SmartLess - "Alicia Keys"

Episode Date: November 4, 2024

Listener, if you please: it’s Alicia Keys. Stride piano, a concrete jungle, the audacity to write a song, a double negative, and a double positive. “That’s the vibe right there…” on an all-n...ew SmartLess. Subscribe to SiriusXM Podcasts+ on Apple Podcasts to listen to new episodes ad-free and a whole week early.

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Hey guys, so I go back home tomorrow to Los Angeles. I've been in New York for quite some time. I've really missed my dog Ricky. I haven't seen him in a while. Sorry. Sorry. And I'm really excited. Sorry.
Starting point is 00:00:23 Really excited to see him. sorry and I'm really excited sorry does it not sound like I'm crying should it sound like I'm crying more What is that like, peanut butter toast? Rice Krispie treat. So dessert. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. It's 15 minutes shy of 10 a.m. and you're eating dessert. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. It's 15 minutes shy of 10 a.m. and you're eating dessert. Well, it's my breakfast really.
Starting point is 00:01:11 Okay, I mean, rest crispies are a breakfast cereal, but when they're baked with marshmallows, I guess it kind of takes away. And chase it with some cow pus. That's what I. That. So walk me through just a little bit. Walk me through this morning,
Starting point is 00:01:28 because you've been out of town for a minute, and you came home and there was a fresh pan of Rice Krispie Treats. Oh my God. Yeah, there was actually. Did you make it? No, I didn't make it, somebody else made it. Was it a request or did you say,
Starting point is 00:01:44 hey, when I get home I want a full pan of Rice Krispie Treats ready to go? But it was there. Was it a request or did you say, hey, when I get home I want a full pan of Rice Krispies treats ready to go? No, there is a person that I know that knows what I like. When you say no, do you mean to say paid? Maybe just a little bit. Is this a good friend who just does it out of the goodness of their heart?
Starting point is 00:02:00 Do you doctor up the Rice Krispies? Some people like to drop M&Ms in there. Oh, M&M's are great. No, this is done regular. It's like breakfast though. It's cereal. Except for the marshmallows. Will mentioned a really good point. There's no difference between this and this,
Starting point is 00:02:16 like this and the milk. Except for the melted down marshmallows into a glue situation. Yeah, a little bit. All right. Yeah. Well, we got through that. Will, a little bit. All right. Yeah. Well, we got through that. Should we start the recast process?
Starting point is 00:02:29 I don't know how much longer we're going to have Sean with us, you know? What a wonderful ride home we had together, what wonderful time spent we had in New York together. We did have a nice time in New York. We got to see our friend Robert's play, which was amazing. Yeah, McNeil.
Starting point is 00:02:44 It's called McNeil, go see it at Lincoln Center. Yeah, it's really good. Robert was so good, Robert Downey was so good in that play. Yeah. How cool was that to go there and see him do that, just excel and be... It was a lot of work, it was very admirable to see. Oh, anything on stage is just nuts.
Starting point is 00:03:04 Sean, you should try going on stage somewhere. You'd be showing people what you can do. I think you'd be. I'll eat some Rice Krispies if I go home spiced. If you're calling last long enough to book some sort of a Broadway gig. Has anybody ever done a Broadway show wearing a diaper? Do you know?
Starting point is 00:03:21 Hey, Sean, you know, I will say, one of the things I enjoyed about going that night was before and afterwards, with a very sort of New York theater crowd, seeing how many people you know in the community. Yeah, it was really fun. Oh, thanks, man. Yeah, it was, it's good to see all those people. It's just like, you know, just like this coast,
Starting point is 00:03:41 everybody knows everybody, you know. I really want so badly to do that, to do something on stage. Will, you- Well, you better be careful, because somebody's going to hear that. No, I'm screaming it. I just don't know when the time would be,
Starting point is 00:03:57 the best time, the right time, with the kids, and the other stuff that I'm working on. It's a full, I almost, as you know, I almost pulled the trigger this fall to do something. But you've done a bunch in the past, right? Yeah, but not on Broadway. But off Broadway. But some New York theater, yeah.
Starting point is 00:04:15 Yeah, but I mean, goddamn, is it a million goddamn years ago? But I really was like, you know what, Sean, I was inspired by you and how great you were. Oh, you're very sweet. And it's true, and I thought, God, that really looks like a lot of fun, and seeing Robert do it looks like a lot of fun, but I. It's you have no life.
Starting point is 00:04:34 You literally go from the apartment to your theater, to the theater to the apartment. But that's part of the thing that appeals to me too, is like, you know, New York City's one of my favorite places in the whole world, I've always wanted to live there, but I worry that if I just picked up and moved there, I would be like, well, okay, what do I do all day? Because as an actor or a director or whatever,
Starting point is 00:04:52 before you're working, you're not doing anything. And doing a play would give me rehearsals all day, and then once the rehearsals are done, now I've got something to do at night, and then filling a day is, you know, rest. And I think a lot of the day, Sean, it feels like a lot of the day, and correct me if I'm wrong, is taking care of your health.
Starting point is 00:05:11 Yeah, it's PT, physical therapy, because you're like, what do you mean, I got it? But it's the repetitive motions, day after day, every single day of like, Repetitive motions. Pizza, off the plate, into mouth. Pizza, off the plate, into mouth. Rice crisper.
Starting point is 00:05:24 Off the plate, into mouth. But in the play, in Robert's play into mouth, off the plate into mouth. Rice crisper. Off the plate into mouth. But in the play, in Robert's play, if you remember there's this one moment where the guy playing his son pushes him on the couch. And the first thing I thought of was, oh my God, his leg must be killing him because his leg hits the arm of the couch and then he falls on the couch.
Starting point is 00:05:41 Falling on the couch isn't horrible because you get cushion. But when his leg hits the couch, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, twice on Thursday, Friday, and then twice falls on the couch. Falling on the couch isn't horrible because you get cushioned, but when his leg hits the couch, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, twice on Thursday, Friday, and then twice on Saturday, you have to go get that PT, a physical therapy, like figure out how to, or wear like a... You think he's wearing a pad?
Starting point is 00:05:55 Pad or something, yeah. The people with incredibly admirable, true labor situations, they want to come through the microphone and blow your brains out. Oh yeah. I know. true labor situations in the world. They want to come through the microphone and blow your brains out. Oh, is he banging his leg on a couch once a night? They're like, these fucking clowns. Is he building buildings or fighting wars?
Starting point is 00:06:22 No, I know, totally, I get it. I'm just in our little privileged world. How many of our listeners are operating a jackhammer while they're listening to us, do you think? By the way, I got home from New York to our house here in LA and I forgot that I stopped using a sheet under the big- The comforter? Yeah, under the comforter.
Starting point is 00:06:45 And it's great. The duvet? Yeah, so have you guys, do you guys still sleep with a sheet and then a duvet? No, just the duvet. Yeah, you can't do it because it gets in your legs and you get tangled. I go one better, I go one better.
Starting point is 00:06:55 Amanda and I have two separate duvets so that there's no midnight, mid-night fighting over the duvet. Oh, that's a good idea. I can cocoon myself, she can cocoon her. Midnight, mid-night fighting over the duvet. I can cocoon myself, she can cocoon her. You can knock on the door and enter her cocoon if it's a special night. That's how the kids are made, when you enter her cocoon.
Starting point is 00:07:16 You ask to enter her cocoon. Knock, knock, cocoon enter. You're very traditional that way. Permission to board, well it's permission to board, is the language she prefers, and then flutter in like a butterfly. Permission to board, I'm sorry, you're in the back tonight.
