On Purpose with Jay Shetty - John Edward: Stop Trying to “Move On” After Loss (Use THIS Daily Practice to Make Peace Without the Answers)

Episode Date: January 28, 2026

Today, Jay welcomes internationally recognized psychic medium John Edward for an eye-opening conversation about grief, healing, and the survival of consciousness. John shares how people often come to him hoping for closure after losing a loved one, only to realize that what they truly find is connection. Rather than “fixing” grief, his work helps people recognize that love continues beyond the physical world and that healing comes not from moving on from loss, but from reframing how we see it. Through his own journey from skeptic to seeker, John illustrates how curiosity and openness can lead us to deeper truths about life and beyond. Together, Jay and John break down the biggest misconceptions about mediumship, especially the fine line between skepticism and cynicism. John shares why healthy skepticism can actually be a gateway to discovery, while cynicism closes the door before anything begins. He also walks through the scientific studies that have examined his abilities, how he receives information through clairvoyance, clairaudience, and clairsentience, and why validation is at the core of every reading.  John emphasizes that no one truly “needs” a reading, they need understanding. By reframing grief as the other side of love, he invites us to honor our emotions, say what matters while our loved ones are still here, and discover meaningful ways to carry their presence forward. From keeping traditions alive to sharing their stories, John reminds us that our connections don’t end, they endure when we choose to include those we’ve lost in our everyday lives. In this interview, you'll learn: How to Reframe Grief Into Growth How to Recognize Real Connection vs. Closure How to Tell If a Psychic Is Genuine How to Keep Loved Ones Present After Loss How to Talk About Death Without Fear How to Find Lessons Hidden in Grief How to Honor Your Loved One’s Legacy Grief may leave cracks in our hearts, yet those very cracks can become the places where light enters and strength is revealed. Each moment we choose to honor the past while embracing the present, we create space for deeper connection, renewed purpose, and lasting peace. Check out John’s latest book, Chasing Evil: Shocking Crimes, Supernatural Forces, and an FBI Agent’s Search for Hope and Justice. With Love and Gratitude, Jay Shetty Join over 750,000 people to receive my most transformative wisdom directly in your inbox every single week with my free newsletter. Subscribe here.  Check out our Apple subscription to unlock bonus content of On Purpose! https://lnk.to/JayShettyPodcast  What We Discuss: 00:00 Intro 00:28 Why Do People Really Go See a Medium? 01:11 Turning Grief Into Discovery 03:37 Skepticism vs. Cynicism 07:53 The Science Behind Psychic Studies 12:08 How Messages Are Received in a Reading 16:04 What Actually is a Psychic Medium? 18:10 Everything Is Energy 20:25 Red Flags to Look for in Readings 24:35 A Session That Changed Everything 30:20 Do We Ever “Need” a Reading? 33:03 Discovering Your Life Path 37:56 Challenges That Arise in Readings 41:36 Exploring Reincarnation and Consciousness 47:55 Choosing Between Fear and Love 49:40 When Grief Truly Begins 53:47 Say What You Need to Say Before It’s Too Late   57:42 Grief is the Other Side of Love 01:00:13 Finding Your Way Through Grief 01:02:12 The Truth About Time and Healing 01:05:27 Moving Forward When You Feel Stuck 01:07:08 Astrology as an Energetic Blueprint 01:10:42 Honoring and Living With Grief Every Day  01:12:13 Supporting a Grieving Parent 01:12:57 The Comfort in Knowing No One Really Dies Alone 01:16:22 Keeping Their Memories Alive After They’re Gone  01:19:38 Letting Go of Their Belongings to Heal  01:21:21 Internalizing, Not Externalizing Feelings 01:23:37 Chasing Evil  Episode Resources: John Edward | https://johnedward.net/  John Edward | https://www.instagram.com/psychicmediumje/  John Edward | https://www.facebook.com/psychicmediumje  John Edward | https://x.com/psychicmediumje  John Edward | https://www.tiktok.com/@psychicmediumjeSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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and you have to make a choice whether you're going to stay in it or move forward. Our two-part conversation is available now. Listen to the mailroom on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, for wherever you get your favorite shows. I don't think anybody needs a reading. Nobody really wants to sit with me. They want their loved one and friends to be here in the physical world. I want people to recognize that a medium is not going to fix their freedom. John Edward, welcome to On Purpose.

Thank you for having me. It's great to have you here. It's not every day I get to sit down with a psychic medium and to dive into your mind, to dive into your work, to learn more about an area that I'm curious about as a form of. of healing and growth for people who need it and seek it out. And I think my first question to you is, what do most people come to you searching for? What are they seeking when they come to you? When a client first decides that they want to see a medium, they are thinking, I want to

make that connection back with the person who's left the physical world. That seeking of what they think is closure is actually really connection. So I think what they think they are seeking as closure, When it becomes the connection, I want people to recognize that there's a survival of consciousness, that life and love or eternal, and that a medium is not going to fix their grief. So that's what they think that they're coming for. Like, they're going to be healed. They're going to be fixed. And I think, truth be told, it's going to actually set them on a path of discovery.

How many people are disappointed that they're not going to get fixed and healed when they realize that's not the process? And how many people continue to actually say, I'm going to commit to this next phase? I don't know what the numbers would be, but I can go by feeling. I think that in every reading, no matter how amazing the information may be, you're always starting as a deficit because nobody wants to sit with me. Nobody really wants to stay with me. They want their loved one and friends to be here in the physical world. So we're already starting at a deficit. I think that there's an expectation that somebody has when they go for reading.

I need to hear this. They need to say this. I need to know this. And then that kind of reflects back to them. Then I'll be okay. And they may not hear that. they may not hear from the person that they want to hear from, or they may hear from multiple people.

So there's always a level of expectation management, and I think disappointment that comes into a reading, is that I always want people to be like, hey, if you're not ready for this, don't go. Like, process your grief in a different way, because you can't make someone come through and you cannot make them say the things that you want them to say. Yeah.

When people are coming, are they usually coming because they feel there was something I didn't say or something I didn't hear, or is it that I just missed that person and I want to access them if they had some sort of dream, experience, revelation? Like, where's that need coming from for humans to want to connect with someone who's passed on?

I think it's all the above. I think people want to know that they're okay. I'd start there. The physical death process takes them away from us, and as a result of taking them away from us, it makes us feel absent. It makes us feel empty. makes us feel vulnerable. And now I want to know, are they okay? So what I want people to know is

they are okay, but we are not, the grieving are not, and we're projecting onto them our not being okay. And I think the process of them coming through is to help us wage some of that, to say, no, I'm okay. Now let's work on you. Like, I'm okay. Let's work on what my passing has now done. What are the obstacles and the blockages that are coming? Yeah. You know, you're very open to skeptics. And I can imagine anyone who's listening or watching right now is just like, Jay, why are you doing this? What's the point? Like none of this works. It's not real.

It's make believe. And you've probably heard every excuse in the book or every thing in the book because you've done this for a long, long, long, long, long time. What has been your approach to meeting a skeptic who right now is going, that is just not true? That's not possible. My approach is to come on the journey. And what I mean by that is I was that person. So at a very young age, I had a reading that put me on this path. And I had no choice but to come to the understanding that this woman was legitimate with what she was doing.

Because there's no way possible that she could have known what she had known. I ruled out that it was mind reading for the simple reason that she could not have known something that was going to happen when it wasn't in my mind if I didn't know about it. So I'm an analytical person. And I was like, okay, I need to understand what this is. How did she do this? And this woman told me that I had this ability. And in that first reading that I had with her, she said, you're going to change the way millions of people look at this subject matter. I was 15 years old.

You know, and I jokingly say, it's like she could have said I parked my spaceship in the backyard and I'll take you for a spin when we're done. Right. It was like analogous to that. The reality is that sent me on a journey and I became a seeker. And I think that when we were seekers that leads to exploration. And my exploration took me to the public library where I read every book back in 1985 on the occult. and I was insatiable with information. And my discovery, which raised my awareness, was this is common sense.

Like everybody has this. This isn't psychic. This is just basic. Like, you know, we all do this. So I started asking questions. I would ask high school friends. Haven't you ever seen your dead grandfather? The answer was no.

I said, you've never had an apparition. The answer was no. Have you ever had dreams that came through? The answer was no. So I started to recognize that maybe my understanding of myself at that time, I needed to reframe certain things. Then I went into the active development part. But before that, I was the person who was debunking the people that came to my grandmother's

house to do readings. So I get it. But there is a difference between skepticism and cynicism. Skepticism says, I'm not sure show me. Cynicism says I'm sure, no matter what you show me. I'm not going to believe you. And I think that you can't give somebody a belief system. And I'm down with people being skeptical.

The only part that I think is not cool is when somebody defines a person. personal motivations because they don't know me. So, you know, I've had every possible scenario, you know, scammer, fraud, con, grifter, you name it. They kind of like fall off me now. 40 years of doing this, you're kind of like, it is what it is. But the reality is, I've put myself through positions of being studied and tested. I've read for people in positions. I've made sure that when I read, I'm giving information, not philosophy. So I just want people to come on that journey. You know, many years ago, there was a woman who sent me a letter.

And I hope I get this correctly. She was an insurance fraud investigator. And she kind of took it on herself like, I don't like him. I'm going to use my skill set. And I'm going to follow him around. And so she came to different events. But before she did that, she went to the skeptical society meetings, and she was armed with what the things to look for.

