The Flycast - BUYING MY FIRST HOUSE | The Flycast Ep. 97

Episode Date: December 19, 2023

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I'm wondering who's talking about this lady and how she doesn't make her bed every week. His name is Mark. Called the Hater of the day. Hater of the day. Commented under... Dude, that's a good-ass idea. Welcome back to the Blackass episode 96 or 7, something like that. Brought to you by, I'm assuming, Center or Quarteroy's Meathead hasn't told us today.

Quarteroes and Texas. And Texas. Brazil, speaking of Meathead, some people probably don't even know who Meathead is. At the end of every... I don't know who Meathead is. At the end of every Flycast, Nick still says Emac Craig play that outro music. But Matt Craig doesn't edit it. Matt doesn't edit it or produce it anymore.

I can't believe it. There's a man named Meathead who edits it or who produces it. And then there's a guy named CJ who edits it. And I don't even know if Nick's ever met CJ. Is he... Does he work in? in the corner? Yeah, that's the

Is he a fan? Not like a fan, but like, I mean like, does he like the flackass? I have no idea. This is just a fucking job for it. I have no clue.

He doesn't like. I remember one time I was like, CJ, can you edit a center bottle or a center like a can? And he did it. And then he went up to me and he said,

I edited at the center can. But I was like, thanks, man. What's his name? CJ? I don't know if he still does. They are always moving shit around over there.

Yeah, I'm just wondering. They do, they do whatever. Roger tells them and Roger doesn't even know what he's up to half the time. In the production room there's

everyone we know and like they all hang out together like we might go out sometimes whatever and then there's CJ. Yeah, CJ's in there that's how fucking CJ shout so CJ. What's wrong with being

Meathead goes he's like 32 what's wrong with being 32 Meathead just says he's like 32 I think. What's fucking insane is Nick's 32 No, Nick's 31.

I'm 32. I'm about to be 31. Oh, my God. And so he's talking shit about us not knowing that we're them. We're, we are. We're that shit that got talked. Dude, that means next year I'm 33. The year Jesus died.

Jesus died at 33. You didn't know that? I think I didn't know that. That's actually kind of. How, what was the life expectancy back then? Holy shit, I don't get that out. I don't know.

I think it was young. Didn't it have been young? Ty, like, early? There's like a, there's a clip in like, one of the Marvel movies where like the character,

like Chris Pratt's character is from Earth and everybody else is from other like planets. And it's like a comedy. And she, one of the characters goes, Well, like, how long do people live on earth? And he goes, I don't know, like 50? She goes, 50?

What's the point of even living? It's so funny because everybody else is like 500 years old, like in this fictional world. Dude. It's such a funny perspective. 50? What's the point of even living? I don't understand how drastic. Well, I mean, it makes sense, I guess, like, how drastic.

I swear people back then would, like, make it to, like, 35. They were getting married at like 13, 14. Then they're married. That's what I'm saying. Like, they're not even looking old to where they should. Like you see a dog who turned 17. He looks old as shit. You're like, yeah, he's dead soon.

But like back then when Jesus and them were turning like 38, it's not like. He said it like it was a gay. On Jesus and then. Back when Jesus would turn like 33. I know he didn't die of natural causes. Jesus John and them? But I don't think they lived long.

You know, I like Peter Jesus, John and them? Like, how they hang out? In thems. Question is, did Jesus even actually? What's, like, the separation between Jesus and, like, Genghis Khan? Because, like, did people, was the life expect to see back in, like, the biblical times? And then also, like, you know, a couple hundred thousand, a couple thousand years. in the future, you know, you've got like pharaohs that are 14 and then they're not going to make it to 25.

Why? What's the difference? I don't know what you just said, but I don't know the difference either. Dude, we're kids that when you're like, I wonder what the prime age was. Like prime meaning when they would try to be like, people were so, you. young back then, but they like being kings and shit at like 14? Yeah, that's what I just said. This is such a good angle.

It's just a fucking bar, wires, microphone. I can't even see hitch. I was looking at you. This is my perspective if you guys are watching. That's what I see of Nick. Where's my phone? Do I not have my phone?

