The Sabrina Zohar Show - 169: Why Do You Feel Like You're Always Struggling?

Episode Date: October 31, 2025

In this vulnerable and science-backed episode, Sabrina Zohar reveals a universal truth: everyone is struggling, and the people who seem to have it all figured out are just better at hiding it. She dismantles toxic positivity, explaining why fighting your emotions makes things worse and how acceptance can reduce their intensity by 50%. Sabrina provides practical tools like the "Paradox Prescription" for obsessive thoughts and the "72-Hour Reality Check" to identify trauma bonding. If you've ever felt alone in your pain, this is your powerful reminder that you are not broken—you are human. The cure isn't to stop struggling, but to stop hiding it.Your brain can’t tell the difference between rejection and getting punched in the face.That’s why when it takes them three hours to text back, your chest tightens.Why your palms get sweaty after you triple-text and instantly regret it.Why you tell yourself “I’m fine” but your body’s already spiraling.You’re not dramatic.You’re dysregulated.Your nervous system is reacting to the possibility of loss the same way it would to actual danger.If you’re ready to stop letting what happens on your phone decide how your day feels, join me on November 6th for a live masterclass: Texting Anxiety: How to Calm Your Body Before You Hit Send.We’ll unpack what’s really happening in your brain and body when you text someone you like, and I’ll teach you tools to get grounded fast, even in the middle of a spiral.🎟️ Save your seat for November 6th: https://masterclass.sabrinazohar.comYou don’t need to care less.You just need new tools for what your body’s been trying to protect you fromStuck After the Podcast? Master Implementation in 8 Weeks with Sabrina's Foundation Course HERE!Get Ad free HERE!Want to work with Sabrina? HERE!Get merch for The Sabrina Zohar Show HERE!Don't forget to follow Sabrina and The Sabrina Zohar Show on Instagram and Sabrina on TikTok! Video now available on YOUTUBE! Disclaimer: The Sabrina Zohar Show, formerly known as Do The Work, is not affiliated with A.Z & associates LLC in any capacity. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Hello, hello, hello. Welcome to another episode of the Sabrina Zohar Show. My name is Sabrina Zohar, and I am your host. Hi, babes. Welcome back to another Friday. And this one's a special one. We're going to get real fucking vulnerable because we're going to talk about the fact that you're not alone and struggling,

that you are not the only one that's going through stuff right now and that a lot of us are going through a shit ton of turmoil. And so I'm trying to keep these intros short. You guys know it. Please don't forget, rate and review the show. Please leave a comment. And guys, one thing I want to let you know, if you don't like the ads,

there is ad-free. It is $4 a month. Some of you guys leave comments saying too many ads. There's only four, which is really standard for a free show. So if you guys want more, please check it out in the link in show notes. You can join one of the courses. You can work one-on-one. You can ask a question. You could get ad-free. Or you could just, listen, you could just be here. We don't need anything from you. I just want you guys to know the resources that are there for you. So without further ado, let's get right the fuck on into it, shall we? It's funny. I have this episode slated for next year. I've been welcome to anxiety. I have things built out for the next six, seven, eight months. And I just started to notice, as I was reading in a lot of the

questions that you guys, or the question box on Insta, like, as always, guys, if you want the Sabrina Zoharsha on Instagram, I do question boxes for solos, for guest episodes to understand what you guys are looking for. So feel free to follow along. And the one commonality I saw was it wasn't just one struggle. Because as I was going through it, I was like, okay, let me find, is it, this, is it this? And I was like, holy shit, we're all just struggling right now. And I wanted to get some data, get some statistics, get some understanding so that we feel a lot less alone. Because I know when I was going through my therapy, my journey, like, especially when you're dating, when you're single, like, it's easy, right? It's easy for me now to be like, oh, yeah, of course, all of these variables make sense. It's like,

because I'm on a different side. But when I was broke as fuck, it was just me and Clem living in my apartment. I had very few friends. My business wasn't doing as well. All of these things, like I was overwhelmed and I felt alone. And I will say the one thing I always felt as I was dating, especially in New York, was I always thought everybody else has it normal and everyone else has it figured out but me. I'm the one that's insane. I'm the one that's psychotic. I'm the one that's anxious. I'm the one that's hyperventilating. I'm the one that's creating narratives. Everyone else seems to have it figured out but me. So I must be the fucking problem. And what I didn't realize was that I was just alone without realizing that misery sure as fuck loves company because other people are struggling. And all of us are fighting a battle. And I think it's really important for us to be aware that you're not alone while you're doing that and I'm by your fucking side threat at all. So let's get to it, shall we? Because I can all but guarantee you. Your therapist probably as a fucking therapist. Your life coach is Googling how to get their shit together at 2am and the motivational speaker you follow just at a fucking panic attack in their Tesla. And the reason I bring this up is because what if the people you think have cracked the code of life are just better at hiding their

