CreepsMcPasta Creepypasta Radio - 7 HORROR STORIES from Reddit's r/Nosleep

Episode Date: March 22, 2021

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As a travelling convention planner, I start many hotels over the course of a year. I spend about a week per trip in an all-expense-paid suite of my choosing, doing nothing but studying the location and interviewing the staff on hand to get a feel for the hotel and its traffic. I then spend another week organising the event and ensuring my client is satisfied with my plans. There's a little more to it, but that's the overall gist of the job. If you can get over the constant jet lag, it's not a bad gig. In all of my years of planning conventions, I must have stayed at over 100 different hotels. With similar floor plans, architecture and staff training, they all blend together in my mind.

But one in particular will always stay with me. The Grovewood Inn, located just on the outskirts of Cape Cod. That one kept me up for many nights, even after I left. At first, my trip to Groverwood Inn seemed mostly forgettable. The convention I was planning was a glorified book club meeting for a group of older women and some local authors. The service, food and layout of the hotel

were average and unexciting. The only thing I liked about the place was Clara, the desk clerk. I'd have even asked her out on a date had she not been married. I had planned boring conventions before and had been to many sub-par hotels but this trip was remarkably mind-numbing.

I couldn't wait to be done with it. One night at the inn, after a long day of mundane event planning, I flipped on the TV, poured a glass of wine and climbed into bed. I grabbed the program guide from my bedside table and looked it over, hoping to find the adult networks. As I glanced at the channel listings, something at the bottom of the page caught my eye. Written crudely and permanent marker was the following. Elevator code 03-0806 B1-0402-07

B-2-0501 This was odd I knew of hotels that had pin-pads on their elevators usually to prevent children from using them but the Grovewood Inn was not one of them plus pin-pad elevators only required a four-digit code Intrigued, I decided to call up the front desk to find out more. I was sure the code would turn out to be something trivial and uninteresting,

but it was, at the very least, an excuse to talk to Clara again. Though unrecipricated, I enjoyed flirting with her, if for no other reason than to hear her infectious laughter. A sip of wine and a few failed pick-up lines later, I was back at Square One. Clara didn't know anything about it, claiming there was no device in the entire building that would require a code like that, much less one of the elevators. She did, however, point out that the numbers in the code

and lined with every floor of the hotel, one through eight plus the two basement levels. We both found this odd, but ultimately couldn't make sense of it. After getting off the phone with Clara, my curiosity got the better of me. I left my room, walked over to the elevator and steaded inside. I then pressed the buttons in the order they were written on my channel guide just to see if anything would happen.

Much to my disappointment, the elevator did nothing but take me to every floor of the hotel before finally stopping at the lobby. The front desk was in eyeshot of the elevator, so I quickly hit the button for my floor, not wanting to explain to Clara what I was up to.

Though I didn't have a shot with her, it still would have been embarrassing to tell her I was spending my night playing around in the elevator, Luckily, I was able to escape unseen. Upon stepping foot back on my floor, I noticed a member of the cleanup crew walking down the hall. That's when it hit me. The staff never used the patron elevators. They had their own service elevator to get from floor to floor without impeding the travel of guests.

It may sound ridiculous, but I needed to know if the code worked in that elevator, if for no other reason than to placate my undying curiosity. I inconspicuously made my way down the hall, heading to the service elevator. Once there, the familiar sting of disappointment set in. A staff card was required to gain access, no doubt to keep guests from using it. Feeling defeated and realizing how crazy I was letting bored and make me, I walked back to my room. After a few more glasses of wine, I drifted off and entered a long, peaceful, alcohol-induced slumber. I awoke many hours later to sunlight flooding my room

and the familiar sound of a vacuum next door. Clean-up is always in full force early in the mornings at hotels. When the initial groginess of waking up wore off, something came to mind. Something that caused me to jump to my feet and immediately exit my room. There, in the middle of the hall, was a cleaning cart, and there was no staff in sight.

Hanging from a land yard was the maid staff card ripe for the taking. This was it. This was my chance. Maybe it was a slight hangover I had, or perhaps it was the true monotony of planning a less than exciting convention. But I grabbed that card

and ran to the service elevator like it was the last chance I had of having some adventure during my trip. Something about that code was calling to me. It was a mystery I desperately felt the need to solve. Upon swiping the maid's card and entering the elevator,

elevator, I quickly punched in the code and waited. At first, nothing happened. The elevator didn't move, but the buttons all remained illuminated. I thought that maybe I'd somehow busted the thing, but the preceding moments proved this theory wrong. Without warning, the elevator raced up the height of the hotel, ascending much faster than normal. The digital readout above counted the floors up to eight, and then kept going until he reached 12. This was bizarre, as the Grove Wood Inn only had eight floors, and there was no discernible reason why the elevator should have been able to reach that height. By all accounts, I would have been in the sky by that point.

After a few moments, the elevator door opened, revealing behind it a grand ballroom, the likes of which I'd never seen before in any of the hotels I'd been to. Victorian-era chandeliers hung from the ceiling, beautiful silk banners danced from wall. to wall and hundreds of people dressed in old-fashioned attire and elegant face wear waltzed about as a giant band played a catchy tune. My jaw was on the floor. It's hard to explain, but a romantic fog filled the air. I watched as masked patrons danced in unison and partook in lavish festivities, completely oblivious to my presence. For a moment or two, I completely forgot about the hotel below, all struck by the scene before me. Something about it was absolutely intoxicating. Just as I was about to step out of the elevator, the music stopped.

All at once, the ballroom guests turned around to face me and held their gaze with mine, almost as if peering into my very soul. It became quickly apparent that I was not welcomed there, an uninvited and unwanted visitor in a room I was never supposed to reach. It was clear to me that it was time to leave. I tried pressing the button for the lobby, but it wouldn't light up. I tried floors two, three, and four, no dice. The elevator was stagnant, and I was trapped.

I looked back over to the crowd, and to my horror, they had begun walking in my direction. The march was slow, but without a working elevator, I had no means of escape. I was at the mercy of the ballroom, and its occupants now. no matter what that fate entailed. With little in the way of options, I attempted to converse with the group. Who are you? What do you want with me? My query was met with little reaction.

The only response I received was the continued sound of footsteps on the ballroom floor. Frightened of what was about to come next, I backed up as far as the elevator walls would allow, a mouse cornered in a bird's cage. Just as the vultures closed the gap between us, an explosion of fire emerged from the background, overcoming the guests and engulfing the entire room in flames. I began to cough uncontrollably from the toxic smoke that loomed above.

Beads of sweat, the size of pearls, dripped down my cheek. To top it off, the guests were still there, standing still at the foot of the elevator, somehow unfazed by the fiery heat around them. In between coughs, I managed to offer one last question. though I knew it would probably go and answered. What do you want? The woman at the front of the crowd stepped forward.

She wore a fox mask and a slight grin, though her lips would soon spread apart to speak. We want to be saved. At this moment, the flames took flight, rising to the highest height of the ballroom. Moulton skin dripped from the woman's frame like candle wax as a features morphed into a gruesome arrangement of congeal flesh and bubbling blisters.

Won't you save us? In a grotesque slur of a natural movement, the woman stumbled in my direction, arms outstretched. I stood still in terror as a burnt fingers made their way to my neck. Just as she was about to make contact, the door shut behind her and the lights went out.

The bulb in the elevator, the fire in the ballroom. It was all gone. The energy around me had dissipated abruptly, leaving nothing but pitch blackness in its place. Somehow, I was alone. A few moments of confusion passed, followed by a loud roar from the elevator shaft below.

All at once, everything sprung back to life, save for my fox mask dishealant. As the elevator dropped, I watched the digital readout count backwards from 12. Eventually, I was back in familiar territory, safe and sound on the ground floor. Before the doors could fully open, I made a mad dash for the front desk. Clara!

Hey, what's got you so frazzled? And what are you doing in the service elevator? If I told her what I'd seen, she'd think I was crazy. Instead, I composed myself and asked for some information. Did this hotel ever have a 12th floor? Clara looked very surprised by my question. Yes, it did. The Grove Wood Inn was originally almost twice its height,

but a lot of it burned up in a bad fire, so it had to be reconstructed. The top floor was a ballroom, but that was very much a long time ago. She pointed at a framed picture on the wall behind her, dated 1913. Why do you ask? No reason, just curious, that's all.

I promptly made. my way back to my room and reflected on everything. I wondered if I'd seen the picture without realising it and dreamed up my elevator escapade. I discarded this thought rather quickly, sure that I was wide awake when it happened. I thought it might have been something in the wine, but that was equally unlikely. There was no logical explanation for what occurred. And that's about it. I never found out exactly what happened that day in the hotel.

I mustered up enough courage to try the code again, but it didn't work. It seems I was allowed a one-time glimpse into the past, and look at what was before and what might still be today had the hotel not been partially destroyed. I only wish I could have taken part in the festivities before things went sour. Perhaps I could have somehow prevented the fire and saved the patrons, just like the fox mass woman wanted. All I can do now is look back in that day. completely bewildered

as I plan my next convention I was an exterminator and my last job has driven me to early retirement that pretty much sums up the story have you ever seen those shows were they sending people in hazmat suits to clean up the crap-piled mountains of hoarded garbage

yeah well that was me on top of deep cleaning homes I had the lovely job of exterminating the swarms of pests that thrived in those conditions I've seen things you wouldn't imagine. Bathtubs filled with roaches, living and dead, laid on top of each other like a crunchy crawling lasagna. Oh, and there was this one time when me and my partner Phil went into a house with, and I quote, a small rat problem.

Let me tell you, there was nothing small about them. They were like rats on roids. Phil even joked. He saw he saw one with a teardrop tattoo and a switchblade. I digress. The reason I'm telling you all this is so you understand, so you can tell that I'm just an average Joe. Literally, my name is Joe,

and I'm a sane, straight-shooting working-class bloke. That's important, you see, for what I'm about to tell you will make you question the validity of my story. But I swear to you that it is the honest truth. About a week ago, we got a call for a job just outside of Kansas. It was a little farmstead with the owner complaining about a vermin problem. Rats? No problem, I thought when Phil told me.

I mean, having dealt with cat-sized royd rats, I was pretty sure I could handle whatever pests were running amok on a farm. Besides, Phil had assured me that this was going to be an easy job. I had no reason to think he'd be wrong. So, we went out to the home of a woman who called a Mrs. Kedwell.

Across the acreed wastes we drove, and upon driving up the dirt road, I could see it. A little farm with a crooked, crudely crafted windmill spinning slowly beside it. The place was quaint, like a dream of yesteryear that never were. It was the sort of place one would imagine as a backdrop to a black and white western, where troubles melted like lemon drops and twisters delivered you to far off strange new worlds. However, there was also something awful about the place.

From its fields of dried yellow grass and barren soil to the enormous barn, its red paint faded and its interior empty of animals. The cogs began to spin in my head and I found myself wondering what kind of farm is this if it doesn't have any animals or crops. Still, maybe they used to run it as a farm, but I've retired it since, I told myself. Yeah, that seemed logical to me.

Maybe they ran it and had since gotten too old and let it slip into disrepair. It happens. When we parked the van up, I looked at the home ahead. It was a teetering two-floored structure, a gnarled, crudely constructed wooden homestead, made of uneven planks and entirely stripped of his exterior painting, probably from a lifetime of battering by the harsh and sandfield winds.

You're not one of those salesmen, or with those who keep trying to take my home? A shrewd, elderly voice squawked from the shadows of a porch. No, madame, we're from squeaky clean, the pest control and house cleaning service, Phil said, stepping his portly body up onto the porch. his large workman boots, causing it to creak as he did. Oh, of course you are, and I may say, you seem like a sweet young man. Are you here to deal with a vermin? The shriveled old lady asked, her toothless wrinkled mouth grinning at Phil.

I followed in Phil's wake and looked at the shrewd little old woman, all wrinkled up and wrapped in layers of knitted fabric. Yeah, that's right. We came because of the rodent problem you've been having, I assured her. Looking at her, with her small black glasses pressed into her face like goggles, and the lays of knitted shrouds were wrapped around her. I wondered if she was all there. Oh, there seems to be no end to them.

They are everywhere these days. But lately, they've been scampering in and out of my house, as if they own it. They were always coming on my property, touching my things, squeaking away. I've put down traps, but they still keep coming, trying to force me out. Mrs. Kettlewell exclaimed, her strange rambling words, bringing a smile to both mine in Phil's face. We were accustomed to the normal dementia-dented declarations of our more senile clientele, but the idea of some rat conspiracy was a new one.

You couldn't do me a favour, could you, young man? Could you also check on the flies? Mrs. Kettlewell asked, a voice interrupting my daydreams of William Wallace-styled rap rebellions. The... I shivered, having gotten flashbacks to this awful squat that we had to clean. a couple years back. No problem, Mrs. Kettlewell.

We'll swat those flies and round up those rodents for you and have your homes sparkling in no time. Phil chuckled in a charming, corporate way. I'm too long in the tooth for you to patronise young man. She snapped, her calm and gentle manner slipping for a moment. Phil and I gave each other, though, she's a Spanish short of a toolbox look, as we cautiously planned our next phrases and replies.

Anyway, I'll leave you boys to it. I'll be going into town to run to Merritt, but feel free to help yourself to what's in the pantry. The little woman said, as she shuffled away towards a dusty, beat-a-board banger, parked on the dirt road. Oh, and one more thing. My son is sleeping in his room.

He is not to be disturbed. Okay, Mrs. Cettlewell, I chimes back as we began a journey up into the house. That means don't enter his room. He gets very cross when that happens. She insisted a word serious. and stern, like a teacher chastising a pupil. We promise, Bill replied, trying his best not to annoy the feisty little woman anymore.

