The Misery Machine - The Case of Diane Downs
Episode Date: December 16, 2024This week, Drewby and Yergy head back in time to Springfield, Oregon, on the evening of May 19th, 1983. A 27-year-old mother of three is driving down some back roads with her three children. Hungry Li...ke the Wolf by Duran Duran is playing on the radio, when suddenly, a bushy-haired man flags the family down for help. Their carefree evening changes in an instant when the man pulls a gun and attempts to carjack the young family, and all three children are murdered in the process. But, who was this man? And did this scenario even actually happen 41 years ago? Support Our Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/themiserymachine PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/themiserymachine Join Our Facebook Group: https://t.co/DeSZIIMgXs?amp=1 Instagram: miserymachinepodcast Twitter: misery_podcast Discord: https://discord.gg/kCCzjZM #themiserymachine #podcast #truecrime Source Material: https://archive.org/details/smallsacrificest00rule/mode/2up https://books.google.com/books?hl=en&lr=&id=rnolEAAAQBAJ&oi=fnd&pg=PA1&dq=%22diane+downs%22&ots=6dj9SZThsc&sig=KWG1KDmKwxRW6d8KJU4rm3w61h4#v=onepage&q=%22diane%20downs%22&f=false https://www.crimelibrary.org/notorious_murders/famous/downs/index_1.html https://web.archive.org/web/20080705152342/http://www.trutv.com/library/crime/notorious_murders/famous/downs/index_1.html https://medium.com/@alexishammondwrites/child-killer-diane-downs-sent-me-bizzarre-emails-60ff69b5a979 https://archive.is/xWz1w https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/lifestyle/1984/06/12/the-mother-38/13b24fdf-7294-4623-ad2d-0665435ceed4/ https://web.archive.org/web/20191025222356/https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/lifestyle/1984/06/12/the-mother-38/13b24fdf-7294-4623-ad2d-0665435ceed4/ https://www.insideedition.com/true-story-diane-downs-how-mother-shot-her-3-kids-her-lover-51520 https://abcnews.go.com/US/woman-finding-peace-learning-mother-child-killer-diane/story?id=61692453 https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/lifestyle/1987/05/13/portrait-of-an-atrocity/a78994a5-6e6a-4699-9029-e52fef693217/ https://archive.is/6bvoX https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/surviving-the-female-psychopath/202211/the-link-between-malignant-hysteria-and-female https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/articles/201906/why-female-psychopaths-are-different-breed https://www.businessinsider.com/male-and-female-psychopaths-how-they-are-different-2018-9 https://www.choosingtherapy.com/female-psychopaths/. https://www.psychiatrist.com/news/study-reveals-unique-trait-among-female-psychopaths/ https://www.upi.com/Archives/1984/06/18/Jurors-relieved-at-end-of-mothers-trial/7090456379200/ https://web.archive.org/web/20100309053522/http://www.annrules.com/news3.htm#Back%20to%20page%203 http://salem-news.com/articles/december102008/downs_denial_12-10-08.php https://web.archive.org/web/20101206070754/http://salem-news.com/articles/december102008/downs_denial_12-10-08.php https://web.archive.org/web/20101113054734/http://www.katu.com/news/local/107014714.html https://www.youtube.com/@DDTV1983/videos https://web.archive.org/web/20101114015257/http://blogs.wweek.com/news/2010/11/09/diane-downs-latest-parole-hearing-is-next-month/ https://thecinemaholic.com/diane-downs/ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsMXTsU4eqE https://www.oprah.com/oprahshow/the-daughter-of-diane-downs https://medium.com/@alexishammondwrites/i-read-best-kept-secrets-by-child-killer-diane-downs-so-you-dont-have-to-9aca09a8d059 https://archive.is/Bveqk http://www.dianedowns.com/ https://www.facebook.com/groups/DianeDowns/ https://web.archive.org/web/20220305111756/http://projects.registerguard.com/csp/cms/sites/web/updates/25651037-46/downs-parole-prison-board-hearing.csp https://medium.com/friday-night-crimes/unhinged-oregon-550719d5ba3e https://archive.is/kagMo https://web.archive.org/web/20081206005041/http://www.kgw.com/news-local/stories/kgw_120208_news_diane_downs_parole.2513dd69.html https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x39gw3u https://abcnews.go.com/2020/becky-babcock-mother-murderer/story?id=10635586 https://loriajohnston.medium.com/diane-downs-a-cold-blooded-shooting-ed84974f6445 https://archive.is/mzaur https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/184427092/wesley_linden-frederickson http://salem-news.com/articles/november132013/diane-downs-dad-tk.php
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On Thursday, May 19, 1983, 27-year-old Diane Downs drove on old Mohawk Road in Springfield, Oregon.
Her three children were in the back seats.
Christy, eight years old, Cheryl, seven years old, and Danny, three years old.
The song Hungry Like the Wolf by Duran Duran played on the radio.
It was late and completely dark, save for the headlights on Diane's new red Nissan Pulsar with Arizona license plates, but she was not worried.
