The Flycast - DRINKING STORIES FROM TIMTHETATMAN TAILGATE | The Flycast Ep. 46

Episode Date: July 27, 2022

This week on the Flycast we have the boys talking about Andrew Tate and his impact on the internet, stories from the TimTheTatman tailgate, and crying.  Check out the OpTic Podcast here:  https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/optic-podcast/id1542810047 https://open.spotify.com/show/25iPKftrl0akOZKqS0wHQG MB01VRXLRVBBYYQ IS ANDREW TATE RUINING THE INTERNET | The Flycast Ep. 46

All right, see him, mo. Later, Matt. Dude. He's always here, like, setting stuff up. He's just, like, set stuff up. Like, he's, like, taking his time. He's trying to talk to us. And it's like, dude.

He's asking us about our day. Yeah. Come on, man. I hate people that do that. Like, I walk in. I'm, like, match everything set up, right? And he's like, uh, I'm working. I, brother.

But, uh, how are you doing? And you're like, I'm like, dude, shut up. Dude. Like, first. off make sure the lighting's right and now like once this is done get out god typical mat man you guys wouldn't understand yeah no it's so hard when you're like when you reach a certain level of fame when you reach a certain level of fame the peasants start to annoy you really bad it's so bad man but he's like going home to take care of his dog yeah I think

thought you just bought dogs and let them do what they want. That's what I do with my cat. Yeah, I know. And he's alive. Oh, man. Welcome back to another fly cast where we... Episode one... Love Matt.

Episode, yeah, at least 155, something like that. Yeah, let's make this clear, Matt. We appreciate you. Yeah. The hard work doesn't go. Someone's going to clip that whole intro bit and think it's real. Well, the thing is, I know... Obviously, Matt wouldn't see that and, like...

be offended by it yeah yeah he's editing it but i can smell this it was very good you did get your smell back what is this episode one 59

anyways you can smell what oh well it's very blast so you've never but you've had that flavor before yeah

when you can't taste all the game feels taste the same so have we we've probably broken it down before yeah we've probably broken it down

but i still don't get how you say you can't smell i believe that yeah wait that i guess okay that was a question at some point i i finally believe that you can't smell knowing you for six years and then i saw you cry over smelling a a candle then i said you know what maybe he did tear up he is telling the truth isn't he i teared up in the candle uh and Alexis and i went to a steakhouse oh is that what it was Yeah. A candle. Alexis and I went to a steakhouse one time when I could actually fully smell.

Because that was the first time I got my smell back was that candle. You hot? But Alexis and I went to a steakhouse and I actually like the first time I ate a steak and could taste it in a decade. Like I literally like a tear fell down. Like I literally cried. But I just don't understand because before you still ate like cheeseburgers. Like how would you know it's good? Because I swear you'd be like, girl, dude.

Garibaldi cookies are like... Dude, Garibaldi cookies. See, Garibaldi cookies are... You didn't have taste or smell, so how did you know they were good? You could taste the sweetness. You could taste the sweetness and... What is that?

And the goo. The gooiness of a Garibaldi's cookie is just... My mouth's watering. It's got to be more than texture, though. Damn. Hex is going to Chicago tomorrow. We should just go to go to Garibaldi's. What's he going for?

I'm not really sure. Garibaldi's was amazing. what was but yeah it's um it oh yeah yeah yeah let's not get off this hold on just because you gotta figure this out

just because you can taste and eat and and smell I'm just wondering the sensation you can't taste it's sweet salty sour savory so if I pour it salt and water you would be able to tell

I would be able to tell it's salty yes but so I could take if say say I ate a bag of of you gave me a bag of sweet sour patch kids i would eat every sour patch kids and they would all taste the same but they would all taste like a sour patch kid okay if that makes sense yeah like if i if if i if i close my eyes and you gave me a game fuel or a Pepsi i'd be able to tell which one was Pepsi which one was game fuel but like now to patsy tastes completely different or game fuel tastes completely different

because I can taste like the actual flavors of it not just like the sweetness of a soda if that makes sense it's hard to next like when you you got COVID right did you get the first one where you could couldn't smell? I don't get any of that

next time you get like a cold or something like you're like oh man I can't taste anything I feel like I never experienced that really no It's kind of the same thing. I'm trying to think, I guess the sour patch example kind of makes sense because I can taste between like a... Like a watermelon and a sour apple. Yeah, or whatever the hell the flavors are.

And I can taste the difference between them, but if I couldn't taste the difference between them, what is that... What is a sour patch? What would a plain sour patch taste like? Not good. It doesn't taste like good. It just tastes like a sour patch. It tastes like sour, like a patch of sour. But then like burgers, like what do you taste in a burger?

Like the burger. But like somebody, if you put like pepper jack cheese on it, it's like a spicy burger. Or if you put just ketchup on it, then like you could taste like the richness of the ketchup. Or if you put mayonnaise on it, you can taste like the creaminess of the mayonnaise. Have you met people that have? No. I've only well I've met people at events that it'll be like hey I've got what you got and I've also met people one of my buddies we probably talked about this man but one of one of my buddies he's a he's a photographer in e-sports

his name's Todd he doesn't have a sense of smell and he's never had a sense of smell so really so when he comes up to the first time he came up to me and I didn't have a sense of smell at the time because I lost it at 18 and so when we were like 25 he was like dude I don't have a sense of smell either. I was like, oh, really? And he was like... That was the first person ever? Yeah, it was the first person I had met that didn't have a sense of smell. And he was like, yeah, and I've never had it. I was like, oh, you even, you like, he was born without it.

