Nothing much happens: bedtime stories to help you sleep - Something Blue

Episode Date: September 18, 2023

Our story tonight is called Something Blue, and it brings us a little closer to a much-anticipated event in the village of Nothing Much. It’s a story about autumn skies and turning leaves. It’s also about a kitten wrapped in a shawl, star anise and peppermint, and letting yourself love again after loss. We give to a different charity each week, and this week we are giving to the World Central Kitchen. They are teaming up with Moroccan volunteers to provide food and water in the remote areas hardest hit by the earthquake. https://wck.org  If you’d like to subscribe to our ad-free and bonus episodes, visitwww.nothingmuchhappens.com.Purchase Our Book: https://bit.ly/Nothing-Much-HappensSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

Welcome to Bedtime Stories for Everyone, in which nothing much happens. You feel good, and then you fall asleep. I'm Katherine Nicolai. I read and write all the stories you hear on Nothing Much Happens with audio engineering by Bob Wittersheim. We give to a different charity each week, and this week we are giving to World Central Kitchen. They are teaming up with Moroccan volunteers to provide food and water in the remote areas hardest hit by the earthquake. We have a link to them in our show notes. And if you'd like to subscribe to our ad-free and bonus episodes, visit nothingmuchappens.com. without something to focus on your mind can wander

endlessly so having something outside of your own thoughts to gently pay attention to allows your mind to settle into one place and from there sleep is possible. It's almost inevitable, actually. So I'll tell you a story, and I'll tell it twice,

and go a little slower the second time through. And just by listening, you will fall asleep. Trust me, a hundred million downloads can't be wrong. If you wake later in the night, turn the story right back on. Most people fall back to sleep within seconds. Now, it's time. Lights out. Get as comfortable as you can and just scan up through your legs and torso, your arms and Your neck and face. Everything relaxing as you go.

There is nothing you need to do. No one is waiting. I will keep watch. Draw a deep breath in through your nose and sigh from your mouth. Nice. Again, breathe in and out. Good. Our story tonight is called Something Blue. And it brings us a little closer to a much-anticipated event in the village of Nothing Much. It's a story about autumn skies and turning leaves.

It's also about a kitten wrapped in a shawl, star anise and peppermint, and letting yourself love again after loss. Something Blue yourself love again after loss. Something blew. There was a sycamore tree on the far side of the rose garden at the inn. She had once held a treehouse in her branches, but that was many, many years ago.

One late spring, a windstorm had brought it tumbling down, and it had never been rebuilt, but there remained enough of the latter, smallish wood planks nailed into the trunk, that with a bit of care, one could climb up and settle into the crook of the first hardy branch. And for a cat, it was even easier. So we sat, me and my dear Cinder.

She was a small gray cat who walked on silent paws and watched me with yellow eyes. I leaned back against a branch, and she climbed deftly into my lap. We turned our faces up to the sky. The leaves around us were just beginning to turn and would soon be the color of cinder's eyes. Beyond their canopy, we were watching for the weather to turn,

for the day to brighten and the clouds to clear. Today was the day it seemed the whole village had been waiting for. A wedding, here at the inn. And we were trying to deliver on our gift to the happy couple. Cinder and I had known the bride for a few years, and, if we did say so ourselves, had a hand and a paw in their love story.

It started when Cinder found a tiny orange kitten, lost and alone on a cold day. She'd brought her to our shop in downtown, dragged her through the cat flap by the scruff of her neck, and set her in my lap as I sat in the big winged armchair by the window. I'd wrapped her in my shawl and gone to find a dish and some food. Once she'd eaten and fallen asleep in Cinder's bed, we'd looked at each other and tried to decide what to do next. As I often do when I'm in need of a bit of guidance and inspiration. I took my grandmother's grimoire down from its place on the shelf

and paged through it. I'd inherited this book and my talents from her, and it often felt like she could still talk to me through the book. How many times had I come to it with a question and opened it straight to the page with the answer. That day, I'd held the book in my hands and looked at the small cat curled up at my feet and wondered where she should be. Was someone missing her? Was she meant to stay with me and Cinder? I let the book fall open,

and my eyes landed on the words, Lost and Found, a spell for location and placement. Thank you, Gran, I'd whispered as I read her directions. The spell involved a tricky kind of knot tied with yarn or string, and as I sat down at my table, I looked down to see Cinder dragging a skein of blue yarn out of my knitting basket. Thanks to you too, I said, as I reached down for it.

