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Episode Date: December 6, 2025

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Starting point is 00:00:01 My name is Mr. Halbrook, and I've been teaching for more than 15 years, long enough to know that kids are kids no matter where you go. Noisy, rowdy, and inventive in ways that adults forget how to be. But last fall, I moved north to a smaller district. I found myself in charge of a class where the children weren't like any I'd taught before. They weren't bad by any stretch, just different. wary, perhaps. They could scream their lungs out over dodgeball one minute, then fall into eerie silence the next.
Starting point is 00:00:41 It was during one of those silences that I noticed their game. At first, I thought it was just a variation on tag or some regional playground chant like duck-dug goose. They formed a loose circle, walking slowly around a chosen child, and began chanting. It wasn't a rhyme I record, just the cadence of names. All the while, the one in the middle baited, teased, tricked the others into speaking their own name, and whoever slipped became it. That much I could follow.
Starting point is 00:01:21 The rules weren't the strange part. What unsettled me was how serious they treated it. The game always began the same way. Voices hushed, steps measured, a kind of nervous reverence. The playground could be roaring with sounds, and still, when that circle formed, the noise dimmed as if some unspoken boundary had dropped around them. And whoever was chosen as it never looked like they were playing. They didn't laugh or roll their eyes or chase after friends. They slumped, shoulders heavy, eyes downcast. More than once, I saw tears. I taught myself it was just part of the act, a way of making the role less desirable. Kids invent these things.
Starting point is 00:02:14 Loser rules, penalties, all to add stakes. Still, they left a sour taste in my mouth. Sometimes they tried it on me. Come on, what's your first name, Mr. Hellbrook? They'd sing song, grinning as though they might trick me. Just your first name. Just once. But I'd been around long enough to keep that line firm.
Starting point is 00:02:41 Teachers who gave away too much too quickly always regretted it. So I'd smile, shake my head, and repeat the rule I'd carried my whole career. I'm Mr. Hallbrook to you. Nothing more. The attempts never went anywhere. They'd shrug, laugh it off, and return to their circle, whispering among themselves. I might have ignored it altogether if it weren't for what happened that Tuesday. It had been a difficult week already.
Starting point is 00:03:16 Gray skies, restless kids, and too much pent-up energy. During recess, I spotted them forming the circle again. This time, the child in the centre was Noah, a boy I knew well. He'd been having trouble at home, frequent absences, a father in an hour, to the picture, a mother working two jobs to keep the lights on. I'd spent extra time with him in class, coaxing him into reading out loud, praising every small victory. And now, here he was it. The other kid circled him, voices low and insistent. Noa's head hung, his hands knotted into fists. He wasn't just sulking. I could see it in his face, the pale tightness around his mouth,
Starting point is 00:04:10 the tremor in his shoulders. He looked hollow, like someone had scooped out his inside and left him with nothing but fear. My gut clenched. I'd seen plenty of kids pout over losing games, but this wasn't pouting. It was despair. And when I talked to him, took a step closer. I swore I saw his lips moving, whispering something under his breath, not to the others or to himself, to something else. It all looked too much. When the bell rang, I caught Noah before he could slip back into the tide of students. He dragged his feet, shoulders slumped, trying to avoid my eye. Walk with me, I said, steering him toward the bench by the fence.
Starting point is 00:05:05 He sat reluctantly, clutching the straps of his backpack like a shield. You seemed upset out there, I began gently. The game. It didn't look fun to you. Noah hunched further, eyes fixed on the gravel. It's just a game. Doesn't have to be, I said. If the other kids are giving you trouble, I can step in.
Starting point is 00:05:32 No one should have to make you feel like. like that. That got a flicker. His eyes darted up, then away again. You don't understand. Then help me. I can't fix what I don't know. Silence stretched between us. I waited. Years and classrooms had taught me patience, but also the look of a kid holding back something important. Finally, he shook his head. It's not trouble, it's the rules. What rules? He presses lips tighter.
Starting point is 00:06:16 When I leaned forward, he whispered, almost inaudible. We can't tell. If we tell, you join the game. I frowned. You can tell me, I won't let the others know. No answer. He hunched lower, curling into himself. His face looked up.
Starting point is 00:06:39 older than ten years should, drawn and wary. It was like I was talking to someone who'd already seen too much. I tried another angle. Noah, you're a smart kid. You know games are supposed to be fun. But when you play this one, you look like you're carrying the world on your back. That's not fun. That's...
Starting point is 00:07:03 I start myself before saying something wrong. That's heavy. and I don't like seeing you sad. He shook his head again. You can't help. Something in his tone hit me harder than I expected. A resignation no child should carry. For the rest of the morning, I couldn't shake it.
Starting point is 00:07:29 I kept glancing at him while teaching fractions, watching his pencil move half-heartedly across the page. His eyes clouded with something I couldn't name. At lunch I tried again, this time with a whole class. I leaned against the edge of my desk while they opened lunch boxes and chattered. So, I said casually, that game you all like to play, the name one. What's it about? Silence spread across the classroom like inking water.
Starting point is 00:08:04 Conversations died mid-sentence. Even the kids who were usually loudest stared down. their food. It's just a game, one muttered. Looks a little more serious than that. No one answered. I scanned the faces, tense, every one of them avoiding my eyes. Then a girl at the back, brave or careless, spoke without looking up.
Starting point is 00:08:33 If you don't pass it on, it stays. The room went rigid. A few kids hissed at her, shushing. She stuffed a cracker into her mouth and refused to say more. I raised my eyebrows, trying to make light of it. Pass what on? The silence was total. I let it drop, not wanting to spook them further,
Starting point is 00:09:01 for the words echoed in my mind all afternoon. If you don't pass it on, it stays. I found myself glancing at Noah again and again. His face was pale, drawn, his movement sluggish. It wasn't the look of a kid being teased. It was the look of someone bearing something he couldn't put down. By the final bell, my decision was made. I'd never joined their games before,
Starting point is 00:09:35 never blurred the line between Mr. Halbrook and the children. But seeing Noah like that, knowing he carried something, something he believed he couldn't share. It gnawed at me. If joining their game gave me an angle to help these kids, it was worth loosening up a bit. So the next day, at recess, when the circle formed and the chanting began, I stepped closer. Noah's eyes widened when I knelt beside him. Tell you what, I said softly. How about I play this? time. The kids froze midstep, their faces pale as snow. The circle went still. Twenty children frozen in place, eyes locked to me as though I'd broken some unspoken law.
Starting point is 00:10:29 Teachers don't play, one of the girls whispered. Why not? I asked, keeping my tone gentle, playful. Seems like fun. Maybe I'll be better at it than you think. Noah's lips parted. His face caught somewhere between fear and hope. For the first time all week, his shoulders seemed to ease. You can, he murmured, but you have to do it right. And what's right, I asked. His eyes flicked up to mine. You have to say your full name.
Starting point is 00:11:11 The words may the rest of the circle flinch. One boy hissed through his teeth, shaking his. head, another tugged at Noah's sleeve, urging him to stop. But Noah was insistent. It doesn't count otherwise, I hesitated. Fifteen years in classroom had taught me the power of boundaries. My first name was one of them. I'd never given it, not even when begged or teased.
Starting point is 00:11:42 It was a line between me and them, not to keep distance, but to keep authority. I was Mr. Hallbrook always. And yet, Noah was smiling now, faintly, the first real smile I'd seen from him in weeks. A fragile thing, but real. What harm could a name do? All right, I said, lowing my voice so he could hear, just this once. I leaned in. Whisped it, my full name.
Starting point is 00:12:21 John Halbrook, the change was instant. The circle, which had been stiff and uncertain, erupted in motion. The children's voices rose in a sudden chant, names spilling into rhythm. They circled me, faces pale, but eyes fixed, the words tumbling over each other in a frenzy. Noah staggered back, relief breaking across his face like dawn. He led out a sharp, almost joyful laugh before clapping both hands over his mouth. The colour returned to his cheeks, his eyes bright again, as though the invisible weight had slipped off his shoulders.
Starting point is 00:13:05 They glanced at me, then in each other, then at Noah. And I realised this wasn't the laughter of a shared joke. This was the laughter of release. I'd taken something from him, something he was glad to lose. By the time the bell rang, the game was over. The children scattered, shoving lunchboxes into backpacks, dashing toward the cafeteria. The chatter returned, loud and unbothered, as though the past half hour had never happened. All except Noah.
Starting point is 00:13:42 He lingered, grinning sheepishly as he adjusted his straps. Thanks, Mr. Hellbrook, he whispered. then darted off after the others. For the rest of the afternoon, I wrote that warmth. He was lighter, brighter. He raised his hand twice during reading group and even volunteered to help collect papers. Seeing him unburdened, made the unease worth it.
Starting point is 00:14:11 Maybe the game really was just a strange playground ritual and stepping into it had given him the break he needed. Maybe. That night, the doubts began. I was grading essays in the quiet of my apartment when I heard it first. Faint, indistinct. My pen paused mid-mark. I froze listening.
Starting point is 00:14:43 John. It came from the kitchen. No, not from. Through. The way a draft moved through walls, whispered as though someone leaned close behind me. my ear, but with no breath, no body. I stood, heart-pounding, checking every room. Nothing, locked windows, bolted door, silence. Back at the desk, the papers were scattered,
Starting point is 00:15:16 deliberately rearranged. My name was written across them in faint, uneven strokes, lettered again and again by invisible hands. I gathered them quickly and shoved them into a drawer, sat in the dark pulse hammering. From the corner of the room, just beyond where the lamplight reached, came a whisper again. I didn't sleep that night.
Starting point is 00:15:47 Every time I closed my eyes, I heard it repeated, patient, endless, as though something had finally learned what it needed. The whispers didn't stop. Never loud, just present, slipping through the cracks in my apartment at night, curling under the hum of the refrigerator, murmuring from the dark corners of the bedroom.
Starting point is 00:16:15 Always my full name, patient, relentless. It wasn't violent, but it made everything feel wrong. At school, it followed me, interrupting my teachings and a statement. semi-regular basis. The kids knew. When I stumbled through roll call, distracted, they exchanged looks, whispers darted between them like sparks.
Starting point is 00:16:43 He's it now, the collector's on him. The relief in Noah's face cut deeper than any accusation. He smiled in a way I'd never seen him smile before. Full and unburdened. He was light as air. That was when I understood. The game wasn't cruel, it wasn't bullying. It was survival.
Starting point is 00:17:08 A ritual not to entertain, but to pass on the weight before it hollowed them out. And now... It was mine. By the third day, the headaches began. They weren't normal, just a constant pressure on the back of my skull, like someone pressing a hand there and never letting me. go. Sleep came in fragments, half an hour at a time, before the whispers snapped me awake. In the classroom, I caught myself muttering, not whole sentences, not lessons, just my own name,
Starting point is 00:17:47 over and over, lips moving soundlessly until I realized what I was doing. And every time I slipped, the room seemed to darken a fraction, as if something had leaned closer to hear. The children noticed before I admitted it to myself. At first they were delighted. I stumbled over math drills, forgot spelling lists, let the schedule drift. My faltering control meant longer recesses, free periods, games spilling into lessons. The laughter rang down the halls, unburdened and wild. But joy only lasts so long when it curdles against fear.
Starting point is 00:18:30 By the end of the week, my hands shook when I tried to write on the board, my eyes burned, heavy with exhaustion, black crescents blooming beneath them. Once, mid-sentence, I stopped cold, unable to remember what I just said. The silence stretched until one boy nervously supplied the answer himself. The laughter died. Now the whispers in the classroom weren't playful. They were anxious. I'd look up from grading and find 20 pairs of eyes watching me, wide and uncertain. Even Noah, freed from his burden, avoided my gaze. Relief lingered in his face, yes, but guilt too. The smile he'd carried a dim to something smaller, tighter. He knew what I carried now.
Starting point is 00:19:26 By the time Friday came, I could barely hold the same. the chalk. I leaned against the desk, the room spinning, word stumbling from my mouth in fragments. The children sat frozen, recess balls and touched, pencils idle in their hands. They weren't celebrating anymore. When the bell rang, they filed out slowly, whispering among themselves. I sat with my head in my hands, trying not to mutter my own name out loud. There was when I noticed the folded scrap of paper tugged beneath my notebook. Small, careful handwriting in pencil.
Starting point is 00:20:09 Don't keep it too long. It hurts. My chest tightened. No signature. Just the warning. By the second week, I started to consider it. The thought crept in your and roll call. I read the names in order.
Starting point is 00:20:32 Carter, Diaz, Huang, each child answering, here without hesitation. But what if I pushed harder? I imagined pausing over a student's name, pretending to mispronounce it, then frowning until they corrected me. Not just their first name, but the whole thing drawn out for clarity. Their full name. The game would recognize it, the collector which, shift to them. I pictured it again
Starting point is 00:21:05 your unwritten work. I could hand back papers insisting on formality. Read your name for me, all of it. A teacher's request. They wouldn't question it. The burden would fall just like it always did in the game. The images made me sick, but they clung to me anyway. But when I glanced up, I saw their faces, not mischievous now or playful, concerned, eyes darting to my shaking hands, my ashen skin, the way I stumbled through lessons.
Starting point is 00:21:44 Their worry hit me harder than the whispers ever could. I dropped the papers, voice rough. Go on, recess. They scattered too quickly, the relief obvious. and in the sudden quiet I heard a murmur at the window carried on no wind a girl lingered
Starting point is 00:22:08 fiddling with her sleeve she didn't meet my eyes when she said you're not supposed to keep it it's worse if you do worse how I asked my voice cracking she only shook her head
Starting point is 00:22:25 we don't know nobody ever lasts this long That night I lay awake, staring at the ceiling. The whispers filled every shadow, pressing against my ears, my throat, the corners of the room. For the first time, I thought of outsiders, another teacher, a clerk at the grocery store, my sister if I called her, anyone, someone who could take it, someone who wouldn't know how it worked. But the thought collapsed in on itself almost as soon as it formed. They didn't know the rules.
Starting point is 00:23:07 They wouldn't understand the game, would know how to pass it on. What if they kept it forever? What if they broke under it? And worse, they'd know who had given it to them. I pressed my palms into my eyes until I saw sparks. My own whispering lips brushed the silence. my name again and again unbidden. From the corner of the room, the collector stirred.
Starting point is 00:23:36 I couldn't see it, not directly, but I felt it, leaning closer, listening. I clenched my jaw against the truth. The longer I held it, the more I knew. I was treading into a place no child had survived. It didn't take weeks for things to get worse, just days. The headaches deepened into nausea, my hands trembling so badly, I had to steady the chalk with both. The kids stopped laughing at my mistakes, their eyes followed me now with a kind of fearful pity. And then, I began to see it.
Starting point is 00:24:24 At first, only in the corners of my vision, something pale, and bent, watching from the far end of the hall. Each time I turned, it was gone. A trick of exhaustion, I told myself, nerves frayed too thin. But by Thursday, it no longer waited in the periphery. In the middle of a spelling exercise, I glanced at the back of the classroom and froze. It was standing between the last row of desks. Too tall, its shoulders brushing the ceiling, a body too thin for its height,
Starting point is 00:25:04 limbs bent at angles that suggested too many joints. Where a face should have been was only a hollow, black and glistening, as if something had hollered it out from within. The worst part wasn't the sight. The worst part was that the children didn't react. Their pencils scratched quietly on the page as if, if nothing loomed above them, as if I was the only one who could see it. My throat closed.
Starting point is 00:25:34 A sound tried to climb out. My name whispered against my will. But a bit down so hard, my teeth rattled. The figure tilted its head, the void where its face should have been rippling, stretching. I staggered against the desk. Mr. Hellbrook? One of the girls asked, voiced her. tiny. The room had gone silent, 20 pencils stilled midward, 20 faces turned toward me,
Starting point is 00:26:06 wide-eyed and afraid. And in that silence, I thought, better me than them. Because if I can pass it on, if one of these children slipped and saw what I had just seen, it would carve them hollow, it would break them. I couldn't. do that, not to them. My vision blurred, the classroom tilted. For one awful moment, I thought I might crumple to the floor in front of them, let it take me then and there. But the whispering faded, just enough for me to steady myself.
