Finding Mastery with Dr. Michael Gervais - Diplo - Grammy Award Winning DJ: “Don't Be Afraid of Failing”

Episode Date: April 9, 2025

How do you stay ahead in an industry that never stops evolving?Today, we are diving into the mind of one of the most prolific, boundary-pushing, and curious creators of our time—Diplo.Perha...ps you know him for his music career—with Grammy award winning hits and game-changing collaborations, or for headlining some of the biggest festivals in the world (including a concert in Cuba where 500,000 people showed up). Diplo has built an entire creative empire as a DJ, producer, entrepreneur, risk-taker, and cultural pioneer. The success has catapulted him into the spotlight, and that too has had its consequences.In this conversation, we explore how Diplo stays ahead of the curve in an industry that’s constantly evolving. He shares why curiosity is at the center of his creativity, how he’s learned to separate external validation from success, and why he believes mastery isn’t a destination: it is a path. __________________This episode is brought to you by NordVPN. Get an exclusive deal for the Finding Mastery community at: https://nordvpn.com/findingmasterySubscribe to our Youtube Channel for more powerful conversations at the intersection of high performance, leadership, and meaning: https://www.youtube.com/c/FindingMasteryGet exclusive discounts and support our amazing sponsors! Go to: https://findingmastery.com/sponsors/Subscribe to the Finding Mastery newsletter for weekly high performance insights: https://www.findingmastery.com/newsletter Download Dr. Mike's Morning Mindset Routine! https://www.findingmastery.com/morningmindsetFollow us on Instagram, LinkedIn, and X.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Starting point is 00:01:17 And I think that's what always kept me interested in music. But that's me just being an artist. I can go anywhere and I'm not afraid to fail. Some projects might work, some projects might not. But if you believe in your vision, you can make anything happen with music.
Starting point is 00:01:27 How do you stay ahead in an industry that never stops evolving? Welcome back, or welcome to the Finding Mastery podcast. I'm your host, Dr. Michael Gervais. By trade and training, a high-performance psychologist. And today, we're diving into the mind of one of the most prolific, boundary-pushing, curious creators of our time, Diplo.
Starting point is 00:01:46 Perhaps you know him from his music career, with chart-topping hits and game-changing collaborations, or for headlining some of the biggest festivals in the world. And just to make that point, he did a concert in Cuba where 500,000 people showed up. He built an entire creative empire as a DJ, a producer, an entrepreneur, a risk taker, and a cultural pioneer. Obviously you're running marathons, right? I ran one full marathon. Could you imagine running one like dosing? I did that. That's what I did. But it made me run really fast. Are you hard on yourself? I expect more in myself, but I think that's one part of the process of being quote unquote successful is you aim for higher than you can reach.
Starting point is 00:02:26 The success has catapulted him into the spotlight and that too has had its consequences. When you're a musician at a high level and you're a father too at a high level and then also like a boyfriend or a husband, those three things you can't be successful at the same time. I'm lucky to have my children because I find love with them. Like that's pure love. I will die for them, you know? In this conversation, we explore how Diplo stays ahead of the curve in an industry that is constantly evolving. I was always okay with falling back and starting over again. That was the key for me because that gives you the freedom to not have the pressure of like success, but eventually I got it. Even today, take everything from me. I feel like I had the motivation to start
Starting point is 00:03:02 over again and build something. So with that, let's jump right into this week's conversation with Diplo. All right. I am stoked to sit down with you. Do you want me to call you Diplo or Wes? Oh, you can call me Wes. Wes? Yeah. I know you as Diplo. Okay. So we're getting a little more intimate now. Yeah. Okay, good. You know what I want to talk to you about? I want to talk to you about three things. I want to talk about the early experiences in your life that shaped you, that were materially important for who you are today. I want to explore like your creative process, which I think is a really tricky thing to talk
Starting point is 00:03:41 about. And I also want to understand like, what do you hope the impact of your, your work and your music is, but to start with, help me understand your process to work from the inside out. Like whether that's therapy or sitting down with somebody or doing that internal work, however you might do that. I never really had therapy, but I have a lot of great people in my life that accept me and give me, tell me what i what i'm doing and how i'm doing and so you have truth tellers around you yeah i have a lot of people that are very critical in a good way in a bad way so i really appreciate them yeah are you a truth teller to yourself i think so i think i do keep a lot of lies to myself and i kind of i always do i think i'm better than i was but i you know i have a lot of coping mechanisms that i always i'm at least i'm
Starting point is 00:04:23 absurd about them i'm not a drinker. I don't really do that many drugs besides psychedelics. And I don't ever find an excuse for my behavior. I always feel like I take responsibility as much as I can for what I do and how I do it. And then as a father, you just always feel a little bit more like you have to be fully responsible for yourself because you have to you have to show your kids that you're a good a good man that's kind of like my yeah okay so let's hit with psychedelics and your dad you know those are kind of two obviously different but
Starting point is 00:04:54 maybe related i don't know but like why psychedelics as a choice for you um i think it does the least amount of damage to my body actually you know i really try to take care of my body the way I eat. I exercise a lot. I go out and try to hike as much as I can. And I think I got into psychedelics just because I want to expand the way I think a little bit. I don't do psychedelics often. I don't do hero doses of mushrooms or acid, but I take acid probably three or four times a week, a little microdose. And when I go out and DJ, I take it because it helps me talk to people and be myself around
Starting point is 00:05:31 audience and fans. So you're noticing at the level of dosing that you're taking, there is an effect? I don't even notice it anymore. You don't notice it? No. So the research around, let's call it microdosing as a placeholder for a lot of different things, but microdosing is that what we found is microdosing plus talk therapy is this really interesting combination. Because what's happening is that the microdose, it's not a high, there's not a trip, but it opens the aperture up just a little bit more than normally. And then it allows you to share things or explore things that you normally wouldn't yeah it sounds like you're doing it with you know friends but the idea from a therapeutic standpoint is okay i haven't really talked about this but you know i feel just a little kind of different so let's explore it yeah and then therein lies
Starting point is 00:06:19 this compounding effect which is pretty cool i found myself meeting you know i work in vegas a lot that's one of my like most consistent jobs i travel over the world a dj but i do vegas 30 to 40 times a year and i walk through the casino i go to dinner and i go to my shows and i always find myself running into like fans that's kind of how you you have to go through that for your shows and i became sort of an introvert which is not my personality at all but i started to really shy away from them and like, oh, you know, I'm talking, I'm having dinner. Like I was doing these kind of things to avoid people when they wanted to confront me. And I think I went to one, I did do one kind of psychedelic breath work with a guy and he really told me you need, he could tell that I was doing this kind of introvert situation.
Starting point is 00:07:00 This was about four years ago. And after I did this thing with him where i breathe and you kind of like spine you know your spine kind of struggles when you have like a little bit of a psychedelic reaction from holding your breath in and i went out with this euphoric feeling and then i i started to see myself just give a little bit of light to my fan like immediately just give them like open my eyes to them and i just they were they took it and quickly that's all they wanted a little bit and what i was giving them before was like oh yeah like i'm your i'm like above you i'm like a you know i'm a celebrity or whatever and i just felt like that's not the
Starting point is 00:07:33 person that i am so i started just give everybody you know we didn't i'm like having dinner my kids like yeah whatever you want you know it's annoying but if you need to like talk to me for a second i'm totally whatever you need you know everybody that meets me, I started becoming more open to people. We give what we have. If we're anxious, frustrated, intolerant, that's what we give. If we are open and clear and we've just got a kind of a set of abundance inside of us. Yeah. And when someone comes into our space, we can give that, you know, as well.
