The Flycast - Living In Hell As A Drug Addict + OpTic CoD Team | The Flycast Ep. 35

Episode Date: August 10, 2021

Living In Hell As A Drug Addict + OpTic CoD Team | The Flycast Ep. 35 by The Flycast

Start recording until my farts absorbing until you aren't ignoring my heartish porn scheme. Another daily, I mean weekly upload of the Flycast with BTH merch on the table that was just so happened to be here. Yeah, I don't know how this got here, but I guess I'll take it. So BTH merch dropping at the end of this month. And if you would like some, get some. I would like some. You'll get some. Okay. I'm going to make sure to get all the Opta guys. I'm going to have some new stuff.

Not just this. This is like the basic. You should sell actual swords. That would sound. That would totally sell. Would it be whack if I got a BTH tat? No. Because I'm going to get one.

Yeah. Even if it was whack, I'd still get one. That's not whack at all. Are you going to get the logo or are you going to get like a theme? because I'm going to get, I'm not going to get the, you're going to get a palm tree. Yeah, I'm going to get like a, I was thinking about giving like a palm tree,

like a whole like art thing. Yeah. On my, uh, like upper arm. You already made your, uh, appointment for the, for tattoos? For tattoos?

Dude, tattoos are so booked. Yeah, I know. They're booked for like, like six months. I hit, I hit up like six different people.

pretty much all of them ignored me and then one one girl who was really good I commented on her post thinking like I'm verified like she'll see this and on her post I just said like I'm next and then she was like

let's do it and then she like reached out to me and DMs and then we like set it up through that I had to drive to like Dallas and do like a consultation where she sat with me for like an hour figuring out what I'm going to do That's dope.

And like we figured it out. And I'm going to do. So like in July, I'm going to get a half sleeve. So like I guess my first tat will be like an entire sleeve. It's going to take. She said it probably take like four days. But I didn't realize how expensive tattoos were if they're good. She said her day rate because I'm going to have to be there all day.

Like she said like nine hours a day. Nine hours of sitting there four days straight. Getting pricked. Yeah. I don't know how it's going to feel like people say. This didn't hurt. This didn't hurt, but. Oh, you have a tattoo, don't you?

But this is the easiest place to get it on your whole body. What? I guess, well, to finish what I was saying? Yeah, what was I saying? Yeah, I'm going to get a half sleep first. And her day rate is like $1,500 a day. So I'm going to spend like $6 grand on a half sleeve. And then that'll be at like towards the end of July.

because I got to wait two months because that's just how good tattoo artists are just always booked and then I'm going to get in August she's going to do my neck and then my whole chest that's going to take that'll be I don't know how long that's going to take

but yeah that's going to be like 18 grand down the fucking drain so see I was thinking about like booking and stuff I followed a bunch of tattoo artists this was figuring out which one i was going to go to like this like either this dude i think is a i think is a dude in cali that's really really really good i was going like fly there really that's like where i was thinking about going but if you like hit him up and figured but then i saw like how

expensive it all was and i was moving at the time and i was like i'll just wait yeah i'll wait a little bit this shop is like it's in like like you know target right over here like it's in like it's in like a shopping center area kind of like that but it's just like a tattoo shop and it's like even like it doesn't it's not like some la have their own huge building or something like it's like it's a nice place like it's definitely legit as fuck but just how i was yeah i thought i would pay like a thousand or something for the whole thing really but no i don't know how much mine was mine i got a really good deal in mine i think mine was like a hundred bucks or something like that really and it's pretty like big in comparison to what hundred dollar tattoos are usually like little butterflies yeah

hex gave me his guy i'm gonna try to get so right now i'm booked for the end of july and like the middle of august but i'm gonna try to get something before then so by the end of like the summer or i'm gonna try to book someone to do like my whole right arm yeah so by like the end of the summer I might be fully tatted. Like neck and tie your chest Halfsleeveeer Wait so what are you getting

on the half sleeve? It's like It's like geometry Type geometric fucking like It's like shapes and patterns It'll be like that So you're going to see what she comes up with

Oh so that's not that has nothing to do with BTH The half sleeve No No So you're going to get that somewhere else I'm going to just like find some person To fucking do that on your I'm a pie

probably do quad i'm a probably honestly i'm probably get either o g or b t ht ht ht on like right above my knee and then on this knee uh i want to get hexas guy to do like a lion

so i'm gonna have a i'm gonna i'm wasting all of my money on on these tattoos but like by the end of the summer i might just be fully fucking tatted and shredded yeah you're gonna have to be

you know how long it's been since i had like a cheat meal or like anything bad really like almost two months for real yeah so what are you been eating just snappy just clean shit just a lot of you know you know uh mary's mediterranean yeah uh i go to this place called fadis which is just like that um and just get like chicken coos coos and like some veggie but it's basically just like chicken veggies and like a carb like rice or whatever have you been working working out yeah i've been working on every single day yeah so have i but i just need to have you yeah for like a month now i mean as as far as just like doing cardio and stuff

just moving yeah yeah but that's definitely what i need to do next is eat clean yeah but it's such i mean now i can smell so it makes you're gonna have to enjoy it for a little bit like oh god damn that's crazy it's you can smell at all times now like it doesn't go away right now i can smell at all times and i'm hoping it stays that way but you never know so is it supposed to stay that way like could you just be good for life now or every so often you'll have to like go get it go get your shit scrape i don't know i don't know so like as of right now i'm taking three pills in the morning two pills at night and i'm doing saline rinses twice a day which is like you put water and like saline in this medication in a bottle and you squeeze it in one nostril it comes out the other and you do and i do

that the whole bottle twice a day so i'm taking like a shit ton of medicine and that's what apparently is like a preventative for it happening again so i don't know if i just continue doing all those medicines for ever if it just if i can smell the whole time i mean yes it would definitely be worth because I didn't do it like the last time I got this surgery I can smell for a little bit and I wasn't as punctual like I'm doing it like right when it needs to be done every day

but last time I didn't do it as punctual and it like came back pretty fast I came back in like three months so what what smell have you smelled where you just been like oh my fucking God I haven't yet oh it's good oh it's good I mean it's almost like every time dude coffee coffee for sure is number one Korean barbecue what is it called burghurriaki bogogi oh booggi something like that bro that shit smells so

good I've never and that's the smell that I have never smelled before before like even when I could smell I have never been able to smell it there's so many good smells out there man dude there's so many good ones. I asked, I asked, I, I've been buying candles. Yeah. I, I bought a few candles, and then one of my mods sent me candles, and that shit smells so good. I accidentally left it burning all night.

