The Sevan Podcast - Doug Brock | USAF Special Warfare Heart Failure Survivor
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Let me clean off my camera thing real quick.
Yeah, you do it.
Hey, do you know that this show is live?
Yeah, I learned that last night through an associate of mine. So,
did you go by Doug Douglas or do people call you Brock?
All of the above, but Brock is fine. Okay. And that's your last name. It is. Yeah. Because in
my head, I kept calling you Brock. So that works out good. Yeah. It's, uh, it's easier.
Yeah.
It was, did that come just early in life?
Like by the time you're in second grade, everyone called you by your last name.
Not quite.
Actually, it was when I joined the service, you know, cause everything is
last name based and then it just kind of stuck.
Really?
Your buddies in high school didn't do that.
No, everything was Doug or Dougie fresh.
Oh yeah. Dougie fresh. That's good. Yeah, yeah. I don't even remember how you popped on my radar, but the myocarditis and pericarditis
and all the heart stuff obviously has been a huge interest to me for, you know, ever since I got into
CrossFit, but definitely in the last four years.
And then yesterday I was scrolling through your Instagram and I'm like, oh, well, of course, he goes to CrossFit gym.
And it's a gym. I think it's a gym where maybe I took my second level one. Is that Freddie Camacho's gym? That one world gym?
Yeah. Yeah. With Bradley. Madero's.
He owns it now? I believe so.
I haven't been there in a number of years,
but yeah, I frequented that facility on and off
for a couple of years.
And is this trying to show in this picture?
Yeah.
That's one of the gals that worked at the uh at the uh the gym there and uh yeah
we became good friends while i was going there is that is that is that freddy's is that i can't
even i can't tell is that friday i was looking for because she used to have a lip ring or a
nose ring or something is that is that freddy's wife i i don't know. I don't know. Oh, okay.
All right, all right, all right.
What a small world.
Where were you born?
Yeah, so it's funny,
when we started doing all this coordination
and I found your 805 area code
and then the 925 popped up and I was like, no kidding.
So I'm from Fremont originally
and grew up between Fremont and Hayward like no kidding. So I'm from East Bay, so I I worked at a Bronco Billy's Pizza Palace
Yeah, oh yeah, well, I mean I was intimately familiar with the one in Fremont because it was right across the street from my high school
But but yeah, that's funny small world. Yeah, what a crazy small world in in Brock you've done 20 years in the Air Force
22 years this December will be officially my mark, yeah. That's awesome.
Congratulations and thank you.
No, thank you.
I appreciate it.
Why did you join the Air Force?
Why did you join the military?
Well, initially, you know,
I don't know, I kind of went back and forth
when I first joined or when I expressed interest in joining because I grew up playing
You know pretty high-end soccer
my whole my whole youth and
Childhood and I always had this idea that I was gonna continue my soccer career into my adult life
And but I also had this
This passion for I don't know
Running around and camouflage as a kid played in hindgost seek, you know doing the whole GI Joe thing as a young man and
So it's kind of like I've always had this weird. I don't know hidden passion to go be in the service in some capacity
And when I was in high
school, we had to do a senior class project and I decided to
do my class project or my my senior project on being a police
officer of all things and when I had my advocate, I asked him a
pretty pointed question about what would best prepare me to
become a police officer. Is that to go to school and get a
college degree or is that to join the military and go that route? And he gave me a pretty good honest answer and
his answer was, well, if you go to college, you're going to get a degree, you're going
to get education, it's going to be great. He goes, but if you are the military, you're
going to get a discipline and life lessons that you probably wouldn't otherwise get
going to college. And being the 17 year old that I was,
I still wasn't really sold on going to the military.
So I wanted to give college a chance.
And I went to a community college down in San Diego,
right out of high school.
And I started playing soccer there.
And then that's when 9-11 happened.
I was a freshman in college, 17 years old.
And I'll never forget the tipping point for me that really drove home wanting to join
the service was not only having gone through this historical traumatic event, but we had a game, a soccer game on Marine Corps Recruiting Depot on MCRD
right after 9-11 and when we were driving through the gate and I just saw
the security presence, you know, the Marines, they were squared away.
I've never felt so secure and safe in my life. It was pretty funny.
17 years old, just kind of
blown away with the response
from uh from the attacks on 9
11. and then when we got on the
base and we're starting to warm
up for the game, uh we're
right in the thick of like
Marine Corps boot camp. So, I'm
watching drill sergeants just
getting after all the boots and
just yelling at them in their
information. They're running around doing pull-ups and push-ups and sit-ups and instantly I was like drawn towards it. Not necessarily the Marine lifestyle
at the time, that was a little intimidating for me at 17, but I knew that I needed to
go serve in some capacity and ended up showing up at a recruiting office a couple weeks later
and that started my military career path. So I joined on December 2002.
What high school did you go to in the Bay Area? I went to Irvington High School, home of the Vikings.
Oh I went to College Park, we were home of the Vikings too, isn't that in Pleasant Hill. Yeah nice.
Hey, uh, I always trip my upbringing in the Bay Area was military bad
police bad
American flag bad
I had this it was very subtle, but it was constant I didn't I didn't actually realize it until I got older
You didn't have any of that growing up in the Bay Area kind of put into you?
No, not at all. I was so far removed from kind of what was going on around me. Like I was,
I'm not gonna lie, I was a pretty like, I don't want to say ignorant, but I was just oblivious to
a lot of things. I was so involved and saturated in sports growing up. If I wasn't going to a game,
I was coming from a game. If I wasn't going to a practice, I was coming from a practice. And that's what my life was. My parents did a pretty phenomenal job just keeping me active
and keeping me busy with with athletics that I was not. I don't know. I just wasn't like
brought into a lot of that stuff. So it was oblivious to me. Like I could care less at
the time. Gotcha. So you didn't have you didn't have that like slow drip indoctrination into you?
No.
No.
Not really.
Did you have siblings?
I got an older brother.
He's five or six years older than I am.
He's he lived down in SoCal now with his family.
Did he play sports too, Brock?
Yeah, he was my inspiration to a lot of things and he still is to this day. But you know, he was a soccer player as well.
And of course, as the younger brother, I wanted to follow his footsteps.
And so I kind of emulated him as much as I could.
And so yeah, I followed him.
I wish I'd followed him a little bit more, you know, in the academics of life.
But that's all right.
He definitely got the brains.
I got the good looks.
Ha ha ha ha ha.
And when you join, when you join,
you join the Marine Corps or you,
and then you go to Air Force or no,
you go straight to the Air Force.
No, I've been in the Air Force since day one, 22 years.
And when you signed up,
did you check in with your parents first?
I don't really remember having a conversation about joining the service with them.
I, uh, you know, I was living in San Diego with my brother when I made the
decision to join the service.
Um, I think, you know, my, my, my dad, loving to death, he's, he's been, uh,
he's been a phenomenal, you
know, hero in my own way but I think he was really reluctant
and kinda you know, against the idea of me joining the Air
Force or the military in any capacity. He had his his
opinions about people who join the service. So and and I just
kinda just brush it off the shoulder and I was like, this
is what I'm doing and I was dead set on it.
I was going to follow through with it.
So it wasn't a terrible pushback, but I knew that there was a little bit of resistance
and some, you know, maybe I upset my parents when I decided to join the service.
I don't know, but it was something I was going to do and I did it.
It's pretty amazing for how young you are
And now you've lived I'm guessing in hindsight. You're really happy you did it because you lived the whole life and yet
You're still so young now
Yeah
I don't know. I mean, I'm definitely feeling it every morning. I get out of bed. That's for sure but
But yeah, you know
for sure. But, but yeah, you know, joining it, I ended up joining at 19. And I have lived quite a bit in these 22 years
doing all this. But I wouldn't change it for the world, man,
it saved my life joining the service given me the discipline
and the structure that I definitely was lacking as a as a
young man, and changed me into who I am today for sure.
And when you say it saved your life, you think you would have just gotten
into some squirrely stuff?
Oh yeah, being 17, 18 years old, living in San Diego
and playing college soccer was,
that was a recipe for disaster, man.
So, I mean, I had fun, don't get me wrong.
Like I enjoyed my time living on the coast
and going to the beach, but that was not sustainable
by any means, you I would have I would probably
ended up in jail or who knows where so having joined the service was definitely a blessing in
disguise. When you join the Air Force do you try to get on the I'm guessing they have a soccer team?
They did and that was the selling pitch for me when when I was talking to the recruiter it was
like hey man can I play soccer for the Air Force and of course his answer was yes?
You know and so just kind of hook line and sinker
and
And so that was that was definitely a selling point for me
You know when I got to when I got through basic training and I and I got through my first
My first tech school, which was down
in Fort Huachuca, Arizona, and then I PCS'd over to Florida is when I started realizing,
okay, there is a way to play.
I just got to figure this out.
So yeah, I ended up having two knee surgeries
and that pretty much ended my soccer career.
So, and then I just continued focusing on my military career from there.
So, Hey, how do you fracture your patella in a soccer game?
That's the knee cap, right?
It is.
So, I was playing with that team.
I was playing with that team.
I was playing with that team.
I was playing with that team.
I was playing with that team. I was playing with that team. I was playing with that team. So, and then I just continued focusing on my military career from there. So, Hey, how do you fracture your patella in a soccer game?
That's the knee cap, right?
It is.
It's the knee cap there.
Yeah.
And I went into a really aggressive tackle and it's, I would have to, I'd have to try
and simulate it for you and what I did, but it was just a, the meeting of forces and
everything coming together at once.
But it was just the meeting of forces and everything coming together at once. And my knee just took the brunt of all the force and
it just fractured my patella right now.
Did it hit something on the other player?
Your kneecap?
No, my knee didn't come in contact with anybody.
I just went into a tackle with my right foot through the ball into the player.
And it was a very violent
tackle. I hit, you know, I struck the dude pretty hard. And I think just the force, the
impact from the tackle just fractured my kneecap. I don't know. I honestly don't know how it
happened. That's what I'm speculating.
Did it actually snap in half?
Yeah, it cracked right through the center horizontally. Wow. Yeah. And I didn't even know
it was broken. I mean, the adrenaline going through my body at the time. And I ended up
finishing the half on a fractured kneecap not realizing it. And then it was when halftime hit
when all of the like the adrenaline started to wear off. And I was like, well, there's a lot of
pain in my right knee. What is going on? And then the start of the second half, the ball got played back to me. I trapped it,
planted with my right foot and turned pass and I just buckled and I was like, oh, that's not good.
Something's wrong. And, uh, and then, you know, an hour later in the x-rays and they're like, yeah,
you have a fractured patella. So did they do anything or do you just have to wait for that to heal?
patella. So did they do anything or do you just have to wait for that to heal?
So I mean it's a bone. My immediate thought process was okay I'll be in a cast for six weeks and this will be great and this will be fine and I'll heal and recover and be back to
playing in no time. Well in the infinite wisdom of military doctors and medical practice they
decided that you know what I have never put a screw in a wire in somebody's kneecap and I want I was like, what? Like, it's a broken patella. Like, just cast me up and send me on my way.
Nope. We're going to screw it
back together and put a wire in
your knee. And uh, in the
middle of the night, I was like,
what? I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a
knife and I'm going to go get a knife and I'm going to go get a knife and I'm going to go get a knife and I'm going to go get a like, what? Like, it's a broken patella. Like, just cast me up
and send me on my way. Nope.
We're going to screw it back
together and put a wire in your
knee. And, you know, of course,
you know, I didn't really have a
lot of say in that, in that
matter, in that situation. So, I
just, I had to go through with
it. Again, being a little
ignorant at the time and truly
understanding, you know, what I
could and couldn't do. And I was in a leg brace for six
months after that. And I was on heavy pain meds for a long time. The pain was excruciating because
I could feel every piece of hardware in my knee. It was right underneath the patellar tendon.
So every time I bent my knee or every time I moved my leg, I could feel it under the patellar I was going to physical therapy and seeing all these doctors and like oh just trust the process
and and I kept screaming at
these folks like no there's
something something wrong with
this this procedure that you
all did something something's
not right like I demand to have
this stuff taken out of my knees
and I'm like I'm not going to
do this anymore. I'm not going
to do this anymore. I'm not
going to do this anymore. I'm
not going to do this anymore. I'm
not going to do this anymore. I'm not going to do this anymore. there's something something wrong with this this procedure that y'all did something something's not right
Like I demand to have this stuff taken out of my knees
so I had the second surgery six months later to remove all the heart to remove all the uh, the hardware and
I can't make this up the very next day running pain-free
Hey, um, did the same surgeon take it out that put it in?
Oh I don't I don't remember. I have no idea. I can't remember. You know, I was riding a bike once and I was clipped in and I came to a stop and I didn't
unclip and I fell off to the side. I landed on my knee and a little tiny pebble, you know,
tiny pebble punctured a hole straight into my kneecap. Oh
Gosh, and I pulled the rock out and the skin just fell into the hole
And the trip is it didn't hurt or anything at all. I went to a doctor. He's like you're lucky
you know, it didn't whatever's underneath your patella, I guess it's your patella tendon didn't get touched and
Over the years that hole just kind of filled in
and the skin came back up.
But for years, I just had a hole in my kneecap
and the skin just kind of would fall in there.
It was a trip.
That's awful.
Yeah, but I mean, it did, no pain, no injury,
no, you know what I mean?
No, it was weird.
Now that I'm trying to tell you it hurts.
Yeah, it hurts. Yeah. Bummer.
I'm not a huge fan of clip-in pedals for that exact reason.
And I know some people swear up and down by wearing clip-ins,
but man, I don't know.
I've been in so many bike accidents that if I can just ditch the bike
and get off the bike, the better.
I rode for years with guys who all did clip ins after that.
And I never did clip ins ever again.
I threw the shoes away, changed the pedals.
Yeah.
Like fuck it.
And they would make fun of me.
I'm like, I don't care.
Yeah.
And I guess it also depends what kind of riding you're doing too.
And we can probably talk about that for hours, but you know, I, I'm out
and bike here in the Boise foothills and I don't see the need for clip ins,
but that's just me. So,
can you take me through the journey, your journey, um,
of all the positions and things you did from going from bootcamp, like,
and like you said, that thing PS, cause in 22 years,
I'm guessing you have had a ton of roles. Like quickly,
you mentioned you went from San Diego to Florida to Sandy
San Antonio like that. I mean it just you had three spots just like that
yeah, when my so I went to college in San Diego and then
And then when I joined the service, you know, obviously basic training in San Antonio, Texas
And then when I graduated San Antonio, so I started off
my military career as a what's called the signals intelligence
Morse code operator. Okay, there was a Morse code career field
back in the day. And the school for that started off as at your
basic Morse Morse code school in Fort Wichita, Arizona. Okay,
that was that was a self paced course, but it usually lasted Morse code school in Fort Wachuka, Arizona. Okay.