breakdowns than you are? Because you guys were in this fucking together. Here are some of the questions that you guys had asked. I can't stop obsessing over someone who doesn't want me. Why do I keep choosing the wrong people. I know what I should do, but I can't do it. Everyone else has seems to have it figured out but me. And that is the reality, you are not alone. A lot of people are fighting their own battles. They're just a lot more quiet about the struggles or they've expanded their window of tolerance to understand that this is part of life and that doesn't mean that it's the end of it. And so we're going to talk today about why everyone's struggling and why that's the most normal thing about being a human and what actually helps when you're in it. And I personally, I wanted to

share even some personal stuff that I've been going through. First, can we talk about my lasers, right? Oh my God. If you guys are in L.A., you have to go see Laura. I'm going to tag her. I'm going to put her Instagram in the caption. But I also got 3D exosomes that you put on after by Rise Up Medical. This is the best, like, this glow. This glow is from a laser. No Botox, no filler, no anything. I just get facials once a month and I'm 35. So I just wanted to share and glow because I am trying to find glimmers. And you might be looking and being like, what the fuck, does this have anything to do with it? I'm trying to find small things in my day that make me really happy. Like, my skin looks really great, or I'm not feeling as bloated, or the sun is on my skin,

because I personally was struggling. I was going in my own loops. And, you know, it's not just, and like, if this is the reality, it's not just that you're struggling in relationships. It's not just with your partner or your boyfriend or the dating world or the fact that you can't meet anybody or any of that. Like, it's also your work, your friends, your stress, your health, your mental health, your physical health, like every variable plays into the struggle. And what you guys don't see, which we're going to get further into, you see the highlight reel, but you guys don't see when I wake up at 3 a.m. or when I wake up in the morning crying, stressed. And it was funny because I was talking to a friend of mine. I was talking to Sean Galanos, and I love Sean. And he and I

were talking about, he was like, I've been waking up really sad in the mornings and then it gets better throughout the day. And for a lot of people, it was, you should take a medicine. You should take this. And it's like, if that works for you, cool. Didn't for me. And what we realized was like, no, it was blood sugar, which is why we had Dr. Sarah Zalon for us to talk about other aspects of anxiety, the physiological component. And it was blood sugar. And then we started to realize, too, like, for me at least, I was waking up with this panic, with this anxiety. And then it was like, okay, well, what are my choices? I could wake up and I could let the days go by and I could be in my shit and I could be crying all day and I could be stewing in it. Or I can look and say,

what do I have control over? And so now Ryan and I tried to interject more joy in the day. The other morning I woke up look really sad. I was just feeling it. I was feeling down. I'm going through some stuff with friends. I'm just life, right? And again, this isn't, I don't share any of this because I'm like, ooh, where's this world smallest violin?

Give me credit. No, it's because that's real. And that's actually part of the study what I wanted to share with you guys of like the reason that I share a lot of things is it actually makes people feel less alone. So let's go over something I want to talk about called the struggle paradox. The harder you fight it, the worse it gets. And that's why just think positive makes often things worse. And so this was actually really interesting.

There's something called the White Bear Problem. And so Wagner's Thought Suppression Studies, 1987 Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, which by the way, if you guys want the studies, I won't give them to you. Sometimes I might forget to say them, but I am all about making sure that the science and the data match up. So before I even tell you the study, do you know how one of you guys ask me, how do I stop thinking about this? How do I stop? How do I stop? How do I stop? How do I always tell you guys, don't try to stop doing it instead get curious. And so this is the white bear problem.

When they were told, don't think of a white bear, people thought about it two times more than the control group, which means that fighting thoughts can amplify them. And one of you guys had asked, I can't stop thinking about him even though he doesn't care. What's happening is your brain treats suppression as a threat. And the harder you try not to think about them, the more your brain flags it as important danger to monitor. You're not weak. This is literally how your brain works. And the reason that I always am saying, let's actually give yourself the time to process this. because more often than not, there are loops.

