Test Match Special - Shaun Udal on living with Parkinson’s and India 06
Episode Date: February 28, 2024Former Hampshire and England offspinner Shaun Udal joins Daniel Norcross to talk about England’s tour of India in 2006, including the famous “Ring of Fire” win in Mumbai. Plus they discuss how h...is life has changed since he was diagnosed with Parkinson’s Disease in 2019.
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Today I'm joined by a former England, Hampshire and Middlesex spinner, a man who made his
ODI debut in 1994 but had to wait a further 11 years before gaining his four test
caps on England's tours of Pakistan and India.
He starred in England's first test victory in India for 21 years, famously picking up the
wicket of Satchin Tendulka, and after retiring from first class cricket for the second time
in 2010, he was subsequently diagnosed with Parkinson's disease.
in 2019.
It's Sean Udol.
Welcome.
Morning, Daniel.
We are in your office here, outside of Basingstoke, and we're surrounded by Kit.
I'm with Henry Moran today, and we're like kids in a candy store.
I put logos and emblems on anything they want for, they're done for in terms of
of wear or uniform.
The first thing that obviously strikes us is you're working and you're active.
And when you've got that diagnosis of Parkinson's,
It was what was in 2019.
It's actually five years ago tomorrow.
Wow.
Talk to us about what that was like hearing that.
Yeah, it was totally unexpected, as you could have properly imagined.
I hadn't felt myself for a couple of years with the, I had some pains from my neck down the side of my right arm, my little finger and my ring finger on the right hand were shaking.
And I just had a neck operation about two years before.
And they thought it was the vertebrae from that, pushing on my nervous system down my arm
was making it shape.
But I didn't feel right.
I was having all these electrolysis treatment and tests and nothing was, I still got
these shakes and I was starting to feel a bit weird.
I couldn't do my shoelaces up properly and stuff like that.
And I then was funny enough here at the office one day in the winter and didn't feel
right.
My balance was going, starting to struggle and I was getting head pains and stuff.
And I got to the top of the stairs out here and don't remember anything.
I fell down the stairs.
16 stairs of the office.
I don't want to pull down.
No, you don't.
And I woke up on the way to hospital being blue-lighted by an ambulance in a neck brace
and couldn't move.
My clothes had been cut off because I had a fellow down the bottom of the stairs.
And that forced a load of tests to be done when I was in hospital.
Anyway, when I came out of hospital about six weeks afterwards,
so I got a letter, unbelievably a letter, informing me that I had the Parkinson's.
Wow.
So it wasn't a phone call.
No appointment, no nothing.
Just a letter, say, Mr. Yudel, you've been following tests we've been doing pretty,
not just a hospital test, but other stuff as well.
You have to start on the onset of Parkinson's disease.
Please make contact with this in the next six months to book an appointment.
In the next six months?
Six months, yeah.
So I was obviously not very happy.
It wasn't even 50.
I was 49.
It was a month before my 50th birthday.
A friend who works in the hospital operating in Bayesstoke said,
you can't wait six or eight months to get your diagnosis.
I didn't know what tablets I had to tell you.
about to cope with it, what I could do, what I couldn't do.
So the gentleman, Steve, saw me through in the next week to 10 days.
That was when the confirmation was, as a scene, black and white was the confirmation of what I didn't want to hear,
but at least it was a clear path and a route to go forward with what's a horrible disease to have for anybody.
But when you're not even 50, it's a bit under, and been active for 25 years that life playing professional sport was, as you can imagine,
a bolt from the blue
and in effected
not just myself
but my family as well
I mean to be left
with that diagnosis
and no obvious support
at that stage
I mean that must have been
almost as scary
as a diagnosis itself
because you're sort of
I guess you're straight onto the internet
and you're googling it
and then you see the bad things
yeah
and this is what you could be
and a close friend of mine's got it
and he was involved
with my business
and he was in a really bad way
so you actually think
that's the way you're going to be
but when how long is that's going to take
is it going to be two years
five years
And the specialist that I saw
So we can't put a time frame on it
It could be three years
Could be 10 years could be 20 years
We don't know until you're going to be
But you have to be prepared for the fact that
At some stage it will deteriorate
And it's going to be
Not it's going to get the better
Well it will get the better of you
But you've got to try and put up a fight before that happens
So in the immediate aftermath
I guess you go and seek treatment instantly
Yeah
And then COVID strikes
So that can't have been helpful
No, COVID was, wherever it was shut, I couldn't get treatment for 16 weeks, muscle reactivation treatment, massage treatment, salt water treatment, which is just incredibly doing your exercises in sea salt water.