And I woke up, and I was like, damn, it smells good. And I ran into the living room. It was like, because it was just all wax. I did that the other day, actually. Sometimes I just wait. Sometimes I'll have them lit and then just like leave for the day, come back at night, and they're just still lit. I just see Junior sitting there like

like I'm afraid I'm more afraid of him like catching his tail on fire or something and then like because like how because people always say don't don't leave your canals like lit like yeah yeah like but how really could it catch something on fire? Yeah you would have to have a I mean yours is a lot

more risky than mine is because you have a moving thing in there I don't have anything moving yet i still got to see your place i want to get i want to get all my furniture in first but furniture is just like tattoos dude dude i don't know how you got all your stuff so fast no i had that look oh okay and like we went to i went to like four first we would like look online then we'd see the availability and they'd all be like two months away then we went to like four different stores and basically just sitting on

couch after couch and be like oh I actually like this when could this be available? Like nine out of ten times it'd be like oh well I can't yeah it'd be like two months away or something but then I found one and he was like yeah I could get this to you buy and he was like

in like a week I was like yeah give me that because that would that I was not trying to wait especially just getting a new apartment like what are you sitting on right now like do you have your tv set up or do you just watch it in bed uh i have so luckily the place that i live at they comes with it comes with a tv already mounted on the wall oh yeah so before i exposed where you lived yeah so there's a so your apartment where you live where i live has a uh a thing on the wall or has the uh a it's like a

pretty decent size tv already mounted on the wall so right now because I have a couch and a love seat that are coming second week of June and my entire bedroom set is coming on the same day, I think. And like... What's like a bedroom set? So it's the place to put your bed and then a chest. Like a frame? Yeah, like a bed frame, a chest. So you don't have a frame?

You're like on the floor? No, I still have the one that I had at the fake optic house that we lived in. Yeah, I took that. Did you have to like take it apart and then put it back together? Yeah, well, the movers did. That sucks. Yeah. For them.

Yeah, it did. I'm sure I did. But then, but the, dude, the bedrooms set I have, I'm so excited for it. Because it's like two in tables that match with the bed frame, that match with the gentleman's chest and the dresser. And I'm going to put my TV on the dresser. Are you going to do a apartment tour? I don't know. I feel like you have the best.

You have the only good apartment to do an apartment tour. I'm going to do one, but... Yeah, but if I do an apartment tour, I can't show the outside because then it's very obvious where I live. You know what I mean? So, I don't know. I'm not going to do much content there.

So, like, there's really no reason to do... No content there? Yeah. Well, I might stream in the loft. The loft. Did you ever go to the loft when Pam live there? Dude, it's funny. I thought I told Pamage that I was,

like, yo, I got your old spot. And he's, and, uh, and then I, I, I, I, I guess I forgot to tell him. And I put this, uh, picture on my Instagram story of like, Alexis and I went out and got, a lawn chairs and she got a PS5. So we had the PS5 hooked up and then two lawn chairs and I took a picture from like behind. And I posted on my Instagram story and then Pomage replied to it and say, wait a second. Really? I was like, oh, should I forgot to tell you.

That's funny. Yeah. I got your spot living in Spratt's room. Damn, you really came up then, huh? Yes. Even, I think everyone has come up since then. For sure. I mean, God.

Even thinking about, not even thinking about like the Emerson, which is not called the Emerson anymore. I drove by it. Oh, really? Yeah, it's called. They switched that shit up. Completely rebranded. I wonder if they had like hell of bad reviews or something.

Definitely. They had bad reviews when we were going there. Oh, really? Yeah. I remember Mike being like, so did you see that there was like three star on Yelp or whatever? And I was like, ah,

it's probably just white ladies. I wonder why? Because the pipes had been breaking. And I was like, there's no way the pipes will break. And then my apartment flooded. When you live there, because it wasn't like an ice storm or anything.

So it just broke. Yeah, it just broke and flooded the apartment. But we were in a, different apartment in a day so it wasn't that bad but anyway speaking of the come-up i have i did you just shit yourself that was this but it made a weird noise uh fucking i can't believe how like looking back at how i used to live my god you're talking about before the days or the days like before the days or the days like the days that they made a documentary about or before those days

I the days they made a documentary oh yeah and like before those days like yeah god man I mean we all kind of lived I mean obviously not everyone was like but like everyone was like low key fucking gross yeah except for Mike maybe he's always just been fucking healthy yeah yeah I mean But you said he takes big, big poops. I don't even want to get started. Bro, the only thing that, like, really would piss me off would be, like, he would take a shit. And I could, well, all right, in the old house, his room is there. My room is beside it, connected through a bathroom.

You shared a bathroom? And it's like, it's like he just wasn't aware of, like, he's, like, moaning while taking a shit. He's like, ugh. And that shit would. piss me off. So you would never do a team house again? No. Yeah.

I didn't think so. I'm over the team house thing. I feel like I would want to give it one more try. I mean, if there was a team house and there was an office in it and I had a setup in the office, I would go to the team house every day. I would do what Hex did for sure.

Like go to a team house every day. I would do it, but I wouldn't live there. Yeah. Yeah. You know what I mean? Actually, now that I'm thinking about it, Fuck now. Like what we have at the Hexquarters right now is dope.

If the Hexquarters was like, I mean, I love it. But if it was like homeier, it would be super dope. Because like there are, there are like instances where like all of the sudden like you go to stream or like you're done with your stream. And all of a sudden you're sitting there watching a movie with formal and dashy. And like those kind of situations are like that's already more like connected than we ever were at the scuff house. Yeah. I mean every once in a while we would gather in. the living room but most of the time it was like i think i was on that couch like once in the living room

couch i was on a lot but that's because i filmed anytime anybody was on the couch i'd film it because like we never did hung out much yeah whenever it was like a connor mcgregor fight or like a cubs game then we would like watch or like sit around the table and watch or the living room. I can't believe I used to torture myself how I did I was so like, especially Adderall.

That shit was fucking torture. Dude, I was... Like my mind is so much more clear and I like wake up, I don't really, like there might be certain situations where like I'll get that ill feeling in my gut.

Yeah. But like, after like a day, I'm pretty much over it. Yeah. And it's just like, I was like running from that with like Xanax and fucking Adderos. The ill feeling like like an anxious feeling or like a like a like if just something pops up that I don't like like just any sort of stressor. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I get that. You would just numb it.

I'd just numb it and just run away from it. Right. And I never have to deal with it. That's how I was to. I mean, obviously a lot less severe. but there's so much shit I've been putting off. And boredom. Like whenever I get,

whenever I would get bored, I'd be like, oh, take out of all. Yeah. You're not bored anymore. That's true. But now it's like,

I have to straight up deal with my boredom. But like, I'll fucking sweep my apartment. Right. Yeah. I'll sweep my apartment and take out the trash. Do laundry. Fucking.

What other regular human shit is there to do? I'll just like go to the studio and just like play a world of war to work. craft or something. Chill with Matt or just go work out. Yeah, yeah. Go, I don't know. I mean, this, like, ever since I moved in to my own spot, I've been, like, way more productive than I think I've ever been in, like, my adult life.

