The School of Greatness - How To Turn Suffering Into Purpose, Strength & Healing

Episode Date: June 30, 2025

Leave an Amazon Rating or Review for my New York Times Bestselling book, Make Money Easy!Dr. Caroline Fleck transformed 10 years of depression into her greatest superpower. I connected with Caroline about her book "Validation" and discovered how she turned decades of mental health struggles, including breast cancer and multiple sclerosis, into profound tools for healing others. Her story reveals why traditional therapy failed her but electric shock therapy provided the breakthrough she needed. The most powerful moment came when she shared how her darkest experiences became the key to validating suicidal patients in ways no one else could. This conversation will transform how you view suffering and teach you why validation, not just love, creates real connection in relationships.Buy Dr. Fleck’s book Validation: How the Skill Set That Revolutionized Psychology Will Transform Your Relationships, Increase Your Influence, and Change Your LifeIn this episode you will learn:How to transform your deepest suffering into your greatest superpower for helping othersHow electric shock therapy saved Dr. Fleck when traditional methods failedThe difference between validation and love in relationships and why both are essentialWhy validation is the universal antidote to the world's greatest pain - invalidationHow to support someone who is suffering without enabling destructive behaviorsFor more information go to https://www.lewishowes.com/1791For more Greatness text PODCAST to [phone]More SOG episodes we think you’ll love:Dr. Caroline Fleck – greatness.lnk.to/1774SCMuniba Mazari – greatness.lnk.to/1684SCLiz Gilbert  – greatness.lnk.to/1681SC Get more from Lewis! Get my New York Times Bestselling book, Make Money Easy!Get The Greatness Mindset audiobook on SpotifyText Lewis AIYouTubeInstagramWebsiteTiktokFacebookX

Welcome back my friend to another episode of the School of Greatness. We have the inspiring Stanford psychologist, Dr. Caroline Fleck on for another episode talking about the one skill that can instantly transform any relationship, make you feel seen and stop emotional chaos. And we discuss her own journey through depression and overcoming breast cancer and how that shaped her deep understanding of what it means to feel seen.

This is going to be very powerful for you because we're talking about why validation is more essential than love for lasting connection and emotional safety. And if you've ever been in a relationship that you say you love the person and the other person says that they love you, but for some reason, there's just constant chaos, constant stress up and down, yo, yo, joy and sadness. Then you're missing out on this one key element that she talks about, which is validation. And you're missing out on communicating that validation in a specific way to your partner or that partner learning how to communicate it with you so that you feel validated. It's crazy

when you look back and you see what this is really all about. You say, yeah, I really wanted my partner to do this one thing, but it's just about feeling seen and validated. And sometimes love is not enough. We need more than just love. You can love someone and not work out with them because you needed something else. And we talked about also the brain science behind why feeling seen helps regulate your nervous system. So if you have a nervous system that has constantly heightened or stressed

or anxious or overwhelmed, or you have this anxiety, it's because you haven't really learned how to see yourself and be seen by others. And we're also going to be talking about the different tools to validate others in conflict, even when you disagree with them. So much coming from this episode. I hope you enjoy it. the different tools to validate others in conflict, even when you disagree with them. So much coming from this episode. I hope you enjoy it. Make sure to share this with one friend and ask them to give you feedback and say, Hey,

what, what did you take away from this? What did you learn from this? Let's talk about this and improve together. And again, make sure to follow the show on Apple podcast or Spotify. Please leave us a review. It would mean the world to me. I would love to hear your thoughts on this episode or any other episode in the review section. I'm so grateful for you. Let's go ahead and dive in. I'm here with Dr. Caroline Fleck.

We're talking about your new book called Validation, which is how the skill set that revolutionized psychology will transform relationships, increase your influence and change your life. And in the world right now, I think a lot of people are suffering. There's a lot of sadness. There's a lot of life. And in the world right now, I think a lot of people are suffering. There's a lot of sadness, there's a lot of suffering. And what I wanna ask you about is how do we turn suffering into purpose and into our strength? You went through a 10-year period of your life

where you were dealing with intense depression, and there wasn't a solution for you, or you felt invalidated on skills and solutions that could help you solve the suffering and depressed thoughts you were feeling. And it sounds to me like that's why you went into psychology to see how can I heal and transform this? How can I understand my own mind? So I don't suffer anymore.

And you shared with me also that you just went through an experience where you overcame breast cancer in the last year ago. Yeah, it was exactly I finished radiation last last February. What was that like for you the whole experience? It was like one nightmare after another. Oh, it's so hard. I was also I continue to see. Oh, it's so hard. I was also, I continue to see. So here's the thing is that I figured out, you know,

even though I kind of went into this field to like figure out how to treat myself, it very much became a, a survival mechanism for me, like relieving suffering and others. It's just my, that, that just sings to me that felt like purpose. It is my purpose. And so I remember being in the doctor's office and she says like, well, you won't be able, you need to take off at least four months for chemo. And the thought that I had was like, I think that I'm afraid that will kill me.

Really? Yeah. I was afraid I would get depressed again. You mean not you not being in service at that time. Just being in KMO and just sitting in my bed, like waiting for this to be over, was not going to bring you enough joy or purpose. Meaning, yeah.

Meaning. This is the only way I know how to deal with suffering is to use it. Yes. And I really, you know, I believe, and most people do, that energy is neither created nor destroyed. And that energy that comes from suffering, it will either eat you up or you use it as fuel to move you towards your values or improve the world in some way.

And if we are living in suffering, sadness or depression, and we do not move into action and use it, what will happen to us? You will just suffer, suffer exponentially more. It's such a clear one-to-one in my head and not just through my personal experience, but with talks I've worked with. Like as soon as you start finding a way to pay that forward, it just transforms the experience. I mean, what I went through was dark and I can sit here today and say that I am glad I went through it. And I knew- Really?

