Smosh Mouth - S1: #38 - Vaping Dads & Social Media Burnout

Episode Date: November 6, 2019

Courtney, Olivia, and Noah reminisce on their Smosh beginnings, chat about their dads, and open up about how they deal with feeling overwhelmed by the social media world. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Oh, exhausting. I would go home and not speak. I just had to go back to my car and just be like, did I just assassinate a squirrel? We were all actors. We did not know how to be personalities. That was so unnatural for me. And then when people started hating on me, I'm like, this is how a normal person acts. I love you guys.

Oh, my God. What the fuck? What the fuck? I love you guys? my god what the fuck what the fuck i love you guys the fires what happened the chipmunk no i didn't see a fire hit a chipmunk the fires right now are around the reagan library though apparently it's on both sides yeah the what library reagan library the the um war against drugs library that's in semen valley wait where is raul gregor war against drugs uh yeah it's it's i think semen valley semen valley but i think it's all semen valley it's in the semen valley guys welcome no i whoa guys this is how i do it i licked it on

accident don't lick the pop filter it's probably like red and link spit all over it oh my god then i should definitely lick it guys welcome to another episode of the smash cast it's courtney miller hosting today with my favorite babies noah grossman and olivia sway hello hello how are you guys feeling today? Oh, I haven't eaten anything. I've just drank coffee, so I am jacked. Yeah, I feel like you're very paranoid about coffee making you poop, so I feel like you're very hesitant with coffee. Yeah, that means that I'm jittery and really, really tight. Oh, tight in your rectum? Yep. Did you drink coffee when I first knew you? I don't know. No, you didn't't you were still like 12 so yeah i didn't

want to stunt my growth is that even real i feel like that's a lie i don't know there's a lot of things that they say stunt your growth so i don't know that's why i never had a backpack you never what my mom never bought me a backpack i used rolling backpacks wow do you think being made fun of stunted your growth no i think maybe made fun of made me made me strong and made me who I am and have thicker skin. No, I really do think so. I think people kicking my backpack around and just drawing on it and stuff and making fun of my rolling backpack made me. That's why I can do what I do now here. People drew on your backpack?

They were so mean. And then they would just always kick in and be like, rolling back. Because I still had one in high school. In high school. Did you learn how to move really fast? Like outrun the people?

Tricks. I was that weirdo. That's actually really fun. But honestly, it made me stronger. Oh yeah, I was bullied so much. Me too.

Were you bullied? No. You were just a really nice guy. I feel like you were popular amongst every group no i really didn't interact with people i i was the youngest of i had two older brothers and i knew some of their friends and like not not in school but like outside of school i would just hang out with them i really didn't interact with with people in my grade much if you were in my class like great and you're saying your brother's friends like to hang out

with you well they would always come over to the house if that makes sense so like i didn't go to other people's houses that often i didn't really invite people over i was always like okay let's get out of school and i'm gonna go back and like play halo and hang out with older kids video games yeah that will do it so when was the last time us three did something never together did we even have a show with no name where it was us three i feel like we did did it. Yeah, we did every combo, but I can't remember. Yeah, at some point. We did so many of those combinations. Yeah, dude. I don't know why that made me think of locks.

That's the end of that. Locks? Yeah, combinations. I just, that word. Oh. Yeah. Yeah, I mean, when it was the five of us, it was like a lot to get through every one. But yeah, what have you guys been up to?

Olivia, I've been watching your YouTube videos i love them the the the content you and keith are doing with the the worst reviewed restaurants and hotels i saw the restaurant i haven't seen the hotel one yet oh my god the hotel one is yeah i like how you edit it though like it's like starts off with like rapid fire all these crazy reviews and then going into it. Yeah, it's really fun. And making it is not always easy. Because the thing is, like, with the restaurant one, you don't want to go to someone's restaurant and just, like, completely shit on their food. Because that's, like, never the intention.

So I found a restaurant that wasn't, the reviews weren't about the food. It was more about the service. But then, yeah, and we make a commercial for them. Oh, yeah, that was so funny, dude. With yeah and uh we make a commercial for them like that's like the format is like with the hotel we make a commercial for them and all that stuff and the next one you guys will see it's with keith it's gonna be really really cool it's gonna be funny okay it's gonna be very that's hilarious that's dope thanks for watching of course and then you're

killing it with content too you're doing oh yeah i'm making stuff yeah yeah i'm making little stuff with uh me and my friends little little uh videos, which I'll have you guys in soon. Just getting into the swing of producing those more consistently and just like practicing editing and producing, I guess, small things. Yeah, dude. You asked what's going on and I slight change of topic, but I had a sad thing happen yesterday. Yeah, you said. What was the sad thing? I feel like I got to share because it'll make me feel better, but other people worse hearing it. Let's hear it. Yeah, you said. What was like way crooked and it could only move in circles. And it was so sad to watch

this thing try to get out of the road and it could only move in circles and the circle would shift very, very, it took him probably 35 loops in order to like move to the sidewalk. And my girlfriend and I were like, we can't just leave this here. So what do we do? I don't know. So I Googled, I was like, who do I call to help animals? They gave me a phone number. It were like, we can't just leave this here. So what do we do? I don't know. So I Googled. I was like, who do I call to help animals? They gave me a phone number. It was like, call this if you live here. And I was like, okay, I pressed six. And they were like, all right, we'll have someone come soon.

I labeled it as an emergency. Someone shows up, this very nice lady. We're like watching this squirrel as it's like not really moving. We had a banana. We gave it a little bit of banana. We tossed it. I was scared it had rabies. But it couldn't move in a straight line.

It could only function in circles. It was so strange to experience. Did it look like its neck was broken? I don't even know. I don't know. Its tail was weirdly flat. So maybe it was hit. But it wasn't physically bleeding or anything.

Its neck was just so not normal. It fell when I was a baby or something. Maybe, yeah. But the woman showed up and I thought they were going to take it to a shelter. The first thing she said to me was, why did you call me? I got to kill it. I was like, oh, my God. I was like, okay, I'll take it to a shelter.

You can just leave. And she's like, no, well, now I got to look at it. And I was like, oh, my God. And she was like, but don't worry. I know a shelter. She'll take anything that can be helped. I was like, okay, maybe this is good. So she calls the person. She catches it with a net net it was so easy to catch it was kind of sad

she put it in a little thing and it was sad to watch it like try to get out but it can't and it can only move in circles and then she like put it on speakerphone so we could hear the conversation and the woman immediately was like oh no that's like a neurological disorder like there's nothing we can do and she was like okay and hung up and hung up. And she was like, all right, thanks for calling me. And I just had to, like, go back to my car and just be like, did I just assassinate a squirrel? Like, is that what happened? I really with full intent wanted to help this thing. Apparently because it was a ground squirrel and not a tree squirrel, it couldn't go somewhere.

What is a ground squirrel? One that doesn't go in a tree. What do they do? They live, it's a squirrel. It looks, it's a little bigger, tougher hair, I guess. A little more gray. Do they like live in holes? I think.

Oh, I've never seen that before. Yeah, I always think they're the same, but this one apparently was a ground squirrel. Like a gopher? It's not a gopher. It's not this little fat thing. It's definitely a squirrel, but it was so sad. You did what you could, you know. I thought it killed.

