The School of Greatness - Esther Perel Sets The Record Straight on Relationship Myths. Do THIS if You Want Your Relationship To Last Forever!
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I am so excited for you to dive into this interview about the red flags to avoid in relationships and also what you can do to find real love with Esther Perel.
And if you don't know who Esther is, she's incredible. She's been on the show many times and she's got a tour right now around the country.
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today. That's lewishouse.com slash E-S-T-H-E-R and get your tickets today. Welcome back, everyone,
to the School of Greatness. Very excited about our guest.
We have the inspiring Esther Perel.
So good to see you.
Oh, my gosh.
I'm so happy you're here.
Back again.
Back again.
Every time you come on, people are captivated by what you have to share.
And you've been working as a therapist for how many decades now?
Close to four.
Four, almost four decades.
how many decades now?
Close to four.
Four, almost four decades.
You've got two massive podcasts about relationships and intimacy and at work.
But we had you on last,
the week before the pandemic started.
And I feel like more and more relationships have failed.
And there's also been a lot of babies
that have been born because of the pandemic.
Do you feel like, I think the stats before
was 50% of marriages fail.
Do you feel like the percentage has gone up
or is it still kind of the same?
Some people have figured it out,
other people haven't,
and people are somewhere in between.
So I'm not a statistician.
And in fact, it is lesser than 50, and it depends by social class.
More educated people marry later and divorce less.
It's actually education and social class has something to do as well with duration of marriages. But I think what I would say as a start is that disasters are relationship accelerators.
And that means that what we've experienced in these last two years, I was here March
11.
I know, it's crazy.
And I went in lockdown March 14.
And so that's why I will always remember the date of our last conversation.
But what happens in a period of disaster like this and prolonged disaster, right,
with prolonged uncertainty, is that you have a sense that, especially in the beginning,
we really had a clear sense of mortality. Things suddenly felt much more fragile. And when life is short, when you
have that acute awareness of life is short, then you'd say either, what am I waiting for?
Let's move in. Let's get married. Let's have babies. Let's go. Let's do, because I don't
know what happens tomorrow. Or we say, I've waited long
enough. I'm not taking this anymore. I'm going to wait this out a little bit, but as soon as I can,
I'm out of here. Because when you have a sense of mortality and when you have acceleration,
you basically have a reorganization of your priorities. What matters to me most? What can't I live without?
And what won't I tolerate living with anymore? That is what has happened. And so typically,
research has always said that in pandemics, in disasters, in large psychosocial events like that,
there is more breakups and more babies. Interesting. I think before you mentioned that,
something like 50% of marriages end in divorce,
and then 70% of the next marriages end in divorce.
Second marriages have a higher rate of divorce than first marriages.
Why is that?
I think that there's a number of ways to explain it.
First of all, often children are older.
Second, there is a sense that I waited too long in the first one to make this decision.
And I no longer want to feel afterwards where I say I should have done this much sooner.
There is less of a sacredness to the experience.
sooner. There is less of a sacredness to the experience. And you feel like I was the first time you feel like, you know, depending on if you come from divorce of your, or your belief systems
or your values about the stability of relationships, it means so much to break those vows
sometimes. And then the second time you've already done it. I've already done this. I don't need to
tolerate this for 10 more years. like I did the first time.
There was less of a sense of shattering of all the grand ambitions of love and of marriage that you had engaged with.
Wow, that's interesting.
You've already done that experience once of dissolving this entire complex relational system that is emotional, psychological, economic,
inter-familial, and you did it. And so it feels slightly less impossible, ominous.
It's not as scary the second time.
It's not as scary.
You've done it before. You know the pain. You can handle it again.
Third marriages is less.
It's less.
Yes.
Less divorces.
Less divorces. Less divorces.
Why is that?
I guess people have a sense
that they finally have done
either their personal work,
they've grown up,
they've matured,
they've taken responsibility,
they've gotten a sense
as the constant factor
in all their relationship
is them.
It was them.
You know,
so finally maybe
they took a good look
at themselves
and hopefully this time
they,
it's not that they found a better person.
It's that I think they have become a better partner.
I was talking to you about this before we got on the interview,
about how my entire life I've been the centerpiece of relationships not working out.
I've been the core.
I've been the person who's been involved in the relationship and therefore I've chosen and stayed in relationships that didn't line up with what I
wanted. In my most current relationship with Martha, when we started dating, I was telling
you this, when we started dating, I said, it'd be really cool to enter a new relationship with
emotional accountability, with therapy,
with support from an outside perspective, where we both are working on ourselves.
And we're getting clear if we're in alignment with our values and our vision and our lifestyle
for what we want to create, where we're not just connected sexually or chemically, which
is what I chose a lot in the past and stayed for, but more based on a different foundation.
And it's been a beautiful experience for both of us
to witness emotional accountability and therapy together
when things are great.
Not when things are bad and you have to repair something,
but to try to build agreements as we build our relationship.
And I'm such a fan of it.
And I've been telling all my friends about this who are getting in relationships, like,
you know, find something, find a book you can work on together or a therapist or something
you work on together.
Have you ever worked with couples who got into a relationship early when there wasn't
issues and they started working with you?
Many.
Really?