And so she was looking for, you know, reading body language, verbal intonation, cues. And most importantly, she wanted to see if the same people were being read in different cities that they were like, you know, actors that were connected. When all was said and done, she wrote me this amazing letter and she said, wow, I'm more concerned about the negative connotation that people are putting out about what you're doing than the reality that you are just doing what you're doing. And I'm still friends with her like 25 years later, right? And I remember like I got that letter and I just called her up and I was like, My name is Marcia. I was like, Marcia. And she's like, who is this? I'm like, it's John Edward. And she's like, oh, I said, I just wanted to personally say thank you for the letter. Because she did her due diligence.

She came. She watched. She saw. And I think that when people do that with legitimate mediums, I think they will think differently because it's basically showing them that there's a process that's happening here. That is not to say that there aren't a ton of other people that are out there. Go on TikTok.

You'll see them, right? go on Instagram and YouTube and they're there. I see them. I block them constantly. Skepticism is helpful, so I want everybody to have that. But be objectively skeptical. Don't be judgmental and skeptical. What are the studies that you said that have been done on you to help prove or show some of the

capabilities that you have? What would we see if we studied your brain or what's being scanned? What's being looked at? So the cool part for me is back in 1999, HBO was doing a documentary called America undercover life after life and it was produced by Linda Lerby and her production company, Lucky Lucky Duck Productions. And I had not done a lot of television. I was mostly a radio guy. I love radio because it was like interactive and live. But then they said that Dr. Gary Schwartz was going to be part of this. And he was going to study this. He wanted to study us, you know, Harvard Yale guy, right?

And I was thinking like, how do I not do that? Like one, I have a science mind. Like I like data. So I'm like, how do I not do this? And then a colleague of mine was invited. Her name is Suzanne Northrop, and I was like, Suzanne, are you doing this? And she's like, how do we not do this? She's like, and her joke was, how do we not sit in the seat? You know, how do you not put yourself in the seat? So it was myself, Ann Gaman, Suzanne Northrop, George Anderson, and Lurie Campbell.

We were like five people that were, you know, lab rats, basically. And what they were doing is they were looking at EEGs, EKGs. and the first testing that we did, which was on the documentary, they put the woman that we read and they kind of looked at the data that came through. And then in science, when you do additional testing, as you know, that they have to replicate and extend data points. So we did that. And they introduced something called the silent sitter experiment.

And then the third time we did that, there was another layer that they added in. And then he compiled all that data. And it ruled out that body language, verbal incinations, like all of the things that the quote-unquote cynics would say were doing, they were able to establish, no or not, and here's the data. That book was written. It's called the Afterlife Experiments.

And I foolishly thought, like, when the studies came out and when the book got published, I was like, okay, we're going to take this work to the next level now. Like, people are going to go like, okay, there's like science. Oh, no. They attacked the scientist. Now the scientist was crazy. And it was that moment where I recognized it doesn't matter, right? 20% of the population are you going to believe 20% of the population are not going to

believe and some people fall, you know, somewhere within that range. So that's why I came to the place of be skeptical, question everything. So they're not taking advantage by people who are claiming to do this and can't. Make sure you're getting information and validation, evidence that that person is talking to your relative, and they're not just giving you philosophy. And I travel around the world. I do events constantly. The first part of my events are always to establish that because I want to protect people from like, you know, anybody who walks in front of a crowd of people and says, who here connects with a butterfly? Well, guess what? somebody's going to connect with a butterfly, right?

Every afterlife book has a butterfly on it because it's the quintessential transformation. So I try to do the debunking of my own field while raising the bar and kind of trying to put out there what I think people should be looking for in my professional opinion. Yeah, I think that's the natural concern people have is that the human mind can project anything back onto itself. So when you say butterfly, it's like every single person

in the room is thinking of that exact moment. It's almost like saying don't think of a pink elephant. and then naturally the whole room is thinking about a pink elephant. Well, what I do is I stand in front of the crowd and I'll say, I'm going to disappoint all of you right now. And they kind of get that look of like, what? I'm like, here's what I'm not talking about. And then I say, instead of me telling you, I'm going to show you why.

And I go, who here connects with butterflies? And that's your sign. And then people raise their hand. And then I go through cardinals and hummingbirds and dragonflies and finding pennies, and quarters. And then I go through feathers. And then I talk about seeing 11-11 and other. iteration of numbers. About time I'm done, 90% of the room has raised their hand. And I'm like,

all of that's off the table. I'm not going to bring it up. When we make connections today, we're going to go deeper. And you may have to think about something that's not on your top 10 list of what you want to hear. But as long as it's a fact and a validation, then it's letting you know that it's them coming through. And a lot of times it's really trivial stuff, by the way. Conversations just happened, things that, you know, they did when nobody else was around. But it supports that there is a survival of consciousness and that are loved ones in are still part of what we're doing. I want to talk about sessions with you,

what they look like, because I almost want to have a conversation that helps people understand what the process looks like and feels like. And I was talking to my producer, who I know how to call with you before we book this and everything. So she was saying to me that when you were on Zoom with her,

you asked her if you could read her quickly or whatever the right language is. Are that accurate? And she said, you asked her a question, like, who's Chris? And Chris happens to be her ex-boyfriend. Oh, my God, I remember this. I did this. And she'd spoken to him, like she'd had an interaction with him like two days before that she was telling me.

Okay. And it was just like there was nowhere that you could have resets that. Her page is a private page on social media, so you couldn't find it there. What are you experiencing? I want to know like almost how are things revealed to you? Because that feels, when she was telling me that story, I was just like, that's incredible. Like that's, that's. You should come to an event then.

Yeah. That's just the tip of the iceberg of like. the layers of like what comes through. But I was just thinking, I was like, there's no way, unless you were family friends of a distant and you knew something, it's a really hard thing to pull off for somebody who's not a podcast. That's the good skeptical part. Like, that's what I want people to have, right?

So I see here and feel energy. My abilities are clairvoyance, clear audience, and clear sentience. Explain those. Yeah. Well, that translates, they're like French words. Clear audience means clear hearing. Clearvoyance means clear seeing. Clear sentience means clear feeling.

And this is where I jokingly say there's absolutely nothing clear about it. You know, it should be like cloudy seating. clouding, hearing, cloudy feeling. And then in this kind of like downloaded vibe, I'm basically telling you what it is that I'm seeing, hearing, feeling. So did you see the name, Chris?

Did you hear it? I probably heard it. I probably heard it, right? Where it's like a download. So let me give you an example of what that means. You know when you're reading a book or you're reading something, but your mind goes someplace else

and you're thinking about something else and then you have to go back and reread what it was. That's what it's like. So it's not an out loud voice. Nobody's yelling, Chris, you know, it's like I have two thoughts that are happening. So maybe somebody's asking me a question. And while she's asking me the question, it's like, Chris. I'm like, can I ask you?

Like, who's Chris? And in the case of a reading, it's just a lot of that. And then I put myself in the zone of receiving. And my style of reading actually changed from the University of Arizona studies. Because the second time we went out there, they said, we're going to do something called the silent sitter experience. And I'm like, okay, great. what does that mean?

And they said, you're going to sit there. They were going to put the person behind you. And for the first 10 minutes of the reading, they're not going to talk. And I about had colitis in that moment. And I went, what do you mean they're not going to talk? And they said, we want to see if you can get information without the person having to say anything to you. And I remember thinking, I don't think I can do that.

I think I need them to validate like what's coming through. So like an athlete goes into training for a competition, months leading up to that, all my clients, when they would come to me, I'd be like, hey, listen, I have to go through this, like, science testing. Can you not talk for the first 10 minutes? Can you try not to say anything? And they would be like, okay. And I recognized that I was already doing it.

I just didn't know that I was doing it because I would stop people from trying to say something because if they gave me a bias, it might take me in the wrong direction. I'm also, like, by habit, and I have to stop myself from doing an interview. It's like, while I'm talking to somebody, I will drift over to a blank wall because what I do is I focus on a blank wall to see what I'm seeing in my mind's eye. So when I did my TV show crossing over, I didn't design this, but they came up to me and they showed me the sets. And the original set of crossing over had these big white sales all around the room.

