. Do not act thus, and it will be better for you. Yes, but as the world is organised, it is more difficult to resist it than to live up to its precepts. If a man refuses to become a soldier, he will be imprisoned and possibly shot. If a man does not assure his future by acquiring property for himself and his family, they will all starve.

men say so in order to defend the social organisation of the world, but they do not think so themselves. They say so only because they cannot deny the justice of Christ's doctrine, which they pretend to believe in, and they must justify themselves in some way for not fulfilling it. Christ calls men to the spring that is near them. Men suffer from thirst, eat mud and drink each other's blood, But their teachers have told them that they will suffer more if they go to the spring toward which Christ calls them, and men believe them rather than Christ, and suffer and die of thirst when they are but a few steps from the spring, and dare not approach it.

But if we believed in Christ, if we believed that He came to bring bliss on earth, if we believed that He offers us, who are thirsting, a spring of living water, if we drew near to it, we should see how craftily we are deceived by the church and how senseless it is to suffer as we do when salvation is so near. Accept the doctrine of Christ in all its sublime simplicity and the grievous deception in which you all live

will grow clear to you. We labour, generation after generation, to secure our lives by violence and the consolidation of property. We think that our happiness depends upon power and property. We're so used to that idea that the doctrine of Christ, which teaches us that the happiness of man does not lie in wealth, that a rich man cannot be happy, seems to us to require some great sacrifice for the sake of future bliss. And yet Christ does not call upon us to make any sacrifice. His doctrine does not tend toward making our present lives worse for us, but better. Christ, in his infinite love,

teaches men to forbear from trying to assure their lives by violence, from caring about riches, just as philanthropists teach men to forbear from quarreling and drunkenness. Christ says that if men live without resisting evil and without riches, they will be happier, and he confirms his teaching by his own life. He says, that he who lives according to his doctrine must be ready to die at any moment of his life, either of cold or hunger, and cannot call a single hour of his life his own. And so it seems that Christ requires great sacrifices of us, yet it is but a general assertion of the inevitable condition of each man.

The follower of Christ must always be ready to suffer and to die. Isn't the follower of the world in the same position? we are so used to the deception we are in that we have come to consider all that we do for the imaginary security of our lives our armies fortresses medicines property and money as indispensable for the welfare of our lives we forget what happened to him who intended to build barns in order to provide himself with riches for a long time he died the same night all we do for the security of our lives is that we do for the security of our lives is that we do for the security of our lives is to provide himself for his own time-and-auchess he died for the long time he died the same night All we do for the security of our lives is but what the ostrich does when hiding its head in order not to see itself killed. We do worse, for in order to secure an uncertain life, for an uncertain future, we resolutely ruin our real lives in the actual present. The deception lies in the false assumption that we can secure the welfare of our lives by a struggle with others, We're so used to this erroneous idea that we do not see all we lose.

We lose even our lives. Our lives are swallowed up in the cares of this world, so that no real life is left. Let us set aside all we have become so used to, and then we shall see all we do for the imaginary security of our lives is not done to assure our welfare, but to make us forget that our life here is not. secure and that it never can be secure. The French take up arms in the year 1870 to assure their

existence, and that leads to the destruction of hundreds and thousands of Frenchmen, and every nation that takes up arms does the same thing with the same result. The rich man thinks his money assures the welfare of his life, and the money attracts a robber who kills him. A man who is overly careful of his health seeks to assure it by taking medicine, and the medicine kills him by slow degrees. And even if it does not kill him, it deprives him of all vigor, and makes him like the paralytic, who hardly lived during 35 years, while waiting for the angel at the pool. The doctrine of Christ, that life cannot be assured, and that we must be ready for suffering and death every moment of our lives, is incontestably best.

better than the teaching of the world, which says that we must strive to make our lives as comfortable as we can. It is better because, though the impossibility of avoiding death and the uncertainty of life are the same, yet according to Christ's doctrine, life is not wholly swallowed up in the idle employment of trying to ensure our own comfort, but is free and can be given up to the only aim natural to it, namely our own happiness in that of others. The follower of Christ will be poor. Yes, but he will enjoy the blessings given to him by God. We've come to consider the word poverty as expressive of misery, yet it really is happiness. He is poor means that he does not live in a town, but in the country. He does not sit idly

at home, but labours in the fields or the woods. He sees the sunshine, the sky, beasts and birds. He need not take thought what he shall do to excite his appetite, to facilitate his digestion, but he feels hungry three times a day. He does not toss about in his soft pillows, thinking how to cure himself of sleeplessness, but sleeps soundly after his work. He sees his children around him, and lives in friendly communion with men. The main point is that he is not obliged to do work that he hates, and he need not fear for the future. He will be ill, suffer and die as others do, and judging by the way the poor suffer and die, his death will be an easier one than that of the rich, but he will indubitably have led a happier life. We must be poor, we must be beggars,

wanderers on the face of the earth. Toxos means wanderer. That is what Christ taught us, and without it we cannot enter the kingdom of God. But then we shall starve is the answer. Christ has given to us one short saying in reply to this observation, a saying that has been usually interpreted as justifying the idleness of the clergy. Matthew chapter 10 verse 10 and Luke chapter 10 verse 7. Take neither money for your journey nor two coats nor shoes nor a walking stick. because he who works is worthy of his meat,

and in the same house remain, eating and drinking such as they give, for the labourer is worthy of his hire. He who works, Ed zest, signifies literally, can and shall have food. It's a very short saying, but he who understands it, as Christ did, will never argue that if a man has no personal property

he must die of hunger. In order to understand the saying clearly, we must renounce the idea that the dogma of the redemption has made habitual to us, that the happiness of man lies in idleness. We must re-establish in our minds the idea, natural to all unperverted men, that the necessary condition of happiness for man is labour and not idleness, that every man must labour, that his life will be as wearisome, and as hard without work, as it is for an ant, a horse, or any other animal. We must cast aside the barbarous idea that the condition of a man who has an inexhaustible rouble in his pocket, a lucrative post or some landed property that enables him to live in idleness, is a naturally happy condition. We must re-establish in our minds the idea of labour

that all unperverted men have, and to which Christ referred, when he said that, the labourer is worthy of his hire. Christ never could have thought that men would come to consider labour as a curse, and therefore he could not imagine a man who did not work, or who had no wish to work. It was an understood thing for him that all his followers laboured, and he says that a man's labour feeds him. And if one man profits from the work of another man, he will feed him who works for him, and so he who labours will always have food.

He will not be rich, but there can be no doubt of his having food. The difference is that, according to the teaching of the world, labour is a man's service for which he considers himself entitled to more or less food in proportion to the work he does, while according to the doctrine of Christ, labor is the necessary condition of life and food is its inevitable consequence. Work is the result of food and food is the result of work. It is an eternal cycle.

One is the effect and the cause of the other. However hard-hearted a man may be, he will feed his workman as he feeds his horse and he will give the workman sufficient food to enable him to work. The son of man came, not to be ministered to, but to minister, and to give his soul as a ransom for many. According to the doctrine of Christ, every man will lead a better life, if he understands that his duty is not to get as much work as he can out of others, but to pass his own life in working for them. The man who acts thus, Christ says, is worthy of his hire, and he cannot fail to obtain it. By the words, man does not live to be ministered to, but to minister to others.

Christ lays the foundation of what is to assure the material existence of man, and by the words, He who works is worthy of his hire, Christ sets aside the argument so often used against the possibility of fulfilling his doctrine, that he who does so will perish of hunger and cold. Christ shows that a man does not assure his own food, by depriving others of it, but by making himself useful and necessary. The more useful he is, the more assured his existence will be. In our present social adjustments, those who do not fulfil the law of Christ, but who are forced by poverty to work for their neighbours, do not starve.