I think the squirrel's like happier now yeah what if he was in pain he was in pain he or she could have been maybe he could have yeah maybe yeah so then you know let's talk about this would you rather keep living if you could only be like this and go in circles or would you rather just go to sleep i mean i'd rather go like this and still be living right and go in circles and that's my crossroads about the fact that I called someone to Assassinate a squirrel. He did it has a native. I did someone else did Yeah, John Wilkes Booth. I was a part of the conspiracy. That's this girl said it to booty. Yeah Yeah, I remember in elementary school

I was on the field during lunch and I saw a bunch of crows were ganging up on one crow and this crow just got fucked up and it was on the grass and I was like hey and I chased

the other crows away but this crow like didn't want to go near me but obviously it was clearly injured and then lunch was over and they were calling

everyone off the field blowing the whistles and like they saw me that I wasn't leaving I was just standing there by the crow she's the crow weirdo I am a weirdo crow girl and then the yard duty was wasn't leaving. I was just standing there by the crow. She's the weirdo.

Oh, wait. No, that's so sweet. I am a weirdo crow girl. And then the yard duty's like, come on. I was like waving my arms like, no, I'm not going. And I was like, there's a crow here. And they're like, oh, oh, no, a hurt animal. And I was like, yes, I saved this crow's life.

And then all of a sudden two yard duties come up with a trash bag. Oh, no. Oh, no. And I just had to run. I was like, I don't want to see what happens here what you know when you just try to play ignorant like maybe if i leave here that's where i don't have to know what happened i just know what happened so i guess we both assassinated small yeah woodland you got the mob to come after that speaking of assassinating creatures uh i've not

been eating meat. Really? Yeah. Not at all? That's awesome. No. When did you stop? Maybe during the summer. I really cut down on meat intake.

Damn. But the other thing is that, like, I will not order it because I'm, me and Mari had this conversation, but if it's, like, if other people order it and, like, we're all sharing and stuff like i'm not gonna be like i'm not gonna eat this you know like okay yeah because my mom will like be cooking in the kitchen for like four hours and i'm not gonna be like mom thank you i hate your food so like in those circumstances i'll eat it but like if i'm out and i'm eating or i make this conscious decision not to not to eat it that's awesome that's really awesome because just so you guys are talking about these like animals and stuff and I'm just thinking about like how can you find these animals cute

and not find a cow cute because cows are really cute too. No, I find cows very cute. Yeah, that's your favorite animals. Yeah, cows and cockapos. Do you eat cow? Oh, yeah. I do eat cow. No, it's really what it is.

Also, it's really hard to digest red meat you know um for me personally so oh i'm sure i'm not digesting it yeah you know it's just what i'm eating i definitely need to find alternatives i'm gonna copy your lifestyle i avoid dairy like every moment i can last night i did have macaroni and cheese but it was like i was trying to get a cheap quick dinner while i was at the grocery store yeah i think it's i think it's it's just becoming more of a normal thing to just like be trying and cutting shit it's good for the environment too and it's just good for your health and yeah and you feel better and yeah i think that's what i'm scared of feeling better because you just yeah and i'm gonna have to like really

give up this meat if you're telling me that like hamburgers are what make me not feel good do you eat hamburgers a lot? Oh my God. I would say, honest to God, hamburger in some form. Okay, this is what's rough. It's like the average American has like 16 ingredients over the course of a year. Like that's the variety of ingredients. So on that, I'm definitely hitting that margin.

Yeah, probably. Like very few varieties. I think maybe you can try like not having it as much. I don't know. Do you eat a lot of greens? Yeah, if I can. Like broccoli and Brussels sprouts and stuff. That's good.

If there's like options. I don't like not eat greens. I don't put lettuce on my hamburger, but that's not like going to save my life. Do you put cheese on your hamburger? No. Okay, good. Because cheese and meat is not good for you. Cheese and meat together?

Together is not good for you. Oh, that makes sense. Just like I heard, you know, dairy and fruit, like parfaits, are not very digestible for you either. Wow. Yeah. I didn't know that. I didn't know that either until I went on vacation, and this person was sitting next to me and Sam, and he was like, Hey.

He was like, you know, this place has really bad almond milk i'm like i'm like don't buy it and then no he had a tattoo and it said like mayor of malibu yo you met the mayor of malibu no and like it he was like a fake one and he was like they have really bad almond milk here and we're like oh thanks for telling us that and he was like yeah so i told them to uh just make some almond butter with water i'm like oh that's your almond milk he's like yeah because their almond milk here is really bad where were you sitting at a restaurant at this hotel oh and he was like don't don't have it i pictured you guys just sitting at a bus stop. Okay, your impersonation makes it sound like he's dying at the point. I'm like, don't do it, I didn't.

And he continues on. He goes, so are you guys from Southern California? And we're like, yeah. And he's like, I'm from Malibu. Look at my tattoo. And we're like, okay, cool. I'm like, oh, so you're Courtney's dad. My dad is like anti-almond milk.

He does like, he just, he drinks, he's just old fashioned with food. But your dad is also like out there saving lives. So he can do whatever the fuck he wants. Yeah. Well, technically he's, well, yeah. So the fires right now. Yeah. Where is he?

What is he doing? Is he okay? So right now he's out on his knee. He got a knee surgery. A couple weeks ago, he's like still recovering, doing physical therapy and stuff. And then once he's done with his knee, I think knee surgery a couple weeks ago he's like still recovering doing physical therapy and stuff and then once he's done with his knee and he's gonna maybe go back a little bit and then but he's like retiring this year what no it's been like 30 something years almost 35 years is he single right now um yes oh does he put notches on his helicopter for like every time he dropped water on a fire on his personal helicopter yeah are there a lot of accidents 22

down are there a lot of accidents in the helicopters not very often i mean he's told me stories about like how one time there was a really loud bang that like hit their helicopter and like in my mind i'm like did someone like shoot at his helicopter like where the door got hit with something like there's failures with seat belt buckles or like things like that like like years ago someone like died from like failure of like a harness on a helicopter wait in his helicopter um i don't know if it was his specifically it might have been wait this is what they fix those things sorry this is not funny no it's why are you laughing because things that are ridiculous make me laugh things that i don't

expect it's crazy dude like my dad has hella stories. I just really imagined your dad with the co-pilot and the co-pilot being like, yo, my seatbelt isn't working and him just being like, what? And just making like a hard left. It's like the 80s movie.

And like, that's what sent him. Because you asked, was it your dad's plane? And there's probably only two people. So like, it would kind of be her dad's fault. It's always two people?

I think it's like sometimes four. Oh my God. Because there needs to be someone who goes down, say that somebody fell down on a mountain or like there's somebody in a car. This is one of the calls my dad went on. So I think they first rescued somebody who their bicycle fell off a trail.

And so they were down in the mountain. So my dad had to go down, get her. So like basically someone's managing the rope that goes down. While he goes down, grabs this person, wraps him up, brings him back up. And so that person, there's a pilot and at least one person there to monitor the stuff while dad's down below. And then he picks up that person. And they went and dropped that person off. Then immediately there was a car accident in that same area.

