Good Life Project - James Victore | How to Have a Point of View [BEST OF]
Episode Date: August 16, 2021When James Victore was told by a professor, in his design program during college, that he wasn’t cut out for the famed institution he’d been attending, instead of arguing, he left. Then, promptly ...launched and built his own successful design consultancy. Years later, an accomplished illustrator, designer, and provocateur of the status quo, he returned to that very school, but this team, to teach is own perpetually-packed class. James has been described as part Darth Vader, part Yoda, prolific storyteller, designer, provocateur, artist, activist and teacher. A designer and creative thought leader who people look to find clarity and purpose in their life and work. He’s widely known for his impassioned views about design and its place in the world. At the helm of his independently run design studio, James makes work that takes a strong position and often toes the line between sacred and the profane. And, the world has taken notice. His work has been exhibited at the Museum of Modern Art in New York, in the permanent collections of the Louvre and the Library of Congress and his client list includes countless industry leaders. His book, “Feck Perfuction“ is sort of his manifesto on living a creative, full-contact and alive life.More recently, he’s been facilitating a Live Mentoring Program he calls ‘The Creative Warrior,' which is the culmination of decades of teaching, mentoring, sharing and, as he describes it, “just me having fun with brave souls.” So excited to share this Best Of conversation with you. You can find James at: Website | InstagramIf you LOVED this episode:You’ll also love the conversations we had with Seth Godin about the importance of honoring your inner voice and developing a practice of personal innovation.-------------Have you discovered your Sparketype yet? Take the Sparketype Assessment™ now. IT’S FREE (https://sparketype.com/) and takes about 7-minutes to complete. At a minimum, it’ll open your eyes in a big way. It also just might change your life.If you enjoyed the show, please share it with a friend. Thank you to our super cool brand partners. If you like the show, please support them - they help make the podcast possible. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
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So when James Victoria was told by a professor in his design program during college that he just
wasn't cut out for the famed institution that he was attending, instead of arguing, he left and
then promptly launched and built his own successful design studio years later. An accomplished
illustrator, designer, and provocateur of the status quo. He returned to that
very school, but this time to teach his own perpetually packed class. So James has been
described as part Darth Vader, part Yoda, prolific storyteller, designer, provocateur, artist,
activist, and teacher, a designer and creative thought leader who people look to to find clarity and purpose in their life
and work. He's widely known for this deeply impassioned view on design and its place in
the world. At the helm of his independently run design studio, James makes work that takes a
really strong position and often toes the line between sacred and profane, and the world has
taken notice. His work has been exhibited at the
Museum of Modern Art in New York in the permanent collections of the Louvre and the Library of
Congress. His client list includes countless industry leaders. His book, Effect Perfection,
is sort of a manifesto on living a creative, full contact, and alive life. And more recently,
he's been facilitating a live mentoring program
that he calls The Creative Warrior, which is the culmination of decades of teaching and mentoring
and sharing. And as he describes it, just me having fun with brave souls. So excited to share
this best of conversation with you. And before we dive into it, I also want to take a moment to share some super exciting news. So my new book, Sparked, is now available for pre-order. This is really the
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So by the time I was five years old, I'd lived in five different places.
Got it, got it, got it.
On bases?
Yeah, bases all around the country.
My mom moved three kids on her own in a Dodge station wagon across the country twice.
Man.
These are the people who raised me.
Yeah, but we ended up when I was five in upstate New York, Plattsburgh, New York.
And my parents liked it and they liked the schools and we stayed there for forever.
And then, you know, when I was 19, I was like, I think something else is coming. So totally out of like a, you know, John Cougar song or a Springsteen song, you know.
I got the call of the wild.
Plus we're going to sub-state, but it's a college town too, isn't it?
Yeah, college and military base, yeah.
I didn't realize there was military there.
State University of New York, yeah.
No longer a military.
So one of the first things I learned early on was there's no security.
There's no job security, right?
You're in the military and you think, you know, especially my father was a lifer.
You know, there's no security.
So the base just up and closed.
Man, but they decided to stay.
So did he actually opt out of the military at that point then?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
That must have been like, I mean, jarring for him and the whole family.
It was jarring for the whole family.
And, you know, and then he started, you know, he was, he was a, he's a supporter.
That's what he did.
And so he took odd jobs and he worked as a security guard at the university.
And then finally, we were a ski family at that time.
We were skiing because it's upstate New York.
And the shop that we bought from was closing and my father took it over.
So through high school, he owned a ski shop and we were heavy into it.
And I was a national ski patrol and you know, though it was, that was kind of a,
you know, a groovy, but weird, difficult time. Cause you know, my father was, you know, not a
business man. He was just trying to figure stuff out and he just, you know, what I learned from
him was, you know, never complain and figure stuff out. Yeah. I mean, but I mean, what a great thing
to learn sort of like in an early age, it's like stuff happens, you have no control over it. Yeah.
You don't give up. You just like, okay, so what's next? Yeah. Adapt, you know, control over it. Yeah. You don't give up. You're just like, okay, so what's next?
Yeah.
Adapt or die.
Yeah.
Yeah.
All right.
So we know that you grew up in the Plasbrook area.
You were into skiing and all this other stuff.
There would be, if I looked at your life right now, where does the James that's sort of like
it's present and creative and progressive and provocative, does that start to show up
at a really early age?
You know, it's funny.
People ask me about that type of question. And I say,
you know what? I was born to do this. I was totally born to do this. You know,
the first two lines of my book say, we're all born wildly creative. Some of us just forgot,
you know, I, there were so many signs early on that I should do this, that I, you know, when I was a kid, one of the more
prevalent things that I can remember when I was a kid was that I was called creative and it wasn't
a compliment. It meant I disrupted. It meant I talked out of, yeah, weird, exactly weird. And
it just, you know, again and again and again and again. And sometimes it was of a benefit. Most of
the times it was a target, but I kept on. And like I said, well, you know, I went to a, basically a college prep high school run by the Brothers of Christian Instruction. And,
you know, I was an alternate for the Air Force Academy and thank God that didn't work out.
So I was waiting tables in my hometown and being ski patrol on the weekend and, you know,
whatever odd jobs I could do. And the chef at the time in this tiny little Italian restaurant, his name was Gary Danko.
And he now owns a restaurant named Gary Danko in San Francisco.
And it's one of the, you know, three, he's a two-star Michelin restaurant, one of the
restaurants you can't get into.
And we were sitting at the bar when I was, you know, 19.
