The Flycast - Hitch is Sad, MaNiac is Mad, and FormaL is Insane | The Flycast Ep. 140

Episode Date: March 10, 2025

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I don't know. She talks about being depressed and shit all the time. It kind of reminds me of the old me. I think she's on like antidepressants and shit as well. You're the Bobby Altuff of Optic? Yeah. I'm a lot of things of Optic. You are.

What are you the most of of Optic? Welcome back to another episode of the Fly Guys episode. 216. That's the Optic Pod. We're not on two. We haven't hit 200. Wait, just leave these top. topics anyway we haven't uh do we have any topics i saw this it was like oh thank god

because i ain't got nothing to talk about that shit was crazy what whatever happened with that what was it apparently they're trying all the u-wooes are gathering together to find the culprit uh yeah i saw this very strange i love how they're all dressed the same I'll fucking fight you right now What? Wait, did the camera guy save the day? No, he's still shooting. So he saved the day.

I guess, yeah. I mean, that is weird, bro. I'll kill you. Let's fight. First off, let's fight right now. Like, what are you talking about? Yeah, like, James is trying to...

There he is. James got him. They found a dude, and it was someone they, like, took a picture with earlier that day. Dude. But, yeah, this guy. First off, this dude's fucking insane. Yeah, what is, what, like, what do you think it's like to be insane? Like, imagine being that.

I thought you were going to say what you think it's like to be, like, a girl's dreamer. But. Yeah, same thing. No. No. Not in that same thing. But, like, what do you think it's like to be actually insane? Like, do you know you're insane?

Like, for you to actually go up to a group of girls. fucking it's not like some girls that were like harassing you or fucking you know whatever and just say let's fight right now I'll fucking kill you yeah like why what do you talk the fuck first off what did they say what's the second what's the other part to this

is there a part that I'm missing and I'm not trying to victim blame what's the victim blaming part no it's not even not trying to do any of that but like why curious. Why the fuck did he say that?

Why is he smiling? Oh, that's probably some random picture from like, how did they find this picture? What was this picture? I think that was the, wait, scroll up. Is that the same outfit? It's a screenshot from that night. Oh, is he wearing the same outfit and everything?

Yeah, like he's smiling, like, ha-ha. And you just... I harassed them. You just never know. But like, what's your brain got to be? be like wired like to I'll fight you right now and what do you say I'll fucking kill you

yeah but I do I imagine imagine like a I mean this could be like a like a real stalker that like stalked them figure out where they were yeah but like imagine a also imagine a stalker that like aren't there stalkers that like break into celebrities' houses

and like live there like I'm sure there's some I think I think that happened to like one of the Jennifer Hudson-Aniston And one of those. Jennifer Hudson and Jennifer Anderson. They are so different. One of those two.

It was a Jennifer. Lopez. It could have been. It could have been Lopez. Could have been Lopez. No, I bet shit like that happens. I wouldn't say all the time. But like, it is a...

It's a fucking insane. It is an insane world. Also, like, I know IRL streaming is great, but you've got to get fucking security. Oh, yeah. That's what. If you're as big as Ray, if you're as big as those three, fucking, you got to at least have two guys. Bro, if I'm a slightly attractive female and I'm as big of a fucking streamer as them.

Yeah. What the fuck? That's Santa Monica. That was Santa Monica Pier. I know exactly where that is. Imagine being their like manager or something. And like them, you're first off, your IRA. It's not like they just like went to get a coffee.

their own fucking Santa Monica Pier Hell of people I can't remember if I've ever been there or not But I'm guessing it's like a shit show out there There's hell of people walking Oh it's insane Is it almost like a Venice Beach Like that kind of vibe

Like people just fucking walking Yeah homeless people and shit probably A shit ton of homeless people But like How even as their manager But how do you not hire security? Yeah Throw a dude $2,000 to walk around with a gun and just some big black dude that could fuck 99% of people up besides fucking UFC fighters or something.

But like he's handling anyone and they are waiting for an opportunity like that. Like you ever see Jack Doherty's security? He loves this shit. Dude just, he's waiting for a motherfucker to slip up. Because like that's what he gets paid to do. Have you ever seen that clip of Aidan Ross's old like security? He got him to like, Aidan Ross got him. to like fucking

uh uh kind of like press uh zius yeah yeah yeah yeah and then zia's like yo

yo yeah yeah and then eventually stood up I was like bro that would just be yeah yeah yeah yeah at least shit you're quick with it yeah what the fuck bro barely finish his sentence this is though it's here yeah

yeah clean this fucking shit of bro what's gonna Zee? Clean your dog cave. What you eating? It stinks. Also that Zias is big, but like... No, Zias is big.

Yeah, Zs is big. I wonder if he really can fight, though. Like a... I feel like if I'm Zius and that security guard is pressing me, I'm thinking... He'd probably fuck me up. You ever told me I had some issues or whatever the case may be when you told me you got to leave money.

I'm just being a buck with you. That's why I had to be in the background right there. Wait, did he pop out the curtain? Out of the curtain. Dude, I'm that fucking you. I'm that dude. That's what I'm telling you. He came up.

No, no, no. Yeah, he was behind the curtain. Dude, when he gets up, it's fucking crazy. It's just like two, like, fucking titans standing next to each other. Rosie, is his whole. I'm that dude. That's how you get done. Nigga, I don't even know you, my nigga.

I'm trying to tell you. So what you're trying to do? Step off, dog. Come on, man. Step up. You're going to all that. What, what? Actually, they ain't really two different sizes.

No, dude, this is fucking huge. You got to leave it right now. It's going to be a problem. What problem? It's going to be a problem. Show me. It's going to be a problem. It's going to be a problem.

It's going to be a problem. It's going to be a problem. All right, all right, all right, all right, all right. That shit, just show, just show. I'll try to fuck with you this show. Right, sit down. Just sit down, sit down, see. Were you guys asking me?

Bro, you don't be, listen. I don't know. That shit's crazy. But yeah, get one of those guys. Yeah. Get Zius. Maybe, I mean, maybe not Zias. He could do that.

