On Purpose with Jay Shetty - Lewis Howes ON: How to Physically Release Trauma & Why You Should Focus On Discipline Over Motivation to Succeed

Episode Date: March 6, 2023

Today, I sit down with my friend Lewis Howes to talk about finding the courage to work on ourselves a little bit more. We share ideas on the dealing with the different seasons in our life and being present in each season, the level of discipline you have for yourself determines the outcome of goals you’ve set your mind and heart into, getting unstuck of the same pattern of familiarity that hinders personal growth, and the misconception of greatness and how it always starts within you.   Lewis is a lifestyle entrepreneur, high performance business coach, a New York Times best-selling author, 2x All-American athlete, and keynote speaker. He hosts The School of Greatness podcast, which was launched in 2013, where he shares inspiring interviews from the most successful people on the planet—world-renowned leaders in business, entertainment, sports, science, health, and literature. You can order my new book 8 RULES OF LOVE at 8rulesoflove.com or at a retail store near you. You can also get the chance to see me live on my first ever world tour. This is a 90 minute interactive show where I will take you on a journey of finding, keeping and even letting go of love. Head to jayshettytour.com and find out if I'll be in a city near you. Thank you so much for all your support - I hope to see you soon.What We Discuss:00:00 Intro00:What did it take Lewis to finally focus on the path to healing?10:04 This is how it felt growing up in a family with financial limitations.14:46 When you finally find the courage to work on yourself, you become more authentic.19:30 What is the difference between motivation and discipline?23:21 Lewis explains what role our inner emotional state plays in our success.25:45* The 3 P’s to help you figure out what you want to do with your life.33:50 How does discipline keep you organized and focused on your mission?36:37 What is the right way to get ready even when you don’t want to do it?39:44 Why do we always get stuck in the same pattern of familiarity?43:53 This is the reason why the fear of failure stops us from trying and doing our best.50:48 The misconception about greatness that we don’t know about. 58:39 The more you become for others, the brighter your own path will be.01:08:26 What are you looking forward to this year?01:11:48 What does it truly mean “to live in the season that you have reached?”01:14:50 Stop doing other things and start focusing on the person you are becoming.  Episode ResourcesLewis Howes | WebsiteLewis Howes | InstagramLewis Howes | TwitterLewis Howes | YouTubeLewis Howes | BooksThe School of Greatness PodcastWant to be a Jay Shetty Certified Life Coach? Get the Digital Guide and Workbook from Jay Shetty https://jayshettypurpose.com/fb-getting-started-as-a-life-coach-podcast/See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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for the next five years. So I want all of you to show your support for this incredible human, but also this amazing book that he's written. I want everyone to go and order it right now. The link is in the notes and the captions. I'm talking about my dear friend, Louis Howes, who's a New York Times bestselling author,

keynote speaker and industry leading show host of the School of Greatness Podcasts, which is one of the top podcasts in the world with over 500 million downloads. Louis was recognized by the White House and President Obama as one of the top 100 entrepreneurs in the country under 30. And his new book is right here.

It's called The Greatness Mindset. Unlock the power of your mind and live your best life today. This is the book that I want you to go and grab. Please welcome to the show, my dear friend and brother, Louis House. Louis, thanks, James. Good to see you, brother. Good to see you, brother.

This is exciting, man. It's like, you know, this is five years in the making, like for you to, you've had a podcast now for nearly 10 years. I saw that announcement. In two weeks, it'll be my 10-year anniversary. That's insane. Congratulations. Thank you.

What a history and legacy of service and like, how many interviews now is that? Almost 1,400 episodes. That's insane, right? 1,400 episodes over 10 years, unbelievable legacy. You wrote your first book, The School of Greatness, your second book, Mask of Masculinity. On the release of that book was when we became friends.

Yeah, the day it came out, I went on your show, a Nasdaq. A Nasdaq, yeah. You are silly. I just started hearing about you, maybe a few months before, and then you'd reached out. And I saw a couple of your videos and I was like, I really like your style.

And when we met, I was like, let's just hang out all day. I know, it was amazing. I didn't expect that because I was doing, yeah. So for anyone who doesn't know, I used to have a show on Nasdaq reads, which was called Follow the Reader. And I would try and sit down with authors and talk to them and I was thankful enough.

That's where I met Ryan Holiday and it's where I met a couple of other people in this space and I'd reached out to you because I'd always loved your work and usually an author would come in, you'd do the interview, you'd promote the book and then they'd leave. And this was the day your book came out and you were like, well why don't we just spend the whole day together? We're in a coffee shop together, we're gonna bonds a no-go-together. So fun. And that was the beginning of our friendship. It was amazing, man.

And now we're here on another book lunch day. And five years to write a book, like five years to be thinking about a book, five years to not, it's so easy to just put for you like with an amazing audience, amazing community, you could just put out a book whenever you wanted to. Right. What were you working on?

What were you thinking about for five years? I wanted to. Right. What were you working on? What were you thinking about for five years? I wanted to do this after the mask and masculinity. And this was the thing that I was like, this is the thing that I wish I would have had when I was, you know, 15, 21, 35, the book and the content that I wish I could have had to understand the pain that I was going through.

And now having been through a lot of different healing journeys and healing a lot of different wounds that I had for my past, I finally felt like I was at a place of peace where I could create abundantly as opposed to forcing something. And when I wanted to start this five years ago, which I've been kind of researching and taking notes and having documents for a long time in my interviews about this, I had the content, but I didn't feel like I was at a place where I felt like it was a good coach to myself.

I felt like I was still critical of a lot of things and still beating myself up emotionally and mentally. And I didn't feel like I would be authentic in putting the content out until I was healing at a level of authenticity internally. Wow. So after two years ago, I felt like I finally kind of had a tipping point for a portion of my life

that I was struggling to lift my entire life. 10 years ago, I started opening up about healing sexual abuse and that type of trauma. And that set me on a journey of healing for the next five years, many different things from my childhood, from parent stuff, things like that. And it allowed me to evolve as a human, be more courageous, have more authenticity, all that stuff, be less triggered, less reactional, all that stuff. But I still kept repeating certain patterns in relationships.

And you've seen me in three different relationships now since I've met you. And you probably were able to witness a pattern from the previous two. It's so hard to see the things until it gets really, really bad sometimes. When things are good and when things are not so good, it's hard to see it.

It's not until it things get really challenging or some big breakdown when we start to wake up. And it was the last relationship where I was like, man, I keep repeating the patterns of something based on a wound. I keep choosing, I keep staying, I keep putting myself in these challenging situations that I don't feel like I need to. But I hadn't yet unlocked what that was. Whether I was afraid to face it or just not aware of it, but I hadn't yet unlocked what that was. Whether I was afraid to face it or just not aware of it yet, I hadn't fully embraced that healing journey.

And so I started down a very intensive, you know, coaching therapy experience. Where I was doing five, six, seven hour days on weekends, every week working with a coach to figure out what is holding me back? Why do I have this pain in my heart? Why do I feel like there's something like choking me on a consistent basis?

Why do I feel like I can't catch my breath sometimes? When on the outside, I've got things going well for me. You know, it's like I'm able to accomplish things, I can create my goals and make them happen, building a business, you know, all these things, I'm functional in a high level, but internally, I didn't have harmony. Wow.

I was kind of at the stage, and we would talk about it all the time. I was like, dude, why am I struggling with this so much? Why am I going through this? And I was kind of at a stage where I was just like, I've got to figure out this part of my life in intimate relationships, because energetically, it's holding me back from friendships, family, creating my work, my mission, my health. It's draining. It's pulling from me.

And that's why I always love being single because when I was single, I fell free. But when I was in intimacy, I felt like I was trapped. So I had to go down the journey of really healing a lot of the different emotional wounds from childhood that Put me in the programming of feeling trapped and feeling really like I had to abandon myself for someone to love me And so I never truly loved my authentic self Because I never felt like someone else would love me for who I truly was and truly accepted who I was. So that was just my personal journey where other people might struggle and try to figure out how to get clear on their purpose or their mission or how to make money or how to get in shape. That was in my problem. My challenge was intimacy, trusting myself, and being a 100% authentic

and courageous in intimacy and not changing who I was to please someone else. But the need to please others who I loved and who loved me was a big wound in a causal pain. Yeah, it's, I mean, it's so powerful. You're hearing you say that because I feel like it's not worth becoming someone you don't know To please someone you think you love one person. Yeah, you just become someone you don't recognize you become someone who you don't know You don't understand just to hope that that person will see that person and accept you and accept you Yeah, and it's exhausting. It's exhausting. Yeah, you're always performing you're playing a role It's exhausting. It's exhausting.