Ported from the Dead Sea, this water is because it's very salt, very boy, and you can do all your message you need to do without any pressure on your muscles.
So there's certain things that I put it into place that help, but at the time you don't know what to think, what to do, where to turn, COVID was just, it was awful for everybody, but when you have a problem.
problem that you rely on other people to help you with to get you slightly better to not have
that was just, I mean, I have it. Take every 10 days of muscle reactivation treatment and deep
tissue massage and salt water every week to 10 days. So as you go, 16 weeks without that was
hard. Harder than hard, but I can't swear on this station. Yeah, it wasn't easy, but you should
sort of just find a way. But at least I could get out and walk a lot more and keep active,
which is another part of Parkinson's that you need to do. How did you cope with the sort of
a sense of injustice because
you know it's a cricketer's life
it's a relatively short professional life
by comparison with other people
what happens for sports people
and you're finishing
in that 20-10 you're still playing
for Berkshire but
effectively your cricketing career is gone
and you're establishing a new career
and the sense of
injustice must have been quite strong in you
how do you sort of psychologically deal with that
I'll be honest
then sometimes you don't you still comes back
and haunchy or still had bad nights and a bad night last week which is just awful and you do sit
there sometimes and think why me which which is natural and you can't help those feelings but
you've got as you get it as you've had it for longer you sort of get used to what's happened
and therefore your bad days don't feel as quite as bad because you've been through it before
when you have your first bad day or bad night you just wake up and you think I just can't get out
bed I can't move properly I'm stuck I'm muscles have gone sore and rigid and I can't
don't do what I want to do.
I'm going to the loon and I'm falling over
if my balance is bad.
I can't do my shoelaces out.
Can't do my buttons up.
Can't put cufflings on.
Can't do a tie.
Those things are the basic, simple things.
But you have to try to
make jokes of it and make a lot of fun of it.
It's also not very nice to people
that you live with
and people that are close to you
because they can, if you get
frustrations, you take it out
the people who are closest to you
and that's not fair.
But they've been very understanding
and thoughtful.
But to go through it all
and injustice.
of it all was just yeah and at the same time as covid i've lost my mom or lost my father
lost great mate shame morn and then their diagnosis all four things came along in a very
sort of 16 to 18 months period so you get over one then what's that they go for another
it just seems as though the world's against you but you've got to come through the other side
there was some really tough and dark days it's a disease that affects so many people
not just in this country but around the world are there support networks out there for people
who get diagnosis.
I mean, there's very high-profile people with Parkinson's disease.
I think you're Paul Sinner, for example, from the Chase.
Yeah, Michael J. Fox.
Michael J. Fox.
And both of them talk about it very candidly.
Is there a support network?
There is a support network.
I've got a dedicated Parkinson's nurse.
I've got a dedicated Parkinson's neurologist specialist that I see
privately every now and again, which I saw two weeks ago.
So there are things in place.
Obviously, when you go to the doctors with a common cold and stuff,
or a bit of chesty cough you have to be very careful now how you that gets treated and how you are with that because secondary issues in terms of when the COVID thing was going along I know mine wasn't a respiratory issue but it's still neurological and that has to be taken into consideration if you get a diagnosis of a cold or flu or whatever but it's a question of just making do with what it is accepting as if it difficult as it is what you've got and and trying to make the most of every sort of day that you have a good day
sometimes are bad days, which as I said is
really hard to take, but
the people around you do suffer as well
you've got to have a strong network, as you say, but
the
the Clarks for all is, is to keep in trying to hear a positive mindset.
Treatments, are they
improving? I mean, it's quite a high-profile
disease, so I imagine there's quite a lot of
charities working in this.
There's a lot, I mean, I've done some basic money for
Parkinson's UK and sport Parkinson's, which is another one
that I'm very closely associated with,
which it basically does what it's,
says on the tin, it's trying to help
pardons people, but we used to play sport
if you're going to do walking football
golf days are very
still very relevant. Table tennis is good for you
because you're going to cross your body to keep everything moving.
Tennis is good.
Anything that you can do to keep yourself
active as you possibly can to stop the muscles
from seizing up.
There's the sort of
secret to it also. Does you still play golf?
I do play golf. I'm playing
in, I think my next game is booked in April
when this horrid weather stops that we're getting now.
I do struggle to play 18 if I have to carry clubs,
so I have to have a buggy, a motorised buggy sometimes
if I can get it to play golf,
but I still try to do that.
And it's not the end.
