The Knowledge Project with Shane Parrish - #94 Chamath Palihapitiya: Understanding Yourself
Episode Date: October 13, 2020The Founder and CEO of Social Capital Chamath Palihapitiya sits down with Shane Parrish to chat about what it means to be an observer of the present, how to think in first principles, the psychology o...f successful investing, his thoughts on the best public company CEO’s and much more. -- Want even more? Members get early access, hand-edited transcripts, member-only episodes, and so much more. Learn more here: https://fs.blog/membership/ Every Sunday our Brain Food newsletter shares timeless insights and ideas that you can use at work and home. Add it to your inbox: https://fs.blog/newsletter/ Follow Shane on Twitter at: https://twitter.com/ShaneAParrish Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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being happy personally is the pathway to help everything else make sense.
And that is around mental health.
And I think the key unlock for mental health is just finding a resource to talk to.
And when you first start talking, it's going to be just kind of blathery bullshit and it's going to be imprecise and it's going to be super awkward and you're going to feel like, what is this?
And then over time, it's like anything like when you start to get good at it, it's really good.
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link. My guest today is Chamoth Polyhabitia. Chimoth is the founder of social capital,
part owner of the Golden State Warriors, and so much more. We talk about what it
means to be an observer of the present, how to think in first principles, the behavior
and psychology of successful investing, and so much more, including the best public company
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Chema, man, I am so excited to talk to you. This has been a long time coming.
It has been. We've tried to organize, I think, for many months, maybe if not a year,
and I just, I think both of our schedules were a little tight.
But then I had to reschedule once or twice, so I'm sorry about that.
Oh, no worries.
Originally, we were supposed to do it in Toronto and then all the world changed.
The world has changed.
Hey, every time I look around, you're on the news, man.
What's up with that?
Well, I think that it's sometimes valuable when you can actually just like speak the truth,
not sometimes, all the time.
And I think that most people are pretty guarded because they have to be.
I don't think they're necessarily always in a position to be as candid as they want to be.
And I think that in moments of sort of just clarity, I have constantly just tried to say what I feel.
And I think that that resonates with a lot of people.
Well, definitely does I tweet it out today that you were coming on the show.
And I think we had like over a thousand replies of people.
Everything from like asking what I should do with my life to how should I think about the future to what should I invest in.
like everybody's guru, man.
I mean, I think Naval is the guru,
but I'm the brown brother from another mother.
I think that I've gone through a lot of, you know,
kind of like ordinary people shit.
And I think I talk about it in really simple, plain spoken terms.
And I think that that's really useful to people
because it demystifies a lot of things
and just makes it kind of more normal.
And, you know, that's been a real theme of my life
is just realizing that a lot of the things that I went through is normal.
And feeling part of a pack is really helpful, actually.
It's been really helpful for me because it's helped kind of like regulate my sense
of self-worth and lift it up in moments where I felt pretty crappy about myself.
And that's just resulted in better outcomes.
So I think like a lot of what I talk about, I think folks relate to because I speak to it
through that lens.
And yeah, I just think that's a really good place.
to be, actually. It's taken me a long time to get to that place, but it's a good place to be.
Can we double-click on that for a second? I mean, you've got an interesting background,
right? You worked at AOL, you went to Facebook, you were a billionaire at 32, you're a sports team
from the outside looking in. You had the most amazing life, but on the inside looking you out,
you didn't feel that way. Yeah. I think a lot of people have to do things that are motivated
by other people's perceptions of them
and also motivated by the pressure that's exerted
by the people that are very closely around you
that sometimes can be your friends
and can be your family
and I was very much of that category
so I was kind of just
meandering through life now
that meandering turned out to have
really good outcomes in some respects
the problem was that all it was doing
was just sort of like
avoiding the inevitable and the inevitable
is this moment that I think everybody goes through
where they're asking themselves
whether they've lived a completely fulfilling life
the way that they define it.
You know, what I'll say, Shane,
is that I think that sort of not even necessarily millennials,
but, you know, zoomers underneath them,
they're the most honest of any generation
about what makes them happy.
And you see that in, you know,
the way that they dress,
the music that they listen to,
the media that they consume, the way that they, you know, sort of like push back on kind of like
a more corporate kind of, you know, tone and things. And they're willing to be happy in a way
that they've defined for themselves. In my generation, I'm 44. That's not how it goes down.
The way that it goes down is you go to the best school you can. You take on as much debt as you
need to. You try to get the most credential job after college. You know, you kind of just check the box.
you know, find, you know, a reasonable person that you marry, you know, you have 2.5 kids,
you buy a house in the suburbs, you save for retirement.
And I just think for a lot of people, they've realized that that's not the path of maximum
fulfillment and that being happy actually generates also better outcomes.
You know, you have better artists, you have better engineers, you have better everything
if people are ultimately just happier.
And I think that generation of people know that a lot more.
inherently than people my generation, or boomers from the generation of all the way to do.
What did you come out of that with, how did you define happiness at the end of this?
You sort of went through this journey.
There's a great article.
It's not, sorry, it's not even an article.
It's the obituary of Steve Jobs written by his sister.
And she wrote it, Mona Simpson.
She wrote it in the New York Times upon his death.
and there's just a paragraph in there
but I think the phrase that he said was sort of like
oh wow and he just kept repeating oh wow
as he was passing away
and I've interpreted what that may have meant
I have no idea obviously because he's not around
to tell us that that's what happened
but I have this idea, the sensation that
he sees his family
he thinks about the totality of his life lived
and he was happy
but think of what that happiness was able to create
not just for his family, but for the entire world.
And so I do think that, you know, on the one hand, you could say, you know, he was fanatical,
there was a tyrant, he was hard to work for, you know, et cetera, et cetera.
But on the other hand, maybe there's a different way of saying it, which is that he was very content.
He had a family that loved him.
He had a family that he loved.
And as a result of that happiness, he was able to leave that sanctuary, go to work,
and take that happiness and channel it into doing amazing things for other people.
that's a pretty cool idea.
And so I think that what I would like to live through is that version of the truth for me,
that, oh, wow, oh, wow, oh, wow, idea, and how do I define it?
And I didn't even know that that should be a way to live my life earlier on.
And, you know, when you're talking to me today as a 44-year-old guy,
is I've learned that there are things that give me these oh wow sensations that I just absolutely
love. I'll just name a couple. Even today this happened. I, you know, I'm working a lot
these days, just really kind of grinding on a lot of stuff. And, you know, these are high pressure
decisions that I'm making a lot of the time for me. And so they consume a lot of my mental
bandwidth and bandwidth. And it's really exhausting. And there's pressure. And, you know, sometimes
honestly I just feel like I just need to just like cry like I'm just like I feel really stressed out these moments and you know I'm fighting uphill I feel like and today I was driving to the office and I was having one of those moments and I turned around and I went back home and I went to see each of my four children and I kissed them and I went to see my partner and I kissed her and I felt just this moment of just sheer happiness
I felt like that's what I have accomplished.
I built a sanctuary for my family filled with love.
And then I got it to the car and came to the office.
That's an oh wow moment.
Every summer now I have these oh wow moments because my partner's Italian.
And I, you know, had never really spent a lot of time in Europe.
But in the last four years, I spent obviously a lot of time in the summers.
And my children and I have fallen in love with Italians.
I mean, and what have we learned?
You know, we've learned to, like, love the food, love the culture, the boisterousness, the loudness, the love, the intensity, the energy.
I think about it now, and I just, it's like, wow, I love it.
So I've learned to find things that I really appreciate.
A third one, and I'll just stop at that, is I have a group of friends and we play poker together.
