SmartLess - "Gillian Anderson"
Episode Date: October 7, 2024On this week’s episode of Farm Camp: Gillian Anderson! Chicago, computers, industrial films, pornography, and evolution. Do you believe in aliens? It’s an all-new SmartLess. Subscribe to SiriusXM ...Podcasts+ on Apple Podcasts to listen to new episodes ad-free and a whole week early.
Transcript
Discussion (0)
Welcome everyone.
We're going to start you off with a couple of nice softballs here brought to you by Shecky
Hayes.
My wife asked me the other day where I got so much candy.
I said, I always have a few twicks up my sleeve.
Boy.
Well, now hang on.
We got one more.
Listeners.
I can do a hundred more. I can do a hundred more.
Save yourself.
Here's another one.
Ugh, I hate my job. All I do is crush cans all day.
It's soda pressing.
Huh?
Welcome to Smartless. I went to go see a Broadway show last night, Shaunie, and I thought about you.
What did you see?
I saw Oh Mary.
Oh, and?
You did see it.
I did.
It's the best.
Okay, I was going to recommend it to you, but you've seen best. Okay, I was gonna recommend it to you,
but you've seen it.
Yeah, I've seen it, yeah.
Did you think, I loved it.
I thought it was one of the funniest things
I've ever seen in my life.
I was thinking about you the whole time,
thinking, oh my God,
Sean's gonna lose his fucking mind on this.
I mean, it seemed like he's,
I mean, I know he didn't,
but it seemed like he's watched you do
a thousand of your funny bits in front of us
and stolen them all.
Oh no, no, Cole's an original.
He's great.
Cole Escola stars in Little Mary.
That's the show I was telling you guys to go see in March.
Yes, Will was first.
Well, hang on guys, Will was first.
Yeah.
I didn't go.
Have you not seen it yet, Will?
You'll pee in your pants.
So it was off-Broadway then, yes?
Now it's on Broadway.
Yeah, right, yeah, Lord Tell.
Yeah, Cole Escola plays Mary Todd Lincoln,
who's an alcoholic wannabe cabaret star,
and Abraham Lincoln, Abraham Lincoln
doesn't let her leave the White House,
so he hires an acting coach for her
so she could just explore her artistic side.
Don't reveal anymore.
Okay, that's it.
You're gonna do the spoilers.
But how about the end? How funny was that? It's fucking great. It's just the whole thing is incredible. Yeah, that's it. You're gonna do the spoilers. But how about the end?
How funny was that?
It's fucking great.
It's just the whole thing is incredible.
Yeah, it was really funny.
Yeah, yeah.
Willie, you gotta get on it.
Oh no, I really wanted to.
You gotta get yourself,
expose yourself to some culture, you know?
Get out of-
Wait, did Franny see it?
She did, she and I, we had a date night.
Did she like it? It was great.
Yeah, what do you, you got your hand on a bug there?
Are you pulling out?
Yeah, I just gotta pull it out.
Sean's got three hands in his hairdo right now.
No, I had a mole removed.
Just step on it, make sure you step on it.
Look at that.
You know, you don't have to do it
while we're doing the-
Yeah, just try to pick your scalp while we're-
What, you could have done it before,
or you could have saved it after, we wouldn't have known.
I forgot to take it off this morning,
but I need to let the air get to it.
How was your mole removal?
It was good.
Painful?
Yeah, no, it wasn't painful.
It was big, my man was honking and he scraped it off.
So this was a result of just a...
Age.
Well, you went in and you got yourself combed like a cat.
You got checked for all your skin cancer hotspots.
Yeah, but they grew out of...
You mean like a chimp?
You mean like when they do like that?
Everybody's gotta do that, by the way, we're joking,
but get yourself in there and get yourself checked
if you're of a certain age.
It's true, and vote.
We do a lot of damage when we're like 20.
And get out there and fucking vote.
Yeah, and then go ahead and vote.
Or vote at the place you get checked.
Whoever, yeah, whoever.
By the way, that'd be great if they did that.
While you were waiting.
Yeah, vote.
They oughta do stuff like that where you can get,
bring back shit where you can kind of get
a bunch of different shit done at once.
You can get a moment.
Or how about just declare election day a national holiday?
Then let me tell you something.
I know our surprise guest is a female.
I can tell you that right now.
I can hear her enjoying and giggling.
There's another one.
There's another one.
But yes, it should be a national holiday.
Obviously it should be a national holiday
for all the obvious reasons.
But at the same time, imagine if you could, on that day,
get a bunch of stuff done.
If you wanted to get a Brazilian, you could do that too.
Oh, here we go.
Shampoo, shampoo coach.
I'm just saying, whatever your thing is. Shampoo, and then in the back, you could do whatever you want. Oh, here we go, shamp, shamp-coach. I'm just saying, if whatever your thing is.
Shampoo-ch, and then in the back,
you can go ahead and get yourself a shamp-coach.
Yeah.
So, so that was Ali's bit.
My buddy Ali used to do shamp-coach,
and in the back you put your,
you bring your pet and they get a shampoo-ch.
Anyway.
Yeah, in the front it's a, it's a, it's a,
Brazilian.
Yeah, you get your dog wash.
Yeah, shampoo-ch.
No, the front, I think it's the, it depends. No, the pet Yeah, it's a shank coach. It depends.
No, the pet would be the front, the front place.
Sean, go ahead Sean, sorry.