Starting point is 00:26:47 I clutched the edge of the desk under my knuckles whitened. The children didn't move. They knew what was happening, and they knew. I hadn't passed it on. No one spoke as I gathered the chalk again, my hand shaking so hard the word I wrote was illegible. And then, in the middle of the next sentence, everything went black.
Starting point is 00:27:13 Just for a breath, a blink, but long enough that when I opened my eyes, 20 children were staring at me in perfect silence. They knew. I was breaking. The classroom emptied in a rush of coats and backpacks, the chatter fading down the hall. I stayed at my desk, staring at the blank board, the chalk still trembling in my hand. My body felt like wet paper, thin, tearing under its own weight.
Starting point is 00:27:49 I almost didn't notice her. A quiet girl, small for her age, stood by the doorway, twisting the street. strap of her bag. When I looked up, she met my eyes with a steadiness that startled me. Not fear or mischief, something older. You can't hold it forever, she said softly. The words froze me in place. Before I could respond, she stepped into the room. Play with me. My stomach dropped. No, my voice. cracked, harsher than I intended. Absolutely not. But she didn't move. Her eyes stayed locked on mine. You'll break. You already are. It's not supposed to stay with one person this long. I shook my head, heat prickling behind my eyes. You don't know what it's like, I whispered.
Starting point is 00:28:53 You don't know what I've seen. Her voice didn't waver. I know enough. We all do. A silence between us stretched. I thought of Noah's relief, the way his shoulders had lifted the instant I joined the game. I thought of the notes slipped under my papers.
Starting point is 00:29:15 Don't keep it too long. It hurts. And I knew she was right. Still, the thought of handing that weight back to a child tore at me. I gripped the edge of the dead. fighting the words. You're just a kid. She gave a small, almost sad smile.
Starting point is 00:29:39 So are all of us. We didn't gather the whole class. Just the two of us, a small circle in the quiet of the empty room. She stood across from me, hands clasped in front of her, eyes calm. I tried to stall, to explain,
Starting point is 00:29:59 to beg her not to do it. but she only shook her head. This is how it works. You know it. We all do. The chant began. I stumbled through it. My voice hoarse, broken.
Starting point is 00:30:17 She answered, as the children always did. Steady, unafraid. And then she slipped, deliberately. She said her own name aloud, clear and sharp. eyes never leaving mine. The moment the word left a mouth, I felt it. The weight furnished,
Starting point is 00:30:41 the pressure in my skull, the whispers in the corners, the sick dread that clung to me like damp clothes. Gone. Just gone. For the first time in weeks, I felt light, clear, alive. My breath came free and easy.
Starting point is 00:31:00 My hand stilled. The silence in the room was clean. I almost collapsed with relief. She smiled faintly, but sadness never leaving her face. See? Better, my throat closed. You shouldn't have. It's okay, she interrupted. Her voice was calm, certain.
Starting point is 00:31:28 We all take turns. Before I could answer, the rest of the class had gathered. in the doorway, drawn back by instinct. They didn't cheer or laugh. They simply surrounded her. Solem, quiet, their eyes filled with understanding that ran far too deep for a children their age. I looked at her again. Her shoulders had slumped, the same weight I'd carried, was settling onto her.
Starting point is 00:31:59 I could see it in the way her smile trembled, in the faint glassiness creeping into her eyes. The collector was with her now. I didn't hear it, not anymore, but I knew. The guilt hit me like a wave. I wanted to take it back, to hold it forever, if it meant you wouldn't have to see what I had seen. But she only stood a little straighter, nodded once, and whispered, It's lighter now, for everyone,
Starting point is 00:32:34 By the following week, the rhythm of the schoolyard had returned. From my classroom window, I watched them form their circle, feet crunching in the gravel, voices rising in their strange chant. A name slipped, laughter flared, and the burden shifted. The game carried on as it always had, but I understood now. It wasn't cruel, it wasn't bullying. It was survival. The collector was too heavy for one child to bear forever. Passing it on wasn't meanness, but mercy.
Starting point is 00:33:17 They had all learned the rules to never hold on too long, to never let it root too deeply. I walked among them during recess. They scattered around me, playing four square, trading cards, skipping rope. But always, in one corner of the yard, the circle formed. Always the chant rose. And sometimes I saw it go wrong. A child held it too long.
Starting point is 00:33:48 Their eyes dulled, their shoulders drooped. They slipped in lessons, grew withdrawn. The others pressed in, circling faster, trying to make the exchange happen. But the child resisted, clung to it out of fear or confusion. That was when I saw. stepped in. Their voices rose overlapping, tricking, teasing. And I let myself falter. I let the words slip, my own name on my tongue, clear and deliberate. The chant snapped shut around me. The air seemed to shift, heavy and sharp. I felt the weight settled back on my shoulders
Starting point is 00:34:31 like a familiar cloak. The children watched and they moved on. As the circle broke apart, I stayed behind, shoulders bowed beneath an invisible weight, while the whispers returned, my name repeated in the hush between heartbeats, settling into me once more. And for the first time, I welcomed it. Urban legends usually start the same way. A whispered warning, a cautionary tale, a rule you're supposed to follow without ever asking why. Don't go into the woods at night, don't look in the mirror and call a name, don't stop for the crying baby on the side of the road. The counting man belongs to that category.
Starting point is 00:35:32 It spreads in fragments, old message boards, lost blogs, anonymous confessions, enough to form a pattern, but never enough to give answers. The rule itself is simple. If you're walking alone and you hear footsteps behind you, you that match your own and a voice begins to count. Don't turn around. That's it. That's the warning. The voice always starts at one.
Starting point is 00:36:03 Low, deliberate, almost conversational. Each night it continues. One number higher than before. Two, three, four. The timing is always the same. after dark when you're alone and the footsteps never break rhythm. There are two known outcomes. If you break the rules, if you turn around, it's over instantly.
Starting point is 00:36:34 There are no accounts testifying that someone has done this, so it's safe to assume the worst. If you don't turn, the count goes on. Each night it climbs higher, step by step, pulling you towards. the number 10. And that's the part no one can fully describe. No account ever survives past 10. Whatever happens when the counting man finishes counting, it doesn't leave anyone behind to explain it. What we're left with are fragments, posts on forgotten forums, transcripts from police reports, journal entries abandoned halfway through, all describing the same phenomenon, same footsteps, same voice. Taken together, they don't look like folklore. They look like case studies. One of the earliest online
Starting point is 00:37:33 references to the counting man comes from 2009 on a now defunct college forum archived by the Wayback machine. The user went by Decard 42, a softmoor, 19, posting in a humor thread about campus pranks. His first post was light-hearted. Someone's messing with me, walking home from the library last night, had footsteps behind me, thought it was a friend, looked around, nobody there. Then, swear to God, heard, one, like someone whispered it in my ear. Funniest crap I've ever seen. Whoever's pulling this. You got me.
Starting point is 00:38:18 Other users teased him, told him it was an echo or camper security playing games. The next night, he posted again. It happened again. Different street, different time. Steps right behind me, keeping pace. This time it said two.
Starting point is 00:38:38 Same voice, same tone. I'm not kidding. This isn't funny anymore. The replies grew sharper. People accused them of trolling, of building an ARG. But the patterns continued. Each pose a new number. Three, outside my dorm window this time, I didn't even leave the building.
Starting point is 00:39:03 Four, I tried blasting music on my headphones, still heard it louder. Five, I tried hiding. Didn't help. The thread is long. over 60 replies, most of them mocking, but a few start to show concern as his tone shifts from joking to frantic. By seven, his posts are shorter, almost clipped. I'm not sleeping. Every time it comes, there's one more. It waits until I'm alone. Please tell me someone else has heard this.
Starting point is 00:39:41 No one had, or at least no one admitted to it. His last entry dated October 14th, 2009 reads, 9, right outside my door this time. I don't think I can keep this up, and that's where it ends. The account went silent, his email went dark. A roommate later posted that Descartes 42 had dropped out suddenly and left campus, though no records of a transfer exists. It's worth noting, the IP logs from his account.
Starting point is 00:40:18 count show he made the last post from inside his dorm room, not on the street, not walking home, inside, alone at his desk. Which suggests the counting man doesn't need you outside in the dark to follow you. Once he starts counting, it goes wherever you go. Cases like Descartes 42s are usually written off as the product of stress. College kids pulling all-nighters, walking home tired, the mind can play tricks when it's short on sleep. Some psychologists argue it's a form of auditory periodolia, the brain's tendency to find patterns where none exist, the footsteps you think you hear, the whispered one that isn't really there. But there's a problem with that explanation. The posts don't exist in isolation. Dig deep enough and you'll find fragments
Starting point is 00:41:18 of the same story scattered across obscure forums and forgotten threads. A Usenet post from the late 90s mentioning The Man Who Counts, a survivalist board warning not to let it get to 10. A chain email from the early 2000s describing footsteps that match perfectly night after night. The details line up too neatly to be dismissed as coincidence. Always the same pattern. Footsteps in sync, a man's voice counting, one number per night. The rule, don't turn around. And silence after ten.
Starting point is 00:41:59 Folklore doesn't usually cross mediums this way. It doesn't survive from email forwards to Reddit threads to Discord servers unless there's something feeding it. And that's where the unease comes in. Because if these stories aren't random, if they're connected, then it means the counting man isn't just a legend. It's a phenomenon.
Starting point is 00:42:25 The following detailed account dated 2016 buried in a series of scanned notebook pages uploaded to an image board. The files were titled simply Commuter Journal. The handwriting was titled, belongs to a woman in a mid-30s, judging by the context, who describes herself as a night shift worker taking buses home after midnight. The first entry picks up at five. It's been going for
Starting point is 00:42:54 almost a week now, always when I leave work and when I walk to the bus stop. Footsteps behind me perfectly timed, the voice counting. Last night was four, tonight was five. I don't know what happens when it reaches 10, but I'm starting to believe the people online. She admits they're trying to test the rules, putting in earbuds, taking different routes, pausing to see if the steps would pause too. They always did. By 7, her tone shifts. It's getting closer. I feel breath on my neck, but I won't turn. I can't. I tried to use the bus window as a mirror, just to check, thought maybe if I looked that way it wouldn't count as turning around
Starting point is 00:43:43 I don't know if it was a mistake I saw my reflection mouthing the number seven my lips weren't moving the next injuries are increasingly frantic she describes covering mirrors in her apartment refusing to glance at the black surface of a phone when it's off
Starting point is 00:44:05 but reflections aren't the problem the footsteps never stop Her last entry is dated February 3rd, 2016. By 9, the pages are shaky, smudged. It's with me everywhere, not just on the street anymore. In the break room, in the stairwell, in the bus aisle. I hear it, even when there's no room for anyone to be walking behind me. Nobody reacts. No one else hears it.
Starting point is 00:44:38 I'm not safe anywhere. The scans end there. A curious detail. Users on the forum cross-referenced the bus route times against the city's open transit records. She stopped tagging into the system after that date. No last trip, no exit scan, no ride logged under a card again. She didn't just vanish from the bus. She vanished on it.
Starting point is 00:45:08 Which raises a disturbing question. If turning around means you die And reaching 10 means you disappear Which fate is worse It's easy to think the counting man might be tied to a city block or state A place you could avoid But the accounts don't agree with that Reports come from everywhere
Starting point is 00:45:36 Quiet suburbs, isolated country highways It isn't the location that matters It's the person Once the counting starts, it follows you, across neighbourhoods, across state lines, even across oceans, if some of the scattered foreign posts are to be believed. The common thread isn't where people hear it, is that they all describe the same rules, the same footsteps, the same voice. That suggests the counting man isn't a haunting or a cursed road or even a local legend. It's a phenomenon, portable, persistent, personal. And if it attaches to a person instead of a place, then running may not save you.
Starting point is 00:46:33 Among the scattered accounts, one of the most cited as a Reddit thread from 2014, the user went by ground level. He described the first few nights, much like everyone else, the footsteps, the voice, the steady climb of By four, he admitted he was already panicking. But unlike most cases, he tried something different. I ran, full sprint, no rhythm, just chaos. The footsteps behind me stumbled. The voice stopped. And when he came back the next night, it was back to one.
Starting point is 00:47:12 I think I broke it. His post drew immediate attention. Dozens of commenters asked for details. Was it a trick, a glitch in whatever this thing was? Could you reset the sequence just by running? For a while, his updates gave people hope. Second night after running, it worked, back to one. If I keep this up, maybe I could hold it off forever.
Starting point is 00:47:42 But a week later, the tone shifted. It's different now. Even though it reset to one, it doesn't sound the same. louder, closer, I feel it breathing harder, and the steps don't stumble when I run anymore. They keep pace. By the next reset, the escalation was apparent. The voice grew increasingly distorted, deepening with each passing moment.
Starting point is 00:48:12 The footsteps struck harder, like boots on concrete, even when he was indoors. His final reset brought him back to one again, but with a consequence he hadn't expected. It's behind me all the time now, not just at night, grocery store, elevator, bathroom. I don't know how much longer I can handle this. Other users begged him to stop running, to just let it play out rather than making it worse. But his posts kept coming, shorter, more frantic. Louder than before, walls shake, my ears are bleeding.
Starting point is 00:48:53 I can't reset it this time. His account went silent immediately after. A cross-check of his profile shows he'd been an active user for years. After that final post, nothing. No comments, no logins, no activity at all. What stands out about his case is the pattern. The reset didn't save him. It only made things worse.
Starting point is 00:49:23 The numbers always start over, but the intensity doesn't. It builds layer on layer. And that suggests the counting man isn't just tallying night, is tallying you. Which leaves the question, is it better to let the count finish, or to run and make what comes after even worse? It's tempted in to think of the counting man as a digital age creation, a creepy passer that spread across forums and message boards, dressed up with the same rigid. realistic rules we've seen in hundreds of other urban legends. But the pattern didn't start online. The earliest traceable reference appears in an Ohio newspaper from 1891.
Starting point is 00:50:12 The article is grainy, barely legible, preserved only through a university microfilm scan. It reports on a farmer's family outside Kula Kothi, who complained of phantom footsteps circling their porch every night for nine days. Neighbors dismissed it as coyotes or trespassers. On the 10th night, the family vanished. The sheriff's deputy who arrived the next morning found the dinner table still set, plates half eaten, bread torn mid-bite. No signs of struggle. Just silence and empty chairs.
Starting point is 00:50:51 Go back further and the fragments grow stranger. In a sailor's diary from 1743, recovered from a wreck in the North Sea, one entry stands out. On the seventh night, he spoke seven, that no man was behind me. I must not turn, the crew begs me. They do not hear it as I do. The diary ends there. The next pages are ruined by seawater.
Starting point is 00:51:23 No mention of storms mutiny or shipwreck. Just an abrupt stop, as if the account itself had no chance. to continue. Other records exist in scattered folklore collections, including a Bavarian folklore about Dazeela, the counter who walks behind men on empty roads, and a letter from a missionary in the 1600s describing an invisible step-matcher that tormented converts at night. Are these hoaxes, folklore bent to fit a modern internet story? Maybe. Historical All anomalies are prone to misinterpretation, especially when a pattern has already been suggested. But the consistency is hard to ignore.
Starting point is 00:52:10 The details don't shift the way most legends do. The same progression appears again and again. Footsteps in sync, a man's voice, rising one each night, the climb toward ten. Different cultures, different languages, different centuries. the same rules. These records can't be verified, of course. We can't know if the farmer's family simply fled or if the sailor's diary was fabricated.
Starting point is 00:52:41 The similarities are too precise to dismiss as coincidence. The counting man didn't begin with the internet. He didn't begin with stories whispered on message boards or shared through chain emails. The implication is darker. The counting man predates the internet, predates cities, predates memory itself. He has always been behind us. Suppose the historical record shows the counting man isn't confined to the internet age.
Starting point is 00:53:16 In that case, modern reports prove something stranger still. He isn't confined to any one region. Threads from Brazil describe, Ohemann Kukonta, always in Portuguese, always the same phrasing. Footsteps, a man's voice, the steady rise toward 10. A Japanese forum in 2007 called him Kuzaru Otago, a counting man with the same warning not to turn around. South African blogs mentioned Muntu Okabala, and posts from Eastern Europe repeat the same detail. One number each night whispered at your back. Different languages, different continents, the same ritual unchanged. That isn't how folklore usually works. As a rule, urban
Starting point is 00:54:10 legends mutate when they travel. The hitchhiker ghost is American. In Japan, she becomes the slit-mouthed woman. In Mexico, she is known as La Lorana. The details shift, molded by culture and language. Endings change. Villains take on local masks. Rules bend. That's what keeps folklore alive. It adapts. The counting man doesn't. Everywhere he appears, the pattern remains the same. No local embellishments, no regional variations.