And he was like, yeah, people always say food doesn't taste, but I can taste the food. And I was like, no, no, you can't. And so for him... He's saying he can still taste the food. He can taste the food because you can still taste the food. because you can still taste sweet, sour, salty, savory, spicy. You can taste those. That's how I like to explain it to people, which I came up with, by the way.

I just don't know what those even taste like without the food taste as well. Plug your nose and drink something or eat something. But the thing is, you're going to have to plug your nose for a long time. Because it's still going to, hold on, let me try it. I don't know if that works for me the same. yeah that actually loki works wait that works perfectly wait a second dude literally plug your nose

I'm trying to corona right now I'm gonna do it without the pluggy yeah without the plug and then but you have to plug your nose and drink you have to plug your nose and then the entire process until you swallow you have to keep your nose plugged that's kind of that's kind of how it is

regular yeah let's see it no plug tastes like beer It tastes like trash There it is Now he's taking a swig With the plug nose I don't know if beer's a good example

Yeah beer might not be Beer tastes like Shit always Yeah It tastes bad always Well regardless The next time Next time you try something else

Try that Like you think if I took a bite Of a burger With my nose Yeah I think it would I mean it just worked It just worked for me

For this game fuel Which is a pretty Like pungent flavor That's so weird Yeah It's It is a How did we get on this again?

It's definitely a weird thing Wait how did we get on this I don't know Oh you could smell the game fuel Oh yeah yeah yeah It was just random We went to uh We went to Tim the Tapman's

Tailgate party which was a lot of fun Oh yeah Did you go You only went the second day right Yeah And then afterwards It was fun It was fun

Well first off Let's start with Saturday I didn't even I didn't even experience the tailgate part of it, like in the football field or whatever. Did you do all that Saturday? Yeah, yeah, went down to the field and hung out and stuff like that. There was like a bunch of different booths.

There was like some fall guys did some stuff. And then there was a Fortnite tournament going on. And yeah, it was pretty cool. It was pretty cool. But the VIP lounge was just like all of Tim's friends. Which I thought was. You didn't really know. there was was there not like a lot of no like all of tim's like streamer friends which is like

why i feel like that was like the big pool was like i was like i knew a ton of people that were going and i was like oh are you going are you have like a booth there like you are you doing something on stage for tim and they were just like not like everybody's just kind of going i was like it was crazy how literally people flew out just like they have their i guess they don't necessarily play together all the time but like they have they definitely support each other and at least for Tim. I don't know if it'd be the same with anyone else, but Ninja, Dr. Lupo,

Nick Merks. Yeah, it was the first time, so I think I met, well, not Nick, but I met like Marcel and Lupo and Ninja and that whole, and like Wildcat and all them. Like I met them during COVID. So I've never met them in person.

but I've played like hours of video games with them so that was really cool I think that was like one of the first times in a while that like a lot of those guys have hung out together that like since COVID which is probably why so many people went yeah we'll get to Sunday in a second but was with Saturday just like just the event

and then when did that go till seven and then did everyone just sort of leave after that? I left. Because when I heard the stories of APG and karma, I was like, damn, what happened? I saw one like Hilton's IG story.

Like, he's at a club at like 1 a.m. or something. And so I'm like, oh, that must have been like where, you know, go to the tailgate, go there afterwards. Everyone gets fucked up. Yeah, yeah. How were people getting fucked up at the tailgate? I don't know. When I left, so that was Damon's the day before Damon's birthday.

Were they up in like the VIP area? Yeah, yeah. There's free drinks. So there's no liquor on the field. Like for people, there's just beer available, beer and wine. And then in the lounge, there was liquor and it was like free liquor. So whenever you put free liquor around APG,

he's going to take advantage of it. And APG does turn up. It was the day before Damon's birthday. It was the night before Damon's birthday. So at midnight, he turned, it was his birthday. So he just started drinking beers, like drinking a lot of beers. And when I left, I was like, Like, because when David doesn't go out with Holly, it's like somebody's got to, that's somebody's, that's someone's job.

It's, it's funny because when hot, when they do go out together, Holly's like, Holly's there because she has to be taking care of him. Yeah, I know it was the night before Damon's birthday. And I was like, diet. No, that's, that's organic. Low cow. It's so hard to diet when you can. Eat. Yeah.

Anyways. Well, we can get into that later because I'm the, not the fattest I've been, but I got my weight yesterday. I was pissed. Really? 207.2. Yeah, that's real big. It is for like, I was literally two months ago, literally two months and one week ago, I was 190. So in pretty much two months, I gained 17 pounds.

Anyways, Saturday night, Damon He's fucked up We can get into that later Yeah, so I left, came back home To like stream Because I didn't think anybody was going out Or doing anything Everybody was like yeah, Sunday's the night

That's like an actual after party That's why I saved myself Saturday Because I had a long night Friday I told people I was like You get you You get me one day like a month Like I don't really like go out But like when I do go out

I go out Yeah Yeah, you do. Every time, yeah, every time you are very selective. Yeah. With like night. If it's like, uh, yo, me, page, Matt Roger, we're going to concrete and we're going to like just chill first.