She was used to driving on back roads in the dead of the night.
For her, this was a common occurrence and she'd soon be home.
All went as normal until the family crossed past with a stranger.
Diane stepped out of the car and approached the stranger, a bushy-haired man.
Suddenly, he pulled a gun on her and demanded she hand over the keys.
She did not.
The stranger closed the distance between himself and Diane's red Nissan Pulsar.
He then reached inside the car and fired down.
three times. Diane's mama bear instincts took over. She feigned throwing her keys into the darkness.
The two of them got into a physical altercation. The stranger pulled the trigger two more times as
Diane got back into the driver's seat. One bullet landed in Diane's arm. She sped off to the nearest
hospital, McKenzie Willamette. She shouts, somebody shot my kids. Upon the family's arrival,
medical professionals jumped into action. They hauled two children from the back to,
seats. They didn't notice the third. Cheryl lied face down on the front passenger seat floor.
Diane alerted one of the nurses. Cheryl was completely still, but the nurse soldiered on.
Off-duty hospital staff members were called in, including a surgeon who turned his 20-minute commute
to work into less than 10 minutes by flooring at 80 miles per hour. They reached out to a hospital
in the neighboring town of Eugene for additional aid. Diane stayed in the waiting room with a beach
towel wrapped around her injured arm. The hospital receptionist tended to her. Diane phoned her
ex-partner, then her parents, before she learned that her middle child Cheryl died from her injuries,
but Christy and Danny were alive. The police listened to Diane's story and jumped straight into
the investigation. The small community of Cottage Grove was shaken by the story of the strange
gunmen who attacked a single mother in her three children. There was someone violent wandering around
freely, and every man, woman, and child was in danger. Unfortunately for Diane, she was a bad liar,
and even worse, the police knew it. Elizabeth Diane Fredrickson was born in 1955. She was the oldest of five
children born to Wesley and Willardine Fredrickson. In the earlier years, the Frederickson family moved around
often as Wesley jumped from job to job. They settled in Phoenix, Arizona when Wesley found stable employment
at the post office. Wesley and Willa Dean Fredrickson were conservative. They were deeply religious
and emotionally distant. Young Elizabeth wanted attention and if she did not get attention from her parents,
she would get it from her peers. Elizabeth had a hard time fitting in with kids her age because of her
upbringing. Her parents placed her under very strict rules, dictating how she could dress,
where she could go, and what she could do. Elizabeth was often bullied for her appearance and clothes.
She tried to rely on her smarts and accomplishments to get the attention she craved, but ultimately
she would leave the strategy behind.
In her teenage years, Elizabeth started to rebel.
She started wearing makeup and dyeing her hair blonde.
She also began to go by her middle name, Diane.
Changing her appearance led the positive results.
Her male peers gave her the attention she so desperately wanted.
She decided that this kind of attention was better than any she could get from her parents,
and so she put all of her effort into chasing and her.
that euphoria. While attending Moon Valley High School, Diane met her fellow classmate Steve Downs,
and the two would begin dating. They were practically attached at the hip throughout high school,
and they did not shy away from showing physical affection in public. Diane's parents did not
approve of her relationship, much less the new persona that she had adopted.
Diane did not care about what her parents thought, however, and she continued her relationship with Steve.
After her high school graduation, Diane attended Pacific Coast Baptist Bible College in California.
Steve enlisted in the U.S. Navy, and the two would try to maintain a long-distance relationship.
Diane could not keep her end of the bargain, however, in it did not take long for her eyes to wander.
She had multiple affairs, including with university staff while maintaining her relationship with Steve.
Her promiscuous behavior eventually earned her an expulsion, and she had to move back to Arizona with her parents.
When the news reached Steve, they broke off their relationship, but not too long after Diane moved back with her family, Steve returned from the Navy.
Diane felt smothered by her parents' rules, so she sought out Steve.
They rekindled their relationship in, on November 13, 1973, they ran away to get married.
Diane and Steve were only 18 years old.
Christy Ann, the couple's oldest child, was born on October 7, 1974.
When Christy was six months old, Diane left the family to join the Navy.
She only made it through three weeks of basic training before she returned back home.
Diane first said she was injured with severe blisters, and this is why she couldn't complete boot camp.
She later said Steve neglected Christy, and she had to leave to take care of her daughter.
Diane and Steve's marriage was far from a happy one.
Coming off Diane's past infidelity, Steve was always on edge.
He over-analyzed every interaction Diane had, fearful that he would lose Diane to cheating again.
Steve himself was also said to be juvenile in nature and a player.
Their high school honeymoon days were done, replaced with constant arguments in public and in private.
At some point during the Downs marriage, Steve obtained a 22-caliber pistol.
Diane also bought a 22-caliber rifle as well as a 38 special as Christmas present.
for Steve, and he taught her how to shoot all three of these guns.
After the birth of their second child named Cheryl Lynn on January 10, 1976, Steve elected
to get a vasectomy. He knew he did not make enough to support a family bigger than the four of them.
When Diane got pregnant once again, she got an abortion, which she would go on to say she regretted.
