The Flycast - Dissecting the MR BEAST Drama Conspiracy | The Flycast Ep. 116
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Are we ready?
We're ready.
All right.
Come sit down, Matt.
Welcome back to another episode of the flycast episode, one 16.
We would be higher, but I think we've canceled some.
And I think people were confused on our last flycast that we dropped.
It was like two episodes.
I looked at the comment.
for a little bit.
I was like, yeah, I'm done looking at the comments.
I was like, I'm gonna end up seeing something bad
that I don't want to.
Listen, we've done like 117 episodes
and I think last episode
was a top five, top 10 flame flaming episode.
We were getting annihilated,
which is fine.
Every once in a while in the comment.
Yeah, every once in a while you need a good beating.
What kind of beating?
Like this episode sucks?
They were just like, ah, ah, you have.
curly hair you're an idiot ah redhead bitch ah drunk idiot ah fucking annoying
druggy fuck yeah why are you guys still in optic ah don't tell me they fooled that
i think they did then they were like emac crag you're stupid ah well how do we explain it to
them uh because up those schedules was kind of fucked and also we've canceled a few times and
now that was pretty much i mean that's pretty much it yeah up upload schedule
sucked. We recorded a pre-champs
or totaled it's going to be out this day, but I think
even like half that episode, it was
something we talked about, but the last
like, don't, like, let's edit that.
Last like four episodes, we've
talked about things. Because every fucking
episodes is like, who's
who's getting canceled? Who's getting
what did they do? What are the real
facts? Do we have to figure them out? Or do we
just hop on board the train and stab them to death?
And then, but even our last one,
we talked about shit.
And it seemed all right
We were like, yeah sure
That sounds fine
We were standing on business
Yeah
But then afterwards
You talked to me were like
Actually business is what
pays the bills
And I need
I need to stand on
We just don't need the
Art
Because God
People would literally just
You could explain something
For like 20 minutes
But if you say one sentence
To where like if you just
clip that sentence out.
It'd be like, wait, why do you say that?
But then the other 15 minutes kind of explains that.
And it was all just sort of like, like, you're just talking.
You're on a fucking podcast.
And that's the reason why we cut a lot of stuff out because the topics we were talking
about were hot topics.
And we were explaining our side.
And next thing you know, people are saying you agree with this.
You agree with that.
I can't believe you
You still
It just turned into
We just weren't sure what to do with it
The pods were already coming out late
So they threw two together
And then I guess here we are
Now we start fresh
Today
Bose was supposed to be on
He kind of bailed
But I think it was kind of my fault
Did you tell him 11 it was 10?
Well I texted
Wait what did you put on your story today
That I I, you said I was a liar
What
What did I say?
What are you talking?
What?
What?
What's up?
Everybody.
Hey, listen, it's not often that I get to be on my favorite podcast.
So I'm going to take this moment right now.
It's your favorite podcast, not theirs anymore.
They don't like us anymore after our last pond.
Why?
Because James is, well, first of all.
Wait, what did they think about James?
No, I don't know.
I don't know.
I just, I haven't finished it.
But Hitch is like,
also when I was
yapping, all right, chat
or whoever's watching.
I didn't take offense to it.
I didn't take offense to it. I said maybe a little bit
afterwards. I don't know why you took offense to it.
It says a really good job of
rewriting history a little bit.
But what I was going to say,
no, I don't. Yes, you did.
What I was going to say is the following.
Okay, I lost my train of thought.
God damn it.
Well, okay, we were talking about, oh.
James.
Okay, yes.
The story that when Nick was saying
that he vlogged and that I sat
they across from them and yapped for like 45 minutes.
I was literally trying to help these men fucking do some shit.
And they probably missed it.
They dismissed the yappiness for some.
You know, people pay a lot of money for that sort of advice.
Just so you guys know.
Plug your book, man.
Plug your bestseller.
Right now.
To plug the book.
No, it's not to plug the book.
Yeah.
We have bookcase.
And we have books.
Wait, did people not like her?
I don't know.
That's why I checked the,
I thought that part was so funny,
and then I checked the comments
and we were just getting blasted,
and I was like,
never mind.
I don't need this.
Oh, you didn't like get to see.
I didn't get to see anyone.
Yeah,
I'll usually,
if I'm involved in something,
I might do,
if I feel like I did good on it,
like say I'm on Optic Pod
and I was like,
yeah,
I was funny,
I was funny that episode.
I'll check the comments.
I'll really scroll out.
Like,
I got,
to find something.
I just remember.
But for the last one, I just saw like the first 10, 15 comments.
I was like, I'm going to just get off.
Yeah, we need hacks next week, I think, to save the show.