And he just said, Jimmy, go to New York. And I just did. I literally,
like literally four days later, got on a bus with $300 and moved to New York and ended up,
I came here to study at the School of Visual Arts. And after about two years, a little over two years at SVA, an instructor took me aside and said, listen, this field is very competitive.
There are a lot of people looking for the same jobs.
And he suggested I basically become a CPA or golf pro.
He just said, you know, you don't got it.
You don't got it.
Well, that's encouraging.
Yeah, totally. So I literally, you know, day later, I dropped out of school and I called my dad and I said, hey, so I'm going to drop out of, you know, art school.
And he said, but I thought you wanted to, you know, be a fancy art director and have your name on the door.
And I said, oh, no, no, no, no.
I'm going to get that.
I'm just not going to finish school.
And that's exactly what I did. And literally a week later, I walked into one of my professor's studios,
who I'd already had some of a relationship with.
His name was Paul Bacon.
His studio was on the 11th floor of Carnegie Hall.
He was a book jacket designer.
If you go to an antique bookstore, an old bookstore,
and you start looking at the spines and you start looking at the all of them.
Oh, my God.
Joseph Heller's Catch-22.
The Jaws that became the movie poster uh all these iconic nests all of joseph heller all of kurt
varnagat all of james clavelle all of robert ludlam you know this stuff this stuff it was a
tiny little you know three-person studio and when i was in paul's studio i just put together a
portfolio of obviously fake book jackets and went out and got, went out.
A girlfriend of mine had the, had the name of an art director at HarperCollins.
I think it was Harper and Row then.
I think it's HarperCollins now.
I forget.
One of those two things.
But called, got an appointment, left with work.
And I've been working ever since.
Just, just started.
Man, that's a lot of your dad in you.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Just, just, yeah. You of your dad in you. Yeah. Yeah. Just, yeah.
You know, make it so.
Yeah.
Two conversations led to two profoundly different outcomes.
One is a conversation when you're a kid, 19 years old, and go to New York, and you do it.
You drop in 300 bucks, and you're there.
And then this other conversation, two years into SVA, where you go, like, you just don't have it.
And, like, within a matter of, you a matter of, in the blink of an eye,
you make a decision to change course. Still do that.
Yeah, it's so interesting. So a couple of years ago, I had a chance to sit down actually with
Milton Glaser to have a conversation. And he recounts a story of when he was in high school,
he's really good at science and good at art. And he was supposed to go take the test for Bronx Science.
But instead, he kind of snuck out and took a test for one of the art schools.
And he came back.
His guidance counselor kind of got word about what he did.
Called him in.
He thought he was going to get a dressing down by the guidance counselor.
Sits him down.
Pulls out his drawer.
Puts on the table a beautiful box of French pastel and says, do good art.
And it was like this one moment where one conversation with a single person who he felt was on his side and could trust him,
that signaled just a complete shift, like, oh, I can do this.
And I'm always fascinated by those moments and those conversations and how rapidly we can change course around them.
Yeah.
You know, it was funny when I was with Paul when I was in his studio.
And I never actually worked for Paul.
I just hung out in his studio and, like, watched to become a book jacket designer.
And that was basically my first gigs was book jackets.
And one of the first books I got to design was an autobiography of Ruth Gordon, a classic old movie actress, right?
And in the first paragraph, she says,
I love these words, when I was a kid.
She basically said when she was 17,
she walked into the elevator of,
I forget what the address is,
but she's talking about Carnegie Hall.
She said, I went up in the elevator and I had a meeting
and when I came down, I was a star.
And it's like one of these things, you know, it was so funny.
And then I busted my hump.
And a bunch of years later, after I had dropped out of SVA, I started teaching there.
And the reason I went back is, one, because I had all these mentors who I looked up to, whether I knew them or not.
European designers and, you know, Polish and French designers and American designers.
And I knew they taught.
And I thought, oh, okay, that's what I'm supposed to do.
I'm supposed to give back in some way.
And I went back to SVA because I wanted to be the teacher that I needed. I wanted to be the guy who, you know, lit a fire under your ass or, you know, or set firecrackers off in the, which I did, you know, set fire you were at SVA as a student, in those first two years before you actually had this conversation, I mean, what was your experience there?
Was it what you thought it would be or what you wanted it to be?
You know, it was funny.
I kind of had a preconceived notion of art and design before I went there because an odd side story is when I was a kid, when I was 10, we lived outside of town.
And the school that I went to was in the town, tiny, you know,
20,000 people, but in the town. And I would get out of school, walk a couple blocks over to the
college library where my mom worked. And the, there was like a, an hour or 45 minutes before
she got off work and could drive me home. She knew I liked to draw and she put books in front
of me, picture books. And these picture books were design annuals from the 50s and the 60s and the 70s, Italian design annuals and graphiche annuals and print annuals.
And I went through, and I kind of got a, through almost osmosis, this design history education.
And it was all European stuff, you know, where there was not terribly a sense of grid.
It was much more painterly, much more artistic, much more Cassandra and Cassatt and Cappiello.
And so when I came to New York, you know, and we started, there's a class on grids and
a class on color theory and a class on, you know, could do it this way.
That's not right.
And I thought, am I in the right place? You know, I think I learned early on
that, I think the best way that I can phrase it is that, and I felt like this most of my
time commercially as a graphic designer, I'm a racehorse and I'm pulling a cart. You know,
I want to, there's something in me that wants to fly and I'm not doing it. I don't know why.
And I don't want that feeling.
So it was okay.
That was the reason it was totally okay to be asked to leave.
It was like, you know what?
I think you're right. Right.
So it's like you're kind of getting signals the whole time.
Oh, yeah.
So that was almost like the straw that brought the chemicals back at that point.
Yeah.
Oh, that was a funny thing is my grades were atrocious.
So when I did go to, you know, I'm 20 years old in New York City and I've got it and I'm working full time to afford SBA.
I'm making five bucks an hour.
You know, I'm buying all the beer I need.
What do I need school for?
So I, the funny thing is, was, you know, he was, if I hadn't been thrown out of the nest, I don't know what would have happened.
So it was okay.
Yeah.
You ever think about that?
Like if you had actually just stayed that course?
I think about those things often because there's a number of times that I've been thrown out of the nest.
Sliding doors type of thing.
And I'm like, wait, why did I wait so long?
Yeah.
You know, because you, I think, I think if we are really in tune and we're really listening to ourselves and listening to our bodies, everything tells us.
And I think, and this is part of the reason why the book comes out is like, I think we're so resistant to listening to ourselves and so resistant to making the moves in our lives that we feel that we need.
That, you know, getting thrown out of the nest or rejection is not as bad as people think.
Yeah.
What do you think that resistance is about?
