The Misery Machine - The Case of Melodee Buzzard Meza
Episode Date: January 22, 2026This week, Drewby and Yergy head west to discuss a case that's been widely requested these last few months, and that is the case of Melodee Buzzard. Melodee was a 9-year-old girl from Vandenberg V...illage, California, whose disappearance in October 2025 led to a massive multi-state search, and the eventual arrest of her mother, Ashlee Buzzard.Support Our Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/themiserymachinePayPal: https://www.paypal.me/themiserymachineJoin Our Facebook Group: https://t.co/DeSZIIMgXs?amp=1Instagram: miserymachinepodcastTwitter: misery_podcastDiscord: https://discord.gg/kCCzjZM#themiserymachine #podcast #truecrimeSource Material:Available upon request due to character length exceeding what Spotify allows in it's description.
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Melody Ilani Mesa was born on February 10th, 2016 in Santa Maria, California to parents Ashley Buzzard in Rubial Mesa.
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He also went by the nicknames Chino and Pinoi.
Additionally, he had a daughter from a previous relationship
named Karina Meza.
Ashley Buzzard's life, however, was the exact opposite.
She had a troubled childhood and struggled with her mental health.
Her father was emotionally, verbally, and physically violent and took drugs regularly.
In an effort to escape that environment, Ashley and her mother, Lori Miranda, left the home in Orange County.
At the time, Ashley was just nine years old.
In 1995, the Santa Maria Times interviewed Lori and published her story in an article titled Lessons from the School of Hard Knocks.
The article talked about how Lori fled her home,
with no car, no job, and nothing but $40 to her name.
Even so, she wasn't let down and saw an opportunity to start a new life over.
Lori recalled how it was living with her ex, saying,
He told me I was nothing and that I'd always be nothing, but I knew I could be something.
Before finally leaving for good,
Lori and Ashley had moved from place to place in an attempt to escape Ashley's father.
But he would constantly follow Lori and Ashley just to hurt them.
Lori said he would smash our windows and harass us.
But by June of 1994, Lori had finally mustered up enough courage to live on her own, even if it meant becoming homeless.
She boarded a bus briefly staying with a relative in Grover Beach for about a month before eventually heading to Santa Maria.
Once there, she spent a short time of the Good Samaritan shelter located on South Pine Street.
During that period, Lori took on odd jobs and saved enough money to secure an apartment for herself and Ashley, which she shared with a roommate.
Lori said she wanted to return to school and find steady work, but for a long time, she had relied on her former partner for financial support.
She also acknowledged struggling with drug addiction in the past, but said she later got sober and went on to earn her GED.
After settling in Santa Maria, Lori enrolled Ashley at Miller School.
For about two hours after school each day, Ashley participated in the homeless education liaison project.
The program was run by the Santa Barbara County Education Office and provided tutoring in support for school-age,
children with limited resources. Although life was slowly improving, settling in this new environment
was especially hard for nine-year-old Ashley. While describing her early days in Santa Maria,
she said, I was so scared. I knew no one here. It felt very uncomfortable. According to later reports
from Melody's paternal relatives, Ashley also had a contentious relationship with her own mother,
Lori. It might be the reason why she filed a petition for emancipation when she was in 11th grade
at Santa Maria High School. The request was,
was denied, however, as the judge noted that Ashley was still living with Lori and had not
provided sufficient documentation regarding her income and living expenses. Regardless, it was widely
known that Ashley had struggled in many aspects of her life. She was often described as extremely
introverted and socially awkward. Still, there seemed to be something about Rubial that
allowed her to open up, but she reportedly shared a relationship, at least for a brief time.
Rubial's mother, Lily, however, did not approve of her son's new partner.
Recalling the first time she met Ashley, Lily said,
When I met her, my son brought her to the house.
She looked so quiet and she was following me with her eyes back and forth.
And I told my son, son, is this girl okay?
She doesn't look like she's normal.
Something's wrong with this lady.
Lily had the impression that Ashley was mentally ill.
According to Karina, her dad had even told her about his new partner's mental health challenges.
Karina later described her father's relationship with Ashley as on and off.
Additionally, Melody's aunt Elizabeth Meza later revealed that before Melody was born,
Ashley had another daughter with a former partner. That child was eventually removed from
Ashley's custody and placed in the father's care. On February 10th, 2016, Ashley and Rubio welcomed a
baby girl that they named Melody. Around this time, Ashley started living with Rubial's family.