Starting point is 00:08:01 So it sounds like maybe that was a bit of a hinge experience for you. Yeah, it was. I mean, do you feel that you as well? I mean, people probably always want to ask you information as well. Do you feel like you're always open to help somebody? That's like your job too, I guess. That's why you decided to be this person. Yeah. Yeah. That's a cool question. I think early in my career, it was probably something about the way I was holding myself or just like the way I was experiencing my life is people would say, yeah, man, like, are you analyzing me? I'm like, no, like that's a lot of work. No, I'm not analyzing anything. But I do get a lot of questions about like, hey, what do you think about, you know, how
Starting point is 00:08:40 do you become more calm or how do, what are the unlocks to me to live a great life? I get that type of stuff. And I enjoy the conversation, but sometimes I get to a place where I'm like, wait, that, I just need to turn off and not constantly be in that slipstream. But it is, imagine if like we're sitting with, I don't know, Gandhi.
Starting point is 00:09:02 We're probably gonna talk about like-violence and we're probably going to talk about like equality like that's what matters most to him so people that are around you they want to talk about things that like you same with me yeah and so that part is i think part of being fully committed to it yeah it must be crazy to feel like you're always if it's because of the work you do you it's not you're judging you know people probably feel like- Yeah, and that's the last thing I'm doing. Yeah, that feels like a, I do think when you're younger, you have this attitude of judging.
Starting point is 00:09:31 When you're a kid, you always compare yourself to other people, at least now I see this generation, it's all they do is look at the other kids online, they see what they could become, what they couldn't be. When we were younger, we only had magazines and little ways to understand ourselves. And it was much easier to become a fully functioning person without comparing yourself all the time to people because
Starting point is 00:09:49 now kids aren't able to just be front or face their mirror and be themselves because there's too many distractions so i really feel like i'm probably from the last generation where we had an ability to become ourselves with in ourselves and now it's i don't think i'd be able to do it anymore and i'm trying to navigate that for my son's lives. Like how do I make them feel like they're always enough? 14, 10, and 4. And you're trying to, I stepped on the insight, you're trying to help them finish it.
Starting point is 00:10:16 Feel like they're enough by themselves. You know, like I want them to always feel that they're adequate. Like there's nothing that they need to do more to be somebody else or to find something else because I didn't have that for my father. My father was a great guy. He was the sweetest guy ever, but he showed me more love now than he ever did when I was younger.
Starting point is 00:10:34 I travel so much, but I see my children more than my dad in a way because my dad had a full-time job and he would come home, drink a natural light, watch TV, go to bed. It was like that. And the weekends I did my thing. And now when I when I'm home I try to spend as much afternoons my son even though they have an hour away from me and my son had a concert at
Starting point is 00:10:52 whiskey a go-go this Friday played like a kid's rock and roll band and I went there before I went to some Oscar parties and um I text him afterwards I was there by my son his mother it wasn't there just there watching the band I text him you know you're awesome you myself. His mother was now just there watching the band. I text him, you know, you're awesome. I love you so much. And, you know, keep this band together. It's hard work, but keep this band together. And he just like hearted the conversation.
Starting point is 00:11:11 Like, I felt like so like trying to, but I, you know, the next day I'm like, you know, I still love you. You can give me more than a heart or whatever, but it feels crazy. I'm trying, I am trying to work to make him, you know, feel like I'm there for you, whatever you need and feel loved. But then it's still a teenager. You know, you, you hit on something really important, which is that idea that I don't need to do more to be more. I don't need to do the extraordinary to be extraordinary. I need to flip that model. And I've heard this over and over again from
Starting point is 00:11:39 world's best is like, no, I thought I needed to do more to be something special. And then once I got all this recognition for being special, I realized that I had the model wrong. I need to be more. I need to be more present, more creative, more loving, more kind, more whatever. And then let the doing flow from that place. And then there's this new unlock. But the kids, to your point, and i think most people see success like the wild success you've had like man i need to do more and i'm not saying you don't work that we us all of us don't
Starting point is 00:12:13 need to like really drop our hips and and like get into the mud of the work like that's a requirement um it's a cool insight that you know know, true masters, they, they understand the value of practice and that it's so invisible and it's so like not seen overtly that folks that are not on that path go, Oh, it must be genetics or luck. And there's always some luck in there, I think, but. It took me a while, but it's the getting in the mud that makes me feel good. Like the work, the process makes me feel complete in a way. You know, it's not the accolades, the success, but actually getting out there.
Starting point is 00:12:49 Like last night, I'm a little tired because I was working in my house until probably 2 a.m. And I had to go this morning to one of my son's, something I say, school. And I slept in the car. I just woke up, like had a little burrito before I got in here. So I was just like sleeping in the back. We just laid down in the bed. I slept on my surfboard in the back of the SUV because because i was a little early we're trying to do this early but really it's the grind that makes me feel complete in a way or it's not even just sludging away but i am
Starting point is 00:13:15 very lucky because i love my job and it's i i can i create my own path as a musician which is a creator and an artist so i'm like very lucky in that aspect a lot of people have to do nine to fives. And if they don't love it, I always tell them, you just got to find something you love about it or quit or make your own path because you're never going to be,
Starting point is 00:13:31 it's not the success, like the accolades of the success. It's like, it's hopefully you're feeling the life you're living and feeling and doing it should be the journey and should be the happiness you find. You know, what's cool is I've listened in preparation for meeting you here.
Starting point is 00:13:46 I've listened to how you speak and like the way you carry yourself. There's something a little different than I'm feeling in this conversation that I didn't pick up in others. And if people don't get underneath the hood for like who you are, I think they look at you and they're like, oh, he's ripping and running. He's a wild man on stage, you know, having all this electricity in his life, which you are that like your life is pretty fast paced, but you're pointing to like loving your kids, helping them understand how to have a good psychology basically, and loving the work. But then I hear you say, you tell people you need to love what you do, which I think, I think it's a little bit of a trap because like my father-in-law, for example, and my dad, for example, they didn't love what they did,
Starting point is 00:14:33 you know, like, but they did it for a purpose. And so I, I think I'd love you to square up on this. I think part of my job is to bring passion into every room I go to or every place I'm in and not look for the thing that brings me passion like I love to play the guitar let's say I love to surf and then my life is only complete when I get to do those two things and that's the good life I don't think so I think I got to flip that on its head too when people probably ask you this all the time but when it comes to the question of you know how can i be happier i'm sure you get this kind of question all the time from people you talk to that's right and is it do you think that is a trap because is it the work to be happy doesn't really make sense it's like almost something else you have to find is that what you're trying to say because i
Starting point is 00:15:17 think that it is a lot of people work so hard like oh if i get enough money for my job whatever it is then it's good but then i don't have any children at home i don't have a girlfriend or what's my passion really you know because you're right it isn't that way i i guess i'm a little lucky because i i found something that i can do every day that i wake up and i'm like okay my accomplishments are are something that i created i own so it's a lot easier for me to say that than if i worked at subway which is my first job, and I was working to make them more money or whatever my typical job would be.
