The Flycast - FormaL Had To Get THIS Off His Chest | The Flycast Ep. 41

Episode Date: May 9, 2022

This week the Flycast has special guest OpTic FormaL drop by to talk about life and Halo.  Check out the OpTic Podcast here:  https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/optic-podcast/id1542810047 https://open.spotify.com/show/25iPKftrl0akOZKqS0wHQG FormaL Had To Get THIS Off His Chest | The Flycast Ep. 41

200. And then Matt, I guess we were in any problems. Nah, but that food gets old so quick. Didn't you used to be like a Matt? Nah, I lost all that. Why? Wait, why? Wait, what did you say?

I just like lost all of it. I said, because Matt left. If anything, he fucks up with the cameras, are we fucked? And I said yes. Roger will hand me a camera and I'll be like, it's like, I forgot all of it. How? Actually, though, or you're just saying that because... You're just like, no, that's not the time of me no more.

I can't tell. I can't tell. I think, no, I did I think I forgot. everything like when I went to edit a fuck a couple times I was like I don't know dude I when I went to edit like a year ago for a video I didn't remember anything you just remember how fast we were at the scuff house dude I used to get cracked and I would edit and it would just be like two three straight hours you guys look like you were going through it though at the scuff house yeah both you guys had like the same stress fuck yeah I need to get a video uploaded that was like your guys's daily stress

Yeah, we would look at you guys and be like, they have it so easy. All they have to do is be the best. Yeah. Honestly, it was easier than it looked. To be the best? Dude, like, that's what I'm saying. What do you mean? Like, I put in the same effort.

I just wasn't the best. Oh. I was like, no, you don't. Is it genetics? I think there's like. Is it genetics? There's something about your thumb specifically. I've seen you play some really good HATO before.

Yeah. What about me? But. I've never seen you play it, though. Okay. or trust me the same thing you seem like a diamond level video gamer well I feel like you can go diamond in every single game

actually yeah that makes me feel good I was gonna say that hurts but that makes me feel good not because diamond's pretty relatively high like if you could get that in league I'd be really best he ain't getting diamond in Liener I feel like you can get diamond in Val I feel like you guys have gotten Diamond Apex

yeah we're like we're like going through I think I think if we put our effort into it we can get whatever's above diamond and everything is Blake the best of you three in yeah it's just like in video No, George is better at cod. Oh really? Like that multiplayer cod?

Oh wow. Blake picks up games super fast. Is George just like the all around? He's like the straight shooter. Like I feel like Blake is like the highlight real. Yeah, he's like the NERCHAG. George is like the... George is consistent.

Oh, reliable. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. And then me just making dick jokes. What are you doing exactly? Are you running the stream, you know? Are you the worst of the three? Uh, yeah.

Everything. Yeah. then why is your picture like the biggest because I brought them with you know do you guys ever like argue about that what

do they ever snap at you like like it's some sort of like wolf circle when you're the alpha and then one of them wants to like step up and take the spot yeah we all do that I want my camera bigger now

yeah we're not that specifically not doesn't Davis have like half the can and they have like two of the games no we switch it up oh really see like how did that happen who brought that up I'm sick of this shit

Yeah. I'm thinking new it. I mean, that's what happens. At this point, I don't think that's, like, bad at all. Because at this point, you guys are just... We've been doing it. At first, it was Hitch, his two best friends, also known as TSC. Now it's TST all three of you.

Because now, you guys are big now. Like, we're trying. There's always going to come in time where your, like, little trio of friendship is going to be very tested. Dude, that's crazy. That's like... Oh, it's already happened a couple times. Yeah. We're like dollar signs you thrown around.

Right. And that's why we say there's nobody else. could do this. It's pretty hard. I mean, like, Nick Marks. Yeah, they would, for sure. Nick Merks, Neo and. Yeah.

That's what, I don't know if he ever said it. Amps. Yeah, amps. Like the original, like, infant trio. They were like a tight-knit trio. A trio.

And then something went wrong. I don't know if anything. I think Nick Marks. And then I'm assuming they asked for a lot of money. And then I'm assuming he said, fuck that. I don't need you guys.

I don't know. That's just what I thought. I have what Nick Merks played with his, like, best friends. Yeah. I thought that is what happened. And then randomly like one day I just realized like, oh yeah, they don't play together anymore. What happened?

And I've never heard anyone talk about it. Well, Neo's on phase now. I mean, they're all boys. Yeah, Neo is disgusting. Yeah. But they were like IRL best friends? I don't know. I don't know.

Maybe. But like early infam days, like Blockups 3 ghosts. Yeah, they grinded nightly. Fortnite, they played everything together. Anytime Nick was live, they were live with them. Yeah. It was like a show. Yeah.

And they wouldn't stream while Nick was live. Yeah, exactly. I think it's just crazy that I feel like they might have been. gamer friends. Honestly, I have no idea, but it's crazy that you did it with like your IRL, like best friends from home. That's like going pro

with the, like I always wanted to go pro or like team with one of my locals or like someone from my town or like Yeah, that'd be sick. But they just weren't Couldn't. They just sucked. I mean they didn't, yeah. Yeah, I mean, yeah, I guess.

Yeah. They just weren't, they weren't good enough to like go to the next level. They just never evolved. Yeah, they didn't go to the next level. Well, did you hear what happened on the Joe Budden podcast? You know how you used to do a podcast with those... The white guy and Mao, Rory and Mao. They went, apparently what they say is they went forward and it was like, hey, can we have a percentage of, since we're signing this big deal, can we have a percentage of that deal? And Joe Button said, no.

Like, it's going on my channel and I love a lot, so he didn't even like... And so they split up. Yeah. And I remember reading that? And I texted Blake and George, I was like, yo, nobody could do what we do. If Joe Butting can't do it, we can, nobody else can do this. Oh, that's Joe Button, though. No, I know.

But there's always, I can see Joe Button doing that. When there's three people, one of them is going to be a Joe Button. Yeah. Like, imagine if we started a podcast, the three of us, and then two years from now, Apple wanted to buy it for a hundred million. How would, already, there's tension. There's tension already. You both have just. You both would just like look at me

I just want to know I just want to know what you guys I was kind of imagining in my head like Like what am I gonna do with my hundred If it was us podcasting then like formal Joined and suddenly our views started skyrocketing Right then it blew up and then we got to do it Like no I need

I need a 80 Y'all have fun with 10 You think that I would ever say that No I don't think you would but somebody What do you think my number would be If I if we really had a contract Put in front of us right now A contract for 100 million

And I was like and someone was like What do you think you're worth is this. What do you think my number would be? What would I tell them? It depends on how this podcast. But I would say like, I would say like 45. 50. Like if someone came to us and was like, like, say this hasn't happened yet, but they were like, yo, we got an idea. We want you three to do a podcast. Then what would the numbers be? Yeah, weekly podcast. We'll give you guys. Blank and blank. Just say, yeah, say a million for a year just to make it even. What percentage would form will be.

I mean, I would like to just split it three ways. Like, I feel like I'm always a fair guy. And I'm just down for fairness. Okay. What are you? You're for sure getting the least. See? Like, for sure.

I'm probably 50. 50? 50, 25, 25? I would never ever go above 50. I feel like some people out there might go about 50. They might even go to 90. Yeah. You know?

I don't know. I'm not a big contract. I'm not a big. I'm not 50 anymore, though. for TST Like if we were all in the input For like a third Then I would be like

I don't know Actually I'd go for a third too as well You would go for third? Yeah because then nah Yeah I'd probably do a third If I would sign 50 and then feel bad after the first time I get paid Yeah And be like nah

That's ain't right I feel like that just It just like I don't know I feel like it like wouldn't work Because eventually It'd be like Man like

We keep doing these podcast keeps getting more popular and more popular he's taken 50% of it we're splitting the rest yeah and then it like it's like maybe the episodes when it continue to be as good right because right resentment in the circle right yeah and that's what we have like is that what's going on to see no because we we we are very open like we are very open like if something if you guys feel a certain way you have to say something that's good because like we've been boys yeah like you're not going to hurt someone's feelings right I mean we do maybe you will but Who cares?

Like, you need to change it. You know how like if you're friends for seven years, your friends for life, that's what he will say? Do they say that? I've never heard that before. You never heard that? No, have you heard that? I feel like you just made that up.

Oh, well, somebody said that to me one time. Yeah, well, you made it up for TSD. I've carried it up for TSD when you were taking 50%. That's fucked. No, it's, uh, I've heard that. That's like a saying. If you're friends for seven years or friends for life and we've been friends for like 12 years. I could see it.