I had my client the other day, and I said, okay, let's challenge the loops. I was like, tell me what are you scared of? And as we started to debunk, debunk, and he said, no, no, she was just the love of my life, and I just missed her. And I said, so wait, let me ask you this. I said, the love of your life does. And I started listing it off, and he left. And I was like, okay, so what's funny?

And he was like, you're fucking right. He was like, I've been holding on to this narrative, this story. And we worked through it. We worked through it. It was a few sessions. But really what it was about was when we start to say things, right? of like, I'm never going to find anybody. I have to stop thinking about them.

I have to move on. I have to get over it. You're just letting your brain know this is a really dangerous threat that we need to get through. And your brain's like, oh, okay, I don't know what to do. It's really dangerous.

Well, then we should probably think about it even more and 20 times more because it's how I'm going to keep you safe. So here's a tool. It's called the paradox prescription. So I want you to set a timer for 10 minutes daily. And during that, I want you to obsess fucking hard.

I want you to write about them. I want you to stock their social media. I want you to fucking completely spiral. I want you to lose your fucking shit. I'm talking. You cry, you have, I don't care. Because when the timer is done and it ends, when the timer goes off, what actually happens is it hits your prefrontal cortex, so it turns on that part of your brain that you're like,

whoa, wait, what's going on? And the reason it works is because, one, it gives your brain the processing time it craves. So if you're struggling, whatever you're struggling with, I used a specific example of, I can't get over somebody or I, that doesn't mean that you have to be single in order to do this. It could be your boss as being an asshole. It could be your sister's being rude. It could be your mom as being a fucking, whatever it is. because then what this also does, it contains the obsession instead of it being an all-day leak.

And then your brain learns it will get its fix and then it calms down. And here's the best part. Research has shown that scheduled worry time actually reduces intrusive thoughts by 35 fucking percent. That is really epic. 35 percent if I can reduce my fucking brain and where it goes. So that's why I continue to say, don't fight it. Like I've told you guys the story before if you've listened. When Ryan and I met, I had another guy I was dating and I had,

I ended it with that guy, and I felt really guilty that I was thinking about him with Ryan. I was like, why do I keep thinking about this other guy? And instead of me being like, stop it, stop it, stop it. I remember one day I was like, okay, allow it. And I thought about him, and the thought passed, and then I went on with my day. And then the next day, I thought about him came. I allowed it. It passed.

And then what happened? One, two, three, all of a sudden, a few days later, I started realizing, I'm not thinking about him anymore because I was able to allow my brain to be like, okay, I'm not ruminating, which don't worry, baby, is we're going to do an episode for you on like the difference between ruminating and spiraling and processing. I wasn't ruminating. I wasn't holding on to this narrative and core belief and going over and over and over again in it. I was allowing myself to say, okay, so I liked this guy. He was cool. That's it. I don't have to do anything about it because in my brain's like, oh, this isn't a threat. She's just allowed to have this thought.

And you are. And so let me be the reminder. You're allowed to process and feel and experience all of these things. This is why I'm also going through this about why we're struggling because we're not really taught how to deal with it. The ride that steals the spotlight every time it hits the road, that's the Volkswagen Tiguan. Its sleek exterior makes a first impression you can't ignore. Step inside to find available full leather seats and wood accents. Under the hood, the available 201 turbocharged horsepower engine

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a video today earlier of like emotional intelligence. Emotional intelligence and part of that is knowing that you can hold two conflicting thoughts. You can say, this feels like shit, but I know be okay. Just acknowledging it. That's why I'm saying, acknowledge your feelings. I'm feeling anxious today. Cool. You're not anxious. You're feeling anxious. I'm feeling sad. Great. I'm not fusing with the parts. I'm just feeling that part in me. And this was a question a lot of you guys asked. So let's fucking get to it. How do I stop feeling so anxious about everything? You don't. And this is what you got to understand. You've got to change your fucking relationship between anxiety because people with anxiety disorders who accept anxiety as part of their life, not something to eliminate, have 40% better out.