Are you, like, trying to, your best to keep it clean, like, throwing away your trash. Oh, yeah, yeah. When the trash is full, you take it out. But luckily, like, my place is, like, really nice. So all I have to do is put my trash outside of my trash. door. They come and pick it up. But it's not like I've never done that before.

But the biggest, like when you're like, wow, you like you've came up since then. Because like the, what I related to is not the Emerson. I related to my first ever apartment when I lived in North Carolina. And I worked at Walgreens. It's like $400 a month that I paid for it. And I lived like damn near underground. Like you would have to like step down and then my door was right there. And so if you, I had like, all my windows were like up high.

And then there was the ground right here. So like I was on, I was like underground. It's like a basement view. Yeah. And it was, dude, it was bad. It was so bad. It got like moldy. Oh my.

Dude, my old. But it's not like my, the mold wasn't my fault. But like, oh, yeah, me either. But like it ruined. Bro. My old apartment. Oh my God. My old apartment.

I was so down bad. that like my, apparently like my air filter or whatever got like so fucking dirty. And I don't really know how. Maybe it's because I had like two PCs running at all times. Were you supposed to change it like every three months? I never changed it. Yeah, I know. I don't think I've ever changed one in my life.

Yeah, I know. But you're supposed to change it every three months. Yeah. I think. But I would have like two PCs running and I would take so much Adderall that I would be cold. So I would turn my heat up to like. 78. And so like to a normal person, to a normal person walking in there, they're probably like, oh my God, it's hot as shit.

Yeah. And I'm just sitting there with like a hoodie on. Like shivering. Holy shit. Because my hands would get so cold from all that shit. So I would do that. And then apparently what causes mold because I did get mold. Like in my air vents, you could see fucking mold.

Like, and I was like, I just, I, oh my. God. I'm like getting flashbacks right now. Like I used to have like when I would be crashing up for like three days and I start getting paranoid. I would see. Oh my God. I just thought of something else. One time I looked up and I saw a worm on my ceiling and I was like one of those little worm like this big and they're just like white or like a whiteish color. And I saw one on my ceiling. I'm like what the fuck? And then I like look over the I see another one on my cell. I'm like what the fuck? And I like, what the? And I like. And I like, I like, I'm looking around. I spot like eight different worms on my ceiling. I've molded my vents. Like, oh my God. It was so fucking bad.

I thought you're going to say they weren't there. I can't put. No, they were there. It was so bad. I don't know how like I bought this like mold cleaner stuff because my vents were fucking disgusting. Um,

and apparently if the temper, like I think what causes mold is if the temperature like increases decreases, decreases increases and like mine would always do that because it would be hot as fuck and then I have to like turn it down yeah so that's all I was doing it oh it was so fucking gross

I had worms on my fucking ceiling man I was a literal crackhead yeah literally it was more like a meth head but like a crackhead makes more sense but apparently but the amount of Adderall I was buying a lot of it was probably pressed with meth

because like they're not real adderals a lot of it's probably like real aterals like I don't fucking know I mean I was I would buy like 500 at a time and it's like no one really has 500 real adderals so they were probably like pressed with meth so I think I was a meth head for a while

so you don't even know like when you had taken like did you look to see if they were like the little orange they'd yeah I would only well people like can fake that Like they can make it look real and press it with something else. I don't know how they fucking do it. But like, I only bought the ones that I wanted.

Yeah. And I'm not going to say which kind was the best kind. Yeah, yeah. Because someone might be like, hmm, I'm not sure if I get there. But yeah, I would try. I would get those. But like, when I went to rehab, I talked to people about it. And they were like, yeah, your shit was definitely pressed with meth.

Like no one has that many. Yeah. Like real adderals. That is true. I didn't even think about that. So it was probably a meth head. but is it is method i thought meth was a downer no it's not i don't know

there's no way i had no idea i don't know any apparently meth like this other dude i met in rehab i don't know if i said i think i might have said this the first flycast back but it was this australian dude and he said he would take adderall and i asked what he would do because he told me he take like 200 milligrams i'm like so what the fuck do you do on 200 milligram i know what i I did on 500.

And he said, I'd either, what do you say? I'd need a wanket or fuck me wife silly. Okay. And he did Adderall and meth. And I was like, so what's a difference? He's like, there's no difference.

Like, meth is the same as Adderon. What the fuck? That's what I've heard about cocaine. Because that Adderall is basically the same as. Adderall is better than cocaine. That's, if you ask me. I was, I wasn't going to. to say that, but that's what I've heard.

Well, is that like, is that like I've been around people? Cogane sucks. Maybe I've only had trash cocaine, though. I've been around people that are like on, like, they just did like a lot or whatever. And then they're like, Adderall is better, which is already, that's fucking insane to think about that Adderall is legal. It's a legal pill. I would not. Out in the public.

I don't know how people were. legally and like if you've talked to people that like either pop pills and do cocaine or like is it do coke i don't know i don't know how people choose to do cocaine over atarol because cocaine is fucking it's like you feel pretty good for like 30 minutes but adderall gives me the feeling like sort of externally you're like calm but internally you're going fucking That is true. Dude, if I see one of those pills, I'm just like, bro, oh my God.

The amount of nights I had of just having like anxiety attacks, just like running, like going around my apartment, like trying to clean and like thinking I'm hearing like knocks and shit. I took apart two of my PCs and like trying to put them together. I'm switching NVIDIA settings every single day. I'm fucking losing my mind. Yeah. something definitely was fucked up with my PC and my internet though

even with the clear mind that I sit with today something was definitely fucked and I would dominate you in a Halo 3 3 dude but I fucking oh my god I can't believe it I have like such like a off-putting like disgusting at I mean a disgusted attitude towards those things now I don't even know if I could do a drug again like I just yeah I'm like so turned off like it's it's so like it's not natural it's just it's just fucked really like you it's

very fucked like every every once in a while actually no no i i never ever think about it anymore because i'm just like that is like oh every everyone that i've ever talked to that is like taking it like there's a there's a guy that we both know who took it a lot for a little bit a little bit and i didn't talk to him for a while and i went back uh uh And did talk to him and he was like, dude, that shit is trash. Like it's I like withdrawed or I was like withdrawing for like a week and stuff. And I was like, yes, it's horrible. Yeah.

Like it's really, really, really bad. Yeah. And dude, I'm sure you've gotten like, because I've gotten like hundreds of tweets and DMs and messages. I'm sure you've gotten thousands. Yeah. That shit is which is. My Instagram is fucking. Yeah.

Insane amount of DMs. It's crazy because that's how much of it is out there. Even like, like, pro players and stuff. Like, and, like, Twitter. Have you ever met somebody that you were really excited to meet and then it didn't? It didn't like, it wasn't like what you thought? Um, I don't think. I really don't think I've, like, met that many people that I would even, like, give a fuck about how they are.