You're like, no. But if it's like, uh, you know, scump's birthday party here at concrete and it's like an event, then you'll go. Like, yeah, you're definitely very selective. I don't think you do multiple days either. no couldn't do multiple days so Saturday wasn't your night but but when I left Damon had two bottles of beer

in his hand and what time was this two cups of beer seven that was when the event closed you probably got there like five yeah and so I I leave and then the worst

pit of anxiety text I could get I get a text at 11 from Holly and says, hey, you're still with Damon, right? And I went, oh, God. Like, yeah, his phone, I think his phone is dead. He's not picking up. And I was like, oh, no. So then I, I mean, he got home fine.

Like, he was, he was hanging out with people and they just Ubered him home. He was lost, though. I heard. Yeah, I heard he was, I heard he was really going through it. Like, forgot his address. Yeah. Like, I heard he had, I heard he had. Don't worry, Damon.

No one's judging you. I heard he had a good time. Yeah, he had a good time. Damon does have a good time sometimes. Yeah. And then... It's not always gaming. And then...

But yeah, apparently APG got really, really drunk too. Yeah. People were like, yeah, what happened with APG and Damon? That's what we were talking about the next day. And I was like, I don't know. I went home. Yeah, all I heard was like, Damon forgot his address and APG was... I don't know if, like, anything specific, but APG was hammered.

And we had a photo shoot. for merch yesterday and i asked abg i was like yo i heard you got fucked up and i was like yeah but i got up and scrimmed the next day and i was like you know what all right never mind then do your thing as long as you do you because sometimes i don't i couldn't do it when i get hungover like um it's literally a day on the couch slash bed like it's not a i think i'm I'm the worst hungover person. I think, well, I am so bad at hangovers. Same.

Dude, I, I drank. I'm so bad, like, I get, like, shaky and, like, anxious and, like, I'm not answering my phone. Like, I just literally curl up in a ball on my hangovers. I don't know how I, I don't know how I wasn't hungover on Monday. I got, I got up, but it was one of those where I was, like, I was, like, still, I was, like, still, I was like still drunk when I went home. Like when I Ubered home, I was like still drunk. But like I stayed up, took a shower, chugged a bunch of water, you know, ate

or ordered really shitty food, ate that. And then stayed up. And then I woke up the next morning at like 9 a.m. And I just went about my day. And I remember thinking like, damn, how am I doing this? I'm going to tell you about my. All right. You're Saturday or Sunday?

No, you did Sunday or Friday I went out. It was just, I drank too much. Who'd you go out with them on Friday? Aaron and Mike. And then I met up with my new crush. But anyways, we'll get to that later. And I hate it. I haven't had a crush on a girl in like so long.

Do you hate that you have a crush? Why? It's so stressful. You're like thinking about what you're texting, what she's texting, the time between texts. Are you going to meet? Oh, she's busy. She's going to fucking with me. She's going to, like, we can get.

into that later as well. Why is she busy? Who's she with? Does she like me? She thinks she's playing me. I'm about to play this bitch. I'm about to be petty as fuck if you ain't text me back. But anyways, so yeah, Friday met him with her. No, but went out drinking with them. Hung over Saturday. All y'all went to the tailgate and I was like, no, fuck that. I'm hung over. I'm not doing shit. Sunday comes. Hilton sent me up. I'm like, yeah, just pick me up. He picks us all up. We go to the tailgate, walk in, walk up to the VIP. Didn't even go to the tailgate section of it.

But we were in like the lounge up top. They had free drinks. Right when I get there, we start drinking, blah, blah, blah. Meet some people. Fucking meet Daltoosh. It's my boy right there. Yeah, yeah. I like him.

He was in my, I streamed earlier today and he came in my stream. I was like, I knew you were my guy. That's my boy. Yeah. No, he was funny. Like, I could tell, not right away, but like, I remember you came, I think we were like sort of talking for a little. And then you came over and like, yeah, this one.

I was like, you all know each other? And we were like, nope. And you all had been talking. Well, it's like a circle of people, but yeah, we were talking a little bit. And he says his name and I was like, I've heard of that, because I'm not into apex like that, but like I heard of this name. I'm like, you're like big or something, aren't you? Are you famous?

I didn't know how big he was. I didn't know anything about him, really. That's so funny. But anyways, pretty much started hanging out with him for the evening. Tailgate or the Luke Brian, Luke Brian, is that his name? Kane Brown. Those are the only two country people I probably know. That's so funny.

Kane Brown, he was performing and it was cool. It was funny seeing like Tim on stage with him and like seeing a whole little crowd. The production was really funny. We got some drinks there Go down to What hotel was it? Omni? Omni Bar

Still hanging out with Daltoo. She's getting a shot. We drank. Then we go to a little restaurant Right beside there. Y'all get food, whatever, whatever. Then we go to

Concrete Cowboy. And Tim bought the entire night out. Yeah. Like that's like concrete cowboy on Sunday night still like forget all the tailgate stuff if it's just a regular Sunday night

in is it Frisco or Plano? But if it's just a regular Sunday night in this area like concrete Cowboys still pretty, it can be pretty popping. So to rent that out, I don't know what the cost was. I don't know if like that Cowboys did it.