comes. The secret isn't that you stop struggling. It's that you stop fighting the fucking struggle. I know for certain that my life has gotten a lot more peaceful when I stopped holding on to narratives and I allowed myself to just feel them. I didn't fight it. I didn't go. I was just saying, you know what? Because here's the thing. Here's the reality that no one has fucking taught you about healing. Healing doesn't mean that you omit the emotions. Healing doesn't mean that you're no longer anxious or avoidant or disorganized or all of a sudden now you are holier than Now, healing means you learn to live with it. Healing means you expand your window of tolerance, that you don't go from zero to 100 or 100 to zero because somebody says something. Healing means that you have accepted you for who the fuck you are and that you are showing up authentically as that and that you know that no matter what, you will be okay because you have you, baby, and you trust that you have your fucking back. That is healing. So whoever taught you any other bullshit has been selling you a false bill of goods. And you know what? By the this comes out, it would have been, you know, a month later. But let's talk about it. This is why I

highly suggest to you guys to be very fucking careful the content you ingest. If anybody has been following about the Saudi Khan situation, again, don't know the woman from Adam. I don't know her personally at fucking all. But I've always been saying her content is incredibly misogynistic. It's really, really toxic. It's teaching you how to be like an escort. This isn't treating you and teaching you how to be in a healthy, insecure relationship. And sure enough, what fucking happened? It came out that this woman is the antithesis of everything she says. She's been a mistress. She's been fucking a guy behind her partner's back.

She treats people poorly. She puts people down. She's incredibly abusive and narcissistic with her language. And look at that. Look at that. These are the people that are going around telling you how to be and don't care about this and don't do this because these are people that are not being honest. Because when we also acknowledge that other people are struggling, then we create a safe space

where that is normalized. And we are no longer telling people that there's something. something fucking wrong with them because they're struggling and they're sad because that is okay because you're a fucking human. So be careful the content you ingest. So let's go into why you can't just do it. So this was really interesting because a lot of you guys ask of like, I know what I need to do, but yet I can't seem to do it. Your brain is in hot versus cold states. And so that's the gap between knowing and doing. And this was new for me. So hot versus cold brain states is a Lowenstein's research from 1996. So it shows that we make plans in cold states when we're

calm, but we need to execute them in hot states when we're emotional. And that is different brain regions that are active. So that's like making a grocery list when you're full and then shopping when you're starving. And I think it's really interesting because you guys had asked, I know what I should do, but I literally can't when the moment comes. And that's because the you who makes the plans and the you who has to execute them are neurologically different people. You're not failing. That's just being human. Your brain is being fucking human. How many times? How many times have you made plans? Have you said something? And you're on the couch and you're like, I'm depressed. I'm sad. I don't want to do it. Why did I say this? Because when you're in a calm, cool things of like, oh, yeah, that sounds like fun, right? You're not in the moment. You're not feeling the emotions you might not. You right, think of Future You versus, like, I just did that. I had Future You was telling me you're going to New York. Do not book anybody when you get back. Do not make a podcast. Do not do anything. And I know, and I know that when I get back, my hot brain is going to be so fucking happy because I'm going to be in the same Sunday scary. I'm going to be, oh, my God, I just got home. I don't want to do anything. I just want to relax. I'm so tired. But that's when I know, I'm like, okay, so in my hot brain,

I'm also going to be able to make the same choice in my cold brain because I know myself. And so here's a tool. It's called state-dependent planning. So I want you to make plans while you're triggered. And what I mean by that is like, I don't need you to go and fucking be like hyperventilating on the floor. But maybe intentionally trigger yourself mildly. Like look at their photo or remember a situation.

You know, remember the situation. Remember something that made you. So like if you're going through a breakup or you liked somebody and your friend says like, hey, do you want to go to dinner tomorrow? And in a calm state, you might be like, yeah, that sounds great. And then the next day comes and you're spiraling and you're ruminating. No. So instead, look at this person's photo that makes you really sad and angry or mad or whatever, right?

Any of that. Not something like I said that I don't want you to lose your shit. And then make the fucking action plan while you have this feelings because your hot brain will remember what your hot brain created. This actually improves the follow through by 60% because you're planning from the state that you will be in. Isn't that really fucking interesting? I actually, this is like, these are the science and the studies and the data that I find really fascinating because I was going through this with tech guy yesterday as we were. conceptualizing and like one thing about me, I spend three to four hours per episode planning and prepping and making sure all my studies and my questions and we have a flow. I take the shit so

fucking seriously and I do so because I know that my life matters and that your life matters. And I know that I need to be responsible for not my only my life, but yours as well. And so I'm really excited about these types of tools and modalities and we're only going to keep progressing from here because I'm tired of just, you know, drink some water or 5, 4, 3, 2,1, and get out of bed. It's like, okay, what else is there? And this was, I wanted to talk about a different thing. It's research called ambiguous loss.