Starting point is 00:07:33 Wow. Uh-huh. Wow. That's really funny. I stole that trick from you, JB, with the separate duvets, and very helpful. Works, right?
Starting point is 00:07:41 Yeah. Oh God, it's so good. But don't you agree that the sheet, a sheet you get tangled up in at night. It's nonsense, I don works, right? Yeah. Oh God, it's so good. But don't you agree that the sheet, a sheet you get tangled up in at night. That's nonsense. I don't get it. Yeah. I don't get it.
Starting point is 00:07:50 Who would look at that? All right, here we go. All right, it's not the classiest transition into our classy guest, but it's going to have to do. Gang, what is an impressive number of Grammys to win? Okay. Sean, you go first. Any more than one. Will?
Starting point is 00:08:09 Yeah, I would say one is very impressive. One is amazing, but two, like more than one. Right, it wasn't a fluke. No, no, exactly. Yeah, correct. Exactly. Well, three would definitely, would definitely fall for it.
Starting point is 00:08:23 I feel like you're gonna go higher. I feel like you're gonna go higher. What about, what would eight do for you? That would be impressive. That's a bounty. Right, if you doubled that, it would be outrageous, right? So that's what she's gone and done. She's won 16 Grammy awards. What?
Starting point is 00:08:38 She's also a bestselling author, New York Times list. She's a producer of film and television and Broadway. She's an entrepreneur, a force in the world of activism, she has sold over 65 million records and has had over 5 billion streams. We can talk about her music, her skincare line, her art collection, or her new Broadway hit which has received 13 Tony nominations. I've seen it, it's incredible. Please welcome the one and only Alicia Keys. Oh my God! Hey!
Starting point is 00:09:10 Hi! That was good vibes! This is amazing! It's a very impressive intro. This is amazing! I didn't embellish any of it. Wow! Hi!
Starting point is 00:09:21 Oh my God, it's so nice to meet you. I'm so happy to see you. Jason texted me or emailed me a couple months ago, or I don't know, three or four months ago, he's like, you're the Broadway king or queen. No, I think I said queen. What? Tell me what show to see, and I told him to see your show. Yes, you told him to see Hell's Kitchen?
Starting point is 00:09:41 Oh my God, was it good? My goodness. I went with my 17-year-old daughter and we lost our mind. That's the vibe right there. So damn good. Thank God. Exciting. Remind me, I apologize, I should know this.
Starting point is 00:09:53 The actor that plays you or the version of you, she's just stunning. She's amazing. Her name is Malia Joy Moon. She's just turned 22. This is her very first kind of foray into this world, and she's the protagonist of Hell's Kitchen named Ali. So it's awesome. What is that like?
Starting point is 00:10:16 I mean, the most obvious dumb answer opener, I mean dumb question, sorry, is what is that like to have gone through that process to go, wow, this phenomenal talent is singing my songs and playing a version of me-ish, kind of, but what was that like? That must be crazy. Right, so Hell's Kitchen is definitely, it's not autobiographical,
Starting point is 00:10:39 but it is based on my experiences growing up in New York. And so finding that power, that girl, that young woman who's on the precipice of kind of finding who she is and rebelling against all the people that want to confine her and keep her safe in a box and all those things. And especially based in New York in the 90s, it definitely required a certain energy.
Starting point is 00:11:03 And that was actually really tricky to find. Because you know, you can't act certain things. You know? Yeah, she did have like this intangible sort of swagger and comfort in her skin and this presence that was just magnetic from the very start. You know, and she just took you the whole way through it. As did the rest of the cast.
Starting point is 00:11:23 It was. Yeah, it's gonna be hard to find that person. I mean, yeah. You know, it definitely, you know, we workshopped, we developed this piece for 13 years, so. Wow, my God. It definitely took quite a long time, but I think that the coolest part is really,
Starting point is 00:11:41 you know, when you do find those spirits and that energy. Same with the mom who plays Jersey Shoshana, Bean, who is just like, she's exploding your brain. You can't even, so it's thrilling. I would imagine that maybe at the beginning, 13 years ago, you might humbly say that you're not young enough to play that part right now, but I would disagree with you, but certainly 13 years ago,
Starting point is 00:12:06 it must have been a conversation at some point that you might play that part, maybe? You know, I really, I didn't plan to play the part. I mean, maybe there was conversations at times, or maybe it would be like we could do some fun, limited moment of it or something. But I've realized that it really is so, it's so cool to be able to just come to the theater,
Starting point is 00:12:32 watch the show, you know what I mean? Like not have to deliver all the things. It's a lot less work to watch it than to be in it. Am I remembering correctly that you did perform with them at the Tonys? I did, I did. You did, yeah, yeah. I did, you know, just harvest the New York energy for the moment.
Starting point is 00:12:50 That must have been exciting to like, to be on stage with them and do some of that stuff, yeah. And that was my first Tonys ever, you know, so that was a unique experience, super cool. That's great. Have you done a musical or a play or anything as an actor? As an actor, I have not. As a producer, I did a play called Stick Fly,
Starting point is 00:13:12 which was one of the most written by Lydia Diamond. It was one of the most unique, incredible pieces about a family, a black family in Martha's Vineyard, and it was stunning. It was really, really unique. That was one of the first ones, but this would be my first musical. Do you have any desire,
Starting point is 00:13:31 like what we were talking about earlier, to go on stage and do a play, either as an actor or a dancer, singer, in a musical? You know, I have to say that I have the utmost respect for these artists. I think that artists and musicals are by far the most talented. You have to be a triple threat at all times.
Starting point is 00:13:54 You have to deliver every single part of it. I don't know if I would have that stamina and that capacity to be honest. You seem kind of limited in what you can do in this life. No, no. Good for you seem kind of limited in what you can do in this life. No, no. Good for you for knowing your ceiling. No, but I was just talking about, we were talking about it before you came on, Alicia,
Starting point is 00:14:12 that the stamina of it, you hit it, which is the stamina of it, not just going and being amazing, performing and singing and doing all that, but doing it night after night, it's mind blowing. Yeah, but you do it, Alicia, when you go on tour. You do it on tour. Yeah, it's kind of like a, you know.
Starting point is 00:14:29 It's totally like tour, for sure, and tour is hard. Tour is not eight nights a week, eight shows a week. This is true. Or nine shows a week, it's not. You know, I'm probably doing five shows a week, maximum. Yeah, but still. But I definitely, and I think that's what, as the lead producer of the show,
Starting point is 00:14:47 and also just the, I think me having that experience is definitely different for them because they know that I do understand the rigor and the power and the energy it takes to harness to bring that together. So they definitely feel understood by me, and I totally understand it. But it's incredible watching them work.
Starting point is 00:15:08 And so yes, could I do it? Yes, I could do it, but I actually haven't, I haven't done it yet. Right, well maybe you and I will do a two-hander. I'll find something we can work together. This is great. We're making news. Yeah, we're making news today.
Starting point is 00:15:22 We're going to do it together. All right, so Alicia, so now, speaking of Hell's Kitchen, is the part, you say it's loosely based on your upbringing or inspired by, tell me about the early part of that story with the influence of the mentor and the piano playing.
Starting point is 00:15:50 How did you find the piano? Is that true to story there? Take me through that start of the musical sort of fascination for you. Music fascination, sorry. Okay, just music fascination for me, separate of the musical. Correct, correct, yeah.