Also, dive deep into what?
What are we diving deep into?
You can't dive deep, man.
That's when you get, all right, all right.
All right.
All right.
We'll dive deep.
We'll dive deep.
We'll deep dive with Hector.
Anyways, guys, welcome back to a real episode of the Flycast.
This would not be cut.
This would not be.
Damn.
We don't have...
I don't even know what you would call it.
What James fucking set up.
We don't have any skits.
It's just back to the OG way.
Oh, somebody said, unironically, I enjoyed your clip farming segment.
So let's fucking go.
There we go.
There we go.
It has five...
Yeah.
Five...
Five likes?
Yeah.
That's right.
You know, we should read...
Maniac saying gamers is always the funniest shit ever.
I'm hilarious.
Tough 15 minutes
And then someone said
Tough 15 minutes
Bro I'm at this episode
The tough fucking 10 minutes
Wait
Wait click the replies of that
Why does somebody say
Don't listen to him hitch
It was fun
Why just me
How does he know I'm looking at it
I mean I guess he's right
I guess he's right
I'm looking at it
Bro I went back
That would actually be funny
For us to just like
Explore the comment sections
of, keeps scrolling down a little bit
but I went back
and I watched random
trivias we used to do
and oh my God
even in like the infinite
optic days
like the 2019 whatever
even in those days
people loved us
like I saw so many positive
there was like 400,000
400,000 people were like
dancing we were at like the fake
optic B team
yeah the one we were dancing
Where we ended up dancing, dude, that's like an iconic clip.
People used to, people really fucked with us back then.
People, people have been through, if they're a Hitchniak viewer in any, if it's fashion, whether they watched any of my stuff, any of your stuff, any of our stuff together, scuff house stuff, 60-50 stuff.
It's crazy.
People still watch this shit.
It's just like, dude, you guys have been through the ringer.
Yeah.
This ain't no.
This ain't no.
I'm going to watch Mr. Beast and then I'm just going to keep watching.
Whoa.
Oh, shit.
You still watch Mr. Beast?
No.
After his friend did something and he didn't agree with it at all and then kicked him off
his show, but you're still going to watch Mr.
Beast?
There's actually a video out there.
I watched a little bit of it.
It's got like 10 million views.
It's a guy going at Mr.
Beast.
And then he was just like.
And then.
And then the intro of the video is literally, this is part one of me wanting to take down Mr. Beast or wanting to expose Mr. Beast.
He was like, I actually did not talk about Chris Tyson in this video.
It was going to be in my next video, though.
So what's the box he talking about?
I already knew about Chris Tyson, but I was going to put him in the next video because.
And also, I don't, I think that Jimmy knew everything about Chris Tyson, but that's not in this video.
It'll be in the next one.
So enjoy this video.
And then in that video, it's an hour.
Did you give it a thumbs down?
No.
It's an hour.
I didn't really care.
But it's an hour.
And I was like, oh shit.
Like, it's got 10 million views.
What did he do?
And then he was like, Jimmy, he was like, one of the first points he makes is like,
Jimmy says that all of his videos are authentic and real.
But if you look right here, this is CGI.
And I was like, that's just not.
But then he goes on to talk about like the sketchiness of his giveaways.
Like he did he did giveaways.
years ago on his like stream and then like people who got their giveaway didn't get what they
exactly wanted or there was like forged signatures and stuff and i was like and people are loving
that shit people are like yeah fuck yeah let's take down mr beast why i don't know i mean
anyway that do you have you seen that video matt yes i i know matt yeah this guy i worked for mr
beast he's a fraud you just see you just see a thumbs up on mat's it down
It's a thumbs down
I worked for Mr. Beasts he's a fraud
13 days ago
11 million plus views
11 million views it
It's just crazy
Yeah it's just crazy
No and no one's talking about like
No like creators talking about this
But is there actually stuff that way you're like
Damn what the fuck?
Yeah there's a few things in there where I was like
That's kind of fucked up
But but I also think about how hard it must be
To organize some of the videos that he does
And I'm like, because I listen to, I listen to a bunch of Mr. V's interviews because I used to listen to, or I still listen to Colin Smir, but they've interviewed him like four times.
And he said like when he first started doing stuff, he would do, he would do giveaways and invite random people.
But when he invited random people, they were like camera shy.
It was really weird videos.
He was like, so then I had to start inviting creators and smaller creators.
and then I would do game shows with the smaller creators
because they're easier or they're better camera trained.
Yeah.
And at the end of the day,
people aren't going to want to watch people that are camera trained.
Bro, I think about me going on a Mr. Beast video.