And I thought, why did you guys put those there? And they said, oh, we thought that it looked great and these amorphous shapes. And I'm like, perfect. That's where I would focus. So I didn't look at the clients. So that's how information comes through. see it, I hear it and I feel it. And do you believe that anyone can go from cloudy to clear thinking, hearing, and seeing? Or is that something that you uniquely, obviously, the medium

mentioned to you at 15 that you had that? Could we all fine tune ourselves to that level? Or is that? I think we can all fine tune ourselves to our level. Right. And there are a lot of people that, you know, with the success of crossing over and with the success of what I've done, I have had a lot of people like come out psychic medium and I don't believe that they're all psychic medium. I think that they might be ridiculously psychic and they would probably be better numerologists, tower readers, astrologers, but because they saw popularity with the word medium, they were like, oh, psychic medium, but they're flipping cards. Psychic medium, but I'm doing astrology. It's like, no, do what you do. And I come out of a

healthcare background. So for me, it's like you have different specialities, right? So you have your doctors, you have your general practitioners, and then you have surgeons. So a medium is like a specialty of being a psychic. I think every person that does whatever metaphysical practice that they're doing is tapping it to their intuition. And it gives them a framework, a boundary, something to work within. So I think everybody can do that. My goal is to get people to look at life through an energetic lens and not to think that they need the medium, right? If you could raise your awareness to a point of paying attention to your intuition, then when you're making decisions, You're making decisions based upon not fear, but you're making decisions based on a feeling of,

this is good for me or this is not good for me. And I think if most people just sit and just sit with what's happening around them, they're going to go, wow, this feels not good. Maybe this is not a good person for me to be around. But then we talk ourselves out of that. No, but I've known them forever. And our families knew each other and blah, blah. But meanwhile, you're the one who's keeping the relationship.

relationship going. That person's not doing anything for that. So I think if people sit with what they're feeling and they're true to what they're feeling, they can make better informed decisions. So I always want people to look at life through an energetic pair of classes. Yeah. And then the next thing my producer said was that you asked her if she had any experience with suicide in her, you know, friends and family or in her life. And she's talked to me about it before. She has had someone in our life who died by suicide and then you asked her if she had any artwork to do with that person and she actually has tattoos on her body that are based on that relationship and I was like you know that to me to do that over a Zoom call I'm sharing all of this because this happened in

real time and you know it's not an event or just for people to get context of of you doing this over someone that I know on my team and I was thinking, wow, like, you know, it's, it's pretty amazing to be able to do it across Zoom. How does that work? It's energy, right? So it's just energy. First, I have to say thank you because I can't tell you how many people I have been interviewed by, whether it be radio or television, where stuff would happen. And they would never bring something like that up. So the fact that you're doing that is just like, thank you. It's real, so I have to bring it up. It's like, you know, if I'm talking to my team and we always have to.

That's just it. You don't have to. Oh, right. Okay. You don't have to. And I can't tell you how many circumstances I've been in where that validation never happened. So gratitude, thank you.

But it's energy, you know, it's just simply energy. So there's somebody that I know that does healing work. His name is Charlie Goldsmith. And one of the things that I witnessed Charlie do was like, you know, a healing, a group healing, maybe over Facebook or whatever. and I was talking to my kids and I'm like, you know, it's kind of like interesting. I was like, I would think that as a healer

you would have to like be next to the person to heal them. And I see my kids look at me like, and I'm like, what? And they just like they'd like to kind of turn their head of me and they're like, do you need to be next to the person in order to connect with them? And I had that moment of like, ooh, that should have been my answer, right?

But look at me. I do what I do and I still questioned like the process of something. Why? because I didn't understand it. But once I put it in the frame of reference of, oh, I get it now, I get it. Okay, there it is. So before we dive into more about the process

that people actually come into you, and I wanted to share those examples just because I felt that they were, like you said, but they were just so real to me, someone that I know, someone who's producing the show, who isn't coming to you for a particular need, and for them to still have that experience

was pretty powerful. How can people watch out for anyone, who's misleading them, taking their money, taking advantage of them. What are the things to look out for? So I think that if you see somebody that is saying stuff like you have a curse on you, that like, you know, run, you know, you pay me money. I'm going to take off that curse, pay me money, I want to like candles for you, like all of that kind of stuff. That's red flag, red flag. Another red flag for me is when somebody who can't actually do a reading, they may be intuitive and psychic, but they're calling those a medium when they're not. And they then blame the person

in spirit for not coming through. They'll say something like, your dad's not evolved enough in spirit. He needs more prayers. No, he doesn't. That person is just going to make the connection. So, like, I will never blame my lack of connection on the person who's passed.

I'll just say, I'm sorry, I can't make the connection, which means it's a me thing. I was live on a Larry King night, like, you know, doing readings. And there was somebody that called up. And I got nothing. like absolutely nothing on this one person. And I said, I'm so sorry, I can't make the connection with you.

And we go to commercial and Larry looked at me and he's like, he's like, I might believe you more now. I went, you believe me more now because I couldn't do the reading? He said, yeah, because you could have said anything. I go, no, I couldn't. I said, I had nothing. So because I had nothing, I could not say anything. So I think we have to look at being careful that people are not just giving philosophy.

And that's what they went for me. like when someone pontificates in a reading. And I always watch... An example? When somebody will not kind of feel like they're getting information, but then they get something, right? Hypothetically. And then there's a story that's built around it, right?

So if you know that the person's past, right? If it's a mother, it's a dad, it's whatever, there's personality traits. There's relationship dynamics that you may want to hear. your mom wants you to know that she loves you and she's standing with you and it's swirly and it's flowery and it's it's ornate and everyone wants to hear it yeah generally yeah they definitely want to hear that and and i'll say that but i'm going to say it differently i'm going to be like just so you know that they're okay and they're coming through from a from a place of love now i have symbols if i see pink

roses i know that they want me to express love if i see pink roses with thorns on it i know that they want me to express love, but they also want me to say in life, they couldn't do it. Can't hold the flowers, right? They're thorny. So I don't like when people give philosophy as information. I don't like when people, you know, go for the low-hanging fruit, who here has the butterfly connection, like all of those types of things. I think you need to be careful about things like that. If they're asking you for any type of like questions, like I was watching something online one day and the person said, in order for me to make the connection with you, I need you to tell me the relationship of the person who's passed, the name of the person who's passed,

the date that the person's passed, and how they passed. And I about levitated out of my chair. I was like, then what are you doing? Right. So if I'm doing a radio show, if I'm doing a call in, I might say to the person, hey, how can I help you? Do you have a question? And they may say, I'd like to try to connect my dad. That's it. And then I'm going to say, okay, I may not get your dad, but pay attention to everything that's coming through. And then I feel like my job, is to interview who's coming through. Who are you? How did you pass?

When did you pass? Any pertinent dates? And then ultimately, I'm looking for the why now, right? So at the intersection of you, me, and the universe, why now? Why today? And what is that nugget that I have to mind for that I'm going to help them with? That's what I'm looking for in a session, whether I'm in front of people or if I'm in one-on-one. How did you, the first time you did this feel, because you're in that reading yourself at

15 years old. How did you even end up there in the first place? Doing the... The reading that was done on you that you heard that you got the message. So my Italian side of the family, my grandmother, my mom, had psychics come to the house all the time. My dad was a New York City police officer, not a fan of the subject matter, made sure that I was never around it growing up. My mom and dad divorced, moved into my grandmother's house, paranormal hub of activity. And for about three years when they would do stuff like that, I used to make fun of the people. You know, I would, you know, jokingly, I remember one guy

It was a card reader that they had. And after like three people came out, the third or fourth person came out. And I went, wait, let me guess. You're going to Florida. And the person went, yes, he said I'm going to Florida. How did you know that? I'm like, because you live in New York. Like, New Yorkers go to Florida and Aruba.

Like, why is nobody going to Kansas? Right. So the reality was I was that person. So when I say I understand skepticism, but after I had that first reading, I went to debunk her. And I went to debunk her because my grandmother came out of the room crying. She made my grandmother upset. And I was like, what did this woman say to you? Very protective of my grandmother.

And she said, no, she told me that Tony was with me. And then I felt bad because I'm like, Grandma, you were, Tony was my grandfather, Anthony. I was like, you were introduced as Mrs. Esposito. It's not a big stretch. It's going to be an Anthony or Tony in your family. No. And to my grandmother's credit, she said, if you don't believe that you, your grandfather who loved me more than life itself is still with me, that's like a you problem,

not a me problem. And then she said, how would she know this? And then she proceeded to tell me things that apparently were true that I did not know having to do with my grandfather. So I didn't leave it there. Here's what I did. I went to the list of people that were in the room that this woman read before my grandmother to see who could, my name was Lydia Clara, who could Lydia have extrapolated that information from and then given it to the oldest person in the room. None. There was nobody that that woman read before. So then my cousin went. My cousin's 13 years old than I am, but she looked like she was the same age. And she came out and she was like, oh my God. And I'm like, come on, Roe, not you too. And she's like, you have to go. Like, you have to go.

She's like, I'll pay for you to go. And I looked at my mother like, could I go? And she said, you can go, but you better treat her with respect. And I said, oh, I'll treat her with respect. I'm just not going to help her like the rest of you. So I went in, armed with my like attitude. And she said, can I have your high school ring? And I went, sure, I took off my ring, my hand at Toro. And she went like this, did not look at me. And then proceeded to give me information.

That kind of sound, honestly, sounded bad shit crazy. I mean, she literally said to me, you have highly evolved beings of white and gold light that are ready to work with you. And I'm here to put you on your path. And I remember like the way that she said it with such conventional. conviction. I'm like, oh, so she's crazy. Like, this is like, this is crazy. So I was like, okay. And then like part two of the reading made sense, but yet it didn't. But it did make sense. So she was two for two. And then the last part was where she just like rock my world, like flip me upside down.

I was like, whoa, like there's no way that she would know this. That set me on my path. And then from like 1985 to 1987, my readings were just what's happening now, what's coming up for a person. I had no interest in dead people. In 1987, my uncle died. That shifted my perspective. And I always tell people that when you have a perspective shift, that's where lessons come in. If you're open, I was open. And it was the first time I saw what grief does to a family.

And then, unfortunately, a year and a half to two years later, my mom was diagnosed with cancer. And then my world was just rocked. And that was a catalyst for me. That was a huge catalyst. And it changed everything. because then I was the client. Is that how you first used the process was for yourself? I think before that.

So from like 1987 to 1989, when a client came in to see me, I would apologize to them and say, hey, I know you're here because you want to talk about like relationship stuff and job stuff and like life. I go, but I'm also a medium. So I'm going to have to get that out of the way in the beginning. Is that okay? And people look at me and go like, sure.