I don't know complexity. I don't know how it happened. But for one, he bought it out to where only like people he knew and this is like a one of the most popular club slash bars in our area yeah um it's like the go-to spot in that area in this area if you're not going downtown you're gonna be not going to that's probably the next yeah you're going to um but he buys out or rents the entire place so i guess where only people he knew or people that he trusted could invite their friends right um whatever

that costs. I don't know. That's got to be crazy to rent that out. Went up to the front. The guy that was at the front was like, Hitch,

I need your crew. And if any of them fuck up, it's on you. And so I looked at, I looked at you. You didn't know that guy at all, did you?

No, I knew him. Oh, okay. He's that complexity guy. Oh, okay. So I turn around and I'm like shuffling all you guys in. I'm like,

this is me, this is me, this is me. Seven. And I look at, seven. And I look at Classified. and classify is right behind us

and I'm like, are you gonna fuck up? I don't know if I trust you to not fuck up. And then he was like, I got someone else. I got someone else that's gonna get me in. And I was like, oh, okay, cool. He took all the weight off of me. Because that was the only one, like, Classy was the only one that I, like, just met there.

The rest of us had just been at dinner and everything. Yeah. So, like, that's how the, that's how the process was to get in. It's like, you had, he had, he pretty much knew everyone in there. Or a majority of people. There were still people. He had to either be told by, I guess a content creator streamer that like this person's coming they let him in or he'd have to like recognize you yeah yeah yeah

be like okay who are you with um but we get in there I go to order a drink I pull out my card and she's like oh no it's open bar I'm like how the fuck is concrete cowboy open bar open bar like how much and there was like a decent amount of people in there as well so that is crazy yeah get some drinks get some shots i remember sabas comes he like randomly calls me and i'm like uh shit he probably needs help in or something and i ran out there he was like maniac know these you know these guys yes these three got them in but so we're all in there i guess everyone sort of knows each other or knows of of each other walk in right away. Someone's like, yo, and like kind of daps me up.

And I like kind of saw them, but it like took me like five seconds and it was Nick Merks. Yeah. And I was like, what the fuck? What the fuck? I was like, yo, what up Nick? Appreciate you recognizing me. But yeah, saw Nick Merks because I feel like I haven't seen him in fucking forever.

Maybe at like a random event. But besides that. That's the first time I've ever met Nick. Oh, really? Yeah. Yeah, I don't think. I surely saw him at. some maybe a con event or something random like that but before that it was probably like an

MLG Gears Award halo call duty event he he comes up to me he goes he goes yo where's uh where's Jorge and dickhead horay and dickhead I told Blake that I was like yo he said where's Jorge and dickhead that's fucking funny that's it's so good uh yeah so walk in see Nick it's rinks. I'm trying to think if anyone else. Daltush, still with Dautoush. Yeah. It's my guy at this point.

My new B. F. New BFF at this point. And then there's like, I guess all the big, big people. It's correct. We're in like the roped off section. Yeah.

So he bought out the bar. Yeah. And then there was a VIP section in the bar that he bought out that like. Where all the tables are that people usually buy. Yeah. He just had all of them. for all of his friends and those he knows. So it was like him, Ninge, cloak, Jordan Fisher, like,

Jack, they were all over there. Oh, yeah, Jack as well, saw him in the lounge. Good seeing him again. Yeah, he was chilling with us a little bit. And then I saw Ninja. I was like, Ninja's here? What the fuck? And then I, like, go to, well, how I saw the ropes was,

I was like, oh, shit, ninja's here. And I, like, went to say what's up to him. But then it's like, boom, rope. Rope security guy. So now you're a guy like, what the fuck? Yeah, basically, literally, I stood there for like 10 seconds and I was like, yo, ninge, nudge, and then he saw me. He's like, yeah, whatever the helm, the security guy was like, okay, I guess you can come in.

That's so. Gives me like a wristband. So I get in there with all the cool kids, got nervous, you know. I was like, oh. Dude, it's so funny because we were like all hanging out together, like all that, like the optic squad. And like I was chilling with Jack at that point. And then I look over there because that's when I noticed that he had bought a, he had a VIP section. So I look over there and I see like Ninge and his wife and they're like on the couch and stuff.

And they're like, you know, partying. And then I look down and you're like, you're doing one of these. No, no, no. I would be like uncomfortable. But I think at that point I was just like drunk. Yeah. So it's like, I don't really care at that point. That's so funny.

But so what's up to a few people. Then I met Tim for the first time. I was like, yo, bro, optic maniac. Like, I don't know if you know me, but, yeah, like, you know. Yeah. I don't know what the fuck I said. He probably fucked up everything. And he's like, holy shit, maniac's a dumb fuck.

But Tim was up to him, met him, and then I sort of, like, headed out. But this whole time, still drinking, still getting drinks. I already drank a decent amount before I even got to concrete. And then we're sitting there dancing. I don't know. That's probably why I wasn't hungover. We were probably the only ones dancing. I didn't stop dancing the whole time.

Yeah, you were dancing. I was hyping you up. I might have thrown a move or two. And then next thing I know, I was like, whoa. Like, oh shit. You got really drunk? Yeah. I was like something.