Many, many, many,
many. So the traditional, you know, idea of premarital counseling is one thing, but there's
also, you know, people want to talk about conscious uncoupling, but they could also
talk about conscious coupling, right? It's like in the beginning, you're not in your early 20s,
you're in your late 30s.
You've had your experiences. You have a sense of what are the vulnerabilities that you bring to the relationships.
You have a sense of what makes it hard to live with you, you know, as well.
And you say, I actually want us to go when we still have a lot of what is called positive sentiment override.
What does that mean?
It means that you get the benefit of the doubt,
that you're still in multiple appreciation,
that you see the bright side of things,
that you see the cup half full,
that you're not yet building resentment and deprivation
and the things that sometimes accompany relationships
on the bitter side of them.
And I think that I like it when people come early.
I think it's fantastic. One of the big changes for me as a couples therapist over decades
was that indeed we learned that people come to therapy when there are problems. Therapy is a
problem-ridden narrative. If everything's fine, why don't you go to therapy? And if you already
need to go in the beginning, there must be something really wrong because who goes?
That is so old for me.
That has been scrapped.
You go because you have a sense that you want to prepare yourself.
You want to bring your strengths and your challenges from the beginning
into the relationship and prepare it.
And I think it is a fantastic idea.
It doesn't mean that you already have problems.
It means that you say, I want to do a preventive approach.
Absolutely.
I want to preempt.
I want to be mature about it.
And it's interesting because you talk about the distinction between chemicals and values.
Right?
And you just posted a clip of a conversation that we had back then. It's interesting because you talk about the distinction between chemicals and values, right?
And you just posted a clip of a conversation that we had back then, exactly two years ago, where I talked about the difference between a love story and a life story.
Yes.
It's a bit that.
You don't need too much consonance of values to love somebody.
What is the difference between love and life story?
The experience of a love
story, the word story is important, right? So the story of love is a story that I can fall in love
with all kinds of people with whom I would never live a life with, that we come from completely
different worlds. We have different aspirations, different values.
But in the midst of that, something very precious unfolds between us in a very small container
that is deeply intimate and often deeply erotic.
It doesn't need how do we negotiate children, in-laws, economics, careers, the political
environment around us, all of that. We don't have to talk
about any of this in that beautiful container of intimacy and erotic intimacy lives a love story.
A life story is a negotiation with the whole world. A life story, first of all, goes through
a developmental arc. I may meet you in my 20s and here I am in my 40s,
50s, 60s. So it's a developmental arc. It exists over time. It needs to include change. It needs
to include the addition and subtraction of new people, the death of people and the birth of
people sometimes. It needs to include how we negotiate with all our friends. A love story,
can it live alone in a little room without seeing anybody, you know,
because it feeds on itself very, very beautifully.
But a life story must include other people,
a social circle, a community, you know,
activities, passions, hobbies, careers.
There's a lot of other things,
and those demand a consonance of values, of aspirations, of ambitions, the ability to not just foster the togetherness, but also to develop the differentiation.
It's us, and it's you and me.
It's the together and the separate.
Yeah.
And so the love story, when people develop what they consider...
That doesn't mean...
Go ahead, you're good.
Because I know what people say, but the life story involves love.
The fear is that when I'm distinguishing this with people,
is there no love in the life story?
Of course there is love in the life story.
But all I'm saying is you can love a lot more people
and they're not necessarily the same people
as the ones with whom you will have a life story.
And do most people who develop a love story with someone else
and not also see if this could be a life story,
is that where you see it suffers or struggles?
If they're only thinking of the love story,
but not all the other factors of life?
No, I think that if you meet someone like you i
used you know i could go on a trip and have a beautiful story with someone a nice adventure
that person belongs on the trip it doesn't need to come back from the trip with you
and sometimes they come back on the trip and it takes another week or two of a lot of you know
texts and and calls and this and that.
And then slowly you reintegrate your life and they become a part of a memory of a beautiful trip.
They're a short story.
They're a love story and a short story.
You know, once you say, I think I may want to live with this person.
I may want to build with this person.
It's a different architecture and I need different materials for that architecture.
And part of the materials is love and feelings, but part of it is culture and aspirations and
values and beliefs. All of that now starts to become important too. And sometimes when people fall in love or when people have incredible sexual connection, they think that that also means that they can build a life together.
And sometimes that's the case and other times it's not.
It is not a guarantee.
A powerful erotic connection doesn't necessarily mean that you can also straddle a whole set of
life experiences you know i feel like a lot of people that i've known in the past have entered
a relationship through a sexual connection a sexual chemistry erotic experiences fun times
things like that and then they start dating and then they start entering a relationship
based on that foundation,
as opposed to based on what do you see for your life?
You know, what are the values, the background,
the culture, the religion, the money,
all these different things.
Do you want kids?
Do you not want kids?
And I feel like that ends up being a struggle
for a lot of people, myself included in my past,
until I started and tried something differently. You first had the sex and then you met the person.
Exactly, yeah.
And created a story about who the person would be, right?
Without actually communicating in a, and giving space and
time to experience who the person was, right?
And same for them with me.
Why do you think most people start things that way, you know, in general, as opposed
to, hey, let's give it time.
Let's ask deeper, more intimate questions like you have in your game.
Let's get to know each other.
Why do you think that is?
First of all, that only began to happen with the democratization of contraception.
This is before the 68, this was not possible.
This is before the 68, this was not possible.