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Starting point is 00:19:26 like pumping gas because when you were at subway what like what was your psychology there um i worked at subway on orange avenue in orlando and um you're 16 15 17 probably just getting out of high school going to college i had other jobs before that was like my first job where i was in i was in school i before that worked at shoney's and i worked at like a coffee shop in fazoli's just for feet at the rivergate mall um every kind of shitty job you could have were you a mall rat yeah no the ball the mall used to be a happening place yeah right i don't know that culture is gone but it was a great experience back then it was the internet for us we went to the mall and saw your friends what you were wearing whatever the arcade the arcade was great but just repeat was a great place the shoe store it had a
Starting point is 00:20:07 basketball court so people came there trying shoes and they were able to like play ball and i would play ball but they had this playlist that was on eight songs in a loop and i was always asking can you guys change this this is before like spotify and like you had radio and you could buy your music for a store and it was these disco hits like shake your boo thing and like funky it was like these 10 songs that i asked the manager once like why are these songs always playing they're like this is a cd that we got because it's supposed to make everybody who comes in here happy these are like the eight songs that are like the happiest most euphoric like it was like this kind of bad disco and i was the first kind of me thinking like oh i guess this music actually the marketing and all this
Starting point is 00:20:44 kind of makes sense i'll tie it in together but i remember that from just for feet but you weren't switched on to music before that i always wanted to make music but i never was good at guitar i never was like passionate for drums and i didn't really have the discipline to learn an instrument well until i was older till i after probably 23 24 is like my real moment where i've decided it's all or nothing you know but before that it was sort of a hobby and then after college I was doing little odd jobs and making things and then I started to understand what how I could be successful in music okay so you said I didn't have the discipline is that code for like I had some ADD or like my life was so unstructured or I didn't find something that was compelling or interesting because obviously you've got a big motor. Look at what you've done. I think I just didn't find what I loved or what I was,
Starting point is 00:21:30 I couldn't find my passion yet. And my father was a very, like you said, your, your, your father worked a lot, but never was happy. My father did end up finding like love and work. He, he's 76 and he went back to a hospital, have a job right now just cause he needs something to do and he just i was like why are you doing that dad you don't need to do this and he's like i just i love going to work in the morning in the you know leaving if he's not there he's outside in the lawn like he goes up and he wakes up and mows the lawn he has to have purpose you know so my father is a vietnam vet he went to college the only person to go to college to my mother my father whole family my mother's to a mother, my father, whole family. My mother's from a family of eight.
Starting point is 00:22:07 My father's from a family of four. And he's the only person to go to college because he used the GI Bill after leaving Vietnam. And he went to college in his mid-20s. So he was like, this is an opportunity. I'm going to take advantage of what I got out of going to the war. And then he went to college, left, worked at hospitals. And I didn't realize this until I was older, but he was a very disciplinary
Starting point is 00:22:26 father like and I was a chaotic kid I was just absolutely terrible but one of the gifts he gave me and I don't think he knows it is that because of his job he moved every two years so I went to a middle school in Fort Lauderdale then I went to a high school there then we moved to Virginia for a year then we went to Nashville for two years and I went back to college it was high school for my last year at a whole other school. Then I went to the University of Central Florida, then Temple, then here. But every year I changed high schools and I never fell into a social scene. So I became very independent minded to the point where I could just be dropped anywhere.
Starting point is 00:22:58 And I think that was a gift that I, you can't teach that to somebody. You know, I love that because I've never talked about this publicly, but my parents moved a bunch as well during middle school and high school. So much so that they moved me the kind of the middle of my freshman year. That's not a good strategy, right? It's kind of what happened to my kids in COVID. They had to just leave school when they were just turning to become a person. Three days in, my parents were like, well, so how is it? I got in a fight each day that I was there. And I was like, yeah, it's good. Like, I didn't know how to like explain, like,
Starting point is 00:23:32 you guys like, this is a hard one. This is in California. Yeah, in LA. And so the point though, is like, it taught me there's some resilience in there. There's some social IQ that's's in there like it's sink or swim you've got to figure some things out when you don't know people i think an emotional iq too yeah because you have to deal with people and we used to go to school early in fort lauderdale to fight we would go there like an hour before school started to get the fights out of the way so we didn't have to fight during school it taught me a lot and surfing we both grew up surfing
Starting point is 00:24:02 it teaches you a lot as well what What did you learn from adventure sports? I loved basketball when I was growing up, but I never was. I practiced a lot. I tried to play a lot, but I never was excelling. I never had the genetics for that. But skateboarding and surfing, it didn't matter if you're good or not because it's really a personal achievement thing. And that's the best kind of sport.
Starting point is 00:24:22 You can just do it on your own. It's about your style and your movement. and surfing is a lot more forgiving because you land in the water skateboarding i try to do it again when i was like a little older it's just the worst skin on the asphalt crazy what the kids do that yeah but surfing it was just about you it's not really competitive and i'm such a competitive person so it's probably the one thing that you did where you're competing with yourself. Not in a negative way, but just in like, I want to get better at this. I want to be able to do a bottom turn.
Starting point is 00:24:49 I want to be able to go places and surf better and be faster and run down the line. So do you bring that competitiveness into, so you didn't use it in surfing or other places, or maybe you didn't know how to harness the competitiveness, but is that part of the fuel for how you've created so much? Oh my God, if you take me to yoga class, I'm trying to defeat everybody like barry's boot camp that's exactly what yoga's for yeah i'm the only competitive yoga person and i'm looking at
Starting point is 00:25:12 every guy in there i'm like you're not doing and i'm sweating more than i'm like really i invited these two girls to yoga class i'm like i'm gonna win one on sunday and i was like they're like they're dancers i'm like well i could probably do a split like you guys and it was yeah for me every i like to go to the classes instead of working on a home because i do love the energy of you're not supposed to compete but i do and do you compete in music as well a hundred percent so and so are you competing to be your best or the best now it's i think it's to be my best because i'm doing something so unique but before you're in the rat race no matter what you are yeah when you're coming up you just like look around and you're you're more influenced because it's still it's it's art it's not a real
Starting point is 00:25:49 pure competitive thing because everybody is really has their own ingenuity and their own in their own aura and their own independence but i do see the people around me i'm like oh i saw how he did that i can do that and do this add this to it you know like probably you know lebron watching jordan and saying like oh i think you're watching bird you take some pieces and are you competing for eyeballs downloads attention you you want to hit you need to compete for that but that's where you break down that's not a pleasant or encouraging way to compete for the views and the algorithm that you're never gonna win that that is where you i did get caught up in that over the last i was wondering if i was gonna walk you down a trap but no it's no
Starting point is 00:26:27 100 i do feel that way and you know i can see your social status kind of depends when you're a musician or actor whatever people think it depends on your your viewership and your how much engagement you get and that is not a good way to think about it because you can go away for a while like now i'm like kind of dipping down some working i'm not touring as much i took off this year to really work on music and have a year where i can have a better product for people are you a creator or you like creator artist or are you competitor i would damn i have to i mix it up i feel like i have to because that's what motivates me i do so you can switch mindsets yeah i do you do okay there's a couple there's i mean i work in so many types of genres from like proper dance
Starting point is 00:27:12 hall in jamaica to the edm and dance scene to country music i've had success in all those and then independently with something like you know making lsd was a project with sia and labyrinth like that's a more of a pop album so i've done you know worked on beyonce's worked on big pop records and i've always found um the freedom to just take a huge turn and never be afraid of it and i think that's what always kept me interested in music and kept me inspirational and motivated but that can that's me just being an artist like i can go anywhere and I'm not afraid to fail you know because my film projects might work some projects might might not but the ones that are really unique do end up working and people don't believe in them but if you believe in your
Starting point is 00:27:53 vision see it through you can make anything happen with music I mean you can totally take a left turn but you have to like really do your due diligence understand what you're doing and put forth like the work for that and understand it in 2025 i would say half 80 of music is being an anr in your brain or being thinking about marketing thinking about how to reach people because if you don't reach people you don't actually get the music heard because we're in a place where you know 98 of all the music on spotify has like less than 100 plays you don't realize i always see the today's top hits no songs but there's just so much music and when we were younger the path to be a musician was so complicated and such a a hill to climb
Starting point is 00:28:35 that it really weeded out the people that didn't belong there that weren't that weren't that didn't take it seriously to what now anybody can do it and you just get your 15 minutes of a moment and you don't, you kind of go away. Only a few people stick around. And I feel like lucky to be one of those people because I kind of always change it up. And like I utilize both what you said,
Starting point is 00:28:53 being competitive and also being artists, being creative, competing to be your best, but it was a time to be the best. Yeah. The artist part is the creative mindset that you have. And what does that rest on for you because a lot of times artists will say look i don't know i'm really just i'm really
Starting point is 00:29:11 scratchy inside like i've just got an irritation and agitation and like i just got to get it out you know like that traumatized artist narrative it doesn't that doesn't fit you it doesn't there must be a little bit of inside of me but almost everybody i work with has that you know like whether it's yeah the skrillex or the sierra or the labyrinth or a lot of djs don't because we kind of came up out of we want to just be famous and be out there we're not a singer songwriter but i do treat my life as i want to be known as a creator a real artist a real producer a real musician that writes the lyrics and the music but a lot of djs don't they just want to be famous immediately they want
Starting point is 00:29:50 to go sell a lot of tickets and happy on stage there's not a lot of art to dj um whoa 100 there's no it's not that it's not that hard there's a few guys that say like oh they're the real artists the ones that really change the game like whether it's grandmaster flash or cool herk or you know black coffee or solomon guys who are older that really like maneuvered their way in in in change the way the the scene moves that's ones who really pushed the needle there's not that many of us but i like to be in the mix of both like i like to work with artists new artists young people and finally know whether it was like little peep or xxx temptation before they passed away i was one of their mentors when they first started.