I don't think he would want to. Yeah, probably not. Throw them a couple grand, bro. How do you let, as their manager or some shit, like, how do you let, I don't even know how you let that happen. But then people were saying that to Valki Ray and she sent out some long-ass tweet. I don't know if we're just going to keep looking shit up on pod, but Valky-ray even did send some, tweeted some long-ass tweet of like, you guys need to shut the fuck up about my team. I don't know if she worded it exactly like that.

Take two words like that. Let's see if it's still up. Honestly, fuck all of you for blaming our employees for not doing enough. Our team worked so hard to help us with a marathon,

blah, blah, blah, blah. No means no. So I guess they were like, oh yeah, I guess they didn't give him their number. No, I mean, she's... But, I mean,

I don't really understand how you can let them fucking, fucking even them like you're you're like multi-millionaires throw someone a couple grand hit the Santa Monica maybe maybe the maybe the clip is a little because she I think one of them says security and so that may that made that made me think that they were talking about the Santa Monica Pier security yeah I think so is that who okay yeah I think so oh there's no way if they had their real security that like they're like letting a dude get that close and say that type of shit to them.

No. A real security guard is just waiting for an opportunity like that to just fuck them up. You know what else pissed me off? I actually wrote this in my notes to talk about it. Can you, since we're just looking at shit all pod, can you look up Hollyberry kisses? Whatever. I don't know the, I don't know the names. Hollyberry kisses.

What the fuck is going on in Hollywood? The second best actor Oscar for the Brutelisk. I'm Hallie got a redo. She saw Adrian on the red carpet and she gave him a big smooch. All right. So she told his partner Georgina Chapman. Look at this. Look at this.

What's wrong with Hollywood, bro? Well, she got permission from his... When? That's what whoever this is just said. I think I just fucked up my... But what the fuck is going on with Hollywood? I... Oh, God, it makes me sick.

As far as just, like, kissing each other? Yeah. In front of... All right, so 22 years ago or some shit. Holly... Or he kissed Holly Barry in front of her husband. And then, so this was her revenge for whatever reason. Maybe, like, back then she wanna...

What is this? The Oscars? I think so, yeah. Maybe back then she went an Oscar and he kissed her in front of her husband, which is just fucking insane to me. And then 22 years later, she gets her revenge and kisses him in front of her or his wife. Yeah, I don't. I don't understand it.

Got to tell you. Would you allow that? What do you mean allow? Would you let that fly? cast would i let it fly in what way just happen laugh about it if maybe clap in the background as alexis is no i wouldn't be clapping making out but i would not be clapping there would not be smiling and laughing it would be zero clapping happening and all these people smiling i would take all their faces i would take all their i would take mental note of all of their faces i think that's

her on the right that's but What about the, what about when people say, but it's Holly Berry? Like, what if Alexis was making out with Brad Pitt? No. Because her makeup, she got an Oscar for her makeup in a movie. No, still wouldn't be happy. There's not a single person I would be happy about. Alexis and I actually had this conversation because we were talking about Bobby Altos's, um, um, uh, podcast with Drake.

And I was like, I was like, yeah, like apparently, you know, the internet. hates Bobby because of that podcast. She was in bed with Drake. While having a husband. While having a husband. And it was her daughter's birthday. Because that's what the story is. I don't know if that's true.

And she was like, she was like, yeah, well, that was what catapulted her career though. And I was like, yeah, no,

it is. I mean, I get you. A lot of other stuff, too. I was like, but wouldn't that, Would that like well how would you feel like if I if I did it in around the bar but it was

Jennifer Anderson she was like I want to be in bed though with you she was like I wouldn't be happy yeah she was like but if it got you no I hate when they try to but if it but if it no don't don't it no it should not even be like a maybe or like but if it's what I'm saying like why We got to do it in bed. Why do you got to kiss me at the, at the Access Hollywood with the saved by the bell guy? I guess for Bobby it did fucking. With the saved by the,

what's that dude's name? Mario Lopez. Mario Lopez. I guess it did kind of like catapult Bobby's career a little bit. But at what cost? Because shortly after she's getting divorced. She never seems happy. She never seems happy.

But. low key though except what she's with that one girl with the really long fingernails she like a podcast or is it like her friend I think it's like a I think it's a musician I don't know she seems she seems happy when she's with her

she never really seems to have I mean I know it's like a part of her character but she never really seems reminds me of the old me I think she's on like antidepressant and shit as well. You're the Bobby Altof of Optic? Yeah.

I'm a lot of things of Optic. You are. What are you the most of of Optic? As far as like naming someone? Yeah. James? Do you have any? Who would I be?

Who would you be of Optic? Of Optic. Like the... Who's that funny guy that... Drewski. Who's a funny guy that used to be in the NBA and now as a podcast? But all of this.

stories about him getting beat really bad? I don't know. He's very funny. I think I kind of know who you're talking about. That's me. That's you, yeah, yeah. You know what I hate this fucking thing about how I'm so bad at Halo 5 or some shit? Actually, I guess we were kind of getting destroyed.

In an optic sense, like people saw the optic cod team get, well, they get eighth at the event and they're just oh my god the worst team ever like if optic halo was to get top well first off we were we were getting top six and h2a i think we got like a top four i was completely caring but then in halo five i think we went to like top 12 maybe got like one top eight and i don't even know if it was like a land event but if we were to get top eight it'd be like all right like optic Kayla's doing better. Now, if it's, if the COD team's getting top eight, it's the end of the world.

Speaking of which, this is who you are of optics. Delante West, he's literally homeless and on crack. There's literally TikToks of Delante West being homeless on like a gas station. Yeah. Which is fucking insane. Look how much money he made. Look how much money he made during his career.

is Delante West net worth now $1,000 Okay Career earning 16 million Dude how do you fucking fail so hard He was earning 1.5 mil a season He was actually 18 to rent around Look he was in Dallas too

You got tattoos We missed it You are the Delante West of Optic Oh yeah Dude, 16 million, and you just blow, who else? Was it Adrian Peterson made like 80 mil over his career or something? And then like went broke or bankrupt or something? How?