And then I would do the first part of the reading where whoever was going to come through was going to come through. And then I got into what I thought was the, real part, you know, their life, like why they were here and how I can help them. And then I had this one woman where her dad, he was just loud. Like he just, and it was going, the session was like 50, 60% over. And there was no letting up. Papa was not stopping. And then I looked at the woman, I remember saying, I am so sorry. I go, but I can't get into other stuff. I said, your dad's like legitimately like not stopping. And I say this often. It was the way she touched.

my hand. She leaned over and she touched my hand and said, it's okay. It's my dad. And I looked at her, I was like, so you're okay spending your entire session with me just talking to your dad who's crossed? And she went, yeah. And that was like my first kind of like, oh, I didn't think people really like had an interest in that. Yeah. And then I learned why people had an interest in that when my mom passed. So every reading I did for somebody else, I was kind of like doing for myself. It was reinforcing, you know, reading strangers. I was like, okay, well, if their mom was with them, then my mom was with me. And that's what really helped me with my grief. People always say, like, you know, what helped you deal with your grief? I was like doing readings. Just seeing

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understand like what I've lost people, but and this is just who I am. So I've just, I'm very at peace with the closest people I've lost in my life. And I feel like I still communicate with them, even not in a not in your way or in any direct way of listening that I'm not as I can meet him at all or don't believe I have those abilities but I feel a connection to people in my own way so I'm at peace with that so I guess I'm trying to understand what drives someone and at what point do they really do they value and need what you have to offer I think it depends upon the person but if I could just say generally speaking I don't think anybody needs a reading and I think that's kind of maybe shocking to hear me say that when this is what I do for a living. But I've

been saying that since I'm 16. Like, I don't think anybody needs a reading. You know if you need one. I think they need an understanding. So I've always seen myself as being the teacher or the educator. And a reading can support what you believe or know, right? And that's important. But I think if we can get people to be 50% of the equation when someone passes and you are, legit still communicating with them. You're incorporating them in your lives. Like, I love the movie Coco for that purpose, right? It's like you're not forgetting the person, you're including them. I include my family and friends that have crossed in my daily lives. Like, I keep their presence very much with me because I talk about them. That doesn't mean that I'm in channel with them. I'm

not having conversations, but I kind of am, right? So like, what really is social media? When you do social media, people are posting their lives out there for the people that follow them to see it. Your photos, whatever you're doing, you're putting that out there. So you may not send it as a text to someone, but you're putting it out there for those to watch. We're living our lives and they're watching. So we're like the social media for them. We're like the reality show for them actually. But they may or may not like your photo, but they may come through to you in a dream. They may come through that song on the radio, that scent or smell, that dragonfly, hummingbird, butterfly, penny, whatever those things are that is your pattern. All real, by the way. But I don't think

anybody needs a reading. They need an understanding. So let's say someone walks into your space and they say, I've lost my dad, my mom, you know, a parent. How does that walk me through the process? Sure. So if I'm doing a one-on-one reading or if I'm standing in front of crowd of people. That's your 101. One-on-one. Yeah. So in a one-on-one session, and even in a crowd, nobody's saying anything to me. I'm going to sit with you. I'm going to tell you exactly what I'm seeing, what I'm hearing, and what I'm feeling. Sometimes if I'm in person, I'm going to do psychometry where I'm going to ask to hold on to an object of yours so I can tune into you. Just think key unlocked your energy. And I'll make sure that that object is only yours and yours alone and

that it's not related to anybody who's past because I don't want to pick up their energy and read the energy and not make the connection. And then the first part of what I'm going to do is I'm look for where you're at in your life right now. And I may do that with numerology. I may look at your personal year and kind of see what the lesson is, because that will give me a framework for you. And then pass that. What does that mean?

What's that? So in numerology, there's a lot you can do, right? So every letter has a correlation to a number, and there are certain things that you can do numerologically. When I say you can do an entire chart with numbers, your birth name, your birthday, I have found for me, I like two things. I like a personal's personal year, which is a yearly vibrational pattern that goes from birthday to birthday, and your life path, which is kind of like the number that you are, right? So like I'm a life path nine, which means I'm a life of service.

How does someone know the? So the life path, you would take your birth date, like the number, and add it all across, right? So you take, like if... Time seven. Do you mind saying what's your birthday? Ninety seven. Oh, but you're taking the full... You have to take the month plus the date. Oh, so my month is September, so zero nine. Right, so that's nine.

And then zero six, that's 15. And then 1987 is the year I'm born. I think you were four if I did the math correctly. We're just adding them all up? Add everything straight across. Okay, so it's 15, 16, 25, 33, 40, yeah, I'm a four. So you had everything? You keep getting it all together.

You're four. Yeah. So your life path is one of always laying. the foundation, groundwork for the future, working hard, communication and progress. Like, that's who you are. No matter where you go, whether you were a chef, doing what you're doing, or a politician. Like, that's going to be your life path. For me, no matter what I did, I'm going to be a life path nine.

For me, part of a life path nine is learning your lessons through letting go on loss. Perfect for my field, right? Because what I do, I work with people who are dealing with loss. How many life paths are there? Nine. Nine. There's basically nine. And then you can count 11, 22, and 33 as master number.

Could you tell me what the different ones do? So if someone's a life path, one, two, three. A numerologist could do that better. Right, right, got it. And it can better. I mean, I can give you like, you know, like, you know. No, no, no, that's fine. That's fine.

But ones are working on, you know, the independence and it's a life path of individualization. But there's specific people that that's kind of like, okay, where are your lessons coming in? So if I know that somebody's going into a life path, I'm sorry, going into a personal year, that's a five, that's a big transformational year. Fives are about change, adaptation and transformation. So that lets me know, like, so now if I'm reading for somebody and I see that, if I see the energy of change, I now know time-wise, it's probably going to be within this window. So I like that. So that'll be the first part of the reading. And then the rest is going to be like who's coming through.

And then- When you say who's coming through, are you like closing your eyes? Are you holding their hand? Are you holding the object? Just walk me through the visual of that. The vision would be me on a headset over the phone, probably doodling on a piece of paper, and kind of focusing on what I'm seeing, hearing and feeling. And then I do treat it like an interview. So if I feel an energy coming in, I would say, okay, this feels to me like an older figure.

Why do I do that? So I'll talk about people being above you to the side and below. Above you just means older. Below you just means younger. and then to your side would be a contemporary, husband, wife, brother, assistant, cousin, friend. So instead of going, I feel a man's energy, I try to place where I'm feeling it,

where do I think they go. And then I want to know what their relationship is. So I want to feel that. Then I want to know any important dates that are connected, any initials or names that are connected. When they give me names, it's their way of telling me who they are, who they're with, or somebody who's here.

And then it's just anchoring myself. And then I like to validate the validations. So I like to give something else that supports that. And the reason why I do that is it gives me the opportunity to build up a trust with who's coming through for when they give me something that the client doesn't understand. So then I know that I've now created some type of control in the environment that any variables that they don't understand, I can trust. How do you stop yourself from predicting, projecting, or connecting in a more logical, rational sense that we all would do? I think there's a little bit in there. Okay.

I think there was a little bit in there where I have to go like, okay, I'm seeing. this, this is what it makes me feel like. Right. And then I give that to the person. Like when you're interpreting the rose and the thorns, is that your interpretation? Yes. Is that something that they get to? Right.

So if I teach somebody how to read tarot, right, there's 78 cards in a deck, before I have them read a book on it, or even the little pamphlet that comes, I want them to sit with that deck and create their own notebook, card by card, and write down what they think that card means. because when they looked at it, it gave them a feeling. So they have to pay attention to that before you learn what the cards actually mean. So then you have like kind of a dual.

How much self-awareness is that require on their part too? A lot. Yeah, that's the challenge, isn't it? A lot. And getting out of your way. And there have been a lot of moments where, like, you get information and the person says no. But the information doesn't change.

Because if you do have that person and that person is coming through and the client says no, I'm going to go with what they're showing me. Because what I'm hearing from the person is, no, that's not who I want. No, I don't have to think about that. But what they don't realize is that sometimes

behind the person that they don't want to hear from is the person that they do want to hear from. And in my style, I'm a little bit like a dog with a bone. I don't give it up because I feel like my job is to make sure that I say everything that I'm seeing, hearing, and feeling. Because sometimes the biggest validations happens outside of the reading when they go home, when they talk to their family, and they find out, oh yeah, we did have that, but we didn't talk about it.

Nobody talked about that. It happens a lot. Do people often have people turn up in their readings that they don't know? Or is it generally people that you know? Most of the time it's going to be people that you know. Yeah, that would make sense. No, I was just wondering about it. But there are moments where, like, there are connections that come in,

and then the person won't know about it until they talk to somebody. Like, one of my favorite stories is I had a Saturday afternoon reading, my last reading of the day, wonderful woman, sat down, and I'm bombarding her with information. Like, it was very clear to me. And she's like, yeah, I know how this works. She's like, so I'll go in your waiting room, and then whoever's out there that this is for will let them come in. And I looked at her, I was like, there's nobody in my waiting room. And she's like, well, there has to be. She's like, because none of this is my family. She's like, so, you know, I get what you do. I'm open. this is not for me.

And I was like, it's kind of got to be for you. I said, because you're the only one here. And she's like, well, it's not like that. And I said, can I see what you do for a living? And she goes, me? She's like, I'm a grief therapist. I was like, okay. And that's all I said.

