Dissect - S13E3 - Dissecting "Worldwide Steppers" by Kendrick Lamar
Episode Date: February 18, 2025Our season-long dissection of Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers continues with a lyrical analysis of "Worldwide Steppers." New episodes release every Tuesday. Shop Dissect S13 Merch. Follow Dissect on I...nstagram, Twitter, or TikTok. Host/Writer/EP: Cole Cuchna Video/Audio Production: Kevin Pooler Additional Production: Justin Sayles Theme Music: Birocratic Chapters 00:00 Intro 00:25 Episode 2 Recap 01:21 "Worldwide Steppers" Intro Analysis 03:33 Meaning of "oklama" 07:25 Significance of Name Order 10:13 "Worldwide Steppers" Breakdown & Significance 12:13 Chorus Breakdown 14:48 Eckhart Tolle's Egoic Unconsciousness Explained 16:50 Verse 1 Analysis 28:15 Verse 2 Analysis 35:14 Chorus Analysis Pt 2 38:56 Verse 3 Analysis 53:52 Conclusions / Episode Recap Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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From the Ringer podcast network, this is Dissect, long-form musical analysis broken into short
digestible episodes. This is episode three of our season-long analysis of Kendrick Lamar's
Mr. Morrell and The Big Stepers. I'm your host, Cole Kushner. Last time I dissect, we examined
Mr. Morale's second track, N95, where Kendrick gave a grading evaluation of the current state
of the world. He threw shots at cancel culture, materialism, fake friends, fake wokeness, and fake
fronting online. He asserted these are simply masks we wear in order to validate our
through the eyes of others, a grand charade or theater act in service of our ego, as we seek
to avoid exposing our imperfections to the world. Having himself admitted to some of these very things
on the opening track United in Grief, we understood that Kendrick was including himself in this
diagnosis, and that Mr. Morrell and the Big Stepers is the journey of one man's decision to remove
the performative mask and take a long look in the mirror. Thus, as we move deeper into the album,
we keep in mind that Kendrick's journey mirrors our own, as we are united in this human
condition. Kendrick's global diagnosis of dysfunction then continues with the album's third track,
the subject of our episode today, Worldwide Steppers.
Kodak Black, okay lama.
Act hard totally. And this is the bit Stepper.
Worldwide Stepers was produced by Jay Pound's Soundwave and Tebeast. The song begins with
narration from rapper Kodak Black, as if he's on a theater stage addressing an audience directly.
He introduces three characters, himself, Kendrick's alias O.K.K. Lama, and spiritual teacher Eckhart Tolley.
Kodak's words are punctuated by the rhythmic clattering of shoes on hardwood. The Big Stepers' sonic motif first established on United in grief.
Now, despite being just 10 seconds long, there's a lot to address in this introduction, beginning with the presence of narrator Kodak Black.
Within the linear experience of the album, his presence here seems to be an intentional moment of perplexity, sparking curiosity from some, outrage from others.
That's because Kodak has been a controversial figure for some years now, the reasons for which largely
stemmed from a 2016 charge of criminal sexual assault of a high school student when he was 19 years old.
It's very likely Kendrick understood that Kodak's presence on the album would cause some controversy,
so it's not surprising that he appears directly after N95, a song that ends with Kendrick criticizing
cancel culture and claiming not to care about potential critics.
I treat you crackers like I'm jigger, watch I own it all.
Oh, you worry about a critic that ain't protocol.
Because I want to honor the linear experience of Mr. Morales' narrative,
we're going to save the major discussion of Kodak Black for our episode on Rich Interlude,
the track that's given to Kodak entirely.
However, at this moment in the album, our curiosity should be peaked.
We should be wondering why Kodak is not only on the album,
but why he seems to be playing such a large role.
Because he's not just a feature artist.
His name here is included alongside two definitive main characters in Eckhart Tolley and Kendrick himself.
What could Kodak possibly represent in this theatrical play?
Now, Okay Lama is the alias Kendrick first introduced in August of 2021 when he launched the website
Okalama.com.
The website contained a letter that gave a brief update on his life and announced that his next
album would be his last with TDE.
He signed this letter, Okalama.
Then in May of 2022, about a week prior to Mr. Morales' release,
Kendrick dropped the heart part 5, the video for which features an introductory title card that reads,
I Am, All of Us, a message that is again signed OK Lama.
Now, aside from this title card, Kendrick has not said anything publicly about the name,
what it means, or why he's adopted it.
On a surface level, we can see some similarities with Kendrick's actual name,
with Lama being just one letter shy of Lamar, and K, of course, being Kendrick's first name
initial. In Tibetan Buddhism, a llama is a religious teacher, which could align with Kendrick's
past proclamations as a prophet. Also, a llama, as in the animal, bears a close resemblance to a
goat, which could be a play on the greatest of all time. However, friend of the show Femiolutade,
who co-wrote Dysect Season 5 on Dam, presented perhaps the most compelling theory about
Okama and its possible connection to the Choctaw language. The Choctaw are a North American indigenous
tribe that traditionally lived in what is now southeast Mississippi. Skilled
farmers and hunters who lived in a matriarchal society, the Choctaw were named one of the five
civilized tribes by European settlers, as they were to some degree willing to assimilate to colonial
ways of life, including Christianity. However, the majority of the Choctaw's land was eventually
ceded to the United States, and they were forced to move to what is now Oklahoma, which derives
its name from the Choctaw words, Okla, meaning people or nation, and Huma, which when applied
to people means brave or honorable. Meanwhile, the word Ma in Chokai,
is a marker used when addressing someone. In Choctaw translations of the Bible, the two words
Okla and Ma appear together numerous times when a prophet or poet is addressing God's people on
God's behalf. For example, Psalm 781, Psalm 818, and Psalm 57 all begin with the phrase
um Oklamma, which translates to Listen My People. And so there is a case to be made that Kendrick
combined Okla and Ma into a single word and altered the pronunciation to create his
Moral era moniker Oklamas, meaning my people. Further evidence for this theory comes in the
Heart Part 5's introduction. After the I Am All of Us title card, Kendrick or Oklamah says this
just before he starts rapping. All my people. I come from a generation of pain will murder his mind
of rebellion. Between All My People and I Am All of Us, it certainly appears Oklamas is a unifying
moniker meant to reflect the individual's oneness with the whole. Uncoincidentally, this idea of
oneness aligns with the central teaching of Eckhart Tolle, who is, of course, named directly after
Okai Lama. I'm going to resist elaborating on that teaching at this point in the season, as the I Am,
all of us aspect of Tolley's work is what the album ultimately works towards. However, it's worth
noting now that Tolley has addressed the idea of changing your name after embarking on a spiritual
path. Tolle himself changed his name from Ulrich to Eckhart and said that often people feel
their birth name carries emotional baggage they wish to unburden themselves from. You adopt a different
name and the idea behind it is that you let go of your past completely because the name kind of
symbolizes your entire past and sometimes even carries an energetic chart to it that comes from
the past, all the things that cling to that name. So the idea in many spiritual traditions
is as you embark on the spiritual path, you adopt a spiritual name, which you then regard as more real,
or it's not ultimately real because it's just another sound, but more real than your old
birth name, and definitely it's something that does not have this weight of past to it.