I'm like, I might just because, not that I like know too much,
but it's just like, once you like maybe like get a grasp of everyone I know is going to see this.
Yeah.
Not to mention everyone I know.
but a hundred other million people.
And it's like you start just overthinking that.
And like,
I was always afraid of like,
what if Optic,
like had the opportunity to go on Mr.
Beast video?
I'm like,
would I just fucking fold?
Dude,
I actually.
And be like,
because I can,
there's time.
It kind of depends on my mood as well.
But like,
sometimes I am not comfortable on camera.
Oh,
dude,
I'd have to bring a flask.
Yeah.
I'd have to bring a flask.
Yeah.
I know that.
fucked up but I would like imagine like yo
can I use the Porter Potty real quick
bro
imagine if like
when Mr. Beast does like one of these
he just does like five 10
seconds in 10 second interviews
but he like he comes in
he like walks over to you is like hey can I get you for like
a quick like I'm gonna just ask you like one or
two questions and like
the whole camera grew's behind him
they got a big light and just for 10
seconds you just like ask that
question and then you're just
you just have to answer it and it seems totally like fine like yeah like what's the issue
but you're like but it's like all right and they're sitting there like three two one but all right
we're here and then he comes in and you just no i think i think i would a deer in the headlights
some people are so good with that but i feel like i'm better like if it's like live streamed or
something when it comes to like all right everyone stop three two one and then like boom like say
something like we're gonna ask you that that's so awkward to me i don't know if i ever talked about my uh
i want to talk about mr bsmore but i don't know if i ever talked about my oakley shoot on the
flycast where like who else was that i think hex might have been it Seth might but it was like a
oh oh of a legit commercial we went with like roj was like a flight attendant
Yeah, but I wasn't in part of any of theirs.
Like, I got there, they left.
It was literally just me and I think Paige, just to make sure they don't, like, abuse me or something.
But it was literally just me and Paige.
Okay.
I was hungover, which is, like, the worst.
But you never drink.
I was hung over.
This was, I don't drink, but, like, I was when you used to.
I was hungover, just bad, someone's birthday or something.
Just bad, super bad, super bad.
Super bad timing.
I had to drink because you have to if you go out.
You can never go out sober.
But I was hungover, like super hungover.
So I told Paige, I was like, I'm going to go to the liquor store.
And I'm going to like take a few shots before I do this thing.
Because like, I'm telling you it's an entire production crew.
It ain't just Matt Craig and Roger fucking setting up some cameras.
Those are producers too.
It's massive cameras.
cameras on the ceiling, light, action,
one of those things that like snap down.
I don't know what they're called.
Snapdowners.
Yeah, the snap down.
A bunch of snapdowners.
That's what they're called.
An entire crew of like 20 people.
So whenever they, all right, so I'm hungover.
I pull up.
I'm in the parking garage.
I take like two, three shots just back to back to back,
boom, boom.
And I was like, all right, I feel bad.
I walked in.
Like, I'm cool.
Chill is a cucumber.
or saying hey to people.
They're kind of breaking me,
they're telling me what's going on.
They're like,
we'll be ready to shoot
like 30, 45 minutes.
And I'm like, fuck.
So like 30, 45 minutes go by.
And then like another 15.
It's damn near been an hour.
And then we start shooting.
I'm like,
this alcohol is kind of disappearing.
And we start doing like a couple takes on one shot.
I'm trying to remember my like few shots.
Oh, it was like,
one of them was like throwing a ruby cube up.
And I was like, it's fine, whatever.
But I just start feeling my hangover.
I start not feeling as good.
The shots are wearing off.
It's been like an hour and a half.
Then I'm doing the shot, like throwing the Rubik's cube.
And it's like, all right.
Next, we're going to have it to where, like, you're going to already have, like, the solved Rubik's cube in your hand.
But when it ends, or like you're going to do, like, one twist to solve it.
And then once you solve it, you're going to, like, smile for 10 seconds because we're going to do a, uh, it's all.
going to be like fast forwarded so we need you to smile 10 for like 10 seconds so they can at least
like see that you're smiling so they're like just smile just hold it and it was the most
awkward the cameraman's like panning to my face and i'm doing the worst like fake smile i feel like
my cheek like starting to twitch and it was like you know when someone's just super uncomfortable
but you see them smiling and you're like god that's so awkward that was me except
They made me do it like five times.
And I was like sweating.
My adrenaline was going.
And I was just smiling.
Matt's trying to find the commercial.
And it was just so bad.
Like it was the camera guy was so close to me.
He had someone was overlooking the camera guy looking at it.
And I know that my like cheek.
My like cheek was twitching.
I was so fucking uncomfortable.