So they had to go back. And, like, by himself, he had to go down, down like pull people out of this car that was just like crunched they didn't speak english very well some other guy was like trying to help but like wasn't being helpful by himself he like had to do this crazy maneuver to get these injured people who have like broken bones out of a sunroof and then like wrap them up and get them back some calls are dark like that's like one of the ones it's like everything went okay like everybody was okay but like there's some days like i didn't even realize as a kid when my dad would randomly just come home and visit during work like in his uniform and everything. I didn't know until like these last recent years.

It's like, oh, he just finished a call where like a teenager like passed away or something like and like that obviously shakes them up. And like they're required to do like debriefings and stuff like that to, like, make sure everyone's, like, okay mentally. But, yeah, I didn't even realize. But then there's also, like, the crazy stories where they'll have to deal with the same drunk guy four times throughout a night. They're like, God damn it, Frank. With a helicopter? Yeah, no.

That was before the helicopter date. That's funny. Yeah, he's been in a helicopter, like, five years or something. What's that video? Somebody did, like, a remake of the helicopter days. That's funny. Yeah, he's been in a helicopter like five years or something. What's that video? Somebody did like a remake of the helicopter and there's a spinning woman. The lady's spinning.

Oh my God. Yeah, dude. What was, like she was spinning and then somebody made like a video where they were the... Yeah, yeah.

Oh, I think I did hear who was that. I don't know who did it. That's so crazy when they take a viral video and then like edit themselves into it like they're a part of it.

Oh, my dog. Oh, my God. Yeah, I was definitely like sending all the stuff about that old lady to my family's group chat. My dad was like, oh, dang it, they didn't do the right maneuver to keep it from doing that. Dude, it was just spinning. Yes, and it kept happening. And it's just loud and you don't know what's going on.

Oh my God. If she was unconscious then came to from the speed of the spin and then went back out. You woke up. Yeah, she's now legally an astronaut though. She passed the training. Wow.

Yeah, that's automatic. She woke up an astronaut. Yeah, that's good. That's so funny. Have you guys ever had medical emergencies where you had to get picked up by an ambulance or anything? Knock on wood?

Knock on wood. Never? Mm-mm. I once, one time, me and my sister were in the backyard playing with the sprinklers in the hose. We had a hula hoop, and my sister was like, dive through this hula hoop. And I was like, I can't.

Wait, what do you mean? Like she held it up like I was a fucking dolphin. Yeah. And I was like, yeah. And I was like, okay, I'll try it. And I didn't think about like the landing. I was like, yeah, I'll just dive through it. Like I didn't think about like, no, I don't have feet on my head.

I can't like. So I dove through it and landed on my shoulder. And I was in like a lot of pain, like screaming. And my sister was so scared. She called the, and so like the paramedic showed up and they like i was wearing this like weird swimsuit that was like short sleeve on the top and they had to cut off one of the sleeves to check if my shoulder was dislocated wow but i was fine i was just a little bitch cost like 1400 i know it's expensive i know it was tax dollars wasted i'm sorry but in you

what does your parents do for a living? You don't know? I know your dad has like a... I don't know what my dad does, to be honest with you. Your mom has like a clothing... My mom... Actually, let's talk about Noah. Okay.

Okay. Okay, fine. We can talk. Okay, so yeah, my mom, she... No, if you don't want to talk about it... No, I want to do the go first. I was going to talk about it. Oh, you're just...

My parents work for the CIA. Yeah. No, my mom, she, it's very hard to explain, but when your piece of clothing, let's say, is getting made, you need like a person in the middle to find factories to make this thing. So my mom is the one that works with a bunch of factories in China and Bangladesh and all these places. She makes the product, but, you know, the trade war is really fucking it up for her business right now. And a lot of people who export clothes from China.

So, yeah, it's really bad right now. So they have to go to other places to source factories. And my dad, I have no clue what my dad does. He says he's a consultant, but that can be a lot of different things. Wow. I'm a consultant. Yeah, consultant is either like someone who doesn't really have a job or someone who's secretly a murderer. I think my dad is secretly a murderer.

I feel like my dad has done a lot in his career where he kind of just helps other people who want to start up their career. And he kind of like helps them and guides them on like certain things. I have no idea. But, you know, my parents used to work together, but my parents got a divorce. So they don't work together anymore. I know the vibes. Yeah, I guess my mom got a job working at the Rams Charger Stadium. Pretty cool. Yeah, the construction site. She's like a secretary, I guess my mom got a job working at the Rams Charger Stadium. It's pretty cool.

Yeah, the construction site. She's like a secretary, I guess. So my mom works at the Rams Charger Stadium, and then my dad works. I don't know the name of the business, but he basically works in, like, refinancing mortgages and selling that type of shit. It was really funny. One time me and Keith were driving back from a shoot in Malibu and then we're driving in the car we're like listening to music and we turn and we see

your dad is just driving in his like awesome convertible and he's just like hey we're like oh my god Mr. Gossman

what it was like seeing a celebrity holy shit dude your dad is like so cool thank you like like

no like he was like don't tell him Noah's dad is like a pretty handsome dude you know and he's just like in his car and like he was like, Noah's dad is like a pretty handsome dude, you know? And he's just like in his car and like he's got the top down. And I was like, at first I was like, whoa, who's this dilf?

And it was Noah's dad. And then I was like, wait, and then I was like, wait, that's Noah's dad. That's so funny. Yeah. That's so strange. Only in Los Angeles. And then I threw in my number. Yeah.

And now I'm going to be your mom. Good. Did he like hug you really long during that accident? Yeah. So you guys have some chemistry. We in Los Angeles. And then I threw in my number. And now I'm going to be your mom. Good. Did he like hug you really long during that accident? Yeah. We have some history. Yeah. I remember.

I will never forget. I wasn't even in the accident. Yeah. And he came in here and he was like, are you okay? You have a great looking dad too. Sorry.

Oh dude, our dad should date. I got a hot dad, you got a hot dad. Yeah. Oh my God. I just suggested a hot dad Yeah Oh my god I just suggested That my dad

Should leave my mom For your dad And I don't I feel bad saying that No Are they gonna be together Forever My mom and my dad

Yeah My honest answer Is yes Because one of them Is gonna die Realistically a lot Sooner than the other Oh my god

What Yeah my father smoked For like 40 plus years Which he's quit Now he hasn't smoked For like two plus years which he's quit now he hasn't smoked for like two and a half years yeah wow that's pretty crazy wow was it hard does he vape no no my dad is he dual no no no uh but i think he i think he has a medication i don't know what medication that's great good for him dude that's really crazy that you like think about

your parents lives like that well yeah it's really dark that's how i think about my own life yeah who do you who's gonna die first you're tiffany i don't know oh i don't know that one's hard we both might go out at the same time because i drive such a tiny car you guys you guys spend most of your time in your car yeah if i'm driving somewhere and like someone else isn't paying attention like god forbid i'm not didn't you fall asleep one time one time yeah yeah yeah ever since then i'm not driving late again no never never going to bob's big boy that late again have i told this story on this podcast about falling asleep driving the one where like i woke up from a hallucination oh whoa oh my god dude i was so tired on the road like one night like not okay tired but i just wanted to get home and i like i remember my boyfriend at the time normally i'd call him to help him keep me up but he like didn't want when

was this like when i had jango so like in like a like a year ago and i think i was still in a relationship at the time so but uh yeah i was so tired one night i was like i was like 10 minutes away from home on the freeway on the freewayway, fast lane. It's so dumb, guys. If you're tired, like don't, like pull over and like either rest or like have someone pick you up. Like that is just as dangerous as drunk driving. It's bad. So I was so tired, and I remember I started to drift.