And it's crazy because I feel like I didn't drink that much compared to what I usually can drink. Something just like hit me different. What? And I don't know if it was because, like, I, drank like I drank a lot I think I drank a decent amount Thursday then drank a lot Friday then was hung over then drank again Sunday y'all didn't eat anything yeah so my stomach my stomach was fucked up from drinking like two days before didn't really eat that much yeah I think I'd literally had a turkey sandwich that whole day I was like waiting for you guys to order food and then tuch says

hey can we get the check and all we had ordered was appetizers so I pounded all of the appetizers I had like two it was actually like a turkey wrap and like a half a chicken wrap before i went but that's all i had all day but yeah i got i got one of those moments which i haven't had in like a while of like sort of getting the spins and i'm like oh it's uber time yeah didn't even say i don't even say i don't even know if i said by to anyone i didn't see i think i like passed by jukin or something as i was leaving it was like yeah i'm out it was like whatever but i was i was i was just I just like had the spins. And then I had like, this is the only time.

I wasn't even going to say this. But this is the only time this has ever happened to me, ever in my entire life of drinking. I went home and like, I felt like a girl. I just like started crying. What is that funny? You sicko? Sorry, sorry. I just, I thought, sorry.

All right. So I walk in. I'm stumbling. I need food. So I order pizza. it took fucking two hours to get there. I order pizza and ice cream. One from a pizza place.

And then I had them stop at 7-Eleven on the way to get ice cream. It literally took an hour and a half. I'm fucking flopping everywhere, laying on the floor with Junior. And I'm like, holy shit. Like, how the fuck? There was actually a point I'm like, did I get drugged? I don't think I thought about that until the next day. But it was like, I haven't been this drunk in forever.

And I didn't even feel like. I like drink that much or that quick. But it just hit me like a ton of bricks. Walk in and then I just like start crying. And I don't know why. I think I just like felt like a loser or something. I'm like, man, I just been like, all I've done lately is like go out and like do this shit. And it's like now I'm fucking drunk.

Tomorrow I'm going to be hungover. I'm going to feel like shit. Not going to do anything. Not going to work out. Not going to be predated. I don't know. Everything like hit me at once. But there's definitely some people that are, they get drunk and they can be, they can sort of change or like get moody, get angry.

Yeah. Or be emotional. That is never happened to me ever. Like, even the entire night, I was like, I was in a good mood. Like, I was having fun, cracking jokes, hanging, chilling. But it's like, I don't know, something hit me, I guess when I got home because maybe I realized how drunk I was. And I was like, what the fuck am I doing? Like, what have I been doing?

This is such a fucking waste. Like, I'm not grinding towards nothing. I've, I'm, like, I've gained weight. I'm fucking eating like shit. I'm just going out. And it's like, this is fucking getting old. And I don't know. I had, like, literally, like, a mini breakdown.

Yeah. But then my pizza came. My pizza came. My eyes are red as fuck from, like, crying. I, like, put on sunglasses. When you're drinking. I put on sunglasses. I fucking walk down.

downstairs to get my pizza because my eyes are just bloodshot and it was just like embarrassing. So I walked out of like 2 a.m. to get my pizza with sunglasses on and like a wife beater in fucking jeans or something. Get my pizza, get my ice cream, eat that. I think that's it. I passed out, woke up the next day hating life. Felt absolutely terrible. Damn, the one day I go out.

You have a breakdown, man. It was a good time before that. It was a good time. Well, even then, like, even after the breakdown, it was so weird because, like, it really, you know, I'm like an advocate, you know, mental health, blah, blah, blah, all this shit. But it's like, I don't know what happened. It was the weird. Like, I look back, it wasn't like an eye-opening event. It was like, I look back at it now and it's, like, kind of funny because it was so ridiculous.

Yeah. And it's like, I don't know what happened in, like, my brain chemistry. I feel like, but I just wanted to cry so bad. Girls talk about all the time. They're like, yeah, I just had a break, like, I just had a mini breakdown. And then they're like after that they feel better after. And that is the first time in my entire life that has ever happened to me, especially, well, from alcohol. Yeah.

That is. Which is, it was totally. See, if I, if I have an emotional breakdown, it's life changing. Like, like, I am going to, I freak the fuck out for two hours. Yeah. And then I like completely alter something that I've done in my life. Yeah. It's not like, if I'm like, I just cried drugs.

Well, like when I was always crashing on Addy and Zanz, like, yeah, I'd cry and shit. But like, there's definitely those certain breakdowns, especially now that I'm like not doing any of that stuff. Like if I get in those sad breakdowny moments or like start crying or it's like something like that, it's like I definitely, it definitely brings up a like a. like a bigger gives me like a realization of like all right you need to like what the fuck are you gonna do how are we gonna fix it

something has to change now yeah but it was like what I had Sunday night was just like a total random like I felt like a girl I was like I got drunk came home and I just started crying put the notebook on

yeah like literally I just fucking I don't know it was different for me But you're kind of, I don't know what it is with me, but it's not like a manly thing because I'm not, I'm not fucking manly at all. But like, I just hate crying. Like, I genuinely like crying. I despise it. I always cry.

I know. I cried like twice a year. Maybe even less. I don't know. I like crying. I watch TikToks all the time and cry. Really? Yeah.

