The Flycast - Are We Living The Dream? | The Flycast Ep. 102

Episode Date: February 20, 2024

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Like, have you not found out that, like, we don't know anyone successful that does that? Exactly. Like, there's a, there's a pattern to success, and you are not. Not even fucking close. Like, you don't even understand. 102. Episode 102. 102.

Buckle my shoe. How do you do? 3.4. Fuck that whore. Whoa. That's too far. That's very far. We respect women here on the flycast.

Welcome back, a special episode, because we have a special guest. Somebody know him as Marcus. Some may know him as Mbo's. Some may know him is that average fuck from Jersey. That was? That average fuck from Jersey. Somebody know him is Money Biscuit.

Somebody know him is Money B. Somebody know, am I forgetting anything? Bro, the last time we did this was the day I walked here. Oh. Oh shit. And we didn't even know. His feet was falling off. I can't believe you.

Those knew the whole time. I can't believe you did that like low key. Just for. Just for the joke. Just for the joke. Just to say, hey, did you walk here? So did I. That's the only reason.

You at the middle of the flight, you're like, I got to go pee and you left and I still haven't brought it up. But I was like, yo, when are you going to talk about that shit? I was like, my feet hurt. So how far was that? 30. 30 miles. I think it was like 31 miles. Yeah, yeah. So we just did a best friend quiz before this and they asked how was my farthest run?

And I know you didn't run 30 miles, but it was 10 miles. 30 miles? Dude, I, once again, I'll, you know what? I'm going to just get it out there. I mean, I've probably talked about this last week, but I fell off again. It's every. And I'm up, but I'm starting again. It's every week. I know. I'm starting I'm starting to get sick of this shit

The viewers have started I gotta have a tic-tac-toe Or like little Bingo boards and it's like There's probably some shit on like prize picks I'm like Well maniac workout this week Fandle

Or Fandle They're probably on Fandle Better shit Will I or will I not work out this week This week? Will he talk about how he fell off How is his anxiety? Will I talk about mental

Yeah health, anxiety, depression, and the same shit, and then see the same comments, and then go to his page. What do you know? No profile pictures. I go report. Just Twitter egg? Just running their mouth.

Dude, I forgot about the Twitter egg. Just running their mouth with, I'm sick of people not having... Bro, is it you guys too? What's the word? Like you're talking about me, but you're scared to share your face on the internet. Yeah. You're speaking, but you won't show your face on the internet. Have y'all been getting, uh, I feel like everybody's on, like, I feel like, no, I'm not on Twitter

anymore. I feel like my nuts have been occupied recently from like a lot of people. I've been feeling it lately. I don't know what it is. There was a while where it was like, I felt nothing but love. Yeah. And I didn't really see, I'd go to comments. I wouldn't really see anything negative.

On this side of things like the waves are crazy. There's, there, it's, it's like a yearly thing. I'm saying, I think it's like a yearly thing. It's like seasons. Yeah. Yeah, more like season. It's so wild. It's like interesting.

I mean, it hurts me deeply, but it's also mad interesting. I, I, it's so weird. I like don't care. For some reason, I mean, but it does. Kind of just does some. Like, it's like, it's just the fact that they, why are you speaking? And they, they have no, like, um, account. There's no accountability to where they can just.

And it's also, it's like, like the one guy, Bose, I don't know if you saw it, I know hits saw it, but the one guy who was like, thank God, maniac's not on the pod. Finally a watchable pod. And it was like the optic podcast and I like screen record a shit. It was like, why? I can't imagine ever being in that situation to where I would comment that. That's why I don't understand.

And it's like who is that? They all have something in common, but I just don't feel, I haven't figured it out yet. Like there hasn't been one time where I got on Twitter. and like tweeted like one of the athletes or something or someone I know. Yeah. Some wild shit that just I don't think like unless you're like 14. Yeah. And I can kind of. That's why I always think like people that tweet that or like say like if you're I think I there's certain like words and phrases that also go with the waves like a couple years ago everybody was cringe. And like so if you did anything like if I if I God forbid if I laughed in a video I would. was cringe. And then you've ruined the whole video. I ruined the whole video because my laugh is loud.

And it was fake. And now it's like now like soft is coming around. So if you say anything that's like, if you complain about anything, you're soft now. Really? It's like Andrew Tate like ever since the whole Andrew Tate wave. And it's it's very obvious because like people will say people will say the same things when they're like when they're roasting you or like when they're just tweeting hate at you. It's always the, it's the same, like, they follow the same trends. It's really interesting. It's never anything new that I like. No, no, no, never.

That like throws me off a little bit. I'm like, kind of right. Or like, yeah. It's always just the same fucking nonsensical. It's just so not needed comments that are just commented. And I see it every day. Lately I've been, I'll like open Twitter. I'll start scrolling and then I'll just close Twitter.

I'm like, this is not good for my brain. Just even seeing, like knowing these, not saying I'm better than them, but knowing these people exist, like makes me squirm. Like when I scroll through Twitter and it's just I see so many people like just talk, they just talk about other people's lives and comment on other people's lives. Oh, yeah. and it's just like have you not found out that like we don't know anyone successful that does that

exactly like there's a there's a pattern to success and you are not not even fucking close like you don't even understand we don't know any route you're taking it's going to be one of those routes where like and it's because it's not like oh you're saying because i talk shit to people in twitter like i can't be successful it's not that it's that shows what your character is and that branches off

and God knows what else in your life so the only way to make it and you're probably unlucky and you're a victim and this happened dad wasn't there so you fucking it must be nice

that everyone else got this opportunity yeah and I didn't I just sat there and fucking tweeted people all day just random shit and fucking quote tweeted oh you go to their page

let me guess it's no tweets just hate tweets to everybody and cash out giveaway and retweet and Mr.

Beast giveaways I saw someone Feastables someone was saying someone was like or I think someone said to me but I know people

have like said it to all of us before about how we're how we're lucky we got Hacks and Hax taking care of his children

and all this other shit and someone was like oh I think it was when the after Ili's interview people were like you need to help I'llie how you know who saved your

life. I'm like, shut the fuck up. First off, it's not my job to save Ily. Second of all, does Ily need saving? I don't fucking, he was on optic for a while, but it's like, I really, I don't even know if I talk to the guy. I think, like, he's, I've been in like maybe a circle with him and, like, said what's up or something, but like, people were just saying, like, like, someone to just say, like, hex, well, I don't know. That's a weird one. Hacks saved my life. because first off you can't save anyone's life when it comes to that stuff and I'm not saying fucking illy needs saving and I don't know maybe we can get your thoughts on that. Have I talked to you about it? Yeah, you're just saying if there's if there's someone that's in the situation that you were in, the only person that can save that person is them.