You're always performing, you're playing a role, you're giving in, you're abandoning yourself. It's mentally, mostly physically draining. But what I love about all of that results in you being able to be creative, like you start removing all those blocks internally, it results in a book, and a book, as we know, is like a lifetime's worth of work, put into pages to help people find their greatness

in their own lives. And I wanted to start with, I definitely wanna dive into certain elements of the book because I think what you do in this book so well is you remove blocks for people. Like I think the way you were just describing you having blocks in intimacy and relationships, I think we know this and my community feels this

and I felt this in my life. There were blocks in what I believed was true of my potential, or blocks that I thought were true of what I could achieve within success, or blocks around how I felt about judgment and failure. And so I wanna dive into all of that. Yeah, I remember the first year meeting you. You were like, I don't think I can make, you know,

six figures a year. You know, you're kind of like, I don't think I can make six figures a year. You're kind of like, I don't even know if that's possible or if I'm worthy of that or deserving of it or if the work I'm doing, I'm supposed to be making that much money. And that was kind of a block of yours for, well, probably a long time before then, but for a couple of years until you really were able

to work your way through that. What was the thing inside of you that were able to work your way through that. What was the thing inside of you that allowed you to unblock the financial fear that you had? It's exactly that, right? Like, I had grown up in a family where the language around money and the psychology around money was, we have just enough. And generally people who have money have done something bad to get money.

So it's been like negative ways or like manipulative ways or they must have done something shady in order to have wealth. And so people who are good don't have access to that kind of wealth because they're not shady people. And so I think when I grew up with that, I remember many days having zero in my bank account, you know, just living off of the lost amount of money I had to pay off a bill or whatever it may have been.

And I think what it really hit me as time went on was I was having all this impact. Like at one point, I still remember this. I had 150 million views and I was four months away from being broke. It's crazy, man. And I was just like, I can 150 million views and I was four months away from being broke. It's crazy, man. And I was just like, I can't make the stuff I care about anymore because I don't have money. Like I can't videos cost money to make.

Like this, I always say to people like, this podcast, this studio cost money to have. Like it costs money to have teams. And you know, right now we have producers behind the scenes and editors and podcast leads and there's a whole team of people that make things possible. And when you're financially scarce and I don't mean that in terms of how much money you have but in your mind when there's a scarcity around money or anything, scarcity around love or scarcity around energy or scarcity around health. Yes. It just limits you. And so for me, what you just went through,

I had to rewire my relationship with money. Yes. And we have a relationship with people, we have a relationship with money, we have a relationship with our body, we have a relationship with our mind. Exactly. And so to me, is that?

I'm curious then, what was the, I wanna tell the, dude, this is not your interview. I know, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna tie it in. I know you're an interviewer. I want to tie it into bringing it back to me. I get it, but I want to tell the story of the exact moment when the block went away from me

from having fear around being trapped in intimacy after a five-month journey of like intensive therapy and what it did for me. I want to share that story in a moment, but I'm curious what was the moment? Was there a moment where something like you're unlocking your heart, your body, your mind, your spirit where you're like, oh, I'm deserving of money. I'm deserving of making more or having abundance or whatever it might have been and being free of that feeling. Was there a moment for you? I mean, I think I'm still getting there as well. There's a part of it

where you're always still rewiring because when something so deep rooted, it kind of like never like just leaves. But I'd say that I got more comfortable with it. That's a great question. When was that moment? Like was there a breakthrough? Was it an negotiation for a speaking gig where you're like, oh, I'm used to only making this much, but let me ask for more or something kind of unlocking inside of you.

I actually think it was, and this I haven't talked about this before, but I think it's, you know, and I'm sharing it because I'm with you and it is the answer to your question. I think it was the first year that I could give over six figures to a charity that I loved. Wow. That's what it was.

It was that feeling of, and I knew that that charity would have died if it didn't have that much money. Interesting. And they were doing really meaningful work that I cared about. And I realized that I was like, oh, wait a minute. And that's not like, oh, look how great I am. I said that's not the point. The point was, I could only do that, and I could only be a part of that because I'd rewired my mind. So if I wanted to create meaning

and impact in the work, and this is one way, there are plenty of other ways to give back through time and energy. But to me, I was like, oh, like, I can trust myself that if I have more, I will give more. And I want to trust myself that you know we always hear that quote. I don't know whether it's from Grant or from Jordan Belfort, but the idea of like money only makes you more of who you are. Yes, and it exposes who of you. It exposes more of who you are. And that idea that you're only going to become more, it's going to put a spotlight. We were just talking about that yesterday.

Like the idea that you don't change and I felt And I felt for me, that was me trusting myself. And I think when you rewire it, like you trust yourself, what you were saying earlier, like you get a trust of like, oh yeah, I will do good with this. Because that's why I'm at the core. That's powerful.

But it sounds like it was a reflection process. It was you trying stuff, it was you being like consistent and practicing. And still today, it never goes away. So what had happened for me, I was kind of just like, I'm sick of feeling this pain, this darkness, this breakdown pattern that I'd continued to repeat and that was fully responsible for in choosing certain relationships out of integrity and out of alignment of values

and all these sort of things and then staying. And I was finally like, okay, I need to find a solution to this pain. And so I found a coach that does a lot of therapy and healing work. And I just said, I'm going to invest in six months. I'm going to pay in advance, and I'm going to commit to my intention

of finding the solution. And I'm going to do the work. And I think that step one is being like clear of your intention that you want to find a solution to whatever's causing you any type of pain or stuckness in an area of your life. Then I went all in on just being as real and authentic and vulnerable as possible. I remember there was a weekend after about three and a half, maybe four months, where I went away and I was not with my partner at the time, but I was with a

different group of friends. And I felt free in this weekend. And I felt seen and accepted for who I was. I felt celebrated for who I was. And I wasn't really feeling that in the relationship. And I'm ever been like, man, this is the type of life I want to experience consistently, where I can be myself authentically around the people I care about, and I'm accepted. But I wasn't feeling accepted in this relationship. And it's because I was willing to abandon myself over and over to try to create peace. I was trying to buy peace. You can't buy peace. You've got to own it.

You've got to become it. Wow. You can't buy peace. You've got to own it. You've got to become it. And my coach, after many, many months of this, in kind of unpacking a lot of different things and doing exercises with her and reflection and always different things, there was a moment where I was feeling this pain in my chest kind of on and off. And I was telling you about this and other people was like, man, I just feel like this pain and feel like a clenching, like I can't, like, I don't know, something was holding me back.

And she'd said something that finally clicked. She was like, Lewis, you're not trapped, you're free. You can walk away at any time. You're not stuck in this relationship. Specifically now, you're not engaged, you're not married, you got no kids, but you are free. You can choose to walk away at any time. And I always was afraid of walking away because I didn't want to hurt one person. You're not married, you got no kids, but you are free. You can choose to walk away at any time.

