Goes Without Saying - off the record: self-acceptance, friendship, & drama

Episode Date: October 15, 2023

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it was real like god i'm i'm training to be a newswoman but anyway that really sums up the energy of this episode of just it is really weird chaotic strange behavior coming from us in this episode we're answering questions that you've said you've told us some stuff we're giving back some stuff and think of your inner mood for something a little bit cozy a little bit silly it feels very real very real we were speaking very honestly at the beginning about the podcast remember that oh yeah i do remember that that feels like a long time ago now it does it was a good episode and i think you'll enjoy it so hopefully enjoy one of my favorites

lisa's geese off the record yeah well and truly off the record just between us if i hope no one's listening steven bartlett if you're out there i now speak directly to you how is everyone i wonder hope we're catching you in a good moment a great moment what did i say that one time hope wherever we find you in your universal journey you're a great no you didn't oh my god you were like what just happened that brings a really horrendous but it's true what's going on with you guys would love to know yeah i hope we kind of caught you on an autumny walk you've got like a coffee in your hands you're walking your dog you're on your way to work something stunning that's good how are we faring in your minds are we kind of letting you down past who apps haven't been hitting and you're kind of thinking right i'll give them one more go that's what they're

thinking yeah that is what they're thinking almost your favorite podcast we can't always be thriving guys can you give us a break yeah god we're just in our um not in our harvest season take us as we come it's like your favorite podcast is there on a break and it's like i will put them on let's just a free-for-all space let's just all come as we are do you feel like we're flopping because you said that in an episode a few episodes ago but then you just said that so are you feeling like we're flopping at the moment or something did i say yeah you were like well no you didn't say we're flopping i'm projecting that onto myself but you said i'm flopping you said like oh i think i'm in a floppy like i'm flopping at the moment no i think i'm the podcast i said i'm in a flop here like i'm flopping at the moment no i think on the podcast i said i'm feeling a bit weird like i feel like i come to the podcast and i have nothing to say

and you said no no vividly yes you replied saying yeah i think you're in your flop era and i said okay i said okay i'll let you explain and then you didn't really if you actually i said i think you are in a flop era because what i've seen from everyone's messages is that it's in their minds so the fact you're saying that means that you are because it's all in the mind you're not actually flopping i feel good i feel good believe it or not and i don't think we're i think i think we're in an era of just figuring it out and like i think almost what becomes quite concerning is the awareness of having a podcast boohoo like i get it like yeah not this old again nobody cares like right turn the microphone off there yeah i just don't think it hits

how we want it to hit no it doesn't hit but between you and i yeah yeah between off the record you you'll never know how much we care guys we don't look like it but we do really really care i think we do god we go on we bang on about it enough we do bang on i think it's pretty clear that we care almost well anyway to a sad level should we start off then on this note someone actually said what happened to the youtube channel you said you were gonna do yeah and all the other things we said we were gonna do this i think is an important um it's it's almost like i don't want this to be i don't want it to seem like this is something um that we don't want to speak about i think the more we can speak publicly about our hopes and dreams and the more we have a chance of making them come

true yeah but also like the more the more honest we can be about where we feel like we're falling short and where we feel like our human existence is getting in the way of things that we want to do i think it's not human existence game sorry is it getting in the way of the youtube channel um well i think just generally the fact that we're two human beings with ups and downs and natural kind of learning curves and seasons of life and whatever and all of the shit that comes with it i think it's pretty obvious at this point and if it isn't then i don't know this might be a shock to you but we are not two perfect um pedestal ex-love islanders who can pop on in and out of the internet i think that's abundantly clear share their kind of insides and like feel nothing about

it like this it hits heavy for us and there are challenges and ups and downs that come with it and we care a lot and we want to do things well and we want to do things properly and we want to enjoy it and we want to do everything in good faith and that means that there are loads of things that we want to do and we can't jump in headfirst and do them tomorrow i think that's the thing i think we just had to be quite strategic about it almost because the natural impulse is to be like i want to do this thing so i'm going to fucking do it now like start start start start and we upload what two videos and then we can't um keep up with it i think our priority is this space the podcast and we kind of had to make that sort of strategic sort of decision of like we only have we know we