Dude, all you have to do is put like 10 mil in the fucking, what does scump always invest into? The S&P or 500 or what's it called? Oh, you got to do put 10 mil in that. You're set for, put 10 mil in that. live off whatever that generates per year, and you're just set for life. I don't understand how you just fail so hard. That's a lot of money, man.

I just don't. Mike Tyson, what did he make? Like $150 million and just lost it all somehow? Was sold his rights and everything or some shit. Owns nothing. But he's doing good. Shout out Jake Paul and shit. Jake Paul saved

Save Mike Tyson's I were saying No probably not I think his weed company And shit's doing pretty good What's Jake Paul fucking doing these days See Isn't he about the

Oh he wants to fight Who's that one fighter That just fault tag Just Google's what's Jake Paul doing these days One of them's fighting again right Where are they gonna fight each other Oh no they have a new show coming out that's what it was i knew there was something in my head paul american like all american

but it's paul american it's going to be a reality show of their family and shit i bet really i bet that's going to be funny i can't wait wait is there a trailer there's a trailer it says trailer drops tomorrow and it was two days ago paul american yeah i found it yeah land of the free home of the misbehaved just a little erotic bro like we're both in these at what point do we go from being brothers to lovers. Just saying people love the Menendez brothers show. Oh, shut them. Yeah, this is America.

The currency isn't being like. The currency is attention. What can you do with attention? The answer is anything. Are you jealous of the Paul brothers? You don't wish this was your life. You like your life. No.

Council calls. I can suck my ass all being long. Go fuck yourself. Is that their dad? I'm pretty sure that's their dad. Kiss my toxic ass. Yeah, that makes sense. The internet could be so mean.

Did you drop your kids on their head? Greg should have pulled out. Yeah. We found out I'm pregnant. So we spent 30K on a gender reveal party. The second one will get a balloon and call it a day. This is the biggest journeys of our lives. And what,

and what, are my standing kind of funny? He's like an upset housewife. We want to become champions. We burn out the best in each other. She's kind of bad. I think Jake has your back more than maybe the other way around. Jake texted me. You are truly a gaslighting, delusional, ego-driven narcissism.

You don't even tell us how this thing you're fucking breath from. Go fuck yourself. I just know they're acting. You know, it's shit. We're just fucking. Where's in the middle of life building? Yeah, God, I could cancel our show. I'm spraying my ankles.

My fight with Tyson, now it's in jeopardy. I'm willing to risk everything. God, I hate this. I just have one thing to say. To my whole family. Shut the fuck up. We got a show to make. And...

God, they're so successful and good at what they do. I can't wait You have such funny infatuations With random people Like the most You can't hate Motherfuckus be hating on greatness I'm not hating

I'm not hating at all I think that's I mean The show was always Was bound to be made Yeah It's just like I just know They're acting Yeah

But I don't like reality I'm I'm more of a reality TV show hater in general Like Jersey Shore Hated it Never watched it Oh I didn't want I guess I'm not

watched Jersey Shore? No, I watched the episode where like someone gets punched in the, in the, in a restaurant. Was it a girl? I can't, I think so. I can't remember. Yeah, I think there's a few punches. No, I never watched Jersey Shore. So you never watch any of the like, uh, what's popular now?

Love is Blind and. No. What else was there back then? What about American Idol? I watched American Idol. I don't know if that was, I watched American Idol. That shit was, it was a really reality TV. I don't think people understand, like, the fucking Clay Aiken, Ruben Stutter.

They don't know about that. Kelly Clarkson. Yeah, like that fucking David. That shit took over. David Archiletta. Everyone was sitting on their couch with their family or whatever. I was like calling in and shit. Voting.

I got to vote. I got to vote for David Archeletta right now. I think I was a Clay Aiken fan. That's who I voted for. You're the Clay Aiken. Bro, but that literally, is there, I don't think there's really, like, shows like that anymore. Are there, like, reality shows? That, like, brings the fucking family together.

And, like, everyone watched American Idol. Now kids are just, I feel like that aspect of, like, a family unit is just, like, gone. As far as, like, something like that of, like, this is going to be on. What was it? Like, Sunday nights or something. Yeah. Sunday evening. America's Got Talent.

Everyone kind of watches together. Like shit like that just doesn't, I feel like exists anymore. Well, was there anything like... Maybe it's just me in my lonesome apartment world. Was there anything like American Idol before American Idol? Or was like... Because since then there's been fucking the voice. America's got talent.

You know, different things like that. Yeah, but I feel like people don't... It's not the... It doesn't have the impact. No. Like America's... No, no. Like you ain't gathering together as a family to watch American.

because you got talent yeah i don't know maybe it's the youtube the youtube uh sphere yeah youtube kind of killed it and phones and ipads i'm trying to cut down dude like actually i'm actually trying to cut down look what i did look what i did to my bro you don't know know what i did to my screen okay so that's my i just did that that's all it is that's all i got what yeah this is my this is my phone now wait so where are your are those is that apps you're Click them. I've got messages. You're so different and cool.

Thank you. I've got messages, email, weather, music, alarm, and web. But they're not even apps. It looks like I'm looking at a fucking notes page. Yep. So you can't scroll left, right? I've got, I mean, I've got other ones too. And then TikTok is called BrainRot.

If you click BrainRot, it goes to TikTok. How did you do that? I want to do that. That's so cool. Yeah. So. Like it literally. literally looks like you have like a totally different phone.

Yeah. It's, it's helped a lot. It's been, it's only been 15 hours, but in that 15 hours, I haven't scrolled. That's what you did last night.

It's what I did like yesterday afternoon, but, dude, I just have an issue, man. I can't. I can't watch a TV show. I can't focus on something I,

just constantly, constantly. I'm just distracting myself and opening TikTok, open an Instagram. Yeah. Opening fucking X videos. Like,

just constantly have to open something to watch. Open something to watch. Yeah. Doesn't matter what it. And I can't concentrate on shows. I think I, was I saying this to Dal Tush? And he told me to see a therapist.