And I always was afraid of walking away because I didn't want to hurt one person. And I didn't want that one person that I cared about to not love me, to not like me, to hate me, to whatever. That was the fear. And I think when we can fully embrace it and say, this might happen. And I may not like it, but if that's the price I need to pay to create peace in my life, by stepping into the fear, by owning the fear, by accepting that it will happen potentially. Something happened in that moment. I can't remember if I told you the story, but it was like I literally

felt the ball of pain in my chest kind of unlock and like disintegrate throughout my whole body. I've never felt this sensation before. And from that moment on, I was really kind of like weirded out when I was talking to the therapist. I was like, something just happened. I was like, something just happened. It was kind of like months of practice, months of reflection, months of these exercises and working with this coaching, taking action and trying to integrate the lessons. And then finally, like unlocked in a moment. It was a lifetime of practice, but a moment that unlocked. And I haven't felt that pain or fear of being trapped or being stuck or being not enough

or needing to abandon myself to please anyone else since then. It doesn't mean I haven't had some like, you know, challenges or stressful moments, but I haven't had that. And I'm so aware of it because I keep practicing and integrating the healing journey. I think that's been the key for me is the ongoing integration of healing so that I can keep expanding, feeling happier, healthier, and healed like you talk about for this show. And I think that's what everyone expanding, feeling happier, healthier, and healed, like you talk about for this show. And I think that's what everyone wants to feel happier, to feel healthier, and feel like they're on the healing journey. Yeah. I mean, hearing you say that, you know, as your friend,

I know how much time and energy you put into working on yourself. I know that any conversation we have turns into a Q&A with both of us going back and forth. I know any conversation we have, you'll be talking about what work you're doing and who you're working with and who's in our teams to help us do that work. I'm talking about personal life. What is the difference then because I want to get into the greatness mindset because you are teaching people how to unlock the power of their mind and live their best life today, which is what you've been doing professionally and now personally over the last few years,

what is the difference between motivation and discipline? Because I find that a lot of the time people think, like, oh, I'm so motivated by that, I'm so inspired by that, but what you just explained is far more of a dedicated discipline to the self-work, the inner work. Talk to me about the difference between those two, and where do we find them? I think motivations for people

that don't have a meaningful mission. Discipline is for people that are clear on their identity of who they want to become and the mission that they have that is meaningful for them, not only for them, but for those around them. And you know, when I was growing up, when I was growing up, I wanted to be successful. That was kind of the goal and the mindset is,

how can I become successful? How can I accomplish my goals as an athlete? How can I be a pro athlete? How can I make money? How can I get awards and all these different things? For whatever reason, that's what I thought of is I wanted to be successful. When I, when I turned 30 and started realizing

how big of an ego I actually had and how selfish I actually was in life. That was a fun loving guy, but my intentions were more for me to look good, for me to win, for me to be successful, for me, me, me. And this is one of the reasons I love you so much because your mission is about service. I started to realize that 30 that success was selfish and greatness was really about service. Greatness was not about just me.

It was about having an intention of a dream that I might have, but including others in the dream, where success is more about accomplishing goals and dreams for just you, and not as much thinking about others. Maybe others are included, but the intention is really like, how do I look good? How do I get this award and make this money

and get this credibility? And that's why 10 years ago, I said, I have to completely shift my identity, and it was an unwinding of like 30 years of programming. So I had to shift the identity from, okay, and I love that you always talk about collaboration over competition. I was all competition, right? And there's fun, there's healthy competition and like sports and things like that.

But in the game of life, we've got to be collaborators. We've got to be thinking about we instead of me if we want to go far. If we want to go fast, that quote, you can, you can, what is the quote? If you want to go fast, go alone, if you want to go far, go together. Some of you that.

Yeah, that's it, that's it, yeah. And if you want to go fast, you can do it on your own quickly, but you won't take you far and you typically burn out. Motivation, I believe, is for people that want only success. But discipline is when you shift your identity based on a meaningful mission. That's why I start the book with meaningful mission because all the great people that we've interviewed who have health, happiness, and are healed.

I think that's greatness. They have a meaningful mission that's beyond them. They have something more, and that is an identity that has non-negotiables, where they're able to be disciplined because it's something bigger than them. Whereas success by itself needs constant motivation, right? I love that you just shifted that desire of like selfish goals or like self-based goals to service.

Because that for me was the thing that switched when I met the monk, right? So I heard that at 18 and that was just to my 18 year old mind. That was what, what? What? Wow, like no one's ever said that to me before and I would never have learned it if it wasn't for meeting the monk.

And you're saying you learned it at 30 or that's when you realized that after being successful to some degree that you'd achieved then. Externally successful internally suffering. Yeah, wow. And no one wants to suffer. No one. It's interesting.

I was just interviewing a guy before this today. And I said on a scale of one to 10 of your inner peace and self love scale. 10 being you love yourself, you have a lot of inner peace, one being you hate yourself, no love. Where are you? He said I'm a five.

Wow. And I said, and this is a guy with a massive company, extremely fit, shredded like people around him, but internally a five. And it goes back to what you talked about. I love the intro, which is happy, happy, healthy and healed. Yeah. Healing, which is, I said, why do you think you're a five? And he said, I haven't dealt with the inner stuff. I've dealt with the mental side of discipline and structure and organization and working hard and grinding, but the emotional side of healing your heart, I believe is the game.

It doesn't matter how shredded you are, how wealthy you are, how successful you are, how many cars you have. If your inner emotional state is suffering, you are, how many cars you have. If your inter-emotional state is suffering, you are losing. And when your inter-emotional state is at peace and focused on service, it doesn't have to be changing the world, but service to the people in your life, that's when you are successful. A lot of people that will say, well, Lewis,

I don't have anything to serve with. So shouldn't I want success first? And then I'll find service because I don't have my meaningful mission. I don't have any money. I don't have access. I don't have a platform. Shouldn't I aim to get a platform first and then serve through it? How do you think about that? I mean, you serve for many years before you got your platform, you know, and then you built your platform after really kind of to figuring out who you were, your identity

after leaving the monkhood, right? You started to figure out what did you want? And I think there's a period of time, a season of life, where we have to try a lot of different things and figure out what do we really love? What are our passions, where are talents lying with our power? And then what is the problem we're looking to solve? So it's the three P's. And you can ask yourself, the list of three P's of passion, the passion, the power that you have, and the problem you're looking to solve. So I give a

lot of prompts and questions in the book around the three P's where you kind of figure out your sweet spot of what could I be doing. So the passions are, and a lot of people say that I've heard a lot of people say, don't follow your passion, I don't agree with that. I think you should be thinking about what are you most curious about? What excites you? Whenever I ask people,

what are you most excited about in your life right now? You mostly see people like look up in the sky and they're like, they take a deep breath and they get really excited and they're emotional about it, they're like joyful about it. You want to lean into that feeling and do those things and be in that playground of experiences. So I think you really want to be thinking about

what is the things that I am most passionate about. And maybe it doesn't mean for a two to four year window of life you're gonna be able to work on it, but you can still be working towards it. So figuring out what interests you, what would you do if money was no object? What would you just love to wake up and do in general? And what excites you? Think about that. The second thing is, you know, when I was starting out, I didn't feel like I had any talents. So I can relate to a lot of people. When you left the monkhood, you were like, well, what is this transferable skill in the workforce?

That's the gym I felt. And you said you got rejected by like a hundred companies or something. Yeah, 40 companies. 40 companies. And it's like, I didn't think I had transferable skills. You didn't think you had a lot of people probably don't think that way.

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And so I think you got to figure out what are the, how do I describe it? Kind of like invisible assets, right? The invisible assets that you have acquired throughout your entire life that maybe you're not even aware of. For me, an invisible asset was curiosity. It's not like I have this tangible currency that I can like use to build an opportunity in my life, but it was an invisible currency and invisible asset.

I was so curious about other people. Another invisible asset, I was a pretty joyful human being. And any time I entered a room and everyone was always older than me and more talented and more successful, I just said, I'm going to bring so much joy and curiosity. That doesn't seem like a transfer of skill. People would be like, they just wanted to help me. And I was just 24 year old punk. That was just like entering these networking events

and these social media conferences and these rooms around all these kind of thought leaders. And really people that I was like, wow, they're like successful mentors of mine. And they're always like, hey, Lewis, once you come join us for dinner. Hey, that's pretty cool you're doing this. Let me help you here. And I brought curiosity and joy.

I never talked about myself. I would just ask questions that I was fascinated by. And people loved to share these stories about themselves. That was a currency. That was an invisible asset that I brought to the table. So you got to think about what are the powers that you have that maybe you don't think you have. And also, I'm a big fan of figuring out where you are most powerless and

creating a list of all your fears. I call it the fear list. Yeah, I want to get into that. Yes, this is the place where you feel the most powerless. So for me at the time, I felt like my biggest fears and where I felt most power less was standing in front of a room of peers. I could not stand up and speak in front of five people without stuttering, stumbling, sweating, and just forgetting everything that I wanted to say. So I always felt insecure when I had to stand up and present in front of people, and I always felt like, man,

I'm just messing up and people are laughing at me and I I always felt like, man, I'm just messing up and people are laughing at me and I'm not good, I'm not as smart as everyone else, I'm not as good as presenters as everyone else. So I had this incredible crippling fear. And yet I knew one day I wanted to be able to impact people in some way, whether it was a career or something else.