Yeah. Like, Hex was there to help you. But it's not like he went in and dragged you by the hair. Guiding you through the process. Yeah. At the end of the day, it was I knew I was at my rock bottom. Hex sent the text. It was like, let me help you.

And I was, like, I was just, I was ready. I was like, all right, what are we going to do? And then, but like, people were forgetting, I went to rehab before then. Like, and I just, I wasn't, I went to rehab twice that year and I just wasn't ready to even help my fucking self. And then, once a whole illy situation, I got numerous. messages. That's like mad like parisocial I think. Like just what's that I mean? Like whenever someone that's out outside of a situation things that they know or like like inserts themselves into a situation of like a creator like basically or like a like a person of I don't know

like if we were like if we went to Drake shows and talked to them like we were best friends with them that would be parissocial. I don't know the actual fucking definition but oh like they think they know you. Yeah, exactly. Like your friends, kind of. Did we ever talk about the Ellie situation? I don't think so. It's not really a hot topic anymore.

Not on the fly cast, but yeah, Ellie, Ellie went on stage and was after one of the interviews in one of the post matches, he was like a lot of eye movements and is seemingly all over the place. And so everyone thought that he was on drugs. But also, if you ever talk to Ellie, it's not like, it's not like he's a relaxed guy. Yeah. He's not, I mean, he's a bouncy. He's a bouncy. Yeah, he's a, he, he, he doesn't stream that often and he doesn't post on social media.

So like, I don't think people really know illy that well. But like, I don't know. I just don't know the facts of the situation, so I don't want to like. To be saying like a dude needs help and shit like that. It's like, dude, you don't know if I'm fucking frightened of like, I used to, when, whenever I play optic halo, I'd be like, no, go to flame sword. You do the interview. Like, I'd be, I was always. Oh, you hated interviews. Yeah, whether I was on Addy or anything, I fucking hated interviews. Like, I hated standing there and, like, just doing the interview in front of people. Like, I don't even know how, like, I would act in that situation because I always just used to say fucking no.

So, I mean, I don't know I don't know illy that well. I'm going to assume he's going to be just fine. I think he's fucking smart enough. and he doesn't need he doesn't because especially we don't know this situation we don't need to be like hounding him down

fucking talking bad on his name and like saying you need help it's like dude you don't even know like literally what if he wasn't even on Adderall just on a bunch of caffeine the end of the match probably some crazy match he was turned now this interview people were fucking booed

and like dude you don't know the fucking situation that is true but anyways I don't want to put in no bed I don't want to say anything that you know I literally know no facts

we fucks with you really we got your back on God Bose what you uh what you've been up to ranked fucking fake fuck yeah I've been grinding ranked

really Bose left me we yeah I've complained about it I've complained about it before let's let's let's let's switch

the alternate reality here imagine halo's thing that's poppin no i halo b r comes i only say that to like you would not play with me formal's like yo nick lucid and fucking fucking snipe down need one do you want to play i get it trust me i get it duo cue with but i do like i'm like mentioning it sometime but i haven't even really mentioned it like just even off rip like i got it and i knew it seems that way because I'm just feeling dead air. Just so happen to be good. Yeah.

Like, I play with study and, like, I literally been playing with them all my life. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You're like, you know what I'm saying? They just so happen to be good. That's true. They just so happen to have championships under their belt. There's other, like. But you're a GGCS champion.

Yeah. Like, why, you should be instaute with Pomage. He's been in my chat. He'll start my stream at 8.30 in the morning. he'll join my chat and be like when are we playing like normal typical pommage bullshit and then he goes to sleep

I think Pommage likes to know like he'll be like yo when we game in he just likes to hear whatever just hit me up that's all he wants to hear yeah yeah but he's never actually he's never available ready to join the lobby record like this yeah and when was it was it I'm not trying to call out fam

but at the Mavs game I think we were like taking a picture. And I've heard him say this and before he's like, I just want to be involved, which I get. Like he moves back here, joins Optic again. Like he wants to be involved. But there is like certain people, they want to, they have like their set pot people they want on the podcast and he'll join for other stuff. And we, I think on war zone, we had our own little squad and maybe he wanted to like play with that more or some, some, some. But he just mentioned like, I just want to be involved. And like he'll join my stream. When are we playing?

him. And then yesterday, I think, was it yesterday, the day before, but there was like trivia content. He just like didn't show up. And it's just like, dude, like, he was just a no show. And I think he's sleeping. His fucking sleep schedule is horrible. Pam, I've been waiting to play with you in the mornings. I'm literally by myself every single morning. But his, I think his, his stream schedule, I've been like, where are the Pam streams? Where are the Pam streams? And then lately, been seeing he starts his stream at like 1 a.m. and then ends at 8 a.m. Granted it does fucking work for him. We're all trying to make it. Like he's get once everyone's starting to get off like he like all of us are grabbing a section around Seth. It's all

before Seth after Seth. Once Seth's on it's like why all right all right guys let's see you guys you guys are you guys go have fun over there. It's it's good if it was good for me because I would play with Seth and then I would get so like people are hearing my voice I was playing with maniacaha funny squad yeah good stream then like the next morning I get on and like people are his people

are like hanging out with me until he gets on so it works and then so now we got like me in the early mornings and now Zinny's getting on early morning like I used to be like I'm getting on 8 a.m. sharp and now Zinnies getting on 8.39 a.m. I'm like you motherfucker

You gotta start going 7. And now people are fucking 6 a.m. or something. And then Seth, and then Nate... It's gonna get to a point where... It's just 24 hours. Bro, I started my stream at 7 a.m. I was like, holy fuck, I'm tired. But I woke up at like 6.10.

Couldn't go back to sleep. Start my stream at 7 a.m. It's 750. Someone goes, Nade's on. I'm like, it's 5.50 this time. I'm like, I know... I know ranked his back and he's fucking hype. And he, like, just started streaming again.

So I know... literally I know this is like not his whole life. Like he has this kid and shit. But I know he's just, he's waking up and he can't fucking wait to get on. Yeah, yesterday. It's 7.50, but we're like, Nade's on. Peace out on the act. I'm just like, fucking God.

And then I don't have a squad. Then Zini hops on. Then Seth gets on. Then I just fucking end my stream. Then TST gets on. Then y'all get off pomages on. But like now it's like the, damn near 24 hours. My mornings are just filled.

And fucking, quite frankly, ranked has been, I mean, we've talked about this a few times about how ranked is just fuck. Are you enjoying rank being mad? I mean, I like playing it. You're playing with your boys though. I mean, it's fun. I mean, besides when you play the fucking hackers and then you queue up against the pros and then the next game you play them again and then you might queue up and play them again. Does that happen often? Yes, every damn day.

