Regina Swarn Audio Series Presents - Pastor Tammie Watson 🎤 A Speech Impediment Becomes A Platform For Preaching

Episode Date: April 26, 2026

Fan MailDoctors told Tammie  Watson she might never talk and that one sentence could have rewritten her entire life. Instead, her story becomes a living testimony of healing faith, a worship-driven childhood in holiness church, and a calling that refuses to stay quiet. We sit down together and go back to the early days: singing as a little girl, watching God move in services marked by prayer and deliverance, and developing a hunger for the Holy Ghost that never lets up. Tammie opens up about the speech impediment she still lives with and why it made preaching feel impossible, even while music felt natural. Then she shares what changed, how God pushed her into her “yes,” and why her ministry name became Limitless Worship. The turning point is unforgettable: preaching under a tent with almost no one in sight, only to learn her neighbors were listening from their homes and following her voice down the road. If you’ve ever felt unseen, unsupported, or stuck in a small beginning, this testimony speaks directly to that place. We also go deep on Christian mental health, transparency, and the courage to get help. Tammie explains why “I’m fine” can become a trap, how isolation fuels depression, and why therapy, community prayer, and real faith can belong in the same sentence. We end on what’s ahead: gospel music, a new project, and a book shaped by wilderness seasons and hard-won growth. If this conversation strengthens you, subscribe, share it with a friend, and leave a review so more listeners can find it.Follow Pastor Tammie onlineWrite ✍️ her [e-mail] Commrcoyÿ A message from me to all my wonderful  followers.  Please  feel free to share your feedback. Click fan mail and leave me comments.  Show endSupport the showContact My official website www.reginaswarn.com [e-mail] 

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Today, this morning, I have an outstanding. woman of God with me. Outstanding. And I do mean outstanding. This woman, I've known her for years. I've known that she was a little girl. And now she is really doing her thing in the name of she. She's if I can say.

She's a mother. She's a business owner, entrepreneur. She own her own business. you know, like catering business. She's a singer, songwriter, pastor, just a woman of God. There's so many titles to name. I'll probably miss something.

So I'm just saying many as I can say because there's so many. But I would like for you all to help me welcome to my podcast today. Pastor Tammy Watson Hello, good morning, Pastor Good morning, good morning, hello Thank you, what an introduction I am so thankful to God to have you on the podcast today I'm really, I've been waiting for this for some time

and I just thank God you have me here you know, a part of the podcast. Because we've been trying to do this now for a minute. Yes, we have. We've been trying to do this for a good, wow. We've been trying it. Yes. Yes, man, we have.

Oh, I don't know background noise there, but anyways, but I thank God for you because you have been a blessing in my life over the years. I remember you as a little girl, you know. So, like I'm telling you, y'all, we go back to a long way. I remember this young lady, and he was a little girl, a little girl. And she has always had that fire in her. You know, you can always look at a person. You can always tell when someone is destined for greatness.

It's like you say so. And, you know, I was looking at a video as we were speaking before we started. recording. We was talking earlier how I was watching, excuse me, a video of her singing at the church that we attended. And she was up seeing her heart out and just up there, a little kid, I think no, it'd have been no more than like maybe 10 or 11. Yeah.

Yeah. And in Pastor, you had that microphone in your hand singing like, I mean, like you do Now, it's just that you was all into it. You mean, you was really so just, oh, my God. And you could just tell, looking back now, looking at that now, and they're looking at you now. I'm like, wow, okay, now I see. That young lady has been destined for this for the whole time. Yeah, I think he's in the right word.

Tell us something about you. Tell me, I want you to speak because I'm sad enough, but I want to say this before she. I feel the anointing on whenever Pastor Tammy wasn't seeing speak, I feel that anointing. This woman, this young woman is highly, highly anointed. And when I mean, when I say highly, I'm not just talking lightly. I mean highly anointed enough to, if you're feeling bad or if you're feeling down, if you're feeling, you can be healed. You can get a blessing if you really grab a hope to a little bit of faith.

And I just thank God for you so much. I don't let you talk. I'm sorry I've been carried away, but tell us something about you. Well, I first want to just really give honor to God who's the head of my life. I want to thank you for this opportunity. I don't take this lightly. I'm very honored. Because as you were saying, we've known each other for so long.

I grew up in Jackson's up to the Holy See, watching your family singing you and your sister, being down to the anointing. And you guys were such inspiration to us when we was younger growing up in the music industry and ministry period, listening to you guys, listening to your albums, listening to your songs. We would get around the house and play church.

And playing church, we would pick which sister we wanted to be in. And, you know, ironically, this is so funny, I will always take, I'm just a Regina, because I'm going to hit the high note. That was me. I wanted to. I had to. So we would get around the house and we would sing your songs and my mom would play your records nonstop. And we used, we would sing, we knew all of you guys music. We would sing them. We would put them, we would play them in the cars. And we grew up in a different, you know, we grew up in a different type of environment, you know, where holiness was real and the word of God was, you know, placed in our heart. So from a very young age, I took ministry serious. I took singing serious. Whenever I had

the opportunity, Mother Jackson used to say, whenever you come into the house of God or whenever you wake up and you have the opportunity, you give God praise. He deserves it. And so I took that literally. So every time I would grab the mic, I gave God the baby. I gave God the baby. And you know, energy I had. You know, I didn't know, you know, I didn't know no other way to do it. Mother Jackson said, you give God your all. And I was like, hey, I'm going to give it my all. Even if I didn't understand what I was doing completely, I was going to give God my all. So. Exactly. Yeah. It's been that way since I was a little girl. Actually started singing when I was about around the age of maybe, I think it was four or five years old. I wrote that in