So it's very recent, you know, that we start making love first and then we find out each other's names.
Is that true all over the world or is that more in the U.S.?
It's true wherever people can experience, you know, premarital sex, basically.
In the past, you first had to marry in order to
be able to have sex when i say in the past it's in the past here and that's when i was a teenager
and um and in much of the world it still is the case so we are part of a very sexualized society
in which sexual freedom and sexual expression has become a part of our values
right sexuality used to be a part of our biology and now it's in a part of our condition now it's
a part of our identity and so we have changed the meaning of sex in the culture at large, and then we have changed it in our relationships.
And so we start from a place of attraction.
You know, am I drawn to you?
Am I attracted to you?
It's the first thing I think when I swipe.
What do I do?
I look at, you know, where do I get a little frisson?
You know, who catches my attention?
And it's purely physical, you know.
So it is a recent development.
For most of the people here, this is not their grandparents' story.
So this is still in the family.
It's not like you have to go into history books.
Sure.
How do you feel like people could set up for a healthier relationship
as opposed to what would you recommend or suggest for people
in order to have a healthier foundation seeing that it seems so sexualized now everything seems
so like physical swiping looking at someone's sexual identity attraction as opposed to i guess
true intimacy and connection how would you set up a relationship now? There's so many different pieces to this.
I think the first thing, look, I am right about sexuality. I'm not going to minimize it, but I do
understand that it's very important. It's a beautiful thing to have a powerful erotic
connection with someone, but don't confuse the metaphors. You can have a beautiful erotic connection with someone, and that does not necessarily translate into a life experience.
Right, a life story.
A life story.
That said, the next thing that changed culturally, if you want to really take on the big myths, it's the notion that we are looking for the one and only.
The one and only, my soulmate.
Is my everything.
Yes, my everything. Your soulmate used to be God, not a person. The one and only was the divine.
And with this one and only today, I want to experience wholeness and ecstasy and meaning
and transcendence. And I am going to wait 10 more years. We are waiting 10 years longer to settle with someone,
to make a commitment to someone,
for those of us who choose a someone.
And if I'm going to wait longer and if I'm looking around
and if I'm choosing among a thousand people at my fingertips,
you bet that the one who's going to capture my attention
is going to make me delete my apps,
better be the one who's going to capture my attention is going to make me delete my apps better be the one and only.
So in a period of proliferation of choices,
we at the same time have an ascension of expectations
about our romantic relationship that is unprecedented.
We have never expected so much
of our romantic relationships as we do today in the West.
It seems like a lot of pressure.
It's an enormous amount of pressure.
We crumble under the weight of these expectations
because a community cannot become a tribe of two.
This is a party of two.
And with you and me together,
we are going to create best friends,
romantic partners, lovers, confidants,
parents, intellectual egos.
Business partners.
Business partners, career coaches. I mean, you name it and i'm like seriously one person for everything one person instead of a
whole village so that's the first myth and the notion of unconditional love that accompanies
this is that when i have that one and only, I have what you call clarity, but translated into certainty, peace and freedom, you know, or safety.
Yes.
Which is the other side of the same thing.
So that to me is if you want to set yourself up, really the idea that you're going to find one person for everything is a myth.
Keep a community around you.
Absolutely.
Keep a set of deep friendships, really deep friendships, deep intimacies with friends, with mentors, with family members, with colleagues, you know, that.
So that's the first thing for me in having good relationships is diversify.
Diversify relationships, but not sexually yeah no no for some people it will include that for the vast majority it won't but
the notion that there isn't a one person for everything and that that doesn't mean that there
is a problem in your relationship when that happens the second thing is stop constantly looking at people as a product
where you evaluate them and you evaluate yourself.
You know, in our market economy, everything has become a product.
We include it.
And so love seems to have become the moment that the evaluation
of the product stops.
You have finally been approved when you have been chosen
and when you choose.
This is Eva Illouz, a sociologist who writes about this very beautifully.
It's like love finally becomes the moment you can experience peace.
You're no longer looking, selling yourself, proving yourself, trying to capture somebody's attention.
It's exhausting.
And once you are in that mentality, you also are continuously looking for the best
product. You never say, you know, how can I meet a person who? People don't often talk about how
can I be a person who? That's so true. Okay. So it's what you're looking for in the market economy
of romantic love rather than who are you? How do you show up, what do you bring, what responsibility do you take, how generous are you, etc.
Absolutely.
Second thing for what I think sets you up for a better relationship.
And the third thing is understand some of the things that are really important to you
and don't get involved with someone on the hope that some things will change.
Do things ever change with a partner that you want to change?
Yes.
Things do change a lot.
I mean, many different things can occur in a relationship, but it's different from I'm
coming in here to turn things around, you know, because so much of us wants the experience of acceptance.
So with acceptance, I would say this,
another thing to prepare yourself,
you can love a person wholly,
W-H-O-L-L-Y,
without having to love all of them.
What do you mean by that?
It means that the notion of unconditional love is a myth.
Adult love lives in the realm of ambivalence,
which means that relational ambivalence is part and parcel of all our relationships.
We have it with our parents, our siblings, our friends,
which means that we continuously have to integrate
contradictory feelings and thoughts
between love and hate,
between excitement and fear,
between envy and contempt,
between boredom and aliveness.
You continuously negotiate these contradictions.