Right. It's definitely not. saying I could see it being a saying it's definitely a saying it's there somebody's gonna back me out there's something like that though yeah but we've been friends like 15 years so we're good it's it's like way closer 13 years yeah it's insane wow like early high school and how big how like how long was it that your camera was the biggest uh a year one year i've never thought of like that's like two years your thoughts for tSC and i feel like that's never really entered my mind of

like your webcam being the biggest that's just how it worked it's just that's the first thing I noticed with the dimensions that's the first thing I know we're getting I can't we're really like I would be fine but do you not like talking about this no I don't mind I'm just genuinely curious I don't think people I don't think we the three of us talk about all the time but I've never had anybody ask us that's why you're asking I was the first thing I thought when I watched the stream really yeah no the reason I was like damn his webcam's pretty big no I was like them they're all live under Davis it's like a it's like a it's like a hydra streamer like three heads yeah

fun thing. Then I was like, damn, but it goes to like his PayPal. Like how does that work? No? He just split three ways? Automatically? Yeah.

That's cool. And so does the stream labs. Everything goes to the business. Blake's wife. Oh. Gotta watch out for that. Careful for that. Tell me you take us off the top.

You never accuse his wife. She's like a percent for me. That would never happen. One for our dog. One for our other dog. One for looping. No, yeah, everything, everything... That's crazy, bro.

Yeah, we worked it all out. I wish you the best of luck with that little trio. It's been good. I hope there's never a day where we're looking back on to my really bad crash and burn and we're like, damn, we kind of predicted that. Yeah, what was that about? Yeah, people are going to come back to this, clip it and be like formal new. I just feel like eventually like egos would collide. There's going to be a time when you guys get big enough to where you all have an ego.

The only people that have an ego outside of game are me and Blake. So if anything ever happens, I feel like George went safe. George is just there. George, I feel like George has an ego, but he wants to play and that it doesn't have an ego. In game, George has an ego. Okay. But when it comes to everything else, like, he's just chill. But he's like, nobody shoots straighter than me, even you two.

And we're like, damn. He's never said that, but I can tell he thinks that. Do you think there's tension between Blake and George of who's better? I think Blake thinks he's the best. I think it's competitive, though. Like, it's not like tension. It's more like they compete against each other. even though we're on the same team.

Yeah, call whatever you want. They do all. But that's mostly because I'm like, yeah, you guys, I'm just like watch over them as a compete. And then I'm a dick, you think you're like the media or mediator? Yeah. Well, no.

Do you think you're the alpha of the three? No. Who's the alpha? There's no alpha. There's definitely an alpha. No. There's 100%. Yeah, you shouldn't claim that.

You better say it's an alpha-ache. Don't say our little triple beta group. I mean, it depends what we're like Blake's feisty. Are we talking about in-game? I'm talking about overall. There's anything, life, beta. How we said it is I'm the dad of TST and Blake's the mom. He handles all the like logistics.

Yeah. And then like when it comes to like what we should do going forward like But you're the one that's beating on the drum. Right. So you're kind of the alpha of the squad actually. I wouldn't say that. No actually I would. George the alpha.

It's easy to say George because he's not the alpha. You just said that you're the wrong. So I just say George. Yeah. No, it doesn't really know. I mean it works. That's why I'm saying all these conversations is why I don't think anybody else could do it. If I say I hate the term alpha and beta,

Does that automatically make me a beta? Make you a Charlie? What's under beta? Braden calls it a Zelda. Like the ultimate beta? He calls it a Zelda. Zelda. I've never heard of that word.

Yeah, it's so stupid. But every time, I feel like it's, like, cringe every time. Like, you ever scroll through TikTok and see, like, these alpha beta discussions with, like, people just talk about alpha and beta and, like, or, like, how to get girls and being an alpha and all that. And I'm like, this is so, like, cringe. It is coming. Yeah, I don't really it's like they're like being extra like Extra vulgar and extra harsh in the way they're saying it to make it seem like that's making them more alpha

I'm just like you just kind of sound like a tool Yeah Like I agree with some of what you said I've got to say alpha I agree with something like you're just like the loudest guy in the room Yeah, and I don't think that's really an alpha Yeah, it's like you could be an Can you really be an alpha if like nobody respects the alphiness in you? I feel like picking alphas when you're at like a A hotel bar and you're just noticing like all the conversations going on but you realize that

when you're talking to someone, they're fucking listening. You know what I'm saying? Like, they're paying attention to what the fuck you're saying. Like Sundance? Like someone just like,

yeah, yeah, like Adam of my soul. Yeah, like when he comes up and gives you a different high five, you know? Yeah.

You're like, damn, on a shelf and you guys kind of. Like, because you know what I'm saying? Yeah. Because like,

damn, he respects me way more than you guys. He just made that obvious. He said, stand up. Give me a hug. He fistboats.

He fistboats. Yeah, exactly. But, yeah. Yeah. last flycast. So say you killed someone. Oh, Jesus. I just want to know his answer. Okay. Say like you got into an argument with a random guy in the parking garage. Parfite. No, no, it has to be a parking garage. Just you and another dude. Parcaryngarge, okay. Randomly go at it. You fight him, you kill him.

I fight him to the death. You kill him. Oh my God. So now you have a body. Okay. Top floor of the parking garage three a.m. Who makes it easier. Who do you, who do you call to move the body? To help you. I can't trust anybody at that point. You leave it there? No, I just do what I have to do. Oh, so you handle it yourself. I would try to.

As best as my ability. If you had to call. Here comes. But if you had to. I would think I'm, oh, if you're just asking, the question is talking about who I call? Who would you call?

Damn, he was about to go into how to hide the body. I was. Yeah, we'll get there. Yeah. I'd either call, okay, I'd other call Nick. Ooh. Because. I feel like I.

would be trustworthy. Because, yeah, okay, yeah. Yeah, I could trust him, like, not saying anything for, like, a week at least, probably. No. But, like, now, but, like. Trust. I can trust for him to, like,

if I told him I have a dead body next to, like, the Civic, like, I feel like Nick would show up and at least help somewhat or just be like, okay, I don't know what to do. Like, at least come, you know? Because I'm just like, dude, I'm freaking the fuck out. I feel like I would be like, look, I am not helping you,

but I will never tell anyone this conversation happen. Damn. Like, I'll die with this. Because he won't help you. No, that's why I said I'd either pick him. I'll be like, man, I can't like, nah, I can't be like an accomplice.

Either him or Hector. Yeah, see, I thought about Hector, but like, I feel like a week later, Hex would, I feel like he would just have to tell someone. Like, he would tell Hitch, he would tell someone from, it would just come out of his mouth. I actually don't think it would. Like in one of those rocks.

If it was something like that, I actually don't think it would. Yeah, because at that point he's putting your, his family in jeopardy. you in jeopardy and optic in jeopardy and optic in jeopardy. Imagine if Hector's face was posted and dead body. It's like optics's over. His whole life's work is over. With a Z.

Wait, I think Hax actually text me. It was like, you better not fucking text me. Or you better not hit me up if you actually kill someone. You fucking idiot. Oh, is that like that? Because I was sitting there debating like, uh, probably be heck.

Nah, I couldn't tell Hax. And then Hex's like. Because I just can't imagine Hector's being like, I can't imagine Hector picking up the phone and being like, no, I can't help you brown piece. I just don't.

thing that's all the conversation. Yeah. See, I feel like, X, X would know. He would be like, he would have an answer.

I'm gonna text you a number, but don't ever tell, like, but we never wrote the time. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, and how close someone I don't know.

Like, you know, he'd be like, holy shit. He'd get his, like, Cousin to hell for fucking something.

Somebody. Yeah. I feel like, yeah, he would have Mario Chau. He would, I feel like he would, he would,

he would have, he just cleans it perfectly. He brings his van that he, like carries all the drinks and shit to they chew with just cause the body he's in the way Mario's just like what's up man he's really says that

it's good bro yeah I can just share this you're shaking just step back just step back he like cleans it all up and everything I just go back to the Civic go to bed thanks Mario clutched no but yeah I don't even think I don't know weird it's just like

how this all came up is last last time of the flycats we talked about this TikTok where like somebody this girl was like, did you know that like almost all, every guy has thought about like how to rob a bank, like if they could rob a bank?

Yeah, and I was like, yeah, I've definitely thought about that. I think every girl has too. You think girls have? Yeah, rob a bank.

It's too enticing to not fantasize about at least once. And then play for way or another. Whether you're not, you're saying you got to rob a bank is like, like, okay,

robbing a bank when I'm 10 is like, it's like robbing the snack bar on my baseball game. That's robbing a bank. You're still thinking about robbing a bank. That's just the immediate bank to me. I get rid of saying, point of fucking Wells Fargo in 10.

Right. You know, but like, I definitely have means of stealing if I want to. So we were talking about how the girls don't have that thought. Because I... No, what? You have a... I don't think of it.

They have that kind of, like, weird thought, but, like, it's like something else. Let me put it this way. What do you think they're doing when they're flirting with you at a bar? They're robbing you. You're the bank. I'm not even trolling. Think about it. You're the bank and they're trying to think...

