Switched on Pop - How to DIY a Music Career (with Amelia Meath and David Gray at SXSW)
Episode Date: March 15, 2024In a landscape where the music industry seems designed to stifle creativity and independence, Amelia Meath stands as a beacon of resistance. Through her involvement in bands like Sylvan Esso, Mountain... Man, and The A's, and as a founder of label Psychic Hotline, Meath defies the narratives that label success in music. This conversation dives into the systemic challenges musicians face today—from the pitfalls of streaming economics to the trials of touring and beyond. Yet, it's not just about the hurdles; it's a conversation on solutions, embodied by Meath's multifaceted career and the inspirational journey of David Gray, whose story of grassroots success with "Babylon" serves as a case study in artistic resilience and independence. Sign up for the Switched On Pop Newsletter Songs Discussed David Gray - Babylon, Shine, What Have I Become, Skellig Sylvan Esso - Coffee, Die Young Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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Hey, it's Charlie.
Last week, I was at South by Southwest,
where I spoke live on stage with Amelia Meath.
You've heard her on the show before
with her band Sylvan Esso alongside Nick Sanborn.
She's also been a guest producer on SwitchDumpop
where she interviewed Jeff Tweety, Maggie Rogers,
Barty Strange, and Katie Gavin of Moena
about the act of releasing records.
I wanted to speak with Amelia again
because there's a predominant narrative
that everything in music is impossible
for musicians today, and I think Amelia's career suggests otherwise. She's an example of how
musicians can build their music as a business. It's not to say that there aren't enormous barriers.
There are, and we talk about them. I think Amelia is uniquely poised to offer wisdom about
navigating these murky musical waters as a label owner of Psychic Hotline, as a studio owner
of Bettys in North Carolina, and as an all-around entrepreneur who's made her own way across
multiple musical groups,
Silvanesso, Mountain Mem, and the A's.
Not only does she offer her experience,
but also in the second half of the show,
we explore a case study of another artist
who has paved a wholly, original,
and largely independent career,
David Gray and his modern, classic Babylon.
All right, here's the show.
Welcome to Switch Don Pop.
I'm songwriter Charlie Harding.
I'm Amelia Meath, also a songwriter.
Okay, so I want to start with some big headlines.
These are from the past couple of years.
New York Times says that musicians say streaming doesn't pay.
Can the industry change?
Stereoogam says, why are musicians expected to be miserable on tour just to break even?
The Guardian, the music industry's over-reliance on TikTok shows how lazy it has become.
So clearly there's a lot of issues facing artists today, particularly independent musicians.
Many of these forces are, of course, way bigger than any one person.
But I want to see how you've tackled some of these issues.
like streaming and recording and touring and the issue of monopolistic platforms who suddenly take down all of your music
Let's start with streaming and really ownership of music. Why did you want to own a label and start Psychic Hotline? Does it enable you to do things differently than being on another label?
So one of the reasons why we started Psychic Hotline was very practical in that we got the masters back to our first record and didn't want to
to give it to another label.
So we were like, we're gonna keep this
and figure out how to distribute it ourselves.
So you had a deal that at some point
the recordings reverted back to you.
Indeed, yeah.
Also, we wanted to figure out a way in general
to bring the music that we loved into the world
in a way that a lot of the stuff that I like
I find just doesn't really see the light of day
or isn't talked about in a way
that I think that it should be
in order to get other people to love it.
And so when we started talking about psychic hotline,
we started talking about how do we create an environment
where the artist is understood
and where we can truly listen to them,
consider what they're saying,
and try to give the gift of the music
that they make to the world
in a way that doesn't feel like you're waving a little tiny flag
and then putting it away immediately.
Okay, so there's a practical reason.
You get to own your recordings,
which I feel like the public is well aware
through the guidance of Taylor Swift
on the importance of owning one's recordings.
Indeed.
It's nice that you don't have to go back
and re-record all of them
in order to have ownership of your music.