They welcomed her with open arms. For a brief,
brief moment, life appeared normal.
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But just six months after Melody's birth,
Rubio died in a motorcycle accident,
and after his death, Ashley spiraled.
Karina later recalled,
she was very devastated when my dad passed.
My grandma was the one who would keep in contact with her,
and she would allow my grandma to see the baby sometimes.
So then I would go to my grandma's house and see Melody.
She did attend the funeral, but she was very to herself.
I'm sure she was very hurt.
Ashley is someone who kind of keeps to herself.
She doesn't talk much or anything.
Although Ashley maintained limited contact with Rubio's family for a short time,
that communication eventually dwindled to almost nothing.
Ashley was also in serious financial trouble,
and by 2017, she had filed for bankruptcy.
Rubel's family wanted to care for melody,
but Ashley did not allow it.
Around 2020, Ashley was hospitalized for undisclosed mental health reasons.
According to Elizabeth, Ashley had previously crashed her car while Melody was inside and she believed the crash was intentional.
During the time that Ashley was hospitalized, Melody's uncle, Marvin Meza, took care of her and was also her legal guardian.
Lily also attempted to gain custody of the toddler.
However, that effort never resulted in a long-term placement.
Eventually, when Ashley was released from the hospital, she pulled Melody out of her school and cut off all contact with Melody's paternal family.
According to Elizabeth, her family was told by the state that Melody would be placed with a family that she had previously stayed with.
Where that family lived or what the living conditions were like was never disclosed by the state.
Karina, however, said that Melody was briefly placed with one of Ashley's friends before eventually returning with her mother.
Lily said Ashley isolated her daughter from the entire world.
She even filed a restraining order against Lily, completely preventing her from seeing her granddaughter.
Ashley, even went as far as changing Melody's last name from Meza to Buzzard.
Elizabeth later told Nancy Grace that the last time she saw Melody was around 2021.
I knew and I let him know that the last time physically we've seen her,
the family was about four and a half years ago when her mom brought her to my mother-in-law's
house for us to see her.
And at that time, Nancy, she was acting very strange.
She had shaved her head down.
I mean, she had like a buzzcat and she had a hoodie on.
The mom Ashley did.
And she was acting very strange.
And my mother-in-law had told her, if you don't want to leave her here,
she could stay here because she was playing with my kids.
And Ashley looked and she said, I can't do this.
And she grabbed her and they left.
And that was the last time that we've seen her.
Even though Melody had spent very little time with her paternal family,
it was enough for them to remember her clearly.
Lily described her granddaughter as a very happy baby,
always smiling very smart.
Melody's uncle Marvin said,
she was a happy little girl.
She loved life.
She liked to dance around and whatnot.
According to Karina,
Melody was interested in girly things.
She liked Frozen.
She liked puppies.
Meanwhile, Ashley chose to distance her daughter
from her loving family
and instead relocate her
to the nearby neighborhood of Vanhambergen.
village. There, the mother and daughter lived in a single-story house. Despite cutting ties,
Ashley would still occasionally visit Lily to ask for money. Financially, her situation only
worsened. According to court records, Ashley had five collection accounts and one small claims
lawsuit for alleged unpaid debts filed in Santa Barbara County Superior Court. According to Mars Avenue
residents, she largely kept to herself. On the rare occasions Ashley needed to leave the house,
usually to access the garage, which could only be accessed from outside,
she would lock the security door behind her to ensure Melody stayed inside.
Neighbors said she was rarely seen.
She avoided interaction with anybody and forced Melody to do the same.
She didn't even go out to buy groceries herself.
She ordered everything online from Walmart and only opened her door to collect deliveries.
This behavior alone should have been more than just a red flag for CPS,
but somehow Melody was allowed to live with her mother.
Now, contrary to widespread assumptions that Melody had been homeschooled for most of her life,
Ashley never filed the paperwork to do so. In August of 2025, Ashley enrolled Melody in an
independent study program through Lompoc Unified School District. The program allowed for remote
learning with teachers monitoring attendance and assignments. This would be the first school-based
program Melody had been enrolled in for years, but she never actually attended. According to a
statement from the Lompoke Unified School District, Ashley and Melody visited
Mission Valley Independent Study School in August to begin the enrollment process, but
Melody never returned to pick up her assignment. On October 14th, the school contacted the Santa Barbara
County Sheriff's Office requesting a welfare check. What began as a routine welfare check would
first turn into a missing person's investigation and ultimately into a murder case.