That was a self-paced course, but it usually lasted students about a year, sometimes a
little bit shorter depending on how good you were at learning Morse code.
And when you say self-paced, Brock, you mean like, they're like, hey, here's the fucking
book, learn this shit.
And we recommend you do two pages a night for a year.
Yeah.
Well, it was all computer lab training because you were literally learning how to
copy Morse code.
So all the dids and bops of every letter of the alphabet to include all of the Morse code
alphabet which is, there's capital letters obviously, but there's also lowercase letters
and those all sound differently. There's numbers, you know, that sound differently. So you have to learn this
process and some people there's a learning curve. Some people learn it faster than others.
It's literally a whole nother language. So intimidating is shit. Yeah, yeah, you know,
I, I didn't know what to make of it. but I, you know, I was indoctrinated
pretty early on in my career.
And so it was like, this is what I'm doing.
I must learn.
I must be the best at it.
That's my job.
That's my purpose.
Let's go.
And, and I actually really enjoyed it.
I didn't have a problem necessarily.
Where it became interesting is when you got went to the to the secondary school, the cryptology
school in. Where it became interesting is when you went to the secondary school, the cryptology school.
And so I left Fort Wachuka and then went to Corey NAS in Florida, Pensacola, Florida,
to go to the center of cryptology.
This is where we learned a bunch of the higher end classified stuff of the signal intelligence
Morse code operation, if you will.
And, but you started copying code at a faster rate.
And it became a competition with you and the other Airmen.
How many groups per minute can you copy?
And what's your copy rate, your percentage?
How good could you do?
So it actually turned into a pretty good challenge
with the other Airmen and my peers. you know, what could you do? So, it actually turned into a pretty good challenge. You
know, with with the other
airmen and my peers. It was a
lot of fun and some very nerdy
kind of way if you will but I
enjoyed it and then so yeah,
graduated Corian and then and
then went to my first duty
assignment which was back to
San Antonio. At the time, it
was called Medina Annex which is now Chapman Annex and I was in the United States Senate which was back to San Antonio at the time it was
called Medina Annex which is
now Chapman Annex and I was
stationed there doing my my
signals intelligence job.
Which was by far probably the
coolest experiences of my life
not necessarily because of the
the job that I was doing. I mean I was I was in an office building with no windows on a computer for eight to 12 hours a day. It was, that was anticlimactic,
but it was definitely the people there
that made the impact on my time in San Antonio.
Those people that I still talk to this day,
22 years later, 20 years later,
I'll never forget them.
Some of the greatest people I've ever met.
Did you put this into practice on any missions? Like were you ever like, I'm guessing, I'll never forget them. Some of the greatest people I've ever met.
Did you put this into practice on any missions?
Like were you ever like, I'm guessing, no, not, not, they're like, Hey, you're going to be the comms for this group.
No, because I was so like brand new to, you know, to that environment, to that
world, there was a lot of other senior code operators that, uh, you know, that took the lead was a lot of other senior code operators that took the
lead on a lot of things. I would just sit back and do my OJT on the job training, going
through my books, my upgrade training. I didn't really get involved in a lot of real world
stuff.
And then what happens from there? Then after that stint is in San Antonio, Chapman, then
what happens?
Yeah, I decided that I wanted to get out of active duty and I was dealing with some personal
stuff, family stuff, and I wanted to be closer back to home with my family. And so I decided
to leave my active duty enlistment and go into the Air Force reserves and
And get stationed back at Beale Air Force Base in California
What's what's funny about about that is that the Air Force?
You know, it's always at the needs of the the DOD or the Air Force and here I here I am
You know, they just dumped
However much money into my training, into my security clearance,
you know, all this stuff and then they're like, oh, you're gonna get an active duty,
you need to cross train and here are the four jobs that you qualify for and I was, you know,
I was kind of blown away and shocked to think that you're just gonna throw away this resource
that you just spent all these years, you know, grooming and training. Okay.
So, uh, again, slightly ignorant on my, my part, but, um, one of the options was going into a, uh, a logistics or transportation company and driving trucks.
But what really sold me on that was again, the recruiters like you're
going to deploy all the time and I'll, you know, that's why I joined the service
was to deploy and see, you know, the world.
And so I ended up cross training into
what's called the vehicle operations.
And that's a part of the logistics readiness
squadron of the air force.
And I had to go to Fort Leonardwood, Missouri of all places
also known as Fort Lost in the Woods, because it's in the middle of nowhere.
Do not recommend visiting that place.
It's basically in between Springfield and St. Louis.
And I think at the time when I went there, the two biggest hotspots were a Walmart and
a Ruby Tuesdays.
And so-
And that was in Missouri?
Yeah. And did that was in Missouri.
Yeah.
Did they have tampons in the boys bathrooms there?
Oh, I love it.
Not at the time, man.
Although we know that things are changing, but they've upgraded since you've been there.
Yeah, for sure.
But that's what I learned how to drive, you know, all different types of vehicles,
everything from forklifts to semi trucks, the buses to M series, you know, military style vehicles,
you name it.
And when you say you're in the reserve, so they train you up, that's like six months
and then all or something like that.
And then all of a sudden you're just in one week a month.
We have that that school was only six weeks to learn how to drive all these different
vehicles is only six weeks.
And then they just kick
you to your reserve unit. And then you have the expectation
there is to drill or show up to your unit, you know, once a
month or one weekend a month, every year and then go do an
annual tour somewhere that, you know, that was obviously early
GWAT days. And you know, the historically the reserves and
the guard, they that's what their schedule was it was very
Routine one weekend a month two weeks a year and then as G watt developed and turned into what it was and
The whole one weekend a month two weeks a year
Guard and reserve mentality mindset routine whatever you want to call it went right out the window
you know, I spent the majority of my career as a reservist and a guardsman and the mindset routine, whatever you want to call it, went r
career as a reservist and
weekend a month and two w
I've spent a lot of time a
guardsman bounce around o
to to TDYs the deployments you name it
It's actually it's just an interesting facade if you will. It's it's it's just not a thing anymore
I guess in some capacities for some career fields. It's still a thing certainly not as a tech P which I'll get into in a second, but
But yeah, that that's that was the expectation just show up one weekend a month, two weeks a year,
and do your job. And instead you were integrated into a regular, even though you're a reservist,
you were integrated into the regular operations of the United States Air Force. Yeah, I was pretty
quickly. So I was expecting to do that one weekend a month, two weeks a year thing. But the day of graduation before I took my end of course exam in
Fort Leonard would I got pulled aside by the by the schoolhouse
superintendent. He said, Hey, man, we just got a phone call from
your home station chief. And she said you better pass your test
because you just got orders to Iraq in two weeks. What year was that?
2005.
Wow.
And I was like, what?
He was like, yep, good luck, buddy.
And I was like, I'm a young E4 and I'm just doing my thing.
And next thing you know, I got popped for deployment orders
to leave for Iraq
in August of 2005.
And I was like, all right, here we go.
So graduated school, came home, packed up my stuff,
and I got to my unit and they had everything lined out
for me, all my deployment gear, everything,
and we started hitting the ground running.
We had about a week or so of spin up training,
doing some quick, you know, whatever training, and then off we went.
Brock, and so when you go to Iraq, are you driving trucks? Are you part of like a supply chain?
Yeah, that's exactly right. So we were doing supply and logistics, you know, moving cargo
throughout the AOR or the area responsibility the my first
Shit, I'm sorry. That sounds scary as shit. Yeah, I'll tell you driving trucks in
in the Middle East during any time between
2002 and 2016 or
2011 really wasn't a good time. I
Mean you're just a moving target, right? I mean I just pick it like you're carrying fucking
50 pallets of water and 10 pallets of guns and you're there like drop it off over here. Yeah
Yeah, the so the first are you driving semis big big trucks like that like 18 wheelers around there. Yeah the
So I got to clarify that the the first two deployments that I did
were strictly you know on base. They were not super sexy, super fun, but you know nonetheless
they were deployments. The third vehicle operation deployment that I had was the the line haul convoy
deployments where we were picking up cargo.
Everything from like what you
said, you know, bullets, beans
and whatever to full on
up armored tanks and hummers
and all kinds of things out of
the ports in Kuwait and
line hauling everything up all
the way to you know to the
northernmost part of Iraq and
then everything west and east like it was all over the place. In six months we did
about 16,000 miles around Iraq. Wow. Driving I mean everything from like I said bullets,
beans, the armor to even one day picking up you know containers full of 155 rounds and driving
those across country which you know is kind of gives you the
puckered effect when you know when when you're driving through IED Valley, IED alleyway,
you know, route Irish and 95 and a half alpha up and down Tampa and all these different
checkpoints that are just known for ambushes and IEDs and you're driving a 40 foot trailer
full of 155 rounds.
It was like, oh, this is it's gonna be one way to go.
I have to assume that's very valuable to the enemy too.
Oh yeah, you know, you never knew like what type,
the ambush, you know, is one thing, but you know,
they want that ammunition.
Like, I don't know what they can use.
They can use it for IEDs, roadside bombs, whatever,
but you know, everything but everything was valuable to the
enemy as much as it was to friendly forces.
So how many times were you deployed?
I did three deployments as a vehicle operator, and I have only done one deployment as a TACP,
so I've done more time overseas as a truck driver than I have as a special warfare operator.
That's what aCK-P is? Special warfare? Yeah.
Yeah. And what is that? ATT&CK-P, Tactical Air Control Party.
Our whole mission or our primary role and responsibility is what's called joint terminal attack control or earning a JTAC certification. And our whole
primary objective or mission set is to advise ground force
commanders on the employment of you know, close air support
aircraft, among millions of other things that we do it's but
the primary bread and butter is that JTAC certification and
in using
close air support
aircraft on on missions
So because there's this video here and you're walking around and there's some crazy
Different flying machines behind you
Video there's there's a plane back there
I don't remember I don't know what it's called
But I remember being a little kid and 60 minutes doing a piece on it saying this is like the best plane
Air Force had it's made of carbon. It's completely top secret. Was it called a blackbird or something?
There it is in the back there that thing. Yeah, the SR-71 blackbird. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, that was a pretty popular plane back in the Cold War
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That was a pretty popular plane back in the cold war. Um, is this a museum you're in or this is where planes are actually,
this is a repair shop or what is this place? Yeah. I'm at, uh, right. Patterson,
uh, Air Force base in Ohio a couple of weeks ago, a month ago. Um,
and that is at the air force, um, museum. So the, uh,
the air force national museum. All right.
So you're not giving away any top secrets there walking around.
No, no. Everything there is open source. You know, it's all open. Yeah, it's for the public
to come to you and check out. It's a really amazing place. I mean, talk about some heritage,
some history to really understand where, you know, the Air Force came from. It's a pretty
phenomenal place. Highly recommend, even for
just the normal citizen on the street to go see and check out. It's a pretty amazing place.
What state? What's it called again?
Wright-Patterson Air Force Base in Ohio.
Okay. So you do the deployments moving around gear for the... And when you do that,
are you doing it for all the branches of the
government or just the Air Force or do you drop stuff off to Marines and Army guys in
the whole bit?
Yeah, our primary customer was actually the Army and the Marines when we were picking
up and moving all this cargo out of Kuwait and bringing it up into Iraq.
Not only were we bringing it north into Iraq, but we're also redeploying, so picking up
stuff in Iraq and then bringing it back down to the ports in Kuwait. So constantly
keeping army units in and out of the country and that was our primary customer.
What's the longest drive you did time duration? Oh, you ever drove for
like 12 hours straight? Oh yeah, that was pretty common and it
wasn't always at a high rate of speed either, you know, we
We drove in 45 vehicle convoys. Okay with semi trucks
So we're talking mile long convoys and we were when we were driving
Mostly in southern Iraq where it was open, you know, we were doing, you know 65 miles an hour
So with a hundred meter intervals in between each truck.
So you can imagine how long 45 vehicle convoy was.
But then when you got into tighter cities, towns, you know, we had to, you know, slow down the rate of speed to
five miles an hour, 10 miles an hour.
So it took a long time to get from one point to another driving that many trucks. But it was not uncommon to spend 12, 16 hours out there on the roads driving.
And what do you do if you have to pee?
Just pee in a jar or something, in a bottle?
Yeah, pretty much.
Yeah, you use the old Gatorade bottles,
which was always funny because you can imagine a group of dudes
that spend so much time with each other. There's always the fun little pranks. I'm going to tell you a little bit about my friends and my friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my
friends and my friends and my friends and my friends and my I used to poke holes in the bottom of his piss bottle. And so when he was driving, he would be like, damn it,
I pissed all over myself again.
And little did he know.
I'm just sitting there.
Like the little thing.
Just a tiny little one that he wouldn't see.
Just little pin holes in the bottom, right?
Just enough for it to drip out.
And he'd be like, god damn it, I pissed all over myself again.
But that's funny for, for the
dudes and the gals, you know, there were women out there with us, but
how do the women pee?
How do they do it?
They, um, you know, they had their own system and they, they did, they
could pee and drive at the same time.
The women had a system too.
I, I don't remember that necessarily being the case, but they definitely had their unique
way of, you know, field bathroom breaks, if you will.
And there was, I don't know, they made it work.
There's some stories that will blow your mind.
I mean, these women-
Because you can't say, someone can't be like, hey, I got to take a piss and the whole caravan
stop, right? No, that's not a thing. Yeah. We're not. They, they,
they made it work and, and God love them for it. You know, they were troopers and, and
they were along the way every way that they, they, they could, you know, make it work.
But I did not envy them. They had to alter their uniforms because we wore flight suits when we drove convoys
because back in the day,
our uniforms weren't flame retardant.
So they gave us flight suits, they were flame retardant.
And the whole idea behind that was, you know,
getting in an IED or a blown up vehicle, caught on fire,
whatever, that we had these flame retardant uniforms.
So they had to alter their uniforms
that zippers added in specific places
so that they could easily take off
the bottom half of their flight suit
and keep all of their, you know,
the body armor on and all that stuff.
So, I mean, it was just something they had to do
and they figured it out and, you know, get on them.
Any of the convoys ever have any trouble? you ever in those 16,000 miles any issues any attacks any hairball shit oh
yeah every every day was you know before before every every mission we always did
a roadside brief like a convoy briefing and and talked about you know
essentially the last 24 and like the next 24 with enemy activity in the area we talked about, you know,
attacked with small arms, ambushes, whatever. Fortunately
for me and my convoy, we only
took minimal contact. I do
remember, you know, some there
was there was a couple nights,
you know that were pretty hairy
but it wasn't it wasn't nearly
as bad as as as you know, other
convoys experience. So, I was pretty fortunate, pretty lucky. I mean, there was my truck specifically,
like my driver and I we it was always a truck in front of us or the truck behind us for
whatever reason it was. They got it. Yeah. So, but, but yeah, all in all at the end of
the day, very minimal. We never took a loss. We did sustain a couple of casualties like injuries,
casualties to a gun truck that drove over an IED and took out
the passenger, the gunner and one of the guys in the backseat.
