The Flycast - Gaming Off Adderall, Call Of Duty Ranking System and Moving To The Heczquarters | The Flycast Ep. 32
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Dude, can you cut those?
You're going back out again?
I think I'm like groan just to trigger people on stream.
And just like make sure I show them off.
Who?
Make sure that you get this card.
Wow, this is a pretty good, like cat my nails all on my car.
I think we ever had an intro, man.
I think that's our intro.
Asking if we have an intro.
For nine episodes straight.
Just.
Hey, do we have, wait, it's nine, right?
What do you mean nine?
No, 30, 39.
Oh, 39.
I was about to say.
Episode number,
welcome back to another.
Welcome back to another episode of the Flycast,
right back with our weekly program.
Yes.
Episode 32.
Not 39.
Not 39.
We'll get there in seven weeks.
episode number 32 of the fly cast back at it like a crack at it well too soon too soon um i've been
seeing a lot of that lately a lot of too soon too soon jokes yeah um hex has made some i hope people
don't think i because what's weird okay so people in rehab already just right back up already
Or people in rehab would say like,
like I remember this one woman also I noticed from the last flycass.
I kept saying like.
And it was pissing me off.
It was bugging me.
Once I realized I was saying like, I started realizing I say it so much.
Anyways, in rehab, this woman said that she would go out to drink with her friends and she was an alcoholic.
And they would sort of, they'd sort of be like, oh, well, what's, I almost said her name, but oh, what's, I'm going to make up a name.
Oh, what's Kathy going to drink?
And it was kind of like the awkward, like an awkward kind of thing.
Yeah.
And almost like, oh, is this like triggering for you?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And it's not, at least for me, I don't know if it's like that for like other people, but it's not.
like that for me at all. I'm sure it is like that
for other people. Yeah.
I mean, maybe. I don't know.
No, I'm sure it is.
But it's not
like I don't want people thinking
like any kind of jokes or
anything like that like
bother me or if like
alcohol is around
or drugs.
Not that they would be.
I don't want anyone to think, like, it's just not like that at all for me.
And I've noticed that, like.
You had a pretty unique situation.
Yeah.
So how has it been the last week, Sobniak?
Sobniak has been fun lately.
Sobniak's like so much more fun.
I can agree with that.
I can definitely agree with that one.
Soeniac like wakes up and just like gets up.
And talks to people.
Yeah.
Soeniac will like respond back sometimes now.
Yes.
But pretty much every morning I've been just like coming to the hex quarters, which like is weird for me.
Yeah.
Because even when the hex, like the hex quarters is it hasn't always been.
And the hex quarters where, like, people actually go and, like, chill.
But it was never a thing for me to, like, just go to ever.
Yeah, yeah.
Like, if I was going to stream, it would be from my apartment.
And I always said that, like, if I'm going to stream, I'm going to stream from my apartment.
I just always felt like I'd be more comfortable doing that.
Yeah.
And just, like, having people around, it's just was, I would tell myself it was just, like, distracting.
But now it's, like, it's almost flipped.
Like to where I'm, I'm hitching.
Yeah.
And to, I'm, like,
God, streaming from my apartment would suck.
It's so much better.
Like, the vibe would be so shit.
Yeah.
Streaming from my apartment.
You just feel like, like, to go to work,
you walk three steps into your living room.
Yeah.
And then it's like, you go back into your room and you door to ask food.
And then that's it.
That's it.
There's no, like, human contact.
It's fucking nothing.
Now it's, I sort of have a little ritual of what I have found.
I've found, I think, my morning coffee, but it doesn't involve coffee.
It involves smoking a black and a mile.
But I want to upgrade to cigars.
Oh, like a stogie?
Because I drive like 25 minutes to the hex quarters in the morning.
So like, you know, I just wake up a shower and then I just start driving.
I don't really like waste any time.
Like even laying around.
So and like on that drive, I'm like, this is kind of nice.
Dude, that's what I was thinking.
Because I'm like 20, I'm like 15, 15, 20 minutes away too.
And we're both moving to the same apartment.
Oh, yeah.
And so I'm like, low key.
I was like, I think I'm going to miss that drive.
Yeah.
Because I like the drive.
Like I light up a black and my aisle.
I just like crack this, my sunroof open a little bit.
So it's fucking airs out.
And I just, like, I turn on music and I just, like, this morning.
Yeah.
Played you the Torrey Lane song.
Just like shit like that.
And I'm like, I have like a little like nicotine buzz.
And I'm just like, fuck yeah.
And like during the day, I don't, I don't really like doing it.
But like just first thing in the morning just doing that, I'm like, damn.
Yeah.
I don't really mind this drive.
Yeah.
But what I do mind is like in the middle of the day stuff.
of where it's like
I'm like completely
or say like they start screaming or something
at the hex orders
yeah like I could
I would much rather just walk to my apartment
and go like chill for a few hours
rather than like
that part is gonna be nice
the like 25 minute drive kind of sucks
um
and most of the time nowadays
I don't even drive home
I just fucking lay there
and watch TV for a few hours
and then like play my mind
craft or something. Oh, oh, at the heck's during, yeah, while there's, while they're, uh, screaming or
whatever. Yeah. So it's just, yeah, it's, it's going to be, it's going to be interesting.
So it, it, I think once everybody's here, because we're all going to be basically in the same
apartment building. Yeah. And then we're all going to be at the headquarters. I, like, there's been
parts, there's been times during the last, like, like, two, like, week and a half where it's felt more like
the scuff house than the scuff house, like ever felt. You know what I mean? Like at the
I wouldn't say ever felt, but, like, yeah. I want to say ever felt, but,
At the very beginning of the scuff house, yeah, it was like always popping and we were always like hanging out and stuff.
But there were times at the scuff house where it was like everyone did their own thing.
Right now it seems like everyone's like super collaborative.
Even Seth's coming in.
And Seth has to drive and set's a diva.
So it's like the fact he's coming in just because he misses the vibes of everybody.
Yeah, I think they were just fucking with him.
Or like because I'm here and I'm like hanging out with formal all the time.
Like I'm still informal from Seth.
and they're saying like oh s that's so jealous he's not here hanging out with all of us and then
step gets in his own head yeah that's how that's just how set is yeah but i'm uh i am i don't know
you were asleep the whole time but just before we came over here i was bothering hex about
sending in my like sort of like employment verification right yeah fucking to where we're moving
And I'm excited
To just like get this shit over
Yeah
Because moving fucking sucks
It sucks
It really sucks
And we've moved so much
Especially fucking
Me and Aaron
Had to move an extra time
Just because we like got kicked out of our one apartment
We had to move an extra time too
Because my first place flooded
Oh shit
Yeah
We've moved the same amount
It's fucking crazy
Yeah
It's been like five times
in the past like three years.
Yeah.
But I'm excited to just just chill for a little bit.
Like I'm not going to have a roommate.
I'm excited to just start fresh in an apartment and not because right now I have like shit that's like kind of cluttered.
And I'm like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I'm like, fuck.
Well, I'm going to move anyway.
I might as well just.
Do you have, I don't know if this is overstepping.
I don't know if it's going to trigger you.
