The Mel Robbins Podcast - 2 Ways to Take Your Power Back When You Feel Insecure

Episode Date: October 6, 2022

How do you find your power when life knocks you down?  What do you do when you are in the middle of an emotional tsunami?  How do you respond when the universe is testing you?  This is the ultimate episode about resilience, confidence, and taking your power back.  Yes, you can take control with simple tools whenever you feel that insecurity spiral kick in. You can pick yourself up, shake off the sh*t, and you can make it a win for you. In this episode, I take you into my life as my 22-year-old daughter gets news that sent her spiraling: her ex was now interested in one of her friends.   This episode unfolds live, over the phone, in real-time, and it is about way more than dealing with heartbreak.  This is for everyone, including you. This is about how you can make those moments of insecurity a win. It’s about finding your confidence when self-doubt comes in. It’s about getting your power back.  And this is also about how you can make better decisions. How to align your actions and reactions with what you want out of life, rather than letting your emotions hijack you. This is powerful stuff.  During this deeply relatable conversation, you’ll laugh, nod along, and probably think of a dozen friends who need to hear this too. My daughter and I unpack the situation live, and you’ll hear Kendall process her feelings, rise above the noise, tap into her power, and start coaching herself forward from a place of confidence and clarity.   Honestly, as her mother, I’m incredibly proud of what she shares in this episode. I want you to listen because I want you to feel empowered too.  In one hour, you will learn how to turn hurt feelings into a WIN for you. You’ll hear the best advice I’ve ever received when life knocked me down, and how you can use it to make your life and your attitude 10X better.  You’ll understand how to break old patterns of self-sabotage and kick them to the curb for good. Holy sh*t…I almost forgot! There is swearing in this episode! If you have any kids around, put those headphones on! And seriously: for anyone in your life struggling with insecurity, do them a favor and remind them of who they are. Send them this episode so they can take their power back. Xo Mel

Hey, it's Mel, and welcome to the Mel Robbins podcast. I'm so excited to talk to you today because there is something unfolding in real time right now with one of our daughters who lives out in Los Angeles. She's 21 years old, and right now she is sitting in class, and she's texting me. And she's texting me about an issue that I know that you can relate to, or someone in your life is going through this right now. I mean, she's literally blowing up my phone with text because she does not know what to do. What's the topic? Wow. Well, the topic is this. What do you do when someone that you like suddenly starts having a crush on one of your friends. That's what's going down in real time. I've got the text messages and when she gets out of class,

I'm going to try to track her down and see if she can unpack this situation with you and me in real time live. And here's the thing. This is much bigger than the topic of someone you like, suddenly liking one of your friends. This is really about being in the middle of an emotional tsunami, where you find that you're starting to lose yourself and you're trying so hard to get your own power back as you've been blindsided by some issue in your life. That's what's going down in real time. So whether you're facing this exact situation right now or you're trying to support somebody who is, we have all had moments where you get news that just sends the emotions through your body.

And we're going to work through it in real time on today's episode. Before we get into that, I just wanna take a minute, thank you. I mean, your feedback so far on the Mel Robbins podcast has blown me away. This is a brand new show, and we are becoming a mighty show because of you.

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and support. It means everything to me and it provides so much motivation for our team to go even deeper, get more creative and keep showing up for you. So I love you. Thank you. All right. Now, let's get into this topic. Okay. So I am in Salt Lake City and I'm about to give a speech.

And as I landed here in Salt Lake City, my phone, when it came back online, started to blow up. And it was text messages from our daughter who is a senior in college. Her name is Kendall. And she is a music student and she aspires to be a singer-songwriter. And that piece of information is important because it relates to the heartbreak, the confusion, and the entanglement issues she is going through. So what is the issue? The issue is she was really interested in somebody in her program. And they were collaborating as musicians, they were hooking up, they had a really fun relationship, they really cared about each other. And as these things do, it kind of fizzled out. And recently, there has been a new friend that has come into her life that's also a musician

that has been extremely helpful in collaboration and Ken's all excited. And in fact, a week ago, she called me and said, you're never gonna believe this. I'm at the coolest woman. She wants to do sessions together. She wants to work on music together. I feel so energized. And now, Ken does texting me,