And she just went, oh my God, you just brought through my last five clients. So she had five clients that she saw that day. I brought through the people that her clients were coming to see. And she looked at me and said, what do I do with this? She's like, because they're not coming to me for mediumship. I was like, you are the psychiatrist or the psychologist. I go, you're going to have to figure out how to do that on your end. I said, but these are the validations I came through.

So she wound up working, I believe, she wound up working that into a, you know, hey, I had this experience. Are you open to the world of energy? Is this something that you have ever considered? And it wasn't to get me clearly clients because there was no need now. the information came through in that way. So I like those moments because those are validations that happen after the fact. Where do you believe these people who have passed on exist? Because so there's, you know, I assume there's a spiritual or religious version to what happens

after death. And then there's the material world version of what happens after death. Like in my tradition, karma and reincarnation are really prominent belief sets in the idea that people are taking birth as could be animals, could be people, you know, regenerating. Right. And there's lots of Eastern. In my belief system as well. Right.

Maybe not so much into the animals of it, but for the consciousness to keep coming back here to the classroom of life. Yeah. And that probably is the thing that freaked me out the most when my mom passed because I was 19. And I'm like, if I live to be 90 years old, when I cross over, I want to see her. I don't want to get there and have somebody say to me like, you know, you know, You missed her. She's in Jersey now. That was like a concern for me.

She doesn't look like that anymore. Right. And she's not that energy. So I've talked to people who do the reincarnation, past life aggression, like therapy stuff because I was like, go to the specialist, get the information, find the data. And the way they explained it to me is that if the entirety of the consciousness is not necessary to incarnate, then you can still make your connection with the oversold, the bigger super consciousness, even though there might be multiple lifetimes that that person is still

working through. I'm like, I can work with that. That made me feel confident that I'll see her again. You're saying that there's a space between which that person is reincarnated or not is where you're getting them. And so if they've already fully reincarnated as a new being, you can't. No, I'm saying that I don't think that we feel, I don't believe that we fully reincarnate like in the entirety.

So like if we take this glass of water, the amount of water, if this whole thing is consciousness, our soul, a portion of this might have multiple incarnations at different periods of time simultaneously simultaneously over decades around the globe. And this is where I say to people, do you mean simultaneously, i.e. like the multiverse, like having multiple versions of the same person or that consciousness has passed through multiple bodies over that. Yes, right, okay, fine. Yeah, yeah. At different times, right? So. Yeah, Eastern traditions would believe that the consciousness is what remains the same, and that same consciousness passes through from the body that looks like me today to whichever body I end up with my next life, to whichever body I had

in my past life. But it's the same consciousness that has lived in all those bodies, which has had multiple mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters. And you've been in the same maybe family tapestry just in different roles or connections. But going back to the like, where are they? I equated to the internet when people ask me that question. I go, where's the internet? And they get quiet and I go, you can't go there with a physical body, but you can access it. So you can access this dimension. So it's like the internet. It's a dimension that you can access and you can connect with and you can communicate with and to and through. But often that you're saying that you're not interacting with them in their new form, you're interacting them at the consciousness level,

which has lived all of these forms. Correct. And you're just connecting them to the current personal experience of that. To give it as a different analogy, it's like if you take a famous actor, you know, that actor's had so many movies and so many different roles. But at the core, they're the actor with different character names and different backstories. That's a great analogy. I like that. That's how I look at it. Yeah, yeah, right. So you're connecting to Tom Cruise from the first Top Gun. That's exactly the analogy I was thinking of my head. Yeah, yeah, not Tom Cruise from the recent cocktail, right. Yeah, or anything else, yeah. That's interesting. to hear. I've never heard it explain that way. And yeah,

Carmen Reincarnation's been something that's always fascinated me. And Ian Stevenson's book, Old Souls was always a beautiful scientific exploration of it. And Dr. Brian Weiss, when you look at many lives, many masters and all of his materials, he was very influential for me at that point in my life because I needed to know. Like, you know, if I, because I had a very early experience where I was taking on a cruise as a kid and Puerto Rico was the first stop

and walking through old San Juan I became kind of paralyzed in the middle of one of the streets and the person I was with kept walking my aunt's and she came back and she looked at me and she said, what's up? I went, I was here before

but I wasn't John. At 12 I said that. So you know, get that perplexed. Look like, you haven't left New York. What are you talking about? And I was like, no, there's something at the end of this block with birds and nuns.

And at the end of the block, there was like remnants of a building that had a plaque that said, you know, a miracle happened there and it was next to something that said, parka de Palomas. A 12-year-old was like, help? Like, why do I know this? Like, what does that mean? And for three years, I really suppressed that until I had that reading. And then when I had that reading and that sent me down the spiral of studying, somebody talked about reincarnation.

You know, you're raised Catholic. Reincarnation is not an option for you if you're Catholic. Like that is not something that they discuss in, you know, religious. CCD. But now here this book I'm reading is talking about different philosophies and reincarnation is one of them. And right next to that was something called past life recall. And past life recall would be where you had the exact experience that I did, which was you're in a place that you have never, ever been before and you know it. And add in the phrase, but I wasn't John, just kind of like, was like, oh my God, wow, I had that. So I kind of feel like when people do a deep dive,

into the world of energy or spirituality, they'll have those same awakenings. The important part about it is to keep the ego out of it because the ego gets in the way of your progress. You need a little bit of it to kind of like go like, okay. But soon as the ego self and this world marry, the lesson stop. And I think we have to continue to be,

I'm 40 years in this year. I'm still a student of the universe. I still want to be better. I'm still evolving into who I'm supposed to be. be because I'm still here in this body, which means I'm still learning. For someone who feels like the process feels spooky or we've seen too many exorcist movies or, you know, whatever it is. It's like that.

I think the visual that you have is from movies because you've never seen it. The stereotype. In real life. And so you have this stereotype version of like, God, you're letting spirits back in and like, they're coming to visit you. And, you know, how much of that is real, true? How does that fit in the world? Well, I think we have two motivations in life, right?

Fear or love. So if we're coming from the place of love, then we understand that where there's love, there's connection. It's fine. When we're coming from the place of fear, that means that we're allowing some religious dogma to get in the way. You know, when somebody wants to throw the Bible out and start, you know, quoting Bible verses and all the kind of stuff, save it. Like, I'm going to be like, I'm not going to do that with you. There's a lot of stuff that's written in the good book where it's just ridiculous and preposterous and people argue over it and bad things happen as a result, right? So for me, it's energetic-based.

I feel like I'm painting a portrait of energy and how somebody frames that portrait. Is their religious upbringing or not? But I see this as being more scientific and energy-based, and that's not scary for me. That's educational. So I feel like I lean into the education, I lean into the empowerment.

I lead into helping to enlighten people on their path, like wherever I'm meeting them. If I'm meeting them here today for the first time, I'm hoping that this is sparking something in them where they're going like, oh, I should meditate, yes. Yes, you should meditate. Oh, I should learn about my numerology.

Yes, that has nothing to do with me. That has to do with them. Multiple books that people can go do. So I feel like part of my job is to raise awareness and teach. And wherever I meet that person, helping them on their journey of grief, that's my job. Yeah, I appreciate what you said at the start, which was this idea of we usually come to this process, wanting to check if the person's okay. but it actually becomes about the person who's checking to become healed and grow. Talk to me about grief and where we almost miss out on the growth or how we don't process as well.

We can be here for hours on that one. Let's start with, let's say, somebody who is diagnosed in their terminal, right? Many times families will not tell the person that they're terminal because that would just be too hard for them. The soul knows they're leaving. The consciousness knows it's going to be passing. So now we're just going to, what, wait a month, three months, six months until that person leaves the physical world. And nothing gets said. Nothing gets talked about.

Nothing's communicated. And I think we rob that person, that individual, as well as ourselves. The opportunity is to say the things that maybe you want to hear or need to hear or need to say or they need to say. So I think starting from a place of where does grief really begin? It comes in with the understanding that something's ending, right? So you can grieve the ending of high school. You can grieve the ending of college. You can grieve the ending of your job.

There's no death in that. You can grieve the ending of a relationship, the ending of a friendship. So grief is grief in various different ways. But when we're talking about not acknowledging that grief, that's the problem. So I think we have to start with acknowledging the grief and then expressing it, not suppressing it. say the things that you need to say to the people while they're here and give them the opportunity to say it back because so many people sit in front of me with that look of, did they know that I love

them? I don't know. Did you tell them? Tell them. Say the things. Have those conversations. If you know somebody's passing and they're not going to be here in 10 years, but you're going to get married in five years, ask them what they want to know about your wedding. Have that conversation. I think it's not morbid or morose or maudlin. I think it's, healthy to talk about grief. Yeah, and it's almost, have you ever had anyone almost when you're reading where they go back and go, yeah, you never told me how much you loved me? Like, can I get? Wow. Yeah. Oh, oh my God. Oh yeah. Yes, very much so. Or the release of something, like the, where they're hearing something in the reading. I remember reading for someone, she was 70 years old and her stepdad came through

and the message was, it's not your fault. Like, his passing was not her. fault. And she had had an argument with him and went to high school. And he took his own life. And she lived with that for 50 years, 60 years, wherever old she was, feeling like it was her responsibility. Her whole life she lived with that. So, you know, that's an extreme example. But I think there are a lot of people that just need to have the reinforced understanding, right? So I want everybody to do it now. Like, say the things now. So that if you, you know, I have a thing with my kids, right?