And if I think about how happy it meets me, there's a thing that we do, which is we show up at 4 o'clock.
we play until about 6.30 and then we have a dinner together like a family dinner and a long table
and then we go back and we play for a few more hours. That stopped when the coronavirus pandemic
started because we couldn't come together. We've been able to get a bunch of rapid tests and so
for the first time this Saturday we're going to come together and play. And I think about this
and I'm just like, oh wow, I cannot wait to see them. So, you know,
know, and I think about this, Shane, none of that is about CNBC or a good successful company.
Those are important and those are good demarcations of progress, but those aren't my oh-wild moments
anymore. And when I put too much pressure and value in those being the old-wild moments,
I got distracted and I became unhappy. And as long as I stay centered on these other things,
I have so much more energy to come and work on those first-order set of business priorities
and get things done.
And I'm trying to achieve something that is at the very early stages, which is not done
yet.
Yeah, I want to talk about that.
Before we get there, there's a couple of rabbit holes that I sort of want to explore
there.
You mentioned Zoomers were willing to speak truth, their truth, pretty easily.
And it was harder for our generation.
But you're also, you know, you're full of controversy sometimes.
It doesn't strike me that you have a problem speaking your truth or you've ever not said
what you felt.
Well, it's not that I've always not.
I think that I learned to lie at a very young age
because lying, I think, is one of the most simple coping mechanisms that we all have.
And lying manifests in all kinds of very subtle corrosive ways.
You know, when I was growing up, I had a family who fundamentally,
we all love each other, but it's a very complicated, contorted form of love.
because it's punctuated with, you know, some mental health issues, you know, alcoholism, you know, depression, poverty.
And so, you know, when I was a young person, the way that I coped is to lie, are you okay? I'm fine. Did you do that? I didn't do that. You know, where were you? Nowhere. How did you do on that test? Fine. I learned to be evasive. And what that created was a deep-seeded,
pattern of lying and avoidance. And, you know, people can say maybe lying is not what that is,
but at the basic, you know, kind of just to simplify it, you know, I learned to lie to cope.
I think that at some point, I think almost sort of at a very, you know, physiological,
biological, biological level, that's not what any of us want to be. And so I think that I had
almost this form of organ rejection. And so I had to almost, you know, go to the other
end of the spectrum, almost in a way of atoning for all of the years of lies and all of the
accumulated mistruths or half-truths or evasiveness, whether that was in my personal life or my
business life. And the first moment of clarity around that was actually when I went to work at
Facebook because for the first time I was unbelievably candid. And it was such a cathartic release
because I could be, you know, almost curmudgeonly in my candor so much so that it's
point probably I was a bit of a caricature because you know there was this guy me who seemed
very you know almost acerbic at times just a little rough around the edges and I took it to an
extreme there and then in the early parts of social capital I actually think I reverted and I was lying
more again because I was I was filled with a new level and a new kind of insecurity around you
know I felt like an imposter in venture capital I felt like you know I didn't hurt you
the right to start a fund and I gave myself all of these hurdles that I put in front of me mentally
and my solution was to try to be evasive and to lie my way through it and then in 2016 and 17 again
I think I had an even much more cathartic form of organ rejection grounded and I had to sort of
recalibrate the life around me so that I could stop lying and I think in that I think you're finding
a person that cries to be truthful as often as I can. And oftentimes what that means is saying
the uncomfortable thing, but it's the thing that needs to be said. And I think that there's a lot of
people who appreciate that because they themselves feel like they're sometimes caught in positions
where they have to be evasive or they have to lie in order to cope. And, you know, if they
themselves aren't in a position to do it, I think they appreciate when others can be. And I think
that a lot of people have a very positive reaction to that. And I think that's in part what
I think people get a sensation when they interact with me sometimes. So I'm not sure I'm
necessarily controversial. I do think that I'm behaving in a way that I think a lot of folks
would love to be in a position to do as well. I don't think it's actually correlated to money.
I think that it's more correlated to self-worth and the comfort that you have with
yourself, the limitations that you have, and then the ability to love yourself despite those
limitations, that's a process that too few of us start.
And it's, like I said, it's not a money thing.
It's a happiness thing.
So closing the loop on how you started, I think that, you know, Zoomers in this interesting way,
see all these generations, you know, of folks that are older than them, you know, 30-year-old,
40-year-olds, 50-year-olds, 60-year-olds, 70-year-olds, 80-year-olds.
And we live long enough now where they see multiple generations of evasiveness and unhappiness,
really.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And they see similarities in all of us that they're smart enough to decide that they don't
want to exhibit because, you know, it would be one thing, Shane, if you saw an 80s,
80 year old. Well, you could say, oh, I'm not going to be like that person. But then you see a 70 year old and you're like, wow, that's just a junior version of the 80 year. And then you're a 60 year old and you see that and a 50 year old. And because we're all alive, you know, the 20 year old sees eight generations of people ahead of them and they're like, wait a minute, something here is wrong. And they're smart enough to say, what are the commonalities of all these folks? And they choose to be different. Do you still deal with imposter syndrome? All the time. What do you tell yourself in those moments?
First of all, I talked to my partner.
She has been my spiritual partner, my kind of like co-pilot, because she really has an enormous
level of empathy and care around her own mental health and, you know, the mental health
of our family.
So we talk a lot, you know, and we talk about nonsense and serious things and everything in
between, but we just talk.
And I found that as a man, I was taught that talking is weak.
I also found that as a immigrant man, I was taught that talking about emotions was doubly weak.
And then I was sort of taught as kind of, you know, like in this industry that, you know, talking is awkward.
You put all these things together and, you know, the biggest thing that I found that has helped me is just,
just talking and being open and it starts with her. My kids, I'm really open and, you know,
transparent with my kids. They think I'm a, you know, basically a fucking loser. I think that that's
really cool. You know, they just, they just roll their eyes every time I start talking because
it's like some stupid diet drive. But all of these things help me stay really connected to the goal
of being truthful. That helps me stay connected to the goal of being happy.
to celebrate these, oh, wow, kind of moments in my life.
That helps me.
But to be honest with you, that has to be an active process for me
because that thing that you just said, Jane, is overpowering for me.
The sense of being an imposter is overpowering.
And it's like this dragon that I've been trying to slay my whole life
and I haven't been able to.
And the more, I don't even want to say success,
but yeah, I guess, like the more like notches up the ladder I go,
the more severe it feels and the harder it is for me to fight it back.
So, you know, I had this conversation with Matt yesterday and, you know, I said to her like,
yeah, I feel like this is why so many people just give up because it's easier to do it
than to fight and to solve the real root cause of what allows you to get to the next level of
success. That's really why, you know, you have to look at folks that have really overcome the
stuff in however way.
have done it and achieved a level of success and really celebrate them because they're they have a
level of mental fortitude that is exceptional but yeah i'm i'm i'm dealing with it right now this
imposter syndrome and uh i it's i think it'll be a battle i fight my whole life you know some people
other people have different battles but that that is definitely what keeps you going i mean you could
just fold up walk away live an amazing life you and generations of your your errors what keeps you
sort of pushing through this
confronting this dragon
I do think that I get a level of enjoyment
from it you know this idea of like
you know can I beat it
I like how I feel
when I'm more connected
to the things that make me happy
I like how I feel when I think like
when I think that I am
doing things that the younger version
of me would be proud of not the
older version it's interesting like a lot of
people think like you know like at your
deathbed and
I think the exact opposite. I think like with the 22 year old self, you know, interacting with this
person, you know, with the 16 year old person, like think, wow, that guy is, that's a legit
human being. Like he's, you know, he's putting himself out there trying. So I'm motivated to keep
kind of grinding and getting better, just seeing what the upper bound is. It's interesting. A lot of people
are like, oh, if I just had like $10 million or something, I just walk away. And I'm like, well, that's
probably the reason you might never have $10 million, right? Because the people that
achieve that keep pushing and keep struggling and can't actually walk away in some way.