However, she had another affair and gave birth to her son, Steve and Daniel Downs on December 29th, 1979.
Steve knew that Diane's third child was not his, but he and Diane would not divorce until 1980.
Diane said she loved her children, but her actions showed that she was somebody that didn't necessarily enjoy being a mother.
Christy, Cheryl, and Danny's clothes were old and their hair was often unkempt.
Diane was often seen berating her children.
Steve said she denied them attention the same way Diane's parents denied it to her.
One day, Cheryl was put in time out by a sitter,
for jumping on the bed, and Cheryl, in response, told the sitter that she wanted to remove herself
from the earth with one of her father's guns because her mother said that she was bad.
When she couldn't get anyone to watch her kids, Diane often left them in Chrissy's care,
who was herself still a kid. She was only six when her parents divorced, and only six when
Diane turned her into free child care for the first time.
Diane already worked for the United States Postal Service, but as a newly single mother,
she needed to find a source of extra income.
She underwent psychiatric testing on two separate occasions to become a surrogate mother,
but she failed both times.
The results showed that she was psychotic, meaning she was detached from reality.
Her judgment skills and understanding of social cause and effect were also shown to be lacking.
Now, despite this, she was allowed to become a surrogate and gave birth.
to a baby girl in 1982 and was paid $10,000.
She was interested in becoming a surrogate again,
and even in opening a surrogacy clinic of her own.
For this, she would need to attend medical school.
Her father encouraged her to attend summer classes
at Mesa Community College.
Diane wrote an essay that she titled Child Abuse
during her summer semester.
It read,
The gruesome crime of child abuse not only destroys the lives of our children,
but it usually brings terror into the lives of our grandchildren.
Abuse children develop different personalities
depending on the type of abuse they receive
and the amount of abuse they must endure.
The personalities developed and abused children
stay with them all their lives.
They may receive counsellor, some form of help which turns the child around,
but no one can take away the scars and pain inflicted
on an innocent child forced to submit to mistreatment.
It will ultimately affect that child's life as an adult.
Then, when the scarred child turned adult,
has children of his or her own, these children are usually abused in some way or another by their parents.
I wish we could stop this vicious cycle. If we could only take a whole generation and stop child
of groups, we could wipe out the plague. Generation after generation the abuse continues.
If you abrid your child, he or she will no doubt abode your grandchildren.
In 1981, Diane met Robert Knickerbocker, a married coworker. Robert was in a rough patch in his marriage.
and his wife begged him to move from Texas to Arizona to be closer to her family.
Their new home was smaller and twice as expensive as the rolled home.
Robert wanted to buy a plot of land, which meant they both had to work full-time.
They were tired, stressed, and holding unspoken resentment for each other.
Robert would take any distraction he could.
Diane was pregnant with the surrogate child when they met.
After the baby was born, the hot Arizona summer came in full force.
Diane dressed in a provocative, less than professional way that got Robert's attention.
Their workplace acquaintanceship soon turned into a fair.
Robert was not interested in anything outside of a physical relationship with Diane.
She pretended to accept this while secretly obsessing over him in the life they could share together.
She marked the day of their first illicit encounter on her calendar with a big red ex.
Robert tried multiple times to break off their relationship.
One way or another, Diane convinced him to stay with her.
When she encouraged him to serve his wife with divorce papers,
Robert realized he was way out of his depth.
He did not want to be a father, much less to someone else's children.
He was up front with Diane about this.
He never wanted to see Diane while she was with her kids.
Steve contacted Diane looking to reconcile their marriage.
Robert encouraged her to at least try.
During this period, Robert said Diane and Steve got into a physical altercation
in that she showed up at work the next day with a black eye, a swollen nose,
and black and blue bruises on her face and neck.
Robert had a few interactions with Steve.
In August of 1982, the two men had a face-to-face meeting.
Steve told Robert, Diane is kind of crazy when it comes to sex.
She has some problems, emotional problems about it.
Following month, Steve took in Christy, Cheryl, and Danny.
While in their father's care, Christy and Cheryl were able to attend Pomeroy Elementary School.
The same time, Diane started her fall semester at Mesa Community College.
The weight of her classes and her job proved to be too much for her.
She dropped out of school after only a few weeks.
Soon, Diane called Robert, accusing him of giving her an STI.
He finally ended his relationship with Diane and confessed to his wife,
who had already suspected as much for some time.
They were both infected with the same STI,
which they suspected to have gotten from Diane.
And surrogate contracts stated she couldn't have an SDI at the time of insemination,
but she still flew to Kentucky for the procedure,
where she was subsequently turned away.
Dian didn't actually believe Robert when he broke up with her.
She thought he would be there to bring her home from the airport.
Instead, it was Steve.
He brought her first to his house, then to Diane's mobile home.
Throughout their time together that night, Steve said Diane clawed her own face,
kicked him, and muttered comments about removing herself from the earth.
Diane locked herself in the bathroom.
Steve banged his fists on the door and when he heard a bang, he broke the door down.
Now, Diane was fine.