Then how can we say that those who do fulfil his commandments, who work for their fellow creatures, will starve. No man can starve while the rich have bread. Millions of men in Russia, possessing no property, live by their work alone. A Christian will be as sure of his daily bread among pagans as among Christians. He works for others. Consequently, he is of use to them, and therefore he will be fed. A dog that is useful is fed and taken care of, then how can we think a human being will not be fed and taken care of but if a man is sick he is of no use he cannot work no one will give him food people say so but they act in a very different way the very persons who deny the practicability of christ's doctrine in fact fulfil it they do not even cast a sheep an ox or a dog that is ill adrift neither do they kill an old horse but they give it work proportionate to its strength they feed their lambs their sucking pigs and poppies in expectation of deriving profit from them by and by and will they not feed a man when he falls ill

nine tenths of the lower classes are fed as beasts of burdon are by the one-tenth by the rich and powerful of the earth and however great the error may be in which this one-tenth lives and however much they may despise the other nine-tenths they never deprive the other nine-tenths of the food necessary for their sustenance wherever man has worked he has received food as each horse receives its fodder he is fed even though he works grudgingly unwillingly only caring to get his daily labour over as quickly as possible or longing to earn as much as possible in order to get the upper hand of his master even he does not remain without food and he is happier than the one who lives by the labour of others and how much happier would the man be who worked in accordance with the doctrine of christ whose aim would be to work as much as possible and to receive a man be to work as much as possible and to receive a man be who worked in accordance with the doctrine of christ whose aim would be to work as much as possible and to receive a as little as possible. How much happier will his position be, when there will be several around him, perhaps many such as he, who will serve him in his turn? The doctrine of Christ, about work and its fruit, is shown in the story of the five and seven thousand men, fed with two fish and two loaves. Man will attain the highest happiness possible on earth,

when each, instead of only caring about his own personal comfort, acts as Christ taught those assembled on the seashore to do. It was necessary to feed several thousand men. One of the disciples said to Christ that a boy there had a few fish. The disciples had also a few loaves. Christ knew that some of those who had come from a distance had brought food with them, and others had not, that many had brought provisions with them is evident from there being twelve basketfuls gathered

of what remained, as we read in all the four Gospels. If nobody had had anything except the boy, there would not have been twelve baskets in the field. Had Christ not done what he did, that is the miracle of feeding thousands with five loaves, what now takes place in the world would have taken place then. Those who had provisions with them, would have eaten all they had, and would have over-eaten rather than see that anything should be left. Mises would perhaps have taken the remainder home. Those who had nothing would have remained hungry, looking on with wicked envy at those who ate, and some would very likely have stolen from those who had provisions.

Quarling and fighting would have ensued, and some would have gone home satisfied, and others hungry and cross, exactly what takes place in our present lives would have happened then. But Christ knew what he meant to do. He told them all to sit in a circle and then joined his disciples to offer a part of what they had to those next to them and to tell others to do the same. The result was that when all those who had brought provisions with them

followed the example set them by the disciples and offered a share of their provisions to others, there was enough for all. All were satisfied, and so much remained that twelve baskets were filled. Christ teaches men to act thus in all the circumstances of life, for this is the law of humanity. Labour is the necessary condition of life, and work is a source of happiness for man. But if a man keeps to himself the fruit of his own or others' work, he provides, prevents its contributing to the general good of mankind. By giving up his work to others, he acts for the good of all. We are accustomed to say, if men do not despoil each other,

they will starve. Wouldn't it be more correct to say that if men despoil each other, there will always be some who will starve, for that is the actual fact? It does not matter if a man is a follower of Christ or a follower of the world, he is never entirely independent of others. Others have taken care of him, fed him, and still take care of him. But according to the teaching of the world, man forces others to continue feeding him and his family by threats and violence. According to Christ's doctrine, man is taken care of, brought up and fed by others,

and he does not force others to continue feeding him, but tries to serve others in his turn, to do as much good as possible to all his fellow creatures. Which life is then a truer, more rational and happier one? Is it a life in accordance with the teaching of the world, or in accordance with Christ's doctrine? End of Chapter 10. Chapter 11 of What I Believe.

This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org. What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated by Constantine Popoff. Chapter 11 The doctrine of Christ establishes the kingdom of God on earth. To think that it is difficult to fulfil his doctrine is an error.

It is not difficult. Indeed, he who has once clearly undefixt. it, cannot do otherwise than fulfil it. And the fulfilling of Christ's doctrine does not involve us in suffering. It really saves us from nine-tenths of the suffering that we must bear for the world's sake. And when I had understood this, I asked myself why I had never followed Christ's doctrine, which leads to salvation and happiness, but had followed a contrary teaching that had brought me nothing but suffering. There could be but one answer to that question. There could be but one answer to that question, the truth had been hidden from me. When Christ's doctrine grew clear to me,

I did not think my having understood it would lead me to renounce the teaching of the church. It seemed to me only that the church had not arrived at the conclusions that the doctrine of Christ led to, but I did not think that the new light which was revealed to me and the conclusions that I drew from it would separate me entirely from the church. Not once, but I was, I was, did I try during my researches to discover any error in the teaching of the church. I intentionally close my eyes to the views that seemed strange and ambiguous to me, as long as they did not absolutely contradict what I considered to be the basis of the Christian doctrine. But the further I advanced in the study of the gospel,

and the clearer the purpose of Christ's doctrine grew, the more inevitable it became for me to choose between the doctrine of Christ, which was rational, clear, and in harmony with my conscience, and a teaching that was in direct opposition to it, and that gave me nothing but the consciousness of my own peril and that of others. I could not help throwing each of the church theses aside, one after the other. I did it most unwillingly, often struggling with my feelings, longing to soften the discordance between my reason and the teaching of the church.

but when I had ended my work, I saw that however hard I might try to keep something at least of church teaching, nothing really was left for me. As I was drawing toward the close of my work, it happened that my son, a boy, told me that two of our servants, perfectly uneducated men, who hardly knew how to read, had been disputing about a passage in some book,

in which it was affirmed that it is no sin to kill criminals or to kill men in war. I could not believe such a statement could have been published, and I asked to see the book. It was an exposition of the Book of Prayer, third edition, 80,000, Moscow, 1879. I read page 163. Question, what is the sixth commandment?

Answer, you shall not kill. Question, what does God forbid by this commandment? Answer, he forbids our killing, that is depriving a man of life. Question, is it a sin to punish a criminal by death according to the law, or to kill our enemies in war? Answer, it is no sin to do so. A criminal is put to death in order to put a stop to the evil that he does. Enemies are killed in the war in which we fight for our sovereign and our country. These are the only words that explain why this case. commandment is repealed. I could hardly believe my own eyes. The disputants asked my opinion about

the subject. I said to the one who maintained that the text was quite right, that the interpretation was incorrect. Then how is it that incorrect statements are printed? he asked. I could give him no answer. I kept the book and looked through it. The book contains one, prayers with instructions concerning genuflections and the way the fingers are to be joined in making the sign of the cross. 2. The interpretation of the creed. 3. Extracts from the 5th chapter of Matthew, without any explanations, in which the sayings contained in the chapter are for some unknown reason called the Beatitudes. 4. The 10 commandments with explanations that annul them.