It's true.
Yeah. And then there's also the creative side.
Yes.
Are there other advantages that you find?
If something goes wrong,
it was definitely us that did it.
What's gone wrong?
So much, all the time.
When you sign on with a label,
you meet 20 really nice humans one time,
and then they sort of disappear
in the engine.
to the ether and you're trying to make a music video
and you're talking to like seven different people
who you kind of remember from that one weird time
that you saw them.
And we wanted to create an environment
where it's always the same people.
You always know who you're working with.
And if there's a problem, you can get them on the phone.
There's a real place-basedness to your work.
You're in North Carolina.
You have also started,
I don't know what the relationship between the music studio
and the label is,
but it seems like you have created a real destination for people.
Why did you decide to make a studio you called Bettys?
Indeed.
It's named after my partner's grandmother.
Oh, that's so sweet.
Yeah, Betty.
That's really wonderful.
But you're pretty far away from the major music hubs of New York, Nashville, Atlanta, Los Angeles.
Why is that up there?
And what does it do in creating that?
Because it doesn't a group of people that you spoke about.
I decided to move there for six months to finish the first Sylvan-Elso record.
And then that took off and we just went on tour forever.
And so all of a sudden, three years later, we were like,
oh, we live in Durham, North Carolina.
And then we needed a studio practically because we kept on,
at first, we would only work in our house
and working in your house is hard because then you never stop.
So we rented like buildings and would build like makeshift studios in them
and that would only last for as long as the least did.
And finally we had made enough money.
and we realized that we could actually build the dream studio that we wanted to make.
So it's the practical side on your end, again, as the band owning parts of these assets,
means you can record infinitely and you don't have to pay studio time. That's nice.
Indeed.
But what about you also said, you know, as a label, you want to have a sort of consistent set of people in a place?
What does it do for other people who come to your space?
What makes it different than working in the other sort of standard studio spaces?
Bettys?
Yeah.
I designed it so that it's really bright inside.
Could you describe the typical music studio?
Oh, usually it feels like a little bat cave.
And there's someone in there who's already mad.
There's a lot of red velvet.
There's a lot of red velvet.
I don't know why red velvet is the...
It's bachelor energy, dog.
Like, it's just like one little guy who lives in there
who's made all the decisions.
Studios are all just like man caves.
The data supports at Annaburg Institute shows that, I think,
96% of producers, I believe.
It's high 90s.
It's true.
Are men, so...
Yeah, that's just the people who say,
their producers, though.
Yeah.
I've called myself a music producer before, so I understand.
I know me too.
Okay, so you have a bright space.
Oh, yeah, so it's a bright space.
It's run by wonderful people.
It seems like there's something special that people are willing to, you know,
hop on a plane to North Carolina rather than, you know,
if you go to L.A., you can do a dozen sessions in different places.
There's a recording studio in every block there.
The thing that we wanted to make was a place that comes with, you know,
there's a woods that you can walk in,
and there's a nice person.
there named Anna who will make you delicious food
and it's made by artists.
So usually when you go into a studio,
at least for me, the first times I did
when I had bought the time,
the clock starts and you're immediately thinking
about every minute like dollars and cents
and I wanted to figure out a way
to just get rid of that
to make a space that's on a sliding
scale that welcomes
days where you just can't
you don't want to make music.
So you can go for a like in the woods with your friends.
or like hang out in your room and read a book that's on the shelf or make a paella.
You've attracted a lot of people to make this like their own cultural hub.
People have literally moved to be closer to this creative community that you're building.
It's true. It's really nice. It's working.
How about when you're not home? Another part of the story of music right now is that
touring is just not working. That you're expected to be miserable just to break even.
What are some of the things that you've learned
having control of your artist's career
that make it work for you all
in the specifics of like
how can it work
in all the forces that are trying to make it challenging?
I don't know if it can work
in that like the forces that are trying to make it challenging
is capitalism.
