Guided Sleep Meditation & Sleep Hypnosis from Sleep Cove - A Christmas Carol Part 2 - A Christmas Story Reading
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Dave 2. The first of three spirits.
When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark by looking out of the bed,
he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his chamber.
He was endeavouring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes,
when the chimes of a neighbouring church struck the four quarters.
So he listened for the hour.
To his great astonishment, the heavy bell went on from six to seven
and then from seven to eight, and regularly up to twelve, then stopped.
Twelve.
It was past two when he went to bed.
The clock was wrong.
An icicle must have got into the works.
Twelve.
He touched the spring of his repeat.
Peter to correct the most preposterous clock, its rapid little pulse beat 12 and stopped.
Why isn't it possible? said Scrooge that I can't have slept through the whole day and far into
another night. It isn't possible that anything has happened to the sun, and this is 12 at noon.
The idea being an alarming one, he scrambled out of the bed and groped his way to the window.
He was obliged to rub the frost off with a sleeve of his dressing gown
before he could see anything and could see very little then.
All he could make out was that it was still very foggy
and extremely cold
and that there was no noise of people running to and fro
and making a great stir
as there unquestionably would have been
if night had beaten off bright day
and taken possession of the world.
This was a great relief
because three days after sight of this first exchange,
pay to Mr. Ebenezer Scrooge of his order,
and so forth,
would have been a mere United States security
if there were no days to count by.
Scrooge went to bed again,
and thought and thought and thought it was over and over and over,
and could make nothing of it.
The more he thought, the more perplexed he was,
and the more he endeavoured not to think,
the more he thought.
Marley's ghost bothered him exceedingly.
Every time he resolved within himself,
after mature inquiry,
that it was all a dream,
his mind flew back again,
like a strong spring released,
to its first position
and presented the same problem
to be worked all through.
Was it a dream or not?
Scrooge lay in the state
until the chime had gone three-quarters more
when he remembered,
on a sudden that the ghost had warned him of a visitation
when the bell told one.
He resolved to lie awake until the hour was past
and considering that he could do no more to sleep
than to go to heaven,
this was perhaps the wisest resolution in his power.
The quarter was so long
that he was more than once convinced
he must have sunk into a doze unconsciously
and missed the clock.
at length it broke upon his listening ear.
Ding dong.
A quarter past, said Scrooge counting.
Ding dong.
Half past, said Scrooge.
Ding dong.
A quarter to it, said Scrooge.
Ding dong.
The hour itself, said Scrooge triumphantly.
And nothing else.
He spoke before the hour bell sounded.
which it did with a deep, dull, hollow, melanchony one.
Light flashed up into the room upon the instant.
The curtains of his bed were drawn aside,
and Scrooge, starting up into a half-recombat attitude,
found himself face to face with the un-earthly visitor who drew them,
as close to it as I am to you now,
and I am standing in the spirit at your elbow.
a strange figure, like a child, yet not so like a child as like an old man, viewed through some
supernatural medium, which gave him the appearance of having receded from the view, and being
diminished to a child's proportions. Its hair, which hung about its neck and down its back,
was white as if with age, and yet the face had not a wrinkle in it, and the tenderest blue
was on the skin. The arms were very long and muscular, the hands the same as if its hold were of
uncommon strength. Its legs and feet were most delicately formed like those upper members bear. It wore a tunic
of the purest white and round its waist was bound a lustrous belt. The sheen of which was
beautiful. It held a branch of fresh green holly in its hand.
and, in singular contradiction of that wintry emblem, its dress trimmed with summer flowers.
But the strangest thing about it was that from the crown of its head there sprung a bright clear jet of light,
by which all this was visible, and which was doubtless the occasion of its using.
In its duller moments, a great extinguisher for a cap, which it now held under its harm.
Even this though when Scrooge looked at it with increasing steadiness, was not its strangest quality.
For as its belt sparkled and glittered now in one part and now in another,
and what was light one instant at another time was dark,
so the figure itself fluctuated in its distinctiveness.