only have a certain amount of energy where do we want to put it do we want to put it in growing a youtube channel even though we would fucking love to make videos more than like it would be so far to be able to see our mouths move when we talk like that will be great and it's coming it's in the pipeline in my mind like oh it's not something that's left in the dust i think i think it's the priority of like we need to work on this like we don't want to let this slip at all totally and we've only got so much energy to give i think as well we've been able to do this really well because in so many ways it's very much a safe cocoon of our own creation exactly and the minute there's a camera out between two young women it just introduces new fears and challenges new fear

unlocked it just introduces new missions and new kind of obstacles i think we're ready for them i think we're ready for those missions because to me there's no more mission in making long form video than there is in short form video if it's my fucking face and my fucking body on a camera same fucking issue like there's no the length of time that i'm being exposed to it is very minor in a factor in that decision like i i think we are so ready to do that sort of content i think it's just the fact that for us it's almost like right okay if we had our priorities in order we've got we definitely don't need to she needs our priorities yeah i think it's just we um we you know there's there's always thoughts guys there's always we still

want to do it basically that's kind of the thing we still really want to get it in your diaries get it to be honest it is happening at some point i really really really want to do it i almost think somewhere in the universe, it's already happening. I know, but we're not in that universe. Somewhere out there. If you can somehow shift to a new reality, you might be able to catch our videos.

I think just, like, thanks for bearing with, like, we... Thanks for being here in this space. Like, the... i think we're only very recently as well kind of coming to terms with the fact that there are like real people listening and i know they're saying that for the past like two years but but it's just no process it's a slow process of understanding that like when you speak after a while people will start listening like you throw enough shit out there and people just get so tired of you they're like all right i'll have to give them a go sort of thing um i still feel pretty fresh here i don't know about you but i feel like yeah i just got here

like even so many ways we haven't though we have been doing this for a while no but you know what like i think it's still we have always been like learning through it like finding our voice through it we didn't come to one another and be like, I know we're going to do a podcast and this is exactly how it's going to sound. Like we have really learned on the job. We have learned on the job. And I have no shame in like celebrating the fact that there are loads of parts of this

that I don't naturally, I'm not naturally great at and like. Absolutely not. It's just. Not you, not you or not. Me, absolutely not. Absolutely not, you're in your flock. at and like absolutely not it's not you not you're not me absolutely not you're in your flock absolutely not absolutely not no absolutely i think there's no shame in just accepting like we're just trying our best and sometimes our best like isn't amazing or like even very good but it's what we're offering and i'm happy about it yeah i'm really if i found

this podcast i'd be happy oh big time i actually think as a kid like not as a kid but like almost five years ago three years ago even this be right on my street i think there's there's a fucking thing i don't know who who said this i don't know where i've got this from i think it's just like a thing that goes around but it hit me in a different way recently you know the whole thing of like create the thing that you want to exist yeah that but someone said it recently that like went a bit further it's like create the thing that you needed growing up and that's exactly how i feel about this that this is exactly the energy i needed as a teenager as a young yeah early 20s

girl and it's to be honest it's the energy that i need now and i think i'll continue to need throughout my life that i think bottom line with this whole space is like as long as we both feel good in it we're enjoying it we feel so overwhelmingly proud of it and that we hang on i just got lost in feeling so proud of us i got distracted um let me just come back to my thoughts sorry just as long as we feel content with turning up every monday and thursday or whatever and trying our best and just showing up as we are and hopefully showing you by example that you can show up as you are in your life there's not really much that someone could say to make me feel negatively about this thing or myself anymore like that it's almost i do feel very strongly that it's not um a kind of perfect shiny diamond but i'm happy with the shit that we're shoveling yeah i feel really i feel really