Oh, it's up my asshole. Oh, finally. Dude, I've been I've been speaking of asshole I've been sleeping I've been sleeping wait hold on this is a crazy segment so I'm gonna say

I've been sleeping with Mace Mace is his dog and he likes sleeping on the day bed upstairs and so like instead of sleeping my actual bed I just sleep on the day bed now because like I have no reason to sleep in my actual bed wait what's day bed

like a dog bed? No, a day bed is like a like a futon But like But like it's nice So I sleep up there And because he sleeps up there Because it's warmer up there And dude

It's like sometimes in the middle of the night He's so bony He stretches and he moves his He moves his leg And once like sometimes he'll move his leg And his knee will hit me right in the butthole And I'm like dude Bro

I've been Stop it My bed Like I have a decent in size bed but it's me Michelle Chewy and Milo now like proud of

I wonder did I fuck up not let just letting him up like did I fuck up not being strict on like making him sleep on the floor and like giving him because now it's every time like it'll be 4 a.m. I'll wake up go take a piss

come back and he would have moved from the foot of the bed to my spot literally just exactly where I sleep like I don't maybe it's like war and he just like smelling the, my human scent? Can I ask a borderline invasive question? What? How do you, because I've been to your place,

and now that you have so many animals, how do you and Michelle have privacy? Bro. Even, dude, because I'm thinking yesterday. Yesterday was a perfect fucking, So we're having intercourse on our left Page just turned around on it So yesterday we were having intercourse on my bed

And the dogs I was like just let me get this real quick Wait, what do you mean let me get this? Let me get this out real quick You were saying that to the dogs? To her Oh, oh, oh, oh oh oh oh I was like let me get this out, just go lay down real quick

I get you, I get you And then So we start And the dogs immediately jump up. I swear Milo has like a sense. Like he, he doesn't like me like hugging her, kissing her. Like he'll just bark. Because it's her dog.

And then he'll both the dogs jump on the bed. They both grab a toy. They're pulling out each other. And we're like me and Michelle are face to face. And then we like literally, me and Michelle are like this, like face to face. Like this is her face. This is me. And

they're right here. And they're just where this microphone is. Just like pulling. Pulling. pulling the fucking dog toy apart growling and like sometimes like all the time actually should be like Milo shut up but like tell them to shut up and shit

but it's like it doesn't just doesn't fucking work and it's just every time now so it's like it's almost like we're used to it but yeah it's pretty bad like I don't know how to yeah I don't know how to assess this situation

yeah I get that also I found out the average life expectancy was around 35 years old in the Jesus days but that figure can be misleading due to high infant mortality rate imagine how many babies died no it had to be insane imagine how many like even a like imagine how many mothers giving birth died back then yeah and then if they live to their adulthood they would live to about 55. Can you check

life expects to see during like the Roman Empire times? Life expect. Dude, I should have I was kind of wondering. Like,

imagine you die. Do you respawn? Like, imagine going through school again. That'd be, imagine dying, like not living a full,

a complete full life. Dying of old age. And but then you die and then you respawn and you're fucking, like you're not even conscious. until you're like seven.

Like that shit goes so quick. It does. And then next thing you know, you're in first grade and then it's school. Like, I'm, if I have to die, respond and they go through school again, I'm going to be so annoyed. That's probably what I said in my last life. And then I died and I respawned and now I'm, I hated school. Right. Life expectancy of Roman Empire.

Imagine being in those days. Do you think you were a warrior? What was I in the past life? What else? What is there? There's like a king, a prince, a queen. There's the warriors, the soldiers, the, the footmen. I was probably a carpenter.

Yeah, you were like a craftsman. Yeah, probably. What would I have been? It's funny in like the next life, people are going to be like, in a past life, I was a podcaster. They were right? In the past life, I was probably like ninja. Do you remember ninja back then? I was probably like one of those guys.

How long is Ninja going to be remembered for? Dude, he's longer than us. How we look. Have you ever heard of the three? Like, Babe Ruth in baseball. Like, well, people will still mention Babe Ruth. In 100 years, are people going to be like, yo, Ninja, he was the goat. Maybe.

Maybe. I don't know. Who was, like, the goat of like, yeah, I mean, because you got to think of the best, like, the best in any form of entertainment lives on. a while. 25 years old was the expectancy of the Roman apart? See it wasn't a crazy fucking question. It reached 33 years by the middle ages. It raised up to 55

years. Dude, I knew it wasn't a crazy question. I just didn't know how to word it. The people I think in biblical times life expectancy was longer than it was later on. Which you would think like as we go through life you start living longer. You start living longer but like it seemed like

it seemed like Earth just went fucking wild for a few hundreds of years. Like I've just people murdering. Yeah, just like super chaos, like very animalistic. It's just, at least it's what it seems in our dumbass American history

fucking classes. I wonder if they were depressed. Oh, I don't think they had, I mean, maybe if they were depressed, they died though. Like, oh my God, I'm, oh my God, I'm sad. The thing is, they would just... Elephant runs you over.