Being now a thing with one arm, now with one leg, now with 20 legs,
now with a pair of legs without a head,
now a head without a body,
of which dissolving parts,
no outline would be visible
in the dense gloom wherein they melted away.
And in the very wonder of this,
it would be itself again distinct and clear as ever.
Are you the spirit, sir,
whose coming was foretold to me?
As Scrooge?
I am.
The voice was soft and gentle,
singlearily low, as if instead of being so close beside him, it were at a distance.
Who and what are you, Scrooge demanded.
I am the ghost of Christmas past.
Long past, inquired Scrooge, observant of its dwarf's stature.
No, your past.
Perhaps Scrooge could not have told anybody why.
If anybody could have asked him,
but he had a special desire to see the spirit in his cap and begged him to be covered.
What? exclaimed the ghost.
Would you so soon put out, with the worldly hands the light I give,
it is not enough that you are one of those whose passions made this cap
and forced me through whole trains of years to wear it low upon my brow?
Scrooge reverently disclaimed all in attention to offend or any knowledge.
of having willfully bonneted the spirit at any period of his life.
He then made bold to inquire what business brought him here.
Your welfare, said the ghost.
Scrooge expressed himself much obliged,
but could not help thinking that a night of unbroken rest
would have been more conducive to that end.
The spirit must have heard him thinking,
for it said immediately,
Your reclamation then, take care.
heed. It put out its strong hand as it spoke and clasped him gently by the arm.
Rise up and walk with me. It would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the weather and
the hour was not adapted to pedestrian purposes, that the bed was warm and the thermometer
a long way below freezing, that he was clad but lightly in his slippers, dressing gown and
nightcap and that he had a cold upon him at that time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman's hand,
was not to be resisted. He rose, but finding that the spirit made towards the window
clasped his robe in supplication. I am immortal, Scrooge remonstrated, and liable to fall.
There but a touch of my hand there, said the spirit, laying it upon his heart, and you shall
be upheld him more than this. As the words were spoken, they passed through the wall and stood upon
an open country road, with fields on either hand. The city entirely vanished, not a vest of it
was to be seen. The darkness and the mist had vanished with it, for it was a clear cold winter
day, with snow upon the ground. Good heaven, said Scrooge, clasping his hands together as he looked
about him, I was bred in this place. I was a boy here. The spirit gazed upon him mildly.
Its gentle touch, though it had been light and instantaneous, appeared still present to the old
man's sense of feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odours floating in the air. Each one
connected with a thousand thoughts and hopes and joys and cares long, long forgotten. Your lip is
trembling, said the ghost, and what is that upon your cheek? Scrooge muttered, with an unusual
catching in his voice, that it was a pimple, and begged the ghost to lead him where he would.
You recollect the way? Inquire the spirit. Remember it, cried Scrooge with further. I could
walk it blindfold. Strange to have forgotten it for so many years, observed the ghost.
Let us go on. They walked to like.
on the road, Scrooge recognising every gate and post and tree, until a little market town
appeared in the distance, with its bridge, its church, and winding river. Some shaggy ponies now
were seen trotting towards them with boys upon their backs, who called to other boys in country
gigs and carts, driven by farmers. All of these boys were in great spirits and shouted to
each other until the broad fields was so full of merry music that the crisp air laughed to hear it.
These are but shadows of things that have been, said the ghost. They have no consciousness of us.
The travellers came on and as they came Scrooge knew and named everyone. Why he so rejoiced
beyond all bounds to see them. Why did his cold eye glisten and his heart leap up as they
went past. Why was he filled with gladness when he heard them give each other Merry Christmas
as they parted at crossroads and byways for their several homes? What was Merry Christmas to Scrooge?
Out upon Merry Christmas. What good had it ever done to him? The school is not quite deserted,
said the ghost. A solitary child, neglected by his friends, is left there still. Scrooge said he knew
it and sobbed. They left the high road by a well-remembered lane and soon approached a mansion
of dull red brick with a little wevelcock surmounted copula on the roof and a bell hanging in it.