And 5. Anthems for Feast Days. As I have said, I had not only tried to avoid finding fault with the teachings of the church, but I had tried to view it in its best light, and had not sought to discover its weak points. Though well acquainted with its academic literature, I was completely ignorant of its books for the use of schools. The enormous circulation of a prayer book which excited doubt even in ignorant men struck me. I could not believe that a prayer book, the contents of which were quite pagan, was the church teaching, propagated among the people. In order to see if it were really the case,

I bought all the books published by the Synod, or that it allowed to be published, in which there were short explanations of the Church Creed for the use of children and uneducated people, and I read them. The contents were almost new for me. At the time when I learned the Bible history and the catechism, these books did not exist.

There was at that time, as far as I can remember, neither any explanation of the beatitudes, nor were we told that to kill a fellow creature is no sin. This was not to be found in the old Russian catechisms of Plato. Footnote. The Moscow Metropolitan, 1785. Nor is it to be found in the catechisms of Peter Mogina or of Boliakov. Footnote. The Moscow Metropolitan 1826 to 1868. It was an innovation made by Philaret, who likewise wrote a catechism for the military classes.

The exposition of the Book of Prayer was taken from that very catechism. The book that serves as the basis is a complete Christian catechism for the use of all Orthodox Christians, published by Order of His Imperial Majesty. The book is divided into three parts, on faith, hope and love. The first part contains an analysis of the Nicene Creed, the second an analysis of the Lord's Prayer, and of eight verses of the fifth chapter of Matthew, which formed the introduction to the sermon on the Mount,

and which are for some unknown reason termed beatitudes. Both of these sections treat the dogmas of the church, prayers and sacraments. The third part treats of the duties of a Christian. We do not find the commandments of Christ, expounded in this part, but the Ten Commandments of Moses. These commandments are expounded in a way that seems to enjoin men to leave them unfulfilled and to act contrary to them. In reference to the First Commandment, which enjoins us to worship God alone,

the Catechism teaches us to worship angels and saints, as well as the Virgin Mary and the three persons of the Godhead. The Complete Catechism, pages 107 and 108. In reference to the Second Commandment, you shall not make for yourself any graven image. The Catechism teaches us to worship images, page 108. In reference to the Third Commandment, you shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain. The Catechism tells men it is their duty to take an oath every time the legal authorities may require it of them. Page 111.

In reference to the Fourth Commandment, to keep holy the Saturday, The Catechism enjoins us to keep Sunday holy, as well as 13 great holidays and a number of smaller ones, and to fast on Wednesdays and Fridays, pages 112 to 115. In reference to the Fifth Commandment, honour your father and your mother, the Catechism tells us it is our obligation and duty to honour our sovereign, our fatherland, our spiritual pastors, and all those who are put in authority over us. and about three pages are taken up with the enumeration of the authorities we are to honour. Schoolmasters, civil commanders, judges, military commanders, masters for those who serve and whose property they are. Pages 116 to 119. I cite from the 64th edition of the Catechism, published in 1880.

20 years have gone by since slavery has been abolished and no one has taken the trouble to remove the sentence that was added to the commandment, honour your father and mother, in order to uphold and justify slavery. With regard to the Sixth Commandment, you shall not kill. Men are taught from the very first lines to kill. What does the Sixth Commandment forbid? Murder or taking away our neighbour's life in any way. Is taking a man's life always illegal murder?

murder. Murder is not unlawful when it is our duty to take away a man's life. For instance, when we punish a criminal by death, when we kill the enemies in fighting for our sovereign and our native land. And further on, what other instances can you cite of murder? When a man harbours a murderer or sets him free. And that is published in hundreds and thousands of copies and instilled into the by violence, by threats and fear of punishment, under the pretense of its being the Christian doctrine. That is taught to the whole Russian nation. That is taught to innocent children. In speaking of whom Christ said, allow little children to come to me, for theirs is the kingdom of God. To children whom we must be like in order to enter the kingdom of God, like them in knowing

nothing of all this, to children in speaking of whom Christ said, woe to him who tempts one of these little ones. And these children are made to learn this. They are told that it is the sacred law of God. Such things are not proclamations secretly propagated under fear of being sent to hard work in the minds, but there are proclamations acting contrary to which leads men to hard work in the minds. While I write, a chill creeps over me at my daring to say what I must say, that we have no right to annihilate the commandments of God, which are written in all His laws and in all our hearts,

by adding such words as duty, our sovereign, our fatherland, etc., which explain nothing. Yes, what Christ warned us against has come to pass, for he said, in Luke 11 verses 33 to 36, and Matthew 6 verse 23 Take heed that the light that is in you is not darkened If the light that is in you is darkness How great is that darkness?

The light that is in us has indeed become darkness And that darkness is an awful one Christ said Woe to you scribes and Pharisees For you shot up the kingdom of God against men for you neither go in yourselves nor do you allow others to go in. Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites, for you devour widows' houses, and for a pretense, make long prayers, therefore you are still more guilty.

Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites, for you search seas and lands to make one proselyte, and when you have done so you make him worse than he had been before. woe to you blind guides woe to you scribes and pharisees hypocrites because you build up the tombs of the prophets and garnish the sepulchres of the righteous and you suppose that if you had lived in the days when the prophets were martyred you would not have joined in shedding their blood

then you are witnesses against yourselves that you are no better than those who killed the prophets fill up then the measure begun by those like yourselves and behold, I will send to you wise prophets and scribes, and some of them you shall kill and crucify, and some of them shall you scourge in your synagogues and drive them from city to city, and may all the righteous blood shed since the days of Abel

fall back upon your heads. Every blasphemy may be forgiven, but blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall never be forgiven. Isn't it, as if this had been written only yesterday, against those who now force men to accept their faith, and persecute and destroy all the prophets and just men who try to bring their deception to light. And I saw that though the church calls its teaching a Christian doctrine, it is in truth the very darkness against which Christ strove and enjoined his disciples to strive. The doctrine of Christ has two parts.

First, it bears upon the life of each individual and upon our social lives, or it has an ethical mission. Second, it points out why men ought to live in the way it enjoins and not otherwise, or it has a metaphysical mission. One is the effect, and at the same time the cause of the other. Man must live thus, because such is the purpose of his creation, or the purpose of his creation is such, and therefore he must live thus. These two sides of every doctrine are to be found in all the religions of the world. Such is the religion of Brahma,

Confucius, Buddha and Moses, and such is the religion of Christ. It teaches us how we are to live and explains why we are to live thus. But what befell all these other doctrines has befallen the doctrine of Christ also. Men have turned aside from it, and there are many who try to justify their having done so. Sitting down in Moses' seat,

they explain the metaphysical part of the doctrine in a way that makes the ethical requirements of the doctrine no longer obligatory, and they replace them by outward worship, rights and ceremonies. The same occurs in all religions, but it appears to me that never has the evil influence been so striking as in Christianity. It acted with peculiar force because the doctrine of Christ is the most sublime of all doctrines. It is the most sublime just because the metaphysical and ethical parts of the doctrine are so indissolubly bound together and so bear upon each other that it is impossible to separate one from the other without depriving the whole doctrine of its true sense. The doctrine of Christ is ultra-Protistantism, for it rejects not only all the ritualistic

observances of Judaism, but also every outward form of worship. This rupture in Christianity could have no other effect than to completely pervert the doctrine and deprive it of all sense, and it did so. The rupture between the doctrine of life and the exposition of how we are to live, began with the sermon of Paul, who did not know the ethical teaching expressed in the Gospel of Matthew, and who preached a metaphysically cabalistic theory foreign to Christ. The rupture was definitely accomplished in the time of Constantine, when it was found possible to array the whole pagan course of life in Christian clothing without any change,

and then to call it Christianity. From the time of Constantine, the heathen of heathens, whom the Church has canonized for all his vices and crimes, began councils, and the centre of gravity of Christianity was transferred to the metaphysical side of the teaching alone. And this metaphysical teaching, with the rights that form part of it, losing more and more of its fundamental sense, reached its present point. It has become a teaching that explains the mysteries of life in heaven and gives the complicated rights for divine worship, but at the same time gives no religious teaching at all concerning life on earth. All religious creeds, except that of the Christian Church,

enjoin, besides the observance of certain rights, good deeds and forbearance from evil ones. Judaism requires circumcision, the key, of the Sabbath, the bestowing of arms, the keeping of the year of Jubilee, and many other things. Islam requires circumcision, daily prayers five times a day, the tenth part of a man's riches to be given to the poor, the adoration of the tomb of the prophet, and so on. We find the same in all other religions. Be the duties good or bad, they are deeds. Pseudo-Christianity alone exacts nothing of its followers.

there is nothing that is obligatory to a Christian if we exclude fast days and prayers, which the church itself does not consider as obligatory. There is nothing that he must refrain from. All that is necessary for a pseudo-Christian is never to neglect the sacraments, but the believer does not administer the sacraments to himself, others administer them to him. No obligation lies on the pseudo-Christian. The church does all that is necessary for him.