Now the final thing I'd like to address in this intro is the order in which the names are recited.
We have Kodak Black, Okama, and Eckhart Tolle.
It's hard to imagine two people more different than Kodak Black and Eckart Tolle,
and Okah. Lama is placed between the duality.
If this ordering was intended to have meaning,
it's likely that Okalama represents a conduit through which a Kodak Black and a Neckart
Tollay could discover and connect with each other.
And Kendrick or Okai Lama can function as that conduit because he explicitly embodies the
commonalities between them, like the overlapping center of a Venn diagram. This same idea was actually
the basis of an advertisement PG-Lang created for cash app called That's Money. In it, Kendrick
stands between a black man from a place like Compton and a white man named Ray Dalio, creator of Bridgewater,
the world's largest hedge fund. The black man, who we might call a big stepper, tells Kendrick's
story about playing dice, using so much street slang that it's impossible for someone like Dalio to
understand. But Kendrick is there between them to translate, to act as a conduit.
Seven, seven, seven, seven. Back to back to back to back. Bro, I was mad. He was in, bro.
He was all in my bag in my pockets and my whole Duffy. I was ready to get him.
Basically what he is saying, he saved up his money to get a local barbershop.
He then made a friendly business wager with Peanut and hopes to secure more money for his
business. But eventually losing it off with one roll of the dice.
After translating, Kendrick asked Dahlia what financial advice he had for the Big Stepper,
and Dahlia explains the importance of compounding investments.
But Dahlia also communicates in a language that is foreign to the big stepper,
so Kendrick once again translates.
And then when you learn more, you also make more money and it compounds.
You could have two barbershops, you could have 10 businesses if you know how to compound.
Basically, bro, what he's saying is, slow money wins the race.
you can still have a big upside
even if you don't throw
all your chips in the bag. Investing
yourself, leave them dice alone. You don't need to invest
in the dice. That's going to ruin
everything. Spread your money
out. Let it build for yourself and work
gradually, slowly. Anybody that's
ever made a lot of money did make it fast, you
feel me? Feel you. Off top.
PG-Lang. With Kendrick's
help, the Big Stepper receives financial
advice from someone who understands the
bigger American hustle of capitalism.
Through this exchange, Ray Dahlia
also understands that the Big Stepper has the same ambitions he does, but is using the tools
and language he has access to. In other words, the two find common ground and connection, with
Kendrick being a bridge between them. Kendrick the Gemini embodies aspects of both the street
hustler and the Wall Street hustler. He's Kodak and Eckhart, the Big Stepper and Mr. Moral.
Or as OK Lama phrased it himself, I am all of us.
Trying to scratch that ditch.
Worldwide Stepper's musical foundation is a loop created from a sample of a 1947 song called
Breakthrough by the Funkies.
While we don't hear any lyrics from Breakthrough and World Wide Stepper's sample loop,
they're pretty interesting to consider within the context of Mr. Moral as the song is all about
breaking free of one's mind.
The lyrics read,
I'm in an invisible prison.
I'm so far in my mind.
I got to break through as not to invade.
I got to break you.
It's hopefully in me.
I'm going to find a way out of here.
I'm in an invisible prison.
How can I be free?
For a child on display, I got to break through.
I had to be free.
Of course, it's unclear whether Kendrick or his producers knew of
or thought about these lyrics when creating the song.
But it's impossible to read them and not connect them directly to the themes of Mr. Morrell,
the idea of being trapped in a mental prison,
needing to finally break free for the sake of a child.
I mean it aligns perfectly.
It also correlates directly to the central teaching of Eckart Tolley.
who describes the prison of thought and identity, i.e. the ego, as the fundamental obstruction to spiritual awakening.
First, you see the need to be a victim identity also, unfortunately, is a form of ego.
Because any conceptual identity is a form of ego.
And even though you seem to be amply justified in having a victim identity
because of the things that other humans did to you,
You are finding yourself in a kind of present that created by your mind.
So there's no denial of that bad things happen to you.
Yes.
Now, question is, how do you exit this mental present?
Again, it's unclear whether the breakthrough sample is intended to carry any thematic
weight into Worldwide Steppers or the album more generally.
If it is, it's lyrical common.
content absolutely fits. If it's a coincidence, then let's consider it a serendipitous layer
of depth enjoyed by those of us aware of its presence.
I'm a killer, he's a killer, she's a killer bitch. We some killers walking zombies
trying to scratch that itch.
Now over the looping breakthrough sample, Kendrick recites the first half of the song's chorus.