Oh yeah. Oh my God. Why? Are you glad you went through breast cancer? I'm close. I'm not there yet with the breast cancer, the depression for sure. The 10 years of depression. Why are you glad you went through it? I genuinely believed it saved at least one life.

Those moments when I do share with folks and I do... Because I work with folks who are often very suicidal. It is often the turning point in therapy. And I don't open with that. I mean, to be fair, like it's something I keep kind of close to the chest. But if and when it's called for and I go there, it tends to be the turning point. And I can like, in the Rolodex of my mind, I can see like people, their faces, who I really wonder what would have happened if I hadn't taken that leap.

And shared it with them. And shared it with them and then pulled on it again and again, you know. Because I'm assuming you have a patient come into your office who is intense depression, suicidal thoughts, and that's why they're in your office. Right. And they feel like no one understands them. That's right.

No one can understand the pain and sadness that they're feeling, that their mind is racing constantly, that they're unlovable, that everything is against them. They have the worst luck every day. Everyone's out to get them. No one believes in them. And they feel like, what's the point of my life? Why should I even be here? And I want to hurt myself.

And I feel like that's the only way to create relief. It's either numbing, alcohol, addiction. That's the only way to manage the pain and the sadness. That's right. Or that's not even doing it. So I might as well, why am I even here? Yeah, and that is the point when a lot of people come to me Or that's not even doing it. So I might as well, why am I even here? Yeah. And that is the point when a lot of people come to me and I have to become,

we need to have a strong enough alliance that at least for a little bit, I'm a reason not to. Okay. And so that needs to be a very real connection between equals. And I'm not making a codependent or a dependent relationship here. That is a short-lived thing. But I need to keep them alive so that we can do the skills training and help them build a life worth living. All right.

And if they don't feel validated by you, you might be able to try to validate them in every other way, but it might be that your life experience of 10 years of feeling something similar is the only thing that could validate them. Yeah. And, and I don't want this to sound like, uh, I don't know, not egotistical, but like, look at me, but there's something to be said for the fact that like, I am, you know, sitting in the chair that I'm in and I've written a book and I've had success.

There's something really quite powerful to that to be like, no, I was in this situation and I know there's, I believe there's another way. You're living a better life than then. Yeah, yeah. Exactly. So, like, this is all on the table for you. Yeah. And for 10 years, I didn't think it was a better way for me.

Exactly. Exactly. There's something, there's just something there that I would be, you know, beyond the validation. I think there's that. You mentioned that if someone is suffering, the best way to get out of it is to be in service of someone else, right? And if we are in suffering,

I mean, when you were going through chemotherapy with breast cancer, you said you couldn't just sit around for four months during chemo. You had to somehow use some energy to be active and serve others. So how did you apply that strategy during one of the scariest moments of your life? Fortunately, I had trained a lot of my clients and I refer to my patients as clients just because you know, the quality, like I'm not up here, they're down here, just invalidation. And I've never experienced honestly such profound validation as I did from my clients who are

not supposed to take care of me. There's no expectation there. But there was this like, I got you. And man, you're showing up for me and all this. Wow. Like, hell yeah. And you like lost your hair, everything? Everything. I remember I was in the hospital. I was at towards the end of the chemotherapy. I'd had this really bad infection from a bad needle. And it had gone, it was at towards the end of the chemotherapy, I'd had this really bad infection from a bad needle and it had gone, it was going towards these expanders that I had after the mastectomy.

Oh. And the doctor says, this infection is not clearing up, they've got me on 24-hour antibiotics. And he says, if this goes to the expanders, it'll kill you. Oh my gosh. If I do surgery with your white blood cell count this low, it could kill you. But I can't go, we can only give this a couple more days and then I've got to go in because it's going to get to the, it'll reach the expanders. I remember I made some joke like, wow, break it to me easy or something. And he was, this is not a laughing matter.

I'm like, hey. But that same day, so the first thing was like, I was supposed to see clients on Monday. Right? So this was a Tuesday and I have clients scheduled. You gotta relax a little bit. I know, right? Right. And so I reached out to my assistant, I said, we got to cancel everything.

And one of the clients that was canceled reached out and said, hey, it's not like you to cancel appointments. I just want to make sure you're okay. I have a weird, are you in the hospital? Like, I just have a weird feeling. And I was like, yeah, you know, actually, it's interesting that you mentioned that. Yeah, some things have come up. I'll be in touch. And they said, you know, I'm real close by. If you want to just go for a walk at all, you know, you can wheel your sad little IV bag behind you, but just let me know. We don't have to talk about anything. And it was just like such this human moment, you know, and I felt like, I felt so, um,

seen. And I don't mean to suggest that like patients should be taken care of their doctor, anything like that. It was just that like cancer brought down so many of the walls that I'd been keeping up, right? About like, I'm here, you're there, and just, um, I really did feel carried in some ways by the people I had served. And I don't think that only benefited me.

I think that was a powerful experience in both directions. And that's what this does, right? That's what, that is how you make meaning out of suffering, I think, is if you use it to connect with other people. If someone watching or listening right now has someone in their life that is truly suffering, like they just seem to be in a mental health funk or they just are showing behaviors that are just not well. Yeah, sure.

You know, I don't know how you want to diagnose it, but they're just experiencing sadness, depressive thoughts. They're just down on themselves, self-sabotage, all these feelings. If someone are watching or listening right now, knows someone in their life going through that, how can they be a support for them without trying to rescue and save? That's such a good question because often what I see in that situation, unfortunately, is people doing more harm than good, right? They end up reinforcing self-harming behavior or substance abusing behavior, you know, providing resources that actually prevent the person from getting up on their feet. Really? Oh, yeah. Yeah. What? I mean, in the case of like drug abuse,

right? It can be money, resources, homes, even situations if I've had clients with extreme OCD who can't leave the house. Well, guess what? If you don't leave the house, OCD is going to get a lot worse. Okay. That thing's just going to kind of fester. You're spending 12 hours a day, you know, just cleaning the bathtub and your parents should probably stop supporting that. You need, we need to get you out. Okay. So if, if that's your experience, you've got someone that's suffering, it is critical to be validating, to be kind. This sucks. You're trying so hard. This hurts so much. And I need, I, what can we do to get you help? That is what I can help you do. What if someone doesn't want the help? You know that they need help.