comfortable in it that like i feel really um I feel very confident in the fact that if it's for you it will find you and you'll like it and that will come in waves I'm sure but it's not for everyone but as long as it's for us and the people that agree and the people that feel it that's surely all that matters then mission accomplished i think that's it i've never ever ever been interested in making anything that everyone will love like i think that shows me that i haven't done anything worthwhile any substance at all like i hope not that we've had any criticisms is criticism at all but i think it's just like um yeah i feel really proud of it and i think also with things like the youtube channel and things that we want to do there's so many things that we want to do like whenever we

have like a bit of a moment like a bit of a brainstorming we sometimes refer to it as this is a real throwback to the higher precessive days we call it the higher fire that we're feeling we're like are you feeling the higher fire just when you thought we couldn't get any worse have we said god i'm really feeling the higher fire and i when you thought we couldn't get any worse. Have we said higher fire before publicly? God, I'm really feeling the higher fire. And I think what that means is we've tapped back into that very early energy of like, God, there's so fucking much that we want to do. And the YouTube channel is one of those things.

It's like, yeah, I still fucking really want to do it. But we also have had, we've spoken about it before, meetings about a book. Like management stuff going, no, cut that out maybe. Can I say that? Of course you can. Potentially changing management stuff go going no cut that out maybe can i say that of course you can potentially changing management things going on like there's only not that no yeah that's fine it's fine can i say that yeah yeah yeah you can say it it's all good um there's just stuff going on like we want to do everything basically but again our pride but maintaining the priority as the podcast yeah as long as we feel good in it and you know that you're valued for appreciating it that's all that matters yeah i think should we move on because i feel like i'm literally sorry sorry sorry sorry

i'm so sorry sorry not not you not you not you oh oh god not you jesus god i'm so sorry if you thought i was saying calling you a snooze fest i'm calling you always yawn at me i'm tired person so tired um what was i gonna say i quite like this vibe from us i know you're finding it doing a snooze fest but i'm liking it i like it i just feels very no no i think i'm snooze fest, but I'm liking it. I like it. I just feel it's very... No, no. Concern of snooze fests. Fuck the concern. Who are you making it for then? What, literally what were we just saying?

True. Do you know what I mean? Well, did you have anything else to say on that then? No, no. I thought it was perfect. Okay, perfect. Same. I've got another question that I quite liked.

Go, go. Take it away. What should I do about my office crush bad idea or great flirting opportunity great flirting opportunity just keep your keep your wits about you because i think if you hold this person up in natural light and they start to look like a goblin like i feel like the workplace environment we've said it before it can um it's it's really like it can it's not all the gold it can really go wrong it's quite a um rose tint over a lot of dynamics i feel like mediocre men potentially can suddenly be some may say hot yes and that's not your fault no no no it's the lighting in there what would we expect

look we're only human but we just have to be aware i think it's great flirting opportunity but i think it's also maybe that's as far as i would advise you taking it like i think basically there's nothing i love more than hearing about people's like office crushes and stuff i think it's i i actually feel a bit like not even deprived of it but that's specific you don't have a crush on me i'm your workplace yeah no it's like well i'm a bit starved for options here yeah i need to get we basically whoever the new management is let's get let's get a hottie and involved well this is what i was gonna say is i think um be wary as well of the power dynamic between you it's like it's all well and good when you're kind of like peers god yeah but just be aware i don't want this to be like a 55 year old married man yeah who's gonna be exploiting my sweet sweet

girlies absolutely do you know what i mean get behind me guys get behind me get behind let us deal with this with the mess you've caused wendy's small frosty is the ultimate summer refreshment and not because it's cool and creamy and made with fresh Canadian dairy. It's also refreshingly cheap. Just 99 cents until July 14th. It's a treat for you and your wallet. ACAST powers the world's best podcasts.