one of my bios. My mom started about singing in the primary choir. when we was little. From there, we stonged in our family group. And I guess I'd tell a little bit about myself. Yeah, I'm the middle child of seven kids. My mom was blessed with five boys and two girls. We all sing. We all ministered from type of women. Yeah. And in someway, we were all raised in Jacksonville. a holiness church. My mom and dad was ministers there. My dad is still the assistant pastor at Jackson Temple. My mom's still ministers as well. I've been ministering. I was saved completely at the age of 10 years old. I never forget this, Sister Regina. It was a Monday night care service, Monday night care and service. And we was on all the need praying, seeking God,

because I really wanted it for real. I was looking around and I said, I see the people being saved. I had a hunger in my heart at such a young age of ministry. I had a hunger at such a young age for God. You know, seeing him moves, seeing the miracles that was being worked through our late founder, Prophet's Mother Jackson, seeing God move in such a profound way, seeing souls being saved and being delivered, yokes being broken, and people's lives being changed to never go back to be the same. It was, it touched me. I was a peculiar child. I, I paid attention to those things,

you know, where, you know, other kids that would come to church, they would play and have, I came to church and I paid attention to what was going on. And I used to say, God, God, I want that, I want that anoint and I want that closeness with you. At such a young age, I wanted that closeness. So, I remember at the age of 10, we was doing a terrorist service, And I saw the saints of God praying on the altar being filled with the Holy Ghost Monday after Monday. I said, God, I want that experience. I want to feel that. So this particular Monday, I never forget it was March.

I want to say March the 16th of the 17th. I was 10 years old. And I was on that altar. And I was praying. And I said, I told God, I said, tonight I'm going to experience you. 10. I want to experience you tonight. And pastor, she's pastor now, Jackie Ingram, she saw me, began to come over, she began to tarry with me.

I didn't even know when Mother Jackson came in the church. She hadn't arrived yet, but I don't even know when she came in. And Pastor Jackie began to tarry with me for the Holy Ghost, and she began to pray. The Holy Spirit began to hit me, and I began to, you know, to shout under the anointing. And her and Mother Jackson, laid me in the floor. Mother Jack said, I don't know where Mother came from, but she came and she got in my other ear. She said, God, bring her both with the Holy Ghost. Don't just save a but filler with the Holy Ghost and power.

And they sat there and he tarried with me on that floor until I came through with the Holy Ghost. At 10 years old, I didn't forget the feeling I felt when I got up on that floor. I felt, I felt like an out-abody experience, like newness. My eyes were open. I saw different. I felt different. It's like something came over me. I knew that I was me, but it was like I was no longer my own.

It was old. It was such a feeling that I cannot explain. And that was age of 10 years old, you know. 10 years old. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Yeah, I always had a love for ministry. Yeah. You were hungry. You were ready. Yes, I was. Yes, I was.

I was ready for it. I told God, I said, listen, this is the night. You're not going to pass me by tonight. You're not going to pass me by. I need you tonight. Not tomorrow, not next week, not this year, but I need you today. What I do. And this is like that Mother Jackson, you know, came through there, too, and was said,

about the Holy Ghost, you know. Do you remember how she used to say, call down power? Power. you remember that. Oh, yes. She was her power the Holy Ghost. And it was being, she could open her mouth and say, daughter, power, the Holy Ghost hit you. And it's like a boathlet lightning with you.

Ooh, just traveled through your body like she spoke it. She didn't even have to touch you. She didn't have to be on the other side of the room and speak to you. That was anointing. That was an annoying. That was power indeed. that was power indeed. Jesus.

Oh, my Lord. I tell God all the time, if I could just get just a little bit, just a little bit of the annuosity in the power of Jackson Care. Just a little bit. Just a little, just a drop. You're a drop.

My husband drop. Just a little drop. I would be satisfied. That was a great woman. I am. I'm just, I feel so over and right now. I feel so good in my soul. I can't explain

it. I just feel I feel so good in my soul right now. I just want to try. I feel so good. You just don't know. No, you don't. I feel so good to have you here on this podcast today because that anointing and I wanted people

I wanted my community to hear this because I wanted them to hear this young woman and how God is, you know, how God is, using her to bring the word to sing to preach. She caters. Using her to do that too. So God is really doing this thing, using you, and you letting him do it.

That's the thing. Exactly. I'm a willing vessel. That's it. I tell God every day, I just want to be a willing vessel. Use me, God. I'm so grateful that he called me. Not only did he call me, but he chose me from the foundation of the world, from my mother's

wound. That's something. When God chooses you and say, I trust you. Now let me use you. You see God. Wow. Yeah. Wow. And what better person to use you than God?

Hello? Yes, ma'am. Yeah. So, you know, I know we're covering a few things. We got, I know I always tell people, like, we're going to do a part one, part two, and we're still reporting now. We're not done by no means.

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I'll be so honored to. So honored to. But we got a lot more to tell you today. So I want to talk a little bit about your ministry. I want to talk about your ministry because I know you, we're going to talk about the music as well, but I know you are a minister. You know, you preach the word of God. And so you know us about that because I know you, I don't know if you got to church now.

a place we? I do. I do. I've had the church for about, well, I have the name for the church and the organization, but God finally blessed us with the building this year. And that's, that's, I'm going to, I'm going to start back from the beginning. So I, of course, you know, I started out praise and worship Peter and I started out singing. And I wanted to stay there. I'm being transparent for all the ministers out there who are listening, when God called me into pastoral, when he called me into preaching, I was like, uh-uh, God, I can't do that. And let me, let me explain why. It wasn't the fact that I didn't want to obey God. I was afraid because I had a speech impediment. I was born. Virginia, when I tell you, the story is so long, and I'm going to have to come back.