He is baptized and anointed. The sacraments of Holy Communion and extreme unction are administered to him. His confession is taken for granted if he is unable to make it orally. Prayers are said for him and he is saved. From the time of Constantine, the church never required any deeds of its members. It never even enjoined a man to refrain from anything. The Christian Church acknowledged and consecrated all that had existed in the pagan world. It acknowledged and consecrated divorce, slavery, courts of law,

and all the powers that had existed before, such as war and persecution, and only required evil to be renounced in word at baptism. The Church acknowledged the doctrine of Christ in word, but denied it indeed. Instead of pointing out to the world what life ought to be, the church expounded the metaphysical part of Christ's doctrine in a way that required no duties and did not hinder people from living on as they had lived before. The church, having once given way to the world, followed it ever after.

The world organized its existence in direct opposition to the doctrine of Christ and the church invented metaphors, according to which it appeared that men who really lived contrary to the law of Christ lived in accordance with it. And the world began to lead a life that rapidly grew worse than that of the pagans, and the church began to justify this way of living and to affirm that it was strictly in accordance with the doctrine of Christ. But a time came when the light of the true doctrine which lies in the gospel,

penetrated among the people in spite of the church, which had tried to conceal the doctrine by forbidding the translation of the Bible. The time came when this light penetrated among the people through so-called sectarians, and even through free thinkers, and then the falsity of the church teaching grew evident to all, and men began to change their former lives and live up to that doctrine of Christ that had reached them independently of the church. thus men annihilated slavery which had been justified by the church annihilated religious executions which had been sanctioned by the church annihilated the power of sovereigns and popes which had been consecrated by the church and now the turn of property and kingdoms has come

The Church never rose in defence of anything and cannot do so, because the annihilation of these false principles of life is based on the Christian doctrine that the Church has preached and still preaches. The doctrine of life has emancipated itself from the Church, and has established itself independently of it. The Church retains the right to interpret Christ's doctrine. But what interpretation can it give? The metaphysical explanation of the doctrine has weight only when it explains what life is or ought to be,

but no such teaching is left to the church. It could only speak of the life that it had organised of old, which is now no more. If any of the old interpretations remain, as, for instance, when the catechism tells us that we must kill when it is our duty to do so, nobody believes them, and nothing is left to the church but its temple, images, brocades, and words. The church has carried the lights of the Christian doctrine of life through 18 centuries, but while trying to conceal it in its raiment,

it has been burnt itself in this light. The world, with its social adjustments consecrated by the church, has now thrown the church aside in the name of the same Christian truths that the church unwillingly carried along with it, and the world now lives without it. The church is done with, and it is impossible to conceal the fact. All those who really live and do not drearily vegetate

in our European world have left the church. All churches, whether Catholic, orthodox or Protestant, are like sentinels keeping guard over a captive, while the captive has escaped, and even walks about among the sentinels. All that now forms true life in the world, socialism, communism, theories of political economy, utilitarianism, liberty and equality,

all the moral opinions of men, all that governs the world, and that the church considers to be inimical to it, is a part of the very doctrine, the same church unwittingly brought in, together with the doctrine of Christ that it tried to conceal. The life of the world in our time

follows its own course independently of the teaching of the church. That teaching has remained so far behind that men of the world harken no more to the voices of the teachers and indeed there is nothing worth listening to because the church only gives explanations that the world has already grown tired of

explanations of an organisation that is rapidly decaying. certain men set out in a boat while a man at the helm steered he was a skilful pilot and the boat glided rapidly on but a time came when a less skilful helmsman took his place finding the latter incapable of steering well those in the boat first ridiculed him and then drove him away that would not have mattered much if the men had not forgotten in their anger against the useless helmsman that without one they would not know in what direction they were going. So it is with our Christian world. The church does not stand at the helm any more. We row rapidly on, and all the progress of knowledge on which our 19th century prides itself

is only the result of our floating without a helmsman. We do not know where we are going. We go on leading our present lives, absolutely without knowing why we do so, and yet it is as unreasonable to live without knowing why we do so, as it is to set off in a boat without knowing to where we're bound. If men did nothing themselves, but were placed in the position they occupy by some outward power, then they might answer the question, why are you in such a position, by saying that they did not know why. But men make their own positions for themselves for each other, and especially for their children, and they must therefore be able to

answer when asked why they assemble into armies to cripple and to kill each other, why they waste the immense strength of millions in erecting useless and pernicious cities, why they organise their petty courts of law, and send men whom they call criminals out of France to Cain, out of Russia to Siberia and out of England to Australia, while knowing that it is senseless to act thus. When they are asked why they leave the fields and woods they love to work in factories and sweatshops that they hate, why they bring up their children to lead the same lives though they disapprove of them, they ought to be able to give some reason for their conduct. Even if all this were pleasant, men should be able to give their reasons. But when it is the

hardest possible work, when men groan over it, how can they go on acting in this way without trying to find adequate reasons? Men never have lived without trying to solve these questions. Men cannot live without making the attempt. The Jew lived as he lived. He made war. He executed men. He built temples, he organized his life thus and not otherwise, because it was enjoined him by the law, which according to his conviction came from God itself. It is thus likewise with the Hindus and the Chinese. It was thus with the Romans and the Muslims. It was thus with the Christians a hundred years ago, and it is thus now with the ignorant crowd. The unthoughtful Christian now solves these questions in this way. soldiery, war, courts of law and executions exist according to the commandments of God

transmitted to us by the Church. The Church teaches that the world, as we know it, is a lost world. All the evil that fills it exists only by the will of God as a punishment for the sins of men, and therefore we must submit to it. We can only save our souls by faith, by the sacraments, by prayer, and by submission to the will of God. The Church teaches us that each must submit to the sovereign, who is the anointed of God, and to those who are in authority over us, that each must defend his own property by violence,

make war, and execute or be executed, according to the will of the authorities placed over him by God. It does not matter if this explanation be good or bad, it formally explained all the various phases of life to the believing Christian, and man did not renounce his own reason, while living according to the law that he acknowledged as divine. But now the time has come when only the most ignorant believe in this, and even their number decreases with every day and every hour of the day. There is no possibility of stopping this progression. All eagerly follow those who are in front, and all will soon

reach the point where the foremost now stand, but the foremost are standing upon the brink of an abyss. The position of the foremost is an awful one. They point out the path to those who are to follow them and are themselves completely ignorant, both of what they are doing, and of the things that impel them to act as they do. There is not one man among them who could now answer the direct question, why do you lead the life that you lead? Why do you do what you do? I have addressed such questions to hundreds of men and have never received a direct reply.