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these people like you're you're in a quite good advice and you've got some people on the go like you've got one that's in the fucking boardroom you've got one that worked in the cafe downstairs you've got one that's in your office one that's in your team like i think let's get a few going here let's let's not overly romanticize one person let's just romanticize the most let's not fall in love with one person let's take let's fall in love with everyone yeah let's take with everyone yeah i'll take the lot why just have jim when you could also have there's literally no one else good no it's not really ryan i thought i was gonna say ryan at a push even creed um but you could also take maybe

i would take pam kelly yeah exactly like there are two more people here i imagine yeah like why just have why just have one i mean it's gonna be hard if you're in literally i would take pam kelly yeah exactly like there are two more people here and jim yeah like why just have why just have one i mean it's gonna be hard if you're in literally dunder mifflin like there is only one good option but i'm sure wherever you're working there are some hot people that you can fantasize about for sure whatever gets through the day honestly exactly i think that's it it's like look there's no shame i'm not there's no god you've been put into a chair on a desk there's no shame what you need to do yeah whatever you do between the hours of nine to half six it's got nothing to do with this one it's up to you yeah that's on you but i think yeah get a few going and i wouldn't advise taking any further than flirting just because then you've got to see them what are the office party and you see them in

a pub and you think oh what have i done oh there's someone said this is oh it's also a podcast thing so i didn't want to like bring back another podcast thing but it's just almost a little one-liner someone said do you ever run out of ideas for episodes well they didn't actually say for episodes well they said do you ever run out of ideas and i did for episodes yeah i know but it almost could be in life doesn't have to be about the podcast okay do you ever run out of ideas and i did for episodes yeah i know but it almost could be in life doesn't have to be about the podcast okay do you ever run out of ideas in life um for the podcast yeah or hang on um i don't know you go what were your thoughts well i was just gonna give the one-liner we were in a meeting yeah semi recently and i think actually it's a question that gets asked a lot i've been asked

that i don't know about the best thing you've ever said honestly yeah no i'm actually really proud of it you called me princess diana after i said it so i thought that's when you know you've done well you've been pr trained there were three of us in the marriage she just pulled this crazy line out of her ass and i was like this is insane it was a sight to behold but i get asked it quite often like oh like do you ever run out of ideas brackets for the episodes yeah yeah like that is that just do you run out of things to talk about and the thing i said and i think i stand by this as my answer i think we ran out a long time ago yeah like we actually there are only so many topics in this life in this universe on this journey on this universal journey as you say

we ran out a long time ago and i actually think it does show how um the like the universe the universality of all topics that you could keep fucking giving there are new angles there are new thoughts on fucking everything agreed you can well that's what kind of when we were saying before about like we could be having a conversation about jim and pam but it's actually a conversation about kind of feminism and also do you know what i mean like it's always something the the vehicle that we use to explore our current thoughts could be any old thing but what and i think that's what's important is you're not getting a perfect succinct essay on our most up-to-date thoughts on um kind of anything yeah give me a topic feminism

feminism for example you're not getting a concise and insightful piece on it you're not i wish you were sometimes but you're just not you're you're getting and what i think is actually feminism in itself is two young women uncensored and exploring and hopefully quite an unapologetic but compassionate and i think quite intelligent and insightful but also kind of vulnerable and and sometimes naive way in their own space and and sharing it with other people and hopefully finding like-minded people who are who are curious to hear the conversation too i think it's more so about our dynamic and how we're feeling at that moment rather than an exploration of a succinct topic because i

i'm not looking to create that kind of content and it's also it's not the kind of content that we particularly enjoy i have to be in a certain type of mood to hear someone speaking in a way that feels quite curated and almost educational yeah i think if you read between the lines you could get some education from us but if we were trying to make educational content the content would be very different rest assured like i might have come with some notes yeah perhaps wouldn't be please don't think for a moment that this is a perfect lecture piece on x y and z topic and i know you know but i think it's important to hear women speaking freely about god knows what whatever they're feeling on a thursday afternoon i do think it's important and i think even the most vapid quote-unquote vapid meaningless content on social media is a really important statement for young women and anyone who feels