I don't remember starting to drift, but all of a sudden, I see Django in the road in front of me and i like shoot awake i shot awake and so it was literally like django had saved my life that's because i i might i hallucinated that i like basically was having a dream that i was about to hit django with my car and that woke me up that's crazy scary i'm so sorry no i mean yeah and then right after that, what, like three cops drove past. Wow. Like, could you imagine what that could have been?

I know. Yeah. Guys, be safe driving. Yeah, be safe, dude. I had a weird thought earlier, if I could just like kind of express, because you were talking about eating healthier, not trying to randomly transition. But you made me think of like something that I might sign myself up for and that would be health prison. If I could just for like two months. Is that a real thing?

I'm going to make it. You should start a company called Health Prison. I'm going on Shark Tank Australia. There's rehab for everything. Yeah. It's going to be health prison and you're forced there. Once you sign up, once you volunteer, you can't get out of it. And for that, I'm out.

You're committed. Listen, it's going to be $2 million for 1% of my company. And for that, I'm out. You're committed. Listen, it's going to be $2 million for 1% of my company. And for that, I'm out. Oh, shit. I think what you could do is just hire a nutritionist. No, no, no. I want health prison. I don't want any way to get out of it.

My friend is doing this thing called Parsley House, where you go and you test for all these things that you're allergic to, and then a nutritionist will help you figure out what works in your body. Because some people, like bell bell peppers are inflammatory vegetable and inflammatory or anti-inflammatory inflammatory oh and um and it's it's just good to find out like what your body can have and what because everyone everyone's body is very different so yeah you can look into that and it's covered by insurance. That's really cool. Yeah. Parsley House? Mm-hmm.

That's really cool. There's, like, many of these, like, nutritional. Speaking of food. Oh, my God, I love food. Thinking about what we think about doing a Friendsgiving or what? Yeah, yeah, okay. So, I really... So, let's... I either want to do, like...

Okay, guys, this is... I love to host, and I love to, like... I just love, like, planning things with my friends. And I, I just, I just want to be Martha. You want to be, okay. Any Martha. You and your mom both are like that. Oh yeah.

My mom is so like that. Like I remember her choosing the house that she lives in because she wanted the space to be like, I want everyone over. And, you know, like growing growing up i had so many people come live with us for like years six years at a time i had a brother for six years he still is wow because my mom was like come live with us because he had nowhere else to live and then i and then after him was another brother that came and lived with us and like another sister that came and lived with us i just i just love hosting things anyways uh yeah friendsgiving would you guys rather do like a dinner or should i do like a big thing and then because i have a roof at my apartment i was thinking about i'm just rambling now so

what do you guys want to do barbecue like a roof yeah like a roof i was thinking like i was gonna i was gonna call up the paella man where he comes and he like cooks a big paella for everyone what's a paella it's like a spanish like rife what's a rife it's like just like this big like it's like the size of this and then they like have like this rice and they put like a rife. What's a rife? It's like, just like this big, like, it's like the size of this and then they like, have like this rice and they put like a bunch of things on it

and they cook it and it's like crispy on the bottom and it's really, really delicious. We could do that as a Friendsgiving or we can just like,

do like a restaurant at Friendsgiving. Okay, both of those sounded amazing but I've never experienced a paella? Yeah.

Paella. I love that one. Paella. Yeah. That one, that one i would invite like a bunch of people over like everyone can come because it's like huge it feeds like 50 people yeah you know we talked about doing like a special like that one special restaurant oh yeah that we all go to and and we last time we did that talk about denny's right yeah talk about denny's we could get grand slams last time we did that was like before this new chapter was like us we all got at that same restaurant remember we bought like 400 dollars

oh that was the previous because there was the time with ian and everyone and like do you remember the one with the don yeah we got like bought a bottle of you were there i was i there there was i there yeah and then it was 50 off that's That's why we bought it. If it was two years ago, I couldn't have drank it with you. No, no, no. Wait, was he not there? It was like, no, you were definitely 21. No, I remember you were there because you had coffee while we were waiting for everyone. And then when we sat down, it was like a couple months before the shutdown.

Wow. I've got bad memory. But yeah, we could do that. Let's do that. And then- The bottle of Dom. Just Dom. We'll just be having that.

It was my first time having oysters too. Oh, we had oysters. Did you have oysters? There's no way. I would have remembered having an oyster. You were there. I must have gotten hammered beforehand. That's obviously what happened.

No. It was so much fun. It was this, yeah, before the shutdown. Yeah. And then like during, like in the wintertime, it was like around the holidays. We also still had another time. And we still had another, we had a Christmas-ish dinner too. Yeah.

That was really sweet. I love like candlelit. Aren't we working out on Friday together? Yeah, also. We're trying to get a workout class together. Possibly doing some hot yoga. We are friends outside of this room. Yes.

So Noah, you got your clothing line still going and i love that you some some simple stuff did you draw the avocado design by the way the original one i guess but no not this no there's people who are much better at that that do but you came up with the avocado with the tree coming out yeah yeah for for what that's worth i was like i like avocados wait i just i cut you off when you talked about your food prison. So wait, why did you want to eat healthy? Just because when you were talking about eating healthy, I was like, damn, it'd be really hard for me to stop eating hamburgers. You mentioned your dad.

He eats super old-fashioned. What if he just went to health prison? The only thing he can eat for two months is healthy stuff. Yeah, maybe. And then he's forced into being in a small room. I don't think it's a good business. Try Beyond Meat Burgers. Try Beyond Meat Burgers, too. But see, I don't know if those are healthy for you they're not healthy for you i think i think past not eating meat it's about like straight up redoing your

entire nutritional intake but you're still so young so you can they're so young i'm just saying i don't have the the discipline i feel like i would need Noah, you are so beyond your years, but more in a way that you seem so, like you have seen it all, like is the vibe. Thank you. You know more about taxes than anyone. I don't really. I've just had to pay them

and been pretty upset about them. Like you know so much about financial stuff and politics and conspiracy theories. Oh, thank you. Yeah, we haven't heard you like rant in a while what's like are you just not into that no no are you just not into ranting anymore no no it's it's okay and this is me just doing what i'm doing ryan fennedy's gonna laugh because he's heard me rant so many times about random ass shit it's just like my rants are now

just a little bit more national conversation and or like obviously not being talked about because that's the that's the plan that we're not going to talk about the green new deal the only people talking about the green new deal right now is fox news and that's so that they can define the conversation and then we can all pretend like it's not a good idea or not something we need to do and it's not like we only have 10 years before we have a 50 chance that you're saying fox news they're the only outlets that talk about it that are when it comes to mainstream like news media that's talking about the green new deal on the idea of and that's just a piece of policy that I'm picking. I don't really know much about legislation or anything like that.