This fascinated me and I think is really clear as to why a lot of us are struggling more than we might even believe that other people are. And someone said, I grieve harder when my dog died than when relationship ended, am I broken? No, not at all. So this is where ambiguous loss explains this perfectly and not to mention, to me, dogs are better than people. And I sure know how you feel after losing Clem and boy, oh boy, I don't need to cry today, but I get it. So with your dog, the loss is clear. They're gone. And so you're grieving that.

But with a relationship, especially in the modern day, with the internet and stuff, you get emotional absence with physical presence. They're there, but they're not really. Or they're gone, but they're still watching your stories or whatever. So your brain can't properly grieve unclear losses and that ambiguity keeps you stuck. And that's why I loved it. And Pauline Boss also talks about how we experience micro losses constantly. So we're grieving seven to ten things daily.

Maybe it'd be the life we thought we had, the person we thought we'd be, the day we planned that didn't happen. We're all in a constant low-level grief that we don't. even realize. And I find that really interesting because you know, and you see people and you're like, I don't know. I'm just, yeah, I'm okay. There's nothing like major. And it's like maybe it's something small and minute. Maybe you were late to your potty's class and couldn't get in that day. And so you're like, it's not the end of the world, but I'm kind of bummed because I was trying to be on top of things and I'm normally like not as responsible at time. And it was really, right? So you're starting

to grieve things that don't look like major losses. And this is also why clear endings, even if they're painful, feel better than being left on red or ghosted because your brain needs clarity to process and move forward. And so if you don't have that, that's going to be really tough. And I have some tools for you. But I even wanted to just go off and say, like, there's nothing wrong with you. You're not broken if you feel like no contact is really tough or you're struggling right now just being, right? Just grieving morning, right, accepting, acknowledging there's nothing wrong with you. That's really part of your brain. Now what we're trying to understand is like, how do we rig the system? It's not about how do you change your fuck. I can't change the way your brain processes things

necessarily. I mean, not to my knowledge. It's rewiring in a different level. But what we can do is we can give you tools and modalities that can help so while you're in them as opposed to reading all this stuff on TikTok that's just like, just get over them. And you're like, thanks for the toxic positivity. So when you're spiraling, this is actually my favorite tool. It's called the 72 hour reality check. Before you pursue anyone, I want you to try this. First, I want you to rate your urgency to be with them. Is it a one through 10? If you're like, that's a one, I don't need to be with them right now. Okay. If it's above a seven, that's your trauma talking and I need you to wait 72 hours and then you rewrite. Because real attraction can wait, trauma bonding feels urgent.

You feel like you need it right now. I need to have the answer. I need everything in this moment. Whereas when it's a real connection, that doesn't have an immediate urgency. So start to take a little bit of a temperature check on yourself. When something feels like it's really big, it's really heavy, start to rate it. Like, how badly do I need this person? What do I need?

If it's above a seven, even a six, that's your trauma. So then maybe you can sit your ass down and do something for you, baby, to bring yourself back home. And it's actually funny. Somebody commented or rated the podcast. which by the way, thank you for everyone who does that. Thank you guys for rating and reviewing and leaving really beautiful comments. Again, for the people that want to talk shit, it's like, that's okay, you're entitled to your opinions. You're allowed to say that I speak too fast and I curse a lot. And I'm allowed to tell you to fuck off. I'm allowed to say, too bad. That's who I am. Right. Like, isn't that beautiful that every action has a reaction. But thank you. But someone actually commented on Apple saying on a review being like, I fucking love the show because she's not just helping you on relationships. She's helping you to understand yourself to come back home. And that's the crux of it. Why do you think so much other? work doesn't work. When you listen to certain podcasts and things and you do all the work, you do

all this because what they're doing is they're teaching you how to conform to get someone to like you or to be to get an outcome. I'm teaching you to come back home so that you're not struggling as fucking much and even if you are, you have your back. Because when you come home to you, it's going to be a lot harder for people to fuck with you as much. And so something interesting. A lot of people are fucking struggling right now and everyone looks better than you, but they aren't. And that's like this great performance. And so there was actually a study. It's called the visibility bias.