Dude. I'm not on drugs, not drinking. Literally stone cold. sober doing all right just crying and I would like just certain it'll be like a five second cry though it'll be like a ah ha ha ha ha

dude I would freak out and then I just like scroll to the next but sometimes that happens and I'm like maybe something's going on there I suppose dude I suppress it so I love crying though I suppress it so much and I should

just let it happen but like I don't know why I don't even like because sometimes like I'll be watching something and like it's really sad and I catch myself watching it and I'm like holy shit like I cry right now but then I just even if you're by yourself yeah I just push it I just push it down yeah there's a time myself I just I almost like encourage it and force it really Alexis gets mad at me she's like you never cry I'm like yeah I don't ever cry I'm not maybe what what the thing is before 2020 when I went through all the crazy amount of Addy and Zanz I did.

Before that, I felt like I wasn't a cryer. Like, if you asked me when last time I cried out, I'd be like, I don't know, like a year ago or something. Yeah. Or like a year or two. But then once I had that one year and I cried so fucking much, it turned into like an enjoyment for me. Like I used to...

Now it's like therapeutic. I used to stop my like 90-hour session. of gaming, completely crashing, having ate in like three days. Then I'd lay down and get some food and I would play sad music on purpose or like songs that I relate to with like an X and I would just

like I don't fucking know but I would just cry. And sometimes it would be the most intense like not an orgasm but like a high. Like I would cry so hard it was like a high. And then ever since then, I feel like I'm an easy cryer now.

Depends, depends on what it's for. I don't know. But yeah, I definitely feel like that opened up my crying. But now it's like it kind of feels good. I've never heard of a crygasm before. It's a new one.

It's a fucking thing. It's a thing. Yeah. When I'm by myself, I let it happen. But it's literally like what I did before. Like it's a five, three,

five second thing. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Next Next thing's Andrew Tate That's insane Oh that's insane

There was a Ted last time I like I cry I think the last time I cried was The Ted Lassow episode Mine'll be like Animal Ticktox or like Dude there's there's actually something That makes me cry

Every time but it's not a sad cry It's like a happy Like an enjoyment cry And not a happy cry like like, you know, your son came back from the military. And it's like, it's not like that, like that happy. It's like it happens. It happens whenever I see people.

Because that's what I would consider a happy cry. Like videos like that. Yeah, yeah, yeah. When I, when I, I cry, it's, this is so fucking nerdy. But like, I cry whenever people get really happy about something they're super passionate about. And like, so there's, there's a, there's a compilation. There's, this happened twice. There's a compilation where it was when Super Smash Bros. Ultimate was being announced.

And there was like a NintendoCon and everybody. I watched a compilation of people reacting to it. And there's this really cool trailer where it's like the Splatoon characters. And people are like, wait, what is it? Oh, it's Splatoon 2. They're announcing Splatoon 2. And then in the trailer it goes dark. And the Splatoon character turns around.

And it's this huge Super Smash Bros. logo in fire. And that's how they announced it. and I would replay the moment where the character turns around and see everyone's reaction. That's a nerdgasm. But it's, well, I guess this is also nerdy. It's not always video games. And I literally, there's a video out there where I watched it.

And I would like, I would tear up every single time someone reacted. Because it was so, it was such, I think it was more of like how well the announcement, but how good the announcement was. Because like, whoever made the announcement has to feel. Amazing about that. But it also happens, there's a compilation video out there as well of this moment in the Avengers. And it's like this moment in the first like Avengers like Thor comes down and like the music hit.

Not a big Avengers nerd. And then the it was the compilation is from different movie theaters. And so you hear. The music, and then you hear a crowd of people just screaming. And every time I would watch it, I would tear. I would like genuinely want to cry. So I don't know what the triggering moment is. It has to be like just people being happy.

I guess just complete happiness. Like that makes me like emotional, I guess. But that's like one of the only things. I definitely can relate to being emotional from people really passionate about something. and it's like you can tell like they worked on this they're passionate about it um

fuck what was the TikTok I was gonna bring up TikTok about oh I cried when the Optic Boys won that was the last time I cried I forgot I even did that really yeah the Seth gets that last kill

and I like it's on camera somewhere I'm literally arm in arm with all the TST oh fucking the TikToks I watch have you ever seen the tic-toks where someone like walks up to like a random girl or guy and like hands them a note and then just like walks away or like yeah yeah yeah someone will walk up and just be like how much was how much was your gas and they're like oh i could only put in 35 dollars it's crazy or like something they're like so innocent yeah they're like well here you go gives them 200 bucks and they're like what no no and then like the guy walks away and the camera's still on the girl and they just like they just like like start they're just like they just start crying and i'm like and i'm in my bed like no the same

shit fucking just crying with them that oh yeah that kind of stuff kind of gets me too this kind of tic-ttox always get me i need to get off tic-tok this shit's crazy dude tic-tok does andrew tate do you know andrew tate is this would be great to put in our title because he is the most searched person ever or not ever but he's the most search person in the world by are right now. But have you seen any of the shit? Yeah. What do you think of him?

I don't, I think it's fucking stupid. Stupid. Really? You don't think he has good points. You probably eat that shit up. Yeah. I know you do. I seen, he had a vlog.