So when I'm fit and able to carry on doing so,
I'll continue to do so as much as I can.
Pros don't know they're born, do they've got caddy.
That's ridiculous.
Well, let's move on to happier memories.
And let's head straight back to sort of the start of your career,
because we're here in Basingstoke.
We're not very far from Camberley,
which is the team that you play for.
Your team used to play against my team
in the Surrey Championship and thrash them.
Your dab is a very keen cricketer.
Very keen.
And you started off,
you were telling me earlier,
as a sort of medium pacer and batter,
and then you develop off-spin.
And off-spin, it strikes me,
is one of the bravest things
you can do in a cricket field.
Because, you know, a fast bowler's got a bouncer.
A leggy's got the zooter,
or the invented nonsense.
You're an off-feet.
I mean, that's tough, isn't it?
It is when you're an on turning off spinner.
Yeah, it was, I mean, my grandfather actually was a first-astised
with Middlesex and Leicestershire for either side of the wars.
So there was cricket in the blood, and my great-great-grandfather
was accredited with the bringing cricket to Fiji.
And there's a statue of him in the Fiji town square,
in the middle of capital of Fiji, a picture of a statue of him as a memento,
what he brought to the country.
So his cricket is very very.
very much de-rooted within the family.
That's through your father's side.
Yeah, my father's side.
My great-grandfather, my grandfather, Jeffrey,
and my father, Robin, was very good and extremely competitive, shall we say.
Cricketer and my brother, bless him, was also very good.
Captain Camberley for a long time as well.
He played first 11 cricket for 25, 30 years.
So it was definitely in the blood.
And I got picked when I was 11 or 12 for the under district sides.
it used to be in the old days.
Played for Old Schott and Farmers Schoolboys,
Cove, Secondary School.
We were very lucky then.
We had a schoolhead master called Charlie Mortimer
who looked after the sporting stuff for the kids.
We played competitively.
And then when I was 15,
I was playing in a game against Devon under 15s,
down in Devon.
And we needed three wickets to win the game
in the last couple of overs.
I was buying my innocuous medium-paced stuff,
which wasn't doing anything.
The master in charge said to me,
you're not going to get any wickets behind what you are.
I said, thank you.
Candid.
He said, why don't you try the spinner?
The spinner.
And I thought, I don't have a go at that.
And I got three weeks in the over.
We won the game.
And I thought, well, while I'm bothering running in after, for 40 yards the rest of my life,
I'll just try in three or four yards and give the ball a spin and see what happens.
And that was exactly what happened for those donkeys years ago now.
So it's totally by accident I came across off spin.
Didn't know the subtleties of it all.
Didn't really know how to hold a ball properly.
Didn't know about an arm ball.
I just had an off spinner and a quick.
a ball, which is a medium pacer
was quite quick, and the A.D. Ames
are weak at her. She used to call it the exorcet,
which was the nickname for the quicker,
faster straight one that was full.
And it just sort of developed on from there, really,
as the involved with the family was
paramount from a very young age.
And do you get your first call
up in 94, and that's
we're talking, so Ray Elling with kind of time?
My address, he was known as
Uncle Ray to me, because that was how
he always backed me and believed in me
in the last year. He used to take with Nicky, so Uncle
raised here to watch you again. He was on the BBC
commentary team at the time as well.
And when he took over
in 94, because I'd had two
my introductory years, well
obviously the late 80s at Hampshire when I joined in 87,
88, but then I got in
the side regularly, end of 1990,
1991 playing one day cricket only because
I had her only operation, and I couldn't play three or four
day cricket. In 92
was my breakthrough season, I got 111
wickets in the season, and I didn't get picked for
an A tour or anything, and I thought that
was a bit unjust. So
So 1993, I then got another 108 wickets, didn't get pick again, but for nothing, for nothing
possibly.
And I thought, why was this the case?
Who were the spinners going to pick?
I had you?
A bit of such came through.
I think Graham Gooch was the captain, not saying the Essex link helped.
No.
Tuffus was still at his prime.
Robert Croft was coming through and seemed to be people they like to pick him above
myself, which was fair enough.
Robert's a good friend, but also a very good bowling and cricket in his time.
but the amount of wickets I was taking thought it deserved recognition of some description
and then the West Indies tour of that winter I think wherever the selection team were at the time
either gave in or were replaced and Ray Lindberg took over as chairman of selectors
one of his opening comments of the 1994 domestic season was I'm going to be picking
Dan Goff and Sean Euler as long as they start the season well and obviously the first
in the old days was the Texaco trophy series and that first tour first trip
It was the first games against New Zealand at Episton and at Lords.