I'm a killer, he's a killer, she's a killer. We've some killers, walking zombies,
trying to scratch that itch. Given the all-encompassing scope of humanity implied here,
it appears that this is Kendrick's definition of a worldwide stepper, which expands the concept of
big stepers established in the previous track N95. In our last episode, we unpacked a few layers of
meaning in the big stepper, beginning with the standard slang definition, which refers to individuals
who make big moves, who hustle and make money, and who are usually armed when doing so. Kendrick also
flips steps to refer to dance steps in the line, serving up a look, dancing in a drought,
hello to the big stepers, never losing count. We interpreted this to
refer to those who present an image of themselves that is false or misleading. For example,
flaunting material goods to project an image of success when really they are living in dire
circumstances. It's kind of a dance, a show, a play. While N95 seemed to specifically take
aim at members of Kendrick's immediate community, the title worldwide steppers implies this is actually
a global epidemic. By Kendrick's definition, we're all killers, all hustling in our own best
interest and willing to do harm to others in order to get what we desire. This idea extends into the
second line, we some killers walking zombies trying to scratch that itch. Zombies are reanimated
corpses who feed on human flesh or brains in order to survive, which on one level seems to be
what Kendrick is implying in trying to scratch that itch, the itch being for an actual zombie human
flesh. Zombies are also known for how they walk, a slow, exaggerated gate that may add another
layer into the stepper's motif. While zombies are a horror genre trope, they do have a history
of being used symbolically in film and literature, representing everything from greed, to the evil
in all of us, to the implosion of humanity by its own doing. And certainly, Kendrick is employing
this kind of metaphoric use of zombies and its characterization of the worldwide steppers,
a nation of killers who feed on conflict with each other. The unalive, unconscious nature of the
zombie is also the perfect symbol for another one of Eckhart Tolley's central teachings about the
ego. In our last episode, we broadly discussed Tolay's concept of the ego as our complete
identification with form, be it physical forms like our bodies or possessions, or mental forms
like our thoughts, feelings, or personal history. We also talked about how the ego is in a
perpetual state of seeking validation through its identification with these forms,
which provides short-term pleasure, but ultimately always leads to suffering or a general feeling
of dissatisfaction or unworthiness. Tolly often describes living strictly through the
ego as a state of unconsciousness, where the ego and its motivations are in full control of your actions.
He also discusses that when the majority of humans are living unconsciously through their ego,
it usually always leads to mass suffering and bloodshed.
Largely, most of humanity has been trapped in the egoic consciousness for thousands of years,
and it has produced what we now know as human history.
All these atrocities, these millions upon millions of
people killed, they were not killed by psychopaths, but the people, the number of people killed by criminals and psychopaths is very, very small compared to the number of humans killed by normal humans.
Normal. And this is why we are now again at a situation where you can see the same unconsciousness arising again in the collective, going in the same direction as before.
It seems clear that the chorus and the concept of worldwide
steppers is influenced by Tolley's teachings about the collective unconscious.
The idea that the normal egoic state of humanity is one that borders on insanity,
that we're living unconsciously like zombies, itching for the ego's next fix.
As Tolly wrote in his book, A New Earth, quote,
many people live like sleepwalkers, trapped in old dysfunctional mindsets
that continuously recreate the same nightmarish reality.
He's a killer, she's a killer bitch.
Wee some killers walking zombies trying to scratch that itch, germophobic heteroin.
I am not for the feint of heart.
My genetic build can build multi-universes.
The men of God playing baby shark with my daughter, watching for sharks outside at the same time.
Life as a protective father I kill for.
My son Enoch is the part two.
When I expire my children to make higher valleys, in this present moment I saw that through.
X Whitney about my-Kendry begins verse 1.
I am not for the faint of heart.
My genetic build can build multi-universes.
As we're already experiencing on Mr. Morrell,
Kendrick is complicated and his view of the current condition of the world is bleak. Thus this song,
this album is not for the faint of heart. It's going to be a challenging, somewhat dark experience.
Saying his genetic build can build multi-universes might be a nod to his world-building art.
However, given the next line, it could also be a nod to creating his family. He wraps,
The Man of God playing baby shark with my daughter, watching for sharks outside at the same time.
Life as a protective father. A kill for her. My son,
Enoch is the part two. This passage is a partial description of Mr. Morales' cover art,
where Kendrick, the man of God, wearing a crown of thorns allah Jesus,
holds his daughter Uzi while looking out the window, watching for sharks or zombies.
Tucked in Kendrick's pants is a gun, reflecting his current life as a protective father of two
who's willing to kill in order to keep his children safe.
Now we'll talk more about the album cover later this season, but I think what's important
to acknowledge here is that this is the first mention of Kendrick's children on the album.
And as most fathers would testify, including myself, the protective instinct that comes with fatherhood
is very real. And for me, it explains so much of Kendrick's immediacy and passion in confronting
not only the dangers of the world, but also the dangers within oneself. Becoming a parent
magnifies your flaws, because suddenly the consequences of your actions affect more than yourself.
In the face of this magnification, some abandoned their children, some pass down their issues to their
children, and some do their best to confront and overcome their issues for the sake of their
children. And it seems clear that Kendrick chose the latter. In a rare interview given during
the morale era, Kendrick shared similar sentiments to W. Magazine, saying that it was fatherhood
that made him question everything the most. Quote, a lot of times we play with the idea of
unconditional love and don't necessarily know if it's real until you feel it. My children
allowed me in their development as human beings beginning to walk and talk, to remove
my ego."
Once again, Kendrick mentions the ego, the Lord of All Lords, as you'll say later
on Mr. Morrell, an album that we're discovering is very much about the grueling process
of dissolving one's ego, an album about confronting deep-seated issues so they're not
passed down to future generations.
And so when Kendrick says, I'd kill for her, there's a literal meaning to that statement,
but it's also about killing his own demons and doing what he can to help kill the demonic
influences in society.
This leads to the next line,
When I expire, my children will make higher valleys.
Higher valleys is a slight oxymoron,
as valleys are low areas of land typically between hills or mountains.
Saying higher valleys then seems to imply that the lows won't be so low.
Understanding that challenges in life will never be fully eradicated,
Kendrick is raising the floor for his children
so that their issues won't be as severe or deep as the ones he inherited.