Instead of a plain answer to the question, I always receive an answer to some question that I had not asked. Whenever I asked a Catholic, Protestant or Orthodox believer why he lived as he did, so contrary to the doctrine of Christ which he professed, instead of a direct answer, each would begin to talk of the lamentable want of faith of the present generation, of the wicked men who propagate irreligion, and of what awaited the church in future. But the answer, why the man did not do what his creed enjoined, was never given to me.

Instead of answering about himself, he would speak of the general state of mankind and of the church, as if his own life was of no importance whatever, and as if he would, he were engrossed by the idea of saving all mankind, and especially the institution called the Church. A philosopher, whether an idealist, a spiritualist, a pessimist, or a positivist, would answer the question of why he did not live according to his philosophical teaching by talking of the progress of mankind and of the historical law of that progress, thanks to which mankind was rapidly advancing towards perfect happiness. But he would never give a direct answer to the question

why he himself, in his own life, did not fulfil what he considered rational. The philosopher, like the believer, seems to be taken up with observing the general laws of all humanity, rather than with the ordering of his own individual life. If you ask an average man, a representative, of the great majority of the civilized men who are half believers, half unbelievers, and who are all, without a single exception, dissatisfied with their own lives, and with our social adjustments, and who always foresee approaching ruin. Such an average man, on being asked why he leads a life that he himself finds fault with,

and why he does nothing to improve it, never gives you a direct answer, and never speaks of himself, but turns the conversation to some general question about justice, trade, the state, or civilisation. And if he is a policeman or an attorney, he will say, and how are things to go on if, in order to better my own life, I take no part in the affairs of the country? How will trade progress? If he is a merchant, he will say, what progress will civilization make if I do not cooperate in its advancement. Each speaks as if the problem of his life did not lie in attaining the happiness toward which he strives, but in serving the state, commerce or civilization. The average man answers exactly as the believer and philosopher do. He answers a personal question

by a general one. And the reason why the believer, the philosopher and the average man retort by a general question is that not one of them has any true notion of life, and each of them really feels ashamed of his ignorance. It is only in our Christian world that, instead of the doctrine of life, the explanation of what our life ought to be, which is religion, there is only the explanation of why life must be such as it was of old, and the name of religion is given to a teaching that nobody needs. Nor is that all. Science has acknowledged this same fortuitous, defective position of society as the law of all mankind. Lerned men, such as Tillet, Spencer and others, argue very seriously about religion, understanding by the word the metaphysical teaching

of the origin of all, without suspecting that, instead of speaking of religion as a whole, they speak only of a part of it. The result of all this is that in our century we see wise and learned men who are naively convinced that they are devoid of all religion, only because they do not acknowledge the correctness of those metaphysical explanations that were in some past time given as explanations of life.

The idea never occurs to them that they must live in some way or other, that they do live in some way or other, that they do live in some way or other, and that it is exactly the principle on which their lives are based, that is their religion. These men imagine that they have very elevated convictions and no faith, but whatever they may say, they have faith if they accomplish any rational work, because rational work is always the result of faith. We may live according to the teaching of the world. We may lead an animal life, without acknowledging anything higher and more obligatory than the decrees of the existing authorities.

But he who lives thus cannot be said to live rationally. Before saying that we live rationally, we must answer the question, which doctrine of life do we consider as a rational one? Miserable beings that we are, we have no such doctrine. We have even lost all consciousness of the necessity for gaining any rational doctrine of life. Ask the men of our day, whether they are believers or unbelievers, what doctrine they follow. They will be obliged to confess that they follow only the laws written by the officials of the second section, or by the legislative assembly, and put in practice by the police.

This is the only teaching that our European world acknowledges. They know that this teaching does not come either from heaven or from the prophets, neither was it taught by the sages. They blame the regulations of these officials and of the legislative assemblies but submit to its executors who are the police and obey the most barbarous exactions without a murmur. The legislative assemblies have decreed

and officials have written that each young man must be ready to submit to insult death and murder and all the fathers and mothers who have grown-up sons obey the law. But all notions of there being a law that is indubitably rational and that each feels in his inmost soul to be obligatory are so lost in our world that the existence of a law among the Hebrews which defined the whole order of life for them, a law that was rendered obligatory

by the moral feeling of each, is considered as existing exclusively among the Hebrews. It is regarded as a peculiarity of the Hebrew nation that they obeyed what they considered in their inmost souls to be the indubitable truth, received directly from God, and they knew it to be such because it was in unison with their conscience. The position of an educated man, a Christian,

is considered to be a normal, a natural one when he obeys what he knows was only written by despised men and is enforced by policemen, that is, when he obeys what he feels to be unjust and contrary to his conscience. It was in vain that I looked in our civilised world for some moral principles of life that should be clearly expressed. There are none. There is even no consciousness of such principles being necessary. There is even a firm conviction that moral principles are unnecessary, and that religion only consists in words about a future life.

about God, about certain rights that, as some say, are necessary for salvation, while others consider them as totally unnecessary, and say that life goes on independently of all rules, that all that is necessary is to obey passively. The main points of faith are the doctrine of life and the explanation of what life is and ought to be. Of these, the first is considered as unimportant, and as having nothing to do with faith,

while the second is only an explanation of a life that was, in some past time, together with some conjectures about the historical progress of life, and this is considered as the most important and serious point. In all that really enters into the life of man, for instance how he is to live, is he to commit murder or not, is he to condemn his fellow creatures or not,

in what way he is to bring up his children men submit without a murmur to the rule of others who know no more than they do themselves why they themselves live as they do and why they insist upon others living the same way and men consider such a life as rational and are not ashamed of it this state of things would be awful were it universal fortunately there are men in our days the best men of our days the best men of our own time, who, dissatisfied with such a creed, have a creed of their own concerning the life that we ought to lead. These men are considered as pernicious and dangerous unbelievers, and yet they are the only believers. They are believers in the doctrine of Christ, or at least in a part of it. These men often do not know the whole doctrine of Christ. They do not properly understand it, and indeed they often reject the chief basis of the Christian faith, which is non-resistance of evil. But their faith in what life ought to be is derived from the doctrine of Christ.

However these men may be persecuted and slandered, they are the only men who do not passively submit to all that they are ordered to do, and therefore they are the only men who do not vegetate, but lead a rational life, and they are the only men who do not vegetate, and they are the only one. true believers. The link between the world and the church grew weaker and weaker, according as its teaching flowed more and more into the world. And now the last link which bound us to the church is breaking and an independent process of life is beginning. The teaching of the church, with its dogmas, councils and hierarchy is unquestionably bound up with the doctrine of Christ. Our European world, outwardly so self-confident, bold and decided, and yet in the depth of its consciousness,

so terrified and confused, is undergoing what a newborn babe does. It tosses about, turning from side to side, crying, and not knowing what it is to do. It feels that the source of its former nourishment has dried up, but does not yet know where to look for a new one. It is thus with our European world. See what a complicated, seemingly rational, energetic life there is in our European world. Art, science, trade and social activity, all are full of life. But all this only lives because its mother has recently fed it. The church brought the rational doctrine of Christ into the world. It has done its business and now has withered away. All the organs of the world are full of life. but the source of their former nourishment is stopped and they have not found a new one.

They seek it everywhere. The world now has to comprehend that the former unconscious process of nourishment has outlived its time and that a new conscious process of nourishment is necessary. This new process consists in admitting those truths of the Christian doctrine that had formerly flowed into the world through the medium of the church. church and that are the sources of life. Men must again lift up the light that was hidden from them, and they must place it high before themselves and others, and consciously live in that light.