I'm, my book is concerning that as well. You know you're going to come back. Yeah. So I wrote it. It is in my book. I'm also writing my book right now to talk about it. I was born. I was born with my mouth feel closed.

And yeah, the doctor said that I would never talk. Oh, my goodness. Or do anything. Yeah. Yeah. So, yeah, true story. So I. Not you.

Yeah. They told me I would never. sing. Well, they told me I would never talk. So if I couldn't talk and you know I wouldn't be able to sing, right? They wanted to, they wanted to perform a surgery. And they was like, we have to do this. We have to perform this surgery or she could possibly die because she's not breathing correctly. And she would never know if you don't. So my mom said, the spit of the Lord told her that I would not have to have the surgery. And my mom wouldn't do it. We're not going to do the surgery. And they argued with my mom for some time. And

I'm going to speed up the conversation of that part just for due to time. So why end up not getting surgery? My mama anointed my mouth that day in the hospital. Mind you, I'm still an infant. Probably wasn't even a day old. And my mama anointed my mouth. I wasn't responsive, but my body was cold. She anointed my mouth that she prayed over me.

She said, God, you are a doctor. You do it. You told me. From the moment I had her, you spoke her into the way. wound while she was in my wound you told me who she was this is not her portion this is not her destiny you told me who she was a great woman of god how can she be a great woman of god and not speak and so my mom prayed she prayed she prayed and she said um i recall she told me she said she was laying there and she just closed out she was beginning to pray and she began to sing and then she heard a whimper

And she looked at me, my mouth was open. Mind you, that's a miracle in itself. Didn't have the surgery. My mouth was open. And I began to cry. That was when she pressed for the nurses. Come in, come in, come in, camera. And they was like, oh, my God, what happened?

So make a long story start. I still have a speech impediment. God left me. I feel like he left me with that little bit just so the people can know my story. So my tongue is still not developed. as a normal person would. It's still kind of sealed to the bottom of my mouth just a little bit. I have like maybe a little space under there.

So when I speak, sometimes my words don't come out. And I know you can't tell. Listen, years of practice, years of practice. You would never know, right? No, never. So years of practicing. And when I sing, sometimes it comes out and God just gifted me to how to cover it up. and I would hit a run to cover up where I can't speak.

You can't trouble. A lot of people say that like, you can't tell. It is. So when I talk for a long period of time, it shows. So I was like, God, I can't get up and preach. I can sing because I can cover my impediment with a run or something like that, a riff. You know, I can cover it with the riff. When my words aren't coming out right, I can cover it with the riff, you know,

something like that. Cover it with the riff, and you would never know. You say, oh, man, she just did that. And I'm like, no, I'm not. I can't say the words. So I covered it. But when I'm speaking, it's hard to do that. And so I fought for a little bit.

God, I can't do this. I can't do this. And he said, I use Moses. Why can I use you? Amen. And he said, and even in that. you're not going to need an interpreter. I'm going to be your interpreter.

He said, I said, open your mouth and I'll feel it. And when I speak, people are like, I can't believe you have a speech impediment. I'm like, yeah, I do. You know, I can't tell. So I ran from people. I can't tell. Yes, yes. That's a true story.

I ran from ministries, the free inside of ministries for a long time since they're doing for a couple of years. I ran from it. God sent different prophets into my life and said, God has called you. You no longer can in this place of stagnation in worship leader. I've called you to preach. I've called you to pastor, not the God, me. But what about my sister? What about my brother?

You know, Michael, my brother, he was the one that, oh, my God, powerful voice. Everybody, yeah, he's going to be. Oh, my God, Michael has a powerful voice. Let him be the pastor. You know, I start calling him. This is one of my siblings who, and then he took me back and reminded me of the story of David. Wow.

I'm getting happy now. Remind him of the dog of David. He said, no, I'm going to take the run in the family. God, I'm going to take the run in the family. The one who's not meant to be anything. I'm going to take you, the little shepherd. I'm going to take you. And it's so crazy because I'm the smallest one in my family.

I'm in fact, seriously. All of my siblings are taller than me. I'm the middle child, but all of my children and the babies are taller than me. Yeah, I stand a mere 411. Literally. Well, that just makes kill of us. Yeah. And I'm like, God, how can you use a little video on me?

A little video with me. And I finally answered people on my life, male. I'm listening to you. Yeah. Yeah. It was, it's just amazing how God would use the lesser. You know, the underdog, the one that feels like there are nobody. That's the one God.

And that's what he reminded me of David. He said, his daddy, Jesse was portraying all of his other songs, all of his other sons and statue. Look at this one. Even Samia was saying, surely he must be the one. Look at him. He's mighty. He's good-looking. He's a warrior.

And God was like, no. I want David. I want the little one. I want the nobody. I want the little shepherd boy that tendered the sheep. That's who I want. That's how he did. I'm 411 too.

I'm 411, too. Look at it. I'm 5 feet. I'm 5 feet 5. Oh, wow. I'm just 411, you know. I am 411. Maybe 5.