Whenever you order food for takeout,
like from a restaurant, do you sometimes order extra
so you don't have to, like as a grocery shopping, kind of?
So like you- Wait, what?
Wait a second, dude.
I was just getting a Brazilian
and now you're talking about shopping via-
Now you're talking about getting cash back when you get groceries?
What's going on?
No, no, no.
When you go, when you order...
Yeah, can I get 18 bucks?
What are you doing?
No, when you order takeout from a restaurant, sometimes I'll order an extra meal or something,
put it in the fridge.
So, like my quote, grocery shopping, so that I don't have to, so that I just have a meal
I could pop in the microwave.
Wait, how long have you been in college?
What are you doing, man?
It's true.
That's what I do.
Instead of grocery shopping, you just order an extra meal.
America, this is spoken to you by a guy who's got a full-time chef.
Yeah.
Okay.
So I don't.
My full-time chef is me and five days a week.
Sorry. Oh my God.
So is she offended at all that you're doubling up attention because you don't have confidence in her?
No, fucking, Shawnee, I never knew this about you.
This is phenomenal information.
Always order an extra meal.
Is this your way, because sometimes you feel bad
because you've ordered so much food
so you justify it by saying, it's for tomorrow.
Yeah, something like that, yeah.
Wait, Shawnee, are you in New York?
Is that New York behind you?
Yeah, yeah.
Oh, how come we're not hanging out?
What's going on?
Well, because you work every day for 17,000 hours.
But if you're not.
JB, how you liking the weekend in the city, JB?
It's the first weekend you've been there for a while.
I'm not crazy about it,
because I feel like I'm missing my wife
and my youngest daughter back in LA.
I should have gone back and picked up Maple
from a farm camp, so she was living at farm camp
for a month up in Northern California,
sleeping outside in a tent and taking care of her.
Can I just say, and by the way,
I think the farm camp is amazing,
but can you imagine going back 150 years,
bringing somebody back from the past,
and they come in, they go, who working on a farm,
and they're like, what's this?
It's farm camp.
It's a camp.
It's a bunch of kids from LA and New York,
cause they don't know what it is.
Trying to get exposed.
They're coming here to play the farm.
They're like, fuck.
And these kids are slaving away.
It's fun.
They're like, did you go to school?
Yeah, I went to school all the way till I was nine.
Yeah.
You know? Working on the farm until I was nine. Yeah. You know?
Working on the farm.
Farm camp.
Farm camp.
She had kitty chore.
Guys, listen, we gotta get to our guest.
She's just sitting here listening to us,
wasting our fucking time.
And Sean, you're gonna love this because,
yeah, she's done a lot of iconic stuff on TV,
stuff that I can't really mention,
even stuff that was my favorite,
but she's done a lot of theater.
She's been nominated for a bunch of Olivier. She's's done she played Blanche Dubois in Streetcar great
acclaim in in the well she's sort of British kind of was raised there then moved back and
now has lived there again for years but she was originally but Shawn but born in Chicago
okay Shawn do you think she might have a story about maybe something crazy that happened on stage?
Oh my gosh, she's in Chicago?
She better get ready with a story.
Do you remember when we used to all hang out at Haney's
and she, did you ever go to Haney's in Chicago?
And then, so she's won all these awards,
she's been nominated for all this stuff,
she's done dozens of films,
but I loved her in that amazing series, The Fall, but I also loved her in the amazing series,
The Crown, but I also loved her as,
and everybody else said, as the amazing FBI special agent,
Dana Scully.
Guys, please, it's Gillian Anderson!
No way!
Gillian Anderson's in the team.
Did you almost say special anus?
I think you almost said special anus, Scully.
Well, that's what the notes gave me.
I made the correction but they sent me that.
Hello Jillian.
Oh my God.
You guys are hilarious.
Oh my God, you guys are so funny.
Thank you so much for being here.
This is so cool.
And joining us on this blessed day.
Go ahead Sean.
I was just gonna say I've been such a fan for so long.
I mean, I know you hear this all the time.
I love all of your work.
Thank you.
But you know when you're a young person.
But the one that really disappointed, sorry.
No, just when you're a young person
and stuff stays in your DNA,
the X-Files is part of me.
So therefore you are a part of me.
So thank you.
Well, I get it.
The truth is out there, Sean. I can feel that. I woke up this morning feeling like I a part of me. So thank you. Yeah, I get it. The truth is out there, Shona.
I woke up this morning feeling like I was part of you.
What are the questions that you weren't asked
about X-Files when you were publicizing that?
I remember one time being,
after one of the awards standing backstage,
you know, where they take you backstage
and then you've got that, the tier of,
tiers of press back there.
From the back row, somebody said,
do you believe in aliens?
Which of course, by that point,
I'd been asked every second of my life,
and I think I might have said, are you fucking kidding me?
I think I literally, out of my mouth,
I was like, really?
That's what you're going to fucking ask me?
I'm standing here? Sean, you was like, really, that's what you're gonna fucking ask me? I'm standing here, I just, I don't know.
Sean, you do though, right?
I absolutely do.
You believe there's probably something out there.
It probably doesn't look like the egg-shaped head,
but it's probably some sort of...
Yeah, anytime anything is on TV about,
is there, isn't there, I watch it and I'm all into it.
Right.
Do you, and what is it, Sean, you're just,
you find it like interesting, you find it exciting, you're hoping,
you want to get out, are you trying to get off this globe?