I just know that key term and the people supporting it and what it means is an attempt to stop the globe from dying. But, yeah, as far as politics, I guess my conspiracy theories about politics and my rants were mainly just based around the fact that it's very obvious that conversation is skewed, that certain interests are protected, and that there were plans by rich people in order to kind of make races not like each other, like to kind of come up with racism and to kind of have a slave class and not give them rights. And these poor people are defined by not their political stance, right? No, just by their actual wealth and their quality of life. It's always been those who are given a low quality of life versus those who have everything i think it's like interesting because social media and the internet and just having access to stuff has made like if that's like what that stuff is true like that having the internet and people having access and being able to communicate so much faster it makes all that stuff more apparent and like harder to hide but it's yeah still surprising. I think it's like with social media,

I feel like it has its benefits, but it also sometimes I feel like it segregates us. There's too much internet. It's much more negative than it is positive because it's like the exact same situation. It's like, okay, Facebook can partner with anyone or have their own ideas of what is politically correct or not politically correct or fact or not.

Or just on the base idea when was it ever okay for a 13 year old to have access to talk to a 55 year old and that 55 year old can pretend to be another 13 year old like obviously that how are you going to stop that but when it comes to like the base idea of like wow social media or these sites where we get a meetup like there was never you could just lie about your age it was the wild west of the internet it's just obviously that it was rushed in order to the internet it's just obviously that it was rushed in order to make money and not actually a service designed to protect anyone or really like and not that they had the idea of where they were going to be 10 years from now but as it's

happening you kind of got to be like oh shit well i don't even like do you think is communicating through this do you think websites like a.i.m like knew what they were going to become. I mean, AIM isn't what it is anymore. Because I remember, and I feel like a lot of kids did this, where I was like, I had the AIM, AOL Instant Messenger, and the buddy list and everything. But going into chat rooms filled with people you don't know, I would totally, I used to pretend to be a 25-year-old woman. I wonder if that was...

That's crazy. Because I remember when Instagram first started, the explore page was just popular people on the explore page. But now your explore page is literally what you like and what you want to see. It's freaky. You know, and it's so interesting. It's just like targeted towards what you like. And that's why I'm saying like things are just so separate now. Guys, it's it's this is the conspiracy theory part of me but

it's been like the plan from the get-go is the understanding and it starts from like in my i don't i'm not fully educated my worldview would be starts with like google and really from the u.s government but the idea of trading and gathering information on the average person and how it can be used and that expands into like social media and how it's used like facebook it started as college friends getting to know each other but like look a little deeper and it's kind of like oh why did you guys know that you were going to track information and sell it for targeted ads and also wait you're saying this happened before as facebook is developing what i'm saying is as facebook develops it my conspiracy theory not i'm using that term even though it totally

delegitimizes what I'm saying. No. From stuff that I've heard and read, literally Facebook integrated an NSA-style program. It's architecture. So the NSA was gathering information and wanted to gather information on the average American. Facebook was a service that was starting to open up to the public and through basically backdoor government funding facebook was able to grow insanely large and then have the ability to gather more information funding for facebook you think yes at least like looking the other way for what they're doing legally and because they were trading the information to both people who could use it politically and then also

like large companies that were using it to target advertisers to be able to gather information on the public. Like it's all kind of half Edward Snowden shit. Like that's kind of what Edward Snowden has talked about is like how the NSA was kind of ingrained in everything we were doing. I just like stuff. I feel like I didn't make sense. No, I totally. I'm not fully educated on it. It's just all some shit going on.

And that's a disclaimer in itself. Like you're making an effort to read these things. And, like, that's the thing, like, that scares me and gives me anxiety every day is, like, there is so much information. There's so much to keep up with. So, it's like, I will spend hours on social media and still feel like I'm behind on stuff. Or then it's like, well, then I just wasted five hours on Twitter and Instagram when there's, like, so much going on in the world that I don't know about. It just freaks me out. Yeah, yeah you gotta just pick certain sources that are for me i do like mainly publicly funded sources so a lot of it for me i find a lot of my news through the

kpfk organization um which is started in like 1958 it was funded by pacifists after world war ii that they were like okay how do we make none of this happen again we didn't want to fight so they banded together and they opened up like five stations. The largest ones in California, obviously, because we like that type of politic. But places like Democracy Now! and then like individual people that I follow who have their own kind of shows that like form.

It's more about forming your worldview. At this point, there's too much information to be 100% informed about it. And we're at a point where everything has a minimum two ways to look at it so as long as you have a clear worldview of the values that you support and the world that you want you can kind of from there not sift through what you want to be real and what's not real but sift through to like what is actually happening because everyone can say like oh there's a riot happening in ferguson okay everyone everyone can report that stuff's on fire police are there but why is it really happening and what is really happening and then from that you got to choose

your source yeah choosing your source is very very important that's i think i feel the the amount of anxiety i do because we have such like a large influence so it's like it's a responsibility in a way for us to to like be educated and to like have knowledge on that kind of thing it's it's it's kind of it makes me nervous because i'm like am i doing enough am i am i like because like i want to be able to speak out on things i'm like what if i'm wrong like what if i'm what if i'm like supporting the wrong brands like i i've literally lately like when i like because for me when i like like a brand like a makeup brand or clothing brand I like to commit to it and like whenever I need shoes, I'm going to always stick

with that one brand. But like, I'm now nervous and I'm like trying to do research. I'm like, does this brand have any controversy? Like, do they support,

like I was really disappointed, like I don't use Uber because I mean, I'm not trying to, I mean like they used to have a really bad work environment for women and I was like,

fuck that and now I only use Lyft. and then I heard, like they used to have a really bad work environment for women. And I was like, fuck that. And now I only use Lyft. Like, and then I heard, it was really disappointing when I heard like controversy about Nike's work environment with women. Like that sucked. But that seemed to be, I don't know if it was like debunked really quickly or fixed really quickly. But it's like, I don't want to support.

It's like makes me nervous because people come after you sometimes online. Like you're supporting this clothing brand that's racist. I'm like, fuck, I didn't know that. Like, I don't ever want that to happen. Yeah, I think it's like a balance. I don't know. My term for it would be or what it is is cognitive dissonance. Like we're all Americans.

We're all in the first world. We all have access to the capital market and we consume what the rest of the world produces whether they wanted to or not and we inherited a country that was stolen from people through genocide and terrorism we were built on racial terrorism by stealing people and causing mass genocide famine like diseducating destroying people's cultures like it's really what it is and it all formulates into this joke that is like a shoe like the history of people and everything all goes into like now we're just kind of trying to sell shoes if we're looking at nike or anything it's like great now there's this group of people that are being oppressed in

the same way they were for their whole history but now it's to produce a shoe that's been marked up yeah iphones people literally want to suicide so they put up nets instead of like having a positive work environment yeah so scary that's this thing too like i want to be able to do the research but it's like how do i know if i'm getting the clear internet search up of what i want to look at or for whatever's tailored to me because that's scary yeah i think you're only getting what's tailored for you at this point unless you were to like turn off location services at all point and have like a completely new router use a vp VPN and make sure that you never logged in with your name and like never connected your iPhone to it. But honestly, that doesn't even work because if your iPhones buy it, they can probably just like assume.