That ambivalence and living with that ambivalence
is actually a sign of maturity
rather than continuously then evaluating.
See, in the beginning, you evaluate,
is this the right one?
Is this the one and only?
Then it becomes, shall I stay or shall I go?
How do I know I have found the one?
It's the pre-marital or the
pre-commitment relationship? And then afterwards it becomes, is it good enough? We continuously
continue with the evaluations, right? Is it good enough? Or how happy am I? Am I happy enough?
So that's the unconditional love. No, we live with ambivalence in our relationship. There are
periods where we think, what would
life be like elsewhere? And then we come back and then we say, I can't imagine it without it.
This is what I've chosen. I'm good here. But it's a conversation. The idea that you will be accepted
unconditionally is a dream we have for our parents when we are babies. It's not part of adult love.
Right. So it's unconditional love is not something that we can expect.
Unconditional love is a myth.
So the one and only is a myth.
You asked me how do we set ourselves up for relationships up front.
There is no one and only.
There is one person that you choose at a certain moment in time.
And with that person, you try to create the most beautiful relationship you can but you could have done it with others it's timing is involved lots of things are involved
so there is no one and only there's no soulmate soulmate is god you can think that you have a
soulmate connection with someone that you have a deep deep meeting of the minds of the souls of the heart of the bodies but it's a metaphor it's not
a person it's the quality of an experience that feels like soulmate that's number two number three
there is no unconditional love we live with ambivalence in our deepest love relationships
there are things we like and things we don't and things they like about us and things they don't,
and moments they can't be without us and moments where they wish on occasion they could be away from us.
And that's normal.
Number four, the happiness mandate.
Continuously evaluating how happy I am.
You know, if you continuously pursue happiness, you're miserable a lot of the time what should
we pursue instead we pursue integrity depth joy aliveness connection growth those things that
ultimately make us say i feel good i'm i'm i'm happy about this but i don't pursue happiness
happiness is the consequence of a lot of things you put in.
You pursue caring for someone, having their back,
feeling they have your back, wanting the best for them,
what the Pali people call compersion.
You know, those things you can pursue.
Compersion? What's compersion?
Compersion is feeling joy for the happiness of the other person.
Is this a polyamory relationships?
It's a concept that is...
It's like they're with another sexual partner.
Yes, but I think the word is bigger than just contained within the poly community and culture.
It is the notion that you want good for the other person even when it doesn't have to do with you.
Right.
You're proud of them.
You admire them.
You enjoy their their growth their successes
you know what about when um someone says you know i'm with this person they make me happy
what does that happen when you're looking for someone to make you happy in the relationship
well the day they don't you will say they make me unhappy or they don't make me happy but it's they
they do to me i'm the recipient of what they do.
They have the power.
They can give, they can withhold.
I depend, I crave, I long, I yearn.
I respond to them.
And what should we be thinking of instead of this person makes me happy?
How should we approach that we give each other a good foundation from which we can each launch
into our respective worlds that's cool a home is a foundation with wings or I
like to think a good relationship is a foundation with wings.
So you feel the stability that you need, the security, the safety, the predictability as much as you can, as much as our life allows us.
And at the same time, you have the wings to go and explore, discover, be curious, be in the world,
sometimes together and sometimes apart.
What do you think happens when people are in a relationship and let's say they're together for a year or a couple of years
and they decide, okay, we want to get married,
but maybe one or two or each of the individuals
don't accept something fully about the other person.
Maybe there's like three things that they really don't like or don't accept or wish they changed
yeah i don't know i'm just trying to think of something where you're like i love so much we
have this great connection we have so much fun and we're growing and building a relationship
but behind their back you're telling your girlfriend or your guy friends i wish they
changed this this or this i don't like this thing i don't like this thing that's ambivalence what does that mean meaning that you have to be able to live with
the contradictory thoughts and feelings of what you like and what you don't like what makes you
want to be here and what makes you not want to be here what happens when we don't accept that though
and we when we and we like you know hopefully they'll change out of this or grow out of this thing that i don't like about them what happens when we're in that space we're not
when you get married you're not just making a deal with your partner you're making a secret
deal with yourself that this is going to change and then when it doesn't you get very upset
or pissed because your deal with yourself which you never said loud, it's the private bargain you do with yourself.
And all of us, when we pick someone,
make private bargains with ourselves too.
And it's often that bargain that is broken
more than the one,
because the partner never promised you
that this would change.
Exactly.
And so it just creates more resentment.
When we want something to change,
we don't accept them.
Expectations are resentment in the make.
The more expectations you have, the more things you can be disappointed of afterwards. Especially
when they're not articulated. I think what you need to know is what are some of the things,
if you are with someone who, if you go back to the erotic connection, if you're with someone
with whom you have a very difficult erotic connection and you know that this is something that really is important to you, being seen, being touched, being held, being kissed, being stroked, being made love to is really a language that is very important to you and you don't want to live without it, then listen to yourself. If it's not an important part for you, because that is not the way you express yourself most,
then you know that this is not the centerpiece of your relationship.
You have other things that you share.
If you know that you don't want children,
or the reverse, that the other person doesn't want children,
don't go in there hoping that they're going to change your mind, their mind.
Because that is not fair to you nor to them.
If you are with someone who says, I do not want to marry, and you do.
Or if you are with someone who says, I see love, plural.