I mean, on some level it's fear, but fear of what?
Oh, totally just fear being who you are, being found out as a genius, being found out as
a creative person.
You know, it's like we're all covering it up somehow.
Even me who I'm like, I just, you know, I just want to fly.
Come on, come on, come on.
Even me, I find when I, I know when I pull back and when I'm like, really?
It's really funny.
Even if I'm on stage and I've got some gigs coming up in Barcelona and Dublin with 2,500, 4,000 people.
And every once in a while I'm talking and there's this little voice going, you're going to say that out loud in public, really?
You sure?
You know? It's like You know, you know.
It's like they picked the wrong person.
Yeah.
To X my name out.
I'm here for the comedic reprieve.
I'm not a main speaker.
I mean, it's amazing how long that follows all of us.
Oh, it's so, it's so hard to, I mean, I don't think you ever get rid of it.
It's just something that follows you and you just, and you have to get comfortable with it.
Yeah, I think you're right.
I forgot, there's two makers that for a while, may even still be out there, started a website and then a beautiful magazine called The Great Discontent.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, Tina and Ryan.
It's this idea that this discontent just is perpetually there.
And, you know, the greatest X in any field are never like, oh, yeah, I'm meant to be here.
Like I made it.
Like this is, it's almost like there's this persistent, pervasive and like unending discontent that fuels you on some level.
Yeah.
I think one of the things that I've gotten pretty good at is teaching people how to jump.
Most people think, okay, well, okay, like this is what I'm going to do. I'm going to work for like four more years and pay off my car. And then I'm like, no, you're not. No, you're not actually. You can think that, but you know, but yeah, that, that, that the jump is hard. You know, All beginnings are hard. And I think that's what stops most people is they can see the first step and they want the second and the third and they can't have it until they take the first step, right?
You don't know what's going to happen until you leave. mentor who I could just stand and watch over his shoulder and see the work he was doing and, and, and, and ask him questions about, you know, the work and overhear the telephone conversations. And it was a, it was a real treat. So when you have that conversation with somebody and the
goal is to teach them how to jump, what is that conversation like? Um, you know, I've gotten used to saying that it's not my job, it's not my place to tell anybody anything.
Right?
I can't tell you what to do.
I can't tell.
But I can remind you.
And I can remind you of your gift.
And I can remind you of your talent.
And I can remind you of the innate power in those things.
And that you won't fall.
And you won't fail.
You know, not in the long term, you know,
and I have to kind of remind people and only those people who can really look inside
and can really believe are the ones who are going to, you know, going to do it.
And I've got a track record of just some marvelous people who I keep in touch with, you know, weekly,
if not daily because of, you know, social media now.
And just to see the moves that they're making, it's just like, dang, it's so great.
Yeah.
So it's interesting.
So if you can look inside and believe, that's the thing that you're striving for, which
when you get further into your career and you start to develop in your body of work,
you start to create iterations where you're proving to yourself, your own output starts
to prove to yourself that, yes, I had this capacity.
That's easier at that point. How do you get that in the really early days?
Yeah. You know, that level of freedom is stolen. That level of freedom is taken. You know, I was a,
you mentioned Milton. I was a book jacket designer. Just that's what I was doing. And I
really wanted to do albums. That was back when they were still 12 and a quarter, 12 and a quarter.
Right. When that was like the best art in the world.
Yeah. That was the best stuff in the world. And you could make them fold out to the larger,
you know? So I wanted to do albums and I wanted to do this and I wanted to do that. And I called
Milton and I made an appointment and he said, oh yeah, yeah, yeah. Book jackets. He said, yeah.
He said, yeah, we used to do like four or five of those a day in the day. He said, yeah. And if
you're not careful, you're going to wake up and five years from now, you're still going to be doing book checks.
And I was like, yeah, so I see.
And for me, the break was 1992.
I was, you know, 29.
And the Columbus Day was coming up in the city here.
And the newspapers were talking about all the celebrations and the parade and blah, blah, blah.
And, you know, I knew a little bit about American history and I knew about the pox and flusted blankets and I knew about the, you know, the kind of early controversy then.
Now everybody knows about it.
And I thought, well, that other side needs to be told. the almost journalistic properties of design that you can be a journalist as
much as a, you know, that you can,
that you can put your voice and your opinion into your work. So I made,
made a poster, you know, full size, 24, 36,
the same size as all the advertising posters in the city and used my own money
and printed 5,000 posters and took them to the,
the stage door at Lincoln center at a certain time at night
and that's when the guys the the poster mafia come by and the wild post they put them in the
back of the van and they and um i got posters put up and you know all over the city used my rent
money which was not a good business plan but got it done baby got it done that was like the really
really early form of like
Instagram. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Oh dude. I totally wish Instagram was around that then
just for a day. And, um, I made that poster and then I, you know, I was interested, like I said,
I still had the memories of being 10 and 11, looking at this European stuff. And I sent my,
you know, I sent it off to all these European competitions and I started getting in, I started,
you know, winning medals and, um, and being alongside these names that I knew about.
And that was the whole next thing.
It just, there was a level of bravery that that brought me.
And what I had done is I realized that I had started out as a commercial graphic designer doing book jackets.
But what I found through starting to do social, cultural, political posters was I found my purpose.
My purpose was to make graphic design that had an opinion,
make graphic design that had a voice
that the things that I love and the things that I fear
are possibly things that other people love and fear, right?
And it was just a real trip.
And that's what I try to teach other people
is once you get a taste of that, you don't want to let go.
And that's a good feeling, you know?
Once you're like, wow, I can actually, I don't know if I can make a living at this,
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I mean, it's interesting also because I think, especially in the design world, the art world, there's this sense that first I need to develop my skill to a point where I'm good enough to go out and get this attention.
And skill is one thing.
But the thing that I keep hearing you say is, well, yeah, that matters. And yeah,
you did a lot of work and a lot of iterations, you know, to develop a certain thing, but
at the same time, it was really about understanding what mattered to you and developing the voice
underneath that because all the skill in the world won't make up for not having a distinct
voice, not having a point of view. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. There's somebody wrote me today. I put out
something through Instagram and somebody wrote me and said, dude, I can't wait till I, to get your
book. And I, I just want to be as brave as you. And I, and I wrote back and I said, why are you
waiting? What are you waiting for? That's, you know, we're waiting, waiting for an invitation,
waiting for permission, waiting for our skills to be, Oh, you know, I'm getting there. I'm getting
there. I've done some, you know, no baby, just go, just go. You know, we, there is no, there's no secret handshake.
There's no entry fee.