I think that money accelerates the point at which you can declare yourself free and feel
emancipated. Like I do think that money is a, it liberates people, it gives them freedom.
But going back to what we were saying before, it doesn't make you happier.
And if you are ill-equipped to then run that race, the happiness race, and you do it with money, it's destructive.
It's more destructive than if you do it without money.
Because, you know, if you're unhappy and you're unconstructively trying to find your happiness and you have cash, you know, you'll end up, you know, gambling, broke, dead, high, you know, like, it's all the typical cliches.
and they played themselves out over, you know, many generations, and they'll continue to do so.
Yeah, I think that, like, this is why I think people can separate these two paths and actually
work on them concurrently.
One is the path to freedom, and the second is the path to happiness.
I think the path to happiness is an internal process, but the path to freedom, that I can help
with, you know, because I think I've learned an accumulated amount of knowledge.
here and it's readily transferable. The happiness path is not because each of us have our own
lived experience, which is so different from everybody else's. And so all you can do is kind of
listen to other folks and decide you're going to start for yourself. But the answers are
not obvious and it's all iteration. But the path to freedom is easily copied. And I think that
that's sort of what motivates me as well, this idea that I can sort of, you know, all that
accumulated knowledge base, I can just hand it off to folks. And if they can benefit from it,
that would be great. What is the path to freedom? Well, sort of financial freedom. So I think,
I think that if more people believe that they could be economically self-sufficient,
I think that it would solve a lot of the societal implications of an equity.
You know, today, we have kind of like this very polarized body politic, really, where on one hand, there are folks that have over sort of indexed on what I would call absolute freedom and intent, but it has no plan.
And on the other side, it's sort of over-indexed on an anti-state with no plan.
both of them are very much the same and that neither of them have a credible plan and in the middle
there's a plurality of people that are just exhausted and that's a that's a perfect boundary condition
for you know a lot of the inequity that that exists today in society and a lot of the frustration
that people feel as a result of it so to me if we can give people a more reasonable roadmap
where they can execute it they can learn and they can have a
community of other like-minded folks that can put in the time and the work and help each other
over, you know, five, 10, 15, 20 years to compound capital, no matter how small, but just to
start, I think you'd be surprised at how many people are intellectually capable of achieving
financial freedom on their own. And in that, I think that there's a path out of this kind
of like very depressing kind of state that we're in, that that, I think, is the opportunity
is. So, you know, I'll give you an example. In 2015, I think we started to really pay attention
to Tesla. And we bought these convertible bonds. And, you know, we thought they were really
great, you know, risk adjusted because, you know, we weren't sure whether the shorts were going
to win and drive the company into the ground. But we were really sure we wanted to bet on
Elon. Long story short, it all kind of worked out. And now you look back and you're like,
my gosh, this is incredible. But there was so much knowledge that helped us feel like we were
making the right decision that existed in this long tale of people who took it upon themselves
to build a community of people that wanted to understand the company, not necessarily just to be
a blind cheerleader, but they would really go and double click and they were doing a level of work
that was incredible.
And I thought that was so interesting because I thought to myself, you know, typically what
would happen is you would put your money into a bank account, you would open up a brokerage
account, maybe you would get access to some research from one of the banks, you would read
it, or maybe an advisor would recommend something to you, or maybe you'd end up on some random
community and read some random forum and buy something.
But instead, these were like physicists and, you know, chemists and, you know, you know,
know, financial people all coming together to understand these things. They were writing research
notes. They were putting out, you know, YouTube video clips. And if you took the time to
understand it, that community was helping you understand something really important that was
happening in the world. And you could have financially participated because you could just go
and buy that. And it would have worked. Now, let's extrapolate that idea. Forget Tesla for a second.
there's this incredible thing that's happening which is that we are starting to financialize
everything right we're starting to create financial increments attached to anything you could
imagine meaning you know it used to be the case that you would only buy sneakers now you buy
and you know the marketplace that that that is the leader in that you know go today just
announced that they raised, you know, $200 million at an almost $2 billion valuation. So is it
a, is it an e-commerce marketplace? Maybe I look at it as a financial market. They fractionalized
shoes, essentially, and they fractionalized, and they've wrapped a financial transaction layer
around taste and tastemaking. You know, there's a company called Pipe. There's a company called
Raleigh Road. All these folks, you know, are, you know, fractionalizing ownership of all kinds
of things. There's crypto, obviously. There's stocks. There's, you know, specific bonds. So the point is
the surface area, the investable universe is growing. Some of it is still very regulated. Some of it is
really unregulated. But the trend is obvious. So we're going to financialize everything.
And we're going to fractionalize ownership of probably everything. And so what there's an
opportunity now to do is to curate and cultivate a community around that.
to help people. And that's really what I would like to do. I think that it would be a really
useful thing to level the playing field so that whether you're, you know, mom and pop school teacher
with 5 or 10K, you're a new grad with, you know, a thousand K that they had saved up, or whether
you're an accredited investor, I don't judge. I would like to treat them all equally. And I would
like to say, look, I've made some mistakes. I've had some winners. I've really learned how to allocate
capital, here's how I see the world. And here are ways in which I think that you could participate
beside me as my partner. And if you want to, you can't. And I'll always put my money on the
line so that you know that I am not trying to surreptitiously become an agent. I am a principal.
And I think that if we can organize that in some useful way, I think that we can help a lot of people
achieve freedom.
And if they're concurrently working on happiness, I think you'll really fuck some shit up
and fix some stuff.
It'll be really good.
You said in a previous interviewer, maybe on Twitter, that your job was to be an
observer of the present.
I was wondering if you even double click on that.
Yeah, I'll give you something that may drive your listeners and viewers crazy.
let's look at the 2020 election from first principles let's really look at it from first principles
well let's think about foreign policy um and foreign policy i think are really four things but
it really comes down to three things so number one are sort of like nefarious state actors right
let's just let's just use an example illustratively russia well i think most people feel like
you know russia uh is pretty sketchy and you know they're generally quote unquote bad okay well
let's think about another state actor, you know, North Korea.
I don't think you're going to see a lot of people jump up on either side of the aisle
supporting North Korea.
Let's think about China.
I think that we've all realized that, you know, the bloom is off the rose and that, you know,
we've allowed globalization, a strain of globalization that has put America strategically on
our back heels, and that doesn't make any sense.
You know, we may not have access to our own semiconductors.
We don't have access to critical, you know, rare earth metals to drive electrification.
We, you know, have outsourced critical parts of our healthcare infrastructure to folks that, you know, can dictate whether we can take care of our own people.
That doesn't make any sense, right?
Everybody believes that now.
Let's take the Middle East.
You know, the Middle East was incredibly critical because, you know, a handful of Western countries coming out of World War II essentially divvied up and built some artificial maps, essentially to make sure that we had access to this precious resource.
source oil. Well, you know, in 2020, we now have, you know, a 20 or 30 year shot clock where
we've decided that we're going to stop burning oil. You know, we've essentially already stopped
burning coal, and it's just a matter of time until we stop burning fossil fuels. Well, at that
point, the strategic relevance of the Middle East decays significantly. So think about that now.