And so I found a mentor who was a professional speaker. I found a mentor with a model that I wanted to mimic. He was a professional speaker and he said, you gotta overcome this fear. A way to do that is go to toast masters, a professional speaking class that you can go to and he told me exactly what to do. I want you to go every week for a whole year. It's going to suck the first few months. You're not going to feel good. You're not going to like it. It's going to be embarrassing, and you're not going to feel good about yourself.

But I'm telling you, if you do this every week for a year, you will create unbelievable things in your life. And it was true. Never in my wildest dreams will I think I'd get paid, what I get paid to speak publicly now. So what was once something that made me feel so powerless, I made it a superpower. The only way I could do that was finding someone or some model or mentor to give me some guidance or that I could mimic and then taking action on the fear over and over again until I embraced it and became the Batman of public speaking.

You know what I mean? It's like you've got to, whatever the fear is for you, you've got to become Batman in that experience. Yeah. You've got to live in the dark. You've got to wear a bat suit and embrace that fear 100% until you can sit there peacefully for me on a stage in front of an audience.

And that took years. Yeah, yeah. You wanted to develop more superpowers in your tool belt. You want to lean into that. And I had a ton of fears and a lot of insecurities. So it took me many years to start practicing on this and overcoming it. And I still get to step in more of them.

The work never ends. Yeah. So that's the second thing. You've figured out what you're interested in, your passions, your powers, and overcoming your fears to make them superpowers. And the third one is figuring out what problem do you want to solve?

This is something you talk about so much and one of the reasons why I love your work, Jay, is because you're always asking people to think differently. You don't have to be the one who's the entrepreneur or creating the thing. There are so many great causes, teams, businesses, and companies that have missions that you can be a great team player

and use your passion and your power to support that problem. And I think that's what you gotta be looking for. And it may not always come to you, you know, when you're 20s or really 30s, it may evolve. There are different seasons of life that you can use these passions and powers to solve problems. So you don't have to have it all figured out at 25 or 31. And now just like give yourself a break and keep enjoying life along the way. Yeah, I love the three P's and I hope that everyone, when you get the book, I want you to spend a really big chunk of time figuring out those three P's. And I think what

you said is true, I've heard that rhetoric too of, don't follow your passion, it's a waste of time, it's bad advice. And I think what people get confused is your passion with doing what you like all the time every day. There are lots of things I have to do every day that I don't like, but they help me do what I'm passionate about. Exactly. And I think it gets confusing when people are like,

well, do your passion means every day all the time you'll just be doing what you love. And I'm like, well, that's not true because I have to do plenty of things I don't love in order to do what I do love. And that's why you've got to use discipline. You've got to use discipline to keep you organized and consistent on certain things that maybe aren't as fun.

We'd all have to sit around and play games all day. But it takes discipline to see a meaningful mission come to fruition. And I think that's the key. When you get clear, a lot of people that aren't clear on their meaningful mission for this season of life, they're confused, they get depressed, they have stress,

they have overwhelmed, they feel lost, they feel frustrated, they feel like something's off. And it's because you're not clear on the meaningful mission for this season of life. And so that's why it's just so important to get clear on what you want and how you want to include others in this season of life. And so that's why it's just so important to get clear on what you want and how you want to include others in this season. Yeah, and I love how you keep saying season of life

because it's not like you've got to find your meaningful mission to the rest of your entire life. No, and I think that is too much pressure for you. How long is a season? How long do you think you're making? I've seen there's different types of seasons and I look at it as sports. Yeah. Sports in a year. You're an athlete? I've seen there's different types of seasons and I look at it as sports. And sports in a year.

You're an athlete. In a year there's four seasons in the year of fall summer spring winter. In sports there is a preseason, a season, postseason and the playoffs, right? There's kind of these four seasonal moments and there's always time to reflect on, okay, I did this thing for nine months or a year.

Do I still want to keep doing this thing, right? Take time to reflect. You take a month off every year to reflect what works. You just came back from, you just came back. And you look relaxed. Sometimes we're so in and all the time that we don't have the the moment to reflect on, do I still, am I still excited about this? Is it still what I want to do? Do I feel like there's a new season coming for me? Like am I shedding something and stepping into something that I'm ready for now? Just like this book, it wasn't the right season five years ago. I didn't feel like I was, had figured out what I needed to figure it out internally to be authentically sharing the messes that I have now. And I felt like it would have been a fake

if it came out years ago. I knew the concepts, but I didn't know it inside of me. How did you know? That's a great point, right? I feel like there's a lot of people listening. They want to launch a podcast, they want to write a book, they want to build a new idea inside their company, they want to take a new idea to their boss,

they want to start something fresh and new in their area. They want to start a charity, right? Whatever it may be. And I think there's always that period of not feeling ready. And then doing it. And I feel like that's the part where most people are stuck. We're like in their head, if you talk to them, and I'll talk to lots of people, they kinda know what the logo looks like, and they kinda think about the website, or they kinda put a bit of the presentation for their boss together, and they're thinking about it. But what's the difference, or what is the right way

to go about feeling ready, or getting ready, even when you don't feel it? Right, like, because you didn't wanna wait 10 years, but you didn't wanna wait five days, right? Like, yeah. And obviously this wait 10 years. Exactly. But you didn't want to wait five days. Right? Yeah. And obviously this is a book, so it's a bigger thing. It takes more time.

I think there's this concept that we've all heard that is like face it into what is it? No. Fake it to you, make it. Right? That's the concept. Fake it to you, make it is what a lot of people hear. And I really started to think about I don't really like that. Yeah, I need to tell you.

And I think it should be face it until you embrace it, right? Or face it until you embody it. And so when we take the concept and the greatness mindset of, okay, writing it down, writing down a list of your fears, your fear lists, then you face the fear until you embody and overcome that fear, until you embrace it, you embody it, and it doesn't have power over you anymore. And really, for me, it's about having the perception of like,

it just kind of depends what you value in life. So many times for me, I think about how much I could die at any moment. You know, I think that my life could be over at any moment. Will I be proud of who I am if I didn't launch this thing that's been inside of me for a while? I knew on this, I didn't have the fear of writing a book, right? That was in a fear of mine where a lot of people,

they have a book idea for 10 or 20 years and they just never launched the thing. Yeah. That was in my fear. My fear was being like inauthentic to who I was. And being, I don't know, is it a liar or just not feeling like, okay, something was off inside of me. I don't want to put something out there. And so I knew, okay, I know this book is going to be my best work ever. But I don't feel like I'm the right messenger yet to put it out there.

So what do I need to face until I can embrace the person I want to be to be able to put this out there. And that to me was after two and a half years of researching this book and taking tons of notes and interviewing experts and me being me checking you with me at the end of every year being like, why am I still talking about wanting to write this book, but not having the courage? That's when the therapy and the coaching sessions and diving in deep into my wounds and the emotional traumas.

I was like, I need to face this part of me that I'm still afraid of. That was the thing on my fear list that I had resisted for decades. And when I faced it, it felt like, wow, I'm actually able to feel healing. I'm actually able to feel calm around this situation in my life. In other areas, I felt calm, but not this situation. I'm actually been facing it consistently every week and doing the work emotionally, revealing myself and exercising and coaching and getting feedback

and all that stuff. Then when I felt freedom internally, that's when I was able to create and launch. Yeah, that's great insight. I think a lot of us are hoping that our field will just go away or like you said, we just try and fake it and then it doesn't feel right or it doesn't align with us. And really what you're saying is you have to face the fear. You, there's no other way. It was not like a different route or there's not a different pathway. And you can't, and you can't out-analyze the fear.