Yep. Yes. That was what we were talking about last week. Just last week. Yeah. We were talking about last week. And I did not take his advice. No.

You haven't started looking at therapy. How do you start? I mean, I've, no, I haven't started looking for a therapist yet. How do you even start the process of looking for a therapist? Just Google therapist near me? Yeah, I think you just Google therapist near me. I mean, better help? Where's our fucking ads?

I think we have, I think we've had better help as ads. But they didn't, they didn't help me. They didn't reach out. Apparently, I have to do some kind of work. Find specialized therapist in Frisco right there, below, below, below, below, below, right there. But it got to a point. There you go. It's almost like I just don't know if they could give me advice.

You're too complicated for therapy? No, it's just like I already, it's like I know the answers, but it's just applying them. And then I guess I would say I know the answers of what I should do. to better myself day by day, but it's just applying them to a day by day that I just, there's like a blockage there. And then I guess, well, let the uncover the blockage and I guess I'll try to like do something with that.

Go back to your childhood. And this is why you're like, whenever people say healing, what the fuck are they even talking about? Do you ever feel, did you ever feel like you needed to heal? It's funny. ask.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. The last couple of days, I've definitely needed some healing. Yeah. How's,

uh, I was grieving going? Yeah. How, um, it sucks, man. Uh,

for those that don't know, my dog passed like four days ago. And, um, dude, it's the fucking worst, man. It's the fucking worst.

Alexis flew in that day. and then he passed that night it's fucking horrible did you guys go to like uh like the er yeah and had to like did the shot yeah or whatever was it you you did that

oh you do that Milo yeah makes me emotional just thinking about it and I think I'm picking up on your energy because I feel a little emotional right now but it's fucking it's so tough man especially to actually like

be there with them while it's happening and it's like this is their last moment and it's like they're just a dog they don't really understand then how old was Mace six

see like fucking young so stupid dude like yeah Milo was five and it's just so I don't know man it's just it's one of the I didn't expect it to hit as hard as it did when Milo passed away, but it fucking did.

And then when they're gone, you kind of like, you walk into your house or whatever, and they're just, you know, they don't come to the door. Yeah, it's just, there's so many, like, little things. Like, I grab my keys. He would always get up. And now, you know, I grab my keys and I'm like, well, fuck. everything is just like a go to stream and you know and we also I mean it was our only dog like it was our only dog so like we had to clean the house up so like we got all the toys now there's no toys in

my house now there's no dog beds there's no dog hair like there's fucking like did you keep any like blankets or anything no no I mean I kept like a leash like because I couldn't toss it or I couldn't I couldn't donate that, but Yeah, it's just fucking blows, man. I mean, I, I've, I've kind of, I mean, I was telling Alexis, like, two days ago, because we had, we had some rough days, dude. Yeah.

And I remember telling her, like, I can't wait to just be sad because, like, this is horrible. Like, can't even fucking move. You just sitting in bed crying and shit throughout the day. Yeah, I couldn't, I couldn't eat. I mean, I've probably had a thousand calories every, like, every day total for past

like fucking five days like it's been horrible but I finally got some food in yesterday and had like a good stream last night so like I'm fucking hell yeah that stream is exciting I was peeping it yeah you were like how you were like destroying kids yeah yeah that's been a lot of fun

but yeah I mean it's it fucking it fucking blows a lot I feel I kind of feel anger a little bit because like I just don't feel like it's fair go through all that work to adopt a greyhound and I don't even get like two years with them. Give them a good life

and yeah it's just man it just hit like it hit so suddenly man it just blows. Yeah I mean it was practically the same obviously probably not like the same diagnosis or whatever but like same sort of oh what is this bump on Milo like gosh probably like

we'll see if it like goes away a few days later it's like wow there's like five bumps now okay let's take him in take him in they do the tests a week a week goes by we're not even hearing anything but like his legs are starting to give out and then a week after that like we're putting him down yeah it's like just within two weeks like you just you think you have some healthy dog that you're going to have for the rest of you know another five 10 years yeah you think you're going to have some dog another five 10 years you find one bump on him and then two weeks later you're putting him down because he's at that point he can't even walk and he's like pissing on himself and mace couldn't even breathe like it's so sad man fucking sad yeah it is uh i can't believe you even

i mean i just remember me and michel would just lay there and just cry yeah i mean alex's randomly bring up pictures, cry. Lice's been a godsend because she came in and she's helped me out a lot. She, because, like, I mean, we went and we donated everything to the vet, like, you know, two days later. But I've just been, I mean, I've been fucking useless for four days now. But turning things around, you know, trying my best to at least. I mean, there's just nothing you can do. Yeah.

It's, it fucking blows, man. It fucking blows. Yeah. What were we just, what were you trying to talk about? Oh, my fucking apex thing. Yeah. And so,

yeah, what's, like, distract your mind and shit. Yeah, let's get out of that. With the fucking hell, hole.

Best way to distract your mind. Do it with no damage apex challenge. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. We're doing a stream right now for TST where we try to, we're trying to get as high up in,

in apex. as possible without getting any damage. Blank and George are pissed. No, I mean, they actually are locked in. They're faking it. Hey, it was their choice. Oh, really?

Yeah, it's like their idea. Yeah, like that. They just miss you, bro. They just, what's, wait, what's something we can think of to get hitched to play with us again? Wait, let's do a, no one has to even shoot. All you have to do is get on the game. and spawn in.

You don't have to shoot. You don't even got to move if you don't want to. Yeah, I mean, back in December, I kind of like gave Blake and George the reins. I was like, whatever y'all want to do with TST will do it. So this is, this is their like first, like,

idea, you know what I mean? Rather than just like hop it on. The job title, creative director. Yeah, they just, of TST. Anything they want to do with TST will do it. Two months of planning.