You just, well, the entry fee is, yeah, lose your fear.
Yeah.
Easier said than done now.
I mean, if it was that easy, we'd all be out there sharing like the essence of what's inside of all of us.
And then, you know, you get the old, you know, well, if everybody was creative, the world would be anarchy.
And I'm like, yeah, I know.
It's going to be a little bit crazy.
You listeners need a smile right now.
If everybody was like me, oh my God, yeah, we'd be in trouble.
Yeah, but it is really interesting. I think we are so waiting for someone to give us permission to just be us publicly.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's funny.
It's just human.
Yeah.
But again, it goes back to that fear thing.
And, you know, like you said, it's fear of actually being who you are.
It's the fear of uncovering who you are and putting it out there.
Like, you know, it's like you just opening your shirt and say, hey, this is who I am.
And what you're prognosticating is failure. And what you're prognosticating is
people's, you know, pointing and laughing and, you know, but what's going to happen is yes,
some of that will happen because, because we are not made for everyone. Right. I know that my work
doesn't appeal to everybody. It just appeals to the sexy people. So I don't really worry about
that. But yes, the fear of divulging who we actually are.
Yeah.
I think it's so much easier to hide behind the voice, the opinion, the brand, whatever it is, the lines, the words, the images of somebody else.
Because even if we don't execute that well, then whatever pushback we get, we can just kind of say, well, it's,
it wasn't my part of it that they're rejecting. It was all this other stuff. Whereas if we put
it out there and this is the essence of who we are, you know, like whatever rejection comes back
to us, the, the rejecting us. Yeah. You can't blame it on marketing. You can't say that,
yeah, the marketing made a mistake. Numbers were wrong. And yeah, it does hurt. It does. But we need to practice that. We need to practice that. We need to practice pooping. You know, everybody makes crap. I make a ton of crap. But I always put it out there. And I'm surprised when some of it rises to the top. Some of it actually isn't as poopy as I thought.
But yes, if we take it personally, then it can be painful.
And I think that probably stops a lot of people from being themselves.
And that's what gets – as people go back to a full-time job because they're just, there's a level of security and comfort there.
Yeah.
I mean, you got to kind of ask the question also, like what hurts more, the pain of being judged for who you are or the pain of being seen for who you are?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Or, you know, or the pain of, the pain of knowing you're a racehorse and you're pulling a card.
Yeah.
You know, because that's, that's.
Forever.
That's the thing is like, you know, when is that pain, when are you going to, you know, cause that's, that's forever. That's the thing is like, you know, when is that
pain? When are you going to, um, you know, so speaking of pain, so like I had mentioned earlier,
I had this, um, this dirt bike accident just, um, you know, eight weeks ago and I'm, I'm living in
pain constantly right now. And it has been such an amazing teacher. And when I go on stage now, I talk about it.
Because this pain that I'm living with, if I don't conquer it, if I don't understand it properly, if I don't use it as a tool and as my best teacher right now.
Like my wife helps me tremendously and helps me get perspective.
And she said, so I broke a collarbone, hurt one of my lungs and broke 10 ribs all on my right side.
And my wife said, she said, baby, your heart needed to grow and your body made way.
And if I don't use that idea and understand that and grow bigger and better and stronger out of this thing, then the accident was stupid and the pain was just pain. And why I'm talking about this on stage is I say, listen,
you have a choice like me. You have pain. It's not physical pain. It's this relationship that
chafes. It's this body that you're uncomfortable with. It's your inability to ask for what you're
worth. It's this job that you're in that you want to get out, but you don't know how.
Or you want to quit your job or you want to talk to your boss.
These are all pains.
And if you don't conquer those, if you don't use those as a tool and grow bigger from them,
you will every day, every year, your body will contort and get smaller and more fearful.
So that's why I promote living dangerously,
living and facing that pain and going into it all the time
because you just get good at it.
It's really crazy.
You get good at it.
Yeah, it's like a habit.
Yeah, yeah.
It's a little bit like, you know, like being Alex Honnold, right?
The free climber.
The free climber.
Oh, my God.
Look at what he does.
It's like that.
Yeah.
For those who don't know, he climbs massive, massive.
He climbed Yosemite without ropes or equipment.
Or a surfer, to take that metaphor.
It's just like, you know, you go, fear notwithstanding.
And what happens is when you get past that, you get past the break where you're not getting pummeled and you can float for a minute. You're like, oh my God, this is awesome.
This is awesome. And it's the same exact emotions just to ask for what you're worth or set up a
meeting for your boss and say, hey, listen, I'm not happy. What can we do? And you're not quitting.
You're not, you're just talking, you know, to talk is to love.
Yeah.
I mean, I feel like also in addition to this sort of like fear, there's a certain amount
of sort of cultural grooming that goes along with not being that person.
You know, the Aussies would call it tall poppy syndrome, but a lot of times here, even it's
like, you know, you, you play the hand, you're dealt or, you're like, you get what you get, and you don't get upset.
It's like, look, things are pretty good.
You know, who are you to be the one who sort of like goes and does that?
Even if there's a voice inside of you that says, oh, my, you know, like you said,
you're the racehorse pulling the cart.
Like, you just know there is something inside of you that says, you know,
you are meant for something profoundly different and bigger.
Yeah.
But then there's a cultural voice that very often a lot of us have grown up around that says, so.
Yeah.
Yeah.
No, it's, it's, and it's huge and it's strong. Many of our fears, in order to just live a creative life, so many of our fears are based on other people, totally based on other people.
You know?
I mean, you know, I'm back here in New York, and I see people walking down the street, and I see some very flamboyant, very amazing.
And, you know, in Texas, we don't see as much.
And I'm like, oh, my God, that's so awesome.
That level of, I mean, I just want to stop with all, everybody and have a conversation
and say, you know, so what level of fear do you have right now?
Like, are you afraid that people are going to, you know, and it's, it's just so great.
And it's not for everybody.
It can't be, it just can't be.
I mean, it seems like also for you there, you've got an insane level of curiosity.
Yeah.
I mean, it seems like that's like fuel for you.
It seems like you're constantly scanning the world and just raising an eyebrow.
Yeah.
I'm always looking to up the ante.
Yeah.
I'm always looking for, you know, there was somebody who paid me a nice compliment last night at dinner.
And they said, you know, what they liked about me is that I was, I was the one who was always
willing to just change.
Just, you know, like, you know, the Texas, for example, going to Texas or, you know,
change careers, stop being a commercial designer and just start doing, you know, more, doing
more teaching or doing, you know, all these different things.
And, you know, I, I don't think of it.
I don't even think about that.