Starting point is 00:30:27 Or like a young producer that I find. And I'm like, wow, you really are special. Like you can do more than just this. You don't have to work towards being a DJ. You can do something bigger. What makes someone, we can start with you, or someone that we can do one degree of separation. Like when you see something special, because I want to understand, you got a spark about you.
Starting point is 00:30:45 You got a huge motor. I'm starting to understand kind of how you're working. But when you see special, what does that mean for you? I think the bottom line is just there's people who just have ideas that you're like, oh, wow, where'd that come from? Because we're on this sort of AI plane now where everything's kind of a rehash even in our own brains we have just so much information antiquated and then we put it out but it's almost like you know eventually ai is going to keep eating itself although information it always it always puts out it's hard to find someone that just comes with an idea like wow i never heard of that but
Starting point is 00:31:19 some people do present that whether it's music or their plan what they want to do or their ideas that's one side of it the other side of it is when they have this personality that's just so big and that's the most powerful thing that's really hard to find now because you have to have both you have to have a big personality and then you have to have the attitude and you have to have the perseverance because it's really tough to have all the cameras on you all the opinions on you have to be tough because i can get rid of people. That takes out like 90% of the people. They can't handle that.
Starting point is 00:31:49 It's cool that you said that because we kind of introduced a concept called FOPO, fear of people's opinions, as being the greatest constrictor to potential. As soon as you're trying to manage what everyone around you is thinking about you, you're no longer even close to the signal of creativity. You're in the ocean of the noise. And so I appreciate that you said that. You really have to find out what opinions matter.
Starting point is 00:32:15 Because some of them do. For me right now, it was a lot more, you know, I've done it in the beginning. I just did it. I was such a renegade. And, you know, I was one of the first guys on Twitter. And I was just talking all this shit. And I was just like didn't care i love the fact that i had a platform and then of course that always people don't understand sarcasm sometimes you know it can go the wrong way but these days then i had a period where i was like okay i gotta beat
Starting point is 00:32:36 everybody else in an engagement and i gotta have more streams i need to have more music and then i if it doesn't hit then you you're depressed, you're sad, you know? So that's not the way to do it either. At this age, I'm like, okay, I find my success in little pockets, but I do want to really make people think I'm doing great. Whether it's my children, my son's mothers, my close friends, my management, I do trust them. And those are the opinions that matter. The rest of them, I do try to drown them out. You know, sometimes I sometimes i listen but you need to be aware but you need to know what matters and what doesn't and most like 90 of it doesn't matter at all wait what did you just say like i want them to think or to know that i'm doing okay this is cool if you can go there what do you really
Starting point is 00:33:18 really want from your people i think that they give me a guide that helps me know i went this way or you know i drop an idea or like i don't know if you do that right or doing this wrong or there are opinions that matter to me and that's like i said my children's opinions like i want them to be like okay dad's awesome you know or like he's i'm proud of him and i'm like you know i don't want them to ever feel like i had a misstep or like you know i or if but you do i do 100 yeah and i they don't even know they're not even on the internet which is lucky my son's 14 he got his first phone now yeah and so i feel like that was a gift that his mother really i was trying to get him on a phone earlier i was like look at this cool stuff and this and i'm, so happy that he never did that until he was 14.
Starting point is 00:34:06 My other sons don't have phones at all. Like they just are like analog. I think that was key to their, their growth. Their brain of chance. Wait, wait. Okay.
Starting point is 00:34:15 So what do you really, really want in your life? I want to, I guess, leave a legacy. That's that creates something that wasn't there before, you know, and a legacy is for other creates something that wasn't there before you know and a legacy is for other people to see you i think so but i also feel great when i create something
Starting point is 00:34:31 and i'm like i left that behind because but you didn't say that but i think that's what legacy is that's so it's not just about what what wikipedia page says i want it to be okay but that's different so legacy is like i want to leave something that endures yeah i want to leave my signature in this time that i spent here and the reason that you leave the signature so other people bounce off of it they see it they recognize maybe it's you or the art which is cool no no issues but for but you didn't say what i really really want want. I want to know that I'm okay. What do you really, really want? I just want to get to my magic or I want to express these feelings and ideas that I have through notes and words or whatever. You didn't go that way, and there's no critique or judgment,
Starting point is 00:35:18 but maybe there's a way that as I give a little bit more range, you circle back. Finding Mastery is brought to you by Momentus. When it comes to high performance, whether you're leading a team, raising a family, pushing physical limits, or simply trying to be better today than you were yesterday, what you put in your body matters. And that's why I trust Momentous. From the moment I sat down with Jeff Byers, their co-founder and CEO, I could tell this was not your average supplement company. And I was immediately drawn to their mission, helping people achieve performance for life. And to do that, they developed what they call the Momentous Standard. Every product is formulated with top experts and every batch is third-party tested. NSF certified for sport or informed sport. So you know exactly what you're getting. Personally,
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Starting point is 00:38:25 i wanted to write i was really obsessed with william faulkner i was obsessed with southern writers because that was my my last year of high school i was like i was like at a fourth high school i went to like probably at 90 black high school in daytona because it was the only one with computers and i wanted to drive an hour to get there because it was the one that i wanted to learn about computers it was the one that had you know icq chats and like we're able to use photoshop early on this is 1997. but really in that county there's only one school that had computers so i went there and i went to a creative writing class that i just added and the teacher was just so awesome and really showed me that even being from the south being from from Florida, you know, Mississippi,
Starting point is 00:39:06 Alabama, the places I lived, there was great writers from there. And I was, I started getting to Zora Neale Hurston and William Faulkner and Southern writers that I learned were like, took it seriously. Like they won Nobel prizes. And I didn't feel, I always felt like we're not, we didn't do enough in Florida. We didn't, we didn't have this thing. So that gave me this, I was like, I want to be a writer like this. I want to leave something behind about where I'm from. And I became obsessed with, you know, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, who also wrote a lot of books that was influenced by William Faulkner. I was into magical realism.