When they were younger, I would say to them, in case I get abducted by aliens. And they would laugh. But then that usually was followed up with a really heavy conversation. So I couched it in a way that they would participate in it. And, you know, I think my son was 12. We were on a walk. And he goes, Daddy, I get the whole, like, psychic thing.

He goes, but at what age did you become obsessed with alien abduction? And I was like, I'm not. and he's like, you kind of are. And I'm like, no, dude, I'm really not. Like, why are you saying that? He goes, well, you always say in case I get abducted by aliens. So I laughed.

I was like, well, I think you're old enough to understand this. I go, I go, I mean, if I'm no longer existing on this dimension and I'm now existing on a different dimension, I'd want you to know the things that we talked about. He goes, do you mean like in case you died? I went, yes. He goes, well, that's not funny. I go, not meant to be funny.

Meant to be a conversation starter. So for your listeners, your viewers, use that phrase. watch the people's reactions. They'll laugh. But then you're ice-breaking. You're literally kind of setting up the opportunity to have a conversation that might be serious. Yeah. I love that.

I really love that. I think it's so important to be able to normalize some of these conversations because it's so much harder to change afterwards. And I think part of my piece is because I've always lived in a way to say how I feel in the moment and say what I believe and make sure people know how loved they are. and even if they didn't know how to reciprocate or respond to it in the moment, I was always happy to express how I felt because I just never wanted to feel that way. You want to hear a really kind of cool but somewhat unique thing that happens quite a bit. So I could be reading for somebody and I could bring mom and dad through. I could bring their husband through.

I could bring their grandmother through. I could bring their friends through. The moment I bring in their pet, the moment their dog comes up, their cat comes up, their cat comes through, that's the moment where they're going to lose it. They're going to absolutely lose it. And sometimes in a really, really big way. And I'll, you know, I'll kind of make a little, like, joke and be like, wow, look at that. Like all your family right now is going, the dog rates more than I do, right? But here's the thing. What does that dog do to that person? Unconditional love. That pet shows you unconditional love. It's a reciprocal energy. You love it. It loves you. There's nothing that gets in

the way of that. So I use it as a teaching tool when it happens and say, listen, look at what took place. It's about connection. It's about communication. So I always want people to say the things. You know, if you're leaving the house, I don't care you're in a rush. Let the people that you're leaving know how you feel about them. Because what if you don't come home? Yeah. What about when people have had really poor experiences with people? And so they're coming to you because there's trauma. they may have been emotional or other types of abuse, they may have been, people have just had painful experiences with this person,

but they love them too. It's messy, right? That's what love is. It's not, oh, I love them, I miss them. It could be complicated. And I imagine if they're coming to you, there's some layers to their love that need to be explored.

How do you help them and guide them through this already difficult process, but with the emotions that could come back of like, yeah, you didn't tell me you love, love me. We, I treated you that way because of X or whatever it may be. Like, how does that work? What does that look like? So one, again, for people are listening, I want to establish that everything that comes through is going to come through in pieces and it's not conversational. It'll come across in pieces and I will symbolically interpret what that is. That's number one.

Once I go down that path of helping them to understand and establish what's coming through and I know it's being validated by like the way I validate stuff, it is not always easy when you are hearing from someone who's crossed that was in that exact relationship dynamic. But oftentimes the person that's coming through is coming through to assuage that feeling of guilt or disappointment or anger to help them. The hard part about that is that as the medium, you kind of feel like you now represent that person so you could feel that coming back at you. So I'm not a therapist and I will say, I don't know if you work with a therapist, but maybe you may want to have a conversation with someone that can help you move through this. Right.

So you actually encourage them to meet experts in particular things. Oh, God, yeah. I think a lot of my, a lot of, I mean, I've had moments where I sit with someone for about five minutes and I'm very clear. And I go, do you trust me? And they go, of course I trust you. That's why I'm here. And I'm like, I'm supposed to get you someplace else. What you're looking for is not me.

And they're like, what do you mean? I'm like, you need to work with an astrologer. Yeah. Where you're at, I can't help you. I could read you. But it's not going to help you, and I think it's going to be a waste of your time and money. So how about we save your money? And let's just have a chat, and I'll usually spend the time with them anyway.

And then I find the astrologer that I think that they're supposed to work with. And I always trust that. What do you think grief teaches us about love? Grief is the other side of love. And if I used to work in a hospital, and when people would have open heart surgery, they're given, you know, the heart pillow that you're supposed to hold on to. So if you cough or sneeze, that you don't affect your scars in the surgery. And I always imagine that heart pillow.

One says love and the other side says grief. And I think throughout our lives we're holding the love side close. But when we lose a person, it flips to grief. And I think honoring our grief, honoring our feelings, not ignoring them, gets us back to the other side of that pillow, which is the other side of grief, and that's love. So I think grief teaches us about love and appreciation. and communication. And that's the goal.

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I like to validate their feelings and say that you won't feel the kind of joy that you had before, but you can find joy in different ways and take them on that journey with them. So it's not just the absence physically, but that you still have. have the connection with them. I can never remember, Jay, I never remember what it's called, but there's Japanese art where when things get broken. Yeah, Ketsu, yeah. Yes, and they put it back together and it's got the golden glue. It actually highlights the cracks. I feel like grief is highlighting the cracks. We put ourselves back together because we have to, but we're never seen the same way again. How could you? You know, my son's middle name is after two boys that

have passed, both named Michael. and one of the boys, he's one of the boys, man, he was a firefighter in 9-11, Michael Kiefer. And his mom, when I read for her, she's a powerhouse of a lady, a powerhouse of a mom. And she told me a story once,

and she said, somebody asked her, how are you doing? And she said, well, there was the me before 9-11, and there's the me after 9-11. No greater phrase can be said, because we all have that. There's the you before the event and there's the you after the event. And I think when you recognize that there's a different version of you now,

and again, that's in every way that you can grieve, by the way. It's not just death, right? If you've gone through a divorce, there's the you before the divorce, there's the you after divorce. If you broke up with a long-term friendship, there's the you before that, the you after that. How do you navigate life in this new way? Trying to be the old you can't.

It doesn't work. Yeah. That validation piece is so important. Huge. Even hearing you just say. to someone that, yeah, you won't feel the joy you felt before. In one sense, it's so freeing because we're trying so hard to feel that joy again and knowing that you won't is liberating because it stops you from chasing and pursuing

something that isn't going to happen again. But it also could be a free fall. Tell me about that. So when my mom passed, the morning that she passed, I had to go, long story, but pick up a tuxedo to be in a family wedding that I promised I would do in case she did pass and she passed right before the wedding. So that morning I was like sitting in my car and I looked up at the window of the room that she had just passed in maybe three hours earlier.

And my first thought was nobody's ever going to care what time I come home again. I had no boundaries. And I was like, that's a scary feeling. There was nobody to tell me no. There was nobody to stop me. There was nobody that was going to be like, you shouldn't do that because nobody would probably dare at that time. It was a scary feeling.

So in life, when you find yourself in a place of questioning something like I did, right? And you could be 36 doing that. You have a feeling that could be like free falling. And that's a scary place. You know, you don't know if there's a net. You don't know if someone's going to catch you. And then with that grief, maybe you stop talking to people and you shut down. or maybe you start drinking, or maybe somebody puts on 47 pounds, whatever the thing is.

So it could be a scary thing to recognize that life's never going to be the same. Joy is not going to be there. So how do you work through that? You know, having a reading, I'm not going to fix you. Having an understanding about readings can do can help give you an understanding of putting one foot in front of the other, knowing that there's a survival of consciousness and that they're still with us. Yeah, we've all heard the cliche time heals. wounds, but sometimes it feels like things get harder as you get further away from them.

Yeah, because sometimes it feels like it was a different lifetime. Sometimes it feels like it's a book. Like I had so many amazing experiences with my mom after she passed and I shared them. And, you know, there's like a whole purple coat story I put in my first book. And one of the things that I remember one day was probably like maybe seven or eight years after she died. And I was telling the story. And I got very good at explaining the details of the story. I knew the beats of the story. I knew how people were going to react to the story. And then the story was over. And I remember not feeling it. And I was like, oh, oh, that's not good. I'm like,

this is like a really personal, powerful moment for me. And I think I'm not going to share that for a while. And I stopped telling it. And I remember being at events and people were like, oh, my God, can you tell your mom's Purple Coat story? And I'd be a little. like, you know, I actually, I can't right now. I set a boundary because I wasn't feeling it anymore. It almost became like flat. And it was too powerful of a story for me. And I needed to own it again.

So I think sometimes when you're grieving, we go to places that become superficial. And I think that we have to make sure that we never lose the depth of what that emotion is. and that depth of what the person is. And for anybody that's watching this, journalize, write down your feelings. Don't forget what it is that you're feeling because you want to make sure that you're honoring yourself, but you're also honoring them.

Because sometimes we go through these moments of like, I'm going to forget this, I'm going to forget their voice, I'm going to forget that this happened, I'm going to forget, write it down. Yeah, my wife was extremely close to her grandmother who passed away a couple of weeks ago. Oh, I'm sorry. And she was 91, I think, when she passed away.