People post achievements five times more than their struggles. And that was pure research in 2018. So you see 500 wins for one loss shared. So your feed is literally 500 to 1 and it's skewed towards success. Because one of you guys asked, everyone seems to have their shit together except me. They fucking don't. A LinkedIn survey from 2020 found 85 fucking percent of people admitted to lying on social media about their satisfaction. 85% of people and the other 15% are probably lying about.

lying. We're all comparing our behind the scenes to everyone else's fucking highlight reel. And that's like comparing a rough draft to a fucking published book. There's a reality here, y'all. And like, I get it. I compare myself. I've done that where I'm like, I don't understand. Why does this person have more lies? Why do they have more followers? Why is their stuff doing better? But you know what that's doing? That's just bringing me down to try to understand what this person is doing. And here are some fun facts. The Sunday scaries affect 81% of people in the workforce. That was a LinkedIn study. The average adult cries five to six times per month and high and nice to see you. 92% of people ruminate about past relationships and 73% text their ex within six months of a breakup.

So no, you're not a fucking snowflake. I know it feels like you might be. But the reality is a lot of people are going through a struggle right now. A lot of people just don't fucking talk about it. Just because you look at your friend and you're like, but their relationship is amazing, you don't know what that's like. You don't know all these people posting on social of like, I'm at my love of my life and they're everything. It's like you don't know what happens when they get home.

You don't know what this person's like. You just see the version that they want you to believe, and then you're comparing yourself to their best and your worst. So if you want, like, a reality inventory, list three things that you didn't post about or talk about that were hard this week. And then I want you to realize that everyone has a hidden list because for every success you see online, assume 10 fucking struggles behind it.

And that's also why on Instagram, I've been posting letters to little me almost every day now at this point because you guys love them and I love them too. I've been posting about my experiences or I find an old photo of myself and I talk to myself. I read a letter, I share, because I want to you. want you guys to also see I'm struggling. And it's interesting because when the podcast name change happened, which I haven't said that in a minute, and I was really open about my struggles. Some people loved it and some people didn't. They didn't like the fact that someone else was struggling and they wanted to look and say, no, but you should be my guru. You should be going through nothing. But then that

makes you feel more alienated. So actually, somebody had asked, how do I stop comparing myself to others? You don't. Comparison is actually automatic. That's your brain. So brain imaging has shown it happens in milliseconds. So instead, you change what you can compare. So compare your today to your yesterday, not to there today. Compare your gray throat, not your position. Compare your effort, not your fucking outcomes. So instead of me looking at this one part creator and being like, she has more stuff and I don't, what I look and say is, am I proud of what I made? Did I show up today? And I posted yesterday and instead of comparing myself, I'll say, you know what, I only can compare my best to my best. Is this my best? Yes, well then baby, you're doing it. If not, that's okay,

too. Before we get into tools, let me be a little bit more vulnerable with you guys. I cry all the time. I get sad. have fights with my family. I have friendship issues. My partner and I get into little tiffs. There are times I wake up going, would it be easier for me not to be here? What if I just like didn't take a breath? And what if like that was it? Right? It just the pain stopped. I'm not taking my life. Like I'm not talking in those type of context. But it's really normal for some days for you to be like, dude, I can't fucking do this. Or I'm really, really struggling. Like I wanted to normalize that because I think for a long time like I was the friend. I was the friend that like always had something or was always struggling. And I remember even some of my friends being like, hey man, like, I don't live like this. And then I felt alienated. I felt

disconnected from these people. And what I've realized now was like, that's okay, right? Like that I just wasn't necessarily maybe processing things as well. But that didn't mean that I wasn't allowed to be struggling. That didn't mean that just because other people don't have it. It's like, sure, it could be worse. And it's like, and it could be better, right? Like there's no reason to compare ourselves to other people. Like I'm so tired of hearing, well, at least you don't have this. Or, you know, well, other people have it worse. It's like, but that we don't need to invalidate your experience. You're allowed to say that you're struggling and that's fucking okay. We need to stop polyanaing this bullshit that everything on Instagram and TikTok has to be polished and perfect.