We came up with something. That'll get hitching involved. But shit, I mean, it's been fun. We have two streams down. And we're already, we're already in silver. What's the goals to get to plat? To plat. Yeah, yeah.

We're already in silver. Dude, I don't think you understand how crazy that is. We've gotten second place, I think, like, 24 times. Because you just, like, can't get first. You can't get first. We've tried to figure out how, if there's ever a way. And there's just no way. because everything in Apex does fucking damage.

I'm surprised you're not. I mean, do kills and shit help you rank up? Yeah. Yeah, yeah. You're getting the bare minimum as possible for a second place. Yeah, the bare minimum, which is like, and if you get, there's another thing, thank God this is in the game, but if you get top five, five games in a row,

you get another bonus. You get like a 40-point bonus. So for second place, five games in a row, we're getting like 140, 140, like, RP and 145 RP, which we chained that together for like five hours yesterday. And it, I mean, we went from rookie to rookie four to fucking silver now. That's a rookie. Yeah, there's rookie bronze, silver. Jesus, there's not even, I mean, obviously you always think bronze is the lowest.

They just got a rookie in it. Yeah. I mean, I bet there's some funny moments. Like, was there ever, like, a team just chasing the fuck out of y'all and you all were just running? Absolutely. Like, every game. Yeah. We split.

So, like, we'll land on three different parts of the map because you can res each other. And all you do is just run. And you just run or find spots. Like, I found a spot in the game yet, or in the map yet. yesterday that was just like no one would look there yeah and it was relatively in the middle of the map so like i was usually in safe for like two in safe zone for like two uh two circles and uh i mean dude i'm like in a in like one little room and every every lobby there would be a teams in that room that would just like come and loot and then they would leave and i'm just

sitting in the corner is there prox mike no not that'd be funny they're just hey yeah yeah And then just don't say anything else. Hey. Come find me. And then just don't say anything else. We're just kind of hoping that one day or that maybe we're, you know, top three, the last two teams fight, trade. One guy wins the last one v.1. So then it's the three of us versus one guy.

And we try to figure out. Like how? How? I just don't know. I just, I don't. I mean, maybe I don't know. apex enough for like how there's like some there's like some abilities like uh do you know any of the characters i mean some of them do you remember octane the dude that can run faster faster yeah so his

his old he puts down like a jump pad yeah so if you put a jump pad down at their feet and launch them into the zone that's so no i mean maybe and then you can also like wraith you can you can capture people with her alt and like teleport them into zone okay that's possible at least you know that it's just do you all plan on this being a video at the end yeah yeah yeah we're make the video i mean if it works out no one's ever done that i mean um there's a guy named sweet who who did it he ratted to master but the two guys on his team were shooting so like he just like coached that's fucking that's easy Yeah. Anyone could do that.

Yeah. I mean, if you got two players, two good-ass players, like, you can do it eventually. You just keep getting a little bit of points, a little bit of points. No, but this shit, this shit's been tough. In the final zone, like, in the final zone. That's by speed of gaming at this moment. Dude, I thought it was going to be, like, chill. But, like, dude, it gets intense sometime.

It gets so intense. Because, like, I'll be, like, literally, like, following a team that's rotating in, and I'm crouching behind them, hoping they don't, hoping. hoping hoping they don't turn around and like yeah and they're just in a gun fight with someone and I'm just beside them think about the people that they're fighting and they just see this little fucking crouching behind them they're like what is going on dude what I think is funny is like when because we don't even grab guns so when somebody kills us like last ring and they're looking for like light ammo and they go in there and all it is is 30 fucking 30 cells

and bandages and shit. They're like, who the hell of these guys? Bro, there's something going on in the airman. No one wants the game anymore in Optic. Oh, dude. Fucking. Was Toosh talking about it on? I can't remember if he brought it up.

But I was talking to him at some time. Or maybe it was just his tweet that I saw yesterday. Or on Instagram or something. But it was like, I hate, I fucking hate streaming. Dude, I can't stand. He was like, you guys with jobs are so lucky. I can't remember if he said that or if I, like, responded saying something joking like that. But he's kind of at like a, uh, that I feel like you're kind of slowly, like, I think you'll do a more, you're down for like a more creative kind of, like you don't, you're not, you don't want to do just like competitive gaming.

And I don't know if Toosh wants to do that. And I don't want to do that. No. And then Dush was just like I mean I guess I gotta figure something out Fucking don't know what my I think he was saying it on this spot on on our pod But like he just doesn't really know what's next

He's not sure if he wants to keep playing Fucking Apex and What's what's next? Why do you think Why have you fallen out of Love with Is it gaming or is it just competitive gaming?

It's not gaming. I like gaming. But like there's no creativity in gaming. And there's no creativity in like that level of gaming. Like the fucking cue up Marvel rivals. Fucking try to get to plat. Fucking diamond. Unshot.

Q up. Q up. Q up. Q up. Q up. Q up. Q up. There's hackers.

Don't worry about it. That's all that. people want to watch is us play vows next oh maybe you don't watch us play vow cue up vow cue and play play until we get to diamond and it's like dude like i and and the the level you have to push past to get to like that the whether it's fucking rocket league or apex or vow it's like you have to push past the level to in order to get to that like immortal or that master or that fucking champ, Grand champ.

And like, I just don't have that. Like, why would I, I don't want to do that. I feel like something that's infected our brain is that we're surrounded by like a skump, a formal,

even if they're not an optic, just like good gamers that we watch and they play at like elite or close to elite level. Yeah. We watch them and they're like, that looks fun. But like, That's not what we play.

I don't even think it looks fun. Really? I really don't even think it looks fun. Like, I understand how good Dashie is at Valerant and how good formal is at Val and Marvel rivals. I've never watched them play that at all. I watch Formal play Halo and I watch Dashie play Cod, but I don't, whenever I don't watch streams,

I don't really like watch. I haven't watched, I mean, you know, Usually I'm a really big fan of watching the the cod team play. Might not lately? Well, lately, obviously, they're not doing good at all. But also, you know, last couple weeks, I've been kind of going through the shit with Mace, so I haven't really watched anything. But that's not what I have the most fun watching.