because she found out a piece of information yesterday, and it has rocked her world. because she found out a piece of information yesterday, and it has rocked her world. So at 11.43 AM, my daughter texted me and says, Mom, I gotta call you later. I found out some tea and I'm hashtag sad. And then I said, let me guess, Brendan has a girlfriend. That's her high school sweetheart,

who they both committed to marrying each other if they're both single still in their 30s Is that it? Tell me the tea. I just got off a plane. She says no, haha Remember how I told you my friend wants to help me book sessions and do management stuff. Yep And come on you are a tease when it comes to this kind of stuff lay it on me. Sorry. I'm in class Basically, it's a long story, but she now has a crush on, I'm gonna make up a name, because I don't want to disclose their names. She has a crush on, what name should we use everybody?

Steve. She has a crush on Steve. Steve? Steve. Okay, basically, a crush on Steve. Steve? Steve. Okay. Basically, it's a long story, but she has a crush on Steve. And he has a crush on her.

Because they've done a few sessions together. Because she needed help on a song she wrote for a class. And I just know that this is the universe giving me a test because the fact that she just waltzed into my life wants to be a bigger part of my life and she just so happens to be now developing a crush on this boy I have history with and have made really good music with. This mom is not a coincidence, but I'll admit I did have a big ugly cry last night because she's fucking gorgeous and they haven't even hooked up yet, and he's already telling our friend Maria that he's crushing on this girl too.

Like, bro, we hooked up for six months, and he never said those words to Maria. So now I just feel like he was only in it with me for the sex, like, wow. Now, I have to give myself some props. I have been working on not trying to jump in and solve my kids' problems. This is so hard for me to do. My anxiety and my need to fix things and my need to make sure my kids are okay,

has me typically in this situation jump in and be like, here's what you need to do it, here da, da, da, da, but I've been working on using my own five-second rule, count backwards, five or three, two, one. Put yourself in pause, and then I choose a different response. And my response now is to not correct a situation, but to seek connection.

And so I put myself in pause, I'm so proud of myself for this, you've got to try this with the people in your life. And instead of offering a solution, I just offered connection and said, well, that fucking sucks. I hate it when the universe does that. And then she said, like, what am I supposed to make of this mom? I put

myself in pause. I did not offer a solution. And I said, I don't know, what do you think you're supposed to make of this? Can we just say good job, Mel Robbins? Like I feel like, okay, this is a huge leap in my parenting skills. She says, well, it almost feels like a test. And then I say, do you want me to tell you what I'm thinking?" And she says, yes. And I said, I agree. I think it's a test about how serious you are about music. And then she says, it's also confusing because they're both so serious about music, which is why I think they're like into each other. And it's almost confronting for me in a way. And then I wrote, every relationship is a test. This one is saying, don't test me. I'm just fine on my own. Hey, wouldn't this be a great Lizzo song this moment? She says,

I know, but this is just so unfortunate. I know that this is just the universe, mom. All I have been manifesting is devotion to my work and music above all else. And clearly, this is just a test of that manifesting because they are two people who want to help me make progress in my music career. And now that they could potentially get involved with one another, it's a test to try and shift my attention and question both of their roles. And if I actually want to collaborate and use them to help me with my music career, I've

been trying so hard all day to have an abundant mindset, like good for them, honestly. How great it is that someone I want to produce and write with is also really did someone that I want to support that wants to support me believe in me and help me grow you know. And then I said I want you to also consider energy. She said expand on that. I said I will later. I think your energy is off. Now that this has happened, and this is not a good sign, she says, what do you mean? I said, well, it doesn't work for you to collaborate on music with someone you have weird vibes with.

Now I want to stop right in and pay attention to energy. When the energy shifts around people or relationships or anything that you're doing, that is always a sign about alignment. It's a sign for you to slow down when energy vibes shift and something feels off. As a human being, you are wired to be in alignment. You're wired to feel like things are in a groove. And clearly, when you find out news like our daughter did 24 hours ago that somebody that you had been hooking up with and still have a crush on and still want to work with now has a crush on someone else and she has a crush on them. opportunity for you to learn something about yourself, for you to seek better alignment, and for you to follow the energy that feels good. That's the opportunity of a moment like this, which is why I brought up energy. Let's go back to the text exchange, okay?