But you don't have any like your apartment now does it doesn't have like when you walk in.
It's not like, oh, this is where it all happened.
I do.
feel like it's kind of a ghost
like ghosts like ghost's skeleton closet
kind of like I look at my
desk and it's just like
that's where it happens like I don't
I don't know
I don't
it is yeah I don't
it's just like a dreary
kind of like
yeah I can bad
not bad
not a bad vibe but like
I like kind of just want to get out of it
yeah I can I can fucking imagine
yeah
in like my room as well.
Some of it has to do with more like the relationship stuff.
That's, yeah, yeah.
Especially like sitting on my balcony or like,
because me and Linda would always sit out there.
Not always, but of course, like just the bedroom.
Right, right.
But like, yeah, it does have it.
Like I want to get out of there.
Yeah.
I even thought about.
and of course like opening my cabinet shit but um i even thought about just switching apartment
apartments in my apartment building yeah that's that's how it was because i got out of a
relationship and then i stayed in that emerson apartment for like three more months so every time
i came home from the hex squares i was just like like right right before i was just like right before
I went in, I was like, there used to be a dog in there and a person.
Damn, I forgot. You had a fucking dog.
Yeah. So I could figure that. And then you add all the other stuff on top of it.
I figured, I figured you'd want to get out of there. And I wanted, I do not want to sit down in my PC.
Have you, I haven't touched. Have you sat down at it? Really?
Once. You should just bring it to the hex quarters.
Well, I think I'm going to, the dude I bought it from, who,
like builds a PC like I think I
I don't know if I fucked it up or it's been fucked from the start yeah
like Halo 3 and Addy and shit had my mind fucked up
yeah TJ was telling Tj would tell me about it but even now
I played Halo 3 at the hex quarters I'm like yeah my shit was fucked
I think it was my internet it could have been my modem it could have been like my
PC but like such weird shit would happen like people would literally disappear like
and then every
I would always like test my internet
and stuff because I didn't know if it was my PC
if it was my internet and like my
piece or my internet would always
um
like the
fuck what's it called
it had like buffer bloat
which is an internet term I didn't know of
yeah and that basically means I'm getting like packet
loss or like
my PC's just not
it's almost like
my internet
And this is apparently common with AT&T Fiber is that the internet sends too much internet to your PC, which causes it to like flood.
It like floods your fucking internet.
Yeah.
And even this dude who does like PC optimizations and shit like tested mine.
It was like, wow, I've never seen one this bad.
Really?
Yeah.
And but yeah, I don't know if it was like something.
with my Ethernet portal, my PC, or my modem, or my apartment building or what,
but something was definitely fucked.
Like, I know I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I was crazy.
Yeah.
And I was, I am crazy and I was definitely crazy last year.
Right.
But, like, no, something was like, actually fucked.
Yeah.
Even just playing, I played, like, five games at the X-Corps.
I was like, wow, this actually feels like Halo 3.
Right.
Like, there, like, when, I was like, like, when I was playing.
I was playing.
Like, there was times I couldn't,
I couldn't even make jumps.
Like certain jumps were just hard as fuck.
I'm like, what the fuck?
My game feels so broke.
Like, damn.
But.
Yeah, I looked over from streaming and I looked at your setup and all I see is a
Halo 3 screen and I was like,
oh,
yeah.
Like, stop taking my fucking controller.
Yeah, you took it like 12 times.
Yeah, no.
I just had like, and the thing is I took it.
Well, that's,
Hax had like a box of controllers, but I can't find them.
Yeah.
But, um, so you have the only Xbox controller.
Yeah.
And then I'd take it and then I'd sit down and end up playing like two games and just be like,
God, I'm bored.
Let me just go fucking sit on the couch or something.
So FPS games have become, uh...
Stale?
They seem pretty stale for you too, man.
I heard you complaining on God.
Actually, I see you playing a decent amount.
Yeah, it's weird.
I have like a weird relationship with Cod because I want it, I want it to further.
I mean, saying this to a Halo person is damn near disrespectful.
But I want the scene to progress.
I want the scene to progress and it's just not going to because they don't care.
They don't, or they just don't.
That's so weird.
They just don't, they don't have.
I mean, you see what every other game is doing with the way Valorant had launched with basically
launched with the rank system and they already have all these different camo.
and these different, like, things and different trading systems, the same way CS had it.
I mean, they even have it in Rocket League.
There's rank systems and you have these cool-ass cars and there's different things with different games.
Like you can play, you can do the Fortnite battle bus inside Rocket League.
And then Rocket League has, I mean, then Fortnite has Master Chief running around.
Like everyone is like integrating and pushing the scene forward.
And here we are at Cold War.
And it's just you get six maps.
And then they release a league play system.
that doesn't make any sense.
And then also like...
This is me, y'all.
Yeah.
And I haven't even played the game.
I mean, there's not, there's, the league play, the, the rank system makes zero sense.
And then the, what, and then throwing that on top of it is, late lately we've been trying to, like, branch out and do, like, different variety things and, like, try to make good content and try to grow our YouTube and collab with people.
And then now that cod is out, Blake is like, Blake, Blake, especially Blake, but George as well.
They like really want to be good at cod.
And I'd like to be good at cod too, but being good at cod right now does nothing for us.
But like I don't want to, but like they know that I feel that way and I know they feel that way.
And so they're like, so do you want to play league play today?
And I'm like, I want to play Minecraft today.
And so that's where like the three person thing like kind of conflicts sometimes.
So we're trying to we're trying to balance that out right now.
But also like we have to figure out is there hype behind league?
play because we always do better.
We always get more subs when we play
Cod, but we always
have more potential when we play other games because we
collab with other people. It's like, it's like weird.
I don't know.
It's like, I don't know.
Well, I think, at least from, I don't know,
I thought you were kind of, actually, I
would say, you guys
should say fuck Cod.
not necessarily fuck cod
but like whatever
the three of you will enjoy
and like yeah of course be the best content
which is of course y'all's goal anyway
but like I think the collaborating thing
was like a huge
like step
for you guys because everyone
that
I noticed well I think I noticed
that every time you like collaborated
with like TST became a thing to like
that whole person's audience
right yeah it's like
you guys are the only uh well you guys aren't the only but that i know you guys are the only
like trio fucking yeah webcam yeah so like i think that's really smart to like having people
see that for the first time like no it's you know when you play with doc like yeah your jacket
like when you play with doc people are going to be like who the fuck's tST right and like click on
your stream, then they're going to see three people in a webcam be like, you the fuck.
Yeah, what is going on? Yeah, what is going on? And it's like just intriguing. Yeah, so.
That's like, yeah, that's what we're, I mean, that's what we're trying to do. We played
Tarkov with Lupo. I mean, when we were playing Among us, we were playing with a bunch of
different people. And then we've been playing with, we've been playing with Doc. I'm playing with
like Marcel and them on the Minecraft server. So we've been collaborating a lot.
We need, we want to start collaborating with like the cod guys, too. But,
but they're divus.
Well, it's just like,
Seth, like, loves playing with Umu.
I don't know what it is.
He loves it.
And,
and formal's been playing with you.
He's been playing Minecraft.