So from a foreign policy perspective, both sides basically see the world in the exact same way,
Democrats and Republicans. They both hate Russia, they both hate China, and they both think that energy
independence means that the Middle East won't matter. Wow, that's observing the present. Let's take a
different example. Think about monetary and fiscal policy. Whether we like it or not, we used to be
in a world where fiscal policy and monetary policy were separate. Sometimes they would be along the
same lines, but they were separate bodies acting independently. Now, the Treasury and the Fed are
inexorably intertwined. And it's not just in the United States. If you look at this problem in
Western democracies in Europe, it's the same situation. This is crazy, right? We have inexorably brought
together fiscal and monetary policy. That's just the facts. Now let's look at spending. Whether you
call it the Green New Deal on the left or the infrastructure bill on the right, we are going to
spend in the next decade tens of trillions of dollars to try to dig ourselves out of this
unemployment and GDP coal that has been exacerbated by the coronavirus pandemic. That's going to
happen. Neither candidate will come to the American people and say, we want to spend a trillion
dollars on, you know, digging up coal from the ground and burning coal-fired power plants. It's not
going to happen. One's going to call it a green new deal. One is going to call it a green new deal.
the other person's going to call it infrastructure spending, but we're going to, you know, radically change the face of how America operates as a functional economy, okay?
And it's relatively predictable, in my opinion, how they're going to spend that money.
So if I'm a keen observer of the present, if I would put all of that together, and I'll say something very controversial, which is we have an election that is now actually of style.
and not of substance. Now, that doesn't mean it's not important. But substantively, the positions
on critical matters of foreign policy, domestic monetary and fiscal policy, and spending will
roughly be plus or minus the same. It takes a lot of mental fortitude to think through it and look at it
that way and not let one's own biases jump in because it will tear you into, you know, into a thousand different
mental pieces. But that's what I mean by being a keen observer of the present. So, okay, what does
this election come down to? I think it comes down to political correctness versus cancel culture.
If I had to kind of summarize it in a nutshell, that's what it is. And I think that people will
vote on November 3rd about which outcome they want. Because substantively in action, the spending
patterns, the policy decisions will roughly be the same. And again, see, it's such a
controversial thing. And I think people can just go absolutely crazy to hear somebody say that.
They're going to go crazy when I don't ask you who you predict will win. But what I really want
to know is how do you take that? And then what do you do with that in the future? You said,
okay, well, this is going to be a predictable path of spending. How do you as an investor then take
that knowledge? Fabulous question. So this goes back to what I'm trying.
trying to do, which is if I can observe the present in a reasonably unemotional and detached
way, to your point, I can put a plan together.
And when I have a plan, you know, that plan is specifically for me oriented around how
I'm going to make sure that the ideas that I want to see exist in the world win.
And this is going to sound maybe turn people off the way I say, but at my level of capital,
capital, that's what I can do. I can vote with my dollars to really make things come to life.
And I think that that, I really take that job seriously. And I aim to do that now, which is like,
okay, I'm learning how to be happy. You know, I've achieved a level of freedom, but now it's about
change. And I want to implement my form of change. And I want to see that in the world. So I'm
trying to figure out how my ideas have a better chance of succeeding. And then I want to make
sure that I implement a plan to make that happen. And then that adds to my knowledge base. And
my hope is to share that with other people so that they can then learn from that as they will
and maybe they can they can also do their version of the of the same thing so you know if i was
really i was six years old in 1980 or no four years old in 1980 but imagine i was 34 years old
or 44 years old i would have woken up and i would have said read the paper it doesn't matter
how much money is okay if i knew then what i know now i would wake up in 1980s.
and say, oh, my God, the 30-year rate is at, you know, 15, 16 percent interest rate.
Man, this thing, you know, if I had to take a guess, I really believe in the productivity and the
ingenuity of America.
I'm just going to be, I'm going to take a guess that 15 percent goes to zero before 15 percent
goes to 50 percent.
And you would have been really right.
And 80s, 90s, the 2000s, and now the 2010s, had you just been levered long?
equities, right?
You would have made a fortune, and you would have been right, and you would have achieved
freedom.
It doesn't matter whether you started with a dollar, $10,000, $10,000, $10 million.
You would have been unbelievably rich.
And in many ways, you know, Buffett's simplicity, Warren's elegance of his mental model,
and I'm not trying to diminish his skill by saying this, is a keen observer of this most important
high-level order idea.
which is that rates are going to zero, productivity is going to go up, ingenuity, the resourcefulness
of America goes up, I want to be long that, long equities. It would have worked. Now, Shane, where
are we? Well, we're rates at zero, right? So let's take our all cumulative knowledge and look at
today. Let's just be a keen observer of the present. Rates are at zero. Where are they going to go?
Are they going to go to negative five or plus five? Well, now the key question is, well,
probably on the margin, your instinctive reaction will be plus five. And I would say, why? I mean,
why is zero some artificial number where everything starts and stops? This is not like temperature.
It's not like we're saying it's absolute zero, right? It's not like there is no colder temperature
than, you know, 200 or whatever Kelvin, 260 something Kelvin or whatever it is. It's just zero. It's like zero
degrees Celsius. Can you have negative one degree Celsius? Of course. Ask anybody that lives in the
Midwest, you know, or the East Coast. So could rates go negative? Yeah. Could rates go positive?
Well, I don't know. I found observing the present. What I would say is, you know, the overwhelming
majority of the value in the last 10 years has been about educating billions of people all around
the world that things are roughly deflationary. Meaning as long as you wait tomorrow and delay
gratification, somebody will show up and give you more for less, right? You know, I had a, I don't
know, I'm making up a name of a company. I had a storage account on drive.com. All of a sudden
Dropbox showed up and said, more for less. And then I was using Dropbox for a while and then
Google Drive showed up and said, even more for even less. And I'm pretty sure that the next person
that figures out how to do storage and scale will come up with even, even more.
for even, even less.
Facebook did the same thing, you know, Spotify does the same thing.
Netflix does the same thing.
All these things that create so much value are training us psychologically to behave in deflationary ways,
to delay gratification slightly, or to make the cost of switching so low that even if you don't
want to delay gratification, you can just change your mind later and cop to the next thing
that gives you more for less.
So it is very conceivable that we are in a deflationary posture for a long time.
Now, it's also possible that inflation could go up.
So my kind of view is, well, I need to answer this problem in a different way.
And the way that I would try to answer this problem is to say to myself, well, what sectors of the economy will benefit irrespective of whether we go to negative five or plus five?
Because I don't know what the answer to that question is.
It'll be obvious in hindsight, but it's not obvious today.
And so I construct an allocation for myself to try to solve for that.
Well, people are going to be buying things.
So, you know, they're probably going to be buying things online.
So, you know, e-commerce consumption.
That's a big category.
That will win whether rates are minus five or plus five.
People need to care about health care, right?
So they're going to consume things.
And there's probably going to be pressure over time to do, you know,
better and better things and more useful things just because, you know, we can't keep spending
the way we are with the outcomes that we're getting, right? Okay, so that's the second category.
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of equipping ourselves with skills and education. So that's another big category. You know,
we're probably going to need to have clean, sustainable energy. That's another category. We're
probably going to want to eat in ways that are more constructively useful for us.
That's another category.
We're probably going to want to hedge just the chance that none of us knows what we're doing.
So, you know, you need some kind of like alternative asset category.
That's another thing.
So you can kind of go down the line, you know, whether you use Maslow's hierarchy or something
else as a jumping off point and kind of say, look, the answers, the high level answer,
the framework is obvious.
health care, education, climate change, fintech, blah, blah, blah.
And then you need to fill in an allocation.
Then you need to figure out the mix of, you know, early stage versus late stage or public versus, you know, some of these other things.
And then you can construct an answer.
So, you know, the way that I answer this is to say, well, I'm basically going to be long growth.
Because whether rates are at minus five or plus five, the thing that overcomes all,
All of that noise is fast growth and CEOs that can invest all the money they make today for
the future, simply because I can now lazily let that person work on my behalf because that's
less of a problem that I have.
If you as a CEO, Shane, if I was an investor in your company and you said, Chmaph, I generate
30% free cash flow and I'm going to give you a dividend, I would say, Shane, fuck you.