You know that they're doing things, thinking things, behaving in ways that are harming them. They're staying up all night. They're doing whatever it is. They're eating excessively and they're just not taking care of themselves. And it's been a pattern for months or years, and they don't want help from you, or they don't want help from anyone. How do you support them?

And like snapping out of it, jumping back, starting to transform or heal and just doing something better for themselves. One, you're not God. So unfortunately you cannot take on that like it's on me. Right. Okay, that's one of the most liberating things I learned as a therapist who treats suicidality

is that you're not God. What if someone you truly care about, a family member, a friend that is in your life and what if they do harm themselves? What if they can't come back from the harm they create? And you could have done something maybe. Coulda, shoulda, woulda. Who knows if what you were gonna do would have helped?

Like I just said, a lot of people think they're helping and they're actually feeding the problem. Okay, someone who doesn't wanna get help, often doesn't wanna get help because they don't think it will work. They don't think they're capable of change or they don't trust that anybody could understand. So those are the three things that I often need

to troubleshoot or problem solve around. I need to address, I need to figure out which of those is at play. And then I need to figure out how I'm going to help kind of disprove their hypothesis. So you don't think anyone could understand? Okay, great. Let's look though. Let's see if there's support groups. And we can even say it's for me.

Can you just come with me and I'll go? But you've got to be careful with the pushing. Again, it's a lot of validation upfront. You might resist, they might resist even more. The more you try to push to try to support, they might just say, I just want to be alone in my room. Yeah. So again, I'm heavy, heavy on the validation upfront,

but then I'm also crystal clear on the limits. Like I can't take calls after 11, dude. I'm sorry. Like, and something might happen to you. You might do something. I can't function as a therapist and I'm not doing you any favors by pretending I can't. Cause at some point you have to take action and do something. You can't just say I'm in a dark place.

I'm an, I can't get out of it. You have to be willing to take action steps. But if someone is suffering so much, like you went through 10 years of depression or suffering and feeling these things, it's a decade of life, right? Like how does someone start to take action? Could someone have said anything to you differently? And that first five, that would have gotten you to feel better. I don't think so. I mean, just a matter of time, like you just have to go through your journey and just suffer until you decide and get self motivated or self empowered that I don't want to live this

way anymore. Like for me though, you know, it was, I had tried all the things and what worked actually, and I hate to say this as a therapist, it wasn't therapy. It wasn't meds. It was electric shock therapy. It was ECT. Okay. That is some wild stuff. That's like, they hook you up and like shake your brain like crazy. Wow. What is it like in your brain? Oh yeah. It's like, it's like one flew over the cuckoo's nest. Yeah. Literally. So this is, they hook up your...

Yeah. They... What do they do, what is this? They hook up your... Yeah, they... What do they do? What is this? It's wild. You go in, they put you under anesthesia and then they... Really? Yeah, they put stuff in your brain and then it creates a seizure...

What? ...in your brain. Induced seizure? Yeah. Holy cow. How many times you do this? I had bilateral... The main side effect is memory loss.

So, like, I can't... I don't remember. Yeah, I see't see it's like a complete blank. Oh my gosh. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I have some really funny stories. Wow. But like reset your brain. Yeah. Did it help?

It did. I had tried everything. And that held you. You tried medication, you tried therapy, you tried working out, you tried medication, you tried therapy, you tried working out, you tried eating perfect. I mean, I was literally teaching yoga classes while I was going through ECT, which was hilarious because I would like forget what the flow was and just kind of start with the disaster. And that helped you. Wow. And so for me, it really was like a switch.

Now, ECT does, it's... Do you think there was any placebo to that? I don't, because if there would have been, I would have felt it so much earlier with all the other things I had tried. And I did not think this was going to work. This was like, I mean, ECT is highly effective. It's been really portrayed horribly in the movies and stuff. So it's not, but for treatment resistant depression, I think it works something like 80% of the time.

Wow. It is an incredibly effective treatment for depression. There's something we don't talk about. That is interesting. Yeah. So for me, it was that, but that does not prevent you from relapse. That is interesting. Yeah. So for me, it was that, but that does not prevent you from relapse. And so I was very susceptible. I could see my mind starting to go in that direction.

So it wasn't like the fix automatically. You still had to... I was a fix, but then it was really easy to get pulled. So you needed protocols. You needed habits. I needed meditation. I mean, meditation was, it was that combination for me. It was the ECT and then, and then getting into meditation. How much of suffering stems or depression stems from the way we

think and how our mind works? Folks would argue most of it. Right. It's a, it's a, it's a loop of kind of stemming from these core beliefs of just like, I'm worthless, I'm unlovable. So is it a belief or an identity that we've shaped around our beliefs? That's a good question. I think it's really, I mean, in my experience, it was like a tape playing in my head, but also it was very physiological.

Of course. Like it would feel just like there's somebody lying on top of me. And that's what shifted after that treatment was just like, that's off my way. The weight. You still have the thoughts. Some, but they were quiet and I like, when stress would occur or something would happen,

they would come out in like a storm. So how do we rewire our brain to create a loop of thinking that is empowering versus disempowering? So the first thing you need is self-awareness. And for me, that was facilitated through meditation. So when I was deeply depressed, it was really painful to meditate. That was very hard. It's almost impossible.