When deputies from the Santa Barbara County Sheriff's Office went to Ashley's home, she refused to
cooperate with law enforcement. According to responding deputies, Ashley was unable to provide a
verifiable explanation for her daughter's whereabouts. Investigators then began conducting background
checks. They interviewed neighbors and reviewed surveillance footage in an effort to determine the
last confirmed citing of Melody. They also contacted Melody's paternal family, and they were
shocked to learn that they had not seen her in nearly four years. Meanwhile, Melody's half-sister
Karina went to Ashley's home in Vandenberg Village to ask about Melody's whereabouts.
Karina described the interaction saying, I did go to Lompoke. I knocked on Ashley's door. She told me,
why now? Why do you want to be part of her life now? And I explained to her, we had no contact
information for you or an address. And she said there was a reason for that, that she kept that
information from the family. Before she went into the house, I asked her if she could tell me where
Melody is, if she's okay. And she ignored me. And right before she closed the door, she said,
I hope you and your kids are doing well.
At the same time, law enforcement agencies were doing everything they could to locate
Melody alive.
Sheriff Bill Brown released a statement reading,
The Sheriff's office shares the community's concern for Melody's safety and is committed
to bringing her home.
We are grateful to the media for disseminating Melody's photo and the information surrounding
her disappearance far and wide, which we hope will help us solve this perplexing case.
We're hopeful that Melody might be with someone, perhaps an extended family member
or friend who may not be aware.
of the circumstances of her disappearance.
Detectives also released missing persons flyers for Melody,
describing her as a nine-year-old girl,
approximately 60 pounds,
four-foot six inches tall with brown hair and brown eyes.
On October 18th, the FBI officially joined the investigation.
What they uncovered was nothing short of bizarre.
Although Ashley did not own a vehicle,
investigators discovered that she had recently rented one on October 7th.
CCTV showed Ashley renting a 2024-4-shadowed,
Chevy Malibu bearing California license plate number 9MNG 101. Melody can be seen standing right
beside her wearing a wig in a hoodie. Ashley herself appeared to be wearing a wig as well.
Detectives believed that disguises were used in an attempt to alter their appearances and avoid
being tracked. When Melody's Aunt Elizabeth was shown the image, she recognized Melody by her
nose since it resembled her fathers. However, Melody's grandmother Lily expressed concern over how
much melody had changed. She said, if I were to see her in the street, to be honest with you,
I would never recognize her. She looked so different, lost a lot of weight and no hair.
The same Ashley, who rarely stepped outside to do her own groceries, then went on a multi-state
road trip, traveling as far as Nebraska, with a return route passing through Kansas.
It took more than a dozen agencies, including FBI field offices in seven cities to fully map
Ashley's movements. Detectives also believe Ashley swapped the rental car's license plate with a fake
New York plate, numbered HCG 967. On October 9th, Melody was reportedly captured on surveillance
video near the Colorado, Utah border. When Ashley returned home the following day, Melody was
no longer with her. The Santa Barbara County Sheriff's Office later released a map showing the route
investigators believe Ashley took during the four-day road trip, covering up to 3,000 miles.
Throughout the road trip, Ashley was seen repeatedly changing disguises.
Detectives also discovered that she would back her car into gas stations in an apparent
attempt to avoid surveillance cameras.
The sheriff's office later addressed this behavior in a news release stating,
this change in appearance is believed to have been intentional to avoid recognition during travel.
On Friday, October 24th, roughly two dozen people gathered on Mars Avenue for a candle at vigil in Melody's honor.
They prayed and passed a flame from one white candle to another as soft music played.
Melody's uncle Marvin spoke briefly during this vigil, admitting he felt frustration and bitterness
over how the courts had handled Melody's case years earlier.
He said, had the court left Melody with us, she wouldn't be missing.
Our kids are doing good.
As parents, we can say they are doing well.
On October 30th, FBI agents and sheriff's deputies executed additional search warrants at Ashley's home,
a storage unit she had rented, and her rental vehicle.
Inside the home, detectives recovered a spent bullet casing.
Similar round was also found inside the rental car.
The casing was referred to the National Integrated Ballistic Information Network,
a national database operated by the ATF.