Then the woman drove off. We could still hear the cracks of a car engine splutter in the distance as we clad ourselves in gear and masked up. Then we did it. We peeled back the screen door and entered into the old woman's parlour. It was as bad as you can imagine. cobwebs didn't just hang from the ceiling they were practically a part of it the white strands were strewn across the room

knitting themselves together with the old wooden furniture and the rat-bitten couch the dust-heavy air was scented with the smell of stale winds and total neglect but the kitchen was far worse upon stepping into the wretched room we saw a wide breach in the floor a plunge into a dark basement below

the counters were cagged in layers of grime and the fridge. My God, that fridge. We opened it and out fell the Niagara Falls of maggots and other worming white things, wriggling in unison and undulating into the cracks between the floorboards. And you thought this job was going to be easy? I laughed.

I giggled, giving Phil a playful nudge. Yeah, don't you just love our job? Phil laughed. Suddenly, our laughter was startled by the sound of horrid feet scuttling through the wood above us. The pitter-patter of tiny feet was something we were familiar with having been in plenty of rat-infested hovels. I'll deal with our furry-footed friends upstairs

and you can handle all this, I said as I turned to leave. Oh, you're so kind, Phil said, shaking his head. Exist in the kitchen, I began climbing up the termite chute steps, try my best not to put too much weight on them, lest I fall straight through and end up in some god-forsaken rat's nest. Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap, tap, tap,

drummed the verminous sounds around the house. They rhythmic tones a little off from the usual bouncy bounding of rats. However, rats were the least of my concerns, once I put my foot down upon the top step. As I did, it hit me. The noxious odour. Earthy, yet sour, like soil from a field water with a curdled milk.

It was the putrid perfume Of death I knew it well When you've cleaned up as many scenes of death and murder You get accustomed to the bitter rot That spills from the dead Yet you never get over the dread I feared what might be waiting upstairs for me

Knowing what that smell meant With slow and cautious steps I followed it Until I came to a room at the far end of a creaky crumbling hallway I was sure this was where the smell was coming from and solidifying this assumption

was a sound of buzzing behind the wooden membrane. The door before me vibrated with the wing beat of an infinitesimal swarm. Now, with a smell and flies, my mind was quick to race towards the idea that I was about to step foot into a crime scene. I mean,

that lady wasn't all there to begin with. Maybe she snapped and killed her son, or maybe he died of natural causes and she just couldn't bear to part with his body. A theory filled me with revulsion and despair. I was used to cleaning up after the dead, but seeing one, especially a child, that thought chilled me to my bones. Still, I had a job to do, and Phil would love for me to chicken out so he can joke and howl at my expense. Readying my sprain hand, and mustering of the courage to enter, I rushed in, slamming the door shut behind me.

All was black. even the light outside was eclipsed by the black bodies buzzing above the panes of glass my visors were completely coated in them and so with no eyes to see i unleashed a noxious spray into the air sending the swarm into a futile-franced flight on i sprayed until their numbers began to die down it didn't take long before they fell still and though there were still a lot struggling on i could finally wipe my visors clean and see the room to my surprise There was nothing out of place. I mean, it was an empty room, no clutter, no hoard,

no expired food or rotten corpse, as I imagined. Relief washed over me. But then, I heard it. The scuttling. This time, the tapping ran up, the wall to my right, drumming and arachnid beat as it did. A shiver ran at my spine upon hearing the sound. No amount of experience in this kind of job

can ever cure you of the fear of spiders. I mean, they're spiders. Creepy, eight-legged, hairy things that crawl into every tiny crevice or hole available. That idea freaks me up more than the thought of coming upon a dead body. I dread to see how big the spiders are here. I mean, they've got no shortage of food,

I joked to myself. I haven't found that talking to myself helped me forget the fear of the little critters, but this time it didn't, as the heavy thumps of eight feet clattered back down the wall. With trembling hands, I tried to just get on with my job. I lay down flypaper, practically wallpapering the room with it to get any surviving flies, and, as I was placing one sheet down, my eyes caught glimpse of a strange stain.

Trailing down the wall was a browning leak of something. It was behind a torn piece of wallpaper, and it was clear the stain was larger than what I could see. I realized I had missed it upon my first glance Because most of it was hidden behind the wallpaper of pink flowers Which adorn the room Something in me told me to peel the paper back I know I shouldn't have But once I began I couldn't stop

With one final tear The paper fell And before my eyes inches from my face Was a large circular blob of browning splatter I touched the wall It was moist so moist my fingers almost spilt through it. Then it struck me again, a gust of foul-fetchering fumes.

There was certainly something rotting. Perhaps there was a body, and I was simply in the wrong room, I thought. Despite my instincts telling me something was off, I elected to enter the room next door. Once I left the swarming spare room, I walked towards the adjacent room, and upon the door there was the phrase, Henry's room engraved into the wood.

My mind returned to Mr. Kettlewell's only request, and, though a part of me should have been concerned with keeping it, I was more worried that her request was made so we would not discover the corpse of a sun. With a deep breath, I turned the handle and let the door swing open. To my utter shock, what lay before me was the room of a small boy. Drawings adorn the walls,

and there were boxes of action men, and a ceiling dotted with glow in the dark stuff, stars. However, there was one problem, one irregularity to sight. Every inch, every shelf and wooden furnishing was tied together, knotted in a cascade of greenish-brown webbing. This web was unlike any spiders I had ever seen. It wasn't even like the cobwebs from downstairs. It was thick, mucus-like, and it clung to everything, forming strange slime structures and weird worming nets. Entering I began yanking some of the sticky stuff down, but it was pulling plaster of the ceiling

and walls, so I stopped and prepared to use my spray. Maybe that would loosen the threads, I thought. It was around this time that I noticed that sat atop a set of drawers or a series of photographs. Looking to the black and white pictures, I saw Mrs. Cedarwell, still old and wrinkled, but with a small curly-haired boy. He looked no older than 11 in every picture and was always cut all up to her, shrouded in throzen sheets. They rod pictures.

Something about the way every part of the boy was wrapped up in a quilt in every photo frame. It just struck me as peculiar. But then again, looking around the chamber of gangrenous webs, those photos were the least strange thing about the house. The penny finally dropped, and the most obvious, the most striking thing imaginable finally dawned upon me.

Mrs. Cedarwell was adamant that this room contained a sun, and though he was held in the picture frames, I saw no sign of the boy among the repulsive entanglement of slime threads. I readed my spray and began unleashed its toxic torrent into the room. Pouring forth, the spray cut through the threads, causing them to sizzle, spilling into puddles of puke-coloured gunk.

Scuttling suddenly ricocheted across the room A frightened scampering, I thought, from a spider that was soon to snuff it In my naivety and arrogance, I continued my fumigation Chasing the rattling vermin as it raced away from the bug-repelling chemicals Spraying beneath the boy's bed, I struck whatever it was, causing the thing to one niche a screech. Never in my worst or weirdest nightmares have I ever heard a sound like it, A bitter, biting while of a sound that roared like a cougar and hissed like a diamondback.

Stunned by the noise, I stopped spraying, giving the creature the opportunity it needed. Scambling behind the wardrobe, its legs skittered up the wood, knocking the wardrobe down as it rambled up its back. Fractured rotten strands and a cloud of dust filled the room, but when the debris cleared, I saw that behind the wardrobe was a great gaping hole. What kind of spider was that? I fretted. It surely had to be a rat, I told myself. Only something big could have knocked that wardrobe over.

But then, if it wasn't a spider, what it created the vile vines of sickly silk, which infested the room. Come on, you've got a job to do. It's just a bug. You've killed bugs before, I said, trying to psych myself up. But it wasn't working.

Trembling, I picked up my spray and stepped through the man-sized cavity in the wall, carrying in with me the heavy canister. Cautiously, I walked through the dizzily twisted interior of the walls, trying not to slip or miss a sheer drop down. Like Henry's room, the space between was thick with an otherworldly, grotesque gossamer. Slowly, I trudged, weaving between the sickly strands, until that smell, that fetid, disgusting reek hit me once more. It was stronger in here. It was all I could smell.

Every breath I took was a lung full of pestilent perfume. I had no time to worry about the choking on the stench for something had caught my eyes. In the webs ahead, I found something out of place. A card from a realtor. Beside it hung another card, this time for a law firm, and next to that, a card for another real estate agent. Looking around, these cards littered the place. Not just law firms or real estate agents either.

Plumbers, babysitters, even pest control. strange that there should be so many. Strangers still, that they would be held between the walls. Then I saw them, clinging to sticky strands, entombed and partially cocooned in greenish-brown, were bodies. Dozens of them. A horrified gasp left my mouth.

Realtors, salesmen and lawyer types still wearing their fancy suits. They were strung up like parcels of goop. They were rotten, dissolving in a soup of themselves. dripping and seeping into every fibre and splinter. They were the smell, the brown stuff on the walls. That was them, melting away, rotting between the crooked panels and thin drywall. I let out a howl, bellowing out for Phil, but the moment I did, I heard it. The cracking of joints, the movement of many legs.

To my horror, my eyes caught glimpse of something. atop one of the maggot crawling corpses appeared a shape. Lunging forth, the ghastly spider slashed through the air with biting fangs and clawing legs. I ducked and ran swiftly swerving through the webbing, evading each clawing sweep from the spider's arms. Listening as a ran, all I could hear was the urgent and hungry, scambering of spider legs bounding from wall to wall, closing in on me with each step. In the darkness, it was hard to see. But I knew that thing was far too large to be a normal spider. It was something else, something monstrous.

Those ethereal webs were spun from otherworldly materials, and the murderous hunger that drove the thing had to come from some Eldridge realm, far from our famished thoughts. I dare not dream from whence it crawled, only focusing on the path ahead as I sprinted on. Pounding out from the murk of the wall cavity, I stumbled back and watched as leg by leg it emerged from the hole. With as in as the slowness, it crept from the shadows.

Each leg was as long as a metre, murky green, the colour of rot. Every limb was armour-plated in a segmented foul carapace, spiked and thorned with long black spiny hairs. However, the spidery limbs were not the worst reveal, for as it pulled itself forth from the shadows, all colour left my skin and all my bravery with it. Thundering, my heart almost tore itself from my chest, as far as far as far as far as it. fear to my bones and muscles to stone. Before me was not a spider.

It had the legs of one, but its body was no arachnid. It was a head, the head of a boy, specifically the boy from all Mrs. Kettlewell's photos. This monstrosity was Henry.

Though it appeared like a severed head, the grinning child's aberrant appearance had no neck, and, out of his head grew the hideous spider legs upon which it scuttled. There. There was no order to their positioning. Some bore out of its crown,

others out of his ears or the back of his head. With wicked delight, his pale face spoke not a word from his dirty blackened mouth. Instead, his poison smile opened its jaw wide and revealed hundreds of curved, grey fang teeth.

In a flash, it snapped forward, jumping clean across the room, and, when I went to run toward the door, it jumped right in front of the door. to me. Fumbling away, I slipped in a puddle of slime, and it scuttled with such swiftness that I down near died from fright. In that moment, something took over me, and I suddenly remembered I had my book spray. Squeezing the trigger, I cast for the geyser of pesticidal liquid,

drenching the thing in it. Henry cursed with screeching and screaming sounds as he struggled, stumbled, and recalled from me. For a moment, I thought I'd beat him. But, after slinking beneath a bed, that abominable child shook the fluid off himself and prepared to attack me once more. Standing up, I raised a nice spray gun, but this time, strings of green gunk spewed out from his eyes and mouth. These pestilent rivers of blighted web netted up my spraying canister, sweeping them far off into the wall beside me. I found myself disarmed and at Henry's mercy as a spider child crawled out from beneath his bed. gingerly he stepped foot by foot inch by inch easing himself towards me like a lion ready to pound upon some hapless antelope

This time as he charged forward mouth chomping with feverish fangs I jumped aside and he hit a wall instead of me Seizing the chance I ran faster than ever before Clearing the few meters between myself and the door I escaped the room and slammed the wooden barrier shut on his face bounding down the stairs with no concern of their termite-chewed condition I began calling out for Phil

but he didn't answer Phil come on man we have to go we have to go now I cried out with panic sweat running down my head I told you not to go into his room an all too familiar

shrewd voice croaked from the corner of the room turning my anxious eyes towards the solitary chair in the corner of the living room I saw Mrs. Kedowel shrouded in webs and in cloth, her fingers plaited in a yellowish carapace. You're just like the rest of the vermin,

always coming in here, trying to move me out or steal my land, upsetting my dear darling Henry. Mrs. Kedlewell sneered, her greenish grey fangs suddenly at display. Emerging from a hole in the wall beside her came the hideous, eight-legged head of Henry. At least with the others,

Henry wouldn't go hungry, but you denied him, even that, choosing to hurt my dear Henry. And that won't do. She chirped, her voice wobbling into a crickety tone. Are you going to kill me? I stammered. Deering me, no.

You'll live. You have to. You have to tell the rest of the pests out there not to step foot to my property again. That's why I called you. You're going to be my messenger. Of course, don't go telling everyone to stay away, Henry and I still get hungry from time to time.

She grinned as she ran a spidery fingers through her son's curly hair. What about Phil? I asked, my feet already edging towards the door. Oh, I'm sorry. I was a little peckish after a long day of shopping. He really was a sweet young man. Mrs. Kedwell smiled, her lips salivating and wide. Without any further words between us, I sprinted and got the head.

hell out of that place. I'm sorry, Phil. Sorry I left you there to be another stain on the wall, or a bad smell that just won't go away. But I had to get out of there. I hate to tell people, if you get the call to go to that house, or if you

cross paths with anyone called Mrs. Ketterwell, don't be fooled by a kind old lady act. She is a monster. And to her, we are the vermin. Pearl charged from a across the neighbor's lawn, all white fluff and big clumsy paws. My house collided with the side of my keir, and I squatted down to accept my daily barrage of puppy kisses.

Mrs. Douglas came running after her, dropping her hands to her knees as she reached us. Sorry, she hoffed. That damn dog is too fast for her own good. I laughed and scratched Pearl's ears. Have you been a good girl? I asked her. Mrs. Douglas snorted. You're lucky you still have a dog at all. She tried for pet-eyed drangers today. Oh no, I said, shifting up and wiping the pawprint from my grey slacks.