That's why you feel fucking disconnected because you don't have real. You don't have somebody that's actually saying, no, it's really hard to do this. Or no, who the fuck told you this is going to be easy? And then we wonder why we're struggling. So someone had asked, Nothing works. I've tried everything. You've tried everything from your logical brain. Maybe we can try doing a body first approach, which is why I talk about somatics all the time. Can you grab an ice cube? Can you put cold water in your wrist on your neck? Can you put your hands in cold water? Can you put your hands in your wrist on your neck? Can you for 30 seconds? So that's why it activates. I want it to hit pain points, right? I wanted to hit what you guys are struggling with. How do I stop myself from texting? I bet put your hands in water and ice cube, sour candy, do something? Another guy's friend was, and I wanted to hit pain points, right? I wanted to hit like what you guys are struggling with. How do I stop myself from texting? them are stocking their social media. Urge, surfing, urges. Okay, so here's a tool. When you feel the urge, I want you to set a timer for 20 minutes. I don't want you to fight it. I want you to watch it like a wave. I want you to notice like, here we go. And tell yourself, after the timer, after the timer, after the

timer, I do this with even my clients for two, three minutes. 90% of the time the urge passes before the timer ends. That's what I mean by you're allowed to sit there and even if you're like, I want to, I'm going to fucking go insane and you're fucking hitting your chair. I don't care. But you're doing something. You're allowing yourself to feel into process. You're not always looking for the external. And another question was, I'm exhausted but can't stop scrolling at night. So this is actually something called revenge, bedtime procrastination. So your brain is trying to reclaim freedom when your days feel out of control. So instead, give yourself 30 minutes of whatever I want time at like 8 o'clock instead of fucking midnight because then your brain is going to get its autonomy hit earlier, but it's going to

reduce the late night rebellion by up to 70%. And that was a study. And then one of the other questions I wanted to hit. How long until I stopped feeling this? way. Well, here's the real thing no one tells you. So it's going to be 21 days for acute symptoms to peak, not end, to peak. Then it's going to be 90 days for new neural pathways, which is why we say, do something for three months, create a pattern, create a routine. But then it could be six months for full act attachment system rewiring. And I also just want to be realistic. It could be for anything. It doesn't mean that, oh, well, I had a two-month relationship. I'm not allowed to take six months. It's like, it could have been a one-month job. It could have been a new friend. It could have been a

family member, it could be something that's 10 years, it's going to take you time. It took you this long to create these pathways. What makes you think that it's going to happen overnight? Because if that was the reality, then I would be out of a job because you guys would be doing this without me. And the reality is, like, struggling isn't the problem hiding it is. And these were the studies I was really excited to share. And I hope whoever's still listening is enjoying these with me. So the connection we're missing. And so there's something called the shared reality research. So shared difficult experiences actually create stronger bonds than shared positive ones. But here's the problem. We're all hiding our fucking struggles so we can't bond over them. And then there was something called the vulnerability

connection. This was fucking fascinating. Vulnerability increases oxytocin and creates bonding 40% fucking faster than positive sharing. So your struggle stories are actually building connection. And here's the stat that blew my fucking mind. When someone shares something vulnerable, the listener's stress dropped by 23% because they realize that they're not alone. You're sharing your struggles literally calms other people's nervous system. And that's also why I laugh when people are like, I listen to your podcast and it made me anxious. It's like, no, no, no, I didn't make you anxious. You were feeling anxious and this exacerbated it because of what I was saying. But actually if you stopped, you were dysregulated when you walked in. If you stopped and listened when I share my stories and stuff, it'll actually make you feel more seen, more heard, more understood because you realize I'm not alone. When you feel so alone, that's because everyone's pretending. We're all struggling or we're just keeping it a secret or making each other and making each other feel more alone. And the cure isn't to stop. it to stop hiding the fucking struggle. And so maybe even in the comments you guys can share, like, what is something that you're struggling with? What is a challenge? What is something? And then

maybe you can even go through others and be like, hey, I have this too. You're not alone. Or I loved this book or this episode of the Sabrina Zohar show. Helped me. What can we do to support each other? And which is also why I'm saying, like, I am done. I'm just making this fucking claim right now. I'm done with the bullying. I am done with the trolling. And I am done with the fucking bullshit. If you don't have something nice to say, then find another fucking group. Don't worry, there are plenty of Reddit chains that you can get lost in. I don't have the time and the patience for people that are miserable and that are projecting their misery onto other fucking people because we are all struggling.

If you don't have something nice to say, then find another fucking group. But stop attacking people on the internet and on different forums and in different places because you're unhappy with your life. And I want you to take away that your struggle doesn't mean you're broken. It means you're a fucking human. Every tool I gave you, it works because it stops fighting. You stop fighting reality and you start working with it. Right?