It's almost, yeah. It can be contraindicated, honestly. Because you're like, this is not working. And what's in your head is not stuff you should be spending quiet time with. But afterwards, there was a separation between me and my thoughts. It wasn't like this glue.

I could challenge them a little bit. I could get distance. And so it was. That's the key, right? That was the key. Is seeing your thoughts at the side of you versus being you. That's right.

And that's kind of that identity thing you mentioned, right? And I think there's this like fusion with these thoughts that are biologically, genetically, whatever, you have a predisposition for it. But it's being able to decouple. And for me, like when that gap would start to kind of like close in like this because of stress, that's where I would like, I can meditate and start to widen it back out.

Yes. And that's been the case since then. And the more we can create that separation through self-awareness and meditation or other techniques, prayer. Yeah, sure. meditation or other techniques. Or other techniques. Prayer. Yeah, sure.

And we can not disassociate, but disconnect from the thought being us and more saying, this is something I'm thinking, but it's not something I am or something I'm experiencing rather than this makes me, this is me. The more we can do that on a daily basis, then we don't have to believe those thoughts. That's right. And especially when you couple it with care for others, with paying that suffering forward, using it as fuel to help other people in some way.

Like when I was first, my poor husband, when we didn't think I was gonna need chemotherapy, then they do the mastectomy and stuff. And they're like, oh, actually it's in the lymph nodes. We gotta do chemo. And like my reaction was, we gotta go find some kittens to foster. Really?

Literally. This was like what we had to do. Matt's like, again? And so we went to a kill shelter. We got two kittens. One of them died very sadly just being kind of too sick and really poorly

cared for at the shelter. My daughter's like, you're not allowed to touch or do anything. You are just like bad mojo. The other one lived, we then fostered another. And then of course we adopted them. But like, those cats would not be alive today had I not been diagnosed with cancer. Marshall It's interesting. Kasey It's just a fact. Marshall Right. Kasey And I see them every day.

Marshall And they bring you joy and love and play and energy around the house or whatever, yeah. Kasey That's right. Marshall And it's you being in service even to a small creature. Kasey Anything, yes. Marshall It could be a plant. It could be like how can I, you know, take care of something other than me? That's it.

That's it. Even when I'm suffering, even when I'm feeling depressed, even when I feel like I have no energy. Because I'm suffering. That's interesting. Because I have no energy. You have to like, and in this, like, you can tell I feel it almost viscerally. Like, it's like, no, you have to.

Okay. Because otherwise, that energy is not created or destroyed. If you don't funnel it, channel it, it's going to take you down. It will. It will take more of you down. And so like you have to, you have to, especially with mental illness. I hate to admit it, but it's very self-focused. Do you think there's any link between mental illness and mental disease with single people over people with kids? Oh, wow. That's fascinating.

Because the single life and because the self-focused life, at least in America, in our society these days with independence and social media and getting married later and having kids later is more self-focused and therefore more suffering focused? That's a really great question. Gosh dang it. Now I need to do a meta-analysis and see what the data says.

Now I'm not saying that parents don't also have a lot on their plates. Right. A lot of like joy, but also some of them are facing a lot of emotional stress because they're not sleeping, because they don't have extra support, because they're trying to self-regulate and work a full-time job to provide and have kids around and just be like no time for themselves. I'm not saying that also doesn't cause mental challenges and stress and overwhelm, but is there more depression and suffering with single people with no kids versus people with kids? Here's what I know, I've worked with a lot of folks. Once you have kids, that becomes

a huge, I guess I can't kill myself, for a lot of people. Right? Like there is a- Less likely. Less likely and more of like, there is more of, I think, there can be more of a seriousness around being able to take care of this kid. And I've got to be, I've got to take care of myself to do that. Right. Or some people say, I'm going to give all myself to the kid and put myself last.

And then yeah, things get worse. And they they suffer, but at least they're not killing themselves, I guess, but maybe slowly. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. How do I know? Okay, just curious. I don't know if you had an answer there for, because it does seem like a lot of people without kids tend to go down the rabbit hole of depression

and self-sabotage and suffering cycles. Well, I mean, yeah, even just that case I was talking about with the OCD, if you've got a kid that you have to pick up at three o'clock and drive to whatever, you can't be cleaning your bathtub. You don't have the time all day. Right. You're like, you have to put your energy and put the energy into something else.

Right. And again, it is that like caring for someone thing and that can be very helpful as we've described. Yeah. What would you say then is the biggest universal pain in the world? What do you mean? Like, uh... What is the, what is the thing that causes the most pain for most human beings? I'm going to come back to valid, I think it's invalidation.

Invalidation. Is it more them invalidating themselves or others invalidating them? Others invalidating them. Really? others invalidating them. Others invalidating them. Really? I think being made to feel like you are crazy, like you are alone, nobody else feels this, nobody else has gone through this. What's wrong with you? I think that is the genesis of so much suffering, of anger, of war, I mean, just on a large scale, I think we react violently, be it to ourselves or others, when we don't feel accepted.

I do believe that. In part because I've seen how transformative validation can be for someone who was raised or is coming out of an environment that was defined by the absence of it. Yeah, for a narcissistic relationship or abusive parents or bipolar parents or whatever it might be, right? Right. Whatever the situation was, like if you were...or even, you know, I see a lot of folks just on the LGBTQ, you know, plus spectrum there and just these, good God, if you look at the suicide rates and the self-harm rates in that population, it's significantly higher, right?