They're thinking how to get money out. out of you, right? Especially if there's two of them, and it's in New Orleans. Damn, you are the bank. You are the bank at that point, and they're assessing each person. And when they're at a bar, they're thinking, like, looking them up and down, thinking, okay, your bank probably not worth that much. Look at you.

You look like a slob. Right? Or the guy comes up in a $5,000 money suit, and you're thinking, like, this guy probably has a pretty decent-sized bank. Can that be mine somehow? Okay, yeah, sure. I'll have sex with them. Or another weird example that I said on the last episode was, uh, I was, I was

walking into the HQ and a guy like that works for nirvana like walk past me and like I didn't pay him any attention I'm just looking at his phone or looking at my phone and I think he was like listening to music and he was like mumbling something and I was in my head I was like is he talking to me and then I went through a whole scenario in my head while coming up to the HQ like what if he just started talking shit to me and then like we get an argument and we like we're about the fight and then he pulls out a knife and I start running and I lose my sandal like would he get my sandal and like throw it on top of the like HQ or like on top under just like random thoughts like that's so high like I feel five stories sandal toss right no there was a ledge I specifically saw it oh just like

as he was passing me as he was passing me the entire scenario was going through my head why I don't know I think we were talking about like that's just that's like how guys from them no it's like not at like it's like it's like how guys think and like I feel like girls don't think like I'll Yeah, no, no. Or like, if you get in an elevator with someone, you're like, what if something popped off right now? I'll be thinking shit like that when I'm picking up my door dash at like 3 a.m. Yeah. I'm like, can I square with this guy if I have to?

And I'm like, and I'm like, I'm so fucking hungry. I'll actually screw with this guy. Like if I have to. Right? If he says like, it's my food, fat fuck. I'm like, no. Wait, what? Like, at first of all, I'm like, wait, what?

I'm thinking like, what did he just say? But then like my second ball will be like, you all. Yeah. Check me out so hard that I'm like, okay, bye. Like, edit. I wouldn't even have a comeback ready. I was like, what the fuck just happened? But nah.

You'll just think, you'll just think like, can I take him? See, I wonder. That's what you'll think. You'll think, like, can I take this guy? If I have to? If somebody comes in, what am I grabbing? Yeah, like, your girlfriend gives a waiter out of that nice look. You're like, can I take this waiter if I have to?

Like, okay, fine. I could probably take this waiter. These guy's kind of small. And we were just wondering, like, what would the girl's version of that be? Like, just slendling? She's looking at the waiter and she's looking at another bank. And she's, like, assessing his wealth. Is he just robbing banks?

I mean, like, I don't know. This is what kind of feels like sometimes. Like, when you hear about all these stories of, like, guys getting fucked over with money, and, like, it's always like a split down the middle of divorce. I'm like, damn, that's a bank robbery. Yeah. They walking away with 50 mil, that's a bank robbery. Yes, that was a bank heist.

That was a heist. That was a heist that was like a 25, however long they were together, year-long romance. That's how long it took. But that shit was all planned very delicately. Probably. I mean, to be realistic, they have to know when they're, like, getting married. They're like, fuck yes. Like, when they finally get married, especially without a pre-nup.

Oh, yeah. Like, in their head, they're like, I'm good for life. Like, they literally know they're good for life at that point. Because, like, I fuck with it. Like, if that's your goal, like, at, like, the wedding, it's like, no one or they all love the wedding day, right? Like, it's like their favorite fucking day. Like, every girl looks forward to their wedding day.

I'm looking forward to my wedding day, but not like that. I feel like, you know, like, I'm like, whatever's my wedding day. Yeah. A girl's it's her favorite day of their life. Why is that? Because you fucking, you know you're about to be secure for the rest of your life. That's kind of dope. That is some nice security.

I feel like I would think the same. If I married like a rich woman, then we didn't get a pre-nup, I believe it would, I feel so secure. Exactly. I don't think it's like, I don't think it's just a girls thing. I think guys do it too. I feel like there's guys out there that like just, I don't know, they just think like, maybe I'm just a pretty face or something. And that's all I have.

So I'm just going to pick up like a four-year-old woman at this bar. Looks like she's got money. And maybe I'll just be like her little, like, boy toy. I ain't going to lie. I've thought of, I've kind of thought of that. Like, maybe I should try something older. You'd be good at it. I feel like you could pull a boy toy.

You could pull a milf. Yeah. I'm sure all the rich milfs watching the flycats are probably going to hit you up. They're like, look at this young, wild, crazy. Like, you're just like, you're just a remembrance of what it's like to be young to them. Like, to the core. Yeah. Yeah, I actually recently thought about it.

Neck tats. Yeah, neck tats. Yeah, I mean, I'd do it. Just like in a wife beater at a bar. Wait, when do you go to Mexico? You just fought somebody. Next. Just fought someone ripped white be.

Yeah. Slightly bleeding. Sorry, sorry. And she's like, here, let me help you. And you're like, thank you. I bet that is, like, so attractive to them. Like, if a guy's like, not getting beat up, but if, like, if I walked in and you could tell I just got in a fight and I got, I got, like,

Resinating testosterone. I got like a scratch with like blood coming down my neck Like wife beat or ripped You're like knuckles or bruised Tats showing knuckles bruise You're trying yourself on right now Right?

I know I know He kept going Like a Nipples hard I think that's hot You think so? Oh yeah I feel like at that point

You're like resonating testosterone But I feel like they never It's like an aura Is there like a podcast With like older women Talking about younger guys? I don't think so Yeah that needs to have

You think so? You would... I don't know what they think. Like, is a cougar? Like, is a cougar, like a single mom? Or is it just, like, a mom that's also a cougar? Probably, like, has affairs with younger dudes. It depends on how scumbaggy she is.

Mm. If she's trying to... So it doesn't, it's not like... But, like, it's not for one of the other. A single mom out there is going to go, like... She might even claim to be a cougar. Right, right. Right.

But, like, if you're talking about somebody who's trying to get away from her husband, then, yeah. Probably same thing, but just scumbaggy. Pull boy type of. boy like how often do the pool like how often do he's out there wearing his wife beat her tat show yeah how often do you guys think that pool boys get laid uh that would be amazing if it did happen to you though like if you are the pool boy like that's happening a lot more than we think you think so i think so i really do with people like fear itself if peer itself is the pool

boy yeah what if you like you come home why do you just imagine fear it's as a pool boy. I just think of like hot young guy and he came to my mind. I think of a guy that would be able to fuck hot older women and that too came to mind. Yeah, fear itself for sure. That makes sense. I tip it. I can see that. I can see him. I'm envisioning him as a pole boy. He'd be a good pool boy. I am now and he looks great. He looks amazing. Yeah, that's funny. I think it happens a lot more than what you think. So you think it goes past the, it just doesn't I think it goes past a stigma. I think it actually gives,

it provides a fantasy for like moms. So what's the, what's the reverse of that for guys? I don't think there's, I think the reverse of that for guys is like. Secretary? No. No.

Yeah. Yeah. Babysitter? Yeah. Babysitter, yeah. Maybe. Babysitter is probably way better. Fuck, yeah.

How often is like, I just realized how I said them. I'm like, fuck, you. What? Like, are babysitters? I never had a babysitter.

So like our babysitter is traditionally 18 years old plus? That is it go off your age. It depends if I got to go off your age. She can be 14. If I'm 10, she has to be 18. Yeah, that kind of thing. Something like that.

It's like if you're young and like you don't have a babysitter a lot, then it's usually like people like like high schoolers that just want a little bit extra money. But if it's like a nanny, like somebody's going to be there all the time, then it's somebody a little bit older. That's what I think. But either way, both are. probably yeah i wonder i don't know i wonder how much like the movies the the the way that movies describe certain things like the pool boy right and like the babysitter like if you're like i wonder

how often shit like that's actually happening let's just say if you were a wife and you were looking for a nanny and it's between two nannies you're not picking the hotter one oh for sure not you're picking the not for sure not you're picking the old one whoa i'm not gonna have this this thing around my husband is not going to happen and i bet you the same shit happens with pool boys yeah Short skirt and shit. Yeah. You don't think the dad hires like an attractive

pool boy? Oh, absolutely not. He's looking at like the... If I had to hire a pool boy, I would get the job done the way I wanted it to get it done. Let's just say that. If he's necktatted...

A pool girl's a thing? Could be. Actually, at this point, I just want to buy like a machine that cleans the pool for me. I put it in there. It doesn't have to fucking... I already.

Yeah. So that's what I'll do. I swear they have those already. They're pretty interested to you. Except like when they get put up against the filter, they start going rogue and they start making a bunch of noise. It kind of sounds like it's like, it's like, you had a pool,

didn't you? Yeah, and I had one of those things. And anytime I get close enough. Nah. We have one now, actually, but it's like an older dude. It's like,

it's like a maintenance guy. Yeah, it looks like, if my dad did pick him, it's like, I'm like, good choice, dad. Yeah. Exactly.