Yeah. Or someone's just like, shut the... Chop your head off. And then they play soccer with your head. And then boom, Wayne Rooney happens. Dude.

The fucking barbaricness of how it used to... No. We say how it used to be, this still goes on. Oh yeah, it does. In a lot of places. It does.

It's fucking insanity. It's so hard to even, like, wrap your head around. Because, like, if I punch someone in the face and I know it hurted, I would be like, damn, like, I kind of feel bad.

I know that's embarrassing for him. Like, he's probably over thinking or like just not feeling good about the situation and it makes me feel bad. The fact that he got punched? Yeah that would probably suck. Or take it one step further. You break his nose. Give him a black eye.

Crack his fucking jaw open. Yeah, that can be good. But comparing, and I feel bad with that. That you crack this guy's skull open? I would. Yeah, okay. But then all the other shape that goes on, it's like people don't even care. I heard

this was I think it was there was an old tape from the Vietnam War of some dude he was like kind of young it was recorded

whenever the fuck the Vietnam War was or like right after it and this guy was like still pretty young but like he was out of the war now and he was

saying how barbaric it was and how when they invaded Vietnam or however the situation went down I really don't know anything about it

but whenever they invaded Vietnam they would target practice on Vietnamese people. They said they would be in their boats like going to wherever they're going and they would see fishermen out in the water

and they would just like try to hit them from afar and like they would literally just innocent fishermen out in the middle of nowhere just trying to catch fish and here comes like an American ship just like passing by and you just like they're just trying to practice. Yeah. They would literally call it aim practice.

or just, yeah, target practice. That's insane. And that was just, I mean, that still goes on to this day. Like, you're so disconnected. I think I said this jokingly the other day, but I was like, I want to join the military. Obviously, I wouldn't because I just don't fucking need to. Like, that would be fucking weird if I just left the optic join the military. But it's like there's such a side of the world that we don't, we'll like see it on the news for a few seconds.

But there is so much fucking barbaricness and murder and torture and shit that goes on. There's still people that live in huts full of shit and mud and water. and literally huts and like their walls are drapes and they don't have floors it's just mud and they barely have water and it's like that is

I wonder what percent of the world still lives like that and it's insane that we've come this far as a human civilization and that still exists and it's almost like why are we

why aren't all the billionaires gathering together and be like all right we got to fix the fucking dying babies in Africa or something. Like we got to fix. Yeah. Like, how can't we just...

I know it's more difficult than that because you're like... Not to be like, this sounds ridiculous, but... A ridiculous segue. But have you watched that Mr. Beast video where he like... The Wells? The Wells. And at one point in the video, he's like, you know, this is how much a cost to do this. And, you know, people say whatever about Mr. Beas like doing good.

They're like, you know, maybe he has a savior complex or whatever. God Complex. I don't think he does, but some people just assume that's what he does because of whatever. I hate those people. But regardless, it doesn't even matter if someone

if someone did have that, whatever. Like imagine Mr. Bees isn't Mr. Bees. Imagine he's fucking Meathead. And Meathead blew the fuck up. And he's like, dude,

I just love people that love me. I love when people love me, so I'm going to make 500 wells in Africa. Well, that's every YouTuber. But like, Even if that is the case, who the fuck cares? Is that the big deal made of that video? Do you think those 500 villages give a fuck about this guy with a savior complex?

Or do you think maybe they're just happy they have running water for the first time in their civilization? How about instead of calling those people out, you call out the people who literally don't do anything? The governments. Yeah, the governments. And that's what he said. I think Mr. B said that or someone, or maybe I saw like an article about about it, but it's like if one YouTuber that made a lot of money can do,

can make a hundred, I think it was 100 wells or maybe 500 wells, 100 wells, 100 wells of running clean water where they don't have to hike five miles every single day in order to get water that's barely even clean for their village. Like if one YouTube, from America can do that from North Carolina. There's no way that like the governments can't do something about it.

Whether it's the government of the actual place or a government that can help out that. I just feel like there's too much corruption in this world where it's like the people that actually need help aren't getting it. I think we could literally stop world hunger. You might be right. Like, I, literally, it's possible. I heard like, it has to be fucking possible. I saw an article. You know, so much fucking money there is.