So I don't know.
Is anyone happy right now?
I'm happy to be here.
I'm happy to be here.
We have to choose joy.
But in general, I know.
But you know, but you know,
The horrors are real.
Okay, so what are the barriers that get in your way?
Like, what are the things that you have to confront when you're out there,
that you're just like, oh, this is bugging me?
What are the general hardships of tour?
What are the things that make it really hard?
Yeah.
I was lucky.
From the business perspective, specifically.
I mean, I understand that, you know, physically it can be very challenging.
Yeah.
I was lucky enough to begin touring before I needed to take care of my body or brain
because I was 20 years old.
Some people need to take care of their brains from the moment they were born.
I could just skibble off into the world and do whatever I wanted to do and had the stamina to continue doing it.
So I love touring and I love the hardship of touring.
It's where I feel most comfortable.
In terms of the business standpoint of touring, it's very hard.
You have to think about trucking and lighting and how you're going to pay everybody a living wage to do this weird job
where they hand you a microphone and make sure this sounds good in your ears.
or you have to make sure that all the t-shirts cost the right amount,
but not too much because then people will get upset.
You need to figure out how much to charge for a ticket,
even though you don't ever want to charge $60 for a two-hour experience.
But if you're going to have these lights or something like that, you must.
Right.
So it's the balancing of all of those things
to try to create your artistic vision as well as something that's hopefully profitable.
One of my understanding is that every person in the chain, capitalism, is trying to take more and more of a cut, right?
There's a lot of frustration over the amount of merch cut that Live Nation takes, for example, right?
And people saying, I'm not even making a penny off of this merch after all these cuts.
So where are the things in the chain that you choose to own versus the things you're willing to hand off to other people
and the burden of having to, you know, have this laundry list of things that you have to manage on top of making the music?
At this point, I've pretty much handed off everything to,
others, but I have
direct relationships with all the people who manage
those things. For example, we have a
merch manager who talks
to the venue. Also, the booking agent
negotiates the rate for the merch
before the show, and then
your merch manager enacts that and makes sure
that all that happens. You're building a team
of people that are in your ecosystem,
which is different than being like
I have an agreement with some other entity
that I don't really know.
Yeah. I try to touch every
aspect of the thing that we do.
Usually I don't have the bandwidth to do it in the way that I would like to.
How do you build that culture of trust that you described like on a music video shoot?
People assemble, disassemble, you never know anyone.
What do you do to build that culture of trust on tour so that it actually all works and people follow through and do their things?
You just have to hire the people that feel good and that make you feel like they understand who you are and what you're trying to do, which involves a lot of trust on my side too, you know?
Okay, how about on the side that we have no control over, the monopolistic platform is that
are deciding when and when we cannot post music.
Oh.
We have very little agency over this.
Indeed.
What do you do to cultivate audience outside of these worlds?
It feels like, you know, the headline is basically like everybody is basically said,
do TikTok only.
It's the only way you can market yourself.
That is an absolutely an important outlet for sure.
What do you do to think about actively cultivating your audience and nurturing them?
I try to have a direct connection with the people who like my music,
which is usually formed during live performances.
Social media helps with that some,
but honestly, I've never really found a way to authentically be in that
without wanting to leave my physical body, never to return again.
Thank you for being honest about that.
I feel the same.
If you're lucky enough to have fans,
there's an amazing thing that can occur where, like, an aura board,
of energy starts happening where you feel as if you're supporting each other.
And if you invest in that, because it's really one of the only things in this industry that feels real,
if you invest in that and believe in it and tell the people who are listening to you that you believe in it,
there's a pretty magical and amazing thing that can happen where you get to live in the real world together.
Well, who do you observe who you think is particularly good at that?
Sometimes it's hard to look at ourselves and say,
I feel pretty good about how I'm nurturing this audience
and people that love my music.
Are there people that you look up to?
Oh, yeah.