Yes, yes, yes. You know, I mean, you can't just figure out. And understand the concept, you've got to experience it. Yeah, and that's scary. Horrifying. Yeah, it's horrifying. Yeah. You know, it's something that held me back for decades,

and it's what causes us as human beings to repeat the same patterns of familiarity. We get stuck in patterns that are familiar. Even when we know it's not right. This is why you hear so many people, specifically women, who say, on my wedding day, I knew it wasn't right. Like I knew something was off when like three, four, or five years later, they got divorced and you asked them,

did you, did you think everything something was off? They were like, on my wedding day, I had a feeling, but I was afraid. I was afraid to let people down. Everyone was already there. The invitations were sent. We had already put the down positive down. I didn't want a ruffle feathers

and I thought maybe we just try to make it work. A lot of us have that fear of letting others down. And that's the thing that holds a lot of people back. Yeah, and I love it in the book because you break down the four fears that we all experience. So I wanna go, I wanna just give people three main fears.

Three main fears. Three main fears. Sorry, three main fears. Yeah, failure main, three main fears, three main fears. Yes. Yeah, failure, success, judgment. Sorry, three main fears. I want to just touch on them because I think that these top three fears are really well articulated and I've experienced all of them.

So I want to reflect on them myself too. So I remember when I was thinking about, like you said, so I've been doing what I do today, I've been doing it now for 17 years, seven years online, 10 years offline. And the 10 years that it was offline, there were no followers, there was no courses, there was no business aspect to it. It was just service and it was me learning

and me sharing my passion with five to 10 people that would show up or 50 people that would show up. And when I finally realized that I wanted it to reach more people, and that was an internal calling I had, that I didn't want to live in a world where only five to 10 people had access to these ideas, because these ideas changed my life. And I felt, wait a minute, I met a monk, that's a very specific experience.

Not everyone's gonna go through something like that. So how do we speed that experience up for more people? I was scared of failure because I was looking at... Why were you scared of failure? Because I was looking at social media and I was looking at content and I was looking at things people were doing. And I was scared about what my friends would say.

I was scared about me uploading something in not getting views, it getting criticism or getting like people in the comments section saying, oh, this is trash or whatever. And I was scared of failure. I was scared of no one's going to care. No one's going to watch. And it doesn't and it's not going to matter. And that probably lasted as I was researching,

learning and thinking for two years where I felt like that before I actually... You wanted to but you didn't do it. Exactly. I wanted to in my head and often at those times I find that's when you start becoming critical too. So you're kind of looking at what everyone else is doing and you're finding holes in it because you think you could do it it better, or you get kind of like that, and you realize that's not how you wanna live either. And so I find often, when we're the most inactive or stagnant,

that's when we're the most critical. A lot of percent. Judgmental of others who are doing something. And trying their best. I remember feeling. No authors are writing negative reviews on other authors' books. It's just the people who have never written a book

who's like, this was the worst book ever, right? Yeah, and it's hard. And so I remember feeling that way, like where, you know, I was starting to notice, I remember even years ago when my friends were really in a music and we'd be like laughing at the wrapper on screen or like, whoever it may be and be like, oh, look, he thinks he's got rhymes and we could do better. But that guy's actually gone and done it. That person's done it. Right? That person's doing it. And so, yeah, talk to me about, let's talk about that first. Yes.

Because I think the fear of failure, and I love the way you put it into failure, and we'll talk about success and judgment. Fear of failure is the number one thing that blocks us from trying. Yes. And that's the part, right? It's not about stops us from succeeding. It stops us from trying. I was trying to figure out what is the thing

that holds us back? What are these fears? And it became clear to me that I was failure, success, and judgment. And I started, I didn't understand failure and success personally, but I started to ask people and kind of brainstorm it and workshop with people, because for me as an athlete growing up,

I was conditioned that failure is a part of success. That's right, yeah, that makes sense. So if I wanted success and the pathway there is failure, like every day in practice, you fail. You make a mistake, you give the wrong pass, you turn the ball over, you drop the ball, you miss the shot. So I would watch Michael Jordan fail a hundred times a game,

but still win the game. You know, or whatever it is, you know, it's like miss a ton of shots. And it was never like the worst thing. It was like, I don't want to fail in my sport. I want to be perfect in every play, but I know that this is the path towards success. And it's how I get feedback to get better.

So failure was feedback. It was information telling me what I needed to do get better. So if failure was feedback, it was information telling me what I needed to do to improve. So I understand that concept. Success, I also did not understand why people are afraid of success, but as I started touring and speaking and asking people who here's afraid of failure,

most of the room would raise their hand at some point in their life, they're afraid of failure. And I'd say how many of you are afraid of success? Thinking everyone wants this. So, almost half the room would also raise their hand for success. And I go, but this is the thing people want. So if you want something you're afraid of,

why would it come to you? Why would success come to you if you're afraid of it? Why would money come to you if you're afraid of it? Why would love come to you if you are afraid of it? So I never understood that concept, but as I started talking to people and realized, oh, actually I get it because the weight of gold can be so heavy for so many people. There's actually a documentary called Weight of Gold that is about Olympic gold medalists who go on to commit suicide afterwards, who go on to have extreme depression,

mental health challenges, lose friendships, go bankrupt all this stuff because the pressure once you succeed to stay there, everyone expecting you to be a certain way, everyone expecting you to be perfect all the time, the perfect role model, and everyone expecting you now to have money to just give to your friends and family and not knowing who really cares about you for you versus your success. So, and also, it's just a weight that takes a lot of courage to be able to lean into and manage.

And I think it's a skill set to understand and manage success. But that's something I always wanted. So I was like, bring it on. You know, I'll take it. The fear for me that has been my kryptonite over the years was judgment and the need for other people to like me and specifically to matters of the heart and intimacy. And that's why I kept repeating the pattern. Because I wasn't afraid to enter a relationship. You know, I wasn't afraid of that. I wasn't afraid of it doing well.

I wanted it to do well, but I kept abandoning myself to try to please one person to accept and love me. I was terrified of the judgment. And that crippled me. It was a big, you know, kryptonite in my entire existence until a couple of years ago. And that's the thing. We've got to identify which one of these fears

holds us back the most. And again, in the book, I talk about kind of the process of uncovering and unpacking that so that you can have clarity and awareness. You talk about awareness as the key. Once you are aware and clear, then you can create a game plan on how to embrace it, overcome it, and make that fear and insecurity a superpower. And I truly think we're just going to be,

have something off inside of us, we're going to be unfulfilled, we're going to be frustrated, you know, disconnected until we figure out what the fear is for us, and figuring out how to fully accept ourselves at the center of all the of these fears is, I'm not enough. I am not lovable enough, I'm not smart enough, I'm not good enough, I'm not talented enough, I'm not enough.

And when we can finally get to a place where I say, I am enough, I can go back to all the different periods of my life that I'm not proud of, that I'm ashamed of, that I'm insecure about, that I hurt people, that other people hurt me, that I haven't forgiven. If I can go back and reconnect with those broken elements of my mindset from the past and complete, create healing and wholeness, then I can accept and love myself today for where I'm at.

And that's when everything changes. Yeah, and I can relate to all of those as you're talking about them. Like, I remember after I had my first viral video, I didn't want to make any videos. Really? Why? Because you're scared of success. Like you're scared of...

But weren't you excited? You're like, oh, 50 million views. You're a real people. You get, well, that's the point, right? Like, at one point, it has to become about more than the successful failure. And that's where the meaningful mission, it comes back to that, right? It always comes back to that. And I was talking about this with our friend and we talked about you too.