1 are a good pair of heels on. A good pair of heels on. Oh, my God. That's how God did it. He said, I want you. Yeah, because he said, when I use you, they're not going to see you. They're going to see me. And that's what I've always wanted.

I said, God, I don't want them to see me. I want you to decrease me that they see you. Every time I open my mouth, I want to be. So I ran for ministry for a long time. And the year of 2020, I said yes to my calling. And it wasn't. how can I say it? It was an involuntary yes, because God pushed me out.

He was like, you're going to go, you're either going to go or else. He pushed me out. And I said, okay, God. And so he, I said, what would I name the ministry? What would I name the ministry? I have no building. What would I name the ministry? He said, limitless worship.

What? Wow. Because what I'm about to do is going to be limitless. The ministry is going to exceed four walls. There would be no limits. You would not be limited just to a four-wall building. And I said, okay, so what I'm going to do? Put me in a tent.

I was in a tent for the first two, I want to say two and a half years of ministry. I was in team. And I was okay because I mean, I cried a lot and I spared not. And God, we would be out there. Sometimes it would be just me and my children, my husband at the time, my minister of music, and my mom and some of my family members would be there. And then, you know, I said, God, I'm preaching. the trees, he said, continue to.

That's what he told me, continue to. I said, what? He said, continue to. And then as I began, I said, okay, God, I'll obey you, you know, hey, I'll obey you. Because that's what I felt like I was like to preach in to the trees and the grass and the pastures and stuff. And then someone came down the road, walking down the road. They said, I've been hearing you for the last couple of Sundays. And I've been trying to find that powerful voice.

And they said I began to walk And they said They prayed and said God lead me to her voice Lead me to where she is And they begin to walk Walk down the street And they followed my voice All the way to my mama's front yard

That in the front On the front row And they said Ma'am, you don't understand How many people you are reaching Say your voice is traveling All over this town We hear you

Way down the road preaching the gospel singing, said, and the people around here are hearing you. Some of my mama neighbors begin to come out and say, man, you bless us every Sunday. And here I am thinking I'm preaching to the trees. These people are saying, I feel healing. I feel deliverance just by hearing you,

even though we might not come and sit up under your tent, say we open our doors and we open our windows, listening for 1115 to come because we know you're going to be out there you are preaching. And it hit me. And I said, God, he said, this is why I told you to continue. Because even if you don't see a soul, he said, they hear you. They don't know.

You told me, and he reminded me of my words. He said, you told me to not allow them to see you, but hear me. And it messed me up because they didn't see me, but they heard the word of God. Jesus. Limitless. Limitless assets. They heard it limitless across that town. I heard my voice crying loud and sparing out as a trumpet, you know, proclaiming the name of Christ, letting them know the wages of sin and death.

But the gift of God is eternal life. I mean, it blessed me. That's how limitless worship started. In a tent. I wondered about the name. You know, I thought it was a name, limitless. I was like, wow, limitless worship. And that's how it came about.

Wow. Yeah, that was it. Yeah. That is amazing. And you thought you preached into the trees and the whole time that people were listening. They heard your voice. Wow. Yeah.

Yeah. I did. I was like, God, I'm not going to keep coming out here Sunday after Sunday. And my mama, y'all, preach it to the trees in the grass. And he said, do it. You say it, God I'll go. If you send me outgoat. Even if I do about...

I like how when he says something, I like how when he says something, you ask him a question back. I like how he would say something. He'd just say, da-da-da-da-da-da. That's how he'll do you. He always had an answer for you.

Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Always. And then sometimes it didn't come right. in there either. You know, he wouldn't always speak to me in that moment. It'll be sometimes he'll let

a song come on or he'll let someone just pop up in the grocery store and said, God told me to tell you. And I'm listening to that down. They don't know me from Paul to Silas. God told me to mind blown. Like, wait a minute. I don't know. God told me to tell you what?

You better not know. You can't take that. And I'm just looking at something like, you don't even know me. I don't even know you. And you know, it reminds me in the Bible how it tells us to be mindful, paraphrasing, how to be mindful of when we entertain strangers because we could be very well entertaining angels. No doubt that was the angel of the Lord. I truly believe that.

The angel of the Lord came and visited me. And the grocery store reminded me of who, what God called me to do and who he called me to be. And I can't take down and I feel like God was testing me to see. Can I trust you with little? Can I trust you when there's nobody there? Can I trust you when it's just you? Can I trust you to obey me when you can't see the way clear?

Can I trust you to obey me? I feel like he was testing me to see. Right. Because I told God. Sounds like an angel. Yeah, don't it? It's not like angel of the Lord to me. Yeah.

Oh, my God. What power. It's amazing. Yes, ma'am. Yes, ma'am. Oh, my God. I'm speechless. Limitless.

I'm speechless. I can't say anything because listening to all this testimony and there's so much power that's going through right now. I just feel it all over me right now. I can't explain it. You know, I see people just falling out. They just falling all over this war. I just feel like, oh, God, in my hands, my hands are shaking right now because I feel that anointing just with our conversation.

Oh, geez. It's something to be called from your mother's womb, you know. And, you know, I felt like the enemy had been trying to stop me from ministering from birth, you know. from even the thing that I would not talk or the point where they told me that I wouldn't live to be five years old because of some issues that I had at birth. But look at me today. I know I sound like I'm an old woman, you know, because of how I talk, but I'm just a mere 38 years old. Wow. I'm still young.

38 years old, you know, and that's a miracle. She's still a young lady, y'all. She's still a young woman of God. Yeah, and I'm running for Jesus, the best lady. I can't. I'm trying my best to live. Ain't got to turn yet. Uh-uh.