Yeah, no, I just think it's fascinating
that the whole concept that we come from something
we don't know, and I think there's answers there that hold on.
I'd like for you to get abducted,
like they reveal themselves and then they start
to murder you, you're like,
I thought you'd be fun and interesting.
But are you saying that you think that alien life form,
Sean, might be responsible for the start of mankind?
By the way, jump in anytime you want to here.
I do believe that.
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
Part of me believes that.
Part of me believes that, yeah.
Whoa, wait, that mankind came from a higher,
sort of more complex life form of sort of aliens and stuff,
as opposed to the aliens and mankind
coming from sort of like a God-like creator.
I'm open to both.
You think we come from the aliens.
I'm open to both, but I lean towards the alien thing
only because did you see Prometheus?
Did you see the movie Prometheus?
I think so.
You mean the Hollywood feature film?
No, but I saw Star Wars, how much of that is true?
Fucking, what are you talking about?
Please let Sean finish with this.
You're right, you're right, you're right.
He's got the answers, guys.
So Prometheus, uh-huh, uh-huh.
There's two minutes, like,
do you ever watch?
I'm going to start writing this shit down.
Do you ever watch Ancient Aliens?
Do you ever watch Ancient Aliens?
No.
Oh, we watch it all the time.
And all these theories about all the hieroglyphics that show, you know, engraved into the walls,
about like the, you know, things, they're all looking up at these flying things,
and they're all kind of similar.
I think 20 of our episodes, 20 of our 220 episodes were about those hieroglyphics.
Yeah, exactly.
How far is your house from the nearest library, do you think?
Anyway, Gillian, welcome.
So welcome, Gillian.
Gillian, speaking of extraterrestrials and stuff, the one thing I do want to ask you
is, at what point, obviously X-Files played a huge part in the early part of your career,
and you've gone on to do so many amazing things
And I think of so many different things
Yeah, I love the ground too, but it's one of those things and Sean you could kind of know what this is like and Jason
You do too when you do something that is such a sort of hit that crosses all demographics, etc
At a at a young age
What when you look back on your experiences as X-Files,
is it a positive feeling?
Are you like, oh, that was the greatest thing?
Or did it open all these millions of doors?
Or is it, oh, this is what I'm using as a platform or something?
It was, you know what happens when you're on a long-running show
is everything becomes so enmeshed and not incestuous,
but you literally feel like you're living and breathing
this, you know, the entire crew, the entire experience.
And so I think by the time we were done
after, you know, we did nine years, and...
Wow. Wow.
I think I was well ready for it to be over.
And it took me a while to properly think of it.
I think I compartmentalized it.
I so wanted to get off it and start doing the things
that I thought my career was going to be
before I said yes to that job.
So I imagined I'd be doing Merchant Ivory films
and I imagine I'd be doing all this.
And so I really wanted to, on the one hand,
forget that that happened and bounce off it
to the stuff that I really wanted to do.
But then, you know, it was probably about five years
when I suddenly, because when you're doing something
like that, all anybody says is, oh my God, the show,
oh my God, it's the most amazing.
And you don't want to hear that anymore.
You don't want to.
You don't.
You've heard it so much.
And then I suddenly got what they were talking about
like five years after the show ended.
I was kind of like, yeah, that was kind of cool.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Like I was on this really cool show.
Yeah, like anything you need time and distance away
to appreciate. You do, yeah.
But it is interesting how like the things
that sort of like landed all four of us with a career are things that I'll bet you
none of us would have said this would be the exact thing
that would condition the audience and the industry
to the kind of person and career I wanna have.
That's exactly right.
And it's like you basically,
it's not that you take what you get,
but you're appreciative of the job at the time,
but then by the time you're done with the job at the time, but then by the time
you're done with the job, guess what?
That's who you are now.
And now what do I do with this?
And this is, I hope I don't sound like I'm complaining at all, because I could not be
more appreciative of, you know, as I'm sure you guys would agree where we're at and what,
but you tack towards what you're now identified and labeled as and build on that or try to offset that a little bit
and have a little bit more of a different kind of career.
It's like.
But you need time to reckon with it.
You need time and space to be able to figure out
what it actually means to you
because for the last however long,
you've been hearing what it means to everybody else.
And you know. But, you know, I...
But we have those people on here all the time, Julian,
that have been fortunate enough to do what you do,
which is you actually have gone on and created
the whole identity for yourself as an actress,
as one of the leading voices and actresses in the business.
And X-Files just happens to be one of the jobs you've done,
as opposed to the thing that identifies you.
But it takes a while, it takes focus,
it takes saying no to a lot of stuff,
but it also, I remember at the beginning,
one of the first things that I,
because after the series ended,
I didn't know if I could be on a set again,
I didn't know that for myself.
It just felt, I knew that I just needed to get away
from Los Angeles and set.
So I had grown up in London, I moved back to London
and the first thing I did was a play.
But the second thing I did, I was offered was,
you know, a British BBC, a short series of Bleak House
and, you know,
costume drama. And when they offered it to me, without an audition,
I literally, in the meeting with the producers,
I said to them, what makes you think I can do this?
Because I knew I could do it, but I just spent 10 years
doing exactly the opposite of that.
And I was so curious.
What did you see in me that I didn't?
Yeah, that I feel like maybe has been lost
or that nobody, yeah, so.
And what did they say, do you remember?
Oh, I'm sorry, we thought you were.
Yeah, we think, yeah.
We like to watch people fail.