I don't want that money
What am I supposed to do with it
Reinvest it
Grow faster please
I mean one of the most incredible insights
That we figured out in 2014
I sold all Facebook all my shoes
You went right into Amazon didn't you
But the way we underwrote that investment
There's a guy that was working on our team
Who now runs a hedge fund
Young guy brilliant guy who randomly emailed me
And I ended up hiring
emailing inbox
at socialcapital.com.
This kid, Sakiya, W, great guy.
He's not a kid anymore.
He was a kid then.
And we worked on this analysis
and basically, you know,
he said to me 12,
I think that Bezos is a better
capital allocator than Buffett.
And I was like,
what the hell are you talking about?
And we constructed this really
elegant chart,
which showed basically the P&L of Amazon
and it looked at every expense line
and he had taken every single expense line, created a product around it, and made it a revenue line.
And I thought, man, this guy is a genius.
By the way, that deck is floating around so you can see this chart out there in the wild.
But that's capital allocation.
That's really skillful.
So you want that.
You want a guy that's basically like, listen, guys, I got this.
We're going to generate a couple billion dollars.
I'm going to put all of it back in the ground for you.
and it's going to grow really well and just trust me.
And I think that those are the real high quality folks you want to get behind.
So basically my solution is you've got to be long growth, higher growth the better in the areas
that matter for people.
And I think that, you know, in 10 years from now, that'll be a playbook that really works.
By the way, that sounds kind of like he's not saying anything.
I think it is saying something because like, you know, the historical model of how you
would get freedom is, you know, 60% equities, 40% bonds, you know, the 60% you would say,
say, you know, you'd be long ETFs maybe.
Okay, well, you know, long ETF is basically long fame.
And I think that you want a little bit more uncorrelated exposure than just fame.
Yeah, that's kind of like what I'm working through right now is trying to really refine
an approach that I think can work for the next decade, you know, 15, 20 years and then share
with Google.
So it sounds like part of your process is to go through this and figure out what's not
changing and try to allocate there.
Do you also look at where you see math?
massive change and how you could possibly take advantage of that? Or is that a category you just don't
evaluate? Not in that language. I kind of tend to think about things that are just, will they be
more important? And if they're going to be more important, how can we accelerate the right outcomes?
I think climate change is a really good example of that, where it doesn't matter whether you
believe in climate change or not. I think that what we know to be true, we don't like, which is
that, you know, the places we used to ski at, we can't ski at anymore. The places we used to
go and bathe on the beach may disappear and not exist. And so if nothing else, just because
of our own selfish desire to be happy, we should probably want a better control, at least to the
extent that we can, our impact on, you know, taking our own happiness away. So, you know,
I don't think people in the Midwest want, you know, hurricane season. And if there are
experiments that we can run
where we can observe whether
they help, we should run
them. And so, you know, if you
have all these gigatons of
carbon being emitted, and
you can run an experiment that takes them
out, we should probably
do it. And we'll know
conclusively whether, you know, it'll
change hurricane season. So
why not just run the experiment in an
unemotional detached way? But
like, you know, if you view climate change in that
lens, it's a multi-decade, multi-deca trillion dollar opportunity. The world's first trillioner
will be somebody in climate change. Oh, that's interesting. Well, as you were saying that,
I was sort of also thinking, there's things that we value today that are going to be massively
under or overvalued in the future. You know, commercial real estate strikes me as something
that maybe that's not going to have the same future as past. What do you think?
at that and what are those industries for you? Yeah, I'll say something that actually makes me a little
sad, but I think it's true. I would not view it, I don't view it as commercial real estate
versus residen residential real estate. I would say it this way. I think that architecture
will unfortunately have a lot less value in the future because of climate change. Now, what does that
mean, well, for example, if you look at some of the most progressive countries in the world,
Europe, on the climate issue, and you look and, you know, again, start to go back to first principles.
Where is the carbon emitted? You know, where are the greenhouse gases emitted? Well, it's overwhelmingly
in cities. And then you start to look at, okay, well, you know, what are some of the things that we
can do to electrify or to decarbonize? And one thing that you know, one thing that you
get to is you have all this incredibly beautiful architecture, but it's completely dated. And the
amount of carbon that, you know, these heating systems, these water systems generally, you know,
getting stuff into these very intricate, beautiful, you know, you walk by these piazzas,
you think, God, these things have been around for 500 years. And on the one hand, you're like,
it's amazing. But on the other hand, you're like, this is going to be really tough for, you know,
the city of Paris or Milan or Amsterdam to defend historic architecture in the face of also wanting
to be carbon neutral. And I think in the United States, it's also going to have some direct
implications as well. So if architecturally, you know, we unfortunately have to replace some of this
old, beautiful stuff with more simple, modern stuff, you know, we'll have a more utilitarian
landscape. Or maybe you'll just have a bunch of variations of modern. But, you know, that's a
direct implication of climate change, I think, that nobody talks about. So, you know, how will that
affect people's happiness or people's creativity that they're all living in these sort of like,
I don't know if you've ever been to Shanghai, but if you cross from, you know, Pudan to Shanghai
and you go across this one-month bridge, it's, it sort of looks like this kind of like weird
future state where you just have these, you know, buildings rising up on every single, you know,
to the horizon on each side, they all look the same and you think, God,
that's depressing if I had to live in that, but we may have to live in that in a, you know,
climate neutral world. Do you want that? You said successful investing is about behavior in
psychology. Can you expand on that? I think that when push comes to shove, what you're always going
to be fighting is yourself, panicking, overreacting, underreacting, refusing to observe the
present, living too much in the past, wanting too much to believe in the future. So it's all
psychological traps because the data is there if you want to observe and then just clinically
re-underwriting how it sits as part of your risk equation. You know, which bucket does it sit
in? How big is that little bet inside the bucket? And so I've tried to really understand how to
create an edge. And I don't think an edge comes from, you know, attending conferences or,
you know, writing some crazy algorithmic software. Maybe a few people can do those things and find
an edge. But what is a more kind of like mainstream accessible idea? And I think it is that
if you define certain behavioral principles that protect you from the worst parts of your
own psychology, that's a winning strategy. And so, you know, I have like a handful of these
rules that I try to live by. And they, these behavioral rules around, you know, trying to think
about things like buying companies versus buying stocks, they're trying to think about, you know,
the quality of the CEO, the quality of the business, trying to think in long duration, not
looking at the stock price every day, you know, reading annual reports, avoiding quarterly reports,
you know all these things that try for me to solve for my blind spots and that's allowed me to take
bigger and bigger swings because I feel like I'm practicing things that will protect me from myself
so I think a lot of what you know you need to do as a person is by the way notice how all these
things tie together it's like you know nobody would have ever told you that focusing on your
happiness would make you a great investor. But focusing on your happiness and part of saying,
you know, you're exploring who you are as a person. You're finding what makes you happy.
But the other part of that is you're finding out what blind spots are in the weaknesses,
right? When you're finding ways to deal with them. Well, when you translate that knowledge of
those things into business, particularly, you know, in investing, it's enormously helpful.
It's a money-making strategy. So I really think that spending time understanding yourself
and they're translating that into actionable guard drills that you write down and you stick to
is a really important thing.
I love the idea of sort of creating these correct automatic behaviors that put you on the
path to success by either addressing your blind spots or sort of like showing you more.
Are there sort of like personal rules that you have as well?
Or they're like let's let's go deep on that.
What do you do to overcome your blind spots in all areas of your life, not just investing, but personally too?
I talk.
And again, I go back to the same thing.
I just talk.