Like, in seriousness, you know, I, um, that's, like I said, that was a miracle all in itself. They said I wouldn't be five years old. Went to make it to live to be five years old. I said I wouldn't grow to be no more than maybe three feet. God exceeded their expectations because I'm four or laughing, you know. He gave me a little bit more height than they said I would have. I'm four laughing, you know. And I'm way past five.

I'm 38 years old. Right. Oh my God. This is so amazing. Now, I would love, you know, because I love your music. I mean, we talked about your ministry a little bit. And I love your music. And then you, how many records?

Do you have two albums out there or do you each have one? Okay. I have, I had a single. My first, the first project I released was the single. It was the great I am. And then I release the album, Inner Worship, and now I'm working on my third project. So, yeah, I think I released my first 2018, I want to say it was. I released The Great I Am.

And then Inner Worship, I think I released 2020, I think, 2021, somewhere around that time. At least I released Inner Worship. And let's see, and now I'm working on, you know, I think. some time passed because like I said, life happened and I kind of stopped recording. I stopped doing my caring business. You know, I went through traumatic time from 2023 to now. But God, I still loved the Lord. You know, I kept pushing and we'll have time to expound on that. We'll, you know, talk about what happened to me during those times. But I kind of stopped doing my music for a while because I was broken.

And that's okay to say that sometimes. You know, we as women and men of God, we sometimes, you know, feel as if we can't be transparent on the things that we have overcame. And I released my album in 2022, and I went through a life-changing experience, 2003. And that's where my name changed came in. And I stopped recording. I stopped riding. I was still minister. I wasn't ministering in full capacity because I was in a place of broken.

And I said, God, I can't minister to your people from this place of broken because I dare not spew my emotions and my brokenness on your people. So I'm going to minister and I'm not going to take down. I just didn't do it in the full capacity that I weren't doing it in before. And so last year, the Lord came to me and said, you sat down enough. I gave you great. And I was talking to you to get back up. Get back up. Full capacity.

Because I was still ministering and I was still travel, but I wasn't full capacity pastor, full capacity profited, full capacity music writer, releasing, you know, using the gift that God had given me. I was only giving him my bare minimum. And God said, enough is enough. It's time to get back up. And I said, yes, God. So this year, at the beginning of this year, I relaunched limitless worship.

And in relaunching it, God opened up where we had a building this time. And I'm able to write my music. Yeah, yeah. Able to rewrite my music. God has given me so many songs just for me, you know, telling God yes all over again. and getting up and restarting this ministry. I've been writing music. I've, oh, my God, I've written so many songs.

I have enough to probably fill up maybe three, four, five albums. Who knows? You know? I'm excited. I'm looking forward. Yeah, yeah. So I'm excited about that. So new music coming soon.

Wow. As I said, my old music, my album is still out on all the media platforms. Because I bought, I bought, I think it was a last one that you did. Yeah, yeah, me did. I got, I got that. It is very good. Oh, my God. Yeah.

Yeah, that was inner worship. That was my inner worship album. And so now the new album I'm working on is Journey. And it's pretty much God is just, I have a song on there that's called on this journey. Heaven only knows. It's talking about the things that I have endured in my life. pretty kind of much psalming up

not the full capacity but summing up some of the things that I endured in my life songs out of my book so I'm really looking forward to releasing this song because it really speaks to me you know

it's me you know in a song so yeah I'm excited about what God is doing yeah you know I love how you was talking about how you were like broken

and when you like that sometimes you can't you just can't move forward because I know when my sister wore, I had that nervous breakdown and I just couldn't do anything. It was like I didn't want to record.

People would say, are you still singing? You don't sing anymore? I say, well, I'll never stop singing. I just can't. I just can't right now, you know. And it took a minute, you know. Get over that. I had a nervous breakdown.

And the doctor said, I couldn't even go to my sister, Pearl's funeral because the doctor said, now if you go to another funeral after what happened to Laura, he said, you know, they might be going to your funeral because my heart was

in a bad place at the time and it was just possible. And just recently, I finally got brought me on out of it completely, but you know, but it was really hard for all those things. It was terrible. It was terrible.

You know, that's all. I think God. Yeah, that's, you know, something I realized, this, Regina. A lot of us in this walk of life as believers of Christ, sometimes we feel like we have to be bulletproof. We can't be transparent in our hurt and in our brokenness. We have to put on this facade that, hey, I'm okay. I'm always okay. And I've noticed that. That's why a lot of people in the body of Christ suffer mentally because they are afraid to say,

hey, I'm broken. Hey, I'm not okay. Hey, I need therapy. You know, and, you know, being growing up in holiness, you know, they say, hey, you don't need no therapist, you know, and I'm grateful for my foundation and my background, but I'm grateful that God has given me insight also because he wants them to be not only spiritually healthy, but mental and physically healthy. And, you know, we were raised in an era where, hey, you better go pray.

Prayer is exquisite. Think about this. But the Bible tells us that what? Faith without works is what? Dead. So if you're praying, God, I believe you to help me, God. You're going to bring me out of this. He said, what are you doing to come out?

Right. What are you doing? Faith without works is that? God, I believe that you can heal my mental. What are you doing to heal your mental? You're doing. What are you doing? Sitting in a dark room, sleeping all day,

hiding behind, I'm okay. It's not going to bring you out. You got to first be my heater and step out of the boat and walk on the water and trust that in you coming out of it, that God is going to heal and deliver you. So sometimes being transparent and saying, God, I'm not okay. I need help. Right. Send me where I can get help.