Not too much damage, I hope. Nah, I stopped her in time, thankfully. Thanks, Mrs. Dee. I flashed her a grin. We owe you our lives. She waved the thought away and turned back toward her own house on the corner. It towered over the small little box I called home, shining a light on my own inadequacies in more ways than one.

Oh, she spun back around. That reminds me. He's been asking about your lawn again. Oh, has he? If you just let him mow it, he'll get off your back, and mine. I clicked my tongue and wagged my finger at her. Now, now, Mrs. Dee, you know I don't give it away that easily. The older woman rolled her eyes, but gave up the fight for now just the same.

I crawled Pearl inside and went to work on both our dinners, chuckling to myself about whole damn thing. I didn't know Mr. Douglas all that well, honestly. Just the things I'd heard from his wife. He was crazy about his yard. I knew that much. More often than not, he was the recipient of the neighbourhood's most beautiful lawn award, much to the chagrin of old Mrs. Huxley down the street.

He always waved to me as we headed off to work in the morning, but other than that, we didn't talk much. He seemed like an average, boring sort of guy. The pointed comments about my own unmanageable mess of weeds and vines might have been taken with greater offence if he wasn't so harmless. I settled down on the couch with a microwave dinner and a PBR just in time to hear Mrs. Douglas calling for the kids out the back door. There were two of them, a boy around 10, Stephen, and his younger sister, Lily.

Stephen and his friends were hellions around the neighbourhood, stampeding their bikes up and down streets and driveways, hooping and hollering the hallway. Little Liddy followed like a groupie, but from what I could tell, her brother kept a good eye on her. My neighbour's shouts were punctuated by the sound of thundering drumming across the sky,

low and distant, but prolonged enough to tell me something massive was coming. Pearl wine next to me. I was in for a long night. Several hours and a handful of beers later, I was laying on my bedroom floor with a pillow and comforter pulled down with me.

Pearl was curled tightly in the closet, nose buried in a pause, as the rain ripped and rumbled outside. I was just drifting off into a fitful sleep, when a resounding crack shook the house, and I shot up like a rod. Damn, I thought, here we go. I've been living in fear of the massive oak tree in the backyard since I bought the house in the first place. Its ancient branches hung like a claw over my roof, threatening with every strong wind to reach the down and grab a hold of it. I was saving up to get it trimmed, but damn, if that wasn't half the cost of my down payment right then and there.

I struggled up off the ground, groaning and pouring at the back of my head. Pearl whimpered and ducked away, so I gave her a pat before snatching open the nearby curtain. A torrent of raindrops dance along the window pane, obscuring the view of my backyard. The streetlights from the main road

provided a meager amount of light that cast shadows over the barely thought grass and made me squint to make sense of anything. A flash of lightning lit the air and while the tree in my periphery remained fully intact, that's not what caught my eye. There was someone in my yard. The darkened figure was crouched down in the grass, knees sinking into the watery mud and hands fiddling with something in front of him.

I grabbed the jeans still hanging over my dresser, nearly knocked myself back out, hopping around to pull my shoes back over my heels. I should have called the cops. I know that now, but I'd spent plenty of my life living in worse neighbourhoods than this. Honestly, I just thought it was the local crackhead from the apartment complex

down the street. I slammed my screen door open and grabbed the aluminium bat I kept propped by the back door. I could handle this just fine on my own, I figured. Hey there, buddy, time to move it along. I called out to him,

one hand shielded. my eyes from the downpour. I stuck under the overhang of the roof to keep cover, but as I turned the corner, the automatic light by the door kicked life. The shadow figure turned to face me, and reflexively I swung the bat up over my head. Mr. Douglas was kneeled in my yard in a pair of fraying boxer briefs, balloon-like gut hanging loose over the elastic band.

From his torso down, he was stained slick with something dark and viscous, that even the downpour above couldn't wash clean. His eyes were wild in the brightest fluorescent glow, feral almost, like a raccoon caught in a cage. If only. He pulled a foot underneath of himself and pushed slowly off the ground. Mr. Douglas, I said, holding tight to my bat.

You're right, man. He weaved forward, and to the left, his arm raised up in my direction. More dark liquid oozed out of the bat. the appendage, my knees turned to cello. He didn't have any fingers. Well, he still had one. His thumbs, currently hanging off to the side, held on by a small string of sinew.

The dangling digit captured his attention, and he raised it, trembling to his mouth. I won't lie. I bolted. My screen door crashed behind me, joining the keen of Pearl's deafening howls. She was out of a closet now. trying to push away out of the door behind me, snarling and spitting. I dropped the bat and grabbed up other collar instead to wrestler inside.

I clicked the deadbolt in place, just as Mr. Douglas collided full force with the door. My knees sank into my scrunched-up comforter on the bedroom floor as I clawed around for my forgotten phone. Pearl's growls, punctuated by bang after bang, left my own fingers shaking like leaves when I finally scooped it up. Each ring echoed like a church bell bouncing around inside my ribs.

I crawled into the dog's hiding place in the closet, and seconds later, she leaped right in with me. 911, what's the location of your emergency? My neighbour, he's hurt. He's trying to break in. Sir, you need to calm down. What's your location? The sound of glass shattering reverberated from the next room, and I nearly dropped my phone, scrambling back out. 5-8-78 Wallaby Avenue, I shouted out, shoulder enclosed my bedroom door,

just as a bloody knob snuck through it. While was left of his hand pinched between the door and the frame, just a massive gristle and bone fragments. I gagged and charged against the door. And what's the nature of the emergency? My neighbour broke in. There's something wrong with him. There's something...

It was his turn to throw his body weight against the door. The pressure of the blow left my phone flying from my hand, left me staggering back at his surprising force. The Mr. Douglas I knew was much too much of a lily ass to throw a bow. baseball around with this kid? How the hell did he get so strong? Pearl started up again, darting between us, just as another thud left the door flying open, and a pale pudgy body

staggered through. His skin was reminiscent of cotter's cheese in both texture and tone. The gore caked along his torso and arms didn't do him any favours. Pearl lunged to his groin, and while I wince reflexively at the attack, he didn't so much as whimper. He did, however, reached down for my dog's neck, going for the scruff before he seemed to realize that he couldn't grab a hold. Instead, he leveled a swift kick away, leaving a squealing. I rushed forward, grabbing the lamp on my dresser, and shoved it as far as I could into his puffy cheeks.

The force of the blow left him staggering, but ultimately didn't do much to deter him. He tumble back over one of the dining room chairs, a shot of glass left in his wake pierced right up through his heel. But even that didn't seem to stop him. He was back up in no time. To my relief, I heard the sweet call of sirens, singing in the distance. I shoved the door closed again and wrapped my arms around Pearl. I hadn't picked her up since she was a pop, and before that moment I wasn't so sure I could anymore.

She struggled against me, but I didn't let up. I held her in a bare hug and stumbled out into the front hall. Behind us, Mr. Douglas fell against the doorframe and braced himself against the wall with his bloody stumps. Time slowed as I pulled at the chain of my front door, red and blue lights flashing in from the front windows. The deadbolt slid, and I wrenched the door inwards. Mr. Douglas landed flush against my back

as I collapsed into the screen door and spilled out onto my front walkway. It was over in a flash as Pearl squirms from my grasp and something moist and mushy pushed into my hair. Police already had weapons drawn and aimed. I threw myself forward into the unforgiven cement rolling to the side and covering my head a massive fluff climbed on top of me and before I knew it I was being pulled from the ground

by a team of medics I was near hysterics as they wheeled me into the ambulance it didn't help when I glanced over to the house on the corner only to see their windows speckled from the inside with fresh blood that was seven months ago now

nothing has been quite the same since The street is quieter. Neighbours are more closed off. I use the money I've been saving for the tree and built myself for privacy vents instead. I don't want to talk about what he did to his family. Honestly, my therapist has heard enough about the details. Not a night goes by

where I don't still see his manic-eyed gaze as I close my eyes to sleep. At least, all of them was accounted for. Mr. Douglas, not so much. You see, they only found four of his fingers. It was sticking up out of thin holes in my yard. Most days, I am able to keep myself from drifting off, staring into their empty house. Most days, I don't even think about those six missing fingers.

Between a pandemic and the post-traumatic stress, Pearls spin my lifeline. Neither of us do too well during the storms anymore. But most of the time, her big goofy grin is all that keeps me together. She loves having a yard of her own nowadays. She'd spend all day out there if I let her. Pearl's the one who found it first, poking up out of the ground after the first early spring thaw.

A set of bright red leaves shooting up from the dirt. I didn't think much of it when a first quarter digging. Lord knows I didn't plant anything. But it wouldn't be the first time some seeds had blown in and made it their home. If they trusted me to provide for them, well, they'd be sorely

mistaken. A week later, they were nearly knee-high, and it was all I could do to keep the damned dog's nose out of the dirt. Pearl went wild for them, rolling and flopping and barking up a storm. I shooed her away and tried to keep an eye on it. I made a mental note to try look up the plant later. As they grew, spindly, black veins sprouted up through the whole of the leaves. Yesterday, I let her out in the morning and stumbled off towards the kitchen to start my day. I'd barely made it to the coffee pot when Pearl went wild, pause banging against the back door as she whined for my attention. When I peaked out, she squeezed the way back inside, massive red leaves shooting out from either side of her snout. Before I could make sense of it,

she was darting around the house, me chasing behind her and grumbling about the impromptu game of Keepaway. Soon she cornered herself in the closet. I clicked the bedroom door shut behind me to block her escape. The sliding door squealed as I yanked it open, and Pearl knew instantly she'd been caught. She spat the weeds of my feet and drove off under the bed. A low, uncharacteristic growl escaped her. With a sigh, I knelt down to collect the mess of dirt and plant matter,

only to let them fall again with a startled gasp. At the bottom of the pile, dangling off the roots, was a perfectly preserved human thumb. Pearl took my hesitation as an opening to grab it up again, tucking herself and a wagging tail under the bed as she started to chew. I reached her shaky hand to pull at my curtain. There were three more tufts of red jutting up from the grass. Mr. Douglas planted his fingers in my yard.

And now they're starting to sprout. I woke up later than expected, the sun shining in my face to the only bedroom window not covered by a house. a blind. Had herby not cried since, when? I sat up slowly and picked up the baby monitor. It was on, and I could see the black and white image of his crib. His small form still beneath the blue blanket my mother had given him. I began to feel uneasy, as I thought back to the night before. I remembered putting him down at 11, and then checking on him at midnight before heading to bed, but usually he would wake me up between three and four and again between six and eight.

I looked at my phone. It was 10.15. Had he really slept through the night for once? Or had I slept through him crying? Or was something wrong? Pulling back the sheets, I jumped up, my heart pounding in time with my steps as I ran down the hall to his room. The house was so silent,

and when I went into the nursery, the instinct that something was wrong just grew stronger. The room felt empty and cold. I looked over into the crib. I was reaching out to pull back the blanket when I stopped myself. I could already see the rise and fall of his chest, and his face was unblemished by discomfort or bad dreams. He was sleeping well and peacefully,

and here I was about to wake him up instead of being grateful for a few hours apiece. I was about to ease back out and go make some coffee when I heard her funny little snoring sound. Herbie had never snored before, though I guess there was a first time for everything, especially with a three-month-old baby. Still, I felt a new twist of worry.

What if he was getting sick, and that wasn't a snore? It was a wheeze. Wincing at the idea of disturbing him, I gently pulled back the blanket and picked him up. He didn't stir, his expression not changing from the placid mask of someone lost in deep slumber. This worried me more, as he normally woke up as soon as I touched him,

but I held my fear in check as I eased him my shoulder and put my ear to his face. It didn't sound like a wheeze, but it wasn't a snore either, exactly. It was a thinner, more rhythmic sound that grew quiet and then louder, but was always there. Still thinking about congestion,

I lifted Herbie up a bit and put my ear to his chest. The sound was clearly here, a wearing thrum that seemed to vibrate from somewhere in his core. That wasn't right at all. I needed to call the doctor and carry. That's when I felt the hard place on his back. My fingers had just brushed it, but the wrongness of it was immediately obvious. Under his onesie,

right in the middle of his back, was a long, flat hardness that was cool to the touch. What was that? Laying him back down on his stomach, I pulled the onesie down as my breath caught in my throat. It was a coin slot. A metal coin slot, like one you might find on an old-fashioned machine at one of those antique arcades or fairs. I reached out and touched the edges of it, thinking somehow it had gotten stuck to him. But no, it was flush against the flesh of my baby's back, hard brass grown seamlessly into soft pink skin. My mind was reeling, torn between confusion and fear and the growing realization that Herbie still hadn't woken up. That's when I noticed the small grey envelope

jutting out from the triangle of the blanket nearby Plucking it out I felt the weight of something small and hard inside And when I opened it A thin silver coin tumbled out into my palm Still in shock I turned it over in my hand Studying it One side was embossed with a face of a smiling woman crowned with a corona of sunlight

The other side showed the same woman her thin face hard and sinister as she glared up at the moon. My eyes went back to Herbie and then to the envelope, where I could see a thin line of cramped writing on the inside of the upper flap. This is better. It's coin operated. I started to shudder, the envelope fluttering from my hand as I picked Herbie up again

and began to rub his face and his arms, his legs and his feet, desperately crooning for him to wake up, to get up now. It was time to wake up and quit playing this joke. He just lay limply in my arms, purring that strange, rusty-sounding snore without staring at all. I putting back down, tears blowing my vision as I tried to decide what to do. I should call 911. He must be sick or I was crazy and either way we needed help. But what if this was real?

And what if the coin fixed things somehow? I hadn't remembered dropping the coin, but after a moment of panic, I found it on top of the blanket, gleaming dully as I held it in my hand. This was all insane, like some kind of nightmare. But maybe, if I played the rules, I'd wake up and everything would be okay.