And when I feel, when I find that I revert into a comfort zone where I'm repeating past behaviors that I don't like,
it's because I've stopped talking to Nat, to a couple of friends that I rely on, to, you know, two therapists that I talk to on a regular basis.
it's all about my mental health.
The healthier I am mentally, the more I'm able to overcome these natural inclinations
to revert to comfortable patterns that have been very well-established and well-worn.
They're not healthy, but they're just habits.
You know, by talking, what happens is people who know me, they develop a pattern recognition
and then they start to tell me, hey, you're being really important.
insecure there. Hey, why are you, you know, talking in that way or talking about this thing?
And now what I can do before I would get very defensive and insecure and I would attack the
person when they would say that. So it also needs people who really deeply at the end of the day
love you and care about you. And that's hard to find. I mean, it's not like those those folks
really grow on trees. I have two people, Nat, my friend Rob, and I really talk to them
a lot. And then I have two therapists and I talk to them weekly. And so that's really
helpful. So yeah, it's just pattern. It's just their pattern recognition. You know, talking is
also really good because like it allows you to vent. And so, you know, if you think about sort
of like plaque, you know, flossing doesn't stop 100% of the plaque from building up, but it does
prevent, you know, 90, 95%. So then when the dentist gets in there, you know, she's only or he's only
cleaning out a little bit of muck and mire versus like all kinds of just random shit and so for me
venting is like keeping you know the plaque from building up it's stripping away the plaque it just
allows me to get the negative energy out to reframe some of the things that are happening in my life
in a more constructive way and then i can come back to the problem at hand with the health fear
mindset and outlook i just i really think the big insight the big unlock is
It's not work and personal.
I don't think these are separate worlds.
They're deeply, subconsciously intertwined and interconnected.
And being happy personally is the pathway to help everything else make sense.
And that is around mental health.
And I think the key unlock for mental health is just finding a resource to talk to.
And when you first start talking, it's going to be just kind of blathery bullshit
it and it's going to be imprecise and it's going to be super awkward and you're going to feel
like, what is this?
And then over time, it's like anything.
Like when you start to get good at it, it's really good.
You need to exercise that muscle.
You mentioned pattern recognition.
I thought that was really interesting.
You've interviewed thousands of CEOs over the years.
What are some of the questions that you asked and the patterns that you recognize and how do you
develop that pattern recognition to find the ones that are going to make the biggest difference?
I've learned that my pattern recognition before was too brittle.
It was too superficial.
I would ask dumb, obvious questions for which any good CEO will have very good practice answers.
And so now I don't do that anymore.
I'm trying to solve for something a little bit more elusive, which is two things, integrity
and mental agility.
The integrity one can't be defined by a question.
It's about subtle observations over a long period of time.
because people take a long time to reveal themselves.
And going back to how we first started,
people are very good at lying and being evasive, very good.
And I don't mean to say that in a negative way that you can't trust people.
You absolutely can.
And I actually think the way to overcome all of this stuff
is to actually put your trust out there and just trust
with reasonable guard rules, but to trust
and just to assume the best intentions of everybody.
I think that's a very healthy mindset.
It just de-escalates a bunch of mental stress that you could otherwise have.
but people reveal themselves in small little ways over long periods of time and when you can
observe enough of those observations you can pull them together to get a really good sense of
integrity so that you know for me it's like a two three four six month nine month one year journey
and every moment is an opportunity to just re underwrite my integrity and theirs you know
am I being completely whole and honest to them, and am I giving them my best?
So am I leaning in with 100% of my integrity?
And then are they giving it back to me?
And it doesn't have to be in a business interaction.
It could be in a personal interaction.
It could be how they talk to the waiter at a restaurant, random conversations you have
and their reactions to things, their openness to different points of view.
So that's one thing.
And then mental agility is just more about what happens when you keep things open.
open-ended. That's not what you would do if you were interviewing someone for a very specific
role at a company like, you know, engineer or something, you know. There, it's about functional
competence and these two things don't matter. But when I'm evaluating a CEO, those are the only
two things that matter. And so it's about a bunch of open-ended conversations where you see how
they think. And, you know, when you see how they frame a problem, and when you ask kind of seemingly
dumb questions and if you're okay to ask what sounds like a dumb question and what they actually
hear is a very open-ended question and that's a great way to sort of figure out mental agility
because it sparks them in how their mind works and you hear an answer that you wouldn't get
otherwise and what you hear is a framework and a process and uh and i really like that you know
like meaning like when you frame the questions like so what do you think about and you just say
something like random, you know, just like random, you know, like, Jim, what do you think about
the triangle office? And you'd be like, what the hell kind of question is that? Like,
that has nothing to do with what I know. And then, you know, you just find people's mental
agility. And I honestly think CEOs are incredibly, the best CEOs are incredibly mentally agile
people. They're kind of curious. They know, you know, a little bit about a lot. You know,
that's how you have to run a company. You have to know a little bit about a lot. And you have to
be good at engaging in understanding things, asking questions back. You know, well, what,
what about the triangle offense asks, you know, makes you want to ask me that question? And then I would
say, well, I just think it's like, what do you think about sort of like, you know, structured approaches
that have this sort of like dynamic allocation of like, you know, of resources. So like, you know,
the triangle offense to me is like this kind of like really cool way where you like both have
rigidity and flexibility. And then, you know, then you may say, yeah, you know, well, here's a way
that I think about my business that way, and all of a sudden you're having a completely
random conversation. It required me to say something completely fucking dumb and like what seems
like a complete non-sequitur to the average person. And then the intellectually mentally agile
person, you know, mostly out of kindness and curiosity engages you and then you end up down
a totally different path. That is a great way for me to gut check a CEO. I like that a lot. I'm
glad you didn't put me on the spot with the triangle off.
I mean, I was just making it up randomly.
That's David, but yeah.
Talk to me, like, public company CEOs.
Who do you think is the sort of like top five public company CEOs?
Not asking for investment advice here.
Just who are the best pure CEOs for the next 10 years?
That's a great question.
Okay.
Elon Musk.
Jeff Bezos.
So really, okay, you're really putting me on the spot.
I love it.
I get you thinking.
I'm really thinking to try to answer this in a super thoughtful way.
Toby, Toby, Toby, Toby, Lukey.
I think Toby's really, really exceptional.
It's phenomenal.
He's world class on the level of those two.
My gosh, it's such.
Wow, I've never been asked it so well.
Jack Dorsey.
Exceptional.
And I really owe him actually an apology
because I had a very dismissive sensation of Jack,
and I don't really know him that well, obviously.
But it's just in my observations of sort of his decision-making,
particularly at Square, particularly around Cash App,
and the decision to, you know, the idea of moving to Africa
is just so smart, so genius.
I mean, it just goes to show you the short-term mindfulness of these folks
that overreacted, I think.
but Dorsey
yeah
that's four right
yeah that's four
Elon Bezos
Toby
Jack Dorsey
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Toby
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me
which company
I will
eventually
have something that
represents the totality
of my
intellectual capital
meaning like
you're going to go public
I would really like to. I would like to be under that pressure. And I would really like to work on behalf of everybody. Everybody meaning like, you know, if I can level the playing field and give folks. But I don't know what that is. That's the problem. I don't know how to answer that question. It's like some amorphous blob. Like, what is it that I do? I don't know what I do.
You could go public tomorrow though. Why don't you? But I think I'm pretty good. I really, I really.
do think I'm good, and I think I'm getting better.