And then Bruce shoots the basketball after.
Bruce shoots basketball for two hours.
And, uh,
but we,
we have played with Dill.
So,
uh,
but Dill has been,
filming with Seth but I mean those those four do more work than anyone else
they they work harder than anyone else in the cod league
because no one else has this rigorous of a of a content schedule outside of
skimming and being that good so it's like for me to be like hey
I know you've been doing all of this shit all day but do you want to play
league play with us you know what I mean yeah I don't know but that's just how
I've always been I've always been like scared to
to ask people to collab, like, pretty much my whole career.
I never liked collabing.
Even prior to TST.
Yeah, like, we never, at the scuff house, we never, like, it was like just us.
Like, even, and even not then sometimes.
Yeah.
Whatever, whenever I played games, but I think it was the Addy.
Yeah.
Like, I didn't like collapping because that would be, like, socializing and shit.
Like, I liked just playing, because my mom.
mine is like, I guess,
scattered enough.
Yeah.
So it's like if I,
it's so hard for me to like,
I guess like be entertaining,
talk to chat,
keep up with any subs or donations.
Talk to the people I'm playing with.
Mute out.
Mute.
Yeah,
like the shit's,
I don't know.
I just never enjoyed it.
I was one of,
I mean,
that's one of the things is whenever I'm playing.
It's like it's kind of cheating or innovating.
But with TST,
it's all.
It's a constant collab because there's three people,
but we never have to mute out because we all talk to the same chat.
So whenever we collab with somebody,
it's really like a whole different dynamic
because I have to mute my whole desktop audio
because they can hear my desktop audio so they can hear alerts.
So I have to mute everything.
And then they can't talk to chat because they can't mute out
or I can hear them.
So it's just we just basically, whenever we collab,
we basically ignore chat.
But our chat understands that because 90%
of the time we're always talking to them like all the time.
Or you just got to do it then.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That's why when you hosted me yesterday and you came over and you tap me on the
shoulder.
Oh, yeah.
I hadn't said anything.
I didn't even like do that for any reason.
Yeah.
I know.
Like I don't even.
It was just,
it was just funny.
But that was one of those,
that was like one of those rare situations where we were collaborating with
someone.
And so I couldn't say anything to chat.
And they couldn't say anything to chat either.
But all of chat was spamming BTH.
So I don't know.
It's like a weird.
It's,
we're still trying to figure.
it all out, I guess.
Really.
I don't, let's see.
I've been, well, yeah.
I guess I've actually no, before I go
into Minecraft.
Yeah.
Fucking, did you see the one
tweet back to League Play?
I think it was like Von der Harr.
Is that his fucking name?
Yeah.
Tweeted at Scump.
Like, oh, back in like
October, November or something.
Do you remember what he said?
It was like, uh...
Said something like,
or Seth said
league play or it doesn't make any sense basically the general gist was call to do you should be released
with a rank play system it doesn't make sense why there's not and then what did he say he said something
like i think what you meant to say was a bunch of people are working hard on this game something
like that that piss me off i saw that was like god set please just destroy
like fire back that's like our goat that's the only
guy who cares at all. But then I see that. And Seth was like, Seth responded was like, oh, you know, I love you guys.
I have faith in your studio, blah, blah, blah. Yeah. And then he, and then he responded to that and was like,
something like, trust me, we won't let you down. Uh, almost like another like just overly confident
tweet. Yeah. Something that like kind of rub me the wrong way. And then they drop this. Yeah.
And it's just I wanted to.
to quote that tweet so bad and just say like oops but but that's like that that's the thing is
in cod like that's our only developer that cares so we can't so everybody kind of like like what the
fuck is this like people got to like like people like scump i feel like have to like tell him what it is
like apparently he's apparently he gave uh he he he tweeted at at ian and said text
me, I lost your number.
Something, because Ian said, all we want is an ELO system, which is basically the, like,
the rank play system that works.
And he said something like, text me, I lost your number or something like that.
So apparently, I don't know.
No.
Yeah.
I don't, I know.
And there's that.
I'm hesitant and talk about it because I've complained about it so much.
So it's just.
I have it.
I know.
I know.
But I don't even play.
But it's just, it pisses me off.
Because you guys had it in 1985.
because I know the feeling of having a good ranking system
and then to see like such confident and like
sort of arrogant these like arrogant tweets from him
and just like how he gets or like just seeing him get defensive
and like send an arrogant tweet
and like overly confident tweet
and then to completely and utterly not deliver
it's like like is I don't
know if he has said anything since then
yeah but like so maybe
he has and said like
I mean it's definitely big
it's definitely a big discussion yeah but it's like
how just how was it
not done I don't that's
I don't understand it I don't know
and the same thing with Halo too
don't think you're off the hook
like Hela's been fucking up
for a long time
yeah
the
so the thing is
is the
the most iconic league play system we've ever had was black ops two same developer
then black ops three came out and they tried something new and it didn't really work at all
because it took 20 minutes to get into a game because there was this whole pregame thing you had to do
it was just nobody played it or very few people played it but the thing with black ops two
what made it so popular is that not just the competitive people played it like other people played it
a T Martin playing it and all the like the like Wildcat and his whole crew like like a bunch of
people played like I'm pretty sure I played yeah yeah yeah for like the few times I got on ninja
played it like a bunch of people played it that were outside of call of duty and then the people
inside call of duty everyone wanted to watch it because they saw everyone playing it and that's
when Nate shot and Seth just blew the fuck up yeah then blackups three comes out doesn't really
have a good rank system blackups four comes out and
it was probably the
the worst out of the three.
Still not bad.
It's still a competitive rule set.
And so you're not just playing pubs.
Like it's basically,
you're basically playing an MLG playlist.
Yeah.
Without a rank.
But,
I mean, there's no real,
there's no real good ranks.
No one,
there's no,
there's no prestige behind it.
Nobody's,
nobody's remembering
when they were master prestige
or whatever in Blackups 4.
And that's the,
that's the league play system
that they copy and paste.
for this one.
What's Black is four?
I think you,
it might have been you that said like,
you play your five placements.
And then after that,
there's absolutely no reason to play.
What does that mean?
Here's what happened for us.
So the four of us, TST and Doc,
we play our five placement matches together.
We win all five placement matches.
Blake and George get put into elite, I think.
Either elite or diamond.
It's the second, it's right below master.
Doc and I get put two below that.
And it's something called advanced,
and it's right above competitor.
And so I didn't understand the league play system at all during that point.
And I was like, what, it had to have glitched or something,
because we won all five games together,
or all five games we won together.
And apparently what it is, it goes by score per minute.
It doesn't go by win loss.
What does that mean?
So Blake and George were going dumb hard all five games.
games. So they dropped 40s. So people get rewarded for stat whoring. Basically. God, fuck. So they,
it's so shit. It is, it is really bad. So I was, I was chilling like the whole time because we were
blowing people out. Like, they were getting 10 points and we were beating them 250 to 10. So I'm not
going to be calling out and going dumb hard. I'm going to try to, we're playing in front of 20,000
people. So I'm going to try to figure out how to make it entertaining and,
stop Doc from raging so much because he loves to rage.