I cut a stretch of the fiber, and as I tied it, per Gran's instructions, I thought about the orange kitten. I found a few of her hairs on my shirt, and I tied them into the knot as well. Before I'd even finished it, I knew where she was meant to end up. This is often how spells work for me. The mere act of focusing part of my mind on the process frees up another part to intuit what is needed and how to bring it about. I had a friend who had lost her beloved cat a few years before, and part of the wound of grief his passing had left behind was still unhealed. The chamber of her heart that wanted to love was closed up. She was stuck and I think didn't even know it.

And here was this irresistible kitten, small and in need, and I felt sure would win over my friend in an instant. Would force her heart open and let the light into its closed up corners. So I tucked the little girl into my coat buttoning it up around her and Cinder and I chomped over to my friend's house as snow began to fall I'd realized as I was tying that knot that if I knocked on her door and tried to convince her to take the kitten in, the spell might fall apart.

No, it would cause her to make a decision with her head, and we needed to deal directly with her heart. So we waited till it felt like the time was right, and I sat the little cat down at the edge of her front walk. She didn't give me a backwards glance. I think she knew she was home. She just started leaving tiny paw prints in the fresh snow all around the front door, then ducked under a shrub in the yard. From a distance, I saw my friend come around the corner of her house. She spotted the prince and stopped short. Cinder jumped up onto my shoulder and purred as we watched her face shift.

Her eyes followed the prince. It had taken a little while, a cardboard box with a blanket and a dish of borrowed kibble from the neighbor, but eventually they'd found each other. And that moment had marked a shift for my friend. Not all at once, but bit by bit, she'd become more willing to ride the ups and downs of loving another. Next, she and the kitten she'd named Marmalade made room in their house for a little scruffy pup named Crumb.

And here we were, after a few more turns in the road, on her wedding day. Marrying a man she'd come to love after his dog, Bluebird, had brought them closer. From our spot in the tree, their love story fresh in my mind. I peeked up again at the sky. I knew they'd be needing something blue for their wedding. And my gift to them was, fingers crossed, a blue sky. Clear, excellent weather for the wedding, taking place soon out by the lake. The innkeeper had called me, in fact, when the date was first decided upon, and

asked my opinion. I remember standing by the stove in the shop, with the phone in my hand, looking down into my simmer pot, which was steaming scents of cinnamon, star anise, and peppermint into the air, all good for waking up my second sight. I'd asked the innkeeper to repeat the date again, and as she did, let my attention travel through my body, not trying to do anything, really, just listening for how it felt. Blue skies, my friend, I'd said into the phone. But they'd been gray when we'd woken,

so we'd come to keep watch from this old sycamore. I laid my hand on the rough bark beside me and imagined the whole environment around us shifting, the chill in the air being driven out as the clouds rolled back. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes and breathed deeply, thinking of my friend standing in her dress by the lake, the afternoon sun shining down around her and her sweetheart.

I smelled it before I saw it, like a hayride on a crisp day, the sun hitting the dry leaves ready to fall. When I opened my eyes, the skies were a bright September blue, and down the drive of the inn, a slow procession of guests were arriving. Cinder climbed up onto my shoulder, and we descended down the old treehouse ladder. It was nearly time. Something blew. There was a sycamore tree on the far side of the rose garden at the inn. She had once held a treehouse in her branches. But that was many, many years ago.

One late spring, a windstorm had brought it tumbling down and it had never been rebuilt. But there remained enough of the latter, smallish wood planks nailed into the trunk, that, with a bit of care,

one could climb up and settle into the crook of the first heavy branch. And for a cat, it was even easier. So we sat, me and my dear Cinder. She was a small gray cat who walked on silent paws and watched me with yellow eyes. I leaned back against a branch and she climbed deftly into my lap. We turned our faces up to the sky.