But they were all, you know, casted back out of there with
injuries. And they're fine, as far as I know, today. But at with injuries and they're fine as far as I know today
But at the time they were fine. So so so in this convoy of 45 there's there's
At least one vehicle that's made is along just along just to kick ass and that vehicle took
Was was hit. Yeah. Well, we we had four gun trucks at a minimum with our convoy all the time to include, depending
on what cities we were in, like if we were in Mosul, we had Apaches or AH-64s on station
as well.
And you would hear them flying over?
Oh man, they'd be 50 feet over the top of my truck.
Wow.
Yeah, they were in it.
It was pretty cool.
It was actually really cool. You know, no, no,
I, yeah, to be honest, I don't think anybody in my convoy
specifically was talking to him. We didn't, we didn't have a
controller or a JTAC attached to my convoy team. So those dudes
were just flying, probably, you know, just following the convoy and just looking outoy team. So those dudes were just flying, probably just following the convoy and
just looking out for us.
So-
And when you say at night, there would be some things that would happen.
Would you guys just stop and pull over on the side of the road and
everyone just sleep out in the dirt?
And then he'd be like, sleep for 10 hours or six hours or four hours and
we're heading out again?
No, we never slept on the side of the the I mean, there were days or nights I should
say that we were doing what's called a long halt. And you know, that could have been hours waiting
for an EOD team to come out and do like a controlled debt on a roadside bomb or maybe there was a bridge
out or you know, something we would do a long halt, but we would never stay and sleep overnight on the
side of the road. We would always make it to the next camp or the next fob, the next
cop, whatever it was, we would always make it somewhere in bed down.
So, damn, that sounds like just hours and hours of stress.
It was, and it wasn't, it wasn't very comfortable, right? Like sitting in, in the, the up armored
semi trucks, there wasn't a lot of space and Like sitting in the up armored semi trucks,
there wasn't a lot of space.
And plus with all your gear on,
and of course the air conditioners never worked.
So, you know, you're driving around in 120 degree weather
with all your gear and kit on.
And it was not enjoyable, but it was enjoyable.
Is that the first thing you did when you got in the truck?
Every time you got a new truck, you check to see if they see? Yeah. Does it have serious XM and it's like, thing you did when you got in the truck every time you got a new truck you check this see if they see
Does it have serious XM and it's like do you have AC that's right? Yeah
That was the number one thing that we cared about like the air conditioning and this thing worked and and
The AC for those trucks back in the day was sliding the armored window open about three inches and that was all you got
So oh, so you're not even driving with your windows down? No, absolutely not.
Yeah.
Oh my goodness.
Yeah, so you're in a sauna, a sweat box,
for however many hours it takes
to get from one location to another.
Yeah, but we, my driver and I have managed
to install our own speaker system and iPod,
you remember the old little iPods back in the day?
Yeah.
So we bought some computer speakers and a little amp
and an AC adapter plug-in and we had it all set up.
We were listening to all kinds of good jams on the road.
It was fun.
So after all of that, then you pivot to, what did you call it?
Six pack, T pack, special it? Six pack T pack special
operations. Six pack. Yeah, tacky tactical air control party.
It's Air Force Special Warfare. And I transitioned out of you
know, did you ask for that? I'm sorry. Did you ask for that? I
did. I it's what I wanted. So if you go all the way back to
basic training 2002 is when I first learned about Tac-P because they sent their recruiters to our basic training flight, you know, to try and give us their spiel on who they were and what they did.
And they were talking about the first Gulf War and all the laser guided bombs and they were tank killers and, and I was like, that sounds badass. I want to go do that. So
they opened up a tryout during basic training to come take their physical agility and stamina test
and anybody that passed it could go sign their transfer paperwork. So I did. I went and took
the test. I passed it and right away the recruiter was like, oh man, you know, got the green light to
go sign your paperwork to go become a tac P. And I was like, sweet. Well, the day I went to
go sign the paperwork, I had to go to sick call because I was sicker than a dog. And
my, my training instructor, Ti, she, she wouldn't let me she would not let me go to the recruiting
office and sign my transfer paperwork, because I was sick that day. I always, what I'm going with that is that I always had
this, you know, this, this goal, dream, ambition
whatever you want to call it to become a tactical
air control party service member.
So, you know, and as, as life happens, you know
all that got put to the wayside for a long time.
And I was focusing on other parts of my career and my life.
And then eventually in, in about 2012, 2013, after all my deployments and thinking
about, you know, where I should be and what I want to be doing, I, uh, I got
pretty serious about cross training into becoming a tack P and, uh, and then
ended up cross training over in 2015.
So,
and specifically, so if there's a mission, do you advise
on what planes to take or what aircraft to take? There's a whole request process and you know,
and a lot of the service members probably listening will understand exactly what I say
when I say this, but it's all METTC, right? It's all METTC dependent, which that'll take me hours to try and explain,
but it's really situational based.
Depending on the mission that you're going on,
what the objective is and whatnot
is how you request specific aircraft and ordinance.
But yeah, that's the idea.
Essentially you're advising ground force commanders on the appropriate
use and employment of certain aircraft, whether it's rotary wing or fixed wing, to meet the ground
commander's intent and to help their scheme of movement maneuver from point A to point B.
So you'll have the operation explained to you like, hey, we have five guys hiding out in an apartment building
that's wedged in between 100 other apartment buildings
and they're on the fifth floor.
What kind of air support?
And then you would be like, these are the options.
This is what we recommend.
That's right.
Yeah, it's in kind of a weird way, you know, it's a game.
It's a puzzle and you got to figure out, you know,
how to match certain, to match certain techniques, tactics, and procedures with different
aircraft capabilities and functions and then meeting the ground commander's intent.
It's really fun.
There's a lot of staff coordination you got to go into.
There's a lot of game planning.
There's a cyclical phase that we use in this matrix or in this world, and it's planning,
preparation, execution, and assessment.
Those four steps are cyclical.
They're constantly happening.
But the majority of your work as a TACP or a JTAC is all in the planning and preparation
phase.
The poorer planning and preparation you do,
the poor the execution, right?
And that goes with everything in life.
So being able to be, you spend 70 to 80% of your time
planning and preparation for 15 to 20% of execution
and 5% of assessment.
So it's very heavy on the front end and that's where we earn our value and that's where we showcase our value and that's where we earn a lot of respect from the back end. So, not only are you an expert in the aircraft,
but in the weapons that they have.
Yeah, I think there's a general misunderstanding.
Sure, we have a knowledge base.
There are really, really, really smart,
smart tech peas out there that are, I would consider experts.
Me not so much. I'm, I'm not an expert by any means. I rely on experts.
You know, I'm never the smartest man in the room.
And I'll own that every day of the week, but I certainly know how to,
to figure out a, you know, a solution to a problem.
With our powers combined, we can figure this out, right?
So I'm not gonna claim that I'm an expert
on all aircraft capabilities and munitions capabilities,
but I know where to find the answer, I know to ask.
Right, okay, so lemme rephrase it.
There's someone on the team,
the team's not just interested in aircraft,
but also on the weapons that they, it's everything.
I mean, it sounds crazy.
You have to know weather, terrain, the weapons they use,
the targets, the people who are shooting back at you, right?
I mean, it sounds like there's a shitload of things
you have to take into consideration
based on what aircraft you send in.
Oh yeah, and not even the aircraft. But to your point, like you are kind of the belly button on everything that's going on.
You have to know all friendly elements and their locations, right? Because our number one goal
outside of, you know, the routing and safety of flight for aircraft, but is to eliminate or reduce
fratricide to friendly forces, whether
that's a US or partner forces or coalition, whatever. So you have to you have to battle
track everything that's going on in the ground. So not only are you thinking horizontally,
but you're also thinking vertically. So the battle space for us is three dimensional all
the time. And so we have to we have to think in a three dimensional mind space or a mindset in every scenario that we're put into. But so it's it's it's
not uncommon for the tag P or the J tag to be very annoying because we're asking so many
questions. That's just a standard part of our job. But that's just to help us build
our situational awareness so that we have positive control
of the aircraft and we are battle tracking families at all times possible.
Do you do rescue missions also?
I did.
I was attached to a personal recovery task force when I was in Africa back in 2019, 2020.
And that was a really interesting mission set.
That was something that was kind of new
to the special warfare community was integrating
TacP JTACS with Para Rescue and their Guardian Angel mission.
A lot of fun, learned a lot, learned a lot in that capacity.
It's one thing to be a tack P
and to do what we do and drop bombs and whatnot.
But to work in a personal recovery mission
is a whole nother beast, it really is.
Jake Chapman, did you know that baseballs feel a lot
like testicles of a blue whale?
Sorry, wrong show, Jake.
Heidi Krum, why are military men so emotionally unavailable?
We'll have Brock back on for another question.
Our mustache is a disguise.
Yes.
Yeah.
I love the questions.
This is great.
Yeah.
Dope outdoor packs.
We will get to that.
I'm a huge fan of the fanny pack. I. I'm a huge fan of the fanny pack
I'm a huge huge fan of the fanny pack. I always use them when I'm out filming
But we'll get to that in a second. That was kind of a surprise that you are a part of dope outdoor packs. Okay Um, so, um, oh, okay here this one will let him answer has Douglas ever played Call of Duty
Yeah, I was you know back in the day when Call of Duty was you know a thing and
When it really became, you know new on the scene. Yeah, I was a little bit of a gamer
I had a couple roommates that I lived with actually in Livermore of all places and
We gamed pretty religiously and then as we all kind of grew up and went our own separate ways
You know a lot of guys a lot of my buddies moved out of state and it was one of the only
ways that we continued talking to each other was playing Call of Duty, you know, online gaming.
And so we did that for a number of years. And yeah, it was pretty fun. I was never any good.
Like, I couldn't even tell you what my rating was, but it was probably awful.
Video game combat is not my thing.
Not your forte?
No.
So you popped on my radar because in November of 2023, you were diagnosed with myocarditis
and pericarditis.
That's right.
Can you tell me the build-up? And you were in good shape.
I thought I was.
Yeah. I mean, relative to the average American, you were in good shape. I thought I was. Yeah. Yeah.
Relative to the average American, you were in great shape.
Right.
You know, being, being, being the guy that I, that I've been my entire life, you
know, very, uh, very fit athletic, you know, grew up playing soccer, like we
already talked about, um, but also in my twenties, you know, I was an ultra
marathon runner, a trail runner, road runner,
avid mountain biker, you know, just an outdoor enthusiast.
I've never had medical problems.
I mean, I've had injuries, but I've never had like severe medical problems or issues
or concerns.
Every physical that I've ever had with my doctor has always been great.
No issues, no nothing. Maybe, maybe some high cholesterol, right?
And that's about it.
And then in November of 2023 is when, realistically,
my whole life took a turn very quickly, very suddenly overnight.
Which was, as you would imagine, everybody else that's probably listening, it was insanely
shocking for a lot of reasons.
I never expected in my life to have gone through what I went through.
It was traumatic and it was life altering for sure.
Why did you originally go to the doctor? What were you feeling?
It kind of it started a few days. So to answer your question, I was feeling a lot of pain
and discomfort in the chest. It felt like an elephant was sitting on my chest. It was I was having a little bit of trouble breathing like having
to constantly take deep
breaths. But you know, but I
didn't think anything of it.
You know, the mentality that I
have and kind of how I've again
been indoctrinated or or I
guess conditioned over the
years is like just brush it off.
You know, shrug it off. You know,
I've been doing itctrinated or I
guess conditioned over the years is like, just brush it off, you know, shrug it off
and keep pushing through.
And so that's, that was what I did when I started feeling these symptoms.
I was like, ah, you know, it's anxiety, it's stress, it's depression.
It's a number of different things, but I never equated it to it being a cardiac event.
When I, you know, you watch movies or TV or whatever,
and you see somebody having a heart attack,
the first thing they do is they grab their chest
and they fall down to the ground,
and they're like, I'm having a heart attack.
That was not at all my case and or my symptoms.
It was just a lot of pressure in the chest.
And so naturally when I when I
I felt all of this pressure and this discomfort on Wednesday, November 29th, I was actually
on the range controlling aircraft in a training scenario, doing doing my job as a tech P running
through some currency training. and I could feel this pressure
building up in my chest. And at the time, I just thought it was anxiety and nerves from
from controlling aircraft. It's actually, I got that feeling for years when I would go out and
control aircraft and do my job. I got butterflies all the time.
So I didn't think anything of it.
And when we got through the training scenario,
the pressure continued building, it became worse and worse.
And that's where I was like, okay,
maybe something's not right, but I'm gonna go to bed.
I'm gonna sleep this off and I'm gonna wake up tomorrow.
I'm gonna be fine.
It's just gonna, it's a man cold, right?
That's what I kinda thought it was, a man cold.
Cause we all know that the man cold
is the worst cold on civilization.
Right.
So that morning, you know, when I woke up
and the pressure was still persistent
and the discomfort was still there.
It had amplified quite a bit.
But again, you know, I I woke up I made coffee had
breakfast and didn't really think it drove myself to work and and that's
where I started talking to a buddy at work who his whole story is really
interesting and if it was anybody else that had told me to go to the doctors I
probably would have told them to f off. But because of this particular subject, and his
experience with medical issues, and when he was like, Hey, dude,
trust me, don't ignore your symptoms, go check out a
doctor. I was like, you know what? Valid, I'm gonna go do
that. So I did. And what's really funny about all of this
is, you know,
I was I was complaining about all this chest pain to my
girlfriend at the time about like, what was going what I was
feeling. And she kept telling me like, Oh, it's fine. You're
being a big baby, you know, whatever. And, you know, bless
her soul is like she no maliciousness whatsoever. She
was just like, dude, you're like, you're fine. Like, don't
worry about it. Well, I go to primary health and urgent care or whatever.
They hooked me up to an EKG and the doc comes back
and he was like, hey man,
I don't have the ability to further test you
on what's going on.
He goes, but your EKG came back
with some really interesting readings.
And I highly recommend that you go to the emergency room
like right now.
I was like, well, that doesn't sound comforting.
What's going on, man?
That was in the same hospital?
You would just walk there?
No.
So urgent care is several miles away from the ER.
OK.
And where, again, it didn't really
click that this was something crazy, you know, that it
was urgent is that they didn't call an ambulance to come pick me up.
The dude, the doctor there told me to drive myself to the ER and I was like, okay, well,
it must be not that bad.
I'm just gonna go get further testing.
Like what?
What's that?
This is on a base.
No, this is all civilian doctors, right? So being in the Air National Guard, we don't have a full operational medical facility,
right?
So we go see our primary care physicians in the outside world.
And so I went to go see the docs at Urgent Care.
They sent me to the VAER of all places,
and probably because they were like,
oh, you're a service member, you're a vet,
you should go to the VA.