Really? playing the fucking Carolina Ravens. Like, I don't want to fucking team scream you guys in rank, bro. Oh, you're playing. I saw, like, some challengers kid tweet the scoreboard. It does. I think it was named like Cruz. I think he's teaming with, like, Major Maniac.

I actually just saw that, like, this morning or something. He beat y'all. I think it was like you, Zinni, Nate and Hyes or something. And they beat y'all. And it's his challengers team, and they beat y'all, like, 250 to like 100 or something on like a hard point he tweeted the scoreboard and I'm not gonna lie people were calling him weird and stuff that's like that's very strange bro it's rank play yeah like I could have just been like yo my bad I just got back like like you like you haven't touched cod and God

knows how long I'm not going I'm going hard but I'm not like sweating my like I'm going you're not going to like scrim strats I'm not going to vote review over and over and over It's totally different. Like you're playing with Nate who hasn't touched a controller. You don't. I'm never touch it unless like rank just comes out. I'm literally playing off reaction time. Like I don't care.

Yeah. Like I'm not learning strats, timings and none of that. I'm just playing. Like, you know what I'm saying? I mean, I am going hard,

but I'm not sweating. You love this shit though? Fuck yeah. Because even... Cod's fun right now. Even today. Buzz was like cancel that shit. Because our content today was we did like,

We did like a best friend quiz, and then we're doing this. And there was a lot of waiting around today from the production side. I'm just saying, the only thing I kind of takes our whole morning and after you came from Boston. Then we had content right after Boston. Then rank dropped, and I was trying to grind through the watch party and all that shit would rank. And then rank and then we're playing ranked. And then now we got more content. Then we had the fucking Mavs night.

Can I miss that. Super Bowl, then the hangovers. And everyone's going to a Super Bowl party. when I'm supposed to stay home and play rank. Of course I'm going to go to Super Bowl party. Yeah, yeah. Then tomorrow we got the sidekick shit. Can I get a fucking break?

Can I play rank just for the whole day? I do feel when I don't, even the sidekick thing, I'm thinking about magically having are you going? Food poisoning. Yeah, I'm wrong. But that's just in like plain, oh,

it's another 40-minute drive. Yeah, I know. Well, no, it's an Allen. probably even further somehow I don't remember it being that actually maybe it is like 35 minutes well I'm in like a weird like Frisco is now

Frisco is farther than me here with absolutely zero traffic it takes like 22 minutes to go to Frisco it's like 40 minutes minimum and that's probably with no traffic so I don't know

because I love just not seeing anything on the schedule. And I want to get back in my workout shit. Wake up, work out early in the morning, streamed by like 8 or 9 a.m. Calesthetics. I don't know about calisthenics.

Regular. I would do it. It would be cool to get into calisthenics. Have you guys ever taken prednisone for anything? Do you know what that is? Pregnizone? Yeah. Predinzone.

It's like a steroid. Ooh. Not that kind of steroid. No, not that kind. It's like an antipsone. swelling like steroid no and uh you've been taking that for right why don't you just no for my nose hot water put some alcohol in there shit in that bitch like tequila it'll clear no not alcohol no no like rubbing rock side oh you think that'll fix my nose and shit put your face it straight in the

water i'm i have to do that you got to be butt naked but your head has to just be in the water in your body out the tub i don't think i have to be why does he have to be why does he have to I think that That'd actually be weird if you were butt naked That was a crazy visual Your body's not going in the water But you have to be butt naked Trust me

The only way this works Is if you're butt naked I don't think I have to be butt naked So I'm like on the steroid I'm on the steroid pack right now And I got a steroid shot as well Because I got my nose checked up And they were like damn

That's shit's swelling back up That's what the doctor said They're like damn bro That's shit's swelling And so they gave me a shot and prednisone is dope because like my nose I can feel my nose clearing up but also like dog it it like grows your tities and like pudges you up and so I'm looking at myself in the mirror like you sure that's the medicine I'm sure it's the medicine I'm almost positive it happens every time

just makes you wait let me see you are kind of looking puffy wait what do you mean like you just gain a little weight yeah just I don't know if you like retain water I don't know what it is Lexus was telling me something. She might have just been telling me to make me feel better. But I've been, like, doing crunches and shit before, like, that's how self-conscious I am. Like, before I'm going into, into take a shower, I'm, like, doing like 100 crunches and, like, the fucking thing. And I've been, like, lifted weights on stream and shit. On stream.

In between matches. Yeah. In between matches, I'm just like, ah. And they're like, what? And then Blake and George are like, looking at me like, what the fuck? I've been fucking slacking. And I'm like, I just need a little bit of dopamine somewhere. some I've been searching far and wide who has some there's it's limited I get it

I get it on yeah yeah everything shared and think about it there's not there's not a large majority they say there's enough for everyone there ain't nearly enough not even fucking close look how the fucking world think about how much hex need and Seth of their fucking how much dope they sucked up and still get they're just fucking hogging it all They are hogging. It's probably 75%. Just in e-sports. Oh my God.

Then you just have the fucking rest of us. Then I go search for it and pick up basketball and just know I'll never be LeBron. I ain't getting me. I'm searching ranked just knowing I'll never even be like highs or havoc. Those are crazy names to say. I'll never be like highs or havoc. They've both been number one. I mean, they grind.

Why not me? Go play 15 hours a day. That's what they do. I can't do that no more. Literally what he does. They play 15 hours a day. He literally says, bent streams for like 15 hours,

puts up on stream, be back in four hours, sleeps four gets back on. Dude, I, I, I did a, I did a video or a,

uh, I recorded a video with Octane and Havoc. Because they've been like dueling. So I was like doing a TST trivia video. And I was like, whenever you guys are good, I can, I can make it.

work and then Havoc was like I'm down to do 7 a.m. I was like what and they both got up at 7 a.m. which is 5 a.m. Sam's time is he still in L.A.? Yeah. Yeah. So he woke up at 5 a.m. Havick broke up at 7 a.m. I recorded a video. It took like 35 minutes and then Havoc went live. Stream the whole day. I'm like dude. That is insane. I miss me having that drive. I mean it it. I miss me having that drive. I miss it so much like I'll stream. I'm getting to do a PC set up. that drive like I'm getting to do a PC setup like I'll stream but I don't think I can do 10 12 hour streams I fuck no there's no way after eight you're I'm exhausted like if I start at 8 in a morning or something I could do like a 6 to 8 hour stream no problem yeah but bro there's no way

I'm doing 15 12s dog no way sometimes you just want some down like it's like you could sit at your chair for like 8 10 12 hours but streaming on top of it like you're like in between games you're talking to chat so my ass is there on time you're watching my youtube video you smell like shit yes there's not really there's time to eat but you don't want to like eat and then like people in your chat stop talking and it's just a whole i hate eating on camera like shit i just i just really i know i usually just fast maybe that's where the tities are coming from but then i get hungry and then i get pissed hot i start getting hives bro my stream room is so hot

like I'm just in a regular bedroom. My girl is freezing at all time, so she keeps the heat on. What do you guys keep the heat on? Well, ours is weird. Like, we'll have the heat will, like the little heat thing will say like heat on. And then, but it'll be on like 64. But then the temp and the house will feel okay. It'll be like 70 degrees.