I can't remember what they said.
I mean, I think that somewhere in the work that I did at X-Files, they gleaned that I
could act, as opposed to what I felt like I was doing was not necessary.
But of course I was.
I mean, they were, you know, we got to, we learned how to be actors during that period
of time.
Right.
We'll be right back.
And now back to the show.
Where did you grow up in Chicago, by the way?
Here we go.
Well, I kinda, I kinda didn't.
I was born there.
Six months later, we moved to Puerto Rico
because my story goes that my dad wanted to go to film school
and he said to my mom, I want to go to film school,
do you want it to be Los Angeles,
do you want to move to Los Angeles or London?
And she said London.
And so they didn't have any money to move to London
and so we left the apartment,
apparently moved to Puerto Rico
where my dad's parents were living.
And we basically slept on their sofa for a year and a half
so my parents could save money and we could move to London.
So I only got like six months there.
Do you remember where you were born?
Yeah, at St. Mary's Hospital in Cook County.
Oh yeah.
I actually ended up back there
because when I went to college,
I moved to like Wicker Park, Bucktown area
before it was Wicker Park, Bucktown.
It was still low-income Hispanic families.
And how long were you in England?
Until I was 11.
So from about a year and a...
From 2 to 11.
And your dad went to film school then, yes?
When you were in London.
And your dad, was he an editor? Is that right?
No, no, we'll see, he wanted to be a cameraman.
He wanted to be a director, a filmmaker.
And after, but then they fell in love with London.
We were always going to stay.
We eventually could afford to rent
a decent two-bedroom apartment.
And so we stayed and he got various jobs
working in various places. And then he got you know various jobs working in various
places and and then he got a call from a film school friends and a
fellow American who basically said I am starting to make industrial films come
to Grand Rapids Michigan and get rich quick and he he said, okay, I'm going to do that.
So he went out and we ended up moving to Grand Rapids.
We went from London to Grand Rapids, Michigan.
Wow.
And there you stayed until?
Until I went to college, yeah.
Which was where?
To the Goodman Theater School in Chicago.
Oh, in Chicago.
So then your spark was kind of lit by your father's interest in the business?
Is that kind of how it started?
No, I don't think it was.
I think the high school that I went to in Grand Rapids, there was an English teacher.
It was an academic high school.
And I've said this so many times, but the only reason I got in was because I had an
accent. I've been asked this so many times,
she would direct a play that would be put on in the lunch room. And at one point, I think we did Our Town.
I can't remember who I played, but I think it was for the policemen.
In the middle of grilled cheeses and like french fries.
Yeah, exactly.
Any fun stories from the luncheon?
Sean, you had to care whether they're theater or food related.
Either is fine with him.
No, but I remember asking for another sandwich so I could take it home later and have it
for another meal.
I remember.
I did that when I was in high school.
I identified with each one.
Great callback. Yeah. and have it for another meal. I remember I did that when I was in high school. I identified with the Eastman.
Yeah, anyway, so I think that was probably
what ended up getting me interested.
And then I started auditioning for community theater and stuff.
Wow.
I love the Goodman Theater.
I did a play there a few years ago.
It's so great.
What was the first gig that you got that you were like,
oh, you know what, I can really do this.
I think that I, not I can do this,
not that I have the ability, but this is gonna be,
I can have a life doing this.
I can have a career, I can make a living.
Well, I think one of the community shows
that I auditioned for and was cast in,
you know, it was the first time
that I wased for and was cast in. It was the first time that I was properly doing something
professional.
And there must have been, I think I suddenly felt like,
oh, I can actually do this.
I can do this.
There is something I can do.
And it really changed my life around.
Do you remember what it was?
Yeah, it was, um, it was Ander Knightingale Sang.
It was a British, um, I think a World War II play.
Yeah.
And, uh, but anyway, you know,
the applause or whatever got to me.
How old were you?
16, I think.
Wow, 16.
That's young to have that kind of...
Well, all of a sudden, before that,
I was sitting on the back steps with the smoking weeds
in my lunch breaks and not doing my homework
and suddenly something in that,
in the inspiration and feeling like suddenly I had a purpose,
it kind of shifted everything around
and I started doing better in school
and I was voted most improved student.
And suddenly I was, I went from the-
It's kind of a back-ended compliment, by the way.
Yeah.
When the only way is up.
Hey, you know what? You're not an idiot.
Hey, but the reason I ask that is because, like,
JB, you grew up doing this,
so you always knew that it was a viable thing,
but for people like us who don't come out,
who weren't born into it, there is that moment,
Sean, I don't know, I asked you the same thing,
which is that moment where you're like,
I think there are plenty of people who I grew up with
who never thought that I would ever be able
to make a life out of doing this.
You have lots of good friends who go, yeah, you could...
But a lot of people are like, yeah, nice try.
It's a big fucking scary world.
Like, good luck.
Yeah, well, my dad...
I mean, I think when I started to audition for theater schools...
I mean, I auditioned for one.
It didn't occur to me that I wasn't going to get in.
Like, I didn't have a Plan B.
So I auditioned for the Goodman Theater School.
Meanwhile, I only take 20 people every year. I didn't... I don't know what I would have done if I didn't get in. and have a plan B.
study word processing because he knew that computers were going to be a thing and that I could always
get a job on the side when I wasn't acting
or able to act or getting hired so that I'd be able to teach
people how to do word processing, to help them on their computers, which is a fantastic
piece of advice for somebody else.