So I did, and when I got there,
I got greeted at the door by like four or five,
nurses, doctors, whatever, like, hey,
you must be Mr. Brock, and I was like,
how did you know that's me?
They said, well, the doctor from Urgent Care called us
and notified us that you were coming, we have a room for you, and I was like, how did you know that's me? I said, Well, the doctor from urgent care called us and notified us
that you were coming, we have a room for you. And I was like,
Okay, cool. First, you know, first class treatment. This is
cool. And go back in, they, they put me in my own room, strip me
down, I put a gown on, lay me down in a gurney. And then right
away, I got two IVs, one in each arm. And they're pumping me
full meds. I'm like, it was like, what's going on?
Yeah.
I'm like, well, we're going to give you another EKG.
Uh, and we're going to have the doctor come talk to you in a second.
And I was like, all right.
And, and I, and I remember texting, uh, my girlfriend and I was like, well,
it sounds like there's something wrong.
Like an EKG just came back that that's showing some weird signs
update you and I can kind of a thing well the doctor comes back in he was like all right man
before before we get into the nitty-gritty on what's going on I need to ask you a question
because there's all of your emergency medical contact information updated in your in your
personal file and that's where it hit me and I was like oh
shit this is serious right I was like that yeah for you could die yeah and I was like doc what's
going on man and went through a couple other questions he was like here's the deal your ekg
is showing that you're having a heart attack and that we have reason to believe that there are uh
you know blood clots or clogs, uh, clogs in your arteries.
And you're going to go into an emergency angiogram procedure.
We just called an ambulance to come pick you up, to take you to another hospital,
to have that operation.
And Doug, when you say heart attack, that means something's wrong with the
beating of the heart.
Is that what a big picture?
Like something's like, there's too much, not enough blood or too much blood.
What is a heart attack?
I'm not a doctor. I don't know.
With the pumping of the heart.
Yeah, it's yeah, some sort of at a rhythm or you know, there's not enough oxygen or blood getting to you know, the heart from the heart, right? That's my speculator. I don't know. I'm not a rocket surgeon. I couldn't tell you.
Okay.
like you like, I don't know, I'm not a rocket surgeon. I couldn't tell you.
Okay.
So, but I think we all understand the impact
or the significance of a heart attack.
And so of course, immediately I go into kind of like
freak mode and that's when I texted my girlfriend again.
I was like, hey, they're telling me I'm having a heart attack
and she fucking freaked out, rightfully so So and I was like, see, I told
you I was this was a serious condition this whole time. You told me it was just a man
cold and it wasn't a big deal. But see, ha ha jokes on you. I was you know, I wasn't
lying and well anyway, so they they they they're gurning me outside to an ambulance and that's
when that's when it hit me pretty hard. A number of years ago,
my friends and I lost a really good buddy
to a very unfortunate, unexpected situation
where he woke up one morning very fine
and ended up passing away to a blood clot
that had traveled through his body.
And so the first thing I thought of
when they told me that I had clots was sneaking on my way to a blood clot that had traveled through his body and so the first thing I
thought of when they told me
that I had clots was sneaking
to my old buddy and and it hit
me really hard and I was like,
holy **** like this is real.
This is happening and they got
me into the back of the
ambulance and you know, I
always try and find some sort
of sense of humor and in
anything that I'm going through to help keep things light and I get back
in the ambulance and I asked the paramedic and I was like, Hey,
dude, you mind if we drive lights and sirens to the next
hospital? I've never been in the back of an ambulance before.
He was like, of course we're gonna drive lights and sirens
having a fucking heart attack. All right, cool. But yeah, so
then they sent me to to the next hospital for the for the I'm not sure. but uh yeah. So
I was on the show. There was I've been my entire life to now all of a sudden being told that
I'm having a heart attack and they think that there's blood
clots in my arteries and it was just it blew my mind man like
straight up. But anyways they ended up putting me under the
knife scoping my heart so they put a little camera up into my to my artery my arm all the way into
My heart to scope for for blood clots and blockages in my arteries. And now this is where it gets really interesting
They didn't find anything zero blockages
No blood clots. No
Clogging of the arteries in fact, and I quote, the doctor said,
your arteries are crystal clear.
And then that's where they started asking questions
about my heart and why I was having this cardiac event.
So that's where they wheeled me into another room
after the procedure,
and they started giving me an echocardiogram or ultrasound,
and they were taking images of my heart.
They were doing scanning of my chest,
and that's where, and then they did that,
and then I had a chest MRI the next day,
where I sat in that machine,
whoa, whoa, whoa, for, oh my God,
it felt like an eternity, and I wanted to blow my brains out in that, you know, machine for oh my god, it felt like an eternity and I wanted to blow my brains out and that stupid
thing. And, and then they left me in the hospital for the next,
you know, three or four days or whatever it was. And then I met
with my cardiologist who came in a couple days later to basically
backbrief me on everything that had transpired
and what their findings were
and what her understanding of my situation was.
And that's when they told me that I had inflammation
of the heart, myocarditis, pericarditis,
and I had acute heart failure.
So pericarditis and myocarditis,
one's inflammation inside the heart
and one's outside
the heart. Is that the distinction? Correct. Okay. That's my understanding as well. Okay.
Yeah. And so, you know, like this is all new to me. So you can imagine, I have millions of questions.
First of all, what is myocarditis? What is pericarditis? And I'm sorry, did you say heart
failure? Like what is heart failure? And what does that look like?
And so she was, man, she was amazing in all of the ways.
She was very patient and explained everything
in great detail.
Thank God for my girlfriend,
because she's kind of the sponge in all of this stuff.
She was the one that was paying attention
where I'm all drugged up had just gone through this
pretty traumatic event. And it was almost like information was
one in one year and out the other. And so she was more or
less, you know, receiving all the information for me and then
breaking it down to layman's terms and helping me understand
what was really going on. But But but yeah, they found in the imaging and the ultrasound and the on and the MRI that my heart
You know had all this inflammation, but it was the acute heart failure that really was was kind of interesting the
So the left ventricle I learned all kinds of things about the heart over the last year
I'm sure you can imagine first thing is up until November 30th, 2023, I didn't even know I had a heart.
So there's a silver lining there, which I thought was pretty funny. But yeah, the acute
heart failure, you know, the left ventricle that pumps the blood back into your body. So you have
the right heart and the left heart and the right heart brings the blood in the left heart pushes
the blood out. And my left ventricle had had, I don't want to say shut down, but it was operating
at about 35%. And my understanding is that a normal ejection fraction is somewhere between like 50, 55, and 65%.
Like that's a normal ejection fraction of the heart and I was not there by any means.
Oh, there you go. Look at that. Bring it up.
Meaning it wasn't pumping enough blood out.
Correct.
Okay.
Correct. Yeah, that... Yeah, down there,
the left ventricle. Yeah, it was it was it was not it was not doing what it should have been doing and then you know that was.
That's I mean, yeah, so the myocarditis, the perigraditis and then the the acute heart failure and that's that's what I ended up succumbing to but if you the way she broke it down for me was you know part part let
me back up a little bit part of part of this whole thing too was doing you know blood work
a toxicology report and that's where they found a lot of really interesting things as well.
To start, the amount of heavy metals that were in my body and my blood, you know, severe
levels of uranium and thallium, which was not necessarily a surprise to me given the
nature of my job and what I do.
I travel all over the world and I've been all over the Middle East as both a DOD
service member but also as a DOD contractor. So I spent most of my late 30s and early 40s,
still in my early 40s deployed to the Middle East. So constantly exposed to very, very, the Traponin like was through the roof apparently. My D-dimers and spike proteins were also through the roof.
Now, again, I'm not a rocket surgeon.
I can't speak intelligently to what D-dimers are
and spike proteins are, what troponin levels are.
But I know now that they're all in some way and form
and fashion affiliated with what we all know
as the
COVID-19 vaccination or the
viral viral infection of
COVID. So, based on all of
these findings, you know, kind
of like summarize it all up
again based on the the
echocardiogram, the MRI, the toxicology report and the blood work.
My cardiologist basically put together this hypothesis or educated guests on her end
that there was a direct correlation between the viral infection of COVID and the COVID-19 vaccination.
So,
vaccination. So sorry, a correlation between the injection and your issue or the or the infection and the issue that so from from my doctor's note, which I have pulled up right
here, it says it is in my professional opinion, that etiology of Mr. Brock's myocarditis is
a combination of spike protein persistent
from the mRNA vaccine in addition to the recent COVID infection.
So it's interestingly enough, I mean, I'm not going to read the whole note, but the
last line in this doctor's note
Due to the known correlation between myocarditis and the mRNA vaccines under no circumstances
Under no circumstances should mr. Brock receive any further mRNA COVID vaccines
Fucking kudos to her. Yeah, she's uh, she's an amazing woman. She really you know stood her ground and
Man, she she gave me a phenomenal path to recovery, which I'm sure we can probably get into here in a little bit, but
But yeah, that was the initial
response from my heart condition was you know, that was that was the the correlation or I don't want to say like the
from my heart condition was, you know, that was the correlation, or I don't wanna say like,
the 100% certainty that that's what caused
my acute heart failure, myocarditis,
but I mean, she's a doctor.
Let me tell you, let me read you
what you wrote on your Instagram.
I don't believe in coincidences
and the rise of myocarditis and other heart issues
over the past three or four years is wild to me
Especially for a dude like me. I should have never been put into this position, but when I text you
You seemed more standoffish about it. Well, it's to be completely honest. That was like who is this dude?
Okay, okay
I actually thought I was like man. I'm gonna have this guy on he's gonna talk about all this
I'm gonna see I'm gonna see man, I'm going to have this guy on. He's going to talk about all this. I'm going to see, I'm going to see if I can
lead them to that point. And, um, if he goes there, he goes there. Um, this show
is, I mean, I have a huge bias. I have a monstrosity of a bias tomorrow. I'm
having Jay Bhattachary on hopefully he'll become head of the CDC. Uh, you
know, and he was, he's an, PhD at Stanford who got fucking ostracized
because him and a bunch of other guys in 2020 were like, wait a second, boy, something's not right here.
Right. Yeah, it's unfortunate. There's a lot of very prestigious doctors, medical professionals
that just kind of got shunned after all this for standing up and for what
they believe in their, you know, it's unfortunate that we've gotten to this point, you know,
where we can't trust medical professionals in some capacity.
So when you had you when you went there for that, and they told you that, did you right away be like, oh,
did you have any suspicions before?
Had you been red-pilled at all before?
Oh, no.
But, you know, like, again, 22 years of service, do you know how many vaccinations I've received?
Right, right.
You're in different countries.
You know, all the different countries that I've been to and the places that I've gone
and all the different mandated shots that I've had to get to go and deploy and travel.
Like, yeah, when this when this whole thing turned into what it was, first off, like I
was, I was in Africa when COVID-19 became the pandemic, right.
And I got stuck in Kenya for a couple months
because of this whole thing.
And-
We're in Kenya, off the coast or on a boat or?
No, I was on the East, on the East coast of Kenya.
Let's say.
Like, oh, like the Northeast by like
where the bad guys in Kenya meet together?
Yeah, I was, yeah, I was just south of the Somali border.
So north of, that's where Mombasa is, right?
Oh yeah, that's a hairball spot.
Yeah, it was.
I've got a whole story about that deployment.
That's like where, and that's also,
there's crazy pirates out there.
That's like where pirates live off that coast. Yeah, it's for sure Pirates Central. There's a lot of
a lot of interesting things that go off the coast there. But I wasn't doing anything out into the
out in the water. Primarily everything was land based. But that's when I was doing the the PRTF
personnel recovery task force mission was working Kenya down there.
Let's pause the vaccine talk for a second. No shit. So did you, were you involved with, can you talk about that?
Were you involved with rescuing people out of Somalia?
Not Somalia. I kind of, this whole-
I remember that back then. I was going back and forth to Mombasa maybe
Prior to that and it was fucked up over there. I remember if they said hey if you go north of Mombasa
It's not you're on your own. Yeah, it's when I was when I was
You know deployed to East Africa
Talking to some people like oh, yeah, I'm gonna go to Kenya for vacation and I was like what?
to some people like, Oh yeah, I'm going to go to Kenya for vacation. And I was like, what the fuck are you doing? Why? Why would you come here? You know? So, you know, and
I also had a, you know, a different lifestyle out there and I was only seeing the bad necessarily.
You know, where everybody else is seeing the good and all Shabbat or something. What was
the name of the group up there? Yeah. I was Shabab was one of the heavy hitters up there.
So, so this deployment that I was on, um, I was attached to what's called the East
African response force or the earth company.
And, uh, they were the 101st airborne, uh, two of the five Oh six of all, um, units.
And we were stationed out of
now traveling couple thousand
miles to the southeast down
into Kenya. There was a small
camp there called Camp Simba
and this was you know not by
definition in a quote unquote
combat zone and it was a it was kind of a hidden little gem but it was
an airfield that housed very very significant DOD assets, civilian contractors and the other units out there.
and he was in his small arms the airfield. Uh so it was uh
reason why is because they were still uncertain on what the airfield looked like
And they weren't sure if we could land RC 130 on the airfield there. Yeah, that's Camp Simbo. All right
So if you look at the right image you see the airfield
16 on it the big long. Yep. Okay. Yeah, so so
The the south end of the airfield you can't see it's in the top right corner of that right picture
And that's where the attack started from where they were on foot Al Shabaab was moving south to north of the airfield and
You know, they they ended up just neutralizing everything there. I mean we're talking all air assets
Fuel bladders so that big smoky plume that you see there, that's the fuel bladder for all the air assets
that got blown up.
And then, but so when I talk about air assets that are down there, there was all contract
air as far as fixed wing and rotary or yeah, fixed wing and rotary wing, I believe.
But the fixed wing was ISR birds, so your intel surveillance and reconnaissance assets.
And then you had fixed wing personnel recovery assets.
These guys would transport medical personnel or people needing medical aid in and out of
country by fixed wing.
And when Al Shabaab attacked, they took out all of that stuff.
So I'm kind of jumping around here. I apologize. No, that's okay. This is a great story. Yeah. So
when we QRF down there from where Oh, from Djibouti. Yeah, we left Djibouti landed in Somalia,
waited. We're on standby until we found out that the airfield was clear. We could land down there and so we we got back on the C130
in Somalia and then flew down to Camp Simba which you know it's that that
whole situation is kind of seemed surreal to me
as well. It was it was pretty
interesting. It's like cool.
We're going to get on this big
old plane and go land on an
airfield. you know where
there's RPGs and small arms
and we're just you know, we're
just this flying potato with
wings. You know, it's going to
be pretty easy to see us. We're
just a sitting duck but you
know, we all got on the bird
and we flew down there and and we got boots on ground and the and I'm grateful to Simba and thank god that they were there
that that took the fight back
to Ausha Bob. I'll leave him
unnamed but they without fear
hesitation rallied the the
troops and the masses and they
went down to the airfield and
and did and did their job
correctly and appropriately in
my opinion and with without
them being there, there's no
way my QRF was going to get down to that airfield at all.