But then you go into my stream room, two streaming PCs, just a small box. it's so fucking hot like i'll try opening the windows but then it's 60 degrees outside so it like that doesn't do anything then i don't know just i it's really just the two pieces and being in a small room just makes it so hot and that's when i really start raging once i start getting hot dude sweaty sweating out i'll be in an s and d like hiding hiding in a corner and just have to wipe my hand dude walks by i'd like it's just it's fucking wait nick let me ask you about your your tweet you tweeted yesterday what I tweet yesterday

the aliens are hiding in Antarctica I mean do I gotta spell it out yeah yes I need to know what's going on that's old bad shit man they're not in Antarctica I wish

then maybe this is what we can turn the flycats into to where like if there's any TikToks and stuff we start watching we like submit them to fucking meathead or something yeah just and then we let's just do that down here even with like a guest or whatever just like rewatch this shit

just rewatch TikToks but it was just talking about how you know the pyramid of Giza and all this other shit that like three pyramids in Egypt and now apparently they're like just pinnacle points of energy

toward the sun when I listen to it I'm like I'm understanding but then if you ask me to explain it like I can't fucking explain it in the same way of explaining like quantum mechanics or quantum physics

the whole body is made out of electrons proton neutrons whatever the whole body's made out of electrons if you I don't know how they did this but they did an experiment to where they were like shooting electrons out of a cannon and like onto some board and the electrons moved differently

when they observed it like they set up they shot the electrons through and it went on like some just like straight pattern or something and then they shot the electrons through with the camera so they could see why are the electrons moving this way and then the electrons did something else

just because the electrons were observed what does that make making sense yeah the human body is made out of nothing but electrons kind of look at it like a render distance in H1Z1 okay now you're getting when it's not being observed now you're getting it is completely the electrons

we only look like this and this simulation only appears like this because it's being observed by us by fucking whatever else is observing this shit once it's not being observed what does this world actually look like

back to when people were asking me thinking I'm crazy when I said like are we in the same reality like if look at me head right now now he just turned around and now he might see me but fucking And like, you know what I'm saying? We're being, we're being, you just said it.

If we're being observed, they react different. So if he doesn't see me and I don't see him, are we even in, am I in his reality? I don't even know. Yeah, like, do you even exist in his world? Or does the world outside right now of this even exists for us? So what is, what does I have to do with aliens in Antarctica? So, I mean, that's just the type of shit I've been on lately. Like, you know, Pyramid of Giza and fucking all this other shit?

Well, apparently there's, I forget how many, maybe like four pyramids in Antarctica, but they're trying to hide. I did see that. That are way bigger. Like gigantic. Than the pyramids in Egypt. There's also,

in which the pyramids in Egypt are fucking huge. Really? They're not as tall as the Empire State Building, but just the fucking width of them is... The girths of those things. You guys never read the fucking black book on the alien shit that came out? Like, on the FBI. dot go website yeah the one with the the guy in the jet like the fighter jet guy

like no no no like just like all the stories they have like of actual paperwork filing like no there's just a whole bunch of them like all right I think I told the story before but it's still the craziest one to me because it's like holy fuck like these motherfuckers are insane like bro all right so apparently a UFO is flying right right they shot it down like are like a jet whatever they used used they shot it down it crashes they run they start moving towards it right they get close to whatever the object that hit the ground was they see these motherfuckers like creeping over and shit like they're down one was dead and the other three were like moving around they said when they got

close to it like it was like a light went up a light went up it started buzzing and they turned the soldiers into limestone stone this is when it gets It's hard to believe. How? A alien could be... The aliens turn the soldiers in the limestone. A alien could be this big walking around. It could probably be turned itself into a fly.

It's probably a fuck. He's fucking laughing like a psycho. He is an alien. It wouldn't he... They are living among us. Yeah, it's a literal story. Like, look that it turned the soldiers into limestone. The soldiers that were...

So they died? One, apparently it says it and now it... This is on the FBI website. I'm not just pulling this at it. Right. Yeah, I got you. They said that one survived to like tell the whatever. The other 12 are stone, they're stone.

They're stone somewhere. Dome. Limestone. I mean, I can't put it past them. I read that and I'm like, there's some crazy shit. And I think they're like, you know, there's a huge part of Antarctica that like you're not even allowed to fly over, fly near. No, you can't go there.

And like, apparently they're hiding the aliens there. apparently they're already living among us apparently we know so much already but if the public was to actually find out and we were to verify this shit like the economy would just crash motherfuggers would start like trying to pull their cash out like motherfuckers start selling stocks

like they would think other alien like they would want all of their shit they'd never tell us about them because the bots will panic yeah mostly it's the bots you bring it alien in here right now people that talk shit on Twitter they will panic and fuck it up for the rest of us And there's people like me where the alien walks in right now, I'm not scared at all.

Say that again? If an alien walked in here right now, I wouldn't be scared. What would you do? Talk to it telepathically, like how they talk. Without saying a goddamn thing, just talk to him through my mind. He would already know what time you're on.

As soon as he walks down and be like, like, what up in my mind now? I would say, yeah, I'd be like, peace in love. When he walked in, and he would just go. And then he'd sit down for the pod and we'd have a silent hour-long pot. But like the audience can still hear it With subtitles you have to put subtitles on they can hear it Well we would put electrodes on his head

On the alien's head and that would transmit signals To put words on the screen So true And that's how we do the podcast On his little fingee Who's that guy that's been going on like a A fucking podcast tour He like he went on Logan Paul's podcast

And told a story about how he was Searching for the Alien and he's he's sitting there and there's a guy as a kid that's like blind or deaf. Either blind or deaf. And an alien comes out of an external dimension and heals him. Heels the kid of his blindness and then leaves. It was on Logan Paul's podcast. And he said he has a...

He himself? He was in a room with a kid that was blind and deaf. Where are the kids parents at? I don't know. I got to, you gotta see. It's the, it is the most insane thing.