like they have something to say to take up the space talk your shit find people who like you share the love back and enjoy your life like not everything has to be um kind of referenced by an old white man or held up for someone's kind of professional works or like piece of literature it can be a silly little podcast on the internet that made you feel good for half an hour i don't see us like that at all i think like yeah there's definitely the room for that but i would never use the words like vapid or like um silly like i just don't think i think there's there's obviously there should be the room for that totally but i think we i don't know i don't see any need for us to be referenced by blah blah like i don't see the need for any of that but i literally because i see us as on par with that i agree i well that you know

like i said at the beginning i see such inherent value in us as people and what we do in this space and i hope by extension we not only make the listener feel inherently valuable in themselves but also free to explore all their best bits and all of their like worst ugly sides and let everything exist in the nuance in the gray area and be a little bit shit and a little bit amazing at the same time perfect honestly couldn't agree more a little bit shit a little bit amazing at the same time perfect honestly couldn't agree more a little bit shit a little bit amazing do you know what i mean sometimes maybe good sometimes maybe shit that's a classic jose marino quote is it yeah this is what having a boyfriend does to you it gives you like weird football references jose marino someone's like god haven't heard that word in years poor man okay any thoughts i could do

okay maybe this is fun okay i don't know if i trust you if you had to go this is good though if you know that it's not good but almost like are you gonna put me on the spot sort of thing no no no it's not but maybe we should do it as our joint trip okay so all right we're going on a road trip and it's they said if you had to go on a road trip with five people dead or alive who would it be yeah so we're in a seven seater jesus we're in a seven seater which my mom used to have voxel sephira no way same god many a tear in the back oh my god yeah no same terrible times it's not good when you see that sephira pulling up you think many um all right who's invited and who's not so it's me and you to start off with dead or alive so

we could be five dead bodies that we've got i quite like the idea of um almost dropping them off on the way and and at the end we're stuck with one person it's like charlie bucket augustus you were too greedy violet you're a bit selfish um all right um right okay so who we who do we pick up first also do we start with the five no so i think we need we need a good time gal in there we need a fun person who we picking um i want someone that i can be myself around yeah same just thinking we could take emma or miley emma watson me or miley cyrus i think i could be myself probably more uh what do you think i think if i'm going for a good time girl i'm gonna go on my side sure she could sing us oh my god oh my god we've got in the passenger seat going yeah oh my god we've got music we're in the last song okay okay we're going miley sure and we do a james corden we say you

don't mind if i just put on some music okay so miley's here i mean i don't need anyone else if i've got miley in the back seat what about like steve carell immediately shy immediately i'm nervous but it would be fun although is he a bit boring in real life i think he's a sweetie boy yeah i don't really need a sweetie boy i'm more thinking michael we can leave him we could pick him up at a later date no no if you didn't make the cut you're too boring literally said no one ever like it's the craziest thing to say like such a long career like comedy genius comedy legend legend in the

game and we're like you're fucking boring not funny enough we drive past we're like boom tomato tomato out the window he's like hitchhiking like sorry steve sorry steve honestly you'll bring the vibe down um i don't know how i made the cut no yeah no yeah yeah we've arranged the trip yeah uh so we've got me you miley what a weird guy so far it's feeling pretty normal me you miley steve chasing along he's not getting in um he's kind of doing a martin mcfly like he's kind of on his skateboard holding on to the back of the car i'm almost seeing he's doing a bit of um peter park Parker at the start of Spider-Man smashing on the window of the toolbox. And we're like, he's got in a taxi and he said, follow that car.

And it's us in our little pink convertible. A hundred percent he's followed that car. The thing is, like, I want people, I wouldn't mind, and don't judge me, but I wouldn't mind Trisha Paytas turning up with some food. Oh my God. Yeah, I wouldtas turning up with some food. Oh my god, yeah. I would love, I've got some questions. And that's not to put my stamp of approval on her or, you know, Steffi and Wing endorse Trisha Paytas in any way. No, not at all.