It's so funny. I was talking to Stephen Bartlett recently because I was in London and we talked about you too because we were talking about relationships. And he was saying what he'd learned from you and the conversations you guys have had and now I'm talking about him to you. But I was talking to him about the idea of just like getting comfortable with the idea

that at one point we all have to embrace insignificance and irrelevance in a public sense but that in an internal sense, the meaningful mission was what was carrying you. So if you stop because people stop following, or if you start only when people are following, then there isn't a meaningful mission. Because the meaningful mission is what you were doing, whether people were following or not, because it's what you wanted to do and who you wanted to be. And so I think it comes back to that that if you only play when you're winning and you stop when you're losing or you don't pivot and learn a new way to serve, then there isn't

a meaningful mission at the bedrock of it. Exactly. And so I love that the meaningful mission is at the heart of everything because there will always be changes like your the platforms will change, the algorithms will change. People will come and go. People will come and go and you see the people that have lasted the test of time. It's usually people who have a meaningful mission. As you're saying, you want to keep serving, keep giving, they feel they have that. I'm Dr. Romani and I am back with season two of my podcast, Navigating Narcissism. Narcissists are everywhere and their toxic behavior in words can cause serious harm to your mental

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Podcast, or wherever you get your podcast. Join the journey soon. Yeah, and they're not they're not worried about how famous or relevant they are. Correct. You know, I think I I loved your conversation with Kevin Hart about how like famous like this ultimate drug and if it's not used wisely or managed properly, it will ruin you. And I think, you know, the idea of being relevant or having followers or views or something like that, if it's not managed properly, it'll probably stress you out and overwhelm you and make you go a little crazy, unless there's some foundation of, hey, yes, I want to impact more people and yes, I want this to do well, but the mission is to serve.

And I remember when I wrote my last book specifically about, you know, masculine vulnerability, I remember thinking to myself, this may not do that well. No one's going to react. Yeah, you know, at that time in 2018 or 2017, whenever there was, I was like, I don't know if men are ready to start talking about being vulnerable. It was kind of just like barely happening, right? And now everyone is talking about that, not everyone, but you see that a lot. But I remember being like, I really don't care if this sells a million copies or won.

If it sells one and that man is impacted and he has a deeper relationship with himself, where he heals, he has a deeper relationship with his wife or his partner and his family, he heals. He has a deeper relationship with his wife or his partner and his family. He heals and mend some relationships and he finds more happiness, health, and he heals. Then I was like, it's worth it.

It's worth the two years of research. It's worth all the pain that I went through. It's worth the fear of opening up about sexual abuse that I was afraid of years before that because I want another guy to feel the same way. And so I think when we go into it with, yes, we want things to do well. When we put effort and energy into launching a project, a business, a company, a book, a podcast, of course, you want things to go well.

But if you have the meaningful mission as the bedrock where you're just like, it's about we, it's about us, it's about service. It's not about me getting more famous or building something of more followers. That's when I think it's more sustainable energetically. Yeah, yeah. When people are sitting with that and we kind of skipped, not skipped over it, but we used it and moved forward. Like, I think when I used the word purpose, so when you're using the word meaningful mission, it's like, it can feel quite heavy for certain people because they're like, I don't care about it.

Like, there's nothing that I even care about that much. Like, I don't know, or I want to, I wish I cared about humanity or animals, or whatever it may be that you care about. You gotta know your season. When I was broke on my sister's couch, I couldn't think beyond getting off the couch. So I was like, my meaningful mission is to make enough money to live on my own.

Yeah, I remember that. I remember that paying rent and paying groceries. That's where I started. If that's your season of life, you got to focus on that. And you got to focus on getting to a baseline where you can start thinking beyond yourself. But you're doing that with the hidden feeling of like I want to do service. 100% right now. I just need a focus on this. That's it's kind of like I love that you said that because that's what I found too.

It's like I never stopped wanting to do service. There were just moments in trying to do service with the immediate need. there were just moments in trying to do service with the immediate need, it's kind of like saying, you have an apartment, there's a fire in the apartment, but you're trying to do your interior design, right? Or you wanna have your friends over. You're like, no, but my apartment's

that my friend's over and it's like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, I wanna serve with my house, I wanna have my friends over and it's like, no, no, no, no, just solve the fire. Yeah, yeah. And then, and then use it for that, right? Yeah, I think it's, it's, it's understanding where you're at. And that's why I said, like, listen, when I,

you've got to have a season of overcoming your fears as well. Like, for a few years, I was just like, I'm so crippled by insecurity and fear that all my energy is going towards public speaking class. I'm doing salsa lessons because this was a fear of mine and I want to. Oh, you're such a good dancer. Yeah, I see that as well. But I was like, and I was like, and I was in research mode.

I know you love to read and research and teach. I was in just research mode. For hours every day, I was researching. I was learning online. I was building relationships. And I was overcoming fears. That was the season while I was on my sister's couch for a year and a half, trying to figure out who am I

in this world? What is the point of all this? What is my identity now that I've lost my dream and my athletic dreams? What am I gonna do the rest of my life? I was in the season of researching, of building relationships and overcoming fears. And, but still I was being in service

to the people I was working with. I was bringing curiosity, I was bringing joy. I was bringing moments of fun. And that's just as much service as it is feeding the homeless or changing the world or sharing cancer. That's great answer. It's a greatness is not about changing the

world. It's about changing the world around you and changing the world within you and being in that evolution of growth and transformation and saying how can I continue to level up myself and the people around me. That might be three people. Yeah. But if you're doing that, it's making a ripple on so many more. You know and you live that and that's what I love about. There's a couple of things that I want to point out. And I want to ask you how you've done these things sometimes. I was talking to, I remember I went to lunch with Matthew Hussie, who's a different of ours. And you know, you've been friends with him a lot longer, but you always told me I'd get along with him.

And we do. And I went for lunch with him. And you guys had just all been on red table talk for an episode and it was you and Stefan speak. Devon Franklin. And Devon Franklin and Matthew. And Matthew was saying that the whole time because there was so many of you. He was like eight of us around the table. There were so many around the table. There were lots of questions.

And it was like everyone obviously has so much value to add. Everyone on that table has there were lots of questions and it was like everyone obviously had so much value to add. Everyone on that table has as beautiful insights, but you were kind of like doing layups for everyone else. So it's like everyone was sharing their insights, but you were the guy who was like passing it to everyone on that thing. And you have loads of great insights too, but you were happy to play that. And I just want to say that that's, you know, that's, you practice what you preach in

that. And I just want to say that that's, and that, you know, that's, you practice what you preach in that. You do that even when you have an opportunity to shine, you're happy to pass the ball. Like you are happy to pass the ball and go, no, you slam dunk. You take the three pointer, you take that. And people notice that, right? Like the right people who are aware, they notice that.

And they recognize that, oh, this person actually is meaning what they're saying. And that was just a private lunch. I was having with a mutual friend of ours. It wasn't like a show or anything. And I wanted to share that. But, but the other part of what I see in you, you're so good. And you talk about this in the book about enlisting support. You're so good at finding a coach, going to a class, getting a teacher, doing a course.

I give that advice all the time. And I think we give that advice all the time. We're like, just start doing a course. I give that advice all the time and I think we give that advice all the time. We're like, just start doing a course. Like this, do that. Right. And because it's real, because we've experienced in our own lives. Like, by the way, I'm only a public speaker because my parents forced me to go to public speaking classes. So I've been to seven years of nine hours a week with exams of public speaking training from age 11 to age 18. That's great. It's courses, right?

It's anything in the world is trained, is learned, is built. And I think we live in a world now where we think, oh, that's a God-given talent or that, you know, or you don't have it. When you actually start to realize that, oh, the person you think that can dance, yeah, they might have had some cool skills. I could not dance that well. You could not dance at all. But now, like, when I see you, when I've seen video and that, oh, the person you think that can dance, yeah, they might have had some cool skills. I could not dance that much. You could not dance at all. But now, like, when I see you,

when I've seen video and stuff, I'm like, you're a great dancer, right? And I think people could say the same for speaking, business, you've talked about this. Right, everything, everything. Yeah, like so many things. So let's talk a bit about that because I do think that education and training

are the pathway to transformation and growth, reading a book, is that crossing the line? Like, I was saying to someone yesterday that I have this habit where I look at what my block is every season almost, using your language, and I will go and find books, interviews and podcasts on that problem. Yes. And so I was in so many bookstores over Christmas because I love bookshops. Thanks, yeah. And I was just walking around and I would walk around just as like I was given this example

yesterday. I was like, if you're out of milk at home, you go to buy milk. You don't just go, oh, I'll just use washing up liquid instead. But if you're out of discipline, what we do is you go, go buy some discipline. What we do is we go, oh, I'll just watch Netflix then. And it doesn't solve the gap. Like, if you're out of cereal at home, you don't just go,

oh, I'll just eat chips for breakfast. You go and buy cereal. And so I look at my life in that way, like a grocery store and I go, what is it that I need in my life? Okay, maybe right now I need to become a better leader. Okay, maybe right now I need to become a better husband, right now I need to become a better interviewer,

whatever it may be, and then I'll go and look for that. And it sounds like you do the same. How have you found the ability to a couple of things? The first thing is find good classes and coaches and mentors. Yes. Because I think a lot of people struggle with knowing like, do I trust this? Do I not? Good question for people to ask. And second part is, how do you commit and stay on top of it when naturally like, it's easier to just sit at home and watch TV? Two things. Yeah do I commit and stand top of it? I pay in advance.