Anytime a group is marginalized and made to feel like there's something fundamentally wrong with them, they're not accepted, It just does not play out well for the individual or for society. Yeah. What about someone that you don't agree with? Yeah. Yeah. But you can still... How do you validate someone even if you don't agree with their behaviors or the relationship they're in or the life path or the career path, whatever it is? Yeah. How can we do that? Even if we're like, oh, I just don't like that what you're doing. That doesn't make sense to me. That's not my value system. That's not the career choice I would make. That partner is kind of weird. You sure

you want to do that? Like, how do we disagree, but also validate? Yeah. So again, you don't... Such an important point. You do not have to agree with someone to see the validity in their perspective, in their reaction. And if you don't see it, then it's on you to figure it out because every single effect has a cause. Okay. And so just to sit here and say, I don't like reality. It's what we're doing in those moments. I don't like reality. And you got to differentiate the person from their behavior as well. I think that's where things get really messy. You had a guest on recently that was talking about this as well. I can't, I told you I'm

horrible with names. I can't remember who it was. But, you know, I don't have to agree with what someone does or even their thought process, but that doesn't mean that I think they are a fundamentally bad person. Like don't confine people to the crappy things they've said or done. Right, right. See it as part of them, but not all of them. Right, right. Okay.

You just, you don't have to agree with that thing, but you don't mean to make their, they are horrible. Yeah. And you know, I think I'm able to say this from like, I have a little bit of a different perspective which is again, that I've worked with folks with some pretty egregious kind of obnoxious behavioral and cognitive problems and I've seen them change. And so, I think from that vantage point, a lot of these quirks and other people, they feel a lot less threatening to me, I guess. I see them, I can see them as more transient unless like this is their

character, you know? Like it's like, oh, they're experimenting with that. Even if it's been 20 years, I still have a perspective that they can change. Which helps. So during, you know, how long was this process for you going through cancer and chemotherapy? How long was the whole journey from getting the news to being on the other side of it? I just, honestly, I just had a hysterectomy in December. Wow. So almost two years. Yeah.

Well, about a year and a half. It's a long run. Have you been able to find kind of peace or like calm through the two plus years of? Well, as if that wasn't bad enough, I also already had multiple sclerosis. Oh my gosh. So the combo and then the chemo did quite a number on my system. So I ended up with like a bit of arthritis afterwards and just pain, just more pain.

And I've had a lot of, you know, to the contrary, on the opposite end of the spectrum, I've had a lot of like these why me type of moments, right? You've had that. I have, oh yeah. Of course. Why me, why? MS, depression, cancer, Oh, yeah. Of course.

MS, depression, cancer, like, give me a break. How do you find meaning through the suffering or the pain or the sad things that are happening? Yeah, it's back to one, I can't hate myself for thinking, why me? All right. There's validity to feeling exhausted and destroyed by so much of this. There are so many things in my life that I have missed out on that I cannot do, but I probably will never be able to do. That's just reality. And that sucks. Okay. And I'm not living in Gaza. Okay. Both of these things can be true. It can be true that I'm not living in Gaza.

Okay. Both of these things can be true. It can be true that I'm suffering and my life has been compromised in some ways. It's also true that it's not the greatest hardship ever experienced. More importantly, I am in a position or it's on me to find a way to use this suffering, whatever it is, as a gift. And that is my responsibility. Nobody else can do that for me.

Because if you don't see the suffering as a gift, then what happens? Then it's just an anchor. It's just a dead weight. Like you know, like picture like the old prisons, right? These people carrying around this ball. Like that is what it is. So what I'm hearing you say, not only as a clinical psychologist, but also as a human being, that the only way to get out of suffering is to find a way to serve something else greater than you

and find meaning in the gift of your suffering. Yes. Yes. Use it to validate others. It is gold in that sense, like that experience that you described of being able to just be like, come here, I get it. Hugging somebody who has just barely found the strength to kind of whisper, hint at this thing.

Like, there's only one reason why you can provide that. Yeah. All right. Because I've been through an experience, yeah. Because you- So I can validate it. In a way that nobody else can. Yeah, yeah.

And that is an extreme superpower. So it's not your shame. It's not, you know, dark place. It is your superpower. Gosh, that's so interesting that I never really thought about it that way that you can really turn your shame and your biggest insecurity into your greatest superpower. I never really thought about it that way. I mean, I've been using it in service, but it's not, I didn't think of it as like,

it could be one day, maybe not in the middle of the suffering right now, but one day, and it's so hard to think that way when you're going through it. I know, so the thing you have to think about is like, it's not gonna remove your suffering. Give up on the idea that this is gonna make you feel better.

Put that aside. You have to do it with the sole intent of helping somebody, reducing some, these cats have no idea that I have cancer. They have no idea they don't care. Right? But, and maybe I'll feel better. Maybe I won't.

I don't know what chemo is gonna do to me. It could be horrible. But this will have done some good in the world. That's why you have to do it, just for the sake of improving something, removing something suffering. And if you have suffered yourself, you are in a unique position to do that. Because again, I said, I think invalidation

is at the core of so much of our pain and struggling. And so if you've got insight and you can communicate that in a way that speaks to another person, that helps them feel seen when they have felt lost for so long, that is your superpower, right? Like, I don't know. It's cheesy. And I'm not saying suffer is great, but yeah. It's not great. That's not. But you say on page 65 of your book,

your suffering is a gift. Don't squander it. But I think it's really hard when we're in the middle of it. That's what I've experienced. I mean, for most of my life, I suffered internally. Externally, it looked like things were fine. But internally, I suffered, right? And it was a number of different instances, sexual trauma and abuse when I was five by a man that I didn't know that I've talked about openly

often on the show. But just a lot of different scenarios in childhood that caused me to feel like, what's the point? You know, but in the outside, I was a good athlete and this and that was like, okay, it didn't look like that. But inside I was suffering. Oh, yeah, you know, and it, you know, without those experiences, I would not care about, I would not be doing what I'm doing trying to serve people. I would not be creating the show, I would not be curious about understanding people. I would not be trying to make a difference or an impact in the way that I'm doing it. And looking back, I can appreciate those moments, even though it felt like

there's no way out, it feels like when is this going to leave this pain? I can't. And you just like, it's goes on for so long. You don't think it can. And it's it. It feels like I'll never, you can't think in a day that I'll ever leave you. Right. Right.