I saw someone tweet about, or, or not tweet about it. I saw some sort of news thing. I don't know if it was an article or a video or something like that. Like five years ago about how they can 3D print food now. What's the fuck does that mean? It's possible to 3D print food. That's, I heard that. Edible.

What? Edible food. And then. Someone said, did we just solve? Let me just look it up so I'm not just spreading. There's no way. It doesn't even make sense. I agree with you.

But this was a lot. I was like in the scuff house. 3D print food. Google the hottest topics in the world right now. And let's talk about those. What is 3D printed food? How does it work? With 3D printed food, researches, bioengineers, and food techs startups are dishing out

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to build structures of nearly any shape. 3D printing food allows manufacturers to have greater control over the final shape, nutrition, and taste characteristics of the product. So I'm guessing you just dump the product in and it just makes the food you just like throw pineapple chunks in and it just makes like a steak make whatever

i don't know if that's what it'd do but it'd make a cool shape out of it out of the yeah maybe that's maybe maybe i got clickbaited a little bit well maybe that'll help but i swear there's there's there's probably a fucking answer here i don't know what it is and it's fucking insane the people that like mr beast that do do stuff like that received the amount of backlash they get it's just fucking embarrassing. It is embarrassing. I stopped reading YouTube comments. Bro, you know what the worst place on the internet is?

Besides, like, shit that... Besides TikTok comment section? No, I don't think TikTok comments section is actually just like funny. It's not that bad. TikTok comment sections are... It's mostly people just trying to get chased at like a vote for like being funny. It's just wittiness. Dude, Instagram comments are...

It's like a fucking plague. Really? Dude, it's the every, it's like almost every post I see on Instagram. Besides like really wholesome shit, like dogs being rescued. Or like, even then you'll find, you scroll far enough, you'll find. Yeah, you'll find some shit. But like, it seems like, dude, especially, this is going to, I'm just going to sound white nightish, especially anything to do with women, anything.

It could be a woman. It could be a woman trying to do literally anything. And if you click the comments, it's just her getting fucking blasted. I saw a YouTube video or a TikTok or an Instagram reel of like this woman or this lady who like just filmed her morning. She was like, this is what I do before I go to work. And she's a teacher. And she got up and she went to the gym at like 4.30 and lifted or whatever. And then she did like a lesson plan at like 5.30.

and then went to school at 6.30 and class started at 7. And I was like, it was like very well filmed. It was pretty good, like, almost ASMR like video. Dog, I've done the comments. You would have thought she murdered babies. You would have thought she was kicking puppies down the stairwell. The way that she got blasted. I'm actually going to find it.

Because I... About what? Because I tweet, all right, I commented and I was like, yo, what is wrong with you? Oh, it's this, it's this right here. As a teacher, 4 a.m. to 8 a.m. This is what I do, and it's just her. Dude.

Look, and just read the comments. Who the hell wakes up at 4 in the morning? Laugh my ass off, ridiculous behavior. God, I hate these self-obsessed videos. No one cares. Go away. Who are these fucking people? Look how many upboats they have.

It's like 10,000? Yeah, and these guys have 3,000, 5,000. likes, imagine setting up your camera to get back in bed and act like you're waking up for the first time. That is kind of, I do like when I've been seeing like parody videos

of like influence. They're so good. They'll set the camera up and then they'll run to their spot and then the music will come on like the motivational and then they'll start making the faces of doing, I do like those but like these people are just like genuinely

fucking angry. Imagine. Dude, let me look at her. Maybe people just hate her face. Because there are some people you see pose and something about the way they love. They have punchable faces. Yeah, yeah.

And that's universal. Their face is punchable, but I can't reach them. So I'll comment on their. Yeah, you'll just punch. But no, she seems pretty innocent. Yeah, she seems like a teacher that likes to work out. It's fucking. imagine just like trying to do something creative

like just she's not she doesn't wake up and scroll on ticot she doesn't sleep in because she's hung over nope she doesn't wake up and do drugs get high and watch something like now she there's maybe every single day she doesn't wake up at 4.30 a.m., which I'm sure she doesn't but she did that day. Who makes their bed during the work week? What the fuck?