Yeah. Right, that's a great way. I pay my nutrition and fitness coach in advance. I pay my therapist and emotional coach a year in advance. And we schedule it every two weeks for the year. Yeah. So I've got money invested. I've got time and counter organized, committed.

Yeah, so it's not like, oh, I'll pay you every week when I come who's even the meeting gets set up. It's not one class at a time, it's a block of time in advance. It takes time, it's forced discipline. Forced discipline. And when you're invested in it,

you pay more attention to it. As our friend, a Dean Grassiose says, he says, you pay attention to what you pay for attention to it. As our friend, Dean Grassley-Oce, he says, you pay attention to what you pay for, right? And you'll pay more attention when you pay more money. Typically, I'm not saying you need to spend tons of money. A lot of things that I've gotten from free mentorship,

whether it be people just giving me time, me learning from podcasts, books, videos, courses, things like that, that were free and available online. But I've always seen accelerated results when I invest in something. When I invest in someone, something, and I know I've got to do a period of time to complete it. That's number one. Number two, and how do I find them? I have you know who to trust, and how do you find them? How I know to trust. I typically ask people that I respect, so I'll ask you, hey, hey, do you know someone who can help me in this?

So I trust and respect you. If you have a referral, then I'll probably trust that person, or at least I'll jump on a call. But otherwise, you can find a lot of people online and see what they're creating, how their energy is their vibe and things like that. You can consume some of their information. You can see testimonials, you can check in with those testimonials or referrals. So I just kind of follow that process and I'll always do like an intro session with someone

if it's like coaching to see like, do we really connect before I commit a year in advance or three months in advance. So it's making sure that they've got results that I respect and they've worked with people and helped them overcome challenges that I respect as well. Then it becomes more, more of a thing that I trust jiving into. And to go back to what you're saying just before that about kind of giving people layups and stuff, I wasn't like that until 10 years ago. I mean, in some ways I was, but I wasn't, it wasn't until 10 years ago when I had this kind of initial transformation

of letting go of big parts of my ego, where I said that I have to be extreme in a sense the other way, because I was so competitive. I wanted to be right, I wanted to win, I wanted to be number one of everything. I can't imagine you like that. I can imagine, I know you're competitive in sport,

obviously, but as an energy, that's, yeah, I didn't know you then. Maybe people didn't feel it, but internally, that was driving me, right? In a lot of ways. And it was all based on a wound that I hadn't healed yet. Once I started to heal, I was like, oh wow, I've had this all wrong. Everything was when lose to me as opposed to win-win.

So 10 years ago, I actually learned the concept of win-win for the first time, or at least I understood it for the first time. Maybe I'd heard it as a kid, but I didn't embody it until I was able to face that and wake up to it. And that's why I was like, okay, I'm gonna start the show. It's not gonna be about me,

it's gonna shine the light on everyone else. I wanna practice this. I wanna overcome this consistently. And I was really inspired by Oprah where she just always shine the light on others, right? For 20 something years. And she's talked about it before. It's like when you shine the light,

there's always a reflection of light back on you. And the more you do that, for more people over time, you become brighter in return. And that's not the goal to become brighter necessarily for selfish reasons, but it naturally happens. You reflected the light back on you. And I think that's a beautiful thing. You know, it's something that you do so well by lifting others up. It's something that I try to do really well by lifting my friends up, like we did on Red Table Talk. When, you know, Jada is asking a question, I'm like, gosh, I know Stefan has the perfect answer for this,

because I've heard him say this three times. So I go, Stefan, you know what to say here, you know, when Matthew had a different perspective on something else, I was like, Matthew, man, you said this amazing thing about this before. Can you share what this is? Devon, I've heard you say this. So, you know, I learned this early on because I didn't feel like I had the answers or I was smart in my early 20s. So I wouldn't speak a lot from my perspective. I would just ask curious questions. And after a couple hours of

meeting with someone, I'd never really spoke about me. I would just ask about them. At the end of the conversation, they were like, man, you're the most interesting person I've ever met. I was like, I didn't share anything about my life. I just asked you questions. But people want to feel that you're curious and interested in them. And then they'll think you're extremely interesting. Yeah. Yeah. That's yeah. I feel like it's also just something that you also naturally listen. And I think that, you know, I think a lot of these things

are often used as techniques. And they don't come across as genuine. Because if you ask a question, you actually have to listen, and then you actually have to remember, and then you ask a follow up question. And I think sometimes you can tell when it's disingenuous or you can feed it from my life like nip it ever something. Yeah, when you feel like it's a technique where someone's coming at it like you know whenever you know people used to give the advice of like

I'll reach out and do something for free for someone and then someone would do that for you but then they come back with like this and then you're like oh I'll admit it. I thought you were doing this for free. I did it for free it for free. And you start realizing just like, it has to be done so genuinely. Uh-huh. And people will respond to that. I had a, you know, I had a rule that, and I still have it too. Like, I never took pictures with celebrities unless they were on the show or in a meaningful connection.

It was never a cloud grab. Like, it it wasn't like I'm in this place. I've seen this person. Let's get a picture just to like show off. We were hanging around with like it was like no, if I have a relationship with that person or they're on a podcast and there's a meaningful interaction or we're doing something together because it's just like when when people feel used and you're using people in that way and there's no genuineness, it kind of just, it feels really cheap and it comes across that way too.

And it actually blocks you having a real relationship. And so when you're asking interesting questions and I know you do that all the time, but I also know you're listening because then we'll bring it up again in another conversation. And so I think there's a real truth to that. I also, my own personal coaching practice. I said a new rule and this was something that took me a while to understand, but it really helped me. So anyone that I privately coach,

we have a fee of my time, but the entire fee goes to charity of their choice. Oh, that's cool. So I have a fee, we count up the hours like I wouldn't any coaching practice, but the amount goes to a charity of their choice. That's cool. And it became a way of that I could feel I was serving

and I could give myself, and I wanted the person to also feel like they were getting the feeling of giving back, rather than always paying for stuff. That's cool. Because I found that a lot of people always felt that they could pay for anything and they could buy anything, and I wanted them to fill the office in.

Yeah, that's cool. Where it's like they weren't buying anything, they were getting to give away. That's amazing. And yeah, so I've never told about it before, but I wanted to say it with you, because it was just something that I was thinking about. Like, I wanted to find a method

where I could give my heart to someone. And they could give their heart to me. And I found sometimes that money got in the way of the heart. Interesting. And so like in friendship, there's no money exchange, hence there's a heart space. And so like in friendship, there's no money exchange. Hence there's a heart space. And so in coaching, I had to find a way.

That's cool. Yeah, and that was my way. And it's like been a beautiful commitment. And it's great of as it gets like overwhelming with coaching clients and you have no time. Yeah, of course. And I don't, right? Like I'm very, I don't have, I have like,

six, seven people that I work with. Yeah, yeah. It's not something that I'm looking to grow in a business sense. Where are you looking at in your life right now? After a month of reflection of this end of your season of last year of being your, honestly, your biggest year ever, and in so many ways, from the business to success, to speaking to the podcast growth, to YouTube, to video celebrity clients, all the talk shows you've been on, all these things that have happened, what was the big reflection for you and where do you see yourself moving

in this next year? So obviously this year, the new book is out, Ayrus of Love, so my heart's in love, the tour is happening for so much time. So exciting, right? I'm really excited to like hug people and hold their hands, listen to their eyes. I think I'm like, I've always been a hugger, we just hugged for like, you know what? And by the way, everyone watching right now are listening, when you hug Jay in person,

just whisper in his ear and hug him long and say this was from Lewis. Because that's what I do with Jay. I hold him so long and I whisper in his ear like I love you. But there's a joy in that, I love physical connection. I love the idea that I'm actually gonna, I feel so grateful that for six, seven years I've been doing this, I haven't met 99% of people.