So I turned Herbie back over and took down his wansy again. The coin slot was still there, cool to the touch, and solidly real. Holding my breath, I put the coin up to the opening and dropped it in. There was a muffled clink and then the whirring snore

grew louder for a moment before turning into a yawning sigh. Herbie turned his head and tried to push himself over as he began to wake. I led out a gasp and picked him up looking into his face

and finding his eyes. He was looking back at me, his expression drowsy but interested as he gave me what might have been a slight smile. He was okay and I was just messed up or... But no, the coin slot was still back there,

and I could still hear the low frequency whirring coming from inside him somewhere. Not the wet beating of a heart, but the dry orbits of some intricate clockwork. My skin went cold as I eased the thing back down into the crib. It tried to hold on to me, but I gently pushed this grasping hands away. I didn't know what this thing was. but it was my baby. Turning, I started out of the room. I'd get my phone and call Mom, and then I go looking for Herbie.

Maybe he was still in the house, but I had the feeling he was gone. Someone had taken him and left that envelope, left that thing in... Daddy? I froze, turning slowly, as Herbie's face peered at me over the edges of the crib. How was that possible? It would have had to jump several inches and pulled itself up onto the ledge, and Herbie was a long time from being able to form any words. Daddy. The tone was harder now, almost accusing, and my baby's face was drawn down into a pouting frown.

I felt anger, mixing with my fear as I took a step forward. I'm... I'm not your daddy. Whatever you are, you aren't mine. The thing froze for a moment. And I had the thought that maybe it had broken or wound down. But its cheek jumped as it began to pull itself over the edge. I am. I'm your baby.

Grunting, it tugged its belly over the railing and flopped down onto the ground. Despite myself, I felt a moment of horrified panic that it had hurt itself. A moment later, the panic turned to terror as its limbs rotated with a whirr and it flipped itself over and began to crab walk towards me. Come, hold me. I was backpedaling now, trying to close the door before it reached me. But it was too fast, leaping forward through the closing crack and landing on my chest. It squealed in my face with a sound like grinding gears

that sparks glowed from somewhere down in its throat. Screaming, I grabbed it and slammed it against the wall and then the floor before kicking it away from me. The meat of it was ruined now, the fleshy covering ripped and torn in a dozen places to reveal bits of gleaming metal and coiled wire, gears and axles flailing disconsolately as their places in the orderly hole were disrupted and destroyed.

It was dying now, but even still it called to me, crawling to me as it clicked together pink gums made of thin strips of beaten tin. Daddy, I'm your babe now. was terrified to approach it, but my revulsion and rage was growing again, and I needed to make sure it was dead and stay that way.

Darting forward, I stomped on it, once, twice, and then a final third time, and that's when the silver coin popped free from the mechanical ruin, rolling down the hall a few feet before sprawling and falling down, the evil face of the moonlight queen glaring up into the sky, or perhaps toward me. I was half crazy, as I searched the nursery and then the house for Herbie.

When I saw no sign of him, I called Mom, screaming and crying into the phone before hanging up. I'd upset her, but it couldn't be helped. She sounded as confused as I was, but I felt sure she'd call the police like I asked. I had other things to do. I'd had the thought that I could go back and look at the recorded footage from the baby monitor, see what had happened to Herbie and when. My hands were shaking as I picked it up from. beside the bed and tapped on the screen.

It always kept the last 24 hours, so I jumped back 10 hours and then started fast-forwarding through the footage. I found what I was looking for at 3.15. A pair of small figures appeared from the shadows in the far corner of the room. There was no door or window there, so I wasn't sure where they'd really come from. But I was more concerned with what they were doing. Helping each other up, they pulled themselves over into the ground. over into the crib. One of them scoot up Herbie as the other was opening a dark sack and pulling his replacement out onto the bed. Weeping, I watched as Herbie began to wake and

struggle, a tiny third hand covering his mouth, before he got let out of frightened wail. The other had placed the blanket over the fake, I was now opening up the sack again, even as the one holding my baby stuffed Herbie inside. In a moment, they were back over the side of the crib and gone into the dark. I dropped the monitor onto the bed and ran back into the nursery to check it. Maybe there's a hole in the wall or a secret door, something I could

use to follow wherever they had taken my baby. I just needed to check every inch of the... Nursery. Except, it wasn't a nursery anymore. The room was bare. No crib, no toys or changing table, no stacks of books or rocking chair. Even the walls with a stark gray they'd been,

when I first moved in two years ago. How was any of this happening? Stumbling back into the hall, I saw that the ruined baby thing was gone to. There was no sign of its broken bits or torn disguise. There was no sign of anything, not even... The coin.

My heart leapt as I saw it, still dully gleaming from its resting place on the carpet. The woman's face still harsh and displeased in the silver moonlight of some distant night. but that didn't matter what mattered was that it was proof proof of what had happened proof that someone had taken my herbie

I led out a small scream as the doorbell rang the police they were here and I could show them the coin and the video and they'd help me get my baby back when I opened the door I saw it was mum instead her face drawn and pale as she looked at me I

are you all right "'Is the editor, incredulous?' "'Of course not. They took him, they took him, and we have to get him back. "'Did you call the cops?' "'Her face drew down further into a frown. "'No, no, I didn't. "'You weren't making any sense. "'You were talking about a baby?

"'What baby?' "'Stepping back, I felt a chill run up my spine. "'My baby, Herbie, they took him.' She followed me inside, shaking her head slightly. Baby? I don't know what you're talking about. You don't have a baby. You never have.

I could barely breathe. That's not true. I have a baby, little Herbie. What's wrong with you? I started to cry again. They took him and tried to trick me or trade with me. They gave me a little mechanical baby that looked like him, but it wasn't him, and then it attacked me.

And then I saw them take him. him and the room was a nursery, but now it's not. And I need you to know this. I need you to remember and help me find him. My mother stepped forward and swept me up in a hug, stroking my hair as I wept against her shoulder. There there, I think you're sick, honey. We need to get you some help. It'll be okay. I wrapped my arms around her neck, but now I started to recoil. How could she not remember him? I was still pulling away when my fingertips brushed something against the back of her neck.

It was a coin slot. I froze, staring at her as she smiled at me, her eyes jumping slightly to the left and right as she watched me, holding me tighter with a soft, ratcheting tics of some internal metronome. This is better. Just accept it.

She was too strong for me to push away, so I took into my pocket instead. Found the coin that rested there, caressing the queen's cheek as I pulled it free and reached around its neck to the coin slot embedded into whatever it called a spine. I saw its eyes widened as I trucked the coin in. And then it began to scream. I stood in front of my grandpa's cabin, the keys to the front door in hand and the engine in my truck rumbling gently behind me. The sun raced towards the ground, throwing his final rays of light over the forest. I came here to escape the madness of everyday life, to unwind and let my mind cool off for a month.

Working as a game dev during the pandemic did a number on my mental health, and I needed to recharge my batteries before plunging back in. Too many impossible deadlines, too much crunch to finish a terrible product, too much isolation. They eroded my sanity until I couldn't take it anymore. I reached the front door and try the keys one by one. Turned out it was the last I tried, because of course it would be that one. The door swung aside with creaks of its rusty hinges, opening up the cabin's insights to the world for the first time in over two years.

I stepped in, slow and careful, shining the light of my phone around a sea. A thick layer of dust covered everything, denoting the property's descent into disuse since my grandpa's passing. None of his sons or grandkids cared enough to come and check on it. so it fell into disrepair. No one had even wanted it when the will was read out, so it was passed around

until it ended up with me. And, truth be told, I didn't care much for it either. We were all city dwellers living in New York, so no one was keen to inherit a dingy cabin out in the wilderness of Ohio. Still, with the arrival

of this blasted pandemic, I was happy to have signed those papers. I spent a few minutes familiarising myself of the cabin again. It had been more than a decade since the last time I came out here with my grandpa. He'd expanded the structure since then, adding a guest room

and an actual kitchen. First things first, I went up into the attic to turn on the generator. Since it hadn't been used in so long, it needed a bit of maintenance before it started up. I replaced the cool into oil, installed new filters and I even replaced the spark plugs.

The batteries and belt drives looked fine, so I let them be. Last thing to do was refuel it, and voila, I had electricity. With the lights on the cabin coming on, I checked the fridge and the pantry, cleaning them of all cans before restocking them with my own. I finished ferrying my supplies inside from the truck. I had a can of something for dinner, and I went to bed for the night.

The next day, I had my work cut out for me cleaning the cabin. When I was done with the inside, I went around it to the shed out in the back. I found the place cluttered with various tools and knick-knacks, but the centrepiece was what immediately got my attention. Rusting away in the middle of the shed, surrounded by worthless junk on all sides, was my grandpa's old four-wheeler, a bulky two-seater-a-TV with a cage around it that made it look like a doom buggy.

I felt like a kid on Christmas morning, eager to get my hands. in my present. Figuring the keys had to be somewhere in the shed, I left more chaos behind me in my search of them, but I found them in a nearby draw, and I gave the four-wheeled engine a tentative test. It didn't turn on, of course, but I expected that. Much like I did with the generator, I ran some maintenance on it, though it took me much longer to get it running. Luckily, it wasn't anything major. The battery was drained. With my new vehicle, my vacation got a thousand times better. Even though I had my truck with me, it was ill-fitted to brave the unsteady terrain of the forest.

I spent that day and the next cleaning out the shed as well, throwing away the junk and doing an inventory of what I wanted to keep. And let me tell you, that shed was the gift that kept on giving. Besides a ton of useful tools, I've had a couple of fishing poles with sets of lures and floats, All in very good condition, as well as an old-timey compound bow with ten arrows. As soon as I was done with cleaning, I hopped on the four-wheeler and made my way to the nearby lake to catch some fish and end my vegetarian streak. Calling it a lake is, well, a bit generous of my part. It's more of a pond than anything else, an area where the river overflows into a meadow at the edge of my property. The shores are muddy and infested with reeds, the water is shallow throughout.

but there's fish to be caught. I found a nice patch of grass under a tree, so I cast out the line and waited. It took a while to get a bite, and I almost missed it. I jumped on the fishing rod and started reeling the fishing. When it was finally out of the water and into my hands, I admired my catch before throwing it into a bucket I brought along. I applied new bait to the hook and cast a line again,

but as I went to lie down, something caught my eye. On the other side of the pond, hidden in the thick shadows of the forest, I saw a deer. It stared directly at me, unmoving, and I could feel its eyes scale me up. As soon as I moved, though, it bolted away, so I didn't think much of it. I was in the middle of the wilderness, seeing animals was a given. I ended up catching a few fish about the size of my palm.

After I discounted them and threw them on the grill, along with some veggies, they made for a tasty meal. Having finally eaten some meat, my mood improved exponentially. I decided to try at the bow, doing a quick and dirty job of painting a target on a nearby tree. I, of course, missed all of the arrows that I launched at it, but it was a lot of fun. The next few days were spent in a similar manner, and I slowly fell into a routine. go fishing in the morning, patch up the cabin after lunch, and either drive the four-wheeler around or practice my aim with a bow in the evenings.

It took me a while, but at the end of the second day, I was hitting the tree more often than not, and by the end of the third, I started landing arrows inside of the target. The cabin itself didn't need as much work as I thought it would. My grandpa built it out of treated logs, so it was pretty sturdy, and it didn't show signs of rot. The roof was ceramic shingles, so, besides checking if they shifted about, I didn't need to do much else.

By the time my first proper weekend there rolled around, I decided to give hunting small prey a try. Fish are nice and all, but they can't compare to proper meat. I got out Saturday morning, a hunt with my bow and some bait in the form of chopped veggies, and trekked on foot to the edge of the property. Seeing as I rode around on a four-wheeler a lot, most animals got scared. away around the cabin. I found some bushes at the edge of a clearing, and if my math wasn't failing me, I was still well within my property.

I threw the bait around and hung it down, waiting for some small critter or another to come take a bite. The only thing I forgot to account for was how boring the weight turned out to be. Laid in my belly in the bushes, I nearly fell asleep a couple of times. I don't know how long I waited until I got my first signs of the way. of prey, but I heard something approached me. The bow came up in my hands, and I notched an arrow,

ready to pull it back and let it fly at a moment's notice. But when I caught sight of the animal, I relaxed. The silhouette of a deer scumbered around in the forest in front of me, taking tentative steps in my direction, but I wasn't equipped

to take it down. If it got too close and would eat my bait, I'd simply scare it away and wait for something else. but it never did instead stopping at the edge of the clearing and looking straight at me I knew I was too well hidden to be seen so easily

but then again animals have better eyesight and smile than me it watched me for a few minutes and in turn I admired its majesty I never seen a live tear so close up to that point but even so I was sure that this particular one was much more beautiful than the average book Then, as soon as it came, the book turned and ran away. I was a bit bummed out, but I didn't dwell on it for long.

Only minutes later, my prayer of choice appeared as well. A plump rabbit came out at the underbrush, hopping around the clearing until he found a piece of carrot. He grabbed the bait with his front paws, rising up on its hind legs to keep on the lookout while it munched away. Sadly for it, the position it chose left it facing away. from me. I drew the arrow back, held my breath to steady my aim, and let it fly at the unsuspecting animal. But I missed, and the arrow ended up glancing the rabbits here. It led out of shriek and bolted, squirting blood everywhere in its frantic run for safety. I jolted up from the ground to follow it, feeling that annoying sensation of static spreading my legs. The rabbit

was small and fast, but I kept up with it, even if just barely. We ran through the forest in more or less a straight line, swerving between trees and dodging prickly underbrush. I was sure that I'd leave my property at this rate, so I got another arrow out of the quiver, and I slowed down as I notched it. With only a fraction of a second left to aim, I let the arrow fly. The rabbit almost dodged it, but it changed direction of the last moment and the arrow hit it in the nape. It fell over, dead, keeping up the running motion as his body was ravaged by spaszen. I took a deep sigh of relief, putting the bow away before I walked over to the rabbit to pick it up. As I reached it and leaned down, a voice resounding through the forest stopped me.