Starting point is 00:16:09 Okay. How'd you start playing music? Right, how did I start? Thank you for a direct question. Yeah, I do tend to flower. How'd you do music first? Yeah, so. Well, I guess I started playing piano around six or seven years old.
Starting point is 00:16:28 Were people playing piano at home? Were your mom and dad super into it? They weren't. I was raised by my mother. She was definitely an artist, but not necessarily a musician. My grandmother, her mother, did play piano, so I do remember when we would, she would come watch me when my mother would have to go out of town for work or whatever, and she would play the piano, or if we visited her, and they grew up in Toledo, Ohio, so if we went to Ohio to visit grandma,
Starting point is 00:16:56 she definitely would play piano. So she was a person who played piano in my life, but the obsession with piano felt kind of natural. I was drawn to it in this very natural way. I would pass the Steinway store on 57th Street, I would just nose to the window. Really? Did you study?
Starting point is 00:17:19 I love that story too, and I don't even play piano, and I've always been fascinated with that story. Yeah, I love it too. But did you sit down, so you started taking lessons, how long did you say you were? Like you were little? Six, seven, six or seven. So did you sit down and were you like,
Starting point is 00:17:32 yeah, I get this, they're like, this is this, and you're like, yeah, I kind of got this. It was definitely not as, learning an instrument is not natural. It's difficult, you know? It's not, and especially as a young person and you're kind of trying to find your focus and how do you put it all together
Starting point is 00:17:49 and the ambidextrous, using both hands at the same time, two different things. I remember when I first started playing Bach, who's one of my favorite composers, Bach, I just, I love the way the right hand will take it and then the left hand will grab it, but your left hand, I'm righty, so my left hand is not as strong like the right hand will take it and then the left hand will grab it. But your left hand, I'm righty, so my left hand is not as strong as my right hand.
Starting point is 00:18:09 So the practice that it would take to kind of be able to find the fluidity was really, really hard. So I definitely didn't remember being just like, oh poof, I can play anything anytime. Right, right. But how about the Bach like impromptus and the fugues where like you're saying, like you have to, all cylinders have to be firing with the Bach, like impromptus and the fugues, where, like you're saying, like, you have to, all cylinders have to be firing with the left,
Starting point is 00:18:28 but the right is trained, it's easier to play the right, because the right always plays the melody, and the left is the foundation, the base. So there's very few composers that write as intricately as Bach for the left hand. So it's kind of a screws with your mind. That's why I look at a drummer, and I'm like, okay, I thought playing piano was hard. Drummer, you gotta have all limbs going all the time.
Starting point is 00:18:50 Like I don't understand that. And independent of one another. There's a drummer, I don't want to just sidebar. There's this drummer, I swear to God, he's a Spanish drummer and his name is like Estapio or something, he's made his name for himself. He's become quite big on Instagram. This guy. Oh, I know this guy.
Starting point is 00:19:04 Do you know that guy? Yes, yes. He's the most incredible drummer. Alicia, you can't believe this guy, what he can do. It's unbelievable. Send me one of those, because I love drumming. Oh, I will. I always wanted to be a drummer.
Starting point is 00:19:16 And there are people out there who have Instagram accounts that are almost based solely on watching him play on his Instagram account. Right, right. And then they just spent, they're drummers who are going like, what the hell is he gonna do? How do you do this and how do you do this?
Starting point is 00:19:29 And he's like, no, it's really easy everybody. And he does this and then all of a sudden the left leg, and then he's got like a triple bass pedal sometimes going at the same time. Like it's not easy. But so you learn, so you're learning that stuff, like you're, and then, but there's a moment where,
Starting point is 00:19:45 where what, it just like, it just hits you, like how would you think? When did the crossover from classical, like when we were kids, we all kind of took those classical piano lessons. Right, that's true. I stayed on that path for many, many years, and you went, wait a minute, what's this?
Starting point is 00:20:01 This isn't classical, this is much cooler. I think that, well, at first I started to really discover, I discovered jazz and like unique, I really discovered stride piano, and that was actually really cool for me. Scott Joplin. What's that? Stride.
Starting point is 00:20:17 It's like, bom, bom, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, And so the way you play is like, it's a lot of jumping, striding, and you're doing. So it's a whole nother way. It almost sounds like boogie woogie, like a little bit. You know what I mean? It's the beginnings of it for sure.
Starting point is 00:20:36 It was like the 20s and you know. And so it's really cool. And I remember my piano teacher used to make me play it blindfolded. And she was really trying to make sure that I could get out of trying to look and just try to find it. And it was terrifying. I was like, I can't, how can I reach?
Starting point is 00:20:53 Luke Skywalker, right? What can I? And she was big on never apologize. Oh, I'm sorry, I messed up. Don't apologize, do not apologize. And if I made a mistake, she's like, I would go back. She's like, never go back, just keep going forward, right? Don't acknowledge the.
Starting point is 00:21:10 The mistake, just go. And I think that taught me a lot. I think that taught me a lot to just like, just keep rolling, just keep trying to find your way through it. A great life lesson. Didn't always work, but just try to keep going. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:21:23 We'll be right back. And back to the show. So you end up going through high school. Did you go to like a performance arts type school? I did, I went to a performing arts junior high school, like seven, eight, nine, and then all the way through high school, professional performing arts school.
Starting point is 00:21:43 It was like a small version of the fame school, so that was cool. But there, it was more music, it was more vocal, singing, arranging, and that's where I met my teacher, Miss Aziza, who actually, the character of Miss Liza Jane in Hell's Kitchen is inspired by Mrs. Eaza, that teacher, and my grandmother, kind of a mixture of the two of them.
Starting point is 00:22:10 And I met her there, and she was a big influence just on kind of like arranging and singing and harmonizing and creating and producing as a woman. And also when I put my eyes on Nina Simone, she was a woman that truly just blew my mind. I was like, oh. She's great. Oh, this is crazy. And that was the mixture of classical and R&B and soul and blues and that's why I started realizing, oh you can merge and
Starting point is 00:22:35 fuse these sounds and then hip-hop was a big inspiration for me just on the streets in New York. So it all kind of came together. It's such an exciting sound. We hope it works out for you. Thank you. Is that woman that was your mentor there at the Performing Arts School, is she still with us? Yes, and believe it or not, she plays piano for the Miss Liza Jean character in Hell's Kitchen. Oh my God, no way.
Starting point is 00:23:03 For real. That's so cool. It's insane, it's so cool. How cool is that? That was going to be my question, like did she get to see any of your success? So she's still here with us and is a part of it. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:23:15 It's a blessing. How rewarding is that? Very, very. I mean, when that was a conversation, and you know how on Broadway it's like quite, like all industries is quite institutionalized and there's like quite, like all industries, it's quite institutionalized and there's like kind of a way that things go with the thing and you hire the people that are always hired in the thing
Starting point is 00:23:32 and you do the thing that's always done in the thing and so it was really a big, really a big part of it and I think everything is evolving now to really start to break through those traditions that are now ready to evolve and so to really bring to break through those traditions that are now ready to evolve. And so to really bring people into the mix that maybe aren't normally in it, really creates just another energy,
Starting point is 00:23:53 and I think you feel it. It is an interesting medium, right? Talking more about theater and Broadway specifically, the backbone of it is supported by the folks that have been going there for years and years and years, the subscription audience. And I'll bet that it's a very complicated and disciplined process to try to transition that
Starting point is 00:24:16 with somewhat conservative audience into the more modern takes on art and what qualifies as entertainment nowadays and all this sort of atypical stuff. It's a really, a lot of interesting things going on there right now. Well, I would imagine, but what do you think, I wonder if a lot of those people also,
Starting point is 00:24:35 what percentage of them, when you do sign up for that, when that's your thing, you're kind of saying to a group of artists or a group saying, take me on a journey, like open my mind to new stuff. I'm here, I want to see what is new. Like it's a little bit of both, you know what I mean, probably? Yeah, you hope.