Starting point is 00:39:36 And I remember that was the beginning of me thinking, this is something I can do that's unique because I'm from here and I have these stories. I grew up in the swamps and I grew up in these places that are unique and then i took that and i was like i'm special because i have this story to tell and then i went through all my life small things having jobs at subway whatever and still trying to think about that but learning more like music is interesting too how can i do something in this format and then i became like a dj but more like a scratch dj that was like my art and then i moved on to philadelphia and it was like a tougher city a tougher life hard to get away people were on drugs my friends were it was more of like a real raw place and
Starting point is 00:40:14 that's where i really started to grind and feel like okay what can i do but i didn't it was i still wasn't convinced i was good enough to be a creator it doesn't my family didn't come from that we my if i told my dad i was wanting to be an artist he would have been like okay well you're going to be an accountant anyway whatever do whatever you want to do but it's not real life um and then how'd you break through that i think you just didn't say it you didn't bring it forward no he also kind of let me i was such a problem child younger he was like just happy that I was starting to like get get along with my life Like I wasn't always make a problem that school and fighting and stealing and things like this. So I finally He he helped me a little bit in Philadelphia and then I ran out of money
Starting point is 00:40:56 I couldn't really figure out what to do I went back to Florida at like 23 and I worked for my dad at his bait shop He was like a bait shop and a fishing kind of camp where you park your boat. He owned it or he worked? He owned it. He switched from the hospital to, he bought like an old bait shop
Starting point is 00:41:11 and he was a shrimp, he had a shrimp boat and he would catch shrimp every night when it was a full moon and I started working the boat. So I wake up at three in the morning, I caught shrimp. I did this for like four months, lived in the back house of my dad's.
Starting point is 00:41:22 And I think right then it was like, I was like, this is the other life that I was gonna live and do I want to be creator? Cuz then now I know what I have to do to do this, right? And so I went from Florida Back to Philly and I gave it another chance and I really persevered That was my my motivation from a young person to figure out how to like break through and I was like no matter what I Got this tattoo mom. I was like this was like 19 i got this and i was like you know what this is this logo i made this is this creator i made this is the diplo logo and i remember seeing myself stegosaurus it's a diplodocus it's like another dinosaur but i got this tattoo it was
Starting point is 00:41:58 like 15 bucks somewhere in philly and then i remember thinking to myself if i don't make it i have to look at this every day and be like what what i do wrong so this like i think this is a mark i gave myself that said this is like what i want to do this is what i want to believe in and i worked so hard and i started to do all the things that weren't just being a creator weren't just being artists like the business side learning how to handle like you know distribution so all these things i learned from living in philadelphia and then i applied it and that's what i started to be successful so what does the mark signify it signifies like this is this is my dream you know so when you look at it it's a trigger at a cue like stay true to the dream exactly and the dream is to i want to i want to be a creator okay and so
Starting point is 00:42:43 yeah like i was wondering okay so we'll circle back to legacy as part of your framework here. But I was wondering, like, if your dad was like, yeah, you're going to be an accountant kid, like, fine, but have something to fall back on that's reasonable. Sounds like a practical, you know, approach. But you did bring that forward. You did say that out loud yet the risk of somebody or him or others saying, come on, or did you keep it private? And it was more like, look, I got to figure this thing out. I kept it private until I actually made money. You know? Yeah. So it was a little safer to bring it forward. I always had some evidence.
Starting point is 00:43:21 At some point in my life, i always felt that if all my records everything burned down my computer exploded whatever i used to create if all my tools were gone i could go back to sparrow's pizzeria at the mall and start over again maybe i'll be a chair maker or a pizza maker i was always like you know what i am i could do whatever you know i always felt this wait wait wait wait that okay You're right at the center of the whole thing. Let's say it in my terms is that you had a running script that no matter how this thing goes, I'm going to figure it out. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:43:56 Right. And then how did you say it? That's how I said it. But how did you uniquely say it? I was always okay with falling back and starting over again. And that was the key for me because that gives you the freedom to not have the pressure of like success but eventually i i got it you know but i always felt like no matter what you take everything from me even today you know i have my
Starting point is 00:44:15 children now so it's different but if you took everything and just like okay i'm starting a tent city or whatever here i would i would i feel like i had the motivation to start over again and build something. Is that because you feel powerful? Not like I dominate, but is it like, no, I've got a resilience, a scrappiness. I can assess and I can apply myself and I'll figure out the next step. Is there an internal sense of power? If the power is problem solving, yeah, maybe that is it. Because I think that's unique. I was always able maybe that is it yeah because i think that's unique i was always able to figure out if this is a that's b damn this is a straight line but
Starting point is 00:44:50 yeah i gotta go around i gotta figure it out like i can't make that line i can't get there it's not that that jump's not so easy but i was able to find out how to move my way to get to the goals and is that is does that rest on a curiosity? I think so. Like, how do is it a curious mindset? Like, OK, I see A and B. How am I going to figure this thing out? What are the pieces I need? Or is it more like something else?
Starting point is 00:45:17 I think at the end of the day, the goal might not even be reachable, you know, but I think the journey was what I was really into as well so that was what at the end of the day you know when you first read on the road by jack kerouac which is another book that i loved as a young person i was like obsessed with his life you know being a hobo and then going to like working in the farm whatever he did he just lived a life that was built maybe another not legacy in the sense of like what you've accomplished but a legacy in what you've experienced and so from a young age i started traveling and doing things that were super crazy and super chaotic because that gave me the power to feel like i'm invincible in a way
Starting point is 00:45:56 there's there's a pioneer spirit in you somewhere so it does that rest on curiosity go back to that word again or does that rest on something else that rests on curiosity? Go back to that word again. Or does that rest on something else? That rests on curiosity, for sure. And what are you curious about? Well, my first major was anthropology at Temple University in Philadelphia. So I was obsessed with what is culture when you break it down? Because as a musician, going back to my first inspiration to be a writer, to be into these Southern writers, I had to break down, who am I?
Starting point is 00:46:29 What is my culture? Where did I come from? What does it matter to my parents, to my father? And I was always like, okay, this is who I am. And I want to know why are there cargo cults in Papua New Guinea? Whatever the hell it is, I had learned about what creates culture. Why are there different religions? Why do people believe different ways? When you go to school for anthropology,
Starting point is 00:46:46 you really break down what it means to be a human So I applied that as like I want to explore I want to see more I want to see what people do what people are and I got it I got into different faiths like I was a Baha'i guy for a while, you know was like Homeless basically going to temple to temple getting free food and being like, all right, this is cool But it's a bit weird and I was in the rainbow gatherings That was like a basically Burning Man for criminals and homeless people and i was doing that and then i was like riding on trains and i was doing graffiti and i was like just finding anything just just kind of like being kind of like an outlaw just kind of like running around
Starting point is 00:47:18 and how does curiosity impact the way that you create in music because it's completely elevates me as i'm always inspired you know every day i find something new and i find something so new in the bottom of the internet now where people think it's just just it's all trash and given to us but i find so much beauty in the in the random things you know like the small things that you would the people don't don't explore anymore you know i think there is creation and inspiration everywhere. In AI and the weird things that people are creating, I'm always like, okay, we're pushing it forward. We keep pushing it forward.