So I'm sitting there like chilling and then we get our placements and they had gone so hard.
And so I was like, oh shit, so it's by score per minute.
So now I have my rank.
Doc has his rank and I'm like, so we, so Doc and I have to go dumb hard and then we'll
start ranking up.
Come to find out, you don't get to rank up once you get placed into your matches.
So the only way to rank up is you have to wait three days.
And then it counts based off of how it counts based off of how much you have been playing those last three days and how much your score has gone up during those three days.
So apparently the three days is coming up tomorrow.
I've played a decent amount.
I think I've played a decent amount.
So I just, I don't know.
I don't know what my rank.
Fuck it.
Fuck it.
I don't know what my rank is going to be tomorrow.
I guess.
And so who cares.
That's what I'm saying.
Who gives a shit?
So that's the problem.
All you have to.
I don't give a shit what this rank is.
That's what I'm saying.
Like there's no reason.
If that's how it is,
then rank doesn't matter.
And so then.
Like in hard points,
people would literally not get the hard point.
They'll just go for the kills.
Or they'll jiggle the point,
not get on the hill.
Like they won't milk the time.
Right.
in like a close game like there's times where you're going to have to accept dying but like your milk in time or like playing around like that's what that's that's that's which makes it real call of the competitive call to that's duty that's the thing is is that there's really no there's no like argument against it like that's what blake and i have been getting into not like getting into it but like we've been like arguing about it since it dropped because he's like well you know it's like in
in Rocket League, in Rocket League, Blake is,
and Blake's been playing for three years, so he's like nine times better,
like 20 times better than Blake,
than George and I.
But we played all of our placement matches together.
Somehow I got ranked higher.
So I'm ranked higher than Blake in Rocket League,
even though he carries me every game.
Yeah.
So he's like, well, in Rocket League, it would make,
if it was like this in Rocket League,
then I would be Diamond and Rocket League and you would be platinum
because it would be based off a score per minute.
And I'm like, that's fine.
I get that.
but like that's one tiny little example or one tiny little thing where and even in that scenario
I would be fine with that but you would still be able to get out of your own division like if if he
was platinum in Rocket League and I was Diamond he would still be able to get to Diamond if he just
plays enough and he get like boosts his score per minute whereas in in Call of Duty right now
if you place into advanced you can't leave you.
leave advanced, no matter how much you play, until a certain amount of time period.
Yeah, until a time period is over.
Literally when you log on, it says, you don't even know what to do.
No, you have to.
So you get placed into a ladder.
And in the ladder, you have to be top 25 on the ladder in order to achieve like a reward.
And in order to be top 25, you just have to play.
you have to play as much as possible you don't it's not like a win-loss thing it's like a or maybe
it is a win-law i don't know it doesn't make any sense it does not make any sense at all i see some
aspects that they're like kind of stealing from league of legends but it's like dude it doesn't
work but it's no it's bad that they're it's just stealing from stealing from other games but legal it
would work if they actually just stole the entire thing yeah like
maybe right take the good parts with it stealing from other games when your call a duty and stealing
from other games when your halo is why it downfalls you're already fucking call a duty or halo you know
what i mean like whenever they started sprinting in halo and whenever they started doing all this like
other stuff in in halo that we're trying to simulate other games it's just like but you're already
the biggest game just push that forward like when ghosts came out in cod and they made
it looked like battlefield.
And everyone was like,
and then AW comes out
and we go jet packs for three years
because they wanted it to look like Titanfall,
or they wanted to box out the Titanfall people.
And it was just like, why?
Like Cod 4, Modern War for 2, Black Ups 2,
they already existed.
They already blew all the records out of the water.
And then they go back to Modern Warfare last year
and they break all the records again.
And it's like if you had just been doing that from the start.
The thing with good ranking systems
is like
the, like, I see what they thought they were doing
with like the, what was it, point, like, doing better.
Score per minute.
Yeah, yeah.
I see what they thought they were doing with the score per minute.
Like, some shitter who, like, gets carried five placements in a row.
Like, he doesn't deserve to.
Right.
But if he, if they win the game, they win the game.
But what good.
games good ranking systems do is if you lose a game like that's pretty like it like chunks your
fucking rank yeah and like shitters are gonna lose a lot more games exactly like even just i was gonna say
like in the long run but not even in the long run just like that day when they're still
searching by themselves they're gonna lose until they match up with other shitters that's what
happens yeah they're gonna keep they're gonna lose majority of their games like
Like, they're just...
Especially if they're solo queuing, like...
Yeah, and they're solo queuing, like, that's the good thing that I liked about good ranking systems.
Even when, like, League of Legends, like, it definitely had its moments of just, like, fucking sucking.
Because, like, you could tell when someone, like, wasn't that good or, like, no offense, but, like, a lot of girls would play support.
Right.
Which is, like, I would say the least fuck-upable.
role. So, like, there would be some girls with, like, higher rank than me. And, like, I know I'm
better than them. Like, I've, like, streamers and, like, I've seen them play. And, like,
I used to actually be, like, pretty good and, like, fucking making plays and shit. You're just
going hard as fucking, like, I can't even get to their rank. So I get the point. But at the same time,
no one gives a fuck. If that person, like, didn't deserve that right. That's, like, so, that's the
only like downfield downfall and that's the only small percentage of of why that should matter
and i just want that and that's that was blake's argument and i just want to be like blake i will give
you my diamond rank in rocket league and you will be the best on the team if you just admit that
this shit does not make sense it just does not make i wish i could just give him so there is probably
someone like blake at the call duty studio for sure arguing arguing he was like but i'm better than you
but we're winning so you're going to be
just as good as me, that doesn't make sense.
But that's how
good ranking systems work.
Yeah. In my
opinion. To be fair, it's not an opinion.
To be fair, I've never played
a game with a good ranking system.
Because I never played... I've played... That's the only
games I ever played. That's the only games you've ever played.
Because I've never... Well,
maybe H1Z1.
Like, I played...
Because I never played HAL 2. I even got into
fucking Hurtstone for a little bit.
Because it had like a...
Fucked your neck up.
Yeah, because it had like a good ranking system.
Also, that wasn't so many acts times.
I'm trying to think League of Legends, Halo 2.
People say Halo 3's 1 to 50 ranking system just like Halo 2,
even though Halo 2's 1 to 50 was a lot harder.
Yeah, that's what I heard.
Halo 3's, it was just too easy to get a 50.
I played a little bit of reach.
Didn't reach have a good ranking system?
I didn't.
I mean, it had like the 1 to 50s.
ranking system.
Right.
You wouldn't have like complete and utter shitters.
Yeah.
But like you could get a fit like my local like the way I looked at it was like if my
locals can get a level 50.
It's not good.
Yeah.
That makes sense.
Like the only.
Like the only.
Because I was master the whole time.
Okay.
You know what I mean?
Like master prestige.
That's why I wish.
Yeah.
That's not.
That's not a good ranking system.
I wish they had.
Or it's just it's good but it's not great.
Right.
Right.
Like, apparently like World War II.
Like the pros should really be,
the pros should even be kind of like bouncing in and out of the top,
top tier.