Starting point is 00:24:52 I don't know. I think people want a great story. And I think that what happens is, when you're able to deliver a story, if it's a song, if it's a play, if it's a musical, if it's theater, if it's a film, if it's a piece of art, like if you're able to create this emotional connection, I do think that if you do it in a slightly different way, but they can follow the emotional arc of it,
Starting point is 00:25:23 then people are open. I think that's at the heart of a lot of things. Even with a great song, you might completely create a new genre, but when you have that song that you know you can sing and you feel it emotionally, it really doesn't actually matter ultimately. So I think there's something that people are looking for
Starting point is 00:25:41 that connects to them. Can I ask you a question? Jason's a real storyteller. I think he was something that people are looking for that connects to them. Can I ask you a question? Jason's a real storyteller. I think he was about to say that. Can I ask you about that? Because this is a little off topic, but speaking of drums, I always listen to just the drums in a song.
Starting point is 00:25:57 Most people listen to the lyrics. I've tried to listen to the lyrics and train myself to be that kind of music, enjoy music in that way, but so often I can't hear what they're saying. And so to go to your point about if it's, you're telling a story through lyrics and through a song, do you ever battle with that when you're recording
Starting point is 00:26:18 and it just sounds better to kind of not enunciate a line, but then do you battle yourself going, yeah, but if they miss that line, they kind of miss a part of the story. Do you ever have that struggle as a singer? That's a good point. I mean, there is definitely lines that just because of the emotion of it or the way that you want to deliver it,
Starting point is 00:26:35 it might not be as clear as ever. And definitely that's more even now, like there is like this way of delivering that, not necessarily clear, but as the songwriter, because I am the songwriter, I do feel connected to wanting the lyrics to connect to each other. You know, I want them to like. And to be clear so that people can kind of follow.
Starting point is 00:26:59 Jason, you used to always think that song was, I want to know who Doug is, right? You always think that. That always happens. We'll be honest though, the last time, I used to always think that song was, I wanna know who Doug is. Right, you always think that. That always happens. We'll be honest though, one of the last times I looked up lyrics, because I was a part of a song I just couldn't understand,
Starting point is 00:27:14 and now feel like an idiot that I didn't, was concrete jungle where dreams are made of. I was just like, oh yeah, that fits. People have all types of, they say concrete, jungle, wet dreams, tomatoes, they have all kinds of crazy. I have one, it was an old song from the 80s, from a group called Till Tuesday, Amy Mayer. And it was Hush, it was Hush, Hush.
Starting point is 00:27:40 Hush is carry. Yes, and the lyrics are, Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry. And all through high school I was like, Hush, hush, we go downtown, it's so scary. Oh my God. Wait, wait a second. This is awful.
Starting point is 00:27:56 Wait a second, I want to say, because JB you brought it up, Empire State of Mind, I mean that song is, it must be kind of. It's an anthem. It is an anthem. Thank you. It's such an iconic song. I mean, that song is, it must be kind of... An anthem. It is an anthem. It's such an iconic song, an iconic song about New York. It's so emblematic of a time.
Starting point is 00:28:16 There is part, I love that, I don't think that there's anybody who hears that song who doesn't turn it up and feel good. And even those sort of millennial white chicks are like, that's my fucking jam. I think it's replaced, it's the modern day Frank Sinatra version of New York, New York.
Starting point is 00:28:36 It's the new anthem. Alicia, it's incredible. Do you feel, not a burden, I don't want to say a burden, but just not a burden, because don't want to say a burden, but like just not a burden, that's a, because that's a sort of, has a negative connotation, but do you, are you able to appreciate or understand how meaningful that song is?
Starting point is 00:28:53 I feel so like stunned by many of the songs that like become a soundtrack to people's life. It's like crazy. Yeah. And for it to just live and evolve and continue to be like a staple like that, but particularly for my hometown. I mean, that is my home town. And the craziest part is, you know,
Starting point is 00:29:19 there was a moment where that song wasn't even going to happen. Or it wasn't going to happen with me because there were some things at the time, and Jay was kind of trying to get in touch with me about doing the song, and at the time, the people that I was working with, whatever happened, it just didn't get to me. And he was going to have to move on,
Starting point is 00:29:38 because he was like, I don't know, it's not working out, I can't get a response, it's not going to happen. Literally just because he couldn't get in touch. I find it going to happen. Literally just because he couldn't get in touch. I find it so hard to believe that Jay-Z couldn't get in touch with Alicia Keys. You know what I mean? Your reps were putting up too high a wall. It wasn't progressing in the way that needed to happen
Starting point is 00:29:57 to make it happen and I wasn't aware of that. Fortunately, he was friends with a friend of mine and that was kind of how we got a chance to connect and I was like, what? What do you mean? You haven't heard from me. Here I am, what do you mean? Isn't that funny?
Starting point is 00:30:09 Everybody from the outside, like my idea, it's like, oh, everybody in the music world must know each other, everybody. You know, we know, we definitely, you know a lot of people, and you connect in a lot of ways, and then sometimes you don't, you know, so. There's no hotline. Right, let me call these.
Starting point is 00:30:25 So thank goodness that happened, because man, it would have been crazy for it to not happen. And so that, and hearing the way that song has taken just its own place in the universe. What was that process like recording that song as much as you're comfortable talking about? Like how did that sort of, so he gets in touch with you and he's like what, how's Tuesday at 11?
Starting point is 00:30:49 So was it his song that he brought you into or vice versa? He had begun the song so he was like here's the vibe of it, here's the beginning of it. Because you're a songwriter on it as well. Correct. And there are also other tremendous songwriters on it. So it's like, it's one of those songs that had that right collaboration of all the right people together. And so it had the beginnings of it.
Starting point is 00:31:18 And it was starting to really take shape. And when I heard it, I was like, his lyrics weren't even completely finished. He maybe had like a beginning of a verse, but you could tell, you could just feel it. Ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba. All the parts were just incredible and so I was like, man, we got to do this ASAP. And I remember the soonest I could do it, I was in LA.
Starting point is 00:31:41 And so I was like, all right, I'll cut it while I'm in LA. And I was there and I wasn't feeling the best. I was a little bit sick. I was on tour. I was a little bit run down. So I sing the song, I gave it my all. I sing it, I send it back. And he's like...
Starting point is 00:31:59 We'll be in touch. Yeah. Do you think you could sing it one more time? And I was like, what? Like, what do you mean, sing it one more time? And I was like, what? Like, what do you mean, sing it one more time? What do you mean? Why do I have to sing it one more time? But I was sick.
Starting point is 00:32:11 I mean, we can't sing a New York song in LA. It's just like, you got to be in the space. I've said that to Sean so many times. Yeah, so many. So we were able to take it back again. He was like, could you put some of that, when you go, uh, yeah, uh, can you do some of all that,
Starting point is 00:32:29 and then do it one more time. He said that he had to think about how he was going to call me and tell me this for a decent amount of time. He was like, how am I saying this in a way that feels encouraging? But sure enough, I got back to my studio in New York. It was the right time, I felt much better.