So we ended up linking up with those guys down there,
doing a handover and for the next two weeks,
well, really the next five or six days,
I was controlling US air assets 24 seven around the clock,
doing surveillance and reconnaissance on the airfield, the US air assets 24 seven and creating some stability and then we started landing. and we were able to build, you know, barriers and Constantine we're talking about the maintenance. Uh we're talking everything from physical
security stuff. You know, some
barriers and constant wire and
you know, front loaders, all
kinds of things to help rebuild
the security down on the air
field. Um you know that that
whole situation was uh was a
very preventable situation. Um
but uh you know, maybe that's a
subject or a conversation for another time and So after after two or three weeks being down there and seeing the magnitude of what happened after Al Shabaab attacked
It was
You know one it was it was just mind-blowing but but two it was like, okay
What are we gonna do to get operations back up and running here. And the PRTF or the civilian personnel recovery
contract team that was up there, they had no assets, so they couldn't do their job.
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So fast forwarding a little bit, when the Earth company and I redeployed back to Djibouti,
got back up there and found out that they were going to send a
para rescue team down to Kenya to do the PRTF mission and they needed a JTAC and so I got
put on the PRTF team. So it was a five-man team, four, it was a combat rescue officer,
three para rescue men and then myself. That's five, right? I can't do math.
And so we were a five man team that went back down to Camp Simba
to do the the personnel recovery task force mission in that region.
And then the rotary wing.
Objective or you were just in a holding pattern.
You just we yeah, we there was someone that needed to be rescued.
There's always somebody that needs to be rescued, right?
You never know.
There's, there's friendly forces all up and down that coastline, uh, between
Somalia and Kenya doing operations.
There was, uh, there was always stuff going on.
Plus, you know, we, we owed it to the, our partner force to provide, uh, recovery
and response to them as well.
So you have the Kenyans that were out there in their military.
So we're out there flying every day, mostly training scenarios, just kind of staying on
alert but you know training Monday through Saturday, Sunday was kind of a sleep in day
if you if we could but I ended up spending this is this is what's interesting because I went back
down to Kenya to do the PRTF no shit we got on the c130 with all of our gear and I mean this is
when COVID was just becoming a thing like people are talking about it in the news people are talking
about it on social media people are losing their fucking minds over toilet paper like
remember that chaos yeah And, and,
you know, they're starting to talk about mask mandates and all
this shit. And I'm like, dude, I'm in the middle of East
Africa. Yeah, you have bigger problems. Yeah, this is the last
thing on my mind. We get on that C 130. We fly all the way down
to Kenya. And we get off the plane and no shit. They're like, hey, we got bad news. I know you guys I'm going to fly all I was stuck in Kenya for two more months.
And it was wild.
It was like, what just happened?
The whole world.
But if you're staying in Kenya,
do they put you up in a hotel or no?
Oh no, we slept in a wooden box with six rooms in it.
Yeah, it was, yeah, we stayed on,
we stayed in the hotel.
I know I'm in the Air Force.
Okay.
But, you know, we did not stay in a in. We stayed on the on camp Simba. The
Jays that I was with, we ended up rebuilding this this wooden shack and turning it into
our team room and our team or our team room in bed down location. And it was pretty sweet
little setup. So we slept there. And then ended up working with a rotary wing battalion that flew
in from the east coast of the United States to come out and support us. So we were working pretty
closely with this army aviation unit. And yeah, and man, just listening to social media and whatever news that we could get and just watch in the world lose its mind over this, this, uh, you know,
this pandemic, it was, uh, it was weird because I'm, I'm
literally stuck in the middle of a jungle in the middle of
nowhere. The closest town is I don't even know how far away
from me. And I'm in kind of like the best kept secret of the world right now. You know what I mean? Like I am isolated. I'm completely isolated. And so we didn't think about masks. We didn't think about, I mean, the conversation came impact on us because of where we were and what we were doing and the mission that we were fighting and all the training that we were doing.
It wasn't until I redeployed to come home from East Africa where everything started to hit me in the face, and it hit me in the face with a ton of bricks. You know, I, there's being being a national guardsman and being deployed,
I get deployment orders for X amount of days. And this deployment to Africa was only supposed
to be four months initially. So my deployment orders were only for four months. But when
I got stuck in Kenya, it was going to put me beyond my four month deployment.
So then it turned into like, how do we modify his orders?
How do we do all this?
You know, how do we keep, how do we extend him?
And it was just this, this massive amount of chaos for, for any administrator.
And I felt really bad for him, but you know, I'm, I can't be deployed in not beyond mill status.
Oh, can confirm our head coach gym owner was supposed to be coming back from Djibouti at
the same time and he got hung up twice behind quarantine.
Yeah.
So, so did they put you back on?
Did you go?
Yeah.
Yeah.
So they, you know, the, some pretty senior leaders of the, uh, the air force got involved
in, in, you know, it's just like, I wasn't the only one in the situation.
There was a number
of us so they got they amended
our deployment orders and
obviously kept us there. They
didn't really have a choice. I
was I wasn't going anywhere and
uh but when I came home from
the deployment, I flew home
with the the pair rescue
squadron on a C5 from Jabuti
all the way back to Arizona and
so I was on a gray tail, no commercial airliners, no civilian contact, no
nothing. I get off the airplane in Davis Mountain in Arizona. And
and I get driven to Tucson Airport so I can get on my
civilian flight from Tucson back to Boise
She's playing is ridiculous. Yeah, it's a big old plane
I mean we it was you know a whole squadron plus all their gear and stuff. It was it was
It was actually I don't really remember much of the flight
This thing landed on on runway 16
No, no, no, no, no, no, we don't
Yeah, no, no, no, no, no. We left Kenya. Yeah, no.
Runway 16.
Right, I got my camps confused.
OK.
Yeah, no big deal.
So we left Djibouti on the C5.
OK.
But I got all the way back to Arizona.
Now I have to get on my civilian flight.
And it's like 0 dark 30 in the morning Arizona time.
I'm just coming home from Africa. I have all of my deployment gear, my tack kit. I have three weapon
cases with me. I've got everything and I'm by myself. There's nobody in the airport. And I walk
up to the ticket lady and I'm not wearing a mask. Yeah. You know, it's like the last
thing that's on my mind. Right. Immediately. She's like, where's your mask? You need to
have a mask on. I'm like, okay, hold on. You're like, sure. Let me put my shirt over my face.
And I explained to her my situation. Hey, I'm just coming home from Africa. And you
know, I'm trying to head home and she was like, I need to copy your orders. Are you
in the clothes? Are you in the costume, military costume?
Costume.
No, I was in civilian clothes.
I was in a normal t-shirt and shorts probably.
Okay.
And the only set of orders that I had on me
were my expired deployment orders
because I got extended on the deployment.
So I give them to her and immediately she starts accusing me
of falsifying documents or providing expired documents.
You know that was-
Is that like the United Airlines counter?
Yeah.
Some airline?
Yeah, I don't wanna say it.
That's crazy dude.
She started like basically calling me a liar.
My husband was in the military and I know what orders look like.
And these aren't real orders.
And I'm like, lady, I literally just got off of a C5 from Africa.
I should have blown a snot rocket of dust on her.
I was I was I was like beside myself.
Like what is going on?
And then she had the audacity to call the airport police
on me because I had weapons, okay?
And I'm like, what just happened?
What is going on right now?
And these cops show up and they look at me
and they're like, oh, clearly this dude's in the service.
Like obviously. And, and, and
so now I'm trying to explain to the cops, I'm trying to explain to the ticket lady what's going
on. And all I keep hearing about is I need to have a mask. And I'm just like, Oh my God, what is with
this fucking mask thing? What is going on? I just got off a plane. I'm fucking tired. I just, I just
want to get home. I haven't been home in seven months. Like, give me a break here.
They finally got you out of there.
They finally got me. They gave me my tickets. They got me on the plane.
Well, no, I mean, I checked everything. And but then what's funny was I was at the gate getting ready to board my plane on the loudspeaker
intercom thing. Oh yeah, Paging
Mister Brock, please dial
whatever extension from the
closest, you know, service
phone. Oh boy. Now what? So, I
call this number and and they
wanted the combination to all
of my padlocks on my weapon
system so that it's going to
inspect them before flight. It's
like whatever. Here you go. Just make sure that all the weapons get home, please. Like and I was like, I'm going to where what an experience. And you know, this whole thing was just shocking off for me
because I was literally deployed in an environment
where I was so isolated and removed from kind of
what was going on in the world.
And you know, I was focused on what I was doing
to all of a sudden just being slapped in the face
with this pandemic.
Even medical theater, you were in reality and then you entered medical theater land.
Yeah, exactly. And I mean, even to this day, I have a hard time thinking about everything that
transpired and what this world went through. I just, man, I couldn't catch up. I could not
catch up. I was still behind.
And eventually when I got off of my R&R
and I went back to work,
but that's the other thing is when I went back to work,
I went to a school in Germany.
So I went right back overseas into Germany
and spent time over there for four or five weeks,
whatever it was.
And I had to quarantine for two weeks in Germany
before I could even start my class, which whatever.
When do they give you the first injection?
What year is that?
February of 21 is when they gave us the first shot.
And then, and are you hesitant at all at that point
or no, it's just another thing that they do to you I
Went back and forth. It didn't seem like as much of a big deal to me as it did for other guys. I
Didn't I do is a big deal for some guys were you like what's going on, dude?
They've already pumped us up full of a ton of shit. Why are you trippin?
100% that's exactly where my mindset was I was like dude like who gives a fuck like you've been shot with so much shit
Like why do you care? Yeah, and and boy, you know, I knowing what I know now
I wish I had you know kind of stood my ground a little bit but you know, these dudes were
We're adamant about not getting it and I just why this is the hill you're gonna die on like this
You're gonna you're gonna you know, potentially, they were onto something where, again, just
me being the type of person I was, I wasn't researching it.
I didn't know.
And it's like, did you feel anything from the first shot, Brock?
I don't remember any immediate side effects, you know, other than like maybe a cold here
and there, uh, like, you know, like, you know, like, you know, like, you know, like, you
know, like, you know, like, you know, like, you know, like, you know, like, did you feel anything from the first shot, Brock? I don't remember any immediate side effects, you know, other than like maybe a
cold here and there, uh, it wasn't anything crazy.
Uh, nothing, nothing significant comes to mind.
And then, and then when did you, how many boosters have you had?
Uh, only one.
And do you remember anything from that?
I, after the second shot I couldn't I
Couldn't stay healthy. I was sick all and when I got sick. It was like bedridden. I'm fucking dying
What year was that?
man, that was I
Mean same year. Yeah
It all started pretty heavily in 2022.
2023 was, was probably the worst year for me being sick.
Yeah.
What a trip.
And why, why do you, and then you went silent, you went social media silent for like 10 months?
Yeah, I did.
Yeah.
I just shut down after I found out, you know, what the potential correlation was. Man, I, I was so afraid of
what I was going to say, because I'm, I'm still in the service,
you know, I'm still in the guard. And I didn't want to say
anything that was going to jeopardize my career, you know,
throw any shade or bad light on anybody. So I just felt it was
best for me to just completely remove my personal account. I still kept my business account, of course, because I mean,
business is business, right? But like on the personal side, man, I,
I was really, really afraid of what I was pissed. I still am pissed.
So when you say you were afraid, you were afraid of yourself,
that you were just going to fucking just go scorch earth.
Yeah. Yeah, I was, I was, I, you know, I don't know. I almost lost my life over this whole
thing and this is a condition I have to live with for the rest of my life. And, uh, yeah,
there's my, uh, my fanny packs and some shirts. Yeah. So this is my business. It's a little
side hobby that I do dope outdoor packs. Um, yeah, that. Yeah, that this this whole idea actually stemmed
from my Africa deployment, doing the whole fanny pack thing. So which has been fun for
me. There's a little workout video. And part of part of the you know, the the the reasoning
behind you know, the the workout videos is is like dude. It's not the working out
Hey, look at my my form my function my ability like it's not about that
It's the story of my rehab and recovery and everything that I've come you know
That I came through
Then I'm back in the fight, and I'm training and working out again and to me. That's really important
You know to share that story and perspective
that, uh, it doesn't matter what event you're going through or have gone through. Like there's a, there's a means to an end and you can always fight through it
and keep and get back on the horse and ride again.
And that's where that's where my, what my mindset has been the last, uh, eight
or nine months is, uh, is getting back into the best shape I could possibly be in.
Hey, um, are you on any medication?
No. Oh, congratulations.
Yeah. The, uh, they initially started me off on, um,
metoprol and Val Sartin, uh, you know, some, uh, some heart, uh,
heart rate and blood pressure medicine, uh, I was in the hospital for Martin. You know, some some
heart rate and blood pressure
medicine with that I took
religiously for the first about
60 or 90 days and then and
then once I started rehab, I
started they you know, they
started weaning me off of that
stuff. So, I had to go through
cardiac rehab for 3 months which was a very humbling experience for a guy like me. You know, being 40
years old. That's the other thing that's crazy about all
this super young to have a cardiac event at 40 was again,
just really surprising and shocking to me. So when I showed
up to cardiac rehab, it was a class of like 15 or 20 of us.
And I am by far the youngest by 30 years, you know?
And everybody was like, what are you doing here, man?
I'm like, well, you know,
I had acute heart failure and myocarditis.
And so here I am rehabbing my heart.
Is anyone in your life skeptical
like that it was related to the injection? Oh, yeah, I mean
It's
close family, you know, they
You know, I love I love my family to death. I love my dad. I love my mom stepmom stepdad like all phenomenal phenomenal people
but you know, they they're
like all phenomenal phenomenal people but uh you know they they're they're believers in the vaccination and they and they they're all into it and you know i respect that i totally do that's
their life choice and that's their decision um and then when i got discharged from the hospital
you know i was uh i immediately called my dad and i told him what what the cause was and he
my dad and I told him what what the cause was and he didn't believe me like he couldn't believe it you know and I was like well no it's literally written in my doctor's notes
that there's a direct correlation between you know the COVID vaccination of my condition
and you know it's I don't know what to tell you pop like this it is what it is. And, you know, I thought, I thought maybe they would have, I don't know,
they, but yeah, I'll just leave it at that. So there's a guy in town in San, I'm in Santa
Cruz, California. There's a guy in town. Everyone knows I'm big wave surfer six four looks like
Ken beautiful mom and girlfriend were pressuring him to get the injection for two years two years refused refused
Finally took it week later fucking exact same situation you had started feeling like he was having a hard day like crazy fit guy surfs mavericks legend
Yeah, it's his I said to your girlfriend and mom apologized. They said no, they said that there's no relationship.