And so I got announced a week.
I found out I hadn't started the season very well with a ball,
but I got a couple of 80s and a 90-od, I think,
and 80-od against Starbyshire.
And DeFey's got a hat-trick.
And I got picked on the back of, they knew I could bowl.
It was the statistics we would back that up,
but it was batting as well, which Ray liked his batters to bowlers to bat.
And we played New Zealand at Edgbaston,
which I got a couple of wickets.
I think it was, Adam Pore.
the first wicket and then Ken Rutherford
and I was lucky I had Robin Smith in the side
who helped me settle into a dressing room
fellow Hampshire man and teammate and it was
nowhere near what it is now
I mean it was a couple of coaches
physio and left your own devices really
so it wasn't the
on engaging network that it is that it is now
well you mentioned there you know
you were relieved to see Robin Smith there
because you play with him at Hampshire
that is part of what's so different about now isn't it
I mean I'm thinking about the way
show of Bashir Ray and Arme
Tom Hartley
just arrive in this side
that probably barely set eyes
on each other because they're very inexperienced
cricketers
and somehow
this sort of warm,
cozy umbrella brings them all together
turns them into a team
what we hear about the teams in the 90s
is that you guys were sort of turning up
and clock yourself down in a corner
of the changing room
and people were welcoming
but not to the extent of
knock on your door
and I'll give the comparison my first night
in Edgberston in the hotel
the night before the game
was on my own
we had a team meal
team meal that happened
which was nobody really wanted to be there
because it was just the
thing that you did
was that used to happen at the eve
every time did it?
Yeah, even at one day international
we were a test match dinner
and used to be
the selectors
that there were a certain age difference
between us talking about their old years
and we'd be sat there with the food
and then get out there as quickly as you could
but then that was it
when I made my test match
stayed in Pakistan the first night of the tour
I had Fred and Steve Alton knock on my door
and say you're coming out to dinner with us not
we left your own devices after the dinner
and they were fantastic with me
so the difference in terms
of welcoming
atmospheres was vast
and certainly the people of the older
brigade back in the 90s
wouldn't really speak to you very much
they'd say good luck and that but you think
well you definitely mean that you've got out your way
to just to say good luck because you can say well I wish him good luck
but it was different
atmosphere and different everything
not more backroom staff in
2005 there was to say
a physio and there was no
psychoanalyst no dietitians
nothing there was a physio and that was
about no fitness monitor or anything like that
it was just get out completely
pretty pretty. So let's go back
quickly before coming back to 2005
6 because
you're then really sort of you're in the wilderness
in a way but you're a very prominent
county player I mean you're always
in the conversation
but for 11 years it hasn't happened for you again
you've not got selected
and you know I mean railing was to be an obvious
champion of you because there's an off spinner who batted
but similar light to you
what was happening in those wilderness years
did you just did you give up on England
did you not even think it was going to happen again after a while
I don't think I ever gave up it was
I just knew that certain people were going to get
and again Crofty was doing well
and then Duncan Fletch got the role and obviously it was a glomorghumit
with Crofty and stuff and I think that that goes a long way with with
selection in those days the captain would have a massive say and he would pick the people
that he knew and that he trusted so with the coach and that's that's fine I can live with
that but I think I was consistently taking wickets. Mark Nixon was a great captain for me
when I first joined he just basically put me on one end and leave me and as the years
go by the Robert Smith was a good captain and then obviously the one of the major
differences that happened was the arrival of Shane Warner Hampshire
he taught me how to think better about being a bowler
and that might sound dark but he would
and also the way he captained he would do little things like
he put me on before him
and I go hey
you're the best that's ever been and he said no but you're going to get him out
I said yeah but he said no no you're going to get him out
and over too later he'd say just change the field
and he'd come up and he'd say it's half the time he'd just say to me
we're going to move the field but we're going to
we're not going to. I'm just trying to get into the batsman's head
to make him think that we're doing something but we're not
and he'd be talking and be pointing his hands and going like this
and I'd be thinking what's going on here?
And he said, now you're going to get him caught slip
and it would happen.
And I'd be thinking how does that happen?
So it's almost like sort of sourced.
Kidology, yeah, just getting into the batsman's mind.