You're trespassing on my private property, the voice yelled. No sort of moves or I'll shoot. I got up slowly, raising my hands up in the air as I looked around. The forest distorted the sound, making it echo off the trees, so I couldn't pinpoint its exact location. but I could tell that it was a man mid-fifties to early 60s by his tone and demeanour I didn't mean to I answered feeling my pulse rising

it was an accident I chased a rabbit and left my own property your property the man asked stepping out in the open he was some fifty feet away dressed in camo clothes and shouldering a mean-looking rifle are you one of Barry's sons

he asked one of his grandsons I answered recognizing my grandpa's name. My name's Isaac. You should have said so sooner, Sonny. The man said, putting the rifle away and walking towards me. Nearly shot you there.

Barry would have killed me for that. He laughed at that, setting me at ease. I put my hands down and waited for him to reach me, observing him better as he approached. Turns out, I was not only right in my earlier assessment, but I was generous with a few years. He looked like he was in his mid-60s. with a tall frame, wide shoulders, and a gaunt face drowned out by white stubble.

He was missing his left ear, part of his low lip, and the tip of his nose, and his left cheek ran rampant with scars. His appearance was scary, I won't lie, especially given the circumstances of our meeting, but his beaming smile helped. I doubt that Grandpa can do that anymore, I said. So he kicked the bucket, huh? The man asked.

I nodded my head in answer. answer. I figured that was the case when he stopped coming out here. We were hunting buddies. Name's Huck. He said, extending me his hand for a shake. All about his family is welcome on my land. Sorry again. No problem, I said, trying to sound reassuring. It's not like you could have known. Hook looked down at the rabbit, then back up at me. His brows forward, and his amusement died down as suddenly as it had appeared. Did you kill anything else? out here, he asked with a deep sense of worry and urgency. Have you been here for long? A week, I answered, and I caught some fish, but nothing else other than that. Hux, Tins' posture

deflated when he heard that, and his shoulder slouched as he took a deep inhale. His reaction had me curious, but I didn't go prime about it. Good, he said, the fish are free. The answer doesn't mind those. Yancer? I asked. Who's that? Some ranger? I thought I could hunt without a permit on private land here.

Yancea is... Hugg started, but his words stopped in his throat. He took a hand to his nape, rubbing it over his grey hair in long streaks. Yanceur. Is the forest. The spirit of it. That's the best way I can put it, but it ain't quite right. I couldn't help but show my utter lack of belief at the mention of mumbo-jumbo and hook noticed

He got defensive and his attitude shifted from worry to annoyance I know it sounds crazy He said taking a finger to his face and dragging it over one of the longest scars he had One that ran from the remnants of his left ear all the way down his jaw Stopping just shy of his neck But I had the scars to prove it going against yonza's wishes is a terrible idea fine i said relenting all of the sarcasm that i had in store the fish are free what else i'm guessing the rabbit isn't the fish are free everything else is a gift that yanser wants you to have huck explained you set out this morning to hunt a yanser brought you a rabbit simple as know what you want to hunt come prepared with the right tools and yanser will provide but only kill what yonter allows you to nothing

else. Okay, I half said, half asked. Anything else? Don't cause suffering. Be swift with your kill. All of the animals are Jansa's children, and it doesn't appreciate that. Once you start a hunt, you have to end it. Yansa doesn't like its gifts being wasted.

Same with using the carcass. Make the most of it. And only the animal's flesh is yours. You have to return the spirit to Janser. This all sounded like a bunch of new-age hippie beer. But I could at least appreciate the underlying message. Be kind, be thankful, everything in nature is part of a big unity, all of that soul-warming stuff. Even though I didn't buy it, I could at least sympathise with hugs and tensions, so I humoured him.

And how can I do that? I asked. Cut out the animal's heart where it fell, and bearing it while saying a short prayer. The words don't matter. The answer appreciates the intent more than the prayer itself. Fine, let's give it a try, I said, wishing to just get it over with already. Do you happen to have a knife? I didn't pack one. Huck pulled out a hunting knife from a sheath in his clothes, handing it to me and kneeling alongside me. I did a small incision, pulled out the rabbit's heart, and buried it while mumbling a thank you for your sacrifice.

Huck seemed pleased by it, so I sung the rabbit over my shoulder and got up to walk back to my cabin. Want to come over for a beer at my place? He asked before I got to take a single step. It's not too far away, and I want to ask you more about Barry, if you don't mind. I really miss my hunting buddy. I paused for a moment, thinking it over. Huck had a few quirks and strange beliefs, but then again, who doesn't? He didn't seem like a bad person or unstable by any means.

So I stood to lose nothing, but I could gain a friend. and a cold beer. Sure thing, either way, I answered. So, Huck did just that, taking off through the forest with me on his heels. We walked through the underbrush under the sun's intense midsummer heat

with him bombarding me with questions about my grandpa. By the looks of it, Huck wasn't lying. He knew Grandpa, and he knew him well, but it was clear that they hadn't seen each other in quite some time, even before Grandpa's passing. Anyway, drew to his word, Hook's cabin was only 15 minutes away. It was a bit small than Grandpa's, but it looked just as homely.

We took to its shade when we reached it, and Hook showed me to a porch swing before going inside to get the promised beer. I peered in through the open door, seeing that the cabin was full of pelt, trophies, and various trinkets made from animal parts. It gave off a very arts and crafts air, certainly not what I expected from the impression that Hook gave me. I took the seat he offered me before he returned,

and he found me swinging back and forth, feet in the air like a little kid. Huck brought out a cooler filled with ice and bottles, and he retrieved two beers from it before he joined me. Slow down, he urged. I'll throw up. I did as he asked, taking the beer from him and opening it. Cheers, he said, raising his up in the air for a toast. For new neighbours, I said with a chuckle.

We spent a while talking about this or that, mostly small stuff. Hook asked me about myself and what I did for a living, trying to get to know me better. When I told him that I was a programmer making video games, he was very impressed, and his reaction made me laugh a little. Takes a lot of brains for a job like that, he said defensively, more than I got. We talked some more as we finished beer after beer, and the subject of my grandpa soon returned. I told Hook what happened, that he died peacefully in his sleep from a heart attack, and then I started asking questions on my own. So you and Grandpa haven't met in a long time, right?

I asked. Barry, he stopped joining me for Hunts a while back. Huck answered. Stop visiting me too. We had a falling out, but I never stopped considering him a friend. Why, what happened? I asked. I never spent as much time with my grandpa.

as I could have. We mostly saw each other during holidays and family gatherings, so he didn't get to tell me about many things going on in his life. Huck is one of those things. I never even knew that the man existed. Now, he offered me a window back in time, and perspective of grandpa that no one else had, and I decided to take advantage of that. We went hunting, Huck said, his tone quieter than before. We were hoping for a bore to get some decent meat, you know. I knotted my head, so he continued. Well, we found a buck instead, a damn gorgeous one with the most beautiful antlers I've ever seen. And Barry, he knew about Jansa too.

He knew that we weren't supposed to hunt it. We came out for boars, not deer, but he said that he had to have that buck. We argued over it, and when it became clear that Barry wouldn't back down, I... I shot the book myself. He made a motion. of bringing up a gun and aiming it, putting on a pain expression when he pulled the imaginary trigger. Buck shot, Hug said in a grey voice.

But I was too far away. I clipped the book's face, but he didn't bring it down, blew off its left ear, lower lip, and mangled the left side of its snout. He took a hand to his own face, tracing his fingers along the scars that he wore, and I realized the implications. He ran away, and we couldn't find it again. and Yanser made sure to pay me back for doing what I did. I winced hearing Huck's story, but I didn't interrupt him with questions. I was fine with whatever details he wanted to share. I didn't want to ask him for more when I saw the pain that the memories brought him.

Me and Barry, we argued, through names and accusations around, and the word hurt, you know. Barry left in a fit and told me he didn't want to see me ever again, and he stuck to his word. I'm sorry, I said. Yeah, me too, Hugg said. I'm glad that I bore the trigger first, and the answer came for me. I'm glad that I took that pain for my friend.

I'm just, I don't know. I wish Barry had found out and appreciated it, you know. I wish we were still friends. The conversation slowed down after that, and it was abundantly clear that I caused it with my questions. I finished the third. third beer and wanted to get up, but Hugg stopped me. Let me take care of that for you, he said, pointing at the rabbit.

The meat might go bad before you get home. The answer won't appreciate that. I didn't want to accept, but then I thought it over. I didn't know the first thing about skinning and gutting an animal, so this was the perfect opportunity for me to learn. Huck went inside and returned with a chopping board, as well as an assortment of tools for the job. his hands were nimble as he worked

and his skills were a dead give away of his experience before I got to finish another beer he skinned gutted and portioned the rabbit expertly he sealed the meat and bags which he handed over to me and he went a little ways away from the cabin to throw away the guts and whatever else couldn't be used they'll make fine dining for some critter or another he said when he returned

it's as good a way as any to return them to yanta I flinched at hearing their name mentioned once again. He started getting on my nerves, but I bit my tongue and kept my sarcastic replies to myself. Hook also wanted to give me the rabbit's belt, but I told him to keep it as a gift, since I didn't know how to treat it anyway. Here, he offered when I took off on foot. I'll take you home. It's getting late. And the forest, isn't safe at night.

No, it's fine. I tried to refuse, but Hook really isn't the type to take no for an answer. Nonsense, he said, and rushed behind his cabin. In a few moments, the sound of an engine coming to life rumbled to the clearing. Hook returned on a four-wheeler, much like my own, with only a different paint job to tell her to part. I hopped on, and he drove me to my cabin, going slowly and cautiously. We were both intoxicated and in no condition to drive, and he seemed aware of that. Take care, Sonny, he said when we reached my cabin and I got off.

If you ever need anything, you know where to find me. We'll do, I assured him and went inside. I went to bed for the night and I soon fell asleep, helped by the alcohol in my blood. The next day I cook the stew I so desperately craved and heard a knock on the door as I dashed around the stove. Hook came to visit, with him another six-pack of beer and a warm hug after I opened the door for him. "'Sit down,' I said, pointing at the table. "'Food's almost ready.'

"'Thanks, Sonny,' he said, pulling out a chair and throwing himself in it. "'I fetched another bowl and a set of cutlery for him. "'We cracked open the beers and talked some more as we waited for the stew. "'I come out here every weekend,' Hugg said. "'I live nearby, so I'll be gone Sunday evening, "'but I'll be back next Friday. "'Take care while I'm away, okay?' I will, I said, sensing worry in his voice.

I'll follow the rules, don't worry. Huck said, with a soft smile, they pulled his scarred lips upwards. You should check on that stew, by the way. I did, as I was told, I found that the stew was ready to be served. We ate a bowl each, and I even went back for seconds. It turned out delicious. I never expected wild meat to be such a big step up from the store bought.

After a few more beers, Hook got up and left, saying that he wanted to get in one more hunt for the weekend. He wanted me to join him, but, seeing as I only had a bow, and he wanted to bag something bigger than a rabbit, I turned him down. Bring the right tool for the job or something, right? I said. Yup, Huck answered with a smile and pat to my shoulder. You'll do just fine, I'm sure of it. With that, Huck left to do his own thing. I spent the day lasing about, catching up on some reading and being all around unproductive.

But with a cabin sorted out and enough me to my freezer to last me for a few days, I didn't have anything to do. I won't bore you with what I did after that, since it was pretty much more of the same thing. Huck left Sunday evening, just like he said he would, leaving me all alone. But I appreciated the solitude, and I had a blast doing whatever I wanted on the property. Despite my promise, I didn't follow Huck's seemingly crazy warnings. I saw no point in most of them, to be honest. I also didn't do much hunting anyway,

opting for fishing most days for an easier source of meat. And, on a few occasions that I did hunt again, I went for small prey that I could either trap or kill with a bow. So mostly squirrels and rabbits. Huck did return the next weekend, and he came to visit first thing Sunday morning. He brought me some more beer, which I was thankful for since I didn't bring any.

I've seen sons of hogs on the far side of my property, he said, and I brought an extra rifle for you if you want to join me. I'll salute the catch with you, of course. Sure, why not? I said. And just like that, I sign myself up. We went out, and this time I was better prepared. I brought my own hunting knife and took my bow with me, despite the rifle Huck had given me.

We ended up finding the hogs. a feat which hook attributed to Janser once again. We shot a couple of them dead before the rest scrambled, and he did his ritual. I stood a little ways away, on guard, in case any of the other hugs returned to attack us. I had a sound far away from me, so I turned as I raised and aimed the rifle.

But when I looked through the scope, all I saw was a deer. My tense body unwound, and I aimed the rifle down as I took my fist. finger off the trigger. Hook heard the commotion I made, so he shot up to his feet and noticed the deer as well. The rise met for a few moments, and Hook nodded his head at it. The deer took off into the forest, and he got back down on his hunches to finish bearing

the hearts. So many deer in these parts, I said when he was done. What? Hook asked, taken aback. I've seen a lot of them around. They don't seem scared at me. That's like the fifth or sixth one. Hearing that, Huck frowned, he rubbed his bloody hands on his jeans to clean them and approached me.