And apparently this guy has a lot of like, a lot of fans, of like people that like listen to it. And the alien just popped about it. Popped out of, popped out of a portal. That's what they said. What's scarier though.

That existing or them just aliens or we are just alone. I just, I don't know if we are. There's just no way. everything just aligned so perfect for me to say we're not alone like everything is too good to be true here for like everything just checks out there's also not a lot of good dude i saw a lot of good but this fucking earth is fucked i saw a clip of like an astronomer is that when they study the stars i think but he like neodegrass hyson yeah i guess astronomer astronomy but he uh astronomer

astrologist astrologists astroman geela oh nobody's watching this to get smarter anyway so the uh the he he was like he was like looking at the sky he had like this the all the constellations and stuff up and he was like this is like what our sky looks like and you see how in this spot nothing it's all black and like there's nothing interesting happening so what we did is we cranked down the shutter speed of a of a of a hyper you know zoomed in camera and so we can actually see what all that is in this boring part of the sky. And then he was like, this is the picture it took. And it's like lit up. Probably billions of galaxies. And he was like, he was like, these are all, they look like stars that you wouldn't be able to see with the naked eye. And then he said, but all of these and there's like thousands of lights, he was like, those

are all galaxies. And each one of those galaxies has billions of stars in them. And I was like, it's just like, what the f- Every time someone gives me a thing. fact about it it's just every time there's you say it doesn't it's like is it does it make you feel it makes

me feel I think like irrelevant like minuscule like it just makes you want to chase it more I want the answer more but the thing is exactly you'll never get the like you'll never get the the thing you could get the answer

for is things here we know where the secrets are that bothers me I think more. We know there are buildings with paperwork and things.

Oh yeah, I think about that all the time. But it's like impenetrable. You'll also never know but you at least know where it is. I don't know if what is

there to know though. There's got to be something. There's got to be some crazy shit. There's an entire military. I think Area 51 is crazy not because like aliens are shit but because it's so secretive.

How is something that so many people work there? They get on a plane, a chartered plane every morning with regular street clothes. They don't have phones or anything. They get on the plane. You can watch the plane take off every morning. It flies into the base. They work a whole day.

And then they fly back. That's a cool fucking job. How is there an entire business, an entire building where nothing gets out? Nothing ever leaked. Nothing ever gets out. It's been going on for 100. years now and if they do they die fuck yeah you die

that's fucking crazy to me phone tap you and everything and probably listen to every convoy of like Joe Rogan and stuff that used the word of aircraft Bob Lazar oh the Bob Lazar guy yeah and I think that was a guy like Joe Rogan he's like I think I'm like pretty good at telling if people were bullshitting but he was like I get

no bullshit out of that guy like he just seems like a normal dude who worked at he has no loves aliens yeah so But like this guy Bob Lazar Whatever was I think apparently used to work on Did you ever watch that? I watched the whole podcast

I think I saw like some clips of it It's so good Just like the shit he was saying like if you're not into it Like I get like no one would give a fuck But just like saying that Just the fact to know that he said we have an aircraft Where if you throw a rock at it The rock comes back at you

Is it fucking crazy You shoot a gun at it and the bullet just Bounces off So what he's what he was saying It creates its own energy is that he he worked on like one of the aircrafts that crashed and the air the alien aircraft doesn't travel by propulsion it travels by they remember the actual word but instead of moving forward with thrusters in the back it changes the gravity in front of it and moves into that space so that's

why they can change that's why they can go so fast and so they're trying he was trying to figure out how to recreate that that's like what his whole job was that's what he said That's so fucking crazy. And he's never, apparently the thing with him is he's never changed his story in 40 years of telling a story. But they've also never killed him. So is he,

is he telling the truth? Yeah, what if he's talked about that? But they also deleted his college history. Like he's never went to college. He's also gotten a divorce over this shit. So they definitely fucked. They definitely fucked with him on some.

They deleted him out the college system. They did, yeah, yeah. That's crazy. They deleted them. Like what? Is it just the elites? Are the elites of the world trying to protect us knowing like if we did start finding out this, all the bots would go crazy? Yeah, that's exactly what it is.

They would ruin the earth experience for the rest of us. So they like have to keep it secret. Bots will go fucking crazy. So you've been hiding us, you've been lying to us this whole time. So you've lied about everything. Like we already see when there's two inches of snow in Texas how crazy the bots get. Oh my God. Dude, COVID?

Dude, COVID. Everything sold out. Everything sold out. Everything sold out except for Corona beer because it was called the coronavirus. Really? That's how bad the bots are,

especially in America. But then you're not even, we're not even getting into, that's just our third dimension. Yeah, that's not even close to what we're talking about. Not yet. And what's over there? And what does that mean?

exactly it's called like a tesseract to where like our 3D universe is just stacked on other 3D universe and it's all the same world it's like all of us

living the same lives in an infinite amount of just little square tesseract universes so it's like if I die right here right now it's like do I spawn up

into a different universe See, that's within the fourth dimension Being observed by people in the fifth dimension We're definitely being We're definitely being observed Because I did have that You guys ever have a dream

Where you're like trapped in like a bubble And what's a dream? Yeah, those are insane too Dreams don't make any sense They're insane Are you saying a dreams Dreams drive me fucking crazy A dream trapped in a bubble

I had a dream like I was like trapped Like a bubble like on earth It was weird I was like stuck And so I was like trying to get out And that was just That probably was just your other life And then you suffocated and died

You woke up It was my observer watching me from here It was literally my observer Watching me in a fucking A fish tank Yeah You were You were in his sin

You were in his Sims game He was like let me trap this dumb fuck And he was just watching He picked me up and was like He was just fucking watching you struggle in this little simulation. Holy shit. I get into those conversations and I'm like,

it's, I mean, I think there's enough meaning to life as far as like, just enjoy it. Fuck it. We don't know what this is. Enjoy the experiment or experience slash maybe experiment. And I was like, but I feel like there's something missing. And then some dude in my stream was like, have you ever tried,

or have you ever thought about? converting to being a Muslim now she's just like I don't know if that's what I'm missing but something feels like it's fucking missing but do people go into religion to solve that missing we are because we I think most of us except ultimate bots I don't know if they think about like the fucking the universe and shit but I feel like a lot of us feel like something's missing is that why we go into religion? Or should I convert into being Muslim? Is anything I'm saying making sense?

Yeah, no, it makes sense. I mean, I feel like that's, yeah, I think you're right. A lot of religions, a lot of religions is just... Let's just get right into it. Explanation. What's weird is, I always tell people this. It's not that I don't believe,

but it's not that I do believe. I just simply don't know. I wasn't a believer. Is that called agnostic? But I also pray. And I believe there's something within like manifestation. And I do believe in prayer and like affirmations. And there's like this.