You see the batsman getting annoyed and he starts thinking
what's he doing? Looking around the field and trying to see
where the field has just been moved and stuff and half the time
we want to go to you're right, mate, now go back a bit
yeah, that's fine. This is the position he was in the
first place but because the batsman has to change and think where's he gone doubt would get him out of
his bubble and there was there's lots of little things that warn he used to do and say to make us make me
feel as I was but I mean being put on before he was he came on to bowl was just a massive pick
me up and I felt 10 foot tall how important do you think that captaincy of spinners is because I
ask this question because traditionally England captains haven't really captains spin
awfully well not used to it but they're yeah they're not
not used to it. Whereas, you know, when you describe someone like Shane Warren,
greatest, possibly greatest bowler of all type, he's going to be, he's going to understand
what you need, isn't it? And also, I think the thing with it with shame was that he would
always ask you for your opinion. Some times ignore it. Most of the time to ignore it. Most
he would do his own thing, but he would be able to command the respect of the team that
he was playing with and also the players he was playing against. And his philosophy was
I mean, it used to say to me,
one of the first thing you said to me,
let's just spin it when you come on, Sean.
What are you looking to do?
What's your first job?
And I'd say, get a wiki, you say, no.
You stay on.
You stay on.
You try your best to stay on.
Because you can't, the old traditional,
how often do we see in candy cricket?
The spinner gets one over before lunch.
The last over before lunch, see if it spins.
Well, it's minus six in April.
Your fingers are cold.
You can't get a grip on the ball.
How are you expected to do a job for your side?
If you get one over for lunch,
then you might get three hours before lunch,
or tea, then the ball goes soft
and old, so it gives the spinner for six overs,
and you bowl ten overs in a day,
in three spells, and you can't get into the game.
You've got to assess the state of the pitch,
the batsmen where they're strong on the leg side,
strong on the off side, the line you've got to bowl
for areas in March, in April and May
that it does in August, but he said
to be the first thing you'll do stay on. If you don't
stay on, you can't get a grip of what's going on
around you. So that was again another thing that
I'd never thought of. So how would that affect
would you bowl something more defensively in the first
couple of overs, would you? Just a question of
of trying two or three different, the height of your arm, for example,
it could be up touching your rear, then there could be a wider one,
you could get a slide again, and you could get some quarter slip,
you could be bowling slower because it's a slow wicker,
you might be getting more bounce,
but you can't weather that in one over before lunch.
You've got to stay on to get to learn to the right paces
and the right lines and stuff to bowl in certain situations.
But without him, and again, I automatically relaxed,
so I came on to bowl, I thought I had to get wicked to stay on.
But because he understood bowling, he would say,
no, you're on for four or five overs.
If you get whacked, we'll worry about it.
If you get it if it happens, if not, we'll leave you on.
You just figure things out.
But it's kind of cricket that doesn't know.
It was refreshing to see Ben Stokes, especially with Top Hartley in our first innings.
Everyone's going, well, he's gone for 115 or 20.
Why is you bowling him?
But there was a plan because he knew that it was his first bowl for three or four months.
He's nervous and certainly test match cricket.
He's being whacked.
But during this series in Indian spinners pitches, we're going to need him to bowl sides out.
So give him the confidence to bowl.
And without that, I'm convinced you we've never got seven.
for in the second inn is that do you think a rarity
especially for you know a fast bowling all-rounder
yeah truly to understand the needs of a spinner in that
definitely and again that's where ben has been
and bender mccullough have been brilliant i think for english cricket
and the way they've treated the guys that have
the youngsters to come in like shah bashir and uh
rahan armid they must be in heaven because they know
they're not going to be judged on one or two games
they've got the whole tour and they've got the future ahead of them
A lot of people took offence
the fact that Liam Dawson didn't get picked
And I was a big Liam Dawson, Africa
The seasons he's had,
and obviously he's a hamishy boy
And the seasons that he's had been brilliant
And
I thought with the Jack Leach situation now
That was the one thing that I worried about
Was that if he went,
we got three youngsters with three or four test messages between them
Providing our spin options
Whereas Liam, he's been with an experienced man
But then
If you don't pick spinners, young spinners for in India
You can't really take him to South Africa
or to any places like that because they seem a friendly wickets
to let them learn on bowling in situations like they're bowling in
but for Ben to back them the way they have
and Brendan McCollum as I say I think he's been breath of fresh air
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Let's go back to you, because,
because you then get recalled
and you're sent with the England team
the first tour after the 2005 ashes
English cricket's on this massive high
but there have been a few changes
Michael Vaughn's stricken with an injury
Ashley Giles is not going to
make it through the whole tours of Pakistan
and then subsequently India
and you're back in the fold
after 11 years
and it's one of the toughest of tours
isn't it Pakistan those are the flattest of
decks which are not really spin friendly.
No.