Well, you started and, like, you weren't like the second. generation of e-sports which is like because like the if you're like second or past that generation of e-sports like you didn't grow up in it so you started watching

I guess I was like first gen yeah you didn't like so I kind of saw everyone come up yeah people weren't like people were like watching Walshie and the Oghers on TV and you were like playing them so it's not like

I mean I used to look up to them like that yeah like Walshie I was okay So you were like, the ogres. So you did have one, one little shred of people. And I, yeah, and I met all them, obviously. And they were all, like, cool as fuck to me. Like, T squared barely even knew me and, like, invited me to stay at his apartment for, like, a week.

Yeah. And, like, help him move in and chill. And we, like, went to a bar. I was, like, 18. That's wild. Yeah. The first time I met Walsh, he was, like, the nicest dude in the world. Yeah.

He still is. Yeah. But. no one no one disappointed yeah no i don't think anybody not for me either well not really i remember the first time that that uh like i kind of knew who hex was he came up to me and he hit me on the shoulder at an event and i turned around i didn't know who it was and it was hex and i was like i had i probably turned white because i like didn't like know him that well and then he shook his he'd like put his hand out and it was like hey i was like hey and i shook his hand or like dabbed him up

or whatever and then he walked away he was like see you around I was like, all right. And then I was just for the next five minutes. I was like, holy fuck, that just happened. Really? That's funny. Isn't that crazy? Nate did the same thing too.

Like, I remember the first time I had ever been around. Actually, I'm not going to say that. I remember the first time I ever like, we like went somewhere and like hung out with my, my buddy Pittsburgh at the time. We went, we went somewhere in like a hotel and then like proof he walked up. And I remember proof he walked up and I was just like, that cool like that cool like that's that's where I was because at the time it was like proof claster scump nate shot that was the optic team and so like anytime they were around

I was just like I that cool that cool yeah I like came first and always I always too but I'm like first gen so like the nate shots the scumps like I used to see them and like, M-O-E event. Yeah, and I'm just like, like, halo's the main stage. And then, like, over there is Call of Duty. That's it so funny. So then once they, like, I didn't even know anything about YouTube.

So, like, they're, like, blown up on YouTube and I don't even know it exists. You're like, this phase will pass. I just didn't even know it existed. I didn't watch, like, gaming YouTube videos. Yeah. And then they just blew up. And so I never, I guess I never saw them, like, appear. I always just kind of saw them as, like, beside me.

That makes perfect sense. So like anytime I ever met any of them, it's just like whatever. Dude, I bet you the first e-sports event back. Well, I always say the first event back, like it's going to be like no events and then boom an Anaheim or something like that. It's not going to be like that. It's going to be like, all right, 100 people can go to this event, 200 people can go to this event. I think it'll phase in like that.

But regardless, they are going to have to do some, like. Yeah. Like, honestly, we'll probably walk in and be like, Oh, this is stupid. Yeah, right. Like one person, like seats will be like staggered six feet apart. Yeah, yeah, something like that. It's going to be something like, oh, this is kind of trash.

Yeah. I mean, unless something changes, it'll probably, that's how, I mean, that's, it's just basically how sports are going. Like, I mean, besides the Rangers game, that show was crazy. Do you see that? The Rangers opening home or their home opener had like 40,000 people there. Just everyone sitting? beside each other? Yeah.

I mean, there's no internet here. I guess that's allowed? Yeah, I mean, it's Texas. But I went to a Stars game and the Stars,

there's three seats where you can sit and then there's nobody around you. Oh, really? Over there, there's three seats. So only three people can sit beside each other?

Yeah, well, there's like, so like if you go to a game with a group of like six. Well, there's like packages. So there's like two people packages, three people packages and stuff like that. And Josefo just got,

or Roger, got a three-person package and me, Roger and Josef, I went and watched hockey. How was that? It was fun, actually, because I haven't done anything like that and feels like forever. Yeah. So. But, dude, the Rangers game looked like, it looked like a packed stadium. And everybody was like, oh, these idiots.

Of course. But, like, haven't heard anything bad since then about it, but I guess we'll see. Um, so. But what I was going to say is that. first event back. Like, it's been so long since any of us have been, like, mobbed that, like, I wonder if it's going to be crazier next time. You know what I mean? Be like, how many more people watch or how, like, many more people are going to go? I feel like a bunch, maybe I'm wrong, but I feel like a bunch more, you mean like Greenwald fans? Yeah, yeah. People recognizing us.

Right. I feel like it's going to be a lot more people. Intense. Yeah, that's what I'm thinking. But I don't know if I've like grown or if I'm just like on like a hot streak right now because I'm because my fucking. That's dude, I'm thinking about it. The last time we went to an event like TST went to an event, we would get flown there by scuff to play in there to play three V3s against fans. And like I don't know. And that was when we had 300 viewers and we had like 1100 subs. I don't know if we're going to be able to do that this time. like if we go somewhere you know what i mean yeah like because we were just like playing out in the open

and like people walking bass is like hey are you hitch yeah everyone like new hitch right and they i guess new of tsd but like blake and george they like kind of new i mean at that point like people would come up to me and they would i would like sign their stuff and then they would say can we take a picture and they would look around and they would see like blaker george and be like hey can you take this picture for you know what i mean and it was and that's not gonna i don't think that's going to happen ever again. Yeah. Because they like didn't know who Blake and George were, but now it's like so ingrained

in like our brand and stuff. Yeah. That I think I think Blake and George, the next event, I think they're not ready for it. I've been trying to say to him like, just so you know, the next time we go to an event, you guys are going to get fucking swarmed. But I mean, that's, that's crazy. That's crazy that has been that long since. I don't know.

Well, I guess we'll see at the end of this year with the, didn't they announce. There's going to be something. land event. They announced it. Or is there even, I don't know if there's, it might just be like competing on land. That's what I'm thinking.

With like a few spectators or something. I'm thinking it's going to be like the arena was like in Burbank. Did you ever go there? Oh, wait, you competed there. The ESL. I'm like, no,

I never met. The ESL. Remember like the ESL? And they had like their own little like compound. Yeah. That's where I mean the cod used to compete. Compete there too. Hopefully it's not like that.

That's what I'm thinking. I mean, there's no way even even if everything was in the clear there's no way that they could deal with like the bad publicity of that yeah so like they're not gonna let especially for gaming like people everyone waiting to fling their shit out of e-sports anything that's like gaming or anything that like revolves around social media i mean people just blow every single thing out of proportion so speaking of gaming the call of duty team yeah choked Were you there? Yeah, you were there. Oh, man. As someone who used to compete, if that, that is the type of, like,

you'll never see that again. Maybe like once every 20 years of golf. Dude. Like, that is, oh, man. Dude, that's so bad. My fucking, like, gut, I ended up getting sick that night. And I wonder if, like, dude, I got, like, a stomach bug.