When you pray, there's a perspective you can. I don't know if I'm praying. I think I'm praying to the universe. Because I think my mind can change my reality. See, I would never go. Like I would be religious, but I would never go to church. because I would like be religious from not I don't want to say from afar but like I would be religious on my own terms because I feel like if I didn't do it for 30 years and the next you know

I'm going to church for the next 10 years of my life it's like when when did you switch like when did you turn this I don't want to be I know it probably sounds fucked up or whatever I probably explain it the wrong way I like I don't want to be a fake fuck like like okay I haven't done this for in 30 years but now that I'm going to die soon. Yeah, now I want to be religious. You know what I'm saying? So I would just do it in the comfort of my home type of shit. You know what I'm saying?

Yeah, that makes sense. That makes sense. Also depends on what you believe in. But also like, I think. I know there's a God. I also, I also. What's a God? I can't explain it, but I know from my life experience that there's definitely

something higher up that watches over for sure. I believe you're going to question in more powerful and more and in like a higher something. There's a higher something. But I think it's just like maybe the Americanized way that I was brought up into where my human brain only sort of lets me

see it as like a humanoid sort of that's like the god of earth. And I don't think I don't think that's it. But I do believe in like this universe is like magic.

There's something. something fucking magical and spiritual. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. And fucking something crazy is happening. That is for sure. That's a fact. So it's like I pray to, I pray and believe in that and that there's something like a higher power that's greater than me, but also is me at the same time.

And I just believe that if I. Dude, I can't even fucking talk about it. Because it's so fucking, it's just so... I'm in the mix of like figuring it out. I for sure don't have the answers. But I think if there was... If there's a God, and I think God, however you fucking believe in him or believe what he, she, it, they, them is,

I think he would look down on me and be like, he's trying and like he's he would appreciate me as a human yeah so i'm not like i'm not worried about what god would how god judges me yeah i wouldn't i don't i think i'd be he'd be like yeah you're a real one yeah some fucked up shit time to time but you're real one yeah god would say you you did you say some fucked up shit and you have some fucked up thoughts but oh yeah there's a lot he'd say there's a lot more i got to fucking worry about i'd be like their thoughts i know He'd say that kid that commented that shit on YouTube I got him, don't worry about you.

I'd be like take him the fuck out. Matter of fact, don't leave without him. God would, God will handle that for me. Yes, please take him with you. Dude, I don't know. What about what about talking, talking, going from aliens to religion. Now let's talk about the Kat Williams interview where he goes in on the Illuminati. Do you believe in the Illuminati?

I believe the Illuminati is exactly what that dude Epstein was. Some weird fuck that blackmail you. Any chance they get, any type of chance they get, anything like a black email you for, they'll do it. And they'll be the most rogue shit ever. As far as Illuminati. Yeah, 100%. As far as Illuminati and entertainment, I do believe there's a powerhouse to where they're like,

listen. 98% of these people that listen or watch are bots. If we want to push you, you're likable enough. Like, if you ain't got it, you ain't got it. But if, like, you kind of got it. A lot of people kind of got it, but they're just not going to make it

because they don't have the powerhouse pushing them. And I do believe there's, like, a powerhouse that can take a ludicrous from just sort of being another rapper to giving him a $20 million deal for 20 different movies and you cut your hair and look this way and act this way and stop talking about this kind of stuff like trash we'll make it happen for you like it's a guarantee oh yeah like i think i i believe there is a you can call it a lumina or whatever but i think there are just like industry plants and there are powerful people who just have the connections and

they're going to force like cat williams versus kevin heart I think Kevin Hart, I don't think, I don't believe in the like he sacrificed himself. Right. And like did some weird fucking devil shit. But I think there is a sort of sit down and like an understanding once you, they're going to give you these sort of things what you can talk about, what you can't talk about. Your wife needs to shut the fuck up. And everything will go smooth for you.

There's like some shit about that. But there's some freedoms that you can no longer have and we need you to act this certain way. And trust me, we'll push you too. the top. First of all, people like Cat Williams are like, that cat Williams. That Cat Williams interview is fucking amazing.

I love it. I thought it was hilarious. I like that. He's such a good. He's such a good. He's such. I mean, I think Shannon Sharper does a really good job.

Who would have thought? Let's be honest. No one was checking for Kat Williams. And no one has been for a long time. I agree with you. But then he pops back. To be able to pop back up like he did. 50 million views.

It's like the most popular podcast ever recorded. I thought, isn't that shit over like 100 million? I think it's the most popular podcast ever recorded. It beat all of Joe, all of Joe Rogan's episodes. I'm almost positive. I can guarantee you Spotify and all of them already hit him. Oh, dude, what do we got to do for you to have a podcast?

Did you know, uh, uh, Joe Rogan is re-signed with Spotify, but all of his episodes can go on YouTube now? So he's coming back to YouTube? I thought it was Twitter. Yeah, I thought it was Twitter too. Like he can post his episodes on Twitter or something. Oh, I thought. I thought he could post them all on YouTube as well.

I thought it was everywhere. I don't know. I'm not sure. But that's crazy how Cat Williams can come back. No one was checking for Cat Williams. So he comes back. What? 59 million.

What the fuck is, was so enticing? Oh my God. The Monique episode has 11 million. In Monique. No one's checking for Monique. Club Sheet. Goh-Shay-She's next.

He's fucking. It really is next. It's because they're... Well, it's not next. It's now. Why are people fucking with the What's his fucking name? Shannon's Art

Oh fucking Cat Williams Why were people Because no one's checking for him So why when he taps back in And he's not even talking Because he's calling people out He went rogue, you don't remember? I don't think people give a fuck about Steve Harvey

Remember Kevin Hart? Remember Kyle Williams? Fucked a 14 year old and got beat up Cat Williams? You don't remember you went rogue? Yeah, he played soccer with a 14 year old The 14 year old beat him up You don't remember this?

Oh, I remember that. having a chiselball and shit fuck the 14 year old and beat him up yeah no I do remember that like played soccer got beat up by some that's fucking how do you go from that

because that's when everybody was like and then where has he been since that people were saying he's on drugs and it was almost the same shit as like Dave Chappelle Dave Chappelle yeah but like how much of how much of that how much of what Kevin Hart's was saying or sorry Cat Williams

How much of that do you believe? A lot of it. Really a lot of it? Because you always see it. It's like a trend. Like it's like a, it's like a, it's either people are just saying it for a joke or it's real. There's a lot of people who go up in the industry like music, whatever, whatever. Then they do some weird shit.