Oh, boy, the nerds are going to love this.
The band that we turn to the most
when we're questioning what we're doing is usually fish.
Because they have been around forever.
They essentially invented the wheel of making festivals
and touring forever.
They are one of the top touring acts by ticket sales
and revenue every single year.
Exactly.
And they are completely outside of any sort of mainstream music.
I'm sure they have some streaming numbers,
but people probably listen to more of their music
on Fish's own streaming service
or other streaming services that cater to live music.
Oh, absolutely.
So they're their own ecosystem.
They are.
Okay, so Case Study and Fish,
what are the things they do remarkably well?
What are some things that you have observed?
We've got to do some of that.
They do so many incredible things.
I think the thing that they do
that's the most inspiring to me
is that they see what their fans
are asking for and then they actually
invest in that. For example,
Live Fish, which is like an app that they have
where they play a show,
they upload that show immediately to Live Fish.
One, so that people can
watch the show in real time if they
have subscribed, so like you can
just follow a tour from your living room
if you want. But they
also were responding to the fact that
when people were coming to their shows
in the 90s and taping them,
instead of being like,
don't do that,
they like made a tapers section
that you could be in
if you wanted to tape the show.
Following the taping culture
of the Grateful Dead that was developed
and they allowed it as well.
Yeah, but like if that had started happening,
like my reaction to that would have been like,
no, you don't get to do that.
Yeah.
Yeah, but instead they were like,
oh, yes, of course, you like doing this thing.
Right.
There is agency amongst the fans
and how they engage with the music.
They kind of deliver to them how they want to.
I mean, now you no longer have to wait for a tape in the mail via a cassette.
You could log in the next day.
It's true.
Though the tape is so romantic.
They should do that again.
People would love that.
Is there anything else in their ecosystem that you think they do particularly well?
They've kind of like bumped out their entire touring world
where like I think they started like a catering company that they bring with them.
They bring people to like outfit their backstage.
They're basically a true traveling circus.
in a different way than most other touring bands are.
They bring like a little township everywhere they go,
which is really inspiring.
So they have their own merch,
the company, I believe.
They do all that stuff.
So, yeah, very few people are getting as much of a cut in the process.
Indeed.
Right.
I was recently invited with a press ticket
to go see one of their live shows,
and I had not seen,
I had to seen them maybe 15 years before.
And you went to a very special show.
I went to a very special show.
I don't know if everyone,
we're getting into a very niche,
conversation now, but they did a famous New Year's set at Madison Square Garden. And I had just
gotten in that evening from the holidays. I was like I'll show up. That sounds interesting. And it felt
like I was in a certain way rejoining a cult that I had left 15 years prior. I've never seen an audience
so engaged in every song choice. Do you think about that? One of the things that happens in the
sort of, the thing that the jam scene had figured out really well is the spontaneity of the set
becomes reason enough to participate
on top of all the community
and the culture that you get invested in.
Is there any way that you bring that sort of culture
into the thinking about how each show
is its own thing to make it worth going
to every single possible show along the tour?
We don't really have enough songs.
We only have like 50 songs.
You need like two more decades.
You need like 200 songs.
Yeah.
But there is an aspect of that
that seems really fun because our show
is Sylvanessa's show right now is so theatrical
and there are a lot of like costume change moments
and like key lighting things
that I don't think I could do an improvisational set
in the same way though every song is different
every night because of the improvisation that Nick is doing
yeah could you describe what we see when your bandmate Nick is performing
it's a whole
oh yeah Sandy brings like a full modular rig on tour
and he recently added his favorite
favorite synth, the Juno 6.
These are instruments that no normal human
would understand what they're doing when you're observing them.
I have programmed synthesizers and I don't know what he's doing.
I know. It's so exciting. It is. Yeah. He has a beautiful math brain
and he's like really good at making it musical.
The instruments that he brings on tour, it is so hard to make them make the same sound
over and over again night after night. And he's able to do it.