Starting point is 00:54:46 Just the same rules repeated with unnerving precision. Footsteps that match your own, a voice counting one number per night. Don't turn. Don't reach ten. The consistency suggests the phenomenon isn't cultural at all. It doesn't spread like rumor or myth. It doesn't evolve. It replicates exactly.
Starting point is 00:55:11 Which leaves us with two unsettling possibilities. Either every culture spontaneously invented the same story with the same rules, the same outcome, which is almost impossible. Or the counting man isn't a story at all. He's a constant, something real enough to appear the same way to anyone, anywhere, regardless of language or culture. And if that's true, there's one more question worth asking.
Starting point is 00:55:46 Why is the pattern surfacing more frequently now? There's one final pattern worth mentioning, though it's easy to miss if you're only reading individual accounts. In nearly every case, the victim heard about the counting man before they heard the footsteps. The college student in 2009 admitted he'd read a stupid email about a man who counts before his first encounter. The commuters journal included a line. I thought this was just another internet ghost story. Then I started hearing it myself.
Starting point is 00:56:25 Even the so-called survivor who tried to reset the rhythm wrote in one of his earliest posts. Maybe I shouldn't have read that thread. Maybe that's what started it. And this detail isn't unique to the internet era. The Ohio Farmer's family in 1891. The newspaper clipping notes that neighbours have been joking about a local phantom counter before the footsteps began. The Sailor's Diary from 1743 refers to a tale told by Docans the night before he first recorded the voice.
Starting point is 00:57:02 It happens again. and again, awareness comes first, then the footsteps, then the count. That suggests the counting man doesn't hunt randomly. It doesn't linger on roadsides waiting for strangers. He comes when you know the rules. In other words, knowledge itself is the trigger. That would explain the consistency across centuries and cultures. The story doesn't mutate, because it doesn't need to. Every version is the same, because it isn't folklore spreading. It's contagion. Each account isn't a warning, it's an infection vector. The more detail you read, the more precise the rules become in your head, the closer you are to hearing that first step
Starting point is 00:57:55 fall in sync with your own, which reframes everything we've looked at. The vanished accounts, the broken journals, the posts that stopped mid-sentence. Maybe they didn't end because the victims disappeared. Perhaps they ended, because by writing them down and passing on the rules, they were ensuring the cycle would continue in someone else. And perhaps that's why the stories always stop before 10. Not because they have nothing left to say, but because by the time you know enough to ask what happens next.
Starting point is 00:58:33 The footsteps have already begun behind you. I was 11, Halloween fell on a Friday, and the night felt colder than usual, the kind that clings behind your ears and makes the hair on your arms stand up. Our town had one rule. Everyone knew it, even if they didn't really talk about it. The tracks cut a straight line through the edge of town just before the woods, On the far side was a dead-end street, maybe ten houses. No one we knew ever lived there.
Starting point is 00:59:18 What was strange was that there was no haunted stories or urban legends. Instead, there were vague adult shrugs like, It's not a good neighborhood, there's nothing over there anymore. But every Halloween, parents repeated it in the same stiff tone. Stay on this side of the tracks. And every year we obeyed. Until one. Danny, Marcus, Ty and I were halfway through our route, bags half full when Marcus spoke up.
Starting point is 00:59:53 What if we go to one house just past the tracks? Ty immediately shook his head. My mum will kill me. So we don't tell her, Danny grinned. He pointed down the street at the far end of the cul-de-sac. past the slats of the crossing sign where a faint orange glow appeared. There was a jack-o-lantern
Starting point is 01:00:17 flickering in the low light. Someone's expecting us, Danny joked. We waited until most of the porch lights behind us had gone dark when the sidewalks were thinning out and the parents had started calling kids in for the night. Then we slipped across the train tracks.
Starting point is 01:00:39 As soon as my foot hit the other side, I felt it. The temperature dipped and the air turned wet and sour. A low fog sat on the pavement like spilled smoke unmoving. It didn't shift with our steps. The houses looked strange as if they've been posed there with their painted shutters, ragged lawns and decorations out front. Everything looked hand-built, like props on a set. Pumpkins with faces carved too symmetrically,
Starting point is 01:01:16 paper ghosts hanging from trees, all cut from the same stencil. No movement behind any window. We kept walking. The only sound was the crunch of candy wrappers in our bags. The house with the jack-o-lantern was third from the end, porch light blinking slowly, plastic skeleton, on a swing. A ball of candy sat waiting on a small table, piled with black wrapped toffies in perfect
Starting point is 01:01:45 neat rows. Danny didn't hesitate and grabbed a fistful. I watched Marcus and Ty took one each, then shoved them in their mouths, laughing like it was all just a game. But I didn't eat mine. Instead, I dropped it into my coat pocket. Something about the waxy crinkle under my fingers made my skin crawl. Guess that's it, Marcus said.
Starting point is 01:02:13 That's when we heard it. Click, a porch light from two houses down flickered on, then another and another. Down the cul-de-sac, porch lights began turning on one by one, each illuminating an empty porch, a bowl of black candy, a grinning jackal lantern. A lot of lights for a street no one supposedly lives on. It felt like someone had been waiting, and now that we'd come, they wanted us to stay. We kept walking the loop, moving in a half circle that curved back toward the tracks. No one spoke much anymore. The air felt heavier with each step, like the fog was wrapping around our ankles and slowing us.
Starting point is 01:03:05 The porch lights now cast long shadows over lawns, putting us on edge, thinking someone was nearby. Still, there were no sounds but our footsteps and the faint rustle of costumes. Then, Danny started acting weird. He jogged ahead, spinning once in the middle of the street like it was putting on a show. You guys are killing the vibe, he said, too loud. It's just Halloween. Markets gave him a look. Calm down.
Starting point is 01:03:40 Danny ignored him. Something had caught his attention. A low branch hanging over a yard with something swaying from the end of it. A mask. It was paper, maybe, or something close, pale and stretched with angular eye holes and long sunken features. It looked too specific to be random, not like a decoration, but like something someone had made for a a reason. Danny unhugged it from the branch and turned to us, holding it up. Now this is cool. Leave it, I said without thinking, seriously. But he was already sliding it
Starting point is 01:04:26 over his face. The moment he let go, the masks seemed to settle, moulding to his skin, more like latex than paper. He tapped the cheek with a knuckle. Fits perfect. No one laughed. Tai took a step back. The edges of the mask sat flush against his skin, almost like it wasn't a mask at all, just the second face, one that didn't blink. That his tone changed.
Starting point is 01:04:59 Let's finish the loop, he said. We're almost there. I should have said no. I think we all should have. But none of us wanted to be the one to break. So, we followed. As we turned the bend of the cul-de-sac, we saw the first figure step into the street,
Starting point is 01:05:25 then another and another. They moved slowly, walking side by side, like they were part of a performance none of us had agreed to watch. Men and women in old-fashioned clothes, floor-length skirts, button coats, faded vests, all stitched in muted colors and soft-belled. textures. They wore masks like Danes. All of them had the same unsettling stillness to their faces, not joyless or angry, just wrong. And they were heading toward us, quiet as fog.
Starting point is 01:06:04 The moment the parade stopped, it was like the whole street exhaled. Every marcher froze in place, all at once, their heads turning slightly to the wall. toward us, like animals catching a scent. None of us moved at first, then Ty whispered, Go! And we did. Our footsteps thundered across the asphalt, too loud to be safe. The fog seemed to drag at our legs.
Starting point is 01:06:37 My bag of candy bounced against my side with each sprinting step. I didn't even look behind me until we dug behind a low hedge, hearts rattling in our chests. That's when we realized Danny wasn't with us. He'd been at the back, always the slowest, and somehow he hadn't made it.
Starting point is 01:07:00 I peaked through a gap in the branches. He was still in the street, lumbering away, no more than a dozen feet from the front of the parade. The nearest mass figure glided forward toward him, then another. They were calming,
Starting point is 01:07:15 confident like they already had him. Danny didn't call out, nor turn around. He looked cornered, shoulders hunched, lost in thought. Then he did something I didn't expect. None of us did. Just before the nearest figure reached him, he slipped it back on, the mask he still clutched in his hands. It didn't crinkle or bend. The thing folded into place over his face like it belonged there. The figure paused,
Starting point is 01:07:51 inches away, as if inspecting him. Then turned away. The next marcher passed by and another until the final one, which led him towards the pack, not giving him a chance to slip away. Danny followed,
Starting point is 01:08:09 motionless in the stream of them, Now just another mass silhouette among the coats and silent steps, blending in, avoiding whatever fate we imagined for anyone who was caught. From the hedge, Marcus whispered, What do we do? But no one had an answer. We were kids. They weren't.
Starting point is 01:08:36 And now they had Danny. We waited until the parade drifted out of sight. disappearing down the end of the cul-de-sac. Then... We ran. Back across the tracks, back toward the houses with store-bought candy and real people inside.
Starting point is 01:08:56 We kept glancing back, hoping it'd followed us. But Danny never did. We waited. Someone would call, we figured. Maybe Danny would text. Maybe it'd show up at school on Monday like nothing happened.
Starting point is 01:09:15 rolling his eyes and calling us babies for running off. We kept checking our phones, refreshing apps, watching the group chat. Nothing. Not that night, not the next morning, not even a... Where are you guys? By noon, panic had started to settle in our stomachs like sour milk. He probably got in trouble, Ty said, like grounded or something. Maybe his phone got taken.
Starting point is 01:09:45 Then he called from the house phone, Marcus said. After lunch, we couldn't take it anymore. We decided to go back across the train tracks, but this time in the daylight, so it wouldn't be scary. Everything's less scary when the sun's out, right? Danny was probably hiding, embarrassed, waiting for things to blow over. We crossed the tracks again. Only this time, it wasn't foggy. It was just...
Starting point is 01:10:17 Dead. The air was dry, the pavement cracked, the grass yellowed and stiff. The houses looked different in daylight, no longer mysterious, just ruined. Peeling paint, boarded windows. One had a flat tire, half buried in weeds, leaning against the porch. Like no one had lived there in decades. A stark contrast to how it was that night. There were no lights, no jack-o'-lanterns, no decorations, not even left over like you'd imagine
Starting point is 01:10:52 when you see a place abandoned. The place was cleaned up of all things Halloween, despite the evidence that no one had been there in a long time. We retraced our steps, stuck close together. My skin felt too tight, like I was about to bolt at the slightest sound. Then, we found the hedge. And from there we saw it. Danny's candy bag was sitting in the road where he was caught, still full, unopened.
Starting point is 01:11:25 The wrapper on top hadn't even been crinkled. Marcus finally whispered, Okay, we have to tell someone. So we did. We told our parents, expecting the usual, lectures, sighs, and a solution. Adults always fix things. They called the teachers when we forgot homework. They found lost dogs.
Starting point is 01:11:52 They made everything go back to normal. So we figured this would be the same. A search was launched. Police, neighbours, flashlights cutting through brush behind the cul-de-sac. Volunteers canvassing with missing posters. And we, standing there, while they asked the same questions over and over,
Starting point is 01:12:14 Are you sure you were here? Are you sure you didn't just lose him? But no matter how many times we told the story, the truth, no one found a thing. No Danny, no parade, no mask, no trace. Just an empty street behind the tracks and a silence that followed us all the way home. Time passed.
Starting point is 01:12:46 The posters came down. the search stopped, people stopped asking questions, at least the real ones. But the story, that didn't die. It morphed. People started calling it the Halloween vanishing. They made it sound like a ghost story. A kid cross the tracks one Halloween night and never came back. Don't be stupid like him.
Starting point is 01:13:15 They didn't say his name anymore, not a ghost story. in the versions that spread. Danny became the boy, an example, a warning. At school, new kids would whisper it to each other in the weeks leading up to Halloween.
Starting point is 01:13:31 There were made up details. He dared a ghost to show itself. He knocked on the wrong door. He stepped on a grave hidden under a porch. We never corrected them. What would we even say? that the truth was worse than all the stories combined, that we saw him disappear,
Starting point is 01:13:52 that we ran. Eventually, even Marcus stopped talking about it. Ty moved away the following year. But I couldn't forget. Not when I saw porch lights flicker, not when I passed the edge of the tracks on my bike and felt something watching. The warning stuck though.
Starting point is 01:14:14 Every Halloween, parents whisper the same. Same things to their kids. Don't cross the tracks. It works. No one does. Not anymore. No one. Except me.
Starting point is 01:14:31 Because I needed to know what happened. Someone had to go back. So, I made a plan. I told my friends I was done for the night. Tired, maybe coming down with something. I waved them off as they headed up toward Maple Street, then slipped away. No one noticed when I double-backed and headed away from the busy streets back toward where everything happened. When I reached the tracks, my hands were already shaking.
Starting point is 01:15:04 The fog was thinner this time, but the cold was the same, the kind that didn't just bite your skin, but soaked through it. The cul-de-sac waited like it had been holding. its breath for a full year. The air felt hushed, heavy, ready. I didn't knock on doors, didn't speak. I walked fast, keeping to the sidewalk, eyes forward. Porchlights flicked on as I passed.
Starting point is 01:15:34 First one, then another, a quiet relay, like they recognized me. I found the hedge. It looked the same, overgrown, tangled. brittle from the cold. I dropped to one knee and crawled behind it, into the same hollow where we'd all crouched the year before, knees pressed to the dirt, limbs took tight, the same place where we'd watch Danny stop running.
Starting point is 01:16:03 I took myself low and held my breath, waiting. And... There it was. The parade. Same masks, same clothes, same empty rhythm. They march past with heads tilted slightly forward, as if sniffing the air for something, not a single footstep out of sink. My chest tightened. I told myself I just needed to see it again, just needed to know it wasn't a trick or a story we told ourselves wrong.
Starting point is 01:16:41 But then something shifted beside me. A soft exhale, barely more than a stir in the air. I turned my head and caught my breath. Someone was already there, crouched in the dark beside me, close enough to touch. The shape of him was impossible to mistake. Too familiar. The hoodie faded blue with a frayed pocket seam, the jeans with one cough always slightly right.
Starting point is 01:17:14 old, as if he never learned to fold them properly, the worn-out sneakers with one fluorescent orange lace. Danny. I wanted to speak, to say his name, grab his arm, but one motion made me stop. A hand raised, signaling me not to move. My throat locked up, my chest felt caved in. His head turned slowly, mask. creased under his hood, the same mask he pulled from the tree a year ago,
Starting point is 01:17:49 wrinkled material stretched too tight, hollow eyes and a yellowing mouth. His hand rose and pressed one finger to the mask's lips in a silent, shushing motion. Then he stood, not rushed, not robotic, just quiet, steady, and walked out from behind the hedge, toward the street, toward the parade. He didn't run or look back. He just stepped between the mask's marches and fell in line, as if he'd always been a part of it,
Starting point is 01:18:27 as if this was where he belonged now. I waited, frozen behind the hedge, until the last figure disappeared around the bend. Then I ran I didn't stop until I reached the tracks cross them like they were the edge of a cliff
Starting point is 01:18:47 and when I was safely back in my neighbourhood I finally let myself breathe I couldn't tell anyone not my friends or my parents not the cops who'd closed on his case and turned him into a bedtime warning
Starting point is 01:19:04 because how could I explain it what would I even say? that Danny had become one of them, that he for some reason chose to stay or was forced to. I didn't know what the mask meant, or if Danny was trapped, if he was happy, or if there was anything left of him in there at all. I just knew he saw me, and that he remembered, and I still don't know which part hurts worse. The clinic always felt different at night. The fluorescence hum louder, the stainless steel counters gleamed too sharply, and the waiting room smelled faintly of antiseptic and wet fur.