And it was just like shit like that to where it's just like all right, ready you go.
Or even like I'm just not a good smiler to where like even in pictures I've been practicing
or like Michelle told me to just like you have to practice your smile.
And I've been kind of practicing.
But usually I just go with like the.
That's what I do.
Alexis doesn't like it.
She's like, show your teeth.
And I'm like, I can't.
Unless it's like a genuine like.
Right.
That's why I hate.
And then you get that shot, I can't just be like...
That's how I end up.
And it just looks stupid.
Because girls practice getting their angles.
Like, when somebody's like, can you take this picture?
They're like, can you take it from here and point here?
And so I'll look here and get my good side.
Guys are just like, yo.
Guys are just like...
Like, what you said, never smile.
Like, just...
I like candid pictures of me because I'm not just...
Yeah.
Dude, it's so...
That's how it feels.
Dude, it was just so...
So you're saying if Mr. Bees came out to you and was like,
we've got the five best smileers.
Oh my God.
I would have a panic attack.
I'm some...
I want to know if...
Whoever smiles the best wins $10,000.
First up, we've got maniac.
Yeah, that would be first.
Ready go.
God, I'm telling you, it was, uh...
Oh my God, is this it?
Oakley be who you are
you're such a nerd
why are you so weird
why are you so weird
lock in
here's the shot
that you're still thinking about
to this day
oh it's right
like why can't I have Roger's fucking job
there
get back in the kitchen
oh I'm so excited
who's the smile
they cut the smile
yeah well
oh they cut the smile
well I think we did so many takes by the end I wasn't even
like it went from like a to like
and you roll
go back to my part I just stop showing teeth
but that that that was it
look at the very end
dude
dude
look at my I'm
I'm smiling I'm smiling right there
I'm just so fucking like anxious I just can't
it was so awkward
oh man
that is fun
God, I just
I can't do it. It's just so funny
all that anxiety for
less than half a second.
And no one
no one cared.
I was blessed to even like be in that
but it was just
I don't know certain
I feel like I'm fine
with like almost like
a live stream aspect
but when it comes to like a camera
being like all right three two one
like doing up doing intros for
videos I'm just if someone asked me to ever do an intro I'm like a hitch do a hit you got it
yeah like I don't know why it's so awkward for me do what I just yeah I there's a few people that
are like that like you'll never see formal do an intro no you'll never see bo's do an intro
me Seth and Hector yeah it's really it and then I do the intro and people and I look at the
YouTube chat and just like don't why is Hitch here and I'm like he's so it's just so annoying
Why is it here?
And I'm always just like, there's a part of me that's just like, one day I'm going to snap.
No, I think, I think you, I think you surpass the, why are they still, or why is Hitch still?
What is Hitch do?
Oh, the question is.
I think that's like, that's kind of been long gone.
The question is never, why is Hitch still an optic?
That's not the question.
The question is, why is he on camera?
Get him off.
Dude, they're sick.
You're literally.
good on camera.
Especially all the like the,
I think,
but luckily I will say
because last few
last few events that we've done,
it's been optic YouTube channel
and then Scumps Twitch channel.
And Seth's chat has been,
we have a fun banter now.
Yeah.
And Seth's chat's like really nice to me now.
Which I can't,
because when I look at the YouTube chat
and I'm just like,
it's just like people like get hitch
off the screen.
It's like,
oh, it's a bunch of,
yeah, it happens a lot.
I'm maybe I'm thinking too much into it but but I don't ever I hardly ever see it on Seth's
channel now so maybe because it's just you're always on camera because I don't see anything
about me and if like if there's I feel like I'm more deserving of like hate than you are bro
whoever's in charge of optic content you are cooking ice Davis hell yeah fuck yeah that's the
console vowel tournament okay that was pretty fun you
YouTube comments, nice.
Seth's stream viewers nice.
Sometimes optic stream YouTube viewers.
Anyone hide me up when I was on the desk or no?
Dude, when you and George got on the desk, it was like completely 180ed.
Everyone was so funny.
The end of the console Vowel tournament was so funny.
Wait.
Maniac, please just clutch up.
You got the personality and are still in the position to regain.
Please, Maniac, stay consistent.
You will regain massive.
There you go.
We're up now.
Like that.
Thumbs it up.
Thumbs it up.
Matt.
There we go.
Oh, yeah.
Fuck yeah.
You know, that was that because I did not play or first off I was supposed to be on the desk the whole time.
Wait, what was it?
Did people not show up?
Did we have enough people?
Yeah, so.
So, Zin.
Zin.
Does it.
Lusin and Zinn didn't come.
So you and you and Tush were supposed to be on the desk the whole time, but you guys both played.