Tell us what it felt like. First, to get selected.
Yeah.
And then to put that, you know, put that jersey on again and come into a totally different
setup. So if you can contrast the two setups.
Yeah. As I say, the 90 Fos series was, no, 495, 96 when I played the One Day
International was just a different feel. You didn't feel part of, I mean, I was
lucky with Robin being there and other people that I knew from County Cricket Days, but it
wasn't like I had a grounding with those guys in terms of knowing them very well,
94, no, 5, but in 2005, 6 when I got recalled, I think because I was 35 at the time as well,
I wasn't overly looking to make friends that I'd go out my way and do stuff.
I was just happy to accept the fat.
I've been given a last chance.
I knew what I was there for, probably for one winter to do a job, and my expectations weren't
that high, so we worry about it too much.
but to go back into that dressing room in 2005 was
amazing because I say three weeks before
they won the ashes and all the ticket tape rate
and a double deck of bus and everything else that went on
and all of a sudden I was part of that
that group of people that had done that
and to be made as welcome as I was
within that dressing room and three or four guys
as I've mentioned were fantastically helpful
in that front
was brilliant
and they treated me very well
treat me like I was the old sod in the team
but that was fair enough I accept
did that and I wasn't expected to do miracles but I wasn't expected to play in all three
games but I think Ashley got injured in one or two of them and all of a sudden I was the
solitary spinner but the pitches were like this like this table just no spin no not much bounce
and as I say in the three test matches I think I took four wickets so an average in 92 which I
thought was not going to keep me on the tour I think I actually got kept on for the one day series
there's a five one day some barfatch one day series in Pakistan after the test matches and I got
kept on for that which I thought was a bit of a
confidence boost.
I only played in one or two of them.
So then the winter tour came around.
The selection was for India about,
I think it was mid-February until the end of March.
And Pakistan,
India toured Pakistan,
there's four weeks before,
and in January, I think it was.
And Harbourjan had played in the same wickets
that we played on the same ground,
same venues.
And Harbajan, in three testimonies,
didn't get a single wicket.
So I thought, well, I'm done not considerably better than him.
He's averaging infinity.
Yeah, exactly.
And I'm averaging 90.
So I was sort of thinking
If they look at that
From consistency, they better give me a chance
In India that's going to
Where it's generally going to turn and get some bounce
And fair enough to the day of gradient selectors they did
I got the call say you're on the tour
On the trip
And then when it got ill
As happens in India
It was out of the
But didn't get picked for the first test match on
I think we only played one spinner I think
The second test match
I was out of
Out of action with a sickness bug
And then the third test match
Got the Nod a couple of days before the game
and had to manage to do something half decent.
Well, let's talk about that because to the last test?
Yeah, but also would you say your greatest moment on a cricket field?
Very close, very, the fourth on the last day, I think would take some beating,
but also being the first ever born and bred Hampshire captain to lift a trophy for the club
was right up there as well, I've been there 20 or years.
But in terms of profile,
and what it meant to first test match winning in India for 21 years, that's a lot.
I mean, it wasn't, obviously, I didn't do everything, but it's got four or five weeks in the match.
But it was an enjoyable experience.
Well, let's set it up because it's at the Wankady Stadium, which is a magnificent place to be playing cricket.
Yeah, very much so.
In Mumbai.
England, a 1-0-down, hard-fought series.
It was.
Going toe-to-to-to, Jimmy Anderson's brought back in.
I mean, it's incredible to think.
Jimmy Honey. Still playing now.
Still playing now. Unbelievable, really. We're talking about
this year or last test match.
17 years ago. Jimmy takes
4 for 40. But
with England 1-0 down
desperately want to
save the game. And
really, you kind of on top
through a lot of the game, but there's some
interesting things here because there's some players
who are injured by this stage.
England have lost Marcus
Drescott. They've lost Michael Vaughn. They've lost Michael Vaugh.
lost Ashley Giles.
Yeah.
Simon Jones got injured as well.
Simon Jones.
Jimmy Anderson's playing and he wasn't a regular at all at that stage.
And away his Shah comes in for his debut.
And I'm conscious that this is the debut season for Alastair Cook as well.
He debuted in Nagpur in the draw in Nagpur two tests before.
So away his Shah's come in.
And I remember him getting cramped because he used to grip the backs are hard.