Did you hunt while I was gone? He asked, and I could tell that he wasn't messing around. Yeah, I answered, honestly, some squirrels and rabbit. And did you return their spirits to the answer like I taught you? I did, I lied to his face, but it was enough to set him at ease. good he said it's probably just curious about you you're a new arrival after all without another word hook left to retrieve the four-wheeler the hogs were too heavy for us to carry by ourselves i stayed behind the guard them from foragers and hook was hasty with his return we tied them to the vehicle and went back with hook promising to bring me my share of the meat when he was done butchering it take the rifle back too i said before we parted at the halfway point. Keep it. Maybe you'll need it,

Huck said, and his gesture of kindness surprised me. Nah, I said, I don't want to risk breaking it or something. Hook gave in and took the rifle from my hands. See you tomorrow, neighbour. See ya. It was nearing sundown by the time I got back on my property, so I picked

with the pace to make it home in time. There wasn't anything dangerous out in the forest as far as I knew. No wolves or bears or anything. but I didn't feel safe in the darkness of the night. I was maybe 20 minutes away when the sun touched the horizon, draping the world in shadows of bloody red. My senses sharpened as my alertness reached this peak, and I looked every which way as I walked. I usually wasn't so paranoid, but I guess that Hugs constantly yapping about this yansa spirit really got to me. Anyway, I found one of the paths that cut through the forest and led back to the cabin, so I

followed it. I was only about a mile away, so I still had a little ways to go. But something stopped me dead in my tracks. Another damn deer veered in from the forest behind me, halting in the middle of the path and freezing like a statue when it noticed me. It gave me a good scare for a moment, but my fear soon turned to admiration. This particular specimen was a buck, and the most damn beautiful one I'd ever laid eyes on. Its fur all but glistened in the sun's fading rays. Its big round eyes pierced my soul, and its antlers were tall spires of an unmatched elegance.

I made no sudden moves, but the buck wasn't scared in me anyway. The moment I saw it, I was so taken aback by its beauty that I just knew I had to have it, cliche as that might sound. I could already imagine the trophy. I could already imagine the trophy. The centerpiece that would take up any room. The only problem was how to kill the buck,

since I only had my bow with me. Screw it, I decided. I can take the shot. I slowly pulled the bow up and over my head, and I retrieved an arrow from the quiver. The buck didn't try to run, so I nudged the arrow and took aim, hoping to hit it square in the neck.

A deep sense of anxiety invaded me as I pulled the arrow back, as if what I was about to do was absolute sacrilege, but I didn't falter. I let the end up. arrow fly. The book tried to turn and run away at the last moment, but it was too late. The arrow clipped it in the lower jaw, and I saw it spit out part of its tongue, mixed with blood and broken teeth. Regret instantly flooded me, and I took off after it, pulling out my hunting knife to hopefully

give it a quick end, but the buck took off. Realizing that I couldn't catch up to it, I tried to pull out another arrow, but I wasn't fast enough. In a matter of moment, it got away. and the prospect of the night creeping up on me kept me from following it. I couldn't track it through the dark, and I'd end up lost in the forest. So I put the bow away and kept walking back to the cabin, feeling terrible the whole way. Not for what I tried, but for failing.

By the time I reached it, night had already settled, so I hurried inside and turned on all the lights. I was still spooked, but I figured it was just hug stories rubbing me the wrong way. Nothing that a tasty dinner and some sleep couldn't fix. Or, so I hoped. I had a bit of trouble falling asleep that night, but I managed to after a while.

I don't know how late it was when I was awoken by a loud bang coming from the other side of the cabin. All I knew was that it was the middle of the night and it was dark as balls outside. Another bang came, louder than the one before it, as it echoed through the cabin, so I jumped to my feet. I didn't get to dress up as the banging continued

and was soon accompanied by scraping sound as well I retrieved the bow and the hunting knife which yeah it offered me little in the means of protection if I faced some predator but it was better than snooping around empty-handed the banging kept coming and I pinpointed it to the guest room

I opened the door slowly to check out the situation outside to the window but I didn't need to approach it The sight I was met with left me paralysed in fear. Outside, crashing headfirst into the cabin's sturdy walls repeatedly. It was a deer. One much bigger than he had any right to be, with crooked antlers bent and broken at orchid angles.

Seeing me, it charged at the window, sending shards of glass flying into the room and breaking me free from my stupor. I yelled, but that only angered the deer. It pushed his head into the room, breaking the window's frame and cutting itself as it tried to reach me. I didn't stick around. I turned and bolted down the corridor in a terra-fueled sprint.

I didn't know where too, but it didn't matter so long as I got away from it. I tried to reach the front door, but the deer figured me out. By the time I got there, it was already headbutting it. And even if I reached it, what then? I couldn't outrun it on foot. I needed wheels, and I needed to find help. so I changed the direction and ran to the bedroom fishing the four-wheeler's keys had to my pants

it was just behind the cabin so I opened the window and jumped out the deer quickly followed me around the cabin finding me the moment my feet hit the grassy ground outside in the moons washed out light I got a better look at it my initial assessment was horribly wrong it was so much bigger than I thought bigger than a damn moose and much more imposing

but the thing that froze the blood in my veins. Its fur was disheveled, revealing rotting flesh and exposed bone beneath. Its eyes were shiny and clouded by white swirls, and I felt its gaze pushed me into an overdrive when it landed on me. It charged with me, and I dodged slam in the nick of time. I heard it collide with the cabin, sending the whole structure rocking back and forth, but I didn't stop to look back. I bolted towards the four-wheeler and jumped on it,

My hands trembling like an earthquake as I tried to get the keys into ignition. The engine roared the life beneath me, so I floored it through the clearing. The deer came at me from the side, but I hit the brakes hard and watched it fly in front of me. Before it regained its bearings, I took off towards the trees, hoping it would have trouble following me. It did to some degree, but I couldn't outright lose it. I saw its shadow in the forest as I navigated the bumpy terrain, and whenever I reached the more clear part of the woods it tried to charge me again

but I kept constant track of it so it didn't manage to get me my destination was Huck's cabin the closest human and the only one with proper guns the drive up to his clearing was utter madness I don't think I let up the acceleration for even a second in retrospect I'm surprised I didn't crash into a tree or a ditch or something

but in that moment I didn't think straight I was pumped so full of adrenaline and terror that I disregarded all consequences My only goal was to escape the demonic deer following me Huck! I started yelling the moment I burst into his clearing Huck! Help! Turning my head around I saw that the deer paused by the forest edge, breaking the pursuit. Hook shot out of his cabin, dressed in only boxes

and shouldering one of his rifles. I stopped in front of his porch and jumped off the four-wheeler running up to him as I panted heavily. What's up, Sonny? He asked, not daring his gaze from the forest. It's a damned demon deer, I yelled an answer. It's trying to kill me. What the hell did you do?

Huck scolded. As if on cue, the deer left the cover of the trees, making itself known. That's the answer. What in the ever-loving hell did you do? You stupid kid! I couldn't answer. Couldn't even move when I laid eyes on it again. The answer had grown bigger than before, towering over us about the size of Hook's cabin at this point.

I'm sorry, I blurted, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I heard the rifle clatter as it hit the ground and looked up to find that hook dropped it from his hands. He kneeled in front of me and grabbed my shoulders, and I could see pure terror in his eyes. They'd grown watery as tears escaped him, but even so, he retained more self-control. all than me. It's fine, Sonny. Huck tried to calm me down. You'll be fine. Don't worry. But, I tried to protest, but Huck wouldn't hear any of it. I said, you'll be fine. Believe me, okay? With the answer, approaching us slowly, I had no other alternative than to believe him and pray that he was right. He forced my head back down, so low that my forehead touched the ground.

But he got back up to his feet. I took short scare glances at what was going on, but I was too afraid to do anything. Hook walked towards me, and it stopped when it saw him approach. Forgive him, Huck yelled. He's young, he didn't know what he was doing. Hearing his words, Yance paused. He lowered his head until his undead eyes were at Huck's level,

but I could see the distrust in them, even from this far away. Give his punishment to me, Huck yelled. It's my fault for not teaching him better, and I'll make sure he won't repeat his mistake ever again. Huck! I yelled. You can't! Shut up!

Huck yelled over his shoulder, but I didn't have the guts to look him in the eye. Yancea walked up to him, and I saw him get down on his knees in front of it. I couldn't hold back anymore. I started crying. If Yianza would have repaid my deed in kind, he would have mutilated Hook.

The image of the deer's lower jaw pierced and ruined by my arrow flashed through my mind, followed by Hook bearing the same ugly injury, and it was too much for me to take. Hook lifted his head to look at it, and I saw one of Jansa's antlers drooped lower until one of its many jaded tips rested against his jaw. But he didn't pull back. Hell, he didn't even flinch. No, I yelled, which made Yonza stop and look up at me. Shut!

Hug began, but I stopped him. I was the one who did it, not him. You can't punish him for my mistake. Hook turned and looked at me with desperation in his eyes, but I already decided not to let him go through with it, and I guess that Janser saw the conviction in my eyes. He pushed Hook aside with its rotten snout and walked around him, stopping in front of me instead.

The stench of its decay hit me hard, nearly sending me reeling when it invaded my senses. It was such an ugly and twisted being. And yet, I couldn't feel a single trace of malice coming from it. No, Yantz didn't want to bring me unwarranted suffering. He wanted justice. I'm sorry, I said, blowing my head to the ground once more. I really, truly am.

I know I broke a trust and I deserve your punishment. But I'm sorry. A puff of putrid air left Yance's nostrils, rolling over my features and nearly making me gag. I felt its head manoeuvre until its snout caressed my hair, and I tensed up as I got ready for what I thought would follow.

My eyes closed shut, so tight that they pulled my face into a grimace. But the blow never came. Instead, I felt something sticky and slick probe the ground until it found my right hand. Yance's tongue embellied my fingers, pulling them up,

and I felt his jagged teeth nibble at my flesh. With a sickening crunch that sent bolts of pain radiating through my body, it bit my index finger off and swallowed it. I yelled out in pain, feeling blood welling from the wound, but Janza didn't let me pull back. It got a grip on my hand and bit off my middle finger as well. The pain was so horrendous that I nearly passed out,

but as I managed to remain conscious. I feared that it would go for another bite, that it would take my hand little by little as punishment, but it stopped at those two fingers and let me go. It got up and turned its back on me, shrinking as it retreated into the woods until it was the size of a normal deer. I saw it look back at me one final time,

not a single trace of the ugly Munza that had chased me remained. Huck rushed to my side after Yonza left, pulling me to my feet and helping me inside his cabin. He busted out a first aid kit and did his best to patch me up before driving me to the closest town so a medic could have a proper look at it. I needed a lot of stitches, and the doctor also gave me a rabies vaccine just to be safe.

As morning came, and my condition was stable. The doctor released me. You got very lucky, Hook told me on the way back after I told him what I'd done to warrant Jans's wrath. Seeing his scarred face,

finally understanding what had happened to him, I didn't find the statement hard to believe. Thank you, I said, for what you tried to do back there. Hook took me back to my cabin, but he kept denying me for as long as he could. He left Sunday evening like he was supposed to, and despite his insistence that I should leave too, I stayed. I couldn't explain it to him back then, and I still can't put into words to this day. But I'm not afraid of Yanser, or the forest.

If anything, I've gained a deeper understanding and appreciation for it. Me and Hock are still friends to this day, by the way. I go out there whenever I can now, and we've been on countless hunts together. The least he deserves out of the ordeal is a friend. But the one thing that did change is how I now respect the answer. And no matter where you are, I urge you to respect it as well. Believe me, you'd do. don't want to risk earning. He answers wrath. The year was 2001. I was attending a neighbourhood

potluck at the local park with my wife and our newborn son we named Ashton. Our friends were related upon learning we had our first and would be meeting Ashton for the first time that day. Everyone fussed over him and the adorable circular birthmark beneath his left eye, debating which of us he looked like more and how excited their kids were to have a new friend. There were about a dozen of us that occupied three picnic tables. We had three or four coolers, a whole spread of different platters and trays that covered the entire table, along with burgers and hot dogs cooking on two charcoal grills. My cross-street neighbour Fred grilled while everyone else talked, drank and played games.

Ashton laid in his carriage, which I parked in the shade of an oak tree next to the grills. I kept Fred company while he cooked, acting, as a sort of sous chef and making sure his drink was full. The park was particularly busy, and, despite everything going on, I spotted someone who appeared to be watching our group, sitting alone at a picnic table about ten yards from our spot. His clothes, stretchy black pants and a heavy-looking hoodie that obscured his face were so uncharacteristic for a midsummer day and made him very noticeable.

The hooded man sat facing us with his arms folded on the table. I pointed him out to Fred, who acknowledged something seemed off, but thought he appeared harmless. Maybe he's meeting someone, I suggested, while pouring Fred a beer. Without any discretion, Fred turned and stared directly at the man. Could be, Fred said, with disinterest while flipping a new burger. Maybe he got stood up, we'll fix him a plate to make him feel better. I rolled my eyes at Fred's remark, unable to resonate with his. unapologetic apathy. I couldn't ignore my instincts that were telling me this guy was here for

another reason. Nobody else seemed to notice or mind him, and I didn't want to put a damper on the gathering, so I kept quiet about my apprehensions. Despite being unable to see much of his face, I definitely felt the man's looming gaze briefly locked with mine a few times. After convincing myself he didn't have good intentions, I decided to confront this peculiar individual. Let's see what's up with this guy, I said softly to Fred. It's those newfound parental instincts kicking in, Fred said, jokingly. They get a little wonky at first, just an FYI. I started towards the man's table, but froze upon hearing an ear-splitting crack,

booming sound of shattering glass and crunching metal. Everyone in the park stopped and stared at the parking lot, where a large tree limb had broken and smashed two cars. The hell? Fred exclaimed as he set his spatula down and raced towards the scene. The tree limb fell on Fred's car, which mine was parked next to, and partially covered by the massive branches' leafy appendages. Throwing my arms up in the air, I released a, what the hell of my own, and followed behind Fred. Rachel was already assessing our car when I arrived,

shuddering, upon spotting a few good-sized scratches, dense and windchill cracks, I expected Rachel to be as equally upset. Instead, she gave me up a perplex stare. Where's the baby? She quickly asked. I immediately pivoted, instantly noticing the hooded man left his table and was bee lining towards the grills.

I broke into an all-out sprint upon determining the hooded man would reach Ashton first, releasing a boisterous hay that I hoped would deter him and get others to notice. What happened next took a matter of seconds, but felt like it unraveled in slow motion. The hooded man, wearing thick padded gloves, removed one of the grill's metal grates and grabbed its side handles. He turned to me once more before lifting the grill, and dumped the red-hot coals into Ashton's carriage. A loud, hiss-like sizzle mixed as my baby's shrill, blood-curdling shriek rang out.