I just do it.
I'm like, something's calling.
Got to go.
You know?
And I think that's a, you know, again, that's something that you can practice
and something you can get very good at is just listening to yourself.
Yeah.
And still, if you zoom the lens out, you know,
and you look at your body of work over the last 35, 40 years now,
do you see a through line?
Yeah.
Or some?
Yeah, I do.
I do.
I do, and I see the same thing now that I saw in the early days,
which was I see an artist searching for his voice,
an artist searching for radical new marks on the page
that will stir someone's soul.
You know, Robert Frost once wrote that he wanted to write a poem that was barbed.
You know, this whole idea of like how it would stick in your heart.
I'm like, oh, that's what I want.
You know, I'm working on a new project right now for Tulane University.
And I'm like, and I know the client.
So I have a, again, I had this level of freedom and I'm searching.
I'm back in the studio and I haven't worked this curiously or strenuously in a while where I'm really searching for something new.
And it's a blast.
It's also tiring.
I'm like, God, I haven't worked this hard.
It's like, man, going there takes a lot out of you.
Yeah.
That's not right.
Do it again. That's not right. Do it again.
That's not right.
Do it again.
So as you're out there in the world putting out work, you said sort of like the big opening move after,
like when you hit 29 is the posters, and that sort of unlocks a whole world of activism
and tons of other posters and art and studio.
Yeah, they unlocked a reputation too, which was cool.
As not just, I mean, as a provocateur.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So when you go out in the world,
did you feel at that point
when you were putting that initial round of posters out
that you were doing something radically different
or this was just the next evolution of what you were up to?
You know, I don't know if I was even that conscious about what I was doing. It was,
I was just doing it, you know, and there were a whole bunch of situations that came up. It was
like, uh, like two or three years, maybe three or four years that where all these situations were
coming up and I made, I made work and then I use that work and I sent it off to the, you know, Amnesty International and the JDL and the NAACP.
And so that created more work and more provocative work.
And again, got me more addicted to that, you know?
And I just, I wanted to be, you know, then, you know, Banksy.
I'm like, hey, this is cool.
Now, if I could just figure out how to make a living doing it,
which was the big problem.
Yeah.
I mean, what was, I don't know if you can answer this,
but was the source of the addiction more the expression and the reaction?
Or just yes?
Like, do you have a sense? Yeah. That I could sit quietly under a
tree or at a bar and come up with, I can make myself laugh. You know, that that's the process.
That's the process. I sit and I, and I, and I make myself laugh or I come up with something and I go,
oh, this is, this is something. And then the second thought says,
they'll never do it. And then, and then I, and then I, and then I present it and they do it.
And it's just like, Whoa, okay. Let's that's, that's cool. You know, literally I did this
hangman poster for the NAACP a bunch of years ago. And, um, from the time they, they wrote me
and they had seen work that I had done,
and they asked me to be involved in this documentary film. So I made the poster for
the documentary film. And we were on press literally 13 days after I got that letter,
because it happened so quick. I brought one comp in and they said, that's amazing. Let's do that. And then I went on press and while I'm on press, the, my, my liaison,
the client came over and said, well, it's a good thing we're printing this now. Cause back in the
office, they're saying, well, maybe, you know, cause that's the, that's the process. And they
start looking at it and they start going, um, you know, that's that. And I understand because
a client like that, they get their money from little old ladies in schools and donations and you don't want to, you know, you don't want to upset anybody. But if you don't, especially for something like NAACP or AIDS or AIDS activism or any of this important stuff, we're trying to change the world. You're trying to really, you know, really tell the truth here.
We're not, you know, we're not going to do that by making everybody happy.
Yeah.
Or by moving slow and making decisions by committee.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well, I've had so many meetings with clients and I'm saying, hey, by the way, my work does not survive a committee.
So if you bring in a committee, basically there's just going to be a big hole that says art goes here.
Which sadly is how a lot of campaigns actually are.
It's like, let's build the whole thing and then let's find somebody to plug this hole.
Yeah.
A pretty photograph.
Yeah.
Even if it's somebody in pain, it's still a pretty photograph.
With a little bit of a grimace.
Yeah.
Serendipity is a word that keeps popping into my head as I'm hearing you speak.
It's a good word.
It's because it seems like, you know, when you look back, like, oh, well, there's this clear progression.
But it sounds like living it, you know, in the moment and moving forward through your life that so much of this was holding yourself open to just the next thing and the next thing and the next thing without intentionally saying, I'm going to seek this.
Is that right or wrong?
Yeah, I think every number of years I get to a point where I need to, you know, where I look around and I'm like, it's the David, you know, it's the David Byrne song, you know, the Talking Heads song, actually, you know, this is not my beautiful house.
I wake up, I wake up. I wake up and I've gotten comfortable. And if that happens and I go,
oh, I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing, you know, and I can see it in the relationships
I'm in and I can see it in the work I'm getting. I can see it in the, in the financial bottom line.
I can see it everywhere that I'm like, oh, okay. I'm, I'm not, I'm becoming,
I don't know, comfortable. So, so I need to, you know, I need to resist that and I need not, I'm becoming, I don't know, comfortable.
So I need to, you know, I need to resist that.
And I need to creatively push.
And I need to figure out what is going to, you know, what is going to make me happy.
So there's a guy who I work with.
He's a mentee, a student, a guest or whatever.
And we started talking a year ago.
And he says, James, I went to school for
this. I got a degree. I got the job. I've got a 401k, bought a house, got two kids, got to put
down some money on a summer place. And he says, I drive home from work crying every night.
What's wrong? And, you know, I'm like, well, listen, you know, the first thing is happy.
That's what we got to figure out, you know, how to make you happy. And it's not quitting. It's not.
And I think that's, that's the thing for a lot of people is there, if you are born wildly creative
and you understand that, that doesn't die, you know, meaning, you know, you know, that you have
a song left to sing. it's really painful to understand that
and not live that out.
So you need to make some massive decisions
and try to fix that.
And I think that happens to me.
It's happened to me,
I consciously know of two times.
You know, when I was in my mid-30s
and then, you know, my early 40s,
when I had just like, boom, break. Was there an exciting incident those two, you know, my early 40s, when I just like,
break.
Was there an inciting incident, those times?
Or was it just kind of like you woke up one day?
Like, was there something that happened?
Something that happened?
No.
It was just kind of like one, it was funny.
There was, I was just thinking about it recently because I've just planted a big, a big red
bud tree at the house.
I like them.
And I had planted the red bud at another house.