Yeah.
That's what,
that's why people always talk about World War II.
And World War II was one of the worst cods ever made.
But it had the best ranking system to the point where if you were a pro and you
had just got done with scrims or you just got done with whatever,
you can just hop into the league play system and you would match with seven other pros.
Yeah.
Like that's how it was.
if they look at that and we're like
because everyone kind of looks at that game like it was shit
but it was just the game that doesn't have to do
it the ranking system but I wonder if they're like
you see what happened with that game it wasn't probably
like some numbers guys and that's why
that's why that yeah that's true numbers guy
is looking at that ranking system that is true
they see the blackups four
they see the blackups four sales with blackout
because blackout came out with blackups four
and they're like oh
these numbers are good
and then look at the World War II numbers
these numbers are bad
we need this frank that is possible
but it's also the same developer
I mean it's the same developer
that did the other one so
but I don't even play in the game
yeah I don't care you got me on
I was not planning on talking about this
you got me all into it
well I want to bigger and better things
Minecraft
Minecraft I started Minecraft
how's that
it's been pretty fun
it's
I know
I slightly enjoy it because I've come to find out what like grinding diamonds is.
Yeah.
So I've been doing that a little bit off stream.
But I don't really see myself streaming it that much.
Much more?
No, not necessarily that much more.
Just only I don't see myself streaming it that much unless I'm like playing with like
hex informal.
Right.
Because like right now it's almost like.
like a storyline to like our
streams like people
people saw us our first time's getting on
then they saw us like getting better together
yeah then they saw us like kind of grinding diamonds and then like
I think tonight we're gonna grind diamonds a little bit
but then go into the nether or whatever
and I don't know what the point of that is
but hex wants us to do that so we're gonna do that
the funny thing is is that you all are doing that tonight
Hex hasn't even been to,
Hax hasn't even been to the nether.
Really?
Hex has been to the nether and he,
he knows what the nether is,
but he hasn't played the new update
and they completely change the nether entirely.
So we're all going to be new to.
Yes, he doesn't know anything.
I guarantee you he doesn't know anything.
So he's going to go in there.
It's going to be funny.
I'm excited to watch that shit.
We're going to get,
there's a bunch of rules that you're going to have to,
that your chat is,
going to spam at you.
And I'm going to be like, what does that even mean?
Exactly.
Because I haven't even, because I don't even know how to like make shit really.
Like I have to, Hax was telling me like two sticks and then one or three across and then
what he didn't tell me and my chat told me was that like you just search for it.
And I was like, what do you mean?
Oh yeah, just type in the book.
Yeah.
And I found that out through my chat.
No, like, why the fuck did you just tell me this?
Stop telling me, like, no, one stick, no.
On the left middle block and then one in the, like.
You just click it.
Yeah.
They're like Minecraft.
They're like Minecraft OGs that are like, I played before the book.
So they had to memorize everything.
I don't know if he's one of them, but that's just how like a bunch of people.
And just like, yeah.
I am not one of those people.
I am playing in time last year.
He was probably more of an OG because he did not mention the fucking search box.
but uh yeah that's what i guess my near future gaming career is gonna be is my craft which i kind of
enjoy it we were talking about yeah i mean it's so it's it's my favorite game ever made it's so much
fun yeah but there's like is like once you like get going you're like wait you can do this and
then oh you can do this and then oh you can build that and it's just just dashy even said he was
like, oh, dude, there's so much shit to do.
It's like never ending.
I was like,
I think we have one more thing to do.
And that's the nether or whatever.
Or like enslave the dragon or whatever the fuck beating Minecraft means.
Yeah.
So I don't know.
What I guess, I know there is like the mini games like jumping from block to block and not falling or some shit.
Yeah.
No, there's a bunch of like, I mean.
It's a very highly modable game.
So it legitimately is endless.
But even in the vanilla game, like what you're playing,
there's already so much you can do.
There's already, there's hundreds of things that you haven't seen.
Like what?
Like, have you,
have you seen villagers yet?
I don't know what that is.
They're like little people.
They're like people.
Yeah.
See, that's what I'm saying.
Like, there are so many.
How do you find those?
You just have to explore.
And the thing is, is the map is,
30 million blocks.
So that's
your possibilities.
And then you can go to the nether. Right now, we're just
like breeding cows.
That's one of the most fun parts.
It's like the beginning of it.
It's like breeding.
I almost want to like start over to like
have shit organized.
That's because you're already starting.
That's a part. That's one of the steps.
Restarting.
It's restarting.
And actually having shit organized.
Because right now we're just fucking.
If you guys.
go into our, the first, like, mountain we built into or whatever.
Yeah.
It's a shit show.
It's just like, you see, like, five staircases going down and just, like, lines everywhere.
Yeah, dude.
It's, I mean, it brings me so much joy.
And, and for people who have never played, or people who have played Minecraft for a long
time, watching someone play for the first time is, it's, it's, it's, it's so much fun and so, like,
irritating.
Yeah.
Because it's the biggest
backseat game ever.
Like,
I'm sure your chat
just bombards you
with shit while you play.
Yeah.
And they bombard me too.
And I know way more
than a lot of people
should even ever know
about Minecraft.
Yeah.
So,
so just like watching people
like make the first pickax
and figure out,
oh,
you can't,
you're not supposed to chop a tree
with a pickax,
supposed to chop it with an axe
and like all that.
I'm about at that part.
That part.
I'm at that part.
That's the best.
Step two.
a fucking a million
Yeah
Because then like
Once you start figuring it out
Then you get comfortable with how to play
You figure out like what you need to beat it
And then you try to play hardcore
And then you beat it hardcore
Which is a really fun
Everybody has to try that at least once
To beat Minecraft
Well, Hex has never beaten Minecraft
I know
Is he gonna try to beat it with you?
I mean if we can
The only person that would like hold us back
Would be formal
just because he
thought he's God
fucking
but
I like I
want to just play like
an hour or two a night
to just stream it
It's a very chill
I mean it's
It's a game where it could be
Whatever you want it to be
Yeah
Because I thought it was
I thought for the longest time
It was the chillest game
Like you
Whether you collect dirt
And make towers
And whatever
And then you start getting into it
And you're like
Oh it's
It's actually the scariest
Game I've ever played too
Like fucking creepy
fuck creepers first of all.
They're scarier than any game I've ever played.
I got scared for the first time yesterday by like just hitting a block and these like little
a white critter just comes out.
Holy shit.
Yeah.
And I don't know why that scared me because I even knew they like that could happen.
Yeah.
But it just scared this shit like genuinely like heart sank like everything.
I was like I think that's the first time I've like been scared at a game or from a game.
Dude one time we were making, like we're making this.
like shop like we're making a shop and we're like selling stuff in Minecraft uh in like the server
we're in so we were like digging out the roof and i dug out one roof or one thing and i just see
a creeper like walk up and fall down on me and i was just like ah it's like terrifying yeah so
when you say beating the game does that mean slaying the dragon yeah that i're technically beating
you can't beat the game but that's yeah whenever you beat the whenever you slay the dragon the
the credits role.
Oh.
So,
but then you can just keep playing.
Yeah.