There was no way in hell that I was going to, never,
my brain just doesn't work that way.
But it was a great piece of advice.
And the kinds of things that I'm saying to my sons right now.
You know what I mean?
Like have a contingency plan.
Yeah.
But you know, this part of people's lives,
I'm surprised there's not more stories about
or movies about or TV shows about, because there's tons of movies
and TV shows about falling in love or deciding to have
children or grappling with mortality and here comes death
and somebody's got a terminal diagnosis.
No one ever does anything about that moment where every young
adult has that scary question about what am I going to do with my life?
Who am I gonna be?
Who am I going to be?
Is it going to, should I pursue something
that I'm passionate about, to the extent
that you even know what you're passionate about yet
at that age, or should I pursue something
that's going to give me a path towards providing?
Yeah, but doesn't that feel like an idea
from the 1980s or something?
These days it's different. I guess it is, but there't that feel like an idea from the 1980s or something? These days it's different.
I guess it is, but there's always jumping off points
and everybody has a different height
from which they're jumping off.
There's more different risk involved.
But just choosing what that lane is, what the industry is,
what like, it is so important.
It's like one of the biggest forks in anyone's life.
What you're going to actually put your weight behind
and choose to study
in college or take that first job after college or before or during college.
Like, you know, I've got a 17 year old and a 12 year old and like they're dealing with
that right now.
Willie, I'm sure, you know, your boys are thinking about it as well.
It's like, it's like a big, big fork.
Do you go left or right?
And Scotty's going through it too.
Scotty's going through it too. That's my husband, Julie.
I mean, it's, but like, it's not something
that people talk about a lot.
Yeah, no, no, no, it's true.
We all go through it as parents.
We all experience that with them.
But I always say that the younger you figure that out,
the higher success rate, right?
Yeah.
The younger you are.
Even if it doesn't end up being the thing that you do,
it's like, I always say like a lot of stuff happens
on your way to something else.
Like if you're just driven and motivated to do something,
it's okay if it doesn't end up being that,
but at least your feet are moving forward.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
Yeah, I remember moving to New York when I was 20,
and I did not know a single person in New York,
and I just thought, fuck it.
Yeah, let's get started.
Yeah, let's fucking go.
I was in college. Let's get this and get started. And I dropped out, because I thought, fuck it. Yeah, let's get started. Yeah, let's fucking go. I was in college.
It's already started.
And I dropped out because I thought,
wait, everybody's just kind of not,
nobody has any real direction.
They're getting really good at being a senior,
a sixth year senior, a seventh year senior.
Yeah, whatever it is.
I'm glad a great people, but at the same time,
I just thought like, fuck, there's a whole world out there.
I want to get in it.
I want to get in the world.
But that's the thing that I think a lot of teens these days
are, the thing of the whole world as an oyster,
in a way that obviously that's a very privileged
perspective to have, but I feel like kids these days,
that's not necessarily the perspective that they have.
It doesn't feel like that is what is on offer anymore.
There's something, there's some,
and I don't know what, you know, the degree to which-
That it's harder or it's easier?
No, harder.
So many kids are floundering right now.
So many teens are just, or young 20s.
You wanna know why?
It's because of the-
It's the fucking phones.
It is, it is.
I'm serious, I'm dead serious.
It is, on the one hand, you're. It is. I'm dead serious. It is.
On the one hand, you're seeing the world out there because everybody's posting them and
their holidays on yachts and this, that, and the other, but it feels so unreachable and
so it actually has the opposite effect, I think, for a lot of things.
Instead of aspirational, it's kind of...
I couldn't agree more in this idea that you can kind of go into your phone and lose yourself
into all four corners.
You're not really experiencing anything.
You're getting the micro dopamine hits and stuff.
There are lots of books about it right now.
But at the same time, you're not actually getting that real world experience that we
all have the privilege of getting.
And while you're looking at it, you're sitting next to your friend, not having a conversation
while they're looking at somebody's life too. And obviously, as you say, there's tons of books written about it. But it's a
really serious problem today.
Yeah.
Jillian, can I ask you, can I nerd out on The Fall? I love that show so much. And I
wish it's one of those shows that I wish I could watch it again for the first time. Because
I found it so engrossing. It was so gripping. And what was that process like?
Your character was very intense on that show.
Well, it was, I mean, the premise is great.
So in the show, you're with the serial killer
for an equal amount of screen time, as you are.
The superintendent detective who is tracking him, which is me. And I think it was the first time,
I don't know whether it was the first time,
but it felt quite unique that, you know,
that set up felt quite unique at the time.
And so it started, you know,
it started where I was brought a script
and I'd been in the process of producing something myself
that I couldn't just, I couldn't get there. I'd been in the process of producing something myself
that I couldn't just, I couldn't get there. I was really, really struggling with the writers
and the other producers to get the script
to where it needed to be.
And then this script landed in my lap
and it was like, now that is, that is writing.
And it was so spare, you know?
It was just, it was so spare, you know?
It was just, it was like,
and I've spoken about this before,
it felt like when I was reading it,
my experience of the character, it almost,
despite the fact that it was so spare,
it felt like my fusion with her was almost alchemic.
And because there wasn't a lot to go on,
in a typical American way of reading a script
where it's all descriptions are in the directives in between
where you get so much information you feel like
you're slightly treated like an idiot.
But this was really beautifully, beautifully spare
and yet you just got who she was, what the world was,
who the different voices were in it.