She pointed a gun at him.
It was the 22 caliber pistol which she had snuck into her purse from Steve's home.
Steve took the gun away from her and observed a bullet hole in the bathroom tile.
Diane and Roberts still had to see each other at work.
Now against his better judgment, he slept with her again, and the affair resumed.
Diane got Roberts' name tattooed on her shoulder with a rose.
Robert's wife put the pieces together quickly, but still she remained silent.
Diane flew back to Kentucky for another insemination procedure.
During this time, her mobile home caught on fire while she was away.
Diane got $7,000 from insurance and Steve fixed some of the damage for free.
However, Robert claimed Diane told him that she asked Steve to burn the trailer down so she could collect the insurance payment.
For a brief period, Robert agreed to start a life with Diane.
They agreed to sign a lease on an apartment together.
Diane called Robert's wife numerous times, half gloating, half daydreaming about the future they would have.
Diane used the money from her first surrogacy payment and the insurance from the fire to open a surrogacy clinic,
despite not having any experience, licenses or qualifications.
The clinic failed, unsurprisingly.
In February of 1983, Robert drunkenly proposed to Diane.
She wrote in her diary, I could hardly believe my ears today.
Robert said he would live in the same house with my kids and me, of course.
Then he said he would have to marry my ass, but I think I can talk in.
into all of me. I'm so happy. Just when I thought he would call off our relationship,
he said that he would marry me and live with my kids. But before I get too excited, I'll wait a while.
He could take another look at the situation and change his mind. I hope he doesn't. I sure love him.
At the same month in the apartment Robert was staying in at the time, Diane asked Robert to
choose between her and his wife. Robert chose his wife and Diane became angry.
Robert left the apartment and called his wife from a phone booth. She picked him up in her car
and drove back to their marital home.
Diane followed them.
She pounded on the door and rang their home phone all night.
After this encounter, the Knickerbockers decided to vacation to Texas.
But still, they could not get away from Diane.
They were visiting their old friends when their phone rang.
It was her.
Diane memorized this friend's phone number.
And Robert realized she must have gone through his wallet at some point.
Diane said she got a successful work transfer.
She would be moving to Oregon in April.
and she'd be taking her kids with her.
Christie and Cheryl were made to pick which parent they wanted to live with.
They picked Diane as they were afraid of hurting their mother's feelings.
Danny was not Steve's son and was three years old, so he did not have a choice.
Nickerbockers returned from their vacation and again, Robert and Diane saw each other at work.
Again, they slept together.
Diane had less than a month left before she had to move to Oregon.
Robert asked Diane to move in with him until she had to leave.
He got a rose tattoo like Diane's without any script.
He did not want her name forever inked on his body.
And Diane left Arizona for good and Robert returned to his wife for good.
They met up only one more time when Diane decided she wanted to return Robert's gold chain necklace.
She left a rose in his work mailbox.
She harassed the Knickerbocker household with letters and packages.
Robert put return to send her on every piece of mail he received from Diane.
Steve noticed his three firearms were missing.
He assumed Diane took them and thought nothing of it.
She was a single mother in a new state.
She needed protection.
In May of 1983, one of Diane's new co-workers, Heather Plored,
mentioned that she was thinking about buying a horse.
Some nights later, Diane saw a horse rental ad in the newspaper.
Diane decided she would pack her children in the car after their dinner
to visit Heather and show her the ad.
She said she also thought it was a good offer.
opportunity to get the kids out of the house. Now, on their way home from the Plurred residents,
Diane said she stopped when she saw a stranger signaling for her help. She got out of the car
and he demanded that she hand over her keys. She refused, then gunshots. When Diane arrived
at McKenzie Willamette Hospital, medical staff took the three children while Diane waited in the lobby.
Cheryl originally went unnoticed until Diane called out Cheryl's on the floor. She hasn't moved at all.
She was still in unbreathing when they brought her into the trauma room.
The heart monitor showed a flatline.
A nurse tried to remove the blood from her throat.
Maybe that would get her to breathe again.
It was thick and congealed.
Cheryl was not actively bleeding, which was not a good sign.
The doctor found two bullet holes in her back.
Realized Cheryl was dead upon arrival.
She was only seven years old.
Christy had a stroke, and she was unconscious and barely clinging to life.
A bullet was still in her body, and another had been.
torn straight through her chest. Her right lung would collapse. A massive hemorrhage in her left
lung blocked the flow of oxygen. Her heartbeat went from weak to completely non-existent.
Insurgents could not get her heart beating with an ejection alone. They inserted a catheter
tube into an artery and pumped Christy with blood. Her heart did start beating again.
The right lung was no longer collapsed. The left's hemorrhage remained. While Christy was
asleep, a surgeon stitched the exit wound in her left lung shut.
She could have died at any moment, but she came out of the surgery alive.
She woke up aware of her surroundings but would not be stable enough for further surgeries until later.
Danny was awake and frightened.
Unable to breathe, tubes were forced into his chest.
There was gunpowder on his back and the bullet hole was likely a contact wound.