Mom, can you expand on that? I said, well, I will later, but your energy is off, and that's not a good sign. She said, what do you mean? I said, it doesn't work for you to collaborate on music, which is something very intimate for you, with someone you have weird vibes with. Have you ever had this situation happen to you like at work where you kind of had a crush on somebody at work? And next thing you know, you're finding out that the person you have a crush on with is actually secretly dating somebody else at work. And now you don't feel like you wanna work on projects

with those two. That's an example of that energy being off. And then she says, you mean the fact that my energy has been thrown by this means that it's not a good call. But mom, I also think that I can rise above this and be above this and let them do their thing without feeling threatened.

Okay, let's stop right there. That is so true. What if you could develop the power and the self-awareness to notice in these kinds of heartbreaking and confusing situations that boom, the energies off? Oh my God, I'm disappointed. I'm also confronted. What if you could literally switch gears in that moment? I mean wouldn't that be a

superpower to be able to rise above that kind of thing? And then she writes this, well I don't want to be with him anyway. I mean I just don't. I just don't want him to want her. Mike drop. Isn't that life right there? And of course I had to say, you know that's a song. I know you hate it when I say that, but when I read your text, I feel like I'm reading lyrics. So this is what we're gonna do. We're gonna get her on the phone. I have no idea how this is gonna go. One thing I need you to know about this is that this is not staged and that I am going to try to bring you into my life, but here's one boundary I need you to know as we start to do this on the show. We will never air something that either that features my kids or text messages

or a friend or my husband without them listening to the episode and giving us the okay. I put that boundary in place because I want us to be able to record in a way that is spontaneous and authentic and live and in that environment allow people to speak freely, but also to have people know that they're safe to speak freely because nothing will air that they're uncomfortable with.

So it's important for me to tell you that, so that you understand the steps that I'm taking to both share my life and keep this real and raw and authentic and relatable and deeply personal and also not exploit people or make them feel unsafe. So let's see if we can get Kendall Robbins on the phone. She does not know that we are calling her. Here we go. We'll be right back. So let's call Kendall.

Let's get her in on this. Hi, this is Dr. Schmabler, Kendall's grandfather. If your boy hang up, otherwise leave a message. At the town, please record your message. She has had that voicemail message that my dad recorded for it, since she was in ninth grade. I got to give her props for having the same outgoing message that your grandfather recorded.

I mean, for eight years, come on now. If you can roll with that through high school and college, you can roll through somebody crushing on your ex-crush. That's all I'm saying, and you can also get the message and all of this mess of your life that what is hurting you is probably not meant for you. That it's time that you align your life with a new direction that energizes you and people that you're in a groove with.

It's really that simple. People come and go in your life and that doesn't mean that you're not gonna be stung when they exit. Cause when that door slams, sometimes your finger can get caught on it. You know what I'm saying? So let's see if she calls us back. Oh, here we go. Okay, hold on.

Kendall. Hi. Hi. Okay. So I thank you for calling me back after class. I wanted to talk to you about the texts that we were exchanging today because it reminded I wanted to talk to you about the texts that we were exchanging today, because it reminded, what are you doing? I'm eating a chocolate bar, Mom. Like, sorry, I don't have a fucking podcast like on me right now. Okay, I'm ready to go.

America will wait. Now, the globe will, because there, we have listeners and fans around the world hanging on your every word and the crumbs coming out of that chocolate bar. Yeah, it's not good crumbs. So I got your text today and I shared the gist of it with everybody.

And after sharing the gist of it with everybody, I thought, wow, it reminded me of a moment when I was going through a really hard time, and there was a bunch of things in my life that were not working the way I'd hoped they would. And you gave me some of the best advice I have ever received. Do you remember what it was? I do.

What was it? Well, I told you that the reason that you were experiencing that, whatever you were experiencing, which was not a pleasant experience, was so you could get back in touch with what the people you're trying to inspire are struggling with every day because you're a very lucky person.

You worked very hard for the life that you have. But I think you on a day-to-day basis don't really struggle the way that the people would inspire do. And I told you that the reason that you were having all these issues was because you needed to be reminded of how they feel and how you had once felt. And if we go a ledible deeper and more profound on the advice, what force was actually giving me those lessons? Because in your advice, there's a presumption about something bigger and more profound. So talk about that.