And fall came. I think them. And I had planted the red bud at another house and fall came,
I think it was 1999 or something and fall came. And, um, I walked out on the porch in the morning with, with a, with a cup of coffee and I can see the leaves falling off the red bud and tears
literally start coming around. I'm like, Oh, okay. We're at that stage. Lisa had to look around and, you know, and there was a big explosion and divorce and moving and, you know, it was like I wasn't paying attention and I wasn't doing a good job and I couldn't continue it.
We couldn't continue it. We couldn't continue it. Yeah. I mean, I think that's one of the things
that a lot of people get really concerned about also
when they hit that moment that you're talking about
and they know, you know,
it's the story you just described
as the person with the 401k, the great job,
the salary, the security,
and they go home and cry every day.
And on paper, everything's okay.
And in fact-
They're American.
Right.
And a lot of their life is decent.
Maybe they have somebody great in their life, kids.
And they stay in that thing because they're terrified that blowing up that thing isn't
just blowing up that thing.
It's blowing up their entire lives.
And there are moments in their lives where they're not willing to do that, where a lot
is good.
So they say, I'm going to suffer here
in the name of still being okay here,
not realizing that everything bleeds together.
Yeah.
Yeah.
They're afraid that if they take this one little,
if they fix this one little piece
that everything else is, it's Jenga,
you know, everything else is going to toggle down.
And it's, you know,
and I've been there a number of times
where I'm like, okay, if I do this,
if I say no to this client, then that's going to mean I'm not making that money.
And that's going to mean this thing doesn't happen.
And that's going to mean my wife and kid are going to leave me.
And that's going to mean, you know, it just spirals down to, you know, the Sam Peckinpah death where you're dying, you know, in a trailer in the desert, you know.
And it's not true.
It's not true. It's not true. You have to go into it open-eyed and logically and, you know, and believing.
And that's the thing.
We come back to that.
You have to believe that it's for a good purpose, you know, and the purpose is your life.
The purpose is just your mere happiness.
We'll get to creativity later.
Let's just deal with happiness right We'll get to creativity later.
Let's just deal with happiness right now.
What can we do that, what can you do in your life, you know, if you have the energy and the, you know, the balls to do, what can we do that's going to make, you know, and we have to break the job apart and say, well, okay, what part of the job are you, you know?
Yeah.
I mean, I think you can deconstruct the job. And sometimes also it's like, okay, so even if you're not willing to do that right now, you've got a couple hours on
the weekend. You've got like time here. Like if this thing is really, if this is, if this beats
your heart, do more of it wherever you can. Yeah. You know, I usually, I usually start by saying,
where are you at five o'clock in the morning? And they say, I'm in bed. I'm like, well,
no longer, buddy. What are you willing to
sacrifice? You know, an hour of sleep? Come on. What are you willing to sacrifice? How much do
you want it? That's it. That's the test. How much do you want it? That's what it comes down to.
And also, do you believe that you can get it? Do you believe that if you actually put in the effort,
it will happen? Which I think a lot of people don't. Yeah. That's the, that's the, that's the, that, well, they don't because they haven't, they
don't have the experience.
They haven't tried it.
That's all.
And then I think what happens, especially when you're past 30, then you realize, then
you, then you even, I think that feeling of, I can't becomes even stronger, which is crazy.
You know, and people, you know, people write me all the time and say, well, I do, you know,
I don't think I could.
I'm like, dude, I am zigging and zagging. And I'm like, you know, 20 write me all the time and say, well, you know, I don't think I could. I'm like, dude, I am zigging and zagging.
And I'm like, you know, 20 years older than you.
What's your what's your problem?
I got two kids.
I got a kid in college.
I got two kids in private school.
I got, you know, two other people I'm supporting.
Give me a break.
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I think we get locked into that thing.
And I mean, this happens in design, happens in writing,
happens in any form of creative expression,
especially, but probably any career.
You get known as the X person,
whether it's a style or an expertise or you're the person who does this thing
in this way,
and that's why we want to keep paying you
to do it.
And in fact, if you work for a large organization,
very often that is, in fact fact what they want of you.
For some people, maybe you're good with that.
Maybe that's the thing that just happens to intersect with, you know, like the sweet spot that, you know, gives you a sense of purpose and expression and engagement.
But, you know, or maybe it does for a window of time.
But then like most human beings, like we don't stay static.
So when you start to evolve away from that thing that, you know,
other people want you to continue to do and pay you to keep doing, you know,
very often I have a feeling that for a lot of people,
we start being pretty good there, but we grow as human beings over time.
And then 10 years later, you know,
like we realize we're not actually that person anymore. Yeah. Yeah.
And that's where the, and so it's like it seeps in slowly.
Yeah.
Well, it's funny.
One of the things I have to tell people early on is this, listen, they come to me and they say, okay, here's a situation at my job.
And I have to say, okay, let's back up.
That's not your job.
You're sitting in a chair.
Probably a chair someone else should be sitting in. You know? It's not your job. You're sitting in a chair, probably a chair someone else should be sitting in.
It's not who you are.
It's just where you are right now.
So let's talk about that.
They're like welded in.
I'm like, well, that's just not true.
Don't worry about that.
And there are a million jobs out there. If you want a J-O-B, having a job is easy.
You just show up and punch a clock. But yeah, identifying with, and, you know, and Jonathan even further is identifying
with that job and that, that thing that HR told you, but identifying with the pain that comes
along with that and saying, you know, this is who I am. This is what I carry, you know? And, and for,
for me, cause I'm talking about physical pain now, I call it, you know, what is who I am. This is what I carry, you know? And for me, because I'm talking about physical pain now,
I call it, you know, what I've got,
I call it my cruising pain.
It's like, I can sit here
and have a nice conversation with you.
I can get back and get in a cab.
I can do, you know, I can move around,
but I'm still in pain.
So we, you know, what happens is
if we start to identify with that pain
and it becomes us, you know,
where I get used to doing everything
slowly and I get used to, so I'm not doing my rehab and I'm not stretching my nervous system.
I'm not, you know, not doing the work. Yeah. It becomes a downward spiral. Yeah, totally. And
then we live a contorted life and a lot of people live a contorted life. You know, they've, they've,
they've, they've melded into a gray cubicle. Am I bumming you out completely?
No, because I'm fascinated by these questions. And I'm fascinated by people who have hit moments
in their lives where like, oh, you know, I'm three quarters down that spiral, but I didn't
realize it. But something's for some reason, I just awakened to the fact. And there's actually
something that I can do to reverse my way back out of it. And maybe not blow everything up right now.
Maybe it's small, little tiny baby steps.
Maybe it's the 5 a.m. thing.