This guy is a fucking family in his profile picture I don't you go to school with wait the attention seeking outfit came out came out let me see what it is yeah what's the attention seeking outfit

is it her gym clothes? Maybe it's her gym clothes that sports bra maybe she's like even that was I think a woman she's like obviously fit so she obviously like works out She might not work out at 4.30 every morning. But for that video, she set up her camera and she fucking did it, which is what Casey and

Ice Dad did every single day for two years, three years. And no one ever cooked his shit. Like if he released that video, no one would say anything. They'd be like Casey's back. Dude, I'm telling you. Like, not sure who's sad. Are you for filming this or me for watching? And it's not like I'm searching for these.

I'm just scrolling one. You're just scrolling one by one. It's every top comment. Every top comment. No wonder. no wonder why some people be depressed as fuck you're putting waffles in the toaster mixing creatine it's just I don't know man I don't

I think people are just like someone just comments who asked and it makes me want to like click on their like I might start like an organization of like but I don't know if it's gonna I think I'm adding to it you're adding to the hate If I do this. Hater Inc.

Yeah. Like the hater incorporated. Like the hater fucking, I don't fucking know. But just make it to where we find comments like that. We click on their profile. We find their Facebooks. We find their family, mom, dad, kids. We bundle it up.

We put it on a whiteboard. We space that. We get the whole breakdown of their family tree. We find out where they went to school. If they ever got in trouble arrested. And we just figure all this shit out. And then we. then we make a TikTok

about them. That might be a good idea. That's pretty good. I bet people would actually love that. It's pretty good. If you're guys wondering who's talking about this lady and how she doesn't

make her bed every week, his name is Mark. Called the Hater of the Day. Hater of the Day. Today's Hater of the Day. Commented under... Dude, that's a good-ass idea. So what we do here

is we find innocent people who don't deserve hate comments and then we find that people who make those hate comments and then we figure out everything about them. and then we start breaking it down. This is Mark.

He lives in North Dakota. You're wondering why he's upset with this lady for working out? Maybe it's because he works at a shoe factory. Then just break down. He got divorced last year. Jesus. He's slightly overweight. He can't grow a beard right.

We just start hating on haters. Dude, that would be the... See, that's like what I... Like, Maniac, what are you? What's next? So you're going to bring back vlogs. Hater Inc. is next. Yeah, it's something.

It ain't going to be, are you vlogging again? Mr. G7X? No. Is there a camera store nearby? I want to take pictures, though. Is that what would you advise for? I'm thinking this year a lot of shit's going to happen for me. So like maybe I should take some pictures.

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Back to the podcast. You're so self... What's it called? Obsessed. You're so self-obsessed. That would be my comment under your first. Your first... You're like, hey guys, bought a G7X.

I'm starting to take pictures. It's just honestly a passion. I'd never fully pursued, and I'm excited about it, and I just comment some. Oh, great, another white guy with a camera. That's what the world needs. Another white guy with a camera. No one cares what your perspective is.

That's what an Instagram comment would be. It's literally anything. I just sent that reel to Meathead. He probably came out and was like, what the fuck did you send me that for? but I just want I wanted first perspective. What are we going to do for? Wait what?

No, you keep going on. I was going to say so you're not vlogging? No, no, I'm not going to. I don't know what I don't know what I'm going to do. What else is there to do? I was thinking about like, like obviously I went on this like semi fake journey of like trying to make better videos for hitcheride. Yeah.

But then, like, dude, I got so fucking busy this year. Yeah. So, like... Did you, like, kind of give up one on them? I mean, no, I have two in the bank still. And, like, I'm almost, what is it? I'm two weeks away from not being vegan anymore. So that'll be...

Damn. What's your first feel back? I mean, it's got to be something bland. I can't go, like, spicy chicken sandwich because I'll shit my brains out. Like, you actually think that, though? Oh, yeah, for sure. a year without meat yeah I guess you're right

I'm gonna have to go like grilled chicken like a little bit of grilled chicken and then go from there but eventually I'm gonna work my way up to that spicy grill that spicy chicken sandwich oh yes pro last night I had

I told you before the podcast but this is like day four of me finally getting out of my bed I'm working out I've been running I'm forcing myself to work out and run but fucking nutrition God damn, it's fucking hard.