It was a large house but one of the broken fortunes, for the spacious officers were little
used, their walls were damp and mossy, their windows broken and their gates decayed.
Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables
And the coach-houses and sheds were run over with grass
Nor was it more attentive of its ancient state within
For entering the Drury Hall and glancing through the open doors of many rooms
They found them poorly furnished, cold and vast
There was an earthy saviour in the air
A chilly bareness in the place
Which associated itself somehow
With too much getting up by candlelight
and not too much to eat.
They went, a ghost and Scrooge across the hall, to a door at the back of the house.
It opened before them and disclosed a long, bare, melanchony room made Bearer still
by lines of plain deal forms and desks.
At one of these a lonely boy was reading near a feeble fire,
and Scrooge sat down upon a form and wept to see his poor forgotten self as he used to be.
Not a latent echo in the house,
Not a squeak and scuffle
From the mouse behind the pallowing
Not a drip from the half-thawed water spout
In the dull yard behind
Not a sigh among the leafless boughs
Of one despondent popular
Not the idle swinging
Of an empty storehouse door
No, not a clicking in the fire
But fell upon the heart of Scrooge
With a softening influence
And gave a freer passage
to his tears. The spirit touched him on the arm and pointed to his younger self, intent upon his
reading. Suddenly a man in foreign garments, wonderfully real and distinct, to look at stood outside the
window with an axe struck in his belt and leading by the bridle an ass laden with wood.
Why, it's Alibaba! Scrooge exclaimed in ecstasy. It's dear old honest Alibaba.
Yes, yes, I know.
One Christmas time when yonder solitary child was left here all alone, he did come for the first time just like that.
Poor boy and Valentine, said Scrooge and his wild brother Orson.
There you go.
And what's his name?
Who will put down in his drawers asleep and the gate of Damascus?
Don't you see him?
And the Sultan's groom turned upside down by the gate.
Gennie. There he is upon his head. Serve him right. I'm glad of it. What business had he to be
married to the princess? To hear Scrooge expending all the earnestness of his nature on sub-subjects
in the most extraordinary voice between laughing and crying, and to see his heightened and excited
face would have been a surprise to his business friends in the city indeed. There's the parrot,
cried Scrooge
Green body and yellow tail
With a thing like a lettuce
growing out of the top of his head
There he is
Paul Robin Crusoe
He called him
When he came home again
After sailing round the island
Poor Robin Crusoe
Where have you been, Robin Crusoe
The man thought he was dreaming
But he wasn't
It was the parrot you know
There goes Friday
Running for his life to the little creek
helloa hoop hello then with a rapidity of transformation very foreign to his usual character he said in pity for his former self poor boy and cried again i wish scrooge muttered putting his hand in his pocket and looking about him after drying his eyes with his cuff but it's too late now what is the matter asked the spirit nothing said scrooge
Scrooge, nothing.
There was a boy singing a Christmas carol at my door last night.
I should like to have him given him something.
That's all.
The ghost smiled thoughtfully and waved its hand, saying as it did so,
Let us see another Christmas.
Scrooge's former self grew larger at the words,
and the room became a little darker and more dirty.
Their panels shrunk, the windows cracked, fragments of plastic,
had fell out of the ceiling and the naked laths was shown instead. But how all this was brought about,
Scrooge knew no more than you do. He only knew that it was quite correct that everything had happened
so that there he was alone when all the other boys had gone home for the jolly holidays.
He was not reading now but walking up and down despairingly. Scrooge looked at the ghost with a mournful shaking of his head.
glanced anxiously towards the door.
It opened, and her little girl, much younger than the boy, came darting in,
and putting her arms around his neck, and often kissing him, addressed him as her,
Dear, dear brother.
I have come to bring you home, dear brother, said the child, clapping her tiny hands and bending down to laugh,
to bring you home, home, home, home, little fan, returned the boy.