Okay.
Yeah, I was actually, like, excited to commentate.
Just, like, sit there on the desk because I was like, I've kind of not like been absent, but it's just I just haven't streamed in months.
So I was like, it'd be good to just like, you know, get up, get up there, be in people's faces for a few hours.
And I didn't really want to play.
Like, it actually was fun.
And I was actually, towards the end, I was jealous of these people that were still.
I was like, God, this looks so fun.
Like every round's close.
People were making comebacks.
Like it just...
Yeah.
People were taking it serious at the end.
But I was kind of like, fuck, I kind of want that like four hours of camera time, crack some jokes.
Oh, maniac's funny again.
Because it's just, I feel without...
I don't know how...
I mean, Bose is on like the watch parties.
I'm trying to think if there's like anyone else.
I mean, optics's like small again, so...
Or like Pomage.
I just wonder, I'm like, how are they?
Because I feel like I'm secretly losing my mind, not streaming.
Like, I feel like a loser.
Yeah.
I feel.
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Like I'm pretty productive in aspects outside of games.
in like sort of this careerish.
Like I wake up early.
I'll read some times.
I work out every single day.
Cooking, cooking, cleaning.
Like I'm somewhat productive in other aspects of life.
But like, since stopping streaming, even though it was stressful as fuck, which I know it's hard to say.
It's hard for people to hear.
but like I was playing Halo Infinite
man I'm just seeing my numbers drop
and streams were just
it got to the point where it was like
usually the highlights of my streams
are me just raging and getting pissed
but towards the end of Halo Infinite I was like
dude I'm not even mad
I'm just fucking
I'm so bored of this show I'm not even
raging I'm just depressed playing this
and Halo's only gone down since
since I fucking stop
I'm telling you the decal
The decline was like this.
I got off like right up here.
Because it's just been a decline sense.
But like every day I'd get off streaming and I was just,
and it'd be like,
unless I magically had like one oil king in there,
oil prints in there that like just fuck it here's like 200 gifted.
Then I'd be like,
it's great stream.
It's humbling,
but actually it's not humbling because I have a tendency to prepare for the worst.
Like that's how I've always.
I expect the worst.
I expect the word.
I expect even when we're having like a great month.
I'm like, the only reason we're having a great month is because this, this and this went right.
If those don't go right, then we're going to have a bad month next month.
I always think that way.
Great.
We had a great month.
But a month from now, that's going to drop off.
Exactly.
It's going to be sub-apacola.
Like, you don't enjoy any moment of it.
Besides, like, the freedom of being able to stream.
I think that every single time.
And we're at a time now with TST where, dude, we haven't had a, we haven't had a consistent schedule for, like, I think,
two entire months like Blake went somewhere then we went to Italy and George had a family thing
I got engaged it was just like so much champs happened they come down here for the Val thing
it's like so much has happened that we haven't had like a consistent schedule so it's we're
we're down I mean we're down bad but like we're we're slowly getting getting it back up and
there hasn't been like like like one person in there just gifting a like a like a lot of
lot. You know what I mean? I mean, we have our, we have our, don't give me wrong, we have our crew that
holds us the fuck down. Um, but there's, but some people, remember, I'm thinking back like 20, 20 days,
where we'd have people that would gift like a hundred every day. Like, once a day, they would
gift a hundred. And I'm just like, what? It seems like everyone has those people except us. And when you
don't, well, you haven't been streaming. Well, I haven't been streaming, but like, even when I did
stream, like, we definitely have those people still. There's this misconception of like,
stream consistently, have good streams.
I mean, like, that's how you rise.
But that is not really the case.
For a lot of people, no.
There's literally, like, there can sometimes be a strategy to it.
Like, whenever I started streaming again last year,
I started streaming Valoran.
I don't think many, like, crazy subs or anything was happening.
But I started streaming Valent, had, like, decent numbers.
Then I think Halo Worlds came up.
And then like, we were doing the watch party there.
That boosted me to like 2000 some.
Then I think like the new call of duty came out was playing that.
That boosted me.
I got to like, I don't know, 22, 23, 2400 or something.
And then after that, just like kept playing that.
I was streaming every single day.
Even on like Christmas, like I canceled my flight home.
I was streaming on Christmas, Christmas Eve.
Like I was addicted to the like just that I was going to wake up and stream no matter what.
Did that for like six, seven months.
straight every single day and it went from like 2,400 to like 900 something subs and like viewers
down. I mean, granted, I switched to fucking halo and it was just no one wants to watch
fucking halo. But it was, I don't know, there's like a miskin's a, there's a strategy behind
it and I haven't figured it out yet, but there's a misconception of like, I mean, maybe I just
have to be more entertaining, which we can get into my next subject of me returning to Adderall.