Okay, so this is reason to go see.
Like, they won't be the same.
No, they won't.
Every night it's going to be, there's chaos in there.
Yeah, he's created the patch kind of like a sandbox.
So, like, the guardrails are there, but all of the musical elements of it are changing constantly.
What about for you?
How do you respond to that?
Oh, it's fun.
I just get to respond.
Yeah.
So I get to improvise, too, but just physically and with my voice, which I suppose is an instrument.
Yeah.
And overwhelming joyous dance.
It's one of my favorite things about seeing your shows.
Thanks.
Yeah, a lot of great dance.
In preparation for this conversation,
I asked you to bring a song
that you would consider a modern classic,
a song which has had huge cultural importance,
but maybe is under-recognized.
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Which song did you bring for us?
I brought David Gray's Babylon.
And if you want it,
come and get it
crying out,
the love that I never read.
I think this is a great pick
because it is related to
independent artists
and he has an amazing career story
want to talk about, but why did you want to pick David Graze, Babylon?
Because the record it comes from White Ladder is just so good.
And most people don't...
My booking agent threw it on in the car like seven years ago while we were driving
somewhere, and every time I hear, honestly, any song from this record, but because this one
was the one that was on the radio most, it brings me back in time more immediately.
This was...
So the album White Ladder came out in 1999, and at the...
The Turnin' With the Millennium, this song sort of blanketed alternative radio, adult contemporary
radio, mainstream radio, and it sounded kind of unlike anything else at the moment.
Yeah, absolutely.
People don't talk about it or reference it, but like the sounds on it have seeped their
way into so much of the music that's appearing right now.
So much of the synth choices and the melodic structures.
And I was actually looking it up and on Wikipedia it says that there's a very much.
genre is folk tronica.
Folkronica.
Now as someone who has been in folk bands and music that includes a lot of electronic music,
how do you feel about that label?
All right, well, we'll come back to this.
So I spent the last two days looking really deeply into the song,
and I think it really presages some of the conversation that we're having about the current
music economy.
It's a song that, in I think, in a certain way, prefigures your own career.
Can we take into the story of the song?
Please.
Okay.
So background is that David,
Gray. He grew up largely in rural Wales.
And he was set on becoming a musician from a very early age.
He goes to the same art school as John Lennon.
Forms a band.
Gets a demo tape out to an A&R.
Used to be you have to have tapes and you get them to people who had gate kept this stuff, right?
So this is in the early 90s.
And he gets a small label deal.
Puts out a really lovely album called A Century Ends in 1993.
I'm going to walk down the shoreline.
One last time together.
Feel the wind blow I wonder
in the hearts like it feather.
So let's shine off a century ends.
And his early songs earn him huge critical praise.
The 60s songwriting legend Joan Baez
called his early work.
He said that he's the best lyricist
since Bob Dylan.
A lot to live up to.
But he did not get a lot of commercial radio pickup.
This is the era of grunge,
mind you, not singer, songwriter folk music.
So how do you translate an artistic vision when it's artistically off trend?
I called up David Gray yesterday to ask him how he did it.
I just was doing my best.
And all I was being told was all the things I needed to be more like Nirvana,
more like Britpop, more like that, add a beat to it, do this,
to get on the radio so people could find out about you.
He was being pushed in lots of direction, change the sound of the music.
He puts out an alt-rock-leaning album,
called Flesh in 1994.
Once you sang your own song,
now you're dancing to the same drum.
Whatever you may come.
He even gets a major label deal off of Flesh.
He makes a third album called a Cell, Sell, Cell,
ambitiously stating the goal, puts out in 96.
And he tours all of these albums endlessly.