It's crazy you won 10 racks mid-depresh. Yeah, that's save me. That's what we fucking do, baby. It's fucking save me. It was a bad one too, and I don't really, and it's not like I was, I've went through those cycles, but it'll be in the summertime

when I'm fucking, when I was drinking three or four times a week and getting fucking hammered and like I was driving downtown, just doing just whatever the fuck I wanted. Like I would, we'd have, content on like Monday or Tuesday and then like Wednesday would come and I'd be like well I haven't streamed in a while I'm not just gonna like randomly stream today it's like fuck it I'm just go party or whatever the fuck yeah and so I would drink be hungover and then I would get in these

depression swings and it was like then I understood it I was like I'm drinking I'm drinking too fucking much too fucking often like I don't even like this shit so I would end up in like some sort of depression cycle, but it like made sense. And I was like, I just need to not drink for a week or, I mean, more than a week, but just wait out a week, try to get a few workouts in. I'll feel better in a week. And that's what would happen. But like, this past like six weeks, I don't even know what it was.

I had no desire to get out of bed. Like, and it's, I know people are tired of hearing this, like me talk about this shit. but I'd like bringing it up, bringing it up, because for one, I think it's like some sort of therapy for me. For two, I know others are the same, especially when I say things like, I was not leaving my bed for like these past six weeks. Like I would come here, do,

the only thing I would ever do is like come here and do content. And I think it was like, it's a lot worse than like, like I come here and like I don't look completely fucking miserable like I might say some funny things I do the podcast do the video crack some jokes go home but then it's like

I get home and I go to my bed I order some fatty fucking food I hit my Delta 8 pin which is I don't even know it's like it doesn't get me high it just makes me a fucking idiot and I would literally I was just like living in bed for like six weeks

and I think it's like, I think it was worse than what people would imagine. And for me, it was just like, I was like taking it in while being depressed. I was like, damn, this is kind of bad this time. Like, I do not want to get out of bed. And I would tell myself, like, it'd be a Wednesday.

And I'd be like, all right, I'm just, literally, I'm not going to do anything for these next few days. Get it out of my system. But on Sunday, I'm going to eat like shit. just fucking be a complete loser but then when Sunday comes like I'm gonna wake up I'm gonna go for my run then it's like Saturday night and it's

2, 3 a.m. I'm like fuck I'm not falling asleep then I finally wake up Sunday it's like 1 p.m. my stomach hurts because I ate like complete shit and then I just like don't want my the brain just completely like at night when you're all motivated watching these videos and I wasn't motivated at all

but like I'd see these videos and I was like all right I need to get out of this fucking trap this mindset trap that I'm in right now like I know all I have to do is just like get up and go force myself and within four days like where I'm at right now then four days like I'll be I'll start to wake up and I'll start to be like all right what am I doing instead of just before I would wake up I would instantly like hit my pin stick a fucking a nick pouch in my lip and like just start my day of just being tired already. Where was I fucking going with this? I don't know. It was just, it was just fucking,

I don't want to say, it wasn't hell. Like, I wasn't like crying and shit, but it was just fucking, I don't even, I don't, I don't know, I don't know where it comes from. But like, I knew I would have to battle out of it. And I would say, like, Sunday I'm going to start. And then Sunday would come and it was, I'd wake up and like my mindset was just completely different.

Like, I would just be, it would be like, it's like I just wasn't even the same brain. I'd be like, I don't fucking care. And so I, like, wouldn't go for that run, I promised myself. Like, I would wake up and just genuinely not care. And I would just be depressed. And so I would just chalk everything. Then I'd have, like, content or something the next week or at the, the call of duty matches we were in. Do those.

Go to content. Then it'd be, like, Wednesday or Thursday again. Then it's just like the cycle would fucking repeat. but it was a pretty it was a weird time it was I was fucking surprisingly depressed for what I felt like

no reason because I felt like I had some pretty good stuff going for me my streams were going well content's always fine me and my girl are in a good place we're actually moving into a house

oh shit really so it's like there was good things happening but it's just like I don't I don't know what it is but sometimes my brain just gets into these fucking modes where I genuinely

just don't give it fuck yeah like my mom called me one time or my mom said hey it's your grandmother's birthday give her a call and I was like all right I'll call her later then like later comes I hit my pin I start getting anxious and I'm like fuck there's no way I'm gonna call it right now

then it's like the next day And it's just like, I'll kill like four days But I'll call my grandma. I'm like, God damn, what the fuck is wrong with me? It's like I just get in this mode where I just don't care. And it's such like a loser mindset, but like I'm aware of it and I'm fighting it. But I don't have, I don't necessarily have the answers yet.