And it was, so it was really special.
And, you know, I met them and, you know,
the producers and the director,
and it was a fantastic experience.
You know, I'd just come off of,
I don't know which version of which Hollywood thing
I had just finished doing.
But all of a sudden I was in Belfast
shooting this little series
and it was a real collaboration.
You know, it was, I went from being on something
where I was so detached and so not part
of the creative process to all of a sudden
being with these guys in
Belfast and really immersed and included in the conversation and, you know, in the end
got to make notes on the edit and all that kind of stuff. So it was the first time that
I was being allowed into that part of it. And, you know, if I wanted to go back to London you know it was a
matter of texting the travel coordinator as opposed to sending an email to
somebody at Fox and a month later they tell you that yes you are you you can
and cannot take that flight so it felt like the whole experience of it was
like this is this is what it this is the real thing you know this is what I want
to do this is what I want to do. This is what I want to do.
She was an extraordinary character.
I felt for them, before it aired,
when I started to do press,
I remember saying to the press
who hadn't really seen it yet,
they do or they don't watch the screeners at their scent.
And I kept thinking, she's really good for women.
Like she needs to be out there.
There's something about her, I think,
that is gonna be incredibly empowering for women.
And I don't think we've seen someone like her before
on this screen.
She had the same sort of impact to me
as DCI Tennyson from Prime Suspect.
There were a lot of similarities, very strong.
I mean, you bring a lot of strength to your character.
You played a bunch of very strong characters
throughout your career, including Margaret Thatcher,
I was gonna say.
You kind of go from that to, not directly,
you do stuff in between, but then you do,
then you play Margaret Thatcher, which which in The Crown, to great acclaim
and really just a wonderful performance.
Incredible performance.
And I just think that must bring with it
its own set of risks and challenges and burdens.
And you invite a tremendous amount of criticism, right?
The thing is, those kind of things come along
and you can't not say yes.
I mean, you know what I mean?
I think I've always, you have to say yes to those things
and then deal with your fear afterwards almost.
And it's the same thing with doing theater
is saying yes to things that are terrifying.
And then at some point when you're halfway
through rehearsal, you're feeling like,
what the fuck was I thinking?
What made me think that I could do this
or that I shoulda known I'm stuck
and I've gotta be do this in front of a thousand people
every single night?
Like, what is wrong with me?
Or then it's over and you've crushed it
and now you've got the confidence
and now you're ready to take on even something bigger.
The next thing that you get to say yes to
because yeah, that's what it's about.
I've always thought that the confidence about stuff
lives on the backside of actually doing it.
You know, it's completely appropriate
that you're fearful beforehand
and that you shouldn't worry about the fact
that you're not confident going into it
because confident lives on the backside of actually executing.
Like once you've done it, you've kind of.
And then it gives you courage enough to say yes
to the thing next time that is even a bit scarier.
Or you don't worry about the result
and you just do the work.
Oh, Sean. Amen, brother.
Thank you, amen.
I think for Thatcher, it was a bit of that,
which is, okay, I'm going to do everything
I can to try and succeed with this.
I'm going to start working on it a year in advance.
I'm going to study everything, watch everything, read everything.
And then you'd show up and you just do your best job.
And you don't know until afterwards whether people are going to go, oh my God, did you
see that piece of like, what was she thinking? Yeah.
We'll be right back.
And now back to the show.
Do you remember that first day of being there with the hair and all of it and thinking like,
here we go, fuck this better fucking work
cause I am out on this motherfucking limb now.
That's amazing.
I passed on it just so you know. You didn't agree with the I am out on this motherfucking limb now. What's amazing is... I passed on it, just so you know.
I was first...
You didn't agree with the wardrobe though, that was why.
Yeah, I mean...
But the thing is, you see her silhouette, you see, you know, the minute the wig goes
on, and you get into costume, and you see the silhouette alone.
I could have talked like Daffy Duck, and you would have believed I was Margaret Thatcher,
because the silhouette was so spectacular. Had you been, you had already been living in England
for a while before you started doing that?
Yeah, I'm, so we finished Exfiles in 2002
and I moved back to the UK.
We were always going to move back again when I was a kid
and we just never did.
And so it was always a dream of mine to at least be,
you know, part of my life to be back there.
So I went back and I did a play and then stayed.
And so I've been living there since 2002.
Wow.
And was there extra pressure playing Margaret Thatcher
being a resident now?
Like, cause you know, being in America,
you could play Margaret Thatcher.
And maybe if it did go sideways,
you'd get a little more space between, you know,
those who might criticize.
I think so, I think because, you know,
most of the theater work that I was offered
as a young person were British plays.
You know, I did the philanthropist,
I did Abs and Friends, you know, off Broadway,
I did all that, I kept because of my accent,
because that was basically my first way of speaking,
was with a British accent.
So that was easy for me.
And so I was, in living in the UK,
they've kind of adopted me from quite early on
of being back there as a professional person,
post-Exfiles, as being a,
they've taken me on as being one of them in a way.
But playing somebody that has that iconic history there
in that particular country.
She is such a divisive character.
I mean, people feel really, really strongly
about Margaret Thatcher and not all of it is positive.
So in playing her periods there or from over,
you know, whether we shot it in the States to be aired there,
it would be the same reaction. The people that hate her still hate her and the
people that love her still love her.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's interesting.
Gillian, just talk to us for a second.
It's quite a responsibility being the person who asked the secret person on.