But there is, I think the awakening is always, there is something that I can do.
There's a guy who, he's in Barcelona, but I would mentor him every, we had an every two week situation.
And we'd have a Skype for, for, for an hour.
And he had a screenplay in him.
And I was like,
dude,
his name is Bruno.
Bruno,
what are you doing at five o'clock in the morning?
He's like,
Oh,
okay.
Literally Jonathan,
three months later,
four months later,
we got on the thing and he's smiling.
He's holding up a stack of paper and he's like,
this is it.
I'm like,
what do you,
what is that?
He says,
I wrote a screenplay every morning at five o'clock i got up and i did it
he's like i could have never he's i've been sitting on this for three years i'm like okay
now what yeah because now you know that's the hard part that's the hard part he's realized he
had a voice and he did the work but now the hard part is now you got to show it.
Now you got to get it out into the world.
You're going to, you know, that's where the fear comes in.
You know, all beginnings are hard because they're all based on, okay, what's going to happen?
Yeah.
It's the public side that really terrifies us.
And, you know, we live in fear.
A lot of us, a lot of us are afraid to divulge who we are because we live in fear that someone may not like it.
And I got to tell you, baby, somebody's not going to like it. That's just how it works. You can't be for everybody. You know,
modern advertising wants to be for everybody. And that's why they don't say anything or can't say
anything. Can't have an opinion. So when you go back to SVA as a teacher, what do you want to do?
What are you trying to accomplish by going back there? When I went back, like I said, I wanted to be the guy who lit fires.
And it took me a number of years.
I got comfortable, and I was bringing in all these ideas that I like to play with.
And all these ideas from one of my mentors, a Polish designer named Henrik Tomaszewski,
who he worked in Warsaw as a teacher in the 50s and 60s and 70s.
And he was just, he said, I didn't know how to teach,
so I was trying to teach people how to think.
So I was using his assignments and I was using my own ideas.
And after a couple of years, I realized, oh, my God,
I'm teaching as a third
year instructor at the School of Visual Arts, and I'm not teaching graphic design because I'm not
teaching form or color or what it looks like. I decided my students know I didn't care what it
looked like. I cared what it said. And they knew that in a crit situation, if there was a piece on
the wall and maybe it had some stones on it with some words, you know, words on the stone or something.
And all the students know that whosoever that was, and like say, we're going to see Anna.
Okay, Anna, tell us about it.
And she says, well, when I was a kid, everybody knew right there, it was just like going to be gold.
When I was a kid, my father took me to the beach every summer.
We never even went to the water.
We just walked up and down the beach and we collected rocks.
And here's why.
And I was like, oh my God, you got me.
You got me.
That's awesome.
You know, and what would happen is the students would have a revolt eventually.
And they'd say, but I know we're doing this thing and we're trying to tell our own stories
and we're trying to, you know, put our voice and our opinion into our work.
But they said, but if it's so particular to me, how is it going to have meaning to other people?
And I'd say, you know, what matters to you
matters to other people.
In the particular lies the universal.
You know, the more honest a filmmaker can be
in divulging the truth about the story,
you know, the more memorable the film is going to be,
the more meaning it's going to have.
And that's just how it works.
You know, in any kind of storytelling,
those are the good stories where we see ourselves in it.
It could be a story about a dog who dies
and you'll be crying like a baby.
You don't even have a dog,
but you understand that idea of loss, you know?
Yeah.
I mean, it's like I once heard,
I think it was Mary Carr who said a great memoir.
You know, it's not what happened to the memoir. It's not what happened to the writer.
It's how what happened to the writer changed them.
And it's like we can all transfer into a moment that changes us in some way, shape, or form.
Sounds like you went back to be the teacher you didn't have when you were at SVA.
Correct.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I totally did.
And I was super lucky that the chairman, Richard Wild, allowed me to. And SVA basically
stayed off my back and let me do my thing and knew that my class was popular. And, you know,
I think, you know, the flip side of this, Jonathan, and I would tell my students, listen,
I'm doing you a disservice. Because when you leave here, you're going to have debt. And I would tell my students, listen, I'm doing you a disservice because when you leave here,
you're going to have debt and the school would like you to pay off your debt
or pay off your family,
your,
your parents debt.
And I say,
I don't care about that.
Somehow debt gets paid off.
Student loans get paid off somehow.
And how you,
you know,
I would also run a class on money and say, just remember this stuff.
But I'd say most people, when they leave school,
they get all hopped up on creativity and they take a job.
And in order to pay off their debt,
they choose slavery and not creativity.
So why don't you, when you get out of here,
why don't you take a chance and tell
the world that you believe in yourself? Take a chance on getting paid for your creativity,
getting paid for why you were here in the first place, instead of just taking a job.
And then when the wind blows, you take another job and the wind blows, you take another job.
You know what I mean? Just like go through this meaningless process.
You know, take a chance and put your creativity to a test.
What was the reaction when you said that?
Oh, you know, then they're like, yeah, yeah.
It is woo-ha, woo-ha.
It's graduation day.
Woo-ha.
I am Spartacus.
But it's funny because they would come to me and they'd say,
hey, James, I got this awesome job at this internet startup and they're going to pay me $60,000 out the gate.
And I said, that's awesome.
And I said, and you're going to come see me in a year.
And they would.
They'd come see me in a year and they're like, I hate my job, but I bought an apartment.
So now I'm stuck.
Yeah, we lock ourselves in.
Yeah.
Yeah.
A couple of years down the road, MoMA calls you up. stuck. Yeah, that is, we lock ourselves in. Yeah, yeah, the world of handcuffs, right?
Yeah.
A couple years down the road,
MoMA calls you up.
More than a couple years,
actually.
yeah.
For those who don't know,
MoMA,
Museum of Modern Art in New York City,
this legendary institution that says,
hey,
we want you here.
We want to put your pictures up
in this space.
It is like, what did that mean to you
when they
said that to you?
It was funny because they contacted me
and they said we want
10 pieces for our permanent collection
and they said oh and
we're redesigning the third floor
and we would like to put 5 of them up, you know, as an exhibition. And I'm like, oh, a small James Victoria show at
the Museum of Modern Art. That would be nice. Yeah, it was, it was, it was groovy, you know,
and it's funny what I, the way I tell it to people now, and they're like, when they bring it up,
and I'm now, now I've got like, I've got like my get in, my get in free card and everything,
my lifelong membership and all that kind of stuff, you know, well, all that kind of stuff. I know
that's it. That's it. That's all I have. And people are like, wow, that must be amazing. I said,
yeah, you know what? The other day I was going down into the subway and I didn't have any money
on my card. So I just jumped the turnstile and these two cops come up to me and I, I, I said,
whoa, whoa, go guys, guys, it's, it's cool. I'm in the MoMA. And everybody's like, really? I'm like, no, it just, it doesn't mean anything. I mean, you know,
it's, it's, it's cool. It's another level of, um, bravery that, that, that, you know, that it gives
me. Um, but yeah, it doesn't buy me a sandwich or... That's not why you do it.