Because like, I don't know, this guy's like, I mean, he looks like he's a server dude, but what are you expecting him from SoCal? SoCal, like, pool boy. I mean, like, I'm expecting, like, something to be, like, I don't know, current surfers.

Bro, I remember going to your house, and it was, like, because I went from literally, like, Maryland. Not fucking, not really the country, but sort of the country. Then just, like, not poor, but, like, almost poor. And then I go to your place. Okay.

And it's just on the fucking hills. Like, it was just, like, a whole new scenery. I feel like I never saw before. Yeah. And that was like early in my career before I even like traveled like that either. I knew it was going to blow your mind. Yeah. Because I didn't realize how privileged I was until I was like traveling a lot.

Yeah, like growing up you probably didn't. I didn't even know. Dude, where I grew up like, my parents did really well. But like we were like, I wouldn't say like the like we weren't rich compared to my friends. Yeah. All my friends in high school dude, they have mansions. They have legit mansions. Were you, did they like a lot of them?

have more money than you yeah so you're like damn that must be nice I'm just like that's just different like like one of the kids I knew like his dad made like chips for iPods like what yeah you know I was like no wonder this house looks like this yeah like ridiculous houses I'm like is this serious like your parents are home they're just like no they're home I'm just like what they're home they're on fifth floor yeah they're taking shots downstairs what's going on here in Orange County you know Orange County is like a fucking, it's like a bubble.

It's really like a bubble. Dude, I didn't think you were ever, whenever, I didn't think you were ever gonna leave L.A. Like, whenever, whenever you went home after the scuff house and then. You never been to my house, huh? I have never been now.

Yeah, you picture I live in L.A. I don't live in L.A. Or, sorry, Cali. Because, like, L.A.? I always say that. I don't know the difference between, like, Orange County, L.A. Oh, yeah.

San Diego. I just say L.A. I just know I would. If it's like over in that way, if it's not San Diego. Yeah, I don't know. but it's yeah i just know the la the way the la left style is it's like really fast and like go go go yeah it's like the opposite where i live so it's like i don't know real housewives of orange county

type shit that's what matt told me about my driving that i would fit in in l.a because i'm so like fast and like he's so like non-hesitant he doesn't hesitate do you think of a bad driver i think you're a bad driver i just i feel bro i just took my uh motorcycle license test and like They had like a- Why? Dude, can you stop doing that? Fucking hell. Why?

Can you stop? Why has that been the response from everyone? Because I've known you for a long time. I actually don't trust you on a motorcycle, bro. I don't think you should pursue that at all. I'm being dead serious. No, I'm gonna lie like at first because I know like I suck. Then like I'm scared.

Like I'm gonna be like super careful. But the scary part will be like when I get comfortable. Yeah. That's what we're talking about. That's why we're saying this. The place I got my like certificate or whatever the fuck it's called. that gives me it's legal for me to ride

without a helmet or anything so I can just like literally hop on my bike and just go dude I still think that's on record I just don't think

you should pursue that at all that's what you said hitch page you're not a motorcycle guy you know what they look like and you know it's not you you're just doing it because you're fucking bored gonna be

yeah okay so just don't just skip this one just go on to your next stupid thing like say you were a motorcyclist you're not It took me to find this and to actually get up and like get something new. Like I guess. I don't know.

We were telling you to get something new and out of all the things. I thought you were in a box. I would much rather you box. You could box, dude. You should box. That's what you should be doing. You can I do. I do wanna do that.

You should not be more. Right now I'm injured though. What's injured on you? My elbow, my shoulder and my lower back. From what? I haven't worked out in like four days. Me neither. From working out so much, I think.

are you working out long and my body just like I think I'm overtrained how much do you go to the gym I was probably doing like 10 workouts a week so like every single day but some days I do two a days

you just get one massage like at least an hour get a massage or you'll be good I don't know man is that how that works I don't think so I got a massage the other week have you told the story of the podcast

like or have you just told on the podcast yet about like what happened to you a masseuse what happened to me yet? You got like a hand job? You've told it before? I told that. I think I've told that on stream.

Tell it again right now. Yeah, you didn't tell that here. It's happened like a few times. I don't even remember this story. I feel like there was this story I had that was like funny. It was hilarious. But I don't really remember how he went. I said it on stream one time.

The one when he got out of rehab? It was right when I got out. Yeah. Fuck, how did that? I don't really remember how it went. I know how it. I was like, I know how it goes, but I heard that you tell us. Yeah.

Nah. It is. It is fucking hot. Super fucking hot. Yes. It's not that hot. I'm gonna hoodies as well. Oh.

I thought it was hot here. I'm glad you joined the blanket gang. Yeah, I gave me. But I brought, I brought this over here specifically for the fly gas. This, uh, this sweatshirt. Why is it? Why do you guys have the blankets? Just a new vibe.

Because. Just being able to lay here. Nick was, Nick was getting anxious about being on podcast. And so that's why we like. How anxious are you? It's pretty bad. I feel like I just watched you, like, live, have, like, an anxious breakdown. I mean, it was anxious.

It was more so, like, uh... You weren't meaning what you were saying, and I could tell you knew that, and you were like, fucking... No, I was... I mean, I didn't lie about anything. I know, but I feel like you were like, you were just like, no, it was more so, like that. I don't think this is a good luck to be talking about. But I don't care. Yeah, I mean, this whole podcast could get cut.

Who knows? I'm like, is this good for the brand? We'll just see. We'll see what Matt says. Thank you really. Yeah, I don't know. Everyone gets a note. But if it was on your channel, this would go up.

I've told stories on stream, too. Yeah. Yeah, so, so by. That's crazy, dog. I feel like your life. I'll take you there, man. Your life, like, since you got out of rehab, has still been a movie. It has.

You've past couple years ago. My life's pretty fucking boring. You've heard the story when you got joked. No, no, no, no. Yeah, but, like, because, like, the way he described to me was like he was thinking that four he like he beat up four guys and then he like thought about that afterwards fucking that that's are you don't remember the tweet you posted you do you remember the tweet you posted it was up for like two minutes yeah you tweeted that you tweeted that you

tweeted about it no it was so funny it was it was something like feeling yourself shit you're like trying to jump me i don't give a fuck with like a picture i did not say that bro it wasn't that but that was the vibe you were giving that was the vibe you were giving you were feeling yourself like you were like cocky like i was like damn what the fuck he just like one v ford you're like i just won v four you said one v four you said that in the tweet that's what i think i said i won v ford yeah like you said you yeah you said you won't be ford but i think it was only two people exactly that's that's what i'm saying but yeah so yeah adrenaline was going i'd like bloody knuckles and shit i thought so cool at first i was still

streaming i'm like immediately into my stream called him but like when i talked to him i was like i think it was only two and they were kind of pussies but like at the time you were like you know saying you just like finished a fight. I still don't even know what the fuck they look like. That's kind of crazy.

I wonder if they appear in your dreams. Did you like go there with it? I don't think I got to see their face. I went there with like Hilton and friends. Okay. What they left because I was talking to this girl. That's how it happens. See like you're staying.

I would never stay. And then just that whole time I'm there someone just eyeing me down. Waiting for your friends to leave. Yeah. Like literally. Waiting for your friends to leave. That's what happened to me in Vegas.

I went there with a bunch of, people and then they all left and somehow I stayed. That's scary. And woke up in a bush. You woke up in a bush? Yeah. So you've told this story before obviously and he's probably heard it. I've heard it. I don't remember exactly how but I do know Bush in hospital.

Went to a strip club, stayed too late, woke up in a bush. Did you black out? Got a knife, yes. Scary. The last thing I remember is I had a glass to my lips and they were pushing it push one was holding my head but you had glass to your lips yeah like a glass with straight straight tequila in it and one was tipping the glass back and the other was tipping my head back and that's the last thing I remember obviously they're pros those really scary they've done it

many times oh yeah it's probably every night they definitely like changed on what did you get money stolen uh in a way basically I ran my card and it went through and then they, I kept running it. But I don't remember ever running it. Except for the first time. So, yeah, so I guess that happens. I feel like you're both like,

oh, but after that, after my one, I was good. It would never happen to me. Yeah, I feel like it won't. I feel like I've never even seen you like. I'm never,

ever presented in this situation. I've never done. I've seen that party one time, once. Oh, you used to parry with night. We used to pari actually kind of like every night. I've seen you drunk,

but I've never seen you, like I've seen you like happy drunk but then it's just like food sleep yeah like I've never seen you like on the bathroom floor you're like you're something yeah I'm not trying to drink like get blacked out I drink until I'm drunk yeah and then I stay drunk and then I stop when I'm drunk I don't like you know what I'm saying do you never blacked out no that's good anytime I was close to like throwing up I would make myself throw up in high school like I would be like I know about that? I can say I was drinking high school, right?