And I wonder if, like, the stress of, like, seeing them lose like that because being in there and just hearing like first you see they're up like five three then you're like oh they got this they got this and then then you hear call it's and then you're like don't worry about it we're chill we're chilling we're chilling the thing is they lost a defense which is like the easy part and they lost it and they went five four and i was like shit they have to win this offense they lose the offense and then they have offense again and i'm like and then they should and then But they win.

They won. And then they win, but don't somehow. Dude. Oh, my God. I was standing behind Matt, like, looking. And then I just hear him like, what? What the, I'm just like, oh, my God. And I didn't really know what happened.

And then I, like, go back to my setup and I'm watching the stream. And I'm like, oh, no. That's the thing. It's like, in my, like, in the reaction videos that we post, like, I can't sync up where they where the gameplay is the same as what they see because it's just not possible so like i see them lose but then i'm watching the stream and like bruce comes over and and matt comes over and they're watching it too and i'm like how do they lose this i was thinking maybe like maybe like a nade hit a nade sticks like set or or like a or like i thought it was a ninja

defuse is what I thought. That's what I initially thought is that they plant the bomb. That would have been worse. They plant the bomb. That might have, that might be worse. They plant the bomb and then they go their separate ways, hold down lanes and the guy defuses it. That's what I thought happened because I just had no idea. And then I see that shit and I was like and then of course it's like a million Twitter fucking coaches are just like

well, why did Dylan push up? Why did why who did? Like they just try to break down that fucking insane scenario. Like one and a half seconds of game put. Yeah. And like what they would do in that situation. I'm like, well, first of all, you would never get here. You have no idea what like the pressure. I mean, if going into a round 11 to move on in a tournament like that,

like everyone's hands would just be fucking shaking. So you just have a situation where like two, what it's like two people were weak. So they back up in order to regain health. But then they also know where the guy is. And then it was, it was so lucky because it was. accuracy right yeah he fucking bro that's that would be crazy though being on that side of it and

pulling that all dude fucking hype as fuck just hype bro i would be so hype but like the way he like jumps around the corner or like looks around the corner his aimer's kind of looking down and like kill someone that's like what laying down set was laying that's what i'm saying is like so lucky if he doesn't challenge he doesn't have to challenge at that exact time he has to challenge at the exact time and the exact spot he's at. Because if he slides out to try to like, you know what I mean, to try to like, like challenge harder, he's got three people aiming at him. But the fact that he challenged is right there kills, I think, formal and wallbang Seth.

And then Bruce is the last person. And Bruce can't shoot at him because then he'll kill formal. It's like he has to challenge from that exact spot at that exact time. And I think Dashie said there was there's something in the game to where like, If your teammates body, like, dies in front of you, like, you can't shoot through it. So, like, his bullets weren't connecting yet. They were, like, shooting, like, I guess the dead body or something. He was, like, explaining something.

Like, it's, like, a glitch in the game. So, like, he only could get, like, a bullet or two into him. That's, I haven't felt that, like... I felt so bad for him. I haven't felt that bad about, like, the team since, like, they lost Blackups three champs. like the Crossroads episode or whatever like that do you remember the post like heartbreak of that tournament dude it was bad because i feel like i didn't really like pay attention well you were definitely there for when they lost because i remember you because i remember brad brad was sad like abg and i was

like why are you sad because that was before he was on optic or anything and he was like it's like the guy's just lost man and i was like yeah i feel you like it was But it was like heartbreaking because like we had lived together for three weeks up to that point because they had been like grinding for champs. They had been winning so many tournaments that year. And then they boom, they like lose. And then they lose in that heartbreaking way. And they're just like sitting on the floor and like like just doing that. And then Matt and Seth immediately leave from that tournament and they don't come back to the scuff house for like a month.

because it was the off season. And that Black Ups 3, the reason why it hurts so bad is because Black Ups 3 was the first champs that happened at the end of the year. So it was the last tournament because champs before that happened in the middle of the year. So like everyone had been grinding for this last tournament. Like we're going to win this last tournament and then we're going to get the trophy. And then they lose like that. Bro, it was heartbreaking.

Like for like a week after. I was just walking around like just a pit in my stomach. Yeah. That's how like everyone was. For like a day or two, especially right after it happened. Yeah. Like I just had to like,

I just left and like, dude. I didn't feel good. Yeah, I immediately left too. I didn't feel good. It's crazy how that shit happens. That's why like when they tweet that fucking bullshit like they don't understand like.

What rocker? Yeah, but it's just that guy, that fucking whoever the guy or the girl that's behind that shit. Yeah, that shit was a pretty. like you can tell he's never done anything as far as like competing yeah yeah maybe he has

but like still that's just like what do you think are people that call like set soft for saying something to him that's what i'm saying it's like what is here's what i would think is like if somebody set if anyone was going to say something i feel like it should be should be set yeah imagine tweeting something and getting scump the fucking face of call of duty yeah tweeting back at you You're a fucking idiot. That's what I'm saying. People were like, oh, Seth is so soft for saying that.

I can't stand these fucking idiots. And it's like, dude, if you're going to sit there and let somebody like utterly, because that wasn't banter. That's just blatant disrespect. That's not. Because it's not a breakdown. Bantor, yeah. It's not a break.

That was such a bad tweet. It's not a breakdown because you're not breaking down. You're literally in all that you just lost and you're heartbroken. Yeah. And then. to not tweet about your successes but to tweet about the failures of the people you're playing is already like disrespect.

It's not like, L-O-L, like we beat the green wall like type of deal. Yeah, that's such a bad. So then people call Seth's soft for going at it and it's like that is blatant disrespect and he's literally standing up in the face of somebody who's disrespecting him.

Like that's not fucking soft. Yeah. Like soft would be like complaining about it behind everyone's bad. fucking dude that like hex got an argument with and like nine people just came in mind was it oh caused off and uh the elevate guy yeah yeah i don't really know who he is but it's just bad twitter it's just bad tweets like i saw him say something like i'll never like banter is a part of e-sports i'm like shut the fuck up i've been i've been in e-sport

for since 2005 and I have never seen orgs talk about other orgs losses until last year. Yeah, it's true. Even I was on the mutineers fucking, or maybe the year before last year. But even when I was on the mutineers, a team, we lost and then I forget what org it was that we lost still, but they tweeted something and then I tweeted at the org and was, and then like my org literally the mutineers Twitter like responds to me and it's like no show it's all good it's all bad and I'm like fuck no like if I was a player and saw a fucking org yeah like some person that means like nothing as far as like from a competitive standpoint like they don't they can't

speak for the org like the person on the PC the keyboard can't speak for the players that just won like I would be so pissed if I'd fucking lost and saw an org tweeting about my loss. Yeah. There's like no, like the orgs. Players, yes. That's the thing is like players getting up and talking shit to other players is totally different. No, banter is a, banter is needed for e-sports and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

Like, not the org shit though. Yeah. Banter is whatever. Banter is banter. And that's, it's fine. But you got to be a player. The worst part about it is like if Rocker had beaten any other team, what there are 12 teams any of the other teams in the entire CDL they would not have tweeted that

shit but just because it's optic they're like oh you know you know what we could do and suck off optic for some views and for some impressions and you he had to have gotten the okay by like there's no way he's just sitting there alone imagine if typing that and tweeting it so he got the okay apparently he was what i've heard is that he was in a uh or whoever it was in a Skype call with his superior and was like is this cool and they said yeah it's cool yeah but like if they had run it by like Ashley

or like somebody who actually knows what the fuck is going on they would have been like no not that because like out of all out of all teams like you gotta know you're not the villain like that's like the friendliest that's like the friendliest

org that we are like to us is is rocker that's the team that I was like that's the team They were probably literally looking at it, like interactions. Yeah, for sure. Like we can. Because even attached saw it was like, what the fuck?