His screams only lasting two or three seconds before the camera. carriage burst into flames. Grabbing handfuls of my hair as I reached Ashton's carriage, I can only scream his name and instinctively knocked the stroller over with a firm kick. Glowing coals, charred blankets, pillows, and Ashton's small remains spilled out, most of which was still on fire. The hooded man took off across the field while being pursued by Fred and two others. I could instantly tell Ashton was dead, whose stiff, crumpling body was completely doused in

flames, and produced a burnt aroma that filled my nostrils. I heard my wife's hysterical screams behind me as I felt my legs give out and collapse in a heap. Rachel was so inconsolable, she had to be sedated by the paramedics. I faded in and out, with most of the time between witnessing Ashton's murder and being taken to the hospital feeling like a blur. While waiting for an update to my wife, an officer came up to me and said they caught the hooded man, who initially escaped the park. I was brought to the police station

where I first laid eyes on him through a one-way mirror while he sat in an interrogation room. The man's appearance was grotesque and he had appalling physical deformities. His skin was light pinkish beige and lit up with vainy, blotchy, grey and black growths. He was completely hairless and a dark yellow eyes

whose right one was about twice the size as is left. I was met with report. and boiling fury, or gazing upon his murderous subhuman life form, whose windpipe I yearned to crush them like bare hands. After confirming, I did not recognize him. Detectives told me he was being classified as a John Doe. The hooded man had no form of identification, wasn't showing up on any databases, and hasn't spoken a word. After getting assured he wouldn't be released any time soon.

They asked me a few more questions before letting me go, promising to provide up date on any new development. I returned to the hospital where Rachel was still being treated for a severe mental breakdown. I spent that night in the waiting room, mostly with my face buried in my cuped hands, replying the day's grisly, life-woldering events in my head. At some point, I dozed off, and was awoken the next morning by a nurse. She brought me to the doctor caring for Rachel, who said my wife was in a deep state of cathartonic shock. After being updated on Rachel's condition, I returned home to start arranging Ashton services.

No sooner than taking three steps out of the hospital, however, I was stopped by the same officer who brought me to the police station yesterday. The officer looked distraught, who I could tell dreaded what he was about to say. He's gone, the officer said sorrowfully. Who's gone? I asked in bewilderment. The man who killed your baby. He somehow escaped last night. No witnesses, nothing on the camera, no signs of how.

He was in his cell one minute and gone the next. The hooded man was never found. Rachel made little progress overcoming a deliberating trauma, spending the next year in and out of psychiatric care. My life consisted of work, visiting Rachel at the hospital and going to bed. About two months passed, during which, things continue to gradually implode. Rachel returned home, but was on a cocktail of meds that barely seemed to help.

She became a bitter, hostile shell of her former self, barely capable of functioning independently, and prone to sporadic fits of rage, delirium, or emotional episodes. Rachel blamed me for our baby's death and made it her mission to keep me consistently reminded. I reached my breaking point with Rachel when she used a broken bottle to attack me during one of her episodes, slicing my arm and neck, which required over a dozen stitches. After this incident, Rachel was put in a mental care facility, and I decided to explore my legal options for ending on marriage. She could be looked after by a family, I thought.

Most of them also hated and blamed me for Ashton's death anyway, even saying I was responsible for Rachel's mental breakdown. My boss's wife connected me with a divorce attorney to look at my case. When I met him at his office, however, he said something that took me completely off guard. I've actually been expecting you, Mr. Williard, the attorney said, while rummaging through one of his desk drawers. I have something here with instructions I give it to you on the 1st of September, which is today. He slid a yellow manila envelope in front of me, which had my name in large black letters. Inside was a light grey envelope that also had my name handwritten on me.

it in red ink. Who did it come from? I asked, awkwardly. I only spoke to him twice. One year ago when he initially called, and last night, when he reminded me about today, the attorney said, he just identified himself as Mr. Doe,

sent me a large water of cash to hold this for him, and that was that, didn't ask any questions. That's sometimes how it is in this business. The envelope's letter contain a vertical list of numbers with other sets of digits, words or letters beneath each one, and were written in the following order. 9. 112.001.11.177. 175. 95. 93. Next paragraph. 12-2005-193. Next paragraph.

capital. Next paragraph. 842.020. NH4N03-132-029. Skin. The manila envelope also held a white CD with watchin order written across its surface. I didn't even get done what I originally came to the attorney for, becoming completely sidetracked by the mysterious package. Around the this ed on my computer, which and a handful of video files labeled 1 through 5, remembering the disc said, watch in order, I opened the first file.

My heart stopped when the video began playing. Appearing on screen was the deformed face of my baby's killer. The man who murdered my baby sat in a concrete

room, wearing the same heavy hoodie and black stretched pants as he did that day. I would have pulled my computer off the desk and thrown it across the room if the shock from seeing his hideous face didn't numb me to a state of borderline paralysis. After fiddling with the camera, the hooded man leans back and stared intently into the lens. I'm so sorry, Jeremy, he said in a low, gruff voice, causing sharp chills to raise down my spine when he spoke my name. I really am so sorry, so sorry for everything, but you must understand why this happened. Let me start from the beginning. I took sharp breaths and struggled

to maintain my composure, but felt compelled to continue watching. My name obviously isn't Mr. Doe. It's Aerec, and I'm from the year, 267. I know it sounds absurd, but you have something that will prove what I'm telling you is true. The man who identified himself as Aerec leaned closer towards the camera. Just know, this was for a greater good, and doing this actually saved countless lives. I leaned back and stared skeptically at the computer screen, my intensifying hatred for this man clashing with a queasy uneasiness ushered in when he admitted to being the Mr. Doe, from whom I received the package. Okay, now that I've got your attention, here's where it gets complicated, Eric continued.

Some years from now, I can't get in. into specifics, a catastrophe is going to occur that devastates the world. Among the most adverse ramifications are a series of physical mutations a portion of the population undergoes, as you can clearly see. Eric gestured towards his deformed face. We're known as defects and require special treatment to stay alive, like routine radiation doses and staying within certain temperature ranges, just to mention a few.

Cases of radiation contamination and new diseases, disease outbreaks originating from defects turned us into pariahs. Eric sighed, this is where your son comes in. During these times, we call Ashton Williard, the Damashient. He was a renowned public figure whose faction quickly rose to power in the cataclysm's aftermath, feeding off people's maniputable emotions and fears. Seeking a scapegoat amidst their promises to rebuild, the DeMax, as his minions were called, set their sights on the defects.

They succeeded in generating enough widespread hatred against us, even going as far as the sage violent attacks and pinning us as the culprits. The video had me completely engaged. The Damachiant cited these attacks and our susceptibility to infect and contaminate people as grounds to start rounding us up into containment camps. We knew the risks we posed towards the unaffected portion of the population and took great pains to isolate and care for ourselves, while researchers worked tirelessly to discover a cure.

Eric hung his head. They actually came close, but the programs were discontinued without explanation. The camps had inhumane conditions. Many died from disease or malnourishment before the damacs began extermination. The things they did would make history's most heinous figures cringe. You'll see what I mean when you watch the other files. I lost everyone in those camps, Jeremy. Doing this was the only way to reverse that,

and end the Damachian suppressive reign. I felt a lump form in my throat and held back tears, simultaneously empathising with Eric, while still reluctant to believe his story. Your son was ravenous for power. The Damak's invasively occupied territory, eventually starting a multinational war. They killed millions of defects,

but those numbers pale in comparison to the tens of millions who perished just in the war alone. A few tears streamed down Eric's face. It's okay to talk about what your son would have become since that timeline is being eliminated. As for why I killed him in such a gruesome manner, doing it on that exact moment and way was the only option to stably alter the timeline.

My heart sank while I recall that fateful day, particularly when the tree limb fell in our cars. It was the perfect distraction. Did Eric know that would happen? Did he change time to make that point? branch break, knowing how immediately it would occupy my attention. Jeremy, I know you're probably having a hard time believing this. I would too, but think about how I just vanish myself. I'd love to explain how it works, but is against the rules to directly

reveal certain information. Eric held up a light grey envelope with my name written in red ink, the same one I received. That's why I sent you this. There are clues for the events that will occur in the future, which will verify this is very real. Think of it as a puzzle. It's actually quite easy once you figure it out. There's some considerable time between each instance, but don't worry. I'll send you reminders. I know you're hurt, confused and angry right now.

But please believe me when I say, a great loss or tragedy is sometimes necessary to prevent something much worse from happening. After the video ended, I stared at the computer for what felt like ours. tearing, perspiring and trembling, I had no idea what to believe. After recollecting myself, I watched the other videos, which are compilations of newspaper clippings, excerpts from news broadcasts and raw footage depicting scenes of war and unfathomable carnage. They seemed to map out everything Eric described,

mentioning the cataclysm, defects, de Max Rise the Power, and their imperialistic campaign. Headlines like, experts, recover will take a few years, over 10-gne new mutation cases confirmed, link between defects and contamination outbreak identified, and DeMack's complete southern coast occupation, caught my eye, while videos and pictures flashed on the screen that Eric's words did little justice in describing.

I saw images of war-torn horizons and crumbled city skylines, explosions, scores of marching or fighting soldiers, along with dead and dismembered bodies. The most disturbing scenes showed defects performing hard labour, room with the bodies and severed limbs hanging from meat hooks, mass executions and graves, even some getting their deformities cut off or experimented on while still conscious. It didn't take long for me to deduce a robust, prominent-looking man, dining a black authoritative uniform and long overcoat,

who I saw clips of making fiery speeches, getting paraded around while waving to crowds, speaking with officers, other official-looking figures, and transported by armed security details. was my son. Despite having his mother's eyes, Ashton bore an overwhelming striking resemblance to me, but what indisputably verified my son's identity was the birthmark still visible beneath his left eye. Despite the macabre prospects of his future, I was initially proud of my son, which I suppose comes natural for any parent, until I reminded myself what he would have turned into. A genocidal warlord whose totalitarian regime

appeared to deepen the world's state of ruin. I stopped watching after one scene of Ashton making a passionate speech when I noticed an elderly man and woman sitting in the background. They were huddled closely together and gazed upon Ashton, the faces containing conflicted expressions of admiration and obligatory supportiveness, along with disappointment, concern and dismay. My jaw dropped and I released a gasp like Yelp before abruptly closing the video. Rachel and I were that elderly couple.

Experiencing a wave of smothering light-headedness, I tried pouring myself a drink, only to violently regurgitate it while standing over the sink. Those videos look so genuine, and I hated how everything Eric said arguably made sense. Was my son really destined to become this monstrous tyrant? Was this some elaborate sadistic prank a deranged individual was orchestrating

to gain pleasure at the expense of my suffering. I tried thinking of every conceivable explanation to not believe, but couldn't be convinced. My attention shifted to the notes, series of numbers, that meant nothing upon review. Remembering Eric said to, think of it as a puzzle, I looked at the first set of characters.

9.12.001.1177.17.19. 93. What are you trying to tell me here? I asked out loud, there must be something more to this. About one week later, I received an identical light grey envelope in the mail. It contained a handwritten letter, also in red ink, and simply read 9-12-001, just reminding you. I spent weeks trying to crack the cryptic code, which consumed me for months to no avail. It would take me over three years to finally figure it out when the next letter arrived. After finalising my divorce with Rachel, I moved back to my home state and reconnected with an old high school sweetheart.

We got engaged with starting our own company, and, in the process of purchasing a house, I was grateful to finally move on with my life. But despite getting closure on Ashton's death, still kept the indescribable letters. Christmas was five days away, and I returned home from gift shopping when I found a light grey envelope lying on my doormat. Despite immediately knowing what it was, the envelope's mere sight flooded my head with memories of Ashton's screams, his burning carriage, and Eric's unendurable face. I shakily opened the envelope to find another letter, which read, 12-262-004. Do you believe me yet? On the first letter, written under 12-262-004 were the numbers 758-91. This time around, however, I was more concerned Eric knew where I lived than solving this mystery.

I was about to dial 911, but remembered when Eric said he'd be sending me reminders and decided to play along, feeling certain this letter was his latest. I figured everything else a few days later, ironically while writing a final check to my divorce lawyer. It was the day after Christmas, and I had the news on while paying some bills. They were talking about a massive earthquake and tsunami that devastated coastal communities across the Indian Ocean. I was so distracted by the story, I almost put the karma of the Czech's numerical amount in the wrong spot. While stopping myself, I looked at the Czech state, which read December 26, 2004. Remembering, I was anticipating something significant to happen, I grabbed the original letter and stared closely at the number.

12-262-004 Thinking about the same mistake I almost made on the check I rewrote the figure and shifted the second comma one digit to the left so it now read 12-26-2004 I did the same with the top number going from 9-112001 to 9-201 which was when it became clear

They were dates. It was something the news anchor said that I happened to hear. The earthquake registered 9.1 on the Richter scale that drew my stare to the numbers beneath 12-262-004, which was 758 and 91. Then it came to me. 91 signified the earthquake's magnitude. I learned that quake happened at 7.58 a.m. local time,

which I linked to the other number 758. solving the 9-112-001 figures was even more unsettling. The date it translated to was obvious, and, after doing some research, deduced the other numbers represented the flight numbers of each aircraft involved. I started shaking when the reality of this revelation hit me, almost having a nervous breakdown when I couldn't fathom any other way that Eric, or whoever this was, could have known this information.

My perceptions of reality, space and time were turned upside down, marking a day that forever changed my life. I still resented Eric for killing my baby and will always keep Ashton's memory alive because I remember him as an adorable, innocent baby who didn't hurt or wrong a single soul. Having said that, I finally understood what Eric meant.