It's like if you take all the meable aspects of Joe Rogan and just make it a person. That's what I think. Okay. Well, that's, that's kind of how I think. Like, he's obviously super popular from all these, like, podcast he's been on to where he like there's podcasts i feel like some of the most hated is from when i think it's called fresh and fit where it's like these two guys and then they have one guess and then they're like surrounded by girls like these girls that they're flying out they're

just hearing them talk it's like they are they're those kind of girls okay where it's just i don't know i don't want to shit on them too okay okay i get what you're saying though but like he he'll sit in front of them and just basically almost call him out for just like not giving a guy anything. It's like he gives you money and it's like yeah and all you're

giving him a sex. You have no personality and he like says all this shit to him. Like to their face? And I think that's where he got hated from. Well no I can definitely there's I don't know every video you can sort of every video. Every video is some sort of sexist thing. Every video there's something.

And he's very always tries to use like traditional aspect to where it's like no it was always the man had one wife or the wife had one man and the man had multiple wives if he chose to and it's always been like that it's the Western

culture that has you the matrix you're stuck in the matrix you're stuck in the matrix um where the fuck where is I going with this but he's also like super like you got to make sure I have to push up

yeah yeah but he also like people always think he's just shitting on women and i can tell you i think i think he does have like one girlfriend kind of sleeps with other girls if he wants and i think it's just like a don't ask don't tell over there personally i can never do that i don't i don't i wouldn't want to be i wouldn't want to do traditional or the traditional everywhere else so where it's like you can have multiple wives you want to want to be polyammy I think is what it's called. Where you can or you have multiple

fuck other people. Yeah. Or you have an open relationship. I wouldn't even, I don't think I'd want to because it would put, it would, I would just feel like I'm putting.

When I was single, I was like, I think I could be in an open relationship. I think I could be like polyamorous. But then when I get in a relationship, I'm like, absolutely not. Yeah.

And I even, over this past year, like, if I like talk to people and when talking about, relationships and I'm like I pretty much say like jokingly but I'm like no I'm just I'm just being a whore like I really don't want a relationship like I'm gonna be honest it's stressful as fuck like but then like even just recently talking to a girl that I may like I don't fucking know

it's way too early but it's like I'm starting to remember what jealousy is dude it's real and it's like even though even if the girl was like fine go do whatever you You go fuck whatever you want, whatever. Yeah. I feel like deep down, they're not okay with that. And it's like, even if I did go fuck other girls, I know in her head, she's like kind of losing respect for me for that. And it's like, then when she's out in public, she's probably like, my fucking shit-ass husband. I'd fuck the shit out of this fucking guy.

And it's like, that's just what I would think in my head. But it's like, if I'm with a girl, I want to be like, listen, I'm 100% down for you. if you're 100% down for me. No questions about it. Right. Never would cheat. And I've told every girlfriend I've ever been with is like, cheating is not even an option. Right.

Would never happen. And it's not even to like save your feelings. It's that I could not live with that. You could not. Oh yeah, yeah. I just, I wouldn't be able to live with that. Like I would just feel like the biggest piece of shit. It's just like, I don't know.

I think it just like shows sort of something about like just your, character in general and your morals and possibly your fucking intelligence just to like fuck something up just because like you couldn't control yourself that much like you had to go like cheat and have sex with this person like you really don't you have that little of control but i mean like there's plenty of stuff i don't have control about but anyways Andrew take gets hated for like all this shit and i enjoy watching his stuff it's entertaining and it's not it's not it's not about women either he has so many good points about just men trying like how to stop being a depressed loser how to stop being a fucking loser like yes you're sad go go to go to work and be sad but don't

fucking stay home unemployed and be a sad depressed loser like I mean if it's working go to the gym go go go be sad at the gym fine it's okay go be sad and depressed at the gym go be sad and depressed at the Jim, go be sad and depressed at work. Go be sad and depressed trying to start something new and be better. I mean, if it's working in that sense for guys, then like, hell yeah. Cool. But I don't want, what I worry about is like the internet is so ridiculous, man. Like, it reaches so many people.

So, like, you take, I think about me when I was 16 or 15 and like all the shit that, like, I would just regurgitate. like I would I would hear Yeah it could definitely spark some Toxicity in these in the unions I would hear my soccer team I'd hear whatever I was watching the TV or I guess at the time Dane Cook special or whatever my dad was saying

Or like whatever I would hear at church Or whatever I would hear at school like And I would just like I would I didn't really have my own thoughts Like at 15 14 15 16 17 even And then like So I'm just all everything that's coming out of my mouth really is like basically a regurgitated thought of what I've heard. So like I think about like if I if you come up to me when I'm 14, which is a lot of a lot of people that like somehow Tate has made it to Twitch in like TikTok and stuff.

Aidan Ross like XQC. Right, right. Like 13, 14 year old kids are watching these. It's like if I was 13, 14 and I heard that, I'd be like, yeah. Yeah. Who knows. Yeah. Hell yeah.