Starting point is 00:32:47 We delivered the whole thing, and that's when it really got that magic, and that's the version that you hear when we re-did it again. It's pretty funny, but it was great. Have you guys performed it together? I think even at the Tonys, I feel like he was on a different stage maybe.
Starting point is 00:33:04 Uh-huh, we performed it at the Tonys together. We performed it at the Tonys, I feel like he was on a different stage, maybe, or... Uh-huh, we performed it at the Tonys together. We performed it at the World Series, of the Yankees World Series. That was one of the first plays we performed in. Oh my God, I gotta look that up. And then we did another one, maybe it was like the AMAs, or something like that. So we maybe three times, like three or four times we've done.
Starting point is 00:33:23 We did one where I took over Times Square and the whole Times Square and every building had. Oh, I'm going to look that up too. Was that shot? That must be on YouTube. That was insane. That must have been, I mean, by the way, also, not just in New York, if you're in Times Square,
Starting point is 00:33:40 you're blocks away from where you grew up. Like, you're right there. I remember getting off the stage that night and I was like, if this is my last day, I'm good. Like I'm good, I feel like I'm good. Well like. That's what Sean said when he walked out of an Arby's once. And they had all the horsey suss he could handle.
Starting point is 00:33:58 So. I stole some of that suss once. Did you ever allow yourself to even dream of things like that when you were, and is this true, when you signed your first record with your first record label at 15, did you think, well, I am starting nice and young here, things are looking good, something like performing in Times Square, getting Tonys, Grammys, all that stuff, that is possible? Did you allow yourself to dream that big?
Starting point is 00:34:29 I feel like there's things that you definitely dream of, and I do feel like the big stage singing in front of the mirror, like, one day they'll all sing my songs. I do remember having those moments because you were, you know, you're looking at a Whitney Houston or a Michael Jackson and you're like, man, maybe one day would it be like that? I do remember having those moments, because you were looking at a Whitney Houston or a Michael Jackson, and you're like, man, maybe one day would it be like that. I remember feeling like that. I do recall that when we, speaking of the Times Square,
Starting point is 00:34:55 when we did take over Times Square, I remember feeling like I never dreamed this big before. Like I never even thought that something like this. So what does that do? Does it make you nervous when it hits you like that? Does it, do you get like, does it, are you like, gosh, I don't know if I'm deserving of this. This is weird, this is freaky.
Starting point is 00:35:13 Or did you like, you know what, I worked hard, I deserve to be here. Like what was the emotion behind that when you first felt that? I definitely have gone through my don't deserve this phase for sure. Had plenty of that. I woke up that way.
Starting point is 00:35:25 All of us. Get in line, yeah. But I think that in that moment, I felt like this adrenaline, this like unbelievable adrenaline. I'm like, we shut down the entire Times Square. There's 2,000 cops out here making sure that all the people have their place to be. We have every screen.
Starting point is 00:35:42 We meticulously chose how each screen is going to reflect the songs we're singing. I was like, this John Mayer's coming out, Jay-Z's coming out, Questlove is playing drums. I'm like, this shit is out of control. I more felt like a disbelief, like an adrenaline excitement. Pinch me, how did this happen? Oh, so you were there, you were present. Well, I bet, yeah, and I bet if? Yeah, I'll see, you were there, you were present.
Starting point is 00:36:05 Yeah, and I bet because, like you said, having that moment of saying, I never dreamed this big, this is beyond what I thought, you almost don't have a chance maybe to be nervous because you have no preconceived notion of being in this situation. That's a good one. You know what I mean?
Starting point is 00:36:24 That's a good one. I mean, you feel nervous because I feel like that's a healthy emotion. Like, you know, you feel those, that's why I guess it's adrenaline more, because you feel like that energy and you feel like, whoa, let me, let me. And I think what I do remember though, especially during this time,
Starting point is 00:36:39 I remember feeling like I was starting to talk to myself about being comfortable being great. I wanted to become comfortable being great and not somehow kind of getting in my own way for it. And that's actually a conversation that I have to have often with myself. Like, you're going to take this moment and you're allowed to execute this moment
Starting point is 00:37:06 to the highest capacity, as opposed to like, I'ma fuck this up, this ain't gonna go right. This, you know, all these things that we allow in our head. Playing defense. So I just like, I remember I was talking to myself in that way, so I was like, go, like go, go, just go. And I felt it.
Starting point is 00:37:22 That is so evolved. That is, I know, I'm gonna write that down. I don't need to write it down because I never, I'm not. I wanna tattoo that somewhere. I never have to worry about getting, being great, so I don't have to worry about it. Will, don't you say that, Will. No, it's okay.
Starting point is 00:37:37 Will, William, get over here, right now. Wait, wait. Is that a double negative or like a double positive? No, I know, I'm just, I'm leaving the door open for all you guys to go. Compliments and stuff like that. Alicia, where did, you know, I'm leaving the door open for all you guys to go. Compliments and stuff like that. Alicia, we're talking about that sort of, God, writing this song, and all the right,
Starting point is 00:37:51 when did you start, when's the moment, I'm always interested when you're playing and you're learning how to play and you're going through and you're developing your skill and all that and your artistry, and then when do you start writing a song? When do you have the audacity to write a song? Like I wouldn't have the guts to, you know? I love that question.
Starting point is 00:38:08 My first, the first time I had the audacity to write a song was 11. And it was actually a really important moment because I had lost my grandfather and that was the first kind of big loss in my life in that way that just felt so like, whoa, I didn't know what to do with it. And it was the first time that I was moved to write
Starting point is 00:38:30 because I felt something that was so genuine that I had to write the thing. And that was the basis of how I learned how to song write. And so that's actually my style of writing. I write because I feel the thing to write. And so even though it was a sad time for me, I do feel like it connected me with the idea of how do you bring out whatever that emotion is
Starting point is 00:38:55 into real life. And so that was when I first wrote. That was my first song. My second song I wrote at 14, and that actually made it on my first album. And that was kind of like because it was my first love, and I just at 14, and that was, that actually made it on my first album. And that was kind of like, because it was my first love, and I just had this feeling, and I never felt that feeling before,
Starting point is 00:39:10 and so I wrote that type of feeling down. And that song's called Butterflies, and that's on the first album. And that was kind of my first other one. And then from there, you know, other things kind of flew. Well, so, now, so that first album was Songs in A Minor? Yes, yes. And was a big hit, massive success.
Starting point is 00:39:33 Yeah, and so when you walk into your second album, did you allow yourself to be great or were you playing defense? How early on did you start to kind of lean forward and go, okay, let's get going and let's have a long career here? I mean, it was definitely always the talk of the sophomore jinx.
Starting point is 00:39:55 I mean, people always say that's when it, you get your whole life to write your first album and then you get like two months to write the next one or whatever it is. But I remember feeling pretty supported to be able to go in and just start to craft and play. It was my, I had just come off my first tour. That was like a mind bender,
Starting point is 00:40:13 because I was just like, what are all these people doing here? Why are they here? And when I was able to kind of release that and be back into a quiet space back in New York, it felt really nice just to be in that universe. I didn't, at the time, I thought I had to work every hour of every day of every minute of every second
Starting point is 00:40:31 because I had to deliver this thing. So I didn't understand the balance yet of how do you actually enjoy and then create, and I didn't have that down yet. But I felt like I had time to create. And then all of a sudden, once we found the first song, then time kind of got cut short. And they were like, now we're moving, let's go.