The time for obsession. The cold water, the urge surfing, they all accept that struggle is happening instead of pretending it shouldn't be. But the most important thing is that you're not alone in any of this. Because the person you're comparing to, they're struggling too. That fucking Instagram reel that looks all perfect, they're struggling. They're seeing their own fucking therapist. The couple that seems perfect, they had the same fight you did last night. We're all struggling.

The only difference is that some of us have stopped pretending. And it's normal, baby. It's normal. You're not childish for having some days scarries. You're not fucked up because you're late night scrolling. It's not self-sabotage. You're trying to find freedom. Your grief about your dog being worse than a breakup.

That's ambiguous loss. That's fucking real. That's real shit. The real shit is I feel left out. I feel lost. I feel like my friends don't actually care about me. I feel like I'm never going to fucking meet anybody. Those are real.

Whatever your struggles are, your feelings are real, they might be fat, not be facts. But I am just so tired of us pretending this toxic positivity of like, only show the highlight reels and show how happy you are and show how much money you make and show the relationship, show all of the beautiful. But then we wonder why we feel so alone when we don't see the other side. Because that was my entire journey. That's why I'm here. That's why I started this podcast was because I felt alone and I felt like why am I the only one. Why am I? I feel like the baby. I'm always telling people how I'm struggling. And then I realized, No, that was actually really beautiful.

I was taking care of myself. I was protecting myself. And I was being honest because instead of pretending and doing this bullshit, that's why I say, like, I'm not changing the way I fucking talk. I'm not changing the cadence of my voice. You can slow the show down if you want to. It is not my job to make your struggle easier when I'm also struggling in finding my voice, figuring out who I am, right?

We all sit here and say, we're not struggling. So do you think any of us are in this, like, high castle feeling not much better just because we have some stuff sorted, we also have other issues that come up. I have self-esteem issues that get triggered every time someone writes a mean comment. And that's why I'm saying, what's in my control?

I could sit and cry all day and woe is me, but instead I say, fuck it. I'm going to get the fuck up. I'm going to fight for another fucking day and I'm going to be honest with myself on how I'm feeling in other people so other people feel less alone because that's what I needed.

And that's what my little needed is to feel like you are not struggling alone. Because as a kid, I thought I was the only one with a fucked up family. I thought I was the only one with all this stuff. And then as an adult, I was like, oh my God, no one else has anxiety. No one else is struggling and dating. And then this community made me realize we are.

Nobody was just talking about it. I'm really proud of you guys. Thank you for being here. Thank you for allowing me to share my struggles. And I didn't even really share that many of them because that's my own core belief. Sometimes when I get personal, some people will comment of like, I don't need a five-minute intro, thanks. And it's like, then find another fucking show.

I can't just be myself. I can't just make an episode I want without you guys are not listening, right? Like, these are my struggles. But do I make that your problem? No, I deal with it. I internalize it. I then sit with it. I process it and I release it so I can show up differently. But I'm not going to hide that that's what I'm going through because why would I? Imagine if I just kept being like my podcast is doing amazing and I'm really rich and my relationship's perfect and my family is amazing. You'd be like, oh, so there's something wrong with me then. And it's like, no, I have a lot of beautiful things in my life. I have so many amazing things, not just my skin, that I'm really grateful for. And I'm focusing on that now. I'm focusing on that part of. my life. I'm focusing on giving that my attention and I'm focusing on being real with you guys. And I hope that this episode made you feel a little less alone, makes you feel like you are part of a family that really gives a fuck about you. And I hope that if you're struggling right now, that you know that you are protected and guided and that no one is alone as long as you're in this

family. So guys, thank you as always. Please don't forget, rate review the show. If you want to join a course, work on one, ask a question, whatever you guys need. Everything's a link in show notes. And if you guys need anything, I'm always here. Please don't forget. Speak with kindness. Like I said, if you guys want to slow the show down, you can manually do that. You want to add free, you can purchase that. And if not, it's a free fucking resource and you can enjoy it for what it is or you don't have to tune in. That's okay. But I'm just, I'm learning to ask for my needs to. And so that's what I'm asking is just a community where we can support each other because y'all, we have enough hate in the world. We don't need more. So guys, thank you for

everything. Don't forget follow along in the socials. Thank you for putting these into Facebook groups. Even if you just comment to heart, it means the fucking world. So until next time, my babes, I will see you soon. And please, don't forget to share, what are your struggles and how can we support you through them? Until next time.