I do not see myself just with one partner.
And this is very clear to you that that's not okay or that you want it differently.
Listen to yourself those are values that involve life decisions that you don't sit there waiting think they're going to catch up with you and what happens when our when two people's values are not
in alignment can they still have a beautiful life story or do you feel like there's always going to be
some type of unnecessary struggle?
No, I think it depends on the degree
to which people can live with what we call
a sense of differentiation.
Meaning, if I am okay wanting to go to church
and that's not part of what you do.
We come from the same faith
or we come from different religions,
and one of us wants to adhere to their tradition
and wants to participate in the practices of their religion,
and is okay doing it without the other.
It doesn't feel that that needs to be shared.
It doesn't experience every time they sit in church,
I wish you were sitting next to me.
Why do I have to come here alone all the time?
You know, that.
So it's accepting someone's choices.
It's accepting that your choice, if you practice it,
you can accept to do it without your partner.
So it's you accepting that.
It's you accepting that.
Of course, the other person.
But the other person can often tell you, you go if you like to be there.
I don't want to go there on Sunday morning.
I have other things to do at that time.
Sure.
Okay?
Religion is a major one on that.
Travel is another one on that.
Children, work, etc.
Family, in-laws, yeah.
It's difficult to say to someone, I'll have a child alone.
You don't have to participate.
But it is easier to say, I will continue to practice my religion because it is central to me. You don't have to be. But it is easier to say, I will continue to practice my religion
because it is central to me. You don't have to be a part of that. We have other things that we will
share. But you need to know to do that and feel okay about it. If all the time, now that doesn't
mean that on occasion you don't miss and you wish you part of it. There's a great sermon. I so wish
you had been there to hear it. Great. But if it's chronic and you just
feel this hole all the time, and you know from the beginning that it is a unifier for you,
and your partner doesn't show curiosity, because you can come from something else and say,
I'm interested in this. Let me see what this is. If you want to go back to living in your home
country and your partner has
zero intention of leaving where they are, listen to them. Don't hope. If they tell you, yes,
I would like that at some point, then listen carefully. If they're saying this to pacify you,
if they're saying this to make sure that you don't leave them, or if they truly intend to
do this at some time. And don't hope something's going to change. them or if they truly intend to do this at some time.
And don't hope something's going to change.
Don't hope they're going to do something later after you get married or in a committed relationship. No, start from the place that it's not going to happen.
See how it is for you.
Can you accept that?
Can you accept that?
Then if things change, all the better.
But don't start with the hope that it will be different.
Right.
And how does jealousy play in relationships?
I used to be extremely jealous and insecure.
I remember that.
And then something switched in me, I don't know, five years ago, six years ago, maybe
somewhere around that time where I was like, you know what?
This does not support me or my relationship at all.
This jealous nature or this, you know this that you knew even when you were
jealous oh yeah i knew but i couldn't i couldn't let it go right so it's not what you said to
yourself that changed what something changed yeah i don't know exactly what it was but i remember
just being like i'm tired of this i'm tired of feeling this way so what did you change
not what did you say to yourself i think I changed fully accepting the person's decisions
and lifestyle and what they were doing uh and trusting that everything was going to be okay
and not needing to be jealous I think I was just afraid like are they talking to some guy or
something you know is there something behind my back that they're doing I don't know it was a
worry of like an anxiousness right so and then i was just like
wait wait wait yes part of what accompanies jealousy you know jealousy starts at one and
a half year old okay it's not an early emotion interesting it needs a sense of self first it
needs the beginning of self-awareness as a baby to be able to experience jealousy.
It's not like fear and joy and disgust and sadness.
So where does it come from?
Where it comes from and how evolutionary psychology has all kinds of explanations for jealousy.
But where it comes from interpersonally is that it requires having a sense of who you are before you begin to
experience how you respond to what other people are doing i want that too i don't you know i don't
want to lose something what changed for you is that you became more confident yeah you felt less
that your sense of self-worth is in the hands of the other person and that and they turned away
from you
that means that you are not enough exactly that you're going to lose them or that they're going
to leave you that's what changed and then i'd be like hurt or empty or sad or in pain because of
their actions and i think that's 100 i think i didn't feel like i was good enough or something
where i was just like you know what it's all going to be okay. You know, if they do something or.
But this, it's all going to be okay, followed in different sense of yourself.
Absolutely.
Where you were less in a panic, less in the grip of they're going to abandon me and I'm not good enough.
And from that place, you began to say, it's okay.
Absolutely.
Nothing bad is going to happen to me.
That's how we diminish jealousy.
It's not how we react to what the other person does.
It's how we feel about ourselves that changes how we react to what the other person does.
Absolutely.
And it's been an incredible freedom and gift that I received or gave myself.
But it took me you know 30 something years
to learn it and you know it feels incredible it feels incredible but for years I struggled with
it and I think a lot of people in general at least guy friends that I knew growing up struggled with
it as well where they didn't feel comfortable or maybe their female partner didn't feel comfortable
with them doing certain things without them there or whatever.
And now I'm just like at peace
of whatever my partner wants to do.
I'm like, live your life.
Have you ever had a conversation about jealousy
with your girlfriend?
I've talked about it where I'm like...
Because it's highly cultural.
Interesting.
Yeah, I mean, I've talked about it with her.