The bullet hit dangerously close to his spine.
Doctors knew there was a chance that Danny would never walk again.
Hospital receptionist Judy Patterson was on the phone with a police dispatcher.
She saw Diane go into the bathroom, she heard running water.
Diane came out of the bathroom and asked to use the phone to call her parents.
Judy got more information from Diane about where the shooting took place.
Diane tried to go into the trauma room, but Judy stopped her.
This is when she saw Diane's arm.
Injuries were minor and superficial.
On any other night, one of the licensed nurses or doctors would be available,
but every capable body was accounted for.
So Judy herself tended to Diane's wounds.
As such, she got more information.
from the mother about what happened.
Diane said, we went out toward Marcola to see a friend.
We were headed back driving along old Mohawk Road.
My kids were laughing and talking.
I was laughing at something Danny said and talking to Christy.
There was this man standing there in the middle of the road.
He looked like he needed help.
I stopped the car and got out.
He wanted my keys.
He just reached in through the window and shot my kids.
It's a terrible thing to be laughing one minute and have something like this happened to you.
Judy let Diane use the phone.
She called Robert Knickerbocker, then her parents, Wesley and Willadine Frederickson.
They lived only two miles from the hospital, and they rushed to be at Diane's side.
Less than 10 minutes after Judy Patterson's call, officers from both Springfield and Lane County arrived.
Diane recounted the shooting to them and said the first of many conflicting details.
Her children were asleep and not as she told Judy laughing and talking.
Hospital staff and law enforcement took note of Diane's demeanor.
She was calm. She had her mental faculties.
She wasn't visibly upset or hysterical.
Sergeant Robin Rutherford asked if she could show them the crime scene.
The earlier they could start investigating, the quicker they could find the culprit.
Diane agreed.
Her father West joined them.
On her way to the police car, Diane commented on her Nissan.
I hope my car's okay.
Does it have any bullet holes in it?
Sergeant Rutherford took the wheel. Along the way, they passed the newly placed patrol cars parked on old Mohawk Road. No late-night driver could enter or leave without first speaking to the patrol officer.
Police and a search dog scoped out the road and the fields for any sign of disturbance. The road itself was quiet, but it was not completely uninhabited. There were a few private residences, and some of these properties had horses.
Rutherford explained to Diane that horses were sensitive to their surroundings.
If a stranger disturbed their home, the horses would know.
They're almost as good as dogs when something alien gets into their fields.
This is what Rutherford said.
Now, Diane brought them out to the scene of the crime.
She remembered, as she put it, the icky yellow car that belonged to the stranger.
However, they did not find one.
Diane complained of pain in her arm, so Rutherford radioed for another officer to transport her
and West back to Mackenzie Willamette.
Sergeant stayed behind.
When Diane returned to McKenzie Willamette Hospital,
she received the news about Cheryl's passing
in the critical state of Christy and Danny.
Her reaction to Danny in particular gave everyone pause.
It was a glimmer of good news.
There was a chance he would live.
But to this, she said,
Do you mean the bullet missed his heart?
Gee whiz.
Detective Dick Tracy, yes, that is his name.
and Doug Welch brought Diane aside for further questioning.
They both found Diane to be unnervingly composed.
Detective Tracy described her as very rational,
considering what she had undergone.
Tracy recognized the kind of wound in Diane's arm
as similar in location to wounds in his past cases
where a perpetrator shot themselves to turn suspicion away from them.
Diane described the man who shot at her kids as,
white in his late 20s, about 5 feet 9, 150 to 170 pounds, dark hair, a shag wavy cut, and a stubble of a beard,
wearing a Levi jacket and an off-color T-shirt.
She agreed to allow investigators to search her home.
She said she owned two firearms, a 38 special and a 22-caliber rifle.
When Diane was finally allowed to see Christy, investigator Paul Anton said he saw the little girl was
terrified. Her heart rate spiked from 104 beats per minute to 147 beats per minute when Diane took her
hand saying, I love you, I love you. The day after the shooting, Heather plored and her husband
confirmed that Diane visited them late at night with the horse rental ad. After searching Diane's
home, they took her rifle, some 22 caliber ammunition, calendars, and a diary from property.
The bullets recovered from the children were 22 caliber, and investigators figured that
they had to have come from a rifle or a handgun. Diane's story in the close contact injuries on the
children, they decided the firearm was more likely to be a handgun. Based on the blood splatter in the
car, the shooter had to shoot from the left side. Diane was asked to retell her story multiple times,
and minor details changed. Her children being awake or asleep, the position of the shooter,
and how she reacted to him just to name a few. Investigators asked Diane to reenact what happened
on camera in a parking lot.
It was four days after the shooting and Diane was excitable.
She was giggling, fixing her hair, and seemed to be enjoying herself.
Her arm was in a cast and she hit it against the car door frame using the demonstration.
I just hit my cast, she cried out.
And she said, that was worse than, okay.
Investigators could only speculate on what she wanted to say.
When Steve Downs learned his daughters were shot and that one was dead, he flew to Oregon from Arizona.