I have the most fun watching, like, YouTube stuff, like, whether it's video essays or like, you know, like the videos that we made for TST, the 100 hours videos, those are my favorite videos I've ever made. so like I was just kind of like I just want to do that like I want to really focus on that like I don't want to I kind of don't want to like you know bullshit or whatever and and you know that's that that's kind of where I'm at and streaming just kind of became like so redundant and so like mundane and obviously it's oversaturated as fuck now like so it's hard it's hard to even push past like a threshold that you know wasn't as it wasn't as tough a few years ago and there's so there's so many good streamers now too yeah that are like new to it and are just they love it yeah and they're loud and they're entertaining and they fucking live for this shit yeah and it's like that there there is one point where I felt like that was me and I still I still like doing the watch parties yesterday I was sitting on um like I like sitting here with

the boys watching the cod team or even if the cod team is not playing we're watching other people but we're just like talking we're watching we're making fun of people playing we're hyping people up whatever that's fun but like yesterday i was watching the optic halo team did a little optic scrim watch party and it's just like this isn't how it should be but like i click on formal stream and i'm like oh yeah foremost dominating again And I'm like, let's check out Legend stream. And I'm like, and everyone in my chat, oh my God, legend might be the best in the game. Legend's sick.

And I'm like, all right, let's check out Renegade Stream. Oh my God, he's in fucking flow state. He's destroying. And it like, this isn't how my brain should work. It's not healthy, but I'm just like, fuck, man. Like, I, there were times when I used to stream where it was like, I look at my chat and that's what I see. Like, oh, my maniac shitting. Maniacs and Flosate.

Holy shit, he's locked. Like, I used to see those messages, like 2015, 2016, 2016, 2017, like, those are, that shit, even like Fortnite, 2018, 2019, when I was fucking Fortnite

dropping Tilted Towers and I'm leaving Tilted with 14 kills and the, I'm not even looking at chat. Like, it wasn't even about that. It was about the fucking about dominating the game. It wasn't even about being a streamer.

about entertaining. It was about I wanted to drop into tilted towers and leave with 15 kills before I go and I'm the only survivor coming out of this fucking place. That's how it used to feel. It had

nothing to do with the stream or can I get a clip or how many viewers do I have? It was just I wanted to play and if you wanted to watch thanks for watching. But it was just like I'm locked in. I fucking love the shit.

And obviously now it's just, it's not the same. And is Addie to blame? I don't know. My mom said she's sick of hearing me talk about or bringing it up every day, every pod. So I was, I was going to try not to. So, I mean, that might have changed some shit, getting older. But so now I'll, like, watch the Halo team be in that zone. I'm just like, fuck, man. like I also think this their scrimms end and they're like yeah you're gonna play right you should play

some rank now I don't think so I'm like I'm gonna start up ranked I'm gonna be in diamond six because I'm still fighting the onics because I only played one day but and then I just know I'm gonna like just be going like 20 and 20 fucking chat shit talking and I'm just not in the I don't want to spawn in and lock in and focus and do as good as I can. I'm kind of just like going through the motions for the stream. But there are things I do like doing on stream. Like we would just fucking yapping and doing a watch party and hanging out. Or yesterday I did an IRL tattoo stream.

And I'm just sitting there talking and, you know, I like, I like doing so. The IRL stream shit seems so fun. But as far as just, let's do an IRL stream today. I'm down No you're not What do you want to do? Let's go Bowling

Okay Let's go to Top golf We gotta have James ain't doing nothing You can record us James ain't doing shit He's just swiping bubble right now I would do I would do an IRL stream today No but I mean

I think I think when it comes to streaming The The thing that really I mean it it actually like Fucking Made me depressed almost was like, when it comes to podcasts or YouTube videos, or like if you're selling merch or if you're doing something,

it seems like you do something that people want and they enjoy it and they take it in. And then there's some sort of revenue that generated that way. And I can like, my brain can like comprehend that. Or it's like my video did good. So the ads were sold on it. What are you looking for? My phone. The video...

I might need a Texas guy. I told him I'd meet him somewhere at one, but I don't know if I'm gonna... The video did goods. The ads did good. The merch was great, so it sold great. The, you know, the stream is going... There's, you know, 8,000 people watching your stream, so obviously the ads are going well. That, my brain can, like, compute.

What, like, has gotten me really fucked up over the last three years? is Twitch has kind of become like, well, who's going to come in and spend $500 on 100 gifted subs? And like, you're just kind. And then that encourages the sub train. And then you got to keep the sub train alive. And then there's also a Twitch train. And the Twitch train, and if you keep the train alive,

then you can get a new little shiny e-boat. And that I felt like I literally felt like a dude in Santa Monica with a fucking cup I felt like I was I was I was like well if you guys If you give five more dollars Yeah then we could keep going That's how I I felt I felt that way for three years and dude it's all god It is slowly eaten away at my mental I could and then the race made the race was the cherry on top There was five of us five cups

And we were all asking the same people for the fucking And that you're sitting there with your cup And everyone's in their cup What about my cup? What about my cup? But then they start filling your cup And you're like, wait, this is just a petty cup They don't even

They're coming over just because your cup hasn't been filled in it. Oh my God I mean it's a bad problem to have I guess Or it's a good problem to have When it works, it's good But yeah, when it works it's good but then there's times where you'll stream

eight hours and even though people want to I mean there are different types of streamers but like I tend to I just know I just fucking start I'm gonna fucking say something

when I stream I'm just talking nonstop and like whether someone wants to admit that's maybe hard's not the word for it but it's like I'm talking nonstop there's a lot of lot of energy. Not energy is that I'm setting up shit and I got guests coming and but I'm just fucking yapping about God knows what. Interactive with the chat. Not fucking stop.