I don't,
I don't even,
the game doesn't even,
for me,
I don't even really,
I mean,
I love,
I love it all,
but the game doesn't even like start for me
until I get the wings.
Because you can get wings
and you can fly.
Did you know that?
Sounds familiar,
but not really.
And Hex has never gotten the wings.
He's such a new.
But like,
that's his favorite game ever.
And he's,
but that's,
that's the thing about it is there's so many there's millions of people out there that have played
that have that never that never even gone to the nether they just play peaceful and they just walk
around and they explore the different biomes and build different things and and it's i mean it's it's it's it is
the best it's the best game ever made and then if you go into mods on top of that i mean it there's a
mod called pixel mon and i've always wanted to play it but i've never played it and you literally
you're playing Minecraft you can build houses you can
you can chop down trees everything you can do in regular Minecraft
but then there's Pokemon that run around
and you catch the Pokemon and you can battle other Pokemon
there's gems dude I'm telling you is like
if you go on top of you if you go past the vanilla game
which is already so much content
then there's even I mean there's unlimited amount of content out there
damn I should
dude if you played pixel I should just like
I'm gonna tell
tell one of my
mods or something
to like literally
just make a brand new channel
called like Minecraftniak
or something.
Minecraft Maniac.
Yeah.
Sounds like a good channel anyways.
And just like I don't care
like I won't have any sort of like ego
about like I don't care if it has like 50 views.
Yeah, yeah.
But just like if I had an entire channel
of just like
I don't know what it'd be.
whether it's like clips or yeah uh gameplay of just like art just exploring or whatever it's like
10 five to like 20 minute videos yeah that actually be a new little journey it's hard because
dude starting over on youtube is so hard yeah it's so like i so i so i mean i i uploaded my
leaving optic video on my channel and
I got like, obviously got like a hundred, 120,000 views because it's leaving Optic on my personal channel.
And then I uploaded a few times after that.
And then, and then we started the TST channel.
And I've, we've uploaded every single day on the TST channel for a year and a half.
And it's still not, it's not even where my channel was at the scuff house.
It's so much harder now to start channels.
And I, all I, like, it's, and we, we, we.
We do everything right.
I mean, we play Cod with formal and scump.
We play Tarkov with Lupo.
We play Minecraft with the crew and Marcel.
And we play with Doc and Jack.
Like, we do, I mean, we're doing everything right.
But that's what I'm saying.
Like, starting over now is harder than it's ever.
Yeah.
That's why I wouldn't even look at it.
Like, and I'm sure this is how you started with TFC.
Oh, I don't know.
But like, well, maybe not.
Well, like, I wouldn't.
I wouldn't have an ego of like,
because right now if I uploaded,
I feel like my channel is just,
just has like quality.
Yeah.
And definitely not quantity.
But I feel like my channel just has like quality.
Right.
Anything you click on my channel will be like,
like it's never like a why the fuck did he upload that?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
But like I don't want.
I have some,
why the fuck did he upload that?
on my channel
so like I don't
well my main channel
I have an ego
to where I don't want to upload
like I'm or like start uploading
Minecraft and it's just like where the fuck
did this come from yeah and it's like
if I don't continue
it because I don't know like where
Minecraft's going to go I don't want to just throw like three
Minecraft videos up there
yeah out of nowhere
and
then it just like
disappear or like it
it goes up there and has like a couple thousand views right or like it's something people don't
really care about like yeah i don't know i would just much rather start a new channel and just
tell just like tell jbock kind of tell someone like hey you do all of this and like whatever
if if i make anything at all just like split it with you or something right yeah until it starts
popping off and then you get like a little
percentage or something
but like I don't know
have someone like my
contribution
to the channel would just be playing it
right and like streaming it
and then like have someone literally
it's their channel yeah yeah
well it's my channel but like they
control the channel
yeah I have I'm doing that right now with
my second channel
it's like turning into a clips channel
so it's like TSD clips
Hitch Presents Clips
So it's like I'm on four different podcasts now
And I was like I'm on way too many podcasts
To just like
Be on the podcast
You know what I mean?
So I was like any type of those
Any type of those like JRE clips type things
I just told I told my guy
I was like hey
Just clip anything that if you think people would want to
It would make sense to be a video on its own
And we're going to upload it to that channel
So
Like for, say this video, it's like, Kitch responds to Vonderhar.
No, Nick responds to Vondera.
But yeah, yeah.
And then thumbnails meet.
Yeah, exactly.
I don't really know where my future is going to go from all I got to Minecraft.
Well, you were talking about maybe to start in chess.
No.
Wait, what was the other one?
Chess and poker.
Poker.
Poker would be good.
Now, poker.
Poker nights with NIAC would be...
I would rage.
I would have to like...
That would be so funny.
I couldn't like risk my own money.
Yeah.
I mean,
I would have to tell people like if you want me to play this $100 buy-in or something.
Yeah.
But you can play tournaments, I think.
That's what Frosty does.
He enters into like $40 tournaments.
Frosty Halo.
Frosty old mob.
Because the mob separated.
Oh.
Yeah.
Yeah, that's weird.
Yeah.
So.
I won't even ask why.
I don't know.
All I know is Miko, one of their guys, stop.
He said he was no longer interested in doing content or anything on the internet.
So he stopped tweeting, stopped going on the internet.
Maco?
Miko, yeah, yeah.
You know Miko, right?
Yeah.
So he stopped, and then they were like, well, the mob's not the mob anymore.
So now they're just three separate people.
All under 100 thieves.
Yeah.
That's what, that's what.
that's just what I texted and I was like is everything cool like just making sure you guys are good
and they said they're all friends still so that's good but anyway that's what frosty does is he
or I saw him do that a couple times frosty and I think I think classy does it too they enter
into tournaments like a $40 buy-in I didn't even know that shit was legal I don't know if it is
or whatever I don't I'm sure I don't like it's just you know much just
season's like
gambling
wait maybe it's like streaming it
or it's I don't know I don't know
yeah something about gambling
just seemed like taboo but I know like
poker stars yeah
and I would be
I guess not worried but like
someone in that game being
in my stream and just like
can see your hands and like
yeah like I just know
I would think in my head like
I know this motherfucker's
in my stream why the fuck
Fuck would you fold there.
Like, I know shit would just, like, be in my head.
That should be, that would be fun.
But I do enjoy poker.
I'm sure there's, like, casual not money on the line, poker stars, stuff that you could, like, do just for content at first.
I wouldn't like that.
Like, money, if I'm going to play poker, money has to be involved.
Or else people just are going to play stupid as fuck.
That's true.
That is true.
Just like playing here at this poker table.
fucking pretty much the
yeah the whole
cod team is playing
hex some of his friends
yeah and you just ran the table
yeah and uh
so they were all
or the poker table was like set up pretty much
over here for the people watching
um and I was on the couch
and they already had 10 phex asked me if I was going to play
and I was like I might then like that evening
I was like no I'm not going to come yeah
but then I ended up just being like
like boredish shit and actually which brings us me back to the first subject of the podcast like
i knew people were going to be drinking and shit like that and i was like well i don't want to
start drinking yet and i don't want to go hang out and be like the only sober person there
but um long story short i fucking did that anyways and just came over here and i was like i'll have a few
beers but I didn't I didn't end up drinking anything right I was like hell yeah anyways um so I come
over here and we play poker and they already had 10 people and then hex said one of his guys was
like running late right and um or he was like oh we already got 10 people and I was like that's fine
I'll just play like Spideymans or something on the PS5 and then one of his guys was running late
so he was like you want to play and I was like no it's fine
you are going to just wait out for your friend to get here
and they was like, no, just come play, good boy.