Danny may not have been his child, but he worried for his well-being as he worried for Christies.
Investigator Doug Welch asked Steve if he knew who Diane called, aside from her parents,
the night of the crime.
Steve told Welch about Robert Knickerbocker.
Diane, in Steve's eyes, still seem crazy about Robert.
Doug Welch and Paul Anton traveled to Chandler, Arizona.
There, they interviewed Diane's former co-workers, including Robert Nickerbocker.
With his wife present, Robert answered every question about his affair with Diane, even when it was uncomfortable.
Both men had airtight alibis that excluded them as suspects.
Forensic scientist James Peck spent the weekend studying Diane's Nissan Pulsar.
The car itself did not have external damage.
This indicated that all five bullets from all five shots struck their targets.
He found two bullet casings that were 22 caliber.
There were blood and gunpowder particles in the back seat in the front passenger seat, but none in the driver's seat.
Cheryl Lynn Downs had her funeral on May 25th.
She was cremated and her ashes were scattered in Arizona.
Christy and Danny were both in stable condition.
They were both paralyzed, Danny from the waist down and Christy in one arm.
Her stroke took away much of her speaking ability, but the right treatment and therapy could make her coherent again.
Ayan's confiscated diary was full of love letters to Robert Knickerbocker.
Seems to investigators that they were never meant to be sent
and that Diane used this diary to vent her frustrations following the end of their relationship.
Still, Diane's writing style in these letters was unhinged at best and absolutely insane at worst.
Some entries were erotic in nature.
She wrote about how she thought Robert was her one true love.
One entry read,
what happened? I'm so confused. What could your wife have said or done to make you act this way?
I spoke to you this morning for the last time. It broke my heart to hear you say, don't call her right.
I still think of you as my best friend and my only lover. You keep telling me to go away and find somebody else.
You forgot to be kidding. A poem was written in another. I love you more than could your wife,
yet it's brought sorrow to my life. I just keep hoping and hanging on. How much long.
longer can I be strong?
The weapon used to kill Cheryl and wound Christy and Danny was never found.
There is a possibility it was thrown into the Mohawk River.
Divers were sent to look for the gun, but the current during the springtime was just too strong.
It would have been long gone by the time the divers were geared up and prepared.
Steve Downs and Robert Knickerbocker both separately told authorities about Diane's third firearm,
her 22-caliber Ruger Mark 4 9-shot semi-automatic pistol.
Diane was asked about this pistol and claimed that she did not have it.
Steve told investigators about the night that Diane fired the 22-caliber pistol in her bathroom.
If they found a 22-caliber casing in the Arizona property, they could examine the extractor marks.
Now, in a firearm, the extractor is the mechanism that removes empty casings from the chamber and makes room for the new one.
It will leave distinct marks on the empty casing, similar to a fingerprint.
By examining these marks, experts can determine the make, model, and type of firearm used in a crime,
even if the weapon itself is never recovered.
Steve and the investigators, along with some of Chandler officers, found Diane's old address.
Her trailer was abandoned and damaged by the fire.
The repairs meant if the bullet was still there, it was underneath a trailer.
They spent two days in the Arizona heat.
digging and sifting through debris. They eventually found the bullet. Unfortunately, it had been trapped
underground for so long that it was too damaged to be certain it was fired from the same gun that
shot the Downs children. It was similar, but similar wasn't good enough. Heather Plourd said Diane
ended her visit at around 945, and arrived at the hospital at 1048. The shooting was estimated to have
occurred at 1015. Joseph Nman, who was a witness, claimed he was also driving on
Mohawk Road. He came behind a red car with Arizona license plates driving no faster than seven
miles per hour. He was stuck behind this vehicle for a full two minutes before deciding to drive
around it. It was 10.20 p.m. at this point. Diane felt the tides turning against her. She offered
herself for another police interview where she claimed to know who the shooter was and that he knew
her as well. It probed her for more information and it became a repetitive choir of, I don't know,
I don't know. They asked her point blank if she did it. She got angry and left. The most damaging
peace to Diane's innocence was Christy, her own daughter. Child psychologist Paula Krogdahl
visited Christy every day. Paula was patient, gentle, and understanding. She took Christy's recovery
one day at a time, and the little girl's comfort and well-being above all else.
Percy told Paula that Diane hit her and her siblings on more than one occasion.
She also remembered the traumatic night, but would not identify the shooter.
Paula still did not press it with her.
Instead, during their sessions, she asked Chrissy to write down who shot her on a piece of paper and then burn it.
It took some time, but one day, Chrissy let Paula read the name on the paper.
It read, my mom.
Chrissy said on their way back from the plored residence, Diane stopped the car on a dark road,
opened the trunk, pulled out a handgun, and shot the children, and then herself.
Diane was arrested on February 28, 1984 at the post office.
She was charged with criminal assault, one count of first-degree murder, and two counts of attempted murder.
She was also pregnant.
Now, originally, Diane reached out to a lawyer and author named Melvin Belly, who was a celebrity with the legal profession to defend her.