Starting point is 00:47:51 Everybody has a culture as humans and what can I do more to be part of the conversation? How does your inner life shape itself to stay curious or to be curious consistently? When you listen to a music, a piece of music, or when you see a bit of art, or when you're listening to someone talk, what's happening inside that is the experience of curiosity?
Starting point is 00:48:16 That's a good question. I guess I have a spongy personality, so I'm always wanting to absorb more things. So when I do look at art or I do listen to music, I go back to like, why is it like this? Like back to the anthropology in my mind. Or it could be more like a data analyst because that's kind of what you do as musicians now.
Starting point is 00:48:32 We have to follow the algorithm in a way. We don't want to, but we know that that's where it pushes the audience and the people. But as like just a student, and I feel like I'm always a student, you know, that's the main thing. I'm never – when I first got invited to this podcast, they're like, it's about mastery. I'm like, well, I'm never going to – that's the one thing I know I'll never reach, but that's the beauty of it.
Starting point is 00:49:00 So I was like, I don't have a lot to tell you about mastery because my process is always happening. It's never finished. I'm never going to be – at one point, Bob Dylan Dylan you're playing him earlier I was the bathroom was like I saw the movie I was like one point Bob Dylan can't put his guitar away because he did change the Whole way to the world. I'm never gonna feel that way because I'm always in a constant movement I'm still part. I'm still learning and I've never Felt like I had this Accomplishments never were great enough for me yet, yet you know it's not like i'm hungry for
Starting point is 00:49:25 them all but they don't matter because i want to do more you know um how do you think about mastery i mean i think the word just makes me think of like gandalf or something i don't know like i don't know if i'm ever gonna be this wizard it's like something it's a higher echelon it's like buddha it feels like that word is so it's the apex i don't know if there's two is it people reach that do you know do you ever met anybody of your podcast it's like that's the real one master who was the guy i'm gonna leave it off the conversation right yeah because it was out of like 600 conversations about like mastery um one person was like yeah i i i'm the one. Did you believe him? I believe that he believed it. Maybe that's it.
Starting point is 00:50:07 Everybody else though has said, no, I'm on the path. Like I'm trying to figure it out. And so, you know, there's a different way you shape your life when you're in pursuit of unlocking. And I'm more interested in not like what it is, but is it more about mastery of self or more about mastery of craft and how do you organize your day to keep growing and it sounds like curiosity or a curious mindset is part of the foundation for you well i definitely put in my
Starting point is 00:50:38 i think it was maybe malcolm gladwell was the one who said you need 10,000 hours is like when you've yeah that that rests on Dr. Eric Erickson's work and he pointed to more like 17,000 oh shit well I would say I'm like 12 when it comes to maybe the DJing side of it really yeah I don't know I probably had seven shit I've been doing it for 25 years it's got to be yeah it's got to be up there yeah but I don't know if that's that cool like to master like the dj side of it but that's just because that's where i've i found a niche where i was able to really excel you know people know me as like the dj the producer i know in my head i do so much more but i know that that was where i'm gonna make the money and get the capital to make my other dreams come true i was always aware of that there's a funny you're djing on a regular basis now yeah i mean i'm not like i told you i took this year like i took it down from 200 to about 45 shows um to create more but i'm still
Starting point is 00:51:32 finding myself like i'm going tonight to a party here in orange county and um more more corporate events more networking events than it was just like on the grind from tulum to to brazil for carnival which is happening right now to ibizaiza for the summer, back to, you know, Japan for the, it's always a circuit to the apres skis. Like if you really are in the grind, it's, you literally have every weekend is an event for a DJ. Finding Mastery is brought to you by Cozy Earth. Over the years, I've learned that recovery doesn't just happen when we sleep. It starts with how we transition and wind down. And that's why I've built intentional routines into the way that I close my day.
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Starting point is 00:54:12 That's calderalab, C-A-L-D-E-R-L-A-B.com slash finding mastery. Now I'm going to switch to business just for a minute because you have a good business mind. You got a great creative motor and it's built on curiosity. It sounds like there's a purpose that's aligned for it. You're strong in your character values, like the way that you've orientated and guide your life, your small decisions, big decisions. And I'm wondering if you have figured out a way, it's like a piggyback experience where you've got this core, let's call it the hub.
Starting point is 00:54:51 And then you're adding these different spokes as you travel, as you are exploring, like have you organized your life that way to capitalize on or leverage the, the true art, the thing that makes uh the whole thing run you need a team okay so you need a team and i think one thing that was probably special about the way i came up is that i didn't have any manager until i was about 29 years old which everybody kind of needs a manager or someone to put a put i didn't pay taxes until i was like 29 it was just i was just bootlegging my business model was crazy i was making mixtapes i was going to new jersey and printing them for
Starting point is 00:55:30 45 cents selling them seven dollars a piece and i made i was making money on my own music bootlegging this is pre-spotify but post labels kind of deconstructing themselves and i made so much money i was able to buy a house at like 28 years old. I bought like a building in Philadelphia because I'm just doing bootleg. I'm traveling. I'm like not paying taxes. I'm getting paid cash. Yeah, so CDs out of your trunk.
Starting point is 00:55:51 Yeah, I was doing that. That was the business model. I was just like a hustler going like driving around to New York, to New Jersey, to different record shops, sending cases to Australia, wherever they were buying these things because I was using the internet in a very positive way too. I was on message boards, sharing my music and people wanted the cd they wanted you could buy it at urban outfitters or whatever shop would just be like we want this
Starting point is 00:56:11 put in the front so i was selling mixtapes out the back and then i knew how i was doing it and this guy became interested in what i was doing he came from uh the in i would say like the sub pop kind of indie hardcore scene. And he knew how these guys were making their own buttons and CDs. And he's like, look to me as a DJ. And he said, we're going to put you in these rock venues. We're going to take you on a tour. And, you know, I will do this for you for as long as you know that you can believe in me.
Starting point is 00:56:38 And he worked for free for about seven months. His name was Kevin Kusatsu. And he ended up starting another management company and we don't work together anymore but he was a great pioneer visionary guy and he worked with me for free and he made me pay my first taxes which sucked and put that thing together and then eventually his company which some of the people you met today i worked for them um i've been with them since the beginning but they they were able to move the way i move which is not just like how many clubs can i
Starting point is 00:57:05 do it's like how can we do a running club how can we sell merch how can we sell shoes how can we go to space like whatever the thing is they're able to help me with that so the team i'll leave a lot of that for them now but from the beginning i knew how to operate that way so when it came to them doing it i was like okay you guys got to do it this way so if you're a young person and you want to be creator and you want to find that business side and you're just purely a creator you need to find someone in the background to do handle the oversight whatever it is logistics because that is you mess that up it's just going to be a you're going to waste three years four years and then start over again i mean it's really hard to get that the business and the creative side it's really tough business yeah it is it's
Starting point is 00:57:43 100 is and if you don't understand that it's intertwined and 90 of it is business you're not going to be successful at all and that's the part that sucks because that's like not what you that's not the dreamy part of being a creator it's not having your knowing all the gallerists if you're an artist or knowing the people at spotify or the people that it's not you don't think that's what it is but it is it is those people those contacts and having a personality and being social. One of those people to interact with you and bringing them to you and being comfortable in those situations. Relationships run the show. 100%.