Kendrick then continues, in this present moment I saw that through.
This line makes clear that Kendrick is currently writing during a time after accomplishing his goal of overcoming generational curses, foreshadowing the album's conclusion.
However, he's quick to pivot from the present to the past as he continues to reveal exactly what he had to overcome.
Ask Whitney about my lust addiction.
Text messaging bitches got my thumbs hurt, set president for a new sac religion.
Riders black for two years, nothing moved me.
Ask God to speak through me.
That's what you hear now, the voice of yours truly.
Teleport out my home body for comfort.
I don't pass judgment.
Kendrik continues the verse rapping,
Ask Whitney about my lust addiction.
Text messaging bitches got my thumbs hurt, set precedent for a new sac religion.
This elaborates on what was first established on United in Grief,
that Kendrick developed a sex addiction as a way to escape his anxiety and unconfronted trauma.
Using the word lust here is interesting, particularly when considered with the line
about constantly messaging women. It wasn't just the physical act of sex that provided escape.
It was also the thrill of pursuing women, the validation sought through women, and as we'll hear in verse two, the domination of women, all of which feed the insatiable hunger of the ego.
Kendrick telling us to ask Whitney about his lust addiction implies that she would know all about it, that he was habitually cheating on her, and that his actions were not only damaging himself, but the mother of his children, threatening the entire family dynamic.
This adds depth to the line set precedent for a new sacrilegion.
sacrilege means to violate something considered holy, and so Kendrick's sac religion would be a religion
founded on such violations. This again implies Kendrick's adultery was habitual, like a religious practice,
as he constantly violates two things he considers holy, God and Whitney. It also might refer to Kendrick's
role as the quote-unquote rap savior, as a self-reported messenger of God. The sacrilegion in this reading
would be the hypocritical feelings he may have about not living up to his own standards put forth in his
music. More about this possibility in the next lines, starting with
Riders Block for two years, nothing moved me. This helps to further contextualize
Kendrick's five-year absence addressed at the top of the album. Now with additional context,
we understand the likelihood of Kendrick's personal issues becoming so overwhelming
that it contaminated his creativity, creating a blockage that hindered him from channeling
God's message. This gets us to the following sequence, ask God to speak through me. That's
what you're hearing now, the voice of yours truly.
This again seems to be more evidence that Kendrick is writing this specific verse after having
completed the emotional transformation documented on the album.
It wasn't until Kendrick confronted his personal issues that he was once again able to channel
God's message and the deeply personal story told in this album is ultimately what God wanted
him to write.
This sentiment is consistent with the pre-album letter Kendrick published on OKLama.com,
where he stated, quote, love, loss, and grief have disturbed my comfort zone.
but the glimmers of God speak through my music and family.
Kendrick then continues the verse wrapping,
teleport out my own body for comfort.
I don't pass judgment.
Past life regressions keep me in question.
Where did I come from?
Past life regression is a form of therapy based on the belief
that individuals have lived multiple lives
and that past experiences can influence present behavior and emotions.
This therapy often involves hypnosis to access memories
and experiences from past lives
in order to understand and heal from past traumas or unresolved issues.
While it's not entirely clear, teleport out my own body for comfort is likely referring to such
therapy. It's the first of many spiritual practices mentioned in this portion of the verse,
as Kendrick attempts to get to the root of his problems.
I don't think like I used to. No, I don't blink like I used to.
Aqua stares at everybody. See the flesh of man, but still this man compared to nobody.
Yesterday I prayed to the flowers and trees. Gratification to the powers that be.
synchronization with my energy chakras the ghost of Dr. Sebi paid it for cleaned out my toxins
bacteria heavy sciatica nerve pinch i don't know how to feel like the first time i fucked a white bitch
After noting how his metaphysic exploration has him thinking differently about himself and the world around him
Kendrick describes a few more practices he's been experimenting with
He raps yesterday I prayed to the flowers and trees
gratification to the powers that be.
Cultivating gratitude for life and connecting with the divine through nature
are practices found in many spiritual traditions.
Eckart Toley has spoken about using flowers as a conduit for finding stillness,
escaping the illusion of self and connecting to a deeper dimension of consciousness.
Just looking at a flower and allow the flower to help you to stop thinking.
Acknowledge the silent presence of the flower because it's very, very,
silent. The flower is very still. It's not thinking. It's alive. It's not thinking.
It is there in this field of stillness just is, ah, but alive. So you, so for a minute or two
or three, the flower can teach you to be absolutely in this dimension of stillness.
Kendra continues with more spiritual practices, wrapping synchronization with my energy chakras.
Sanskrit for wheels, chakras refer to energy points in your body.
They were first mentioned in the ancient sacred text of spiritual knowledge called the Vedas,
which date back from 1500 to 1000 BC.
There are believed to be seven main chakras or disks of energy that run down the spine.
These chakras should stay opened or aligned as they correspond to bundles of nerves,
major organs, and areas of our energetic body that affect our emotional and physical health.
There are many practices that aim to realign one's chakras, including yoga, meditation,
diet, certain types of bodywork, and music. It appears that Kendrick was doing some form of
chakra realignment practice, adding to his growing list of treatments he seems to have been
experimenting with on his spiritual journey. This continues with the mention of the ghost of Dr. Sebi,
who helped Kendrick clean out his bacteria-heavy toxins. Dr. Sebi was a black hendurian urban
and healer, who created a plant-based alkaline diet meant to detoxify the body and achieve an
alkaline state that could reduce the risk and effects of disease. Kendrick then refers to experiencing
sciatica nerve pinch. The sciatic nerve is the longest nerve in your body. The root starts in your
lower back and runs down the back of each leg. Syatica refers to the sharp pain caused when your
sciatic nerve gets compressed or pinched. There's a number of potential causes of sciatica,
but given Kendrick's mention of chakras earlier, we ought to note,
an interesting connection between sciatica and the second energy chakra called the sacral chakra.