I'm not saying painting your fingernails is weird. I wouldn't do it. But how are you a gangbanger? And let's just use the music industry. For example, how you go from gangbanging to and talking about you're killing people that And then a year later you have painted nails and you're acting weird not saying there's anything wrong with it again I just wouldn't do it yeah it taints your mask masculinity a little bit right no matter which way you look at it period I wasn't to I I I think they just get more and some into like more creative weird shit if I had a son and he just started expressing

and he painted his nails like he just moved to LA and he painted his nails like as a kid like got his mom's nail polish or something and painting his nails like I would let him know like you're not doing that like you can't do that no more like that's just my opinion that's how I was raising you know what I'm saying so like but there is a lot it's an upward shot I don't know I don't know what it is

but we do weird shit there's no I can't now if you're an actor and you throw on a dress and you're in a movie I mean it's a movie so like but at this point I look at that a little different

yeah I know like rappers think they're just it's all just art now they say some wild shit like you see you know prime example ice spice you see her at this Super Bowl she like goes like this and then she like shows her upside down cross like throws up

the devil horns then like goes like this shows her upside down cross like what is that she knows what she's doing people are going to talk about it people are going to you think it's all i think they know there's just there's a game to to the bots because the bots will fucking jump right over the end of the super bowl she just devil horns at the end of the half time cross next thing you know a thousand blogs about Ice Spice Yeah Two days later she's gonna drop a song She's gonna be wearing all red

People are gonna talk about that Like it's just But think about it It's a part of the game All right you wanna see how I look at it Now Think about who is in that in that sweet Taylor Swift right

Taylor Swift Ice Spice and Blake lively Not everybody could get in that sweet Right not for nothing I hate I'm not trying to be an asshole But how did How did no Ice Spice is a huge artist She's one of the biggest artist

out right now for sure but to get next to Taylor Swift is hard they might just be friends to get next to Taylor Swift as a female bro just her being next to Taylor Swift you know how much clout she probably gained she's Taylor Swift night you think young Miami could go hang with Taylor Swift probably not

I don't even I mean I don't even know if like why was I spice there like do you think Nikki Minaj I mean Nicki Minaj not she'd hang with Taylor Swift but you know what I'm saying yeah but that's the different tier in my opinion. Exactly. Like, she's not handing out.

What if they're just friends? What if Taylor Richel I love your music. And Ice Spice is like, oh my God, I love you too. They were like, oh, this is. And they hung out a couple parties. Whoever is at a Super Bowl. Who is, who, I wonder who reps Ice Spice. Like, what's her agency?

Because I bet you her agency. Probably all the same. She probably all the same. It all boils back to her boss is that boss and he manages this person. It's all wild. She's awesome is Taylor Swift. Probably that fucking Mike Rubin.

dude or whatever. What's his name? Host like the all white millionaire party or billionaire party. The one that Aiden Ross went to? That only And Aidan Ross got to have? The top comment on like his photos

where this has got to be the final boss of the Illuminati. Yeah. Oh it might be. There's like a clip of like Tom Brady's there. Like Kevin Hart dabbing up Aiden Ross and then like talking in his

ear for a second. I mean it's like dude what the fuck. But that's again, it's back to like bot life bro the bots see that and they're like oh da da da da the way i see it is like they know aden ross is really up like so they're going to treat him with the same respect like you're not looking at someone with five like aiden ross has like that cold he got millions yeah he's up there with his money he has real fans he don't need anybody in that room yeah at all so they're gonna treat him with the same

respect like they're on like they're on our level yeah exactly exactly but then what do they start doing welcome to the club and then what's start and you got Jeff Epstein like come on let's start his dress on for the stream Aiden yeah why does it seem it seems like that's that's a common theme whenever you talk to any

like Erton whenever you talk whenever you talk whenever you hear any podcast with any like comedian or actor is like the last thing I'm gonna do what they all want is to put is to have people in dresses especially like the

like the the black dude They're always like, I'm not wearing a dress. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And they, like, I think more of like a black culture thing for sure. Dave Chappelle said it, fucking, uh. And Robin Williams does it and it's hilarious. Yeah. I don't get it.

I mean, Tyler Perry has done it for, but like, I think, like, Dave Chappelle said it. Kat Williams just said it fucking, uh, uh, Denzel has said it. Like, a bunch of people said it. Like, they try to put me in dresses. And it's like, why is everyone trying to put you guys in dress? There probably is some weird shit. There's some weird shit. It's like going on.

It might just be easy clicks. You never seen somebody. We put scump in a dress. It probably gets attention. Depending on what we do. But did you ever, have you ever seen like someone like disrespect their rap label? And then they do like some like friends,

they disrespect their rap label. Say fuck da da da da, tell them to give my money. And then next thing you know three weeks later, so-and-so arrested on gun charges. What they sent the police stuff? I think there's just, they're for sure with labels and stuff. There's a power dynamic, like crazy.

Because they gave you, they gave you the shot, so now they own you type of thing. I remember Adrian Bruner was on top of the world, bro. And then he got that offer from Rock Nation, JZ, 40 million, five fights, eight million per fight, or something like that. He went online, recorded a video like this and said, no disrespect,

but Rock Nation, Jay Z, suck my dick. ever since then why would he do that he felt like they shorted him but at the time he was on top of the world so he was like oh boy and now he's looking at that like

fuck I haven't heard that name in a long time I remember Jay Z probably hit that it was made with the eject button don't kill him nothing bro I bet Jay Z has some crazy power

I mean because like I'm gonna be honest I haven't Jay Z's Jay Z over the last 15 years he maybe had a few good verses that like we fucked with

but for some reason when you think of rap you just think of it's Jay Z yeah I don't know why right but if you really go back and listen to his albums and stuff like they're good I'd put him in top five

but it's like there's some fucking power behind his name there's a lot of power and it could be the Jay Z Beyonce say power fucking duo shit but like he's doing he has some fucking he's so respected and has like

I think just some crazy fucking power behind his thing I think the more you talk the less power you have yeah the more you talk the more you talk the less respect you get like like Doja Cat when she starts going on IG Live I was like I don't really fuck with you no more

yeah dude I don't think many people are fucking with Yeah, yeah. The best way to, the best way to stay in top fives of, of artists is to never release or die young. Like Frank, Frank Ocean is a legend because he's never put out a bad album because he only has two. And like, I mean, Biggie and Tupac died super early. Would they, would their trajectory in rap be the same as Eminem and M. Would they be looked at as like two of the goats?