Despite this, Ashley continued to remain uncooperative.
Because investigators still lacked enough evidence to formally detain her,
her or bring charges against her, all they could do was place her under 24-7 surveillance.
Then on November 6, Ashley allegedly held a man inside her home against his will.
This man, whom will refer to his TB for his privacy, identified himself as a legal document
assistant, process server, mandated reporter, and perceived officer of the court.
After learning about Melody's disappearance, he went to Ashley's home to offer help.
But according to TB, the situation quickly took a disturbing turn.
He wrote,
During an interaction at a residence, the situation escalated.
Ms. Buzzard became visibly distressed after sharing information she appeared to regret disclosing.
A box cutter was produced, and despite multiple requests to be allowed to exit the home,
I was not immediately permitted to leave.
The door was secured by several locks, which delayed my ability to exit.
This incident was reported to law enforcement.
On Wednesday, November 12th, Ashley was arraigned in court on the false imprisonment charge and entered a not-guilty plea.
The judge ordered her released under strict conditions, including the use of a GPS monitor,
no possession of weapons, and no contact with the alleged victim.
Meanwhile, TB expressed his frustration over how the case had unfolded in an email, saying,
I have no further comment regarding Ashley Buzzard's arrest.
I made one brief statement that has since been misrepresented, taken out of context,
and used as fuel for speculation.
I am the victim in this matter, and I am entitled to privacy.
I was assured my name would remain confidential.
The district attorney chose otherwise.
What's circulating now, particularly on Facebook and TikTok, is not facts.
It is fiction, assumptions, AI-generated content, and manufactured narratives from people
who do not know me and have no actual information.
I have fully cooperated with law enforcement, including providing all information I had.
I only hope is that the FBI and police are able to use it to help bring Melody home.
This has never been about me.
It will never be about me.
The only priority that matters is Melody.
She deserves attention, urgency, and focus.
On November 20th, during Ashley's preliminary hearing,
a judge dismissed the false imprisonment charges.
Audio of a conversation between Ashley Buzzard and TV was played in court,
leading the judge to conclude that TV's account was inconsistent.
Additionally, there was insufficient evidence to move the case forward.
Ashley's ankle monitor was removed, and she was released.
Meanwhile, Melody's paternal family grew increasingly worried about
her. They gave interviews and made public pleas for Melody's safe return. Lily said, I'm having a hard time
sleeping. My baby is missing. I don't know what to tell you. It has been very hard for all of us.
In the corner of her living room, Lily had set up a shrine for her missing granddaughter.
It held photos of Melody with her late father Rubio, a picture of Melody smiling as a toddler,
and a large black bring her back poster that Lily had previously carried to a prayer vigil.
With Thanksgiving approaching, the rest of the house was decorated with ceramic pumpkins and strings of orange and gold foliage.
As a mother of six with many grandchildren and great-grandchildren, Lily had always loved celebrating the holidays with her entire family.
But knowing that one of her granddaughters was missing, it didn't feel the same.
Lily remained hopeful that Melody would be found alive.
She ignored the internet trolls and armchair detectives who claimed the little girl was already dead saying,
I know that maybe somebody out there in the world knows where my baby is.
Somebody has to know.
Ultimately, the most critical break in Melody's case came on December 6 from an unsuspecting
couple in Wayne County, Utah.
The pair had been traveling along a quiet dirt road hoping to take pictures, but instead,
they stumbled upon the decomposing body of a young girl partially concealed among dry brush.
Deputies from the Wayne County Sheriff's Office responded to the scene near the 3,300 block,
of East State Route 24.
Child's remains were recovered and sent for forensic examination.
Investigators also retrieve spent cartridge casings.
On December 8th, Wayne County officials notified the Santa Barbara County Sheriff's Office.
At the time, authorities had determined that the remains belonged to a young girl who had died from a gunshot wound of the head.
On December 17th, the ATF compared the cartridge casings recovered in Utah to a casing previously found inside Ashley Buzzard's home.
This analysis revealed a direct match.
Investigators determined that the route Ashley traveled during her unusual multi-state journey,
aligned perfectly with a remote location where the body was discovered.
In December 22nd, the FBI crime lab confirmed the truth that the remains recovered in Utah
were a familial DNA match to Ashley Buzzard.
During the lab's findings, 9-year-old Melody died from a fatal gunshot wound to the head.