Yes, said the child.
bringing of glee. Home for good and all. Home forever and ever. Father is so much kinder than he used to be,
that homes like heaven. He spoke so gently to me one dear night when I was going to bed,
that I was not afraid to ask him once more if you might come home, and he said yes, you should,
and he sent me in a coach to bring you, and you'll to be a man, said the child, opening her eyes,
and are never to come back here. But first,
We're to be together all the Christmas long and have the merriest time in all the world.
You're quite a little woman, little fan, exclaimed the boy.
She clapped her hands unlaught and tried to touch his head,
but being too little laughed again and stood on tiptoe to embrace him.
Then she began to drag him in her childish eagerness towards the door,
and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied her.
A terrible voice in the hall cried,
bring down Master Scrooge's box there, and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself,
who glared at Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension,
and threw him into a dreadful state of mind by shaking hands with him.
He then conveyed him and his sister into the various old well of shivering best parlour
that ever was seen, where the maps upon the wall and the celestial and terrestrial globes in the windows were waxy,
with cold. Here he produced a canter of curiously light wine and a block of curiously heavy cake
and administered installments of those dainties to the young people. At the same time, sending out a meagre servant
to offer a glass of something to the postboy, who once said that he thanked the gentleman,
but if it was the same tap as he had tasted before, he had rather not. Master Scrooge's trunk,
being by this time tied onto the top of the chase, the children,
bade the schoolmaster goodbye, write willingly, and getting into it, drove gaily down the garden
sweep, the quick wheels dashing the hoar frost and snow from the dark leaves of the evergreens-like
spray.
Always a delicate creature, whom a breath might have withered, said the ghost, but she had a large
heart.
So she had, cried Scrooge, you're right, I will not gainshe it spirit, God forbid.
She died a woman, said the ghost.
And had, as I think, children?
One child, Scrooge returned.
True, said the ghost, your nephew.
Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind, and answered briefly yes.
Although they had but the moment left the school behind them,
they were now in the busy thoroughfares of a city
where shadowy passengers passed and repassed,
where shadowy cars and coaches battled for the way
and all the strife and tumult of a real city were.
It was plain enough by the dressing of the shops
that here too it was Christmas time again
but it was evening and the streets were lighted up.
The ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door
and asked Scrooge if he knew it.
Know it? said Scrooge.
Was I apprenticed here?
They went in.
At the sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting behind such a high desk,
that if he had been two inches taller, he must have knocked his head against the ceiling.
Scrooge cried in great excitement.
Why, it's old fezziwig!
Bless his heart, it's Feziwig alive again.
Old Fezziwig laid down his pen and looked up at the clock, which pointed to the hour of seven.
He rubbed his hands, adjusted his capetive.
pacious waistcoat, laughed all over himself, from his shoes to his organ of benevolence,
and called out an uncomfortable, oily, rich, fat, jovial voice.
Yo-ho there, Ebenezer, Dick!
Scroo's former self, now groan a young man, came briskly in, accompanied by his fellow
apprentice.
Dick Wilkins, to be sure, said Scrooge to the ghost.
Bless me, yes, there he is.
He was very much attached to me, was Dick.
Poor Dick, dear, dear.
Yo-ho-ho, my boys, said Fuzzywig.
No more work tonight.
Christmas Eve, Dick.
Christmas, Ebenezer.
Let's have the shutters up, cried old Fuzzywig,
with a sharp clap of his hands,
before a man can say Jack Robinson.
You wouldn't believe how those two fellows went at it.
They charged into the street with the shutters.
One, two, three,
Had them up in their places, 456,
Bairdum and pinned them 7-8-9,
and came back before you you could have got to 12, panting like race-horses.
Hilly-ho, cried Fuzzywig,
skipping down from the high desk with wonderful agility.
Clear away, my lads, and let's have a lot of room here.
Hilly-ho, Dick, Chirub, Ebenezer.
Clear away, there was nothing that wouldn't have cleared away
or couldn't have cleared away with old fizzy wig looking on.
It was done in a minute.
Every movable was packed off as if it were dismissed from public life forevermore.