Yeah. Nothing can happen now. Like a high school party. If I ever felt like I was going to throw up, I would just go out real fast with myself and just like I'll make myself throw up and I come back vibe as fuck, ready to drink again. That's wild. I'm not a puker and it. I actually kind of liked it.

I never drank in high school. You liked puking? I liked the puking towards the end of it. Yes, I wish I could puk. Yeah. Because I was like fucking feels so much better. It would make you look so cool because I would drink so much off the rip too. And then I would go back in and drink more and they don't know I pute.

Only like my boys did. as I'm like oh my god you had 12 shots of Zahak Like no 12 shots in high school No like I'm saying like I separated that Into the six and six But you know what I'm saying

Six and then throw up Or like five beers and throw up And then five more beers You look like you can drink a lot I was like so sheltered as a kid I forget that people partied in high school Oh partying in high school In Sokow was fucking

It was wild It was exactly as fun as it sounds In your head It was so fun It's just euphoria It's just like green night It's just like the fact It's not like you got to gather money

You show up to an address Everyone just has money to get. And like your thought already is like this could be a crazy house. It's in Koto. Like Koto has like a community that has a bunch of big houses pretty much where everyone, one of my friends lived. You're like you're going to Koto for the party and you're driving deep. Like this place is big.

And you're just going like some random street and you pull up to the house and stops a bunch of cars and music. And you're like, this house is fucking gigantic. And it has a crazy cool vibe about it. And you're like, wow, this is going to be a night to remember. This is me dope. Every party there was a mansion party? Almost, yeah.

Because I mean like why would you not have it in a mansion? You know? Everyone, everyone in the place is. Why would I go to a two-story house? No, because in like a friend group, like, you're going to be like, yo, you should throw parties more. And then eventually they're going to become the party person because their house is way more fun than everyone else is. I've been in the, when I was growing up, I was in the sketchiest places, like, trailers, fucking, like, one bedroom, apartments, houses.

See, I never showed to like an apartment. That's so wild to me. Ever. But that's just, back then, I didn't think of it, like that. Yeah. Wait, so are these parties? Like, I thought it was cool. Yeah.

Are these parties? where like the parents are home or like the parents are gone some of them the parents are just home there's a surprise bro really like a lot of my friends parents had the same rule where like when you showed up to the like you show up to the house at like 5 6 p.m you'd give them your car keys and they would take all the car keys into a basket and they'd put it somewhere where no one could even get like get to them if the cops come then like you crash there if the cops come they like usually people that were doing that also had a really good like way with the cops already right you know what the fuck they're doing when they answer the door like they're like sorry jim you know like they know each other okay that makes more

There's like parents like taking shots with the kids like and I'm just like I don't think anything over at the time, but thinking back on now my god damn. Like you're playing beer pong with someone else is like dad. What? That is fucking. And I'm like, I'm like, good fucking shot. Like, you know, it's just like, where am I? You know? You wouldn't do that with your kids and their friends? Fuck no. I mean honestly I feel like I wouldn't want to like hang out with them

I feel like But it's like their house though So it's almost like they're showing off their house Like you know what I'm saying Because like a parent no matter what's gonna be proud of their house And if like it's like they're showing showing off their house for like a bunch of mini kids Like a bunch of kids but like

They can still tip it They're like this is this is a crazy house They overhears that like you like it But I feel like that one it You know what I'm saying That just wanted feel good coming from a 16 17 You're so cool You're so cool like you can drink so much

much oh my god you know i would i feel like if said the kid told me that i'd feel like a fucking loser yeah i mean yeah we would but these people are kind of cringe like all these parents are pretty crazy these parents were like cringe like probably divorced but still living in the same house like a lot of my friends parents where i grew up were divorced like almost all of them but they live in the same house that yeah that was the case for a lot of them the dad would sleep on the couch right thing and i'm just like i just didn't think it was that bad but like yeah orange County's horrible for like marriage rate I bet it's probably like yeah this success rate's probably like I don't know 30% 100% my parents are all together which is great I love that

for them it's marriage dying I don't know I think like all the numbers decreased I don't know I think our generation is definitely having kids later I feel yeah like yeah like like I think for sure actually yeah like the last generation like so many of like our generation's parents were like 22 to 26 when they had us because I feel like there was like Like, I don't know, I feel like back then, like, having a kid and getting married was kind of like the goal in life. Nowadays, it feels like you can do anything you want. Yeah. Nowadays it feels like you can go make Tesl's if you want.

Right. There's like weren't many options. There's not many options there. There's no connectivity. So you have all you, all your whole world is just like your immediate community. Yeah. Honestly, if there wasn't social media, it's probably, probably the same way now. It's probably like the biggest deal about it.

100%. Like now there's social media. So it's like there's so much. temptation or it's like I don't really want to get married like there's so much fantasies being put in front of you that you want for yourself literally it's like fantasies that aren't going to happen so you're like delaying the life you probably should have for like this fantasy that you want in my 20s I need to live my 20 what the fuck does live my 20s mean like there's no rule book it says like you need to go to Miami and your best years are your early 30s yeah like you know what I'm saying it's like

is what I tell myself it's like I feel like everyone's life is different and like there's a time for partying and there's a time to like also not party you know like right now in my life I Like I shouldn't I should not be partying, you know? There's just no reason I should be partying. It's funny because like if I party now, I'm going to the party depending on I'm not going there to party. Like you know what I mean? Like if there's a party and it's a party at an event and I know there's these people that are going to be there. Yeah.

Like then I'll go. I'm not going for the event. I'm going for the people. Right. Exactly. I'll go to see people if I don't see them that often or if it's like a good opportunity. I'll make sure there's like at least six people I know that I fuck with that are going somewhere before I commit to it. I feel like four for like four months.

like a couple months ago I was like trying to party You just wanted to party It was like maybe a random day During the week Not in like the last month I've kind of like Yeah maybe not this last month

I feel like I like got No I just like I mean even after that I still like I feel like I haven't talked to you This whole like last month Maybe two months bro Do you feel that way as well? I've been yeah

It's because our schedules Our schedules have been super different I feel like I haven't seen you in all Like I'm like My life in the past like Month or two It's just been literally working out I'll stream

I'll go home and it's like... I'm not even awake yet. I've been like cleaning, cooking all the... Like, I cook all my meals now, which is like fucking insane. Will you cook me something after this podcast? I mean, I have food. Yeah, you should cook me something. I can microwave it for you.

I mean, it's not that good. No, that's fine. But yeah, I got you. I just don't want to order chick for that. Yeah, it's crazy. Like the last, like... I never cooked like that. And like the last, like, month or two, I've been cooking nonstop.

What's like the, like, most extreme... Or most, like, difficult thing you've cooked. cooked? Nothing really. I mean... Like, are you even cooking? Are you just microwaveing shit? No, I'm like cooking, but it'll be like...

I'll put like salmon on a pan and just cook it like... I don't really remember like five or six minutes each side. So it's like simple shit. It's not like... Like ready rice in microwave. Like have you seen like the dinner's Fizz makes? Yeah. Where it'll be like...

Pretty extravagant. Yeah. Like, it's nothing like that. You well thought out. Might be ground turkey. Like broccoli I put in the... You're playing. It looks like shit, but it's actually healthy kind of.

Yeah, it's super healthy. You just want, like, healthy. It's like super healthy. You don't give a fuck about presentation. Yeah, no. You're not showing it to nobody. Yeah, no. But, yeah.

Because I feel like Foise puts extra time in because he knows he's going to post a picture of it, like, 100% so. Yeah. But his meals look delicious. Yeah, mine don't. Mine is so plain and average. And I haven't, like, gone out at all. Really?

I saw you crushing it at the stream on your, or this weekend on your stream. Saw me what? Crushing it. Oh, yeah. I like tuned in. For the watch parties. Yeah, like 5K viewers. I think a lot watch parties, bro.

Watch parties are a wave. Especially if fucking optics actually good than like competing for first. Yeah. Yeah. It's so crazy. Dude, I think of, is there certain plays you think of from the weekend?