Literally goes knocking on radio station doors.
he gets an opportunity to open for Radiohead
does two tours with them
the albums are not commercially viable
I was soiled goods at that point
I'd had three albums out
the major labels were not interested
and they said as much
so the labels gave up on David
on his final U.S. tour
it was a total bust
his bus driver literally at one point
abandons David and his fellow musicians
under the false pretense the bus had broken down
And so down in the dumps
He basically has to go back home
In the late 90s
Goes back home to London
Build a small home recording studio
With the very last of his money left over from touring
To make one last go at it
And one of the songs that he writes
Is Babylon
The verses dance around
The different hooks
And the different lyric ideas
In a rhyming scheme
Only wish that you were here
You know I'm seeing it's so clear
I've been afraid
The chorus lands
The camera turns inward
And it's meeting
to myself.
I had to get it.
I had to get over myself.
Let go of my head and my heart at the same time.
Really sweet.
Yeah.
After straining to meet all the genre expectations that he's being forced into,
he instead has to go without a major studio,
using off-the-shelf gear, he gets a computer, a couple of synths, a sampler,
some drums that are recorded with just two mics,
and ends up creating this hybrid folk and electronica album,
with David telling himself to just go out and get it.
Like, this is my last go.
And so naturally, along with the help of his manager, Rob Holden,
he's going to self-release this album.
He's spoiled good, as he says.
So I think we literally pressed up 3,000 copies with our own money.
We had this small following, a very intense following in Ireland,
from the first three records, God bless the Irish.
I mean, the success in Ireland built to such levels
that we had like seven or eight times platinum there.
He had toured Ireland a lot,
and that was where the audience was.
And so the song spends six weeks at number one in Ireland,
where it eventually goes 20 times platinum,
becomes the best-selling album in the country.
And because he's totally independent at this point,
he eventually needs more help getting
the physical distribution of actual CDs out in the world,
partners up with Dave Matthew's upstart label ATO as the first signee in the US selling 2.4 million records.
Then Warner re-releases it in Europe selling 5 million records under a unique deal in which David, like yourself, would get his rights back at some point in the near future.
For him, creative control was very important.
It was a real innocent venture.
It became less innocent as we kind of suddenly caught a look of ourselves in the mirror that is,
success and thought, hey, we look kind of good.
You know, we've got the look this year.
We're it.
And then you can see there's a certain point we start to sort of believe in ourselves.
It's fucking awful.
He's a lot of fun.
This is a once-in-a-lifetime kind of song, right?
I think it's something which is happening to people more and more and more where there's
like a big blow-up moment and you have to figure out how to seize it.
For David, it's a big deal.
he gets nominated for Best New Artist at the Grammys
on this very grassroots self-made album.
But he was insistent on building it in his own way
and skeptical of promises of the big labels,
which means he basically had to run the business.
There's a lot of burden of responsibility and decision-making,
and I've got to pay wages and shit like that.
You've got to make all these decisions,
and there's a reason why the music business works in the way that it does,
which is that, look, here's the Rolls-Royce,
here's the big hotel suite, all the champagne you can drink,
and here's a load of money to put in the bank.
It's like, don't let, don't you don't worry about all the other stuff,
we'll take care of that.
So he makes the deliberate choice to not take the pretty cars and the hotels
and the endless champagne and instead takes a note from his friend Dave Matthews
to build a lasting artist's career by owning his own work
and doing the hard work of building out the audience,
something he believes can still work today for artists.
The ATO model, and Dave,
Matthew's model was basically work it, tour it, play it. It was intense. It was backbreaking work.
We went round and round and round and round and round and round and round. That was absolutely mad.
So yeah, I believe there's still a long game to be played. He's built a very great enterprise running for more than two decades.
He's got a great touring career still releasing music through his own label. His latest album is Skellig.
It's really gorgeous. I highly recommend checking it out.
I feel like David in this way sort of presage the music economy by building his own studio, self-releasing his own music, nurturing his audience in a way that contemporary artists like yourself have done, and pioneering a blend of minimalist folk and electronic music, folkotronica, if you will, a sound that he really admires in your own work.