The sacral chakra is located between the belly button and above the pubic bone and is said to be
responsible for creativity, sexual pleasure, and sensuality. Symptoms of an imbalanced or
blocks sacral chakra can include sciatica, creative blocks, and overindulgence and hedonistic
pleasures like sex, all of which Kendrick has omitted to in this verse. Thus we get the next line,
I don't know how to feel like the first time I fucked a white bitch.
Kendrick's general admission of not knowing how to feel is a pretty potent statement after everything
he revealed in this verse. There's a frenetic energy in his flow, amplified by the pulsing, probing beat,
reflecting the urgency of him trying anything and everything to sort himself out, to find some peace of mind, some paradise.
A part of this journey includes reflecting back on past experiences and attempting to discover the deeper motivations of his actions.
Thus, in verse two, Kendrick will suddenly travel back in time to analyze.
his first sexual experience with the white woman. That's right after the break. Welcome back to
Dissect. Before the break, we reach worldwide stepper's first verse, where Kendrick's emotional
confusion in the present reminds him of a similar state of confusion in the past.
The first time I fucked a white bitch. I was 16 at the palisades. Fumble in my grades. I travel
with the team. The Apache life, Centennial is like when Miss Baker screamed at doughboy mixed out
with purple rain. They interchange the scenes. Happy just to be out the hood with all the
Wealthy kids, credit cards and family plans, she drove her daddy's bins. I found out they
Kendrick begins verse two the same way he closed verse one, the first time I fucked a white bitch.
The language here is obviously very crude, and I believe purposefully so, as Kendrick's
using language to foreshadow the crude, objectifying motivations behind his sexual experience.
We then get more details. I was 16 at the Palisades, fumbling my grades, traveling with
the team, the Apache life, Centennial was like.
Kendrick describes traveling with his high school sports team the Centennial Apaches to the Pacific Palisades,
a wealthy white neighborhood about 30 miles away from Kendrick's hometown of Compton.
Within this sports team motif, we recognize fumbling is a football term and traveled as a basketball term.
Both of them are penalties which Kendrick uses to describe his failing grades.
He then continues, Centennial was like when Miss Baker screamed at Doeboy, mixed that with purple rain.
They interchanged the scenes, happy just to be out the hood when.
with all the wealthy kids. Kendrick uses references to two films to illustrate this integration
of poor black kids from Compton and wealthy white kids from Palisades. The first is Boys in the
Hood, which takes place in South Central LA and centers the experiences of three boys attempting to
navigate life in their violent, poverty-stricken neighborhood. Specifically, Kendrick cites Mrs. Baker,
A.K. A.A. Brenda, who constantly berates her son, Doe Boy, a gang member played by Ice Cube.
Mrs. Baker favors her other son, Ricky, who is a star high school football player hoping to
escape the hood with the college scholarship, which continues the high school sports motif of the
verse. Meanwhile, Purple Rain is a movie starring Prince, who plays a talented but troubled musician
named The Boy, who is attempting to escape his abusive father through musical stardom.
It would appear Kendrick is referencing these films as a composite of his own story, as well as
the stories of other Compton teens he grew up with. Some have aspirations of escape through sports
and entertainment like the boy, Ricky, and Kendrick. Others fall victim to gang life like
Do-boy. However, there's wordplay in this passage too, as Kendrick's phrasing of,
Mix That with Purple Rain, seems to be a play on the fact that purple is a mix of red and blue,
the colors of the Blunts and Crips, formerly linking the Boys in the Hood Compton references.
Also, according to Prince himself, the image of a purple rain is meant to symbolize hope in a
dark time. Quote, when there's blood in the sky, red and blue equal purple. Purple rain pertains to
the end of the world and being with the one you love and letting your faith in God guide you through
the purple rain, unquote. If Kendrick were intentionally playing off this symbolism, it would
connect with the idea of teens from the hood attempting to escape their dark circumstances, and for
Kendrick, that trip to the palisades offered a glimpse at such an escape, hence the line,
happy just to be out the hood with all the wealthy kids, credit cards and family plans.
She drove her daddy's bins.
Kendrick reveals that the white girl was one such wealthy kid in Palisades.
However, as Kendrick reveals next, there was another detail that adds a deep layer of significance to their sexual encounter.
I found out that he was a sheriff.
There was a win-win because he had locked up Uncle Perry.
She paid her daddy sins.
Next time I fucked a white bitch was out in Copenhagen.
Good kid, mad city tour.
I flourished on them stages.
Whitney asked, did I have a problem?
I said I might be racist.
Ancestors watching me fuck was like retaliation.
Kendrick continues describing his sexual encounter with the white high schooler rapping.
I found out he was a sheriff.
That was a win-win because he had locked up Uncle Perry.
She paid her daddy's sins.
Throughout his discography, Kendrick has been transparent about his family's involvement
with potential criminal activity.
While Uncle Perry was never mentioned by name and his music until now,
Kendrick did include him in a tweet he made back in 2014,
where he lists 15 individuals he knows that are incarcerated.
It turns out that Kendrick had coincidentally met
the wealthy white daughter of the sheriff who sent his uncle Perry to prison, and describes having
sex with her as a win-win, meaning that sex with her was not only pleasurable physically,
it was also pleasurable psychologically, as Kendrick felt a twisted satisfaction and sexually
dominating the kin of the man who imprisoned his relative. He describes this as paying her daddy's
sins, implying that Kendrick felt he was a tool for carmic revenge. This adds substantial weight
to the following line when he wraps, next time I fucked a white bitch.
Having now revealed the context and motivations behind these sexual encounters, the crude phrasing here makes sense,
as it describes the acts in a way that reflects the crude motivations behind them.
He then explores this complex dynamic more deeply in the verses closing lines.
He reveals that the second time he had sex with a white woman was on the Good Kid Mad City Tour,
the same tour in which Kendrick had sex with the green-eyed model he described on United in Grief.
Returning once again to this time period, when Kendrick first found international success,
might indicate that this was the genesis of his lust addiction, as he coped with the pressures
of fame and the loss of loved ones by indulging in the temptations fame now afforded him.