You're like, it's, I felt this my whole life. How am I going to start to feel some type of relief? It seems like daunting. Right. You're like, it's, I felt this my whole life. How am I going to start to feel some type of relief? It seems like daunting. Yeah. And incomprehensible and unattainable, like all of it. All of it. And, um, you know, I don't remember, no one, no one opened up. I never saw anyone that opened up about sexual abuse. As a boy.

Yes. I never saw another like athlete open up on TV. Oh, yeah. As a boy? Yes. I never saw another like athlete open up on TV like, oh, this happened to me. Right. So I felt I was the only one. Yeah. And I never saw validation. No, you didn't.

In fact, sexual trauma is the epitome of invalidation. Oh, yeah. You're worthless. You're worthless. I don't care what you feel. No. You deserve this. You want this. You're causing this.

And we know that sexual trauma as a form of invalidation correlates highly with some of the most devastating mental health problems, including borderline personality disorder, self-harm, suicidality, PTSD, narcissism, depression, you name it. Yeah. Right? Because in those situations, you cannot, you don't learn

to trust your emotions or your read of the situation because you're being told that it's wrong. You're getting competing messages of like, you're good here. No, now you're bad. And it's like, wait, what's okay? And so you defer to the environment to try and figure that out. Yeah. But the sense of self-worth can be really deeply fractured. Oh man, mine was broken my whole life. So how, if you don't mind me asking, like what turned for you? Twelve years ago, right before, well, right after I launched this show, I went to, my life was kind of falling apart.

I hit 30, and on the outside, things looked good. Like I had a successful business, and I was in a relationship, and I was physically fit, I was attracted, what, all these things looked okay, but all my relationships were falling apart. And I just had a lot of anger inside of me that was starting to come out.

And I was reacting in situations and just like, very easily triggered. And that was a change? Like that build over time? I think it just amplified. It amplified. And I thought that making it would solve some problems or something, you know, about having money or like whatever, having like an

audience or something would start to, I'd start to feel more validated. I don't know, I guess. But I just felt more angry. It was still inside of me. It was never released. I would release it, you know, not in helpful ways. Yeah. It would just like come out, but it was still inside of me. I never transformed it and healed it. I would just react. And my, my best friend, Matt, who's you met when you're coming in here.

He was like, I got in a fight on a basketball court, not with him, but he was there. And he was just like, man, I don't want to basketball court, not with him, but he was there. And he was just like, man, I don't want to be around you anymore if you keep acting this way. It was a big wake up call for me. And you heard it though, because that's like... It was a big way. It was like, not in the moment.

It was like the next couple of days. He was like, you know, you're not having fun to be around when you're getting into fights like this. And he's a good friend. Yeah, he's a great friend. And it was just, it was a big moment. I mean, it was a big moment for me because, yeah, I just, I think I could have done some really bad things.

You know? Oh my God. Yeah, I could have done some bad, like I got in a fight and I realized like, I really hurt this guy. Oh my God. I mean, listen, the guy was bigger than me and he hit me first, but so I'm not like defending myself. He was fine.

Yeah, but you saw the- But like, being what I could do, like he was fine afterwards. Like he wasn't, but he was. But seeing what I could do in just a moment, it was just like, oh man, there's a freaking tiger inside of me. Did you feel out of control?

No, I felt extremely powerful. Like I felt empowered. Oh, wow. Because I was like taking back control. Because it felt like someone was attacking me and abusing me. Yes. It felt like it was like, it was another form of abuse.

It was on a basketball court. Yeah. So it was a guy cheap-shotting me. It was a guy saying nasty things. It was like he was crossing a boundary. He wasn't playing within the game. Right. He was breaking the rules. Yep. And he was crossing a boundary. He wasn't playing within the game. Right, he was breaking the rules, yep.

And he was, and it felt personal. Yeah. And he head butted me at one point. And so I just kind of like reacted and it was just like exploded, right? And so it was like, it was a crossing of a boundary that he did and then I responded from that. But then it was like, they had to like rip me off of him.

It was like, it was a moment where I was like, I feel no pain. I can destroy anything. So you were like your own protector in that situation. Yeah. And it felt very empowering. Because I was like, I'm not going to let anyone hurt me. And I'm strong enough to prevent that. But then when I saw the aftermath, I was like shaking. I was like, I went back to my apartment.

I looked myself in the mirror. I had like, you know, bloody knuckles. And I was just shaking, trembling, looking in the mirror. And I was just like, I went back to my apartment. I looked myself in the mirror. I had like, you know, bloody knuckles and I was just shaking, trembling, looking in the mirror. And I was just like, I didn't recognize myself. And I was just like, who are you? I was just looking at myself. I was like, what are you doing? He said this the next couple of days.

And that was like a wake-up call. It was like, okay, like I need to reflect. I get to do some, get some coaching, get some therapy, go to some workshops. And it was a process of all these things that really supported me over the next 12 months. I finally opened up about the sexual abuse for the first time in 25 years.

How did that feel? Terrifying, originally. Then freeing. Yeah. Terrifying. Like my world was gonna, I was like, I was going to die. That's how it felt. And I was like, no one is ever going to talk to me. That was the fear?

Like you would just be rejected, ostracized? Yeah. I was like, because at this point, this was 12 years ago, I had never seen a man talk about sexual abuse, like being sexually abused. I'd never seen someone that looked like me, sports background, business guy. I never seen it. It wasn't something that people talked about on TV or social media.

And if you didn't see it, that means it doesn't exist. Like those two things cannot happen. I thought I was the only one. Like I didn't even heard another person say that they were sexually abused, except for women. I could heard that, but I never heard men. So I was like, I'm even that much more lovable because I'm the only man, right?