The doctrine of Christ as a religion that defines life, and gives an explanation of human life, stands now as it did 1800 years ago before the world. But before, the world had the interpretations of the church, which, while hiding the doctrine from their eyes, seemed to suffice for its life. But now the time has come when the church has served its time, and the world has no one to explain to it the problem of its new life, and feeling its helplessness must accept the doctrine of Christ. Christ teaches us, first of all, to believe in the light while the light is in us. Christ teaches men to place this light of reason above all else, to live up to it, and not to do what they themselves acknowledge to be irrational.

If you consider it irrational to kill Turks or Germans, do not do so. If you consider it irrational to force poor creatures to work hard in order that you may wear fine hats or have fine drawing rooms, do not do so. If you find it a irrational proceeding, to shut up those who have been depraved by idleness in a prison, in this way to condemn them to the worst possible company and to complete idleness, then do not do so. If you think it irrational, to live in an infected town, when you can live in the fresh fields, do not do so. If you consider it irrational to make your children study the dead languages more than they do anything else, then do not do so.

The doctrine of Christ is light. The light shines. It is impossible not to accept the light when it shines. It is impossible to struggle against it. It is impossible to refuse to accept it. It is impossible to refuse the doctrine of Christ because it encompasses all the errors in which men live. And like the ether which those who study the philosophy of nature speak of, it penetrates all. The doctrine of Christ is essential for each, whatever position he may be in. Christ's doctrine must be accepted by men, not because it is impossible to deny the metaphysical explanation of life that it gives, we may deny all we choose, but because it alone gives us rules of life, without which mankind cannot live, if at least they wish to live as rational beings. The power of Christ's doctrine does not lie in the explanations it gives of the sense of life, but in the doctrine of life that flows out of it. The metaphysical teaching of Christ is not new.

It is a teaching that is written in the hearts of men, and that all the truly wise men of the world preached. But the power of Christ's doctrine lies in the practical application of this metaphysical teaching to life. The metaphysical foundation of the teaching of the ancient Hebrews and of that of Christ is the same. Love to God and love to our neighbour. But the application of this doctrine to life, according to Moses and according to the law of Christ, is very different. According to the law of Moses, it was necessary to fulfil 613 commandments, including some most senseless and cruel ones, all based upon the authority of the scriptures.

According to the law of Christ, the teaching that flows out of the same metaphysical basis is expressed in five rational commandments, which carry their own meaning and their own justification along with them and which embrace the life of all mankind. The doctrine of Christ would not be rejected either by Jews, Buddhists, Muslims or others, even if they doubted the truth of their own creed, still less can it be rejected by our Christian world which has no other moral law.

The doctrine of Christ does not disagree with men in respect to their view of life, but including it gives them what is wanting in it, what is indispensable. It points out to them a path that is not a new one, but one familiar to them from their childhood. You are a believer, whatever creed you may profess. You believe in the creation of the world, in the Trinity, in the fall and the redemption of man, in the sacraments, in the efficacy of prayer, or in the church. Christ's doctrine does not tell you that your creed is wrong.

It only gives it what is wanting. While you keep to your present creed, you feel that the life of the world and your own life are full of evil, and you see no way of escaping from this evil. The doctrine of Christ, obligatory to you, being the teaching of your God, gives you simple rules that will deliver you and others from that evil. Believe in resurrection from the dead, believe in paradise, in hell, in the Pope, in the church. Pray as your creed enjoins you to do. Keep the fasts, sing psalms, and all this does not prevent you from fulfilling what Christ tells you to do

in order to attain true happiness. Namely, avoid anger, do not commit adultery, do not swear, do not defend yourself by violence, never make war. It may perhaps happen that you will not always fulfil all this. You will yield to temptation and transgress one of these laws, just as you violate the rules of the civil law or the laws of good breeding. You will perhaps, in a moment of impulse, swerve from the rules laid down by Christ.

But in your calmer moments, do not act as you do now. Do not organise your life in a way that renders it difficult to avoid anger and adultery, to abstain from swearing and using violence or making war, but organise it in a way that should make all these things difficult to do. You must admit the duty of acting thus, for these are the commandments of God. You are perhaps an unbeliever or a philosopher. You say that all goes on in the world according to a law that you have discovered. The doctrine of Christ fully acknowledges the law that you have discovered,

but independent of this law, which will bring good to mankind after thousands of years, is your own individual life. Now you have no rules at all for your own individual life, except those written by men whom you despise and enforced by the police. The doctrine of Christ gives you rules that decidedly agree with your law, for your law of altruism is nothing but a bad periphrasis for the doctrine of Christ. Or you are neither a believer nor an unbeliever. You have no time to seek the purpose of life,

and you have no definite creed. It is enough for you that you ask. act as all others do. Then Christ's doctrine says in effect to you, you are unable to verify the truth of the doctrine that is preached to you. You find it easier to follow the example of those around you. But, however humble you may be in mind, you have a judge in your heart, who sometimes makes you feel that you have acted rightly, and at other times shows you that you are wrong. However modest your lot may be, you cannot help sometimes ask you, sometimes asking yourself, ought I to act as all around me do, or according to my own feeling? And no sooner

does the question arise in your mind than the precepts of Christ are found to answer both your reason and your conscience. If you are more a believer than an unbeliever, you act according to the will of God by following the precepts of Christ. If you are more a free thinker than a believer, by obeying Christ's precepts you follow the most rational laws that ever existed in the world, as you will see yourself, because the precepts of Christ bear their own justification in themselves. Christ says in John chapter 12 verse 31, Now is the judgment of this world, now shall the prince of this world be cast out. He says likewise in John 16 verse 33.

These things I have spoken to you, that in me you might have peace. In the world you shall have tribulation. But be of good cheer. I have overcome the world. And it is in this way that the world, or the evil that is in the world, is overcome. If a world of evil still exists, it exists only as something that is dead. It lives only by inertia. there is no force of life in it.

It does not exist for him who believes in the commandments of Christ. It is conquered by the rational consciousness of the Son of man. For whatever is born of God overcomes the world. The victory that overcomes the world is your faith. 1 John 5 verse 4. The faith that overcomes the world is faith in the teaching of Christ. End of Chapter 11. Chapter 12 of What I Believe. This is a Librivox recording. All Librivox Recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librivox.org.

What I Believe by Count Leo Tolstoy, translated by Constantine Popoff. Chapter 12 I believe in the doctrine of Christ, and the articles of my belief are as follows. I believe that true happiness will only be possible when all men begin to follow Christ's doctrine. I believe that the fulfillment of this doctrine is easy, possible and conducive to happiness. I believe that, even if it is left unfulfilled by all around me, if I have to stand alone among men, I cannot do otherwise than to follow it in order to save my own life from inevitable destruction. I believe that while I followed the teaching of the world, my life was a life of suffering and that it is only by living according to the doctrine of Christ that I can attain the happiness

that the Father of Life destined me to enjoy in this world. The law is given through Moses, but happiness and truth are given through Jesus Christ. John chapter 1 verse 17. The doctrine of Christ is happiness and truth. When I did not know the truth, I did not know true happiness, thinking that evil was happiness. I fell into evil, and I doubted my right to long for happiness. Now I have understood and believed that the happiness for which I long

is the will of the Father, and is the lawful basis of my life. Christ says to me Live for your happiness and for that of others and do not believe in the snares temptations candelos that attract you by a semblance of happiness while they in reality deprive you of it

and entice you into evil your happiness is in your unity with all men do not deprive yourself of the happiness given to you Christ has revealed to me that love toward all men is not only a duty that we must all strive after, but that in it lies true happiness, a happiness as natural to men as it is to children, as he says, and it is innate in all men until it is destroyed by deceit, error and temptation.