And so I ended up playing.
Yeah.
And I ended up winning.
And it was like $600 or some shit.
I was like, fuck yes.
And they were so bad.
Matt, Matt came back to the hex quarters because I had to stream.
And I was like, I was like, oh, is it already wrapped up?
And he was like, no, I just lost.
I got out real quick.
I was like, oh, damn, who's winning?
And he's like, Nick's winning.
Nick's running the table is what he said.
I was like, really?
He was like, yeah, he's playing for rent and shit.
That's what I told him.
Fucking, like halfway through our poker or the poker game lasted probably.
I see, we started at like nine.
I don't think we had to have been playing for like four hours.
Really?
And we took like a little smoke break or like we took a little break.
And we were outside and I went up to Matt and I was like, I think I'm the only.
person here playing for fucking right i'm the only one here that actually gives a fuck
what are you texting heck's hot as fuck oh yeah yeah um but yeah i even i told met that's
why he said it because i remember saying it to him out there i was like i'm the only one here
that doesn't really have well it's only a fifty dollar buy-in right but like either way i was
trying when I was playing
like stingy. Like if I didn't have shit
like I'm folding. Yeah. And then
I would, it's easy
for me to say right now that they
they were like pretty bad
players. Yeah.
But I guess we'll find out. Yeah.
Sometimes it's like I was
I was definitely bluffing a decent
amount. Yeah. And
like sometimes they would call it. I'm like
you fucking idiot. Why did you?
and but sometimes it's like i don't really know what their cards were yeah and but i don't know
i think i could win again i'm trying to play again set got you know seth won three times in a row
before you set won three which is like crazy it's because he's so damn stingy yeah and he
got out he got knocked out first so quick really yeah like he lost a pretty big hand
and then uh i think someone hit like a straight or something but he lost a big hand
And then he bought back in and was like the first out again with his back.
So he just went home?
I don't know.
No, he chilled here for a little.
He's actually, he was like funny as fuck actually.
Like he'd be standing over there and would like peek over and be like,
like just this fucking scump face.
That's hilarious.
But no, he was pretty funny.
Dude, this has been, this week has been like one of the crazy,
probably one of the most memorable weeks of my life
because of the fact that I've been able to smell.
Oh, yeah, what's not with that?
So I got like a, I got a shot.
So I went to a doctor's appointment.
She looked at my nose and went, holy shit.
She didn't say, those weren't her exact words.
She said what?
Oh, honey.
She went, oh, honey, yeah, yeah.
She looked in, looked at my nose,
then she gave me a steroid shot
and then then steroid pills on top of that,
which I've taken before.
what I took at the scuff house whenever I could smell peanut butter that one day.
Remember that?
That's what I was on then.
So I'm on like three times more right now.
So it cleared up my nose and then it cleared it up to a point where I could smell.
And usually I can only smell for like 20 minutes, which happened the first day.
And then the second day I could smell for like two hours.
And then the third day I could smell the whole day.
And then today is the fourth day or the fifth day.
So it's just been.
So you can smell right now?
Yeah, I can smell right now.
it's been
dude it has been
insane
it's it's like
it's been like life changing
like
smell this chapstick
dude I haven't smelled chapstick
I haven't smelled chapstick
I haven't smelled
burts bees and
whoa
dude
it smells like minty
dude I haven't smelled that in so long
so is everything like a memory
like a flashback time
dude
you have no idea
because you smell the blackamau
and you were like college.
Dude,
cigar smell is one of my favorite smells.
I forgot how much I, like, smelled it.
Or, like, how much I, like, liked the smell.
But I've had, like, family members on one side of my family
that smoke Stogies all the time.
And then in college, I smoked Black and Miles for a little while.
And then I stopped because it's pretty bad for you.
But that smell.
is just something that I've always.
So whenever you and Flomel walk by, I'm like,
smelling you guys and shit.
But yeah, it's really weird because if you think you ever,
you ever smell something and it gives you like a flashback
to when you first smelled it like seven years ago?
Not, I mean, I know what you're saying.
Yeah.
I know what you're saying.
Yeah.
But like it surely doesn't sick out to me.
Right, right.
I'm sure it does you.
But yeah, I'm sure it's just like that random thought, we're like, wow, that smells like third grade washing tables or something.
Or like, you know what I mean?
That's how every single thing smells to me.
That's what I was wondering.
It's so, it's the weirdest sensation.
Because I smelled McDonald's yesterday.
And it, why'd you go to McDonald's, man?
Because I haven't stopped eating.
Happy meals.
Oh, no, no.
I didn't get it.
Dash you brought me McDonald's.
Oh, okay.
But yes.
Eventually I wanted to get Happy Meals.
So I smelled McDonald's yesterday and it smelled and I haven't, I tried to think back the last time I smelled McDonald's and it had to have been when I was 17.
So 10 years ago.
Shit.
McDonald's smells pretty good too.
Yeah.
Like the does.
So everything that I smell has a memory on it that is over eight years old, over eight to nine years old.
Damn, that's kind of crazy.
Which is, it is the weirdest.
It is the weirdest sensation.
So that's, every time I smell black and mild, it smells like how the first, because I can smell for the first two months of college.
So it smells like the first two months of college because that was the first time I'd ever smelled like, or like, that's the first time I'd ever like smoked or black and mild or like been around people that were like smoking and shit like that.
Then I smelled like a bourbon.
I smelled bourbon.
I smelled bourbon one time and it smells, it reminded me of like the college football games that I used to go to because the people in front of us always drank.
and so I always remember that smell
and be like oh that smells gross
but now I smell it and I'm like
holy shit
smelled the bathroom cleaner
you know how the bathroom smells
when you walk in there
that shit is crazy
it smells like it smells like
dude it smells like high school
because like that's what high school bathrooms
smell like dude it's fucking crazy
because you literally have something
that it like connects with
every time every single time
dude
I ate a hamburger
from it's this place here around
called two
brothers. Have you ever ordered from there?
No.
This place called Two Brothers. It's got pulled pork on it and it's got, it's just a cheeseburger.
Dude, I was eating it on stream. I can go back and like clip it. I will never forget that
that cheeseburger pulled pork barbecue burger for the rest of my life. I'll never forget it.
That, that reminds me of, well, it has nothing to do with food. But when I got out of rehab,
I hadn't looked at my phone in a month. A month. Yeah. I, hold it.
I hadn't listened to music in a month.
Music was crazy.
Every song I was listening to was like, it sounded so good.
Dude, that's crazy.
It was like, it was great.
Like, you realize once you don't have something for a while, like, it's so much better.
Dude, it's so much better.