You got to keep the show going.
You got to have some questions.
Yeah, you got to kind of keep it moving a little bit.
Well, I wanna talk to you about your book, Want,
and I wanted to ask if it came post-doing your show,
Sex Education, or prior to, how did that all?
Yeah, it came, so in Sex Education, I play,
it's a Netflix series, we did four seasons,
I play a sex therapist.
And in the process of, or during the period of time
of being on that show, you know,
my character's house is filled with sex paraphernalia
and pictures of vaginas and penises
and all kinds of tantric stuff on the walls.
And I kept taking pictures
and so I kept wanting to post these pictures
and the girl who does my,
because I don't post things myself,
she kept saying, you can't post it,
this is like a peanut,
Instagram is not going to let you post a penis.
Sean, is that true?
That is not true.
I can tell you that is untrue.
Anyway, I started posting them anyway,
and I would do like a yoni of the day or penis of the day,
and then people would send me pictures of penises or yonis
in nature, like a poodle with the butt, you know.
Yeah, it's nice.
So I started this kind of thing. Penises in nature, like a poodle with a bat. Oh, nice, nice. Yeah, it was nice. Aw, penis in nature.
So it started this kind of thing.
Penises in nature, yeah.
Anyway, so my professional life started to mingle a little bit with my personal life
in that Instagram.
You were getting kick-picks?
It's an example of anything to do with my personal life.
I don't ever post personal things.
So there was a cross-pollination
that was happening there.
And so people would talk to me,
I mean not in a therapeutic way,
but a lot of stuff that came to me was,
since then, has been part of that bigger conversation
about sexual well and particularly for women.
And so in the seventies, Nancy Friday wrote a book
called My Secret Garden,
and she did the introductions to chapters
and she invited women to send in letters to her
about their sexual fantasies.
And it was a book that, so anonymous letters from women,
particularly, mostly in America,
writing about their sexual fantasies.
And it was like a number one book.
All of a sudden everybody wanted it.
Women were carrying it in their purses.
But it was a real insight into, you know,
what women think about when they think about sex.
And we thought we'd discuss doing a modern day version
of it to see whether in the age of sorry, Franny,
pornography and shows like Sex Education or Euphoria
or where everything is out there all the time
and you have access to it.
To what degree have fantasies, particularly for women,
changed over time?
And so I put a call out about a year and a half ago
to women around the world to write to me anonymously.
Bloomsbury set up a portal so that they could do it anonymously.
And we collected about 1800 women started writing letters,
and we end about 800 of them finished them.
And then we've put about 174 of them in the book.
Wow, that's wild.
It's wild.
So some of them didn't finish.
Correct. I'm just going off what you... Some of them didn't finish, which is correct.
Okay.
Now, did you notice a big difference between the content of those sexual fantasies now versus
years ago in the original book? Well, the most interesting thing to me
is the degree to which there are so many rules today
about what is appropriate and what is not,
whereas back then animals show up and...
Wow, I think it would be the opposite.
Like it would be more permissive today. Yeah, you think it would be the opposite. Like it would be more permissive today.
Yeah, you think it would be the opposite.
But we've got the most extraordinary letters
from young teens who have yet to have sex,
talking about their fantasies
to mothers of many children, single parents,
and what it's like trying to do the same old, same old
with your partner to
you know 20-somethings in the dating world and how what exists in their head is different from what they experience out in the real world.
You know it's a real it's really interesting and we've got letters from literally all over the world. So there's, we also ask the women,
we also invited the trans community
and genderqueer people and yeah,
it feels quite egalitarian.
It feels, it's-
How does that word mean?
Equal.
Egalitarian, oh, okay.
Yeah, it feels like it's an equal opportunity
for anybody to pitch in and to talk about their
experience and it does.
I heard you got like thousands of letters from an Amanda A from Los Angeles.
This is unconfirmed.
Very unsatisfied.
There was a run on stamps in our local post office.
Amanda, where are you going? I'm running to local post office. Um. Amanda, where are you going?
I'm running to the post office.
I'll be right back.
She's just got a stack of letters.
Huh, she's really, um, wow, well that's,
that's uh, that's, wow, what an awesome.
That's really cool.
Yeah, it is a cool thing.
It's really, uh, it's a really interesting insight.
I would have thought that porn would have showed up
a lot more in the fantasies.
There's a lot of, There's a lot of women, no matter how intense the fantasy gets,
at the end of the day, just wanting to be seen for who they are,
just wanting to be held, wanting care, wanting somebody to look in their eyes,
wanting, you know, or the or, you know, the opposite woman who by day are in charge of 500 employees and, and the
CEO of this, that and the other, and they just want somebody else
to be in control. So, so they, you know, and so it's just, it's,
it's fascinating.
It's well, why are you crying?
Well, I'm not crying. I'm saying it's dusty. I'm just saying,
hold me.
Gillian Anderson, you have been more than generous
with your time on what I imagine is your day off.
And so thank you so much.
Thanks for everything.
Been such a fan of yours for the longest time.
It was very sweet.
Yeah, and your new book, Want, is out now.
Did you do an audio version of that book?
Yes, but it's not me, so.
Cool it, baby.
LAUGHS
Do you read the letters?
Do you?
So I wrote the introductions to each chapter,
and I read the introductions,
but then there are women, other women,
who read the fantasies.
Got it.
Copy.
We'll send Jason the audio.
Jason.
I can't get the hang of the reading.