Would they be, would they be? If they kept living? Yeah. Would they, would they, but they, would they follow the same route that like M&M did or? Yeah, they for sure would like like Lill Wayne like. Like as soon as you're saying. Like it's a gruesome thought, but if Lill Wayne would have either retired or something happened or he stopped rapping in like 08, he would have been the best. Bro.

rapper ever ever or if m&m died in 2008 yeah like oh like people would have been like it will never get better than that like and it's just oh i see what you saying like Andre 3 000 doesn't put out music and so people are like he's the he's the best feature artist ever because he never puts out his own music he's in every he's in every rapper's top five and i even listen to the flute shit if he was like always putting out music and then releases some flute shit. I'm not fucking listening to that. And look what Dave Chappelle comes back from his, what,

10 year hiatus. That was a crazy comeback. His hiatus, three Netflix specials for like 40 million dollars or something like that. Insane. And they were hilarious. They were hilarious. His first couple back, now he's had seven or eight since coming back, and people

are turning on him. Are they? That's just how it works. I mean, he probably like fuck i shouldn't have signed this did this second right like take another hiatus same with same with cat williams you haven't heard of cat williams and he comes on club cha chae and now everyone's like see i've always thought cat williams was funnier than kevin hard where this over the last 10 years it's been kevin hart cat williams has put out specials

in these last 10 years but like people haven't been watching who cares it's just the world works it's why it is wild how how little i think about all the time in Optic. It like fucking drives me crazy because I feel like I I talk a lot when it comes to Optic because I'm in seven podcasts and we're always doing videos and stuff and I'm like why do people love Will so much?

Like I get that in my head like Will's to go I mean he's an amazing creator. Understandable why you love why you love Will right but there's a it's a different level. It's like a Playboy Cardi cult following. Yeah and I'm like it's because he's when he's here it's a treat

you know what I mean? He takes a little bit of break and then he comes on and people like Will's on the pod we gotta watch it you know what I mean and it's the same it's the same thing

in everything I think like the more you talk the more polarizing you're going to be regardless of however if you if you play if you play both sides of the fence

people are going to hate you for doing that definitely if you're mysticness that people like if you go if you go one side or the other too hard, the other side's going to hate you. It's just the more you talk,

the more polarizing you are. I need to figure out my shit. What? Because right now I'm just talking. I'm on every pod. I'm not going to just tell people are like, bored. Just bored of me. It's just like, oh, it's maniac. No one cares.

But if I disappear for a year again, then come back. When you came back. It's sickening how that works. You might. But I need to add some more mystiqueness. And I think that's why people fuck with like Playboy Cardi so much. Like I'll listen to some of his music.

And I'm like, dude, this shit's trash. I'll listen to some of his music and be like, this shit's kind of fucking good. Like I can see why especially younger people would listen to it. But then there's this, you see him and he's like dressed a little weird. He's in all black. You don't really see his face. And it's just like people eat that shit up.

they the little bot nerds in their room like they love that like they think that's them they just haven't really yeah yeah yeah yeah that's fucking and i get it like i used to watch fucking i think it was like drakes i'm on one dj callid rick ross on that as well but i think it may be like little wayne as well but they're like in a field there's a helicopter flying above and like then i think after like i used to watch that video and be like i need to fucking like that's I need to start making music again. And like I can be the, I could be the Cole Bennett and like in the background of some videos. And I just, I live vicariously through them and like think that's me.

And then I just become like a podcaster fucking Joe. Gaming. Fucking ab gaming. Org. Just a VG gamer. Just playing fucking rank crimson. Just fucking. Just have none of my dreams.

Podcaster. Did I get on and Blake's yelling at me for using the wrong under grip in my MCB. And I'm like dude, what does it all mean? It doesn't mean anything. It doesn't mean anything. We are all sort of living. Was this the dream as kids? This was my dream as a kid, for sure.

I mean, I guess. I used to love. But I'm also like, I'm also like trying to do some other shit. Like this, the bar show that I'm doing, that's like my number one goal right now in life, which is fun. And I love doing it. I feel some sort of purpose or. fashion again. I need to find my number one goal. Yeah, hopefully I find that. I don't think it's streaming. I don't think it's YouTube. I don't even think it's clothing. You're just rapping. You just need

an album. I'm just living through this shit, just finding a way. Yeah. But that's the best. That's the best kind of. Like if I died tomorrow, you did live how you wanted. Yeah, I'd be happy. Not happy. Not happy to die, but you were happy with your life. If they were like, all right, you're going to die an hour, bro. I'd come to terms with, you'd be like, fuck. I'd be like, fucking choke, but. Like, I did get the three piece on complexity. Yeah, I kind of put a staple.

I'd be thinking, I made my mark somewhere. Mine is, like, there's something, like, it's not streaming. I have no aspirations to be, like, I even know, like, bro, get someone to, like, rip TikToks and some, some, some, and, like, hopefully one of them blow up. you get that's what i should be doing but it's like i don't have i feel like like the courage he saw that vision of like being this huge streamer and like i think ninja did as well and i kind of i do slightly i kind of have a dream of like being jacked shredded tatted online coaching in like sort of just saving people's lives and like and people just truly believing of like joining my

program and trust me i can get you i can motivate you and get you to fucking do this let's change your life there's that and then there's also a side of me that just wants to take hallow a ador all sit in the music studio make beats for fucking just make beats make beats all day make beats for artists while they're in their live like hang hang out with fucking like nick nira used to just like hang out with juice world like meet beats for me hang out with lo biali and then like randomly drake picks up one of your beats and it's like That's also another dream of mine, but it's like, who knows? By the time I even, I'm sure this was a fucking dream to where like, like I used to look up into like T-square, like he's known in the gaming scene,

the ogre twins, they walk in a venue, everyone knows him. Like that used to be the fucking dream. And now like, as, I mean, I guess this doesn't even sound cringe, but like that is, that is where it is right now. Like I walk into a call a duty event and I'm not even a call a duty player or a halo event. like almost everyone knows me. So it's like that dream sort of has come true. And that sort of was my dream at one point,

especially I just loved video games, wanting to make my job. And like that dream sort of has come true. But then that dream comes true and you try to find something next. And I guess that's where we're at right now. And if page is leaving, we're leaving.

I'm leaving. So I guess that's going to do it for the podcast, man. I hope you guys enjoy. I hope you guys learned something. Yeah, hopefully. Hope you learned yourself something today. Fucking something. That's gonna do it.

Bose, thanks for hopping on. Can't wait to play ranked when we get home. Did y'all walk? Did y'all walk here today? No, I drew. You're walking back? It's Valentine's Day. It is Valentine's Day.

Busy, busy afternoon, busy. Busy. Have it going. Matt Craig. Play that outro music.