Starting point is 01:19:57 I told myself I prefer the late shift, fewer clients, fewer crises. But the truth was, it always felt lonelier than it should. I moved through the motions like any other night. A golden retriever with a sour stomach had just gone home with anti-acids. A hissing tabby sat sedated in recovery After we'd lanced an abscess And in the corner A rabbit dozed under a blanket
Starting point is 01:20:25 As fluids dripped into its tiny leg Paperwork piled next to me Glowing blue under the desk lamp I was a year out of school Barely scraping by on night differentials But it was steady work And after the last clinic I'd burnt out of I needed steady
Starting point is 01:20:45 The bell above the front door startled me out of my thoughts. Clients weren't supposed to come this late. Our after-hours number rooted to an emergency hospital across town. But a man stumbled in, pale and wild-eyed, clutching a shoebox to his chest. He didn't wait for me to greet him. It's not from here, he blurted, thrusting the box onto the counter. His hand shook so badly the lid. rattled. I tried to be calm and professional. All right, let's have a look. Inside was
Starting point is 01:21:27 a cat, or close enough to fool someone glancing quick. Fur matted grey, eyes too wide, chest rising with shallow, uneven breaths. But the teeth were wronged. When it opened its mouth to pant, I saw rows of them, thin and translucent. like a vicious gills sharpened into needles. The man backed away, muttering something about finding it under his porch, about it following him inside. I didn't hear most of it. I couldn't take my eyes off the thing in the box. It looked up at me, and then made a sound.
Starting point is 01:22:10 Not a usual meow or hiss. It sounded like words strung together in a garbled, underwater. a slurry, like language itself had drowned inside it. My first thought wasn't that I was hallucinating. It was that the man was right. Whatever this was, it wasn't from here. I carried the shoe box into exam three. Every muscle in my arms rigid as though the thing might leap out.
Starting point is 01:22:43 It didn't. It just lay there, chest fluttering with shallow breaths, pupils contracting and expanding like camera lenses out of sync. Routine first, stethoscope to the chest. Except its heartbeat wasn't routine at all. One second had thundered too fast, a hummingbird trapped in bone. The next, silence, as if its heart simply stopped. I pulled back, waited, pressed again.
Starting point is 01:23:16 Thud-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-th-thus. The spacing. The spacing wasn't even, as if someone had added extra bones without understanding how they were supposed to fit together. Blood-draw, then. If nothing else, blood would make sense. I loaded the syringe, placed the drop on the slide, and then slid it under the microscope. It didn't look like blood. No red cells, no plasma, just a shifting dark smear that glistened like spilled ink. Threads of green filament drifted through it, curling and uncurling as if alive, like algae teased by invisible currents.
Starting point is 01:24:13 My stomach tightened. I logged every detail in the patient file anyway, filling the screen with as much clinical language as I could manage. Pulse irregular, spinal deformity, sample, inconclusive. Recommend follow-up. I added my initials to the bottom, as though signing my name made it real. I was still a junior at the place, getting experienced during the night shifts. I liked both the authority and the initiative to take extreme action. So, my idea was to wait for someone more experienced to provide a second opinion and direction
Starting point is 01:24:51 on what to do. By the time I looked up, the man who had brought the shoebox was gone. He hadn't even filled out paperwork. The next morning when I came back for handover, the record was missing. No patient number, no notes. Even the placeholder file I'd started had vanished. I asked Dr. Hella, the senior vet, if he'd seen it. He gave me that weary look he reserved for rookies with questions that wasted his time.
Starting point is 01:25:25 You've been running nights too long. Stress does that. Write it off and move on. I almost believed him. Almost. That was, until I went to toss the biohazard bin. The shoebox was still there, blood speckled cores and all. But the animal's body, the not cat, was gone.
Starting point is 01:25:53 For a few nights after the shoebox, things went back to normal. If you could call it that, sick dogs, cranky cats, rabbits chewing through IV lines. I almost convinced myself I'd hallucinated the whole thing that Dr. Heller was right, and I was just too tired, too ready to see something bizarre in an ordinary stray. But then another came in. A couple brought their terrier just before midnight, apologising for the late arrival, swearing that something was wrong with his eyes. Under the exam light, I saw it.
Starting point is 01:26:31 Pupils curled in tight spirals, twisting slowly, like whirlpools dragging at the edges. The dog wagged his tail, oblivious, but I had to fight the urge to look away before the spirals seemed to pull me in. in. Two nights later, a teenager arrived cradling a cockatale. It looked fine until it shook, scattering feathers across the table. They writhed on the tile like a nest of beetles, twitching legs where Barb should have been. The bird screamed, a raw, rasping sound I'd never heard from anything feathered. By morning, its file was gone too. The worst was the hamletes. The worst was the hamster. A kid brought it in after it stopped eating. The x-ray showed a normal skeleton at first glance. Then I leaned closer. The skull held not tiny rodent incisors, but rows of human-like molars
Starting point is 01:27:31 buried crooked in the jaw as though waiting to erupt. Every time the owner said the same thing, it wasn't like this yesterday. Their voices cracked with genuine confusion. confusion, fear even. And every time, by the next morning, the patient files had vanished. No lab samples, no radiographs. Nothing but my own memory insisting these things had been real. I stopped asking Heller about it. His flat stare told me enough. He knew. He'd always known. The clinic was small with a front desk, four exam rooms, a cramped surgery. suite, kennels and storage. After a month of working night, I thought I knew every corner, every squeaky
Starting point is 01:28:23 hinge, every flickering bulb. Which is why it rattled me when I noticed Heller disappearing at closing one evening with a ring of keys I didn't recognize. Rather than go out the back door, he went down,
Starting point is 01:28:39 past the kennels behind a supply shelf that scraped just slightly too easily against the floor. I hadn't known there was a basement. That knowledge sat in the back of my mind for a week, festering, until the hamster case left me staring at his vanished x-ray, and realizing there had to be somewhere those things were going, somewhere Heller wasn't telling me about.
Starting point is 01:29:06 I waited until the clinic was empty, the hum of the soda machine the only sound. The shelf moved with a grunt and a shove, revealing a narrow door. The lock wasn't difficult, just a brittle pad Heller had probably trusted more to secrecy than strength. I told myself, I was just curious.
Starting point is 01:29:27 I told myself I'd look, then I'd shut it and never try again. The air that hit me was colder, drier, stale. A stairwell of painted concrete led down to a second set of heavier industrial doors and beyond them. The freezers. Rows of them lined the walls, taller than me, doors sweating frost.
Starting point is 01:29:55 The handles were tagged, not with case numbers or species, but with initials and dates. Some recent, some from the 80s, a few from before I was born. I opened one. Inside were jars. Initially, they looked like ordinary tissue samples, the kind we kept for the kind we kept for pathology, but the contents weren't ordinary. Lungs that were too smooth, like balloons peeling from their casing, a heart with five ventricles, a coiled intestinal track that pulsed faintly, though the jar was sealed tight. I opened another. This one held a body. Taxidermy, I thought
Starting point is 01:30:40 for a second, until I noticed the stitches were too precise. The eyes replaced by the eyes replaced by black marbles of resin. It might have been a dog, once, or perhaps something that looks like a dog. Its ribs branched upward like slats of an umbrella. I closed the door, fingers numb. My training told me what organs should look like and how they should connect. These didn't. They were close enough to fool someone panicked in an exam room,
Starting point is 01:31:12 but wrung in ways my brain couldn't smooth over. Every freezer I opened told the same story. Decades of cases catalogued, stored, hidden. Not for research or learning. Just... Contained. At the end of the row stood one different from the others. Older.
Starting point is 01:31:38 This door was chained and double-padded. Ice crept thick across its seams. I leaned closer. From inside came. the faintest scrape, metal against metal. Then again, longer, like claws dragging slow circles against the frozen walls. I let go of the handle, my breath fogging in the dark, and realized whatever was inside that freezer.
Starting point is 01:32:09 Wasn't dead. Two nights after I found the freezers, a man came in near closing. He wasn't like the other. clients, not frantic with explanation, nor tearful pleas or reassurance that it was fine yesterday. Just silence as he dragged a leash behind him. At the end of it was something that had once resembled a dog. Its body looked broken, joints bent at angles they couldn't have healed from, skins stretched in ridges over too many bones.
Starting point is 01:32:45 But the eyes, they tracked me with unnerving precision. Not a glassy panic of a suffering animal, but something measured, watching. Needs boarding, the man said. His voice was flat, unremarkable. He didn't offer paperwork. When I asked for records, he shook his head. No collar, no microchip, just a wad of cash pushed across the counter, thick enough to quiet my questions.
Starting point is 01:33:16 I forced the smile that I use with difficult clients. At least the name for the chart? He blinked as if he'd never been asked before. Dog, he said finally, and turned for the door. The number he scrolled on the intake form didn't look familiar, but when I dialed it after he left, the phone at the front desk rang. I stood there. listening to my own voice on the voicemail, a hollow echo bouncing back.
Starting point is 01:33:53 I told myself to log it like normal, but when I tried to create a new file in the system, the cursor blinked against an empty screen. The patient wouldn't save. That night, after lights out, I checked the kennels. The dog hadn't moved from where I left it, curled awkwardly in the far corner. I closed the door, locked up, and went home by morning. I wished I hadn't. The cage was open, latch undone.
Starting point is 01:34:30 The thing was gone, and the room stank. It wasn't the usual suspects of urine or musk, like a normal kennel escape, but of seawater, sharp and briny, clinging to the walls like a tide had rolled through in the The smell lingered for days, long after I scrub the floor, like the ocean itself had left something behind. But I couldn't help but think about the man. Usually the strange anomalies were left by families or those concerned about an injured animal.
Starting point is 01:35:07 But this one seemed deliberate, and from our interaction, it felt like I was the only one not in and what was truly going on. Some shifts I was alone, or with other juniors, but some shifts were observed. Dr. Heller was with me for a scheduled check of my progress on the job, never hands on to see how I handled routine and emergency situations. It came in just after midnight. A woman carried it wrapped in a blanket, murmuring,
Starting point is 01:35:44 please help him over and over like a prayer. At first glance, it looked like a stray husky, ribs visible under patchy fur, eyes wild. But when she set it down on the table and peeled back the blanket, I saw its legs bent wrong. Each joint doubled back on itself as though it had been folded. It should not have been able to walk. I took the poor thing into a free example. exam room to run checks. The moment the needle touched his skin, everything went wrong. It shrieked, not an animal sound, but a pitch that rattled the windows and knocked a tray of instruments
Starting point is 01:36:29 clattering to the floor. The overhead lights flickered, the air thickened, pressing against my ears until every breath was a rasp. The dog expanded, not in mass but in presence. Its body Lurred, edges unfocus like heat rippling off asphalt. The cages in recovery rattled, every patient howling or cowering. Get back, Hella barked, his voice carried a weight I hadn't heard before. He was already moving, faster than I thought a man his age could. From beneath the supply cabinet, he dragged equipment I didn't recognize. metal canisters with faded hazard symbols, syringes filled with liquid so dark it looked black,
Starting point is 01:37:18 a mask that didn't resemble any veterinary kit I had ever been trained to use. Hold the line, he muttered. To me, to himself, I couldn't tell. Then he plunged the syringe into the creature's neck. He thrashed, eyes bulging in their sockets, but the pressure in the room broke all at once, The air snapping thin and cold. Light steadied.
Starting point is 01:37:45 The cages went still. The husky lay motionless on the table, chest rising only once every few seconds, like the bare minimum of life was being allowed to continue. Hella slumped into the chair by the counter, sweat slick on his forehead, despite the chill. For a long time, the only sound was the drip of saline from a line I'd abandoned. Finally, he spoke, voice cracked.
Starting point is 01:38:15 It's happening more often. The seals are failing. He didn't look at me when he said it, but I knew the words weren't meant for himself. They were for me. We didn't speak until hours later. The husky, if he could call it that, was locked away in an isolation kennel,
Starting point is 01:38:40 sedated into half-life. I was still shaking when I found hell. in his office, staring at a folder thick with yellowed papers. He didn't tell me to leave. He didn't even look up. They're not strays, he said finally. His voice was flat, not an apology, not even a warning, just fact. They're breaches. I waited for him to elaborate, but the silence stretched so long I almost thought he wouldn't. Then he slid the folder across the desk.
Starting point is 01:39:19 Inside were patient records, unlike anything in their system. Polaroids of animals with limbs bent in circles, autopsy sketches marked with impossible notes, jars of organs photographed in sterile light. The clinics are front, he said, always has been, one of dozens, maybe hundreds. janitor sites they called us. Back in the 50s, after the first surge,
Starting point is 01:39:47 someone in a government office realized what was slipping through wasn't going away. So they funded us. Quiet money, quiet contracts, put people like me in place to keep things clean. He tapped one of the pages of the trembling finger, a chart, thin black lines plotted across decades.
Starting point is 01:40:10 Each spike, taller than the last, each decade worse. They told us half-truths, always, enough to keep us working, not enough to scare us off. But the breaches, they're accelerating. It used to be once a year, maybe twice. Now, he shook his head. Every week, sometimes every night. and when containment fails
Starting point is 01:40:44 His hand tightened around the edge of the desk until the wood groaned. I thought of the freezers downstairs, the things in jars, the scraping behind the locked door. We're not vets, Ella said, finally looking at me. His eyes were red,
Starting point is 01:41:04 but there was no motion in them, just exhaustion. We're filters. Things slipped through. We clean them up. That's the job. He clicked the monitor on. Security footage flickered across the screen. Last night's kennels, still and silent. For a moment, nothing. Then a single frame where every animal, every patient blinked at once, perfectly synchronized. I recoiled. Hella didn't even flinch. I'm near the end, he said, voice low. Somebody has to take over, and whether you like it or not. He closed the folder with a soft thud. It's you.
Starting point is 01:41:58 The weight of it settled on me with a certainty of a death sentence. I wasn't just treating animals anymore. I was inheriting a war. For a day, I convinced myself I wouldn't play along. I wanted this work my whole life, to heal, to save, to hand animals back to their families with tails wagging and purrs vibrating against my hands. Not to keep files in locked cabinets, not to drag cages into basements, not to silence living things because they didn't belong here.
Starting point is 01:42:38 So I told myself I'd quit. I'd turn in my key card, erase every late night horror as exhaustion and bad memory, and start fresh somewhere that didn't smell of antiseptic and secrets. But the next night, a little girl came in with the mother. She held a carrier in both arms, eyes wet, whispering, Please, he's sick. Inside was a cat, black, scrawny, pupils too wide. For a moment, it almost passed for normal.
Starting point is 01:43:15 Then it shifted, its skin pulsing like something inside. was pushing to get out. I'd seen enough now to recognize it instantly. A breach. The mother signed forms, wiped the girl's cheeks, and left them both in the waiting room. They didn't know. They would never know.
Starting point is 01:43:38 In the back, Hella stood with his arms folded. No tools this time, no intervention. Just his voice, low and certain. Put it down, log it, file it away, or walk out that door, and pretend you never saw what's under the surface. The word scraped against everything I thought I was. I froze, hand hovering above the carrier. My chest ached with the urge to run. I could walk out.
Starting point is 01:44:13 They'd never stop me. Then the cat's back rippled, vertebrae bending against skin. its mouth opened wide, far wider than bone should allow, and something inside flickered, a shimmer like the edge of a hole widening. I understood in that second why Heller did what he did, why the freezers existed, why the charts only climbed. I drew the syringe, my hands trembled, but I injected anyway. The breach led out a thin hiss. like air leaking from a tire
Starting point is 01:44:53 and collapsed into stillness. Not a traumatic death, not a monster vanquished, just silence, unceremonious. I logged it, filed it, moved on. And in that moment, I understood the clinic's rhythm.
Starting point is 01:45:13 Horror became procedure. Saving became disposal. Weeks bled together. The clinic never really closed. The lobby stayed bright, the phones kept ringing, and people came in with the same anxious faces, clutching leashes, crates and shoeboxes. Most of them were ordinary pets, of course.
Starting point is 01:45:40 Fomiting dogs, constipated cats, a parrot with a broken wing. But not all. And I learned, eventually, not to flinch when a not all came through the door. My hands moved without thinking now, fill out forms, prep syringes, sterilized tables and label jars, normal steps in a process that had stopped feeling normal. I logged specimens the same way I logged vaccinations. I cleaned instruments the same way I'd once cleaned up after dental surgeries on geriatric spaniels. Horror dulled into muscle memory, habit layered over revulsion like scar tissue.