I love the silver essay discipline of less is more always. I love the minimalism and the leaning on the voice.
and then throwing electronica into the mix.
Wild winter, warm coffee, do he love me?
And on a track like coffee, they've got all these beautiful sounds,
but if you bring big electronic sounds in or drum beats,
and it just sounds massive.
So it turns out you have a fan in England.
Maybe a collab in the future.
So I think this is a thing that a lot of artists are going through today
is they might have their moment that blows up on TikTok
before TikTok takes their music down
because whatever licensing arrangements exist in the background
and then they've got to do something with it
and I think he is a great case study in a time where it wasn't necessarily perceived
that there's something you could pull off.
You had to have physical distribution and he did it
and he made this whole sound that I think in many ways invites
the unique blending of music that you all create.
How do you feel about David?
Oh my gosh.
He's just so cool.
the way that he reacted to having such a giant hit at that time and still kept a cool head.
Also, that I was aware that he had some records from before.
Yeah.
But I didn't know it was his fourth record, which makes so much sense.
Also, to learn that Babylon is to himself, I always felt that that was true, but it was
really nice to hear him say it.
Most people just think it's like a classic love song, which he's so good at writing a love
song.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
But the fact that it was a love song to himself is really nice.
Is it really sweet?
Do you write to yourself?
Oh, yeah, all the time.
In the voice of someone else?
Yeah, or like, the other guy, the other me.
Yeah, totally.
Where have we heard that before?
Oh, boy.
Like in all of them, probably.
Like die young, probably.
Coffee, maybe.
Probably all the new stuff.
I'm talking to myself a lot more now.
Can we listen to one of those real quick?
Sure.
What were you saying in a fire or crash all for a really.
How tragic so early.
I was going to die.
What were you saying to yourself?
Oh.
You know.
I'm sorry.
And that one in general, like, it's also definitely a love song,
but I think I was talking about the realization
that perhaps I would stick around
because I was enjoying myself.
I'm really happy you're here.
Me too.
It also speaks a bit to what you were saying earlier about the being on tour
and your capacity at that point at the early age of just not paying attention to health.
And what about anything else off of your last record?
No real Sandy.
Are you speaking to yourself?
Oh my gosh.
In so many.
I haven't looked at what the songs are called anymore.
Oh, how did you know?
That's totally me talking to myself.
Even begging with me all the time under my towel.
Have I seen?
How did you know?
Because up on stage we experience an extreme slap delay echo.
I can't quite capture the words.
Could you share the words of this?
Oh, I was talking about figuring out how to take care of yourself.
Kind of the same thing that you were just talking about,
of like, looking back and being like, oh, I did a good job of taking care of the small
version of me and now here I am.
My understanding is right now you're taking, you have slowed down your work a little bit to give yourself a break.
You've toured sort of relentlessly for three tours in a row.
It's true.
What are the things that you need to do as an artist so that you can recharge and be back out there?
I don't know.
I'm trying to, that's like part of my new project right now is trying to figure it out.
Usually I go towards some old school crafts.
Right now I'm making a quilt.
That's wonderful.
It's really fun.
I've never done it before.
It's hard.
Doing a lot of cooking.
Trying not to put too much pressure on making anything right away.
Because usually when I come off tour, the stimulus of tourists,
there's just so much coming at you all the time
that when I come home and the pace of life slows down,
I get like real itchy and kind of freaked.
And that is usually solved by immediately trying to make something.
So I'm trying to just sit.
in the not making.
And instead I make soup.
It makes soup.
Yeah.
It works.
That's wonderful.
Can I tell you one of the things I've found about
in looking up other people who have big business empires and music outside of what you'd expect?
Kiss has sold a half billion dollars of merch.
Oh.
I'm not surprised.
They get all that hot topic money.
They got the hot topic money.
It's blanketed everywhere.
That's right.
Can we all say thank you to Amelia Meath for joining us live on Switch,
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