The universe. Listen, I talk more descriptive of my own personal experience. Well, when you gave me that advice, because it's easy to give advice, right? Because you're not emotionally attached to the situation. And so when you gave me that advice, that the reason why these things were happening in my life, that were hard and challenging and causing me a lot of pain and causing me to question people around me and what was happening. You basically said that mom, your biggest mission in life is to help people. That's how you started and because of your success, you have gotten far away from what it feels like to wake up every day and feel this level of struggle, that there was something in this challenge tied

to my purpose and that a greater spiritual force and energy was behind this if I was willing to look at the challenge that way. Yeah. Do you believe that? No. I I mean I think it's also like I have a lot to do with like growth and like comfort and like wanting to I don't know because I think like you and me are both I don't know because I think like you and me are both inspired by and want to create things that require us to grow and to challenge ourselves every day. And it's so easy to just stay in like a comfortable place to stay and stay in all the habits

that you have to never do shit that scares you and I never do never interact with people or things or relationships that make you look in the mirror, make you feel insecure, make you scared or make you angry or whatever it is. And I think that you, that like challenge tie that you experienced was like, I don't know, I think for me right now, I'm sort of in this place where I'm trying to, I'm going through a teeny little fucking challenge tie that's like basically a fucking tied pool. Like, it's not a tsunami.

Yeah. Years was, mine was not, but I think I'm going through this challenge fight and I'm trying so hard Because I want to maintain feeling aligned and because I want to Embrace growth and not let this You rail me that I'm like trying so hard to stay and like a mindset where I look at it as like an opportunity instead of like something that's And something like I'm being damned I'm being wrong, but it's more like okay, you know what? Thank you This is some sort of message. What is the message? Because let's go back to this part where you get the news that somebody that you

Are a new friend with is now crushing on somebody you used to crush with. And this new friend has come into my life and asked if they can pour it to me, basically professionally, which is like an absolute godsend. And then I find out like a few days later that it's like there's some entanglement between someone that I used to feel something for and now they might feel something for them, but I still want to utilize this new friend and choose I'm just playing chess. Maybe I'm playing checkers. I don't know. I don't really know how to play either. What's the

difference? I don't either. Well, I think I know how to play checkers, but I'm playing checkers. I don't know. I don't really know how to play. What's the difference? I don't either. Well, I think I know how to play Checkers, but I'm proud of Lachit playing checkers. Let's be honest, but what my point is is that It would be so easy for me to just drop a fucking bomb on this really cool to just drop a fucking bomb on this really cool person and this really cool opportunity I have with not only the X but the new person who's going to help me and the X who by the way I also deeply, deeply respect and care about and know in my heart that I'm not

supposed to be with and I'm not supposed to come a relationship to. But I think now that he and her are now entangled, it's making me go, wait, I kind of want him to be entangled with me again, which is not what I want. It's just my whole, this is my like fear of rejection coming up and my ego coming up. But back to my point, it would be so easy for me to just fucking derail this whole thing because I'm insecure

and I'm suddenly feeling like I'm in a place of resistance. And it would be hard to stop my day. Can I just ask a question? Can you explain to me what exactly you would do to derail the situation? What would the old sneaky nasty you do? Well, I would probably just find ways to, like, I would probably start to avoid her. I would probably like pull the plug, not pull the plug, but like sort of just pump the brakes on this like relationships, this relationship that I'm cultiv pulling the plug, but sort of just pump the brakes on this relationship that I'm

cultivating and this relationship that I'm actively pouring more time into. I would probably pump the brakes on that. Would you then pull the string again on the person you used to be interested in? What I want on them. Would you stoke the flame on the person you used to be interested in again? That would be like levels zero Kendall because I'm not really somebody that does that after a breakup, but maybe I might I'm more of like a cold-shoulder person like you don't exist. I don't exist, which is not really a great tactic. Is that like a level two?

No, I mean, I think what I would do is I would pump the brakes on her. And every time I would around, I was around him, I'd shut down. I would not collaborate with him. I would not collaborate with her and do it. And I would just peel myself in a place of resistance, in a place of shut down, in a place of like, I would just go to a really horrible, horrible, like detrimental, negative self-talk place

that probably wouldn't be lifted for a while. probably wouldn't be lifted for a while. You're you're you're basically describing me, me, like in my 10 my teens and 20s and sometimes I 30s, but God, and sometimes I 40s. Well, what I was going to say is like when I found out about this, how did you find out? That's not important. I found out.