Starting point is 00:40:53 So that was actually a very difficult process because I was continuing to write and promoting the record before the record was finished. And that was hard for me as like 22 or 21 or whatever I was at that time. I remember just asking, because I was in Europe and we started in Europe, and I asked them to please sit me in a restaurant for whatever 800 hours
Starting point is 00:41:16 of interviews that we were doing so I could see the Eiffel Tower when we were in Paris. I said, I just want to see the Eiffel Tower. While I'm here. Yeah. That's hysterical. Actually, that's a really great move. I really like that. Because you're like, hey, if I'm going to be stuck here doing this.
Starting point is 00:41:33 I want to look at something nice. Yeah, I want my experience to be kind of good. In the place, in the space. You know what? That's a really good sign of self-care. You've got like a healthy dose of self care in you. I like that. Speaking of self care, you've got, you've got a, you've branched out into a,
Starting point is 00:41:52 is it, how would you qualify, a skincare line? No. I would call it a lifestyle, I would call it a lifestyle brand, but it is based in, it's called Soul Care. And it is based in these offerings of skin care or body care that really give you the opportunity to connect with a deeper part of yourself.
Starting point is 00:42:11 And so we have affirmations on every bottle, and everything is kind of, you know, there's crystals and ancient rituals and all these beautiful organic ingredients that really help. Well yeah, let me tell you that the skin thing is working because your skin is like perfect. You look 12. Thank you.
Starting point is 00:42:30 Well listen, I'm just happy that we're not going to use this recording because I'm like great, I can just jump out the shower. That's why we don't release the video, exactly. Thank you. Yeah, they don't have to worry about what they're going to wear, what their hair's looking like, what the key exactly is. So thank you, thank you like, what the exact.
Starting point is 00:42:45 So thank you, thank you. It's the best. And we will be right back. And now back to the show. Now, going back to allow yourself to be great, I would imagine the roots of that, if not verbatim, was given to you by an adult in your life when you were younger. And if that was your mom, do you, have you had that,
Starting point is 00:43:17 you have children now, are they, have you had that yet? Do you enjoy sharing that and helping, you know, these little birds jump out of the nest? I do. I mean, it's really incredible, the conversations that we have. And also just like observing them and seeing what they're feeling
Starting point is 00:43:34 and what they're experiencing. And also allowing them to draw their own conclusions too, which is unique because I think sometimes as parents or as people who have more experience, you always want to kind of lay your whole thing on a person sometimes. Cut some corners for them. You do, you're like, if you just listen to me, I swear.
Starting point is 00:43:53 I know. Kids, home and parents are the last place kids and people kids listen to, right? It seems like the older they get, especially in teenage years, you guys tell me, I don't have kids, but it always seems like their lessons and the inspiration and the motivation always come from outside sources,
Starting point is 00:44:12 which is so weird because as a parent, like Jason, like you're saying, you're just like, no, but listen to what I'm telling you. Right, but they need to like make their own scars too. Yeah, because it's just noise, I guess, after a while. But they do have, I have all boys, and my teenage boys, I'm always like, well, don't take my word for it.
Starting point is 00:44:29 I mean, I only got this far, and they're like, whatever. Yeah, but they don't, they're like, sure, whatever. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, right. You know, I think that, I do think they definitely get a lot from outside, and especially now, like all of the phones, the social medias, like crazy the amount of information that they're getting,
Starting point is 00:44:47 which some of it is like incredible. Like they're actually leaps and bounds ahead of us in so many ways, and some of it is just like, man, there's so much to figure out what's real and what's not real, and what do you learn from that, or what do you take from that? So I think although they are getting a lot of information from outside, they do know, if you open a door,
Starting point is 00:45:08 they do know that they can trust when they speak with you that they can kind of share their thoughts and it is a safe place. I'm always, yes, that's a good point. I'm always surprised, I'm going back on what I just said. I'm always surprised when there are parents who've done it correctly where the kids do listen to what their parents say
Starting point is 00:45:28 and they do listen. And there's a respect there that the parents have taught the kids so that as they get older, they actually listen to what their parents say. I've witnessed this both sides, both versions. I think they hear you. Sometimes they might not do exactly what you want them to do
Starting point is 00:45:45 or you're hoping they do, but they do internalize what you're saying and it comes out in different points. And what I've started hearing more and more lately and I think I'm a believer in it is that as articulate as you can be, as profound as you can be with the shit you tell your kid, really the thing that penetrates and holds with them
Starting point is 00:46:09 is example. Like they watch you. They watch you do what you do and not what you do. Yeah, living a good example, I think, is the best thing you can give your kid. I think that's true and I think that goes for kind of all relationships too. I think just with people in general and you know,
Starting point is 00:46:26 I have a good friend, we talk about this all the time, which is you can't really coach people up, you can only model it. And yeah, especially people you're really close with. It's really tough in interpersonal relationship to coach them up to say like, hey, you need to be doing this or hey, this is how, and all you can do and certainly it goes, JB,
Starting point is 00:46:46 to what you're saying, like it goes like that for your kids. You just model it and you just behave a certain way. And your kids, what I know, again, no expert, but my kids, my reaction to stuff gives them a lot of information. That's great. So if they get a bad grade or if they get a thing like that, if how I react to it is really important
Starting point is 00:47:06 in informing them on how that they should. Yeah, I think you're saying. Yeah. I wanna talk about, we're almost out of time here, we don't wanna let you get back in your busy life, but your passion for art and your considerable collection with your husband, talk to me about that.
Starting point is 00:47:25 I know that you enjoy discovering and supporting new and emerging artists. And did it start with that, your fascination with art, your passion for art, or was that just a part that became sort of the philanthropy of it all? Man, no, I mean, my husband really is an incredible lover of art, and he has an uncanny ability to really identify artists that are going to be the next, next, and the next. And so it's unreal.
Starting point is 00:48:01 And that's because he actually, we are artists, obviously, he also is an artist who draws and paints. And so there's this real genuine love for the art that I think comes from being artists and connecting with artists. And also being in position of owning our art and being the custodians of art in a way that is protecting it, not just exploiting it.
Starting point is 00:48:29 And so that- But you're displaying it too, right? Isn't your collection a portion of it on tour right now? Is that what you're calling it? It is, it started at the Brooklyn Museum. It's called Giants. We called it Giants because it's all these oversize works of artists.
Starting point is 00:48:44 And it is also, we consider the artists in the exhibition, giants of their craft, their masterpieces. And you hate the Jets. And what? And you hate the Jets. Because of the Jets. Right. And the Dodgers.
Starting point is 00:48:58 My head was like, wait, wait, what, what, what? Who are the artists, wait, Alicia, who are the artists I'm really interested, I'm so jealous of you, who are the artists that you really, that are exciting you right now? And they don't have to be new, like what are the things? There's so many incredible, unbelievable artists. I mean, in Giants, we actually just opened it
Starting point is 00:49:20 at the High Museum, so it's touring now in Atlanta at the High Museum, and man, all of the artists in this exhibition are completely tremendous. Jordan Castile is a beautiful young artist that we adore. Amy Sherald is super incredible. And when you see these works of art, it's unbelievable. Jamel Shabazz is paired with Gordon Parks. So you see the photography side of the lens
Starting point is 00:49:48 from the 40s and the 50s and 60s up to Jamel Shabazz starting in the 80s. And it just really shows the pass off of the inspiration. I'm the super, super dummy asshole who wished they understood it. Like I, yeah. But you know what, but Sean, we talked about this this summer,
Starting point is 00:50:09 which is I'm so new to it. I realized about five, no, I've always known this, but I said to somebody, I met a bunch of artists this summer and I kept saying, I have this crazy blind spot in my life, which is I've never appreciated art in a way, or I never understood it, I never spent the time, and I feel like.