Yeah. I'm sure everyone saw it and was like, yeah. I'm sure every. But they deleted it. But I mean, they deleted it and then like issued an apology. I don't think, I think. What did they say in the apology? Something like.

Like Rockerts we did an apology. Yeah, an apology. Something like we didn't basically that wasn't like that doesn't fit our like goals and theme as an org something like that. I don't even think they needed to issue an apology because I think that just gives all the trolls like a green light.

Like, oh, are you soft. Soft-ass or what is going on? If I was them, I would apologize. Like, I probably would have done what they did. It's like, I get the soft shit because the world is soft. The only problem is there's no face to like point it at. It's like an invisible man behind a keyboard.

Yeah. But just the logo representing. Yeah. with just like yeah you can't put that shit on your resume that's yeah it was like i get the whole soft shit because like yes the world is pretty soft right now i get that after that that shit is not like you gotta know even if it was if if minnesota like three owed us and it was like dashy's getting shit on because i always hear dashy saying like breakdown breakdown right and then they and then they said something like breakdown breakdown g j's

topic we want that's not that's banter yeah like congrats you you talk shit we talk shit you shit on us you backed it up yeah you can talk you can say but after something like that lucky after something like that heartbreaking after being up and then and then crazy and then losing and just everything that and you how soon it was like afterwards like fucking wild yeah wild bad bad tweet Bad juju too. I've never, yeah. I still don't. Snakebite was saying the chi.

I still don't. I still don't agree with orgs ever. As orgs like talking shit. Like even saying, I mean, I. Just like GGs. Yeah. Like how is, I don't know. It's just weird for me to be.

I look at it from a player point of view. Like if I was a player in loss and saw like the, and saw the straight ripping Twitter fucking. talking shit. I would just be like, shut the fuck up. Yeah, right. Especially because they might know,

especially if you know, like, who's the social person behind that or something. Like, if I was scump, I would. If you're not Blackbeard or Kevy. If I was scump, I would have fucking, like,

figured out who, who, find their personal Twitter and then, like, put a period, then at them so everyone sees. That's why Seth is Seth and we're us. Yeah. I was like, Seth,

Seth takes that shit. Seth takes more shit than anybody else in East. I think I heard him. And Cod. I think I heard him talking about it the other day. Like, do you know the amount of shit I see every single day? He gets told to retire, what, 9,000 times a day? It's like, dude, that's some fucking crazy shit.

I was like, you just stop looking at your mentions. Like, I don't even look at my mentions that much unless I feel like I had like a fire tweet. And I'm like, ah, what people say is. Yeah, right, right. But like, especially if something bad happens, like a loss or a choke or you got shit on. Like, I don't know why Seth. That shit's crazy. Seth would even like look at his mentions.

Like, just don't do it. He's like, I shouldn't, I shouldn't even look at my Twitter, right? And I'm like, no. And the best part, I mean, whenever in, so as like a long term fucking optic fan or whatever, AW, AW through IW was dope because. they won a lot. And like you go into every single event and you're like, damn, they could fucking win. But Black Ops 2 and Ghosts and like Black Ops 2 and ghosts were so much fun to watch because you knew they weren't supposed to win. So the three times in those two years that they did win,

it was fucking hype. Like super fucking hype. And we're in that position now. There's like there are so many good teams that like inevitably when they win because they will win when they win like when those things click because when they're playing their best they're a top two team in the game but and then it's online so fucking anything could happen we go back to land we'll see if these people actually do break down that have never played on land before or if they surprise us like selium did and just shred on land who knows but if they eventually win or when they eventually win it's going to be fucking hype like so hopefully they just never win until a land tournament and then if they win the land tournament imagine they never win the whole year and then they win champs

that shit would be on land crazy we would throw dude we would throw the biggest party safely that would not partake in stuff I don't know but yeah I mean it it's so much better like being in the environment with them because Blake and George Blake is like until he joined the huntsman or joined energy with the huntsman and now on optic he never really like watched Cod unless he was there who Blake Blake and George has always watched cod but Blake like now being involved like with the team he'll watch with us and he was like dude watching is so much fun because you feel it like whenever they win or whenever they lose you feel the joy or you feel the hurt. And like that's so much more exciting. And I'm like, yeah. Like that's like why being in that, like, I'm sure there are so many people out there that think that I'm like the most

annoying person on Twitter because they only look at my Twitter after Optic loses and I'm biased as fuck whenever they lose because I watch them scrim every day. I watch them get there three hours early and scrimm a team before they play. And I watch them yell. at each other and and and give each other like criticisms whenever they're messing up in practice and fix it and then they shit on teams in practice. I watch all of that. So like for people to be like, these guys fucking suck. Like whenever they lose and I'm just like, you don't know how dumb you are. Like you really don't know how fucking dumb you are because you have no idea what these four dudes do

every single day. And so like I'm biased as fuck when it comes to that. So I know that. I know there are people that, dude, I am the most annoying Twitter and I know I am and I can't help it. I literally can't help it. Everyone needs a you. I've been defending. Every org needs a hitch. Dude, I've been defending optic teams, even your team, like in Halo. Like people were like, dude, these guys don't even fucking care.

And I'm like, I sit behind them every day as all four of them scrimmed. And they literally shit on everyone except CLG. And then we lost the CLG once. and then we got to start getting shit on. Dude, do you remember the, the Halo tournaments that you guys played in?

They were single elimination tournaments and you guys played in them for points every single week. Was that like... It was you, Cleet, stellar, Mike. Yeah. And you played in a tournament

and you, depending on where you placed in that tournament, you got points. And it was a single elimination tournament. You guys lost a CLG four weeks straight in different points. Yeah.

So like if you guys met up with CLG in quarter finals, you're going to lose to them. You get four points. If you meet up to them in finals, you get second and you get like 12 points. And I'm sitting there and I'm like, do you not understand guys? They're losing to the same team. It's not like they're losing to everyone. And so when I would say that, they're like, you got to stop defending them. And I'm like, use your fucking brain.