Oh, talk to me about that. How do you measure the difference between good and, like, getting
better for yourself? We all, like, asymptote at some trajectory. And I think that I am now
one to one and a half orders of magnitude away from my asymptote. So you can kind of see it,
but it's very faint. Now I think I have a...
toolkit to implement a process that can get me close to my asymptote and I would love for me to be
able to talk to you in 40 years I'll be 84 and say I'm like within a couple of turns of the
asymptote so for me it's it's believing in myself more it's knowing how to take smarter risk being
risk on in larger quantum. So I can write, you know,
multi-hundred million dollar checks now and feel okay about it. I need to be able to do
that with billions and tens of billions. And this sounds crazy, but five or six people in the
world really know how to do that well. It's not a shot that a lot of people get a chance
to take. You know, even if you're running like, you know, the largest private equity fund in
the world, the quantum of money that people are investing, that is, that is of their
own is still relatively limited and small, even if the headline numbers are big. So I want to
learn to do that. I want to learn to feel like less of an imposter. The more I do that, I think the
smarter I can get at distilling and observing the present, acting on that, and then passing that
through to other people so that they can act on it too. And so, you know, I don't have the skill
to go deep in one of these things and, you know, build one of these platforms. I think my skill is
slightly different, which is sort of to organize a lot of things together in a thematic understanding.
This is where I think at, like, I can't be a CEO of a million dollar or $10 million,
100, or even billion dollar company, because that's about functional competence.
But when a company becomes $10 billion plus, it's all about capital allocation.
And I really think, I'm an outlier in my just maniacal desire to be really good at them.
So I would want to bet on myself.
But that's not an accurate answer to your question because you said public company CEOs.
And it's not, so I'm not public.
I thought you were just going to break that you're going public right here on the show.
No, no.
No, I have no plans.
But yeah, no, that whole whatever.
Okay, so let's take me out of my question.
That was stupid.
Oh, no, see, that's me feeling like an imposter.
Lassiz, you know what I mean?
Like, it's like, what a, it's.
You're overthinking this.
Yeah, it's a coping method.
What is your decision process for when you're making a capital allocation decision?
I know you've made a few recently, like, without any specific names.
I don't want to get anybody in trouble, but what's that process in your head like?
Like, how are you actually, what are you talking to yourself about mentally to make sure?
Because it's all on you.
Yeah, I really love it.
Like, you know, we do a lot of work.
Like, I mean, I have great partners.
I have a team that I work with who are just exceptional people.
they are the most high integrity people I've ever worked with.
And they give me enormous energy.
I have some folks that I've partnered up with who have their own organizations as well.
Those folks are super high integrity.
And so all these people that I spend my day with every day are just kind, good, earnest people.
Each of us, I don't think, are the smartest ones.
But when we put ourselves together, we are really, really smart collectively.
And that's awesome.
And so we all do different things and everybody's bringing different things to the table.
And then what happens, it allows me to kind of synthesize all kinds of different inputs and
learnings and variations on a model, regulatory research, market research, you know, consumer
marketing research, all of this stuff and learn about it, which is super fun.
And in my mind, what's happening is basically like, here's how this can go right.
Here's how this can go wrong.
Here's how this can go right.
Here's how this can go wrong.
And I'm bouncing back and forth.
And all of these things are just oscillating.
And if I had to characterize it, this is going to sound nuts.
But it's like a, and then that oscillation goes faster and faster and faster.
And then I find a point of equilibrium.
Is that like the matrix moment for you or like all of this data all of a sudden just sort of like.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
No.
Yeah, it is like that.
It's like, you know, I know that leading into something.
I become a little detached.
I am a little all over the place.
My mind's racing.
So sometimes I'll be saying non-sequiters on calls.
And my partners are very patient with me in those processes.
You've made public calls.
You did Bitcoin in 2012.
You did Amazon in 2014.
You did Tesla in 2015.
Like, you've nailed fairly, I would say, controversial things at the moment.
I mean, in hindsight, they've all worked out exceptionally well.
But at the moment, everybody thought you were crazy.
Yeah.
They really, really did.
And that's awesome because it's like advantageous divergence, right?
You're diverging from the crowd and you're right.
Yeah.
And what it does is it has given me confidence in my process.
it's random
you know it's about ingesting a lot of stuff
it's allowing yourself to be influenced
but then come back home right
that's another thing I love
meaning if I'm having a conversation
or we're in a sort of a teach-in
kind of a situation where I'm learning about something
I allow myself to be seduced
I allow myself to sort of fall for the narrative
I allow myself to believe
the totality of what that other person believes
fully and completely
because I want to really start to understand
the nooks and crannies now that process doesn't work if you want to be
intellectually lazy or if you find yourself being intellectually lazy and you
stop when you get you know confirmatory that first confirmatory meeting or
that first confirmatory article or you know you could joke but like that first
conformatory Google link ah I'm done you know it doesn't work that way but if
you're willing to bounce around and you know fundamentally be unoffensive
in your opinions up front, you find that people who have extreme opinions will talk to you
in a very unguarded way. And I think I've trained myself to let myself be seduced by those
folks so that I can learn from that. But I always come back home. I come back to the center.
I come back to no opinion. What's the trick for that, right? There's this quote from Ender's
game that I was thinking, have you ever watched that movie or read the book where he says there's
this moment where I understand my enemy better than they understand themselves. And in that
moment, I sort of love them and defeat them. And it sounds like you're allowing yourself to
understand somebody else's opinion like so fully. But you don't get caught up in it. How do you
avoid? No, I do in the moment. But I know to slow it down. And then I also know to come back home.
So I think maybe the maybe the clarifying question, Jane would be like, what is your process of
coming back home. Okay. So what I have to do is I have to go and then be, again, it takes
none of this is possible without an incredible team that has super high integrity, the anchoring
principle of which is kindness. So I will come back to my partners. I'll be like, guys,
wow, zah, zia, that, and they're like, okay, mm-hmm, uh-huh, okay, okay, okay, good. And they,
they de-escalate it, right?
So, you know, or I'll go to nap.
Sit, hu, sat, hu, ha, ha, her.
She's like, okay, I got you.
Okay, okay, got it.
You know, or Rob or, you know, like all these.
And so it's wonderful.
And so then I go, hmm, okay, I was getting a little excited there.
Or I've come back, can you believe this?
I can't believe this.
What the, this sucks, ma.
They're like, uh-huh, okay.
Yeah, gotcha, gotcha.
Good. Okay. And, you know, I've learned that I do that. And so I can, I get back home faster. And it helps me. But I do that a lot. I allow myself to live in the persona of that person and that opinion because it allows me to understand where they're coming from.
That sounds like a superpower, man. Just to be able to understand at somebody's level without bringing any of yourself into it and just be like, I really want to see the world.
through your eyes.
I want to see everything.
I want to feel what you feel.
I want to see what's valuable.
All the variables.
I want to see how they connect.
But the way that you see the world and then coming back and then saying, now I can see
the world through this person's eyes and my eyes.
I have fewer blind spots.
I have a more accurate view of reality, if you will.
Yeah.
Are you still high on Bitcoin?
Yeah.
Really?
Yeah, I just think that, you know, I think,
that we are dismantling financial orthodoxy and in that dismantling and in the leveling of the playing
field there will be moments of volatility and to have a small amount of insurance that's uncorrelated
to the orthodoxy i think it's just a smart risk management thing i don't i'm not super emotionally
caught up in it. You know, it's not like I'm cheering on the failure of, you know, central
banks and, like, I'm not decrying all the money getting printed. I'm not that emotional
about that stuff. But I just think it's a smart thing to have under the mattress just in case.
How do you think about all this spending? I mean, where every Western country is about
to basically, you know, spend themselves into, I don't know what position, but they're going to
spend more money in the next, you know, 10 to 15 years than they've probably spent in the past
hundred. And a lot of it on the surface, and I haven't looked into this as much as you have,
but a lot of it on the surface seems like we're going to prop up the status quo instead of
investing where things are going in the future. Right. So I know some countries are writing
checks to people to stay at home, but they're not requiring them to adapt to new skills that'll
be valuable in the future. They're sort of just propping up the way the world used to be. How do you
think about that.