There's random things. They're called like stingrays. They found a bunch in New York that were by the Israeli government. They were spying, but the United States has them everywhere and it forces your phone to connect to it. So they always have your location. That's scary bro there's crazy stuff i was listening to edward snowden since like 1987 at&t and then other companies follow but they've been tracking every single phone call ever everything any american has ever done on any at&t device and then expand to the entire world since 1987 but don't you think that's also like if if they have such a you know

insane track record of what we do and what we talk about and all that then how did certain attacks happen and without them stopping that that goes into like much deeper like policy and bureaucracy when it comes to like okay who is going to profit off of things and stuff like that like obviously if we're going to talk about something and i'll go there i don't give a shit uh because obviously i'm this person if we're talking about 9-11 like no i don't believe that there were bombs in the tower but what was happening was that there were legitimate tips given by other foreign intelligence foreign intelligence agencies and instead of our agencies of counterintelligence the fbi the nsa the cia all working together in one unit they all actually kept the tip to themselves, kept the information to themselves, because they wanted to be the one

to get the bust and get the extra funding by stopping the largest terrorist attack ever. But they didn't stop it. No, because they didn't communicate. And so what they said in their own report, internal report that was then given to Congress, they said, listen, really what happened was there were too many bureaucratic blocks. We didn't exchange our information. We didn't do this. And they could have, they just didn't. And so then they came up with the laws like the Patriot Act and things like NSA mass surveillance so that they said, we weren't able to communicate. We need to make sure that we can have access to all the information we need to. And it was actually a power grab because

they didn't want anyone to know. They kind of could have stopped it if they just communicated with each other. If the FBI worked with the CIA, worked with the NSA, they would have been able to at least have a real effort and not have to hide the fact that they didn't do everything they could have to save upwards of, I think, over 3,000 Americans. So where do you read this stuff? That's directly from Edward Snowden. That's directly from him on what he found. But I know that the tips, that's a real thing.

There's so many documentaries, too, and they interview people who work for the CIA. But that's what Edward Snowden, sorry to cut you off uh off of all those tips sorry just to clarify that's something recently that i saw he was on joe rogan and i don't watch much joe rogan but he was on it so i was like i'll watch him talk for two hours he said that the one thing that he found was a report that was different between what the public knew about the situation so all the tips that we all know through conspiracy theory videos like oh this is probably what happened this is probably what happened apparently there was a separate document that states what happened but this time with people's names about who knew what who knew what when and where and when he saw that he was like oh it was really like i cut you off for no

reason no no i think no i know you know i mean it's just it's a lot sorry see that's a tough thing too is like you want to be educated and learn everything but it's like that's a tough thing, too, is, like, you want to be educated and learn everything, but it's like, that's so heavy, dude. No, I, that, like, that makes me understand a little bit more why you seem, like, run down sometimes. It's like, because you're immersing yourself. And it's like, you got, like, it's important to know what's going on. But it's like, there's so much wrong going on that you can't personally do anything about that like it really affects you our makeup artist um she is like super like she's a vegan she's an advocate for like animal rights and like just trying to cruelty for makeup human rights and she she she goes to protests she volunteers like and

sometimes like i would see her like she had been crying the night before just because there's so much wrong in the world and there's nothing she could do and it's like dude don't ever like turn a blind eye like don't be ignorant to what's happening around you but like there's gotta be like a safe in between of like so being aware and yeah i think what made me bring it up was you talking about the difficulty of like you know if a brand wants to work with you or even buying a pair of shoes or wearing certain things and how like people might have a viewpoint of that brand or that brand might be, you know, actually causing oppression or racism or whatever, you know, you don't want to support it. And that's like the difficulty I relate to the exact same

way. It's the same pressure of being educated on any topic. It's like the only way out is to try to have your own point of view on it. And it's like for you, like you don't eat meat, but like you're going to not offend people if you're at a table because some people say like, oh, you're a vegan. So what if I like invited you to Thanksgiving in my house, like you're not going to touch it. I'm so offended. Like the issue is like these point of views that try to be universal. Like really the answer is like an individual finds their place on the spectrum between the two extremes that are like the heads and tails of yeah i think it's your perception it's your definition of what you find that identity to be you know i don't think someone can be like oh well if you're saying you're this then you can't do that it's just like no this is my version of what i think is right for me and i

think so many people are very judgmental now of like, oh, you're, you're a Democrat, then you have to do you have to believe in these things. You know what I mean? Like, now I feel like it's just like, hey, what about just understanding a person? I remember, and I can totally say, I remember when, you know, Anthony is vegan. And I remember someone telling me that, you know, he loves these boots, but he'll only buy off of eBay when someone else buys it. So he doesn't feel like he's contributing to this demand yeah and i get it now because it's like okay well this works for you and you don't feel as guilty because it's you you weren't the person who purchased it someone else selling it i get it yeah because i used to be really confused about that when i learned that too but it's like I think the one thing that I learned because I did eat only vegan for eight months. You don't have to be like, I'm vegan.

It's not committing to a religion. Like some people are like, yeah, I try to eat one vegan meal a week. Like people, it's like you can try a vegan diet for a day. Like you don't have, there's no committing. Like you're not like ranting yourself as anything by trying stuff. Yeah, that's something too it's like i feel like the world is slowly learning that everyone's different and there's no black and white yeah there's never just stereotypes are dangerous yeah yeah there's and there's one

there's one movie quote that i love i re-heard it the other day and it's like if you don't stand for something you'll fall for anything so just like knowing what you believe in and and figuring that out on your own instead of just like like oh someone else is doing then i'll do it too yeah it's like but it's it's there's that pressure because like social media you see that people that you look up to are doing this one thing so you're like oh uh i want to follow this person that i inspire to be like or aspire to be like so yeah, the movie was Sucker Punch. It's pretty corny. Wow. It's a pretty corny movie with a lot of women in lingerie.

That is not the movie that I thought that line would come from. What did you think it would be from? Oh, remember the Titans. Or some Rambo or something. Yeah, Rambo. Yeah, I remember the Titans or Rambo. Yeah, no, it's Sucker Punch, which I realized. There's a lot of movies like that that when I was younger, I was like,

I love this movie. It's like, oh, it's a lot of hot women, and that's why I liked it. That's a lot of movies, and that's why i liked it that's a lot of movies a lot of characters i realized that's why he gave me this whale and i love it oh yeah i think that's a whale people watching can see this but people listening olivia has a little tiny uh like seal stuffed animal that she's been hiding in her shirt this whole time i love him i found it in san diego and they said it was for babies. So naturally I bought it for her. This is a weird segue.

I just like really want to talk about like clothing lines that I can back or companies are my friends. Do you guys buy other YouTubers merch? No. Ever? People that I know. Yeah. I don't really buy things. What?

That's not true. I don't know. I feel What? That's not true. I don't know. I feel like I, like, this is vintage, like, everything. But you purchased it. I did purchase it. But it's not merch. I feel like the only merch I would buy is probably David Dobrik's merch that say Clickbait on it. You've been really on the David Dobrik thing lately.

