Tara Brach - Meditation: Coming Home to Being

Episode Date: September 14, 2017

Meditation: Coming Home to Being - "What it's like to be here right now and listening to your heart… sensing the state of your heart? It might have been a while since you've really checked in with this simple inquiry… How is my heart right now?"

The following meditation is led by Tara Brock. To access more of my meditations or join my email list, please visit tarabrock.com. Coming into stillness, just collecting the attention, closing the eyes, open in the most simple way of breathing together consciously. So we'll start by inhaling, and please let this be a very long, deep in breath,

extending it some, filling the lungs and then the out breath slow so you can feel the sensations of letting go letting go again a full deep in-breath and then a slow out-breath just aware of the sensations of relaxing releasing letting go and then once again inhaling expanding opening to the breath filling the lungs, perhaps holding for a moment when you're full, and then a slow out breath softening down the length of the body as you let go, let go, let go, let go, letting the breath resume its natural cycle, relaxing with the inflow, relaxing with the outflow, and noticing the degree of presence sits here a bit.

more here. Senses awake so you're aware of the sounds around you and an inner listening, listening to and feeling the sensations of this sitting posture, just what it's like to be here right now and listening to your heart, sensing the state of your heart right now. It might have been a while since you've really checked in with this simple inquiry. You're really how is my heart right now? You might notice if there's a quality of openness or clothes, tender, numb, fearful, soft. As you listen and feel into the heart, sense really most deeply, what is the heart wanting? What's the longing of the heart?

What it is that brings you here tonight? What's your aspiration? It's helpful to intentionally relax wherever you notice obvious places of tension, of holding. Often I begin with the eyes just to soften the eyes, let the brow be smooth. We carry so much tension from agitated thinking, right, in that brow area.

So just to let the eyes be receptive. as if you could receive the photons of light through the lids. You might even sense a smiling into the eyes, receptive, easy. You might feel the root of the tongue and let that area be relaxed, letting the tongue top of it press slightly against the upper roof of the mouth so the jaw is unhinged. A slight smile at the mouth. sway with the eyes soft and a slight smile at the mouth, the many facial muscles, those tiny muscles and the face can relax. You might smile into the heart area. Imagine and sense a smile spreading

through the heart. Just to make room for whatever is there. Just letting a sense of space and openness fill the heart, the chest, widening out so the shoulders are freed relax back and down a little bit. See if that happens naturally. And then just feeling the shoulders from the inside out. See if you can sense a soft awareness inside the shoulders that makes room for some untangling, some loosening there. Maybe a sense of melting or dissolving. Let the hands rest in an easy, effortless way. And see if you soften the hands how much you, you you can feel from the inside out. So softening and then just receptive presence, feeling the hands from the inside out.

Again the chest wide open, relaxed, loosening down the torso so that you can relax the belly. And you might sense that this next in-breath can be received in a softening belly, okay, this breath right now. And then this one, and now this one, just as a glass can be filled with water, this whole body can be filled with awareness, sensing the space and the aliveness deep in the torso, placing the awareness inside the legs, feeling the upper legs, the muscles there, down the legs, the shins, the calves, feeling the places of pressure and contact and warmth

where your feet are on the floor, and then feeling inside the feet, the tingling, the vibrating. And opening the attention to sense the body as a field of aliveness, of sensation, all at once. Not opposing anything, not controlling. Just interested, open attention. Aware of this dance. continue to open by including sounds. It's receptivity that notices the sounds appearing, disappearing, the spaces between sounds, listening to the silence,

resting in that openness that listens to and feels sounds, sensations. So there's an attentiveness to this changing river of phenomena, sensing that in the foreground, and sensing in the background this awakeness, that which knows, this pure and formless awareness, it's always here.

If you can notice in the foreground the changing sounds and sensations and then relax back and sense this alertness, this stillness that's right here. Then you're resting in a wholeness of being The conditioning of our minds is to contract away from that wholeness and go into thought forms, into the future, into the past.

So with real patience, real curiosity, just notice when you've drifted off. Let that be a kind of wake-up call to pause. With some curiosity, rediscover what's right here. It doesn't matter how many times that happens, you're building a habit of arriving in presence that will carry into your life. So just waking up from thoughts, oh, so what's actually right here? Where of the sounds? Where of this whole play of sensation?

of the presence, that which knows, the silence that's listening. For some during the remainder of the sitting, if it's helpful to stabilize presence, you might find in the foreground just resting with the breath is a way to help you know that you're here. Or for others it might be just listening to the sounds, are still for others, feeling the sensations throughout the body. If you ever helps you to know that you're right here, coming home again and again to this hereness, to this beingness, you can begin fresh in any moment,

no matter where the mind has gone, just to simply notice what's happening. And choose to re-relax, relax open the attention. Notice what's here. Sounds, the sensations in the body, is resting, relaxing with the changing flow of experience, sensing in the background your own presence.