Starting point is 00:50:27 You're like, we don't go to museums. I felt really delinquent, or galleries, or go to shows. Because I'll go to a museum and there'll be a canvas, a painting, that is from the floor to the ceiling that is mass, that takes up the whole wall, and it's just painted one color, it's just painted black, or it's just painted red, or whatever it is. And I'll go, I could've done that, that's dumb.
Starting point is 00:50:47 And then somebody will go, no, that's brilliant because, and then I'll go, oh wow, it's kind of fascinating. Yeah. Well, I went in, I met this, I met, and he was there the other night, I met, so this summer, I met and hung out a couple times, I went to his house, because he's a friend of a friend to Rashid Johnson's house, and he's got all this art in his,
Starting point is 00:51:04 Rashid's got all this, and a bunch of his own art and I'm like Any and he was the guy and I said I go Rashid. I gotta be honest with you I don't know anything about art and he was and literally he was so kind and he goes I got you All right, and so we started talking and he started kind of like educating me I really want to learn actually one dude and what's really what I found is, you know, I started reading Biographies on artists and it gives you such a sense of who they are. And then when you do that, then you start to appreciate their process.
Starting point is 00:51:33 It's kind of like how you found soccer, right? Well, like you start learning about kind of the players and the whole sort of drama behind the team. Yeah, just like anything. That's exactly how I got into it. Yeah, and when I discovered the blend of Rice Krispies and marshmallows, I was like, this is incredible.
Starting point is 00:51:46 Oh, you are the one eating the marshmallows and the Rice Krispie treats. I was trying to figure out who. Oh, listen. Because I couldn't believe it. He's a test kitchen for the Kraft Food Corporation. Yeah. He does it while we record.
Starting point is 00:52:01 Let me ask you a super dumb practical question. You say all these pieces of art, these works are large scale. How do you, you live in New York City. You can't have the wall space to house all these things. Where do a lot of them live? Or do they just kind of, do you lend them to museums? Are they always on tour? Like how do you go about buying large pieces?
Starting point is 00:52:24 Well, this is the first time that the exhibition, this particular version of our collection, because this maybe represents about 30% of the collection, so this particular part of the collection is touring for the first time, and it is actually the first touring exhibition of color ever in any of these museums of a private collection. So this is really a very, very important and special thing.
Starting point is 00:52:49 And one of the things we did realize is not only is it really giving so much exposure to so many brilliant, brilliant artists, Ebony G. Patterson, Mickalene Thomas, Titus Kaffar. I mean, when you see this exhibition, you do have to see it, it is stunning. There's also a book that goes along with it, The Giant's book is spectacular.
Starting point is 00:53:10 But otherwise it would be in storage. And as much as, you know, it has to be kept safe and stored properly, but how beautiful it is that people from all walks of life can go see this art and to your point, feel actually connected to it, not just like they're seeing something that they don't really connect to. And you see these works, you see things in your life,
Starting point is 00:53:35 you're emotional, it really brings you to beautiful spaces and for everybody, not just certain blocks of life or certain people, to be exposed is really the point. Yeah, and it's so generous of you guys to do that, to let the public see, because these are all one-offs. It's like someone coming over to your house or something. Yeah, exactly.
Starting point is 00:53:53 It is like that, actually. So for you to, otherwise people would have no chance to see all this stuff if you did have all the wall space, you know, some big, huge, the fact that you're touring it is philanthropic in and of itself. So that's very, very cool of you guys. It's a public service. I'm just looking it up.
Starting point is 00:54:13 It's so cool. So it's right now at Atlanta's High Museum, right? Yeah. It is. Yeah, and then it was at the Brooklyn Museum. That's so cool. I want to go back to one question because I just want to know, do you still get nervous?
Starting point is 00:54:24 I want to go to Atlanta and see it, sorry. I do too. Yeah, I have to. Do you still get nervous performing at all? Because before we were talking about adrenaline versus nerves, so do you get like, before you perform, do you get at all nervous anymore? You're just like, no, I got this, I've done this,
Starting point is 00:54:38 I know this, it's in me. It kind of depends, you know, it's like, when I've been on tour for six months, I'm good. I'm like, okay, I know what I'm doing, I'm going to go out there and I'm a blah blah blah. At the beginning, I think of everything. There is such a beautiful feeling of like, do I have this? Is this going to go right? Scary, isn't it?
Starting point is 00:54:57 Are they going to get me? It's a necessary fuel, yeah. Yeah, but I think it's really cool because you do get a chance to kind of like, you just give it a shot. So I definitely can feel nerves when I'm crafting something new. Or even just, I'll start creating new music soon. And even that, I'm like, how do I want to start that?
Starting point is 00:55:19 How do I want to create the space for that? What does it want to feel like? So I even think about like, what do I want to do? And there's this beautiful book called The Sage Warrior by a woman named Valerie Carr, who's this incredible, she's a lawyer, she's an activist, she's a woman who just, she's a writer, she does all this incredible stuff.
Starting point is 00:55:37 And she paired this book with this album of music that represents the theme of the book. And I said, you know, when I start to create, I just want to sit in a room and I want to read the book and hear the music and I want to like, what does that make me feel? And so just creating space for like, how do you create or what do you want to bring
Starting point is 00:56:01 out of yourself? It's scary. But just to allow the space for you to do it is the first step. So yes, do I even get nervous? So to your point, I even get nervous kind of writing songs, writing new songs. Or performing for the first time.
Starting point is 00:56:18 Or a lot of times when it's just me, if I'm doing a piano show only, I feel the most nervous, because I'm like, man, I don't have anything to cover up or hide behind. There's no safe nets, yeah, yeah. Right, like this is it. But I've learned that it's also okay to just make mistakes and like you're human.
Starting point is 00:56:36 Yes, I know. And that's the thing that got me out of being a classical music pianist, like to perform live. Because I did it for like 15 years or 20 years. And every single time I would go out to compete in competitions or whatever, it was so, I just wanted to shit my pants every single time.
Starting point is 00:56:58 I'm like, what's the joy? And because if you're playing Beethoven or Chopin or Mozart or whoever it is, the notes are the notes. Like those are the notes. And if you miss them, everybody hears it. At least the people judging you hear it, right? And so you can miss it and go on, but it breaks you down the second you start
Starting point is 00:57:16 missing a passage. And I was performing in college once with this Mozart concerto and the orchestra behind me. And I blanked for half a page. I stopped playing and the orchestra behind me. And I blanked on like for half a page. I stopped playing and the orchestra kept going. I was like, oh my God, I'm sweating. I'm like, how am I, it's just me on stage. With 2,000 people.
Starting point is 00:57:34 And I'm like, and then you finally, I don't know how I got back in, but you just get back in. I'm like, you know what, I'm out. I'm not doing this. This is not a career. No, it's psychologically, really. And then you won a Tony for playing Gershwin all by yourself on stage.
Starting point is 00:57:49 Which was a challenge that I wanted to overcome, Jay. That's such a great point. Because I was like, if I'm ever going to live my life and get over this incredible nerves I have about performing the piano in front of people, I just have to tackle it. Yeah, go right through it. Did you play on stage?