I think he's, me and my boyfriend we lay in bed and we watch it. It's just so good. I haven't watched him in a while. I remember when he first started when he had 200,000 subscribers and every video would get 200,000 views. I was blown away by that. Look at him now. It's all very different

now. But yeah. But then I watched more since then but not lately. Is it good? lately is it good oh it's good it's crazy seeing nick you has doing content with him i know because he used to do content with a smash lab and like i think because he does this on his channel too he has like he has like a handful of experiments that he kind of like shares with different people yeah so it's crazy seeing that foam bottle experiment yeah and like 10 10 different times with 10 different people. Oh my, wait.

And then I actually showed Sam. I was like, no, he did it on our show first. Yeah. And then the loud, like, and then the hydrogen, or no, the helium stuff. Oh, the different weighted air. Oh, I wasn't there that day. I was sick.

Dude. That's when I was sick. That and when you guys did the sand, the liquid sand. Oh, the liquid. We are the pioneers of science on YouTube. Dude, that show, all those shows were like quite the experience. Oh, yeah.

Yeah, we had Sleepover and we had Whoa Nature Show. And you put my mouth. Put in my mouth. Day Jobs. Oh, yeah. We did Day Jobs. Day Jobs. I love Day Jobs. That one was really fun. We didn day jobs. Day jobs. I love day jobs.

That one was really fun. We didn't, like, stop it because we didn't like it or anything. It was, like, it was obviously expensive because we would literally have businesses, like,

stop what they were doing for a day or, like, hire someone to come in to do that stuff and the production was super high on those but those were really fun.

I love doing the... It's actually really funny. The pupusas was my favorite. The pupusas were so fun. The kids were my favorite. The kids? Oh, yeah. You were really fun. I love doing the donut one. It's actually really funny. The pupusas was my favorite. The pupusas were so fun. The kids were my favorite. The kids. Oh yeah, you were really sweet with those kids. They're so cute.

I love kids. That was a really fun time. I love day jobs so much. We did, what else did we do? We, oh, lifeguarding. Oh, lifeguarding. That was not my favorite. That one was weird.

I don't like anything where I have to be wet. Yeah. I agree. I get cold my favorite. That one was weird. I don't like anything where I have to be wet. I agree. I get cold so easily. Yeah, me too. Yeah, I get nervous with food shows. Put in my mouth was my time to do it, my time to shine. The reason I'm actually hosting Eat It or Eat It, believe it or not, is because I opted out in early stages of development.

Yep, I didn't. I was like, because originally, so here's the hot secrets. Shane came up with this idea for a show called, the working title was Face Jam. And basically it was like a food would be revealed and the first person to grab and shove it in their mouth. It was like a weird competition type thing. And then it basically got reworked and became eat it or yeet it. But like I got nervous. I get nervous about foods that I don't,

putting things in my mouth that I don't know is going to happen. Also like people fetishize like shoving things in your mouth and I'm just like not about that. I just get weird about being sexualized like that. I love watching those foods. I love, I don't even think,

I don't even find it sexy. I watch B Loves Life. Do you guys know who B Loves Life is? No, I love a lot of spicy ramen. Oh my God. B Loves Life is. Do you guys know who B. Love's Life is? No, I love a lot of spicy ramen. Oh my God. B. Love's Life is this woman. She eats crab legs. Oh, I saw a woman.

She does spicy ramen mukbangs. Oh yeah. It's so weird. I don't know why. I don't even like the sound of it. I just love that she's eating it. It's just like, I love to watch it. You're just imagining how good it tastes?

I don't know. It's just the way she's eating it. You don't like it's just like i love to watch it you're just imagining how good it tastes i'm not even i i don't know it's just the way she's like eating it and you don't like it she's so careful about it for for me i really enjoyed like watching things be cooked so for me my version of that would be like all of uh gordon ramsay's recipes online oh i watched that yeah yeah i'll just go through those and just watch him like make a bunch of stuff like his pot pies and chopped i used to watch a good bit of chopped right now i just binge watched 15 seasons of hell's kitchen with my girlfriend that's a lot yeah oh we had that idea for a video called like the guacamole games or like a food we wanted to like have like who can make the best were we gonna do like a competitive like who makes the best cheesecake who makes the best guacamole i don't know i feel like we yeah i feel like i would win

yeah uh when when i heard that it was before it was one that was thrown around. Yeah, I feel like... I feel like I would win. Yeah. When I heard that, it was before it was in that development. It was just like a one-time thing, but I think it would be more fun as a food show. Yeah. I remember the game, some of those shows,

like, were as fun as they were, were, like, exhausting. Oh, exhausting. Like, Daytime was not so much because it was usually one video in a day, and we were gone by, like, 3 o'clock super stupid oh my god i was so exhausted after seriously super stupid sleepover i would go home and not speak yeah a lot of those things i remember like it was so strange because we would burn ourselves like oh my god like so hard we put everything into we would we would shoot like four or five.

Even sometimes, try not to laugh back then when we had to shoot like four of them back to back. Oh my God. And we only did that once. We only did like multiple, like back at the five, we only did it once. But we did like sleepover shit. It was like five in a day. That was so hard. Each one was about an hour. And there was like a whole thing.

You'd get in, get in pajamas. And, like, we would, like, need to get to know the guests. And, like, this is a huge. We were doing the heavy lifting of the show. Yeah. It was, like, and then sometimes not knowing what the games were until, like, moments before we started. Like, that's really stressful. And then, like, when it's a guest, you don't know.

And you're trying to make them then that then i realized because you know like steve harvey shoots like all of his entire season in the span of like a week i'm like can you imagine how exhausted yeah it's a professional host like yeah we were two young girls who'd like never done anything like that before yeah it was given this responsibility did you feel that way after shooting an entire day you were just oh my god put in my mouth we shot uh i think it was on for like two years so you probably shot five in a day yeah yeah it would be six and then so we would probably shoot every other week for god maybe 30 weeks and it would be six and five and six and five depending on the day and those days i wouldn't eat other than like the little bits that i had yeah because then i would

just keep throwing them up. And then my body was like, you think you're going to have lunch? Like, bro, you just ate like oysters prepared in a microwave and then like alligator lobster from like yesterday in a sandwich. Sometimes we would do sleepover one day

and then put them out the next day. And like a lot of those days where I was food girl, I was always just like quiet because it's like, I'm tired. I hosted yesterday. No, thank you. Thank you for being food girl i was always just like quiet because it's like i'm tired i hosted yesterday no thank you no that was so fun that helped a lot and that was a good time experiencing trying food like as that was oh yeah that really opened up my palate i'm not gonna lie like because we always have to so if you guys didn't know we all had to be there supporting each other during all of our shows and sometimes i didn't want to be watching you put it in your mouth

because I was just like, I'm tired. Like, I don't want to be laughing and clapping. Like, that's just like, I'm exhausted. But we did that for each other and it worked so well because the fact that you guys were there, the energy in the room was just better. But at the same time, I remember saying to Keith, or you have like, hey, it's okay.