Maybe I can...
Dude, stop.
Maybe I just need to be more entertaining,
but there's times I'm like,
I'm like, dude, I am giving this 110%.
I'm screaming when I...
Like, I felt like I was trying to be so entertaining,
but there was just like nothing I could do
and just like...
I think there was like a few weeks
where I was just getting like a few...
And this isn't the sound...
I'm just explaining what it is, man.
Get mad. I don't care.
This isn't the sound fucking like...
unappreciative, but
towards the end there would be like weeks where I'd just get like a couple
resubs, some new subs.
I'm like, bro, I'm streaming six, five, six, seven hours a day.
And it was like, bro, if I actually add this up, which isn't really how streaming
works, like you go by like month and the same people keep returning and it's not just all
about new people.
But I'm like, if I've really add this up, this is like $36.
a day for like seven hour streams.
I was like, this is not good.
And that was, and it was like, and yes,
streaming is kind of easy to a point,
but it, it's most, the, the hard part is not easy.
It's not easy.
The hard part's the fucking mental part of dealing with that
and seeing, like, you have to live,
living with your lows.
And it's also just you're talking non-fucking stop.
So like after every stream, I just felt fucking exhausted.
Can you look up to the point?
Zirka, Zirka first.
Zerka, Zirka secret stream.
I watched this yesterday.
And it just got to the point.
And I promise I'm really not just, I'm not trying to complain.
I'm just, we're having a conversation here.
No cameras.
I would, and it was one of you all just sitting here.
We'd have the same conversation.
But, yeah, not just to like complain about it, but like towards the end,
I was just like, bro, I think I'm just going to take a break.
Yeah, and you did.
And I did.
I watched this yesterday, Zirka, one of the sidemen, huge.
He's got three million subscribers, did a video where he goes, I went live on a secret channel until someone found me.
So he creates a new channel on you in streams on YouTube.
He has to wait for 24 hours before he can go live.
He goes live and streams for six hours with no viewers and changes.
games changes his title changes i i don't think maybe his thumbnail in his bio and he literally just
lives life and he's like i can't get off until someone finds me no one and until someone recognizes
me is what he eventually went with and then it got he got i think six hours deep or five hours
deep and never got a viewer damn never got one viewer it's so tough if people want advice for getting into
streaming and stuff. I really don't. I don't know. I would honestly, I would say you have to find some
funny ass, good-ass TikTok clips. I've seen, um, say boss has done a lot of YouTube reels and TikTok
clips and they're, they actually get decent numbers for at least like as big as what Seaboss is. Like,
it does good. And I'm, I've, I've seen his stream numbers like double or triple recently. Really?
Yeah. Like his.
His, I think his Instagram is popping more.
I mean, dude, that's what, like, literally?
He puts in the fucking grind.
Casos?
He's doing big, he's playing with one, some, he's playing with soccer players that have like 30 million followers.
Oh, yeah.
So it's like, he's, he's putting in that fucking work every single day.
And he'll still just have like a hundred, hundred 20 viewer.
Like, it's fucking hard.
Dude.
What?
And by the way, I'm blessed to even have what I have.
What Caso and Sketch and Jincy did was that.
They, like,
Casso,
I watched one of Casso's videos,
or one of his,
uh,
podcasts.
And he was like,
yeah,
I would play for five hours or play for four hours.
And then I would say,
out of those four hours,
I got to get three funny TikToks out of it.
It,
it's so different from what we did.
I literally when I start streaming again,
I have to think of it like that.
Yeah.
And he would go in and he'd be like,
all right,
I,
I remember these funny parts.
He would edit them.
He would put them.
out and then he would stream the next day and he did that over and over and over again and dude
there's so many and it's just the meta now there's so many times where we have to we say things
because I think the funniest parts of TST streams are when the three of us are big cam and we're
fucking with each other and we're just riffing and being funny because we like like joking with
each other or like making fun of each other I think those are the funniest parts of TST and so we
eventually we're trying to get more of those
Ticktox out because those are so funny.
Have you noticed like those do better than your others?
Oh 100% I mean I think like gaming clips like gaming clips they have to be funny or they have to be scary or like like
like you think about the caseo the the caseo clips that blow up or when he's playing and then he reads like somebody's like
like mr. I eight five guys or whatever and then he's like ban that guy like those are the ones that blow up
and it's not has nothing to the game it's just it's just being funny being
entertaining because nowadays like the Zerka video like dude I mean tens of
thousands of people have like are like probably like hundreds of thousands of
people are streaming to one to zero to five people and those five people are just
their buddies that are just like yo I'm I'm playing war zone right now like if
you want to watch
It's a difficult.