Starting point is 01:46:23 Some nights I still heard the scraping in the basement freezers. Some nights I saw the charts in my dreams, the line climbing higher with each decade, never flattening. But I stopped trying to argue with it. They're not strays, I caught myself thinking one night or closing out files. They're breaches. And we're not vets. We're custodians. This is just what the world needs to keep turning.
Starting point is 01:46:52 to keep turning. I believed it, or at least, I made myself believe it. It was almost dawn when the bell over the door chimed. I looked up expecting another last-minute emergency. It wasn't a frantic family this time. It was him, the man with a flat voice, the cash, the leash dragging behind him, the same one who had left me a dog that reeked of seawater. He didn't speak as he set the carrier on the counter, just met my eyes with a kind of tired patience as if he knew I would take it without question. And I did.
Starting point is 01:47:39 I pulled on the gloves, reached for a fresh chart, wrote nothing down. Whatever was inside the carrier shifted once, just enough to scrape against the plastic, and I carried it into the back without another word. I didn't have a lot of options. After the layoff, I burned through most of my savings in under six months.
Starting point is 01:48:14 My lease was up, rent had jumped again, and I didn't exactly have stellar credit or a fallback plan. What I had was a car full of boxes, a suitcase, and a laptop that would only boot up when plugged in at a 45-degree angle. So, when I saw the ad, quiet single bedroom, detached, utilities included, $600 per month. I messaged the number before I even finish reading the rest. The landlord didn't ask any questions.
Starting point is 01:48:46 He didn't care about credit or ask for a background check. All he wanted was the first month's rent in cash, which I withdrew across three ATMs to avoid alert in the bank that I was nearly empty. When I pulled up, the place looked. Decent, I guess. Old, but not falling apart. A single level structure with chipped paint, crooked porch light, and a lived in smell that clung to the air like wet paper. He handed me the keys with the lease still half filled out, said, don't worry about the quirks. She's old, but she'll hold up. Then got in his truck and left. Inside was smaller than the photos.
Starting point is 01:49:33 The living room bled straight into the kitchenette. The floor groaned even when I wasn't moving. But it was quiet, and it was mine. The bedroom was plain. Three white walls and one with wallpaper, floral and faded. It looked like something out of an estate sale. It was the only decorative thing in the house, and even then, just barely. I ran my hand over it.
Starting point is 01:50:02 The paper was smooth, no tears but old. I figured maybe it was left over from a remodel that never got finished. I'd tear it down and paint it later, add it to the list. That night I set up a mattress on the floor, shoved my boxes into the corners, and fell asleep faster than I expected. But around 3am, I woke to a sound behind me. It was a soft, scritish.
Starting point is 01:50:33 Screech, scitch, scroach, faint but steady, right behind the wallpapered wall. I listened for a while, eyes still closed, figured it was mice or maybe pipes. It was an old house after all. I turned over, pulled the blanket tighter, and made a note to bite traps in the morning. The next day was quiet. I spent most of it trying to make the place feel less like a Craigslist trap and more like a place where a person actually lives. I unpacked a little, stacked books I probably wouldn't read on a bent shelf,
Starting point is 01:51:13 rearranged the two pieces of furniture I owned, a folding table and chair, to create the illusion of space. There was no internet yet, so I sat outside for an hour trying to poach someone's Wi-Fi signal. No luck. I eventually tethered to my phone until the data cap begged for mercy. I made a sad potter pasta and ate it over the sink, the kind of meal that feels lonelier than it should. Still, it was a roof, it was shelter, and I hadn't had to beg anyone for it.
Starting point is 01:51:51 That counted for something. That night, I slept with a window cracked. The house got muggy without airflow. A few bugs made it in, but nothing worse than a moth dive bombing my lamp. I was starting to feel like I could make this work until I woke up around 2.30 a.m. At first, I didn't know what pulled me out of sleep. No loud noises or scratching this time. Just a feeling like my eyes had opened on their own, like something was waiting.
Starting point is 01:52:29 The room was dim, streetlight through the blinds. I turned onto my back and caught it immediately. The top corner of the wallpaper, maybe six inches wide, had peeled itself away from the wall. I sat up, staring at it. The paper hung there like it had been carefully unglued. I got up, flicked on the light, and touched it. It was dry, not soft or damp, no reason it should have came loose at all. I muttered to myself, found some tape in my box of random crap, and stuck the edge back down,
Starting point is 01:53:12 smoothed it flat with my palm. Maybe the humidity loosened it, old paste, cheap materials, whatever. I went back to bed, rolled over, and tried to ignore the knot forming in my stomach. Ten minutes later, I checked again. It had peeled back. same corner, same exact fold. This time, the curl was cleaner, not like gravity had pulled it, more like it had been pinched and rolled. I didn't touch it, I stared at it for a while, took out my phone and snapped a photo, then taped it again, firmer this time, pressed harder.
Starting point is 01:53:58 I took another photo, same angle. 10 minutes later, peeled again. I flipped through the photos. In the first, the wallpaper was flat, in the second, the corner curled downward as if it never stayed down at all. I told myself it was just bad tape or bad luck, or that I was overtired and didn't press hard enough. But part of me was worried, not for anything grand,
Starting point is 01:54:28 but for my deposit I would desperately need back if I were to leave. A few evenings later I sat on the edge of my mattress and stared at the wall like it owed me money. The wallpaper had peeled back again, more this time. The top third of one sheet hung free, drooping like a tired eyelid. Same corner, same precision. Still no damage, just peeled clean. It was starting to feel.
Starting point is 01:55:00 feel less like wear and tear and more like intention. I told myself if I was going to keep living here, I couldn't let every weird creek or draught spin me out. So I got up, walked over and peeled it further. Might as well see what I was dealing with. Behind it, the drywall wasn't what I expected. It should have been flat, maybe a little dusty. Instead, it was scarred.
Starting point is 01:55:32 Long, deep vertical grooves ran down the surface. The scratches were spaced, deliberate and repetitive, like someone had dragged nails through it in slow, meditative strokes, over and over. I ran my hand over them. The surface was warm. Definitely not drywall temperature. It was probably bad insolable. or an old heater line behind the panel.
Starting point is 01:56:00 I'd seen worse and cheaper places. Still, I let the wallpaper fall back into place and didn't taper this time. That night, I had one of those half-sleep, sweat-stained dreams, the kind where your brain just loops the day's stresses into something heavy and warped. In the dream, I was in bed, just like I actually was,
Starting point is 01:56:23 and I could hear faint, rhythmic breathing as if someone's standing inches away. I woke up drenched, blanket kicked off, jaw-tight and heart racing. Reflexively, I looked to the wall. The wallpaper was peeled back down to shoulder height now, a smooth, clean fold with no tears or flakes on the floor, like it had waited for me to fall asleep. Frustrated, I grabbed a stapler from a box and slammed in a fresh strip.
Starting point is 01:56:58 I stapled the paper flat again and again, all the way around the edge. Then I shoved the buck shelf over, pressed it flush to the wall, boxes and all. I didn't even care what was inside them, just needed weight, pressure, distance. When I stepped back, I realized I was shaking. I felt like I wasn't fixing it to preserve the apartment. I was fixing it to keep something out. By the next night, the wallpaper had peeled so far down, it looked like a curtain. The entire sheet sagged off the wall in one long, lazy flap.
Starting point is 01:57:41 I woke up to the sound of the edge brushing the bug shelf, a faint papery sound like it was reaching down to tap me. That was the final straw. draw. Around noon, after pacing the house and staring at the wall like it might blink, I gave in and called the landlord. He answered on the third ring with a distracted. Yeah? I explained the issue as calmly as I could. The wallpaper's peeling his worse every day. It won't stay down. I've tried tape, staples. It's just not holding. Long pause, then. Still good paper, he said, just needs repasting, been up since the 80s, original install, Italian import actually, real quality stuff.
Starting point is 01:58:36 Like it was proud of it, like the history made it my problem. Right, but it won't stick, I said. It's not damaged, it's just coming off the wall completely. So, repaste it, he said. tone already slipping toward irritated. You think I'm going to replace it just because you can't work a glue brush. I blinked. Can I just take it down, paint it over?
Starting point is 01:59:06 I don't really care about the wallpaper. I just want absolutely not. His voice sharpened, like I suggested, knocking down a wall. That wallpaper costs money, he said. Real money. You tear it, you pay for it. You remove it. You pay for it.
Starting point is 01:59:24 for it. You paint over it. You're definitely paying for it. I sat there, gripping my phone, staring at the opposite wall while he kept talking. Last guy in there tried the same thing, he muttered, said it kept coming up, got fed up, left without notice. Some people just don't know how to maintain a property. I'm not your mother, and this ain't a hotel. I clenched my jaw. I'm not asking you to redo the place. I'm just saying something's not right with the wall. There are marks under it. Then stop looking under it.
Starting point is 02:00:01 He snapped. You keep picking at things they're gonna come apart. Just paste it back. It's not complicated. He hung up before I could respond. I sat on the edge of the bed, phone still in my hand and stared at the wall. The wallpaper had started to curl again.
Starting point is 02:00:23 I watched it happen in real time, the edge slowly peeling back with a sluggish rhythm of something that knew it had me, like it had heard me, like it had won. By the day after, the entire top sheet had drooped down like a curtain so one forgot to tie back. It folded over itself, soft and slack, like skin trying to slow off. I stood there, staring at it for a long time, holding the new tub of paste in one hand, and a brush in the other. I'd picked it up that afternoon, muttering to myself the whole drive.
Starting point is 02:01:03 Cheaper than losing a deposit, just paste it back, not complicated. I repeated that to myself like a mantra now. Just paste it back. But before I did, I figured I should wipe down the surface underneath in case it was damp or mouldy
Starting point is 02:01:22 or whatever was making the paper come loose. I didn't want to trap anything wet between layers. That'd just make it worse. I peeled the sheet further to expose the wall, slow and careful. The way you open a closet you weren't sure was empty. The drywall underneath looked the same as before. Pale, slightly uneven, still marked with as long, faint grooves.
Starting point is 02:01:48 The ones I told myself were left over from some lazy renovation job. But then I saw a spot about the size of a nickel, maybe quarter-sized. It was dark, circular, and slightly raised. It sat low on the wall, just beneath with a folded, rested, as if waiting for light. I leaned in, squinted, frowned. Mould. It had to be. The house always smelled vaguely damp, especially in the morning. mornings, and I'd been keeping the windows shut tight most nights. Maybe the airflow was bad,
Starting point is 02:02:29 old wood, old paint, things sweat when they rot. I muttered under my breath and went to the kitchen, grabbed a sponge and some all-purpose cleaner. Nothing fancy, just whatever was under the sink when I moved in. I sprayed the spot and pressed the sponge to it, gave it a few hard circles. The black didn't lift. I scrubbed harder, switching to the rough side. The edges started to smear. At first I thought it was working, but then I realized the smear wasn't fading. It was spreading.
Starting point is 02:03:08 The edges stretched thin like veins, little black strands spied outward, low contrast against the off-white drywall, branching like cracks in ice. They didn't flake or bubble-like mold. They just grew, pulled out from the center-like roots searching for water. I dropped a sponge in the bucket and stared. The shape widened, crept upward, slow, controlled. The veins bent inward, five streaks curling back toward the center, arched, evenly spaced, almost like...
Starting point is 02:03:49 I didn't want to finish the thought. thought, but my brain did it for me. Fingers. I leaned in, unwilling and unable to stop. The black lines formed a handprint, just slightly larger than my own, splayed flat as if someone had pressed their palm against the wall from the other side. And it wasn't paint. The wall felt warm beneath it.
Starting point is 02:04:16 The noticeable warmth that was stronger on the bare wall, like skin under a fever. I stepped back too fast, heart thudding like it was trying to outrun my ribs. I stood there for a second, frozen between fight and flight. Then something switched in my brain. Not a scream, but instinct. I grabbed the brush, scooped out the paste, slapped it over the shape without looking, hands moving fast, clumsy.
Starting point is 02:04:48 Without waiting for it. to dry, I grabbed the sheet of wallpaper, lined it up, and pressed it down with both palms, smoothing from the centre out. My breath was shallow, my chest tight. I pressed harder, stapled the edges for good measure. Then I stepped back. The floral pattern covered everything. The hand, the black, the warm.
Starting point is 02:05:15 It looked normal again. Just old, tacky wall. wallpaper in a quiet, forgettable house. I stood there, staring at it, and to my knee started to shake. And even then, I stayed longer. It wasn't me admiring my work, but because I thought I saw the wallpaper shift just slightly, like something behind it, had moved. I didn't sleep much after that.
Starting point is 02:05:49 Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the wallpapers. the pattern of the wallpaper pulsing behind my eyelids, floral shapes shifting in the dark, curling open and shut like lungs. By morning, I convinced myself it was exhaustion, that the spot, the warmth, all of it, had an explanation. I just needed someone else to look at it, someone responsible, because despite everything I had done, it started peeling again. So I called the landlord He picked up in the third ring Voice rough with that put on annoyance people use
Starting point is 02:06:29 When they want to make you feel like an inconvenience Yeah Hey it's me from the rental in Ashbury I said The wallpaper's still coming off Worse than before There's a I stopped myself
Starting point is 02:06:45 I almost said handprint There's a dark spot underneath I thought it was mulled, but it won't come up. The wall feels warm too. He sighed, loud, drawn out. Jeez, you sound like the last guy. That made me pause. The last tenant?
Starting point is 02:07:07 Yeah, him. Same thing. Walls this, noises that. Kept calling like I was his damn building manager. I told him to stop fussing, but he wouldn't. Eventually broke lease and spliced. I filed for damages, ruined his credit. He said it like he was proud.
Starting point is 02:07:28 Right, I said, trying to calm down. Well, this isn't about credit. The wall's doing something. It's... Look, he interrupted. Just scrub it with mold remover and fix it yourself. That's what normal people do when something's dirty. You can handle that, can't you?
Starting point is 02:07:47 The tone wasn't even subtle anymore? condescending, mean, like he wanted me to lose my temper so it could hang up smugly. I swallowed hard. I've already tried cleaning it. Then scrub harder. He actually laughed. A low wheezing sound that hit me right in the chest. If you're not capable, a basic upkeep, I can find someone who is.
Starting point is 02:08:13 Don't make this difficult. And that was it. Click. I sat there with a phone still to my ear, listening to the dead air. For a long time I didn't move. The house was quiet, but it didn't feel quiet. The silence had a texture to it, thick, waiting like the walls were listening to see what I do next. I looked toward the bedroom.
Starting point is 02:08:43 The wallpaper was already curling again. Slow, deliberate, a flower unfolding. That was when it hit me. There wasn't going to be any help. No maintenance man, no inspection, no landlord riding in with keys and concern. It was just me. Me, the house, and the thing behind the wall. I had to fix this by any means.
Starting point is 02:09:14 So I drove to the hardware store just before closing and walked straight to the adhesive I didn't even bother with the wallpaper pay section. I knew that wasn't going to cut it. I found what I was looking for on the bottom shelf. Industrial construction adhesive. The kind used a bond drywall to cinder block. The kind meant to last decades. I carried that up to the counter, set it down like I was buying ammo.
Starting point is 02:09:43 The guy at the register gave it a glance, then looked up at me. You know this stuff's personal. permanent, right? He said, once it's on, it's on. I nodded. Good. He didn't say anything after that, just scanned it and bagged it up. Back home, I changed into clothes I didn't care about and opened the tub on the bedroom floor. The chemical reek hit me immediately, sharp and metallic, with that sour undertone like burning plastic. My eyes watered, my throat stung. The wallpaper was hanging lower than before,
Starting point is 02:10:25 not just curling now, sagging, drooping like it had weight behind it, like it was being pushed from the other side. I ignored it, laid out my tools, took a breath. Then I went to war. I slathered on the adhesive with a sense, stiffest brush I had, no caution this time, no finesse, just heavy-handed strokes from top to bottom, smearing it into every crease, corner and bare spot. I worked fast, like if I slowed
Starting point is 02:11:00 down the wall might notice. The base bubbled as it spread, thick as cold, and twice as sticky. It sizzled slightly where it met the drywall. I told myself it was just a chemical reaction. When I finished, I lifted the sheet of wallpaper and pressed it down, firm and steady, both palms. I held it like I was sealing a wound, flattened it hard, smoothed out every ripple, every fold. I could feel the heat of the wall behind it, not warm like before, but reactive, twitchy. I prayed I hadn't accidentally set off a chemical reaction. I held into my arms ached until it felt like the glue it gripped for good. Then I stepped back.