Kendrick then mentions Whitney again, likely implying that his indulgence occurred while they
are still together. He wraps, Whitney asked, did I have a problem? I said, I might be racist.
Ancestors watching me fuck was like retaliation. Kendrick reveals he might hold deep-seated resentment
against white people for the torture they imposed on his black ancestors, evoking American
slavery and the centuries of subsequent oppression black people have faced in this country. Thus,
Kendrick as a black man conquering a white woman is another win-win. It's a crude revenge fuck not just
for his family or immediate community of Compton, but his entire race. However, the dynamic between
Whitney's question and Kendrick's response here is worth exploring. In the song's first verse,
Kendrick more or less confesses to having a sex addiction. But as we discussed earlier,
that confession was written from a present perspective. He then takes us back in time to discuss
a few specific sexual events to color that lust addiction.
And thus we might assume Whitney's question here was asked during that same time period.
This helps us understand the nuance of Kendrick's writing here.
Just as the crude fraying, Fucked a White Bitch, reveals Kendrick's crude objectification of these
women, Kendrick's response to Whitney during the same time period reveals that he wasn't
fully ready to admit he had a problem.
Instead, he dodges the question and rationalizes his actions with righteous indignation.
It doesn't mean that there isn't truth in the vengeance.
he felt sexually conquering these white women, nor does it negate the possibility that those feelings
are linked to a subconscious resentment passed down through the generation since slavery.
But that layer is just rationalization until Kendrick admits to himself he has a problem,
which he'll eventually do by the end of the album.
And so narratively, Kendrick appears to be walking us through the layers of his psyche at different
stages in his life in order to share his mentality and motivations during those stages.
She's a killer bitch.
We need some killers walking zombies trying to scratch that itch.
Germophobic, heteron homophobic, photoshopping lines and motives.
Hide your eyes than pose for the pick.
With this second repetition of the chorus, we hear the second half that was cut off in the song's intro.
Kendrick raps, germophobic, hetero and homophobic, photoshopping lies and motives.
Hide your eyes then pose for the pick.
Germophobia is an extreme fear of germs and obsession with cleanliness.
Kendrick is likely using the term metaphorically here.
describing the ways our fear of each other motivates our killing of each other, just as a germaphobe
obsessively kills potential germs. This fear of others is encompassed in hetero and homophobic, which again
feels more symbolic than it does a literal reference to sexuality. Because if we're all killers
living unconsciously, then our fear of others is much deeper than discrimination. We see everyone as a
potential threat, heteros and homos alike. The analogies continue with Photoshop and lies and
motives. Photoshop is Adobe's photography editing software, and like the phrase, Googled it. It's now
used as a transitive verb to refer to the practice of altering a photo before posting it on social
media. But Kendrick implies the alteration of reality goes much deeper than selfies. We can also
Photoshop our motivations, the true intention behind our actions. Kendrick being as honest as possible
about his sex with white women was an attempt to reveal his true motivations, even when that
truth makes him look bad or ugly or imperfect. After all, he was weaponizing sex. He took pleasure
in dominating women. In this way, Kendrick is admitting to being a killer, as the chorus says.
He's being as transparent as possible. He's removing the mask, the veneer, the polish of Photoshop.
This leads to hide your eyes, then pose for the pick. Kendrick seems to be playing on the traditional
symbolism of our eyes being the windows to our soul, who we truly are. So concealing your eyes
metaphorically and posing for a picture is to conceal your true self in order to uphold the
constructed image of yourself, the role you have adopted for yourself, the way you want to be
seen in the eyes of others, all of which are extensions of the unconscious ego.
And now we got the technology of Facebook where you can externalize the image and you can
create on the Facebook page, you can create the image of me and show it to the whole world.
and it can, it is often used unconsciously
in enhancing the image one has of oneself
and the image one wants to show to the world.
And then you read other people's images
on their Facebook page and you think that's who they are.
And then you try to compete with that image
and you try to polish up your image
and compete with them.
So you can, it's a, in many cases,
it becomes an artificial construct that you add to every day,
and everybody else has their artificial construct,
and it can actually strengthen the delusion of the false self.
As Toley proposes here, social media is not necessarily the problem,
or rather is not the root of the problem.
It's a symptom of the human ego,
which produces dysfunction when left unchecked,
when we live unconsciously.
But perhaps Kendrick has chosen social media as one of the album's central targets of critique
because it's one of the easiest entry points into understanding the deeper fallacy of the ego.
Just like the PG-Lang advertisement,
Kendrick seems to be speaking a language his audience will understand
in order to communicate the larger principles of Tolley's work,
to act as a bridge for the worldwide stepers.
Billion people on earth, solid murderers,
non-profits, preachers and church, crooks and burglars,
Hollywood, corporate and school, teacher philosophies,
You either go be dead or in jail, killer psychology, silent murderer, what's your body count, who your sponsorship?
Objectify so many bitches, I killed their confidence.
Worldwide Stepers continues with the beat switch, as the song suddenly cuts to a sample loop of 1976's Look Up, Look Down by Soft Touch.
This more traditional hip-hop loop creates a brief respite from the pulsating intensity of the main beat.
However, because it drops in and out so quickly, the quote-unquote respite actually ends up just
contributing to the overall chaos of the track.
With verse 1 and verse 2 focusing primarily on the ways Kendrick himself has been a killer
through his objectification of women, he turns his focus on the external world, elaborating
on the song's premise.
He wraps 8 million people on earth, silent murderers, non-profits, preachers and church, crooks
and burglars.