And I'm okay, being a pastor saying that I had to seek help. I had to go to a psychiatrist. I had to go to a therapist and say, hey, I need to get this off my chest. Or I'm going to break. And seeing that God can get to someone who was spiritual and could guide me both in the spirit, mental and the natural, to heal my broken in. And I want to say this to every listener. It's okay to not be okay and be saved.

Just because you're not okay, don't mean you're not saved. Just because you're broken, don't mean you're not filled with the precious gift of the Holy Ghost. Hello, somebody. Just because you said, God, I need help.

It does not mean you don't have power. Hallelujah. It don't mean that. Get the help you need. How can you minister? Listen at this. This is important for all the ministers that tap in.

It's hard. from a place of brokenness and then you're pouring and pouring and pouring and then you have no one to pour back into your cup because you keep telling everybody you're okay sometimes you have to be transparent because you're pouring from a place of brokenness

and you're going to place and you need someone you need someone to say hey I see your brokenness let me help you mend back together let me help pour back into you yes it's okay to pray Yes, it's okay to seek God, but sometimes he said,

this is the part that we miss. He said from strength to strength, we go on. Sometimes we don't have to go to somebody and say, I need you to pray for me. I need help because I'm in a place of brokenness. And if I don't get help, I'm not going to make it out of this. The Bible tell us what the appointment threat crowd of the righteous available as much.

He tells us to go to your brother. I got when you're in trouble. Go to them. That's what he said He said Go to them Pray together Come together in prayer

When you need help He said go to the elders of the church He didn't say fight it on your own He said go to someone Go to someone that you know Can get a prayer through that you know Can help you out of it Don't try to fight it on your own

I promise you it don't make you weak It don't make you less anointed It don't make you less called It don't make you less chosen. Oh, God, I hear you Holy Ghost. It don't make you less safe because you ask for health. I don't know who this is. I don't know.

I have to learn to do that. I had to learn to say, God, I need help. I can't do it on my own. He said, guess what? I didn't mean for you to do it on your own, Tammy. Hallelujah. You didn't mean for you to do it on your own. I sent you someone to help you.

But every time they came to say, Pastor, is you okay? No, I'm good, I'm great. I'm good. I'm blessed in holiday favor. Knowing that I was going home broken, knowing that I was going home under a spirit of depression and suicide, stress. But I'm telling people I was okay.

And God began to deal with me. He said, Tammy, you're lying. I said, God, how am I lying? He said, because you're not okay. I'm like, okay, God, but I saw it as I was speaking those things that are not as if there are. He said, but you've got to do the work, Tammy. Amen. I sending you help, laying in your bed under the covers and letting depression take you over

and then getting up on Sunday preaching from a broken place. That's not doing the word. Oh, God. And I began to eating the Word of God, and he began to take me to different scriptures in the Bible where it pretty much told me you need to get help. Go to your brothers, go to the elders, go to your spiritual fathers and let them know, listen, I need help. I need you to pray for me. I need you to pray with me.

This is just to encourage every minister out there that you're not alone. If you're going through, I don't care what your title may be. If you're going through something, you're not alone. If you're going through something, don't try to handle it on your own. Yes, pray. fast, but God also lets us know that from strength to strength we'll go on and iron sharp and iron, you're going to

need another piece of iron to help sharpening you. God has put us together. He said, don't forget to gather yourself. That's where your strength comes from. Oh, really? Wow. You said, for two or three are gathered together. It's okay for you to pray. That's the biggest thing, and I'm sorry.

I feel I feel the ministering me coming up, and I'm rent, I'm sorry. But I... That's what we... The enemy, this is where the enemy hinders us. This is where the enemy hinders us right here, says, because we want to do it on our own. Right.

And he said, well, two or three are gathered together. Two or three. He can't say you by yourself. Mind you, oh, my God. He even reminds me, he said, one can flay what? But two can slay. Come on now. But when you got two or three together, you can do more.

the enemy won't let I'm telling you all the enemy try to put us in that place he wants us singled out on our own because he know if he can get you by yourself yes if he can get you up a place of isolation that's what the enemy desired to put you in a place of isolation to make you think hey you gotta do it by yourself no you don't no you don't find someone that you can confide in find someone that you can trust find someone with power find someone that can get a price through with you. Amen. And come together. The Bible tells us to. So I just want to encourage somebody. Don't stop trying to do it on your own. Open that door.

Open that door and let someone in. You ain't got to tell a lot of people. You can just get one. He said two or three. He didn't say it had to be a crowd. He said two. That's what he did. Three.

That's what the Bible says. Two or three. You ain't got to tell a whole bunch of people. Just one other people. person. You and them get together and bombard heaven. You and them get together and pray, touch and the greed that God move this thing for you. That God healed you completely. That God healed in me and your brokenness. And then he said, then I will be in the midst. Then I'll be in the midst. Then where you are weak, I am strong. When you are broken, I am. Oh, God,

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Hit that fan mail. And I'll get your message. Thanks a bunch, guys. I appreciate you. So I did. I went through a season of brokenness. And I was guilty of trying to do it on my own because I didn't want no one to say, oh, look, I knew she wouldn't save. And God began to tell me, say, tell me, do you care more about what people say or what I say?

And I said, God, I care about what you say. care about how you see me. Hallelujah. I care more about how you see me. He said, be transparent because you never know who you're going to help. He said, I put you in this place of weirdness. I put you in this valley because when you come out, you're going to come out as per goal.