It's just a road trip. It's just a road trip. It's just a road trip. Between five friends. Just a road trip. Or seven friends. Sorry, my mistake. God, five people's a lot.

Why would you ask this of us? The thing is, if we're taking Trisha, should we cause some beef and invite ethan yes yes that's really the words right out of my mouth yes oh my god it's frenemies reunited ethan trisha and miley paul miley cyrus in the back and then we could also podcast comedy gold we could also get those two girls from call her daddy oh my god unite them as well why are we bringing them because they're not a scrap we've got some questions to ask them yeah wait but we could say what's not to do do we have to bring them both no because they're filling up two seats for one person they're booked and busy they to be honest they can't afford to to not cut they they they can't afford to come they they've got other priorities i think they might bring the vibe down just commitment

we'll be hearing about too much drama i'll be more interested in ethan and trisha's drama than i don't want to make them uncomfortable though no no no and there will be a long journey i kind of i'm kind of getting the vibe that if we if it was me you trisha paytas and ethan klein and miley cyrus if i need to pull over and go for a wee a few times i'm almost thinking you might gang up on me a bit no because i'll need it too oh okay so i'll be like i'll do that thing where you drive off and then you stop and you go go come on we can do it what would be quite good i'm almost thinking is we're on this road trip we've picked up all these freaks and every time we kind of go for the occasional we so that we

can have a bit of a debrief we can debrief yeah and we can say like did you not see when ethan said that i thought that was crazy so true right we've got one more seat there no we've got two more two two more seats that's a lot okay okay right let's really should we give will smith his redemption arc no no jesus christ i'm getting out the car what about um why would you even want to do that it's crazy because i love him god no he's not in the car i love him sweet sweet you know poor guy i don't know you need to read his book yeah yeah i do yeah maybe one day you don't you know nothing about this man no yeah i don't all i've seen is a slap and i didn't love it and that was all you saw that's yeah have you even seen i

robot no i haven't i haven't even seen that other one with the dead dog um i am legend i am legend all right marley and me he's not okay i mean i am legend i just said the one with the dead dog yes got you got you um well what about what about some eye candy for you why well okay who uh what about um jay johnson nick miller no because i think he's actually quite boring in real life it's the classic curse of the comedian i think it's just almost whenever i hear an interview of a comedian i'm dead i'm like oh you're not basically it's just you're not almost are they trying to overcompensate they're actually they try and come off in the interview is a bit serious because they yeah it's a funny guy i don't know they're a student of comedy yeah i don't need that from you

so true um all right well we've got two suckers left i don't know who we're picking maybe just a couple people will smith and we could also bring Chris Rock. We could just have a drama cut. It's just mental. I'm actually dying of thought. Like, Will's in the back. He's like, wait, no, Chris Rock's in the back. He's like, wait, who's that in the distance?

Don't tell me we're picking up Will Smith. He's like, no, Chris rocks in the back. He's like, wait, who's that in the distance? Don't tell me we're picking up Will Smith. He's like, no, stop the car, I'm getting out. He's like, don't you dare, Paul. Don't you dare pick up Will Smith. Why is Miley here? She's there for moral support. His three iconic duos and Miley Cyrus. I'm so concerned for's perfect it's perfect yeah

that's the perfect card i think that's our answer i feel really good about that yes that's so fun where are we going i think we're just looping around the block a few times that's funny i'm happy about that okay that's fine i can't wait obviously in the pink convertible but it's also somehow a voxel yeah put it in your diaries guys road trip is so traumatic i know it really hurts um well that was nice should we just find a little should we do one more yeah that's fucking so funny my stomach hurts you should do um you know for those like the episode spoilers the no context spoilers you should do a picture of us in a pink box with just those faces it's almost like i'm so confused what the hell is that and there's