And it was just, I never saw it. Sure. So it was just terrifying to talk about. And now I can be grateful for that suffering, even though it was not enjoyable in the moment, 25 years of it, but I can be grateful now because I truly believe I can be grateful now because I truly believe I can empathize and understand what someone has experienced emotionally

and psychologically who's gone through some type of similar experience. You can validate in a way that I can't. I can validate the one in six women in a certain way. Yes. And the one, excuse me, one in four women and one in six men who've had some type of sexual misconduct, sexual abuse, or sexual trauma. I can feel it without them even saying it.

People come down to me all the time and they say, I appreciate your story, I really appreciate it, I listen to the podcast, I read the books, and I can just, I have a similar backstory. That's all they have to say. And I know what they're saying. Like it's not all the other like feeling dumb in school and dealing with all this other

stuff. It's like, I know it's like a shift in their body when they say it that I'm like, just give me a hug. And they start trembling. It's like a tremble because they haven't spoken it. I know they haven't spoken it. And they're probably just barely saying it to me momentarily. Just like this little whisper, like putting that in the universe.

I'm letting you know that, hey, I have a similar backstory and I can just feel it. And I'm like, you're going to be okay. Allow yourself to heal. Right? And just a hug. Just give me a hug. I think it's kick-starting the process for them to start that healing journey. I never got that.

I never got that. And it was terrifying. And I thought no one's going to like accept me or love me or care. You know, I was like, I'm done. Like my life is over. But that's when life began. Because I started to heal. And in chapter four, page 55,

you write about finding meaning in suffering. But I guess the challenge is when, I'm trying to reflect back when I was in it. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. It doesn't even seem feasible because it doesn't, for me, it didn't feel like anyone could understand me. Like when I was in school, the teachers didn't get me, the principals didn't get me, the code, like parents weren't understanding me. They were going through their stuff. It's like peers didn't understand me. So if no one's gonna

understand me, no one's able to validate me. Yeah, screw you. It's not about you getting your validation. It's about you paying it forward. Ah, so get out of needing someone else to validate me and just add value. Find a cat, find a plant, like whatever you are in your season of life, give to where you can give. Yes, yes. The more desperate you are in kind of trying to get what you need. Validate.

Yeah, right. It's a fool's quest. You're not going to get there. It's more suffering. Yeah, that is it. So like in that moment, that's what I'm saying. Like if you're hearing this and you're suffering, like, you're not going to get there. You're not gonna get there. It's worth suffering. Yeah. That is it. So, like, in that moment, that's what I'm saying. Like, if you're hearing this and you're suffering, like, don't do this just to feel better, because you're not gonna feel better right away. You may not even feel better. Like, you might 10 years from now be like, well,

that was crap. Yeah, I saved a couple cats, but totally not worth it. Fine. Like, you might not feel better, but the world will be better in some way, shape, or form because you suffered. If you make that the case, then that's full stop. That's all that needs to happen. And I guess if you look, if you ask yourself at the end of my life, was it worth carrying the weight of sadness and suffering and depression and never feeling good? No one validated me and I died a suffering, sad person. Or if you can look forward to your future self and say,

I don't know if anyone's gonna ever validate me. I don't know if I'm ever gonna get out of this suffering or if I'm ever gonna do anything good in life, but I'm gonna do my best to make a difference. With a dog, a plant, a friend, and give and contribute in some way. And it's, I'd rather suffer my whole life and be someone that contributes than suffer and just be sad.

Absolutely. It's like, if you're going to choose one or the other, it's like, at least be a contribution. Yeah. Yeah. And then side note, I'm pretty sure that that service stuff that you do is going to make you feel better, but don't count on it. Yeah. But you're right. Like it pretty much will. Yeah. And then side note, I'm pretty sure that that service stuff that you do is going to make you feel better, but don't count on it. But you're right.

But it pretty much will. Yeah, it was pretty long. Not like Loki. But that's true. I mean, at the end of the day, are you going to live a life that leaned into your values or are you going to have tantrumed for 80 years about the fact that people didn't validate you? Yeah, and played victim your whole life. It's like, that's not an empowering place to live from.

No, that's letting, it's just retraumatizing, retraumatizing, retraumatizing. When you're doing clinical psychology work and you're working with either elite executives or clients who are dealing with extreme suicidal thoughts. What is typically the turning point for each one of them to start getting out of suffering? Once you validate them, once they feel seen and acknowledged, like you understand

the pain that they're going through and you can sit with them and they feel heard. When do you see people starting to shift to taking action, to creating new thinking, new behaviors, new routines, and therefore a better life? It's interesting, we were talking about this a little bit earlier. I see a real difference between the folks that I'm coaching as an executive coach, right?

Folks in corporate or startups or whatever, and my mental health patients. Now in part, it's because the suffering over here is so, so heavy. There's also this belief that becomes a truth, which is that I can't get better. I can't do better. And there can be a real sensitivity around me suggesting that they do different things because then it's like, well, then are you saying that I'm bringing this on myself, that I'm bad to them, whatever. My executive coaching clients, they're like, all right, we've got 50 minutes, we have a notepad and can I record this?

Like they are, they're so much more receptive and open. And that in my experience is the best predictor of who will succeed in either situation. So you need a willingness or a receptiveness to try something new. Yes, I'll often say, please, you don't think this will work, please prove me wrong. Please collect some data and prove me wrong. All right. And plenty of people have come back and said it didn't work.

Here's why. And I said, oh yeah, because you did this thing. Try it again. But like that willingness, that is the predictor of who succeeds and who doesn't in either scenario. Yes. How do you get someone who is suffering and doesn't believe they can change to be willing to try something new?