I, I'll never let my nose get to where it was.
I'll never let it happen.
Because I just like, I don't know why.
I let it get there because I was so frustrated.
It started out with frustrations because I was so frustrated with the fact that the first surgery and the second surgery didn't work.
And then all the medicines that I was taking didn't work.
The only thing that worked was steroids.
And steroids are terrible for your body.
So I was just like fed up with it all.
And then I moved.
And then I turned 26.
Got to get off my parents insurance.
Get my own insurance.
Got to figure all that shit out.
And then I'm finally like, all right, my nose is so bad.
I got to figure all this.
stuff out do it and now it's like life changing like i i'll never let it get back to that point yeah but what
makes me like it was the listening to music again was so nice the only time i would i would hear
music and rehab was would be when we would go to the gym uh like some they would play the radio okay
but like usually i would go play like basketball or volleyball in the radio is in the weight lifting
section so like i wouldn't really hear it but like even up there just like any song that came on i was just
like fuck it it was like so much better that it like makes me it's almost like i want to like take a break
from certain things to enjoy it again yeah like last night well this is in no comparison
but last night i ordered wing stop and i've been eating like clean for the for
The last two days.
Like, I eat clean for like two days, like not really carbs.
And last night I was just hungry as fuck.
I was like, man, I'm gonna get wing stopped.
And I didn't eat the fries or anything I really wanted to.
But like even just like enjoying the wings, that's just like, hell yeah.
And it had only been like two days, but it just shows like not caving in on that crave.
It's just like rewarding.
So we'll see if I continue with that because I'm on my third day.
Yeah.
Literally.
No, this is day four.
I mean, yesterday I had Wingstop.
And even today I had.
But Wingstop, just eating the chicken, it could be worse.
Like if I would have ate, if I would have ate the fries.
Dude, you should have seen, you should see what I've been eating this week.
Because I can take.
Oh, yeah.
I, this isn't an exaggerate.
I exaggerate a lot.
This is not an exaggeration, what I'm about to say.
I haven't been hungry in four days.
Because whenever I don't feel sick,
whenever I don't feel sick like I'm full,
like I'm about to explode,
I start eating because I'm like,
I wonder what this,
I don't remember what this tastes like.
So I haven't been like, man, I'm hungry.
I just like, if I can fit it into my fucking gullet,
it's going down.
It's probably why you've been napping and shit.
Dude, I've been nap.
I've been napping, drinking god.
I bet soda.
Is soda kind of crazy?
I haven't.
I'm not doing soda.
I haven't had soda a soda in a year and a half.
And you're not?
Yeah.
Because soda's kind of crazy once you.
I thought about it.
I don't even drink much soda as it is.
Not a year and a half a year and two months.
But once you go a while without.
soda and then drink it again.
Like there's not really another drink out there that gives you that like,
I don't even know how to explain it.
I went so long without drinking a soda.
And then I had a soda in Paris and they have like the real sugar.
Like in a bottle type shit.
Like a Mexican Coke.
And then I just started pounded that I'm in Paris.
Soda hits.
I did think about soda though.
I was like, because I said this year I'm going to go no soda, no energy drink.
No energy drinks.
And you're not?
And I have, what about coffee?
Coffee.
Well, yeah, I'm pound.
I've drank so much coffee.
Really?
Because I've, I mean, I've loved coffee this whole time, but now I can smell it.
So even just like a K cup, dude, it's like gourmet.
It's like, it tastes, dude, you guys don't know how good you have it.
Let's just say that.
People, all you smellers out there.
Yeah.
And I feel bad.
I do feel bad.
I have a couple buddies.
My buddy Todd.
can he can't smell but he's never been able to smell you just have non-smelling friends too
you've made them if if if i'd say to people i can't smell then they're if they can't smell
too it's like an instant connection so i i know people that have never been able to smell they
were born without the sense so they don't know what they're missing and i but i had i had not
been able to smell for so long that i had forgotten i'd basically forgotten like everything tastes
tasted like there there's like a little bit of taste but it's it's just the regular like sweet
salty sour but then you eat a dude that burger i'm still i still think about it dude i have
to have gained 12 pounds in the past four days five days what are we getting after this
i don't know whatever you just had canes i just i just had canes and i'm i'm starting to not feel
sick to my stomach, so let's eat.
You know what I mean?
Hell yeah.
It's just one of those.
It's crazy.
It's the most insane sensation.
I've been able to sleep well.
Dude, the pressure in my head,
because that's where like all the sinus shit is.
So like I always felt like all,
I always felt tired and drained and drowsy all the time.
And right now I feel like I feel like I have so much fucking
energy. Dude, that's how I feel with my test. I'm like blaming my testosterone because like people,
oh yeah. Like some people are just so like energetic and it's just like why am I, I can get like that
sometimes, but in general, not really. Right. Like I'm just like so lazy. You have like very like short spurts
of like energy. Yeah. And then you're just, you're like pretty chill all the time. Yeah. But like,
Like, I want, like, extra, because I've gotten the testosterone pellets.
I just want to get, like, fucking triple whatever I'm on and just feel, I just want to feel what it's like to have normal testosterone.
Yeah.
Because I think for males, it's, like, the most important fucking hormone or whatever the fuck it is.
Yeah.
To, like, feel.
Like, people probably hear that and think I, like, don't get boners or.
something.
I was just going to ask.
I was literally about to ask.
No, it doesn't affect that at all.
Oh,
doesn't?
No.
Not at all.
Not at all.
But, yeah, it would be nice to feel what that's like.
Just fucking naturally.
Just natural.
Like my yoga.
I think it was her.
And flame sword said it as well.
My yoga teacher was like, I wake up in the morning.
It's just like so happy and like I have energy.
And I was just like, huh?
You're like, how?
Yeah, like, what?
What do you mean?
Like, that, like, doesn't make sense for me.
Yeah.
And, like, Flame swords is the same way to where he's like, in the mornings, he just wakes.
He was like, oh, I wake up with so much energy, just ready to kill it.
I'm like, what?
Dude, I didn't understand that either.
But I've been waking up with energy, but I mean, my situation is a lot, a lot different.
Yeah.
But I've been waking up with a lot of fucking energy lately.
So are you going to get more testosterone?
testosterone shots?
That's a plan.
Good, man.
That's going to be...
You've been popping boners and shit
since you got out the clink?
Hell yeah.
That's what I'm talking.
Every night.
I'm talking about it.
Love it when your boys pop boners.
So that'll be my next...
I said chat like we're straightening.
Love it when your boys pop boners.
One of these days we might do.
Maybe a live...
A live one?
A live.
I was like, pop boners?
But maybe sometime this year.
Let's just work on getting a third episode.
Yeah, let's just work.
One of these days,
we're going to duke it out on why you
you wanted Bose to give you
an iPod playlist and not me
while you were in the Kling.
But we'll save that for the next episode.
We'll save that for the next one.
I don't know.
Well, I guess shit.
I'm going to be
mind crafting
and
getting testosterone.
What about you, man?
Let me see where this
going to Arizona for
Valentine's
day and then coming back and seeing what this nose doctor says.
Wish I had a valentine.
We have many afternoes.