I translated the last three numbers. 3.42.012 became March 4th, 2012. 8.42. 020 turned into August 4th 2020 and 413209 was April 13th, 2029. Despite the tragic nature of the events that already happened, I understood why Aerech chose them specifically. They mostly happened by pure chance and could not have been predicted or prevented. Having said that, I spent the last 15 years making vain efforts at determining what happens on each of these dates before the events unfold, with hopes of preventing. a tragedy. As expected, I received my next letter over seven years later in late winter of

2012. I know you don't need these reminders anymore, but sent this one just in case was what I read. Under 342012 on the original letter I received over a decade ago, 700 UTC and capital were written. On March 4, 2012, a series of deadly explosions. caused by an armstomp rocked Brazzaville, capital city of the Republic of Congo. The blast started around 8 a.m. local time, which translated to 7 coordinated universal time, otherwise known as UTC.

That made sense. The most recent event happened this past summer. My next letter arrived the last week of July, which said, 842.020. See you soon. Don't do anything stupid. I'll be watching.

I obsessed over what this meant, unsure how it pertained to the next event I expected to occur on August 4th, beneath 84202020 on the original letter, with the terms NH4N03 and Port, whose meanings I could only speculate until the actual event transpired. I'm sure most of us remember the explosion that happened in Beirut, Lebanon. Port signified where the blast happened, the port of Beirut. This one took me a while, but I figured it

out NH4N03 was the chemical formula for ammonium nitrate which caused a deadly explosion. There's a good amount of time between now and the last event, which should be on April 13th, 2029, after translating it from the numerical figure of 4132029. Beneath it on the original letter, that I still have after all these years, the phrase is 1-997x F-11 and skin are written. I have no idea what they're foreshadowing and probably won't until the actual day. I've kept this knowledge of the future away from my then-fiancee,

who's now my wife for 14 years. We have a thriving company under us, along with a house, and two beautiful children. The letters and their connection to Ashton's death are tied to a completely different part of my past that my family was not involved in, or as much knowledge about, and I intended to keep it that way,

until we met our new neighbours. They were a very nice couple from the northeast that relocated for the husband, Corey's job. They have one child who's around the same age as our kids that have gotten along famously, along with a two-month-old baby boy. Looking back, I think I understand now

what the most recent letter I received meant. The name of my neighbours, newborn son is A-REC. The following is a transcript of the contents of a spiral-bound notebook in the custody of law enforcement in connection with a pending investigation. While the investigation and most of the events described did occur in the general vicinity of the Midwest, all of the specific locations, names and other identifiers have been altered by me to protect the investigation and my own anonymity.

I will be similarly circumspect about how I obtained access to the notebook itself. Suffice to say, I had an opportunity to analyse the object physically. As part of that process, I photographed all the pages per my SOP. It wasn't until the following week that I glanced back through those photos and begin reading out what I have collected. I understand how this may be interpreted, and you have no reason to trust the word of an anonymous stranger as to its authenticity. I cannot even vouch for the truth of what is written myself, though I think I've transcribed all the words accurately. All I can say is that what I have written is the truth, and I am presenting it to the best of my ability. What do you take from it, evidence of something sinister, the outlines of some elaborate prank, or simply a few moments of entertainment.

That is entirely up to you. I remember the first time I saw you. You were, what, one? Maybe not even that, laying on the blanket next to your mama in the park, sleeping so peacefully as she watched over you, with a tired but happy look on a face. That sleep, so calm and serene, I envied you of that. I was having trouble sleeping, even back then,

and every day I could feel the last scraps of that kind of peace being taken away from me. I don't want you to misunderstand me, though. Me talking about not sleeping and envying a little baby that can. Well, you might think that I was jealous of you, hated you even. But no, nothing could be found. further from the truth. I saw that little pink ball of innocence, that bright little light of life

that hadn't been kicked down by the world quite yet. And I loved you. I loved you for what you were, and what you could be. So, I decided to take you under my wing. Pah had once called me a witch. A witch. I tried telling that guy that I wasn't no witch, and even if I was, you'd call a boy witch a warlock. But he got that mean, sour look he'd sometimes get before I was five words in, and I knew the hit was coming before he even started the swing. I'd just bawled up then. I was 15 at the time, and I might have fought back, but it was bigger and stronger and meaner than me,

and if I fought back, it'd just be worse. So instead, I balled it right up like a little armadillo, and before long it was over. Armadillo's are funny. They look cute and all, sure, like little knights in suits of armour or something. But you know, a lot of them have leprosy under their armour. A poison rot, like the olden times, right under their skin. I felt like that back then,

like I had poison welling up under that skin he was bruising and splitting, waiting for the right time to reach out and touch him, wither him right away. Except my poison wasn't leprosy. Mine was what I could see, what I knew. I could look at my father, big, strong man that he was, and I could see the thread of his life stretching out in front of him. Not everything, you understand.

It was until later that I got where I could focus more and see particulars I wanted to see, but enough to know the biggest good and bads he had coming, enough to see when and how that threat would be cut for good. That was why he was afraid of me, why he hated me so. I'd made the mistake of letting on what I could see before I knew he was better to hide it.

Paa tried to ignore it at first, but that changed when I came to him crying one morning, found him in the field working with that old tractor that crapped out at least once a season, already in an awful temper. I should have known better, but I was scared and upset and I loved him. I thought if I told him how he was going to die,

he could avoid it, and I wanted that more than just about anything. Funny thing was, when what I saw finally came true a few years later, the biggest thing that I felt was relief. Relief that it was over, and that my poison had finally finished the job. I know what you're thinking.

I'm being arrogant, thinking I can play God, thinking that my visions are killing people when, just by listening to what I've said, you could tell I'm just seeing what's coming from, for somebody, and even warning them doesn't change a thing. For a long time, I thought that way too. As I got older, and especially after par past, I got stronger in what I could see,

but I wanted to see it less and less. I couldn't help people, and seeing people that way, like a bunch of choices they hadn't made yet. It made it hard to see them as people at all. They were just numbers and symbols, and I felt like some egghead mathematician, looking at some humongous formula on a body. blackboard. Except, I liked people, and I hated math, and the world was getting so much I couldn't be around someone for more than a few minutes without seeing the worst things I would do

and how it would all end. I learned to block it some, but just enough that it didn't go crazy, and that was before I started losing sleep. We weren't meant to be in this world all this time, and convinced of it. This world, it's a hard place with sharp edges, and it'll whittle you down to nothing if you don't leave it once in a while. That's why God gave us sleep and dreams. Some people say that those dreams are as real as this world, realer even.

And maybe that's so, or maybe not. I don't know. What I do know is that we aren't meant to stay here all the time, especially when you see everything that I see. When I first saw that little baby you, I guess

something came over me. Maybe it was some instinct, some part, of whatever this power is that I have. I like to think that it was something more, though, that even then I wanted to keep you safe forever. I spent the next hour looking through the thread of your life, the times you were truly scared or truly happy, the things that shaped you or pushed you this way or that,

when you felt love and when you were in danger, the day when you were just 19, that you died. By the time your mama picked you up and carried you back to the car, My head was splitting and I was close to bawling. I could see how it happened and why, but not how to stop it. Telling you, even if I waited 18 years to tell you the date happened,

wouldn't be enough to stop it. Our lives, our fates, they have movement, inertia, and you were heading toward a coffin like a bullet flying past. Me telling you stuff you wouldn't believe would be too late to help anything. Well, I might as well be puffing out of breath at that passing bull. It won't change where it hits one little bit. But what if I didn't talk to you just then? What if I talked to you for years?

Proved to you that what I saw was real and that you could trust me. Maybe that belief would be enough that you would listen when the time was right. I followed you and your mama home that day, and I've kept track of you ever since. Those first few years, I would only see you every now and then, checking your thread for any changes, looking into more details. so I could understand you better. The rest of the time I spent doing little experiments with other people, seeing if I could move their threads at all. Turns out, I can.

But it's not an easy thing. That momentum I was talking about, it's a powerful thing. And if you warn someone, or keep them from doing something they were meant to do, the universe has a funny way of... Self-correcting. I've seen odd stuff over the years.

Much of it I don't understand, and the strangest thing has to be the way that creation will bend over backwards to return a person to the path they're meant to be on. I'm talking about coincidences or things that even go beyond that, that just seem to happen to make sure someone lives or dies, that they meet a particular person or learn a particular thing. I don't claim to get why it does what it does, but it didn't take long for me to understand what it meant to me. this force, this momentum, whether you want to call it fate or destiny or magic elves in the trees, it was working against me, and what I was trying to do.

It was the opposition, the enemy, the bad guy, and for a while I didn't know if I could beat it. And then one day, I did. It was a guy named Lenny, nice enough guy, I guess. But more importantly, he worked in the building across from my job, and ate lunch outside most days. It gave me easy access to him,

and, after a few months, I had most of his next 20 years matted out in my head. The key to most of it was him meeting the woman he'd marry. Her name was Laura. Before meeting her, his life was pretty bare. He didn't like himself, and because of that, he didn't like most people. Meeting her changed all of that.

I'm not saying their life together was perfect, because it wasn't. but they brought out the best in each other. I could see several points in his life where he picked right instead of left because of his love for her, and because of this, he avoided several traps

the world might have thrown in his path. Looking at his life, I knew I'd found something special. Everyone is affected by others, but to find a life so impacted by how it touches another, that's a lot more rare. And if I was ever going to have a chance

of proving I could affect things, of saving you. This was it. And, for a wonder, it worked. It took time and effort and sacrifice, but it worked. And from that, I came up with my plan to protect you. I'm writing this two days before your 12th birthday. When you find this notebook, which I know you will,

it will have a green notebook rubber band to it. That is the story of your life from age 12 to 13. It is long, but I try to organise it well and only use words you'll understand. If you find one you don't, go get the dictionary off your mom's bookshelf and look it up. You need to get all of this, okay? I don't cover everything, of course. It would take way too long to write or read, but it's about 30 pages of little things and big things that are going to happen

and what happens because of those things. I give you the date and time when I can, but I can't see that clear except occasional And there's only a couple of times When I tell you what you should do Instead of what you're meant to do For now, I just want you to understand That what I'm telling you will come true

And that you can trust me Every year I'm going to give you another green buck I'll tell you what you need to know When you need to pick path B Instead of path A That kind of thing I'll keep watch on the road ahead of you And make sure you stay safe

For as long as I'm able I'm convinced that if you listen to me, we can beat that day when you're 19. I know this is a lot to understand and believe, but I've already seen that you will. I can't see your thread moving yet, but I think in time, as you know more and trust more, that will get easier. I know you're a smart girl, so this probably doesn't need to be said, but don't tell anybody about these notebooks or what you know. Take it from me. all it will do is make people think you're crazy and that you're wrong somehow.

Just keep it to yourself and use it as you will. It's still your life after all. I'm just here to make sure you get to live it. Signed. Your guardian angel. That is the end of the primary writing in the red notebook. There is, however, loose paper in the back of the notebook that appear to be from a different source

as the lines are different in size and spacing. based upon the content and the apparent age of the pages and the ink it seems this was written much more recently I used to think of people as strings seeing how inevitable everything was

it always felt like we were being pulled along just the dumb piece of string until we finally get cut but then I met Lenny and the others and I realised I could change that string if I worked hard enough twist it this way or that length in it or cut it short

than intended. It made me feel special, powerful even, but more importantly, it meant that I could guide you through a safe and happy life. For years, it worked. I got you past you suffocating at 19, and then past the two times the universe tried to correct itself over the next few months, and then I saw you headed toward that fire at 30. I stopped it from ever happening at all. I wrapped your life in bubble wrap, and I think you used to appreciate it. I know you did, but lately you take it all for granted. You think that I'm manipulating you somehow, or that you don't need me anymore. You have no idea of the vicious things the world has waiting for you at every turn,

of how many times I've fought those things off for you. You have no idea of how things will change if you keep ignoring my advice like this. The thing is, you're wrong. It's always been your choice. I used to not believe in free will, but I was wrong. I see that now. You can steal your life how you want, but make no mistake. Free will does not mean you won't be pushed and pulled.

That universe has been wanting to hurt and kill you all these years is just waiting for the chance to put you back on its course. Some version of things where you're miserable or scared or dead and left to your own devices, you'll steer right into it. I can see that now. And the worst part of it is, I'm no different than you. I never told you why I don't sleep much. It's because of the nightmare.

The same nightmare I've had for nearly 40 years. It's always terrified me though when I was younger. I thought it was just a dream. Even when I recognised you in it, I told myself it was just my brain's way of expressing my fear that I might fail you someday. It wasn't until the last few years that I've come to accept that the dream

is the rapidly approaching future, or at least one version of what may come to pass. in it you're in a large room with no windows and soundproofing on the walls you're laying in bed and sleep though the ivy running into your arm makes me think you have little choice in that three years ago i didn't know where that place was or what drugs i was feeding you now i own that place and have enough medical supplies stockpiled to last ten years or more that's not fate not really i saw those choices but i still chose to make them I couldn't say it's all out of my hands But I love you too much to lie No, the truth is better And the truth is Well, part of the truth

Is that I've run out of options to keep you safe For all my planning and advice All my study of the story of you You're still the author And when you decide to refuse my help I have to make a choice to either leave you to make your own mistakes Or take control of things once and for all I know you want me to just leave you alone

And while that hurts I guess I understand it too No one wants to be bossed around Or feel like their life isn't their own But you have to understand I feel the same way I didn't ask for this power I never wanted to see what I do

The dark secret hearts of people The sharp biting teeth of the world The same damn dream That is so terrible and so wonderful at the same time because you're not alone in that room. There is another bed, and on it, I lay, sleeping. This isn't the ragged, sweaty, screaming sleep of a man, ripping himself from a nightmare, only to be plunged back into the too sharp world.

No, my breath is even, my face unlined by worry or fear. I'm not drugged or knocked out either. Just sleeping the blissfully peaceful sleep of the innocent. much like a baby might on a warm day in spring. I need that. We need that. I've done what I can to protect you while letting you be free. And once you're with me, I swear I will always care for you during my waking hours.

You'll never suffer again. I've seen your thread, and I know this will work. I will keep you from the teeth of the world. And in turn, you will give me the dreamless escape I've lived without for so long. we will both be free and happy and together and that will be the story of us