And when you come out as per goal, you're going to be able to help other women that has went through this, that are going through this. Same storm. And you're going to let them know how to come out. You're going to be able to reach back and grab someone. else hand and pull them into their destiny. Oh, my God, because the enemy couldn't stop you, and he couldn't stop your destiny in your trial, in your tribulation, in your witness experience.

He could not stop you. You are preaching the word today. Preaching the word today. You are preaching. I mean, God is using you wrong now to preach that word and bring that word. People are listening to this. I know it's going to touch people. And I'm so thankful.

Oh, God, I'm so thankful. God, Jesus. It just touches me because when I was in my broken place, I thought God had left me. I thought he had forsaken me. I thought he, you know, had abandoned me. And then he took me to the scripture

where he said, I'll never leave you nor will I forsaking you. But I'm sorry. And then he spoke to me and he said, Tammy, because he didn't call me past. then, because I was telling me then, he said, daughter, my child, my child, he said, I promise you, it's not to hurt you, it's not to break you, but baby is to make you. Because when you come out of this, the annoyance. He had me to preach a sermon not too long after I went through that that said that there was purpose in your pressure. I understand the oil could not flow unless the olive was crushed. You'll catch that later

Oh my God Diamonds cannot form Unless pressure is applied Mm-hmm Mm-mm-mm-mm Gold is not purified Unless it's put in the fire Tell me holy ghost

My anointing Could not flow Until I was crushed Oh God But in the question God said now I'm about to add me to you and remand you and you will be greater than you were whole.

Oh my God. He said your value and your purpose and your call your destiny is greater than you were when you thought you were hold. He said because when I added myself to you when you was crushed, I was then able to come in and add my pieces to you. God, help me hold it goes. I was being able to come in and comfort you and apply my blood. And then your DNA changed

Then you became greater Help me, Holy Ghost That's for somebody out there That's for somebody out there Even though you base your course In this moment But if you allow God to add himself To your course moment

Oh my God I promise you When he puts you back together Holy Ghost I remember in the scripture of Habaka He said have you seen the temper Oh my God And it was greater

Than it was in his latter days when he put you back together for your ladder would be greater. Yeah. Oh, God, you have better days before you than they were behind you. When he put you back together. I'm thinking about that song,

the potter wants to put you back together. Yes, ma'am. The potter wants to put you back. And then I heard a songwriter said, Lord, make me over. How can he make you over? The only way he can make you over that he has to break you first.

That's right. How can you remake something? It has to be broken first. He got to, the people don't understand when he said you have to be born again. How do you have to be born again? That means this old flesh, this stuff that you used to have to be pulled off. And guess what it says? It's not a comfortable situation to be reborn.

It's not a comfortable situation to have your character recreated. Oh, my God. Because you have become comfortable in who you are. He said this flesh has to die. You have to sacrifice and crucify this flesh to become like him. And it ain't a good feeling. Oh, my God. But he brings a comforter, which is the Holy Ghost,

that would comfort you in your transformation and becoming who God has called you to be. It ain't a good feeling, but I promise you it's for your good. Holy God, you're preaching a word to say. Yeah, it don't feel good. The storm don't feel good. But I promise you if you keep going. Jesus. Yeah, yeah.

I'm sorry. You bring your word today. Yes, ma'am. I went through some things, but I came out on top. I feel like I am more blessed now than I was before I went through the brokenness that I was in. I feel such a closeness, you know, with, God, my ears are open and the way God used me, he used me more than he used me when I felt like I had everything I needed. Oh, my God. That right there is a word all in itself. When I thought

I had everything I needed. Ah. You can feel that anointing. A few years ago, it was a greater the northern things, but now it's greater. It's actually greater. I see exactly what you're saying. It's greater now. I mean, I mean, just hearing that word,

you just, God, using you to preach that word just now just, I'm just simple to think, hallelujah, just, you don't want to run. Like I said, I want to run. I just feel something in my soul. This is that word of God

today. God was using you to reach that word. Oh, God, I'm so happy that you on this podcast so people that hear that word. I'm so happy. Oh, God. I'm sorry.

I really was trying to contain myself. I get so excited when I'm thinking about how good God is and the things that he's brought me from at a very young age. I have endured a lot. You know, a lot of people say, well, how are you doing? Because God has allowed me to go through a lot of things so that I may help others.

And I just want to be like, this podcast, if God uses someone on there, they start preaching or giving their testimony, I mean, this, this podcast is over for that. You said, that was, oh, God, I want people to get authentic so they can see, like, oh, my God, but he did it for her, God. Because people don't know who's listening, you know. That's why. That's why. That's right.

Yeah, that God is you, God, that was just over here, marveling at the words that God was just given with this spin out there's fire to, oh,

Lord. Oh, God. Mm-mm, mm-mm, he's just, he's so, he's so good to me. He's so, he's, he's, so worthy. He's so worthy of all the

the phrase. He's, he's just, like the song, said if it had not been for the Lord on my side, where would I be? What would I be? I just love to hear him singing back in Jackson, Temple Jays,

and they just break out if they had not been for the Lord. I just love to hear him saying it. On my side. And you just tell me, where would I be? Where would I be? Where would I be? I don't even want to imagine. I don't even want to know what I would be. Jesus.