And when I found out about this, which happened quite literally yesterday, all of last night and like slivers of today, I felt myself in that place, like not really like acting, not really acting out from that place, but in that mindset of looking in the mirror and being like, wow, I'm fucking ugly, or being like, oh, she's so much better than me. No wonder he wants her. There's no way I can collaborate her because of this.

There's no way that he's ever gonna wanna collaborate with me. Things are gonna be awkward, just over and over and over and over and over, and then I had to remind myself, we're not doing that, We're not gonna be we're not gonna like live there. We're not gonna be in that mindset like Yada yada yada, but like It's Dave. It's pretty much day one and I'm like already having to sort of like train my train myself to like not go there Can I ask you a question? Sure, because I think this is so incredibly relatable.

And what I visualize when I think about you standing on a street corner and having the thought cross your mind or seeing them talking or having a text show up from one of them because y'all are kind of collaborating in a professional sense that you're now literally find yourself at an emotional and mental crossroad. The text or seeing them or a song coming on triggers you to be at the crossroad and the candle zero goes down the left hand road and has negative thoughts that basically beat the hell out of you and tell you a story. See more evidence see this and the candle what number are we going to sign this? Fucking a hundred. Okay, Kendall, fucking a hundred, who then looks at the other fork, which is a fork that's

aligned with what you actually want, with who you're becoming, with energy that is in a groove that matches with you. And that's a whole new way of thinking and being for you. What's this been like? And what would, what, since you're actively in this, how would you describe what people need to do who are in this situation?

They're literally just found out that their ex is going on a date with their friend. They just found out that the dream job that they got or the dream school that they wanted to be in went to somebody else. And there's this moment where the way you thought things were going to go just don't happen. And you feel the sting that you're talking about. And it just causes you to start telling yourself a very old story. It's never going to work out for you.

This always happens to me. Nobody's going to love me. You know, when is it going to be my turn? All that crap. How does somebody in that moment actually visualize a fork in the road, start to catch that negativity and redirect themselves in a new direction? I'm sort of just going to start talking and I might contradict myself and I might go back on what I'm saying, but I guess that's part of this whole thing. But yeah, I'm driving

up to Portland and potential encounter. Oh, that would be amazing. I'm going to manifest that right now. Dear God, come on, bring them in, bring them in. I would like to see the two of them walk around the corner as you're talking to us. No, no, no, no, no, no. I think what I tell myself is I'm like, well, I think that it helps me. It helps to know that like in my certain situation, like I've already like done it and I've already tried it, and it didn't work. And I know in my heart, I think what you need to do in these kinds of situations is just like the number that you know will be true in your heart. If it's your dream school and you didn't get in then

and your best friend did, just believe in the fact that it's still your dream school and it's gonna happen, it just might not be right now. And I think for me, what I'm telling myself is like, I don't want that relationship, I don't want to be in that relationship and I know that in my heart. And like, instead of torturing myself and going back to like my old ways of thinking and trying to tell myself that I do want it just so I can have some sort of stupid validation. I'm going to tell myself that like he's still here. He's still talking to one of my good friends now, maybe for a reason instead of seeing this as like a detriment to my life. Like why don't I just flip the fucking script and like benefit from it?

Like how cool would it be if two people who I know can't or about me who respect me deeply and who both want to pour into me creatively and professionally, how fucking amazing would it be if they both love each other and are about being awesome and how great is it and how good and great is it feel to visualize like them hitting it off and them crushing on each other and then being awesome and great and Just like an explosion of love and light and I just get to experience that and I get to be around that and I get to benefit from that So here's a thing dude The fact that you've processed this in less than 24 hours and you're already love and light in alignment

To me says you weren't that into him anyway anyway and these are old wounds that you're working on around rejection. Or it says that I was and I'm mature as shit and I'm on my spiritual awakening journey and I'm a light. I'm aligned. That you can. I think that's freaking hot. That's...

No, like fuck though you weren't that into him, like no, I really was, but... I'm more into myself and I'm on my fucking journey and... What of it? Oh my God. Okay, so I just got something from this and now my armpits are sweating because it's such a good idea, you ready?