And that situation. And that was the first time I did it. And they were like, damn, it's just annoying. And I'm like, I'm going to be annoying for the next 10 years. I want to know where my Halo 5 career would have went. Because when I, when we got dropped from Optic as the Halo team, and they picked up the number one team who just won every single event or whatever. Yeah.

Fucking, I actually had like a pretty good team, me, Ace, APG, and Heinz. Like, that was the best team I had in probably, I don't, I don't know if I'd say ever, but it's one of my best teams ever. Yeah. And like, I was, I don't know, I was just excited to, like, have a good team. But I was also, like, even when I got told that, like, it was sad, but, or when I got told, like, he was going to replace us. Yeah.

It was sad, but, like, I was, I think I was just so over. I hated how Halo 5 felt. And I haven't played a single game of Halo 5 since that day. Since, since I remember we, I. I'm pretty sure we scrimmed. Like 12 hours before we did the interview. Well, it might have been the evening of. Or no, we scrimmed the night before.

And then I woke up and I think talked to Hex and then basically figured out, okay, well, I'm not competing anymore. I got to tell these guys. Yeah. Or do I leave Optic and like team with them in Halo 5? I'm like, I hate this fucking game. There's no, like, I'm done. Yeah.

And then had to like tell them that. night and then a few hours after that had to record that um i don't know what my point was for all that but not the best of times uh but i do wonder where my halo five career would have went if you played yeah dude the one of the craziest parts that i don't know if i don't know if people know this but the reason the the biggest reason why we picked them up is because they were to get picked up by a by one of our like direct competitors. I think it was phase. I can't remember.

But like that team was about to be like the top in like. And we had already like ran Coddies. At the time, I think did we have a Gears team as well? So we were the top Cod team as far as popularity wise. Top Gears team. And so like we had to be. And we were the top Halo team as well because you guys were by far the most popular Halo team.

And so it's like if we, if there's a phase team or there's a, I don't know if it's like envy or something that is constantly beating us, then that's a bad look. And so Hex is like, we have to pick them up. And I was like, I mean, and then we picked them up and they fucking won everything. I need to figure out how to get, I want a BTH team for infinite, but I want to be like one of the best teams because that, like, we would by far be the most popular team. That's as it was like sort of known faces and we were one of the best teams. Dude, that would be so high. And like people willing to stream like if we picked up, what is it, Sentinels?

Is that what they're like, DJ and then like if they somehow we got BTAH and they were on the BTAH team or like Stellar's team because they're probably like going to be second best or the best. But if like one of those teams to compete and like BTH is in a Halo infinite finals, And just how many people would support that team just because of me. And just being optic fans. That would be fucking, that would do so well. I'm wondering like what Hex's plan is as far as getting into other e-sports.

Because I love seeing the logo again. Like in the Cod team, but like also it would be cool to see him up on this fucking, up on other stages as well. Like imagine like the. want BTH to be like an umbrella under optic. I mean, that's kind of like how TST is. I've always thought like, I was like maybe we could pick up a challengers team like as far as like TST is concerned and do something there.

Because like I think that's the next step. Unless Blake and George are down to just keep dancing on stream until we're 60, eventually we're going to have to do something else. You know what I mean? And I think that is like the venture. was like picking up, picking up teams or branching out your org and doing something else with it. But like, it'll always, I mean. That's like where I'm at right now because like I can't like stream more than like two hours.

Yeah. Yeah. Like I have, I think it's the Adderall that just completely fried my brain from like ever. Yeah. Truly enjoying like a competitive game. Like sometimes I do like enjoy Minecraft and like I'm playing world of work. like off stream but even then I'm enjoying it but I'm only enjoying it for like an hour or two. Yeah. Then I'm like I got to get off here. I have like no attention span. Yeah.

Like it is so hard. It's so hard for me to just get into especially like a shooter game that takes skill. Yeah. Like just grip just even like gripping a controller and like tightly gripping it. And it's like it's like it like sends a like PTSD signal through my fucking body. or something. Like, it is so hard for me to, like, care. Like, I, like, don't care.

And I used to care so much about, like, being good or improving or I just wanted to compete again. I wanted it to be competitive. Yeah. Like, any competitive game I would play, and, like, I try to get good at it. And then if I'm playing something, I, like, like, I want to be, I always wanted to be the guy that, like, we go to our friend's house. We play Mario Party. And then people are just like, what the fuck? Why are you like so good at Mario Party?

Or like Mario Kart or fucking just anything. I wanted to like be low key, the guy that's good at like everything. Yeah. But now I just like, it's like I don't give a fuck. Yeah. Like I went to. I went to this dude's house like the other week. It was like me, this girl I'm talking to her friend and like this guy.

We went to his house and we played Mario Party. And like I just a few weeks ago. But like I just like didn't give a fuck. Yeah. I got fourth place. out of four. But like, and like, I kind of, I was like kind of trying, but like. Right.

I don't know. I just like don't. It's like it's, I don't know where it went. That's how. I think Adderall or age. Yeah. Because I took it for 10 years straight. So it's like I don't really know.

I'm the same way, dude. I feel like I'm too old. I don't know where it went. I feel like I'm too old to try to be the best at something. I don't, I don't know. It's like not interesting. Like, more interested in like trying to be the like right now I'm interested in like I just want to I want to get

shredded and super healthy and oh yeah yeah um see when I get on stream because we do stream for a while I still my number one goal is chat like talking to chat or trying to be as entertaining as possible or as funny as possible and like Blake and George they just want to be the best at war zone like that's what they that's where their heads are at so there's such a disconnect there but like when they're on their shit i like don't want to fuck with them so i'm like yeah let's do it like let's but then like i die in war zone and i'm like all right chat like like i'm just like i want to get back to like i don't know just being like playing like casually and just like chilling or like playing Minecraft but i don't know i don't know when it stopped because like when

i think about how i was a model for two i was like i'm gonna play forever like i'm gonna play until i'm the best know the wall bring spots and the maid spots and all that stuff watching people stream yeah yeah yeah i used to now all i do i there's no way anyone reads chat more than me like all i fucking do is talk to my chat for like two hours every single day every single morning or whenever the fuck i stream but i i never get lost in the game and then like just don't look at chat like i used to ignore my chat for like 30 minutes and just like on like fortnight or something or something like something just like I didn't really in people what's weird is I guess I was good and like I was it was genuine like people I like when I genuinely see someone like concentrating or like going hard or like

pulling shit off yeah yeah yeah and everyone in the chat's like going crazy um or you die and you're like actually fucking piss and like the chat knows you're fucking piss and like you don't even look at chat you just start up another one yeah and like you just want to keep going and going that's the only upside to how I used to live would be like those moments but 98% of the time it was like

shitty yeah but I do miss those moments of like locking into a game trying my hardest fucking yeah like who knows if I get I do get that way sometimes with Rocket League I get real because Rockett League is so fun

dude it's just it's just fast-paced It's literally boosty soccer cars. And like, and it's a... I haven't even played a game of Rocket League. Well, it's weird because, you know, like, if you play one shooter, you can kind of play, you kind of have the basics for every other shooter. And same with, what do you call, like League Legends?