Do you want to break it down to you? Let me put it this way. I want to know what plays. Let me put it this way. We need one set of kills on streets to go to the finals. Like, we were, we were that we were actually that close and like I'd even argue that we'd just team

whoever we'd play in the finals at that point we would at that point we'd have lost two maps going into the final and one against a send of 5049 and then a slayer against um send but now we were flawless like we were playing pretty much how we want to play we weren't we weren't even playing up to like our expectations for ourselves we knew that we were playing like a little bit off like or not like a little bit off but like it just wasn't perfect you'd see glimpses of it right like in pool play you'd see like um like a slayer against phase or like the uh the CTF against complexity or the whole series against complexity we actually we're playing that exactly perfect bro i saw you t-bag and monster yeah i did that for you

no cap i was like i know nick's lock in the shit i saw you kill monster and i like and it was such a ferocious tea bag it was such a matchmaking teabag like had a ls up four oh in the flag up two oh in the series i'm like you're fucked and it's knowing he's so mad about it um no but but like there were there were certain games we would feel like where it's like exactly how we scrim it and it's like we put people in a blender and it's like they can't get out of the whole game we were playing great um the censors was going well we won the strongholds like pretty convincingly we lost the slayer they actually played like really well in the slayer we they were like baiting their teammate and like your fridge and they would make you like oh we to go kill him and obviously we made the mistake

of pushing that guy over and over again which i disagree with that we should get the shock grenades first if we were gonna do that because it made the whole push a lot easier right you throw him pink one throw them pick one fridge and then you go push them they're both one shot like but so they won the slayer whatever but then we bounced back and won the ctip bazaar and it was like a grueler of a bizarre And like that's like as like right then and there the series is pretty much over like I could tell in the game four they were kind of checked like I went on I started off like with a killing spree in game four I'm like yeah these guys are giving it to us like I've been to a lot of finals before I know what it's like when it's like when it's like when it's like when I used to win there would be a lot of tournaments too or like the person I'm expecting to play in winners loses. So like C-9 would lose. Just like how Faze would lose back in the day and I played denial instead, you know, when I was like, damn, it's kind of like a bullet dodge there. But I'm like, damn, C-9's not, I'm like, is this term in ours? Like, Sen. I did not think Sam was that good, you know? And like they came to play on Sunday, that's for sure.

But even throughout the weekend, they were like game five with Pittsburgh Knights. Like, you know, they didn't look that great. Um, I thought it was our tournament to win. And then like, like, like I said, the game four, it's going our way, going our way. We're obviously not even playing perfect. I could feel like we're little, little like kill-horish type thing going on, but it was still enough to like go like went around and then like it came down to that one set of kills like I said um when APG dropped the oddball at the end but yeah but it wasn't really on brad like no it's not everyone do you know how many people were trying to put it on i know i realized afterwards how many people were trying to put on red and actually it was not brett's fault i was like dude you guys are idiots yeah like it's just like what i think we should have done in hindsight is just throw the ball front sub and then we all four go for a girl

yeah we all just keep them off the ball right which like they'd have to go for it and like we could all just take an angle and hold it, but we just called to hold it. And then when they came close, we dropped it and tried to kill them. But that wasn't the right play at that point. Because then it's like, if we die, we lose. And it was just whatever. And then the game five, game five, so then like I was like, whatever. That's fine.

I was still kind of locked. I got checked when, like, and I don't check easily, dude. I got checked when first time I got checked out was when we were up seven three in the start of the game five, we're up seven three. I have Camelore. I go grapple. I jump Batledge. Real 2 is just like strafing the door

I'm like this is so stupid Why are you doing this? This is so dumb And I go for the sword lunge I'm like right around to kill him He knows goes to me in the head And I was like thinking of myself like Okay hold on I've never died like that

Not once before It's such a royal two It was just like such a like It was God like it was God like It was like the kill of the tournament It probably won them the tournament With that shot alone But I was like God that was so faded of him

What if he misses And I just kill him and PJ right below him And then we're up 9-3 with all the weapons and everything And we probably steam all them after that You know? But instead like I'm like Dude what the fuck And then like then I push long haul like four different times

And I get I get someone red bar four different times And at that point I was fucking checked I was like 0 and 8 I could feel that too One time I go long home like let me just get my first guy I beat down and stick him I'm like die you motherfucker I stick them to APG kills them like in front of me

I get another says I'm like dude You know like what the fuck Now I'm like oh nine I'm like what is going on So I was extremely jacked from that point on. Yeah. Like,

and I should have done a much better job of being a leader about it, but like, ah, dude, it was just like, I was just remember thinking like, we're down 10. I'm like, dude, this shouldn't have never, like, like, this is so stupid. I can't believe that he hit that shot. It was so stupid. Yeah. Literally, the, that play was such a royal two play because I always, I feel like he, every tournament they win, like he pulls out some kind of play like that.

Yeah. Like, just some play that no one. else would fucking hit besides oil to them like yeah go for and he actually whenever I saw I saw you had camo sword then I saw you like I was thinking pull the sword out pull the sword out so like when you get

near them they don't hear you pulling the sword out yeah I didn't even know that they can hear you pull the sword out I'm assuming they do no they do I didn't know until afterwards but yeah like you jump there and then he's on bad ledge and then you pull the sword out and then I'm like oh shit and then he knows you know I know I'm like that's the biggest I know you can,

no, listen, I know you can hear someone pull a sword out if they're, like, next to you. But if they have camo, I didn't, I didn't think that you could if I had camo, you know,

but I guess you can. But yeah, I mean, either way, that was just like, I mean, I guess I'll tip it now, but I was like,

that was like the tournament right there. But like, to me, to me, like the tournament was like the game four. Like the game four, they were giving it to us.

Like, so on top of, on top of me already thinking before the mat five, like, damn we could have, like, easily been in the finals whatever it's fine with in the snap five and then i get sniped like that

and then i get the guy red bro four times going on and i'm like too this is so far gonna and then like yeah and then of course the game ends with like we're all two sorting everybody like of like of course right because it's like fates way of like rubbing it in my face like go to lose your finals oh yeah it's c9 by the way they're just three o united i'm just like i bet oh what i can't go talk to my boys i got to accept some presentation okay fine i'm happy to accept it but it was another checkout and then we go in the series and i'm just like oh my god i'm so fucking check we just moved all our shit to their side we don't get a warm up i'm like whatever it's fine we go in we just like lose game one it's like lose game two and the really

fucking aides way but like at that point we were so checked like i could just tell and like i don't know we just like we just had an opportunity we definitely had the chance to go to the finals and like we just like we just like i feel like i feel like someone must have fucked up on that street's odd ball because we all we all did we all brad like dropped the oddball and then was like he was unsure everybody was unsure of the player yeah everyone was sort of unsure but it's like then it was like like okay we just need to drop the ball let time run out but like we'll drop it they're forced to push to us so it's like we should have a better and i felt like someone must have fucked up and like been overextended and just like died randomly and then it was like no i mean yeah that happened twice but

we still could have made that work though like i remember thinking like i pushed up driveway and ended up fighting two people and like i was like fuck i'm dead but i three uh snake bite with a stalker and i get a perfect right i'm like oh my god that's just i'm like there's no way we lose this like That's such like a fake kill. I was like, there's no reality where I actually kill him there when they were both B-Ring me. I just like three him real quick. You know what I'm saying?

Usually I would just get him read or like two driveway, two driveway. And then like one jumps up to commando. He goes in. So I'm like, this is like the very last push. And then like, so it's a 3B3. I don't really know what happens. I sit on my death game the whole time. And then like, yeah, I don't know.

The game just ended. And then Matt 5 started and it fell. And then Matt 5 started. We were fine still. Like I said, we're up 7 and 3. Like we just got the camo. Oh, another thing that checked me out too Dude, when I grabbed the camo

I've never had this happen before an infant Okay, so when I go for the camera, right, I grab it I pop it, I pop it, I pick up a sword I pop the camera and I'm looking at the bottom right of my screen I'm like, and I'm not invisible yet But my guy did the thing where he fucking like, whatever it's It makes like a noise But it's not the noise you pop when you make camo

I don't know what noise that was It sounded like how picked up a repulsor That's what it sounded like when I popped it And I was like, that's not right My guy wasn't going invisible So then I walk over back to the repulsor And I'm like, dude, dude, what the fuck? I'm not going invisible

but it shows that I have the camo thing but it's like grayed out and I'm like am I invisible or not? Really? I swear to God. I swear to God. And then I get the repulsor and I walk up and I jump to grapple

then I get no scoped and then I was that's like it just checked the fuck out of me. I was like dude what the fuck is going on? Like I was like does anyone else not know like what's going like what is this? You know like I don't know it was just a huge checkout. Was it a visual glitch on urine?

Is a visual glitch on everyone? It's an eye. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know still. You don't know.

I watched it back I couldn't really tell the casters could tell either it was just like on my screen I told my teammates in the game I said yo my camo's like not popping I feel like that's happened to me before though

where I popped camo and it's like I'm not invisible yeah and then it ran me to show me invisible and I was like okay and I got the sword and I go grapple jump up and get no scoped it's safe to say I was check after that yeah I was checked watching after that

I was super checked right just the fact that I saw it was royal too as well I was like God that's such a royal two-play. Do you remember that when you were scrimming in Halo 5 and Frosty like no scoped you and you literally go to relieve the game? Do you remember that? Frosty jumps out.

You're shooting him in the back. He whips around and you die because he had snipe and you immediately hit start and you go and you press up to go quit the game. But I don't quit right. But you don't quit because Brad started gassing Frosty. Yeah. Because you were teaming with Brad at that time. Yeah.