Sure. You were able to hyper-process this because you are very clear about who you are and what it feels like when you're in the groove with energy and people and where you put your attention. And it is very clear when you are in alignment with your energy, with your focus, with who you surround yourself with, when something enters the space that's off. You feel friction, you don't feel like yourself, you feel yourself reaching for old toxic behaviors. And that's why you are able to process this so quickly and hold space for the fact, I still like the guy.

And I still wanna work with her and him. And him. I gotta figure this out because what the universe is actually teaching you can, is it's teaching you how to stay laser-focused on your higher objective instead of getting sucked into the toxic bullshit that Kendall's zero used to get sucked into. Yeah, 100%. I love that. Yeah, that that feels very like clear

and like makes sense to me. Because it's like I don't want to lose them. I don't want to like what I was saying about the whole derailing thing is like, it would be so easy for me to just like derail. Okay, not working with you, not working with you. I'm going to go cry about it. I'm going to listen to fucking sad music and bloody, bloody, bloody, and miss this crazy good opportunity. Or I could win from this.

Like it's just, it's just the mindset of being like, I can win from any situation. Okay, well, that's a little, that's a little provincial, but actually can. I think it's a good, it's a good mindset to have. Like any situation that you are in, whether or not you put yourself there, if you did, if you did, and if it was placed upon you,

like you can still win. And like, it's just about like figuring out that higher objective and figuring out how you can feel aligned in that, in that negative, in that space that initially felt pretty negative. Okay, hold that thought, because I've got one final thing

I wanna add to this conversation, Ken, but I gotta throw to break. We need to hear from our sponsors. So let me do that right now. Everybody hold on and we'll be right back. Okay, Ken. I got one final thought. If we were to roll the clock back two and a half years,

remember when you went through something way more painful than this moment, it took a lot longer for you to process that. I know exactly what you're talking about. Do you have any insight to offer for someone who's in that space that you were in two and a half years ago? Who thinks that what you're saying

right now sounds absolutely fantastic, but it's not at all realistic. I hear everybody always says, like, you can't love anyone until you love yourself, but I feel like that, like the word choice and that isn't correct, because if I had known at that point two years ago ago when I was going through a much more painful and drawn out and confusing and tangled breakup like I had no like I didn't really believe that like I didn't believe in myself like at that point in time I wasn't like I was put on this earth to do something bigger. Like, I didn't actually believe with my whole heart

that I was put on this earth to live an incredible life and that I had the power to do so. And I think that's where a lot of people's issues are. Is that like, they just, they don't think that they're worth it. They don't think that they can actually achieve their dreams. They don't have dreams. Like, you know I mean and it's like at that point in time I had ideas of what I thought my dreams were but they they weren't real and I didn't actually believe like

I'm doing I'm gonna be doing something bigger than this like this is just like a piece to the puzzle It's not the puzzle itself and I I feel like right now, I can actually taste like the bigger things that are going to be happening for me. And I can feel that like, and because I can taste it, I know that this small challenge tide is just a test. And it's not the whole thing. And I can easily compartmentalize it because I can taste the bigger picture, but I had to do a lot of fucking taste testings before that.

You know what I mean? Like go to the winery, babe. I love that. And I would add one more thing. You're able to process this entanglement in hyper-fricking Star Wars, like whatever speed, like I just see hyper speed because of everything that you allowed yourself to feel and learn and process and mourn and discover about yourself in that painful year of breaking up. Just like I am able to feel a level of contentment and happiness that I've never experienced in my life,

now that I'm 53 because of the protracted, painful, awful, horrible two years of heartbreak that you had a front row seat to. And I think the breakthrough that you receive in life is in direct reverse proportion to how painful the experience was. And when you get angry... I don't think that that is widespread and that isn't like a way to seek. I don't recommend you smash into a wall to learn lesson. I'm saying life does that to you. And if you are able to process the hard stuff as a lesson,

one of the benefits is the second, the future you gets within an inch of anything that feels familiar to that old pain. You have an opportunity to go, uh-oh, I'm at that crossroad, I see the old me, I could spend a year doing this bullshit where I suck my thumb in the corner and I play is, I'm not fucking doing that again to myself. I also think, for this example, especially with this girl and this guy, I think even yesterday,

and today, I felt a little bit of, oh, well, maybe, this maybe that road that they're on is like the wrong one. Like, maybe I'm like, oh, well, maybe I shit, I'm visualizing a lot like going left and going right. And like for some reason, the right is always like the right road to go down. I mean, I don't think that was a coincidence in my brain, but what I'm saying is like yesterday,