Starting point is 00:58:04 Did you play? Oh yeah. Every night. Yeah, go right through it. Did you play on stage? Did you play? Every night. All by himself with a big grand piano. Rhapsody in Blue, start to finish. Rhapsody in Blue, start to finish? To end the show. It was incredible. It was very moving.
Starting point is 00:58:23 That's very nice. Not why I told the story, but thank you. No, it does seem like we've backed into it though a little bit. Pretty good, Sean. Go ahead, Sean. I was going to say, Elisa, all three of us have either lived or stayed in different parts of New York City. Is there a favorite of yours? A favorite part? Yeah, because we all kind of...
Starting point is 00:58:43 We all just got back from there yesterday. We came back together. Oh, amazing. Was it yesterday? I mean, somewhere between Harlem and Hell's Kitchen is definitely my sweet spot. On the West Side. Yep, I feel like I've always been a West Side girl.
Starting point is 00:58:56 I really like it there. It has the energy. Obviously Hell's Kitchen is where I was raised and then Harlem I did a lot of growing up in my teenage years and there was, and then Harlem, I did a lot of growing up in my teenage years, and there was, and obviously, Harlem was also a different place then. It was just so unique, and the culture was just so clearly its own universe, and so there was so much that I received
Starting point is 00:59:17 from being able to be exposed to that. So I'd say somewhere between Harlem and Hell's Kitchen, even now, I spend a lot of time uptown, and I just really like it. So I'm kind of uptown west somewhere in that universe, midtown Harlem and Hell's Kitchen, that's my vibe. Yeah. Nice, yeah, I'm a Westside kitchen.
Starting point is 00:59:38 Well, we're going to let you get back into that incredible city and your life. And you're just an absolute delight. I'm so, so happy that you got this. It's so cool to me. I could listen to you, Todd. You're so unbelievably in touch with yourself and you're able to articulate so well
Starting point is 00:59:56 your connection with yourself. Yeah, it's unbelievable. Honestly, it's so cool. Thank you, guys. I'm really glad to be able to be a part of your crew today. Yeah. Thank you for having me. We're so lucky.
Starting point is 01:00:09 And I'm so excited just to be with you guys. This is awesome. Thanks, likewise, likewise. Thanks for doing it and keep putting out all this incredible stuff. I can't wait to see what you do next. Yes, and I'll look you up on the West Side. Yes.
Starting point is 01:00:20 Yes. Thank you guys. Thanks, Alicia. Enjoy the rest of your day. Thanks, Alicia. Bye, sweetie. Thank you guys. Thanks Alicia. Enjoy the rest of your day. All right, bye sweetie. Thank you. Bye, bye. She's just like,
Starting point is 01:00:31 Yeah, she's like. Listener, I wish you could have seen the sunshine on her face. She had a grin on her face the whole time. Yeah. She's just such a good. Like that's somebody who's like, this is what I'm going to do,
Starting point is 01:00:42 this is fulfilling to me, and I'm not going to stop stop the rest of my life. And the way she's able to deliver how she's feeling and talk about her experience, her past experience, where she's at now, like the facility that she has. The facility? The facility. That I obviously don't have.
Starting point is 01:01:03 It's pretty, I found it remarkable. Do you find me as eloquent? Yeah, well, boy, I'm losing you. Are you going through a canyon right now? I try not to find you. Put it that way. How about that? You know what, there is one song that I love by hers,
Starting point is 01:01:17 but we're gonna get to it later, it's called Goodbye. She actually wrote a song called Goodbye, but before I say that, I do. Are you gonna save that for your bye? Yeah. Oh, sorry, you putting a stake in your buy. Thanks for previewing that for us, we're ready. What are you doing?
Starting point is 01:01:31 You're a disaster. You're crashing from that Rice Krispie treat now. I am. It sure is. Wait, can you hear it if I play it on here or no? No, probably not, then we'll have to pay for it. What's your question, caller? Yeah.
Starting point is 01:01:45 My question was, well, first of all, oh, the art thing, like, I wish I'd give anything to be. In Atlanta right now, to see that show? Yeah, well that, yeah, and also just to like, learn about art, I just don't. Well, you don't have to, you don't have to be, and there are a ton of, as she was saying that her husband is good at identifying emerging artists,
Starting point is 01:02:06 there are, as you can imagine, every day, tons of great young artists that you can go and you can kind of, and what you do is you, I know people who know about it, so I start asking them questions, and you just go, I'm gonna ask you the dumbest question. Who do you like? Shit like that.
Starting point is 01:02:23 And where are they? Help me understand what's good. But why, but you don't even, but not even what's good, because the good is different for everybody. You know what I mean? Just who do you like? And then you start identifying with other people and you have to be the ultimate arbiter of what's good.
Starting point is 01:02:37 Developing your taste. Yeah, yeah, because you can't rely on other people's opinion on art. I mean, that sure drives the commerce of it. But I think what we're all saying too is that like you said earlier, we are missing that in our lives. Like that's an entire modular, you know,
Starting point is 01:02:55 there's a section of life that we can easily go by and we have gone by up until now. Well, put it this way, I don't know about you guys, I would look at like a Jackson Pollock my entire life and I'd be like, do that thing which, you know, heathens do like me, is go, I could do that, I could just drop some fucking paint splat on the thing. And then you start reading about his life.
Starting point is 01:03:16 And then you start reading about where he was when he was doing those particular paintings and what was going on. And you have a different appreciation for what he did. And when you start to factor that in, it changes the way you look at it and appreciate it. Yeah, totally. Did you see this yesterday?
Starting point is 01:03:31 This story came out yesterday where this kid, this guy found a Picasso painting in a basement somewhere. And this is years and years and years and years and years ago, and the mom didn't know it was a Picasso, brought it over to the kitchen sink, used just soap and water to clean it off, and then hung it up on their wall. Look, it's in the background there.
Starting point is 01:03:53 You see it in the background? No way. Yeah. Their house, and they didn't know it was a Picasso. She's like, well, I'll just put this painting up. And they just found out this week that it's a real Picasso. This week? Yes, the whole fucking time. Because it's in the fucking time their family was. Because it's in the background of their family photos.
Starting point is 01:04:06 No, no, yeah, and then they did the, the people looked at it, it's not wild. Well, there's all sorts of stories. There was the guy in, there was that guy who lived in Munich and he was kept taking the train to Switzerland and they're like, what's up with this dude? And then he had a bunch of dough on him.
Starting point is 01:04:21 They go back to his apartment and they bust through the wall and they realize he's got billions of dollars worth of art behind drywall in this apartment. It's like- Stolen from World War II? Probably, you know, a bunch of it unaccounted for, but quite literally billions of dollars worth of art.
Starting point is 01:04:36 So there's all sorts of things about their world that's kind of dubious when you start to get into the commerce of it too. Like you go, like, where do you store their art? Do you know about the whole system of duty free sort of art storage that exists at airports in the world, a few different places? Yeah, so they have these big, huge,
Starting point is 01:04:54 this is not made, warehouses that are like the utmost security and they stay there and because they're not technically in that particular country, they can store them there tax free. Is this art? Is this art?
Starting point is 01:05:08 Oh, it is. Look at Sean and Scotty. Can I say this? And this is going to seem like a cheap joke, but when it looks like that, it's not art. It's fart. That is fart. Because it looks like you're both farting. What's your favorite Alicia Keys song?
Starting point is 01:05:24 I'm not sure, Sean. All right, Sean, go. Hey, what's your favorite Alicia Keys song? I'm not sure, Sean. What's yours? Goodbye. Goodbye. Smart. Less. Smart.
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