Christ has not only revealed this to me, but has enumerated in his commandments all the temptations that draw me away from the state of unity, love, and happiness natural to man, and entice me into the snares of wickedness. The commandments of Christ show me how to escape the temptations that led me away from true happiness. Happiness was given to me, and I have destroyed it. Christ's commandments reveal the snares that have destroyed my happiness, and therefore I cannot help endeavouring to avoid them. My creed is in this and in this alone. Christ has shown me that the first snare is enmity, anger. I believe this and can therefore no longer

harbour a feeling of enmity against any man. I can no longer pride myself upon my anger, as I used to do, nor justify it to myself by thinking myself great and clever, and others insignificant and foolish. As soon as I remember that I am giving way to anger, I can no longer refuse to acknowledge myself in the wrong, nor can I help seeking to be reconciled to those who are at enmity with me. Nor is that all. If I know that my anger is unnatural and wicked, I likewise know the snare that led me into it.

The snare was my standing aloof from others, acknowledging only a few as my equals and all the rest of the world as insignificant, rachas, or foolish and ignorant. You fool. I see now that these habits of holding myself aloof from others and considering them as fools, Racas, were the chief causes of my enmity toward men. On recalling my past life to mind, I now see that I never once harbored a feeling of enmity toward those whom I considered my superiors, those whom I considered better and nobler than me, and that I never intentionally wounded their feelings, that, on the contrary, the most trifling

circumstances sufficed to excite my anger against a man whom I considered my inferior, and the more I considered myself above him, the easier I found it to outrage him. But I know now that he who humbles himself before others, and who works for others, is the only one who stands above the rest. I understand now that what is highly esteemed by men is abomination in the sight of God why woe is foretold to the rich and famous and why beggars and those who are humble are the blessed my understanding of this has changed my view of all that is good and noble

or bad and base in life all that had formerly seemed good and noble in my eyes things such as honour glory education riches, all the refinements of life, elegant furniture, good food, fine clothes, etc., have grown worthless to me. All that had seemed bad and base, such things as obscurity, poverty, uncouth manners,

simplicity of furniture, of food, of clothes, etc., have grown good and noble in my eyes. If, therefore, I now inadvertently give myself up to anger, and wound and others' feelings, I dare not, after a moment's serious reflection, yield to the temptation that deprives me of true happiness, union, and love, any more than a man can set a snare for himself in which he was once caught. I can no longer try to rise above other men and to separate myself from them, nor can I allow either rank or title for others or myself, except the title of man.

I can no longer seek fame or glory, nor can I help trying to get rid of my riches, which separate me from my fellow creatures. I cannot help seeking in my way of life, in its surroundings, in my food, my clothes and my manners, to draw nearer to the majority of men and to avoid all that separates me from them. Christ has shown me that the second snare that destroys my happiness

is lasciviousness, sensuality. Knowing this, I can no longer acknowledge such passions to be natural, and I cannot justify them to myself. No sooner did I feel that I'm giving way to my passions, then I know myself to be in an unhealthy, unnatural state of mind, and try by all possible means to escape this evil. And knowing the sin, I know too the snares that led me in. into it, and I can no longer yield to it. I know that the chief cause of temptation lies in the separation of men and women from those to whom they were once united. I know now that the forsaking of those to whom men and women have been once united is the divorce that Christ forbids, for it brings depravity into the world. On recalling my past life, I see clearly that it was not only

the unnatural education I had received that had led me into lasciviousness, by both physically and morally exciting my passions and justifying them by all the refinements of wit, but likewise by having forsaken the woman with whom I had first been united. I understood the full meaning of Christ's words, and saw that God had created man and woman in order that they might live in couples, and that what God had joined together should never be put asunder. I now see clearly that monogamy is the natural law of mankind and must never be broken. I understand the words that he who divorces his wife, that is the woman to whom he was first united, forces her to commit adultery and brings new evil into the world.

My belief in this has changed my former estimate of what is good and noble or bad and base in life. The things that I had formerly prized, a refined, elegant life and a passionate and poetic love extolled by all poets and artists, has become wicked and hideous in my eyes. A hard-working, poor, simple life, which masters human passions alone seems desirable. It is not our human institution of marriage that makes really lawful the union of man and woman. I consider as sacred and obligatory, that union alone which, once and forever, binds a man to the first woman he loves. I can no longer give way to idleness and an easy life, which always tends to excite inordinate desires, nor can I find pleasure in novel reading, poetry, music, or balls, which I had hitherto regarded not only as innocent, but even as refined occupations.

i cannot forsake my wife for i now know that my doing so is a snare for others for her and for myself neither can i co-operate in the separation of any husband and wife whether their union has been associated with church rights or not every union between a man and a woman i consider to be sacred and binding to the end of their days christ has revealed to me that the third snare that destroys my happiness is the taking of an oath I believe this, and I dare not take any oath, nor dare I allege, for my justification, that my doing so cannot harm any one, that all do so, that the state requires it of me, and that my refusing to do so will do no good either to others or myself. I know that this is an evil for all men and me, and I cannot do it. I know besides wherein the temptation lay which enticed me. into this evil, and I dare not yield to it any more. I know that the snare lies in our sanctioning

deception. Men swear to submit to the commands of other men, whereas man must submit to God alone. The most awful evils in the world, by the consequences they entail, such as war, imprisonment, executions and torture, only exist through this snare, by which all response to us. is taken off those who do evil. I now understand the meaning of the words. All that is more than a simple affirmation or negation, yes or no, is evil. Every promise is evil.

Having understood this, I now see that the taking of an oath is against my own good, as well as the good of others, and the knowledge that it is so has altered my estimation of what is good and noble. or bad and base. All that had seemed most good and noble to me before, obligatory allegiance to the government, the extortion of oaths from men, all the deeds conscience condemns that are mostly the result of a man's having taken an oath, seem bad and base to me now. Therefore I can no longer set aside the commandment of Christ which says, swear not at all. I cannot now swear an oath, nor can I insist upon others doing so,

nor can I encourage men to consider taking an oath as necessary or even harmless. Christ has revealed to me that the fourth snare is resisting evil by violence. I know that my doing so leads others and me into evil, and cannot therefore justify myself by saying that it is necessary for the protection of others, of my property or of myself. No sooner do I remember this than I cannot help abstaining from violence of every kind. And I know likewise what the snare is. It is the erroneous idea that my welfare can be secured by defending my property and myself against others.

I now know that the greater part of the evil men suffer from arises from this. Instead of working for others, each tries to work as lithe. as possible, and forcibly makes others work for him. And on recalling to mind all the evil done by others and myself, I see that it proceeded, for the most part, from our considering it possible to secure and better our conditions by violence. I now understand the meaning of the words man is born not to be ministered to, but to minister to others. I now understand the saying, laborer is worthy of his hire. I now believe that my happiness and that of all men will only be attained when each labours for others and not for himself, when none refuses to labor for him

who is in need of help. My belief in this has altered my estimate of good and evil. All that I had formerly prized, such things as riches, property, honour, and self-dignity have grown worthless in my eyes. And all I had formerly despised such things as hard work, poverty, humility, the renunciation of property and the renunciation of one's rights, have grown good and noble in my eyes. If I now feel tempted to defend others or myself, the property of others or my own, by violence, I can no longer give way to temptation. I dare not amass riches for myself. I dare not use violence of any kind against my fellow creatures, except perhaps against a child in order to save it from present harm, nor can I now take part in any sort of authority, the purpose of which is to

protect men's property by violence. I can neither be a judge nor take part in judging and condemning. Christ has revealed to me that the fifth snare is the distinction we make between our own and foreign nations. If, therefore, a feeling of enmity arises in my heart against a foreigner, I cannot help acknowledging, after a few moments' serious reflection, that the feeling is a wicked one, and I can no longer justify this feeling to myself by acknowledging the superiority of my own nation over others, or by the cruelty or barbarity of any other nation. I cannot help trying to be kinder and more friendly toward a foreigner than toward my own countrymen rather than otherwise. And knowing that the distinction I formerly made between my own and other nations is evil,