Kendrick immediately targets what are typically considered forces of good.
religious institutions, and non-profit organizations. In theory, these are institutions that raise
money for charitable causes, offer services to the needy, or lead others to live a moral and spiritual
life and service of God. However, human history provides endless examples of corruption and dysfunction
within these same institutions. Millions of humans have been slaughtered in the name of religious
ideology, thousands of children have been molested by leaders within their own church, and there's an
overwhelming number of examples of financial corruption within non-profit organizations. What I think
Kendrick is forcing us to do is really consider why these organizations for quote-unquote good
have such a history of corruption. And within the context of the song's central premise,
his likely answer points to the fact that these organizations are still operated by individuals,
by imperfect human beings, and every human being is susceptible to internal corruption.
no matter how good or humanitarian the role you adopt for yourself is, because every human
being has the potential for wickedness. Every human being is a potential killer, even the ones
who adopt roles of service. Because adopting a role of good does not make you a good person,
just as a social media post does not make you an activist. It is still the responsibility of the
actor to live up their adopted role. Beneath the theatrical mask is still an imperfect human
being, vulnerable to any number of transgressions. Kendrick then moves his attention to education
rapping, Hollywood, corporate, and school, teach in philosophies, you're either going to be dead or in jail,
killer psychology. The phrase dead or in jail is typically used to reference the disproportionate
statistical probability of black American men ending up dead or in jail by the age of 25.
Kendrick seems to be pointing to Hollywood and the education system's contribution to this predetermined
destiny, which he says breeds a killer psychology. In his piece, dead or in jail, the burden of being
black in America, writer Wilbur L. Cooper wrote about the psychological effects of being told from a young
age that he was at a high risk of being murdered or imprisoned. Quote, but even if we managed to avoid
the death or jail cell Quagmire my father warned me about, there's still the plantation in our
minds to contend with. The terror we live under today may not be comparable to that of the 1860s, but the fear,
the humiliation and the emasculation remain in subversive and subtle forms, creeping in and crippling us from
the inside. Of course, not every altercation between the police and black youth ends in death,
but the indignities we endure every day take a different kind of toll. They chip away at our
personhood, our humanity, and can very easily make us meek, or else a uniquely American breed
of monster. This sentiment feels aligned with Kendrick's killer psychology, which he then expounds on in the
following lines, Silent Murderer, What's Your Body Count? Who Your Sponsorship?
Silent Murderer formally articulates the concept Kendrick is building in this third verse,
which are the subtle ways we quote-unquote kill or harm each other every day, often unconsciously.
Asking who your sponsorship likely questions who is funding your killings,
implying that many people get paid to kill if one's job or career contributes to the dysfunction
of the world. What's your body count in this context is a question about how many people you've
killed. But body count is also used to denote how many people you've slept with, which Kendrick
uses to pivot to his own killings, rapping, objectified so many bitches, I killed their confidence.
Kendrick here formally links his sex addiction to a kind of killing. He was objectifying women,
reducing them to mere physical vehicles for his own selfish sexual pleasure and escape.
He pauses that by doing this, he has contributed to killing women's confidence, a claim that
has research to support it. In a comprehensive study conducted for Nature Reviews'
psychology, they found that the widespread sexual objectification of women unsurprisingly had negative
effects, the most central being something called self-objectification, where women come to see
themselves as a physical object first and a human being second. As a result, these women tie
their self-worth to their physical appearance, develop unrealistic expectations, and become overly
critical of their bodies, or, in Kendrick's words, it kills their confidence. And so within the
song's central analogy, Kendrick is confessed to.
to murder. His behavior directly contributes to society's denigration of women. At the same time,
we also know that Kendrick's sexual addiction is a manifestation of his own unconfronted trauma and grief,
which was itself caused by humans harming other humans. And so we recognize the behavioral cycle
Kendrick is illuminating, where the killing of one causes the killing of another, where hurt people,
hurt people, and an endless cycle of egoic unconsciousness.
way too pretentious. You killed the accomplishments.
Niggas killed freedom of speech.
Everyone sensitive. If your opinion fuck around and leak,
might as well send you will. The industry
has killed the creators. I'd be the first to say
to each exegraving your children.
We can't negotiate. I caught a couple of
body. During the section of the verse, a new sample
is introduced, a man saying, what the fuck?
This sample comes from a 2019
viral skit by the comedian Rodel
Ortiz, who is upset by the lack
of cheese at a cookout.
Hey, yo, what the fuck?
There's no cheese?
Devoid of its original context, Ortiz's comedic frustration is made sincere in worldwide
steppers, as Kendrick seems to use it to express his own astonishment about the world around him.
He raps, the media is the new religion, you killed the consciousness.
In our last episode, we talked about the decline of traditional religion, and the ways in which
things like capitalism could be viewed as filling that void in contemporary society.
A similar case could be made regarding the media, particularly social media, which comes complete
with its own daily rituals, doctrines, and apostles or influencers. Kendrick claims a religious-like
adoption of social media has killed the consciousness, which presents a few potential interpretations
depending on how consciousness is defined. Traditionally, conscious is used to mean thoughtful,
being actively aware of and thinking about one's environment. This would certainly apply to
Kendrick's critique of social media, which by nature de-emphasizes critical thought and its
prioritization of quick, short-form dopamine hits that comprise a social media fact.
feed, a feed we scroll religiously every day. However, consciousness is also one of the fundamental
principles of Eckhart Tolley's work, who uses consciousness or presence to define the inner
spaciousness within every human being, which he proposes as our true essence and connects us not
only to each other, but the divine essence of the universe. This consciousness is what dissolves
our identification with the ego, and its access through stillness or awareness, which is, of course,
the antithesis of the immersive stimulus of social media.
Then you have other things that continuously stimulate the minds that almost designed for you
not to become still.
It's like the civilization has made a great effort to come up with as many things as possible
to prevent people from becoming still and spacious.
and taking a moment of looking at the sky and feeling the inner spaciousness arise.
Kendra continues the verse,
Your jealousy is way too pretentious.
You killed accomplishments.
Comparison is the ego's favorite game to play.
And when the ego feels threatened by someone else's accomplishment,
it usually finds a way to undermine it.
Social media has made this phenomenon even more transparent.
Read the comments of any positive post,
and you're bound to find cynics undermining.
the positivity. Kendrick then wraps N-words killed freedom of speech, everyone's sensitive.