I'm like, I'm so glad I'm not jealous.
Right.
But Americans think that being jealous diminishes them.
They pride themselves when they say, I'm not jealous.
Really?
Yes.
It's kind of a thing like it's not a nice thing to feel.
Other cultures say jealousy.
Or Latin cultures.
It's intrinsic to love.
It's how you love.
If you're not jealous.
You don't love the person enough.
Yes.
Really?
That's a distortion in the other direction.
But it's very cultural jealousy.
Jealousy, if you track the magazines in America, is a subject that disappears for decades sometimes and then suddenly reemerges.
But it is often seen as a negative emotion.
It isn't seen as an emotion that is so simply part and parcel of the experience of love.
Is jealousy then a healthy emotion in a life story?
It sometimes can be a perfectly healthy emotion and sometimes it can be very, very challenging
and sometimes it can become pathological.
It covers a whole range. Where is jealousy a good thing when someone has jealousy?
When is jealousy a good thing?
When have you experienced jealousy and you didn't feel like it was debilitating and crippling you?
I mean, debilitate.
I mean, I don't know.
I think there might be...
I don't know.
I mean, it was always debilitating for me, I think, before I learned to process it and let it go.
Because I realized it wasn't supporting my thoughts and my emotions.
And I was saying or doing things that wasn't the highest level of love, I would say, or like the most conscious way to communicate, you know, when those scenarios would happen. So I just realized it wasn't supporting me. And I didn't feel good when I
had that emotion or those jealous thoughts in a relationship. But if you were part of a culture
that told you that jealousy is not something you want to get rid of, but it actually signals
certain things to you and it communicates certain aspects of love you would have had a
different experience maybe yeah you know now when is it positive probably the easiest example for
me is if i ask people all over the world by the way when do you find yourself most drawn to your
partner not sexually attracted just drawn to when other people are interested in that more that's
one of them that is one of the main four when other people are interested in that more that's one of them that is one of
the main four when other people are flirting or giving them attention yes when i see them with
other people when i see other people captivated by them when i see the magnetism that they have
over other people when i see how others are drawn to them when they don't belong to me
now if you are jealous in a feeling that is really crippling and painful, then you do not enjoy that.
You feel uncertain.
You feel insecure.
You feel scared.
You feel like they could leave you.
You realize that maybe, you know, they're not attached to you.
But if you are more grounded and if you feel more secure in your connection to your partner and to yourself, then when you see that experience, you have a tingling of jealousy,
but it is a jealousy that actually increases your appreciation for your person.
Interesting.
Yeah.
So that's an example of when do people experience jealousy in a way that actually is fueling.
Healthy jealousy.
Right.
Okay.
But I don't call it healthy and unhealthy because I don't think this is a puritanical
definition of health.
It's just, this is the issue,
is that is it problematic or is it additive?
That makes sense.
It's more than is it healthy or unhealthy.
I think healthy and unhealthy doesn't help us in this moment.
Is it hurting you or the relationship
or is it supporting the relationship?
Yes, yes.
So you thought it was four ways.
Yes.
What's the other three then?
So let me ask you, when do you find yourself most drawn?
To Martha?
I find myself drawn to her.
I mean, for me, I feel drawn when she loves and accepts me for who I am. When she's affectionate, when she is, you know, sharing appreciation with me and gratitude with me, when she's
joyful in her most expressed self, like just pure energy and love and fun and play.
I have a lot of appreciation and admiration for her when she is living her dreams also. Like she's doing what she wants to do fully and I'm like that's inspiring.
It draws me to her.
What else?
I think the fact that she is so in integrity with her word draws me to her because I feel
more and more connected and grateful and appreciative and safe in the
environment so um i mean sexually so many different ways that i'm drawn to but you you know when i say
the first four it's just simply because i've gone around the world asking this question and i just
began to see themes right the first one is when i see my partner in their element yeah doing their thing they're
competent radiant in their element it could be on stage at work on a horse on a slope
you know but it is basically when they are self-sufficient and when they are radiant and
they're in their element and they're passionate about something and they are alive
and all of those things also mean that i am not needing to be burdened by a certain form of
emotional caretaking they don't need me that's it and when they don't need you you can want them
yes if they're always needing you how does that affect the relationship so let's wait a second
so they don't need you in that moment and that not needing you clears the pathway for desire
it allows you to want because if you were needed and you need to take care of them
then you are loving but you're not necessarily desiring. Got it.
And what happens over time when people say this,
and the admiration is extremely important here
because I think it's much bigger than respect.
Admiration involves a certain idealization
and it means that there is a sense of otherness.
She's different.
She's other.
She's her own thing.
And in this space between her and you,
between me and the other, lies the erotic élan.
And when people ask about sustaining desire in the long haul, this is the place.
In their element, in their own way.
Yes.
Not reliant on each other to be... That's love.
Love and desire, they relate and they also conflict.
And herein lies the mystery of eroticism.
So that's number one, in her element. When she's joyful, when she makes me laugh,
when those two, it's like there's a sense of aliveness, of vibrancy, of vitality, of energy,
that is erotic. That is erotic. That's. You know, and usually it means when there is an element of surprise.
Yeah, she's very adventurous.
Because it's unsolicited.
But, you know, sometimes people say
when my partner is vulnerable.
And I say that is because it's not usually the case.