It's so oversaturated.
It's so difficult.
I was talking to formal a little bit.
It was a nice conversation.
I haven't talked to formal and like,
I mean,
all of us just in general,
unless we're like here,
we don't really.
Yeah.
Like it's not some big hangout.
Maybe on a rare occasion we go to Cess or someone has a dinner or something.
But it's like,
I would see formal sometimes at the optic office whenever,
whenever I was streaming.
But then like,
since I moved.
And especially, obviously since this, like, I haven't seen him in a while.
And then I was talking to him during the Valorant days outside, smoking a Sig.
I was like, this is like the old days, man.
Remember, like, you used to, you were playing cod here, come out here, smoke a Sig.
Like, I kind of miss these days.
But I was low-key talking to him.
And not just him, I've been thinking about it recently.
And I was like, my career is video game.
Like it's just I'm in the video game world
Though I do
Though I am in the process
Of trying to get in the best shape of my life
To try to like switch it around
More towards like lifestyle and fitness
And maybe become like a personal trainer
But my life is in the video game world
And please in the comments
Tell me if I'm not
I can't be the only one
But since I stopped taking Adderall
I just
don't want to play video games
growing up
all I wanted to do was play
video games it was
it's all I wanted to do and I wasn't even
on Addy then like high school and
shit I come I don't think
I don't think your situation
is like common
you don't think it's common
no I think well I think people get
I don't I think you
equate it to
Adderall because of what
you went through but
it
also is just, it just is happening.
So like, it's, it's gonna happen anyway.
You're growing.
Exactly.
Your love for video games is just gonna go down.
I mean, kind of, Matt still grinds.
What about you?
You still love video games?
But I don't, I don't touch.
Matt just said, uh, he thinks is different because he feels like a lot of people get to
play video games, but we have to play video games.
Well, my point, but I also don't, but I also don't think that is either, because
I see TikToks all the time that are like when I was in high school and people are hopping on.
They're like, yeah.
And then music cuts and it's like me now and they're in like a dark room.
And it's like, I mean, it's dramatic.
But that is kind of how it feel like.
I think the early days of like Xbox parties and like Xbox game chat and playing video games and and like people were people in Monter War for Two lobbies were like going to private match and inviting to.
12 random people.
They would all join and they would play Mike Myers or they would do like private match like fun stuff.
I think it's also different when you get in a relationship because like even now if I was not in a
relationship, I would probably be sitting at my computer a lot more instead of just like on the
couch or in bed with Michelle.
Yeah.
Like if that's a part of it.
But I've really, I've in getting older is a part of it obviously like everyone starts to
kind of like hex hasn't hex loves video games but like he doesn't really want to sit down and
fucking grind some shit like but he likes that loves the culture dude hex is at a point now
that i cannot wait to get to where he can just like sit down and just play minecraft but like
even that dude it's the bet here's here's my point when i take adderall i want to do the literal
opposite of what my day-to-day life is.
Like, I'll wake up early,
eat healthy foods,
hit the gym.
Then even if I'm streaming,
I'm streaming,
but I'm mostly just like,
just talking to chat and shit.
I'm not really ever locked in anymore.
Ever!
I can't get fucking locked.
But if I had Adderall,
dude, that wouldn't lock you.
Since not taking Adderall,
I'm never,
locked. Dude, you need a therapist. I've been locked maybe two or three times since not taking
Adderall. And it's all I want to do is get whatever I have to do done during the day.
And then just like lay in bed. But if I had at when I take Adderall, it completely flips. I want to play video games. Like it does some.
When I take Addy like I want to play video. I want to sit at my desk. I want to make beats. I want to dive into something.
It turns on something in my brain that literally doesn't exist unless I have Addie.
Do I need to message Michelle and be like, watch him?
Do I do what?
Because you're making me want to do that.
Well, I've already said.
I was like, what if I started like taking a low dose again?
No.
And she was like, no.
Good.
Good for her.
But I'm not.
I'm literally going to text her and say, please, please keep an eye on him.
This actually isn't a serious thought, but it has a thought.
It sounds pretty serious.
I want you to watch this section back.
No, it's not a...
It'll be like when I watched film back
of my high school soccer
and I'm like, oh, should I suck?
It's not a serious thought of like, will I do it?
Because I won't.
It's just why can't you tap into that?
But like, why can't...
Soberly?
I can't sense quitting Adderall
and I did abuse it for so fucking long.
And like, I've compared to like,
there's people in different gaming communities
where I ask them, I'm like,
how much you, did you, like,
what's your sleep schedule like?