Well, one, I help them, I validate, make sure they know that I understand where they are at. Because if I don't understand that, I validate, make sure they know that I understand where they are at. Because if I don't understand that, then why the hell should they trust me when I say, go this way? It's like, you don't even know where I'm at, right? Once they do, then I need to project a level of we're in this together. Because that feeling of I'm alone with this, that is a cancer. That's scary. So I need to target that and say, like, all right, we're gonna do this together.

Text me when you use this skill, let me know how it goes. Text me a picture of when you're outside just to show me the beautiful day. Like, let's do this together. That's pretty critical. Yeah, okay. So having some accountability, having them check in, trying stuff, got it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. I've got a couple final questions for you. We're talking about your book, Validation. Dr. Caroline Flack, make sure you guys pick up a copy. If you're looking to improve the quality of your life, a lot of beautiful skills, science in here, research that show you how to connect in an influential, empowering way with anyone in your life, to validate them and to show them you understand them, because that is the key to unlocking more vulnerability, more connection, more openness, more love.

And you said earlier that love is not enough in a relationship. We also need validation to feel a deeper connection. To feel a real connection. A real connection. So when you say love is kind of like a surface level of motion and validation is like a... No, I would say that love is contingent upon validation.

And so, I mean, you can love a facade, but like in order for one to experience love, they need to have first felt seen and accepted. Because otherwise, like, what does the other person love? Some version of you that you, like, you know, manufactured, that doesn't feel like connection. I think that's why so many of us feel lonely in our relationships, is because, like, we are.

We are not seen for our weaknesses or our strengths in the way that we want to be or we need to be. When we come to our partner with a problem, they try and solve it, they try and resolve it. They don't say like, oh my God, that makes total sense that you, whatever. How do you know when to validate versus solve when a partner comes to you with stress, overwhelm, or a problem. So one of the single greatest pieces of advice I got as when I was in graduate school was when someone comes to you with an issue, you've got to decide, do I respond with problem solving

or validation? Ask yourself that every single time because in any given moment, you can only do one or the other. Now if I open with problem solving and that doesn't work, you can only do one or the other. Now, if I open with problem solving and that doesn't work, I can go back to validation. If I validate and that works well, I can switch to problem solving. But at any given moment, ask yourself, like, how should I respond here? Because nine times out of 10, we respond with problem solving, we fix. Nine times out of 10, people are seeking validation. Oh, man. And so we're doing this.

So even if you validate for a few moments, a few minutes, start there, then you can... Yeah, I mean, so there's some caveats to that actually. So like my executive coaching folks, like they come in, they're ready to go. And if I'm like, oh, it makes no sense that you were like frustrated at that meeting because someone so is, and they're like, yeah, great, let's go.

Tell me what to do. Yeah, right. And so there is that. Know when to go into action, problem solving versus validation. Yeah. And so I screw that up all the time and then I just switch to the other. But I'm clear in my head, there's like intention behind what I'm doing. I'm not just like shooting from the hip, like letting my emotion sure, sure....letting my emotion dictate how I respond.

And would you even say we should ask our partner, are you looking for validation right now or are you looking for a solution? Yes, I asked my daughter this. She didn't get the teacher she wanted a couple of years ago now. And my response is, do you want validation or problem solving? Problem solving would be me calling the school or us trying to figure, like set up some play dates with new kids because none of your friends are in the class. Validation would be, and she said validation. All right, that sucks. There is nothing worse than looking at the year ahead of you and seeing, you know, just this hellscape of no friends, no bad teacher. Yeah. Uncertainty, the daunting uncertainty of middle school. Yeah.

So this should be language we use. You can't expect people to like know what you need in any given moment. You don't know. Right? And so you should also be able to say like, I'm just, I got a lot going on. Could you just validate me right now? Like Matt, my husband and I have these conversations all the time and we're constantly reorienting each other. And it's not like a contentious, like, why aren't you validating me type of feeling?

It's more just like, oh no, you're in the wrong lane. This is what I think. Yeah. Or even if you don't want to use the word validate, maybe just say, can you just listen to me? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Can you just hear me for a moment? Yeah.

I just need to feel heard. Yeah, not respond, yeah, with some solution. But this is powerful, Caroline. A couple of final questions. This question is called the three truths. So imagine hypothetical scenario. You get to live as long as you wanna live in this life. And you get to accomplish everything you wanna accomplish or experience everything you wanna experience.

But it gets to the last day in your life, many years away. And for whatever reason on this last day, you have to take all of your work with you. This book, we don't get to have content, this interview, it's gone. Hypothetical. But on the last day, you get to leave behind three lessons with the world. Three things you have experienced to be true in your life that you would leave leave behind three lessons with the world, three things you have experienced to be true in your life that you would leave behind, three messages. What would be those three truths for you?

Don't squander your suffering. Validation is the path to love. You are enough as you are. Those would probably be the three. That's beautiful. I want to acknowledge you, Caroline, for the journey you've been Those would probably be the three. That's beautiful. I want to acknowledge you, Caroline, for the journey you've been on. Oh, thank you. It's been a wild one.

But I want to acknowledge you for taking the journey when you're in your teens and in college to say, how can I find a solution for me, yourself, to get out of this pain and suffering, to create more sense of peace and order inside of me so I can help others around me. And for the last, you know, 15 plus years, you've been in service researching and helping others find validation and peace within them. So I want to acknowledge you for the journey you've been on, for helping so many people, for saving lives literally, for creating this book so that others can have the skills and the tools to validate themselves and others and create that sense of peace in a world

that might be suffering for them. So I acknowledge you for this journey. Yeah, of course. My final question, Caroline, what's your definition of greatness? Greatness, in my opinion, is always striving for greatness. I think in a non-judgmental way, just always striving to do better the next day for the world and for yourself. Like if that is your number star, if that's the God you worship, I think you'll be great. Mm-hmm

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