Right, so it's surprise.
It's surprise.
If they were always vulnerable,
it would not be on the list
of when am I most drawn to my partner.
It's because it's different.
It's the side of them I don't get to see so often.
It's the side of me that they don't get to see that often.
So when they accept me fully and I can open up in a different way because it's different, it's unusual, it's out of the ordinary.
That's number two.
Number three is when I see my partner through the eyes of the others.
That's the jealousy piece that you describe. So when you see others admiring or respecting or attracted to sexually or any of those things.
But what does it mean?
It means my partner doesn't belong to me.
It means that other people can look at them too, can fantasize about them too.
I always say your partner doesn't belong to you.
They're just on loan with an option to renew.
Right.
Every day, right?
Exactly. Interesting. to you they're just on loan with an option to renew right and every day right yeah exactly interesting and the fourth one is when we are apart or when we reunite so that desire is also
rooted in absence and in longing and not just in being there how important is creating space
in a relationship whether you're dating or in a marriage, and creating day apart, days apart, weeks apart?
And has it ever become too long apart for a relationship to stay growing if it's months apart or something?
So the first question is how important is distance in a relationship?
I will also add something that I learned from the poet David
White this week when we had a conversation together, and he talked about the importance
of silence in a relationship. Not always having to speak or...
Yes. Or the importance of being able to be with yourself while being in the presence of the other.
What would that look like? Like reading a book and the person's in the room?
Could be that.
Could be that you go away for a few weeks
because you want to go do a meditation retreat
or a project that you're interested in.
It's the notion or the fact
that you keep certain things to yourself,
but that you stay in dialogue with yourself
and a dialogue that isn't always shared with your partner when
you mean silent with yourself you mean like not speaking at all for part of this time or you just
mean not you're taking it literally yeah yeah it's it's literally but it's also the the metaphor of
it so i'll explain the context our conversation was called because that's your question about how
important is distance I would say distance
is very important in a relationship but the way I define it is this every relationship
straddles freedom and commitment togetherness and separateness connection and independence
every relationship in every relationship there is often one person
who is more inclined to the connection and one person who is more inclined for the separateness.
One person more afraid of losing the other and one person more afraid of losing themselves.
One person more in touch with the fear of abandonment, one person more in touch
with the fear of suffocation. We all have both, but we organize our relationship in which one
of us will take on the role of this duality. And it might evolve seasonally too.
Completely. So we need connection and we need distance. We need the things that are joint and together
and we need the things that are separate.
The separateness doesn't mean that there is deadness in the relationship.
So when you ask how long can we be apart,
it depends what you do with the space in between.
If you keep the space in between alive we are away we have been
together five six years and you have to go do a project and you're gone for three months but
during those three months you have a whole letter writing experience where you are communicating in
a very different way than the usual everyday communication every Every two days or so at night, you sit down and you
write a letter, not just what you've done, the catch up of the day, but then you create an
aliveness to that space in between that can be even richer than when we are living together and
we're standing in the kitchen every morning. Right. That's interesting. That's powerful. Yeah.
and everybody right that's interesting that's powerful yeah what would you say was the the biggest challenge that you faced internally throughout relationships that you had to face
yourself oh i think you know i met my husband jack when i was 22. you're what you're 35 now yes
too you're what you're 35 now yes i like it um and uh actually 35 years together yes really 35 years together married married wow that's amazing together even more than that wow that's
powerful you know but i i probably swallowed the romantic ideal quite a bit as a young girl too
are you gonna meet the right man with this man if you meet the right person you will never feel alone again you will never
feel lonely you will never be sad you in seriously you know whatever you feel you
will feel again until some of it you may feel until you drop dead but but you
will if it changes it's not because the magical potion of the other person is
going to suddenly sprinkle its dust over you so that was getting rid of some of the myths
how long did it take for you internally to to let that go or evolve or heal those
myths ah yeah i would say the first decades you know um it's slowly over time you begin to you know
um you begin to realize that i think i you know he was i looked up to him i still look up to him
he's a very smart guy and i really wouldn't let any idea leave the house before it was vetted
and approved by him interesting is this
smart is this good can I publish this getting approval getting approval you
know from the mentor interesting that was the first 10 years yeah no maybe a
little bit less than 10 but was only five years okay I really needed him to
to validate everything I would write and to validate and say it's good.
Because he had the PhD.
I taught.
And then finally I was told one day, you know, I have my own things to write.
He said that.
I'm not going to be your professor.
I've got to work.
Yeah, yeah.
And I was just like, oh, who's going to help me?
Who's going to help me? Who's going to help me? And beginning to write without depending on him that much was a major transition.
Writing in captivity was written completely on my own.
Without his approval of every chapter.
I had an editor that I hired who was phenomenal, but it was no longer, it was not an emotional
dependency.
It was a professional
relationship so that was a major transition i think also understanding the difference between
equality and equity what is the difference it's not 50 50 the relationship is not no no relationship
no it's a hundred a hundred you know and and complementarity there are certain things that
i will never do that i rely on him and certain things that he will never do and he relies on me
and they balance each other out and there's a fundamental sense of fairness complementarity
you know i if i want to go do something it's just just go do, enjoy, be the best, you know, this complete generosity.
And that generosity towards distance or freedom or individuality, this is a very important thing.
So here's a question for you and for your listeners as well.