And then sometimes you'll do that. Say six hours. You maybe got like a five gifted and a few resubs and like maybe one other five gifted. But then if you like, I ain't sitting there doing the math on my subs after every single time. Yeah. But it's like you'll, you'll be sit there and be like, All right, six subs, my split of that. All right, I made $43 today. Now, now divide that by three. Yeah, for TSD. Yeah.

Now, divide it by three for TSD, but it's just like, sometimes a lot of energy can be put in, and, like, you're just not guaranteed anything. And it's like, it, because it, what, before all, I think all the gifted subs and shit, I mean, to be honest, I was making a lot less on streaming. Like, I, when I was, just actually locked in for streaming and truly putting on what I would say is good streams and good

entertainment whether it was Halo H1Z1 fortnight when I was truly putting in hours and just did it for the love of the game and like dancing I'm being loud I'm rapping I'm freestyling like having fun I'm making less money but like the chat's so much more interactive it's such a better time it's you're not even thinking like that no but since it turned into uh a gifted sub and it's now it's just like how can i no dude i enjoy i enjoy the start i enjoy starting something and getting to an end goal or like or like or like trying to form some sort of like story i guess you can say when whatever content that is and you can do that i can do that content on stream and i enjoy streaming that if i if i was like i'm gonna beat

i'm gonna be elden ring in one sitting i'm still gonna do it i'm still gonna do it i I think I'm going to do it at the excorders. Then I would do that on stream and I would enjoy, I would enjoy doing it on stream. I would. Yeah. But clicking go live every day and then wondering, how can I get people to not only spend their $5, but spend $25 and give that five to other, and five gifted stuff? Oh, bro. Scum's chats roasting me for like, because I'll do my spiel.

Like, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. If you enjoy the stream, support the stream. we got Super Chats membership Like shit like that and they're like oh my god Tell me I like to shut up And like people will be tweet Me stop begging for subs Stop using scope to beg for your subs

It's fucking pathetic But it's just I don't know it's just fucking What it's sort of turned into I guess Look how swaggy hitch is today New shoes That match the out of

outfit and matches hat are you are you trying like i've always been trying no i've got the best fits in optic oh best fits in optic history oh people are roasting my people are roasting my military boots but hey those are those are oakly boots no they were fire would you actually say with the straight face use the try with your outfit i feel like the because the last three pods i feel like you've colored cordial Bro, I have always color coordinated. I don't know. It's just the fits were bad. It's just that parachute pants that are blue and white with like a pink and orange shirt.

No, no, you're making me sound like a fucking, you're making me sound like a pizza eating kid. And no, I'm not. A kid that eats pizza. No, no, no, no. Why did you laugh at that, James? A pizza eating kid. I just also had never heard of that. So I was just laughing.

Yeah, what kind of phrase is that? Nick said what I was thinking. I was like, what is a kid eating kid? Okay, like a kid that's got, see that. That's what you're thinking I'm like. What? Wait, I just remembered my thought from 10, from five minutes ago. We got to rewind.

Yeah. The type of streaming I want to do. And I think this is kind of what you were saying. But like, I don't want to hit the start live and play ranked. I would rather be like Eldon Ring Marathon this week, have a banger of a stream. There it is. And then I disappear for the next week. Then I'm on the watch party all weekend.

Yeah. Week after that, there's some halo scrims I pop up. We watch. Then there's a halo tourney. Watch that. Like different. Then after that, a few three IRL streams planned with fucking different members, like, or just me and you and we fucking do

i ral streams for a week or something then after that a different the out and ring dlc or like something like that like i think that's my foreseeable future as far as streaming i think it'll all start with the i mean i've been on the watch parties more and those those have um they've blessed me a little bit it's definitely gone better than what i thought

good um i was the other day i walked in first message because Riley told me that matches were starting at two so I got here at two the stream's already live so motherfuckers calling me out for being late but I walk in

first thing I see on the stream is like something about God maniacs here can you tell them to shut up today or something like that and I'm just like the first message it's not like I skimmed through

I sat down I looked at scumps chat and that's the first thing I fucking saw with someone just like trying to shit on me right when I immediately get here. But besides that, that doesn't happen often. And appreciate it. But doing shit like that more, I think the Eldon Ring stream, that will eventually happen.

That will start popping off some stuff. But yeah, I don't want to just hit live and be like, if we figure it out. I don't want to hit live and be like, all right, let's play rank play with formal and a low. and then just get fucking verbaled by him God, you fucking suck And that is chat Ah ha ha ha ha ha ha Like they can tell I'm genuinely

Fucking annoyed or pissed And they just love it even more Because they're fucking miserable Themself But anyways So something like an Eldon Ring stream I think we'll kick off some stuff But that's definitely more of my

Type of what I would like to do as far as the near future. And I feel like you're sort of like that as well. Oh, definitely. We could start doing just like, I don't know, we could do something. Since you're, like, usually I think, like, you would always save your energy for, like, the evenings and shit. Like, if there was something to do at, like, 3 or 4 p.m, you'd be like, like, can't, like, I'm going to go home, eat, and then, like, shower, take Mace out, and then fucking, you could, you. then you got to start the stream.

Right. But now, since you're taking, like, since you have more time away, especially during your nights, like we could, I would love to do any sort of IRL stream. It could be fucking going bowling. It could be top golf. It could be, uh, go to a restaurant, do a muck bang, driving around in the car. Like, it doesn't matter. I'm fucking.

Also, like, I was thinking about like, like, like, Tush and I did a stream. where we had to beat, we had to win a game in every BR in one sitting, couldn't hit, couldn't hit, uh, stop streaming until we did it. I think you and I would be have, like, uh, there's a new game that came out called like Carry the Glass. Have you seen that? Uh-uh. Can you look up a Carry the Glass clip?

I think if you and I did this, um, okay, so this is an XUC playing it. But like, it's you and a buddy? No. No. No. What's your favorite?

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They don't even got to be long streams. Just like me and Hedger playing this. Probably two, three hour stream. Yeah. Yeah. Call it a fucking day. Yeah, I'm down. I like getting on or not even getting on, whether it's recording or streaming.