I was like, you know what, maybe like cooperating with both of these people is not going to the left. It's not going to the right. And like I shouldn't be cooperating with family. This is not a the left. It's not going to the right. And like I shouldn't be collaborating with them. Like this is not a good idea. But then I was like, no, because if I wasn't collaborating with them, then I would actually be going to the left because I would be like in resistance,

and I would be in pain, and I would be comparing myself to every other woman on the face and bucking her. You know what I mean? It's like, Yes. Consider that you don't do that and then see which road you're on. Amazing. Hold that thought.

I just want to ask Andrea and Maddie and Jesse, do you have any question you want me to ask Kendall? Maddie, you got one? I was crying because what you said, no, well, what you said is exactly what I've been going through like literally right now. And what I going through, like, literally right now. And what I went through, like, I think almost three and a half years ago, when I went through like a really prolonged drawn out breakup where I felt like I wasn't good enough to be in

the relationship and I wasn't enough to be enough for, you know, what he wanted when that wasn't the case. And it's taken me a really long time to get to the other side of it. I like the question of like, what would you tell your past self? But not even what could you take away. It's just like, if you could place yourself in this moment where you feel the exact same way that you felt at that time, you know

that you would make a different decision, right? I think honestly, like, if I was in that like really hard, like, cyclical, bad pattern, what I would do is just like, every day do like a little something that scared me or do like, every time that I felt like, just that like shit mindset, I was going back to, like every time I felt myself going back to it, like just toy with the idea or like welcome the idea of doing the other thing. You know what I mean?

Cause that's just like sort of building the muscle, like strengthening the muscle of like going to the right instead of the left. Like, because for me, and not really long break up, it was like I was in the same place, like I'm not good enough for him, like he place. Like, I'm not good enough for him. Like, he's bad. I'm never gonna be good enough for him.

And now I've gone to a point where I'm like, it is a fucking gift that I was even with him. And it is a gift that it didn't work out. And like, it's not, it had nothing to do with me not being good enough to him. It was just like, he was a part of my journey. And like, he served his purpose. And I knew all along it wasn't supposed to be like

a lifetime but I think it I resisted going to the right for so long like to the point where literally like there was a fucking roadblock like the road fell apart the less road fell apart and it was like I don't have a choice you know what I mean and so I think what would what my piece of advice would be is to like practice just like turning right a little bit here and there every day. Just go to the right. Oh, I normally would do this, but let me just try doing that. Or I normally would think this, but let me just try thinking that. And I honestly think that that will help you strengthen the muscle because the amount

of resistance I was in for so long going to the left, going to the left, going to the left when the universe was like, go to the fucking right, was just like a waste of time. And now I know that like if I just practiced trying to do the other thing, think the other way, like it would have been so much easier for me to see like the strong, the long pattern that had been being created for me all along. Well, I think it's interesting like the fact that you say go to the left and go to the right because I think that you can take that in so many different directions, like something that my dad has always told me is like always like choose yourself first and I've never done this, right?

Like I always put others in front of myself and like I always put others feelings and others situations and how other people, you know, react to what I do before what I think about my actions. And so I think it's interesting, because turning left to me, when you said it, I was like, that feels like choosing everybody else and turning right feels like choosing me. Yes, 100%. It's like you always know what you should be doing for you,

but it's like scarier to do that, or you don't want to do that, because it like fuck up what's going on with everyone else. But the second you start putting you first, it's just like a trickle down effect. Like you start attracting more shit to just start happening for you and it's incredible. It's so interesting that you say that because I recently started doing those kinds of things

and I literally see a shift in my behavior and how other people like react to my behavior. Like the confidence that I have based on choices that I've made in the last six months alone has been completely different than the confidence I had even a year ago that I can make decisions now today that I know I couldn't have made a year ago and it's because of...

Totally. ...choices of turning right and choosing me instead of doing things for other people and doing things for the benefit of other people instead of doing them for the benefit of me. Yeah. Good on you, man. I mean, I'm literally class starts in one minute, so I do have to leave.

Let's talk after class. I love you. I'm proud of you actually. I'm proud of the person you're becoming and your ability to share everything that you're learning through all of it with all of us. I'm proud of me too. I've come along for the way. Oh my God.