I'm just like, wow.
And answer, answer this rhetorical question. But, uh, you know, I realize I'm human and you know, I'm, I'm not above anything, but, uh,
how does a dude like me go from being the lifestyle that I've
lived to all of the sudden having a significant cardiac event.
Like in that post that I made,
like I don't believe in coincidences.
I do not believe in coincidences.
I don't.
And so it's just the timing of everything,
it just all adds up, you know, and it's pretty interesting.
Now I will say that, you know, that there was,
there was probably a number of contributing factors.
I myself can't pinpoint and say with 100% certainty
that it was this, right?
But I've lived this lifestyle my entire life
and I've never had a fucking problem.
And then all of a sudden you add
This one thing to my life and everything changes and you're not an isolated incident
No, I'm not man. I talked to all kinds of dudes in my community in the special warfare community who
complaints
blood clotting
other
cardiac events asthma I'm not alone but it's crazy because all these dudes are
insane. You know shape they're
fit to fight and now all of a
sudden they're being dropped
out or you know they're
dropping out left and right
again. I don't believe in
quits. I don't believe in
quits. I don't believe in
quits. I don't believe in
quits. I don't believe in
quits. I don't believe in
quits. I don't believe in quits. I don't believe in quits. I don't believe in quits. I don't believe in Insane, you know shape they're fit to fight and now all of a sudden they're being dropped out or you know
They're dropping out left and right
Again, I don't believe in coincidences. You know, you started looking at everything from the big picture and you're like, holy shit
What's going on here? I think yesterday the UK just released a study. That's gonna be pretty damning
they studied over a million kids and
Not a single unvaccinated kid had a cardiac event. All the cardiac events are from vaccinated kids. These are kids under 12,
which is just fucking insane. Patrick Clark, you can get that service connected through the VA.
Some people are getting 100% disability from it. Yeah. I, uh, I definitely uploaded all of my medical documents to the VA and started
my claims and compensation, um, uh, process.
So we'll see how it goes.
So tell me about what you, you you've gone through.
You've just completely revamped, uh, your morning to sleep.
You're, you're awake protocol on life.
Can you walk me through some of the things you've completely changed?
Yeah. I'll start off by, by kind of saying what my lifestyle was pre heart,
you know, condition. Yeah. And, uh, you know,
it was wake up, work out breakfast, lunch, dinner,
and I didn't care what I ate. I didn't care, you know what I consumed
I mean I did within reason like I wasn't eating McDonald's every fucking day. In fact, I can't remember the last time
I've had fast food, you know
but
You know, I thought I was eating healthy. I thought I was eating clean whatever
But but yeah, man, I love my snacks. I love my chips. I love me, you know my peanut butter
But yeah, I mean, I love my snacks. I love my chips.
I love my peanut butter M&Ms, right?
Like whatever.
But then I was also a drinker.
Like I love my beer.
I love my whiskey.
I love my wine.
And it wasn't uncommon for me to socially drink
and go out and eat out all the time,
eat dinner at all these different restaurants.
And so I just lived
a normal life like everybody did. And then the...
How tall are you, Brock?
I'm sorry?
How tall are you?
I am 70 inches, 5'10".
Okay, so you were 5'10", 238".
Yep. Yeah, at the time of the incident, I was about 235, whatever, plus or minus, who knows.
But I worked out all the time.
And 235 was probably on the little heavier side for me.
I haven't been that heavy in years, probably forever.
But I saw photos of you.
You weren't fat.
You still had the two stomach muscles at the top never went away.
I mean, you seem like the kind of guy that even if you're hungover you still got up and worked out like I did
Yeah, oh, yeah, you had your routine. I did I was very routine. I still am very regimented to this day, but even more so so
There's a normal dude, you know in every way just live in life
and then I went through this cardiac event, heart failure,
and I was open to, you know, a lifestyle change that,
man, I had to do a whole 180.
And, you know, I've been through a lot of things in my life
that were challenging, that were difficult,
that really put me, you know, that really tested my limits, but this lifestyle change was probably
the hardest thing I had to go through.
And that was this anti-inflammatory diet and protocol that I literally immediately started
upon discharge from the hospital around December 3rd of last year and the my cardiologist
Very strict you will not consume
Alcohol you're not drinking alcohol anymore
At least until you get through all of this
You're gonna eat like you lived on a farm 200 years ago. Everything is gonna be fresh and organic
you know farm to table style foods and
You know, that's, and then, uh, Dude, you're so lucky you got a good doctor, dude.
Oh, she's, she saved my life.
Yeah, that's awesome.
In a lot of ways.
And not even, not even the, the diet and the protocols and all this stuff
that she put me on, but, um, you know, even a lot of our sessions were almost therapy. She did a great things for me,
really, really good things for me. But, but yeah, she put me on
this phenomenal, you know, anti inflammatory diet, wrote it all
out for me, what I need to avoid, and what I need to consume
on on a daily basis. And man, I wiped out my entire
pantry. I threw away almost everything, which was hard to do. And you don't realize how addictive
certain foods are until you stop consuming them.
You know, the processed sugared foods, the alcohol,
you know, the chips and all these things, you don't realize
they are insanely addicting.
So it was like cold turkey getting rid of all of these toxins
or all these terrible foods and having to just
adopt a new lifestyle, a new eating habit and retraining my body and my mind to eat
healthy and clean.
It was hard.
It was not easy.
What's typical in your daily diet now?
So now, very regimented.
I pay attention to how many carbs, fats and proteins that I consume each day.
But my morning routine, wake up, I go to the gym and get my hour, my 60 to 80 minute workout in, come home,
a couple cups of coffee, and then I have my Doug Brock special, which is two eggs, one
third cup of egg whites, either lean ground turkey or lean ground beef and a couple pieces of bacon,
all scrambled up into a little, you know, scramble. So that's my breakfast. And then
a protein shake post workout as well. But, and then my lunches in this, like I have zero
affiliation with this company, zero affiliation whatsoever, but this is a meal prep company that I go to
and I love them, is the Icon Meals.
They do the meal prepping
and they deliver everything frozen to you
and it's super fresh and healthy.
They count all the carbs, the fats, and the proteins
and makes it super easy,
especially for a busy body like me
where cooking isn't always something that I enjoy doing.
But so I order those meals
and I have those for lunches and dinners.
And so those are my three main meals of the day.
Hey, why don't you have them for all your meals
just out of curiosity?
I really enjoy making my breakfast.
Like that is, yeah, like I love making my breakfast.
That is my favorite part of the day is, is working out and coming home
and having my coffee and breakfast.
That's, that just sets, that just sets the tone for the day for me, man.
I don't fuck around at all.
No.
If it was, so if you Thanksgiving is coming up and you go home and everyone's
having a whiskey or a wine or a beer
You'll just you just won't no i've uh
to this day
Uh alcohol free i haven't had a drop of alcohol since the cardiac event dude. Congratulations. Fuck. Yeah
Yeah, i've gone from 235 pounds to as of this morning 209 pounds
So, you know 25 pounds or so over the last, the first month I lost 30 pounds and
then I've kind of fluctuated a little bit.
But man, I have no desire to drink.
I could care, I have a bottle of tequila sitting in my kitchen right now that I
look at every day and I have absolutely zero desire.
Do you still have the smoking hot girlfriend?
Oh yeah. She's around.
Oh yeah.
And what does she say about that?
Was she tripping?
Does she, I noticed you went on vacation and she had a drink.
You don't care.
You're cool with it.
Totally fine.
Yeah.
Yeah.
She's a, she's, she is my hugest fan supporter advocate in this whole process.
Ironically, you know how like people come into your lives
at weird times and for weird reasons?
Well, she has always been a fitness enthusiast,
you know, health nut, very aware of what she puts
into her body.
And so when this all happened to me,
immediately she jumped on and she was like, I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm
gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm
gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm
gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm
gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm
gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm
gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm
gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna help you. I'm I was probably an asshole in a lot of ways, but boy she didn't give up and she she's a huge fan of you know
Peter McCall on this whole
Anti-inflammatory diet. She's a huge fan of all of this stuff and this was a perfect opportunity for her to
to you know showcase her her knowledge and
You know her support for this style of living in, as I was going through all of this, you know, she did it herself as well,
right? Like she she was on a stricter diet. She monitor or
limited her alcohol intake, like she was there with me every
step of the way, there's much as she could be. And but you know,
like, I'm at a point now where I'm totally comfortable with
going out in public,
social environments and people will drink and I can…
Like for instance, yesterday I went and watched football with a buddy
and he had a couple beers and I drank water the entire time.
Like that's okay.
Are you sleeping better?
I sleep great.
I mean I say that with an asterisk.
Like I've always had sleep problems always
But when I'm asleep, I am lights out
Yeah, and I you know, I wake up and I just I just feel so much better when I wake up so much better
You know, I don't feel sluggish I mean, there's some mornings that are slower to start than others, but, uh, but for the most part, like I don't wake up with the brain fog.
I don't wake up and just feel like a bag of shit.
Like I, I just feel good.
I feel good.
So you're still in the national, you're still a reserve.
Uh, I'm a guard.
Yeah.
Guard.
Do you have a deployment in your future lined up coming up?
So because of all of my medical stuff, I am on a non-deployment status right now and I'm
actually waiting for that to get cleared.
I just got finalized all my medical stuff back in September.
I got the green light from certain medical agencies in the Air Force and so now I'm just
waiting for this approval process
to come through and hopefully put me back
on a deployment status.
No shit, you wanna do that.
Oh yeah, so when I went through all this,
the Air Force immediately put me into what's called an MEB,
a medical evaluation board, rightfully so,
and that's what they're supposed to do.
And they're supposed to make the determination on whether or not I'm retainable, fit for duty. And, you know, when I
entered the MEB process, immediately I was like, my ticket's punched. You know, I'm 40 years old.
I've been in 22 years. I'm in a career field that's being downsized and there's just no future hope for me.
Like I'm gonna get MEB medically retired
out of the Air Force.
This is how my career is gonna end.
And I just started owning it.
And then in June of 2024,
got the notice that they found me to be retained
and they were gonna keep me in the Air Force,
which was very surprising and shocking to me.
But it was at that moment where I was like, cool, they're gonna, they're gonna let me
stay in.
I'm gonna do everything in my power to recover and rehab and be and be more fit to fight
than I ever have been.
I want to continue to serve.
I want to, I don't want my career to end on this note.
I want my career to end on a positive high end.
And I'm gonna, I'm
gonna strive to be, you know, physically fit in all the ways
I possibly can.
But Brock, is that an algorithm or just there? Is there any
personal touch in that? Like, is someone going through the list
and they're like, fuck this Brock dude really cares? We're
keeping him or is it just like, x's and O's they're crossing out
and it was just fortuitous that the Air Force got such a cool like guy like you.
I mean, it's crazy.
It's so cool to hear you say that you're excited that they kept you.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, I, I love, I don't, I don't know what the algorithm is.
I don't know how.
No one saw your name on a list and like, let's keep Brock.
You don't think it was that personalized?
No, I, and if that was the case,
that would be news to me.
Like, yeah, that would be awesome.
Yeah, you know, and I don't know that I know that many people
in the service, you know, that way, but, you know,
just my luck, I guess, right?
But I've always been very passionate in serving.
I've absolutely loved wearing the uniform and doing the job.
And when I was found to be retained
and the ability to stay in, I was like, cool.
Like, let's get back into this.
Like, the fight's not over, let's keep going.
And I took it very serious when I went through
my personal recovery and rehabilitation.
Because I graduated
cardiac rehab in May, end of May. And when I got the green light that I was retained,
I took it very seriously to get into a program to get hit to fight again. And, you know,
I want to be here. I want to stay and I want to continue serving. There's no way, you know, that I, there's nothing else that I'd rather be doing.
Who graduates you from the program, that cardiac program?
The hospital that I was doing all my medical stuff through. So they have their own cardiac rehabilitation center. And have they looked back at your ticker? Have you done another MRI? And they're like, yep,
inflammation is gone. When I went to Wright-Patterson back in September, I had to go
to what's called ACS. And I believe that stands for aeronautical consultation services or something like that. But that's basically where all of the Air Force's flyers, all the pilots and flying physicals have to go
through to get their flying physicals done. So even though
I'm a ground-based controller, even though I'm a ground dude in the Air Force, I
still require a flying physical. So I had to go through this process with ACS to get my flying physical updated. Now this included meeting with
an Air Force cardiologist and some other nurse practitioners. They put me on a heart rate monitor.
They gave me another EKG. They did an ultrasound or an echocardiogram, and then they gave me a stress test.
So I spent a week out there doing all of these events just so that they could first hand
see how I'm doing with my cardiac or post-cardiac event.
And man, humbly, of course, I'm obviously biased, but I blew that fucking thing out
of the water
I showed up and and they were like they're like dude
Your heart's in great shape man in all of the ways you're an animal your phenomenal shape
So whatever you're doing keep doing it. I was like Roger that you got it. Hey dude, so the story is
Not quite a year, 11 months ago...
You felt some pressure in your chest.
Didn't feel so good.
Thank God you came across a friend you respected.
You went in, had your shit checked out.
They're like, dude, right away they're like, something's wrong.
They shuttle you around to a couple different hospitals. You spend four days in the hospital and they're like dude right away they're like something's wrong they shuttle you around a couple different hospitals you spend four days in the hospital and they're like dude you're
having some sort of fucking heart attack and your heart's all puffy and shit inside and out
they let you out and you are surrounded by a good doctor and a fucking amazing uh partner and she
sorry i shouldn't use that word partner who loves you and um and she, sorry, I shouldn't use that word partner. Who loves you. And, um, and she, and you change your lifestyle protocol,
which you were already probably a one percenter.
You were probably already in the top 1% of, you know,
fit and healthy people in this country,
but you tweak it down even further and eliminate some garbage from your diet and
keep exercising and you're better. I mean is that the cliff notes?
That's straight up. It's clip notes like they didn't do that. You didn't have to like get like plaque scraped
You said you were clean that you you got off your medication. Are they tripping?
Not as not nearly as much as I thought that they would be like I
Mean, you don't hear these stories. How'd you get better fucking I eat bacon and eggs and in meat I
Get I get asked all the time because you know dudes in the unit or they see it they're like you look
fitter you look healthier like what's going on and I'm like straight up a hundred percent I
Attribute or contribute that to my diet. Oh,'s going on? And I'm like straight up 100%. I attribute
or contribute that to my diet. Oh, and by the way, I'm not drinking alcohol. Like, right.
You know, like, I had an old buddy of mine used to tell me a long time ago, abs are made
in the kitchen. And he ain't wrong. 100%. So, you know, yeah, I obviously I still work out, I have to have to be fit to fight I have
to do my job I have to perform.
But but diet man like there's so much to people are constantly consuming all of this shit
that is processed and off the street, you know, from these fast food restaurants and
they shop in the center aisles of the grocery stores.