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If I click the one above it Ha ha ha ha Oh god Imagine that's your fucking daughter Shit sickens me bro The optic halo team They won their scrim yesterday I watched the whole screen

They won their scrim I think it was like 13 to zero Damn Against Spartan dog Like a top 16 Here, we can watch this clip here I don't think this was a good This is the winning clip of them

They just looked dominant Bro, it's funny because like I was watching Matt play I was watching Matt play this The open And low key Like his shot's amazing But he was like missing jumps and missing

Nades and I was like He just hasn't play I feel like he hasn't played in a bit. Right. I feel like we weren't getting best Matt. And they still won the whole thing. Yeah. Well, I mean, what's the most insane sentence I ever say is formal might be the worst person on this team.

And when I say worse, it's like a negative connotation as if I'm like saying he's like losing it or something. But no, it's like, like if you have Steph Curry. Kobe Bryant, LeBron James, Michael Jordan, and Wilk Chamberlain on the team. Just because you say Michael Jordan's the worst on the team doesn't mean he's a bad player. Formal's fucking... A god still.

Oh my God! Bro, I'm telling you, this was from scrimms yesterday. I clicked on Renegade Stream and this dude was in fucking flow state. Like, there was probably I think they played 13 games. I think four of them, the other team maybe could have won.

Really? Like it was just, it was just, fucking just, just dominant. They're just so good right now. Now, I do want to see them against like a Shopify rebellion or an SSG, but optic halo looking good.

Dude, that cycle kid was impressing the shit out of me during finals. So do you watch finals of this series, right? Yeah, that's when you texted me yeah where was i when you text oh i was i think on the watch part yeah that's what i didn't i didn't i texted you i didn't realize

i didn't realize that that y'all were watching yeah yeah um but what's that there's like that new map on that new mode that they replayed it was fucking horrible fortress the fortress bomb bomb yeah where like no one scored no one scored at one point he got dude he like fucking took over that game

and i was yeah what the hell who is i How have I never heard of of Royal 2 and Frosty's two teammates? I've never even heard of them. They were dominant last year? They were good. Like, they're the young person on the team that's like, that's motherfuckers skilled.

And it's like, oh, they randomly got top six or top four. Who's on the team? But like cycle's really good. They're like the best players from their like top six, top fourish teams. So I mean, Shopify, Rebellion is going to be going to be insane as well. Oh, fuck.

I'm excited. We'll see, man. Got a whole season. I'm excited to watch it. I'm excited for that dream hack event, dude. Oh, yeah. Cod event and a halo event under the same room. I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to.

I was talking to my chat yesterday and I was like, and I was like the first two halo events, I think fall under Cod of Cod something as well. Right. Yeah. So I was like, the plan, what would make it easy? is if Cod was doing nothing and we just scump, watch party, just watch its halo, that would make everything easier. But obviously, if the CDL is going on, or like Dreamhack, when Cod's, it's literally a Call of Duty tournament and a Halo tournament,

like, what am I going to do? Am I going to be on the watch party and then we'll, like, switch to Halo when the important games are coming on? Or it's like, am I, so I was talking to my chat, I was like, what I might, what actually might work would be like if I could figure out something with like APG and like go to his house or something, set up microphones in a camera and figure out some sort of watch party there. Or I mean, I guess even just do it on Discord, but that's just not as, I think more people would be inclined to tune in. Definitely not as fun. If being in APG or like sitting and can have guests like playing sword. Is Brad on a team?

He retired. Yeah, I didn't even know that. I was asking that yesterday. So it was like, I would for sure want APG is entertaining. You, Ace, APG? Just, you know. Well, Ace doesn't watch anymore.

Flame Sword doesn't watch anymore. So I don't want people who like, they can come on, yes. But like, I'd want to do it with APG because like he's still friends with the pros. Right. He knows everything. He knows everyone.

He knows the drama. He knows the deed. Like, so I need someone like that to fucking. And he's just passionate about the shit. because people are saying like what about flame what about ace and i was like bro i don't think they've watched in two three years of halo of what's going on like i would have to do it with someone like apg plus apg's fucking funny in his own little weird freak way um but then hex was in my chat he was like the way your brain works man it just makes me wonder sometimes and i was like

let me guess the fact that i was like talking about doing it with apg instead of And then he started breaking down like, no, do it on the watch party. And whenever Halo's playing, y'all can watch that. And I'm just like, dude, that's not, that is not going to work that smooth. Like, while CDL is playing, there's going to be good Halo matches that, like, for my benefit, I'm going to need to be watching. Like, that is, that would be most beneficial for me. Like, I know sitting on the watch party having 50,000, 60,000 viewers at times.

like yeah oh who's that that's maniac part of optic like i i understand that helps but like i need to sort of build something as well like i'm not getting any ad revenue i'm not i'm hardly getting donations and shit like like i'm not making money off sitting there for eight hours when a friday saturday saturday sunday or thursday friday saturday whatever many days i'm on like it's when halo's going on halo's my game i need to like take advantage of it however i can so he was like or hex was like just text me i have the solution we'll figure it out and i was like all right so i'm going to talk to hex about it but i don't know how it's going to work obviously would love to just do it with scump and friends but with the cdl going on i just don't know if that's possible obviously

i'd love to be on the cdl watch parties like i have been it's been fun um in the the viewers have blessed me uh for sure whether it's super chats memberships um they've definitely blessed me and welcome me to the watch party but with halo coming up just got to sort of figure this out uh i know scump wants to watch as well but obviously his his main thing is cdl so gonna figure that out and that's where i'm at in life uh but yeah got us some exciting stuff got the entire halo season we got even exciting for cod how are the boys going to turn it around um should be if not exciting entertaining

they got to I think they have to win out to not get a loser bracket I don't know bro it's gonna be a tough road but hopefully they can pull something out of their ass but all right

it's gonna do it for the fly cast episode who gives a shit Matt Craig played the outro music