She had a beautiful send-off and really special and peaceful. And it's amazing. My wife was by her bedside for four months in hospital and at home wherever. And my wife had the foresight probably like, maybe now like six, seven years ago to interview her grandma. And so she had all this video of asking her questions and stories. And so when she was preparing her speech for the funeral, which was such an emotional thing for her to do, it was filled with all these stories that she had from this video that they would never have known. And yeah, I feel like there's such a need to interview your parents and interview your families

before they're not here anymore. I love that. Because there's so many stories your parents haven't told you, even though you think you know them. And I did that. I interviewed my mom maybe a few years back now, maybe five, six years ago. Just at a dinner table, we didn't record it. I want to record it, but I learned so much about my mom that I would never have known, and it brings you so much closer.

So whether you're an interviewer or not, it's a beautiful thing to do while someone's still here. Shared connection. Yeah. It's a shared connection. Yeah. What do you do when you meet someone who tells you they're stuck in their grief? And they're just stuck with processing. I'm sure you hear that a lot.

So when I hear someone stuck, I usually try to get them to go work with it. if they're not working with a counselor on some level, and sometimes they'll tell me, oh, I did that, it didn't work. And I will remind them that there's multiple counselors. It might not have worked with one, maybe find someone that you do click with. But I will look at trying to get them

to have their astrological chart done. Here's why. If they look at their chart, when that person passed, it's a snapshot of like, what was the syllabus you were spiritually supposed to be learning? And I like people to look at that. Because then it gives a meaning and a context

to the pain. It's like diagnosing an energetic thing. I like that. I like people to do that. And this is where like, you know, people are like, he's talking about numerologists, he's talking about an astrologer. He's talking about, I do that a lot.

I feel like as a practitioner, for me, it's got to be like, how do I best serve this client? No, absolutely. I mean, I coach people and I'm constantly introducing them to sleep experts and therapists. Right.

And, you know, trainers. you probably know a lot about all of the things that you're sending them to, but it's not what you do. It's not my expertise. Right. And I may not be specifically trained in it. And so it's better that someone else can come in and step in. And I think people need groups of people around them to heal, not one person. And again, going back to the ego point, I don't believe I have any power to heal anyone or be the person who solves all their problems.

And often I found a collective is healthier for that person as well. Agreed. I was going to ask you, though, can you talk to us about the difference with real astrology and then your horoscope that the version that has become astrology today? Right. Because I think the challenges, and I ask that question because astrology, again, is a big part of Eastern traditions. And I have not only heard of, but seen incredible things happen through astrology from true

astrologers who are not doing, you know, your daily horoscope. Right, not the pop astrologer. Yeah, not the pop astrology. Again, I have no issue with it. I have no issue with it. Just what's the difference? Because I think when people say, go and see an astrology,

it's like, I don't think we even know what that means today. So by my definition, it's somebody who's dedicated their lives to understanding, and they still are on their journey of, you know, deep dive learning,

delving into the past to understand the present and maybe what the future looks like. It means having your natal chart looked at, which you would need your birthday, the time and location that you were born. And then if you don't have that, time, they can do something called rectification where you give them events in your life and then

they kind of like retrofit where they think your planets are. And then they will kind of look at your life and kind of tell you who you are. Now, the control freak in me, when I have a client, then I'm going to send to an astrologer. So I have a platform called evolve plus, right? So on evolve plus, I have various creators that I've worked with that I send my clients to. Certain clients need certain people with their expertise and what they do. do. So I usually give them a directive. So I look at astrology like an MRI. You don't MRI your entire body most of the time. I mean, you can now, but you normally, you would just, you're going for a specific reason. So I would say, okay, well, if you're in Ares, then you're going to have

Saturn in your chart. Maybe go see how Saturn is going to play out for you. So now there's an intro into your chart. But in that specific example, I would say, hey, I lost my person on, you know, December 13th, 2022, what is the lesson? I had a reading with John Edward, and he said that I should look at, like, what's the lesson I'm supposed to be learning from that? I think the more information we get regarding the lessons we're here to learn can help us to move through whatever the stagnant stuck part of it is. Yeah, that's a better question too, as opposed to what's going on in my life right now. Yes. Which is a bit more broad and open. Right. And kind of could be like, yeah, well, right now this planet is making this happen and this it's more like a weather forecast right rather than

being specific in like what lesson am i going to learn right now what what it's needed of me right now i'm also not a fan of the word predictions right so like when i'm doing a session or if i see somebody as a practitioner and they kind of predict stuff i'm more of a projector i like to say these are projections from where you are if you don't like some of this try to make the changes now so you can adapt that right no different than health like right now your test results are showing this your lab results of showing this. If you don't change this, these numbers are going to go up. That can cause this. How my brain works. I used to work in a laboratory. So it's like when I'm doing a reading, I'm seeing the energy projections and I'm like, hey, this is the line of probability that you're

flying on. You know, you may want to shift this. Or, hey, this is awesome. You know, guess up. Keep going. Yeah. I think that's the language that's needed in some of these traditions too. It's because when you think about the conversations you have with your doctors, there's a lot of diagnosing going on. they're the ones you could read the scan, you can't, right? Like if I saw a scan on my spine, I wouldn't know the difference because I'm not trained, but I trust the doctor knows how to do that. Correct. Hopefully.

Yeah, hopefully. Yeah. How do you honor your grief without letting it define you? Living with it. Like, I feel like owning it, living with it, saying the person's name, making sure that you're including them, journalizing. Sometimes people feel like nobody wants to hear me talk about. my person anymore. You know, I'm too, I'm too much. It's too much. It's overwhelming. They don't want,

they're tired of me always bringing him up or her up. Living with that, acknowledging it, writing about it, journalizing about it, and making sure that they're not forgotten because that means that you're not forgetting your connection to them. And then I'll make it about living grief as well. Let's say you've had a relationship to somebody, a 30-year friendship, or it's a sibling, and all of a sudden you have a falling out with that person and now there's no contact that's a painful moment for you so I ask people to mind for the positivity in that

because half of that relationship is positive it doesn't mean that you'll ever like I have people that are out of my life they will not have access to me again they've that's not happening but when I reflect back on my time with them it's not negative like I know that negative things might have brought us

to where we're not connected now but I'm not going to take take away my past. I had a great time with you. I had a great time for the time that we were spending spending together. So I'm not going to be spending negative energy mourning the negative side of it. I get the negative side. I'm going to I'm going to reminisce about the positive stuff. Yeah, I have a friend who sadly lost, tragically lost their child at like two weeks old and they named it and, you know, and that's been a really big part of their grieving is being able to say the name, you know, not forget, not.

Yeah, if anybody's listening to this or for who is listening to this, if you have somebody that you know that's lost a child, please say their name. You're not going to offend the parent. They want that child to matter. It doesn't matter if that child was two days old or 22 years old or 40 years old. They want their child to be remembered. So you're not going to make them sad by saying their name. You're going to make them feel connected and that you're honoring that person. Well, sad. How can someone find peace if they were not with their loved one in their final moments? So COVID taught us that, right? COVID happens and people can't be with their loved ones and friends when they're passing. So what I want everybody to know is that nobody dies alone. When we leave the physical world, nobody passes alone. And you might say that's not true because nobody was there. I mean that people come for us. We have loved ones and friends that are waiting for us that are there. And if you're at, at someone's deathbed, they may do things where they're having deathbed visions. They may call out to a person. You may sense that yourselves.

There's always people that come for us. So if you were not able to be with a person when they transitioned, please know that they were not alone. There's always people, sometimes pets, that come for us. So nobody passes alone. And you could set up a schedule to make sure that grandma's not alone

and that everybody's gonna be with her. She'll never be alone. That one moment, where grandma was alone, maybe where grandma transitions. And the reason why is people will choose who they want to be with when they pass. And if it's too painful to leave while that person's there, they'll wait that person's not. So if you were not able to be there, please don't take offense to that. Don't think that you fail them.

They may not have been able to pass with you in the room. Because they loved you too much. Because they loved you too much. We can't hold them back. Our grief can't hold them back once they left the physical world. I think we can't hold them back while they're here, though. Because if we have that energy, please don't go, please don't go. don't go, they may not go. That's, I mean, yeah, that's so reassuring for so many people who are trying

to time that moment perfectly. And that's why if you say to somebody, it's okay, they may transition right after that because you've given them permission. You've released them as best as you can. Yeah. Well, that's the push and pull, isn't it? When you love someone, you don't want them to leave and at the same time you don't want them to be in pain. Correct. And so until you're willing to let go and recognize that that's better for them, there is some energetic force that makes them hold on and stay on as well. So I have a phrase that I use with my kids, but I think it's applicable when it comes to grief as well.

I have an aunt that said, you know, she's like, I know you're really close with your kids. She's like, but you get the end of growing up, you're going to have to let them go. And I said, I'll never let them go. You said. I said, I'll never let them go, but I will let them grow. And I feel that when it comes to grief.

We may have to let them go physically. but let us grow together until we are able to connect again. That's beautiful. And I feel like when people leave that way, I felt that with my wife's grandmother passing, it was so peaceful and she left so much peace because she was this radiant, vibrant, you know, deeply conscious powerhouse of a woman. She left like this, you know, really peaceful, sweet, celebratory energy, which was hard because it wasn't, you know.

And a legacy of love for the family to kind of stay connected, right, as a result. Absolutely. She gave the language. She gave the energy. She set to structure. My grandmother, I'm feeling from you like my own grandmother. You know, the level of any of my cousins watching this right now or listening right now, they're immediately thinking about my grandmother in the same way because she inspired family. She inspired connection and love.