Very hard, yeah, very hard.
it's already a board
in 88
England gets 400
cut a
long story short
they're set
318 or to win
and this is
about as far removed
from bass ball
as we can get
because under the
captaincy of
Andrew Flintoff
England score
190 odd
191 and 92.4
overs to set up
that victory
target
so it was
tough
for traditional
cricket
wasn't it
it was good
old-fashioned cricket
and
I mean
just as a by story
of that test match
Alster Cook
was
got playing in that
test match until the morning of the game when he got ill
and I wish I came in and
so he got eight years and that was the rest of his history but
the whole test match was
heaven flowed
we lost the toss
and got inserted. Very rare
in India. The toss to coming up and you know I'm on the edge of the
outfield thinking please please please back come on
Fred just call correct so it kind goes up
and Freddie calls incorrectly and I just seen
go and I think it was Dean Jones went to
driveway first and I thought oh that's it we're in the field
said we'll field first and I don't
I would talk and thought, did he just say field?
And I thought, and Preddie's like,
just see his face light up thinking,
what, do you say field?
And I thought, yeah, so we're batting.
Which is amazing to win a tossing.
On a brown deck with two spinners in both sides
and in Mumbai, 40 degree heat and win a toss and bowl,
but he did, thankfully.
Strauss played a fantastic inning, he's got 100 in the first innings.
O'Ishar, got 80, odd.
I think Freddie got 50.
He got 50s in both innings.
We batted with 400 on the board.
Was brilliant.
a day and a bit
into the game
I think it was
and then
the second innings
the India first innings
I think Jimmy bowed
brilliantly
Freddy got some
wickets and Matthew Holgaard
I think Monty might
got one
I got one
and
Monty
I was putting in this
game
and there's a very
famous incident
involving Monty
isn't there
certainly is
off the batter
of MS Stoney
do you know
there certainly is
but I mean
on night three
just a little
preload into
night three
I was Knight
Watchman
and I've been
dropped twice
by Bastard
Watchman
Duncan Fletcher, can you see?
Look at me, you went shaggy,
you're never doing that job ever again.
I said, I know,
because it's my last test match,
so I'm not really worried.
But I got 16 or 8.
I batted for about an hour.
The pre-dogs of that story,
the night before,
I was very down.
I hadn't bowed, particularly when in the first innings,
I'd gone for four and a half and over,
which was not,
which was just,
I was bowling,
bawly,
I was sweating,
I'd shake,
it was just horrible,
and I didn't feel very good.
And I batted,
and I started about okay,
and I got a phone call in my room
that night.
And it was a great shame warm, bringing me up and saying,
mate, I hear you struggling.
Robin Smith had been in touch with Warnie and said,
I think Shagher needs a bit of a lift.
Are you in a position to give him a call?
So I was in my hotel around about 9 o'clock at night.
And I think he was in Cape Town or somewhere.
I can't remember where Warnie was now.
But the phone call just lifted me like you can't believe.
And he said, this is your last test match.
You do want to go out by giving it anything less than what you've got.
you're there on merit your England's best off spinner you win this test match for your country
you'll never feel a feeling like this ever again in your life so don't regret anything so just go
and do what you can do you're the best go and do it and it's too difficult to put into words
what that meant and what it did for me because he went out of his way the greatest in my opinion
certainly spinner that's ever lived to take the time and the efforts had someone who was struggling
a bit was phenomenal and um I went out and back to the next morning got eight to a
18, I think, in about an hour
and a half, but that gave me some confidence.
And then, obviously, the last
day was, what's
written in stone now and was phenomenal in terms of
what happened, but to get
forward, he's including Satin and Doni was
pretty special, as you say, Monty
made a bit of a pig's ear with a
chance off, Tony, two balls before.
My recollection is it went, right? Yeah, he's at the air, he's at
mid-off, but he's suddenly nowhere
near the ball. No. The ball's up there for quite
a while.
The Mottis has not gone near it.
Moodle comes in and Bills to Doni, who hits it high in the air,
to Skaya, there are two fielders underneath it.
Panasar is there.
They had time to debate who it was going to be.
It was swirling, and I'm afraid, Monti Panasar.
How old?
Yeah, he didn't even get his hands to it.
It was in the middle of Jimmy Anderson, Monty,
but a lot further closer to Monty's side of the thing of the pitch.
And when he just stood there like that and put his hands back,
and missed it, I thought, what's he done?
Because he got Satya and I'll call short leg
the book, it was a couple of those before, which was in
heaven about, and I thought this is going to be
two, and what's Monty done? He's got nothing
and he blamed his son. I said, the sun's over the other side of the ground
Monty, you can't blame the sun, you just made it
a humongous error. Anyway, two
balls later, Donie came down the wicket again
and I did actually see him coming a bit, so he chucked it a bit wider.