And they wonder why they feel sluggish and they wonder why they can't get the six
pack or they wonder why the runtime sucks or they have no motivation and you
know I like I don't know it could be a number of things but I'll tell you that
the cleaner that I started eating the better I started feeling every fucking
day every day and that and I'm like this is a lifestyle that I'm going to continue to live because I've
Legitimately seen the change in difference. Yeah
What a great story dude. Hey, thanks. Thanks for coming on and sharing all that. It's it's such a good story
Yeah, it's such a good story and
Staying touch with me if anything develops. I'm very curious. Do you know who Dale Saran is? Find a chance. Do you know that name? Why do I?
Have to see this more
Facial recognition. I'm really bad with names. I'll be honest. He he was in the Air Force
and he was a Jag and
He brought the and then he ended up becoming the general counsel for CrossFit Inc. He's very good friends with Greg Glassman
Okay, and then he ended up doing the anthrax case against the United States Air Force
For giving the guys the anthrax vaccine and now he's part of
the the largest lawsuit against the US military digging into this stuff basically helping you know
dedicated pilots who fucking got the boot get their shit straightened out but um if you'd like
to be put in touch with them let me know he is a he's such a cool guy he's so fun to interact with
yeah i'm not suggesting by any chance a lawsuit but just insights and stories and he might just he's just a really cool person.
Yeah, right. I mean, I, I'm, I'm all for sharing the story and
getting people to I don't know, maybe reflect a little bit. But
like, also,
you took personal accountability and responsibility. What's
crazy is, is you, there's no victim coming off of you. It's
just, it's just, you just state the facts. Yeah. And then you, you're,
and instead of sitting there, there's no poor me and you,
which is fucking dope to hear your version of the story. You know what I mean?
Yeah, I appreciate that. That means a lot actually, like more than you can imagine.
I, uh, but this, this was a hundred percent on me.
Like nobody else was going to help me recover. I was going to make myself recover, right?
And there was protocol that my cardiologist put me on.
But at the end of the day, it was up to me to make this change,
to make this decision.
And thank God for the love and support of close family, friends,
and my girlfriend.
And this is where I'm at.
All right. Well, stay in touch. Good to meet you. Where's home? close family friends and my girlfriend and this is where I'm at. So.
All right, well, stay in touch. Good to meet you.
Where's home home for you?
I currently reside in Boise, Idaho.
Okay, you ended up somewhere good.
All right.
Man, this place is great, but is it changing?
Yeah.
Yeah.
All right, dude.
Thank you so much.
Good luck. I'm going to peruse the
your account doubt dope outdoor packs. That's awesome that you have that.
Yeah, thanks, man. I appreciate you bring me on your show and let me tell my story and
hopefully at least one person took something from it. But you know, all we can do is continue
advocating for for ourselves and each other and see what happens so
Hey a lot of people
Were I know this term is overused now
Gaslit and so from 2020 to 2022 especially those there were people who were isolated who knew that they were on to something
But they were considered crazy or conspiracy theorists or whatever. And so now as we come out of this to hear stories of people who
legitimately took the journey, it's so important to people because literally I've had the I've
had so many people from this podcast tell me because I honker down I was like, fuck
you, you ain't touching me or my kids from the beginning. There's no fucking way someone's
putting drugs in me or my kids. And, and people were like, Holy shit, I live in a town where I'm the only person who thinks that
way. And they think I'm fucking crazy. And I start to wonder if I'm crazy. So just hearing your story,
and just how fucking sober you tell your story. And also you're still your commitment to the
fucking United States and the military and your job and your passion. It's it it's um it's better than me as a
fucking lunatic parent out here screaming you know what i mean and they're like oh that guy
sevon's a lunatic so it's very great to get your uh rendition of the story yeah right on well
thanks again for having me on here and uh yeah i look forward to staying in touch and seeing how
things develop awesome dude all right take care brother. I'm an zero chow
Douglas Brock
Wow, okay haven't said it in a while take that dude as a neighbor. What a great neighbor that guy would be I
Got so many boogers last couple days I've been I've been using the blower and just blowing. There's so much debris on the ground around my house
It's been really windy here last couple days shit everywhere. I
Think I've snorted a fucking ton of dust
Katie he was super cool. Yeah, he was cool, right?
Patrick Clark, thank you for your service.
Yeah, Tyler, he's not a little bitch. No, no little bitch in him at all.
9 a.m. All right, I'm gonna take a pee break. I'll be right back. Um, God, we need to eventually we're going to
load up tons and tons. Two people. Thank God for, uh, Susan Brett. They're going
through all the affiliate videos. Don't worry. We're still going to give away the
five grand and the three grand and the two grand or one grand or whatever that
is for the contest winners. They're good. They're pouring through them. There's so many.
I guess a Susan did a show or two shows where he just watched the videos,
which is awesome. Um, but we'll be, uh,
we'll be getting through those and then I'm going to start loading them up here
in this software I use so I can start showing them to you guys just
periodically. So you're not seeing the same five I'm over and over.
All right. I will see you guys in a minute.
There's no magic here to getting you out of that mindset of focusing on how you look,
but an affiliate is in my opinion by far the best place to help you with that shift.
Before starting at the gym, I was somebody
who just always wanted to be smaller,
and I always wanted to look a certain way,
and I was never, never satisfied with my body.
All my goals were focused around,
all of my exercise was like how do I get
as small as possible and so I was like super unhealthy. I wasn't eating and all sorts of stuff.
Unfortunately, when I had gotten really bad, Megan had me join here. So it was very quickly that I
was like okay well if I want to like lift with all of these other girls and if I want to like keep up
with them and if I want to be strong and all those things like I like that this
has this has to switch it was like within six months I like realized that
switch where it was like all the sudden on my Instagram feed instead of like
tiny little people I had like these strong, beautiful, capable women that could lift hundreds of pounds.
So this for me has been a whole mindset shift of like, I now appreciate my body for what it can do,
not what it looks like. In here, we don't care what you look like as long as you're hitting what you want to achieve.
what you look like as long as you're hitting what you want to achieve.
The two brain, two brain business. Oh, we're having Chris Cooper back on here. November 11th. Hey babe. Hey, could you bring me a FID aid?
What? Get you a FID aid? Yeah. Can you bring me one? Hey,
how are we on time this morning? Is everything good? Yeah.
Um, McKenna is not coming today. She's coming tomorrow.
Oh, okay. Are you going to train soon or?
Oh.
I haven't made any plans.
It says I'm running out to the store to get eggs and butter.
That was like at 730.
Oh, alright.
They've eaten, they're all kind of stuffy.
Oh, okay.
Are they, are they, are they done with their schoolwork?
No.
Okay.
I'll be in soon.
Okay.
Okay.
You'll bring me a FID aid?
I'm bringing you, yeah, I'm bringing it now.
Okay, bye.
Bye.
I never got my FID aids.
Were you supposed to get them?
I think, I guess I could ask Susie what's going on with that?
I wonder I wonder what happened. I think a handful of people didn't get their fit aids. I think some of the
Someone said something to Susie. Oh, don't worry. You don't have here. Can I give you this babe?
You don't have to give us a fitted. Can you do you have anything else you can send us?
Like like we just got like a room full of shit to give away me and Adam Adam who?
Fidei doesn't sponsor anymore
Yeah, but they're cool that if that guy the guy who the CEO over there that Aaron dudes cool as shit
If like if we told them like hey this person didn't get it. He would send it
If like if we told them like hey this person didn't get it they he would send it
Hey, there's a hole in there's a hole in the fence over there I
Got to fix the fence
How come we never heard of Lucas Parker diddling a bunch of chicks at his gym, I don't even know if it's true I
Don't know if it's true. I never got my fit aids
Oh, yeah, I didn't get my fit aids either I'll text you my address heavy
Are you guys serious? Don't fuck with me. If you didn't get your fit aids, I'll help you get them I'll try to get them. I mean they would love to give them those dudes are cool over there
So they'll they'll they'll hook it up. I wanted to look into something. I didn't I wanted to look into it before I got you guys on the show but I didn't so
we can do it together we can do a little research to research together. What's going on with Elon? So are they coming after him?
So it says Musk here.
Let me pull the article up.
It sounds like the Dems are flipping out over
something he's doing.
He's giving away his money and people are getting
pissed.
Oh, no wonder David Weed likes Fidate so much.
He says it tastes like ass. No wonder you love it. You fucking sick bastard.
You ass eater. You ass. So if you're an ass eater, FidAid.
You know my boys do Jiu-Jitsu and like they get in these fucking north-south positions and they sit on the other guy's face.
Like if they sit on each other's face, they always say they look and I gave you pink eye gave you pink eye they always say that gave you pink eye
must $1 million a day to swing states voters deeply concerning Musk $1 million
a day to swing state states voters deeply concerning from someone named
Kayla Epstein all right Kayla tech. Elon Musk has said he will give away one million dollars a day
To a registered voter in key swing states until u.s presidential u.s presidential election on november 5th. So here's the thing
I think that's not true
So here's the thing
So he okay, and we're gonna get to the next sentence
I knew that there was some fucking lying from the left on this the winner will be chosen at random from those who sign
a pro-us
Constitution petition
So, how can the first sentence be tech billionaire Elon Musk has said he will give away one million a day to a registered voter in key swing states?
To the winner will be chosen at random from those who signed a pro-constitution petition. Those are two different things.
The first lottery style check was given away. So where do they?
Is it both?
Like this doesn't even make sense.
Election law expert.
Stop reading there.
Federal law states that anyone who pays off or offers or accepts payment either for registration
to vote or for voting faces potential $10,000 fine.
Well which one is it?
Is he offering the money to registered?
First of all, he's not offering them to be to wait
let me see uh kind of federal law states that anyone who pays or offers to pay
or accept payment either for registration to vote or for voting he's
not doing either
even if you believe the first sentence, he's not asking them to
register. He's not paying them to register to vote. He would be paying
them if they were already registered and there was nothing they didn't say
anything about that. But then is it if you sign a pro-U.S. Constitution petition
or is it if you're registered to vote?
Can I just get the registration list?
Is that public information and just start giving away fucking money to people on the
list?
Yeah, it's a prize to, yeah, petition, not paying voters.
It doesn't say who they have to vote for, but here's the thing. The
caveat or the nuance or the detail is I can't say, hey, if
you go register right now, I guess I'm taking this article for what it says.
It would be me saying, hey, I'll give you $100 if you go register to vote,
which is different than me looking at a voter registration list and being like,
Hey, I'm going to just start picking names off of here and giving a hundred
dollars. That doesn't sound like that's illegal.
But the thing is, is he's not doing either. This article makes no sense.
How could someone write this article and write these two sentences that just
conflate ideas? Let me read it to you one more time.
Tech billionaire Elon Musk has said he will give away
one million dollars a day to a registered voter
in key swing states.
But then the winner will be chosen at random
from those who sign a pro-constitution petition.
Like, what if I'm not registered but I signed,
like this makes no fucking sense fuck this article fuck the BBC
Let me find another article
I'll take the $10,000 fine to get the million. It's a prize. Yeah, but a massive throbbing election
throbbing election. Seve, first miss you. First what? First miss me? Hi, good to see you. Hi Lisa. Miss Gall. Good to see you. I get them every month from this... oh wait.
Second, you can get voter lists and history from the state. It's public. I
get them every month from the state of Florida. Oh that's article, okay.
This article is likely in her 20s and clueless.
Michigan has 500,000 more registered voters than people who are eligible to vote.
I was, I saw that, I went to the Department of Justice site. It's funny. Obviously, that's a government site and they were accusing
governors of pulling
Voters off of registration lists
But never mentioning they were pulling
Non-citizens they were non-citizens. They were pulling off the lists. This is on our own government website
It's fucking crazy.
We have some fucking lunatics who work for the government.
Conspiracy theories and one million dollars. Oh, let's check what the Guardian says.
Let's see what the Guardian says.
Excuse me, I have to sniffle.
I don't know what's happened here to the weather.
My nose is so dry, shit's blowing around everywhere.
Musk's latest ploy to assist Trump to win the US election
has been to give away $1 million every day
to a member of the public.
Okay, a member of the public.
What other members are there?
Standing before a large US flag,
which spanned the breadth of a vast stage, this kind of
energy lights a fire in my soul.
His love and the one million of course was contingent on them doing exactly as Musk wanted,
signing a petition tied to his political action committee PAC, which is dedicated to sending
Donald Trump back to the White House.
Uh oh. The spectacle was both surreal and potentially illegal,
but no one here, not least Musk himself, seemed to care in the slightest.
The stunt is prohibited and akin to buying votes. That makes no sense.
In the view of some experts, it violates federal law preventing payments for registering to vote.
Once again, we don't.
MuskamericaPAC did not respond to a list of questions from the Guardian.
This one doesn't say anything. Like, what do you have to do? I want to sign. Where do I sign the thing to be...
I want to be eligible for the million find out what you have to do.
Where's an article that just says, should I just type in, how do you win the million?
I'm a tech partner on a conservative site. I handle all the tech
marketing. We use the data for marketing research, news stories. The data is
updated every month.
Supporting a show I watch every day is why I have that and it's more like nine
months almost. I wish I knew what you were referencing.
Dan Guerrero, Recovery Meth Addict.
Subscribe to the Sevant Podcast for six months to get a crown as super gay. Christian Kettler.
Hey, how about fuck you, dude?
How about fuck you, Dan?
How about, how about, hey, hey, those of you who fucking support the show,
thank you very much for doing it, because I'm a free-loading piece of shit who fucking comes here every morning and trolls like a fucking cunt. How about using some of that money that you used to buy meth with to fucking support the
fucking show.
I get up every fucking morning at 6am and hang out with you guys at 7am and it's fucking
awesome.
How about you just fucking contribute and shut the fuck up. Just the software alone to go live every morning is fucking $700 a year.
Punk ass bitch.
Okay, where was I? Um...
And that's just for the fucking software. That's it. Not for- not for the electricity for my beauty lights. In my air cleaner, in my fucking dehumidifier so I don't die in this moldy fucking cabin
I'm in.
You fucking slut.
Dan, Bo Keating, hi for the software to go live, thank you.
Mike McCasky, new member.
Oh Dan, this is working, I'm glad.
There's gotta be an open source version of Sevi.
Dan, this was awesome.
Dan and I planned this earlier.
Dan called me and he's like,
hey dude, I'm going to come after you
and then you fight back
and we'll get people to throw in money.
This is awesome.
There's a third video keeping it real.
You made a third video.
He sold me.
Google America, America pack. Okay, thank you. Let me see
There's Reuters
Okay, here we go
Let me see this is this is the top one
I'm not that you can trust any maybe I should go to page 10 to find the truth on Google.
Did I share the page?
I tried to share the page.
Oh, here we go.
Elon Musk election promise of 1 million daily
giveaway sparks call for probe.