there's no explanation in the episode it's like you're listening you'll still be confused it couldn't be weirder favorite autumnal drink i okay you go first well actually i have an answer i didn't even think of this but actually i have a perfect answer i'm really into this isn't the full drink but i'm really into hazelnut milk at the moment oh yeah i'm putting that in hot chocolates and things like that and it's really quite delicious i like that because i do like a hazelnut flavoring coffee situation in my four coffees a day or whatever yeah but yeah i think you might be into it actually i really like the idea of it coming from the milk because then it's like not like you're well also why i like it is i've just i my mom told me a thing about she was reading about oat milk

and just basically oats how they absorb pesticides really well in a bad way like yeah and just the amount of oat milk that we drink and then we tried an organic oat milk and it was fucking vile you know what's a good organic milk hazelnut milk oh sorry sorry no it's just we've been trying all the milks we've just been going through we bought like five different milks the minor figures barista oat milk organic it's not organic though it is organic oh really oh my god i've never i know i've never tried that oh my god that's maybe you can try it when you come over oh perfect because the only one i've tried oh i don't even know what brand it is but there's one that's organic i think it's like maybe one of these main ones well maybe quite good not to name and shame

okay well i actually also i don't know i mean I wouldn't mind working with Alpro I would love to I used to drink an Alpro chocolate soy milk every day at school that was like my thing I was yeah I would even say I was a bit known for my chocolate I'm sure you are I'm sure you are it's yummy what's your um four coffees I guess is your four coffees but i'm really into a chai or a dirty chai oh what's a dirty chai with with one of my four coffees in it so a chai is like just a creamy oh spicy yummy chai yeah but a dirty chai is a chai with coffee got it and it's i'm really into it i've been into chai for a long time though so i'm kind of over it i mean there was a time when i was i was pumping out the chai multiple times a day you know what

i'm really into not a drink but i'm really into um a cinnamon bun oh yeah that sounds good i had one this morning and it was called on the menu poshest thing i've ever heard i literally had to google it and i was so happy to see the image that i saw on the google search oh god what is it a morning bun would you know that what that is if someone said to you do you want a morning bun so i i'd always seen it on the menu i thought morning bun that sounds like something that isn't made for me like i guess i i'm not one who knows about the morning bun i would almost picture just like a bun like some sort of bread that you put like butter on. Yeah, that's kind of what I was picturing.

Alack, it wasn't, much to my surprise, even better. It was like- Cinnamon swirl. It was basically a cinnamon swirl. There was no icing, but it was like loaded with cinnamon and the pastry was almost quite thick. It's kind of hard to explain, but I am now a big fan of the morning bun.

God, I really like the sound of that. Well, you know, when you come on down am now a big fan of the morning bun god i really like the sound of that well you know when you come on down maybe yeah oh my god 100 yeah yeah that sounds amazing okay i'm all up for a morning bun lovely we packed them in the car for our right yeah guys anyone want a morning bun chris chris will chris this is why i wanted trisha because i love when she picks food out of her long fingernails yeah it's delicious so vulgar and i'm like wow just do that in my face like yeah yeah it's almost like a need to eat there was one that she did there was one that she did and i believe this was with the now um sort of what's what's the word like almost like scandal now like kind of infamous defamed um woman colleen ballinger oh god yeah she did a mukbang with her and they had like so many cuisines on the table it was like a

tagliatelle if i remember like and also like something else like so many pastas on the table it was like a tagliatelle if i remember like and also like something else like so many pastas on the table and it looked so good that sounds really good yeah wow that was like years ago it looked amazing nothing i still think about them to watch a woman eat i know i love to watch a woman eat and i know more than anything more than that i love to be a woman eating i love to be an eating woman and even more than that i love to be a woman eating in the company of a woman eating it's it's food with a view put it on my grave it's a woman eating watching a woman eat perfect perfect delicious bon appetit it's on the house right well on that note yeah if you don't you don't hear from us, esteem the West.