Thankfully, he did the same thing again, and Monty didn't have to move.
He couldn't blame Jimmy, he couldn't blame the son,
which he did the same chance two balls before he blamed the sun,
but the next time he caught it
so obviously the sun wasn't too bad
Udil goes now
to Donio who goes out another big swing
Peresar's got another chance
it's high he's caught it
he's caught it long off
I wasn't so costly after all
he caught it
given the second chance
so a triumph for Udall
he's enveloped by delighted teammates
it's his debut as well was it
Monti's debut tour
I think Monty played in the first couple of test matches
that was his third test
but again very young
and to win
to play that major part
that especially the satchin wiki
caught short leg
I've won that spun
and donie and then
the two talentenders
is that your biggest
wicket do you think
in that moment
last day
and getting him out
how I planned in my head
to get him out
set him up a bit wide
a bit wider
and then a bit quicker
and it spun
and then off his pad
and Ian Bell took a very good catch
that's turned away
on the on side
it's caught
at short leg
Yudel has made the break
Through the big one, Tendulka's gone.
He rushes off towards square leg
and he's mobbed by every single England fielder.
Well, what a wicket for Yudel.
Tendulka pushed forward.
He was taken by Bell at short leg
and it's 76 for five.
Well, let me tell you, that's the biggest wicket
in Sean Yudel's life.
It really is.
He gets Tendulka out.
Flintos got driving out.
And well done the captain.
all I'm saying about putting the seamer on
the captain's had faith in the spinner
and the spinner's done the job for him
in England. Wow, 76 for five
and the two biggest names out.
You got your first England cap in 94
but it's your first test cap
that all turned up not long before
this match we're talking about.
How much more important
is that test cap to you
and to cricketers generally?
The word test match
says everything because it's the biggest test.
of your ability over four or five days that you can you can go through. A 2020 game again can
be one or lost in an over or two some balls a magical over and it brings you back into the game and
or a magical spell in a 50 over game but for me the test match cricket is your biggest of
your ability and what you've got inside your head inside your mind inside your heart what it really
means to you and the toughest situations bring out the best in people sometimes and that's how you
can judge the best cricketers but to me test match cricket will always be the pinnacle and um to be able to
played a part was fantastic.
There's a long on in, a long off,
deep forward square leg on the boundary,
deep backward square leg.
Yudel at 100 for nine, goes into Bolton.
Munafo is a huge swing away on the, on side.
Hogarths underneath it, he's going to catch it.
He does catch it.
England has run.
It's a fourth wicket for Sean Yudel.
He runs out towards ExtraCoa.
There's no one there, so he has to run back in towards the pitch.
Some colleagues are there.
They split off.
Some are congratulating Udle
Some are congratulating Flintoff and Hogard
England have won by
Two hundred and twelve runs
India a hundred all out
It's England's first test victory in India
For more than 20 years
And they've levelled the series
We've discussed a little bit about
Ben Stokes and you've talked about the inspiration
inspirational captaincy of Shane Warren
There's an awful lot of debate
About the way England go about their cricket
What's your take?
on it watching from a distance?
I think it's been
amazing, it's been brilliant. There are times
when I sit there and I think
just raining in a little bit
but that whole overall outcome
and feel about what's happened
the excitement is brought to
the game itself, the Simon is brought
to the England supporters
there's going to be times
when it doesn't go quite well
but as an overall package
would we rather be where we are now
or where we were two years ago
and there's undoubtedly
the place to be where we are now
The biggest test is going to be over the next year and how the press and also how the supporters either respect what they're doing still.
If they continue down this route, it would be an ultra-positive, which I think is the right way to go with the side that they've got.
But as an overall package, I'm very much in favour of it.
I think it's brought entertainment back into the game, but bums on seats, the people are watching it and listening to it.
And we're talking about it in a positive way.
I think they're going to be good for the game.
Would you like to have played under Basble?
Wonderful.
I mean, I was a bit of a number eight slogger,
so to suit me perfectly.
But bottom hand over to the leg side,
but I think you'd be given a lot of freedom to do
to play the game, how you wanted to play.
Play a game with no regrets,
with no...
No, comments behind your back,
if you got out playing a silly shot,
as long as you're in the right reasons
and you could see what you were trying to do
as trying to push the game on
and play positively.
But yeah, I'd have loved it.
Sean, thank you so much,
being so candid about Parkinson's
for telling us so many stories
about your own career.
It's been great having you on the TMS podcast.
It's been nice morning.
Thank you very much.
Thank you.
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