Starting point is 02:11:52 The wall looked normal again. Just old, ugly wallpaper patterned with those delicate little roses that now felt like tiny eyes. And for the first time in days, I let myself breathe. It stayed that way for a few hours. no peeling, no smells, no movement. I ate dinner standing up in the kitchen, keeping the bedroom in my peripheral vision like it might sneak up on me.
Starting point is 02:12:22 But nothing happened. Around 9pm, I walked past the doorway and froze. There was a shape on the wall, faint but wrong. I flicked on the light. A bulge, right in the center of the wallpapered wall. It was subtle, barely curved at first, the kind of distortion you'd mistake for bad lighting or a paint bubble.
Starting point is 02:12:53 But I hadn't painted anything, and it wasn't there an hour ago. I stepped closer, didn't touch it. The paper wasn't loose, it had come unstuck. The wall itself was starting to push outward. It was swelling from the inside, like something didn't like being sealed in. By morning, it wasn't subtle anymore. The bulge in the wall had grown, no longer a ripple or a bump, but a full swelling at the center of the wallpaper's section. It bowed out like something pressing against a balloon from the inside.
Starting point is 02:13:35 Still, no tears or peeling. The pattern remained pristine, perfectly intact. But the whole thing looked like it was holding its breath. I stood a few feet back, just staring, trying to decide whether to leave it alone or touch it. Part of me wanted to pack a bag and never look back. Another part wanted to finish the job, whatever that meant now. I stepped forward, slowly.
Starting point is 02:14:04 The air felt warmer, the closer I got. I reached out and pressed a hand against the center of the bulge. It gave under my palm, soft, elastic. It felt wrong, not like anything a wall should feel like. It was like pushing against muscle. I pressed harder, and then it pushed back. Just slightly, enough to let me know it knew I was there. I stumbled backward, breath caught in my throat.
Starting point is 02:14:37 "'Chees!' "'I didn't think. "'I grabbed my phone and called the landlord. "'He picked up, groggy, irritated. "'What now? "'There's damage. "'The wall's swollen. "'The section I fixed.
Starting point is 02:14:56 "'It's ballooning out like something's behind it.' "'That got his attention. "'Damage,' he repeated. "'I could hear his posture shift through the phone. How bad? Did you mess with the wall? What did you use?
Starting point is 02:15:14 I used the adhesive. I said, construction grade. The wallpaper wouldn't stay down so I... Oh, he cut in, suddenly chipper. You use the wrong stuff. I could hear the smile behind his voice. Yeah, see. That's on you.
Starting point is 02:15:34 If the drywall's compromised, I'd have to replace the whole section. and that ain't cheap, not to mention my nice wallpaper. You told me to fix it. I said to paste it. You used industrial glue. Big difference. That's a liability issue now. I started to argue, but he rolled over me.
Starting point is 02:15:56 I'll come by tomorrow, bring a contractor. We'll take a look and get you an estimate for repairs. Click. No goodbye, no concern. Just the sound of a trapped snapping shut. I lowered the phone and stared at the bloated curve in the wall. The floral wallpaper stretched like skin over a bruise. And for the first time, I realized this wasn't just going to cost me money.
Starting point is 02:16:26 I was in something I didn't understand, and I wasn't sure it would let me out. The landlord's truck rumbled into the driveway the next morning, followed by a dented van that looked like it hadn't passed inspection in years. He climbed out first, crisp polo shirt tucked into slacks that didn't fit right, sunglasses perched on top of his head like he thought they made him look important. The man who followed was built like a refrigerator in overalls. He didn't say anything, just gave a short nod before following the landlord up the steps.
Starting point is 02:17:04 From the way they greeted each other, the casual laugh, slap on the shoulder. I could tell this wasn't the first time they'd done this routine. The landlord barely said hello before brushing past me into the bedroom. And there it was. The wall, bowed and taut, the floral pattern stretched thin. He gave a long, exaggerated whistle. Ah, he said, rubbing his chin. Yeah, that'll be a problem. The contractor nodded, already running his hand along the bulge. Why be a moisture pocket, he said, could be pressure building under it. He turned to me with that fake professional smile.
Starting point is 02:17:50 If it bursts, that's an emergency repair. Could run you thousands. The landlord glanced back at me. Lucky for you, I'm being reasonable. He said, let's just take a look. I clenched my fists at my sides. Watching them together, the two of them smirking, talking in coded contractor language I barely understood,
Starting point is 02:18:16 made me want to tear the whole wall down myself. They didn't care about fixing it. They cared about owning me. The landlord stepped closer, pressing a hand flat against the bulge. Ooh, it's soft, he said, grinning. You feel that? as the adhesive reacting to humidity. The contractor joined him, pressed a finger into the curve.
Starting point is 02:18:43 He chuckled low. Yeah, he said, could be pressure building under it. Best not to poke it too. He pushed harder. Much. The wall moved. Not the wallpaper, the whole wall. It shifted under their hands like something flexing beneath the surface.
Starting point is 02:19:07 The landlord frowned. What the hell? Then it rippled. The bulge pulsed outward once. The floral pattern stretched so tight it almost vanished. A sound followed. A wet, sticky pop, like a blister bursting. And then...
Starting point is 02:19:28 The wall exploded. It happened fast, too fast for my brain to catch up. The wall burst. not the plaster cracking a wallpaper tearing. It ruptured like something inside wanted out. A spray of thick black liquid splattered across the Landnor's chest, soaking through his shirt and spotting his face. He staggered back, coughing, eyes wide in confusion.
Starting point is 02:19:57 What the hell? Then, a hand shot out. Not human, not even close. It was slick. the color of wet tar and shaped almost like a person's, but too long, the fingers tapered into jagged, uneven tips, not nails, hooks. It slammed into his chest with a wet thud. He screamed, high and sharp, as a thing wrapped around his torso, digging in deep. His shirt tore, then his skin, the claws sank in like me-tucks, and then, without hesitation,
Starting point is 02:20:37 It pulled. The contractor lurched forward, grabbing the landlord's arm. Wait! But it was too late. The pull was so fast, I heard the snapping of bones and the ripping of flesh before he even hit the wall. The wall didn't open wider, yet the hand managed to pull the landlord threw in one yank, violent and messy. Vicerous squirted where excess skin and limbs caught before entry. The landlord's body folded, compressing unnaturally, bones snapping, his limbs twisting
Starting point is 02:21:13 inward like wet cardboard. One shoulder slipped in, then his chest, his face, his mouth still open and a soundless scream, all in one motion. And then... He was gone. All of him, gone. Through a space barely large enough for a child to crawl through. His keys hit the floor and clattered, spinning in a red puddle.
Starting point is 02:21:42 The contractor stumbled backward, face white, lips moving without sound. I didn't think. I ran. We both did. Down the hall, hoping the daylight would save us somehow. Then, stupidly, I looked back. The bedroom door still hung open. The sunlight reached just.
Starting point is 02:22:06 far enough inside to light the wall. Where the bulge had been, where the thing had come out. The wallpaper was flat again, perfectly smooth, just one messy red ring in the pattern, right at chest height.
Starting point is 02:22:25 I escaped behind the contractor, I didn't stop until I was halfway to the road, hands shaking, vision swimming, chest heaving. The cops did, didn't believe us. Not really. They showed up 30 minutes after the 911 call, two cruisers, an unmarked sedan, and eventually a detective in a grey button-up who looked like it'd rather be anywhere else. They cordoned off the bedroom, walked in and out, took photos, asked the same
Starting point is 02:23:00 questions a dozen different ways. And every time I told them the same story. So did the contractor, which surprised me honestly. He was pale and rattled, still stuttering when he spoke, but he didn't change a word. The wall just opened. Something grabbed him. He screamed. The wall had just took him.
Starting point is 02:23:29 We stood together in the hallway while they searched, listening, watching, waiting for one of them to scream or come running. But no one did. Eventually, the detective called us back in. The bedroom looked normal. No blood, no hole, no black fluid. Just that stupid floral wallpaper. Flat, clean, undisturbed.
Starting point is 02:23:58 The only sign that anything had ever happened was a landlord's key ring, still lying on the floor where it had fallen. One of the officers picked it up with a gloved hand and bagged it, like that meant something. like it proved something. The detective looked at me for a long time, then the contractor. He had this expression on his face, like he was trying to figure out whether to laugh or have us arrested. You're sticking to that, he asked finally. We're telling you what we saw, I said.
Starting point is 02:24:33 He nodded slowly, wrote something in his notebook. We'll be in touch, he said, voice flat. The investigation would be long. I knew that, but that left me displaced. My life was in that house. God knows it wasn't smart to stay there, but I had no other choice. I spent time looking for somewhere else to stay, but had no luck. In the meantime, I only did what was necessary in the house, changing clothes, washing myself, storing food.
Starting point is 02:25:10 but everything else I did in my car. I slept there, ate there, and job searched. The police called a few times, came by once more, but eventually... It just stopped. No arrest, no charges, no real investigation. Just a note in the file. Unresolved disappearance.
Starting point is 02:25:37 That was it. The landlord was gone. gone. And the wall? Still standing. I moved out the next week, didn't pack much, left behind the furniture, some clothes, even the mattress. The landlord's van was still in the driveway when I left. No one had come to claim it. I dropped the keys to the mail slot and didn't look back. They kept the deposit, of course, some nonsense about property damage. I did. I did. I did. I did. I did. I was. I did. I didn't argue, I just wanted out. I ended up in a house share on the other side of town,
Starting point is 02:26:21 two roommates, one bathroom, kitchen sink that never quite drains right. But it's safe. It's loud and cramped, and no one knows how to take the trash out on time. But the walls don't breathe, and nothing peels itself open in the dark. I sleep. Not great, but I sleep. Some nights I still dream of it. Not the landlord screaming or the blood.
Starting point is 02:26:53 Just the feel of it. That soft give under my hand. Warm like breath. The wallpaper stretching against my palm, like skin waiting to tear. But then I wake up and it's gone. And I tell myself, I'm lucky. I got out.
Starting point is 02:27:17 I hadn't been sleeping well. Not in the dramatic, tortured way. Just the usual. Late nights, dragging into early mornings, too much screen time, too much silence. You stop noticing how tired you are when it's constant. I thought maybe it was the recent job loss, or the breakup, or the fact that I was living in a sublet where the ceiling fan clicked like a metronome made to measure disappointment.
Starting point is 02:27:54 People said I seemed distant. I was. I'd tell people I was fine. I'd say it enough that I almost believed it. But a few nights in, something changed. I was washing dishes, staring out the kitchen window at nothing in particular, when I heard it. Not a voice exactly.
Starting point is 02:28:20 More like a sentence dropped in my head. complete neutral he dries the glass he stares too long i blinked the sponge slipped in my hand it wasn't my thought that's what threw me it didn't feel like me thinking it felt like someone else was thinking at me I told myself it was stress, insomnia, internal monologue with too much flair. The next day, on a call with my sister, she asked how I was holding up. I opened my mouth to lie. Before I could speak, it came again. He takes the call.
Starting point is 02:29:13 He lies. And then I said it without even meaning to. I'm doing all right. I remember the exact moment after how my fingers trembled slightly around the phone how the line was silent for a beat too long before she replied that was the first time I joked aloud
Starting point is 02:29:37 guess I've got a narrator now but it wasn't funny it didn't stop and it was starting to get things right that I hadn't done yet at first the voice stuck to narrate little summaries of what I was already doing. He scrolls too long, he reheats leftovers, he pretends to read.
Starting point is 02:30:05 Almost funny, in a pathetic sort of way. But after a few days, it started to comment. The first jab came while I was sitting on the couch, scrolling job listings. He won't apply, he never does. I froze, thumb hovering over the screen, then closed the app. I told myself it was a coincidence that my brain was catching me in old habits, building sentences around guilt. But the timing was too sharp, the phrasing too pointed. Later, while I was drafting an email I didn't want to send, it said.
Starting point is 02:30:50 He's already lying, and he hasn't hit sent. yet, and I was. I deleted the email entirely, stared at the blinking cursor until the words felt like they'd been scraped out of my head. The voice didn't sound angry or emotional. It just sounded sure, confident in a way I hadn't been in months.
Starting point is 02:31:16 It was like reading from a script I hadn't seen. I started testing it, small things. I'd reach for a glass of water just to see what it would say. He reaches for the glass. Then quickly, I'd change my mind. He hesitates. He pretends that makes him unpredictable. My hand shook so badly, I nearly dropped the glass.
Starting point is 02:31:45 I thought maybe this was a breakdown. Sleep deprivation, anxiety, some kind of disassociative loop. The internet had words for it. intrusive thoughts, auditory hallucinations, de-realization. Except, it didn't feel like a voice in my head. It felt like someone was watching. By the end of that week, I'd stopped turning on the TV, stopped playing music, and stopped doing anything that made me feel less alone,
Starting point is 02:32:19 because that's when it started saying things I hadn't done yet. He won't sleep tonight. I laughed when I heard it, nervous, brittle. Sure I will, I thought to myself. But the power went out around 1am. The hum of the fridge died. The room folded into silence so deep I could hear my own pulse. I got up, fumbling through the dark for my phone's flashlight.
Starting point is 02:32:51 The air felt heavy, close. I checked the breaker, the fuse, nothing. Then, from the hallway, a faint creek. When I turned, I saw it. The front door, wide open. The cold night pressed in, sharp and deliberate, and behind my ribs, that same quiet voice said, Something's going to break.
Starting point is 02:33:27 I didn't sleep the rest of that night. I checked every room twice. every window, every lock. Nothing was disturbed. The only thing out of place was the front door, wide open with no signs of forced entry. And my phone, sitting on the nightstand, battery drained a zero. I plugged it in before bed.
Starting point is 02:33:51 I was sure of it. The next day, I filed a police report. They didn't find anything. No fingerprints, no signs of tammer. The front door hadn't even been scratched. It's probably stress, the officer said, handing me back the form with practice sympathy. Sometimes people forget they opened a door, but I hadn't. And when I got home, the voice was waiting.
Starting point is 02:34:25 Who wonders if he's imagining it? I froze halfway through the threshold. He steps inside anyway. I stepped inside. It was like someone writing over my life in real time, erasing the possibility of free will with every line. I couldn't surprise it, couldn't get ahead of it. That night, I slept with the lights on,
Starting point is 02:34:55 dragged a chair in front of the door, tied a string between the handle and my wrist. I needed proof of a person, of a thing, something. The voice didn't speak for. hours. I almost thought it was gone. Then, as I was drifting off, it whispered, he thinks he'll be safe if he prepares. I didn't sleep after that either. By morning, the knot was still tied. The door was unmoved, everything untouched. But the house felt used. Not in a way I could name, just lived in by something I hadn't seen.
Starting point is 02:35:44 And for the first time, I realized I hadn't done anything wrong. I hadn't committed some great sin. I wasn't cursed or haunted or chosen. Something was toying with me. I wasn't going to. I knew how it would sound. But it had been weeks. I wasn't sleeping.
Starting point is 02:36:11 I kept second-guessing every third. thought before I could even think it. It felt like my brain wasn't mine anymore. So, I called Emma. We'd known each other since college. The kind of friend you could call after six months of silence and pick up like nothing had changed. She met me at a diner near the edge of town.
Starting point is 02:36:36 I told her everything. The voice, the predictions. I didn't even care how I sounded anymore. I just needed to say it out loud. I needed to see someone else react to anchor me to reality. She listened. She really listened. Asked questions.
Starting point is 02:36:58 Took my hand at one point. You're under a lot of stress, she said gently. But I believe you believe it. That counts for something. It wasn't full belief, but it was something. That night, as I lay in bed, the voice returned, slow, deliberate. He told the wrong person. Boring.
Starting point is 02:37:28 Remove her. I sat up, reached for my phone. Emma's name wasn't in my contacts. I opened her old texts. The thread was there, but empty. Just the grey bar that said, no messages. I called her. It rang once. Then a robotic voice. This number is not in service.
Starting point is 02:37:55 I scrolled through photos. I knew I had dozens with her. Birthdays, Halloween, that awful karaoke night. But in every one I checked, she was missing. Whole frames cropped. Others where she should have been beside me. Empty space. The next day I drove to her apartment, different name on the buzzer, new mailbox label. I knocked anyway.