Oh, I guess. It's like laughable, but I'm just happy. And I'm like grateful that I can be this mindful about myself. And I'm finally manifesting and attracting and doing things that I've always wished I could. I love it. Well, we'll keep sharing and unpacking it so everybody else can learn along the way too.

Have a great class. We love you. I love you too. Love you too. Bye. I guess the one thing I want to say having had a front row seat into the 24 hour evolved hyper speed, star wars style. And I say star wars because I'm thinking about how fast those ships fly. The 24 hour processing versus the literally year and a half long train wreck is what it was. I want to say this, that first of all, you know me, and I love simple visual tools

that yank you out of emotional states. Going left means you're choosing other people. Going left means you're seeking validation. Going left means you're repeating old patterns, old behaviors, old stories. Going right means making teeny decisions where you choose yourself. Teeny decisions where you find the courage to do something different. Doke'll hang out at that guy's frat house hoping he sees you. Go find your girlfriends at the library. Don't go stalking somebody on social media. Get your butt outside and go for a walk or go to a class.

Like, don't continue to pour yourself into what the old you or the old relationship or the old thing was. Find a way each day to turn towards something new. That's how you start to make the right choices that align with who you're becoming, instead of just grasping at what was and what no longer is. The other thing I want to tell you, and I can say this from personal experience, and I can say this from watching this year and a half painful thing that happened to our daughter, where she was entangled.

If you keep choosing left, the universe, God, the world, energy, whatever you believe in, it cares so much about you that eventually it is going to drop a mother fucking sledgehammer on your face. And it is going to cause and it is going to create the most painful, personal, and shocking breakdown in your life, because you're being so stubborn in choosing left all the time, knowing that you need to inch yourself in the right direction, that the universe or God or whatever, the forces greater than you, are going to wake your ass up by doing something painful and personal. So you cannot ignore the fact that this thing that you keep doing, it is terrible for you. And sometimes those wake-up calls are exactly what we need. For candle, it was a deep, deep

betrayal. For me, it was multiple deep, deep betrayals. All of which woke us both up to see that, boy, we had been heading down the left path for a long time, and we were too stubborn or insecure to wake up and see it. Do not wait for your life to fall apart to understand the power of choosing a different path. To wake up every day and find the courage to inch right, to inch towards something that feels different,

that feels like an opening, that feels expansive. And here's how you're gonna know, I'm gonna give you one more tool. So you've got this idea of visualizing a crossroad, you have this idea of alignment and what feels right and what doesn't feel right, you have this alignment, you have this idea of choosing the left path of the right path and that has nothing to do with politics by the way. It's just a metaphor, so don't

add any drama to it, please. I don't want to hear about it in the comments. It's just the old thing you used to do and a new and different way. Here's another one. Here's how you know what is aligned with you. Energy doesn't lie. When you ask yourself, how could I make this a win? Turn toward what feels expansive. Turn toward what brings a little bit of energy into your life. If it's old and if it's painful and if it's the wrong path, you're going to feel yourself shrinking. You're going to feel yourself depleted. You're going to feel your energy leave you. The interesting thing if you listen closely to Kendall share with you is that she was very quick to say, I'm going to cut these people out of my life.

But when she paid attention to the energy, she was like, well, wait a minute. Cutting them out of my life feels like I'm shrinking. It feels like my energy is leaving me. It feels like my energy is leaving me. It feels like my power is going away. Turning toward them, showing up differently, being open to receiving. That feels energizing. That feels expansive. That feels actually different.

You can use energy like that. We're going to talk a ton about that as we get to know each other, to make the right, best, next choice for you. And that's what matters. And that's why I'm sharing all this stuff with you, not because I have the answers, but because you have the answers for you inside of you, and inside of every experience that you're going through on life. And we'll keep you updated. We'll see how the hyper-processing is going with Kendall. I am so proud of her. And you want to know what else I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you for taking the time to be here with me

for listening and learning and hopefully for applying this to your life. And I want you to know that that's why I'm here. I'm here on Mondays to help you start your week. I'm here on Thursdays to help you get through week. I'm here on Thursdays to help you get through it. I'm here sharing the ups and downs, the good, the bad, all of it for one reason. And the reason is because I love you and I believe in you.

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