You probably feel the same way. And I just like, I feel so grateful. And I want to kind of like outpour all of the backstage to everyone who's gonna be there. Because there's so much gratitude built up in me that I haven't been able to, me saying it and a microphone doesn't do it justice and traveling around and doing a hectic schedule

and doing all this craziness is really an output. It's totally from a gratitude point of view because there's nothing else to it of why you'd go on tour. So I'm excited for that. And then if I'm completely honest, I'm excited for rest, study and creativity. I'm really looking forward into the next half of the year

where my plan is to go more internal and learn and study again and research and read more. I do that all the time, but I mean, do it even in a more obsessive, constructive way. And spend more time just being creative and being present, because I feel like I've been really going all out for the last six, seven years now.

And it's been so meaningful and powerful and beautiful. But at the same time, I'm conscious that to have the next seven years be even better than it's been, it's gonna require this pit stop. And my monk teacher would always say, if you wanna go three steps forward, you have to go three steps deep. And so this is the time to go three steps deep

in order to go three steps forward again. And so I feel after going all this forward that I've done, it's time to go deep again. And I feel that internally, It's cool to me. Well, you're about to spend the next, what, three to six months going hard and forward. And that's great. And I'm ready for that. And I'm ready for that after this month off. But after that, I'm already planning. I'm curious. I know this interview has stopped me, but I can never not ask you questions

no matter what we're doing this stuff, I'm curious. If you could fast forward in your heart and your minds one year and just imagine everything that has happened, you pouring your energy and everyone the gratitude you're going to give to all this community, you know, tens of thousands of people that are going to be in person over the next few months supporting you, seeing you. And make sure you guys, if you haven't bought the book, get this book right now as well. What do you think is going to be the lesson you're going to learn at the end of this year?

If you could be in the future, what do you think your soul is going to tell you that it's going to be the lesson and the thing for you to step into or let go of into the next year? I think the lesson will be to, and everyone needs to do this, and it comes back to your point of season, is to live in the season that you have reached.

And what I mean by that is that there was a different energy that it took to get here and it will be a different energy to move forward. And I think it's really interesting because I think we often stay in the same energy state multiple years of our life because we got used to it or we got familiar with it. And then years go by before you realize you needed an energy shift.

And I think when you see people who are burnt out lost or confused or feel like they wasted time, it's because they never realized that they stayed in the same energy state that they were in when they started. And you have to accept that time has changed and life has moved on and you've learned new things and you've gained new clarity. So I think that will be the lesson. And letting go, I think, will be, I want to do, I feel like to get to this point, I had to do a lot of what I didn't love.

And I think that that should always get less and less and less. So I think a healthy life isn't one where you only do what you love, but it's a life where you do less and less of what you don't love. And so I feel like my life's always moving in that direction, and I think in a year from now, I have all the clarity and all the opportunity to start a fresh as opposed to continuing to just exist

in the world of repeating what's been done. If that makes sense. It's good insight. Your future self is wise. Yeah, yeah, hopefully, hopefully. And now I've got to live up to it. No, it's good. Well, this is a beautiful question.

It's good you make me make me vocalize and I hope everyone's getting to see how good Lewis is at what he does and what he does for himself too. No, the question like that's great because it gives me something to live up to that I aspire for, right? And it reminds me of that Matthew McConaughey speech.

Yeah. 10 years out. I love that. Chaser by hero. 10 years away. Yeah, yeah. And it's just like, it's the Oscar speech. If anyone doesn't know Dallas Buyers Club, he won the Oscar for Best Actor. And he gives one of the best speeches of all time, in my opinion.

And yeah, it's that idea of just, yeah, it gives you something to chase, which is yours. It's you. It's not chasing. just, yeah, it gives you something to chase, which is yours. It's you. It's not chasing. And I love that, right? And I think the question you just asked is the question you're asking yourself, which is why your life is going in the right direction, because the question isn't, where do you want to be in a year?

Like, what do you want to achieve? Because that starts to like set, you know, there's usefulness in that. I'm not saying it's not useful, but the internal questions, formal gratifying. So it's going to be something to chase and pursue. It's awesome to have goals and dreams. But I think what's more important is focusing on the person you become on a consistent basis to create those dreams. And also being so proud and at peace of who you've become, even if the dreams don't come true. And there's been a lot of things that I've chased after where the dreams didn't come true. Yeah.

But the life was a dream come true. Who I got to meet, what I got to experience, what I overcame, the lessons I learned, the memories I created, certain dreams didn't come true, but it was a dream come true. Totally, totally. Oh, I love that. I love that so much. That's such a powerful statement. And it's so true. Like, I've so many projects that haven't worked out. So many pitches, even we went to some pitches together that you set up for me that didn't work out, but the network I built through that relationship building,

the connections I've been. Who have became like skills I had to learn. There was a lot of thing, I'll give an example. There was a lot of goals that I accomplished as an athlete that I was extremely proud of. And I was like, man, I set an intention for this goal 10 years prior and I made it happen. But there were certain goals,

like I wanted to be an Olympic athlete, right? And for eight and a half years, I played with the USA national team and I never made the Olympics, right? And I haven't played with the team for about three years since right before the pandemic. And I can look back and say, I spent eight and a half years of my life sacrificing,

committing, dedicated, disciplined, traveling the world, spending time, money, energy, money, and energy, playing a game to represent the USA, to try to make the Olympics. And I failed and I failed it and I fell short. Or I can look at it as man, what a life journey and experience I got to have for eight and a half years.

I have so many great friends, memories. I traveled the world wearing USA across my chest, getting to play against Olympians as a 35, 6, 7 year old. I was like, I didn't accomplish the dream, but it was still a dream come true. And I think when we look back on things that didn't work out, but find the meaning and the memory and the magic

in those experiences, it's still an incredibly beautiful life. The meaning, the memory and the magic. I love that. I love that because often we look for meaning, but you're so right, the memory and the magic. Lewis, how's that around Lewis? That was, that was special, man. That was really beautiful. I want everyone who's listening and watching right now to go and grab a copy of this book, The Greatness Mindset, unlock the power of your mind and live your best life today. It's available right now if you're listening

to this episode, make sure you go grab it. Where would you like them to get it from? Apart from obviously Barnes and Noble Amazon. Anyway, yeah, Amazon, Barnes and Number, wherever. Yeah, make sure you go grab a copy. The audiobook as well is in Lewis's voice. Yes. Lewis reads the audio.

So make sure you go and grab the audio if you like listening to books as well because I know so many of you are audio listeners. And follow Lewis on YouTube, subscribe to his podcast, the School of Greatness, and follow him on Instagram, on TikTok, on Twitter, on every single social media platform that you use. As you saw today, Lewis practices what he preaches

and also what he shares is highly life-changing. So make sure you go and grab it. I appreciate it, man. And real quick, go and grab it. I appreciate it, man. And real quick, before you finish it, I appreciate you talking about the book, and I want to give a call to action to people. Yeah, please. If you're going to buy my book,

which I'm deeply grateful for, I want to see if you haven't bought J's book yet, make sure to buy both of us at the same time, take a screenshot, and tag both of us on Instagram, letting us know that you got both us at the same time. Take a screenshot and tag both of us on Instagram, letting us know that you got both books at the same time. That would be so cool. That would be awesome. I'm sure we'll reshare some of those on Instagram.

Yeah, I'd love to. Yeah, yeah. Buy it on Amazon, take a screenshot or if you got them both in your hands, do that, put it on Instagram for us to see and we'll share both of those out. I love it, I love it. Lewis, thank you so much.

Thanks, but I appreciate you, man. So grateful. If you love this episode, you will love my interview with Kobe Bryant on how to be strategic and obsessive to find your purpose. What do a flirtatious gambling double agent in World War II, an opera singer who burned down an honorary to kidnap her lover? And a pirate queen who walked free with all of her spoils, haven't comment.

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