Starting point is 00:58:15 Yeah. And when you think about how it is that you're able to be a great teammate, a great partner, What makes a great teammate in your mind? I find myself having leadership qualities because I'm like running me as a business and a brand. But I think the teammate side of it comes from having a family for me. Are you a good teammate? I'm not that great a teammate, but I'm learning more now. You know, I feel like even just for my partners, my son's mother is like making sure they're always like i'm lucky that they're just great women and they're they're always keeping me online but it's important for them to always feel comfort and secure even though
Starting point is 00:58:55 i'm not married or anything because having children is having a father like bringing this back again is probably the the hardest thing i've ever done as far as like being you can't be successful it's not like a goal oriented which i'm really used to you know you kind of have to just be try to be the the best motivator and the best person without overstepping that the line where you're just being kind of annoying and like i said the one thing i i've learned is i want my kids to honestly feel like they're always enough like they're can do anything, that they have the capabilities. I want them to understand that. But as a father and a partner in that world, I'm learning every day.
Starting point is 00:59:30 Like I'm not a good boyfriend, never have been. I could really learn how to do that. It's probably my next goal. Publicly, you've had some messy relations. I have. Yeah. I think that when you're a musician at a high level and you're a father too at high level and then also like a boyfriend or a husband it's like very those three things you can't be
Starting point is 00:59:51 successful at the same time i kind of like always just try to do the two of them whether it's like my as a father and as like i excelling as a musician when it comes to relationships you know i think i'm lucky to have my children because i find love with them like that's pure love the kids i have i look at them and i'm like that's i will die for them you know i've never felt that way with a woman yet or where i'm like i give them everything but my children i would and i think that's what i need to find eventually maybe i'm too selfish to i'm living my own life and i'm always moving forward that i can't. Also, my lifestyle doesn't really, it's not, it doesn't make me available to be a partner.
Starting point is 01:00:31 This is an important part of you, this part of being a dad, being great for your loved ones. The animation of love or the spirit of love is important. Do you create from that place or do you create from something more technical more um cognitive i think i i do both and i say this this might sound silly to you but when i first started being a musician this is anybody who wants to be a musician or athlete you're motivated by women or like by by the attention of the we know the other person whether it's a man or you always you it is attractive and it is it's it's addictive too to like have the attention of people and to be liked and that was by far the
Starting point is 01:01:10 first motivation 100 then as i got good at it i realized people were taking me seriously as as like a creator which i never thought they would but then it helped to inspire a lot of young people i've had some of the most amazing girlfriends and people that have changed my life maybe that's why i could never have a girlfriend because i always i'm always chasing i'm curious I've had some of the most amazing girlfriends and people that have changed my life. Maybe that's why I can never have a girlfriend because I always, I'm always chasing. I'm curious. I'm always chasing experiences.
Starting point is 01:01:33 So one of your strengths is curiosity. You do explore. You wonder like, how did that happen? What, what led to this? That's interesting. Tell me more,
Starting point is 01:01:40 show me more. Yeah. Okay. So rounding kind of the last space here is how do you hope people are different from your music well a lot of times you're it takes a lot of time to realize the influence you've had you know when you're in the middle of making it it doesn't you don't know what's happening you know when you're a musician you want to be in the studio and you want to finish a song and you want it to give you goosebumps you know that's like an experience i've only had like four or five times when i'm like finishing something i'm like wow this is like special and above probably the 10 000 songs
Starting point is 01:02:12 i've made i've only released like a couple hundred of them um and have those hundred original songs like things that you composed yeah yeah not the djing not the kind of yeah i would say like the the house records you know i've i've probably put out like 20 albums you know between like the different projects i've had um and then different singles but i you know it's a couple hundred songs but i've made over 10 000 songs that never got released or never felt like they were complete or they're great and i couldn't put the feature out whatever it is there's different like politics and music but um sometimes you think things hit and you don't really realize it and then you come back and put the feature out whatever it is there's different like politics and music but um sometimes
Starting point is 01:02:45 you think things hit and you don't really realize it and then you come back and then like 10 years later like paper planes is the record i do with mia and it became a huge record this last year when we made that i do feel like wow we were like i was in love with her as well like there was magic that happened between that making that song and um it's crazy to think that another generation got to hear it 15 years later. So that is important. I mean, it's not important, but it's very cool. It makes me feel great. That makes me feel happy.
Starting point is 01:03:15 Maybe it makes me feel more egotistical or whatever, but that's kind of what I am chasing. Is that a bad thing? No. It could go a lot of ways. It could be just all for yourself, and it could be not that. It could be like, no, I really like that idea that people have an experience of something that organically sprung from me. the skills, and then to widen the aperture so much that, you know, when this thing came forward, that my skills were able to capture it in a way and share it, a la produce it. And it can be
Starting point is 01:03:51 selfish. You know, there's a, there's a probably a fine line in there for all of us to sort out. I think if I did have a wife or something, I think back to this, something would die inside of me that like, that is intricate into what i do as a creator which sucks because i mean anybody any girl that watches this hope they don't like think that that's i'm totally useless in that world but it's it is scary like one day i want to find like a person to share like experiences with lives now i like share with a lot of different people i think like at some point it might be just the next most important thing in your life is the idea to go deep and to really have like a partner that completely knows you and your commitment is
Starting point is 01:04:35 to completely know them to your best ability and there's i mean we're born into this world once we come out of the womb there's a there's an aleness to that, and we end in aloneness as well. I don't think that anyone can fully know another person completely. It's too mysterious. It's too complicated. But to make that commitment to really understand and embrace in a bidirectional way, there's something really special about that. Yeah. really special about that yeah well there's a really complex uh part of yourself that you have
Starting point is 01:05:10 to give away that not you know but i'm also don't know if i fully know myself still you know and i'm sure you probably always think the same thing like you're constantly i'm becoming something different every every year i feel like on purpose and also because I'm changing I'm learning but maybe I need to know myself to the fullest level before I can give it to somebody else too I you know yes and I think there you you yeah there's probably that that'll probably keep you staying on the surface like you you can you can give what you have you know there's a vulnerability required to it and I do think I totally hear that thought that you're like, I'm afraid if I do that, uh, what's worked is not that and it's working pretty damn good. So if I were to change it up and this is what we talk about with elite athletes all the time, what got you here? What got you as an Olympian? What got you to the
Starting point is 01:06:01 gold medal podium? And you know, the gold medal around your neck is not going what got you to the gold medal podium? And the gold medal around your neck is not going to get you to the next gold medal. Like there's something to let go of to grab that new quote unquote vine. And that vulnerability, that risk taking is really tricky to do. There is a new way I think now, that's something that I've tried to experience
Starting point is 01:06:23 is that I open my eyes in a way now that I want to see things like a baby. You know, I kind of think I'm 46. I just there's a there's a part of me that. Like I said, when I was introverted during my career, a lot people didn't realize that, but I was because I was, you know, success kind of forces you into that a lot of times. But now I want to find a way to open my eyes in a way that the world's different, too, to me. Because I think that's something that you don't, people don't realize. You get in a routine and things become, even in my life, traveling to Dubai or wherever it is, it becomes routine. I've seen the whole world, but it becomes routine.