I see the snare that led me into this evil and can no longer consciously let myself be drawn into it. It is the erroneous idea that my welfare is linked only with that of my native land, and not with that of all mankind. But I now know that my unity with other men cannot be destroyed by frontiers, barriers, the disposal of kingdoms, or by my belonging to some particular nation. I now know that men are equal everywhere,

that all are brethren. On recalling to mind all the evil that I did myself and that I suffered from others in consequence of the enmity that so often exists between different nations, it is clear to me that the cause was the gross imposition called patriotism. I can remember perfectly well that the feeling of enmity toward other nations, the assumption that a difference existed between them and myself, was not a feeling natural to me, but was grafted upon me by the senseless education given to me. But I now understand the meaning of the

words, love your enemies, do good to them. They are all the children of one father, therefore be like the father, that is, make no distinction between men, treat all as brethren. I now see clearly that I can only attain happiness by being in unity with all my fellow creatures. I believe in this, and this belief has completely altered my former estimate of what is good and noble, or bad and base. All that I formerly prized as something worthy of respect, love for our native land, pride in our country, and our administration in military exploits, now seems not only pitiful, but also hideous to me. Cosmopolitanism, which I had formerly despised, now seems a noble thing to me.

I can no longer take any part in quarrels between various nations, either in speech or by writing. Neither can I take part in any of the various administrations based on the difference of nationality, either in custom houses, in collecting taxes, in preparing ammunition or firearms, or in military service. Still less can I take part in war against other nations. and having understood what is conducive to happiness, I can no longer do what deprives me of it. I believe that I must live thus. I believe that it is only by living thus

that I can find a rational purpose in life. I believe that my rational life is the light given to me in order that it should shine before men, not in my words, but in my good deeds, that men may glorify their father. Matthew 5 verse 6. I believe that my life and my knowledge of the truth are the treasure that has been entrusted to me, that they are a fire that cannot be quenched. I believe that I am a Ninevite in relation to other Jonas from whom I have learned the truth, but that I am also Jonah in relation to

other Ninevites, to whom it is my duty to reveal the truth. I believe that the only true purpose of my life is to live up to the light that is in me, not to conceal it, but to set it high before men that all should see it. And this belief gives me new strength to fulfil the doctrine of Christ, and destroys all the obstacles that had formerly stood in my way. All that had undermined my belief in the truth of Christ's doctrine, and had made it seem impracticable, all that had set me against it, such as having to endure privation, suffering and death at the hands of those who do not know his doctrine, is just what now confirms its truth in my eyes and attracts me toward it. Christ has said, when you lift up the son of man, all will be drawn up,

and I feel myself irresistibly drawn to him. He said likewise, the truth will set you free, and I feel completely free. I had previously thought that enemies would come to make war, or wicked men would assault me, and if I did not defend myself, they would despoil me and all my family. They would abuse us, torture and kill me and mine, and this seemed horrible to me. But all that troubled me before has now turned to joy and confirmed the truth. I know that my enemies, the so-called wicked men of the world, robbers, etc., are men and are the sons of men, that they, like me, bear love for goodness and hatred of evil innate in them, that they live as I do on the eve of death, and, like me, can only be saved by fulfilling the doctrine

of Christ. If the truth is unknown to them and they do evil, my knowing the world, my knowing the truth makes it my duty to reveal it to those who do not know it. I cannot do so otherwise than by refusing to take any part in evil, and by confessing the truth by my deeds. You say, if enemies, such as Germans, Turks or savages, come to attack you, and if you do not make war, they will kill you all. This is an error. If there were a society of Christians who did no evil to anybody, and who gave the surplus of their labour to others, no enemies, either Germans, Turks or savages, would torture or kill them. They would take what these Christians, for whom there would exist no difference between Germans, Turks or savages, would give up to them.

If a Christian is called upon to take part in war, that is the moment for him to testify the truth to those who do not know it, nor can he testify it in any other way than indeed, by refusing to go to war and doing good to all, whether they are enemies or not. But if the family of a Christian is assaulted, not by foreign enemies but by wicked men in his own country, and if he does not defend himself,

he and his family will be robbed, tortured and killed, this is an error again. if all the members of a family were christians and gave up their lives to the service of others not one man would despoil them or kill them muclumakli settled among a most brutal tribe of savages and was not murdered by them they learned to love him and submitted to him because he did not require anything of them but did as much good to them as he could if a christian has to live amidst relations and friends who are not Christians in the full sense of the word, who defend themselves and their property by violence, and who call upon him to take part in their violence, then is the time for him to fulfil the duty for which life was given to him.

The knowledge of the truth is only given to a Christian in order that he should make it known to others, and especially to those he is more closely connected with, and to whom he is bound by ties of relationship or friendship, and the Christian can testify to the truth in no other way than by avoiding the errors into which others have fallen and refusing to take part either in the violence of the aggressors or of those who resist them,

by giving all up to others and by showing that his only desire is to fulfil the will of God and that he fears nothing as much as acting against it. But the country cannot allow a member to evade fulfil, fulfilling the duties incumbent on every citizen. The administration of the country requires each man to take his oath of allegiance, to take part in judging and condemning. Each man is obliged to enter the military service, and if he refuses, he will be exposed to punishment, exile, imprisonment or even death. And here again, the Christian is called upon to fulfill his duty to

God. The Christian knows that all these things are required of him by men who do not know the truth, and therefore he who does know it must testify to those who do not. The violence, imprisonment, perhaps even death, to which the Christian will then be exposed, in consequence of his refusal, will enable him to testify to the truth, not in words but in deeds. Every act, of violence, pillage, execution and war, is the result not of the irrational force of nature, but of man's ignorance of the truth. And therefore, the greater the evil these men do, the further they are from the truth, the more desperate is their state, and the more necessary it is that they should be taught the truth. And a Christian can only transmit the knowledge of the

truth to others by keeping away from the error they are in. and by returning good for evil. The whole duty of a Christian, the whole purpose of his life, which cannot be destroyed by death, lies in this. Men, linked together by deception, form, we might say, a compact body.

In the compactness of this body lies all the evil of the world. Revolutions are only efforts to break this compact body by violence, but its component parts will last until an inward power is communicated to them that can force them asunder. The chain that fetters them is falsehood, deception.

The power that sets each link of this human chain free is truth. The truth is transmitted to men by deeds. Deeds, which bring the light to each man's heart, can alone destroy the chain and remove one man from another out of the compact mass fettered by falsehood and this has gone on for eighteen hundred years the work began when the commandments of christ were first placed before the world and it will not end until all is fulfilled as christ says matthew five verse eighteen The church, whose members tried to unite men by persuading them that it was necessary for salvation, to blindly believe that the truth was in her, is no more.

But the church, whose followers are not united by promises of reward, but by good deeds, lives and will live forever. That church does not consist of men who cry, Lord, Lord, and live in sin, but of men who hear his words and follow his commandments. Those who belong to that church know that their lives will be blessed if they do not break the unity of the Son of Man, and that their happiness can only be destroyed by their leaving the commandments of Christ unfulfilled.

And therefore they follow them and teach others to do the same. It does not matter if these men are few in number, many they are that church which shall not be overcome and which all men will join sooner or later fear not little flock for it is your father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom end of chapter twelve and end of what i believe by count leo tolstoy