The only answer I have is to just literally force yourself. I forced. I mopingly walk to the gym. I'm on day four now of like getting my getting back on track four days ago I walked to the gym just mopingly walked there

and then I was in there for probably like two and a half hours just fucking not like going crazy but just moping around just I was like all right I haven't moved my body in a while let me do all these like hippie-dippy sort of flame sword movement then I would just like hang from a bar

loosen up my shoulders do some little things stretch do my like leg warm ups and walk backwards on the treadmill I'm in there for like

45 minutes before I even start my workout but I was just like I am doing absolutely nothing today so let me just go in there and fucking dick around like at least I'll

it just got to the point where I was just so bored so depressed I was like I have to just do something so I finally just like forced myself to do that get a little run after and I felt better

I was like thank fucking God felt a little better. I felt a little momentum come back. I was like, all right, tomorrow, wake up, do the same thing. So yeah, now we're on day forward. Back on

track to end the year in a decent way and then start hot in 2024. But yeah, we bought a house. Kind of crazy. That's fucking nuts. It's fucking insane. And it's a pretty nice house. Like a four bedroom.

It's in a, it's in Garland, which is like some random fucking, I don't even know, but Michelle's been looking for a while. It's like apartments and shit. Just like, like, now that I own, I can literally do whatever I want without. I can put an ice bath in the backyard. I can put, uh, what's like, it's not grass. It's like, what's turf? Turf.

Yeah. I can put turf back there. I can do what a litter paint a wall. Like I can just do whatever I want. It's going to be like such a freeing feeling. Yeah. And like living downtown, you think, I thought moving here and living downtown, it was like, I'm going to be like, like, I'm about to run the city. Like, I'm going to be out all the time. It's going to be like, it's that fantasy fucking shit. I'm going to be like, fucking Jake and Logan Paul and the fucking other YouTubers in L.A. that do this shit. I'm going to be like phase banks and like I know everybody in every club. And it's like you almost. pathetically fantasize about

doing that but then it's like you go out one night you get super hungover and then you're just like to like this is fucking I surely can't do this sober

so if I have to get absolutely hammered just to like go meet people when hanging out and stuff it's like dude I can't do that so I was like

I don't even really give a fuck about living in the city so so now you have house now we have house fuck yeah I'm gonna have a stream room it's gonna be

so much better than fucking driving here to stream, consistency is what I tell myself. But yeah, we're stepping it up. And for everyone listening, we got how many days left? 16 days left, or something like that,

16 days left until 2024. Start now, I don't know when the fuck this is. It's going to go up. Start now. Get some momentum going into 2024 and have the best year of your life. Oh, yeah. Absolutely.

Fuck yeah. That's the fucking plan. Dude, having a house, like, having a house is going to be so fun. Yeah. When I, when I lived in Arizona or when I went to Arizona for a month, dude, it was the best. It was the best. Yeah.

And I was, I was low-key. I'm surprised. Y'all didn't just, like, figure something out over here. I mean, that's the goal eventually to have, I mean, we'll probably. I mean, it is a fucking. process. Michelle's doing it all, obviously. But like,

it's a fucking process. Yeah. All the paperwork and do this and that and taxes and insurance and other shit. Yeah. But I mean, I think I got, I think this is probably my last year in my apartment. But I also like

liked being, I like being in my apartment because we moved every year for so long. And like I really like my place. I don't think there's anything wrong with being an apartment. Plus I have like the best one in the building. So I'm happy about that. But I think eventually, I think having a house,

obviously one day everyone dreams about having a house. You might have the best apartment in Frisco. Probably. I'm excited. I really like my place. Did you get like hooked up with the fucking deal? The first year, yeah. First year I did.

They come back and say, we're at the regular right now. Yeah, we're at the regular right now. There's just no one was trying to pay that shit before. Yeah. I got a pretty good deal the first year. But, yeah, dude, yeah, having a house eventually. Because when I was in Arizona, it was just like, wake up.

And I'd, in Arizona weather's so nice. I just leave the back door open and mace would run in and out. And I drink coffee in the back porch. I can't wait, man. That was so nice. The dogs, like, I'm on the first floor. You'll be able to close the door now. We were, we were wondering, like, should we try?

Because neither of us have lived in, like, a high-rise, like, right around here in the city. I've lived in... Wait, where the fuck was? Yeah, I was just in... Yeah. She sort of lived in a high-rise, but technically it was a high-rise, but, like, she lived on, like, the fifth floor. and it was in like deep ellum. So she didn't really get the experience there either,

but like everyone always sort of dreams and has a fantasy about like living in a high rise in the city, having that view. And we were like, fuck, do we do that? And then just wait another year. And like that's, we were kind of set on that. Do we do that? Like get some apartment up top.