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Starting point is 01:10:39 um damn can you can you stay inspired you know what does it take to always because that's man i guess that gets me up in the morning is what else am i gonna learn today what else am i gonna feel that's i didn't feel yesterday you know success is honestly it's unattainable in the way people think about it if i could sit with a master i would sit with man they're so boring but if i had to choose one this is dead or alive yeah probably jesus and the one question i would ask would be well what is this what's going on like what's the what's the point man what are we doing here what are we doing here yeah what's good what is the point bro could you imagine like obviously you're running marathons right i ran what is the point bro could you imagine like obviously you're
Starting point is 01:11:25 running marathons right i ran i ran one full marathon could you imagine running one like dosing i did that that's what i did i know but it made me run really fast it was a micro dose or no that was i put it i had like a i have a dropper and it's like 10 hits is a full tab of acid and i would take like one every hour usually when i'm like out in my job kind of atmosphere this one i put the whole dropper in the water bottle i kind of forgot we were there so late and i just drank the whole water i'm like while we were kind of running then it started i was like i forgot and then by like i'll just you know you start a marathon fast anyway because you're pacing with people. No, you're not supposed to. But you have the most energetic part. Yeah, right.
Starting point is 01:12:07 And then I never stopped that pace until like 20 miles in, and people are like, I see people passed out. There's like people with broken ankles. I'm like, it's the trenches. When you get to the end of the marathon. And what's happening inside you?
Starting point is 01:12:19 I don't know exactly what it was, but my brain was working overtime because I was with this amazing runner Alexi poppy who was like a poppets is like a she was running with me she helped me train a little bit you guys are friends we're good friends yeah tell her I said what's up she was on the pod she's so badass and I had these headphones I had a whole playlist like I'm gonna run on this playlist have my headphones in and Alexi's next to me she's like what's where it's gonna run she's wearing a tutu and like makeup and everything this is like light work for her and we're running
Starting point is 01:12:48 it starts talking to me ask me a question about my dad or whatever and my mom and who had just passed away that that that summer and um we're talking i'm like okay cool i turned the music off for a second and she kept asking questions and i'm like all right it's my headphones out and i swear to god we talked for three hours we're running and we're talking and i'm like hi and i'm just like i don't even know what's going on i'm just running this i'm like i'm a machine i'm like a robot there's not i'm not in myself i'm not physical i'm just talking to alexi and we're talking we're running and i just get past everybody it was just did she have any idea she i think she maybe didn't but she totally made me run that marathon without any music and i ran it faster than any other, I guess,
Starting point is 01:13:25 celebrity or whatever, but it was so easy to do with her talking. And I was like, I was in that breath, but she'd like talk to me the entire marathon, which is like crazy. I would never do that again. Not recommended.
Starting point is 01:13:37 Well, thank you for like the openness, the commitment to like really explore. Would it be cool if I played back how I experienced you? Yeah. Really open, open to ideas, open to experiences. You have like this balance between introversion and extroversion. You're naturally introverted, but you extrovert in the way that you think. And I think you're mostly a thinking extrovert, if you will. The amount of neuroticism that you have is on the anxious side, but it's not overwhelming,
Starting point is 01:14:11 but it's part of your motor. Like you are working really hard. I think it stems though that you just wanted to know that you mattered. And that's part of that big motor that you had, but it's not as much of the broth, if you will, anymore. It seems like you've got a degree of agreeableness that makes you easy to talk to and likable, but you've got your own set of ideas. And I think probably privately like, why did I say that?
Starting point is 01:14:43 Or I didn't, that's not exactly what I meant, but you get your thing in there. I think that that might be some of the case there. I think you've got this radical ability to go broad and narrow with your attention so that you can, you don't get caught in just like this narrow train of an idea. You're able to kind of pull back and, and, and keep the aperture open. i think you're probably hard on yourself but you didn't bring that forward calibrate that with me are you hard on yourself or did i did i get that wrong no i am hard on myself i expect more out of myself yeah but i think that's one part of the process of being quote-unquote successful is you like you over you you aim for higher than you can reach yeah but it doesn't get in your way no because like i think i like i said to you before i'm not
Starting point is 01:15:30 afraid of failing because if that doesn't work i'll do something different something different yeah yeah you've got this balance between internally driven and externally driven like you've got that balance between the two that keeps the motor high um you're unapologetic about like, yeah, I like all of this stuff. And then I also like the way it feels to create. And so you are of the ilk of the frontier forward pushing pioneers, meaning that you've made some fundamental decisions in your life. You push, you build capacity, push limits, build capacity, all the skills skills and tools you're able to kind of let it go and let it fly and see how it goes there's a vulnerability and a high trust thing that happens there and i think you're good at adjusting and pivoting you know based on the information
Starting point is 01:16:14 that comes back through and that's what all the pioneers do like that might be the most important in my opinion for the people who have that have been pioneering you said you have to always adapt and move yeah right yeah change is like so important and like i love change yeah that's cool most people are afraid of it and i think you have to just go with it that's what's going to change you and make you some some make you special i'm rooting for you at one point to go really deep in a relationship now i i will yeah i've i've teased it i've had i've had solid relationships i just don't think maybe i pivot too much because like i'm like i like you know if you're like playing for a basketball team you get traded all the time you know how do you like your life to your partner
Starting point is 01:16:54 really depends on where you're going all the time it's like i want someone that's able to also live a full life and be able to not need me yes that's the most attractive thing and i i've stuck a lot of times without that they've got a radical life themselves and but and we can figure out the rhythm between the two of us yeah that's that's key also i work in the in a field where not a lot of women are my age you know they're younger yeah they're always younger that's just what it is i mean there's women that are my age that are i mean i've had relationships with women that are older than me um it's you don't meet them that often you know you mean them at the oscars parties or whatever but like every my day-to-day life it's like i play for nightclubs and i play for the promoters or you
Starting point is 01:17:32 know the artists are younger and it's it's hard to have a relationship with the women's that are like under 35 or whatever it's like very difficult um but you know i also feel like there's things i want to accomplish as a father and as a person that that might make me feel more secure and giving away more too or i never might never find those those goals might be unattainable as well they're there they are there for you all right brother thank you for coming in thank you for sharing the way you share i'm rooting for you i love what you create and this is a real treat for me. Yeah. Thanks for having me.
Starting point is 01:18:07 Yeah, it was awesome. I also really like your haircut. Thanks, man. You didn't have it the last time I, like when I was watching the other ones. I like it. That's good. Christina, that's for you. Thank you.
Starting point is 01:18:16 Yeah. I appreciate you. Thanks guys. That is a conversation to remember. What did you think, Emma? Yeah, you guys covered a lot of ground. So next up, we're actually back to the Modern Leadership series as you sit down with the brilliant Rhonda Morris.
Starting point is 01:18:32 Ah, Rhonda Morris. Here we go. I mean, how much fun is Rhonda? I actually love this one. Rhonda is so insightful. Okay, so as part of our series on Modern Leadership, I had the opportunity to sit down with the wonderful Rhonda Morris, a trailblazing HR executive redefining leadership in the modern workplace. People look to her.
Starting point is 01:18:52 We explore what it means to create cultures where people thrive, the power of human connection in business, and the unseen challenges of being a double only, both the only woman and the only person of color in leadership. Rhonda's journey is one of truth telling. And then she couples that with the pursuit of excellence. And she is so much fun. Make sure that you tune in for this great conversation. All right. Thank you so much for diving into another episode of Finding Mastery with us. Our team loves creating this podcast and sharing these conversations with you.
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