The leaves around us were just beginning to turn and would soon be the color of cinder's eyes. Beyond their canopy, we were watching for the weather to turn, for the day to brighten and the clouds to clear. Today was the day it seemed the whole village had been waiting for. A wedding, here to deliver on our gift to the happy couple. Cinder and I had known the bride for a few years, and if we did say so ourselves, had a hand and a paw in their love story. It started when Cinder found a tiny orange kitten, lost and alone on a cold day. She'd brought her to our shop in downtown, dragging her through the cat flap

by the scruff of her neck and set her in my lap as I sat in a big winged armchair by the window. I'd wrapped her in my shawl and gone to find a dish and some food. Once she'd eaten and fallen asleep in Cinder's bed, we'd looked at each other and tried to decide what to do next. As I often do when I'm in need of guidance and inspiration. I took my grandmother's grimoire down from its place on the shelf and paged through it. I'd inherited this book and my talents from her, and it often felt like she could still talk to me through the book.

How many times had I come to it with a question and opened it straight to the page with the answer. That day I'd held the book in my hands and looked at the small cat curled up at my feet and wondered, where should she be? Was someone missing her? Was she meant to stay with me and Cinder? I let the book fall open, and my eyes landed on the words lost and found, a spell for location

and placement. Thank you, Gran, I whispered as I read her directions. The spell involved a tricky kind of knot tied with yarn or string, and as I sat down at my table, I looked down to see Cinder dragging a skein of blue yarn out of my knitting basket. Thanks to you too, I said, as I reached down for it. I cut a stretch of the fiber, and as I tied it, per Gran's instructions,

I thought about the orange kitten. I found a few of her hairs on my shirt, and tied them into the knot as well. Before I'd even finished it, I knew where she was meant to end up. This is often how spells work for me. The mere act of focusing part of my mind on the process frees up another part to intuit what is needed and how to bring it about. I had a friend who had lost her beloved cat a few years before, and part of the wound of grief his passing had left behind was still unhealed. The chamber of her heart

that wanted to love again was closed up she was stuck and I think didn't even know it and here was this irresistible kitten small and in need, and I felt sure would win over my friend in an instant. Would force her heart open and let the light into its closed-up corners.

So I tucked the little girl into my coat, buttoning it up around her, and Cinder and I tromped over to my friend's house as snow began to fall. I had realized as I was tying that knot that if I knocked on her door and tried to convince her to take the kitten in, the spell might fall apart. No, that would cause her to make a decision with her head, and we needed to deal directly with her heart. So we waited till it felt like the time was right, and I set the little cat down at the edge of her front walk. She didn't give me a backward glance. I think she knew she was home. She just started leaving tiny paw prints in the fresh snow all around the front door, then ducked under a shrub in the yard.

From a distance, I saw my friend come around the corner of her house. She spotted the prince and stopped short. Cinder jumped up onto my shoulder and purred as we watched her face shift. Her eyes follow the prints. It had taken a little while, a cardboard box with a blanket

and a dish of borrowed kibble from the neighbor. But eventually, they'd found each other. And that moment had marked a shift for my friend. Not all at once, but bit by bit, she'd become more willing to ride the ups and downs of loving another. Next, she and the kitten she'd named Marmalade made room in their house for a little scruffy pup named Crumb. And here we were, after a few more turns in the road, on her wedding day, marrying a man she'd come to love after his dog, Bluebird,

had brought them closer. From our spot in the tree, their love story fresh in my mind, I peeked up again at the sky. I knew they'd be needing something blue for their wedding. And my gift to them was, fingers crossed, a blue sky. Clear, excellent weather for the wedding taking place soon out by the lake. The innkeeper had called me, actually, when the date was first decided upon and asked my opinion.

I remember standing by the stove in the shop with the phone in my hand, looking down into my simmer pot, which was steaming scents of cinnamon, star anise and peppermint into the air, all good for waking up my second sight. asked the innkeeper to repeat the date again, and as she did, let my attention travel through my body, not trying to do anything, really, just listening for how it felt. Hmm. Blue skies, my friend, I'd said into the phone. But they'd been gray when we'd woken. So we'd come to keep watch

from this old sycamore. I laid my hand on the rough bark beside me and imagined the whole environment around us shifting. The chill in the air being driven out as the clouds rolled back. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes and breathed deeply

thinking of my friend standing in her dress by the lake the afternoon sun shining down around her and her sweetheart. I smelled it before I saw it, like a hayride on a crisp day, the sun hitting the dry leaves ready to fall. When I opened my eyes, the skies were a bright September blue, and down the drive of the inn, a slow procession of guests were arriving. Cinder climbed up onto my shoulder, and we descended down the old treehouse ladder. It was nearly time.

Sweet dreams.