You guys can sit out on this one. Like, you guys don't need to like watch. Because we all knew how exhausted we were and crews were huge in those studios like we're so nice oh my gosh dude like where's Grant I miss him I love Grant yeah like that was crazy and then like especially if it was a show where it's just sleepover like people aren't popping in and out a whole lot like It was just us and the guests and the games. God damn. Just the energy level that we needed to maintain that was asked of us.

It's different than any. I feel like I don't see that a lot on YouTube. A lot of people I see on YouTube are just in their room with themselves talking. What TV show does that? Yeah, it was a lot. For what it was, it was really a and like it was a it was for what it was it was really like a lot of the time it was very fun um like but as film shoots can be very stressful like sometimes the it will like the video still comes out great uh but like editing editing is wonderful um yeah there's there are moments where i'm sure like we like your your brain is fried and you're

like ah what am I saying that's why there are so many moments where we're so loopy and like just saying random things because we're like at that point we're like I don't even know what I'm saying anymore and then you have to that's why I like I appreciate these hosts on shows so much because what they have to do and it's really like being a chameleon to your like adapting to your guest and like being funny and being like and for what it was like starting out and like being thrown into that so early like good job on all of us like yeah good job to everyone had to function at that dysfunctional place we all had to like i remember me like i really had to find my voice and myself because like you me keith we were and shane like we were all actors like we did not know how to

be personalities like that was so unnatural for me and then when people started hating on me for literally just like i'm just sitting there i'm like this is how a normal person acts when when like literally you don't have to be like on like when i'm playing a game with my friends it is very normal to just be like i don't have to be making a joke every moment because that's just not how i am in real life but um and soon i quickly learned like oh you really have to like find your voice your personality like your shtick and like now i feel like youtube has changed too it's more about like breaking in the walls yeah like you don't always have to be like here's another punchline here's another joke and just it was so unnatural for me yeah and like

and and it was like i started resenting it so much like like i remember the early months of me part being in smosh i was like reading the comments i'm like this is like so strange to me like i came here to like i thought i came here to be an actress like to be making comedy sketches not showcasing like my personality because no one told us like literally i remember no one told us that we had to oh oh that we were that we were at least what i knew like i was i was an actor. I was not there to be me. I was there to play characters and play roles.

So definitely when our job became being us, it was definitely like a six to 12 month period of complete discomfort. We had to switch. Not knowing what's happening. We had to just switch. Yeah. So they got to watch you grow. The audience got to see you.

Watch you guys like find yourselves on the internet that's crazy yeah it's something that i've never like prepared for and i think like when other actors they talk shit about youtubers i'm always just like you don't understand can you do this like i don't even think you would be able to handle what like you're so used to reading lines off a script like can you can you can you stand on your own two feet and be a personality and be entertaining and like and that's why when people like talk badly about youtubers i'm like you have no idea the work and the like what you have to do that's what i've learned like just on general like

like especially meeting some of the youtubers and it's like okay you can make shitty content you can have shitty points of view you can be this and you can be that but in person you're someone else and and I guess giving people the room to be a whole person when it's like okay if you're a full person like maybe there's some parts I don't like and some parts I do like but I can't just discount people for what they do and what they yeah and I think a lot of times like viewers they you know a lot of times there's so much of content that you see it's almost like you it's disposable like you have this high expectation of like how um you think that this video or this person that you're watching should be like because you know you see so many of us but like honestly props to everyone on youtube making videos because

it's not like the easiest thing like or else literally every i mean everyone does do it's not it's not as easy as it looks no i mean yeah david dobrik like to bring it back around like he made it very quickly like in his vlogs he made it very quickly it's like oh nothing is real like everything is a bit like like you think that oh that that gabby show and carly and all them walked outside to see David Dobrik smoking a cigarette and like caught him. Like that was like all a lot of that shit is planned. Yeah. And it's not easy.

No. It's yeah. And I, and it's so funny because sometimes like I was talking to somebody like adults, like older adults who are like well established already in their careers. And someone was like, oh, she does YouTube. And then you can see immediately. They like oh okay whatever i'm just like but you you don't know what we do and you don't know the hard days where like you're so exhausted and burnt out like it's very very interesting yeah this job has taught me how to adapt so easily like nothing can i'm like so strong i think mentally because we've had to do like challenging things you know

yeah i remember during like whoa nature show i had strep throat the entire week yeah and like our you got it from a monkey our shouldn't have been kissing that monkey i thought i was gonna give it to the monkey our ad i remember she was taking pictures throughout the day and like a couple of them she caught us like in between takes of like like okay we shot the intro now we're bringing in the animal where i'm just like my face is just i am not there and i look depressed and i i feel like at that time i i feel from what i remember like i was really feeling down because we were so exhausted and like i felt very underappreciated at the time because like i remember we were that was day two of woe

nature show we were doing smosh lab the next day with nick yuhas and like i remember and i feel like i may have talked about this before where like our director was like hey you guys need to be on for crew like and that made me snap because it was like, dude, I'm doing everything I can on camera right now. Like, please just let me be a human for five minutes. Yeah, we weren't. Yeah, I remember that shoot was hard. But, you know, this is what makes us grow and become stronger people. I felt so close to you guys throughout a lot of those.

Oh, me too. And Courtney would stand up for me or i would stand up for it was like we all like not saying that the people that we worked with were evil or anything but sometimes we just needed that support from each other and be like no we're not doing this right now i i get to have a break for a little bit but at the same time like you know this isn't us complaining because yeah i had the time of my life and we grew from whatever that was and things are obviously extremely different now yeah but like i'm glad i experienced it with you guys because we would just have each other's backs and question or i guess question that i know part of the answer to why would you guys say that the the shows aren't around anymore well they are still on the

internet the internet is forever the internet is forever yeah until skynet so they're there just re-watch them. Different speeds. They'll be different. Who knows what will come back? I think I just, whatever we end up doing, will end up being something we're excited about and we want to do. If we're excited about something, I mean, I love watching when people are excited about something,

even when it's not something I'm super into. So, yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I would say, like, for putting it in my mouth, pretty much why it's no longer around, or why it stopped was... You ate everything. Yeah, I ate all the foods there were to eat.

No. So we were able to produce a lot of episodes for Super Cheap, but it was really, really grueling on me, but I didn't even have any input. It was actually the company trying to move a different way after, like, a year and a half, two years. It basically all ties into Defy not having money and losing money and then also spending too much money on other things but uh they stopped putting my mouth and i think a little bit of it is because we weren't able to bring home a streamy

award so we couldn't like be in there oh yeah we couldn't like be in their their new front kind of deal like we've got this show that's award winning it's like okay if your shows aren't doing well we need to present something present present something new instead. Even the streamies, I would love to win 12 of them, but I don't necessarily think they mean anything. But we lost to tiny hamsters eating burritos.

Yeah, we did. So when it comes to using a lot of money to produce a lot of content and then you lose to tiny hamsters eating burritos, I think you go in another direction.

Well, I think in my heart, y'all got 20 streamies. Aw. That's equivalent to one emmy yes or or a full dollar if you recycle them it's a nickel each thank you guys so much for hanging out with me i love you so much i love you guys oh my god what the fuck what the fuck i love you guys that was like the strangest part in a movie. The spell just happened. I'm in love!

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