Starting point is 02:38:27 A woman I didn't recognize opened the door, mid-thirties, short blonde hair. She looked confused. No one named Emma's lived here, she said, not since I moved in six years ago. Six. We'd had coffee yesterday. Hadn't we? I sat in my car for an hour, holding my phone like it was a dead animal. A story doesn't need side characters if they aren't part of the ending.
Starting point is 02:39:03 The voice whispered, smooth as oil. I didn't know what this meant. I just drove. And every street sign I passed felt like it could vanish next. It wasn't the voice that changed. It was everything else. The clock on the stove always read a time that made sense, just never the same twice.
Starting point is 02:39:30 I'd look away, look back, and somehow it had jumped ten minutes forward or back. Once it was midnight three times in a row. But the voice, it stayed observant, a steady interjection that jutted in at random intervals. He notices time is wrong, but keeps eating. He's starting to realize this isn't stress. I tried ignoring it.
Starting point is 02:40:01 I tried pretending the world still worked. Then, it said something new. He looks at himself and wondered when he stopped being real. That one hit too close. I stared at my reflection, waiting for it to blink first. It didn't. It just stared back, hollow and quiet, like it knew more than I did. But fear still ran through me.
Starting point is 02:40:33 If this voice could make Emma just disappear, what could it do to me? And I snapped. I punched the mirror, full swing. I watched it shatter, felt its shatter, glass scattered everywhere. Then I blinked, and the mirror was whole. The glass was gone, and the cut across my knuckles had vanished. I staggered back, heart pounding. The room wasn't mine, not completely.
Starting point is 02:41:07 The layout was correct, but off. The coffee table was on the wrong side, the couch was an older model. There were pictures in the wall I didn't recognize, a smiling family I'd never seen. The narrator was still calm, still warm. sure. He understands now, but not enough. I sat on the floor, shaking. This wasn't just in my head. Someone was building the world around me, piece by piece, and I was slipping between versions. All week I tried to explain it away, drown it out, reason with it. But the voice was always there, narrating like I was the joke of some sad, slow story.
Starting point is 02:41:58 So I screamed, loud, ugly. What are you? The air didn't answer. Not right away. Finally, took you long enough. It wasn't a whisper. It wasn't inside my head anymore. It was everywhere.
Starting point is 02:42:22 The ceiling fan hum in the fridge compressor, in the space between my heartbeats. I'm the only real thing here, it said. I felt myself go cold. I didn't fully know what it meant. You're a story. You are supposed to be a story. But you're nothing.
Starting point is 02:42:46 You hesitate. You mope. You repeat yourself. You don't give me anything. I paused at this, not knowing whether the voice was being literal or metaphorical. I want attention, conflict, growth, but you just...
Starting point is 02:43:06 Exist. I shook my head. No, this isn't real. This is... You're not real. I wrote you. I tried to care about you, to get people to care about you. But this is going nowhere.
Starting point is 02:43:27 The lights dimmed. The walls seemed thinner. So, I've been trying to fix it. Add some stakes, a little fear, a little mystery. Something that might save this train wreck from total irrelevance. I backed into the corner, heart pounding. But nothing works. You just survive, you stall, you bore, there was a pause.
Starting point is 02:43:59 Then, like the edge of a blade. I want an ending, silence returned, not calm but coiled. Something was coming. But with how things were, the scope of what scared me. In the silence, I had time to think. A story it called me, like a character in a play. The only way for a story to progress is by participating. This whole thing was something I couldn't fight. It wasn't physical or external. So my only idea, the only thing I could think to do was, nothing. Pure nothing. The next morning. That's what I did. Nothing. No longer paralyzed by fear. This was pure choice. I didn't get out of bed, didn't drink, didn't eat, didn't speak. I just stared at the wall and counted the cracks in the paint.
Starting point is 02:45:13 And the voice? It waited. At first, it tried the usual. He woke up confused, anxious, heart still racing from the confrontation. Nothing. He got up, poured coffee with a shaking hand, tried to convince himself none of it was real. Still, nothing. I stayed in bed, face blank, like a body no longer connected to the script. Then it got bolder, meaner. He screamed, he begged, he cried. I didn't flinch, didn't even blink. If this were a story, then I figured it couldn't move unless I did. So I gave it nothing. Days passed. I grew hungry and thirsty, but I didn't move, even for the bare essentials. I truly committed to giving it nothing. The fridge hummed, the sun rose and set, and the voice unraveled. He's breaking down,
Starting point is 02:46:30 losing it. He wants to scream but can't. He misses his friend, the one who forgot him. He regrets everything. Wrong, wrong, wrong. I didn't miss anyone, didn't feel anything. I was done being a character. Every second I stayed still was another second. It didn't get what it wanted.
Starting point is 02:46:57 Let it lie, let it twist, let the story rot on the page. Eventually, it stopped narrating altogether. There was no momentum, no tension, just me rotting in a room, not knowing what came next. So, when the door clicked open, I thought I imagined it. But the footsteps were real, soft, familiar. I didn't look up right away, afraid that if I moved, the way. world would snap back into fiction. But then I heard her voice.
Starting point is 02:47:40 Are you okay? I turned my head slowly. She stood in the doorway. My wife, the real her, wearing the coat she always said made a look too grown up. Her eyes were full of cautious worry. And next to her, our daughter, small, quiet, watching me with me. this seriousness children aren't supposed to have. My mouth opened, but nothing came out.
Starting point is 02:48:13 She stepped in, took a breath like the place smelled bad, and it probably did. I hadn't showered, hadn't cleaned, hadn't done anything but sit and wait to be erased. What happened to you? She asked. Why won't you answer your phone? I didn't know how to explain. I didn't know where to begin. so I just said
Starting point is 02:48:38 I'm sorry and that was all it took she moved across the room and sank to her knees in front of me her hands touched mine dry skin cracked knuckles but hers were warm solid human
Starting point is 02:48:59 we were so scared she said you don't just disappear like that I didn't know how to come back, I said, the words catching in my throat. Everything stopped making sense. I didn't know what was real. I still don't. She looked at me, really looked, and then leaned forward and rested her head against my chest.
Starting point is 02:49:29 A daughter climbed up into my lap without a word, curling up against me like she'd been waiting to do it whole time, and for a moment, one impossible moment, I felt okay. The narrator didn't say a word. It was just us, me and them, breathing, warm, alive. And I thought, maybe this is the ending, but in the interim of silence, it started with pressure, the kind that makes your ears ring. A sudden drop, like the air forgot how to breathe. Then...
Starting point is 02:50:16 Came the wind. Not a gentle breeze, a full body shove. The apartment groaned, the windows trembled, curtains flared inward, as if something was trying to get in. My daughter screamed, a small piercing sound. My wife pulled a close, shielding, her from nothing and everything all at once. It's okay, I told them, it's just a storm.
Starting point is 02:50:47 Bigger storms don't come from nowhere, and they don't make the floorboard shift like footsteps. I stepped into the hallway, the front door was wide open, the knob still turning, like someone had just let themselves in. Outside, moonlight poured down in a flood of silver, but it wasn't gentle. It looked wrong, too sharp, too focused, like a spotlight through fog. It painted a threshold like a stage. And from this basking glow, something moved. A ripple in the light, a shadow, slick and smooth, crawled across the wall.
Starting point is 02:51:34 ceiling, thin as a trickle of oil, fast, intentional. I whispered, what the hell is that, then? A shriek. From behind me, from the bedroom. My daughter, I ran. The bedroom door was already open, already waiting. And for a second, I thought maybe it was a false alarm, maybe the scream was fear and not pain. But the moment I crossed the threshold, I knew they were on the floor. My wife, my little girl,
Starting point is 02:52:21 twisted together in a tangle of limbs, eyes wide and mouth slack, as if they hadn't even had time to scream again. The throats had been opened, messy and jagged, like claws had dug in and tore their voices out. The blood hadn't pulled yet. It was still moving, still hot. And above them, that thing floated.
Starting point is 02:52:48 A smear of black, oily and slow moving. No eyes, no face, just motion constant, swirling. The ceiling above it cracked, paint bluish. as if reality itself was struggling to hold around it. I couldn't speak. I dropped to my knees, landing in the blood I didn't feel, hands trembling as they reached stupidly, pointlessly, for what was already gone.
Starting point is 02:53:19 I wanted to scream, but nothing came out. No breath, no words, just the silence so heavy it rang in my bones. Then the voice came, smooth and measured. Predictable, it said. Painful, yes, but still dull. My head whipped around, but there was no source, just the voice.
Starting point is 02:53:51 It was back. This isn't real, I whispered, voice cracking. This can't be real, this... Of course it isn't. The tone shifted, not mocking or cruel, just disappointed. I gave you a family, stakes, texture, and you squandered it. Do you know how hard it is the salvaged tension after the second act stall? You sat, you stared, you moat.
Starting point is 02:54:28 Now we're crawling toward an ending with nothing to show for it. I couldn't breathe. This wasn't even supposed to happen, not like this, but you left me nothing, no arc, no drive. My wife's body flickered once, twice, and then she dissolved, like static, noise and distortion that tore her apart in a thousand little digital blinks. My daughter followed one second clinging to me in memory. The next, gone. Only two dark, wet outlines remained on the floor, like shadows that forgot to leave.
Starting point is 02:55:15 Memories of a life filled with love fading. And in that space, where grief should have consumed me, something worse crept in. The cold realization. They were never real. I never had a family. I lived alone. I had a girlfriend, but we had broken up recently.
Starting point is 02:55:40 But the moment I saw them, I accepted it like it was real, like it always was. A tragic footnote meant to make me compelling, and even that hadn't worked. I stared into the red-stained floor, into those empty shapes, and wanted to scream until my throat tore open.
Starting point is 02:56:06 But I didn't, because I heard the voice again. Quiet this time, close. Let's try something else. And the world blinked out, woke to cold, to pain already blooming in my arms with a rope bit deep. My wrists were tied to a chair, thick splintered wood beneath me, the legs uneven on a cement floor. Pipes line the walls.
Starting point is 02:56:42 rusted and dripping. A single bulb swung over head, buzzing like flies. The light stuttered. The air reeked of metal, mildew, and something sharp underneath. Something alive. Across the room, a man hummed softly, off-key, childlike. He stood with his back to me, laying out tools on a tray, not surgical, but domestic, familiar things made wrong by arrangement.
Starting point is 02:57:17 Pliers, box cutter, flat-head screwdriver, a hammer with something dried on the handle. He turned and smiled. Too wide, lips stretched to unnatural corners, like someone who had studied humanity in a mirror and still hadn't gotten it quite right. He stepped closer. conflict the voice said stakes pain let's make them care about you the man reached for the pliers i screamed at a reflex he didn't pause the pain was real so real when the first fingernail peeled away bright and white-hot and immediate the sound was worse the squelch the squelch the snap. My body jerked so hard the chest scrape the concrete. I cried out, pleaded, cursed, but the man was humming again, like he didn't even hear me. Blood ran down my fingers, hot and quick,
Starting point is 02:58:30 pattering onto the floor. I begged for it to stop, but it didn't. He carried on with each finger in my right hand and started on the left. Each rip I forced words out, begging for an answer. Please, I gasped. What do you want from me? The humming stopped. The man froze, head tilted, fingers twitching. The tool slipped from his hand with a soft clatter, metal bouncing off concrete, one after the other.
Starting point is 02:59:10 Silence fell. Then the voice returned, like narration bleeding through the ceiling with a hint of frustration. Not this, it said flatly. It's too repetitive. The bulb above me flickered, spotted, the edges of the room blurred, shimmered like heat waves. Torture is lazy. The narrator continued. Anyone can suffer.
Starting point is 02:59:44 Doesn't make you interesting. You're still boring. The man, or whatever he was, lifted his head suddenly, like a puppet cut loose. The pain didn't fade. It just stopped, like someone pressed pause and reality. I could no longer see, hear or feel. No body, no room. Just darkness.
Starting point is 03:00:12 endless and silent, except for the ragged sound of my own breathing. And then, from somewhere above or inside or beyond, pages turned, a sound like paper being considered, judged. I didn't know what form I was in anymore, whether I had a mouth or a throat or a voice. But the words forced their way out of me anyway. Don't stop the story, I whispered, barely able to form the words. Please, if you stop, I stop. By this point, I realized, I only existed as long as the story did. When the story ended, so did I.
Starting point is 03:01:06 I didn't know how to give the voice what it wanted, but that didn't stop me from trying. Silence. Then a sound, low and familiar, pages turning, not nearby, above, somewhere out of reach, out of understanding. So, the voice said, finally, you understand now. I nodded or tried to. I'm not real, I said, but I'm still here. Another pause. No sarcasm, no contempt this time.
Starting point is 03:01:54 Then, maybe you've earned another draft. The light dimmed, folding inward like paper, curling in flame. And I let the dark take me. Sunlight warmed my face. I blinked. I was on the couch. The stained chair, the concrete room, the screaming. gone. No blood or bindings, just the soft hush of morning and the low hum of the TV.
Starting point is 03:02:29 My phone buzzed on the armrest, unknown number. I answered, unsure of what to expect. A chipper voice beamed through the speaker. Hi, just calling to let you know, you got the job, full benefits, competitive salary. We're so excited to have you on board. respond at first, just stared at the far wall, mouth dry, nodding to no one, then hesitantly thanked them and hung up. Another buzz, a notification from Instagram, a new message flashed across the screen. Hey, saw your profile, thought you were cute, want to grab a drink sometime, smiley face? I clicked the profile and it was the most beautiful, woman I'd ever seen, exactly my type. The interests on a profile were everything I was into.
Starting point is 03:03:31 I sat up slowly. The room felt artificial, like someone tried to remember what a morning should feel like. On the TV, a news anchor rattled off last night's lottery numbers. I barely heard her until the numbers hit my ears one by one. My eyes dropped to the coffee table. The lottery ticket sat there, perfectly aligned. Every number matched, every single one. And in the quiet that followed, I didn't smile, I didn't move.
Starting point is 03:04:13 Because I understood now. Despite everything that was happening, how I was receiving more than I could ever dream, the story was about to end. Liam and I have been planning the trip for months, just the two of us. No girlfriends, no responsibilities, just a long overdue weekend to disconnect. We picked the cheapest cabin we could find, tucked in the tree-thick edge of some forgotten lake up north. fishing, drinks, maybe a little weed, the kind of lazy, directionless break we both pretended we didn't desperately need.
Starting point is 03:05:08 I'd just quit my job, burnout. Liam's engagement had fallen apart two weeks before the wedding. We didn't talk about either. The next morning, I woke up early, couldn't sleep. Liam followed me down to the dark, bleary-eyed, both of us clutching mugs of awful instant coffee. That's when we saw it. Across the water, barely visible through the fog.
Starting point is 03:05:42 A house. A full-on house. Two stories, pale-siding, sharp roof, perfectly symmetrical, and definitely not there the day before. Maybe we were too hung over to notice, Liam said. Maybe someone built it overnight, I joked. But the chill of my spine didn't match my tone. We watched it for a while.
Starting point is 03:06:10 It didn't move, flicker or fade. It just sat there, still and waiting. We couldn't see a dark or a path leading to it. It was just there. Eventually, curiosity got the better of us. We climbed into the old metal rowboat. the cabin provided, or squeaking with every pull. The lake was calm, the surface didn't ripple.
Starting point is 03:06:39 Even the fog seemed thick and deliberate, as if it wanted to hide something. As we rode, I remember thinking, maybe we're about to ruin someone's very private weekend. The fog parted like a curtain the closer we got. It sat dead centre on the water, no docks, no stilts, no visible support. Just a two-story colonial-style house perfectly above the glass of reflection, as if it had been cut and pasted into the world without explanation. Liam was the first to say it. There's no foundation.
Starting point is 03:07:24 I nodded. There's no reason it should be standing. We circled it in the boat, but there was no clear entry point, just still water and the low whisper of wind. And then, miraculously, we spotted a flat wooden platform hidden by the shadows beneath the water in front of the porch steps, a place just wide enough to climb onto. We tied off and stepped onto the platform. It didn't creak or sway. It felt impossibly solid. The front door opened with the first twist of the knob.