Yeah, it's not.
It's nice.
It's not why I do it.
And you know that little side story
where they call me and we have a conversation
and I said, oh, is there a gala event
that I may attend with my wife?
And they said, no, we don't do that.
I said, is there a trophy?
Do I get like a plaque that says James Victoria?
They said, no, we don't do that. I said, I said, do, is there a trophy? Do I get like a plaque that says James Victoria? They said,
no,
we don't do that.
I said,
well,
is there a,
is there a letter?
Do I get an official letter with like a gold emblem of the moment?
They said,
no,
we don't do that.
And I said,
well,
could you do it for my mom?
Cause she'd really appreciate that.
And I shit you not,
10 days later in the mail,
dear James Victoria's mom,
a letter. It was so great.
That's like better than everything else. So better than everything.
Like any accolades, forget I'm in the moment. It's like that letters.
Yeah. And then that, you know, and that, then I immediately sat down and, and made a new,
you know, a new thing to talk about, which is, you know, ask for more, ask for what you want.
You know, if you want a pony, ask for a unicorn, you know, ask for what you want. know if you want a pony ask for a unicorn you know
ask for what you want
it's
it works
I mean so much
of this conversation
I feel like is
is about
being uncomfortable
yeah
yeah
no you know
it's funny because
in the back of my mind
I've got again
the little voices
in the back of my mind
I'm sitting here
I'm sitting here today
talking to John on the Good Life Project and yeah in the back of my mind, I've got, again, the little voices in the back of my mind. I'm sitting here today talking to Jonathan Fields on the Good Life Project.
And yeah, in the back of my mind, I'm thinking about you're asking me these questions and bringing me back to these places.
And I'm like, ooh, yeah, that was uncomfortable.
But it was where I needed to be.
Where I needed to be.
But you put yourself in this position.
Sure.
You know, like you constantly, it's almost like when you didn't feel it, you did what you needed to do to put yourself back in that space.
Yeah.
And that's where the magic happens.
Yeah.
And that's where the fear happens and that's where it all happens.
And it's also a level of commitment.
You're telling the universe that you're going to do this.
I'm all in.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Again, how much do you want it? How much do you want it? It's always, it's always a
test. So books, um, you've written a few in your new one, Vector Perfuction. Worst title in the
world, by the way. Can't say it, can't spell it. You know, I tell people, they say, Oh, you go,
what's your title of your book? I'm like, Vector Perfuckin. They're like, what? What? What? What is it? I'm like, yeah.
But again, that's what I do, man.
I just put myself in this situation and say, you know what?
It's going to be fine.
Don't worry about it.
So what's interesting about this book to me also is, for lack of a better category, this is personal growth.
This is a book about how you live your life, about how you look at the world, about how you take action, about how you move through all these things that we're talking about.
It's not a book about design.
No.
But it is a book about design.
But it's really a book about, you know, this is, I mean, it sounds like this is your version of, you know, like, here, go live this way.
At least this is what's worked for me.
Why did you feel it's important to put this book out now?
It's my think and grow rich with pictures.
Yeah.
Oh, damn.
I got to write Chronicle right now.
Think and grow rich with pictures.
That's how we sell it.
A sticker.
A sticker on the book.
The think and grow rich with pictures.
Yeah.
I mean, why this book and why now?
Why now is because it's the book I need.
It's like, so you talk about being uncomfortable
and I put myself in these situations,
but I need constant reminders.
I'm not the kind of guy who wakes up out of bed
cheery and you know,
I need, it takes work and it takes an effort.
And until I met Laura, my wife,
I thought I was low maintenance
and I realized I'm high maintenance.
High reward, baby, high reward.
It takes a lot.
And when I was at SVA and I was going through all these,
students would come in and they would be like,
oh, I'm so angry.
Somebody bumped me on the train.
And I'd say, okay, listen,
you have a choice of how you react to that.
And out of all the choices, you chose that one.
You chose to like ruin your own day because,
so like all these lessons
were things that I started using when I would speak
or when I would teach workshops and stuff.
And I was like, you know what?
These have been great tools for me. I am having and have had a great,
you know, creative life. Um, and I need to, to share them. You know, my, my, my career calling right now is, is less of a commercial designer, but I want to be of service to others.
Recently, I said something out loud that I didn't know I said out loud, which was kind
of awesome.
And I said, I want to be Moses for creative people.
I want to set them free.
I just got this image of you in in like robes with little tablets.
T-squared.
Like badass drawings.
Yeah, yeah, drawings.
Chiseled out.
You know, being creative is not easy.
Leading a creative life is not easy.
And I would like to be of service.
I would like to help people understand their creativity, understand the power of their voice,
understand that their life is basically that arc
of the journey of the hero, the Joseph Campbell thing.
Because of the book goes from, you know,
finding your voice all the way through
to having a purpose, which is the best thing.
You know, when you have a purpose,
then you can get out of bed in the morning
and, you know, get shit done at five o'clock or 4.30,
you know?
So I've got, I've got side note.
I've gotten so good that it's four 30 now, by the way, just, you know, I don't want to,
I don't want to, you know, up the ante for anybody, but just, you know, if you want to
keep up being that Moses, your purpose is this.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And I enjoy it.
I love it.
I love it.
You know, when I was at SVA, when I was teaching there, the students would always say,
why is it that you say the opposite
of all the other instructors?
And I didn't really have a good answer.
And I don't know if I still have a good answer,
but I would say, listen, there's a spectrum.
I'm over here and they're way over here.
You're gonna find your way.
You're somewhere in there.
You might be closer to that.
You might be closer to this,
but let's just learn from everybody.
Yeah.
Find what resonates with you.
Yeah, yeah.
You know, and even, you know, always, always learn from everybody and learn from every situation.
Just always be a student.
Yeah, and get behind that.
Feels like a good place for us to come full circle.
So if I offer out the phrase to live a good life, what comes up?
To live a good life is to relax and accept who you are
and relax and accept your creativity because it's put there for a purpose.
And if you can learn to listen to it, it's a great guide. It will serve you well.
Thank you.
You bet, man. This is a blast. about the importance of honoring your inner voice and developing a practice of personal innovation.
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