Like have that view, set that vibe. Like that we spend probably a lot of money, but like just do that for a year. year and get it out of our system. But then the more and more I thought about it, and the more I've been pissed off just taking my dogs out, because we live on the first floor now, so it's like, I just open my door and we're outside. And we're at an apartment place.

But there's just dog, even that, just like taking them out. And then there's dogs everywhere. And our dogs want to talk to their dogs. And this human wants to talk to me. And I want no parts of any of that. Like, that was another thing about living in an apartment. is all the dogs and people and like, like I would,

I'd literally get anxiety just like, like, like fuck, I got to take the dogs out. But I know someone's going to be there and their dog's going to try to talk to Milo and then they'll talk to me. No,

what is he? And then I, what's yours? And then we have this conversation. I just, I don't, is it fucked up? I just like don't want that anymore.

It just gives me anxiety. I don't want, it's just the fakesest conversation ever. It's like I already know what you're going to say I already have my answer I don't know I would literally just get anxious taking them out because I just know

someone's going to fucking say something so just getting out I think getting out of like an apartment I think that made me be like okay let's not live in an apartment let's either get like a townhouse with a little backyard or something

or a home and she was I don't know we just randomly decided a really good offer came on a home. It's like a brand new neighborhood. But a really good offer was on that home. And it wasn't for any of like the homes around it. So we're like, fuck, this is like a really good deal. Like we'll definitely like profit off of this.

If anything, this is an investment too. Like we're going to make money off of it. It's like the fucking housing is just insane. I mean, it's not a good time to buy a house. But like I don't, it's not like it's going to go shoot down and we're going to like lose money. but I'm just so ready to have a place. We weren't going to do the high rise because

imagine like going down the elevator, 16 floors to take the dogs out four times a day. It's just so fucking annoying. So I'm just so ready. Have a house. Leave the door open. Junior can go outside. Yes.

Junior, remember him? The fucking legend. He's still kicking. He'll be able to, he's fucking him and the dogs fight all the time. but he doesn't get the attention he deserves and i think of the new house like i'll let him in my stream room or we're going to have and we're going to have a guest bed just go in there play with june leave the back door open the dogs go in and out as they want we don't have to stand out there

with them just open the door hopefully chewy shit you know go take a shower get ready like it's going to be so nice i think i'm gonna this is fucking insane to say i think i'm gonna like build out some sort of like deck and like backyard space. Like, holy shit, I'm fucking old. I used to hear that. I used to hear that as a kid. I'm working on a deck or building a deck. Building a deck.

It's such like a, I would hear that as a kid and just be like, God, it's such like an old man thing. But yeah, there's just like a lot we can do. I want to sort of build out the backyard a little bit to just have like a chill area with like a little fire pit in the middle and a place with the ice bath I would like. But it's just going to be nice, man.

I'm ready. It's going to be my first, not my first big step, but it's my next big step in life. I have my own stream room. We don't have to drive here every time. More consistent streams, more longer streams.

Sometimes I want to like stream at night just out of boredom. Like I think I'll get into like a way more consistent streaming schedule, but then also just like streaming more in general. Because like sometimes I'll just be bored and like Michelle will just be working. So I might just like can walk in my stream room now. Turn on my stream if I can play something or. I don't know.

It's just going to be a lot more, a lot better. Just like how I have it set up, it's like really if I want to play, I need to come here. because like Michelle is working I can't be fucking screaming and blah blah blah blah blah it's gonna be a nice it's gonna be a nice change and I'm ready for it

I'm happy for you that's fucking off thanks man that's awesome thanks I think we're at the time probably okay well and today

first stream back this is gonna come out in a few days I'm sure but today first stream back I think I'm taking on I don't know what I'm gonna do I'm gonna start up my stream and just go from there

I'm thinking war zone have you been playing Warzone at all? You played anything at all? You just... We've been playing... You're just a caster now. We're playing a lot of wagers.

You're just a Sundance DG. Ivani. No. No? Actually, maybe. Maybe. I'm down for that comparison. It has been the craziest fucking month of my life. Harder than it looks?

It's way harder than it looks. It's not something I could... Dealing with a bunch of idiots. divas the biggest divas yeah um all right on the planet

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