Like I'm, I. I need to be a man and I need to have nine wives and the wives need to worship me. That's kind of how I, and that's maybe not what he's saying, I don't really know. But like I'm sure that's what's happening. It's definitely

because he'll sort of say it like that at times. But then he'll also break it down like way more articulately than that to where it's not just like And he's a kickboxer, right? Yeah, he's like a four time kickbox world champion top G.

he's definitely dude his flow of consciousness he never stumbles when he talks it's insane it's no it's it's it might be the best

I've ever seen it's like psychotic like do you know like Joe Rogan's pretty good trying to think of people that are like pretty good with arguing they always have valid points they

yeah never really have to go back on anything they say like Joe Rogan's one of them Ben Shapiro or I forget it's fucking names one of them but there's only a few of them but he he is one of the greatest talkers i've ever seen and he's so smart let's see a ben Shapiro andrew tate debate that that's

literally what i said on stream today did you i was like seeing him argue like he he did a thing with he did a stream with aden ross and i was you know aden ross it's just like happy to be there yeah then xcc comes on and xcccc tries to argue arguing with them and it was like ex-ucy sort of embarrassed himself and it's like anything he had to say Andrew Date has this like thought out or 45 second articulate breaking down every single thing sort of response see I could never debate I would same I would every debate yes that's why I stay out of controversy I don't even want to argue I'm not even good at arguing I will like talk shit and then it's over for me I'm not

I can't sit there and argue like no I stay out of everything Yeah, like even if I'm like out somewhere like something happens I feel disrespected. It's like I'll be like, yeah, what the fuck? Like, no, I'm not fucking hard. Like I'm out of you. Yeah, I'm not fucking. I'm out of here. Fuck you.

I will not sit there and argue. I'm so bad at it. I'm so bad. I have no confidence. Somebody could come up to me like the world is flat and be like, no, it's not. It's round. And they'd be like, but in this geography, I'd be like, all right. Yeah.

No, that's probably flat. Now, you're probably right. Maybe. It's probably flat. To be honest, I don't know. I don't know. I don't know, man. You might be right.

But yeah. I'm glad you're on the same page of that because I'm, I, it gives me anxiety seeing how good he is arguing. And then thinking about trying to counter it. And it's always like, I kind of want to meet this guy. Just so because I've, like, I've, I've seen all of the famous podcast, all of his speeches, all of his interviews. And that, but I've also watched. he had a vlog series and it had like

I think almost like 130 episodes and then it randomly got deleted like a week ago because I was like went to show my stream like I was like what do you guys think of Andrew Tate

they're like fuck him and all this shit I'm like okay okay like I get it and you might hate him whatever but let me show you his vlogs like it's actually like kind of funny and they were all gone

but I have probably watched a hundred episodes of his vlog are you serious and it's because in his vlog the way he talks on these interviews and stuff he'll still say the same things but he does it in such a more he does it in such a charming funny like pretty much all they do is literally all they do is like party with women go to clubs drive fast cars at least this is what they show in the vlog yeah and drink

alcohol and it's just like it's actually fucking hilarious yeah and like their cousin is a younger but like you can tell he's innocent like he's but he still sort of gets along with them and it's like it's kind of fucking funny but it's just it was just like a different side of him that i feel like people don't see but it was like i don't know some of my favorite vlogs i've watched because it was just like so interesting they'll randomly go into rant i think it's entertaining i do think it's entertaining because ever have you seen him call out jake paul it's like jake paul like and then It's just a rant for five minutes. He's so good.

He's so good at talking. He is really good at talking. I've had a break and all I've been doing is working out and fucking bitches and drinking vodka. Vodka. And I'm just like, dude. It just seems like. But I'll train for two weeks and come fight you. It seems like he's, it seems like he's always, it seems like 100% of the time he is cosplaying a douchebag.

But like I don't, I at first, the first like, first few times. I saw like short form content of him or like YouTube videos I thought it was a character like I thought it was like riffraffish or Theo Vaughnish His demeanor is His demeanor is a character Like

But everything he says he actually does mean But he says when he's on these episodes He says it in a Like a crazy way Yeah his like I don't know what the fuck's the word Like it's tenacity or is Just the way he delivers it

he's uh see this is why i can't argue my vocabulary is like not there i'm trying to find the right words to call him but like yes his delivery is abrasive he's very like aggressive in but i can see why that's off-putting because that's like who the fuck wants to be around this guy but when you like watch his vlogs it's like he's it's not like that like he'll if he gets at questions by a random, like a stewardess or just some random person. He's at a restaurant is the way he talks to these people is like so polite. He's like, thank you. Thank you very much.

Thank you. He's never rude to like what he would call peasants. He's never rude to them. He's never fucking rude to them. He's always so polite. Like when he's out with friends, it's like always so fun and joking. They have fun. And it's just, it's a total, it's sort of like a total.

different thing but he still I guess stands on his points but is I mean I can easily see why he's hated yeah some of his points I agree with some I don't because I don't think I could ever do the multiple women and

she caters to me only it's like no I want my woman to have her own thing stay busy leave me alone for a little bit like don't live your life for me so yeah we definitely disagree on that I know you got to go somewhere whatever we're at.

No, we got a few more minutes. I'm about to piss my pants. Oh, okay. Unless you got something to say. You have to go back to watching your Andrew Tate videos. They're gone now. Fuck. So unless he pops up on my TikTok, I've seen everything.

Damn it, man. Everything. I'm going to go watch all of them. It's been insane how much I've watched him. All right. Well, have you guys ever watched? Yes, Abe. Yes.

Let's get the comments. The comments will be gone for this. Yeah, what do you guys think about Andrew Tate? I get it. You might like him. You might not like him. If you like him, why do you like him? If you dislike him, why do you dislike him?

If you dislike him for his character, but you understand, if you dislike his demeanor, but you understand what he's saying, what is it that you understand? Or if you like him, what do you also? dislike about him. I don't know. You guys figure it out. Do we have any outro music? I can't argue. This is what I was saying.