Investors believed that she was killed in October.
around the same time Ashley embarked on the four-day road trip with her daughter.
Law enforcement officials concluded that this killing was intentional.
The following morning at approximately 7.51 a.m., deputies from the Santa Barbara County Sheriff's
Office, assisted by the FBI, served both search and arrest warrants at Ashley's residence in Lompoc.
She was taken into custody and booked into the Santa Barbara County Northern Branch jail on charges of first-degree murder.
Later that day, during a news conference, Sheriff Bill Brown stated,
maternal filicide is rare and always difficult to comprehend.
But this level of criminal activity is particularly shocking
given the calculated, cold-blooded,
and criminally sophisticated premeditation and heartlessness
that went into planning it and the ruthlessness
that went into actually committing the crime.
Sheriff Brown also said that investigators
had a substantial amount of evidence
that could prove Ashley's guilt.
The development was devastating for the community,
especially for Melody's family.
For weeks, everyone had hoped to find Melody alive,
but that hope had been shattered.
Now, the only form of closure left with the family and the community
rested within the state's court system.
Especially that tomorrow is Christmas Eve,
and, you know, I have the rest of the grandkids coming home.
I got a phone call from Officer Oliver
to let me know that the baby was gone,
that she's over there with her dad now.
And it was a shocker to me.
He said, I call you for respect because you're the grandma.
And to let you know that the baby's no longer here.
On Friday, December 26th, Ashley appeared before Santa Barbara County Superior Court Judge John McGregor in a Santa Maria courtroom alongside her attorney, Adrian Galvin.
The courtroom was filled with members of Melody's family.
Pinkbows were also shared in her memory among those watching the proceedings via the court Zoom live stream.
The criminal complaint against Ashley alleged that the crime involved great violence, great bodily harm,
or acts demonstrating a high degree of cruelty, callousness, or viciousness.
Prosecutors further stated that the offense was carried out with planning, sophistication, or professionalism,
and that Ashley took advantage of a position of trust or confidence to commit the crime.
Ashley pled not guilty.
She also waived her right to a preliminary hearing within 10 days.
Judge McGregor also granted a temporary gagged.
order requested by Ashley's defense attorney. The order prohibited Sheriff Bill Brown and his
department from commenting on the case or releasing any evidence or documents that are not already
part of public record. In the court proceedings, prosecutor Jordan Lockhe announced that the Santa
Barbara County District Attorney's Office would not seek the death penalty against 40-year-old
Ashley Buzzard. Instead, prosecutors will pursue a sentence of life in prison without the possibility
of parole. The decision sparked outrage among Melody's paternal family.
In a Melody's Uncle Marvin, prosecutors should have pursued capital punishment.
He expressed his anger saying, what she did is despicable.
For what she did, the punishment should be a lot worse.
At a news conference later that day, Sheriff Brown addressed Melody's family directly,
who he said endured unimaginable pain throughout this ordeal.
He stated, their strength, their patience, and their steadfast hope have been evident from
the very beginning.
No family should ever have to experience this kind of loss, and our hearts are with them
today and we'll be with them in the difficult days ahead. May God bless the innocent soul of
Melody Alani Buzzard, who we will never, ever forget. Ashley is currently being held without bail
at the Northern Branch Jail in Santa Maria. Her next court appearance is scheduled for January 7th,
2026. As this episode will be released after that date, any public update from that hearing will be added
to our pin comment. As with all cases that have yet to go to trial, Ashley Buzzard is considered innocent
until proven guilty in a court of law.
With Ashley finally behind bars,
the community came together
to honor the little girl's memory.
In the days following Ashley's arrest,
residents visited the home in Vandenberg Village,
covering the property with flowers,
candles, and stuffed animals.
Regarding Melody's funeral arrangements,
Lily reported,
We have no idea about the services.
They will let me know right away
when the body's going to be at the funeral parlor.
Then we go from there and see about it.
services. Lily also warned the public about fraudulent go-fund-me campaigns created in Melody's
name, saying, please don't send any money to none of those go-fund-mys because, you know, we really
don't need it. It's already covered by the state. So whatever is left, if there is any money that
they need, I got the money I can pay for it in my family. If Melody's case resonated with you,
then please click here to check out the case of Emmanuel Harrow, also of California, who as of the
date of this recording in January of 2026 has yet to be found.