He wanted to, but he was too busy.
The courts would not push her trial back for his sake.
Attorney Jim Jagger would be the one in the courtroom.
Now, Attorney Jagger had the lawyer charisma seen on film and television.
Before the first day of trial officially started, he was speaking familiar to the jury members.
Prosecutor Fred Hugie thought that the Downs case would be easy.
He could not have been more wrong.
Diane initially drew a lot of sympathy.
He was a professional first and foremost often described as cold and rigid.
If the angry letter sent to his office were anything to go by,
the odds were stacked against the prosecutor in terms of public perception.
but he did what he would do best, his job.
While prosecutor Hugie gave his opening statement,
Diane wrote lie in big letters on a notepad and held it on display.
Attorney Jagger snatched it from her hands.
Prosecutor Hugie said Diane planned to murder her children
so that she could be with Robert Knickerbocker.
Her children blocked the way to her happily ever after
with a married man who only wanted her as a distraction.
One of the prosecution's witnesses was a psychiatrist who described Diane as an antisocial,
histrionic narcissist and possibly a psychopath.
Diane's demeanor during her trial was the same as her demeanor in the hospital.
Calm, unbothered, and inappropriate given the circumstances.
She was often seen laughing with Attorney Jagger.
Part of Diane's defense was an aspect of her past she kept secret.
Father essayed her when she was 12.
He drove her out to isolated,
places and came into her room at night to put his hands on her, to one day it stopped altogether.
She would talk about this at length on the stand.
Wes Fredrickson denied this ever happened.
Willadine Fredrickson testified Diane was emotional that night at the hospital.
Various doctors and nurses said otherwise on the stand.
At one point, the prosecution played Duran Duran's Hungry Like the Wolf in the courtroom.
Same song said to have been playing during the shooting.
Diane hummed along, seemingly unaware in the moment.
moment that she was being watched by a live audience, a jury, cameras.
Rasketer Hugie made the difficult choice to bring Christy the witness stand.
She cried, trembled, and she briefly lost her composure whenever Diane made eye contact with her.
But she showed great strength for someone her age.
Her time of Paula Crogdall gave Christy the courage to tell the court what her mother did to her
and her siblings.
Her mother shot them at close range and then herself in the arm.
Attorney Jagger tried to coax his idea of the truth.
from Christy, that she was coached to say these terrible things, but Christy held firm.
During the court proceedings, Diane was visibly pregnant.
She would give birth to a baby girl in between her trial and her sentencing hearing.
She said in a television interview, you can't replace children, you can replace the effect
that they give you, and they give me love, they give me satisfaction, they give me stability,
they give me a reason to live and a reason to be happy.
June 17, 1984, Diane was.
found guilty and was sentenced to life plus 50 years. She had to wait 25 years before she could
even be considered for parole. Steve Downs was deemed unfit to be Christy and Danny's legal guardian.
Prosecutor Hugie and his wife Joanne officially adopted Christy and Danny in 1986.
By all accounts, Fred and Joanne had a relationship built on respect, admiration, and love.
They understood firsthand the trials Christy and Danny overcame and could provide the loving environment
to heal and grow that Diane withheld from them.
Among the public viewers in the courtroom gallery was Anruyl, a true crime author.
Anne Rule previously published The Stranger Beside Me in 1980,
where she chronicled the life of serial killer Ted Bundy
and the time in her life when they were close acquaintances.
Anne Rule followed the case against Diane Downs very closely,
taking notes during the trial, interviewing relevant figures,
and researching every scrap of information she could.
She was very respected in her field
thanks to her dedication to her craft.
Her book on Diane Downs, Small Sacrifices,
was published in 1987.
She gave pseudonyms for Diane's affair partners,
including Robert Nickerbocker,
whom she referred to as Lou Lew Lewiston.
This is why Nickerbocker is often referred to as Lou
in many sources post-1987.
A two-part made-for-TV film adaptation of Anne's book
aired in 1989 and starred Farrah Fawcett
as Diane. It won a Peabody Award that same year. Diane released her own book about her life in the
shooting with the aid of a ghostwriter titled Best Kept Secrets. It was published the same year.
On July 11, 1987, while serving her time in the Oregon Women's Correctional Center, Diane escaped
prison. She was missing in action for 10 days. 14 states issued manhunts for her. She was finally
found in the home of her fellow inmate. The courts added five years.
years to her sentence. Prosecutor Hugie insisted on relocating Diane. He lived less than 70 miles from
the Oregon Women's Correctional Center. No doubt those 10 days where Diane was missing were
incredibly stressful and terrifying for the children. Prosecutor Hugie was successful in his
efforts. Diane was transferred to the Clinton Correctional Facility for Women in New Jersey.
After her recapture, Diane was interviewed from prison on the Oprah Winfrey show alongside Anne Rule.
The interview consists of Diane answering direct questions with essay answers or with a redirection to a particular source.
She made inappropriately timed jokes and sarcastic comments and bickered with Anne Rule throughout the interview.