Boy, I'm telling you, I know it's going to be a part too. I mean, this is going to be funny, but it's going to be a part too for the next Sunday. Yes, ma'am, yes, ma'am. Because we need to get into any other stuff we wanted to talk about. Oh, my gosh, yes. But, you know, God knows. I believe in letting God have his way. Like you said before, you know, sometimes we'll try to, you know,

do a strip and God said, no, I want things because he knows what people need in that moment. And I want to be so sensitive to the spirit where God can change the course. You know, he can change the program and he can give what needs to be heard in that moment. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm, mm-mm-mm. Mm-hmm. God is so good. He is so good.

But see, we still got so much more to talk about. Although we didn't cover a lot of the things, but that's okay because, hey, you don't want to talk about. Amen. You're so much to talk about. So this is part one, but it's okay because you're going to be back. You're going to go back. You got to talk about your catering service. You want to talk about your, you may want to mention some of that now if you like.

I would love you. Yeah, of course. Yeah, when we come back, when I do come back on again, God's willing, you know, well, I found more on my businesses as a caterer. I have my own barbecue sauce and everything. I do that. I do sauces that I specialize in. And also the writing of my book, hopefully by then I'll be got a little father on my book

and hopefully be getting ready to publish it soon. I was telling you earlier The name of my book is Surviving the Witterness A Journey to My Death Yeah, Survive And that is Yeah, just pretty much talking about

The different trials and tribulations That I went through You know, my wilderness experience And then expounding on some of the Wittiness Experience that we learned From the Bible, you know And how it ties to modern society Yeah, so so far

So far it's been, you know it's been a really good journey for me. I'm excited about, you know, that. And, you know, of course, coming out with some more music. So just keep me in your prayers and, you know, just look forward to what God is doing. Yes, ma'am. And give us a place where they can, like, contact you and, you know, things like that. And please give us.

And you got to say a word of prayer. I came, let you let you at home, but not saying a word of prayer too. Yes, ma'am. Yes, ma'am. What is the time for you? Okay, well, of course, you know, I am on Facebook. I'm on Instagram. Listen, I think, like, if I'm on Facebook on Tammy Watson,

I also have our ministry page, which is Limitless Worship. My Instagram is Tammy Land underscore. You can find me on Instagram, Tammy Lynn underscore or Facebook. I'm also on TikTok, but I cannot remember my TikTok name. But, yeah, you can find me there on our Limitless Worship Facebook page via email as well. And that's at limitlessworship. Inc. at limitlessworship. Inc. at gmail.com. That's where you can also reach out to there as well. Yeah. So that's how you can pretty much reach me.

Can I put it in the right up? I have a look at the right up. So I'm here to do that. Oh, boy, this, if I thought I was drunk when I first got on here, I'm just flayed right now. Yes, ma'am, yes, ma'am, yes, ma'am. I feel so joaned and so rejuvenated in my spirit. You get some good talking about Jesus and talking about the goodness of God. It just likes it.

And I'm so grateful we did it so early in front of because it just, it's, it's, it's, set the tone for the rest of my day, you know? Yeah. And I love giving God his first thing in the morning. It sets my pace. So, yeah. I thank you so much for finding out robbery to invite me on, you know, because I don't think I'm nothing big.

I'm just a little bitty old person. Just, like I said, nobody wanted to be a willing vessel for God. And I'm so honored, you know, like I said before, we were raised up watching you and your sister and many of the greats that came through Jackson Temple. You guys are a legendary for your legacy, you know, for us. And you look at you like,

that's what the Regina Swan, you know? You guys are a legacy for us, you know. Thank you guys. And it's such an honor to actually have this opportunity to be on your podcast and speak to you. I'm honored. I'm honored.

I'm honored. I'm so happy. I'm so happy to have had you on her as part one and in part two it's going to be the following Sunday so it's going to if it has to be Sunday Sunday Sunday we're going to get this word out

there we're going to get this word out there I'm so happy to have had this wonderful woman, young woman of God that anointing has gotten stronger and listening to your testimony and the things that you've

gone through and you just really tell that God is taking you to a higher level. You've been picking up higher. And I am so happy. I'm so thankful that you've been able to come on today. I'm so thankful. God knows I'm thankful.

So I just want to thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much. And so we're going to get ready to end for today but just remember that you would definitely be back the following.

Sunday, so it can be Sunday, Sunday, Sunday, until we can't, until she could be still in their testimony. We've got to get this on this. Oh, hey, you heard if she got started up? I mean, hey, I mean, it was like, all I can do is just, just be said, hallelujah, we're shouting on the other end. I was thinking, Lord. Yes, ma'am. Thank you so much, Pastor Watt.

It's just been a blessing to have you on the podcast. It's been a blessing. Thank you so much. Boy, I've been drinking my water. I've been needing my water, man. It's just, whew, I'm telling you. So thanks again. So thank you so much, everyone who ought to tune in today.

Regina Swarion Audio Series presents. You can contact me if you have any questions at Regina Swarin. Got my website up now. Or you can just send me an email at Regina Torin at Gmail.com. So thank you again. God bless you, my beautiful, beautiful

sister. And until the next time, I'll just say later. Ma'am, yes, ma'am. God bless you, everyone. Thanks for coming out today. Thank you. I'm blessed. Okay, that concludes

another great broadcast. Thank you so much for joining me for Regina Swaring Audio Series. If you'd like to be a part of this series, please send me an email at Swarringorgina at gmail.com. I want to thank all of my wonderful friends, fans, and guests for being a part of this show. Most of all, I'd like to thank the Lord. Until the next time, take care of yourself. and be safe.