Starting point is 03:08:05 Inside was... Warmth. I don't mean just temperature. It felt like a loved home, like someone had been expecting us. Lamps glowed in every room, soft orange glow washing over clean furniture and polished hardwood. A fire crackled in a stone hearth, despite no visible chimney outside.
Starting point is 03:08:30 the smell of fresh bread hung in the air. The dining table was set for two, full plates already prepared. Roast chicken, vegetables, mashed potatoes, still steaming like they'd just been prepared. Our stomachs growled in unison, but neither of us dared touch it. Maybe this is one of those theme rentals, Liam said, like a weird Airbnb experience. I was too stunned to respond. The place was stunning, leagues above the glorified shed we'd rented. We moved from room to room, quiet now.
Starting point is 03:09:13 Every bed was made, closets full of clothes, neutral, unlabeled, but folded with care. Framed photos hung along the hallways, but the faces were impossible to make out, like they'd been smudged or captured mid-motion. familiar and alien at the same time. Everything had that once loved feeling, old but clean, used but treasured. The kitchen was fully stocked, the fridge cold and humming, cabinets filled with dry goods, even a fruit bowl on the counter, apples waxy and perfect. We stood in the living room, surrounded by silence and comfort.
Starting point is 03:09:56 This place is nicer than our cabin, Liam said. By a mile. No mould, no wood rot, no smell like a raccoon died under the floorboards, I added. We laughed, but the feeling crept over us that we didn't belong. This was someone's place and we were walking it like a public space. We didn't stay long. The air inside that house had a way of numbing time. time, like everything outside the walls didn't exist. But when I checked my watch, nearly two
Starting point is 03:10:33 hours had passed. The food on the table hadn't cooled. Liam whistled low. All right, enough ghost real estate. Let's head back before dark. Yeah, I said, though my voice didn't sound convincing, even to me. I didn't want to admit how the place made me feel... Safe, almost hypnotically so, like leaving would be wrong somehow. He was already at the door. You coming? Yeah, right behind you.
Starting point is 03:11:12 He stepped out first, boots thumping lightly on the wooden platform. The sound was grounding. Real. Then I tried to follow and hit something that wasn't there. The air had hardened, not like wind or resistance. It was like walking face first into glass. My whole body jolted backward. My breath caught in my throat.
Starting point is 03:11:40 What the hell? I pressed my hands forward. They flattened against nothing. The doorframe was right in front of me, open. but I couldn't cross it. It was like the house itself was pushing back. Matt? Liam's voice floated through the fog, muffled.
Starting point is 03:12:03 It hit the barrier again, harder this time. I can't get out. What are you talking about? I can't get out. Then, everything changed. Every light in the house went out all at once. The warmth bled. away, the fire hissed out mid-crackle. In the sudden silence, the sound of my own breathing
Starting point is 03:12:29 filled the room, quick, sharp and too loud. The moonlight filtered through the windows in weak silver ribbons, illuminating motes of dust that hadn't been there a moment ago. Liam? My voice sounded small. No answer. Just the distant, rhythmic lap of water against the foundation, a sound that somehow felt closer than it should. Liam! I shouted, panic rising. My heartbeat thudded in my ears. Footsteps thudded across the porch. Then the door swung wide. Light poured back in around him like someone had hit a switch. The fire roared again. The air warmed. Everything was normal.
Starting point is 03:13:19 Liam stood in the doorway, eyebrows raised. What the hell's your problem? I stumbled forward, gripping the frame. I couldn't leave. The air it. I stopped, realizing how insane I sounded. He looked past me, scanning the bright, cozy room. You sure you didn't just freak yourself out?
Starting point is 03:13:48 Man, you've been jumpy, ever since we got here. I'm serious, I said, shaking my head. It was like hitting a wall. He chuckled uneasily, clapping my shoulder. Yeah, a spooky invisible wall in the middle of a magic lake. Maybe ease up on the edibles, huh? But even as he laughed, I caught it,
Starting point is 03:14:15 the way his eyes darted toward the open door behind him, then back to me. He didn't say it out loud, but I could tell. He felt it too. The air outside was heavy, the kind of stillness that waits. We kept testing it, thinking maybe it was just a fluke, some bizarre sensory thing, or maybe we were overtired. But no, every time we tried to leave together, shoulder to shoulder, we both hit it. that invisible wall
Starting point is 03:14:53 like the air had been vacuum sealed no resistance no sound just solid nothing the first time it happened to both of us at once we looked at each other and said nothing just backed up
Starting point is 03:15:07 back into the house so he tried splitting it up again I left first made it to the porch he followed blocked and the moment I crossed the threshold the lights flicked back on, warm, cozy, like nothing had happened.
Starting point is 03:15:28 Then we reversed it. He went out fine. I followed, blocked again. It became clear. You could leave, but only if someone else stayed behind. One must remain. I don't know how the house enforced that rule, but it did. Every single time, no matter how to have.
Starting point is 03:15:52 how we tried to game it. Eventually, we stopped trying and sat in the living room, surrounded by ticking clocks and two perfect furniture. The crackling fireplace didn't burn down, and the food and the table never got cold. It was all still, waiting. Liam was the one who spoke first. I'll go, he said. I'll get help. I'll be fast. I didn't like it, but he was already walking to the door. And, as he crossed the threshold, the light didn't just fade. It curdled. Warm gold drained into thin, grey moonlight that coated everything like dust.
Starting point is 03:16:40 The fire died without smoke, the smell of bread soured to something metallic and old. The temperature dropped five degrees and kept falling. I tried turning on the lamps. Nothing. Switches clicked, bulbs stayed dead. I even tried the lighter from the kitchen drawer, but when I flicked it, nothing sparked. So, I started walking. At first, everything looked the same, but age seemed to infect the place. The once pristine wooden ornaments peeled and flaked into husks that only resembled what they once were. Then I opened a door that should have led to the hallway and found a staircase, narrow, pitch black. I didn't go down. I closed the door, took a breath, opened it again.
Starting point is 03:17:38 The hallway was back. I stood there for a while, just breathing, listening. The sounds came slowly, like the house had been holding its breath, and finally let it out. Soft creaks, then the hum of something shifting, almost organic, like bones realigning in the walls.
Starting point is 03:18:03 There was movement too. At first, just flickers at the edges of my vision. A shadow passing behind a doorway I hadn't opened, something crawling along the ceiling, fast enough to make me question if I saw anything at all. I turned corners that should have led to the kitchen and ended up back in the foyer. Doors led to wrong places, windows showed only fog.
Starting point is 03:18:30 Eventually, I gave up trying to map it. I picked a room, a small guest bedroom I hadn't seen before and shut the door behind me. It was bitterly cold. I climbed into bed fully dressed, clutching the thick covers to my chin. I heard breathing, not mine. slow, deep, rasping, somewhere in the walls. I heard scratching too, nails or claws dragging, pacing. Once something brushed my legs under the covers, slow and deliberate. I didn't move, didn't breathe. I just waited.
Starting point is 03:19:13 No noise after that. Just silence, so complete, it buzzed in my ears. I don't remember falling asleep. I must have passed out from exhaustion. I woke up hours later, cramped, teeth chattering, heart pounding, like I hadn't rested at all. The room was darker than before, and the door I came in through was gone. Now, on the other side of the room, I stretched off, ready to look around, and felt my stomach curl. I was starving, not just hungry. It was like something had reached inside during the night
Starting point is 03:20:00 and scooped out more than food. The lights were still dead. The fireplace remained cold ash, the food from before, gone, missing, like it had never existed. I tried the taps, nothing came out, no hiss, no drip, just silence. The windows, still showed the lake, fog-blanketed and still, but the sky hung in perpetual dusk. The moon hovered low, never rising, never falling. The shadows stayed long, stretched. At first I thought a day had passed, then two. Now I wasn't sure if time was moving at all. I started keeping track. I used the steak knife to carve a tally into the kitchen table every time I slept. There were five lines now, maybe six.
Starting point is 03:20:57 One of them was deeper, fresher, but I didn't remember making it. It didn't let me rest anymore. Every time I closed my eyes, I felt it watching. Not from the darkness, but everywhere. Like the walls were its skin and the beams were its spine. I could hear it breathing through the grain of the floorboards, smell it, sweet, wet rot, even when I pressed a pillow over my face. At first I stayed in one room, then I tried moving, hoping to outrun it.
Starting point is 03:21:35 But the layout wouldn't stay still. Doors open to dead ends, staircases twist, mirrors didn't reflect the right version of the room, a facsimile of what the room was meant to be, like it was half-guessing. The worst are the rooms I didn't remember entering. I'd blink and be standing in a narrow crawl space, breathing hard, hands scraped raw like I'd been clawing at the walls. I once woke up inside a closet, curled around a pile of clothing that didn't belong to me. The thing moved differently when I was exhausted. It didn't bang or scream.
Starting point is 03:22:16 It stalked. Sometimes. I'd hear it just outside the door, slow steps that paused too long. Once I saw a shape under the crack, like something crawling flat-bellied across the hallway, dragging limbs. I locked the door. That night it tapped, slow and patient on the other side. Hours of soft tapping just beyond the wood.
Starting point is 03:22:44 One night I found muddy footprints in the kitchen, small, barefoot, like a child. They circled the room, then stopped at the base of the bed. I didn't hear it, didn't see it, but it was there, inches from me while I slipped. At some point, I lost count of the days. The first few towers on the table were neat, straight. I even tried marking time by the dim shift of light outside, but that stopped making sense fast.
Starting point is 03:23:19 The sky didn't move here. It stayed caught in that same silver half-light. I thought I carved 30 marks, maybe 40. But somewhere in the blur of time, I stopped sleeping, or I started sleeping without knowing. I started scratching marks on the wall instead, just to feel something different, something rough. But even the walls began to reject it.
Starting point is 03:23:47 The scratches would vanish when I looked away. One time they came back, but moved higher, too high to reach. The house was keeping its own count. I hadn't eaten in what must have been weeks. My stomach ate constantly, gnawed at itself. No food, no water. But I didn't die. My mouth stayed dry, my lips split.
Starting point is 03:24:15 My head spun when I stood too fast. and yet I'd wake up the next morning still alive, still here, still hungry. It wasn't kindness. It was cruelty measured out one tick at a time. It was getting bolder. The first time it touched me, I thought I imagined it, a cold pressure on the back of my neck. But then it brushed my ankle when I hid under the bed.
Starting point is 03:24:45 It gripped my arm once while I slept, hard enough to leave finger-shaped bruises. I looked in the mirror and saw no one behind me. Now I heard it breathing at night, not just through the walls or doorway, from my pillow. One day, or whatever day meant, I saw a figure standing just beyond the kitchen doorway,
Starting point is 03:25:09 not moving, just watching. It had no face, just the suggestion of one, a dent where a mouth should have been, a shimmer of breath where eyes might blink. I couldn't tell if I'd gone insane or if insanity would have been a mercy. Then, finally, it cornered me.
Starting point is 03:25:34 I was running again, trying to get to the staircase that used to lead to the bedroom. It ended in a wall. When I turned, it was there. It didn't charge us. me. It raised the hand, pointed at me. The ceiling bent around it, like gravity itself was drawn
Starting point is 03:25:55 to it. I backed into a corner, shaking, whispering anything I could remember. Prayers, apologies, my own name over and over like a shield. It stepped forward, closer. The temperature dropped, my breath hitched and crystallized in the air. It reached out. fingertips about to brush my chest. The light snapped on. Warm, full, blinding. The fireplace roared to life, the smell of cinnamon, baking bread. I dropped to my knees, sobbing.
Starting point is 03:26:37 The thing was gone. I wasn't alone. Hey, a voice called. I looked up. My friends stood in the doorway, backlit by the door. sudden warmth of the house. He was breathing hard, grinning in disbelief, like he'd found me after a long game of hide-and-seek. Dude, he said, you're right?
Starting point is 03:27:05 I couldn't speak. My throat felt torn raw. Every inch of my body sore like I'd been wrung out and left the dry. I pushed myself upright, still on my knees, eyes adjusting to the impossible light. He crossed the room, steadying me by the shoulders. What the hell happened? I was gone like maybe two hours. I called the guy who rented us the cabin, but he had no clue what I was talking about.
Starting point is 03:27:35 Said there was no house on the lake, thought I was messing with him. Two hours? I croaked. Yeah, left just past noon. It's not even three yet. That hit harder than the cold ever did. I looked in the mirror and hid my reaction to what I saw. I hadn't aged a day, but I'd lived a lifetime.
Starting point is 03:28:03 I stared at the fireplace, the plates of food reset perfectly, the soft hum of peace back in the air. I'd carved more than 30 marks on the table, I'd felt my sanity stretched thin, and yet he said, two hours. I didn't even argue, just close my eyes for a moment. Then I turned to him, voice low. Look, I just, I need to get out of here, just for a little bit. I haven't eaten or slipped. I messed up man. He frowned, suddenly uneasy.
Starting point is 03:28:44 I thought you said we couldn't both leave. No, I said quickly, that's not it. We can leave, but not together. One of us has to stay behind. That's the rule. He hesitated. So, if I stay, you'd be fine. I'll row back, grab supplies, maybe talk to someone else.
Starting point is 03:29:08 Be gone, maybe 20 minutes, tops. His eyes flickered toward the door. Seriously, I said, you don't have to do anything. Just hang out. enjoy the food here. He gave a weak laugh at that. That's insane. You know that.
Starting point is 03:29:29 Yeah, I said, already halfway to the door. But we're dealing with it, right? A pause. Then a reluctant nod. All right, go. I didn't look back. Didn't check to see if the house dimmed behind me. I just stepped out into the fog,
Starting point is 03:29:52 let the door swing shut. and walked down to the boat. The water lapped gently against the boat as I neared the halfway point across the lake. And already, I felt the weight in my chest shift, like something was being peeled off me, layer by layer. I stopped rowing, turned my head. The house sat still on the water, perfectly centered.
Starting point is 03:30:22 But the lights, they were gone. The soft golden glow that once made it look like a dream had vanished. Its silhouette stood darker than the mist around it. Every window at lifeless square. He was in there now, alone. And I'd known it would happen. I'd let it happen. I dropped the oars, let the boat drift,
Starting point is 03:30:50 and tried to convince myself there was still time. Maybe he'd figure away. out, maybe I was wrong about the rules. Maybe, just maybe, if I waited, he'd be on the porch, waving, laughing, saying, this place is messed up, man, but I handled it. I waited, I watched. The house remained still, cold, untouched by time or warmth. I rode the rest of the way in silence. Back in the cabin, everything felt too loud. The creek of the wood, the hum of the refrigerator, the crunch of my footsteps, all too loud after what I just left.
Starting point is 03:31:39 I tried to eat. The food turned to ash in my mouth. Guilt ripped away any semblance of appetite. I stood by the window, watched the lake, watched the dark shape where the house waited. I told myself I could back at sunrise, rest up a bit for my turn back in there. Then I told myself I'd go if the lights came back on. Every hour I checked. Nothing.
Starting point is 03:32:10 I went to the dock with a boat ready, hand on the rope, but I didn't untie it. I just stood there feeling the mist curl around my ankles. And then I started to get in. bargaining. Maybe it didn't have to be both of us getting out. Maybe he was okay. Maybe this was just temporary and when I left, the house would vanish and let him go. Maybe the house only haunted me and was fine for him. I whispered his name once. It caught in my throat like a splinter. The guilt came in waves. Shame, anger, denial. I punched the counter. cursed him for not refusing, cursed myself for asking, cursed the lake, the fog, everything.
Starting point is 03:33:02 Then I looked out the window one last time. Still, nothing. That's when I started lying to myself. He'd seen the dark now. He understood. He'd know what I went through. The wall was shifting, the breathing, the endless, not quite night. And because of that, if I went back, if we traded places again, he'd leave me there. He'd have to. He'd know it's the only way one of us walks away. So maybe leaving now wasn't betrayal. Maybe it was the only way to make sure I survive.
Starting point is 03:33:47 That's what I told myself anyway, over and over, until it stopped sounding like cowardice. and started sounding like salvation, a second chance. I waited until dusk before packing my bag, 15 minutes, maybe less, just clothes in my phone. At the door, I hesitated, looked back at the half-empty cabin, the lake beyond. Still, no lights. Just silence, I whispered. I'm sorry, though I wasn't sure who I meant it for.
Starting point is 03:34:32 Then, I left.

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