The door was swept and watered, the lamps were trimmed,
fuel was heaped upon the fire,
and the warehouse was as snug and warm and dry and brighter ballroom
as you desired to see upon a winter's night.
In came a fiddler with a music book,
and went up to the lofty desk and made an orchestra of it and tuned like 50 stomach-aches.
In came Mrs. Feziewig, one vast substantial smile.
In came the three Miss Fizzywigs, beaming and lovable.
In came the six young followers who hearts they broke.
In came all the young men and women employed in the business.
In came the housemaid with her cousin the baker.
In came the cook, with her brother's particular friend, the milkman.
In came the boy from over the way, who was suspected of not having bored enough from his master,
trying to hide himself behind the girl from next all but one,
who was proved to have had her ears pulled by her mistress.
In they all came one after another, some shyly, some boldly, some gracefully, some awkwardly,
some pushing, some pudding,
in they all came
Anyhow and every how
Away they all went
20 couple at once
Hands half round and back again
the other way
Down the middle up again
Round and round
In various stages of affectionate groupie
Old top couple
Always turning up in the wrong place
New top couple
starting off again as soon as they got there
All top couples at last
And not a bottom one to help them
When this result was brought about
old Feziwig, clapping his hands to stop the dance, cried out,
Well done!
And the fiddler plunged his hot face into a pot of porter,
especially provided for that purpose.
But scorning rest upon his reappearance,
he instantly began again,
though there were no dancers left,
as if the other fiddler had been carried home,
exhausted on a shutter,
and he were a brand-new man,
resolved to beat him out of sight or perish.
There were more dancers and there were forfeits, and more dancers, and there was cake, and there was negus, and there was a great piece of cold roast, and there was a great piece of cold boiled, and there were mince pies and plenty of beer.
But the great effect of the evening came after the roast and boiled, when the fiddler, an artful dog mind, the sort of man who knew his business, better than you or I, could have told it to him, struck up, Sir Roger de Covilly.
Then old Feziwig stood out to dance with Mrs. Fuzzywig.
Top couple too, with a good stiff piece of work cut out for them,
three or four and twenty pair of partners,
people who were not to be trifled with,
and people who would dance and had no notion of walking.
But if they had been twice as many,
our four times,
old Fessiewig would have been a match for them,
and so would Mrs. Fessiewig,
As to her, she was worthy to be his partner in every sense of the term.
If that's not high praise, tell me higher and I'll use it.
A positive light appeared to issue from Fezzywig's calves.
They shone in every part of the dance like moons.
You couldn't have predicted at any time what would have become of them next.
And when old Fuzzywig and Mrs Fessie Wig had gone all through the dance, advance and retire,
both hands to your partner, bow, courtesy, corkscrew, thread and needle, and back again to your place,
Feziwig cut, cut so deftly that he appeared to wink with his legs, and came upon his feet again with outer stagger.
When the clock struck eleven, the domestic ball broke up.
Mr and Mrs. Feziewig took their stations, one on either side of the door,
and shaking hands with every person individually, as he,
or she went out, wished him or her a Merry Christmas. When everybody had retired, but the two
prentices, he did the same to them, and thus the cheerful voices died away, and the lads were left to
their beds, which were under a counter in the back shop. During the whole of this time, Scrooge had
acted like a man out of his wits. His heart and soul were in the scene, and with his former self.
He corroborated everything, remembered as.
everything, enjoyed everything, and underwent the stranger's agitation. It was not until now
when the bright faces of his former self and Dick were turned from them, and that he remembered
the ghost and became conscious that it was looking full upon him while the light upon its head
burnt very clear. A small matter, said the ghost, to make these silly fools so full of gratitude,
small echoed Scrooge the spirit signed to him to listen to the two apprentices who were pouring out their hearts in praise of Fizzywig and when he had done so said why it is not he has spent a few pounds of your mortal money three or more perhaps is that so much that he deserves this praise it isn't that said Scrooge heated by the remark and speaking unconsciously
like his former, not his latter self.