Musk on Saturday gave a million dollar,
oh, Sunday called for a law enforcement to investigate
billionaire Elon Musk for his promise at a weekend pro-Trump rally to give away a million
dollars each day until election day.
Musk on Saturday gave a one million dollar check to an attendee at the rally in Harrisburg,
Pennsylvania, which was hosted by, hosted by America PAC, a political action group.
...voters in Pennsylvania is deeply concerning. It's something that law enforcement could take a look at. Could take a look at.
take a look at. Could take a look at. The money is the latest example of Musk using his extraordinary wealth to influence the
tightly contested presidential race. Jesus Christ, meanwhile Kamala has already raised
more than a billion dollars. And she's out, the dems, 8 of the 10 fucking richest people in the country are dems.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
Musk is promising to give away his money.
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Thank you.
Okay.
I got a hot topic if you need me.
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Ready?
You ready to talk the hot topic?
Yes, I am.
Okay.
Let me see if I can patch you in audio wise.
Hold on.
Hold on. Let me see if I can Bluetooth this. Give me one second.
I'll let you explain what happens when your account your account right now is at 155. So it's
All right, here we go. See what happened Dan when he doesn't pay. Yep, exactly. All right, dude.
I'm back. That was weird. Nate, I want my money back. I don't blame you.
I'm back. That was weird. Nate, I want my money back. I don't blame you.
Okay. I'm back. I don't know what happened. Oh, the mic is off. Let me see. Uh,
Oh, uh, audio. Oh, uh, oh shit.
Wow. The road caster disconnected.
Yeah. Uh, oh, you are here. Hold on. Let me see.
Okay, be patient.
I got to turn you I got it.
You got to hang on.
This is going to take one minute.
I'm turning off the road caster and rebooting.
Let's see what happens.
Dude, a full reboot live on the air.
Crazy.
Yeah, you can hear me but it's probably ass right let me somehow
when the computer rebooted the road caster got disconnected we'll be back
up in one second here we're close
We're close. Hold on.
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Hold on.
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Okay, here we go. you I'm unmuted.
Hello?
All right, we're live.
Bam, we're live.
What's up, dude?
How are you?
Thanks.
I really like the, I really liked Brock I really like Brock
He gave me hope for the US military
Yeah, have you ever heard a show where we have Dale Saran on?
He's going to end up getting billions of dollars from the US government, I bet.
Wow.
Wow. Wow, wow, wow.
That doesn't surprise me, by the way.
That doesn't surprise me.
I'm pretty sure, I'm pretty sure Matt's pretty conservative, even though his family has Canadian
origins, but I don't
think Matt got the vaccine or anything like that. Oh, lost you. All right. I didn't watch
the Ninganu fight. I was watching UFC but I heard about it. I heard that he was in trouble.
He got put in a triangle and then knocked the guy out. Excuse me. How about now? Everything's good now, right?
Dan Guerrero.
Thank you. Dan, you live in Mexico? I didn't know Mexico is home for you.
Yes, the plan worked. Thank you.
That's one dollar. Thank you. That's $1.
I'm seeing lights flash here and shit.
If I go down again, let me know.
No, it still sounds bad.
Really?
Oh, you're right.
You're right. You're right. You're right
Thank you. That's someone's paying attention better. There we go
Mas bueno
Oh
Yeah, Hernandez did look good that reminds me I need to invite him on the show that's a fucking great Hernandez looked amazing
Didn't he? Thank you. I need to invite him on the show. God. That would be great
What a savage dude. I'm so curious to see
What he looks like against the number one contender
What's his
What's oh, yeah, yeah here he is
It was the Anthony Hernandez, right
Anthony
I'd love to have you on my podcast
Yeah, thank you. Yeah, that was amazing. Dude, Michael Perera is a fucking
man child. No, it's still shitty. No, no, it's good. It's perfect. Now it's perfect. I think he's two fights away from a shot at either Strickland or Duplissy.
Wow. Yeah, he was pretty amazing.
He was pretty amazing.
And I'm so excited about this week's fights. Saturday's fights.
Thank you everyone who tried to call me.
And let me know my shit's down.
Oh, yes, you can share with her. Thank you
How about Magawa on the Kil Taylor show
I was crazy. I
I was crazy. I hope Johnny Whittaker beats Com's Out this weekend.
I hope so.
I really hope so.
I really, really, really, really hope so.
What were we doing?
We were doing like, we're trying to figure out what's going on with Elon. We're not gonna figure it
out.
Oh here we go. Musk is promising to give 1 million dollars each day to someone
who signs his online petition which reads the First and Second Amendment
guarantee freedom of speech
and the right to bear arms.
By signing below, I'm pledging my support
for the First and Second Amendments.
That's it.
To be eligible for the one million,
petitioners must sign, must be a registered voter,
and live in one of the seven swing states.
Oh, well that's well said, okay.
Well, that's well said. Okay.
The petition also offers $100 to each registered Pennsylvania voter who signs
and $100 for referring a registered Pennsylvania voter.
The petition also offers $100 to register and $100 for referring a register. It is a federal crime to pay people with the intention of inducing or rewarding them to cast a vote or to get registered.
It is an offense punishable by prison time. The prohibition covers not only monetary expenditures, but also, well, then he is breaking the law.
monetary expenditures, but also well then he is breaking the law.
It is a federal crime to pay people with the intention of inducing or rewarding them
to cast a vote that he's not doing but or to get registered. You can't pay people to register to vote.
Well, that's what he's doing. The petition also offers $100 to each registered
Pennsylvanian or a hundred dollars for referring this is the part that that's kind of weird i guess according to
law Pennsylvania who signs and one hundred dollars for referring a registered Pennsylvania vote oh no
no to sign to sign the petition not to register to vote. The petition also offers $100 to each registered Pennsylvania voter who signs.
So if you sign this petition that says you support the First and Second Amendments,
you get $100 and then you get entered into a $1 million prize.
And then if you refer someone to sign the petition, you also get a hundred bucks.
But you also have to be a registered voter to win the money, which I guess you could say induces people to register.
induces people to register. I guess that's the nuance there.
You could say that that induces them, inducing.
Inducing?
Being paid to sign something or vote is kind of gross.
Being paid to sign something?
I don't know.
People are paid to sign shit all the time. I
Designed my contract with FID aid before they'd pay me
I was paid to sign an NDA once. Kate Chapman, don't you have to be registered by a certain day to vote in upcoming elections? Would this be after that time so people would already have to be registered?
Oh, that's interesting.
I wonder when the last day.
When is the last day to register to vote?
Registration deadlines in person voting, voting deadlines.
In California, it sends ballots to actively registered voters. like when who can can register to vote?
Dates and deadlines to register has to be postmarked by October 21st.
For registration.
Wow.
That's late.
Californians must be registered to vote at least 15 days before election day for this date and other important election deadlines go to blah blah blah.
My last affiliate refused to give me a final paycheck unless I signed an ND a NDA when they fired me I
Think when
When Rosa bought the company I think like I'm just making this up like I don't know if the details of this are right
but there was something like
Everyone if you sign something when he started working there you got like, everyone, if you sign something, when he started working there,
you got like $10,000. And I didn't read it, but it was something, it was probably something,
I didn't even read it. I don't know what it was, but I signed it and got the money.
I don't know what it was, but everyone got it.
And then, and then, and then, and then when they, when they let you go to get your severance package
You got to sign something too. It's like long. I didn't read any of that shit
Seve did you apply for the CrossFit Games project manager job?
No, I think all all those jobs anything project managers in project
What's the other word project managers and project there's another one what's the other one?
Those people were all the losers
When I worked at CrossFit, we didn't start getting those kind of people until like 2016 or 17. That was a huge mistake
All those people were losers
All project managers and there's another word project
directors
They were all losers
They all they did was um
Confuse and
Mess shit up and add noise to the system. They were just losers.
They're basically people who aren't capable of anything.
They're actually doing anything.
And so they should really give them a different title.
Those titles have been completely ruined for me.
Whenever I see those titles,
those are just cogs in the wheel.
What was the other one?
There's another one. Is it project director and project manager?
Whatever they were, they were just all fuck. I felt sorry for those people.
They were just losers. I never understood what they were.
I would have them, I had some like in my department. And I just, I just, I had some that worked for me, that
was the operations officer put them into play. But I just, I just gave them like, tasks and change their name. like to either producer supervising producer or project managers
that's what I feel like everyone like at at Apple or Google or Facebook I think
feel like they're all just loser project managers and project directors they've
they have no value they're they're horrible
those people are just basically fighting they're like HR those people are just basically fighting, they're like HR, those people are just fighting
to keep relevancy in the workplace.
That's all they do.
They would, the more complicated and fucked up shit is, the better it is for them.
Because they like, they want shit to just be fucked up so that they stay relevant.
That's like the same with HR departments, people, people,
people, people, directors, chief people, officers, they just can't wait for there to be a fight so that they become
relevant. Like if you work at a, if you worked at HQ and Lazar died, died, and you were in the people's department or
HR department, it's a boon for you. That's like just so much great work for you. So much shit you have to do.
Like manage people's stress and people being upset and, and negativity. They just they thrive in that shit.
You have a diversity department?
Holy shit.
Anyway, that'll be interesting to see what happens to with all that Musk stuff. There's an argument that the left makes against Donald Trump.
And again, just trying to be objective, the argument is that this man's a dictator.
Donald Trump's many things, but dictator, I'm like, wow.
Dictator, I'm a big fan of history. Hitler, dictator. Present-day Kim Jong-un, dictator.
The only commonality Donald Trump shares truly with Kim Jong-un and Hitler is
that the three of them should sue super cuts. That's it.
By the way, by the way, dictators, let me tell you something about dictators, okay?
Dictators murder with no consequences. Vladimir Putin murdered his political By the way, by the way, dictators, let me tell you something about dictators, okay?
Dictators murder with no consequences.
Vladimir Putin murdered his political adversary and ran unopposed.
Kim Jong-un murdered his own uncle to prevent a coup d'etat.
Donald Trump is no Kim Jong-un.
Donald Trump is no Vladimir Putin.
In fact, Donald Trump is not even a Clinton. You know, there's an argument that the.
I will tell you, I was surprised at the reaction of this joke, given this was in California.
Do I follow this guy?
Steve Burr, but burn live burn life
How about Trump at McDonald's that was crazy that was cool. I was on the DEI committee for the PAC 12.
It was so fun.
Wow.
I think she's Barry McAugner.
I think she's Barry McAugner. I think she's being facetious
Troy you 18 us
Section 957 doesn't mention registering there might be some other code Wow look at that. What's this? Giant- oh, this one's great. Look at this. Look at this. This is fucking nuts.
This is the kind of shit that fucking Democrats unfortunately believe.
Kamala Harris, Kamala Harris, Kamala Harris tells her rally audience that if Jimmy Carter
can vote early, so can they.
Jimmy Carter recently accomplished his goal voting for Kamala after early voting opened
in Georgia.
Carter wasn't looking forward to his 100th birthday, but was instead fighting to stay
alive for Kamala Harris,
Carter's son said. He said he didn't care about that. It's just a birthday. He said he cared about
voting for Kamala. Carter's son said, according to the Washington Post, the footage below was
a recent, was at a recent event in Georgia to celebrate Carter's birthday. Look at him.
He's just fucking, his mouth is just wide open and he's just laying back. He he. This is nuts.
So look, if Jimmy Carter can vote early, you can too.
So look, if Jimmy Carter can vote early, you can too.
Look at the bookends of look at this chick.
Is this a chick or a dude, this thing with a mohawk on the left and
This thing on the right god. Those are there's some fucking obese people
How did they get them up there in the stands behind her?
Yeah, Jimmy Carter looks like a corpse Hey, that's Biden in fucking six months.
I watched this whole thing last night.
I can't believe I watched all of this.
By the way, I finished season two of Dexter.
I started season three.
This is crazy.
Here we go.
I want to speak to dads specifically, and I speak about father son relationships.
America is one of the only cultures where American boys don't have a right of passage.
They're not called up. And it's not just about calling a boy up.
It's calling him up according to the ways of God to go face giants,
preparing him to say, you will face giants.
You are commissioned. You're called and commissioned for a time such as this.
What would happen in this culture if every single 12 year old boy was taught, trained,
discipled to defend all women, all women their age, as if they know they're going to marry one of them.
As if they know that if I violate a woman woman she's going to become someone else's wife
and it's going to break that guy because she's going to be broken. So I want someone else to
defend the girl that's going to marry me as a 12 year old boy. I want them to think and I've got
to defend all women because here's the cycle. If boys don't defend girls, then girls are raised with an image that boys are weak.
Does anyone want to fight about this so far?
I'm ready to fuck someone up if someone wants to fight about this.
Is someone triggered?
Is there someone out there like girls don't need defending anyone?
Anyone?
And those girls who believe boys are weak,
who believes they need to do it themselves, they become mothers.
And you know what they do? They raise weak young men
because a boy clings to his mother for the first number of years,
and then he goes to his father and that transition from the mother
To the father is a transition of saying your mom nurtured you your mom protected you
Of course the dads do it too, but the primary role your mom fed you literally
Fed you from her body
You came from her womb. She's feeding you. She's changing your diaper. She's nurturing you and
Then there's a handover now. Dad, go make him a man.
But what the moms do in those formative years is they raise young weaklings because they don't
respect the role of a man. They don't value the role. He's not saying all women. You understand that?
Of a man and then when they pass that boy on to the father, they don't say now go make him a man.
Now go make him a defender of virtue, a defender of innocence. They want to mommy him until he's 40 years old and he never becomes a man.
And so then that man raises a weak boy that doesn't defend girls and the cycle is vicious.
To have strong men, you start with women. You defend women, you honor women, you protect women,
you protect their virtue, you elevate women, you give you protect women you protect their virtue you elevate women you give them opportunity
You support their dreams and their hopes you say there is no limit to what you can do
But you train the young girls. This is what a strong man looks like one day
you've got to raise one of these and then you got to hand him over to his father and
father has to go make him a man a
him over to his father and father has to go make him a man. A guy that says if I die I die but I defend my family, I defend my flag, I defend my country, most of all I defend the word of God.
I represent Jesus Christ. I speak boldly. I don't ask permission. Truth is the food that I eat
ask permission. Truth is the food that I eat, so it's what I speak. Our men are weak
because we don't make them strong when they're young to defend women and in women raise weak boys. This is a caution for all dads. Get your boys to defend and protect girls and tell your girls
they don't settle for a guy that does not defend and protect
women and then women go train your girls how to raise strong young men and then hand them
over to their fathers to make them men. This is vital in our culture right now.
There's some great food for thought in there, man.
in our culture right now.
There's some great food for thought in there, ma'am.
There's some great food for thought in there.
Great food for thought.
All right, guys. I'll see you later.
Great show.
Thanks Douglas Brock for coming on.
Thanks for tolerating my technical errors.
Okay, bye.