Yeah. Sometimes through guilt, but still worked. Yeah, exactly. Exactly. How can people connect with people they've lost in their life on a daily basis? You mentioned earlier that you do that. I was talking about how I do that. How do you suggest people do that and keep that person alive in their life? And is that healthy? I think it's healthy. I think it's important. I think telling stories to people that never knew them. Like, I never knew my grandfather. I never met him. My grandfather died before I was born.

my mom did an amazing job at making him a three-dimensional figure for me from explaining what he looked like, how he was emotionally, positive and negative, by the way. Like, she just made him a real person that I kind of felt like I knew him. So it would be like if you go see a movie and I'm not going to get a chance to see the movie and you now tell me all about the movie. You give me the plot, you give me the characters, the cinematic of it, all of it. I feel like I've seen the movie now because you did such a good job describing it. Well, I'm happy she did that because she gave me language.

And that language is what I had to use with my kids for her. And I will have conversations with my kids legitimately where I'll be like, make sure you tell my grandkids this. And my daughter would be like, you tell your grandkids, meaning like, you ain't going anywhere. But the reality is, what if I'm not here? That is a reality. I may not be here when they have kids. So I'm having that conversation with them. Make sure you tell my grandkids this.

Make sure that they know about this. So I think having the conversation is important. Communicating with people that you know will never know them or meet them so that you're keeping this three-dimensional archetype of a personality present. Because really what it's due is keeping a bridge between you and them. And doing that. On my Instagram, I think it was April. I was feeling my mom.

I was just thinking about her and, you know, she's been gone 30 years. And I was like, I'm going to post a photo. And I posted it. It had nothing to do with birthdays, anniversaries. I was in a moment. I was feeling my mom. I posted a photo of my mom. It was me honoring her.

So, you know, I have this, like, image in my mom, image in my head of my mom being in the afterlife going, look, my son posted a photo of me on earthagram. Look, let's go look, you know. But it's where I'm honoring. I'm keeping that person. Food. food is another way that you can honor someone. So with my grandmother, we talked about your wife's grandmother. And with my grandmother, I lived with her.

She had arthritis. So she used to cook every Sunday for a lot of people. So she'd be like, come help me. So I cooked with her. I didn't know at the time how important that was, like that I had like my grandma's recipes that I could, if I wanted to make at Christmas time, Strufela, I can make strufela for the family. Not that I do, but I could if I wanted to, right?

So there's a tradition that gets passed down. So what are the legacies, what are the traditions, food, like music? All of those things are ways to keep them present and allow them to still be part of our lives. Yeah, those are beautiful. I love those. Really helpful for people who are going through it right now. What's your take on keeping things that they owned and physical items? Again, I think that depends upon the person.

My thing is they don't care. Nobody ever comes through going, you gave away my car. You threw out my clothes. They don't care. The value for them is love and connection, not articles, not things. They don't come through when people are fighting over the house. They don't talk about stuff like that. They don't take sides because in the physical world, material things matter.

That doesn't matter there. The true value of the world, energy, universe, is love and connection, communication. That's what they value. That's what they come through, you know, mostly about. But I think for some people, they're in positions where they can't keep a house, right? So if someone can't keep a house and they know that their, let's say their spouse, love the house. They lived and breathed for the house, for the garden, they put their entire life into that.

And now they have to sell the house because they can't afford it. That's devastating, on top of the loss. So I've had so many readings where people come through saying, it's okay, you can sell the house, you're not losing me. But that's great to be released of that. But that person still is losing their house. So now they're going to grieve the loss of the relationship, and they're going to grieve the loss of the house.

So what's the solution? In an example like that, I say hire a real estate photographer to come in and film your house in that three-dimensional thing so you can always have a walk-through of the house that you remember. because you don't have to be in the house in order to feel the house. You could legitimately walk through that house any time you want.

So you find ways to navigate and kind of experience your grief, but to work with it and through it. Yeah. So a question that I have, John, is I feel like for a lot of people, they can become a sort of dependency on a lot of this work

and it can start to become somewhat of a crutch. Obviously, we all need time to process, we need time, but it can become something that you just fall back on all the time. How do you help someone move on or move through that? Because it can kind of feel self-fulfilling to just sit in this space, try and get affirmation and validation,

but not really do the work and apply and move forward. So I think it's a really powerful question. And I think it's really important that people don't look at this work as a crutch. It should be something that is an asset to their way of life. in the way of their thinking. So we should never externalize our feelings, whether it be love or grief, we should be internalizing those moments.

And I think I was very kind of like, you know, lucky because I was popular, like, from the beginning of my career. So it was hard to get back into see me. So I could keep a buffer between people. But before that kind of like happened, I would say to people, when they would say, you know, when can I come back and see you again? I'd be like, a year?

nine months, like, take some time. And they'd be like, that's a long time. I'm like, well, yeah. But when I used to work at a psychic fair when I first started, the same people would show up, like, every like two or three weeks. And they had the same questions. And I remember saying to this one woman, I'm like, can we let some like life happen here?

I was like, because I feel like I should be coming over for dinner now. Like, I feel like we're friends. And I don't really feel this as professional. And then I had another client that I jokingly fired her. and I just was like, I cannot read you anymore. And she was like, why? I go, because he is never leaving his wife for you. I was like, I'm not the right person for you.

I'm not going to tell you what you want to hear. So I think it's important to set boundaries. So I set boundaries with clients all the time. Like, I'll just be like, you know, you can't come back and see me. If I'm doing a Zoom group and I recognize somebody, I will literally say to them, I can't read you. You know, I've just seen you. I remember you.

Like, I don't want to remember you. So. Yeah. Your new book kind of took you to different lengths, almost outside of your comfort zone. Yes. It's a really uncomfortable space is beyond what you'd usually do. Yes.

Talk to me about how Chasing Evil even came about. So chasing evil is the 30-year culmination of me assisting an FBI agent, now retired on his casework. And he, like multiple other people, did not believe in the subject matter, except he took it to another level. He heard me on radio. I do a lot of radio, live call-ins. He heard me multiple times, and he thought I was a fraud, a grifter, and a con, as he puts it. And he came to me under the guise of a real cold case that he was working, and he wanted my assistance. He brought nine items, five of which were pertaining to the case, four of which were control items that had nothing to do with the case.

and in the beginning of my meeting with him, I separated the four things that did not belong to the case, got his attention. He had arranged for the woman that was missing, her daughter to be on standby because he heard me make connections with people on the radio. So he thought, you know, put me on the phone with the woman. The woman comes through. I solved the case.

That didn't happen. But I wound up reading for him and gave him information that was applicable to his life. And then information that when he went home, he had to get validated from his parents, things that he did not know. So his world got a little bit rocked, right? He got the reality of what a reading looks like, the validation, and said, can you use your ability to help me? And there was a sense of duty that I kind of had.

Now, the ironic part is my dad was a New York City police officer and told me, don't sully my name with this BS that you're doing and never let me find out that you're like working with the police. Like, just don't do that. And I didn't. And by the way, I really didn't have an interest in it. And with great respect with this book and this process, I still don't have an interest in it. It's not where my passion lies.

My passion is not into crime solving. My passion is to help everyday people in the same way that when I did, you know, crossing over in TV shows, I hated when they brought celebrities on. Because I didn't want to read celebrities. That's not my thing. Chasing Evil was different. I got pulled in with Bob, and it took me on a journey that I wasn't expecting. it forced me to review that although I had thought I did the work where my dad was concerned, apparently I didn't.

And I might have been seeking some patriarchal approval by helping him. And we had some great success working together. And there's multiple cases. There's a lot of sadness. And I felt, again, the word was duty to try to help this man. on his path. I say openly, I didn't solve anything. I did for him what I do for my clients.

I gave him information. He used that information, and he solves his cases. And what book would you recommend to my audience who wants to learn about your work from a foundational level and to really dive into it? I have a book called The Infinite Quest, and that book is on a platform that I created called Evolve Plus TV. That's probably where I would send people,

because Evolve Plus TV is a one-stop destination where you're going to hit all the things that we talked about. We have somebody that does past life regression therapy on there. We have numerologists on there. We have astrologers on there. And they're all people that I work with. I've worked with them, send clients to. So I kind of brought them together in like one spot.

And on Evolve Plus, people have the opportunity to set up a profile. We do a ton of live streams. So there's multiple opportunities to interact, evolve, learn, and grow. But the book Infinite Quest is on my channel. under books, and then I have an eight-part development workshop that's on their called Project You, and it's all geared towards helping people to do exactly what it is, Evolve. So if anyone's feeling very curious after this conversation, they should go to Evolveplus.

Evolveplus.tv, yep. Amazing. John, thank you so much for your time, your energy, your insight. It's remarkable. It's something, like I said, I'm so curious about. I'm really fascinated by the way you present it. I feel like I've learned so much. Thank you for having me.

And yeah, was anything I didn't ask you that you wish I asked you? No, it's really thought-provoking questions. Okay. Thank you. Good. I'm glad. Well, thank you so much again, honestly. Thank you.

And yeah, I look forward to learning so much more. And this, the book sounds fascinating. So I'm excited for people to dive into it as well because. The feedback has been like off the hook. It's probably the best reviewed book that I've been a part of. I mean, it does. The stories just sound incredible. Thank you.

Thank you. Yeah. Thank you. Amazing. If this is the year that you're trying to get creative, You're trying to build more. I need you to listen to this episode with Rick Rubin on how to break into your most creative self,

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