It isn't that spirit.
He has the power to render his happy or unhappy
to make our service light or burdensome,
a pleasure or a toil.
Say that his power lies in words and looks,
in things so slight and insignificant
that it is impossible to add and count him up.
What then?
The happiness he gives is quite as great
as if it cost a fortune.
He felt the spirit's glance and stopped.
What is the matter?
Ask the ghost.
Nothing particular, said Scrooge.
Something, I think.
The ghost insisted.
No, said Scrooge.
No, I should like to be able to say a word or two
to my clerk just now.
That's all.
His former self turned down the lamps
as he gave utterance to the wish.
And Scrooge and the ghost,
stood side by side in the open air.
My time grows short, observed the spirit, quick.
This was not addressed to Scrooge or to anyone whom he could see,
but it produced an immediate effect,
for again Scrooge saw himself.
He was older now, a man in the prime of his life.
His face had not the harsh and rigid lines of later years,
but it had begun to wear the same.
signs in care and avarice. There was an eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye which showed
the passion that had taken root and where the shadow of the growing tree would fall.
He was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair young girl in a morning dress, who whose eyes
were with tears which sparkled in the light that shone out of the ghost of Christmas past.
It matters little, she said softly, to you very little.
Another idol has displaced me, and if it can cheer and comfort you in time to come,
as I would have tried to, I have no just cause to grieve.
What idol has displaced you, he rejoined.
A golden one, she said.
This is the even-handed dealing of the world.
He said, there is nothing on which it is so hard as poverty.
and there is nothing it professes to condemn with such severity as the pursuit of wealth.
You fear the world too much, she answered gently.
All your other hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the chance of his sordid reproach.
I have seen your nobler aspirations fall off one by one until the master passion gain engrosses you.
Have I not?
What then? he retorted.
Even if I have grown so much wiser, what then, I am not changed towards you.
She shook her head.
Am I?
Our contract is an old one.
It was made when we were both poor and content to be so,
until in good season we could improve our worldly fortune by our patient industry.
You are changed when it was made you were another man.
I was a boy, he said impatiently.
your own feelings tell you that you are not what you are she returned i am that which promised happiness when we were one in heart is fraught with misery now that we are too how often and how keenly have i thought of this i will not say it is enough that i have thought of it and can release you have i ever sought release in words no never in what then
in a change nature, in an altered spirit, in another atmosphere of life, another hope as its great end,
in everything that made my love of any worth or value in your sight.
If this had never been between us, said the girl, looking mildly but with steadiness upon him,
tell me, would you seek me out and try and win me now? Oh no.
He seemed to yield to the justice of this supposition,
in spite of himself, but he said with a struggle,
You think not.
I would gladly think otherwise if I could, she answered.
Heaven knows, when I have learned a truth like this,
I know how strong and irresistible it must be,
but if you were free today, tomorrow, yesterday,
can even I believe that you would choose a doweless girl?
you who in your very confidence with her
weigh everything by gain or choosing her
if for a moment you are false enough
to your one guiding principle to do so
so I do not know that your repentance
and regret would surely follow
I do and I release you
with full heart for the love of him you once were
he was about to speak
but with her head turned from him
she resumed. You may, the memory of what is past half, makes me hope you will, have pain in this.
A very, very brief time, and you would dismiss the recollection of it.
Gladly, as an unprofitable dream, from which it happened well that you awoke,
may you be happy in the life that you have chosen.
She left him and they parted.
Spirit, said Scrooge, show me no more.
conduct me home, why do you delight to torture me?
One shadow more, exclaimed the ghost,
No more, cried Scrooge, no more, I don't wish to see it, show me no more.
But the relentless ghost pinioned him in both arms and forced him to observe what happened next.
They were in another place and seen, a room not very large or handsome but full of comfort.
Near to the winter fire sat a beautiful young girl, so like that last that Scrooge believed it was the same, until he saw her.
Now a comely matron sitting opposite her daughter.