It's top to bottom, left to right.
Sure, sure.
Um.
Jillian, thank you honey.
It was very nice to meet you.
Thank you, it was so nice to meet you guys.
Great to meet you too.
I'm a fan of your show and yeah, thanks for your time.
All right, enjoy the rest of your time in Calgary.
Bye, Jillian, nice to meet you.
Thank you. Bye, Jillian. Bye, meet you. Thank you. Bye, Jillian.
Bye, thank you, thank you. Bye.
The great Jillian Anderson.
Bye. Bye.
Will, nice guest.
Yeah, good guest, right?
Hey, huh? Yes.
She is a talent, she's a talent, she's a, I mean,
but it's interesting because she did Dana Scully,
as we pointed out, her name.
Yeah, loved.
Character that everybody knows, massive hit, global.
Not just one of those shows that was really big here.
And then it came back.
Huge globally, came back.
They made a couple movies in the interim.
The movies were good too.
But to be able to kind of step out of that
and then step into a,
and not just step into one more iconic role,
but step into like three or four other,
or eight or 10 great roles continuously
and recreate, reinvent herself.
Super, super tough to do and super admirable.
Yeah, super talented.
And by the way, it's always wild.
We talked a little bit about it when you associate somebody
so much with the character that made them famous,
and then you see them in interviews
or outside of that world.
Just her having that t-shirt on,
that Wu-Tang Clan shirt, and talking about her,
you just see her as, and then Margaret Thatcher,
of course, and all the other stuff,
you see her as a completely different human being.
Yeah, and then she's like this totally chill, cool,
really smart, interesting person, yeah.
Can we revisit Sean's theory on evolution?
Yes, I'd love to hear it.
I'd love to hear it too, yeah.
Yeah, so, okay.
So the spaceship's planted?
So the spaceship, so do all the humans come out
of the spaceship or just two of them
and then like sort of like an Adam and Eve,
they come down, they're sort of egg-shaped?
No, no, we have to, we have to.
Me, me, me, me, me.
We have to have.
Right. We have to have had come from somewhere.
Somebody or something made us, right?
So it's evolution.
All right, Doc, I'm with you so far.
But we're not the only planet in the entire universe.
So you're not having this nonsense about the Big Bang,
right, all the science stuff is not working for you?
No, yeah, for sure I am.
Yeah, no, all that works.
But I'm just saying we can't be the only species.
So because we're not the only species
and there is intelligent life.
Like if you don't think there's more intelligent life
than us out there.
No, we all, that's not in dispute,
but I think people are saying that perhaps
these other alien, the alien life form also came from
what was originally sort of created
with sort of this big bang
and who was responsible for the bang.
Yeah, but I don't think it's-
You're suggesting that maybe the aliens lit that fuse.
Correct, I don't know if it's a who as much as,
it could be a what, it could be,
but I'm open to anything. Or a spaceship.
I'm open to anything, yeah.
With a real big exhaust system, right?
Yes.
Just like, ba-boom, it was some sort of a backfire.
Yeah, something like that.
But you're saying at some point,
somebody from Tatooine came here. That's right, that like that. But you're saying at some point, somebody from Tatooine came here.
That's right, that's right.
Not from Naboo, because give me a break.
No, right.
But definitely somebody from Camino and Tatooine,
they came in, they're like, hey, let's go.
Jakku, you're thinking about Jakku, not Nobu.
That's a sushi restaurant.
Sorry, Jakku, no, Jakku, yeah.
I'm not talking about Nobu, Malibu. You know, it's funny, Jacku, no Jacku, yeah. I'm not talking about Nobu Malibu.
You know, it's funny, my cousin, he's from,
my cousin's from, he's from Alderaan and he...
And he...
Well, I'm sorry about his passing,
they blew up the whole planet.
They blew up that whole planet.
Don't know stuff about it.
Yeah, Alderaan.
Stop knowing shit, none of it's real.
You may find it when ready, remember?
So if you know everything, Sean, then what would you call someone who's got dual citizenship
like she does?
You know, she's from, she's got England, she's got America.
Well, you might call her.
What would you call her?
You might call her bi-coastal.
No, no, it's not coastal.
It's not coastal.
Oh, not fucking bi-coastal.
Get back to the microphone.
She would be bi-what? Bi-coastal. Coastal That's not coastal it's not
Get back to the microphone. She would be by what?
By what do you mean anything but coastal motherfucker? It's two countries, bro. It's
Bilingual no no by what no it's they don't speak English. I don't know I listen I don't know the answer, but I want something better than by coastal
Guys hang on it. Will's got guys, hang on, it's Sean.
Will's got it.
Hang on, Sean, Will's got it.
Here we go.
Sean, Jason, you guys, you guys are at odds right now, and I want you to be in the...
I want you to be more in sync, and I want you to be, bye, bye, bye.
Don't move the microphone away like that's got it.
Bye, bye, bye. It's like the podcast version of a mic drop. Don't move the microphone away like that's got it. Bye.
Bye, bye, bye.
Like the podcast version of a mic drop.
Off of Nsync.
We're going to appreciate the effort on that and judges will allow.
Bye.
Bye.
Smart.
Less.
Smart.
Less.
Smart.
Less.
Smart.
Less.
Smart.
Less. Smart. Less. Smart. Less.
SmartLess is 100% organic and artisanally handcrafted by Rob Armgerve, Bennett Barbicoe,
and Michael Granteri.
Smart Less.