And there is always like,
I might stay up for like a day,
but then I'm just knocked the fuck out.
Like, do you sleep at events?
Like, yeah, like, got to get sleep,
at least like six hours.
Yeah.
I'm just like,
that is not how it was for me.
I'd be up for days.
I remember asking Mango.
I asked Mango off camera
and that they play a game where you have to be like,
you have to press a hundred buttons to do three things.
Yeah.
And I'm like,
how crazy is like Adderall abuse in your community?
And he was like,
oh, I've never even heard of a player taking it.
He's been playing for 20 years.
Dude.
And I was like, oh, yeah, no.
I've never heard of a player taking it either over here.
It's so different.
That's what I'm saying.
Like, this Halo, Halo Cod community that we have.
Yeah.
First of all, blame the old school MLG Halo guys.
Because they brought this shit into the world.
Even though I was thinking it in, like, middle school.
I do have to leave.
That's old school.
I have to leave here soon because of my haircut.
But I want to end with.
and was whatever the fuck I'm about to say
since taking Addy
I took Addy for so long
like I took it in middle school
and I didn't like it because I wasn't sitting on
playing video games I just like I would have to go to school
on it and it makes me like a zombie
and horrible for socializing so I stopped taking it
towards the end of high school
I started dabbling in it a little bit again
and it wasn't really an issue
but then since
2010
is when I started taking it for
advantage 2011 12, 34 to every
single year after that it just got
worse and worse. Halo 5
came out I had to take it
H1Z1 came out H1Z
it just got worse and worse and worse
and so we're talking like a decade
straight of basically
abusing it
so then in 2021 when I completely
stopped it was
and it's still it's just it's
So all I did on Addy was like sit at my computer.
I'd wake up, I'd take once it kicked in, I sit at my computer.
I could do whatever.
I could do nothing.
I could just watch YouTube videos, watch rap battles.
I could play GB tournaments.
I could make shitty beats.
Like it did, I just, I was in that zone to be wanting to sit at my computer and like do something.
And then since quitting Adderall, all I wanted to do when Adderall was like play video games, do something.
it sparked that side of my brain.
And since quitting Adderall, that feeling is just not there anymore ever.
And I know right now if I took a like a 30 instant release or something, I would want,
I would find somewhere to like sit down and play a video game or something.
Like it's just, that's just what it does on my brain.
And I feel like that's just what my brain's missing.
It's just crazy out.
And there has, I know there's people out there that have taken Adderall for a long time,
but it affected their life in a negative way too much
to where they're like,
it's just simply not worth it.
And it is fucking addicting.
Because like you take Adderall,
you feel great.
Next day you wake up feeling like shit.
And you're like,
well, fuck,
let's feel great again.
Let's take it.
But since abusing it so long,
once I stopped that feeling
of like wanting to sit down out of your computer and grind
or grind a video game or locking in
or playing something new
or making shitty beats or just.
sitting at your computer, that whole side
is just gone from me.
And I don't know what it is.
It took some training
because I remember I got out and I think Halo
Infinite, or no, we played like Minecraft
and some other stuff. But
it was so hard to just
sit down and I don't know.
I guess I'm just saying this for the few
that might relate
and can maybe help me out
in the comments with this one.
And I don't even know what the point of it was.
But it is just
so hard for me to, it's my brain, I just,
it just makes me want to tap back into the haddy,
but I can't.
Because over, over, it's just,
the good will not out way the negative.
And which brings me to my next and final point,
I've been cold plunging, working out every single day.
I'm going to get in the best shape of my life.
I'm going to get shredded.
I guarantee.
it. Every year we improve more and more.
And by the end of this year, I'm going to be at my peak of all time.
You're going to see, I'm sick of talking about it, but you'll see soon enough.
Shouts out Drake dropping 100.
If I was on Addy, back in 2017, and Drake dropped 100 gigabits of music and video.
Did you go down like the folder and stuff?
I did.
I clicked on it on mobile.
I would have watched everything.
I would have downloaded them all.
I would have put them all.
I would have like made.
shit out of it.
I would have tried, like, sampling Drake
randomly saying stuff.
Like, I don't know.
I thought that was pretty funny.
No, this is very unique.
I guess it's tied back up.
Kendrick and Drake now.
Just, this, I think this just tied it back up.
Yeah, I think it's tied now.
Yeah.
We should probably talk about that next episode.
Yeah, we'll talk about that next episode.
I got a, I got a hair.
Where Drake, Kendrick Beef is, because right now it's probably one-one.
Yep.
I got a haircut.
Thank you guys so much for watching.
Matt, Greg.
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