The noise in this room was perfectly tumultuous, for there were more children there than Scrooge, in his agitated state of mind, could count,
and like the celebrated heard in the poem that there were not forty-year.
children conducting themselves like one, but every child was conducting itself like 40.
The consequences were uproarerous beyond belief, but no one seemed to care. On the contrary,
the mother and daughter laughed heartily and enjoyed it very much, and the latter, soon beginning
to mingle in the sports, got pillaged by the young brigands most ruthlessly. What would I am not
given to be one of them? Though I never.
could have been so rude, no, no. I wouldn't, for the wealth of all the world, have crushed that
braided hair and torn it down, and for the precious little shoe, I wouldn't have plucked it off.
God bless my soul, to save my life. As to measuring her waist in sport as they did, bold young
brood, I couldn't have done it. I should have expected my arm to have grown round it for a punishment
and never come straight again.
And yet I should have dreary liked it.
I own to have touched her lips,
to have questioned her that she might have opened them,
to have looked upon the lashes of her downcast eyes,
and never raised a blush,
to have let loose waves of hair,
an inch of which would be a keepsake beyond price.
In short, I should have liked,
I do confess,
to have had the lightest license of a child,
and yet have been man enough to know its value.
But now a knocking at the door was heard,
and such a rush immediately ensued
that she with laughing face and plundered dress
was born towards it,
the centre of a flushed and boisterous group,
just in time to greet the father,
who came home attended by a man
laden with Christmas toys and presents.
Then the shouting and the struggling,
and the onslaught that was made,
on the defenseless porter.
The scaling him with the chairs for ladders
to dive into his pockets,
despoil him of brown paper parcels,
hold on tight by his cravat,
hug him round his neck,
pommel his back,
and kick his legs in irrepressible affection.
The shouts of wonder and delight
with which the development of every package was received.
The terrible announcement that the baby
had been taken in the act of putting a doll's frying pan
into his mouth and was more than suspected of having swallowed a fictitious turkey glued on a wooden platter.
The immense relief of finding this a false alarm, the joy and gratitude and ecstasy, they are all indescribable alike.
It is enough that by degrees the children and their emotions got out of the parlour
and by one stare at a time up to the top of the house, where they went to bed,
and so subsided. And now Scrooge looked on more attentively than ever,
when the master of the house, having his daughter leaning fondly on him,
sat down with her and a mother at his own fireside,
and when he thought that such another creature, quite as graceful and as full of promise,
might have called him father, and been a springtime in the haggard winter of his life,
his sight grew very dim indeed.
Bell, said the husband, turning to his wife with a smile.
I saw an old friend of yours this afternoon.
Who was it? Guess. How can I touch? Don't I know?
She added in the same breath, laughing as he left.
Mr. Scrooge, it was.
I passed his office window, and as it was not shut up,
and he had a candle inside, I could scarcely help seeing him.
His partner lies upon the point of death I hear
And there he says alone
Quiet alone in the world I do believe
Spirit said Scrooge in a broken voice
Remove me from this place
I told you that these were shadows of the things that have been
Said the ghost
But they are what they are
Do not blame me
Remove me
Scrooge exclaimed I cannot bear it
He turned upon the
the ghost and seeing that it looked upon him with a face in which in some strange way there were fragments
of all the faces they had shown him wrestled with it leave me take me back haunt me no longer in the struggle
if that can be called a struggle in which the ghost with no visible resistance on its own part
was undisturbed by any effort of its adversary scrooge observed that its life
was burning high and bright and dimly connecting with its influence over him.
He seized the extinguisher cap and by all sudden action pressed it down upon its head.
The spirit dropped beneath it so that the extinguisher covered its whole form
but though Scrooge pressed it down with all his force, he could not hide their light,
which streamed from under it in an unbroken flood upon the ground.
He was conscious of being exhausted
And overcome by an irresistible drowsiness
And further of being in his own bedroom
He gave the cap a parting squeeze
In which his hand relaxed
And he had barely time to reel to bed
Before he sank into a heavy sleep
Thank you.