World 2 killed me in a way where I just fucking. rage hit me with some crazy strafe. Oh, on Halo 5? HAL-5, heavy aim. I'm just fucking... On Coliseum? I'm just having, though, every time I'm like going to shoot slightly to the right or something, he's, it was just like the worst timing, and he just

shit on me. But like at tournaments, bro, Royal 2 made that play when I was on Noble Black, and we were tied like four game fives in a row. Like Royal 2 saved them by like hitting a snipe while Arcaneum is shooting him and just like quick scopes him. And,

fucking then they tie the game and we got to go into another overtime then we lose it's just a ridiculous shot yeah it's just so fucking yeah roo two's just such a he makes big plays yeah he's uh he he has fucking ice yeah he makes big plays man uh i never like everyone sort of thought sentinels was like sort of becoming washed no dude or not washed but it's just like i know that we were the best team there i feel like we were the most prepared team there and like if we play the tournament a hundred times in a row we probably win the majority of them but I mean I talk about this all the time it's just like it all depends on who plays better for 45 minutes it all it all depends on who played better in that match in that game four for that one

set of kills and that determined like the rest of like the series outcome and pretty much it doomed our fate without us even knowing it because up until that point we were good shit let's go up to one in the win or feel like a tournament win it felt like a normal win i was like yeah we're just going to three one here and just going to win in finals and see these guys battle it out and we're and probably stomp where we play. Yeah. You know how your stats can be bad, but, like,

you know if you're playing well or not, regardless of your stats. You feel like you're playing good? No. Yeah. Towards the end of it? I don't really count anything after the game four versus send, though.

Because, like, like I said, so checked. I really was. And, like, I hate, like, try to, like, for those of you at home that, like, are thinking, like, it's just an excuse. Like, I'm just being honest.

It's like, it's like, am I mad that we lost? Yeah, of course. But, like, I'm, I really, I was, like, happy with how hard we were going in practice every day like we were putting in a lot of effort for this tournament it just sucks that we have to wait into Orlando to like prove ourselves

again. I know that this team can win and I'm sure I know that all the pros think that too like I'm telling you what the pros like this is just the talks amongst the pros like everyone a lot of people thought we were going to win that like the pros I'm saying and like even at like the pre-land and then like all the pool play and then the first one back like you know what I'm saying we were playing fine we were doing our shit

we were playing just how we do in line we were beating everyone like that we should have we should have beat 7 3-1 and we shouldn't have even gone through the series versus United and we shouldn't even gone to the game five versus like it was that was our fuck up though right it was like we should have just closed it out and we wouldn't be having this conversation at all we should have just played better and we should have been more clutch and we should have done this but it's it's just sucks it like like this is the timeline that we got there's another time we just go and win the tournament we just fall on whoever we play in the final

well the same way that someone can get checked it's like that's also locking royal two for the rest of the map too by the way you know scope the fucking sword guy you're locked for that yeah yeah yeah like the same way someone can get checked is the same way someone's like not checked at all now he's on fire now he's on fire and it's like shit just starts going your way yeah and it's like you you're on the opposite end to where it's like something complete a big play completely doesn't go your way and then like something else doesn't go your way I always talk about it like just fucking there's one br fight like per map like I feel like the whole lobby feels it whether it be to like secure a B stronghold and it's like everyone's dead it's one B one or it's like just a really important fight maybe on like the island and it's like oh I got the guy and sub you know it's like whatever it's like There's like a BR fight per map that everyone kind of feels and it like shifts the tides. And it usually ends with the team like winning that map. Yeah. You know, because like it's like, no, momentum is so like like like tournaments are like eight percent mental, bro.

Like we were really prepared for this tournament, but like I don't know. We had a really good talk after the tournament though about some things like that I like thought needed to be addressed. And I think that we'll be stronger from it. It just sucks that like we had to. I didn't think that we had many problems to begin with right. Because we were stomping everyone in scrimms. We went out in tournament. Like, we weren't really running.

any obstacles so I didn't feel like I had to be a hard ass or anything you know I was like kind of like I'll let a lot of these things whether it be like just like subtle things or little things you're still winning by like 80 points in a strong right so I'm like yeah I don't really need to bring exactly exactly so but yeah I don't know and I feel like they need to know like this isn't the only tournament this was just like the first you know like this isn't like you know what I'm saying this like realistically like champs is the only thing that matters this year right so So I just want to win with them before that just to like kind of get them in that like groove of winning already, you know?

Because like there has to be some sort of mental block there a little bit like at tournaments. Yeah. And like it's probably hard to break through. And like I feel like we were we were so close, dude. Like we were like so close. Like I'm telling you our vibes were like we were going to like win the shit. Like we were playing great. We all had one goal.

It's just like a couple fuckups here and there. Yeah. Turns it into like a third place. It was all going great. And then we just lost five maps straight and bounce into the tournament. And it, in 45 minutes. And it like hurts more because it's literally, what, four months to another plan? Yeah, that's what I'm saying.

It's like, it sucks, man. Yeah, I mean, what can you do? What can you do? But everyone's like... I should have just clutched. You say you could have just clutched it? Yeah, I could have just clutched it. Yeah, we were talking about you guys be tipping me or no.

Like, I should just clutch. It's kind of nuts. I need to remember in those moments. Like, I just need to make sure I just do like my shit. I used to feel like I was like when I was winning tournaments a lot that like the last push of a team is all it always looks very laxadaisical and like sloppy and they're kind of just desperateing I'm really good at getting those kills whenever they're desperateing like I'll kill the first kid like right away but like I just like didn't

think about it like that because I haven't been like in a position to really go to a grand finals like this like I haven't really been this good position in a long time where I feel like I'm like the favorite to win so even in cod for a while right even in cod yeah like so I just kind of forgot that like the last push is going to look that desperate and that's like something I could have reminded my team of before the final push, you know? And it's like when you hear that, it's like it feels like you're about to four dead them, you know? They're about to desperate. They're about to desperate.

Like everyone chill. Like, you know what I'm saying? Just get a kill. We win. Get a kill. We win. But it's like I didn't say that. So whatever.

Well, that's that 2020. Better it happen now. Yeah, but I'm so sick of hearing that though. Yeah. Like I was going to say. I hate that saying. I hate that saying. I hate that song.

I started off. But then they win. I just hate that saying. but yeah except for it too many times now yeah like every tournament every tournament's a tournament

at the end of the day like people are going hard at the fucking tournament whether it's champs or not whether it's champs or a normal event like I always hate it people like to chance people turn up like and I'm someone who is notoriously known

for turning with champs I still think it's stupid yeah like I'm like it's just a tournament and like I look better because other people are breaking sure but it's just a tournament I'm going just as hard as they're the other tournaments

like what was your uh what was your talk with the with the team afterwards like were you just nothing like super specific but were you guys like like not like

were you saying like that was on me kind of? I mean kind of I mean like I was talking for like an hour and they were all just three just kind of listening but I wasn't really like I wasn't like yelling anyone I was kind of just saying like

I'm kind of reminding me like I'm here to like no one played bad no I know I'm saying I just want to like I wanted to remind them like of just certain things that it takes to like win whether that be you to do with comms or like whatever and I'm like telling them like if you guys have any questions

like don't be afraid to ask me like I'm here to help you you know like I'm trying to ascend you to the next level I want you guys to like be like I want you guys to ask me something that I might have thought before I won a tournament you know it might sound kind of like cringe but like I'm not going to think of it as cringe I'm going to be like oh yeah I should think that shit too nah dude you're good like you know what I'm saying whether whatever whatever it may be like I'm here to help

and I don't know I feel like if I I feel like if I were just like more I'm just too vibey like to be honest I'm just too vibey and I try to make sure I'm viby every time so like whenever there's a problem I kind of just like sweep it under the rug and think like it's not that big of a deal you know is it different like joining a team that already existed rather than like coming up and cod

where like y'all were together for so long yeah I mean like I was trying to fit into their system but they didn't no they were they were really like when I first run the team they were kind of like let's not even go over shit that we do let's just play and see how it goes and that was kind of how our gameplay formed at the start and it's been like our foundation

which is good I still think we're a gross scene it's just like just sucks that we have to wait so long yeah yeah that's that's ridiculous I mean send came to play on Sunday that don't get me wrong

send was fucking frying yeah I ain't gonna lie like at first like I'm thinking of the best scene C9 optic and then I was like C9 in optic and I would like put you guys up here

but then I'd be like sentinel ZU night But then I was like, I don't know, man. Because tremors are insubmental, bro. I'm like talking to my chat and shit and like no one's saying in Sentinels. Bro, send one off pure vibes. Yeah. But I'm like, these guys have been together for like six years.