Like, if you play those clicky, click, click, click, clack games, you have the basis for all of them. Right. With Rocket League, there's no other game like it. So you have to learn an entire video game from scratch. And everyone that starts Rocket League is horrible. Like it's hard to even hit the ball So like learning how to play and like

Because isn't it sometimes your cars like You're like looking at the hood of your car So you have to like hit the right stick to go left Yeah left to go right But then it'll flip around then you're doing left Yeah so like if you're in ball cam See that shit is preventing me from even trying the game I'm like I don't want to deal with that

Or when you first ride on the wall and you So you're you like control the car right left If you're on the wall and you try to go left It'll go like right And so you just get lost you're driving on the ceiling and shit. So, like, learning how to play Rocket League is, every once in a while, I'll get focused into a game

and I won't like a chat. And that's really the only time it happens because definitely doesn't happen on Cold War. And it never, I never really get, like, locked in on Warzone. I enjoy, I enjoy where their mindset is because I know they're locked in and having fun. So, like, I'm like, yeah, sure, like, I'll, I'll, like, drop plays for you. Do you ever, like, yeah, do you ever die in your?

just like thank God. What up, chat? I never, I never, I never think, thank God, but I'm like, you guys don't have to worry about resing me. Like, you know what I mean? Like, I enjoy watching them. No, I go to do your thing. Every once in a while, like, before we get on a stream, we'll drop into quads and I'll jump

off the mat and eat while I watch them play duo quads. Because they like playing duo quads anyway. So I'm like, just drop me in too so I can watch you guys play. Yeah. So, like, I'm very supportive of them. But like, I just don't. don't have the mindset anymore. Yeah.

Of just, like, wanting to grind and, like, get better. I don't, I don't know. Maybe a game will come out one day. Even, like, thinking of Halo Infinite, I'm like, I know I'm going to play it, but I'm so, like, bum that I can't fucking take out of all and play. But what if the game is just, like, genuinely good? Like, Halo 2, Halo 3. Like, I enjoy Halo 3 and playing at the X-Corpers now, I'd have a lot of,

literally the best internet no like latency problems no speed testing and just seeing my shit fucked yeah just seeing my ping high as fuck seeing like packet loss I never have to deal with that again at the hex quarters

but like it's like without Adderall I just don't want to play yeah maybe I'll play today I can like if my streams something to but I'm gonna be so bad and it's just gonna be like bum me out just play social or whatever but even

that's not like rewarding to me at all. Yeah, that's true. Like I would have to like fake it. Just be like, oh shit, I'm fucking nasty. Oh, look at me drive this mangoose. Just like act like I'm having fun. Which it would be fun, but only for like a day. Yeah.

Because that's how I thought Cold War was going to be. I was like, dude, another black ops. And then their league play is going to come out and like there's going to be something to play. And like they're going to have those. we're going to have those moments where like we're playing hard point it comes down to the wire and I'm shitting and that's going to be fun and that just never happened like like league play came out and it was just like it was like kind of a like kind of a failure I guess and then like

the balancing of the weapons especially snipers are like way overpowered to the point where they don't even use them in the league and so but they're not banned in league play so they're just but they're banned in the league yeah they're G8 in the league because there's no flinch. It's just like, what did you say? Halo 4 was like that? Or you don't... You don't unscope.

Yeah. It's basically the same thing. And so the snipers are just hella overpowered. And so I was just like, I have zero, like... Oh, shit. I know the camera sees my fat fucking belly.

I have zero motivation to play, like, Cold War if we're not playing 3Bs and just, like, chilling. I haven't even... I've picked up a control. I've picked up the Cod team's controllers. One was like yesterday or something. I picked up Cess controller,

killed three bots and was like, all I've played. And then like that's all I've played. I haven't signed on on my account and played. I haven't played a real game. I've shot, I've killed like five bots. Yeah.

And that's all I've done. It's a weird feeling game. It looks like I would like that game, but I just don't want to touch a FPS. Yeah. Without fucking. Like playing eights and stuff would be fun. Like,

it's i think this game i think the i think the i think cold war is like the most fun i don't know why i just did that i think cold war is like the most fun uh cod that we've had to watch in the past three years like since jet packs even like i haven't played the game at all i don't watch that much i only watch like when the guys play but like i can like kind of understand what's going on and the fact that's 44 now i can't believe we played five to five two years yeah It's like a waste of two years. Yeah, it really, I mean, it really was. There's like three moments that people remember from those years.

Are there players that were just, like, pretty good at fives, but like... Not really. We thought that, like, it's going to go four before. People are going to get exposed, but, like, everyone thought the phase team specifically was going to get exposed because they just run around and kill people, but they're still fucking... They're still running around, killing people. Like, um... Abizi's fucking nasty.

Dude, he gets overlooked Because he plays with such Like superstars That like people don't realize how good he is But that dude is he's the only player I've heard Our players Like talk like nice

He's pretty good Yeah Yeah Yeah Like because I mean all four of them say that Because like usually Somebody will have beef with one person

Like oh he's not good against me Like he can't And then other people will be like I don't know he's fucking nasty Like they always like debate But when it comes to the Bezzi They're like oh he's disgusting But I don't know that's what I'm saying like it's fun to watch like blackups or blackups cold war is fun to watch but like that's the only it's it kind of reminds me of IW because nobody played IW but watching it was really fun and that's how I feel about Cold War is like nobody's playing this game nobody's playing league play besides the pros nobody's playing pubs at all like no pub no pub YouTubers YouTubers are playing Cold War.

They're all playing MW, the game last year. So, like, nobody's playing it, and the only viewership that Cold War ever gets is the Cod League. But it's really fun to watch. I don't know. I don't know. I guess we'll see if next year goes back to World War II. The shit one?

Mm-hmm. The shit one. Can't wait. But, like, who knows? Apparently the era is a few years. after World War II and an alternate reality where World War II never ended. So I don't know my history, so I don't know how World War II ended. I probably should know that.

But whatever happened, it's a myth. Whatever happened? Are we still in World War II? Is this, are we in World War II? Is there a World War III? No. I think there's just a bunch of little tiny wars. Like Iraq and shit?

Just a bunch of little, those are just little tiny wars. Are they tiny? Not really like, in comparison to a world war where we're like, yo, you got to help us, Canada. And they're like, oh, you mate. Damn, that shit's crazy. We will help. And then we're like, Mexico, you're coming along?

They're like, yeah, we got to go. We got to go beat the Russians. And the Russians are like, hell on. Hey, Turkey. Dude, history majors are just like, no. Like, I'm freaking out. All right. All righty.

You good? Yeah, I'm good. Got anything else on your chest, man? Nothing I want to say. Oh, fucking. Before we had this, um...