Yeah, I think that...
Or chin check me, like, am I completely wrong?
I think in part, it's not totally true what you're saying.
Meaning, like, you know, if you look at sort of the EU budget, an enormous percentage
of that budget is going to, you know, a carbon neutral EU by, you know, 20, frankly, not
even 2050, they're trying to pull it forward and do it 2040, in some industries, you know,
2030. So I think the spending is actually going in, in reasonable places. I think that there
are, there's always waste. And the reason is that, you know, politics and political bodies
don't know enough to write specific legislation. So they get influenced by all kinds of folks.
And so that's what creates waste. And so you have to be okay with that. It's just a natural
dynamic of democracies. And, you know, the waste, we deal with the waste because in return we get
freedom, you know, a different kind of freedom, right? I mean, like, you know, maybe you can have the
most, you know, efficient thing in the country in the world, but if it's autocratic, you may not
want that. You also don't want super efficient countries, right? Like, we've learned this. We want
resilient companies. We want resilient countries. We want resilient people. And I think this focus on
hyper-efficiency also had us, you know, manufacturing PPE in certain locations and not having a
national stockpile. And, you know, we've done this in a lot of ways where we've ceded this
redundancy or actually we're taught this in school. Like business school teaches you, right?
Like redundancy is a waste and you can turn that waste into capital. And so we become hyper
efficient. I agree with you. Just with a small business school as an example has thought to
that redundancy is waste and waste can be converted into profit. And profit is
converted into compensation.
And I think that is what people have really drank the Kool-Aid on.
And so, you know, when they ran out of waste that they could convert into profit,
they had these ultra, quote, unquote, efficient companies.
And then they just redirected, you know, the middle part of that equation to generate more
compensation, which was like, you know, okay, well, we've eliminated all the waste.
We've outsourced everything to China.
We're generating more money than ever.
what should we do? And then people said, oh, we'll just start to buy back the stock. And that
will also drive compensation. These things, these things, I think, are cycles that all flow
from the incentives around comp, unfortunately. I just, I just wanted to go back. Yeah, no, I thought
that was, that was excellent. Do you think government should bail out public companies, industries,
which ones? I think that the government should really be plowing money into the next generation
of industries and I think that the government should always be on the bleeding edge of not needing
to make money in some critical important industries for the future and so in the absence of
doing that we've lost touch with the things that have really propelled the United States forward
for example you know why was the space race so important you know on the one hand it was about
you know American determinism right like we are going to do this this is going to happen
but it was also that it created an entire generation of industries that were derivative from the space industry
because you were training people with a level of skill and precision and capability that they could then apply to other markets.
So we always need to be in space.
We always need to be pushing the boundaries.
You know, we need to go, you know, not just to the moon, but now to Mars and beyond.
It can't just be Elon's task.
That's not fair.
You know, you put him against the wall and he's got to raise an enormous amount of capital
that, you know, if we had government sponsorship for, we could have done a lot more sooner.
In many ways, you know, that this deflationary super cycle really started in 1970 when we
basically ended the space program in the early version that saw us get to the moon.
So I think that, you know, that's a really big thing.
That's where I think, like, you know, governments should be spending their money.
They should be making bold bets on other markets too, like, you know, climate change or
or they should be changing incentives around, you know, health care.
They should be changing incentives around education.
You know, if you were going to spend money, you know,
why don't you just wipe out all the student debt?
I don't think that's such a bad thing.
And in return, make people, you know, join some sort of like American Peace Corps
that kind of like does work and volunteers.
And, you know, there's all kinds of ways that that government's going to allocate capital
probably a little bit more productively.
I like that.
I'm going to switch gears and start asking some of these Twitter questions.
So you can answer rapid fire if you want.
Of all the provocative and controversial things that you've said, which ones do you regret?
None.
What do you think future Chimath will disagree with that you agree with today?
Anything come to mind that you're sort of on the edge of it?
No, but if I'm evolving, I will have learned so much more that my thoughts today will seem slightly immature and naive.
What's the last thing you change your mind about?
Oh, my gosh.
three or four things just today.
What do you think of the entire venture capital industry?
Well-intentioned, somewhat misguided,
somewhat low integrity in certain places, misaligned.
Is this work-from-home thing real,
and what are some of the implications?
It's partially real,
and I think the biggest implication is belongingness,
community, feeling part of a group. And so I think when we can go back to the office, we'll
want to. I think one thing that we miss on this is that we like to feel part of something
larger than ourselves. And that's become harder not only in our communities in some ways. I mean,
in some ways it's easier because we're all going through this common struggle, but we're also,
it's harder in our community. And we don't feel like, even though you're working for a company
or you're working with people. It doesn't feel as much. And I've noticed a lot of people have
started saying, well, it's becoming really transactional now. I don't see people at the office and
ask about their weekend anymore. It's becoming very sort of, I think that's really interesting
sort of observation. I think that's well said. I think that's a really important thing. I completely
agree with you. How do you manage risk? I mean, I have a framework. It's basically a barbell,
a big chunk of the liquid bets,
a big chunk of very concentrated liquid bets,
and then a slug in the middle is just more kind of like random.
Cash or the S&P 500 for the next five years?
SMP 500.
You had something about why men live less long.
Do you remember that on Twitter?
Yeah, I tweeted something out.
What was that?
Didn't it have something to do with like we couldn't talk about our emotions or something?
Yeah. No, no, no, it has to do with mental health and emotion. I really do believe that. I mean, I think that, you know, like, well, let me just ask the question, like, why do women live longer than men?
Why do women live longer than men? Why? No, no, why? I mean, why? Why? I don't know. I think that there's something to the fact that they're able to talk about feelings in a way that is unnatural for men.
100%. I really think people think this is like a crockle horseshit. I don't, but I think that
your physiology is not just how your lower intestine processes, blah, blah, blah. That's not
what it means. Like the body is like a very complicated combination of emotions and, you know,
cells and organs and all of these biological psychological functions interact.
And we've all seen that play out.
And so, you know, it's like it's inconceivable that your mental health doesn't improve your health.
I mean, right?
You sound like an idiot if you said that.
And I just think that dudes don't talk and it's a little bit stigmatized than it is for women.
And I think that that's a wonderful superpower that women can teach the rest of us.
And like I said, my partners taught me how to talk.
And I would be eternally grateful for her for having taught me that.
Next question.
What are some of the lessons you learned from the book,
The Adult Children of Alcoholics,
which you recommended a few times?
The most important one is how I was normal.
And it's, again, it's pretty obvious,
though not obvious, but may sound bland,
but like, you know,
to feel so deeply insecure and somewhat of an imposter
my whole life and always the outsider you know um that's the first book that said hey there's an
entire group of people that will behave this way based on these inputs and i was like wait a minute
i behave with those ways wait you're telling me that i'm not this deficient broken person that
i'm a byproduct of this and this is well studied and it's like it's actually normal and
you can improve where you are was it was a professional
moment. All right. Last question. What's the most misvalued asset in the world today?
Either high or low? Oh, wow. This is really good question. Okay. You can pick most undervalued or
most overvalued. Oh my gosh. Wow. See, I really take these questions seriously. Like when you ask me that,
I want to, no, but I want to give you like a right answer and I don't really know. You can just say I don't know.
I mean...
Yeah, I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know how to answer that question, to be honest with you.
It's a really good question.
I love the video thing.
We just started doing this,
but I can see the wheels turning in your head.
I love it.
This has been an amazing conversation, Jamath.
I want to thank you so much for taking the time.
Thanks, Ben.
I really appreciate it.
Thanks for having you.
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