If your opinion fuck around and leak, might as well send your will. As we discussed last
episode, one of the common critiques of cancel culture is that it threatens free speech and creates
an environment of fear. Thus, Kendrick posits that if we actually told the truth, we're at risk
of being killed, so to speak. Fearing judgment and seeking validation from others, this dynamic
encourages the photoshopping of motives, encourages us to censor certain parts of ourselves and
order to avoid judgment. Kendrick continues this thread in the next line,
The industry has killed the creators. I'll be the first to say, to each exec, I'm saving your
children, we can't negotiate. It appears Kendrick feels that creative industry has stopped supporting
work that may oppose consensus at a fear of online backlash, helping to perpetuate a closed
cycle of Orwellian groupthink. However, N95 made clear Kendrick intends to say exactly what he
feels on this album, and he views this act of free expression as a moral one, one that will
help preserve pure, uncensored expression for future generations.
As the third verse works towards its conclusion, Kendrick pivots to himself,
slid my community. My last Christmas toy drive in Compton handed out eulogies,
not because the rags in the park had red gradient, but because the high blood pressure
flooded the catering. So what's the difference? As the third verse works towards its conclusion,
Kendrick pivots to himself again, emitting another act of killing. He raps about catching a couple
bodies at the annual TDE Christmas Toy Drive in Compton. It's an intentionally contradictory scenario,
as we wonder how such a charitable cause could be problematic. He then explains, not because the rags in the
park had red gradient, but because the high blood pressure flooded the catering. There's some clever
wordplay here. Red-colored rags signifies that blood gang members were in attendance, which could cause
tension or high blood pressure because of the potential for violence. However, Kendrick makes clear that it was
actually the unhealthy food served at the toy drive that did the most damage, as a poor diet is
one of the biggest contributors to high blood pressure, also known as hypertension. He's likely
alluding to the fact that hypertension is the leading cause of death in America, and that
African Americans are statistically more prone to hypertension than any other racial group.
And so while a toy drive itself is a great cause, even this act of charity came with some level
of unconscious killing. While it seems like a trivial detail to critique a single meal, I think
that's kind of the point. Kendrick is pointing out how easily charitable acts can be corrupted,
and perhaps more importantly, how easy it would be for him to feel good about himself for doing
a charitable act while ignoring that he contributed to the deadliest health condition in America,
because acknowledging this complicates that good feeling and therefore forces you to question
your own motives. Are you doing the charitable acts because they make you feel like a good person,
or look like a good person? He then uses this example to transition in the verse's final sequence.
So what's the difference between your life when hiding motives?
What fatalities and reality bring you closure?
The noble person that goes to work and pray like they poster, slaughter people too.
Your murder's just a bit slower.
Kendrick once again demands us to confront our own participation.
He wraps, what's the difference between your life when hiding motives?
More fatalities and reality bring you closure.
The noble person that goes to work and pray like they're supposed to.
Slaughter people too.
Your murders just a bit slower.
Kendrick here closes in on what I believe is the verse's central point, which is calling into question the true motives behind our actions, particularly those who see themselves as a good person, because believing yourself to be noble or good is simply a narrative that you created for yourself is just another role you play, a mask you put on.
You see yourself as the doer of good, and you see yourself as sacrificing something that you give to another.
So it improves your ego really,
how you see yourself because what is ego,
but an inner self-reflection.
Ego is like an inner mirror.
The where you are not yourself,
you have an image of yourself
and you live through this mental image of yourself.
And the image of yourself is usually not,
satisfying. So every ego tries to improve the image of oneself and it can do it in many, many different ways.
But then you have the image of me, the doer of the good deed, and that really strengthens the image.
As Tolia alludes to here, if you're not conscious of your true motivations, the ego will use the image of a good person
as a way of comparative superiority. And as Kendrick has pointed out multiple times,
that's where things get problematic. When goodness is weaponized and used as a justification
for passing judgment, for treating people horribly in big and small ways. At its most extreme,
a so-called good cause has been used to justify killing millions. Through the lens of Tolle's
work, dysfunction that grows from good intentions is the result of the ego. When serving the ego,
no act of kindness is wholly pure.
That doesn't mean the kind thing is always wrong or isn't helpful.
I think Kendrick is just asking us to be real about our motives,
to scrutinize our actions beyond the delusional,
self-serving narrative the ego constructs for us.
If we do this, we come to understand that no one is morally perfect,
that each of us has the potential to kill.
Therefore, no one has the right to judge the big stepper
when we are all stepers in the end.
I'm a killer, he's a killer, she's a killer,
She's a killer bitch
We need some killers walking zombies
Trying to scratch that itch
Dermophobic heteromophobic
Photoshop and lies and models
Hide your eyes and pose for the pick
Conclusions
Worldwide Stepers
Continues Kendrick's deconstruction of himself
and the world around him
He documents his many spiritual experiments
on his journey of healing
before exposing some of the darker motivations
behind his objectifying sex with women
After revealing how ugly some of his own motives are
Kendrick then turns the mirror on us, prodding us to really consider our own motivations,
our own ugliness, our own capacity for killing, down to the smallest of details.
To deny your own selfishness, your own capacity for harm, your own imperfection,
is a fantasy of the ego's selective view of self.
Kendrick once again uses the fabricated Photoshop quality of social media to symbolize
our tendency to conceal these ugly, selfish, egoic motivations.
and some of us are playing the part so well, we've convinced ourselves that that's who we really are.
We see ourselves as a good person, and I think Kendrick is telling us it's not that simple.
We're all made of the same human ingredients, all come from the same source, all variations of the same in perfect color.
This is why the song is titled Worldwide Steppers and not Big Steppers like the album title.
Kendrick is driving home the fact that none of us are exempt.
However, as Mr. Morales' next song makes clear, if we're all killers, if we all have the potential
for corruption, then the opposite must be true as well, that every killer, every stepper,
has the potential for moral virtue and spiritual redemption.
Of course, this is Mr. Morale's next track, Die Hard.
A song will examine no one.
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