Send just got to the final by even C9 and Optic on the way there. They're dumb gassed. It's no wonder they four out in the final, you know? Like, because that's how mental it actually is at tournaments. Does Sen think that they were the most prepared team at the tournament? They don't think they're going to for O C9 as well. I don't even think they thought they were going to beat us. Like I'm telling you, Sen was giving us the win.

on the game four they were making a lot of mistakes we just made a lot too we could have easily cleaned it up and won like two oh round count we shouldn't even go into a third round they were scamming a lot I'm like I'm like going fucking shotgun spawn and then he's standing on Jen jumping up and down shooting and the ball guys like in sub I'm like what are you doing you know like what are you doing here like shit like that like all happening around the map and it's also like when someone's winning winning and then they finally start losing it's like they start sort of consistently losing like it is sort of like a mental thing oh dude like we like we

we got bounced like how often do you see someone get dropped out from winners and get three oh by a team that's on fire and losers because you're playing a team that just three or united rather than getting like a series like stolen from them and they should be in finals like that's what they're thinking it's like hard to bounce back was it three oh against c nine and loseers yeah three oh yeah and we completely trolled the game too and that was like yeah that was just like nail the coffin there was like zero chip we don't think we're pulled their flag and bizarre didn't you guys didn't you guys beat them in winners no we never went on send beat them oh somehow oh yeah yeah somehow What was that series?

3-1. It looked like C-9 was just playing like shit. Yeah. Because we played C-N and it didn't feel like someone's playing that great either. Like, I just thought C-9 was just playing like shit too. Like that's what I'm saying. I feel like we were the strongest team there. Because it felt like we were like, we had the edge of winning every series apart from the C-9 one.

It's like, I don't even feel like we played C-9 how we like play them usually. Like we were just like fucking like. Do you see snipe down, Michael back to Apex? I did see that. Yeah. I think that's like that's very likely. Yeah. I mean, good for him, but that's also a huge.

huge hit for Halo. Sucks. Yeah. Somebody jumped the ball there. I mean, I never heard Eric speak on it. Like, I talked to him a lot. Like, we talked a few nights at the event. Yeah.

We never really talk about that, though. Like, I don't really know what his thoughts are on that. Yeah. Yeah. I just don't think he enjoys, do it. You enjoy playing Halo? I do. Yeah, I do.

Yeah, I don't think he enjoys it at all. I don't think he enjoys playing Hela right now at all. Do you play matchmaking? To go from such a well-oiled game like Apex into a brand new game that, that somebody yeah Matt oh it's Matt

fucking Dorden making any just a key fucking I just heard a key and I was like oh to go from like a well-oiled machine like like apex that's you know

has a really thriving like thriving built out rank system that's really good it's like the second best it's like the whole game's pole right is like the ranking system and then you go to like a

like a al infinite to where there's literally no reason to play besides scram Yeah, yeah. It's got to be difficult. It's kind of like, remember when, remember when Ninja was playing Halo 5 and H1C1 at the same time?

And a lot of us were like, why are you even playing Halo still when you're, you would, you would get off of scrimms of Halo 5 and go play H1 for three times as many viewers. That's pretty much what Slytheon's doing too. Yeah, that's kind of the vibe I get. I don't even think you stream tail like that anymore. I think you only streams apex,

which would give you a pretty good idea. Yeah, I feel like at first it's viewership when you would do. play Halo was really good. It was, yeah. Now it's just no one. He doesn't have a fun time playing matchmaking. It's like such a big difference from Apex to HALA.

Yeah. I'm sure he has so much more fun on Apex. Like, it's not even close. I don't even think HAL is giving him any dopamine anymore. The streams are way better. Yeah. Like, every time I click on a stream like night, he's got like, he's nine hours in he would stream. Yeah.

He has to be so depressed playing fucking Halo Infinite. Yeah. It's kind of what I feel. Except, no, I don't really enjoy it. I feel like Addy fucking ruin my enjoyment for any games.

Yeah. That makes sense. Over time. What's the last time you enjoyed a game? I enjoy Apex. Yeah. I've been like Apex too and it's actually pretty fun. Yeah.

You have been. I saw on like my Steam's friends list. It was like Form has like something something hours this past week or like something like that. I was like, ah, he's been grinding.

I would see like other people would have like 20 hours. And I think, You were, I don't know. But also leave it on them, too. Yeah. It counts that. What rank are you now? Diamond.

I think I'm like. I'm not very good. I played against Predigeroa. All this year and I was getting fried. I was getting absolutely fried. What am I? Fucking gold. Something?

Probably. Those were the days, bro. What? The gold days? They're so fun. Were they fun? I'm like, I'll literally get on maybe like once every other day for like two,

like three, maybe four games. and my rank is so shit everyone's just so shit that I'm like yeah this is fun yeah it doesn't then you play like a three sweaty kids flying live it up man

you find somebody that tap straves you around a corner and pumps you in the head and that's where you guys are at that's where I'm out to and I'm just don't want to go that hard to where I'm like okay how do I fucking beat this you know or like I'm like let me try to stop dying with this

what new mechanic do I have to learn When someone runs at me and they're sweating hard enough I like give them the win I'm like that's how I felt in Fortnite like when people start building I'm just like Like, Exactly.

I'm just like, I'm not on this game to like fucking do this right now. I'm not building. I'm going under your build and just yeah. Yeah.

You were grinding Fortnite. I was fucking. I was definitely better than you at time. Dang. I don't know. You're gonna say no. You're gonna say no, but I actually got really good

and no one know about no new about it except for like a few people. Yeah. Yeah. That was good. But I remember I think I'd look

like my all time. I killed you a few times in Tilton. And I killed you. I saw him my, Yeah. You might have killed each other, actually. No mind.

In my all-time, like, clips, you're like somehow, somewhere close to the top. And it's just killing formal and tilted tower. Would you always land and tilted? I think it's, I think your clip is actually me killing you. I'm not even trolling. No, I watched them. I have like two or three clips. I know they're there.

I know there's one where you like, wait, was that formal? Probably. When I killed you and you were freaking out. And then you were like, wait, was that formal? Then you laughed. And then you'd be left. I just casually shooting you in the middle of tilted. Well, I know you've killed me, but I've killed you.

You probably have to, yeah. I land it tilted every game. Should I get a ruler, guys? Huh? Oh, a dick measure competition? Yeah. Where would you land? Trump Tower?

Nah, I always went to, like, the side buildings, like the little two-story, like the little two-story, like, concrete buildings that had, like, just enough loot to where you could go there, and go to the fucking bottom of the town, and start cleaning shit out. A little L buildings? You'd go and there were shield and shit.

Dude, those were the days. 2018, Fortnite? Whenever my life was falling apart, but I could drop tilted. Yeah, those were the days. Probably tilted made you feel like your probably problems were gone. Yeah.

You know what I'm saying? You're just flying in. You're just like, you're leaving tilted with like 12 kills. You're just like, like everything's quiet. You're just walking out of tilt.

Anyone else. Going to Lute Lake. Dude. You know I had the world record at one time? Like the squad world team squad world record. It's like you. Who was it?

Who was it? Um, there's me, Sheenie. Was it Wizke? Me, Sheenie, WizK and like, uh that's how cracked you was this time with a little twitter demons

fuck it was the fourth the fourth like carried us to baldby no it wasn't bawdy figures oh figures I think it was this guy figures yeah yeah figs but yeah they were like little crackhead demons dude those was a

how long did you hold that record for and well how many kills you guys got like a few weeks I think we got like 56 and Tfu's squad had like 55 oh shut felt so good about it it but you had in your title the whole time yeah current world record order put it on YouTube thought it was gonna go viral it didn't it didn't I remember you saying that because how many views it to get uh might be at like I think it's above like 150 that's pretty fucking good yeah but for like a for a fortnight at like 2018

fortnight world record yeah those those videos were going in my game my gameplay also wasn't like that. entertaining to watch. Do Baldi's a solo, like solo record. He had like 20-something. You know he was on optic? Yeah.

For a little bit. Yeah, yeah, Baldy got held back. Dude, Baldy was actually disgusting of Fortnite, dude. That solo video is like

so entertaining to watch too. Wait, what is it? Every one of his kills just looks so sick. Really? Everyone of his kill? Dude, we should like watch it. Like,

I almost want to put it on right now. I'm down to watch it. Does that work? Yeah, we can we can we can we can wrap this up and then and then watch it you want to do that nick yeah it's probably been a while now right this has it been a hour and a half really a half my god it kind of flew by that's the flycast magic man yeah we're all just actually friends the fuck I'm just trying to think with the cornyish shit I can say it's the flycast for sure

all right you want to outro us Nick how do I outro this thanks so much the formal again for coming on music or do we? What are your thoughts on the podcast? We do have an outro. We do have an outro. We do have an outro. I want to ask you one more thing. Would you come back? To this? Yeah. Maybe.

Should this be? This is like a special guest type of thing. Especially right after the Halo event. We just had to hear you out. Had to make sure you're okay. Brought you back. Oh, I'm chilling. Checked on you. I'm chilling. You're no longer

checked? I'm more mad at myself now.