Diane was considered a dangerous offender by the state of Oregon, which meant she was entitled to a parole hearing every two years until her release or death.
After the first 25 years of her sentence, Diane had her first parole hearing in 2008.
She doubled down on her first story.
She said she was innocent.
She said she was always telling the truth.
Douglas Harklerod, a district attorney in Lane County,
countered every point Diane made and emphasized her lack of consistency and accountability.
She had two more parole hearings in 2010 and 2020, which were both denied.
Now, Diane is not without her defenders.
They are a minority, but they are vocal.
Until he died in 2017, Wesley Fredrickson defended his daughter, even though Diane accused him of essaying her.
She would recant these accusations against him, and Wes offered $100,000 to anyone who could provide information that would see Diane release from prison.
The Facebook group Free Diane Downs is dedicated to proving Diane's innocence.
James Fredrickson, Diane's brother, is one of the pages' admins.
When asked directly about his arguments, James points to diane downs.com for access to all of the necessary information.
Now, diane downs.com is, objectively, from a technical standpoint, a bad website.
The visuals looked like they were transported from the Y2K era.
The URL uses HTTP instead of HTTPS, which modern browsers automatically flag is not secure.
Half of their documented evidence needs to be downloaded to view, which is bad to put it lightly.
Should any of these files get corrupted, a curious internet user could ruin their device without even knowing it.
Diane's defenders point to James Clare Haynes as the one responsible for the crime.
James Haynes, also known as Jim Haynes, was a Eugene local said to have been bragging about shooting Diane and her children.
Multiple acquaintances of hits made affidavits swearing as much.
who is also said to be a violent husband and a dangerous criminal.
One witness's affidavit said he and Haynes saw a blonde woman in an Oregon drughouse who got into a verbal altercation with a dealer.
We later claimed to recognize this woman when he saw her face in the news.
It was Diane Downs.
There is an obituary for a man of the same name within the area who lived from 1948 to 2013.
There is also arrest records associated with the name James Claire Haynes in Oregon, ranging from aggravated theft to possession of controlled substances.
but it is otherwise nearly impossible to find any information about James Haynes separate from the Facebook page or the website.
Now, maybe there is a grand scheme to keep dying in prison for the crimes of James Haynes,
or perhaps there's a simpler explanation to this alleged confession.
And you see this in the murders of Elizabeth Short in 1947 or John Bonae Ramsey in 1996,
or serial killer Henry Lee Lucas, who confessed to many more crimes than he actually committed.
and that's some people will confess to crimes that they did not commit,
whether it's for the recognition or because they're just delusional.
In addition, the contents within affidavits can also be considered hearsay within a court of law.
Now, to be very clear, there is no known physical evidence that links James Haynes with these shootings.
Christy and Danny occasionally spoke about their mother on public platforms,
but have lived more private, quiet lives.
Christy has a daughter whom she named after her late sister.
The baby Diane had before her sentencing would be adopted by Jackie and Chris Babcocki,
couple in Oregon who named her Rebecca.
Her loved ones also called her Becky.
Now as an adult, Becky was interviewed by Oprah Winfrey,
where she discussed how she learned about her birth mother and the effect it had on her.
It wasn't a secret to Becky that she was adopted.
She was happy with her home life but still was curious about her biological parents.
Her mother, Jackie, fed her small bits of vague information whenever Becky asked, but never anything distinctive.
Jackie mentioned there was a book about Becky's birth mother, and Becky tricked a babysitter into uttering the title, Small Sacrifices.
At 11 years old, Becky opened Ann Rule's book and learned about the horrifying crime her mother was convicted of.
She didn't get very far in.
She tried to put it out of her mind, but she learned more information throughout the years.
When she was 16, she watched the Small Sacrifices film Adaptation starring Farrah Fawcett.
Becky was disturbed.
Not only was her biological mother a monster, but one she identified with.
Becky recognized in Diane a familiar need for attention and external validation.
It was a need she had herself.
Becky was already a rebellious teenager, but all of this tipped her over the edge.
She fell into substance use and irresponsible behavior.
She dropped out of high school and lashed out at her family.
She gave birth twice and had to put her second child up for adoption.
At just 21 years old, feeling isolated and alone,
she reached out to Diane for the first time.
Diane was initially excited to hear from Becky.
They wrote each other letters, and overall they had good interactions,
but Diane could not hide her true nature.
It was obsessive, manic, and unhinged.
Diane wrote that there was a conspiracy against her,
that Becky was being observed,
and that the real shooter had not been brought to justice.
Diane eventually accused Becky of being part of this conspiracy,
and this is when Becky stopped all contact with her.
Becky Babcock told the public her story in 2010
and said she ultimately regretted ever reaching out to Diane Downs.
In more recent years, she has gotten married,
bought an ongoing battle with Lupus,
and runs a non-profit dog breeding business for golden doodles and cockapoo's.
Overall, she's living a happy life.
As of 2024, Diane Downs is serving her sentence in the Central California Women's Facility in Chowchilla, California.
She is 69 years old as of the date of this recording.
She will likely and thankfully never be released.