Ask yourself.
You can do it in relation to work. You can do it in relation to work.
You can do it in relation to love.
To me, that was a very important question.
I understood early on that I needed freedom.
No, I'm going to put it differently.
I could tolerate the lack of security better than I could tolerate the lack of freedom.
You needed freedom more than insecurity.
So I understood early on that I'm going to be self-employed.
Meaning I can tolerate not knowing when the next check is going to come from,
but I prefer that than somebody telling me when I can take a vacation.
And this was back in the 80s, right?
Yes, yes. This is my 20s, early 20s.
Yeah, yeah, wow.
But then I applied it to relationships
interesting i knew that i i need to be with someone to whom i can say go do your thing
and someone who says to me go do your thing but back then more than someone who does this
back then that wasn't really you know thought of that much was it that wasn't really thought of that much, was it? That wasn't really as acceptable or maybe, I don't know,
people didn't really think that way, or did they?
Look.
Maybe the U.S. is different.
No, but you also need, you know, the same way that I said to you,
sexuality changes in a relationship when you have contraception.
Well, freedom changes in a relationship when you have economic independence for women.
Well, freedom changes in a relationship when you have economic independence for women.
Otherwise, if the woman cannot conceive of her life separately from her partner.
Then what happens?
At that time, primarily male partner, but I would say all partner, then you cannot talk about freedom.
Because that means you can't leave.
It means that you continuously depend on the person.
And the law supported that.
It's a legal issue.
It's not just a psychological issue.
Economic independence is an economic dependence on the part of women and mothers was legal.
It wasn't just a statement of her ambitions.
Interesting. Do you think more people are able and wanting to get divorces now because both parties have
economic independence and you don't need to stay because someone is providing or paying
certain bills that you can provide for yourself and either party?
So divorce went up in the United States when women entered the workforce in a way that
they could support themselves economically.
Was that because they were more independent financially
or because they were off doing other things
and there were maybe distractions?
No, because of economic independence,
which would allow them...
It's a few different things legally.
It's alimony,
so that children continue to be cared for,
and she's not entirely responsible for them,
or she doesn't lose them, and they go with the father.
So now we're on the reverse side,
where the tension is on the other side,
but it's a few pieces.
It's being destitute, it's losing your children,
it's not having anybody to care for you, and it's not
being protected by the law. Those four things need to combine with having an economic independence
that then allow you to not be destitute, be able to take care of your children, not rely on your
partner in case they don't support you or can't support you, et cetera. Yeah. So that is the history of divorce.
You can't separate the history of divorce from the economic changes
and the legal changes around family policy.
How long do you think people should date before they get married
to really know if they're giving themselves the best chance for not divorce, let's say?
It depends how they date if their dating is a
you know surface level exactly parading of the best things of me then um it doesn't matter how
long it doesn't change right you know but i would say that the dating the most important pieces of
dating i think the dating is is really bizarre at this moment.
Tell me.
Because you date and you date alone.
You see the person alone.
When in fact, you learn so much more from seeing people in social situations.
With their friends or family.
Bring your person on date too, to people.
You know what I did?
I had a dinner at my house. And it was a bunch, two people. You know what I did? I had a dinner at my house and it was a bunch of single people.
And then one of them at one point said, I actually need to, you know, they were talking about relationships and long term and how do you know all these questions that you're asking me.
And at one point, one of them said, well, I actually need to go because I have a blind date.
So I said, where are you going?
Exactly. Where are you going to go? To sit in a noisy bar where you can't hear each other bring him over you know so much more and anyway she was
really bold she did it the guy came too so everybody doing their part and there's about
12 of us there and uh and and and he shows up and we just tell him we're in the middle of this
conversation that's crazy and and then i you know but the point was you you know how much we learned
about this guy and she learned about him but we all did too learn a lot a lot who he was in the
family where he's from and he's thinking about couples and i mean seriously he and he was
adventurous he was willing to come and be a part of this experiment the whole thing and i mean seriously he and he was adventurous he was willing to come and be a
part of this experiment the whole thing and i actually ran into this woman a few years later
were they still dating or no they didn't date but she never forgot it and neither did he and
neither did i right you know bring people you meet in your circle first of all your friends
see things that you don't see yeah and they often
don't want to tell you and they see it and they know you second of all you'll see how a person
interacts with with the social circle rather than you know in this kind of dissociated space
so i think that this notion of we sit alone, we sit alone, we sit alone,
and only later do we begin to introduce each other.
Months later, right?
Months later.
Let me introduce him now to the family.
Let me introduce him after six months sometimes.
And then like, huh, I don't like this, this, and this,
but now you're already developing something.
I asked my boys, you know, I said, did your friends meet her?
Who knows her?
No one. You know, I mean, you make friends meet her? Who knows her? No one.
You know, I mean, you make sure they, why?
Expose them to people quickly.
Yes.
And you don't have to go and get them checked.
It's not that.
You can go to a concert, share some activity together.
But you will learn about, we learn about people not in a vacuum.
We learn about people in social situations.
You learn about people in how they treat the cab driver, the waiter, the dry cleaner.
Everything.
The person on the street, the homeless person, the policeman, everybody.
Just watch people in action.
See how they relate to others while they're trying to be super nice to you.
And that is a more precise piece of information than how long should we date.
Yes, that's powerful.
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